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________________ caubIsavAM pravacana Aja laharoM meM nimaMtraNa Ear Private Personal Use Only
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________________ HERE REET prazna-sAra jaina mAnate haiM ki jina-zAsana ke atirikta sabhI zAsana mithyA haiN| jAgrata puruSoM ke bAbata batAe jAne para bhI ve unakI ora unmukha kyoM nahIM hote? - STATE NIPREET ApakA virodha karanevAle loga yadi ApameM utsukatA lene lageM to hama saMnyAsiyoM ko kyA karanA cAhie? mahAvIra kI taraha Apa bhI aMdhavizvAsoM para prahAra karake sadadharma kA tIrtha banA rahe haiM; phira bhI aMdhazraddhAluoM meM jAga kyoM nahIM AtI? mujhe garaja kisI se na vAstA mujhe kAma apane hI kAma se terI jikra se, terI phikra se terI yAda se, tere nAma se mana kI AvAja kauna-sI hai aura hRdaya kI kauna-sI? kRSNa kA bhAva karate-karate gopIbhAva meM lIna honA aura nAcate-nAcate Apake sanmukha ho jAnA--yaha kyA hai? R 2010_03 www.Jainelibrarorg
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________________ TT halA praznaH jaina mAnate haiM ki jina-zAsana ke zvetAMbara ve loga haiM, jinhoMne pArzvanAtha ko mAnA aura mahAvIra atirikta sabhI zAsana mithyA haiM, isalie dUsare ko inakAra karane kI vRtti rkhii| zAsana meM nahIM jAnA caahie| jAgrata va siddha | vaha virodha aba bhI kAyama hai| DhAI hajAra sAla ho gae, puruSoM ke bAbata batAe jAne para bhI ve unakI ora unmukha nahIM | lekina zvetAMbara kI jo mAnyatA hai, vaha abhI bhI pArzvanAtha se hote| kyA unheM sanmArga para lAnA saMbhava nahIM hai? prabhAvita hai| pArzvanAtha jAgrata puruSa the| lekina jo pArzvanAtha kI AMkhoM meM AMkheM DAlakara dekhe unake lie jAgrata puruSa the| pahalI bAta : mAnate to ThIka hI haiM ve ki jina-zAsana ke pArzvanAtha ke samaya meM agara ye jaina hote to pArzvanAtha ko na atirikta sabhI zAsana mithyA haiN| lekina ve jAnate nahIM ki mAnate; ye AdinAtha ko maante| jina-zAsana kyA hai| jise ve jina-zAsana samajhate haiM, vaha AdamI atIta ko mAnatA hai| aura jAgrata puruSa ho sakatA hai nakI mAnyatA meM bhrAMti nahIM hai| kevala vartamAna meN| mahAvIra mila jAeM to kacha aura khojane kI jina-zAsana kA itanA hI artha huAH jAgrata puruSoM kA, jIte jarUrata nahIM hai| AdinAtha mila jAeM to kucha khojane kI aura hae puruSoM kA shaasn| jo svayaM jAgA ho, usa ke sAtha hI hone meM jarUrata nhiiN| lekina AdinAtha atIta meM to mileMge nhiiN| | sAra hai; soe huoM ke sAtha hone meM sAra nhiiN| atIta to jA cukaa| khojanA to Aja hogaa|| to mAnyatA to bilakula ThIka hai| aba kaThinAI yaha hai ki isalie eka anivArya duvidhA khar3I hotI hai| jo AdamI jAge huoM ko kaise jAneM, kauna jAgA huA hai? to sastA upAya paraMparA ko mAnatA hai, vaha jina-zAsana ko nahIM mAna sktaa| yaha hai ki jise paraMparA se loga mAnate rahe haiM jAgA huA, use mAna kyoMki jina kA artha huA : jAgA huA, jIvaMta vykti| paraMparA lo aura usI ke sAtha baMdhe rho| paraMparA se jyAdA soyI huI koI ko mAnanevAlA, paraMparA ko mAnane ke kAraNa hI vartamAna ke jAgrata bAta ho sakatI hai? puruSoM se vaMcita raha jAtA hai| mahAvIra jAge the| jisako tuma jaina kahate ho, yaha agara | aura aisA kucha jaina hI kara rahe hote to bhI ThIka thaa| sabhI aisA mahAvIra ke samaya meM hotA to mahAvIra ko na maantaa| taba yaha kara rahe haiN| hiMdU kRSNa ko mAnate haiN| jaba kRSNa maujUda the to bar3I pArzvanAtha ko mAnatA, kyoMki pArzvanAtha ke pIche DhAI sau sAla ar3acana thii| hiMdU rAma ko mAnate haiN| jaba rAma maujUda the to bar3I kI paraMparA thii| aura mahAvIra ke samaya meM vivAda khar3A ho gayA ar3acana thii| thaa| pArzvanAtha ko mAnanevAle loga mahAvIra ke virodha meM the| jAgrata puruSa jaba maujUda hotA hai to bar3I kaThinAI hai| kaThinAI usI virodha se to digaMbara aura zvetAMbaroM kA janma huaa| yaha hai ki agara tuma use mAno to tumheM badalanA pdd'e| badalAhaTa 14831 2010_03
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________________ jina sUtra bhAga : 2 mI kI jhaMjhaTa hai| tumheM apanA sArA jIvana rUpAMtarita karanA pdd'e| | kI, jo hai; tuma usa vRkSa kI chAyA meM nahIM baiThate jo kabhI thaa| mAnane kA aura kyA artha hotA hai? caraNa chU Ae, sira jhukA | pAgala hooge tuma agara usa vRkSa kI chAyA meM baitthoge| na vRkSa Ae, isase kyA hogA? | hai, na chAyA hai| dhapa se jloge| agara pyAsa lagatI hai to tama isalie murdA puruSoM ko mAnane meM suvidhA hotI hai| ve tumheM usa sarovara ke pAsa jAte ho, jo abhI hai| tuma usa. sarovara ke badala nahIM skte| unake sAtha koI jokhima nahIM hai--mare pAsa nahIM jAte, jo kabhI thaa| rahA hogaa| bar3A suMdara thaa| purANoM mahAvIra kyA kareMge tumhArA? jA cuke mahAvIra kyA kareMge meM ullekha hai lekina usase pyAsa to na bujhegii| bhUkha lagatI hai, tumhArA? jahAM biThAoge vahAM baiTheMge, jahAM uThAoge vahAM to tuma abhI tAjA bhojana khojate ho|| uttheNge| jo pUjA lagA doge vahI svIkAra kreNge| na lagAoge to jo bhUkha aura pyAsa ke saMbaMdha meM sahI hai, vahI satya ke saMbaMdha meM baiThe rheNge| bhUkhe baiThe rheNge| phUla na car3hAoge to kyA kareMge? | bhI sahI hai| satya khojo abhii| jAo kisI sarovara ke pAsa, atIta ke mahApuruSa jA cuke| aba to rAkha ke Dhera raha ge| jo abhI ho| khatarA yaha hai ki zAyada tuma isa sarovara ke pAsa unake sAtha bar3I suvidhA hai| tuma badalate nhiiN| tuma jaise ho vaise bhI jAoge, lekina jaba yaha jA cukA hogaa| tumhArI buddhi itanI hI rahate ho| vastutaH tuma apane mahApuruSa ko apane DhaMga se badala maMda hai ki jaba taka tumhArI samajha meM A pAtA, taba taka jina puruSa lete ho| vidA ho jAte haiN| ghasiTa-ghasiTakara bAmuzkila tumhArI akala kevala mare huoM ke sAtha kara sakate ho| jiMdA meM ghusa pAtI hai bAta ki are! lekina jaba taka tuma are kahate ho puruSa, jiMdA jAgrata vyakti ko, jiMdA siddha ko tama nahIM badala taba taka vidAI ho gii| skoge| vaha tumheM bdlegaa| jaba tuma usake pAsa jAoge to tuma buddha eka gAMva se gujare tIsa sAloM tk| kahate haiM miToge, nae hooge| vaha tumhArI mRtyu banegA aura nayA jIvana karIba-karIba paMdraha bAra usa gAMva se gujre| aura eka AdamI bhii| usake mAdhyama se tuma eka nae Aloka ko upalabdha tIsa sAloM se cAhatA thA ki unake darzana kara le na kara paayaa| hooge| lekina aMdhere kI duniyA chor3anI pdd'egii| bahuta kucha kabhI dukAna para grAhaka the aura na jA paayaa| kabhI lar3akI kI khonA par3egA, taba tuma kucha pA skoge| zAdI thI aura na jA paayaa| kabhI bImAra thA, kabhI patnI se bAta to bilakula ThIka hai ki jina-zAsana ke atirikta sabhI jhagar3A ho gyaa| kabhI jA rahA thA aura rAste meM koI purAnA zAsana mithyA haiN| lekina mAnane kA kAraNa, mAnane kI mUla vRtti | paricita mitra mila gayA to phira ghara lauTa aayaa| kabhI ghara bar3I khataranAka hai| satya bAtoM ko bhI hama galata kAraNoM se mAna mehamAna A gae taba unako chor3akara kaise jAe? / sakate haiN| hama itane galata haiM ki ThIka bAteM bhI hamAre hAtha meM aise hajAra bahAne milate rahe aura buddha Ate rahe aura jAte par3ate-par3ate galata ho jAtI haiN| hama aise gaMde haiM ki amRta bhI hama rahe-tIsa saal| eka dina acAnaka gAMva meM khabara AyI ki para barase to jahara ho jAtA hai| Akhira hamArI pyAlI meM hI buddha Aja zarIra chor3a rahe haiM, taba vaha bhaagaa| buddha ne apane bhregaa| hamArI pyAlI kI gaMdagI use rUpAMtarita karatI hai| bhikSuoM se pUchA usa subaha, kucha pUchanA to nahIM hai? kyoMki satya ke khojI ko abhI khojanA hogaa| guru abhI ho sakatA aba vidA kI velA A gii| aba maiM jaauuNgaa| kahA hogA, merI | hai| kala ke guru kAma nahIM aaeNge| bIte kala ke guru kAma nahIM nAva laga gaI kinAre, aba maiM jAtA hUM dUsarI trph| kucha aura to | aaeNge| AnevAle kala ke guru bhI kAma nahIM aaeNge| pUchanA nahIM hai ? koI AkhirI bAta? Aja-jIvana Aja hai| bhikSu to rone lge| itanA diyA thA buddha ne| binA pUche diyA tama mahAvIra ke samaya meM jI kaise sakate ho? tama mahAvIra ke | thaa| pachA thA to diyA thA. na pachA thA to diyA thaa| pachane ko sAtha cala kaise sakate ho? tuma mahAvIra kI chAyA meM ho kaise | kucha bacA na thaa| aura aisI dukha kI ghar3I meM, jaba ve vidA ho rahe sakate ho? vaha vRkSa na rhaa| agara Aja tumheM bharI dupaharI meM | hoM, kisako prazna uThe? aisI dukha kI ghar3I meM mana to baMda ho sira se pasInA bahane lagatA hai to tuma chAyA khojate ho kisI vRkSa jAtA hai, hRdaya rone lagatA hai| AMsU bahane lge| unhoMne kahA, 1484 2010_03
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________________ mAja laharoM meM nimaMtraNa hameM kucha pUchanA nahIM hai| jitanA diyA hai use bhI agara hama kara kaha rahe hoM, unakA koI mUlya nahIM hai| unakA Adeza mAnakara mata pAe, usakA aMza bhI kara pAe to basa kAphI hai| tumane sAgara | cala par3anA, anyathA bhttkoge| aMdhe aMdhoM ko aura bhaTakA deNge| uMDrelA hai amRta kA, agara hama eka bUMda bhI pI pAe to basa aMdhoM kA sahArA pakar3akara mata clnaa| aMdhe to gireMge, tuma bhI paryApta ho jaaegii| giroge| aMdhA aMdhA TheliyA donoM kUpa pdd't| buddha ne tIna bAra pUchA, jaisI unakI Adata thii| phira se pUchA itanA hI artha hai jina-zAsana ko svIkAra karane kA ki jahAM ki kisI ko kucha pUchanA ho| phira se pUchA ki kisI ko kucha jinatva dikhAI par3e, jahAM koI jAgrata aura jItA huA vyakti pUchanA ho| jaba kisI ne kucha na kahA to unhoMne kahA, | dikhAI par3e, jahAM tumhAre prANa kahane lageM ki hAM, saMbhAvanA yahAM alvidaa| ve vRkSa ke pIche cale ge| unhoMne AMkha baMda kara lI hai, jahAM subaha hotI dikhAI par3e, jahAM sUraja UgatA dikhAI par3e, aura ve deha ko chor3ane lge| unhoMne deha chor3a dii| bhItara dhAraNA | vahAM jhuka jAnA; usa zAsana ko svIkAra kara lenaa| kI ki deha se alaga ho jAUM, alaga ho ge| to bAta to ThIka hI hai| maiM yaha nahIM kaha rahA hUM lekina ki jo mana ko chor3a rahe the, tabhI vaha AdamI bhAgA huA gAMva se usako mAnate haiM ve ThIka haiN| bAta to ThIka hai, bAta ko mAnanevAle phuNcaa| aura vaha cillAyA ki buddha kahAM haiM? mujhe milane do, | galata haiN| kahate to haiM, jina-zAsana ekamAtra satya hai aura bAkI mujhe jAne do, mujhe kucha pUchanA hai| saba mithyaa| lekina mAnate zAstra ko haiM, jina ko thor3e hI! bhikSuoM ne kahA, bar3I dera lgaaii| tIsa sAla tumhAre gAMva se | mAnate paraMparA ko haiM, jina ko thor3e hI! mAnate paMDita ko haiM, gujre| aura aneka bAra hama taka aisI khabara bhI AyI ki tuma paMDita kI vyAkhyA ko mAnate haiN| AnA cAhate ho lekina tuma kabhI Ae nhiiN| jAgrata puruSa kA sIdhA darzana to jalAnevAlA hai| vahAM to kucha usane kahA, karUM kyA, kabhI mehamAna A gae, kabhI patnI | chUTegA, miTegA, giregA, bdlegaa| vahAM to tuma astavyasta bImAra par3a gii| kabhI dukAna para grAhaka jyAdA the| kabhI AyA | hooge| tuma, tuma hI na raha skoge| vahAM to tuma Aga se bhI thA to rAste meM koI mitra mila gayA kaI varSoM kA, to phira ghara gujroge| Aga se gujare binA koI zuddha kuMdana banatA bhI nhiiN| lauTa gyaa| hajAra kAraNa A gae, maiM na A paayaa| lekina mujhe vahAM to tuma pITe jAoge, miTAe jAoge, race jaaoge| binA roko mt| kahAM haiM buddha? vidhvaMsa ke sRjana hotA bhI nhiiN| vahAM to jaise kumhAra miTTI ko bhikSuoM ne kahA, aba asaMbhava hai| hama to unheM vidA bhI de | rauMdatA hai, aise raude jaaoge| binA rauMde tumhAre jIvana kA ghaTa cuke| aba to ve apanI jyoti ko sameTane meM lage haiN| banatA bhI nhiiN| vahAM to tuma cAka para car3hAe jaaoge| lekina kahate haiM, buddha ne AMkheM kholIM aura unhoMne kahA, abhI samhAlegA bhI guru, thapakAre bhI degA, mAregA bhI, pITegA bhI, maiM jIvita hUM aura vaha AdamI A gayA! calo dera sahI, abera | jagAegA bhii| sahI, A to gyaa| mere nAma para yaha lAMchana na raha jAe ki maiM jIvita guru ke pAsa hone kA artha huA, tumheM nIMda chor3anI abhI sAMsa le rahA thA aura koI AdamI dvAra se pyAsA calA pdd'egii| isalie murdA guruoM ko chAtI se lagAe par3e rahane meM gyaa| kahAM hai? use bulaao| vaha kyA pUchanA cAhatA hai? ha kyA pUchanA cAhatA hai? bar3I suvidhA hai| martiya ko pUjane meM bar3I suvidhA hai| vaha AdamI phira bhI jaldI pahuMca gyaa| aura bhI usa gAMva meM aura bhI bar3e maje kI bAta hai ki jo kahate haiM ki 'jina-zAsana loMga rahe hoMge, jo phira bhI na phuNce| AdamI bar3A maMdabuddhi hai| | ke atirikta saba mithyA hai| unheM yaha bhI patA nahIM ki jinoM ne maMdabuddhi hI roga hai| na to jaina kA savAla hai, na hiMdU kA, na kyA kahA hai| unheM yaha bhI patA nahIM ki jina-zAsana kA maulika musalamAna kA; mNdbuddhi...| sUtra yahI hai ki sabhI meM kucha na kucha satya kA aMza hai| maMdabuddhi jar3a cIjoM ko pakar3a letA hai| aba itanA suMdara vicAra taba AdamI kI maMdabuddhi para bar3I hairAnI hotI hai| yaha to hai ki jina-zAsana ke atirikta saba mithyA hai| isakA artha virodhAbhAsa ho gyaa| samasta jina puruSoM ne--mahAvIra ne, buddha huA, jAgrata puruSa jo kahe usake atirikta soe hue AdamI jo | ne, kRSNa ne, sabhI ne kahA hai ki maiM hI ThIka hUM aisI dhAraNA 2010_03 .
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________________ jina sUtra bhAga : 2 -- -- ahaMkAra kI ghoSaNA hai| aura mahAvIra ne to bahuta AgrahapUrvaka aura sIdhA kara leMge, bilakula sIdhA kara leMge, rekhAbaddha kara ke kahA hai ki jarA bhI Agraha rakhA ki maiM hI ThIka haM. to tama galata DAleMge: isase kacha pharka na pddegaa| ho ge| dUsare meM bhI ThIka ko dekhane kI kSamatA caahie| koI pharka na pdd'egaa| pAnI kA mAdhyama hI lakar3I ko tirachA kara isa pRthvI para koI bhI bilakula galata to ho hI nahIM sktaa| jAtA hai| lakar3I tirachI hotI nahIM, dikhAI par3ane lagatI hai, isa jagata meM pUrNatA jaisI koI cIja hotI hI nhiiN| bilakula | tirachI ho gii| galata kA to artha huA, eka AdamI galatI meM pUrNa ho gyaa| bhASA kA mAdhyama anubhava ko tirachA kara detA hai| isalie mullA nasaruddIna para koI nArAja ho gayA aura usane kahA ki bhASA meM Akara koI bhI satya pUrNa nahIM raha jaataa| aura asatya tama, tama parNa markha ho| mallA ne kahA, tthhro| isa jagata meM parNa to kabhI bhI parA nahIM hai| isalie jo bhI hama kahate haiM, kabhI koI hotA hI nhiiN| tuma merI khuzAmada mata kro| tuma merI | AdhA-AdhA hai| stuti mata kro| isa jagata meM pUrNa kabhI koI hotA hI nhiiN| yahAM | yahI to jina-zAstra hai, yahI to jina-dezanA hai ki jo bhI hama saba adhUrA hai| | kahate haiM, AdhA-AdhA hai| sabhI dRSTiyAM haiM, darzana koI bhI pUrNa mUrkha khojanA hI asaMbhava hai| pUrNa galata AdamI bhI nhiiN| darzana to anubhava hai| khojanA asaMbhava hai| agara pUrNa galata hotA to jI hI nahIM sktaa| tuma khuda hI soco; subaha huI, vRkSoM ke pAra kSitija para sUraja | thaa| jI rahA hai to kahIM na kahIM satya ke sahAre hI jiiegaa| jIvana nikalA. pakSiyoM ne gIta gAe ganagana macAI, mora nAce, raMgIna satya ke sAtha hai| kiraNa bhalA ho, na ho sUraja satya kaa| | bAdala phaile, tumane dekhaa-drshn| aba tumase koI kahe varNana choTI-moTI kSINa dhArA ho, na ho bAr3ha AyI huI nadI, magara hogI karo uskaa| to tuma jo bhI varNana karoge, tuma pAoge bahuta kucha jruur| jI rahA hai, jIvana hai, to jIvana asatya ke sAtha to ho zeSa raha gayA hai, jo nahIM kahA jA sktaa| tuma lAkha raMgoM kA nahIM sktaa| kahIM na kahIM satya se jur3A hogaa| kahIM na kahIM varNana karo, sunanevAle para tuma vahI prabhAva thor3e hI paidA kara paramAtmA abhI bhI usameM baha rahA hogaa| pAoge, jo tuma para paidA huA thA subaha ke sUraja ko Ugate | mahAvIra ne to kahA hai, sabhI meM satya hai| isI se to unakA dekhkr| tuma bar3e se bar3e kavi hoo, to bhI tama pAoge, hAtha syAtavAda paidA huA, anekAMtavAda paidA huaa| mahAvIra ne kahA hai kaMpate haiM, bar3e se bar3e kavi ko bhI lagatA hai ki hama sirpha tutalAte ki jo-jo bhI tumheM bilakula bhI galata lagatA ho, usakI dRSTi haiN| to jitanA bar3A kavi hotA hai utanA hI sApha lagatA hai ki hama meM bhI khojoge to kacha na kacha to aMza pAoge satya kaa| parNa sirpha tatalAte haiN| choTe-moTe kaviyoM ko lagata cAhe satya na ho, pUrNa asatya bhI nahIM ho sktaa| aura mahAvIra diyaa| unake pAsa kahane ko kucha hai nhiiN| jisake pAsa jitanA ne to kahA hai, pUrNa satya ko kahane kA koI upAya hI nahIM hai| bar3A darzana hai utanI hI bhASA kI asamarthatA mAlUma hotI hai| | isalie do bAteMH jitanI daSTiyAM haiM, sabhI aMza satya haiM aura ravIMdranAtha ne marate kSaNa kahA ki he prbh| yaha bhI ta kyA kara pUrNa satya ko aba taka kisI ne kahA nahIM; kahA jA sakatA | rahA hai? aba, jaba ki maiM thor3A gAne meM kuzala huA jA rahA thA, nhiiN| kahate se hI apUrNa ho jAtA hai| vANI meM lAte hI adhUrA ho | tU mujhe vidA karane lagA? jAtA hai| anabhava meM ho sakatA hai pUrNa, abhivyakti meM apUrNa ho eka baDhA mitra pAsa baiThA thA. usane kahA, kyA kaha rahe ho jAtA hai| lAkha samhAlakara kaho, kahane ke mAdhyama meM hI apUrNa tuma? kuzala ho rahe the? tuma mahAkavi ho| ho jAtA hai| ravIMdranAtha ne kahA, dUsare kahate hoNge| merI pIr3A maiM jAnatA huuN| jaise tama eka lakar3I ko pAnI meM DAlo-sIdhI lakar3I ko, | agara tuma mujhase pUchate ho to maiM itanA hI kaha sakatA hUM ki maiMne pAnI meM tirachI dikhAI par3ane lagatI hai| lAkha samhAlakara DAlo, | abhI taka jo gIta gAe, ve aise hI haiM jaise saMgItajJa saMgIta zurU isase koI saMbaMdha nahIM hai| pAnI kA mAdhyama tirachApana paidA karatA karane ke pahale sAja ko biThAtA hai| vINAkAra tAra khIMca-khIMca hai| tuma kaho ki hama aura samhAlakara ddaaleNge| hama lakar3I ko kara dekhatA hai, ThIka hai? tabalAbAja tabalA bajA-bajAkara 486 __ Jan Education International 2010_03
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________________ Aja laharoM meM nimaMtraNa ThoMka-ThoMkakara dekhatA hai, ThIka hai? saca ho jaae| agara na laTakAo to vaha jhUTha hai| aba karo ravIMdranAtha ne kahA ki abhI taka jo maiMne gAe. ve kevala sAja kyA? agara usako phAMsI para laTakA do to eka sacce AdamI ko saMvArane jaise the| abhI asalI gIta zurU kahAM huA thA? ko phAMsI ho gii| agara usako phAMsI para na laTakAo, to eka asalI gIta to apane sAtha hI le jA rahA huuN| jhUThA AdamI pahale hI dina chUTA jA rahA hai| samrATa ne apanA sira jitanA bar3A kavi hogA utanA hI asamartha paaegaa| jitanA | ThoMka liyaa| nasaruddIna ne kahA ki satya aura asatya kA nirNaya bar3A anubhava hogA utanA hI pragaTa karanA muzkila ho jaaegaa| itanA AsAna nhiiN| haTAo phAMsI vgairh| kauna jAnatA hai kauna choTe-moTe anubhava pragaTa nahIM hote| tumheM kisI se prema ho jAe, satya bola rahA hai, kauna asatya bola rahA hai! kauna jAnatA hai bhASA asamartha ho jAtI hai| kyA kaho? kaise kaho? kyA satya hai, kyA asatya hai| to jinhoMne satya ko jAnA, itane virATa meM Dabe, lauTakara jo bhI satya aura asatya bar3I nAjuka bAteM haiN| ve kahate haiM, sabhI adhUrA hai| isalie mahAvIra ne kahA, jo bhI mahAvIra ne agara koI bhI bAta sikhAI hai to itanI hI bAta dRSTiyAM haiM, sabhI dRSTiyAM haiN| sabhI meM satya kA aMza hai| sikhAI hai ki dUsare ko atyaMta hArdikatA se samajhane kI koziza jaina kahatA hai ki mahAvIra ke atirikta sabhI mithyA hai| krnaa| tumhAre lie itanI hI khoja kAphI hai ki usameM kucha bhI lekina isakA artha kyA huA? agara mahAvIra sahI haiM to sabhI satya ho to khoja lenaa| asatya se tumheM lenA-denA kyA hai? / meM satya hai| aura agara sabhI mithyA haiM yaha sahI hai, to mahAvIra eka AdamI jaMgala meM bhaTaka gayA ho, rAha khojate-khojate mithyA ho ge| sUraja Dhala gayA ho, aMdherA ghira gayA ho, paira kAToM se cubhe hoM, yaha tuma aisA samajho, kahate haiM eka samrATa ne-jo bar3A jhAr3iyoM ne kapar3e phAr3a die hoM, rAha na sUjhatI ho, use dUra eka khUkhAra AdamI thA-kahA ki isa gAMva meM jo bhI asatya bolegA jhopar3e se dIyA jalatA huA dikhAI par3atA hai| usa jhopar3e ke cAroM use sUlI para laTakA deNge| aura usane kahA ki sikhAvana ke taura tarapha aMdherA hai, jarA-sI rozanI hai| vaha rozanI dekha letA hai, para, nagara kA bar3A dvAra jaba subaha khulegA, to vahAM jallAda aMdherA chor3a detA hai| vaha yaha thor3e hI kahatA hai ki itane aMdhere meM maujUda raheMge phAMsI lgaakr| aura jo bhI AdamI AeMge unase | rozanI kahAM ho sakatI hai? vaha aMdherA dekhakara baiTha thor3e hI jAtA puuchege| agara unameM se koI bhI asatya bolA to tatkSaNa sUlI para hai| vaha jo TimaTimAtI dIye kI rozanI hai, usako dekhatA; aMdhere laTakA deMge, tAki pUrA gAMva roja subaha dekha le ki asatya ko nahIM dekhtaa| vaha kahatA, dhanyabhAga! koI hai| pAsa hI koI bolanevAle kI kyA hAlata hotI hai| | hai| mila gaI rAha, calA cluuN| pahuMca hI jaauuNgaa| ghabar3Ane kI mullA nasaruddIna usake darabAra meM thA, usane kahA acchA, to koI bAta nhiiN| kala phira daravAje para mileNge| usa samrATa ne kahA, tumhArA jaba koI AdamI kucha kahe to tuma usameM dIye kI TimaTimAtI matalaba? usane kahA, kala vahIM tuma bhI maujUda rhnaa| hama rozanI bhI dekhnaa| vahI dekhnaa| jitanA satya kA aMza hai utanA asatya boleMge aura tuma hameM phAMsI para lagAkara dekha lenaa| dekha lenaa| tumheM asatya se lenA-denA kyA hai? haMsA to motI samrATa bar3A nArAja huaa| usane bar3A iMtajAma kiyA ki yaha cuge| tuma apane motI-motI cuna lenA, kaMkar3a chor3a denaa| AdamI cAhatA kyA hai! aura subaha jaba daravAjA khulA, samrATa lekina tuma kaMkar3oM hI kaMkar3oM para coMca mArate ho| tuma motI maujUda thA, aura vajIra maujUda the, pUre darabArI maujUda the, phAMsI kA cunane meM utsuka nahIM ho| tuma to yahI siddha karane meM utsuka ho takhtA maujUda thA, jallAda maujUda the| aura mullA apane gadhe para ki motI to basa hamAre hI ghara hote haiM aura saba jagaha kaMkar3a hote savAra daravAje ke bhItara praviSTa huaa| haiN| tuma aMdhere meM hI AMkha gar3Ae baiThe ho| tuma rozanI ko dekhanA samrATa ne kahA, 'kahAM jA rahe ho nasaruddIna?' hI nahIM caahte| nasaruddIna ne kahA, 'phAMsI ke takhte para laTakane jA rahA huuN|' jina-zAsana kA maulika AdhAra yahI hai-satya saba kahIM hai| aba bar3I muzkila ho gii| agara usako laTakAo to vaha anaMta rUpoM meM pragaTa hotA hai| anekAMta kA artha hotA hai satya ke ___ 2010_03
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________________ jina sUtra bhAga : 2 aneka pahalU haiN| satya ekAMta nahIM hai| jo kahatA hai, maiM hI satya, soe hote haiN| zAstra to basa zAstra haiN| kitAba kitAba hai| vaha yaha kahane se hI asatya ho jAtA hai| jyAdA se jyAdA itanA | kitAba meM kucha bhI nahIM hotaa| hI kahanA, 'maiM bhI sty|' 'maiM hI satya-asatya ho gyaa| khojo kahIM jIvita vyakti ko| kisI ko khojo, jisake maiM bhI satya, aura bhI satya haiN| pAsa tumhArI AMkheM AkAza kI tarapha uThane lageM; jisakI lekina ahaMkAra dAvA karatA hai, 'maiM hI sty|' 'bhI' para abhIpsA tumheM bhI saMkrAmaka rUpa se pakar3a le; jisake bavaMDara meM ahaMkAra kA jora nahIM hai, 'hI' para jora hai| mahAvIra kA jora tuma bhI thor3e ur3ane lgo| 'bhI' para hai| isalie mahAvIra to kahate haiM ki vaha vyakti bhI, ...jAgrata va siddha puruSoM ke bAbata batAe jAne para bhI ve jo tamhAre bilakala viparIta bola rahA ho. usakI bhI bAta unakI ora unmakha nahIM hote|' dhyAnapUrvaka sunnaa| usameM bhI kucha satya hogaa| aMza to hogA duniyA meM sabase kaThina bAta vahI hai : jAgrata puruSoM kI tarapha hI, kucha to hogA hii| unmukha honaa| usakA matalaba hai, apane se vimukha honaa| jAgrata yahAM pApI se pApI vyakti meM thor3A saMtatva hotA hai aura yahAM puruSa ke sanmukha hone kA eka hI upAya hai, apane se vimukha saMta se saMta vyakti meM thor3A pApI hotA hai| yahAM koI pUrNa to hotA honaa| jo apanI tarapha pITha kare, vahI jAgrata puruSa kI tarapha muMha nhiiN| isalie to hama kahate haiM isa deza meM ki jo pUrNa ho gayA, | kara sakatA hai| bArA nahIM aataa| parNa hote se hI phira dabArA Ane kA upAya lekina agara abhI tama utanI himmata nahIM kara pAo to kucha nhiiN| yahAM to AnA ho to thor3I apUrNatA rakhanI hotI hai| Azcarya nahIM hai| Azcarya to yaha hotA hai ki tuma isI meM akar3a jaina kahate haiM--jaina darzana; bar3A mahatvapUrNa darzana hai-vaha anubhava karate ho| jAnanA cAhie ki maiM abhI diin-hiin| abhI kahatA hai, tIrthaMkara hone ke lie bhI tIrthaMkara karmabaMdha karanA par3atA merI itanI sAmarthya nahIM ki sUraja kI tarapha sIdhI AMkheM karake hai| vaha bhI pApa hai| tIrthaMkara hone ke lie bhI tIrthaMkara karmabaMdha dekhuu| abhI to maiM sUraja kI tasvIreM hI zAstra meM banI haiM, unhIM ko karanA par3atA hai| dUsaroM para karuNA kI vAsanA rakhanI par3atI hai to dekha pAtA huuN| abhI to unhIM tasvIroM meM mana ko lubhAtA huuN| merI hI koI tIrthaMkara ho sakatA hai, nahIM to tIrthaMkara bhI nahIM ho himmata nhiiN| maiM kamajora huuN| abhI merA bala nhiiN| itanA sAhasa sktaa| dUsaroM kI sahAyatA karUM. itanI vAsanA to bacAnI hI | nahIM isa yAtrA para nikalane kaa| abhiyAna para jAne kA dussAhasa par3atI hai| nahIM to tIrthaMkara bhI kaise hogA? abhI mujhase hotA nhiiN| isalie sabhI siddha puruSa tIrthaMkara nahIM hote| aneka siddha agara tuma vinamratApUrvaka yaha svIkAra karo to koI khatarA nahIM puruSa to siddha hote hI vilIna ho jAte haiM mahAzUnya meN| thor3e-se hai| eka na eka dina sAhasa bhI ikaTThA ho jaaegaa| lekina | siddha puruSa tIrthaMkara hote haiN| ve, ve hI siddha puruSa haiM, jinakI AdamI apane ahaMkAra ko bacAtA hai| vaha yaha nahIM kahatA ki siddhi meM thor3I-sI vAsanA bhI jar3I hai abhI, ki dUsaroM kI yaha merI kamajorI hai ki maiM zAstra dekha rahA huuN| vaha apanI sahAyatA kruuNgaa| jinako abhI itanA aura bhAva bacA hai, ve kamajorI ko bhI AbhUSaNoM se alaMkRta karatA hai, zRMgAra karatA tIrthaMkara kI taraha paidA hote haiN| zubha hai ki itanI vAsanA kucha | hai| vaha kahatA hai, yahI satya hai, isalie kahAM, kauna siddha loga bacAte haiM, anyathA jagata bar3A aMdhere se bhara jaae| | puruSa? kahIM koI siddha puruSa nhiiN| paMcama kAla meM hote hI "jaina mAnate haiM ki jina-zAsana ke atirikta sabhI zAsana | nhiiN| ho cuke vakta ! jA cukA samaya, jaba siddha puruSa hote the! mithyA haiN|' bilakula ThIka mAnate haiM aura bilakula galata | vaha mahAvIra ke sAtha hI baMda ho gyaa| mahAvIra ke bAda hama vyartha kAraNoM se mAnate haiN| hI jI rahe haiN| mahAvIra ke bAda kucha ghaTa hI nahIM rhaa| itihAsa 'isalie dUsare zAsana meM jAnA nahIM caahie|' jinapuruSa mila ruka gayA vhiiN| mahAvIra ke bAda duniyA rahI hI nahIM hai| mahAvIra jAeM to jAne kI jarUrata bhI nahIM hai| kyA mare, saba mara gyaa| mahAvIra kyA gae, saba gyaa| saba jaina zAstra meM mata aTake rhnaa| zAstra na to jAge hote haiM. na | saMbhAvanA, satya ko pAne kI sArI savidhA, saba calI gii| 488 Jal Education International 2010_03 RA
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________________ Aja laharoM meM nimaMtraNa yaha bhI koI bAta huI? yaha to bar3I khataranAka dhAraNA huii| agara tuma unheM mere pAsa lAnA cAhate ho to eka hI upAya isa dhAraNA kA artha to bar3I hatAzA hogaa| taba hamAre hAtha meM hai--tumhAre jIvana meM kisI taraha merI khabara unheM milanI kula itanA hI hai ki hama mahAvIroM kI stuti karate raheM, svayaM cAhie; tumhAre zabdoM meM nhiiN| tumhAre kahane se ve na suneNge| mahAvIra na bneN| | tumhAre hone ko suneNge| tumhAre bhItara gUMjane lage nAda, to isalie tuma jaba unheM siddha puruSoM kI bAta kahoge, ve rAjI na | zAyada...phira bhI maiM kahatA hUM zAyada, koI jarUrI nahIM hai| hoNge| tuma zAyada socate ho ki tuma bar3I sarala-sI bAta kaha rahe kyoMki aise bajra-badhira loga haiM ki tumhAre bhItara ghaMTanAda gUMjatA ho ki dekho! koI siddha puruSa hai, koI jAgrata puruSa hai, Ao, rahe, unheM kucha bhI sunAI na pdd'egaa| aise aMdhe loga haiM ki tuma suno, samajho, baiTho pAsa; thor3A satsaMga kro| calo thor3I sevA badala bhI jAo, unheM koI dIpti na dikhAI pdd'egii| kreN| tuma socate ho, sIdhA-sA nimaMtraNa de rahe ho| yaha nimaMtraNa | tuma unakI phikra chodd'o| tuma unakI ciMtA mata kro| tuma unake itanA sIdhA nahIM hai| yaha nimaMtraNa khataranAka hai| kyoMki vaha lie prArthanA karo jarUra, lekina unheM samajhAo mt| AdamI agara A jAe to phira vahI na ho sakegA, jo thaa| vaha | tuma jaba dhyAna karake uTho to unake lie prArthanA kro| jaba tuma apanI surakSA kara rahA hai| dhyAna karake uTho taba una para bhI prabhu kI anukaMpA ho, ve bhI satya aura dUsarI bAta dhyAna rakhanA, dUsare ke batAe koI kabhI AtA kI tarapha unmukha hoM, unameM bhI jAga Ae aisI prArthanA karo, nhiiN| tuma yaha ciMtA hI chodd'o| isameM samaya kharAba bhI mata kro| | bs| tuma prabhu ko samajhAo ki unheM jgaae| tuma sIdhe jagAne jisako jaba AnA hai, tabhI AtA hai| jisakI pyAsa jaba paka mata cale jaanaa| jAtI hai tabhI AtA hai| tuma kisI ko khIMca-tAnakara lAnA mt| buddha ne apane bhikSuoM ko kahA hai ki hara prArthanA, hara dhyAna tuma jitanI khIMca-tAna karoge, utane hI vaha surakSA ke upAya | karuNA para pUrA honA caahie| jo tumheM huA hai vaha sAre jagata ko kregaa| tuma jitanA siddha karane kI koziza karoge ki calo, | ho, aisI bhAvanA se hI dhyAna ko pUrA krnaa| jo tumheM milA hai koI jAgrata puruSa hai, vaha utanA hI siddha karane kI koziza karegA | vaha sabako mile, aisI bhAvanA se hI dhyAna ke bAhara aanaa| ki nahIM, jAgrata nahIM hai| saba pAkhaMDa hai| saba dhokhAdhar3I hai| isakA pariNAma hogaa| tarka se, vicAra se tuma siddha na kara saba SaDyaMtra hai, jAlasAjI hai| paaoge| aksara to aisA hogA, agara tumane tarka kiyA to tuma yaha koziza hI mata kro| tuma A gae, itanA bhut| tuma zAyada ve tumheM DAMvADola kara deM, bajAya isake ki tuma unheM bdlo| sArI zakti tuma apanI badalAhaTa meM lagA do| tumhArI | samajhA paao| kyoMki bAta kucha aisI hai ki tarka se samajhAI nahIM badalAhaTa hI zAyada, jinheM tuma lAnA cAhate ho, unheM AkarSita | jA sakatI, lekina tarka se khaMDita kI jA sakatI hai| tumane agara kare to kre| tumhArI AMkhoM meM A gaI naI camaka, tumhAre cehare para mere nikaTa kucha pAyA to tuma use tarka se samajhA na skoge| hAM, A gaI naI dIpti, tumhAre pairoM meM A gayA nayA saMgIta kA svara, | koI bhI use tarka se khaMDita kara sakatA hai| tumameM utara AyA mAdhurya, mArdava, zAyada kisI ko bulA lAe to phUla hai gulAba kA khilA; tuma kahate ho, parama suMdara hai| koI bulA laae| tumhAre jIvana meM agara thor3I madhurimA phaila jAe, bhI siddha kara sakatA hai ki nahIM hai suNdr| tuma siddha na kara thor3A svAda tumhArA badala jAe to jo tumhAre nikaTa haiM, jinheM tuma pAoge ki suMdara hai| sIdhI-sI bAta, ki gulAba kA suMdara phUla, svabhAvataH cAhate ho AeM, jAgeM, ve bhI mArga ko pAeM, unake tuma siddha kaise karege ki suMdara hai? sauMdarya kI kyA kasauTI hai, jIvana meM bhI phUla khileN...| | kyA mApadaMDa hai? kyA AdhAra hai ghoSaNA kA, ki suMdara hai? tumhArI AkAMkSA to ThIka hai, lekina jaldabAjI mata krnaa| dArzanika sadiyoM se ciMtana karate rhe| aba taka taya nahIM kara tuma lAne kI koziza hI mata krnaa| tuma to cupacApa apane ko pAe ki sauMdarya kI paribhASA kyA hai? kisa cIja ko suMdara badalane meM lage rho| tumhArI badalAhaTa jaise-jaise saghana hogI kaheM? aura koI bhI siddha kara sakatA hai ki suMdara nahIM hai| sirpha vaise-vaise ve utsukaM hoNge| aura dUsarA koI upAya nahIM hai| ghoSaNA bhara kara de ki nahIM hai suNdr| kahAM hai suMdara? kyA hai isameM 489 2010_03
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________________ DELHI _ jina sUtra bhAgaH2 sauMdarya ? lAla raMga meM rakhA kyA hai? paMkhur3iyAM hI khula gaI to haiM, kitane daravAje haiM! aura bar3e karatA jaauuNgaa| una para paharedAra | rakhA kyA hai? are sugaMdha hI sahI! to sugaMdha meM bhI rakhA kyA hai? | biThAte jaauuNgaa| bahuta muzkila kara denA hai aanaa| to hI loga koI bhI AdamI asiddha kara sakatA hai bar3I AsAnI se| | A paaeNge| nAstika honA bar3A AsAna hai| Astika honA bar3A kaThina hai| tuma lAne kI ceSTA karanA hI nhiiN| tuma sirpha prArthanA krnaa| kyoMki Astika kucha aisI bAtoM para zraddhA kara rahA hai, jo siddha tumhAre dhyAna ke bAda-jinako bhI tuma cAhate ho ki ve kabhI nahIM kI jA sktiiN| Astika bar3A himmatavara hai| vaha aise rAstoM yahAM A jAeM-dhyAna ke bAda unakI sUrata kA smaraNa karanA, para jA rahA hai, jinake lie ThIka-ThIka zabda, tarka, pramANa juTAne aura prArthanA karanA ki kabhI unakA bhI sadabhAgya udaya ho| basa, asaMbhava haiN| cupacApa, ekAMta, mauna meM tumhArI kI gaI prArthanA rezama ke patale isalie tuma khayAla rakhanA, tuma vyartha kI jhaMjhaTa meM par3anA hI dhAgoM kI taraha unheM bAMdha legI, le aaegii| mt| tuma badalate jAo, tumhArI AstikatA dhIre-dhIre pragaTa moTe rasse tarka ke mata baaNdhnaa| unameM tuma jisako bAMdhate ho hone lage tumhAre jIvana meM, tumhAre vyavahAra se| vahI zAyada unheM usako lagatA hai, yaha to baMdhana huA jA rahA hai, hathakar3I DalI jA | le Ae to le Ae aura koI upAya nahIM hai| rahI hai| kahAM jA rahe ho? apanI svataMtratA gaMvAnA hai? pAgala ....kyA unheM sanmArga para lAnA saMbhava nahIM hai?' | honA hai? lAne kI koziza kI to muzkila hai| ve aura akar3a jaaeNge| prema ke kacce dhAge paryApta haiN| ve prArthanA meM baMdha jAte haiN| ve aura jidda bAMdha jaaeNge| kyoMki lAne kI koziza meM unako sadaguru ke pAsa honA samarpaNa ke atirikta saMbhava nahIM hai| lagatA hai tuma unheM harAne cale? lAne kI koziza meM unako sadaguru ke pAsa honA koI tarka kI niSpatti, niSkarSa nahIM hai| tarka lagatA hai tuma unake Upara vijaya kI ghoSaNA kara rahe? tuma unheM kI hAra aura parAjaya hai| sadaguru ke pAsa honA buddhi kA parAjita karane meM utsuka ho? lAne kI ceSTA meM lagatA hai ki khilavAr3a nahIM hai, hRdaya kA AvirbhAva, hRdaya kI abhivyaMjanA tumhArA koI svArtha hogaa| hai| jo saba taraha se miTane ko taiyAra hai vahI kevala A pAtA hai| nahIM, yaha bAta hI mata krnaa| ve agara bahata utsaka bhI hoM to tama, jise maiMne kiyA yAda bhI ttaalnaa| kahanA ki le caleMge, jaba kabhI suvidhA hogii| aisI jisase baMdhI merI prIti jaldI bhI kyA hai? tuma hajAra bahAne karanA ki bahuta kaThina hai le kauna tuma ajJAta vaya-kula-zIla mere mIta? clnaa| milAnA bar3A muzkila hai| to shaayd...| karma kI bAdhA nahIM tuma loga bar3I ulaTI khopar3I ke haiN| agara unako kaho milAnA | tuma nahIM pravRtti se uparAMta bahuta muzkila hai to ve tumhAre pIche par3eMge ki milA do, eka daphA kaba tumhAre hita thamA saMgharSa merA? to milA do| ki le calanA bahuta kaThina hai| ve tamase kaheMge, ki rukA merA kAma kabhI eka daphA to le clo| tuma unase kaho ki calo, le calate tumheM dhAre hRdaya meM haiM, to ve htteNge| maiM khule hAthoM sadA dUMgA bAhya kA jo deya AdamI kA mana bar3e viparIta DhaMga se calatA hai| niSedha karo to . na hI girane taka kahUMgA, tanika ThaharUM nimaMtraNa; nimaMtraNa do to socatA hai, matalaba kyA hai? koI | kyoMki merA cuka gayA pAtheya svArtha hogaa| koI chipI bAta hogii| yaha AdamI itanA utsuka tuma, jise maiMne kiyA yAda kyoM hai vahAM le jAne meM? jeba to nahIM kATa legA rAste meM! koI jisase baMdhI merI prIta tarakIba lagA rahA hai| kahIM phaMsAne le jA rahA hai| kauna tuma ajJAta vaya-kula-zIla mere mIta? nahIM, tuma yaha koziza hI baMda kara do| isalie to maiM aisI | sadaguru to bilakula ajJAta hai| jo dikhAI par3atA hai, vaha thor3e koziza kara rahA hUM ki yahAM muzkila se hI loga A paaeN| dekhate hI! jo tumhAre dekhane ke pAra raha jAtA hai vhii| jo sunAI par3atA 4900 Jan Education International 2010_03
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________________ Aja laharoM meM nimaMtraNa hai vaha thor3e hI! jo mauna meM pratIta hotA hai vhii| jise tuma dekhate bcegaa| tuma bhI kho jaaoge| ho vaha to kevala rUpa hai, AkAra hai| jo usa rUpa aura Akara meM aura aMta taka agara tamane yaha himmata rakhI, ki tumane nahIM chipA nirAkAra hai| kahA ki ruko, Thaharo, yaha maiM khoyA jA rahA hUM, to hI tuma pahuMca ajJAta vaya-kula-zIla mere mIta! paaoge| miTakara hI koI pahuMcatA hai| marakara hI koI pAtA hai| aisI mitratA bAMdhanI bar3I muzkila hai| kyoMki na kula kA patA, isalie bahuta svAbhAvika hai ki loga Darate haiN| Darane ke kAraNa na vaya kA ptaa| kahAM le jAoge? kahAM le cale? kucha bhI apane AsapAsa vicAra kI bAgur3a khar3I karate haiN| Darane ke kAraNa patA nhiiN| ajJAta kI yAtrA hai| | murdA maMdiroM meM, masjidoM meM pUjA kara lete haiN| aise mana ko samajhA tuma, jise maiMne kiyA yAda lete haiM ki hama bhI dhArmika haiN| zAstra ko lekara baiTha jAte haiN| par3ha jisase baMdhI merI prIti lete haiM, gunagunA lete haiM, pATha kara lete haiN| aise mana ko bhrAMti de aura yaha baMdhana prema kA hai| yaha tarka kA nahIM hai| tuma agara mere lete haiM ki hama kucha aise hI jIvana nahIM gaMvA rahe haiM! gItA par3hate pAsa ho aura kisI bhAMti mujhase baMdha gae ho, to yaha baMdhana hRdaya | haiM, kurAna par3hate haiM, jina-sUtra par3hate haiN| kA hai| yaha akAraNa hai| tumheM prema ho gyaa| aura jaba taka kisI lekina tuma jo par3hoge vaha tumhArA hI artha hogaa| mahAvIra kA ko prema na ho jAe, taba taka pAsa hone kI koI suvidhA nahIM hai| artha to tuma mahAvIra hokara hI jAna sakate ho| aura koI upAya tuma, jise maiMne kiyA yAda nhiiN| kyoMki zabda to bAhara se A jAte haiN| artha kahAM se jisase baMdhI merI prIti lAoge? artha to bhItara se aaegaa| kauna tuma ajJAta vaya-kula-zIla mere mIta? isIlie to eka tarapha kahate ho, jina-zAsana hI satya hai| karma kI bAdhA nahIM tuma aura dUsarI tarapha kahe cale jAte ho, ki aura saba mithyA hai| tuma nahIM pravatti se uparAMta jina-zAsana kA artha hI yahI hotA hai ki yahAM pUrNa mithyA koI sadaguru tumheM pravRtti se uparAMta thor3e hI karatA hai! sadaguru tumheM bhI nahIM! mithyA meM bhI satya hai chipaa| tuma mithyA-mithyA ko tor3atA thor3e hI tumhAre saMsAra se! tumhAre saMsAra meM hI tumheM nae chor3a denaa| asAra-asAra ko tyAga denA, sAra-sAra ko grahaNa hone kA DhaMga detA hai| kara lenaa| haMsA to motI cugai--cuna lenA motii| kaMkar3a-patthara karma kI bAdhA nahIM tuma se tumheM kyA lenA-denA? sadaguru tumheM yaha thor3e hI kahatA hai, ki chor3o-chAr3o, bhAgo! bhagor3A thor3e hI banAtA! sadaguru tamheM jgaataa| vaha kahatA, bhAgo dUsarA prazna : pichale eka varSa ke bhItara Azrama se bAhara ke nahIM, jaago| vAtAvaraNa meM kAphI parivartana huA hai| pahale jo loga Apake karma kI bAdhA nahIM tuma virodha meM bolate the, aba vaisA bolane meM na kevala hicakate haiM tuma nahIM pravRtti se uparAMta balki ApameM utsuka bhI hone lage haiN| aura cAhate haiM ki kaise kaba tumhAre hita thamA saMgharSa merA? Apake sAnnidhya kA lAbha leM? kyA yaha saMkramaNa kI avasthA rukA merA kAma | hai? aura kapayA upadeza deM ki hama saMnyAsiyoM ko isa avastha tumheM dhAre hRdaya meM meM kyA karanA ucita hai? maiM khule hAthoM sadA dUMgA bAhya kA jo deya na hI girane taka kahUMgA, tanika ThaharUM tuma unakI tarapha dhyAna hI mata denaa| tuma unheM ttaalnaa| ve kaheM kyoMki merA cuka gayA pAtheya | ki le calo, tuma kahanA bar3A kaThina hai| tuma jaldI mata krnaa| sadaguru ke sAtha jAnA eka aMtahIna saMgharSa para jAnA hai| jahAM unheM Ane do apane se| dhIre-dhIre saba kho jaaegaa| pAtheya bhI kho jaaegaa| kucha bhI na aisA hI hotA hai| tIna sIr3hiyAM AdamI kA citta pUrI karatA hai| 491 ___ 2010_03
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________________ - HAR jina sUtra bhAga : 2 HEAL pahalI--virodha kii| aura usa tarapha se kucha bhI uttara nahIM AtA, koI pratikriyA nahIM zubha lakSaNa hai ki pahalI sIr3hI para to cddh'e| upekSA to nahIM hai| hotii| to kahIM aisA to nahIM hai...use saMdeha paidA honA zurU hotA upekSA khataranAka hai| mere pAsa ve loga kabhI na A pAeMge, hai| apane para saMdeha honA zurU hotA hai| kahIM aisA to nahIM ki jinakI merI tarapha upekSA hai| agara virodha kara rahe haiM to cala hama vyartha hI virodha kara rahe haiM yA hamArA virodha galata hai! pdd'e| kahAM jaaeNge| rasa lene lge| merI tarapha dhyAna unakA par3ane yaha sIr3hI AdamI khuda hI pAra kara sakatA hai| dUsare jabardastI lgaa| mitratA banane lgii| tuma phina chodd'o| kisI ko car3hA nahIM skte| vaha dUsare para khar3A ho jAtA hai| aba tuma unheM virodha karane do| virodha kA matalaba hI itanA hai ki usakI jijJAsA uThanI zurU hotI hai| kutUhala paidA hotA hai ki unheM mujhameM khatarA dikhAI par3ane lgaa| virodha kA matalaba hI jAeM, jarA pAsa se dekheM, mAmalA kyA hai! hamArA virodha sahI hai | itanA hai ki unheM mujhameM AkarSaNa mAlUma hone lgaa| anyathA yA galata hai ? kauna kisakA virodha karatA hai? kyA lenA-denA hai ? virodha hama | apane para saMdeha A gayA to mujha para zraddhA kI tarapha eka kadama usI kA karate haiM, jahAM khatarA hai, jahAM bulAvA hai| jahAM lagatA hai aura utthaa| mujha para zraddhA Ane ke pahale apane para saMdeha AnA ki agara virodha nahIM kiyA to khiMce cale jaaeNge| jarUrI hai| isalie to maiM kahatA hUM, merI tarapha unmukha hone ke to ruka rahe haiN| rukane ke lie virodha kara rahe haiN| virodha ve merA lie apane se vimukha honA jarUrI hai| nahIM kara rahe haiN| apane AkarSaNa ke lie bAdhA khar3I karane ke aba yaha dUsarI sIr3hI meM loga...kAphI loga haiN| tuma unako lie kara rahe haiN| zubha lakSaNa hai| isase ciMtita hone kI koI bhI abhI khIMcane kI koziza mata karanA, anyathA ve phira pahalI jarUrata nahIM hai| sIr3hI para utara jaaeNge| agara tumane khIMcA to unheM phira apane para mere pAsa kabhI-kabhI saMnyAsI A jAte haiN| ve kahate haiM, phalAM bharosA A jAegA ki are, hama bhI kahAM jAla meM phaMse jAte the! AdamI ApakA bar3A virodha karatA hai, jAeM, use samajhAeM? maiMne ve phira pahalI sIr3hI para khar3e hokara virodha karane lgeNge| tama kahA, pAgala hue ho? kisI taraha vaha utsuka huA, aba tuma phikra hI mata krnaa| use samajhAne jA rahe ho| bAmuzkila to utsuka huA hai mujhameM mere saMnyAsI ko to aise jInA cAhie jaise saMsAra meM koI aura aura tuma aba samajhAne kI koziza kara rahe ho? ye cAhate haiM ki hai hI nhiiN| maiM hUM aura tuma ho| mere aura tumhAre bIca saMsAra hai| samajhA-bujhA deM, virodha na kre| virodha na kare to vaha mujhase TUTa tuma vismaraNa kara do isa saba ko ki kauna kyA kaha rahA hai. kauna gyaa| jur3a gayA, tuma phikra mata kro| usakA virodha hI use AnA cAha rahA hai, kauna utsuka huA, kauna virodha kara rahA hai| khIMca laaegaa| yaha to calatA hI rhegaa| kucha loga pahalI sIr3hI para raheMge, kucha virodha bhI mitratA kA eka DhaMga hai| virodha bhI AkarSaNa kA eka loga dUsarI sIr3hI para rheNge| rUpa hai| jaba virodha dhIre-dhIre, dhIre-dhIre karate-karate vyartha ho tuma jaba koI dhyAna hI na doge, taba unheM aura bhI hairAnI hogii| jAtA hai...kyoMki virodha se kucha bhI milatA to nhiiN| kaba taka | taba unheM tuma para bhI kutUhala paidA hogaa| merI to bAta hI unake khIMcoge? AdamI AkAza para kaba taka thUkatA rahegA? kyoMki mana se dUra rahegI, tuma bhI kutUhala jagAne lge| ve tumameM bhI saba thUkA huA apane hI cehare para vApasa par3a jAtA hai| isameM utsuka ho jaaeNge| aura jaba ve tumameM utsuka hoMge tabhI unake sAra kyA hai? Aja nahIM kala dikhAI par3egA, yaha maiM kyA kara rahA Ane kA rAstA banatA hai| hUM? isameM kucha sAra nhiiN| vyartha bhauMka rahA huuN| vyartha to pahalI sIr3hI: virodha kii| dUsarI sIr3hI : jijJAsA kI, cIkha-cillA rahA huuN| kutUhala kii| aura tIsarI sIr3hI : zraddhA kii| merI tarapha se na to koI uttara hai, na samajhAne kI koI koziza | | jisane virodha kiyA vaha mere lie zraddhA kI tarapha cala pdd'aa| hai| to vaha AdamI dhIre-dhIre dUsarI sIr3hI para car3hatA hai| taba vaha use patA na ho--maiM prasanna hotA hUM ki calo, virodha to kiyaa| utsuka hotA hai ki mAmalA kyA hai? hama virodha kie jA rahe haiM aba jaldI kutUhala bhI hogA, utsukatA jgegii| phira kabhI zraddhA 492 2010_03
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________________ O Aja laharoM meM nimaMtraNa FRI bhI A jaaegii| jaba pahalA kadama uThA liyA to tIsarA bhI uTha karatA hai| hI jaaegaa| kama se kama AdamI calA to| eka-eka paira vaha AdamI bailagAr3I meM calatA thA, tuma phieTa kAra meM calate calakara AdamI hajAra mIla kI yAtrA kara letA hai| yaha to kevala ho, isase kyA pharka par3atA hai? vaha AdamI jamIna para baiThakara tIna kadama kA mAmalA hai| khAnA khAtA thA, tuma Tebala-kursI para khAte ho, isase kyA pharka magara tuma jaldabAjI mata krnaa| tumhAre kAraNa bahuta bAra par3atA hai? vaha AdamI hAtha se khAnA khAtA thA, tuma bahuta-se loga mere pAsa nahIM A paate| aura tuma pUrI ceSTA karate cammaca-kAMTe se khAte ho, isase kyA pharka par3atA hai? bhItara ho lAne kii| kabhI tuma unako khIMca-khAMcakara le bhI Ate ho to tumhArI aMtarAtmA to ThIka vaisI kI vaisI hai, jaisI usa AdamI kI ve akar3e baiThe rahate haiN| yahAM maiM dekha letA hUM unako ki vaha akar3A | thii| AdamI vaisA kA vaisA hai| AdamI kA aba koI vikAsa kauna AdamI baiThA huA hai| vaha rakSA karatA rahatA hai apnii| vaha nahIM ho rahA hai| prakRti jahAM taka le A sakatI thI, le aayii| yaha siddha karane meM lagA hai ki tuma galata ho| vaha tumase jhagar3e meM | aba AdamI ko vikAsa apane hAtha meM lenA hogA, to vikAsa lagA hai| use mujhase kucha lenA-denA nahIM hai| vaha mujhe sunatA bhI hogaa| aba krAMti hogI, vikAsa nahIM hogaa| aba to ve hI nahIM hai, yA kucha kA kucha suna letA hai, tAki bAhara jAkara vaha loga, jo apane jIvana kI prakriyA ko samajhakara uThanA cAheMge, kaha sake ki hamane pahale hI kahA thA ki kahAM galata AdamI meM | atikramaNa karanA cAheMge, uttheNge| tuma ulajhe ho! aura hamArA bhI samaya kharAba krvaayaa| to bIsa sadI pahale bhI uThe, aba bhI uTha sakate haiN| jinako nahIM, tuma kisI ko lAnA hI mt| tuma Ate jaao| tumhAre | nahIM uThanA, nahIM uThanA cAhate, ve bIsa sadI pahale soe the, aba Ane se jo pagaDaMDI bana rahI hai, vaha bahuta logoM ke lie rAstA | bhI sote rheNge| aura tuma jabardastI kisI kI nIMda tor3ane kI bnegii| basa tuma Ate jaao| tuma Ate-jAte rho| tumhAre | koziza mata karanA, kyoMki vaha nArAja hogaa| phira hameM haka bhI Ane-jAne se jo jaMgala meM rAstA bana rahA hai usa rAste para bahuta kyA hai? koI sonA cAhatA hai to kama se kama itanI svataMtratA to loga aaeNge| honI hI cAhie ki sotA rhe| tuma baiMDabAje lekara rAmadhuna mata magara tuma khIMcakara kisI ko kabhI mata laanaa| AdamI pazu | macA denA cAra baje rAta mAika lagAkara, tAki sabhI loga jageM thoDe hI hai ki gale meM DAla diyA rassA aura khIMca liyaa| AdamI brahmamaharta meN| ve saba gAlI deNge| tamako deMge, rAma ko bhI deMge, apanI mauja se Ae to hI AtA hai| AdamI nAcatA haA Ae ki kahAM ke duSTa! sone nahIM dete| to hI AtA hai| jabardastI dharma ko lAne kA koI upAya hI nahIM hai| agara koI so rahA ho to AhistA se cupacApa nikalanA, tAki kahIM jaga na tIsarA praznaH paccIsa sau varSa pahale mahAvIra ne pracalita jaae| usako nIMda lene kA haka hai| AdamI ko bhaTakane kA haka aMdhavizvAsoM para prahAra karake sadadharma kA tIrtha bnaayaa| Aja hai| yaha AdamI kI svataMtratA hai ki vaha saMsAra meM rahanA cAhe to Apa bhI usI dizA meM gamana kara rahe haiM, phira bhI aMdhazraddhAluoM rhe| jaba taka rahanA cAhe, taba taka rhe| meM jAga nahIM A rhii| bIsavIM sadI meM bhI loga itane kAyara kyoM paramAtmA bhI bAdhA nahIM ddaaltaa| prakRti ko banAe kitanA haiM? aura unameM mithyA garuoM kA itanA AkarSaNa kyoM hai? samaya huA hogA agara kabhI kisI ne bnaaii| vaha bhI thaka gayA hogA ki loga abhI taka bhaTaka hI rahe haiN| aba inako bulA jAgane kA koI saMbaMdha sadI se nahIM hai, samaya se nahIM hai| hI lo| ki jAkara pakar3a lAo eka-eka ko| magara nahIM, AdamI sadA jaisA hai| makAna badala gae, rAste badala gae, kapar3e paramAtmA svataMtratA detA hai| anaMta kAla taka tuma svataMtra ho|| badala gae, AdamI kI AtmA thor3e hI badala gaI hai| aura yahI majA hai, mahimA hai ki svataMtratA ke kAraNa hI eka AdamI vaisA hI krodha karatA hai, vaisA hI prema karatA hai, vaisI hI dina tuma isa saMsAra se mukta honA cAhate ho| IrSyA karatA hai, dveSa karatA hai| jaisA taba karatA thA, vaisA aba | tuma agara abhI nIMda se Ube nahIM, to tumheM jagAne se bhI kyA 493 ___ 2010_03 www.jainelibra y.org
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________________ jina sUtra bhAga: 2 hogA? tuma phira karavaTa lekara so jaaoge| tuma agara nIMda se ...mithyA gurujanoM kA itanA AkarSaNa kyoM hai?' abhI Ube nahIM aura sapanoM meM tumheM rasa hai to koI tumheM jabardastI sadA se rahA hai| bar3e gahare kAraNa haiN| kyoMki mithyA guru eka biThA bhI de to tuma baiThakara hI AMkheM baMda karake so jAoge aura to tumheM miTAtA nahIM, tumheM sajAtA hai, saMvAratA hai| mithyA guru nIMda lene lgoge| tumhAre jIvana meM koI krAMti nahIM lAtA, tumhAre jIvana meM thor3I nahIM, jabardastI koI upAya nahIM hai| yaha karanA hI mt| aura suvidhA lAtA hai| tuma bImAra ho to mithyA guru kahatA hai, isakI ciMtA bhI mata lenaa| tuma jaga jAo, itanA kAphI hai| ghabar3Ao mt| yaha dekho camatkAra se rAkha hAtha se gira rahI hai, aura tuma apane dhyAna ko isa taraha bAMTo bhI mt| | isako samhAla lo| ThIka ho jaaoge| 'bIsavIM sadI meM bhI loga itane kAyara kyoM haiM?' vaha tumhArI bImArI ThIka karatA hai| hotI hai bImArI ThIka ki AdamI sadA se kAyara hai| aura svabhAvataH kAyara hai kyoMki nahIM yaha dUsarI bAta hai| magara kama se kama tumheM bharosA to detA mauta sadA khar3I hai saamne| AdamI Dare na to kyA kare? mauta hai| calo tIna mahIne taka to bharosA rahegA ki tIna mahIne bAda DarAtI hai| prema DarAtA hai kyoMki prema bhI mauta hai| guru DarAtA hai ThIka ho jaaegii| aura nahIM huI to koI harjA nhiiN| ho gaI to kyoMki guru bhI mauta hai| ghabar3AhaTa hotI hai| bar3A lAbha hai| dayA karo AdamI pr| saba tarapha se mauta ghere hue hai| jahAM tuma baiTha jAo bAjAra meM aura bAMTane lago raakh| sau marIja jAtA hai. vahIM mAMga hai ki mitto| to apane ko bacAne kI ceSTA AeMge, pacAsa to ThIka hoMge hii| sabhI to mara jAnevAle nahIM haiN| kara rahA hai| kamajora, asahAya AdamI! aura sabase bar3I mauta jo pacAsa ThIka ho jAeMge, ve tumhArA guNagAna kareMge ki mahApuruSa sadaguru ke pAsa ghaTatI hai| vahAM ahaMkAra bilakula hI visarjita hai, satya sAIMbAbA hai| ye rahe satya sAIMbAbA! ThIka ho ge| jo hotA hai, rAkha ho jAtA hai| | ThIka nahIM hue ve kisI dUsare satya sAIMbAbA ko khojeNge| jo to svAbhAvika hai ddr| AdamI sadA se kAyara hai kyoMki mauta | ThIka ho gae vahI tumhAre irda-girda ikaTThe hone lgeNge| ve guNagAna sadA se maujUda hai| koI aisA thor3e hI hai ki pahale maujUda thI, kreNge| aura unake guNagAna kA bhI kAraNa hai, ve ThIka ho ge| ve bIsavIM sadI meM maujUda nahIM hai| koI sadiyoM se thor3e hI pharka jhUTha bhI nahIM kaha rhe| par3atA hai| aba majA yaha hai ki AdamI kI sau bImAriyoM meM se pacAsa jIvana ke vAstavika prazna sadA vahI ke vahI haiN| Upara kI | bImAriyAM jhUTha haiN| haiM hI nahIM; sirpha use khayAla hai| isalie choTI-moTI bAteM badalatI haiN| AdhArabhUta niyama nahIM bdlte| | jhUThI davAiyAM bhI kAma AtI haiN| bImAriyAM hI jhUTha haiM to jhUThI Aja se do hajAra sAla pahale tumhAre gAMva meM jisake pAsa | davAiyAM kAma A jAtI haiN| DAkTara pAnI kA iMjekzana de detA hai, bar3hiyA bailagAr3I hotI, dUra taka bhAganevAle chakar3e hote, zAnadAra | tuma bilakula ThIka ho jAte ho| ghor3A hotA, usase tumhArI IrSyA thii| aba tumhArI IrSyA usase hai, kabhI tumane khayAla kiyA? DAkTara tumheM dekhane AtA hai, nabja jisake pAsa phieTa kAra hai| bAta vahI kI vahI hai| isase kyA vagairaha dekhatA hai, sTethaskopa sIne para lagAtA hai, usI bIca tuma pharka par3atA hai ki ghor3e se IrSyA thI, ki aba kAra se IrSyA hai! ThIka hone lagate ho| tumane khayAla kiyA isa bAta kA? para kala ho sakatA hai havAI jahAja logoM ke pAsa ho jaaeNge| hara DAkTara jarA bar3A honA cAhie aura phIsa kAphI honI caahie| AdamI apanI chata para apanA havAI jahAja rakha legaa| taba tumheM muphta A jAe DAkTara, to phAyadA nahIM hotaa| jitanI jyAdA usase IrSyA hogI ki jisake pAsa havAI jahAja hai, vaha kucha majA phIsa le, utanA phAyadA hotA hai| phIsa davA se bhI jyAdA kAma lUTa rahA hai, maiM cUkA jA rahA huuN| karatI hai| kyoMki utanA bar3A DAkTara! aba tumheM bImAra rahane kI lekina IrSyA to vahI hai| jIvana ko ThIka se dekho to samaya se | suvidhA hI nahIM raha jaatii| itanA bar3A prAmANika DAkTara AyA, koI aMtara nahIM par3atA, aMtara to sirpha dhyAna se par3atA hai| nahIM to ThIka honA nizcita hI hai| usa ThIka hone kI dhAraNA se tuma ThIka hama eka hI cAka meM kolhU ke baila kI taraha ghUmate rahate haiN| hote ho| 1494 2010_03
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________________ Aja laharoM meM nimaMtraNa / jaba tuma dekhate ho ki hajAroM loga kaha rahe haiM ki phalAne bAbA camatkAra ho jaae| AdamI dukha kI avasthA meM saba taraha kI kI rAkha se ThIka ho gae, to tuma bhI dhakkama-dhukkA khAkara bhIr3a | bAtoM para bharosA karane lagatA hai| hoziyAra se hoziyAra meM ikaTThe ho jAte ho| rAkha tumheM mila gaI-milate hI tuma ThIka karane lagatA hai| hone lagate ho| tumhArI bImArI jhuutth| aura usI jhUThI bImArI ko | aura ve vaijJAnikoM ke sAmane baMgalora vizvavidyAlaya ke, ThIka karane meM tuma lage ho isalie mithyA guru ko khojate ho| apanA pradarzana batAne ko rAjI nahIM haiM kyoMki Dara hai ki pakar3e abhI baMgalora vizvavidyAlaya ne satya sAIMbAbA ko patra likhA jaaeNge| kyoMki yaha bhabhUta, aura ye ghar3iyAM aura ye tAbIja, yaha ki hama khoja karanA cAhate haiN| ve javAba bhI nahIM dete patroM kaa| saba madArIgirI hai| isase kucha lenA-denA dharma kA nahIM hai| ulTe unhoMne yaha vaktavya diyA ki tuma apanA kAma karo, hama | lekina eka bAta maiM baMgalora vizvavidyAlaya ke kulapati ko sapanA kAma kreN| bIca meM bAdhA kyoM DAlate ho? yaha to aisA | kahanA cAhatA hai ki agara tuma ThIka kameTI banAnA cAhate ho haA ki cora bhI kahane lage ki hama apanA kAma karate haiM, | nirIkSaNa ke lie to vaijJAnika yogya AdamI nahIM hai| kyoMki sAhakAra apanA kAma kareM, bIca meM bAdhA kyoM DAlate ho? jo vaijJAnikoM ko madArIgirI kA koI bhI patA nahIM hai| usa kameTI meM meDikala kAleja se par3hakara AyA chaha sAla, vaha bhI takhtI kama se kama do madArI jarUra rkho| gogiyA pAzA, ke. lAla, lagAkara baiThA hai, usake sAmane bar3A takhtA lagA hai| koI inako rkho| nahIM to tuma na pakar3a paaoge| pazcima meM kaI daphA | nIma-hakIma baiTha jAe, vaha kahe, tuma apanA kAma karo, apanA yaha ho gyaa| madArI ko hI nahIM pakar3a skte| kAma hama kareM, bIca meM bAdhA kyoM DAlate ho? / kyoMki Akhira...vaijJAnika kA lenA-denA kyA hai madArI se? bAdhA DAlanI pdd'egii| kyoMki satya sAIMbAbA ke kAraNa hajAroM vaijJAnika ko patA kyA hai tarakIboM kA ? vaijJAnika saralatama loga loga mara rahe haiM, jinakA ilAja ho sakatA thaa| jinako lAbha ho haiM duniyA ke| sIdhe-sAde loga haiM, gaNita kI duniyA meM jIte rahA hai, unako to lAbha kisI bhI cIja se ho jaataa| lekina haiM--do aura do caar| vaijJAnika ko lUTanA jitanA AsAna hai, hajAroM loga mara rahe haiN| koI kaiMsara kA AdamI pahuMca jAtA hai | utanA kisI ko bhI lUTanA AsAna nahIM hai| aura vaijJAnika ko aura ve kahate haiM, basa ThIka ho jaaoge| to vaha Aparezana nahIM | jitanI AsAnI se dhokhA diyA jA sakatA hai, kisI ko bhI nahIM karavAtA, ilAja nahIM karavAtA kyoMki aba...ThIka ho jaaegaa| | diyA jA sktaa| vaha mara jAtA hai| aura majA yaha hai ki jaba tama vaijJAnika ko dhokhA de do, to tamheM yaha to khataranAka bAta hai| yaha to isameM aura hatyA karane meM pramANa mila gayA ki dekho, vaijJAnikoM ne bhI kaha diyaa| magara | pharka hI nahIM hai| maiM tamhArI Akara chAtI meM charA bhoMka daM, to tuma vaijJAnika kA matalaba kyA hai? mroge| aura tama mere pAsa kaiMsara lekara Ae aura maiMne kahA, yaha to aisA huA ki jaise eka dAMta kA DAkTara hai, aura tuma bilakula phikra mata kro| yaha rAkha le jAo, saba ThIka ho AMkha kA DAkTara kucha gar3abar3a kara rahA hai, usake nirIkSaNa ke jaaegaa| aura tuma mara gae tIna mahIne baad| hAlAMki koI lie dAMta ke DAkTara ko lagA do|. adAlata mujhe pakar3egI nahIM, lekina pakar3anA caahie| kyoMki | isase lenA-denA kucha nahIM hai| AMkha ke saMbaMdha meM vaha kucha mare tuma mere kaarnn| yaha churA maiMne maaraa| bar3I tarakIba se mArA, jAnatA nahIM hai| AMkha ke DAkTara ko pakar3anA ho ki ThIka hai ki | rAkha kI Ar3a meM maaraa| galata, to AMkha ke DAkTara hone caahie| to yaha to kahanA galata hai sAIMbAbA kA, ki kisI ko hamAre | to itanA bhara merA kahanA hai ki unakI kameTI meM abhI ThIka kAma meM bAdhA DAlane kA kyA kAraNa? lAkhoM loga tuma mAra rahe | AdamI nahIM haiN| kameTI meM koI philAsaphI kA ho, kharAba kara rahe ho| unakI jiMdagI barabAda kara rahe ho| magara lenA-denA hai philAsaphI ke prophesara ko? bhole-bhAle loga haiN| ve lAkhoM loga Ae cale jA rahe haiM kyoMki unako AzA hai ki nahIM to philAsaphI ke prophesara banate? isa bharI duniyA meM yaha zAyada ThIka ho jaaeN| zAyada koI rAstA mila jaae| zAyada koI | gadhApana karate? koI tarkazAstra ke prophesara haiM; unako kyA 4951 ___ 2010_03
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________________ jina sUtra bhAga : 2 lenA-denA! yA koI saMskRta kA jJAtA hai; use kyA lenA-denA DAkTara ko apanI sImA patA hai| DAkTara ko patA hai ki hama saba hai? na! gogiyA pAzA, ke. lAla inako rkho| ye phaurana pakar3a | upAya kareM, phira bhI kabhI AdamI mara jAtA hai| leNge| kyoMki jo sAIMbAbA kara rahe haiM, vaha ye saba kara rahe haiN| jIvana ke rahasya DAkTara ke jJAna se jyAdA bar3e haiN| aura unase bahuta behatara kara rahe haiN| binA inako rakhe vaha kameTI adhUrI kabhI-kabhI hama koI bhI upAya na kareM to bhI AdamI baca jAtA hai| aura sAIMbAbA pradarzana karane ko taiyAra nahIM haiN| unhoMne jo hai| jIvana aura mRtyu, hama jo jAnate haiM utane para samApta nahIM haiN| vaktavya diyA usameM yaha kahA ki maiM to yaha saba camatkAra to DAkTara to jhijhakatA hai| vaha kahatA hai, hama koziza isalie kara rahA hUM ki logoM meM dharma kI zraddhA bddh'e| kreNge| hama kucha bhI uThA na rkheNge| lekina phira bhI bAta to to maiM unase kahanA cAhatA hUM ki agara dharma kI zraddhA bar3hAne ke paramAtmA ke hAtha meM hai| ho gae ThIka to tthiik| kyoMki aMtataH to lie hI kara rahe ho to isase acchA maukA kyA hogA? isa vahI ThIka karegA to ho jaaoge| agara bacane kI jIvana-UrjA kameTI ko nirIkSaNa kara lene do| agara isa kameTI ne pramANa de hogI bhItara, to ThIka ho jaaoge| hama to sahAre de sakate haiN| diyA ki tama sahI ho, to bar3I zraddhA bddh'egii| aura agara isa | zAyada thor3A bahuta sahArA bana jaae| kameTI ne siddha kara diyA ki tuma galata ho to isa galata ke | isase bharosA nahIM aataa| jo kaiMsara se mara rahA hai vaha AdhAra para sahI zraddhA bar3ha kaise sakatI hai? | prAmANika rUpa se sunanA cAhatA hai ki nizcita tuma ThIka ho hara hAlata meM lAbha hogaa| isase baco mt| isase bhAgo mt| jaaoge| isa kahane se ThIka hogA yA nahIM hogA, yaha savAla nahIM lekina ve ghabar3A rahe hoNge| ghabar3AhaTa svAbhAvika hai| sAdhAraNa hai| yaha sunane se usako rAhata milatI hai, sAMtvanA milatI hai| madArI jo kara rahe haiM vahI ve kara rahe haiN| lekina sAdhAraNa madArI sAIMbAbA ke pAsa jAtA hai, ve kahate haiM bilakula ThIka ho ImAnadAra hai| vaha kahatA hai, hAtha kI tarakIba hai| ye jo dhArmika jaaoge| koI ghabar3Ane kI jarUrata nahIM hai| madArI haiM, ye kahate haiM yaha siddhi hai| aura phira agara sAdhAraNa Dabbe meM se rAkha nikAlakara deM to siddhi vagairaha kucha bhI nahIM hai| lekina AdamI isa jAla meM jyAdA pariNAma nahIM mAlUma hotaa| havA meM hAtha ghumAkara rAkha par3atA hai| par3atA isalie hai ki AdamI bar3A asahAya hai| aba nikAla dii| isase usa kaiMsara se ghabar3Ae huA AdamI ko lagatA kisI ko kaiMsara ho gyaa| aba vaha ghabar3AyA, ki mare! aba hai ki hai to AdamI cmtkaarii| havA se rAkha nikAla detA hai| bacane kI koI AzA na rhii| agara vaha DAkTara ke pAsa jAtA hai | kahIM havA se rAkha nahIM nikltii| saba rAkha chipI huI hai, vahAM to DAkTara bhI koI dhokhebAja to nahIM hai| vaha mahAvIra kI bhASA | se nikalatI hai| lekina usa AdamI ko to dikhAI par3atA hai ki bolatA hai ddaakttr| vaha kahatA hai, syAta ThIka ho jaao| koI | havA se nikAla dii| to jo AdamI itanA camatkArI hai usake nirNaya to nahIM hai, gAraMTI to nahIM hai ki hama tumheM ThIka kara deNge| | vacana meM bharosA karane jaisA hai| yaha AdamI bharosA kara letA hai| hama koI....hamAre hAtha meM koI jIvana-mRtyu to nahIM hai| DAkTara | isako sAMtvanA mila gii| kahatA hai, hama upAya kreNge| jo bhI zreSThatama ho sakatA hai, hama | aba isane agara bharosA kara liyA to sAMtvanA to jarUra mila kreNge| kabhI-kabhI loga baca bhI jAte haiM, kabhI-kabhI loga nahIM gaI, lekina sAMtvanA se thor3e hI kaiMsara ThIka hotA hai| yaha bhI bcte| mregaa| hAlAMki sukhapUrvaka mregaa| tIna mahIne parezAna nahI to DAkTara to mahAvIra kI bhASA bola rahA hai| vaha kahatA hai, hogA, lekina mregaa| sAIMbAbA ke kAraNa isakA maranA nizcita zAyada ThIka ho jaao| hama koI upAya na chodd'eNge| lekina marIja ho gyaa| DAkTara ke sAtha saMbhAvanA thI, baca bhI jaataa| na bhI ghabaDAtA hai ki syAta...? jaba DAkTara kaha rahA hai syAta. taba bacatA, lekina bacane kI bhI pacAsa pratizata saMbhAvanA thii| to bar3I muzkila ho gii| DAkTara se to nizcaya sunane Ae the satya sAIMbAbA ke sAtha sau pratizata bacane kI AzA aura sau ki nizcita ThIka ho jaaoge| koI DAkTara aisA nahIM kaha pratizata na bacane kI sthiti hai| agara baca gayA to tabhI baca sakatA, kyoMki koI DAkTara itanA beImAna nahIM ho sktaa| sakatA hai, jaba kaiMsara jhUThA rahA ho| agara jhUThA kaiMsara thA to 1496 2010_03
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________________ Aja laharoM meM nimaMtraNa DAkTara to bacA hI letaa| usameM koI ar3acana hI na thii| isalie chuTakArA ho jAtA hai| lAbha kucha bhI nahIM ho rhaa| agara khayAla bhara thaa...| kabhI-kabhI jhUThe khayAla ho jAte haiN| kisI AdamI ko peTa meM cauthA prazna: mujhe garaja kisI se na vAstA gaisa banatI hai| gaisa ke bhara jAne se hRdaya kI dhar3akana bar3ha jAtI majhe kAma apane hI kAma se hai| vaha socatA hai, hArTa-aTaika ho gyaa| kucha mAlUma nahIM hai| tere jikra se, terI phikra se enimA kAphI hogaa| aura na bhI enimA le to bhI peTa kI gaisa terI yAda se, tere nAma se nikala jaaegii| to yaha AdamI to ThIka ho jaaegaa| kucha logoM ko bilakula kAlpanika aura mAnasika bImAriyAM aisA ho jAe, aisI bana par3e bAta to jIvana meM jo pAne yogya hotI haiN| ve socate haiM to ho jAtI haiN| bhAva kara lete haiM to ho | jAtI haiN| vastutaH nahIM haiN| to koI bhI unako bharosA dilA de ki tere jikra se, terI phikra se ThIka ho jAegA, to ThIka ho jAte haiN| isalie duniyA meM bahuta terI yAda se, tere nAma se dhokhAdhar3I kI suvidhA hai, calatI hai| paramAtmA aisA tumheM ghera le uThane-baiThane meM, sone jAgane meN| mithyA guru kI talAza meM tuma jAte ho kyoMki talAza abhI jise tuma dekho, usameM vahI dikhAI pdd'e| jo tuma karo, usameM usI mithyA cIjoM kI hai| zarIra ThIka bhI ho gayA to kyA pharka par3ane kI sevA ho, to pA liyA jIvana kA gNtvy| vAlA hai? maroge! cAra dina pahale mare ki cAra dina bAda mare, phira tumheM kahIM aura jAne kI jarUrata nhiiN| tumane yahIM pA liyA kyA pharka par3atA hai? mukadamA jIta gae to bhI mroge| jIte-hAre use| usakI yAda usake Ane kA DhaMga hai| usakA jikra usake koI pharka nahIM par3atA, lekina mukadamA jItanA cAhate ho| utara Ane kI vyavasthA hai| tumane sIr3hiyAM lagA diiN| tumane mere pAsa loga A jAte haiN| ve kahate haiM, basa Apa AzIrvAda de palaka-pAMvaDe bichA die| tama yAda kare jAo, vaha A hI deN| maiM kahatA hUM kisalie? ve kahate, Apako to saba patA hI jaaegaa| tuma thako mt| tuma athaka yAda kie jaao| hai| Apa to AzIrvAda de deN| tuma bolo bhI to, ki kisalie? riMdoM ke lie maMjile-rAhata hai yahIM ve kahate haiM, mukadamA hai adAlata meN| maiMne kahA, tuma mujhe phaMsA rahe | mayakhAnA-e-pura-kaipha masarrata hai yahIM ho| corI tuma karo, phaMso tuma, AzIrvAda meraa| merA isameM kyA pIkara to jarA saira-e-jahAM kI kara ai zekha hAtha hai? tU DhUMDhatA hai jisako vaha jannata hai yahIM para ve kahate haiM, aura guruoM ke pAsa jAte haiM, ve to AzIrvAda de riMdoM ke lie maMjile-rAhata hai yahIM--piyakkar3oM ke lie kahIM dete haiN| ve to pUchate hI nhiiN| ve ve jaaneN| maiM tumheM aisA AzIrvAda aura jAne kI jarUrata nahIM hai| jinhoMne usake pyAle ko pInA nahIM de sktaa| maiM to itanA hI kaha sakatA hUM ki agara tumane sIkha liyA, usakA jikra, usakI phikra, usakA naam| jinhoMne corI kI ho to jarUra tumako sajA mile| agara na kI ho to tuma usakI zarAba DhAla lI unheM kahIM jAne kI jarUrata nhiiN| nizcita chUTa jAo, aisI merI shubhkaamnaa| maiM AzIrvAda yaha riMdoM ke lie maMjile-rAhata hai yahIM nahIM de sakatA ki tuma mukadamA jIta jaaoge| kyoMki yaha to unake pAsa khuda maMjila calI AtI hai| uThakara eka kadama bhI bAta hI galata ho gii| ye to cora bhI cora hae aura sAdhu bhI unake nahIM calanA pdd'taa| sAtha sammilita hue| paramAtmA ko khojanA nahIM par3atA, paramAtmA unheM khojatA AtA mithyA guru kI isalie talAza calatI hai kyoMki mithyA guru | hai| basa, yAda bhara tuma ThIka se kara paao| tumhArI yAda bIja bana koI khAsa kAma pUrA kara rahA hai, jo ki sadaguru nahIM kara sktaa| jAtI hai| aMkurita hotA hai paramAtmA, phUla khilate haiM mokSa ke| to jaba tumhAre bhItara se vyartha kI cIjoM kA AkarSaNa jAegA, mayakhAnA-e-pura-kaipha masarrata hai yahIM vyartha kI vAsanA giregI, usI kSaNa vyartha ke guruoM se bhI unakI madhuzAlA bhI yahIM hai| madhuzAlA kA AnaMda bhI yahIM hai| 497 ___ 2010_03
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________________ jina sUtra bhAga : 2 pIkara to jarA saira-e-jahAM kI kara ai zekha haTAkara rakha do| maMdira-masjida ko bhuulo| phira jahAM tumane jikra he dharmaguru ! jarA pIkara, matavAlA hokara, masta hokara, nAcatA, kiyA usakA aura jahAM usakI yAda kI, vahIM maMdira hai| phira tuma dIvAnA hokara jarA duniyA kI saira kr| caloge to tIrtha banane lgeNge| tumhAre kadama-kadama para tIrtha banane tU DhUMDhatA hai jisako vaha jannata hai yahIM lgeNge| lekina yaha ho jaae| yaha AsAna nahIM hai| vaha svarga yahIM hai| vaha matavAle ke paira-paira para hai| jahAM masta aisA hI AzIrvAda maiM de sakatA hai| aisA AzIrvAda mAMgo to baiTha gae vahIM svarga hai| kAza! yaha ho jaae| usakA dhyAna hI | kucha maaNgaa| yaha ho sakatA hai lekina honA AsAna nahIM hai| yaha taba AtA hai, usakI yAda hI taba AtI hai, jaba usane kisI taraha jagata meM sabase jyAdA durgama hai| kyoMki hamArA mana aisA AdI ho tumhArI tarapha hAtha bar3hA diyaa| gayA hai vyartha kI bAtoM ko yAda karane kA, ki baiThate haiM paramAtmA phira tere kUce ko jAtA hai khayAla ko yAda karane, na mAlUma aura aura, na mAlUma kyA-kyA yAda A dile-gumagastA magara yAda aayaa| jAtA hai| merA dhyAna phira terI galI kI tarapha khiMca rahA hai| lagatA hai mujhe isalie merI dRSTi meM to rAstA aisA hai ki tuma paramAtmA kI phira mere dila kI smati ho aayii| | yAda ko, aura aura cIjoM kI yAda ko, duzmana mata samajhanA, usakI pukAra tumhArI hI aMtartama kI pukAra hai| agara tumheM | anyathA muzkila meM pdd'oge| tuma to aisA karanA ki sabhI cIjoM usakI yAda Ane lagI to apanI hI yAda A rahI hai| vaha koI ko paramAtmA hI mAna lenaa| to patnI kI bhI yAda Ae to tuma parAyA thor3e hI hai! vaha koI dUsarA thor3e hI hai, dUjA thor3e hI hai! | yAda rakhanA ki paramAtmA kI hI yAda A rahI hai| Akhira vaha bhI phira tere kUce ko jAtA hai khayAla to paramAtmA kA hI rUpa hai| apane beTe kI bhI yAda Ae to yAda dile-gumagastA magara yAda AyA rakhanA, paramAtmA kI hI yAda A rahI hai| jaba taka usakI yAda nahIM, taba taka tumheM apanI bhI yAda nahIM tama beTe meM aura paramAtmA meM, patnI meM aura paramAtmA meM, pati hogii| meM, paramAtmA meM kisI taraha kA saMgharSa khar3A mata krnaa| anyathA phira bekhudI meM bhUla gayA rAhe-kUe-yAra muzkila meM pdd'oge| tumheM to jo bhI yAda Ae usI meM tuma jAtA vagaranA eka dina apanI khabara ko maiM paramAtmA kI yAda ko mAna lenaa| dhIre-dhIre tuma pAoge, saba behozI meM maMjila kA patA hI bhUla ge| premI kA ghara hI bhUla virodha samApta ho ge| jo zakla dikhAI par3egI usameM tuma usI kI jyoti dekha pAoge, kisI bhI AMkha meM jhAMko, tumheM usa phira bekhudI meM bhUla gayA rAhe-kUe-yAra AMkha meM usI kA pratibiMba milegaa| jhIleM hajAra haiM, cAMda eka usa prItama kA nivAsa kahAM? behozI meM yahI yAda na rhaa| hai| sabhI jhIloM meM usa cAMda kA pratibiMba banatA hai| bahuta rUpa meM dhyAna ke abhAva meM yaha bhI smRti na rhii| paramAtmA pragaTa huA hai| usane bahuta raMga dhare haiN| usane bahuta veza jAtA vagaranA eka dina apanI khabara ko maiM | dhare haiN| vahI hai| usake atirikta aura koI bhI nhiiN| anyathA apanI khabara ko eka na eka dina jaataa| kyoMki jo isalie maiM tumase yaha nahIM kahatA ki tuma sAMsArika yAda aura pahuMcA vaha apane pAsa phuNcaa| jo paramAtmA se paramAtmA kI yAda ko saMgharSa meM juTA do| usa saMgharSa meM par3e ki tuma milA vaha apane se milaa| isIlie to mahAvIra kahate haiM, TUTa jaaoge| aura tuma bahuta burI taraha hAroge aura parAjita ho AtmA hI paramAtmA hai.--'appA so prmppaa|' jaaoge| aura tamahImA ma hI agara hAra gae to paramAtmA kI vijaya kaise isa dhuna ko gUMjane do| isa gIta ko bhItara gunaguna karane do| hogI? isalie tuma jhagar3e meM mata pdd'naa| dvaMdva meM mata pdd'naa| yaha tumhArI hRdaya kI dhar3akana-dhar3akana meM basa jaae| tuma to eka ceSTA zurU karo...vRkSa dikhAI par3e, to dekho vRkSa zvAsa-zvAsa ko isI meM DubA lo, paga jAo isI rasa meN| ko, pahacAno paramAtmA ko| phUla hAtha meM Ae, gaura se dekhnaa| phira kucha aura karanA nahIM hai| phira saba zAstra eka tarapha | jarA gahare dekhnaa| tuma use chipA huA pAoge hii| vaha hai hI to 2010_03
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________________ Aja laharoM meM nimaMtraNa aise kaise hogA ki na pAoge? patthara bhI par3A dikhAI par3e, aura jAtA hai| ve saba jur3e haiN| hRdaya to kahIM nahIM le jaataa| vahIM thor3e jyAdA gaura se dekhnaa| phUla meM jarA jaldI dikha jAegA, chor3a detA hai jahAM tuma sadA se ho| na maMdira, na vezyA; na dhana, na patthara meM jarA aura gahare chipA hai| magara chipA to hai hii| dharma; na bhoga, na tyaag| aisI apanI AMkha ko nikhArate clo| aisI apanI daSTi ko / isalie to mahAvIra kahate haiM dharma-adharma donoM ke pAra jAnA sApha karate clo| | hai| pApa-puNya donoM ke pAra jAnA hai| tuma socate ho pApa kI AvAja mana kI aura puNya kI hRdaya pAMcavAM prazna : mana kI AvAja kauna-sI hai aura hRdaya kI | kI? nahIM, donoM mana kI hI haiN| saba AvAjeM mana kI haiN| mana AvAja kauna-sI hai? jAnane kI kasauTI kyA hai? kRpayA vyartha hI UhApoha meM lagA rahatA hai| smjhaaeN| kucha kaTI himmate-savAla meM umra kucha ummIde-javAba meM gujarI mana kI hI saba AvAjeM haiM, hRdaya kI koI AvAja nhiiN| jahAM aura aise hI mana samaya ko gaMvAtA rahatA hai| idhara pUchatA, idhara AvAjeM kho jAtI haiM, vahAM hRdaya hai| khojatA hai| uttara bhI banA letA, phira uttara meM se dasa nae prazna mauna hai hRdaya kI aavaaj| banA letaa| phira praznoM meM se dasa uttara khar3e kara letaa| aisA zUnya hai hRdaya kA svr| bunatA jAtA makar3I kA jaalaa| apane meM se hI nikAla-nikAla isalie jhaMjhaTa bilakula nahIM hai| tuma socate ho, koI AvAja | kara jAle ko bunatA calA jAtA hai| magara yaha saba mana kA hI hRdaya kI aura koI mana kI; to tuma bar3I galatI meM par3e jA rahe | khela hai| ho| saba AvAjeM mana kI haiN| yaha mana hI hai| __ tuma pUchate ho hRdaya kI AvAja kauna-sI? hRdaya kI koI dhana ko bhI mana hI pakar3anA cAhatA hai aura dhana ko mana hI | AvAja nhiiN| jaba saba AvAja tirohita ho jAtI hai to jo tyAganA cAhatA hai| mana bar3A jaTila hai| eka tarapha kahatA hai, | sannATA zeSa raha jAtA hai, vahI hRdaya kA hai| usa sannATe meM hI tumheM pakar3a lo, lUTa lo mje| dUsarI tarapha kahatA hai kyA rakkhA? | dikhAI par3egA, darzana hogaa| usa zUnya meM hI pUrNa kA avataraNa saba asAra hai| hotA hai| para donoM mana haiN| eka tarapha kahatA hai daur3a lo| cAra dina mile jiMdagI ke, kucha pA lo pd| dUsarI tarapha se kahatA hai, kyA rakhA | AkhirI prazna: Apane eka dina kahA thA ki idhara tuma kRSNa hai padoM meM? jo pahuMca gae unako to dekho| hue ki udhara rAsa sjaa| maiM isa bAta para jhUma to uThA thA, mana apane se hI ekAlapa karatA rahatA hai, monolAga karatA | lekina jaba kRSNa kA bhAva karanA cAhA to mujhameM gopiyoM kA rahatA hai| eka tarapha se javAba detA hai, eka tarapha se uttara khar3A | bhAva bhara gyaa| aura isa bhAva ne mujhe aura bhI AhlAda se bhara karatA hai| para donoM AvAjeM mana kI haiN| diyaa| jaise kRSNa ke Age rAsa-maMDala racAyA thA, vaise hI yAsa kahatI hai kucha, tamannA kucha Apake sanmukha hone lgaa| kiMtu Apake rAsa sajAne kA bhAva kisakI bAtoM kA etabAra Ae kyA thA? phira dhIre-dhIre tumheM jo-jo samajhAyA gayA hai ki zubha hai, satya hai, agara mana vahI kahatA hai to tuma socate ho, yaha hRdaya kI | yahI thA, jo huaa| jo huA, bilakula yahI thaa| AvAja hai| jaba mana kahatA hai vezyA ke ghara calo to tuma kahate | kRSNa ke sAtha rAsa racAnA ho to gopI bananA hI pdd'egaa| gopI ho, yaha mana kI, iMdriyoM kI, zarIra kii| aura jaba mana kahatA hai | bana-banakara eka dina kRSNa bhI bana jAoge, lekina gopI banane maMdira calo, tuma kahate ho, yaha AtmA kI, hRdaya kii| se gujaranA hI pdd'egaa| gopI bananA kRSNa hone ke rAste para par3Ava galatI bAta hai| jo vezyA ke ghara le jAtA hai vahI maMdira bhI le | hai| jo gopI banane ko taiyAra nahIM vaha kRSNa kabhI na bana paaegaa| 4991 2010_03
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________________ jana satra bhAga: 2 maniaRITERNESS aise gopI nAcate-nAcate-nAcate pAsa AtI jaaegii| maMDala kathA madhura hai| paramAtmA eka hai, khojI anaMta haiN| maMjila eka choTA hotA jaaegaa| nAca tIvra hotA jaaegaa| gopI dhIre-dhIre hai, rAste bahuta haiN| rAstoM para calanevAle yAtrI bahuta haiN| khotI jAegI, lIna hotI jaaegii| maMDala aura choTA hotA kRSNa eka haiN| solaha hajAra gopiyAM haiN| solaha hajAra to sirpha jaaegaa| rAsa aura saghana ho utthegaa| madhyarAtri A jaaegii| cAMda pratIka haiM, hajAroM gopiyAM haiN| lekina hajAroM gopiyoM ko eka sira para hogaa| nAcate-nAcate-nAcate-nAcate gopI kRSNa meM lIna kRSNa ne lubhA liyaa| koI vaimanasya bhI nahIM hai| koI IrSyA bhI ho jaaegii| kRSNa ho utthegii| nahIM hai| pratyeka gopI kRSNa se sIdhe jur3a gii| dUsarI gopI kI maMDala taba bilakula samApta ho gyaa| koI ciMtA bhI nahIM hai| pratyeka gopI ko aisA lagane lagA, kRSNa rAsa pUrNa huaa| usI ke sAtha nAca rahe haiN| tumane aise citra dekhe hoMge, jisameM milana huaa| kRSNa aneka rUpa le liye haiN| saba gopiyoM ke sAtha nAca rahe haiN| purANoM meM kathA hai| rAdhA ke nAma kA koI ullekha nahIM hai | paramAtmA jaba tumheM milegA, to 'tumheM milegaa| yaha koI zAstroM meM purAne zAstroM meN| sirpha itanA hI ullekha hai ki sArvajanika cIja nahIM hogii| yaha bilakula nijI aura vaiyaktika kRSNa ke pAsa eka gopI aisI bhI thI, jo chAyA jaisI thii| usakA hogii| jaba paramAtmA tumheM milegA taba yaha paramAtmA bilakula koI nAma nahIM hai| vaha chAyA kI taraha unake pIche lagI rahatI thii| tumhArA hogaa| yaha tumhArI AtmA hogaa| magara isase milane ke chAyA kI taraha...yahI to rAdhA hone kA DhaMga hai| acchA kiyA ki lie gopI kI bhAvadazA caahie| nAma nahIM liyaa| nAma to bAda meM diyA, bahuta bAda meM-madhyayuga tujhe na dekha sakU~ maiM to kucha malAla nahIM meN| kaviyoM ne nAma diyA kyoMki kavi ko binA nAma die na | yahI bahuta hai ki tU mujhako dekha sakatA hai clegaa| nAma lekina bar3A pyArA diyaa| pratIkAtmaka hai raadhaa| dArzanika to kahatA hai, mujhe paramAtmA ko dekhanA hai| dhArA ke vipriit-raadhaa| dhArA ko ulTA kara lo to raadhaa| jaise isalie to hama darzanazAstra kahate haiM dArzanika kI khoja gaMgA gaMgotrI kI tarapha bahane lage to rAdhA ho gii| ko--dekhane kI cessttaa| bhakta kahatA hai, maiM tujhe na dekha sakU to mUlasrota kI tarapha bahane lage to gopI-bhAva kA janma huaa| kucha malAla nhiiN| jaba apanA nAma bhI bhUla jAe to rAdhA kA janma huaa| jaba tujhe na dekha sakU~ maiM to kucha malAla nahIM apanA alaga hone kA koI khayAla hI na raha gayA, kRSNa kI yahI bahuta hai ki tU mujhako dekha sakatA hai chAyA bana ge| jahAM jAne lage ve...chAyA kyA kare? chor3a bhI yaha kyA kama hai ki terI AMkha mujha para par3a rahI hai? ho gaI nahIM sakatI piichaa| chur3AnA bhI cAheM kRSNa, to bhI pIchA nahIM | baat| maiM aMdhA hUM, maiM nAsamajha hUM, maiM bhaTakA hUM, phikra chor3a-to chodd'tii| jaba kRSNa mathurA se dvArakA cale gae to aura saba to | koI malAla nhiiN| terI dRSTi mujha para par3a rahI hai, basa bhut| chUTa gae hoMge, sirpha rAdhA sAtha gaI hogii| chAyA sAtha gaI hogii| jaise sUraja nikalA, aMdhA na dekha sake sUraja ko, isase kyA chAyA ko to chor3oge kaise? pharka par3atA hai? saraja to aMdhe ko nahAe jA rahA hai| saraja kI to rAsa gahana hotA hai to pahale gopI kA janma hotA hai| phira gopI kiraNa-kiraNa aMdhe ko nahAe jA rahI hai| dhIre-dhIre chAyA ho jAtI hai| gopI kI pArthivatA kho jAtI hai| dArzanika aura bhakta kA yahI bheda hai| jJAnI kahatA hai, paramAtmA sirpha prakAzarUpa raha jAtI hai| astitva maatr| aura taba kisI ko dekhanA hai| bhakta kahatA hai, paramAtmA majhe dekha le| bhI kSaNa patiMgA le legA AkhirI chalAMga zamA meN| DUba jAegA aba tumheM eka rahasya kI bAta khayAla meM le lenI caahie| aura eka ho jaaegaa| | gopI kA artha hotA hai straiNa citt| strI kA citta cAhatA hai premI yahI merA matalaba thA, jo huaa| gopiyoM kA bhAva bhara gayA, / | use dekha le| puruSa kA citta cAhatA hai preyasI ko dekhe| preyasI gopI hone kI dhAraNA banI-basa, kRSNa kI tarapha pahalA kadama cAhatI hai puruSa dekha le| utthaa| gopI kI AkAMkSA kyA hai ? hajAroM gopiyAM haiN| kRSNa kI isalie tumheM bar3I hairAnI hogii| manovaijJAnika bar3e ciMtana meM -500 Jan Education International 2010_03
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________________ Aja laharoM meM nimaMtraNa par3e rahate haiM ki puruSa kI bar3I AkAMkSA hotI hai apanI preyasI ke | aisA lagatA hai ki puruSa ko aura hajAra kAma haiM, jo prema se zarIra ko nagna, usake pUre sauMdarya meM anaDhaMkA dekha lene kii| | jyAdA mahatvapUrNa haiN| vaha prema ko haTA detA hai aura kAma karane | lekina strI kabhI ceSTA nahIM karatI puruSa ke zarIra ko nagna dekhane | ko| strI ke lie aura koI kAma hI nahIM hai| agara prema na ho to kii| usakI koI utsukatA hI nahIM hotii| isIlie to naMgI | strI ekadama akelI raha jAtI hai| kucha kAma nahIM sUjhatA, kyA striyoM kI tasvIreM bahuta bikatI haiM, naMge puruSoM kI nahIM biktiiN| kare! kAma nikalatA hI nhiiN| nahIM to striyAM bhI utanI hI haiM, ve bhI tasvIreM khriidtiiN| isalie straiNa-citta kA itanA hI artha hai ki tumhAre lie prema hI dhyAna philmoM meM nagna strI kA nRtya to khUba dikhAI par3atA hai; naMgA puruSa ho| gopI banane kA yahI artha hai ki tumhArI dRSTi meM prema hI nAce to loga kaheMge, baMda karo, yaha kyA bakavAsa lagA rakhI hai? | ekamAtra kAma raha jaae| aura saba prema se nikle| phira tumheM hara nagna puruSa meM strI kI koI AkAMkSA nahIM hai| | tarapha paramAtmA dikhAI par3ane lgegaa| tuma pahale...paramAtmA jaba tama kisI strI ko prema se AliMgana meM bharoge to tuma | tumheM dekhane lage, isa AkAMkSA ko jgaao| phira tumheM paramAtmA cakita hooge, tumhArI AMkha khulI hogI, strI kI AMkha baMda ho | hara tarapha dikhAI par3ane lgegaa| jisa dina paramAtmA ne tumheM dekha jAtI hai| | liyA usI dina tuma use dekha paaoge| gahare prema ke kSaNa meM strI sadA AMkha baMda kara letI hai| straiNa | bhakta aura jJAnI ke rAstoM kA yahI pharka hai| bhakta kahatA hai citta cAhatA hai ki usakA premI use dekha le, basa kaaphii| gopI prabhu, maiM nAca rahA hUM, tU dekha le| koI bAta nahIM ki maiM tujhe dekhU, kA yahI artha hotA hai ki paramAtmA mujhe dekha le, basa kAphI hai| magara maiM nAca rahA hUM, terI AMkha idhara par3a jaae| basa, jarA terI tujhe na dekha sakU~ maiM to kucha malAla nahIM AMkha par3a jAe, paryApta puraskAra ho gyaa| tUne dekha liyA, jIta yahI bahuta hai ki tU mujhako dekha sakatA hai / gae hama; sArthaka ho ge| paramAtmA ke prema meM straiNa-cittatA kI jarUrata hai| prema meM hI balA-e-jAM haiM gAliba usakI hara bAta straiNa-cittatA kI jarUrata hai| puruSa kA prema nAmamAtra ko prema hai| ibArata kyA, izArata kyA, adA kyA prema to strI kA hI hotA hai| puruSa ke lie hajAra kAmoM meM prema eka | bAta, saMketa, bhAvabhaMgimA... kAma hai| strI ke lie prema hI basa ekamAtra kAma hai| strI ke saba bAMkebihArI kI bAta-bAta bar3I pyArI hai kAma prema se nikalate haiN| vaha khAnA pakAegI, bahArI lagAegI, | bAta-bAta balA merI jAna kI tumhAre kapar3e para baTana TAMka degI, tumhArI pratIkSA kregii| usakA lekina isakA sUtra khulatA hai tumhAre nRtya se, gIta se, tumhAre sArA kAma...tumhAre bacce, unakI dekhabhAla kregii| tumhAre ghara, hRdaya ko kholane se| tuma pukAro paramAtmA ko ki tU mujhe dekha tumhAre bagIce ko sNvaaregii| usakI sArI ciMtA usake prema se le; basa paryApta hai| jisa dina usakI AMkha tuma para par3I usI nikalatI hai| usakA sArA kAma usake prema se nikalatA hai| dina tumhArI AMkha paidA ho jaaegii| usakI AMkha kI coTa puruSa ko aura hajAra kAma haiN| aksara puruSa ko aisA lagatA hai tumhArI AMkha ko khola degii| ki prema ke kAraNa mere kAma meM bAdhA par3atI hai| isalie bahuta jJAnI kahatA hai, pahale hama paramAtmA ko dekheNge| usakI yAtrA kAmI-dhAmI jo puruSa hote haiM, ve prema meM par3ate hI nhiiN| jinako bhinna hai| vaha kahatA hai, pahale hama AMkha paidA kareMge jisase dukAna ThIka se calAnI hai, ve prema ko haTA dete haiM ki haTAo, baMda paramAtmA dikha jaae| jaba hama paramAtmA ko dekheMge tabhI vaha kro| dukAna meM bAdhA par3atI hai| jisako rAjanIti meM utaranA hai, hamArI tarapha dekhegaa| bhakta kahatA hai pahale vaha hamArI tarapha dekha vaha prema ko haTA detA hai--haTAo! prema se bAdhA par3atI hai| le, phira hamane na bhI dekhA to bhI harja kyA hai ? usane dekha liyaa| jisako vaijJAnika bananA hai vaha prema ko haTA detA hai--haTAo! donoM hAlata se ghaTanA ghaTa jAtI hai| jisako dhyAnI bananA hai vaha prema ko haTA detA hai-haTAo, | merI bAta sunakara praznakartA ko gopIbhAva jagA; to isase sApha dhyAna meM bAdhA par3atI hai| samajha lenA cAhie ki bhakti usake lie mArga hogii| aura yaha 5011 2010_03
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________________ jina sUtra bhAga : 2 bhAva jagA hai to isako lekara mata baiThe rhnaa| isa nimaMtraNa ko usI ke AsapAsa tAre nAca rahe haiN| usI ke AsapAsa pRthvI, svIkAra karo aura calo yAtrA pr| graha, upagraha nAca rahe haiN| usakA rAsa cala hI rahA hai| isa sAre Aja apane svapna ko maiM saca banAnA cAhatA hUM jIvana-nRtya kA vahI keMdra hai| dUra kI isa kalpanA ke pAsa jAnA cAhatA hUM tuma bhI rAsa meM sammilita ho jaao| cAhatA hUM taira jAnA sAmane ambudhi par3A jo kucha vibhA usa pAra kI isa pAra lAnA cAhatA hUM Aja itanA hii| svarga meM bhI svapnabhU para dekha unase dUra hI thA kiMtu pAUMgA nahIM kara Aja apane para niyaMtraNa tIra para kaise rukU maiM Aja laharoM meM nimaMtraNa prabhu kI pukAra AyI tumhArI trph| tumameM jo gopI kA bhAva jagA hai yaha binA kRSNa ke pukAre jaga hI nahIM sakatA hai| tIra para kaise rukU maiM Aja laharoM meM nimaMtraNa aba ruko mt| aba naaco| aba svayaM hI lahara bno| lahara kA nimaMtraNa mila gayA, aba naaco| jamane do raas| hoo unmtt| hoo mdmtt| pAgala bno| straiNa bno| chAyA bano uskii| maMDala ko karo chottaa| nAcate-nAcate-nAcate-nAcate eka dina usameM praveza ho jaaegaa| nRtya karate-karate hI praveza ho jAtA hai| idhara tuma miTe ki udhara praveza huaa| zubha ghar3I AyI; use kho mata jAne denaa| maiM ba asada phakra-e-juhAda se kahatA hUM majAja mujhako hAsila sapheM-beate-khaiyAma abhI atyaMta gaurava se, saMyamiyoM se, yogiyoM se maiM kahatA hUM ki mujhe khaiyAma kI ziSyatA kI pratiSThA prApta huii| maiM ba asada phakra-e-juhAda se kahatA hUM majAja saMyamiyoM se. yogiyoM se. jJAna ke khojiyoM se maiM bar3e gaurava ke sAtha kahatA hUMmujhako hAsila sapheM-beate-khaiyAma abhI mujhe khaiyAma kI madhuzAlA meM ziSyatA kI pratiSThA mila gaI hai| mujhe behozI kA, madahozI kA, prabhu kI madirA pIne kA nimaMtraNa mila gayA hai| phira saMyamI bar3A phIkA hai| bhakta ke Age saMyamI bar3A phIkA hai| phira saMyamI to marusthala jaisA hai, bhakta vasaMta meM vRkSoM para phUla khila gae aisaa| bhakta jharane jaisA hai| to jisako bhakti kI lahara uTha rahI ho vaha ruke na; cala pdd'e| rAsa meM sammilita ho jaao| aura usakA rAsa cala hI rahA hai| 502 2010_03 EE