Book Title: Jinsutra Lecture 53 Piya ka Gav
Author(s): Osho Rajnish
Publisher: Osho Rajnish
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/340153/1

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Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bAIsavAM pravacana piyA kA gAMva For Private Personal Use Only Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ thApA prazna-sAra na jAne kidhara Aja merI nAva calI re calI re, calI re, merI nAva calI re koI kahe yahAM calI, koI kahe vahAM calI maiMne kahA piyA ke gAMva calI re momsungwwse Me jaina darzana kahatA hai ki isa Are meM mokSa saMbhava nahIM hai| to phira mokSa yahIM aura abhI hai, isa dhAraNA ko pakar3a lenA kyA AtmavaMcanA nahIM hai? m STATER N MPAN ACC ANCHO kAra REER C. . . / 2010_03 www jainelibrary.org Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ halA prazna: maiM jaba prathama-prathama Apako milI thI hai, behozI aura hoza ke bIca meM laTakA hai| AdamI trizaMka kI taba kucha bhI to patA nahIM thaa| na mAlUma Apane sthiti meM hai| aura AdamI kI sthiti meM se pAra hone ke do hI kahAM se kahAM calA diyA! ekAMta aba prItikara | upAya haiM--yA to gira jAo vApasa behozI meM, jo ki asaMbhava lagatA hai| aba to na kahIM jAnA hai, na aanaa| na kucha honA hai hai| ho jAo paza-pakSI punaH, jo ki asaMbhava hai| kyoMki aura na kucha jAnanA hai| bahuta kucha pAyA, jisake yogya na thii| vikAsa kI kisI bhI sthiti se vApasa nahIM lauTA jA sakatA hai| basa, aba to alavidA aura prnnaam| jo jAna liyA, jAna liyaa| use phira anajAnA nahIM kiyA jA na jAne kidhara Aja merI nAva calI re sktaa| jahAM taka A gae haiM, yaha to ho sakatA hai Age na jAeM, calI re calI re merI nAva calI re lekina pIche nahIM jA skte| aTake raha jA sakate haiN| aura vahI koI kahe yahAM calI, koI kahe vahAM calI aTakAva becainI aura azAMti banatA hai| maiMne kahA piyA ke gAMva calI re aura do hI upAya haiM: yA to pUrI behozI ho, ki yaha bhI na patA cale ki maiM kauna hUM? ki mujhe patA nahIM ki maiM kauna huuN| patA kA sAdhAraNataH kisI ko bhI patA nahIM hai ki kahAM jA rahe haiN| jA | bhI patA na cle| behozI kI bhI yAda na aae| thor3I-sI bhI rahe haiM jruur| gati se jA rahe haiM, zakti se jA rahe haiM, lekina hoza kI kiraNa na ho| spaSTa nahIM hai ki kahAM jA rahe haiN| kahAM se A rahe haiM, isakA bhI aisI AdamI ceSTA karatA hai| zarAba pIkara kabhI ceSTA karatA kucha patA nahIM hai| | hai ki bhUla jAeM sb| vaha ceSTA phira se pazu ho jAne kI ceSTA kahAM se AnA, kahAM se jAnA to dUra kI bAteM haiM, yaha bhI ThIka hai| kabhI dhana kI daur3a meM, kabhI pada kI daur3a meM ve bhI zarAbeM patA nahIM hai ki kauna haiN| kauna hai yaha jo tumhAre bhItara cala rahA, haiM; unameM kabhI AdamI apane ko bhulA lenA cAhatA hai, lekina jI rahA, sukha bhoga rahA, dukha bhoga rahA, ciMtita hotA hai, dhyAna | bhUla nahIM paataa| zarAba kitanI dera sAtha degI? subaha phira karatA hai-kauna chipA hai tumhAre bhItara? smaraNa vApasa lauTa AtA hai--aura bhI pragAr3ha hokara, aura bhI manuSya kI sthiti bar3I vikSipta hai| pazu-pakSiyoM kI sthiti bhI cubhatA huA, aura bhI dhAra lekr| behatara hai| unheM bhI patA nahIM ki kauna haiM, kahAM jA rahe haiN| manuSya | pada kI daur3a, dhana kI daur3a, yaza kI daur3a eka na eka dina TUTatI kI viDaMbanA yaha hai ki use itanA patA hai ki patA nahIM kauna hai! hai| vaha nazA bhI eka dina ukhar3atA hai| eka dina pada para pahuMcakara itanA patA hai ki patA nahIM kahAM jA rahe haiN| patA calatA hai, kahAM pahuMce? cale bahuta, pahuMce kahIM bhI nhiiN| paza-pakSI aise cala rahe haiM, jaise behosh| AdamI hoza meM nahIM dhana jor3akara eka dina patA calatA hai ki jo jor3a liyA, vaha 2010_03 Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - jina sUtra bhAga : 2 - bAhara kA bAhara par3A raha jaaegaa| aura hama bhItara to khAlI ke kisalie Ae ho| tamheM bhI sApha nahIM hotA. kyA ghaTegA? khAlI raha ge| yaha jor3a kucha jor3a na huaa| yaha dhana apanA na | tumheM bhI sApha nahIM hotA ki tumheM maiM kahAM le calUMgA? ho bhI nahIM ho sakA to 'dhana' kaise ho sakegA? mauta chIna legI, jo china | sakatA saaph| kyoMki patA to hameM usI kA hotA hai. jo ho jAegA use dhana kyA kahanA? jo china jAegA vaha vipatti ho | cukaa| jo nahIM huA hai usakA tumheM patA nahIM hotaa| sakatI hai, saMpatti nhiiN| sadaguru kA itanA hI artha hai ki jo tumhArA bhaviSya hai vaha eka vikalpa hai ki AdamI lauTa jAe, jo ki ho nahIM sktaa| usakA atIta hai| jo tumheM abhI honA hai, usake lie ho cukaa| jhUThA vikalpa hai| bhrAmaka vikalpa hai| rAstA vahAM se jAtA nahIM, ise samajha lenaa| sadaguru kA basa itanA hI artha hai ki jo sirpha dikhAI par3atA hai| dikhAI par3atA hai kyoMki hama vahAM se tumhArA bhaviSya hai, vaha usakA atIta hai| vaha svayaM to apane hokara Ae haiN| | atIta meM nahIM jA sakatA, lekina tumheM tumhAre bhaviSya kI jhalaka tumheM patA hai jo bIta gayA kala, uskaa| jo bIta gayA parasoM, de sakatA hai| vaha usa rAste se gujara cukA, jisase tumheM abhI uskaa| yadyapi lauTa nahIM sakate vhaaN| jisakA patA hai vahAM lauTa gujaranA hai| vaha ho cukA phUla, tuma abhI bIja ho| bIja ko patA nahIM skte| jAnA to par3egA usa kala meM, jisakA abhI patA nahIM bhI kaise ho sakatA hai? hai| jAnA par3egA bhaviSya meM, anajAna meN| jo jAnA-mAnA hai | ThIka pUchA hai ki 'maiM jaba prathama-prathama Apako milI thI taba atIta, vahAM lauTA nahIM jA sktaa| samaya ko pIche kI tarapha | kucha bhI to patA nahIM thaa|' lauTAyA nahIM jA sktaa| ghar3I ke kAMTe pIche kI tarapha calAe | agara kucha patA hotA to pahalI to bAta, mujhase milanA nahIM jA skte| ghar3I ke calA lo, jIvana ke nahIM calAe jA muzkila ho jaataa| kyoMki jinako patA hai, ve yahAM Ate nhiiN| skte| magara paricaya usase hai, jo bIta gyaa| paricaya usase hai, jinako patA hai, unakA daMbha unheM yahAM na Ane degaa| unakA jJAna jo aba kabhI na hogaa| aura usase koI paricaya nahIM hai, jo hone | hI bAdhA hai| patA hI hotA, taba to ThIka thaa| patA bhI nahIM hai, jA rahA hai| | sirpha bhrAMti hai ki patA hai| gItA par3ha lI hai, karAna par3ha liyA hai, pazatA manuSyatA kA atIta hai, paricita hai| isalie to AdamI | dhammapada par3ha liyA hai, mahAvIra ke vacana kaMThastha kara lie haiN| zarAba pI letA hai| isalie to pada, dhana kI daur3a meM laga jAtA | patA bilakula nahIM hai| mahAvIra ko patA rahA hogA, mahAvIra ke hai| bhalAne ke hajAra upAya khoja letaa| phira zarAba ho, ki | vacana yAda kara lene se tumheM patA nahIM ho jaaegaa| kRSNa ko / saMbhoga ho, ki saMgIta ho, kahIM bhI bhulAne kA upAya AdamI jaba mAlUma rahA hogA, lekina gItA kaMThastha hone se tumheM mAlUma nahIM khojatA hai ki apane hoza kI choTI-sI kiraNa ko DubA dUM; yaha ho jaaegaa| choTA-sA dIyA bhI bajha jAe, gahana aMdhakAra ho jAe, to kama se tamhArA jIvaMta anubhava hogA to hI kama dvaMdva to miTe! aMdherA hI bce| aMdhere kA hI advaita sahI, isalie zAstra jJAna de sakatA hai| aura jJAna bAdhA bana sakatA lekina advaita to ho jaae| eka to bace! do kI duvidhA to na hai| bodha to kevala zAstA se milatA hai, zAstra se nhiiN| zAstA rhe| para yaha ho nahIM paataa| lAkha bujhAo isa kiraNa ko, yaha kA artha hai, jIvita shaastr| jisako huA hai aise kisI AdamI bujhegI nhiiN| | ko khoja lenaa| usake mAdhyama se hI zAstroM kA artha aura to dUsarA upAya hai aura dUsarA hI kevala upAya hai ki pUre | abhiprAya tumhAre lie khulegaa| jAgarUka ho jaao| jaise pUrI behozI meM eka sukha hai kyoMki | aura aisA AdamI khojanA ho to pahalI zarta hai ki apane jJAna akhaMDa rUpa se advaita hai, aMdhere kA hai| vaise hI pUre hoza meM | kI bhrAMti chor3a denaa| guru se milanA ho hI nahIM sakatA, agara mahAAnaMda hai, mahAsukha hai; vaha bhI akhaMDa ekatA kA hai| koI ziSya ko thor3A bhI khayAla ho ki mujhe mAlUma hai| jitanA mAlUma aMdherA na bcaa| bhItara sArA aMdhakAra samApta ho gyaa| hai utanI hI dIvAla rhegii| utanI hI oTa rhegii| ziSya kA artha to jaba tuma mere pAsa Ate ho to tumheM bhI sApha nahIM hotA hI hai isa bAta kI ghoSaNA, ki mujhe mAlUma nhiiN| isa bAta kI 438 2010_03 Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - piyA kA gAMva piyA kA gAMva ghoSaNA, ki maiM ajJAnI huuN| hai, thor3A sudhArakara mAMga loge| jo sukha tumheM pahale mile haiM, jaba tuma ajJAnI kisI ke samakSa apane ko svIkAra kara lete | thor3I taramIma, saMzodhana karake mAMga loge| ho to krAMti ke lie tatpara ho gae, taiyAra ho ge| ahaMkAra tumane abhinava ko kaise mAMgoge? jo tumane jAnA hI nahIM, jIyA hI haTAkara rakha diyaa| nahIM, use kaise mAMgoge? prazna pUchA hai taru ne| khatarA thA; kyoMki paMDitoM kA satsaMga isalie jo jAnatA hai, thor3A-sA bhI jAnatA hai, thor3A-sA bhI usane kiyA hai mujhase phle| sAdhu-saMnyAsiyoM ke pAsa gaI hai| samajhatA hai, vaha ar3acana meM par3a jAtA hai| usakI prArthanA kaluSita svAmiyoM ke pravacana sune haiN| khatarA thaa| jJAna usake pAsa thaa| ho jAtI hai| usakI pUjA meM usake jJAna kI chAyA par3a jAtI hai| lekina usane himmata kI aura ajJAnI hone ke lie rAjI huii| | usakI pUjA kI zubhratA usake jJAna kI kAlimA se daba jAtI hai| usI himmata se ghaTanA ghttii| __ to jaba tuma maMdira jAo, pUjA karo, prArthanA karo to kucha Dara thA ki vaha apane jJAna ko pakar3a letii| jo sunA-samajhA mAMganA mt| kyoMki tuma jo mAMgoge, vaha galata hogaa| tuma jo thA use pakar3a letI to mujhase milanA na ho paataa|| mAMgoge vaha galata hI ho sakatA hai| kAza! tumheM ThIka kA hI patA mere pAsa bhI rahakara bahuta haiM, jo mujhase vaMcita raha jaaeNge| hotA to maMdira jAne kI jarUrata hI na hotii| agara jJAna kI jarA bhI dIvAla rahI to maiM yahAM cillAtA rahUMgA, tumheM ThIka kA patA nahIM hai| isalie tumhArI mAMga meM hI bhUla AvAja tuma taka pahuMcegI nhiiN| maiM roja-roja tumheM samajhAtA hogii| tuma vahI mAMgoge, jo tuma pahale mAMgate rahe ho| tuma rahUMgA, tuma roja-roja cUkate rhoge| maiM roja-roja doharAtA rahUMgA phira-phira doharAkara usI rAste se ghUmate rahoge, jisa para tuma aura tuma bahare...aura bahare hote jaaoge| jJAna kAna meM bharA ho | pahale ghUmate rahe ho| tuma kolhU ke baila kI taraha calate rhoge| to kAna sanane meM asamartha ho jAte haiN| jJAna AMkha meM bharA ho to isalie agara thor3I samajha ho to mAMganA mt| jholI phailAkara AMkha dekhane meM asamartha ho jAtI hai| khar3e ho jAnA, mAMganA mt| hRdaya kholakara khar3e ho jAnA, ajJAna ko svIkAra karane meM eka nirdoSatA hai| mAMganA mt| yaha mata kahanA ki yaha de, vaha de| itanA hI kaThina thaa| taru ko patA thaa| bahuta-sI bAteM patA thiiN| aura kahanA : jholI khulI hai| tU degA to hama svIkAra kareMge AnaMda se, bahuta muzkila hotA hai ki jo tumheM patA hai, use haTAkara rakha ahobhAva se| tU nahIM degA to hama samajheMge, yahI terA denA hai| tU denaa| use hI maiM tyAga kahatA huuN| dhana, pada, pratiSThA, inakA jholI khAlI rakhegA to hama samajheMge, yahI hamArI jholI kA bharA tyAga kucha bhI nahIM hai, jJAna kA tyAga hI vAstavika tyAga hai| honA hai| khAlIpana se hI tUne hamArI jholI bharI hai| ta cAhatA hai, kyoMki jJAna se jitanA ahaMkAra bharatA hai, utanA kisI cIja se hama khAlIpana meM jiieN| to hama nAceMge, gunagunAeMge, AnaMdita nahIM bhrtaa| jJAna jaisI akar3a detA hai, rIr3ha ko jaisA sakhta, | hoMge; mAMgeMge nhiiN|| patharIlA kara detA hai, vaisI koI cIja nahIM krtii| ___ dhyAna rakhanA, jisane prArthanA meM mAMgA, usakI prArthanA to kharAba chor3a sakI to pAne kA rAstA bnaa| jhaka sakI to bharane kA hI ho gii| usa mAMgane ke kAraNa prArthanA to prArthanA hI na rhii| upAya huaa| prArthanA meM AdamI apane ko detA hai, mAMgatA nhiiN| pUchA hai : 'na mAlUma Apane kahAM se kahAM calA diyaa| to jo mere pAsa Ae haiM aura jinako khayAla hai ki kucha mila kyoMki jo vaha socakara AyI hogI, usa tarapha to maiM nahIM le jAe; aura jinakI jitanI spaSTa dhAraNA hai kucha pAne kI, utanI gyaa| kyoMki tama jo socakara Ate ho, vaha to galata hI hai| hI ar3acana hai| to bAra-bAra unake mana meM yahI apekSA gUMjatI / 'tuma' socakara Ate ho, tumhArA socanA tumhAre atIta kA hI rahatI hai-abhI taka milA nahIM, abhI taka milA nhiiN| aura jo pratiphalana hotA hai| anyathA ho bhI nahIM sktaa| tuma jo mila rahA hai, vaha unheM dikhAI nahIM pdd'taa| kyoMki unakI AMkha socakara Ate ho, vaha tumhArI atIta kI hI kucha punarAvRtti hotA | meM unakI mAMga bharI hai| ve apanI hI mAMga ko doharAe cale jA rahe || hai| jo tumane jAnA hai, usI ko to maaNgoge| jo tumane pahale jAnA haiN| mAMga aMdhA kara detI hai| 1439 2010_03 Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jina sUtra bhAgaH 2 taru ne kucha mAMgA nhiiN| jo use maiMne kahA, usane kiyA hai| | dasa-pAMca minaTa bhI usako rukanA par3atA to vaha nArAja ho jAtA, kahA, gItA par3ha to gItA pddh'ii| kahA, upaniSada par3ha to upaniSada cIkha-pukAra macAne lgtaa| pddh'aa| kahA, cala jina-sUtra par3ha to jina-sUtra pddh'e| kahA, koI dasa sAla taka aisA claa| eka dina AyA lene to jo dhammapada par3ha to dhammapada pddh'aa| kahA, bhajana gA bhajana gaae| jo klarka use detA thA aura bhI bhikhamaMgoM ko rathacAilDa bAMTatA use kahA, usane kiyA hai| mAMgA usane kucha nhiiN| jo karane ko thaa| bahuta dhana usane bAMTA--usane kahA ki isa tArIkha se aba kahA hai, use iMkAra nahIM kiyaa| usane saralatA se mere hAthoM meM tumheM pacAsa DAlara hI mila skeNge| usane pUchA, kyoM? sadA dd'aa| usake pariNAma hone svAbhAvika hai| usake mujhe sau milate rhe| sAloM se milate rhe| yaha pharka kaisA! usa mahata pariNAma hote haiN| klarka ne kahA ki aisA kareM, mAlika kA dhaMdhA bahata lAbha meM nahIM to yaha saMbhava ho sakA ki jisakA use khayAla bhI nahIM rahA | cala rahA hai| aura unakI lar3akI kI zAdI ho rahI hai| aura usa hogA, jo vaha kabhI sapane meM bhI mAMga nahIM sakatI thI, usa tarapha | lar3akI kI zAdI meM bahuta kharca hai| to unhoMne sabhI dAna AdhA yAtrA zurU huii| kara diyA hai| jaba tuma apane atIta se kucha bhI doharAnA nahIM cAhate, to vaha to ekadama Tebala pITane lgaa| usane kahA bulAo abhinava kA padArpaNa hotA hai| paramAtmA sadA nayA hai| satya sadA | rathacAilDa ko, kahAM hai! mere paise para apanI lar3akI kI zAdI? nayA hai| satya itanA nayA hai ki usakI koI dhAraNA bhI nahIM kI eka garIba AdamI kA paisA kATakara lar3akI kI zAdI meM majA, jA sktii| aura eka bAra tumheM satya ke isa nayepana kA anubhava gulacharre ur3AegA? bulAo, kahAM hai! ho jAe to tuma saba mAMga chor3a dete ho| taba eka naI pratIti honI | rathacAilDa ne apanI AtmakathA meM likhA hai ki maiM gayA aura zurU hotI hai ki itanA mila rahA hai aura hama yAcaka bane haiM! hamane mujhe bar3I haMsI aayii| lekina mujhe eka bAta samajha meM AyI ki mAMgA yahIM bhUla ho gii| | yahI to maiM paramAtmA ke sAtha karatA rahA huuN| phira tama jo mAMgate ho. agara mila jAe to bhI dhanyavAda paidA yahI to hama sabane paramAtmA ke sAtha kiyA hai| jo milA hai nahIM hotaa| kyoMki jo tumane mAMgA hai, tuma socate ho, tumane usakA hama dhanyavAda nahIM dete| usa dasa sAla meM usane kabhI eka arjita kiyaa| loga mAMgane meM bhI agara kaI dina taka mAMgate raheM | dina dhanyavAda na diyaa| lekina pacAsa DAlara kama hue to vaha to dhIre-dhIre adhikArI ho jAte haiN| ve socane lagate haiM, hamane nArAja thA, zikAyata thii| aura AgababUlA ho gyaa| usake itanI prArthanA kI isalie milaa| prArthanA kI isalie! pacAsa DAlara kATe jA rahe haiM? bhikhamaMgA bhI jaba sar3aka para AdhA ghaMTe mAMgatA rahatA hai aura agara tumane mAMgA to pahalI to bAta, milegA nhiiN| aura zubha tuma dete ho to dhanyavAda thor3e hI detA hai| vaha jAnatA hai ki AdhA | hai ki nahIM milatA kyoMki tuma jo bhI mAMgate ho, galata mAMgate ghaMTe cIkhe-cillAe, zrama kiyaa| aura agara tuma roja-roja dene ho| tuma sahI mAMga hI nahIM skte| tuma galata ho| galata se lago to dhanyavAda denA to dUra, agara tuma kisI dina na doge to galata mAMga hI uTha sakatI hai| nIma meM kevala nIma kI niboriyAM vaha nArAja hogaa| hI laga sakatI haiM, Ama ke susvAdu phaloM ke lagane kI koI rathacAilDa ke saMbaMdha meM maiMne sunA hai-yahUdI dhanapati--eka | saMbhAvanA nahIM hai| jo tumhArI jar3a meM nahIM hai, vaha tumhAre phala meM bhikhamaMge ko vaha roja hara mahIne pahalI tArIkha ko sau DAlara detA | na ho skegaa| tuma galata ho to tuma jo mAMgoge vaha galata hogaa| thaa| vaha bhikhamaMgA use jaMca gyaa| eka dina bagIce meM usI beMca to pahalI to bAta-milegA nhiiN| aura zabha hai ki nahIM | para Akara baiTha gayA thaa| dayA A gii| koI rathacAilDa ke pAsa | miltaa| paramAtmA kI bar3I anukaMpA hai ki tuma jo mAMgate ho, kamI na thii| usane kahA ki tU sau DAlara hara mahIne eka tArIkha | vaha nahIM miltaa| ise kabhI socanA baiThakara ki tumane jo-jo ko Akara le jAyA kr| vaha bhikhamaMgA isa taraha se usake daphtara mAMgA thA agara mila jAtA to kaisI musIbata meM par3ate! meM Ane lagA, jaise loga apanI tanakhvAha lene jAte haiN| agara lekina kabhI-kabhI aisA hotA hai ki mila jAtA hai| to jo 4401 2010_03 Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ piyA kA gAMva mila jAe to bhI dhanyavAda paidA nahIM hotA, kRtajJatA paidA nahIM AbhA hotI hai| hotI, aura jisa prArthanA kA pariNAma kRtajJatA na ho, vaha prArthanA bhASAkoza meM to donoM zabdoM kA eka hI artha likhA hai, lekina prArthanA nahIM hai| prArthanA kA pahalA svAda bhI kRtajJatA hai aura jIvana ke koza meM bar3A bheda hai| isalie bhASAkoza para bahuta mata aMtima svAda bhI kRtajJatA hai| eka gaharA anugraha kA bhAva! jaanaa| bhASA ko bahuta jAnanevAle loga aksara jIvana se vaMcita to jisa prArthanA ke pIche anugraha kA svAda chUTa jAe, samajha raha jAte haiN| agara tuma bhASAkoza meM dekhoge, DikzanarI meM dekhoge lenA ki prArthanA ThIka thI; pahuMca gaI paramAtmA ke hRdaya tk| pUrI to ekAMta, ekAkI, akelA, sabakA eka hI artha hai| bhASAkoza huI yA nahIM, yaha savAla nahIM hai| agara anugraha kA bhAva paidA kara kI to aMdhera nagarI hai| vahAM to sabhI cIja eka bhAva bika rahI gaI to pUrI ho gii| | hai| 'aMdhera nagarI bebUjha rAjA, Take sera bhAjI, Take sera to jo mere pAsa Ae haiM, agara unakI kucha mAMga hai, to eka to khaajaa|' sabhI eka bhAva bika rahA hai| mAMga bAdhA bnegii| mujhase milana na ho paaegaa| agara mila bhI jIvana kA koza bar3A alaga hai| phAsale bar3e sUkSma haiN| gae, unakI mAMga pUrI bhI ho gaI to kRtajJatA paidA na hogii| mahAvIra ekAMta meM hote haiM; tuma jaba hote ho, akele hote ho| tuma asaMbhava hai| aura agara kRtajJatA paidA na huI to AstikatA paidA | jaba hote ho taba tuma socate hote ho ki dUsare ko kahAM khoja lUM! nahIM hotii| - patnI ko, pati ko, mitra ko, beTe ko, pitA ko, bhAI ko, samAja paramAtmA ko cAhe bhUla jAo, kRtajJatA ko mata bhuulnaa| ko-dUsare ko kaise khoja lUM? saca to yaha hai ki jaba taka kyoMki kRtajJatA kA saMcita jor3a hI paramAtmA hai| jitane tuma dUsarA maujUda hotA hai, taba taka tumheM dUsare kI yAda hI nahIM aatii| anugraha ke bhAva se bharate jAte ho, utanA hI tumhAre paramAtmA kA | dUsare kI yAda hI taba AtI hai, jaba tuma akele hote ho| maMdira nirmita hotA calA jAtA hai| tumhAre akele meM bar3I bhIr3a khar3I hotI hai| bhASAkoza '...na mAlUma Apane kahAM se kahAM calA diyaa| ekAMta aba banAnevAle ko vaha bhIr3a dikhAI nahIM par3atI kyoMki vaha bhIr3a to prItikara lagatA hai|' ekAMta prItikara lage to prArthanA zurU huii| sUkSma hai aura mana kI hai| tuma jAkara pahAr3a para baiTha jaao| tuma hameM ekAMta prItikara kyoM nahIM lagatA? ekAMta ko hama kahate akele na jaaoge| akele dikhAI par3oge, tumhAre bhItara eka haiM, akelApana, lonliines| ekAMta ko hama ekAMta thor3e hI bhIr3a cala rahI hai| kahata haiM! alonanesa thor3e hI kahate haiM! ekAMta ko hama kahate haiM, jaba bAyajIda apane guru ke pAsa pahalI daphA gayA aura usane akelaapn| akelepana meM lagatA hai, dUsare kI kamI hai| dUsarA jAkara caraNoM meM sira jhakAyA aura kahA ki maiM A gayA haM saba honA cAhie thA, aura hai nhiiN| akelepana kA artha hai shikaayt| chor3akara akelA tumhAre caraNoM meN| guru ne kahA, bakavAsa bNd| akelepana kA artha hai ki abhAva anubhava ho rahA hai dUsare kI bhIr3a ko bAhara chor3akara aa| usane lauTakara pIche dikhA ki koI maujUdagI kaa| jaba tuma kahate ho akelApana laga rahA hai, to kyA A to nahIM gayA pIche? koI bhI na thaa| usa masjida meM guru artha huA isakA? isakA artha huA ki dUsarA anupasthita hai, akelA baiThA thaa| usane cAroM tarapha dekhaa| guru ne kahA, usakI anupasthiti khala rahI hai| yahAM-vahAM mata dekh| AMkha baMda kara; vahAM dekh| akelApana nakArAtmaka hai: ekAMta vidhAyaka hai| ghabar3Akara usane AMkha baMda kI, nizcita hI vahAM bhIr3a khar3I ekAMta kA artha hai, apane hone meM AnaMda A rahA hai| akelepana | thii| jisa patnI ko rote chor3a AyA thA, vaha abhI bhI ro rahI kA artha hai, dUsare ke na hone meM dukha mAlUma ho rahA hai| dUsare kI thii| jina baccoM ko vidA kara AyA thA, mAphI mAMga AyA thA anapasthiti cabha rahI hai| ekAMta kA artha hai, apane hone meM rasa ki majhe jAne do, ve aba bhI bisarate khar3e the| jina mitroM se kaha baha rahA hai| AyA thA gAMva ke bAhara Akara ki aba mere pIche mata Ao, jaba akelA AdamI kamare meM baiThA ho to udAsI se ghirA hotA aba mujhe akelA chor3a do, ve sAtha hI cale Ae the| bAhara se to hai| aura jaba ekAMta meM baiThA ho to usake cAroM tarapha AnaMda kI nahIM, bhItara A gae the| bhItara bhIr3a thii| bAyajIda ko dikhA ki 1441 ___ 2010_03 Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jina sUtra bhAgaH 2 guru ne ThIka khaa| bhIr3a to maiM sAtha le AyA hUM aura kahatA hUM, maiM to agara ekAMta meM AnaMda Ane lagA, ekAMta meM sugaMdha Ane akelA AyA hUM! | lagI, ekAMta meM dhUpa jalane lagI, ekAMta meM rasa bahane lagA to akelA honA to bar3I upalabdhi hai| magara usa akelepana kA zubha lakSaNa hai| usakA artha hai, aba akele meM bhI akelApana artha hotA hai ekaaNt| jaba tumheM akele meM AnaMda Ane lage to | nahIM hai| aba akele meM bhI kucha bharApana hai| aba akelA bhI ekAMta brsaa| akele meM AnaMda kaba AtA hai? akele meM khAlIpana nahIM hai, anupasthiti nahIM hai| balki kisI kI AnaMda tabhI AtA hai, jaba paramAtmA kI thor3I jhalaka milane apragaTa, adRzya upasthiti kA anubhava hone lagA hai| lage; nahIM to nahIM aataa| akele meM AnaMda tabhI AtA hai, jaba 'ekAMta aba prItikara lagatA hai...|' vastutaH tuma akele nahIM hote ho, paramAtmA tumheM ghere hotA hai| dhyAna kaho, prArthanA kaho, tabhI zurU hotI hai jaba ekAMta prasiddha IsAI phakIra strI huii-theresaa| eka dina usane gAMva prItikara lagane lagatA hai| meM ghoSaNA kI ki maiM eka bar3A carca banAne jA rahI huuN| loga haMsane ...aba na kahIM jAnA hai na AnA; na kucha honA hai, na kucha lge| vaha bhikhamaMgI thii| usake pAsa kucha bhI na thaa| logoM ne jAnanA!' aba koI jarUrata bhI nhiiN| jAnA-AnA, pUchA, tere pAsa hai kyA? carca banAegI kaise? carca aise koI jAnanA-honA, saba daur3a hai| saba bAhara le jAtI hai| jaba koI AkAza se nahIM bntaa| aura tU, sunA hai ki socatI hai, duniyA apane bhItara DUbane lage to na kucha jAnane ko bacatA, na kucha hone kA sabase suMdara carca bana jAe! koI khajAnA mila gayA hai tujhe? | ko bctaa| saba daur3a gii| AdamI ghara lauTa aayaa| vizrAma kA usane khIse se do paise nikAle aura usane kahA ki ye mere pAsa kSaNa aayaa| virAma aayaa| ne lge| unhoMne kahA ki hameM zaka to sadA se thA isa virAma kI hameM koI anabhati nahIM hai. isalie khatarA bhI ki tU pAgala hai| do paise meM carca? usane kahA, ye do paise, maiM hai| khatarA yaha hai ki mana socane lage, kyA kara rahe ho aura + iishvr| usako kyoM bhUle jAte ho? vaha jo mujhe cAroM baiThe-baiThe? kucha to kro| mana kI purAnI AdateM prabala haiN| tarapha se gherA hai, use bhI jor3a meM rkho| akele do paise aura saMskAra gahana haiN| vaha phira udher3a-buna paidA kara sakatA hai| theresA se to carca nahIM bana sakatA, yaha saca hai| lekina theresA, isalie sAvadhAna rhnaa| do paise aura + Izvara; carca banegA yA nahIM, yaha kho| pAgala maiM | virAma to svIkAra kara lenA, vizrAma to karanA, lekina hUM, yA pAgala tuma ho? vizrAMti ko asAvadhAnI mata banane denaa| agara vizrAMti meM lekina una logoM kI bAta bhI ThIka thii| unakA gaNita | | asAvadhAnI A jAe to mana ke khela bar3e prAcIna haiN| mana phira sApha-sutharA thaa| unheM to do paise, aura garIba aurata theresA | kucha khela nikAla le sakatA hai| kyoMki mana sadA vyasta rahanA dikhAI par3a rahI thii| vaha jo paramAtmA use ghere thA, vaha to kevala | cAhatA hai| mana cAhatA hai, kucha karate raho, kucha hote raho, kucha | use hI dikhAI par3a rahA thaa| carca bnaa| aura kahate haiM, duniyA kA pAte rho| mana to bhikhArI kA pAtra hai, jo kabhI bharatA nhiiN| kucha suMdaratama carca bnaa| usa jagaha, jahAM theresA ne ve do paise logoM | na kucha DAlate raho...DAlate raho, pAtra khAlI kA khAlI rahatA ko dikhAe the, vaha carca pramANa kI taraha khar3A hai ki agara | hai| mana to yAcaka hai| paramAtmA kA sAtha ho to tuma akele nahIM ho| aura jaba kahIM nahIM jAnA, kucha bhI nahIM honA, zAMta baiThe haiM to akele hokara akele nahIM ho, agara paramAtmA kA sAtha ho| mana bar3A becaina hogaa| sAvadhAnI rkhnaa| nahIM to mana bane hae agara paramAtmA kA sAtha na ho to tuma bhIr3a meM bhI akele ho| | ekAMta ko khaMDita kara sakatA hai| jarA-sI havA kI lahara zAMta mitra haiM, priyajana haiM, saMbaMdhI haiM, sage haiN| kabhI khayAla kiyA, | jhIla ko phira laharoM se bhara detI hai| jarA-sA jhoMkA dIye kI lekina kahIM akelApana miTatA hai? kaMdhe se kaMdhe lage haiN| bhIr3a | jyoti ko phira kaMpA jAtA hai| mana kA jarA-sA jhoMkA aba yaha meM, jamAta meM khaDe ho. lekina akele ho| AdamI bhIDa meM bhI ho | khataranAka ho sakatA hai| to akelA hai| bhakta akelA bhI ho to akelA nahIM hai| isalie mahAvIra ne kahA hai, ki jaba dhyAna bhI sadha jAe, yahAM 2010_03 Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ piyA kA gAMva taka ki zukla dhyAna kI bhI jarUrata na raha jAe to bhI bAraha | koI kahe yahAM calI, koI kahe vahAM calI bhAvanAoM ko karate rhnaa| mahAvIra kaha rahe haiM, jaba samAdhi bhI maiMne kahA piyA ke gAMva calI re' upalabdha ho jAe to bhI jaldI mata karanA kyoMki mana ke dhokhe dUsaroM ko to dikhAI bhI nahIM pdd'taa| isalie koI kahatA hai, bar3e purAne haiN| kahAM chipA baiThA ho| kahAM acetana kI kisI garta yahAM calI, koI kahatA hai, vahAM clii| koI kahatA hai pAgala ho | meM, guhA meM baiThA ho| kahAM bhItara koI jagaha banA lI ho aura vahAM gaI hai tru| koI kahatA hai dimAga phira gayA, dIvAnI ho gii| se dhIre-dhIre phira upadrava kI zuruAta kara de| phira vahAM se koI kahatA hai pahale bar3I buddhimAna thI; buddhi gNvaaii| pahale bar3I aMkurita ho jaae| samajhadAra thI, saba samajha-bUjha khoii| lokalAja gNvaaii| tumane dekhA? ghAsa-pAta hama ukhAr3akara pheMka dete haiM, maidAna to koI to kucha kahegA, koI kucha khegaa| usa samaya bhItara sApha ho jAtA hai| lagatA hai, saba ThIka ho gyaa| itanI jaldI yaha yAda rakhanA hI--'maiMne kahA piyA ke gAMva calI re|' kyoMki mata soca lenaa| bIja par3e hoMge pichale varSa ke| varSA AegI, usa piyA ko agara jarA bhI vismaraNa kiyA to logoM kI bAteM phira ghAsa-pAta paidA ho jaaegaa| mAlI kahate haiM ki eka sAla sArthaka mAlUma par3a sakatI haiN| kyoMki loga jo kaha rahe haiM, vaha ghAsa-pAta paidA ho jAe to bAraha sAla ukhAr3ane meM lagate haiN| vahI kaha rahe haiM, jo tumane bhI atIta meM socA hotaa| to loga jo mila jAte haiM bhUmi meM, unakA patA bhI nahIM cltaa| kaha rahe haiM usase milate-julate bhAva kahIM gahana meM tumhAre bhI par3e aura yaha Azcarya kI bAta hai, yahAM agara phUla bone hoM to khAda | haiN| jaba koI kahatA hai kisI ko, ki kyA pAgala ho gae? to do, pAnI do, samhAlo, taba bhI pakkA nahIM ki paidA hoNge| aura usake kahane kA thor3e hI pariNAma hotA hai! agara vaha AdamI ghAsa-pAta ukhAr3o, haTAo, jalAo; phira varSA hotI hai, na ciMtita ho jAtA hai to pariNAma isalie hotA hai ki vaha bhI khAda kI jarUrata, na mAlI kI jarUrata, na sUraja kI jarUrataH socatA hai ki patA nahIM, pAgala ho hI na gayA hoU! ghAsa-pAta phira paidA ho jAtA hai| kala hI mujhe eka patra milaa| eka daMpati saMnyAsa lekara ge| utAra para cIjeM apane Apa ho jAtI haiM, car3hAva para kaThinAI hai| bhole loga haiM, pahAr3a se Ae the| pahAr3a kA bholApana hai| donoM utAra para AdamI daur3atA calA jAtA hai| car3hAva para daur3anA bar3I mastI meM ge| lekina jaba itanI mastI meM gae to gAMva ke muzkila ho jAtA hai| car3hAva meM zrama hai| logoM ne socA ki dimAga kharAba ho gyaa| aura donoM kA to jo bhI UrdhvagAmI yAtrAeM haiM, unameM zrama hai| adhogAmI sAtha-sAtha ho gyaa| riztedAroM ne jabardastI ilAja karavAnA zurU yAtrAoM meM koI zrama nahIM hai| dhyAna ko samhAlo, kara diyaa| kala mujhe patra milA ki hama aspatAla meM par3e haiN| hama samhAla-samhAla chUTa-chUTa jAtA hai| kAma ko dabAo, haTAo, haMsate haiM to loga kahate haiM, zAMta raho, haMso mt| haMsane kI bAta miTAo, miTAte-miTAte bhI ubhara AtA hai| ghAsa-pAta kI taraha kyA hai? iMjekzana lagAe jA rahe haiM, TrenkvilAijara die jA rahe hai| krodha ko miTAo. miTate-miTate bhI kaba ubhara par3egA kucha haiN| hama kahate haiM, hameM to vaisI hI nIMda mastI kI A rahI hai| hama pakkA patA nhiiN| karuNA ko sAdho, sAdhate-sAdhate bhI kaba hAtha to prasanna haiM, hama nAca-gA rahe haiM, hama kucha pAgala nahIM haiN| se chUTa jAegI kucha patA nhiiN| lekina gAMva meM koI mAnane ko taiyAra nahIM hai| jitanA hama isase yaha natIjA lenA ki jo cIja binA samhAle samhala jAtI | samajhAte haiM ki hama pAgala nahIM haiM to ve kahate haiM, aisA to sabhI ho, usase jarA sAvadhAna rhnaa| vaha ghAsa-pAta hone kA Dara hai| pAgala kahate haiN| koI pAgala kabhI mAnatA hai? tuma cupa rho| jo samhAla-samhAlakara chUTa-chUTa jAtI ho, usake lie parI| hama jAnate haiN| ceSTA karanA kyoMki vahIM khajAnA chipA hai| vahIM svarNa-bhaMDAra to unhoMne pUchA hai, ki aba to hameM bhI zaka hone lagA, kahIM hai| vahIM jIvana kI UrdhvayAtrA hai, urdhvagamana hai, tIrthayAtrA hai| yahI loga ThIka na hoN| to aba karanA kyA hai? 'na jAne kidhara Aja merI nAva calI re hamArA bhI atIta inhIM tarkoM meM jIyA hai| hamAre bhI dekhane ke calI re calI re nAva calI re DhaMga janmoM-janmoM taka aise hI rahe haiN| to jaba koI kahane lagA 443 2010_03 Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jina sutra bhAga 2 vana yahAM calI, koI kahane lagA vahAM calI, to bhItara yAda rakhanA nahIM sakatA bhrama se| bahuta muzkila ho jAtA hai ki piyA ke gAMva calI hai| kyoMki isa | isalie to hamane brahma kI paribhASA meM aMtima bAta kahI piyA se to mulAkAta bar3I naI hai| aura ye jo loga kaha rahe haiM hai-sccidaanNd| AnaMda AkhirI bAta hai| sata, cita, yahAM calI, vahAM calI, inase bar3e purAne saMbaMdha haiN| inakI bhASA to | AnaMda-AkhirI bAta hai| jahAM se tumheM AnaMda mila rahA ho, jAnI-mAnI hai, isa piyA kI bhASA to jAnI-mAnI nahIM hai| phira duniyA kucha bhI kahe, tuma phikra mata krnaa| tuma apane yaha piyA kA gAMva hai bhI yA nahIM? jisako dikhAI par3ane AnaMda ko hI kasauTI mAnanA, to hI pahuMca pAoge piyA ke gAMva lagatA hai, usako bhI zaka AtA hai| jinako nahIM dikhAI par3atA | tk| nahIM to bIca meM hajAra bAdhAeM haiN| sArI duniyA tumheM isa unakA zaka to bilakula svAbhAvika hai| jisako piyA kA gAMva | tarapha khiiNcegii| sApha-sApha dikhAI par3ane lagatA hai, usake maMdira ke kalaza dhUpa aura sArI duniyA kA isa tarapha khIMcanA bhI akAraNa nahIM hai| meM camakate dikhAI par3ane lagate haiM, usako bhI zaka hotA hai ki jaba kisI eka vyakti ko piyA kA gAMva dikhAI par3atA hai to vaha kahIM maiM kalpanA to nahIM kara rahA? kyoMki ve kalaza dUsaroM ko | bAkI sAre lAgoM ke lie ciMtA kA kAraNa ho jAtA hai| agara vaha dikhAe nahIM jA skte| yaha kaThinAI hai| sahI hai to hama saba galata haiN| jo kahatA hai, mujhe paramAtmA ke pati ko dikhAI par3e to apanI patnI ko bhI nahIM dikhalA | darzana hue, agara vaha sahI hai to bAkI ina cAra araba logoM kA sktaa| patnI kahatI hai, agara ve kalaza haiM aura piyA kA gAMva hai | kyA? agara buddha sahI haiM to ina cAra araba buddhaoM kA kyA? to hameM bhI to dikhAI pdd'e| pAMca paMcoM ko dikhAI par3e to satya hai| ye galata hoMge hii| buddhaoM ko yaha bAta jaMcatI nhiiN| yaha pasaMda tumako dikhAI par3ane se kyA hotA hai ? tuma koI kalpanA ke jAla | nahIM pdd'tii| kauna apane ko buddha mAnanA cAhatA hai ? ye cAra meM par3a gae ho| tumheM kucha buddhi-bhrama huA hai| tumhArI buddhi, araba bhIr3a kI taraha ikaTThe ho jAte haiN| ye kahate haiM buddha ko kucha tumhArA viveka, tumhAre tarkanA kI kSamatA kSINa huii| tuma kisa | bhrama huA hogaa| sammohana meM par3a gae ho? jo kisI ko nahIM dikhAI par3atA vaha | isalie to jIsasa ko sUlI laga jAtI hai| sukarAta ko jahara tumheM dikhAI par3a rahA hai? pilA dete haiN| buddha aura mahAvIra ko patthara mAre jAte haiN| yaha to jisa vyakti ko piyA kA gAMva dikhAI bhI par3atA hai, vaha bhI akAraNa nahIM hai, isake pIche bar3A gaharA kAraNa hai| kAraNa yaha hai isa jagata meM bar3A akelA ho jAtA hai| aura yaha jagata to bar3A | ki agara tuma sahI ho, to hama galata haiN| aura yaha bAta mAnanA lokatAMtrika hai| yahAM to satya kA nirNaya bhIr3a se hotA hai| yahAM ki hama galata haiM...aura hama jyAdA haiM, tuma akele ho| tuma to kitane loga mAnate haiM isase taya hotA hai ki satya hai yA nahIM! kabhI-kabhI hote ho| tuma apavAda-rUpa ho, hama niyama haiN| moge, jisa dina tumheM piyA kA gAMva dikhaaii| isalie manovaijJAnika to pAgaloM ko, buddhoM ko, eka hI gaNanA par3anA zurU hogaa| usa dina tuma itane akele ho jAoge ki tumheM meM ginate haiN| donoM ko ebanArmala kahate haiN| donoM sAmAnya nahIM haiM, khuda hI saMdeha paidA honA zurU hogA ki patA nahIM, kahIM koI bhrAMti | kucha gar3abar3a haiN| pAgala ko bhI ebanArmala kahate haiM, buddha ko bhI, to nahIM ho rahI hai? maiM kisI bhrama kA zikAra to nahIM hai? usa | mahAvIra ko bhI. kaSNa ko bhii| sAmAnya nahIM haiN| kucha cUke, vakta yAda rakhanA, bar3A zrama mAMgatA hai, bar3I zraddhA mAMgatA hai| idhara-udhara haiN| niyama nahIM haiM, apavAda haiN| ise smaraNa rkhnaa| ise mana meM niraMtara doharAte rhnaa| isakI agara manovaijJAnikoM kA basa cale to ve buddhoM ko bhI cikitsA bahuta phikara mata karanA ki loga kyA kahate haiN| eka hI kasauTI | karake ThIka kara denA caaheNge| aisA ho rahA hai| pazcima ke hai-agara tumheM AnaMda mila rahA ho to tuma phikara hI mata karanA pAgalakhAnoM meM aise kucha loga Aja baMda haiM, jo atIta ke dinoM meM ki bhrama hai ki satya! kyoMki AnaMda lakSya hai| maiM tumase yaha buddha ho gae hote| jinako bar3A sammAna milatA; kabIra aura kahanA cAhatA hUM ki agara bhrama se bhI AnaMda mila rahA ho to tuma dAdU aura nAnaka ho gae hote, ve Aja pAgalakhAnoM meM baMda haiN| vaha satya ko pheMka denA kUr3Aghara meM, kacare meN| kyoMki AnaMda mila hI | to buddha-mahAvIra ne bar3A acchA kiyA, jaldI nikala ge| Aja 1444 Jair Education International 2010_03 Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ piyA kA gAMva bar3I kaThinAI meM pdd'te| sagamatA se nikala ge| lekina buddha yA mahAvIra jaise vyakti kI maujUdagI se becainI pazcima meM to abhI bhI kitAbeM likhI jAtI haiM, jinameM siddha paidA hotI hai| aura vaha becainI yaha hai ki do meM se eka hI ThIka ho kiyA jAtA hai ki jIsasa kA dimAga kharAba thaa-nyuurottik| sakatA hai| yA to hamArI dRSTi ThIka hai yA inakA darzana ThIka hai| aura agara tuma manovaijJAnika kI bAta par3ho to bAta samajha meM tumheM aura yaha svAbhAvika mAlUma par3atA hai ki hamArI dRSTi ThIka ho, bhI aaegii| kyoMki yaha AdamI AkAza kI tarapha dekhatA hai kyoMki hamArI bhIr3a hai| hama sadiyoM meM bhare par3e haiN| buddha-mahAvIra aura kahatA hai, he pitA!-kauna pitA? isase pUcho ki kauna | kabhI-kabhI pucchala tAre kI taraha nikala jAte haiM-Ae, gae! pitA? kahAM hai? to yaha AkAza kI tarapha hAtha batAtA hai| lekina rAta ke jo sthAyI tAre haiM unakA bharosA kro| ye kisI ko nahIM dikhAI pdd'te| tuma saba sira uThAo, kisI ko buddha-mahAvIra to aise haiM ki bijalI camaka gii| aba bijalI koI pitA nahIM dikhAI pdd'te| camakane meM baiThakara kitAba par3ha sakate ho? ki dukAna kA hisAba to isa eka AdamI kI AMkha para bharosA kareM? hama sabakI lagA sakate ho? ki khAtA-bahI likha sakate ho? kisa kAma AMkhoM para saMdeha kareM? aura agara hama yaha mAna leM ki yaha ThIka | ke haiM? kAma to dIye se hI calAnA par3atA hai| bijalI camakatI hai to hama galata haiN| to phira hama ThIka hone ke lie kyA kareM? | hogI, hogI bahuta bar3I aura bar3I mahimAzAlI hogI, lekina kyA upAya kareM? usase bar3I becainI paidA hogii| usase bar3I | isakA upayoga kyA hai? ghabar3AhaTa paidA hogii| __ to jaba tumhAre jIvana meM kabhI pahalI jhalakeM AnI zurU hoMgI __ agara buddha mApadaMDa haiM, mahAvIra mApadaMDa haiM to hama ebanArmala to bar3A khatarA paidA hotA hai| khatarA yaha ki tumhArA atIta bhI haiN| to hama ThIka-ThIka mApadaMDa para, kasauTI para nahIM utara rahe haiN| kahatA hai bhUla mata jAnA, kalpanA meM mata par3a jaanaa| aura bhI to hamAre jIvana meM vaise hI to ciMtA bahuta hai, aura ciMtA bar3ha loga kahate haiM- 'koI kahe yahAM calI, koI kahe vahAM clii|' jaaegii| aura itane logoM ko kaise svastha kariyegA? tumhArA atIta bhI kahegA kahAM jA rahe ho? kyA kara rahe ho? isase jyAdA sugama aura sIdhI bAta mAlUma yaha par3atI hai ki yaha samhalo! samhAlo! eka AdamI kucha vikRta ho gayA hai| yaha kucha asAmAnya hai| maiMne kahA piyA ke gAMva calI re' agara loga bhale hote haiM to ise svIkAra kara lete haiM ki ThIka hai, ise satata smaraNa rkhnaa| ise mahAmaMtra banA lenaa| kasauTI tuma bhI raho, koI harjA nhiiN| agara loga aura bhI bhale hue to kyA hai piyA ke gAMva kI? kasauTI sirpha eka hai ki tumhArA kahate haiM, tuma avatAra ho, tIrthaMkara ho; hama tumhArI pUjA kareMge, | AnaMda bhAva bar3hatA jAe, tumhArI maganatA bar3hatI jAe, tumhArI magara gar3abar3a mata kro| hama mAne lete haiM ki tuma bhagavAna ho| ekatA bar3hatI jAe, tumhArA mana aura tumhArA hRdaya do na raha jAeM sadA-sadA tumhArI yAda rakheMge, lekina dakhalaMdAjI nhiiN| tuma eka ho jAeM; tumhArA vicAra aura tumhArA bhAva ikaTThA ho jAe, baiTho maMdira kI isa vedI pr| hama pUjA kara jAeMge, pATha kara tumhAre bhItara nirdvadvatA bar3hatI jaae| jAeMge, lekina bAjAra meM mata aao| hamAre jIvana ko nAhaka hai eka tIra jisameM donoM chide par3e haiM asta-vyasta mata kro| hama sAdhAraNajana haiM, tuma avatArI puruSa vaha dina gae ki apanA dila jigara se judA thaa| , kahAM hm| hama to hamI jaise hoNge| tumhAre jaisA prema kA eka tIra, jisameM hRdaya aura mana donoM jur3a gae haiN| eka kabhI koI huA hai? tuma to eka Izvara kA avataraNa ho isa hI tIra donoM ko cheda gayA hai| pRthvI pr| hama sAdhAraNa manuSyoM ko sAdhAraNatA se jIne do| hai eka tIra jisameM donoM chide par3e haiM agara loga bhale hote haiM to aisA karate haiN| agara loga jarA aura vaha dina gae ki apanA dila jigara se jadA thA teja-tarrAra hote haiM to ve kahate haiM, baMda karo bakavAsa! tumhArA | agara tumheM aisA anubhava hotA ho ki yaha piyA ke gAMva ke dimAga kharAba hai| sUlI para laTakA deMge, jahara pilA deNge| tuma karIba Ane se tumhAre bhItara ke khaMDa eka dUsare meM girakara akhaMDa pAgala ho| bana rahe haiM, Tukar3e-Tukar3e meM baMTA huA vyaktitva akhaMDa bana rahA 1445] 2010_03 Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - jina sUtra bhAga 2 hai, to tuma phikra mata krnaa| sArI duniyA eka tarapha ho to bhI | zraddhA bar3hatI ho, aura jisase bhI tumheM lagatA ho, jIvana kA ciMtA mata krnaa| | asata haTa rahA hai aura sata bar3ha rahA hai, phira tuma ciMtA mata aura isa akhaMDatA se hI AnaMda kA rasa bahatA hai| jitane tuma krnaa| phira tuma bilakula akele ho to bhI sahI ho| khaMDita, utane dukhii| jitane tuma akhaMDa, utanI hI rasadhAra bahatI aura khayAla rahe, duniyA meM satya bhIr3a ke pAsa nahIM hotA, hai| usa AnaMda kA bharosA krnaa| aura AnaMda bar3hatA jAe, to kabhI-kabhI akele vyaktiyoM ke pAsa hotA hai-kabhI-kabhI! sArI duniyA kahe tuma pAgala ho to svIkAra kara lenA ki hama durbhAgya hai lekina aisA hI hai| kabhI-kabhI koI ekAdha vilakSaNa pAgala haiN| lekina hama AnaMdita haiN| tuma duniyA kA dukha, ciMtA, vyakti satya ko upalabdha hotA hai| bhIr3a to bher3a-cAla calatI aura parezAnI mata cunanA kyoMki duniyA kahatI hai ki vAstavikatA hai| bhIr3a to lakIra kI phakIra hotI hai| bhIr3a to dUsare jahAM jA kucha aura hai| tuma AnaMda ko hI vAstavikatA smjhnaa| rahe haiM vahIM calatI hai|| likhe saccidAnaMda para, magara kisI ne bhI yaha phikra nahIM kI, ki namAja par3hane baiThA to usakA kurtA, pIche se eka konA uThA huA saccidAnaMda kA maulika artha kyA hogA! ye kevala bhagavAna ke thA, dhotI meM ulajhA hogA to pIche ke AdamI ne kurtA khIMcakara guNa nahIM haiM, yaha sAdhaka kI kasauTI bhI hai| jaise-jaise tumhAre ThIka kara diyaa| mullA ne socA ki zAyada kurtA khIMcanA isa bhItara sata bar3he-sata kA artha hotA hai akhaMDa bno| tumhArI masjida kA rivAja hai| to usane apane sAmanevAle AdamI kA bIiMga tumhArI AtmA bne| jaise-jaise tumhAre bhItara cita bar3he, kurtA khiiNcaa| usa AdamI ne pUchA, kyoM jI! kisalie kurtA tumhArA caitanya bar3he, behozI ghaTe, aura jaise-jaise tumhAre bhItara khIMcate ho? usane kahA, mere pIchevAle se puucho| mujhe kucha patA AnaMda bddh'e...| nhiiN| maiM to samajhA ki yahAM kA rivAja hai| ye paramAtmA ke hI guNa nahIM haiM, ye sAdhaka ke rAste ke lie tuma na mAlUma kitane logoM ke kurte khIMca rahe ho! kyoMki mApadaMDa haiM, kasauTI haiN| jaise sunAra sone ko kasane ke lie eka tumhArA kurtA khIMca diyA gayA hai| tuma socate ho, yahAM kA rivAja patthara rakhatA hai, usa para kasatA rahatA hai| kasakara dekha letA hai, hai| tuma sau meM se ninyAnabe kAma aise kara rahe ho jo ki tuma dekhate sonA hai yA nhiiN| tuma saccidAnaMda ke patthara para kasakara dekhate ho dUsare kara rahe haiN| kisI ne kahA, phalAM philma acchI cala rahI rhnaa| koI bhI anubhava ho! AnaMda detA ho, caitanya bar3hatA ho, | hai-cale! khIca diyA kisI ne kuto| khar3e haiM kyU meM, khIca rahe satya bar3hatA ho, tumhAre jIvana kA astitva majabUta hotA ho, bala haiM dUsaroM kA kurtaa| AtA ho, AtmA saghana hotI ho, tuma jyAdA keMdrita hote ho, phira tuma apanI buddhi se kabhI jIyoge? phaizana aise badalate rahate phikra chor3a denaa| haiN| jIvana ke DhaMga aise badalate rahate haiN| basa cala par3atI hai eka upaniSada ke RSiyoM kI bar3I prasiddha prArthanA hai : baat| koI calA de! usakA satata pracAra karatA rahe, cala par3atI 'asato mA sdgmy| hai| pakar3A de| isIlie to vijJApana kA itanA prabhAva ho gayA tamaso mA jyotirgmy| duniyA meN| pazcima ke vikasita mulkoM meM jo cIja bAjAra meM dasa mRtyormAamRtaM gmy|' sAla bAda AegI, dasa sAla pahale vijJApana zurU ho jAtA hai| asata se sata kA or| vaha jo bhrAmaka hai, pratIti mAtra hai, abhI vaha cIja AyI bhI nahIM bAjAra meN| AegI bhI kabhI, yaha AbhAsa mAtra hai, usase usakI ora-jo bhrAmaka nahIM, pratIti | bhI pakkA nhiiN| dasa sAla bAda kA kyA pakkA hai? lekina dasa nahIM, AbhAsa mAtra nhiiN| aMdhakAra se jyoti kI or| aura sAla pahale bAjAra meM kAma zurU ho jAtA hai, vijJApana zurU ho mRtyu se amRta kI ora le calo, he prabha! jAtA hai| kyoMki pahale bAjAra paidA karanA par3atA hai| to tamhAre bhItara jisase bhI jyoti baDhatI ho. aMdherA kama hotA bAjAra tama kaise paidA karate ho? parAne arthazAstrI kahate the ki | ho; aura jisase bhI mRtyu kA bhaya kama hotA ho aura amRta kI jahAM-jahAM mAMga hotI hai vahAM-vahAM pUrti hotI hai| jaba logoM kI 1446 2010_03 Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ piyA kA gAMva jarUrata hotI hai to koI na koI pUrti karanevAlA paidA ho jAtA hai| janmatA khUba, maratA khUba, pahuMcatA kahIM nhiiN| dhakkama-dhukke hI aba hAlata badala gii| aba to pahale mAMga paidA kro| mAMga ho khAtA rahatA hai| dhIre-dhIre dhakkA-dhukke kI aisI Adata ho yA na ho isakI phikra hI chodd'o| aba to aisA hai, pUrti hai to mAMga | jAtI hai ki vaha caina se baiTha hI nahIM sakatA akelA, jaba taka paidA kI jA sakatI hai| | bhIr3a meM na par3a jaae| jaba bhIr3a use pIsane lagatI hai saba tarapha amarIkA meM Aja se dasa sAla pahale taka ve kahate the, jisa | se, tabhI usako lagatA hai jIvita hai| AdamI ke pAsa kAra nahIM, vaha bhI koI AdamI hai? aba saba satya kA mArga akele kA mArga hai| vaha ekAMta kA mArga hai| AdamiyoM ke pAsa kAra ho gii| aba kyA karanA? kyoMki kAra bhItara jAnA hai| jo bhI cIja bAhara le jAtI hai, vaha tumheM apane se kI phaikTriyAM cala rahI haiM, unako calanA hI hai| to aba hara dUra le jaaegii| jo bhI tumhAre mana meM kisI vAsanA aura tRSNA ko AdamI ke pAsa kama se kama do kAra honI caahie| aisA tIna paidA karatI hai, vaha tumheM apane ghara se dUra le jaaegii| sAla pahale taka ve kahate the ki jisa AdamI ke ghara meM do kAra ko to zubha hai ki aisA bhAva jage, ki na aba kucha pAnA hai, na kucha rakhane kA gaireja nahIM hai vaha bhI koI AdamI hai! vaha bhI bAta badala honA hai, na kucha jAnanA hai| isI gahana bhAva meM dduubo| DUbakara gaI kyoMki phaikTriyoM ko to calanA hI hai| aba logoM ke pAsa apane hI bhItara jo saba pAne kA pAnA hai, vaha pA liyA jAtA hai| do-do kAreM bhI ho giiN| aba ve kahate haiM cAra kAra kA gaireja honA jo saba jAnane kA jAnanA hai, vaha jAna liyA jAtA hai| jo saba caahie| nae sAla ke vijJApana kaha rahe haiM ki cAra kAra kA gaireja hone kA honA hai vaha ho liyA jAtA hai| honA caahie| cAra kAra nahIM haiM? tuma bhI koI AdamI ho? tIna A jAo ki aba khalvate-gama khalvate-gama hai hoM to becainI mAlUma hogI; cAra honI caahie| aba to dila ke dhar3akane kI bhI AvAja nahIM hai hara AdamI ke pAsa kama se kama do makAna hone cAhie-eka ina paMktiyoM kA artha hai ki aba to kevala dukha kA ekAkIpana zahara meM, eka jaMgala meM, yA pahAr3a para, yA samudra ke kinaare| hai, akelApana hai| aba to dila bhI nahIM dhdd'ktaa| aba A vijJApana jora se karate raho, logoM ke mana pakar3a lie jAte haiN| | jAo! logoM ke mana calane lagate haiN| basa unake dimAga meM doharAte raho yaha nizcita hI kisI pArthiva prema ke lie kahI gaI hoNgii| ki aisA honA caahie| jitanA doharAo, utane hI asatya satya A jAo ki aba khalvate-gama khalvate-gama hai mAlUma hone lagate haiN| jinako tuma satya mAnate ho ve kevala | ki aba to kevala udAsI aura dukha kA akelApana hI bacA doharAe gae asatya haiN| hai| aba to itanA bhI koI sAtha dene ko nahIM hai| apanA dila bhI jaba upaniSada ke RSi kahate haiM, 'asato mA sadagamaya', to ve nahIM dhdd'ktaa| vaha bhI sAthI na rhaa| aisA gahana akelApana ho yaha kaha rahe haiM ki ye satya to jo bAhara se sunAI par3a rahe haiM, bahuta gayA hai| aba dila ke dhar3akane kI bhI AvAja nahIM hai| suna lie| inase to kucha satya milatA nahIM; aba to hameM | lekina jo paramAtmA kI tarapha jA rahA hai, jo piyA ke ghara kI vAstavika satya kI tarapha le clo| ye to doharAe hue jhUTha haiN| tarapha jA rahA hai, usakA ekAkIpana khalvate-gama nahIM hai| usakA kAphI dinoM se doharAe jA rahe haiM, logoM ko bharosA A gayA hai| ekAkIpana bar3A AnaMdamagna, ahobhAva se paripUrNa hai| nAcatA tuma jarA apane jIvana kI vyavasthA aura zailI kA vizleSaNa huA, khilA huA hai, sugaMdhita hai| krnaa| kyoM aise kapar3e pahane hue ho? kyoM eka khAsa mArke kI bhakta bhagavAna ko yaha nahIM kahatA ki maiM bar3A udAsa hUM, bar3A sigareTa pIte ho? kyoM eka khAsa DhaMga se calate-uThate-baiThate dukhI hUM, A jaao| dukha meM bhI kyA bulAnA! bhakta kahatA hai, ho? vizleSaNa karoge to tuma pAoge, tuma sirpha anukaraNa kara aba dekho kaisA nAca rahA! dekho kaisA gunagunA rahA hUM! dekho rahe ho| aura jo anukaraNa kara rahA hai, vaha paramAtmA taka kabhI kaise phUla khile haiM, aba to A jAo! kaisA masta hUM! kaisA nahIM phuNctaa| vaha bhIr3a meM dhakke-mukke khUba khAtA hai| tumheM pIkara magana ho rahA hUM! dUra se hI tumheM dekha rahA hUM aura mastI isI dhakkama-dhukkI ko bhAratIyoM ne kahA hai aavaagmn| meM DUbA jA rahA huuN| aba to A jaao| 447 ___ 2010_03 Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jina sUtra bhAga: 2 bhakta kA ekAkIpana bar3A AnaMdamagna hai| vahAM bhI dila ke prema kI bar3I anUThI duniyA hai| vahAM bhakta dene ko gayA hai| dhar3akane kI AvAja nahIM hai| AnaMda meM DUba jAtI hai dila ke vahAM bhakta apane ko nyochAvara karane ko gayA hai| lekina tuma dhar3akane kI aavaaj| saba AvAjeM AnaMda meM DUba jAtI haiN| prema apane ko de tabhI sakate ho, jaba tuma ho| aura tuma nyochAvara ke sAgara meM saba DUba jAtA hai| tabhI kara sakate ho, jaba tumhAre pAsa kucha ho| tumhAre pAsa sakha dhyAna rakhanA, paramAtmA ko kabhI dukha meM mata bulaanaa| dukha meM ke phala hoM to hI tuma usake caraNoM meM car3hA skoge| vakSoM ke to sabhI bulAte haiM, isIlie to AtA nhiiN| dukha bhI koI maukA phUloM ko tor3akara kaba taka apane ko dhokhA doge? ye phUla hai bulAne kA? dukha meM sabhI yAda karate haiM, rote haiM, bisUrate haiM ki usake caraNoM meM car3he hI hue haiN| unako vRkSa se tor3akara tuma usake A jAo, itanA dukhI ho rahA huuN| lekina dukha koI Ane kI caraNoM se chIna lete ho| car3hAte nahIM, mAra DAlate ho| jiMdA the, ghar3I hI nahIM hai| vasaMta meM bulAnA, sukha meM bulaanaa| aura tuma mAra ddaale| jIvaMta the, havAoM meM nAca rahe the, tumane tor3akara nAca pAoge vaha calA A rahA hai| jaise tuma nAca rahe ho, vaisA hI chIna liyaa| abhI aura khilate, khilanA chIna liyaa| tumane nAcatA vaha bhI calA A rahA hai| | paramAtmA ke caraNoM se haTA liyA aura gae aura kisI maMdira kI sukha meM hI milana hotA hai| tuma jitane sukhI ho jAo utanA murdA patthara kI mUrti para jAkara car3hA aae| khUba dhokhA de rahe ho! milana AsAna ho jaaegaa| paramAtmA bhI dukhiyoM se bacatA hai, kisako dhokhA de rahe ho? khayAla rkhnaa| dukha dUrI hai| kauna kisake dukha meM sAtha khar3A apane AnaMda ke phUla jaba car3hAoge, to hI usake caraNoM para hotA hai? lekina loga dukha meM hI use bulAte haiN| dukha kI car3hate haiN| aura taba kisI maMdira meM jAne kI jarUrata nhiiN| tuma AvAja usa taka nahIM phuNctii| pahuMcanI bhI nahIM cAhie kyoMki jahAM ho, usake caraNa tumheM khojate hue vahIM A jAte haiN| tumhAre dukha kI AvAja beImAna hai| tuma paramAtmA ko thor3e hI bulA rahe hAtha basa phUloM se bhare hoM, usake caraNa tumheM khojate hue nizcita ho! tuma sukha ko bulA rahe ho| tuma kahate ho itanA dukhI huuN| A hI A jAte haiN| jA, to thor3A sukhI ho jaauuN| tumhArI pratIkSA sukha kI hai| jaba tuma sukha meM paramAtmA ko bulAte ho to tuma paramAtmA ko hI dUsarA prazna : jaina darzana kahatA hai ki isa Are meM mokSa saMbhava bulAte ho, kyoMki sukha to A hI gayA hai| jaba koI sukha meM | nahIM hai| bAra-bAra merI samakIta kA vamana yA upazama hone kA prArthanA karatA hai to usakI koI mAMga nahIM hotii| usakI prArthanA | kyA yahI kAraNa to nahIM hai? mokSa yahIM aura abhI hai isa mAMga-mukta hotI hai| kyoMki mAMgane ko kyA hai? jaba dukha meM | dhAraNA ko pakar3a lenA kyA eka AtmavaMcanA nahIM hai? prArthanA karate ho to kSudra mAMgeM uThatI haiN| bhakta to kahatA hai jaina darzana kyA kahatA hai isakA koI mUlya nahIM hai| jina kyA tU jo kahe to dila bhI dUM, jAna bhI , jigara bhI dUM kahate haiM isakA mUlya hai| jaina darzana to paMDitoM ne nirmita kiyaa| go maiM gadAe-izka hUM mujhako na benavAM samajha paMDita to bar3I tarakIbeM khojatA hai| eka tarakIba sadA se paMDita yadyapi maiM prema kA bhikhArI hUM, lekina mujhe kaMgAla mata | kI rhii| vaha sadA yaha kahatA hai ki jo atIta meM saMbhava thA, vaha smjhnaa| bhakta bhagavAna se kahatA hai| mAnA ki tere dvAra para | aba saMbhava nahIM hai| bhIkha mAMgane ke lie khar3A hUM lekina mujhe kaMgAla mata smjhnaa| musalamAna kahate haiM-musalamAna paMDita--ki paigaMbara aba tU jo kahe to dila bhI dUM, jAna bhI dUM, jigara bhI dUM nahIM hoNge| jo mohammada ke lie saMbhava thA, vaha aba kisI aura go maiM gadAe-izka hUM ke lie saMbhava nahIM hai| -prema kA bhikhArI huuN| agara aisA hI hai to paramAtmA bar3A kRpaNa mAlUma hotA hai, bar3A mujhako na benavAM samajha kaMjUsa mAlUma hotA hai| eka mohammada ko paidA karake cuka gayA? --lekina mujhe kaMgAla mata samajha; dene ko AyA huuN| bahuta bAMjha mAlUma hotA hai| aura anyAyI bhI mAlUma hotA hai| 1448 2010_03 Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ piyA kA gAMva kyoMki kisI kAla meM paidA kiyA aura aba nahIM krtaa| yaha vaha saba girA detA hai| jahAM-jahAM tumane tarakIbeM nikAla rakhI bAta vyartha mAlUma hotI hai| isake pIche kAraNa kucha aura hai| thIM, una saba tarakIboM ke prANa khIMca letA hai| jahAM-jahAM tumane musalamAna paMDita nahIM cAhatA ki aba kisI aura ko mohammada | dhokhe banA rakhe the, una saba dhokhoM ko ughAr3akara nagna kara detA hai| svIkAra kare, kisI aura ko paigaMbara svIkAra kre| kyoMki eka vaha tumhArI sArI AtmavaMcanA tor3a detA hai| hI paigaMbara kAphI asta-vyasta kara gyaa| usI ko to IsAI ThIka hI kahate haiM ki AkhirI...! basa aba bahata ho samhAla-samhAlakara vyavasthita karane meM itanA samaya laga gayA, | gyaa| aba aura dubArA nhiiN| jaina kahate haiM, mahAvIra caubIsaveM taba to usa para kabjA kara paae| taba to usako bAMdhakara, jaMjIroM tIrthaMkara-basa khatama! aba Age nhiiN| meM DAlakara masjida meM kaida kara paae| kurAna kI pothI meM baMda kara yaha roka lene kI pravRtti karIba-karIba duniyA ke sabhI dharmoM meM pAe baamushkil| aba phira koI nikala Ae, phira saba gar3abar3a hai| lekina samaya se mokSa kA kyA saMbaMdha? itanA maiM mAnatA hUM ho jaae| paMDita bar3I muzkila se vyavasthA juTA pAtA hai| ki kucha samaya hote haiM, taba mokSa thor3A AsAna; aura kucha samaya IsAI kahate haiM ki jIsasa akele beTe haiM paramAtmA ke| koI hote haiM, taba thor3A ktthin| lekina asaMbhava kabhI bhI nhiiN| kucha dUsarA beTA nahIM--ikalaute beTe! aura bAkI ye saba loga kyA samaya nizcita hote haiM, jaba mokSa thor3A AsAna hai| haiM? yaha sArA astitva phira kyA hai, agara jIsasa akele beTe hara cIja ke lie yaha sahI hai| varSA meM vRkSoM kA bar3hanA AsAna haiM? yaha sArA astitva usI se paidA huA hai| vaha bApa sirpha hai| garmI meM thor3A kaThina ho jAtA hai, lekina asaMbhava nhiiN| jIsasa kA nahIM ho sakatA, sabhI kA hai| samAnarUpeNa sabhI kA | agara pAnI sIMcane kI vyavasthA kI to garmI meM bhI bddh'eNge| aise hI bddh'eNge| koI bAdhA nahIM hai| aura jIsasa niraMtara doharAte rahe ki jo merA pitA hai vaha tumhArA | ___ manuSya kI jIvana-yAtrA meM bhI aise bahuta-se pala Ate haiM, jaba bhI pitA hai| lekina IsAI paMDita doharatA hai ki nahIM, ikalaute mokSa AsAna ho jAtA hai| khAsakara una kSaNoM meM, jaba buddha yA bette| kyoM? kyoMki bAmuzkila vaha iMtajAma jamA pAyA do | | mahAvIra jaisA vyakti mokSa ko upalabdha hotA hai, to vaha dvAra hajAra sAla meN| do hajAra sAla meM jIsasa ko miTAne meM vaha kholakara khar3A ho jAtA hai| usa vakta jinakI thor3I bhI himmata saphala ho paayaa| lIpa-pota DAlA usane sb| jo bhI krAMti kI hotI hai, sAhasa hotA hai, ve mokSa kI yAtrA para gatimAna ho jAte saMbhAvanA thI, saba samApta kara dii| do hajAra sAla laga gae isa haiN| agara mahAvIra jaise vyakti kI maujUdagI meM bhI tumhAre bhItara eka AdamI ke aMgAra ko bujhAne meM yA rAkha se DhAMkane meN| aba | sAhasa paidA nahIM hotA to jaba mahAvIra jaisA vyakti tumheM na phira koI aMgAra ho jAe, phira koI udaghoSaNA kara de, phira jhaMjhaTa milegA, taba tumameM sAhasa paidA hogA isakI AzA karanA kaThina paidA ho| yahadiyoM ne isIlie jIsasa ko mArA ki isa AdamI ne hai| taba tuma dhAre ke sAtha baha sakate ho| mahAvIra eka lahara kI upadrava khar3A kara diyaa| taraha haiN| havA jA rahI hai dUsare kinAre kI tarapha, tuma nAva meM pAla jAgrata puruSa vidrohI hogA hii| jAgrata puruSa aisI bAteM kahegA | bAMdha do aura chor3a do; patavAra bhI nahIM calAnI pdd'tii| hI, jo aMdhoM ke samAja ko becaina kreNgii| jAgrata puruSa isa taraha to anukUla samaya hote haiM, pratikUla samaya hote haiM, yaha bAta kI jIvana dizA degA hI. jisase bhIDa-bhaDakkA meM calanevAle saca hai| anakala deza hote haiM. pratikala loga bar3I duvidhA meM par3eMge, aba kyA kareM! umra hotI hai, pratikUla umra hotI hai| suavasara hote haiM, jinakA kyoMki jAgrata puruSa vikalpa detA hai| aura jAgrata puruSa eka | koI upayoga kara le to jaldI ghaTanA ghaTa jaae| kaThina avasara vaikalpika samAja bhI detA hai| vaha kahatA hai, yahI ekamAtra mArga hote haiN| lekina asaMbhava hai isa Are meM kisI vyakti kA mokSa nahIM hai, jisa para tuma cala rahe ho| yaha to koI mArga hI nahIM hai| pAnA, yaha bAta phijUla hai| kyoMki paramAtmA ke lie saba samaya aura jAgrata puruSa kA bala, usakI cuMbakIya zakti saba cIjoM ko samAna haiN| aura tuma jAnakara cakita hooge, yaha dhAraNA sabhI asta-vyasta kara jAtI hai| jahAM-jahAM tumane gharagUle banA rakhe the, | kAloM meM rahI hai| jIsasa ko yahUdiyoM ne kahA ki tuma pA nahIM 449 ___ 2010_03 Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jina sUtra bhAgaH2 lie ho| mahAvIra ko sabhI ne thor3e hI tIrthaMkara svIkAra kara meM kyoM le jAnA? agara samAdhi bAra-bAra cUka jAtI hai to bhUla liyA thaa| bahuta thor3e-se logoM ne svIkAra kiyA thaa| adhika ne khojo| kahIM cUka kara rahe ho, use khojo| kucha rUpAMtaraNa to yahI kahA ki saba bakavAsa hai| buddha ko sabhI ne thor3e hI | kro| mArga khojo, agara bIhar3a meM kho gae ho| svIkAra kiyA thaa| adhika to haMse aura adhika ne kahA ki saba / lekina jo AdamI jaMgala meM kho gayA ho, vaha kahane lage, isa bAtacIta hai, saba kalpanA kA jAla hai, kavitA hai| paMcama kAla meM kahIM mArga milatA hai ? baiTha jaae| to zAyada mArga isa samaya meM bhI ghaTanA ghaTa sakatI hai| isa samaya meM bhI mokSa do vakSoM ke pAra hI ho. jarA-sI jhADI kI oTa meM paDA ho to bhI ko upalabdha vyakti haiN| aisA to kabhI nahIM huA ki mokSa ko cUka jaaegaa| upalabdha vyakti na hoN| kabhI kama, kabhI jyAdA, yaha bAta saca aura isa taraha ke khataranAka tarka svayaMsiddha ho jAte haiN| jaba hai| kabhI hajAroM kI saMkhyA meM bhI eka sAtha, kabhI uMgaliyoM para vaha baiTha jAegA aura calegA nahIM, mArga khojegA nahIM, kahegA ki gine jA skeN| paMcama kAla meM kahIM ho sakatA hai? kaliyuga meM koI mokSa ko Aja uMgaliyoM para gine jA sakeM itane hI vyakti mokSa ko gayA hai? ye bAteM hotI thIM pahale, satayuga meN| aba kahAM? yaha upalabdha haiN| lekina mArga rukA nhiiN| saMkarA bhalA ho, calane meM to aMdhere kA samaya hai| aba kahAM? yaha to bhaTakane kA, pApa kA thor3A durgama bhI ho| yuga hai| aba kahAM? lekina jisane pUchA hai, usake pUchane kA kyA kAraNa hogA? aisA socakara baiTha gayA to phira hogA nhiiN| aura jaba hogA | pUchA hai : 'jaina darzana kahatA hai isa Are meM mokSa saMbhava nahIM hai|' | nahIM to vaha socegA, nizcita hI jo maiM socatA thA, jo maiMne sunA agara mokSa bhI samaya para nirbhara ho to kyA khAka mokSa rhaa| thA ki isa Are meM mokSa nahIM hotA, bilakula ThIka hai| zata mokSa kA matalaba hai svtNtrtaa| agara svataMtratA bhI zartabaMda ho ki pratizata ThIka hai| jaise-jaise vaha yaha socatA jAegA, vaise-vaise kabhI ho sakatI hai aura kabhI nahIM ho sakatI to mokSa bhI baMdhana hI | milanA asaMbhava hotA jaaegaa| yaha to duSTacakra ho jaaegaa| use milegaa| pAnA cAhanevAlA honA caahie| pAne kI adamya | samaya nahIM hai, jaba mokSa saMbhava na ho| hAM, aisA ho sakatA hai cAha honI caahie| kabhI kaThina, kabhI srl| kaThina aura sarala bhI mokSa ke kAraNa 'bAra-bAra merI samakIta kA upazama yA vamana hone kA kyA nahIM, logoM kI manodazAoM ke kaarnn|| yahI to kAraNa nahIM hai?' koI yuga hotA hai, bar3A AtyaMtika rUpa se bhautikavAdI hotA jarA bhI nhiiN| jisane pachA hai vaha kaha rahA hai ki merA dhyAna hai| loga mAnate hI nahIM ki jIvana ke bAda koI jIvana hai| loga bAra-bAra cUka jAtA hai, merI samAdhi bAra-bAra chUTa jAtI hai, mAnate hI nahIM ki AtmA jaisI koI vastu hai| loga mAnate hI nahIM isakA kAraNa yahI to nahIM? to tarakIba khoja rahe ho tuma, ki ki paramAtmA hai| to svabhAvataH kaThina ho jAtA hai| Are meM tarakIba mila jAe, samaya meM tarakIba mila jaae| yaha jaba loga mAnate haiM aura zraddhA kA vAtAvaraNa hotA hai ki AtmA paMcama kAla, kaliyuga, isameM kahIM mokSa huA hai? to tumako hai, paramAtmA hai aura khojanA hai...| tumhAre ghara meM agara tuma mAna rAhata mila gii| tumane kahA, to phira hamArI koI galatI nahIM hai| hI lo ki khajAnA nahIM hai to khoja baMda ho jAtI hai| milane kI hama to dhyAna ThIka hI sAdha rahe the| aba samaya hI pratikUla hai to saMbhAvanA kama ho jAtI hai| khajAnA apane Apa hI nikala Ae hama kyA kara sakate haiM? to bAta alaga; anyathA milegA kaise? kabhI bhUla-cUka se gira nahIM, isa taraha apanA dAyitva samaya para mata chodd'o| kyoMki par3o khajAne para, bAta alaga, anyathA milegA kaise? lekina jo agara samaya para tumane dAyitva chor3a diyA to jo saMbhava thA vaha | mAnatA hai ki khajAnA hai, vaha khojatA hai| mAnyatA se khoja phira nizcita hI asaMbhava ho jaaegaa| agara samAdhi cUka-cUka nikala AtI hai| khoja se saMbhAvanA sugama ho jAtI hai| jAtI hai to kahIM tumhArI bhUla hai| sIdhI-sI bAta ko itane jAla | maiM tumase kahatA hUM, mokSa saMbhava hai| kyoMki mokSa tumhArI 450 2010_03 Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ piyA kA gAMva AtyaMtika dazA hai| isakA samaya se kucha lenA-denA nhiiN| mokSa hI nahIM; kyoMki dUsare paMDitoM ne unako samajhAyA hai ki isa Are tumhArA hI svabhAva hai, ise ughAr3ane kI jarUrata hai| mokSa tuma meM saMbhava hI nahIM hai| lekara hI Ae ho| thor3e parde par3e haiN| parde haTAne haiN| yaha to bar3A upadrava kA jAla hai| eka AdamI kinAre baiThA hai to isa taraha kI jhUThI bAtoM meM mata pdd'naa| hAlAMki isa taraha aura kahatA hai, yaha nadI athAha hai| isameM koI thAha le hI nahIM kI jhUThI bAteM pakar3ane kA bar3A rasa hai mana ko| kyoMki taba jhaMjhaTa | sktaa| usase tuma pUchoge, tumane lI? miTI, zrama miTA, sAdhanA gii| aba koI jarUrata na rhii| aba | tumane koziza kI? kama se kama tuma DubakI lagAe? vaha tuma jo karanA hai kro| isa Are meM mokSa hotA nhiiN| | kahatA hai, DubakI lagAne se sAra kyA hai? hamase pahale koI baiThA tamhArI samAdhi agara caka rahI hai to tamhArI samAdhi meM bhala | thA, vaha kaha gayA yaha athAha hai| usase pachA thA ki DabakI hai| agara do aura do pAMca ho rahe haiM to phira se gaNita kro| yA | lagAI thI? usake guru usako batA gae the ki DubakI vyartha hai| do aura do tIna hI raha jAte haiM, phira se jodd'o| yaha kahakara mata | maiM tumase kahatA hUM, vahI AdamI hakadAra hai kahane kA jisane baiTha jAo ki hogA nhiiN| | DubakI lagAI ho| aura bar3e maje kI bAta yaha hai, jisane bhI to jinane bhI tumheM aisA samajhAyA hai ki hogA nahIM, ve dharma ke | DubakI lagAI, usane pA hI liyaa| kinAre para baiThanevAle loga duzmana haiN| kyoMki dharma kI isase bar3I duzmanI kyA hogI ki koI | pAne ke zrama se bacanA cAhate haiM, lekina yaha bhI nahIM mAnanA samajhA de ki aba mokSa asaMbhava hai? vaha to tumheM hatAza kara cAhate ki hama kAhila haiM, susta haiM, alAla haiM, tAmasI haiN| samaya degaa| vaha to tumhAre bhItara se AzA kA sArA dIyA bujhA degaa| para doSa TAla dete haiN| samaya hI kharAba hai| isa samaya meM isa nadI vaha to tumase sArI kiraNa chIna legA, utsAha chIna legaa| kI thAha nahIM mila sktii| nadI kI thAha hai to kabhI bhI mila pUchA hai : 'mokSa yahIM aura abhI, isa dhAraNA ko pakar3a lenA | sakatI hai| DubakI lagAnevAlA caahie| kyA eka AtmavaMcanA nahIM hai?' | maiM tumase kahatA hUM, mila sakatA hai; kyoMki milA hai| agara AtmavaMcanA isa dhAraNA ko pakar3anA hai ki mokSa abhI nahIM ho cUka hotI ho to apanI cUka sudhaaro| sktaa| abhI aura yahIM ho sakatA hai, isase to koI hAni | maiM to tumase kahatA hUM, Izvara agara na bhI ho to bhI phikra mata honevAlI nahIM hai| nahIM huA to nahIM huaa| ho gayA to dvAra khule kro| khojo| honA jarUrI nahIM hai khoja ke lie, hai aisI AsthA svarga ke| bhara jarUrI hai| khojo| agara nahIM hogA to patA cala jAegA, agara khajAnA ghara meM dabA par3A hai, maiM kahatA hUM, khojo| agara nahIM hai| lekina usa patA calane meM bhI tumhAre jIvana meM bar3A nahIM milA to bhI kyA khoyA? khojane meM thor3e hAtha-paira majabUta AvirbhAva ho jAegA caitanya kaa| hI ho jAeMge, aura kucha bhI na hogaa| agara mila gayA to milaa| khudA na sahI AdamI kA khvAba sahI lekina tama agara baiThe rahe aura na khojA to par3A bhI rahe khajAnA, koI hasIna najArA to hai najara ke lie to bhI nahIM milegaa| kyA phikra karanI ki Izvara nahIM hai| na shii| calo, AdamI __ maiM tumase kahatA hUM: jIvana ko sadA vidhAyaka dRSTi se dekho, | kA sapanA shii| nakArAtmaka dRSTi se nhiiN| khojakara dekho| mujhe khojakara milA | koI hasIna najArA to hai najara ke lie| hai, isIlie tumheM bhI mila sakatA hai| maiM tumhArA samasAmayika koI suMdara sapanA to sahI! usa suMdara sapane ke sahAre tuma suMdara huuN| tumhAre sAmane baiThA huuN| usI samaya meM, usI jagaha meM, jahAM ho jAoge-cAhe sapanA ho yA na ho| usa suMdara sapane ko tuma ho| | dekhate-dekhate tuma suMdara ho jAoge-cAhe koI khudA ho na ho| jo paMDita tumase kaha rahe haiM ki isa Are meM saMbhava nahIM hai, unase phUloM kI talAza karanevAlA phUloM jaisA ho jAtA hai| kyoMki pUcho, kyA tumane pUrI koziza kara lI? kyA tumane AkhirI hama jo khojate haiM vaise ho jAte haiN| sugaMdha kA khojI sugaMdha se bhara koziza kara lI? to tuma akasara pAoge unhoMne koziza kI jAtA hai| satya kA khojI, satya ho yA na ho, satya ho jAtA hai| 1451 2010_03 Page #18 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jina sUtra bhAga : 2 - hama jo khojate haiM vahI ho jAte haiN| saMbhava hai kala bole bhI to svIkAra na ho tuma kabhI gaura se dekho| dhana khojanevAle AdamI ko tuma gaura | yaha bhI mumakina hai, kala rUThane-manAne ko se dekho| usakI zakla para vaisI hI bhAvadazA bana jAtI hai jaisI yaha rAta na ho, yaha bAta na ho, yaha pyAra na ho rupayoM para hotI hai--vaisI hI ghisI-piTI, calI-calAI, hajAra | hareka bhakti ke sAtha cala rahI virakti hAtha meM gujarI, ghinaunii| kaMjUsa AdamI ke cehare ko dekho| vaisA | hareka rAga kA AMcala pakar3e hai virAga hI ceharA lagane lagatA hai| jaisA ghisA-pisA rupyaa| kaI hAthoM khir3akI para aise hI phira na ghaTA aMgar3AegI se cala-calakara cikanA ho gyaa| tela-sA bahatA mAlama hotA karanA hai to tuma byAha sapana kA abhI karo hai cehare se| yaha samaya dubArA lauTa nahIM AegA kAmI AdamI ko dekho| to usakI AMkhoM meM eka kAmanA kA bharanA hai to mAMga milana kI abhI bharo jvara, eka bukhAra, eka uttaap| jisane gAyA hai, zAyada sAMsArika prema ke lie gAyA hai, lekina paramAtmA ke khojI ko dekho, paramAtmA hai yA nahIM chodd'o| paramAtmA ke prema ke lie bhI bAta itanI hI sahI hai| kyoMki binA khoje patA bhI kaise calegA ki hai yA nhiiN-chodd'o| karanA hai to tuma byAha sapana kA abhI karo lekina paramAtmA ke khojI ko dekho| paramAtmA na ho, paramAtmA yaha samaya dubArA lauTa nahIM AegA ke khojI to haiM: unako dekho| paramAtmA ho yA na ho, ve dhIre-dhIre bharanA hai to mAMga milana kI abhI bharo paramAtma-rUpa ho jAte haiN| abhI ke atirikta koI aura 'kabhI' hai bhI nhiiN| kabhI para khudA na sahI AdamI kA khvAba sahI TAlA to sadA ke lie ttaalaa| kahA 'kala', to phira kabhI koI hasIna najArA to hai najara ke lie saMbhava na ho skegaa| yahI samaya hai tumhAre paas| paMcama kAla aura kala para mata TAlo kyoMki kala kA koI bharosA nhiiN| jo kaho, kaliyuga kaho, bhraSTa, patita, pApI-magara yahI samaya hai karanA hai Aja kara lo| jo karanA hai abhI kara lo| kyoMki tumhAre paas| isase anyathA tumhAre pAsa koI kAla hai nhiiN| abhI ke tuma mAlika ho| kala ke tuma mAlika nhiiN| yahI samaya kIcar3a meM hI par3e ho mAnA; lekina kamala kIcar3a meM hI paidA tumheM milA hai| baMdhana cAho to ho sakatA hai| mokSa cAho to ho | hote haiN| kIcar3a ko doSa mata dete raho, kamala hone kI ceSTA sakatA hai| | kro| aura dhyAna rakho, mahAvIra ke samaya meM sabhI mahAvIra na the| aba yaha bar3e maje kI bAta hai| baMdhana to pahale bhI hotA thA, | sabhI kIcar3a kamala nahIM ho gae the| aura Aja bhI sabhI kIcar3a baMdhana aba bhI hotA hai| mokSa pahale hI hotA thA, mokSa aba nahIM | kIcar3a nahIM haiN| Aja bhI kIcar3a meM koI kamala khilA hai| hotaa| yaha tarka jarA jaMcatA nhiiN| bImArI pahale bhI hotI thI, lekina agara tumane eka bAra yaha mAna liyA ki Aja ho hI nahIM svAsthya pahale bhI hotA thA, bImArI aba bhI hotI hai, svAsthya | | sakatA to mahAvIra bhI tumhAre sAmane khar3e ho jAeM, tuma kahoge aba nahIM hotaa| jo AdamI bImAra ho sakatA hai, vaha svastha kyoM kisI ne svAMga bharA hai| mahAvIra ho hI nahIM skte| nahIM ho sakatA? aura jisa AdamI ke hAtha meM jaMjIreM par3a sakatI| magara yaha tumhArI dRSTi mahAvIra ko koI nukasAna nahIM haiM, vaha jaMjIreM kyoM nahIM tor3a sakatA? | pahaMcAtI, tamhIM ko nukasAna pahaMcAtI hai| agara mahAvIra nahIM ho jaba kArAgRha ke bhItara Ane kA upAya hai to jisa daravAje se sakate to phira tuma ge| phira tumhArA koI bhaviSya nhiiN| phira bhItara AyA jAtA hai, usI se to bAhara bhI jAyA jAtA hai| jaba tuma kisalie ho? phira tumhArA koI abhiprAya nhiiN| jisa kArAgRha ke bhItara A gae to eka bAta pakkI hai ki bAhara bhI jagata meM mukti saMbhava na ho, jisa samaya meM mukti saMbhava na ho, jAyA jA sakatA hai| magara ve hI loga jA pAeMge, jo Aja kA | usa samaya meM marane ke atirikta phira aura kyA hogA? upayoga kara leNge| jIvana hai to do hI saMbhAvanAeM haiM: mauta yA mokss| agara mokSa ghaMghaTa meM zarmAnevAlI yaha nizigaMdhA ho hI nahIM sakatA to phira jIvana kA eka hI artha raha 452 2010_03 Page #19 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ piyA kA gAMva MARATHI gayA--maranA, mRtyu| to uThe roja, khAe-pIe roja, soe nirbhara hai| eka bAta khayAla rakhanA atyaMta mahatvapUrNa--ki roja-sArI taiyArI kI, basa marane ke lie? aMtataH mare! to rAma bano to ceSTA karanI par3egI, rAvaNa binA ceSTA ke bana sakate sAra kyA hai? do dina pahale mare to harja kyA? do sAla pahale ho| rAvaNa banane ke lie ceSTA nahIM karanI pdd'tii| rAvaNa binA mare to harja kyA? aura paidA hI na hote to kyA harja thA? yA paidA mehanata ke AdamI bana jAtA hai| jo kucha bhI na banegA vaha rAvaNa hote mara gae to kyA ronA! agara mauta hI honI hai, kucha aura ho bana jaaegaa| rAvaNa ke bhItara rAma soyA hai| rAma ke bhItara rAvaNa hI nahIM sakatA, to phira jIvana kA koI artha nahIM hai| mokSa ho | jAga gayA hai| basa itanA hI bheda hai| sakatA hai isIlie artha hai| tuma agara soe ho to maiM kahatA hUM, jAganA bhI ho sakatA hai| mastI meM gAte hue marda samaya, yuga kI vyartha bAteM mata utthaao| apanI bhUleM svIkAra dhUpa meM baiThe bAloM meM kaMghI karatI huI nAriyAM kro| aise bahAne mata khojo| yaha AtmavaMcanA hai| ye bar3I titaliyoM ke pIche daur3ate hue bacce tarkayukta tarakIbeM haiM ahaMkAra ko bacA lene kI, surakSA kii| phulavAriyoM meM phUla cunatI huI sukumAriyAM sIdhA-sIdhA dekho| jahAM galatI mAlUma par3atI ho use sudhaaro| ye saba ke saba Izvara haiM jahAM nIce kA khiMcAva mAlUma par3atA hai use todd'o| jahAM Upara kyoMki jaise IsA aura rAma Ae the, uThane meM kaThinAI mAlUma par3atI hai usakA abhyAsa kro| ye bhI usI prakAra Ae haiM dhIre-dhIre iMca-iMca calakara mokSa nirmita hotA hai| aura Izvara kI kucha thor3I vibhUti bUMda-bUMda girakara sAgara bharatA hai| apane sAtha lAe haiM to upadezako! Ao hama ImAnadAra baneM Aja itanA hii| aura mAnavatA ko DarAeM nahIM, balki yaha kaheM ki jisa sarovara kA jala pIkara tuma pachatAte ho| usa tAlAba kA pAnI hamane bhI pIyA hai aura jaise tuma haMsa-haMsakara rote aura ro-rokara haMsate ho isI taraha haMsI aura rudana se bharA jIvana hamane bhI jIyA hai ganImata hai ki hara pApI kA bhaviSya hai jaise hara saMta kA atIta hotA hai AdamI ghabar3Akara vyartha rotA hai maiM dAnava se choTA nahIM, na vAmana se bar3A hUM sabhI manuSya eka hI manuSya haiM sabake sAtha maiM AliMgana meM khar3A hUM vaha jo hArakara baiTha gayA usake bhItara merI hI hAra hai vaha jo jItakara A rahA hai| usakI jaya meM merI hI jaya-jayakAra hai mahAvIra tumhArI hI jIta haiN| rAma tumhArI hI vijaya-yAtrA haiN| rAvaNa tumhArI hI hAra hai| jIsasa tumhArI hI bajatI huI vINA, judAsa tumhArA hI TUTA huA tAra hai| donoM tumhArI saMbhAvanA haiM-rAma aura raavnn| aura tuma para 453 ___ 2010_03