Jinsutra Lecture 45 Jivan Taiyari Hai Mrutyu Pariksha Hai

Author(s): Osho Rajnish
Publisher: Osho Rajnish
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/340145/1

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caudahavAM pravacana jIvana taiyArI hai, mRtyu parIkSA hai

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c. com . COM prazna-sAra bhagavAna zrI kI AMkhoM se niraMtara AzIrvAda kI vrssaa| unake dRSTipAta mAtra se zarIra meM kaMpana va aMtartama meM bI kI cubhn| mRtyu ghaTita hotI-sI lgnaa| phira bhI AtyaMtika-mRtyu kyoM nahIM? bhagavAna zrI ke sAnidhya se bhItara prema-pravAha prAraMbha hara vyakti, hara vastu ke prti|| premapUrita hokara kisI se gale lagane ko bar3hane para dUsare dvArA saMkoca va anutsAha, praznakartA kA pIche haTa jaanaa| mArgadarzana kI mAMga! tUne ATA lagAyA aura phNsaayaa| aba hama akele tar3apa rahe haiM! jimmevAra kauna? bhagavAna zrI, terI raz2A pUrI ho| SHREE 2010_03

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halA prazna: ApakI AMkhoM se niraMtara AzIrvAda | hotA hai| jahAM tuma miTe, paramAtmA huaa| tumhAre miTe binA vaha barasatA-sA pratIta hotA hai, madhura aura slonaa| | ho bhI nahIM sktaa| tuma bahuta jagaha ghere ho| usake lie zrotAoM para ApakI AMkheM ghUmatI haiM aura jaise hI | avakAza nahIM hai bhItara Ane ko| miTo, maro, vidA hoo, mujha para par3atI haiM, lagatA hai koI bI mere aMtartama meM chida tAki vaha A ske| aura tuma hI tumhArI bImArI ho| lekina isa gyii| sArA zarIra kAMpa jAtA hai| mRtyu-sI ghaTita hotI hai| bImArI ko tumane apanA zRMgAra samajhA hai| isa ahaMkAra ko tumane lekina AtyaMtika-matya kyoM nahIM ghaTa jAtI? apanI AtmA samajhA hai| isase bhala ho rahI hai| jo mere pAsa AyeMge, ve cAhe kisI kAraNa se mere pAsa A rahe vaha bhI ghttegii| thor3I pratIkSA, thor3I bATa johanI hogii| prAraMbha hoM, maiM unheM pAsa marane ke lie hI bulA rahA huuN| maiM unheM svAda denA ho gayA hai| dhIre-dhIre marane kI kalA AtI hai| itanA sAhasa nahIM cAhatA hUM mRtyu kaa| eka bUMda bhI tuma cakha lo mRtyu kI, to mRtyu hotA ki eka chalAMga meM AdamI mara jaae| rattI-rattI chaTatA hai| ke dvAra se hI amata kI pahalI jhalaka milatI hai| matya ke lekina eka-eka kadama se calakara hajAroM mIla kI yAtrA pUrI ho AvaraNa meM chipA hai amRt| mRtyu kI oTa meM chipA hai prmaatmaa| jAtI hai| isalie ciMtA kA koI kAraNa nahIM hai| jaba maMsUra ko sUlI lagI, to vaha AkAza kI tarapha dekhakara aura dhyAna nizcita hI mRtyu jaisA hai| kyoMki jise hamane khilakhilAkara haMsane lgaa| kisI ne pUchA usa bhIr3a meM se jo jIvana kahA hai vaha jIvana nahIM hai| aura jise hamane aba taka mRtyu usakI hatyA kara rahI thI ki kyA dekhakara haMsa rahe ho? to maMsUra samajhA hai vaha mRtyu nahIM hai| hama bar3e dhokhe meM haiN| jise hama jIvana ne kahA, tuma jise mRtyu samajha rahe ho, vaha mere paramAtmA se merA kahate haiM, vaha kevala eka sapanA hai| aura jise hama mRtyu kahate milana kA dvAra hai| use maiM khar3A dekha rahA huuN| vaha hAtha phailAye haiM, vaha hai kevala isa sapane kA TUTa jaanaa| lekina cUMki sapane ko bAhuoM meM lene ko tatpara hai| tuma yahAM mujhe mAro ki vahAM maiM usake hama satya mAnate haiM, jora se pakar3ate haiM use, chAtI se lagAye rakhate | AliMgana meM giraa| isalie haMsa rahA hUM ki tumheM kisI ko haiM use| jIvana ko jora se pakar3ane ke kAraNa hI mauta dukhadAyI | dikhAyI nahIM par3atA! vaha bilakula sAmane khar3A hai| idhara mere mAlUma hotI hai| anyathA mRtyu meM koI dukha nahIM hai| mRtyu vizrAma | marane kI dera hai ki udhara milana huaa| jaldI karo, dera kyoM lagA hai, virAma hai| jIvana ko galata samajhA hai, isalie mRtyu ke | rahe ho? saMbaMdha meM bhI galata dRSTi bana gayI hai| jinhoMne bhI svayaM ko jAnA, unhoMne jAnA, mRtyu kacare ko le dhyAna hai mRtyu ko ThIka-ThIka jAnanA, phcaannaa| ahaMkAra ko jAtI hai, sone ko to chor3a jAtI hai| vyartha ko bahA le jAtI hai, dhIre-dhIre DubAnA aura khonaa| jahAM tuma nahIM hote, vahIM paramAtmA sArthaka ko to nikhAra jAtI hai, sApha-sutharA kara jAtI hai| mRtyu 263 2010_03

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MENT jina satra bhAga: varadAna hai| aura jise mRtyu meM bhI varadAna dikha gayA, use phira phira cUkoge, phira utaroge janma ke gaDDe meM, phira bhaTakoge inhIM kahAM varadAna na dikhegA! jisane mRtyu meM bhI paramAtmA ke hAtha dekha aMdherI galiyoM meM, phira inhIM kaMTakAkIrNa mArgoM para, phira inhIM liye, svabhAvataH jIvana meM to usake hAtha dekha hI legaa| usane vAsanAoM kI, inhIM krodha-kAmanAoM kI, lobha, mada-matsara kI bhIr3a meM phira kho jaaoge| jaba taka tuma mRtyu meM jIvana kA sUtra na khoja loge, taba taka isalie kahatA hUM, dhyAna mRtyu hai| aura agara tumane mujhe gaura se tumheM bAra-bAra janmanA hogA, maranA hogaa| tuma phira-phira bheje | dekhA, to usa gaura ke kSaNa meM dhyAna kI thor3I-sI jhalaka tumheM jAoge, kyoMki parIkSA meM tuma uttIrNa nahIM hote| jIvana taiyArI | aayegii| agara tumane zAMta hokara mujhe dekhA, to zAMti ke kSaNa meM hai, mRtyu parIkSA hai| parIkSA aMta meM hai, svbhaavtH| jIvanabhara | bI cubhegii| cubhanI hI caahie| vahI prayojana hai merA aura taiyArI karate haiM hama, taiyArI kisalie? kabhI socA mRtyu aMta meM | tumhArA yahAM hone kA ki maiM tumheM thor3e mRtyu ke darzana de duuN| aura kyoM AtI hai? parIkSA ko aMta meM AnA hI hogaa| mRtyu jIvana | eka bAra tumheM mRtyu kI jhalaka Ane lage aura rasadhAra bahane lage, kI samApti nahIM hai| jIvanabhara meM tumane kucha sIkhA, kucha jAnA, aura tuma dekho ki are, kaisA nAsamajha thA, mRtyu to varadAna hai, kucha nicor3A, kucha sAra hAtha AyA, isakI parIkSA hai| agara aba taka maiMne abhizApa samajhA! basa, phira tumheM koI DigA na kucha sAra hAtha AyA ho, to mRtyu tumheM mAra nahIM paatii| agara skegaa| phira tuma cala par3e sIdhI Dagara pr| phira milI raah| kucha bhI hAtha na AyA ho, to mRtyu tumheM mAra pAtI hai| phira pheMke | aba tumhArI dizA ucita huii| jAte ho janma meN| jo mRtyu se cUkA, phira jnmegaa| jaise-jaise mRtyu kA rasa bar3hane lagegA, vaise-vaise jise tuma mRtyu se cUkane ke kAraNa hI janma hai| jo mRtyu ko jAgakara jI | jIvana kahate ho, isase hAtha chUTane lgeNge| maiM tumase yaha nahIM liyA, saubhAgya se jI liyA, jisane mRtyu ko AtmasAta kara kahatA ki tyaago| maiM to sirpha itanA hI kahatA hUM, jaago| liyA; jo marA tanmayatA se, AnaMda se, ahobhAva se, jisane jaise-jaise jAgoge, tyAga ghaTatA hai| kiyA tyAga bhI koI tyAga mRtyu meM bhI paramAtmA ke hAtha phaile dekha liye, phira usakA koI | hai! karanA par3e, bAta hI vyartha ho gayI! ho jaae| dRSTi se ho, janma nahIM hai| isalie maiM kahatA hUM, dhyAna to mRtyu ko hI sIkhanA | darzana se phale, bodha kA pariNAma ho| idhara tuma jAgo, udhara hai| svecchA se sIkhanA hai| aura abhI tuma na sIkhoge to mauta | jAgane kI chAyA kI taraha tyAga bhI ghtte| svAbhAvika hai ki jaba jaba AyegI, to acAnaka tuma apane ko taiyAra na kara paaoge| | koI cIja vyartha dikhAyI par3a jAe, hAtha se chUTa jAe; muTThI khula mauta to acAnaka AtI hai, akasmAta, koI khabara nahIM detI, | jAe, gira jaae| use tyAga kyA kahanA! chUTa gyii| chor3A, aisA koI pUrva-saMdezA nahIM bhejtii| eka dina acAnaka dvAra para khar3I kyA kahanA! chor3ane jaisA kyA hai! kacare meM na pakar3ane jaisA hai ho jAtI hai : tuma asta-vyasta! tuma calane ko taiyAra bhI nahIM | kucha, na chor3ane jaisA hai kuch| lekina yaha to mRtyu ke svAda se hI hote, boriyA-bistara bhI bAMdhA nahIM hotA, vyartha se sArthaka ko | saMbhava hogaa| chAMTA nahIM hotA, sAra se asAra ko alaga nahIM kiyA hotA, saba to yahAM mere pAsa jaba hoo, taba saca hI mere pAsa ho jaao| ulajhA par3A hotA hai-bIca meM mauta Akara khar3I ho jAtI hai| taba koI dUrI mata rkho| taba bIca meM vicAroM kA vyavasAya na kSaNabhara kA samaya bhI nahIM detI ki tuma jamA lo, ki tuma taiyArI | calane do| taba ciMtana kI dhArA mata bahane do| taba haTAkara saba kara lo, ki tuma pAtheya juTA lo, ki AnevAlI laMbI yAtrA ke badaliyoM ko sIdhA-sIdhA mujhe dekho! yahAM maiM nahIM huuN| jaise hI lie tuma apane ko tatpara kara lo, eka kSaNa kA avakAza nahIM; tuma sIdhA-sIdhA mujhe dekhoge, nahIM hone kI eka lahara tumameM bhI mauta AyI-samaya gyaa| mauta ke Ate hI samaya nahIM bctaa| utthegii| idhara maiM miTA hUM, agara mere sAtha saMgasAtha kSaNabhara ko bhI akasmAta AnevAlI yaha matya, isakI agara tumane jIvana meM sAdhA, to udhara tuma bhI pAoge ki miTane lge| roja-roja taiyArI na kI, to jaisA pahale bhI isane tumheM gaira-taiyAra | satsaMga kA itanA hI artha hai, kisI aise vyakti ke sAnnidhya meM pAyA, isa bAra bhI paayegii| | miTane kI kalA sIkha lenA, jo miTa gayA ho| kisI zUnya ke 264 2010_03

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jIvana taiyArI hai, mRtyu parIkSA hai pAsa baiThakara zUnya hone kA anubhava le lenaa| zurU-zurU meM hAtha se hAtha bhI chU jAegA, to churI lgegii| hAtha meM hAtha pakar3a jarUrata hai sahAre kii| akele to tuma bahuta ghbdd'aaoge| idhara maiM | A jAegA, to AtyaMtika mRtyu bhI ghttegii| aba tuma jinako bhI hUM, to tumheM bharosA hai ki AdamI miTa bhI jAe to bhI hotA hai, | aisA ho rahA ho-- unheM jAnanA cAhie ki saubhAgyazAlI haiM, ghabar3Ane kI koI bAta nhiiN| vastutaH jitanA miTa jAe, utanA hI kuMjI hAtha meM Ane lgii| dera na lagegI tAle khola lene meN| pragAr3hatA se hotA hai| jaba koI AdamI bilakula zUnya ho jAtA choTI-sI kuMjI hotI hai, bar3e se bar3e virATa mahaloM ke tAle khula sakate ho| binA isa AzvAsana ke tuma bahuta ddroge| tuma nAva yaha jo abhI choTI-sI churI kI taraha chidatI mAlUma par3atI hai, ko kinAre se chor3oge nhiiN| tuma kinAre ko jakar3e rhoge| yaha kuMjI hai| isI rAha cale cale, to mahAmRtyu ghttegii| bhAganA ThIka ho rahA hai| churI cubhatI hai, cabhane deN| aura AkAMkSA bhI | bhara mt| ghabar3AnA bhara mt| ThIka hai| vaha AkAMkSA sUcaka hai ki churI ko cubhane diyA hai| sAdhaka apanI mRtyu khoja rahA hai| paramAtmA kA to hameM patA pUchA hai, AtyaMtika-mRtyu kaba ghaTita hogI? ghabar3Ao mata, vaha nhiiN| itanA hI patA hai ki hama jo haiM, galata haiN| isa galata ko bhI hogii| cale clo| rAha para ho| miTAne ke lie sAdhaka AkAMkSA kara rahA hai| isa AzA meM ki satsaMga kA jise sukha A gayA, usakI bhAvadazA aisI ho jAtI | jaba galata miTegA, to jo zeSa rahegA, ThIka hogaa| prakAza kA hameM kucha patA nahIM, yaha aMdherA hameM khUba bhaTakA liyA hai, itanA kucha na huA, na ho hameM patA hai| yaha aMdherA na rahegA, to jo bacegA vaha prakAza hogA, mujhe vizva kA sukha, zrI, yadi kevala yahI hama soca sakate haiM, yahI hama kAmanA kara sakate haiN| pAsa tuma rho| sAdhaka ne jIvana to dekhA-tuma saba ne jIvana dekhA--cAroM mere nabha ke bAdala yadi na kaTe tarapha jIvana kA sapanA tumhAre phailA hai, pAyA kyA? saba pA caMdra raha gayA DhaMkA, liyA ho to bhI kucha nahIM miltaa| jo kucha nahIM pA pAte ve to timira rAta ko tirakara yadi na aTe naMge raha hI jAte haiM, khAlI raha hI jAte haiM, jo saba pA lete haiM ve bhI leza gagana bhAsa kA, khAlI raha jAte haiN| isa jIvana kI jaise hI samajha sApha hotI, vaise raheMge adhara haMsate, patha para, tuma hI AdamI socatA hai ki yaha jIvana to dekha liyA, aba mRtyu ko hAtha yadi gho| bhI dekha leN| zAyada jo yahAM nahIM, vahAM ho| idhara khojA, isa rAha kucha na huA, na ho para khojA, nahIM milA, viparIta rAha para khoja leN| apane se dUra raheMge adhara haMsate, patha para, tuma jAkara dekha liyA, aba apane pAsa Akara dekha leN| bAhara jAkara hAtha yadi gho| dekha liyA, aba bhItara Akara dekha leN| vicAra karake, baha rasa sAhitya vipula yadi na par3hA ciMtana-manana karake dekha liyA, aba dhyAna karake dekha leN| hone maMda saboM ne kahA, kI pragAr3ha AkAMkSA karake dekha lI, aba na hone kI kAmanA karake merA kAvyAnumAna yadi na bar3hA dekha leN| vaha na hone kI kAmanA hI prArthanA hai| jJAna, jahAM kA tahAM rahA, jaise-jaise mRtyu iMca-iMca tumameM praveza karegI, tuma pAoge mRtyu rahe, samajha hai mujhameM pUrI, tuma ke bahAne paramAtmA tumhAre bhItara Ane lgaa| vaha sadA mRtyu ke kathA yadi kho| bahAne hI AtA hai| vaha kevala unake pAsa hI AtA hai, jo marane agara, tumane phailAyA apane prANoM kA setu merI tarapha, tumane ko tatpara haiN| jo kahate haiM tere binA jInA, isake lie hama rAjI agara hAtha merI tarapha bar3hAyA-merA hAtha bar3hA hI hai-maiM tumhAre nhiiN| tere sAtha marane ko rAjI haiM, tere binA jIne ko rAjI nhiiN| hAtha gahane ko taiyAra huuN| pratIkSA hai basa tumhAre hAtha ke bar3hane kii| jo aisA dAMva lagAtA hai, vahI use pAtA hai| 265 ___ 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga: 2 tuma mujhameM priya! phira paricaya kyA! mauta sIkhakara gaye, to tumane kuMjI le lii| jaise-jaise usakI thor3I-sI kiraNeM tumhAre bhItara praveza karatI hamane bhArata ke parama rahasyavAdI graMthoM ko upaniSada kahA hai| haiM, to pahale to kiraNeM mAratI haiM, miTAtI haiM, jalAtI haiN| upaniSada kA artha hotA hai, guru ke pAsa honaa| upaniSada kA artha tuma mujhameM priya! phira paricaya kyA! hotA hai, pAsa baitthnaa| basa itnaa| tAraka meM chavi prANoM meM smRti pAsa baiThane se kyA ho jAegA? palakoM meM nIrava pada kI gati jo miTa gayA hai, usake pAsa baiThane se tumhAre bhItara bhI miTane laghu ura meM pulakoM kI saMsRti kA sAhasa jgegaa| jo miTa gayA hai usake pAsa baiThane se, usakI bhara lAyI hUM terI caMcala khAI meM jhAMkane se, usakI atala gaharAI meM jhAMkane se tuma bhI aura karUM jaga meM saMcaya kyA! khiMcane lagoge atala gaharAI kI trph| jo miTa gayA hai use thor3A-sA paramAtmA saMcaya kara lo dekhakara tumheM patA calegA ki jo miTa gayA hai, kaisA kamalavata ho bhara lAyI hUM terI caMcala gayA hai; marakara kaise mahAjIvana kA avataraNa ho jAtA hai! laghu ura meM pulakoM kI saMsRti isa jagata meM sabase kaThina bAta yaha bharosA hai ki marakara bhI maiM aura karUM jaga meM saMcaya kyA! bcuuNgaa| yaha bar3I se bar3I zraddhA hai ki marakara maiM bcuuNgaa| jisako terA adhara-vicaMbita pyAlA yaha bharosA A gayA, vahI dhArmika hai| aura jo isa bharose ke terI hI smita-mizrita hAlA sahAre para cala par3A, sAdhaka hai| jo pahuMca gayA, use hama siddha terA hI mAnasa madhuzAlA; kahate haiN| phira pUrvI kyoM mere sAkI! roma-roma meM naMdana pulakita dete ho madhumaya viSamaya kyA! sAMsa-sAMsa meM jIvana zata-zata paramAtmA kA hAtha tumhAre pahacAnane meM Ane lage, phira tuma na | svapna-svapna meM vizva aparicita puuchoge| majhameM nita banate miTate priya phira pUrvI kyoM mere sAkI svarga mujhe kyA niSkriya laya kyA; dete ho madhumaya viSamaya kyA! phira pUrvI kyoM mere sAkI! phira usa pyAlI meM jo bhI ho; mRtyu sahI, to mahAjIvana hai| dete ho madhumaya viSamaya kyA! jahara amata hai| phira miTA DAle vaha to yahI tamhAre nirmANa kI matya de rahA haM tamheM, le lenaa| do khayAla rkhnaa| eka, prakriyA hai| naSTa kara DAle, pralaya meM DAla de tumheM, to yahI ghabar3Akara bacAne meM mata laga jaanaa| usa bacAne kI prakriyA meM tumhArA sRjana hai| | tumhAre bhItara hajAra tarka uThate haiM, hajAra saMdeha uThate haiN| ve tarka sunAra sone ko Aga meM DAlatA hai| agara sone ke pAsa bhI aura saMdeha kevala nimitta mAtra haiM, vastutaH gahare meM tuma bacanA thor3I buddhi hotI, to cillAtA, tar3aphatA, kahatA yaha kyA karate cAhate ho, bhAganA cAhate ho| bhAgane ke lie koI ho, mAra hI DAloge kyA? lekina sone ko patA bhI kaise ho ki rezanalAijezana, koI buddhigata upAya khojate ho| to eka to yahI zuddha svarNa banane kI prakriyA hai| aise, Aga meM gujarakara hI isase bcnaa| aura dUsarI bAta, svAbhAvika hai ki AkAMkSA uThe jo zeSa raha jAegA, vahI kuMdana hai| marakara bhI tumhAre bhItara jo ki thor3I-thor3I mRtyu ghaTatI hai, aisA rasa A rahA hai, pUrI kyoM nahIM maratA, vahI AtmA hai| miTakara bhI jo tumhAre bhItara nahIM nahIM ghaTa jAtI! usakI bahuta jyAdA cAhanA mata krnaa| usakI miTatA, vahI tumhArA vAstavika honA hai| | pratIkSA karanA, cAhanA nhiiN| kyoMki cAhane se bAdhA pdd'egii| mRtyu se gujaranA hI hogaa| mere pAsa tuma agara aura kucha | aura dera lgegii| sIkhakara gaye, to tuma kUr3A-karkaTa bInakara cale gye| agara kucha aisA hai ki jahAM se cAha AtI hai, vaha mRtyu kA srota nahIM 266 2010_03

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jIvana taiyArI hai, mRtyu parIkSA hai hai| jahAM se cAha AtI hai, vahIM jIveSaNA hai| eka kSaNa ko tumane rakhanA hI jIveSaNA hai| to mauta nahIM ghaTegI, dera laga jaaegii| merI AMkha meM dekhA, yA maiMne tumheM dekhaa| eka dhakkA lagA, eka mAMgA, to dera laga jaaegii| sukha kI taraMga uThI, kucha cubhA hRdaya meN| pIr3A bhI huI, lekina chor3o paramAtmA para, jo de rahA hai usake lie dhanyavAda do| jo mIThI huii| jo pIr3A ko dekhegA sirpha, vaha bhAga khar3A hogaa| jo nahIM de rahA hai, jAno ki abhI taiyArI na hogii| kyoMki jaba miThAI ko dekhegA sirpha, vaha aura kI mAMga karane lgegaa| lekina phasala ke pakane kA samaya A jAtA hai, phasala pakatI hI hai| donoM DAMvADola ho gye| sabhI cIjeM apane samaya para paka jAtI haiN| tumane sunA, jIsasa ko jaba sUlI lagI to unake donoM tarapha do aura hara bAta kI ghar3I, hara bAta kA baMdhA huA krama hai| chalAMgeM coroM ko bhI sUlI dI gyii| jIsasa bIca meM the, sUlI para laTake, nahIM lgtii| kramika, dhIre-dhIre, AhistA-AhistA taiyArI donoM tarapha do coroM ko bhI sUlI dI gayI thii| jinane aisA hotI hai| kyoMki tuma agara taiyAra na ho aura kucha tumheM mila Ayojana kiyA thA, unakA to kevala artha itanA hI thA ki ve jAe, to tuma gaMvA doge| tuma agara taiyAra na hue aura kucha tumhArI jIsasa ko bhI eka cora-laphaMge se jyAdA nahIM smjhte| isalie apAtratA meM girA, to naSTa ho jaaegaa| do coroM ke sAtha-sAtha sUlI dI thii| lekina, IsAI saMtoM ne bar3I | dhIre-dhIre, AhistA-AhistA cubhane do isa churI ko| isakI anUThI bAta isa sAdhAraNa-sI ghaTanA meM khoja lii| yaha pIr3A ko bhI svIkAra karo, isake pyAra ko bhI svIkAra kro| sAdhAraNa-sI ghaTanA eka gaharA bodha-prasaMga bana gyii| isakI pIr3A bhI, isakI miThAsa bhii| tuma cuno mt| jitanA ho jaikaba bahume ne kahA hai ki jIsasa ke donoM tarapha do cora khar3e rahA hai, usake lie dhanyavAda; jo nahIM ho rahA hai, usake lie haiM, laTake haiM sUlI para, agara tuma jarA bAyeM jhukakara namaskAra bharosA ki hogaa| aisI zraddhA se jo calatA hai, vaha eka dina miTa kiye to cora ko namaskAra ho gayI, dAyeM jhukakara namaskAra kiye bhI jAtA hai aura miTakara sarvAMga suMdara bhI ho jAtA hai| to cora ko namaskAra ho gyii| ThIka bIca meM rahe to hI tamhArA namaskAra jIsasa ko phNcegaa| yaha to bar3I mIThI bAta kahI bahame dUsarA prazna : jabase Apake ziSyoM kA, Apake sAhitya kA ne| jarA idhara-udhara hue ki cuuke| satya madhya meM hai| donoM tarapha aura aMtataH ApakA hI saMparka upalabdha huA hai, mere jIvana meM cora haiN| donoM tarapha asatya hai| paramAtmA madhya meM hai, donoM tarapha prema kA pravAha AraMbha ho gayA hai| hara AdamI, hara cIja acchI zaitAna hai| lagane lagI hai| paraMtu kaI bAra jaba maiM prema se bharakara dUsare ke to na to bhAga jAnA ghabar3Akara, na bahuta vAsanA se bharakara merI gale milanA cAhatA hUM, to vaha dUsarA saMkucA jAtA hai aura phira tarapha bhAgane lgnaa| donoM hAlata meM cUka ho jAegI, kyoMki maiM pIche haTa jAtA huuN| kRpayA batAyeM ki aise samaya meM maiM kyA donoM atiyAM haiN| tuma jahAM ho vahIM zAMti se, svIkAra-bhAva se | karUM? pratIkSA krnaa| vahIM nata ho jAnA, vahIM tumhArA sira jhuke| na to tuma kahanA ki maiM cAhatA hUM aisA ho, na tuma kahanA maiM cAhatA hUM prema nAjuka bAta hai| prema ko agara ThIka se samajhA, to usameM vaisA ho| tuma kahanA, aba maiM kucha cAhatA hI nhiiN| cAha ko tuma yaha bAta samAhita hai ki dUsare kA dhyAna rkhnaa| prema kA artha hI haTA lenaa| kyoMki cAha DAMvADola kara degii| cAha kaMpita kara yaha hotA hai ki dUsare kA dhyAna rkhnaa| degii| tuma becAha hokara, jo ghaTe usake svIkAra-bhAva se bhrnaa| tuma kisI ke gale laganA cAhate ho, lekina dUsarA laganA ise smjho| cAha meM asvIkAra hai| becAha meM svIkAra hai| cAhatA hai yA nahIM? itanA kAphI nahIM hai ki tuma gale laganA jaba tuma kahate ho, jo ho usake lie maiM rAjI hUM, to mRtyu, cAhate ho| zubha hai ki tumhAre hRdaya meM gale lagane kA bhAva jgaa| AtyaMtika-mRtyu bhI jaldI ghttegii| lekina tumane kahA ki jaldI dhanyabhAgI ho! AbhArI bano prabhu ke| lekina itane se jarUrI nahIM ghaTe, tuma yaha kaha rahe ho ki maiM apanI AkAMkSA jo ghaTa rahA hai hai ki dUsare ko tumhAre kaMdhe laganA hI pdd'egaa| taba to prema na usake Upara rakhatA huuN| yaha apanI AkAMkSA ko ghaTane ke Upara huA, taba to balAtkAra huaa| taba to tumane dUsare ke sAtha 267 2010 03

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jina sUtra bhAgaH 2 jabardastI kI, yaha to hiMsA ho gyii| yaha to prema ke bahAne hiMsA rASTrapati ho gayA, to yaha ahaMkAra kI hI yAtrA huI prema ke dvaaraa| ho gyii| yaha prema nhiiN| yaha prema ke pIche mahatvAkAMkSA kA roga hai| prema to prema to rattI-rattI saMbhalakara calatA hai, iMca-iMca saMbhalakara kucha bhI nahIM mAMgatA, detA hai|| calatA hai| prema to dekhatA hai ki dUsarA kitane dUra taka calane ko patnI kahatI hai, maiM tumheM prema karatI huuN| pati kahatA hai, maiM tumheM rAjI hai, usase iMcabhara jyAdA nahIM cltaa| kyoMki prema kA artha prema karatA huuN| aura jaise-jaise prema ke jAla meM dUsarA phaMsatA hai, hI hai ki tumheM dUsare kA khayAla aayaa| dUsare kA mUlya! dUsarA patA calatA hai ki yaha to phAMsI ho gyii| patnI svataMtratA mAra sAdhya hai, sAdhana nahIM! tuma gale laganA cAhate ho; dUsarA laganA DAlatI hai pati kI bilkul| hilane-Dulane yogya bhI nahIM rahane cAhatA hai yA nahIM? dUsare ko dekhakara kadama utthaanaa| aura detI-paMgu kara detI hai| pakSAghAta! pati patnI kI svataMtratA mAra dhIre-dhIre kadama uThAnA, anyathA dUsarA ghabar3A hI jaaegaa| taba DAlatA hai| donoM eka-dUsare ke gulAma ho jAte haiN| tumhArA prema AkramaNa jaisA mAlUma pdd'egaa| tumane dUsare kI ciMtA prema gulAmI detA hai? prema svataMtratA detA hai| prema svataMtratA meM hI na kii| tuma itanI dera bhI na ruke ki pUcha to lete ki maiM pAsa sahArA detA hai| prema cAhatA hai, tumheM jo sukhada ho, kro| yaha prema AtA hUM, A jAUM? | nahIM hai, kucha aura hai| yaha prema ke nAma para dUsare para mAlakiyata prema sadA dvAra para dastaka detA hai| pUchatA hai, kyA bhItara A| karane kA sukha hai| yaha hiMsA hai| dUsare ko vastu bana sakatA hUM? agara inakAra Aye, to pratIkSA karatA hai, nArAja nahIM parigraha banA lenA hiMsA hai| ho jaataa| kyoMki yaha dUsare kI svataMtratA hai| dUsare kA svatva hai, pati-patnI niraMtara kalaha meM lage rahate haiN| kalaha kyA hai? adhikAra hai ki vaha kaba tumhAre gale lage, kaba na lge| tumheM prema kalaha yahI hai ki kauna kisa para mAlakiyata karake dikhA de! kA avarataNa huA hai, use to nahIM huaa| tumhAre bhItara prema kauna choTA hai, kauna bar3A hai? phailanA zurU huA hai, use to tumhAre prema kA koI patA nhiiN| aura jIvanabhara saMgharSa calatA hai pati-patnI meN| saMgharSa eka hI bAta vaha dUsarA vyakti to prema ke nAma para itane dhokhe khA cukA hai ki kA hai ki mAlika kauna hai? aise patnI ka ke nAma para hI logoM ko satAyA gayA hai, isalie loga sakuca bhI paira pakar3ane se zurU karatI hai, gardana para samApta karatI hai| gaye haiN| mAM ne kiyA prema, bApa ne kiyA prema, bhAI ne kiyA prema, Akhira meM gardana dabA letI hai| patnI ne kiyA prema, mitroM ne kiyA prema, aura sabane prema ke nAma prema se itane kAMTe cubhe haiM logoM ko, aura prema ke nAma para para cUsA, aura sabane prema ke nAma para tumhArI chAtI para patthara itanA-itanA dukha logoM ne pAyA hai ki jaba bhI tuma kahoge ki mujhe mujhe tumase prema hai, usI se tuma Darane lge| kyoMki aba kucha aura Azcarya nahIM hai| dUsare kA dhyAna rkhnaa| aura eka khayAla hogA! isa prema ke pIche chipA huA koI na koI roga hogaa| rakhanA ki prema jaba bhI AkrAmaka hotA hai, to dUsare ko ghabar3A | rogI AdamI ke prema meM bhI roga hotA hai| svAbhAvika hai| kucha detA hai| prema meM AkramaNa honA hI nahIM caahie| AkramaNa hote aura hotA hai! bApa apane beTe se kahatA hai ki tU dekha, hI prema meM hiMsA samAviSTa ho jAtI hai| aba rAha calate kisI par3ha-likha, bar3A bana, pratiSThita ho| tujhase merA prema hai isalie ajanabI ko tuma jabardastI gale lagAkara AliMgana kara lo, to yaha kaha rahA huuN| lekina beTA agara apratiSThita ho jAe, bar3e vaha pulisa-thAne meM khabara karegA ki yaha AdamI pAgala hai| kucha padoM para na pahuMce, to prema kho jAtA hai| to pratiSThA se prema hogA, lenA-denA nahIM hai mujhase! beTe se kahAM prema hai! mahatvAkAMkSA se prema hogA; zAyada, merA tumhAre bhItara prema kA avataraNa huA hai, lekina jaba tuma dUsare beTA hai, khUba prazaMsA pAye, isase prema hogA, kyoMki isake bahAne ko AliMgana karate ho to dUsarA bhI samAviSTa huaa| tuma akele merA ahaMkAra bhI tRpta hogaa| merA beTA pradhAnamaMtrI ho gayA, na rhe| hAM, tuma ekAMta apane kamare meM baiThakara prema ke gIta 268 2010_03

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jIvana taiyArI hai, mRtyu parIkSA hai ganaganAnA, nAcanA, koI manAhI nahIM hai| anyathA tumane prema kA vAsanA kI AMkha se dekhA jAnA kisI ko bhI pasaMda nhiiN| prema galata artha smjhaa| aura phira isa bAta kA bhI Dara hai ki tuma | kI AMkha se dekhA jAnA sabhI ko pasaMda hai| to donoM AMkhoM kI jise prema kaha rahe ho, vaha prema hai? yA ki vAsanA ne naye rUpa paribhASA samajha lo| vAsanA kA artha hai, vAsanA kI AMkha kA rakhe? yA vAsanA naye DhaMga lekara AyI? yA vAsanA ne prema kA artha hai ki tumhArI deha kucha aisI hai ki maiM isakA upayoga karanA AvaraNa pahanA? kyoMki merI najara aisI hai ki jaba bhI tuma caahuuNgaa| prema kI AMkha kA artha hai, tumhArA koI upayoga karane kisI vyakti kI tarapha vAsanA se bharakara dekhate ho, to dUsarA kA savAla nahIM, tuma ho, isase maiM AnaMdita huuN| tumhArA honA, sakacAtA hai. DaratA hai, ghabaDAtA hai kyoMki vAsanA to eka / ahobhAgya hai| bAta khatama ho gyii| prema ko kacha lenA-denA nahIM kArAgRha hai| aura ghabar3AhaTa svAbhAvika hai| kyoMki vAsanA kA hai| vAsanA kahatI hai, vAsanA kI tRpti meM aura tRpti ke bAda sukha artha hI yaha hotA hai ki tuma dUsare vyakti kA upayoga karanA hogA; prema kahatA hai, prema ke hone meM sukha ho gyaa| isalie premI cAhate ho| koI bhI nahIM cAhatA usakA upayoga kiyA jaae| kI koI mAMga nahIM hai| upayoga kA matalaba huA ki tumane dUsare vyakti ko vastu meM taba to tuma ajanabI ke pAsa se bhI prema se bhare nikala sakate badala diyaa| usakI AtmA mAra ddaalii| upayoga to vastuoM kA ho| kucha karane kA savAla hI nahIM hai| haDDiyoM ko haDDiyoM se hotA hai, vyaktiyoM kA nhiiN| karsI kA upayoga hotA hai, Tebala lagA lene se kaise prema ho jaaegaa| prema to do kA upayoga hotA hai, makAna kA upayoga hotA hai, vyaktiyoM kA to nikaTa honA hai| aura kabhI-kabhI aisA ho sakatA hai ki jisake nhiiN| jaba bhI tuma vAsanA se kisI kI tarapha dekhate ho, taba tumane pAsa tuma varSoM se rahe ho, bilakula pAsa rahe ho, pAsa na hoo; | isa DhaMga se dekhA ki tama kAmavAsanA ke lie isa dasare vyakti aura kabhI aisA bhI ho sakatA hai ki rAha calate kisI ajanabI ke kA upayoga karanA cAhate ho| dUsarA tatkSaNa saceta ho jAtA hai, sAtha tatkSaNa saMga ho jAe, mela ho jAe, koI bhItara kA saMgIta sAvadhAna ho jAtA hai| vaha apanI rakSA meM laga jAtA hai| baja uThe, koI vINA kaMpita ho utthe| basa kAphI hai| usa kSaNa AkrAmaka prema meM Dara hai ki kahIM kAmavAsanA chipI ho| paramAtmA ko dhanyavAda dekara Age baDha jaanaa| pIche lauTakara bhI vAstavika prema to prArthanApUrNa hotA hai, vAsanApUrNa nahIM hotaa| dekhane kI prema ko jarUrata nahIM hai| pIche lauTa-lauTakara vAsanA vAstavika prema ko dUsare ko gale lagAnA jarUrI bhI nahIM hai| dekhatI hai| aura vAsanA cAhatI hai ki dUsarA mere anukUla cle| vAstavika prema to eka AzIrvAda hai| tuma kisI ke pAsa se aba jina mitra ne pUchA hai, vaha kahate haiM ki dUsarA haTa jAtA hai gujare, AzIrvAda se bhare hue gujare, kAphI hai| AtmA AtmA ko agara maiM AliMgana karanA cAhatA huuN| itanI to svataMtratA dUsare ko gale laga gayI, zarIra ko zarIra se lagAne se kyA prayojana hai! do, anyathA yaha to balAtkAra ho jaaegaa| yaha to eka taraha kI kabhI-kabhI AtmA ke gale lagane ke sAtha-sAtha zarIra kA gale tAnAzAhI ho jaaegii| tuma dUsare ko itanA bhI nahIM maukA dete ki laganA bhI ghaTa jAe, to zubha hai| lekina vaha ghaTe, ghaTAyA na vaha haTa ske| dUsarA sakucA rahA hai, vaha isa bAta kI khabara de jaae| kabhI aisA hogA ki tuma bar3e AzIrvAda se bhare hue kisI rahA hai ki tumhAre prema meM abhI prArthanA kA svara nahIM hai| abhI prema ke pAsa se nikalate the aura usake hRdaya meM bhI tumhAre AzIrvAda meM kahIM chipI vAsanA hai; kahIM durgaMdha hai| kahIM deha kI badabU hai| kI taraMgeM pahuMcI aura donoM eka-sAtha kisI anajAnI zakti ke AtmA kI suvAsa nhiiN| abhI vaha tumhAre se haTakara yaha khabara de vazIbhUta hokara eka-dUsare ke gale laga gye| rahA hai tumheM ki tuma abhI usa parizuddhi ko upalabdha nahIM ho, to tuma gale lage aisA nahIM, dUsarA gale lagA aisA nahIM, prema ne jahAM ajanabI bhI tumhAre hAthoM meM, tumhArI bAhoM meM Aye aura donoM ko gale lagA diyaa| yaha bar3I aura ghaTanA hai| jaba tuma samA jaae| to isakA saMketa smjhnaa| lagate ho gale, to vAsanA hai| tumhArI vAsanA ke kAraNa dUsarA dUsare vyakti kI paripUrNa svataMtratA ko sadA svIkAra krnaa| httegaa| kRpA karake aisA AkramaNa kisI para mata krnaa| tuma aura itanA kAphI hai ki tuma pAsa se nikala gye| dUsarA dikhA, dUsare ko bhayabhIta kara doge| dUsare meM tumheM paramAtmA dikhA, paramAtmA kA rUpa dikhA, tuma 269 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAgaH2 ahobhAva se gujara gye| kabhI-kabhI aisA ho jAegA ki donoM ke paramAtmA tumhArI talAza meM AyA isa bahAne, isa nimitta--tuma hRdaya meM eka-sAtha koI tIsarI zakti-paramAtmA kaho, prema | isa choTe-se bacce ko DhAMcoM meM mata ddhaalnaa| tuma isa taraha kI kaho-eka sAtha uThegI, samaveta, aura tuma donoM eka-dUsare ke | koziza mata karanA, ki yaha tumhAre pIche-pIche cale, tumhArI hAM AliMgana meM gira jaaoge| lekina vaha AliMgana tumhArA nahIM meM hAM milaaye| tuma jo kaho, vahI kre| tuma ise mAra mata hogA, na dUsare kA hogA, vaha AliMgana paramAtmA kA hogaa| usa ddaalnaa| paramAtmA tumhAre ghara AyA hai, tuma isa bacce ko kSaNa kI pratIkSA kro| taba taka jaldI mata krnaa| prema bar3I paramAtmA kI pratiSThA denaa| isakI svataMtratA ko svIkAra krnaa| pavitra ghaTanA hai| hAM, apanA anubhava ise de denaa| lekina vaha anubhava Adeza na jaba tuma prema karane kI ceSTA karane lagate ho, tabhI apavitra ho | ho| tumane jo jAnA hai, usakI saMpatti ise sauMpa denaa| lekina jAtA hai prem| tumhArA kRtya nahIM hai prema-prema hai samarpaNa, cunAva kA haka isI ko denA ki vaha cuna le-rAjI ho, na ho paramAtmA ke hAthoM meM apane ko chor3a denaa| pahale paramAtmA kA raajii| na rAjI ho to nArAja mata honaa| rAjI ho to prasanna mata AliMgana to kara lo| phira, paramAtmA ke bahuta rUpa haiM, inakA honaa| kyoMki prasannatA aura nArAjagI kI rAjanIti se hI hama AliMgana bhI ho jaaegaa| aura huA yA nahIM, usakA koI baccoM ke Upara jabardastI karate haiN| bApa eka bAta kahatA hai beTe prayojana nahIM hai| prema pApa nahIM hai, lekina prema ko thopanA pApa se, kahatA hai terI jo marjI ho vaisA kr| lekina agara bApa kI hai| prema to bar3A puNya hai| phirAka kI bar3I prasiddha paMktiyAM haiM- marjI ke khilApha karatA hai, to bApa dukhI mAlUma par3atA hai| to koI samajhe to eka bAta kahUM beTA bApa ko sukhI karanA cAhatA hai ki calo! agara bApa kI izka tauphIka hai gunAha nahIM marjI ke anusAra karatA hai, to bApa prasanna hotA hai| to beTA bApa prema to prasAda hai-tauphiik| prabhu-prasAda, prabhu-kRpA, ko prasanna karanA cAhatA hai ki calo! aise-aise dhIre-dhIre beTe kI anukaMpA; na mAlUma kitane puNyoM kA phala hai| izka tauphIka hai | AtmA kho jAtI hai| gunAha nhiiN| aparAdha nahIM hai prema, lekina tuma prema ke sAtha bhI | isIlie to duniyA meM itanI bhIr3a hai aura itane AtmahIna loga durvyavahAra kara sakate ho| tuma ise pApa banA sakate ho| AdamI | haiN| AtmA kahAM? AtmA to svataMtratA meM panapatI hai, phailatI hai, ne yahI to kiyA, prema ko pApa banA diyaa| tuma zreSThatama ko bhI phUlatI hai| to cAhe ajanabI, cAhe jinako tuma apane kahate nikRSTatama kIcar3a meM ghasITa sakate ho| aura tuma zreSThatama ko ho...apane jinako kahate ho ve bhI ajanabI haiN| jo beTA tumhAre nikRSTa kIcar3a se nikAla bhI sakate ho| tuma para nirbhara hai| ghara paidA huA hai, use tuma jAnate ho, kauna hai? kahAM se AyA to sadA dhyAna rakhanA, dUsare kI svataMtratA para AMca na Ane hai? kyA saMdeza lAyA hai? kyA usakI niyati hai? tumheM kucha paaye| aura yaha maiM ajanabiyoM ke lie hI nahIM kaha rahA hUM, | bhI to patA nahIM! sirpha tumhAre ghara paidA ho gayA hai, tumheM mAdhyama jinako tama apanA mAnate ho, unake saMbaMdha meM bhI khayAla rkhnaa| cuna liyA hai| tuma isase jyAdA pAgalapana se mata bhara jAnA ki tumhArI patnI kI svataMtratA ko AMca na Ane paaye| tumhAre pati | usakI gardana dabAne lgo| ajanabI to ajanabI hai| kI svataMtratA ko AMca na Ane paaye| jahAM AMca Ane lage, isIlie to sAre dharmazAstra kahate haiM, yahAM kauna apanA hai? samajhanA prema pApa hone lgaa| Aloka to mile, AMca na aaye| apane hI hama apane nahIM haiM, dUsare kI to bAta hI muzkila hai| prakAza to mile, lekina tApa paidA na ho| cAMda kI taraha ho prema, apanA hI hameM patA nahIM ki hama kauna haiM, to kisa ko hama sUraja kI taraha nhiiN| jalA na de, jhulasA na de| cAMda kI phcaaneN| na, pAsa hoM loga ki dUra hoM, apane hoM ki parAye hoM, se. amata barase. somarasa bhe| zItalatA de| svataMtratA ko mata todd'naa| jahAM prema svataMtratA tor3atA hai, vahIM pApa to hI prema puNya hai| ho jAtA hai| anyathA prema to isa jagata meM, isa aMdhere jagata meM jo tumhAre bahuta pAsa haiM, tumhArA beTA, tumhArI beTI-choTA | paramAtmA kI kiraNa hai| isa gahana aMdhakAra meM prema hI ekamAtra baccA tumhAre ghara paidA huA hai, paramAtmA ne eka rUpa liyA, jyotizikhA hai| 270 2010_03

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jIvana taiyArI hai, mRtyu parIkSA hai phira kisI ke sAmane cazme-tamannA jhuka gayI pAnI para khIMcI lakIra hai| lekina prema, prema satya hai| premapAtra zauka kI zokhI meM raMge-ehatirAma A hI gayA badala jAte hoM, prema nahIM bdltaa| bacapana meM apanI mAM ko koI bArahA aisA huA hai yAda taka dila meM na thI prema karatA hai; pitA ko prema karatA hai; thor3A bar3A hokara bArahA mastI meM laba para unakA nAma A hI gayA bhAI-bahana ko prema karatA hai; pAsa-par3osa, mitroM ko prema karatA jiMdagI ke khAkA-e-sAdA ko raMgI kara diyA hai; aura thor3A bar3A hokara kisI strI ko prema karatA hai; aura husna kAma Aye na Aye izka kAma A hI gayA thor3A bar3A hokara baccoM ko prema karatA hai; aura thor3A bar3A hokara sauMdarya sAtha de yA na de, prema sadA sAtha detA hai| sauMdarya kAma kisI dina kisI maMdira meM, kisI masjida meM jhukatA hai kisI Aye na Aye, prema sadA kAma A jAtA hai| ajJAta premapAtra ke lie| premapAtra badalate rahate haiM, lekina prema jiMdagI ke khAkA-e-sAdA ko raMgI kara diyA nahIM bdltaa| bacapana se lekara aMta taka, janma se lekara mRtyu vaha jiMdagI kI jo sAdI-sI rUparekhA hai, sAdA rekhAcitra hai, | taka agara koI eka cIja tumhAre bhItara sadA calatI rahatI hai, to use raMgIna kara detA hai prem| prema hai| jaise sAMsa sadA calatI rahatI hai| sAMsa zarIra ko saMbhAle jiMdagI meM jo hariyAlI dikhAyI par3atI hai, vaha prema kI AMkhoM rakhatI hai, prema AtmA ko saMbhAle rakhatA hai| ke kaarnn| jo phUla khilate haiM, vaha prema kI AMkhoM ke kaarnn| prema saubhAgya hai! lekina bhUlakara bhI dUsare para use mata jIvana ke kaMkar3a-pattharoM meM jo kabhI-kabhI hIre dikhAyI par3a jAte thopnaa| apane bhItara saMbhAlakara! bAhara uchAlane kI jarUrata bhI haiM, vaha prema ke kaarnn| padArtha meM paramAtmA kI thor3I-sI jo nahIM hai| dikhAvA karane kA, pradarzana karane kA koI kAraNa bhI nahIM jhalaka milane lagatI hai, vaha prema ke kaarnn| agara prema na ho, to | hai| kabIra ne kahA hai-hIrA pAyo gAMTha gaThiyAyo, vAko banAo maMdira, masjida, garudvAre. saba vyartha hoNge| bAra-bAra kyoM khole? hIrA mila jAtA hai kisI ko rAste para prema ke kAraNa hI maMdira kI patthara kI pratimA meM paramAtmA kI par3A, jaldI se gAMTha meM gaThiyAkara saMbhAlakara cala par3atA hai, phira jhalaka milatI hai| prema ke kAraNa hI kAbe kA sAdhAraNa-sA idhara bAra-bAra thor3e hI kholakara dekhatA hai? agara kabhI zaka bhI patthara paramAtmA kA pratIka ho jAtA hai| kitane logoM ne cUmA hai ho to thor3A hAtha DAlakara samajha letA hai ki hai, phira apanA cala usa patthara ko! kisI aura patthara ko itane logoM ne nahIM cUmA par3atA hai| hogaa| dhanyabhAgI hai kAbA kA patthara! karor3oM-karor3oM loga prema kA hIrA tumheM milA-hIrA pAyo gAMTha gaThiyAyo, vAko janama-janama pratIkSA karate haiM usa patthara ke pAsa jAkara cUma lene bAra-bAra kyoM khole? aba isameM koI dikhAnA thor3e hI hai, kii| itane logoM ke cuMbana ne agara usa patthara ko paramAtmA nahIM bAjAra meM jAkara ghoSaNA thor3e hI karanI hai ki hama eka bar3e premI banA diyA hai, to phira paramAtmA ho hI nahIM sktaa| itane logoM ne | ho gaye, ki jo milatA hai usako gale lagate haiN| saMbhAla lo prema barasAyA hai, patthara bhI paramAtmA ho hI jaaegaa| bhItara, bAMdha lo gAMTha aura jitanA bhItara chipA sako utanA bhItara jaba tuma maMdira meM jAkara, kisI aura ke maMdira meM jAkara mUrti | chipA do| tuma pAoge, vaha hIrA bIja bana jAtA hai| usameM aMkura dekhate ho, to mata kahanA patthara kI hai| tumhAre lie patthara kI Ate haiN| yaha hIrA koI patthara nahIM hai, yaha hIrA to prANa kA hogI, kyoMki prema kI tumhAre pAsa AMkha nhiiN| lekina jo bhakti sArabhUta aMza hai| ise chipA do apane acetana kI gaharAiyoM meN| se, zraddhA se bharakara usI maMdira meM jAtA hai, use patthara kI pratimA ise bAhara mata uchAlate phiro, anyathA gaMvA doge| muskurAtI lagatI hai kabhI, kabhI AMsa bahAtI lagatI hai| use bIja to jamIna meM chipA dene ko hotA hai| bAhara rakhe rahoge, patthara kI pratimA jIvaMta mAlUma hotI hai| kharAba ho jaaegaa| chipA do apanI cetanA kI bhUmi meN| gahana jiMdagI ke khAka-e-sAdA ko raMgIM kara diyA, tala meM DAla do| vahAM se phUTegA, vahAM se nikaleMgI koMpaleM, vahAM hasna kAma Aye na Aye izka kAma A hI gayA se ugegA aMkara, aura eka bIja meM lAkhoM-karor3oM bIja lgeNge| sauMdarya to Aja nahIM kala kho jAtA hai| sauMdarya to sapanA hai| yaha jo choTA-sA prema kA dIyA jalA hai, ise havAoM meM lekara 271/ 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga : 2 mata bhaTako yahAM-vahAM, bujha jaaegaa| ise to saMbhAlakara rkho|| | kAMTe se lar3o mt| kahIM bhItara lar3AI cala rahI hogii| kahIM aba yaha sUraja bana sakatA hai| bhI laga rahA hogA ki yaha kahAM ulajha gye| yaha kAMTA to pIr3A de rahA hai! pIr3A to hogii| sabhI nikhAra pIr3A se saMbhava hote haiN| yaha tIsarA prazna : tane ATA lagAyA aura hameM phNsaayaa| aba hama prasava-pIr3A hai| aneka bAra garbhavatI strI ko mana meM khayAla kaSTa pA rahe haiM aura akele-akele tar3apha rahe haiM, isakA AtA hai, kahAM ulajha gaye! bojha bar3hatA jAtA hai peTa meM, vamana jimmevAra kauna? hone lagatA hai, bhojana pacatA nahIM, rAta nIMda nahIM AtI, eka laMbI yAtanA ho jAtI hai| kitanI bAra nahIM garbhavatI strI socatI hogI ATe kA lobh| ATe ke lobha ne phaMsA diyaa| na karate lobha, ki acchA hotA ki prema meM par3e hI na hote! lekina isa pIr3A ko na phNste| aba jaba phaMsa hI gaye ho, to pIr3A kAMTe ke kAraNa nahIM jhela letI hai, to mAM bana jAtI hai| aura mAM bane binA koI strI ho rahI hai| abhI bhI kAMTe se saMgharSa cala rahA hogA, isIlie ho pUrNa nahIM hotii| rahI hai| puruSa to bApa banane se kucha bahuta nahIM pAtA-thor3I bahuta aba kAMTe ke sAtha hI ho lo| aba kAMTe se rAjI ho jaao| | jhaMjhaTeM pAtA hogA kyoMki bApa honA puruSa kA koI nisarga nahIM jisase hama rAjI ho jAte haiM, usI se pIr3A honI baMda ho jAtI hai| hai, sAmAjika vyavasthA hai| prakRti meM AdamI ko chor3akara aura pIr3A se bhI rAjI ho jAo, to pIr3A samApta ho jAtI hai| | to bApa kahIM hotA nhiiN| mAM to sabhI jagaha hotI hai| pazu meM, ise smjhnaa| | pakSI meM, saba jagaha mAM hotI hai| mAM naisargika vyavasthA hai| bApa jaba taka hama lar3ate rahate haiM kisI cIja se, tabhI taka pIr3A sAmAjika vyavasthA hai| isI kAraNa mArksa jaise vicArakoM ne to hotI hai| jaba svIkAra kara liyA, kahA ki calo, saubhAgya ki yaha bhI kahA ki jaba samAjavAda pUrI taraha vyavasthita ho jAegA, isa yogya samajhe gaye ki phaMsAye gaye, ki isa yogya samajhe gaye to bApa kI saMsthA kho jaaegii| kyA jarUrata raha jAegI? rAjya ki kAMTA hamAre lie DAlA gyaa| jIsasa ne kahA hai, paramAtmA | kAma kara degA bApa kaa| vaise kara hI rahA hai dhiire-dhiire| zikSA apanA jAla pheMkatA hai machuve kI bhaaNti| usameM bahuta-sI muphta, aspatAla muphta, to bApa kA kAma chinatA jA rahA hai| eka machaliyAM phaMsa jAtI haiM, lekina sabhI cunI nahIM jaatii| jinako | na eka dina kamyunijma jaba pUrI taraha phaila jAegA-aisA mArksa vyartha pAtA hai, unheM vApasa sAgara meM chor3a detA hai| jinheM sArthaka kA khayAla-bApa samApta ho jaaegaa| mAM samApta nahIM hogii| pAtA hai, unheM ghara le jAtA hai| mAM ko samApta karane kA koI upAya nahIM hai| agara phaMsa gaye hoo mere jAla meM, kAMTA chida gayA, to bApa ko to thor3I jhaMjhaTa-sI hI hotI hai bApa banakara, lekina saubhAgyazAlI ho| paramAtmA kA lobha rahA hogaa| ATe kA lobha mAM bar3I saubhAgya se bhara jAtI hai| mAM bane binA strI aisI hI hotI usI ko maiM kaha rahA huuN| AtmA ko pAne kA lobha rahA hai jaise ki koI vRkSa jisa para phUla nahIM AyA, phala nahIM hogA-ATe kA lobha! vaha lobha bhI saubhAgya hai! dhana ke | lge-baaNjh| prasAda nahIM hotaa| mAM banate hI strI ke bhItara se lobhI to bahuta haiM, dharma ke lobhI kahAM? padArtha ke lobhI to bahuta | eka AbhA phUTatI hai| jIvanadAtrI ! lekina vaha jIvanadAtrI banane haiM, paramAtmA ke lobhI kahAM? kaMkar3a-patthara bInanevAle to bahuta ke lie pIr3A sahanI par3atI hai| haiM, karor3oM haiM, hIroM ke pArakhI kahAM? usI ko ATe kA lobha | aura isalie ThIka bhI hai ki bApa ko to koI pIr3A sahanI nahIM kaha rahA huuN| nahIM to mere pAsa A nahIM sakate the| mere pAsa Ane pdd'tii| isalie baccA paidA ho jAtA hai, isase bApa ko to koI meM bAdhAeM to bahuta haiM, suvidhAeM kahAM haiM? jo saba taraha kI pIr3A sahanI nahIM pdd'tii| bApa to karIba-karIba bAhara khar3A raha bAdhAoM ko tor3akara A sakatA hai, vahI A sakatA hai| jAtA hai| bApa kA koI bahuta bar3A sahayoga nahIM hai| jo bApa yaha kAMTA jo tumheM chida gayA hai, yaha tumhAre janmoM-janmoM kA | karatA hai vaha eka iMjekzana bhI kara sakatA hai| isase koI, bApa puNya hI ho sakatA hai, anyathA chida nahIM sakatA thaa| aba isa | kA koI aisA AtyaMtika sAtha nahIM hai| jhelanA to mAM ko par3atA 272 2010_03

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jIvana taiyArI hai, mRtyu parIkSA hai hai| eka naye jIvana kA AropaNa, usa naye jIvana kA bhItara kI tarapha! pahale jamIna para hI AMkheM bhI gar3I thiiN| eka tAlamela bddh'naa| phira vaha usI bacce ke lie jItI hai| nau mahIne taka thaa| dukAna para the to dukAna para the| aba paira dukAna para hoMge, usI ke lie sAMsa letI hai, usI ke lie bhojana karatI hai, usI AMkheM maMdira meN| aba karate hooge bhojana, smaraNa AtmA kaa| ke lie uThatI-baiThatI hai| svabhAvataH eka gahana sRjana kI prakriyA | aba ginate hooge rupaye aura bhItara yAda paramAtmA kii| aba hotI hai, lekina pIr3A! phira bacce kA paidA honA aura bar3I ar3acana huii| aba eka dvaMdva zurU huaa| eka mahAdvaMdva, eka prasava-pIr3A hai| saMgharSa, jisako gItA kahatI hai-kurukssetr| aba eka dharmakSetra, to jaise-jaise tuma mere jAla meM phaMsoge, vaise-vaise pIr3A bddh'egii| kurukSetra, upadrava zurU huA! aba eka bar3A saMgharSa hai| tuma garbhita hue| satya ne tumhAre bhItara jagaha bnaayii| aba tumheM Aja bhI hai 'maz2Az2a' khAkanazIM bahuta-sI pIr3AeM hoMgI jo tumheM kabhI bhI na huI thiiN| vaha satya ko | aura najara arza para hai kyA kahiye janma dene kI pIr3AeM haiN| aura ve bar3hatI jAeMgI kramazaH, jaise-jaise| phira vahI rahagujara hai kyA kahiye nau mahIne kA samaya karIba AyegA ve bar3hatI jaaeNgii| aura jiMdagI rAha para hai kyA kahiye AkhirI kSaNa meM to mahApIr3A hogii| lekina usa pIr3A se gujare Aha to beasara thI barasoM se binA koI satya ko janma nahIM de paataa| nagmA bhI beasara hai kyA kahiye satya ko janma denA ho, to garbha dhAraNa karanA hI hogaa| jisako husna hai aba na husna ke jalave tuma abhI kAMTA kaha rahe ho, vaha tumhAre bhItara par3a gayA garbha kA | aba naz2ara hI naz2ara hai kyA kahiye bIja hai| cubhatA hai, isalie kAMTA kahate ho, tthiik| gar3atA hai, dhIre-dhIre, sauMdarya to saba kho jAegA, dikhAyI par3anevAlI isalie kAMTA kahate ho, tthiik| lekina usI kAMTe meM tumhArA cIjeM to saba kho jAeMgI, rUpa to saba kho jAegA, AkAra to sArA bhaviSya, tumhArI sArI niyati nirbhara hai| agara satya tumase saba kho jAegA, AMkha hI bcegii| shuddh| janma le le, to vahI tumhArA janma hogaa| aura nizcita hI yaha | aba najara hI najara hai kyA kahiye / pIr3A sAdhAraNa prasava kI pIr3A se bahuta jyAdA hai| kyoMki usI ko to hamane darzana kahA hai, draSTA kI sthiti kahA hai, dhAraNa prasava kI pIr3A meM to tuma dUsare ko janma dete ho, nau sAkSIbhAva kahA hai| saba kho jaaegaa| saba dRzya kho jaaeNge| mahIne meM jhaMjhaTa khatama ho jAtI hai| yahAM to tumheM apane ko janma | sirpha aaNkh| pahale to bar3A sUnApana, bar3A sannATA lgegaa| denA hai| samaya kA kucha pakkA nahIM kitanA lgegaa| nau mahIne bhI to pUchA hai, akele-akele tar3apha rahe haiM, isakA jimmevAra laga sakate haiM, nau varSa bhI laga sakate haiM, nau janma bhI laga sakate kauna? mujhe patA hai, jaba vyakti paramAtmA kI tarapha calatA hai, haiN| tuma para nirbhara hai| kitanI tvarA, kitanI pyAsa, aura jhelane to pahale to saMsAra chUTane lagatA hai hAthoM se, bhIr3a vidA hone kI kitanI kSamatA! ahobhAva se jhelane kI kSamatA, AnaMdabhAva lagatI hai, akelA raha jAtA hai| paramAtmA mile, isake pahale se jhelane kI kSamatA, nAcate hue jhelane kI kSamatA, isa para nirbhara bilakula akelA ho jAtA hai| jaba bilakula akelA ho jAta karatA hai; utanA hI samaya kama hotA jaaegaa| | hai, tabhI to paramAtmA ke yogya banatA hai| mahAvIra ne usa pIr3A svAbhAvika hai| lekina usa pIr3A ko saubhAgya banAne kI | akelepana ko kaivalya kahA hai| jaba bilakula kevala tuma hI raha ciMtA kro| gaye, tumhArA honA hI raha gyaa| Aja bhI hai 'maz2Az2a' khAkanazIM husna hai aba na husna ke jalave, aura najara arza para hai kyA kahiye aba naz2ara hI naz2ara hai kyA kahiye! jaise hI tuma mere karIba Aye, ekadama se tuma AsamAna para to na pIr3A hogii| bar3I gahana rAtri mAlUma hogii| para sUraja ke Ugane pahuMca jaaoge| rahoge to tuma jamIna para, sirpha najara AkAza kI ke pahale rAta to gahana aMdherI ho hI jAtI hai| tarapha utthegii| ar3acana zurU huii| paira jamIna para, AMkha AkAza | isa ekAMta ko akelApana mata smjho| isa ekAMta ko use ___ 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga : 2 pAne kI taiyArI smjho| jarA-sI dRSTi badalane kI bAta hai, jarA | miTate huoM ko dekhakara kyoM ro na de 'maz2Az2a' dRSTikoNa badalane kI bAta hai aura saba artha aura ho jAtA hai| Akhira kisI ke hama bhI miTAye hue to haiM akelApana akelApana mAlUma hotA hai agara una logoM kA sIne meM unake z2alve chupAye hue to haiM khayAla karo, jinane kala taka gherA thA aura aba ve dUra haTate cale | hama apane dila ko tUra banAye hue to haiM gaye haiN| svabhAvataH agara pati dhyAna karegA, patnI thor3I dUra hone basa itanA hI khayAla rahe ki rozanI jalatI rhe| dila kA dIyA lgegii| patnI dhyAna karegI, pati thor3A dUra hone lgegaa| jalatA rhe| bhItara hoza banA rhe| saMsAra to chUTegA, chUTanA hI ghara-dvAra, bacce, apane, dUra hone lgeNge| aisA bAhara se dUra hoM hai| lAkha upAya karo, pakar3akara rakhA jA sakatA nhiiN| koI nahIM aisA jarUrI nahIM, lekina bhiitr| bhItara koI sarakane lagegA pAra, rakha sakA, tuma bhI na rakha skoge| koI apavAda nahIM hai| gahare meM jAne lgegaa| bAhara se AMkha jhapakane lagegI, bhItara | jo kala chUTanA hI hai, use apane hAtha se chor3a denA kalA hai| AMkha khulane lgegii| zAna hai usmeN| garimA hai, gaurava hai| yahI to saMnyAsI kA gaurava roja aisA hotA hai| hai| saMnyAsI kA gaurava kyA hai? yahI ki saMsArI ko jabardastI rAta tuma sote ho, taba tumheM patnI kI yAda raha jAtI hai? pati | chur3AyA jAtA; saMnyAsI khuda hI kaha detA hai ki ThIka hai, jo kI yAda raha jAtI hai? beTe-beTI kI yAda raha jAtI hai? chUTanA hai, chUTa gyaa| saMsArI bar3I pIr3A se chor3atA hai, ro-rokara mitra-priyajana kI yAda raha jAtI hai? kucha bhI nhiiN| AMkha baMda chor3atA hai, dIna hokara chor3atA hai| lagatA hai jaise lUTA jA rahA hai| huI, saMsAra gyaa| tuma apane bhItara dduube| dhyAna meM to yaha ghaTanA | saMnyAsI yaha dekhakara ki yahAM to sabhI luTa jAte haiM, khuda khar3A aura bhI gaharI ghttegii| to akelApana aayegaa| agara tumane hokara laTa jAtA hai| kahatA hai, ThIka hai| pIr3A hogI, bhIr3a vidA bAhara para najara rakhI, to yaha lagegA akelApana; agara bhItara para hogI, akelApana AyegA, usI akelepana kI rAha se paramAtmA najara rakhI to yaha lagegA ekaaNt| ekAMta aura akelepana meM bar3A | aayegaa| akelApana to setu hai usake Ane ke lie; hamane pula pharka hai| bhASAkoza meM koI pharka nahIM hai| bhASAkoza meM to donoM bnaayaa| ise isa taraha dekhoge, to isa pIr3A meM bhI sukha hogaa| kA artha eka hI likhA hai| jIvana ke koza meM bar3A pharka hai| jaba tuma kucha nirmANa kara rahe hote ho, to mAthe se pasInA bahatA ekAMta kA artha to bar3A AnaMdapUrNa hai| akelepana kA bar3A | rahe, to bhI sukha hotA hai| kyoMki tuma jAnate ho, yaha to zrama hai| dukhapUrNa hai| tuma galata vyAkhyA mata kro| ise akelApana mata aura isa zrama ke pIche phala hai| yaha to zrama hai, sRjana hai| isake kaho, ise kaho ekaaNt| ise kaho zuddha apanA honaa| ise kaho pIche ahobhAva calA A rahA hai| isake pIche upalabdhi hai| taiyaarii| prabhu ke pAsa jA rahe haiM, to bhIr3a lekara to koI kabhI gayA | isa ekAMta se hI paramAtmA tumhAre pAsa aayegaa| jisa dina tuma nhiiN| ekaakii| akele hI jAnA par3atA hai| usa maMdira meM do to mauna ho jAoge, usa dina vaha bolegaa| jisa dina tuma akele ho kabhI sAtha praviSTa hue nhiiN| eka hI praviSTa hotA hai| to ise jAoge, usI dina usake hAtha tumhAre hAtha meM A jAte haiN| vaha taiyArI smjho| aura jitanA ekAMta bar3hane lagegA utanA jAnanA koI dUra thor3e hI hai| pAsa hI hai, lekina tuma bhIr3a meM itane ulajhe ki prabhu pAsa A rahA hai, saMsAra dUra ho rahA hai| eka krAMti ghaTa rahI ho ki use dekha nahIM paate| hai| pahale-pahale to yaha miTane-jaisA hI lgegaa| isIlie to khuda dila meM raha ke AMkha se paradA kare koI isako maiM mRtyu kahatA huuN| hAM, lutpha jaba hai pA kara bhI DhUMDhA kare koI miTate huoM ko dekhakara kyoM ro na de 'maz2Az2a' aisA hI lutpha cala rahA hai| pAyA hI huA hai, usI ko DhUMDha rahe | Akhira kisI ke hama bhI miTAye hue to haiM haiN| use kabhI khoyA nahIM hai, lekina bhIr3a meM AMkheM ulajha gayI jo mere pAsa A rahe haiM, vaha smjheNge| vaha isa bAta ko haiN| bhIr3a meM AMkheM ulajhane ke kAraNa vaha tumhAre pAsa hI khar3A hai, smjheNge| jaba vaha dUsare ko miTate, ekAMta kI pIr3A meM utarate kaMdhe se kaMdhA saTAye, tumhAre hRdaya meM dhar3aka rahA hai, tumhArI sAMsoM dekheMge, to vaha smjheNge| meM cala rahA hai, baha rahA hai, dikhAyI nahIM pdd'taa| idhara se akele 274 2010_03

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- - jIvana taiyArI hai, mRtyu parIkSA hai| hue, bhIr3a ko vidA kiyA, vaha dikhAyI par3ane lgegaa| eka daphA rakhakara le jaaegaa| use khojanA koI AdamI kA hI akele dikhAyI par3a jAe, phira maiM tumase nahIM kahatA ki bhIr3a ko chor3o, kRtya thor3e hI hai| usakI bhI kucha jimmevArI hai| dotaraphA phira maiM kahatA hUM, utara jAnA saMsAra meN| phira tumheM sabhI ke bhItara jimmevArI hai| hama use khojeM, vaha hameM khoje| aura aisA hI cala vahI dikhAyI par3ane lgegaa| phira bhIDa usI kI bhIDa hai| lekina | rahA hai| abhI bhIr3a usI kI nahIM hai| abhI to apane bhItara bhI use nahIM paramAtmA to hameM khoja hI rahA hai| jisa dina hama khojane lagate jAnA, to dUsare ke bhItara kaise jAnanA ho sakatA hai! haiM, usI dina hamameM aura usameM tAlamela ho jAtA hai| 'taru' kA prazna hai| royeM na abhI ahale-najara hAla para mere AkhirI prazna : bhagavAna zrI, terI raz2A pUrI ho! honA hai abhI mujhako kharAba aura jiyAdA AvArA-o-majanU hI pe maukUpha nahIM kucha . caitanya bhAratI ne pachA hai| 'pachanA' kahanA ThIka nahIM. kahA milane haiM abhI mujhako khitAba aura jiyAdA hai| 'terI raz2A pUrI ho|' yahI prArthanA kA mUlamaMtra hai| isameM hI to taru se maiM kahatA hUM, abhI ghabar3A mata, abhI to aura | paga jAo pUre-pUre, to kucha aura karane ko nahIM hai! musIbateM Ane ko haiN| aura koI tujhase sahAnubhUti dikhAyeM to | jIsasa ko sUlI huI, AkhirI kSaNa unhoMne AkAza kI tarapha unase kaha denA muMha uThAkara kahA ki he paramAtmA, yaha kyA dikhA rahA hai! eka royeM na abhI ahale-najara hAla pe mere saMdeha uTha AyA hogA ki maiM tere lie jIA, terI prArthanA meM honA hai abhI mujhako kharAba aura jiyAdA jIA, terI pUjA meM jIA, tere nAma ko phailAne ke lie jIA AvArA-o-majanU hI pe maukUpha nahIM kucha aura yaha tU mujhe kyA dikhA rahA hai! eka zikAyata A gayI milane haiM abhI mujhako khitAba aura jiyAdA hogI-halakI-sI badalI, choTI-sI badalI jIsasa kI chAtI lekina majanU hue binA kauna lailA ko pA sakA! aura majanU para taira gyii| eka kSaNa ko sUraja Dhaka gayA hogaa| lekina hue binA koI paramAtmA ko kaise pA sakatA hai! AvArA hue jIsasa tatkSaNa pahacAna liye ki cUka ho gayI, bhUla ho gyii| binA! AvArA kA artha hai jisakA aba kucha bhI nahIM; rikta, tatkSaNa kahA, kSamA kara, yaha maiMne kyA kahA! terI raz2A pUrI ho! tU khAlI, akele| aisA hue binA kauna use nimaMtraNa de sakA! jo dikhA rahA hai, vahI ThIka hai| terI raz2A se Upara mere ra merI rajA nahIM jIsasa niraMtara kahate the ki koI gar3ariyA apanI bher3oM ko hai| terI icchA se Upara merI icchA nahIM hai| tU jo cAhatA hai, vahI lekara aataa| sAMjha kA aMdherA ghirane lagA, sUraja Dhala gayA, maiM cAhUM, basa itanI hI merI icchA hai| yaha maiMne kaise kahA! acAnaka dekhatA ki eka bher3a kho gyii| to sabhI bher3oM ko usa | AkhirI kSaNa! bilakula svAbhAvika hai| bar3I pIr3A jIsasa aMdherI rAta meM kisI vRkSa ke tale chor3akara, usa bher3a ko khojane ko dI gyii| sUlI para laTakAyA gyaa| svAbhAvika hai, nikala jAtA hai jo kho gyii| mile huoM ko chor3akara use khojane maanviiy| isa bAta se siddha hotA hai ki jIsasa paramAtmA ke beTe nikala jAtA jo kho gyii| aMdherI rAta meM pukAratA, TeratA, aura to the hI, AdamI ke beTe bhI the| isase kucha aura siddha nahIM jaba vaha mila jAtI, to patA hai kyA karatA? use kaMdhe para rakha hotaa| isase sirpha Adamiyata siddha hotI hai| lautttaa| kho gaye ko kaMdhe para rakhakara lauTatA hai| aura jIsasa aura jIsasa ne bahuta bAra bAibila meM jagaha-jagaha kahA, kahIM kahate the, maiM bhI aisA hI gar3ariyA huuN| | vaha kahate haiM maiM AdamI kA beTA hUM, kahIM kahate haiM paramAtmA kA agara hama saca meM hI ro uThe, to usake hAtha tumhAre AMsU taka beTA huuN| vaha donoM haiN| sabhI donoM haiN| unheM yAda A gayI, sabhI pahuMca hI jAeMge, poMcha deMge tumhAre aaNsuu| agara hama saca hI pIr3A ko yAda nahIM AyI hai| se bhara jAeM, to vaha daur3A calA aayegaa| hama agara bhaTaka hI to AdamI kA beTA bolA, yaha kyA dikhA rahA hai mujhe! lekina jAeM usako khojate-khojate, to AyegA jarUra, aura kaMdhe para tabhI unheM smaraNa A gayA hogA ki are! maiM AdamI kA beTA hI 275 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga : 2 nahIM, paramAtmA kA bhI beTA huuN| phira bApa kI jo marjI! phira kA chor3a dene kA hI artha hai, 'terI raz2A pUrI ho|' isa ciMtA ko usakI jo raz2A! vaha kucha burA to na caahegaa| usase jyAdA tabhI koI chor3a sakatA hai jaba ahaMkAra ko chor3a de| jaba kaha de samajhadAra maiM to nahIM ho sktaa| agara usane yahI cAhA hai, to ki aba maiM nahIM hUM, tU hI hai| yahI ThIka hogA, isIlie cAhA hai| usakI cAha kA nirNaya maiM jisake hRdaya meM yaha dIyA jala jAe ki usakI marjI pUrI ho, kauna hUM karanevAlA? aura maiM apanI marjI ko usake virodha meM khar3A na karUMgA, pUchA hai, 'terI raz2A pUrI ho|' ise maiM kahatA hUM prArthanA kA lar3AUMgA nahIM, maiM dhAra ke khilApha, dhAre ke khilApha bahUMgA nahIM, muulmNtr| agara yahI tumhAre jIvana para chA jAe, isI raMga meM tuma nadI jahAM le jAegI vahIM jAUMgA, samarpita karatA hUM, apane ko raMga jAo, to yahI gairika-vastra hai, yahI geruA raMga hai| yahI chor3atA hUM usakI dhArA meM DubAye to DUbUMgA aura DUbane ko hI saMnyAsI kI bhAvadazA hai| hara ghar3I jo bhI ho, tuma yahI jAnanA kinArA smjhNgaa| bacAye to bcuuNgaa| aisI cittadazA meM dukha ho ki paramAtmA ne kiyA, ThIka hI kiyA hogaa| burA ho to, bhalA ho sakatA hai? pIr3A ho sakatI hai? aisI cittadazA meM narka ho to, sukha mile to, dukha mile to, kAMTe mileM to, phUla mileM to, | sakatA hai? asNbhv| svarga khula gyaa| tuma sabhI usI ko samarpita karate cale jaanaa| tuma sabhI usako bujha rahe haiM eka eka karake akIdoM ke dIye arpita karate cale jaanaa| kahanA, jo terI rj'aa| tuma prasanna isa aMdhere kA bhI lekina sAmanA karanA to hai rhnaa| tuma bojha apane sira para na ddhonaa| tuma nAhaka hI apane | AsthA ke dIye bujhate gye| aura yaha sabase bar3A dIyA hai sira para bojha rakhe ho| karanevAlA vhii| tuma vyartha karane kI AsthA kaa| yahI AstikatA hai| jhaMjhaTa apane sira para le liye ho| bujha rahe haiM eka eka karake akIdoM ke dIye sunI hai tumane kahAnI? eka samrATa AtA thaa| rAha para usane isa aMdhere kA bhI lekina sAmanA karanA to hai eka bhikhArI ko dekhaa| dUra hai gaaNv| samrATa ko dayA A gayI, | aura jaise-jaise AsthA ke dIye bajhate gaye haiM vaise aMdherA gahana usane bhikhArI ko kahA, tU bhI A, ratha meM baiTha jaa| vaha bhikhArI | hotA gayA hai| aura yaha sabase mahatvapUrNa dIyA hai| AsthA baiTha to gayA, lekina apanI poTalI jo sira para rakhe thA, sira para | kA-terI raz2A, terI marjI, terI icchA pUrI ho| maiM smrpit| maiM hI rakhe rhaa| vaha samrATa ne kahA poTalI nIce rakha de, aba isako bhNgaa| maiM tairUMgA bhI nhiiN| maiM patavAra na claauuNgaa| maiM nAva meM sira para kyoM rakhe hai ? usane kahA ki nahIM mAlika, itanA hI kyA pAla bAMdha diyA hUM aba, terI havAeM jahAM le jaaeN| kama hai ki Apane mujhe baiThane diyA; aba poTalI kA bojha bhI rAmakRSNa kahate the, do taraha se nadI pAra ho sakatI hai| yA to Apake ratha para rkh| nahIM, nahIM, aisA maiM kaise kara sakatA hai| patavAra calAo, yA pAla khola do| pAla jo khola detA hai, vahI lekina tuma ratha para baiThe ho, poTalI sira para rakhe ho, kyA socate bhakta hai| patavAra jo calAtA hai, vaha bhakta nahIM hai| vaha abhI bhI ho ratha para bojha nahIM hai? bojha to ratha para hI hai, cAhe tuma sira para | apane para bharosA kiye hai| vaha abhI bhI apanI bAhuoM ke bala rakho, cAhe tuma nIce rakha do| para jI rahA hai| abhI socatA hai, agara maiM na kucha kiyA, to usa paramAtmA kartA hai| sArA kRtya usakA hai| vastutaH paramAtmA kA pAra pahuMcUMgA nhiiN| bhakta kahatA hai, agara isa pAra rakhA hai, to koI aura artha nahIM hai| isa sAre khela kA jo ikaTThA jor3a hai| yaha pAra bhI usI kA hai| to isa pAra hI rheNge| usa pAra pahuMca hI isa sAre karma ke mahata pravAha kA jo keMdra hai, vahI to paramAtmA hai| gye| isI pAra rahate hue usa pAra pahuMca gye| lekina hama saba apanI-apanI poTalI sira para rakhe haiM, hama kahate dUra kitane bhI raho tuma, pAsa pratipala, haiM, maiM kara rahA huuN| hama kahate haiM, aba itanA bojha paramAtmA para kyoMki merI sAdhanA ne pala nimiSa cala, kyA DAlanA! cAMda-tAre jo calA rahA hai, vaha tumheM nahIM calA pAyegA! sArI prakRti kaise layabaddha-svara meM baha rahI hai| eka vizva meM tuma aura tuma meM vizva bhara kA pyAra! tumhIM ciMtA liye baiThe ho ki tumheM svayaM ko calAnA hai| isa ciMtA hara jagaha hI aba tumhArA dvaar| 2761 2010_03

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jIvana taiyArI hai, mRtyu parIkSA hai isa gAMva eka kAzI, usa gAMva eka kAbA, ho| hara ghar3I; nimiSa-pala; rAta-dina; sukha meM, dukha meM; hAra isakA idhara bulAvA, usakA udhara bulAvA, meM, jIta meM; sammAna meM, apamAna meM; ise yAda rakhanA, aura gahare isase bhI pyAra mujhako, usase bhI pyAra mujhako, ise dohArAte rahanA terI rajA parI ho| aura jaba doharAo. to kisako gale lagAUM, kisase karUM dikhAvA; kevala zabda hI mata doharAnA, isameM apanI AtmA uMDela denaa| parajAta kyoM banAUM, dIvAra kyoM uThAUM, isa eka maMtra meM sAre maMtra samA jA sakate haiN| hara ghATa jala pIA hai, gAgara badala-badala kara jIsasa ne kahA hai, 'dAI kiMgDama kama, dAI vila bI Dana', jise dikhAyI par3ane lagA, sabhI ghATa usake haiN| bahuta bAra | prabhu, terA rAjya utare; prabhu terI raz2A pUrI ho| zarIra badale, vaha sirpha gAgara kA badalanA hai| bahuta bAra icchAeM badalIM, vaha bhI sirpha gAgara kA badalanA hai| bahuta bAra mana Aja itanA hii| badalA, vaha bhI sirpha gAgara kA badalanA hai| pyAsa eka hai aura usa pyAsa ko tRpta karanevAlA jala eka hai| hara ghATa jala pIA hai, gAgara bdl-bdlkr| aura eka bAra tumheM yaha samajha meM A jAe, yaha dikhAyI par3ane lage-thor3I-sI bhI jhalaka A jAe ki sAre kRtyoM ke pIche vahI hai, sAre ghAToM ke pIche vahI hai: pyAsa meM bhI vahI, jala meM bhI vahI; jo tumheM calA rahA hai, vahI sabako calA rahA hai; jo tumheM rAha para calane kA sujhAva de rahA hai, vahI tumhAre rAha para patthara bhI rakha rahA hai; to jarUra donoM meM kucha tAlamela hogaa| binA pattharoM ke cunautI na hogii| isalie patthara bhI rakha rahA hai| tumheM pukAra bhI rahA hai ki Ao aura calo, aura rAha ko durgama bhI banA rahA | hai| kyoMki dargama rAha para caloge tabhI tamhArA nirmANa hogA. sRjana hogaa| tumheM AnaMda kI AkAMkSA se bhI bharA hai, aura hajAra-hajAra taraha ke dakha bhI paidA kara rahA hai, kyoMki una dakhoM ke bIca hI agara tuma AnaMdita ho sako, to hI AnaMda kA koI artha hai| agara dukha na hote aura tuma AnaMdita hote, to usa AnaMda meM koI rIr3ha na hotI, koI bala na hotaa| viparIta sthiti paidA karake cunautI paidA kI gayI hai| saMgharSa kA maukA tumheM nikhArane kA upAya hai| samajhane kI koziza hara ghaTanA, hara pala meM krnaa| aura jaise hI kabhI tuma bhUlane-bhaTakane lago; aura mana hone lage kahane kA ki he prabhu! yaha kyA dikhA rahA hai, to tatkSaNa jAga jAnA, cauMkanA! apane ko jhakajhora lenA aura kahanA, terI marjI pUrI ho| terI raz2A pUrI ho| yaha tumhArA maMtra bana jaae-mhaamNtr| ise tuma oMkAra smjho| rAma-rAma japane se jo lAbha na hogA, vaha lAbha isa eka sUtra ko pakar3a lene se hogA-terI raz2A pUrI ___ 2010_03 www.jainelibrar org