Jinsutra Lecture 41 Dukh ki Swikruti Mahasukh ki Nimv

Author(s): Osho Rajnish
Publisher: Osho Rajnish
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/340141/1

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dasavAM pravacana dukha kI svIkRtiH mahAsukha kI nIMva

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prazna-sAra pravacana meM Apa dvArA eka hAtha se to hama para karArI coTa aura dUsare hAtha se sugaMdha va phUla luttaanaa| donoM se eka-sAtha gujarane meM Apako kaThinAI nahIM hotI? samatA va AnaMda ke dIye kA adhika samaya taka sthira rahane ke bAvajUda bhI __kabhI-kabhI TimaTimAne lgnaa| nirmANa kI bhUmikA athavA kisI zithilatA kA pariNAma? akaMpa samyakatva va AnaMda hetu bhagavAna se mArga-prakAzana kI maaNg| HERE HEADLINE hara prAtaH bhagavAna ko dekhane va sunane ke lie AnA, para donoM rasa eka-sAtha na le paanaa| sunane meM AMkha kA baMda honA, dekhane para sunane kA kama honaa| kaise donoM kA sAtha-sAtha AsvAdana ho? samarpaNa va aMdhAnukaraNa meM aMtara kyA? H siddha hokara Apako kyA milA? kyA Izvara nizcayapUrvaka hai? 2010_03

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M ga halA prazna : pravacana meM Apa eka hAtha se hama para samhAlo hI, tAki tumhAre sAmane merI sthiti sApha-sApha ho na karArI coTa karate haiM aura dUsare hAtha se phUla aura jaae| maiM donoM karatA hUM to tumhAre sAmane merI sthiti sApha nahIM sugaMdha bAMTate haiN| bAMTate kyA haiM, luTAte haiM! kyA hotii| tuma mujhe chor3akara bhI nahIM bhAga sakate, kyoMki sahArA bhI Apako ina donoM se eka-sAtha gujarane meM kaThinAI nahIM hotI? | detA huuN| tuma mere sAtha pUre khar3e bhI nahIM ho pAte, kyoMki coTa bhI karatA huuN| tumhAre mana meM mere prati sthiti spaSTa nahIM ho pAtI, donoM meM virodha nahIM hai, donoM meM sahayoga hai| donoM eka-dUsare ke rahasya banA rahatA hai| viparIta nahIM haiM, eka-dUsare ke paripUraka haiN| kumhAra ko dekhA | agara maiM sahArA hI dUM to tuma mere sAtha ho jaao| lekina vaha hai? eka hAtha se samhAlatA hai aura dUsare hAtha se thapakI detA hai| sAtha honA kisa kAma kA! tuma murde kI taraha sAtha ho jaaoge| eka hAtha se miTTI ko samhAlatA hai, gira na jAe, bhItara se tumheM maiMne cunautI na dii| tuma anagar3ha patthara raha jAoge, mUrti na samhAlatA hai, bAhara se coTa detA hai| bhItara se na samhAle to bnoge| kyoMki mUrti banAne ke lie to chenI uThAnI hI pdd'egii| miTTI kI deha nirmita na ho pAyegI, gira jaaegii| bAhara se coTa na tumheM kATanA hI hogaa| aura agara maiM sirpha coTa hI karUM, to tumheM de, to bhI na samhala pAyegI, to bhI ghar3A bana na paayegaa| bhAgane meM suvidhA ho jaae| coTa khAne ko kauna baiThA rahatA hai? | - jo kumhAra kara rahA hai, vahI maiM bhI kara rahA huuN| vaha miTTI ke tuma yA to bhAga jAo yA tuma suno hI na, yA sunate hue bhI tuma sAtha kara rahA hai, maiM AtmA ke sAtha kara rahA huuN| sahAre kI bhI bahare bane rho| lekina saMbaMdha TUTa jaae| jarUrata hai, coTa akelI kAphI nhiiN| akelA sahArA bhI kAphI maine tumheM duvidhA meM ddaalaa| na tuma chor3akara bhAga sakate ho, nahIM, coTa kI bhI jarUrata hai| sahAre denevAle tumheM bahuta mila kyoMki eka hAtha se maiM tumheM bulA bhI rahA hUM; aura tuma mere pAsa jAeMge, lekina ve coTa nahIM krte| kucha coTa karanevAle bhI haiM, Ane meM bhI Darate ho, kyoMki maiM coTa bhI kara rahA huuN| lekina yahI lekina ve sahArA nahIM dete| donoM hI hAlata meM tumhArI AtmA kA ekamAtra upAya hai tumheM nirmita karane kaa| basa, tuma kumhAra ko pAtra nirmita na ho paayegaa| | jAkara dekha AnA-ghar3A banAte kumhAra ko-tumheM merI bAta mehara bAbA sahArA dete haiM, coTa nahIM krte| kRSNamUrti coTa samajha meM A jaaegii| kumhAra ke lie virodha nahIM hai| zAyada karate haiM, sahArA nahIM dete| ye adhUre upAya haiN| ghar3e ko ar3acana bhI hotI ho ki kyA kara rahe ho, ulTI bAteM maiM donoM ko eka-sAtha samhAla rahA huuN| mujhe ar3acana nahIM hai eka-sAtha kara rahe ho? sahArA dete ho to sahArA do, coTa karate samhAlane meM, kyoMki mere lie donoM paripUraka haiN| ar3acana tumheM | ho to coTa karo, yaha tuma kyA kara rahe ho? bar3I visaMgati hai, | hogii| vaha maiM jAnatA huuN| tuma cAhate ho yA to coTa hI karo, yA bar3A virodha hai| 183 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga 2 merI bAteM tumheM visaMgatipUrNa mAlUma pdd'eNgii| Aja kucha kahatA aMkurita hotA hai| kaccA bIja to aMkurita nahIM hotaa| coTa na hUM, kala kucha kahatA huuN| kyoMki jaba sahArA denA hotA hai, taba khAyI, pakoge nahIM; kacce raha jaaoge| jinake jIvana meM coTeM tumheM pucakAra letA hUM; jaba coTa karanI hotI hai, taba phira nahIM par3atIM, ve sadA kacce raha jAte haiN| dhanyabhAgI haiM ve jinheM nirmamatA se coTa bhI karatA huuN| tuma taya nahIM kara pAte ki jisake | jIvana bahuta coTa detA hai| abhAge haiM ve jinheM jIvana sirpha sahArA pAsa Aye ho vaha mitra hai, yA zatru hai ? jisake sAtha cala par3e detA hai, coTa nahIM detaa| ve napuMsaka raha jAte haiN| isIlie to ho, vaha pahuMcAyegA yA bhaTakAyegA? tuma sApha nahIM kara paate| bahuta suvidhA meM, saMpannatA meM pale hue logoM meM pratibhA nahIM hotii| tumhArI duvidhA sApha hai| mujhe koI duvidhA nahIM hai| maiM jo kara rahA pratibhA ke lie thor3I coTa caahie| jIvana kA tapa, jIvana kA hUM bilakula spaSTa hai, saMgatipUrNa hai| | tApa caahie| tUphAna aura Aga caahie| aura agara tumheM merI bAta samajha meM A jAe, to tumhAre lie bhI | maiMne sunA hai, eka kisAna ne bar3e dina taka paramAtmA se pUjA saMgati kA darzana ho jaaegaa| usa darzana se bar3A lAbha hogaa| kI, prArthanA kii| paramAtmA ne darzana diye, to usake sAmane kahA phira tuma coTa meM bhI chipe sahAre ko dekhoge| sahAre meM bhI chipI ki basa, mujhe eka hI bAta tumase kahanI hai| tumheM kisAnI nahIM coTa ko dekhoge| akelI karuNA se na hogaa| karuNA ko kaThora aatii| bevakta bAdala bheja dete ho| jaba bAdala kI jarUrata hotI honA hogA, to hI kAma ho skegaa| tumheM banAnA bhI hai, bahuta hai, hama tar3aphate haiM, cIkhate-cillAte haiM, taba bAdaloM kA koI kucha tuma meM miTAnA bhI hai| tuma eka jIrNa-jarjara bhavana kI taraha patA nahIM! kabhI aisI varSA kara dete ho ki bAr3ha A jAtI hai, kabhI ho| eka khaMDahara! pahale tumheM miTAnA bhI hai, phira naye bhavana kI aisA khAlI chor3a dete ho ki pAnI ko tarasa jAte haiN| phasala khar3I nIMva bhI rakhanI hai| tuma jaise ho aise hI paramAtmA ke yogya nahIM hotI hai-tUphAna, AMdhI, ole! tumheM kucha patA hai? khetI ho| tuma paramAtmA ke yogya ho sakate ho| lekina usake pahale tumane kabhI kI nhiiN| to kama se kama khetI ke saMbaMdha meM tuma merI bar3I agniyoM se gujaranA hogaa| saMbhAvanA hai tumhArI paramAtmA, | salAha maano| paramAtmA haMsA usa bhole kisAna pr| usane kahA, satya nhiiN| tuma bIja ho abhii| TUToge, tor3e jAoge, miTTI meM ThIka! to tU kyA cAhatA hai ? eka sAla terI marjI se hogaa| giroge, bikharoge, to hI kisI dina phUla khila paayegaa| kisAna ne kahA, taba ThIka hai| puSTa bIja, eka sAla kisAna ne marjI se jo cAhA, jisa dina cAhA, vaisA suSTa kheta, huaa| jaba usane pAnI mAMgA, pAnI giraa| jaba usane dhUpa mAMgI, sAthI saMgI sameta, taba dhUpa aayii| gehUM kI bAleM itanI bar3I kabhI bhI na huI thiiN| susamaya boiye, AdamI DhaMka jAe, kho jAe, itanI bar3I gehUM kI bAleM huiiN| usane sIMcie susAdha se, kahA, aba dekha! socA mana meM, aba dikhAUMgA paramAtmA ko| rAta dina bAleM to bahuta bar3I huI, lekina jaba phasala kATI, to bAloM ke bAta bina bhItara gehUM bilakula na the, poca the| bahuta parezAna huaa| kheta ko rkhaaiye| paramAtmA se kahA, yaha kyA huA? kyoMki maiMne itanI suvidhA kAla thaka jAe jaba, dii| jaba pAnI kI jarUrata thI, taba pAnI; jaba dhUpa kI jarUrata dhAna paka jAe jaba, thI, taba dhuup| AMdhI, tUphAna, ole ityAdi to maiMne kATa hI hokara ikaDe phira, diye| koI takalIpha to dI hI nhiiN| lekina bIja Aye hI nahIM! kATiye kttaaiye| huA kyA hai? puSTa bIja-pahale to bIja ko puSTa honA par3atA, pakanA | paramAtmA ne kahA, pAgala! sirpha suvidhA se kahIM koI cIja pdd'taa| kacce bIja ko bone se kucha sAra na hogaa| dhUpa meM, | banI hai, nirmita huI hai? suvidhA ke sAtha sAdhanA bhI caahie| tUne sUrya-Atapa meM, tapa meM bIja ko pakanA hotA hai| pakA bIja hI suvidhA to de dI, lekina sAdhanA kA koI avasara na diyaa| tUne 184 2010_03

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dukha kI svIkRti : mahAsukha kI nIMva samhAlA to, lekina coTeM-capeTeM na diiN| AMdhI bhI cAhie, ole jAtA hai| bhIr3a meM rahanevAle AdamI kI AtmA kho jAtI hai| bhI cAhie, tUphAna bhI cAhie; sahArA bhI caahie| ina donoM ke donoM ke bIca meN| akele rahanA hai, bhIr3a meM rahanA hai| aura bhIr3a meM bIca meM gehUM paidA hotA, pktaa| bala paidA hotA hai cunautI se| rahanA hai aura akele rahanA hai| ghUmo, calo bAjAra meM, lekina puSTa bIja bhItara himAlaya kA ekAMta banA rhe| to pahalI to bAta hai ki bIja puSTa ho| saMbaMdhoM se bhAgo mt| kyoMki saMbaMdhoM ke thaper3e jarUrI haiN| suSTa kheta krodha, saMgharSa, coTa, cunautI jarUrI haiN| bhItara dhyAna ko sAdho, phira kheta taiyAra ho| aise hara kahIM bIja pheMka dene se kahIM | bAhara prema ke dhAge ko pakar3e rho| phasala nahIM kATI jaatii| patthara, kUr3A-karkaTa, ghAsa-pAta alaga | puSTa bIja karanA hogaa| khAda kheta meM DAlanI hogii| zrama karanA hogaa| suSTa kheta puSTa bIja sAthI-saMgI sameta suSTa kheta susamaya boiye sAthI-saMgI sameta ThIka samaya para bonA pdd'egaa| cAhe ThIka samaya AdhI rAta akele bhI na ho paayegaa| jIvana meM kucha bhI to akele nahIM ho aaye| cAhe ThIka samaya bhara-dopaharI meM aaye| ThIka samaya jo paataa| jIvana hai hI saMga-sAtha meN| hama samAja meM paidA hote, bhI mAMge, denA hogaa| ThIka samaya kI pratIkSA karanI hogI, sajaga samAja meM jIte, samAja meM vidA hote| hamArA honA sAmAjika hai| praharI kI taraha, AMkheM khole| jhapakI na lenI hogii| kyoMki saMbaMdhoM meM hai| jaise machalI sAgara meM janmatI hai, aise hama saMbaMdhoM ke ThIka samaya para par3e bIja hI ThIka samaya para phUleMge, phleNge| sAgara meM janmate haiN| binA mAM ke, binA pitA ke kauna paidA jarA-sA samaya cUka gaye, to jo jarA-sA samaya cUka gayA, vaha hogA? kaise paidA hogA? binA bhAI-bahana ke, binA mitra-zatru sadA ke lie bAdhA bana jAtA hai| phira use pUrA karane kA koI ke kauna bar3hegA, kaise bar3hegA? upAya nhiiN| puSTa bIja puSTa bIja, suSTa kheta suSTa kheta, sAthI saMgI sameta sAthI saMgI sameta, isalie merA bahuta jora hai ki tuma dhyAna bhI sAdho aura prema bhI | susamaya boiye, saadho| dhyAna kA artha hai, tuma akelA honA saadho| aura prema kA | sIMcie susAdha se, artha hai. tama saMbaMdhoM meM bhI mAdharya ko nirmita kro| aisA na ho ki rAta dina tuma akele-akele raha jaao| to tuma sUkha jaaoge| kucha bar3A | bAta bina bahumUlya tumhAre bhItara mara jaaegaa| jaMgala meM bhAga gaye saMnyAsI | kheta ko rkhaaiye| kA kucha bahumUlya mara jAtA hai| bhIr3a meM hI rahanevAle AdamI kA kAla thaka jAe jaba, bhI kucha bahumUlya mara jAtA hai| donoM adhUre haiN| bhIr3a meM rahanevAle dhAna paka jAe jaba, AdamI ko apane ghara kA patA kho jAtA hai| vaha apane | hokara ikaDe phira, mana-maMdira taka lauTa hI nahIM paataa| bhIr3a meM hI bhaTaka jAtA hai| kATiye kttaaiye| yAda hI nahIM rahatI ki maiM kauna hUM? akelA jo calA gayA, use jIvana aisA hI hai| sabhI kucha suvidhA se milatA hotA, to apanI to yAda Ane lagatI hai, lekina dUsare kA smaraNa bhUla jAtA sabhI ko mila gayA hotaa| suvidhA kAphI nahIM hai| sAdhanA bhI hai| aura dUsare ke smaraNa ke binA ahaMkAra khUba majabUta ho jAtA jarUrI hai| aura agara akelI sAdhanA se hI milatA hotA, to bhI hai| ekAMta meM rahanevAle vyakti kA ahaMkAra khUba balazAlI ho bahuta ar3acana na thii| sAdhanA ke bhItara suvidhA bhI Avazyaka 185 2010_03

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comments jina sUtra bhAgaH hai| sAdhanA, suvidhA meM virodha dikhAyI par3atA hai| lekina unhIM sadA sthira rahe, yaha vAsanA hI kyoM karate ho? kala kI bAta hI ko, jinhoMne jIvana ke gaNita ko samajhA nhiiN| kyoM uThAte ho? Aja kAphI hai| abhI, yahI kSaNa kAphI hai| dinabhara tuma zrama karate ho, rAta so jAte ho, virodha kA khayAla | eka kSaNa se jyAdA to eka bAra tumheM milatA nhiiN| eka-sAtha do nahIM kiyA? tuma yaha nahIM kahate ki kala bhI mujhe kAma karanA hai, kSaNa to kabhI milate nhiiN| rAta so jAUMgA, zithilatA A jaaegii| jAgA rahUM raatbhr| eka kSaNa bhI agara samatA kA dIyA ThaharA rahatA hai, phikira kyoMki kala bhI to jAganA hai| to jAgane kA abhyAsa jArI chodd'o| isI kSaNa ko jI lo pUrA, bhrpuur| nicor3a lo pUrA sAra, rkhuu| agara tuma rAtabhara jAge, to kala sooge phir| jAga na rs| yaha jo kSaNa kA aMgUra hai, banA lo isakI suraa| yahI kSaNa skoge| jIvana kA gaNita yahI hai ki viparIta se milakara banA hai kAphI hai| jaise hI tumane socA, yaha jo AnaMda abhI mila rahA hai, jiivn| dinabhara jAge ho, rAtabhara so jaao| rAtabhara ThIka se sadA rahegA? tumhI ne havA ke kaMpa paidA kara diye| dIyA nahIM kaMpa soye, to subaha kala phira ThIka se jAga skoge| agara zrama rahA hai; tumhAre mana ne hI dIye ko kaMpA diyaa| AnaMda nahIM kaMpa kiyA hai, to vizrAma kara lo| zrama hI zrama karate rahe, to bhI rahA hai, tuma bhaviSya ko bIca meM le aaye| tumane kala kI ciMtA pAgala ho jaaoge| vizrAma hI vizrAma karate rahe, to jIvana kI bIca meM DAla dii| kala hai kahAM? aura kala jaba AyegA taba sArI saMpadA kho jaaegii| zrama aura vizrAma kA saMtulana hai Aja kI taraha aayegaa| tuma Aja ko samhAla lo| jiivn| donoM ko eka-sAtha sAdhanA hai| jisane Aja ko samhAlanA jAna liyA, usane zAzvata ko kucha loga suvidhA ko sAdhate haiM, inako hI hama sAMsArika kahate samhAla liyaa| lekina hamArI ar3acana kyA hai? jo hamAre haiN| kucha loga sAdhanA ko sAdhate haiM, inhIM ko hama saMnyAsI kahate sAmane hotA hai, agara kabhI AnaMda AtA hai, to hama ghabar3Ate haiM rahe haiN| ki chuTa to na jAegA? abhI AyA hai ise bhogate nahIM, ciMtA mere saMnyAsI ko merA Adeza bar3A bhinna hai| maiM kahatA hUM, karate haiM ki kahIM chUTa to nahIM jAegA? to AnaMda chUTa hI gyaa| suvidhA meM sAdhanA ko saadhnaa| sAdhanA aura suvidhA ko tor3anA yaha maukA cUka hI gyaa| tumane socA ki chUTa to nahIM jAegA, mata, jodd'naa| jaba sAdhanA se thaka jAo, suvidhA meM DUba jaanaa| ki gyaa| chUTa hI gyaa| tuma TUTa gaye, abhii| dIyA kaMpa gyaa| jaba suvidhA se thaka jAo, taiyAra ho jAo, vizrAma pA lo, phira AnaMda Aye, to bhogo| kala ko kyoM uThAte ho? kala se sAdhanA meM laga jaanaa| lenA-denA kyA hai? jahAM se Aja AyA hai, vahIM se kala bhI jIvana viparIta ko viparIta kI taraha nahIM dekhtaa| vahAM viparIta AtA rhegaa| phira kala jaba AyegA, taba dekha leNge| abhI to paripUraka hai| yaha avasara milA hai, ise bhoga leN| abhI to yaha kSaNa milA hai, ise nAca leN| abhI to yaha gIta kI kar3I utarI hai, gunagunA leN| dasarA praznaH bhItara samatA kA, AnaMda kA dIyA adhika abhI to paira thirakeM, madaMga bje| isa kSaNa to jo milA hai, isameM samaya sthira rahane para bhI kabhI TimaTimAne lagatA hai| kyA yaha / se rattIbhara bhI na cUke, isakI ciMtA lo| kyoMki kSaNa bhAgA jA mere nirmANa kI bhUmikA hai, athavA merI kisI zithilatA kA rahA hai| hAtha se phisalatA jAtA hai| nikalatA jAtA hai| tumane pariNAma? yaha ThIkapana yA samyakatva kA AnaMda sadA akaMpita agara jarA-hI idhara-udhara dekhA ki cuuke| dAyeM-bAyeM dekhA ki rahe, isake lie apane anubhava se merA mArga prakAzita karane kI gaye! itanI dera kahAM hai? tumane pUchA ki yaha kSaNa calA to nahIM kRpA kreN| jAegA-yaha jA cukA! yaha gayA! tumhAre hAtha meM nahIM hai ab| | itanA bhI avakAza kahAM hai ki tuma soco? eka kSaNa se jyAdA kA vicAra hI mata kro| usI ke kAraNa __ bhogo! socane se kAma na clegaa| aura jaise hI tuma isa kSaNa dIyA TimaTimAne lagatA hai| eka kSaNa se jyAdA tumhAre hAtha meM ko bhoga loge, isa kSaNa ne buniyAda rakhI AnevAle kSaNa kii| nahIM hai| sadA akaMpita rahe, yaha AkAMkSA hI kyoM karate ho? isa kSaNa ko tumane bhogA, rasa kI dhAra bahI, tuma aura rasa kI dhAra 11861 2010_03

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dukha kI svIkRti : mahAsakha kI nIMva Mindsamananews ko bhogane ke yogya bne| agalA kSaNa aura bhI vAsaMtI, aura bhI bhI bIca meM vicAra mata lAo ki yaha rukegI? madhumaya hokara aayegaa| agalA kSaNa aura gaharA nRtya laayegaa| jhena kahAnI hai : agalA kSaNa aura bhI barasAyegA amRta tuma pr| lekina yaha eka maMdira ke dvAra para do bhikSuoM meM vivAda ho rahA hai ki maMdira tumhArI ciMtA kA kAraNa nahIM hai, yaha sahaja hI hotA hai| yaha ke Upara lagI patAkA ko kauna hilA rahA hai? patAkA hila rahI niyama kI bAta kaha rahA hUM, tumase socane ko nahIM kaha rahA huuN| hai| eka bhikSu kahatA hai, havA hilA rahI hai| dUsarA bhikSu kahatA yaha to eka zAzvata niyama hai ki jo tumane isa kSaNa meM bhogA, | hai, patAkA svayaM hila rahI hai| guru maMdira ke bAhara AtA hai, vaha usako tumhArI agale kSaNa meM bhogane kI kSamatA bar3ha jAtI hai| | kahatA hai : nAsamajho, na havA hilA rahI, na patAkA hila rahI, abhI tumane krodha kiyA, to agale kSaNa tumhArI krodha kI kSamatA | tumhArA mana! tumhArA mana hila rahA hai| isalie tumheM hilatI bar3ha jaaegii| patAkA dikhAyI par3a rahI hai, hilatI patAkA meM tumheM rasa A gayA tumane kabhI khayAla kiyA? subaha se uThakara agara krodha ho hai| tuma ciMtA-vicAra meM par3a gaye ho| mana ko ThaharA lo, phira jAe to loga kahate haiM dinabhara krodha ho jAtA hai| isalie parAne havA bhI calatI rahe. to bhI patAkA na hilegii| patAkA hilatI bhI dinoM meM loga subaha rAma kA nAma lekara uThate the| usa gaNita meM | rahe, to bhI na hilegii| mana thira huA, to saba thira huaa| thor3A manovijJAna hai| kyoMki jo hama subaha-subaha karate haiM, vaha | ThIka kahA usne| hamane nIMva rakha dI dinabhara ke lie| agara subaha-subaha rAma kA maiM eka amarIkI lekhaka kA jIvana par3ha rahA thaa| usane likhA smaraNa kiyA, to isa smaraNa meM snAna ho jaaegaa| usa smaraNa ke hai ki maiM kailiphorniyA kI suMdara suramya ghATI meM paidA huaa| eka sAtha yAtrA zurU huI, to agalA kSaNa usI se to Ane ko hai| machuve ke ghara paidA huaa| suMdara jhIloM meM, nadiyoM meM, vAdiyoM meM usI kI to zRMkhalA bnegii| jo rAma kA nAma lete hue uThA, | machaliyAM pakar3ate bacapana biitaa| agara kisI ne use gAlI dI, to ekadama se gAlI usake bhItara se usane likhA hai ki jaba maiM machaliyAM pakar3ane ke lie baMsI bAMdhe na uThegI-rAma kA nAma Ar3e pdd'egaa| jo gAlI dete hI uThA, hue kisI suramya jhIla ke pAsa baiThA hotA thA, Upara se havAI usako to koI gAlI na bhI de, to bhI gAlI sunAyI par3a jaaegii| jahAja gujarate the, to mere mana meM eka hI kAmanA uThatI thI ki kaba vaha gAlI se bharA hai| vaha talAza hI kara rahA hai, kahIM koI mila aisA samaya AyegA ki maiM bhI pAyalaTa banUM! AkAza meM uDUM! jAe kAraNa, to vaha TUTa par3e, barasa pdd'e| vaha bahAnA hI khoja kaisA AnaMda na hogA usa AkAza meM! maiM kahAM yahAM baiThA rahA hai| machaliyAM mArane meM samaya gaMvA rahA huuN| * isako hI agara tuma ThIka se samajho, to karma kA, saMskAra kA saMyoga kI bAta, vaha AdamI bAda meM pAyalaTa bnaa| taba usane pUrA siddhAMta hai| tumane jo kala kiyA thA, vaha tumhAre Aja ko dekhA ki maiM bar3A hairAna huA! aba maiM pAyalaTa hokara usI ghATI prabhAvita kregaa| aba kala to gayA, aba kala ko to badalane | ke Upara se havAI jahAja lekara ur3atA hUM, nIce jhAMkakara dekhatA hUM, kA koI upAya nahIM, itanI kRpA karo ki Aja ko badala lo, | mere mana meM khayAla uThatA hai, he bhagavAna! kaba riTAyara hoUMgA ki kyoMki Aja phira kala staayegaa| jo tumane pichale janma meM phira unhIM suramya ghATiyoM meM bailUM, machalI mArUM, vizrAma karUM! kiyA thA, vaha tuma abhI bhoga rahe ho| aura abhI tuma agale taba vaha cauMkA ki yaha maiM kara kyA rahA hUM, kyoMki maiM jaba ghATI meM janma kA vicAra kara rahe ho, aura yaha janma bhI hAtha se jA rahA thA taba mujhe ghATI kA sauMdarya na dikhAyI pdd'aa| taba mujhe havAI hai| yaha khAlI-khAlI gayA huA janma, phira aMdhere se bhare hue jahAja meM baiThe hue pAyalaTa kI mahimA mAlUma pdd'ii| aba maiM rAste para tumheM bhaTakA degaa| pAyalaTa hUM, to vizrAma kI AkAMkSA kara rahA huuN| aura phira soca pUchate ho ki samatA kA dIyA sadA kaise jalatA rahe? basa, | rahA hUM unhIM ghATiyoM kI jinameM maiMne kabhI sukha na pAyA thaa| aba kSaNabhara tuma use bhogo| jaba samatA ghanI ho, gunagunAo, nAco, | nIce phailI harI ghATI bar3I suMdara mAlUma par3atI hai! tAla-talaiye, DUbo usmeN| jaba samatA ghanI ho, pIo, phira dera na kro| itanA sarovara sphaTika-maNi jaise camakate haiN| unake kinAre baiThane kI 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga : 2 phira AkAMkSA hai| ki tuma mahAsukha ko pAne kI nIMva rakha lo| usa dukha ke kSaNa meM aura pakkA mAnanA, unake kinAre pahuMcate hI phira AkAMkSA tuma ghabar3AnA mata ki are! vaha sukha milA thA, gayA; yaha phira kahIM aura calI jaaegii| mana bar3A adabhuta hai| tuma jahAM hote ho, dukha A gayA! jo sukha dukha ke Ane se gira jAe, vaha sukha vahAM tumheM nahIM hone detaa| mana kI sArI pakar3a yahI hai ki tuma jahAM dhokhA thaa| vaha pakar3ane yogya hI na thaa| jo sukha dukha ke Ane ho vahAM nahIM hone detaa| tamheM kahIM aura le jAtA hai| aura dhyAna para bhI badale na dukha A jAe, phira bhI tuma kaho, ThIka, yaha bhI kA kula itanA hI artha hai ki jahAM ho, vahIM ho rho| mana ko yaha svIkAra; tumhArI svIkRti meM raMcamAtra koI bAdhA na par3e, tuma ise khela na khelane do| mana ko kaha do ki maiM jahAM hUM, vahI rhuuNgaa| bhI dhanyabhAva se, kRtajJabhAva se svIkAra kara lo; tuma paramAtmA abhI mana sadhA hai, samatA banI hai, pIo ise! agara pInA ko sukhoM ke lie to dhanyavAda do hI, vaha tumheM jo dukha detA hai sIkha gaye, zAzvata ho jaaegii| agara socane lage ki kahIM hila unake lie bhI dhanyavAda de sako, phira kauna hilA sakegA? phira to na jAegA, kahIM kho to na jAegA, kahIM yaha kSaNabhara kA sapanA tuma pAra hue| jaba dukha bhI tumheM dukhI na kara sakegA, tabhI sukha to na ho jAegA, kala kahIM ciMtA phira to na pakar3egI, kahIM phira thira hogaa| tabhI sakha zAzvata hogaa| azAMti ke kSaNoM ko bhI viSAda to na AyegA-A hI gayA, kala kI kahAM jarUrata rahI! zAMti se aMgIkAra kara lo| A hI gayA, tuma ciMtA meM par3a hI gye| tumhArI isa ciMtA ke zAMti azAMti ke Ane se nahIM miTatI, azAMti ko asvIkAra kAraNa hI kaMpa jAtI hai lau| karane se miTatI hai| azAMti ke Ane se agara zAMti miTatI pUchate ho, bhItara samatA kA AnaMda kA dIyA adhika samaya hotI, to zAMti kA bala hI kyA hai phira! azAMti ke Ane se nahIM sthira rahane para bhI kabhI-kabhI TimaTimAne lagatA hai| sthiratA kI miTatI, tuma azAMti ko asvIkAra karate ho, dhakAte ho; nahIM, bAta hI bhUla jaao| sthiratA mana kI hI AkAMkSA hai| sthira nahIM cAhie; cillAte ho ki yaha kyA huA, phira azAMti A karane kI ceSTA kyoM karate ho? patthara honA cAhate ho? jaladhAra gayI! isa cillAne, cIkha-pukAra karane se zAMti miTatI hai! rho| bahate-bahate apane ko pakar3o, phcaano| ghabar3Ao mata aba jaba dubArA tumhAre dIye kI lau kaMpe, to kaMpane kA bhI rUpAMtaraNa se, parivartana se| agara kabhI lau kaMpa bhI jAe, to AnaMda lenaa| kyA burA hai| bijalI kA balba nahIM kaMpatA, kaMpane kA bhI AnaMda lo| nahIM to yaha naye AdhyAtmika lobha | lekina dIye kA majA hI aura hai| dIye kI lau kaMpatI hai| bijalI hue| yaha nayI AdhyAtmika vAsanA jagI ki aba kaMpa na jAe kA balba bilakula nahIM kNptaa| lekina dIyA jiMdA hai, bijalI lau! kahIM aisA to na hogA ki kaMpa jAegI ! kabhI kaMpa bhI jAe, kA balba murdA hai| dIyA jIvaMta-dhArA hai| ThaharatA bhI, kaMpatA use bhI svIkAra kro| to samatA paidA huii| bhii| lau meM prANa haiN| bijalI kA balba bilakula yAMtrika hai| aba ise tuma samajhanA, yaha thor3A jaTila huaa| usameM prANa nahIM haiN| ghabar3AnA mt| kabhI-kabhI kaMpegI hI! ThIka agara samatA kaMpa jAe, to bhI tumhAre bhItara koI parezAnI na hai, svIkAra hai| tumhArA svIkAra-bhAva sadA banA rahe, to ho, tama kaho ThIka hai| yaha bhI ThIka hai, kabhI-kabhI kaMpatI hai. dhIre-dhIre tama pAoge, jaba tama kaMpana ko bhI svIkAra karane lage isako bhI svIkAra kara lo, to samatA vAstavika samatA paidA | to kaMpana kama hone lgaa| eka dina tuma pAoge, jisa dina huii| jaba viSamatA ko bhI svIkAra karane kI kalA A jAe, to svIkAra pUrA ho gayA, usa dina kaMpana samApta ho gyaa| usa dina samatA paidA huii| loga kahate haiM, sukha kho to na jAegA! nahIM, dIye kI lau satata, zAzvata hokara jalane lagatI hai| jaba dukha meM bhI tuma dukha na dekhoge; jaba dukha bhI AyegA taba bhii| lekina khayAla rakhanA, zAzvata aura sthira meM pharka hai| nitya tuma kahoge, yaha bhI ThIka hai, ise bhI svIkAra karate haiM, yaha bhI aura sthira meM pharka hai| sthira meM to AkAMkSA hai mana kI, ki sthira paramAtmA kA prasAda hai, taba phira sukha kabhI na httegaa| ho jaae| zAzvata ghaTanA hai, mana kI AkAMkSA nahIM hai| sthira kI merI bAta samajhe? sukha kabhI-kabhI haTegA, dukha AyegA, vaha to ciMtA paidA hotI hai, zAzvata kI koI ciMtA nhiiN| vastutaH aisA dukha parIkSA hai| vaha dukha cunautI hai| vaha dukha tumheM eka avasara hai | samajho ki sthira ke lie soca-socakara tuma lahara ko kaMpA jAte 1881 2010_03

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kha kI svIkRti : mahAsukha kI nIMva ho| jaba tuma kSaNa ko jIte ho, taba pariNAma meM nityatA upalabdha | bAMdhanA, anyathA TUTa jAeMge, bikhara jAeMge, ati komala haiM, hotI hai| dhIre-dhIre-dhIre lau thira ho jaaegii| samatA aisI sadha | ati sUkSma haiM, nAjuka haiN| ina para jhapaTTA mata mAra denaa| anyathA jAegI ki tumheM patA hI na calegA ki samatA bhI hai| jaba taka jhapaTTe meM hI naSTa ho jaaeNge| inake lie to bar3I zAMta, mauna, patA cale samatA kA, taba taka jAnanA abhI viSamatA ke bIja svIkAra kI bhAvadazA caahie| tuma jaba kucha bhI nahIM karate taba maujUda haiN| jaba taka sukha kA patA cale, taba taka jAnanA ki dukha hI yaha ghaTate haiN| jaise hI tumane kucha kiyA ki gar3abar3a zurU huii| abhI saMbhava hai| jaba taka zAMti kA patA cale, to samajhanA ki agara kSaNabhara ko bhI kabhI samatA kA sUtra baMdha jAtA hai, to abhI zAMti azAMti ke viparIta saMgharSa kara rahI hai| bhoga lo use| bs| pUrI taraha bhoga lo| usa kSaNa ko zAzvata mahAvIra se pUcho-tuma agara unase pUchoge ki kyA Apa zAMta ho jAne do| usa kSaNa meM aise DUbo ki samaya hI miTa jaae| usa haiM, to vaha kaMdhA bicakA deNge| ve kaheMge, zAMta! bahuta dina se kSaNa meM samaya kI yAda na rahe-na bItA, na aagaa| na jA cukA azAMta hI nahIM hue, to zAMti kA patA kaise cale? svAsthya kA | yAda rahe, na AnevAlA yAda rhe| bhUlo sb| khula gayA dvAra prabhu patA calatA hai bImArI meM, bImArI ke kaarnn| agara koI AdamI | kaa| vahIM kapATa khulate haiM maMdira ke| sadA hI svastha rahe, to use svAsthya kA patA calanA baMda ho jAtA | dhIre-dhIre tuma pAoge, jaise-jaise sApha hone lagegI bAta, hai| patA calane ke lie viparIta caahie| patA calatA hI viparIta AMkhoM kA dhuMdhalakA haTegA, tuma pAoge dvAra ke kapATa sadA hI ke kAraNa hai| to jisa dina samatA pUrI hogI, usa dina to samatA khule rahate haiN| tumhAre hI vicAra ke kAraNa dvAra baMda hotA mAlUma kA patA hI nahIM clegaa| | par3atA hai| lekina sthiratA kI aura thira hone kI mAMga mata kro| thira honA pariNAma hai| tuma sirpha jiio| sAra bAta itanI ki jaba tIsarA prazna : prati prAtaH Apako dekhane va sunane AtA hUM, samatA ho, samatA ko bhogo; jaba lahara A jAe, jyoti kaMpane paraMtu donoM rasa eka-sAtha nahIM le paataa| sunatA hUM to AMkheM baMda lage, taba kaMpane ko bhogo| donoM meM kahIM bhI tumhArA virodha aura ho jAtI haiM aura dekhatA hUM to sunanA kama ho jAtA hai| kRpayA kahIM bhI tumhArI Asakti na ho| samatA se Asakti mata | batAyeM ki donoM lAbha eka-sAtha kaise le sakU? bnaao| yaha mata kaho ki aba mila gayI samatA, aba kabhI na chodd'eNge| yaha to phira nayA baMdhana huA vAsanA kaa| samatA prema meM akasara aisA hogaa| svAbhAvika hai| ise samasyA mata apane-Apa bar3hatI jaaegii| tuma samatA ke mAlika mata bno| bnaao| donoM ko eka-sAtha sAdhanA abhI AsAna na hogaa| tama use tijoDI meM baMda karane kI ceSTA mata kro| dhIre-dhIre ho jaaegaa| kucha cIjeM haiM, jo tijor3I meM baMda nahIM kI jA sakatI haiN| tumane | abhI to aisA karo, kabhI AMkha kholakara dekhane kA sukha le baMda kI, baMda karate hI mara jAtI haiN| subaha kI tAjI havA ko liyA, kabhI AMkha baMda karake sunane kA sukha le liyaa| abhI tijor3I meM baMda kara sakoge? subaha sUraja kI kiraNoM ko tijor3I donoM hAtha laDDa kI AkAMkSA mata kro| usameM donoM cUka jaaeNge| meM baMda kara sakoge? phUloM ko, phUloM kI gaMdha ko tijor3I meM baMda dhIre-dhIre, jaise-jaise rasa bar3hegA, vaise-vaise tuma pAoge, kara sakoge? jaise hI tijor3I baMda kI, havA gaMdI honI zurU ho | AMkha baMda hai, tuma suna bhI rahe ho, baMda AMkha se dekha bhI rahe ho| gyii| jaise hI tijor3I baMda kI, sUraja kI kiraNe bAhara hI chUTa | koI dekhane ke lie khulI AMkha hI thor3e hI jarUrI hai? agara gyiiN| jaise hI tijor3I baMda kI, phala kamhalAne lage, marane khalI AMkha se hI dekhanA saMbhava hotA to jo bhI yahAM khalI AMkha sar3ane lge| kucha cIjeM haiM jo khule AkAza kI haiN| karake baiThe haiM ve sabhI dekha lete| lekina yaha sabhI ke lie prazna samatA, samyakatva, zAMti, AnaMda, dhyAna, prArthanA, prema, to nahIM hai, prazna kisI eka kA hai| kisI ko aisA ho rahA hai| bhUlakara inheM tijor3I meM baMda mata krnaa| ye AkAza, khule kAna kA khulA honA hI thor3e hI sunane ke lie kAphI hai| AkAza ke phUla haiN| inheM mukta rkhnaa| inheM muTThI meM bhI mata jIsasa bAra-bAra kahate haiM apane ziSyoM se, AMkha ho to dekha 189 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga : 2 lo| kAna hoM to suna lo| phira pIche mujhase mata khnaa| unake yaha aisA hI hai, kabhI tumane agara sAikila calAnI sIkhI ho, sabhI kI AMkheM thIM, sabhI ke kAna the, yaha bAta kyA? bAra-bAra yA moTara kAra calAnI sIkhI ho-sAikila calAnevAle jIsasa kahate haiM, kAna ho to suna lo, AMkha ho to dekha lo| ve sIkhanevAle ko jo ar3acana AtI hai, vaha yhii| paira para dhyAna hI kAna, ve hI AMkha tumhAre bhItara janma le rahe haiN| janma kI isa rakhe, to haiMDila bhUla jaataa| sar3aka para dekhe, to paiDila bhUla | ghar3I ko lobha kI ghar3I mata bnaao| kabhI AMkha baMda kara lI jaataa| bar3I duvidhA khar3I hotI hai| kAra calAnevAle ko bhI vahI aura sunane kA rasa le liyaa| kyoMki suna bhI tuma mujha hI ko rahe | ar3acana hotI hai| eksIleTara ko samhAle, sar3aka ko dekhe, breka ho| usase bhI tuma mujhase hI jur3a rahe ho| vaha bhI eka dvAra se mere ko dekhe, giyara ko badale, to eka cIja kI tarapha to laga jAtA pAsa AnA hai| phira kabhI AMkha khola lI, dekhane kA rasa le hai; lekina jaise hI dUsare kI tarapha jAtA hai, pahalI cIja cUka liyaa| chor3a diyA sunane ko| taba bhI tuma mujhase hI jur3e ho| jAtI hai| lekina dhIre-dhIre, jaise-jaise kazalatA Ane lagatI hai. aura zurU-zurU meM alaga-alaga hI karanA hogaa| kyoMki AtmavizvAsa bar3hatA hai, apane para zraddhA bar3hatI hai ki ThIka hai, maiM eka-eka iMdriya jaba pahalI daphA pUrI taraha se AMdolita hotI hai, calA letA hUM, phira koI yAda rakhane kI jarUrata nahIM raha jaatii| to sArI UrjA vahIM calI jAtI hai| phira vaha reDiyo bhI sunatA rahatA hai, gIta bhI gunagunAtA rahatA hai, tumane dekhA? aMdhe AdamiyoM ke kAna bar3e prabala ho jAte haiM, | kAra bhI calAtA rahatA hai; bAta bhI karatA rahatA hai| eka daphA bar3e kuzala ho jAte haiN| aMdhA AdamI jisa kuzalatA se sunatA | tumhArI kuzalatA ke bar3ha jAne kI bAta hai| hai, AMkhavAle kabhI sunate hI nhiiN| __ to zurU meM to tuma aisA hI kro| jaba sunane kA mana ho, suna isalie gaira-AMkhavAloM kA sura-bodha gahana ho jAtA hai| aMdhe liye| jaba dekhane kA mana ho, dekha liye| abhI donoM ko sAtha saMgItajJa ho jAte haiN| aMdhe kI vANI madhura ho jAtI hai| kyoMki sAdhane kI koziza mata krnaa| dhIre-dhIre apane Apa sadha aMdhe kI sArI UrjA AMkha se haTakara kAna para bahane lagatI hai| jaaegaa| dhIre-dhIre tuma pAoge ki sunate-sunate AMkha baMda hai, jaise-jaise usakA svara-bodha gaharA hotA hai, vaha choTI-choTI lekina maiM dikhAyI bhI par3ane lgaa| mujhe dekhane ke lie AMkha kA cIjoM ko bhI svara se pahacAnatA hai| vaha logoM ke pairoM kI khulA honA jarUrI nahIM hai| phira tuma pAoge ki AMkha khulI hai, AvAja se bhI logoM ko pahacAnane lagatA hai-kauna A rahA hai| tuma mujhe dekha bhI rahe ho, aura sunAyI par3ane lgaa| aura yahAM hI AMkhavAle nahIM pahacAna skte| AMkhavAloM ne kabhI itane gaura se nahIM, tuma apane ghara lauTa jAoge, agara mere citra para bhI tuma sunA hI nhiiN| AMkhavAloM ko patA hI nahIM ki paira bhI loga AMkha kholakara baiTha gaye, to tumheM merI AvAja sunAyI par3ane alaga-alaga DhaMga se rakhate haiN| calate bhI loga alaga-alaga lgegii| lekina yaha ghaTita hogaa| thor3I pratIkSA karo, aura / jaise aMgUThoM ke nizAna alaga-alaga haiM, aise hI hara jaldI mata kro| abhI to jisa taraha DUbanA ho jAe, DUbo! cIja alaga-alaga hai| aMdhA tumhArI AvAja sunakara hI abhI to DUbanA sIkha lo| pahacAna letA hai kauna ho| varSoM bAda bhI milane jAo usase, phira mere laba pe kasIde haiM labo-rukhasAra ke AvAja pahacAnate hI pahacAna letA hai| kyoMki usakI pahacAna phira kisI cehare pe tAbAnI sI tAbAnI hai Aja hI AvAja se hai| cehare kA use kucha patA nhiiN| arjize-laba meM zarAbo-zera kA tUphAna hai| to jaba tuma sunate ho pUrI taraha se, to svabhAvataH AMkha baMda ho jubize-mijagAM meM aphasUne-gajalakhvAnI hai Aja jaaegii| kyoMki sArI UrjA kAna le rahA hai| AMkha ko dene ko hai | vo naphasa kI jamajamA-saMjI najara kI guphtagU nhiiN| agara tumane sunane aura dekhane kI eka-sAtha koziza kI, sInA-e-mAsUma meM ikatarphA tugayAnI hai Aja to AdhI-AdhI baMTa jaaegii| to na to tama ThIka sesana pAoge, vo izAre haiM bahaka jAnA hI aine-hoza hai na ThIka se dekha paaoge| jaba tuma dekhoge, sArI UrjA AMkha para | hoza meM rahanA yakInana sakhta nAdAnI hai Aja A jaaegii| zurU meM aisA hogaa| abhI hoza kI bAta hI mata kro| abhI to behoza ho lo| 2010_03

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dukha kI svIkRti : mahAsukha kI nIMva MAHIMRANTAR vo izAre haiM bahaka jAnA hI aine-hoza hai cauthA prazna : samarpaNa aura aMdhAnukaraNa meM kyA aMtara hai? abhI to bahaka lo mere saath| abhI to yahI hoza hai ki tuma mere | sAtha bhko| ki mere sAtha pAgala ho lo| aMtara hai bhI aura nahIM bhii| donoM bAteM samajha leN| hoza meM rahanA yakInana sakhta nAdAnI hai Aja aMdhAnukaraNa kA artha hai, apane svAnubhava ke binA kisI bAta Aja to hoza kI bAteM mata kro| Aja tama gaNita mata ko mAne cale jaanaa| jaise tama jaina-ghara meM paidA hae yA hiMda-ghara biThAo ki suna bhI lU, dekha bhI lUM, buddhi ko bhI samajha meM A meM paidA hue, yA musalamAna-ghara meM paidA hue, aura tuma apane ko jAe, hRdaya meM bhI rasa utara jaae| abhI tuma gaNita mata biThAo, musalamAna mAne cale jAte ho, yaha aMdhAnukaraNa hai| na to muhammada abhI tarka mata bitthaao| abhI to bahaka lo| jahAM se bahakanA se tumhArA koI saMbaMdha banA, na koI satsaMga huaa| na muhammada kI A jAe, vahIM se shii| abhI to tuma mere sAtha masta ho lo| yaha | AbhA se tumhArA koI milana huaa| jaina-ghara meM paidA ho gaye ho| ghar3I agara mastI meM bIta jAe, to dhIre-dhIre jaise-jaise tuma mastI | mahAvIra se koI mela-jola nahIM hai| mahAvIra se kucha lena-dena kI gaharAiyoM se paricita hone lagoge, vaise-vaise tuma pAoge ki nahIM huaa| mahAvIra se koI sAkSAtkAra nahIM huaa| mahAvIra kI sabhI iMdriyoM ko eka-sAtha jor3A jA sakatA hai| taba na kevala | vANI ke phala tamhAre hRdaya meM khile nhiiN| mahAvIra kI vINA kA kisI-kisI ko vaisA anubhava hotA hai| koI mere pAsa hotA | hue ho| isalie bacapana se jaina-dharma kI bAta sunI, jaina-zAstra hai, to use eka khAsa taraha kI gaMdha Ane lagatI hai| usakA artha | sunA, jaina-maMdira gaye, mahAvIra kA nAma sunA bAra-bAra, hai, vaha kevala mujhe suna hI nahIM rahA, dekha hI nahIM rahA, mujhe sUMgha sunate-sunate smRti meM baiTha gyaa| tuma kahate ho, maiM jaina huuN| yaha bhI rahA hai| aura kucha thor3e-se loga haiM, bahuta thor3e-se aMdhAnukaraNa hai| jo loga mahAvIra ke samaya meM mahAvIra kI AbhA loga---koI do-cAra logoM ne mujhe kabhI kahA hai ki sunate-sunate se AMdolita hokara mahAvIra ke cuMbaka se khIMce gaye the jinhoMne unake kaMTha meM eka taraha kA svAda bhI Ane lagatA hai| to cauthI mahAvIra ko bhara-AMkha dekhA thA; jinhoMne mahAvIra ko pUre kAnoM bhItara Tapaka gayI ho| unase bhI kama kucha loga haiM--ekAdha hI usa pIne meM jAnA thA ki ThIka hai, yahI mArga ThIka hai, aura usa kabhI kisI ne mujhe kahA hai ki sunate-sunate sAre zarIra meM eka mArga para cala par3e the, taba samarpaNa thA, aMdhAnukaraNa nhiiN| anaThe sparza kA bodha hotA hai| eka trNg| jaise maiMne unake sAre samarpaNa to jIvita sadaguru ke pAsa hI ho sakatA hai| isalie | zarIra ko AliMgana meM le liyA ho / to pAMcoM iMdriyAM sammilita duniyA meM sau meM se ninyAnabe loga to aMdhAnukaraNa meM haiN| mahAvIra ho gyiiN| abhI to eka-eka ko saadho| do ko eka-sAtha jaba gAMva se gujare the, to unameM se koI kRSNa ko mAnatA thA, sAdhanA mt| dhIre-dhIre, dhIre-dhIre sabhI iMdriyAM eka-sAtha sajaga isalie sunane nahIM gyaa| koI rAma kA bhakta thA, isalie kaise hokara mere pAsa ho jaaeNgii| mahAvIra ke pAsa jAtA! ve aMdhAnukaraNa meM the| lekina unhIM rAma jisa dina sabhI iMdriyAM sajaga hokara merI nikaTatA meM A aura kRSNa-bhaktoM meM se kucha himmatavara the, jo mahAvIra ko sunane jAeMgI, usa dina satsaMga zurU huaa| usake pahale satsaMga to hai, gaye the| unhoMne apane aMdhAnukaraNa ko eka tarapha rkhaa| unhoMne lekina sImita hai| kisI kA AMkha kA satsaMga hai, kisI ke kAna kahA, paraMparA paraMparA hai, paraMparA merI AtmA nhiiN| kisI ghara meM kA satsaMga hai, lekina sImita hai| tumhAre pUre vyaktitva kA paidA huA hUM, yUM ThIka hai; lekina jo dharma maiMne nahIM cunA, vaha mere satsaMga nahIM ho rahA hai| prANoM ko kaise spaMdita karegA? dharma cunAva hai-sajagatA se, para jaldI kI bhI nahIM jA sktii| yaha to dhIre-dhIre...kalA | gahana soca-vicAra se, ciMtana-manana se, dhyAna-nididhyAsana se, hai, jo dhIre-dhIre AtI hai| Ate hI Ate AtI hai| aisA nahIM ki apane jIvana ko dAMva para lagAnA hai| dharma udhAra nahIM miltaa| tuma use le aaoge| to jo dharma tumheM ghara ke kAraNa, parivAra ke kAraNa, samAja ke 2010_03

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women jina sUtra bhAga: 2 kAraNa mila gayA ho, vaha aMdhAnukaraNa hai| diyA, vartamAna ko cunaa| mRta ko inakAra kara diyA, jIvaMta ko nAnaka ke gIta ko sunakara jo unake pAsa pahuMca gaye the, ve cunaa| jIvaMta ke sAtha khatarA thA, patA nahIM mahAvIra ThIka hoM, na sikkha haiN| bAkI saba nAma ke sikkha haiN| sikkha zabda kA artha hoN| aura patA nahIM tumheM jo pratIti ho rahI hai vaha ThIka ho, na ho| hotA hai, shissy| vaha ziSya kA hI vikata rUpa hai| jo nAnaka ke ho sakatA hai tama sammohita ho gaye ho| ho sakatA hai isa mahAvIra pAsa gaye the, jinhoMne nAnaka kA gIta sunA, aura jinako nAnaka | ke vacanoM ne tumheM ghera liyaa| tuma kisI jAla meM ulajha gye| kI jhalaka milii| jinhoMne unake pAsa usa amRta loka kA | khatarA hai| saMdeha ke sAtha kadama uThAne pdd'eNge| pahalA sapanA dekhA, jinakA satsaMga huA, jinake hRdaya kA setu | lekina sAhasI uThAtA hai kdm| purAne rAstoM kI bar3I pratiSThA nAnaka se jur3a gayA, jo kSaNabhara ko nAnaka kI AMkha se dekha | hai--prAcIna haiM, hajAroM loga cale haiM, tIrtha haiM, maMdira haiM, tuma liye, nAnaka ke pairoM se nAca liye, nAnaka ke kaMTha se gunagunA jAkara patA lagA sakate ho ki ina rAstoM se loga pahuMce yA nahIM liye kSaNabhara ko sahI-jinakI dhuna nAnaka se mila gayI, pahaMce? to lokoktiyAM haiM ki isa rAste para hajAroM loga siddha unhoMne samarpaNa kiyaa| yaha unakA svayaM kA anubhava thaa| isa / ho gaye haiN| aba mahAvIra acAnaka Akara khar3e hue, yA muhammada, svayaM ke anubhava para unhoMne apanA sira jhukA diyaa| abhI to koI inake pAsa siddha huA nahIM; abhI to koI pahuMcA aba sikkha haiM, unakA nAnaka se kyA lenA-denA! sikkha ghara nahIM, abhI to paraMparA banane meM hajAroM sAla lageMge, hajAroM sAla meM paidA hue, to sikkha haiN| hiMdU ghara meM paidA hote to hiMdU hote| ke bAda kamajora loga inakA anusaraNa kreNge| himmatavara loga musalamAna ghara meM paidA hote to musalamAna hote| kisI hiMdU bacce jIvaMta sadaguru kA sAtha pakar3a lete haiN| vaha sAtha pakar3a lenA hI ko musalamAna ke ghara meM rakha do, vaha musalamAna ho jaaegaa| samarpaNa hai| jo tumane kiyA, vaha samarpaNa, jo tumase tarakIboM se bacapana se musalamAna ke bacce ko jaina ke ghara meM rakha do, vaha karavA liyA gayA hai, vaha aNdhvishvaas| agara tumameM thor3A bhI ahiMsaka ho jaaegaa| zAkAhArI ho jaaegaa| lekina yaha honA | bala aura himmata hai, agara tuma thor3e bhI AtmavAna ho, to tuma koI honA hai! jo tumane svayaM nahIM cunaa| inakAra kara doge una sAre saMskAroM ko jo dUsaroM ne tuma para ddaale| to jo tamhAre pAsa udhAra hai. vaha aMdhAnakaraNa hai| jo nija kA tama kahoge. tama kauna ho? hai, vahI samarpaNa hai| jo tumane kiyA, jo atIta se nahIM milA, | rUsa meM sabhI nAstika haiM, kyoMki sarakAra nAstikatA pilA rahI jo tumane svayaM sAhasa karake-dussAhasa kahanA cAhie, kyoMki hai| hiMdustAna meM sabhI Astika haiM, kyoMki samAja AstikatA atIta se jo milatA hai vaha to hajAroM sAla ciMtana kiyA gayA hai, pilA rahA hai| na isa AstikatA kA koI mUlya hai, na usa usa para zAstra likhe gaye haiM, TIkAyeM likhI gayI haiM; paMDita haiM, nAstikatA kA koI mUlya hai| donoM do kaur3I kI haiN| aura donoM pujArI haiM, maMdira haiM, bar3I laMbI paraMparA hai, paraMparA kI pratiSThA hai; eka-jaisI haiN| mere dekhe koI pharka nahIM hai| tumako AstikatA lekina jaba tuma kisI naye sadaguru ke, jIvita sadaguru ke pAsa pilAyI jA rahI hai dUdha ke sAtha, tuma AstikatA pIye jA rahe ho| Ate ho to na to koI paraMparA hai pIche, na veda-kurAna-bAibila kA unako nAstikatA pilAyI jA rahI hai, ve nAstikatA pIye jA rahe koI sahArA hai| koI saMdarbha nahIM hai| jIvita sadagaru sIdhA tumhAre | haiN| rUsa meM jo himmatavara hai, vaha haTAkara rakha sAmane khar3A hai| hAM, tumhIM agara himmatavara ho, to samarpaNa kara pilA rahI hai| vaha socegA apanI tarapha se| tumameM jo himmatavara skoge| aura to koI bhI kAraNa nahIM hai samarpaNa karane kaa| hai, vaha bhI haTAkara rakha degA jo samAja pilA rahA hai| vaha mahAvIra ke pAsa jAkara jo jhuka gaye, mahAvIra ke sAre bar3e socegA apanI tarapha se| vaha kahegA, bhaTaka jAUM to bhI eka ziSya, gyAraha ziSya, sabhI ke sabhI brAhmaNa the| sAdhAraNa brAhmaNa sukha to rahegA ki apanI hI abhIpsA ke kAraNa bhttkaa| girUM na the, mahApaMDita the| veda meM pAraMgata the| unake khuda ke saikar3oM khaDDa meM, to kama se kama eka to bAta rahegI mere sAtha ki apane hI ziSya the jaba ve mahAvIra ke pAsa aaye| lekina paraMparA ko cunAva se calA thA, girA to kisI kI jimmevArI nhiiN| haTAkara rakha diyaa| satya ko cunaa| atIta ko poMchakara rakha dhyAna rakhanA, dUsare ke dvArA jabardastI tuma svarga bhI pahuMcA diye 1920 Jair Education International 2010_03

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dukha kI svIkRti H mahAsukha kI nIMva gaye, to tuma svarga na phuNcoge| svayaM calakara hI tuma pahuMcoge, to | taka jo maiM pakar3e hue hUM, usako pakar3ane ke lie maiMne koI jIvana hI svarga saMbhava hai| yaha kucha aisI saMpadA nahIM ki koI de de| yaha dAMva para lagAyA hai? koI dhyAna kiyA hai? koI prema kiyA hai? koI hastAMtaraNa nahIM ho sktii| to tumane jo bhI mAna rakhA ho yA sirpha saMskRti ne, samAja ne, sabhyatA ne jo diyA hai, use pakar3e paraMparA se, dUsaroM ke dvArA samajhA-bujhAkara tumheM rAjI kara liyA hue hUM! dUsaroM ne diyA hai| unako bhI kinhIM auroM ne diyA thA, gayA ho, vaha sabhI aMdhAnukaraNa hai| jo tuma cuno, vahI samarpaNa unako bhI kinhIM auroM ne diyA thaa| sunI huI bAta hai| apanA hai| yaha to bheda hai donoM kaa| | darzana kucha bhI nhiiN| aise kacare ko httaao| vaha aMdhavizvAsa aura eka artha meM bheda nahIM bhI hai| usa dUsare artha ko bhI samajha hai| dUsare ko aMdhavizvAsI kahane mata jaanaa| lenA jarUrI hai| loga bar3e zabdoM ke upayoga meM cAlAka haiN| agara isameM eka bAta aura bhI khayAla meM le lene kI hai| dUsarA tuma karo to samarpaNa hai; agara dUsarA kare to aMdhavizvAsa! agara | jitanA samarpita hogA, utanA tumheM aMdhA mAlUma hogaa| kyoMki tuma Akara mere pAsa saMnyAsa le lo, to tuma kahoge, smrpnn| prema meM eka taraha kA aMdhApana hai| isalie to hama kahate haiM premI tumhAre pAsa-par3osavAle, tumhAre mitra kaheMge, girA aMdhavizvAsa ko, aMdhA! kyoMki jo premI nahIM hai, vaha samajha hI nahIM pAtA ki meM! ise tumane kabhI khayAla kiyA? rAma ke bhakta kahate haiM, yaha AdamI kara kyA rahA hai? majanU se loga pUchate the, tU pAgala vibhISaNa parama bhakta hai rAma kA; rAvaNa ke mitroM se bhI to pUcho! hai? isa lailA meM kucha bhI rakhA nahIM! majanU kahatA, merI AMkha se dagAbAja hai! dhokhebAja ! gaddAra! agara hiMdU musalamAna ho jAe, dekho| lailA dekhanI hai to merI AMkha se dekho| lailA ko aura gaddAra! agara musalamAna hiMdU ho jAe, to hiMdU kahate haiM, koI dekhane kA DhaMga ho bhI nahIM sktaa| eka hI DhaMga hai, vaha majanU samajhadAra! akala A gyii| bar3A buddhimAna hai| kI AMkha hai| eka jaina-muni the, gnneshvrnnii| unakI bar3I pratiSThA thI, agara kisI ke prema ko dekhanA hai, to premI kI AMkha se dekho| jainiyoM meN| kyoMki ve janma se hiMdU the aura jaina hue| to jaina agara tuma mIrA ko jaina kI AMkha se dekhoge, to gar3abar3a ho gyii| kahate, bar3A pratibhAzAlI hai| aisA saMta sadiyoM meM hotA hai| mIrA ko dekhanA hai, to mIrA kI AMkha se dekho| mIrA ke bhAva ko hiMduoM se pUcho? gaddAra! dhokhebAja! yaha sadA se hotA AyA samajhanA hai, to bhakta ke bhAva se smjho| jo bhakta nahIM haiM, unase hai| tuma apane lie to acche zabdoM kA upayoga kara lete ho, | pUchanA mata; ve to kaheMge ki yaha aMdhApana hai| dUsare ke lie galata zabdoM kA upayoga karate ho| jaba tuma karoge, | kahate haiM, alabarTa AiMsTIna kI patnI ne vivAha ke bAda apanI to smrpnn| dUsarA karegA to aNdhvishvaas| kacha kavitAeM alabarTa AiMsTIna ko dikhaayiiN| vaha kacha kavitA | isalie khayAla rakhanA, jo tuma apane lie maukA dete ho, vaha | karatI thii| aba AiMsTIna to gaNitajJa, bhautikazAstrI! tathya | dUsare ko bhI denaa| tumheM koI haka nahIM hai kisI dUsare ke bAbata para usakA jora! tathya aura kAvya kA kyA milanA! nirNaya karane kA ki vaha aMdhavizvAsI hai, yA samarpita huA | jamIna-AsamAna kA pharka! usane pahalI hI kavitA dekhI, vaha vyaktitva hai| tuma isakI ciMtA chodd'o| tuma kara bhI nahIM sakate sira hilAne lgaa| usakI patnI ne pUchA ki kyA mAmalA hai ? nirnny| tuma dUsare ke hRdaya meM utaroge kaise? jAnoge kaise? tuma usane kahA, yaha ho hI nahIM sakatA, yaha kabhI ho hI nahIM sakatA, to apanI hI soca lo| itanA hI dekho apane bhItara ki aba taka bilakula galata hai| bAta kyA hai? tuma aMdhavizvAsa se jI rahe ho, yA samarpaNa se jI rahe ho| basa, kavitA meM patnI ne likhA hai--prema kI kavitA hai, premI ke lie vahIM nirNaya kara lo, dUsaroM kI phikira chor3a do| anyathA tumhAre likhI hai ki mere premI kA jo ceharA hai vaha cAMda-jaisA suMdara sabhI nirNaya galata hoNge| jIsasa ne kahA hai, nirNaya karo hI mata; hai| AiMsTIna ne kahA, ho hI nahIM sakatA! cAMda-jaisA! ho hI dUsare ke saMbaMdha meM nyAyAdhIza bano hI mt|| nahIM sktaa| kyoMki cAMda bahuta bar3A hai| kahAM AdamI kA sira, to jina mitra ne pUchA hai, agara apane lie pUchate hoM, to tthiik| | aura kahAM cAMda! phira cAMda suMdara bhI nahIM hai| bar3e khAI-khaDDa haiN| dUsaroM kI ciMtA chor3a deN| apane bhItara hI dekha lenA hai ki aba isase koI tulanA baiThatI hI nhiiN| 193 2010_03

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jina satra bhAgaH2 aba yaha do alaga bhASAeM haiN| AiMsTIna gaNita kI bhASA hai| lekina yaha gaNita kA saMbaMdha nahIM hai| AiMsTIna ThIka kahatA bola rahA hai| kahAM sira, kahAM cAMda! koI hisAba bhI to ho! | hai, aura usakI patnI bhI ThIka kahatI hai| donoM ThIka kahate haiN| aMdhera kara rahe ho yaha pratIka bnaakr| patnI bhI cauMkI hogii| lekina donoM ke ThIka, do alaga-alaga bhASAoM ke ThIka haiN| do koI bhI kavi cauNktaa| kyoMki kavi sadiyoM se yahI karate rahe alaga-alaga AyAma, do alaga-alaga vyavasthAoM ke ThIka haiN| cAMda se jyAdA suMdara unhoMne kucha pAyA hI nahIM apanI preyasI haiN| ise khayAla rkhnaa| ke cehare kA nirUpaNa karane ke lie| __ jo AdamI prema meM par3akara samarpita ho jAtA hai, zeSa sabako __ itanA hI nahIM ki unhoMne cAMda se preyasI ke cehare kA nirUpaNa | aMdhA mAlama hogA hii| kyoMki ve gaNita se calanevAle loga. kiyA hai, koI to aMdhe aura bhI Age nikala gaye, unhoMne cAMda kA tarka se calanevAle loga; yaha kyA pAgalapana hai! aba tuma nirUpaNa apanI preyasI ke cehare se kiyA hai| ve kahate haiM, cAMda jAoge gairika-vastroM meM ghara lauTakara, mAlA pahane hue, loga | merI preyasI ke cehare-jaisA suNdr|| | tumheM pAgala kheNge| tuma caaNdmaare| mere nAma kA artha cAMda hI hai! magara kyA tuma kahoge vaha galata kahate haiM! vaha dekhane kA DhaMga lUnATika-aba tuma par3e muzkila meM! aba tuma samajhA na aura! vaha zailI aura! vaha bhASA aura! vaha AyAma aura! ve paaoge| tuma samajhAne baiThoge to tuma hAroge, yaha bhI pakkA bhI ThIka kahate haiN| kucha hai mela cAMda meM aura preyasI ke cehare meN| smjhnaa| kyoMki tarka se kaise samajhAoge? vaha kaheMge, pAgala vaha mela vajana kA nahIM hai, na Ayatana kA hai, na kSetra kA hai, na ho gaye ho| agara tumane samajhAne kI koziza kI, to usase khAI-khaDDoM kA hai, kucha aura hai| kucha eka sammohana hai| jo cAMda sirpha itanA hI siddha hogA ki tuma galata ho| kucha siddha na ho kI tarapha dekhakara AMkheM ThagI raha jAtI haiN| basa vaisI hI AMkheM skegaa| tuma samajhAnA mt| tuma khuda hI svIkAra kara lenA ki | ThagI preyasI ke cehare para bhI raha jAtI haiN| cAMda meM kucha hai jo | ThIka pahacAnA, pAgala ho gaye haiN| isake pahale ki ve haMseM, tuma tumhAre hRdaya ko AMdolita kara detA hai| besudha kara detA hai| vaisA | khilakhilAkara hNsnaa| tuma pAoge ki ve gaMbhIra ho gye| isake hI kucha premI ke cehare meM bhI hai, jo tumheM besudha kara detA hai| usa pahale ki ve kucha kaheM, ki tuma gunagunAnA gIta, ki naacnaa| ve anajAna kI tulanA hai| cAMda se kucha surA bahatI hai| isIlie to apane ghara cale jAeMge socakara ki ye mahA...samajhAne-bujhAne kI cAMda kA dUsarA nAma hai, som| somarasa bahatA hai cAMda se| bAta hI na rahI! isalie to cAMda ke dina ko hama somavAra kahate haiN| somarasa | eka samajha kI duniyA hai, jahAM sIr3hI-sIr3hI tarka calatA hai| eka bahatA hai cAMda se| kucha hai, jo cAMdanI rAta meM hotA hai, phira kabhI prema kI duniyA hai, jahAM chalAMgeM calatI haiM, kulAMceM calatI haiN| donoM nahIM hotaa| jo pUre cAMda kI rAta meM hotA hai, phira kabhI nahIM kI cAla itanI alaga hai ki donoM kabhI sAtha nahIM cala paate| hotaa| kucha pAgala kara denevAlA, kucha matavAlA kara denevaalaa| tarka padArtha taka pahaMca pAtA, prema paramAtmA tk| paramAtmA kA tuma jAnakara cakita hooge ki pUrNimA kI rAta ko duniyA meM koI pramANa nahIM hai| paramAtmA kA eka hI pramANa hai, ve loga jo jitane loga pAgala hote haiM aura kisI rAta ko pAgala nahIM hote| usake prema meM pAgala ho gye| aura koI pramANa nahIM hai| paramAtmA isalie to pAgaloM ke lie eka purAnA zabda hai-caaNdmaaraa| | ko jAnanA hai to paramAtmA ke prema meM pAgala ho gaye logoM se aMgrejI meM bhI pAgala ke lie zabda hai-luunaattik| vaha bhI cAMda pUchanA pdd'e| koI tarka nahIM hai| koI siddhAMta nahIM hai| koI upAya se banatA hai-lUnAra, cAMda-aura lUnATika-vaha bhI nahIM siddha karane kaa| lekina, jaba kisI vyakti meM vaise prema kA caaNdmaaraa| cAMda meM kucha hai! sAgara ko AMdolita kara detA hai janma hotA hai, to jinako hama AMkheM kahate haiM ve to baMda ho jAtI caaNd| uThate haiM jvaar| bar3I lahareM AkAza chUne ko! ThIka vaisA haiM, lekina koI aura AMkha khulatI hai--usI ko to tIsarI hI kucha manuSya ke hRdaya-sAgara meM bhI hotA hai| pUrNimA kI rAta | AMkha kahate haiM--koI aura AMkha khula jAtI hai| vaha kisI aura ko kucha ghaTatA hai| pUre cAMda ke sAtha kucha tumhAre bhItara kAvya, | DhaMga se dekhane lagatA hai| saMgIta, nRtya kA janma hotA hai| vaisA hI preyasI ko dekhakara hotA | to svabhAvataH jinako nahIM ghaTA hai prema, unheM premI pAgala mAlUma 194 2010_03

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dukha kI svIkRti : mahAsukha kI nIMva Salmation par3e, aMdhA mAlUma par3e; magara agara tumameM thor3I bhI karuNA ho, to | kI najara meM Ate hI hIrA ho jAtA hai| usake pahale to patthara hI bhUlakara aise zabdoM kA prayoga mata krnaa| thaa| aura tumhAre pAsa jauharI kI najara na ho, to tumhAre lie bhI itanA hI kahanA : mujhe abhI ghaTA nahIM, maiM kucha kaha sakatA | patthara hai| nhiiN| jisako ghaTA hai, vaha jaane| aura dhanyabhAga samajhanA ki marAhUM hajAra maraNa kacha loga haiM, jinako paramAtmA abhI bhI ghaTatA hai| kyoMki unhIM pAyI taba caraNa-zaraNa meM AzA hai una logoM ke lie bhI, jo abhI tarka ke jAla meM aura bhakta to kahatA haivyAmoha meM bhaTaka rahe haiN| jo tumheM jAda-e-maMjila kA patA detA hai bhakta se pUcho, vaha kahegA apanI pezAnI pe vo nakze-kadama leke calo marA hUM hajAra maraNa apane mAthe para rakha lo ve caraNa, jisase tumheM mArga milA, pAyI taba caraNa-zaraNa jisase tumheM rAha milii| tuma kahoge, aMdhA hai| vaha kahatA hai, hajAroM bAra marakara yaha jo tumheM jAda-e-maMjila kA patA detA hai caraNa mile haiN| bar3I mazkila se mile haiN| jisane tumheM khabara dI maMjila kii| marA hU~ hajAra maraNa apanI pezAnI pe vaha nakze-kadama leke calo pAyI taba caraNa-zaraNa lekina dUsaroM ko to pAgala hI lgegaa| dUsare kI to samajha ke bar3I kImata se pAyI hai usne| janmoM-janmoM jisa hIre ko bAhara hogA ki yaha kyA ho rahA hai? khojA, aba pAyA hai| tuma kahoge, patthara liye baiThA hai| hIre ko dUsare kI ciMtA mata kreN| agara samarpaNa ghaTA ho, to vaha itanA dekhane ke lie jauharI kI AMkha caahie| bahumUlya hai ki sArI duniyA bhI kahatI ho ki tuma aMdhe ho, to maiMne sunA hai, eka AdamI apane gadhe ke gale meM eka hIrA | samarpita vyakti kahegA, aMdhA hone ko rAjI hUM, lekina samarpaNa laTakAye calA jA rahA thaa| eka jauharI ne dekhA, cakita ho chor3ane ko nhiiN| agara na ghaTA ho samarpaNa aba taka jIvana meM, to gayA! lAkhoM kA hIrA hogA aura yaha gadhe ke gale meM laTakAye hue jarA khojabIna karanA ki kyA pAyA hai samarpaNa-hIna jIvana meM? hai! usane pUchA, kyA legA isa patthara kA? usa AdamI ne kahA, | kyA pAyA hai? kacarA hI kacarA, rAkha hI rAkha paaoge| aMgArA eka rupayA de deN| usa jauharI ne kahA, cAra Ane meM denA hai? | bhI na milegA jalatA huA ek| zAstroM kI rAkha milegI, satya patthara hai, karegA kyA? usane kahA aba cAra Ane to rahane do kA aMgArA na milegaa| paraMparA kI dhUla milegI, paramAtmA kA bacce khela leMge! usa jauharI ne socA ki AyegA, cAra Ane bhI darpaNa na milegaa| to apane bhItara hI khojanA ki aba taka kauna denevAlA hai isako! jauharI jarA do-cAra kadama Age calA aMdhavizvAsa se jIye haiM, to aba eka bAra samarpaNa kI AMkha se gayA, tabhI taka dUsarA jauharI aayaa| usane eka hajAra rupaye meM bhI jIkara dekha leM, yaha nayI zailI bhI apanA kara dekha leN| vaha kharIda liyA ptthr| lauTakara jauharI AyA bhAgA haA, kahA samarpita vyakti ko to dhIre-dhIre patA calatA hai ki jo caraNa kyA huA, beca diyA? kitane meM beca diyA? usane kahA, hajAra usane pakar3e the, vaha parAye caraNa na the; aura jisakA hAtha apane rupaye meN| pahale jauharI ne kahA, pAgala hae ho! are, vaha lAkhoM | hAtha meM liyA thA, vaha parAyA hAtha na thaa| aura jisake sAtha cala kA hIrA thA! usa gadhe ke mAlika ne kahA ki maiM pAgala hoU yA par3e the, vaha apanI hI niyati thI,apanA hI bhaviSya thaa| na hoUM, mujhe to patA nahIM ki vaha hIrA thA, isalie hajAra meM beca nirAkAra! jaba tumheM diyA AkAra, svayaM sAkAra ho gayA diyA: tajhe to patA thA ki hIrA hai, eka rupaye meM lene ko ta rAjI yaga-yaga se maiM banA rahA thA marti tamhArI akala, alekhI na huA! Aja huI pUrI to maiMne zakala khar3I apanI hI dekhii| hIrA apane-Apa meM thor3e hI hIrA hai! par3A rahatA hai hajAroM varSa / lekina isase bhI bar3hakara aparAdha kara gayI pUjana-belA, taka, jaba taka ki kisI jauharI kI najara meM nahIM aataa| jauharI tumheM sajAne calA phUla jo, merA hI zRMgAra ho gyaa| 1195 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga 2 tuma jise pakar3a rahe ho, vaha tumhAre hI hone kI saMbhAvanA hai| pAyA! pAyA kucha bhI nhiiN| khoyA jruur| pUchanevAlA cakita agara mere pAsa tumheM kucha rasa milA hai, to rasa mujhase nahIM milA huA, usane pUchA, khoyA! pAyA kucha bhI nahIM? buddha ne kahA, hai, vaha tumhAre bhItara hI jharA hai| agara mere pAsa tumheM kucha pAyA to vahI jo pahale se hI milA huA thaa| patA na thA, dikhAyI par3A hai, to vaha tumhArA hI bhaviSya hai, vaha tumhArA hI pahacAna huii| isalie usako pAyA, aisA kahanA to ThIka nhiiN| AnevAlA kala hai, vaha tumhArI hI saMbhAvanA hai; tumhArI niyati, | jo jeba meM hI par3A thA, bhUla gaye the, hAtha DAlA, mila gyaa| tumhArA bhAgya! agara tuma mere sAmane jhuke ho, to vaha tuma apane pAyA kyA! thA apanA, sadA se, patA na thA, patA huaa| bodha hI bhaviSya ke sAmane jhuke ho, jaise bIja apane hI phUla ke sAmane huaa| usI bodha se to zabda buddha bnaa| buddha ne kahA, paramAtmA jhuka jaae| | ko pAnA nahIM hai, sirpha bodha karanA hai| hai to hai hii| maujUda hI hai| nirAkAra! jaba tumheM diyA AkAra svayaM sAkAra ho gayA vahI tumheM bhare hai| vahI tamheM ghere hai--bAhara-bhItara, saba dizAoM tumane agara kisI ko mahimA dI, tuma mahimAvAna ho gye| meM, cahuM-ora-cahuM dizAoM meN| pAnA nahIM hai| pAne meM to aisA tumane agara kisI ko prabhu kahakara pukArA, usI kSaNa tumhArA prabhu lagatA hai jaise ki kahIM jAnA hai; jo hai nahIM, use pAnA hai| nahIM, jnmaa| tuma agara kisI caraNa meM jhuke, to tumhAre caraNa kisI ke sirpha jAganA hai| jAnanA hai, pratyabhijJA karanI hai| lie jhukane yogya hone lge| aura buddha ne kahA, khoyA bhut| vaha saba khoyA, jo mere pAsa nirAkAra! jaba tumheM diyA AkAra svayaM sAkAra ho gayA / nahIM thA aura socatA thA ki hai| ise thor3A samajhanA, bar3A yuga-yuga se maiM banA rahA thA mUrti tumhArI akala, alekhI virodhAbhAsa hai| jo socatA thA ki nahIM hai, vaha thaa| aura jo Aja huI pUrI to maiMne zakala khar3I apanI hI dekhii| socatA thA ki hai, vaha nahIM hai| ahaMkAra khotA hai, AtmA milatI jisa dina tuma mere bilakula karIba A jAoge aura mujhe ThIka hai| ahaMkAra kabhI bhI nahIM hai, aura AtmA sadA hai| se jAna loge, usa dina tuma pAoge, are! pakar3ane dUsare ko mujhase pUchate ho, Apane siddha hokara kyA pAyA? pAyA kucha calA thA, yaha to apane ko hI pA liyaa| bhI nahIM, khoyaa| pAne ko yahAM kacha hai hI nhiiN| pAne kI daur3a hI lekina isase bhI bar3hakara aparAdha kara gayI pUjana-belA saMsAra hai| jaba taka tuma pAne ke pIche par3e ho, taba taka tuma saMsAra tumheM sajAne calA phUla jo, merA hI zaMga meM rhoge| isalie sAMsArika AdamI agara dhArmika bhI hone tumane jo bhI zraddhA se, samarpaNa se kahIM car3hAyA hai, vaha tumhIM para lagatA hai, to bhI pUchatA hai, milegA kyA? car3ha gayA hai| tuma jahAM bhI zraddhA aura samarpaNa se AMkha uThAye ho, | mere pAsa loga Ate haiM, ve kahate haiM dhyAna to kareM, lekina vaha tumhAre hI bhaviSya kA gRha hai| vaha tumhAre hI bhaviSya, tumhArI | milegA kyA? svAMtaH sukhAya tulasI raghunAtha gaathaa| tuma pUcho hI saMbhAvanAoM kA sUtra hai| vaha tumhArI niyati hai| tulasIdAsa ko ki kyA milatA hai? rAma kI kathA kahe cale jA rahe ho, pAyA kyA? svAMtaH sukhAya tulasI raghunAtha gaathaa| vaha AkhirI praznaH Apane siddha hokara kyA pAyA? aura kyA kaheMge, mauja hai, majA hai, pAne kA koI savAla hI nhiiN| yaha Apa nizcayapUrvaka kaha sakate haiM ki paramAtmA hai? AnaMda-bhAva hai| yaha AnaMda meM khile phUla haiN| pAne ke lie nhiiN| yaha koI vAsanA nahIM hai| koI lobha nahIM hai| koI pAne kI siddha hokara kucha pAyA nahIM jaataa| saba kho jAtA hai| kucha daur3a nahIM, koI cAha nahIM hai| bacatA hI nhiiN| vahI pAnA hai| zUnya milatA hai siddha hokr| milA kucha bhI nahIM, khoyA bhut| khoyA sb| pUrA kA pUrA lekina vahI zUnya pUrNa kA AvAsa hai| pAne kI bhASA meM to pUcho | khoyaa| lekina usa kho jAne meM hI usakA AvirbhAva hotA hai, jo hI mata, kyoMki vaha lobha kI bhASA hai| kyA pAyA? kucha bhI | dabA thaa| isa kUr3e-karkaTa meM jo dabA thA hIrA, vaha pragaTa huaa| nahIM paayaa| | apane se pUcho! mujhase pUchate ho, siddha hokara kyA pAyA? maiM buddha se kisI ne yahI savAla pUchA thaa| to buddha ne kahA, tumase pUchatA hUM, saMsArI hokara kyA pAyA? 196 2010_03

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dukha kI svIkRti : mahAsakha kI nIMva laDa meM ghumAyA jaae| saMbha pIr3A hI milI tuma daur3e cale jAte ho itane parezAna, itane sabjA-o-bargo-lAlA-o-sarvo-samana ko kyA huA usakA nAma-dhAma bhI use patA na rhaa| vaha yuddha ke bhI kisI sArA camana udAsa hai, hAya camana ko kyA huA kAma kA na rhaa| lekina use bhejeM kahAM? usake ghara kA bhI koI maiM tumase pUchatA hUM, itane udAsa ho, tumheM huA kyA? itane | patA nhiiN| phira kisI ne salAha dI--manovaijJAnika ne ki dukhI, itane kAtara, itane hAre-thake, itane nirAza! iMglaiMDa koI bahuta bar3A deza nahIM hai, isako Trena meM biThAkara sAre sArA camana udAsa hai, hAya camana ko kyA huA iMglaiMDa meM ghumAyA jaae| saMbhava hai apane gAMva ke sTezana para pahuMce maiM tumase pUchaM, itane bImAra, itane rote, itane parezAna, itane to yAda A jaae| bAta kAma kara gyii| use le jAyA gayA pIr3ita, phira bhI tuma daur3e cale jAte ho unhIM rAstoM para, jinase stteshn-stteshn| jo loga le gaye the ve bhI thaka gye| kyoMki hara pIr3A hI milI hai| phira bhI daur3e cale jAte ho unhIM paTariyoM para | sTezana para le jAkara usako utArakara khar3A kara dete, vaha khar3A jina para narka hI milA! phira bhI daur3e cale jAte usI krodha, usI dekhatA raha jaataa| mAyA, usI lobha, usI moha meM, jinase sivAya...sivAya kAMToM | lekina eka choTe gAMva ke sTezana para utAranA na pdd'aa| jaise hI ke aura kucha bhI na chidA! tuma mujhase pUchate ho ki Apako kyA | use gAMva kI takhtI dikhAI par3I, are! usane kahA, merA gAMva! milA? tumhArA dukha kho gayA, vaha mere pAsa nahIM hai| tumhAre kAMTe | vaha nIce utarakara bhAgane lgaa| logoM ne use rokanA bhI cAhA, kho gaye haiM, ve mere pAsa nhiiN| tumase maiM agara ThIka se kahUM, to | usane kahA, roko mata! aba mujhe jAne do| merA gAMva A gyaa| tumhAre pAsa jo hai, vaha mere pAsa nahIM hai| itanA to pakkA! vaha | jo manovaijJAnika use lekara ghUma rahe the, vaha usake pIche gye| khoyaa| koI cAha nahIM, kucha pAne kI yAtrA nahIM, koI daur3a nhiiN| vaha sIdhA bhAgatA huA, gAMva kI galiyoM ko pAra karatA huA, apane ghara A gye| apane ghara ke dvAra para pahuMca gyaa| usane kahA, yaha rahA merA ghr| nagmA-o-maya kA ye tUphAne-taraba kyA kahiye vaha merI mAM baiThI hai| ghara merA bana gayA khaiyAma kA ghara Aja kI rAta kyA huA? par3I thI yAdadAzta gahana meN| vaha nAmapaTa sTezana nagmA-o-maya kA ye tUphAne-taraba kyA kahie! kA coTa kara gyaa| tumheM dikhAyI nahIM par3atA, yaha jo zarAba kA tUphAna tumhAre | isIlie to jAnanevAloM ne kahA hai, paramAtmA ko pAnA thor3e hI sAmane hai? hai, sirpha smaraNa karanA hai| sumiraNa kiijai| surati jgaaiye| nagmA-o-maya kA ye tUphAne-taraba kyA kahie smRti bhriye| par3A hai gahana meM tumhAre, pukAriye, cillAiye, ghara merA bana gayA khaiyAma kA ghara Aja kI rAta AvAja lgaaiye| kisI kSaNa mela khA jAegA, kisI kSaNa * zarAba brsii| madhuzAlA milii| lekina yaha milana kucha aisA | smaraNa pakar3a jAegA, kisI kSaNa tumhArI pukAra ke kuMde meM ulajhA nahIM ki apanA na thA, pahacAna hii| sadA se apanA hI thaa| huA Upara A jaaegaa| bhAgane lagoge--yaha rahA ghara, yaha A khajAnA apanA thA, cAbhI apane hAtha meM thI, tAlA kholanA bhUla | gayA ghara; khoyA saMsAra, pAyA use jo milA hI huA thaa| gaye the| yAda A gayI, smaraNa huA, surati aayii| saMsAra nagmA-o-maya kA ye tUphAne-taraba kyA kahiye khoyA, paramAtmA milA, aisA kahanA galata hogaa| paramAtmA ghara merA bana gayA khaiyAma kA ghara Aja kI raat| milA hI huA thaa| saMsAra kI udher3a-buna meM bhUla gaye the ghara kI | pAnevAle ko kucha nahIM miltaa| khonevAle ko saba kucha yaad| bAjAra meM kho gaye the| milatA hai| pAnevAle bhaTakate haiM, rote haiM, jhIkhate haiM; khonevAlA aisA huA dUsare mahAyuddha meN| eka AdamI coTa khAkara girA | | bhara jAtA hai, pUrA ho jAtA hai| yuddha ke sthala para, usakI smRti kho gyii| jaba yuddhasthala se use tujhe DhUMr3hatA hUM terI justajU hai uThAkara lAyA gayA, to bar3I kaThinAI khar3I ho gyii| yuddhasthala | majA hai ki khuda guma huA cAhatA hUM meM usakA tagamA, usakA naMbara bhI kahIM gira gyaa| aura usakI tama agara daMDha hI rahe ho, khoja hI rahe ho. to na pA skoge| smRti bhI kho gyii| aba vaha kauna hai, yaha bhI na batA ske| majA hai ki khuda guma huA cAhatA hUM 197 __ 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAgaH2 SA paramAtmA kI khoja apane ko khone kI khoja hai| paramAtmA ko pAne kA upAya svayaM ko DubAnA aura miTAnA hai| tuma jaba taka ho, paramAtmA na ho skoge| tumhIM to baiThe paramAtmA kI chAtI para patthara hokr| haTo, jagaha khAlI karo! tuma patthara kI taraha haTe ki paramAtmA kA jharanA phuuttaa| aba tuma pUchate ho, 'Apa nizcayapUrvaka kaha sakate haiM ki paramAtmA hai?' nizcayapUrvaka to nahIM kaha sktaa| usakA kAraNa hai| kyoMki nizcayapUrvaka hama unhIM bAtoM ko kahate haiM, jinakA kucha anizcaya hotA hai| saralatApUrvaka kaha sakatA hUM ki paramAtmA hai, nizcayapUrvaka nhiiN| kyoMki anizcaya mujhe jarA bhI nahIM hai, to nizcaya kisake khilApha khar3A karUM? jaba hama kahate haiM, dRr3hatA se, to usakA matalaba yaha hotA hai ki bhItara kucha kamajorI par3I hai| jaba hama kahate haiM nizcaya se, to usakA matalaba yaha hotA hai ki bhItara kucha anizcaya hai| saralatA se kahatA huuN| dhyAna rakhanA merA vacana, saralatA se kahatA hUM-paramAtmA hai| paramAtmA hI hai| usake atirikta aura kucha bhI nhiiN| Aja itanA hii| 198] 2010_03