Jinsutra Lecture 37 Karna hai Sansar Hone Hai Dharm

Author(s): Osho Rajnish
Publisher: Osho Rajnish
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/340137/1

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chaThavAM pravacana karanA hai saMsAra, honA hai dharma Owani

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prazna-sAra bhagavAna zrI ke pAsa Ate hI buddhi hRdaya meM va zabda mauna meM ruupaaNtrit| aura sunate samaya hRdaya kA AMsU banakara bahanA! . ghara lauTane para yaha avasthA banI rahegI, sNdeh| kaise sthira ho yaha avasthA? Apake pAsa saMnyAsa lene AyA huuN| kala ghara se patra milA hai ki mere gairika vastra pahanate hI mere mAtA-pitA AtmahatyA kara leNge| ve kama zikSita haiM, unheM samajhAnA bhI kaThina hai| kyA karUM, kRpayA btaaeN| mA yoga lakSmI ke vaktavya para eka mitra kI becainI! sabhI prazna gira gye| uttara kI bhUkha, pyAsa, cAha nhiiN| Age kyA? sukha-prApti, mahAsukha-prApti kI eka jhalaka ke bAda Age kyA? : CERIFiate JAN TRPAN E 2010_03 www.jamelibrary.org .org M INISTRAM

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sA prazna : yahAM Ate hI baddhi hRdaya meM aura zabda bahata upAya karate haiN| isa upAya ko chodd'o| yahI upAya ghara mauna meM rUpAMtarita ho gye| Apako sunate samaya jAkara rokane kA kAraNa bana jaaegaa| merA hRdaya kabhI-kabhI AMsU banakara bahane lgtaa| yahAM mere pAsa ho, yahAM eka aura taraha kI havA hai| yahAM saba hai| saMdeha hai ki yahAM se ghara lauTane para bhI yaha avasthA banI svIkAra hai| yahAM tama rooge, to koI tam rahegI athavA nhiiN| kRpApUrvaka samajhAeM ki kisa taraha yaha rooge, to zAyada dUsare tuma se IrSyA kreN| soceM ki tuma avasthA sthira ho? dhanyabhAgI ho ki ro pAte ho, pIr3ita hoM apane mana meM ki hama nahIM ro paate| tumhAre AMsU yahAM saMpadA kI taraha svIkAra kiye jaaeNge| pahalI bAta, AMsuoM se jyAdA pavitra manuSya ke pAsa aura kucha ghara lauTakara nhiiN| dUsarI hI havA hogii| dUsarA saMyoga hogA bhI nahIM hai| AMsuoM se bar3I koI prArthanA nahIM hai| AMsuoM kA | AMsuoM ke saath| kevala eka rUpa hI logoM ne jAnA hai| vaha rUpa hai-dukh-ruup| to agara cAhate ho ki yaha parama AMsU sadA bahate raheM, to bhItara AMsuoM kA eka aura rUpa hai-aaNnd-ruup| use bahuta kama kucha smaraNa karane kA hai| aura vaha smaraNa yaha hai ki AMsuoM kA loga jAna paaye| bahuta kama loga jAna pAte haiN| dukha se kucha lenA-denA nahIM hai| anyathA tuma khuda hI roka loge, * kisI ko tuma rote dekhate ho, to socate ho dukhI hogaa| kisI koI aura nahIM rokegaa| kauna rokatA hai! koI kisI ko roka nahIM ko tuma rote dekhate ho, to socate ho kucha pIr3A hogii| kucha cubhana | sakatA! lekina tumhI roka loge| tumhIM sakucA jaaoge| tumhIM hogI, jalana hogii| jarUrI nhiiN| AMsU to tabhI bahate haiM jaba socoge, koI kyA kahegA! ghara meM bacce hoMge tumhAre, patnI hogI, koI bhI bhAvadazA itanI jyAdA ho jAtI hai ki tuma saMbhAla nahIM pitA-mAM hoMge, kyA kaheMge! dukAna para baiThe rone lagoge, grAhaka paate| koI bhI bhaavdshaa| dukha bahuta ho jAe to AMsuoM se kyA kaheMge! daphtara meM baiThe rone lagoge, daphtara ke loga kyA bahatA hai| sukha bahuta ho jAe to bhI AMsuoM se bahatA hai| pIr3A kaheMge! rAste para rone lagoge, rAha calate loga kyA kaheMge! bahuta ho, to AMsuoM se bahakara halkA ho jAtA hai mn| AnaMda AMsuoM ke sAtha dukha jur3A hai| kyoMki hamane eka hI taraha ke bahuta ho, to AMsuoM se baha jAtA hai| AMsU aba taka jAne haiM, ve dukha ke AMsU haiN| koI marA, to hama to pahalI to bAta, AMsuoM ke sAtha dukha kA anivArya saMbaMdha roye| koI jIvana meM viSAda AyA, to hama roye| hama kabhI mata jodd'naa| gahare meM hamAre mana meM yaha bAta banI hI huI hai ki AnaMda se roye nhiiN| hama kabhI utphullatA se roye nhiiN| hamAre AMsU dukha ke kAraNa Ate haiN| to hama AMsuoM ko chipAte bhI haiN| AMsU kabhI nRtya nahIM bne| isalie eka galata saMyoga AMsuoM AMsU Ate hoM to rokate bhI haiN| AMsU A na jAeM, isakA hama se jur3a gayA hai| aba to aise bhI loga haiM pRthvI para, jo dukha meM bhI |105 ___ 2010_03

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jina satra bhAgaH2 na royeMge-dukha meM ronevAle loga bhI vidA ho rahe haiN| AnaMda meM hI hai to AnaMda meM ronaa| aura jo AdamI AnaMda meM ronA sIkha ronevAle loga to bahuta samaya pahale vidA ho gye| aba to dukha letA hai, usake jIvana meM dukha ke AMsU vidA ho jAte haiN| tumane meM ronevAle loga bhI vidA ho rahe haiN| aba to usa AdamI ko hama AMsuoM ko rAha de dii| aba dukha meM rone kI koI jarUrata hI na kahate haiM balazAlI, jo dukha meM bhI rotA nhiiN| rhii| aba to AMsU usa UMcAI para ur3ane lage, aba jamIna para patnI mara gayI hai aura vaha nahIM rotaa| hama kahate haiM, yaha hai sarakane kI koI jarUrata na rhii| jisako paMkha laga gaye, vaha vivekshiil| hama kahate haiM, yaha hai sNymii| niyaMtraNa ise kahate jamIna para thor3e hI ghasiTatA hai| dUsare haiM ki tumhArI jamIna para haiM! yaha hai AdamI buddhimaan| aba to hama kahate haiM ki jo roye, ghasITane kI kSamatA bhI chIna lenA cAhate haiN| maiM hUM ki tumheM vaha nAmarda! aba to hama ronevAle ko kahate haiM, kyA striyoM kI AkAza meM ur3ane kI kSamatA denA cAhatA huuN| taraha ro rahe ho! marda bano! himmata juTAo! rone se kyA hogA! tuma AnaMda meM roo| AMsuoM se AnaMda ko jodd'o| yaha to aisA to hotA hI hai| AdamI maratA hI hai| roo mata, AMsU mata kImiyA hai jIvana kii| taba dukha bhI AnaMdarUpa ho jaaegaa| taba gmaao| aba to loga dukha meM bhI ronA baMda kara rahe haiN| pIr3A bhI premarUpa ho jaaegii| taba udAsI meM bhI tuma pAoge, jisa dina loga dakha meM bhI ronA baMda kara deMge, usa dina AdamI usakA hI saragama bajatA hai| viSAda meM bhI usI kI gunagunAhaTa pASANa ho jaaegaa| patthara ho jaaegaa| usa dina AdamI ke bhItara tumhAre hRdaya meM guuNjegii| mRtyu ke kSaNa meM bhI tuma pAoge, jIvana phira koI bhI romAMca na utthegaa| phira AdamI ke bhItara koI lahara zAzvata hai| mRtyu ke kSaNa meM bhI tuma jIvana ke AhlAda se hI na aayegii| phira koI gIta na jnmegaa| phira AdamI bilakula naacoge| lekina eka bAra AMsuoM ko AnaMda kI kalA sIkha patthara hogaa| aise bahuta loga haiM jo patthara ho gaye haiN| ve dukha meM lene do| eka bAra AMsuoM ko AnaMda se jur3a jAne do| bhI nahIM ro skte| jAnatA hUM, bhaya uThatA hogA mana meM ki yahAM to AMsU itanA zreSThatama AdamI to AnaMda meM bhI rotA hai| nikRSTatama AdamI halakA kara jAte haiM, itanA hRdaya bhara jAtA hai, ghara jAkara kyA dukha meM bhI nahIM rotaa| dukha meM bhI jo na roye vaha bilakula patthara hogA? tuma to tuma hI rhoge| maiM tumheM rulA rahA hUM, aisA mata ho gyaa| sukha meM bhI jo roye, vaha baha gayA, bilakula tarala ho | socnaa| tuma hI ro rahe ho| kyoMki yahAM aura bhI haiM, jo nahIM ro gyaa| aura eka bAra tuma sukha kA ronA sIkha lo, eka bAra tumheM rhe| agara maiM rulA rahA hotA, to aura bhI rote| agara mere hAtha meM | rone kA AnaMda anabhava meM A jAe. rone kI pavitratA, rone kI hotA rulAnA, to aura bhI rote| tuma ro rahe ho, to tuma hI ro rahe prArthanA kI tumheM jhalaka mila jAe, to tumhAre hAtha meM eka mahAna ho, maiM nahIM rulA rhaa| mere bahAne tuma thor3A apane ko damana se, kuMjI A gyii| | niyaMtraNa se DhIlA kara liye ho| maiM sirpha bahAnA hUM, nimitta huuN| / phira tuma jahAM bhI maukA hogA--kabhI kisI khile phUla ko agara yaha tumhArI samajha meM A jAe ki tuma hI ro rahe ho, maiM dekhakara bhI AMkheM AMsuoM se bhara jaaeNgii| itanA apUrva sauMdarya hai| sirpha nimitta hUM, taba tumheM hara jagaha nimitta mila jaaeNge| phUla isa jagata meN| kabhI AkAza ke tAroM ko dekhakara bhI AMkheM ko dekhakara ro lenaa| bacce ko nAcate, khazI se bharA haA DabaDabA aaeNgii| itanA rahasyapUrNa hai yaha jagata! taba tuma dekhakara ro lenaa| pakSI kA gIta sunakara ro lenaa| jharane kI pAoge ki tumhAre bhItara eka siharana jnmii| eka naye taraha kA AvAja sunakara ro lenaa| vRkSoM ke hare patte, AkAza meM ghire megha Avega, eka nayA Aveza, eka nayI prphulltaa| aura ro lenaa| kitanA hai cAroM tarapha rahasya! kisI ko bhI maiM bhI kahatA hai ki dukha meM rone kI koI jarUrata nhiiN| kyoMki | nimitta banA lenaa| maiM kahatA hUM, rone ko to sukha banAyA jA sakatA hai| mere kahane meM, | eka bAra tumheM yaha samajha meM A jAe ki rone kI kSamatA tumhArI auroM ke kahane meM pharka hai| ve kahate haiM, dukha meM bhI mata ronA, | hai, to phira koI bhI nimitta kAma kara degaa| aise hI samajho ki kyoMki rone se kamajorI pragaTa hotI hai| maiM tamase kahatA hai, rone Aye, apanA koTa TAMganA hai, to khaMTI para TAMgate haiM: koI bhI ko to AnaMda banAyA jA sakatA hai| dukha meM mata ronA, jaba ronA khUTI kAma de degii| khUTI nahIM milegI to tIlI para TAMga deMge, 106 2010_03

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karanA hai saMsAra, honA hai dharma MARATHI khIlI para TAMga deNge| vaha bhI nahIM milegI to daravAje ke kone para jitanA ghara dukhI thA, usase jyAdA dukhI ghara meM pahuMca jaaoge| TAMga deNge| usase bhI jyAdA viSAda meM utara jaaoge| kyoMki yaha anubhava koTa tumhArA hai, tuma mujha para TAMga rahe ho| agara koTa merA ho, tumheM aura bhI dukhI kregaa| to nizcita tuma jaba ghara jAoge to koTa yahIM raha jaaegaa| nahIM, vaisA dekhanA hI galata hai| jo ghaTatA hai, tumhAre bhItara AMsuoM ke saMbaMdha meM hI nahIM, jIvana ke samasta anubhavoM ke ghaTatA hai| nimitta bAhara ho sakate haiN| jo ghaTatA hai, tumameM ghaTatA saMbaMdha meM yaha yAda rakhanA ki jo ghaTatA hai, tumhAre aMtartama meM hai| tuma usake mAlika ho| isalie tuma agara le jAnA cAho, ghaTatA hai| bAhara ho sakatA hai nimitta mila gayA ho| jaba tumheM to duniyA meM koI rokanevAlA nhiiN| hAM, lekina Dara bhI merI tAroM meM sauMdarya dikhAyI par3atA hai, taba bhI sauMdarya tumhAre bhItara hI samajha meM AtA hai| Dara bhI tumhAre bhItara hai| tuma jAnate ho ki ghara ghaTatA hai| tAre to kevala nimitta haiN| unhIM tAroM ke nIce dUsare bhI isa saralatA se tuma ro na skoge| to jA rahe haiM aMdhe, jinako kucha bhI nahIM dikhAyI pdd'taa| tuma | eka mitra ne kahA, yahAM to hama nAcate haiM, bar3A AnaMda A rahA agara unheM dikhAo bhI, to ve tumhArI tarapha cakita hokara dekheMge hai, ghara kaise nAceMge? kauna rokatA hai? thor3I pratiSThA dAMva para ki ho kyA gayA hai tumheM ! tAre haiM, itanA Azcarya meM hone kI kyA lagAnI hogI, aura to kucha dAMva para nahIM lagAnA hai| kauna rokatA bAta hai! hai? kauna kisako roka sakatA hai? hAM, lekina ghara nAcoge, to eka maMdira kI ghaMTiyAM baja rahI thiiN| eka saMgItajJa baiThA thA patnI samajhegI ki dimAga kharAba huaa| bacce bhI chipa-chipakara maMdira ke bAhara, eka vRkSa ke tle| ghaMTiyoM kA madhura kalarava use dekheMge ki pitAjI ko kyA ho gyaa| pAsa-par3osa ke loga bhI AMdolita karane lgaa| usane apane pAsa baiThe mitra se kahA, pUchane lageMge ki kucha gar3abar3a ho gyii| pratiSThA dAMva para lgegii| sunate ho, kaisA apUrva kalarava hai| usa AdamI ne kahA, isa aba tumhAre Upara hai, pratiSThA cuna lenA, yA nAca cuna lenaa| maMdira ke pujArI ke ghaMTanAda ke kAraNa kucha bhI to sunAyI nahIM agara pratiSThA meM jyAdA rasa hogA, pratiSThA cuna loge, nAca meM par3atA! ye ghaMTiyAM itane jora se baja rahI haiM ki tuma kyA kaha rahe | jyAdA rasa hogA, nAca cuna loge| ho, yaha bhI sunAyI nahIM pdd'taa| jarA ghaMTiyAM baMda ho jAne do, isa jagata meM hara cIja kImata para milatI hai| jahAM tumheM lagatA phira khnaa| hai ki kImata nahIM cukA rahe, vahAM bhI kImata cukAnI par3atI hai| vaha saMgItajJa kaha rahA hai, sunate ho ghaMTiyoM kA kalarava nAda! jeba se na bhI denI par3atI ho, cAhe Upara se dikhAyI bhI na par3atI aise apUrva svara, aise pavitra svara sune haiM kabhI! zAyada saMgItajJa ho, lekina hara jagaha kImata cukAnI par3atI hai| agara nAca bahuta dhIre-dhIre phusaphusAyA hogA ki kahIM ghaMTiyoM ke nAda meM koI cAhie, to pratiSThA chor3anI par3atI hai| agara pratiSThA cAhie, to vyAghAta na par3a jaae| lekina mitra kaha rahA hai ki jarA ghaMTiyoM kI | nAca chor3anA par3atA hai| bakavAsa baMda ho jAne do, phira khnaa| mujhe kucha sunAyI nahIM agara tuma cAhate ho ki AMsU tumhAre jIvana meM bahate hI raheM pdd'taa| ye ghaMTiyAM kucha sunane deM taba na! jharane kI taraha, aura AMsuoM kA ardhya paramAtmA ke caraNoM para mere pAsa tuma ho| to maiM sirpha nimitta huuN| mere nimitta tumhAre car3hatA hI rahe; agara tuma cAhate ho AMsU hI tumhAre phUla hoMge prabhu bhItara kA dRzya tumheM dikha jAe, basa kAma ho gyaa| jo dikhe use ke caraNoM meM, to phira tumheM koI na roka skegaa| lekina dAMva para apane bhItara hI jaannaa| to tuma ghara le jA skoge| agara tumane lagAnA hogaa| mIrA ne kahA hai, 'loka-lAja khoyii|' nAcI samajhA mere kAraNa dikhA hai, to tuma mujhase baMdha jaaoge| phira tuma hogI, to loka-lAja to khoyI hogI! aba to mIrA bar3I ghara na le jA skoge| phira ghara to tuma bahuta udAsa jaaoge| aura | pratiSThita hai| aba to mIrA kA bhajana gAo, to koI loka-lAja ghara to tuma vaMcita anubhava karoge ki ve AMsU aba nahIM bahate, jo | na khonI pdd'egii| mIrA ne khoyI thii| aba to mIrA kA bhajana bhI halakA kara jAte the| vaha rahasya aba nahIM uThatA bhiitr| vaisA pratiSThita ho gyaa| kabhI tumhAre AMsU bhI pratiSThita ho jaaeNge| saMgIta aba nahIM chuutaa| to tuma to ghara jAkara, Ane ke pahale lekina abhI, abhI to pratiSThA khonI pdd'egii| 107 2010_03

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jinasatra bhAga:23 INHAR THER mIrA ke pati ne agara usake lie jahara bhejA thA, to vaha | kyoMki yahAM AMsU Ane se pratiSThA mila sakatI hai| yahAM to isIlie bhejA thaa| kucha mIrA se virodha na thA, virodha thA mIrA | jisako nAca na bhI AtA ho, vaha bhI nAca sakatA hai| jisake ke kAraNa usakI taka pratiSThA dhUla meM milI jAtI thii| zAhI ghara | bhItara umaMga na bhI uThatI ho, vaha bhI dikhalA sakatA hai ki bar3I kI mahilA, sar3akoM para nAcane lagI AvArA, to rANA ke mana ko umaMga uTha rahI hai| kyoMki yahAM to umaMga uThane se pratiSThA milatI coTa pahuMcatI hogii| loga Akara kahate hoMge ki tumhArI patnI hai| yahAM to pAgalapana aura pratiSThA meM virodha nahIM hai| yahAM to rAha para nAca rahI hai, bhIr3a lagAkara loga khar3e hokara dekhate haiM, pAgalapana pratiSThA kA kAraNa bana sakatA hai| vastra taka utara jAte haiM, hAtha se gira jAtA hai sAr3I kA pallA, ghara jAkara hAlata ulaTI hogii| pAgalapana aura pratiSThA, donoM aisA to kabhI na haA thaa| cUMghaTa ke jo kabhI bAhara na nikalI ke bIca cunAva karanA hogaa| itanA hI maiM tumase kaha sakatA hUM ki thI, sar3akoM para nacA rahe ho! kucha karo! pratiSThA dAMva para lagI| agara tumheM rasa AyA ho AMsuoM meM, to phira phikra mata krnaa| hogii| mIrA ko mAra DAlanA cAhA hogaa| haTa hI jAe yaha ! yaha do-cAra dina kI bAta hai| loga do-cAra dina haMsa lete haiN| haMsa kalaMka mAlUma par3A hogaa| lekina mIrA nAcatI rhii| jahara bhI pI lene, denaa| tuma bhI unakI haMsI meM sammilita ho jaanaa| tuma bhI gayI aura nAcatI rhii| apane para haMsa lenaa| do-cAra dina loga kahate haiM pAgala, phira jahara diyA yA nahIM diyA, yaha bAta bar3I nhiiN| lekina bAta kauna baiThA rahatA hai tumhAre lie| socane kI logoM ko phursata kahAM | itanI khayAla rakhanA, jahara pI gayI aura nAcatI rhii| jahara hai! kisako samaya rakhA hai! kauna ciMtA karatA hai! phira loga svIkAra kara liyA, nAca ko tyAganA svIkAra na kiyaa| to ghara | svIkAra kara lete haiM ki ho gaye pAgala, bAta khatama ho gyii| jAkara agara ronA cAhoge, to kaI taraha kA jahara pInA pdd'egaa| do-cAra dina meM saba vyavasthA baiTha jAtI hai| patnI bhI mAna letI utanI himmata ho, to jahAM tuma ho vahAM tumhArA nAca, vahAM tumhAre hai ki aba ThIka hai, tamhAre sAtha hI jInA hai| bacce bhI mAna lete AMsU, vahAM tumhAre gIta kauna chIna sakatA hai! lekina loga chIna haiM ki ThIka hai| do-cAra dina kI hI himmata, jIvanabhara ke lie lete haiM, kyoMki hama logoM se kucha cAhate haiM- ijjata, prtisstthaa| svataMtratA kA mArga khola detI hai| lekina hara sthAna para kImata to svabhAvataH ijjata aura pratiSThA ve apane hI mApadaMDa se dete haiN| cukAnI hI pdd'egii| agara tuma unakA mApadaMDa pUrA karo, to ijjata aura pratiSThA dete pUrNa hokara rudana bhI yuga-gAna banatA hai, haiN| isI AdhAra para to una sabane tamhArI gardana ko jakar3a liyA madhuratama gAna banatA hai| hai| hAthoM meM jaMjIreM DAla dI haiN| jaba hRdaya kA eka AMsU pratiSThA cAhate ho, to saudA sApha hai| tumheM samAja ke anusAra saba samarpaNa-bhAva lekara calanA hogaa| loga jaisA kahate haiM vaisA hI mAnanA hogaa| isa naina-sIpI meM utara kara badale meM ve tumheM Adara deNge| agara tumane unake niyama tor3e, | arcanA kA ardhya banatA, svabhAvataH tumheM anAdara milegaa| eka kSaNa pASANa bhI bhagavAna banatA hai vahI hai jahara-anAdara kA, apratiSThA kA, apamAna kaa| use pUrNa hokara rudana bhI yuga-gAna banatA hai, tuma pIne ko rAjI ho, to tumhArI AMkheM sadA hI meghoM kI bhAMti madhuratama gAna banatA hai| barasatI rheNgii| aura tumhAre AMsU kahIM bhI gireM, paramAtmA ke tumhArI AMkha se jisa kSaNa AMsU bahe, agara samarpaNa kA ho, caraNoM meM pahuMca jaaeNge| gIta kA ho, arcanA kA ho, prabhu ke caraNoM meM car3hAne ke lie ho, bhaya tumheM uTha rahA hai, tumhAre hI bhiitr| yahAM to eka vAtAvaraNa | to usa AMsU ke kSaNa meM hI, agara tuma patthara kI pratimA ke sAmane hai| yahAM to aura bhI pAgala haiM, tuma akele thor3e hii| yahAM to bhI baiThe ho-eka kSaNa pASANa bhI bhagavAna banatA hai| to usa tumase bar3e pAgala haiN| yahAM to hAlata aisI ulaTI hai ki jisako na AMsU ke bIca, utara Ane se AMkha meM, sAmane rakhA huA pASANa | bhI AMsU Ate hoM, vaha bhI lAne kI koziza kara sakatA hai| bhI bhagavAna banatA hai| tumhAre AMsU meM bar3A bala hai| agara tumane 108 2010_03

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karanA he saMsAra honA hai dharma binA roye pASANa kI mUrti ko dekhA, to pASANa kI mUrti hI isI taraha ke dhokhebAja, Atma-pravaMcaka haiN| eka hI badalAhaTa rhegii| taba tumane tarka se dekhA, buddhi se dekhA, vicAra se dekhaa| saMbhava hai aura vaha tumhArI badalAhaTa hai| aura tumhAre atirikta ro kara dekhA, AMkha ko gIlI karake dekhA, taba tumane hRdaya se vahAM koI bhI mAlika nahIM hai| tumhI mAlika ho| isI ko dekhA; ArdratA se dekhA, bhAvanA se dekhaa| usa AMsU-bharI AMkha mahAvIra kahate haiM vyakti kI parama svataMtratA aura parama daayitv| ko patthara bhI patthara nahIM mAlUma hotaa| usameM prANoM kI pratiSThA zubha haiM, tumhAre aaNsuu| sNbhaalnaa| AMkhoM ne gIlA honA jAnA ho jAtI hai| hai, aba sUkhe marusthala mata banAnA AMkhoM meN| aba marUdyAna uThA AMsU se rahita AMkha patharIlI hai| AMsU se rahita AMkha pASANa hai, jagA hai, to sNbhaalnaa| hai| pASANa se pASANa hI dikha sakatA hai| AMkha meM jaba AMsa cAMda nikalA to aMdherA bhI maskarAne lagA hote haiM, tabhI AMkha jIvaMta hotI hai| jaba gIlI hotI hai, tabhI haMsA jo phUla to kAMToM pe nazA chAne lagA rasabharI hotI hai| jaba gIlI hotI hai, tabhI AMkha meM kAvya hotA vaha pyAra kA hI thA jAdU to yaha miTTI kA sitAra hai, kavitA hotI hai| jaba gIlI hotI hai, tabhI AMkha ke tAroM para na koI zabda huA aura gunagunAne lagA koI saMgIta chir3atA hai| usa gIlI AMkha se saMsAra ko dekho, agara AMsU utare haiM-kAMToM pe nazA chAne lgaa| agara isa saMsAra na dikhAyI pdd'egaa| pASANa bhagavAna banatA hai| saMsAra | naze meM tumheM AnaMda A rahA ho, rasa nimagnatA A rahI ho, tuma bhagavAna banatA hai| tumhArI AMkha kI hI bAta hai| sArI bAta | DUba rahe ho, to isa rasa ko bacAnA, aura cAhe kucha bhI chor3anA AMkha kI hai| AMsU-bharI AMkha, AtmA-bharI AMkha hai| lekina pdd'e| kyoMki aMtataH yahI rasa tumheM paramAtmA se jodd'egaa| isa rasa ye AMsa AnaMda ke hoM, ahobhAva ke hoN| ye zikAyata meM na gireM, | ke binA aura koI setu nahIM hai manuSya aura paramAtmA ke biic| dhanyavAda ke hoM; AbhAra ke hoN| usakI anukaMpA ke lie, gahana yahI rasa, yahI AMsU setu bneNge| yahI AMsU dhAgA bneNge| tumhArI kRtajJatA ke hoN| suI dhAgA piroyI ho jaaegii| hRdayapUrvaka ronaa| saba aura bAta tamhAre hI hAtha meM hai| ise jitanI bAra daharAyA jAe loka-lAja choDakara ronaa| saba bhaya, zaMkAeM choDakara ronaa| utanA hI kama hai| isa saMbaMdha meM atizayokti nahIM ho sktii| jaba roo to basa AMkha hI ho jaanaa| aura AMkha se AMsU hI isa saMbaMdha meM punarukti nahIM ho sakatI, ki tuma apane mAlika nahIM baheM, tumhIM bhnaa| ho| tuma jaise ho abhI, aisA honA tumane cunA hai| phira dukhI honA cAMda nikalA to aMdherA bhI muskurAne lagA vyartha hai| tumane dukha ko hI cunA hai| tumane galata ko hI cunA hai| aura eka bAra tumhAre bhItara cAMda nikala Ae, eka bAra tumhAre -agara tumhArI saMvedanA mara gayI hai, agara tumhArI bhAvanA mara gayI bhItara ahobhAva kI pahalI jhalaka, pratIti A jaae| hai, agara tumhArI khopar3I meM sirpha kucha kSudra vicAra hI raha gaye haiN| cAMda nikalA to aMdherA bhI muskarAne lagA aura jIvana kahIM bhI kisI aura taraMga se AMdolita nahIM hotA hai, taba tuma pAoge ki dukha bhI sukha meM rUpAMtarita ho jAtA hai, to aisA honA hI tumane cunA hai| kisI ko doSa mata denaa| aMdherA prakAza bana jAtA hai| mRtyu jIvana bana jAtI hai| zatru mitra mere pAsa agara tuma A gaye ho, to itanI-sI bAta bhI sIkha lo ho jAte haiN| to bahuta hai ki jaise tuma ho, yaha tumhArA nirNaya hai| anyathA honA haMsA jo phUla to kAMToM pe nazA chAne lagA hai, basa tumhAre nirNaya ko hI badalane kI bAta hai| kucha aura nahIM aura eka bAra tumhAre bhItara kA phUla haMsane lage, to tumhAre bdlnaa| yaha mata socanA ki sArI duniyA ko bdleNge| jo bhItara ke kAMToM taka para nazA chAne lgegaa| loga duniyA ko badalane nikalate haiM, ve ve hI loga haiM jo svayaM ko yaha bar3I gaharI kImiyA kI bAta hai| jo vyakti AMsuoM se badalane se bacanA cAhate haiN| cAlabAjI hai| khada badalane meM bhara jAtA hai-AhlAda ke, AnaMda ke, usake bhItara jo ghabar3Ate haiN| khuda ko badalane meM kaThinAI mAlUma hotI hai, to kalpa-kAMTe the, ve bhI narama hone lagate haiN| usakA krodha narama ho duniyA ko badalane ke sapane dekhate haiN| rAjanetA haiM, samAjanetA haiM, jaaegaa| ronevAlA AdamI krodha karane meM dhIre-dhIre asamartha ho 109 ___ 2010_03 www.jainelibrarorg

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New jina satra bhAga: 2 NER jaaegaa| kAMToM para nazA chAne lgaa| usakI ghRNA samApta hone phira vINA bajane lgegii| lgegii| jisane ronA jAna liyA, vaha kisI ko ghRNA na kara hajAroM loga sArI duniyA ke kone-kone se A rahe haiN| unakI skegaa| jisane ronA jAna liyA, usake saMdeha girane lgeNge| takalIpha tuma samajhate ho! tuma to pAsa ho bahuta-koI bar3audA usakI gIlI AMkheM use zraddhA kI tarapha le jAne lgeNgii| | meM hai, koI baMbaI meM hai, koI bahuta dUra huA dillI meM hai lekina kAMToM pe nazA chAne lgaa| dUra, bar3I dUra se loga A rahe haiM, unake sAtha kyA ghaTa rahA hai? do eka sUtra bhI tumhAre hAtha meM A jAe jIvana ko badalane kA, to | | mahIne, tIna mahIne rahane ke bAda unheM vApasa lauTa jAnA par3atA hai, sArA jIvana rUpAMtarita hone lagatA hai| lekina ve vApasa kabhI nahIM lauttte| saMbaMdha bana gayA, phira ve jahAM haMsA jo phUla to kAMToM pe nazA chAne lagA hote haiM vahIM se jarA AMkha baMda karane, svayaM ko thira karane, zAMta vaha pyAra kA hI thA jAdU to yaha miTTI kA sitAra | karane kI bAta hai ki jaise reDiyo para tuma koI bhI sTezana pakar3a na koI zabda huA aura gunagunAne lagA lete ho-jarA-sA suI ko ghumAne kI bAta hai, ThIka jagaha lAne mere pAsa tuma ho, isa ghar3I ko prema kI ghar3I agara banAyA, kI bAta hai; suI ThIka jagaha A jAtI, tatkSaNa dUrI samApta ho agara mere pyAra ko apane bhItara praviSTa hone diyA, aura agara jAtI hai| to laMdana ho, ki Tokiyo ho, ki vAziMgaTana ho, koI apane pyAra ko merI tarapha bahane diyA, to sitAra chir3a jAegA, to pharka nahIM pdd'taa| aise hI hRdaya kA bhI vAdya hai| agara tumane rAga bajane lgegaa| zabda bhI na hogA-na koI zabda huA aura ThIka mere pAsa baiThakara itanA bhI pahalA pATha sIkha liyA ki kaise gunagunAne lagA-aura hRdaya gunagunAne lgegaa| mauna saMgIta, tumhAre hRdaya kI suI merI tarapha unmukha ho jAe, tuma kaise merI nIrava saMgIta, zUnya saMgIta bajane lgegaa| para ho rahA hai saba tarapha unmukha ho jAo, basa phira tuma jahAM bhI AMkha baMda kara tumhAre bhiitr| loge, thor3A apane ko samhAlakara zAMta kara loge, thor3I taraMgeM mere pAsa Akara apane bhItara kI thor3I-sI jhalaka le lo, phira mana kI baiTha jAne doge, thor3I merI yAda karoge, acAnaka pAoge, use samhAle hue ghara jaanaa| phira use samhAle hue apanI duniyA dUrI gyii| dUrI samApta huii| tuma aise hI mujhe pA loge jaise tuma meM vApasa lauTanA aura tuma pAoge vahAM bhI thor3A bhI samhAlane se mujhe yahAM pAye hue ho| lekina sArI bAta tuma para nirbhara hai| samhalA rahatA hai| svabhAvataH yahAM se jyAdA vahAM samhAlanA | mAlika tuma ho| hogaa| lekina bAta samhAlane kI hI hai| yaha mata socanA ki maiM kucha kara rahA huuN| tuma kucha hone de rahe ho| aura tuma agara hone dusarA prazna: Apake pAsa saMnyAsa lene ke lie AyA haM, doge, to tuma jahAM ho vahIM hotA rhegaa| phira prema kA saMbaMdha koI lekina kala hI ghara se patra AyA hai ki agara maiM gairika-vastra sthAna kA saMbaMdha nhiiN| tuma mere se dasa phITa dUra baiThe ho, ki hajAra pahanUMgA to mere mAtA-pitA rassI le leNge| mere mAtA-pitA phITa, ki hajAra mIla, isase koI pharka nahIM pdd'taa| prema koI / grAmINa haiM aura hiMdI bhI nahIM jAnate, unheM samajhAnA kaThina hai| phAsalA jAnatA nhiiN| aura ghRNA nikaTatA nahIM jaantii| jisa kRpayA batAyeM ki maiM kyA karUM? AdamI ko tumase ghRNA hai, vaha tumhAre pAsa bhI baiThA rahe, zarIra se zarIra bhI lagA ho, to bhI kahAM pAsa! aura jisase tumheM prema hai, mAtA-pitA gAMdhIvAdI mAlUma hote haiM, rassI le leMge, phAMsI vaha sAta samaMdara pAra ho, to bhI kahAM dUra! prema dUrI nahIM jAnatA, lagA leMge! ghRNA nikaTatA nahIM jaantii| nizcita hI gAMdhIvAdI logoM se bar3I jhaMjhaTa hai| hiMsaka kahatA __ to agara tumane mere aura tumhAre bIca prema kI dhArA ko jarA hai, tumheM mAra ddaaleNge| gAMdhIvAdI kahatA hai, hama mara jaaeNge| magara bahane diyA, to phira tuma kahIM bhI raho, AMkha baMda karate hI tuma donoM kI AkAMkSA eka hI hai ki tumheM hama svataMtra na hone deMge, merI maujUdagI meM ho jaaoge| AMkha baMda karate hI AMkheM phira jaisA hama cAheMge vaisA karavA kara rheNge| to jo kahatA hai, hama | puranama hone lgeNgii| phira gIlI hone lgeNgii| AMkha baMda karate hI tumheM mAra DAleMge, usase to bacane kA upAya bhI hai| lekina jo 2010_03

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karanA hasasAra hAnAhadhamaH kahatA hai, hama mara jAeMge, usase kaise bceN| bar3I kaThinAI hai| haiM hama kisI ko to le hI jaaeNge| binA...khAlI hAtha nahIM jA lekina kucha bAteM khayAla meM lenI caahie| | skte| koI aura jAne ko rAjI ho to calo hama kisI aura ko pahalI bAta, tuma pRthvI para pahalI daphe nahIM ho| aura tumhAre le jaaeNge| itanA maiM unheM samajhA-bujhA sakatA huuN| pitA ne kahA mAtA-pitA pahale mAtA-pitA nahIM haiN| aba taka kisI ki merA maranA to muzkila hai, aura bhI beTe haiN| unakI bhI mujhe mAtA-pitA ne, pUre manuSya-jAti ke itihAsa meM, kisI ke phikra karanI hai, koI yaha hI to eka beTA nahIM hai| mAM ne kahA ki saMnyAsa lene para rassI nahIM lii| kahate sabhI the| kahA sabhI ne| maiM mara jAUMgI to mere pati kA kyA hogA? bur3hApe meM maiM hI to buddha ke pitA ne bhii| magara rassI kisI ne nahIM lii| koI inakI sevA kara rahI huuN| aisA eka-eka inakAra karatA calA mAM-bApa Aja taka marA nahIM isa kAraNa ki beTe ne saMnyAsa le gyaa| patnI jo khUba chAtI pITa-pITakara ro rahI thI aura kahatI liyaa| thor3A soco to, beTe ke marane para nahIM marate mAM-bApa, thI maiM mara jAUMgI, jaba yaha savAla uThA, to usane kahA aba saMnyAsa lene para mara jaaeNge| gAMdhIvAdI dhamakI hai, ghabarAne kI chor3o bhI, yaha to mara hI gaye, hamako chodd'o| aba yaha to mara koI jarUrata nhiiN| do kaur3I kI hai| isakA koI bhI mUlya nahIM gaye, hama kisI taraha calA leNge| hai| koI kabhI kisake lie maratA hai! to phakIra ne kahA, beTA! aba uTha, aba kyA kara rahA hai? eka yuvaka eka sUphI phakIra ke pAsa jAtA thaa| rasa meM DUbane aba par3A-par3A kyA soca rahA hai? vaha AdamI uThA aura usane lgaa| mastI bharane lgii| bhAva uThane lagA ki ho jAe vaha bhI kahA ki ThIka, aba yaha to mara hI gaye usane kahA, aura ye loga phkiir| para usane kahA, maiM ho nahIM sakatA hUM, merI patnI mara to calA hI leMge, maiM aayaa| Apake pIche AtA huuN| jAegI! mere beToM kA kyA hogA? mere mAM-bApa vRddha haiM, ve jI na kisI ne kabhI rassI lI nhiiN| isase kucha ghabar3Ane kI jarUrata sakeMge, eka din| kaI logoM kI hatyA mere sira par3a jAegI, nahIM hai| isase kucha parezAna hone kI jarUrata nahIM hai| aura isa Apa kyA kahate haiM! taraha kI dhamakiyoM se daba jAnA bahuta khataranAka hai| isa taraha kI usa phakIra ne kahA, eka kAma kro| ATha-dasa dina yaha maiM dhamakiyoM se eka bAra daba gaye ki sadA ke lie daba gye| to tumheM zvAsa kI sAdhanA detA hUM, use kara lo| usane kahA, isase agara tuma gAMdhIvAdI ho--tuma bhI, kyoMki unhIM mAM-bApa ke beTe kyA hogA? usane kahA ki phira dasaveM dina tuma subaha hI sAMsa ho to rAstA yaha hai ki tuma kaha do, hama bhI rassI le leMge sAdhakara par3a jaanaa| mara gye| phira maiM AUMgA, phira sArA dRzya agara geruvA na pahanane diyaa| aura kyA karoge! hone do apana samajha leMge ki tumhAre marane se kauna-kauna maratA hai| usane rassAkasI! aba aura to maiM salAha kyA de sakatA hUM! likha do -kahA, yaha bAta to ThIka hai| patra ki phaurana tAra se sUcanA bhejeM saMnyAsa lene kI AjJA, nahIM to dasaveM dina...dasa dina usane abhyAsa kiyA sAMsa ko sAdhane rassI le luuNgaa|| kA, phira dasaveM dina sAMsa ko rokakara par3a rhaa| rAta se hI usane agara tuma saMnyAsa lenA hI cAhate ho, to phira tumheM koI nahIM kaha diyA thA ki hRdaya meM bar3I dhar3akana ho rahI hai, ghabar3AhaTa ho roka sktaa| tuma na lenA cAhate hoo, to yaha tarakIba kAphI hai | rahI hai. aisA-vaisA. to ghara ke loga taiyAra hI the, ki maratA hai, tumheM rokane ko| lekina dhyAna rakhanA, mAM-bApa ne nahIM rokA kyA hotA hai! subaha vaha mara hI gyaa| chAtI pITanA, tumheM, tuma khuda ruke| yaha bhI tuma khayAla rkhnaa| agara tuma ronA-cillAnA zurU ho gyaa| vaha phakIra aayaa| baMdhA huA rukate ho, to tuma khuda ruke| tuma beImAna ho, yaha to mAM-bApa kA saba SaDyaMtra thaa| usa phakIra ne Akara kahA, kyoM rote-cillAte bahAnA le liyaa| yaha to tumane eka tarakIba khoja lI ki kyA ho? unhoMne kahA, yaha beTA mara gayA, Apa to mahApuruSa haiM, kareM, mAM-bApa marane ko taiyAra haiN| isalie ruka rahe haiN| lekina camatkAra kreN| Apa to kucha bhI kara sakate haiN| Apake AzISa kala mAM-bApa mareMge hii| marane se kauna kaba bacA hai| jo honA hI se kyA nahIM ho sktaa| usane kahA maiM karUMgA, lekina isakI | hai, vaha hogA hii| aura agara tumhAre saMnyAsa se hI marate hoM to jagaha marane ko kauna taiyAra hai? kyoMki yamadUta khar3e haiM, ve kahate kama se kama eka to unake khAte meM bAta likhI rahegI ki dhArmika 2010_03 www.jainelibra y org

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jina sUtra bhAgaH2 vyakti haiM, saMnyAsa ke kAraNa mre| mata chodd'naa| aisA kabhI huA nahIM hai| hotA nahIM hai| mauta kI dhamakiyAM | itane logoM ne saMnyAsa liyA hai, sabhI ke sAtha kucha na kucha aise denevAle mauta kA bhI upayoga karate haiM jIvana ke upayoga ke lie hI savAla uThate haiN| lekina kamajorI sadA bhItara hotI hai| hii| jo tamhAre saMnyAsa se ghabar3A rahe haiM, ve apanI mauta se na kala eka mitra pachate the ki aba Apa geruve para hI jyAdA jora ghbdd'aayeNge| thor3A soco to! tuma kara kyA rahe ho? sirpha | de rahe haiM, pahale Apa sAdhu...sapheda vastroM meM bhI saMnyAsa de dete gairika-vastra pahana rahe ho| ghara meM rahoge, ghara kA kAma karoge, the| to maiMne unako kahA, mere gAMva meM, jahAM maiM paidA huA-patA jyAdA behatara kroge| zAyada mAM-bApa kI sevA nahIM, dUsare gAMvoM meM bhI aisA hotA hogA-jahAM maiM paidA huA, bhI pahale se jyAdA behatara kroge| do-cAra-ATha dina meM ve vahAM jaba maiM choTA thA, to baccoM meM eka pAribhASika zabda thaa| samajha jAeMge ki saMnyAsa ne tumheM bigAr3A nahIM, bnaayaa| aura choTe bacce bhI aura choTe bacce, hamase bhI jyAdA merA saMnyAsa vaisA to saMnyAsa nahIM hai ki tuma ghara chor3akara bhAga choTe-khelane meM sammilita honA cAhate the, aura mAM-bApa kahate jAo; mAM-bApa bUr3he haiM unheM chor3akara bhAga jAo, patnI ko haiM ki jAo, apane choTe bhAI ko bhI le jAo, aura choTI bahana chor3akara bhAga jAo; baccoM ko chor3akara bhAga jAo, maiM koI ko bhI le jAo, inako bhI khelane do| aura ve saba khela kharAbabhagor3Apana to tumheM sikhA nahIM rahA huuN| kara dete haiM, kyoMki ve choTI umra ke-na daur3a sakate haiM, na bhAga unheM zAyada nAsamajhI hogii| unako zAyada aMdAja bhI na sakate haiN| to mere gAMva meM unake lie eka pAribhASika zabda thA, hogaa| saMnyAsa kA matalaba ve samajhate hoMge purAnA sNnyaas| to | unheM hama khela meM sammilita kara lete the, unako kahate haiM--'dUdha tuma jaba ghara pahaMcoge, samajhA lenaa| aura maiM mAnatA hUM gaira kI dohniyaa|' basa itanA, khelanevAle samajha lete haiM ki yaha par3he-likhe AdamiyoM ko samajhA lenA sadA AsAna hai| kyoMki isako daur3ane do, bhAgane do, magara yaha koI khela kA hissA nahIM jyAdA hArdika hote haiN| isIlie to unhoMne dhamakI dI becAroM ne| hai| 'dUdha kI dohniyaa|' abhI dUdha-pItA hai| khelane do, kUdane nahIM to tarka dete ki saMnyAsa meM koI lAbha nahIM hai, aura saba do, vaha prasanna hotA hai bhut| vaha samajhatA hai loga usake pIche nkhte| sIdhI bAta kaha dI ki mara jaaeNge| bhAvuka daur3a rahe haiM-koI-koI thor3A daur3a bhI detA hai-lekina na loga hoNge| sIdhe-sAdhe loga hoNge| sarala loga hoNge| Dara gaye usako koI pakar3atA hai, na usako koI parezAna karatA hai| vaha hoMge ki beTA kahIM chUTa na jaae| lekina jaba tuma ghara lauTa aise hI uchala-kUda karatA rahatA hai| dUdha kI dohaniyA hai| jAoge gairika-vastroM meM, unake caraNa chuoge aura unakI sevA meM to maiMne unase kahA ki sapheda vastroM meM saMnyAsa detA thA, vaha rata ho jAoge-jaise tuma kabhI bhI na the-kyoMki maiM kahatA hai, saba 'dudha kI dohaniyA' haiN| saMnyAsa bhI lenA cAhate haiM, himmata jo saMnyAsa tumheM apanoM se tor3a de vaha saMnyAsa nahIM hai| saMnyAsa bhI nahIM hai gairika-vastroM kI. to clo| khelane do. dauDane do| to vahI hai jo tumheM dUsaroM se bhI jor3a de, apanoM se to jor3e hI! kabhI to samajha bar3hegI, taba gairika meM A jaaeNge| calo lenA to saMnyAsa hai yoga, jodd'| tor3anevAlI bAta hI galata hai| cAhate haiM, Adhe-Adhe haiN| aba unako maiM dhIre-dhIre kaha rahA hUM to do-cAra dina meM unako bhI samajha meM A jaaegaa| gaira ki aba bahuta ho gayA, 'dUdha kI dohaniyA' sadA thor3e hI bane par3he-likhe haiM, jaldI samajha A jaaegaa| par3he-likhe hote, to rahoge! aba bar3ho, aba thor3I umra paao| to mAlA, calo AdhA mahInoM laga jaate| kyoMki tarka uThAte, vivAda karate, vicAra shii| mAlA se thor3e rAjI ho gaye, phira dhIre-dhIre gairika vastroM krte| sIdhe-sAdhe grAmINa loga haiM, jaldI samajha meM A jaaegaa| se bhI rAjI ho jaaeNge| tuma para nirbhara kregaa| tumhAre vyavahAra para nirbhara kregaa| saMnyasta mullA nasaruddIna ko eka relave krAsiMga para naukarI mila gyii| hokara agara tuma aura bhI pyAre ho gaye-jaise tuma kabhI bhI na pahale hI dina AdhA daravAjA to usane khola diyA krAsiMga kA the-to phira koI ar3acana nhiiN| ve kyoM maranA cAheMge! phira to aura AdhA baMda rkhaa| eka kAravAlA AdamI rukA, usane kahA tuma saMnyAsa chor3oge to ve kaheMge, rassI le leMge, aba saMnyAsa ki jiMdagI ho gayI mujhe yahAM se gujarate, magara yA to daravAjA baMda 2010_03

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ANTAR nAha sasAra, hAnA hai dharma hotA hai, yA khulA hotA hai; yaha AdhA kyA mAmalA hai! nasaruddIna khataranAka thii| lAkhoM loga apane gharoM ko chor3akara cale gye| ne kahA, mujhe pUrA bharosA nahIM hai ki Trena AyegI; isalie AdhA | isake kAraNa dharma ko jitanA nukasAna pahuMcA, aura kisI bAta se khola rakhA hai| nahIM phuNcaa| dharma zabda hI ghabar3AnevAlA ho gyaa| dharma meM koI jinako pUrA bharosA nahIM hai apane para, unako maiMne kahA calo, utsuka huA, to ghara ke loga ciMtita hue ki aba kucha upadrava sapheda vastroM meM raho, 'dUdha kI dohaniyA!' AdhA to kholA, | hogaa| lAkhoM logoM ne ghara chor3a diyaa| unake dekheNge| AdhA Age dekha leNge| lekina kamajoriyAM bhItara haiN| | gujarI, unake patnI-bacce bhUkhe mare, unake bApa, mAM, bur3hApe meM aba loga choTI-choTI ajIba-ajIba kamajoriyAM lAte haiN| yaha | kaise jIye, kisI ne koI itihAsa na likhA! likhA jAnA to ThIka hai ki tumhAre pitA ne tumheM acchA bahAnA diyA ki rassI | caahie| gahana dukha usase paidA huA hogaa| lekina sadiyoM se le leNge| eka sajjana Aye, ve kahane lage ki aura to saba ThIka | aisA calA hai| usake kAraNa eka bhaya samA gyaa| loga hai, gairika-vastra bhI le sakate haiM, lekina sardI meM kyA hogA! | bhItara-bhItara Darane lge| to Upara-Upara pUjA bhI karate haiM koTa vagairaha saba mahaMge banAkara rakhe haiM, unakA kyA hogA! tuma | saMnyAsI kI, bhItara-bhItara Darate haiN| dUsare kA beTA saMnyAsI ho | soca hI nahIM sakate AdamI kaise bahAne khojatA hai| to sardI meM to | jAe, to loga sammAna karane Ate haiN| khuda kA hone lage, to pahana sakate haiM UnI vastra dUsare raMgoM ke? jaise kucha vastroM ke | rassI lete haiN| yaha kaisI duvidhA hai! mahAvIra bhI kisI ke beTe the pahanane se kucha honA-jAnA hai! tuma bAta hI cUka gaye, tuma izArA | aura buddha bhI kisI ke beTe the| jo pitA tumhAre saMnyAsa lene se hI na smjhe| yaha to bAta samarpaNa kI thii| sardI aura garmI kA | Dara rahA hai, vaha pitA bhI buddha ke caraNoM meM sira jhukA AyegA aura yahAM koI upAya na thaa| samarpaNa yAnI baarhmaasii| isameM koI | kabhI na socegA ki buddha ke pitA para kyA gujarI! yahI gujrii| eka Rtu meM yaha pahana leMge, dUsarI Rtu meM vaisA pahana leNge| isase bahuta bhayaMkara gujrii|| loga saMnyAsa le jAte haiM, mAlA maiM unake gale meM DAlatA nahIM | maiM to saMnyAsa ko aisA rUpa de rahA haM ki usase kisI ko pIDA ki ve jaldI se use aMdara chipA lete haiN| vaha hai hI isIlie ki | na ho| kyoMki jisa saMnyAsa se pIr3A ho vaha bhI kyA lene yogya loga tumheM pAgala smjheN| ki loga haMseM, ki loga maukA deM ki hai! jisase kahIM dukha paidA ho, usase tumheM sukha paidA na ho acchA, to tuma bhI gaye! use tuma jaldI se aMdara chipA rahe ho! skegaa| jisake kAraNa tuma dUsaroM ko dukha do, usake kAraNa tumheM to mAlA rahI, na rahI, barAbara ho gyaa| choTI-choTI bAteM loga sukha paidA kaise ho sakatA hai? khojate haiN| lekina una saba bAtoM ke pIche unakA khuda kA hI bhaya to maiM to kahUMgAH tuma saMnyasta bano, ghara jAo, jaisI tumane hai| chipA huA hai| apane bhaya ko pahacAna lo, phira tumheM koI sevA kabhI na kI thI vaisI mAM-bApa kI sevA karo, kyoMki phira rokanevAlA nahIM hai| saMnyAsI kA dAyitva bhI tumhAre Upara hai| do-cAra dina ve nArAja aura kisI ke kAraNa rukanA bhI mt| agara rukate ho, to hoMge, cIkheMge-cillAyeMge, lekina tuma apane vyavahAra se siddha apane bhaya ke kAraNa rukanA, anyathA tuma dUsare para nArAja rhoge| kara do ki ve bilakula galata cIkha-cillA rahe haiN| basa, tuma samajhoge ki pitA ne, mAM ne roka diyaa| yaha galata bAta tumhArA vyavahAra hI paryApta pramANa hogaa| aura yaha mata soco ki hogii| yaha unakA bhAva, unhoMne pragaTa kara diyA ki ve rassI le ve par3he-likhe nahIM haiM, hiMdI bhI nahIM samajhate haiN| na samajheM, prema to leMge, agara unako lenI hogI to le leNge| aba jo itanI-sI samajheMge! itanA gaira par3hA-likhA kauna hai, jo prema na samajhe ? DhAI bAta para rassI lete haiM, ve jyAdA dina binA rassI lie raha bhI nahIM Akhara prema ke kAphI haiN| tuma unake paira dabAoge, yaha to te| koI aura bahAne leNge| tama unheM acchI rassI kA smjheNge| aura ve kacha bhI kaheM, tama zAMti se sanoge, yaha to iMtajAma kara denA, aura kyA karoge! samajheMge! aura eka bAta bhara tumhAre vyavahAra se jAhira ho jAnI lekina koI kabhI rassI letA nhiiN| do dina bAda saba ThIka ho | cAhie ki tumane jo saMnyAsa liyA hai, vaha saMsAra-virodhI nahIM jAtA hai| ghabar3A gaye hoMge, purAnI dhAraNA hai| aura purAnI dhAraNA | hai| ghara-virodhI nahIM hai| hama ghara ko maMdira ke khilApha nahIM lar3A 2010_03 www.jainelibrar.org

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jina sUtra bhAga: 2 rahe haiN| hamArI ceSTA hai ki ghara maMdira ho jaae| to kitanI dera tU dekha ke kucha muzkila kyoM hAra gayA himmata, lagegI unako samajhAne meM? jaldI hI ve samajha jaaeNge| aura deharI ko binA lAMghe AMgana hai milA kisako? agara tumhAre vyavahAra ne unheM pramANa diyA, to dubArA jaba tuma | Aoge, ve bhI saMnyAsa lene A jaaeNge| rassI maiM unako duuNgaa| tIsarA prazna : mA yoga lakSmI ne kahA hai ki bhagavAna zrI ne unako kyoN...| mAlA yAnI rassI! phAMsI hai| to unako kucha putaliyAM, kaThaputaliyAM banAyI haiM khela ke lie| to kyA samajhAnA ki agara rassI hI lenI hai, to mAlA le lo| jaba marane hama loga bhagavAna ke hAtha kI kaThaputalI bhara haiM? kI hI taiyArI ho gayI, to phira saMnyAsa meM hI mara jaao| saMnyAsa kI mRtyu mahAjIvana kA dvAra hai| ho to nahIM; ho jAo to tumhArA bar3A saubhAgya! magara dhyAna rakhanA, apane hRdaya pr| tuma agara svayaM bhayabhIta kaThaputalI honA kucha AsAna bAta nhiiN| kaThaputalI honA isa ho aura mAM-bApa kA sirpha bahAnA khoja rahe ho, to phira abhI saMsAra meM sabase kaThina bAta hai| vahI to kRSNa kA pUrA upadeza hai saMnyAsa mata lenaa| phira abhI Ao, dhyAna karo, jaao| arjuna ko, kaThaputalI ho jaa| dhIre-dhIre rasa ko gahana hone do| sadA apane hI hRdaya ke ThIka se agara gItA ko eka zabda meM rakhanA ho, to itanA hI kahA jA nirIkSaNa aura nidAna ke bAda kucha krnaa| dUsare ke kAraNa sakatA hai-kaThaputalI ho jaa| tU sirpha nimitta mAtra ho jaa| AMdolita aura parezAna hone kI koI bhI jarUrata nahIM hai| upakaraNa maatr| karane de use jo kara rahA hai| khIMcane de use dhAge, rajakaNa ko binA cUme kaMcana hai milA kisako? tu naac| usakI marjI jaisA ncaaye| AMgana Ter3hA ho, to tthiik| rajakaNa ko binA cUme kaMcana hai milA kisako? ThIka ho, to ThIka, na ThIka ho to tthiik| jaisI usakI mrjii| tU kAMToM meM binA ghUme madhuvana hai milA kisako? bIca meM bAdhA mata ddaal| zaraNAgati kA aura artha kyA hai? tU dekha ke kucha muzkila kyoM hAra gayA himmata, samarpaNa kA aura artha kyA hai? samarpaNa kA itanA hI artha hai ki deharI ko binA lAMghe AMgana hai milA kisako? aba maiM apanI marjI chodd'taa| thoDI kaThinAiyAM svAbhAvika haiN| ve canautiyAM haiN| ve na hotIM, lakSmI ne ThIka hI kahA hai| lekina honA AsAna nahIM hai| to barA hotaa| ve haiM. to acchA hai| unhIM canautiyoM se pAra hokara Amataura se loga socate haiM, kaThapatalI hone meM kyA rakhA hai, to jIvana uThatA hai| rAha para jo patthara par3e haiM, ve hI to sIr3hiyAM bilakula AsAna bAta hai| sabase kaThina bAta ahaMkAra kA bana jAte haiN| samarpaNa hai! apane ko haTAkara rakha denA! apane hRdaya ke maMdira meM pattharoM se ghabar3Ao mata, sIr3hiyAM bnaao| acchA hai ki kisI aura ko virAjamAna kara lenA! apane atirikta! mAM-bApa ne eka cunautI dii| aba isa cunautI ko smjho| isa siMhAsana se svayaM utara jAnA aura kisI aura ko baiTha jAne denA cunautI ke yogya apane ko bnaao| isa cunautI ko svIkAra siMhAsana para! bahuta kaThina hai, isIlie to prema kaThina hai| kro| eka maukA milaa| eka saMgharSa huaa| isa saMgharSa se kaise kyoMki prema meM hama kisI ko apane siMhAsana para virAjamAna karate Upara jAo, isakA mArga khojo| isakA kaise atikramaNa ho, haiN| phira prArthanA to aura bhI kaThina hai| kyoMki prema meM to hama isakI vidhi khojo| isase ghabar3Akara baiTha mata jaao| isase AdhA-adhUrA virAjamAna karate haiM, prArthanA meM pUrA virAjamAna ghabar3Akara Dara mata jaao| anyathA tuma sadA ke lie murdA raha karate haiN| prArthanA meM hama pUre miTa jAte haiN| / jaaoge| jIvana cunautiyoM ko svIkAra karane se Age bar3hatA hai| kaThaputalI ho jAo, phira kucha karane ko nahIM bctaa| dhanyabhAgI haiM ve jinheM bahuta cunautiyAM miliiN| kyoMki unhIM ke AkhirI karanA kara liyaa| kaThina se kaThina bAta jIta lii| cha jIvana meM nikhAra aayaa| liyA gaurIzaMkara kA shikhr| aise ho jAo jaise nahIM ho| jahAM rajakaNa ko binA cUme kaMcana hai milA kisako? le jAye prabhu, clo| apanI marjI alaga haTA lo| jaise koI nadI kAMToM meM binA ghUme madhuvana hai milA kisako? meM bahatA ho| dekhA hai, jiMdA AdamI kabhI-kabhI DUba jAtA hai, 2010_03

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meer karanA hai saMsAra honA hai dharma ra murdA kabhI nahIM dduubtaa| murde ko kabhI DUbate dekhA, murdA kucha ka, kha, ga kA zikSaNa hai| jAnatA hai, jo jiMdA ko patA nhiiN| koI trkiib| vaha tarakIba gurajiepha kA eka ziSya thaa--benett| usane saMsmaraNa likhA yaha hai ki murdA 'nahIM' hai| jiMdA DUba jAtA hai, murdA Upara A hai ki gurajiepha ne mujhe kahA ki jAkara daravAje ke pAsa bagIce meM jAtA hai jala pr| kyoMki murdA aba hai hI nahIM, DUbe kauna? eka gaDDhA khod| aura jaba taka maiM na rokU, rukanA mt| khodate hI DubAoge kaise? jo hai hI nahIM, use DubAoge kaise? jaanaa| dupahara ho gyii| beneTa khodatA rahA, khodatA rahA pasIne se vAstavika dharma kA janma, jaba tuma murde kI bhAMti ho jAte ho| lthpth| sAMjha ho gyii| gurajiepha kA koI patA nhiiN| socane tuma kaha dete ho paramAtmA ko, aba maiM apanI tarapha se nahIM lagA bhUla gayA, yA kisI kAma meM ulajha gayA, aba maiM baMda karUM cltaa| DubAye tU, to hama DUbane ko raajii| ubAre tU, to hama ki nahIM, aba to hAtha-paira lar3akhar3Ane lge| aba to kudAlI uThe ubarane ko raajii| jo tU karavAye, usa para hamArI koI TippaNI hI n| aura taba gurajiepha aayaa| sUraja Dhala rahA thA aura usane nahIM, koI TIkA nahIM; koI zikAyata nhiiN| hama tere hAtha kI kahA ki ThIka hai, aba isa gaDDhe ko pUra de| svabhAvataH mana meM kaThaputalI haiN| jaba taka nacAye, nAceMge; jaba nAca baMda kara degA, savAla uThegA, yaha kyA mUr3hatApUrNa bAta huI! dinabhara gaDDhA to ruka jaaeNge| khudavAyA, TUTa gayA zarIra pUrA, TUTa-TUTa bhara gayI zarIra meM aura khazI jisane khojI vaha dhana leke lauTA aba kahate ho, pUra de| haMsI jisane khojI camana leke lauTA lekina beneTa ne gaDDhe ko pUranA zurU kara diyaa| bar3A magara pyAra ko khojane jo calA vaha thakA-mAMdA hai| miTTI uThA-uThAkara bharanA, jaba sUraja bilakula na tana leke lauTA, na mana leke lauTA DhalatA thA, taba vaha gaDDhe ko pUra kara nipaTa pAyA; gurajiepha lauTA hI nhiiN| DUba hI gyaa| saba khokara lauttaa| apane ko AyA aura usane kahA ki aisA kara, vaha sAmane jo vRkSa hai, bhI khokara lauttaa| samarpaNa prema kI AkhirI UMcAI hai| vaha prema usako kATanA hai pUre cAMda kI rAta hai, kATane meM laga jaa| dinabhara kA sAra-nicoDa hai| samarpaNa kA artha hai, maiM nahIM, t| kA thakA huA, aba vRkSa kATanA hai! na bhojana milA, na vizrAma vaha na lena-dena, hAni-lAbha nahIM hai milA! aura beneTa vRkSa ko kATane claa| vaha vRkSa para car3hA kATa bhinna hai abhinna, guNA-bhAga nahIM hai rahA hai, eka aisA kSaNa AyA ki hAtha se usakI kulhAr3I gira kyA diyA hai, kyA liyA hai, yaha tanika na soca gyii| itanA susta ho gayA hai| aura aise eka vRkSa kI zAkhA kA pyAra sirpha pyAra hai, hisAba nahIM hai sahArA lekara nIMda laga gyii| basa meM hI na rhaa| * lekina jisa mitra ne pUchA hai, use thor3I ar3acana huI hogii| | gurajiepha AyA, usane nIce se khar3e hokara beneTa ko soye hue kaThaputalI! kaThaputalI to hama niMdA ke svara meM upayoga karate haiN| | dekhA, khuda car3hA, hilAyA, beneTa ne AMkha kholI aura beneTa ne jaba hama kisI AdamI kI niMdA karate haiM, to kahate haiM, basa apane saMsmaraNoM meM likhA hai, aisI zuddha AMkha maiMne kabhI jAnI hI kaThaputalI hai vh| kisI ke hAthoM kI ktthputlii| usakA koI | na thI ki mere pAsa ho sakatI hai| aisI nirmala AMkha! AMkha apanA nijatva thor3e hI hai| usakA koI apanA bala thor3e hI hai| khulate hI sArA jagata aura mAlUma pdd'aa| jaise maiM bilakula kaThaputalI zabda kA to hama upayoga karate haiM, jaba hama kisI ko | nayA-nayA AyA hUM, abhI-abhI avatarita huA huuN| jaise abhI atyaMta dIna, durbala, napuMsaka kahanA cAhate haiN| balazAlI ko | merA janma huaa| itanI tAjagI, aura aisA nirdhAra citta! thor3e hI hama kaThaputalI kahate haiN| phira 'nirbala ke bala rAma' kA | pUchA bAda meM usane gurajiepha se ki aisA kaise huA, to usane kyA artha hai? nirbala ke bala rAma! isakA to artha itanA hI kahA, agara tu eka bAra bhI inakAra karatA, yA tarka uThAtA, to haA ki jo nirbala hone ko rAjI hai, basa paramAtmA usI kA hai| yaha ghar3I na aatii| jAnatA thA, yaha bilakula svAbhAvika thA, jo apane ko miTAne ko rAjI hai, vahIM to jagaha khAlI hotI hai, | dinabhara gaDDhA khodane ke bAda phira miTTI bharane ke lie kahanA paramAtmA kA praveza hotA hai| guru ke pAsa usI parama samarpaNa ke bilakula vyartha bAta hai, kaThora bAta hai, sArahIna hai| koI bhI 115 2010_03 www.jainelibrarorg

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jina satra bhAga: 2 SECRE SUNAMIRIKARAN pUchegA, isakA matalaba kyA hai? gaDDA kisalie khudavAyA? | mata pUcho Age kyA hotA hai! Age kI ciMtA bhI kyA! jo isa gurajiepha ne kahA itanA agara tU pUcha letA, to yaha ghar3I na | ghar3I ho rahA hai, use bhogo| jo isa ghar3I mila rahA hai, use aatii| phira tUne gaDDA bhI bhara diyaa| phira tU bilakula piio| jo isa ghar3I tumhAre pAsa khar3A hai, use mata cuuko| jo thakA-mAMdA thA, phira bhI tUne inakAra na kiyA, maiMne kahA lakar3I | nadI sAmane baha rahI hai, jhuko, DUbo, Age kyA hotA hai| Age kATa, to tUne yaha na kahA, yaha aba na ho sakegA, kala subaha | kA khayAla Ate hI, jo maujUda hai, usase AMkha baMda ho jAtI hai| kruuNgaa| yaha terA jo sahaja samarpaNa thA, yaha tujhe usa jagaha le aura ciMtana, ciMtA, vicAra, kalpanA, svapna, cala par3e tuma phir| gayA; jahAM taka terI sAmarthya thI tUne kiyA, aura jahAM terI phira cale dUra satya se| phira chUTe vartamAna se| phira TUTe sattA se| samArthya samApta ho gayI, vahIM terA ahaMkAra bhI samApta ho gyaa| sattA se TUTane kA upAya hai, Age kA vicaar| vahIM tujhe gaharI taMdrA A gyii| aisI taMdrA samAdhi kI pahalI agara thor3A-sA sukha mila rahA hai, use bhogo| tuma isa kSaNa jhalaka hai| aisI taMdrA meM pahalI daphA AdamI ko patA calatA hai ki agara sukhI rahe, to agalA kSaNa isase jyAdA sukhI hogA, yaha samAdhi jaba pUrI hogI to kaisI hogii| eka bUMda TapakatI hai amRta nizcita hai| kyoMki tuma sukhI hone kI kalA ko thor3A aura kI, sAgara kA phira hama anumAna lagA sakate haiN| jyAdA sIkha cuke hooge| agara isa kSaNa tuma AnaMdita ho, toto maiM tumase kahatA hUM: ho to nahIM kaThaputalI, ho jAo to agalA kSaNa jyAdA AnaMdita hogA, yaha nizcita hai| kyoMki dhanyabhAgI ho! jisane pUchA hai, usane to becainI se pUchA hai| usane agalA kSaNa AyegA kahAM se? tumhAre bhItara se hI jnmegaa| to pUchA hai, isakA kyA matalaba? kyA hama kaThaputalI haiM? ho tumhAre AnaMda meM hI sarAbora jnmegaa| agalA kSaNa bhI tumase hI sako, to tumhAre jIvana meM aisA dvAra khula sakatA hai, jise tuma niklegaa| agara yaha phUla gulAba ke paudhe para suMdara hai, to ahaMkAra ke kAraNa kabhI bhI na khola paaoge| ahaMkAra ke haTate agalA phUla aura bhI suMdara hogaa| paudhA taba taka aura bhI hI khulatA hai| ahaMkAra tAle kI taraha par3A hai| ahaMkAra girA ki anubhavI ho gyaa| aura jI liyA thor3I der| jIvana ko aura tAlA giraa| dvAra khulatA hai| tumane jitanA apane ko jAnA hai, samajha gyaa| jIvana ko aura thor3A paricita ho gyaa| usase tuma bahuta bar3e ho| usase tuma bahuta jyAdA ho| tumheM tumhArA agalA kSaNa tumase niklegaa| tuma agara abhI dukhI apanA kucha bhI patA nahIM hai ki tuma kauna ho| jisa choTe se Tukar3e ho, agalA kSaNa aura bhI jyAdA dukhI hogaa| tuma agara abhI ko tumane samajha rakhA hai yaha maiM hUM, vaha to kucha bhI nahIM hai| vaha to parezAna ho, agale kSaNa meM parezAnI aura bar3ha jAyegI, kyoMki eka lahara hai| sAgara kA to tumheM smaraNa hI nahIM rahA hai| jaba tuma eka kSaNa kI parezAnI tuma aura jor3a loge| tumhArI parezAnI kA isa lahara kI pakar3a se chUTa jAoge, to sAgara meM utroge| saMgraha bar3A hotA jaaegaa| isa kSaNa kI ciMtA karo, basa utanA samarpaNa hai sAgara meM utarane kA suutr| kAphI hai| isa kSaNa ke pAra mata jaao| kSaNa meM jiio| kSaNa ko jiio| kSaNa se dUsarA kSaNa apane-Apa nikalatA hai, tumheM AkhirI prazna H sabhI prazna gira gye| uttara kI bhUkha nahIM, / usakI ciMtA, usakA vicAra, usakA Ayojana karane kI koI pyAsa nahIM, cAha nhiiN| to phira Age kyA kareM? sukha-prApti, | jarUrata nahIM hai| aura agara tumane Ayojana kiyA, to tuma yahAM mahAsukha-prApti kI eka jhalaka mila jAe to Age kyA hotA cUka jaaoge| cUka se nikalegA agalA kSaNa, mahAcUka hogI | phir| agale kSaNa tuma phira aura agale kSaNa ke lie socoge, | tuma Thaharoge kahAM? tuma ghara kahAM banAoge? Aja tuma kala ke Age ke khayAla se mana paidA hotA hai| Age ke vicAra se mana lie socoge, kala jaba AyegA to Aja kI bhAMti AyegA, phira paidA hotA hai| vartamAna meM jIne se mana samApta ho jAtA hai| Age tama kala ke lie socoge| kala kabhI AyA? kA vicAra uThate hI mana phira nirmita hone lagatA hai| phira citta jise tuma Aja kaha rahe ho, yaha bhI to kala kala thaa| isake tnaa| phira citta kI yAtrA zurU huii| lie tuma kala soca rahe the, Aja yaha A gayA hai, aba tuma phira 116 Jair Education International 2010_03

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karanA hai saMsAra, honA hai dharma Age ke lie soca rahe ho| yaha to dRSTi kI bar3I gaharI bhrAMti hai| ho| taba tuma cAhate ho koI tumheM luutte| taba tuma luTane ko tarasate isase jo sAmane hotA hai, vaha to dikhatA hI nahIM aura jo nahIM ho| taba tuma cAhate ho koI Aye aura sAjhIdAra ho jaae| itanA hotA hai, usakA hama vicAra karate rahate haiN| | tumheM mila rahA hai ki akele tuma kyA karoge? tuma use kisI ko pUchA hai, sukha-prApti, mahAsukha-prApti kI eka jhalaka mila | bAMTanA cAhate ho| AnaMdita kSaNa meM AdamI phailatA hai-pAtra jAe to Age kyA hotA hai? svabhAvataH eka jhalaka ke bAda bar3A hotA hai| dukha ke kSaNa meM sikur3atA hai| dUsarI jhalaka! bar3I jhalaka!! magara tuma kRpA karo, usakA to agara yaha kSaNa tumane AnaMda meM na jIyA, to agale kSaNa tuma vicAra mata karo, anyathA yahI jhalaka cUka jaaegii| tuma mahA aura bhI sikur3a jaaoge| AnaMda kA abhyAsa jArI rkho| jhalaka kA hisAba karate rahoge, tuma mahA jhalaka kA sapanA dekhate AnaMda ko bhogate raho, tAki tuma aura AnaMda ko pAne ke yogya rahoge, aura yahAM bahI jAtI jiMdagI, hAtha se nikalA jAtA | hote rho| AnaMda ko jitanA bhogoge, utanA hI tuma pAoge aura smy| yaha jhalaka cUkI, to Age kI jhalaka bhI upalabdha | jyAdA AnaMda pAsa Ane lgaa| honevAlI nhiiN| isa jhalaka ko pI lo, AtmasAta kara lo, pacA | nRtyakAra nAcatA rahatA hai, to aura bar3e nRtya kI saMbhAvanA jaao| phira aura bar3I jhalaka hogii| janamatI rahatI hai| gItakAra gunagunAtA rahatA hai, to aura gIta paidA tuma jitane yogya hote jAte ho, utanA hI paramAtmA tumheM detA | hote rahate haiN| jIvana to jIne se bar3hatA hai| baiThe-baiThe khopar3I meM calA jAtA hai| tumhArI yogyatA se jyAdA tumheM kabhI nahIM diyA mata khoye rho| Ao, phailo| bar3A jIvana hai| bar3A avasara jA sktaa| tumhArI yogyatA se jyAdA de diyA jAe, to tuma jhela | hai| yahAM eka-eka kSaNa ko bahumUlya banAyA jA sakatA hai| na skoge| tumhAre pAtra se jyAdA sAgara tumameM kaise DhAlA jA | eka-eka kSaNa hIrA ho sakatA hai| sakatA hai! tumhAre pAtra kI sImA hI tumhArI prApti kI sImA | lekina adhika loga soye haiN| bhaviSya kI yojanA kara rahe haiN| rhegii| cAhe varSA kitanI hI ho, tumhArA kaTorA jitanA hai, usase | soca rahe haiM, kala kyA hogA? kala ko bhUlo, Aja kAphI hai| jyAdA usameM kabhI na bhara skegaa| kaTore ko bar3A hone do| aura | Aja paryApta hai| itanA maiM tumase jarUra kahatA hUM, yaha AzvAsana usake bar3e hone kA eka hI DhaMga hai, isa kSaNa ko aise gahana-bhAva | detA hUM ki agara tumane kala ko bhUlA to kala AyegA, Aja se se jIo, isa kSaNa ko aise prIti-bhAva se jIo, isa kSaNa ko | bhI suMdara phUla laayegaa| Aja se bhI suMdara gIta laayegaa| kyoMki aise nAcate-utsava se jIo ki usa utsava meM tuma phaila jAo, | Aja tumhAre hRdaya kA pAtra bar3A ho, to isI pAtra meM to kala kI tumhArA pAtra bar3A ho jaae| | varSA bhregii| khayAla kiyA tumane, dukha meM AdamI sikur3atA hai| sukha meM | 'sabhI prazna gira gye| uttara kI bhUkha nahIM, pyAsa nahIM, cAha AdamI phailatA hai| dukha meM AdamI choTA ho jAtA hai| AnaMda meM | nhiiN| to phira Age kyA kareM?' karane kI bhI koI jarUrata hai? AdamI phUla jAtA hai| tumane khayAla kiyA, jaba tuma dukhI hote, honA kAphI nahIM! yaha karane kA pAgalapana kyoM hai? / to tuma cAhate ho na koI mile, na koI bAta kare, tuma | ina do zabdoM ko ThIka se samajha lo--karanA aura honaa| dvAra-daravAje baMda karake bistara meM par3a jAnA cAhate ho| jaba tuma kyA kareM? kyA honA kAphI nahIM hai! kamare meM tuma baiThe ho, bahuta dukhI hote ho, to tuma socate ho, aba to mara hI jaaeN| mara | usI akhabAra ko phira par3hane lagate ho jisako subaha se tIna daphe hI jAeM kA matalaba, aba to kabra meM chipa jaaeN| paDha cke| kyoMki kareM kyA? reDiyo khola lete ho. vahI khabareM lekina jaba tuma AnaMdita hote ho, to tuma dvAra-daravAje | jo akhabAra meM par3ha cuke reDiyo se sunane lagate ho| kareM kyA? kholakara bAhara Ate ho sUraja kI kiraNoM meM, havAoM ke saMsAra | kucha na kucha karane meM tuma apane ko vyasta rakhate ho| kyA thor3I meN| jaba tuma AnaMdita hote ho, to tuma kisI mitra ke pAsa jAte dera ke lie honA' ucita nahIM hai? kucha na kro| akhabAra ko | ho. kisI priyajana ke pAsa baiThate ho, koI gIta ganaganAte ho, | haTA do, reDiyo baMda kara do, zAMta baiTha jAo, kucha dera ko basa ho | koI vINA bajAte ho| jaba tuma AnaMdita hote ho, to tuma baMTate rho| yahI to dhyAna hai| 1171 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga : 2 honA dhyAna hai| karanA mana hai| | ke guriye sarakAte rheNge| kucha karane ko to rahegA! mana tumheM baiThane nahIM detaa| mana kahatA hai, kyA kara rahe tumane kabhI khayAla nahIM kiyA ki mAlA kA guriyA koI baiThe-baiThe? kucha karo, uttho| hoTala hI clo| sinemA dekha | AdamI sarakAtA hai, tuma socate ho bar3A dhArmika AdamI hai| aao| koI, khoja lo koI zikAra, usakI khopar3I khaao| tumhArI dhAraNA hai| anyathA bar3A mUr3hatApUrNa kRtya kara rahA hai| kucha kro| khAlI baiThe-baiThe kyA kara rahe ho? samaya gaMvA rahe | mAlA ke guriye sarakA rahA hai! lekina usase eka taraha kI rAhata ho| to mahAvIra ne bAraha sAla khAlI-khAlI jaMgala meM khaDe | milatI hai, vaha jo karane kA pAgalapana hai, vyasta rahatA hai| kacha samaya gaMvAyA! kucha bhI kiyA nhiiN| bAraha sAla meM koI bhI eka to kara rahe haiM! calo mAlA kI ginatI hI kara rahe haiM! aisI bAta nahIM ki jisako koI akhabAra chApane lAyaka smjhe| maiMne sunA hai, mullA nasaruddIna ko nIMda nahIM AtI thii| usake na koI 'ilekzana' lar3e, koI cunAva ldd'e| bole hI nhiiN| khar3e DAkTara ne kahA tuma aisA karo, bher3oM kI ginatI kro| aisA kaI hI rhe| cupacApa rhe| kRtya jaisA kucha bhI bAraha sAla meM nahIM DAkTara logoM ko samajhAte haiM-kucha bhI ginatI karane meM laga ghttaa| mahAvIra ke bAraha sAla aise rikta haiM jaise ki kisI aura jAo, mAlA pherane jaisA kAma hai, kucha bhI ginatI karo; eka se ke jIvana meM khojane muzkila haiN| usI riktatA meM mahAvIra kI | sau taka jAo, phira sau se ulTe lauTo-ninyAnabe, aTThAnabe, mahimA hai| bAraha sAla kucha bhI na kiyaa| baiThe to baiThe, khar3e to satAnabe...aisA kucha bhI karate rho| thor3I dera meM thaka maroge, khar3e; leTe to lette| aise ho gaye, jaise vyastatA kA jo roga Uba jAoge ki yaha bhI kyA karanA! isI Uba meM nIMda A AdamI para savAra hotA hai, vaha bilakula samApta ho gyaa| jaaegii| Uba meM nIMda bar3I AsAnI se AtI hai| nIMda ke lie thor3A soco isa bAta ko, thor3A isakA dhyAna karo, thor3A Uba bar3I upayogI hai| isako bhItara rasane do, utarane do, baiThane do-baiThe haiM to baiThe haiM; mullA ne kahA, yaha ThIka! usane ginatI kii| eka baja gayA na kucha karane ko hai, na kucha socane ko hai| taba tuma ho| usa hone rAta kA, do baja gayA, tIna baja gayA, lAkhoM karor3oM para pahuMca ke kSaNa meM hI AtmA se paricaya hotA hai| AtmA yAnI honaa| gayI saMkhyA aura calI jA rahI hai saMkhyA. aura vaha itanA uttejita zuddha honaa| mAtra honaa| aura tabhI gahana zAMti kI varSA hotI hai | ho gayA ki nIMda kahAM! phira usane socA, yaha to pUrI rAta aise hI aura parama AnaMda ke vAdya bajate haiN| amRta ke bAdala barasate haiN| bIta jAegI, aura itanI karor3oM bher3eM aba inakA karanA kyA? to hone meN| karanA saMsAra hai, honA dharma hai| karanA bAhara hai, honA | usane sabakA Una kATanA zurU kara diyaa| aba Una ke Dhera para | bhiitr| jaise hI tumane kucha kiyA ki gaye baahr| Dhera laga gye| usane kahA, aba karo kyA? kaMbala banavA maiM logoM se kahatA hUM, dhyAna koI kriyA nahIM hai, dhyAna hai ddaale| phira koI pAMca baje ke karIba jora se cillAyAH akriyaa| unase maiM kahatA hUM, basa baiTha jAo, kucha na kro| ve bacAo, bacAo! to patnI ghabar3Akara uThI, usane kahA huA kahate haiM, kucha to batA deM, AlaMbana to caahie| kucha kyA? usane kahA, mara jAeMge; itane kaMbala kharIdegA kauna? / AdhAra-rAma-rAma japeM? mAlA phereM? jina logoM ne mAlA vyasta AdamI vicAroM meM hI vyasta ho jAtA hai| svabhAvataH pheranA aura rAma nAma japanA nikAlA hai, una logoM ne kAraNa se hI usakI ghabar3AhaTa, itane kaMbala ikaTThe ho gaye hoMge! hote hI jA | nikAlA hai| ye ve loga haiM, jo binA kiye nahIM raha skte| dukAna rahe, hote hI jA rahe, eka rAzi AkAza chUne lagI hogI, to na kareMge, to mAlA jpeNge| akhabAra na par3heMge, to gItA pddh'eNge| | ghabar3AyA ki mara gaye, divAlA nikala jaaegaa| bikeMge kahAM? lekina par3heMge! thor3I dera ko khAlI na chUTeMge ki kucha bhI na ho; kharIdegA kauna? itane to AdamI bhI nahIM haiN| mAlA jo phera rahA miTa jAe sArA kRtya kA saMsAra, kho jAe dUra, sirpha honA raha | hai, vaha bhI vyasta ho rahA hai| rAma-rAma, rAma-rAma japa rahA hai, jaae| zvAsa cale, hRdaya dhar3ake, bodha rahe, basa kAphI hai| ve vaha bhI vyasta ho rahA hai| | pUchate haiM, kucha AlaMbana de do| AlaMbana kA matalaba hai, kucha dhyAna kA artha hai, karane se hone para ruupaaNtrnn| karane ko karane ke lie, kucha to de do, mAlA hI sahI! usako hI, mAlA chor3anA aura hone meM dduubnaa| 'pUchate ho Age kyA kareM?' 118 2010_03

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karanA hai saMsAra, honA hai dharma / jarUrata nahIM kucha karane kii| prazna saba gira gaye! pakkA bharosA hai! uttara kI koI bhUkha nahIM, cAha nahIM, pakkA bharosA hai! agara kucha bace hoM to pUcha lenA, anyathA pIche satAyeMge ve| anyathA uTha-uThakara khar3e hoNge| jaldI mata kro| khoja lo ThIka se| agara saca meM hI khatama ho gaye, to zubha ghar3I A gyii| saubhAgya kI ghar3I A gyii| saMbodhi kA kSaNa karIba Ane lgaa| aba karane kI phikara chor3o, aba to jitanI dera hone meM bIta jAe utanA hI zubha hai| aba to jaba maukA mile, taba baiThe rho| ThIka hai, jaba jarUrata ho, dukAna calAnI hai, bacce pAlane haiM, utanA kara do| lekina vaha bhI aise karo ki bhItara to na karanA hI banA rhe| vaha bhI aise karo jaise jala meM kmlvt| kara liyA, cala pdd'e| kara Aye, ho gyaa| magara isako bojha mata banAo, ciMtA mata bnaao| jaba maukA mile, jahAM maukA mile--kAra meM baiThe ho, basa meM baiThe ho, Trena meM baiThe ho-khAlI rho| bhItara kucha bhI na kro| isa maMdira ko aba khAlI hone do| janmoM-janmoM taka bharA rakhA, bharane se sirpha kUr3A-karkaTa ikaTThA huaa| aba sirpha khAlI rakho, usa khAlIpana meM hI zuddhatA hai| usa khAlIpana ko hI mahAvIra ne zuddhi kahA hai| na zubha se bharo, na azubha se bharo, aba to saba haTA do| khAlI kro| zuddha AkAza raha jaae| nirmala AkAza raha jAe bhItara, jisameM kRtya kI koI rekhA bhI na ho| korA kAgaja raha jaae| yahI dhyAna hai| _aura isI dhyAna se roja-roja amRta ghanA hogaa| isI dhyAna se meja-roja samAdhi saghana hogii| isI dhyAna se roja-roja paramAtmA pAsa, aura pAsa AtA calA jaaegaa| eka dina tuma acAnaka pAoge, tuma to nahIM rahe, paramAtmA hI zeSa rhaa| Aja itanA hii| 1190 2010_03