Jain Adarsh Prasango Part 05

Author(s): Bhadreshwarvijay
Publisher: Bhadreshwarvijay
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(1) bhAga-5nI anukramaNika mukhya viSaya peja naM. Adarza mA-bApa 1 thI 13 (2) gurUvaMdana-bhakti 14 thI 22 dharmadaDhatA 23 thI 37 (4). zIlarakSA 38 thI 40 brahmacaryaprema 41 thI 45 (6) pustakavAMcana 46 thI 47 krama viSaya peja naM. 1. dhArmika pustakano prabhAva ....................................... pare 1. putrahitecchu suzrAvaka... ........... . 196 2. dIkSApremI suzrAvikA 3. nagarazeThane mAe dharmI banAvyo ...................... 197 4. bALakonA devadUto .......... ... 198 5. jaina mammI pappA banavuM che ? ........ 6. kAMtibhAInI gurubhakti 199 7. ArAdhaka pratye vAtsalya vadhAro 200 8. dhanya mAtApitA: ..... 201 9. jaina mAtA pitA . 10. ghara derAsarano prabhAva .............. 11. dharmanA niSedhanA bhayaMkara nukazAna. 205 12. zrAvikAnI putra mATe bhAvanA ........ 206 13. mAre upavAsa karavo ja che .................... 14. gurubhakti .......................... 207 15. seva (Save) zrAvakapaNuM ............. 208 16. gIradharanagaranI aphalAtuna bhakti 18. sAdhunA AzIrvAdano camatkAra .......... 210 197 199 202 204 209 | jaina Adarza prasaMgo- ki (194]

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- 0 quu - = quu - quu = - 6 quu - 6 quu - quu 1 - quu 6 quu - 6 0 o quu 0 - quu 0 o quu 0 o quu 19. gurudevonI tithi ujavo ............ 211 20. guruvaMdane gurU banAvyA .... ............ 212 21. yAtrAmAM supAtradAna ! .. 22. A kALanA Adarza suzrAvaka ...... 23. draDha dharmI suzrAvaka .......... 24. sAmAyika rAga ............. 25. suzrAvakanA manoratha ..... 26, dharmadaDha suzrAvikA .. 27. anekavidha tapa .... 28. bahumAnathI bhAge !....... 29. zAsanarAgI suzrAvaka ................. 30. ajaina paNa jaina AcAramAM aDaga ........ 31. jinAjJApAlaka bano 32. paradezamAM paNa pratikramaNa ............. 33. dharma parabhavamAM jarUra sAthe Ave 34vairyathI parivArane dharmI banAvyo 35. ghara-derAsarathI karoDapati 36. DaoN. khAnanuM jainapaNuM ............. 37. ciMtanano camatkAra ! ........ 38. zIlarakSA .... 39. zIlarakSA mATe patino tyAga .... 40. zIla mATe sAhasa ......... 41. putra mota chatAM cothuM vrata ........... 42. brahmacaryano prema...... 43. nUtana pariNitanuM parAkrama ............ 44. mAvajajIvanA brahmacaryanI tAlAvelI ............. 45. bharayuvAnImAM brahmacarya ...........236 46. pustaka-vAMcanathI dharmI 237 47. gokhe tene AvaDe.......... 0 quu = ...... 0 m 0 6 quu 0 quu 0 quu 0 quu 0 quu quu GJ cha 0 quu cha = quu cha P ! wi 238 [+ja Adarza prasaMgo-dho jaina Adarza prasaMgo che. 5 [195] 195

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jenA ApriI bhAga - 5 1. putrahitecchu suzrAvaka e suzrAvikAe potAnA yuvAna putranuM Atmahita thAya e mATe samajAvyo ke mahArAja sAheba pAse thoDo samaya rahe. bhAvanA evI ke dIkSA le to tenuM kalyANa thAya. zrAvikA gujarAtanA hatA. varSo sudhI sAthe rahevA chatAM e yuvAnane bhAva na thayo. pachI mAe paraNAvavo paDyo. mAnI mahenata nakAmI gaI ? nA. ene dikSA gamI to gai paNa dIkSAno ullAsa na thayo. chatAM putre moTo thaI potAnA putrane bacapaNathI dIkSAnI preraNA karI ! ane aMte apAvI. A mahAtmA Aje paNa sAdhupaNu pALI rahyA che. AvA kALamAM paNa kevA uttama jaino ke putrone zAsanane samarpI de ! pa. pU. AcAryazrI premasUrIzvarajI ma. AdinA prayatnothI Aje to AvA keTalAya zreSTha zrAvaka-zrAvikAo che ke jeo potAnA saMtAnone taiyAra karI dIkSA apAve che ! keTalAya abhigraha kare che ke amAre dIkSAnI nA na pADavI. jo saMtAna yogya hoya to keTalAya pachIthI svayaM rAjIkhuzIthI dIkSA apAve che ! he svahitaciMtako ! tame paNa saMtAno tathA Azritone saMskAra sIMcI svaparahita sAdhanArA banAvo to anaMtAnaMta puNya baMdhAze. bAkI to A kALa evo bhayaMkara che ke saMskAra nahIM siMcyA hoya to vartamAnakALanA viSama vAtAvaraNanA prabhAve dharma to nahIM kare, paNa kadAca tamane paNa trAsa ne duHkha Apaze. tethI evuM paNa bane jaina Adarza prasaMgo-| chi (196|

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ke asamAdhine kAraNe tamAre paNa ghaNA bhava durgati vagerenA duHkho bhogavavA paDe. tethI jene dIkSA levI hoya tene aMtarAya karavAnuM bhayaMkara pApa to na ja karavuM. 2. dIkSApremI suzrAvika e uttama suzrAvikA maNibahena, vApInA. rAtre putra vageree kahyuM ke, bA tuM mAsakSamaNa kara ne! e tarata taiyAra thai gayA ! attaravAyaNA karyA vinA bIjA ja divasathI zarU ! zarIranuM puNya ochuM. paNa dharmano prema khUba. hiMmatathI sArI rIte mAsakSamaNa pUruM karyuM. dhanyavAda. mAsakSamaNamAM pUjA, pravacana, vagere badhI ArAdhanA karI. A zrAvikA e baMne putrone saMskAra ApI taiyAra karI zAsanane samarpita karI dIdhA ! mAnuM haiyu cAle ? paNa dharma haiyAmAM vasyo hoya to e kevA adbhUta parAkramo karAve che! puNyazALIo! tame paNa anaMtakALe maLelA A zAsanane samajI tamArU paNa hita thAya evA suMdara saMskAra saMtAnone ApI zAsanabhakti karo e ja zubhecchA. 3. nagarazeThane mAe dharmI banAvyo gaMgAmAne dharma khUba game. amadAvAdanA zeTha kuTuMbanA kasturabhAi lAlabhAinA dAdImA thAya. lAlabhAi pAse saMghanA AgevAno AvyA. saMghanuM eka mahattvanuM kAma hatuM. lAlabhAinI lAgavagathI thAya ema hatuM. paNa lAlabhAie nA pADI dIdhI. e jamavA AvyA tyAre gaMgAmAe lAlabhAinA bhANAmAM patharA mukyA. lAlabhAie pUchayuM, "A zuM ?" gaMgAmA kahe, "mArA kUkhe patharA pAkyA hota to sAruM hatuM." lAlabhAi zaramAi gayA. [ jaina Adarza prasaMgo- %i [197]

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pUchavAthI mAe khulAso karyo ke tArAthI thAya ema che, chatAM zAsananA kAma mATe nA pADI dIdhI ? jainane A zobhe? lAlabhAie kAma karAvI ApyuM. he dharmapremIo ! zAsana ane saMghanA badhAM kAma tana, mana, dhanathI karI mahAna lAbha meLavajo e ja abhyarthanA. 4. bALakonA devadUto amadAvAda zAMtinAthanI poLanA suzrAvaka lAlabhAI trikamalAla varSothI bALakone dharma ArAdhanA mATe khUba protsAhana Ape che ! dA.ta. je pUjA kare tene, sAMje kapALamAM cAMllo batAve tene pensIla, noTa vagere kAMI ne kAMI prabhAvanA kare. roja 200 thI vadhu bALako cAMllo batAvI jAya. prabhu prArthanAo gokhI lAve tene prabhAvanA kare. pAdazAhanI poLanA caMpakabhAI pUjA kare te bALakone vekezanamAM roja prabhAvanA kare che ! alaga alaga vastu Ape. hamaNAM to eTalI nAnI poLamAM 60 bALarAjAo pUjA karatA thaI gayA. (A vAMcI tamane zA bhAva jAgyA ? gAmanA, saMghanA, paDozanA ane potAnA bALakone, pUjA gAthA vagere dharma kare te mATe protsAhita karavAno saMkalpa karyo ? vadhu zakya na hoya to potAnA bALakone roja ane vekezanamAM vizeSapaNe dharma kare te mATe preraNA, protsAhana, pRcchA, prazaMsA vagere karazo ?) tamArA saMtAnonA skUla-kolejanA abhyAsa mATe tame khUba kALajI karo cho, protsAhana Apo cho. to dharma-ArAdhanA mATe avAranavAra preraNA karavI ethI paNa vadhu jarUrI nathI ? che ja. vaMditta, aticAra vagere tuM gokhI lAve to Abu pharavA laI jaIza vagere protsAhana ApavAthI teo karaze. puNyathI temane jaina kuLa jaina Adarza prasaMgo- 6i 198]

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meLavyuM che. zakti paNa ghaNI che. khAmI prAyaH tamArI kALajI nathI e che. skula kolejamAM sArA mArkasa lAve te tamArA saMtAnane logarsa vagere paNa nA AvaDe te tamAre mATe zaramajanaka nathI ? dharmanuM na bhaNe to pApa tamane na lAge ? A bAbata khUba vicAro. tamArA saMtAnone sArA saMskAra Apo to puNya to jarUra baMdhAze. pAchalI uMmare teo tamane sevA, samAdhi vagere Apaze ane bIjA paNa ghaNA lAbha thaze. saMtAnane sadgatigAmI ne sukhI banAvavAnuM pratyeka mA-bApanuM mahattvanuM kartavya che. 5. jaina mammI pappA banavuM che ? rasikabhAI (kAkAbaLIyAnI poLa, amadAvAdavALA) badhAM bALakone janmathI ukALeluM pANI pIvarAve che. janmanA thoDA divaso pachI rAtribhojana tyAga (nivihAra) tathA pUjA roja karAve che. navasArI, muMbaI vagerenA keTalAka bALako paNa Ama tivihAra, ukALeluM pANI, pUjA vagere kare che. teonA mAtApitAne khUba dhanyavAda ! bALako moTA thayA pachI kadAca tamAruM na mAne. paNa nAnA bALako to mammI pappA zIkhavADe te zIkhe. he dharmapremIo ! AvI zakya ArAdhanAo tamArA badhA saMtAnone karAvI tame anaMta puNya upArjo tathA tamArA vhAlA bALakone suMdara saMskAra ne dharma Apo. 6. kAMtibhAInI gurubhakti aneka kAMtibhAInI oi ane tejalisoya tame jagyA. ahIM mAre zAmaLAnI poLanA kAMtibhAInI viziSTa sAdhanA varNavavI che. cauda varSanI bALa vaye cAritranI bhAvanA joradAra hatI ane udyama paNa karyo ! saphaLatA na maLI. dharmarAga sAco jaina Adarza prasaMgo-5 199

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hato. tethI ghaNAM varSothI derAsara upAzraya vagerenA vahIvaTa, kAmakAja, tIrthayAtrAo, vyAkhyAnazravaNa, sAdhubhakti Adi anekavidha ArAdhanAo cAlu ja che. vIseka varSa pahelAM pa.pU. gurudeve temane preraNA karI - 'kAnti ! dIkSAno ullAsa have thato nathI to sAdhuonI bhakti kara. zakti hoya to roja jJAnamaMdira javuM ane sAdhuone saMSama pAlanamAM Avazyaka auSadha vagere jANIne meLavI ApavA." Atmahitecchu A ArAdhake gurUpreraNA jhIlI lIdhI ! varSothI sAdhusevA avirata cAlu ja che. emanA bIjA paNa guNo ane prasaMgo ghaNAM che. 7. ArAdhaka pratye vAtsalya vadhAro e beMgalorano kizora hato. pa.pU. zrI guNAnaMdasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. nA paricaye 13 varSanI laghuvaye yAvajjIva TI.vI. tyAganuM moTuM parAkrama karyuM. dIkSAnI bhAvanA thaI ! paraMtu dIkSA thatAM pahelAM pU. zrIno svargavAsa thayo. dayAnidhi pa.pU. A.bha. zrImad vijaya bhuvAnabhAnusUrIAra ma. sAhebane A dikSArthInA AtmAnI ciMtA thaI. bolAvyo. pUchyuM : 'have zuM karavuM che ?' eNe raDatAM kahyuM 'gurudeva gayA. have ghera jaIza.' bALaka hato. premano bhUkhyo hato. pU. zrIe tenA hita mATe upAya zodhyo, 'he puNyazALI ! tuM mArI pAse rahe. mAtra abhyAsa karavAno. dIkSA bhale na laIza.' dharmarAgI e kabUla thayo. bhaNAvatAM pU. zrIe evuM vAtsalya ApyuM ke dIkSA lIdhI ! Aje paNa e bALasApu saMghama sAdhatA kahe che ke bhUla thAya. guno ke karUM, tyAre gurudeva dhamakAve, mAre, paNa emanuM haiyuM vAtsalya nItaratuM ! 2-5 miniTamAM mAtAnI jema prema Ape. he zANA suzrAvako ! samajyA ? tamArA bALako vagerene jaina Adarza prasaMgo-5 200

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mAtAnI jevA prema vAtsalyathI evAM rasa-taraboLa karo ke pachI e paththaramAMthI paNa tame benamUna suMdara zilpa ghaDI zakazo. saMtAnone zreSTha saMskAra siMcI kuLadIpaka ane zAsanadIpaka paNa banAvI zakazo. prema-vAtsalye zetAnone paNa saMta banAvyA hoya evA jaina-ajaina ghaNA prasaMgo banI gayA che. dilane paththara banAvavAthI sva-paranuM ahita thAya che. jyAre dilane prematha banAvI badhAne prema-amRtathI sIMco to sva-52 hita sadhAya che. jAte anubhava karI premanA mahimAne oLakhI sarvene sukhI banAvo e ja mahecchA. jaino tattvasRSTi keLave to sarva jIvo pratye maitrI ane vAtsalya jarUra janme. kAraNa ke zrI tIrthaMkaroe badhA ja jIvone svarUpathI arihaMta jevA kahyA che. 8. dhanya mAtApitAH 1. tAjA janmelA bALakane te divase DokTare jarUra paDe khAMDanuM pANI ApavA kahyuM. dharmI dAdIe bALakane sAMje upavAsa karAvyo! loko bartha De e abhakSya vastuo khAya ne seMkaDone khavaDAve. jyAre A bALakanA puNyathI dAdIe janmyo te ja divase upavAsa karAvyo. vAsaNAnA madhubhAino A pautra atyAre 9 mAsano che. tenuM nAma to bhavya che ja, puNyathI paNa bhavya lAge che ! 2. bakSInA dharmarogI zrAvikA sAcI mAtA che. te potAnA suputra kRNAlane roja pharajiyAta pAThazALAmAM mokale. parIkSA AvI hoya topaNa pAThazALA javAnuM ja. adhyApakazrIne cIThThI lakhI vahelo mokalavAnuM jaNAve. mAtAnI kALajIthI thoDA ja samayamAM 2 pratikramaNa bhaNI gayo ! atyAre to pAMca jaina Adarza prasaMgo-5 201

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pratikramaNa saMpUrNa, bhaktAmara vagere bhaNI gayo che. Aje ghaNAM bALakone 10-15 sUtra paNa AvaDatA nathI. kono vAMka ? mAtApitAno. skUlanA lezananI ciMtA karanArA mAtApitA saMtAnone samAvIne, dhamakAvIne pAThazALAmAM mokale ane ghare bhaNAve to skUlanI jema dhArmika paNa ghaNuM bho. 9. jaina mAtA pitA gujarAtanA suMdarabhAino A khUba anumodanIya prasaMga vAMcIne tamAre badhAe paNa zubha saMkalpa karavA jevo che. sonogrAphI pachI temanI patnI sahita badhAne DaoNkTare jaNAvyuM ke garbhamAM bebI che. vaLI te apaMga janmaze. jIvaze to paNa vadhumAM vadhu 20 varSanuM AyuSya haze. kadAca mAtra cha mAsa ja jIve, mAtra mAthAno vikAsa thaze. bAkInuM badhuM zarIra janmelA bALaka jevuM kAyama raheze. dekhAva rAkSasI jevo haze. A vagere badhuM samajAvI dabANa karyuM ke garbhapAta karAvI nAMkho, nahIM to e chokarI tamane badhAMne khUba herAna karaze. dharmapremI gharanA badhAai vicArIne garbhapAta nahIM karAvavAno nirNaya karyo ! kharekhara oNkTarano rIporTa sAco paDyo. rAkSasI bALakI janmI. nAma virati pADyuM. zarIramAMthI paru vagere nIkLyA ja kare ! dharmI kuTuMbIoe nakkI karyuM ke Ane khUba dharma karAvavo che ! ane puNyazALI banAvI devI che. mahinA pachI navaDAvI tarata pUjA karAvI ! mAtra mULanAyakane aMgUThe TIkI karAve. kAraNa paru, rasI vAraMvAra nIkaLatA. badhAM tIrtho ane AcArya Adi pUjyonI yAtrA ane vaMdanA A bALakIne karAvavAM mAMDavA ! pU. zrIne gharanAMe vaMdana karAvIne kahyuM, ke coDA samayanI A mahemAnane ame sthAvara jaina Adarza prasaMgo-5 202

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jaMgama tIrthayAtrA karAvyA karIe chIe. amane sauthI vadhu AnaMda e vAtano che ke khUba duHkhI A jIvane ame bhavya banAvI dIdho ! zAzvatA zatruMjayanI yAtrAe laI jaI pUjA karAvI. zAstromAM kahyuM che ke mAtra bhavya ja zatruMjayanA darzana karI zake ! pAchalA koI janmanA bhayaMkara pApe ene khUba duHkha ApyAM che. paNa have enuM puNya vadhe ane sadgati maLe ane enuM Atmahita zIdhra thAya e mATe ame khUba mahenata karI alpa samayamAM ghaNo dharma karAvyo che ! ane 3 mahine enuM AyuSya pUrNa thaI gayuM. gharanAe chelle te viratine badhuM vosirAvavuM vagere badhI aMtima ArAdhanA karAvI ! A bALakI keTalI bhAgyazALI ke mAbApe khUba dharma karAvyo. mAre khAsa e dhyAna doravuM che ke ghaNAM badhAM pApo karela A jIve evuM koI suMdara puNya karyuM haze ke A garbhapAtanA jamAnAmAM Ane AvA dharmI mAtApitA maLyAM ! AvA vilAsI ne svArthI jamAnAmAM paNa kuTuMbIoe satata traNa mAsa enA AtmAnI ja ciMtA karI ! A vAMcI tame badhA nakkI karo ke amAre amArAM badhAM bALakone zakya eTalA dharmasaMskAro ApavA ane dharma ArAdhanA karAvavI ja che. tamArA saMtAno to AnA karatAM anekagaNAM puNyazALI che. bALapaNamAM je dhAro ke tame karAvI zako. tethI tame khUba dharma karAvI temanuM ane tamAruM khUba Atmahita sAdho. AnAthI tamane paNa evuM puNya baMdhAya ke bhavobhava tamane dharmI mAtApitA maLe ane janmathI ja ukALeluM pANI vagere bhAtabhAtanI dharma sAmagrI maLe ! [jaina Adarza prasaMgo-5] %i [203]

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10. ghara derAsarano prabhAva vAsaNAmAM dinezabhAIe lagabhaga 20 varSa pahelAM potAnA baMgalAmAM prabhujIne padharAvyA. ghara-derAsara banAvI prabhune birAjamAna karyAM. prabhujInI padharAmaNIne pratApe pU. AcArya bhagavaMto vagere avAra-navAra ghera padhAre, pUjyonA saMsargathI dharma vadhavA mAMDyo ! parivAra paNa ArAdhanAmAM AgaLa vadhavA mAMDyo ! pachI to puNyodaye gharathI paMdara DagalAM dUra ja saMghanuM zikharabaMdhI derAsara baMdhAI gayuM ! suvizuddhasaMyamI pa.pU. AcAryazrI vijaya bhadraMkarasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. tathA tapasvI samrATa pa.pU. AcAryazrI vijaya hiMmAzusUrIzvarajI ma.sA. Adi aneka mahApuruSo vAraMvAra temanA nivAsasthAne padhAratA. tethI yuvAna putro paNa dharmI banavA mAMDyA. eMjiniyara putra zrIpAle vevizALa pahelAM kanyA sAthe spaSTa khulAso karyo ke, gharamAM TI.vI. nathI. bhaviSyamAM AvavAnI zakyatA nathI. AvA kaLiyugamAM paNa kanyA saMskArI hatI tethI lagna mATe saMmata thaI ane zrIpAlanAM lagna thayAM ! nAno zreNIka .A. pAsa thayo. nokarImAM zarUAtathI ja sAta hajArano pagAra maLe che. teNe paNa vevizALa pahelAM ja A khulAso karyo. tene paNa bahu saMskArI kanyA maLI ! baMne bhaNelAM yuvAna bhAIo atyAre rAtri-bhojana karatAM nathI ! AjanA yuvAnoe A satya ghaTanA parathI dhaDo levo joIe. A kALamAM pitAjInI nArAjI hovA chatAM yuvAno, putro TI.vI. lAve. pitAjI vagere sAmAyika vagere ArAdhanA karatAM hoya tyAre paNa putro moTethI TI.vI. cAlu karI upakArI pUjone paNa dharmamAM aMtarAya karI aviveka karI gADha pApa bAMdhe che. gharamAM jaina Adarza prasaMgo-5 204

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upajatuM na hoya tevA putro AvanArI potAnI patnIne khAnagImAM kahe ke, 'tuM cittA na karIza. lagna pachI TI.vI. lAvIza ja.' va paNa lagna pachI kAnabhaMbheraNI karI patine judo karAvI TI.vI. laI Ave ! AvA jAtajAtanA kissA Aje bane che. tyAre A dharmI kuTuMba Aje paNa TI.vI. vagara ja saMpa, saMyama ane premathI killola kare che ! khuba dhanavAna chatAM AvA TI.vI. vinAnA thara keTalAM maLe * dhanya cheAvA dharmapremIone ! ke hitAMzI jaino, tame paNa saparivAra satata sAdhuonA samAgamamAM rahI bhAvathI suMdara ArAdhanA karo ane pApakarmathI baco. 11. dharmanA niSedhanA bharAM nukzAna muMbaivAsI e yuvAnane pUrva sAdhanAnA pratApe dIkSAnuM mana thayuM. bhAvanA vadhatI gaI paNa tenI mammIe mohathI nA pADI. hiMmata nahIM tethI gharanA dabANathI ene lagna karavAM paDyAM. pappAmammInI IcchA A nAnA putra sAthe rahevAnI hatI. paNa putravadhunA svabhAvathI kaMTALI jaI ene judo hevA mokalavo paDyo ane teo moTA putra sAthe rahevA lAgyA. Aje e suzrAvikA pazcAtApa kare che ke AnA karatAM to ene dIkSA ApI hota to ghaNuM sAruM thAta ! vaLI enI patnI putrone kaMdamULa vagere khavaDAve che AvA kAraNothI paraspara kaleza thAya che. tamArA puNyathI tamArA putra-putrIne dIyA, tapa, vrata, zibira vagerenI bhAvanA thAya to jarUra hasatAM hasatAM rajA Apajo. baMnenuM kalyANa thaze. svArtha, moha vagerethI nA pADazo to. aMtarAyanA bhayaMkara pApo baMdhAze, durAcAro, kuzIla, TI.vI., svacchaMdapaNuM rAtribhojana, anaMtakAya vagerethI Aloka - paralokanuM ahita karatAM potAnAM putrone na rokatA jaina Adarza prasaMgo-5 205

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mAtApitAne sarvanuM hita karatA zreSTha saMtAnono dharmabhAva nAza karI saMsArarAgI ane pazu banAvavA zuM zobhe ? dIkSA ApI haze to tamane samAdhi vagere maLaze. jevuM vAvazo tevuM laNazo. AgaLa vadhIne dIkarA-dIkarImAM yogyatA dekhAya no viSa saMskAra ane preraNA ApI cAritranA pariNAma pedA karI sAdhu banAvavA joie jethI tamArA AtmAne khUbakhUba lAbha thaze. 12. zrAvikAnI putra mATe bhAvanA khaMbhAtanA zrAvikA lakhe che, " mArA 2 putra che, bannene bhAvanA pedA karI sAdhu banAvavA che !!'' chevaTe evI jhaMkhanA che ke eka to dIkSA le ! mArA pati dharma karatA nathI. te dIkSA mATe aMtarAya na kare mATe mAre pIre dhIre temane dharmI banAvavA che ane prabhune A mATe roja prArthanA karuM chuM !! A zrAvikAne putrone sAdhu banAvavA dhArmika saMskAra ghaNA ja ApyA che ! bannene pAMca pratikramaNa karAvI jIva vicAra, nava tattva vagere bhaNAve che ! roja pAThazALAmAM mokle ! covihAra, navakArazI karAve. roja pUjA ane rajAnA divase aSTaprakArI pUjA karAve. tame jaina tarIke zuM iccho ? saMtAnone sAdhu ke zrAvaka banAvavA ke DaoNkTara banAvavA ? e nakkI mAnajo ke dharmI banaze to badhAne sukhI banAvaze. DaoNkTara banaze to kadAca badhAne raDAvaze. A vAtanuM khUba ja ciMtana karajo ane saMtAna, tame ane sarve sukhI kema bane te zodhI kADhajo. dharmathI Aoka uparAMta paraloka vageremAM paNa Atmika sukhazAMti avazya maLe che ! 13. mAre upavAsa karavo ja che "mahArAja sAheba ! Aje upavAsa karavo che. pahelA jaina Adarza prasaMgo-5 206

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kadi karyo nathI." meM te TeNiyAne pUchayuM, " vinIta ! thaze ? pachI bhUkha lAgaze to ?" vinIte kahyuM, "ma.sA. ! thaze ja. mAre karavo che." tenI mammIe kahyuM ke huM vIzasthAnakanA upavAsa karuM chuM. tethI Ane paNa upavAsa karavAnuM mana thayuM che. enI deDha icchA ane tenI mammI e hA pADI eTale borIvalInA vinItane upavAsa karAvyo. sAro thai gayo. jema saMsArI jIvone bIjAnA moTara vagere joi mana thai jAya che ema Aje keTalAka dharmI moTA ane bALakone paNa bIjAnA tapa vagere joi dharma karavAnI bhAvanA thAya che !! saMskAra ane dharmarUcithI puNyazALIne icchA thatI hoya che. zakti pramANe dharma karAvavo joie. khoTuM DaravAnI jarUra nathI. bahu nAno hoya to pahelA ekAsaNuM, AMbala karAvI pachI karAvAya. bIjuM, ghaNA moTA evA che ke jemaNe kadi AyaMbila, upavAsa karyA ja nathI. temaNe vicAravuM ke tapa dharmanA prabhue ghaNA guNagAna gAyA che. tethI mAre karavo ja joie. vaLI, Aje to ghaNA bALako paNa aThThAI, oLI, upadhAna vagere kare ja che to mArAthI kema na thAya ? ema hiMmata rAkhI Teva pADatA upavAsa vagere yathAzakti tapa badhAe karI prabhue khuba karelA tapa dharmanI paNa sAdhanA karavI joie. 14. gurubhakti amadAvAdanA je. DI. mahetA operA pAse rahe che. sAdhune vaMdana karavAthI khUba lAbha thAya, te jANIne amadAvAdanA judA judA upAzraye mahAtmAnA darzana karavA jAya che. yAtrA vagere mATe jAya tyAre paNa DrAivarane temaNe kahI rAkhyuM che ke musApharImAM mahArAja sAhebane jue tyAre gADI UbhI rAkhaje. tuM jeTalA sAdhu batAvIza [ jaina Adarza prasaMgo- 25 [20]

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eTalA dasa rUpiyA bakSIsa maLaze. jema pUrve rAjAo, zreSThIo gurU AgamananA samAcAra ApanAra sevakane AbhUSaNo vagerenuM dAna karatA hatA. tema A gurUbhakta gurudarzana karAvanArane rAja kare che. agaNita lAbha karanAra gurUvaMdana roja karavAno saMkalpa ApaNe paNa karIe. 15. seva (Save) zrAvakapaNuM muMbainA gurubhakta goviMdabhAi khonA 5. pU. gurUdeva A. bha. zrImad vijaya rAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. muMbaimAM jyAM paNa hoya tyAM dararoja avazya saparivAra vaMdana kare. zephAlInA pI. pI. zAha varSothI roja pa. pU. tapasvIsamrATa A. bha. zrImad vijaya himAMzusUrIzvarajI ma. sA. amadAvAdamAM jyAM paNa hoya tyAM gurUvaMdana karavA jAya che! dharaNIdhara pAsenA satIzabhAi, vAsaNAnA madhubhAi Adi pa. pU. A. bha. zrImad vijaya bhadraMkarasUrI che. sa. amadAvAdamAM jyAM paNa birAjamAna hoya tyAM jai roja vaMdana avazya kare che! dhanya che AvA gurUbhaktone! (da22oja dukAne, nokarI vagere sthaLe AkhI duniyA jAya, paNa potAnI najIka sAdhu mahArAja hoya temane paNa vaMdana roja keTalA kare?) zrI tIrthaMkaradevoe jema prabhupUjA zrAvakanuM rojanuM kartavya kahyuM che tema gurUvaMdana zrAvaka mATe dainika dharma che. AvA khUba sahelA kartavyane tame badhA Acaro ane AvA seMkaDo gurUbhaktone bhAvathI vaMdanA ne temanA AvA sonI anumodanA karo e ja zubhecchA. TI.vI. jema seva voTara (Save Water) nI cetavaNI Ape che ema jJAnIo ApaNane zrAvaNAnI rakSA karavAnI preraNA kare che. jaina Adarza prasaMgo-5 208

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16. gIradharanagaranI aphalAtuna bhakti eka sAdhvIjI ma. ne baroLanI bImArI hatI. pAMca IMjekzana levA paDaze ema DaoNkTare tapAsIne kahyuM. pAMcano kharca 70,000 hato. zrI giradharanagara saMghe vinA vilaMbe kahI dIdhuM, jeTalo thAya teTalo bhale thAya. ame lAbha laIzuM.' zrI gIradharanagara saMgha sarve samudAyanA sarve sAdhu-sAdhvIjI ma.nI bImArI AdimAM badhI bhakti kare che. tyAM rahevAnI, davA vagerenI paNa vyavasthA karI Ape che. gIradhanagaramAM catrabhuja rAjasthAnI hospiTala sivila pAse baMdhAI. tenA TrasTIo kAyama mATe jaina sAdhu-sAdhvIjInI cikitsA phrI kare tevo karAra karI zrI saMghe 5 lAkha jeTalI mAtabara rakamanuM dAna hospiTalane karyuM. te pachI moMghavArI ne kharco vadhatAM hospiTalanA TrasTIonI vinaMtIthI bIjA cha lAkhanuM paNa jaina saMghe hospiTalane dAna ApyuM ! e badhA tathA bIjA paNa sAdhu sAdhvIonI gocarI-pANI, Adi badhI bhakti zrI saMgha sadA karato Avyo che. lagabhaga bAre mAsa moTI saMkhyAmAM sAdhvIjI bhagavaMto tyAM mukAma kare che ane zrI saMghe udAratAthI badhI lAbha le che. A varSanuM cAtumAsa saMghe pa.pU. gacchAdhipati AcAryadeva zrImad vijaya jayaghoSasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. nuM karAvyuM che. sAthe vidvAna munIzrI abhayazekharavijaya gaNizrIne bhaNAvavA rAkhyA che. lagabhaga savAso sAdhvIjIonI to abhyAsa Adi mATe tyAM comAsu karavAnI bhAvanA saMghe bhaktithI pUrNa karI ! uparAMta tyAMnA pramukha zrI hIrAbhAI Adi pa. pU. gacchAdhipatizrIne vinaMtI kare che ke abhyAsa mATe hajI vadhAre sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtonI icchA hoya to saMgha temano badho lAbha levA taiyAra che ! TrasTrIo jaina Adarza prasaMgo-5 209

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kahe che ke sAhebajI ! ame saMgha samakSa vaiyAvacca, jIvadayA, sAdhAraNa Adi koIpaNa kArya mATe Tahela mUkIe chIe to zrI saMgha sadA udAratAthI pUrI kare che ! vizeSa anumodanIya bAbata e che ke AkhA saMghamAM aikya che ! kleza, matabheda tyAM nathI. 20 jeTalA bhAvikonI evI uttama bhAvanA che ke 20 varSa sudhI sAmudAyika navI, ArAdhanA karavI. zrI zaMkhezvarajIno ane zrI siddhAcalajIno saMgha kADhyo. AvatA varSe pAlItANAmAM navANu yAtrA karAvavAnI bhAvanA bhAve che. lAkho dhanyavAda AvI suMdara bhAvanA vALA suzrAvakone. siddhAcalajIno saMgha kADhayo temAM ame 9 sAdhu hatA. saMghe mukAma karyo te gAmo uparAMta AjubAjunA boTAda vagere keTalAka gAmomAM ma.sA.nI salAha laI udAratAthI sAdhAraNa ityAdimAM lAkho rU. no lAbha lIdho. rastAmAM paNa caturvidha saMghanI udAratAthI badhI bhakti karI. gIradharanagaranI jema amadAvAda, muMbaI AdinA bIjA keTalAka saMgho suMdara ArAdhanA kare - karAve che. saMgho Ama jinAjJA pALatA, sakala saMghanuM, sarva jIvonuM hita sAdhe e ja manokAmanA. 17. gurUnI tIthi khaMbhAtanA praphullabhAi varSothI amadAvAdamAM rahe che. pa.pU.sva.A.bha. zrImad vijaya premasUrIzvarajI ma.nA. guNo pratye anero AdarabhAva che. tethI temanI svargavAsa - tithi vai.va. agiyArasanA divase lakSmIvardhaka derAsare bhaktAmaranA ArAdhakone prabhAvanA kare che! Aje potAnI patnI, putra, pitAnI tithinI ujavaNI hajAro kare che. paNa gurUnI tithi prabhAvanA vagerethI ujavanAra AvA virala gurUbhaktone lAkho dhanyavAda! jaina Adarza prasaMgo-5 25 [10] 210

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18. sAdhunA AzIrvAdano camAra baralUTa gAmanI A satya ghaTanA che. sAdhu mahArAja tyAM rahelA. varSo pahelA darajIne TI.bI. tharDa sTejano thai gayo tyAre tenI koi davA na hatI. tenI patnI paNa nAsI gai. e mahArAjazrInA pagamAM paDIne raDavA lAgyo. mahArAjazrIe pUchatAM teNe badhu duHkha kahyuM. temaNe dayAthI AzIrvAda ApyAH sAruM thai jaze." sAdhunA AzIrvAdamAM aciMtya zakti hoya che. vagara davAe darajIne TI.bI. maTI gayo ! pachI ghaNAM varSa jIvyo. nagarazeThe mahArAjazrIne badhAnI vacce phajeta karavA prayatna karyo. ma. zrInuM dila khUba ghavAyuM. zeThe devALuM phUkyuM ! he puNyazALIo ! sAdhu-sAdhvInI thAya teTalI bhakti karavI. temane duHkhI to kyAreya na karavA. zaMkhalapura, kodarA, pezavA vagere ghaNAM gAmonA ghaNAM lokone Ama sAdhunA AziSathI ghaNAM lAbha thayA. sAdhunA vaMdana, bhaktithI tAtkAlika lAbha kadAca na maLe. paNa te puNya jayAre udayamAM Ave tyAre abhUta lAbha thAya ja. tethI Atmahitecchae avazya guruvaMdana, bhakti Adi roja khUba karavA. arihaMta bhagavAna pAse janma, buddhi, viziSTa jJAna, uttama AcAronI prApti vagere aDhaLaka phAyadA jarUra thAya. sAdhune vaMdana, bhakti vagerene badale niMdA karanArane vizeSa pApa, du:kha durAcArIpaNuM vagere azubha phaLo maLe che. rastAmAM paNa maLe tyAre maFNa vaMdAmi karavA, zAtA - kAryasevA pUchavA. | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-a] rijha [211] 211

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19. gurudevonI tithi ujavo. jhIMjhuvADAnA pa. pU. AcArya zrI vijayadAnasUrIzvara ma. nI pratye gAmane eTalo badho Adara che ke temanI svargavAsa tithie dara varSe gAma varSothI rajA pALe che ! ane te divase temanA guNAnuvAda vyAkhyAnamAM thAya che ! ma.sA. na hoya to guNAnuvAda zrAvaka kare. tame paNa pUjayonA dIkSA vagere divaso bhAvathI ujavI tapa, dAna vagere karI bhavobhava saguru maLe tevuM puNya upArje e zubhecchA. patnI vagerenI tithi badhA Ujave. tame nakkI karo ke sAdhu-sAdhvInI tithinI ujavaNImAM ApaNe javuM, guNAnuvAda karavA, sAMbhaLavA vagerethI ApaNane ghaNA lAbha thAya. ghaNA guNa prApta thAya. 20. guruvaMdane gurU banAvyA "kRSNa mahArAjAe 18000 sAdhuvaMdanathI naraka nivArI", A vAta sAMbhaLI eka suzrAvake nakkI karyuM ke cAritra mohanIya khapAvavA mATe 18000 sAdhune vaMdana karavuM ! ane ghaNA upAzraye badhA sAdhune vaMdana karavA mAMDyuM ! DAyarImAM noMdha kare. ajAyabI e thaI ke 18000 sAdhune vaMdana thayAM ane cAritra mohanIya nAThuM. dIkSA maLI ! cAritra mohanIyano khAtamo bolAvanAra A gurUvaMdana tame roja sarva sAdhuone karo e zubhecchA. - jinapUjAnI jema gurUvaMdana dararoja dareka zrAvake karavuM joie. vizeSamAM upAzraya pAsethI nIkaLavAnuM thAya tyAre paNa gurUvaMdana karavuM joie ane jayAre paNa sAdhu-sAdhvIjI maLe tyAre hAtha joDavA joie. jaina Adarza prasaMgo- 5 jaina Adarza prasaMgo-8) 5 [12] 212

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upAzrayamAM vaMdana karavA jAya ne bIjA aparicita mahArAja hoya to ghaNAM vaMdana karyA vagara pAchA jAya che. tene badale tame badhA nirNaya karo ke bhale ApaNA paricita mahAtmA tyAM na hoya to paNa je sAdhu tyAM birAjamAna hoya temanA vaMdanano lAbha ApaNe gumAvavo nathI. 21. yAtrAmAM supAtradAna ! bALa munine vihAramAM unALAmAM khuba tarasa lAgI hatI. lIdheluM pANI khalAsa thai gayuM hatuM. gurU samajAvI vistAramAM AgaLa calAvatA hatA. paNa thoDI vAra pachI thAkIne tarasa sahana na thavAthI besI gayAM. pANI pANI karavA lAgyA. badhA sAdhu muMjhAI gayA ke have zuM karavuM ? tyAre eka jIpa pasAra thatI hatI. hAya batAvyo. ubhI rahI vAta karI ke puNyazAlI ! A bALamuninI dIkSA hamaNAM thai che. khuba tarasa lAgI che. najIka gAmamAMthI ukALelA pANInI jarUra che. pavALA kahe "mahArAjathI! ame jaina chIe. amArI pAse ja ukALeluM pANI che ! lAbha Apo." A bhAgyazALIne bALamunino Avo moTo lAbha maLI gayo ! A jANI vaDodarAnA eka bahene nirNaya karyo ke yAtrA pravAsamAM huM kAyama pANI sAthe rAkhIza ! ane rastAmAM maLe te sAdhu-sAdhvI bhagavaMtone vinaMtI karIza. acAnaka mane kadAca lAbha maLI jAya. vihAramAM ghaNI vAra amane sAdhuone mAilo sudhI mArgamAM page cAlato eka mANasa maLato nathI. gaDhiyA paNa have basa vageremAM ja jAya che. rasto bhUlA paDyAM hoya to paNa vihAramAM vaMdana karanAra zrAvaka pAse rasto sAdhune jANavA maLe ! sAdhvIjI Adine vihAramAM durjano vagereno bhaya acAnaka AvI gayo hoya to Ama pUchavAthI jaina Adarza prasaMgo-5 213

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temanA rakSaNa vagere viziSTa moTo lAbha maLI jAya !! ekasuzrAvaka pAlItANA yAtrA mATe AvelA rastAmAM jeTalA sAdhu-sAdhvI maLe te badhAne vaMdana kare. ne khapa mATe pUchIne jarUra hoya temanI bhakti kare !! thoDA varSo pahelAM ghaNAM zrAvako pAlItANAmAM badhA upAzraye badhAM sAdhu sAdhvIne vahorAvavAno lAbha letA ! Aje AtmahitArthIoe eTalo to sahelo lAbha levo ke badhAMne "marthIeNa vaMdAmi' kahI khapa hoya to pUchI supAtra--dAna karavuM. 22. A naLanA Adarza suzrAvaka e suzrAvakanuM nAma hiMmatabhAI beDAvALA. muMbai vAlakezvaramAM hatA. khUba uMcA ArAdhaka tarIke emane ghaNAM badhA jANe che. temanI dharmadraDhatAnA keTalAka prasaMga joie. 4-5 varSa pahelA mahArASTramAM ahamadanagara gAme e siddhacakrapUjana bhaNAvavA gayelA. muMbaithI kola Avyo ke hamaNAM ja pAchA Avo. tamArA dharmapatnI sIrIyasa che. chatAM A dharmazraddhALu kahe che ke siddhacakrapUjana choDIne na javAya. bhAvi je haze te thaze. vaLI A prabhubhaktithI ja tene sAruM thai javuM joie. emaNe to bhAvathI pUjana bhaNAvyuM. tyAM kharekhara patnI sArI thai gaI ! roja kAussagga Adi ghaNI ArAdhanA karatA. lagabhaga cha vigai tyAga, pAMcathI vadhu dravya na vAparavA vagere ghaNI suMdara ArAdhanA ghaNAM varSothI cAlu hatI ! ghaNAM kahe che ke A himatabhAi sAdhu jevuM jIvana jIvI rahyAM che. te bhAgyazALIo ! karoDo rUpiyA hovA chatAM jo AvuM uttama jIvana jIvatA hoya to tame manane draDha karI yathAzakti dharma ArAdhanA karo. AvA dharmIne ApattimAM daivI sahAya maLe che. anaMta puNya maLelA AvA dharmane oLakhI, ArAdhI, Atmasukha pAmo e ja zubhecchA. | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-5 % 214]

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23. draDha dharmI suzrAvaka ratibhAi jIvaNadAsa dharmamAM khUba zraddhALu hatA. te vaDhavANanA hatA. custa zrAvaka hatA. jinapUjA roja kare. temane mAthAnuM oparezana karAvavuM paDe tema hatuM. DokTare kahyuM ke saMpUrNa ArAma karavo paDaze. ratibhAi kahe, "karIza paNa mAtra pUjAnI chUTa Apo." DokTara : "chUTa na apAya. halanacalanathI TAMkA tUTI jAya ne tamane khUba herAnagatI thAya." ratibhAi : "game te thAya paNa mArA bhagavAnanI pUjA karyA vinA mane cena na paDe." DokTaro paraspara iMglIzamAM vAto kare che, "A jidI che. vediyA che. ApaNe emane enesthisiyA ApIzuM. tethI ghenamAM raheze ne kAMi upAdhi nahIM thAya." ratilAla dhotiyuM pahere. tethI DokTarone lAgyuM ke emane iMglIza AvaDatuM nahI hoya. paNa ratibhAi iMglIza jANe. DokTaronI vAta samajI gayA. oparezana vakhate enesthisiyA levAnI nA pADI dIdhI. DokTare dabANa karyuM. paNa ratibhAi kahe, "huM cUM ke cA nahIM karuM. badhI vedanA sahana karIza." oparezana thayuM. bIje divase narsane paisAnI bakSIsa ApI pUjA mATe rajA mAMgI. narse rajA na ApI. ratibhAi pAchalI bArIthI UtaravA gayA. gabharAine narse koine na kahevAnI zarate rajA ApI. Ama bIje divase pUjA karI. DokTara kahe, "kema ratibhAi ? pUjA karI hota to keTalA rIbAta ? AvuM gAMDapaNa na karavuM joie." ratibhAi kahe : "DaoNkTara ! pUjA savAre karI che. mArA bhagavAnanI pUjAthI ja bacyo chuM. TAMkA paNa tUTyA nathI. prabhukRpAthI ja badhuM sAruM thAya. dharma karavAnI kadI koine nA na pADavI...." ratibhAinuM daDhadharmIpaNuM kevuM anumodanIya ? tamAre paNa anaMta phaLa ApanArI jinapUjA vagere dharma jaina Adarza prasaMgo- ku4i [215] 215

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roja karavo joie. tamane to ratibhAi jevI bImArI nathI. to anaMta kalyANa karanArI ati Avazyaka evI pUjA zA mATe na karavI ? dhanyavAda ghaTe AvA suzrAvakone! tame jinapUjA roja karo e zubhecchA. e ja ratibhAino bIjo eka suMdara prasaMga. emanI putrInA lagna hatA. jAna dhare AvavAnI hatI. aNadhArI AnathI. rastAmAM samaya gavAthI dhare jIna AvI tyAre sUryAstanI thoDI ja vAra hatI. tibhAie vevAi pakSane kahyuM ke tame jANo cho ke rAtre huM khAto nathI ane koine khavarAvato nathI. cA taiyAra karAvI dIdhI che. badhA cA-nAsto jaladI karI lo. rAtribhojananuM pApa koine paNa huM karavA nahIM dauM. sagAsnehI samajAvavA mAMDyA ke ratibhAi ! dIkarInA lagnano prasaMga che. ATalI kaDakAi na cAle. paNa ratibhAIe makkamatAthI suryAsta pachI koine jamADyA nahIM! dharmano kevo dRDha prema ! A ratibhAi iMdoranA hukamIcaMdajIno mAla lAvI vepAra kare. hukamIcaMdaja karoDapatti. temane vaDhavANamAM eka prasaMge AvavAnuM hatuM. ratibhAIe potAne tyAM ja UtaravAnI vinaMtI karI. sAthe kahyuM ke zeThajI! sUryAsta pachI huM koine pANI paNa pIvarAvato nathI. vimAna leTa thavAthI vaDhavANamAM sUryAsta pachI e AvyA. ratibhAie jamADavAnI nA pADI. bhAio vageree khuba dabANa karyuM ke zeTha gusse thaze. mAla nahIM Ape. mATe ekavAra emane khavaDAvI do. na mAnyA. kahe, "bhale dhaMdho baMdha karavo paDe paNa huM rAtribhojana nahIM karAvuM" hukamIcaMdaja kahe ke ratibhAi ! laviMga to Apo. (temane laviMganI Adata hatI. ratibhAi kahe ke zeThajI ! mApha karo, rAtre kazuM paNa mArAthI nahI jaina Adarza prasaMgo-5 216

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apAya. mAro AtmA nA pADe che. rAtre jAherasabhAmAM ratibhAI vagere badhA khUba ciMtAmAM hatA ke zeTha jarura khUba niMdA karaze... paNa hukamIcaMdajIe to ratibhAine jAhera sabhAmAM pAse bolAvI khUba dhanyavAda ApyA ! AvA prasaMgo jANIne tamAre rAtribhojana vagere bhayaMkara pApone tilAMjali ApavAno draDha nizcaya karavo joie. sattvazALI dharmapremI jIvo dharmamAM sAhasa kare, bhalene duHkhonA pahADa tUTI paDe. ApaNe paNa AvA virala draDha dharmIonI hadayathI anumodanA karavAno mahAna lAbha levo, paNa niMdA to kadI na karavI. 24. sAmAyika rAga gurudeva ! 1 varSano sAmAyikano niyama Apo ane jeTalA divasa na paLAya teTalA divasa 10000 rUpiyA dharmamAM vAparavA ! thoDAka ja varSo pahelAM Avo niyama mAMganAra suzrAvaka suratanA karoDapati che. manamAM nizcaya karyo ke zrAvake eka sAmAyika to karavuM ja joie. Agale varSe daMDa so so rUpiyAno rAkhelo. paraMtu hIrAnA dhaMdhAnA kAraNe enTavarpa vagere dezomAM javuM paDe. ghaNIvAra to plenamAMthI vaccenA dezomAM UtarIne paNa sAmAyikano niyama pALyo ! chatAM pratikULa saMjogone kAraNe keTalAka divasa paDyA. Avo khulAso karIne temaNe kahyuM ke, sAheba ! have daMDa moTo rAkhavo che. jethI eka paNa divasa mAro sAmAyika vagarano na jAya. tethI dasa hajArano daMDa rAkhuM chuM. AvA dharmapremI AjanA suzrAvakone lAkha lAkha dhanyavAda ! he bhavyo ! A vAMcIne tame paNa mahAna sAmAyikanI ArAdhanA yathAzakti karavAno saMkalpa karo. tamane ghaNAMne to sAmAyika karavAmAM khAsa muzkelI paNa nathI. lai jaina Adarza prasaMgo 217

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5. suzrAvaktA manoratha rajanIbhAi devaDI zreNikabhAIne kahe ke zeTha zrI! zatruMjaya para caumukhajInI TuMkanA zikharo paranAM kaLazo sonAnAM karAvavA che. zeThe rajanIbhAine kAraNa pUchatAM kahyuM ke e suMdara kaLazonA badhA yAtrALu dUrathI darzana kare che. e sonAnAM hoya to darzana karanAranA bhAva khUba vadhe. tethI mane paNa lAbha maLe ! kevI uttama bhAvanA? he hitecchuo ! tame paNa zubha bhAvone pragaTAvo. 26. dharmadaDha suzrAvika dharmapremI e zrAvikAe bIjA garbhAdhAna prasaMge nirNaya karyo ke mArA eka putrane sAdhu banAvIza! pachI to e mAtAe 22 putrone zAsanane samarpI dIdhA! muMbainA e bahenanA bIjA aneka prasaMgo ApaNane khUba preraNA kare tevA che. e dharmAtmAe paraNIne sAsare gayA pachI kaMdamULa khAtA kAkAjI vagerene kaheluM ke tamAruM eMThuM pavAluM mATalAmAM na nAkhavuM. ATalI mArI vinaMtI nahIM svIkArAya to A gharano tyAga karIza. saMyukta kuTuMbamAM eka majAkamAM eka vAra eMThuM pavAlu ghaDAmAM nAkhyuM. daDhadharmI e zrAvikA tarata ja gharanI bahAra nIkaLI gai! puNyodaye saraLa patie jUduM ghara lIdhuM. putrone kaheluM ke A gharamAM TI.vI. Avaze to gRhatyAga karI daiza. eka dIkarAe gharamAM TI.vI. lAvatA te ja miniTe gharanI nIce UtarI gayA! mammInI dharmadraDhatA joi suputre TI.vI.ne gharamAMthI ravAnA karI dIdhuM ! A kalikALamAM paNa jinazAsana kevuM jayavaMtu che ke AvI aneka zrAvikA suMdara ArAdhanA kare che ane kuTuMba pAse karAve che! tame paNa svayaM ArAdhanA yathAzakti karo ane saMtAno ane svAminAthane dharmamAM joDo, saMskAro ne sabuddhi Apo ane sAcA zrAvaka banAvo e zubhecchA. jaina Adarza prasaMgo- kuNika [218] 218 Ta

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27. anekavidha tapa suratanA suzrAvaka mahendrabhAi jhaverIe aneka prakAranA ghora tapa karI kuTuMbIone tapa-premI banAvyA che. jApAnamAM che e aTTAi parvamAM aTTAi karI ! lagabhaga 34 varSa paryuSaNamAM aThThAi karI! 1994 mAM jIvanabhara rAtrI bhojana ane kAcA-pANInA tyAganI pratijJA svIkArI ! tyArathI badhA comAsA zatruMjayamAM ja karyA. zubha pariNAmapUrvaka 12 vrata, traNe upadhAna, saMthArAmAM sUvuM, mAsakSamaNa, siddhitapa, zreNItA Adi anekavidha ArAdhanAthI anaMtI nirjarA sAdhI. emanI ArAdhanAthI dharmarAgI banelA emanA dharma patnI, bhAi, bahena Adie paNa aThThAi, 12 vrata Adi ArAdhanA karI! 28. bahumAnathI bhAge ! rAdhanapura dharmapurI che. teNe ghaNAM susAdhu ane suzrAvakonI jinazAsanane bheTa dharI che. tyAM kamarazIbhAI nAmanA dharmarAgI suzrAvaka hatA. pATaNanA zreSThI nagInadAsa karamacaMda ThAThamAThathI moTo saMgha kADhela. tenI badhI vyavasthA kamarazIbhAIne soMpelI. khUba suMdara vyavasthAthI saMghavInI kIrti khUba vadhI. nagInabhAIe temanuM bahumAna karavA ghaNIvAra prayatna karyo. paNa khabara paDatAM kamarazIbhAI chU thaI jAya ! chevaTe kamarazIbhAInA ghera putranA lagna hatA e nimitte potAnI hoMza pUrI karavA nagInabhAI paherAmaNInA bahAne AvyA. nispRhI kamarazIbhAI temane kahe, "Apa to have saMghavI thayA, Apane lagna jevA AvA pApanA prasaMgomAM hAjara kema rahevAya ?....." Ama zeThane ravAnA karI dIdhA ! kevA niHspRhI !! eka vAra derAsaramAM pUjA hatI. gavaiyo peTI vagADavA | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-5 8i [21]

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khurazI para beTho. tyAre paga-vAjApeTI hatI. pUjAmAM ma.sA. jamIna para beThA hatA, kamarazIbhAI sAdhu pratye AdaravALA, A avinaya emane yogya na lAgyo. pharI AvuM na thAya mATe vicArI upAya zodhI kADhyo. gavaiyAnI beThaka sAme peTI jeTalo UMDo khADo khodAvyo ! pUjA thAya tyAre peTI khADAmAM mUkI pUjA bhaNAvavAnI ane gavaiyAe jamIna para besIne ja pUjA bhaNAvavAnI ! dharmamAM kevA custa ? pUjya pratye anahada ahobhAva !!! emanAM mAtuzrI aMtima avasthA vakhate kahe, "mArA dAgInA tArI dharmapatnIne Apaje.' A dharmapremI putre mAtAjIne AdarathI kahyuM, : dharmamAM dAna karI mahAna lAbha tuM laI le ! tArI vahune to pachI paNa huM kyAre karAvI zakIza.' ghareNAM lagabhaga 50 tolAnA hatA. mAtAjI samajI gayA. ghareNAM sukRtomAM vAparyA. ghaNA jaino paNa vaDilo milakata potAne ja Ape evI IcchAvALA hoya che jayAre A sAcA dharmI suzrAvake potAne sAmethI maLatA dAgInAno tyAga karI mAtAjInA AtmAnA hitano vicAra karyo ! kevA nirlobhI ! patnIne dAgInA vinA cAle paNa mAtAnuM aMtima samaye hita na thAya e kema nabhAvAya ? AvI zreSTha bhAvanA hatI. 29. zAsanarAgI suzrAvaka 23 varSa pahelAM suzrAvaka ratibhAI jIvaNalAlano zAsanarAga joI khUba anumodanA karuM chuM. vaDhavANamAM mAru comAsuM hatuM. eka divasa savAre ajavALuM thayA pachI paDilehaNa karato hato. vaDhavANano upAzraya aMdhAriyo che. aMdara aMdhAruM hovAthI ajavALA mATe paDilehaNa upAzrayanA dvAra pAse pagathiye karato hato. eTalAmAM te vaMdana karavA AvyA ! paDilehaNa karato | jaina Adarza prasaMgo- kukti 4 [20]

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joI mane pUche : "koNa cho ? zuM karo cho ?' huM temane oLakhuM nahIM. mane thayuM ke A koI paMcAtiyA zrAvaka haze. paDilehaNa karatAM bolavuM na hatuM. thoDI vAre pAchA AvI mane pUchyuM. pachI kahe, ma.sA. ! Avo AcAraprema ghaNAM jIvone lAbha kare. mAro anubhava Apane kahuM. eka vAra snehI sAthe jato hato. rastAmAM jatA ma.sA. ne joI sAthenA bhAIe vaMdana karyuM. ma.sA. nA gayA pachI meM e bhAIne pUchyuM, 'tame kadI hAtha paNa na joDo. ane Amane vaMdana karyuM ?' tyAre temaNe Apelo javAba mArA haiyAmAM kotarAI gayo. javAba A hato. "ratibhAI ! tame joyuM nahIM ke nIce jovApUrvaka susAdhunI jema vihAra karatAM A mahAtmA cAlatA hatA. emanI vizuddha saMyamacaryA joI mane dilamAM aMtyata Adara pedA thaI gayo." A sAMbhaLI ratibhAIne thayuM ke AcAronI zithilatAthI sAdhuthI dUra bhAgatA AvA dharmapremI AtmAone AcAradeDha sAdhuone joI keTalo badho lAbha thAya che. temane sAMbhaLI mane pazcAtApa thayo ke meM A zAsanarAgI suzrAvakane paMcAtiyA kahyA. A ratibhAIne zAsana haiyAmAM kevuM vasI gayeluM ke vadhune vadhu jIvo zAsanarAgI bane evuM icchatA hatA ! nAnA ane ajANyA evI mArI paNa eka nAnI kriyAmAM thoDI vidhi joI to temane khUba AnaMda thayo ! he kalyANakAmI bhavyo ! tame paNa kyAMya paNa jinAjJApAlana vagere joIne AnaMda pAmazo to anumodanA vagereno ghaNo lAbha thaze. 30. ajena paNa jaina AcAramAM aDaga vIramagAma pAse lagabhaga 15 ki.mI. dUra TrenTa nAmanuM gAma che. tyAM lAlubhAI rahe. bIDIonuM bhAre vyasana. jAtanA jaina Adarza prasaMgo 221

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rajapUta. eka vAra bIDI pItA hatA ane pa.pU. mahAyazasAgara ma.sAhebe tenA tyAganI preraNA karI. haLukarmI jIva. tethI AtmahitanI vAta gamI. svIkArI, pachI avAranavAra ma.sA. nA darzane jAya. te ajaina chatAM temanI yogyatA joI ma.sA. dharmanI preraNA kare. ema satsaMgathI navakAravALI, sAmAyika, covihAra, 64 praharI pauSadha vagere ArAdhanA karatA thaI gayA ! (A vAMcI tamane tamArA bhAre karmIpaNAnuM duHkha thAya che ?) nAnA gAmanA A ajainane ekavAra eka sAdhu maLyA ne ATalI badhI ArAdhanA karI. tamane bAre mAsa ne ghaNIvAra vidvAna, vaktA, saMyamI mahAtmAo maLe che. tame ArAdhanA keTalI vadhArI ? khAmI kyAM ? 4, 6 jaNane eka ja skuTara para besADI kuTarano kasa kADhanAra amadAvAdavAsI puNyathI maLela jinazAsanano lAbha le ? arthAt vadhu ArAdhanA karavAno moko maLe tyAM vadhAvI le ? A lAlubhAIne sagAsaMbaMdhI rajapUtonA lagna vageremAM javuM paDe. badhA rAtre jame. Amane paNa sagAsnehI dabANa kare. cokhkhI nA pADe ! rajapUto kahe ke A to vANiyo ja thaI gayo che. chatAM lAlubhAI covihAranA niyamamAM makkama rahe. navakAra para daDha zraddhA. roja gaNe. emane gAmaloko ane bAjunA gAmanA bhagata kahe. koIne kaMI muzkelI Ave to A bApu bhagata pAse Ave. eka vAra eka jaNane rAtre pANI pItAM loTAmAM rahela vIMchIe tALave DaMkha dIdho. khUba sojo Avyo. moTuM khUle ja nahIM. lAlubhAI pAse lAvyA. dharmazraddhALu emaNe navakAra gaNI pANI nAM TIpAM momAM nAMkhyA. thoDuM khUlyuM. vadhu pANI maMtrIne pADyuM. sAruM thaI gayuM ! Ama ghaNAMnA ghaNA roga zraddhAbaLathI navakArathI maTADe. | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-5 8i [222] 222 hii.

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eka vAra sAmAyikamAM beThelA. 4-5 miniTanI vAra hatI. moTo sApa Avyo. paNa sAmAyika bhAMgavAnA DarathI khasyA nahIM ! pheNa DolAvI sApa adazya thaI gayo ! jeno svasamAja sAme paDI tathA ApattimAM paNa jaina dharma pAlanamAM daMDa rahe che. to tamAre jainoe to nAnI muzkelIomAM kaMdamULa tyAga vagere pAyAnA AcAro pALavA na joIe ? 31. jinAjJApAlaka bano arUla sosAyaTI (amadAvAda)mAM derAsara sAme pANI vahoravA gayo. keTalA vAge utAryuM che? ema meM pUchatAM zrAvikAe kahyuM. 'sAheba ! atyAre to comAsuM nathI. 2 kALa nathI. pachI AvuM kema pUcho cho ?" meM khulAso karyoH che puNyazALI! ziyALAmAM pANIno 4 praharano kALa hoya. tethI sUryodayathI vahelA utAryuM hoya to sUryAsta pahelAM kALa pUro thai jAya. sacitta thai jAya.... jinAjJArAgI te bahene A sAMbhaLatAM ja kahyuM: 'sAhebajI! Ape jaNAvyuM te sArUM karyuM. chelle klAka vaparAya te mATe thoDuM pANI navuM ukALI laiza. tethI ukALela pANI pIvAno niyama mAro na bhAMge.... varSothI pANI pInArane potAnI bhUla khabara paDI te divasathI niyama-pAlananI jAgRti keLavI ! dhanyavAda AvA sAcA dharmapremIne, tame paNa sAcuM jANI AcaraNamAM mUkI anaMta kalyANakara jinAjJAnA rAgI bano. 32. paradezamAM paNa pratikramaNa muMbainA e dharmazraddhALu lakSmIcaMdabhAI dhaMdhA vagere mATe jaina Adarza prasaMgo-5 223

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paradeza jAya tyAre paNa pratikramaNa na choDe ! kAyama pratikramaNa kare ! cIna vageremAM A.C. vALI hoTalomAM Utare tyAre pratikramaNa na choDavuM paDe mATe dhAbaLo oDhIne kare ! sTezana vagere para rokAvuM paDyuM hoya tyAre paNa paMkhA, lAITa, vagere vacce bhara unALAmAM pratikramaNa karavuM paDe to dhAbaLo oDhIne kare ! muMbaivAsI A dharmI jIvanA bIjA aneka guNo jANavA ane AdaravA jevA che. suMdara pustako pa-25 lAvI ghaNAMne bheTa ApI vAMcana karAvI anekane dharmI banAve che ! 33. dharma parabhavamAM jarUra sAthe Ave bhadra pariNAmavALA e kolejiyanane vAMcavAno khUba zokha. dhArmika pustako paNa vAMce. mithyAtva maMda paDyuM haze. tethI vAMcatA AtmA, dharma, saMsAra badhuM aMze aMze oLakhAyuM ! dharma ja tAraka che, zreSTha che.... karavA jevo dharma ja che evI vizuddha buddhi thaI, jaina kuLanA AcAra anusAra paryuSaNamAM eka - be kalAka vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLe. e sAMbhaLatAM dharma sAco che tevI zraddhA vadhe ane sAMbhaLatA AnaMda pAme. pUruM sAMbhaLavAnuM mana thAya chatAM mitro sAthe vaccethI uThI javuM paDe. dharma karavAnA ghaNAM bhAva thAya paNa mitronI mazkarIthI bacavA kazuM na kare. vidhino prema evo ke jANyA pachI tene thAya ke pratikramaNamAM caravaLo rAkhavo ja joie. tethI paryuSaNa vageremAM pratikramaNa kare tyAre caravaLo laI jAya. paNa koi mazkarI na kare mATe thelImAM saMtADIne laI jAya. grejayueTa thayA pachI uMmarane kAraNe lagnanuM dabANa thavA mAMDyuM. dIkSA levAya to bahuM sAruM ema manamAM thAya. nirNaya nahIM karuM to lagna thai jaze, to pachI dIkSA nahIM maLe ema vicArI dharma vadhAravA mAMDyo ! dharmI zrAvakanI sobata vadhArI jaina Adarza prasaMgo-8) 224

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vyAkhyAna - dhArmika abhyAsa ane 4-6 sAmAyika roja karavA mAMDyo. sAdhu bhagavatono paricaya vadhAryo. dIkSAnI bhAvanA prabaLa banatI gaI. pUrva sAdhanAnA prabhAve dharma kriyAnI ruci vadhatI gaI. trikALa pUjA kare. pApa-bhIratAne kAraNe rAtre lAiTomAM javAthI teukAyanI amApa hiMsAthI bacavA tene rAtre kyAMya javAnuM mana na thAya ! kALaveLA e khullAmAM ke lAiTamAM javuM paDe to tene thAya ke sAdhunI jema kAmaLI oDhIne javuM joie jethI ghaNA pApathI bacAya ! IryAsamitinuM pAlana, muhapattino upayoga, vAte-vAte jayaNA e badhuM ene khUba game. tithie pauSadha kare. ema AgaLa vadhatAM vadhatA khuba puruSArthathI ene chevaTe dIkSA paNa maLI. sagAoe paNa enI makkamatA joI rAjIkhuzIthI mahotsavapUrvaka dIkSA apAvI. mahatvanI vAta e che ke pAchalA janmamAM saMskAra paDe tevo bhAvathI dharma karyo haze ke jenA prabhAve A bhavamAM AvA kALamAM satsaMganA abhAvamAM paNa sahajapaNe dharma-pustakonuM vAMcana, ArAdhanA, vidhi vagerenI ruci jAgI ! vaLI dharmanI dRDha zraddhA jaldI thaI gaI ! khUba puruSArtha karIne dIkSA paNa meLavI. ema tame paNa dharmakriyA, dharmavAMcana, pravacana-zravaNa, suzrAvako ne sAdhuono satsaMga, jayaNA, pApabhaya, kriyAruci, jinAjJAbahumAna vagere guNo A bhavamAM evA AtmasAt karo ke sAnubaMdha thayelA te saguNo parabhavamAM sAthe Ave ane tyAM paNa dharma-ArAdhanA ane guNo khUba khUba vikAsa pAme. ema bhavobhava AtmaguNo vadhatAM jAya ane zIdhra ziva - sukha maLe. vaLI dIkSA vagereno jene bhAva thAya teNe hiMmata ane khaMtathI | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-5 8i 225]

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udyama karyA ja karavo. to e avazya AvI parama tAraka pAramezvarI pravrajyA pAme. 34. dhairyathI parivArane dharmI banAvyo uSAbahenamAM bALapaNathI mAtA pitAe dharmanA susaMskAra siMcelA. pitA dharma karavAthI pratiSThita hatA. sukhI hatA. mAtA pitA garIbone ghaNI madada kare. putrInA lagna dharmI mAtApitAe khAnadAna kuLamAM karyAM. jo ke sAsarU khUba garIba. badhA sAsariyAno svabhAva khUba sAro. paNa dharmamAM pUrA ajJAna. paryuSaNamAM paNa darzana na kare. vyAkhyAna na sAMbhaLe. kaMdamULa khAya. uSAe prathama paryuSaNamAM pravacana, prabhu darzana karavAnI bhAvanA jaNAvI. gharanA e rajA na ApI. tene thayuM saMvatsarI pratikramaNa karavuM joIe. patine kahyuM, "cAlo, pratikramaNa karavA jaie." pati karyo, "cAla ! tane lai jAI" ema kahI Toki para lai gayA. uSAnI bhAvanA ghaNI. paNa sAsaruM dharma rahita. tethI cUpa thai gai. ema 14 varSanA vahANA vAyA. avasare samajAvatA kaMdamuLano sAsarIvALAe parvatithioe tyAga karyo. pratikramaNa karavA javAnI chUTa ApI. jo ke pati kare nahIM. uSAno putra 12 varSano thayo. mAtApitAnA saMskArothI 12 varSanI uMmare uSAe 16 upavAsa karelA. te vicArI teNe putrane preraNA karI, "beTA ! meM to 19 upavAsa karelA. zuM tu artha na karI zake ?" vAtsalyamaya mammInA kahevAthI bAbAe be upavAsa karyA. ghera padhArelA mahAtmAe jANIne kahyuM, "tamArA bAbAne aThThAI jarUra thai jaze." putrano paNa ullAsa vadhyo. aDhAI suMdara rIte putre purI karI.! bAbAnI aDhAIthI pati paNa dharma tarapha vaLatA jaina Adarza prasaMgo-5 226

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gayA.! dharmabhAva vadhatA ane sAdhu mahAtmAnA paricayamAM AvatA patideva dharmamAM AgaLa vadhI pUjA, navakArazI, covihAra, ukALelu pANI, kaMdamuLa-tyAga, gurUbhakti, kyAreka pratikramaNa Adi ArAdhanA karI rahyA che. uSAbahena to khuzakhuzAla che. 35. ghara-derAsarathI kroDapati vaDodarAmAM alakApurImAM rahetI eka jaina kanyAe paTela sAthe premalagna karyA. paNa zarata karelI ke huM mAro jaina dharma pALIza. yuvatIne niyama ke vAparatA pahelAM darzana karavA. niyama pALatI. paNa sAsariyAonI nArAjagI ane gharanA kAmamAM darzana karavAmAM muzkelI paDatI. A joi paTela patie zrI mahAvIrasvAmI bhagavAna ghare padharAvyA ! vhanane niyama pALavAmAM ghaNI suvidhA thavAthI khuza khuza thai gayA. niyama sArI rIte pALatA. have to roja pUjA karavA maLI ! khUba bhAvathI pUjA kare che ! dharma prabhAve madhyama sthitivALA sAsare paiso vadhavA mAMDyo. thoDA vakhatamAM karoDapati thai gayA ! paTela sAsariyAo paNa AzcaryathI dharma-zradhdhALu banI gayAM ! pahelAM dharmanI nA pADatAM teno khUba pazcAtApa thayo. teo paNa jaina dharma pALavA lAgyA ! ane dharmamAM dhana vAparavA lAgyA ! alakApurImAM zrI saMghe zrI zaMkhezvara pArzvanAtha prabhunuM daherAsara baMdhAvyuM temAM zrI mULanAyaka bhagavAnanI temanA patie rUA. 7 lAkhanI uchAmaNI bolI pratiSThA karI ! bIjA paNa dharmakAryomAM ghaNAM rUpiyAno sadvyaya kare che. he jaino ! A prasaMgamAMthI hitanI 2 vAto dhyAnamAM | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-5 8i [227]

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rAkhajo. yuvati para-nAtamAM paraNI to paNa svadharmamAM deDha rahI. tamAro to pUro parivAra jaina che. tamAre yathAzakti pUjA vagere badho dharma karavo ja joie. bIjuM, paTela pati paNa jo patnIne rAjI rAkhavA prabhune ghare padharAve che ! to tamAre paNa nakkI karavuM joie ke jaina zrAvaka tarIke mAre sakala parivArane badho dharma karavAnI sagavaDatA anukULatA karI ApavI. 36. Do. khAnanuM jenapaNuM parvAdhirAja paryuSaNamAM 93mAM DaoNkTara khAnane 16 upavAsanI bhAvanA thai. emane vicAra Avyo ke jaino mAsakhamaNa kare che to mArAthI 16 upavAsa kema na thAya ? DaoNkTare sAbaramatI upAzraye mahArAjazrIne vAta karI. mahArAja sAhebe upAzrayamAM ja 16 divasa rahevA Agraha karyo. DaoNkTare svIkAryuM. pAMcame divase patnIe upAzraye AvI kahyuM, "ApaNI jenIphara khUba bimAra paDI gai che. hospiTalamAM dAkhala karI che..." khAne kahyuM, "huM ghare nahIM AvI zakuM. tame sAravAra karAvo. dharma prabhAve sAruM thai jaze." patnI pAchI gai. AThame divase AvI patnIe kahyuM, " hamaNAM ja sAthe cAlo. jenIphara sIrIyasa che. sivilanA DaoNkTaroe AzA choDI dIdhI che." khAne daDha banI patnIne kahyuM, "tame mArI kasoTI nA karo. hu mArI sAdhanA nahIM choDuM....!" patnI khUba raDI. DaoNkTara makkama rahyA. chevaTe te jatI rahI. mahArAjazrIne A badhI vAta koie karI. DaoNkTarane bolAvI ma.zrIe kahyuM, "tamane mAtra upavAsa karAvyA che. pauSadha nahIM. tame ghera jaI zako cho. vaLI tamArI putrI paNa sIrIyasa che." chatAM khAna kahe, "huM dharmamAM deDha chuM. mAre ghera | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-5 8i [228]

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javuM nathI" mahArAjazrIe paNa paristhitinI gaMbhIratA samajI DaoNkTarane samajAvyA ke tame eka vAra ghare jAva. pachI bhale pAchA Avajo. DaoNkTare kahyuM, "koIne zaMkA paDe ke huM ghare kAMi khAIne Avyo hoiza. mATe ghare javuM nathI." mahAtmA ane zrAvako e AzvAsana ApyuM ke, "amane pUrNa vizvAsa che. tame khuzIthI ghare jAva." DaoNkTara sIdhI sivila jai suputrInI pAse jai 3 navakAra gaNI mAthe hAtha pheravI bolyA, "beTI ! mArI kasoTI na kara. AMkha khola jouM !" 2 divasa thI bebhAna dikarIe AMkho kholI !!! pANI mAMgyuM. pANI maMgAvI navakArathI maMtrI pAyuM. DaoNkTarone bolAvI ceka karAvatA DaoNkTara cakita thai gayA. jenIpharane sAruM thai gayeluM !! khAne ghare jai putrane upAzraye mUkI javA kahyuM. putra skUTara para mukI gayo. khAtrI mATe A rekarDa sIvIlamAM tapAsI zako cho ! DaoNkTara khAna 20 varSa pahelA parama pUjaya gurUdevazrI AcArya deva zrImad vijaya rAmacaMdra sUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebane mitra sAthe maLavA gayelA. tyAre paricayathI lAkhopati, abhimAnI DaoNkaTarane gurUdeve yuktithI hiMsA choDAvelI. posTrI phArma, mAMsAhAra choDAvyA. pachI to navakAra zIkhyA. jaina banyA. dara ravivAre sAmAyika paNa karatAM ! idanA divase teo jaina tIrthanI yAtrA kare che. rAtri bhojanano tyAga, ukALelu pANI pIvu vagere paNa dharma karatAM ! khAna prArthanA kare che ke meM svIkArelo dharma daDhatAthI pALato rahuM evA AzIrvAda Apo." ajaina paNa AcAryazrInA saMgathI AvA jaina banI jAya to | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-5 8i [229]

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he jaino ! tame AtamAne pavitra banAvavA, AcArathI jaina banavA AcAryo vagereno satsaMga, bhakti ane AzIrvAda meLavo. 37. ciMtanano camAra ! gujarAtanA saralAbahene A pustaka dhyAnathI vAMcatA potAnA pUrva pApono pazcAtApa karI Atmahita sAdhyuM. apaMga bALakone tenA mAtA pitAe karAvela dharma ArAdhanA jANI pote karela pApa yAda AvavAthI duHkha thayuM. DaoNkTare kahela ke bAlagarbhanI hatyA e pApa nathI tethI ajJAnatAvaza te pApa temanAthI thai gayuM. have khyAla AvI gayo. tethI A pApanI bhayaMkaratA samajI AlocanA lai potAnA AtmAne zudhdha kare che. sAthe A pustaka vAMcI temaNe sAmAyika, tivihAra, brahmacarya vagere ArAdhanA karavAno saMkalpa karyo ! ApaNI vAta e che ke Aje AvA ghaNAM suMdara dhArmika pustako bahAra paDe che. vAMcavA khAtara pAnA pheravI jazo to vizeSa lAbha nahIM thAya. paNa TI.vI. nI jema ekAgratAthI vAMcavA sAthe ciMtana karavAthI ane yathAzakti nAnA, moTA saMkalpa karavAthI ghaNAM badhAM lAbha tame pAmazo. 38. zIlarakSA keTalAka varSo pahelAnI vAta che. DaoNkTara hatA mULa pAlanapuranA. yuvAna vaya, pALA. vadhu bhaNavA iMglenDa gayA. DigrI meLavI. moTI hospITalamAM sArI nokarI maLI. potAnI DyuTI mujaba eka rAtre rAunDa lagAvI potAnI rUmamAM AvyA. DokTarane khabara nahi ne pAchaLathI eka rUpavatI narse rUmamAM AvI bAraNAM aMdarathI baMdha karyo. yuvatIe mIThI vAto karavA mAMDI. pachI kAmanA jaiina Adarza prasaMgo rijha [230

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hAvabhAva zaru karyA. pachI to uparanA vastro utAravA mAMDI. samajAvavA jatAM bUmAbUma karI beAbaru kadAca kare ema vicArI DaoNkTare bArI kholI navakAra gaNatAM nIce bhUsako mAryo. DaoNkTara bacI gayA. Aje paNa e Do. zIlarakSAno prasaMga yAda karIne AnaMdita banI jAya che. kuzIla sevanArane to jIMdagIbhara pApaDaMkha khUba duHkhI kare che. pachI to A DaoNkTara amadAvAda vagere zaheramAM rahetA hatA. dhanya ho zIlapremane. khUba dhanyavAda ! 39. zIlarakSA mATe patino tyAga jinazAsananA gauravabhUta zIlapremI e yuvatI Aje paNa gujarAtanI bhUmine pAvana karI rahI che. A suzrAvikA amArA samudAyanA eka mahAtmAnA sagA thAya che. lagnanA thoDA samaya pachI A bahena patine saMskArI bhASAmAM kahe che ke, dukAne tamArA gayA pachI Aje pitAjI rasoDAmAM AvI hasatA hatA. aziSTa cALA karatA hatA... samajAvIne A baMdha karAvo. patie javAbamAM kahyuM ke tuM DarIza nahi, paraNIne tAjI Avela tane ekalavAyuM na lAge te mATe pitAjI Ama kare che. pachI paNa 3-4 divasa aziSTa vartana vadhatAM vAraMvAra phariyAda karI. tyAre patie kahyuM ke jo ! varSo pahelAM mA marI gaI che. pitAjI nirasa jIvana jIvI rahyA che. emane AnaMda ApavA tAre badhu karI chUTavuM. mArI tane saMmati che ! hoziyAra evI A zIlasaMpanna yuvatI potAnI nArAjI chUpAvI potAnI pathArImAM sUvA gaI. UMgha AvatI nathI. zIlanAzanA jJAnIoe kahelAM aparaMpAra duHkho vicAratI e pati ane sasarAnA sUI gayA pachI gharethI nIkaLI piyara pahoMcI gaI. acAnaka Avela putrIne joI mAtA-pitAe ghaNAM prazna pUchyA. teNe javAbamAM kahyuM ke hamaNAM jaina Adarza prasaMgo- 8i [231]

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ApaNAM ghare ja rahevAnI chuM. nokarI zodhI laIza. tethI Apane bhArarUpa nahIM banuM. sadAcArathI jIvIza. atyAre vadhu na pUchatA. piyaramAM rahI. zikSikAnI nokarI maLI gaI. patie avAranavAra patro lakhI teDAvI. na gaI. rUbarU teDavA AvyA paNa na mAnI. lagabhaga 18 varSa bAda pati jAte levA AvyA. ghaNI kAkalUdI karI. na svIkAryuM, Akhare patie kahyuM ke pitAjI to devaloka thaI gayA che. have e bhaya nathI. tyAre patinA paricita be saMbaMdhIne vacamAM rAkhI sAsare gaI. tAju lagna, yuvAna vaya, patisukha choDIne nokarI karIne paNa zIlabhaMga na ja karyo !!! zIlasugaMdhane anumodatI e Aje paNa mAnavabhava mastIthI saphaLa karI rahI che ! lAkho dhanyavAda ho AvI vartamAna satIone. tame paNa zIlanI rakSA karo e zubhAbhilASA. 40. zIla mATe sAhasa eka yuvatI rUpavatI hatI. hAla gujarAtamAM rahe che. zIlano prema ghaNo. paraNyA pachI thoDA divaso bAda daMpatI patinA mitrane ghera gayA. vAto karyA pachI temanA pati ane patinA mitranI patnI bahAnuM kADhI bahAra gayA. patimitre aziSTa vAto AraMbhI. aDapalA karavA gayo ke yuvatI bahAra javA mAMDI. pati mitre bAraNA vAsI paga pakaDI tene rokI dIdhI. zIlarakSA mATe A yuvatIe mAyA karavI paDI. pelo vizvAsamAM AvatAM lAga maLatAM te bhAgI chUTI ! patnInI adalAbadalIthI banne vilAsI pati bhogano AnaMda meLavavA icche che e vAta te samajI gai. derAsare jai harSanA AMsuthI yuvatIe prabhuno upakAra mAnyo ! pachI to patine paNa makkamatApUrvaka zIlanuM mahattva samajAvI dIdhuM. patinI sAme thai zIlarakSA karatI satIonI prazaMsA jeTalI karIe eTalI ochI. | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-5 8i [232] 232

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41. putra mota chatAM cothuM vrata ApaNe emane sUryamatibahena kahIzuM. emanI umara 32 varSanI. pote sarakArI gejheTeDa kakSAnA adhikArInA patnI. emano ekano eka cAra varSano putra TUMkI bImArImAM ja svargavAsI banyo. saMsAranI bhayaMkaratA, vastunI anityatA, azaraNatA AdinI vAto emaNe sadguruonI pAsethI sAMbhaLI hatI, vAMcI hatI. putramRtyu bAda emane hAtha joDIne potAnA zrAvaka patine vAta karI, "ApaNe have kaTravipAkavALA saMsArabhogathI saryuM ! tamo saMmata thAva to have ApaNe bIjo putra paNa joito nathI ane saMsArabhoga paNa joitA nathI. ApaNe have sugurunA mukhe bhagavaMta samakSa cothuM vrata lai laie to kema?" emanA pati turata to A vAta svIkAravA taiyAra na thayA. paNa bahu ja TUMkA samayamAM e banne pati-patnI sagurunI aMgata preraNAthI caturtha vratadhArI banyA... saMsAramAM rahIne paNa e yuvAna pati-patnIe brahmacarya vrata suMdara rIte pAlana karyuM. potAnA patine gharanI cAvI ApavAnI hoya to paNa e bahena kadApi aDIne nahotA ApatA. paNa dUrathI ja aDakyA vagara Ape. sAthe eka ja gharamAM rahevA chatAM e kadApi eka ja rUmamAM sutA nathI ! eTaluM ja nahi rAtanA potAnA rUmane e aMdarathI baMdha karI sui jatA! Aje paNa e dezaviratipaNe pAlana karI rahyA che. dhanya jinazAsana jyAM AvA strIratno maLatAM rahe che. [ jaina Adarza prasaMgo- [233]

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42. brahmacaryano prema beMgaloranA jatInabhAi, yuvAna vaya, saphArI bega kaMpanInA ejanTa tathA te ja kaMpanImAM moTI posTa. paNa lagnanI icchA bilakula nahI ! mAtuzrInI mAMdagIne kAraNe eka kanyA sAthe lagna karavA paDyA. lagna pahelAM te kanyAne potAnI bhAvanA vagere jaNAvI. pIkcaro jotI e koDIlI kanyAe AvI muzkela vAta paNa vadhAvI lIdhI ! kevuM Azcarya ! lagna karavA ane brahmacarya paNa pALavuM ! maithuna saMtAne kAraNe ghaNAM jIvo kevA kevA bhayaMkara duSkAryo kare che 10 varSa sudhI brahmacarya pALyuM. jJAnIo ApaNane kahe che. jeo brahmacarya pALe e aDadhA sAdhu jevA gaNAya. jatInabhAinA bhAva vadhatAM dIkSA paNa sajoDe lIdhI ! Aje jJAnaabhyAsa, nirdoSa sayaMmapAlana vagere suMdara ArAdhanA kare che. baMnemAM bIjA paNa thayAM guNo che. emane khUba khUba dhanyavAda ApIe. A ane AvA bIjA brahmacaryanA prasaMgo jANI tame paNa mana makkama karI draDha saMkalpa karo ane yathAzakti nIcenA guNa lAvavA khUba uMghama karI. jAvAjIva brahmacarya, parastrIgamana tyAga, svastI viSe vadhu na bane to paNa parva divaso, 12 tithi ke 5 tithi brahmacarya pAlana tathA jAvajajIva anaMgakriDA tyAga vagere. vaLI AvA pApavicAronA kAraNabhUta vIDiyo, TI.vI., sinemA, azlIla vAMcana ane vArtA vagere tyAga. AvA A bhavanA susaMskArothI AtmAne evo suMdara banAvo ke jaladI Atmati thAya e ja zubhAbhilASA. jaina Adarza prasaMgo-5 234

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43. nUtana pariNitanuM parAkrama lagnanI prathama rAtri AkhI e anokhA AtmAe patnI sAthe sAmAyikamAM saphaLa karI !! e alagArI dharmIne cAritrano ullAsa na hato, chatAM vicAre che ke amArAM sAdhusAdhvIjI jiMdagIbhara brahmacarya pALe che. to mAre paNa zakya eTaluM kema na pALavuM? A satya ghaTanA cothA ArAnI nathI paNa atyAranI ja che. temaNe patnIne dilanI vAta karI. puNya paNa prabaLa ke patnIe madhurajanI sAmAyikathI ujavavAnI sahamatI ApI ! ajJAnI ane vilAsI mAnavonI rAto anaMtA cIkaNA pApa bAMdhavAmAM jAya che. jayAre A dharmAtmAe madhurajanIe paNa anaMtA karmono nAza karyo ! A dharmI yuvAna lagnanI prathama rAtre bhAvathI sAdhu jevo banI gayo che! baMnee masalata karI ke ApaNe 2 varSa moDAM lagna karyA hota to abrahmanuM pApa varSa sudhI to na karata ne? to ApaNe manathI mAnI levuM ke ApaNe lagna karyA nathI ! ema manane samajAvI lagna pachI 2 varSa brahmacarya pALyuM ! loko pAchaLa bolavA mAMDyA ke be-be varSa thayA chatAM saMtAna kema thatuM nathI ? tyAre gupta brahmacArI A baMnee abrahmanuM pApa sevavuM paDyuM. paNa tyAre manamAM baMnee evI prArthanA karI ke amAruM bALaka khUba mahAna bane ! chatAM pachI paNa teo ghaNAM divasa to brahmacarya pALe che. Avo adbhuta prasaMga vAMcI tame paNa anaMta bhavonA mULa evA A abrahmane tyajI dejo. e zakya na hoya to chevaTe paryuSaNa vagere parvoe tyAga tathA parastrItyAga vagere khUba sahelA AcArothI durlabha A mAnavabhavane saphaLa karo e aMtaranI abhilASA. [ jaina Adarza prasaMgo- je [235

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44. mAvajIvanA brahmacaryanI tAlAvelI. munizrI meghadarzanavijayajIne kAratakamAM daMpatie brahmacaryavrata ApavAnI vinaMtI karI ! baMne rUpALAM ! lagabhaga 32 varSanI uMmara ! temaNe oLakhANa ApatAM kahyuM, "A varSathI dharmamAM joDAyA chIe. saMghamAM comAsAmAM karAvelI badhI tapa vagere ArAdhanA karI che." paNa ma.zrI. e bharayuvAna vayane kAraNe ATaluM kaThina vrata ApavAnI nA pADI. teoe ati Agraha karatAM kahyuM, "cAre mAsa brahmacarya pALyuM ja che. cokkasa pALIzuM....." khUba tapAsI ma. zrIe pharI vaMdana karavA na Ave tyAM sudhInuM paccakakhANa levAnuM kahyuM. teoe 3 mAsa jaghanyathI ane pachI vaMdana na thAya tyAM sudhInI bAdhA lIdhI. 1 varSe AvyAM ane pharI paccakkhANa ApavAnI vinaMtI karI. pharI varSanuM ApyuM. ema 4-5 varSa teo AvatAM rahyAM. ane jiMdagIbharanI ja mAMgaNI karatAM ! ma. zrI 1 varSanuM Ape. gai sAla 5 varSanuM paccakhANa ApyuM. navo dharma pAmelAM A jIvone AvuM kaThina vrata levAnI kevI tAlAvelI ? teo eka ja rUmamAM sUe che. chatAM temane manathI paNa abrahmano vicAra suddhAM nathI Avato ! kevAM pavitra ? he jaino ! tame paNa emane hRdayathI praNAma karI AvA guNo tamArAmAM Ave evI prabhune prArthanA karI yathAzakti A guNathI paNa AtmAne pavitra banAvo e zubhAbhilASA. 45. bharayuvAnImAM brahmacarya gujarAtamAM rahetA eka bahenano A prasaMga khUba anumodanIya che. ApaNe emane manoramAnA nAmathI oLakhIzuM. lagna pachI eka-be varSamAM ja vIza varSanI bharayuvAnavaye pati jaina Adarza prasaMgo-5 25 [23] 236

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paraloka padhAryA. khUba rUpALAM, guNiyala, sadAcArI A bahene, "have bIjIvAra lagna nathI ja karavA. have mAre brahmacarya jevo mahAna dharma AdarI mAnavajanma saphaLa karavo che." Avo bhagIratha saMkalpa karyo ! pachI zikSikA banyA ane suMdara zIla-sadAcAramaya jIvana jIve che. Aje 45 varSanI uMmare, yuvAnI ane rUpa evA ja chalakAi rahyAM che tyAre temanA anokhA, AzcaryakAraka jIvananI asara bIjAne thai. bahenano brahmacarya pALavAno saMkalpa sAMbhaLI eka niHsaMtAna vidhura bhAie bahena pAse brahmacaryanA pAlana sAthe lagnano prastAva mUkyo. brahmacarya vratanAM rAgI manoramA bahene prastAvano inkAra karyo. kadAca puruSanA sahavAsa ane paricayathI manamAM paNa vikAra janme to ? brahmacaryanA A upAsake, upAsanA eLe na jAya mATe lagna na ja karyA. bIjA eka bahena, jeo lagna pachI pati sAthe na banatAM kAyama mATe piyara pAchA AvI gayAM che temaNe pharI lagna na karavAno nizcaya karI lIdho che. chevaTe bIjA lagna to na ja karavA evo nirNaya tame karo to brahmacaryanI sAdhanAnA lAbha sAthe ghaNI ciMtA ane upAdhiothI bacI jazo. 46. pusta--vAMcanathI dharmI eka brAhmaNa chokarI jainane paraNI. sAsarInA jaina AcAro te paNa AcaratI. amadAvAdamAM sva. pa. pU. AcArya zrI bhuvanabhAnusUrIzvarajI ma.sA. nA "jaina dharmano saraLa paricaya" pustaka para parIkSA rakhAI. A bahene paNa parIkSA ApavA e pustaka anekavAra vAMcyuM. | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-5 5 8i [237]

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e blena pustakanA anubhavelA upakArane varNavatAM kahe che, "huM manathI jaina banI na hatI. paNa A pustaka vAMcatA jaina dharmanI mahAnatA samajAI ane kharekhara have jainadharma dilathI svIkAruM chuM ! brAhmaNane dvija arthAtu 2 vAra janmanAra kahe che. brAhmaNa evI mArA traNa janma thayA. jaina dharmanI bhAvathI prApti e mAro trIjo janma!!" eka uttama pustaka kyAreka jIvone keTalo badho moTo lAbha kamAvI Ape che ! parIkSAnA inAmanuM lakSya hovA chatAM jo suMdara pustaka ajaina evI strInuM paNa hRdaya-parivartana karI de to jaina zrAvaka evA tamane mAtra AtmahitanI bhAvanAthI dhyAnathI dhArmika vAMcana keTalo badho lAbha karI Ape ? te vicArI zAstraabhyAsa khUba khUba vadhAro. he pustaka premIo ! TI.vI. nA AjanA mAholamAM paNa tamAro pustakaprema e tamArI eka viziSTa uttamatA sUcave che. tame A lAyakAtane vadhune vadhu vAMcana dvArA vikasAvI anya phAlatU sAMsArika ane pApI pravRttionI rUcine naSTa karavAnI eka mahattvanI sAdhanA dvArA khUba ja Atmahita sAdho e aMtaranI abhilASA. dharmavAMcanathI saMsArasvarUpa, Atmavaibhava, satya, tattva, svahita vagere samajAvAthI nirbhayatA, zAMti, AtmAnaMda vagere ghaNuM maLaze. 47. gokhe tene AvaDe paphakhI pratikramaNa amadAvAdamAM devakInaMdana saMghamAM cAlatuM hatuM. pU. A. zrI pradyumnasUri ma. sAhebe saMghane preraNA karI ke Avo ArAdhaka saMgha chatAM koine aticAra na AvaDe e zobhAspada che ? A vAta temaNe pravacanamAM khUba sArI rIte samajAvI. eka zrAvakane ullAsa vadhI gayo ane jAhera karyuM ke | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-5 % [238]

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aticAra gokhaze temane mArA taraphathI sonAnI cena bheTa ApIza. (Azare rUA. 1500 nI thAya) TrasTIo saMmata thayA. saMghe vicArI yojanA jAhera karI ke je 10 divasamAM aticAra gokhI Ape temanuM cenathI bahumAna karavAmAM Avaze. zrotAo, bALako, baheno thai 72 bhAvika taiyAra thai gayA. A majAnI vAta sAMbhaLI operA pAThazALAnA dharmarAgI adhyApaka zrI zazikAntabhAI roja 1 kalAka mAnada sevAthI aticAra zIkhavavA taiyAra thai gayA ! operA pAThazALAnA 6 vidyArthI paNa rIvIjhana vagere karAvatA ! saMghamAM jJAnayajJa zarU thai gayo. cArebAju aticAra zIkhavAnI ja vAto zarU thai gai. varSo sudhI roja pratikramaNa karanArane sAta lAkha paNa AvaDatA nathI. to mAtra 10 divasamAM aticAra AvaDe ? Aje to ghaNA ArAdhakonI A phariyAda che ke mahenata karavA chatAM amane yAda rahetuM nathI. paraMtu A draSTAMta vAMcatA tamane paNa cokkasa thaze ke jo jJAnapremI gokhe to jarUra AvaDe !! A ghaTanA 3-4 varSamAM banelI tadana sAcI che. bhAvikoe joradAra mahenata karavA mAMDI, ane moTuM Azcarya banI gayuM ke agIyArame divase parIkSAmAM 72 mAMthI 44 pAsa thai gayA !! 44 nuM udAradila jJAnarAgI taraphathI saMghe cenathI bahumAna karyuM. saMghe jJAnapremI zikSakanuM paNa aSTaprakArI pUjAnA cAMdInA upakaraNathI bahumAna karyuM. bAkInA 28ne pUrA na AvaDyA. chatAM mahenatane kAraNe teo paNa 10 divasamAM vadhAre ochA aticAra to zIkhI gayA. | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-5 % [239] 239

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teo paNa pa-25 divasa vadhu mahenata kare to temane paNa pUrA AvaDI jAya ! A anokho kisso ApaNane ghaNI badhI samaja Ape che. Aje ghaNA baheno paNa mAne che ke moTara DrAivIMga to AvaDavuM ja joie ane eTale ja ghaNI strIo paNa DrAivIMga zIkhI ja le che. paraMtu khedanI vAta che ke ApaNA dharmI jaino paNa pAMca pratikramaNa to zIkhI ja levA joie e kharekhara mAnatA ja nathI ! vaLI keTalAka mahenata to kare che paraMtu dhyAnathI vidhipUrvaka gokhatA nathI, tethI yAda karatA vAra lAge ane e bhAgyazALI kaMTALI jAya ! he dharmapremI ! vicAra karo ke mAsatuSa munine to eka zabda 6 mahine paNa na AvaDyo ! chatAM coTI bAMdhI lagAtAra 12 varSa utsAhathI gokhe rAkhyuM. to kevaLajJAna maLI gayuM !!! tame paNa nirdhAra karo ke gokhavAthI AvaDaze; AThe karma zubha baMdhAze ane kevaLajJAna vagere Atmika lAbha to cokkasa thaze ja. vAta beThI? to niyama lo ke roja amuka kalAka zraddhAthI tallInatA pUrvaka ane vidhipUrvaka gokhavA, vAMcavA vagere jJAnanI sAdhanA huM karIza ja. chevaTe ravivAra vagere rajAne divase to gokhavuM ja joie. karo kaMkunA, sidhdhi hAthaveta mAM che ja ! bhAga-5 saMpUrNa [+ja Adarza prasaMgo-dho che. 5 [240]