Jain Adarsh Prasango Part 03

Author(s): Bhadreshwarvijay
Publisher: Bhadreshwarvijay
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/008111/1

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OM hrIM ahaM namonamaH prema-bhuvanabhAnu-jayaghoSasUribhyo namaH jenA A prasaMgo (satya, vartamAna, zreSTha, dhArmika daSTAMto) bhAga-3 | lekhaka : paMnyAsa bhadrezvaravijayajI gaNi sahAyaka : muni yogIratnavijayajI ma.sA. kiMmata AvRtti-aDhAramI tA.1-9-2016 e nakala : 3000 ke pUrvanI nakala : 61,500]22-00 amadAvAda: | prAptisthAno | A jagatabhAI 4, maulika epArTamenTa, opesa upAzraya pAse, sukhIpurA, pAlaDI, ama.70 mo. : 940877259, pho. : 079-26608955 cherAjezabhAI : AMbAvADI, amadAvAda-15, 0 mo. 9427652794 ja zaizavabhAI : pAlaDI, amadAvAda-07, 9 mo. 9825011729 * tiraMjanabhAI : pho. 079-26638127 mItezabhAI : 9427613472 (tA.ka. buko meLavavA mATe samaya pUchIne javuM. 12 thI 4 sivAya) muMbaI: prabodhabhAI : yumeko, 103, nArAyaNa dhuva sTrITa, 1lo mALa, muMbaI-4oooo3 : phona : 23438758, 9322279986 * nIlezabhAI : phona : 28714617, mo. : 9221024888 jenA Adarza prasaMgo bhAga 1 thI 8 (pAkA puMThAnI) kansezanathI 2 35 jena Adarza prasaMgo bhAga 1 thI 14 chuTA, darekanA mAtra 22 jaina dharmanI samaja bhAga 1 thI 3 mAtra 2 2, peja 48 jaina Adarza kathAe (hindI) bhAga 4-5 pratyeka kAra 7 | zubha prasaMge prabhAvanA karavA jevuM sastuM pustaka] prasaMgonA badhA bhAganI kula 6,30,000 nakala chapAI

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krama (1) (2) bhAga-3nI anukramaNika mukhya viSaya peja naM. saMyama 1 thI 16 tapa 17 thI 30 samAdhikaraNa 31 thI 34 dharma niMdAnA phaLa - pUrvajanma 35 thI 40 navakAranA camatkAro 41 thI 43 (4) krama viSaya peja naM. 10. 105 0 6 0 q, o q, 1. zrImaMta vRddha dIkSA lIdhI . ........... 100 2. kizore tIrthayAtrAmAM aDhAi karI .. 101 3. kolejIyana yuvatI rANI banI .. 4. kolejapravezane badale saMyama ..... 5. sAmAyikathI sUri pade !.......... 108 6. vairAgya ......... 7. dIkSArAga.................................. 8. mahAvairAgI yuvatI ..................... 9. zubha AlaMbanothI durAcArI divya paMthe 10. 82 vaye dIkSA !....... 11. dhanADhyanI yuvAnImAM dIkSA .......... 12. saMyama saMkalpathI plega-nAza ......... 13. saMyama anubhavI khuzakhuzAla !.. 14. saMyama kaba hI mIle ......... 15. tIvra vairAgya ........ 16. dharmamAM vighna karavAnA kaDavA phaLa . 17. tapasyA karatAM karatAM re DaMkA jora bajAyA ho....... 118 | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-3 ddhi8 [98] 0 q, 0 q, = q, Ta q, 115 ......... 6

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0 *...................... * ............. 0 0 OOO 0 0 0 0 0 22 w 0 0 0 0 ..... krama viSaya peja naM. 18. ghora tapasvI ........... ............ 19. prANAMte pratijJA pALI ! ............ 20. tapa-rAga ........ 21. mAsakSamaNa-prabhAve alsarano nAza............ 22. AyaMbilathI mRtyu para vijaya ............... 23. juo re juo jaino kevA vratadhArI .......... 24. parivAra dharmapremI ........... 25. navapada oLIthI koDhano nAza .......... 26. tape DAyAbiTisane bhagADyo 27. tapanI bhAvanA kharekhara che ? ......... 28, prathama AyaMbilano camatkAra . 29. AyaMbilathI DAyAbITIsa maTyuM 30. dhanya tapasvI ....... 128 31. asahya vedanAmAM samAdhi ... .... 130 32. AzcaryakArI ghaTanA (prazaMsanIya mRtyu) 33. dharmathI samAdhi.. 131 34, samAdhi maraNa 131 35. pravacanathI sadharmiko mATe karoDo ....... 134 36. dharmanI niMdAnuM InsTanTa phaLa . 135 37. jinazAsananI kriyA paNa hita kare ...... 38. pAchalA bhavanuM pApa svapamAM joyuM. 136 39. tIrathanI AzAtanA navi karIye ! ................ 138 40. parabhava che ja, sadgati mATe sAdhanA karo........... 141 41. ArAdhanAe Aphatane bhagADI .. 42. mahAmaMtre Trena rokI .... 43. maratA navakAra .... 144 jaina Adarza prasaMgo-3 99 Go = ....... G

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nA prasaMgo bhAga - 3 | 1. zrImaMta vRddha dIkSA lIdhI amadAvAdanA dIpakalAvALA dIpakabhAine ghaNAM oLakhe che. eka sagRhastha saMsAra nivRttino saMkalpa karI nivRtti lIdhI, e lekha vAMcI 25 varSe emaNe draDha saMkalpa karyo ke mAre 60 varSe nivRtta thavuM ! e 60 varSe kharekhara nivRtta thaI gayA. A puNyAtmA je sAruM juve, sAMbhaLe, vAMce te karavAnuM mana thai jAya. koi dharmIe preraNA karI ke rajAne divase to pUjA karo. to zaru karI dIdhI. bALapaNamAM varSAdAna karatA joine temane paNa bhAvanA thai ke Ama mAre paNa ghoDe caDI karavuM ! 60 varSa pachI dharma karatA dIkSAnI bhAvanA vadhatI gaI. keTalAka kALe nizcaya karI paricita AcArya bhagavaMta vagerene prArthanA karI. paNa vRddhAvasthAne kAraNe teoe nA pADI. chatAM aMtaranI bhAvanA kevI draDha ke aparicita pa. pU. A. zrI bhuvanabhAnusUrIzvarajI ma. pAse gayA. rahyAM. nizcaya karyo. pU. A. zrIne vinaMtI karI. pU. zrI e udAratAthI hA pADI. paNa pApodaye zArIrika takalIpho vadhatAM DokTaroe tathA kuTuMbIjanoe nA pADI. chatAM pote hiMmata karI 68 varSanI jaipha vaye sAdhu banyA ! 14 varSathI suMdara sAdhanA karI rahyAM che. he bhavyo! AjanA kalikALamAM paNa AvA karoDapati ane vRddha AtmAo hiMmatathI svahita sAdhe che te sAkSAt jovA maLe che. tame paNa yathAzakti dharma karI Atmahita sAdho. A dIpakabhAi jaina Adarza prasaMgo-3] [100]

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42 varSe to upAzrayanA pagathIyA caDyA che. chatAM jo ATalI pragati karI zakyA hoya to tame badhA bALapaNathI dharma karanArA DarIne kema zakti jeTalo paNa dharma karatAM nathI ? hiMmata karo. saphaLatA jarUra maLaze ja. zubha bhavatu. - 2. kizore tIrthayAtrAmAM aDhAi karI 88 varSa pUrve premacaMda 16 varSano kizora hato. pAlitANA yAtrAe gayo. haLukarmI jIvano AvA zAzvata tIrthAdhirAjanI yAtrAthI ullAsa eTalo vadhI gayo ke aTTAi karI! yAtrA, tapa vagerenA prabhAve ghaNAM karma khapI gayAM. sAdhunA darzana thatAM A bhAgyazALIne saMyamanA bhAva jAgyA. pachI to dIkSA meLavavA bhagIratha puruSArtha karyo ! 36 mAila cAlatA jai pa.pU.A.bha.zrI vijaya dAnasUrIzvarajI ma.nAM caraNomAM paDI pAlItANAmAM ja dIkSA lIdhI! pachI to pote darzana, jJAna, cAritra traNe ratnonI joradAra ArAdhanA karI. sva ane paranuM khUba khUba kalyANa karyuM. jinazAsananAM caraNomAM 350 jeTalA sAdhuonI bheTa dharanArA, aneka ziSyo pAse lAkho zloka pramANa karmagraMthane sugrathita karAvanArA, agaNita guNonA nidhi evA A jinazAsananA jhagamagatA sitArA pU. A. zrI premasUrIjI ma.sA.no lagabhaga 38 varSa pUrve svargavAsa thayo. zrI saMghanA ghaNA mokSArthIoe A mahApuruSane khUba ahobhAvathI dilamAM birAjamAna karyA che. emanuM brahmacarya eTaluM naiSThika hatuM ke "gurudeva zrI premasUraye namaH" nI navakAravALI gaNI ghaNAMye potAnA cAritra mohanIya karmano bhUko karI zIdhra kalyANa sAdhyuM. jaina Adarza prasaMgo-|

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mAre to eTaluM khAsa kahevuM che ke nAno evo kizora bhagavAnanI bhaktimAM evo masta banI gayo ke aThThAi jevo ghora tapa karyo! hai puNyazALIo! tamAre paNa tIrthayAtrA evA zubha bhAvathI ane vidhipUrvaka karavI joie ke jethI tamAruM zIghra kalyANa thAya. 3. kolejIyana yuvatI rANI banI dakSiNamAM uTI nAmanuM eka sauMdarya nIkharatuM gAma che. uMTIne loko parvatonI rANI (Queen of hills) kahe che, e rANImAM janmelI eka bALA kharekhara Azare 2 varSa pahelA vizvanI rANI banI gaI. jema kRSNa mahArAje potAnI sau kuMvarIne rANI banAvI hatI. A bAlikAnI mAtA sAcI zrAvikA hatI. teNe potAnI A suputrIne dharmI banAvavA saMskAro siMcavA mAMDyA. bharayuvAnavaye rUpa, koleja-zikSaNa, dhana vagere badhI rIte saMpanna A yuvatIne zrI kalikuMDa tIrthanI pavitra bhUmimAM dIkSA mATe otho lai nAcatI joi hArI lokonA dila khuza thai gayA ! tenA zabdomAM tenI diladhaDaka kathanI be hAtha joDI tame vAMco to tamAro AtmA pAvana thai jaze. "Aje paNa mArI mAtAnA e anaMta upakAro yAda karatAM AnaMda sAgaramAM snAna karavA mAMDu chuM. mammIe vAtsalya sAthe ghaNAM sukhanI vacce apAra saMskAro paNa siMcyA ! jJAnIoe ATha varSe dIkSA levAnI ApaNane Alabela pokArI che. mane e garva che ke ATha varSe dIkSA to na maLI paNa dIkSAnI sAcA dilanI bhAvanA to thai gai. eTalI huM nasIbadAra kharI ja ! paramopakArI, paramapUjya, gurUdevazrI AcAryadeva zrImad vijaya bhaguptasUrIyAra ma. sA. nA ATha varSanI uMmare pavitra jaina Adarza prasaMgo-3 102

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darzana thatAM ja mane dIkSAnI bhAvanA pedA thai gaI ! nAcatIkUdatI huM sAthe gAtI ke "nava jai vahI , tava rIkSA tUnI !" pachI to pUjyazrInA bALako mATenA aMgrejI pustako vAMcavAnA zarU karyA. eTalI badhI majhA AvI ke emAM AgaLa ne AgaLa vadhatI ja gaI. meM to pUjyazrInA badhAM aMgrejI, hindI pustako vAMcI nAMkhyA, jema eka krikeTarasika chokaro sacinane ramato jovo zarU kare pachI kalAko sudhI enI aphalAtUna beTiMga mANyA ja kare. ane.. ane.............A jJAne to vayathI laghu evI mane jJAna ane samajathI khUba moTI banAvI dIdhI ! mArAmAM daDha vairAgya pedA thai gayo. moTI thayA pachI kolejamAM sAhityano abhyAsa Adaryo. roTrekTa klabanI sabhya banI. pappA, mammInA vAtsalyamAM hAtI, sukha-sagavaDatAnA DhagalAmAM ALoTatI, badhAM vaibhava sukho jotI, AnaMda-vilAsa anubhavatI. paraMtu AtmAne tRpti na thatI. kaMika sunakAra, khAlIpo, anubhavAto. AtmAne thatuM ke A badhuM to cAra dinanI cAMdanI che. AvA tuccha sukha mATe to mAruM A kiMmatI jIvana nathI ja ! ghaNI vAra prakRtinA abhuta sukho jotI. saMdhyAnuM sauMdarya cArekora chavAI gayuM che. sUrya DUbI rahyo che. AkAzane divya raMgothI saMdhyA rANIe raMgaberaMgI banAvI dIdhuM che. vRkSoe raMgaberaMgI puSpothI AkhI dharatIne suvAsathI maghamaghAyamAna banAvI dIdhI che. sAme sarovaramAM haMso vagere pakSIo muktapaNe nAcI-kUdI rahyA che. keTaluM varNana karuM ? ...... divya dazyo jotAM AnaMda to thato. paNa sAthe manamAM maMthana paNa karatI ke vAha ! cAre bAju sauMdarya verAIne paDyuM che. jaina Adarza prasaMgo-3 45 4i [103]

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**** sama ! paraMtu A badhI to mAyA che. hamaNA ja badhuM vikharAI jaze ne cAre bAju aMdhakAra chavAtAM A badho AnaMda lUMTAI jaze....... Ama ciMtana karatAM thatuM ke kharekhara to suMdara, nirmaLa, pavitra koi cIja hoya to te AtamA che...... ene sadA mATe pavitra banAvanAra che dharma... saMyama ! vizvamAM dareka mANasanuM dhyeya hoya che. darekane sukha joie che. sukha aMgenI mAnyatA darekanI bhinna hoi zake che. ghaNAMne dhana, sagavaDatA vageremAM khUba majhA Ave che. chatAM Aje paNa keTalAka bhaNelA sukhI yuvAno paNa dharma, saMyama AdimAM UMcuM sukha mAne ja che. emAM ghaNAM kaSTa hovA chatAM pariNAme eka advitIya AnaMda maLe ja che, evuM ghaNAM anubhavIo kahe che. mArI pUrvanI koi UMcI sAdhanA, mAtAdinA saMskAra, gurujanonI kRpA vagerethI mane sAcA sukha mATe saMyama ja zreSTha upAya lAgyo ! vhAlA kuTuMbIjanoe dilathI saMmati paNa ApI ane mane tIrthamAM saMyama maLI gayuM !!! saMyamanA eka varSanA anubhave lAge che ke mArA AtmAno avAja kharekhara tadana satya che. saMyamamAM thoDo Atmika AnaMda to atyArathI ja jarUra anubhavuM chuM ! paNa te uparAMta ahIM je jJAnanI mastI, sadAcArIonI sevA, covIse kalAka pavitra vicAro, sAdhanAmaya vAtAvaraNa, saMsAranI badhI upAdhio, Tenzano vagerethI mukti maLavAthI zAMti vagere ghaNuM badhuM mane cokkasa maLI gayuM che !!! vadhu to zuM kahuM? sacinanI beTiMgano avarNanIya AnaMda jeNe mANavo hoya tene meca jovA jAte javuM paDe tema A AkAzI | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-3 Mi4 [104]

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AnaMdane anubhavavA tamAre paNa ahIM ja AvavuM paDe ! jagatanA sarva jIvo sAcA Atmika sukhane pAmo e ja prabhune prArthanA." 4. kolejapravezane badale saMyama "pappA, mammI ! Avate varSe mAre kolejamAM dAkhala thavuM che." divyAe paMkajabhAIne vinaMtI karI. pitAjIe pharI samajAvI, "beTA ! tAre saMgIta, komyuTara vagere je icchA hoya te zIkha, paraMtu mAre tane kolejamAM bhaNAvavAnI jarAya icchA nathI !" muMbaimAM 3 varSa pahelA banelI A tadana satya ghaTanAnA nAma badalyA che. divyA khAnadAna, saMskArI hatI. tethI kolejamAM na bhaNavAnI pappAnI icchA teNe vadhAvI lIdhI ! paraMtu sakhIonI kolejanI amanacamananI vAto sAMbhaLI A mojIlI yuvatIne kolejamAM majA mANavAnuM mana thai gayuM. ghaNuM samajAvavA chatAM kolejanI khUba icchA jANI pitAzrIe eka zarata mUkI ke tuM pahelA upadhAna kare to koleja bhaNAvuM !!! paMkajabhAIne manamAM hatuM ke vartamAna vilAsI vAtAvaraNa mArI suputrIne kadAca gera mArge dorI jaze. jo upadhAna kare to e dharma samajI jAya. to khoTA raste du:khI na thAya. suputrIe paNa zarata svIkArI ! gacchAdhipati, pa. pU. A. bha. zrI jayaghoSasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. nI nizrAmAM kalikuMDamAM UpadhAna thavAnA hatA. paMkajabhAIe putrIne tyAM lai jai prazAMtamUrti pU. A. zrI jagacaMdrasUri ma. sA. ne vinaMtI karI, "A dharmarahita putrI mArA kahevAthI upadhAna kare che. ene takalIpha na paDe." pU. zrI e sAdhvIjI saMveganidhizrI ma.ne bolAvI sAcavavAnI bhalAmaNa karI. jinavANI zravaNa, prabhunI pharamAvelI upadhAnanI pavitra | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-3 5 8i [105]

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kriyAo vagerenA aciMtya prabhAve A kanyAno dharma pratye Adara vadhato gayo !! thoDA divaso pachI gharethI potAnA ubhaTa vastro maMgAvI dAna karI dIdhA. eka jaina kanyAe AvA kapaDA paherAya ja nahIM e ene barobara samajAI gayuM hatuM ! upadhAna pachI tenI raheNI-karaNIthI gharanA samajI gayA ke divyAnuM have jIvana parivartana thaI gayuM che. teNe dharma AcaravA mAMDyo. kyAreka sAdhvIjI sAthe thoDA divasa rahI ArAdhanA vadhAratI gaI. kolejamAM bhaNavA javAnI IcchA marI gaI. lagabhaga 2 varSa pachI pitAjIne dIkSA ApavA vinaMtI karI !!! premALa pitAzrIe dIkSAnI kaThinatA vagere samajAvyA. koinI sAthe lagnanI icchA hoya to niHsaMkoca jaNAvavA vAtsalyatAthI kahyuM. paraMtu divyAne have dharmanI zreSThatA samajAI cUkI hatI. tene lagna karavA ja na hatA. paraMtu bilakula dharma na karanArI koDilI kanyA dIkSA le e paMkajabhAIne manamAM besatu na hatuM. vaLI e paNa zaMkA rahyA karatI ke kadAca A utAvaLamAM dIkSA lai le paNa saMyamanA AcAro kaDaka. tyAM kadAca seTa na thAya to mArI lADalI dIkarI duHkhI thai jAya. paraMtu putrI to sadA eka ja vAta karatI ke mane dIkSA apAvo. ghaNI badhI vAtano sAra e che ke ghaNo badho vicAra karyA pachI suputrInI eka ja raDha jANI temaNe saMmati ApI ! 90 sAdhu, sAdhvInI nizrAmAM divyAne dIkSA parivAre dhAmadhUmathI ApI ! pachI avAranavAra vaMdana karavA jatA tyAre sAdhvIjInI prasannatA, saMyama jIvanano AnaMda, AcArya bhagavaMtanI kRpA, guruNInuM vAtsalya vagere jANI paMkajabhAI khUba khuza thatA ! A badhI vAto sAMbhaLatA thoDA mahinA pachI jaina Adarza prasaMgo-3] ki [16]

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paMkajabhAIne draDha vizvAsa thai gayo ke mArA suputrI sAcA sAdhvI banI gayA che !! have jarA paNa ciMtA karavA jevI nathI. A sAdhvIzrInA dharmarahita kAkA vagere paNa sAdhvInA saMyamanI mastI joi dharmapremI banI gayA !! teone paNa zraddhA thai gai ke AvA haDahaDatA kalikALamAM paNa zAsana jayavaMtu che ! temAM aneka sAcA sAdhu-sAdhvI che. teo pRthvIne pAvana karatA uMcI koTinuM saMyama jIvana mANI rahyA che ! A anubhava pachI sAdhu, sAdhvIne juve ke emane thAya ke jANe dharma sAkSAt sadehe sAme AvI gayo che !! eTale AnaMda AnaMda thai jAya. sAdhvIjI paNa lagabhaga 2 varSathI prabhue sarvazreSTha tarIke varNavelA saMyamanA Atmika AnaMdane anubhavI rahyA che !!! A addabhUta prasaMga ApaNane ghaNuM badhuM kahI jAya che. (1) AjanA bhayaMkara vilAsI vAtAvaraNane kAraNe dharma na karato jaina paNa jinavANI vagere dharmanA AlaMbano pAmI dIkSA sudhI paNa pahoMcI jAya che !!! tethI saMghamAM ane gharagharamAM dharmanI ArAdhanAmAM jainone jarUra joDavA. ane Ajano adharmI kAlano ucca dharmI paNa banI zake che te jANI adharmIno paNa tiraskAra kadi na karavo. (2) A prasaMgathI e sidhdha thAya che ke AtmA che, paraloka che vigere. kAraNa ke dharmarahita yuvati eka nimitta pAmI ghaNe uMce pahoMcI gaI. keTalAka jaina varSothI dharma karavA chatAM zrAvakapaNuM paNa bhAvathI ArAdhatA nathI. jayAre A divyA UpadhAnanA nimitte khUba AgaLa vadhI gai. ethI siddha thAya che ke pAchalA koi bhavamAM A divyA dharmanI viziSTa ArAdhanA | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-3] BNika [107

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karIne ahIM AvI che. tethI ja sAdhvI banI gai. 3) AtmArthIe dharmarahita jIvanI AvI zuddha sAdhanA jANI dharmazraddhA vadhAravI ane dharmanI khoTI sAcI niMdA sAMbhaLI, bIjA AgaLa dharma vagerenI niMdA na karavI. kAraNa Aje paNa susAdhu che, dharma che, dharmano prabhAva che vagere. 5. sAmAyisthI sUri pade ! pU. sva. gacchAdhipati zrI bhuvanabhAnusUrIzvarajI mahArAje (tyAre muni bhAnuvijaya ma.) eka kizorane upAzrayanA khUNAmAM sAmAyika karatA joyo. khuza thayA, pUchayuM. kizore kahyuM, "mahArAja sAheba ! mAre thAya eTalA vadhu sAmAyika karavA che !" vAta e hatI ke zibiramAM vadhu sAmAyika koNa kare enI spardhA hatI. A rajanIne ghaNA karavAnI bhAvanA thai gaI. ajANyo hato paNa zubha bhAvanA jANI pU. zrIe tenI yogyatA pArakhI lIdhI ! ene vAtsalyapUrvaka ArAdhanAmAM joDatA gayA. ArAdhanA vadhatA e kizorane dIkSAnI bhAvanA thai ! dhAmadhUmathI parivAre ApI ! ane e banI gayA pU. muni ratnasuMdaravijaya ma. sA. pachI to A hIrAne pU. zrIe pAsA pADavA mAMDayA ! svAdhyAya Adi sAdhanAmAM lagAvI dIdhA. ane zrI jinazAsanane eka mahAna zAsana prabhAvaka AcArya zrI vijaya ratnasuMdarasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. nI bheTa dharI dIdhI !!! pachI to emanA pagale emanA saMsArI pitAzrI, bIjA sagA ane aneka bhavyAtmA sAdhu ane ArAdhaka zrAvaka banI gayA. Aje to e jinazAsananI jabbara prabhAvanA karI rahyA che !!! he jaina Adarza prasaMgo-8)

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dharmarAgI zrAvakajI ! tamArA ghare koi bhAre puNya Avo dIpaka AvI gayo hoya to ene sAdhu ke zrAvaka banAvI enuM, tamAruM ane anekanuM kalyANa karazo ne ? 6. vairAgya muMbainA e yuvAnanI pU. AcArya zrI premasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. nI AjJAthI pAMcorAmAM dIkSA thai. pachI saMsArI sagA AvyA. AcArya zrI yazodevasUrIzvarajI ma. sAhebe maLavAnI rajA ApI. kalAko samajAvyA, dhamakAvyA. 3-4 divasa thai gayA. mahAtmAno vairAgya tIvra. tethI dIkSA choDavAnI vAta na mAnI. kuTuMbIoe jainetarone uzkeryA. saMghe vicAraNA karI vinaMtI karI mahArAjane vihAra karAvI mAlegAma mokalAvyA. mahArAjanA bhAie kapaTa karI temane gADImAM bhagADyA. zrAvakoe tapAsa karI. ghaNe dUra UraNanA jaMgalamAM baMgalAmAMthI zodhI kADhyA. mAre dIkSAveSa sivAya khAvuM nathI evo emaNe nizcaya karelo ! zrAvakoe sAdhuveSa lAvI Apyo. navadIkSita khUba khuza thayA. kevo joradAra vairAgya ! bhAgyazALIo ! saMsAramAM kaMi nathI. Atmahita sAdhavA vrato yathAzakti lo. 7. dIkSArANA khaMbhAtanA nagarazeTha potAnA saMtAnone nAnapaNathI dIkSAmAM ja sAcuM kalyANa che ema vAraMvAra samajAve. lagnano varaghoDo nIkaLe tyAre paNa pUche ke beTA ! haju paNa icchA thatI hoya to A varaghoDAne dIkSAnA varaghoDAmAM pheravI nAkhIe ! kevo jaina Adarza prasaMgo-3] chi [109]

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dIkSAprema! he puNyazALIA ! tame paNa Azritone sAcuM samajAvo. chevaTe je taiyAra thAya tene dIkSAmAM aMtarAya karavAnuM bhayaMkara pApa na karavuM e nakkI karo. 8. mahAvairAgI yuvatI yuvAna kanyAne jovA bolAvelA badhA chaka thai gayA. phATelA kapaDAM, vikharAyelA vALa, lagharavaghara kapaDAMmAM yuvatIne joi muratiyAe nA pADI dIdhI. e daDha vairAgI sANaMdanI kumudabena kezavalAla saMghavIe dIkSArthI chatAM kuTuMbIonA AgrahathI muratiyA samakSa javuM paDyuM tyAre lagnapApathI bacavA ne dIkSA meLavavA AvuM sAhasa karyuM: rUpa-guNa-saMpanna kumude bhAvanA saphaLa karavA tapa Adi aneka ArAdhanA karavA mAMDI. roja prAyaH mAtra roTalI, pANI ke dALa ja jamatI! ne cha-cha mAsa eka ja sADI paheratI! e kumude bhAinA lagnaprasaMge paNa mAtra dALabhAta ja khAdhA! kuTuMbIone daDha vairAgyanI khAtrI thai. dIkSA mATe bhAgelI ene dIkSA apAvazuM e khAtrI maLyA pachI ja e pAchI AvI. aMte pitA vigeree aThThAi mahotsava pUrvaka dIkSA apAvI. AvA deDha vairAgI (hAlamAM zrI padmalatAzrIjI) e sAdhvIe 50 varSanA nirmaLa saMyamane pALI ghaNI zAsana prabhAvanA karI che. 9. zubha AlaMbanothI durAcArI divya paMthe A satya ghaTanA lagabhaga 80-100 varSa pahelAM banI che. e jainanuM nAma saubhAgyacaMda hatuM. paNa AcArothI mahAdurbhAgI hato. ekalo chatAM badhI kamANI jugAra, dAru, vezyAsaMgamAM [+ja Adarza prasaMgo. | 5 [110]

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veDaphI nAkhato. te kALamAM jaino prAyaH AvA pApa na karatA. enA gAmamAM mAnacaMda jaina lAkhopati hatA. ene be putra hatA. prabhubhakti, gurubhakti vagere dharma kare. ekavAra saubhAgyacaMdane mAnacaMde vAtavAtamAM kahyuM ke jo tu eka varSa mATe tArA badhA durAcAro choDe to lAkha rupiyA inAma ApuM. saubhAgyacaMde paNa sAhisaka banI zarata svIkArI. mAnacaMda kahe ke tu AvA baNagA na phUMka. tuM to durAcArono vyasanI che. kAyara che. tArAthI nahIM thAya. saubhAgyacaMdane A AkSepoe pANI caDAvyu. teNe kahyuM ke AjathI ja 1 varSa mATe badhuM baMdha. tuM lAkha rUpiyA taiyAra rAkhaje. bolI to nAkhyuM. paNa saubhAgyacaMdane to A badhA hyusano varSothI hatAM. te badhAno tyAga karavo khUba agharo lAgyo. paNa keTalIkavAra sattvazALI jIvo vaTamAM paNa ati kaThina vArtA karI dekhADe che. zarata jItavA saubhAgyade kumitrono tyAga karavA mAMDo. derAsare ane upAye ghaNo samaya vItAvavA mAMDyo. kuvyasanothI bacavA sArA nimittone zodhavA ja paDe. dhIre dhIre guru mahArAjano satsaMga vadhato gayo. jinavANI sAMbhaLatA teno dharmaprema vadhato gayo. saMsAranI asAratA samajAvA mAMDI. 8-10 mAsamAM to te Akho badalAi gayo. tene thayuM ke A durlabha bhavane meM veDaphI nAkhyo. dharma to na karyo, paNa jainone na chAje tevA ghaNAM pApathI mArA AtmAne bhraSTa karyo. vairAgya vadhato gayo. 1 varSa pUruM thayuM. mAnacaMdane atyaMta Azcarya thayuM. zarata pramANe lAkha rUpiyA ApavA Avyo tyAre saubhAgyacaMda kahe ke he mitra ! tuM to mahAupakArI che. mArA A durlabha mAnavabhavane te saphaLa banAvI dIdho. tAro upakAra bhavobhava bhUlAya evo nathI. jaina Adarza prasaMgo-3 111

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paiso to pApa karAve. mAre lAkha na joie. tArA upakAranA badalAmAM lAkho rUpiyA ApuM to paNa RNa na cukavAya. meM to 2 mAsa pachI dIkSA levAno nirNaya karyo che ! pachI kharekhara saubhAgyacaMde dIkSA lIdhI. mAnacaMde tenA dIkSA mahotsavamAM lAkha rupiyA kharcA. dIkSA pachI te mahAtmA yuvAno vagerene vyasananI bhayaMkaratA samajAvatA. potAno jAta anubhava kahetA ane ghaNAMne sanmArge lAvyA. dIkSA khUba suMdara pALI. A sAco prasaMga badhAe khUba vicAravA jevo che. dIkSAnI bhAvanA chatAM ghaNAM khoTA DarathI dIkSA letA nathI. jo AvA bhayaMkara vyasanathI gherAyelA paNa dIkSA laine suMdara pALe che to tame to khUba dharmI cho. khoTA DarathI zA mATe AtmahitathI pAchA paDo cho ! vaLI badhAe sukhI thavA mATe duSTo ane kharAba vAtAvaraNano kAyama tyAga karavo joie. kharAba nimitto sArA sArA AtmAone paNa bhayaMkara pApo karAve che. vaLI badhAe satsaMga avazya karavo joie. tenAthI ApaNuM hita, ahita vagere badhuM jANavA maLe ane ApaNA AtmAne aparaMpAra lAbho thAya. 10. 82 vaye dIkSA ! advitIya sAhasa : gInIsa bukamAM paNa sahuthI prathama naMbare mUkavuM paDe tevuM zaurya suratanA zAMtibhAie karyuM che. pa. pU. AcArya zrI caMdrodayasUrIjI ma. nA saMsArI bhAI A zAMtibhAie 82 varSanI vaye varSa pUrve dIkSA lIdhI ! tamArAmAM eTalo ullAsa na hoya to chevaTe tame zrAvakadharmamAM yathAzakti AgaLa dhapatA jAva. [+ja Adarza prasaMgo. | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-| 5 [112] 112

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11. dhanADhyanI yuvAnImAM dIkSA rAjanagara amadAvAdanA e lAkhopati jesiMgabhAinA jeTalA guNagAna karIe teTalA ochA che. lagabhaga 75 varSa pahelAM amadAvAdamAM lAkhopati gaNyA gAMThyA hatA. A jesiMgabhAI paNa lAkhopati hatA. paNa temanA gharanI khAnadAnInA cAre bAju guNagAna gavAtA ! emanI hIrAcaMda ratanacaMda nAmanI khUba prasiddha peDhI cAlatI hatI. te kALamAM temano rAjAzAhI vaibhava hato. chatAM sAdhu-sAdhvInI bhakti kare. vyAkhyAno paNa sAMbhaLe, bALakone paNa dharmanA saMskAra Ape. temanA moTA suputra sArAbhAinA lagna hatAM. te kALe zeThiyAo lagna khUba dhAmadhUmathI kare. paNa A pApabhIru jesiMgabhAie lagna divase vidyAzALAmAM divasano pauSadha karyo. lagna to rAtre che mATe lAva mAro divasanA vakhatano sadupayoga karI lau ema samajI divase pote pauSadhamAM besI gayA. pa. pU. AcArya bha. zrI vijayapremasUrIzvarajI (tyAre munI premavijayajI) mahArAje keTalAya zrAvakone dIkSA levA preraNA karI. teoe chaTakavA kahyuM ke A jesiMgabhAi le to amAre levI. pauSadhamAM rahelA jesiMgabhAine bolAvI pU. zrIe pratibodha karI kahyuM ke tame hiMmata karo to pAchaLa A zrAvakone paNa Avo sarvotkRSTa dharma karAvavAnuM puNya paNa tamane maLaze. jo ke e zrAvakone to manamAM ema hatuM ke A jesiMgabhAi AvI sAhyabImAM dIkSA leze ja nahIM. ane tethI ApaNe levAnI vAta paNa uDI jaze. jesiMgabhAine paNa Avo koi pariNAma na hato. paNa e dharmanA premI hatA. bIjA ghaNAnuM kalyANa thaze ema [ jaina Adarza prasaMgo-7 4i [113]

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vicArI tAtkAlika nirNaya karI pU. zrIne kahe ke, sAhebajI joDAvo badhAne hAtha. Apo dIkSAno abhigraha ! niyama evo Apo ke A varSamAM (sAlamAM) aSADha sudi caudaza sudhImAM dIkSA na levAya tyAM sudhI cauvihAra upavAsa karavA. aNadhAryuM banI gayuM. tethI keTalAka khasI gayA. chatAM traNa zrAvake sAthe abhigraha lIdho ! e kevA zrAddharatna ke Avo kaThina niyama ekAeka lai lIdho ! pachI to 38 varSanI yuvAna vaye kharekhara dIkSA lIdhI ! emanI dIkSA thai tyAre bhAratabharamAM zAsanano jayajayakAra thai gayo. pU. A. zrI vallabhasUrIjI ma. vagere ghaNAM bolI uThyA ke A kALanA zAlibhadra dIkSA lIdhI ! he bhavyo ! tame paNa yathAzakti sAdhupaNuM ke zrAvakapaNuM ArAdhI Atmazreya karo e ja zubhAbhilASA. 12. saMyama saMlpathI plega-nAza muMbaimAM dhArazIbhAi rahetA hatA. eka vAra plega (marakI) no roga muMbaimAM phATI nIkaLyo. A dhArazIbhAinA mAtA-pitA tathA bahenane paNa pleganI gAMTha thai. thoDA vakhatamAM traNe mRtyu pAmyA. badhAM lokonI jema dhArazIbhAi khUba TenzanamAM hatAM. have mAruM mota nakkI che. zuM karuM ? gAMTha to temane paNa thaI hatI. e arasAmAM emanA puNyodaye eka kalyANamitre temane kahyuM, " dhArazI ! jJAnIo mAnavabhavamAM zreSTha vastu tarIke saMyamane kahe che. tAruM mRtyu tane najIka lAge che. paraMtu saMyamano adbhuta prabhAva hovAthI saMyamanA saMkalpano paNa mahAna prabhAva che. tethI tu saMkalpa kara ke gAMTha maTe to cAritra levuM !" haLukarmI dhArazIbhAIne vAta sAcI lAgI. kharekhara temaNe saMkalpa karyo ! jaina Adarza prasaMgo-8)

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mAtra be divasamAM gAMTha ogaLI gai !!! pachI to plega saMpUrNa maTI gayo !! jema zAstromAM anAthI munIno asAdhya roga saMyama-saMkalpathI maTI gayo ema AmaNe kalikALamAM paNa saMyamano sAkSAt prabhAva joyo !! pachI to cAritra lIdhuM. nAma cAritravijaya paDyuM. A cAritravijayajIe khuza thayelA rAjA pAsethI jamIna mAMgI "zrI yazovijaya jaina gurukuLa sthApyuM. tame paNa cAritrano abhigraha lo athavA saMkalpa karo athavA bhAvanA bhAvo. chevaTe yathAzakti zrAvakanA AcAro pALatAM huM UcuM zrAvakapaNuM pALuM evI bhAvanA karo. enA paNa ghaNAM sudara phaLa che. 13. saMyama anubhavI khuzakhuzAla ! amadAvAdanA rasikabhAI lagabhaga 25 varSathI dharma ArAdhanA karatA. nivRtti paNa laI lIdhI. dhArmika bhaNAve. vyAkhyAnazravaNa vagere nitya ArAdhanA kare. dIkSAnuM mana thAya. paNa uMmara thavAthI Dare. dIpakalAvALA dIpakabhAI ane cAvALA ratibhAI benI dIkSA nakkI thaI. baMnee rasIkabhAIne utsAhita karyA ke ame ya vRddha chIe. traNe sAthe khUba ArAdhanA karazuM !!! hiMmata karIne ekadama saMyama mArge sidhAvyA ! lagabhaga 14 varSathI suMdara ArAdhanA, kalAko sudhI svAdhyAya vagere kare che. pravacana Ape che ! he bhAgyazALIo ! AvA vRddho hiMmata kare che to Atmahita karavuM hoya to tame paNa hiMmata karI saMyama sAdhanA karo. dIkSAthI Daro cho ? durgati ane saMsAranA duHkhono Dara nathI lAgato ? pApodaye dIkSA na levAya to paNa sAmAyika, svAdhyAya, bhava [ jaina Adarza prasaMgo-5] 25 [115]

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AlocanA, cauda niyama, pravacana-zravaNa, paccakkhANa, 12 vrata vagere ArAdhanA to karo. aciMtya lAbha levAno A durlabha bhava eLe na javA do. 14. saMyama kaba hI mIle be mitro dIkSAnI bhAvanAvALA hatA. teone dIkSA levAnI bhAvanA ghaNI hatI. paNa Arthika rIte saMsArI mAtApitAne sadhdhara karyA pachI levI ema vicAryuM. tethI beu mitroe dhaMdho pArTanarazIpamAM karavAnuM vicAryuM. bhAgIdArInI pahelI rArata e hatI ke ekanI dIkSA nakkI thAya to bIjAe paNa sAthe ja dIkSA levI ane A mahAna saMkalpa sAthe dhaMdho cAlu karyo. zubha bhAvanAnA kAraNe kamANI vadhatI gai ! meDa phekTarInI sAthe navI navI jagyAo levA mAMDI ane Arthika dRSTie dhaMdho jAmato gayo ! tyAM to ekanI dIkSA nakkI thai. tarata ja traNa divasamAM bIjA mitre paNa potAnI dIkSA nakkI karI ane joramAM cAlo dhaMdho choDIne ullAsathI saMyama svIkAryuM ! Aje beuM mitro sAdhu jIvanamAM suMdara ArAdhanA karI rahyA che ! A prasaMgathI baudha levA jevo che ke koine paNa dhArmika zubha bhAvanA hoya to zubha saMkalpa sAthe jo udyama kare to dharma mahAsattA tamane khUba ja madada karaze ! paNa saMkalpa jeTalo draDha ane pavitra hRdayathI haze teTalI ja jaladI saphaLatA maLaze ! 15. tIvra vairAgya varSo pahelAM amadAvAdamAM umAnI dharmazALAmAM thobhavuM zrAvake pratikramaNa karyuM. te divase eka maDaduM joyeluM. tenA para jaina Adarza prasaMgo-3 116

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ciMtana karatAM karatAM emano vairAgya vadhI gayo. potAnA dhotiyAno colapaTTo karI dharmazALAmAM rahelA mahArAjanuM rajoharaNa lai AvyA. sAdhupaNuM maLI gayuM. harSamAM UMgha AvI gai! paroDhiye pU. zrI. jAgyA. jApa karavo hato. rajoharaNa na maLe. ziSyoe tapAsa karavA mAMDI. emane sUtA joi uThADIne pUchayuM. jAgI jatAM e kahe ke huM to sAdhu chuM. mArU nAma thobhaNa muni.. vAta jANI emane samajAvI rajoharaNa pAchuM lai gurUdevane ApyuM. 16. dharmamAM vipna vAnA %vA phaLa amadAvAdamAM A lagabhaga 6 varSa pahelA banelI satya ghaTanA che. tyAM zrI kuMthunAtha prabhunuM jinAlaya baMdhAtuM hatuM. mahetAjIe dveSathI jainetaro pAse khoTI caDavaNI karI uzkerI sarakAramAM derAsarano amuka bhAga gerakAyadesara che vagere arajIo karAvI, jaina saMghe satya purAvAothI bacAva karyo ane derAsara bacI gayuM. paraMtu A bhayaMkara pApanuM phaLa mahetAjIe bhogavavuM paDyuM. tenI taMdurasta mA kensarathI marI gai ! mahetAjIne khudane moDhAmAM kensara thayuM !!! (derAsara toDavA ghaNA AgaLa bolelo tethI hoi zake. jJAnI jANe) uMmara mAtra 32 varSanI hatI chatAM kensara thayuM. rIbAya che ! eka jaine paNa virodhamAM sAtha Apelo. te kensarathI gujarI gayA ! eka jaina TrasTIno putra paNa virodhamAM paDelo. tenI patnIne hADakAnuM kensara thayuM. ghaNo kharca AvI paDyo ! te Arthika, sAmAjIka viTaMbaNAothI bahu duHkhI thai gayo ! saMghanA bIjA TrasTIe mahetAne sAtha Apyo. temanI keDa bhAMgI gai ! jainetaro paikInA mukhya virodhInI patnIne lakavo thai gayo ! hajI rIbAya che. | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-3 5 4i [117]

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tenA nAnA putranI vahu rIsAI piyara jatI rahI. maMdiranA eka TrasTIne kensara thai gayuM ! bIjA paNa virodhI itaronA parivAramAM mota thayA. myunisIpAliTI inspekTara jaina hato. paraMtu derAsarano pakSa na lIdho, tethI lakavo thai gayo ! badhAnA nAma ahIM lakhyA nathI. A ghaTanAthI dareka jaine e nirNaya karavo ke kadAca dharma ocho thAya to paNa kadi paNa derAsara, upAzraya, saMgha, sAdhu, dharma vagereno jarA paNa virodha na karavo ! uMghamAM ya na karavo. puNyazALI ! jheranA pArakhA na hoya, ema puNya pApa vagere adezya che chatAM mAnavA ja joie. bhAi ! virodha to pApa, kaSAyo, khoTA kAmano ja karavAno hoya ne ? dharma yathAzakti karo. 17. tapasyA #tAM ratAM re DaMka jora bajAyA ho. mahArASTranA dhULiyAnA suzrAvaka zivalAlabhAi koTecA, pa. pU. AcArya zrI ravicaMdrasUrIzvarajI ma. nA cAturmAsamAM vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLatAM emane ullAsa thayo. 35 varSanI temanI umara hatI. nitya ekAsaNAM karavA mAMDyA. kApaDanI pherI AjubAjunA gAmomAM kare. kyAreka 3-4 vAge Ave. chatAM ekAsaNuM kare ja. pachI to ekAsaNAM ThAma cauvihAra karavA mAMDyA. aMta sudhI choDyA nahIM. mA khamaNathI saMkalpa karyo ke aThThama tapa sudhI upavAsa kAyama cauvihAra ja karavA. ghaNAM varSa pa tithi cauvihAra jaina Adarza prasaMgo-5] 25 [118]

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upavAsa karyA. marAThAvADAmAM duSkALamAM sarakAra pazuno khoLa lokone ApatI. zivalAlabhAine sevA vakhate dALa roTalI maLatI. chatAM khoLa khAi ekAsaNAM karyA ! dIkSA lIdhI, 6 varSe devaloka pAmyA. cheka sudhI tapano rAga jabaro ! chellA 25 varSa mULathI goLa, ghI ane khAMDano tyAga karyo ! vardhamAna tapanI 42 oLI karI. tapasvIjIne lAkha lAkha dhanyavAda, tapathI anaMta karma khape che. tamAre paNa yathAzakti tapa sAthe kAyama abhakSya, rAtribhojana vagereno tyAga karavA kamara kasavI joie. amalaneranA maNibhAi. ummara 70. cA-bIDInA bhayaMkara baMdhANI. chatAM pU. A. zrI vijaya bhuvanabhAnusUrIzvarajI ma. no upadeza pAmI pauSadhapUrvaka mAsamakSaNa karyuM. pachIthI vardhamAna tapa oLIno pAyo nAkhyo. pachIthI upadhAna karyAM. bIDI-cA to bicArA kyAMya palAyana thaI gayA. 18. ghora tapasvI rAdhanapuranA sarasvatIbena khUba dharmiSTha hatA. emaNe varSItapa 1 upavAsathI zaru karI kramazaH aDhaithI paNa karelA! 68 upavAsa vagere bIjI paNa ghaNI tapazcaryA karelI. * pUnAmAM rasikabhAi lagabhaga 40 varSathI akhaMDa chaThane pAraNe chaTha kare che! aDhai vagerenA pAraNe paNa chaTha karavAno ja ! ke bIjA eka tapasvI maNibhAi 40 varSathI ThAma covihAra ekAsaNI karatA hatA. traNa vAra oparezana karavAnA saMjogo AvelA. tyAre ekAsaNuM chUTe nahi mATe oparezana na karAvyuM. bImAra paDyA. ghare pU. A. zrI bhuvanabhAnusUrijI ma. nA pagalAM karAvyAM. kuTuMbIo kahe ke sAheba ! Amane samajAvo. | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-3 4i [118]

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hamaNAM chUTa rAkhe... maNibhAi kahe, "sAheba ! eka prazna pUchu ?" "pUcho" "ghare trIjA pade birAjamAna AcArya mahArAja padhAre tyAre tyAga vadhAravo joie ke khAvAnuM ?" tapano kevo prema ! A maNibhAine kyAreka chAtIe asahya darda thatuM. chatAM chAtIe ozIkuM dabAvI UMdhA paDyA rahe. tapa choDe nahi. e kahetA ke bha. zrI sImaMdharasvAmInI dezanA roja sAMbhaLuM chuM. tyAM ja janmavAno chuM. ApaNe saMkalpa karIe ke yathAzakti tapa roja karavo. kadAca tapa na karI zakIe to paNa navakArazI, covihAra ane abhakSyatyAga vagere to karavAno draDha saMkalpa karavo joie. 19. prANAMte pratijJA pALI ! vaDhavANanA vIrapALa gAMdhI. emaNe sANaMdamAM rahI 51 upavAsanI bhavya tapasyA karI. chellA 51mA divase tabiyata DhIlI thai. kahenArAe kahyuM paNa kharuM ke hamaNAM pAraNuM karI lo. pachI AlocanA lai lejo. makkama mananA zrAvake pratijJAmAM dRDha rahevAnuM ja pasaMda karyuM. e ja divase emano AtmA nAzavaMta dehane choDI gayo. dhanya tapaprema. 20. tapa-rANa madrAsanA tapasvIratna zeSamalajI paMDyA. vardhamAna AyaMbilanI 1 thI 94 oLIomAM ekAMtare upavAsa karatAM! badhI oLInA badhA AyaMbila purimaDha, ThAma covihAra sAthe alpa dravyathI karyA! 68 mI oLI mAtra bhAta ane pANIthI karI! 100mI oLI eka ja dhAnyathI karI.Amane tapano kevo prema ke oLIomAM paNa vividha prakAranA tapa kare! jema vaijJAnika navI navI zodhakhoLa kare tema A tapasvIjI AyaMbilomAM paNa zuddha jaina Adarza prasaMgo-3 45 4i [120]

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AyaMbila, eka dhAnya vigere viziSTa sAdhanA kare. tapa uparAMta dayA vagere guNo paNa evA ke madrAsamAM garIbo ane bhUkhyAne nitya bhojananI vyavasthA karI zAsananI suMdara prabhAvanA karI rahyA che. 21. mAsakSamaNa-prabhAve alsarano nAza jhIMjhuvADAnA kAMtibhAine alsaranI bImArI thai. DaoNkTare davAo sAthe khAsa sUcanA karI ke tamAre tamArI pAse covIse kalAka dUdha ane bIskITa rAkhavA. ane baLatarA thAya ke tarata te vAparavA. kAMtibhAie kahyuM, "DokTara ! rAtribhojana to huM nahIM ja karuM." DokTare spaSTa kahyuM, 'rAtre paNa tamAre levuM ja paDaze, nahIM to A takalIpha khUba vadhI jaze." sattvazALI kAMtibhAie zubha pariNAmo vadhatAM mAsakSamaNano nirdhAra karyo ! sagA-snehI ghaNAMe khUba samajAvyA. na mAnyA. chevaTe kahyuM ke paccakakhANa 11 upavAsanuM lejo. to kahe ke mAre to eka sAthe 30 nuM levu che paNa gurUdeva Ape nahIM. tethI 16 nuM laiza. 16 upavAsa karI pachI 14 nuM lai mAsakSamaNa sArI rIte pUrNa karyuM. pAraNuM paNa sAruM thayuM. pachI te maracAMnI vAnagI vagere badhuM jamatAM. DokTarane batAvavA gayA, tapAsI kahe, "tamane sAruM thai gayuM che. davA vagere karI to kevuM maTI gayuM." kAMtibhAi kaheH "davA dUdha vagere kAMi lIdhuM nathI. mAsakhamaNa karyuM." DokTarane paNa Azcarya thayuM. A vAMcI tamAre mAtra tAlIo pADavI che ke temanI jema tamArA AtmAne AgaLa vadhAravo che? eTaluM sattva na hoya to [+ja Adarza prasaMgo. | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-| 5 [15] 121

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nAnA rogomAM DokTara kahe te abhakSya davAnuM sevana, rAtribhojana vagere pApo to na ja karavAM. vizeSamAM roganA kAraNa vinA to rAtribhojana, kaMdamULa vagere moTA pApo to kadI na karavA. chevaTe tamArAmAM eTaluM manobaLa na hoya to paNa sagA vagere je koi nAnI moTI ArAdhanA karatAM hoya temane kaMdamULa vagere tyAganI bhAvanA thAya to temanI bhAvanA vadhAravI. paNa zubha bhAvanAno nAza karavAnuM ke khoTI-UMdhI salAha ApavAnuM pApa to kadI na karavuM eTalo sahelo niyama to lezo ne? 22. AyaMbilathI mRtyu para vijaya rAjasthAnavAsI eka bahenane peTa upara sojo thayo. vadhatAM peTa khUba vadhI gayuM. DokTare tapAsI kahyuM, 'Ano koi ilAja nathI. bacaze nahIM." koie AyaMbilano mahimA varNavyo. zraddhA nahIM chatAM motathI bacavA mANasa badhuM karavA taiyAra thAya e nyAye temaNe AyaMbila zarU karyA. pahele divase jarAka ja maganuM pANI levAyuM. bIjuM kazuM nahIM. chatAM AyaMbila cAlu ja rAkhyA. thoDA mahinAmAM peTano badho ja sojo UtarI gayo ! camatkArI AyaMbilanA prabhAvanA Aje AvA aneka camatkAro jovA-sAMbhaLavA maLe che. karmanAzakAraka A mahAmaMgaLakArI AyaMbila yathAzakti khUba karo e ja zubhecchA. 23. juo re juo jaino kevA vratadhArI pATaNanA prakAzabhAIno jhagamagato dharmaprakAza jANI ApaNe paNa ApaNA anaMta karmono nAza karIe. teo roja 4 [+ja Adarza prasaMgo. | 5 [12]

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thI 5 sAmAyika kare che. zrAvakapaNAnI vadhu ArAdhanA karavA dhaMdhAmAMthI nivRtti laI lIdhI che ! mAtra vyAjamAM nirvAha kare che. bhAIoe khUba Agraha karatA temane kahyuM, "dukAne bhale na AvatA, peDhImAM tamAro bhAga cAlu rahevA do !" tyAre temaNe bhAIone moTA pApathI bacAvavAnI bhAvanAthI javAba Apyo, 'tame rAtri bhojana-tyAga karo to rAkhuM." bhAIonI e taiyArI na hovAthI pote peDhImAMthI potAno bhAga kADhI nAMkhyo ! kevI anumodanIya nispRhatA ! khullAmAM saMDAsanI sagavaDatA muMbaImAM na hovAthI e pApathI bacavA muMbaI kAyama mATe choDI daI pATaNa rahevA jatA rahyA ! potAnA ghare puNyathI Avela saMtAno skUlakolejanA bhayaMkara vAtAvaraNathI anekAneka pApothI Atma-ahita na kare te mATe 7 dhoraNathI vadhu bhaNAvatA nahIM! hai jaino ! kadAca tame ATalI badhI ArAdhanA na karI zako to paNa sAmAyika, rAtribhojana - tyAga, jayaNA vagere ArAdhanA yathAzakti karI svahita sAdho e manokAmanA. 24. parivAra dharmapremI TaMkazALa (kALupura, amadAvAda)mAM eka suzrAvikA rahe che. pagathiyAnA upAzraye comAsAmAM abhigraha ekAsaNA karAvelA. tenI yojanA pramANe temane aThThama karavAnI cIThThI AvI. mane maLyA. kahyuM, "sAheba ! ghaNAM varSothI upavAsa paNa karyo nathI. aTTama karavAnI cIThThI AvI che. tyAre meM temane kahyuM ke zakti na hoya tene anya ArAdhanA ApavAnI meM vAta karI ja che. tyAre te zrAvikA bolyA, "sAhebajI! gharanA badhA kahe che ke tArA | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-3] [23]

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bhAgyamAM aThThama hato tethI tane e cIThThI AvI che. to have tuM ama kara. vaLI gharamAM rAMdhanAra bIjuM koi nathI chatAM gharanA badhA kahe che, "ame amArI vyavasthA karI laizuM. tuM tAre nizcita thaine aThThama kara." te bahena tathA temanA gharanA kevA dharmapremI! meM temanI bhAvanAne puSTi ApI. aThThama temane khUba sAro thai gayo. pAraNe Agraha karI mane lai gayA. ApaNe ArAdhanA karI zaktA hoie to karavAnI ja. paraMtu paristhiti AdinA kAraNe kadAca na karI zakIe topaNa bIjAne ArAdhanAmAM sahAyaka thavuM. 25. navapada oLIthI koDhano nAza paTaNAmAM bhaMvaralAlajInI kariyANAnI dukAna che. lagabhaga 15 varSa pahelAM temane koDha thayo hato. vadhatAM vadhatAM AkhA zarIre prasarI gayo. sArA vaidya-DaoNkTaronI davA karI, paNa maTato na hato. tethI AkhA bhAratanA ane paradezanA prasiddha vaidyaDaoNkTarone dekhADyuM. paNa na ja maTyo. navapadanI oLIo karI. na maTyo. temane vicAra Avyo, 'zrI navapadajInI oLInI ArAdhanAthI zrIpALano koDha nAza pAmyo, to mAro paNa jarUra nAza pAmaze. atyAre kaliyuga che to ArAdhanA vidhipUrvaka ane vadhAre bhAvollAsathI karIza." AvA zubha pariNAma lAvI oLInA nava divasa zrI siddhacakranI khUba vadhatAM bhAve bhaMvaralAlajIe ArAdhanA karI. nave divasa pauSadha karyA. nave AyaMbila te te varNanA ane eka dhAnanA karyA. ane mAtra eka ja dANo vAparyo. badhA AyaMbila ThAma covihAra ane devavaMdana vagere badhI vidhi khUba [ jaina Adarza prasaMgo-5] 25 [24]

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bhAvathI zraddhApUrvaka karI ane Azcarya e thayuM ke Avo haThIlo koDha saMpUrNa maTI gayo ! temanA ghare Aje paNa temaNe 2 phoTa rAkhyA che. koDhavALo phoTo ane koDha maTyA pachIno phoTo. temane bhagavAna para zraddhA eTalI badhI vadhI gai ke potAnA gharamAM bhagavAnane padharAvyA ! haiyAmAM to hatA ja. navapadanI oLI ane AyaMbilano aparaMpAra mahimA jJAnIoe temanA svamukhe Thera Thera varNavyo che. AjanA bhogala kALamAM banatA vo dharmanI aciMtya zaktinA adbhUta prasaMgo jANI ApaNe ApaNI dharmazraddhAne khUba draDha karavI joie. ane mahA-mAMgalika AyaMbila Adi ArAdhanA yathAzakti khUba bhAva ane ullAsathI zraddhApUrvaka karavI joie. he dharmIjano ! tame suMdara sAdhanAthI anaMtA karmono nAza karI khUba Atmahita sAdho e ja aMtaranI abhilASA. 26. tape DAyAbiTisane bhagADyo mahesANAnA aivatIbhAinA dharmapatnIne DAyAbiTisane kAraNe 5 varSa pUrve AMkhamAM hemareja thayuM. hemarejavALI nasane tapAsI navasArInI prakhyAta AMkhanI hospiTale upacAra karyo. AMkhe sAruM thai gayuM. paNa DAyAbiTisa vadhavAthI pharI AMkhamAM hemareja thayuM. tethI DaoNkTaroe tapa karavAnI manAi karI. chatAM temaNe be varSa pahelAM zreNI tapamAM 84 upavAsa karyA ! pachI varSItapa zarU karyo. (A trIjo varSItapa hato.) pachI ceka karAvatA lohI ke pezAbamAM DAyAbiTisa nahoto ! dhArmika ArAdhanA ne gharanAM kAma paNa sArI rIte kare che. Ama tapathI DAyAbiTisano nAza thai gayo ! jaina Adarza prasaMgo-3 125

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27. tapanI bhAvanA kharekhara che ? smRtibahenane jo vAraMvAra yAda karI temanA anubhavamAMthI tame bodhapATha lo to cokkasa mahAmaMgalakArI tapa tame karI zakazo. tapanA ghaNAM badhAM lAbha che. Aje lokomAM vizeSa dharma eka mAtra tapa che. saMsAramAM phasAyelAM paNa tapa to jarUra karI zake. mRtibahenano jAta anubhava temanA zabdomAM vAMco : "ghaNAM varSothI rAtre sUtI vakhate roja eka du:kha avazya mane thatuM ke huM koi paNa tapa karI zakatI nathI ! ghaNAM loko upavAsa, AyaMbila Adi karyA kare che. haiyuM bharAI jatAM ghaNI vakhata AMkhamAM AMsu AvI jatA. saMkoca hovA chatAM bhAvanA vadhavAthI pU. sAdhvIjI ma. ne mArI aMtaranI vyathA jaNAvI. temaNe mane niyamothI sAruM thaze ema AzvAsana ApyuM. dara 3 kalAke bhUkhathI 12 AnI jamavuM. mAtra ukALeluM pANI pIvuM. sAMje pratikramaNa ne sUtA cAre AhAranuM paccakhANa karavuM. evA niyama ApyA. Aja sudhI mane bhUkha ghaNI lAge. vAraMvAra thoDuM thoDuM khAvuM ja paDe. chatAM zradhdhAthI A niyamo lIdhAM. thoDA divaso takalIpha paDI. paNa tapano bhAva ghaNo ane dharmamAM zradhdhA. tethI A niyamo cAlu ja rAkhyA. paNa pachI to dharmaprabhAve ane zarIra ema TevAvAthI saheluM thai gayuM !" Ama Akho divasa khAnArA paNa hiMmata karI to aThThama vagere paNa karatAM thai gayA. tame paNa daDha manathI AvA UMcA dharmane karavA mAMDo. jarUra saphaLatA maLaze. saMsAranI [ jaina Adarza prasaMgo-3] [126]

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javAbadArIomAM paNa bahenoe yathAzakti roja ane parvadivasoe tapa karavo joie. tapathI aNAhArI pada, nirjarA, puNya, aMtarAya nAza, labdhio, sarvatra sukha ane zAMti, bhavobhava dharmasAmagrI vagere badhuM cokkasa maLe. vaLI abhyAsathI paryuSaNa vagere zreSTha divasomAM paNa moTo tapa karI zakAya. 28. prathama AyaMbilano camakkara pAlanapuranA e vatanI hAla suratamAM rahe che. emanuM nAma girIzabhAI. emane hoTalamAM khAvAnuM, rAtre khAvAnuM ghaNIvAra. koi thALI dhoine pItA hoya ke AyaMbilanuM bhojana jamatAM hoya to paNa temane ubakA Ave. eka vakhata potAnA bahena - banevI ane patnI sAthe hoTalamAM teo majethI khAtA hatA ane patnIe eka AyaMbila karavAnuM dabANa karyuM. bahena - banevIe A vAtane Teko Apyo. girIzabhAI kahe ke Agraha hoya to upavAsa kheMcI kADhuM paNa AyaMbila to mArAthI thai ja nA zake. chevaTe badhAnA dabANathI emaNe jIMdagInuM sau prathama AyaMbila karyuM. emane e khuba anukuLa AvI gayuM ! bIje divase paNa karyuM ! lagabhaga 32-33 AyaMbila satata thayA ! sadagurUnI preraNAthI emaNe lAgaTa 108 AyaMbila karyA !! girIzabhAInI AyaMbila gADI have cothA giyaramAM AvI gai hatI emaNe satata 175 AyaMbila purA karyA !!! je saMbaMdhIo AyaMbila karavA Agraha karatA hatA e ja have pAraNuM karAvavA AgrahavALA banyA. zarIranuM vajana 94 jaina Adarza prasaMgo-| 127

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kIlomAMthI 74 kIlo para AvI gyu hatuM paNa girIzabhAine eno vAMdho na hato. emaNe 100 AyaMbilano potAno nirdhAra jAhera karyo ! saMbaMdhIo A paDakAra jhIlI zakavA samartha nA banyA. badhAnA ati AgrahathI emaNe 181 AyaMbile pAraNuM karavuM paDyuM. hAla (caitra 2055) emane varSItapa pUrNa thavAnA Are che ! e satata bIjo varSItapa karavA thanaganATa anubhave che. (jaina kAyAthI duHkhane paNa gaNakAryA vagara zuM zuM karI zake che e vAta ahIM bahu spaSTa jaNAi Ave che.) azakya evuM A vAMcatA AzcaryamAM DubelA tame have bhAnamAM AvyA ? kyAreka evuM vizvamAM banatuM hoya che ke mANasane je je zakya na lAgatuM hoya te karavA mAMDe to khabara paDe ke A to sAva saheluM che ane koikane to e eTaluM gamI jAya che ke pachI e enI sAdhanA kare che ! tethI tame paNa nakkI karo ke prabhue kahelA badhAM anuSThAno ApaNe avAranavAra karavA. ema kyAreka eka anokhA AnaMdane meLavavAnI cAvI tamArA hAthamAM AvI jaze ! 29. AyaMbilathI DAyAbITIsa maTyuM bharatabhAI aMdherImAM rahe che. DAyAbITIsa kAyama 365 thI 385 rahetuM, hAi blaDaprezara paNa 180 thI 210 rahetuM hatuM. 4 varSathI davA roja levI paDatI. DaoNkTare kaheluM ke jIMdagIbhara raheze ane davA roja lezo to ja kaMTrolamAM raheze. zrI navapadajanI ane vardhamAna tapanI oLI karavA mAMDI ! sArU thai gayuM ! DAyAbITIsa ane prezara baMne normala thai gayA ! davA baMdha karI. cAreka varSa thai gayA. koi takalIpha nathI. pachI to jaina Adarza prasaMgo-3 128

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dharmapremI A bharatabhAie dharmacakra, vIza sthAnaka tapa, aThThAi vagere tapa khUba sArI rIte karyA. davA to 4 varSathI saMpUrNa baMdha karI che. A satya dRSTAMta vAMcI tamane ApaNA zreSTha dharmamAM zraddhA thai ? to pUjA vagere dharma khUba bhAvathI karI Atmika sukhazAMti meLavo. 30. dhanya tapasvI tapasvIratna zrI navInabhAi muMbai bhAyaMdaranA che. Amano tapa jANI amArA paMnyAsa zrI bhuvanasuMdaravijayajI Azcarya pAmI gayA. tame paNa pAmazo. emanI ArAdhanA vAMcI tame bhAvathI anumodanA karI yathAzakti anaMta prabhAvI tapanI ArAdhanA jarUra karajo . mAMgalika aThThama tapa ( 6 varSanI laghu vaye), navapada nI oLI 7 varSe, 10 uMmare aThThAI, pachI to 9,11,16 ane 21 upavAsa mAtra 21 varSanI bharayuvAnImAM karyA !!! Aje jaino dhaMdhA, nokarI, kolejamAM AgaLa vadhatA ja jAya che. sacina jema beTIMgamAM ema A tapasvI tapamAM vikAsa karatA ja gayA ! jema bila geTsa dhanapatino potAno ja rekorDa dara varSe saMpatti vadhArI ghaNA varSothI toDI rahyo che, tema A potAnA tapano rekorDa toDatA ja rahyA che. vAMco emanI tapa sidhdhio :mAsakSamaNa, 36 upavAsa, 51, 68,85,108 paNa karyA !!! bIjA paNa emaNe karelA tapa : covihArA 16 upavAsa mauna pUrvaka ! 500 AyaMbila lagabhaga 17 mAsamAM, chaThTha thI varSItapa, aThThama thI varSItapa, aThThAI thI varSItapa, 11 upavAsa thI varSItapa ! vIza sthAnaka tapa (1 mahinAmAM 20 [jaina Adarza prasaMgo-3] A % [129]

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upavAsa karIne), 2 vakhata siddhi tapa, zreNI tapa, zatruMjaya tapa, pradezI tapa, navapadanI 45 olI, vardhamAna tapanI 18 oLI, A tapa zRMkhalAmAM aThThAIthI varSItapamAM chelle 33 upavAsa karelA. pAraNuM karAvavA khAsa zreNikabhAi AvelA. atyAre zrI guNaratnasaMvatsara tapa karI rahyA che ! nAma tame sAMbhaLyuM che ? A tapamAM prathama mahine eka upavAse-besaNu ema Akho mahino tapa karavAno. ema jeTalAmo mahino eTalA upavAsa eTale ke bIjA mAse babbe upavAse besaNuM. ema chelle soLame mahine 16 upavAsa saLaMga karyA pachI besaNuM arthAt 1 mahinAmAM AgaLa pAchaLa 12 upavAsa ane vacce mAtra 1 biyAsaNu Ave ! A tapamAM kula 480 divasamAM 407 upavAsa ane 73 biyAsaNA karavAnA hoya che ! tame bhAvathI hAtha joDayA ? kadAca tame ATalA upavAsa to nahIM paNa jiMdagIbharamAM ATalA covihAra paNa nahIM karyAM hoya ! 58 varSanA nivRtta A nidhanabhAI AvA kaThina tapa sAthe roja sAmAyika, pratikramaNa, svAdhyAya Adi ArAdhanA paNa kare che. bIjI ArAdhanAmAM jAvajIva saMthArAmAM sUve ane caMpala tyAga che. mULavidhithI prathama upadhAna karyAM ! jema koinI pa lAkhanI moTara jotA potAne meLavavAnI mAnavane icchA thai jItha che tema tamane dharmane A tapanI sIriyala vAMcatA AvA nAnA moTA tapa karavAnI zubha bhAvanA jAge che ? TeNiyAone paNa Aje bIjIno azrama vagere joi tapa karavAnuM mana thai jAya che to dharmarAgI tamane AvI koi tapa karavAnuM mana thavuM joie ne jaina Adarza prasaMgo-3 130

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31. asahya vedanAmAM samAdhi caMpakabhAI bhaNazAlI pAstramAM sIrIyasa thai gayA. bhayaMkara peTanuM darda. chatAM kahe ke guru ma. ne bolAvo. padhAryA tyAre khUba dhyAnathI upadeza sAMbhaLyo. samAdhi khUba suMdara. badhAe pUchyu ke tamArA putrone bolAvIe ! to kahe mAre koinuM kAma nathI. mane navakAra saMbhaLAvo ! adbhuta samAdhipUrvaka svargavAsa thayo. badhA zrAvako Azcarya pAmyA. pa. pU. gurUdeva AcArya bhagavaMta zrImad vijaya rAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAje vyAkhyAnamAM emanI samAdhinI prazaMsA karI ! ApaNe prabhune prArthIe ke amane paNa AvuM samAdhimaraNa Apajo. A zrAvaka khUba ArAdhaka hatA. emanA ghaNAM adbhUta prasaMgo jANavA jevAM che. emanI hatuM zraddhA, sattva vagere ApaNe mAMgIe. 32. AzcaryakArI ghaTanA (prazaMsanIya mRtyu) "ahIM koinuM mRtyu thAya to kevuM gaNAya?' bharucanA dharmapremI suzrAvaka anupacaMda malUcaMde zrI siddhagirijImAM pUchelA A praznanA javAbamAM jaina dharmapremI cAraNe kahyuM, "zeThajI ! mahAna puNyazALI." 'AvuM puNya mane ho." ema kahetAM ja zeThe e cAraNanA khabhe mAthuM DhALyuM. hIMgaLAjanA haDAthI uparanA bhAgamAM icchA mRtyu pAmelA A zrAdraratnanI adbhUta puNyalakSmIne e cAraNa harSollAsathI namI rahyo! ApaNe paNa AvA samAdhimRtyunI prabhune prArthanA karIe. 33. dharmathI samAdhi muMbai goregAMvanA manubhAi. varSo sudhI vepAra vagere jaina Adarza prasaMgo-3 131

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saMsArI pravRttiomAM ja rasa. pachI zubha bhAvanAthI bhaktAmara roja gaNavA mAMDyA. vyAkhyAnazravaNa vagere kare. tenAthI AtmA eTalo pavitra banI gayo ke samAdhi-maraNa maLyuM. sIrIyasa bImArI AvI. hArTano vAlva tUTyo. DaoNkTare kahyuM ke bacaze nahIM. 1-2 divasa mAMDa kADhaze. kAMI kahevuM che? vagere sagAoe pUchatAM teo bolyA ke mane navakAra saMbhaLAvo. pachI sagAoe pUchyuM ke tamArA dIkarA-dIkarIone bolAvIe? tyAre kahe ke mane dharma karAvo. bhAgyazALIo! bhAvathI Acarelo dharma maratAM prAyaH samAdhi Ape che. tame paNa karmanAzanA dhyeyathI sAmAyika, vyAkhyAnazravaNa, vAMcana vagere dharma manathI karo. 34. samAdhi maraNa zrI "jaya vIyarAya" parama pavitra sUtra che. zrI gaNadharoe raceluM che. temAM bhavobhava sAcI zAMti ane aMte zAzvata zAMti ApanArI 13 prArthanA paikI 12 mI samAdhi maraNanI prArthanA paNa karI che. zrI tIrthakaro pharamAve che ke mota to badhA jIvoe. anaMtAnaMta kahyA che. paraMtu asamAdhi mRtyune kAraNe duHkha ja pAmatA rahyA che. jo mAtra eka vAra paNa mota samAdhithI thAya to bhavobhava divya zAMti, sukha ane TuMka samayamAM mokSa maLe !!! meghajIbhAIe je rIte maratAM samAdhi meLavI e anumodanIya che, icchanIya che. moTA moDhA gAmavAsI meghajIbhAInI bImArI vadhatAM bhatrIjo jAmanagara hospITala lai gayo. khabara paDI ke alsaranuM cAMdu hatuM. sAravAra karAvI. paNa pAchI takalIpha thatI. vAraMvAra AvuM thayuM. pUchatAM DaoNkTare kahI dIdhuM ke bacavAnI AzA bilakula nathI. jaina Adarza prasaMgo-3] chi [12]

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meghajIbhAIne paNa aNasAra AvI gayo haze ke have mRtyu najIka che. tethI te badhA sAthe kSamApanA karavA mAMDyA. ane samAdhinI ja icchA vyakta karatA ! A bImArImAM meghAbhAInA saMsArI sagA pUjaya paMnyAsa vajrasenavijaya ma. sA. tathA bIjA mahAtmAo tathA sAdhvIjao temane dharma saMbhaLAvavA avAranavAra padhAratA. tyAre te khUba prasanna dekhAtA ane kahetA, " he pUjyo ! basa mane samAdhi apAvo." AvI sIrIyasa hAlatamAM paNa A suzrAvaka duSkRta gaha, sukRta anumodanA ane navakAra jApa karyA karatA !! 4k tA. 15/07/94 e temaNe patnIne kahyuM, " huM have jaiza. tu ArAdhanA karaje." bhatrIjAne paNa potAnA dharmapatnInI saMbhALa rAkhavA sUcanA karI. pachI potAne hospITalamAMthI ghare lai javA Agraha karyo. te kahe, "have mane davA na Apazo. mane mAtra navakAra saMbhaLAvo, ArAdhanA karAvo." temanA gAmamAM ghare temane lai javAmAM AvyA. pU. paM. vajrasenavijaya ma. sA. temanA ghare padhAryA. vAsakSepa naMkhAvyo. pachI to potAne ati priya evI zrI navakAra maMtranI dhUna lagAvI ! koi paNa bIjI vAta kare to niSedha karI navakAranI dhUna karavA dabANa kare ! Amane pahelAM be eTeka AvelA. aneka jAtanI vedanA, khUba nabaLAI ane ghaNI becenI hovA chatAM pote navakAranuM raTaNa karyAM karatA ! bIjAo navakAra bole to khUba khuza hatA ! sAMje 5.30 vAge svayaM sajAga banI gayA. sAme rakhAvela zrI zaMkhezvara pArzvanAtha bhagavAna tathA pU. paMnyAsa jaina Adarza prasaMgo-3 133

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zrI bhadraMkaravijaya ma. sA. nA phoTAne vaMdana karI padmAsane besI gayA !!! sagA saMbaMdhI badhA AvI gayelA. sAdhvIjI mahArAjone paNa bolAvelA. navakAra saMbhaLAvatA hatA. pote izArAthI navakAra saMbhaLAvavAnuM cAlu rAkhavA kahyuM, ane AMgaLI UMcI karI ! jANe ke kahetA hatA ke huM upara jAuM chuM ! kAussagna mudrAmAM rAtre 7 vAge sagati sAdhI lIdhI ! jIvanamAM meghajIbhAIe rU. 60 lAkha savyaya, pAlItANA bhAtA khAtAmAM chelle rUA. 11 lAkhanuM dAna, jIvita mahotsava vagere ArAdhanA karelI ! chelle patnIne kaheluM, "100 oLI karanArA tapasvIonuM bahumAna sonAthI karaje tathA prabhubhakti vagere ArAdhanA karaje !" temanI bhAvanA hatI ke mArI samAdhi mATe 1 karoDa navakAra gaNAya. pU. vIrasenavijayajI mahArAjazrIe 1 karoDa ane bIjAoe kula 45 lAkha navakAra temane ApyA hatA ! anAdi kALathI ApaNe sAMsArika tuccha bhogo pAchaLa bhaTakI bhayaMkara duHkho meLavyA che. dharmapremI ApaNe A lokottara zAsana pAmI samAdhinA sukhane meLavavA jevuM che. ApaNe paNa prabhune aMtarathI prArthanA karIe ke amane paNa mRtyu samaye badhuM bhUlI padmAsanamAM aMtima ArAdhanA pUrvaka navakAradhyAna lAge ane bhavobhava ArAdhanA khUba karI svahita sAdhIe. 35. siddhagirithI popaTane jaina dharmanI prApti A satya prasaMga lagabhaga 87 varSa pahelAM banI gayo che. sametazikharajI mATe laDatAM vakIlanA svamukhe A vAta sAMbhaLIne dharmamAM saMpUrNa zraddhA pedA karavI joie. 11 divasano e bALaka khUba | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-3] BNika [134]

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raDe che! ghaNAM upAye zAMta na rahetAM 'kyuM na bhaye hama mora...' e stavana gAvA mAMDyuM. raDavAnuM choDI chokaro dhyAnathI sAMbhaLavA lAgyo! pachI jyAre raDe tyAre A stavana saMbhaLAvI zAMta rAkhe. siddhAcalajInI tAjI yAtrAnI yAdarUpe tenuM nAma siddharAja pADyuM. 3 varSanA tene sonAkAkI vAlakezvara darzane lai gayA tyAre bolI UThyo 'pelA AdinAtha to moTA che.' pUchatAM teNe jaNAvyuM 'siddhAcalajInA Adezvara dAdAnI meM gayA (poparanA) mavamAM pUjA karI che.' ane kadI pAlItANA lai gayA na hatA. te siddhagirinA darzana karAvavAnI jIda karavA lAgyo. 3 varSanA tene pAlItANA lai gayA. sonagaDha ane zihora gAme girirAja dekhADI siddharAja kAkAne kahe che 'A ja siddhAcalajI.' pAlItANA pahoMcI yAtrA mATe tene DoLImAM besavA kahyuM. paNa te kAkAnI AMgaLI pakaDI caDavA mAMDyo! bAi upADIne lai jAya te mATe samajAvyo paNa na mAnyo. vacce kyAMya paNa beThA vinA upara pahoMcI gayo ! tenI bhAvanA jANI pahelI pakSAla pUjA vagere karAvyA. gharanAM caityavaMdana karatAM hatA tyAre te aDadho kalAka dAdA sAme dhyAnamAM besI gayo. yAtrA pachI atyaMta AnaMdI dekhAyo. te girirAja upara pANI paNa pIto nahIM ! eka be vAge nIce utarI jamo. tenuM priya sthAna (siddhavaDa) teNe badhAMne batAvyuM. pUchatAM teNe kahyuM ke yAtrAe AvelA A haDDA ane temanA mAtuzrIne joi mane emane tyAM janamavAnuM mana thayuM hatu. 4 varSanA A bALakane tenA gharanAM ma. sA. pAse lai gayA. tenI sAthe vAto karI pU. munI zrI kapUravijayajI ma. Adie kahyuM ke Ane jAtismaraNa thayuM lAge che. hajAro yAtrALuM enA darzane AvatA. A bALaka moTo thai kalakattA vepArI cembaramAM moTA hodA upara hato. pUrvajanmanA AvA dhaNAM prasaMgo Aje saMbhaLAya che. anaMta kALathI pUrvajanmane batAvanAra saMpUrNa satya evA jJAnInA badhA vacanone jANI, samajI ApaNe dharmasAdhanA karI sadgati ne zIghra jaina Adarza prasaMgo-3 135

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zivagati meLavIe. 36. dharmanI niMdAnuM InsTanTa phaLa 5-7 varSa pahelAMnI A satya hakIkata che. suratathI lagabhaga 150 ki.mI. dUra eka gAma che. 28 varSano yuvAna vartamAna jamAnAnI asarane kAraNe dharmavirodhI hato. saMgha dara mahine aMgaluchaNA navA kADhato hato. AvI sAmAnya bAbatamAM paNa te niMdA kare ke bhagavAnane aMgaluchaNA navA sArA joIe vagere kyAM jarUra che? Ama dharmanA ghaNAM kAmamAM virodha karyA kare. bharayuvAnavaye ene AMtaraDAnuM kensara thayuM. khUba herAna parezAna thAya che. kAraNa samajI gayo. gharanA mAraphata TrasTIone bolAvI teNe kahyuM, "meM saMghanI ne dharmanI khUba AzAtanA karI che. tenuM phaLa bhogavI rahyo chuM. chatAM mane e AzvAsana che ke ahIM ja pApaphaLa maLI rahyuM che. eTalA mArA pApa ochA thAya che. vedanA ane motano mane Dara nathI. paNa sarvatra sarvane mAro dAkhalo ApI mArA vatI kahezo ke dharma, saMgha vagerenI niMdA, AzAtanA kadI na karatA..." he duHkha-bhIrUo ! thAya eTalo dharma karajo . paNa deva, gurU, dharma vagerenI niMdA, avahelanA vagere na karazo. 37. jinazAsananI kriyA paNa hita re sAdhu jIvanamAM roja be vAra paDilehaNa karavAnuM paramAtmAe batAvyuM che te keTaluM badhu mahattvanuM che teno jene anubhava thAya temanuM paramAtmA AgaLa mastaka jhUkyA vinA rahe nahi ! AvA karUNAnidhi paramAtmAnuM zAsana kevuM hitakara che te samajAya. eka divasa eka mahAtmA bapore vaDilazrInuM paDilehaNa karavA gayA. AsananuM paDilehaNa karatAM temAM UnanA nAnA pIsa jaina Adarza prasaMgo-|

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(kaTakA) jevuM lAgyuM. mATe bArIkAithI joyuM to kAMika jIvAta jevuM lAgyuM. tethI dhyAnathI joyuM to nAno kAnakhajuro AsanamAM hato ! jayaNA karI ! viDilazrI bacI gayA !!! ane paramAtmAnA zAsana pratye ahobhAva ghaNo vadhI gayo. anaMta vaMdanA ho A jinazAsanane, jeNe roja ahiMsAmaya be vAra paDilehaNanI kriyA banAvI che !! A suMdara pratilekhana bIjA koi dharmamAM batAvyuM nathI ! sarvaze batAvelI saghaLI dharmakriyA svaparahita kare che !! 38. pAchalA bhavanuM pApa svapramAM joyuM vikramabhAi nAgapuranA che. temano A satya prasaMga ApaNane ghaNuM badhuM kahI jAya che. lagabhaga 3 varSa pahelAM temane hatheLImAM phollI thai. ciMtA na karI. 5-7 kalAka pachI labakArA khUba vadhI gayA. DaoNkTarane batAvyuM, DaoNkTarane zaMkA paDanAM moTA DaoNkTara pAse mokalyA. tapAsI kahyuM, "aMdara khUba rasIne kAraNe poIjhana thaI gayuM che. aDadhI hAtha kapAvavo paDaze. moDuM karazo tema vadhu hAtha kapAvavo paDaze.'' gabharAi gayA. DaoNkTare hiMmata ApI. tarata auparezana karAvyuM. hAtha kapAvyo. dhena utaratAM darda vadhu lAganuM hatuM. UMgha AvatI nathI. vicAre caDyA :- 'ekadama A zuM thai gayuM ? eka nAnI phoDakImAMthI ATaluM moTuM prakaraNa thaI gayuM ? have hAtha vinA jIMdagImAM keTalI badhI muzkelI paDaze. kayA pApanuM mAruM A phaLa bhogavavuM paDyuM ?' khUba yAda kare che, paNa kAMi yAda AvatuM nathI. ghaNI moTI AphatamAM phasAyA hovAthI pApane yAda karI rahyA che, ne ema vicAramAM UMgha AvI gai. thoDIvAre cIsa pADI. kuTuMbIoe pUchatAM pote je svA joyuM tenI vAta karI. khUba dhyAnathI A vAta jANavA jevI che. UMghamAM svapramAM temaNe joyuM ke jesalameramAM tophAna thayuM che. eka jaina Adarza prasaMgo-3 137

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musalamAnanA ToLAmAM pote paNa jai rahyA che. pote paNa musalamAna che. rastAmAM maMdiramAM keTalAya dhUsyA. sAthe dhusevA emaNe mUrti toDavA mAMDI. thAya toDI nAkhyo. pachI vicAre caDyA :- "meM A zuM karI nAkhyu ? bhagavAnano hAtha toDI meM moTI bhUla karI.'' ema khUba pazcAttApa thayo ane UMghamAM ja cIsa pADI UThyA. paNa ahIM. pachI to hAthe rUjha AvavA mAMDI. DaoNkTare joi kahyuM. ''tamane to vALa paNa UgavA mAMDyA che. teno artha tamAro hAtha jIvaMta che. sArI nizAnI che.'' sAruM thayA pachI DaoNkTare salAha ApI,''amadAvAdamAM nakalI hAtha besADe che.'' besADAvyo. nakalI besADelA e hAthathI pote vastu paNa uThAvI zake che e pU. A. bha. zrI jayasuMdarasUri.mAM ne vikramabhAie dekhADayuM ! barano nakalI hAtha paNa dekhADyo. thoDA samaya pachI skuTara paNa calAvI zakaze ema DokTaranuM mAnavuM che. vartamAnanA A prasaMgathI ApaNane adrazya atIndriya bhavamAM DokiyuM karavAnI taka maLe che. kayA kAraNe hAya kapAvavo paDyo ? enI khUba vicAraNA karavAthI pAchalA bhavanuM pApakarma svapramAM jovA maLyuM. mUrtino hAya mAMgyo to potAno hAva kapAvavo paDyo e karma udayamAM AvyuM eTale kevuM thai gayuM ? acAnaka ja rAyamAM parU thaI poIjhana thavA mAMDyuM. paNa pAchaLathI karela pazcAttApe kevAM suMdara phaLa ApyAM ? :- DaoNkTara rogane pakaDI zakyA. samayasara sAravArathI vadhu saDo na thayo. kapAyelo hAtha paNa pAcho maLyo (nakalI). keTalAMka kAryo paNa nakalI hAthathI karI zake che. ApaNane dekhAya nahIM ke, mAnIe nahIM to paNa jema khAdheluM jhera kyAreka mArI paNa nAkhe, temaja karela nAnAM moTAM badhAM pApa kyAreka avazya bhayaMkara duHkha Ape ja che. tethI he ziALI mitro! tamArA potAnA svArtha mATe badhAM pApo choDo. jaina Adarza prasaMgo-3 138

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39. tIrathanI AzAtanA navi krIye ! vaDodarAnI zrAvikA AzAtanAnA mAThA phaLa anubhavI ApaNane cetave che ke bhAio ! tIrtha vagerenI zakya eTalI bhakti karo. paNa mAro Agraha che ke AzAtanA to thoDI paNa na karatA. Amane ApaNe dharmajJA nAma ApIe. A bahena lakhe che : "meM karelI e AzAtanA mArAthI jIMdagIbhara bhUlAze nahi. 24 varSanI uMmare pAlItANA pahelI vAra yAtrA karavA maLI. 2 yAtrA karyA pachI thAkathI pagamAM khUba kaLatara thatuM hatuM. cAlatA paga ADA avaLA paDatA hatAM. dardathI kaMTALI mArAthI bolAi gayuM, "bApare! AvI trAsadAyaka yAtrA karavA bIjI vAra nahIM AvuM" sAMbhaLI sagAoe mane ghaNuM samajAvyuM ke AvuM na bolAya. paNa koinuM mAnyuM nahIM. pa-7 varSa pachI pharI kAkAjI nA saMghamAM javAnuM thayuM. tyAre yAtrA karyA pachI khUba paga daI thavAthI pharI evuM ja bolI paDI. pachI paNa A bhayaMkara pApano pastAvo paNa na thayo. koNa jANe A pApane kAraNe ja pachI 14 varSa sudhI yAtrA karavA na maLI! pAlItANA yAtrA karavAnA progrAma ghaNIvAra ghaDyA paNa koine koi vighna AvI paDe ne yAtrA thAya ja nahIM. AvuM ghaNIvAra thavAthI mana vicAre caDyuM tyAre khyAla Avyo ke meM be vAra A bhayaMkara AzAtanA karI. tethI 14-14 varSathI yAtrA thatI nathI." tethI khUba ja pastAvApUrvaka dAdAne aMtarathI ghaNIvAra kAkalUdI kare, mAphI mAMge. chokarAone paNa samajAve ke tIrthanI AzAtanA kadI na karavI. 14 varSa pachI naNaMda saparivAra pAlItANAnI yAtrA karavA jatA hatA. AmaMtraNa jaina Adarza prasaMgo-8)

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maLavAthI A bahene potAnA be saMtAnane sAthe mokalavA vicAryuM. potAne 2 divasa ghaNo pazcAtApa thayo ke 14 varSathI yAtrA thatI nathI. mAre paNa yAtrA thAya to kevuM sArU? bhale ! atyAre putra putrIne to thAya che ne ! temanA dhanya bhAgya ! pote paNa dAdAne yAtrAe bolAvavA AjIjI karI, "sajA mApha karo. have kyAreya koipaNa tIrthanI AzAtanA nahIM karuM !!" pAlItANA nIkaLatA naNaMda bA kahe, " bhAbhI, tame paNa cAlo. mArA bhAIe tamane paNa AvavA rajA ApI che ! 34 divasa tamArA badhAM vinA bhAI potAnuM badhuM saMbhALI leze." dAdAe potAne mApha karI, ema vicArI dharmajJAbahena to rAjI rAjI thai pAlItANA javA tarata taiyAra thai gayA. nIkaLyA paNa manamAM uMDe uMDe bhaya lAgato ke bhayaMkara pApa karyo che. koi vighna to nahIM Ave ne ? mAMDa puNyodaya jAgyo che to dAdAnI yAtrA to thaze ne ? paraMtu sAcA pazcAtApanA kAraNe hemakhema pAlItANA pahoMcyA ! tyAre AnaMda AnaMda thai gayo. bIje di' yAtrA karavA gayA. bahenanI tabiyata asvastha hatI. tethI naNaMda vageree DoLImAM besavA khUba Agraha karyo, paraMtu 14 varSe bhAgya jAgyuM che tethI manamAM ullAsa jAgyo ke game te thAya paNa yAtrA to caDhIne ja karavI che. umaMgathI upara pahoMcyA. tyAre dharmajJAbahenano manamoralo nAcI uThyo ! dAdAnA darzana karatA AbhAsa thayo ke jANe dAdA mane AvakAra ApI rahyA che ! harSAzru sAthe dAdAno khUba khUba AbhAra mAnavApUrvaka bhAvathI khUba bhakti karI. bIjI be yuvatIo paNa yAtrAe gayelI. khUba thAkathI paga [+ja Adarza prasaMgo. | 5 [14]

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dukhavAthI eke vicAryuM ke AvI yAtrA pharI nahi karuM. pachI bhAna AvatAM pazcAtApa karyo. te jaino ! tame zubha bhAvathI zatruMjaya jAva cho. dAdA ane kavaDa yakSane nirvighna yAtrAnI vinaMtI karI yathAzakti dhIme caDavuM ne dhIme utaravuM, bhaktibhAva vadhAravo ane AzAtanAnA pApo tyajavA. dAdAno aciMtya prabhAva che ke bimArane paNa khUba sArI rIte yAtrA cokkasa thaze !!! AbhuSaNa banane ke liye sone ko galanA paDatA hai, bAta bAtameM mata ruTho yAro, cillAne se kyA milatA hai ? mahApuruSa banane vAloM ko, dharatIkI taraha sahanA hotA hai / 40. parabhava che ja, sadgati mATe sAdhanA krIM - cANasmAmAM narezano janma thayo hato. 4 varSanI uMmare teNe kahevA mAMDyuM, "huM to haragovana paTela chuM. viramagAmamAM mAruM ghara che. ! mAre be dIkarA che...." vagere ghaNuM badhuM teNe kahyuM. te vAraMvAra AvuM bole che. tethI gharanA tene viramagAma laI gayA. pahelIvAra viramagAma gayelo chatAM teNe potAnI zerImAM potAnuM ghara batAvyuM ! pachI kahe, "ahIM ja mAruM ghara hatuM. ene toDI koie navuM ghara banAvyuM che." gharanAne pUchatAM temaNe kahyuM "ame kharIdIne navuM bAMdhyuM che. haragovanabhAi pahelAM ahIM rahetA hatA. temanA gharanA amuka sthaLe rahevA gayA che...." tyAM gayA. nareze tenI te bhavanI patnI, putra vagerene nAma sAthe oLakhI batAvyAM. ! are ! e to ThIka, te bhavamAM patnI-putra sAthe thayelI keTalIka vAto, sAbitIo, je mAtra patnI, putra ja jANatAM hatAM te badhuM kahI batAvyuM ! AgaLa vadhI te bhavanI potAnI keTalIka khAsiyato paNa saMbhaLAvI !!! haragovanabhAi pheMTo (pAghaDI) jema bAMdhatA hatA tema A 5 varSanA | jaina Adarza prasaMgo- rijha [141] 141

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TeNiyAe mAthe paherI batAvyo ! nareze pahelAM kadI pheMTo bAMdhyo paNa nahoto. ati AzcaryanI vAta to e che ke teNe pUchyuM ke "nAniyo kyAM che. " haragovanabhAinA nAnA dIkarAne gharamAM nAniyo kahetA hatA. te amadAvAdamAM nokarI karato hato. sAthe AvelA naraeNzanA vaDIlone pAkI khAtarI thai ke A nareza ja pAchalA bhavamAM haragovanabhAi haze. pachI badhAM cANasmA pAchA gayA. paTelanA gharanAe amadAvAda nAniyAne kAgaLa lakhI badhI hakIkata lakhI jaNAvyuM ke ApaNA bApA cANasmAmAM janmyA che.nAniyo mahinA pachI bApAne maLavA cANasmA gayo. saranAmuM pUchatA pUchatA rastAmAM jato hato tyAM rastAmAM ramatA nareze Ane joyo ke tarata ja bolyo, 'nAniyA, tuM AvI ?" ne ema bolato doDyo. nAniyo paNa ajANyA chokarAne potAnuM nAma bolato sAMbhaLI AzcaryamAM garakAva thai gayo. nareza nAniyAne tenA ghera lai garyA. narezanA moDhethI te bhavanI badhI vAto sAMbhaLI nAniyAne paNa khAtarI thai gai ke nareza ja amArA bApAno AtmA che ! pro. benarajIe AnI tapAsa karI A kisso lakhyo che. A satya ghaTanA jANyA pachI keTalAka mahAtmAoe vyAkhyAnamAM narezane Ubho karI te ghaTanA vyAkhyAnamAM saMbhaLAvI che. nareza 3 varSa pahelAM muMbai borIvalImAM to hato. tyAM mane paNa maLyo hato. pro. benarajI ane amerikA vagerenA bIjA ghaNAM saMzodhakoe A ane AvAM duniyAbharanAM pUrvajanmanAM seMkaDo satya dRSTAMto jAte vaijJAnika saMzodhana karI pustakomAM chapAvyAM che. Ama Aje ghaNAM bhaNelAone paNa pUrvajanma kharekhara che ja e mAnavuM paDe che ! tIrthaMkara bhagavaMtoe to sAkSAt ApaNA badhAnA AvA anaMtAnaMta bhavo joyA che ane A viSayamAM khUba ja vistArathI vigatavAra varNana anaMta varSothI karyuM ja che. jaina Adarza prasaMgo-3 142

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tamAre tamArI suMdara buddhino upayoga karI A badhI bAbatono UMDo abhyAsa karI parabhava che ja evo dRDha nizcaya karavA jevo che. have ahIM ane pachInA janmomAM ApaNA AtmAnuM hita zuM karavAthI thAya te mArgadarzana mahAna jJAnIo pAsethI ane zAstro pAsethI meLavI dAna vagere zubha kAryothI sadgati bhavobhava ane prAMte paramapadane pAmo e ja salAha. 41. ArAdhanAe Aphatane bhagADI kalakattAnI vAta che. 26 varSa pahelAM dhasamasata bhayaMkara vAvAjhoDuM dUradezathI klenA tarapha AvI rahyuM hatuM. AgAhI jAhera karAyelI ke vAvAjhoDuM kalakattA para trATakavAnI saMbhAvanA ghaNI che. hajAro loko kalakattA choDI bhAgavA mAMDyA. tyAre pa.pU. paMnyAsa zrI bhAnuvijaya vira (pachI AcAryazrI vijaya bhuvanabhAnusUrIyArajI) kalakattAmAM birAjamAna hatA. temaNe saMghane A ApattithI bacavA bhAvathI dharmanA zaraNanI ane ArAdhanAnI vAta karI. preraNA karI ke Akho saMgha AkhI rAta zrI navakAra maMtra gaze. pote paNa jApamAM besI gayA ! dharma prabhAve vAvAjhoDuM bIjI dizAmAM cALyuM gayuM. e eTaluM pracaMDa hatuM, ke jyAM gayuM te tarapha paNa lagabhaga 4 hajAra mANaso marI gayA. kalakattA para trATakyuM hota to kadAca lAkhonI jAnahAnI thai hota. kudaratI Aphata vakhate he zraddhALuo, saMpUrNa zrahathI dharma ArAdhanA khUba vadhAravI. bhayaMkara ApattithI bacAvavAnI tAkAta eka mAtra dharmamAM ja che. 42. mahAmaMtra Trena rokI ilonA nemacaMdabhAi vagere zrI sametizakharajI tIrtharakSA mATe spe. TrenamAM nIkaLyA. 2 varSa pahelAnI vAta che. rastAmAM eka sTezane dUrathI dUdha lai pAchA AvatA hatAM. ane temanI Trena cAlu thai. e joine thoDe dUra rahela pUla parathI pAchA AvatA nemacaMdabhAie navakAra gaNatAM doTa mUkI. te pahoMce teTalIvAramAM to Trena nIkaLI jaina Adarza prasaMgo-3 143

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jAya tema hatuM. madhyapradezamAM ajANyA sTezana para e zuM kare ? sAthIdAro TrenamAM ne pote be jaNa pUla upara. TrenamAM beThela devacaMdabhAi vagere paNa, nemacaMdabhAi TrenamAM bhegA thai jAya mATe navakAra gaNavA mAMDyA. ane camatkAra thayo. Trena jarAka cAlIne ubhI rahI gai ! nemacaMdabhAi pahoMcIne beThA. badhAMne nirAMta thai. anAdikAlIna mahAmaMtrano abhUta prabhAva che. 43. maratA navAra e suzrAvaka mahesANAmAM ja rahe che. temanAM bahena pUnA rahe che. thoDA varSa pahelAM eka vAra te jatAM hatAM. rastAmAM eka gAya joI. te maravA paDI hatI. karuNAthI navakAra saMbhaLAvyA! marI gaI. thoDA samaya pachI gharamAM bhIMta upara prakAza-prakAza thaI gayo. bahena joI ja rahyA. prakAza goLa goLa pharavA lAgyo. temAM vacce gAya prakaTa thaI. bahene be hAtha joDI pUchayuM, "Apa koNa cho" gAye badhI vAta karI, "tame jene navakAra saMbhaLAvyo te gAya huM chuM. tamAro khUba AbhAra, jarUra paDe tyAre yAda karajo. tamane sahAya karIza" deva adRzya thaI gayA. thoDA samaya pachI gAya rUpe AvIne kahe, "kAle tamArI dIkarIne nizALe na mokalazo." bIjA divase skUlanuM moTuM phaMkazana hatuM. dIkarIe phaMkzanamAM javAnI khUba jIda karI. mAe dIkarIne rUmamAM pUrI dIdhI. prasaMga pachI samAcAra AvyA ke skUlanuM makAna besI gayuM. mane thayuM ke cetavaNI ApI deve dIkarIne bacAvI! A prasaMga vAMcI ApaNe nirNaya karIe ke upakArIo, vaDilo ane sarvene maratAM navakAra avazya saMbhaLAvIzuM. tethI temane sagati maLavAnI zakyatA ghaNI che. pachI sagatinI paraMparA cAle. deva banIne gAya maLavA AvI tethI bahenanI zraddhA, ArAdhanA vagere ghaNAM vadhI gayAM. A bahena haju ya hayAta che. bhAga-3 saMpUrNa | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-3 che [14] 144