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________________ dAdA bhagavAna prarUpita huM koNa chuM ? jIvanano dhyeya A saMsAra ApaNane posAto hoya to kazuM samajavAnI AgaLa jarUra nathI ane saMsAra ApaNane kaMI harakatakartA thato hoya to ApaNe adhyAtma jANavAnI vadhu jarUra che. adhyAtmamAM 'svarUpane jANavAnI jarUra che. "huM koNa chuM' e jANyuM ke badhA pajhala solva thaI jAya. - dAdAzrI TITLE Do nIrubahena amIna IF 755 "
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________________ prakAzaka dAdA bhagavAna prarUpita : dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana vatI zrI ajita sI. paTela pa, mamatApArka sosAyaTI, navagujarAta koleja pAchaLa, usmAnapurA, amadAvAda-380014. phona : (079) 7540408, 7543979. : saMpAdakane svAdhIna prathama AvRti : 10,000 dvitIya AvRti: 5,000 tRtIya Avati : 10,000 caturtha AvRti : 10,00 varSa - 1998 varSa - 1999 varSa - 200 varSa - 2000 huM koNa chuM ? bhAva mUlya : "parama vinaya' ane kaMI ja jANato nathI', e bhAva ! dravya mUlya : 5 rUpiyA (rAhata dare) lesara kaMpojha : dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana, amadAvAda. saMkalana : DaoN. nIrubahena amIta prinTara - CED 2 : mahAvideha phAunDezana (prinTIMga DIvIjhana), dhobIghATa, dUdhazvara, amadAvAda. jiI /
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________________ (dAdA bhagavAta phAunDezatatA anya prakAzato) trimaMtrA 1) dAdA bhagavAnanuM AtmavijJAta 17) bhogave enI bhUla 2) AtavANI zreNI - 1 thI 11 (guja., hindI ane aMgrejI) 3) AptasUtra 18) banyuM te ja nyAya 4) pratikramaNa (graMtha ane saMkSipta) (guja, hindI ane aMgrejI) 5) tIjadoSa darzanathI.... tirdoSa 19) eDajasTa evarIvhera 6) paisAto vyavahAra (graMtha ane saMkSipta) (guja, hindI ane aMgrejI) 7) pati-patnIto divya vyavahAra 20) athaDAmaNa TALo (graMtha ane saMkSipta) (guja, hindI ane aMgrejI) 8) mA-bApa chokarAMto vyavahAra 21) "Who Am I?" (graMtha ane saMkSipta) 2) satya - asatyatA rahasyo ! 9) vartamAna tIrthaMkara zrI sImaMdhara svAmI 3) ahiMsA 10) mRtyu samaye, pahelAM ane pachI... 24) prema 11) vANIto siddhAMta 25) pApa-puNya. (graMtha ane saMkSipta) 6) guru-ziSya 12) vANI, vyavahAramAM.... 27) camatkAra 13) samajathI prApta brahAcarya 28) krodha (pUrvArdha - uttarArdha ane saMkSipta) 29) ciMtA 14) karmanuM vijJAta 30) huM koNa chuM ? 15) rAta 31) trimaMtra 16) mAnavadharma 32) The Essence of All Religion's 33) Generation Gap
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________________ prastAvanA - DaoN. nIrubahena amIna jIvanamAM je je sAme AvyuM tenuM riyalAIjhezana pUrepuruM karyA vinA mAnava tene apanAvato nathI. badhuM ja riyalAIjhezana karyuM mAtra selphanuM ja riyalAIjhezana nathI karyuM ! anaMta avatArathI 'huM koNa chuM'nI oLakhANa ja aTakI che, tethI ja to A bhaTakAmaNano aMta nathI Avato ! enI oLakhANa zI rIte thAya ? e to jene enI oLakhANa thaI gaI hoya e ja vyakti anyane sahelAIthI oLakhANa karAvI zake ! evI vibhUti eTale svayaM 'jJAnI' ja ! jJAnI puruSa ke jene A jagatamAM kaMI ja jANavAnuM ke kaMI ja karavAnuM bAkI nathI rahyuM te ! evA jJAnI puruSa parama pUjya dAdAzrI A kALamAM ApaNI vacce AvIne ApaNI ja bhASAmAM ApaNane samajAya evI sAdI taLapadI bhASAmAM harakoIne pAyAno prazna 'huM koNa chuM'no sahajamAM ukelI Ape che. ? eTaluM ja nahIM, paNa A jagata zuM che ? kevI rIte cAle che ? kartA koNa ? bhagavAna zuM che ? mokSa zuM che ? jJAnI puruSa kone kahevAya ? sImaMdhara svAmI koNa che ? saMto, guruo ne jJAnI puruSamAM zuM taphAvata ? jJAnIne oLakhavA kaI rIte ? jJAnI zuM karI zake ? temAM ya paramapUjya dAdAzrIno akrama mArga zuM che ? krame krame to mokSamArge caDhatA ja AvyA che, anaMta avatArathI, paNa 'liphaTa' (eliveTara) paNa mokSamArge hoI zakene ? akrama mArgathI A kALamAM saMsAramAM rahIne paNa mokSa che ane mokSa kaI rIte prApta karavo enI saMpUrNa samaja ane dizAnI prApti parama pUjya dAdAzrIe karAvI che. 'huM koNa chuM'nI oLakhANa pachI zuM anubhUti rahe, saMsAra puro karatAM karatAM paNa saMpUrNa nirlepa AtmasthitinI anubhUtimAM rahevAya. Adhi-vyAdhi ne upAdhimAM ya niraMtara svasamAdhimAM rahevAya. evo hajAro mahAtmAone anubhava akrama vijJAnanI prApti pachIno che ! e sarvanI prApti karAvavA prastuta saMkalana mumukSuone mokSamArgamAM dIvAdAMDI sama thaI rahe tema che ! e ja abhyarthanA. - jaya saccidAnaMda AtmajJAta prAptitI pratyakSa lIMka ! '"huM to keTalAka jaNane mAre hAthe siddhi karI ApavAno chuM. pachI pAchaLa joIe ke nA joIe ? pAchaLa lokone mArga to joIze ne ?' - dAdA bhagavAna parama pUjya dAdAzrI gAmegAma-dezavideza paribhramaNa karIne mumukSu jIvone satsaMga tathA svarUpajJAnanI prApti karAvatAM hatAM. teozrIe potAnI hayAtImAM ja pUjya DaoN. nIrubahena amInane AtmajJAna prApti karAvavAnI jJAnasiddhi Apela. parama pUjya dAdAzrInA dehavilaya bAda Aje paNa pUjya DaoN. nIrubahena amIna gAmegAma dezivadeza pharIne mumukSu jIvone satsaMga tathA AtmajJAnanI prApti nimitta bhAve karAvI rahyA che, jeno lAbha hajAro mokSArthI laIne AtmaramaNatA anubhave che. ane saMsAramAM rahIne javAbadArIo pUrI karatAM paNa mukta rahI zake che. graMthamAM aMkIta thayelI vANI mokSArthIne gAIDa tarIke atyaMta upayogI nivaDe, paraMtu mokSa meLavavA mATe AtmajJAna meLavavuM jarUrI che. akrama mArge AtmajJAna prApti Aje paNa cAlu che, te mATe pratyakSa AtmajJAnIne maLIne AtmajJAna prApta kare to ja thAya. pragaTa dIvAne dIvo aDe to ja pragaTe.
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________________ huM koNa chuM ? (1) "huM koNa chuM ? judA, kAma ane "pote' ! dAdAzrI : zuM nAma ApanuM ? praznakartA : mAruM nAma caMdulAla. dAdAzrI : kharekhara tame caMdulAla cho ? praznakartA : hA. dAdAzrI : caMdulAla to tamAruM nAma che. caMdulAla e to tamAruM nAma nahIM ? tame 'pote' caMdulAla ke tamAruM nAma caMdulAla ? praznakartA : e to nAma che. dAdAzrI : hA. to 'tame" koNa ? jo 'caMdulAla' tamAruM nAma hoya to tame koNa cho ? tamAruM nAma ane tame judA nahIM ? tame nAmathI judA cho, to tame koNa ? A vAta Apane samajAya che ne, ke huM zuM kahevA mAguM chuM e ? "A mArA cazmA' kahIe to cazmAne ApaNe judA ne ? ema tame nAmathI judA cho evuM haju nathI lAgatuM ? huM koNa chuM ? jema dukAnane nAma ApIe ke "janarala TreDarsa', e kaMI guno nathI. paNa enA zeThane ApaNe kahIe ke "eya janarala TreDarsa, ahIM Ava." to zeTha zuM kahe ke, 'mAruM nAma to jayaMtilAla che ane janarala TreDarsa to mArI dukAnanuM nAma che. eTale dukAnanuM nAma juduM ane zeTha mahIM judA, mAla judo, badhuM juduM hoya ne ? tamane kevuM lAge che ? praznakartA : barobara che. dAdAzrI : paNa AmAM to 'nA, huM ja caMdulAla chuM" kaheze. eTale dukAnanuM borDa ya huM ne zeThe ya huM ?! tame caMdulAla cho, e to oLakhavAnuM sAdhana che. asaro ? to AtmasvarUpe nathI ! hA, tadana tame caMdulAla nathI evuM nathI. tame cho caMdulAla, paNa bAya rileTIva vyu poInTathI yu Ara caMdulAla Ijha karekTa. praznakartA : huM to AtmA chuM, paNa nAma caMdulAla che. dAdAzrI : hA, paNa atyAre 'caMdulAla'ne koI gALa de to 'tamane" asara thAya che kharI ? praznakartA H asara to thAya. dAdAzrI : to 'tame' 'caMdulAla' cho, 'AtmA' nathI. AtmA ho to tamane asara nA thAya ane asara thAya che mATe tame caMdulAla ja cho. caMdulAlanA nAmanI gALo bhAMDe to tame ene pakaDI lo cho. caMdulAlanA nAmanuM koI avaLuM bolatuM hoya to bhate kAna daIne sAMbhaLo. ApaNe kahIe ke, 'bhaI, bhIMta tamane zuM kahI rahI che ?" tyAre kahe, "nA, bhIMta nahIM, aMdara mArI vAta cAlI rahI che te sAMbhaLI rahyo chuM." have konI vAta cAle che ? tyAre kahe, 'caMdulAlanI'. are, paNa tame caMdulAla nhoya.
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________________ huM koNa chuM ? tyAM 'huM' no Aropa karyo, enuM nAma ahaMkAra. huM koNa chuM ? jo tame AtmA ho to caMdulAlanI vAta tame lo nahIM. praznakartA : kharekhara to 'huM AtmA ja chuM ne ? dAdAzrI : haju tame AtmA thayA nathI ne ! caMdulAla ja chone ! huM caMdulAla chuM" e Aropita bhAva che. tamane 'huM caMdulAla ja chuM" evI bilipha besI gaI che, e roMga bilipha che. (2) bilipho, roMga rAITa ! praznakartA: "huM caMdulAla chuM" kahe, emAM ahaMkAra kyAM ? "huM Ama chuM, huM tema chuM' ema kare e judI cIja che paNa sahajabhAve bole, temAM kyAM ahaMkAra ? - dAdAzrI : sahaja bhAve bole to ya ahaMkAra kaMI jato rahe che ? mAruM nAma caMdulAla che" e sahaja bhAve bole to ya e ahaMkAra ja che. kAraNa ke tame je cho e jANatA nathI ane tame nathI te Aropa karo cho, e badho ahaMkAra ja che ne ! 'tame caMdulAla cho' e DrAmeTika vastu che. eTale 'huM caMdulAla chuM e bolavAmAM vAMdho nathI, paNa 'huM caMdulAla chuM' e bilipha nA besavI joIe. keTalI badhI roMga bilipha ! huM caMdulAla chuM' e mAnyatA, e bilipha to tamArI rAte UMghamAM ya jatI nathI ne ! pAchAM loko paiNAve ApaNane ane pachI kaheze. 'tuM to A bAIno dhaNI thauM... eTale ApaNe pAchuM dhaNIpaNuM mAnI lIdhuM. pachI 'huM Ano dhaNI thAuM, dhaNI thAuM" kare. koI kAyamano dhaNI hoya kharo ? DAyavaoNrsa thAya te pachI bIje dahADe teno dhaNI kharo ? eTale A badhI roMga bilipho besI gaI che. eTale "huM caMdulAla chuM e roMga bilipha che. pachI A bAIno dhaNI chuM' e bIjI roMga bilipha. "vaiSNava chuM' e trIjI roMga bilipha. 'huM vakIla chuM" e cothI roMga bilipha. 'huM A chokarAno phAdhara thAuM" e pAMcamI roMga bilipha. 'Ano mAmo thAuM e chaThThI roMga bilipha. 'huM goro chuM' e sAtamI roMga bilipha. 'huM pistAlIsa varSano chuM' e AThamI roMga bilipha. 'huM AnI bhAgIdAra chuM" e ya roMga bilipha. 'huM InkamaTekSa bharanAro chuM" ema tame kaho te ya roMga bilipha. AvI keTalI roMga bilipha beThI haze ? huM'tuM sthAnaphera ! A "huM caMdulAla chuM" e ahaMkAra che. kAraNa ke jyAM 'huM nathI, praznakartA : hA, nahIM to huM pada AvI gayuM. dAdAzrI : "huM" "huM'nI jagyAe bese to ahaMkAra nathI. 'huM mULa jagyAe nathI, Aropita jagyAe che mATe ahaMkAra. Aropita jagyAethI 'huM UDI jAya ane mULa jagyAe besI jAya to ahaMkAra gayo. eTale "huM" kADhavAnuM nathI, 'huM ene ekjhakTa plesa (yathArtha sthAna)mAM mUkavAnuM che. "pote' potAthI ja ajANyo ?! A to anaMta avatArathI pote potAthI gupta rahevAno prayatna che. pote potAthI gupta rahe ane pArakuM jANe badhuM, e ajAyabI ja che ne ! pote potAthI gupta keTalo vakhata rahezo ? kyAM sudhI rahezo ? 'pote koNa che" e jANavA mATe ja A avatAra che. manuSyano avatAra eTalA mATe ja che ke pote koNa che e tapAsa karI levI. nahIM to tyAM sudhI bhaTakazo. 'huM koNa chuM e jANavuM paDaze ne ? tame pote koNa cho" e jANavuM paDaze ke nahIM jANavuM paDe ?
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________________ huM koNa chuM ? mArI AMkho' evuM kahezo. A zarIramAM badhI ja vastune "mAruM" kahe che, tyAre "mAruM" kahenAra tame koNa cho ? e vicAryuM nathI ? "mAya nema Ijha caMdulAla' bole ane pachI kahezo "caMdulAla chuM', AmAM kaMI virodhAbhAsa nathI lAgato ? praznakartA : lAge che. huM koNa chuM ? (3) I ane My te chUTA pADavAno prayoga ! separeTa enDa My ! tamane kahyuM hoya ke separeTa 1 enDa My vitha separeTara, to tame 1 ane My separeTa karI lAvo kharAM ? 1enDa My separeTa karavA jevuM kharuM ke nahIM ? jagatamAM kadI jANavuM to paDaze ne ! separeTa enDa My. jema dUdhanuM separeTara hoya che ne, temAMthI malAIne separeTa-judI pADe che ne ? evuM A juduM pADavAnuM. tamAre My jevI kazuM vastu che ? 1 ekalA cho ke My sAthe che ? praznakartA: My sAthe hoya ne ! dAdAzrI : zuM zuM My che tamAre ? praznakartA : mAruM ghara ane gharanI badhI vastuo. dAdAzrI: badhI tamArI kahevAya ? ane vAIpha konI kahevAya ? praznakartA : e paNa mArI. dAdAzrI : ane chokarAM konA ? praznakartA : e paNa mArA. dAdAzrI : ane A ghaDiyALa konuM? praznakartA : e paNa mAruM che. dAdAzrI : ane hAtha konA che ? praznakartA : hAtha paNa mArA che. dAdAzrI : pachI 'mAruM mAthuM, mAruM boDI, mArA paga, mArA kAna, dAdAzrI : tame caMdulAla cho, have AmAM 1 enDa My be che. A I enDa My e be relavelAIna judI ja hoya. perelala ja rahe che, koI dahADo ekAkAra thatuM ja nathI. chatAM ya tame ekAkAra mAno cho, te samajIne AmAMthI Myne separeTa karI nAkho. tamArAmAM je My che ne, e bAjue mUko. My hArTa, to e bAjue mUko. A zarIramAMthI bIjuM zuM zuM separeTa karavAnuM hoya ? praznakartA : paga, Indriyo. dAdAzrI : hA. badhuM ja. pAMca Indriyo, pAMca karmendriyo badhuM ja. pachI "My mAInDa' kahe che ke 1 ema mAInDa' kahe che ? praznakartA : "My mAInDa' kahe che. dAdAzrI : mArI buddhi kahe chene ? praznakartA : hA. dAdAzrI : mAruM citta kahe chene ? praznakartA : hA. dAdAzrI : ane "My IgoIjhama' bole che ke "1 ema IgoIjhama" bole che ? praznakartA : My IgoIjhama.
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________________ huM koNa chuM? dAdAzrI : "My IgoIjhama" bolazo to eTaluM juduM pADI zakazo. paNa tethI AgaLa je che, emAM tamAro bhAga zuM che te tame jANatA nathI. eTale pachI pUrepUruM separezana thAya nahIM. tamAruM amuka ja hada sudhI jANo. tame sthULa vastu ja jANo cho, sUkSmamAM jANatA ja nathI. A to sUkSma bAda karavAnuM, e pachI sUkSmatara bAda karavAnuM, pachI sUkSmatama bAda karavAnuM e jJAnI puruSanuM ja kAma. paNa eka eka sperapArTasa badhA bAda karatAM karatAM jaIe to I ne My e be juduM thaI zake kharuM ne ? 1 My be judA pADatAM chevaTe zuM rahe ? Myne bAjue mUko, to chevaTe zuM rahyuM ? praznakartA : 1. dAdAzrI : te 1 e ja tame cho ! basa, te 1 ne rIyalAIjha karavAnuM huM koNa chuM ? judo chuM AnAthI. eTale jJAnI puruSanI pAse, emanA TacamAM rahIe to e bhedajJAna prApta thaI jAya ne pachI ApaNane juduM paDI jAya. 'I ane My' nA bheda pADe to bahu saheluM che ne A ? meM A rIta batAvI te rIte adhyAtma saheluM che ke agharuM che ? nahIM to A kALanA jIvono to zAstro vAMcI vAMcIne dama nIkaLI jAya. praznakartA : tamArA jevAnI jarUra kharI ne, samajavA mATe to ? dAdAzrI : hA, jarUra kharI. paNa jJAnI puruSa to bahu hoya nahIM ne ! paNa ko'ka kALe hoya. tyAre kAma kADhI levAnuM ApaNe. jJAnI puruSanuM separeTara laI javuM ekAda kalAkane mATe, enuM bhADuM-bADuM nA hoya ! tenAthI separeTa karI lAvo. eTale 1 chUTo thaI jAya, nahIM to nA thAya ne !IchUTuM thaI gayuM eTale badhuM kAma thaI jAya. A badhAM zAstrono sAra ATalo ja che. AtmA thavuM hoya to "mAruM" badhuM soMpI devuM paDaze. jJAnI puruSane My soMpI dezo to 1 ekaluM tamArI pAse raheze. 1vitha My, enuM nAma jIvAtmA. 'huM chuM ane A badhuM mAruM che" e jIvAtmA dazA. ane "huM ja ne mAruM nhoya" e paramAtma dazA. eTale Myne laIne A mokSa nathI thato. 'huM koNa chuM' nuM bhAna thAya to My chUTI jAya. My jo chUTyuM to badhuM chUTyuM. - My Ijha rileTIva DipArTamenTa enDa I Ijha rIyala. eTale 1 TempararI hoya nahIM, 1 Ijha paramenTa. My Ijha TempararI. eTale AmAM tamAre I khoLI kADhavAno che. praznakartA : to separeTa karIne ema jANavAnuM che ke je bAkI rahyuM dAdAzrI : hA, separeTa karIne je bAkI rahyuM te tame pote cho. I e tame pote ja cho. enI tapAsa to karavI paDaze ne ? eTale A sahelo rasto che ne, I ane My judAM kare to ? praznakartA : Ama to sahelo rasto che, paNa peluM sUkSmatara ane sUkSmatama juduM thAya to kharuM ne ? e jJAnI vagara nA bane ne ? dAdAzrI : hA, te jJAnI puruSa dekhADI de. to tethI ame kahIe chIe ne, separeTa I enDa My vitha jJAnIjha separeTara. e separeTarane zAstrakAro zuM kahe che ? bhedajJAna kahe che. bhedajJAna vagara tame zI rIte bAda karazo ? kaI kaI cIja tamArI che ane kaI kaI tamArI nathI, e benuM tamane bhedajJAna nathI. bhedajJAna eTale "mAruM" badhuM A che ane "huM" (4) jagatamAM uparI koNa ? jJAtI ja oLakhAve "huM'te ! praznakartA: "huM koNa chuM' e jANavAnI je vAta che, te A saMsAramAM
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________________ huM koNa chuM? ame ATalAM be vAkyomAM gereMTI ApIe chIe tyAre mANasa mukta rahI zake. ame zuM kahIe chIe ke, 'tAro uparI varlDamAM koI nathI. tArAM uparI tArAM bleDarsa ane tArI misTeko che. e be nahIM hoya to tuM paramAtmA ja che.' ane 'tArAmAM koInI saheja paNa Dakhala nathI. koI jIva koI jIvane kiMcitmAtra Dakhala karI zake evI sthitimAM ja nathI evuM A jagata che." A be vAkyo badhuM samAdhAna lAve. (5) jagatamAM kartA koNa ? huM koNa chuM ? rahIne kevI rIte bane ? dAdAzrI : to kyAM rahIne jANI zakAya e ? saMsAra sivAya bIjI koI jagyA che ke tyAM rahevAya ? A jagatamAM badhA saMsArI ja che ne badhA saMsAramAM ja rahe che. ahIM "huM koNa chuM ?" e jANavA maLe evuM che. 'tame koNa cho? e samajavA mATenuM ja A sAyansa che ahIM AgaLa. ahIMyAM Avajo, ame tamane oLakhAvaDAvIzuM. ane A ame tamane jeTaluM pUchIe chIe, te tamane ema nathI kahetA ke tame AvuM karI lAvo. tamArAthI thAya evuM nathI. eTale ame tamane zuM kahIe chIe ke ame tamane badhuM karI ApIzuM. tethI varIjha tamAre nahIM karavAnI. A to paheluM jANavAnuM ke kharekhara ApaNe zuM chIe ane zuM jANavA jevuM che ? sAcI vAta zI che ? karekTanesa zuM che ? varlDa zuM che ? A badhuM zuM che ? paramAtmA zuM che ? paramAtmA che ? paramAtmA che ja ane te tamArI pAse ja che. bahAra kyAM khoLo cho, paNa koI ApaNane e daravAjo kholI Ape to darzana karIe ne ! e daravAjo evo vasAI gayo che, koI dahADo potAthI kholAya evo che ja nahIM. e to pote taryA hoya evA taraNatAraNahAra jJAnI puruSanuM ja kAma che. potAnI ja bhUlo potAnI uparI ! bhagavAna to tamAruM svarUpa che. tamAro koI uparI ja nathI, koI bApoya uparI nathI. tamane koI kazuM karanAra ja nathI. tame svataMtra ja cho, phakta tamArI bhUlothI tame baMdhAyelA cho. tamAro uparI koI che nahIM ne tamArAmAM koI jIvanI Dakhaleya nathI. A ATalAM badhA jIvo che, paNa koI jIvanI tamArAmAM Dakhala nathI. ane A loka je kaMI Dakhala kare che, te tamArI bhUlathI Dakhala kare che. tame Dakhalo karI AvyA cho, tenuM phaLa che A. A huM jAte joIne kahuM chuM. jagatakartAtI vAstavikatA ! phekTa vastu nahIM jANavAthI ja A badhuM gUMcAyuM che. have Apane je jANeluM che te jANavuM che ke je jANyuM nathI te jANavuM che ? jagata zuM che ? kevI rIte banyuM ? koNa banAvanAra ? ApaNane A jagata sAthe zuM levAdevA ? ApaNI sAthe ApaNA saMbaMdhIone zuM levAdevA ? zenA AdhAre bIjhanesa ? huM karuM chuM ke kartA bIjo koI che ? A badhuM jANavAnI jarUra to kharI ja ne ? praznakartA : hA jI. dAdAzrI : eTale AmAM zarUAtamAM zuM jANavuM che, enI pahelAM vAtacIta karIe. jagata koNe banAvyuM hoya evuM tamane lAge che ? koNe banAvyuM haze AvuM gUMcavADAvALuM jagata ? tamAro mata zuM che ? praznakartA : Izvare ja banAvyuM haze.
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________________ huM koNa chuM ? dAdAzrI : to to pachI AkhA jagatane ciMtAmAM zuM karavA rAkhyuM che ? ciMtAnI bahAranI avasthA ja nathI. praznakartA : badhA ciMtA kare ja che ne ? dAdAzrI : hA, paNa teNe A jagata banAvyuM, to ciMtAvALuM zuM karavA banAvyuM ? ene pakaDI maMgAvo, sI.bI.AIvALAne mokalIne ! paNa bhagavAna gunegAra che ja nahIM ! A to lokoe ene gunegAra banAvyo. vAstavamAM to goDa Ijha noTa krIyeTara opha dhIsa varlDa eTa oNla. onlI sAyanTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDansa che A. eTale A to badhI kudaratI racanA che. ene gujarAtImAM huM 'vyavasthita zakti' kahuM chuM. A to bahu jhINI vAta che. ene mokSa kahevAya ja nahIM ! nAno chokaro hoya te ya kahe ke, "bhagavAne banAvyuM." moTA saMta hoya te ya kaheze ke, "bhagavAne banAvyuM. A vAta laukika che, alaukika nathI A. bhagavAna jo krIyeTara hoyane, to e ApaNo kAyamane mATe uparI Tharata ane mokSa jevI vastu nA hota, paNa mokSa che. bhagavAna krIyeTara nathI. mokSane samajavAvALA mANaso bhagavAnane krIyeTara tarIke mAne nahIM. "mokSa ane 'bhagavAna krIyeTara" e be virodhAbhAsa vAta che. krIyeTara to kAyamano upakArI thayo ane upakArI thayo eTale TheTha sudhI uparIne uparI ja rahyo. to bhagavAnane koNe batAvyo ? have bhagavAne banAvyuM ema ApaNe jo alaukika rIte kahIe to lojikavALA ApaNane pUche ke, 'bhagavAnane koNe banAvyo ?" eTale prazno UbhA thAya che. loko mane kahe che, "amane lAge che bhagavAna ja duniyAnA kartA che. tame to nA kaho cho, paNa tamArI vAta mAnyAmAM nathI AvatI." huM koNa chuM ? tyAre huM puchuM ke, jo huM kabUla karuM ke bhagavAna kartA che, to e bhagavAnane koNe banAvyo che ? e tuM mane kahe. ane e banAvanArane koNe banAvyo? koI paNa kartA hoya to teno kartA hovo ghaTe e lojika che. paNa eno pachI enDa nA Ave eTale e khoTI vAta che. ta Adi, na aMta jagatano....! eTale koInA banAvyA sivAya banyuM che, koIe banAvyuM nathI A. koIe karyuM nathI eTale kone pUchIe ApaNe have AmAM ? huM ya khoLato hato ke koNa evo jokhamadAra che ke jeNe A badhI dhAMdhala mAMDI ! meM badhe tapAsa karI, paNa koI jagyAe maLyo nahIM. meM phorenanAM sAyanTisTone kahyuM ke, "goDa kriyeTara che enI tame sAbitI ApavA mATe mArI joDe thoDI vAtacIta karo. jo e kriyeTara hoya to eNe kaI sAlamAM kriyeTa karyuM e kaho." tyAre e kahe che, 'sAlanI amane khabara nathI.' meM pUchayuM, 'paNa enuM biginiMga thayuM ke nA thayuM ?" tyAre e kahe che, "hA, biginiMga thaI gayuM." kriyeTara kahe eTale biginiMga thAya stone !" jenuM biginiMga thAya, eno enDa Ave. A to enDa vagaranuM jagata che. biginiMga thayuM nathI pachI enDa kyAMthI Ave ? A to anAdi anaMta che. jenuM biginiMga nA thayeluM hoya, teno banAvanAra hoI zake nahIM evuM nathI lAgatuM ? bhagavAnanuM sAcuM saranAmuM ! te A phorenanA sAyaTisToe pUchayuM ke, "to zuM bhagavAna nathI ?" tyAre meM kahyuM, 'bhagavAna nA hoya to A jagatamAM je lAgaNIo ne sukha ane duHkha e badhuM ja lAge che, eno koI anubhava ja nA thAta. mATe bhagavAna avazya che." e mane pUche che ke, 'bhagavAna kyAM rahe che ?" meM kahyuM, 'tamane kyAM lAge che ?" tyAre te kahe, 'upara." kahyuM, 'upara kyAM rahe che e ? enI poLa naMbara zI ? poLa jANo cho tame ? kAgaLa
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________________ huM koNa chuM? pahoMce evuM sAcuM eDresa che tamArI pAse ?" upara to koI bApoya nathI. badhe huM jaI Avyo. badhA loko kahetA hatA ke upara che, upara AMgaLI karyA kare. te mArA manamAM ema lAgyuM ke badhA loko kahe che, mATe kaMIka hovuM joIe. tethI huM upara badhe tapAsa karI Avyo to upara khAlI AkAza ja che, upara koI nA maLe. upara to koI rahetA nathI. have e phorenanAM sAyaTisTa mane kahe che, "sAcuM eDresa Apazo bhagavAnanuM ?" meM kahyuM, 'lakhI lo. goDa Ijha Ina evarI kriyecara vedhara vijhIbala ora InavijhIbala, noTa Ina kriyezana." A TeparekarDa e kriyezana kahevAya. jeTalI menameDa vastu che, manuSyoe banAvelI vastu hoya, temAM bhagavAna nathI. kudaratI banAvaTa che, emAM bhagavAna che. sagavaDiyo siddhAMta ! eTale A sAyanTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDansa che. keTalAMya saMjogo bhegA thAya tyAre kArya thAya che. temAM IgoIjhama karIne meM karyuM kahIne hAMkya rAkhe che. paNa A to sAruM thAya to "meM karyu" ane nA sAruM thAya to "mArA saMjoga hamaNAM sArA nathI' evuM ApaNA loko kahe che ne ! saMjogone mAne che ke, ApaNA loko ? 14 huM koNa chuM ? e to ThIka che paNa bhagavAna upara Aropa apAya ?! vakIla to dAvo mAMDIne hIsAba le paNa Ano koNa dAvo mAMDe ? AnuM phaLa to AvatA bhavamAM bhayaMkara beDI maLe. bhagavAnanuM nAma daIne Aropa apAya kharo ? praznakartA : nA apAya. dAdAzrI : nahIM to kaheze, "sTArsa phevarebala nathI.' nahIM to 'bhAgiyo mUo vAMko che" evuM kahe. nahIM to bhAgIdArano vAMdho kADhe. nahIM to 'chokarAnI vahu morapagI che" ema bole. paNa potAne mAthe nA AvavA de ! potAnA mAthe gunegArI leto nathI koI dahADoya. eTale eka phorenavALAnI sAthe mAre vAtacIta thayelI. e kahe che, "tamArA InDiyano guno mAthe kema nathI AvavA detA ?" meM kahyuM, 'e ja InDiyana pajhala che. moTAmAM moTuM pajhala hoya to InDiyAnuM A che.' sAyanTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDansa ! eTale vAtacIta karo, je kaMI vAtacIta karavI hoya te badhI karo. evI vAtacIta karo ke jenAthI ApaNane badhA khulAsA thaI jAya. praznakartA: A sAyanTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDansa e nA samajAyuM. dAdAzrI : A badhuM sAyanTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDansa (vaijJAnika saMyogI purAvAo)nA AdhAre che. jagatamAM eka paNa paramANu cenja thaI zake ema nathI. atyAre tame jamavA besone, to tamane khabara nathI huM zuM khAvAno chuM ? banAvanArane khabara nathI ke kAle jamavAmAM zuM karavAnuM che ? A zI rIte banI jAya che, e ya ajAyabI che. keTaluM tamArAthI khavAze ne keTaluM nahIM khavAya e badhuM paramANu mAtra goThavAyeluM che. tame Aje mane bhegA thayA ne, e zAnA AdhAre thayA ? onlI sAyanTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDansa che. ati ati guhya kAraNo che. e kAraNa zodhI kADho. praznakartA : hA. dAdAzrI : kamAyo teno garvarasa pote khAya che ne jyAre khoTa Ave che tyAre kazuM bahAnuM kADhe. ApaNe pUchIe, 'kema zeTha, Ama thaI gayA cho hamaNAM ?" tyAre e kahe, "bhagavAna rUkyA che." praznakartA : sagavaDiyo siddhAMta thaI gayo. dAdAzrI : hA. sagavaDiyuM, paNa te Avo Aropa enI para nA Apavo joIe. vakIla upara Aropa ApIe, bIjA koIne Aropa ApI
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________________ huM koNa chuM ? mAthuM duHkhatuM hoya to tame AvelAM hoya to ya pAchAM jatA raho. ApaNe AvanAra-janAra hoya, pachI mAthuM dukhyAnuM bahAnuM kaDhAya nahIM ne ? alyA, tyAre mAthuM AvyuM hatuM ke tame AvyA hatA ? agara to tamane rastAmAM koI sAmo maLe ne kahe, "heDAM, caMdulAla mArI sAthe', to tame pAchAM jAva. eTale saMjoga pAMsarA maLe, ahIM AvyA tyAM sudhI koI aTakAvanAra maLe nahIM tyAre avAya. huM koNa chuM? praznakartA : paNa e zodhavuM kevI rIte ? dAdAzrI : eTale A atyAre tame ahIM AvyA temAM tamAruM AvavApaNuM kazuM che nahIM. e to tame mAno cho, IgoIjhama karo cho ke, "huM Avyo ne huM gayo." A je tame kaho cho, 'huM Avyo ane huM kahuM ke kAle kema AvyA nahIM ? tyAre Ama paga batAvo. eTale zuM samajI jaIe ? praznakartA : paga dukhatA hatA. dAdAzrI : hA, paga dukhatA hatA. paganuM nAma do to nA samajIe ke tame AvanArA ke paga AvanArA ? praznakartA : eTale huM ja Avyo chuM kahevAyane ? dAdAzrI : tame ja AvyA cho, nahIM ? A paga du:khe eTale tame pAchAM Avo ? praznakartA mArI potAnI IcchA AvavAnI hatI eTale Avyo chuM. dAdAzrI : hA, IcchA tamArI tethI AvyA. paNa A pagane badhuM pAMsaruM hatuM to AvI zakyA ? pAMsaruM nA hota to ? praznakartA ? to to nA avAya, barAbara che. dAdAzrI : eTale tamArA ekalAthI avAya che ? jema eka mANasa rathamAM besIne ahIM AgaLa Avyo ne kahe huM Avyo, huM Avyo." tyAre ApaNe kahIe, 'A page to tamAre perAlIsisa thayeluM che, to zI rIte AvyA tame ?" tyAre e kahe, 'rathamAM Avyo. paNa huM ja Avyo, huM ja Avyo." "are, paNa ratha Avyo ke tame AvyA ?" tyAre e kahe, 'ratha Avyo." eTale huM kahuM chuM ke "ratha Avyo ke baLadiyA AvyA ?" eTale vAta kyAMnI kyAM che A to ! paNa jo UMdhuM mAnI lIdhuM che ne ! A badhA saMjoga pAMsarA hoya to avAya, nahIM to nA avAya. potAnI sattA keTalI ? tame koI dahADoya khAdhuM paNa nathI ne ! A to badhuM caMdulAla khAya che ne tame manamAM mAno cho ke meM khAdhuM. khAya che caMdulAla ne saMDAsa ya caMdulAla jAya. to vagara kAmanA AmAM sapaDAyA cho. e samajAya che Apane ? praznakartA : e samajAvo. dAdAzrI : A jagatamAM koI mANasa saMDAsa javAnI svataMtra sattAvALo jabhyo nathI. saMDAsa javAnI svataMtra sattA nathI koIne, to bIjI kaI sattA haze ? A to jyAM sudhI potAnI marajI mujaba thoDuM ghaNuM thAya che eTale manamAM mAnI le che ke mArAthI ja thAya che badhuM. jyAre aTakene, tyAre khabara paDe. meM phorena rITarna DaoNkaTarone ahIM vaDodarAmAM bhegA karyA hatA, dazabAra jaNane. meM kahyuM, "saMDAsa javAnI svataMtra zakti tamArAmAM nathI", eTale e UMcAnIcA thavA mAMDyA. pachI kahyuM ke e to aTakaze tyAre khabara paDaze. tyAre tyAM AgaLa helpa levI paDe koIkanI. mATe A tamArI svataMtra zakti ja nathI. A to bhrAMtithI tame kudaratI zaktine potAnI zakti mAnI lIdhI che. parasattAne potAnI sattA mAne che, enuM nAma bhrAMti. A vAta thoDIghaNI samajAI Apane ? be AnI ke cAra AnI samajAyuM ? praznakartA : hA, samajAya che.
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________________ huM koNa chuM ? 17 dAdAzrI : eTaluM samajAya to ya ukela Ave. A badhA loko je bole che ne ke, 'meM ATaluM tapa karyu, Ama jApa karyA, upavAsa karyA' e badhuM ja bhrAMti che, chatAMya jagata to AvuM ne AvuM ja rahevAnuM. ahaMkAra karyA vagara rahevAnuM nathI. svabhAva che ne ? kartA, vaimittika kartA..... praznakartA : kharekhara pote kartA nathI, to pachI kartA koNa che ? ane enuM svarUpa zuM che ? dAdAzrI : evuM che, naimittika kartA to pote ja che. pote svataMtra kartA to che ja nahIM. paNa naimittika kartA che. eTale pArlAmenTarI paddhatithI kartA che. pArlAmenTarI paddhati eTale ? jema pArlAmenTamAM badhAnA voTiMga hoya, ane pachI chevaTe potAno voTa hoya ne tenA AdhAre pote kahe che ke A to mAre karavuM paDaze. eTale hisAbe kartA thAya che, A yojanAnuM sarjana thAya che. yojanA karanAra pote ja che. kartApaNuM phakta yojanAmAM hoya che, yojanAmAM enI sahI che. paNa te jagatane khabara nathI. A nAnA kaoNmpyuTaramAMthI phIDa nIkaLe ane moTA kaoNmpyuTaramAM e phIDa jAya, evI rIte A yojanA sarjana thaIne moTA kaoNmpyuTaramAM jAya che. A moTuM kaoNmpyuTara pachI ene visarjana kare che eTale A bhavamAM AkhI lAIpha visarjana svarUpe che, jenuM sarjana gayA bhavamAM thayeluM hoya che. eTale A bhavamAM janmathI maraNa sudhI visarjana svarUpe ja che. potAnA hAthamAM kazuM ya nathI, parasattAmAM ja che. yojanA thaI ke e badhuM pachI parasattAmAM jAya che. rUpakamAM e parasattA pachI amala bajAve che. eTale rUpaka juduM che. rUpaka parasattAne tAbe che. Apane samajAya che ? A vAta bahu UMDI che. kartApadathI karmabaMdha ! praznakartA : A karmanAM baMdhanamAMthI chUTavA mATe zuM karavuM ? dAdAzrI : A karma che e kartAnA Adhina che. eTale kartA hoya 18 huM koNa chuM ? to ja karma thAya. kartA nA hoya to karma nA thAya. kartA kema ? A Aropita bhAvamAM mukAma karyo eTale kartA thayo. potAnA mULa svabhAvamAM Ave to kartA che ja nahIM. 'meM karyu' ema kahyuM eTale kartA thayo. eTale karmane AdhAra Apyo. have pote kartA nA thAya to karma paDI jAya, nirAdhAra karIe to karma paDI jAya. eTale kartApaNuM che tyAM sudhI karma che. "chUTe dehAdhyAsa to nahIM kartA tuM karma, nahIM bhoktA tuM tehano e ja dharmano marma zrImad rAjacaMdra atyAre tame 'huM caMdulAla chuM' evuM mAnI beThA cho. eTale ekAkAra thaI gayuM che. mahIM be vastu judI che. tame judA ne caMdulAla judA che. paNa e tamane khabara nathI tyAM sudhI zuM thAya ? jJAnI puruSa bhedavijJAnathI juduM pADI Ape. pachI jyAre tame judA paDo tyAre 'tamAre' kazuM karavAnuM nahIM, e caMdulAla karyA kare. (6) bhedajJAta koNa karAve ? - AtmA-atAtmAnuM vaijJAtika vibhAjata ! A vIMTImAM sonuM ane tAMbuM be mahIM bhegAM thayelA hoya, ene ApaNe gAmamAM ghera laI jaIe ke 'bhaI, Ane chUTuM karI Apone !' to badhA loka karI Ape ? koI karI Ape ? praznakartA : sonI ja karI Ape. dAdAzrI : jeno A dhaMdho che, je AmAM eksparTa che, te sonuM ane tAMbuM banne juduM karI Ape, so e so TacanuM sonuM juduM karI Ape. kAraNa ke e beunA guNadharma jANe che ke sonAnA AvAM guNadharma che ne tAMbAnA AvAM guNadharma che. evI ja rIte jJAnI puruSa AtmAnA guNadharma jANe
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________________ huM koNa chuM? che ne anAtmAnA ya guNadharma jANe che. A vIMTImAM sonuM ane tAMbu milcara thaI gayuM hoya che, eTale ene chUTuM pADI zakAya. sonuM ane tAMbu e be kampAunDa svarUpe thayuM hoya, to te chUTuM paDI zake nahIM. kAraNa ke nahIM to guNadharma judI ja jAtanA thaI jAya. evI rIte AnI aMdara cetana ane acetana badhuM mizra che, e kampAunDa svarUpa thayeluM nathI. eTale pharI svabhAvane kADhI zakAya. kampAunDa thayuM hoya to jaData ja nahIM. cetananA ya guNadharma jaData nahIM ne acetananAM ya guNadharma jaData nahIM ne tIsaro ja guNadharma Ubho thaI jAta. paNa evuM nathI, e to milcara thayeluM che khAlI. eTale jJAnI puruSa Ane chUTuM pADI Ape to AtmAnI oLakhANa thAya. jJAtavidhi zuM che ? praznakartA : ApakI jJAnavidhi kyA hai ? dAdAzrI : jJAnavidhi to separezana (chUTuM pADavuM) pudgala ane AtmAnuM ! zuddha cetana ane pudgala, benuM separezana. praznakartA : ye siddhAMta to ThIka hI hai lekIna usakI paddhati kyA huM koNa chuM ? jarUra, gurunI ? jJAtItI ? praznakartA : dAdA maLyA pahelAM koIne guru mAnyA hoya to ? to eNe zuM karavuM ? dAdAzrI : to emane tyAM javAnuM ne ! ane nA javuM hoya to javuM evuM pharajiyAta nathI, ApaNe javuM hoya to javAnuM ane nA javuM hoya to nA javuM. emane duHkha nA thAya eTalA mATe ya javuM joIe. ApaNe vinaya rAkhavo joIe. ahIM AgaLa "jJAna" letI vakhate mane ko'ka pUche ke, 'have huM guru choDI dau?" tyAre huM kahuM ke 'nA choDIza alyA. e gurunA pratApe to ahIM sudhI Avyo che." gurune laIne mANasa kaMIka maryAdAmAM rahI zake. gura nA hoyane, to maryAdA ya nA hoya ane gurune kahevAya ke "mane jJAnI puruSa maLyA che. emanA darzana karavA jAu chuM." keTalAka mANaso to temanA gurune mArI pAse hau teDI lAve che. kAraNa ke gurune paNa mokSa joito hoya ne ! saMsAranuM jJAne ya guru vagara thAya nahIM ane mokSanuM jJAneya guru vagara thAya nahI. vyavahAranA guru vyavahAra mATe che ane jJAnI puruSa nizcayane mATe che. vyavahAra rileTiva che ane nizcaya riyala che. rileTiva mATe guru joIe ane riyala mATe jJAnI puruSa joIe. (7) mokSanuM svarUpa zuM ? dAdAzrI : ApavAnuM evuM kazuM hotuM nathI, ahIM besIne A jema che ema bolavAnI jarUra che ('huM koNa chuM' enuM bhAna, jJAna karAvavAno be kalAkano jJAna-prayoga hoya che. temAM pachI aDatAlIsa miniTa AtmAanAtmAnAM bheda pADanArAM bhedavijJAnanAM vAkyo bolAvavAmAM Ave che. have te badhAe bolavAnA hoya che. tyAra bAda eka kalAka 'pAMca AjJAo' dAkhalA sAthe vigatavAra samajAvavAmAM Ave che, je have pachInuM jIvana kevI rIte pasAra karavuM ke jethI navAM karmo baMdhAya nahI, jUnA karmo saMpUrNa pUrAM thAya ne sAthe sAthe "huM zudhdhAtmA chuM'nuM lakSa kAyama rahyAM kare !) dhyeya ATalo ja ghaTe ! praznakartA: kayo dhyeya hovo joIe mANasano ? dAdAzrI : mokSe javAno ja ! e ja dhyeya hovo joIe. tamAre ya mokSe ja javuM che ne ? kyAM sudhI bhaTakavuM? anaMta avatArathI bhaTaka bhaTaka.... kaMI bhaTakavAmAM bAkI ja nathI rAkhyuM ne ! jAnavaragatimAM, manuSyagatimAM, devagatimAM, badhe bhaTaka bhaTaka bhaTaka ja karyuM che. zAthI bhaTakavAnuM thayuM ?
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________________ huM koNa chuM? kAraNa ke huM koNa chuM te ja nA jANyuM. potAnA svarUpane ja jANyuM nathI. potAnuM svarUpa jANavuM joIe. 'pote koNa che' e nA jANavuM joIe ? ATaluM badhuM pharyA to ya nA jANyuM tame ? ekalA paisA kamAvA pAchaLa paDyA cho ? mokSanuM ya thoDughaNuM karavuM joIe ke nA karavuM joIe ? praznakartA: karavuM joIe. dAdAzrI : eTale svataMtra thavAnI jarUra che ne ? Ama paravaza kyAM sudhI rahevuM ? praznakartA : svataMtra thavAnI jarUra nathI, paNa svataMtra thavAnI samajanI jarUra che evuM huM mAnuM chuM. dAdAzrI : hA, e samajanI ja jarUra che. e samaja ApaNe jANIe eTale bahu thaI gayuM. bhale svataMtra nA thavAya, svataMtra thavAya ke nA thavAya e pachInI vAta che. to paNa samajanI jarUra kharI ne ? pahelAM samaja hAthamAM AvI gaI eTale bahu thaI gayuM. svabhAvamAM AvavA mahenata nathI ! te mokSa eTale potAnA svabhAva AvavuM te. ane saMsAra eTale potAnA vizeSa bhAvamAM javuM che. eTale kayuM saheluM ? svabhAvamAM rahevuM te. eTale mokSa agharo nA hoya. haMmezAM ya saMsAra agharo hoya che. eTale mokSa to khIcaDI karatAM ya sahelo che. A khIcaDI banAvavA mATe to lAkaDAM khoLavAM paDe, dALa-cokhA khoLavAM paDe, tapelI khoLavI paDe. pANI khoLuM paDe. tyAre pachI khIcaDI thAya. jyAre mokSa to khIcaDI karatAMya sahelo che. paNa mokSadAtA jJAnI maLavA joIe. nahIM to mokSa kyAreya thAya nahIM. karoDa avatAra jAya to ya e thAya nahIM. badhAM anaMtA avatAra thayelA ja che ne ? mahenatathI mokSa maLe tA ! A ame kahIe chIe ne, ke amArI pAse AvIne mokSa laI huM koNa chuM? jAva ! tyAre loka manamAM vicAre che ke "evo Apelo mokSa zuM kAmano, ApaNe mahenata karyA vagarano ?!" 'tyAre bhaI, mahenata karIne lAvajo. juo, emanI samajaNa kevI sarasa (!) che ?! bAkI, mahenatathI kazuM ja na maLe. mahenatathI koI dahADo koIne mokSa maLyo nathI. praznakartA : mokSa ApI ke laI zakAya kharo ? dAdAzrI : e ApavAno-levAno hoto ja nathI. A to naimittika che. tame mane bhegA thayA te nimitta thayuM. nimittanI jarUra kharI. bAkI, koI ApanAro ya nathI ne koI lenAro paNa nathI. ApanAra kone kahevAya ? potAnI gharanI vastu Ape, tene ApanArA kahevAya. A to tamArA gharamAM ja mokSa che, te amAre dekhADI devAno hoya, riyalAIjha karI ApavAnuM hoya. eTale ApavA-levAnuM hotuM ja nathI, khAlI nimitta che. mokSa eTale sanAtana sukha ! praznakartA : mokSa meLavIne karavAnuM zuM ? dAdAzrI : te mane keTalAMka loko maLe che tyAre kahe che, "mAre mokSa joIto nathI." pachI huM kahyuM ke, "bhAI, mokSanI jarUra nathI. paNa tamane sukha joIe che ke nahIM ? ke duHkha game che ?" tyAre e kahe, "nA. sukha to joIe che." meM kahyuM, 'sukha thoDuMghaNuM ochuM hoya to cAlaze ?" tyAre e kahe, "nA, sukha to pUrepUruM joIe." tyAre meM kahyuM, 'to ApaNe sukhanI ja vAta karo ne ! mokSanI vAta javA do. mokSa eTale zuM vastu che e loka samajatuM ja nathI. zabdathI bole eTaluM ja che. loka ema jANe che ke mokSa nAmanuM koI sthaLa che ane tyAM AgaLa jaIne mokSanI ApaNane majA Ave che ! paNa evuM nathI e badhuM. mokSa, be sTeje ! praznakartA : mokSano artha sAdhAraNa rIte ApaNe janma-maraNamAMthI
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________________ huM koNa chuM? mukti ema karIe chIe. dAdAzrI : hA, e kharuM che. paNa e chellI mukti che, e sekanDarI sTeja che. paNa pahelA sTejamAM, pahelo mokSa eTale saMsArI duHkhano abhAva varte. saMsAranA duHkhamAM ya duHkha aDe nahIM, upAdhimAM ya samAdhi rahe, e pahelo mokSa. ane pachI A deha chUTe tyAre AtyaMtika mokSa che. paNa pahelo mokSa ahIM thavo joIe. mAro mokSa thaI ja gayelo che ne ! saMsAramAM rahe chatAM paNa saMsAra aDe nahIM evo mokSa thaI javo joIe. te A akrama vijJAnathI evuM thaI zake ema che. jIvatAM ja mukita ! praznakartA: have e mukti ke mokSa che, te jIvana mukti che ke maryA pachInI mukti ? dAdAzrI : maryA pachInI mukti zuM kAmanI ? maryA pachI mukti maLaze evuM kahIne loko phasAve che. alyA, mane ahIM kaMIka dekhADane ! svAda to dekhADa kaMIka, kaMIka purAvo to dekhADa. tyAM mokSa thaze, enuM zuM ThekANuM ? evo udhAriyo mokSa ApaNe zuM karavAno ? udhAriyAmAM bhalIvAra Ave nahIM. eTaluM badhuM kaeNza sAruM. ApaNane ahIM jIvatAM ja mukti thavI joIe, jema janaka rAjAnI mukti tame sAMbhaLelI ke nahIM ? praznakartA : sAMbhaLelI. huM koNa chuM ? paNa A vAIpha sAthe rahIne AtmajJAna maLe evuM che. ekaluM saMsAramAM rahevAnuM nahIM, paNa chokarA-chokarIo paraNAvIne, badhuM kAma karIne AtmajJAna thaI zake che. huM saMsAramAM rahIne ja tamane e karI ApuM chuM. saMsAramAM eTale, sinemA jovA jajo ema badhI tamane chUTa ApuM. chokarAM paiNAvajo, choDI paiNAvajo ane sArAM kapaDAM paherIne paiNAvajo. pachI ethI vadhAre bIjI gerenTI joIe che kazI ? praznakartA : evI badhI chUTa hoya to to jarUra rahI zakAya. dAdAzrI : badhI chUTa ! A apavAda mArga che. tamAre kaMI mahenata karavAnI nahIM. tamane AtmA ya tamArA hAthamAM ApI daIzuM, te pachI AtmAnI ramaNatAmAM raho ane liphaTamAM besI raho. bIjuM tamAre kazuM ya karavAnuM nahIM. pachI tamane karma ja baMdhAya nahIM. eka ja avatAranA karma baMdhAze, te paNa mArI AjJA pALavA pUratAM ja. amArI AjJAmAM rahevAnuM eTalA mATe ja ke liphaTamAM besatI vakhate jo kadI AghopAcho hAtha kare to muzkelImAM mUkAI jAya ne ! praznakartA : eTale Avato bhava AvavAno kharo ? dAdAzrI : gayo bhava hato ne haju Avato bhaya che. paNa A jJAna evuM che ke haju eka-be avatAra bAkI rahe che. pahelI ajJAnathI mukti thaI jAya che. pachI eka-be avatAramAM chellI mukti maLI jAya. eka avatAra bAkI rahe evo A kALa che. to eka dahADo tame mArI pAse Avajo. ame eka divasa nakkI karIe tyAre AvavAnuM. te divasa badhAnuM doraDuM pAchaLathI kApI nAkhIe chIe. roja roja nahIM kApavAnuM. roja roja to pAchuM blaDa levA javuM paDe. roja to vAto badhI satsaMganI. paNa eka dahADo nakkI karIe te divase bleDathI Ama AMTo ja kApI ApIe. bIjuM kaMI nahIM. pachI tarata ja tame samajI jAva ke A badhuM ya khulluM thaI gayuM. chAtI khulI, (8) akrama mArga zuM che ? akrama jJAtathI anokhI siddhi ! praznakartA : paNa A saMsAramAM rahI AtmajJAna Ama maLI jAya ? dAdAzrI : hA, evo rasto che. saMsAramAM rahIne eTaluM ja nahIM,
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________________ 25 huM koNa chuM? e anubhava thayo ke te tarata ja kahe, chUTo thayo. eTale mukta thayo chuM evuM bhAna thavuM joIe. mukta thavuM e gamyuM vAta nathI. eTale tamane mukta karI ApIe. A 'jJAna' ApIe chIe te dahADe zuM thAya che? jJAnAgnithI enAM je karmo che te bhasmIbhUta thaI jAya che. be prakAranAM karmo bhasmIbhUta thaI jAya che ane eka prakAranAM karmo rahe che. je karmo varALarUpe che eno nAza thaI jAya che. ane je karmo pANIrUpe che, eno paNa nAza thaI jAya che ane je karmo barapharUpe che, teno nAza nathI thato. barapharUpe che e karmo bhogavavAM ja paDe che. kAraNa ke jAmI gayelAM che, karma phaLa ApavAne mATe taiyAra thaI gayuM che, e choDe nahIM pachI. paNa pANIrUpe ane varALarUpe karmo hoya, ene jJAnAgni uDADI mUke. eTale jJAna maLatAM ja ekadama halakAM thaI jAya che. loko, emane jAgRti ekadama vadhI jAya che. kAraNa ke karmo bhasmIbhUta thAya nahIM tyAM sudhI jAgRti vadhe ja nahIM mANasane ! A barapharUpanAM karmo to ApaNe bhogavavAnAM ja rahyAM. ane te ya pAchAM saraLa rIte kema bhogavAya, enAM badhA rastA ame batADyA che ke "bhaI, A dAdA bhagavAnanA asIma jaya jayakAra ho bolaje, trimaMtra bolaje, nava kalamo bolaje.' ame jJAna ApIe, enAthI karma bhasmIbhUta thaI jAya che ane te ghaDIe ghaNAM AvaraNo tUTI jAya che. tyAre bhagavAnanI kRpA thatAMnI sAthe ja e pote jAgRta thaI jAya che. e jAgRti pachI jatI nathI, jAgyA pachI e jatI nathI. niraMtara jAgRta rahevAya. eTale niraMtara pratiti rahevAnI ja. pratiti kyAre rahe ? jAgRti che to pratiti rahe. pahelI jAgRti, pachI pratiti. te anubhava, lakSa ane pratiti A traNa rahe, pratiti kAyamanI rahe. lakSa che te amuka TAIma rahe. kaMIka dhaMdhAmAM ke kAmamAM paDyA ke pAchuM lakSa cUkI javAya ane kAmamAMthI mukta thAya ke pAchuM lakSamAM AvI jAya. ane anubhava to kyAre thAya ke kAmamAMthI, badhAthI paravArI ane ekAMtamAM beThAM hoya tyAre anubhavano svAda Ave. jo ke anubhava to vadhyA ja kare. kAraNa ke pahelAM caMdulAla zuM hatA ane Aje caMdulAla zuM che e samajAya. tyAre huM koNa chuM? e phare zAne laIne ? Atma anubhavathI. pahelAM dehAdhyAsano anubhava hato ane A Atma anubhava che. praznakartA : AtmAno anubhava thaI jAya eTale zuM thAya ? dAdAzrI : AtmAno anubhava thaI gayo eTale dehAdhyAsa chUTI gayo. dehAdhyAsa chUTI gayo eTale karma baMdhAtAM aTakI gayAM. ene saMvara rahe. pachI zuM joIe vadhAre ? AtmA-atAtmA vacce bhedarekhA ! A akrama vijJAna che eTale ATaluM jaladI samakita thAya che. nahIM to kramika mArgamAM Aje samakita thAya evuM che ja nahIM. A akrama vijJAna to bahu UMcI jAtanuM vijJAna che. AtmA ne anAtmA vacce eTale tamArI ne pArakI cIja ema be vaheMcaNI karI ApIe. A tamAro bhAga ane A bhAga tamAro nahIM, ne vacce lAIna oNpha DimArkazana nAkhI, bANahada mArI ApuM tyAM. pachI pADozInA khetaranA bhIMDA ApaNAthI khavAya nahIM ne ! mArga : krama ane akrama ! tIrthakaronuM je jJAna che e kramika jJAna che. kramika eTale pagathiye, pagathiye caDhavAnuM. jema jema parigraha ochAM karatAM karatAM jAva tyAre tema tema moze pahoMcADe, te ya ghaNAM kALe ane A akrama vijJAna eTale zuM ? pagathiyAM nahIM caDhavAnAM, liphaTamAM besI javAnuM ne bArame mALe caDhI javAnuM, evo A liphaTamArga nILyo che. te A liphaTamArgamAM je besI gayA, tenuM kalyANa thaI gayuM. huM to nimitta chuM. A liphaTamAM je beThAM eno ukela AvI jAya ne ! ukela to lAvavo ja paDazene ? ApaNe mokSe javAnA ja chIe. te liphaTamAM beThAnI khAtarI pAchI thavI joIe ke nA thavI joIe ? enI khAtarI eTale krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha thAya nahIM, ArtadhyAna-raudradhyAna nA thAya. eTale pUrNa kAma thaI gayuM ne ?
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________________ 27 28 huM koNa chuM ? "mate' maLyo te adhikArI ! praznakartA : A mArga Avo sahelo che, to pachI koI adhikAra jevuM jovAnuM ja nahIM ? game tene mATe e zakya ? dAdAzrI : loko mane pUche ke, "adhikArI kharo ?" tyAre meM kahyuM, mane maLyo mATe tuM adhikArI.' A maLavuM e sAyaTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDansa che AnI pAchaLa. eTale amane je koI mANasa bhego thAya, ene adhikArI mAnavAmAM Ave che. nA bhego thayo e adhikArI nahIM. e bhego zA AdhAre thAya che? e adhikArI che tenA AdhAre mane bhego thAya che. mane bhego thAya chatAM ene prApti nA thAya, to pachI ene aMtarAyakarma naDe che. huM koNa chuM? mAnI jAya. ahIM kheMcAI Ave. akrama mArga vizvabharamAM ! A to saMyoga bahu UMcI jAtano ke AvuM koI jagyAe banyuM nahIM. eka ja mANasa 'dAdA' ekalA ja kAma karI zakayA. bIjuM koI karI zake nahIM. praznakartA: e pachI dAdAnI kRpA ne ? dAdAzrI : e to cAlyA karaze. mArI icchA che ke je paNa koI taiyAra thaI jAya ne, pAchaLa mArga calAvanAra joIe ne ? praznakartA : joIe ne ! dAdAzrI : paNa mArI IcchA pUrI thaI jaze. praznakartA: "akrama vijJAna" jo cAlu raheze, to e nimittathI cAlu raheze ! kramamAM karavAnuM te akramamAM.. eka bhAIe eka phera prazna pUchayo ke krama ne akramamAM phera zo ? tyAre meM kahyuM ke, krama eTale badhAM kahe ke A avaLuM choDo ne savaLuM karo. badhAM e ja ke kekaryA kare, enuM nAma kramika mArga. krama eTale badhAM choDavAnuM kahe, A kapaTa-lobha choDo ne sAruM karo. e ja tame joyuM ne atyAra sudhI ?! ane A akrama eTale karavAnuM nahIM. karomi-karosikaroti nahIM ! gajavuM kApe, to akramamAM kaheze, 'eNe kApyuM nathI ne mAruM kapAyuM nathI" ane kramamAM to ema kahe ke, "eNe kApyuM ane mAruM kapAyuM?" akrama vijJAna e loTarI jevuM che. loTarImAM InAma maLe, emAM eNe kaMI mahenata karI hatI ? rUpiyo eNe ya Apyo hato ne bIjA lokoe ya rUpiyo Apyo hato, paNa enuM cAlI gayuM. evuM A akrama vijJAna tarata ja mokSa ApI de che, rokaDo ja ! akramathI AmUla parivartata ! akrama vijJAna to bahu moTI ajAyabI kahevAya. A jJAna lIdhA pachI mANasa bIje dahADe pheraphAra thaI jAya. A sAMbhaLatA ja loko dAdAzrI : 'akrama vijJAna' ja cAlavAnuM. akrama vijJAna to, haju to varSa-be varSa jo AvuM ne AvuM cAlyuM to TheTha duniyAmAM badhI vAto ja AnI cAlaze ane pahoMcI jaze TheTha. kAraNa ke jUThI vAta moMbhAre caDhIne bole che. tema sAcI vAta moMbhAre caDhIne bole. sAcI vAtano moDo amala thAya te jUThI vAtano to amala vahelo thAya. akrama thakI strIto paNa mokSa ! tyAre loko kahe mokSa puruSano ja thAya, strIono mokSa nahIM. e huM emane kahuM chuM ke strIono paNa mokSa thAya. kema na thAya ? tyAre kahe, emanI kapaTanI ne mohanI graMthi bahu moTI che. puruSane AvaDI nAnI gAMTha hoya to emanI AvaDI moTI suraNa jevaDI hoya.
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________________ huM koNa chuM ? strI paNa mokSe jaze. bhale badhA nA kahetA hoya, paNa strI mokSane mATe lAyaka che. kAraNa ke e AtmA che ane puruSonI joDe TacamAM AvyA che, te eno paNa ukela Avaze paNa strI prakRtine moha baLavAna hovAthI vadhu TAIma lAgaze ! kAma kADhI lo ! ApaNuM kAma kADhI lejo, jyAre jarUra hoya tyAre. evuM ya nathI ke tame Avajo ja. tamane ThIka lAge to Avajone ! ane saMsAra gamato hoya, posAto hoya tyAM sudhI e vepAra cAlu rAkho. amAre to evuM nA hoya ke Ama ja karo. ane ame tamane kAgaLa lakhavA nA AvIe. ahIM AvyA hoya to tamane kahIe ke, 'bhaI, Ama lAbha uThAvo." ATaluM ja kahIe tamane. hajAro varSathI AvuM vijJAna UbhuM thayuM nathI. mATe huM kahuM chuM ke pAchaLa have je thavAnuM hoya te thAva paNa A kAma kADhI levA jevuM che. huM koNa chuM ? saMta puruSa sAce raste caDhAve ane jJAnI puruSa mukti apAve. saMto to vaTemArgu kahevAya. vaTemArga eTale e pote cAle ane bIjA vaTemArgune kaheze, 'haMDo, tame mArI joDe." ane jJAnI puruSa to chelluM sTezana kahevAya, tyAM to ApaNuM kAma ja kADhI nAkhe. sAco, tadana sAco saMta koNa ? je mamatA rahita hoya. te bIjA ochAvattI mamatAvALA hoya che, ne sAco jJAnI koNa ? ke jene ahaMkAra ne mamatA beu nA hoya. eTale saMtone jJAnI puruSa nA kahevAya. saMtone AtmAnuM bhAna nA hoya. e saMto to pAchAM jJAnI puruSane maLaze tyAre emano ukela Avaze. saMtone ya AnI jarUra. badhAne ahIM AvuM paDe, chUTako ja nahIM ne ! darekanI IcchA A hoya. jJAnI puruSa eTale varlDanI ajAyabI kahevAya. jJAnI puruSa eTale pragaTa dIvo kahevAya. jJAnI puruSanI oLakhANa ! praznakartA : jJAnI puruSane oLakhavA kevI rIte ? dAdAzrI : kevI rIte oLakhazo ? jJAnI puruSa to emane ema ja oLakhAya evAM hoya. emanI sugaMdhI ja oLakhAya evI hoya. emanuM vAtAvaraNa ora jAtanuM hoya. emanI vANI ora jAtanI hoya. emanA zabdo uparathI khabara paDI jAya. are, emanI AMkha joIne ja khabara paDI jAya. bAkI, jJAnI pAse to bahu khAtarI hoya, jabarajasta khAtarI ! ane emano zabdezabda zAstrarUpe hoya, jo samajaNa paDe to emanA vANI-vartana ne vinaya manohara hoya, mananuM haraNa kare evuM hoya. eTale badhA bahu lakSaNo hoya. jJAnI puruSamAM buddhino chAMTo nA hoya ! e abudha hoya. have (9) "jJAnI puruSa' koNa ? saMta puruSa : jJAnI puruSa ! praznakartA : A to saMto badhA je thaI gayA che ane jJAnImAM aMtara keTaluM ? dAdAzrI : saMta konuM nAma ? ke je nabaLuM choDAvaDAve ne sAruM pakaDAve. khoTuM karavAnuM choDAvaDAve ane sAruM karavAnuM pakaDAve, enuM nAma saMta kahevAya. praznakartA : eTale pApakarmathI bacAve che, e saMta ? dAdAzrI : hA, pApakarmathI bacAve e saMta, paNa pApa-puNya bannethI bacAve, enuM nAma jJAnI puruSa kahevAya.
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________________ huM koNa chuM ? praznakartA : Apane bhagavAna thavAno moha kharo ? huM koNa chuM? buddhino chAMTo nA hoya evA keTalAM hoya ? ko'ka phero ko'ka janma hoya e, ane tyAre lokonuM tyAM kalyANa thaI jAya, tyAM lAkho mANasa tarI pAra nIkaLI jAya. jJAnI puruSa ahaMkAra sivAyanA hoya, saheje ya ahaMkAra nA hoya. have ahaMkAra rahita to A jagatamAM koI mANasa hoya nahIM. ekalAM jJAnI puruSa ja ahaMkAra rahita hoya. jJAnI puruSa to hajAro varSe ekAda pAke. bAkI, saMto-zAstrajJAnIo to badhA bahu hoya. eTale ApaNe ahIM to zAstranA jJAnIo ghaNAM badhA che, paNa AtmAnA jJAnIo nathI. je AtmAnA jJAnI hoya ne, te to parama sukhI hoya ane du:kha kiMcitmAtra hoya nahIM. eTale tyAM AgaLa ApaNuM kalyANa thAya. jayAM pote potAnuM kalyANa karIne beThA hoya, te ApaNuM kalyANa kare. pote taryA, te ApaNane tAre. nahIM to pote DUbakAM khAto hoya, te kyAreya tAre nahIM. dAdAzrI : mane to bhagavAna thavuM, e to bahu bojArUpa lAge. huM to laghutama puruSa chuM. A varlDamAM ya koI mArAthI laghu nathI evo laghutama puruSa chuM. eTale bhagavAna thavAnuM mane bojArUpa lAge, UlaTI zarama lAge che ! praznakartA : bhagavAna thavuM nA hoya to pachI A cAra DigrI pUrI karavAno puruSArtha zA mATe karavAno ? dAdAzrI : e to mAre mokSe javA mATe. mAre bhagavAna thaIne zuM kADhavAnuM ? bhagavAna to bhagavat guNo dharAvato hoya, e badhAya bhagavAna thAya. bhagavAna e vizeSaNa che. game te mANasa ene mATe taiyAra thAya ne, loka ene bhagavAna kahe ja. ahIM pragaTyA, cauda lokanA nAtha ! praznakartA: 'dAdA bhagavAna' zabda prayoga konA mATe karelo che ? dAdAzrI : 'dAdA bhagavAna' mATe ! mAre mATe nathI, huM to jJAnI puruSa chuM. praznakartA : kayA bhagavAna ? (10) zrI dAdA bhagavAta koNa ? huM' te "dAdA bhagavAna' tahi eka re ! praznakartA to Apa bhagavAna kevI rIte kahevaDAvo cho ? dAdAzrI : "" pote bhagavAna nathI. bhagavAnane, dAdA bhagavAnane to huM namaskAra karuM chuM. huM pote traNaso chappana DigrI upara chuM ane 'dAdA bhagavAna' traNasone sATha DigrIe che. te mATe cAra DIgrI ochI che eTale huM dAdA bhagavAnane namaskAra karuM chuM. praznakartA : e zA mATe ? dAdAzrI : kAraNa ke mAre to cAra DigrI pUrI karavI che. mAre pUrI to karavI paDaze ne ? cAra DigrI adhUrI rahI, nApAsa thayo paNa pharI pAsa to thayA vagara chUTako che ? dAdAzrI : dAdA bhagavAna, je cauda lokano nAtha che. e tamArAmAM ya che, paNa tamArAmAM pragaTa nathI thayelAM. tamArAmAM avyakta rIte rahelA che ane ahIM vyakata thayelA che. te vyakata thayelA, e phaLa Ape evA che. eka phero ApaNe bolIene to ya kAma nIkaLI jAya evuM che. paNa oLakhIne bolIe to kalyANa thaI jAya ane sAMsArika cIjonI jo aDacaNa hoyane to te ya dUra thaI jAya. paNa emAM lobha nahIM karavAno ane lobha karavA jAya to pAra ja nA Ave. Apane samaja paDI, dAdA bhagavAna zuM che e ?
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________________ huM koNa chuM ? 33 A dekhAya che e 'dAdA bhagavAna' hoya. tame A dekhAya che, ene 'dAdA bhagavAna' jANatAM hazo, nahIM ? paNa A dekhAya che, e to bhAdaraNanA paTela che, huM 'jJAnI puruSa' chuM. ane A 'dAdA bhagavAna' to mahIM beThA che ne, mahIM pragaTa thayelA che te che. cauda lokanA nAtha pragaTa thayelA che, te jAte meM joyelA che, jAte anubhavelA che. eTale huM gerenTIthI kahuM chuM ke e mahIM pragaTa thayelA che. ane A vAta koNa kare che ? TeparekarDa vAta kare che. kAraNa ke 'dAdA bhagavAna'mAM bolavAnI zakti nathI ane A 'paTela' to TeparekarDanA AdhAre bole che. kAraNa ke 'bhagavAna' ane 'paTela' beu chUTA paDyA eTale tyAM AgaLa ahaMkAra karI zake nahIM. e TeparekarDa bole che, eno huM jJAtA-draSTA rahuM chuM. tamArI ya TeparekarDa bole che, paNa tamArA manamAM 'huM bolyo' evo tamane garvarasa utpanna thAya che. bAkI, amAre paNa dAdA bhagavAnane namaskAra karavA paDe. amAre dAdA bhagavAna joDe judApaNAno vyavahAra ja che. vyavahAra ja judApaNAno che. tyAre loko ema jANe ke e pote ja dAdA bhagavAna che. nA, pote dAdA bhagavAna kevI rIte thAya ? A to paTela che bhAdaraNanA. (11) zrI sImaMdhara svAmI koNa ? tIrthaMkara zrI 'sImaMdhara' svAmI ! praznakartA : sImaMdhara svAmI e koNa che ? te samajAvavA kRpA karazo. dAdAzrI : sImaMdhara svAmI atyAre tIrthaMkara sAheba che. teo bIjA kSetramAM che ! RSabhadeva bhagavAna thayA, mahAvIra bhagavAna thayA.... evA e sImaMdhara svAmI tIrthaMkara che. je Aje mahAvideha kSetramAM vicare che ! bAkI, mahAvIra bhagavAna to badhuM batAvI gayA che. paNa A lokonI samajaNa vAMkI te zuM thAya ? tethI phaLa nathI maLatuM ne ? huM koNa chuM ? A lokoe (namo arihaMtANaMmAM) AkhuM pada ja uDADI mUkayuM che. ane tIrthaMkaro kahetA gayA ke 'have covIsI baMdha thAya che, have tIrthaMkara thavAnA nathI eTale mahAvideha kSetramAM tIrthaMkara che tene bhajajo ! tyAM AgaLa vartamAna tIrthaMkaro che. to tyAM AgaLa have bhajanA karajo !' paNa e to have lokonA lakSamAM ja nathI. ane covIsane ja tIrthaMkara kahe che, temAM badhA ya loka pAchAM !! khyAlamAM to sImaMdhara svAmI ja ! loko mane kahe che ke tame sImaMdhara svAmInuM kema bolAvo cho ? covIsa tIrthaMkaronuM kema nathI bolAvatA ? meM kahyuM, covIsa tIrthaMkaronuM to bolIe ja chIe. paNa ame rItasaranuM bolIe chIe. A sImaMdhara svAmInuM vadhAre bolIe chIe. e vartamAna tIrthaMkara kahevAya ane A 'namo arihaMtANaM' emane ja pahoMce che. navakAra maMtra bolatI vakhate sAthe sImaMdhara svAmI khyAlamAM AvavA joIe, to tamAro navakAramaMtra cokhkho thayo kahevAya. 34 RNAtubaMdha bharatakSetranuM ! praznakartA : sImaMdhara svAmInA darzananuM varNana karo. dAdAzrI : sImaMdhara svAmI atyAre poNA be lAkha varasanI uMmaranA che. e ya RSabhadeva bhagavAna jevA che. RSabhadeva bhagavAna AkhA brahmAMDanA bhagavAna kahevAya. tevA A AkhA brahmAMDanA bhagavAna kahevAya. te ApaNe ahIM nathI paNa bIjI bhUmikAmAM mahAvideha kSetramAM che ke jyAM mANasa jaI zakato nathI. jJAnIo potAnI zaktine tyAM mokale che, je pUchIne pAchI Ave che. tyAM sthULa dehe karIne nA javAya paNa avatAra tyAM thAya tyAre javAya. jo ahIMthI tyAMnI bhUmikAnA mATe lAyaka thaI gayo to tyAM avatAra paNa thAya. ApaNe ahIM bharatakSetramAM tIrthaMkarono janma thato baMdha thaI gayo,
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________________ 35 huM koNa chuM? aDhI hajAra varSathI ! tIrthakara eTale chellA, 'phUla muna" ! paNa tyAM mahAvideha kSetramAM kAyamane mATe tIrthakaro janma le che. sImaMdhara svAmI, tyAM Aje hayAta che. ApaNA jevo deha che, badhuM che. (12) "akrama mArga' cAlu ja che ! pAchaLa jJAtIonI vaMzAvaLI ! ame amArI pAchaLa jJAnIonI vaMzAvaLI mUkI jaIzuM, amArA vArasadAra mUkatA jaIzuM ane tyAra pachI jJAnIonI lIMka cAla raheze. mATe sajIvana mUrti khoLajo. enA vagara ukela Ave tema nathI. huM to keTalAMka jaNane mAre hAthe siddhi karI ApavAno chuM. pachI pAchaLa joIe ke nA joIe ? pAchaLa lokone mArga to joIze ne ? jete jagata svIkAraze, tenuM cAlaze ! praznakartA : Apa kaho cho ke mArI pAchaLa cAlIsa-pacAsa hajAra 2DanArA haze, paNa ziSya ekuMya nahIM hoya. eTale tame zuM kahevA mAMgo cho ? dAdAzrI : mAro ziSya koI nahIM hoya. A kaMI gAdI nathI. gAdI hoya to vArasadAra thAyane ! tame pitarAI tarIke vArasadAra thavA Avo ! ahIM to jenuM cAlaze tenuM cAlaze. je badhAno ziSya thaze, tenuM kAma thaze. ahIM to loko jene svIkAraze, tenuM cAlaze. je laghutama thaze, tene jagata svIkAraze ! huM koNa chuM ? praznakartA : hA. dAdAzrI : 'zuddhAtmA chuM' e bhAna tamane keTalo vakhata rahe che ? praznakartA : ekAMtamAM ekalAM beThA hoya tyAre. dAdAzrI : hA. pachI kayo bhAva rahe che ? tamane 'huM caMdubhAI chuM" evo bhAva Ave che koI vakhata ? tamane riyalI 'huM caMdubhAI chuM' evo koI divasa bhAva thayelo ? praznakartA : jJAna lIdhA pachI nathI thayo. dAdAzrI : to e tame zuddhAtmA ja cho. mANasane eka ja bhAva hoya. eTale 'zuddhAtmA chuM' e tamane niraMtara rahe che ja. praznakartA : paNa ghaNIvAra vyavahAramAM zuddhAtmAnuM bhAna nathI rahetuM. dAdAzrI : to 'huM caMdubhAI chuM' enuM dhyAna rahe che ? traNa kalAka zuddhAtmAnuM dhyAna nA rahyuM ane traNa kalAka pachI pUche, tame caMdubhAI cho ke zuddhAtmA cho ? tyAre zuM kaho ? praznakartA : zuddhAtmA. dAdAzrI : eTale e dhyAna hatuM ja. eka zeTha hoya, dAru pIdho hoya te vakhate dhyAna badhuM jatuM rahe. paNa dAru UtarI jAya tyAre ? praznakartA: pAchAM jAgRta thaI jAya. dAdAzrI : evuM A bIjI bahAranI asara che. huM pUchuM ke kharekhara caMdubhAI cho ke zuddhAtmA cho ? tyAre tame kaho ke "zuddhAtmA'. bIje dahADe tamane pUchuM ke 'tame kharekhara koNa cho ?" tyAre tame kaho ke "zuddhAtmA'. pAMca dahADA sudhI huM pUchuM, eTale pachI huM samajI jaune, ke tamArI kUMcI mArI pAse che. pachI tame bUmo pADo to ya huM gAMThuM nahIM. chone, bUmo pADe. (13) AtmadraSTi thayA pachI.. AtmA prAptinAM lakSaNo ! jJAna" maLyuM pahelAM tame caMdubhAI hatA ne atyAre jJAna lIdhA pachI zuddhAtmA thayA, temAM kaMI anubhavamAM phera lAge che ?
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________________ huM koNa chuM? AvyuM apUrva bhAta ! Ane zrImad rAjacaMdra zuM kahe che ? ke "sadgurunA upadezathI AvyuM apUrva bhAna, nijapada nijamAMhI lahyuM, dUra thayuM ajJAna." pUrve dehAdhyAsanuM ja bhAna hatuM. pUrve dehAdhyAsa rahitanuM bhAna amane hatuM nahIM. te apUrva bhAna te AtmAnuM bhAna amane AvyuM. je potAnuM nijapada hatuM ke "huM caMdubhAI chuM" ema bolato hato, e have 'huM nijamAMhI besI gayuM. je nijapada hatuM, te nijamAM besI gayuM ane je ajJAna hatuM, 'huM caMdubhAI chuM' e ajJAna dUra thaI gayuM. e dehAdhyAsa kahevAya ! AkhA jagatane dehAdhyAsa chUTe nahIM ane potAnA svarUpamAM rahI zake nahIM. A tame svarUpamAM rahyA eTale IgoIjhama gona, mamatA gaI. 'huM caMdubhAI chuM' e dehAdhyAsa kahevAya ane "huM zuddhAtmA chuM' e lakSa beThuM tyAMthI koI jAtano adhyAsa nA rahyo. have kazuM rahyuM nathI. to ya bhUlacUka thAya ne, to saheja gUMgaLAmaNa thAya. zuddhAtmApada zuddha ja ! eTale A "jJAna" lIdhA pachI pahelAM je bhrAMti hatI ke 'huM karuM chuM', e bhAna tUTI gayuM. eTale zuddha ja chuM, e bhAna rahevA mATe zuddhAtmA kahyo. game tevuM thAya koInI joDe, caMdubhAI gALo bhAMDI de, to ya tame zuddha cho. pachI "ApaNe" caMdubhAIne kahevuM joIe ke 'bhaI, Amane du:kha thAya evuM zuM karavA atikramaNa karo cho ? mATe pratikramaNa karo." ko'kane duHkha thAya evuM kaMIka bolI gayA hoya, tyAre e atikramaNa karyuM kahevAya. tyAre enuM pratikramaNa karavuM joIe. pratikramaNa eTale tamane samajaNa paDe e rIte enI mAphI mAMgavAnI che. A doSa karyo e mane samajAyo ne have pharI Avo doSa nahIM karuM evuM DIsAIDa karavuM joIe. A AvuM karyuM te khoTuM karyuM, AvuM nA thAya, huM koNa chuM ? pAcho AvuM pharI nahIM karuM, evI pratijJA levAnI. chatAM ya pAchuM pharI thAya ane pharI eno e ja doSa Ave to pharI pastAvo karavAno, paNa jevuM dekhAyuM eno pastAvo karyo, eTaluM ochuM thaI gayuM, ema dhIme dhIme khalAsa thaI jAya chevaTe. praznakartA : eTale (koI paNa) vyakti mATe pratikramaNa kevI rIte karavAnA ? dAdAzrI : mana-vacana-kAyA, bhAvakama-dravyakarma-nokarma,(e vyaktinuM) nAma tathA tenA nAmanI sarva mAyAthI, nokhA evA enA zuddhAtmAne saMbhAravAnA, ne pachI AvI bhUlo karelI te yAda karavAnI (AlocanA), te bhUlo mATe mane pazcAtApa thAya che ane tenI mATe mane kSamA karo (pratikramaNa), tevI bhUlo nahIM thAya evo draDha nizcaya karuM chuM, evuM nakkI karavAnuM (pratyAkhyAna). "ApaNe" pote caMdubhAInA jJAtA-draSTA rahIe ane jANIe ke caMdubhAIe keTalAM pratikramaNa karyA, keTalAM suMdara kayAM ane keTalIvAra karyo. prajJA mahIMthI cetave ! A vijJAna che eTale ApaNane teno anubhava thAya ane mahIM aMdarathI ja cetavaze. have peluM to ApaNe karavA javuM paDe ane A aMdarathI ja cetave. praznakartA : have aMdarathI cetavaNI maLe che e anubhava thayo che. dAdAzrI : have ApaNane A mArga maLI gayo ane zuddhAtmAnI je bAunDrI che, tenAM pahelAM ja daravAjAnI aMdara praveza thaI gayo. jyAMthI koI pAchuM na kADhI zake. koIne pAchAM kADhavAno adhikAra nathI, evI jagyAe tame peThA ! vAre ghaDIe cetava cetava koNa kare che ? prajJA ! "jJAna" maLyA sivAya prajJAnI zarUAta thAya nahIM. agara to samakita thayuM hoya to
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________________ huM koNa chuM ? 39 prajJAnI zarUAta thAya. te samakitamAM prajJAnI zarUAta kevI rIte thAya ? bIjanA caMdramA jevI zarUAta thAya. te ApaNA ahIM to AkhI phula prajJA utpanna thAya che. phUla prajJA eTale pachI mokSamAM laI javA mATe ja e cetave che. tyAre bharatarAjAne to cetavanArA rAkhavA paDelA, nokara rAkhavA paDelA. te paMdara paMdara minITe bole ke 'bharatarAjA, ceta ceta ceta.' traNa vakhata bole. jo tamAre to mahIMthI ja prajJA cetave. prajJA niraMtara cetava cetava karyA kare, ke 'e ya Ama nahIM.' Akho dahADo cetava cetava ja kare. ane e ja AtmAno anubhava! niraMtara Akho dahADo e AtmAno anubhava. anubhava mahIM hoya ja ! je rAte jJAna ApIe chIe te rAtano je anubhava che e jato nathI. zI rIte khase pachI ?! ame je dahADe jJAna ApyuM hatuMne, te rAtano je anubhava hato te ja kAyamane mATe che. paNa pachI A tamArA karmo pharI vaLe che, pUrvakarmo, je bhogavaTo bAkI rahyo che e mAgatAvALA pharI vaLe, temAM huM zuM karuM ? praznakartA : dAdA, paNa have evo bhogavaTo lAgato nathI. dAdAzrI : nA. e nathI lAgato e judI vAta che. paNa mAgatAvALA vadhAre hoya tene vadhAre pharI vaLe. pAMca mAgatAvALAne pAMca, be vALAne be, ane vIsavALAne vIsa. meM to tamane zuddhAtmA padamAM mUkI dIdhA, paNa pachI mAgatAvALA bIje dahADe Ave eTale saphokezana jarA thAya. have rahyuM zuM bAkI ? peluM kramika vijJAna che ane A akrama vijJAna che. A jJAna to vItarAgonuM ja che. jJAnamAM phera nathI. ame jJAna ApIe pachI tamane Atma anubhava thaI jAya to zuM kAma bAkI rahe ? jJAnI puruSanI AjJA pALavAnI. AjJA e ja dharma ne AjJA e ja tapa. ane amArI AjJA e saMsAramAM saheja paNa bAdhaka nA hoya. saMsAramAM rahevA chatAM paNa huM koNa chuM ? 40 saMsAra sparze nahIM, evuM A akrama vijJAna che. bAkI jo ekAvatArI thavuM hoya to amArA kahyA pramANe AjJAmAM cAlone. to eka avatArI A vijJAna che. A vijJAna che to ya paNa ahIMthI sIdhA mokSe javAya evuM nathI. mokSamArgamAM, AjJA e ja dharma..... jene mokSe javuM hoya tene kriyAonI jarUra nathI. jene devagatimAM javuM hoya, bhautika sukho joItAM hoya, tene kriyAonI jarUra che. mokSe javuM hoya tene to jJAna ane jJAnInI AjJA benI ja jarUra che. mokSamArgamAM tapa-tyAga kazuM karavAnuM hoya nahIM. mAtra jo jJAnI puruSa maLe to jJAnInI AjJA e ja dharma ane AjJA e ja tapa ane e ja jJAna, darzana, cAritra ane tapa che, jenuM pratyakSa phaLa mokSa che. 'jJAtI' pAse paDI rahevuM ! jJAnI upara koI dahADo premabhAva Avyo nathI. ane jJAnI upara premabhAva Avyo ne, tyAMthI ja badho ukela AvI jAya. dareka avatA2mAM bairI chokarA sivAya bIjuM kazuM hoya ja nahIM ne ! bhagavAne kahyuM ke jJAnI puruSa pAsethI samati thayA pachI jJAnI puruSanI pAchaLa paDajo. praznakartA H kyA arthamAM pAchaLa paDavAnuM ? dAdAzrI : kyA arthamAM eTale, A jJAna maLyA pachI bIjuM ArAdhana nA hoya. paNa e to ame jANIe ke A akrama che. A loko pAra vagaranI phAIlo laIne AvelA che eTale tamane phAIlone mATe chUTA karyAM che. paNa teno artha evo nahIM ke kAma thaI gayuM. AjakAla phAIlo puSkaLa che to tamane mAre tyAM rAkhuM to tamArI phAIlo bolAvavA Ave. eTale chUTa ApI ke ghare jaIne phAIlono samabhAve nikAla karo. nahIM
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________________ huM koNa chuM? AjJA choDAvanArI che. samAdhi vartAve evI AjJAo ! praznakartA : ApaNI je pAMca AjJA che, enAthI para evuM kaMI kharuM ? huM koNa chuM? to pachI jJAnInI pAse ja paDI rahevuM joIe. bAkI, ApaNAthI have pUrepUro lAbha nathI levAto, e to niraMtara rAta-dahADo kheMcyA karavuM joIe. bhale phAIlo che ane e to jJAnI puruSe kahyuM che ne, AjJA karI che ne ke phAIlono samabhAve nikAla karavo, te AjJA e ja dharma che ne ? e to ApaNo dharma che. paNa A kheMcyA karavuM to joIe, ke AvI phAIlo ghaTe ke jethI karIne huM lAbha UThAvI lauM. ene to sAmuM Ave mahAvideha kSetra ! jene ahIM zuddhAtmAnuM lakSa beThuM hoya, te ahIM AgaLa bharatakSetre rahI zake ja nahIM. jene AtmAnuM lakSa beTheluM hoya, te mahAvidehamAM ja pahoMcI jAya evo niyama che ! ahIM A duSamakALamAM rahI zake ja nahIM. A zuddhAtmAnuM lakSa beThuM, te mahAvideha kSetramAM eka avatAra ke be avatAra karI, tIrthaMkaranA darzana karI mokSe cAlyA jAya, evo sahelo saraLa mArga che A ! amArI AjJAmAM rahejo. AjJA e dharma ane AzA e tapa ! samabhAve nikAla karavAno hoya. e badhI je AjJAo kahI che emAM jeTaluM rahevAya eTaluM rahe, pUrepUruM rahe to mahAvIra jevuM rahI zake ! A riyala ne rileTiva tame jotA jotA jAva, tamAruM citta bIjI jagyAe nA jAya paNa tyAra horuM manamAMthI kaMI nIkaLyuM hoya to tame gUMcAI jAva. dAdAzrI : pAMca AjJAnI eka vADa che tamane, te A tamAro mAla mahIM corI nA khAya koI, e vADa tame rAkhI melo to mahIM ekkekTa ame ApyuM enuM e ja raheze ane vADa DhIlI thaI, te koI pasI jaIne bagADaze. te pAchuM mAre rIpera karavA AvavuM paDe. eTale A pAMca AjJAmAM rahe tyAM sudhI niraMtara samAdhinI ame geranTI ApIe chIe. huM pAMca vAkya tamane proTekzana mATe ApuM chuM. A jJAna to meM tamane ApyuM ane bhedajJAna juduM ya pADyuM. paNa have e juduM thayeluM rahe pAchuM, eTale proTekzana ApuM chuM ke jethI karIne A kALa je kaLiyuga che ne, te kaLiyuganA lUMTI nA le badhA. bobIja Uge to pANI ne badhuM chAMTavuM paDe ne ? vADoLiyuM mUkavuM paDe ke nA mUkavuM paDe ? draDha nizcaya ja paLAve AjJA ! dAdAnI AjJA pALavI che e ja moTAmAM moTI vastu che. amArI AjJA pALavAnuM nakkI karavuM joIe. tamAre AjJA paLAya che ke nahIM te jovAnuM nathI. AjJA jeTalI paLAya eTalI sAcI, paNa ApaNe nakkI karavuM ke AjJA pALavI che. praznakartA : ochI vastI paLAya eno vAMdho nathI ne ? dAdAzrI : vAMdho nahIM evuM nahIM. ApaNe nakkI karavuM ke AjJA pALavI ja che ! savArathI ja nakkI karavuM ke "pAMca AjJAmAM ja rahevuM che, pALavI che.' nakkI thayuM tyArathI amArI AjJAmAM AvI gayo, mAre eTaluM ja joIe che. paLAtI nathI enAM kojhijha huM jANuM chuM. ApaNe (14) pAMca AjJAnI mahattA ! 'jJAta' pachI kaI sAdhatA ? praznakartA : A jJAna pachI have kaI jAtanI sAdhanA karavI ? dAdAzrI : sAdhanA to, A pAMca AjJA pALe che ne, e ja ! have bIjI koI sAdhanA nA hoya. bIjI sAdhanA baMdhanakAraka che. A pAMca
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________________ 43 huM koNa chuM? nathI. khuda 'dAdA bhagavAna'nI, je caudalokano nAtha che, emanI AjJA che. enI gerenTI Apu chuM. A to mArI mAraphata badhI vAta nIkaLI che A. eTale tamAre e AjJA pALavAnI. mArI AjJA nathI, e dAdA bhagavAnanI AjJA che. huM ya e bhagavAnanI AjJAmAM rahuM chuM ne ! - jaya saccidAnaMda huM koNa chuM? pALavI che evuM nakkI ja karavAnuM ! ApaNA jJAnamAM to mokSa thavAno ja che. jo kadI AjJAmAM raheze ne, to eno mokSa thaze. emAM be mata ja nathI. pachI nA pALato hoya to eNe ko'ka dahADo jJAna lIdheluM che ne, te UgyA vagara rahevAnuM nathI. eTale loko mane kahe che, "keTalAka jJAna pAmelA che te AjJA nathI pALatA tenuM zuM ?" meM kahyuM, 'e tAre jovAnI jarUra nathI. e mAre jovAnI jarUra che. jJAna mArI pAsethI laI gayA che ne ! tane khoTa gaI nathI ne !" kAraNa ke pApo bhasmIbhUta thayA vagara rahe nahIM. jagyA mahIM polI thaI gaI. A amArA pAMca vAkyomAM raho to pahoMcI vaLAya. ame niraMtara pAMca vAkyomAM ja rahIe chIe ane ame jemAM rahIe chIe te tamane dazA ApI che. AjJAmAM rahevAya to kAma thAya. potAnA DahApaNe lAkha avatAra mAthA phoDe to kazuM vaLe nahIM. A to AjJA paNa potAnA DahApaNe karIne pALe, AjJA pAchI samaje potAnI samajaNe ja ne ! eTale tyAM ya pachI thoDuM thoDuM lIkeja thayA kare badhuM. chatAM ya e AjJA pALavA pAchaLa eno potAno bhAva to evo che ja ke "AjJA pALavI che.' mATe jAgRti joIe. (5) AjJA pALavAnI bhUlI jAya to pratikramaNa karavuM. bhUlI to jAya, mANasa che. paNa bhUlI gayA tenuM pratikramaNa karavuM ke "he dAdA, A be kalAke bhUlI gayo, ApanI AjJA bhUlI gayo. paNa mAre to AjJA pALavI che. mane mApha karo." to pAchaluM badhuM ya pAsa. soe so mArka purA. eTale jokhamadArI nA rahI. AjJAmAM AvI jAya to AkhuM varlDa aDe nahIM. amArI AjJA pALo eTale tame kazuM aDe nahIM. AjJA ApanArane coTe ? nA, kAraNa ke emane parahetu mATe che, eTale emane aDe nahIM ne DIjholva thaI jAya. A to che bhagavAnanI AjJA !! dAdAnI AjJA pALavI eTale e "e. ema. paTelanI AjJA nityakrama prAta:vidhi (divasamAM ekavAra vAMcavuM) zrI sImaMdhara svAmIne namaskAra. - vAtsalyamUrti dAdA bhagavAnane namaskAra. prApta mana, vacana, kAyAthI A jagatanA koI paNa jIvane kiMcitmAtra duHkha na ho, na ho, na ho. kevaLa zuddhAtmAnubhava sivAya A jagatanI koI paNa vinAzI cIja mane khapatI nathI. pragaTa jJAnI puruSa 'dAdA bhagavAnanI AjJAmAM ja niraMtara rahevAnI paramazakti prApta ho, prApta ho, prApta ho. (5) trimaMtra | (savAra-sAMja ja pAMca vakhata bolavA.) tava kalamo (divasamAM traNavAra vAMcavuM.) 1. he dAdA bhagavAna ! mane koI paNa dehadhArI jIvAtmAne kiMcitmAtra paNa aham na dubhAya, na dubhAvAya ke dubhAvavA pratye na anumodAya evI parama zakti Apo. mane koI dehadhArI jIvAtmAno kiMcitmAtra paNa aham na dubhAya evI syAdvAda vANI, syAdvAda vartana ane svAvAda manana karavAnI parama zakti Apo. 2. he dAdA bhagavAna ! mane koI paNa dharmanuM kiMcitmAtra paNa pramANa na
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________________ dubhAya, na dubhAvAya, ke dubhAvavA pratye na anumodAya evI parama zakti Apo. mane koI paNa dharmanuM kiMcitmAtra paNa pramANa na dubhAvAya evI syAdvAda vANI, syAdvAda vartana ane syAdvAda manana karavAnI parama zakti Apo. 3. he dAdA bhagavAna ! mane koI paNa dehadhArI, upadezaka, sAdhu, sAdhvI ke AcAryano avarNavAda, aparAdha, avinaya na karavAnI parama zakti Apo. 4. he dAdA bhagavAna ! mane koI paNa dehadhArI jIvAtmA pratye kiMcitmAtra paNa abhAva, tiraskAra kyAreya paNa na karAya, na karAvAya ke kartA pratye na anumodAya evI parama zakti Apo. 5. he dAdA bhagavAna ! mane koI paNa dehadhArI jIvAtmA sAthe kyAre ya paNa kaThora bhASA, taMtIlI bhASA na bolAya, na bolAvAya ke bolavA pratye na anumodAya evI parama zakti Apo. koI kaThora bhASA, taMtIlI bhASA bole to mane mRdu Rju bhASA bolavAnI zaktio Apo. 6. he dAdA bhagavAna ! mane koI paNa dehadhArI jIvAtmA pratye strI, puruSa agara napuMsaka game te liMgadhArI hoya, to tenA saMbaMdhI kiMcitmAtra paNa viSaya-vikAra saMbaMdhI doSo, icchAo, ceSTAo ke vicAra saMbaMdhI doSo na karAya, na karAvAya ke kartA pratye na anumodAya evI parama zakti Apo. mane niraMtara nirvikAra rahevAnI parama zakti Apo. 7. he dAdA bhagavAna ! mane koI paNa rasamAM labdhapaNuM na karAya evI zakti Apo, samarasI khorAka levAya evI parama zakti Apo. 8. he dAdA bhagavAna ! mane koI dehadhArI jIvAtmAno, pratyakSa agara parokSa, jIvaMta agara mRtyu pAmelAno, koIno kiMcitmAtra paNa avarNavAda, aparAdha avinaya na karAya, na karAvAya ke kartA pratye na anumodAya evI parama zakti Apo. 9. he dAdA bhagavAna ! mane jagata kalyANa karavAnuM nimita banavAnI parama zakti Apo, zakti Apo, zakti Apo. ATaluM tamAre ''dAdA'' pAse mAMgavAnuM. A dararoja vAMcavAnI cIja na hoya, aMtaramAM rAkhavAnI cIja che. A dararoja upayogapUrvaka bhAvavAnI cIja che. ATalA pAThamAM tamAma zAstrono sAra AvI jAya che. tamaskAravidhi (divasamAM ekavAra bolavuM) pratyakSa 'dAdA bhagavAna'nI sAkSIe, vartamAne mahAvideha kSetramAM vicaratA, tIrthaMkara bhagavAna 'zrI sImaMdhara svAmI' ne atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karuM chuM. (40) pratyakSa 'dAdA bhagavAna'nI sAkSIe vartamAne mahAvideha kSetra tathA anya kSetromAM vicaratA 'OM parameSTi bhagavaMto'ne atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karuM chuM. (5) pratyakSa 'dAdA bhagavAna"nI sAkSIe vartamAne mahAvideha kSetra tathA anya kSetromAM vicaratA 'paMca parameSTi bhagavaMto'ne atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka (5) namaskAra karuM chuM. pratyakSa 'dAdA bhagavAna'nI sAkSIe vartamAne mahAvideha kSetra tathA anya kSetromAM viharamAna 'tIrthaMkara sAhebo'ne atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karuM chuM. (5) vItarAga zAsana deva-devIo'ne atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karuM chuM. (5) niSpakSapAtI zAsana devI-devIo'ne atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karuM chuM (5) (4) (5) covIsa tIrthaMkara bhagavaMtone atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karuM chuM. 'zrIkRSNa bhagavAna'ne atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karuM chuM. * bharatakSetre hAla vicaratA sarvajJa 'zrI dAdA bhagavAna'ne nizcayathI atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karuM chuM. 'dAdA bhagavAna'nA sarve 'samaktidhArI mahAtmAo'ne atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karuM chuM. (5) (5) * AkhA brahmAMDanA jIvamAtranA 'rIyala' svarUpane atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karuM chuM. (5)
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________________ >> 'rIyala' svarUpa e bhagavat svarUpa che jethI AkhA jagatane 'bhagavat svarUpe' darzana karuM chuM. (5) rIyala' svarUpa e zuddhAtma svarUpa che, jethI AkhA jagatane zuddhAtmA svarUpe darzana karuM chuM. 'rIyala' svarUpa e tattva svarUpa che, jethI AkhA jagatane tattvajJAne karIne darzana karuM chuM. (vartamAna tIrthakara zrI sImaMdhara svAmIne parama pUjya zrI 'dAdA bhagavAnanA mAdhyama dvArA pratyakSa namaskAra pahoMce che. kausamAM lakhelI saMkhyA hoya teTalA vakhata divasamAM ekavAra vAMcavuM) jJAna sAkSAtkAra pAmavA mATenI vyavahAra vidhi pragaTa 'jJAnI puruSa' 'dAdA bhagavAnane atyaMta bhaktithI namaskAra karuM chuM, namaskAra karuM chuM, namaskAra karuM chuM. pragaTa 'jJAnI puruSa' thakI 'sat' prApta thayuM che jemane, te 'sat puruSo'ne atyaMta bhaktithI namaskAra karuM chuM, namaskAra karuM chuM, namaskAra karuM (3) mana, vacana, kAyAnI Tevo ane tenA svabhAvane 'zuddha cetana' jANe che ane potAnA sva-svabhAvane paNa 'zuddha cetana" jANe che. kAraNa ke te sva-para prakAzaka che." | (3) AhArI AhAra kare che ane nirAhArI 'zuddha cetana' mAtra tene jANe che." 3) sthaLa saMyogo, sUkSma saMyogo, vANInA saMyogo para che ane parAdhIna che, ane 'zuddha cetana' tenuM jJAtA-draSTA mAtra che." (3). sthULattamathI sUkSmattama sudhInI tamAma saMsArika avasthAonuM "zuddha cetana" jJAtA-draSya mAtra che, TaMkotkIrNa che, AnaMdasvarUpa che" (3) "mana, vacana, kAyAnI avasthA mAtra kudaratI racanA (Only scientific Circumstantial Evidence) che. jeno koI bApoya racanArA nathI ane te 'vyavasthita' che.'' - "nizcetana-cetanano eka paNa guNa 'zuddha cetana'mAM nathI ane 'zuddha cetana'no eka paNa guNa nizcetana-cetanamAM nathI. banne sarvathA sAva judAM (3) "caMcaLa bhAganA je je bhAvo che te nizcetana-cetananA bhAvo che ane 'zuddha cetana' ke je acaLa che tenA bhAvo nathI." (3) he prabhu ! bhrAMtithI mane 'zuddha cetana'nA bhAvo uparanAM sUtro mujaba 'A' ja che ema yathArtha, jema che tema samajAyuM nathI, kAraNa ke niSpakSapAtI bhAve mane mArI jAtane jotAM samajAyuM ke mArAmAMthI aMtarakaleza tathA DhApo-ajaMpo gayela nathI, he prabhu ! mATe mArA aMtarakalezane zamAvavA parama zakti Apo. have mArA A zuddha bhAvone jema che tema samajavA sivAya koI kAmanA nathI, huM kevaLa mokSano ja kAmI chuM. te arthe mArI draDha abhilASA che ke huM 'sat puruSonA vinaya'mAM ane 'jJAnI puruSanA parama vinaya'mAM rahI, huM kaMI ja jANato nathI, e bhAvamAM ja rahuM. uparanAM jJAnasUtro mujabanA zuddha bhAvo mArI zraddhAmAM AvatA nathI ane jJAnamAM AvatA nathI. jo e bhAvo mArI draDha zraddhAmAM Avaze to ja huM anubhavIza ke mane yathArtha samyakdarzana thayuM che. A mATe be ja cIjanI mukhya jarUra che. sarve niSpakSapAtI 'deva-devIone' atyaMta bhaktithI namaskAra karuM chuM, namaskAra karuM chuM, namaskAra karuM chuM. he pragaTa jJAnI puruSa tathA he sat puruSo ! Aje A bhaDake baLatA jagatanuM kalyANa karo, kalyANa karo, kalyANa karo ane huM temAM nimitta banuM evI zuddha bhAvanAthI ApanI samakSa mana, vacana, kAyAnI ekAgratAthI prArthanAvidhi karuM chuM. je AtyaMtika saphaLa thAo, saphaLa thAo, saphaLa thAo. he dAdA bhagavAna ! ApanA zuddha jJAnamAM avalokana thayelAM ane ApanA zrImukhethI pragaTelAM zuddha jJAnasUtro nIce mujabanAM che. mana, vacana, kAyAnA tamAma lepAyamAna bhAvo je Ave tenAthI zuddha cetana' sarvathA nirlepa ja che." mana, vacana, kAyAnI tamAma saMgI kriyAothI 'zuddha cetana' sAva asaMga ja che." )
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________________ (1) 'huM parama-satya jANavAno ja kAmI chuM' e bhAva-niSThA. (2) 'parama satya' 'jJAnI puruSa'nI AjJAnA saMpUrNa ArAdhanathI ja prApta thAya che. 'jJAnI puruSanA pratyakSa yoga sivAya anya koI ja mArga nathI, mATe pratyakSa 'jJAnI puruSa'nI zodhamAM rahuM ane temano yoga prApta thaye huM temanI ja AjJAnI ArAdhanAmAM rahevAno draDha nirNaya-nizcaya karuM chuM. te mArI kAmanA saphaLa thAo, saphaLa thAo, saphaLa thAo. (divasamAM ekavAra vAMcavI) zuddhAtmA pratye prArthanA (divasamAM ekavAra vAMcavuM.) he aMtaryAmI paramAtmA ! Apa dareka jIvamAtramAM birAjamAna cho, temaja mArAmAM paNa birAjelA cho. ApanuM svarUpa te ja mAruM svarUpa che. mAruM svarUpa zuddhAtmA che. zuddhAtmA bhagavAna ! huM Apane abheda bhAve atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karuM chuM. ajJAnatAe karIne meM je je ama doSo karyA che, te sarva doSone ApanI samakSa jAhera karuM chuM. teno hRdayapUvarka khUba pastAvo karuM chuM. ane ApanI pAse kSamA prAthuM chuM. he prabhu ! mane kSamA karo, kSamA karo, kSamA karo ane pharI evA doSo nA karuM evI Apa mane zakti Apo... he zuddhAtmA bhagavAna ! Apa evI kRpA karo ke amane bhedabhAva chUTI jAya ane abheda-svarUpa prApta thAya. ame tamArAmAM abheda svarUpe tanmayAkAra rahIe. (je doSa thayA hoya te manamAM jAhera karavA) prAptisthAno muMbaI : pUjya DaoN. nIrubahena amIna, 904-bI, navInaAzA epArTamenTa, dAdA sAheba phALake roDa, dAdara (se. 2.), muMbaI-400014 phona :(022)4137616 Mobile : 9820-153953 amadAvAda : zrI dIpakabhAI desAI, 5, mamatApArka sosAyaTI, navagujarAta kolejanI pAchaLa, usmAnapurA, amadAvAda-380014. phona : (079) 7540408, 7543979. pheksa : 7545420 E-Mail: dimple @add.vsnl.net.in vaDodarA : zrI dhIrajabhAI paTela, 'jJAnAMjana', sI-17, pallava pArka sosAyaTI, vI.AI.pI. roDa, kArelIbAga, vaDodarA. phona : (0265) 441627 rAjakoTa : zrI rUpeza mahetA, e-3, naMdanavana epArTamenTa, gujarAta samAcAra presanI sAme, rAjakoTa. phona : (0281) 234597 : zrI viThThalabhAI paTela, 35, zAMtivana sosAyaTI, laMbe hanumAna roDa, paMcaratna TAvara pAchaLa, surata. phona : (0261) 244964 U.S.A. : Dada Bhagwan Vignan Institue : Dr. Bachu Amin, 902 SW Mifflin Rd, Topeka, Kansas 66606. Tel.: (785) 271-0869 Fax : (785) 271-8641 E-mail: amino@attglobal.net Dr. Shirish Patel, 2659 Raven Circle, Corona, CA 91720 Tel.: (909) 734-4715, Fax : (909) 734-4411 surata U.K. : Mr. Maganbhai Patel, 2, Winifred Terrace, Enfield, Great Cambridge Road, London, Middlesex, ENI 1HH U.K. Tel : 20 8245-1751 Mr. Ramesh Patel, 636, Kenton Road, Kenton Harrow. Tel.: 20 8204-0746 Fax: 20 8907-4885 E-mail: rameshpatel@636kenton.freeserve.co.uk AtmajJAnI puruSa 'e. ema. paTela'nI mahIM pragaTa thayelA "dAdA bhagavAnanA asIma jaya jayakAra ho" (dararoja ochAmAM ochuM 10 miniTathI 50 miniTa sudhI moTethI bolavuM) - jaya saccidAnaMda Canada : Mr. Suryakant N. Patel, 1497, Wilson Ave, Appt.#308, Downsview, Onterio, Toronto. M3M 1K2, CANADA. Tel.: (416) 247-8309 Africa : Mr. Manu Savla, PISU & Co., Box No. 18219, Nairobi, Kenya, Tel: (R) (254 2) 744943(O) 554836 Fax:545237 Internet Website : www.dadashri.org