Divyadeep 1970 Varsh 07 Ank 04

Author(s): Chitrabhanu
Publisher: Chandulal T Shah
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/536826/1

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kiMmata phUlanI nathI, emAM rahelI suvAsanI che. suvAsa cAlI jAya teA phUlanI kiMmata pazu zu che? varSa : 7 aka H 4 kaTAkhara vivyavIpa durvAsa eka masjidanA hAjamAM rAtanA kurakuriyuM marI gayuM. savAre namAja paDavA AvelA bhAie ne hAjanA pANImAM khAsa AvatAM kAjIne vAta karI, emaNe kahyuM : "heAjanuM pANI kADhI nAkheA." majUro DeAla laI ma`DI paDyA. paNa eka khUNAmAM bharAi gayeluM maDaduM te tyAM ja rahyuM. pharI navA pANIthI hAja bharyAM paNa durvAsa tA cAlu ja hatI. vidvAna kAjIe hasIne kahyuM : "bhalA, heAja te khAlI karyAM paNa jenAthI khAsa AvatI hatI te taLiyethI kADhacu ke nahi? taLiye maDaduM paDyuM ja haze te pANI ulece zuM vaLe ? '" - citrabhAnu A vAta ApaNA jIvanane kevI lAgu paDe che? ApaNe sau kriyA-kAMDanAM, vidhi-vidhAnanAM, pUjA pADanAM, maMtra-taMtranAM, japa-tapanAM pANI teA khUba ulecIe chIe paNa mananA taLiye je rAga - dveSanuM, leAbha - tRSNAnuM, krodha - mAnanuM, irSA - adekhAina', nindA - cugalInuM gaMdhAtuM maDaduM paDyuM che tene te! kADhIne khahAra pheMkatA ja nathI. jyAM sudhI du.Nu rUpI maDadu aMdara che tyAM sudhI ApaNI kriyAnAM pANI niLa ane svaccha kema thAya ? -citrabhAnu

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Ananda saunuM mukitanA mArge prayANa che, paNa darekanI pagaDha'DIe bhinna che. kekane zarIrane vaza karavuM che teA kATakane manathI zaruAta karavI che, kATakane jJAnanA khajAnA lUTavA che te kAkane dhananA khajAnA lUTAvI deve che. levuM che, devu` che ane dhyeya prati prayANa karavu che. beThAM zanivAra tA. 29-8-70 thI pa ane thANAmAM ullAsa ane AnaMdanuM mAthuM pharI vaLyuM. mAnavapravAha vadhatA gayA paNa jenuM aMtara vizALa che evA thANAnA zrI saMgha sahune samAvI zakayA. sarUpa hatA, zAMti hatI, premabhayu' mIThuM vAtAvaraNa hatuM. zrotAjaneAnA vamAM vividhatA hatI. bALaka hatAM, yuvAna hatAM ane vRddho paNa hatAM. jaina hatAM ane jainetaro paNa hatAM. paryuSaNu 51 e mAtra jainAnu ja pa na rahetAM sAdhaka AtmAone pragati karavAnuM uttama nimitta banI cUkayuM. jeNe kadI mahAvIranuM na!ma paNa sAMbhaLyu nahetu evA kumaLA jainetara hRdayamAM aThThAi karavAnA saMkalpa udRbhavyeA. AtmakhaLa hatuM ane pU. gurudevanI preraNA hatI tethI ceArAsI aThThAivALA bhAibahenene apUrva suvidhA rahI. muMbaithI bhakatA paryuSaNa parva UjavavA thANA AvI rahyA che tenI jANa thatAM zrI thANA sa Mghe suMdara vyavasthA karI ane bhAvabharyAM satkAra paNa karyAM. kalpasUtra vaheArAvavAnA lAbha thANAnA zA. bhIkamacaMdajI huM sAjIe lIdhe ane prAthamika bhUmikAnA kabyA samajAvI pU. gurudeve kalpasUtranuM vAcana zaru karyu.. taratA hatA guruvAra tA. 3-9-70 pU. gurudevanA mukhethI gaNudharavAda sAMbhaLavA muMbaI tathA AsapAsathI zrotAvaga eka vAgatAM pahelAM ja AvI gayA. aDhInA Takore UbharAtI mAnavamedanI vaccethI pU. gurudeva padhAryAM ane utsuka AtmAo eka citte jJAnapAna karavA taiyAra thayA. hajArI mANasoe zAMtipUrvaka gaNadharavAda sAMbhaLyeA. sAMbhaLye eTalu ja nahi paNa pU. gurudevanuM saraLa chatAM saceATa tattvajJAnanuM zravaNa karatAM keTalAyanA kaThina krAyaDA UkalI gayA, ane zrI gautamane vilApa sAMbhaLatAM teA hRdaya dravI gayAM. ekanI vicAraNAmAM aneka khAvAi gayA. khArasA sUtrane vaheArAvavAne lAbha zrI hugeviMdadAsa rAmajInA kuTu khIoe lIdheA. khArasAsUtranAM vAMcana pachI kSamApanAnuM mAhAtmya samajAvatAM pU. gurudeve jaNAvyuM : badhI ja kriyAonuM amRta khamatakhAmaNAM che-kSamA mAgavI ane kSamA ApavI. AtmA upara kaSAyAne mela lAgavAthI khIjAe pratye dveSa thAya che, kharAba kheAlavAnuM mana paNa thAya. khIjAnA doSa jovA ane dhAvAnu kAma tame zu' karavA kareA che ? tamArAmAM kayAM AchI truTIe che ke tame bIjAnI zeAdhavA nIkaLyA ? vastu mAtra para che. kAi vastu keinI nathI. na ghara tamAru che, na upAzraya tamArI che. dharmAMnI kriyAmAM mAruM-tAru na karaze. ApaNe ja ApaNA nathI teA khIju zuM ApaNu che? bhagavAna kadI hakka jamAvanArAnA thayA nathI. tamArA hakka tamArA gharamAM na cAle teA bhagavAna (anusa dhAna kavara peja 4 upara)

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AMtara vaibhava noMdha : pU. munizrI citrabhAnu mahArAjazrIe rAkSI thiyeTaramAM (tA. 29-9-68) Apelu" pravacana prema, prajJA ane IcchA - zakitaA traNenA vikAsa e ja te mAnavanA AMtaravaibhavane vikAsa che. AmAM jema jema kSINatA AvatI jAya che tema tema manuSya nAnA ane sAmAnya banatA jAya che. vikasita prajJAnu' tattva manuSyane peAtAnA kendra tarapha laI jAya che. kendra sAthenA saMbaMdha manuSyanA vyakitatvane akhaMDa anAve che. vyaktitvanAM jeTalAM jeTalAM pAsAM che e badhAM ya dhIre dhIre ekarUpa banatAM jAya che. paNa kendra sAthenA saMbadha tUTatAM te vyakitatvanA eTalA badhA khaMDa banI jAya che ke manuSya poteja potAnAmAM split personality khaDAtmaka vyakitatvane anubhava karatA thaI jAya che. vyakitanuM vibhAjana thatAM mANasa thAkI jAya che, A dhAkamAMthI mukata thavA mATe kendra sAthenA sabaMdha dRDha karavAnA che. peAtAnAmAM peAtAnI zakitanA anubhava karavAnA che. aMdara ja parivartana lAvavAnu che. ghaNA mANasAmAM bahAranAM piravata nA dekhAze paNa aMdaranI sthiti tA che evIne evI ja pramAdapUrNa rahe che. aMdaranI sthiti na palaTAya tA bahAra e bhakata haiAvA chatAM, pUjaka ane pUjArI hAvA chatAM enA jIvanamAM je AnaMdane ubharA AvavA joie, prasannatAnu vAtAvaraNa prasaravuM joie te na prasare. bahAranuM parivartana tarata dekhAze paNu aMdaranuM parivartana jaldI nahi dekhAya. aMdaranu parivartana jo nahi thayeluM hAya teA bahAranu parivartana lAMkhA kALa sudhI nahi jIve. jarAka prasaMga maLatAM, jarAka nimitta maLatAM te ekadama badalAI jaze. Norman Pill jyAre amerikAmAM hatA tyAre tyAM eka prasaga aneleA. enA mitra amerikAmAM meATI hATela calAvatA hatA. ekavAra enI hATelamAM hajAmeAnA pratinidhionu samUhabhAjana banquet hatuM. meTAmAM meTI mijalasa grand party rAkhavAmAM AvelI. hajAme samAjane keTalA upayAgI che ane samAja mATe zuM zuM karI zake tenI samAjane jANu karavI jarUrI che ema vicArI temaNe tyAMnA jAhera khabaranI sasthAnA pratinidhine (advertising agent)ne belAvyA ane kahyuM ke amArI A meATI pATIneA pracAra thAya ane lArkAne amArA kAryane khyAla Ave evuM kAMi karaza. A buddhizALI mANasa tyAMnA gaMdA vibhAgamAM slum area mAM gayA, khullI gaTaronI bAjumAM eka khUNAmAM dArU pIne paDelA mANasane emaNe joyA. enA kapaDAM phATelA hatAM, dADhI mUcha khUba vadhI jatAM enu me N vikRta lAgatuM hatuM, enI AMkhA ghUmarIe lai rahI hatI. ene uThADIne pUchyuM: "tAre zu' joIe che?" kahyuM: "dArUnI e ATalI joIe che." ''cAla, huM tane e mATalI ApuM paNa eka zarata. huM kahuM tema tAre karavuM paDaze." dArUDiyA tarata taiyAra thaI gayA. pahelAM ene pheTA levaDAvyeA, tyAramAda ene hajAma pAse laI jaIne sApha hajAmata karAvI, vadhI gayelA vALa kapAvyA, zarIra upara telanu mAlisa karAvIne sarasa rIte navaDAvyA. ene

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48 divya dIpa sarasa sUTa paherAvya, TAI ane heTa paherAvyAM, te pele dArU pIne gaTara AgaLa paDyo hato. hoTelamAM peTa bharIne jamADyo. ane mAtra joyuM to zarIra upara navA sUTane sthAne phATeluM covIsa kalAkamAM e mANasa jUde banI gayuM. khamIsa hatuM. ene jorathI DhaDhaLe tyAre AMkhanA bIje divase pAcho ene pheTo lIdho ane pAMpaNa kholIne UMcA sAde bolyo : "zuM che?" tyAMnA chApAomAM ane pheTA sAthesAtha pelA hoTela mAlike pUchayuM: "tAre sUTa kayAM ?" ApIne sarakhAmaNI karI juo, covIsa kalAka ghenamAM ja eNe kahyuM: "dArUmAM vecI nAkhe." pahelAM A mANasa ke hatuM ane hajAmate "ane se Dolara pAchA sUI jatA eNe kahyuM: vIsa kalAkamAM ene kevo banAvI dIdhe! "huM ane mArA mitre bhegA thai pIvAmAM "pahelAM ane pachI " A zirSaka nIce lakhyuM vAparI nAkhyA." ke mANasamAM jAduI parivartana lAvanAra hoya A prasaMga upara Norman Piaa lakhe cheH te hajAmata che ! mANasane tame hajAmata karAvI, sArA kapaDAM hajAmanA pratinidhionI pArTInI khUba paherAvI bahArathI palaTAvI zako cho, uparathI sarasa jAherAta thaI, ane pelA ejanTanI paNa parivartana lAvI zake che paNa e bahAranuM sArI kadaradAnI thaI. parivartana bahu lAMbuM nahi Take. aMdara te e kAma pUruM thayuM eTale pilA ejanTe A dArUDiyo ja hatuM eTale pAcho tyAM jaIne dArU kAma karanAra mANasane paherele sUTa rAkhavA pIne paDyo. kahyuM ane hAthamAM se Dolara ApatAM kahyuM: saMsAramAM bahArathI pheraphAra karavAnA prayatna te barAbara covIsa kalAka sudhI mane madada karI thaI rahyA che. paNa aMdara sudhAre je nahi thAya te mATe tene se DolaranuM inAma. te daMbha vadhI jaze. jyAre AbhAra mAnIne pele javA Ubhe AjanI kelejo, yunivarsiTIo tamane thayo tyAre Norman PillnA mitre pUchyuM : keLavaNI ApIne bahArathI palaTAve che paNa have tuM zuM karIza?" pele kaheH "mane khabara aMdara parivartana na thavAthI samAjamAM je nathI. tyAre mAlika kahyuM : "te kAlathI mArI hoTelamAM Ava, kAma kara ane have tuM jIvanamAM te nathI thatI. taMdurasta, svastha avasthA UbhI thavI joIe dhIme dhIme AgaLa vadha. tArI pAse navo sUTa AvyuM, tane se Dolara maLyA, tAruM parivartana bahAranuM parivartana amuka maryAdA sudhI thaI gayuM. "pele kabUla theye ane kahyuM ke kAle kAma kare che, Akhara te mANasane aMdarathI huM ATha vAge hAjara thaIza. palaTAvavuM paDe che. e gaye, bIje divase hoTela mAlike vATa jagatamAM daSTi nAkhazo te evA ghaNuM joI paNa na AvyuM, trIje divasa, cothe divasa mANaso maLaze je dANacorInuM kAma karatA hoya, ema karatAM karatAM aThavADiyuM nIkaLI gayuM. dArUnI bhaThThIo calAvatA hoya, maTakA ane jugAra pachI zodha karavA mATe ejanTanI madada lIdhI. paNa 2matA hoya, chatAM e bahAra nIkaLe tyAre tapAsa karatAM karatAM e slum areamAM gayo sArA kapaDAM ane moTI gADIomAM mANasane

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divya dvIpa AMjI nAkhe. paNa paisA jatAM e mULa sthitimAM AvI paDe. A pravacanamALA aMdarathI palaTA lAvavA mATe che. jyAre tame aMdarathI palaTA karatA thAo che. pachI bahAranuM parivartana enI meLeja sahaja rIte ja Avatu jAya che. aMdaranu parivartana kAnAthI Ave che ? prajJAthI. prajJAne vistAra jema jema thAya che tema tema aMdaranuM vyakitatva badalAtu jAya che. ekavAra tamAru vyakitatva adarathI badalAI gayuM pachI tame navamAnava banI gayA, tamArA jIvana pratyenA mUlyeA tamane samajAyA. pachI tame A vizvamAM raheA kharA paNa koi jUdI ja bhUmikAthI raheA. paNa tame te kaheze ke amAre A jagatamAM rahevAnuM che, sArA ane kharAbane sAmane karavAne che. amArI sAme aneka prazno che. Arthika, sAmAjika, rAjakIya ane dhArmika, e badhAnA ukela kema karavA? prazno jarUra tamArI sAme Ave che paNa tamAre bhUlavuM na joIe ke dareka prazna uttara laine ja Ave che. duniyAmAM evA kei prazna nathI jenA peTamAM uttara na chupAyeA hAya. tame prazna joIne gabharAI jAe che paNa DAhyo mANasa te samajatA hoya che ke praznanI AsapAsa, ke praznamAM ja kayAMka uttara samAyele che ane mAre ene zeAdhI kADhavAne che. A uttarane zeAdhavA mATe zAnta prajJAnI, ane aMdara UbhI thayelI vyagratAne dUra karanArI dhIrajanI jarUra che. paNa je utAvaLa kare che, prazna AvatAM gabharAI jAya che te uttara sAme hAvA chatAM paNa ene joI zakatA nathI. 49 tamAre lagnamAM javAnu` hAya, samaya thai gayeA hAya ane e ja vakhate kamATanI cAvI kayAMka guma thaI jAya ane tamane parasevA parasevA thAya. meADuM thAya che paNa cAvI maLatI nathI. tame gabharAi jAe, eTalAmAM tamAru svajana Ave ane pUche ke zuM thayuM? ATalA gabharAi kema gayA? tame kaheA ke cAvI jaDatI nathI. tyAre e hasIne zuM kahe ? A Tebala upara zuM paDyuM che? tame hasIne javAba ApeH are, A cAvI ahIM paDI hatI ? mane te| dekhAyuM ja nahi. tamArI vyagratA, tamArI utAvaLa, tamArA jaladI javAnA vicAro A badhu eka dhUmADA banIne tamArI buddhine vicAra karatI baMdha kare che. jIvanayAtrAmAM paNa A ja samajavAnuM che. praznAnA uttara kyAMka nA kayAMka che ja paNa e jaDe, ene zeAdhIe ane emAMthI samAdhAna meLavIe eTalI dhIraja ApaNAmAM nathI, bahu utAvaLa che. ApaNane thAya ke hamaNAM ja enA javAba maLaveA joie. mAthuM du:khe te mAthuM zA mATe du:khe che enu` kAraNa te zeAdhatA ja nathI.enesIna laIne tarata mAthAnA duHkhAvAne baMdha karI de che. du:khAveA be kalAka mATe baMdha thaI gayA eTale patI gayuM? paNa e bhUlI jAya che ke bIje divase pA e du:khAveA AvavAnA, kAraNa ke enuM kAraNa zeAdhyu nathI. Aje dareka vastu mANasa tarata ukelavA mAge che paNa dareka vastunA ukela tarata hAtA nathI. ene tapAsavA, eneA javAba meLavavA amuka samayanI, gheADIka kSaNeAnI AvazyakatA rahe che. tamArA jagatamAM musImata na hoya te jiMdagI eka ka'TALeA banI jAya. musIbatAnI vividha raMgapUrNI che. mATe ja jIvana tamane jIvavA jevu lAge che.

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50 divya dIpa jIvana je eka sarakhuM ja hoya, mAtra khAvuM, paNa e vaMTeLiyAnI vacce, enA kendramAM zAnti pIvuM ane sUvuM, ane koipaNa jAtanI pravRtti che te jovI enuM nAma prajJA. karavAnI na hoya, ke duHkhane sAmane karavAne pAMdaDAne upara caDhAvatA, dhULanA geTegoTA na hoya, keyaDA ukelavAnA na hoya te tamane UbhuM karatA ane cArebAju vAtAvaraNane DahelI tamAruM jIvana ekasarakhuM monotonous paS nAkhatA vaMToLiyAnA kendramAM khAlI bhAga che na lAge ? jyAM zAMti che; kacare, pAMdaDAM ke dhULanuM raja jIvanamAM muzIbata che, vipattio che, paNa tyAM nathI. na gamatuM Ave che, ene sAmane karavAmAM, je khAlI tatva che e duniyAne dhUmAvI ene ukelavAmAM mANasanA jIvananI viziSTatA zake che. je haLave che e badhAne UMcakI zake che. rahelI che. tamane khabara haze ke bALaka jyAre mAMdA phUTabolane game eTalI lAta mAre, paththara paDe che, khATalAmAM paDyA paDyA herAna thAya che ke iMTa upara pachADe paNa enA TukaDA thatA nathI, tyAre mAne zuM kahe che? mA, mane atyAre A dabAI jatuM nathI kAraNa ke enA aMdaranA kaMTALo Ave che eTale mAre mATe Puzzle bhAgamAM havA che. paNa havA ochI thayA pachI box laI Ave. Puzzle box Ave che enA upara paga AvatAM e tarata burst thaI jAya che. eTale chokaruM sUnuM sUtuM mahenata kare che, keyaDAo ukele che, ramakaDAnA TukaDAo goThavI goThavIne aMdaranA pilANe ene bahAranI zakitaone navA AkAra banAve che, emAM enA traNa-cAra jhIlavA mATe zakita ApI che. kalAka nIkaLI jAya che. jyAre AkhuM Puzzle ukelI nAkhe che tyAre bALaka rAjI rAjI thAya prajJA aMdara evI paristhiti UbhI kare che che, mAne lAvIne kahe che: "je, meM keyaDo ke bahAranI vastuone aMdara ghUsavA na de. je ukelI nAkhyuM ! aMdara AvavA na de. e ja bahAranI vastuone sAmano karI zake che. naukAmAM pANI jAya to e bALakanI vAta jIvanamAM paNa lAgu paDe che. pANI para tarI na zake. eTale naukAmAM chidra mANasanA jIvanamAM reja keyaDAo Ave che ene na cAle. ukelavAmAM jIvanane AnaMda rahele che. je keyaDo ja nathI, vipatti ja nathI te jIvana A aMdaranI zakti eTale aMdara svasthatA bhArarUpa ke bejarUpa banI jAya che. rAkhavI. jema jema A svasthatA AvatI jAya che tema tema pratyeka paristhitimAM samabhAva Ave A koyaDA ukalatA anAne vikasA che. sukha Ave che te smitathI svIkAra kare che, vavAnI che. duHkha AvI jAya te hiMmatathI joyA kare che. prajJA eTale zuM? jIvananI asvasthatA vacce e jANe ja che ke A be che eTale ja jagata paNa svasthatA rAkhavI, jIvananI musIbatamAM che, A benI vacce mAre jIvana jIvavAnuM che. Na kyAMka zAMti chupAyelI che e lakSamAM rAkhavuM, mAre mArI jIvanarUpI gADI sukha ane duHkhanA vaMTeLiye khUba jorathI upara caDhela hoya tyAre paiDAM upara sthiratAthI calAvavAnI che.

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divya dIpa 51 mATe bIjAnA abhiprAya (opinion) ane rAkhe che, bahAra zuM che tene vicAra karavA vAhavAha (compliments) upara jIvavAne paNa detAM nathI. prayatna nahi karavo joIe. bIjAne tamArI bahAra javAnuM paNa vaLagADa sAthe nahi. zuM paDI? e te tamAre mATe atisuMdara, bahu kAraNa ke vaLagADane Teva che ke badhuM pAchuM lAvI sarasa (beautiful, fine) evA zabdo lAvIne ApyA ja kare. vaLagADa tamane parataMtra vAparatA hoya che. kAraNa ke e jANe che ke ene A banAve che, vastuo upara AdhArita karI de che. anAve : ane tamAre saMbaMdha ghaDI be ghaDIno che te e saMbaMdha apriya zabdathI zA mATe bagADa? AdhAra game tevo sAro hoya paNa dhyAna rAkhajo ke Akhare e AdhAra che. je makAnane A bahAranA zabdothI tame nAcI uThaze, Teke che pachI e bhale lokhaMDane hoya paNa zabda pUra Ananda paNa Avaze paNa aMdaranI Akhara to e Teko che. Teko makAnanI salAmatI taiyArI nahi hoya te e zabdanA abhAvamAM nahIM, nirbaLatA sUcave che. pAchA hatA tevA ne tevA thaI javAnA. mANasa jyAM sudhI TekA upara Ave che tyAM . te have evI taiyArI na kare, e abhyAsa sudhI e nirbaLa che. je TekAone toDe che, je na karo ke dhanyavAda (compliments) ApanAra manane keLave che. te ja dhIme dhIme upara jAya che. na hoya, tema chatAM tame samabhAvAtmaka jIvana jIvI zake. tame evuM na karo ke dhIme dhIme ceDA thoDA TekA khaseDatA jAo. jANuM chuM ke ekadama A svasthatA anubhava, prajJAne khyAla Teka khaseDI nAkhe te makAna besI javAnuM Ape che. kAraNa ke tame evI rIte ja tamAruM makAna | DigrI ane prajJAne huM judA pADuM chuM. DigrI bAMdhyuM che, ekalA TekA ane thAMbhalAo bahArathI ApavAmAM Ave che, bahArathI dekhAya che, para ja UbhuM che. jyAre. prajJA aMdarathI Ave che, lekene dekhAtI have evuM sarjana (construction) na nathI. ekane kahevAnuM che, jAhera karavAnuM che, kare ke jemAM thAMbhalA khaseDI zakAya paNa makAna bIjAne potAnAmAM anubhava karavAne che; ekamAM " salAmata rahe. upAdhi che, bIjAmAM nirupAdhika AnaMda che. TekA paNa ghaNI jAtanA hoya che. vRttionA A AnaMdanI prAptimAM jIvananI sAphalyatA hoya, vyasananA heya, vicAranA hoya, mAnasika che. mANasanI saphaLatAne AdhAra mAtra dhana, vyaktionA paNa hoya. A TekAo cittane kIrti ke lekenI vAhavAha nathI paNa aMdaranI nirbaLa banAvI rahyA che. taiyArI che. aMdaranI taiyArI nathI e moTuM A pravacana zravaNa karatAM karatAM tamArAmAM duHkha che. eka evI tAkAta Ave, evuM baLavAna vicAra je havA ane vAtAvaraNamAM ApaNe jIvI taMtra jAge ke nahi, mAre TekAo echA rahyA chIe e ApaNane covIse kalAka gherI karavA che. nA, mAre TekA nahi joIe.

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ra A TekA, A AdhAre| dUra karavAnI zakita keLavavA A racAvIza kalAka mATe ekalA paDayA. pahelAM te ene TekAe vinA gamyuM nahi. ane ema prArabhamAM te| ane ja, tame rAja bIDI ke sigAreTa pItA hA tA e cAra divasa enA vinA tamane nahi game. paNa ATha-dasa divasa jo nIkaLI gayA teA pachI tamArAmAM evI sphUrtibharI tAkAta Ave, ke tame ja hiMmatapUrNAMka kahI zake ke sAruM thayuM ke eka vyasana nIkaLI gayuM. ziyALAnA divaseAmAM jyAM sudhI khAthamAM kUdakA lagAvyA nathI, tyAM sudhI zarIra dhrUjatuM hAya che, paNa ThekaDA mAryAM pachI TADha badhI ja UDI jAya che. ema TekAe jyAM sudhI cheADayA nathI tyAM sudhI tamane bIka lAge che paNa ekavAra cheADayA pachI khasa mana mukata bane che. mukitanA AnaMda TekAone cheDayA vinA maLateA nathI. eka bhAIe mane pUchyuM: mahArAjazrI ! amane A AnaMdanA anubhava ahIM kema thatA nathI ? javAba ApyA: bhAI! tuM aMdhAyeleA che, khaMdhAyelAne mukitanA AnaMda kema thAya ? upara gayA vinA nagaramAM zuM thAya che e kema dekhAya ? zikhara upara gayA vinA zikharanI AsapAsanuM alaukika saundarya kema dekhAya ? tuM je khINamAM beThA che tyAMthI teA nahi dekhAya. tAre bahAra javuM paDaze, mukata thavuM paDaze. A mAnasika svataMtratA (freedom) mANasane zakitazALI banAve che. A zakitanI anubhUti e ja jIvananA AnaMda che. mitranA kahyA pramANe Are Listen divya dvIpa carefully sAMbhaLavAnA prayatna karyAM. paNa jaDavAdanI vAtA eTalI badhI kAnamAM ghUsI gai hatI ke aMdaranA jhINA avAja jalI na saMbhaLAyA. Aja ApaNA kAna sudhI kAMi paheAMcatu nathI kAraNa ke ApaNuM mana Akhu bagaDI gayuM che, magajamAM na bharavAnA vicAre bharAI gayA che. mana ane magaja na karavAnA vicAra lai Ave che. je vicAro nathI karavAnA e ApaNI sAme pharI pharIne Ave che ane je karavA joIe e smaraNamAMya nathI AvatA. gaLyuM khAdhA pachI cA meALI lAge che, cAnA svAda levA gaLyAM ane cAnI vacce kAi tIkhI vastu levI paDe che; bhAjananA A niyama che. evI ja rIte jIvananA paNa eka niyama che. tame eTaluM badhuM bhautika sAMbhaLyu che ke AtmAnA avAjane sAMbhaLavA mATe vacce zAMtine, maunane break Avave joie. pachI ja AtmAnu jhINuM guMjana tamArA kAna sudhI paheAMce che. jaDavAdanA vicArAnI mana upara thayelI asara lAMkhA gALAnI che. A asara nIce TevAyeluM mana vicAronI pakaDamAMthI chUTatuM nathI, chUTI zakatu nathI. A pakaDamAMthI chUTavA mATe ekalA paDavu paDe che. Ara jyAre ekale paDayA tyAre ene dhIme dhIme adhuM dekhAvA lAgyuM. naisargika vAtAvaraNu, bALakAnA kilakilATa, badhuM manane bharavA lAgyuM. enI mAnasika paristhiti badalAi ane badhuM jovA lAgyA.

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nirmaLa thavuM che to vAri kayAM dUra che ? je caraNAmAM besIne AtmAne prakAza meLavyA e ja caraNAmAM traNa varSa bAda svadeza pAchA pharatAM vAsakSepa letAM che ke slevikayAnA mahAna e jiniyara zrI sTe9bA.

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zakita mAM thI sa ja na pU. guru devanA darzanArthe zivasenAnA adhinAyaka zrI bAla ThAkare tA. 15-8-70nA AvIne teozrIne mukhethI mArgadarzana meLavatAM pU. gurudeve jaNAvyuM : saMsAramAM zakti saune nathI maLatI, e puNyanI mahAna bheTa che. e tamane maLI che to emAMthI kAMika sarjana karo. Aja mAnavasaMtAne daridratAmAM pazunI jema ane ajJAnamAM dAnavanI jema jIvana vItAvI rahyAM che te tame tamArA A baLavAna saMgaThana dvArA prajAjIvanamAMthI dAridra ane ajJAnane kADhavAnI jhuMbeza upADA. zrama ane saccAithI daridratA jAya ane vidyAnA pracArathI ajJAna jAya. pachI juo prajA ta mane kevA AzIrvAda Ape che

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pU. gurudevanI vANI bhavya AtmAone sparyA vinA na rahe. thANAmAM vasatA keTalAMya brAhmaNa kuTuMba pravacanane lAbha le che temAM eka zrI bAbubhAi vaDIyAnA kuTuMba te bhAta pADI che. temanAM putrI zobhanA kaeNlejanA prathama varSamAM bhaNe che. temaNe ATha upavAsa karavAnI bhAvanA darzAvI tyAre pUjyazrIe kahyuM : eka eka karatAM AgaLa vadhe ane temanI vANI mAthe caDhAvI eka eka karatAM aThThAI tapazcaryA pUrNa karI. pAraNu karatAM pahelAM zobhanAbahena pUjyazrIne vahorAvI rahyAM che.

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tapa ane tyAganA pagale pagale THE NATURAL BAND W kavi nI ArAdhanA sara rIte paNa thatAM ravivAra tA. 6-9-90nA roja thANAmAM nIkole. tapasvIone vaDA.

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divya dIpa traNa kalAka pUrA thayA, bIjI paDIkI khela- te bhAI tuM zuM karavA maravA mATe kAma vAno samaya che paNa have e samajI gayA kare che? kAma te jIvavA mATe che, AnaMda ke AmAM davAo nathI paNa duvAo che, vastu anubhavavA mATe che, maravA mATe ke nisAsA nathI paNa vicAra che. nAkhavA mATe nahi ! bIjI cIThThI khelI tyAre aMdara lakheluM raLIne AvanAra pati patnIne zuM kahe ? . hatuM: Try reaching back. bhUtakALane tamAre mATe dAgInA lAvIne, sADIo kharIdIne yAda kara. ame herAna herAna thaI gayA. zuM karavA herAna paNa bhUtakALane yAda karavA mATe zithila thAo che ? je kAMI kAma jIvanamAM upADyuM che thavAnI jarUra che, vartamAnanA baMdhanamAMthI mukata e AnaMda mATe che, bhArathI ladAvavA mATe ke thavAnI jarUra che. kAryane baMdhanathI baMdhAvavA mATe nahi ! Arthara vicAra karavA lAgyo, "mane zAnAM jIvanane mahimA bhUlI gayA ane jeno baMdhana che?" "mane koNa bAMdhI rahyuM che? " tame AnaMda mATe svIkAra karyo hato ane tame - savAre amuka ThekANe javuM che, bapore Ane have bhAra, burden mAnI lIdhuM. AnaMdane maLavAnuM che, sAMje vaLI pArTImAM hAjara thavAnuM viSaya duHkhane viSaya banI gaye. che-jIvanamAM keTalI badhI mulAkAto ? jyAM bhAra che tyAM baMdhana che. baMdhanathI mANasa jIvavA mAge che paNa Aje te mukata thayA vinA uDDayana nahi thaI zake. loke herAna herAna thaI rahaye che. enI pravRttio jyAre tyAre kahetA phare che. saMsAra e naraka che. paNa ene bAMdhI rahI che. bhAI, saMsAra naraka che ke tArA kaMTALAkavivara TAgore kyAMka lakhyuM hatuM: World janaka vicAree tAre mATe saMsAramAM naraka is a playground and be a good player. UbhuM karyuM che! naraka bahAra che ke aMdara che? bALaka zALAnI pAse Avela medAnamAM ghaNuM mane pUcheH "naraka kayAM che ?" mane 2me che ema nidaoNSa bhAve vizvanA vizALa hasavuM Ave. naraka bahu dUra nathI, tamArI medAnamAM ramavAnuM che. pAse che, tamAre tyAM ja che. ' kAMI kAma kare e eka ramata ja che. | mA ane dIkarI banne bahu kajiyALA snehIne kAgaLa lakhe che tyAre enA khAlI hatA paNa bahArathI dhamIne dekhAva khUba karatA. jIvanamAM lAgaNInI hUMpha bhare che ane maitrInI AkhA gAmanI sAthe kajiyo kare paNa maMdiramAM madhuratA vadhAre che. sArA rahe kAraNake bhagavAna balatA nahatA. vyApArane sade kare che tyAre dezane ane bhagavAna bolatA hota te enI sAthe paNa tamArA kuTumbane madada kare che zuM karavA ema kalaha karatA. kahe che ke A ThasaraDo meM mAthe lIdho che. mAdIkarI badhAnI sAthe kajiye karI evA paNa mANasa che je badhuM kare che paNa maMdiramAM jAya. maMdiramAMthI ghare AvI kahe ke aThavADiyAmAM ekAdavAra balI nAkhe ke tamAre maMdiramAM kevI zAMti che! kaI jhaghaDo nahi, mATe huM kAma karI karIne marI gayo ! kaI mAthApheDa nahi, parama zAMti.

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54 ene kahe kANuM ? ke tArI sAthe mAthAphoDa karanAra madiramAM hAya kANu ? dIkarInuM sagapaNa thayu ane thADA ja divasa pachI dIkarIe mAne kahyuM : mA, jenI sAthe mAruM sagapaNa thayuM che ene huM nahi paraNuM. mAe pUchyu: beTA, zuM thayu? dIkarIe kahyuM : e dharmAMmAM nathI mAnate. eTale ke e narakamAM nathI mAnatA. mAe hasIne kahyuM: basa ATalI ja vAtamAM tuM gabharAi gai ! tAre gabharAvavAnI jarUra nathI. Aje bhale e narakamAM nathI mAnatA paNa tuM ekavAra ene paraNI le pachI ApaNe e jaNA mA-dIkarI bhegAM thai ene batAvI ApIzu ke naraka na heAvAnI mAnyatA khATI che. ApaNe ene anubhava karAvIzu ke naraka A rahyuM." leAkeAe jIvanane ja naraka banAvyuM che, kaMTALAnuM dhAma karyu che. leAkeAnI sAthe, gAmanI sAthe, gharanI sAthe, vyakitaenI sAthe ane jenI sAthe tamArA takadIranA dorAo joDAyAM che enI sAthe rahevAnu che, emanI sAthe jIvana jIvavAnu che te have A badhuM mUkIne tame kayAM bhAgI jaze? jenI sAthe rahevuM che emanAmAM doSa jovA karatAM emane khIjI rIte kema na jue ? enAmAMthI sAruM vINIvINIne kADhI levAnu che. A duniyAnA ramatagamatanA medAnamAM tu sarvazreSTha ramanArI banI jA, evI sarasa ramata 25 ke tArA vidAyanA divasa AvIne Ubhe rahe tyAre tArA mukha upara saMtASa hAya, sArI ramata ramyAne AnaMda hAya. jyAre tame sArAmAM sArI meca rame che, sAMja thAya che ane ramatanA medAnamAMthI play divya dIpa ground uparathI bahAra Ave che tyAre tamArI vATa jotAM badhAM prekSake tamane dhanyavAda (congratulations) Ape che, smitathI vadhAvatAM hAya che, tyAre tame zuM kaheA che? mArI zakti pramANe sAruM ramI lIdhu'. ramatanA kaMTALe nathI paNa sateASa che. enI duniyAmAM A dhyAna ke raudradhyAna nathI paNa dharmAMdhyAna ane zukaladhyAna che. mATe je kheAjAthI tuM ladAyeleA che, ane jyAM jAya tyAM mAthA upara A tANu tension rAkhe che, te tu choDIne haLavA thA. vicArAthI haLavA khanIza te AnaMdanI pAMkhe esI bhUtakALamAM UDI zakIza. atyAre A vyAkhyAna zravaNa karanAra zrotAvamAM evA paNa mahattvanA mANase haze je vicAratA haze ke khAkhara dasanA TakAre citrabhAnunuM vyAkhyAna pUru thaze. meTaramAM ghare jatAM daza miniTa lAgaze ane dasane paMdara miniTe mArI kAnpharansa zarU thaze. ahIM vicAre AtmAnA cAlatA haiAya tyAre e bhAinA vicArA pelI kenpharansanA cAlatA hAya. enA manamAM savA daza pahelAM ghera kema pahAMcavuM enI racanA cAlatI hAya che. vyAkhyAna pachI ghare jAo, kei pUche teA kahe paNa kharA ke citrabhAnunA pravacanamAM gayA hatA, ThIka hatu paNa mane kAMi khAsa sparze (appeal) kare evuM na lAgyuM lAge kyAMthI ? tuM tA e mAM vahecAyele hatA. jenA manamAM tANu tension che e kei ja vastune Anada mANI zakatA nathI. Tension tANu ene mane enA AnaMdane bAMdhI rAkhe che.

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55 divya dIpa tame khAvA bese tyAre ephisanA vicArane sarasa lAgI. eTalI badhI sArI lAgI ke bojo cheDo, mAtra bhojanane ja upayoga rAkhe. mitranI mA joI zakI ke e mane bahu bhAvI pUjAmAM bese tyAre svajanane ane samAjane che. mA aMdara jaIne bIjIvAra laI AvyA. vicAra cheDI de, mAtra AtmAmAM rame. pravacana meM kahevA khAtara "nA" te kahI paNa emaNe sAMbhaLavA bese tyAre tarka ane dalIlane choDI Agraha karyo, eTale jarA vadhAre lIdhI paNa de, mAtra vakatAnI sAthe cintanane vihAra kare. have bhUkha pUrI thavA AvI, peTa bharAvavA lAgyuM jyAM sudhI tamArA kArya sAthe eka rUpa paNa pelI vastu haju pleTamAM paDI hatI. eMThI in tune nahi thAo tyAM sudhI tame e vastu mUkavI e te rItabhAta etiquettenI bahAra sAthe tAdAbhyatA ane rasano anubhava nahi kahevAya ane peTamAM jarApaNa jagyA nahi. pleTa karI zake. khAlI karI paNa vastu pratye evo abhAva thaI - Arthara bajAthI mukata bane, haLavo thaze, gaye ke pharI e vastune vicAra paNa nathI karyo. - have bhUtakALa yAda AvyuM, jUnI smRtio tAjI thaI. thoDA samaya pahelAM je bahu bhAvatI hatI e vadhAre maLatAM enI mIThAza UDI gaI - nAnapaNamAM eka nAnakaDA phaTAkaDA mATe huM keTale jhaMkhate hatuM ane e maLI jatAM huM have tamane eTalI badhI vastuo maLavA ke rAjI rAjI thaI jataamArA garIba mAMDI che ke roTalI ane roTale sAmAnya lAge gharamAM mA jyAre keka banAvatI tyAre savArathI che, ene AnaMda cAlyA gaye che. e keka sAme joyA karato ane sAMje jyAre mA A nAnI kekanA cAra TukaDA karI eka TukaDe , vadhAre paDatI vastuo je ApaNA AnaMdane ApatI tyAre huM ke khuza thaIne khAI jato ! lUMTI letI hoya, AnandathI vaMcita karatI hoya - te kharekhara ema nathI lAgatuM ke vastuomAMthI Aje ? Aje mArI sAme ATaluM badhuM mukata banavuM e ja Ananda che. khAvAnuM paDeluM che to bhUkha ja nathI. khAvAne badale beThe beThe ciMtA karuM chuM. mATe ja mahApuruSoe amuka divasanA vastuothI huM eTale madha ladAye che ke aMtare upavAsa nakkI karyA. mANase roja roja vastune AnaMda ja cAlyA gaye che. khA khA kare che ane bhejananI majA nathI AnaMda che paNa kyAM sudhI ? vastuo vadhAre = mANatA te thoDAka upavAsa karIne paNa bhejanane na maLe tyAM sudhI. vastu vadhAre maLI te mAThuM ka2tA thAya. AnaMda guma. jIvananA AnaMdane lUMTI letI ciMtAothI A niyama jeTaluM pramANamAM samajI zakaze, che, Arthara mukta tha ane nirdoSa zaizavakALane tAje karyo. eTalA pramANamAM vastune AnaMda meLavI zakaze. je varSo pahelAnI vAta che. bALapaNamAM mArA cha kalAka pUrA thavA AvyA eTale trIjI mitrane tyAM huM jamavA gayela. enI mAe cIThThI khelI. have cIThThI kholavAnI AturatA eka vAnagI sarasa banAvelI. e mane bahu paNa vadhI gaI.

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29 dI nA dAMDI nAM A ja vALAM 9 jIvana eka mahAsAgara che. A mahAsAgaramAM vega, Avezane AvegathI deDatA mANasane jema mUlyavAna ratna tathA pANIdAra metI rahelAM A cintananuM navanIta kSaNabhara vicAra karavA che tema bhayaMkara jaLacare ane moTA khaDake paNa tathA sAvadhAnIthI AgaLa Daga bharavA preraNA che. AvA apAra sAgaramAM musApharI karatA Ape che. musApharane dIvAdAMDInAM ajavALAM vinA kema cAle? e vinA te enI jIvananaiyA kaI dIvAdAMDInAM A ajavALAM che. khaDaka sAthe athaDAI paDe, ane naukAnA cUrecUrA pU. citrabhAnunA - thaI jAya. "Urmi ane udadhimAMthI dIvAdAMDI ajavALAM pAtharI bhayasthAna sUcave adharmano gulAma ! che. mANasa AgaLa vadhI rahyo che. ene utsAha dharmanI AjJAe jIvanane vyavasthita ane ane vega apUrva che. Aja e cAlatuM nathI, deDI rahyo che; na varNavI zakAya evI pravRtti susaMskRta banAvavA mATe hoya che ane dharma pravartaka tatkAlIna paristhitine lakSamAM laIne emAM e rokAya che. enI pAse samaya nathI te te AjJA kare che. paNa mANasa dhImedhIme eTale eNe gati vadhArI che. ene utAvaLa che! tenA bAhyarUpane ja mahatva ApavA lAgI jAya paNa prazna thAya cheH e kyAM javA mAge che ane pitAne paraMparA dvArA maLelI AjJAche? enuM dhyeya zuM che? enA chellA mukAmanI ene prAmANikatApUrvaka pALavAne badale, bIjI maMjila kaI che ? paraMparAnI AjJAonuM khaMDana karavAne vadhAre mahatva Apate thAya che ane mAnatA thAya che vega eTale che ke dayano vicAra karavA ke A rIte pitAnI paraMparAnI pite vadhAre sevA avakAza nathI; paNa cintakane ethI cintA thAya karI rahyo che. eNe svIkArelI paraMparAnI AjJA che e kyAMya athaDAI na paDe-niyaMtraNa vinAne pramANe jIvana ghaDI enA dvArA potAnA vikAsanI vega mANasAInA astitvanuM kAraNa na bane! jeTalI cintA nathI hotI tethI vadhAre te enA padArthavijJAnane eka niyama che. jeTalA bAhyarUpanA rakSaNanI hoya che. tethI ene potAnA vegathI AghAta thAya eTalA ja tIvra vegathI uddhAranI apekSAe bIjAnA kahevAtA uddhAranI ene pratyAghAta thAya. cintA vadhAre hoya che ane enI ADamAM pitAnA ahaMkAra ane mithyAbhimAnanuM poSaNa A vega mANasamAM Avega ne Aveza lAvI karate thaI jAya che. te mATe te hiMsA, asatya, enA astitvane na bhulAvI de, na bhUMsAvI de kapaTa Adi durgaNone Azraya letAM paNa nathI e jovuM rahyuM; ane ethI ja mAnavInA manane acakAte ane A rIte dhamane adharmane gulAma kaMIka uccatama evuM maLatuM rahe e mATe banAvI de che. pariNAme maMgaLamaya dhama ja cintake potAnA cintanamAMthI tAravelA navanItane aNasamaja, ahaMkAra, svArthavRttine kAraNe jagata samakSa dharatA rahe che. amaMgaLa thaI jAya che. *

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56 divya dIpa trIjI cIThThImAM lakheluM: Reexamine kArakhAnAM kayAMka huM DirekTara chuM te kayAMka huM your motives. ceramena chuM. A badhuM zA mATe? tuM je kAma karI rahyo che e kAmanI huM je sevA ja karavA mAguM chuM te eka pAchaLa tAre motive, tAre Azaya ane hetu saMsthAne arpaNa kema nathI thai jato ? zuM che ene tuM vicAra kara." je ghaNI saMsthAomAM joDAya che e te eke tuM je kAma kare che e zA mATe kare che? saMsthAnuM kAma vyavasthita karI zakatA nathI. tuM maMdiramAM jAya che paNa zA mATe? tuM kegresamAM joDAya che ane kahe che ke mAre dezanI Jack of all, master of none. je sevA karavI che, minisTara banIne lekenI ghaNane thAya e kaI nahi. sthAremAM vadhAre, sArI rIte sevA karavI che ane e mATe te khAdInI kaphanI paNa dhAraNa have, tuM keIna banI jA, eka vastune, karI che te te badhuM zuM sAcuM che? eka saMsthAne svIkArI le. kaMpanInA DirekTare, dezanA minisTaro ane eka bhAI mane maLavA AvyA ane kahe maMdiranA TrasTIo badhAM ema ja kahetA hoya ke Apane khabara che ke huM keTalA ThekANe mArI che ke ame sevA karavA mATe hoddo svIkAryo che. sevA ApI rahayo chuM? keTalI saMsthAomAM sekreTarI chuM? ema kahI lAMbuM varNana karyuM. Service above self. vAkya sarasa che. jAta karatAM paNa sevA mahattvanI che. paNa tuM keI cUMTaNI laDavA Ubho rahe che tyAre jarAka zodhI le ke tuM sevA karavA jAya che ke e keTalI keTalI saMsthAomAM che tenuM lisTa tArA chupAyelA, saMtAyelA, dabAI gayelA ahaMne banAve che. enAthI leke bheLavAI paNa jAya che. jIvato karavA jAya che? gharamAM tane kaI pUchatuM nathI, gharamAM tAruM kaMI cAlatuM nathI eTale mane vicAra Avyo ke je A mANasa lokamAM, duniyAmAM tAruM jora ajamAvavA te ATalI badhI sa sthAone kAryakartA hoya te tuM nathI jate ne ? e bicAre khAta kayAre haze ! UMghate kyAre haze! jIvanacayo kayAre karate haze ! evuM jovA nathI maLatuM ke jene gharamAM AnaMda nathI maLatuM e AkhI duniyAmAM paNa mANasa sevAnI vAto kare che tyAre AnaMda AnaMda karate phare che. ene Azaya jude ja hoya che. eNe enA Azayane judI rIte AcchAdita (cover) karyo che. Arthara vicAra karavA lAgeH huM A badhuM zA mATe karuM chuM ? A sevAnuM AcchAdana dUra karavAnuM che, tamArA Azayane nagna karavAnuM che, tamArI keTalI badhI kaMpanIo ane keTalA meTAM vRttione mULa svarUpamAM javAnI che.

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divya dIpa 57. jyAM sudhI ApaNe ApaNI vRttione Arthare joyuM ane belI UThaH meM ughADI nahi pADIe, vRttio uparanA AcchAdane lakhyuM hatuM te kayAM gayuM? kaI beryuM dUra nahi karIe tyAM sudhI ApaNe bIjAne jovAI gayuM. chetarazuM ane A paNa vRttio ja ApaNane disguise karI chetaraze. retI upara lakhavA jevI mArI ciMtAo A zodhavAnuM kAma ApaNuM che. jANe ke che. je ciMtAone kALa dhoI nAkhavAno che A badhuM huM kone mATe karuM chuM? zuM kharekhara ene mATe huM zAne dhevAI jAuM ! huM sAdhanA mATe, zAMti mATe karuM chuM ke mArA ahaMne poSavA mATe karuM chuM ? Arthara ekadama UbhuM thaI gayuM ane ahaM evo khADo che, evo UMDo khADo saMkalpapUrvaka bolyo ke mAre koI ciMtA ja (fathomless pit) che ke ene tame game nathI. jene kALa joI nAkhavAno enI mAre teTalI prasiddhithI bharo te paNa e khADo zA mATe ciMtA karavI? pUrAya tema nathI. enuM masta unnata hatuM. ciMtAthI mukata - have te nava kalAka vItI gayA hatA. eNe banI, prasannatA anubhavane e ghara tarapha vaLe. chelI cIThThI khelI tyAre emAM lakheluM: Write ne Arthara kharI gaye, navA Arthare your worries on the sanc" A retI, A janma lIdho. dariyAnA kinArA upara tArI badhI ciMtAo tuM lakhI nAkha. joIe, tArI ciMtAo keTalI che? Arthara have navamAnava hatA, navajIvanane have Artha2 AnaMdamAM masta thaI paDaye prakAza maLyo hato, prajJAnuM ajavALuM laIne hate. eNe nakkI karyuM ke je thavAnuM hoya te thAya. Avyo hate. Aje je samaya maLe che te te zAntithI ghare AvyA, patnI sAthe mIThAzathI vAta vitAvavo. ene koI TAI ke sUTa paheravAnAM karI, nAnAM nAnAM bALakone hetathI belAvI nahotAM. ene UThavAnuM paNa mana na thayuM. ene bheTI paDayo. pitAnA upara hasavuM AvyuM. kAlanI te mane khabara nathI ane viza varSa pachI zuM karavuM svajane pratye enI AMkhamAM mamatA nahi tenuM plAniMga meM karyuM che! paNa nirmaLa prema vahI rahyo hate, AMkhamAM paDaye paDo ja lakhavA lAgyuM. pAMca-sAta Asakita nahi paNa saundarya nuM darzana hatuM. ciMtAo yAda karIne retI upara lakhI eTalAmAM te bharatI cAlu thaI gaI hatI, pANI AvI enA bahAranA vaibhavanI sAthe AMtaravaibhavanuM rahyAM hatAM. lagna thayuM. enA jIvanane navuM ja darzana pANIne AvatAM joI Arthara UThaze. UbhuM maLyuM. Aja sudhI enA AyuSyane varSo thayo tyAM te eka joradAra mejuM AvyuM ane khAtAM hatAM have enuM jIvana varSone khAvA eNe je lakhyuM hatuM te devAI gayuM. lAgyuM. saMpUrNa

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aa%ae% 2 0 %20E0% %e gas egg vinayayukata vidyA ja sAcI vidyA che. je vidyAthI vinamratA na Ave, te vidyA zA kAmanI ? ane e vinaya viheNI vidyAne avidyA kahIe te zuM khoTuM ? - "saurabhamAMthI Learning bedecked with modesty is alone true learning. What is the use of that learning that does not engender humility ? And nothing would be lost, if learning divorced from humility were to be dubbed as sheer obscurantism. from : Lotus Bloom by : Chitrabhanu st Complimen ments from With Best C P. L. BAGRI & Co., METAL MERCHANTS & COMMISSION AGENTS 36, 2nd BH0TW ADA, BOMBAY - 2 Tel : 33 47 58

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thANA tA. 30-9-70 divya dIpa rajI. na. ema. eca. lara [anusaMdhAna kavara peja 2 thI cAlu) khamatakhAmaNa thayAM, saMvatsarI pratikramaNa upara na jamAvaze. ema na kaho ke A derAsara thayuM, haiyAM haLavA banyAM. kAThiyAvADIonuM che ane A gujarAtIonuM, ravivAra tA. 6-9-70 nA bapore traNa vAge A kacchIonuM ane A mAravADIonuM. Ama tapasvIonI anumodanA karate suMdara varagheDa nIkaLe. thANa gAmanI parikammA karIne jyAre karavAmAM dharma ja kayAM che ? , sahu pU. gurudeva sAthe maMdire AvI pahoMcyA tyAre ArAdhanAnAM bAraNAM badhAM mATe khullAM che. tapa ane tyAgane mahimA anekane samajAye. dhama te khamAvavAmAM, haiyAmAM parivartana " lAvavAmAM ane cittane zuddha karavAmAM che. cittane zuddha karyAne, sAdharmika bhakita karyAne ane sAdhanAnA paMthe kAMIka prayAsa ane pravAsa pakSa paDAvavA jevuM adhama pApa eke nathI. kalahanAM bIja vAvyAM tenuM pApa te jIvanI karyAne AnaMda saunI AMkhamAM tarate hate. sAthe paraMparAmAM bhavabhava Ave. ku. vatsalA amIna ema na kaheze ke A bhagavAna mArA che. zeTha tribhavanadAsa jamanAdAsa hAIskUla kahevuM ja hoya che ema kahe ke huM bhagavAnane chuM. bhagavAna tamArA kema thaI zake? lAyakAta thANAmAM cAturmAsa nimitte padhArelA, pU. keLave te tame bhagavAnanA thaI zake. munizrI citrabhAnu mahArAjanI preraka vANIne bhagavAnanA sevaka banavA mATe aMtaramAM alabhya lAbha vidyArthIo ane zikSakone sulabha rahelA ahaMne gALa paDaze. bane e hetuthI zALAnA AcArya ane saMcAkhamatakhAmaNanA divase AMsu vaDe, prema vaDe, lakenI vinaMtIne mAnya rAkhI zeTha tribhavanadAsa maitrI vaDe, veranA melane dhoIne, je aMtarane jamanAdAsa hAIskUla, thANAnA vidyArthIo ane cokhkhuM kare che tenuM ja jainatva TakI rahe che, vidyArthinIo ane zikSake mATe traNa divasane te ja sAco jaina che. eka svAdhyAya "jJAna-satra ogasTanI tA. 10, jema sTezana uparanA pratIkSAgRha (waiting 11, 12 sAMjanA 4thI 5 sudhI jaina daherAsara room) pravAsIo (passengers) mATe cokhkhA holamAM yojavAmAM AvyA hatA. A prasaMge che. rAkhavAmAM Ave che ema AjathI samajI le 5 thI 11 sudhInA lagabhaga eka hajAra bALako ke ApaNI jiMdagI eka pratIkSA graha che. ApaNe tathA bAlikAoe ane zikSakoe paNa utsAhaAvatA bhavanI gADI haju AvI nathI tyAM sudhI bhera bhAga lIdhe hate. pU. munizrIe emane A zarIrarUpI pratIkSA graha (waiting room)mAM svAdhyAya, saddavartana, zista tathA cAritryavikAsa beThA chIe. samaya Avaze tyAre vATa jovAnI keLavavA mATe jarUrI guNe jIvanamAM apanAvavA nathI. daSTAMte sahita anurodha karyo hato. saMsthA mATe mATe maitrIne sAvaraNe ane kSamAne sUMDale A eka ane prasaMga lekhAya. laIne A waiting roomne cekhe kRSNaprasAda upAdhyAya karavAne che. AcArya paka, prakAza ane mAnA saMpAdaka zrI caMdulAla . sAhe, lipinI prinTarI maMbaI naM. 2 mAM chapAvI, DIvAIna moja sosAyaya (divya sAna saMgha) mATe 'kavInsa nya" 28/30, vAlakezvara muMbai naM. 6 mathiI pragaTa karyuM che.