Book Title: Buddhiprabha 1909 12 SrNo 09
Author(s): Adhyatma Gyan Prasarak Mandal
Publisher: Adhyatma Gyan Prasarak Mandal
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Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 2122 VHME Lucie | Reg. No. B. 3 8 , zrI jaina zvetAMbara mUti pUjaka eDI*ganA hitArtha prakaTa thatuM', sarva paravazaM duHkhaM, sarvamAtmavazaM mukham / etaduktaM samAsena lakSaNaM sukhaduHkhayoH // (LIGHT OF REASON.) nAM 5 ja. AkramabhA. Aja huM e nAhaM pudgalabhAvAnAM kartAkArayitA na ca / nAnumantApi cetyAtma-jJAnavAn lipyate katham / / pragaTakattA, adhyAtmajJAna prasAraka maMDaLa. vyavasthApaka, zrI jaina zvetAMbara mUrtipUjaka bADa'ga; | nAgorIsarAhu-amadAvAda vArSika lavAjama-peja sAthe rU. 1-4-0. sthAnika 1-0- - amadAvAda zrI satyavijaya' presamAM sAMkalacaMda harIlAle chApyuM. Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ viSayAnukramaNikA viSaya, pRSTha. | viSaya, 1 alakha mArI. . . . 2 pa7 6 jana dhArmika jJAna, jJAnathI thatA ra abhimAna na karavA viSe. rapa8 phAyadA, jJAnanuM mAhA.... 275 3 maitrI bhAvanA. ... ... ra 58 che jIvane zikhAmaNa ... 280 4 amadAvAdavALA zA. amRtalAla / jenA ane vyavahArika kizavalAlanuM mRtyu. . 264 | kirthavaNI .. 281 [ pa jaina kone kahevA ? . 2 6 8 9 damadanta muni. .. .. 28 gurUzana mATe kAMi vicAra thAya che ? adrazya gurU tamane suvarNanI sAta kucIo Apaze. e ku cIthI svarga ane mAkSanAM dvAra tamAre mATe khullAM tho' A guphadarzana' pustaka mAMno upadeza ucca jIvana gALavAne atyaMta lAbhadAyaka thaI paDaze e bAbatanI khAtrI ApI zakAze. vizeSa khAtrI joitI hoya te mAtra 0-6-6 nI TIkITa nIcene ThekANe mokalI tame poteja pustaka vAMcI juo. D. * buddhiprabhA 2 nA grAhukAne 0-4-6 mAM maLo. 2 t&' dI bhASAMtara chapAI tayAra thayuM che, - pustaka maLavAnuM ThekANu buddhimabhA ArIsa-amadAvAda. | jhaverIlalubhAi rAyacaMda hAmaphAra inakayurebalapeparsa. amadAvAda To je lokonA rAga kAIpaNa rIte maTI zake tema na hoya, tevA asAdhu rAgavALA garIne madada karavAne upara jaNAvelI IspITala tA. 13 jAnevArI sane 1909 nA roja amadAvAdanA maherabAna kalekaTara sAhebane hAthe kholavAmAM AvI che, tene je kaI madada ApavAmAM Avaze te AbhAra sAthe svIkAravAmAM Avaze. madadanI rakama nIcene zIranAme mokalI ApavI. * buddhimabhA 'ephIsa, nAgArIzarAha, amadAvA. Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ buddhiprabhA. (The Light of Reason. ) brahmAnandavidhAnake paTutaraM zAntigrahayotakam // satyAsatyavivekadaM bhavabhaya-bhrAntivyavacchedakam // mithyAmArganivartakaM vijayatAM syAdvAdadharmamadam / koke sUryasamaprakAzakamidaM buddhimabhA' mAsikam // varSa 1 luM. tA. 15 mI DIsembara sana 109 aMka 9 mA. alakha khumArI. bAhya dazAmAM jarA na zAti, anubhavathI je avadhArI. AhA dazAthI bhavanI vRddhi, janmamaraNa duHkha che bhArI; 1 zarIramAMhi Atama hIre, zodhe sAcuM parakhAze, alakha dazAnI alakha ghanamAM, mA dazA dUra thAze. 2 aMtaramAMhi avataratAM jhaTa, AnaMdanI jhAMkhI thAze; Sone bheda karyAthI, sAce sAcuM parakhAze. aMtaramAMhi ratna bharyA che, jANe che te alabele, antara anubhava amRta cAkhe. mukitapurI jAve pahele, 4 antarane alabele dekhe, sahu adhyAso dUra thaze. paramaprabhu maLaze anubhavamAM, jANe te nahi dUra khase, 5 bAhA pradeze karyo bahu paNa, nAtha na hAre parakhANe, che. * Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 6 attaramAMhi daSTi karyAthI, dITho sAhiba harakhANe. antara rahIzuM anubhava lahIzuM, gvajanene te kahIzuM; buddhisAgara parama mahedaya, AnaMdaghana aMtara vahIzuM. 3 zAntiH 2 || 7 abhimAna na karavA viSe. abhimAna kare tuM zAne; e te durjanane nizAne, re abhimAna meTAI kharI peTI karatuM, leka kahe che phATaye. tIkSaNa tArA khela melI de, emAM koI na khATa; re abhimAna caMcaLa pagale zuM tuM dhAye, yovana dhana nakha kATA, dava jevA baLatA saMsAre, rahe na DAhyo dATa re abhimAna oTa bharatI che sukha duHkhanI, keke khAdhI thapATe, dhara adhara dharatIthI paga paNa, deze kALa jhapATe, re abhimAna vallabha tuM che priya trIbhuvanane, garva sarvane nAThe, samaju nara tuM mane samajI le trIjuM caraNa che, garvane de are dATe cekuM caraNa che. re abhimAna maitrIbhAvanA. lekhaka-munizrI buddhisAgarajI. mittIme savvabhUesu, veraM majjaM na kenni.|| mahArI sarva prANIo upara maitrIbhAvanA che, koInA upara mahAre vera nathI. sarva jIvo mahArA samAna che. karmanA AdhIna thaI jIva potAnuM bhAna bhUlI anya AtmAone zarU kalpe che, temAM karmano deva che. pazu, paMkhI Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sarva manuSyo vagere to mahArA AtmAnI tulyatAne dhAraNa karanAra che. phakta karmanA lIdhe bheda dekhavAmAM Ave che. amArA AtmAnI unnati mATe sarva vonI unnati karavI joIe. varNAzrama ane nAtabhedane dUra karI sarva jIlonuM bhaluM karavuM kaMie. jyAre sarva je mitra che te tenuM burU karavA eka lezamAtra paNa kharAba vicAra kema karo inaMdae ? sarva jIvopara jenI mitra buddhi karI che tene koipaNa verI hotI nathI, ane e AmA, saM. sArarUpa samudrane tarI tenI pelI pAra jAya che. zrI vIraprabhue maitrIbhAvanA dhAraNa karI aneka duSTAnA upage sahana karyA. caMDakAziyA pe zrI vIramabhune daMza dIdhA tApaNuM vIraprabhu jarA mAtra maitrIbhAvanAthI calAyamAna thayA nahIM. e mitrIbhAvanAnI uttamatA. !!! zrIvIraprabhue caMDakAziyA sapira karUNuM karI upadeza deI tenuM AtmaDita karyuM. jagatamAM aneka doSathI doSita ne dekhI daInI niMdA vA bhU karavuM nahi, zrI vIra prabhunA pagale cAlI sarva devonI sAthe maitrIbhAvanA rAkhavI joIe. maitrIbhAvanA rAkhavI e kaMI sAmAnya vAna nathI. lADAnA caNA cAvavAnI pa maitrIbhAvanA rAkhatAM aneka saMkaTomAMthI pasAra thavuM paDe che. rAdhanA evA to prapaMca che ke hRdayamAM uThatI maitrIbhAvanAne kaNamAM nAza karI de che. manuSya potAnA AtmA - mAna anyanA AtmAne dekhe ane teno svAbhAvika dharma che kiMtu tenI A AvanAra IrSA adekhAI svArtha vagere doSa che. keTalAka te pazu paMkhImAM AmAM mAnatA nathI tevA jevo pazu paMkhIne pitAnA AtmA samAna zI rIte mAnI zake ? je jIvo pazu paMkhAnAmAM pitAnA samAna anya AtmAene vAsa che ema mAne che teja pazu paMkhIonA mitra thaI zake che. anya jIvone nAza karatAM potAnA AtmAne pApakarma lAge che, A siddhAMta jyAre anubhavamAM Avaze tyAre anya jAnI dayAnA pariNAma hadayamAM pragaTaze. anya jIvopara dayAnA pariNAma maitrIbhAvanAnA ge thAya che mATe mitrabhAvanAnI dhaNI jarUra che. jyAM tyAM, haratAM pharanAM, khAtAM, besatAM, udanAM mitrI bhAvanAnA vicAro karavA-maMtrIbhAvanAnI puSTi mATe nIcenuM kAvya sadAkALasmaravuM. parama mitratA. mitrAi rAkho sahu sAthe, mitrAithI kleza TaLe. mitrAithI sampa vadheche, mananA meLA sarva maLe. pitrAithI salAha zAnti, dhAyaryA kRtyo sarva sare, Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mitrAithI vairaTaLe cha, uccabhAvanA thAya khare. mitrAithI jagamAM zAnti, mitrAithI dveSa TaLe. mitrAithI prema vadhe cha, maitrI bhAvanA turta phaLe. mitrAinA bheda ghaNA cha, laukika lokottara jANo. mitrAithI apUrva zakti, samajI sAcaM mana ANo. mitrAithI kuMTuMba duniyA, parama mitratA pAtra Tharo. dayAdharmamAM maitrIbhAvanA, samajI paramAnanda varo. dravyabhAva be bhedemitra, maitrI bhAvanA be bhede. samarjAne mitrAi dhAre, te karmASTakane chede. vastudharmanI sAcI maitrI, jJAnine sahu samajAze sAcI mitrAi cetananI, paramaprabhutA parakhAze. AtmadharmamA karo ramaNatA, mitrAi hanI sAcI. buddhisAgara paramamitratA, samajI temAM raho rAcI. bhavya samajaze ke mitrAI AvI ava zaktivALI che. matrIbhAvanAthI tame paramAnaMda sukhanA bhAgI bano emAM kaMIpaNa Azcarya nathI. maitrIbhAvanAthI mAtAnAM sukha paNa saheje maLe che. AvI maiitrIbhAvanA pratyeka mana dhAre te hadayamAM dhAraNa karI zake AvI alaikika manIbhAvanAmAM praveza :2tA tuM na bheda deNe. mahamA nathI. A. tmavat sarva bhUteSu yaH pazyati saH pazyati. pAtAnA 2mA samAna anyane dekhe che te ja kharekhara dekhanAra che ane Ama dRSTibhAva, sAkSAta nyAM anubhavAya che. tevI sthitimAM AmAM sarvane eka samAna bhAvanAthI dekhI udagAra kADhe che ke amone tamo samAjAti, tamAne amo samAjJAti. pazupaMkhI hamArA che, hamArA te tamArA cha. jIvone premathI bheTuM. hamAre kAMi nahi cheTuM. sahu jIva mitra mhArA che, mamatvabhAva visAryA che. dayAgaMgA hRdaya bahetI, amone memathI kahetI. amArApAM sadA jhIle, anantA sukha tasadIle. Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 24. AvI ektva bhAvanAnA parama premamaya uddagAra maitrIbhAvanAnI ucca rAAdhI tIphaLa che. AtmA maitrI bhAvanA dhAraNa karI zake che. AtmAmAM te sAmarthya che. jyAre jyAre paNa dravya ane bhAvanAthI maitrIbhAvanA dhAraNa karyAM vinA chUTako nathA. tA have krama Alasya !? maitrIbhAvanA vinAthI aneka vA paramAtmA thayA ane thAryo. gajasukumAle jyAre smazAnamAM kAyAtsarga karI mAna karyuM hatuM tyAre sAmila nAmanA temanA sasarA AvyA. pAtAnI putrIne tyajI gajasukumAla sAdhu thayelA dekhI milanA manamAM krodha utpanna thayo. gajasukumAlane duHkha devA mATe tenA mastakapara lIlI mATInI pALa bAMdhI, ane te pALanA upara smazAnamAMthI kharanA dhagadhagatA aMgArA lAvI mukyA. AthI gajasukumAlane atyaMta vedanA thavA lAgI. gajasukumAle te samaye maitrIbhAvanA bhAvI. sAmila brAhmaNanA AtmAne pAtAnA AtmAnA tulya bhAgye. jarA mAtra paNa krodha karyo nahIM, tethI gajasukumAla uttama gati pAmyA. bhavyavAe A dRSTAMtane hRdayamAM dhAraNa karI klerA duHkhanA samayamAM parma maitrIbAvanA bhAvavI. kArUgya, pramAda, ane mAdhyastha bhAvanA pazu maitrIbhAvanA vinA uddabhavatI nathI. Ahita karavu hoya ane saMsArathI mRkAvavu hoya te maitrIbhAvanAnuM sevana kare, khAdgha dRSTinA khaMdana TALI maitrIbhAvanA antaranA satya AnaMdane apa che. bhabyA ! tamAM matrIbhAvanAne iccho to maitrIbhAvanA tamane prAma thaze. maitrIbhAvanA drArA khAmAmAM che. huM kharekhara tene dhAraNa karIza. maitrIbhAvanAthI huM vyApta chuM. kAraNa prasaMge maitrIbhAvanAnA upayogamAM rahIza. A pramANe taHkarNamAM daDha sakalpa karyA. ema dRDha saMkalpa karavAthI maitrIbhAvanI puSTi thaze. ane kSaNe kSaNe AnaMdamaya jIvana ddei pAmatu jaNAze, game te dharmanA dezanA manuSya hAya tApaNa tenA upara maitrIbhAvanA rAkhavI ee. je loko svAyika kSudra vicArathI dareka venI sAthe mitratA rAkhe che te kharekhara AdhAdi kAraNa prasaMge maMtrIbhAvanAnI suda kudI ya che. maitrIbhAvanA e saTane mitra che. hRdayane du:kha samayamAM AdhAra che. samAna sthiti jALavavAmAM maitrIbhAvamA uttama sevA bajAve che. vatAM chatAM paNa siddhanAM sukhane ApanAra maitrIbhAvanA che. maitrIbhAvanA kharekhara gaMgAjaLa samAna nirmaLa che. mANabhUteSu sarveSu, sukhaduHkha sthiteSuca ri mitradyu nanepu, maitrI patitapAH chatAM ||r // Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sukha duHkhamAM rahelA temaja vari ane mitra sarva jIvopara satpurUne je hitabuddhi thAya che te mitrIbhAvanA kSaNe kSaNe AdaravA yogya che. evo ke mRkha manuSya che ke jenA hadayamAM maMtrIbhAvanA priyarUpa na hoya ? alabata darekane maMtrIbhAvanA para pAra hoya che paNa je puruSArtha karI maitrIbhAvanAne amalamAM mUke che te tarI jAya che. maitrI bhAvanA sArI che, maitrIbhAvanA sArI che, ema lAkha vakhata bUme pADI lokapUrvaka gokhI jAya tethI kaMI tamArA hRdayamAM mitrIbhAvane praveza karavAnI nathI. paNa kAdhAdika vikAro vakhate maitrIbhAvanAnA vicAro karI krodha IryAdikane rAmAvo tyAre ja maitrIbhAvanAnI sAphalyatA thAya che. je je prANI upara kema thAya che te prANI upara te te samaye maitrIbhAvanA ciMtavavI. maMtrIbhAvanA dhAryAthI tamAruM jIvana game te sthitimAM ucca thayA vinA rahe nahi. dezamAM, jJAtimAM, kuLamAM, gharamAM, sabhAmAM, maMDaLamAM, paNa tama sarvane priya thaI paDaze. maitrIbhAvanAnA aLavada tamAru vacana sarvatra priya thaI paDaze. tamArI kIti sarvatra prasaraze. maitrIbhAvanAnA baLavaDe tame aneka jIvono uddhAra karI zakaze. ane dayAdaradhamaya tamAre AmAM banaze. maitrIbhAvanA pragaTAvI tamArA hAthamAM che. jo tame tene Adara karaze te tamArI pAse te Avaze. nI nama matrIbhAvanAne baLavaMde mAnamaraNIya thaI paDaze. aneka upAdhayamAM paNa tame maMtrIbhAvanAne hadayamAM ja rAkhaze, mitrI e be akSara che riMtu te be akSaramAM eTalI zakita che ke te mukti purImAM laI jAya che. maitrIbhAvanAthI sarva jIvonA me sAcA mitra banaze. kharekhara mitrabhAvanAthI tamArA AtmAnA paNa tame mitra banavAnA. matrIbhAvanA vinAnA AtmA, pAnAno tathA paranA paNa mitra banI zakato nathI. jeNe maitrIbhAvanA dhAraNa karI teNe lA ka vAra tapAdi karyA ema kahevAze. matrIbhAvanAthI AmAnA pradezone lAgelI kamanI vINAo kharI jAya che tethI AtmA nimala bane che ane te ja paramAtmA kahevAya che. A mitrI bhAvanAne mATe paradeza javAnuM nathI. agara kaMI tAta taDakAmAM paDI rahevAnuM nathI. agara kaMda dhana kharcavuM paDe tema nathI. tame tevI avathAmAM game tyAM tame mitrIbhAvanA dhAraNa karI zakaze. manIbhAvanAmAM dharmanA samAveza thAya che. matrIbhAvanAthI A agara anAya sarva je saMsAra samudra tarI jAya che. parama premathI maitrIbhAvanA dhArA sava sukhanuM sthAna tame pitaja dekhAze. Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ amadAvAdavALA zA. amRtalAla kezavalAla nuM mRtyu. zA, amRtalAla kezavalAla amadAvAda nizA pALanA rahIza a ezavALa jainayuvaka hatA, te adhyAtma maMDalamAM hatA. temanA bApanA bApa vADIlAlabhA hAla kyAna che. bhAI amRtalAle kArataka suda bArasanI je sAMje zarIrano tyAga karyo. te pahelAM huM temanI pAse gayA hatA. te samaye temane bhAna hatuM. Amika upadeza saMbhaLAvyuM. tenI zraddhA bahu sArI hatI. cAra zarU karAvyAM. jJAna prajAvyuM. AmAmAMja laya rAkhavuM. duniyAnI sarva varatuomAM mamatvabhAva rAkhave nahIM. AtmA vinA sarva paravastuche. je je vedanA thAya che te na bhogavyA vinA chUTako nathI. ane tenA mukhamAMthI chellA zabdo nIkaLyA "AbhA vinA ko tu mArI nathI. dharma teja sAra che. sarva devone huM namAvuM chuM." ATaluM kahyA bAda huM upAzraya AvyA. pazcAta tamanuM ane mRtyu thayuM. bhAI amRtalAlana bAlyAvasthAthI mahAra samAgama hato. jenadharma para tenI pUrNa zraddhA hatI. prabhupUjA, sAmAyika, pratikramaNa, vagere kriyAo dharmanI karatA hatA. vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLato hato. svabhAve zAMta hato. kAdha kadI thatA hatA te pAchaLathI pazcAtApa karato hato. jainadharma vinA anya devAdikamAM te mithAva mAnatA hatA. jainadharma saMbaMdhI atyaMta rAga hato. jenadharmanAM bhApaNAmAM bhAga leto hato ane bhApaNo paNa ApatA hato. A ziSya kharekhara AmaguNanI abhilASAvALe hato. dayAdAna, pApakAra, Adi sadaguNa keTalAka aMze henAmAM sArI rIte kholyA hatA. kArDa kaI prasaMge te mArA upara patra lakhatA hatA. tenA patra parathI tenI dhamI prati keTalI tIvra jijJAsA hatI. te vAMcaka jANaze ane tethI teo dharma mATe vaLaze ema jANI tenA patra tathA pratyuttaranA pa atra eka be TAMkavAmAM Ave che. | mu. rIla. paramapujya guru mahArAja zrI buddhisAgaraja vagere. yogya zrI amadAvAdathI lekhaka jevaka amRta kezavalAlanI 10 18 vAra vaMdanA svikArazeja: vi. Apane prathama bodhamaya patra vAM. AnaMda pAme dharmasAdhana saMbaMdhI A vizeSa karI lakhyuM paNa huM bahu upAdhikAraka vyApAradika mAguMthAuM chuM kharekhara saMsAramAM avI upAdhi pahelAM huM dekhana hote. khare khara saMsA Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 264 ramAM rahI dhasAdhana kharAbara thatuM nathI tethIja tIrthaMkare A saMsArane tyAga karyo che. sAMsArika upAdhi cheDavA vAravAra manamAM vicAreya pragaTe che paNa huM zuM karuM. saMyoge pratiSphaLa lAge che. zvAsa mana pramANe dhanu ArAdhana thatuM nathI teA paNu sAmAyanI Ape pratijJA ApI che. tethI dharmanAM keTalAMka tattvo vAMcuM chu, manana OM hyuM, prabhupUjA karU chu. paNa vAravAra AvikA arthe thatA vyApArAnI ciMtA gherI le che. ApanA mAdhapatrathI ghaNI zAMti rahe che, ane rAganA nAza thAya che, mATe patra lakhatA raheze. mArI sthitinA spaSa jANakAra che. tethI drupadeza vaDe kaI paNa dharma nA upakAra karaze. li. Apane bALa amRta saM. 1965 kArataka zudI 6. pratyuttara. zrI. rIdarAla. li. buddhisAgara. zrI amadAvAda taMtra janArA mumuna bhAi razo. amRtalAla kezavalAla cogya dharma lAbha. vizeSa, tamArA patrathI tamArI keTalIka antarika jIjJAsA jANI, bAhya upAdhinA saMyogomAM Atmatva buddhi na mAnatAM AtmAmAMja Amatva buddhi svIkAravI jAIe. vyApArada prasaMge paNa vizeSataH temAM nakAmA vikalpa saMkalpa karavA na joie. bAhya vyApArAdine mATe jeTalI kALajI che tenA karatAM anaMta ghaNI kALa dharma vyApAra mATe rAkhavAnI jarUra che. parabhava AtAM bAhya hAmAnI sarva upAdhi paNa sAthe AvanAra nathI. jenuM kALajuM kANuM na hoya te mUrkha gadheDA jema sihanA sapATAmAM AvI gayo tema kALarUpa siMhanA sapATAmAM Ave che. bAthanI upAdhi khoTI che ema tIya karAe jaNAyu che ane tekhAe paNa tenA tyAga karI AtmadhyAna karyu hatu. temanAthI vizeSa purAvAnI jarUra jaNAtI nathI. bhavya jIjJAsu ! para vastumAM peAtAnApaNuM kaMija nathI, zAmATe paravastune potAnI mAnavI bacyuM? zrI tIrtha kare e kahelA jaina dharma amulya ciMtAmaNi ratna karatAM paNa adhika che tenuM ArAdhana ne nahi karavAmAM Ave te aMte mAkhInI peThe hAya dhasavA paDaze. jaina dharma vinA anya dharmoMmAM AvI rIte 256 satya svarUpa samajAvyuM nathI. jaina dharmanA mukhya uddeza aSTakanA nAza karIne AtmAnI paramAtma sthiti karavI teja che. anata du:khanI paraMparAno tyAga karAvI anaMta sukha prApta karAvavuM eja mukhya uddeza che, te kyAre A gaNAya ke tyAre AtmA, vItarAganAM vacana nakkI mAnI le. hADAdoDa, zrIvIranAM vAkya mAMmAM vyApe, tyAreja ke dharma mArga tarlR vaLavAnA vakhata Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 25 Ave. jJAna ane zraddhA vinAnI je upara uparanI gADarIyA pravAhanA jevI dharma pratti che tethI kaI guNusthAnakanAM pagathIyAMpara tvarita cadI zakAtu nathI. mATe vizeSataH gurU sanmukha vA temanA abhAve pakSamAM paNa dharmanAM pustaka vAMcI manana karI hRdayamAM utAraze. tame dharmAM ja ! paNa tAra pADavA joIe je je smaze tamArI dha bhAvanA che te te aMge manuSya jIvana kSaNika che mATe dharmanA dRDha saskAra! evA ke parabhavamAM anAyAse dharma uparja rUci thAya. je lokAne atre dharma upara rUci nathI temane parabhavamAM dharmanA upara rUci saheje thatI nathI. je lekA atra sAdhuo upara arUci dharAve che. sAdhuAne halakA gaNe che. temanA evA azubha saMskArene lIdhe parabhavamAM sAdhu upara sarje prema thatA nathI. tethI dharmanI prApti thatI nathI. temaja sAdhune tulakA gaNavAnA sTArparabhavamAM udaya AvavAthI sAdhupaNuM lai zakAtuM nathI. dharma saMkhdhI je je kAraNo upara AtmA, agni dhAraNa kare che te te vastunI prApti parabhavamAM sahaje thatI nathI. keTalAka ema mAne che ke hAlamAM sAdhuomAM saMpa nathI. sAdhu! thaine paNa mana muMDAvatA nathI. mATe hAlanA kALamAM dharamAM rahIne dhanu sAdhana karavuM joIe. AvAM vAkyo khelanAra cAvItIrthaMkaranI AzAtanA kare che. prathamathIja bhagavAna kahe che ke paMcamA ArAmAM pAMca viSe bhegAM thavAnAM temAM leAkAnI dharmabuddi thavAnI. ahI bhAvanA thavAnI prema bhagavAne svamAM kahyuM che ekavIza hajAra varSa paryaMta sAdhusAdhvI ArAdhaka thavAne te AjathIja AvA kharAba vicAra karavAthI tenA saMskAre udhyamAM kharAba khIjanI peThe vAvavAthI te phUla paNa kharAba Avaze emAM jarA mAtra pazu saya nathI, jainanA sarva sAdhuo kaMi evA hAtA nathI. temAM paNa pAMca AMgasIAnI peDa taratamatA ghaNI che. mATe manAnI gItA sadgurUnA vacanApara vizvAsa rAkhI gADarIcya pravAhamAM taNAtA lokonI kaheNIparathI sAdhruva taraph acadhAraNa karavI nahIM. upAdhirahita sAdhu varga je ka Atmahita karI zake che te gRdusthAvAsamAM zI rIte banI zake. A vAkya je anubhavI che tene yathArtha samAze. ane loko gADIyA pravAhane lIdhe samyakSa ne paNa asamaNe bha tethI samyadharmanA kAi paNa huMtu taraph kadI paNu arUci dhAraNa karavInanI. dharmanA pratyeka hetuo nu sUkSma buddhithI avalana karatAM ema lAge ge mukti tha zake che he bhavya ! sAMsArika sattA che ke asaMkhyA lakSmImAM ane vidyA Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nA agraNyAne dekhI dhArmika mahattA tarapha arUci dhAraNa karIza nahi. dharma ArAdhaka jIva, bAhyanI sapAnA sattA rahita hoya tApaNuM te mahAna che devalI bhagavAnnI dRSTimAM te meTAmAM moTA che. bAhyalAMnI anesattAnI upAdhithI puSTa banelA javA tA. dhruvalIbhagavAnanI dRSTimAM phasAdanA gharanA bakarAnI peThe yA pAtra dekhAya che. kaMbalIbhagavAnanI STimAM je satya che teja satyanA huM tA zvAsAvAse upAsaka chuM te vinA anyanI trakAlamAM icchA nathI. hAlamAMte jinAgamAnA AdhAre kaivalInI dRSTinA nirNaya thAya che ane tethI jinAgamainI pUrNa zraddhA karavI laie, je vA zakAvALA che te te jJAnigItA gurU sanmukha saAAnA prazna karatA temanI ceAgyatA pramANe keTaluMka samajI zake. potAnI skUlabuddhinA lIdhe kaMika ma tattva na samajAya te te saMbadhI vadhu prayAsa karavA. potAnI buddhinA vAMka kADhavA paNa jinAgamAmAM to pUrNa zraddhAnI bhAvanAthI parabhavamAM samakitanI prApti saheje thAya che. jJAni gItArtha gurUnAM caraNa kamala sevavAthI dharmanI vizeSataH ArAdhanA kruravIba, dharmanA je je hetu che te te tapekSAe satya dharmanA kAI paNa hetuonu kAi paNa phALe khaMDana karavu nahi sarvato pAtAtAnI yAgyatA pramANe takrama yAge tune aMgIkAra kare che. vyAvahArika dharma hetune je je ve! Adare che te te a ze te jIvela tarI jAya che. dharma hetuonI bhUkhI batAvIne khALa jIvAne dharma mAM sthira karavA. gurU anekAMtadezanA Ape che. vyavahAra mArgamAM vartana rAkhI manamAM AtmAnuM dhyAna dharavuM, je je aze tu jainatattvanuM jJAna pharIza te te aMze dhyAna karI zakIza, kAraNa ke jJAnavinA dhyAna hetu nathI. sadga MdhAnu vizeSata:vAMcana rAkhaje, prabhupUjA divama kriyAnI rUcine vadhArI upAdAna dharma prakaTa karavA udyama karaje. nAstika mitronI saMgatithI bhagavAnanA eka vacana para paNa azraddA dhAraNa karIza nahIM. kevalIbhagavAnanA karatAM kAH tevuM satya prarUpanAra kAi nathI. mATe matAMtAnI ghaTATepasthiti dekhI svadharmathI bhraSTa thavu nahI. jaina dharmanI cAlamajInA raMga jevI hRdayamAM zraddA dhAraNa karaje, je je sakA thAya te puchIne nirNaya karaje. upAdhi mA mAMthI phUTavAnI tIvracchA rAkhaje. duHkha ane sukhamAM samabhAva rAkhaje. duniyAnA mAlavA upara lakSya ApIza nahi. parabhavamAM aMte dharmaja sAthe Ava AyuSyanA bhareAsA nathI. te te zarIra cheDavu paDaro tyAre zA mATe amarapaNuM pavu jAge, mhArU tyAre pariharIne AtmAmAMja Atma bhAvanA Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ rAkhaje. dareka kAryo karatI vakhate paNa aMtarathI dharmanI bhAvanA rAkhaje. dhamanuM jIvana gALavA pratidina udyama kare che. vizeSa zuM. dharma vinA anyamAM kaMI nathI. sAdhyabiMdu AtmAnI paramAtma dazAja kalpaje. bhajana saMgraha vAMcI kaMika vize uMDo utarI nivRtti tarapha laya rAkhaje. saM. 1965 kAda gudA 10 patra bIje. mu. mehasANA. li. muni buddhisAgara. thI amadAvAda tava jijJAsu. mumukSu bhAI zA. amRtalAla kezavalAla yogya dharmalAbha vize tamAro patra AvyuM te paho . vAMcI bane jaNI. janadharmanAM tattvonI apUrva khubIyo vicAratAM mAluma paDe che ema vAMcI khuza thAuM chuM. jema jema zrI mahAvIratAM tane vAMcaze, manana karaze, te ma tema vize vizeSa anubhava thayA karaze. jo karmagraMthAdi kamano abhyAsa karavA mAMDoto mahAvIra svAmI sarvajJa hatA emanA vinA AvuM karmanuM suhmasvarUpa koI batAvI zake nahi. ema ema avalokatAM paripUrNa nizcaya rUci pragaTa ane tethI AmAM nizcaya saMkhyatva pAme. AmAnI apUrva zaktinuM kavaraNa vege AchAdana thayuM che. jema jema kamavaraNa khase che tyAre te te prakAranI labdhi pragaTa thAya che. emAM zuM Azraya che? AmamAM je guNo che te sarva pragaTa thAya che. asatpadArthanI utpatti thatI nathI. AtmAnA anaMta jJAnAdi guNe prApta karavA mATe jaDavatumAMthI cittani pAchI kheMcI leI AtmasanmakhatA bhajavI joIe. anaMta jJAnAdi guNonI prAptithIja paramAtmadazA kahevAya che. jyAre tyAre paNa paramAmadazA prApta karyA vinA mukti vathI to have kema pramAda karavo joIe ? he bhavya-sarva saMga tyAga dazArUpa uttama cAritranI keTImAM praveza karvA kaMipaNa kayAMvinA chUTako nathI. pramAdamAM ne pramAdamAM AyuSya gayuM te aMte kaMI paNa sAthe AvanAra nathI ane parabhavamAM kharAba avatAra Avaze. hajI cetavAno samaya che. jyAM sudhI zvAsozvAsa vahe che tyAM sudhI tame AmAne uMcca banAvI zakaze. pazcAt tamArA hAthamAM kaMI nathI. jeTaluM caeNnAya teTaluM cetAvyo. saMga tene viyoga che. je je dRzya vastuone dekhI khuza thAo che tenAthI tamAre juduM paDavuM paDaze. jaDa vastue traNa kAlamAM keInI thaI nathI ane thavAnI nathI. AjIvikA mATe paNa saMkoca vRttithI udara nirvAha karIAmAthI purUSI bAdyamAM vizeSa pravRtti karatA nathI kaI vastune lAbha ? kaI vastune mamavabhAva ! ! kharekhara narvane vicAre to - Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ seku Nika vastune svavat asat sabdha lAge che, temAM jJAnI kema baMdhAya ! alabata badhAya nahIM. pApanA kAryomAMthI cittAMtta kheMcIne dharmanA hetumAMja cittardAtta ramavAthI Azrava (karma) nA hetuethI AtmA badhAtA nathI. vizeSa zu kahevu lakhavu. saSTinA kSaNe kSaNe upayoga rAkhI paravastune potAnI nahI mAno. ane paravastunI prIti haze te AtmAmAM prIti lAgaze, vairAgya, tyAga, bhakti, vinaya, pratyAkhyAna AdithI AtmAnI uccadA karI sadAkALa aMtarathI pravRtti karaze| to tuja dvArA AtmAnA mitra che, tAraka che, kharekhara aMtaramAM sukha che. bAlamAM duHkha che. cyutaranA upayogamAM raDA / / zAnti: zAntiH zAntiH sa Mvata 1965 nA mAgazara sudI. 1 mahusANA. jaina keAne kahevA ? jananI khArA pALanArane jaina pharyuM che. tIrthaMkaranAM kahelAM tattva upara jene zraddhA nathI te jaina nathI. keTalAka jaina evu e nAma dharAve che paNa jaina dharmanI zraddAthI vimukha hAya che. kapela kalpita dharmamAM dAkhala thAya che, tevA jainA phakta nAmanAja samajavA. tIrthaMkaranAM phahelAM tattvane jANI tenI je zraddhA kare che bhagavAnanI AjJA pramANe cAle che teja kharekharA jaina che, jaina kuLamAM janma thayA paNa jaina dharmanuM jJAna karyuM nahi te te mAtAne peTe ApIne kharekhara manuSya janma hAre che je jainA ethI jaina dharma amAre che ema mAnI jinagamAnuM zravaNa karatA nathI tevA bheLA jaine anya vidvAne bharamAvI zake che, mATe jaina tatvajJAna karavu joIe keTalAka jaina dharmanA lekha lakhe paNa manamAM jaina dharmanI zraddA na hoya te tevA phapaTInAma dhArI jenAthI jaina dharmanI zI rIte unnati thAya ?hAlanA samayamAM IMglIzabhAbAnA abhyAsIe. keTalAka jaina dharma jANatA nathI, tethI nAstikAnA sapATAmAM AvI jAyache. hAlamAMdareka dharmavALAe potapotAnAM tattvAnA prakAza karavA lAgyA che. tyAre tevA samayamAM dhananA lAlupI dharmane vecI khAnArA keTalAka jaine phakta udhdhA kareche. jaina vIla thayA paNa jaina dharmanuM jJAna na meLavyu te tevA vakIlapaNAthI jainapaNuM zI rIte ghaTe. sI. Ai. InA ilkAba maLyA pazu jaina tattvanuM jJAna thayuM nahi temaja zrI na thaI teA. Ai. inA IlkAba dhAravAthI zuM thayuM? traNa cAra mIlAnA mAlIka thaya! paNa jaina tattvanuM jJAna na meLavyuM ane jaina dharmanI zraddhA na thai to tevA jenAthI jaina dharmanI Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 229 ane potAnI unnati zI rIte thavAnI; mAstara thayA grejyueTa thayA paNuM jaina tava jJAna na meLavyuM to tevA mAstarethI jaina dharmanI zI rIte unnati thavAnI ? navakArazInA lADavA jamavA che paNa jaina dharmanI zraddhA to manamAM nathI, evA peTabharU jainAnA janmathI paNa zuM? jaina tatvanuM jJAna tathA zraddhA thavAthI jaina dharmanI unnati thAya che. AtmAnI unnati karavI hoya te prathama jaina tattvanuM jJAna karavuM joie. gurUonI pAse jaina tatvanuM jJAna karavuM joie. avyamatavALAo jevA ke Arya samAjIo vagere pitAne dharma vadhAravA aneka prakAranA prayatna kare che tyAre satya dharmanA muMDA taLe rahenAra jene bIlakUla jaina dharmanuM jJAna kare nahi ane jaina dharmanI unnati karavA prayatna kare nahIM te TaluM zarama bhareluM che ? pahelAM jaimiyo ema bumo pADatA hatA ke jaina dharmanAM pustaka chapAvyAM nathI tethI ame zuM vAMcIe ? zuM puchIe! paNa have jainonAM pustaka hajAro chapAvelAM maLe che chatAM puchatAM mAluma paDe che ke koI bhAgyeja eka be purataka vAMcIne samajatA haze. nATaka ceTa kane pustaka premathI vAMce che. che. hoTalamAM abhakSya bhakSaNa che! kiMtu dharmanuM pustaka kharIdavA vAMcavA kaMIpaNa joIe te pramANamAM vadhAro thato nathI. have kaMI jaina dharma je samaje che tenA manamAM jati AvI che te paNa kaDInA ubharAnI peThe samajAya che. hAlamAM jena tattvajJAna mATe jainazALAo dvArA zikSaNa apAya che paNa te ApanArA gurUo nahi hovAthI te mAnI jJAna barAbara hadayamAM asara karI zakatuM nathI. jo mAstara jaina dhama hoya che te kaMI chekarAe jaina dharmanI zraddhAvALA thAya che jena konpharansa paNa jaina dharmanI unnati mATe prayatna kare che paNa joIe tevI prAraMbha sthiti dekhAtI nathI. jaina dharmanI konphansa bharavAmAM Ave che paNa jaina tattvajJAna zuM che te saMbaMdhI te kaMI kahevAnuM AvatuM nathI, jaina zrAvake bhegA thAya che ane kahe che ke ame jaina dharmanA vAvaTo pharakAvIe. temano utsAha sArA che paNa pote ja unnatinA ajANa hovAthI anyanI unnati zI rIte karI zake ? parama prabhu vItarAganA nAmanI jaya bolAvI jyAM zrAvake jUtAM bUTa paherI saMdha tarIke kahevAtI konpharansamAM prAraMbhamAMja avinayanuM udata pagaluM dekhADe teo AgaLa upara zuM karI zake? miTAM moTAM kharca karavAM jaya jineMndranA ThekANe hIpa hIpa hurenA piokAro pADavA, rAtrImAM cA pArTIo karavI, ane anya dharmIone dekhADavuM ke jeno phakta uparanAja rAtrIe na khAvuM ema Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ * $ sthitinA lIdhe jaina dharmanI ! rIte unnata karatI ema te kahevAya ja nahIM tenA nRti AvI che paNa mana tala thayA nA kAnsanA pramukha zake ke jethI jaina tattvajJAnanA phelAve dekhAya che. anekAnta tattva zuM che enu gu traNa kAlamAM jainanI u mAnanArA che. AvI temanI thAya ? kenpharansa phaMi nathI pratApe jainAmAM kAMi sArI nAna mATe joIe tevA prayAsa jaina dharmanA paripUrNa nAtA thai thAya paNa te tethI ulaTu svarUpa samaje nahIM evA paisAnA mAlIkAthI nnati thaI zake? keTalAka kahe che ke khArIsTara vA kAI iMglIza vizeSa taNe tene krAnsanA pramukha karavA jAie paNa samajavAnuM ke je mArIsTA jaina dharmanuM jJAna pAmyA nathI, jaina dharma para zraddhA nathI, jemanA AcAra dha maMthI ulaTI che, vakAlA paNa tevA hoya te jaina dharmanA unnatinA mArTa pramukhapada zI rIte gAbhAvI zake? Atma bhAgI. manuSyo dharmanA uddhAra karI zake che je je dharmamAM mahAtmA thayA che tenI pAse kaI sattA ke lakSmI naDDAvI, paNa lAga vairAgya ane Atma bhAgathI hatA manuge ne dharmanA raste vALI zakyA. sattA valavALAne anAdara karavA evuM to kaMI kahevAnu - samajavAnuM nA ki Mtu jenI jevI yogyatA hAya teja kAryane mATe te lAyaka thai zake che. kAnphransanA maMDapa upara cI bhASaNa ApanAre prathama te jainadharmanuM sArI rIte jJAna meLavavu na e, sAta vyasanathI dUra rahevu joIe. mAna ane kArtinA adhyAsa dUra karavA bee. je je bhASaNA ApavAM te jainadharmanI rItie ApavAM bacyuM, jainadharmanI pUrNa zraddhA rAkhavI joie. kaheI pramANe raheNI rAkhavI nee. A pramANe bhaNakArA kharA mathI prayatna kare te kAnpharansanI suyUnI peThe pratidina vRddhi thatI naya. kAryanI tADI tUTe nAke kanpharansamAM jArA rUpaiyAnAM ekeAmAM kharca thAya che te zA mATe karavAM joe ? prayamanA jaine dareka tIrthanA ThekANe vA saMcayAtrAmAM vA gAmamAM paNa eka jhAjhama ane gAdInA kharce ! vinA hAreya bhegA thaI zaktA hatA. hAla tA sAhebanI khurazI pramANe khurazI joie. paNa sAhebanA jevA kyAM guNa che? yetIyAM paheranArane zubhASapara besatAM harakata Ave che ! nakAmA krama paisA kharcavA joie ? vhAlI damAma krama rAkhavA joIe? jainadharmanA sAdhu e jI vI sthitimAM chaeN. vihAra kare che tyAre sasAmAna pAte ucaka che tethI zuM te hIna thaI gayA. patAnA gurUnu ATalu vartana dhyAnamAM Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 21. rAkhI jenazrAvake mAnadazA bhUlI konpharansa bhare te anyane anukaraNIya thai paDe a kAma jema kare tema karavuM joIe. AvI vicArazakti vinAnI ane nukaraNIya Teva pazcAtApa pAtra banAve che. ane aMte sadAkALa eka sarakhI sthitimAM rahevAnuM nathI. AryasamAjIo temaja thI ophIsTo pitAnA dharmane vadhAravA aneka prakAranA prayatna kare che. tyAre mane kema uMghatA haze ? pahelAM jenonI rItine anyaloka anusaratA hatA. hAla viparIta dekhavAmAM Ave che. paNa tyAM tyAMthI pharIthI gaNe. tamAro vijaya tathArA hAthamAM che. bAlyAvasthAmAMthI tamArA chokarAone nagurUo pAse jJAna apAvo, konpharansanI dizA judA rUpamAM mukavI joie. lAkho rUpiyA nakAmA kharcAya che te na kharcatAM jainadharmane jJAna mATe teno vyaya kare. jainadharmanuM pate jJAna saMpAdana kare. jainadharma saMbaMdhI bhApaNuM ApavuM hoya te prathama jainadharmanuM jJAna saMpAdana kare. jenadhama saMbaMdhI vaikha vA pustako lakhavAM hoya te jaina dharmanAM pustako vAMce. sarva pitA potAnA adhikAra pramANe dharmamAM prayatna karo. tame jainadharmane barAbara samajaze te tamArA rUMve rUMve dharmabhimAna pragaTaze ane tethI savI dharma panthonI AgaLa vadhI jainadharmane vAvaTo pharakAvazo. pote jenatava zuM che te sUkSmapaNe jANatA nathI to anyanI zI rIte unnati karavAnA hatA ? Aje kaMi lakhavAmAM Ave che te zikhAmaNarUpa che temAM koinI lAgaNI du:khAvAno hetu nathI. zrImaMta sarakAra sayAjIrAva gAyakavADanuM vacana saMbhAra. te kahe che ke jene potAnA dharma mATe barAbara lakSya rAkhatA nathI. pitAnA dharmanA jUnA le che tathA prAcIna zAstrono uddhAra karavo joIe, jainadharma pALanArAo vadhe tevA upAye levA joIe. jenadharma pALanArA vadhAre thAya tevA upAyo yojavAmAM Avaze to tevI dharmanI lAgaNI lekhe Avaze, karansa vA maMDaLe vA anya koIpaNa sabhAe hAla che ane je je kaMI dhArmika kAryo je je aMze kare che te te aMze te dhanyavAdane pAtra che paNa jaina tatvanuM jJAna pina kare to anyane jainatattva sArI rIte samajAvI zake, jaina vidyArthione IMglIza bhaNavAmAM sahAyabhUta jaina bego keTaleka ThekANe thaI che paNa tyAM jainatattvanuM jJAna sArI rIte ApavAmAM Ave che evuM satiSakAraka pariNAma dekhavAmAM AvatuM nathI tenuM kAraNa e che ke nA AgevAno jainatattvajJAnathI prAyaH paripUrNa keLavAyalA nathI, vyAvahArika keLavaNathI keLavAyalA karatAM dhArmika keLavaNathI keLavAyelA jainedharmanI unnati mATe sAruM kArya karI zake, dhArmikatAna purepurU pAyAvinA IlIza Page #18 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 272 keLavaNI phakta lei keLavAyalA banyA hoya te dharmamAM zuM samajI zake? dhArmika tattvajJAna vinA sarva prakAranI vidyA A vaparyaMta sukha kArI che. zrI vIraprabhunAM kahelAM tatva jANe tyAre ja kharekharI jaina kahevAya ? kharekhara eka jainathI jeTalI jaina dharmanI unnati thAya che teTalI nAmadhArI hujurA jaineAthI kaMi paNa thatuM nathI. keTalAka zeDIyAtA prabhunI kAI dIvasa pujA karavI ane paryuSaNamAM eka dIvasa sabhAne kacarI vacamAM AvIne vyAkhyAna vyavahAra sAcaveche. evA tyAM AgevAna gaNAtA hoya evI kAmanI unnati spapnamAM paNa zI rIte thai zake ? jJAnI purUSa eka paNa sAre| paNa DArAnu TALu zuM karIzake? dhaNA zeDIyA kukata pAtAnI vAhavAhune mATe kaI kharce, paNa jyAM sudhI jainatattvajJAna jANI AmAnuM hita karyuM nathI tyAM sudhI te jaeNneti zI rIte karI zake ? je varga mAM sAdhu vyavahArakriyAnA gacchanA bhedeAnI laDAlaDImAM pAtAnuM vanapUrNa kare ane zerIAenI vAhavAha gAtA heAya tevAethI nainIzI unnata thAya ? anyadharmanA kevA kevA bhede che. tenA karatAM jainatattva amuka aMze uttama che evuM tatva je na natA hoya tevA sAdhue bhale sA mAnya kathA vAMcI khAlarjana kare paNa teethI jainatavene phelAve thaI zakavAne nathI. jyAre zrImahAvIradeve kahelAM navatattva vagerenI dharAdhara carcA thavA mAMDaze ane karmagraMtha Adima prathAnI carcA thai raheze. jainatattvanA graMthA sabaMdhI mATI mATI sabhAe bharI vyAkhyAna vAMcavAmAM A vaze. anyapanthavALAone paNu jainatattvajJAna samajAvavAmAM Avaze tyAre kharA jenA pragaTI nIkaLaze, jainatattvajJAnanA zAstrAdhAre vidhipuraskara phelAvo karanArA tIrthaMkara padavI prApta kare che, tyAre jApAnanI peThe keLavAyale varga mAhumAya tyAgI Atma bhAgI nI dhArmika jJAna leI sAdhu thai upadeza devA prayatna karaze tyAre jainatattvaneA phelAvA thaze. mahAvIranA pagale cAlanAra jainA kayAre kahevAze ke jyAre te rAtrI dIvasa mahAvIranA siddhAMtanuM zravaNu manana karyo karaze. jainadharmanA uddhArakA jyAre tyAre paNa yugapradhAna tarIke sAdhue thavA nA che. yugapradhAne sAdhunA veSe thayA ane thaze. mATe daLavAyelA varga mAhane tyAga karI sAdhuvrata aMgIkAra kare te dhaNA lezane pratimAdha ApI jaina karIzake, vAta lAMbI lAMbI karavI che aNumAM kavAM che paNa karavAnuM kaMI nathI evI sthitivALe manuSya peAtAnu vA anyanuM bhalu karI zakate nathI, jamAnAne anusarI jaina dharma vijavaMta rahe te mATe cAMpatA upAye levAnI jarUra che, hAla keTaleka aMze jainavarga namata thayA che paNa hajI barAbara jAgrata Page #19 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 263 thayo nathI. bAlyAvasthAmAMthI darekane jainadharmanuM jJAna ApavAnI khAsa AvazyaktA che, raNakSetramAM maraNIyA thaI che te jaya lakamI vere che tenI pi pUvAcA prayatna karatA hatA. tevI rIte hAla paNa prayatna karavAnI jarUra che. zrAvaka karatAM sAdhu anaMtagaNuM Amahina karI zake che. bhagavatIsUtramAM kaheluM che ke, zrIjainazAsana, zrI sAdhuothI rahevAnuM che, sAdhuoja jagatanA uddhAraka che. gRhasthavarga to sadAkALa bhaktaja rahe che, keTalAka dharmamAM gRhastha gurU hoya che paNa jainadharmamAM te sAdhuoja gurU hoI zake che. zrI vIraprabhunA sUtronA anusAra jene kahevAya che zrI vIraprabhunAM sAthI jenI zraddhA virUddha hoya evAthI jenonnati thaI zakatI nathI, jeno ! ! ! jo tame tamArA dharmanI jADejalAlI karavA dhAratA che te avazya jenatatvanI keLavaNI leze. jenonI unnatinA nIce pramANe upAyo mArI buddhimAM bhAse che tene anyane bodha thavA mATe atre jaNAvavAmAM Ave che. 1 jainadharmanA prAcIna graMtho lakhAvIne tathA chapAvIne uddhAra karavo joIe. 2 kAzInI janasaMskRta pADazAlAnI pa mATI cAra jainasaMskRta pAThazAlAo thavI joIe. temaja amadAvAdanI jena boDIMga jevI boDIMge dharmanI keLavaNI zubha apAya tevI thavI joIe. 3 AkhA hiMdustAnamAM vasatA jenene vyavahArika keLavaNInI sAthe ekadamathI ekabhASAmAM jaina tatvajJAna maLavuM joIe. ane te mATe pustako tathA jaina zikSako taiyAra karavA joIe. 4 prAcIna jainazilAlekhe ane prAcIna jainadharmane sAbIta karanArA aneka purAvAne saMgraha karI enuM pustaka racavuM joIe. 5 AcAryo upAdhyAo, sAdhuo sAvIonI unnati mATe temanI viyAvacce thavI joIe. temane bhaNAvavAmAM dhanano vyaya karavo joIe. 6 jamAnAnA anusAre jainapustake keTalAMka navAM racAvAM joIe. cha jainadharmane phelAvo kevI rIte karavo tenA vicAra mATe eka sAdhuonuM maMDaLa bharAvuM joIe ane temanI AjJA anusAre thAvAe pravRtti karavI joIe. 8 jenA saMbaMdhI anya dhamAM A AkSepa kare te mATe vAdi maMDala sthApavuM joIe ke te prasaMge prasaMge ApanA javAba ApatuM rahe. 9 jaina yogajJAna, maMtrajJAna, vagerenA abhyAsa sAdhuo thaI zake evA upAye ghavA joie. Page #20 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 24 10 dhArmika keLavaNI lenArane amuka amuka jAtanI DIgrI ApavI joIe. 11 anyadharma pALanArAone jainadharma banAvavA mATe upAyo levA joIe, ane te saMbaMdhIonuM eka moTuM maMDala sthApavuM joIe. 12 sAta kSetramAMthI hAla kyA kSetrane vadhAre uttejana ApavuM te saMbaMdhI no nirNaya kare joie. 13 jainadharmIonI saMkhyA vadhe che ke ghaTe che- tathA jainadharmane u. padeza kevI rIte Apavo te saMbaMdhI vArSika sabhA bhegI karavAnI jarUra che, jainadharmanI dhusarInA dharanAra AcAryo tathA upAdhyAye nayA sAdhuoe jyAM jyAM vicarI upadeza de, ane temAM kayA gAmamAM kyA sAdhunI jarUra che tenI comAsA pahelAM nimaNuMka karavI joie. 14 jainadharmIonI saMkhyA vadhAravA mATe anya je je upAyo yAnamAM Ave te yojavA joIe. ane garIba jene madata karavI joIe. ityAdi upAya yAnamAM Ave che. A saMbaMdhI keTaluMka kArya kAnpharansa taraphathI AraMbhAyuM che paNa zrAvanA vargamAM zrAvakA mATe AgevAno che te jo jenadharmanuM jJAna le te temanI daSTimAM pheraphAra thAya, ane kaMI vicAra karI zake, jenadharmanA AgevAno te kharekhara AcAya upAdhyAya ane sAdhuo ja che, jenadharma pALanAra paisAdAra varga te bA varga gaNAya che te te zrAvakanA yogya kAryamAM A gevAna gaNAya. vyavahArathI ane nizcayathI ja uttama kArya kare che te jaina kahevAya che mATe jo A lekha vAMcavAthI lAgaNI thAya te cete cena ! jenatattvajJAna dhayAtrinA samakti thavAnuM nathI. mATe sarva prakAranA abhyAsa TALIne jainadharmanuM jJAna saMpAdana kare. jainatattvajJAna pAmI stra ane paranuM hita tame karI zakaze. saMkucita daSTi tyAgIne vistRta daSTi karavAnI jarUra che, jenadharmanI unnati mATe mAsika, pAkSika ane sAptAhikanI paNa jarUra che paNa patranA pragaTa kartAo satvagrAhI tathA jainatattvajJa hovA joIe, jainadharma saMbaMdhI patranA kADhanArA keTalAka AjIvikA mATe dhaMdhA laI elA hoya che tethI game tenI vAha vAha gAI udarapUrti kare che, keTalAka to jainatatvajJAna zuM che tene barAbara vicAra karI zakatA nathI. ane jenatatvanA paripUrNa abhyAsanA abhAve A avaLuM lakhANa karI sArAne kheTuM kahe che ane beTAne satya kahe che, paraspara kAmamAM laDAI karAve che. mATe jainadharma saMbaMdhI patra kADhanArA prathama to janatatvajJAnI, satyavakatA, pramANika, samayaza, jainadharmAbhimAnI pratikramaNa karanAra ane jainadharmanI kriyAomAM zraddhAvALA Page #21 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 2 davA aMge. kaheNI jevI raheNI rAkhanArA rahevA joIe. A pramANe cAre taraphathI jainatattvajJAna phelAvavAnAM sAdhanA jA thAze te alpa samayamAM jaina dharma nAphelAve tharo. AvI pUrvokta jaNAvelI vyAkhyA pramANe je cAle che te kharekharA jainA jANavA. evA rainA pragaTa thAe, jaina dhArmika jJAna, jJAnathI thatA phAyadA, jJAnanuM mAhAtmya, pa lekhaka-zA. DAhyAbhAI candAsa. muMbai, AvA mahAna dhArmika temaja jJAnathI bharapura viSaya mArA jevA jJAnI mANusathI kadI paNa yathAyogya varNavI zakAze nahi paNa meM A je mahAna viSayamAM lakhavAnA prayAsa kayA che temAM ghaNuMka aNu temaja dhI bulavALuM lakhANa haze tenI mane mAphI Apaze evI hu` cyAzA rAkhuM dhamAM rakSati rakSita: A sAdA vAkyathI kAMi mANasa ajANa nathI. dharmanuM ! ApaNe rakSaNa karIe to te paNa ApaNuM rakSaNa kare che. ane dharmane ne ApaNe duhuvA lAgIe chIe te te paNa ApaNane haNavA lAge che. dharmane hajuvAne lIdhe tenAthI hAyalA ApaNe AjakAla ApaNI pUrva kAlanI mahattAne khANa evA chIe. dhAraNa karavAnA arthavALA saskRta va dhAtumAMthI dharma zabda utpanna thayelA che ane tethIja dharmane eDIne alagA thayelA eTale dharma bhraSTa purUSa paDI gayelA pitana kahevAya che. kAraNa ratnaciMnAmaNi rUpI dharma tene dharI rAkhane! nathI. Adhunika pAzcimAtya saMskArAne lIdhe dhamaMnA arthane sahakAcI devAmAM Ave che, ane tema karIne vidyA tathA nIti vagerene dharmathI akSaga samAvavAmAM Ave che, paNu ApaNA satrAe, vidyA, dharma, nIti teone alaga paDavA detA nathI. vidyA ane nIti e saghaLu dharmImAMja samAi jAya che. vidyAabhyAsa ane viSaya saMga cheDavArUpa nIti zIkhavavI e kAM kSudrarUpanA uddezathI nahi pUja che evI lathI karavuM joe. kAraNa ke AvatI nIti ane meLavavAmAM AvatI vidyA dharmapAlanarUpa parama lanI siddhI kare che, tyAre bIjA saMsArIka kSudra lAbhA tA tenA anAyAsa siddha tha nA che. mATe mArA huM prIya sudR jaina A ' saghaLA sAdhanA karatAM dharma sAdhanaja sarvathI zreSTha che. duniyAmAM cAra varga che. za A! khuba tthara paNa tema karavuM e ApaNI evA uddezathI sAcavavAmAM Page #22 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jevAke dharma, artha, kAma ane mokSa. temAM paNa dharma badhAthI pahelo che. ApaNu pujya jaMbuvAmInA kALa pachI daza vastuo viccheda gaI temAM mane no paNa vikeda thayo eTale bAkI je traNa varga rahyA temAM prathama dharmane varga che, ane te artha ane kAma karatAM zreSTha che. kAraNa ke dharma vinA artha ane kAmanI prApti thatI nathI. parva janmamAM koI puNyanI prAmI karI hoya te tenA udayathI artha ane kAma meLavI zakAya. anyathA te bane ja nahi. A duniyAmAM je jIvo che te sarve sukhanI icchA kare che, sarve prANIone je sukhanI IcchA hoya che ane jo te saMpUrNa sukhI thavA che to ApaNe sarva manuSyajAnie yAda rAkhavuM joIe ke te saMpUrNa sukha ke je mAla sivAya kadI paNa ApaNane maLavAnuM nathI, nathI ane nathI ja. tyAM sudhI mokSanI prAptI thaI nathI tyAM sudhI A asAra saMsArarUpI samudramAM ApaNane bhaTakayA karavuM paDaze ane jyAMsudhI ApaNe mehane che. vAne prayAsa nahi karazuM tyAM sudhI A duniyAnA kSaNika sukhane vastutAe de. khItA duHkharUpa che temAM AnaMda pAmIzuM te mAnI AzA rAkhavI e kevaLa mukha mANasanuM kAma che. ane temane kadI paNa mokSa malanAra nathIja. are! he bhavya che ApaNuM ghaNuM puNayanA udayathI A uttama artha kSetra maLyuM che. tenA karatAM paNa adhika puNya karelAM haze te purayanA udayathI ApaNane uttama kula ane manucapaNuM prApta thayuM. enA karatAM paNa vizeSa puNyanA udayathI ApaNane zrAvaka avatAra, naciMtAmaNuM rUpI jainadharma, ane saMpUrNa paMcaMdipaNuM, devagurUnI jogavAI aAdi eka sAdhana prApta thayAM chatAM je dharma sAdhanA nathI te hAthe caDheluM ratnaciMtAmaNI prApta thayAM chatAM pheMkI devA jevuM kare che, e ApaNane eTale ApaNA jainadharma pAlanAra zrAvaka lene keTaluM badhuM sarama bhareluM che ? mATe mArA jaina bAMdho tyAM sudhI A kSaNabhaMgura dehamAM prANa che tyAM sudhI ApaNe ApaNuM dharmanuM rakSaNa karavuM ja joie. bhAiA samudane pele pAra jo ApaNane javuM hoya to ApaNane nAvanI jarUra che ane te nAvane pilepAra khADAbocIyAmAMthI laI javuM hoya to tene barAbara sukAna joIe che. ane tyAM sudhI te nAvane sukAna nahI haze to te Ama tema AthaDIne bhAgI jaze ane te kadI paNa pelepAra sahIsalAmata pahoMcI zakaze nahi. tema A saMsArarUpI samudra taravAne A deharUpI eka naikA che ane te nAkAne saMsArarUpI samudrane palepAra laI javAne haja ba lA khADA khAcIyA temaja sukha du:kharUpI khaDakamAMthI pasAra karavAne dharma nI sukAnanI jarUra che ane je ne Page #23 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sukAna (dharma) A nAkArUpI dedunI pAse nahi ho te te nAkA saMsArarUpI agAdha samudramAM Ama tema AthaDI bhAMgI jaze mATe huM sunu AMdhavA !! dharmaja khare che, te atra paNa ApaNane sukha Ape che tema parabhavamAM paNa sukha Ape che. ane ApaNA ghaNA puNyanA udayathI ApaNane Avu ranaciMtAmaNI malavA chatAM ApaNe adharmI patharAne jhAlI rAkhIe chIe e keTaluM badhuM ApaNane zarama bhareluM ? are ApaNane amRtarUpI dharma prAma thayA chatAM paga nIce tene TALI daIe chIe. are A duniyAparanI saLI cIne, gAnu, rUpu, jhaverAta jeTalI kIMmatanuM utpanna thAya che tenA karatAM dharmarUpI deAlana eTalI AvI kImatI che ke te A duniyAmAM temaja paraduniyAmAM ApaNI sAthene sAtheja rahe che. kAraNa ke mAnu pu, averAta tyAM sudhI ApaNe Ama tyAM sudhI ApaNI pAse rahe che. paraMtu te kAMi sAthe Avatu nathI paNa kharI dharmarUpI dAlataja ahIMAM tema parabhavamAM paNa sAthe Ave che. are ApaNe eTalA badhA zAhIna thai gayA chIe ke citu jainadharma rUpI ratnacitAmaNi prApta thayA chatAM tene page lAta mArIne nAMkhI darM chIe. A zu ApaNune zarama upajAve tevu nathI? zarama che ApaNane ! mATe bhAI ne ApaNe AgaLanI mAka dharmanuM abhimAna rAkhazuM to ApaNe hAla je dharma vagaranI duHkhI sthiti bhAgavIe chIe te du:khI rthAita maTIne ApaNe sukhI sthiti vAne bhAgyazALI ghaIzuM. mATe dharma sAdhanaja sarvathI zreSTha che paNa nAna vagara dharma kadI paNa thato nathI kAI paNa vepAramAM te sabaMdhI jJAna aiai temaja dharma saMbaMdhI kriyA karatAM pahelAM jJAnanI jarUra che. sakala kriyAnu muLa te zraddhA, tehanuM mULa je kahIe. tehi jJAna nitu nitu jei, te viSNu kahe krama rahIere. bhAvika siddha cakra pada vadeza. A :thI ApaNane sahuja khyAla kare ke jJAna vagara kadIpaNa dharmanI pavitra kriyA ApaNAthI thavAno nathI, mATe mArA priya a A dharmakriyAmAM prathama zraddhA jAIe ane hA jJAna vagara kadIpaNa Ave nahi. mATe dharmanuM jJAna e atizaya jarUranu che. peAtAnA dharma zA che te samajavuM ane te pramANe vartavu te dharma sabaMdhI jJAna meLavyu kahe vAya eTale hiMsA na karavI, jUDuM na melavuM, corI na karavI, vyabhicAra na karavA vagere pApanA sthAnaka na sevavAM. AthI nIti ane svadharma ane padmanuM rakSaNa ghAya che mATe dharma keLavaNIne mATe vadhAre dhyAna ApavuM te Page #24 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 278 Ie. jJAnadAna e atyuttama che paNa A vAtanI kAne darakAra che ? svadharmanI keLavaNI vinA ApaNane bahu nukazAna thayuM che. dharmajJAna vagara lA ravadezAbhimAna vinAnA thayA vedhamanI keLavaNInA abhAve ApaNe ApaNA dharmazuM che ane tenuM zuM phala che te jANatA nathI eTaluM ja nahi paNa jANavAne utsAha paNa dharAvatA nathI e kAMI thoDA bedanI vAta nathI je ApaNe dhamanI maitratA je hAlanA duniyAnA sarva vidvAno prazaMsA kare che tene ApaNe pote ja oLakhatA nathI ? bIjA dharmanA loko ApaNA dharmanuM rahasya jANatA thayA ane temAMthI sAra tatva kheMcavA lAgyA tyAre ApaNe ApaNuM pitAnuM ja bhulavA lAgyA a kevuM hAsya karAvavA jevuM thayuM che, are pitAnA dharmanuM abhimAna nahi hovAthI juo eka hiMduo paradharmamAM phasAI gayA che ane naya i. saMkaDA hiMdu pA nI nAta jana ane svadharmanuM abhimAna mukI nAstika vicAranA ane AcAra vicAra rahita thaI gayA che te vAta zuM ajANI che? paNa temAM ApaNI ja bhula che ke ApaNane bAvyAvasthAmAM svadharmanuM jJAna nahI maLeluM. dharma vinAnuM mANasanuM jIvavuM nirathaka che. svadharmanI ajJAnatAne lIdhe paradhama upara sahaja prApti thAya e svAbhAvika che. paNa prathamathI ja svadharmanA muLa vatana saMskAra thayo to pachI paradharma upara prIti na thAya. svadharmanuM rahasya ane tenuM sapanuM nahi jANatA hovAthI ane paradhamI nA prayAsathI halakA varganA ghaNuM hIMduo ane zeDa uMca varNana hiMduo paNa paradharmamAM sukha samajIne athavA sukha maLavAnI keTalIka nI lAlace maLavAthI paradharma grahaNa kare che. paNa pAchaLathI temAMnuM temane keTaluM sukha maLe che te vaTalIne paradhamamAM gayelAone puchIe te khAtrI thAya paNa pazcAtApa karatA joyA che ke mArA priya baMdhuo A ApaNuM svadharmanI keLavaNInA abhAve ane dharma jJAna nahI maLavAthI ja thAya che ane ApaNe AgalA ItihAsa vAMcIechIe tenI aMdara paNa musalamAnI rAjya vakhate hiMduAe asahya dukhe sahyAM che tema chatAM paNa prANata sudhI svadharmamAM TakI rahyA ane potAnI dharma mukyo nahi kAraNa ke ApaNuM dharmanA muLa ApaNAM hRdayamAM evAM sajajaDa thaI beThAM che ke ApaNI pAsethI dharmanA badalAmAM game te laI le, eTale ke paise le, gharele, gAmale, ane chevaTe deza le ane kadAca jIva paNa levA taiyAra thAya to paNa ApaNe ApavA taiyAra thaIe chIe paNa koI ApaNane ApaNuM dharthathI bhraSTa kare to te ApaNe sahaja karI zakAze nahi kAraNa ke musalamAnI rA' veLAe ApaNe dharmapara keTalA kakalA Page #25 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 27 humalA thayA ane kevI rIte ApaNe upara ghAtakIpaNuM karavAmAM AvyuM che chatAM dhArmika Teka haju sudhI ApaNuM gharAoe choDI nathI teo zuM prazaMsAne pAtra nathI ? AgaLa dharma traNa karavAnuM pasa, rAjadarabAramAM jagyA, vibhava ane kanyA paNa paraNAvatA chatAM hiMdavAsIo A sarvanI darakAra na karatAM pitAnI garIbAIne vaLagI rahI ane je du:khe tene paDanAM te sahana karyA paNuM cAlatA vakhatamAM ApaNe ethI ulaTuM ja joIe chIe. AgaLa pisA vibhava, ane rahI AvatA paNa koI mANasa dharmathI bhraSTa thatA. nahI paNa AjakAla paisA ApI gharanuM gopIcaMdana karI loko vaTalAya che. ane dharma uparanuM je temanuM abhimAna ne ApaNe temane Adhunika vakhatamAM cheDatA joie chIe are ja tApasIMha ke je udepuranA rANA hato teNe maratAM sudhI potAnI kanyA musalamAnane nahI ApI ane Akhare chevaTa sudhI akabara jevA mahAna pAdazAha sAthe laDaze ane potAnA kSatrI dharmanA abhimAnane lIdhe te aDhAra varasa sudhI jaMgala jaMgala bhaTa. khAvApIvAnuM jeNe asahya du:kha veThavuM paraMtu te AvA mahAna akabarane kadI paNa potAnI kanyA ApI nahi ane vaTalAyo nahi ane kayAre enA datihAsa vAMcIe chIe tyAre kharA paththara jevAnuM aMtaHkaraNa paNa eka vakhata pIgaLyA vagara raheze nahi. teNe dharmanA khAtara rAjya choDayuM, pise che ane Akhare sarvasva dhAryuM paraMtu potAnA rajaputapaNAno dharmane reka teNe che nahi ane Akhare te A duniAnuM haNika sukha cheDI te cAlyo gayo paNa tenA vakhANa AjakAla sava ThekANe thaI rahyAM che tenuM zuM kAraNa phakta dharmanuM ja abhimAna. are hAlanA hiMduomAM ane AgaLanA hiMduomAM keTalA pheraphAra ? ahAhA ! kALe karIne zuM nathI thatuM. mATe mArA prIya jaina baMdhuo dharma jJAna meLavavAne tame nakara thAo ane svadharma mAM daDha thAo. are dharma jJAnano viSaya e che ke temAM uMDA utaryAvitA tenuM kharuM rahasya jANavAmAM Ave nahi ane dharmanI saLI vAta vIparIta lAge vaLI keTalAka ghoDI akalavALAne te upahArane viya thaI paDe. kALano mahimA ja evo che ke dharmane viSaya sadhaLAone ghaNo akA thaI paDayo che paNa te dharma sivAya to koI divasa udayamAM AvavAnA nathI te nakkI che dharma karyo haze to tenA udayathI sarva prApta thaze mATe mArI eja vinaMtI che ke dareka vidharmanuM jJAna meMLavavuM para dharmamAM phasAvuM nahi ane yathAzakti dharmanuM ArAdhana karavuM. cAlu. Page #26 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 280 jIvane zikhAmaNa. (lakhanAra hemacaMda havana-lAlapuravALA. ) AkSaNabhaMgura ane asAra saMsAramAM manuSya mAtra kAma krodha mAna, mAyA, mAha, lAbha vIgere zatruothI tA evA sapaDAelA che ke potAnA jIvanuM paNa zAka karatA nathI. A sasAra samudra tulya che. nadInA jaLathI jema samudra tRptI pAmatA nathI, jaMtuthI jema yamarAja tRptI pAmatA nathI kArAthI jema agnitRptI pAmate nathI tema saMsArane varSe A A mA viSayanA sukhathI kyAre paNa tRmI pAmatA nathI. kAmadeva naraka dUta che. vyasanane sAgara che, vitti rUpI baLatA aMkura che ane pApa rUpI vRkSanI nIka che. grahasthanA dharamAM uMdara praveza kare che. te! tema aneka sthAnaka khAdI nAMkhe che tema kAmadeva mANasanA zarIramAM praveza kare tA te prANInA artha, dharma, ane mAkSa ne khAdI nAMkhe che. IMdrIo pAMca che ane emanA bhagavavAnA viSayA paNa pAMca che. eva vA, cakSu, chaTA, ane nAzIkA e thrI che. ane zabda spardhA rUpa, rasa, gaMdha, e amanA bhAgavavAnA viSayeA che. pahelI prAtrandriya ane A dhIna thaI janAra eTale e IMdrIyane vizya je zabda gAyana eN sAMbhaLI lIna thaI janAra ja mRga e pAradhInA pAzamAM baMdhAi nAza pAme che. spAndriyane kAmmumAM nahI rAkhanAra hAthI te thoDA vakhatamAM zikArIne vaza thAya chaeN. cakSu dadrIyanA viSayamAM lubdha aelAM patagImAM dIvA ke agnimAM paDIne mare che rasanA ke vhA iMdrIyanA lAlupI mAlA kAyAnA kAMTAmAM vI dhAi jaI ANa khue che ane gadha viSayane vaza thanAra bhramara e paNa sugaMdhIne lIdhe pAnAne! amulya jIva khuve che, Ama ka viSaya ne sevavA vALA mRtyune AdhIna thAya che te ApaNe pAMca drIyA vALA prANI pAMca indriyA bhAgavI vInAza pAmIe te zu navAI ? je mANasa mATA kuLamAM utpanna thayA chatAM paNa dharma rahIta hoya to te khInna lavamAM zvAna thAya che. sIsuM jema agnimAM gaLe che tema aneka viSayanA sevanArA prANI pazu agni rUpI narkamAM gaLyAM kare che. prANI he va ! hAthInA kAnanI peThe lakSmI aMcaLa che. viSaya sukha te dhinuSyanA sarakhA pahelAM te tI vhAlA lAge che paNa pAchaLathI duHkhanuM kAraNa thai paDe che, jee A kSaNabhaMgura saMsAramAM racI pI rahyA che ane te Page #27 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 241 manI pAchaLa kamara kasI maMDyA rahyA che, teo potAno amulya manuSya janma phogaTa barabAda kare che. kALanI DAMga mAthe ubhI che. vakhato vakhata te cetAve che paNa kama tuM ravAratha 35 aMdhArI caDAvI de che ane pachI hAya mArU thayA kare che. mArI AbarU, mArI dolata, mArU zarIra, mArA ghara, mArA hATa vagere ema thayA kare che paNa tane vIcAra thatA nathI ke AmAM mAre zuM che ? A badhu mukha rUpa che ke duHkharUpa ? svarganA rastAne putra vIre saga vAhAlA batAvaze ke bIju kAI ? che ! AtmA vIcAra karaMka AbarU maLavavI. lAja vadhAravI, paisA ekaThA karavA vizvAsaghAta ko. daLe dara vadhu lai AkhuM devuM. vigere sarva A kSaNIka danIA ne vAte che temAMthI tane kaMI maLavAnuM nathI je tane kaMI paNa maLaze tenI sAthe ATalI badhI upAdhIo lAgelI hoya che ke te sukhane avyAbAdha sukha nAma apAyaja nathI. sukhano jeNe kamarUpI zarUo tyAM che temane ja maLe che. he ! AmAM A amulya bhava pAmIne kAMI paNa tArA hItanA kArya karatA nathI ane koI paNa dharmarUpI jAtu sa. pAdana karato nathI, ane parabhavamAM ekalA cAlyo jAya che te vakhate tArI pAse game teTalI samRddhi che te paNa tArI sAthe Avaze nahI. he jIva! saMsAramAM tArA kuTuMbane popaNa karavAno tuM hameza udyama karyA kare che paNa nArA AtmAnuM paNa kayo vAnA kAI dIvasa tAruM du:kha maTavAnuM nathI. he cenana ! A asAra saMsAramAM ghaNe jorAvara ne suMdara rUpavALo deha hoya vaLI suvarNa bhaMDAra, strI, deza, ghoDA, gAya, ghara, hAthIo maNijaDita pizAka e save parabhavamAM rakSaNa karatuM nathI ane te vakhate phakta dharma za. raNaja thAya che bIju kaI zaraNa thAtu nathI. A asAra saMsArane viSe AyuSa caMcaLa che tene mATe zAstrakAro pANIne paTe vIjaLInA jhabakAro. vigere upamA Ape che te kharU che A jagatamAM sarva manuSya judI judI gatimAM paNa ekalA ja javAnA che. karma ekalo bAMdhe che ane bhAgavavAM paNa pitAne ekalAne ja paDe che. jene ane vyavahArika keLavaNI. (lekhaka. bhegIlAla maganalAla zAha. medhAvI.) (aMka AThamAnA pAne 23 thI anusaMdhAna.) have A saMsthAomAM jarUranA viSayonAM mULa tattAnuM jJAna lIdhA bAda te lAgalAja amuka udyogamAM joDAI zake agara zakita anusAra Page #28 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 282 uMcA prakAranI keLavaNI leI vizeSa buddhibaLa sAthe te game te udyogamAM joDAI zake ? chatAM eTaluM to nirvivAda che ke jema manuSya vizeSa buddhibaLa sahita amuka dhaMdhAmAM pravRtta thAya tema te saraLatAthI sva-artha sAdhI zake che. mAnasika zaktionA ane mukhyatve buddhinA vikAsanA A hetune lakSamAM leneja keLavaNInAM mULatatvo nirNita thayelAM che. temAM amuka dhaMdhAnI hatuM ja pratilA ApavAmAM AveluM nathI, sArAMza ke amuka dhaMdhAnA anubhava prApta thAya tevA hetuno temAM samAveza karavAmAM AvelA nathI. AnuM vAstava kAraNuM buddhi viSayaka mAnasika vikAsane purato avakAza ApavAnuM hoya ema jaNAya che. buddhine vikAsa thaye dhaMdhAnA abhyAsa ane upayoga dvArA svatA ane bhava prApta thaI zake che. A hetuthI jenoe paNa potAnAM bAlaMkAne koI paNa dhaMdhAmAM jotAM pahelAM buddhine vikAsa karanAra uMcA viSayonuM saMgIna jJAna ApavuM joie, ke jethI vyavahAramAM temanAM bALako Inara keLavAyelI prajAnAM bALakonI mAphaka suzikSita, vivekI ane dA thaI zake ! pArasI vagere anya kAmonI jAgRti pratidaSTi karatAM e spaSTa samajAya tema che ke jainenuM daSTi biMdu paNa dhaMdhAne upayogI uparoTIyuM myula jJAna-buddhi ane anubhava meLavavAmAM ja parisamApta thavuM na joIe. pUrvokta rIte keLavaNIne uddeza manuSyane tenI vyAvahArika sthiti, dara ane te pramANenuM tenuM kartavya zodhI kADhavAne deravAno che. A udezanI siddhi arthe jaina bALakone jamAnAnI hAjatene anusarIne keLavaNI ApavAnI AvazyakatA che. jaina bALakane sAmAjIka rItarIvAja AdinI vyAvahArika hAjate pramANeja phakta nahi paraMtu itara prajAnI hariphAdamAM tene daraone uttama rahI zake tene vicAra karI te dharaNe keLavaNI ApavAnI AvazyakatA che. pUrve jIvana nirvAha calAvavAnI lAyakAtanA hetune arthAta sukhI jIvananA hetune ApaNe bAda karIe to keLavaNIno mukhya uddeza mAnasika vikAsane rahe che. te manobaLa vadhAre che. sama viSama game tevA saMjogomAM suzikSita manuSya potAnI mananI svasthatA jALavI zake che. je gAyana ane phaTa viSano tene sahanaziLatAthI abhyAsa karavo paDe che temAM tenI akApratA keLavAya che. ekaMdare naitika ane rasAnAnI-sahRdayatAnI keLavaNI buhinI keLavaNIthI judI paDI zakatI nathI. jUnAdhika aMze te zaktione vikAsa paNa buddhinI keLavaNImAM samAyele hoya che. sahRdayatAnI zakti anu. baMne satvagrAhI banAve che. vastunI kevA prakAranI racanA kudaratane anukULa thaI zake ! amuka va Page #29 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 28 3 stunI pRthvI zAmAM rahelI che ! vastunA AkAra, kada, raga AdinI kevA prakAranI vaheMcaNI temane priya vA apriya banAve che, vastunA kada, AkAra Adinu kavuM pramANa tene manahara banAve che ! tenA kayA guNa hRdayane anahada AhlAda Ape che. kudaratanA padArthAMnA camatkAra zAne lIdhe che. A vagere prakAranu sAMda anubhavavAnA bALakone mahAvare paDavAthI tenI rasajJatA khIle che kAI paNa vastu sakaLanAmAM tenI kavA prakAranI racanA kudaratane anukULa ca zake ane rasajJatAnuM paNa karI zake! vastunuM hArda zuM che ane tethI dhruvA prakArano Anada thAya che. satya zuM che. A vagere bAbate sahrayajane jevI rIte samajI zaMka che ane tene AnaMda anubhavI zake che tevI rIte nirasa, zuddha manuSyA samajI zakatA nadhI. temanA hAthe hunnara udyAga ane kaLAnA nIpuNatAnI sArI vA* kadara thatI nathI. vastune sAra tArI kADhI te samajavAmAM, satya samajI, satyagrAhI thavAmAM Akti bahu mATe bhAga bajAve che. A zakti evI praznala che, ke te manuSya hRdayamAM mATe pheraphAra kare che, ane tene mATe AnaMdanuM dvAra khullu kare che. vyavahAramAM paNa Azaktine kAMi thoDA upayoga nathI vyavahAranA sarve prasagomAM ArAktinA ghaNA upayega samAyelA hAya che. padArthanA namunA valeAkavAmAM, kArIgarInA padArthonI bArIka tapAsavAmAM, vastunu tAratamya zekhI kahADavAmAM, sayeAgenI pasadagImAM ane varSamAM kharUM khATu vicAratAM mananuM valaNa dhAraNa karavAmAM ane tene dRDha dhaLagI rahevAmAM Azakti bahu upayegI bhAga khAve che. A hetuthI DrAiMga, citra kAma, phAvya, saMgIta, itihAsa de sahRdayatAne poSaka viSaye Adhunika zikSaNa, kramamAM dAkhala karavAmAM AvelA che. A viSayanA zikSanA lAbha potAnAM bALakone na ApavA athavA te prati durlakSya karavu e ayeAgya che. je pAtAnA bALakane satyagrAhI, sArazodhaka, nIrtimAna, saddaguNI ane vAstava AnaMdane cAnArA banAvamA hoya te e jaranuM che ke sahRdaya tAnI zakti khIlavanArA viSayeAne mahAvA puratA mAre bALakane pADavA !temanAM mULatattva ne zikSaNa kramamAM dAkhala karavAM jAIe ' nIti viSayaka keLavaNI sabaMdhe paNa ema kahI rAkAya ke dvaitI kaLavaNIthI bALakanA naitika guNA khIle che. chatAM tenI paripurNatA thai nIti viSayaka pADAnuM agara kASTa paNa prakAre tenuM lAyaduM zikSaNa buddhinI kaLavaNI sAthe sAmela karavAnI AvazyaktA che. buddhinI ane naitika keLavaNI judI pADavI e bALa vikAsamAM pratibaMdha nAMkhavA rUpa che vAstave keLavaNI ApanAranA hetu khALa vikAsane uttarAttara dei gata karavAnA che. ane eka samaye ane sAthe zarU thavAnI Page #30 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ rahe che jarUra che. dharma religion pramANe temanI nIti siddhAMtamAM taphAvata paDe che amuka prakAranAM nItiprati khAsa lakSa ApavAmAM AveluM hoya che. AthI dareka samAjamAM nIni sutra tenA dharma pramANe svarUpa pakaDe che. A hetuthI nIti viSayaka zikSaNamAM samAjanA dharmane anusarIne nItinuM zikSaNa ApavAnI jorara che. vyAvahArika keLavaNIthI Atmika vikAsa yogyarIti siddha thatuM nathI; arthAta sujanatA, saprema, dayA, parepakAra ane sahanazILatAnA guNe paripUrNa khIlanA nathI mATe vyavahArika sAthe dharmanA daSTibiMduthI naninI keLavaNI ApavI joIe. paraMtu sAMprata samaye vyavahArika keLavaNInI vadhatI jatI hAjatone lIdhe dhArmika keLavaNI prati durlakSya thatuM jovAmAM Ave che. pAMthAgorasa nAmane grIka tatvavettA es "The post beautiful heritage that can be given to children in to govern thoir own passions." MM317 241. pI zakAya tevo uttama vAra temane temanA manovikAra vaza karatAM zikhavavAno che A jagatamAM janmIne manuSyanuM kartavya jJAna prApta karavAnuM che." temaNe evA viSayanuM jJAna meLavavuM joIe ke je avyayarUpI ane zAzvata hAya!" " DahApaNanA hetu jIvAtmAne upadezakAza IdinA vipayarUpa gulAmagirinI dhurAmAMthI mukta karavAnI ane tene Izvara praNIta niyama niya mAvAno che. te kahe che ke " ivano hetu dazvaranA AvirbhAvamAM che " A. rogya ane sadaguNa pratA ane darava anusaMgI che." hadayavinAnuM mana, cAritrya vinAnI buddhi, bhalamanasA vinAnI caturAI e zaktio che paNa lAbhane badale hAnikAraka thaI paDe che. rAmana rAjyakanAM keTalAe kahyuM che ke * Brilliant culture goes hand in hand with deep moral degradation." ugra sudhArAne uMDe netika vinipAta anusare che. " AthI e spaSTa thAya che ke buddhinA vikAsa sAthe nAtinA guNe sadvartana { cAritryabaLa ) no vikAsa thavAnI jarUra che. dhArmika-tika vinAnuM vyAvahArika jJAna---"It is mere show of knowledge; it is beauty without sublimity." tAna nahi paNuM jJAnano kALa che. uttamatAvinAnI mAtra kRtrima zobhArUpa che. grIkanavaMnA sakreTisane jyAre pUchavvAmAM AvyuM ke kayA prakAranI keLavaNI manuSyane mATe uttama che; tyAre teNe kahyuM ke good conduct" sahavartana eka vidvAna lakhe che ke " dharmazAstranuM nAna, yuvAvasthAnI buddhihina vRttionuM jhera utAravAno zreSTha upAya che. mana . keLavaNIthI pAzava kRttikara jayameLApI zake che. ane Izvarane abhimukha thAya che. dravya utpana karavAno koI paNa hunnara udyoga, agara zilpaAdi Page #31 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ koi paNa kaLAnuM zikSaNa, je buddhi ane nAnI keLavaNI sAthe saMkaLAyela na hoya to te kaLavaNInA nAmane paNa pAtra nathI. " AthI buddhinI temaja nItinI banne prakAranI keLavaNInI sarakhI asara siddha thAya che. kuMLAM manapara bALavayathI nItinA sArA saMskAro pADavAnI jarUra che. luTArka kahe che ke " Childhood is a tender thing, & easily wrought into. any shape. " bALavaya e kuMDaLI cIja che ane sahelAIthI tene kahyuM paNa ghATa ghaDI zakAya che. AthI siddha thAya che ke bALakeLavaNImAM buddhinI ( vyavahArika ) keLavaNI jeTalI ja che tethI paNa vizeSa dharma-nIti keLavaNInI AvazyaktA che. sArA narasA saMskAre dRDha thayA pachI temAM bhAgyeja pheraphAra thai zake che. lADa ke bedarakArIne lIdhe bALa vayamAM tenA tarapha puratuM lakSa na ApavAmAM Ave, ane tene yogya pramANamAM nigrahano anubhava na prApta karavA devAmAM Ave te mATIva bALaka chAcArI ane asaMyamI nivaDe ! paDelI kuTe pachIthI dUra karI zakAya nahi, ane Akhare mAbApane ane tenA saMsargamAM AvatA samAjanA sarva mAne tenI ukhalatA, mukha AdinAM dUra kaLa nyunAdhika aMze bhegavavAM paDe ! vaLI pukhta vaye tene sahana karavo paDe tevAM asahA duHkhe ane ane priya soge tenI asahiSNutAne lIdhe tene bahu saMta ane hRdayavedhaka jAya ! AthI A paddha thAya che ke bALakamAM sahiSNutAnA guNano prAdarbhAva thavAnI jarUra che. hakAI manuSyane duHkha ane saMkaTanA aNadhAryA sa. yogo Ave che. paraMtu potAnI sahanaziLatA pramANe te cinanI svasthatA jALavI zake che. nAnI vayamAM bALaka svAbhAvika rIte haThIluM ane chaThThI hoya che. te evuM kaMkAsavALuM hoya che ke koI paNa rIte potAnI IcchA pramANe sarve cIne maLavavA Atura bane che. bedarakAra ane premaghelAM mAbApA pitAnAM bALakonI A haThane vAraMvAra pADI temAM uttarottara vRddhi kare che. 5riNAma e thAya che ke duHkhathI aparicina ghaNAM garbhazrImaMta chokarAo moTI vaye pahoMcyA chatAM teTalAMja haThIlAM rahe che. AthI e upayukta che ke bALakane nAnapaNathIja Amanigrahano abhyAsa pADavo joIe ke jethI kramazaH pukhta vaye te pitAnA manovikAra para jaya meLavI zake ! je manuSya ane moTI vayanA chokarAo najare paDe che temAM keTalAka kama amalanA, asabhya, cIDIo, udI ane svalpamAM vizeSa pAzava vRttivALAM hovAnuM kAraNa prastuta Ama saMyamanA mahAvarAnI khAmI che. jyAM pANI mAge dUdha maLatuM hoya ? jyAM mukhamAMthI prazna thatAM pahelAM sarva cIja taiyAra thatI hoya ! ane jarApaNa tenI IcchAno nirAdha na thatAM hoya tyAM bALaka chAcArI thAya Page #32 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 28 e svataH siddha che. have jo ke bALakane Amanigrahane mahAvaro pADavAnI jarUra che, chatAM temAM dIrdhadaSTinI AvazyakatA che te mahAvaro evI rIte pAhave joIe ke bALakanI svamAnanI, nyAyanI ane svataMtratAnI kudaratI che ktio nirmaLa na thAya ! kAraNa ke keTalAka evA manu dRSTie paDe che ke jeo ati lADamAM potAnAM bALakone svachaMdI banAve che tyAre keTalAeka temane vArevAre satAvIne ane niraMtara TapakA ApIne bhAra, bIkaNa, parataMtra ane parAdhIna banAve che. AvAM bALako bhaviSyamAM kAMIpaNuM mahatvanuM kArya karI zakatAM nathI. temAM svamAnanI lAgaNI hAnI nathI. temAM nyAya mATe uca mAna hetuM nathI, teomAM nitika himmata ane daTatAnA gukhAne AvibhaoNva thata nathI bhaya, upAlaMbha ke zikSAnA trAsathI teo amuka kAryathI dUra rahe che paraMtu jyAre saMyogo dUra thAya che tyAre vicAra zaktinA ke dAtAnA abhAve teo puna: te kArya mAM ughukta thAya che. A hetuthI kAMI paNa kArya akAyo nI zikSA bALakane sadadha sAthe tenA pariNAmo samajAvIne thavAnI jarUra che, ke jethI bALakanA kudaratI AnaMdano nAza na thatAM tenI svataMtranA yogya pramANamAM jaLavAI rahe. svalpamAM bALakane uMcA prakAranuM buddhi baLa ApavuM jeTaluM Avazyaka che teTaluM ja baddha tethI paNa vizeSa tenA hRdayamAM ucca saMskAra pADavAnI jarUra che. bALaka saMyamI, udAra, sahanazila AnaMdI ane pramANika thAya, sujanatA, vinaya, dayA ane paropakAra Adina sa guNone tenA hRdayamAM saMcAra thAya che te niSkapaTI. daDha ane himmatavAna ane parAkramI thAya evA saMyogeno ja tene mahAvaro pADavAnI jarUra che. zika purUnA caritranA zravaNa ane mananathI temanuM anukaraNa karavAno mahAvare paDatAM te uccagrAhI ane unnata thaI zake ! Amaja keLavaNano aMtima uddeza samAyeluM che. ane mahArAjA sayAjIrAve te nAmadAranA bhASaNamAM jema kahyuM che tema keLavaNIno eNka ane uccattama hetu jJAnasaMpAdana karavAmAM ja nahi paNa cAritryanA baMdhAraNamAM samAyeluM che. duniAnA ItihAsa ane sAhityanuM jJAna jIvanamAM je satya ane pramANika che, athavA je ucca ane umadA che, tenA utsAhathI je manuSyane protsAhita na kare te miyA che. AthI nitika keLavaNInA hetunI agatya siddha thAya che. naitika keLavaNIne prAraMbha buddhinI keLavaNI sAthe bAlavIja thI joIe- kadAca buddhinI keLavaNI amuka vaye Page #33 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 287 zarU karavAmAM Ave paraMtu metika keLavaNuM te khAsa bALavayathI ja zarU thavI joie. bALakanI dareka khAsIyatA para dekharekha rAkhI tenA kudaratI AnaMdane nAza na thAya tema kramaza: Atmanigrahano mahAvare pADo je e. apUrNa Godhavi 19-9-09. ? Bhogilal Maganlal Shah. damadatamuni. lekhaka svargastha. zA. amRtalAla kezavalAla-vAdI amadAvAda. Adara bha sadA, sukha khUba ja samabhAva: bhavasAgara taravA viSe, a che. nAtama nAva. prAcIna samayamAM harizikharanAma nagaramAM, prajApAlaka, dAnezarI, damadata nAme mahAna rAjana rAjya karatA hatA, kadA te rAja prativAsudeva jarAsaMdhanI sevA nimitte rAjagRhI nagarImAM gayo. A lAga joI hastInApuramAM vasatA pAMDavoe sainya sAthe caDhAI karI, ane te deza luMTavA. damadata rAjAne A bAbatanI jANa thaI ke tarataja teNe jarAsaMghanA sainya sAthe AvI. haratInApura AgaLa paDAva nAMkho, ane datadArA pAMDavone nivedana karyu ke rAjAnI gera hAjarImAM tene dezane luMTavo, tete nAmaradAInuM lakSaNa che, paNa huM to tamArI sanmukha AvI ubho chuM. mATe hIMmata hoya te saMgrAmamAM bahAra paDI pitAnuM sAmartha dAkhavo. pAMDavo A vacana sAMbhaLI bahu ja bhayabrAnta thayA, ane keTalAka samaya sudhI to teo nagaranI vhAra paNa na nIkaLyA, punaH te damadatta rAjAe kahevarAvyuM ke " he pAMDavo ! jo tama siMhasamAna ho te prAta:kALamAM raNabhUmisAra tatpara raheje. ane je ziyALa ho te gharamAM bharAI besajo. " Ano pratyuttara paNa na Avo, ane nagaramAM bharAIja rahyA. pachI damadaMta rAjA radeza tarapha pAcho vaLe. ane prathamanI mAphaka nirbhayatAthI, zAMta cittadhI, ane tenA kalyANamAMja rAjAnuM parama kalyANa che, e ucca sUtrane hRdayamAM dhAraNa karI rAjya karavA lAgyo. vakhata ane veLA kAInI vATa jotA nathI. A pramANe rAjya karatAM ghaNo samaya vyatita thayA pachI. zrI neminAtha prabhunA ziSya zrIdhamadhosara tenA nagaramAM vihAra karatA karatA AvI pahocyA. temanI amRtatulya vANIthI tenA hadayamAM rahelA riAganA bIja vRddhi pAmyA; ke saMtapurUSone vadhAre upadezanI jarUra hotI nathI. ane te vairAgyabhAvanAthI jemanuM vastrano tyAga kare tema Page #34 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 284 sa`sAra sabaMdhI sa upAdhine tyAga karyo ane dIkSA lIdhI dIkSAvasthAmAM adhikAra meLavI siddhAMtanuM rahasya jANI te damadatamunI dezadeza vicaravA lAgyA. A pramANe vihAra karatAte hastinApuranI bhAgALe AvI pahoMcyA tyAM kArya sarga karI, merU parvatanI mArka acaLa ubhA rahyA, eTalAmAM adhakrIDAe jatA pAMDavAe te munine dIA. tarataja gheADethI utarI temunine vaMdanA karI, ane nIce pramANe mAlyA. dhanya AvA mAhAtmAone ke jemaNe jagatanI rAjyalakSmIne asatya gaNI AtmalanI meLavavA prayAsa karyAM. " kRtyAdi stutinA vacana kahI svakArya mAM tee pravrutta thayA. thoDA samaya pachI duryodhana tyAM AvI pahoMcyA, te munine jAi te krodha yukta thai kahevA lAgyuM. " are ! A pApIe ghaNA divasa sudhI ApaNane nagaramAMthI javA dIdhA nahAtA. have muniSaNAnA DhoMga karI lAkane chetaravA tatpara thayo che. " ema kahI khIna chUTu mAyuM. "ghA rAntatagA mA " e kahevata anusAra tenA sipAioe ane raste AvatA jatAM manuSyae eTalA patthara kayA ke te muni pattharanA tallAmAM daTAI gayA. te samaye te mahAtmA nIce pramANe vicAra karavA lAgyA huM caitana ! pUrva bhavamAM bAMdhelA karma bhAgavyA vinA tArA chUTakA nathI, AtmA karmanA kartA tathA bhAtA che. zrInna to nimitta mAtra ja che. duryodhana paNa mArA pUrva karmano kSaya karavAmAM sahAyabhUta thayA, mATe tene paNa dhanya che. A pramANe samabhAva rAkhavA lAgyA. zatru upara paNa jane jarA mAtra krodha nathI, paNa je tenAmAMthI paNa guru grahaNa kare, tevA munine hAreya vAra amArI a taHkaraNanI vaMdanA hAna .. r thoDA samaya pachI pAMDavA pAchA AvyA, ane te munine nAMhe dekhavAthI vicAra karavA lAgyA, tevAmAM tyAM ubhelA kArya manuSye duryodhananA sarva vRttAnta nivedana karyo, tyAre tarataja pAMDavAe te padharA khaseDAvyA paNa te muninA zarIre te pRththAnI asahya pIDA thaI hatI. te pIDAne sahanazIlatAthI khamanAM pudagala vastu vinAzI ema anubhavatA, AtmajJAnamAM ramaNukaratA Apaka zreNIe sadI pharmanA jJAnAmi vinAza karI kevaLajJAna pAmyA, Ave samabhAva, AvI ucca maneAbhAvanA AvavI, e kAma kAM hela nathI, pazu nAnI nAnI khamatAmAM tenA Arabha ve jAe che. jyAre samabhAva thaze, jyAre hitakArI tathA ahitakArI para samAna draSTi thaze, tyAre saMsArabaMdhana chUTaze, sadhyAdhasitterImAM kahyuMcheke "zvetAMbara heya, yA digbara hoya. Adha hoya yA koI matAvala hAya, paNu jenA AtmAmAM samabhAva che, teja nizcayatAthI mekSa meLave che. " mATe te meLavavA. sasAranA judA judA prasaMgomAM yathAzakti prayatna karavA, ke jethI karI chevaTe dadat muninI mArka samabhAvanI ucca zreNIe caDhI zakAya, Page #35 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 66 naM zrImad buddhisAgarajI granthamALA ----vyavasthApaka-muMbai-ca pAgalI, jJAnasAthe AnaMda tathA sarala bhASAmAM tattvasvarUpa pAmavA A grantha mALA amulya kAma kare che. nIcenA branthA taiyAra che. keTalAka granthA mAtra juja rahyA che mATe vhelA te pahelA. jJAnanA pracArArthe tadana najIvI kIMmate vecAya che. prakaTa thapala grantho. prathAMka. adhyAtma vyAkhyAna mALA. bhajanapada saMgraha . naM.3 . 2 naM. che naM. 5 samAdhI zatakam. naM. 6 anubhava pazcisi 1. 7 AtmapraTopa. 1. 2 paramAtma jyoti. na. 9 paramAtma darzana. 29 29 29 bhA0 1 lo. mA. 2 . mA. 3 lo. mA. ka zo. U~. 7-4-0 09-0 09-0 --- 0990 0-8-0 01110 -9-0 -12-0 0-21-0 traNa mAsa mATe khAsa lAbha. majakura daze. granthA sAthe maMgAvanArane ( granthA sIlIkamAM haraze teA ) eka grahastha taraphathI AtmapradIpa grantha tathA eka grahastha taraphathI adhyAtma vyAkhyAnamALA bheTa ApavAmAM Avaze. eTale majakura daze granthAnI kIM. 4-120 ne badale mAtra rU. 40--0 mAM ( TapAla kharca juduM) paDaze. tAkIde A ra mAkalA. vyavasthApaka zrI adhyAtmajJAna prasAraka maMDaLa, capAgalI-su. sukhAi. prantha vecANanA saMgavaDa vAlAM mukhya sthale, 1, muMbAi, pAyadhuNI na. pa66 jaina mukaselara. meghajI hIrajInI kuM. C/o mAMgarALa jainasabhA. 2, bhAvanagara, zrI AtmAnaMda jaina sabhA. teku 3, amadAvAda, buddhiprabhA ApIsa, nAgerIzarAha, jana kheDIMga. 4, pAdarA. vakIla mAhanalAla hemacaMda. 00 vaDAdarA. 5, punA. zeTha vIracaMde kRSNAjI. vaitAlapeDa. Page #36 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jAhera khabara. zrIjeta zvetAMbura martipujaka eArTI ga:-sadgahastha ! amadAvAda jevA vina dhrAnA uttamakSatramAM bADa"ganI dhaNI vakhatathI jarUra hatI te hoTha lallubhAi rAcaca"da tathA bhajana saMgrahasthAe maLI mahArAja eNbuddhisAgarajInA saMdapadezathI purI pADelI che. A mADIMga saMvata 196 ranA Aso sudI 10 _vijayA dazamInA zubha divase sthApana karavAmAM AvI che. tenI sthApanAnI zubha kIyA maroDama zeka jerAmabhAI haDIsa'ganA zubha haste karavAmAM AvI hatI. hAlamAM Asare 40 gAmanA mar[ sA jeTalI mATI saMkhyAmAM vidyAthI A tino lAbha le che. dararoja eka kalAka temane dhArmika zikSaNa apAya che to tenI nIti tathA AcAra vicAra upara paNa banatI saMbhALa rAkhavA mAM aAve che, BhvaNInA phelAvA karavAne ane vidyArthI ane bhANavAmAM sahAya, ApavAne mADIM" jevI saMsthA e uttamamAM. uttama yojanA che. A je aiADI ba hAlamAM amadAvAdamAM cAle che tenuM phaMDa pramANamAM ghaNuM nAnuM che ane tethI AvakanA sAdhanA pRSNa eDI ga jevI saMsthA mATe puratAM nathI. AvI saMstho mATe eka moTA yDanI jarUra che temaja tene eka sArA havAna vALA ane vidhAthIone badhI rIte anukuLa thaI paDe evI kasaratazALAvALA makAnanI paNa khAsa jarUra che, ghaNA vidyArthIone jagyAnA tathA kaMDano ane bhAve. pAchA kADhavAmAM Ave che. je tenuM pha'Da vadha tA upara jaNAvelA lAbha 'paNa maLI raoNke ane eka sAruM makAna paNa te vAte kharIdI ke badhAvI zakAya. A kAma kAI amukuM vyakti ke jJAtinuM nathI; paNa AkhA jaina sudhanuM che. dareka je ne A kArya mAM potAnAthI banatI madada karavI ghaTe che. "paMcakI lakaDI ane ekekA bAje' te pramANe lagna Adi jAde jI re prasage dareka sAmAnya manuSya paNa 'yla nahi to pUlanI pAMkhaDI" je potAnAthI ane te pramANe A saMsthAne madada karatA rahate dhaNA thoDA vakhatamAM A eDI' mAM dhaNA sudhArA vadhArA thaI zake che. ne vaLI A eDane madada karavAne eka Aje paNa uttama mArga che. te eke mADI 'ganA lAbhArthe A 6 buddhiprabhA " nAmanuM mAsika gyA eprIlanI 15 mI tArIkhathI nIkaLe che. temAM muni zrI buddhisAgara0inA tathA bIjA keTalAka vidrAnAnA le che pragaTa thAya che. A mAsikamAMthI ja naMThe raheze te adhuM eADI 'gane malavAnA che. mATe ApaSTa jarUra te ni mile eka rUpiyA kharacaro. aka rUpiyAmAM tame AvI uttama saMsthAne lAbha ApavAno hissA aApI zakazA mATe tenA grAhaka thaI AbhArI karaze tathA potAnA mitra ane tenA grAhaka thavA bhalAmaNa karaze evI AzA rAkhIe chIe. lI. vakIlA zAha nalAla gokaLadAsa bI. e. ela. ela. mI. enararI sekreTarI, zrI jena zvetAMbara mUrtipujaka DIk"ga.