Aptavani Shreni 03

Author(s): Dada Bhagwan
Publisher: Dada Bhagwan Aradhana Trust
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/030015/1

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ka AptavANI 30 zreNI-3

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dAdA bhagavAna kathita AptavANI zreNI-3 mUla gujarAtI saMkalana : DaoN. nIrUbahana amIna hindI anuvAda : mahAtmAgaNa

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samarpaNa Adhi-vyAdhi-upAdhi ke trividha kaliyugI tApa meM bhayaMkara rUpa se tapta, mAtra eka AtmasamAdhi sukha ke tRSAturoM kI parama tRpti ke lie prakaTa paramAtmasvarUpa meM sthita vAtsalyamUrti dAdA bhagavAna ke jagat kalyANa yajJa meM AhUti svarUpa, parama RNiya bhAva se smrpit| Apta-vijJApana he sujJajana ! terA hI 'svarUpa' Aja maiM tere hAthoM meM A rahA hU~! usakA parama vinaya karanA, jisase tU svayaMma ke dvArA tere 'sva' ke hI parama vinaya meM rahakara sva-sukhavAlI, parAdhIna nahIM ho aisI, svataMtra AptatA kA anubhava karegA! yahI hai sanAtana AptatA hai|alaukik puruSa kI AptavANI kI! yahI sanAtana dharma hai, alaukika AptatA kA! jaya saccidAnaMda

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trimaMtra - vartamAna tIrthakara | zrI sImaMdharasvAmI namo arihaMtANaM namo siddhANaM namo AyariyANaM namo uvajjhAyANaM namo loe savvasAhUNaM eso paMca namukkAro, savva pAvappaNAsaNo maMgalANaM ca savvesiM, + paDhamaM havai mNglm||1|| OM namo bhagavate vAsudevAya // 2 / / OM namaH zivAya // 3 // jaya saccidAnaMda

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(dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana ke dvArA prakAzita pustakeM hindI 1. jJAnI puruSa kI pahacAna 21. mAtA-pitA aura baccoM kA 2. sarva duHkhoM se mukti vyavahAra 3. karma kA siddhAMta 22. samajha se prApta brahmacarya 4. Atmabodha 23. dAna 5. maiM kauna hU~? 24. mAnava dharma 6. vartamAna tIrthakara zrI sImaMdhara 25. sevA-paropakAra svAmI 26. mRtyu samaya, pahale aura pazcAta 7. bhugate usI kI bhUla 27. nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa 8. eDajasTa evarIvheyara 28. pati-patnI kA divya 9. TakarAva TAlie vyavahAra 29. kleza rahita jIvana 10. huA so nyAya 30. guru-ziSya 11. ciMtA 31. ahiMsA 12. krodha 32. satya-asatya ke rahasya 13. pratikramaNa 33. camatkAra 14. dAdA bhagavAna kauna? 34. pApa-puNya 15. paisoM kA vyavahAra 35. vANI, vyavahAra meM... 16. aMta:karaNa kA svarUpa 36. karma kA vijJAna 17. jagata kartA kauna? 37. AptavANI - 1 18. trimaMtra 38. AptavANI - 4 19. bhAvanA se sudhare janmojanma 39. AptavANI - 5 20. prema 40. AptavANI - 8 * dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana ke dvArA gujarAtI bhASA meM bhI 55 pustakeM prakAzita huI hai| vebasAiTa www.dadabhagwan.org para se bhI Apa ye sabhI pustakeM prApta kara sakate haiN| dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana ke dvArA hara mahIne hindI, gajarAtI tathA aMgrejI bhASA meM "dAdAvANI" maigez2Ina prakAzita hotA hai|

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'dAdA bhagavAna' kauna ? | jUna 1958 kI eka saMdhyA kA karIba cha: baje kA samaya, bhIr3a se bharA sUrata zahara kA relve sTezana, pleTaphArma naM. 3 kI beMca para baiThe zrI aMbAlAla mUlajIbhAI paTela rUpI dehamaMdira meM kudaratI rUpa se, akrama rUpa meM, kaI janmoM se vyakta hone ke lie Atura 'dAdA bhagavAna' pUrNa rUpa se prakaTa hue| aura kudarata ne sarjita kiyA adhyAtma kA adbhuta aashcry| eka ghaMTe meM unheM vizvadarzana huaa| 'maiM kauna? bhagavAna kauna? jagat kauna calAtA hai? karma kyA? mukti kyA?' ityAdi jagat ke sAre AdhyAtmika praznoM ke saMpUrNa rahasya prakaTa hue| isa taraha kudarata ne vizva ke sammukha eka advitIya pUrNa darzana prastuta kiyA aura usake mAdhyama bane zrI aMbAlAla mUlajIbhAI paTela, gujarAta ke carotara kSetra ke bhAdaraNa gA~va ke pATIdAra, kaoNnTraikTa kA vyavasAya karanevAle, phira bhI pUrNatayA vItarAga puruSa! / unheM prApti huI, usI prakAra kevala do hI ghaMToM meM anya mumukSu janoM ko bhI ve AtmajJAna kI prApti karavAte the, unake adbhuta siddha hue jJAnaprayoga se| use akrama mArga khaa| akrama, arthAt binA krama ke, aura krama arthAt sIr3hI dara sIr3hI, kramAnusAra Upara cddh'naa| akrama arthAt liphTa mArga, zaoNrTa ktt| ve svayaM pratyeka ko 'dAdA bhagavAna kauna?' kA rahasya batAte hue kahate the ki "yaha jo Apako dikhate haiM ve dAdA bhagavAna nahIM hai, ve to 'e.ema.paTela' hai| hama jJAnI puruSa haiM aura bhItara prakaTa hue haiM, ve 'dAdA bhagavAna' haiN| dAdA bhagavAna to caudaha loka ke nAtha haiN| ve Apa meM bhI haiM, sabhI meM haiN| ApameM avyakta rUpa meM rahe hue haiM aura 'yahA~' hamAre bhItara saMpUrNa rUpa se vyakta hue haiN| dAdA bhagavAna ko maiM bhI namaskAra karatA huuN|" / 'vyApAra meM dharma honA cAhie, dharma meM vyApAra nahIM', isa siddhAMta se unhoMne pUrA jIvana bitaayaa| jIvana meM kabhI bhI unhoMne kisIke pAsa se paisA nahIM liyA, balki apanI kamAI se bhaktoM ko yAtrA karavAte the|

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AtmajJAna prApti kI pratyakSa liMka 'maiM to kucha logoM ko apane hAthoM siddhi pradAna karanevAlA huuN| bAda meM anugAmI cAhie yA nahIM cAhie? bAda meM logoM ko mArga to cAhie na?" ___ - dAdAzrI parama pUjya dAdAzrI gA~va-gA~va, deza-videza paribhramaNa karake mumukSujanoM ko satsaMga aura AtmajJAna kI prApti karavAte the| ApazrI ne apane jIvanakAla meM hI pUjya DaoN. nIrUbahana amIna (nIrUmA~) ko AtmajJAna prApta karavAne kI jJAnasiddhi pradAna kI thii| dAdAzrI ke dehavilaya pazcAt nIrUmA~ usI prakAra mumukSujanoM ko satsaMga aura AtmajJAna kI prApti, nimitta bhAva se karavA rahI thiiN| pUjya dIpakabhAI desAI ko dAdAzrI ne satsaMga karane kI siddhi pradAna kI thii| nIrUmA~ kI upasthiti meM hI unake AzIrvAda se pUjya dIpakabhAI deza-videzo meM kaI jagahoM para jAkara mumukSuoM ko AtmajJAna karavA rahe the, jo nIrUmA~ ke dehavilaya pazcAt Aja bhI jArI hai| isa AtmajJAna prApti ke bAda haz2AroM mumukSu saMsAra meM rahate hue, z2immedAriyA~ nibhAte hue bhI mukta rahakara AtmaramaNatA kA anubhava karate haiN| graMtha meM mudrita vANI mokSArthI ko mArgadarzana meM atyaMta upayogI siddha hogI, lekina mokSaprApti hetu AtmajJAna prApta karanA z2arUrI hai| akrama mArga ke dvArA AtmajJAna kI prApti kA mArga Aja bhI khulA hai| jaise prajvalita dIpaka hI dUsarA dIpaka prajvalita kara sakatA hai, usI prakAra pratyakSa AtmajJAnI se AtmajJAna prApta kara ke hI svayaM kA AtmA jAgRta ho sakatA hai|

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nivedana AtmavijJAnI zrI aMbAlAla mUlajIbhAI paTela, jinheM loga 'dAdA bhagavAna' ke nAma se bhI jAnate haiM, unake zrImukha se adhyAtma tathA vyavahAra jJAna saMbaMdhI jo vANI nikalI, usako rikaoNrDa karake , saMkalana tathA saMpAdana karake pustakoM ke rUpa meM prakAzita kiyA jAtA haiN| jJAnI puruSa saMpUjya dAdA bhagavAna ke zrImukha se adhyAtma tathA vyavahArajJAna saMbaMdhI vibhinna viSayoM para nikalI sarasvatI kA adbhuta saMkalana isa AptavANI meM huA hai, jo naye pAThakoM ke lie varadAnarUpa sAbita hogii| prastuta anuvAda meM yaha vizeSa dhyAna rakhA gayA hai ki vAcaka ko dAdAjI kI hI vANI sunI jA rahI hai, aisA anubhava ho, jisake kAraNa zAyada kucha jagahoM para anuvAda kI vAkya racanA hindI vyakaraNa ke anusAra truTipUrNa laga sakatI hai, parantu yahA~ para Azaya ko samajhakara par3hA jAe to adhika lAbhakArI hogaa| jJAnI kI vANI ko hindI bhASA meM yathArtha rUpa se anuvAdita karane kA prayatna kiyA gayA hai kintu dAdAzrI ke AtmajJAna kA sahI Azaya, jyoM kA tyoM to, Apako gujarAtI bhASA meM hI avagata hogaa| jinheM jJAna kI gaharAI meM jAnA ho, jJAna kA sahI marma samajhanA ho, vaha isa hetu gujarAtI bhASA sIkheM, aisA hamArA anurodha hai| prastuta pustaka meM kaI jagahoM para koSThaka meM darzAye gaye zabda yA vAkya parama pUjya dAdAzrI dvArA bole gaye vAkyoM ko adhika spaSTatApUrvaka samajhAne ke lie likhe gaye haiN| jabaki kucha jagahoM para aMgrejI zabdoM ke hindI artha ke rUpa meM rakhe gaye haiN| dAdAzrI ke zrImukha se nikale kucha gujarAtI zabda jyoM ke tyoM rakhe gaye haiM, kyoMki una zabdoM ke lie hindI meM aisA koI zabda nahIM hai, jo usakA pUrNa artha de ske| hAlAMki una zabdoM ke samAnArthI zabda artha ke rUpa meM koSThaka meM aura pustaka ke aMta meM bhI diye gaye haiN| anuvAda saMbaMdhI kamiyoM ke lie Apase kSamAprArthI haiN|

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AptavANiyoM ke hindI anuvAda ke lie parama pUjya dAdAzrI kI bhAvanA 'ye AptavANiyA~ eka se ATha chapa gaI haiN| dUsarI caudaha taka taiyAra honevAlI haiM, caudaha bhaag| ye AptavANiyA~ hindI meM chapa jAe~ to sAre hindustAna meM phaila jaaeNgii|' - dAdAzrI parama pUjya dAdA bhagavAna (dAdAzrI) ke zrImukha se Aja se paccIsa sAla pahale nikalI yaha bhAvanA aba phalita ho rahI hai| AptavANI-3 kA hindI anuvAda Apake hAthoM meM hai| bhaviSya meM aura bhI AptavANiyoM tathA graMthoM kA hindI anuvAda upalabdha hogA, isI bhAvanA ke sAtha jaya sccidaanNd| pAThakoM se... * 'AptavANI' meM mudrita pAThyasAmagrI mUlataH gujarAtI 'AptavANI' zreNI-8 kA hindI rupAMtara hai| * isa 'AptavANI' meM 'AtmA' zabda ko saMskRta aura gujarAtI bhASA ___ kI taraha pulliMga meM prayoga kiyA gayA hai| * jahA~-jahA~ 'caMdUlAla' nAma kA prayoga kiyA gayA hai, vahA~-vahA~ pAThaka svayaM kA nAma samajhakara paThana kreN| * 'AptavANI' meM agara koI bAta Apa samajha na pAe~ to pratyakSa satsaMga meM padhArakara samAdhAna prApta kreN|

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saMpAdakIya avarNanIya, avaktavya, ni:zabda Atmatatva kA varNana kisa taraha se ho sakatA hai? aisI kSamatA hai bhI kisakI ? vaha to jo niraMtara AtmaramaNatA meM sthita hoM, aise 'jJAnIpuruSa' kA kAma hai ki jo apanI jJAnasiddha saMjJA se mumukSu ko Atmadarzana karavA dete haiM ! prastuta graMtha meM parama pUjya 'dAdA bhagavAna' ke zrImukha se saMjJAbhASA meM nikalI huI vANI kA saMkalana kiyA gayA hai| pratyakSarUpa se sunanevAle ko to tatkSaNa hI Atmadarzana ho jAtA hai| yahA~ to parokSarUpa se haiM phira bhI isa bhAvanA se prakAzita kiyA jA rahA hai ki kitane hI kAla se jo tatvajJAna saMbaMdhI spaSTIkaraNa aprakaTa rUpa meM the, ve Aja pratyakSa 'jJAnIpuruSa' parama pUjya 'dAdA bhagavAna' ke yoga se prakaTa ho rahe haiN| usakA lAbha mumukSuoM ko avazya hogA hI, parantu yadi (jJAnI) sAkSAta hoM to saMpUrNa AtmajAgRti kI upalabdhi ho jAtI hai, vaha bhI eka ghaMTe meM hI parama pUjya 'dAdA bhagavAna' ke sAnidhya meM, jisakI kalpanA bhI nahIM kI jA sake aisI bAta Aja seMkar3oM AtmArthiyoM dvArA anubhava kI huI haqIqata hai ! kevalajJAna svarUpI mUla AtmA ke bAre meM, ebsolyUTa AtmavijJAna ke bAre meM, hUbahU samajha to 'kevala' taka pahu~ce hue ebsolyUTa AtmavijJAnI hI de sakate haiN| prastuta graMtha meM prathama vibhAga meM AtmavijJAna aura dvitIya vibhAga meM vyavahArajJAna kA saMkalana kiyA gayA hai / AtyaMtika mukti to tabhI saMbhava hai jaba AtmajJAna aura saMpUrNa Adarza vyavahArajJAna, una donoM paMkhoM se ur3A jaae| eka paMkha kI ur3Ana apUrNa hai| zuddha vyavahArajJAna rahita AtmajJAna, vaha zuSkajJAna kahalAtA hai / zuddha vyavahArajJAna arthAt 'khuda ke trikaraNa dvArA isa jagat meM kisI bhI jIva ko kiMcit mAtra duHkha nahIM ho|' jahA~ para yathArtha AtmajJAna hai, vahA~ pariNAma svarUpa meM zuddha vyavahAra hotA hI hai / phira vaha vyavahAra tyAgIvAlA ho yA gRhasthIvAlA ho, I usake sAtha hI mukti ke sopAna car3hane meM koI parezAnI nahIM hotI / usake lie mAtra zuddha vyavahAra kI hI AvazyakatA hai / kevala AtmA kI guhya bAteM hotI hoM, parantu vyavahAra meM yadi roz2a ke TakarAva meM krodha - mAna-mAyA - lobha I 10

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kA sAmrAjya ho to vaha jJAna bAMjha jJAna khlaaegaa| parama pUjya 'dAdA bhagavAna' kI jJAnavANI saMsAra kI hara eka muzkila kA atyaMta sIdhA aura sarala upAya batAtI hai, jo ki svayaM kAryakArI hokara ulajhanoM ko AsAnI se sulajhA detI hai| ghara meM, kAmakAja meM, naukarI meM, yA kahIM bhI jaba tAlA laga jAtA hai taba use ekAdha cAbI svayaM hI hAz2ira ho jAtI hai aura tAlA khula jAtA hai ! prastuta graMtha meM saMbhava ho utanI cAbiyoM kA saMkalana karane kA prayAsa kiyA hai| jijJAsuoM ke lie vaha kriyAkArI bane, usake lie sujJa pAThaka zuddha bhAva se khuda ke aMdara virAje hue paramAtmA se prArthanA karake prastuta graMtha kA paThana, manana karanA cAhie ki sarva jJAnakalA aura bodhakalA use khuda ko upalabdha ho, jo avazya phalita hogI / sAmAnyarUpa se 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke bAre meM aisA samajhA jAtA hai ki ve kucha zAstra saMbaMdhI vizeSa jAnakArI rakhate haiM / yarthAtharUpa se to aisoM ko zAstrajJAnI kahate haiN| AtmajJAnI aura zAstrajJAnI meM AkAza-pAtAla kA aMtara hai| zAstrajJAnI mArga ke zodhaka kahalAte haiM, jaba ki AtmajJAnI to Atma maMz2ila taka pahu~ca cuke hote haiM aura aneko ko pahu~cAte hai saMpUrNa nirahaMkArI pada ko varelA ( prApta karanevAle) AtmAnubhavI puruSa hI 'jJAnIpuruSa' kahalAte haiN| aise 'jJAnIpuruSa' haz2AroM varSoM meM eka hI utpanna hote haiN| taba usa kAla meM ve vizva meM bejor3a hote haiM / unhIM ko avatArI puruSa kahate haiN| bhayaMkara karmoMvAle kali mAnavoM ke mahApuNya ke bhavya udaya se isa kAla meM aise 'jJAnIpuruSa' parama pUjya ' dAdA bhagavAna' hameM mile haiM ! usa puNya ko bhI dhanya hai ! prakaTa paramAtmA ko sparza karake prakaTa huI sAkSAta sarasvatI ko parokSa meM graMtha ke rUpa meM rakhanA aura vaha bhI kAla, nimitta aura saMyogoM ke adhIna nikalI huI vANI ko, vaise hI hara kisIke lie hRdayasparzI banI rahe, usake lie saMkalana karane ke prayatnoM meM yadi koI khAmI hai to vaha saMkalana kI zakti kI maryAdA ke kAraNa hI saMbhava haiM, jisake lie kSamA prArthanA ! DaoN. nIrUbahana amIna ke jaya saccidAnaMda 11

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upodghAta khaMDa : 1 Atma vijJAna anaMta kAla se anaMta lakSya bIMdhe, kintu 'khuda kauna hai' vahI lakSya nahIM sAdhA jA skaa| saccA mArga hI 'maiM kauna hU~' kI zodha kA hai yA phira usa rAste ko dikhAnevAle bhI sacce mArga kI ora calanevAle kahe jA sakate haiN| pepara para banAyA huA dIyA prakAza nahIM detA hai, mAtra dIye kI rUparekhA hI de sakatA hai| prakAza to, pratyakSa dIyA hI detA hai! arthAt AtmajJAna kI prApti prakaTa pratyakSa 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke mAdhyama se hI saMbhava hai| tamAma zAstra eka hI AvAz2a meM bola uThe, 'AtmajJAna jAno!' vaha zAstra meM nahIM samAyA hai, vaha to jJAnI ke hRdaya meM samAyA huA hai| anaMta prAkRta avasthAoM meM ulajhe hue nijachaMda se, kisa taraha usameM se bAhara nikalakara AtmarUpa ho pAegA?! jo-jo kriyA karake, tapa, japa, dhyAna, yoga, sAmAyika karake jo sthiratA prApta karane jAtA hai, vaha to svabhAva se hI caMcala hai, vaha kisa taraha se sthira ho sakegA? 'mUla (nizcaya) AtmA' svabhAva se hI acala hai itanI hI samajha fiTa kara lenI hai! maraNa ke bhaya ke kAraNa koI khuda davAI kA mikscara banAkara nahIM piitaa| aura AtmA ke bAre meM to khuda mikscara banAnA anaMta janmoM ke maraNa ko AmaMtraNa detA hai! yahI svacchaMda hai, anya kyA? jJAnI kI AjJA ke binA AtmA kI ArAdhanA ho pAnA asaMbhava hai! 'jJAnI' to saMjJA se saMketa meM samajhA dene kI kSamatA rakhate haiM! jo zabda svarUpa nahIM, jahA~ zabda kI z2arUrata nahIM, jahA~ koI mAdhyama nahIM hai, jo mAtra svabhAva svarUpa hai, kevalajJAna svarUpa hai, aise AtmA kA lakSya anaMta bhedeM se, AtmavijJAnI aise 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke alAvA anya koI baiThA sake, aisA nahIM hai| AtmA jJAnasvarUpa nahIM hai, vijJAna svarUpa hai| jo AtmavijJAna ko jAne vaha 'ebsolyUTa' AtmA prApta karatA hai| bhautika vijJAna barasoM barasa 12

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bitA de, phira bhI kAma nahIM ho pAtA aura AtmavijJAna to aMta:muhUrta meM bhI 'ebsolyUTa' banA degA! dhAtuoM ke mizraNa kA vibhAjana pratyeka ke guNadharma ke jJAna ke AdhAra para ho pAtA hai| usI prakAra AtmA-anAtmA ke mizraNa kA vibhAjana, jo donoM ke guNadharmoM ko jAne, ve puruSa hI vaijJAnika prayoga dvArA kara sakate hai| __ anAdi se vinAzI vastuoM kI tarapha mur3I huI dRSTi ko 'jJAnIpuruSa' nija ke avinAzI svarUpa kI tarapha mor3a dete haiM, jo vApasa kabhI bhI vahA~ se haTatI nahIM hai! dRSTiphera se hI saMsAra khar3A hai! jJAnI kI divyAtidivya dena hai ki ve aMta:muhUrta meM AtmadRSTi kara dete haiM, divya dRSTi de dete haiM jo sva-para ke AtmasvarUpa ko hI dekhatI hai| dRSTi-dRSTA meM sthira kara dete haiN| phira khuda ko yaqIna ho jAtA hai ki 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~!' dRSTi bhI bolane lagatI hai ki 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~' donoM kA bheda TUTa jAtA hai aura abheda ho jAte haiM! jahA~ dRSTi dRSTA meM par3e, vahA~ samagra darzana khula jAtA hai| dRSTi dRSTA meM par3e, dRSTi svabhAvasanmukha ho jAe to khuda ko khuda ke hI vAstavika zuddha svarUpa kI pratIti hotI hai, phira dRSTi aura dRSTA aikyabhAva meM A jAte haiM ! jahA~ AtmadRSTi hai vahIM nirAkulatA hai, AtmadRSTi se mokSa dvAra khulate haiM! dehadRSTi, manodRSTi se saMsAra kA sarjana hotA hai| zuddha jJAna, jo ki niraMtara vinAzI-avinAzI vastuoM kA bhedAMkana karake yathArtha ko dikhAtA hai, aura vahI paramAtmA hai! saMsAra vyavahAra kriyAtmaka aura AtmavyavahAra jJAnAtmaka hone ke kAraNa donoM sarvakAla bhinna rUpa se hI baratate haiN| eka kI kriyA hai aura dUsare kA jAnapana (jAnane kA guNa) hai| karanevAlA ahaMkAra aura jAnanevAlA zuddhAtmA itanA hI bheda jisane prApta kara liyA, usakA saMsAra asta ho gyaa| jise yaha bheda prApta karanA ho aura 'jJAnIpuruSa' nahIM mile hoM to 'he bhagavAna! jJAna ApakA aura kriyA merI', yadi yaha prArthanA aMdaravAle bhagavAna se satata karatA rahe, taba bhI eka na eka dina bhagavAna use mile bagaira raheMge nhiiN| 13

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khuda AtmA hue binA jJAtA-dRSTA kisa taraha se khlaaegaa| jaba taka nija svarUpa kA bhAna nahIM hotA, taba taka jJAtA-dRSTApana indriyajJAna ke AdhAra para haiM, atIndriyajJAna ke AdhAra para hI yathArtha jJAtA-dRSTA pada meM AyA jA sakatA hai| jJAna aura AtmA abhedasvarUpa se haiM, mithyAdRSTi uTha jAe aura samyak dRSTi ho jAe taba yathArtha jJAna kA svarUpa samajha meM AtA hai, jo bAda meM jJAnIpuruSa' ke satsaMga dvArA fiTa hote-hote jJAna-darzana bar3hate-bar3hate pravartana meM AtA hai aura jaba kevala Atmapravartana meM AegA, jahA~ para jJAnadarzana ke alAvA anya kucha bhI pravartana nahIM hai, vaha kevalajJAna hai| jagat meM jo jJAna cala rahe haiM, maMtra, japa, zAstrajJAna, dhyAna, yoga, kuMDalinI, ye sabhI indriyajJAna haiM, bhrA~ti jJAna haiN| inase saMsAra meM ThaMDaka rahatI hai, mokSa to atIndriyajJAna se haiM! zAstrajJAna arthAt zrutajJAna yA smRtijJAna, AtmajJAna nahIM hai| pustaka meM yA zabda meM cetana nahIM hai, hA~, svaMya paramAtmA jahA~ para prakaTa ho gae haiM aise jJAnI kI yA tIrthaMkaroM kI vANI paramAtmA ko sparza karake nikalI hone ke kAraNa apane soe hue cetana ko jagA detI hai! 'sarvadharmAn parityajaya, mAmekaM zaraNaM vrj|'- deha ke dharma, mana ke dharma, vANI ke dharma yA jo paradharma haiM, ve bhayAvaha haiM, una sabhI ko chor3akara sirpha mere yAnI ki AtmA ke dharma meM A jaa| mere arthAt jo muralIvAle dikhate haiM, ve nahIM, parantu mere aMdara baiThe hue paramAtmA svarUpa kI zaraNa meM Ane ke lie kahA hai!!! nija svarUpa kA ajJAna, vahI bhrAMti aura vahI mAyA hai| 'khuda jo nahIM hai' usakI kalpanA honA, vahI bhrAMti! jo zabdaprayoga nahIM hai, anubhavaprayoga hai aise nija svarUpa ko jAnanA hai| mUla bAta ko samajhanA hai| samajha se hI mokSa hai| saMyogoM ke dabAva se bhrAMti utpanna ho gii| vAstava meM AtmA ko bhrAMti nahIM hai, AtmA gunahagAra nahIM hai| ajJAnatA se gunahagAra bhAsita hotA hai| 14

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saMpUrNa jJAnI chupe nahIM raha skte| khuda jo sukha prApta kiyA hai, use duniyA ko bA~Tane ke lie duniyA ke sAtha hI rahate haiN| mumukSu to 'jJAnI' ke netra dekhate hI parakha lete haiN| koI gAliyA~ de, jeba kATe, hAtha kATe, kAna kATe, phira bhI rAgadveSa nahIM hoM, jahA~ ahaMkAra aura mamatA nahIM haiM vahA~ para caitanya sattA kA anubhava hai, aisA samajha meM AtA hai! perAlisisa meM bhI Atmasukha nahIM jAe, duHkha ko sukha banA de, vahI aatmaanubhv| jaba maiM kauna hU~' kA bhAna hotA hai, taba AtmAnubhava hotA hai| 'thyoriTikala' arthAt samajha, aura anubhava to 'prekTikala' vastu hai| akramamArga se AtmAnubhava eka ghaMTe meM hI ho jAtA hai!!! varnA usakA karoDoM janmoM taka bhI, lAkha sAdhanA karane para bhI ThikAnA nahIM par3e !!! AtmA kA lakSya niraMtara rahe, vahI aatmaasaakssaatkaar| harSa-zoka ke kaise bhI saMyogoM meM hAz2ira rahakara sephasAiDa meM rakhe, vahI jJAna hai| kaMkar3a ko jo jAna le, vaha gehU~ ko jAna legaa| asat ko jo jAna le, vaha sat ko jAna legaa| ajJAna ko jo jAna le, vaha jJAna ko jAna legaa| AtmAnubhava kise hotA hai? pahale jise 'maiM caMdUlAla hU~' kA bhAna thA, use hI aba 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~' kA bhAna hotA hai, use hI AtmAnubhava hotA hai| vicAroM dvArA utpanna huA jJAna, vaha zuddha AtmajJAna nahIM hotA hai, vicAra svayaM AvaraNakArI haiN| AtmA nirvicAra svarUpa hai| vicAra aura AtmA bilkula bhinna haiN| AtmA kA svarUpa mana-buddhi-citta-ahaMkAra, zabda aura vicAra ke svarUpa se nyArA hai| jJAna-darzana-cAritra, aisA jisakA svarUpa hai aura paramAnaMda jisakA svabhAva hai, aisA AtmA jAnanA hai| ___ 'caMdUlAla' prayoga hai aura 'zuddhAtmA' khuda prayogI hai| prayoga ko hI prayogI mAnakara baiThane kA pariNAma, ciMtA aura duHkha!

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ajJAzakti se jagat kI adhikaraNa kriyA calatI hai aura prajJA se virAma pAtI hai| svarUpa jJAna kI prApti ke bAda prajJA prakaTa hotI hai aura ajJA vidAI le letI hai| ajJA saMsAra meM bhaTakAtI hai, prajJA mokSa ke kinAre taka le jAtI hai ! prakaTa ho cukI prajJA niraMtara Atmahita hI dikhAtI rahatI hai- niraMtara sAvadhAna karatI rahatI hai, aura saMsAra kA hala lA detI hai ! kevala prakAza svarUpa AtmA saMsAra se bAhara kisa taraha se nikalegA? vaha to AtmA ke aMga rUpI prajJA hI saba kara letI hai! AtmA kI mUla kalpazakti se ajJA kA udbhava hotA hai, usameM phira ahaMkAra mila jAtA hai jisase saMsAra niraMtara calatA rahatA hai! saMyogoM ke z2abaradasta dabAva se svAbhAvika jJAna-darzana vibhAvika bana gyaa| siddhagati meM saMyoga nahIM hote, saMyogoM kA dabAva nahIM hotA, isIlie vahA~ para vikalpa nahIM haiN| kartApana meM ni:zaMkatA, vaha ajJadazA hai| kartApana meM zaMkA par3e, vaha sthitaprajJadazA aura jahA~ kartApada hI ur3a gayA, vahA~ para prajJA utpanna hotI hai| citta aura prajJA meM pharka kitanA? ki citta pahale kA dekhA huA hI dekha sakatA hai jaba ki prajJA sabakucha nayA hI dekhatI hai, vizeSa jAnatI hai| khuda ke doSoM ko bhI jo dikhAe, vaha prajJA hai| citta bAkI sabakucha dekha sakatA hai, lekina prajJA ko nahIM dekha sktaa| jaba ki AtmA to prajJA ko bhI dekha sakatA hai! prajJA kevalajJAna hone taka hI zuddhAtmA kI sevA meM rahatI hai| AtmA kA eka vikalpa aura pudgala ne bichA dI pUrI bAz2I, pariNAma svarUpa saMsAra sarjita ho gayA! isameM svataMtra kartA koI bhI nahIM hai| saMyogoM ke dabAva se isa paristhiti kA sarjana huaa| isa pudgala kA niraMtara parivartana hotA hI rahatA hai, avasthAoM ke rUpa meM! tatva svarUpa se pudgala kevalajJAna svarUpa haiM jo ki avinAzI hai| pura galana arthAt pudgl| pUraNa-galana hotA hI rahe, vaha pudgl| rUpa, rasa, gaMdha aura sparza pudgala ke mukhya cAra guNa haiN| pudgala meM jJAna-darzana nahIM hai, lAgaNI kA anubhava hI nahIM hai, aura kSAyakabhAva bhI nahIM hai! jagat meM sakriyatA sirpha pudgala kI hI hai| bAkI ke tatva akriya svabhAvavAle haiN| pudgala kI sakriyatA ke kAraNa hI jagat meM taraha-taraha ke rUpa dikhate haiN| 16

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z2arA-sA thor3A z2ahara cetana ko 'oNna da momenTa' ghara khAlI karavA detA hai! pudgala kI kitanI adhika zakti !!! paramANuoM kI zuddha avasthA arthAt vishrsaa| saMyogoM ke dabAva se 'maiM caMdUlAla hU~, aura maiMne yaha kiyA !' jaba aisA ajJAna utpanna hotA hai taba paramANuoM kA cArja prayoga hotA hai, isalie vaha prayogazA kahalAe / prayogazA hone ke bAda kAraNa deha banatA hai jo agale janma meM mizrasA bana jAtA hai I vaha kar3ave-mIThe phala dekara jAe, TheTha taba taka mizrasA ke rUpa meM rahatA hai| phala dete samaya vApasa bebhAna avasthA meM nayA 'cArja' kara detA hai aura sAikala (cakra) calatI hI rahatI hai, jise loga karma bhogA aura sukhaduHkha pariNAma kahate haiM, 'jJAna' unheM paramANuoM kI parivartita hotI huI avasthAoM ke rUpa meM 'dekhatA aura jAnatA' rahatA hai ! usase nayA prayoga nahIM hotA hai, aura vaha cakra TUTa jAtA hai ! deha taraha-taraha ke paramANuoM se khacAkhaca bharA huA haiM / ugra paramANuoM ke udaya meM tanmayAkArapana krodha ko janma detA hai| vastu dekhate hI Asakti ke paramANu phUTane se tanmayAkAra ho jAe, taba lobha janma letA hai| mAna milate hI tanmayAkAra hokara aMdara ThaMDaka kA AnaMda le aura 'usameM' khuda ekAkAra ho jAe, vahA~ para ahaMkAra kA janma huA! ina sabhI avasthAoM meM 'khuda' nirtanmaya rahe to krodha - mAna - mAyA - lobha kI hastI rahegI hI nhiiN| sirpha paramANuoM kA iphekTa hI bAkI rahegA, jisakI nirjarA ho jAegI!! krodha meM 'pratiSThita AtmA' ekAkAra hotA hai, 'bilIfa AtmA' ekAkAra hotA hai, mUla AtmA ekAkAra hotA hI nahIM / pUraNa- galana ke vijJAna ko jJAnI aura adhika sUkSmatA se samajhAte haiM ki bhojana kiyA, use laukika bhASA meM pUraNa kiyA kahate haiN| lekina vaha pUraNa'pharsTa galana' hai aura pakhAnA jAnA vaha 'sekanDa galana' hai / aura vAstava meM jo pUraNa hotA hai vaha sUkSma vastu hai, jise 'jJAnI' hI dekha sakate haiM, jAna sakate haiM! 17

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jise pudgala meM pAriNAmika dRSTi utpanna ho jAtI hai, use viSayasukha phIke lagate haiN| jalebI khAI, usakI subaha kyA dazA hogI, khIra kI ulTI hone ke bAda vaha kaisA lagegA? aisI pAriNAmika dRSTi rahanI caahie| zarIra ke paramANu, mana ke paramANu prati kSaNa badalate hI rahate haiN| paramANu parivartita hote rahate haiM, phira bhI ve kama-jyAdA nahIM hote| jisa taraha hara eka AtmA kA eka hI svabhAva hai, usI taraha paramANu bhI eka hI svabhAva ke haiN| mAtra kSetra parivartana ke kAraNa bhAva parivartana aura bhAva parivartana ke kAraNa honevAlA hara eka kA parivartana bilkula alaga-alaga lagatA haiN| jisake AdhAra para jagat kA astitva hai| paramANu jar3a tatva ke hI hote haiN| paramANu jar3a haiM parantu cetanabhAva ko prApta karake cetanavAle bana jAte haiM, jise mizracetana kahate haiN| jaba taka zarIra se bAhara hoM taba taka paramANuoM kI avasthA vizrasA haiM, aMdara praviSTa ho jAe~, taba prayogazA aura phala dete samaya mizrasA hotI hai| sirpha Atmahetu ke lie grahita paramANu hI sarvocca hote haiM, jo mokSa jAne taka cakravartI (rAjA) jaisI suvidhAe~ dete haiN| jaba taka prayogazA kI sTeja ho, taba taka parivartana saMbhava hai, mizrasA hone ke bAda kisIkA calana nahIM rhtaa| bAhara zuddha svarUpa se rahe hue paramANu svAbhAvika vizrasA hai| AtmA ke saMyoga meM Ane ke bAda vibhAvika, prayogazA bana jAtA hai| vibhAvika padgagala vinAzI hai, svabhAvika pudgala avinAzI hai| vibhAvika pudgala svataMtra nahIM hai, 'vyavasthita' ke adhIna hai| paramANu mUla svarUpa se kevalajJAna meM hI dikhAI dete haiN| jisa prakAra AtmA anaMta zaktivAlA hai usI prakAra pudgala bhI anaMta zaktivAlA hai| AtmA isa pudgala kI zakti jAnane gayA aura khuda hI usameM baMdI bana gayA! pudgala ke dhakke se AtmA meM naimittika kartApana utpanna ho gayA hai| do sanAtana tatvoM ke paraspara sAtha meM Ane se vizeSa pariNAma utpanna hotA hai| 18

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'maiM karatA hU~' vaha kartAbhAva hai aura kartAbhAva hI karma hai| jahA~ kartAbhAva nahIM hai vahA~ para karma nahIM haiM; isalie vahA~ na to pApa hai na hI puNya ! deha paramANuoM kA banA huA hai / krodha aura mAna ke paramANuoM kI mAtrA vizeSa hone ke kAraNa puruSa deha milatA hai aura mAyA aura lobha ke paramANuoM kI mAtrA vizeSa ho, taba strIdeha kI prApti hotI hai / paramANuoM kI mAtrA meM parivartana ho jAe to dUsare janma meM liMgabheda ho jAtA hai, AtmA meM bheda nahIM hai| acchA-burA vikalpa se dikhatA hai / nirvikalpI ke lie acchA-burA hotA hI nahIM / jo A~kha se dikheM, dUrabIna se dikheM - ve sabhI sthUla paramANu haiM, mizrasA- ve sUkSma haiM, prayogazA - ve sUkSmatara aura vizrasA - ve sUkSmatama paramANu haiM! pudgala bhI sat yAnI ki avinAzI hai| pudgala ke bhI paryAya haiM jo khuda ke pradeza meM rahakara badalate haiM, jo ki vinAzI haiN| pudgala pUraNagalana svabhAva kA hai ! AtmA ke alAvA sabhI bhAva pudgala bhAva haiM / mana, buddhi, citta, ahaMkAra, krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha, ve sabhI pudgala bhAva haiN| unheM dekhate rahanA hai| unameM ekAkAra hue to jokhimadArI AegI, aura ekAkAra nahIM hue to chUTa jAe~ge! pudgalabhAva ko dekhatA aura jAnatA hai vaha AtmabhAva hai| mu~ha bigar3a jAe, mana bigar3a jAe, aisA saba asara ho jAe to use pudgala bhAva meM ekAkAra ho gae, aisA kahA jaaegaa| I jaba taka svasattA ko jAnA nahIM, taba taka khuda parasattA meM hI hai parasattA ko svasattA mAne, vahI ahaMkAra hai / sattA kA thor3A-sA bhI durupayoga ho, to sattA calI jAtI hai| tamAma kriyA aura kriyAvAlA jJAna, vaha sArA hI parasattA hai| jo 19

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akriya, jJAtA-dRSTA, paramAnaMdI hai, jo kriyAvAle jJAna ko jAnatA hai, vahI 'khuda kI' svasattA hai / jitanA zuddha upayoga rahA, utanI svasattA prakaTa hogii| ghora apamAna meM bhI parasattA khuda para nahIM car3ha baiThe to use AtmA prApta kiyA kahA jAegA! eka ghaMTA sva-svabhAva meM rahakara pratikramaNa hoMge to svasattA kA anubhava hogA / karatA hai koI aura, aura mAnatA hai ki 'maiM kara rahA hU~', vaha parapariNati hai|'vyvsthit' jo-jo karavAtA hai, use vItarAgabhAva se dekhatA rahe, vaha svapariNati hai / eka kSaNa ke lie bhI parapariNati meM praveza nahIM kareM, ve jJAnI! ve hI dehadhArI paramAtmA ! jo svapariNati meM rahatA hai, use parapariNati sparza hI nahIM krtii| " jJAna jaba upayoga meM AtA hai, taba vaha svapariNati meM AtA hai / " I jJAnI kI AjJA, jJAnI ke darzana svapariNati meM lAte haiM / jaba taka kiMcit mAtra bhI kisIkA avalaMbana hai, taba taka parapariNati hai / 'DiscArja' bhAva ko khuda ke bhAva mAnatA hai, isIlie parapariNati meM jAtA hai|'ddiscaarj' bhAva ko khuda ke bhAva nahIM mAne to vaha svapariNati meM hai| jo eka bhI 'DiscArja' bhAva ko khuda kA bhAva nahIM mAnate, ve 'jJAnIpuruSa' ! svapariNAma aura parapariNAma jIvamAtra meM hote hI haiN| jo parapariNAma ko svapariNAma mAne aura 'karanevAlA maiM hI hU~ aura jAnanevAlA bhI maiM hI hU~', mAne vaha ajJAna hai| pudgala aura AtmA donoM pariNAmI svabhAva ke haiM, isalie prati kSaNa pariNAma badalate haiM, isake bAvajUda bhI khuda kA svabhAva kabhI bhI koI nahIM chor3atA, donoM aise haiM / pudgala ke pAriNAmika bhAva arthAt sAMsArika bAbatoM meM jJAna hAz2ira hotA hai ki AlU khAe~ge to usase vAyu hogii| jaba ki zuddhAtmA ke pAriNAmika bhAva arthAt jJAtA - dRSTA ! krodha- mAna-mAyAlobha, ye sAre bhI pudgala ke pAriNAmika bhAva haiM / pAriNAmika bhAva ki jinameM badalAva kabhI bhI nahIM ho sakatA / aba yaha jagat inheM chor3ane ko 20

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kahatA hai, jaba ki vItarAga 'parIkSA denI' kahate haiM, 'pariNAma' apane Apa aaegaa| AtmA kA svabhAva aisA hai ki jaisI kalpanA kare, turanta hI vaisA bana jAtA hai| AtmA kA prakAza bAhara gayA isalie ahaMkAra khar3A ho gyaa| mUla AtmA citavana nahIM karatA, parantu jaise hI 'ahaMkAra' ke AropaNa se citavana karatA hai, taba usI rUpa kA vikalpa bana jAtA hai! citavana arthAt jo socA karatA hai vaha nahIM, parantu khuda mana meM jo Azaya nizcita karatA hai, vaha ciMtavana hai| 'maiM duHkhI hU~' aisA ciMtavana se duHkhI ho jAtA hai aura 'sukhI hU~' kahate hI sukhI ho jAtA hai, koI pAgala 'maiM samajhadAra hU~' aisA citavana kare to vaha samajhadAra ho jaaegaa| 'maiM strI hU~, yaha puruSa hai', jaba taka vaisI bilIfa hai, taba taka mokSa nahIM hai| khuda AtmA hai' aisA barate tabhI mokSa hai! pudgala adhogAmI svabhAva kA hai, AtmA UrdhvagAmI svabhAva kA hai| buddhizAliyoM ke Taca meM Ane se khuda adhogAmI banatA hai| paramANuoM ke AvaraNa jitane adhika, utanI gati niicii| AtmA jaba nirAvaraNa ho jAe, tabhI mokSa meM jAtA hai| AtmA ko jo guNadharmasahita jAne aura tadrUpa pariNAma prApta kare, usIko AtmAjJAna hotA hai| anaMtaguNa kA dhartA AtmA hai-anaMtajJAna, anaMtadarzana, anaMtazakti, anaMtasukha, avyabAdha, arUpI, asaMga, avinAzI...... AtmA kA zuddhatva anaMta jJeyoM ko dekhane-jAnane ke bAvajUda bhI jAtA nahIM hai, anaMtakAla se!!! akramajJAnI ke isa adbhuta vAkya ko jo pUrNataH samajha jAegA, vahI usa pada ko prApta kregaa| "anaMta jJeyoM ko jAnane meM pariNamita huI anaMta avasthAoM meM, maiM saMpUrNa zuddha hU~, sarvAMga zuddha huuN|" - dAdA bhagavAna

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jaise-jaise pudgala paryAya badalate haiM, vaise-vaise jJAnaparyAya badalate haiN| paryAyoM ke niraMtara parivartanoM meM bhI jJAna saMpUrNa zuddha, sarvAMga zuddha rahatA hai! jJAna meM bheda nahIM hotaa| kevalajJAna svarUpI AtmA meM to jJAna aura darzana kA bheda bhI nahIM hai| guNa aura vastu abhinna bhAva se, abheda bhAva se hI hote haiN| jaba ki zabda meM kahane jAe~ to bheda bhAsita hotA hai! __ avasthA kA jJAna vinAzI hai, mUla svAbhAvika jJAna sanAtana hai ! sAmane AnevAle jJeya ke AkAra jaisA ho jAne ke bAvajUda bhI jJAna khuda kI zuddhatA nahIM cUkatA, kisI bhI kAla meM! AtmA aura pudgala donoM hI dravya, guNa aura paryAya sahita haiN| AtmA ke guNa anvaya-sahacArI hote haiM aura paryAya parivartanazIla hote haiN| vastu kI sUkSma avasthAoM ko paryAya kahate haiN| jJeya jAnane se rAga-dveSa hote hoM to baMdhana hai aura yadi vItarAga rahe to khuda mukta hI hai! darzana sAmAnyabhAva se hotA hai aura jJAna vizeSabhAva se hotA hai, jisake kAraNa jJeya alaga-alaga dikhate haiM aura usIse jJAna paryAya jJeyAkAra ho jAtA haiM, parantu drazyAkAra nahIM ho paataa| AtmA svabhAva se AkAza jaisA hai, lAiTa jaisA hai| isa lAiTa ko Dibbe meM baMda kiyA ho, phira bhI use kucha bhI nahIM cipakatA, AtmA kA dravya isa lAiTa jaisA hI hai, prakAzamAna karane kI zakti-vaha jJAna-darzana hai, guNa hai, aura usa prakAza meM jo sArI cIjeM dikhatI haiM, unheM jJeya kahate haiN| cetana ke cetana paryAya aura acetana ke acetana paryAya hote haiN| yathArtha AtmA prApta karane ke bAda hI AtmA kA AnaMda utpanna hotA hai| cAhe kaisI bhI sthiti ho, phira bhI niraMtara paramAnaMda rahe, usIko mokSa kahate haiN| bAhya kisIbhI AlaMbana ke binA sahaja utpanna honevAlA AnaMda, vahI AtmAnaMda hai| AnaMda, vaha AtmA kA anvaya guNa hai|

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siddhagati meM bhI sAtha meM rahanevAlA guNa hai ! AtmA jAnane ke bAda AtmA kA zuddha AnaMda utpanna hotA hai, jo kramazaH bar3hate-bar3hate aMta meM saMpUrNatA taka pahu~catA hai| jIvamAtra meM AtmA kI anaMta zaktiyA~ hai, parantu ve AvRta haiN| ahaMkAra aura mamatA cale jAe~, taba ve zaktiyA~ prakaTa hotI hai! 'bhagavAna' se to jJAnazakti aura sthiratAzakti hI mA~gane jaisI hai, pudgala zakti mA~gane yogya nahIM hai ! Atmazakti arthAt aatmviiry| ahaMkAra se AtmavIrya Avarita ho jAtA hai| jaba AtmavIrya kama hotA huA lage taba 'maiM anaMta zaktivAlA hU~', U~cI AvAz2a meM 25-50 bAra bolane se AtmavIrya prakaTa ho jAtA hai ! 'mokSa meM jAne taka hI, usa rAste meM AnevAle vighnoM ke samakSa khuda anaMta zaktivAlA hai|' aisA bolane kI z2arUrata hai, mokSa meM jAne ke bAda isakI z2arUrata nahIM hai| jJAtAdRSTA rahane se tamAma vighna naSTa ho jAte haiM aura AtmA kI zaktiyA~ prakaTa hotI hai| vinAzI vastu kI mUrchA se AtmA kI caitanyazakti AvRta hotI hai| chahoM tatva zuddha svarUpa meM aguru-laghu svabhAva ke haiN| AtmA TaMkotkIrNa hai, aisA usake aguru-laghu svabhAva ke kAraNa hai| krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha, ve na to AtmA ke guNa haiM, na hI jar3a ke guNa haiN| ve anvaya guNa nahIM haiM, lekina AtmA kI hAz2irI se utpanna honevAle pudgala ke guNa-vyatireka guNa haiN| jisa prakAra sUrya kI upasthiti se patthara meM garamI kA guNa utpanna ho jAtA hai, vaise| AtmA arUpI hai| arUpI ke sAtha rUpI cipaka gayA, vahI Azcarya hai na! bhrAMti se lipaTA huA lagatA hai| hakIkata meM vaisA hai nhiiN| TaMkotkIrNa arthAt AtmA aura pudgala kA mikscara jaisA bana gayA hai| kampAunDa nahIM! do tatva sAtha meM haiM phira bhI eka-dUsare meM ekAkAra kabhI bhI nahIM hote, vaha AtmA ke TaMkotkIrNa svabhAva ke kAraNa hai! mikscara ke rUpa meM hotA hai, kampAunDa ke rUpa nhiiN| tela aura pAnI ko 23

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cAhe jitanA bhI milAe~ phira bhI una donoM ke paramANu kabhI bhI ekAkAra nahIM ho paate| donoM bhinna-bhinna hI rahate haiM-inake jaisA hI AtmA-anAtmA ke bAre meM kahA jA sakatA hai! chahoM tatva mUla svarUpa se TaMkotkIrNa svabhAva ke haiM! TaMkotkIrNa kA yathArtha artha to jJAnI hI kara sakate haiM! vItarAgoM kA yaha g2az2aba kA zabda hai! avyAbAdha svarUpa se arthAt AtmA kA aisA guNa hai ki jisake kAraNa vaha kabhI bhI kisI jIva ko kiMcit mAtra bhI du:kha nahIM pahu~cA sakatA! usI prakAra se use khuda ko bhI kabhI bhI daHkha nahIM ho sakatA!!! khuda se sAmanevAle ko duHkha ho rahA hai, vaisI thor3I-sI bhI zaMkA par3e, to usakA pratikramaNa karane kI z2arUrata hai| duHkha, pIr3A 'mAne hue AtmA' ko hotA hai, mUla AtmA ko nhiiN| mUla AtmA avyAbAdha svarUpI hai| AtmA avyaya hai, phira bhI bhAjana ke anusAra usakA saMkoca aura vikAsa ho sake, vaisA hai| AtmA niraMjana nirAkAra hai| phira bhI dehAkArI hai, usakA khuda kA svAbhAvika AkAra hai| jaba taka khuda ke nirAkAra paramAtmA kI prApti nahIM ho jAtI taba taka jisa deha meM paramAtmA prakaTa ho cuke haiM, aise pratyakSa 'jJAnIpuruSa' kI bhajanA karane se khuda kA paramAtmApana prakaTa hotA hai| AtmA amUrta hai aura mUrti ke aMdara hai| jJAnI, jinameM amUrta bhagavAna vyakta ho cuke haiM, unheM mUrtAmUrta bhagavAna kahA jAtA hai| AtmA parama jyoti svarUpa hai, AMtara-bAhya sabhI vastuoM ko jAnatA hai, vastu ko vastu ke rUpa se aura avasthA ko avasthA ke rUpa se jAnatA hai| AtmA sva-para prakAzaka arthAt khuda khuda ko hI prakAzita karatA hai aura anya tatvoM ko bhI jAnatA hai| AtmA ko sugaMdha-durgaMdha sparza nahIM krtii| jisa prakAra prakAza ko sugaMdha yA khAr3I kI gaMdha sparza nahIM karatI, vaise! 24

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aMtima deha se AtmA jaba mokSa jAne ke lie mukta hotA hai, taba usakA prakAza pUre brahmAMDa meM vyApta ho jAtA hai| jJAnabhAva se vyApta hotA hai, usa apekSA se sarvavyApaka kahA hai| sabhI AtmA svabhAva se eka hI haiM, parantu astitva hara eka kA svataMtra hai| AtmA saMsAra kI kisI bhI cIz2a kA kartA nahIM hai| mAtra jJAnakriyA aura darzanakriyA kA kartA hai, anya kahIM bhI usakI sakriyatA nahIM hai| hA~, AtmA kI upasthiti se dUsare tatvoM meM sakriyatA utpanna ho jAtI hai| jJAna + darzana arthAt caitny| anaMtajJAna, anaMtadarzana AtmA meM hone se use caitanyaghana kahA hai| anaMta pradezI AtmA ke pratyeka pradeza meM jJAyaka zakti hai| jJeya ko jJAtA mAnane se AtmA pradeza karma-mala se Dhaka jAte haiM / AtmA akartA hai, saMsAra kI kriyA kA kartA AtmA nahIM hai| khuda kI svAbhAvika jJAnakriyA kA, darzanakriyA kA kartA hai- isake alAvA usakI sakriyatA kahIM bhI nahIM hai| jJAnAvaraNa, darzanAvaraNa, isa taraha se mukhya ATha karmarUpI AvaraNoM se AtmaprakAza DhakA huA hai| AtmajJAna hone ke bAda ve AvaraNa TUTate jAte haiM, phalataH AnaMda prakaTa hotA jAtA hai| jIvamAtra AvaraNa sahita hotA hai| jisake jitane pradezoM ke AvaraNa khule, utanA usakA prakAza bAhara AtA hai| "khuda khuda kI pUrI brahmAMDa ko prakAzamAna karane kI jo svasaMvedana zakti hai, use kevalajJAna kahA jAtA hai|" - dAdA bhagavAna ajJAnI duHkha ko vedatA hai| svarUpajJAnI-AtmA ke aspaSTa vedanavAle duHkha kA jJAtA-dRSTA rahane ke prayatna meM rahatA hai| duHkha nahIM bhogatA lekina bojhA lagatA hai use, aura AtmA ke spaSTa vedanavAle 'jJAnIpuruSa' duHkha ko vedate nahIM hai, jAnate haiN| 25

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bhogatA kauna hai? ahaMkAra / AtmA nahIM / AtmA ke cAra upayoga haiM: azuddha, azubha, zubha aura zuddha upayoga / zuddha upayogI ko mokSa milatA hai|'khud zuddhAtmA hai' aisA niraMtara bhAna rahe, pUrA jagat nirdoSa dikhe, sabhI meM zuddhAtmA dikhe, vaha zuddha upayoga hai| mana meM, vANI meM aura vartana meM tanmayAkAra pariNAma nahIM rahe, use zuddha upayoga kahate haiM / jJAnI kA saMpUrNa zuddha upayoga hotA hai| jJAnI ko upayoga meM upayoga rahatA hai| " zuddha upayoga - vaha jJAna svarUpa kahalAtA hai aura upayoga meM upayoga-vaha vijJAna svarUpa kahalAtA hai / " - dAdA bhagavAna kevalajJAna arthAt kevala Atmapravartana / 'ebsolyUTa' jJAna kA matalaba hI kevalajJAna hai| aura sirpha vahI AnaMda de sakatA hai| niraMtara nija pariNati, jahA~ pudgala pariNati hai hI nahIM - vaha kevalajJAna hai I " "nija pariNati-vaha AtmabhAvanA hai, 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~'-vaha AtmabhAvanA nahIM hai / ' - dAdA bhagavAna kevalajJAna hone taka piMDa ke jJeya dekhane haiM aura kevalajJAna hone ke bAda brahmAMDa ke jJeya jhalakate haiM 1 "kevalajJAna AkAza jaisA sUkSma hai, jaba ki agni sthUla hai| sthUla ko nahIM jalA sktaa| mAro, kATo, jalAo to bhI khuda ke kevalajJAna svarUpa ko koI bhI asara ho sake aisA nahIM hai / " sUkSma upayoga meM upayoga barate, vaha kevalajJAna hai| khuda zuddha hai, vaha bhI dekhe; sAmanevAle ko zuddha dekhe, vaha zuddha upayoga kahalAtA hai aura usa para bhI upayoga rahe to use upayoga para upayoga kahA jAtA hai / 44 - - dAdA bhagavAna 'kevalajJAna svarUpa kaisA dikhatA hai? pUre deha meM AkAza jitanA jo bhAga khuda kA dikhe, AkAza hI dikhe anya kucha bhI nahIM dikhtaa| koI mUrta vastu usameM nahIM hotii|" - dAdA bhagavAna 26

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"isa jagat meM jo kucha bhI kiyA jAtA hai, vaha jagat ko sA yA nahIM pusAe phira bhI maiM kucha bhI nahIM karatA hU~, aisA satata qhyAla meM rahanA-vaha kevaladarzana hai / aisI samajha rahanA - vaha kevalajJAna hai ! " - dAdA bhagavAna mana-vacana-kAyA kI tamAma saMgI kriyAoM meM zuddha cetana bilkula asaMga hI hai| - dAdA bhagavAna " mana-vacana-kAyA ke jo tamAma lepAyamAna bhAva Ate haiM, unase 'zuddha cetana' sarvathA nirlepa hI hai / " - dAdA bhagavAna mana meM jo bhAva, vicAra Ate haiM-ve, vacana aura kAyA - ve sabhI ajJAnadazA ke spaMdana haiM, jJAnadazA ke koI spadaMna nahIM hote / svarUpajJAna ke bAda mana ke jo bhAva uThate haiM, ve lepAyamAna karane jAte haiM, vahA~ para yadi jAgRti rahe ki yaha 'merA svarUpa nahIM hai, inase maiM mukta hI hU~' tabhI nirlepa rahA jA sakatA hai I "mana-vacana-kAyA kI AdateM aura unake svabhAva ko 'zuddha cetana' jAnatA hai aura khuda ke sva-svabhAva ko bhI vaha jAnatA hai| kyoMki vaha sva para prakAzaka hai / " - dAdA bhagavAna mana kI, vANI kI, kAyA kI AdatoM ko khuda jAnatA hai aura AdatoM ke svabhAva ko bhI khuda jAnatA hai / AdatoM kA svabhAva arthAt yaha Adata maz2abUta hai, yaha kamaz2ora hai, yaha gAr3ha hai, yaha gaharI hai, yaha chichalI hai, aisA sabakucha hI vaha khuda jAnatA hai / AdateM mRtyu paryaMta nahIM jAtIM, lekina AdatoM kA svabhAva AtmajJAna ke bAda dhIre-dhIre calA jAtA hai / " sthUla saMyoga, sUkSma saMyoga, vANI ke saMyoga para haiM aura parAdhIna haiM, aura zuddha cetana unakA jJAtA - dRSTA mAtra hai / " - dAdA bhagavAna aMdara ke, mana ke, buddhi ke, citta ke, ahaMkAra ke saMyoga, ve sabhI sUkSma saMyoga haiN| vANI ke saMyoga sUkSma - sthUla haiM aura vyavahAra ke saMyoga sthUla haiN| ye sabhI saMyoga para haiM aura parAdhIna haiN| 27

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"prakRti kA eka bhI guNa 'zuddha cetana' meM nahIM hai aura 'zuddha cetana' kA eka bhI guNa prakRti meM nahIM hai| guNoM ko lekara ve donoM sarvathA bhinna hI haiN|" ___ - dAdA bhagavAna pahale ajJAna se mukti aura bAda meM ajJAna se khar3e honevAle 'iphekTsa ' se mukti prApta karanI hai| Atmadravya nahIM badalatA parantu 'vyavahAra AtmA' ko saMsArI bhAva se jo dravya-kSetra-kAla-bhAva sparza kie hue haiM, ve sabhI eka-dUsare ke AdhAra para badalate rahate haiN| rAga-dveSa, ve 'roMga bilIfa' se utpanna hote haiN| vaha AtmA kA svabhAva yA guNa nahIM hai| 'rileTiva' meM AtmA aura 'riyala' meM prmaatmaa| 'rileTiva' kI bhajanA kare to 'khuda' vinAzI hai aura 'riyala' kI bhajanA kare 'vaha' 'paramAtmA' hai! jIvamAtra meM cetana eka svabhAvI hI hai| parantu AvaraNa meM pharka avinAzI kI ciMtavanA se aMtarmukhI huA jAtA hai aura vinAzI kI ciMtavanA se bahirmukhI huA jAtA hai| mokSa jAne kA sarala rAstA arthAt mokSa ke rAhabara ke pIche-pIche calate jAnA, vh| jaba taka mana-vacana-kAyA kI mamatA hai, taba taka samatA kahA~ se AegI? bAhya kisI bhI nimitta se, paMcendriyoM se, mAna-tAna, lakSmI, viSayoM se sukha nahIM ho, phira bhI aMdara kA jo sukha barate, vaha AtmA kA sukha hai| jaba taka viSayoM kA sevana hai taba taka AtmA kA spaSTa sukha vedana meM nahIM A sktaa| 28

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jisa taraha liphTa meM rahanevAlA vyakti aura liphTa donoM bhinna haiN| usI prakAra AtmA aura deha bilkula bhinna hI haiN| kArya to sArA liphTa kara letI hai, aura khuda ko to baTana hI dabAnA hotA hai| usI prakAra jise bhautika kI vAMchanA hai use ahaMkAra kA baTana dabAnA cAhie aura jise kevala mokSa kI hI icchA hai, use AtmA bhAva se baTana dabAnA hai| jo svasattA meM A jAe, puruSa banakara puruSArtha meM Ae-vaha bhgvaan| jo prakRti kI sattA meM khelatA hai-vaha jIva hai| AtmA ne daihika rUpa dhAraNa kiyA hI nahIM hai| sirpha 'bilIfa' hI ulTI baiTha gaI hai| mokSa na to deha kA hotA hai, na hI AtmA kA hotA hai| mokSa to hotA hai, ahaMkAra kA ahaMkAra kI dRSTi badalane se 'jo nahIM hai use maiM hU~' mAna baiThatA hai| 'maiM hU~' kahatA hai, isa vajaha se khuda AtmA se judA par3a jAtA hai| vaha ajJAna jAegA to abhedasvarUpa ho jaaegaa| khuda kI jitanI bhUle dikheMgI, utanA ahaMkAra jaaegaa| jIvamAtra meM sUjha hotI hI hai| sUjha-vaha kudaratI dena hai| jaba AvaraNa AtA hai taba sUjha nahIM par3atI, AvaraNa haTate hI sUjha par3a jAtI hai| ekAgratA huI ki jhaTa se sUjha par3a jAtI hai| sUjha ko jagat puruSArtha mAnatA hai, bhrAMti se! hara eka kI sUjha para se patA cala jAtA hai ki yaha samasaraNa mArga ke kitane mIla para hai ! manuSya meM sirpha sUjha hI eka vastu 'DiscArja' nahIM hai, bAkI sabakucha hI 'DiscArja' hai| sUjha ko darzana kahate haiN| samasaraNa mArga meM sUjha bar3hate-bar3hate aMta meM 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~', aisI sUjha par3I ki darzana nirAvaraNa ho jAtA hai| ahaMkAra ke kAraNa sUjha kA lAbha nahIM uThA pAte, varnA sUjha to hara eka ko par3atI hI rahatI hai| jaise-jaise ahaMkAra kama hotA jAtA hai, vaisevaise sUjha bar3hatI jAtI hai| 29

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AtmajJAna ke bAda sarva prathama to saba tarapha se udAsInatA aura phira vItarAgatA prApta hotI hai| udAsInatA to vItarAgatA kI jananI hai| udAsInatA arthAt ruci bhI nahIM aura aruci bhI nhiiN| vItarAgatA arthAt rAgadveSa se pre| "pratiSThita AtmA-vaha jagat kA adhiSThAna hai|" - dAdA bhagavAna 'maiM caMdUlAla hU~, yaha merI deha hai, mana merA hai' aisI pratiSThA karane se nayA pratiSThita AtmA utpanna hotA hai| isakA mUla kAraNa ajJAna hai| pratiSThita AtmA hai to pudgala, lekina cetanabhAva ko prApta kie hue hai, mizracetana hai| krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha kI pratiSThA pratiSThita AtmA meM ho cukI hai| vaha phala detI rahatI hai| jo zubhAzubha bhAva karatA hai, vaha vyavahAra AtmA kahalAtA hai| svarUpajJAna se pahale to pratiSThita AtmA kahA hI nahIM jA sktaa| svarUpajJAna ke bAda jo bAkI bacatA hai, vaha pratiSThita AtmA hai| mUla AtmA meM bhAvAbhAva nahIM hote| usakI upasthiti se bhAvAbhAva utpanna hote haiN| jo acala AtmA hai, vahI 'dAdA bhagavAna' haiM / jo caMcala hai, vaha sArA mikenikala bhAga hai| jo jJAna ke vAkya boleM, ve vyavahAra meM jJAnI aura jo bhItara prakaTa hue haiM, ve 'dAdA bhagavAna' haiM / 'jJAnIparuSa' khuda bhI bhItaravAle 'dAdA bhagavAna' ko namaskAra karate haiM / amuka samaya para 'dAdA bhagavAna' ke sAtha abheda rahate haiM, tanmaya rahate haiM aura vANI bolate samaya bhItara bhagavAna judA hote haiM, aura khuda judA, adbhuta dazA hai jJAnIpuruSa kI! 30

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khaMDa : 2 jagat kA koI svataMtra kartA nahIM hai| koI bApa bhI UparI nahIM hai, bhagavAna bhI nhiiN| jo zakti jagat ko calAtI hai, vaha 'mikenikala eDajasTamenTa' hai, kampyuTara jaisA hai aura 'sAinTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDansa' se haiN| lekina ajJAnatA se aisA mAnA jAtA hai ki khuda calAtA hai yA bhagavAna calAte haiN| svarUpa kA bhAna hone ke bAda meM phira khuda ina sabhI se mukta ho jAtA hai| mokSa ke paMtha para prayANa karate-karate jIvana jIne kI kalA kI kuzalatA bhI anivArya ho jAtI hai| sirpha 'akrama vijJAna' hI aisA hai ki jahA~ para saMsAra kI sabhI z2immedAriyA~ saMpUrNa, Adarzamaya rUpa se adA karate-karate sahajatA se mokSamArga pUrA kiyA jA sakatA hai| akramamArga meM tyAga kA nahIM lekina 'samabhAva se nikAla' kA jIvanasUtra apanAnA hotA hai| aura isake lie tamAma prakAra kI bodhakalA aura jJAnakalA akramavijJAnI zrI dAdA bhagavAna' ke zrImukha se nikalI hai| saMsAra ke klezoM kA vilaya karAnevAlI yaha vANI, AtmajAgRti ko prakaTa karanevAlI vANI jitanI hI kriyAkArI siddha hotI hai| kyoMki aMta meM to vyavahAra hI zuddha karanA hai na! saMsAra meM pati-patnI ke bIca meM, mA~-bApa baccoM ke bIca meM, guru-ziSya ke bIca meM, ar3osI-par3osI, naukara-seTha, vyApArI-grAhaka ke bIca meM honevAle tamAma prakAra ke gharSaNoM kA aMta lAne kI cAbI pUjyazrI ha~sate-ha~sAte kaha dete haiM, isa adbhuta anubhavapUrvaka ke vyavahAra-darzana kA lAbha uThAkara dharatI para svarga utArA jA sake, aisA hai! jIvana jIne kA hetu kyA hai? nAma karanA hai? nAma to jaba arthI nikale. usI dina vApasa le liyA jAtA hai| sAtha meM kyA jAegA? mokSa ke lie dharma bAda meM karanA, lekina pahale jIvana jIne kI kalA jAnanA z2arUrI hai| injana cale lekina kucha utpAdana nahIM kare, usakA kyA karanA? mokSaprApti-vaha to manuSyapana kA sAra hai! vakIla bane, DaoNkTara bane usase kyA jIvana jIne kI kalA A gaI? usake kalAdhAra mila jAe to vaha kalA sIkhI jA sakatI hai| jIvana jIne kI kalA sIkha jAe to jIvana saralatA se clegaa| jise jIvana jIne kI kalA A gaI, use sArA vyavahAra, dharma A gyaa| 'akrama vijJAna' vyavahAra dharma aura nizcaya dharma donoM hI 30

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pUrNarUpa se detA hai| vAstava meM duHkha kise kahate haiM? jIvana kI AdhArabhUta z2arUrateM-roTI, kapar3e, makAna aura patnI itanA nahIM mile, phira bhI use duHkha nahIM kahA jAtA, ar3acana kahA jAtA hai / vAstava meM jo duHkha hai, vaha ajJAnatA kA hI hai| apane pAsa kitanI saMpatti hai? karor3a rupaye kharca karane se bhI aisI A~kheM prApta kI jA sakatI haiM? taba phira dAMta, nAka, hAtha, paira, ina sabakI qimata kitanI adhika hogI !!! jJAnI g2airaz2arUrI cIz2oM meM kabhI bhI nahIM ulajhate / unake pAsa se koI ghar3I yA reDiyo kI kaMpanI ne lAbha nahIM uThAyA / g2airaz2arUrI cIz2a ko kharIdanA aura z2arUrata kI cIz2a meM kamI karanA, aisI logoM kI dazA ho gaI hai! isa duniyA meM muphta cIz2a hI sabase mahaMgI par3atI hai ! muphta kI Adata par3ane ke bAda yadi vaha nahIM mile to kitanI parezAnI ho jAe ? ! jo sukha kI dukAna kholatA hai use sukha hI milatA hai, aura jo duHkha kI kholatA hai use duHkha hI milatA hai / 'jJAnI' kI dukAna kI to bAta hI kyA karanI?! sAmanevAlA gAliyA~ de, phira bhI use AzIrvAda dete haiM! saptAha meM eka dina bhI yadi kisIko duHkha nahIM dene meM aura kisIkA diyA huA duHkha svIkAra nahIM karane meM bIte, taba bhI bahuta pragati kI zurUAta hogii| 'isa jagat meM kisI bhI jIva ko kiMcit mAtra bhI mujhase duHkha nahIM ho, nahIM ho, nahIM ho / ' yaha bhAvanA roz2a hone lage to vahI sabase bar3I kamAI hai| saMsAra yAnI Amane-sAmane hisAba cukAne kA sthala / isameM kahIM bhI kisIke sAtha baira nahIM baMdhe, utanA hI dekha lenA hai / 'samabhAva se nikAla' karanA vahI sabase bar3I cAbI hai, nirvaira rUpa se nikala jAne ke lie ! thAlI meM jo AyA, vaha apane hI 'vyavasthita' ke niyama ke AdhAra para hameM A milatA hai| isa taraha se jo sahaja rahe, use koI parezAnI nahIM hotI / 32

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samudra meM itane sAre jIva haiM, phira bhI koI zikAyata karatA hai ki mujhe yaha duHkha hai? aura sirpha ye manuSya hI rAta-dina 'mujhe yaha duHkha hai, aura vaha duHkha hai' kI zikAyata karate rahate haiM ! kisI pakSI kA aspatAla dekhA hai? kisI jAnavara ko nIMda kI golI khAnI par3atI hai? aura sirpha ina manuSyoM kI hI nIMda harAma ho gaI hai ki nIMda ke lie goliyA~ khAnI par3atI haiM! manuSya avatAra mokSa prApta karane ke lie hI hai aura vaha yadi nahIM mile to yaha mana-vacana-kAyA kA upayoga auroM ke lie karane kA hai, 'yoga-upayoga paropakArAya' jisakA jIvana paropakAra meM bItA, use koI kamI nahIM pdd'tii| khuda kA sukha jo dUsaroM ko de detA hai, usakA to kudarata saMbhAla letI hai, aisA niyama hai| tamAma du:khoM kA mUla kAraNa ajJAnatA hai| svayaM nAmarUpa bana baiThA hai, isalie duHkha kI paraMparA sarjita huI hai| jo khuda AtmarUpa hai use koI duHkha nahIM hai| vAstava meM duHkha hai yA nahIM vaha yadi buddhi se soce, to bhI samajha meM Ae aisA hai ki duHkha jaisA kucha hai hI nhiiN| dUsaroM kA sukha dekhakara, khuda ke pAsa vaha nahIM hai-aisA karake nayA duHkha mola letA hai, usake jaisI nAsamajhI aura koI nahIM hai| sacamuca meM duHkha to yadi bhojana nahIM mile, pAnI nahIM mile, saMDAsa-pezAba karane ko nahIM mile, use kahate haiN| jIvana jIne kI cAbI hI jaise kho nahIM gaI ho, usa taraha se jIvana jIte haiM! bhArata meM to 'phemilI oNrgenAijezana', vaha eka bar3A jJAna hai| ghara meM, bAhara sabhI jagaha kleza kisalie hote haiM, yaha jAnanA z2arUrI hai| baccoM ko kisa bAre meM 'ainkarejamenTa' denA cAhie aura kisameM nahIM, mA~-bApa ko yaha jAnanA z2arUrI nahIM hai? baccA bApa kI mUMcha khIMce, usase bApa khuza hokara sabhI ke sAmane bacce kI tArIfa kare, to kyA ise yogya kahA jAegA? mA~-bApa banane se pahale, mA~-bApa banane kA yogyatA patra prApta karanA z2arUrI honA caahie| zAdI karane se pahale pati yA patnI banane kA sarTIphikeTa prApta karanA z2arUrI honA cAhie, kyoMki mA~-bApa bananA bahuta bar3I 33

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'risponsibiliTI' hai, pradhAnamaMtrI se bhI adhika ! isa kAla meM baccoM ko cher3ane jAe~ to virodha kareM, aise haiM / zikSaka aura mA~-ba - bApa maoNDarna z2amAne ke baccoM kI mana:sthiti ko pahacAnakara eDajasTa hokara caleM, phira to bacce virodha karegeM hI nahIM ! bAkI khuda sudhareMge tabhI to dUsare ko sudhAra sakeMge / ghara meM, bAhara sabhI jagaha vyavahAra sabhI karanA hai, kahanA - karanA sabhI kucha, lekina vaha kaSAya rahita honA caahie| aura yahI kalA 'jJAnIpuruSa' se sIkhane jaisI hai ! sudhArane ke lie kica-kica karane se to balki saba bigar3atA hai, usake bajAya kica-kica karanA hI baMda ho jAe, tabhI se sAmanevAlA vyakti sudharane lgegaa| kisIke sAtha bakher3A ho jAe, to phira usake mana meM gA~Tha par3a jAtI hai| taba 'mauna' pakar3akara use vizvAsa meM lenA, vahI zreSTha upAya hai| baccoM ko sudhAranA ho to ghara meM 6-12 mahInoM taka mauna le lenA caahie| bacce pUcheM, utanA hI usakA javAba denA caahie| aura aMdara unake khUba - khUba pratikramaNa karane cAhie / sudhArane ke bajAya acchI bhAvanA karate rahanA caahie| bAkI 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke alAvA anya koI kisIko sudhAra nahIM sktaa| jo bina mA~gI salAha detA hai, vaha mUrkha mAnA jAtA hai| koI mA~ge tabhI salAha denI cAhie / ye sabhI 'rileTiva' saMbaMdha haiM / unheM 'riyala' mAnoge to mAra khAne kI bArI aaegii| baccoM ko tarIqe se pyAra karanA cAhie, unheM chAtI se dabAte nahIM rahanA cAhie! usase to baccA ghabarAkara kATa legA ! paise nala meM se pAnI kI taraha kharca karane haiM, baccoM ko aisA nahIM laganA caahie| baccoM kA ahaMkAra jAgRta hone ke bAda mA~-bApa use kucha bhI nahIM kaha skte| phira to Thokara khAkara jo bhI sIkhe vahI ThIka / jahA~ sabhI kucha karanA anivArya hai, aise saMsAra meM jise khuda kA mAnA, usIke 34

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pratikramaNa karake chUTa jAne jaisA hai| jahA~ para rAga hai, vahA~ para dveSa hogA hii| ghara meM baccoM ke sAtha DIliMga karate samaya 'glAsa vitha keyara' kA lebala par3hanA caahie| unheM hathor3e mArate raheMge to kyA hogA? prema se hI sAmanevAlA sudharatA hai| sAmanevAlA cAhe jitanA ulTA kare phira bhI usakA ulTA nahIM dikhe, vahI saccA prema hai ! mA~-bApa arthAt bAlakoM ke TrasTI / ghara ko bag2Ice ke rUpa meM dekhanA hai / kheta ke rUpa meM nahIM / jisa taraha bag2Ice meM koI mogarA, koI gulAba yA koI dhatUrA bhI hotA hai, vaise hI ghara meM alaga-alaga prAkRta phUloMvAle hote haiM / bApa mogarA hotA hai to vaha aisA Agraha rakhatA hai ki ghara ke sabhI loga mogare jaise hI baneM, to kaise calegA? vaha to phira kheta bana gayA ! bagIce kA maz2A hI nahIM AegA ! gArDanara bananA hai| jisameM mana-vacana-kAyA kI ekatA ho, vahI sAmanevAle ko sudhAra sakatA hai| eka A~kha meM prema aura dUsare meM saqhtI / isa taraha ke vyavahAra se vyavahAra Adarza rahegA / baccoM ko sudhArane ke lie unake sAtha mitratA karanI caahie| bacce prema DhU~Dhate haiN| ve prema se hI sudharate haiM / prema se to pUrA jagat vaza ho jAtA hai| I bAlakoM ko hararoz2a sUryapUjA karanA aura prArthanA karanA sikhAnA cAhie ki, 'mujhe tathA jagat ko sadbuddhi do, jagat kA kalyANa karo / ' pati-patnI ko eka-dUsare ko Amane-sAmane samAdhAna dene ke prayatna hoM to matabheda nahIM hoNge| mana meM taya karanA ki sAmanevAle ko samAdhAna denA hai aura 'samabhAva se nikAla ' karanA hai, bAda meM phira huA so nyAya / 'TakarAva TAlanA' jisake lie hara eka jagaha para yaha jIvanasUtra bana jAegA, usakA saMsAra pAra ho jAegA / sahana nahIM karanA hai, sahana karane 35

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se spriMga kI taraha vApasa uchlegaa| sahana nahIM karanA hai, 'solyUzana' lAnA hai| jahA~ apamAna ho, vahA~ para nyAya DhU~Dhane jAe to mUrkhatA hogI, vahA~ to 'tapa', vahI eka upAya hai| saMpUrNa svataMtra jagat meM ki jahA~ para kisImeM kisIkI daqhala nahIM hai, vahA~ para kisIko doSa dene kA rahA hI kahA~? ___TakarAva meM mauna hitkaarii| bAhara mauna aura aMdara ghamAsAna, ve donoM sAtha meM hoMge, to kAma kA nahIM hai| pahale mana kA mauna honA caahie| "eDajasTa evarIvhera' itanI hI AjJA yadi 'jJAnI' kI pAlI to usakA hala A jAegA! jo patnI para apanA jora calAne gae, ve nAcalaNIyA (khoTA sikkA) bana ge| usake bajAya pahale se hI khoTA sikkA bana gae hote to pUjA meM to baiTha pAte?! sAmanevAle ko samajhAne kI chUTa hai, DA~Tane kI nhiiN| mAnava-svabhAva apane nIcevAloM ko kucalatA rahatA hai aura UparI ko sAhaba-sAhaba karatA hai| 'anDarahenTa' kA rakSaNa karanA, vaha to dhyeya honA caahie| dIvAra se sira TakarA jAe, vahA~ para Apako kyA karanA cAhie? 'bhUla kisakI hai?' usakA patA lagAnA ho to dekha lenA kI bhugata kauna rahA hai? 'bhugate usakI bhuul|' ghara meM eka vyakti ke sAtha ekatA rahI, taba bhI bahuta ho gayA! ekatA arthAt kabhI bhI usake sAtha matabheda nahIM pdd'e| jahA~ para matabheda haiM, vahA~ para ciMtA, du:kha aura jhagar3e hai| jahA~ manabheda hai, vahA~ para ddaayvors| aura tanabheda hai vahA~ para arthii| baccoM ke sAmane mA~-bApa ko kabhI bhI jhagar3A nahIM karanA caahie| miyAMbhAI bIbI ko bahuta saMbhAlakara rakhate haiN| bAhara jhagar3a Ate haiM lekina ghara meM prema se rahate haiN| ghara meM hI jhagar3e kareM to acchA-acchA bhojana kahA~ 36

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se milegA? isIlie ve to bIbI ko jhUlA jhulAte haiN| 'patnI car3ha baiThegI' isa Dara se pati patnI ko dabAne jAtA hai aura kleza karatA hai! aise to kahIM patnI caDha baiThatI hogI?! striyoM ko kyA mache A jAe~gI? bhale hI kitanI bhI koziza kareM, phira bhI? patnI kI mA~ga pUrI nahIM kara sake aura patnI kleza karane jAe taba bhI, 'yAra, merI hAlata maiM jAnatA hU~, tU kyA jAne', karake patnI ko paTA letA hai! aura loga to 'tU mere sAmane kyoM bolI?' karake visphoTa kara dete haiM ! kisI bhI taraha se aisA kara denA ki visphoTa nahIM ho| ___ ApameM kaluSita bhAva nahIM rahe to sAmanevAle kA kaluSita bhAva calA jAegA! Apa zAMta haiM to sAmanevAlA bhI zAMta hai! jahA~ kleza hai vahA~ bhagavAna kA vAsa nahIM hai aura lakSmI bhI vahA~ para nahIM jAtI, Aja to saMskArI gharoM meM bhI roz2a subaha nAzte meM kleza hotA hai( !) jahA~ para kleza hai, vahA~ dharma hI nahIM hai! dharma kI zurUAta kleza rahita jIvana se hotI hai| vAipha ke sAtha avibhakta vANI honI caahie| 'merA-terA nahIM honA caahie|' 'apanA' honA caahie| ghara ke loga ulTA kareM, phira bhI khuda sIdhA kare, vaha samakita kI nizAnI hai| zAdI karane meM harja nahIM hai| saMsAra to 'TesTa ekjAminezana' hai| usameM 'TesTeDa' ho jAegA tabhI mokSa meM jA paaegaa| bharata cakravartI kI to 1300 rAniyA~ thIM, phira bhI ve mokSa meM gae! matabheda hone kA kAraNa ghora ajJAnatA hai! jaba puruSa meM prabhutva nahIM hotA, tabhI strI puruSa kI nahIM suntii| pahale puruSa kA prabhAva par3anA caahie| strI kI kitanI hI bhUloM ko vaha samajhadArI se calA le to usakA strI para prabhAva pdd'egaa| yaha to dAla meM namaka kama ho to bhI kalaha karatA hai phira prabhAva kahA~ se rahegA?! strIprakRti ko pUrI taraha se pahacAnakara usake bAda hI usake sAtha 37

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vyavahAra karanA caahie| mAna bhaMga ho jAe to striyoM use marate dama taka bhI nahIM bhUlatI aura rIsa rakhatI haiN| aura sAtha hI striyA~ devI bhI haiN| bagaira strIvAle puruSa kA saMsAra suzobhita nahIM hotaa| strI-puruSoM ko eka dUsare ke DipArTamenTa meM z2arA-sA bhI hastakSepa nahIM karanA caahie| 'ghara meM kisa cIz2a kI kamI hai, kyoM adhika kharca ho gayA' puruSa ko strI se aisA nahIM pUchanA caahie| aura strI ko bhI puruSa se 'vyApAra meM kyoM ghATA huA', aisA nahIM pUchanA caahie| aura eka-dUsare kI bhUloM ko bar3A mana rakhakara nibhA lenA caahie| strI ko kabhI bhI mAranA nahIM cAhie, anaMta janmoM taka bhaTakane kA kAraNa hai vaha ! apane Azraya meM Ae hue ko kaise kucala sakate haiM?! ghara ke logoM ko thor3A-sA bhI duHkha nahIM de, vahI sacamuca meM samajhadAra hai| zAdI karane ke lie yogya pAtra ko pasaMda karane meM Ajakala ke lar3ake-lar3akiyA~ jo cUMthAmaNa(bArabAra pasaMda nApasaMda karate haiM, mInamekha nikAlate haiM) karate haiM, use kyA zAdI karane kA tarIqA kaheMge? vAstava meM to lar3akA aura lar3akI ko dekhate hI AkarSaNa ho jAe to avazya hI pakkA RNAnubaMdha hai| aura AkarSaNa nahIM ho to baMda rkhnaa| usameM U~cI, nIcI, moTI, patalI, gorI, kAlI kA sthAna hI kahA~ rahatA hai? pUjya dAdAzrI kaoNmanasensa kI paribhASA dete haiM ki, 'evarIvhera eplIkebala, thyoriTikalI ez2a vela ez2a prekTikalI!' tAlA bhale hI kitanA bhI jaMga lagA huA ho phira bhI cAbI DAlate hI khula jAe usakA nAma 'koNmnsens'| 'kaoNmanasensa'vAle kahIM bhI, ghara meM yA bAhara matabheda nahIM par3ane dete| aisA to zAyada hI koI hogaa| pUrI z2indagI patnI ko sIdhI karane meM bIta gaI aura jaba marane taka sIdhI huI, taba agale janma meM dUsare ke hisse meM calI jAtI hai! karma alaga haiM isalie bichar3a hI jAe~ge na! yaha kyA hamezA kA sAtha hai?! eka janma jitanA hI hai na! isalie jo milA usake sAtha 'eDajasTa' kara lenaa| jitane 38

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'eDajasTamenTa' lie jAe~ge utanI usakI zakti vikasita hogii| sAmanevAle se sau bhUleM ho jAe~, phira bhI vahA~ nyAya yA niyama nahIM dekhanA hai| kisa taraha se samAdhAna ho, vahI dekhanA hai| kudarata ke nyAya se bAhara to kucha bhI nahIM honevAlA! hara eka ke vicAroM kI spIDa alaga-alaga hotI hai| kama 'rivolyUzana vAle ko adhikavAle kI bAta nahIM pahu~ca paatii| isalie adhika rivolyUzanavAle ko bIca meM 'kAunTarapulI' DAlanA sIkha lenA caahie| phira TakarAva nahIM hogaa| kica-kica karane se donoM kA bigar3atA hai! samyak tarIke se kahanA nahIM Ae to mauna behatara hai! TokanA isa taraha se cAhie kI jisase sAmanevAle ko duHkha nahIM ho| nahIM to TokanA baMda kara denA caahie| TakarAva kI jagaha para, Tokane ke badale pratikramaNa karanA, vaha uttama upAya hai| abolA (bolacAla baMda karanA) se bAta kA solyUzana nahIM ho pAtA, lekina samabhAva se nikAla karane se hI solyUzana ho pAtA hai| sarala ke sAtha meM sarala to hara koI rahatA hai, lekina saMpUrNa asarala ke sAmane sarala ho jAe to jaga jItA jA sakatA hai! koI lAla jhaMDI dikhAe to usakA doSa nahIM dekhakara, merI kyA bhUla huI hai, usakI khoja meM laga jAe to nayA doSa ba~dhanA ruka jAegA aura khuda kA purAnA doSa calA jaaegaa| vAstava meM khuda apanI hI bhUla ke kAraNa sAmanevAlA lAla jhaMDI dikhAtA hai| ghara meM jhagar3A karanA hI nahIM cAhie aura sAmanevAlA cAhe kitanA bhI jhagar3A karatA huA Ae, lekina hameM aisA 'jhagar3AprUpha' bana jAnA cAhie ki hameM kucha bhI jhaMjhaTa hI nahIM ho| jisake sAtha jhagar3A ho jAe aura yadi do ghaMTe bAda vApasa usake sAtha bole bagaira cale nahIM, to vahA~ para jhagar3ane kA kyA artha hai? Amane-sAmane zaMkA karane se visphoTa hotA hai! 'merI-merI' kahakara mamatA se lapeTA hai, use 'nahIM hai merI, nahIM hai

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merI' kahatA rahe to lapeTa khuleMgI! saMsAra meM sabhI ke sAtha 'laTakatI salAma' karake mokSa meM cale jAne jaisA hai| 'jJAnI' sabhI vyavahAra karate haiM, lekina AtmA meM rhkr| apane yahA~ kI bhAratIya nArI ke saMskAra to dekho! pUrI z2indagI bUr3hA bur3hiyA se jhagar3atA haiM, mAratA hai aura assI varSa kI umra meM bUr3hA cala base taba buDhiyA terahI kA dAna karatI hai aura 'tumhAre cAcA ko yaha bhAtA thA, yaha bhAtA thA' karake cArapAI para rakhatI hai! aura 'hara janma meM aise hI pati mileM' kahatI hai!! __ jo saMsAra nibhAe~, ve Adarza pati-patnI! ye to viSayAsakti se saMsAra calAte haiN| prema se nhiiN| jahA~ para prema ho vahA~ sAmanevAlA cAhe kucha bhI kare, gAliyA~ de, mAre taba bhI prema nahIM jaataa| prema meM samarpaNa hotA hai, balidAna hotA hai, potApaNuM (maiM hU~ aura merA hai-aisA AropaNa, merApana) nahIM hotaa| pati-patnI ke bIca meM sumela rakhane ke lie mana meM saiMkar3oM pratikramaNa roz2a karate jAo to yaha bhava aura parabhava donoM hI sudhara jaaeNge| kAma dhaMdhe kI kamAI ko kharca karanevAle kitane haiM? aura kAma kI ciMtA, upAdhi karanevAle kitane haiM? khuda akelA!!! sukha meM sabhI hissedAra aura duHkha ke.......? jisa dhaMdhe meM nukasAna huA, vahI dhaMdhA kamAkara detA hai| qarz2adAra ko eka hI bhAva rakhanA cAhie kI jaldI se jaldI se rupaye dUdha se dhokara cukA dene haiM! usase z2arUra cukAe jaaeNge| jisakI dAnata qharAba ho usakA bigar3atA hai| 'vyavasthita' grAhaka ko bhejatA hai| grAhaka kI ciMtA nahIM karanI cAhie, vaise hI adhika kamAI ko lAlaca meM jaldI dukAna kholane se kucha fAyadA ho jAegA, aisA nahIM hai| grAhaka kA intaz2Ara karanA, aMdara cir3hanA, kisIse chIna lene kA bhAva rakhanA, vaha saba ArtadhyAna aura raudradhyAna kahalAtA hai| 40

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prAmANikatA se eka prakAra kI muzkila AtI hai to aprAmANikatA se do prakAra kI AtI hai| prAmANikatA kI muzkiloM se chUTA jA sakatA hai, parantu aprAmANikatA kI muzkiloM se chUTanA muzkila hai| prAmANika to bahuta bar3A dharmiSTha kahalAtA hai| ___ vyApAra meM mana bigaDeMge to bhI utanA hI phAyadA hai aura mana sApha rakhegA to bhI utanA hI phAyadA milegA, aisA hai| "vyapAra meM dharma rakhanA, nahIM to adharma ghusa jaaegaa|" "vyApAra meM dharma honA cAhie, lekina dharma meM vyApAra nahIM honA caahie|" "nobala kiphAyata kro|" - dAdA bhagavAna ghara meM kiphAyata aisI karanI cAhie ki bAhara qharAba nahIM dikhe| udAra kiphAyata honI caahie| rasoI meM to kiphAyata karanI hI nahIM cAhie, bAkI sabhI jagaha kara sakate haiM! hara eka jIva kudarata kA mehamAna hai| mehamAna ko kucha ciMtA-upAdhi karanI hotI hai? jahA~ janma se pahale hI DaoNkTara, dAI aura dUdha kI vyavasthA ho jAtI hai, vahA~ para kisalie hAya-hAya karanI? mehamAna ko mAtra mehamAna jaisA vinaya rakhanA caahie| bhojana meM jo mile, jaisA mile, jaba mile, usameM kamI nikAle binA khA lenA caahie| sone ko kahe, uThane ko kahe usake anusAra rahanA caahie| zubhamArga para jAnA ho yA azubhamArga para, una donoM ko hI kudarata to kahatI hai, 'Ai vila helpa yU!' jahA~ para sinsIyAriTI aura moreliTI hotI hai, vahA~ para tamAma dharmoM kA sAra A jAtA hai| morAliTI arthAt khuda ke haqa kA aura AsAnI se mila jAe vaha sabhI bhogane kI chUTa hai| jo parAyoM ke prati sinsiyara rahA vaha khuda apane Apa ke prati sinsiyara raha paaegaa| 'jJAnIpuruSa' kA rAjIpA aura sinsiyAriTI, basa itanA hI ho to usakA kAma nikala jaaegaa| 41

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pUre jagat ke prati ansinsiyara, parantu jJAnI prati sinsiyara rahA taba bhI vaha mukta ho jaaegaa| vyavahAra Adarza ho jAegA, tabhI mokSa meM jAyA jA skegaa| Adarza vyavahAra arthAt kisI bhI jIva ko kiMcit mAtra bhI dukha nahIM ho| jJAnI kA vyavahAra Adarza hotA hai| sadvyavahAra ahaMkAra sahita hotA hai| zuddha vyavahAra ahaMkAra rahita hotA hai| gacchamata saMpradAya, zuddha vyavahAra meM nahIM hote| zuddha vyavahAra se hI mokSa hai| 'jJAnI' ke pAsa se bAta ko sahI, samajhapUrvaka samajhakara 'svarUpa jJAna prApta karake vyavahAra zuddha karake saMsAra jaMjAla meM se chUTa jAne jaisA hai| vItarAgadharma hI sarva du:khoM se chur3avAtA hai|

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anukramaNikA khaMDa-1 Atma vijJAna [1] 'maiM' kauna hU~? duniyA meM jAnane jaisA, mAtra... 1 'jJAnIpuruSa' to, bejor3a hI! 10 AtmA ko jAneM, kisa taraha? 2 sAmAnya jJAna:vizeSa jJAna 11 jJAna kI prApti, 'jJAnI' ke... 3 anubhavI ko,pahacAneM kisa taraha? 11 dRSTi badale, tabhI kAma hotA hai 5 anubhava hotA hai, taba to... 13 saMsAra vyavahAra kaisA... 6 jo sAkSAt huA, vahI 'jJAna' 14 ...aura AtmavyavahAra kaisA! 7 'jJAna', anAdi se vahI prakAza 15 mukti, mukti kA jJAna hone... 7 sat-asat kA viveka, jJAnI... 16 AtmA kA svarUpa, 'jJAna' hI 7 AtmAnubhava kise huA? pratyakSa ke binA baMdhana nahIM TUTate 8 vicAra karake AtmA jAnA jA... 17 kahA kyA? aura samajhe kyA? 9 'AtmA', svarUpa hI g2az2aba kA 18 bhrAMtirahita jJAna, jAnane jaisA hai 9 saMsAra, samasaraNa mArga ke saMyoga 19 vibhrAMta dazA! lekina kisakI? 10 'prayogI' alaga! prayoga alaga! 20 [2] ajJAzakti : prajJAzakti baMdhana, ajJA seH mukti prajJA se 21 ajJa, sthitaprajJa, prajJA-bheda kyA? 22 [3] pudgala, tatva ke rUpa meM pudgala kI guNazakti kauna-sI? 24 isameM AtmA kA kartApana hai? 31 karAmAta sArI pudgala kI hI 25 'DiscArja' parasattA ke adhIna 31 paramANuoM kI avasthA, kauna 26 vibhAvika pudgala se jaga aisA... 33 kauna-sI paramANuoM kI sUkSmatA, kitanI? ! 34 paramANu:asara alaga,kaSAya alaga 27 pudgala, tatvasvarUpa se avinAzI 34 pharsTa galana, sekanDa galana 27 pudgala bhAva,viyogI svabhAva ke 35 pudgala kA pAriNAmika svarUpa 28 jJAnI ke binA, yaha samajha meM... 35 pudgala, paramANu ke rUpa meM... 28 ...usameM tanmayAkAra hue to... 35 [4] svasattA-parasattA khuda kI sattA kitanI hogI?! 37 parasattA ko jAnanA, vahA~ para... 39 sattA, puNya se prApta... 37 vAha ! jJAnI ne svasattA kise... 40 ...lekina vaha sArI parasattA 38 jJAnI ke mAdhyama se, svasattA... 40 43

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[5] svapariNAma - parapariNAma svapariNati arthAt... 'jJAnI' ke pAsa se samajha lene... 42 jaba taka ajJAna, taba taka... 43 jJAnI ko, niraMtara svapariNati barte 43 puruSArtha, svapariNati meM bartane kA 44 vaha bhedavijJAna to jJAnI hI prApta karavAte haiM 45 42 jJAna, paramavinaya se prApta 47 donoM pariNAma, svabhAva se hI... 48 vyavahAra, kitanA adhika parAzrita 49 'akrama' kA, kaisA sAinTiphika.. 49 pudgala pAriNAmika bhAva se .... 50 cetana kA pAriNAmika bhAva, jJAtA.. 51 rAga-dveSa, ve bhI pAriNAmika bhAva 51 vyavahAra, upadhAtu pariNAma 52 pudgala - AtmA, svabhAva pariNAmI 53 [ 6 ] AtmA, tatvasvarUpI 54 AtmAH parama jyotisvarUpa 57 AtmAH sva-para prakAzaka nijapariNati kaba kahalAe ... kisa prakAra se svapariNati... 46 45 AtmAH kalpasvarUpa AtmAH UrdhvagAmI svabhAva siddhAtmA kI sthiti AtmaguNaH jJAna aura darzana 58 59 62 AtmAH guNadharma se abheda svarUpI 61 pariNamita avasthA meM AtmA zuddha 62 AtmAH dravya aura paryAya AtmAH jJAna kriyA dravya, guNa, paryAya se zuddhatva AtmAH paramAnaMda svarUpI AtmAH anaMta zakti 64 AtmAH caitanyaghana svarUpa AtmAH aguru-laghu svabhAva AtmAH arUpI AtmAH TaMkotkIrNa svabhAva AtmAH avyAbAdha svarUpa AtmAH avyaya AtmAH niraMjana, nirAkAra AtmAH amUrta " AvaraNa ke AdhAra para bhinnatA ajJAna se mukti, vahI mokSa AtmA kA dravya, kSetra AtmAH sUkSmatama jyotirliMga AtmAH prakAza svarUpa AtmAH sarvavyApaka AtmAH eka svabhAvI AtmAH svabhAva kA kartA 64 AtmAH anaMta pradeza 67 AtmAH vedaka ? nirvedaka ? 70 AtmAH zuddha upayoga 73 upayoga meM upayoga, vahI... 75 AtmAH kevalajJAna svarUpa 75 AtmAH asaMga 77 AtmAH nirlepa 78 mana-vacana-kAyA kI AdateM .. 78 saMyogaH para aura parAdhIna 79 prAkRta guNa: Atma guNa [7] AtmA ke bAre meM praznAnalI 106 AtmA hI paramAtmA 107 nidrA meM cetana kI sthiti 108 AtmA-anAtmA kA bhedAMkana 44 80 80 81 81 82 82 83 83 84 86 88 92 93 100 101 103 104 105 108 110 111

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rAhabara miTAe bhava kI bhaTakana 112 vajralepam bhaviSyati / 115 Atmasukha kI anubhUti 112 bhagavAna svarUpa, kaba? 116 chUTe dehAdhyAsa, vahA~... 113 AtmA mokSasvarUpa, to mokSa 117 deha aura AtmA kA bhinnatva 113 kisakA? ...vahA~ para hai saccA jJAna 114 brahma aura parabrahma kI pahacAna 118 __ [8] sUjha, udAsInatA sUjha, samasaraNa mArga kI dena 120 udAsInatA kise kahate haiM? 122 [9] pratiSThita AtmAHzuddhAtmA jagat kA adhiSThAna kyA hai? 125 vyavahAra AtmAH nizcaya AtmA 126 jJAnI' kauna? dAdA bhagavAna' kauna?129 [10] jagasaMcAlaka kI hakIkata jise bhagavAna mAnate haiM... 131 ...vaha to mikenikala... 132

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khaMDa-2 vyavahAra jJAna [1] jIvana jIne kI kalA aisI 'lAipha' meM kyA sAra? 133 aura aisI goThavaNI se sukha... 142 paraMtu vaha kalA kauna sikhalAe? 134 baira khape aura AnaMda bhI rahe 144 samajha kaisI? ki duHkhamaya... 136 sAhibI, phira bhI bhogate nahIM 146 aise zauka kI kahA~ z2arUrata hai? 138 saMsAra sahaja hI cale, vahA~... 147 kisameM hita? nizcita karanA par3egA140 [2] yoga-upayoga paropakArAya jIvana meM, mahat kArya hI ye do 149 paropakAra, pariNAma meM lAbha hI 150 paropakAra se puNya sAtha meM 149 3] duHkha vAstava meM hai? 'rAiTa bilIfa' vahA~ duHkha nahIM 154 ...nizcita karane jaisA 'projekTa' 158 duHkha to kaba mAnA jAtA hai? 154 ...mAtra bhAvanA hI karanI hai 158 'pemenTa' meM to samatA rakhanI... 156 [4] phaimili ArgenAijezana yaha to kaisI lAipha? 160 ...phira bhI ucita vyavahAra... 171 aisA saMskAra siMcana zobhA detA... 161 farz2a meM nATakIya raho 173 premamaya DIliMga-bacce sudhareMge... 162 baccoM ke sAtha 'glAsa vida keyara'174 ....nahIM to mauna rakhakara 'dekhate' raho163 ghara, eka bagIcA 175 ...khuda kA hI sudhArane kI z2arUrata164 usameM mUrchita hone jaisA hai hI... 177 daqhala nahIM, 'eDajasTa' hone... 165 vyavahAra normeliTIpUrvaka honA cAhie 177 sudhArane ke lie 'kahanA' baMda... 167 usakI to AzA hI mata rakhanA 179 rileTiva samajhakara upalaka rahanA 168 'mitratA', vaha bhI 'eDajasTamenTa' 179 salAha denI, paraMtu denI hI par3e... 169 kharA dharmodaya hI aba 180 aba, isa bhava meM to sa~bhAla le 170 saMskAra prApta karavAe, vaisA... 181 saccI sagAI yA parAI pIr3A? 170 isalie sadbhAvanA kI ora mor3o181 ___46

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[5] samajha se sohe gRhasaMsAra matabheda meM samAdhAna kisa prakAra? 183 DIliMga nahIM Ae, to doSa... 212 ...isalie TakarAva TAlo 185 'vyavahAra' ko 'isa' taraha se... 214 sahana? nahIM, solyuzana lAo 186 'mAra' kA phira badalA letI hai 217 hisAba cuke yA kaoNz2ez2a par3e? 188 phariyAda nahIM, nikAla lAnA hai 218 'nyAya svarUpa', vahA~ upAya tapa 188 sukha lene meM pha~sAva bar3hA 219 uttama to, eDajasTa evarIvhera 190 isa taraha zAdI nizcita hotI hai 219 ghara meM calana chor3anA to par3egA na?192 'jagat' baira vasUlatA hI hai 220 riekzanarI prayatna nahIM hI... 193 'kaoNmanasensa' se 'solyuzana'... 221 ...nahIM to prArthanA kA eDajasTamenTa194 rileTiva, aMta meM dagA samajha meM...222 'jJAnI' ke pAsa se eDajasTamenTa 194 kucha samajhanA to par3egA na? 223 Azrita ko kucalanA, ghora anyAya195 rileTiva meM to jor3anA 224 sAinsa samajhane jaisA 196 vaha sudharA huA kaba taka Tike? 225 jo bhugate usakI hI bhUla 197 eDajasTa ho jAe~, taba bhI sudhare 225 miyA~-bIvI 198 sudhArane ke badale sudharane... 226 jhagar3A karo, para bagIce meM 199 kise sudhArane kA adhikAra? 227 ...yaha to kaisA moha? 200 vyavahAra nibhAnA, eDajasTa hokara 227 ...aisA karake bhI kleza TAlA 200 nahIM to vyavahAra kI gutthiyA~... 230 matabheda se pahale hI sAvadhAnI 202 kAunTarapulI-eDajasTamenTa kI rIti 230 kleza bagaira kA ghara, maMdira jaisA 203 ulTA kahane se kalaha huI... 232 ulTI kamAI, kleza karAe 204 aho! vyavahAra kA matalaba hI... 233 prayoga to karake dekho 205 ...aura samyak kahane se kalaha...233 dharma kiyA (!) phira bhI kleza?205 Takora, ahaMkArapUrvaka nahIM karate 234 ...taba bhI hama sulTA kareM 206 yaha abolA to bojhA bar3hAe 235 'palaTakara' matabheda TAlA 207 prakRti ke anusAra eDajasTamenTa... 236 ...yaha to kaisA pha~sAva? 209 saralatA se bhI sulajha jAe 236 AkSepa, kitane duHkhadAyI! 210 ...sAmanevAle kA samAdhAna... 237 khar3akane meM, jokhimadArI khuda... 211 jhagar3A, roz2a to kaise pusAe? 238 prakRti pahacAnakara sAvadhAnI rakhanA211 'jhagar3AprUpha' ho jAne jaisA hai 239 47

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bairabIja meM se jhagar3oM jJAna se, bairabIja chUTe jaisA abhiprAya vaisA asara yaha sadvicAraNA, kitanI acchI zaMkA, vaha bhI lar3AI-jhagar3e... aisI vANI ko nibAha leM 240 240 241 241 242 qImata to sinsiyAriTI... 242 mamatA ke peca kholeM kisa taraha? 243 sabhI jagaha pha~sAva kahA~ jAe~ ? polampola kaba taka Dha~kanI ? 243 244 246 ... aise pha~sAva bar3hatA gayA ... use to 'laTakatI salAma !' eka ghaMTe kA gunAha, daMDa jiMdagI pUrI 248 aisI bhAvanA se chur3avAnevAle... 247 'jJAnI' chur3avAe~, saMsArajAla se [ 6 ] vyapAra, dharma sameta 259 259 jIvana kisalie kharca hue? vicAraNA karanI, ciMtA nahIM cukAne kI nIyata meM cokhe raho 260 ... jokhima samajhakara, nirbhaya rahanA 261 grAhakI ke bhI niyama haiM 261 aMta meM, vyavahAra Adarza... zuddha vyavahAra : sadvyavahAra pagalA ahaMkara, to lar3AI.... 248 aisI vANI bolane jaisI nahIM hai 249 saMsAra nibhAne ke saMskAra - kahA~ ? 250 isameM prema jaisA kahA~ rahA? 251 normeliTI, sIkhane jaisI 252 ... zaktiyA~ kitanI 'DAuna' gaI? 252 bhUla ke anusAra bhUlavAlA mile 253 zaktiyA~ khilAnevAlA cAhie pratikramaNa se, hisAba saba chUTeM ... to saMsAra asta ho [7] UparI kA vyavahAra anDarahainDa kI to rakSA karanI.... 266 sattA kA durupayoga, to.... [8] kudarata ke vahA~ gesTa kudarata, janma se hI hitakArI 269 para dakhalaMdAz2I se duHkha mola... 270 ... phira bhI kudarata, sadA madada... 272 prAmANikatA, bhagavAna kA ... 263 ... naphA-nukasAna meM, harSa - zoka... 263 vyApAra meM hitAhita 264 byAja lene meM Apatti ? 264 kifAyata, to 'nobala' rakhanI 265 [9] manuSyapana kI qImata 276 278 254 254 255 256 257 [10] Adarza vyavahAra 274 'inasinsiyAriTI' se bhI mokSa 275 267 48 Adarza vyavahAra se mokSArtha sadhe 279

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AptavANI zreNI-3 khaMDa : 1 Atma vijJAna [1] 'maiM' kauna hU~? duniyA meM jAnane jaisA, mAtra... jIvana kA lakSya kyA hai? 'maiM khuda kauna hU~' yahI DhU~Dhane kA lakSya honA cAhie, anya koI lakSya nahIM honA caahie| yadi maiM kauna hU~' kI khoja kara rahe hoM to vaha sahI rAstA hai athavA phira jo loga isa khoja meM par3e hue haiM aura auroM ko bhI 'yahI' khojanA sikhA rahe hoM, to ve vicAra sahI rAste para haiM, aisA kahA jaaegaa| bAkI, saba to jAnA huA hI hai na? aura jAnakara vApasa chor3anA hI hai na? kitane hI janmoM se jAnane ke hI prayatna kie haiM, lekina jo jAnanA hai, vahI nahIM jaanaa| tamAma zAstroM ne eka hI AvAz2a meM kahA hai ki AtmajJAna jaano| aba, AtmajJAna pustakoM meM nahIM hotaa| AtmajJAna hI sirpha aisA jJAna hai ki

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AptavANI-3 jo pustaka meM nahIM samA sktaa| AtmA avarNanIya, avaktavya, ni:zabda hai! vaha zAstra meM kisa taraha se samAegA? vaha to cAra veda aura jainoM ke cAra anuyogoM se Age kI bAta hai| cAra veda pUre ho jAe~, taba veda iTaselpha kahate haiM ki, 'disa iz2a naoNTa deTa, disa iz2a naoNTa dett| go Tu jnyaanii|' jainoM ke zAstra bhI kahate haiM ki jJAna 'jJAnI' ke hRdaya meM hai| zAstrajJAna se niber3A nahIM hai, anubhavajJAna se niber3A hai| AtmA jAnane se jAnA jA sake, aisA nahIM hai| AtmA to isa pUre varlDa kI guhyatam vastu hai| jagat jahA~ para AtmA ko mAna rahA hai, vahA~ para AtmA kI parachAI bhI nahIM hai| 'khuda' anaMta prAkRta avasthAoM meM se bAhara nikala hI nahIM pAtA, to vaha AtmA ko kisa taraha se prApta kara sakegA? AtmA milanA itanA AsAna nahIM hai| jagat jise AtmA mAna rahA hai, vaha mikenikala AtmA hai, jisa jJAna ko DhU~Dha rahA hai, vaha mikenikala AtmA kA DhU~Dha rahA hai| mUla AtmA kA to bhAna hI nahIM hai| japa karake, tapa karake, tyAga karake, dhyAna karake jise sthira karane jAtA hai, vaha caMcala ko hI sthira karane jAtA hai aura AtmA to khuda svabhAva se hI acala hai| svabhAva se jo acala hai, use AtmA kI acalatA kahate haiM, lekina yaha to nAsamajhI se khuda kI bhASA meM le jAte haiM, isalie asvAbhAvika acalatA prApta hotI hai! AtmA ko jAneM, kisa taraha? praznakartA : AtmA kI ArAdhanA kisa taraha karanI cAhie? dAdAzrI : 'jJAnIpuruSa' se mA~ga lenA ki mujhase AtmA kI ArAdhanA ho sake, aisA kara dIjie, to 'jJAnIpuruSa' kara deNge| 'jJAnIpuruSa' jo cAheM vaha kara sakate haiN| kyoMki ve khuda kisI bhI cIz2a ke kartA nahIM hote| bhagavAna bhI jinake vaza meM rahate haiM, ve 'jJAnIpuruSa' kyA nahIM kara sakate? phira bhI khuda saMpUrNa niahaMkArI pada meM hote haiM, nimitta pada meM hI hote haiN| AtmA, zabda se samajhA jA sake vaisA nahIM hai, saMjJA se samajhA jA sakatA hai| 'jJAnIpuruSa' ApakA AtmA saMjJA se jAgRta kara dete haiN| jaise ki yadi do gUMge loga hoM, to unakI bhASA alaga hI hotI hai, eka aise hAtha

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AptavANI-3 karatA hai aura dUsarA aise hAtha karatA hai, to donoM sTezana para pahu~ca jAte haiM! ve donoM apanI saMjJA se samajha jAte haiN| hameM usameM patA nahIM cala sktaa| usI taraha 'jJAnI' kI saMjJA ko jJAnI hI samajha sakate haiN| vaha to jaba 'jJAnI' kRpA barasAe~ aura saMjJA se samajhAe~, tabhI ApakA AtmA jAgRta ho sakatA hai| AtmA zabda-svarUpa nahIM hai, svabhAva-svarUpa hai| anaMta bheda se AtmA hai, anaMta guNadhAma hai, anaMta jJAnavAlA haiM, anaMta darzanavAlA hai, anaMta sukha kA dhAma hai aura anaMta pradezI hai| lekina abhI ApameM yaha saba AvRta hai| 'jJAnIpuruSa' AvaraNa tor3a dete haiN| unake eka-eka zabda meM aisA vacanabala hotA hai ki sabhI AvaraNa tor3a dete haiN| unakA eka-eka zabda pUre zAstra banA de! AtmA jJAna-svarUpa nahIM hai, vijJAna-svarUpa haiN| isalie vijJAna ko jaano| vItarAga vijJAna muzkila nahIM hai, lekina unake jJAtA aura dAtA nahIM hote| kabhI-kabhI hI jaba aise 'jJAnIpuruSa' prakaTa hote haiM, taba isakA spaSTIkaraNa mila jAtA hai| bAkI, agara sabase AsAna cIz2a hai to vaha vItarAga vijJAna hai, dUsare sabhI vijJAna muzkila haiN| anya prakAra ke vijJAna ke lie to risarca senTara banAne par3ate haiM aura patnI-baccoM ko to bAraha mahInoM taka bhUla jAe, taba risarca ho pAtI hai! aura yaha vItarAga vijJAna to, 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke pAsa gae, to prApta ho jAtA hai, AsAnI se prApta ho jAtA hai| praznakartA : 'maiM AtmA hU~' usakA jJAna kisa taraha se hotA hai? khuda anubhUti kisa taraha se kara sakatA hai? dAdAzrI : vaha anubhUti karavAne ke lie hI to 'hama' baiThe haiN| yahA~ para jaba hama 'jJAna' dete haiM, taba 'AtmA' aura 'anAtmA' donoM ko judA kara dete haiM aura phira Apako ghara bhejate haiN| jJAna kI prApti, 'jJAnI' ke mAdhyama se hI! bAkI, yaha khuda se ho sake aisA nahIM hai| agara khuda se ho sakatA to ye sAdhu, saMnyAsI sabhI karake baiTha cuke hote| lekina vahA~ to 'jJAnIpuruSa' kA hI kAma hai| 'jJAnIpuruSa' isake nimitta haiN|

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AptavANI-3 jisa prakAra ina davAIyoM ke lie DaoNkTara kI z2arUrata par3atI hai yA nahIM par3atI? yA phira Apa khuda ghara para davAIyA~ banA lete ho? vahA~ para kaise jAgRta rahate ho ki kucha bhUla ho jAegI to mara jAU~gA! aura yaha AtmA saMbaMdhI to khuda hI mi banA letA hai! zAstra khuda kI hI akla se, gurugama ke binA par3hakara aura miksca ra banAkara pI ge| ise bhagavAna ne svacchaMda kahA hai| isa svacchaMda se to anaMta janmoM kA maraNa ho gayA! davAI se to eka hI janma kA maraNa thA!!! loga TemparerI AtmA ko AtmA mAnate haiN| pItala ko sonA mAnakara sa~bhAlakara rakhate haiM aura jaba becane jAe~ to cAra Ane bhI nahIM mileM! yaha to 'jJAnIpuruSa' hI kaheM ki, 'pheMka de na! yaha sonA nahIM hai, pItala hai baphiMga kiyA huaa|' taba phira sonA to kaba kahalAegA? ki jaba vaha apane guNadharma sahita ho, tb| sonA, tAMbA inakA mikscara ho gayA ho aura usameM se yadi zuddha sonA nikAlanA ho to usakA vibhAjana karanA pdd'egaa| sonA, tAMbA, una sabhI ke guNadharmoM ko jAna legA, tabhI unakA vibhAjana kiyA jA skegaa| usI prakAra AtmA aura anAtmA ke guNoM ko jAnanA par3atA hai, usake bAda hI unakA vibhAjana ho sakatA hai| unake guNadharmoM ko kauna jAna sakatA hai? vaha to 'jJAnIpuruSa' hI ki jo varlDa ke greTesTa sAinTisTa haiM, ve hI jAna sakate haiM, aura ve hI donoM ko alaga kara sakate haiN| ve AtmA-anAtmA kA vibhAjana kara dete haiM itanA hI nahIM, lekina Apake pApoM ko jalAkara bhasmIbhUta kara dete haiM, divyacakSu dete haiM aura 'yaha jagat kyA hai? kisa taraha se cala rahA hai? kauna calAtA hai?' vagairaha sabhI spaSTa kara dete haiM, taba jAkara apanA pUrNa kAma hotA hai| AtmajJAna diyA jA sake yA liyA jA sake, aisI cIz2a nahIM hai| lekina yaha to 'akrama vijJAna' hai aura yaha Azcarya hai, isIlie yaha saMbhava ho sakA hai| to hamAre mAdhyama se AtmA prApta ho sakatA hai, aisA hai| kyA bhagavAna ko pahacAne binA cala sakatA hai? karor3oM janmoM ke puNya jAgeM taba 'jJAnI' ke darzana hote haiM, nahIM

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AptavANI-3 to darzana hI kahA~ se ho pAe~ge? jJAna kI prApti karane ke lie 'jJAnI' ko pahacAna! aura koI rAstA nahIM hai| DhU~DhanevAle ko mila hI jAte haiM! dRSTi badale, tabhI kAma hotA hai praznakartA : kisa taraha se Atma-svabhAva ko prApta kareM, yahI ArAdhanA mA~gate haiN| dAdAzrI : svabhAva ko prApta karanA, usIko samyak darzana kahate haiN| eka bAra samakita prApta kiyA to dRSTi badala jAtI hai| 'jagat kI vinAzI cIz2oM meM sukha hai' jo aise bhAva dikhAtI hai, vaha mithyAdRSTi hai| dRSTi 'isa ora' ghUma jAe to AtmA kA hI svabhAva dikhatA rahegA, vaha svabhAva-dRSTi kahalAtI hai| svabhAva-dRSTi avinAzI pada ko hI dikhAtI rahatI hai ! dRSTiphera se yaha jagat vidyamAna hai| 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke alAvA anya koI ApakI dRSTi nahIM badala sktaa| 'jJAnIpuruSa' divyacakSu dete haiM, prajJA jAgRta kara dete haiM taba dRSTi badala jAtI hai| apanA khuda kA AtmA to dikhatA hai, lekina dUsaroM ke bhI AtmA dikhate haiM, 'Atmavat sarva bhUteSu' ho jAtA hai| praznakartA : dRSTi, drazya aura dRSTA ke bAre meM smjhaaie| dAdAzrI : drazya aura dRSTA, ye donoM hamezA alaga hI hote haiN| drazya kahIM kisI dRSTA se cipaka nahIM pdd'taa| holI ko dekheM to kyA usase A~kha jala jAe~gI? duniyA meM kyA-kyA hai? drazya aura jJeya, vaise hI dRSTA aura jJAtA! ina pA~ca indriyoM se jo kucha dikhatA hai, ve sabhI jJeya haiM, drazya haiM, lekina inameM dRSTA kauna hai? jisa dizA meM ApakA mukhAraviMda hotA hai, usa tarapha kA (bAhya) darzana hotA hai, isalie phira dUsarI tarapha (AtmA kI tarapha) kA nahIM dikhtaa| jisa dizA meM dRSTi hotI hai, usI dizA meM jJAna-darzana-mana-buddhicitta-ahaMkAra sabhI pravRtta ho jAte haiN| jisa tarapha dRSTi hai, usa tarapha kA jJAna pravartana meM A jAtA hai| use darzana-jJAna aura cAritra kahA hai| aba jo yaha dehadRSTi, manodRSTi, saMsAradRSTi thI, use yadi koI AtmA kI tarapha

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AptavANI-3 ghumA de to AtmadRSTi utpanna ho jaaegii| aura phira usa tarapha kA darzana zurU ho jAtA hai, phira jJAna zurU ho jAtA hai aura aMta meM cAritra zurU ho jAtA hai| 'jJAnIpuruSa' sirpha itanA hI karate haiM ki jo dRSTi jahA~-tahA~ bAhara par3I huI thI, usa dRSTi ko dRSTA meM DAla dete haiN| arthAt jaba dRSTi mUla jagaha para fiTa ho jAe, tabhI mukti hotI hai| aura jo kucha hada taka ke hI drazyoM ko dekha sakatA thA, vahI sabhI drazyoM ko pUrI taraha se dekha aura jAna sakatA hai| 'jJAnIpuruSa' dRSTi ko dRSTA meM DAla dete haiM, taba 'Apako' pakkA patA cala jAtA hai ki 'maiM zuddhAtmA huuN|' dRSTi bhI aisA bolatI hai ki 'maiM zuddhAtmA huuN|' donoM meM aba judAI nahIM rahI, aikyabhAva ho gyaa| pahale dRSTi zuddhAtmA ko, khuda ke svarUpa ko DhU~Dha rahI thI, lekina mila nahIM rahA thaa| aba vaha dRSTi svabhAva sammukha ho gaI, isalie nirAkulatA utpanna hotI hai, varnA taba taka Akula-vyAkula rahatA hai| dehadRSTi aura manodRSTi se saMsAra milatA hai aura AtmadRSTi se mokSa milatA hai| AtmadRSTi ke sAmane sabhI mArga eka ho jAte haiM, vahA~ se Age kA rAstA eka hI haiN| AtmadRSTi, vaha mokSa kA prathama daravAz2A hai| jahA~ para lokadRSTi hai, vahA~ para paramAtmA nahIM hai| jahA~ para paramAtmA hai, vahA~ para lokadRSTi nahIM hai| saMsAra vyavahAra kaisA... zuddha jJAna, vahI paramAtmA hai| 'jaisA hai vaisA' yathArtha dikhA de, vaha zuddha jJAna hai| yathArtha dikhAne kA matalaba kyA hai? sabhI avinAzI aura vinAzI cIz2oM ko dikhaae| aura yaha viparIta jJAna to sirpha vinAzI cIz2oM ko hI dikhAtA hai| saMsAra meM to loga janma lete hI 'tU caMdUlAla hai', aisA ajJAna pradAna karate haiN| usase isa roMga bilIfa kA usa para asara ho jAtA hai ki 'maiM caMdUlAla hI huuN|' yaha viparIta jJAna hai| niyama aisA hai ki jaisI bilIfa hotI hai, vaisA hI jJAna mila AtA hai, aura phira vaisA hI vartana meM A jAtA hai| saMsAra kA matalaba kyA hai? viparIta jJAna meM DubakiyA~ lgaanaa| aba isameM se kisa taraha se chUTa bhAge becArA!

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AptavANI-3 . . . aura AtmavyavahAra kaisA! praznakartA : saMsAravyavahAra meM aura AtmavyavahAra meM pharka kyA hai? dAdAzrI : saMsAravyavahAra kriyAtmaka hai aura AtmavyavahAra jJAnAtmaka hai| eka kriyA karatA hai aura dUsarA 'dekhatA' rahatA hai| jo karatA hai, vaha jAnatA nahIM hai aura jo jAnatA hai, vaha karatA nahIM hai| karanevAlA aura jAnanevAlA kabhI bhI eka nahIM hotA, alaga hI hote haiN| alaga the, alaga haiM aura alaga rheNge| chaha mahIne taka lagAtAra yadi aMdaravAle bhagavAna ko saMbodhita karake kahe ki 'he bhagavAna! jJAna ApakA aura kriyA merI', taba bhI ve bhagavAna mila jAe~, aise haiN| indriya jJAna ke adhIna dekhanA-jAnanA, vaha rAga-dveSavAlA hai| atindriya jJAna ke adhIna jAnane-dekhane kA adhikAra hai, usake binA jAnane-dekhane kA adhikAra nahIM hai| kaI loga kahate haiM na ki, 'hama jJAtAdRSTA rahate haiN|' lekina kisakA jJAtA-dRSTA? tU abhI taka caMdUlAla hai na? AtmA ho jAne ke bAda, AtmA kA lakSya baiThane ke bAda jJAtA-dRSTApada zurU hotA hai| mukti, mukti kA jJAna hone ke bAda praznakartA : mukti kise kahate haiM? dAdAzrI : abhI Apako kucha aisA nahIM lagatA ki Apa ba~dhe hue ho? praznakartA : lagatA hai| dAdAzrI : sabase pahale 'baMdhana meM hU~', aisA jJAna honA caahie| baMdhana hai isalie mukti kA jJAna honA caahie| 'maiM mukta hU~' aisA jJAna ho jAe taba mukti hogI! AtmA kA svarUpa, 'jJAna' hI praznakartA : jJAna kA svarUpa kyA hai?

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AptavANI-3 dAdAzrI : jJAna kA svarUpa AtmA hai aura AtmA kA svarUpa hI jJAna hai| jJAna hI AtmA hai| 'maiM caMdUlAla hU~', aisI jo Apako zraddhA hai, vaha roMga bilIfa hai| aura isa zraddhA se hI yaha janma-janma kI bhaTakana zurU ho gaI hai| 'jJAnIpuruSa' jaba isa roMga bilIfa ko phrekcara kara dete haiM, taba rAiTa bilIfa ho jAtI hai, taba 'use' jJAna kA svarUpa samajha meM AtA hai| jJAna kA svarUpa samajhane ke bAda ekadama pravartana meM nahIM aataa| samajhane ke bAda dhIre-dhIre satsaMga se jJAna-darzana bar3hatA jAtA hai aura usake bAda pravartana meM AtA jAtA hai| pratarvana meM Ane para jaba 'kevala' Atmapravartana meM A jAe, vahI 'kevalajJAna' kahalAtA hai| darzana-jJAna ke alAvA anya koI pravartana nahIM ho, use 'kevalajJAna' kahate haiN| ___ pratyakSa ke binA baMdhana nahIM TUTate praznakartA : jJAna kyA hai? dAdAzrI : jJAna khuda hI AtmA hai| praznakartA : to yaha jo zAstroM kA jJAna hai, vaha kyA hai? dAdAzrI : vaha zrutajJAna kahalAtA hai yA phira smRtijJAna kahalAtA hai| vaha AtmajJAna nahIM hai| pustakoM meM AyA ki vaha jar3a ho gyaa| praznakartA : yadi zAstroM meM bhagavAna kI vANI ho, to bhI vaha jar3a kahalAegI? dAdAzrI : bhagavAna kI vANI bhI jaba pustaka meM utare, taba jar3a kahalAtI hai| sunate haiM, taba vaha cetana kahalAtI hai| lekina vaha daraasala cetana nahIM khlaatii| cetanaparyAya ko chUkara nikalane ke kAraNa vaha vANI cetana jaisA phala detI hai, isIlie use pratyakSa vANI, prakaTa vANI kahate haiN| aura ina zAstroM meM jo utara gayA, vaha jar3a ho gayA, vaha cetana ko jAgRta nahIM kara sktaa| praznakartA : yaha to kitane hI kAla se zAstroM ke AdhAra para hI calA AyA hai|

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AptavANI-3 dAdAzrI : vaha to aise hI calatA hai| jaba taka 'jJAnI' hoMge, prakAza hogA, taba taka ApakA dIyA prakaTa hogA, nahIM to ye kriyAkAMDa calate rheNge| praznakartA : maMtra jApa se mokSa milatA hai yA jJAnamArga se mokSa milatA hai? I dAdAzrI : maMtra - jApa Apako saMsAra meM zAMti detA hai / mana ko zAMta kare, vaha mNtr| usase bhautika sukha milate haiM / aura mokSa to jJAnamArga ke binA nahIM ho sktaa| ajJAna se baMdhana hai aura jJAna se mukti hai / isa jagat meM jo jJAna cala rahA hai, vaha indriya jJAna hai / vaha bhrAMti hai, atindraya jJAna hI daraasala jJAna hai / kahA kyA? aura samajhe kyA ? praznakartA : sabhI dharma kahate haiM, 'merI zaraNa meM A jA' to jIva ko kisakI zaraNa meM jAnA cAhie? dAdAzrI : sabhI dharmoM meM tatva kyA hai? vaha yaha hai ki, 'khuda zuddhAtmA hai', vaha jaannaa| zuddhAtmA hI kRSNa hai, zuddhAtmA hI mahAvIra hai, zuddhAtmA hI bhagavAna hai| 'sabhI dharmoM ko chor3a de aura merI zaraNa meM A jA', aisA kahate haiN| yAnI ve yaha kahanA cAhate haiM ki, 'tU isa deha dharma ko chor3a de, manodharma ko chor3a de, sabhI indriya dharma ko chor3a de aura khuda ke svAbhAvika dharma meM A jA, Atmadharma meM A jA / ' aba, loga ise ulTA smjhe| merI zaraNa meM arthAt kRSNa bhagavAna kI zaraNa meM, aisA samajhe / aura ye loga kRSNa kise samajhate haiM? muralIvAle ko ! cupar3ane kI davAI ko pI jAe, usameM DaoNkTara kA kyA doSa? aise hI ye pI gae aura isIlie bhaTaka rahe haiM! bhrAMtirahita jJAna, jAnane jaisA hai abhI taka jo jAnA hai, par3hA hai, vaha saba bhrAMti hai| bhrAMti meM kaba taka par3e raheMge? kaisA lagatA hai Apako? jitanI bhI AtmA kI bAteM karate haiM, ve sabhI bAteM bhrAMti meM rahakara karate rahate haiM / bhrAMti se bAhara nikalA huA honA caahie| usakA phala kyA AtA hai? bhrAMtirahita phala AegA,

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AptavANI-3 nirAkulatA utpanna hogii| pUrA jagat AkulatA-vyAkulatA meM pha~sA huA hai| nirAkulatA to siddha bhagavAna ke ATha guNoM meM se eka hai| yadi riyala vastu prApta ho jAe to nirAkulatA utpanna ho jAegI, nahIM to kabhI bhI aMta hI nahIM aaegaa| anaMta janmoM se isa bhrAMtajJAna ko to jAnate hI Ae haiM na? praznakartA : bhrAMti hI mAyAvAda hai? bhrAMti ke bAre meM adhika samajhAie? dAdAzrI : bhrAMti aura mAyAvAda eka hI hai| nija svarUpa kA ajJAna hI pahale naMbara kI bhrAMti hai| bhrAMti arthAt jo nahIM hai usakI kalpanA honA, vaha / AtmajJAna, vaha kalpita vastu nahIM hai| vahA~ para zabda bolane se nahIM calatA, vaha anubhavasahita honA caahie| selpha kA riyalAiz2ezana honA caahie| jaisA ina pustakoM meM likhA huA hai, AtmA vaisA nahIM hai| maiM kauna hU~', use jAnanA, vaha zabdaprayoga nahIM hai, anubhavaprayoga hai| bAta ko samajhanA hai| bAta ko samajhe to mokSa sahaja hI hai| nahIM to koTi upAya karane se, ulTA hokara jala mare, taba bhI mokSa ho sake aisA nahIM hai| puNya kA baMdhana hogA, lekina baMdhana to hogA hii| vibhrAMta dazA! lekina kisakI? jaba taka saMbaMdha hai, taba taka baMdha hai| khuda ke svarUpa meM A jAe to saMbaMdha se mukta ho jAtA hai| saMbaMdha arthAt kyA? nAma, vaha saMbaMdha hai| 'maiM puSpA hU~, inakI beTI hU~', vaha saMbaMdha hai| khuda ke svabhAva meM A jAe to khuda asaMga hI hai, nirlepa hI hai| anaMtakAla se vibhrAMtadazA meM hI hai| AtmA ko vibhrAMti nahIM hotii| yaha to manuSya ko vibhrAMti hotI hai! yaha to kucha kaoNz2ez2a utpanna hone se, saMyogoM ke dabAva se vibhAvika jJAna utpanna ho jAtA hai, isalie isameM manuSya gunahagAra nahIM hai| bhrAMti se gunahagAra dikhatA hai, aura jJAna se to nirdoSa hI hai| 'jJAnI' ko pUrA jagat nirdoSa dikhatA hai| 'jJAnIpuruSa' to, bejor3a hI! praznakartA : 'jJAnI' arthAt riyalAiz2Da sola (AtmA)?

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AptavANI-3 dAdAzrI : 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke alAvA koI bhI vyakti selpha rialAiz2ezanavAlA nahIM hotaa| AtmajJAnI, vaha pada AsAna nahIM hai| bAkI jJAnI to bahuta taraha ke hote haiN| zAstrajJAnI hote haiM, anya prakAra ke jJAnI hote haiM, yaha to hindustAna hai| sAmAnya jJAna : vizeSa jJAna praznakartA : 'AptavANI' meM eka vAkya hai- 'sAmAnya jJAna meM rahanA, vizeSa jJAna meM mata jAnA', ise smjhaaie| dAdAzrI : abhI jo vizeSa jJAna hai, vaha buddhi meM jAtA hai aura buddhi ke sAtha hamezA ahaMkAra hotA hI hai| sAmAnya jJAna arthAt sabhI meM zuddhAtmA 'dekhate' rhnaa| yadi hama jaMgala meM gae hoM aura sabhI per3oM ke zuddhAtmA svarUpa se darzana kareM, to use sAmAnya jJAna kahate haiN| aura yaha per3a nIma kA hai, yaha Ama kA hai, isa taraha se dekhanA, vaha vizeSa jJAna kahalAtA hai| sAmAnya jJAna arthAt darzana upyog| praznakartA : vizeSa jJAna aura saMcita jJAna meM kyA pharka hai? dAdAzrI : vizeSa jJAna meM buddhi kA upayoga hotA hai aura saMcita jJAna meM citta kA upayoga hotA hai| buddhi kabhI galata siddha ho sakatI hai ki, 'yaha per3a maiMne kahIM para dekhA hai, bhUla gayA hU~', isa taraha buddhi ko ulTa-palaTa karake yAda karanA par3atA hai| anubhavI ko, pahacAneM kisa taraha? praznakartA : hameM AtmA pakar3anA hai, pakar3ane jAte haiM, bahuta hI icchA hotI hai, lekina pakar3a meM kyoM nahIM AtA? dAdAzrI : vaha aise pakar3a meM nahIM A sktaa| AtmA to kyA, AtmA kI parachAI taka pakar3a meM A sake, aisA nahIM hai| AtmA kI parachAI ko pakar3a le na, to bhI kabhI na kabhI AtmA mila jaaegaa| praznakartA : sva-para prakAzaka, aisI caitanya sattA kA anubhava ho gayA hai, vaha kaise samajha meM AegA?

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AptavANI-3 dAdAzrI : apanI jeba kATa le taba bhI rAga-dveSa nahIM ho, koI gAliyA~ de to bhI rAga-dveSa nahIM ho, taba hameM samajhanA hai ki caitanya sattA kA hameM anubhava hai| usase Age yadi parIkSA karanI ho to hAtha kATa de, kAna kATa de taba bhI rAga-dveSa nahIM ho to samajhanA kI caitanya sattA kA anubhava hai| caitanya sattA kA anubhava ho, taba nirlepa bhAva hI rahatA hai| samudra meM rahane ke bAvajUda bhI pAnI chUtA nahIM hai|! praznakartA : jise aisA anubhava hai, usa vyakti ko kisa taraha se parakhA jA sakatA hai? dAdAzrI : vaha to Apa use do gAliyA~ do to patA cala jaaegaa| jaba use cher3o, taba vaha phana phailAtA hai yA nahIM phailAtA, usakA patA nahIM calegA? praznakartA : kaI bAra kucha logoM kI aisI zAMtadazA ho, tabhI ve zAMta raha sakeMge na? dAdAzrI : hA~, kisI-kisI kI zAMtadazA raha sakatI hai| isa prayoga meM se ve baca jAe to dUsarA upAya karanA pdd'egaa| jahA~ para ahaMkAra, mamatA nahIM hai, vahA~ para sva-para prakAzaka AtmA hai| praznakartA : isa caitanya sattA kA jise anubhava hai, use to jJAnI kahate haiM na? dAdAzrI : hA~, ve jJAnI hI kahalAte haiN| praznakartA : aise jJAnI chipe rahate haiM, unheM pahacAnanA muzkila hai| dAdAzrI : chipe hue meM jJAna hotA hI nhiiN| jJAnI to saMsAra meM ghUmate rahate haiN| jJAnI chipe hue raha hI nahIM skte| unhoMne khuda ne jo sukha prApta kiyA hai, vahI sukha sabhIko dene kI bhAvanA jJAnI meM hotI hai, isalie 'jJAnI' jaMgala meM nahIM milte| praznakartA : jJAnI saMsAra meM bhale hI hoM, lekina jIva unheM pahacAna nahIM pAte na, ki ye jJAnI haiM?

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AptavANI- -3 dAdAzrI : aise nahIM pahacAna sakate, lekina unake zabdoM para se patA cala jAtA hai| are, unakI A~kheM dekhakara hI patA cala jAtA hai / jisa taraha ye pulisavAle badamAza kI A~kha dekhakara jA~ca karate haiM na, ki yaha badamAza lagatA hai| usI taraha A~kheM dekhakara vItarAgI kA bhI patA calatA hai| 13 anubhava hotA hai, taba to .... perAlisisa hone para bhI sukha nahIM jAe, vahI AtmAnubhava kahalAtA hai| sira du:khe, bhUkha lage, bAhara bhale hI kitanI bhI muzkileM Ae~, lekina aMdara kI zAtA (sukha pariNAma) nahIM jAtI, use AtmAnubhava kahA hai| AtmAnubhava to duHkha ko bhI sukha meM badala detA hai aura mithyAtvI ko to sukha meM bhI duHkha mahasUsa hotA hai / kyoMki dRSTi meM pharka hai / yathArtha, jaisA hai vaisA nahIM dikhatA, ulTA dikhatA hai / mAtra dRSTi badalane kI z2arUrata hai| bAkI, kriyAe~ lAkhoM janmoM taka karate rahoge, phira bhI usake phala svarUpa saMsAra hI milegA / dRSTi badalanI hai| ajJAna se utpanna kie hue kA jJAna se chedana karanA hai| pudgala (jo pUraNa aura galana hotA hai) meM jo khalabalI hai, vaha baMda ho jAegI, taba AtmA kA anubhava hogaa| praznakartA : 'AtmAnubhava huA hai', aisA kaba kahA jA sakatA hai? dAdAzrI : 'khuda' kI pratIti ho jAe, taba / 'khuda AtmA hai', aisI pratIti khuda ko ho jAe aura 'maiM caMdUlAla hU~', vaha bAta galata nikalI, jaba aisA anubhava ho, taba jAnanA ki ajJAna gayA / jJAniyoM ne AtmA kA anubhava kise kahA hai? kala taka jo dikhatA thA, vaha khatma ho gayA aura naI taraha kA dikhane lagA / anaMta janmoM se bhaTaka rahe the, aura jo rileTiva dikha rahA thA vaha gayA aura naI hI taraha kA riyala dikhanA zurU ho gayA, yahI AtmA kA anubhava hai! drazya ko adrazya kiyA aura adrazya thA, vaha drazya ho gayA !! jo thyoriTikala hai, vaha anubhava nahIM khlaataa| vaha to samajha kahalAtI hai| aura prekTikala, vaha anubhava kahalAtA hai / jise AtmA kA saMpUrNa anubhava ho cukA hai, ve 'jJAnIpuruSa' kahalAte

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AptavANI - 3 haiN| ve pUre brahmAMDa kA varNana kara sakate haiN| sabhI javAba de sakate haiM / cAhe kucha bhI pUche, khudA kA pUche, krAisTa kA pUche, kRSNa kA pUche yA mahAvIra kA pUche, to bhI 'jJAnI' usake javAba de sakate haiM / isa 'akrama vijJAna' ke mAdhyama se Apako bhI AtmAnubhava hI prApta huA hai| lekina vaha Apako AsAnI se prApta ho gayA hai, isalie Apako khuda ko lAbha hotA hai, pragati kI jA sakatI hai| vizeSa rUpa se 'jJAnI' ke paricaya meM rahakara samajha lenA hai| karanA kucha bhI nahIM hai / kramika mArga meM to kitanA adhika prayatna karane para AtmA qhyAla meM AtA hai, vaha bhI bahuta aspaSTa aura lakSya to baiThatA hI nhiiN| use lakSya meM rakhanA par3atA hai ki AtmA aisA hai / aura Apako to akrama mArga meM sIdhA AtmAnubhava hI ho jAtA hai / / 14 jo sAkSAt huA, vahI 'jJAna' dAdAzrI : zuddhAtmA kA lakSya rahatA hai aapko| praznakartA : hA~ jI / dAdAzrI : kitane samaya taka rahatA hai ? praznakartA : niraMtara / Apane jJAna diyA taba se hI niraMtara rahatA hai / dAdAzrI : AtmAnubhava ke binA lakSya raha hI nahIM sktaa| nIMda meM se jAgo to turanta lakSya A jAtA hai na? praznakartA : hA~, turanta hI / apane Apa hI, A~kha khulate hI sabase pahale 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~', lakSya meM A jAtA hai| dAdAzrI : isIko sAkSAtkAra kahate haiM, ise jJAna kahate haiM / aura jo jJAna sAkSAt nahIM hotA, use ajJAna kahate haiM / AtmA kI pratIti baiThanI hI bahuta muzkila hai to lakSya aura anubhava kI to bAta hI kyA karanI ? AtmA kI pratIti arthAt niHzaMkatA, 'yahI AtmA hai' aisA pakkA patA cala jAnA, vaha / aisA hama Apako karavA dete haiM / isIlie to aMdara Apake bhItara mana-buddhi- citta - ahaMkAra saba ni:zaMka ho jAte haiN|

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AptavANI-3 15 jJAna to use kahate haiM ki kisI bhI saMyoga meM hAz2ira ho jaae| hara eka samaya meM, jahA~ jAo vahA~ hAz2ira ho jaae| hAz2ira hokara vApasa samAdhAna de| apanA yaha jJAna sarvasamAdhAnakArI jJAna hai| kisI bhI dravya meM samAdhAna rahatA hai, kisI bhI kSetra meM samAdhAna rahatA hai aura kisI bhI samaya para samAdhAna rahatA hai, aisA yaha vijJAna hai| koI gAlI de, jeba kATa le to bhI usa ghar3I yaha jJAna samAdhAna degaa| jJAna sAvadhAna karatA rahatA hai, nirNtr| praznakartA : 'mujhe jJAna kA riyalAiz2ezana cAhie', aisA kise kahate haiM? dAdAzrI : sirpha riyalAiz2ezana hI nahIM, lekina jo hamezA Apake sAtha rahe, vahI jJAna hai| 'jJAna', anAdi se vahI prakAza duSamakAla, suSamakAla, kaliyuga, satyuga sabakucha badalatA hai, lekina jJAna to anAdikAla se yahI kA yahI hai| vItarAgoM kA amara jJAna hai| jJAna arthAt prkaash| prakAza meM eka bhI Thokara nahIM lagatI, ciMtA nahIM hotii| 'yaha' vItarAgoM kA jJAna hai| jaina, vaiSNava vagairaha to vItarAga jJAna lAne ke sAdhana haiN| jJAna 'jJAnI' ke pAsa se hI milA huA honA cAhie, tabhI ekz2ekTa TAima para hAz2ira hogaa| yoM hI gappa nahIM clegii| jo khuda kA kalyANa kareM aura auroM kA bhI kalyANa kareM, ve 'jJAnI'! AtmajJAna ke binA siddhi nahIM hai| dUsare sabhI upAya haThayoga haiN| jJAna anya kisI bhI taraha se prApta nahIM hotaa| ajJAna gayA taba se hI mukti kA anubhava hotA hai| ajJAna se baMdhana hai| kisakA ajJAna? khuda khuda kA hI ajJAna hai| kRSNa bhagavAna ne ise guhyatama vijJAna kahA hai, guhya ko hI koI nahIM samajha sakatA, to guhyatara aura guhyatama kaba samajha meM AegA? __ paudgalika lena-dena kA vyavahAra jisakA baMda ho cukA hai, use ni:zaMka AtmA prApta ho gayA, aisA kahA jaaegaa| use kSAyaka samakita kahA

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AptavANI-3 jAtA hai ki jo kRSNa bhagavAna ko thaa| saMpUrNa bhIkha jAne ke bAda hI jagat 'jaisA hai vaisA' dikhatA hai| AtmajJAna ho jAe, taba khuda brahmAMDa kA svAmI bana jAtA hai ! taba taka bhakta kahalAtA hai| AtmajJAna hone ke bAda khuda bhakta bhI hai aura bhagavAna bhI hai| phira khuda, khuda kI hI bhakti karatA hai| sat-asat kA viveka, jJAnI kI bhASA meM sat aura asat kA saMpUrNa viveka to 'jJAnIpuruSa' ko hI hotA hai| jagat asat ko sat mAnatA hai| yaha sat aisA hai aura asat aisA hai', aisA jAnanA, use samyak darzana kahA hai| kucha loga sthUla asat ko sat kahate haiN| kucha loga sUkSma asat ko sata kahate haiN| kucha loga sUkSmatara asat ko sat kahate haiN| kucha loga sUkSmatama asat ko sat kahate haiN| saMpUrNa asat ko jo jAnatA hai, vaha sat ko jAnatA hai| saMpUrNa ajJAna ko jAna le, to usake usa pAra jJAna hai| kaMkar3a ko pahacAnanA A gayA to gehU~ ko jAnA jA sakatA hai athavA gehU~ ko jAna le to kaMkar3a ko jAnA jA sakatA hai| avasthAe~ asat haiM, nAzavaMta haiN| AtmA sat hai, avinAzI hai| avinAzI ko vinAzI kI ciMtA nahIM karanI hotii| AtmAnubhava kise huA? praznakartA : AtmAnubhava kise hotA hai? anubhava karanevAlA kauna hai? dAdAzrI : 'khuda' ko hI hotA hai| ajJAna se jo bhrAMti khar3I huI thI, vaha calI jAtI hai aura astitvapana vApasa ThikAne para A jAtA hai| 'maiM caMdUbhAI hU~' aisA 'jise' bhAna thA, use usakA vaha bhAna maiM chur3avA detA hU~ aura usIko 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~' kA bhAna hotA hai| jo sUkSmatama ahaMkAra hai ki jisakA phoTo nahIM liyA jA sakatA, jo AkAza jaisA hai, use anubhava hotA hai| maiM caMdUbhAI hU~', vaha sthUla ahaMkAra chUTa gayA, phira sUkSma, sUkSmatara aura aMta meM sUkSmatama ahaMkAra rahatA hai| sUkSmatama ahaMkAra ko

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AptavANI-3 anubhava hotA hai ki 'maiM zuddhAtmA huuN'| jo Aja taka ulTA calA thA, vaha vApasa palaTatA hai| 'isa' jJAna ke bAda meM ApameM aba sthUla ahaMkAra bacatA hai, ki jo nirjiva hai, sajIva bhAga khiMca gyaa| sthUla ahaMkAra kA phoTo liyA jA sakatA hai| phira bacatA hai sUkSma, sUkSmatara aura sUkSmatama ahaMkAra, ki jise anubhava hotA hai| yaha kisake jaisI bAta hai? bAtacIta karate samaya DojiMga ho jAe aura vApasa bAtacIta kre| isameM 'kise DojiMga huA aura kisane jAnA' usake jaisA hai! vicAra karake AtmA jAnA jA sakatA hai? praznakartA : vicAra karake kyA AtmajJAna prApta ho sakatA hai? dAdAzrI : vicAra, vaha bahuta AvaraNavAlA jJAna hai, vaha rileTiva jJAna kahalAtA hai| nirvicAra, vaha riyala jJAna mAnA jAtA hai| nirvicAra dazA, vaha jJAna kI 'ebsolyUTa' dazA hai| vicAra karake Apa yadi bhagavAna ko DhU~Dha rahe ho, taba to abhI taka Apa sthUla meM hI ho| usake bAda sUkSma, sUkSmatara aura sUkSmatama meM jAoge, taba khudA dikheNge| bAkI, vicAra to usa tarapha le jAnevAlI cIz2a hai| vicAra aura zabda AvaraNavAle haiN| jaba taka zabda haiM, taba taka AvaraNa haiN| jahA~ para zabda nahIM pahu~catA, vicAra nahIM pahu~catA, vahA~ para khudA baiThe hue haiN| praznakartA : AtmA ko alaga kiyA, to kyA usakI utpatti vicAra meM se nahIM hotI? dAdAzrI : vicAra bahuta alaga cIz2a hai| AtmA usase bilkula alaga hI vastu hai, lekina bhrAMti se aisA lagatA hai ki 'mujhe vicAra A rahe haiN|' bhrAMti kI vaha gAMTha TUTa jAnI caahie| 'maiM caMdUlAla hU~', vaha bhrAMtibhAva TUTa jAegA to hala A jaaegaa| praznakartA : Atma sthiti satata rahatI hai yA vicAra kI mAfika kSaNika rahatI hai? dAdAzrI : jo kSaNika rahe, vaha AtmA hI nahIM khlaataa| niraMtara rahe tabhI 'AtmA prApta huA hai', aisA kahA jaaegaa|

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AptavANI-3 praznakartA : hamAre aMdara to niraMtara saMsAra ke vicAra rahate haiN| dAdAzrI : isa jagat ko eka kSaNa ke lie bhI vismRta karanA ho to nahIM ho paataa| vaha to jJAna ho jAe tabhI jagat niraMtara vismRta rahegA, niraMtara samAdhi rhegii| sUrya ko aura caMdra ko bhedakara usase bhI Age kI bAta hai| vahA~ hama Apako le jAte haiN| sUrya arthAt buddhi aura caMdra arthAt mn| AtmA inase bhI Upara hai| TaoNpa para hai| praznakartA : AtmA, vaha mana kI kalpanA nahIM hai? dAdAzrI : mana kI cAhe kitanI bhI kalpanA karo phira bhI vaha kAma nahIM aaegii| AtmA nirvikalpa hai aura mana kI kalpanA vikalpI hai| praznakartA : AtmA ko mana-smRti dvArA nahIM jAnA jA sakatA? dAdAzrI : yaha bAta usase pare hai| arthAt koI bhI vyakti khuda apane Apa AtmA ko nahIM jAna sktaa| vikalpI kabhI bhI nirvikalpI nahIM ho sktaa| vaha to nirvikalpI taraNa-tAraNa aise 'jJAnIpuruSa' hI nirvikalpa dazA taka pahu~cA sakate haiN| Atma mana svarUpa nahIM hai, citta svarUpa nahIM hai, buddhi svarUpa nahIM hai, ahaMkAra svarUpa nahIM hai, zabda svarUpa nahIM hai, vicAra svarUpa nahIM hai, nirvicAra hai| _ 'AtmA', svarUpa hI g2az2aba kA "jeNe AtmA jANyo teNe sarva jaannyu|"- zrImad raajcNdr| jagat ke tamAma zAstra sirpha AtmA ko jAnane ke lie hI likhe gae haiN| duniyA meM jAnane jaisI koI cIz2a ho to vaha AtmA hI hai| jAnanevAle ko jaano| indra, mahendra taka kA bhogakara Ane ke bAvajUda anaMta janmoM kI bhaTakana rukI nahIM hai| zuddhAtmA ke alAvA dUsare sabhI paramANu haiM, ve anaMta haiM, phiz2ikala haiM, unake aMdara bhagavAna pha~se hue haiN| praznakartA : AtmA kA svarUpa hai?

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AptavANI-3 dAdAzrI : jo bhI vastu ke rUpa meM hai, usakA svarUpa hotA hI hai| AtmA bhI vastu hai aura usakA bhI svarUpa hai| usakA to g2az2aba kA svarUpa hai| aura vahI jAnanA hai| jJAna-darzana-cAritra jisakA svarUpa hai, aura paramAnaMda jisakA svabhAva hai, use jAnanA hai| yaha duniyA jisa prakAra ke AtmA ko jAnatI hai, AtmA vaisA nahIM hai| AtmA khuda hI paramAtmA hai, jisake guNadharNoM ke sAmane isa duniyA kI kisI bhI cIz2a kI ginatI nahIM hai| lekina isa jar3a kI bhI kitanI adhika zakti hai ki isane bhagavAna ko bhI rokA hai! saMsAra, samasaraNa mArga ke saMyoga saMsAra svabhAva se hI vikalpI hai| sabakucha banAyA hai mUla pudgala ne| aura isameM AtmA kA to mAtra vikalpa hI hai aura kucha bhI nahIM hai| praznakartA : isameM AtmabhAva nahIM hai? dAdAzrI : nhiiN| sArI pudgala kI hI bAz2I hai| sAinTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDansa milane se AtmA ko vikalpa huA aura yaha saba utpanna ho gayA! praznakartA : yaha vikalpa kisa AdhAra para hotA hai? dAdAzrI : bAhara ke saMyogoM ke dabAva se| praznakartA : bAhara kA dabAva arthAt kisakA? pudgala kA? dAdAzrI : haaN| saMsAra pravAha hai na, usa pravAha meM jAte samaya saMyogoM ke dabAva bahuta Ate haiN| aura vaisA anivAryataH hai hI (niyama se hotA hI hai)| saMsAra arthAt samasaraNa maarg| usameM niraMtara samasaraNa kI kriyA ho rahI hai, niraMtara parivartana ho rahA hai| koI 11 mIla para, koI 16 mIla para, koI 17 mIla para to koI 70 mIla para hotA hai| usameM bhI 70 mIla ke pahale phalAMga para koI, dUsare phalA~ga para koI, aise alaga-alaga jagaha para hote haiN| kSetra alaga isalie bhAva bhI alaga, aura isIlie sabake

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AptavANI-3 alaga-alaga hisAba ba~dhate rahate haiN| isameM AtmA judA hI hai, mAtra bhrAMti utpanna huI hai, usI kAraNa se vibhAvika dazA meM ekatA lagatI hai| 'prayogI' alaga! prayoga alaga! prayoga aura prayogI donoM alaga hote haiM yA eka hote haiM? 'caMdUlAla', vaha prayoga hai aura 'khuda' zuddhAtmA hai, vaha prayogI hai| aba prayoga ko hI prayogI mAna baiThe haiN| prayoga meM vastue~ nikAlanI par3atI hai, DAlanI par3atI hai, jaba ki prayogI meM pUraNa-galana (cArja honA-DiscArja honA) nahIM hotaa| isa 'prayoga' meM khAne-pIne kA DAlanA par3atA hai aura saMDAsa-bAtharUma meM galana karanA par3atA hai| "pote ja prayogI che, proyagI nI mUrchanAmAM" - nvniit| prayogI khuda hI prayogoM kI mUrchanA meM par3A huA hai, isalie khuda ke svarUpa kA bhAna bhUla gyaa| abhI agara koI prayoga cala rahA ho, ubalatA huA pAnI ho, usameM hAtha DAlane jAe to kyA hogA? isameM patA cala jAtA hai aura AtmA ke saMdarbha meM patA hI nahIM calatA isalie hAtha DAlatA hI rahatA hai| phira bhinnatA nahIM raha paatii| 'maiM judA hU~', isa prakAra se baratatA hI nahIM hai na phira?! praznakartA : isameM mUla prayogI kauna hai? dAdAzrI : AtmA hI prayogI hai| yaha to Apako samajhAne ke lie zabda rakhA hai| yaha deha prayoga hai aura jo usase alaga hai, vaha AtmA hai, isalie prayoga meM daqhalaMdAz2I mata krnaa| praza

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[2] ajJAzakti : prajJAzakti baMdhana, ajJA se : mukti, prajJA se sirpha eka ajJAzakti se isa jagat kI adhikaraNa kriyA calatI rahatI hai| TheTha mokSa meM jAne taka yaha ajJAzakti maMda ho aisI nahIM hai| 'kramika mArga' meM aMtima sTezana para jaba ajJAzakti vidAI letI hai, taba prajJAzakti hAz2ira ho jAtI hai, aura yahA~ para isa 'akrama mArga' meM jaba hama jJAna dete haiM, taba pahale prajJAzakti utpanna ho jAtI hai aura ajJAzakti vidAI le letI hai| yaha prajJAzakti hI Apako mokSa meM le jaaegii| isameM AtmA to vahI kA vahI hai / vahA~ para bhI vItarAga hai aura yahA~ para bhI vItarAga hai / mAtra ye zaktiyA~ hI saba kArya karatI rahatI haiM / ajJAzakti kisa taraha se utpanna hotI hai ? AtmA para saMyogoM kA z2abaradasta dabAva A gayA, isalie phira, jo jJAna - darzana svAbhAvika thA, vaha vibhAvika ho gayA, usase ajJAzakti utpanna ho gaI / yaha ajJAzakti mUla AtmA kI kalpazakti meM se utpanna hotI hai / jaisI kalpanA kare, vaisA ho jAtA hai| phira ahaMkAra sAtha meM hI rahatA hai isalie phira Age bar3hatA hai... eka hI jagaha aisI hai ki jahA~ para saMyoga nahIM haiM, aura vaha hai siddha gati! ataH vahIM para samasaraNa mArga kA aMta AtA hai| jaba 'jJAnIpuruSa' mila jAte haiM, taba prajJAdevI hAz2ira ho jAtI haiM / ajJAdevI saMsAra se bAhara nikalane nahIM detI, aura prajJAdevI saMsAra meM ghusane nahIM detii| ina donoM kA jhagar3A calatA rahatA hai ! donoM meM se jisakA bala adhika hotA hai, vaha jIta jAtI hai / 'hama' 'zuddhAtmA' hue yAnI prajJAdevI ke pakSakAra ho gae aura isIlie usakI jIta hogI hI /

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AptavANI-3 eka bAra AtmA prakaTa huA, taba aMdara jo cetAvanI detI rahatI hai, vaha prajJA hai| prajJA niraMtara Atmahita hI dekhatI rahatI hai| phira sabakucha prajJA hI kara letI hai| TheTha mokSa meM jAne tk| bAkI, AtmA ko kucha bhI karanA nahIM pdd'taa| praznakartA : prajJAzakti hI AtmA hai yA alaga? dAdAzrI : AtmA aura prajJA donoM alaga cIjeM haiN| AtmA prakaTa hone ke bAda meM prajJA utpanna hotI hai| AtmA kA aMga hai vh| ajJa, sthitaprajJa, prajJA-bheda kyA? praznakartA : sthitaprajJa dazA kA matalaba kyA hai? kyA vahI prajJA hai? dAdAzrI : sthitaprajJa dazA to sabase choTA pada hai| use loga bahuta bar3A pada mAnate haiN| prajJAzakti kA utpanna honA to bahuta bar3I cIz2a hai, vaha niraMtara cetAvanI detI hai| AtmA kA aizvarya hai vh| ___'maiM karatA hU~' yadi usameM niHzaMka hai, to vaha ajnydshaa| 'maiM karatA hU~' agara usameM zaMkA hotI hai to vaha sthitaprajJa dazA hai aura 'maiM-pana' chUTa gayA to prajJA utpanna hotI hai| praznakartA : AtmA kI anaMta zakti hai| pudgala kI anaMta zakti hai, to una donoM ko alaga karanevAlA kauna hai? dAdAzrI : prajJAzakti hI donoM ko alaga karatI hai| lekina 'jJAnIpuruSa' mila jAe~ tabhI prajJAzakti utpanna hotI hai| praznakartA : citta aura prajJA meM kyA pharka hai? dAdAzrI : citta to, jo pahale se dekhA huA hotA hai, vahI dikhAtA hai aura prajJA to nayA hI dekhatI hai| khuda ke doSa dikhAe, vaha prajJA hai| citta sabhI ko dekhatA hai lekina prajJA ko nahIM dekha sktaa| prajJA ko to hama dekha sakate haiN| citta dekhe hue ko dekhatA hai, jaba ki prajJA usase adhika jAnatI hai| praznakartA : prajJA aura divyacakSu donoM eka hI haiM?

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AptavANI-3 23 dAdAzrI : nahIM, divyacakSu to cakSu haiM aura prajJA to eka zakti hai| divyacakSu kA to Apa yadi upayoga nahIM karoge to upayoga meM nahIM Ae~ge, lekina eka bAra prajJA jAgRta ho jAe to phira vaha niraMtara cetAvanI detI hI rahatI hai| praznakartA : kyA prajJA pudgala hai? dAdAzrI : nahIM, vaha pudgala nahIM hai, vaha bIca kA bhAga hai| AtmA ke mokSa meM jAne taka vaha rahatI hai| sTImara meM car3hane ke lie sIr3hiyA~ rakhate haiM na aura phira uThA lete haiM, usake jaisA hai I praznakartA : prajJA mokSa meM jAne taka rahatI hai yA kevalajJAna meM jAne taka? dAdAzrI : kevalajJAna hone taka hI prajJA rahatI hai, phira vaha haTa jAtI hai| hama jo yaha mokSa meM jAne taka kaha rahe haiM, usakA artha kevalajJAna taka, prajJA ke bAre meM aisA artha karanA / praznakartA : jagat kalyANa kI bhAvanA kauna karatA hai ? dAdAzrI : yaha prajJAzakti ke kAraNa hai / vAstava meM jagat kalyANa kI bhAvanA karane kA prajJA kA kAma nahIM hai, lekina ekAdha - do janma bAkI raha jAte haiM, usa vajaha se prajJAzakti ke sAtha eka sahAyaka zakti kAma karatI hai, hAlAMki donoM eka jaise hI haiM lagabhaga /

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[3] pudgala, tatva ke rUpa meM pudgala kI guNazakti kauna-sI? praznakartA : jisa taraha apane AtmA meM anaMta zaktiyA~ haiM, anaMta jJAna, anaMta darzana hai, usI taraha pudgala paramANuoM ke jo svAbhAvika guNa haiM, unakI zakti kauna-sI hai? dAdAzrI : isa pudgala kI zakti se to yaha pUrA jagat dikhatA hai| AtmA kisI jagaha para dikhatA hI nhiiN| isa pudgala kI bhI kitanI adhika zakti hai! yaha tatva kitanA adbhuta hai ! vaha bhI bhayaMkara zakti sahita hai| vaha niraMtara parivartita hotA hI rahatA hai| pudgala, vaha anaMta prakAra se parivartita hotA hI rahatA hai| isa cAya meM agara Apa thor3A pAnI z2yAdA DAlo to svAda alaga AtA hai| pAnI z2arA kama DAlo to alaga svAda AtA hai| eka ghaMTe bAda pIo to alaga svAda AtA hai| yaha eka hI pudgala hai, lekina isake anaMta paryAya, anaMta prakAra se parivartita hote hI rahate haiM! AtmA tatva svarUpa se hai aura pudgala bhI tatva svarUpa se hai| cAhe kitanI bhI avasthAe~ badala jAe~, isake bAvajUda bhI koI bhI cIz2a rAI jitanI bhI na ghaTatI hai, na bar3hatI hai| pudgala arthAt pUra + gl| jo pUraNa-galana hotA hai, vaha sabhI pudlaga kahalAtA hai| yaha jagat kitanA suMdara lagatA hai| isIse to pha~sAva khar3A huA hai| suMdara bhI lagatA hai aura badasUrata bhI lagatA hai! kyoMki sApekSa hai| pudgala to svataMtra guNoMvAlA hai| rUpa, rasa, sparza aura gaMdha isake guNa haiM, lekina isameM jJAyakabhAva nahIM hai| pudgala khuda jAna nahIM sktaa| use lAgaNI (bhAvukatAvAlA prema, lagAva) kA anubhava bhI nahIM hotaa|

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AptavANI-3 karAmAta sArI pudgala kI hI jJAna AtmA kA hai aura karAmAta sabhI pudgala kI hai| AtmA aisI karAmAta nahIM krtaa| himAlaya meM barpha gira rahI ho to ekadama mahAvIra kA 'sTecyU' jaisA bana jAe! vaha pudgala kI karAmAta hai, TemparerI hai| pudgala aisA sakriya hai ki jisake kAraNa taraha-taraha ke parivartana hote rahate haiN| yahA~ aMdara agara choMka lagAyA ho to saba chIMkane lagate haiN| yaha kisakI karAmAta hai? ApakI to chIMka khAne kI icchA nahIM hai| yadi tU kartA hai to baMda kara de na ye chIMkeM ! lekina nhiiN| yaha to pudgala kI karAmAta hai| yaha pudgala kI karAmAta, bahuta gUr3ha vastu hai| isa jagat ke loga aise puruSArthI haiM ki lohe kI moTI-moTI sA~kaloM ke baMdhana tor3a DAlate haiN| lekina ye sUkSma baMdhana, AtmA aura pudgala kA, use nahIM tor3a sakate, aura yadi unheM tor3ane jAe~ge to balki aura adhika ulajha jaaeNge| pudgala to kitanA zaktizAlI hai !! khuda paramAtmA hI usameM pha~sa gae haiM na!!! eka pyAle meM z2arA-sA jahara gholakara pilAo to kyA hogA? cetana phaTAka se bhAga jAegA! are, z2ahara kI zakti to bahuta bar3I hai, lekina yadi inkamaTaiksa kI eka choTI-sI ciTThI AI ho to aMdara ghabarAhaTa ho jAtI hai| sAhaba ko gAliyA~ dene lagatA hai| kholakara dekhe to riphanDa AyA ho, aisA hotA hai ! pudgala bhI cetana ko hilA detA hai| subaha uTha jAte haiM, ciMtA ho jAtI hai, krodha ho jAtA hai, yaha saba kyA hai? kheta meM bIja DAlakara Ae~ to vaha aneka gunA hokara vApasa AtA hai| tyAgI tyAga karate haiM, vaha aneka gunA hokara AtA hai| rAga se tyAga karo yA dveSa se tyAga karo, usakA 'riekzana' Ae bagaira rahegA hI nhiiN| pudgala kI karAmAta aisI hai ki Apa jisa vastu kA ghRNApUrvaka tiraskAra karoge, vaha vApasa kabhI bhI nahIM milegii| isa janma meM to zAyada mila jAe, lekina alage janma meM nahIM milegii|

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AptavANI-3 paramANuoM kI avasthA, kauna kauna-sI? pUrA jagat pudgala paramANuoM se bharA huA hai| zuddha svarUpa meM rahe hue paramANuoM ko tIrthaMkara bhagavAna ne vizrasA kahA hai| aba saMyogoM ke dabAva se kisI para gussA A jAe, taba usa samaya 'maiM caMdUlAla hU~ aura maiMne yaha kiyA' aisA jo jJAna hai, usake kAraNa bAhara ke paramANu khiMcate haiN| dUsare zabdoM meM kaheM to bhrAMti se AtmA pudgala kI avasthA meM tanmayAkAra ho jAtA hai, una bhAsyamAna pariNAmoM ko khuda ke mAnatA hai, usase paramANu 'cArja' hote haiN| prayoga huA isalie ise prayogasA kahA jAtA hai| yaha prayogasA 'kaoNz2ala baoNDI' ke rUpa meM rahatA hai| vaha agale janma meM phira mizrasA bana jAtA hai arthAt iphekTiva baoNDI bana jAtA hai| aba 'sAinTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDansa' ke AdhAra para jaba yaha prayogasA paramANu DiscArja hote haiM, taba kar3ave-mIThe phala dekara jAte haiM, usa samaya ve mizrasA kahalAte haiN| DiscArja ho jAne ke bAda meM vApasa zuddha hokara vizrasA ho jAte haiN| dAna dete samaya 'maiM dAna de rahA hU~' aisA bhAva rahatA hai, usa samaya puNya ke paramANu khiMcate haiN| aura kharAba kAma karate samaya pApa ke khiMcate haiN| ve phira phala dete samaya zAtA phala dete haiM yA azAtA (du:kha pariNAma) phala dete haiN| jaba taka ajJAnI hai taba taka phala bhogatA hai, sukha-duHkha bhogatA hai, jaba ki jJAnI ise bhogate nahIM haiM, sirpha 'jAnate' hI haiN| pudgala avasthA meM AtmA ajJAnabhAva se avasthita huA, vaha prayogasA hai| bAda meM vyavasthita' usakA phala detA hai, taba mizrasA kahalAtA hai| prayogasA hone ke bAda meM phala denA vyavasthita ke tAbe meM calA jAtA hai| phira TAimiMga, kSetra, ina sabhI 'sAinTiphika saramakasTenziyala eviDansa' ke milane para rUpaka meM AtA hai| 'svarUpa kA jJAna' ho jAe to khuda isa pudgala kI karAmAta meM tanmayAkAra nahIM hotA, ata: nayA prayogasA nahIM hotaa| jo purAne haiM, unakA samabhAva se nikAla (nipaTArA) karanA bAkI bacatA hai|

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AptavANI-3 27 paramANu : asara alaga, kaSAya alaga yaha zarIra paramANuoM kA banA huA hai| kitane hI garama, kitane hI ThaMDe, aise taraha-taraha ke paramANu haiN| garama paramANu ugratA lAte haiN| ye ugra paramANu jaba phUTate haiM, taba ajJAna ke kAraNa khuda unameM tanmayAkAra ho jAtA hai, ise krodha kahA hai| lobha kaba hotA hai? kisI bhI vastu ko dekhakara Asakti ke paramANu uThate haiM aura usameM AtmA tanmayAkAra ho jAe, taba lobha utpanna hotA hai| kisIne 'namaste-namaste' kiyA to miThAsa, ThaMDaka utpanna hotI hai aura usameM AtmA tanmayAkAra ho jAe to use mAna kahate haiN| aura yadi ina sabhI paramANuoM kI avasthA meM AtmA tanmayAkAra nahIM ho aura alaga hI rahe to use krodha-mAna-mAya-lobha nahIM khte| vaha to sirpha ugratA kahalAtI hai| jisa krodha meM tAMtA (taMta) aura hiMsakabhAva nahIM hote, use krodha nahIM khte| aura jahA~ para muha~ se kucha bolate-karate nahIM, lekina aMdara taMta aura hiMsakabhAva hai, use bhagavAna ne krodha kahA hai| isa taMta se hI duniyA vidyamAna hai| krodha kA taMta, mAna kA taMta, kapaTa kA taMta, lobha kA taMta- ye taMta jAe~ to kaSAya mRtapAya ho jAte haiN| praznakartA : 'krodha meM AtmA tanmayAkAra hotA hai', yaha samajha meM nahIM aayaa| dAdAzrI : krodha meM pratiSThita AtmA tanmayAkAra hotA hai| mUla AtmA tanmayAkAra nahIM hotA, bilIfa AtmA tanmayAkAra hotA hai| yaha to paramANuoM kA sAinsa hai| bhAnA (pasaMda) aura nahIM bhAnA (nApasaMda) ye paramANuoM kA iphekTa hai| kucha logoM ko cAya dekhate hI pIne kI icchA hotI hai aura kucha ko to z2arA bhI icchA nahIM hotI, vaha kyA hai? aMdara se paramANu mA~gate haiM, islie| pharsTa galana, sekanDa galana ye khAnA-pInA vagairaha jo-jo dikhatA hai, ve saba para-pariNAma haiM aura phira galana ke rUpa meM hai| galana ke rUpa ko loga aisA samajhate haiM ki, 'maiMne khAyA, maiMne piiyaa|' praznakartA : khAyA, use to pUraNa nahIM kahate?

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AptavANI-3 dAdAzrI : laukika bhASA meM pUraNa kahate haiM, lekina yathArtha rUpa se vaha galana hai| khAyA, vaha pUraNa kiyA, lekina vaha pUraNa vAstava meM to pharsTa galana hai aura saMDAsa gae, vaha sekanDa galana kahalAtA hai| siTI meM gae to pharsTa galana aura vahA~ se vApasa Ae to vaha sekanDa gln| jo dikhatA hai duniyA use satya mAnatI hai, lekina indriya jJAna se satya mAnane ke kAraNa hI to yaha jagat cala rahA hai| 'mUla svarUpa' se to 'jJAnIpuruSa' hI dekha sakate haiN| jo pUraNa hotA hai, use to sirpha 'jJAnI' hI unake jJAna meM dekha sakate haiN| bAkI yaha pUrA jagat galana ke rUpa meM hI hai| pudgala kA pAriNAmika svarUpa pUraNa-galana sabhI meM hotA hI rhegaa| pUraNa-galana meM bheda nahIM hai| ahaMkAra meM bheda hai| 'maiM gA~vavAlA hU~, maiM sAhUkAra hU~, maiM gRhasthI hU~, maiM tyAgI hU~', ye ahaMkAra ke bheda haiN| bhagavAna kahate haiM ki jisane jaisA pUraNa kiyA hogA, vaisA usakA galana hogaa| 'tU' zuddhAtmA, usameM kisalie uThApaTaka karatA hai? aba rakha na eka ora! apane kisI mahAtmA kA aisA udaya AyA ho aura vaha pAgalapana karane lage to hama samajha jAte haiM ki, ohoho! inakA kaisA pUraNa kiyA huA hai ki jisase usakA aisA galana AyA! ataH apane ko usa para karuNA rakhanI caahie| sirpha karuNA hI upAya hai iskaa| jise yaha pUraNa-galana kA 'sAinsa' samajha meM A jAe, use viSaya sukha phIke lagate haiN| yaha jalebI dhUla meM par3I huI ho to bhI jhAr3akara khA letA hai| usa ghar3I kyA use yaha bhAna rahatA hai ki subaha isa jalebI kI kyA dazA hogI? nhiiN| kyoMki azuci kA bhAna nahIM hai| yaha khIra khAI ho, lekina ulTI kare to kaisA dikhegA? aMdara yaha sArA azuci kA hI saMgrahasthAna hai| lekina aisI pAriNAmika dRSTi utpanna honI cAhie na? pudgala, paramANu ke rUpa meM kaisA hai? praznakartA : vijJAna aisA kahatA hai ki zarIra ke paramANu prati kSaNa badalate rahate haiN|

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AptavANI-3 dAdAzrI : sahI bAta hai| mana ke paramANu bhI badalate rahate haiN| 'DiscArja' arthAt hara sekanDa para badalanA aura phira nayA ghusa jAtA hai| lekina jo cArja ho cukA hai, vahI nikalatA hai| paramANu kama yA jyAdA nahIM hote| jo ikaTThe ho cuke the, vahI bikharate haiM, aura vApasa naye ikaTThe hote jAte haiN| praznakartA : AtmA kI anaMta zaktiyA~ haiN| anaMta sukhadhAma hai, ve zaktiyA~ pudgala ke adhIna haiM yA svataMtra haiM? dAdAzrI : AtmA kI jo zaktiyA~ haiM, ve svataMtra zaktiyA~ haiN| praznakartA : mokSa meM jAne ke lie pudgala kI zaktiyoM kI z2arUrata par3atI hai kyA? dAdAzrI : pudgala ke mAdhyama se AtmA kA jJAna prakaTa hotA hai| zrutajJAna, matijJAna, avadhijJAna-ye sabhI jJAna pudgala ke mAdhyama se prakaTa hote haiN| jaise ki 3 naMbara ke kA~ca meM se alaga dikhatA hai, 4 naMbara ke kA~ca meM se alaga dikhatA hai| praznakartA : jJAnI kI sthiti meM pudgala kaisA kArya karatA hai? dAdAzrI : pudgala zabda hai, usI rUpa meM kArya karatA hai| Apake aura hamAre pUraNa-galana meM koI pharka nahIM hai| jisa prakAra kA Apako batAtA hU~, vahI tarIqA merA bhI rahatA hai| mAtra itanA hI pharka hai ki Apako Apake aMtarAya bAdhA DAlate haiN| praznakartA : paramANu alaga-alaga haiM yA eka hI prakAra ke? dAdAzrI : jisa prakAra AtmA eka hI prakAra ke haiM, usI prakAra paramANu eka hI prakAra ke haiN| yaha jo pharka dikhatA hai, vaha sthAna badalane ke kAraNa hai| sthAna badalane ke kAraNa bhAva meM parivartana ho jAtA hai aura bhAva badalane ke kAraNa yaha sArA jagat utpanna huA hai| jaisA jJAna jina saMyogoM meM dekhatA hai vaisA hI sIkhatA hai| jaisA cAnsa mile, usake anusAra sIkhatA hai| aura yaha cAnsa eksiDenTalI nahIM miltaa|

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AptavANI-3 vaha to 'sAinTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDensa' ke AdhAra para milatA hai| aiksiDensa jaisA isa jagat meM kucha hai hI nhiiN| logoM ko lagatA hai ki yaha aiksiDenTa hai| praznakartA : paramANu vahI ke vahI rahate haiM yA badala jAte haiM? dAdAzrI : paramANu badala jAte haiN| varnA Apa zyAma varNa ke kisa taraha se ho gae! paramANu hI hamArA saba khulA kara dete haiM ki yaha luccA hai, badamAza hai, cora hai, kyoMki paramANu usI rUpavAle ho jAte haiN| jaise bhAva 'use' hote haiM, ve paramANu usI rUpavAle ho jAte haiN| krodha karate samaya zarIra aise kA~pa jAtA hai| usa samaya pUre zarIra se paramANu aMdara khiMcate haiN| z2abaradasta rUpa se khiMcate haiN| praznakartA : pudgala ke alAvA aura kisIke paramANu haiM kyA? dAdAzrI : pudgagala ke alAvA aura kisIke paramANu nahIM haiN| yaha jo dikhatA hai, anubhava meM AtA hai, vaha saba pudgala kA khela hai| praznakartA : paramANuoM meM cetana svarUpa hai kyA? dAdAzrI : paramANu cetanavAle ho gae haiM, cetanabhAva ko prApta karake cetanavAle ho jAte haiN| jaisA pUraNa huA hai, vaisA galana hogaa| jaise bhAva karegA vaisA galana hogaa| galana hote samaya Apako kucha karanA nahIM par3egA, apane Apa hI hotA rhegaa| isa deha meM jo paramANu haiM, ve sabhI cetanabhAva ko prApta haiM, mizracetana ho cuke haiN| praznakartA : jaba bAhara rahate haiM, taba taka cetanabhAva sahita hote haiM yA aMdara ghusane ke bAda? dAdAzrI : jaba taka bAhara haiM, taba taka vizrasA paramANu kahalAte haiN| aMdara ghusane ke bAda ve prayogasA, aura jaba phala dete haiM taba mizrasA kahalAte haiN| praznakartA : Atmahetu ke lie jo sAdhana hote haiM, unase zuddha paramANu hI praviSTa hote haiM na?

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AptavANI-3 dAdAzrI : hA~, ve bahuta ucca paramANu hote haiN| jo AtmA kA TheTha taka kA hetu pUrA kara dete haiN| aura anya sabhI sahUliyateM bhI pUrI kara dete haiN| Atmahetu ke lie jo-jo kiyA jAtA hai, use cakravartI jaisI sahUliyateM milatI hai| isameM AtmA kA kartApana hai? praznakartA : yaha jo jagat cala rahA hai, usameM pudgala kA kyA sthAna hai? dAdAzrI : pudgala kI khuda kI aisI alaga-alaga zaktiyA~ haiM ki ve AtmA ko AkarSita karatI haiN| una zaktiyoM se hI mAra khAI hai na hamane aura 'hama' AtmA haiM, aura isa pudgala kI zakti ko samajhane nikale haiM ki yaha kyA hai? kauna-sI zakti hai? aba isameM vahI khuda pha~sa gae! paramAtmA khuda hI pha~sa ge| paramAtmA arUpI haiM aura rUpI paramANuoM kI adhAtu jaMjIroM meM baMdI ho gae haiM !!! aba kisa taraha se chUTeMge? khuda ke svarUpa kA bhAna ho jAe, taba chuutteNge| praznakartA : AtmA pha~sA hai, vaha bhI naimittika pha~sA hai na? dAdAzrI : hA~! padagala kartA svabhAva kA hai, kriyAkArI hai, lekina vaha svataMtra rUpa se kartA mAnA hI nahIM jA sakatA na! usake sAtha caitanya kI upasthiti honI caahie| pudgala ke dhakke se AtmA kartA ho gyaa| pudgala kA daqhala nahIM hotA to kucha bhI nahIM thaa| ataH AtmA ko naimittika kartA kahA hai| 'DiscArja', parasattA ke adhIna praznakartA : khAte samaya khAne meM kaMTrola nahIM rhtaa| dAdAzrI : khAte samaya khAtA rahatA hai, vaha padagala kA svabhAva hai| pudgala, pudgala ko khIMcatA hai| pA~ca sau loga khAne baiTheM aura usameM koI eTikeTavAlA sAhaba ho, aura use yadi kaheM ki bhojana ke lie baiThie' to vaha 'nA, nA' karatA hai| lekina baiThane ke bAda yadi cAvala dene meM thor3I

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AptavANI-3 dera laga jAe to bhI dAla meM hAtha DAlatA rahatA hai, sabz2I meM hAtha DAlatA rahatA hai! kyoMki vaha pudgala kA svabhAva hai| praznakartA : pudgala kI sattA hai na? dAdAzrI : pudgala kI sattA nahIM hai| pudgala 'vyavasthita' ke adhIna hai| praznakartA : phira to karma jaisA kucha rahA hI nahIM na? pApa-puNya bhI nahIM rahA na? dAdAzrI : sahI bAta hai| maiM karatA hU~', aisA Aropita bhAva hI karma hai, usImeM se puNya-pApa hai| kartAbhAva gayA to karma ge| praznakartA : paramANu vijibala haiM? dAdAzrI : paramANu kevalajJAna se viz2ibala haiN| praznakartA : karma kA jo bhogavaTA (sukha-duHkha kA asara) AtA hai, vaha 'vyavasthita' ke tAbe meM hai? dAdAzrI : hA~, vaha 'vyavasthita' ke tAbe meM hai| pudgala kI sattA bhI 'vyavasthita' ke adhIna hai| pudgala kI svAbhAvika sattA nahIM hai| yadi pudgala svataMtra rUpa se sattAdhIza hotA, taba to kisIko bhUkha lagatI hI nahIM na! jaba avirata sthiratA rahe, taba zuddha vizrasA hotI hai| jaba taka prayogasA paramANu haiM, taba taka vANI badalane kI sattA hai| lekina mizrasA hone ke bAda kisIkA bhI nahIM cltaa| praznakartA : badalane kI vaha sattA kisa taraha kAma karatI hai? dAdAzrI : hamane kisIko gAlI dI ho to usake paramANu aMdara baMdha jAte haiN| jaise bhAva se baMdhe hoM, una paramANuoM ke hisAba se phira aMdara baiTariyA~ taiyAra ho jAtI haiN| ye to baiTariyA~ hI cArja hotI haiM, lekina hama agara thor3I dera bAda aisA boleM ki, 'bhAI maiMne yaha gAlI de dI, vaha merI bahuta bar3I bhUla ho gii|' to pahalevAlA miTa jaaegaa| lekina prayogasA se

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AptavANI-3 mizrasA ho jAne ke bAda meM kisIkA nahIM calatA, phira use bhoganA hI par3atA hai| vibhAvika pudgala se jaga aisA dikhe AtmA se jisa-jisa pudgala kA sparza huA, vaha vibhAvika huA khlaaegaa| dehadhArI mAtra meM sAtha-sAtha hote haiM jaba ki svAbhAvika pudgala kI avasthAe~ badalatI rahatI hai| yaha deha anaMta paramANuoM se banI huI hai, lekina ve vibhAvika paramANuoM kI hai| jaba ki bAhara jo anya saba paramANu haiM, ve svAbhAvika paramANu haiN| jo mUla svabhAvika pudgala hai, vaha paramAnenTa hai| yaha vibhAvika pudgala TemparerI hai| jo vizeSa bhAva se pariNAmita huA hai, vaha TemparerI hai| mUla svabhAvavAlA pudgala paramANu svarUpa se hai, vaha paramAnenTa hai| praznakartA : vizeSa bhAva se kisalie pariNAmita hotA hai? dAdAzrI : AtmA ko yaha saba milane se| 'sAmIpya bhAva' utpanna hone se vizeSa bhAva utpanna hotA hai| aura usase pudgala meM bhI vizeSa bhAva utpanna huA hai| asala pudgala to paramANu ke rUpa meM hotA hai, arthAt skaMdharUpa se hotA hai lekina vaha 'riyala' hai| jaba ki vizeSa bhAva yAnI ki isameM mikscara bhAva hai| praznakartA : kauna-se kAraNa se strI ko strI-deha aura puruSa ko puruSa-deha milatI hai| dAdAzrI : yaha baoNDI krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha ke paramANuoM se hI banI huI hai| puruSa kI deha meM mAna aura krodha ke paramANa adhika hote haiM aura strI kI deha meM kapaTa aura lobha ke paramANu adhika hote haiN| kisI puruSa meM jaba kapaTa aura moha ke paramANu bar3ha jAte haiM to vaha agale janma meM strI banatA hai| aura yadi strI ke kapaTa aura lobha kama ho jAe~ aura krodha aura mAna bar3ha jAe~ to vaha dUsare janma meM puruSa banatI hai| strI hamezA ke lie strI nahIM hai| AtmA, AtmA hai aura paramANu sAre badalate rahate haiN|

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34 AptavANI-3 yaha jo acchA-burA dikhatA hai, vaha pudgala kI vibhAvika avasthA hai, usake vibhAga mata karanA ki yaha acchA hai aura yaha burA hai| ina dvandvavAloM ne vibhAjita kiyA hai| ye vikalpa haiN| nirvikalpI ko acchAburA donoM hI 'vibhAvika avasthA' dikhatI hai| paramANuoM kI sUkSmatA, kitanI?! praznakartA : sthUla, sUkSma, sUkSmatara aura sUkSmatama ina sabakI bAunDrI kauna-sI? dAdAzrI : sthUla to vaha hai jo ina saba DaoNkTaroM ko dikhatA hai| bar3e-bar3e dUrabIna aura mAikroskopa se dikhatA hai, vaha bhI sthala hI kahalAtA hai| vizrasA sUkSmatama hai aura prayogasA sUkSmatara, aura jo paramANu khiMcakara pariNAmita hokara aMdara ikaTThe ho gae, ve mizrasA paramANu sUkSma kahalAte haiN| mizrasA, vaha iphekTiva baoNDI hai aura prayogasA kAraNadeha hai| praznakartA : ye 'sAinTisTa' jinheM 'aiTamsa' aura 'ilekTraoNnsa' kahate haiM, ve kisa hada taka kI sUkSmatA kahalAtI hai? dAdAzrI : vaha saba sthUla meM jAtA hai| vaijJAnikoM ne jitanI-jitanI khoja kI haiM, ve sabhI skUla meM kahI jaaeNgii| 'jJAnIpuruSa' jina paramANuoM kI bAta karate haiM, unheM sirpha kevalI hI dekha sakate haiN| pudgala, tatvasvarUpa se avinAzI praznakartA : AtmA satya hai, aisA kyoM kahate haiM? pudgala kyA hai? dAdAzrI : AtmA satya nahIM hai, lekina sat hai| pudgala bhI sat hai| pudgala ke guNadharma haiM, aura paryAya bhI haiN| lekina paryAya badalate rahate haiN| paryAya vinAzI haiN| AtmA khuda vastu ke rUpa meM hai, svataMtra hai, guNadharma sahita hai| sat-AtmA hI paramAtmA kahalAtA hai| praznakartA : pudgala sat hai, vaha kisa taraha se? dAdAzrI : AtmA sat hai, pudgala bhI sat hai| AtmA avinAzI hai| pudgala bhI avinAzI hai| AtmA ke paryAya haiM, pudgala ke bhI paryAya haiN|

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AptavANI-3 AtmA ke paryAya usake khuda ke pradeza meM rahakara badalate haiN| AtmA satcit-AnaMda rUpI hai! aura cit- AnaMda pudgala kA guNadharma nahIM hai| pudgala sat hai| pudgala pUraNa-galana svabhAva kA hai| jo-jo vastu ke rUpa meM ho, ke rUpa meM ho aura svataMtra aura avinAzI ho, use sat kahate haiN| guNa pudgala bhAva, viyogI svabhAva ke 35 I do prakAra ke bhAva haiN| eka AtmabhAva, dUsarA pudgalabhAva / sabhI pudgala bhAva Akara cale jAte haiM / ve vinAzI hote haiM, ve khar3e nahIM rahate / 15 minaTa meM yA 10 minaTa meM yA Adhe ghaMTe meM cale jAte haiM / ye sabhI saMyogI bhAva haiN| hameM jinakA saMyoga hotA hai, ve saMyogI bhAva haiM / ve sabhI saMyogI bhAva viyogI svabhAva ke haiM / hameM unheM nikAlanA nahIM hai, apane Apa hI cale jAe~ to tthiik| kharAba vicAra Ate haiM taba kahanA, 'Ao bhAI, tumhArA hI ghara hai / ' jitanA kirAyA liyA hai, utane samaya taka unheM rahane denA par3egA! kharAba vicAra ve saMyogI bhAva hai, ataH ve apane Apa hI cale jaaeNge| jJAnI ke binA, yaha samajha meM kisa taraha Ae ? mana -buddhi-citta-ahaMkAra ke jo-jo pariNAma Ate haiM, mana meM vicAra Ate haiM, buddhi se darzana meM dikhatA hai vagairaha, sabhI pudgala bhAva haiM / jo isa pudgala bhAva ko jAnatA hai, vaha AtmabhAva hai| tamAma zAstroM kA jJAna yahI hai / yaha samajha meM nahIM AtA isalie pUre zAstra raTa letA hai| lekina kyA ho? yaha bhUla kisa taraha se nikale ? 'jJAnI' ke alAvA yaha bhUla kauna miTAe ? ... usameM tanmayAkAra hue to jokhimadArI krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha- ye pudgala bhAva haiN| ye ghaTate-bar3hate haiM aura AtmA kA svabhAva aisA aguru-laghu hai jo bar3hatA nahIM aura ghaTatA bhI nahIM / arthAt jo krodha-mAna- mAyA - lobha hote haiM, use hameM 'dekhate' rahanA hai ki 'ohoho ! yaha bar3hA, yaha ghaTA!' to 'hama' usase judA rhe| phira 'hama' jokhimadAra nahIM hai| pudgalabhAva meM tanmayAkAra hue to ApakI jokhimadArI

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36 hai, Apane hastAkSara kara die / hastAkSara nahIM kie, chUTa gae, bhagavAna aisA kahate haiM / AptavANI-3 tanmayAkAra nahIM hue to praznakartA : pudgala bhAva meM tanmayAkAra hue yA nahIM, khuda ko usakA ekz2ekTalI kisa taraha patA calatA hai ? dAdAzrI : mu~ha bigar3a jAtA hai, mana bigar3a jAtA hai, aisA saba asara ho jAtA hai| isake bAvajUda bhI aisA asara ho to bhI 'hama' judA raha sakate haiN| vaha Apako 'khuda' ko hI patA calatA hai| pudgala bhAva meM tanmayAkAra hote hI aMdara do-cAra DaMDe par3ate haiM to turanta patA cala jAtA hai ki yahA~ para 'apanI' bAunDrI pAra kara lI / mana, mana kA dharma adA karatA hai, buddhi, buddhi kA dharma adA karatI hai, ahaMkAra, ahaMkAra dharma adA karatA hai / ve sabhI pudgala bhAva haiM, ve AtmabhAva nahIM hai| ina sabhI pudgala bhAvoM ko 'hameM' dekhanA aura jAnanA hai, vaha AtmabhAva hai| jJAtA - dRSTA aura paramAnaMda vahI AtmabhAva hai| pudgalabhAva to aMtahIna haiN| loga pudgalabhAva meM hI pha~se hue haiN|

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[4] svasattA - parasattA khuda kI sattA kitanI hogI?! isa varlDa meM koI bhI aisA manuSya paidA nahIM huA ki jisakI saMDAsa jAne kI khuda kI svataMtra zakti ho! vaha to jaba ruka jAe, taba patA calatA hai ki merI zakti thI hI nhiiN| nIMda nahIM Ae, taba patA calatA hai ki sone kI zakti merI nahIM hai| uThanA ho usa samaya bhI yadi uThA nahIM jAe, taba patA calatA hai ki yaha zakti bhI merI nahIM hai| yaha sabakucha jo saMsAra meM ho rahA hai, vaha apanI' sattA meM nahIM hai| apanI' sattA saMpUrNa hai, lekina use jAnate nahIM hai| aura parasattA ko hI svasattA mAnate haiN| bhagavAna ke pAsa aisI koI sattA hai hI nhiiN| jaba taka khuda ke svarUpa kA bhAna nahIM ho jAtA, taba taka sabakucha bekAra hai| mArkeTa maTIriyala' hai| isakA kyA 'igoiz2ama' rakhanA? aura yadi 'igoiz2ama' rakhane jaisA ho to sirpha 'jJAnIpuruSa' ko rakhane jaisA hai ki jinake pAsa pUre brahmAMDa kI sattA hotI hai| aura taba unameM 'igoiz2ama' hI nahIM rhtaa| jahA~ para sattA nahIM hai, vahA~ para 'igoiz2ama' hai aura jahA~ para sattA hai, vahA~ para 'igoiz2ama' nahIM hai| 'jJAnIpuruSa' to bAlaka jaise hote haiN| sattA, puNya se prApta... jagat kA niyama aisA hai ki jisa sattA ke prApta hone para usakA thor3A-sA bhI durupayoga ho, to vaha sattA calI jAtI hai| sattA ke sadupayoga kA nAma karuNA hai aura sattA kA durupayoga arthAt vaha phira rAkSasI vRti kahalAtI hai| sattA kisalie hai? puNya se sattA

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AptavANI - 3 milatI hai| kinhIM pA~ca logoM ke Apa UparI (baoNsa, variSTha mAlika) bane ho, to vaha ApakA puNya rahA hogA tabhI bana sakate ho nahIM to nahIM bana skte| 38 loga pUchate-pUchate Ate haiM ki 'prinsipala sAhaba haiM kyA? prinsipala sAhaba haiM kyA?' pUchate haiM na ! praznakartA : haaN| dAdAzrI : vaha isalie hai ki puNya hai / nahIM to koI bApa bhI nahIM pUche, na jAne kahA~ khajAMcI kI naukarI meM hisAba likha rahe hote! 'Apako ' aba caMdUbhAI se kahanA hai ki 'sattA kA upayoga kisalie karate ho? z2arA karuNA rakho na !' praznakartA : ApakA jJAna milane ke bAda maiM aisA hI karatA hU~ / ... lekina vaha sArI parasattA dAdAzrI : Apake hAtha meM kauna-kauna-sI sattA hai ? praznakartA : eka bhI nahIM / dAdAzrI : isakA kyA kAraNa hai ? 'Apa kauna ho', yahI Apa jAnate nahIM ho| Apa caMdUbhAI ko hI 'maiM hU~' aisA mAnate ho| vaha to parasattA hai| usameM ApakA kyA hai? Apa parasattA ke adhIna ho / TheTha taka parasattA hai, laTTU hai! sabakucha 'vyavasthita' ke adhIna hai| khAte ho, pIte ho, vivAha meM jAte ho, vaha parasattA ke adhIna hai| jo krodha-mAna-mAyA- lobha ho jAte haiM, ve parasattA ke adhIna ho jAte haiM / ApakI svasattA Apane dekhI nahIM hai, usakA Apako bhAna nahIM hai / svasattA kA bhAna ho jAe to vaha khuda paramAtmA bana sakatA hai / eka kSaNa ke lie bhI svasattA kA bhAna ho jAe to vaha paramAtmA bana jAe ! yaha bolane kI zakti bhI merI nahIM hai / yaha jo bolatA hai vaha 'TeparikArDa' hai aura Apa bolate ho to ApakA bhI yaha 'TeparikArDa' hai| Apa 'igoiz2ama' karate ho aura maiM 'igoiz2ama' nahIM karatA, itanA hI pharka hai|

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AptavANI-3 jIva kisalie jalatA hai ? khuda kI jagaha para baiThe to koI bhI upAdhi (bAhara se AnevAle duHkha) nahIM hai / dUsaroM ke ghara meM ho to Dara nahIM lagatA? Apa parakSetra meM baiThe ho, para ke svAmI banakara baiThe ho aura parasattA kI sattA kA upayoga karate ho / 'sva' ko, svakSetra ko aura svasattA ko jAnate hI nahIM / parasattA ko jAnanA, vahA~ para svasattA praznakartA: svasattA meM rahakara manuSya artha kA mAlika kyoM nahIM bana sakatA? 39 dAdAzrI : kauna-se artha kA ? praznakartA : riddhi-siddhi aura sTeTasa ke artha kA mAlika kyoM nahIM? I dAdAzrI : 'khuda' usakA mAlika hai hI nahIM / ve saba TemparerI cIz2eM haiN| ve to apane Apa, unakA udaya AtA hai aura prakaTa hotI haiM, lekina vaha jJAna kA dharma nahIM hai| praznakartA : sthitaprajJa dazA meM saMyogoM kA mAlika banatA hai na? dAdAzrI : jaba taka kisIkA bhI mAlika hai, taba taka sthitaprajJa dazA nahIM A sktii| mAlikIpana chUTa jAnA caahie| praznakartA: sAtha hI gulAma bhI nahIM rahanA cAhie na ? dAdAzrI : gulAma hai hI nahIM, caMdUlAla gulAma hai| tU khuda kisakA gulAma hai? dehadhArI mAtra gulAma hI hai| sabhI 'vyavasthita' ke gulAma haiM / tU, 'zuddhAtmA' gulAma hai hI nahIM / praznakartA : Izvara yaha sabakucha khuda ke aMkuza meM kyoM nahIM le letA? dAdAzrI : yaha kucha bhI lenA Izvara ke hAtha meM hai hI nahIM ! praznakartA : dila kyoM qAbU meM nahIM rahatA?

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AptavANI-3 dAdAzrI : qAbU meM kucha bhI rakhanA hI nahIM hai / vaha rahegA bhI nhiiN| vaha parasattA hai| use to 'jAnate' rahanA hai ki isa tarapha qAbU meM raha rahA hai aura isa tarapha qAbU meM nahIM rhtaa| jo jAnatA hai, vaha AtmA hai I 40 vAha ! jJAnI ne svasattA kise kahA !! praznakartA : 'prati kSaNa svasattA meM rahakara svasattA kA upabhoga karU~', to svasattA to Apane de hI dI hai, isakA upayoga kisa taraha se karU~? aura parasattA meM praveza na karU~ to vaha kisa prakAra se ? yaha vistAra se samajhAie / dAdAzrI : tamAma kriyAmAtra parasattA hai / kriyAmAtra aura kriyAvAlA jJAna parasattA hai| jo jJAna akriya hai, jJAtA - dRSTA aura paramAnaMdI hai, jo isa sAre kriyAvAle jJAna ko jAnatA hai, vaha apanI svasattA hai, aura vahI 'zuddhAtmA' hai| praznakartA : saMsArI logoM ko svasattA kA upayoga kisa taraha se karanA cAhie? dAdAzrI : jJAtA-dRSTA aura paramAnaMdI rahanA caahie| mana-vacana-kAyA svabhAva se hI iphekTiva haiN| sardI kA iphekTa hotA hai, garmI kA iphekTa hotA hai, A~kheM kucha kharAba dekheM to ghina hotI hai, kAna kucha kharAba suneM to asara hotA hai| to ina saba iphekTsa ko hama jAnate haiN| yaha saba 'phaoNrena DipArTamenTa' kA hai, aura apanA 'homa DipArTamenTa' hai / praznakartA : svasattA sarvopari hotI hai? dAdAzrI : isa sattA meM to koI UparI hai hI nhiiN| jahA~ paramAtmA bhI UparI nahIM ho, use sattA kahate haiN| jJAnI ke mAdhyama se, svasattA prakaTa hotI hai maiMne ApameM ApakI paramAtmazakti opana kara dI hai| vahI saMpUrNa sattA hai / jisa sattA para se koI uThA de, use sattA kaheMge hI kaise ? svasattA ke

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AptavANI-3 sAmane to paramAtmA bhI kucha nahIM kaha skte| abhI Apake pAsa jo dhana hai, vaha paramAtmA ke pAsa bhI nahIM hai| praznakartA : vaha kisa taraha? dAdAzrI : paramAtmA ke pAsa rikaoNrDa nahIM hai| bolane-calane kI anya mikenikala zakti nahIM hai| ata: vaha dUsaroM kA kucha bhI kalyANa nahIM kara sakate! jaba ki Apa svasattAsahita rahakara logoM kA kalyANa kara sakate ho! isalie bAta ko smjho| karanA kucha bhI nahIM hai| jahA~-jahA~ para karanA hai, vaha maratA hai aura jahA~ samajhanA hai, vahA~ para mukta hai| apanA koI ghora apamAna kare to usakI vaha sattA apane para car3ha baiThanI nahIM caahie| apamAna to kyA lekina nAka kATa le, to bhI kisI dUsare kI sattA ko mAnya nahIM kareM! (khuda para) usakA asara nahIM hone deN| __ aba AtmA prApta hone ke bAda meM kyA? jitanA-jitanA zuddha upayoga rahegA, utanI svasattA utpanna hogI aura saMpUrNa svasattA utpanna ho gaI to vaha bhagavAna bana gayA! pudgala parasattA meM hai, aura AtmA bhI, jaba taka svarUpa kA jJAna nahIM ho jAtA, taba taka parasattA meM hI hai| jJAnI mila jAe~ aura AtmA svasattA meM A jAe, usake bAda phira pudgala kA z2ora narama par3atA hai athavA vaha mRtaprAya ho jAtA hai| jaise-jaise puruSArtha bar3hatA jAtA hai, vaise-vaise pudgala narama par3atA jAtA hai| eka ghaMTe zuddhAtmA pada meM baiThakara pratikramaNa karo to svasattA kA anubhava hogaa|

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[5] svapariNAma - parapariNAma svapariNati arthAt... pariNati kA matalaba kyA hai? jo svAbhAvika rUpa se hotA hI rahe, jisameM kucha bhI karanA nahIM par3e, vh| isa pudgala kI jo kriyAe~ 'vyavasthita' karatA hai, usameM 'maiM kara rahA hU~' aisA bhAna utpanna nahIM honA caahie| ye 'vyavasthita' ke pariNAma haiM, unheM bhagavAna ne parapariNAma kahA hai| parapariNAma ko khuda 'maiM kara rahA hU~' aisA mAnanA, vahI parapariNati kahalAtA hai| aura usIse saMsAra hai| svapariNati ko bhagavAna ne mokSa kahA hai| praznakartA : svapariNati kA artha kyA hai? dAdAzrI : 'caMdUlAla' jo kucha karatA hai, vaha 'vyavasthita' karavAtA hai, use 'hameM' 'dekhate' rahanA hai, usI ko svapariNati kahate haiN| acchebure kI jhaMjhaTa nahIM karanI hai| usameM rAga bhI nahIM karanA hai aura dveSa bhI nahIM rakhanA hai| jJAnI ke pAsa se samajha lene jaisA hai duniyA ke logoM ko yadi samajhAe~ ki yaha parapariNati hai aura yaha svapariNati hai, aisA unheM sikhAe~, gAne ko kaheM to phira bhI vApasa ghara jAkara bhUla hI jAe~ge! vaha to jaba taka kaSAyabhAvoM ko 'jJAnIpuruSa' nirmUla nahIM kara dete, taba taka kAma nahIM ho paataa| kaSAyabhAvoM se jagat vidyamAna hai| kaSAyarUpI kar3I se AtmA ba~dhA huA hai| jinhoMne kaSAyoM ko jIta liyA hai, ve arihaMta khlaae|

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AptavANI-3 43 jJAnIpuruSa jJAna dete haiM, taba kaSAya cale jAte haiM aura phira svapariNAma aura parapariNAma ko spaSTa samajhA dete haiN| bAkI sikhAte rahane se kucha bhI nahIM hotaa| turanta bhUla jAte haiN| eka bar3A tAlAba ho aura usameM bahuta kAI jamI huI ho, usameM bar3A patthara DAlo, 20 - 25 phuTa kA gherA bana jAtA hai| lekina phira thor3I dera meM jaisA thA, vaise kA vaisA hI ho jAtA hai / ataH kucha ho nahIM paataa| yaha to aisA hai ki sArI kAI ko eka bAra meM hI haTA de, tabhI qAbU meM AtA hai / phira usakA bahuta z2ora nahIM calatA / praznakartA : vaha to muzkila hai / dAdAzrI : nahIM, jJAnIpuruSa yaha saba kara dete haiM, lekina Apako yahA~ para hamAre pAsa baiThakara bAta ko samajha lenA hai, svapariNati aura parapariNati kauna-kauna-sI hai, use samajha lenA hai jaba taka ajJAna, taba taka parapariNati kucha loga kahate haiM ki isa vyakti kI pariNati ThIka nahIM hai| lekina parapariNati cIz2a hI alaga hai, isa zabda kA loga hara kahIM upayoga kara lete haiN| dharma athavA anya kahIM parapariNati zabda kA upayoga nahIM kara skte| (satsaMga) vyAkhyAna meM jAkara vahA~ saMsAra ke vicAra Ae~ to use parapariNati mAnate haiM aura dharma ke kArya ko svapariNati mAnate haiM / lekina mUlataH ve khuda hI parapariNati meM haiM / jaba taka AtmapariNati utpanna nahIM huI, taba taka niraMtara pudgala pariNati hI rahatI hai, aura taba taka use pudgala pariNati kI bhinnatA kisa taraha samajha meM AegI? 'maiM hU~', 'merA hai', kahate hI donoM dhArAe~ eka ho jAtI haiM I jJAnI ko, niraMtara svapariNati barte acche praznakartA : dAdA, Apako jaba bhI dekhe taba Apa aise hI mukta, mUDa meM hI dikhate haiN| isakA kyA kAraNa hai? dAdAzrI : hama eka kSaNa ke lie bhI parapariNati meM nahIM rahate / svapariNati meM hI hote haiM / yadi sirpha eka ghaMTe ke lie bhI mujhe parapariNati utpanna ho jAe to mere mu~ha para Apako badalAva dikhegA, 'jJAnI' ko I

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44 AptavANI-3 parapariNati hotI hI nahIM hai| yaha pUre varlDa kA Azcarya hai ki niraMtara ve svapariNati meM rahate haiM! eka kSaNa ke lie bhI yadi koI svapariNati meM A gayA to use zAstrakAroM ne bahuta bar3A pada diyA hai! kRpAludeva ne kahA hai ki, 'jJAnIpuruSa dehadhArI paramAtmA haiN|' isIlie to kahA hai ki aura kahA~ para paramAtmA ko DhU~Dha rahA hai! jo dehadhArI ke rUpa meM Ae haiM, aise jJAnIpuruSa ko ddhuuNddho| dehadhArI paramAtmA kise kahate haiM? ki jise parapariNati ho hI nahIM, niraMtara svapariNati meM hI rahe, vh| puruSArtha, svapariNati meM bartane kA bhagavAna ko svapariNati rahatI thii| hameM bhI svapariNati rahatI hai| parapariNAma ko khuda kA pariNAma nahIM khte| Apase bhI hama svapariNati meM hI rahane ke lie aisA kahate haiM ki Apako' 'caMdUlAla' ke sAtha meM vyavahAra saMbaMdha rakhanA caahie| anya kisIke sAtha vyavahAra rahA yA nahIM bhI rahA to kyA? anya loga to 'apane' kamare meM sone nahIM Ate haiN| jaba ki ye 'caMdUlAla' to sAtha meM hI so jaaeNge| ataH unake sAtha vyavAhArika saMbaMdha rkhnaa| sira yA paira duHkha rahA ho to dabA denaa| bAtacIta karake AzvAsana denaa| kyoMki par3osI hai na? ye kauna-se dravya ke pariNAma haiM, vaha samajha lenA hai| pudgala dravya ke yA cetana dravya ke pariNAma haiM, use samajha lenA hai| coMca DUbote hI parapariNAma aura svapariNAma judA ho jAne caahie| jaba hama jJAna dete haiM, usake bAda parapariNati baMda ho jAtI hai| lekina dekhanA nahIM AtA hai isalie mana ke, buddhi ke haMgAmoM meM pha~sa jAtA hai aura ulajhatA rahatA hai, saphokezana kA anubhava karatA hai| Apako to basa itanA hI dekha lenA hai ki kauna-sI pariNati hai, sva yA pr| bAhara bhale hI pAkistAna lar3a rahA ho, harja nahIM hai| isa prakAra se jise svapariNati utpanna ho gaI, use parapariNAma sparza hI nahIM krte| ye mana ke, buddhi ke, citta ke spadaMna utpanna hote haiM, ve pUraNa-galana hai| unake sAtha apanA lenA-denA nahIM hai| isameM AtmA kucha karatA hI nahIM, pudgala hI karatA hai|

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AptavANI -3 45 I subaha se uThe, tabhI se pudgala, usake pariNAma meM hotA hai aura AtmA usake pariNAma meM hotA hai / lekina yadi kabhI mana adhika spadaMna kara rahA ho aura aisA kahe ki, 'mujhe aisA kyoM ho rahA hai?' to phira vApasa vaha bhUta cipaTA! ataH 'hameM' use dekhate rahanA hai aura jAnanA hai ki abhI tUphAna z2arA adhika hai / 65 mIla kI spIDa se havA cale to kyA gharabAra chor3akara bhAga jAe~ge? vaha to calatI hI rhegii| mokSamArga meM jAte hue to bahuta-bahuta cakravAta Ae~ge, lekina ve bAdhaka nahIM hai I jise ye bAhara ke parapariNAma pasaMda nahIM haiM, yUjalesa lagate haiM aura unheM vaha khuda ke pariNAma nahIM mAnatA hai, vahI AtmA kI hAz2irI hai / vahI svapariNAma hai| vaha bhedavijJAna to jJAnI hI prApta karavAte haiM donoM dravya nija-nija rUpa meM sthita hote haiM / pudgala, pudgala ke rUpa meM pariNamita hotA rahatA hai aura cetana, cetana ke pariNAma kI bhajanA karatA rahatA hai| donoM hI apane-apane svabhAva ko chor3ate nahIM haiM, vaha to jaba 'jJAnIpuruSa' unheM alaga kara deM, usake bAda hI ! jaba taka alaga nahIM ho jAe~, taba taka anaMta kAla taka bhaTakate raheMge, phira bhI kucha ThikAnA nahIM pdd'egaa| yaha bhedavijJAna hai / jagat ke tamAma zAstroM se bhI bar3A vijJAna, yaha bhedavijJAna hai| zAstroM meM to kyA hai ki yaha karo aura vaha karo, aise sabhI kriyAe~, karmakAMDa likhe hue haiN| lekina bhedavijJAna to alaga hI cIz2a hai| vaha zAstroM meM nahIM miltaa| vaha to 'jJAnIpuruSa' kI kRpA se hI prApta ho sakatA hai, aisA hai / jise svapariNati rahatI ho, parapariNati nahIM rahatI ho aura jo dehadhArI hoM, ve sadguru kahalAte haiM / nijapariNati kaba kahalAe eka kSaNa ke lie bhI svapariNati utpanna ho jAe, to use samayasAra kahA hai| eka samaya ke lie bhI jise samayasAra utpanna ho gayA, usameM vaha hamezA ke lie rahatA hI hai /

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46 AptavANI-3 praznakartA : 'zuddhAtmA, vaha nijapariNati nahIM hai, jJAna, vaha nijapariNati hai', yaha smjhaaie| dAdAzrI : zuddhAtmA, vaha nijapariNati nahIM hai| zuddhAtmA to saMjJA hai| hamane jo jJAna Apako diyA hai vaha jJAna, aura vaha jJAna jaba upayoga meM AtA hai to vaha nijapariNati meM AtA hai| praznakartA : ApakI pA~ca AjJAoM meM se eka AjJA meM rahe to nijapariNati kahalAegI yA nahIM? dAdAzrI : hA~, vaha nijapariNati khlaaegii| hamArI AjJA nijapariNati meM rahane ke lie hI hai, unameM dUsarI koI pariNati nahIM hai| praznakartA : dAdA bhagavAna ke darzana karane ke bhAva hote haiM, vaha bhAva svabhAva meM mAnA jAegA kyA? dAdAzrI : ve svabhAva meM lAnevAle pariNAma haiN| ve parapariNAma haiN| lekina svabhAva meM lAnevAle haiM, ataH hitakArI kahe jAte haiN| svapariNati ke alAvA bAkI sArI hI pudgala pariNati hai| jaba taka kiMcit mAtra kisIkA AlaMbana hai, taba taka parapariNati hai| jaba taka mUrti, guru, zAstroM kA, tyAga kA AlaMbana hai, taba taka parapariNati hai aura zuddhAtmA kA avalaMbana svapariNati hai| ... kisa prakAra se svapariNati meM barte ! praznakartA : aisA jAnatA hai ki yaha TemparerI hai, phira bhI paramAnenTa ko pahacAnane meM bhUla kauna karavA detA hai? dAdAzrI : jo 'TemparerI' ko 'paramAnenTa' mAnatA hai, vaha ! 'svarUpa jJAna' hone ke bAda 'DiscArja' bhAva ko khuda ke bhAva mAnatA hai| vaha bhUla hai, vaha pichalA riekzana hai| DiscArja bhAva ko khuda kA bhAva mAne, vaha parapariNati hai| 'jJAnIpuruSa' eka bhI DiscArja bhAva ko khuda kA nahIM mAnate haiM, isalie niraMtara svapariNati meM rahate haiN| yaha jo samajha meM nahIM AtA hai, vaha jAgRti kI maMdatA hai| jJAnIpuruSa'

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AptavANI-3 41 kI jAgRti itanI adhika hai ki DiscArja ke eka bhI paramANu ko khuda kA nahIM mAnate, DiscArja hI mAnate haiN| isake bAvajUda saMpUrNa kevalajJAna nahIM baratatA, cAra DigrI kama rahatA hai| 360 DigrI para saMpUrNa hotA hai, hameM vaha nahIM pacA aura 356 DigrI para Akara ruka gayA! AtmA jAnane kI jAgRti ke alAvA bAkI kI sArI hI jAgRti bhrAMta jAgRti hai, saMsAra-jAgRti hai| vaha saMsAra meM helpa karatI hai| nijasvarUpa kA jJAna, bhAna aura pariNati, vahI mahAvIra hai| AtmA hokara AtmA meM barate, AtmA meM tanmayAkAra rahe, vaha jJAnI hai| jJAna, paramavinaya se prApta praznakartA : Apa hameM vidhi meM kyA de dete haiM? dAdAzrI : jo detA hai, vaha to bhikhArI bana jAtA hai| hama dete nahIM haiM, usI prakAra hama svIkAra bhI nahIM krte| hama vItarAga rahate haiN| isIlie Apa jo bhI doge vaha sau gunA hokara Apako vApasa milegaa| Apa eka phUla doge to Apako sau mileMge aura eka patthara DAloge to Apako sau mileMge! praznakartA : Apa kRpA barasAte haiM, vaha kyA hai? dAdAzrI : vaha bhI yahI hai| jaisA bhAva Apa rakhate ho usakA sau gunA hokara Apako milatA hai| praznakartA : kisIko Apake jaisA jJAna prApta karanA ho to usakA vartana kaisA honA cAhie? dAdAzrI : mA~-bApa ke sAtha vinaya honA cAhie, unakI AjJA meM rahanA cAhie, aura yahA~ para parama vinaya honA caahie| praznakartA : parama vinaya kA matalaba kyA hai? dAdAzrI : ahaMkAra rahita sthiti| jJAna kA svabhAva kaisA hai ki Upara se nIce AtA hai| ata: yadi parama vinaya cUke to vaha jJAna ko hI vApasa kara degA!

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48 AptavANI-3 parama vinaya arthAt grahaNa karate rhnaa| pUjya logoM kA rAjIpA (gurujanoM kI kRpA aura prasannatA) prApta krnaa| phira bhale hI ve mAreM-kUTeM, lekina vahIM para par3e rahanA! avinaya ke sAmane vinaya karanA, use gAr3ha vinaya kahate haiM aura avinaya se do thappar3a mAra de, taba bhI vinaya rakhanA, use parama avagADha vinaya kahate haiN| yaha parama avagADha vinaya jise prApta ho gayA, vaha mokSa meM jAtA hai| use sadguru yA kisI kI bhI z2arUrata nahIM hai| svayaM buddha banegA, usakI maiM gAranTI detA huuN| donoM pariNAma, svabhAva se hI bhinna do prakAra ke pariNAma haiM : eka paudgalika pariNAma aura dUsarA AtmapariNAma-cetana prinnaam| jaba taka cetana ko jAnA nahauM, taba taka cetana pariNati kisa prakAra se utpanna hogI? use to TheTha taka paudgalika pariNati hI rahatI hai| Apako isa 'akrama vijJAna' ke kAraNa cetana pariNati utpanna huI hai| pahale cetana pariNAma aura pudgala pariNAma kI donoM dhArAe~ sAtha meM rahatI thiiN| bhIle hI dIyA jala rahA ho, lekina aMdhe ke lie kyA? jise 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~' aura 'maiM caMdUlAla nahIM hU~' aisA vibhAjana nahIM huA, use niraMtara pudgala pariNati hI rahatI hai| aura jisameM vibhAjana ho gayA hai, vaha zuddha pariNAmI kahalAtA hai| bAta ko sirpha samajhanA hI hai| jo karma haiM, ve padagala svabhAva ke haiN| ve unake parapariNAma batAte hI rheNge| hama zuddhAtmA arthAt svapariNAma haiN| parapariNAma 'jJeya svarUpI' hai aura khuda 'jJAtA svarUpI' hai| hara eka jIva mAtra meM svapariNAma aura parapariNAma utpanna hote hI rahate haiN| roMga bilIfa ke kAraNa parapariNAmoM ko svapariNAma mAnatA hai| 'dekho, dAla-cAvala aura sabjI maiMne banAI' khegaa| hama kaheM ki 'Apako dAla-cAvala banAne kA jJAna thA?' taba kahatA hai ki, 'yaha jJAna maiM jAnatA hU~ aura yaha kriyA bhI maiM hI karatA huuN|' ataH ajJAnI ina donoM pariNAmoM ko eka kara detA hai| 'jJAnI' to jJAnakriyA ke kartA hote haiM, ajJAna kriyA ke kartA nahIM hote| koI bhI kriyA, vaha ajJAna kriyA kahalAtI hai| svapariNAma aura parapariNAma ko eka karane se besvAda ho jAtA hai|

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AptavANI-3 49 vyavahAra, kitanA adhika parAzrita yaha sArA hI parapariNAma haiM aura phira apane hAtha meM nahIM hai, parAzrita hai| sArA vyavahAra parAzrita hai| parAzrita meM dharma karane jAe to vaha kisa taraha se ho pAegA? phira bhI vaha eka prakAra kA mArga hai| lekina vaha to jaba jJAnI hote haiM, tIrthaMkara hote haiM tabhI ThIka se calatA hai, nahIM to koI artha nahIM hai| artha itanA hI kahatA hai ki dArU pIe, isake bajAya yaha karanA acchA hai, tAki phisala to nahIM jaae| bAkI parAzrita vyavahAra meM krodhamAna-mAyA-lobha kisa taraha se baMda ho pAe~ge? jagat use baMda karane jAtA hai| apanA 'akrama vijJAna' kyA kahatA hai, vaha Apako isa baoNla ke udAharaNa para se samajhAtA huuN| 'akrama' kA, kaisA sAinTiphika siddhAMta jaba taka ajJAnatA meM hote haiM, taba taka baoNla ko pheMkate haiN| usake pariNAma ko nahIM jaanteN| aba jJAna hone ke bAda baoNla DAlanA baMda kara diyA, lekina use pahale pheMkI thI, isalie vaha uchalegI to shii| paccIsapaccIsa bAra uchlegii| hamane pheMkI, vahI eka pariNAma apanA thaa| aba kramika mArga meM pheMkane ke bAda meM uchalatI huI isa baoNla ko baMda karane jAte haiM aura dUsarI tarapha baoNla kA pheMkanA jArI rakhate haiN| ataH pIche se baMda karatA jAtA hai aura Age DAlatA jAtA hai| usakA to kaba aMta AegA? hama kyA karate haiM ki baoNla ko DAlanA baMda kara dete haiM aura phira jo pariNAma uchalate haiM, unheM 'dekhate' rahane ko kahate haiN| ye pariNAma to DiscArja ke rUpa meM haiM, isalie apane Apa hI baMda ho jaaeNge| 'hama' aMdara hAtha nahIM DAleM, basa itanA hI dekhanA hai ab| praznakartA : parapariNAma meM jAne se kisI bhI prakAra kI ulajhana hotI hai kyA? dAdAzrI : parapariNAma meM sirpha ulajhaneM hI haiN| usameM jAnA hI mt| para-pariNAma ko dekhanA hai| yaha baoNla apane pariNAma se DalA thA, usake bAda se phira prprinnaam| aba Apako sirpha bhAva baMda kara dene haiN| ye bhAva baMda kisa taraha se hoMge? ve 'jJAnIpuruSa' ko sauMpa die, to unase chUTA jA sakatA

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AptavANI-3 hai| usake bAda phira jJAnI kI AjJA meM hI rahanA caahie| yaha to niraMtara samAdhi denevAlA pratyakSa vijJAna hai| baoNla ko fekane ke bAda meM baMda karanA aura baoNla DAlane kI prakriyA ko jArI rakhanA, vaha sAinTiphika rAstA nahIM hai| tUne baoNla DAlanA baMda kara diyA to parapariNAma apane Apa baMda ho hI jAegA! isIlie isa 'akrama mArga' meM hama kisIkI pAtratA nahIM dekhte| kriyA kI tarapha mata dekhnaa| 'usane' baoNla DAlanA baMda kara diyA, usake bAda kriyA kI tarapha nahIM dekhanA hai| hamase 'svarUpa jJAna' prApta kara jAe, use pUrI taraha se samajha jAe, usake bAda phira vaha krodha kare to bhI hama kahate haiM ki yaha 'DiscArja' ke rUpa meM hai| vaha kramazaH baMda ho hI jaaegaa| DiscArja kisIke hAtha meM hai hI nhiiN| DiscArja ko 'dekhane' kI aura 'jAnane' kI z2arUrata hai| pudgala pAriNAmika bhAva se rahA hai zuddhAtmA kA pAriNAmika bhAva aura pudgala kA pAriNAmika bhAva, ve donoM alaga hI haiN| praznakartA : aisA karane se aisA hogA, aisA hogA, aise Age-Age kA dikhatA hai, vaha kauna-sA jJAna hai? dAdAzrI : vaha to pAriNAmika jJAna kahalAtA hai| prakRti vAyuvAlI ho to yaha khAU~gA to aisA hogA' aisA jJAna hAz2ira rahe to vaha pAriNAmika jJAna kahalAtA hai| sAMsArika bAtoM meM yaha jJAna hAz2ira rahatA hai ki 'yaha khAU~gA yA yaha karU~gA to usakA pariNAma yaha aaegaa|' kaoNz2a hone se pahale iphekTa kyA hogA, vaha samajha meM A jAtA hai| praznakartA : ye kriyAe~ karate haiM, unakA phala milatA hai| yadi phala kI bhAvanA ke binA kare, to bhI phala milegA? dAdAzrI : jalane kI bhAvanA ke bagaira aMgAroM meM hAtha DAlegA to jala jaaegaa| vaisA hI pAriNAmika hai| turanta hI phala detA hai, chor3atA nahIM hai| yaha jagat bhI vaisA hI hai| hara eka cIz2a pAriNAmika svabhAva meM hai| pariNAma Ate hI haiN|

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AptavANI-3 praznakartA : kaI bAra nahIM bolanA ho phira bhI bola lete haiN| phira pachatAvA hotA hai| dAdAzrI : vANI se jo kucha bhI bolA jAtA hai, usake hama 'jJAtAdRSTA' haiN| lekina jise vaha duHkha pahu~cAyA, usakA pratikramaNa 'hameM' 'bolanevAle' se karavAnA pdd'egaa| pAriNAmika bhAva chor3ate nahIM haiN| ye to pudgala ke pAriNAmika bhAva haiN| peTa meM vAyu huI aura AlU khAo to vAyu bar3hatI hai| yaha bhI pudgala kA eka pAriNAmika bhAva hai| use to plasamAinasa karanA caahie| varnA enormala ho jaaegaa| cetana kA pAriNAmika bhAva, jJAtA-dRSTA zuddhAtmA ke pAriNAmika bhAva, ve to jJAtA-dRSTA hI hai| bAhara audayika bhAvoM meM Ter3hA-mer3hA bola liyA, vaha to ye caMdUlAla ke sAtha par3osI kA saMbaMdha raha gayA hai, isalie caMdUlAla se pratikramaNa karavAnA caahie| yaha to par3osI bhAva meM nahIM rahate haiM, nikaTa bhAva meM A jAne se aisA lagatA hai| ina paudgalika pariNAmoM kI icchA nahIM ho phira bhI ve Ate haiM, nahIM icchA ho taba bhI bola nikala jAte haiN| rAga-dveSa, ve bhI pAriNAmika bhAva praznakartA : aisA kahA gayA hai ki jIva ko rAga-dveSa se hI baMdhana hai, ataH rAga-dveSa chor3a de| dAdAzrI : bhagavAna ne rAga-dveSa ke lie manA nahIM kiyA hai, kaSAya ke lie manA kiyA hai| kaSAya rahita ho jAo', aisA kahA hai| rAga-dveSa to pAriNAmika bhAva haiM, riz2alTa haiM, ve chor3ane se kucha chUTeMge nhiiN| Apa aisA kucha jJAna dIjie tAki vaha chUTa jaae| pAriNAmika bhAva kA qhyAla nahIM hone se duniyA 'rAga-dveSa chor3a do, rAgadveSa chor3a do', aisA kahatI hai| vaha koI kAgaz2a hai ki likhakara phAr3a deM? bhagavAna ne saMsAra kA rUTa kaoNz2a kyA batAyA hai? rAga-dveSa aura ajnyaan| usameM bhI mUla rUTa kaoNz2a kyA hai? to kahA hai ki, ajnyaan| usa kAraNa meM badalAva ho jAe, taba phira rAga-dveSa to sirpha pAriNAmika bhAva haiN| ataH ve to cale jaaeNge|

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AptavANI-3 tU kArya ke bAre meM bolanA mata, kArya kA sevana karanA mt| vaha pariNAma hai| lekina kAraNoM (kaoNz2ez2a) kA sevana kr| kAraNa kA sevana nahIM kiyA jAe, taba taka kucha bhI nahIM ho sakatA / phira bhale hI zAstra par3he, tapa kare, tyAga kare yA kucha bhI kare, lekina kucha hogA nhiiN| 52 jo jJAna kriyAkArI ho jAe, vahI jJAna hai| cAlIsa varSa se upadezaka kaha rahe hoM ki 'rAga-dveSa chor3o, rAga-dveSa chor3o' lekina nahIM chUTa rahe hoM, tabhI se nahIM samajha jAnA cAhie ki yaha kriyAkArI jJAna nahIM hai? vaha kisa kAma kA? bAkI, pAriNAmika bhAva meM kucha bhI karanA nahIM par3atA / krodhamAna- mAyA-lobha chor3ane kA kahate haiM, lekina vAstava meM ve bhI to pAriNAmika bhAva haiN| parIkSA do to pAsa huA jaaegaa| vItarAga kitane samajhadAra the ! lekina loga ulTA samajhe ! logoM ne pAriNAmika bhAvoM ko kriyAkArI kiyaa| calatI huI gAr3I ko calAte rahe aura phira khuza hue / dAdAzrI : Apake sAinsa meM pAriNAmika bhAva hote haiM na? praznakartA : sAinsa to pUrA pAriNAmika bhAva para hI hotA hai I dAdAzrI : pAriNAmika bhAva meM kucha bhI karanA nahIM hotA / 'eca Tu' aura 'o' kA pramANa seTa kara diyA to pAnI apane Apa hI banatA rahatA hai| jaba ki loga kyA kahate haiM ki 'pAnI bnaao|' vaise hI ye loga 'rAgadveSa nikAlo, krodha - mAna-mAyA - lobha nikAlo' kahate haiM / are, ve kyA bUA ke beTe haiM ki cale jAe~ge? ! vyavahAra, upadhAtu pariNAma isameM dhAtu aura upadhAtu donoM hI haiN| aura upadhAtu kA pariNAma vyavahAra hai, use hI dhAtu pariNAma kaho to kyA hogA? usIse to anaMta janmoM kI bhaTakana khar3I hai / yaha baoNla DAlI, vaha upadhAtu kA pariNAma hai aura vaha phira eka hI bAra uchalakara baiThI nahIM rahatI / pA~ca-sAta bAra uchalatI hI rahatI hai, ve bhI upadhAtu ke hI pariNAma haiN| yAnI ki dhAtu milane ke bAda arthAt nizcaya dhAtu eka hI bAra mila jAe to mokSa hI hai| varnA yaha saba to upadhAtu kA milApa hai / pUrA jagat upadhAtu se khar3A hai aura use hI dhAtu mAnatA hai|

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AptavANI-3 53 pudgala-AtmA, svabhAva pariNAmI praznakartA : jIva ko prati kSaNa apAriNAmika bhAva kaba utpanna hote haiM? dAdAzrI : apAriNAmika bhAva arthAt saMsArabhAva aura pAriNAmika bhAva arthAt mokssbhaav| AtmA kA pAriNAmika bhAva hai| pAriNAmika bhAva, vaha AtmA kA svabhAva hai, vaha aMtima bhAva hai| AtmA kA mUla svabhAva pAriNAmika bhAva hai| eka mithyAtva bhAva hai| dUsare upazama bhAva haiM, kSayopazama bhAva haiM, kSAyaka bhAva haiM, sannipAta bhAva haiM aura aMtima pAriNAmika bhAva hai| ina sabhI meM sirpha pAriNAmika bhAva hI AtmA kA hai| anya sabhI paudgalika bhAva haiN| sannipAta bhI bhAva hai| jJAnI ko bhI sannipAta ho jAe taba ve na jAne kyA kara deM, lekina unakA jJAna z2arA-sA bhI vicalita nahIM hotaa| AtmA svabhAva-pariNAmI hai, vaha khuda ke svabhAva ko nahIM chodd'taa| jaise barpha ke Upara aMgArA rakha diyA ho, phira bhI barpha khuda kA svabhAva nahIM chodd'taa| pudgala pariNAmI rahA hai aura AtmA bhI pariNAmI rahA hai| pariNAmI svabhAva arthAt prati kSaNa paryAya bdlnevaalaa| svapariNAma ko AtmacAritra kahA hai| jo pudgala pariNAma meM tanmayAkAra nahIM hotA, usakA saMsAra chUTa gyaa|

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[ 6 ] AtmA, tatvasvarUpI AtmA : kalpasvarUpa AtmA kA svabhAva kaisA hai ? aciMtya ciMtAmaNi hai / ata: jaisA ciMtana karatA hai, turanta hI vaisA ho jAtA hai| AtmA kalpasvarUpa hai / ataH jaba usakA lAiTa bAhara gayA to phira ahaMkAra utpanna ho gayA / vaha khuda ciMtavana nahIM karatA hai, lekina jaise hI ahaMkAra kA AropaNa hone para ciMtavana hotA hai, taba vaise hI vikalpa utpanna ho jAte haiM! praznakartA : yAnI ki hara eka sekanDa meM AtmA kA svarUpa badalatA jAtA hai? hama loga to hara eka sekanDa para ciMtavana badalate haiM ! dAdAzrI : hara eka sekanDa para nahIM, sekanDa ke choTe se choTe bhAga meM bhI badalatA rahatA hai / lekina itanA adhika upayoga nahIM rahatA kisIkA / I tabiyata narama ho to aisA kahanA ki, 'caMdUlAla kI tabiyata narama rahatI hai|' varnA yadi 'merI tabiyata narama rahatI hai' kahA ki vApasa asara ho jAegA, ciMtavana kare vaisA ho jAegA ! hameM to DaoNkTara pUche taba mu~ha se bolate haiM ki, 'khAMsI huI hai', lekina turanta hI use miTA dete haiM / hameM kahanA par3atA hai ki caMdUlAla ko khAMsI huI hai / lekina kyA zuddhAtmA ko khAMsI huI hai? vaha to jisakI dukAna kA mAla hai, use z2Ahira karanA par3atA hai, lekina use apane sira para le leM, vaha kisa kAma kA ? AtmA meM duHkha nAma kA guNa nahIM hai, ciMtA nAma kA guNa nahIM hai| lekina yadi ulTA, vibhAvika ciMtavana kare to vibhAvika guNa utpanna hotA

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AptavANI-3 hai| 'maiM pha~sa gayA' aisA ciMtavana huA ki vaha pha~sa jAtA hai / 'corI karanI cAhie' yadi aisA ciMtavana karane lagA to cora bana hI jAtA I 55 praznakartA : AtmA to zuddha hI hai, to phira AtmA meM yaha cIz2a kaise AegI? dAdAzrI : AtmA to zuddha hI rahatA hai! lekina yaha ahaMkAra jo bhI karatA hai, jaisA ciMtavana karatA hai vaisA ho jAtA hai / use vyavahAra AtmA, mikenikala AtmA yA pratiSThita AtmA kahate haiM / 'maiM divAliyA hU~', aisA ciMtavana karate hI divAliyA ho jAtA hai| 'maiM bImAra hU~, aisA ciMtavana karate hI bImAra ho jAtA hai| praznakartA : AtmA jaisA ciMtavana kare, vaisA ho jAtA hai, to hama ciMtavana kareM ki mujhe haz2Ara rupaye mila jAe~ yA aura koI vastu mila jAe to vaha kyoM iphekTa meM nahIM AtA? dAdAzrI : usI kSaNa iphekTa meM A jAtA hai, lekina jJAnI kI bhASA meM samajho to samajha meM AegA / haz2Ara rupaye kA ciMtavana kiyA to turanta hI vaha yAcaka bana gayA / paise mileMge-kareMge nahIM, lekina khuda yAcaka bana jAtA hai|'khud bahuta du:khI hai', aisA ciMtavana karate hI khuda kA anaMta sukha AvRta ho jAtA hai aura du:khiyA bana jAtA hai / 'maiM sukhamaya hU~', aisA ciMtavana kare to sukhamaya bana jAtA hai / sAsa se kica-kica kare to kica-kicavAlI bana jAtI hai| phira to cAya pIne ke lie bhI kica-kica karatI hai, kyoMki kica-kica kA ciMtavana kiyA hai ! AtmA khuda anaMta zaktivAlA hai ! sabhI prakAra kI zaktiyA~ aMdara se nikaleM, aisI hai / jitanI zaktiyA~ nikAlanI Ae~, utanI ApakI / lekina eka bAra usa anaMta zakti kA bhAna ho jAnA caahie| yaha to ulTA ciMtavana karatA hai, isalie ulajhana khar3I hotI hai| eka bAra zuddhAtmA kA ciMtavana prApta ho jAe to usake bAda vaha apane Apa hI rahegA, khuda ko kucha bhI karanA nahIM pdd'egaa| Apa jahA~ jAo, vahA~ para Apako zuddhAtmA kA ciMtavana hotA hI rahatA hai na? praznakartA : haaN|

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AptavANI-3 dAdAzrI : yaha jJAna hai hI kriyAkArI ! aisA lAkhoM varSoM meM kabhI huA hI nahIM!! praznakartA : pAgala AdamI 'maiM samajhadAra hU~', aisA ciMtavana kare to vaha kyA samajhadAra ho jAegA? dAdAzrI : hA~, aisA kare to vaha samajhadAra hotA jaaegaa| yaha to aMdara asara ho cukA hai, sAikolaoNjikala iphekTsa / hama to eka bhI asara aMdara hone hI nahIM dete| praznakartA : loga kahate haiM ki 'Apa aise ho, Apa vaise ho', to usakA kyA? dAdAzrI : loga bhale hI kucha bhI kaheM, lekina Apa para usakA asara nahIM honA cAhie ki 'maiM aisA hU~', Apa ko to 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~, maiM zuddhAtmA hU~' basa itanA hI rahanA caahie| AtmA kA koI bhI ciMtavana bekAra nahIM jaataa| itanA acchA hai ki ciMtavana sthUla stara para hI hotA hai, isalie cala jAtA hai| ucca prakAra ke citavana meM eka minaTa meM pA~ca hajAra rivolyUzana hote haiN| hara eka kA ciMtavana alaga-alaga hotA hai, aisA anaMta prakAra kA ciMtavana hai| isIlie to isa jagat meM taraha-taraha ke loga dikhate haiM na! praznakartA : ciMtavana kise kahate haiM? dAdAzrI : Apa ye saba kriyAe~ karate ho, use ciMtavana nahIM kahA jaataa| Apa socate ho use nahIM khte| ciMtavana to, Apane jo Azaya mana meM nakkI kiyA ho, use kahate haiN| mana meM eka Azaya nakkI kiyA ho ki eka baMgalA, eka bagiyA, baccoM ko par3hAnA hai-aisA saba ciMtavana kare to vaha vaisA bana jAtA hai| 'rizvata ke rupaye lene meM koI harja nahIM hai', aisA ciMtavana kare to vaha vaisA bana jAtA hai| yaha jo dikhatA hai, vaha jaisA ciMtavana kiyA thA, usIkA phala hai| 'jaisA nididhyAsana kare, AtmA vaisA hI bana jAtA hai| kucha loga aisA ciMtavana karate haiM ki merA AtmA pApI hai| to kauna-se gA~va jAegA?

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AptavANI-3 57 praznakartA : AtmAtatva kA ciMtavana to manuSya ko karanA hI cAhie na? dAdAzrI : hA~, karanA caahie| jaba taka 'jJAnIpuruSa' use sacetana nahIM banA dete, taba taka vaha ciMtavana zuddha ciMtavana nahIM mAnA jAtA, lekina zabda se ciMtavana karatA hai| vaha eka prakAra kA upAya hai| rAste meM jAte hue bIca kA sTezana hai vh| bAhara ke saMyogoM ke dabAva se AtmA meM kaMpanazakti utpanna hotI hai, taba paramANu grahaNa karatA hai| kaMpanazakti eka ghaMTe ke lie baMda ho jAe to mokSa meM calA jAe! 'maiM DaoNkTara hU~, maiM strI hU~ aura dAdA puruSa haiM', aisA samajhe to kabhI bhI mokSa nahIM hogaa| 'khuda AtmA hai', aisA samajhe tabhI mokSa hogaa| AtmA : UrdhvagAmI svabhAva AtmA kA svabhAva hai ki Urdhvagamana meM jAnA-mokSa meM jAnA, svabhAva se hI vaha UrdhvagAmI hai| pudgala kA svabhAva hI hai ki nIce khIMcatA hai| ___ eka sUkhA tubAM ho, usa para tIna iMca kI cInI kI koTiMga kI huI ho, phira use samudra meM DAla deM, to pahale to vaha vaz2ana se DUba jaaegaa| phira jaise-jaise cInI ghulatI jAegI vaise-vaise vaha dhIre-dhIre Upara AtA jaaegaa| usI prakAra ye saba pariNAma niraMtara ghulate hI jAte haiM, aura AtmA Upara car3hatA hai| hama jo kucha bhI daqhala karate haiM, usase vApasa nayA utpanna hotA hai| paramANuoM kI parateM jitanI adhika hoMgI, utanA nIce kI gati meM jAegA aura kama paratoMvAlA U~cI gati meM jaaegaa| aura jaba paramANu mAtra kA AvaraNa nahIM rahegA, taba mokSa meM jaaegaa| praznakartA : hara eka jIva kA aMta meM mokSa to hai hii| kyoMki svabhAva se vaha UrdhvagAmI hai| to guru banAne kI kyA z2arUrata hai? dAdAzrI : AtmA kA svabhAva UrdhvagAmI hai, lekina vaha kaba? yadi kisIke Taca meM nahIM Ae, to| ina buddhizAliyoM ke Taca meM nahIM Ae, to! ina jAnavaroM ke Taca meM rahegA, to UrdhvagAmI hI hai| buddhi se yaha bigar3atA

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AptavANI-3 hai, isalie adhogati meM jAtA hai| pudgala kA svabhAva adhogAmI hai aura AtmA kA svabhAva UrdhvagAmI hai| siddhAtmA kI sthiti siddha bhagavaMta khuda ke saMpUrNa siddhAMta ko prApta karake siddha kSetra meM khuda ke pudgalarahita sva-svarUpa meM virAjamAna haiN| praznakartA : mukta hone ke bAda meM AtmA kI avasthA kyA hotI hai? vaha kahA~ para jAtA hai? kyA karatA hai? use kaise anubhava hote haiM? dAdAzrI : pahale ajJAna se mukti hotI hai, usake bAda bAkI bacI huI daphAoM kA hisAba pUrA hotA hai| ina mana-vacana-kAyA kA saMpUrNa nikAla ho jAe to vaha saMpUrNa Atma svarUpa ho jAtA hai| mokSa meM jAne ke lie anya kisI kAraNa kI AvazyakatA nahIM hai| pahale ke jo DiscArja karma haiM, ve hI use siddhagati meM baiThA dete haiN| vahA~ para khuda ke AtmA svabhAva meM hI, jJAtA-dRSTA aura paramAnaMda meM hI rahate haiN| unheM yaha pUrA jagat dikhatA rahatA hai ki kyA-kyA ho rahA hai, aMdara g2az2aba kA sukha bartatA hai! vahA~ kA eka sekanDa kA sukha yahA~ para A jAe to pUre jagat ke lie vaha 6 mahInoM taka calegA! logoM ne to usa sukha kI bUMda taka bhI nahIM dekhI hai| praznakartA : siddhazilA kyA hai? dAdAzrI : vaha eka kSetra hai| jahA~ para jJeya nahIM haiM, saMyoga mAtra nahIM haiN| jo lokAloka svarUpa hai, usameM loka, jisameM kI sabhI tatva haiM aura aloka, jisameM ki sirpha AkAza tatva hI hai| loka aura aloka una donoM ke saMdhi sthAna para siddhakSetra hai| vahA~ para sabhI siddhAtmA svataMtra prakAra se alaga-alaga virAjamAna rahate haiN| praznakartA : siddhAtmA vahA~ para kyA karate haiM? dAdAzrI : kucha bhI nahIM, unakA karane kA svabhAva hI nahIM hai| khuda ke paramAtmA pada meM hI rahate haiN| siddhakSetra meM baiThe hue AtmAoM ko jJAna eka hI prakAra kA dikhatA hai| yaha hAtha maiM U~cA karU~ to vaha unheM dikhatA hai| jJAna sarvasva prakAza kare vaisA hai| use jJAna kisalie kahate haiM? kyoMki

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AptavANI-3 vaha jJeya ko dekhatA hai, islie| avasthA badalatI hai, lekina use ve khuda zuddha hI dekhate haiN| ajJAnI mA~sa kA Tukar3A dekhe ki cir3a utpanna ho jAtI hai aura usameM avasthita ho jAtA hai, jaba ki siddha usI vastu ko jJeya ke rUpa meM, zuddha svarUpa meM hI dekhate haiN| yadi siddha bhagavAna ke guNoM kI bhajanA kare to na jAne kyA-kyA prApta ho jAe, aisA hai! AtmaguNa : jJAna aura darzana AtmA kyA hogA? zabdabrahma se to sabhI jAnate haiM ki anaMta guNavAlA hai| yarthAtha AtmajJAna to kaba kahalAtA hai? jaba ve guNa pariNAmita hote haiM, tb| varnA 'maiM hIrA hU~', bolane se kahIM hIrA prApta nahIM hotA! AtmajJAna hone ke lie, AtmA ko guNadharmasahita jAna leM aura vaha pariNAmita ho jAe, taba AtmajJAna hotA hai| AtmA ke do mukhya guNa haiM : jJAna aura drshn| isake alAvA to anaMta guNa haiM! 'anaMta jJAna-anaMta darzana-anaMta zakti-anaMta sukha'! AtmA khuda zuddha hI hai, lekina usake jo paryAya haiM, ve z2arA azuddha ho gae haiN| unheM hara eka ko alaga-alaga dhonA hai| ve hamArA khuda kA sukha roka lete haiN| praznakartA : anaMta jJAna, AtmA ke isa guNadharma ko dharma kaheMge yA guNa kaheMge? dAdAzrI : AtmA ke anaMta guNadharma haiN| guNa paramAnenTa haiM aura dharma TemparerI hai| 'maiM anaMta jJAnavAlA hU~', vaha usakA paramAnenTa guNa hai| 'maiM anaMta darzanavAlA hU~, vaha usakA paramAnenTa guNa hai| maiM anaMta zaktivAlA hU~', vaha usakA paramAnenTa guNa hai| 'maiM anaMta sukhadhAma hU~', vaha usakA paramAnenTa guNa hai| _AtmA ke guNa paramAnenTa haiM aura unake dharma kA upayoga ho rahA hai| jJAna paramAnenTa hai va dekhanA aura jAnanA TemparerI hai| kyoMki jaise-jaise

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60 AptavANI-3 avasthA badalatI hai vaise-vaise dekhanevAle kI avasthA badalatI hai| jaise sinemA meM avasthA badalatI hai, vaise hI dekhanevAle kI bhI avasthA badalatI hai| jJAna-darzana to zAzvata guNa haiM aura dekhanA-jAnanA usakA dharma hai| anaMta jJeyoM ko jAnane meM pariNAmita anaMtI avasthAoM meM 'zuddha cetana' saMpUrNa zuddha hai, sarvAMga zuddha hai| anaMta drazyoM ko dekhane meM pariNAmita huI anaMtI avasthAoM meM 'zuddha cetana' saMpUrNa zuddha hai, sarvAMga zuddha hai| praznakartA : anaMta jJeya, anaMta avasthAe~ aura unakA anaMta jJAnayaha to bahuta U~cI bAta hai, yaha vAkya kahIM bhI sunA nahIM hai| yaha vAkya z2arA vizeSa rUpa se smjhaaie| dAdAzrI : yaha vAkya to hama kevalajJAna meM dekhakara bolate haiN| 'jJAnI' kI mukha se nikalI huI bAteM saMpUrNa svataMtra hotI haiM, maulika hotI haiN| vaha kahIM se uThAyA huA nahIM hotaa| unakA 'velDiMga' kisI aura hI prakAra kA hotA hai! zAstra ke zabda nahIM hote !! unakA eka hI vAkya zAstroM ke zAstra banA de, aisA hai| __ 'anaMtA jJeyoM ko jAnane meM pariNAmita huI anaMtI avasthAoM meM maiM saMpUrNa zuddha hU~, sarvAMga zuddha hU~' itanA hI yadi koI pUrI taraha se samajha jAe to vaha saMpUrNa dazA ko prApta kara legA! avasthAe~ avAstavika haiM aura mUla vastu vAstavika hai| hama avasthA ke jAnakAra haiM, aura ve loga avasthA meM usa rUpa ho jAte haiN| zAdI kare to kahatA hai 'maiMne zAdI kI' aura vidhura ho jAe to kahegA 'maiM vidhura ho gyaa|' vaha usa avasthArUpI ho jAtA hai| vinAzI vastu kA parivartana hotA hai| usameM AtmA kI jJAnazakti kA parivartana hotA hai kyoMki avasthAoM ko dekhanevAlA' 'jJAna' hai| jaise-jaise avasthA badalatI hai, vaise-vaise jJAna paryAya badalate haiN| paryAyoM meM niraMtara parivartana hotA hI rahatA hai, phira bhI usameM jJAna zuddha hI rahatA hai, saMpUrNa zuddha rahatA hai| sarvAMga zuddha rahatA hai| praznakartA : jJAna kisa rUpa meM parivartita hotA hai? paryAya ke rUpa meM?

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AptavANI-3 dAdAzrI : haaN| khuda ke paryAya ko bhI jo jAnatA hai, vahI vaha khuda hai, zuddhAtmA hai| praznakartA : hama saMsAra kI parivartita hotI huI cIz2oM ko dekha sakate haiM, lekina khuda kI paramAnensI nahIM dekha paate| dAdAzrI : jo vastuoM ko hamezA ke lie badalate hue dekhatA hai, vaha khuda paramAnenTa hai| anaMta jJAna hai, isIlie to ina anaMta jJeyoM ko jAna pAte haiN| nahIM to kisa taraha se jAna pAe~ge? eka hI dina sunA ho ki cAcA-sasura kA beTA mara gayA hai, to use kisI kitAba meM noTa nahIM krte| lekina jaba bAraha varSa bAda bhI yadi unake ghara jAe~ taba bhI 'kyA maganabhAI haiM ghara meM?' aisA kahate haiM kyA?! eka hI bAra jAnA kI mara gae haiM to, vaha jJAna kaise hamezA hAz2ira hI rahatA hai!! kitane hI loga mara jAte haiM, lekina sabhIke bAre meM yaha yAda rahatA hai yA nahIM rahatA? praznakartA : bilkula rahatA hai| dAdAzrI : g2az2aba kI zakti hai AtmA kI! vyApAra karatA hai, sabakucha karatA hai, phira bhI AtmA meM raha sakatA hai! praznakartA : jJAna aura darzana, jo AtmA ke guNa haiM, ve kisa apekSA se guNa kahe jAte haiN| dAdAzrI : vaha to svAbhAvika vastu hai| AtmA : guNadharma se abheda svarUpI praznakartA : jJAna bhedavAlA hai yA abheda hai? dAdAzrI : bhedavAlA hotA hI nhiiN| jJAna, darzana sabakucha abheda AtmA rUpI hai| jisa prakAra sone kA pIlA raMga, vaha usakA guNa hai, phira vaz2anadAra hai vaha dUsarA dharma, usa para jaMga nahIM lagatA vaha usakA dharma hai| arthAt ye sabhI sone ke guNadharma haiM, usI prakAra AtmA ke bhI guNadharma haiN| jisa prakAra sonA usake guNadharmoM meM abhedabhAva se sonA hI

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AptavANI-3 hai, usI prakAra se AtmA ke sabhI guNoM meM abhedabhAva se AtmA hI hai, vahA~ para bheda nahIM hai| praznakartA : jJAna jaba apane vicAra meM AtA hai, taba to usake Tukar3e-Tukar3e ho jAte haiM, abheda svarUpa se nahIM rhtaa| jAnate haiM abheda svarUpa meM, lekina zabda meM varNana karanA ho to phira bhedarUpI ho jAtA hai| dAdAzrI : varNana karanA ho to bheda dikhegA hii| 'sonA pIlA hai', aisA bolanA par3atA hai, lekina eTa e TAima sabhI guNadharma nahIM bole jA skte| vaha vajanadAra hai, aisA dUsarI bAra bolanA par3atA hai| usI prakAra se 'maiM anaMta jJAnavAlA hU~' phira bhI bheda nahIM hai, abheda svarUpa se hai| vastu eka hI hai| pariNamita avasthA meM AtmA zuddha jJAna kA svabhAva aisA hai ki jJeya ke AkAra kA ho jAtA hai, phira bhI khuda zuddha hI rahatA hai| eka jJeya haTe to nayA jJeya A jAtA hai aura khuda phira se jJAnAkAra ho jAtA hai, lekina donoM cipaka nahIM jaate| avasthA kA jJAna nAzavaMta hai, svAbhAvika jJAna avinAzI hai| jisa prakAra se yaha sUrya hai aura ye usakI kiraNeM haiM, usI prakAra AtmA hai aura AtmA kI kiraNeM haiM, vaha usakI avasthA haiM, yaha to sirpha avasthA meM hI parivartana hotA hai, bAkI eka bhI paramANu bar3hA nahIM hai, na hI kama huA hai! AtmA : dravya aura paryAya praznakartA : paryAya kA matalaba kyA hai? / dAdAzrI : jJeya meM jJeyAkAra pariNAma, vahI paryAya hai| sirpha AtmA kA hI prakAza aisA hai ki jo saMpUrNa jJeyAkAra ho sakatA hai| anya koI prakAza aisA hai ki jo jJeyAkAra ho ske| praznakartA : 'zUnya hai tatva se jo, pUrNa hai paryAya se|' isakA matalaba kyA hai?

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AptavANI-3 63 dAdAzrI : dravya aura guNa se AtmA zUnya hai aura paryAya se pUrNa hai| AtmA ke dravya, guNa aura paryAya haiM aura pudgala ke bhI dravya, guNa aura paryAya haiN| pratyeka khuda ke paryAya se pUrNa hai aura mUla svabhAva se zUnya hai| khuda svabhAva meM A jAe to zUnya hai| AtmA ke paryAya jJeya ke anusAra ho jAte haiM, lekina AtmA ke dravya aura guNa jJeya ke anusAra nahIM ho jaate| jJeya haTa jAe to vApasa paryAya bhI khatma hokara anya jagaha para calA jAtA hai| ataH isa prakAra se paryAya se pUrNa hai| praznakartA : dravya aura guNa se zUnya kisa prakAra se ho sakatA hai? dAdAzrI : zUnya arthAt yaha jagat jise zUnya samajhatA hai, isakA artha vaisA nahIM hai| zUnya arthAt nirvikAra pd| mana ko zUnya karanA cAhate haiM, lekina mana AtmA jaisA ho jAe, taba vaha zUnya ho jaaegaa| ataH AtmA ke sabhI guNa prApta ho jAe~, taba vaha zUnya ho jaaegaa| mana ekz2osTa ho jAegA to zUnya ho jaaegaa| paryAya vinAzI hote haiM aura dravya-guNa avinAzI hote haiN| dravya-guNa sahacArI hote haiN| guNa sabhI sahacArI hai aura paryAya badalate rahate haiN| siddha bhagavAna meM bhI dravya, guNa aura paryAya hote haiM, lekina unake sabhI paryAya zuddha hote haiM, isalie ve sirpha 'dekhate' aura 'jAnate' haiN| vastu kI sUkSma avasthA ko paryAya kahate haiM, sthUla avasthA ko avasthA kahate haiN| aMgrez2I meM phez2ez2a' kahate haiM na? hAlAMki vaha bhI sthUla hI kahalAtA hai| jisa AtmA ko samajhA hU~, use maiM vANI dvArA kaha rahA huuN| usakA Apa sirpha 'vyU-poinTa' kA artha samajha sakate ho, bAkI usakA varNana to avarNanIya hai| AtmA svayaM jJAtA-dRSTA aura paramAnaMdI hai| ye jJeya haiM, tabhI vaha khuda jJAtA hai| jJeya-jJAtA kA saMbaMdha hai| isa phUla kI paMkhur3I bhI hai aura phUla bhI hai, lekina paMkhur3I phUla nahIM hai aura phUla paMkhur3I nahIM hai, aisA hai|

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64 AptavANI-3 dekhane-jAnane meM kisI prakAra kI bhUla nahIM ho, usIko jJAtA-dRSTA kahate haiN| "anaMtA jJeyoM ko jAnane meM pariNAmita huI anaMtI avasthAoM meM 'zuddha cetana', saMpUrNa zuddha hai, sarvAMga zuddha hai|" jJeyoM ko jAnane meM kisI prakAra kI parezAnI nahIM hai| AtmA kA jJeyoM ke sAtha meM rAga-dveSa se baMdhana hai aura vItarAgatA se mukta hI hai| bhale hI deha ho, mana ho, vANI ho, lekina una jJeyoM meM AtmA vItarAgatA ke kAraNa mukta hai| paryAya anaMta haiM, usameM ghabarAnA kyA? sira para karor3oM bAla haiM, lekina eka kaMghA ghumAyA kI ThikAne para A jAte haiM! AtmA : jJAna kriyA jJAna aura darzana kI kriyA meM bhagavAna ko nukasAna hI kyA hai? ajJAna kriyA meM parezAnI hai| jJAna kriyA meM to thakAna hotI hI nhiiN| bhagavAna kriyAzIla haiM, lekina jJAna kriyA ke kriyAzIla haiN| zuddha cetana kI sakriyatA hai, lekina vaha unakI khuda kI svAbhAvika sakriyatA hai, usameM thakAna nahIM hotii| zIze meM pratibiMba ke rUpa meM dekho, usameM zIze ko kyA mehanata karanI paDatI hai? bhagavAna bhI aise hI hai! pUrA jagat pratibiMba ke rUpa meM dikhatA hai, vaise zeSa zaiyAvAle bhagavAna hai! zeSa zaiyAvAle kisalie kahA hai? are, para-ramaNatA karegA to sA~pa kATa khAegA! AtmA khuda anaMtakAla se vItarAga hI hai, kabhI bhI usake guNadharma badale hI nhiiN| AtmA-anAtmA anAdi se 'mikscara' ke rUpa meM rahe haiM, 'kaMpAunDa' nahIM bana ge| vaha to aisA hai ki jaba 'jJAnIpuruSa' donoM ko vibhAjita kara deM taba mUla AtmA kA anubhava hotA hai| jaba taka anAtmA kA eka bhI paramANu AtmA meM rahe, taba taka anubhava nahIM ho paataa| dravya, guNa, paryAya se zuddhattva praznakartA : tatva se (ke rUpa meM) AtmA kaisA hai? dAdAzrI : AkAza jaisA hai| praznakartA : AtmA ke paramANu haiM kyA?

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AptavANI-3 65 dAdAzrI : nahIM, AkAza meM kyA dikhatA hai? AtmA kA to prakAza alaga hI prakAra kA hai aura ve paramANu alaga prakAra ke haiN| paramANu to, kitane sAre ikaTThe ho jAe~, taba jAkara vastu dikhatI hai| yaha zarIra manavacana-kAyA, aMta:karaNa sabakucha paramANu se banA huA hai, jaba ki AtmA eka hI vastu hai| praznakartA : tatva ke rUpa meM AtmA prakAza kA banA huA hai? dAdAzrI : prakAza jaisA hai usakA svabhAva! praznakartA : ApakA jJAna kA vAkya hai "dravya, guNa, paryAya se zuddhacetana saMpUrNa zuddha hai, sarvAMga zuddha hai", to AtmA kauna-se paryAyoM se zuddha hai? jJAna-darzana ke paryAya se? / dAdAzrI : jJAna-darzana to usake guNa kahalAte haiN| Ama dekhate hI jJAna Ama ke AkAra kA ho jAtA hai| jaisA jJeya kA AkAra hotA hai, vaisA hI jJAna ho jAtA hai| jagat ke logoM ko ve jJAna paryAya cipaka par3ate haiM aura azuddhi ho jAtI hai| hama logoM (jJAna prApta mahAtmA) ko ye cipaka nahIM pdd'te| vApasa vahA~ se ukhar3akara dUsarI tarapha calA jAtA hai| jahA~ dekhe, vahA~ para tanmayAkAra nahIM ho jaataa| praznakartA : use Ama ke AkAra kA kahA, to vaha jJAna-darzana ke paryAya huA na? dAdAzrI : nhiiN| jJAna-darzana to guNa hai| aura paryAya, use sthUla bhASA meM samajhanA ho, to avasthA kaha sakate haiN| jo bhI vastu hotI hai, paryAya se vaha usIke AkAravAlA jJeyAkAra bana jAtA hai| drazyakAra nahIM hotA, kyoMki darzana sAmAnya bhAva se hai, jaba ki jJAna vizeSabhAva se hai, isIlie jJeya alaga-alaga hote haiN| praznakartA : 'dravya, guNa, paryAya se maiM saMpUrNa zuddha hU~, sarvAMga zuddha hU~', vaha zuddhAtmA kI dRSTi se yA pratiSThita AtmA kI dRSTi se? dAdAzrI : zuddhAtmA kI dRSTi se|

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66 AptavANI-3 praznakartA : siddha bhagavaMtoM ko, jo ki siddhakSetra meM haiM, ve Ama ko dekheM to unameM paryAya utpanna hote haiM yA nahIM? dAdAzrI : paryAya ke binA to AtmA hogA hI nahIM na! paryAya hoMge tabhI vastu tatva kI dRSTi se avinAzI aura paryAya kI dRSTi se vinAzI hogii| praznakartA : hama jo dekhate haiM aura siddha bhagavAna jo dekhate haiM, unake paryAya kyA alaga hoMge? dAdAzrI : ve to alaga hI haiM na! hama cipake huoM ko ukhAr3ate haiM aura siddhoM ko to kucha ukhAr3anA-karanA hai hI nhiiN| unheM to cipakate hI nahIM haiM na! siddhoM kA svarUpa hamArI zraddhA meM hai aura vartana meM yaha vinAzI svarUpa hai| lekina zraddhA meM yaha vinAzI svarUpa calA gayA hai| praznakartA : 'dravya se, tatva se saMpUrNa zuddha hU~, sarvAMga zuddha hU~' aisA jJAna-darzana se hI hai na? | dAdAzrI : dravya se hai, jJAna-darzana se bhI hai, aura guNa se bhI hai, sabhI guNoM se| praznakartA : AtmA ke zuddha ho jAne ke bAda usake paryAya rahate haiM kyA? dAdAzrI : paryAya ke binA to AtmA hotA hI nhiiN| praznakartA : paryAya hoMge to phira AtmA badala nahIM jAegA? dAdAzrI : bilkula bhI nahIM bdltaa| yaha jo lAiTa hai, vaha jar3a hai| to udAharaNa ke rUpa meM ise leM to yaha lAiTa dravya kahalAtI hai aura prakAza dene kI jo zakti hai, vaha jJAna-darzana kahalAtI hai| aura prakAza meM jo ye sabhI cIz2e dikhatI haiM, ve jJeya kahalAtI haiN| aba lAiTa ko kisI cIz2a meM baMda kara do to use kucha bhI nahIM cipakatA, vaha zuddha hI rahatI hai| jaisA ApakI zraddhA meM hai, AtmA vaisA hI ho jaaegaa| praznakartA : khuda khuda ke dravya se bhI zuddha hai, vaha kaise?

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AptavANI-3 67 dAdAzrI : vaha svabhAva se hI hai| dravya se to sabhI tatva zuddha hI haiM, sirpha paryAya se hI saba bigar3A hai| isa paryAya zabda kA jaisA saMsAra meM upayoga hotA hai, usa prakAra se upayoga nahIM kara skte| paryAya sirpha avinAzI vastu para, sat vastu para hI lAgU hotA hai, anya kisI jagaha para lAgU nahIM hotaa| cetana ke paryAya cetana hote haiM aura acetana ke paryAya acetana hote haiN| dravya, gaNu aura paryAya yadi ekjekTanesa meM samajha meM A jAe~ to 'kevalajJAna svarUpa' ho jAegA! praznakartA : acetana paryAya kyA asara DAlate haiM? dAdAzrI : 'jJAnI' para kisI prakAra kA asara nahIM hotA aura ajJAnI para asara hotA hai| praznakartA : ajJAnI ko karma ba~dhavAtA hai? dAdAzrI : haaN| AtmA ke dravya, guNa aura paryAya, vaha bahuta gUr3ha bAta hai, samajha meM A sake, aisI nahIM hai| vItarAgoM kA vijJAna aisA nahIM hai ki usake pAra jA ske| AtmA : paramAnaMda svarUpI jaba taka vyavahAra AtmA hai, taba taka mAnasika AnaMda hai| AtmA ko jAnane ke bAda AtmA kA AnaMda prApta hotA hai, zabdarUpa se sune hue AtmA se kAma nahIM calatA, yarthAtha svarUpa se honA caahie| __ niraMtara AnaMda meM rahane kA nAma hI mokSa hai| koI gAliyA~ de, jeba kATe, taba bhI AnaMda nahIM jAe, vahI mokSa hai| mokSa koI anya vastu nahIM hai| 'jJAnIpuruSa' ko niraMtara paramAnaMda hI rahatA hai| AtmA kA svabhAva hI paramAnaMda svarUpI hai| siddha bhagavaMtoM kA paramAnaMda asIma hotA hai| unakA eka minaTa kA AnaMda pUre jagat ke jIvoM ke eka varSa taka ke AnaMda ke barAbara hotA hai| phira bhI yaha to sthUla similI (upamA) hI hai|

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AptavANI-3 bAhara se jo koI bhI AnaMda AtA hai, vaha paudgalika AnaMda hai| kiMcit mAtra bhI bAhara se AnaMda nahIM ho, pudgala paramANu mAtra meM se nahIM ho, sahaja, aprayAsa prApta AnaMda, vahI AtmA kA AnaMda hai| zAstroM ko par3hakara jo AnaMda AtA hai, vaha AtmA kA AnaMda nahIM hai, vaha paudgalika AnaMda hai| bahuta dhUpa se thakA huA manuSya babUla ke nIce Akara niHzvAsa le, usake jaisA hai| jo mehanata kI hai, usa mehanata kA AnaMda hai, AnaMda to sAhajika rahanA cAhie, nirAkula AnaMda rahanA caahie| vivAha meM aura sinemA meM AnaMda hai, lekina vaha Akula-vyAkula AnaMda hai, vaha manoraMjana hai, AtmaraMjana nahIM hai| nirAkula AnaMda utpanna ho, taba samajhanA ki AtmA prApta huA hai| AnaMda to AtmA ke sahacArI guNoM meM se eka guNa hai, anvaya guNa hai| AtmA jAnane ke bAda AtmA kA zuddha paryAyika AnaMda utpanna hotA hai, vaha kramapUrvaka bar3hate-bar3hate saMpUrNa dazA taka pahu~catA hai| jisa prakAra se bAhara ke sabhI saMyogoM meM se mukta hone ke bAda parezAnI nahIM rahatI, TheTha kevalajJAna hone taka kucha bhAga zuddha paryAya meM nahIM rhte| kevalajJAna ke bAda meM jaba sabhI paryAya zuddha paryAyoM meM A jAte haiM, usake bAda meM vaha mokSa meM jAtA hai| praznakartA : saccA AnaMda kisa prakAra se anubhava kiyA jA sakatA hai? dAdAzrI : saccA AnaMda kisI bhI bAhya prakAra se anubhava nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| isa laukika AnaMda ke lie indriyoM kI z2arUrata haiM, lekina sacce AnaMda ke lie indriyoM kI z2arUrata nahIM haiN| balki indriyA~ aMtarAya DAlatI haiN| saccA AnaMda to zAzvata AnaMda hai| jaba taka kisI bhI vastu kA AdhAra rahatA hai, taba taka vaha paudgalika AnaMda hai| AdhAra arthAt koI vastu mile, viSayoM kI vastu mile, mAna-tAna mile, lobha meM lAbha ho, ve sabhI kalpita, paudgalika AnaMda! jagat vismRta karavA de, vaha AnaMda kahalAtA hai, aura vahI AtmA kA AnaMda hai| AnaMda to nirupAya AnaMda honA cAhie, mukta AnaMda honA caahie|

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AptavANI-3 jIva mAtra ke bhItara bharapUra AnaMda bharA huA hI hai, lekina AtmA kA vaha AnaMda AnA baMda ho gayA hai| kaSAya, kleza, rAga-dveSa hone se AtmA para AvaraNa A jAtA hai aura AnaMda calA jAtA hai| gAya ke sIMga para rAI kA dAnA rakhane para jitanI dera taka vaha Tike, utanI hI dera taka yadi AtmA kA AnaMda cakha le to vaha phira jAegA nhiiN| eka bAra dRSTi meM fiTa ho gayA, islie| saccA AnaMda eka sarIkhA rahatA hai, bahuta tRpti rahatI hai| usa AnaMda kA varNana hI nahIM ho sktaa| krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha kI gairahAz2irI, vahI AnaMda hai| jo saMsArI AnaMda AtA hai, vaha murchA kA AnaMda hai, brAnDI pIne jaisaa| jagat ne AnaMda dekhA hI nahIM hai| jo bhI dekhA hai, vaha tirobhAvI AnaMda dekhA hai| AnaMda meM thakAna nahIM lagatI, boriyata nahIM hotii| bora hone kA matalaba hI thakAna hai| praznakartA : aura kisI jagaha kI bajAya yahA~ kI cIz2a mujhe alaga lagatI hai| yahA~ para sabhI ke cehare para hAsya aura AnaMda alaga hI prakAra kA hai| isakA kyA kAraNa hai? dAdAzrI : Apako yaha parIkSA (jA~ca) karanA AyA, vaha bahuta bar3I bAta hai| yaha parIkSA karanA AsAna nahIM hai| yaha to varlDa kA Azcarya hai! isakA kAraNa yaha hai ki yahA~ para sabake aMdara kI jalana baMda ho gaI hai aura AtmA kA AnaMda utpanna huA hai| yahA~ para saccA AnaMda prApta hotA hai, usase kitane hI janmoM se par3e hue ghAva bhara jAte haiN| varnA saMsAra ke ghAva to bharate hI nahIM hai na! eka ghAva bharane lage, taba taka to dUsare pA~ca ghAva ho jAte haiM ! AtmA ke AnaMda se aMdara sabhI ghAva bhara jAte haiM, usase mukti kA anubhava hotA hai !! praznakartA : duniyA meM aisI koI cIz2a hai ki jo AnaMda prApta karavAe? dAdAzrI : 'jJAnIpuruSa' ko dekhate hI AnaMda hotA hai| praznakartA : ApakI bAta sunane se hI hameM asIma AnaMda hotA hai to Apako kitanA AnaMda hai?

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AptavANI-3 dAdAzrI : Apake aMdara bhI vahI AnaMda bharA huA hai, mere aMdara bhI vahI AnaMda bharA huA hai, sabhI meM vahI AnaMda hai, eka hI svarUpa hai| jisakA jitanA puruSArtha aura jitanA 'jJAnI' kA rAjIpA, ina donoM kA guNAkAra huA ki cala par3A (Atma pragati hone lagI) / AtmA : anaMta zakti khuda meM khuda kI saMpUrNa zaktiyA~ vyakta ho jAe~, vahI paramAtmA hai| lekina ye zaktiyA~ AvRta ho gaI haiM, varnA khuda hI paramAtmA hai| 70 hara eka jIva mAtra meM, gadhe, kutte, gulAba ke paudhe meM bhI AtmA kI anaMta zaktiyA~ haiM, lekina ve AvRta haiM isIlie phala nahIM detiiN| jitanI prakaTa huI hoMgI, utanA hI phala deMgI / igoiz2ama aura mamatA pUrI taraha se cale jAe~, to vaha zakti vyakta hogii| pudgala ke prati jitanI saspRhatA thI aura AtmA ke prati niHspRhatA thI, to aba pudgala ke prati niHspRhatA jitanI adhika hotI jAegI, utanI hI AtmA para saspRhatA AegI / pudgala kI, AtmA kI sabhI zaktiyA~ eka mAtra prakaTa paramAtmA meM hI lagAne jaisI haiN| manuSya meM pUrNa paramAtma zakti hai, jisakA upayoga karanA AnA caahie| 'jJAnIpuruSa' sabhI zaktiyA~ dene ko taiyAra hai, zakti Apake aMdara hI par3I huI hai| lekina Apako tAlA kholakara lene kA haqa nahIM hai| jJAnIpuruSa khola deMge, taba ve nikleNgii| isa hindustAna kA eka hI manuSya pUre varlDa kA kalyANa kara sakatA hai, usameM itanI sArI zaktiyA~ haiM, lekina ye zaktiyA~ abhI ulTe rAste para jA rahI haiM, isalie saboTeja ho rahA hai| isako kaMTrolara kI AvazyakatA hai / 'jJAnIpuruSa' aura 'satpuruSa' aura 'saMtapuruSa' isake nimitta hote haiM / bhagavAna se kauna-sI zakti mA~ganI cAhie ? 'yaha jo tUphAna calA hai, isameM jJAna zakti aura sthiratA zakti dIjie, aise mA~ganA caahie| pudgala zakti nahIM mA~ganI cAhie, jJAna zakti mA~ganI caahie| aMdara anaMta zaktiyA~ haiM / anaMta siddhiyA~ haiM, lekina avyakta rUpa

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AptavANI-3 71 se rahI huI haiN| aMdara suMdara, suramya zaktiyA~ haiM ! g2az2aba kI zaktiyA~ haiM, unheM rakhakara bAhara se kurUpa zaktiyA~ mola laae| svabhAvakRta zaktiyA~ kitanI suMdara haiM! aura ye vikRta zaktiyA~ bAhara se mola lAe! aMdara dRSTi par3I hI nhiiN| AtmA prApta hone para ve zaktiyA~ vyakta hone lagatI hai| AtmazaktiyoM ko to AtmavIrya kahA jAtA haiN| AtmavIrya kama ho to usameM kamaz2orI utpanna hotI hai| krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha utpanna ho jAte haiM, ahaMkAra ke kAraNa AtmavIrya TUTa jAtA hai, to jaise-jaise ahaMkAra kA vilaya hotA hai vaise-vaise AtmavIrya utpanna hotA jAtA hai| jaba-jaba aisA lage ki AtmavIrya kama ho rahA hai, taba paccIsa-paccIsa bAra U~cI AvAz2a meM bolanA ki 'maiM anaMta zaktivAlA hU~' to zakti utpanna hogii| praznakartA : 'maiM anaMta zaktivAlA hU~' aisA bolate haiM, lekina siddha bhagavAnoM ke lie vaha zakti kauna-sI hai? dAdAzrI : yaha to jaba taka vANI hai tabhI taka 'maiM anaMta zaktivAlA hU~' aisA bolane kI z2arUrata hai aura mokSa meM jAte hue vighna anaMta prakAra ke haiM, isalie unake sAmane hama anaMta zaktivAle haiM, bAda meM kucha bAkI nahIM rhtaa| vANI aura vighna haiM, tabhI taka bolane kI z2arUrata hai| praznakartA : AtmA ke mokSa meM jAne ke bAda meM, jJAtA-dRSTA ke alAvA anya kauna-sI zakti hai? dAdAzrI : anya kaI zaktiyA~ haiN| khuda kI zakti se vaha yaha saba pAra kara letA hai| usake bAda mokSa meM jAne ke bAda una sabhI zaktiyoM kA sTaoNka rahatA hai| Aja bhI ve sabhI zaktiyA~ haiM, lekina jitanI kAma meM Ae~, utanA shii| praznakartA : mokSa meM jAne ke bAda ve zaktiyA~ auroM ke kAma nahIM AtIM na? dAdAzrI : bAda meM phira kisa meM upayoga karanA hai? aura vahA~ para kisalie upayoga karanA hai? khuda ko anya koI parezAnI nahIM Ae, vaisI sephasAiDa rahatI hai|

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AptavANI-3 praznakartA : AtmA kI anaMta zaktiyA~ haiM, ve kyA deha ke kAraNa haiM ? dAdAzrI : deha ke kAraNa to nAzavaMta zaktiyA~ hAz2ira hotI haiM / praznakartA : mokSa meM bhI anaMta zaktiyA~ haiM ? dAdAzrI : haaN| sabhI zaktiyA~ haiM, lekina vahA~ unakA upayoga nahIM karanA hai| mokSa meM jAte hue anaMta aMtarAya haiM, ataH mokSa meM jAne ke lie, unake sAmane anaMta zaktiyA~ haiM / 72 praznakartA : AtmA kI anaMta zaktiyoM kA upayoga kisa taraha se hotA hai? jJAtA-dRSTA rahane meM hI? dAdAzrI : jJAtA-dRSTApana, vaha mUla vastu hai / vaha A jAegA to sabhI zaktiyA~ utpanna ho jaaeNgii| usake sAtha 'hama' 'joinTa' kara deM to ve sabhI zaktiyA~ oNTomeTikalI prApta ho jaaeNgii| AtmA kI anaMta zaktiyA~ haiM, unakA yadi ulTA upayoga ho to aisA bhI kara DAle aura sIdhA upayoga ho to asIma AnaMda utpanna hogA / ulTA upayoga huA, usIse to yaha pUrA jagat utpanna ho gayA hai ! siddha bhagavAnoM ko to niraMtara jJAtA-dRSTA aura paramAnaMda, usameM hI niraMtara rahanA hai| unheM g2az2aba kA sukha bartatA hai / praznakartA : isakA matalaba kyA yaha huA ki ye jo anaMta zaktiyA~ haiM, mokSa meM jAte hue unakA khuda ke svabhAva meM rahane ke lie hI upayoga karanA hai? dAdAzrI : ina ulTI zaktiyoM se saMsAra utpanna ho gayA hai| aba sIdhI zakti itanI adhika haiM ki jo sabhI vighna tor3a DAle / isIlie to hama vaha vAkya bulavAte haiM, 'mokSa meM jAte hue vighna anaMta prakAra ke hone se unake sAmane maiM anaMta zaktivAlA hU~ / ' jJAtA-dRSTA rahane se tamAma vighnoM kA nAza ho jAtA hai| praznakartA : AtmazaktiyA~ kaba prakaTa hotI hai ? dAdAzrI : khuda anaMta zaktivAlA hI hai ! AtmA hokara 'maiM anaMta

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AptavANI-3 73 zaktivAlA hU~' bole to ve zaktiyA~ prakaTa hotI jAtI haiN| 'jJAnIpuruSa' jo rAstA dikhAe~, usa rAste calakara chUTa jAnA hai, nahIM to chUTA jA sake aisA nahIM hai| isIlie ve kaheM usa rAste para calakara chUTa jAnA hai| koI gA rahA ho aura usakI maz2Aka ur3Ao, usa para cir3ho yA aura kucha karo to vaha usakI virAdhanA khlaaegii| virAdhanA kA phala bhayaMkara AtA hai| aura ArAdhanA karo ki bahuta acchA, bahuta acchA' to Apako bhI vaha A jaaegaa| AtmA kI kitanI sArI zaktiyA~ haiM? koI z2amIna kA pUche to turanta javAba detA hai ki itanI bIghA hai, AkAra pUche to kahatA hai 'aisA hai'| sAmane se kisI AdamI ko AtA huA dekhe to turanta kahegA ki cAcA sasura Ae haiM! kabhI bhI kucha bhI pUcho to bhI kitanI tarapha kA lakSya eTa e TAima rakhatA hai! ___AtmA kI caitanya zakti kisase AvRta hai? 'yaha cAhie aura vaha cAhie', logoM kI z2arUrate haiM, to unakA dekhakara hama bhI sIkha gae vaha jnyaan| isake bagaira nahIM clegaa| methI kI bhAjI ke bagaira nahIM calegA, aise karate-karate ulajha gayA! anaMta zaktivAlA hai, usa para patthara DAlate rahe! AtmA : aguru-laghu svabhAva AtmA aguru-laghu svabhAvavAlA hai| aguru-laghu kA matalaba agurualaghu! AtmA guru nahIM hai, laghu nahIM hai, moTA nahIM hai, patalA nahIM hai, U~cA nahIM hai, nIcA nahIM haiM, AtmA aguru-laghu svabhAvAlA hai| anya sabakucha gurulaghu svabhAvavAle haiN| krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha, rAga-dveSa, ye sabhI guru-laghu svabhAvavAle haiN| jaba krodha AtA hai taba zurUAta meM kama hotA hai, phira bar3hate-bar3hate zikhara taka pahu~catA hai aura vahA~ se vApasa utarane lagatA hai, phira khatma ho gayA, aisA patA calatA hai; jaba ki AtmA meM caDhAva-utAra hotA hI nhiiN| ye rAga-dveSa bhI guru-laghu svabhAvavAle haiN| AtmA kA aura rAga-dveSa kA, ina donoM kA koI lenA-denA hI nahIM hai| yaha to Aropita bhAva hai ki AtmA ko rAga hotA hai, dveSa hotA hai| ye vyavahAra ke bhAva

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AptavANI-3 haiN| vAstava meM rAga-dveSa, vaha sirpha paudgalika AkarSaNa aura vikarSaNa hI hai / rAga AkarSaNa hai aura dveSa vikarSaNa hai / 74 jo prema aguru-laghu svarUpI hai, vahI paramAtmA prema hai| paramAtmA aguru-laghu prema svarUpI hai / jo prema bar3he nahIM, ghaTe nahIM, vaha paramAtma prema hai| jo ghar3Ibhara meM car3he aura ghar3Ibhara meM utare, vaha prema nahIM hai, lekina Asakti hai| praznakartA : aguru-laghu svabhAva sabhI dravyoM meM sAmAnya hai? dAdAzrI : hara eka dravya meM aguru-laghu svabhAva eka sAmAnya guNa hai / lekina prakRti, jo vikRta svabhAvavAlI hai, vaha guru-laghu svabhAvavAlI hotI hai| jagat meM jo zuddha paramANu haiM, ve aguru-laghu svabhAvavAle haiN| manuSya jaba bhAva karatA hai taba paramANu khiMcate haiM, taba prayogasA kahalAtA hai / usake bAda mizrasA hotA hai| mizrasA phala dekara jAtA hai, usake bAda vaha vApasa vizrasA arthAt zuddha paramANu bana jAte haiN| mizrasA aura prayogasA, ve gurulaghu svabhAvavAle haiM aura vizrasA paramANu aguru -laghu svabhAvavAle haiN| praznakartA : aguru-laghu svabhAva arthAt hAni - vRddhi karavAte haiM ? dAdAzrI : nahIM, aguru- laghu svabhAva arthAt bAhara hAni hotI hai, vRddhi hotI hai, lekina 'khuda' aguru-laghu svabhAva meM A jAtA hai| hara eka zuddha tatva meM aguru - laghu svabhAva sAmAnya hai| praznakartA : AtmA kA aguru-laghu svabhAva arthAt kisI bhI pradeza ko bAhara nahIM jAne de, vaisA ? dAdAzrI : hA~, usake pradeza se bAhara nahIM jAne detA, yAnI ki sthiratA nahIM chor3atA / krodha- - mAna-mAyA-lobha, rAga-dveSa, ye AtmA ke anvaya guNa nahIM haiM, vyatireka guNa haiN| anvaya guNa arthAt sahacArI guNa / hamezA sAtha meM rahanevAle guNa / yadi rAga-dveSa anvaya guNa hote to rAga-dveSa siddha bhagavaMtoM ko bhI nahIM chodd'te| lekina ye to vyatireka guNa haiM yAnI ki AtmA kI hAz2irI se pudgala meM utpanna honevAle guNa ! jisa prakAra sUryanArAyaNa kI hAz2irI

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AptavANI-3 75 se saMgamaramara kA patthara dopahara ko garama ho jAtA hai, to isameM saMgamaramara kA patthara kucha garama svabhAva kA nahIM hai, vaha to mUlataH ThaMDe svabhAva kA hI hai| vaha to sUryanArAyaNa ke svabhAva se garama ho jAtA hai| AtmA ko TaMkotkIrNa svabhAvavAlA kahate haiM, vaha usake aguru-laghu svabhAva ke kAraNa hai| AtmA : arUpI __ AtmA arUpI hai, usane bahurUpI kA rUpa dhAraNa kiyA hai| bAhara jo bahurUpI calatA hai, use vaha khuda jAnatA hai ki maiM khuda bahurUpI nahIM hU~, lekina bahurUpI kA rUpa dhAraNa kiyA hai| loga ha~seM to khuda bhI ha~satA hai| yAnI ki khuda ke svarUpa ko hI jAnatA hai| ___ AtmA arUpI hai| yAnI bhagavAna ne kyA kahA hai ki yadi arUpI mAnakara AtmA kI bhajanA karane jAegA to pudgala ke alAvA anya tatva bhI arUpI haiM, unameM tU pha~sa jAegA, isalie 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke pAsa se AtmA tatva ko jAna lenA to mUla AtmA mila jaaegaa| AtmA sirpha arUpI hI nahIM hai, usake aura bhI anaMta guNa haiN| isalie eka guNa ko pakar3akara rakhegA to ThikAnA nahIM pdd'egaa| praznakartA : AtmA arUpI hai aura karma rUpI haiN| to arUpI ko rUpI kaise cipaka gae? dAdAzrI : ye karma cipake haiM, vaha bhrAMti se aisA lagatA hai ki, 'mujhe cipakA', lekina aisA nahIM hai| ghara meM yadi caMdUlAla seTha akele hoM aura rAta ko so rahe hoM aura do baje rasoI meM kucha khar3ake to pUrI rAta 'bhUta hai' socakara ghabarAtA rahatA hai| subaha jAe aura daravAz2A khole to aMdara moTA cUhA hotA hai! terI nAsamajhI se hI karma cipake haiN| AtmA : TaMkotkIrNa svabhAva praznakartA : 'TaMkotkIrNa hai' aisA Apa kahate haiM, to TaMkotkIrNa kA matalaba kyA hai?

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76 AptavANI-3 dAdAzrI : TaMkotkIrNa, vaha sAinTiphika zabda hai| lokabhASA kA zabda nahIM hai, RSabhadeva bhagavAna kA kahA huA zabda hai| paMDitoM kI samajha meM A sake, aisA nahIM hai| phira bhI maiM saMkSipta meM sthUla bhASA meM samajhAtA huuN| isa pudgala ko aura AtmA ko cAhe kitanA bhI bilote raheM, to bhI ve kabhI bhI ekAkAra-yAnI kI kampAunDa nahIM bana jaate| sadaiva mikscara ke rUpa meM hI rahatA hai| kampAunDa bana jAe to AtmA kA mUla guNadharma badala jAe~ge, lekina mikscara meM nahIM bdlte| tela aura pAnI ko cAhe kitanA bhI miksa karane jAe~, phira bhI donoM ekAkAra nahIM hote| mUla vastu ke rUpa meM AtmA aura pudgala ekAkAra nahIM hote| ataH AtmA vastu ke rUpa meM hai aura avinAzI hai, aura AtmA ke alAvA anya vastue~ bhI haiM ki jo avinAzI haiN| ve saba ikaTThI huI haiM, lekina ekAkAra nahIM huI haiM aura ekAkAra ho bhI nahIM sktiiN| kyoMki hara eka mUla tatva TaMkotkIrNa svabhAva kA hai| eka dravya dUsare dravya ko kucha nahIM kara sakatA, vaha TaMkotkIrNa svabhAva ke kAraNa hai| isa pudgala tatva kA svabhAva aisA alaga hI prakAra kA hai ki jo yaha saba utpanna kara detA hai! vahA~ para mati nahIM pahu~ca sktii| AtmA kI mAtra bilIfa badalatI hai| isameM 'kalpa' se vikalpa bane, isI vajaha se yaha deha aura saMsAra utpanna ho jAtA hai| phira bhI isameM AtmA khuda svabhAvapariNAmI hI rahatA hai, kabhI bhI svabhAva cUkatA nahIM hai| TaMkotkIrNa zabda to bahuta bar3A hai, kisIkI bisAta nahIM hai isakA saMpUrNa artha karane kii| artha karate haiM, lekina hara koI apanI bhASA meM karatA hai| 'jJAnIpuruSa' aMtima bhASA meM samajhAte haiM, lekina aMtima bhASA meM zabda nahIM niklte| kyoMki mUla vastu taka pahu~cane ke lie zabda nahIM hote| hama jo bolate haiM, ve saMjJAsUcaka zabda haiM, bAkI mUla vastu to zabdAtIta hai| AtmA zabda rakhA gayA hai, vaha bhI saMjJAsUcaka hai| bAkI AtmA vastu hI aisI hai ki jisakA nAma nahIM hai, rUpa nahIM hai| TaMkotkIrNa, vaha paramArtha bhASA kA zabda hai aura svAnubhava usakA pramANa hai|

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AptavANI-3 zuddhacetana TaMkotkIrNa svabhAvavAlA hai| para-pudgala meM rahane ke bAvajUda zuddhacetana TaMkotkIrNa svabhAva kI vajaha se kabhI bhI tanmayAkAra nahIM huA hai| ekatva bhAvavAlA nahIM huA hai, sarvathA alaga hI rahA hai| sirpha bhrAMti se tanmayAkAra bhAsita hotA hai| kisI bhI vastu meM zuddhacetana miksa nahIM ho sktaa| zuddhacetana sthUlatama se sUkSmatama taka ke tamAma paudgalika paryAyoM kA jJAtA-dRSTA mAtra hai, TaMkotkIrNa hai, kevalajJAna svarUpa hai| AtmA : avyAbAdha svarUpa ___'maiM zuddhatmA hU~', aisA lakSya meM baiTha gayA, taba se anubhava zreNI zurU ho jAtI hai| koI jaMtu paira ke nIce kucala gayA to 'use' zaMkA hotI hai, ni:zaMkatA nahIM raha sktii| ataH taba taka 'caMdUlAla' se 'Apako' pratikramaNa karavAnA par3egA ki 'caMdUlAla, Apane jaMtu ko kucalA, isalie pratikramaNa kro|' aise karate-karate sUkSma bhAva kI anubhava zreNI prApta hogI aura khuda kA svarUpa avyAbAdha svarUpa hai, aisA lagegA, dikhegA aura anubhava meM aaegaa| usake bAda zaMkA nahIM hogii| taba taka to japa AtmA, tapa AtmA, tyAga AtmA, satya AtmA meM rahatA hai, vaha zuddhAtmA meM nahIM hai| use zreNI nahIM khte| arthAt vaha vyakti mokSa meM jAegA yA kahIM ora jAegA, yaha kahA nahIM jA sktaa| zuddhAtmA kA lakSya baiThane ke bAda meM zreNiyoM kI zurUAta hotI haiM, usake bAda khuda kA svarUpa avyAbAdha hai, sUkSma hai, amUrta hai, aisA anubhava meM AtA jAtA hai| praznakartA : avyAbAdha kA matalaba kyA hai? dAdAzrI : avyAbAdha kA artha yaha hai ki merA svarUpa aisA hai ki kabhI kisI jIva ko kiMcit mAtra bhI duHkha nahIM de sakatA aura sAmanevAle kA svarUpa bhI vaisA hI hai ki use kabhI bhI duHkha nahIM ho sakatA; usI prakAra se hameM bhI sAmanevAlA du:kha nahIM de sakatA, aisA anubhava ho jAtA hai| sAmanevAle ko usakA anubhava nahIM hai, lekina mujhe to anubhava ho gayA hai, phira mujhase kisIko duHkha hogA, aisI zaMkA nahIM rhtii| jaba taka sAmanevAle ko mujhase duHkha hotA hai, aisI thor3I-sI bhI zaMkA rahe to usakA

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78 AptavANI-3 pratikramaNa karanA cAhie, usa zaMkA kA nivAraNa karanA caahie| aura 'apanA' svarUpa to vahI kA vahI hai, avyAbAdha! 'jJAnIpuruSa' ne jisa siMhAsana para baiThAyA hai, usa siMhAsana para baiThe-baiThe kAma karate rahanA hai!! praznakartA : yaha pIr3A kise hotI hai? AtmA ko? dAdAzrI : AtmA ko pIr3A ne kabhI bhI sparza kiyA hI nhiiN| aura yadi pIr3A sparza kare, AtmA kA sparza ho jAe to vaha pIr3A sukhamaya ho jaaegii| AtmA anaMta sukha kA dhAma hai| mAne hue AtmA ko pIr3A hotI hai, mUla AtmA ko kucha bhI nahIM hotaa| mUla AtmA to avyAbAdha svarUpa hai ! bilkula hI bAdhA-pIr3A rahita hai!! isa deha ko koI churI mAre, kATe to bAdhA-pIr3A utpanna hotI hai, lekina AtmA ko kucha bhI nahIM hotaa| AtmA : avyaya AtmA avyaya hai| mana-vacana-kAyA kA niraMtara vyaya ho rahA hai| vyaya do prakAra ke : eka apavyaya aura dUsarA sdvyy| bAkI AtmA to avyaya hai| anaMta kAla se bhaTaka rahA hai, kutte meM, gadhe meM gayA, lekina AtmA kA itanA-sA bhI vyaya nahIM huA hai| AtmA : niraMjana, nirAkAra praznakartA : AtmA ko niraMjana, nirAkAra kyoM kahA hai? dAdAzrI : niraMjana arthAt use karma laga nahIM skte| nirAkAra arthAt usakI kalpanA kI jA sake, aisA nahIM hai| bAkI usakA AkAra hai, lekina vaha svAbhAvika AkAra hai, loga samajhate haiM vaisA AkAra nahIM hai, loga to kalpanA meM par3ate haiM ki AtmA gAya jaisA hai yA ghor3e jaisA, lekina vaha aisA nahIM hai| AtmA kA svAbhAvika AkAra hai, kalpita nahIM hai| AtmA nirAkAra hone ke bAvajUda deha ke AkAra kA hai| jisa bhAga para deha kA AvaraNa hai, usa bhAga meM jo AtmA hai, usakA vaisA hI AkAra hai| AtmA bhAjana ke anusAra saMkucana aura vikAsa karatA hai, bhAjana ke anusAra prakAza detA hai (prakAzamAna hotA hai)| aMtima avatAra ke bAda jaba deha nahIM rahatI, taba pUre loka ko prakAzamAna karatA hai|

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AptavANI - 3 79 praznakartA : siddha kSetra meM AtmA bhAjana ke anusAra hotA hai? dAdAzrI : vaha aMtima deha ke bhAjana ke anusAra hotA hai| aMtima deha jisa AkAra kA hotA hai, usase thor3A hI choTA hotA hai| praznakartA : to AtmA kA AkAra hai yA nirAkAra hai ? dAdAzrI : nirAkAra hai, phira bhI sAkArI hai / koI manuSya aisA nahIM kaha sakatA ki sAkArI hI hai / nirAkAra to hai hI, lekina sAkAra bhI hai, vh| sAkAra usakA alaga-alaga svabhAva kA hai| praznakartA : jagat meM sabakucha sAkArI hai, to loga nirAkArI kahate haiM, vaha kisa prakAra se ? dAdAzrI : nirAkAra, vaha cIz2a alaga hai| loga nirAkAra ko 'vaikyUma' jaisA samajhate haiM, lekina yaha AkAza jaisA hai| AkAza nirAkArI hai| praznakartA : saMta kahate haiM ki paramAtmA nirAkAra hai / phira aisA bhI kahate haiM ki rAma aura kRSNa ho cuke haiM, ve bhagavAna haiM / dehavAle nirAkAra haiM, aisA kahate haiM, isalie hama ulajha jAte haiN| I dAdAzrI : jo nirAkAra haiM, ve to paramAtmA haiM / lekina nirAkAra ko bhajeM kisa taraha? vaha to jinake aMdara paramAtmA prakaTa hue haiM, unheM bhajane se paramAtmA prApta hoNge| bhagavAna to vizeSaNa hai, jaba ki paramAtmA, vaha vizeSaNa nahIM hai| paramAtmA kA, nirAkAra kA, dhyAna nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| lekina dehadhArI paramAtmA hoM, to unake darzana kie jA sakate haiM, nididhyAsana kiyA jA sakatA hai| AtmA : amUrta vaha AtmA amUrta hai aura mUrta ke aMdara rahA huA hai| jo mUrta hai, rileTiva hai aura aMdara amUrta hai, vaha 'riyala' hai / jisa mUrti meM amUrta prakaTa ho gae haiM, ve mUrtAmUrta bhagavAna kahalAte haiM / 'jJAnIpuruSa' prakaTa bhagavAna kahalAte haiM, vahA~ para apanA AtyaMtika kalyANa ho jAtA hai|

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AptavANI-3 AtmA : parama jyotisvarUpa praznakartA : AtmA kA svarUpa kucha bhI nahIM hai? dAdAzrI : AtmA kA jJAna svarUpa aura darzana svarUpa hai| praznakartA : jyotisvarUpa kahate haiM, vaha kyA hai? dAdAzrI : yaha sAmAnya rUpa se jyotisvarUpa mAnate haiM, vaha vaisA nahIM hai| apane yahA~ para 'ilekTrika' ke teja ko teja kahate haiM, vaha aisA teja nahIM hai| AtmA parama jyotisvarUpa hai, sva-para prakAzaka hai| jyotisvarUpa arthAt jaba AtmA ke jJAna aura darzana, ye donoM ikaTThe ho jAe~, use kahA hai| jyotisvarUpa arthAt 'vahI prakAzaka hai', use kahA hai| 'inara-AuTara' sabhI vastuoM ko jAnatA hai; vastu ko vastu ke rUpa meM jAnatA hai aura avasthA ko avasthA ke rUpa meM jAnatA hai| jitanA jAne, utanA sukha utpanna hotA hai| AtmA : sva-para prakAzaka praznakartA : AtmA sva-para prakAzaka hai, to vaha svaprakAzaka aura paraprakAzaka kisa prakAra se hai? dAdAzrI : pudgala ke jitane bhI jJeya haiM, ve pUre brahmAMDa ke jJeya haiN| una saba jJeyoM ko prakAzita karanevAlA AtmA hai| khuda jJAtA hai, dRSTA hai tathA jJeyoM aura drazyoM ko prakAzita kara sakatA hai aura khuda khuda ko bhI prakAzita kara sakatA hai| anya tatvoM ko jAnatA hai tathA khuda jJAtA aura dRSTA rahatA hai| praznakartA : to AtmA svaprakAzaka kisa prakAra se haiM? dAdAzrI : khuda ke sabhI guNoM ko jAnatA hai, khuda kI anaMta zaktiyoM ko jAnatA hai, isalie svaprakAzaka hai| praznakartA : usakA bhAna honA cAhie na?! dAdAzrI : bhAna hue bagaira to lakSya hI nahIM baiThegA na!

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AptavANI-3 praznakartA : mana-buddhi-citta aura ahaMkAra, yaha sabakucha 'para' hai? dAdAzrI : zuddhAtmA ke alAvA sabhI kucha 'para' hai, 'sva' nahIM hai| praznakartA : deha ke jJeya kauna-kauna se haiM? dAdAzrI : ve bahuta prakAra ke haiN| aMdara ata:karaNa meM taraha-taraha ke vicAra Ate haiM, ve jJeya haiM, aMtahIna gAMTheM phUTatI haiM, una sabhI ko dekha sakatA hai| kaSAya hote haiM, atikramaNa hotA hai, ve sabhI jJeya haiN| AvaraNa haTa jAe~ to pUre brahmAMDa ko prakAzamAna kare, aisA hai| AtmA iTaselpha sAinsa hai| vijJAnaghana hai| kucha loga kahate haiM ki mujhe jyoti dikhatI hai, prakAza dikhatA hai, lekina vaha prakAza jyoti svarUpa nahIM hotaa| usa jyoti ko jo dekhatA hai, vaha dekhanevAlA AtmA hai| tujhe jo dikhatA hai, vaha to drazya hai| dRSTA ko DhU~Dha nikaal| AtmA : sUkSmatama jyotirliMga praznakartA : yaha jyotirliMga kyA hotA hai? dAdAzrI : AtmA jyotisvarUpa hai| vaha dehaliMga svarUpa nahIM hai, strIliMga svarUpa bhI nahIM hai, na hI puruSaliMga svarUpI hai| yaha sthUla jyotirliMga jo kahanA cAhate haiM, usase to lAkhoM mIla Age sUkSma jyotirliMga hai aura usase bhI Age sUkSmatara aura aMta meM sUkSmatama jyotirliMga hai, vaha AtmA hai| jyotisvarUpa ko loga yaha lAiTa kA fokasa samajha baiThe haiN| yaha jo prakAza dikhatA hai, usameM se eka bhI AtmaprakAza nahIM hai| AtmA : prakAza svarUpa ye bAndrA kI khAr3I ke pAsa se guz2areM to badabU AtI hai, lekina vaha badabU prakAza ko thor3e hI sparza karatI hai? prakAza to prakAza svarUpa se hI rahatA hai| AtmA ko sugaMdha bhI sparza nahIM karatI aura durgaMdha bhI sparza nahIM krtii| gaMdha to pudgala kA guNa hai, use vaha sparza karatI hai|

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82 AptavANI-3 AtmA : sarvavyApaka praznakartA : AtmA to sarvavyApaka hai na? dAdAzrI : prameya ke anusAra pramAtA ! prameya arthAt bhaajn| ghar3e meM lAiTa rakho to pUre rUma meM phaila jAtI hai, aura rUma se bAhara rakheMge to usase bhI adhika lAiTa phaila jaaegii| AtmA jJAnabhAva se jaba deha se mukta ho jAtA hai, taba vaha sarvavyApaka pUre brahmAMDa meM vyApta ho jAtA hai, aura yadi ajJAnabhAva se prakAzamAna ho, to kucha hI bhAga ko prakAzamAna kara sakatA hai| AtmA : eka svabhAvI praznakartA : AtmA to sabhIkA eka hI hai yA alaga-alaga hai? dAdAzrI : rAmacaMdra jI mokSa meM gae, vahA~ unakA AtmA to hai yA nahIM? praznakartA : hai| yahA~ rakhakara to nahIM jAe~ge n| dAdAzrI : haM.... aba rAmacaMdra jI mokSa kA sukha bhoga rahe haiM aura yahA~ para kitane hI loga aMtahIna vedanAe~ bhoga rahe haiN| AtmA yadi eka hI hotA to eka ko sukha ho to sabhI ko sukha honA cAhie, eka mokSa meM jAe to sabhI ko mokSa meM jAnA caahie| ataH AtmA eka nahIM hai, lekina eka svabhAvavAlA hai| jisa prakAra yahA~ para 24 kereTa ke sone kI eka lAkha silliyA~ hoM aura unheM ginanA ho to eka lAkha hoMgI, lekina aMta meM vaha kahalAtA kyA hai? praznakartA : sonaa| dAdAzrI : usI prakAra se AtmA kI ginatI karanI ho to alagaalaga gine jA sakate haiM, lekina aMta meM yaha cetana, vahI bhagavAna hai| deharahita sthiti ko paramAtmA kahate haiN| praznakartA : to phira AtmA meM se hI paramAtmA banate haiM, aisA hai?

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AptavANI-3 83 dAdAzrI : AtmA hI paramAtmA hai, sirpha use isakA bhAna honA caahie| 'maiM paramAtmA hU~', aisA bhAna Apako eka minaTa ke lie bhI ho jAe to 'Apa' 'paramAtmA' hone lgoge| AtmA : svabhAva kA kartA 'jJAnIpuruSa' ne jJAna meM kyA dekhA? aisA to unhoMne kyA dekhA ki AtmA ko akartA kahA? to kartA kauna hai? yaha jagat kisa taraha se cala rahA hai, ye kriyAe~ kisa taraha se ho rahI haiM use jJAna meM dekhA, tabhI se saTIka ho gyaa| saMsAra kA kartA AtmA nahIM hai, AtmA to khuda ke jJAna kA kartA hai, svAbhAvika aura vibhAvika jJAna kA kartA hai| vaha to prakAza kA hI kartA hai| usase bAhara kabhI bhI gayA hI nhiiN| kriyA kA kartA AtmA nahIM hai, khuda jJAnakriyA aura darzanakriyA kA hI kartA hai| anya kahIM para bhI usakI sakriyatA nahIM hai| mAtra AtmA kI upasthiti se hI dUsare sabhI tatvoM kI sakriyatA utpanna ho jAtI hai| AtmA : caitanyaghana svarUpa praznakartA : AtmA caitanyaghana svarUpa hai aisA kahate haiM, aura phira dUsarI tarapha aisA bhI kahate haiM ki AtmA AkAza jaisA sUkSma hai| to ina donoM kA mela kaise par3egA? dAdAzrI : AkAza tatva hara eka jagaha para vidyamAna hai| isa zarIra meM aura hIre meM bhI AkAza tatva hai, lekina hIre meM sabase kama hai isIlie vaha jaldI se TUTatA nahIM hai| jitanA AkAza tatva kama, vastu utanI adhika sghn| AtmA AkAza jaisA hai yAnI ki pUre zarIra meM AkAza kI taraha sabhI jagaha para raha sakatA hai| aura phira AkAza jaisA sUkSma hai, isalie A~khoM se dikhatA nahIM hai, lekina anubhava kiyA jA sakatA hai| praznakartA : AtmA meM AkAza hai yA nahIM? dAdAzrI : nahIM, AtmA meM AkAza nahIM hotaa| AkAza jaisA yAnI ki saba ora phaila jAe, aisA hai|

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84 AptavANI-3 caitanya kA artha kyA hai? jJAna-darzana ko ikaTThA kareM to vaha caitanya kahalAtA hai| anya kisI vastu meM caitanya nahIM hai| mAtra AtmA meM hI anaMta jJAna, anaMta darzana hai, isalie use caitanyaghana kahA hai| AtmA : anaMta pradeza AtmA ke anaMta pradeza haiM aura eka-eka pradeza meM anaMta-anaMta jJAyaka zakti hai, lekina jJeya ko jJAyaka mAnate haiM, isalie AtmA ke pradezoM para karmakalaMka lagatA hai, usase khuda kI anaMta zaktiyA~ AvRta ho jAtI haiN| isa ghar3e ke aMdara lAiTa ho aura usakA muMha baMda kara diyA ho to lAiTa nahIM aaegii| pIpala ke per3a kI chAla para lAkha cipaka jAne se chAla nahIM dikhatI, usake jaisA hai| ina ekendriya jIvoM meM eka indriya jitanA cheda DalatA hai, utanA hI usakA prakAza bAhara AtA hai| do indriya jIvoM meM do indriya jitanA, tIna meM tIna aura cAra meM cAra jitanA prakAza bAhara AtA hai| pA~ca indriya aura usameM bhI manuSya kA sabase aMtima prakAra kA DevelapamenTa hai, vahA~ para sabhI pradeza khule hue ho sakate haiM, aisA hai| jIva-mAtra meM nAbhi ke senTara para AtmA ke ATha pradeza khule hI hote haiM, jisake kAraNa yaha jagat vyavahAra jAna-pahacAna vagairaha hotA hai| isI kAraNa se kisI bhI jIva ko ulajhana nahIM hotii| ye ATha pradeza AvRta ho jAe~ to koI kisIko pahacAna bhI nahIM sakegA aura vApasa ghara para lauTa bhI nahIM skegaa| lekina dekho na, yaha vyavasthita kI vyavasthA kitanI suMdara hai ! AvaraNoM kI bhI limiTa rakhI hai na? manuSyoM meM bhI vakIla meM jo cheda DalA ho usake AdhAra para usakA usa lAina kA darzana khula jAtA hai| kemisTa kA usa dizA kA cheda khula gayA hotA hai| choTI cIMTI meM bhI khulA huA hotA hai| jJAnAvaraNa aura darzanAvaraNa, isa prakAra AvaraNoM se AtmA kI lAiTa rukI huI rahatI hai| 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke to sabhI AvaraNa TUTa cuke hote haiM, isalie bhagavAna saMpUrNa prakAzamAna hue haiM ! saMpUrNa nirAvRta ho jAe~ to khuda hI paramAtmA hai| siddha bhagavaMtoM meM pratyeka pradeza khulA huA hotA hai| pratyeka pradeza meM khuda kA anaMta jJAna, anaMta darzana aura anaMta sukha hotA hai ! lekina

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AptavANI-3 kahA~ gayA vaha sukha? 'svarUpajJAna' milane ke bAda jaise-jaise Atma-pradeza nirAvRta hote jAte haiM, vaise-vaise AnaMda bar3hatA jAtA hai| eka AtmA meM anaMta zaktiyA~ haiN| anaMta jIva haiM, hara eka jIva alaga-alaga prakRtivAle haiN| hara eka meM alaga-alaga zakti bAhara nikalI hai, itanI eka AtmA meM zaktiyA~ hai| jisameM jo prakaTa huI, usa zakti se kamAkara vaha roTiyA~ khAtA hai| AtmA anaMta pradezAtmaka hai| AtmA eka hI hai, usake bhAga alagaalaga haiM, aisA kucha bhI nahIM hai| lekina vaha anaMta pradezavAlA haiN| yAnI ki eka-eka pradeza para eka-eka paramANu cipakA huA hai| jaise mUMgaphalI ke dAne para cInI caDhAkara hilA-hilAkara zIraNI banAte haiM na? usI prakAra se yaha prakRti rAta-dina hilatI hI rahatI hai| to isameM bhI jisa para cInI car3ha gaI, utanA saba AvRta ho gayA aura jitanA jisakA bAkI raha gayA, usakA utanA raha gyaa| sabakucha niyamapUrvaka calatA hI rahatA hai| jahA~jahA~ se AvaraNa TUTA huA ho, vahA~-vahA~ se usakI zakti prakaTa hotI hai| kisImeM vANI kA AvaraNa TUTA huA hotA hai, buddhi kA TUTA hotA hai to vaha vakAlata hI karatA rahatA hai| aba vakIla se kahe ki sAhaba, z2arA itanA kheta jota dIjie na, to vaha manA kregaa| kyoMki usakA vaha AvaraNa khulA huA nahIM hotaa| lekina yaha saba niyamapUrvaka hotA hai| kabhI bhI aisA nahIM hotA ki sabhI meM suthArI kAma kA AvaraNa TUTa jAe, nahIM to ve sabhI suthAra hI bana jAe~ge, aura phira kyA dazA hogI? zilpakalA kA AvaraNa saba meM TUTa jAe aura sabhI zilpI bana jAe~, to kauna kisake yahA~ zilpI kA kAma karegA phira? sabhI vaoNriyarsa bana jAe~ to? ataH yaha 'vyavasthita' ke anusAra sabakucha 'vyavasthita' prakAra se hI paidA hote rahate haiN| DaoNkTara, vakIla vagairaha sabhIkucha banate haiM, isalie hara kisIkA kAma calatA hai| nahIM to yadi sabhI puruSa bana jAe~ to kyA hogA? striyA~ kahA~ se lAe~ge? zAdI kauna karegA? eka bhI pradeza meM rahe hue pudgala paramANu ko 'merA' nahIM mAnA jAe, taba khuda kA saMpUrNa sukha brtegaa|

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86 AptavANI-3 pUre brahmAMDa ko prakAzita karane kI zakti AtmA meM hai| usakI khuda kI pUre brahmAMDa ko prakAzita karane kI jo svasaMvedana zakti hai, use kevalajJAna kahate haiN| praznakartA : khuda ke guNadharma, anaMta jJAna-anaMta darzana, usakA dhyAna kareM to vaha prApta ho jAe~ge? dAdAzrI : hoMge, avazya hoNge| AtmA ke jitane guNoM ko jAnA, utane guNoM kA dhyAna kare to AtmA ke utane pradeza khulate jAe~ge, vaise-vaise jJAna prakAzita hogA aura vaise-vaise AnaMda bar3hatA jaaegaa| mahAvIra bhagavAna ko tIna vastuoM kA jJAna thAH 1) eka paramANu ko dekha sakate the| 2) eka samaya ko dekha sakate the| 3) eka pradeza ko dekha sakate the| aisA to vItarAgoM kA vijJAna haiM! AtmA : vedaka? nirvedaka? praznakartA : jaba dAr3ha dukhatI haiM taba hama kahate haiM ki, 'dAr3ha merI nahIM hai, lekina vahIM para dhyAna jAtA hai, vaha kyA hai? dAdAzrI : 'merI dAr3ha duHkha rahI hai', bolane se use z2abaradasta iphekTa hotA hai, du:kha 125 pratizata ho jAtA hai aura dUsarA vyakti dAr3ha du:khane ke bAvajUda bhI mauna rahe to use sau pratizata vedanA hotI hai| aura koI yadi ahaMkAra se bole ki, 'aisI to bahuta bAra dAr3ha duHkhatI hai', to duHkha pacAsa pratizata ho jAtA hai| vedanA kA svabhAva kaisA hai? yadi use parAI jAne to vaha jAnatA rahegA, vedegA nhiiN| yaha mujhe huA hai' aisA huA to vedegA, aura yaha sahana nahIM hotA' bole to dasa gunA ho jaaegaa| yadi eka paira TUTa rahA ho to dUsare se kahanA ki 'tU bhI TUTa!'

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AptavANI-3 87 'jJAnI' meM ahaMkAra nahIM hotA, isalie ve du:kha nahIM bhogte| jaba taka AtmA kA aspaSTa vedana hai, taba taka duHkha ko vedatA hai, yAnI ki dukhatI huI dAr3ha ke jJAtA-dRSTA rahane ke prayatna karatA hai| jaba ki 'jJAnIpuruSa' ki jinheM AtmA kA spaSTa vedana rahatA haiM, ve duHkha ko vedate nahIM haiM, lekina mAtra jAnate haiN| 'svarUpa jJAna vAle kI dAr3ha duHkha rahI ho to vaha duHkha nahIM bhogatA, lekina usakA use bojha lagatA rahatA hai, khuda kA sukha ruka jAtA hai, jaba ki hamArA sukha ruka nahIM jAtA, AtA hI rahatA hai| loga samajhate haiM ki 'dAdA' ko azAtA vedanIya haiM, lekina hama para vedanIya asara nahIM rahatA! vyavahAra meM vedanIya mAnA jAtA hai| praznakartA : yaha zAtA-azAtA vedanIya AtmA ko nahIM hotI? dAdAzrI : nahIM, AtmA ko vedana hotA hI nahIM hai| AtmA yadi kabhI azAtA ko vede to vaha AtmA hI nahIM hai| AtmA khuda anaMta sukha kA dhanI haiM! barpha para yadi aMgAre rakhe hoM to barpha jalegA kyA? praznakartA : aMgAre bujha jaaeNge| dAdAzrI : yaha to sthUla udAharaNa hai, ekz2ekTa nahIM hai| AtmA to anaMta sukha kA dhanI haiM, use duHkha chUegA hI kaise? use sirpha chUne mAtra se sukha mahasUsa hotA hai| praznakartA : to yaha vedana kauna bhogatA hai? dAdAzrI : AtmA ko bhoganA nahIM hotA, zarIra bhI nahIM bhogatA hai| sirpha ahaMkAra hI karatA hai ki 'mujhe azAtA ho rahI hai|' vAstava meM ahaMkAra bhI khuda nahIM bhogtaa| vaha to sirpha ahaMkAra karatA hai ki 'maiMne bhogA!' AtmA ne kabhI bhI kisI viSaya ko bhogA nahIM hai, sirpha igoiz2ama karatA hai, sirpha itanA hii| 'roga bilIfa' se kartApana kA aham utpanna huaa| 'maiMne yaha kiyA' usake phala svarUpa zAtA-azAtA kA vedana karatA hai| ajJAnI azAtA vedanIya kalpAMta karake vedatA hai, 'jJAnI' jJAna meM rahakara nikAla karate haiM, jisase nayA karma nahIM bNdhtaa| ajJAnI karma bA~dhatA

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AptavANI-3 haiN| yA to kisI para dveSa karatA hai, yA to DaoNkTara para rAga karatA hai, rAgadveSa karatA rahatA hai| jahA~ rAga-dveSa nahIM hoM, vaha AtmajJAna kI nizAnI hai| pUrA jagat jahA~ para use khuda ko acchA lage' vahA~ para tanmayAkAra ho jAtA hai, usI rUpa ho jAtA hai| aura svarUpa jJAna ke bAda meM vaha tanmayAkAra nahIM hotaa| praznakartA : nirveda kA matalaba kyA hai? dAdAzrI : nirveda arthAt mana-vacana-kAyA, ina tInoM ke iphekTiva hone ke bAvajUda aniphekTiva rahatA hai, vedanA nahIM rhtii| siddha bhagavAna ko nirveda nahIM kaha skte| kyoMki unameM mana-vacana-kAyA nahIM haiN| vedanA ke AdhAra para hI nirveda TikA hai| yaha dvandva haiN| sirpha veda nahIM khlaataa| jAnane meM AtmA vedaka haiM aura sahana karane meM nirvedaka haiN| AtmA to paramAtmA svarUpI haiN| usa para bhI isa deha kA asara hotA hai| usa asara ko 'dekhate' rahe to mukta ho gae! AtmA : zuddha upayoga isa deha ke sAtha meM jo AtmA (vyavahAra AtmA) hai, usa AtmA ko upayoga honA caahie| manuSya cAra prakAra se upayoga kara rahe haiN| ye jAnavara AtmA kA upayoga nahIM krte| upayoga sirpha ahaMkAriyoM ko hotA hai| jAnavara to sahajabhAva meM hai| ina gAyoM-bhaiMsoM ko sahajabhAva se rahatA hai ki yaha khAne lAyaka hai aura yaha khAne lAyaka nahIM hai| AtmA ke cAra upayoga haiN| azuddha upayoga, azubha upayoga, zubha upayoga aura zuddha upyog| praznakartA : AtmA ke upayoga, ve 'zuddhAtmA' ke haiM yA 'pratiSThita AtmA' ke haiM? dAdAzrI : pahale tIna upayoga pratiSThita AtmA ke haiM aura zuddha upayoga, vaha zuddhAtmA kA hai aura vaha bhI vAstava meM to prajJA kA hai|

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AptavANI-3 89 isa upayoga meM mUla AtmA khuda kucha karatA nahIM hai| azuddha upayoga arthAt manuSya ko mAra DAle, manuSya kA mA~sa khaae| usakA phala nrkgti| azubha upayoga arthAt kapaTa kare, milAvaTa kare, svArtha ke lie jhUTha bole, krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha kare, vaha sArA azubha upyog| usakA phala tiryaMcagati, jaanvrgti| zubha upayoga arthAt mana kI zakti, vANI kI, deha kI, aMta:karaNa kI sabhI zaktiyoM kA auroM ke lie upayoga ho, vaha ! saMpUrNa zubha meM rahe to devagati prApta karatA hai aura zubhAzubhavAlA manuSya meM AtA hai| 'zuddha upayoga' arthAt 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~ aura yaha maiM nahIM kara rahA hU~ lekina anya koI kara rahA hai' aisA bhAna ho jAe, khuda zuddha meM rahe aura sAmanevAle kA zuddhAtmA dekhe, vh| koI gAliyA~ de, jeba kATa le, phira bhI usake zuddhAtmA hI dekhe, vaha zuddha upayoga! jagat pUrA nirdoSa dikhatA hai usmeN| 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~', jaba se yaha lakSya baiThe, taba se hI zuddha upayoga kI zurUAta hotI hai, aura saMpUrNa zuddha upayoga ko kevalajJAna kahA hai| zuddha upayoga ke alAvA anya koI puruSArtha nahIM hai| zuddha upayoga ko cUkanA, use pramAda kahA hai| eka kSaNa ke lie bhI gAphila nahIM rahanA caahie| yaha Trena sAmane se A rahI ho to vahA~ para gAphila rahate ho? jaba ki yaha to anaMta janmoM kI bhaTakana hai, to vahA~ para gAphila kaise raha sakate haiM? praznakartA : upayoga, ekjekTalI kise kahate haiM? dAdAzrI : ye paise ginate ho, sau-sau ke noTa, taba kaisA upayoga rahatA hai Apako? usa ghar3I upayoga cUka jAte ho? maiM to kabhI bhI rupaye ginane meM upayoga na duuN| isameM upayoga dene se kaise calegA? isameM to merA mahAmUlyavAna upayoga bigdd'egaa| upayoga bekAra jAtA hai, isakA kisIko patA hI nahIM cltaa| AtmA kA saMpUrNa upayoga, ulTA hI kharca huA hai|

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AptavANI-3 jahA~ para upayoga dene kI z2arUrata nahIM hai, jo upayoga die binA cala sake aisA hai, vahA~ para upayoga detA hai aura jahA~ para upayoga denA hai, usakI qhabara hI nahIM hai| nIMda acchI AI yA nahIM AI, usake lie upayoga denA ho to kyA hogA? nIMda AegI hI nhiiN| yaha gAr3I cala rahI ho aura koI vyakti Dibbe meM jaldabAz2I kare, vaha Dibbe meM aise daur3e, to vaha jaldI pahu~ca sakegA kyA? usI prakAra isa saMsAra meM loga bhAga-daur3a karate haiM ! jarA zAMti rakho na! sthiratA se dekho| praznakartA : sthira karanA, usIko upayoga kahate haiM? dAdAzrI : haaN| Apa mere sAtha bAtacIta kara rahe hoM aura ApakA citta anya kisI jagaha para ho, to vaha upayoga nahIM khlaaegaa| seTha kA zarIra yahA~ para khA rahA ho aura khuda gae hue hoM mila meM, citta kA ThikAnA nahIM hotA! binA upayoga ke khAte haiM isIlie to hArTaphela aura balDa prezara hote haiM logoM ko! praznakartA : upayogapUrvaka bhojana karane kA artha kyA hai? dAdAzrI : kaura mu~ha meM rakhane ke bAda usakA svAda jAne, methI kA svAda jAne, mircI kA svAda jAne, namaka, kAlI mirca, sabhI kA svAda jAne, use upayogapUrvaka bhojana karanA kahate haiN| lobhI ko lobha kA upayoga rahA karatA hai, mAnI ko mAna kA upayoga rahA karatA hai| saMsAriyoM ko ye do prakAra ke bar3e upayoga rahate haiN| mAnI yadi vivAha meM gayA ho aura mez2abAna jaldabAjI meM hAtha jor3akara namaste karanA bhUla gayA to usakA dila baiTha jAtA hai| aura ise yaha kara dUMgA, vaha kara dUMgA, aisA karatA hai| usase aMdara bhayaMkara azubha upayoga ho jAtA hai| lobhI sabjI lene gayA ho to usakA upayoga isImeM hotA hai ki kaunasI DherI sastI hai, vaha sar3I huI hI le AtA hai| viSayoM meM upayoga kapaTa karane meM hI rahA karatA hai|

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AptavANI-3 91 ajJAnadazA meM bhI manuSya AtmA kA zubha upayoga kara sakatA hai| galata ho jAe taba zAstroM ke AdhAra para 'aisA nahIM karanA cAhie' aisA kahe to vaha AtmA kA upayoga kahalAtA hai| maMdira yA jinAlaya meM jAe, zAstra par3he, vaha sArA zubha upayoga kahalAtA hai| pratyakSa jJAnIpuruSa' kI AjJA kA pAlana karanA, vaha 'zuddha upayoga' kahalAtA hai| jahA~ para zuddha upayoga hotA hai, vahA~ para avirati ke sAtha saMvarapUrvaka nirjarA (dobArA karma bIja nahIM DaleM aura karma phala pUrA ho jAe) hotI rahatI hai| ApakA yadi zuddha upayoga rahegA to sAmanevAlA bhale hI kisI bhI upayoga meM ho, phira bhI vaha upayoga Apako sparza nahIM kregaa| 'jJAnIpuruSa' niraMtara zuddha upayoga meM hI hote haiN| 'jJAnI' nigraMtha hote haiM, isalie eka kSaNabhara ke lie bhI unakA upayoga anya kahIM aTakatA nahIM hai| mana kI gA~Tha phUTe, taba gA~ThavAlA to paMdraha minaTa, AdhA ghaMTe taka eka hI vastu meM ramaNatA karatA hai, 'jJAnI' kahIM bhI eka kSaNa ke lie bhI aTakate nahIM haiM, isalie unakA upayoga niraMtara phiratA rahatA hai, unakA upayoga bAhara nahIM jaataa| 'jJAnI' gRhasthadazA meM rahate haiM lekina gRhastha nahIM hote, niraMtara vItarAgatA, vahI unakA lakSaNa! hamArA upayoga meM upayoga rahatA hai| praznakartA : hama Apase praznottarI karate haiM, taba Apa kisameM rahate haiM? dAdAzrI : hama usake jJAtA-dRSTA rahate haiM, vahI hamArA upayoga haiN| ye zabda nikala rahe haiM, vaha rikArDa bola rahI hai, usase hameM koI lenAdenA nahIM hai| usa para upayoga rahatA hai, isalie hameM patA cala jAtA hai ki kahA~ para bhUla huI aura kahA~ upayoga nahIM rakha pAte haiN| yaha rikArDa suno to Apako kaisA spaSTa samajha AtA hai ki isameM yaha bhUla hai aura yaha karekTa hai?! vaisA hI, jaba hamArI vANI kI rikArDa baja rahI hotI hai, taba hameM bhI rahatA hai| pA~coM indriyoM kA eTa-e-TAima upayoga rakheM, vaha zuddha upyog|

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92 AptavANI-3 praznakartA : Apa jJAtA - dRSTA rahate haiM, usa samaya sva-upayoga rahA, aisA nahIM kahalAegA na ? dAdAzrI : jJAtA - dRSTA rahanA, vahI sva- - upayoga hai, aura para - upayoga kise kahate haiM? 'maiM caMdUlAla hU~, maiM falAnA hU~, maiM jJAnI hU~', vaha para-upayoga kahalAtA hai| mana meM tanmayAkAra pariNAma nahIM rahe, vANI meM tanmayAkAra pariNAma nahIM rahe aura vartana meM tanmayAkAra pariNAma nahIM rahe, usIko zuddha upayoga kahate haiN| upayoga meM upayoga, vahI kevalajJAna praznakartA : Apane kahA ki 'hameM upayoga meM upayoga rahatA hai', isakA matalaba do upayoga ho gae / to kauna sA upayoga kauna se upayoga meM rahatA hai? dAdAzrI : pahalA upayoga arthAt jo zuddha upayoga hai, vaha hai| vaha upayoga yAnI khuda apane Apako zuddha dekhanA, auroM ko zuddha dekhanA, AjJA meM rahanA, vaha sArA zuddha upayoga kahalAtA hai / aura usa zuddha upayoga ke Upara bhI upayoga rakhanA ki zuddha upayoga kaisA rahatA hai, vaha kevalajJAna kahalAtA hai aura pahalevAlA zuddha upayoga kahalAtA hai| upayoga upayoga meM rahe, vaha kevalajJAna hai| praznakartA : vaha upayoga jJAna svarUpa kahalAtA hai ? dAdAzrI : zuddha upayoga jJAna svarUpa kahalAtA hai aura upayoga upayoga meM, vaha vijJAna svarUpa kahalAtA hai, kevalajJAna svarUpa kahalAtA hai| zuddha upayoga kI jo jAgRti hai, usake Upara bhI jo jAgRti hai, vaha kevalajJAna kI jAgRti hai, aMtima jAgRti hai / 'jJAnI' kI jAgRti, vaha zuddha upayoga kahalAtI hai| aura usase Upara kI jAgRti ko kevalajJAna kA upayoga kahate haiN| hameM jAgRti para jAgRti rahatI hai, lekina jaisI tIrthaMkaroM kI rahatI hai, utanI adhika nahIM raha paatii| praznakartA : jisa samaya aMta:karaNa kI kriyA meM upayoga rahatA hai,

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AptavANI-3 93 jJeya-jJAtA saMbaMdha rahatA hai, usa samaya khuda jJAtA aura aMta:karaNa jJeya rahatA hai, usameM bhI vApasa kevalajJAna meM upayoga rahatA hai? dAdAzrI : yaha jJeya-jJAtA saMbaMdha ke upayoga ko kevalajJAnavAlA upayoga 'jAnatA' hai ki kitanA upayoga kaccA raha gayA, kitanA pakkA huaa| tIrthaMkaroM ko jJeya aura jJAtA para bhI upayoga rahatA hai, saMpUrNa 'kevala' hotA hai| praznakartA : yAnI ki kevalajJAna meM jJeya se bhI alaga ho gayA hai, aisA kaha sakate haiM? dAdAzrI : kevalajJAna meM jJeya se alaga hI hotA hai| lekina jJeyajJAtAvAle saMbaMdha meM jJeya se alaga nahIM ho jAtA, usakA saMbaMdha rahatA hai aura saMbaMdha ko vaha jAnatA hai ki aisA saMbaMdha hai| jaba upayoga upayoga meM rahe, taba jAgRti jAgRti meM hI rahatI hai, bAhara nahIM khiNctii| bAhara jo dikhatA hai, vaha sahaja rUpa se dikhatA hai| pUre jagat ko bhagavat svarUpa samajhe to, vaha zuddha upayoga kahalAtA hai| AtmA : kevalajJAna svarUpa khuda, khuda kI pUre brahmAMDa ko prakAzita karane kI jo svasaMvedana zakti hai, vaha kevalajJAna hai| 'kevala' Atma-pravartana, usIko kevalajJAna kahate haiN| jJAnakriyA aura darzanakriyA ke alAvA anya koI pravartana nahIM, vaha kevalajJAna kahalAtA hai| anaMta prakAra ke anaMta paryAyoM meM, khuda ke jJAna ke alAvA anya kucha bhI nahIM ho, vaha kevalajJAna hai| jisane AtmajJAna ko jAna liyA to, phira kevalajJAna bahuta dUra nahIM hai| AtmajJAna ko jAnA, vaha kAraNa kevalajJAna hai aura vaha kArya kevalajJAna hai| isIlie to kahate haiM, 'AtmajJAna jaano'| kevalajJAna prApta kara le taba aura kucha bhI jAnane ko nahIM bctaa| kevalajJAna arthAt ebsolyUTa ! kevala khuda kI hI sattA ko jAnatA hai !!

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AptavANI-3 AtmA deha svarUpI nahIM hai, vANI yA vicAra svarUpI nahIM hai| AtmA to kevalajJAna svarUpI hai! mokSa dUra nahIM, khuda ke pAsa meM hI hai| ye jhAr3ajhaMkhAr3a cipake haiM, isalie anubhava meM nahIM AtA hai| mokSa kA artha yaha hai ki saMsAra sparza na kare, kaSAya nahIM hoN| zraddhA se kevalajJAna huA ho to dehasahita mokSa hai aura kevalajJAna ho jAe, taba mokSa hotA hai| zraddhA se kevalajJAna arthAt kevldrshn| praznakartA : kevalajJAna ke bAre meM smjhaaie| dAdAzrI : AtmA khuda hI kevalajJAna svarUpa hai| yaha jo deha hai, vaha sthUla svarUpI hai| aMdara aMta:karaNa aura ve saba sUkSma svarUpa bhI haiM, aura AtmA hai| AtmA to kevalajJAna svarUpa arthAt prakAza svarUpa hI hai, prakAzamaya hI hai, anya kucha bhI nahIM hai uskaa| jaise-jaise paramANu bar3hate gae aura hama mAnate gae hai ki 'maiM manuSya hU~, maiM aisA hU~, maiM vaisA hU~' vaisevaise ajJAna kI tarapha cle| samakita hone ke bAda kevalajJAna kI tarapha jAnA hai| dhIre-dhIre jaise-jaise bojhe ghaTate jAte hai, saMsAra ke laphar3e chUTate jAte haiM, vaise-vaise AnaMda bar3hatA jAtA hai| dhIre-dhIre khuda paramAtmA bana jAtA hai| 'kevala' arthAt ebsolyUTa, jisameM anya kucha bhI milA huA nahIM ho, vaha ebsolyUTa jnyaan| abhI jarmanIvAle koI pUche ki varlDa meM thyorI oNpha ebsolyUTiz2ama hai kisI jagaha para? to hama kaheMge ki ye 'dAdA' haiM ki jo thyorI oNpha ebsolyUTiz2ama hI nahIM, lekina ebsolyUTiz2ama ke thiyarama meM baiThe hue haiM! tujhe jo pUchanA ho vaha puuch| yaha 'akrama vijJAna' arthAt thyorI oNpha ebsolyUTiz2ama hai| jJAna kA svabhAva hI hai ki jJAna khuda tad-rUpakAra rahatA hai| taba vaha darzana ke svarUpa meM rahatA hai, prakAza ke svarUpa meM rahatA hai aura AnaMda ke svarUpa meM rahatA hai| kevalajJAna bhItara sattA meM hai, lekina (Apa meM) Aja upayoga meM nahIM A rahA hai| ye satsaMga karate haiM, to use vyakta karate haiN| eka dina

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AptavANI-3 95 saMpUrNa nirAvRta ho jAegA, taba saMpUrNa vyakta ho jAegA! phira merI taraha Apako bhI AnaMda jAegA hI nhiiN| Apa kaho ki 'jA, yahA~ se', to bhI vaha nahIM jaaegaa| praznakartA : 'ebsolyUTa naoNleja' kI Dephinezana deM sakeMge? dAdAzrI : 'Ama mIThA lagatA hai' yaha jJAna hai na? yA ajJAna hai? praznakartA : jJAna hai| dAdAzrI : yaha jJAna hai, lekina usase kyA muha~ mIThA ho jAegA? yAnI kI jisa jJAna se muha~ mIThA nahIM ho, vaha ebsolyUTa nahIM khlaaegaa| jisa jJAna se sukha hI barte, use ebsolyUTa kahate haiN| jaba 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~' vaha jJAna ebsolyUTa ho jAegA, taba bAhara kI vaLagaNa (balA, pAza) chUTa jAegI, sarva aMtarAya TUTa jAe~ge aura niraMtara khuda kA paramAnaMda svarUpa rhegaa| ebsolyUTa ke alAvA anya jo bhI jJAna hai, vaha AnaMda nahIM detA, vaha to mArgadarzana karatA hai ki Ama mIThA hai| jaise borDa lagAte haiM ki 'muMbaI jAne kA rAstA'-usI taraha kA hai| sirpha kahate haiM ki 'tU zAdI karegA to sukhI ho jAegA' usase kyA sukhI ho gayA? nahIM, jaba ki ebsolyUTa jJAna meM to usI rUpa ho jAtA hai| kevalajJAna svarUpa usIko kahA jAtA hai ki jahA~ para pudgala pariNatI baMda ho jaae| sarvathA nija pariNatI ko kevalajJAna kahA jAtA hai| kevaladarzana meM nija pariNatI utpanna hotI hai| nija pariNatI saMpUrNa ho jAe to, use kevalajJAna kahA jAtA hai| kevaladarzana meM nija pariNatI utpanna hotI hai aura kevalajJAna meM saMpUrNa ho jAtI hai| nija pariNatI utpanna hone ke bAda krama pUrvaka bar3hatI rahatI hai aura kevalajJAna svarUpa meM pariNAmita hotI hai| nija pariNati, vaha AtmabhAvanA hai, 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~', vaha AtmabhAvanA nahIM hai| jaba taka kevalajJAna nahIM hotA, taba taka aMdara ke jJeya dekhane haiM, usake bAda brahmAMDa ke jJeya jhlkeNge| isa kAla meM kucha hI aMzoM taka jJeya aura drazya jhalakate haiN|

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AptavANI-3 zuddhAtmA pada prApta karane ke bAda aMdara jo jJeya haiM ki jo 'DiscArja' ke svarUpa meM haiM, unake hama jJAtA haiN| 'DiscArja' apane tAbe meM nahIM hai, vyavasthita ke tAbe meM hai| apanA to jJAyakabhAva hai| zuddhAtmA, vaha paramAtmA nahIM hai| zuddhAtmA to paramAtmA ke yArDa meM AyA huA eka sthAna hai| zuddhAtmA pada ho jAne ke bAda Age kA pada kevalajJAna svarUpa rahatA hai, vaha aMtima pada hai| praznakartA : kevalajJAna hone para paramAtmA pada meM Ate haiM? dAdAzrI : yaha zuddhAtmA pada prApta honA, yAnI ki kevalajJAna ke aMzoM kI zurUAta hotI hai| sarvAMza hone para kevalajJAna hai| kevalajJAna ke kucha aMzoM kA grahaNa ho jAe, to AtmA bilkula agala hI dikhatA rahatA hai, usake bAda phira ebsolyUTa hotA hai| ___ jAgRti vahI jJAna hai aura saMpUrNa jAgRti ko kevalajJAna kahate haiN| tamAma prakAra kI jAgRti, eka-eka aNu, eka-eka paramANu kI jAgRti ko kevalajJAna kahate haiN| kevalajJAna kI jo AkharI sIr3hI hai, usameM kevalasvarUpa kI hI ramaNatA rahatI hai| zuddha jJAna yAnI vhATa iz2a riyala? enDa vhATa iz2a rileTiva? isa taraha do bhAga kara de, vaha aura vizuddha jJAna arthAt thyorI oNpha ebsolyuuttij'm| vizuddha jJAna arthAt paramAtmA! praznakartA : 'riyaliTI' aura 'riyala' ina donoM meM kyA kahanA cAhate haiM? dAdAzrI : hama kyA kahate haiM ki 'riyaliTI' se 'riyala' meM jaao| riyaliTI se aMdara ThaMDaka hotI hai aura anubhava hotA hai| praznakartA : bhagavAna ne sthitaprajJa dazA hone ke bAda eka paira para khar3e rahakara tapazcaryA kI thI, usake bAda unheM kevalajJAna huA thaa| to hama vaha saba nahIM kareM, taba taka kevalajJAna kahA~ se milegA? dAdAzrI : kevalajJAna to jJAna kriyA se hotA hai, aura yaha to ajJAna kriyA kahalAtI hai| eka paira para khar3e rahanA, vaha to haThAgraha kahalAtA hai|

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AptavANI-3 bhagavAna aise haThAgrahI nahIM the / bhagavAna ko to samajhanA muzkila hai / loga apanI-apanI bhASA meM le jAte haiM bAta ko / praznakartA : yathAkhyAta cAritra, vahI kevalajJAna hai ? dAdAzrI : yathAkhyAta cAritra pUrA ho jAe, usake bAda meM phira kevalajJAna hotA hai| yathAkhyAta ke bAda meM kevalacAritra hai / kevalajJAna kaba hotA hai? aMtima janma ke aMtima dasa-paMdraha varSa yA aMta meM pA~ca varSoM meM bhI koI rizte, vyavahArika athavA nATakIya kucha bhI nahIM raheM, taba / bhagavAna mahAvIra ke bhI nATakIya rizte kaba gae? bhagavAnane to vivAha kiyA thA, beTI thI, phira bhI nATakIya rUpa se ghara meM rahate the / tIsaveM varSa meM vaha bhI chUTa gyaa| anArya deza meM vicare taba kevalajJAna upajA / siddhAMta kyA kahatA hai ki 'kevalajJAna' hone se pahale kucha varSa 'kore' hone caahie| vaha niyama se hI udaya meM AtA hai, usake lie tyAga kI z2arUrata nahIM hai| I 97 gajasukumAra ko bhagavAna neminAtha se zuddhAtmA pada prApta huA thaa| gajasukumAra kI brAhmaNa kanyA ke sAtha sagAI huI thii| bAda meM to unheM vairAgya ho gayA thA, isalie dIkSA lii| aba somezvara brAhmaNa ke mana meM baira utpanna huA ki merI beTI ko dara-dara kI ThokareM khilA dii| eka dina jaMgala meM tAlAba ke kinAre gajasukumAra zuddhAtmA kA dhyAna kara rahe the / padmAsana lagAkara baiThe the| unheM to kramika mArga meM padmAsana lagAnA par3atA thaa| apane yahA~ padmAsana lagAkara baiThe hoM, to paMdraha minaTa meM mujhe kholane par3eMge pair| isalie hama to kahate haiM, 'tujhe jaise ThIka lage vaise baitth|' yaha to akramajJAna haiM! aba gajasukumAra dhyAna meM baiThe the aura vahA~ se usa samaya somezvara brAhmaNa guj'raa| usane gajasukumAra ko dekhA to aMdara baira bhabhaka uThA, krodha se bharakara unhoMne jamAI ke mAthe para miTTI kI sigar3I banAI aura aMdara aMgAre jlaae| taba gajasukumArane dekha liyA thA ki 'ohoho! Aja to sasurajI mokSa kI pagar3I bA~dha rahe haiM !' taba unhoMne kyA kiyA? bhagavAna ne unheM samajhAyA thA ki " bar3A upasarga A par3e, taba 'zuddhAtmA - zuddhAtmA' mata karanA / zuddhAtmA to sthUla svarUpa hai, zabda rUpa hai, taba to sUkSma svarUpa meM cale jaanaa|" unhoMne pUchA, 'sUkSma svarUpa kyA hai?"

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AptavANI-3 taba bhagavAna ne samajhAyA thA ki, 'sirpha kevalajJAna hI hai, anya koI vastu nahIM hai|' taba gajasukumAra ne pUchA, 'mujhe kevalajJAna kA artha samajhAie / ' taba bhagavAnane samajhAyA, 'kevalajJAna AkAza jaisA sUkSma hai', jaba ki agni sthUla hai| vaha sthUla, sUkSma ko kabhI bhI jalA nahIM skegii| mAro, kATo, jalAo to bhI khuda ke kevalajJAna svarUpa para kucha bhI asara ho sake, aisA nahIM hai| aura jaba gajasukumAra ke sira para aMgAre dhadhaka rahe the, taba 'maiM kevalajJAna svarUpa hU~' aisA bole, taba khopar3I phaTa gaI, lekina una para kucha bhI asara nahIM huA ! 98 bAta ko samajhanI hI hai| AtmA khuda kevalajJAna svarUpa hI hai| kevalajJAna ko kahIM lene nahIM jAnA hai| praznakartA : gajasukumAra ne sira para pagar3I ba~ghavAI, usa samaya unakI sthiti kyA thI? vedanA kA asara nahIM huA usakA kAraNa kyA yaha thA ki unakA lakSya AtmA meM calA gayA thA ? isalie bAhara ke bhAga meM kyA ho rahA hai usakI unheM khabara nahIM rahI? dAdAzrI : vedanA kA asara huA thaa| jaba rahA nahIM gayA, taba bhagavAna ke zabda yAda Ae ki aba calo apane deza meM / asara hue bagaira AtmA homa DipArTamenTa meM jAe, aisA nahIM hai / praznakartA : usa samaya lakSya eTa a TAima do jagaha para rahatA hai ? vedanA meM aura AtmA meM? dAdAzrI : zurUAta meM dhu~dhalA rahatA hai / phira vedanA meM lakSya chor3a detA hai aura sirpha AtmA meM hI ghusa jAtA hai| jise AtmajJAna nahIM milA ho, use aisI azAtA vedanIya adhogati meM le jAtI hai, aura jJAnI ko to vaha mokSa meM le jAtI hai ! 1 kevalajJAna svarUpa kaisA dikhatA hai? pUre deha meM AkAza jitanA hI bhAga khuda kA dikhatA hai / sirpha AkAza hI dikhatA hai, anya kucha nahIM dikhatA, koI mUrta vastu usameM nahIM hotI / isa prakAra dhIre-dhIre abhyAsa karate jAnA hai| anAdikAla ke an-abhyAsa ko 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke kahane se abhyAsa hotA jAtA hai, abhyAsa huA arthAt zuddha ho gayA !

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AptavANI-3 praznakartA : 'maiM kevalajJAna svarUpa hU~' aisA adhika boleM to harja hai? dAdAzrI : koI harja nahIM hai| lekina sirpha zabda ke rUpa meM bolane kA artha nahIM hai, samajhakara bolanA behatara hai| jaba taka azuddha bAbata Ae aura usa samaya aMdara pariNAma U~ce-nIce ho jAe~, taba taka 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~' bolanA acchA hai| phira Age kI zreNI meM 'maiM kevalajJAna svarUpa hU~' aisA bola sakate haiM / guNoM kI bhajanA kareM, to sthiratA rahegI! yaha merA svarUpa hai aura yaha nahIM hai, yaha jo ho rahA hai, vaha merA svarUpa nahIM hai| aisA bolo to bhI U~ce-nIce pariNAma baMda ho jaaeNge| asara nahIM kregaa| AtmA kyA hai? usake guNasahita bolanA, dekhanA, taba vaha prakAzamAna hogaa| praznakartA : kevalajJAnI aura jJAnIpuruSa meM kitanA pharka hai? dAdAzrI : kevaLajJAnI kauna ki jinheM sabhI cIje jJAna se dikheM, jaba ki 'jJAnIpuruSa' kI samajha meM sabhI cIjeM hotI haiM, aspaSTa rUpa se| jaba ki kevalajJAna meM pUrNa rUpa se spaSTa hotA hai, aspaSTa nahIM hotaa| kevalajJAnI kArya svarUpa ho cuke hote haiM aura jJAnIpuruSa kAraNa svarUpa hue haiM, yAnI ki kevalajJAna ke kAraNoM kA sevana kara rahe haiN| yaha kaisA hai ki eka vyakti bar3audA jA rahA ho, yahA~ se dAdara sTezana para bar3audA jAne ke lie gayA ho aura hameM koI pUche to kahate haiM ki, 'bar3audA ge|' ho rahe kArya kA kAraNa meM AropaNa kiyA jA sakatA hai| hameM to kevalajJAna u~galI chUkara nikala gayA, pacA nahIM, cAra DigrI kama rhaa| vaha to, isa kevalajJAna meM nApAsa huA to Apake kAma AyA? praznakartA : dAdA, hama Apase prazna pUchate haiM, unake javAba bilkula saTIka aura tatkSaNa dete haiM, lekina vaha kisI zAstra ke AdhAravAlA nahIM hotaa| to vaha javAba Apa kahA~ se dete haiM? dAdAzrI : maiM socakara yA par3hA huA nahIM bolatA hU~, kevalajJAna meM aise dekhakara bolatA hU~, yaha jo Apa suna rahe ho, dekha rahe ho, vaha kevalajJAna kA prakAza hai| ye sArI vANI kevalajJAnamaya hai| kevalajJAna ke kucha jJeya hameM nahIM dikhate haiN| yaha to duSamakAla kA kevalajJAna hai !!

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100 AptavANI-3 ajJAna se lekara kevalajJAna taka ke sabhI spaSTIkaraNa nikale haiM, kisI zAstra meM nahIM mileMgI, aisI apUrva bAteM haiN| ye bahuta sUkSma bAteM haiM, ye sthUla nahIM haiN| sthUla pUrA huA, sUkSma pUrA huA, sUkSmatara pUrA huA aura ye sUkSmatama kI bAteM haiN| isIlie jaba taka 'yaha' bulabulA jI rahA hai, taba taka kAma nikAla lo| yaha hai, taba taka bAteM sunane ko mileMgI, phira yaha likhI huI vANI tathArUpa phala nahIM degii| pratyakSa sunA huA ho use zabda uge bagaira raheMge nhiiN| inameM se eka bhI zabda bekAra nahIM jaaegaa| jisakI jitanI zakti use utanA paca jaaegaa| yaha kevalajJAnamayI vANI hai| yahA~ buddhi kA aMta AtA hai, matijJAna kA aMta AtA hai, vahA~ para kevalajJAna khar3A hai| yaha prakAza kevalajJAna se hI utpanna huA prakAza hai| isa jagat meM jo kucha bhI kiyA jAtA hai, vaha jagat ko pusAe yA nahIM pusAe, phira bhI maiM kucha bhI nahIM karatA hU~, aisA satata khyAla jo rahatA hai, vaha kevaladarzana hai, aisI samajha rahanA, vaha kevalajJAna hai! AtmA : asaMga mana-vacana-kAyA kI tamAma saMgI kriyAoM se 'zuddhacetana' bilkula asaMga hI hai| 'zuddhacetana' mana-vacana-kAyA kI tamAma saMgI kriyAoM kA jJAtA-dRSTA mAtra hai| samIpa rahane se bhrAMti utpanna hotI hai| donoM vastue~ svabhAva se judA hI haiN| AtmA kI koI kriyA hai hI nahIM, to phira ye saba saMgI kriyAe~ kisakI haiM? pudgala kii| pudgala parezAna kare aisI cIz2a hai, vaha par3osI hai| pudgala kaba parezAna nahIM kara sakatA? khuda vIryavAna ho, tb| yA phira AhAra bilkula kama le, jIvita rahane jitanA hI le, to pudgala parezAna nahIM kregaa| zuddhAtmA nirlepa hai, asaMga hai, use saMga sparza hI nahIM krtaa| hIrA muTThI ke AkAra kA ho gayA? yA muTThI hIrA ke AkAra kI ho gaI? donoM apanA-apanA kAma karate haiM, donoM alaga hI haiN| usI prakAra AtmA aura anAtmA kA hai| AtmA kA svabhAva saMga meM rahane ke bAvajUda asaMgI hai, usa para koI dAg2a nahIM laga sktaa|

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AptavANI-3 101 praznakartA : AtmA asaMga hai, phira bhI zarIra meM kisalie rahanA par3atA hai? dAdAzrI : deha kA saMga to tIrthaMkaroM ko bhI rahatA hai| unheM bhI kAna meM kIleM khoMsI gaIM, unakA bhI vedana karanA par3A, vaha bhI hisAba hai| deha kA AyuSya karma ho, vaha pUrA karanA par3atA hai, phira mokSa meM jAyA jA sakatA hai| deha meM rahane ke bAvajUda bhI asaMga aura nirlepa rahA jA sake, aisA vItarAgoM kA vijJAna hai ! yadi tU zuddhAtmA hai to 'saMsAra meM hU~' ! aisI zaMkA mata rkhnaa| AtmA : nirlepa mana-vacana-kAyA ke tamAma lepAyamAna bhAva jo Ate haiM, unase 'zuddhacetana' sarvathA nirlepa hI hai| mana ke jo bhAva utpanna hote haiM, vicAra utpanna hote haiM, ve ajJAna dazA kA spaMdana haiN| jJAnadazA meM spaMdana baMda hone para mana utpanna nahIM hotA / vacana bhI ajJAnadazA kA spaMdana hai / kAyA bhI ajJAnadazA kA spaMdana hai / ajJAnadazA meM utpanna hue spaMdana Aja DiscArja svarUpa meM hI haiM / DiscArja meM parivartana ho hI nahIM sakatA, usakI tarapha udAsIna bhAva se rahanA caahie| jJAnadazA ke bAda spaMdana nahIM hone se mana-vacana-kAyA kA udbhava nahIM hotaa| mana vivAha dikhAe yA maraNa dikhAe to una donoM meM 'maiM' udAsIna hU~, vANI kaThora svarUpa se nikale yA suMdara svarUpa se nikale, to bhI 'maiM' udAsIna hI huuN| vANI kaThora svarUpa se nikale aura sAmanevAle ko duHkha ho to usa atikramaNa kA pratikramaNa 'maiM' karavAtA huuN| mana-vacana-kAyA ke bhAva arthAt pudgala ke jo bhAva utpanna hote haiM, una para se, mAnA huA AtmA khuda ke bhAva karatA hai, usase saMsAra udbhava ho jAtA hai| mana-vacana-kAyA ke jo-jo bhAva hote haiM, ve sabhI pudgala ke bhAva haiM, zuddha cetana ke nahIM haiM / itanA hI jo samajha gayA, usakA kAma ho gyaa| sAinsa kyA kahatA haiM ki ye sonA aura tAMbA haiM, to isa sone kA

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102 AptavANI-3 svabhAva tAMbe meM nahIM AtA aura tAMbe kA svabhAva sone meM nahIM aataa| donoM sAtha-sAtha raheM, phira bhI apane-apane svabhAva meM rahate haiN| ghara-bAra, patnI, baccoM kA tyAga kiyA, vaha bhI pudgala bhAva hai aura vivAha kiyA vaha bhI pudagala bhAva hai| pudagala ke bhAvoM ko khuda ke mAnatA hai, usIse saMsAra calatA hai| kyoMki use aisA lagatA hai ki, 'mere alAvA anya koI bhAva kara hI nahIM rahA, anya saba jar3a haiM, lekina use qhabara nahIM hai ki isa jar3a ke bhI bhAva hote haiM aura ve bhAva bhI jar3a haiN| yaha cetanabhAva hai aura yaha jar3abhAva hai' itanA samajha meM AyA ki chUTa gyaa| pudgala ke bhAva kaise haiM? Ane ke bAda cale jAte haiN| aura jo nahIM jAtA, vaha AtmabhAva hai| pudgala kA bhAva arthAt bharA huA bhAva hai, vaha galana ho jaaegaa| yaha bahuta sUkSma bAta hai aura aMtima dazA kI bAta hai| nirapekSa bAta hai| hamane Apa mahAtmAoM ko jo AtmA diyA hai, vaha nirlepa hI diyA hai| mana ke vicAra Ate haiM, jo-jo bhAva Ate haiM, ve sabhI lepAyamAna bhAva haiN| ve 'hameM' bhI lepane jAte haiN| nirlepa ko bhI lepane jAe~, vaise haiN| lekina ye tere bhAva nahIM haiN| jo pUraNa ho cuke bhAva haiM unakA galana ho rahA hai, usameM tujhe kyA hai phira? cAra varSa pahale kA gunAha ho aura vaha korTa meM daba gayA ho, to Aja ciTThI AegI yA nahIM AegI? pahale ke pUraNa kA Aja galana ho rahA hai, usameM tU kisalie DaratA rahatA hai? ina manavacana-kAyA ke tamAma lepAyamAna bhAvoM se 'maiM' mukta hI haiN| mana-vacanakAyA kI tamAma saMgI kriyAoM se 'maiM' asaMga hI huuN| ye saMgI kriyAe~, ye sabhI sthUla kriyAe~ haiM, aura AtmA to bilkula sUkSma hai| donoM ko kabhI ikaTThA karanA ho, phira bhI hoMge nhiiN| yaha to bhrAMti se jagat utpanna huA hai| AtmA eka kSaNa ke lie bhI rAgI-dveSI huA nahIM, yaha to bhrAMti se aisA lagatA hai| vaha kabhI bhI anAtmA nahIM huA hai aura anAtmA, AtmA kabhI huA hI nhiiN| sirpha roMga bilIfa hI baiTha gaI hai ki, 'yaha maiM kara rahA huuN|' __ AtmA asaMga hI hai| khAte samaya judA hai, pIte samaya judA hai| AtmA judA hai tabhI vaha jAna sakegA, nahIM to vaha jAna hI nahIM skegaa|

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AptavANI-3 103 mana-vacana-kAyA kI AdateM aura unakA svabhAva mana-vacana-kAyA kI AdateM aura unake svabhAva ko 'zuddhacetana' jAnatA hai aura khuda ke sva-svabhAva ko bhI 'zuddhacetana' jAnatA hai| kyoMki vaha sva-para prakAzaka hai| AtmA kA svabhAva mokSagAmI hai, jJAtA-dRSTA hai| aura svarUpa jJAna ke bAda Apa apane svabhAva ko jAnate ho aura ina mana-vacana-kAyA kI AdatoM ko bhI jAnate haiN| mana aisA hai, vANI kI Adata aisI hai, sAmanevAle ko apriya lage aisI hai, kharAba bhASA hai, aisA saba Apa jAnate ho yA nahIM jAnate? Apa yaha bhI jAnate ho aura 'vaha' bhI jAnate ho| kyoMki Apa sva-para prakAzaka ho| khuda ko, 'sva' ko bhI prakAzamAna kara sakatA hai aura para ko bhI prakAzamAna kara sakatA hai| ajJAnI manuSya sirpha 'para' ko hI prakAzamAna kara sakatA hai, sva ko prakAzamAna nahIM kara sktaa| use aisA hotA z2arUra hai ki merA mana bahuta kharAba hai, lekina vApasa jAe kahA~? vahIM ke vahIM rahanA par3atA hai| jaba ki AtmAjJAnavAlA to judA rahatA hai| praznakartA : AdateM aura unakA svabhAva, vaha samajha meM nahIM aayaa| dAdAzrI : mana-vacana-kAyA kI AdateM hI nahIM kahA hai, sAtha meM unakA svabhAva bhI kahA hai! svabhAva arthAt koI-koI Adata khUba moTI hotI hai, koI Adata bilkula patalI hotI hai, nAkhUna jitanI hI patalI hotI hai, vaha eka yA do bAra pratikramaNa karane se khatma ho jAtI hai| aura jo Adata khUba moTI hotI hai, usake to khUba pratikramaNa kareM, chIlate raheM taba vaha ghisatI hai! ___mana-vacana-kAyA kI jo Adate haiM, ve to marane para hI chUTeM aisI haiM, lekina unakA jo svabhAva hai, use ghisa denA caahie| patale rasa se baMdhI huI AdatoM ke to do-pA~ca bAra pratikramaNa karoge to ve khatma ho jAe~gI, lekina gAr3ha rucivAlI ke to pA~ca sau-pA~ca sau bAra pratikraNa karane pdd'eNge| aura kucha gAMTheM, lobha kI gAMTheM to itanI moTI hotI haiM ki roz2a do-do, tIna-tIna ghaMTe lobha ke pratikramaNa karatA rahe to bhI chaH varSoM meM bhI pUrI

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104 AptavANI-3 nahIM hotIM! aura kisIkI lobha kI gAMTha aisI hotI hai ki eka dina meM yA tIna ghaMTe meM hI khatma kara de! aise taraha-taraha ke svabhAva rasa hote haiN| saMyoga : para aura parAdhIna sthUla saMyoga, sUkSma saMyoga, vANI ke saMyoga, para haiM aura parAdhIna haiM aura zuddhacetana unakA jJAtA-dRSTA mAtra hai| sthUla saMyoga arthAt bAhara se milate haiM, ve haiN| sthUla saMyoga upAdhi svarUpa haiM, phira bhI unake hama jJAtA-dRSTA raha sakate haiN| kyoMki yaha akramavijJAna hai| sUkSma saMyoga, jo deha ke aMdara utpanna hote haiM, mana ke, buddhi ke, citta ke, ahaMkAra ke, ve sUkSma saMyoga haiM, aura phira ve caMcala bhAga ke haiN| caMcala bhAga, vaha sUkSma hai| vANI ke saMyoga to prakaTa rUpa se patA cala jAte haiN| vANI sUkSma bhAva se utpanna hotI hai aura sthUla bhAva se prakaTa hotI hai| vANI ke saMyoga sUkSma-sthUla kahalAte haiN| ye sabhI saMyoga para haiM aura parAdhIna haiN| unheM pakar3ane se pakar3A nahIM jA sakatA, aura bhagAne se bhagAyA nahIM jA sktaa| saMyoga mAtra jJeya svarUpa hai aura hama jJAtA haiN| saMyoga khuda hI viyogI svabhAva kA hai| ataH jJAtA-dRSTA raheMge to usakA viyoga iTaselpha ho jaaegaa| isameM AtmA kA koI kartavya nahIM rhtaa| vaha mAtra jJAtA-dRSTA svabhAva meM raha sakatA hai| saMyoga icchita hoM yA anicchita, unakA viyoga hotA hai| pasaMda AnevAle saMyoga ko pakar3ane se pakar3A nahIM jA sakatA, nApasaMda saMyoga ko bhagAne se bhagAyA nahIM jA sktaa| isalie nizciMta rhnaa| saMyoga apane qAbU meM nahIM haiN| yaha 'dAdA' kI AjJA hai, isalie yadi phA~sI kA saMyoga bhI A jAe to vaha bhI viyogI svabhAva kA hai, aisA jaannaa| apane pAsa jo nAzavaMta hai, usIko le jAegA na? aura vaha bhI vApasa 'vyavasthita' ke hisAba meM A cukA hogA to use koI nikAla nahIM skegaa| isalie 'vyavasthita' meM jo ho so bhale ho| yaha bAta usI para lAgU hotI hai, jisane AtmA prApta kiyA hai| anya ke lie lAgU nahIM hotii| kyoMki AtmadazA meM Ae binA gAlI degA aura vApasa bolegA ki vANI para hai aura parAdhIna hai to usakA durupayoga ho jaaegaa| phira mana meM nizcaya nahIM karegA ki aisA galata nahIM bolanA caahie|

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AptavANI-3 105 ataH usakI pragati ruMdha jaaegii| jaba ki jise AtmA prApta huA hai, vaha to atyaMta jAgRtipUrvaka sthUla saMyoga, sUkSma saMyoga aura vANI ke saMyogoM kA jJAtA-dRSTA rahatA hai aura jAgRtipUrvaka pratikramaNa karavAkara unakA nikAla karatA hai| kyoMki aba dukAna khAlI karanI hai, aisA nakkI hotA hai| akramavijJAna alaga hI prakAra kA hai| usameM hama pahale cArja hotA huA baMda kara dete haiM aura jo DiscArja rahatA hai usakA samabhAva se nikAla karane ko kahate haiM, nayA cArja nahIM ho aisA kara dete haiN| yaha sabase AsAna AtyaMtika mukti kA mArga hai! jinheM yaha mila gayA ve chUTa gae!! prAkRta guNa : Atma guNa praznakartA : AtmA prApta karane ke lie, usake lie pAtra banane ke lie acche guNoM kI z2arUrata hai kyA? dAdAzrI : nhiiN| guNoM kI z2arUrata nahIM hai, niSkaiphI hone kI z2arUrata hai| guNa kA kyA karanA hai? ye sabhI to prAkRta guNa haiM, paudgalika guNa haiN| praznakartA : ye sabhI guNa to AtmA ke hI haiM na? dAdAzrI : isameM eka bhI AtmA kA guNa nahIM hai| Apa prakRti ke adhIna ho, aura prakRti ke guNa aura AtmA ke guNa sarvathA judA haiN| prakRti kA eka bhI guNa 'zuddhacetana' meM nahIM hai aura 'zuddhacetana' kA eka bhI guNa prakRti meM nahIM hai, guNoM se donoM sarvathA bhinna hI haiN|

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[7] AtmA ke bAre meM praznAvalI AvaraNa ke AdhAra para bhinnatA praznakartA : AtmA ke AdhAra para deha hai yA deha ke AdhAra para AtmA hai? dAdAzrI : AtmA hogA to deha rhegii| praznakartA : ajJAnI kA AtmA, jJAnI kA AtmA aura jo mokSa meM jA cuke haiM unakA AtmA, ina tInoM kI zaktiyoM meM kyA pharka hai? siddha kyA kara sakate haiM? sarvajJa to jo cAhe so kara sakate haiN| dAdAzrI : ajJAnI kA AtmA baMdhana meM hai aisA lagatA hai, jaba ki jJAnI kA AtmA abaMdha-baMdha meM hotA hai, kisI apekSA se baMdha aura kisI apekSA se abaMdha lagatA hai| aura siddha bhagavaMta to abaMdha hI rahate haiM, mokSa meM hI rahate haiN| siddha bhagavaMta karane ke lie rahe nhiiN| sirpha dehadhArI hI jo cAhe so kara sakatA hai| siddha bhagavaMtoM kI zakti saMpUrNa vikasita huI hai, lekina kisI ke kAma nahIM aatii| praznakartA : svabhAva se, guNadharma se eka hI hai to zaktiyoM kI bhinnatA kisa AdhAra para hai? dAdAzrI : vaha bhinnatA AvaraNa ke AdhAra para hai| praznakartA : vastu kI avasthAe~ kauna-sI zakti se badalatI haiM? dAdAzrI : kAlatatva se| jaise-jaise kAla badale, vaise-vaise avasthA badalatI jAtI hai|

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AptavANI-3 107 praznakartA : jJAna aura hRdaya meM saMbaMdha hai kyA? dAdAzrI : donoM kA koI lenA-denA nahIM hai| hRdaya 'rileTiva' hai aura jJAna 'riyala' hai| lekina hRdaya acchA ho, tabhI jJAna meM jaldI pragati kara sakatA hai| praznakartA : kevalI ko AtmA dikhatA hogA? dAdAzrI : kevalI ko AtmA jJAna se dikhatA hai| dekhanA arthAt bhAna honA aura jAnanA arthAt anubhava honaa| vaha arUpIpada hai, anubhavagamya hai| praznakartA : kevalI ke alAvA anya koI AtmA dekha sakate haiM kyA? dAdAzrI : nhiiN| ajJAna se mukti, vahI mokSa praznakartA : AtmA ko mukta kisase honA hai? dAdAzrI : pahale ajJAna se mukta honA hai| phira ajJAna se utpanna huI iphekTasa se mukta honA hai| praznakartA : AtmA kA mokSa kahate haiM, vaha mokSa koI bhaugolika sthAna hai? dAdAzrI : vaha bhaugolika sthAna hai, vaha ThIka hai, lekina vAstava meM Apa khuda hI mokSa svarUpa ho! praznakartA : AtmA aura paramAtmA to alaga hI haiM, una donoM kA koI saMbaMdha to hai na? dAdAzrI : alaga nahIM haiN| vahI AtmA hai, aura vahI paramAtmA hai| sirpha dazA meM pharka hai| ghara Ao taba caMdUbhAI aura oNphisa meM baiThe taba kalekTara sAhaba kahalAte ho| 'maiM, bAvo aura maMgaladAsa' usake jaisA hai! praznakartA : AtmA paramAtmA eka ho jAe~, vaha to aMtima sTeja kahalAtI hai na?

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108 AptavANI-3 dAdAzrI : hA~, vaha aMtima sTeja kahalAtI hai| usase Age phira kucha karane ko nahIM rhtaa| AtmA kA dravya, kSetra praznakartA : AtmA kSetra ke rUpa meM kisa taraha se rahA huA hai? dAdAzrI : AtmA kA svakSetra, khuda kA anaMta pradezI bhAga hai, vh| use vAstava meM kSetra nahIM kahanA cAhatA huuN| vaha to parakSetra meM se nikAlane ke lie svakSetra kA varNana kiyA hai| praznakartA : AtmA kA dravya badalatA hai? dAdAzrI : AtmA kA svadravya nahIM bdltaa| lekina AtmA ko jo dravya isa saMsArabhAva se lAgU hue haiM, ve saba badalate rahate haiN| kSetra badalatA rahatA hai, kAla badalatA rahatA hai aura usake AdhAra para bhAva badalate rahate haiN| bhayavAlI jagaha para gae, to vahA~ para bhaya utpanna hotA hai| jIvamAtra ke pratyeka samaya meM bhAva badalate rahate haiN| praznakartA : AtmA ke prakAra alaga-alaga hote haiM? dAdAzrI : nahIM, AtmA eka hI prakAra ke haiN| praznakartA : AtmA ke lie rAga-dveSa lAgU hote haiM? dAdAzrI : nahIM, rAga-dveSa AtmA kA guNa nahIM hai| yaha to roMga bilIfa se rAga-dveSa hote haiN| AtmA hI paramAtmA praznakartA : 'AtmA hI paramAtmA hai' yaha smjhaaie| dAdAzrI : 'rileTiva' meM AtmA hai aura 'riyala' meM paramAtmA hai| jaba taka vinAzI cIz2oM kA vyApAra hai taba taka saMsArI AtmA hai, aura saMsAra meM nahIM hai to paramAtmA hai| 'rileTiva' ko bhaje to vinAzI hai aura jo 'riyala' ko bhaje, vaha paramAtmA hai| yadi tujhe bhAna hai to paramAtmA meM rahegA aura bhAna nahIM hai to tU caMdUbhAI hai|

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AptavANI-3 109 praznakartA : AtmA ko pahacAnane se hama kyA samajheM ki hameM kyA prApta huA? dAdAzrI : sanAtana sukh| praznakartA : AtmA cetana hai| sanAtana hai, yA usakA vilInIkaraNa hotA hai? kyA usakI sthiti badalatI hai? dAdAzrI : AtmA sanAtana hai, vahI kA vahI rahatA hai, jaise ki aMgUThI meM sonA aura tAMbA milA huA ho to sone kI sthiti badalatI nahIM hai, usake guNadharma badalate nahIM haiM, usI prkaar| AtmA ke guNadharma anAtmA ke sAtha rahane ke bAvajUda badalate nahIM haiM, lekina sone ko prayoga se alaga kiyA jA sakatA hai| praznakartA : gehU~ ke dAne meM aura pakSI meM cetanA alaga hai na? dAdAzrI : nahIM, cetanA to samAna hI hai, mujhameM, ApameM aura gehU~ ke dAne meM cetanA to eka samAna hI hai lekina hara eka ke AvaraNa meM pharka hai| praznakartA : cetana dUsaroM ko hilAtA hai? dAdAzrI : nahIM, sirpha usake sparza se hI sabakucha calatA hai| saMyogoM ke dabAva se eka bilIfa utpanna ho jAtI hai ki 'maiM kara rahA huuN|' usa vibhAvika bhAva meM hone ke bAvajUda AtmA 'khuda' svAbhAvika bhAva meM hI hotA hai| praznakartA : mRtadeha meM to sabhI tatva rahate haiM na? dAdAzrI : nhiiN| sirpha pudgala aura AkAza do hI tatva rahate haiN| bAkI ke ur3a jAte haiN| phira sabhI tatva alaga-alaga ho jAte haiM aura saba apane-apane mUla tatvoM meM cale jAte haiN| praznakartA : lekina usameM bhI spesa to rokate haiM na? dAdAzrI : mUla pudgala tatva kI khuda kI svAbhAvika spesa to hotI hI hai| lekina ina dUsare paramANuoM ke sammelana se jo deha utpanna hotA

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AptavANI-3 hai, vaha bhI jagaha rokatA hai| AtmA ke nikala jAne ke bAda meM sabhI khuda ke mUla tatva meM A jAte haiN| praznakartA : manuSya ne nizcaya kiyA ho ki svarUpa meM rahanA hai, to vaha buddhigamya hai? yaha mana se hotA hai? yA usase pare hai? dAdAzrI : svarUpa meM rahanA-vaha mana se, buddhi se, sabhI se bilkula pare hai, lekina svarUpa kA bhAna honA caahie| mana 'kamplITa fiz2ikala' hai| nidrA meM cetana kI sthiti praznakartA : rAta ko so gae aura subaha jage, vaha kise patA calatA hai ki eka hI nIMda meM subaha ho gaI? dAdAzrI : ye saba mana-buddhi-citta aura ahaMkAra arthAt aMta:karaNa ke dharma haiM saare| AtmA caitanya akriya bhAga haiM, jJAtA-dRSTA aura akriya haiN| isameM aMta:karaNa akriya ho jAe, to sukhamaya pariNAma rahA karatA hai| rAta ko so jAtA hai yAnI akriya ho gayA, usakA sukha baratatA hai| jaba taka kriyA hai, taba taka kama sukha rahatA hai| yaha ahaMkAra ke kAraNa sotA hai, aura ahaMkAra ke kAraNa jagatA hai| aura 'eka hI nIMda meM subaha ho gaI' kahatA hai, vaha bhI ahaMkAra hI hai| praznakartA : usameM AtmA kA bhAsa hai kyA? dAdAzrI : nahIM, nhiiN| praznakartA : rAta ko so jAne ke bAda AtmA kI dazA kaisI rahatI hai? dAdAzrI : jo niraMtara zuddhAtmA ke bhAna meM rahatA hai, vaha to nIMda meM bhI usI sthiti meM rahatA hai| aura jo 'maiM caMdUlAla hU~' ke bhAnavAlA hai, use bhI nIMda meM 'maiM caMdUlAla hU~' kA bhAna calA nahIM jaataa| isIlie to vaha bolatA haiM ki 'mujhe acchI nIMda aaii|' are, tU to so rahA thA to phira yaha patA kise calA? vaha ahaMkAra ne jaanaa| praznakartA : manayogI aura AtmayogI meM kyA pharka hai?

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AptavANI-3 111 T dAdAzrI : bahuta pharka hai, AkAza-pAtAla jitanA aMtara hai / lekina jo dehayogI haiM, usake bajAya manayogI bahuta ucca haiN| mana ke yoga dvArA AtmA ke yoga taka nahIM pahu~ca sakate / praznakartA : aMtarmukhI aura bahirmukhI, ina donoM ke bAre meM smjhaaie| dAdAzrI : avinAzI kA vicAra AyA ki aMtarmukhI ho jAtA hai| jaba taka vinAzI cIz2oM kI ruci haiM, icchA haiM, vRttiyA~ bAhara bhaTakatI haiM, taba taka bahirmukhI rahatA hai / AtmA - anAtmA kA bhedAMkana praznakartA : AtmA aura anAtmA ko alaga karanA ho to kyA karanA cAhie? dAdAzrI : sonA aura tAMbA a~gUThI meM milA huA rahatA hai aura usameM se sone ko alaga karanA ho to kyA karanA cAhie? sunAra se pUcho to vaha kyA kahegA? 'hameM a~gUThI de jAo to kAma ho jAegA / ' usI prakAra Apako hameM itanA hI kahanA hai ki 'hamArA niber3A lA dIjie', to kAma ho jaaegaa| AtmA eka sekanDa ke lie bhI anAtmA nahIM huA hai / jJAnI ko kahane jaisA hai, isameM Apako karane jaisA kucha bhI nahIM hai / 'karanA', vaha bhrAMti hai, jise 'jJAnI' mila gae usakA niber3A A gayA / 1 praznakartA : paramAtmA ko pahacAnane meM duHkha aura azAMti kA anubhava kyoM hotA hai? dAdAzrI : paramAtmA to haiM hI, lekina Apa paramAtmA ke sAtha judApana rakhate ho| aMdara paramAtmA baiThe haiM, unakI bhakti utpanna ho jAe to du:kha utpanna nahIM hogaa| lekina binA pahacAne kisa taraha se bhakti utpanna hogI? pratyakSa bhakti se sukha hai aura parokSa bhakti se ghar3Ibhara meM zAMti aura ghar3Ibhara meM azAMti hotI hai| praznakartA : bhagavAna yadi duHkha ke hartA haiM aura sukha ke kartA haiM, to phira azAMti kyoM hai ?

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AptavANI-3 dAdAzrI : bhagavAna duHkha ke hartA bhI nahIM haiM aura sukha ke kartA bhI nhiiN| bhagavAna ke prati bhedabuddhi calI jAe, abhedabuddhi utpanna ho jAe, taba duHkha jaaegaa| bhagavAna kisIkA duHkha lete nahIM hai aura sukha dete bhI nahIM, ve to aisA kahate haiM ki mere sAtha tanmayAkAra ho jA, eka ho jA, to duHkha nahIM rhegaa| eka bhI bAta sahI na samajhe, vaha bhrAMti hai I 112 rAhabara miTAe bhava kI bhaTakana praznakartA : mokSa meM jAne kA sarala rAstA kauna-sA hai ? dAdAzrI : 'rAhabara se milanA' - vaha, rAhabara milA ki hala A gyaa| usase adhika sIdhA aura sarala mArga bhalA aura kauna-sA hai ? bhagavAna ne kahA hai ki kyA karane se mokSa meM jAyA jA sakatA hai ? samakita ho jAe to jAyA jA sakatA hai athavA 'jJAnIpuruSa' kI kRpA ho jAe to jAyA jA sakatA hai| 'jJAnI' do prakAra ke haiN| eka zAstrajJAnI aura dUsare anubhava jJAnI, yathArtha jJAnI / yathArtha jJAnI to aMdara se pAtAla phor3akara bolate haiM, vaha yathArtha jJAna hai / yathArtha jJAna se AtmajJAna hotA hai| bAkI jaba taka 'maiM caMdUlAla hU~' aisA mamatAbhAva hai, taba taka samatAbhAva kahA~ se AegA? eka bAra samakita ko sparza kare usake bAda hI yathArtha samatAbhAva aaegaa| ye loga jo kahate haiM, vaha to laukika samatAbhAva kahalAtA hai / zAstra aura pustakeM par3ha-par3hakara pustakoM kA mokSa ho gayA, lekina unakA nahIM huA ! Atmasukha kI anubhUti praznakartA : mana zAMta ho jAe, mana parezAna nahIM kare, taba vaha kaunasA sukha utpanna hotA hai ? citta bhaTake nahIM to vaha kauna-sA sukha utpanna hotA hai? dAdAzrI : yaha mana hI saba karatA hai / mana hI citta ko, ahaMkAra ko, sabhI ko ukasAtA hai / mana zAMta ho jAe to sabakucha zAMta ho jAtA hai / praznakartA : AtmadazA meM AtmA kA sukha kisa taraha se patA calatA hai ki yaha AtmA kA hI sukha hai? dAdAzrI : bAhara se kisI bhI cIz2a meM sukha nahIM ho, kucha bhI dekhane se

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AptavANI-3 113 sukha utpanna nahIM huA ho, kucha sunane se, khAne se, sparza se, ThaMDaka se yA kisI bhI prakAra kA indriya sukha nahIM ho, paisoM ke kAraNa sukha nahIM ho, koI aisA kahanevAlA nahIM ho, viSayasukha nahIM ho, vahA~ para adaMra jo sukha baratatA hai, vaha AtmA kA sukha hai| lekina isa sukha kA Apako khAsa patA nahIM clegaa| jaba taka viSaya hote haiM, taba taka AtmA kA spaSTa sukha nahIM aataa| ___chUTe dehAdhyAsa, vahA~.... praznakartA : 'dehAdhyAsa gayA', aisA kise kahate haiM? dAdAzrI : jeba kATa le, gAliyA~ de, mAre phira bhI Apako rAgadveSa nahIM ho taba, dehAdhyAsa calA gayA, kahA jaaegaa| jaba taka AtmajJAna prApta nahIM hotA, taba taka pUrA jagat dehAdhyAsa se baMdhA huA hai| jitane vikalpa utane dehaadhyaas| deha gunahagArI meM baMdhane ke lie nahIM hai, mukti ke lie hai, janmoM-janma kI gunahagArI lAe hue haiM usakA nikAla to karanA par3egA na? dehAdhyAsa jAe to cAritra meM AyA khlaaegaa| praznakartA : deha meM AtmA kA sthAna kahA~ para hai? dAdAzrI : ina bAloM meM aura nAkhUna meM nahIM hai, bAkI sabhI jagaha para AtmA kA sthAna hai| jahA~ para bhI aMgArA lagAe~ aura patA cale, vahA~ para AtmA kA sthAna hai| praznakartA : jar3a meM cetana rakhA jA sakatA hai? dAdAzrI : 'yaha pena merA hai' kahA, vaha Apane merepana kA cetana rakhA, isalie yadi yaha mujhase kho jAe to Apako du:kha hogA! deha aura AtmA kA bhinnatva praznakartA : AtmA aura deha kA saMbaMdha kyA hai? dAdAzrI : AtmA aura deha kA koI saMbaMdha nahIM hai| jaise ki manuSya ke pIche parachAI hai, usakA manuSya ke sAtha jitanA kanekzana hai, utanA hI AtmA kA aura deha kA saMbaMdha hai| jisa prakAra se parachAI sUryanArAyaNa kI

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114 AptavANI - 3 hAz2irI se utpanna hotI hai, usI prakAra AtmA kI hAz2irI se yaha saba utpanna hotA hai| yaha to, parAI cIz2a ko le baiThe haiM / AtmA aura deha kA saMbaMdha itanA alaga hai, jitanA ki liphTa meM khar3A huA vyakti aura liphTa, ve donoM alaga haiM / liphTa sabhI kArya karatI hai| Apako to sirpha baTana hI dabAnA par3atA hai, itanA hI kArya karanA hotA hai| itanA nahIM samajhane se loga bhayaMkara azAtA aura pIr3Ae~ bhogate haiM / isa liphTa ko uThAne jAe~, yaha tUphAna usake jaisA hai| ye mana-vacana-kAyA tInoM hI liphTa haiN| sirpha 'liphTa' kA baTana hI dabAnA hai / eka AtmA hai aura dUsarA ahaMkAra hai| jise sAMsArika paudgalika vastuoM kI AvazyakatA ho, use ahaMkAra karake baTana dabAnA hai / aura jise saMsArI vastue~ nahIM cAhie, use AtmA ke bhAva se baTana dabAnA hai| AtmA ke bhAva se kyoM? to isalie ki, 'chUTanA hai, mokSa meM jAnA hai| aba use ahaMkAra karake Age nahIM bar3hAnA hai|' yahA~ para laga gaI ho to ahaMkAra kahatA hai ki 'mujhe bahuta laga gaI', to duHkha uThAtA hai aura yadi ahaMkAra kahe ki 'mujhe bilkula nahIM lagI', to duHkha nahIM hogaa| manuSya sirpha ahaMkAra kI karatA hai / vItarAgoM ke isa gUr3ha vijJAna ko yadi samajho to isa jagat meM kisI taraha kA duHkha hotA hogA!? AtmA khuda to paramAtmA hI hai ! AtmA caitanya hai aura jar3a saMbaMdha hai| khuda saMbaMdhI aura jar3a saMbaMdha mAtra hai / hamAre sAtha saMyogoM kA saMbaMdha huA hai, baMdha nahIM huA / aura phira saMyoga viyogI svabhAva ke haiN| eka bAra 'jJAnIpuruSa' se AtmA prApta kara lene ke bAda saMyoga saMbaMdha pUrA hI viyogI svabhAva kA hai| vahA~ para hai saccA jJAna sahI jJAna ho to usakI nizAnI kyA hai? choTe bacce se lekara vRddha taka ke, choTe bAlaka arthAt Der3ha varSa se lekara assI varSa taka ke, saMsArI pada se lekara saMnyAsI pada taka ke, sabhI manuSyoM ko AkarSita karatA hai kyoMki phekTa vastu hai| bAlaka ko bhI aMdara darzana hote haiM / jina dharmasthAnoM para bAlakoM ko heDeka ho jAe, vahA~ para sahI dharma nahIM hai, vaha saba rileTiva hai|

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AptavANI - 3 jisa vAda para vivAda nahIM ho, vaha saccA jJAna kahalAtA hai / aura vAda para vivAda ho, saMvAda ho, prativAda ho, z2abAnadarAz2I ho, vahA~ para saccA jJAna nahIM hotaa| 115 jJAna do prakAra ke haiM- eka vaha ki saMsAra meM kyA sahI aura kyA galata hai, kyA ahitakArI hai aura kyA hitakArI hai aura dUsarA mokSamArga kA jnyaan| usameM yadi mokSamArga kA jJAna prApta ho jAe to saMsAra kA jJAna to sahaja hI utpanna ho jAegA kyoMki use dRSTi milI hai na! divyadRSTi milI! mokSamArga kA jJAna nahIM mile to saMsAra ke hitAhita kA jJAna denevAle saMta milane caahie| isa kAla meM aise saMta durlabha hote haiN| vajralepam bhaviSyati praznakartA : loga bhagavAna ko dhokhA dekara dharma meM bhraSTAcAra karate haiN| dAdAzrI : vaha bahuta galata kahalAtA hai / isalie to pahale se hI pahale ke jJAniyoM ne zloka kahA hai anya kSetre kRtam pApam, dharmakSetre vinazyati, dharmakSetre kRtam pApam, vajralepam bhvissyti| vajralepa arthAt lAkhoM varSoM ke lie khatma ho jAe ! narka milatA hai! jo khuda kA hI ahita kara rahe haiM, unheM hama aisA kahate haiM ki 'jAgate hue so rahe haiN|' isase to manuSyapana calA jAegA, duHkha ke pahAr3a khar3e kara rahe haiN| ise sirpha jJAna hI roka sakatA hai| satyajJAna milanA caahie| sirpha pachatAvA karane kucha nahIM hogaa| pachatAvA to dharma kI eka zurUAta kI eka sIr3hI hai| se praznakartA : galata kAma karatA hai aura pachatAvA karatA hai, phira vApasa vahI calatA rahatA hai na? dAdAzrI : pachatAvA hArTilI honA caahie| ulTA jJAna milatA hai, usameM se tRSNAe~ utpanna hotI haiM aura ulTe jJAna kI ArAdhanA ke phala svarUpa duHkha AtA hai| bAkI, kudarata kisIko

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116 AptavANI-3 duHkha dene ke lie sarjita nahIM huI hai| manuSya ke alAvA anya prANiyoM ko koI ciMtA yA du:kha nahIM hai| vikalpI hone ke bAda manuSya ahaMkArI ho jAtA hai| taba taka ahaMkAra normala kahalAtA hai| sAhajika, vAstavika ahaMkAra kahalAtA hai| vikalpI huA to usake lie z2immedAra bnaa| aura z2immedAra banane ke bAda meM du:kha AtA hai| jaba taka vikalpI nahIM hotA, z2immedAra nahIM banatA, taba taka kudarata kabhI bhI kisIko duHkha nahIM detii| praznakartA : manuSya hI duHkha khar3e karate haiM? dAdAzrI : hamane hI khar3e kie haiM, kudarata ne nhiiN| kudarata to helpaphula hai| jJAna kA durupayoga huA to zaitAna kA rAja Apake Upara ho gayA, vahA~ para phira bhagavAna khar3e nahIM rheNge| bhagavAna svarUpa, kaba? praznakartA : jIva, AtmA aura bhagavAna meM pharka kyA hai? dAdAzrI : svasattA meM A jAe, usake bAda bhagavAna kahalAtA hai| puruSa ho jAne ke bAda puruSArtha meM Ae, taba bhagavAna kahalAtA hai, aura jaba taka prakRti kI sattA meM hai, taba taka jIva hai| ____ 'maiM mara jAU~gA', jise aisA bhAna hai, vaha jIva hai aura 'maiM nahIM marU~gA', aisA bhAna Ae vaha AtmA, aura phula sTeja meM A gae, ve bhgvaan| praznakartA : AtmA bhagavAna kA svarUpa kaba mAnA jAtA hai? dAdAzrI : khuda ke svarUpa kA bhAna ho jAe, taba bhagavAna svarUpa hone lagatA hai aura phira jaba karma ke bojha kama ho jAe~, aura aMta meM phula svarUpa ho jAe, taba khuda hI paramAtmA bana jAtA hai| praznakartA : AtmA daihika rUpa dhAraNa kare, taba jIva kahalAtA hai? dAdAzrI : AtmA daihika rUpa dhAraNa nahIM karatA, sirpha bilIfa badalatI hai| 'maiM caMdUlAla hU~', yaha roMga bilIfa baiTha gaI hai| sacamuca meM

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AptavANI - 3 117 Apa AtmA svarUpa hI ho aura AtmasvarUpa meM kabhI marate hI nahIM, sirpha 'bilIfa' hI maratI hai / praznakartA : hara eka ke AtmA eka svarUpa hai, to phira hara eka ko anubhava alaga-alaga kyoM hote haiM? dAdAzrI : hara eka AtmA samasaraNa mArga meM hai| usake pravAha alagaalaga hone ke kAraNa hara eka ko alaga-alaga anubhava hote haiN| praznakartA : zuddhAtmA aura azuddhAtmA donoM AtmA eka haiM? dAdAzrI : azuddha to apekSA ke AdhAra para kahalAtA hai| 'maiM caMdUlAla hU~' taba azuddha kahalAtA hai, vaha jIvAtmA kahalAtA hai| aura vaha roMga bilIfa phrekcara ho jAe aura rAiTa bilIfa baiTha jAe taba 'zuddhAtmA' kahalAtA hai| praznakartA : 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~', aisA bolatA hU~, usameM koI pracaMDa ahaMkAra to nahIM ghusa jAtA na? dAdAzrI : nahIM, vaha to ( yaha jJAna milane ke bAda) Apa khuda hI usI rUpa hokara bolate ho| khuda ke svarUpa meM hI bole, isalie ahaMkAra nahIM khlaaegaa| jahA~ para khuda nahIM ho, vahA~ para 'maiM hU~' aisA mAne to vaha ahaMkAra hai I praznakartA : sacce jIvavAle kise kahate haiM ? dAdAzrI : sacce jIvavAle to jisane AtmA, zuddhAtmA ko jAnA, vahI khuda kahalAtA hai| bAkI, isa maMdira ko bhagavAna mAneM to bhagavAna kahA~ jAe~? maMdira ko bhagavAna kahakara usase cipaka jAe~ to bhagavAna ha~sate rahate haiM ki 'are, tU aMdhA hai yA kyA? yaha mujhe pahacAnatA nahIM aura isa maMdira se cipaka par3A!' maMdira ko hI cetana mAnatA hai / AtmA mokSasvarUpa, to mokSa kisakA ? praznakartA : AtmA ajara hai, amara hai, deha se bhinna hai, to mokSa kisakA hotA hai?

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118 AptavANI-3 dAdAzrI : ahaMkAra kaa| ahaMkAra kA mokSa ho jAe to vaha vilaya ho jAtA hai| jisakA udbhava huA hai, usakA vilaya hotA hai| ahaMkAra hI baMdhA huA hai, AtmA baMdhA huA nahIM hai| jaba jJAnIpuruSa samajhAe~, taba ahaMkAra kA mokSa ho jAtA hai| AtmA zuddha hI hai, mokSa svarUpa hI hai! kabhI bhI azuddha huA hI nahIM yA baMdhA hI nahIM!! yaha jagat, vaha 'igoiz2ama' kA viz2ana hai| AkAzakusumavat dikhAe usakA nAma igoij'm| kabhI A~kha para hAtha daba gayA ho to do caMdramA dikhate haiN| isameM kyA satya hai? kyA rahasya hai? are bhAI, caMdramA to eka kA eka hI hai| terI nAsamajhI se yoM do dikhate haiN| darpaNa ke Age cir3iyA baiThatI hai, vahA~ para do cir3iyA hotI haiM? phira bhI use bhrAMti ho jAtI hai ki dUsarI cir3iyA hai, vaha coMca mAratI rahatI hai| use lagatI bhI hogii| use nikAla deM to bhI vaha vApasa A jAtI hai| agara use pUche ki 'kyA DhU~Dha rahI ho bahana? Apake na to pati haiM, na devara, na hI sAsa to kyA DhU~Dha rahI ho?' vaise hI ina logoM ko A~TI (gA~Tha par3a jAe usa taraha se ulajhA huA) par3a gaI hai| yaha darpaNa to bar3A sAinsa hai| AtmA kA fiz2ikala varNana karanA ho to sirpha darpaNa hI eka sAdhana hai! ___ 'maiM hU~, maiM hU~' karatA hai to AtmA kahatA hai ki 'jA! tU aura maiM alaga!' vaha igoiz2ama khatma ho gayA to 'tU hI hai|' ahaMkAra yoM hI khatma nahIM ho jAegA, vaha caTanI kI taraha pIsA jA sake, aisA nahIM hai| vaha to khuda kI bhUleM dikhane para ahaMkAra khatma hotA hai| ahaMkAra arthAt bhUla kA svruup| brahma aura parabrahma kI pahacAna praznakartA : brahma aura parabrahma kA matalaba kyA hai? dAdAzrI : brahma, vaha AtmA hai aura parabrahma, vaha paramAtmA hai| jaba taka dehadhArI hotA hai, taba taka vaha AtmA mAnA jAtA hai, paramAtmA

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AptavANI-3 119 nahIM mAnA jaataa| tIrthaMkara aura jJAnIpuruSa dehadhArI paramAtmA mAne jAte haiN| praznakartA : yaha jo brahma hai, vaha kyA hai? dAdAzrI : ApakA nAma kyA hai? praznakartA : cNduulaal| dAdAzrI : Apa caMdUlAla ho, vaha bilkula galata nahIM hai| bAi rileTiva vyU poinTa yU Ara caMdUbhAI enDa bAi riyala vyU poinTa yU Ara brahma! brahma arthAt AtmA, lekina brahma kA bhAna honA cAhie na? praznakartA : mAyika brahma aura amAyika brahma, vaha smjhaaie| dAdAzrI : aisA hai na, mAyika brahma ko brahma kahanA gunAha hai| jo bhramaNA meM par3A hai, use brahma kaheMge hI kisa taraha? mAyika arthAt bhramaNA meM par3A huaa| sacce brahma ko brahma kaha sakate haiN| praznakartA : jo manuSya saMpUrNa brahmasvarUpa, paramAtmAsvarUpa ho gayA, to vaha bAta kara sakatA hai? dAdAzrI : jo bAta nahIM kara sakate, ve brahmasvarUpa hue hI nahIM haiN| saMpUrNa brahmasvarUpa kaba kahalAegA ki bAhara kA saMpUrNa bhAna ho, saMsAriyoM se bhI adhika bhAna ho| dehabhAna calA jAe, vaha to ekAgratA hai| use 'AtmA prApta huA', nahIM kahA jaaegaa| saMpUrNa brahmasvarUpa hone ke bAda meM vANI rahatI hai, sabakucha rahatA hai| kyoMki deha aura AtmA donoM bhinna hI baratate haiN| jaise yaha koTa aura zarIra bhinna baratate haiM, vaise| apaneapane nijadharma meM rahate haiM, brahma, brahma ke dharma meM aura anAtmA, anAtmA ke bhAga meM rahatA hai| dehabhAna nahIM rahe, vaha jJAna kI pUrNatA kI, nirvikalpa dazA kI nizAnI nahIM hai| ekAgratA kare, kuMDalinI jAgRta kare, vaha TemparerI avasthA hai| bAda meM phira vApasa jaisA thA vaise kA vaisA hI ho jAtA hai| yaha helpiMga cIz2a hai, lekina pUrNa dazA nahIM hai|

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[8] sUjha, udAsInatA sUjha, samasaraNa mArga kI dena praznakartA : sUjha kA matalaba kyA hai? ise preraNA kahate haiM? dAdAzrI : preraka, vaha DiscArja hai| aMdara ekadama lAiTa kara detI hai aura usase preraNA hotI hai| vaha jo lAiTa hotI hai, vaha sUjha hai| sUjha to avirata pravAha hai, lekina usa para AvaraNa A gae haiM isalie dikhatA nahIM hai, isalie koI sUjha nahIM pdd'tii| ataH loga z2arA sira khujalAte haiM to aMdara lAiTa hotI hai aura sUjha par3a jAtI hai| yaha sira khujalAte haiM taba kyA hotA hai, vaha patA hai? praznakartA : nahIM, daadaa| dAdAzrI : jo citta vRttiyA~ idhara-udhara khiMcI huI hoM, ve sira khujalAne se z2arA ekAgra ho jAtI haiN| ekAgratA huI ki aMdara ekadama sUjha par3a jAtI hai| sUjha par3atI hai, jagat use puruSArtha kahatA hai| vAstava meM yaha puruSArtha hai hI nhiiN| sUjha to kudaratI baqhzIza hai| hara eka ko sUjha hotI hai| usakI sUjha para se hameM mAlUma ho jAtA hai ki yaha samasaraNa mArga ke pravAha meM kitane mIla para hai| chaha mahInoM pahale kI aura abhI kI sUjha meM pharka par3a cukA hotA hai, bar3ha gaI ho to samajha meM AtA hai ki vaha kauna-se mIla para pahu~cA hai| isa duniyA meM dekhane jaisI vahI eka vastu hai| ina manuSyoM ke zarIra meM sirpha sUjha hI DiscArja nahIM hai, bAkI kA sabhIkucha DiscArja hai| sUjha khuda cArja nahIM

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AptavANI-3 121 karatI, lekina sUjha meM se cArja utpanna ho jAtA hai| sUjha meM ahaMkAra mila jAe to cArja utpanna ho jAtA hai| sUjha meM ahaMkAra nahIM hai, lekina bAda meM usameM ahaMkAra mila jAtA hai| praznakartA : sUjha aura darzana eka hI haiM kyA? dAdAzrI : eka haiM, lekina loga darzana ko bahuta nicalI bhASA meM le jAte haiN| darzana to bahuta ucca vastu haiM / vItarAgoM ne sUjha ko darzana kahA hai| bhaTakate hue gyArahaveM mIla se Age cale to vahA~ kA darzana huaa| jaise-jaise Age calatA hai, vaise-vaise usakA DevelapamenTa bar3hatA jAtA hai, vaise-vaise usakA darzana bar3hatA jAtA hai| aura eka dina aMdara darzana ho jAe ki 'maiM yaha nahIM hU~, lekina maiM AtmA hU~', to darzana nirAvaraNa ho jAtA hai! Apa jo projekTa karate ho, vaha sUjha ke AdhAra para karate ho, phira jo preraNA hotI hai vaha likhate ho| sUjha bahuta sUkSma vastu hai| jagat meM aMtarasUjha ko kisIne helpa nahIM kI hai| yoga meM aMtarasUjha bahuta spIDilI khilatI hai| lekina loga ulTe mArga para gae isalie sirpha cakra hI dekhate rahate haiM! sUjha ke bAda bhAva utpanna hotA hai, jagat meM zAyada hI kucha loga, sUjha meM aura bhAva meM jAgRta rahate haiN| sUjha aura bhAva jo sahaja prayatna se milate haiM, aprayAsa prayatna se milate haiM, vahI usake lie prakAza staMbha bana jAte haiM bAkI jise bhAvajAgRti ho usIko jAgRta kahate haiM, aura sUjha jAgRti to bahuta ucca vastu hai| bhAvajAgRti meM Ane kA matalaba jaise sapane meM se aMgar3AI lekara uThane para kucha bhAna ho, vaisA samajha meM AtA praznakartA : sUjha aura prajJA meM kyA pharka hai? dAdAzrI : prajJA, vaha paramAnenTa vastu hai aura sUjha cenja hotI rahatI hai| jaise-jaise Age bar3hatA hai, vaise-vaise sUjha cenja hotI rahatI hai| prajJA, vaha 'TemparerI paramAnenTa' vastu hai| jaba taka saMpUrNapada prApta nahIM ho jAtA,

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122 AptavANI-3 siddhadazA nahIM ho jAtI, tabhI taka prajJA rahatI hai| prajJA svarUpajJAna ke bAda hI utpanna hotI hai; jaba ki sUjha to hara eka ko samasaraNa mArga ke mIla para utpanna honevAlI baqhzIza hai| aba jo sUjha par3atI hai, vaha bhI saMpUrNa svataMtra nahIM hai| AtmA paramAtmasvarUpa hai| vaha galata bhI nahIM sujhAtA aura saca bhI nahIM sujhaataa| vaha to jaba pApa kA udaya Ae taba galata sUjhatA hai aura puNya kA udaya Ae taba sahI dikhAtA hai| AtmA kucha bhI nahIM karatA, vaha to mAtra spaMdanoM ko dekhatA hI rahatA hai| praznakartA : samajha aura sUjha meM pharka hai? dAdAzrI : samajha ko sUjha kahate haiM, samajha, vaha darzana hai, vaha Age bar3hate-bar3hate TheTha kevaladarzana taka jAtI hai| yaha hama Apako samajhAte haiM aura Apako usakI ger3a baiThanA yAnI ki vaha Apako phula samajha meM A jAtA hai| yAnI maiM jo kahanA cAhatA hU~ vaha Apako poinTa Tu poinTa ekjekTalI samajha meM A jAtA hai| use ger3a baiThI kahA jAtA hai| hara eka kA vyU poinTa alaga-alaga hotA hai isIlie alaga-alaga taraha se samajha meM AtA hai| hara eka ko usakI darzanazakti ke AdhAra para bAta fiTa hotI hai| praznakartA : jaba sUjha par3atI hai, taba sUjha meM sUjha hai yA ahaMkAra bolatA hai, yaha patA nahIM cltaa| dAdAzrI : ahaMkAra ke pratispaMdana haiM isIlie manuSya sUjha kA pUrApUrA lAbha nahIM uThA sktaa| sUjha to hara eka ko par3atI hI rahatI hai| jaisejaise ahaMkAra zUnyatA ko prApta karatA jAtA hai, vaise-vaise sUjha bar3hatI jAtI hai| ina sAinTisToM ko sUjha meM dikhatA hai, unheM jJAna meM nahIM dikhtaa| sUjha, vaha kudaratI baqhzIza hai| udAsInatA kise kahate haiM? maiM sarva paratatvoM se sarvathA udAsIna hI huuN|

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AptavANI-3 123 maiM sarva paratatvoM se sarvathA vItarAga hI huuN| isa udAsIna kA matalaba lokabhASA kA udAsa nahIM, lekina maiM svatatvavAlA huA isalie aba mujhe ina parAye tatvoM kI z2arUrata nahIM hai| isalie 'use' udAsIna bhAva rahatA hai, khuda kA sukha anaMta aizvaryavAlA hai aisA bhAna ho jAe to bAhyavRttiyA~ nahIM hotI, yAnI ki paradravyoM ke prati vItarAga bhAva rahatA hai| khuda ke svarUpa kA jJAna nahIM ho, vaisI udAsInatA hameM (AtmajJAna prApta mahAtmA) nahIM rhtii| lekina ullAsita udAsInatA rahatI hai| jaba bhakta logoM ke ghara para vivAha hotA hai to bhI unheM udAsInatA lagatI hai, vaisA hameM nahIM hotaa| AtmasvarUpa prApta karane ke bAda meM pahale bAkI sabhI jagaha se udAsInatA AtI hai aura aMta meM vItarAgatA AtI hai| praznakartA : vairAgya, udAsInatA aura vItarAgatA meM kyA pharka hai? dAdAzrI : vairAgya kSaNajIvI hai| vairAgya utpanna hone se lekara saMpUrNa vairAgya rahe, usa sAre bhAga ko vairAgya kahA hai| bairAga kA artha hai jo 'nahIM bhAe,' jo nApasaMda ho jAe, vh| lekina vaha sahI (propara) nahIM hai| duHkha Ae to vairAgya AtA hai, aura udAsInatA vItarAgatA kA pravezadvAra hai| udAsInatA, vaha kramikamArga kI bahuta U~cI vastu hai| kramikamArga meM udAsInatA AnA arthAt sabhI nAzavaMta cIz2oM ke prati bhAva TUTa jAtA hai aura avinAzI kI khoja hone ke bAvajUda vaha prApta nahIM hotaa| bairAgI ko jo 'acchA nahIM lagatA,' vaha usakI khuda kI zakti se nahIM hotaa| kucha pasaMda Ae aura kucha nahIM pasaMda Ae, aisA hotA hai; jaba kI udAsInatAvAle ko to sirpha AtmA jAnane ke alAvA anya kisI vastu meM ruci nahIM hotii| praznakartA : vItarAgatA barata rahI hai yA udAsInatA barata rahI hai, yaha kaise samajha meM Ae? dono meM pharka kyA hai? dAdAzrI : udAsInatA kA matalaba rAga-dveSa para pardA DAla denA, vaha

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AptavANI-3 124 maMda aura vItarAgatA meM rAga- -dveSa hI nahIM hote| udAsInatA meM pahale sabhI vRttiyA~ par3a jAtI hai, phira vItarAgatA utapanna hotI hai / udAsInatA arthAt ruci bhI nahIM hotI aura aruci bhI nahIM hotI / praznakartA : bAhara kahIM bhI ullAsa mahasUsa nahIM ho aura aMdara rAga-dveSa nahIM hoM, to vaha kyA kahalAtA hai ? dAdAzrI : udAsInatA meM aMdara ullAsa hotA hai aura bAhara ullAsa nahIM dikhatA; jaba ki vItarAgatA meM aMdara bAhara saba tarapha ullAsa hotA hai /

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[9] pratiSThita AtmA : zuddhAtmA jagat kA adhiSThAna kyA hai? 'pratiSThita AtmA' isa jagata kA adhiSThAna hai| 'pratiSThita AtmA' kauna hai? 'maiM caMdUlAla hU~, yaha deha merI hai, yaha merA hai, mana merA hai' aisI pratiSThA karane se pratiSThita AtmA banatA hai| yaha kisase utpanna huA? ajJAna meM se| isa mUrti meM pratiSThA karo to vaha phala detI hai, jabaki yaha to bhagavAna ke sAkSI meM pratiSThA hotI hai, vaha kaisA phala degI! yaha 'pratiSThita AtmA,' yaha hamane nayA zabda diyA hai| logo ko sAdI bhASA meM samajha meM A jAe aura bhagavAna kI bAta AsAnI se samajha meM Ae, usa taraha se rakhA hai| praznakartA : 'pratiSThita AtmA' pudgala hai yA cetana hai? dAdAzrI : pudgala hai, lekina cetana bhAva ko prApta kie hue hai, use hama 'cArja ho cukA hai', aisA kahate haiN| vaha vizeSabhAva se pariNamita hotA huA pudgala hai| use hama mizracetana kahate haiN| praznakartA : AhAra, bhaya, nidrA aura maithuna, ye cAra saMjJAe~ gAMTheM haiM yA pratiSThita AtmA kA svabhAva hai? dAdAzrI : vaha pratiSThita AtmA kA svabhAva nahIM hai, pratiSThita AtmA, 'igoiz2ama' kA putalA hai| jitane bhAva bhare hue haiM, utane bhAva utpanna hue| AhAra dekhA ki AhAra kI gAMTha phUTatI hai| lakaDI dikhI to bhaya kI gAMTha phUTatI hai| AhAra, bhaya, maithuna, nidrA ve saMjJAe~ gAMThoM ke rUpa meM haiM; saMyoga milA ke gAMTha phUTatI hai|

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126 AptavANI-3 pratiSThita AtmA meM krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha kI pratiSThA ho cukI hai, vaha abhI phala de rahI hai| svarUpa kA jJAna ho gayA ke pratiSThA baMda ho gii| jagat ke loga kahate haiM na ki 'merA AtmA pApI hai,' ve pratiSThita AtmA ke lie kahA jAtA hai| mUla AtmA to zuddhAtmA hai, vaha eka kSaNa ke lie bhI azuddha huA hI nhiiN| AtmA ke jo payArya haiM, ve azuddha hue haiM, isalie pratiSThA kI ki 'yaha maiM hU~, yaha merA hai|' 'cArja' meM pratiSThita AtmA nahIM hotaa| 'cArja' meM 'khuda' hotA hai| 'DiscArja' meM pratiSThita AtmA hotA hai| vyavahAra AtmA : nizcaya AtmA! praznakartA : ye zubha-azubha bhAva hote haiM, ve kise hote haiM? pratiSThita AtmA ko? dAdAzrI : aisA hai ki jaba pratiSThita AtmA zubha aura azubha bhAva kareM, usa samaya vaha 'pratiSThita AtmA' nahIM mAnA jAtA, usa ghar3I 'vaha vyavahAra AtmA' mAnA jAtA hai| pratiSThita AtmA to, jise svarUpa jJAna milA, usake bAda jo bAkI rahA, vaha pratiSThita AtmA hai| deha meM 'maiM pana' karake jo pratiSThA kI thI, usa pratiSThA kA phala bAkI bacA hai| svarUpa jJAna se pahale pratiSThita AtmA nahIM kahalAtA, vyavahAra AtmA kahalAtA hai| praznakartA : jaba vyavahAra AtmA zubha-azubha bhAva karatA hai, taba caitanya AtmA ko vaLagaNa kisa taraha lagatI hai? dAdAzrI : ye zubha-azubha bhAva hote haiM, unameM vyavahAra AtmA akelA nahIM hai, nizcaya AtmA sAtha meM hotA hai, 'usakI' mAnyatA hI yaha hai ki yahI maiM eka huuN| praznakartA : nizcaya-AtmA kA artha kyA hai? / dAdAzrI : nizcaya-AtmA arthAt shuddhaatmaa| aisA hai ki, yaha jo 'vyavahAra AtmA' hai, vaha vyavahAra se kartA hai aura nizcaya se AtmA akartA hai|

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AptavANI-3 127 praznakartA : nizcaya AtmA bhAva kA to kartA hai na? dAdAzrI : vaha bhAva kA bhI kartA nahIM hai| bhAva kA bhI kartA svarUpa kI ajJAnatA hai! praznakartA : bhAva kaba hote haiM? dAdAzrI : svarUpa kI ajJAnatA ho, taba bhAva aura abhAva hote haiN| praznakartA : jJAna ho, taba bhAva hotA haiM? dAdAzrI : jJAna ho to bhAva hI nahIM hote| jahA~ jJAna hotA hai, vahA~ svabhAva bhAva hotA hai aura jahA~ jJAna nahIM hai vahA~ para bhAva hote haiN| jahA~ mithyAtva hai, vahA~ para bhAva yA abhAva hai; jahA~ samakita hai vahA~ ve nahIM hote haiN| praznakartA : jJAna hAz2ira hogA tabhI bhAva-abhAva hoMge na? dAdAzrI : hA~, AtmA hogA tabhI bhAva-abhAva hoMge, nahIM to isa 'TeparekarDa' meM bhAva-abhAva nahIM hoNge| praznakartA : zuddhAtmA ne paralakSya kiyA isalie bhAva-abhAva hue? dAdAzrI : zuddhAtmA paralakSya karatA hI nhiiN| 'zuddhAtmA,' to 'zuddhAtmA' hI rahatA hai| niraMtara jJAna sahita, saMpUrNa jJAna sahita hai| paralakSya ko bhI vaha khuda jAnatA hai ki yaha paralakSya kisane kiyA! praznakartA : paralakSya karanevAlA kauna haiM? dAdAzrI : itanA hI 'jJAnIpuruSa' se samajha jAe to isa saMsAra ke sabhI spaSTIkaraNa mila jaaeNge| yahIM para yaha ger3a baiTha jAnI cAhie ki yaha preraNA denevAlA kauna hai? praznakartA : bhAva kA udbhava honA, use preraNA kahate haiM? dAdAzrI : nahIM, vaha AtmA kA guNa nahIM hai| vaha ApakI ajJAnatA se huA hai|

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128 AptavANI-3 praznakartA : ajJAnatA kaba hotI hai? jJAna kI hAjarI meM hI na? dAdAzrI : hA~, jJAna hai to ajJAna hai| jaise koI dArU piyA huA AdamI ho, vaha caMdUlAla seTha ho aura bole ki 'maiM sayAjIrAva gAyakavADa hU~,' tabhI se hama nahIM samajha jAe~ ki ise dArU kA amala hai? usI prakAra yaha ajJAna kA amala hai| praznakartA : ajJAna jJAnamaya ho jAe to? dAdAzrI : taba use ajJAna nahIM kaha skte| phira to jJAnamaya pariNAma hI baratate rheNge| aura jaba taka ajJAna hai, taba taka ajJAnamaya pariNAma hI baratate rheNge| phira tapa kare, japa kare, zAstra par3he yA cAhe kucha bhI kriyA kare, lekina usase karma hI bNdhege| lekina ve karma bhautika sukha denevAle hote haiN| praznakartA : AtmA kA isameM doSa nahIM hai, to use baMdhana kyoM hotA hai? dAdAzrI : khuda kA doSa kaba kahalAtA hai ki khuda saMpUrNa doSita ho tabhI doSa kahalAtA hai| naimittika doSa ko doSa nahIM khte| mere dhakke se hI Apako dhakkA lagA aura usase use lagA, isalie vaha vyakti Apako gunahagAra mAnatA hai| isI prakAra AtmA khuda isa bhAva kA kartA nahIM hai lekina ina naimittika dhakkoM ke kAraNa, 'sAinTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDensa' ke kAraNa hotA hai| praznakartA : 'sAinTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDensa' cetana para lAgU hotA hai yA acetana para? dAdAzrI : mAnyatA para lAgU hotA hai, pratiSThita AtmA para lAgU hotA hai| pratiSThita AtmA meM bhI bahuta zakti hai| Apa, caMdUlAla yahA~ para baiThebaiThe zAradAbahana ke lie thor3A-sA bhI ulTA vicAra karo to ve unheM ghara para pahu~ca jAe~ge, aisA hai! praznakartA : Apake aura hamAre pratiSThita AtmA meM kyA pharka hai?

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AptavANI-3 129 dAdAzrI : koI pharka nahIM hai| ApameM ajJAnatA thI usake kAraNa caMcalatA rahatI hai| hama meM nAma mAtra kI bhI caMcalatA nahIM hai| 'jJAnI' kauna? 'dAdA bhagavAna' kauna? praznakartA : 'dAdA bhagavAna' kA artha kyA hai? 'e.ema.paTela' kA AtmA, vahI 'dAdA bhagavAna' haiM? dAdAzrI : haaN| do prakAra ke AtmA haiM, eka 'mikenikala AtmA' aura eka 'daraasala aatmaa'| 'mikenikala AtmA' caMcala hotA hai aura 'daraasala AtmA', vaha 'dAdA bhagavAna' haiN| yaha sabakucha jo bolatA karatA hai, khAtA hai, pItA hai, vyApAra karatA hai, zAstra par3hatA hai, dharmadhyAna karatA hai, vaha saba 'mikenikala' hai, vaha 'daraasala AtmA' nahIM hai| ApameM bhI jo 'daraasala AtmA', vahI 'dAdA bhagavAna' haiM, vahI 'paramAtmA' hai| ___jo yaha sArA vyavahAra karatA hai, vaha 'mikenikala' AtmA karatA hai| japa, tapa, dhyAna, zAstroM kA paThana, vaha sabakucha 'mikenikala' AtmA karatA hai| kisalie? to yaha ki, 'avicala AtmA prApta karane ke lie|' lekina mUla meM bhUla yaha hai ki 'maiM AtmA hU~' aisA jise mAnatA hai, vaha 'mikenikala' AtmA hai| aura use sudhArane jAtA hai| krodha-mAnamAyA-lobha ko dabAne ke lie, unakA chedana karane ke lie uThA-paThaka karake rakha detA hai| lekina ye guNa kisake haiM? AtmA ke haiM? isakI pahacAna nahIM hone se anaMta janmoM se yaha mAra khAtA rahA hai| krodha-mAnamAyA-lobha, ve AtmA ke vyatireka guNa haiM, anvaya guNa nahIM haiN| anvaya guNa arthAt AtmA ke svAbhAvika guNa, niraMtara sAtha meM rahanevAle gunn| jaba ki vyatireka guNa arthAt sirpha AtmA kI hAz2irI se hI pudgala meM utpanna honevAle guNa! praznakartA : 'mikenikala AtmA' aura 'zuddhAtmA' meM kyA pharka hai? dAdAzrI : 'mikenikala AtmA', vaha AtmA se pratibiMba utpanna huA hai, usI svarUpa meM dikhatA hai| usameM 'daraasala AtmA' ke guNadharma nahIM

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130 AptavANI-3 hote, lekina vaise hI lakSaNa dikhate haiN| pUrA jagat isI meM pha~sA hai| mikenikala AtmA meM acalatA nahIM hotii| praznakartA : ApameM 'jJAnI' kauna hai aura 'dAdA bhagavAna' kauna hai, yaha samajha meM nahIM aataa| dAdAzrI : jJAna ke vAkya jo bolate haiM, unheM vyavahAra meM 'jJAnI' kahate haiN| aura aMdara prakaTa hue haiM, unake binA to jJAna vAkya nikaleMge hI nhiiN| aMdara prakaTa hue haiM, ve 'dAdA bhagavAna' haiN| hameM bhI vahI pada prApta karanA hai, isalie hama bhI 'dAdA bhagavAna' ko namaskAra karate haiN| kisI samaya hama 'dAdA bhagavAna' ke sAtha abheda rahate haiM, tanmaya rahate haiM aura vANI bolate samaya aMdara 'bhagavAna' alaga aura 'hama' alaga!

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[10] jagasaMcAlaka kI hakIkata jise bhagavAna mAnate haiM..... koI bApa bhI ApakA UparI nahIM hai| koI UparI hI nahIM hai, koI bosa nhiiN| bagaira bAta ke DaratA rahatA hai| are, bhagavAna bhI terA UparI nahIM hai| tU khuda hI bhagavAna hai, lekina usakA bhAna honA caahie| aura jaba taka aisA bhAna nahIM hotA ki khuda bhagavAna hai, taba taka bhagavAna ko UparI mAnanA cAhie, taba taka bhakta rahanA cAhie aura bhAna hone ke bAda meM bhaktapana chUTa gayA! koI bApa bhI terA UparI nahIM hai, usakI yaha gAranTI maiM detA huuN| yaha to bagaira bAta ke Dara ghusa gayA hai ki 'aisA kara deMge, vaisA kara deNge|' isalie tere Darane kA koI kAraNa nahIM hai, aura terA 'vyavasthita' hogA to tujhe koI chor3egA nhiiN| yaha 'inkamaTaiksavAle' kI ciThThI AI ki seTha Dara jAtA hai| are, yaha kAg2az2a to tere 'vyavasthita' kA eka eviDensa hai| 'inkamaTaiksavAlA' koI sarvesarvA nahIM hai, isalie bhagavAna ko UparI banAne kI pIr3A rahane de na! ina bhagavAna ko UparI banAne ke bajAya tumhArI 'vAipha' ko UparI banAo to vaha pakaur3e to banAkara degI! are, tU khuda hI bhagavAna hai| lekina yaha jAnatA nahIM hai| jaba taka yaha jAna letA nahIM, taba taka bhagavAna ko UparI kI taraha rakhatA hai lekina kauna-se bhagavAna? yadi tujhe bhagavAna ko hI UparI rakhanA ho to kauna-se bhagavAna ko rakhegA? UparavAle ko nhiiN| Upara to koI bApa bhI nahIM hai, Upara to sirpha AkAza hai| bhagavAna to jo aMdara baiThe haiM, ve haiN| vAstavika 'thyorI' to, jo aMdara baiThe haiM, ve hI bhagavAna haiN| unhIM kA nAma 'shuddhaatmaa'| unheM koI bhI nAma

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132 AptavANI-3 do, lekina aMdara baiThe hue kI hI khoja kare taba kAma hogaa| bhagavAna Upara haiM, Upara haiM - aise gappa lagAe, ciThThiyA~ likhe, vinatI kare, to usase kucha hogA nhiiN| bAkI, loga bhagavAna kA avalaMbana lete haiM, lekina vaha kisa AdhAra para? bhagavAna ko pahacAne binA unakA sIdhA avalaMbana kisa taraha se liyA jA sakatA hai? bhagavAna kI to pahale pahacAna honI caahie| pUrA jagat bhagavAna ko jAnatA hI nhiiN| ...vaha to 'mikenikala eDajasTamenTa' isa jagat ko jo zakti calA rahI hai, use hI pUrA jagat bhagavAna mAnatA hai| vAstava meM jagat ko calAnevAlA bhagavAna nahIM hai, vaha to eka 'mikenikala eDajasTamenTa' hai, 'kaoNmpyUTara' jaisA hai| mazInarI' vItarAga hotI hai yA rAga-dveSavAlI hotI hai? praznakartA : vItarAga hotI hai| dAdAzrI : to yaha jagat calAnevAlI zakti vItarAga hai| jo 'mikenikala eDajasTamenTa' hai, use loga aisA samajhate haiM ki yahI bhagavAna hai| isa zakti meM vItarAgatA kA guNa hai, lekina vaha zakti bhagavAna hai hI nahIM, vaha to onlI 'sAinTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDensa' hai| lekina logoM ko usakA bhAna nahIM hai, abhAnatA se saba cala rahA hai| aura khuda ke svarUpa kA jise bhAna ho gayA, usake bAda usakA 'eviDensa' badalatA hai| vaha chUTa jAtA hai, mukta ho jAtA hai ! 'maiM hI caMdUbhAI hU~' yaha 'roMga bilIfa' hai| ___ 'da varlDa ija da kamplITa DrAmA ittselph|' DrAmA kI vyavasthA bhI apane Apa hI iTaselpha huI hai, aura vaha bhI phira 'vyavasthita' ke vaza meM hai|

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khaMDa : 2 vyavahAra jJAna [1] jIvana jIne kI kalA! aisI 'lAipha' meM kyA sAra? isa jIvana kA hetu kyA hogA, vaha samajha meM AtA hai? koI hetu to hogA na? choTe the, phira bUr3he hote haiM aura phira arthI nikAlate haiN| jaba arthI nikAlate haiM, taba diyA huA nAma le lete haiN| yahA~ Ae ki turaMta hI nAma diyA jAtA hai, vyavahAra calAne ke lie! jaise DrAme meM bhartRhari nAma dete haiM na? 'DrAmA' pUrA taba phira nAma puuraa| isa prakAra ye vyavahAra calAne ke lie nAma dete haiM, aura usa nAma para baMgalA, moTara, paise rakhate haiM aura arthI nikAlate haiM, taba vaha saba z2abta ho jAtA hai| loga jIvana gujArate haiM aura phira guz2ara jAte haiN| ye zabda hI 'iTaselpha' kahate haiM ki ye saba avasthAe~ haiN| guz2ArA kA matalaba hI rAhakharca! aba isa jIvana kA hetu mauja-maz2e karanA hogA yA phira paropakAra ke lie hogA? yA phira zAdI karake ghara calAnA, vaha hetu hogA? yaha zAdI to anivArya hotI hai| kisIko zAdI anivArya na ho to zAdI ho hI nhiiN| paraMtu barabasa zAdI hotI hai na?! yaha saba kyA nAma kamAne kA hetu hai? pahale sItA aura aisI satiyA~ ho gaI haiM, jinakA nAma ho gyaa| paraMtu nAma to yahIM kA yahIM rahanevAlA hai| lekina sAtha meM kyA le jAnA hai? ApakI gutthiyA~ ! Apako mokSa meM jAnA ho to jAnA, aura nahIM jAnA ho to mata jaanaa|

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134 AptavANI-3 paraMtu yahA~ ApakI gutthiyoM ke sabhI khulAse kara jaao| yahA~ to haraeka prakAra ke khulAse hote haiN| ye vyavahArika khulAse hote haiM to bhI vakIla paise lete haiM ! lekina yaha to amUlya khulAsA, usakA mUlya hI nahIM hai n| yaha saba ulajhA huA hai! aura vaha Apako akele ko hI hai, aisA nahIM hai, pUre jagat ko hai| 'da varlDa ija da paz2ala ittselph|' yaha 'varlDa' iTaselpha paz2ala ho gayA hai| dharma vastu to bAda meM karanA hai, paraMtu pahale jIvana jIne kI kalA jAno aura zAdI karane se pahale bApa hone kA yogyatApatra prApta kro| eka iMjana lAkara usameM peTrola DAleM aura use calAte raheM, lekina vaha mIniMgalesa jIvana kisa kAma kA? jIvana to hetu sahita honA caahie| yaha to iMjana calatA rahatA hai, calatA hI rahatA hai, vaha nirarthaka nahIM honA caahie| usase paTTA jor3a deM, taba phira bhI kucha pIsA jaaegaa| lekina yaha to sArI jiMdagI pUrI ho jAe, phira bhI kucha bhI pIsA nahIM jAtA aura Upara se agale bhava ke gunAha khar3e karatA hai| yaha to lAipha pUrI phrekcara ho gaI hai| kisalie jI rahe haiM, usakA bhAna bhI nahIM rahA ki yaha manuSyasAra nikAlane ke lie maiM jI rahA hU~! manuSyasAra kyA hai? taba kahe, jisa gati meM jAnA ho, vaha gati mile yA phira mokSa meM jAnA ho to mokSa meM jAyA jA ske| aise manuSyasAra kA kisIko bhAna hI nahIM hai, isalie bhaTakate rahate haiN| paraMtu vaha kalA kauna sikhalAe?! Aja jagat ko hitAhita kA bhAna hI nahIM hai, saMsAra ke hitAhita kA kucha logoM ko bhAna hotA hai, kyoMki vaha buddhi ke AdhAra para kitanoM ne nizcita kiyA hotA hai| lekina vaha saMsArI bhAna kahalAtA hai ki saMsAra meM kisa taraha maiM sukhI hoU~? asala meM to yaha bhI karekTa nahIM hai| karekTanesa to kaba kahalAtI hai ki jIvana jIne kI kalA sIkhA ho tb| yaha vakIla huA, phira bhI koI jIvana jIne kI kalA AI nhiiN| taba DaoNkTara banA phira bhI vaha kalA nahIM aaii| yaha Apa ArTisTa kI kalA sIkha lAe yA dUsarI koI bhI kalA sIkha lAe, vaha koI jIvana jIne

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AptavANI - 3 kI kalA nahIM kahalAtI / jIvana jIne kI kalA to, koI manuSya acchA jIvana jI rahA ho, use Apa kaho ki Apa yaha kisa taraha jIvana jIte ho, aisA kucha mujhe sikhaao| maiM kisa taraha calU~, to vaha kalA sIkha sakatA hU~? usake kalAdhara cAhie, usakA kalAdhara honA cAhie, usakA guru honA caahie| lekina isakI to kisIko par3I hI nahIM hai na ! jIvana jIne kI kalA kI to bAta hI khatma kara dI ? hamAre pAsa rahe to use yaha kalA mila jaae| phira bhI, pUre jagat ko yaha kalA nahIM AtI aisA hamase nahIM kahA jA sktaa| paraMtu yadi kampalITa jIvana jIne kI kalA sIkhe hue hoM na to lAipha iz2I rahe, paraMtu dharma to sAtha meM cAhie hI / jIvana jIne kI kalA meM dharma mukhya vastu hai / aura dharma meM bhI anya kucha nahIM, mokSadharma kI bhI bAta nahIM, mAtra bhagavAna ke AjJArUpI dharma kA pAlana karanA hai / mahAvIra bhagavAna yA kRSNa bhagavAna yA jisa kisI bhagavAna ko Apa mAnate hoM, unakI AjJAe~ kyA kahanA cAhatI haiM, ve samajhakara paalo| aba sabhI nahIM pAlI jA sakeM to jitanI pAlI jA sakeM, utanI tthiik| aba AjJA meM aisA ho ki 'brahmacarya pAlanA' aura Apa zAdI kara lo to vaha virodhAbhAsa huA khlaaegaa| asala meM ve aisA nahIM kahate ki Apa aisA virodhAbhAsavAlA karanA / ve to aisA kahate haiM ki 'hamArI jitanI AjJAe~ tujha se eDajasTa ho pAe~, utanI eDajasTa kr|' Apa se do AjJAe~ eDajasTa nahIM huI to kyA sabhI AjJAe~ rakha denI cAhie? Apase nahIM ho pAtA, isIlie kyA chor3a denA cAhie? Apako kaisA lagatA hai? do nahIM ho sakeM lekina dUsarI do AjJAe~ pAla sakeM, to bhI bahuta ho gyaa| 135 I logoM ko vyavahAradharma bhI itanA U~cA milanA cAhie ki jisase logoM ko jIvana jIne kI kalA Ae / jIvana jIne kI kalA Ae, use hI vyavahAradharma kahA hai / koI tapa, tyAga karane se vaha kalA nahIM aatii| yaha to ajIrNa huA ho, to kucha upavAsa jaisA karanA / jise jIvana jIne kI kalA A gaI use to pUrA vyavahAradharma A gayA, aura nizcayadharma to Develapa hokara Ae hoM, to prApta hotA hai aura isa akrama mArga meM to nizcayadharma jJAnI kI kRpA se hI prApta ho jAtA hai ! 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke pAsa to anaMta jJAnakalAe~ hotI haiM aura anaMta prakAra kI bodhakalAe~ hotI

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136 AptavANI-3 haiM ! ve kalAe~ itanI suMdara hotI haiM ki sarva prakAra ke du:khoM se mukta karatI haiN| samajha kaisI? ki duHkhamaya jIvana jiyA!! 'yaha' jJAna hI aisA hai ki jo sIdhA kara de, aura jagat ke loga to aise haiM ki Apane sIdhA DAlA ho, phira bhI ulTA kara dete haiN| kyoMki samajha ulTI hai| ulTI samajha hai, isIlie ulTA karate haiM, nahIM to isa hiMdustAna meM kisI jagaha para du:kha nahIM haiN| ye jo duHkha haiM ve nAsamajhI ke duHkha haiM aura loga sarakAra ko kosate haiM, bhagavAna ko kosate haiM ki 'ye hameM duHkha dete haiM!' loga to basa kosane kA dhaMdhA hI sIkhe haiN| abhI koI nAsamajhI se, bhUla se khaTamala mArane kI davAI pI jAe to kyA vaha davAI use chor3a degI? praznakartA : nahIM chodd'egii| dAdAzrI : kyoM, bhUla se pI lI thI na? jAna-bUjhakara nahIM pI, phira bhI vaha nahIM chor3egI? praznakartA : nhiiN| usakA asara nahIM chodd'egaa| dAdAzrI : aba use kauna mAratA hai? vaha khaTamala mArane kI davAI use mAratI hai, bhagavAna nahIM mArate, yaha duHkha denA yA anya koI cIz2a, vaha bhagavAna nahIM karate, pudgala (jo pUraNa aura galana hotA hai) hI duHkha detA hai| yaha khaTamala kI davAI bhI pudgala hI hai na? Apako isakA anubhava hotA hai yA nahIM hotA? isa kAla ke jIva pUrvavirAdhaka vRttiyoMvAle haiM, pUrvavirAdhaka kahalAte haiN| pahale ke kAla ke loga to khAne-pIne kA nahIM ho, kapar3e-latte nahIM hoM, phira bhI calA lete the, aura abhI to koI bhI kamI nahIM, phira bhI itanI adhika kalaha hI kalaha! usameM bhI pati ko inkama Taiksa, selsa Taiksa ke laphar3e hote haiM, isIlie vahA~ ke sAhaba se ve Darate haiM aura ghara lekina bAIsAhaba ko pUche ki Apa kyoM DaratI ho? taba vaha kahatI hai ki mere pati sakhta haiN|

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AptavANI-3 137 cAra vastue~ milI hoM aura kalaha kareM, ve saba mUrkha, phUliza kahalAte haiN| TAima para khAnA milatA hai yA nahIM milatA? phira cAhe jaisA ho, ghI vAlA yA binA ghI kA, lekina milatA hai na? TAima para cAya milatI hai yA nahIM milatI? phira do TAima ho yA eka TAima, lekina cAya milatI hai yA nahIM milatI? aura kapar3e milate haiM yA nahIM milate? kamIz2a-penTa, sardI meM, ThaMDa meM pahanane ko kapar3e milate haiM yA nahIM milate? par3e rahane ke lie koThar3I hai yA nahIM? itanI cAra vastue~ milane para bhI zora macAe~, una sabhI ko jela meM DAla denA cAhie! phira bhI use zikAyata rahatI ho to use zAdI kara lenI caahie| zAdI kI zikAyata ke lie jela meM nahIM ddaalte| ina cAra vastuoM ke sAtha isakI z2arUrata hai| umara ho jAe, use zAdI ke lie manA nahIM kara skte| lekina isameM bhI, kitane hI zAdI hone ke bAda use tor3a DAlate haiM, aura phira akele rahate haiM aura du:kha mola lete haiN| ho cukI zAdI ko tor3a DAlate haiM, kisa taraha kI pablika hai yaha?! ye cAra-pA~ca vastue~ na hoM to hama samajheM ki ise z2arA ar3acana par3a rahI hai| vaha bhI duHkha nahIM kahalAtA, ar3acana kahalAtI hai| yaha to sArA dina duHkha meM nikAlatA hai, sArA dina taraMga (zekhacillI jaisI kalpanAe~) karatA hI rahatA hai| taraha-taraha ke taraMga karatA rahatA hai! eka vyakti kA mu~ha z2arA hiTalara jaisA thA, usakA nAka usase z2arA milatA-julatA thaa| vaha apane Apako mana meM khuda mAna baiThA thA ki maiM to hiTalara jaisA hU~! ghanacakkara! kahA~ hiTalara aura kahA~ tU? kyA mAna baiThA hai? hiTalara to yoM hI AvAz2a de, to sArI duniyA hila uThe! aba ina logoM ke taraMgoM kA kahA~ pAra Ae? isalie vastu kI koI jarUrata nahIM hai, yaha to ajJAnatA kA duHkha hai| hama 'svarUpajJAna' dete haiM, phira du:kha nahIM rhte| hamAre pA~ca vAkyoM meM Apa kahA~ nahIM rahate, utanA hI basa dekhate rahanA hai! apane TAima para khAnA khAne kA saba milatA rhegaa| aura vaha phira 'vyavasthita' hai| yadi dAr3hI apane Apa ugatI hai to kyA tujhe khAne-pIne kA nahIM milegA? isa dAr3hI kI icchA nahIM hai, phira bhI vaha bar3hatI hai na! aba Apako adhika vastuoM kI z2arUrata nahIM hai na? adhika vastuoM kI dekho na kitanI sArI parezAnI hai! Apako

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138 AptavANI-3 svarUpajJAna milane se pahale taraMgeM AtI thIM na? taraMgo ko Apa pahacAnate ho na? praznakartA : jI hA~, taraMgeM AtI thiiN| dAdAzrI : bhItara taraha-taraha kI taraMgeM AyA karatI haiM, una taraMgoM ko bhagavAna ne AkAzI phUla kahA hai| AkAzI phUla kaisA thA aura kaisA nahIM thA? usake jaisI bAta! sabhI taraMga meM aura anaMga meM, do meM hI par3e hue haiN| aise, sIdhI dhaula (hathelI se mAranA) nahIM mArate haiN| sIdhI dhaula mAreM vaha to paddhatipUrvaka kA kahalAtA hai| bhItara 'eka dhaula lagA dU~gA' isa taraha anaMga dhaula mAratA rahatA hai| jagat taraMgI bhUtoM meM tar3apatA rahatA hai| aisA hogA to, aisA hogA aura vaisA hogaa| aise zauka kI kahA~ z2arUrata hai? jagat pUrA 'annesesarI' parigraha ke sAgara meM DUba gayA hai| 'nesesarI' ko bhagavAna parigraha nahIM kahate haiN| isalie haraeka ko khuda kI nesesiTI kitanI hai, yaha nizcita kara lenA caahie| isa deha ko mukhya kisakI z2arUrata hai? mukhya to havA kii| vaha use hara kSaNa phrI oNpha kaoNsTa milatI hI rahatI hai| dUsarA, pAnI kI z2arUrata hai| vaha bhI use phrI oNpha kaoNsTa milatA hI rahatA hai| phira z2arUrata khAne kI hai| bhUkha lagI yAnI kyA ki phAyara huI, isIlie use bujhaao| isa phAyara ko bujhAne ke lie kyA cAhie? taba ye loga kahate haiM ki 'zrIkhaMDa, bAsuMdI!' are nahIM, jo ho vaha DAla de na aNdr| khicar3I-kar3hI DAlI ho taba bhI vaha bujha jAtI hai| phira sekanDarI sTeja kI z2arUrata meM pahanane kA, par3e rahane kA vaha hai| jIne ke lie kyA mAna kI z2arUrata hai? yaha to mAna ko DhU~DhatA hai aura mUrchita hokara phiratA hai| yaha saba 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke pAsa se jAna lenA cAhie na? eka dina yadi nala meM cInI DAlA huA pAnI Ae to loga Uba jaaeN| are! Uba gae? to kahe, 'hA~, hameM to sAdA pAnI hI caahie|' aisA yadi ho na to use sacce kI qImata samajha meM aae| ye loga to phenTA aura kokAkolA khojate haiN| are, tujhe kisakI z2arUrata hai vaha jAna le

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AptavANI - 3 139 na! zuddha havA, zuddha pAnI aura rAta ko khicar3I mila gaI to yaha deha zora macAtA hai? nahIM macAtA / isalie z2arUrateM kyA hai, itanA nizcita kara lo| jaba ki ye loga khAsa prakAra kI AiskrIma ddhuuNddheNge| kabIra sAhaba kyA kahate haiM? 'terA bairI koI nahIM, terA bairI fela / ' annesesarI ke lie bekAra hI bhAgadaur3a karatA hai, vahI 'fela' kahalAtA hai| tU hindustAna meM rahatA hai aura nahAne ke lie pAnI mA~ge to hama tujhe fela nahIM kaheMge? 'apane fela miTA de, phira galI-galI meM phira / ' isa deha kI z2arUrateM kitanI ? zuddha ghI, dUdha caahie| jabaki ve zuddha nahIM dete aura peTa meM kacarA DAlate haiM / ve fela kisa kAma ke ? ye sira meM kyA DAlate haiM? zempU, sAbuna jaisA nahIM dikhatA aura pAnI jaisA dikhatA hai, aisA sira meM ddaaleNge| ina akla ke khaz2Ano ne aisI khoja kI ki jo fela nahIM the ve bhI fela ho gae ! isase aMtarasukha ghaTa gayA ! bhagavAna ne kyA kahA thA ki bAhyasukha aura aMtarasukha ke bIca meM pA~ca-dasa pratizata pharka hogA to calegA, lekina yaha nabbe pratizata kA pharka ho taba to nahIM clegaa| itanA bar3A hone ke bAda phira vaha fela hotA hai, maranA par3egA / lekina aise nahIM marA jAtA aura sahana karanA par3atA hai / ye to kevala fela hI haiM, annesesarI z2arUrateM khar3I karI haiN| eka ghaMTA bajAra baMda ho jAe to logoM ko ciMtA ho jAtI hai ! are, tujhe kyA cAhie ki tujhe ciMtA hotI hai? to kahe ki, mujhe z2arA AiskrIma cAhie, sigareTa cAhie / yaha to fela hI bar3hAyA na? yaha aMdara sukha nahIM hai, isIlie loga bAhara DhUMDhate rahate haiM / bhItara aMtarasukha kI jo silaka thI, vaha bhI Aja calI gaI hai| aMtarasukha kA bailensa mata tor3anA / yaha to jaise acchA lage vaise silaka ( rAhakharca, pU~jI) kharca kara ddaalii| to phira aMtarasukha kA bailensa hI kisa taraha rahe ? nakala karake jInA acchA yA asala? ye bacce eka-dUsare kI nakala karate haiN| hameM nakala kaisI? ye phaoNrina ke loga apanI nakala kara jAte haiM / lekina ye to phaoNrina ke

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140 AptavANI-3 thor3e hippI yahA~ Ae aura yahA~ ke logoM ne unakI nakala kara ddaalii| ise jIvana kahA hI kaise jAe? loga 'gur3a milatA nahIM, cInI milatI nahIM' aise zora macAte rahate haiN| khAne kI cIz2oM ke lie kyA zora macAnA cAhie? khAne kI cIz2oM ko to tuccha mAnA gayA hai| khAne kA to, peTa hai to mila hI jAtA hai| dA~ta hai utane kaura mila hI jAte haiN| dA~ta bhI kaise haiM! cIrane ke, phAr3ane ke, cabAne ke, alg-alg| ye A~kheM kitanI acchI haiM? karor3a rupaye deM taba bhI aisI A~kheM mileMgI? nahIM mileNgii| are, lAkha rupaye hoM taba bhI abhAgA kahegA, 'maiM duHkhI huuN'| apane pAsa itanI sArI qImatI vastue~ haiM, unakI qImata samajhatA nahIM hai| agara sirpha A~kha kI hI qImata samajhe, taba bhI sukha lge| ye dA~ta bhI aMta meM to divAliyA nikAlanevAle haiM, lekina Ajakala banAvaTI dA~ta DAlakara unheM pahale jaise banA dete haiN| lekina vaha bhUta jaisA lagatA hai| kudarata ko naye dA~ta dene hote to vaha nahIM detI? choTe bacce ko naye dA~ta detI hai na? isa deha ko gehU~ khilAe, dAla khilAI, phira bhI aMta meM arthI ! sabakI arthI ! aMta meM to yaha arthI hI nikalanevAlI hai| arthI yAnI kudarata kI jbtii| saba yahIM rakhakara jAnA hai aura sAtha meM kyA le jAnA hai? gharavAloM ke sAtha kI, grAhakoM ke sAtha kI, vyApAriyoM ke sAtha kI gutthiyA~! bhagavAna ne kahA hai ki 'he jIvoM! samajho, samajho, smjho| manuSyapana phira se milanA mahAdurlabha hai|' jIvana jIne kI kalA isa kAla meM hai hI nhiiN| mokSa kA mArga to jAne do, lekina jIvana jInA to AnA cAhie na? kisameM hita? nizcita karanA par3ega! hamAre pAsa vyavahAra jAgRti to niraMtara hotI hai! koI ghar3I kI kaMpanI mere pAsa se paise nahIM le gaI hai| kisI reDiyovAle kI kaMpanI mere pAsa se paise nahIM le gaI hai| hamane to kharIdA hI nhiiN| ina sabakA artha hI kyA

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AptavANI - 3 hai? mIniMgalesa hai| jisa ghar3I ne mujhe parezAna kiyA, jise dekhate hI aMdara atyaMta duHkha lage, vaha kisa kAma kA? kAphI kucha logoM ko bApa ko dekhane se aMdara dveSa aura cir3ha hotI hai| khuda par3hatA nahIM ho, kitAba eka tarapha rakhakara khela meM par3A ho, aura acAnaka bApa ko dekhe to use dveSa aura cir3ha hotI hai, vaise hI isa ghar3I ko dekhate hI cir3ha hotI hai to phira rakho ghar3I ko eka tarapha / aura yaha dUsarA saba, reDiyo, TI.vI. to pratyakSa pAgalapana hai, pratyakSa 'meDanesa' hai| 141 praznakartA : reDiyo to ghara-ghara meM haiN| I dAdAzrI : vaha bAta alaga hai / jahA~ jJAna hI nahIM, vahA~ para kyA ho? use hI moha kahate haiM na? moha kise kahate haiM ? binA z2arUrata kI cIz2a ko lAnA aura z2arUrata kI cIz2a meM kamI karanA, usIko moha kahate haiN| yaha kisake jaisA hai, vaha kahU~? koI pyAz2a ko cInI kI cAzanI meM DAlakara de to le Ae, usake jaisA hai / are, tujhe pyAz2a khAnI hai yA cAzanI khAnI hai, vaha pahale pakkA to kr| pyAz2a vaha pyAz2a honI caahie| nahIM to pyAz2a khAne kA artha hI kyA hai? yaha to sArA pAgalapana hai| khuda kA koI DisIz2ana nahIM, khuda kI sUjha nahIM aura kucha bhAna hI nahIM hai! kisIko pyAz2a ko cInI kI cAzanI meM khAte hue dekhe to khuda bhI khAtA hai! pyAz2a aisI vastu hai ki cInI kI cAzanI meM DAlA ki vaha yUjalesa ho jAtA hai| yAnI kisIko bhAna nahIM hai, bilkula bebhAnapanA hai| khuda apane Apa ko mana meM mAnatA hai ki maiM kucha hU~ aura use nA bhI kaise kahA jAe hamase? ye AdivAsI bhI mana meM samajhate haiM ki maiM kucha huuN| kyoMki use aisA lagatA hai ki ina do gAyoM aura ina do bailoM kA maiM UparI (baoNsa, variSTha mAlika) hU~! aura una cAra janoM kA vaha UparI hI mAnA jAegA na? jaba unheM mAranA ho, taba vaha mAra sakatA hai, usakA adhikAra hai use / aura kisI kA UparI na ho to aMta meM patnI kA to UparI hogA hI / ise kaise pahu~ca sakeMge? jahA~ viveka nahIM, sAra - asAra kA bhAna nahIM, vahA~ kyA ho? mokSa kI bAta to jAne do, lekina sAMsArika hitAhita kA bhI bhAna nahIM hai|

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142 AptavANI-3 saMsAra kyA kahatA hai ki yadi rezamI cAdara muphta meM mila rahI ho taba bhI use lAkara mata bichAo aura kaoNTana mola mila rahI ho taba bhI laao| aba Apa pUchoge ki isameM kyA phAyadA! to kahe, yaha muphta lAne kI Adata par3ane ke bAda yadi kabhI nahIM milegA to muzkila meM par3a jaaoge| isalie aisI Adata rakhanA ki hamezA milatA rhe| isalie kaoNTana kI kharIdakara laanaa| nahIM to Adata par3ane ke bAda muzkila lgegaa| yaha jagat hI sArA aisA ho gayA hai, upayoga nAma ko bhI nahIM miltaa| bar3ebaDe AcArya mahArAjoM ko kaheM ki sAhaba Aja ina cAra gaddoM para so jaaie| to unheM mahAupAdhi (bAhara se AnevAle duHkha) lagegI, nIMda hI nahIM AegI sArI rAta! kyoMki darI para sone kI Adata par3I huI hai na! inheM darI kI Adata ho gaI hai aura ye cAra gaddo kI AdatavAle haiN| bhagavAna ko to donoM hI kabUla nahIM haiN| sAdhu ke tapa ko yA gRhasthI ke vilAsa ko bhagavAna kabUla nahIM krte| ve to kahate haiM ki yadi ApakA upayogapUrvaka hogA to vaha sccaa| upayoga nahIM aura aise hI Adata par3a jAe to saba mIniMgalesa kahalAtA hai| bAteM hI samajhanI haiM ki isa rAste para aisA hai aura isa rAste para aisA hai| phira nizcita karanA hai ki kauna-se rAste jAnA cAhie! nahIM samajha meM Ae to 'dAdA' se puuchnaa| taba dAdA Apako batAe~ge ki ye tIna rAste jokhimavAle haiM aura yaha rAstA binA jokhima kA hai, usa rAste para hamAre AzIrvAda lekara clnaa| aura aisI goThavaNI se sukha AtA hai eka vyakti mujhe kahatA hai ki, 'mujhe kucha samajha nahIM par3atI hai| mujhe kucha AzIrvAda diijie|' usake sira para hAtha rakhakara maiMne kahA, 'jA, Aja se sukha kI dukAna khol| abhI tere pAsa jo hai vaha dukAna khAlI kara ddaal|' sukha kI dukAna matalaba kyA? subaha se uThe taba se dUsare ko sukha denA, dUsarA vyApAra nahIM krnaa| aba usa manuSya ko to yaha bahuta acchI taraha se samajha meM A gyaa| usane to basa yaha zurU kara diyA, isalie vaha to khUba AnaMda meM A gayA! sukha kI dukAna kholegA na, taba phira tere bhAga meM sukha hI rahegA aura logoM ke bhAga meM bhI sukha hI jaaegaa|

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AptavANI-3 143 yadi hamArI halavAI kI dukAna ho to phira kisI ke vahA~ jalebI mola lene jAnA par3egA? jaba khAnI ho taba khA sakate haiN| dukAna hI halavAI kI ho vahA~ phira kyA? isalie tU sukha kI hI dukAna kholanA / phira koI parezAnI hI nhiiN| Apako jisakI dukAna kholanI ho usakI kholI jA sakatI hai I yadi hararoz2a na kholI jA sake to saptAha meM eka dina ravivAra ke dina to kholo! Aja ravivAra hai, 'dAdA' ne kahA hai ki sukha kI dukAna kholanI / Apako sukha ke grAhaka mila jAe~ge / 'vyavasthita' kA niyama hI aisA hai ki grAhaka milavA detA hai / vyavasthita kA niyama yaha hai ki tUne jo nizcita kiyA ho, usa anusAra tujhe grAhaka bhijavA detA hai / jise jo acchA lagatA ho, use usakI dukAna kholanI caahie| kitane to ukasAte hI rahate haiM / usameM se unheM kyA milatA hai ? kisIko halavAI kA zauka ho to vaha kisakI dukAna kholegA ? halavAI kI hI n| logoM ko kisakA zauka hai? sukha kA / to sukha kI hI dukAna khola, tAki loga sukha pAe~ aura khuda ke gharavAle bhI sukha bhogeM / khAo, pIo aura maz2e kro| AnevAle duHkha ke phoTo mata utaaro| sirpha nAma sunA ki maganabhAI AnevAle haiM, abhI taka Ae nahIM haiM, sirpha patra hI AyA hai, taba se hI usake phoTo khIMcane zurU kara dete haiM / ye 'dAdA' to 'jJAnIpuruSa', unakI dukAna kaisI calatI hai? pUrA dina ! yaha dAdA kI sukha kI dukAna, usameM kisI ne patthara DAlA ho, phira bhI use gulAbajAmuna khilAte haiN| sAmanevAle ko thor3e hI patA hai ki yaha sukha kI dukAna hai, isalie yahA~ patthara nahIM mArA jAe? vaha to, nizAnA lagAe binA jahA~ mana meM AyA vahA~ mAratA hai / 'hameM kisIko duHkha nahIM denA hai', aisA nizcita kiyA phira bhI denevAlA to de hI jAegA na? taba kyA karegA tU? dekha maiM tujhe eka rAstA btaauuN| tujhe saptAha meM eka dina 'posTa oNphisa' baMda rakhanA hai| usa dina kisI kA manIoNrDara svIkAranA nahIM hai aura kisIko manIoNrDara karanA bhI nahIM hai| aura yadi koI bheje to use eka tarapha rakha denA aura kahanA

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144 AptavANI-3 ki Aja posTa oNphisa baMda hai, kala bAta kreNge| hamArA to posTa oNphisa hamezA baMda hI hotA hai| ye dipAvalI ke dina saba kisalie samajhadAra ho jAte haiM? unakI 'bilIfa' badala jAtI hai, islie| Aja divAlI kA dina hai, AnaMda meM jAne denA hai aisA nizcita karate haiM, isalie unakI bilIfa badala jAtI hai, isalie AnaMda meM rahate haiN| hama' mAlika haiM, isalie goThavaNI (seTiMga) kara sakate haiN| tUne nizcita kiyA ho ki Aja mujhe halkApana nahIM karanA hai| to tujhase halkApana nahIM hogaa| isa haphte meM eka dina hameM niyama meM rahanA hai, eka dina posTa oNphisa baMda karake baiThanA hai| phira cAhe loga cillAe~ ki Aja posTa oNphisa baMda hai? baira khape aura AnaMda bhI rahe isa jagat meM kisI bhI jIva ko kiMcit mAtra duHkha nahIM dene kI bhAvanA ho, tabhI kamAI kahalAtI hai| aisI bhAvanA roz2a subaha karanI caahie| koI gAlI de, vaha Apako pasaMda nahIM ho to bhI use jamA hI karanA cAhie, patA nahIM lagAnA hai ki 'maiMne use kaba dI thii|' Apako to turaMta hI jamA kara lenI cAhie ki hisAba pUrA ho gyaa| aura yadi cAra vApasa de dI to bahIkhAtA calatA hI rahegA, use RNAnubaMdha kahate haiN| bahI baMda kI yAnI khAtA bNd| ye loga to kyA karate haiM ki usane eka gAlI dI ho to yaha Upara se cAra detA hai! bhagavAna ne kyA kahA hai ki jo rakama tujhe acchI lagatI ho, vaha udhAra de aura acchI nahIM lagatI ho, to udhAra mata denaa| koI vyakti kahe ki Apa bahuta acche ho to kahanA ki, 'bhAI Apa bhI bahuta acche ho|' aisI acchI laganevAlI bAteM udhAra do to clegaa| __yaha saMsAra, pUrA hisAba cukAne kA kArakhAnA hai| baira to sAsa banakara, bahU banakara, beTA banakara, aMta meM baila banakara bhI cukAnA par3atA hai| baila lene ke bAda, rupaye bAraha sau cukAne ke bAda, phira dUsare dina vaha mara jAtA hai! aisA hai yaha jagat !! anaMta janma baira meM hI gae haiM! yaha jagat baira se khar3A hai! ye hindU to ghara meM baira bA~dhate haiM aura ina muslimoM ko to dekho ve ghara meM baira nahIM bA~dhate haiM, bAhara jhagar3A kara Ate haiN| ve jAnate haiM ki

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AptavANI-3 145 'hameM to isI ke isI kamare meM aura isI ke sAtha hI rAta ko par3e rahanA hai, vahA~ jhagar3A karanA kaise pusAe?' jIvana jIne kI kalA kyA hai ki saMsAra meM baira na baMdhe aura chUTa jaaeN| to ye sAdhu-saMnyAsI bhI bhAga jAte haiM na? bhAganA nahIM caahie| yaha to jIvana saMgrAma hai, janma se hI saMgrAma zurU! vahA~ loga mauja-maz2e meM par3a gae haiM! ghara ke sabhI logoM ke sAtha, AsapAsa, oNphisa meM saba logoM ke sAtha samabhAva se nikAla krnaa| nahIM bhAe, ghara meM aisA bhojana thAlI meM Ae, vahA~ samabhAva se nikAla krnaa| kisIko parezAna mata karanA, jo thAlI meM Ae, vaha khaanaa| jo sAmane AyA vaha saMyoga hai aura bhagavAna ne kahA hai ki saMyoga ko dhakkA mAregA to vaha dhakkA tujhe lagegA! isalie nahIM bhAe. aisI cIz2a parosI ho, phira bhI hama usameM se do cIjeM khA lete haiN| nahIM khAe~, to do logoM ke sAtha jhagar3e hoNge| eka to jo lAyA, jisane banAyA, usake sAtha jhaMjhaTa hogI, use tiraskAra lagegA, aura dUsarI tarapha khAne kI cIz2a ke saath| khAne kI cIz2a kahatI hai ki 'maiMne kyA gunAha kiyA? maiM tere pAsa AI hU~, aura tU merA apamAna kisalie karatA hai? tujhe ThIka lage utanA le, lekina apamAna mata karanA meraa|' aba kyA use hameM mAna nahIM denA cAhie? hameM to koI de jAe, taba bhI hama use mAna dete haiN| kyoMki eka to milatA nahIM hai aura mila jAe to mAna denA par3atA hai| yaha khAne kI cIz2a dI aura usakI Apane kamI nikAlI to isase sukha ghaTegA yA bar3hegA? praznakartA : ghttegaa| dAdAzrI : jisameM ghaTe vaha vyApAra to nahIM karoge na? jisase sukha ghaTe aisA vyApAra hI nahIM karanA cAhie na? mujhe to bahuta bAra nahIM bhAtI ho aisI sabjI ho, vaha khA letA hU~ aura Upara se kahatA hU~ ki Aja kI sabjI bahuta acchI hai| praznakartA : vaha droha nahIM kahalAtA? na bhAtA ho aura hama kaheM ki bhAtA hai, to vaha galata taraha se mana ko manAnA nahIM huA?

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146 AptavANI-3 dAdAzrI : galata taraha se mana ko manAnA nahIM hai| eka to 'bhAtA hai' aisA kaheM to apane gale utregaa| 'nahIM bhAtA' kahA to phira sabjI ko gussA cddh'egaa| banAnevAle ko gussA cddh'egaa| aura ghara ke bacce kyA samajheMge ki ye daqhalavAle vyakti hamezA aisA hI kiyA karate haiM? ghara ke bacce apanI AbarU (?) dekha lete haiN| hamAre ghara meM bhI koI nahIM jAnatA ki 'dAdA' ko yaha nahIM bhAtA yA bhAtA hai| yaha bhojana banAnA kyA banAnevAle ke hAtha kA khela hai? vaha to khAnevAle ke vyavasthita ke hisAba se thAlI meM AtA hai, usameM daqhala nahIM karanI caahie| sAhibI, phira bhI bhogate nahIM jaba hoTala meM khAte haiM to bAda meM peTa meM maror3a uThate haiN| hoTala meM khAne ke bAda dhIre-dhIre aise simaTa jAtA hai aura eka tarapha par3A rahatA hai| phira vaha jaba paripAka hotA hai, taba maror3a uThate haiN| aiMThana hotI hai, vaha kitane hI varSoM ke bAda paripAka hotA hai| hameM to jaba se yaha anubhava huA, usake bAda se sabase kahate ki hoTala kA nahIM khAnA caahie| hama eka bAra miThAI kI dukAna para khAne gae the| vaha miThAI banA rahA thA usameM pasInA Tapaka rahA thA, kacarA gira rahA thA! Ajakala to ghara para bhI jo bhojana banAte haiM, vaha kahA~ cokhA hotA hai? ATA gUMdhate haiM, taba hAtha nahIM dhoe hote, nAkhUna meM maila bharA hotA hai| Ajakala nAkhUna kATate nahIM na? yahA~ kitane hI Ate haiM, unake nAkhUna laMbe hote haiM, taba mujhe unheM kahanA par3atA hai, 'bahana, isase Apako lAbha hai kyA? lAbha ho to nAkhUna rahane denaa| tujhe koI DraoNiMga kA kAma karanA ho to rahane denaa|' taba vaha kahatI hai ki 'nahIM, kala kATakara aauuNgii|' ina logoM ko koI sensa hI nahIM hai! nAkhUna bar3hAte haiM aura kAna ke pAsa reDiyo lekara phirate haiM! khuda kA sukha kisameM hai vaha bhAna hI nahIM hai, aura khuda kA bhI bhAna kahA~ hai? vaha to logoM ne jo bhAna diyA, vahI bhAna hai| bAhara bhogane ke lie kitane sAre aizo-ArAma haiM! ye lAkha rupaye kI DabalaDekara basa meM ATha Ane deM to yahA~ se TheTha carcageTa taka baiThakara

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AptavANI-3 147 jAne ko milatA hai! usameM bhI phira gaddI kitanI acchI! are! khuda ke ghara para bhI aisI nahIM hotI! aba itane acche puNya mile haiM phira bhI bhoganA nahIM AtA, nahIM to hindustAna ke manuSya ke bhAgya meM lAkha rupaye kI basa kahA~ se ho? yaha moTara meM jAte ho to kahIM dhUla ur3atI hai? naa| vaha to rAste bagaira dhUla ke haiN| calo to pairoM para bhI dhUla nahIM cddh'tii| bAdazAha ke lie bhI usake samaya meM rAste dhUlavAle the, vaha bAhara jAkara AtA to dhUla se bhara jAtA thA! aura isa kI to bAdazAha se bhI jyAdA sAhibI hai, paraMtu bhoganA hI nahIM AtA na? yaha basa meM baiThA ho taba bhI aMdara cakkara calatA rahatA hai! saMsAra sahaja hI cale, vahA~.... kucha duHkha jaisA hai hI nahIM aura jo hai ve nAsamajhI ke duHkha haiN| isa duniyA meM kitane sAre jIva haiN| asaMkhya jIva haiM! paraMtu kisI kI pukAra nahIM hai ki hamAre yahA~ akAla par3A hai! aura ye mUrkha hara sAla zora macAyA karate haiM! isa samudra meM koI jIva bhUkhA mara gayA ho, aisA hai? ye kaue vagairaha bhUkhe mara jAe~, kyA aisA hai? nA, ve bhUkha se nahIM maranevAle, vaha to kahIM TakarA gae hoM, eksiDenTa ho gayA ho, yA phira AyuSya pUrA ho gayA ho, taba marate haiN| koI kauA Apako duHkhI dikhA hai? koI sUkhakara dubalA ho gayA ho, aisA kauA dekhA hai Apane? ina kuttoM ko kabhI nIMda kI goliyA~ khAnI par3atI haiM? ve to kitane ArAma se so jAte haiN| ye abhAge hI sone ke lie bIsa-bIsa goliyA~ khAte haiM ! nIMda to kudarata kI bheMTa hai, nIMda meM to sacamuca kA AnaMda hotA hai! aura ye DaoNkTara to behoza hone kI davAIyA~ dete haiN| goliyA~ khAkara behoza honA, vaha to zarAba pIte haiM, usake jaisA hai| koI blaDaprezaravAlA kauA dekhA hai Apane! yaha manuSya nAma kA jIva akelA hI duHkhI hai| isa manuSya akele ko hI kaoNleja kI z2arUrata hai| ye cir3iyA~ suMdara ghoMsalA banAtI haiM, to unheM kauna sikhAne gayA thA? ye saMsAra calAnA to apane Apa hI A jAe, aisA hai| hA~, 'svarUpajJAna' prApta karane ke lie puruSArtha karane kI z2arUrata hai| saMsAra ko calAne ke lie kucha bhI karane kI z2arUrata nahIM hai| ye manuSya akele hI z2arUrata se

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148 AptavANI-3 z2yAdA aklavAle haiN| ina pazu-pakSiyoM ke kyA bIvI-bacce nahIM haiM? unheM zAdI karavAnI par3atI hai? yaha to, manuSyoM ke hI patnI-bacce hue haiN| manuSya hI zAdI karavAne meM par3e hue haiN| paise ikaTThe karane meM par3e hue haiN| are, AtmA jAnane ke pIche mehanata kara na! dUsare kisI ke lie mehanata-majadUrI karane jaisI hai hI nhiiN| abhI taka jo kucha kiyA hai, vaha duHkha manAne jaisA kiyA hai| ina baccoM ko corI karanA kauna sikhAtA hai? saba bIja meM hI maujUda hai| yaha nIma haraeka patte meM kar3avA kyoM hai? usake bIja meM hI kar3avAhaTa maujUda hai| ye manuSya akele hI du:khI-du:khI haiM, paraMtu usameM unakA koI doSa nhiiN| kyoMki cauthe Are taka sukha thA, aura yaha to pA~cavA~ ArA, isa Are (kAlacakra kA bArahavA~ hissA) kA nAma hI dUSamakAla! isalie mahAduHkha uThAkara bhI samatA utpanna nahIM hotI hai| kAla kA nAma hI dUSama!! phira suSama DhUMDhanA vaha bhUla hai na?

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[2] yoga-upayoga paropakArAya jIvana meM, mahat kArya hI ye do! manuSya kA janma kisalie hai? khuda kA yaha baMdhana, hamezA kA baMdhana TUTe isa hetu ke lie hai, 'ebsolyUTa' hone ke lie hai aura yadi yaha 'ebsolyUTa' hone kA jJAna prApta nahIM ho pAe, to tU dUsaroM ke lie jiinaa| ye do hI kArya karane ke lie hindustAna meM janma hai| ye do kArya loga karate hoMge? logoM ne to milAvaTa karake manuSya meM se jAnavara meM jAne kI kalA khoja nikAlI hai| paropakAra se puNya sAtha meM jaba taka mokSa nahIM mile, taba taka sirpha puNya hI mitra samAna kAma karatA hai aura pApa-duzmana ke samAna kAma karatA hai| aba Apako duzmana rakhanA hai yA mitra rakhanA hai? vaha Apako jo acchA lage, usake anusAra nizcita karanA hai| aura mitra kA saMyoga kaise ho, vaha pUcha lenA aura duzmana kA saMyoga kaise jAe, vaha bhI pUcha lenaa| yadi duzmana pasaMda ho usakA saMyoga kaise ho vaha pUche, to hama use kaheMge ki jitanA cAhe utanA udhAra karake ghI pInA, cAhe jahA~ bhaTakanA, aura jaise tujhe ThIka lage vaise maz2e karanA, phira Age jo hogA dekhA jAegA! aura puNyarUpI mitra cAhie to hama batA deM ki bhAI isa per3a ke pAsa se sIkha le| koI vRkSa kyA apanA phala khuda khA jAtA hai? koI gulAba apanA phUla khA jAtA hogA? thoDA-sA to khAtA hogA, nahIM? jaba hama nahIM hoM, taba rAta ko khA jAtA hogA, nahIM? nahIM khAtA? praznakartA : nahIM khaataa|

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150 AptavANI-3 dAdAzrI : ye per3a-paudhe to manuSyoM ko phala dene ke lie manuSyoM kI sevA meM haiN| aba per3oM ko kyA milatA hai? unakI Urdhvagati hotI hai aura manuSya Age bar3hate haiM, unakI helpa lekara! aisA mAno na ki, Apane Ama khAyA, usase Ama ke per3a kA kyA gayA? aura Apako kyA milA? Apane Ama khAyA, isalie Apako AnaMda huaa| usase ApakI vRttiyA~ jo badalIM, usase Apa sau rupaye jitanA adhyAtma meM kamAte ho| aba Ama khAyA, isalie usameM se pA~ca pratizata Ama ke per3a ko Apake hisse meM se jAtA hai aura pa~cAnave pratizata Apake hisse meM rahatA hai| yAnI ve per3a Apake hisse meM se pA~ca pratizata le lete haiM aura ve becAre Urdhvagati meM jAte haiM aura ApakI adhogati nahIM hotI, Apa bhI Age bar3hate ho| isalie ye per3a kahate haiM ki 'hamArA sabakucha bhogo, haraeka prakAra ke phalaphUla bhogo|' isalie, yaha saMsAra yadi Apako pusAtA ho, saMsAra Apako pasaMda ho, saMsAra kI cIz2oM kI icchA ho, saMsAra ke viSayoM kI vAMchanA ho to itanA karo, 'yoga-upayoga propkaaraay|' yoga yAnI isa mana-vacana-kAyA kA yoga, aura upayoga yAnI buddhi kA upayoga, mana kA upayoga karanA, citta kA upayoga karanA, ina sabhI kA dUsaroM ke lie upayoga karanA aura agara dUsaroM ke lie nahIM kharca karate, phira bhI loga Aqhira meM gharavAloM ke lie bhI kharca to karate haiM na? isa kutiyA ko khAne kA kyoM milatA hai? jina baccoM ke bhItara bhagavAna rahate haiM, una baccoM kI vaha sevA karatI hai| isalie use saba mila jAtA hai| isa AdhAra para sArA saMsAra cala rahA hai| isa per3a ko khurAka kahA~ se milatI hai? ina per3oM ne koI puruSArtha kiyA hai? ve to z2arA bhI 'imozanala' nahIM haiN| ve kabhI 'imozanala' hote haiM? ve to kabhI Age-pIche hote hI nhiiN| unheM kabhI aisA hotA nahIM ki yahA~ se eka mIla dUra vizvAmitrI nadI hai, to vahA~ jAkara pAnI pI AU~! paropakAra, pariNAma meM lAbha hI praznakartA : isa saMsAra meM acche kRtya kauna-se kahalAte haiM? usakI paribhASA dI jA sakatI hai?

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AptavANI-3 151 dAdAzrI : hA~, acche kRtya to ye sabhI per3a bhI karate haiM / aura ve bilkula acche kRtya hI karate haiM / lekina ve khuda kartA bhAva meM nahIM haiN| ye per3a jIvita haiN| sabhI dUsaroM ke lie apane phala dete haiN| Apa apane phala dUsaroM ko de do| Apako apane phala milate rheNge| Apake jo phala utpanna hoM- daihika phala, mAnasika phala, vAcika phala, 'phrI oNpha kaoNsTa' logoM ko dete raho to Apako ApakI haraeka vastu mila jaaegii| Apake jIvana kI z2arUratoM meM kiMcit mAtra ar3acana nahIM AegI aura jaba ve phala Apa apane Apa khA jAoge to ar3acana AegI / yadi Ama kA per3a apane phala khuda khA jAe to usakA jo mAlika hogA, vaha kyA karegA? use kATa degA na? isI taraha ye loga apane phala khuda khA jAte haiN| itanA hI nahIM, balki Upara se fIsa mA~gate haiM / eka arjI likhane ke bAIsa rupaye mA~gate haiM ! jisa deza meM 'phrI oNpha kaoNsTa' vakAlata karate the aura Upara se apane ghara bhojana karAkara vakAlata karate the, vahA~ yaha dazA huI hai| yadi gA~va meM jhagar3A huA ho, to nagaraseTha una do jhagar3anevAloM se kahatA, 'bhaiyA maganalAla Aja sAr3he dasa baje Apa ghara AnA aura nagInadAsa, Apa bhI usI samaya ghara AnA / ' aura nagInadAsa kI jagaha yadi koI maz2adUra hotA yA kisAna hotA, jo lar3a rahe hote to unako ghara bulA letA / donoM ko biThAkara, donoM kI sulaha karavA detA / jisake paise cukAne hoM, use thor3e naqada dilavAkara, bAkI ke kiztoM meM dene kI vyavasthA karavA detA / phira donoM se kahatA, 'calo, mere sAtha bhojana karane baiTha jAo / ' donoM ko khAnA khilAkara ghara bheja detA / haiM Aja aise vakIla ? isalie samajho aura samaya ko pahacAnakara clo| aura yadi khuda, khuda ke lie hI kare, to marate samaya duHkhI hogA / jIva nikalatA nahIM aura baMgale - moTara chor3akara jA nahIM pAtA ! aura yaha lAipha yadi paropakAra ke lie jAegI to Apako koI bhI kamI nahIM rhegii| kisI taraha kI Apako ar3acana nahIM AegI / ApakI jo-jo icchAe~ haiM, ve sabhI pUrI hoMgI aura aise uchala-kUda karoge, to eka bhI icchA pUrI nahIM hogii| kyoMki vaha rIti, Apako nIMda hI nahIM Ane degii| ina seThoM ko to nIMda hI nahIM AtI, tIna

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152 AptavANI-3 tIna, cAra-cAra dina taka so hI nahIM pAte, kyoMki lUTapATa hI kI hai, jisa-tisa kii| praznakartA : paropakArI manuSya logoM ke bhale ke lie kahe, to bhI loga vaha samajhane ke lie taiyAra hI nahIM haiM, usakA kyA? dAdAzrI : aisA hai ki yadi paropakAra karanevAlA sAmanevAle kI samajha dekhe to vaha vakAlata kahalAtI hai| isalie sAmanevAle kI samajha dekhanI hI nahIM caahie| yaha Ama kA per3a hai, vaha phala detA hai| taba vaha Ama kA per3a apane kitane Ama khAtA hogA? praznakartA : eka bhI nhiiN| dAdAzrI : to ve sAre Ama kisake lie haiM? praznakartA : dUsaroM ke lie| dAdAzrI : hA~, taba vaha Ama kA per3a dekhatA hai ki yaha burA hai yA bhalA hai, aisA dekhatA hai? jo Akara le jAe, usake ve Ama, mere nhiiN| paropakArI jIvana to vaha jItA hai| praznakartA : lekina jo upakAra kare, usake Upara hI loga doSAropaNa karate haiM, phira bhI upakAra karanA cAhie? dAdAzrI : hA~, vahI dekhanA hai na! apakAra para upakAra kare vahI saccA hai| aisI samajha loga kahA~ se lAe~? aisI samajha ho taba to phira kAma hI ho gayA! paropakArI kI to bahuta U~cI sthiti hai, yahI sAre manuSya jIvana kA dhyeya hai| aura hindustAna meM dUsarA dhyeya, aMtima dhyeya mokSaprApti kA hai| praznakartA : paropakAra ke sAtha 'igoiz2ama' kI saMgati hotI hai? dAdAzrI : hamezA jo paropakAra karatA hai, usakA 'igoiz2ama' naoNrmala hI hotA hai, usakA vAstavika 'igoiz2ama' hotA hai aura jo korTa meM Der3ha sau rupaye fIsa lekara dUsaroM kA kAma kareM, unakA 'igoiz2ama' bahuta bar3hA

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AptavANI-3 153 huA hotA hai| arthAt jo 'igoiz2ama' nahIM bar3hAnA hai, vaha 'igoiz2ama' bahuta bar3ha jAtA hai| isa jagat kA kudaratI niyama kyA hai ki Apa apane phala dUsaroM ko doge to kudarata ApakA calA legii| yahI guhya sAinsa hai| yaha parokSa dharma hai| bAda meM pratyakSa dharma AtA hai, Atmadharma aMta meM AtA hai| manuSya jIvana kA hisAba itanA hI hai! arka itanA hI hai ki mana-vacana-kAyA kA upayoga dUsaroM ke lie kro|

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[3] duHkha vAstava meM hai? 'rAiTa bilIfa' vahA~ duHkha nahIM praznakartA : dAdA, duHkha ke viSaya meM kucha btaaie| yaha duHkha kisameM se utpanna hotA hai? dAdAzrI : Apa yadi AtmA ho to AtmA ko duHkha hogA hI nahIM kabhI bhI aura Apa caMdUlAla ho to duHkha hai| yadi Apa AtmA ho to da:kha hai hI nahIM, balki jo duHkha ho, vaha bhI khatma ho jAtA hai| 'maiM caMdUlAla hU~' vaha 'roMga bilIfa' hai| yaha merI vAipha hai, ye merI madara haiM, phAdara haiM, cAcA haiM, yA maiM eksaporTa-imporTa kA vyApArI hU~, ye sabhI taraha-taraha kI roMga bilIfa haiN| ina sabhI roMga bilIfoM ke kAraNa duHkha utpanna hotA hai| yadi roMga bilIfa calI jAe~ aura rAiTa bilIfa baiTha jAe to jagat meM koI du:kha hai hI nhiiN| aura Apa jaise logoM (khAtepIte sukhI ghara ke) ko duHkha hai nhiiN| yaha to, saba binA kAma ke nAsamajhI ke duHkha haiN| duHkha to kaba mAnA jAtA hai? duHkha kise kahate haiM? isa zarIra ko bhUkha lage, taba phira khAne kA ATha ghaMTe-bAraha ghaMTe na mile, taba duHkha mAnA jAtA hai| pyAsa lagane ke bAda do-tIna ghaMTe pAnI nahIM mile to vaha duHkha jaisA lagatA hai| saMDAsa lagane ke bAda saMDAsa meM jAne nahIM de, to phira use du:kha hogA yA nahIM hogA? saMDAsa se bhI adhika, ye pezAbaghara haiM. ve saba baMda kara deM na, to sabhI loga zora macAkara rakha deN| ina pezAbagharoM kA to mahAna duHkha hai logoM ko| ina sabhI du:khoM ko duHkha kahA jAtA hai|

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AptavANI-3 155 praznakartA : yaha saba ThIka hai, paraMtu abhI saMsAra meM dekheM to dasa meM se nau logoM ko duHkha hai| dAdAzrI : dasa meM se nau nahIM, haz2Ara meM se do loga sukhI hoMge, thor3e-bahuta zAMti meM hoNge| bAkI saba rAta-dina jalate hI rahate haiN| zakkarakaMda bhaTTI meM rakhe hoM, to kitanI tarapha se sikate haiM? praznakartA : yaha duHkha jo kAyama hai, usameM se phAyadA kisa taraha uThAnA cAhie? dAdAzrI : isa du:kha para vicAra karane lagoge to du:kha jaisA nahIM lgegaa| duHkha kA yadi yathArtha pratikramaNa karoge to duHkha jaisA nahIM lgegaa| yaha binA soce ThokamaThoka kiyA hai ki yaha duHkha hai, yaha duHkha hai! aisA mAno na, ki Apake vahA~ bahuta purAnA sophAseTa hai| aba Apake mitra ke ghara para sophAseTa hai hI nahIM, isalie vaha Aja nayI taraha kA sophAseTa laayaa| vaha ApakI patnI dekhakara aaiiN| phira ghara Akara Apase kahe ki Apake mitra ke ghara para kitanA suMdara sophAseTa hai aura apane yahA~ kharAba ho gae haiN| to yaha duHkha AyA! ghara meM duHkha nahIM thA vaha dekhane gae, vahA~ se du:kha lekara aae| ___Apane baMgalA nahIM banavAyA aura Apake mitra ne baMgalA banavAyA aura ApakI vAipha vahA~ jAe, dekhe, aura kahe ki 'unhoMne kitanA acchA baMgalA banavAyA aura hama to binA baMgale ke haiM!' vaha duHkha AyA!!! isIse ye saba du:kha khar3e kie hue haiN| maiM nyAyAdhIza hoU~ to sabako sukhI karake saz2A kruuN| kisIko usake gunAha ke lie saz2A dene kA maukA Ae, to pahale to maiM use 'pA~ca varSa se kama saz2A ho sake aisA nahIM hai', aisI bAta kruuN| phira vakIla kama karane kA kahe, taba maiM cAra varSa, phira tIna varSa, do varSa, aise karatekarate aMta meM chaha mahIne kI saz2A dU~ / isase vaha jela meM to jAegA, lekina sukhI hogaa| mana meM sukhI hogA ki chaha mahIne meM hI pUrA ho gayA, yaha to mAnyatA kA hI duHkha hai| yadi use pahale se hI aisA kahA jAe ki chaha mahIne kI saz2A hogI to use vaha bahuta z2yAdA lgegaa|

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156 AptavANI-3 'pemenTa' meM to samatA rakhanI cAhie yaha Apako gaddI para baiThe hoM vaisA sukha hai, phira bhI bhoganA nahIM Ae taba kyA ho? assI rupaye mana ke bhAvavAle bAsamatI cAvala meM retI DAlate haiN| yadi duHkha Ae to use z2arA kahanA to cAhie na, 'yahA~ kyoM Ae ho? hama to dAdA ke haiN| Apako yahA~ nahIM AnA hai| Apa jAo dUsarI jgh| yahA~ kahA~ Ae Apa? Apa ghara bhUla ge|' itanA unase kaheM to ve cale jAte haiN| yaha to Apane bilkula ahiMsA kI(!) du:kha Ae~ to unheM bhI ghusane deM? unheM to nikAla denA cAhie, usameM ahiMsA TUTatI nahIM hai| du:kha kA apamAna kareM to ve cale jAte haiN| Apa to usakA apamAna bhI nahIM krte| itane adhika ahiMsaka nahIM honA caahie| praznakartA : duHkha ko manAe~ to nahIM jAegA? dAdAzrI : naa| use manAnA nahIM caahie| use paTAe~ to vaha paTAyA jA sake, aisA nahIM hai| use to A~kheM dikhAnI par3atI haiN| vaha napuMsaka jAti hai| yAnI usa jAti kA svabhAva hI aisA hai| use aTAne-paTAne jAe~ to vaha z2yAdA tAliyA~ bajAtA hai aura apane pAsa hI pAsa AtA jAtA hai| 'vArasa aho mahAvIranA, zUravIratA relAvajo, kAyara bano nA koI dI, kaSTo sadA kNpaavjo|' Apa ghara meM baiThe hoM, aura kaSTa Ae~, to ve Apako dekhakara kA~pa jAne cAhie aura samajheM ki 'hama yahA~ kahA~ A pha~se! hama ghara bhUla gae lagate haiM!' ye kaSTa Apake mAlika nahIM, ve to naukara haiN| yadi kaSTa Apase kA~pe nahIM to Apa 'dAdA ke' kaise? kaSTa se kaheM ki, 'do hI kyoM Ae? pA~ca hokara aao| aba tumhAre sabhI pemenTa kara duuNgaa|' koI Apako gAliyA~ de to apanA jJAna use kyA kahatA hai? "vaha to 'tujhe' pahacAnatA hI nhiiN|" ulTe 'tujhe "use' kahanA hai ki 'bhAI koI bhUla huI hogI, isIlie gAliyA~ de gyaa| isalie zAMti rkhnaa|' itanA kiyA ki terA 'pemenTa' ho gayA! ye loga to kaSTa Ate haiM to zora macA dete haiM ki 'maiM mara gayA!' aisA bolate haiN| maranA to eka hI bAra hai aura bolate haiM sau-sau bAra ki 'maiM mara gayA?' are jIvita hai aura kisalie

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AptavANI-3 157 'mara gayA hU~', aisA bolatA hai? marane ke bAda bolanA na ki maiM mara gyaa| z2indA kabhI mara jAtA hai? 'maiM mara gayA' yaha vAkya to sArI jiMdagIbhara bolanA nahIM hai| sacce duHkha ko jAnanA cAhie ki duHkha kise kahate haiM? isa bacce ko agara maiM mArU~ to bhI vaha rotA nahIM balki ha~satA hai, usakA kyA kAraNa hai? aura Apa use sirpha eka capata lagAo to vaha rone lagegA, usakA kyA kAraNa hai? use lagI isalie? nA, use lagane kA duHkha nahIM hai| usakA apamAna kiyA usakA use duHkha hai| ise duHkha kaheM hI kaise? du:kha to kise kahate haiM ki khAne ko na mile, saMDAsa jAne ko na mile, pezAba karane ko na mile, vaha duHkha kahalAtA hai| yaha to sarakAra ne ghara-ghara meM saMDAsa banavA die haiM, nahIM to pahale gA~va meM loTA lekara jaMgala meM jAnA par3atA thaa| aba to beDarUma meM se uThe ki ye rahA saMDAsa! pahale ke ThAkura ke vahA~ bhI jo nahIM thI, aisI suvidhA Aja ke manuSya bhoga rahe haiN| ThAkura ko bhI saMDAsa jAne ke lie loTA lekara jAnA par3atA thaa| usane julAba liyA hotA to ThAkura bhI daur3atA thaa| aura sAre dina aisA ho gayA aura vaisA ho gayA, aise zora macAte rahate haiN| are, kyA ho gayA para? yaha gira gayA, vaha gira gayA, kyA gira gayA? binA kAma ke kisalie zora macAte rahate ho? ye duHkha haiM, ve ulTI samajha ke haiN| yadi sahI samajha phiTa kareM to duHkha jaisA hai hI nhiiN| yadi paira paka gayA ho to Apako patA lagAnA cAhie ki mere jaisA duHkha logoM ko hai yA nahIM? aspatAla meM dekhakara Ae~ taba vahA~ patA calegA ki ahoho! duHkha to yahIM para hai| mere paira meM z2arA-sA hI lagA hai aura maiM nAhaka duHkhI ho rahA huuN| yaha to jA~ca to karanI par3egI na? binA jA~ca kie du:kha mAna leM to phira kyA hogA? Apa sabhI puNyavAnoM ko duHkha ho hI kaise sakatA hai? Apa puNyavAna ke ghara meM janme haiN| thor3I hI mehanata se sAre dina kA khAnA-pInA mila jAtA hai| praznakartA : sabako khuda kA du:kha bar3A lagatA hai na? dAdAzrI : vaha to khuda khar3A kiyA huA hai, isalie jitanA bar3A karanA ho utanA ho sakatA hai, cAlIsa gunA karanA ho to utanA ho jAegA!

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158 AptavANI-3 ...nizcita karane jaisA 'projekTa' ina manuSyoM ko jIvana jInA bhI nahIM AyA, jIvana jIne kI cAbI hI kho gaI hai| cAbI bilkula kho gaI thI, to aba vApasa kucha acchA huA hai| ina aMgrez2oM ke Ane ke bAda loga khuda ke kaTTara saMskAroM meM se DhIle par3e haiM, isalie dUsaroM meM dakhala nahIM dete, aura mehanata karate rahate haiN| pahale to sirpha daqhala hI dete the| ye loga phijUla mAra khAte rahate haiN| isa jagat meM ApakA koI bApa bhI UparI nahIM hai| Apa saMpUrNa svataMtra ho| ApakA projekTa bhI svataMtra hai, lekina ApakA projekTa aisA honA cAhie ki kisI jIva ko Apase kiMcit mAtra duHkha na ho| ApakA projekTa bahuta bar3A karo, sArI duniyA jitanA kro| praznakartA : aisA saMbhava hai? dAdAzrI : hA~, merA bahuta bar3A hai| kisI bhI jIva ko duHkha na ho usa taraha se maiM rahatA huuN| praznakartA : lekina dUsaroM ke lie to vaha saMbhava nahIM hai na? dAdAzrI : saMbhava nahIM, lekina usakA artha aisA nahIM ki saba jIvoM ko duHkha dekara apanA projekTa kro| aisA koI niyama to rakhanA cAhie na ki kisIko kama se kama duHkha ho? aisA projekTa kara sakate haiM n| maiM Apako jo bilkula asaMbhava hai, vaha karane ko to nahIM kahatA na! ...mAtra bhAvanA hI karanI hai! praznakartA : kisIko duHkha hI nahIM, to phira hama dUsaroM ko du:kha deM to use du:kha kisa prakAra se hotA hai? dAdAzrI : duHkha usakI mAnyatA meM se gayA nahIM na? Apa mujhe dhaula mAro to mujhe duHkha nahIM hogA, paraMtu kisI aura ko to usakI mAnyatA meM dhaula se duHkha hai, isIlie use mAroge to use duHkha hogA hii| roMga

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AptavANI - 3 bilIfa abhI taka gaI nahIM hai / 'koI mujhe dhaula mAre to mujhe duHkha hogA', usa levala se dekhanA caahie| kisIko dhaula mArate samaya mana meM AnA cAhie ki 'mujhe koI dhaula mAre to kyA hogA?' 159 Apa kisI ke pAsa se dasa haz2Ara rupaye udhAra le Ao, phira Apake saMjoga palaTa gae, to mana meM vicAra Ae ki paise vApasa nahIM dU~ to kyA honevAlA hai? usa ghar3I Apako nyAyapUrvaka jA~ca karanI cAhie ki 'mere yahA~ se koI paise le gayA ho aura mujhe vApasa na de to mujhe kyA hogA?' aisI nyAyabuddhi caahie| aisA ho to mujhe bahuta hI duHkha hogA / isI prakAra sAmanevAle ko bhI duHkha hogA / isalie mujhe paise vApasa dene hI haiM / ' aisA nizcita karanA cAhie aura aisA nizcita karoge to phira de skoge| praznakartA : mana meM aisA hotA hai ki ye dasa karor3a kA AsAmI hai, to hama use dasa haz2Ara nahIM deM to use koI takalIfa nahIM hogii| dAdAzrI : use takalIfa nahIM hogI, aisA Apako bhale hI lagatA ho, lekina vaisA hai nahIM / vaha karor3apati, usake beTe ke lie eka rupaye kI vastu lAnI ho taba bhI soca-samajhakara lAtA hai / kisI karor3apati ke ghara Apane paise idhara-udhara rakhe hue dekhe haiM? paisA haraeka ko jAna kI taraha pyArA hotA hai| apane bhAva aise hone cAhie ki isa jagat meM apane mana-vacanakAyA se kisI jIva ko kiMcit mAtra duHkha na ho| praznakartA : lekina usa taraha se anusaraNa karanA sAmAnya manuSya ko muzkila lagatA hai na? dAdAzrI : maiM Apako Aja hI usa prakAra kA vartana karane ko nahIM kahatA huuN| mAtra bhAvanA hI karane ko kahatA hU~ / bhAvanA arthAt ApakA nishcy|

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[4] phaimili ArgenAijezana yaha to kaisI 'lAipha' ?! 'phaimili ArgenAiz2ezana' kA jJAna hai Apake pAsa? hamAre hindustAna meM 'hAu Tu oNrgenAiz2a phaimili' vaha jJAna hI kama hai| phaoNrinavAle to phaimili jaisA kucha samajhate hI nhiiN| ve to jaise hI jemsa bIsa sAla kA huA, taba usake mA~-bApa viliyama aura merI, jemsa se kaheMge ki 'tU alaga aura hama do totA-mainA alaga!' unheM phaimili ArgenAiz2a karane kI bahuta Adata hI nahIM na? aura unakI phaimili meM to sApha-sApha hI kaha detI hai| merI ke sAtha viliyama ko nahIM jamA, taba phira DAyavorsa kI hI bAta! aura hamAre yahA~ to kahA~ DAyavorsa kI bAta? apane yahA~ to sAtha-sAtha hI rahanA hai, kalaha karanA aura vApasa sonA bhI vahIM para, usI rUma meM hI! yaha jIvana jIne kA rAstA nahIM hai| yaha phaimili lAipha nahIM khlaatii| are! apane yahA~ kI bur3hiyAoM se jIvana jIne kA tarIqA pUchA hotA to kahatIM ki ArAma se khAo-pIo, jaldabAz2I kyoM karate ho? insAna ko kisa cIz2a kI nesesiTI hai, usakI pahale jA~ca karanI caahie| bAkI kI saba annesesittii| ve ananesesiTI kI vastue~ manuSya ko ulajhAtI haiM, phira nIMda kI goliyA~ khAnI par3atI haiN| ye ghara meM kisalie lar3AiyA~ hotI haiM? baccoM ke sAtha kyoM bolAcAlI ho jAtI hai? vaha saba jAnanA to par3egA na? yadi lar3akA sAmane bole aura usake lie DaoNkTara ko pUche ki 'kucha batAie', lekina vaha kyA davAI batAegA? usakI hI patnI usake sAmane bolatI hai na! yaha to sArI z2iMdagI rUI kA sarve karatA hai, koI lauMga kA sarve

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AptavANI-3 161 karatA hai, kucha na kucha sarve karate haiM, lekina aMdara kA sarve kabhI bhI nahIM kiyaa| seTha ApakI sugaMdha Apake ghara meM AtI hai? praznakartA : sugaMdha matalaba kyA? dAdAzrI : Apake ghara ke saba logoM ko Apa rAz2I rakhate ho? ghara meM kalaha nahIM hotI na? praznakartA : kalaha to hotI hai| roz2a hotI hai| dAdAzrI : taba ye kisa taraha ke paidA hue Apa ki patnI ko zAMti nahIM dI, baccoM ko zAMti nahIM dI, are! Apane khuda ko bhI zAMti nahIM dI! Apako mokSa meM jAnA ho to mujhe Apako DA~TanA par3egA aura Apako devagati meM jAnA ho to dUsarA sarala rAstA Apako likha duuN| phira to maiM Apako 'Aie seTha, padhArie' aisA khuuNgaa| mujhe donoM bhASAe~ AtI haiN| yaha bhrAMti kI bhASA maiM bhUla nahIM gayA huuN| pahale 'tuMDe tuMDe matirbhinnA' thI, vaha abhI tumaDe tumaDe matirbhinna ho gaI hai! tuMDa gae aura tumaDe rahe! saMsAra ke hitAhita kA bhI koI bhAna nahIM hai| aisA saMskAra siMcana zobhA detA hai? mA~-bApa ke taura para kisa taraha rahanA usakA bhI bhAna nahIM hai| eka bhAI the, ve khuda kI patnI ko bulAte haiM, 'are, munne kI mammI kahA~ gaI?' taba munne kI mammI aMdara se bolatI hai, 'kyoM, kyA hai?' taba bhAI kaheM, 'yahA~ A, jaldI jaldI yahA~ A, dekha, dekha tere bacce ko! kaisA parAkrama karanA AtA hai, are dekha to sahI!! munne ne paira U~ce karake merI jeba meM se kaise dasa rupaye nikAle! kaisA hoziyAra ho gayA hai munnA!!' ghanacakkara, aise kahA~ se paidA hue? ye bApa bana baiThe! zarama nahIM AtI? isa bacce ko kaisA protsAhana milA, vaha samajha meM AtA hai? baccA dekhatA rahA ki maiMne bahuta bar3A parAkrama kiyA! aisA to zobhA detA hai? kucha niyamavAlA honA cAhie na? yaha hindustAna kA manuSyapana isa taraha luTa jAe, vaha kyA zobhA detA hai hameM? kyA bolane se bacce ko acchA

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162 AptavANI-3 enkarejamenTa milatA hai aura kyA bolane se use nukasAna hotA hai, usakA bhAna to honA cAhie na? yaha to anaTesTeDa phAdara aura anaTesTeDa madara haiN| bApa mUlI aura mA~ gAjara, phira bolo bacce kaise baneMge? ve thor3e hI seba baneMge? premamaya DIliMga - bacce sudhareMge hI eka bApa ne apane bacce ko thor3A-sA hI hilAyA aura baccA phaTa par3A, aura bApa se kahane lagA ki merA aura ApakA nahIM jmegaa| phira bApa bacce se kahane lagA ki bhAI maiMne tujhe kucha bhI kharAba nahIM kahA, phira tU kyoM gussA ho rahA hai? taba maiMne bApa se kahA ki, 'aba kyoM kamarA dho rahe ho? pahale hilAyA hI kisalie?' kisIko hilAnA mata, ye pake hue phrUTa (kakar3I jaisA phala) haiN| kucha bolanA mt| merI bhI cupa aura terI bhI cup| khA-pIkara maz2e kro| praznakartA : yaha baccA kharAba lAina para car3ha jAe to mA~-bApa kA farz2a hai na ki use vApasa mor3anA cAhie? dAdAzrI : aisA hai na, ki mA~-bApa hokara use kahanA cAhie, lekina mA~-bApa haiM hI kahA~ Ajakala? praznakartA : mA~-bApa kinheM kaheMge? dAdAzrI : mA~-bApa to ve kahalAte haiM ki baccA kharAba lAina para calA gayA ho, phira bhI eka dina mA~-bApa kaheMge, 'bhAI, yaha hameM zobhA nahIM detA, yaha tUne kyA kiyA?' to dUsare dina se usakA baMda ho jAe! aisA prema hI kahA~ hai? ye to bagaira premavAle maaN-baap| yaha jagat prema se hI vaza meM hotA hai| ina mA~-bApoM ko baccoM para kitanA prema hai? jitanA gulAba ke paudhe para mAlI kA prema hotA hai utanA ! inheM mA~-bApa hI kaise kahA jAe? ansarTiphAiDa phAdara aura ansarTiphAiDa mdr| phira bacce kI kyA sthiti hogI? asala meM to pahale TesTiMga karavAkara sarTiphikeTa prApta karane ke bAda hI zAdI karane kI chUTa honI caahie| parIkSA meM pAsa hue binA, sarTiphikeTa ke binA gavarnamenTa meM bhI naukarI para nahIM lete haiM, to isameM sarTiphikeTa bagaira zAdI kaise kara sakate haiM? yaha mA~ aura bApa banane kI

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AptavANI-3 163 z2immedArI deza ke pradhAnamaMtrI kI z2immedArI se bhI adhika hai| pradhAnamaMtrI se bhI U~cA pada hai| praznakartA : sarTiphAiDa phAdara-madara kI paribhASA kyA hai? dAdAzrI : ansarTiphAiDa mA~-bApa yAnI unake khuda ke bacce unake kahe anusAra calate nahIM, khuda ke hI bacce una para bhAva rakhate nahIM, parezAna karate haiM ! taba mA~-bApa ansarTiphAiDa hI kahalAe~ge na? ...nahIM to mauna rakhakara 'dekhate' raho eka siMdhI bhAI Ae the, ve kahane lage ki, eka beTA aisA karatA hai aura eka vaisA karatA hai, unako kaise sudhAranA cAhie? maiMne kahA, 'Apa aise bacce kyoM lAe? Apako chA~Takara acche bacce nahIM lAne cAhie the?' ye hAphUz2a ke Ama saba eka hI taraha ke hote haiM, ve saba mIThe dekhakara, cakhakara lAte haiN| lekina Apa do khaTTe le Ae, do bigar3e hue lAe, kasaile lAe, do mIThe lAe, phira usake rasa meM koI barakata AegI kyA? bAda meM lar3AI-jhagar3A kareM usakA kyA artha? khaTTA Ama lekara Ae phira khaTTe ko khaTTA jAnanA usakA nAma jnyaan| khaTTA svAda AyA, use dekhate rahanA hai| aise hI isa prakRti ko dekhate rahanA hai| kisI ke hAtha meM sattA nahIM hai| avasthA mAtra kudaratI racanA hai| usameM kisI kA kucha calatA nahIM, badalatA nahIM aura vApasa vyavasthita hai| praznakartA : mArane se bacce sudharate haiM yA nahIM? dAdAzrI : kabhI bhI nahIM sudharate, mArane se kucha nahIM sudhrtaa| isa mazIna ko mArakara dekho to? vaha TUTa jaaegii| vaise hI ye bacce bhI TUTa jaaeNge| Upara se acche khAse dikhate haiM, lekina aMdara se TUTa jAte haiN| kisIko enkareja karanA nahIM AtA to phira mauna raho na, cAya pIkara cupcaap| sabake mu~ha dekhatA jA, ye do putale kalaha kara rahe haiM, unheM dekhatA jaa| yaha apane kAbU meM nahIM hai| hama to isake jAnakAra hI haiN| jise saMsAra bar3hAnA ho use isa saMsAra meM lar3AI-jhagar3A karanA cAhie, sabhI karanA caahie| jise mokSa meM jAnA ho use hama, 'kyA ho

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164 AptavANI-3 rahA hai' use 'dekho', aisA kahate haiM / isa saMsAra meM DA~Tane se kucha bhI sudharanevAlA nahIM hai| ulTe mana meM ahaMkAra karatA hai ki maiMne bahuta DA~TA / DA~Tane ke bAda agara dekho to mAla jaisA thA, vaisA hI hotA hai, pItala kA ho vaha pItala kA aura kA~se kA ho to kA~se kA hI rahatA hai / pItala ko mArate raho to use kAlA par3e bagaira rahegA? nahIM rahegA / kAraNa kyA hai? taba kahe, kAlA hone kA svabhAva hai uskaa| isalie mauna rahanA caahie| jaisa ki sinemA meM nApasaMda sIna Ae to usase kyA hama jAkara paradA tor3a DAlate haiM ? nahIM, use bhI dekhanA hai| sabhI sIna, pasaMda hoM aise Ate haiM kyA? kucha to sinemA meM kursI para baiThe-baiThe zora macAte haiM ki 'aya ! mAra DAlegA, mAra DAlegA !' ye bar3e dayA ke Dibbe dekha lo| yaha saba to sirpha dekhanA hai / khAo, pIo, dekho aura maz2e karo! ... khuda ko hI sudhArane kI z2arUrata praznakartA : ye bacce zikSaka ke sAmane bolate haiM, ve kaba sudhareMge? dAdAzrI : jo bhUla kA pariNAma bhugatatA hai usakI bhUla hai| ye guru hI ghanacakkara paidA hue haiM ki ziSya unake sAmane bolate haiM / ye bacce to samajhadAra hI haiM, lekina guru aura mA~-bApa ghanacakkara paidA hue haiM! aura bar3ebUr3he purAnI bAteM pakar3akara rakhate haiM, phira bacce sAmane boleMge hI na? Ajakala mA~-bApa kA cAritra aisA nahIM hotA ki bacce unakA sAmanA nahIM kareM / ye to bar3e-bUr3hoM kA cAritra kama ho gayA hai, isIlie bacce sAmane bolate haiN| AcAra, vicAra aura uccAra meM paoNz2iTiva (sulaTA) badalAva hotA jAe to khuda paramAtmA bana sakatA hai aura ulTA badalAva ho to rAkSasa bhI bana sakatA hai| loga sAmanevAle ko sudhArane ke lie saba phrekcara kara DAlate haiN| pahale khuda sudhareM to dUsaroM ko sudhAra skeNge| lekina khuda ke sudhare binA sAmanevAlA kisa taraha sudharegA? isIlie pahale ApakA khuda kA bagIcA sa~bhAlo, phira dUsaroM kA dekhane jaao| khuda kA sa~bhAloge tabhI phalaphUla mileNge|

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AptavANI-3 165 daqhala nahIM, 'eDajasTa' hone jaisA hai ___ saMsAra kA matalaba hI samasaraNa mArga, isalie niraMtara parivartana hotA hI rahatA hai| jaba ki ye bar3e-bUr3he purAne jamAne ko hI pakar3e rahate haiN| are! z2amAne ke anusAra kara, nahIM to mAra khAkara mara jaaegaa| z2amAne ke anusAra eDajasTamenTa lenA caahie| merA to cora ke sAtha, jeba kATanevAle ke sAtha, sabake sAtha eDajasTamenTa ho jAtA hai| cora ke sAtha hama bAta kareM to vaha bhI samajha jAtA hai ki ye karuNAvAle haiN| hama cora ko 'tU galata hai' aisA nahIM kahate, kyoMki vaha usakA 'vyU poinTa' hai| jaba ki loga use nAlAyaka kahakara gAliyA~ dete haiN| taba ye vakIla kyA jhaThe nahIM hai? 'bilkula jhUThA kesa bhI jitA dU~gA', aisA kahate haiM, to ve Thaga nahIM kahalAe~ge? cora ko burA kahate haiM na, isa bilkula jhUThe kesa ko saccA kahatA hai, usakA saMsAra meM vizvAsa kisa taraha kiyA jAe? phira bhI usakA calatA hai na? kisIko hama galata nahIM khte| vaha usake vyU poinTa se karekTa hI hai| lekina use saccI bAta samajhAte haiM ki tU yaha corI karatA hai, usakA phala kyA aaegaa| ye bUr3he loga ghara meM Ae~ to kahate haiM, 'yaha lohe kI alamArI? yaha reDiyo? yaha aisA kyoM hai? vaisA kyoM hai?' aise daqhala karate haiN| are, kisI yuvaka se dostI kr| yaha yuga to badalatA hI rhegaa| usake binA ye jie~ge kisa taraha? kucha nayA dekheM, to moha hotA hai| nayA nahIM ho to jie~ge hI kaise? aisA nayA anaMta AyA aura gayA, usameM Apako daqhala nahIM karanI hai| Apako ThIka nahIM lage to Apa vaha mata krnaa| yaha AiskrIma aisA nahIM kahatI Apa se ki 'hamase bhaago| hameM nahIM khAnA ho to nahIM khaao|' yaha to bUr3he loga una para cir3hate rahate haiN| ye matabheda to z2amAnA badalA usake haiN| ye bacce to z2amAne ke anusAra karate haiN| moha yAnI nayA-nayA utpanna hotA hai aura nayA hI nayA dikhatA hai| hamane bacapana se hI buddhi se bahuta soca liyA hai ki yaha jagat ulTA ho rahA hai yA sIdhA ho rahA hai, aura yaha bhI samajhA ki kisIko sattA hI nahIM hai isa jagat ko badalane kii| phira bhI hama kyA kahate haiM ki z2amAne ke anusAra eDajasTa ho jAo! beTA nayI hI TopI pahanakara Ae to aisA nahIM kahanA ki aisI

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166 AptavANI-3 kahA~ se le AyA? isase to, eDajasTa ho jAnA ki itanI acchI TopI? kahA~ se lAyA? kitane kI AI? bahuta sastI milI? aise eDajasTa ho jaanaa| ye bacce sArA dina kAna para reDiyo lagAkara nahIM rakhate? kyoMki yaha rasa nayA-nayA udaya meM AyA hai becAre ko! yaha usakA nayA DevelapamenTa hai| yadi Develapa ho gayA hotA, to kAna para reDiyo lagAtA hI nhiiN| ekabAra dekha lene ke bAda vApasa chuAtA hI nhiiN| navIna vastu ko eka bAra dekhanA hotA hai, usakA hamezA ke lie anubhava nahIM lenA hotaa| yaha to kAna kI nayI hI indriya AI hai, isalie sArA dina reDiyo sunatA rahatA hai! manuSyapana kI usakI zurUAta ho rahI hai| manuSyapana meM haz2AroM bAra AyA huA manuSya aisA-vaisA nahIM krte| praznakartA : baccoM ko ghUmane-phirane kA bahuta hotA hai| dAdAzrI : bacce koI Apa se ba~dhe hue nahIM haiN| saba apane-apane baMdhana meM haiM, Apako to itanA hI kahanA hai ki 'jaldI aanaa|' phira jaba Ae~ taba 'vyvsthit'| vyavahAra saba karanA, lekina kaSAya rahita krnaa| vyavahAra kaSAya rahita huA to mokSa, aura kaSAya sahita vyavahAra-vaha sNsaar| praznakartA : hamArA bhatIjA roz2a nau baje uThatA hai, kucha kAma nahIM ho paataa| dAdAzrI : hama use oDhAkara kaheM ki ArAma se so jA bhaaii| usakI prakRti alaga hai, isalie dera se uThatA hai aura kAma adhika karatA hai| aura koI mUrkha cAra baje se uTha gayA ho, phira bhI kucha nahIM krtaa| maiM bhI haraeka kAma meM hamezA leTa hotA thaa| skUla meM ghaMTI bajane ke bAda hI ghara se bAhara nikltaa| aura hamezA mAsTarajI kI DA~Ta sunatA thaa| aba mAsTarajI ko kyA patA ki merI prakRti (svabhAva) kyA hai? haraeka kA 'rasTana' alaga aura 'pisTana' alaga-alaga hotA hai| praznakartA : lekina dera se uThane meM Disiplina nahIM rahatA hai na? dAdAzrI : yaha dera se uThatA hai isIlie Apa kalaha karo, vahI

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AptavANI-3 167 Disiplina nahIM hai| isIlie Apa kalaha karanA baMda kara do| Apako jojo zaktiyA~ mA~ganI hoM, ve ina dAdA ke pAsa se roz2a sau-sau bAra mA~ganA, saba mileNgii| ___aba ina bhAIsAba ko samajha meM AyA isalie unhoMne to hamArI AjJA kA pAlana karake bhatIje ko ghara meM sabhI ne kucha bhI kahanA baMda kara diyaa| haphte ke bAda pariNAma yaha AyA ki bhatIjA apane Apa hI sAta baje uThane laga gayA aura ghara meM sabase jyAdA acchI taraha kAma karane laga gyaa| sudhArane ke lie 'kahanA' baMda karo isa kAla meM kama bolanA, usake jaisA kucha bhI nahIM hai| isa kAla meM to bola patthara jaise lageM, aise nikalate haiM, aura haraeka kA aisA hI hotA hai| isIlie bolanA kama kara denA acchaa| kisI se kucha bhI kahane jaisA nahIM hai| kahane se adhika bigar3atA hai| use kaheM ki gAr3I para jaldI jA, to vaha dera se jAtA hai| aura kucha na kaheM to TAima para jAtA hai| hama nahIM hoM, to bhI saba cale aisA hai| yaha to khuda kA jhUThA ahaMkAra hai| jisa dina se Apa baccoM ke sAtha kica-kica karanA Apa baMda karoge, usa dina se bacce sudharane lgeNge| Apake bola acche nahIM nikalate, isIlie sAmanevAlA cir3hatA hai| Apake bola vaha svIkAra nahIM karatA, balki ve bola vApasa Ate haiN| Apa to bacce ko khAne-pIne kA banAkara do aura apanA farz2a pUrA karoM, anya kucha kahane jaisA nahIM hai| kahane se phAyadA nahIM, aisA ApakA sAra nikalatA hai na? bacce bar3e ho gae haiM, ve kyA sIr3hiyoM para se gira jAe~ge? Apa apanA Atmadharma kyoM cUkate ho? ye baccoM ke sAtha kA to rileTiva dharma hai| vahA~ bekAra mAthAkUTa karane jaisA nahIM hai| kalaha karate ho, isake bajAya mauna rahoge to adhika acchA rhegaa| kalaha se to khuda kA dimAga bigar3a jAtA hai aura sAmanevAle kA bhI bigar3a jAtA hai| praznakartA : bacce unakI z2immedArI samajhakara nahIM rhte| dAdAzrI : z2immedArI 'vyavasthita' kI hai, vaha to usakI z2immedArI samajhA huA hI hai| Apako use kahanA nahIM AyA, isIlie gar3abar3a hotI hai| sAmanevAlA mAne, taba hamArA kahA huA kAma kaa| yaha to mA~-bApa bolate

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168 AptavANI-3 haiM pAgala jaisA, phira bacce bhI pAgalapana hI kareMge na! praznakartA : bacce tucchatA se bolate haiN| dAdAzrI : hA~, lekina vaha Apa kisa taraha baMda karoge? yaha to Apasa meM baMda ho jAe na, to sabakA acchA hogaa| eka bAra mana viSailA ho gayA, phira usakI liMka zurU ho jAtI hai| phira mana meM usake lie abhiprAya bana jAtA hai ki 'yaha AdamI aisA hI hai|' taba Apako mauna lekara sAmanevAle ko vizvAsa meM lene jaisA hai| bolate rahane se kisI kA nahIM sudhrtaa| sudharanA to, 'jJAnIpuruSa' kI vANI se sudharatA hai| baccoM ke lie to mA~-bApa kI jokhimadArI hai| Apa nahIM bologe, to nahIM calegA? clegaa| isalie bhagavAna ne kahA hai ki jIte jI hI mare hue jaise rho| bigar3A huA sudhara sakatA hai| bigar3e hue ko kATanA nahIM caahie| bigar3e hue ko sudhAranA vaha hamase ho sakatA hai, Apako nahIM karanA hai| Apako hamArI AjJA ke anusAra calanA hai| vaha to jo sudharA huA ho vahI dUsaroM ko sudhAra sakatA hai| khuda hI nahIM sudhare hoM, to dUsaroM ko kisa taraha sudhAra sakeMge? baccoM ko sudhAranA ho to hamArI isa AjJA ke anusAra clo| ghara meM chaha mahIne kA mauna lo| bacce pUche tabhI bolanA aura usake lie bhI unheM kaha denA ki mujhe na pUcho to acchaa| aura baccoM ke lie ulTA vicAra Ae to usakA turaMta hI pratikramaNa kara denA caahie| ___ 'rileTiva' samajhakara upalaka rahanA baccoM ko to nau mahIne peTa meM rakhanA, phira calAnA, ghumAnA, choTe hoM taba tk| phira chor3a denaa| ye gAya-bhaiMsa bhI chor3a dete haiM na? baccoM ko pA~ca varSa taka TokanA par3atA hai, phira TokanA bhI nahIM cAhie aura bIsa sAla ke bAda to usakI patnI hI use sudhaaregii| Apako nahIM sudhAranA hai| baccoM ke sAtha upalaka (satahI, Upara Upara se, suparaphluasa) rahanA hai| asala meM to khuda kA koI hai hI nhiiN| isa deha ke AdhAra para mere

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AptavANI-3 169 haiN| deha jala jAe to koI sAtha meM AtA hai? yaha to jo merA kahakara chAtI se cipakAte haiM, unheM bahuta upAdhI hai| bahuta bhAvukatAvAle vicAra kAma nahIM aate| beTA vyavahAra se hai| agara beTA jala jAe to ilAja karavAnA, lekina Apane kyA rone kI zarta rakhI hai? sautele bacce hoM to goda meM biThAkara dUdha pilAte haiM? nA! vaisA rkhnaa| yaha kaliyuga hai| 'rileTiva' saMbaMdha hai| rileTiva ko rileTiva rakhanA cAhie, 'riyala' nahIM karanA caahie| yaha riyala saMbaMdha hotA to bacce se kahate ki 'tU sudhare nahIM taba taka alaga rh|' lekina yaha to rileTiva saMbaMdha hai isalie - eDajasTa evriivher| yaha Apa sudhArane nahIM Ae ho, Apa karmoM ke zikaMje meM se chUTane ke lie Ae ho| sudhArane ke badale to acchI bhAvanA kro| bAkI koI kisIko sudhAra nahIM sktaa| vaha to jJAnIpuruSa sudhare hue hote haiM, ve dUsaroM ko sudhAra sakate haiN| isalie unake pAsa le jaao| ye bigar3ate kyoM haiM? ukasAne se| sAre varlDa kA kAma ukasAne se bigar3A hai| isa kutte ko bhI cher3o to kATa khAtA hai, kATa letA hai| isalie loga kutte ko cher3ate nahIM hai| ina manuSyoM ko cher3eMge to kyA hogA? ve bhI kATa khaaeNge| isIlie mata chedd'naa| hamAre isa eka-eka zabda meM anaMta-anaMta zAstra samAe hue haiM ! ise samajhe aura sIdhA cale to kAma hI nikAla de! ekAvatArI ho sakeM, aisA yaha vijJAna hai! lAkhoM janma kama ho jAe~ge! isa vijJAna se to rAga bhI ur3a jAe~ge aura dveSa bhI ur3a jAeMge aura vItarAga hote jAe~ge jaaegaa| agurulaghu svabhAvavAlA ho jAegA, isalie isa vijJAna kA jitanA lAbha uThAyA jAe, utanA kama hai| salAha denA, paraMtu denI hI par3e taba hamArI taraha 'abudha' ho gayA to kAma hI ho gyaa| buddhi kAma meM lI to saMsAra khar3A ho gayA vaaps| ghara ke loga pUche, tabhI javAba denA cAhie Apako, aura usa samaya mana meM honA cAhie ki ye nahIM pUche to acchA, aisI mannata mAnanI caahie| kyoMki nahIM pUchege to Apako yaha dimAg2a calAnA nahIM pdd'egaa| aisA hai na, ki hamAre ye purAne saMskAra sAre khatma ho gae haiN| yaha dUSamakAla z2abaradasta phailA huA hai, saMskAramAtra khatma ho gae

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170 AptavANI-3 haiN| manuSya ko kisIko samajhAnA nahIM aataa| bApa beTe se kucha kaheM to beTA kahegA ki mujhe ApakI salAha nahIM sunanI hai| taba salAha denevAlA kaisA aura lenevAlA kaisA? kisa taraha ke loga ikaTThe hue ho? ye loga ApakI bAta kyoM nahIM sunate? saccI nahIM hai, islie| saccI hogI, to suneMge yA nahIM suneMge? ye loga aisA kyoM kahate haiM? Asakti ke kAraNa kahate haiN| isa Asakti ke lie to loga khuda ke janma bigAr3ate haiN| aba, isa bhava meM to sa~bhAla le saba 'vyavasthita' calAtA hai, kucha bhI bolane jaisA nahIM hai| 'khuda kA' dharma kara lene jaisA hai| pahale to aisA samajhate the ki 'hama calAte haiM, isalie hameM bujhAnA pdd'egaa|' aba to Apako nahIM calAnA hai na? aba to yaha bhI laTU aura vaha bhI laTU! chor3o na pIr3A yahIM se| pyAlA phUTe, kar3hI Dhula jAe, patnI bacce ko DA~Ta rahI ho, taba bhI Apa isa taraha karavaTa lekara ArAma se baiTha jaanaa| Apa dekhoge taba ve kaheMgI na ki Apa dekha rahe the aura kyoM nahIM bole? aura na ho to hAtha meM mAlA lekara pherane laganA, taba vaha kahegI ki ye to mAlA meM hai| chor3o na! Apako kyA lenAdenA? zamazAna meM nahIM jAnA ho to kica-kica karo! yAnI ki kucha bolane jaisA nahIM hai| yaha to gAyeM-bhaiMseM bhI unake baccoM ke sAtha unake tarIke se bhoM-bhoM karate haiM, adhika nahIM bolate! aura ye manuSya to TheTha taka bolate hI rahate haiN| jo bole, vaha mUrkha kahalAtA hai, sAre ghara ko khatma kara DAlatA hai| usakA kaba aMta AegA? anaMta janmoM se saMsAra meM bhaTake haiN| na kisI kA bhalA kiyA, na khuda kA bhalA kiyaa| jo manuSya khuda kA bhalA kare vahI dUsaroM kA bhalA kara sakatA hai| saccI sagAI yA parAI pIr3A? beTA bImAra ho to Apa ilAja saba karanA, lekina sabakucha upalaka apane baccoM ko kaise mAnane cAhie? sautele| baccoM ko mere bacce kahA aura baccA bhI merI mA~ kahatA hai, lekina aMdara lambA saMbaMdha nahIM hai| isIlie isa kAla meM sautele saMbaMdha rakhanA, nahIM to mAre gae smjho| bacce kisIko mokSa meM le jAnevAle nahIM hai| yadi Apa samajhadAra hoMge, to bacce samajhadAra

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AptavANI-3 171 hoNge| baccoM ke sAtha kahIM lAr3a-pyAra kiyA jAtA hogA? yaha lAr3a-pyAra to golI mAratA hai| lAr3a-pyAra dveSa meM badala jAtA hai| khIMca-tAnakara prIta karake calA lenA caahie| bAhara 'acchA lagatA hai' aisA kahanA caahie| lekina aMdara samajhanA ki z2abaradastI prIti kara rahe haiM, yaha saccA saMbaMdha nahIM hai| beTe ke saMbaMdha kA kaba patA calegA? ki jaba Apa eka ghaMTA use mAre, gAliyA~ deM, taba vaha kaladAra hai yA nahIM, usakA patA cala jaaegaa| yadi ApakA saccA beTA ho, to Apake mArane ke bAda bhI vaha Apako Apake paira chUkara kahegA ki bApUjI, ApakA hAtha bahuta du:kha rahA hogA! aisA kahanevAlA ho to sacce saMbaMdha rkhnaa| lekina yaha to eka ghaMTA beTe ko DA~TeM to beTA mArane daur3egA! yaha to moha ko lekara Asakti hotI hai| 'riyala beTA' kise kahA jAtA hai? ki bApa mara jAe to beTA bhI zamazAna meM jAkara kahe ki 'mujhe mara jAnA hai|' koI beTA bApa ke sAtha maratA hai ApakI muMbaI meM? yaha to saba parAI pIr3A hai| beTA aisA nahIM kahatA ki mujha para saba luTA do, lekina yaha to bApa hI beTe para saba luTA detA hai| yaha apanI hI bhUla hai| Apako bApa kI taraha sabhI farz2a nibhAne haiN| jitane ucita hoM utane sabhI farz2a nibhAne haiN| eka bApa apane beTe ko chAtI se lagAkara aise dabA rahA thA, usane khUba dabAyA, to beTe ne bApa ko kATa liyA! koI AtmA kisI kA pitA yA putra ho hI nahIM sktaa| isa kaliyuga meM to mA~ganevAle, lenadAra hI beTe banakara Ae hote haiM! hama grAhaka se kaheM ki mujhe tere binA acchA nahIM lagatA, tere binA acchA nahIM lagatA to grAhaka kyA karegA? maaregaa| yaha to rileTiva sagAIyA~ haiM, isameM se kaSAya khar3e hote haiN| isa rAga kaSAya meM se dveSa kaSAya khar3A hotA hai| khuzI meM uchalanA hI nahIM hai| yaha khIra uphane, taba cUlheM meM se lakar3I nikAla lenI par3atI hai, usake jaisA hai| ... phira bhI ucita vyavahAra kitanA? praznakartA : baccoM ke bAre meM kyA ucita hai aura kyA anucita, vaha samajha meM nahIM aataa| dAdAzrI : jitanA sAmane calakara karate haiM, vaha saba z2arUrata se

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172 AptavANI-3 I z2yAdA aklamaMdI hai| vaha pA~ca varSa taka hI karanA hotA hai / phira to beTA kahe ki bApUjI mujhe fIsa do / taba kahanA ki ' bhAI paisA yahA~ nala meM nahIM aataa| mujhe do dina pahale se kahanA cAhie thA / mujhe udhAra lekara Ane par3ate haiN|' aisA kahakara dUsare dina dene caahie| bacce to aisA samajha baiThe hote haiM ki jaise nala meM pAnI AtA hai vaise bApUjI pAnI hI dete haiN| isalie baccoM ke sAtha aisA vyavahAra rakhanA ki unase sagAI banI rahe aura ve sira para na car3ha baiThe, bigar3eM nahIM / yaha to beTe ko itanA adhika lAr3a karate haiM ki beTA bigar3a jAtA hai | atizaya lAr3a to hotA hogA? isa bakarI ke Upara pyAra AtA hai? bakarI meM aura baccoM meM kyA pharka hai? donoM hI AtmA haiN| atizaya lAr3a nahIM aura ni:spRha bhI nahIM ho jAnA caahie| beTe se kahanA cAhie ki koI kAmakAja ho to puuchnaa| jaba taka maiM baiThA hU~ taba taka koI ar3acana ho to puuchnaa| ar3acana ho tabhI, nahIM to hAtha mata ddaalnaa| yaha to beTe kI jeba meM se paise nIce gira rahe hoM to bApa zora macA detA hai, 'are caMdU, are caMdU / ' Apa kyoM zora macAte haiM? apane Apa pUchegA taba patA clegaa| isameM Apa kyoM kalaha karate ho? aura agara Apa nahIM hote to kyA hotA? 'vyavasthita' ke tAbe meM hai / aura binA kAma ke daqhala karate haiN| saMDAsa bhI vyavasthita ke tAbe hai, aura ApakA Apake pAsa hai| khuda ke svarUpa meM khuda ho, vahA~ puruSArtha hai| aura khuda kI svasattA hai| isa pudgala meM puruSArtha hai hI nahIM / pudgala prakRti ke adhIna hai| baccoM kA ahaMkAra jAgane ke bAda use kucha nahIM kaha sakate aura Apa kyoM kaheM? Thokara lagegI to siikheNge| bacce pA~ca varSa ke hoM taba taka kahane kI chUTa hai aura pA~ca se solaha varSavAle ko kabhI do capata mAranI bhI pdd'e| lekina bIsa varSa kA javAna hone ke bAda usakA nAma taka nahIM le sakate, eka akSara bhI nahIM bola sakate, bolanA vaha gunAha khlaaegaa| nahIM to kisI dina baMdUqa mAra degA / praznakartA : ye 'ansarTiphAiDa phAdara' aura 'madara' bana gae haiM isalie yaha paz2ala khar3A ho gayA hai? dAdAzrI : hA~, nahIM to bacce aise hote hI nahIM, bacce kahe anusAra caleM, aise hote| yaha to mA~-bApa hI bagaira ThikAne ke haiN| z2amIna aisI hai,

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AptavANI-3 173 bIja aisA hai, mAla bekAra hai! Upara se kahate haiM ki merA beTA mahAvIra banegA! mahAvIra to hote hoMge? mahAvIra kI mA~ to kaisI hotI hai? bApa z2arA Ter3hAmer3hA ho to cale lekina mA~ kaisI hotI hai? praznakartA : baccoM ko gar3hane ke lie yA saMskAra ke lie hameM kucha socanA hI nahIM cAhie? dAdAzrI : vicAra karane meM koI parezAnI nahIM hai| praznakartA : par3hAI to skUla meM hotI hai lekina gar3hane kA kyA? dAdAzrI : gar3hane kA kAma sunAra ko sauMpa denA cAhie, unake gar3hanevAle hote haiM ve gddh'eNge| beTA paMdraha varSa kA ho, taba taka use kahanA (TokanA) cAhie, taba taka jaise Apa ho, vaisA hI use gar3ha denaa| phira use usakI patnI hI gar3ha degii| yaha gar3hanA nahIM AtA, phira bhI loga gar3hate hI hai na? isalie gar3hAI acchI nahIM hotii| mUrti acchI nahIM bntii| nAka DhAI iMca kA honA cAhie, vahA~ sAr3he cAra iMca kA kara dete haiN| phira usakI vAipha AegI to kATakara ThIka karane jaaegii| phira vaha bhI use kATegA aura kahegA, 'A jaa|' farz2a meM nATakIya raho yaha nATaka hai! nATaka meM bIvI-baccoM ko hamezA ke lie khuda ke banA leM to kyA cala sakegA? hA~, nATaka meM bolate haiM, vaise bolane meM parezAnI nahIM hai| 'yaha merA bar3A beTA, zatAyu thaa|' lekina saba upalaka, suparaphluasa, naattkiiy| ina sabako saccA mAnA usake hI pratikramaNa karane par3ate haiN| yadi saccA na mAnA hotA to pratikramaNa karane hI nahIM paDate. jahA~ satya mAnane meM AyA vahA~ rAga aura dveSa zurU ho jAte haiM, aura pratikramaNa se hI mokSa hai| ye dAdAjI jo dikhAte haiM, usa AlocanA-pratikramaNapratyAkhyAna se mokSa hai| yaha saMsAra to tAyaphA (phajItA) hai bilkula, maz2Aka jaisA hai| eka ghaMTe yadi beTe ke sAtha lar3eM to beTA kyA kahegA? 'Apako yahA~ rahanA ho to maiM nahIM rhuuNgaa|' bApa kahe, 'maiM tujhe jAyadAda nahIM duuNgaa|' to beTA kahe,

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174 AptavANI - 3 4 'Apa nahIM denevAle kauna ?' yaha to mAra - Thokakara leM, aise haiM / are! korTa meM eka beTe ne vakIla se kahA ki, 'mere bApa kI nAka kaTe aisA karo to maiM tumheM tIna sau rupaye z2yAdA dU~gA / ' bApa beTe se kahatA hai ki, 'tujhe aisA jAnA hotA, to janma hote hI tujhe mAra DAlA hotA!' taba beTA kahe ki, 'Apane mAra nahIM DAlA, vahI to Azcarya hai na!' aisA nATaka honevAlA ho to kisa taraha mAroge ! aise-aise nATaka anaMta prakAra ke ho cuke haiM, are! sunate hI kAna ke parade phaTa jAe~ / are ! isase bhI taraha - taraha kA bahuta kucha jaga meM huA hai isalie ceto jagat se / aba 'khuda ke' deza kI ora mur3o, 'svadeza' meM clo| paradeza meM to bhUta hI bhUta hai / jahA~ jAo vhaaN| kutiyA baccoM ko dUdha pilAtI hai vaha z2arUrI hai, vaha koI upakAra nahIM krtii| bhaiMsa kA bachar3A do dina bhaiMsa kA dUdha nahIM pIe to bhaiMsa ko bahuta duHkha hotA hai| yaha to khuda kI g2araz2a se dUdha pilAte haiM | bApa beTe ko bar3A karatA hai vaha khuda kI g2araz2a se, usameM nayA kyA kiyA? vaha to farz2a hai| baccoM ke sAtha 'glAsa vida keyara' praznakartA : dAdA, ghara meM beTe-beTiyA~ sunate nahIM haiM, maiM hU~ phira bhI koI asara nahIM hotA / khUba DA~TatA dAdAzrI : yaha relave ke pArsala para lebala lagAyA huA Apane dekhA hai? 'glAsa vida keyara', aisA hotA hai na? vaise hI ghara meM bhI 'glAsa vida keyara' rakhanA caahie| aba glAsa ho aura use Apa hathaur3e mArate raho to kyA hogA? vaise hI ghara ke logoM ko kA~ca kI taraha sa~bhAlanA cAhie / Apako usa baMDala para cAhe jitanI bhI cir3ha car3hI ho, phira bhI use nIce pheMkoge? turanta par3ha loge ki 'glAsa vida keyara' ! ghara meM kyA hotA hai ki kucha bhI huA to Apa turaMta hI beTI ko kahane laga jAte ho, 'kyoM ye parsa kho DAlA? kahA~ gaI thI ? parsa kisa taraha kho gayA?' yaha Apa hathaur3e mArate rahate ho| yaha 'glAsa vida keyara' samajha jAe to phira svarUpajJAna nahIM diyA ho, phira bhI samajha jAegA /

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AptavANI-3 175 isa jagat ko sudhArane kA rAstA hI prema hai| jagat jise prema kahatA hai vaha prema nahIM hai, vaha to Asakti hai| beTI se prema karate ho, lekina vaha pyAlA phor3a de, taba prema rahatA hai? taba to cir3ha jAte haiN| matalaba, vaha Asakti hai| beTe-beTiyA~ haiM, Apako unake saMrakSaka kI taraha, TrasTI kI taraha rahanA hai| unakI zAdI karane kI ciMtA nahIM karanI hotI hai| ghara meM jo ho jAe use 'karekTa' kahanA, 'inkarekTa' kahoge to koI phAyadA nahIM hogaa| galata dekhanevAle ko saMtApa hogaa| ikalautA beTA mara gayA to karekTa hai, aisA kisI se nahIM kaha skte| vahA~ to aisA hI kahanA par3egA ki, bahuta galata ho gyaa| dikhAvA karanA pdd'egaa| DrAmeTika karanA pdd'egaa| bAkI aMdara to karekTa hI hai, aisA karake clnaa| pyAlA jaba taka hAtha meM hai taba taka pyAlA hai ! phira gira par3e aura phUTa jAe to karekTa hai aisA kahanA caahie| beTI se kahanA ki sa~bhAlakara dhIre se lenA lekina aMdara karekTa hai, aise khnaa| yadi krodha bharI vANI nahIM nikale taba phira sAmanevAle ko nahIM lgegii| mu~ha para bola denA, kevala usIko krodha nahIM kahate, aMdara-aMdara kur3hanA bhI krodha kahalAtA hai| sahana karanA, vaha to Dabala krodha hai| sahana karanA yAnI dabAte rahanA, vaha to jaba eka dina spriMga kI taraha uchalegA taba patA clegaa| sahana kyoM karanA hai? isakA to jJAna se hala lA denA hai| cUhe ne mUche kATI vaha 'dekhanA' hai aura 'jAnanA' hai, usameM ronA kisalie? yaha jagat dekhane-jAnane ke lie ghara, eka bagIcA eka bhAI mujhe kahate haiM ki, 'dAdA, ghara meM merI patnI aisA karatI hai, vaisA karatI hai|' taba maiMne kahA ki, 'patnI se pUcho ki vaha kyA kahatI hai?' vaha kahatI hai ki merA pati aisA bekAra hai| binA akla kA hai| aba isameM Apa sirpha khuda ke lie nyAya kyoM khojate ho? taba ve bhAI kahate haiM ki merA to ghara bigar3a gayA hai| bacce bigar3a gae haiN| bIvI bigar3a gaI hai| maiMne kahA, 'kucha bhI nahIM bigdd'aa| Apako usakA dhyAna rakhanA nahIM aataa| Apako apane ghara kA dhyAna rakhanA AnA caahie|' ApakA

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176 AptavANI-3 ghara to bagIcA hai| satyuga, tretA aura dvAparayuga meM ghara kheta jaise hote the| kisI kheta meM kevala gulAba hI, kisI kheta meM kevala caMpA, kisI meM kevar3A, aisA thaa| aba isa kaliyuga meM kheta nahIM rahe, bagIce bana gae haiN| isalie eka gulAba, eka mogarA aura eka camelI! aba Apa ghara meM bujurga, gulAba hoM aura ghara meM sabako gulAba banAnA cAhate ho, dUsare phUloM se kahate ho ki mere jaisA kyoM nahIM hai| tU to sapheda hai| terA sapheda phUla kyoM AyA? gulAbI phUla laa| aise sAmanevAle ko mArate rahate ho! are! phala ko dekhanA to siikho| Apako itanA hI karanA hai ki yaha kaisI prakRti hai? kisa prakAra kA phUla hai? phala-phUla Ae, taba taka paudhe ko dekhate rahanA hai ki yaha kaisA paudhA hai? mujhameM kA~Te haiM aura isameM nahIM haiN| merA gulAba kA paudhA hai, isakA gulAba kA nahIM hai| phira phUla Ae~, taba Apa jAno ki 'ohoho! yaha to mogarA hai !' taba usake sAtha mogare jaisA vyavahAra rakhanA caahie| camelI ho to usa anusAra vartana rakhanA caahie| sAmanevAle kI prakRti ke anusAra vartana rakhanA caahie| pahale to ghara meM bUr3he hote the taba phira unake kahe anusAra bacce calate the, bahue~ calatI thiiN| jaba ki kaliyuga meM alaga-alaga prakRtiyA~ haiM, ve kisI se mela nahIM khAte, isalie isa kAla meM to ghara meM sabakI prakRti ke svabhAva ke sAtha eDajasTa hokara hI kAma lenA caahie| vaha eDajasTa nahIM hogA to rilezana bigar3a jaaeNge| isIlie bagIce ko sa~bhAlo aura gArDanara bana jaao| vAipha kI prakRti alaga hotI hai, beToM kI alaga, beTiyoM kI alaga-alaga prakRti hotI haiN| yAnI ki haraeka kI prakRti kA lAbha utthaao| yaha to rileTiva saMbaMdha haiM, vAipha bhI rileTiva hai| are! yaha deha hI rileTiva hai na! rileTiva matalaba yadi unake sAtha bigAr3oge to ve alaga ho jAe~ge! kisIko sudhArane kI zakti isa kAla meM khatma ho gaI hai| isalie sudhArane kI AzA chor3a do, kyoMki mana-vacana-kAyA kI ekAtmavRtti ho tabhI sAmanevAlA sudhara sakatA hai, mana meM jaisA ho, vaisA vANI meM nikale aura vaisA hI vartana meM ho tabhI sAmanevAlA sudhregaa| abhI to aisA hai nhiiN| ghara meM haraeka ke sAtha kaisA vyavahAra rakhanA hai, ki jisase usameM normeliTI A ske|

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AptavANI-3 177 usameM mUrchita hone jaisA hai hI kyA? kitane bacce to 'dAdA, dAdA' kaheM, taba dAdAjI aMdara khuza hote haiM! are! bacce 'dAdA, dAdA' na kare to kyA 'mAmA, mAmA' kareMge? ye bacce 'dAdA, dAdA' karate haiM, lekina aMdara samajhate haiM ki 'dAdA yAnI thor3e samaya meM mara jAnevAle haiM ve, jo Ama aba bekAra ho gae haiM, pheMkane jaise haiM, unakA nAma dAdA!' aura dAdA aMdara khuza hotA hai ki maiM dAdA bana gayA! aisA jagat hai| are! pApA se bhI yadi baccA jAkara mIThI bhASA meM kahe ki 'pApA, calo, mammI cAya pIne bulA rahI hai|' to pApA aMdara aisA gadgada ho jAtA hai, aisA gadgada ho jAtA hai, jaise sA~Da muskuraayaa| eka to bAlabhASA, aura mIThI-totalI bhASA, usameM bhI jaba pApA kahe... taba vahA~ to prAima minisTara ho to usakA bhI koI hisAba nhiiN| ye to mana meM na jAne kyA mAna baiThA hai ki mere alAvA koI pApA hai hI nhiiN| are pAgala! ye kutte, gadhe, billI, nire pApA hI hai n| kauna pApA nahIM hai? ye saba kalaha usIkI hai na? samajha-bUjhakara koI pApA na bane, aisA koI cAritra kisI ke udaya meM Ae to usakI to AratI utAranI pdd'egii| bAkI sabhI pApA banate hI haiM na? baoNsa ne oNphisa meM DA~TA ho, aura ghara para beTA 'pApA, pApA' kare taba usa ghar3I saba bhUla jAtA hai aura AnaMda hotA hai| kyoMki yaha bhI eka prakAra kI madirA hI hai, jo sabakucha bhulA detI hai! koI baccA na ho aura bacce kA janma ho to vaha ha~sAtA hai, pitA ko bahuta AnaMda karavAtA hai| jaba vaha jAtA hai, taba rulAtA hai, utanA hii| isalie Apako itanA jAna lenA hai ki jo Ae haiM ve jaba jAe~ge, taba kyA-kyA hogA? isIlie Aja se ha~sanA hI nhiiN| phira jhaMjhaTa hI nahIM na! yaha to kisa janma meM bacce nahIM the? kutte, billI, saba jagaha bacce-bacce aura bacce hI sIne se lagAe haiN| isa billI ko bhI beTiyA~ hotI hI haiM na? vyavahAra normeliTIpUrvaka honA cAhie isalie haraeka meM normeliTI lA do| eka A~kha meM prema aura eka

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178 AptavANI-3 A~kha meM kaThoratA rkhnaa| sakhtI se sAmanevAle ko bahuta nukasAna nahIM hotA, krodha karane se bahuta nukasAna hotA hai| sakhtI yAnI krodha nahIM, lekina phuphkaar| hama bhI kAma para jAte haiM taba phuphakAra mArate haiN| kyoM aisA karate ho? kyoM kAma nahIM karate? vyavahAra meM jisa taraha jisa bhAva kI z2arUrata ho, vahA~ vaha bhAva utpanna na ho to vaha vyavahAra bigar3A huA khlaaegaa| eka vyakti mere pAsa aayaa| vaha baiMka kA menejara thaa| vaha mujhase kahatA hai ki mere ghara meM merI vAipha ko aura baccoM ko maiM eka akSara bhI nahIM khtaa| maiM bilkula ThaMDA rahatA huuN| maiMne unase kahA, 'Apa aMtima prakAra ke bekAra manuSya ho| isa duniyA meM kisI kAma ke nahIM ho aap|' vaha vyakti mana meM samajhA ki maiM aisA kahU~gA, taba phira ye dAdA mujhe bar3A inAma deNge| are bevakUpha, isakA inAma hotA hogA? beTA ulTA kara rahA ho, taba use 'kyoM aisA kiyA? aba aisA mata krnaa|' aise nATakIya bolanA caahie| nahIM to beTA aisA hI samajhegA ki Apa jo kucha kara rahe ho vaha karekTa hI hai| kyoMki pitAjI ne eksepTa kiyA hai| aisA nahIM bole, isalie to sira para savAra ho gae haiN| bolanA saba hai lekina nATakIya! baccoM ko rAta ko baiThAkara samajhAe~, bAtacIta kareM, ghara ke sabhI konoM meM kacarA to sApha karanA par3egA na? baccoM ko z2arA-sA hilAne kI hI z2arUrata hotI hai| vaise saMskAra to hote haiM, lekina hilAne kI z2arUrata hotI hai| unheM hilAne meM koI gunAha hai? praznakartA : dAdA, merA beTA paMdraha sau rupaye mahIne kamAtA hai, maiM riTAyarDa hU~, usake sAtha rahatA huuN| aba beTA aura bahU mujhe Tokate rahate haiM ki Apa aisA kyoM karate ho? bAhara kyoM jAte ho? isalie maiM unase kahanevAlA hU~ ki maiM ghara meM se calA jaauuNgaa| dAdAzrI : khilAte-pilAte haiM acchI taraha se? praznakartA : hA~, daadaa| dAdAzrI : taba phira 'calA jAU~gA' aisA nahIM bolte| aura kabhI kahane ke bAda meM nahIM jA pAe~, to apane bola khuda ko hI nigalane pdd'eNge|

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AptavANI-3 179 praznakartA : taba phira mujhe unheM kucha bhI nahIM kahanA cAhie? dAdAzrI : bahuta huA to dhIre se kahanA ki aisA karo to acchA, phira mAnanA na mAnanA ApakI maraz2I kI bAta hai| ApakI dhaula sAmanevAle ko lage aisI ho aura usase sAmanevAle meM badalAva hotA ho tabhI dhaula mAranA aura yadi vaha polI dhaula mAroge to vaha ulTA biphregaa| usase behatara to dhaula nahIM mAranA hai| ghara meM cAra bacce hoM, unameM se do kI koI bhUla nahIM ho taba bhI bApa unheM DA~TatA rahatA hai aura dUsare do bhUla karate hI rahate hoM, phira bhI unheM kucha nahIM khtaa| yaha saba usake pUrva ke rUTakaoNz2a ke kAraNa hai| usakI to AzA hI mata rakhanA praznakartA : baccoM ko ciraMjIvI kyoM kahate hoMge? dAdAzrI : ciraMjIvI nahIM likheM to dUsare zabda ghusa jaaeNge| yaha beTA bar3A ho aura sukhI ho, hamArI arthI uThane se pahale use sukhI dekheM aisI bhAvanA hai na? phira bhI aMdara mana meM aisI AzA hai ki yaha bur3hApe meM sevA kre| ye Ama ke per3a kyoM ugAte haiM? Ama khAne ke lie| lekina Aja ke bacce, ve Ama ke per3a kaise haiM? unameM do hI Ama Ae~ge aura bApa ke pAsa se dUsare do Ama maaNgeNge| isalie AzA mata rkhnaa| eka bhAI kahate haiM ki merA beTA kahatA hai ki Apako mahIne ke sau rupaye bhejUM? taba ve bhAI kahate haiM ki maiMne to use kaha diyA ki bhAI, mujhe tere bAsamatI kI z2arUrata nahIM hai, mere yahA~ bAjarA ugatA hai| usase peTa bhara jAtA hai| yaha nayA vyApAra kahA~ zurU kareM? jo hai usameM saMtoSa hai| 'mitratA', vaha bhI 'eDajasTamenTa' praznakartA : baccoM ko mehamAna mAneM? dAdAzrI : mehamAna mAnane kI z2arUrata nahIM hai| ina baccoM ko sudhArane ke lie eka rAstA hai, unake sAtha mitratA kro| hamane to bacapana se hI

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180 AptavANI-3 yaha rAstA cunA thaa| isalie itane choTe bacce ke sAtha bhI mitratA hai aura pacAsI sAla ke bUr3he ke sAtha bhI mitratA! baccoM ke sAtha mitratA kA sevana karanA caahie| bacce prema DhU~Dhate haiM, lekina prema unheM milatA nhiiN| isalie phira unakI muzkileM ve hI jAneM, kaha bhI nahIM sakate aura saha bhI nahIM skte| Aja ke yuvAoM ke lie rAstA, hamAre pAsa hai| isa jahAja kA mastUla kisa tarapha lenA, vaha hameM aMdara se hI rAstA milatA hai| mere pAsa aisA prema utpanna huA hai ki jo bar3hatA nahIM aura ghaTatA bhI nhiiN| bar3hatAghaTatA hai vaha Asakti kahalAtI hai| jo baDhe-ghaTe nahIM vaha paramAtma prema hai| isIlie koI bhI manuSya vaza meM ho jAtA hai| mujhe kisIko vaza meM nahIM karanA hai, phira bhI prema se harakoI vaza meM rahatA hai, hama to nimitta kharA dharmodaya hI aba praznakartA : isa nayI prajA meM se dharma kA lopa kisalie hotA jA rahA hai? dAdAzrI : dharma kA lopa to ho hI gayA hai, lopa honA bAkI hI nahIM rhaa| aba to dharma kA udaya ho rahA hai| jaba lopa ho jAtA hai, taba udaya kI zurUAta hotI hai| jaise isa sAgara meM bhATA pUrA ho, taba Adhe ghaMTe meM jvAra kI zurUAta hotI hai| usI taraha yaha jagat calatA rahatA hai| jvAra-bhATA niyama ke anusAra / dharma ke binA to manuSya jI hI nahIM sktaa| dharma ke alAvA dUsarA AdhAra hI kyA hai manuSya ko? ye bacce to darpaNa haiN| baccoM ke Upara se patA calatA hai ki hamameM kitanI bhUla hai| bApa rAtabhara soe nahIM aura beTA ArAma se sotA hai, usameM bApa kI bhUla hai| maiMne bApa se kahA ki, 'isameM terI hI bhUla hai| tUne hI pichale janma meM beTe ko sira para car3hAyA thA, bahakAyA thA, aura vaha bhI terI kisI lAlaca kI khaatir|' yaha to samajhane jaisA hai| yaha ansarTiphAiDa phAdara aura ansarTiphAiDa madara kI kokha se bacce janme haiM, usameM ve kyA kareM? bIsa-paccIsa varSa ke hote haiM, taba bApa bana jAte haiN| abhI taka unakA hI

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AptavANI-3 181 bApa una para cillA rahA hotA hai! yaha to rAmabharose phAdara bana jAte haiN| isameM baccoM kA kyA doSa? ye bacce hamAre pAsa sArI bhUleM kabUla karate haiM, corI kI ho, taba bhI kabUla kara lete haiN| AlocanA to gaz2aba kA puruSa ho vahIM para hotI hai| hindustAna kA kisI adbhuta sTeja meM badalAva ho jaaegaa| saMskAra prApta karavAe, aisA cAritra cAhie praznakartA : dAdA, gharasaMsAra pUrA zAMtimaya rahe aura aMtarAtmA kA jatana ho aisA kara diijie| dAdAzrI : gharasaMsAra zAMtimaya rahe utanA hI nahIM, magara bacce bhI hamArA dekhakara adhika saMskArI baneMge, aisA hai| yaha to saba mA~-bApa kA pAgalapana dekhakara bacce bhI pAgala ho gae haiM, kyoMki mA~-bApa ke AcAra-vicAra yogya nahIM hai| pati-patnI bhI jaba bacce baiThe hoM tabhI cher3akhAnI karate haiM, taba phira bacce bigar3eMge nahIM to aura kyA hogA? baccoM meM kaise saMskAra par3ate haiM? maryAdA to rakhanI cAhie na? ina aMgAroM kA kaisA oN lagatA hai? choTA baccA aMgAro kA oN rakhatA hai na? mA~-bApa ke mana phrekcara ho gae haiM, mana vihavala ho gae haiN| kaisI bhI vANI bolate haiN| sAmanevAle ko du:khadAyI ho jAe vaisI vANI bolate haiM, isIlie bacce bigar3a jAte haiN| Apa aisA bolate haiM ki pati ko duHkha hotA hai aura pati aisA bolatA hai ki Apako duHkha hotA hai| yaha to sArI paz2ala khar3I ho gaI hai| hindustAna meM aisA nahIM hotaa| paraMtu yaha kaliyuga kA nimitta hai, aisA hI hai| usameM bhI yaha eka gaz2aba kA vijJAna nikalA hai, to jise milegA usakA kAma nikala jaaegaa| ... isalie sadbhAvanA kI ora mor3o praznakartA : bacce Ter3he caleM, to kyA karanA cAhie? dAdAzrI : bacce Ter3he rAste jAe~, taba bhI Apako use dekhate rahanA hai aura jAnate rahanA hai| aura mana meM bhAva taya karanA hai aura prabhu se prArthanA karanI cAhie ki isa para kRpA kro|

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AptavANI-3 Apako to jo huA vahI karekTa kahanA caahie| jo bhugate usIkI bhUla hai| huA vahI karekTa kahakara calo to hala aaegaa| bhagavAna ne kahA, 'tU sudhara to terI hAz2irI se saba sudharegA / ' 182 choTe beTe-beTiyoM ko samajhAnA cAhie ki subaha nahA-dhokara sUryapUjA kareM aura roz2a saMkSepa meM boleM ki mujhe tathA jagat ko sadbuddhi do, jagat kA kalyANa kro| itanA hI boleMge to unheM saMskAra mile haiM, aisA kahA jAegA aura mA~-bApa kA karmabaMdhana chUTa jaaegaa| yaha to saba anivArya hai| mA~-bApa ne pA~ca haz2Ara kA udhAra lekara beTe ko par3hAyA ho, phira bhI kisI dina beTA uddaMDatA kare to bolakara batAnA nahIM cAhie ki 'hamane tujhe pddh'aayaa|' vaha to Apa DyUTI bAunDa the, farz2a thaa| farz2a thA, vaha kiyA / Apako apanA farz2a nibhAnA hai /

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[5] samajha se sohe gRhasaMsAra matabheda meM samAdhAna kisa prakAra? kAla vicitra A rahA hai| A~dhiyoM para A~dhiyA~ AnevAlI haiM! isalie sAvadhAna rhnaa| ye jaise pavana kI A~dhiyA~ AtI haiM na vaise kudarata kI A~dhI A rahI hai| manuSyoM ke sira para bhArI muzkileM haiN| zakarakaMda bhaTThI meM bhunatA hai, vaise loga bhuna rahe haiN| kisake AdhAra para jI rahe haiM, usakI khuda ko bhI samajha nahIM hai| apane ApameM se zraddhA bhI calI gaI hai! aba kyA ho? ghara meM vAipha ke sAtha matabheda ho jAe to usakA samAdhAna karanA nahIM AtA, baccoM ke sAtha matabheda khar3A ho jAe to usakA samAdhAna karanA AtA nahIM aura ulajhana meM rahatA hai| praznakartA : pati to aisA hI kahatA hai na ki vAipha samAdhAna kare, maiM nahIM kruuNgaa| dAdAzrI : haM... yAnI ki limiTa pUrI ho gii| vAipha samAdhAna kare aura samAdhAna na karo to ApakI limiTa ho gaI puurii| kharA puruSa ho na to vaha aisA bole ki vAipha khuza ho jAe aura aise karake gAr3I Age bddh'aae| aura Apa to paMdraha-paMdraha dinoM taka, mahInoM taka gAr3I khar3I rakhate ho, aisA nahIM clegaa| jaba taka sAmanevAle kA mana kA samAdhAna nahIM hogA taba taka Apako muzkila hai| isIlie samAdhAna karanA caahie| praznakartA : sAmanevAle kA samAdhAna ho gayA, aisA kisa taraha kahA jAegA? sAmanevAle kA samAdhAna ho jAe, lekina usameM usakA ahita ho to? dAdAzrI : vaha Apako dekhanA nahIM hai| yadi sAmanevAle kA ahita

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184 AptavANI-3 ho, to vaha sAmanevAle ko dekhanA hai| Apako sAmanevAle kA hitAhita dekhanA hai, lekina Apa meM, hita dekhanevAle meM, Apa meM zakti kyA hai? Apa apanA hI hita nahIM dekha sakate, phira dUsare kA hita kyA dekhate ho? saba apanI-apanI zakti ke anusAra hita dekhate haiM, utanA hita dekhanA caahie| lekina sAmanevAle ke hita kI khAtira TakarAva khar3A ho, aisA nahIM honA caahie| praznakartA : sAmanevAle kA samAdhAna karane kA hama prayatna kareM, lekina usameM pariNAma alaga hI AnevAlA hai, aisA hameM patA ho to usakA kyA karanA cAhie? dAdAzrI : pariNAma kucha bhI Ae, Apako to 'sAmanevAle kA samAdhAna karanA hai' itanA nizcita rakhanA hai| samabhAva se nikAla karane kA nizcita karo, phira nikAla ho yA na ho vaha pahale se dekhanA nahIM hai| aura nikAla hogaa| Aja nahIM to dUsare dina hogA, tIsare dina hogA, gAr3hA ho to do varSa meM, tIna varSa meM yA cAra varSa meM hogaa| vAipha ke RNAnubaMdha bahuta gAr3ha hote haiM, baccoM ke gAr3ha hote haiM, mA~-bApa ke gAr3ha hote haiM, vahA~ z2arA z2yAdA samaya lagatA hai| ye saba apane sAtha meM hI hote haiM, vahA~ nikAla dhIre-dhIre hotA hai| lekina hamane nizcita kiyA hai ki kabhI na kabhI 'hameM samabhAva se nikAla karanA hI hai', isalie eka dina usakA nikAla hokara rahegA, usakA aMta aaegaa| jahA~ gAr3ha RNAnubaMdha hoM, vahA~ bahuta jAgRti rakhanI par3atI hai, itanA choTA-sA sA~pa ho lekina sAvadhAna, aura sAvadhAna hI rahanA par3atA hai| aura yadi bekhabara raheMge, ajAgRta raheMge to samAdhAna nahIM hogaa| sAmanevAlA vyakti bola jAe aura Apa bhI bolo, bola liyA usameM harja nahIM hai paraMtu bolane ke pIche aisA nizcaya hai ki 'samabhAva se nikAla karanA hai' isalie Apako dveSa nahIM rhtaa| bolA jAnA, vaha pudgala kA hai aura dveSa rahanA, usake pIche khuda kA AdhAra hai| isalie hameM to samabhAva se nikAla karanA hai', aise nizcita karake kAma karate jAo, hisAba cukatA ho hI jaaeNge| aura Aja mA~ganevAle ko nahIM de pAe to kala diyA jAegA, holI para diyA jAegA, nahIM to dipAvalI para diyA jaaegaa| lekina mA~ganevAlA le hI jaaegaa|

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AptavANI-3 185 isa jagat ke loga hisAba cukAne ke bAda arthI meM jAte haiN| isa janma ke to cukA hI detA hai, kisI bhI taraha se, aura phira naye bA~dhatA hai ve alg| aba hama naye bA~dhate nahIM hai aura purAne isa bhava meM cukatA ho hI jAnevAle haiN| sArA hisAba cukatA ho gayA isalie bhAI cale arthI lekara! jahA~ kisI bhI khAte meM bAkI rahA ho, vahA~ thor3e dina adhika rahanA pdd'egaa| isa bhava kA isa deha ke AdhAra para saba cukatA ho hI jAtA hai| phira yahA~ jitanI gA~The DAlI hoM, ve sAtha meM le jAtA hai aura phira vApasa nayA hisAba zurU hotA hai| ...isalie TakarAva TAlo isalie jahA~ ho vahA~ se TakarAva ko ttaalo| yaha TakarAva karake isa loka kA to bigAr3ate haiM paraMtu paraloka bhI bigAr3ate haiM ! jo isa loka kA bigAr3atA hai, vaha paraloka kA bigAr3e binA rahatA hI nahIM! jisakA yaha loka sudhare, usakA paraloka sudharatA hai| isa bhava meM Apako kisI bhI prakAra kI ar3acana nahIM AI to samajhanA ki parabhava meM bhI ar3acana hai hI nahIM aura agara yahA~ ar3acana khar3I kI to ve saba vahIM para AnevAlI haiN| praznakartA : TakarAva meM TakarAva kareM to kyA hotA hai? dAdAzrI : sira phUTa jAtA hai! eka vyakti mujhe saMsAra pAra karane kA rAstA pUcha rahA thaa| use maiMne kahA ki TakarAva ttaalnaa| mujhe pUchA ki 'TakarAva TAlanA matalaba kyA?' taba maiMne kahA ki 'Apa sIdhe cala rahe hoM aura bIca meM khaMbhA Ae to ghUmakara jAnA cAhie yA khaMbhe ke sAtha TakarAnA cAhie?' taba usane kahA, 'nA! TakarAe~ge to sira phUTa jaaegaa|' yaha patthara aise bIca meM par3A huA ho to kyA karanA cAhie? ghUmakara jAnA caahie| yaha bhaiMsa kA bhAI rAste meM bIca meM Ae to kyA karoge? bhaiMsa ke bhAI ko pahacAnate ho na Apa? vaha A rahA ho to ghUmakara jAnA par3egA, nahIM to sira mArakara tor3a ddaalegaa| vaise hI yadi manuSya A rahe hoM to bhI ghUmakara jAnA par3atA hai| vaisA hI TakarAva kA hai| koI manuSya DA~Tane Ae, zabda bamagole jaise A rahe hoM taba Apa samajha jAnA ki 'TakarAva TAlanA hai|' Apake mana para asara bilkula nahIM ho, phira bhI acAnaka

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AptavANI - 3 kucha asara ho gayA, taba Apa samajhanA ki sAmanevAle ke mana kA asara Apa para par3A, taba Apako khisaka jAnA caahie| ve saba TakarAva haiM / ise jaise-jaise samajhate jAoge, vaise-vaise TakarAva ko TAlate jAoge, TakarAva TAlane se mokSa hotA hai / yaha jagat TakarAva hI hai, spaMdana svarUpa hai / 186 eka vyakti ko san ikyAvana meM yaha eka zabda diyA thA / 'TakarAva TAla' kahA thA aura aise usako samajhAyA thA / maiM zAstra par3ha rahA thA, taba usane mujhe Akara kahA ki dAdA, mujhe kucha diijie| vaha mere yahA~ naukarI karatA thA, taba maiMne usase kahA, 'tujhe kyA deM? tU sArI duniyA ke sAtha lar3akara AtA hai, mArapITa karake AtA hai / ' relve meM bhI lar3AI-jhagar3A karatA hai, yoM to paisoM kA pAnI karatA hai aura relve meM jo niyamAnusAra bharanA hai, vaha bhI nahIM bharatA aura Upara se jhagar3A karatA hai, yaha saba maiM jAnatA thaa| isalie maiMne use kahA ki tU TakarAva TAla / dUsarA kucha tujhe sIkhane kI z2arUrata nahIM hai| vaha Aja taka abhI bhI pAlana kara rahA hai| abhI Apa usake sAtha TakarAva karane ke naye-naye tarIke DhU~Dha nikAlo, taraha-taraha kI gAliyA~ do, phira bhI vaha aise khisaka jaaegaa| | isalie TakarAva TAlo, TakarAva se yaha jagat utpanna huA hai| use bhagavAna ne 'baira se utpanna huA hai', aisA kahA hai / haraeka manuSya, are jIva mAtra baira rakhatA hai| z2yAdA kucha huA ki baira rakhe bagaira rahatA nahIM hai / vaha phira sA~pa ho, bicchU ho, baila ho yA bhaiMsA ho, koI bhI ho, paraMtu baira rakhatA hai| kyoMki sabameM AtmA hai| Atmazakti sabhI meM eka-sI hai| kyoMki yaha pudgala kI kamaz2orI ke kAraNa sahana karanA par3atA hai / paraMtu sahana karane ke sAtha hI vaha baira rakhe bagaira rahatA nahIM hai aura agale janma meM vaha unakA baira vasUlatA hai vApasa ! sahana? nahIM, solyuzana lAo praznakartA : dAdA, Apane jo 'TakarAva TAlanA' kahA hai, matalaba sahana karanA aisA artha hotA hai na? dAdAzrI : TakarAva TAlane kA matalaba sahana karanA nahIM hai / sahana karoge to kitanA karoge? sahanA karanA aura spriMga dabAnA, vaha donoM eka

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AptavANI-3 jaisA hai| spriMga dabAI huI kitane dina rahegI? isalie sahana karanA to sIkhanA hI mata, solyuzana lAnA siikho| 187 ajJAna dazA meM to sahana hI karanA hotA hai / phira eka dina spriMga uchale to saba girA de, lekina vaha to kudarata kA niyama hI aisA hai| jagat kA aisA niyama hI nahIM hai ki kisI ke kAraNa Apako sahana karanA pdd'e| dUsaroM ke hisAba se jo kucha sahana karanA par3atA hai, vaha ApakA hI hisAba hotA hai| paraMtu Apako patA nahIM calatA ki yaha kauna-se khAte kA, kahA~ kA mAla hai? isIlie Apa aisA samajhate haiM ki 'isane nayA mAla udhAra denA zurU kiyaa|' nayA koI detA hI nahIM, diyA huA hI vApasa AtA hai| apane jJAna meM sahana nahIM karanA hotA / jJAna se jA~ca lenA cAhie ki sAmanevAlA 'zuddhAtmA' hai| yaha jo AyA hai vaha mere hI karma ke udaya se AyA hai, sAmanevAlA to nimitta hai| phira yaha jJAna iTaselpha hI paz2ala saoNlva kara degaa| praznakartA : usakA artha aisA huA ki mana meM samAdhAna karanA cAhie ki yaha mAla thA vaha vApasa AyA aisA na? dAdAzrI : vaha khuda zuddhAtmA hai aura usakI prakRti hai / prakRti yaha phala detI hai| hama zuddhAtmA haiM, vaha bhI zuddhAtmA haiM / aba donoM ko 'vAyara' kahA~ lAgU par3atA hai? vaha prakRti aura yaha prakRti, donoM Amane-sAmane saba hisAba cukA rahe haiN| usameM isa prakRti ke karma kA udaya hai isalie vaha kucha detA hai| isIlie Apako kahanA cAhie ki yaha apane hI karma kA udaya hai aura sAmanevAlA nimitta hai, vaha de gayA isalie apanA hisAba cokhA ho gyaa| jahA~ yaha solyuzana ho, vahA~ phira sahana karane kA rahatA hI nahIM na? sahana karane se kyA hogA? aisA spaSTa nahIM samajhAoge to eka dina vaha spriMga kuudegii| kUdI huI spriMga Apane dekhI hai? merI spriMga bahuta kUdatI thii| kaI dinoM taka maiM bahuta sahana kara letA thA aura phira eka dina spriMga uchalatI to sabhI ur3Akara rakha detA / yaha saba ajJAna dazA kA, mujhe usakA khayAla hai| vaha mere lakSya meM hai / isalie to kaha detA hU~ na ki sahana karanA

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188 AptavANI-3 mata siikhnaa| vaha to ajJAnadazA meM sahana karane kA hotA hai| apane yahA~ to vizleSaNa kara denA hai ki isakA pariNAma kyA, usakA pariNAma kyA, khAte meM acchI taraha se dekha lenA cAhie, koI vastu khAte kI bAhara kI nahIM hotii| hisAba cuke yA 'kaoNz2ez2a' par3e? praznakartA : nayA lena-dena na ho vaha kisa taraha hogA? dAdAzrI : nayA lena-dena kise kahate haiM? kaoNz2ez2a ko nayA lenadena kahate haiM, yaha to iphekTa hI hai sirpha! yahA~ jo-jo hotA hai vaha saba iphekTa hI hai aura kaoNz2ez2a adarzanIya hai| indriyoM se kaoNz2ez2a dikhate nahIM hai, jo dikhate haiM ve saba iphekTa hai| isalie hameM samajhanA cAhie ki hisAba cuka gyaa| nayA jo hotA hai, vaha to aMdara ho rahA hai, vaha abhI nahIM dikhegA, vaha to jaba pariNAma AegA tb| abhI vaha to hisAba meM nahIM likhA gayA hai, abhI to kacce hisAba meM se abhI to bahIkhAte meM aaegaa| praznakartA : pichalIvAlI pakkI bahI kA hisAba abhI AtA hai? dAdAzrI : haaN| praznakartA : yaha TakarAva hotA hai, vaha 'vyavasthita' ke AdhAra para hI hotA hogA na? dAdAzrI : hA~, TakarAva hai vaha 'vyavasthita' ke AdhAra para hai, paraMtu aisA kaba kahalAegA? TakarAva ho jAne ke baad| 'mujhe TakarAva nahIM karanA hai', aisA ApakA nizcaya hai aura sAmane khaMbhA dikhe, taba phira Apa samajha jAte ho ki khaMbhA A rahA hai, ghUmakara jAnA par3egA, TakarAnA to nahIM hai| lekina isake bAvajUda bhI TakarA gae, to kahanA cAhie ki vyavasthita hai| pahale se hI 'vyavasthita hai' aisA mAnakara caloge, taba to 'vyavasthita' kA durupayoga huA khlaaegaa| 'nyAya svarUpa', vahA~ upAya tapa praznakartA : TakarAva TAlane kI, samabhAva se nikAla karane kI

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AptavANI-3 hamArI vRtti hotI hai, phira bhI sAmanevAlA vyakti hameM parezAna kare, apamAna kare, to kyA karanA cAhie hameM ? 189 dAdAzrI : kucha nhiiN| vaha apanA hisAba hai, to 'usakA samabhAva se nikAla karanA hai' Apako aisA nizcita rakhanA caahie| Apako apane niyama meM hI rahanA cAhie, aura apane Apa apanA paz2ala saoNlva karate rahanA caahie| praznakartA : sAmanevAlA vyakti apanA apamAna kare aura hameM apamAna lage, usakA kAraNa apanA ahaMkAra hai ? dAdAzrI : saca meM to sAmanevAlA apamAna karatA hai, taba ApakA ahaMkAra pighalA detA hai, aura vaha bhI DrAmeTika ahaMkAra / jitanA eksesa ahaMkAra hotA hai vaha pighalatA hai, usameM kyA bigar3a jAnevAlA hai? ye karma chUTane nahIM dete haiN| hameM to, choTA baccA sAmane ho to bhI kahanA cAhie, 'aba chuTakArA kara / ' Apake sAtha kisI ne anyAya kiyA aura Apako aisA ho ki mere sAtha yaha anyAya kyoM kiyA, to Apako karma bNdhegaa| kyoMki ApakI bhUla ko lekara sAmanevAle ko anyAya karanA par3atA hai| aba yahA~ kahA~ mati pahu~ce? jagat to kalaha karake rakha detA hai ! bhagavAna kI bhASA meM koI nyAya bhI nahIM karatA aura anyAya bhI nahIM karatA / karekTa karatA hai| aba ina logoM kI mati kahA~ se pahu~ce ? ghara meM matabheda kama hoM, tor3aphor3a kama ho, AsapAsavAloM kA prema bar3he to samajhanA ki bAta samajha meM A gii| nahIM to bAta samajha meM AI hI nahIM / jJAna kahatA hai ki tU nyAya khojegA to tU mUrkha hai! isalie usakA upAya hai, tapa! kisI ne Apake sAtha anyAya kiyA ho to vaha bhagavAna kI bhASA meM karekTa haiM, jise saMsAra kI bhASA meM galata kiyA, aisA kaheMge / yaha jagat nyAyasvarUpa hai, gappa nahIM hai| eka macchara bhI jAe hI Apako chU jAe, aisA nahIM hai| macchara ne chuA yAnI ApakA koI kAraNa

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190 AptavANI-3 hai| bAkI yoM hI eka spaMdana bhI Apako chue aisA nahIM hai| Apa saMpUrNa svataMtra ho| kisI kI daqhala ApameM nahIM hai| praznakartA : TakarAva meM mauna hitakArI hai yA nahIM? dAdAzrI : mauna to bahuta hitakArI kahalAtA hai| praznakartA : paraMtu dAdA, bAhara mauna hotA hai, paraMtu aMdara to bahuta ghamAsAna cala rahA hotA hai, usakA kyA hogA? dAdAzrI : vaha kAma kA nahIM hai| mauna to sabase pahale mana kA caahie| uttama to, eDajasTa evarIvhera praznakartA : jIvana meM svabhAva nahIM milate isIlie TakarAva hotA hai na? dAdAzrI : TakarAva hotA hai, usIkA nAma saMsAra hai! praznakartA : TakarAva hone kA kAraNa kyA hai? dAdAzrI : ajnyaantaa| praznakartA : sirpha seTha ke sAtha hI TakarAva hotA hai aisA nahIM hai, sabake sAtha hotA hai, usakA kyA? dAdAzrI : hA~, sabake sAtha hotA hai| are! isa dIvAra ke sAtha bhI hotA hai| praznakartA : usakA rAstA kyA hogA? dAdAzrI : hama batAte haiM, phira dIvAra ke sAtha bhI TakarAva nahIM hogaa| isa dIvAra ke sAtha TakarAtA hai usameM kisakA doSa? jise lagA usakA doss| usameM dIvAra ko kyA? cikanI miTTI Ae aura Apa phisala jAe~ usameM bhUla ApakI hai| cikanI miTTI to nimitta hai| Apako nimitta ko samajhakara aMdara u~galiyA~ gar3A denI pdd'eNgii| cikanI miTTI to hotI hI hai, aura phisalA denA, vaha to usakA svabhAva hI hai|

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AptavANI - 3 praznakartA : lekina kalaha khar3A hone kA kAraNa kyA hai? svabhAva nahIM milatA, isalie? 191 dAdAzrI : ajJAnatA hai isalie / saMsAra usakA nAma ki kisI kA kisI se svabhAva milatA hI nahIM / yaha 'jJAna' mile usakA eka hI rAstA hai, 'eDajasTa evarIvhera' / koI tujhe mAre phira bhI tujhe usake sAtha eDajasTa ho jAnA hai I praznakartA : vAipha ke sAtha kaI bAra TakarAva ho jAtA hai| mujhe Uba bhI hotI hai| dAdAzrI : Uba ho utanA hI nahIM, lekina kucha to jAkara samudra meM DUba marate haiM, brA~DI pIkara Ate haiN| sabase bar3A duHkha kisakA hai ? DisaeDajasTamenTa kA, vahA~ eDajasTa evarIvhera kareM, to kyA harja hai?! praznakartA : usameM to puruSArtha cAhie / dAdAzrI : kucha bhI puruSArtha nahIM, merI AjJA pAlanI hai ki 'dAdA' ne kahA hai ki eDajasTa evarIvhera / to eDajasTa hotA rhegaa| bIvI kahe ki 'Apa cora ho / ' to kahanA ki 'yu Ara karekTa / ' aura thor3I dera bAda vaha kahe ki 'nahIM, Apane corI nahIM kI / ' taba bhI, 'yu Ara karekTa' kahanA / aisA hai, jitanA brahmA kA eka dina, utanI apanI pUrI jiMdagI hai ! brahmA ke eka dina ke barAbara jInA hai aura yaha kyA dhA~dhalI ? zAyada yadi brahmA ke sau varSa jIne ke hote taba to samajho ki ThIka hai, eDajasTa kyoM hoM? 'dAvA kara' kaheMge / lekina yaha to jaldI pUrA karanA ho usake lie kyA karanA par3egA? eDajasTa ho jAoge yA dAvA dAyara karoge, kaheM? lekina yaha to eka dina hI hai, yaha to jaldI pUrA karanA hai| jo kAma jaldI pUrA karanA ho use kyA karanA par3atA hai? eDajasTa hokara choTA kara denA cAhie, nahIM to khiMcatA hI jAegA yA nahIM khiMcegA? bIvI ke sAtha lar3eM to rAta ko nIMda AegI kyA? aura subaha nAztA bhI acchA nahIM milegA /

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AptavANI-3 hamane isa saMsAra kI bahuta sUkSma khoja kI hai| aMtima prakAra kI khoja karake hama ye saba bAteM kara rahe haiM / vyavahAra meM kisa taraha rahanA cAhie, vaha bhI dete haiM aura mokSa meM kisa taraha jA sakate haiM, vaha bhI dete haiN| ApakI ar3acaneM kisa taraha se kama hoM, vahI hamArA hetu hai| ghara meM calaNa chor3anA to par3egA na? 192 I I ghara meM Apako apanA calaNa ( varcasva, sattA ) nahIM rakhanA cAhie, jo vyakti calaNa rakhatA hai use bhaTakanA par3atA hai / hamane bhI hIrAbA se kaha diyA thA ki 'hama khoTA sikkA haiM / hameM bhaTakanA nahIM pusAtA na !' nahIM calanevAlA sikkA ho usakA kyA karate haiM? use bhagavAna ke pAsa baiThe rahanA hotA hai| ghara meM ApakA calaNa calAne jAoge, to TakarAva hogA na? aba to samabhAva se nikAla karanA hai / ghara meM patnI ke sAtha 'phrenDa' kI taraha rahanA caahie| ve ApakI 'phrenDa' aura Apa unake 'phrenDa' / aura yahA~ koI noMdha (atyaMta rAga athavA dveSa sahita lambe samaya taka yAda rakhanA, noTa karanA) nahIM karatA ki calaNa terA thA yA unakA thA / myunisipAliTI meM noTa nahIM karate aura bhagavAna ke vahA~ bhI noTa nahIM hotA / Apako nAzte se lenA-denA hai yA calaNa se? isalie kisa rAste nAztA acchA milegA vaha DhU~Dha nikaalo| yadi myunisipAliTIvAle noTa karake rakhate ki ghara meM kisakA calaNa hai, to maiM bhI eDajasTa nahIM hotA / yaha to koI bApa bhI noTa nahIM krtaa| I Apake paira duHkhate hoM aura bIvI paira dabA rahI ho, usa samaya koI Ae aura yaha dekhakara kahe ki ohoho ! ApakA to ghara meM calaNa bahuta acchA hai| taba Apa kahanA ki, 'nA, calaNa unakA hI hai / ' aura yadi Apa kaho ki hA~, hamArA hI calaNa hai, to vaha paira dabAnA chor3a degI / usase behatara to Apa kahanA ki 'nA, unakA hI calaNa hai / ' praznakartA : use makkhana lagAnA nahIM kaheMge? dAdAzrI : nA, vaha sTreTa ve kahalAtA hai, aura dUsare saba Ter3he-mer3he rAste kahalAte haiN| isa dUSamakAla meM sukhI hone kA, maiM kahatA hU~ vaha, rAstA hai| maiM isa kAla ke lie kaha rahA huuN| Apa apanA nAztA kyoM bigAr3eM? alaga

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AptavANI-3 193 subaha meM nAztA bigar3e, dopahara meM nAztA bigar3e, sArA dina bigdd'egaa| riekzanarI prayatna nahIM hI kie jAe~ praznakartA : dopahara ko vApasa subaha kA TakarAva bhUla bhI jAte haiM aura zAma ko vApasa nayA ho jAtA hai| dAdAzrI : vaha hama jAnate haiM, TakarAva kisa zakti se hotA hai, vaha Ter3hA bolatI hai usameM kauna-sI zakti kAma kara rahI hai| bolakara vApasa eDajasTa ho jAte haiN| vaha saba jJAna se samajha meM Ae aisA hai, phira bhI eDajasTa honA cAhie jagat meN| kyoMki hara eka vastu enDavAlI hotI hai| aura zAyada vaha lambe samaya taka cale, phira bhI Apa use helpa nahIM karate, adhika nukasAna karate ho| apane Apako nukasAna karate ho aura sAmanevAle kA bhI nukasAna hotA hai! use kauna sudhAra sakegA? jo sadharA huA ho vahI sudhAra skegaa| jisakA khuda kA hI ThikAnA nahIM ho vaha sAmanevAle ko kisa taraha sudhAra sakegA? praznakartA : hama sudhare hue hoM to sudhAra sakeMge na? dAdAzrI : hA~, sudhAra skoge| praznakartA : sudhare hue kI paribhASA kyA hai? dAdAzrI : sAmanevAle manuSya ko Apa DA~Ta rahe hoM taba bhI use usameM prema dikhe| Apa ulAhanA do, taba bhI use ApameM prema hI dikhe kI ahoho! mere phAdara kA mujha para kitanA prema hai! ulAhanA do, paraMtu prema se doge to sudhreNge| ye kaoNleja meM yadi prophesara ulAhanA dene jAe~ to prophesaroM ko saba maareNge| sAmanevAlA sudhare, usake lie Apake prayatna rahane caahie| lekina yadi prayatna riekzanarI hoM, vaise prayatno meM nahIM par3anA caahie| Apa use jhir3akeM aura use kharAba lage vaha prayatna nahIM khlaataa| prayatna aMdara karane cAhie, sUkSma prakAra se ! sthUla taraha se yadi Apako nahIM karanA AtA to sUkSma prakAra se prayatna karane caahie| adhika ulAhanA nahIM denA ho to thor3e meM hI kaha denA cAhie ki hameM yaha zobhA nahIM detA / basa itanA hI kahakara

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AptavANI - 3 baMda rakhanA caahie| kahanA to par3atA hai lekina kahane kA tarIkA hotA hai| .... nahIM to prArthanA kA eDajasTamenTa 194 praznakartA : sAmanevAle ko samajhAne ke lie maiMne apanA puruSArtha kiyA, phira vaha samajhe yA nahIM samajhe, vaha usakA puruSArtha ? 1 dAdAzrI : itanI hI ApakI z2immedArI hai ki Apa use samajhA sakate ho| phira vaha nahIM samajhe to usakA upAya nahIM hai / phira Apako itanA kahanA hai ki 'dAdA bhagavAna! inako sadbuddhi denA / ' itanA kahanA pdd'egaa| kucha use Upara nahIM laTakA sakate, gappa nahIM hai| yaha 'dAdA' ke eDajasTamenTa kA vijJAna hai, AzcaryakArI eDajasTamenTa hai yaha / aura jahA~ eDajasTa nahIM ho pAe, vahA~ usakA svAda to AtA hI rahegA na Apako ? yaha DisaeDajasTamenTa hI mUrkhatA hai / kyoMki vaha jAne ki apanA svAmitva maiM choDUMgA nahIM, aura merA hI calaNa rahanA caahie| to sArI jiMdagI bhUkhA maregA aura eka dina 'poiz2ana' par3egA thAlI meM / sahaja calatA hai, use calane do na! yaha to kaliyuga hai ! vAtAvaraNa hI kaisA hai? isalie bIvI kahe ki Apa nAlAyaka ho, to kahanA 'bahuta acchaa|' praznakartA : hameM bIvI 'nAlAyaka' kahe, vaha to ukasAyA ho aisA lagatA hai| dAdAzrI : to phira Apako kyA upAya karanA cAhie? tU do bAra nAlAyaka hai, use aisA kahanA hai ? aura usase kucha ApakI nAlAyakI miTa gaI? Apa para muhara lagI, matalaba Apa do bAra muhara lagAe~ge? phira nAztA bigar3egA, sArA dina bigar3egA / praznakartA : eDajasTamenTa kI bAta hai, usake pIche bhAva kyA hai phira kahA~ pahu~canA hai? dAdAzrI : bhAva zAMti kA hai, zAMti kA hetu hai / azAMti paidA nahIM karane kA yukti hai| 'jJAnI' ke pAsa se eDajasTamenTa sIkheM eka bhAI the| ve rAta ko do baje na jAne kyA-kyA karake ghara Ate

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AptavANI-3 195 hoMge, usakA varNana karane jaisA nahIM hai| Apa samajha jaao| taba phira ghara meM sabane nizcaya kiyA ki inako DA~TeM yA ghara meM nahIM ghusane deM? kyA upAya kareM? ve usakA anubhava kara aae| bar3e bhAI kahane gae to usane bar3e bhAI se kahA ki, 'Apako mAre bagaira choDUMgA nhiiN|' phira gharavAle sabhI mujhe pUchane Ae ki, 'isakA kyA kareM? yaha to aisA bolatA hai|' taba maiMne gharavAloM ko kaha diyA ki kisIko use eka akSara bhI nahIM kahanA hai| Apa bologe to vaha jyAdA udaMDa ho jAegA, aura ghara meM ghusane nahIM doge to vaha vidroha kregaa| use jaba AnA ho, taba Ae aura jaba jAnA ho, taba jaae| Apako rAiTa bhI nahIM bolanA hai aura roMga bhI nahIM bolanA hai, rAga bhI nahIM rakhanA hai aura dveSa bhI nahIM rakhanA hai, samatA rakhanI hai, karuNA rakhanI hai| taba tIna-cAra varSoM bAda vaha bhAI sudhara gyaa| Aja vaha bhAI dhaMdhe meM bahuta madada karatA hai| jagat nikammA nahIM hai, paraMtu kAma lenA AnA caahie| sabhI bhagavAna haiM, aura haraeka alaga-alaga kAma lekara baiThe haiM, isalie nApasaMda jaisA rakhanA mt| Azrita ko kucalanA, ghora anyAya praznakartA : merI patnI ke sAtha merI bilkula nahIM bntii| cAhe jitanI nirdoSa bAta karU~, merA saca ho phira bhI vaha ulTA samajhatI hai| bAhara kA jIvanasaMgharSa calatA hai, lekina yaha vyaktisaMgharSa kyA hogA? dAdAzrI : aisA hai, manuSya khuda ke hAtha ke nIcevAle manuSyoM ko itanA adhika kucalatA hai, itanA adhika kucalatA hai ki kucha bAkI hI nahIM rkhtaa| khuda ke hAtha ke nIce koI manuSya AyA ho, phira vaha strI ke rUpa meM ho yA puruSa ke rUpa meM ho, khuda kI sattA meM AyA use kucalane meM kucha bAkI hI nahIM rkhte| ghara ke logoM ke sAtha kalaha kabhI bhI nahIM karanI caahie| jaba usI kamare meM par3e rahanA hai vahA~ kalaha kisa kAma kI? kisIko parezAna karake khuda sukhI ho jAe~, aisA kabhI bhI nahIM hotA, aura hameM to sukha dekara sukha lenA hai| hama ghara meM sukha deM to hI sukha milegA aura cAyapAnI bhI ThIka se banAkara deMge, nahIM to cAya-pAnI bhI bigAr3akara deNge|

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196 AptavANI-3 kamaz2ora pati patnI para suurmaa| jo apane saMrakSaNa meM hoM, unakA bhakSaNa kisa taraha kiyA jAe? jo khuda ke hAtha ke nIce AyA ho usakA rakSaNa karanA, vahI sabase bar3A dhyeya honA caahie| usase gunAha huA ho to bhI usakA rakSaNa karanA caahie| ye pAkistAnI sainika abhI saba yahA~ kaidI haiM, phira bhI unheM kaisA rakSaNa dete haiM ! taba ye to ghara ke hI hai na! ye to bAharavAloM ke sAmane myAU~ ho jAte haiM, vahA~ jhagar3A nahIM karate aura ghara para hI saba karate haiN| jo khuda kI sattA ke nIce ho, use kucalate rahate haiM aura UparI ko sAhaba-sAhaba karate haiN| abhI yaha pulisavAlA DA~Te to sAhaba-sAhaba kahegA aura ghara para vAipha saccI bAta kahatI ho, taba use sahana nahIM hotA aura use DA~TatA hai, 'mere cAya ke kapa meM cIMTI kahA~ se AI?' aisA karake gharavAloM ko DarAtA hai| usake badale to zAMti se cIMTI nikAla le na! gharavAloM ko DarAtA hai aura pulisavAle ke sAmane kA~patA hai ! aba yaha ghora anyAya kahalAtA hai| hameM yaha zobhA nahIM detaa| strI to khuda kI sAjhedAra kahalAtI hai| sAjhedAra ke sAtha kleza? yaha to kleza hotA ho vahA~ koI rAstA nikAlanA par3atA hai, samajhAnA par3atA hai| ghara meM rahanA hai to kleza kisalie? sAinsa, samajhane jaisA praznakartA : hameM kleza nahIM karanA ho, paraMtu sAmanevAlA Akara jhagar3e to kyA kareM? usameM eka jAgRta ho paraMtu sAmanevAlA kleza kare to vahA~ to kleza hogA hI na? dAdAzrI : isa dIvAra ke sAtha lar3e, to kitane samaya taka lar3a sakegA? isa dIvAra se kabhI sira TakarA jAe to usake sAtha kyA karanA cAhie? sira TakarAyA yAnI hamArA dIvAra ke sAtha meM jhagar3A ho gayA, to kyA hameM dIvAra ko mAranA cAhie? usI taraha ye jo khUba kleza karavAte haiM, to ve saba dIvAreM haiM ! isameM sAmanevAle ko kyA dekhanA? hameM apane Apa samajha jAnA cAhie ki yaha dIvAra jaisI hai, aisA samajhanA caahie| phira koI muzkila nhiiN| praznakartA : hama mauna raheM to sAmanevAle para ulTA asara hotA hai ki inakA hI doSa hai, aura ve adhika kleza karate haiN|

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AptavANI-3 197 dAdAzrI : yaha to Apane mAna liyA hai ki maiM mauna rahA isalie aisA huaa| rAta ko manuSya uThA aura bAtharUma meM jAte samaya aMdhere meM dIvAra ke sAtha TakarA gayA, to vahA~ para Apa mauna rahe, kyA isalie vaha TakarAI? mauna raho yA bolo, use sparza nahIM karatA hai, koI lenA-denA nahIM hai| Apake mauna rahane se sAmanevAle para asara hotA hai, aisA kucha nahIM hotA, yA apane bolane se sAmanevAle para asara hotA hai aisA bhI kucha nahIM hotaa| onlI sAinTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDensa, mAtra vaijJAnika sAMyogika pramANa haiN| kisI kI itanI-sI bhI sattA nahIM hai| itanI-sI bhI sattA ke bagaira yaha jagat hai, usameM koI kyA karanevAlA hai? isa dIvAra ke pAsa yadi sattA hotI to inheM bhI sattA hotI! Apake pAsa isa dIvAra se jhagar3ane kI sattA hai? usI taraha sAmanevAle ke sAtha cIkhane-cillAne kA kyA artha? usake hAtha meM sattA hI nahIM hai, vahA~! isIlie Apa dIvAra jaise bana jAo na! Apa patnI ko jhir3akate raho, to usake aMdara jo bhagavAna baiThe haiM, ve noMdha karate haiM ki yaha mujhe jhir3akatA hai| aura jaba vaha Apako jhir3ake taba Apa dIvAra jaise ho jAoge to Apake aMdara baiThe bhagavAna Apako helpa kreNge| jo bhugate usIkI bhUla praznakartA : kucha aise hote haiM ki hama kitanA bhI acchA vyavahAra kareM, phira bhI ve samajhate nahIM hai| dAdAzrI : ve na samajheM to usameM ApakI hI bhUla hai ki vaha samajhadAra kyoM nahIM milA Apako? usakA saMyoga Apako hI kyoM milA? jaba-jaba hameM kucha bhI bhugatanA par3atA hai, to vaha bhugatanA apanI hI bhUla kA pariNAma hai| praznakartA : to hameM aisA samajhanA cAhie ki mere karma hI aise haiM? dAdAzrI : beshk| apanI bhUla ke binA hameM bhugatanA nahIM pdd'taa| isa jagat meM aisA koI nahIM ki jo hameM thor3A bhI, kiMcit mAtra duHkha de aura yadi koI duHkha denevAlA hai to vaha apanI hI bhUla hai| tattva kA doSa nahIM hai, vaha to nimitta hai| isalie bhugate usakI bhuul|

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198 AptavANI-3 koI strI aura puruSa donoM khUba jhagar3a rahe hoM aura phira una donoM ke so jAne ke bAda cupacApa dekhane jAo to vaha strI to gaharI nIMda so rahI hotI hai aura puruSa aise idhara-udhara karavaTeM badala rahA hotA hai to samajha jAnA ki 'isa puruSa kI hI bhUla hai sArI, yaha strI nahIM bhugata rhii|' jisakI bhUla ho vahI bhugatatA hai| aura usa ghaDI yadi puruSa so rahA ho aura strI jAga rahI ho to samajhanA ki strI kI bhUla hai| 'bhugate usakI bhuul|' yaha vijJAna to bahuta bar3A sAinsa hai| maiM jo kahatA hU~, vaha bahuta sUkSma sAinsa hai| jagat sArA nimitta ko hI kATane daur3atA hai| miyA~-bIvI bahuta bar3A, vizAla jagat hai, paraMtu yaha jagat khuda ke rUma ke aMdara hai itanA hI mAna liyA hai aura vahA~ bhI yadi jagat mAna rahA hotA to acchA thaa| lekina vahA~ bhI vAipha ke sAtha laTThabAz2I karatA hai! are! yaha nahIM hai terA pAkistAna! patnI aura pati donoM par3osI ke sAtha lar3a rahe hoM, taba donoM ekamata aura ekajuTa hote haiN| par3osI ko kahate haiM ki 'Apa aise aura Apa vaise|' hama samajheM ki yaha miyA~-bIvI kI TolI abheda TolI hai, namaskAra karane jaisI hai| phira ghara meM jAe~ to bahana se z2arA cAya meM cInI kama par3I ho, taba phira vaha kahegA ki maiM tujhe roz2a kahatA hU~ ki cAya meM cInI z2arA z2yAdA ddaal| lekina terA dimAg2a ThikAne nahIM rhtaa| yaha dimAg2a ke ThikAnevAlA ghanacakkara! tere hI dimAg2a kA ThikAnA nahIM hai na! are, kisa taraha kA hai tU? roz2a jisake sAtha saudebAz2I karanI hotI hai, vahA~ kalaha karanI cAhie? ApakA kisI ke sAtha matabheda hotA hai? praznakartA : hA~, hotA hai bahuta baar| dAdAzrI : vAipha ke sAtha matabheda hotA hai? praznakartA : hA~, bahuta bAra hotA hai| dAdAzrI : vAipha ke sAtha bhI matabheda hotA hai? vahA~ bhI ekatA na

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AptavANI-3 199 rahe to phira aura kahA~ rakhoge? ekatA yAnI kyA ki kabhI bhI matabheda na pdd'e| isa eka vyakti ke sAtha nizcita karanA hai ki ApameM aura mujhameM matabheda nahIM pdd'e| itanI ekatA karanI caahie| aisI ekatA kI hai Apane? praznakartA : aisA kabhI socA hI nhiiN| yaha pahalI bAra soca rahA hob dAdAzrI : hA~, vaha socanA to par3egA na? bhagavAna kitanA socasocakara mokSa meM gae! matabheda pasaMda hai? praznakartA : naa| dAdAzrI : jaba matabheda hoM taba jhagar3e hote haiM, ciMtA hotI hai| isa matabheda meM aisA hotA hai to manabheda meM kyA hogA? manabheda ho taba DAyavorsa lete haiM aura tanabheda ho, taba arthI nikalatI hai| jhagar3A karo, lekina bagIce meM kleza Apako karanA ho to bAhara jAkara kara AnA caahie| ghara meM yadi jhagar3A karanA ho, taba usa dina bagIce meM jAkara khUba lar3akara ghara AnA caahie| paraMtu ghara meM 'apane rUma meM nahIM lar3anA hai', aisA niyama bnaanaa| kisI dina Apako lar3ane kA zauka ho jAe to bIvI se Apa kahanA ki calo, Aja bagIce meM khUba nAztA-pAnI karake, vahA~ para khUba jhagar3A kreN| loga rokane Ae~ vaise jhagar3A karanA caahie| lekina ghara meM jhagar3A nahIM honA caahie| jahA~ kleza hotA hai vahA~ bhagavAna nahIM rhte| bhagavAna cale jAte haiN| bhagavAna ne kyA kahA hai? bhakta ke vahA~ kleza nahIM honA caahie| parokSa bhakti karanevAle ko bhakta kahA hai aura pratyakSa bhakti karanevAle ko bhagavAna ne 'jJAnI' kahA hai, vahA~ to kleza ho hI kahA~ se? lekina samAdhi hotI hai! isalie kisI dina lar3ane kI bhAvanA ho, taba Apa patirAja se kahanA ki 'calo hama bagIce meM jaaeN|' baccoM ko kisIko sauMpa denaa| phira patirAja ko pahale se hI kaha denA ki maiM Apako pablika meM do dhaula mArU~ to Apa hNsnaa| loga bhale hI hamArI ha~sI-maz2Aka dekheN|' loga to

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200 AptavANI-3 AbarU noTa karanevAle haiM, ve samajheMge ki kabhI inakI AbarU nahIM gaI to Aja gii| AbarU to kisI kI hotI hogI? yaha to DhaMka-DhaMkakara AbarU rakhate haiM becAre! __...yaha to kaisA moha? AbarU to use kahate haiM ki naMgA phire taba bhI suMdara hI dikhe! yaha to kapar3e pahanate haiM, taba bhI suMdara nahIM dikhte| jekeTa, koTa, nekaTAI pahane, phira bhI baila jaisA lagatA hai! na jAne kyA mAna baiThe haiM apane Apako! kisI dUsare se pUchatA bhI nahIM hai| patnI se bhI nahIM pUchatA ki yaha nekaTAI pahanane ke bAda maiM kaisA lagatA hU~ ! AIne meM dekhakara khuda hI khuda kA nyAya karatA hai ki bahuta acchA hai, bahuta acchA hai| aise-aise karake bAla sa~vAratA jAtA hai| aura striyA~ bhI biMdI lagAkara AIne meM khuda ke khuda hI nakhare karatI haiN| yaha kyA tarIqA hai? kaisI lAipha? bhagavAna jaisA bhagavAna hokara yaha kyA dhA~dhalI macAI hai? khuda bhagavAna svarUpa hai| kAna meM lauMga DAlate haiM, ve khada ko dikhate haiM kyA? ye to loga hIrA dekheM, isalie pahanate haiN| aisI jaMjAla meM pha~se haiM, taba bhI hIrA dikhAne phirate haiM! are, jaMjAla meM phaMse hue manuSya ko zauka hotA hogA? jhaTapaTa hala lAo na! pati kahe to pati ko acchA dikhAne ke lie phno| seTha do haz2Ara ke hIre ke lauMga lAe hoM aura paiMtIsa haz2Ara kA bila lAe to seThAnI khuza ho jAtI hai| lauMga khuda ko to dikhate nhiiN| seThAnI se maiMne pUchA ki rAta ko so jAte ho taba kAna ke lauMga nIMda meM bhI dikhate haiM yA nahIM? yaha to mAnA huA sukha hai, roMga mAnyatAe~ haiM, isalie aMtara zAMti nahIM rhtii| bhAratIya nArI kise kahate haiM? ghara meM do haz2Ara kI sAr3I Akara par3I huI ho, to pahanatI hai| yaha to pati-patnI bAz2Ara meM ghUmane gae hoM aura dukAna meM haz2Ara kI sAr3I rakhI huI ho to sAr3I strI ko khIMcatI hai aura ghara Ae, taba bhI mu~ha car3hA huA hotA hai aura kalaha karatI hai| use bhAratIya nArI kaise kahA jAe? ...aisA karake bhI kleza TAlA hindU to mUla se hI klezI svabhAva ke haiN| isalie kahate haiM na ki

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AptavANI-3 201 hindU bitAte haiM jIvana kleza meM! lekina musalamAna to aise pakke ki bAhara jhagar3akara Ae~, lekina ghara meM bIvI ke sAtha jhagar3A nahIM krte| aba to kaI muslima loga bhI hinduoM ke sAtha rahakara bigar3a gae haiN| lekina hindU se bhI jyAdA isa bAre meM mujhe to ve loga samajhadAra lge| are kucha muslima to bIbI ko jhUlA bhI jhulAte haiN| hamArA kaoNnTraikTa kA vyavasAya, usameM hameM musalamAna ke ghara bhI jAne kA hotA thA, hama usakI cAya bhI pIte the! hameM kisI ke sAtha judAI nahIM hotii| eka dina vahA~ gae hue the, taba miyA~bhAI bIbI ko jhUlA DAlane lgaa| taba maiMne usase pUchA ki Apa aisA karate ho to vaha Apake Upara car3ha nahIM baiThatI? taba vaha kahane lagA ki vaha kyA car3ha baiThanevAlI thI? usake pAsa hathiyAra nahIM, kucha nhiiN| maiMne kahA ki hamAre hinduoM ko to Dara lagatA hai ki bIvI car3ha baiThegI to kyA hogA? isIlie aise jhUlA nahIM ddaalte| taba miyA~bhAI bolate haiM ki yaha jhUlA DAlane kA kAraNa Apa jAnate haiM? mere to ye do hI kamare haiN| mere pAsa koI baMgalA nahIM, ye to do hI kamare haiM aura usameM bIvI ke sAtha lar3AI ho to maiM kahA~ soU~gA? merI sArI rAta bigdd'egii| isalie maiM bAhara sabake sAtha lar3a AtA hU~ lekina bIvI ke sAtha kliyara rakhatA huuN| bIvI miyA~ se kahegI ki subaha gozta lAne kA kaha rahe the, to kyoM nahIM lAe? taba miyA~bhAI naqada javAba detA hai ki kala laauuNgaa| dUsare dina subaha kahatA hai, 'Aja to kidhara se bhI le aauuNgaa|' aura zAma ko khAlI hAtha vApasa AtA hai, taba bIvI khUba akulAtI hai lekina miyA~bhAI khUba pakke, to aisA bolate haiM, 'yAra merI hAlata maiM jAnatA hU~!' vaha aise bIvI ko khuza kara detA hai, jhagar3A nahIM krtaa| aura hamAre loga to kyA kahate haiM, 'tU mujha para dabAva DAlatI hai? jA, nahIM laanevaalaa|' are, aisA nahIM bolte| ulTe terA vajana TUTatA hai| aisA tU bolatA hai, isalie tU hI dabA huA hai| are, vaha tujhe kisa taraha dabA sakatI hai? vaha bole, taba zAMta rahanA, lekina kamaz2ora bahuta cir3acir3e hote haiN| isIlie vaha cir3he, taba tujhe cupa rahakara usakI rikArDa sunanI caahie| jisa ghara meM jhagar3A nahIM hotA, vaha ghara uttama hai| are jhagar3A ho lekina vApasa use manA le, taba bhI uttama kahalAe! miyA~bhAI ko eka dina khAne meM TesTa nahIM Ae to miyA~ cir3hate haiM ki tU aisI hai, vaisI hai|

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202 AptavANI-3 aura sAmane yadi patnI cir3he to khuda cupa ho jAtA hai aura samajha jAtA hai ki isase visphoTa hogaa| isIlie khuda apane meM aura vaha usmeN| aura hindU to visphoTa karake hI rahate haiN| baniye kI pagar3I alaga, dakSiNI kI alaga aura gujarAtI kI alaga, suvarNakAra kI alaga, brAhmaNa kI alaga, haraeka kI alg| cUlhecUlhe kA dharama alg| sabhI ke vyU poinTa alaga hI haiM, mela hI nahIM khaate| lekina jhagar3A na kareM to acchaa| matabheda se pahale hI sAvadhAnI ___ apane meM kaluSita bhAva rahA hI na ho, usake kAraNa sAmanevAle ko bhI kaluSita bhAva nahIM hogaa| yadi Apa nahIM cir3hoge, taba ve bhI ThaMDe ho jaaeNge| dIvAra jaise ho jAnA cAhie, taba phira sunAI nahIM degaa| hameM pacAsa sAla ho gae lekina kabhI bhI matabheda hI nahIM huaa| hIrAbA ke hAtha se ghI Dhula rahA ho, taba bhI maiM dekhatA hI rahatA huuN| hameM to usa samaya jJAna hAz2ira rahatA hai ki ve ghI Dhola hI nahIM sktiiN| maiM kahU~ ki Dholo taba bhI nahIM ddholeN| jAna-bUjhakara koI ghI DholatA hogA? naa| phira bhI ghI DhulatA hai, vaha dekhane jaisA hai, isalie dekho! hameM matabheda hone se pahale jJAna oNna da momenTa hAz2ira rahatA hai| 'merI hAlata maiM hI jAnatA hU~ bole, to bIvI khuza ho jAtI hai aura hamAre loga to hAlata yA kucha bhI kahate nahIM haiN| are terI hAlata kaha to sahI ki acchI nahIM hai| isalie khuza rhnaa|' sabakI hAz2irI meM, sUryanArAyaNa kI sAkSI meM, purohita kI sAkSI meM zAdI kI thI, taba purohita ne saudA kiyA ki 'samaya varte sAvadhAna' to tujhe sAvadhAna rahanA bhI nahIM AyA? samaya ke anusAra sAvadhAna rahanA caahie| purohita bolate hai 'samaya varte sAvadhAna' vaha to purohita samajhe, zAdI karanevAlA kyA samajhe? sAvadhAna kA artha kyA hai? taba kahe, 'bIvI ugra ho gaI ho, vahA~ tU ThaMDA ho jAnA, sAvadhAna ho jaanaa|' aba donoM jane jhagar3eM taba par3osI dekhane Ae~ge yA nahIM Ae~ge? phira tamAzA hogA yA nahIM hogA? aura phira vApasa ikaTThe nahIM honA ho to ldd'o| are, ba~TavArA hI

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AptavANI-3 203 kara ddaalo| taba kaheM, 'nA, kahA~ jAe~ge?' yadi vApasa eka honA hai to phira kyoM lar3ate ho! Apako aise sAvadhAna nahIM ho jAnA cAhie? strI ko samajho, aisI jAti hai ki badalegI nahIM, isIlie Apako badalanA pdd'egaa| vaha sahaja jAti hai, vaha badale aisI nahIM hai| patnI cir3he aura kahe, 'maiM ApakI thAlI lekara nahIM AnevAlI, Apa khuda aao| aba ApakI tabiyata acchI ho gaI hai aura calane lage ho| aise to logoM ke sAtha bAteM karate ho, ghUmate-phirate ho, bIr3iyA~ pIte ho aura Upara se TAima ho taba thAlI mA~gate ho| maiM nahIM AnevAlI!' taba Apa dhIre se kahanA, 'Apa nIce thAlI meM nikAlo maiM A rahA huuN|' vaha kahatI hai, 'nahIM aanevaalii|' usase pahale hI Apa kaha do ki maiM A rahA hU~, merI bhUla ho gaI lo| aisA karo to rAta kucha acchI biitegii| nahIM to rAta bigdd'egii| pati TiTakArI mArate yahA~ so gae ho aura patnI yahA~ TiTakArI mAratI hai| donoM ko nIMda nahIM aatii| subaha vApasa jaba cAya-pAnI hotA hai, taba cAya kA pyAlA paTakakara rakhakara, TiTakArI karatI hai yA nahIM karatI? vaha to yaha patnI bhI turaMta samajha jAtI hai ki TiTakArI kii| yaha kalaha kA jIvana hai| kleza bagaira kA ghara, maMdira jaisA jahA~ kleza ho, vahA~ bhagavAna kA vAsa nahIM rahatA hai| isalie Apa bhagavAna se kahanA 'sAhaba, Apa maMdira meM rahanA, mere ghara nahIM AiegA!' hama aura adhika maMdira banavAe~ge, paraMtu ghara mata AiegA!' jahA~ kleza na ho, vahA~ bhagavAna kA vAsa nizcita hai| usakI maiM Apako gAranTI detA hU~ aura kleza to buddhi aura samajha se khatma kiyA jA sake aisA hai| matabheda Tale utanI jAgRti to prAkRtika guNa se bhI A sakatI hai, utanI buddhi bhI A sake aisA hai| jAna liyA, usakA nAma ki kisI ke sAtha matabheda na pdde| mati paha~catI nahIM, isalie matabheda hote haiN| mati phula pahu~ce, to matabheda nahIM hoNge| matabheda, ve TakarAva haiN| vIkanesa haiN| koI jhaMjhaTa ho gaI ho to Apa thor3I dera citta ko sthira karo aura vicAra karo to Apako sUjha pdd'egii| kleza huA to bhagavAna to cale jAe~ge yA nahIM cale jAe~ge?

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204 AptavANI-3 praznakartA : cale jaaeNge| dAdAzrI : bhagavAna kucha logoM ke yahA~ se jAte hI nahIM, paraMtu kleza ho rahA ho, taba kahate haiM, 'calo yahA~ se, hameM yahA~ acchA nahIM lgegaa|' isa kalaha meM mujhe acchA nahIM lagegA, isalie derAsara aura maMdiroM meM jAte haiN| ina maMdiroM meM bhI phira kleza karate haiN| mukaTa, jevara le jAte haiM taba bhagavAna kahate haiM ki yahA~ se bhI calo ab| to bhagavAna bhI taMga A gae haiM aMgrejoM ke samaya meM kahate the na ki, _ 'deva gayA DuMgare, pIra gayA mkke|' (devI-devatA gae pahAr3a para aura pIra cale gae mkkaa|) apane ghara meM kleza rahita jIvana jInA caahie| itanI to Apa meM kuzalatA honI caahie| dUsarA kucha nahIM Ae to use samajhAnA cAhie ki kleza hogA to apane ghara meM se bhagavAna cale jAe~ge, isalie tU nizcaya kara ki 'hamAre yahA~ kleza nahIM karanA hai|' aura Apa nizcita karanA ki kleza nahIM karanA hai| nizcita karane ke bAda kleza ho jAe to samajhanA ki yaha ApakI sattA ke bAhara huA hai| isIlie vaha kleza kara rahA ho taba bhI Apako or3hakara so jAnA caahie| vaha bhI thor3I dera bAda so jAegA, lekina Apa bhI sAmane javAba dene lageM to? ulTI kamAI, kleza kraae| ___ muMbaI meM eka U~ce saMskArI kuTuMba kI bahana ko maiMne pUchA ki ghara meM kleza to nahIM hotA na? taba usa bahana ne kahA, 'roz2a subaha kleza ke nAzte hI hote haiM!' maiMne kahA, 'taba Apake nAzte ke paise bace, nahIM?' bahana ne kahA, 'nahIM, vaha bhI vApasa breDa nikAlanI, aura breDa para makkhana cupar3ate jaanaa|' matalaba phira kleza bhI calatA hai aura nAztA bhI calatA hai! are, kisa taraha ke jIva ho? praznakartA : kucha logoM ke ghara meM lakSmI hI usa prakAra kI hogI isalie kleza hotA hogA?

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AptavANI-3 205 dAdAzrI : yaha lakSmI ke kAraNa hI aisA hotA hai| yadi lakSmI nirmala ho, to saba acchA rahatA hai, mana acchA rahatA hai| yaha lakSmI aniSTavAlI ghara meM ghusI hai, usase kleza hotA hai| hamane bacapana meM hI nizcita kara liyA thA ki ho sake taba taka khoTI lakSmI ghusane hI nahIM denI hai| phira bhI saMjogAdhIna ghusa jAe to use dhaMdhe meM hI rahane denA hai, ghara meM nahIM ghusane denA hai, isalie Aja chiyAsaTha varSa hue lekina khoTI lakSmI ghusane nahIM dI hai, aura ghara meM kabhI bhI kleza khar3A huA nahIM hai| ghara meM nizcita kiyA huA thA ki itane paise se ghara calAnA hai| vyApAra lAkhoM rupayA kamAtA hai, paraMtu yaha paTela sarvisa karane jAe~ to kyA tankhvAha milegI? bahuta huA to cha: sau-sAta sau rupaye mileNge| vyApAra, vaha to puNya kA khela hai| mujhe naukarI meM jitane milate, utane hI paise ghara meM kharca kara sakate haiM, dUsare to vyApAra meM hI rahane dene caahie| inkama TaiksavAle kI ciTThI Ae to Apako kahanA cAhie ki, 'vaha jo raqama thI vaha bhara do|' kaba kaunasA 'aTaika' ho usakA koI ThikAnA nahIM aura yadi ve paise kharca kara die to vahA~ inkama TaiksavAloM kA 'aTaika' AyA to Apake yahA~ vo vAlA 'aTaika' AegA! sabhI jagaha aTaika ghusa gae haiM na! yaha jIvana kaise kahalAe? Apako kyA lagatA hai? bhUla lagatI hai yA nahIM lagatI? vaha hameM bhUla miTAnI hai| prayoga to karake dekho kleza na ho aisA nizcita karo na! tIna dina ke lie to nizcita karake dekho na! prayoga karane meM kyA parezAnI hai? tIna dina ke upavAsa karate haiM na, tabiyata ke lie? vaise hI yaha bhI nizcita to karake dekho| ghara meM Apa saba loga ikaTThe hokara nizcita karo ki 'dAdA bAta karate the, vaha bAta mujhe pasaMda AI hai, to Aja se hama kleza mittaaeN|' phira dekho| ____ dharma kiyA (!) phira bhI kleza? jahA~ kleza nahIM vahA~ yathArtha jaina, yathArtha vaiSNava, yathArtha zaiva dharma haiN| jahA~ dharma kI yathArthatA hai, vahA~ kleza nahIM hotaa| ye ghara-ghara kleza hote haiM to vahA~ dharma kahA~ gayA?

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206 AptavANI-3 saMsAra calAne ke lie jisa dharma kI AvazyakatA hai ki kyA karane se kleza nahIM ho, utanA hI yadi A jAe to bhI, dharma prApta kiyA, aisA mAnA jaaegaa| kleza rahita jIvana jInA, vahI dharma hai| hindustAna meM, yahA~ saMsAra meM hI khuda kA ghara svarga banegA to mokSa kI bAta karanI cAhie, nahIM to mokSa kI bAta karanI nahIM, svarga nahIM to svarga ke naz2adIka kA to honA hI cAhie na? kleza rahita honA cAhie, isalie zAstrakAroM ne kahA hai ki, 'jahA~ kiMcit mAtra kleza hai vahA~ dharma nahIM hai|' jela kI avasthA ho vahA~ Diprezana nahIM, aura mahala kI avasthA ho vahA~ elivezana nahIM, aisA honA caahie| kleza rahita jIvana huA isalie mokSa ke naz2adIka AyA, vaha isa bhava meM sukhI hogaa| mokSa haraeka ko caahie| kyoMki baMdhana kisIko pasaMda nahIM hai| paraMtu kleza rahita huA, taba samajhanA ki aba naz2adIka meM apanA sTezana hai mokSa kaa| ...taba bhI hama sulTA kareM eka baniye se maiMne pUchA, 'Apake ghara meM jhagar3e hote haiM?' taba usane kahA, 'bahuta hote haiN|' maiMne pUchA, 'usakA tU kyA upAya karatA hai?' baniye ne kahA, 'pahale to maiM daravAz2e baMda kara AtA huuN|' maiMne pUchA, 'pahale daravAz2e baMda karane kA kyA hetu hai?' baniye ne kahA, 'loga ghusa jAe~ to ulTA jhagar3A bar3hAte haiN| ghara meM jhagar3ane ke bAda apane Apa ThaMDA par3a jAtA hai|' isakI buddhi sahI hai, mujhe yaha pasaMda aayaa| thor3I bhI aklavAlI bAta ho to use hameM eksepTa karanA caahie| koI bholA manuSya to balki daravAz2A baMda ho to khola Ae aura logoM se kahe, 'Ao, dekho hamAre yahA~!' are, yaha to tAyaphA kiyA! ye laTThabAjI karate haiM usameM kisI kI z2immedArI nahIM, apanI khuda kI hI jokhimadArI hai| ise to khuda hI alaga karanA pdd'egaa| yadi tU kharA samajhadAra puruSa hogA to loga ulTA DAlate raheMge aura tU sulTA karatA rahegA to terA hala aaegaa| logoM kA svabhAva hI hai ulTA DAlanA ! tU samakitI hai to loga agara ulTA DAleM to tU sIdhA kara deM, tU to ulTA DAlanA hI

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AptavANI - 3 mt| bAkI, jagat to sArI rAta nala khulA rakhe aura maTakA ulTA rakhe, aisA hai ! khuda kA hI sarvasva bigAr3a rahe haiM / ve samajhate haiM ki maiM logoM kA bigAr3a rahA huuN| logoM kA to koI bigAr3a sake aisA hai hI nahIM, koI aisA janmA hI nahIM / 207 hindustAna meM prakRti nApI nahIM jA sakatI, yahA~ to bhagavAna bhI bhulAve meM A jaaeN| phaoNrina meM to eka dina usakI vAipha ke sAtha saccA rahA to sArI z2iMdagI saccA hI rahatA hai ! aura yahA~ to sArA dina prakRti ko dekhate raheM, phira bhI prakRti nApI nahIM jA sktii| yaha to karma ke udaya ghATA karavAte haiM, nahIM to ye loga ghATA uThAe~ge? are, mareM phira bhI ghATA nahIM hone deM, AtmA ko eka tarapha thor3I dera baiThAkara phira mareM / 'palaTakara' matabheda TAlA dAdAzrI : bhojana ke samaya Tebala para matabheda hotA hai ? praznakartA : vaha to hotA hai na? dAdAzrI : kyoM, zAdI karate samaya aisA qarAra kiyA thA ? praznakartA : naa| dAdAzrI : usa samaya to qarAra yaha kiyA thA ki 'samaya varte saavdhaan|' ghara meM vAipha ke sAtha 'tumhArA aura merA' aisI vANI nahIM honI caahie| vANI vibhakta nahIM honI cAhie, vANI avibhakta honI cAhie, Apa avibhakta kuTuMba ke haiM na? hameM hIrAbA ke sAtha kabhI bhI matabheda par3A nahIM, kabhI bhI vANI meM 'merA-terA' huA nhiiN| lekina eka bAra hamAre bIca matabheda par3a gayA thaa| unake bhAI ke vahA~ pahalI beTI kI zAdI thI / unhoMne mujhase pUchA ki, 'unheM kyA denA hai?' taba maiMne unheM kahA ki, 'jo Apako ThIka lage vaha, lekina ghara meM ye taiyAra cA~dI ke baratana par3e hue haiM, ve de dIjie! nayA mata bnvaanaa|' taba unhoMne kahA ki, 'Apake nanihAla meM to mAmA kI beTI kI zAdI ho to bar3e-bar3e thAla banavAkara dete haiM !' ve mere aura Apake zabda bole taba se hI maiM samajha gayA ki Aja AbarU gaI apanI / hama eka ke

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208 AptavANI-3 eka, vahA~ merA-terA hotA hogA? maiM turaMta hI samajha gayA aura turaMta hI palaTa gayA, mujhe jo kahanA thA usa para se pUrA hI maiM palaTa gayA, maiMne unase kahA, maiM aisA nahIM kahanA cAhatA huuN| Apa cA~dI ke baratana denA aura Upara se pA~ca sau eka rupaye denA, unheM kAma aaeNge|' 'haM... itane sAre rupaye to kabhI die jAte hoMge? Apa to jaba dekho taba bhole ke bhole hI rahate ho, jisa kisIko dete hI rahate ho|' maiMne kahA, 'vAstava meM mujhe to kucha AtA hI nhiiN| dekho, yaha merA matabheda par3a rahA thA, lekina kisa taraha se sa~bhAla liyA palaTakara! aMta meM matabheda nahIM par3ane diyaa| pichale tIsa-paiMtIsa varSoM se hamAre bIca nAma mAtra kA bhI matabheda nahIM huA hai| bA bhI devI jaise haiN| matabheda kisI jagaha para hamane par3ane hI nahIM die| matabheda par3ane se pahale hI hama samajha jAte haiM ki yahA~ se palaTa DAlo, aura Apa to sirpha dAe~ aura bAe~, do tarapha se hI badalanA jAnate ho ki aise peca caDheMge yA aise peca cddh'eNge| hameM to satraha lAkha taraha ke peca ghumAne Ate haiN| paraMtu gAr3I rAste para lA dete haiM, matabheda nahIM hone dete| apane satsaMga meM bIseka haz2Ara loga aura cAreka haz2Ara mahAtmA haiM, lekina hamArA kisI ke sAtha eka bhI matabheda nahIM hai| judAI mAnI hI nahIM maiMne kisI ke sAtha! jahA~ matabheda hai vahA~ aMzajJAna hai aura jahA~ matabheda hI nahIM, vahA~ vijJAna hai| jahA~ vijJAna hai, vahA~ sarvAMzajJAna hai| senTara meM baiThe, tabhI matabheda nahIM rhte| tabhI mokSa hotA hai| lekina DigrI Upara baiTho aura 'hamArAtumhArA' rahe to usakA mokSa nahIM hotaa| niSpakSapAtI kA mokSa hotA hai| samakitI kI nizAnI kyA? taba kahe, ghara meM saba loga ulTA kara DAleM phira bhI khuda sIdhA kara ddaale| sabhI bAtoM meM sIdhA karanA vaha samakitI kI nizAnI hai| itanA hI pahacAnanA hai ki yaha mazInarI kaisI hai, usakA 'phyUz2a' ur3a jAe to kisa taraha se 'phyUz2a' ThIka karanA hai| sAmanevAle kI prakRti ke sAtha eDajasTa honA AnA caahie| hameM to, sAmanevAle kA 'phyUz2a' ur3a jAe, taba bhI hamArA eDajasTamonTa hotA hai| lekina sAmanevAle kA eDajasTamenTa TUTe to kyA hogA? 'phyUz2a' gyaa|

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AptavANI-3 isalie phira to vaha dIvAra se TakarAtA hai, daravAz2oM se TakarAtA hai, lekina vAyara nahIM ttuutttaa| isIlie koI phyUz2a DAla de to vApasa rAste para AegA, nahIM to taba taka vaha ulajhatA rhegaa| 209 saMsAra hai isIlie ghAva to par3anevAle hI haiM na? aura patnI bhI kahegI ki aba ghAva bhareMge nahIM / paraMtu saMsAra meM par3e haiM, isIlie vApasa ghAva bhara jAte haiN| mUrchA hai na? moha ke kAraNa mUrchA hai / moha ke kAraNa ghAva bhara jAte haiN| yadi ghAva nahIM bharate, taba to vairAgya hI A jAtA na? ! moha kise kahate haiM? sabhI, anubhava bahuta hue hoM paraMtu bhUla jAtA hai| DAyavorsa lete samaya nizcita karatA hai ki aba kisI strI se sAtha zAdI nahIM karanI, phira bhI vApasa sAhasa karatA hai / .. yaha to kaisA pha~sAva? zAdI nahIM karoge to jagat kA bailensa kisa taraha rahegA? zAdI kara n| bhale hI zAdI kare ! 'dAdA' ko usameM harja nahIM hai, paraMtu harja nAsamajhI kA hai| hama kyA kahanA cAhate haiM ki saba karo, paraMtu bAta ko samajho ki hakIkata kyA hai| bharata rAjA ne teraha sau rAniyoM ke sAtha pUrI jiMdagI nikAlI aura usI bhava meM mokSa prApta kiyA ! teraha sau rAniyoM ke sAtha !!! isalie bAta ko samajhanA hai| samajhakara saMsAra meM raho, sAdhu hone kI z2arUrata nahIM hai / yadi yaha nahIM samajha meM AyA to sAdhu hokara eka kone meM par3e raho / sAdhu to, jise strI ke sAtha saMsAra meM rAsa nahIM AtA ho, vaha banatA hai / aura strI se dUra rahA jA sakatA hai yA nahIM aisI zakti sAdhane ke lie vaha eka kasarata hai| saMsAra to TesTa ekz2Aminezana hai| vahA~ TesTeDa honA hai| lohA bhI bagaira TesTa kiyA huA nahIM calatA to mokSa meM anaTesTeDa calatA hogA? isalie mUrcchita hone jaisA yaha jagat nahIM hai / mUrchA ke kAraNa jagat aisA dikhatA hai / aura mAra khA-khAkara mara jAte haiM ! bharata rAjA kI teraha sau rAniyA~ thIM, taba unakI kyA dazA huI hogI ? yahA~ ghara meM eka rAnI ho

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AptavANI - 3 taba bhI phajItA karavAtI rahatI hai, taba teraha sau rAniyoM meM kaba pAra Ae? are, eka rAnI ko jitanA ho to mahAmuzkila ho jAtA hai ! jItI hI nahIM jaatii| kyoMki matabheda par3e ki vApasa gar3abar3a ho jAtI hai ! bharata rAjA ko to teraha sau rAniyoM ke sAtha nibhAnA hotA thA / ranivAsa se guz2areM, to pacAsa rAniyoM ke mu~ha car3he hue hote| are, kitanI to rAjA kA kAma tamAma kara dene ke lie ghUmatI thIM ! mana meM socatI ki phalAnI rAniyA~ unakI khuda kI haiM aura ye praaii| isalie rAstA kucha kreN| kucha kareM, usa rAjA ko mArane ke lie, paraMtu vaha rAniyoM ko prabhAvahIna karane ke lie / rAjA ke Upara dveSa nahIM, paraMtu una dUsarI rAniyoM para dveSa hai / paraMtu usameM rAjA to gayA aura tU bhI to vidhavA ho jAegI na? taba kahe ki 'maiM vidhavA ho jAU~gI lekina use bhI vidhavA kara dU~, taba sahI ! ' 210 yaha hameM to sArA tAdrazya dikhatA hai / ye bharata rAjA kI rAnI kA tAdrazya hameM dikhatA hai ki una dinoM kaise mu~ha car3hA huA hogA! rAjA kaisA pha~sA huA hogA? rAjA ke mana meM kaisI ciMtAe~ hoMgI, vaha sabhI dikhatA hai! eka rAnI kA yadi teraha sau rAjAoM ke sAtha vivAha huA ho to rAjAoM kA mu~ha nahIM cddh'egaa| puruSa ko mu~ha car3hAnA AtA hI nhiiN| AkSepa, kitane duHkhadAyI ! sabhI kucha taiyAra hai, paraMtu bhoganA nahIM AtA, bhogane kA tarIqA nahIM aataa| muMbaI ke seTha bar3e Tebala para khAnA khAne baiThate haiM, lekina khAnA khAne ke bAda, Apane aisA kiyA, Apane vaisA kiyA, merA dila tU jalAtI rahatI hai binA kAma ke / are bagaira kAma ke to koI jalAtA hogA? nyAyapUrvaka jalAtA hai| binA nyAya ke to koI jalAtA hI nhiiN| ye lakar3I ko loga jalAte haiM, lekina lakar3I kI alamArI ko koI jalAtA hai ? jo jalAne kA ho use hI jalAte haiN| aise AkSepa dete haiM / yaha to bhAna hI nahIM hai / manuSyapana bebhAna ho gayA hai, nahIM to ghara meM to AkSepa die jAte hoMge? pahale ke samaya meM ghara ke vyakti eka-dUsare para AkSepa nahIM lagAte the| are, lagAnA ho taba bhI nahIM lagAte the / mana meM aisA samajhate the ki AkSepa lagAU~gA to sAmanevAle ko duHkha hogA, aura kaliyuga meM to capeTa meM lene ko ghUmate haiN| ghara meM matabheda kyoM honA cAhie?

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AptavANI-3 ___211 khar3akane meM, jokhimadArI khuda kI hI praznakartA : matabheda hone kA kAraNa kyA hai? dAdAzrI : bhayaMkara ajJAnatA! are saMsAra meM jInA nahIM AtA, beTe kA bApa honA nahIM AtA, patnI kA pati honA nahIM aataa| jIvana jIne kI kalA hI AtI nhiiN| yaha to sukha hone para bhI sukha bhoga nahIM sakate haiN| praznakartA : paraMtu baratana to ghara meM khar3akeMge na? dAdAzrI : baratana roz2a-roz2a khaDakAnA kise rAsa AegA? yaha to samajhatA nahIM, isIlie rAsa AtA hai| jo jAgRta ho, use to eka matabheda par3e to sArI rAta nIMda hI nahIM Ae! ina baratanoM ko (manuSyoM ko) spaMdana haiM, isalie rAta ko sote-sote bhI spaMdana karatA rahatA hai, 'ye to aise haiM, Ter3he haiM, ulTe haiM, nAlAyaka haiM, nikAla dene jaise haiM!' aura una baratanoM ko koI spaMdana hai? loga samajhe binA hA~ meM hA~ milAte haiM ki 'do baratana sAtha meM hoMge to khar3akeMge!' ghanacakkara, loga kyA baratana haiM? to kyA hameM khar3akanA cAhie? ina 'dAdA' ko kisI ne kabhI bhI khar3akate hue nahIM dekhA hogA! sapanA bhI nahIM AyA hogA aisA!! khar3akanA kisalie? yaha khar3akanA to apanI khuda kI jokhimadArI para hai| khar3akanA kyA kisI aura kI jokhimadArI para hai? cAya jaldI nahIM AI ho, aura Apa Tebala ko tIna bAra ThokeM to jokhimadArI kisakI? isake badale to Apa buddha banakara baiThe rho| cAya milI to ThIka, nahIM to dekhUgA oNphisa meN| kyA burA hai? cAya kA bhI koI kAla to hogA na? yaha jagat niyama se bAhara to nahIM hogA na? isalie hamane kahA hai ki 'vyvsthit'| usakA TAima hogA taba cAya milegI, Apako ThokanA nahIM pdd'egaa| Apa spaMdana khar3e nahIM karoge to vaha Akara rahegI, aura spaMdana khar3e karoge taba bhI aaegii| paraMtu spaMdana ke, vApasa vAipha kA khAte meM hisAba jamA hogA ki Apa usa dina Tebala Thoka rahe the na! prakRti pahacAnakara sAvadhAnI rakhanA puruSa ghaTanAoM ko bhUla jAte haiM aura striyoM kI noMdha sArI jiMdagI rahatI hai, puruSa bhole hote haiM, bar3e mana ke hote haiM, bhadrika hote haiM, ve bhUla

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AptavANI-3 212 jAte haiM becaare| striyA~ to bola bhI jAtI haiM phira ki usa dina Apa aisA bole the, vaha mere kaleje meM ghAva lagA huA hai| are bIsa varSa hue phira bhI noMdha tAz2I? beTA bIsa varSa kA ho gayA, zAdI ke lAyaka ho gayA, phira bhI abhI taka vaha bAta rakhI huI hai ? sabhI cIjeM sar3a jAe~, lekina inakI cIz2a nahIM sar3I / strI ko Apane kucha diyA ho to vaha asala jagaha para rakha chor3atI hai, kaleje ke aMdara, isIlie denA - karanA nahIM / nahIM dene jaisI cIz2a hai yaha / sAvadhAna rahane jaisA hai / isalie zAstroM meM bhI likhA hai ki, 'ramA ramAr3avI sahelI che, vipharI mahAmuzkela che' (ramA ko khela khilAnA AsAna hai, biphare taba mahAmuzkila hai / ') biphare to vaha kyA kalpanA nahIM karegI, vaha kahA nahIM jA sktaa| isalie strI ko bAra-bAra nIcA nahIM dikhAnA caahie| sabz2I ThaMDI kyoM ho gaI? dAla meM baghAra ThIka se nahIM kiyA, aisI kica-kica kisalie karatA hai ? bAraha mahIne meM ekAdha dina ekAdha zabda ho to ThIka hai, yaha to roz2a ! 'bhAbho bhAramAM to vahu lAjamAM' (sasura garimA meM to bahU zarma meM ), Apako garimA meM rahanA cAhie / dAla acchI nahIM banI ho, sabz2I ThaMDI ho gaI ho, to vaha niyama ke adhIna hotA hai / aura bahuta ho jAe taba dhIme rahakara bAta karanI ho to karanA kisI samaya, ki yaha sabz2I roz2a garama hotI hai, taba bahuta acchI lagatI hai / aisI bAta karo to vaha usa Takora ko samajha jaaegii| DIliMga nahIM Ae, to doSa kisakA ? aTThAraha sau rupaye kI ghor3I le, phira bhAI Upara baiTha jaae| bhAI ko baiThanA nahIM Ae aura use cher3ane jAe, taba ghor3I ne kabhI bhI vaisI cher3akhAnI dekhI nahIM ho isalie khar3I ho jAtI hai / taba mUrkha gira jAtA hai| Upara se vaha logoM se kahatA kyA hai ki 'ghor3I ne mujhe girA diyaa|' aura vaha ghor3I khuda kA nyAya kise kahane jAe ? ghor3I para baiThanA tujhe nahIM AtA, usameM terI bhUla hai yA ghor3I kI? aura ghor3I bhI baiThane ke sAtha hI samajha jAtI hai ki yaha to jaMgalI jAnavara baiThA, ise baiThanA nahIM AtA ! vaise hI ye hindustAnI striyA~, yAnI Arya nAriyA~, unake sAtha kAma lenA nahIM Ae to phira ve girA hI deMgI na? eka bAra pati yadi strI ke Amane

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AptavANI-3 sAmane ho jAe to usakA prabhAva hI nahIM rahatA / ApakA ghara acchI taraha calatA ho, bacce par3ha rahe hoM acchI taraha, koI jhaMjhaTa nahIM ho, aura Apako usameM ulTA dikhA aura binA kAma ke Amane-sAmane ho gae, to phira akla kA nApa strI samajha jAtI hai ki 'isameM barakata nahIM hai / ' 213 yadi ApakA prabhAva nahIM ho to ghor3I ko sahalAne para bhI usakA prema Apako milegaa| pahale prabhAva par3anA cAhie / vAipha kI kucha bhUleM Apa sahana karo to usa para prabhAva par3atA hai / yaha to binA bhUla ke bhUla nikAle to kyA hogA? kucha puruSa strI ke saMbaMdha meM zora macAte haiM, ve saba galata zora hotA hai| kucha sAhaba aise hote haiM ki oNphisa meM karmacAriyoM ke sAtha daqhala karate rahate haiM / saba karmacArI bhI samajhate haiM ki sAhaba meM barakata nahIM hai, lekina kareM kyA? puNya ne use baoNsa kI taraha baiThAyA hai vhaaN| ghara para to bIvI ke sAtha paMdraha-paMdraha dina se kesa penDiMga par3A hotA hai| sAhaba se pUcheM, 'kyoM?' to kaheM ki usameM akla nahIM hai| aura vaha akla kA borA ! beceM to cAra Ane bhI nahIM Ae~ / sAhaba kI vAipha se pUcheM to ve kaheMgI ki jAne do na unakI bAta / koI barakata hI nahIM hai unmeN| I striyA~, mAnabhaMga ho use sArI jiMdagI bhUlatI nahIM haiN| TheTha arthI meM jAne taka vaha rIsa sAbuta hotI hai / vaha rIsa yadi bhulAI jAtI ho to jagat sArA kaba kA hI pUrA ho gayA hotaa| nahIM bhulAyA jAe aisA hai, isalie sAvadhAna rhnaa| sArA sAvadhAnI se kAma karane jaisA hai / strIcaritra kahalAtA hai na? vaha samajha meM A sake aisA nahIM hai| phira striyA~ deviyA~ bhI haiM ! isalie aisA hai ki unheM deviyoM kI taraha dekhoge to Apa devatA bnoge| bAkI Apa to murge jaise rahoge, hAthI aura murge jaise ! hAthIbhAI Ae aura murgAbhAI Ae ! yaha to logoM ko rAma honA nahIM hai aura ghara meM sItAjI ko khojate haiM / pagale, rAma to tujhe naukarI para bhI nahIM rkheN| isameM inakA bhI doSa nahIM hai / Apako striyoM ke sAtha DIliMga karanA nahIM AtA hai / Apako vyApAriyoM ko grAhakoM ke sAtha DIliMga karanA nahIM AegA to vaha Apake pAsa nahIM Ae~ge / isalie apane loga nahIM kahate ki selsamena acchA rakho ? acchA, darzanIya, hoziyAra selsamena ho I

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AptavANI-3 to loga thor3A bhAva bhI z2yAdA de dete haiM / usI prakAra Apako strI ke sAtha DIliMga karate AnA cAhie / 214 strI ko to eka A~kha se devI kI taraha dekho aura dUsarI A~kha se usakA strI caritra dekho| eka A~kha meM prema aura dUsarI A~kha meM kar3akAI rakho, tabhI belensa raha paaegaa| akelI devI kI taraha dekhoge aura AratI utAroge to vaha ulaTI paTarI para car3ha jAegI, isalie belensa meM rakhanA / 'vyavahAra' ko 'isa' taraha se samajhane jaisA hai puruSa ko strI kI bAta meM hAtha nahIM DAlanA cAhie aura strI ko puruSa kI bAta meM hAtha nahIM DAlanA cAhie / haraeka ko apane-apane DipArTamenTa meM hI rahanA cAhie / / praznakartA : strI kA DipArTamenTa kauna - sA ? kisa-kisameM puruSoM ko hAtha nahIM DAlanA cAhie? dAdAzrI : aisA hai, khAne kA kyA karanA, ghara kaise calAnA, vaha saba strI kA DipArTamenTa hai| gehU~ kahA~ se lAtI hai, kahA~ se nahIM lAtI Apako vaha jAnane kI kyA z2arUrata hai? vaha yadi Apa se kahatI hoM ki gehU~ lAne meM mujhe ar3acana par3a rahI hai to vaha bAta alaga hai / paraMtu yadi vaha Apako kahatI na hoM, rAzana batAtI nahIM hoM, to Apako usa DipArTamenTa meM hAtha DAlane kI z2arUrata hI kyA hai? Aja dUdhapAka banAnA, Aja jalebI banAnA, Apako vaha bhI kahane kI z2arUrata kyA hai? TAima AegA taba vaha rkhegii| unakA DipArTamenTa, vaha unakA svataMtra hai / kabhI bahuta icchA huI ho to kahanA ki, 'Aja laDDU banAnA / ' kahane ke lie manA nahIM karatA paraMtu dUsarI Ter3hA-mer3hA, bekAra kA zora macAe~ ki kar3hI khArI ho gaI, khArI ho gaI, to saba nAsamajhI hai| I yaha relavelAina calatI hai, usameM kitanI sArI kAryavAhI hotI hai ! kitanI jagahoM se TippaNI AtI haiM, khabareM AtI haiM, unakA pUrA DipArTamenTa hI alg| aba usameM bhI khAmI to AtI hI hai na? vaise hI vAipha ke DipArTamenTa meM kabhI khAmI A bhI jaae| aba Apa yadi unakI khAmI nikAlane jAe~ to phira ve ApakI khAmI nikAleMgI, Apa aisA nahIM karate,

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AptavANI-3 215 Apa vaisA nahIM krte| aisA khata AyA aura vaisA kiyA aapne| yAnI ki vaha baira vasUlatI hai| maiM ApakI kamI nikAlU~ to Apa bhI merI kamI nikAlane ke lie betAba rahate haiM ! isalie kharA manuSya to ghara kI bAtoM meM hAtha hI na ddaale| vaha puruSa kahalAtA hai| nahIM to strI jaisA hotA hai| kucha loga to ghara meM jAkara mircI ke Dibbe meM dekhate haiM ki do mahIne hue mircI lAe the, vaha itanI hI dera meM pUrI ho gaI? are, mircI dekhatA hai to kaba pAra AegA? vaha jisakA DipArTamenTa ho use ciMtA nahIM hotI? kyoMki vastu to kharca hotI rahatI hai aura kharIdI bhI jAtI hai| lekina yaha to binA kAma ke z2yAdA aklamaMda banane jAtA hai! phira patnI bhI samajhatI hai ki inakI cavannI gira gaI hai| mAla kaisA hai, vaha strI samajha jAtI hai| ghor3I samajha jAtI hai ki Upara baiThanevAlA kaisA hai, vaise hI strI saba samajha jAtI hai| isake badale to 'bhAbho bhAramAM to vaha lAjamAM' puruSa garimA meM nahIM rahe to bahU kisa taraha lAja meM rahe? niyama aura maryAdA se hI vyavahAra zobhA degaa| maryAdA pAra mata karanA aura nirmala rhnaa| praznakartA : strI ko puruSa kI kauna-sI bAta meM hAtha nahIM DAlanA cAhie? dAdAzrI : puruSa kI kisI bhI bAta meM daqhala nahIM DAlanA caahie| dukAna meM kitanA mAla lAe? kitanA gayA? Aja dera se kyoM Ae? use phira kahanA par3atA hai ki Aja nau baje kI gAr3I cUka gyaa| taba patnI kahegI ki aise kaise ghUmate ho ki gAr3I cUka jAte ho? taba phira pati cir3ha jAtA hai| usake mana meM hotA hai ki bhagavAna bhI aisA pUchate to unheM maartaa| lekina yahA~ kyA kare aba? yAnI binA kAma ke daqhala karate haiN| bAsamatI ke cAvala acche pakAte haiM aura phira aMdara kaMkar3a DAlakara khAte haiM! usameM kyA svAda AegA? strI-puruSa ko eka-dUsare ko helpa karanI caahie| pati ko ciMtA-varIz2a rahatI hoM, to use kisa prakAra vaha na ho, strI ko isa taraha se bolanA caahie| vaise hI pati ko bhI patnI muzkila meM na par3e, aisA dekhanA caahie| pati ko bhI samajhanA cAhie ki strI ko bacce ghara para kitanA parezAna karate hoMge! ghara meM TUTa-phUTa ho to puruSa ko cillAnA nahIM caahie| lekina phira bhI loga cillAte haiM ki pichalI bAra

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216 AptavANI-3 sabase acche eka darjana kapa-rakAbI lekara AyA thA, Apane ve saba kyoM phor3a DAle? saba khatma kara diyaa| isase patnI ke mana meM lagatA hai ki 'maiMne tor3a DAle? mujhe kyA ve khA jAne the? TUTa gae to TUTa gae, usameM maiM kyA karU~? mI kAya karU~?' khegii| aba vahA~ bhI ldd'aaii-jhgdd'aa| jahA~ kucha lenA nahIM aura denA nhiiN| jahA~ lar3ane kA koI kAraNa hI nahIM, vahA~ bhI lar3anA? hamAre aura hIrAbA ke bIca koI matabheda hI nahIM par3atA thaa| hamane unake kAma meM hAtha hI nahIM DAlA kabhI bhii| unake hAtha se paise gira gae hoM, hamane dekhe hoM, phira bhI hama aisA nahIM kahate ki Apake paise gira ge| unhoMne dekhA yA nahIM dekhA? ghara kI kisI bAta meM hama hastakSepa nahIM karate the| ve bhI hamArI kisI bAta meM daqhala nahIM karatI thiiN| hama kitane baje uThate haiM, kitane baje nahAte haiM, kaba Ate haiM, kaba jAte haiM, aisI hamArI kisI bAta meM kabhI bhI ve hameM nahIM pUchatI thii| aura kisI dina hameM kaheM ki Aja jaldI nahA lenaa| to hama turaMta dhotI ma~gavAkara nahA lete the| are, apane Apa hI tauliyA lekara nahA lete the| kyoMki hama samajhate the ki ye 'lAla jhaMDI' dikhA rahI haiM, isalie koI Dara hogaa| pAnI nahIM AnevAlA ho yA aisA kucha ho tabhI ve hameM jaldI nahA lene ko kaheMgI, yAnI hama samajha jaate| isalie thor3A-thor3A vyavahAra meM Apa bhI samajha lo na, ki kisI ke kAma meM hAtha DAlane jaisA nahIM hai| phoz2adAra pakaDakara Apako le jAe phira vaha jaisA kahe vaisA Apa nahIM kareMge? jahA~ biThAe vahA~ Apa nahIM baiTheMge? Apa samajhate ho ki yahA~ hU~ taba taka isa jhaMjhaTa meM hU~, aise saMsAra bhI phoz2adArI hI hai| isalie usameM bhI sarala ho jAnA caahie| ghara para bhojana kI thAlI AtI hai yA nahIM AtI? praznakartA : AtI hai| dAdAzrI : bhojana cAhie to milatA hai, palaMga cAhie to bichA dete haiM, phira kyA? aura khaTiyA na bichAkara deM to vaha bhI Apa bichA lenA aura hala laanaa| zAMti se bAta samajhAnI par3atI hai| Apake saMsAra ke hitAhita

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AptavANI-3 217 kI bAta kyA gItA meM likhI hotI hai? vaha to khuda hI samajhanI par3egI hasabainDa matalaba vAipha kI bhI vAipha (pati yAnI patnI kI patnI) yaha to loga pati hI bana baiThe haiM! are, vAipha kyA pati bana baiThanevAlI hai? hasabainDa yAnI vAipha kI vaaiph| apane ghara meM z2ora se AvAz2a nahIM honI caahie| yaha kyA lAuDa spIkara hai? yaha to yahA~ cillAtA hai to galI ke nukkar3a taka sunAI detA hai| ghara meM gesTa kI taraha rho| hama bhI ghara meM gesTa kI taraha rahate haiN| kudarata ke gesTa kI taraha yadi Apako sukha na Ae to sasurAla meM kyA sukha AnevAlA hai? ___'mAra' kA phira badalA letI hai praznakartA : dAdA, merA mijAz2a haTa jAtA hai, taba kitanI hI bAra merA hAtha patnI para uTha jAtA hai| dAdAzrI : strI ko kabhI bhI mAranA nahIM caahie| jaba taka ApakA zarIra maz2abUta hogA, taba taka cupa rahegI, phira vaha Apa para car3ha baitthegii| strI ko aura mana ko mAranA vaha to saMsAra meM bhaTakane ke do sAdhana hai| ina donoM ko mAranA nahIM caahie| unake pAsa se to samajhAkara kAma lenA par3atA hai| hamArA eka mitra thaa| use maiM jaba dekhU taba patnI ko eka tamAcA lagA detA thA, usakI z2arA-sI bhUla dikhe to mAra detA thaa| phira maiM use akele meM samajhAtA ki ye tamAcA tune use mArA lekina usakI vaha noMdha rkhegii| tU noMdha nahIM rakhatA lekina vaha to noMdha rakhegI hii| are, yaha tere choTe-choTe bacce, tU tamAcA mAratA hai taba tujhe Tukura-Tukura dekhate rahate haiM, ve bhI noMdha rkheNge| aura ve vApasa, mA~ aura bacce ikaTThe milakara isakA badalA leNge| ve kaba badalA leMge? terA zarIra DhIlA par3egA tb| isalie strI ko mArane jaisA nahIM hai| mArane se to ulTe tumheM hI nukasAnadAyaka, aMtarAyarUpa ho jAte haiN| Azrita kise kahA jAtA hai? khUTe se baMdhI gAya hotI hai, use mAroge to vaha kahA~ jAegI? ghara ke loga khUTe se bA~dhe hue jaise haiM, unheM mAroge

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218 AptavANI-3 to Apa Tucce khlaaoge| unheM chor3a de aura phira mAra, to ve tujhe mAreMge yA phira bhAga jaaeNge| bA~dhe hue ko mAranA, vaha zUravIra kA mArga kaise kahalAegA? vaha to nirbala kA kAma khlaaegaa| ghara ke manuSya ko to tanika bhI duHkha diyA hI nahIM jAnA caahie| jinameM samajha na ho, ve gharavAloM ko duHkha dete haiN| phariyAda nahIM, nikAla lAnA hai praznakartA : dAdA, merI phariyAda kauna sune? dAdAzrI : tU phariyAda karegA to tU phariyAdI bana jaaegaa| maiM to jo phariyAda karane Ae, use hI gunahagAra mAnatA huuN| tujhe phariyAda karane kA samaya hI kyoM AyA? phariyAda karanevAlA z2yAdAtara gunahagAra hI hotA hai| khuda gunahagAra hotA hai to phariyAda karane AtA hai| tU phariyAda karegA to tU phariyAdI bana jAegA aura sAmanevAlA AropI bana jaaegaa| isalie usakI dRSTi meM AropI tU tthhregaa| isIlie kisI ke viruddha phariyAda nahIM karanI caahie| praznakartA : to mujhe kyA karanA cAhie? dAdAzrI : 've' ulTe dikheM to kahanA ki ve to sabase acche insAna hai, tU hI galata hai| aise, guNA ho gayA ho to bhAga kara denA cAhie aura bhAga ho gayA ho to gaNA kara denA caahie| yaha guNA-bhAga kisalie sikhAte haiM? saMsAra meM niber3A lAne ke lie| vaha bhAga kare to Apa guNA karanA, tAki rakama ur3a jaae| sAmanevAle vyakti ke lie vicAra karanA ki usane mujhe aisA kahA, vaisA kahA, vahI gunAha hai| yaha rAste meM jAte samaya dIvAra se TakarAe~ to use kyoM nahIM DA~Tate? per3a ko jar3a kyoM kahA jAtA hai? jise coTa lagatI hai ve saba hare per3a hI haiM! gAya kA paira apane Upara par3e to Apa kyA kucha kahate ho? aisA hI saba logoM kA hai| jJAnIpuruSa sabako kisa taraha mApha kara dete haiM? ve samajhate haiM ki yaha becArA samajhatA nahIM hai, per3a jaisA hai| aura samajhadAra ko to kahanA hI nahIM par3atA, vaha to aMdara turaMta pratikramaNa kara DAlatA hai|

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AptavANI-3 219 sAmanevAle kA doSa dekhanA hI nahIM, nahIM to usase to saMsAra bigar3a jaaegaa| khuda ke hI doSa dekhate rahane caahie| apane hI karma ke udaya kA phala hai yaha! isalie kucha kahane kA hI nahIM rahA na? saba anyonya doSa dete haiM ki Apa aise ho, Apa vaise ho| aura sAtha meM baiThakara Tebala para bhojana karate haiM / aise aMdara baira badhatA hai, isI baira se duniyA khar3I hai| isIlie to hamane kahA hai ki samabhAva se nikAla karanA / usase baira baMda hote haiM / sukha lene meM pha~sAva bar3hA saMsArI miThAI meM kyA hai? koI aisI miThAI hai ki jo ghar3Ibhara bhI Tike? adhika khAI ho to ajIrNa hotA hai, kama khAI ho to aMdara lAlaca rahatA hai| adhika khAe to aMdara taraphar3AhaTa hotI hai| sukha aisA honA cAhie ki taraphar3AhaTa na ho| dekho na, ina dAdA ko hai na aisA sanAtana sukha ! sukha mile, usake lie loga zAdI karate haiM, taba ulTA adhika pha~sAva lagatA hai| mujhe koI helpara mile, saMsAra acchA cale, aisA koI pArTanara mile isalie zAdI karate haiM na? saMsAra aise AkarSaka lagatA hai paraMtu aMdara ghusane ke bAda ulajhana hotI hai, phira nikalA nahIM jAtA / lakkar3a kA laDDU jo khAe vaha bhI pachatAe, jo na khAe vaha bhI pachatAe / zAdI karake pachatAte haiM, magara pachatAne se jJAna hotA hai| anubhavajJAna honA cAhie na? yoM hI kitAba par3heM to kyA anubhavajJAna hotA hai? kitAba par3hakara kyA vairAgya AtA hai ? vairAgya to pachatAvA ho taba hotA hai| isa taraha zAdI nizcita hotI hai eka lar3akI ko zAdI hI nahIM karanI thI, usake gharavAle mere pAsa use lekara aae| taba maiMne use samajhAyA, zAdI kie binA cale, aisA nahIM hai, aura zAdI karake pachatAe binA cale, aisA nahIM hai / isalie yaha saba ronA-dhonA rahane de aura maiM kahatA hU~ usake anusAra tU zAdI kara le| jaisA vara mile vaisA, paraMtu vara to milA na / kisI bhI prakAra kA dUlhA cAhie,

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AptavANI-3 tAki logoM kA u~galI uThAnA Tala jAe na! aura kisa AdhAra para dUlhA milatA hai vaha maiMne use smjhaayaa| vaha lar3akI samajha gaI, aura mere kahe anusAra zAdI kara lii| phira pati z2arA dekhane meM acchA nahIM lagA, paraMtu usane kahA ki mujhe dAdAjI ne kahA hai isalie zAdI karanI hI hai| usa lar3akI ko zAdI karane se pahale jJAna diyA, aura phira to usane mere eka bhI zabda kA ullaMghana nahIM kiyA aura vaha lar3akI ekadama sukhI ho gii| lar3ake lar3akI ko pasaMda karane se pahale bahuta mInamekha nikAlate haiN| bahuta U~cI hai, bahuta nIcI hai, bahuta moTI hai, bahuta patalI hai, z2arA kAlI hai| ghanacakkara, yaha kyA bhaiMsa hai? lar3akoM ko samajhAo ki zAdI karane kA tarIkA kyA hotA hai! tujhe jAkara lar3akI ko dekha AnA aura A~kha se AkarSaNa ho vahA~ ApakI zAdI nizcita hai aura AkarSaNa na ho to Apa baMda rkhnaa| 'jagat' baira vasUlatA hI hai yaha to 'aise phira, vaise phira' karatA hai! eka lar3akA aise bola rahA thA, use maiMne to bahuta ddaaNttaa| maiMne kahA, 'terI madara bhI bahU banI thii| tU kisa taraha kA AdamI hai?' striyoM kA itanA adhika ghora apamAna! Aja lar3akiyA~ bar3ha gaI haiM, isalie striyoM kA apamAna hotA hai| pahale to ina bevakUphoM kA ghora apamAna hotA thaa| usakA ye badalA le rahe haiN| pahale to pA~ca sau bevakUpha-rAjA lAina meM khar3e rahate the aura eka rAjakumArI varamAlA pahanAne nikalatI thI, aura ve bevakUpha garadana Age rakhakara khar3e rahate the! rAjakumArI Age khisaka jAtI taba use kATo to khUna bhI na nikale! kitanA ghora apamAna! are, chor3o yaha zAdI karanA! usase to zAdI nahIM kI ho, vaha acchA! aura Ajakala to lar3akiyA~ bhI kahane lagI haiM ki z2arA aise ghUmo to? Apa z2arA kaise dikhate ho? dekho, Apane isa taraha dekhane kA sisTama nikAlA to yaha hAla ho gayA hai ApakA? isase to sisTama hI nahIM banAte to kyA burA thA? yaha Apane laphar3A DAlA to ApakA vaha laphar3A bddh'aa| isa kAla meM hI, pichale pA~ceka hajAra varSoM se hI puruSa kanyA lene

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AptavANI-3 jAtA hai| usase pahale to bApa svayaMvara racAte the aura usameM ve sau bevakUpha Ae hue hote the! usameM se kanyA eka bevakUpha ko pAsa karatI thI! isa taraha pAsa hokara zAdI karanI ho, usase to zAdI nahIM karanA acchaa| ye sabhI bevakUpha lAina meM khar3e rahate the, usameM se kanyA varamAlA lekara nikalatI thii| saba ke mana meM lAkhoM AzAe~ hotI thIM, ve garadana Age rakhA karate! isa taraha apanI pasaMda kI patnI lAe~, usase to janma hI na lenA acchA! isIse Aja ve bevakUpha striyoM kA bhayaMkara apamAna karake baira vasUla rahe haiM! strI ko dekhane jAtA hai taba kahatA hai, 'aise ghUma, vaise ghUma / ' 'kaoNmanasensa' se 'solyuzana' AtA hai 221 maiM sabase aisA nahIM kahatA ki Apa saba mokSa meM clo| maiM to aisA kahatA hU~ ki jIvana jIne kI kalA siikho| kaoNmanasensa to thor3A-bahuta to sIkho logoM ke pAsa se ! taba seThaloga mujhe kahate haiM ki hamameM kaoNmanasensa to hai| taba maiMne kahA, 'kaoNmanasensa hotA to aisA hotA hI nahIM / tU to mUrkha hai|' seTha ne pUchA, 'kaoNmanasensa matalaba kyA?' maiMne kahA, 'kaoNmanasensa yAnI evarIvhera eplikebala - thyoriTikalI ez2a vela ez2a prekttiklii|' cAhe jaisA tAlA ho, jaMga lagA huA ho yA cAhe jaisA ho lekina cAbI DAleM ki turaMta khula jAe, vaha kaoNmanasensa hai / Apake tAle to khulate nahIM, jhagar3e karate ho aura tAle tor3ate ho ! are, Upara bar3A hathaur3A mArate ho! matabheda ApameM par3atA hai ? matabheda matalaba kyA ? tAlA kholanA nahIM AyA, vaisA kaoNmanasensa kahA~ se lAe ? merA kahanA yaha hai ki pUrI tIna sau sATha DigrI kA kaoNmanasensa nahIM hotA paraMtu cAlIsa DigrI, pacAsa DigrI kA to AtA hai na? vaisA dhyAna meM rakhA ho to? eka zubha vicAraNA para car3hA ho to use vaha vicAraNA yAda AegI aura vaha jAgRta ho jaaegaa| zubha vicAraNA ke bIja par3eM, to phira vaha vicAraNA zurU ho jAtI hai| lekina yaha seTha to sAre dina lakSmI ke aura sirpha lakSmI ke vicAroM meM hI ghUmatA rahatA hai! isalie mujhe seTha se kahanA par3atA hai, 'seTha Apa lakSmI ke pIche par3e ho? ghara pUrA tahasa-nahasa ho gayA hai| beTiyA~ moTara lekara idhara jAtI haiM, beTe udhara jAte haiM aura seThAnI isa tarapha jAtI hai / 'seTha, Apa to hara

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AptavANI-3 taraha se luTa gae haiM!' taba seTha ne pUchA, 'mujhe karanA kyA?' maiMne kahA, 'bAta ko samajho n| kisa taraha jIvana jInA yaha smjho| sirpha paisoM ke hI pIche mata pdd'o| zarIra kA dhyAna rakho, nahIM to hArTa phela hogA / ' zarIra kA dhyAna, paisoM kA dhyAna, beTiyoM ke saMskAra kA dhyAna, saba kone buhArane haiN| eka konA Apa buhArate rahate ho, aba baMgale meM eka hI konA buhArate raheM aura dUsare saba tarapha kacarA par3A ho to kaisA lagegA? sabhI kone buhArane haiM / isa taraha to jIvana kaise jI pAe~ge? 222 kaoNmanasensavAlA ghara meM matabheda hone hI nahIM detA / vaha kaoNmanasensa kahA~ se lAe? vaha to 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke pAsa baiThe, 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke caraNoM kA sevana kare, taba kaoNmanasensa utpanna hogaa| kaoNmanasensavAlA ghara meM yA bAhara kahIM bhI jhagar3A hone hI nahIM detaa| isa muMbaI meM matabhedarahita ghara kitane? matabheda hotA hai, vahA~ kaoNmanasensa kaise kahalAegA? ghara meM 'vAipha' kahe ki abhI dina hai to Apa 'nA, abhI rAta hai ' kahakara jhagar3ane lago to usakA kaba pAra AegA? Apa use kaho ki 'maiM tujhase vinatI karatA hU~ ki rAta hai, z2arA bAhara jA~ca le na!' taba bhI vaha kahe ki 'nA, dina hI hai / ' taba Apa kahanA, 'yU Ara karekTa / mujhase bhUla ho gii|' to ApakI pragati zurU hogI, nahIM to isakA pAra Ae, aisA nahIM hai| ye to 'bAipAsara' ( rAhagIra ) haiM sabhI / 'vAipha' bhI 'bAipAsara' hai / rileTiva, aMta meM dagA samajha meM AtA hai ye sabhI 'rileTiva' sagAiyA~ haiM / isameM koI 'riyala' sagAI hai hI nhiiN| are, yaha deha hI rileTiva hai na! yaha deha hI dagA hai, to usa dage ke sage kitane hoMge? isa deha ko hama roz2a nahalAte - dhulAte haiM, phira bhI peTa meM du:khe to aisA kahanA ki 'roz2a terA itanA dhyAna rakhatA hU~, to Aja z2arA zAMta raha na!' phira bhI vaha ghar3Ibhara bhI zAMta nahIM rahatA / vaha to AbarU le letA hai| are, ina battIsa dA~toM meM se eka duHkha rahA ho na taba bhI vaha cIkheM mrvaaegaa| sArA ghara bhara jAe utane to sArI z2iMdagI meM dAtuna kie hoMge, roz2a dAtuna ghisate rahe hoMge, phira bhI mu~ha sApha nahIM hotA / vaha to, thA vaise kA vaisA hI vApasa / yAnI yaha to dag2A hai / isalie manuSya janma

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AptavANI-3 223 aura hindustAna meM janma ho, U~cI jAti meM janma ho, aura yadi mokSa kA kAma nahIM nikAla liyA to tU bhaTaka mraa| jA terA sabakucha hI bekAra gayA! kucha samajhanA to par3egA na? / bhale mokSa kI z2arUrata sabako nahIM ho, lekina kaoNmanasensa kI z2arUrata to sabhI ko hai na? yaha to kaoNmanasensa nahIM hone se ghara kA khApIkara bhI TakarAva hote haiN| saba kyA kAlAbAz2Ara karate haiM? phira bhI ghara ke tIna logoM meM zAma taka taiMtIsa matabheda par3a jAte haiN| isameM kyA sukha milA? phira DhITha banakara jItA hai| aisA svamAnarahita jIvana kisa kAma kA? usameM bhI majisTreTa sAhaba korTa meM sAta varSa kI sajA Thokakara Ae hote haiM, lekina ghara meM paMdraha-paMdraha dina se kesa penDiMga par3A hotA hai| patnI ke sAtha abolA hotA hai ! taba apane majisTreTa sAhaba se pUche ki 'kyoM sAhaba?' taba sAhaba kahate haiM ki patnI bahuta kharAba hai, bilkula jaMgalI hai| aba patnI se pUche, 'kyoM, sAhaba to bahuta acche AdamI haiM na?' taba patnI kahegI, 'jAne do n| raoNTana (sar3A huA) AdamI hai|' aba aisA sune taba se hI nahIM samajha jAe~ ki yaha sArA polampola hai jagat? isameM karekTanesa jaisA kucha bhI nahIM hai| vAIpha yadi sabjI maha~ge dAma kI lAI ho to sabjI dekhakara mUrkha cillAtA hai, 'itane mahaMge bhAva kI sabjI to lI jAtI hogI? taba patnI kahegI, 'yaha Apane mujha para aTaika kiyaa|' aisA kahakara patnI Dabala aTaika karatI hai| aba usakA pAra kaise Ae? vAipha yadi maha~ge bhAva kI sabjI le AI ho to Apa kahanA, 'bahuta acchA kiyA, mere dhanyabhAga!', bAkI mere jaise lobhI se itanA maha~gA nahIM lAyA jaataa|' hama eka vyakti ke yahA~ Thahare the| taba unakI patnI dUra se paTakakara cAya rakha gii| maiM samajha gayA ki ina donoM ke bIca koI khaTapaTa huI hai| maiMne una bahanajI ko bulAkara pUchA, 'paTakA kyoM?' to ve kahatI hai ki nA, aisA kucha nahIM hai| maiMne use kahA, 'tere peTa meM kyA bAta hai yaha maiM samajha gayA huuN| mere pAsa chupAtI hai? tUne paTakakara diyA to terA pati bhI mana meM samajha gayA ki kyA hakIkata hai| sirpha yaha kapaTa chor3a de cupacApa, yadi sukhI honA ho to|'

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224 AptavANI-3 puruSa to bhole hote haiM aura ye striyA~ to cAlIsa varSa pahale bhI yadi pA~ca-paccIsa gAliyA~ dI hoM, to ve kahakara batAtI haiM ki Apa usa dina aisA kaha rahe the| isIlie sa~bhAlakara strI ke sAtha kAma nikAla lene jaisA hai| strI to Apase kAma nikalavA legii| lekina Apako nahIM aataa| strI Der3ha sau rupaye kI sAr3I lAne ko kahe to Apa paccIsa adhika denaa| vaha chaha mahInoM taka to calegA ! samajhanA pdd'egaa| lAipha to eka kalA hai! yaha to jIvana jIne kI kalA nahIM hai aura patnI lAne jAtA hai! binA sarTiphikeTa ke pati banane gayA, pati banane kI yogyatA kA sarTiphikeTa honA cAhie, tabhI bApa banane kA adhikAra hai| yaha to binA adhikAra ke bApa bana gae aura vApasa dAdA bhI banate haiM! isakA kaba pAra AegA? kucha samajhanA caahie| rileTiva meM, to jor3anA yaha to 'rileTiva' sagAIyA~ haiN| yadi 'riyala' sagAI ho na, taba to hamArA z2ida para ar3anA kAma kA hai ki jaba taka nahIM sudharegI, taba taka maiM apanI z2ida para ar3A rhuuNgaa| lekina yaha to rileTiva! rileTiva matalaba eka ghaMTA yadi patnI ke sAtha jamakara lar3AI ho jAe to donoM ko DAyavorsa kA vicAra A jAtA hai, phira usa vicArabIja kA per3a banatA hai| Apako yadi vAipha kI z2arUrata ho to jaba vaha phAr3e to Apako silate jAnA hai| tabhI yaha rileTiva saMbaMdha TikegA, nahIM to TUTa jaaegaa| bApa ke sAtha bhI rileTiva saMbaMdha hai| loga to riyala sagAI mAnakara bApa ke sAtha z2ida para ar3a jAte haiN| vaha sudhare nahIM, taba taka kyA jida para ar3e raheM? ghanacakkara, aise karate-karate, sudharate-sudharate to bUDhA mara jaaegaa| usase to usakI sevA kara, aura becArA baira bA~dhakara jAe usase acchA to use zAMti se marane de na! usake sIMga use bhaarii| kisI ke bIsa-bIsa phuTa laMbe sIMga hote haiN| usameM Apako kyA bhAra? jisake hoM use bhaar| Apako apanA farz2a nibhAnA hai isIlie z2ida para mata aDanA, turaMta bAta kA hala lA do| isake bAvajUda bhI sAmanevAlA vyakti bahuta lar3e to kahanA ki maiM to pahale se hI bevakUpha hU~, mujhe to aisA AtA hI nahIM hai| aisA kaha diyA to vaha Apako chor3a degaa| cAhe jisa rAste chUTa jAo

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AptavANI-3 225 aura mana meM aisA mata mAna baiThanA ki saba car3ha baiTheMge to kyA karU~gA? ve kyA car3ha baiTheMge? car3ha baiThane kI kisI ke pAsa zakti hI nahIM hai| ye saba karma ke udaya se laTU nAca rahe haiN| isalie jaise-taise karake Aja kA zukravAra binA kleza kie bitA do, kala kI bAta kala dekha leNge| dUsare dina koI paTAkhA phUTane kA huA to kaise bhI use DhaMka denA, phira dekha leNge| aise dina bitAne caahie| vaha sudharA huA kaba taka Tike? hara eka bAta meM hama sAmanevAle ke sAtha eDajasTa ho jAe~ to kitanA AsAna ho jaaegaa| hameM sAtha meM kyA le jAnA hai? koI kahegA ki bhAI use sIdhA kro| are, use sIdhA karane jAegA to tU Ter3hA ho jaaegaa| isalie vAipha ko sIdhA karane mata jAnA, jaisI ho use karekTa khnaa| Apa usake sAtha hamezA kA sAtha ho to alaga bAta hai| yaha to eka janma ke bAda jAne kahA~ bikhara pdd'eNge| donoM ke maraNakAla alaga, donoM ke karma alg| kucha lenA bhI nahIM aura denA bhI nahIM! yahA~ se to kisake yahA~ jAegI, usakI kyA khabara? Apa sIdhI karo aura agale janma meM jAegI kisI aura ke bhAgya meM! praznakartA : usake sAtha karma baMdhe hoMge to dUsare janma meM mileMge to sahI na? dAdAzrI : mileMge, lekina dUsarI taraha se mileNge| kisI kI aurata banakara hamAre yahA~ bAta karane aaegii| karma ke niyama haiM na! yaha to Thaura nahIM aura ThikAnA bhI nhiiN| koI hI puNyazAlI manuSya aise hote haiM ki jo kucha jana sAtha meM rheN| dekho na, neminAtha bhagavAna, rAjula ke sAtha nau janmoM taka sAtha hI sAtha the na! aisA ho to bAta alaga hai| yaha to dUsare janma kA hI ThikAnA nahIM hai| are, isa janma meM hI cale jAte haiM na! use DAyavorsa kahate haiM na? isI janma meM do pati karatI hai, tIna pati karatI hai! __ eDajasTa ho jAe~, taba bhI sudhare isalie Apako unheM sIdhA nahIM karanA hai| ve Apako sIdhA na kreN| jaisA milA vahI sone kaa| prakRti kisI kI, kabhI bhI sIdhI nahIM ho

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AptavANI - 3 sktii| kutte kI duma Ter3hI kI Ter3hI hI rahatI hai, isalie Apa sa~bhalakara clnaa| jaisI ho vaisI bhale hI ho, 'eDajasTa evriivher'| 226 dhamakAne kI jagaha para Apa nahIM dhamakAo, to vAipha adhika sIdhI rahatI hai| jo gussA nahIM karatA usakA tApa bahuta sakhta hotA hai / ye hama kisIko kabhI bhI DA~Tate nahIM haiM, phira bhI hamArA tApa bahuta lagatA hai| praznakartA : to phira vaha sIdhI ho jAegI? dAdAzrI : sIdhA hone kA mArga pahale se yahI hai / vaha kaliyuga ke logoM ko pusAtA nahIM haiM, lekina usake bagaira chuTakArA bhI nahIM hai| praznakartA : magara vaha muzkila bahuta hai / dAdAzrI : nA, nA vaha muzkila nahIM hai, vahI AsAna hai| gAya ke sIMga gAya ko bhArI / praznakartA : hameM bhI vaha mAratI hai na? dAdAzrI : kisI dina laga jAtA hai / vaha sIMga mArane Ae to aise khisaka jAte haiM, vaise yahA~ para bhI khisaka jAnA hai! yaha to muzkila kahA~ AtI hai? merI zAdI kI huI aura merI vAipha / are, nahIM hai vAipha aura ye hasabainDa hI nahIM to phira vAipha hotI hogI? yaha to anAr3I ke khela haiM! AryaprajA kahA~ rahI hai Ajakala? sudhArane ke badale sudharane kI z2arUrata praznakartA : 'khuda kI bhUla hai' aisA svIkArakara patnI ko sudhAra nahIM sakate? dAdAzrI : sudhArane ke lie khuda hI sudharane kI z2arUrata hai| kisIko sudhArA hI nahIM jA sakatA hai / jo sudhArane ke prayatnavAle haiM, ve saba ahaMkArI haiN| khuda sudharA matalaba sAmanevAlA sudhara hI jaaegaa| maiMne aise bhI dekhe haiM ki jo bAhara saba sudhArane nikale hote haiM aura ghara meM unakI vAipha ke sAmane AbarU nahIM hotI / madara ke sAmane AbarU nahIM hotii| ye kisa taraha

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AptavANI-3 227 ke loga haiM? pahale tU sudhr| maiM sudhArU~, maiM sudhArU~ vaha galata igoiz2ama hai| are! terA hI to ThikAnA nahIM, phira tU kyA sudhAranevAlA hai? pahale khuda samajhadAra hone kI z2arUrata hai| 'mahAvIra' mahAvIra hone kA hI prayatna karate the aura usakA itanA prabhAva par3A hai! paccIsa sau sAla hone para bhI unakA prabhAva jAtA nahIM hai| hama kisIko sudhArate nahIM haiN| kise sudhArane kA adhikAra? Apako sudhArane kA adhikAra kitanA hai? jisameM caitanya hai, use sudhArane kA Apako kyA adhikAra hai? yaha kapar3A mailA ho gayA ho to use hameM sApha karane kA adhikAra hai| kyoMki vahA~ sAmane se kisI bhI taraha kA riekzana nahIM hai| aura jisameM caitanya hai, vaha to riekzanavAlA hai, use Apa kyA sudhAroge? jahA~ khuda kI hI prakRti nahIM sudharatI, vahA~ dUsare kI kyA sudhAranI? khuda hI laTTa hai| ye saba Topsa haiN| kyoMki ve prakRti ke adhIna hai| puruSa huA nhiiN| puruSa hone ke bAda hI puruSArtha utpanna hotA hai| yaha to puruSArtha dekhA hI nahIM hai| vyavahAra nibhAnA, eDajasTa hokara praznakartA : vyavahAra meM rahanA hai to eDajasTa ekapakSIya to nahIM honA cAhie na? dAdAzrI : vyavahAra to use kahate haiM ki 'eDajasTa' ho jAe~ yAnI ki par3osI bhI kaheM ki, 'saba ghara meM jhagar3e haiM, paraMtu isa ghara meM jhagar3A nahIM hai|' usakA vyavahAra sabase acchA mAnA jAtA hai| jisake sAtha rAsa nahIM Ae, vahIM para zakti vikasita karanI hai, rAsa Ae vahA~ to zakti hai hii| nahIM rAsa Ae vaha to kamaz2orI hai| mujhe sabake sAtha kaise rAsa A jAtA hai? jitane eDajasTamenTsa leMge utanI zaktiyA~ bar3hegI aura azaktiyA~ TUTatI jaaeNgii| saccI samajha to, dUsarI sabhI samajha ko tAle lageMge tabhI aaegii| 'jJAnI' to, yadi sAmanevAlA Ter3hA ho taba bhI usake sAtha 'eDajasTa' ho jAte haiN| 'jJAnIpuruSa' ko dekhakara calo to sabhI taraha ke eDajasTamenTsa' karane A jaaeNge| usake pIche sAinsa kyA kahatA hai ki vItarAga ho jAo,

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228 AptavANI-3 rAga-dveSa mata kro| yaha to aMdara kucha Asakti raha jAtI hai, isalie mAra par3atI hai| isa vyavahAra meM ekapakSIya, ni:spRha ho jAe~ to Ter3he khlaaeNge| jaba hameM z2arUrata ho, taba sAmanevAlA TeDhA ho phira bhI use manA lenA par3atA hai| sTezana para maz2adUra cAhie to vaha AnAkAnI kara rahA ho, taba bhI use cAra Ane kama-jyAdA karake bhI manA lenA par3atA hai, aura nahIM manAoge to vaha baiga Apake sira para hI DAlegA na? 'DonTa sI laoNja, plIz2a seTala' (kAnUna mata dekhanA, kRpayA samAdhAna karo), sAmanevAle ko 'seTalamenTa' lene ke lie kahanA, 'Apa aisA karo, vaisA karo', aisA kahane ke lie TAima hI kahA~ hotA hai? sAmanevAle kI sau bhUleM hoM, taba bhI hameM to khuda kI hI bhUla kahakara Age nikala jAnA hai| isa kAla meM laoN (kAnUna) to dekhA jAtA hogA? yaha to aMtima stara para A gayA hai| jahA~ dekho vahA~ dauDAdaur3a aura bhaagmbhaag| loga ulajha gae haiN| ghara jAe to vAipha cillAtI hai, bacce cillAte haiM, naukarI para jAe to seTha cillAtA hai, gAr3I meM jAe to bhIr3a meM dhakke khAtA hai, kahIM bhI caina nahIM hai| caina to cAhie na? koI lar3ane lage to hameM usake Upara dayA rakhanI cAhie ki ahoho! ise kitanI adhika becainI hogI ki vaha laDa par3atA hai ! becaina ho jAte haiM, ve saba kamaz2ora haiN| praznakartA : bahuta bAra aisA hotA hai ki eka samaya meM do logoM ke sAtha eka hI bAta para 'eDajasTamenTa' lenA hotA hai, to eka hI samaya meM sabhI ora kisa taraha le sakate haiM? dAdAzrI : donoM ke sAtha liyA jA sakatA hai| are, sAta logoM ke sAtha bhI lenA ho, taba bhI liyA jA sakatA hai| eka pUche, 'merA kyA kiyA?' taba kaheM, 'hA~ bhAI, tere kahe anusAra kruuNgaa| dUsare ko bhI aisA kaheMge, 'Apa kahoge vaisA kruuNgaa|' 'vyavasthita' ke bAhara honevAlA nahIM hai, isalie cAhe jaise jhagar3A khar3A mata krnaa|' yaha to sahI-galata kahane se bhUta parezAna karate haiN| hameM to donoM ko eka jaisA kara denA hai| ise acchA kahA isalie dUsarA galata ho gayA, isalie phira vaha parezAna karatA hai| para donoM kA mikscara kara DAleM isase phira asara nahIM rhegaa| eDajasTa aivarIvhera kI hamane khoja kI hai| sahI

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AptavANI-3 kaha rahA ho usake sAtha aura galata kaha rahA ho usake sAtha eDajasTa ho| hameM koI kahe, 'ApameM akla nahIM hai', to hama usake sAtha turaMta eDajasTa ho jAe~ge aura use kaheMge ki 'yaha to pahale se hI nahIM thI ! tU abhI kahA~ khojane AyA hai? tujhe to Aja usakA patA calA, lekina maiM to bacapana se hI jAnatA huuN|' aisA kaheM to jhaMjhaTa miTa gaI na? phira vaha hamAre pAsa akla DhU~Dhane AegA hI nhiiN| aisA nahIM kareM to 'apane ghara' kaba pahu~ca pAe~ge? 229 hama yaha sarala aura sIdhA rAstA batA dete haiM aura ye TakarAva kyA roz2a-roz2a hote haiM? vaha to jaba apane karma kA udaya ho taba hotA hai, utanA hI hameM eDajasTa karanA hai / ghara meM lIlA (patnI) ke sAtha jhagar3A huA ho to jhagar3A hone ke bAda lIlA ko hoTala meM le jAkara, khAnA khilAkara khuza kara denA, aba tA~tA nahIM rahanA cAhie / eDajasTamenTa ko hama nyAya kahate haiM / Agraha - durAgraha, vaha koI nyAya nahIM khlaataa| kisI bhI prakAra kA Agraha nyAya nahIM hai / hama kisI kA Agraha nahIM pkdd'te| jisa pAnI se mU~ga galeM usase galA leM, aMta meM gaTara ke pAnI se bhI galA leM !! DAkU mila jAe aura usake sAtha DisaeDajasTa nahIM hoMge to ve maareNge| usake badale hama nizcita kareM ki usake sAtha eDajasTa hokara kAma lenA hai| phira use pUche ki bhAI terI kyA icchA hai? dekha bhAI hama to yAtrA karane nikale haiN| aise usake sAtha eDajasTa ho jAte haiM / yaha bA~drA kI khAr3I badabU mAre to use kyA lar3ane jAte haiM? vaise hI ye manuSya badabU mArate haiM, unheM kucha kahane jAnA cAhie? badabU mAranevAle sabhI khAr3iyA~ kahalAte haiM aura sugaMdhI Ae ve bAg2a kahalAte haiM / jo-jo badabU mArate haiM, ve saba kahate haiM ki Apa hamAre prati vItarAga raho / yaha eDajasTa evarIvhera nahIM hogA to pAgala ho jAoge saba / sAmanevAle ko cher3ate rahoge, usase hI ve pAgala hote haiM / isa kutte ko eka bAra cher3eM, dUsarI bAra, tIsarI bAra cher3eM taba taka vaha hamArI AbarU rakhatA hai, lekina phira bahuta cher3achAr3a kareM to vaha bhI kATa letA hai / vaha bhI samajha

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230 AptavANI-3 jAtA hai ki yaha roz2a cher3atA hai, yaha nAlAyaka hai, bezarma hai| yaha bAta samajhane jaisI hai| kucha bhI jhaMjhaTa karanA nahIM hai, eDajasTa evriivher| nahIM to vyavahAra kI gutthiyA~ rokatI haiM pahale yaha vyavahAra sIkhanA hai| vyavahAra kI samajha ke binA to loga taraha-taraha kI mAra khAte haiN| praznakartA : adhyAtma meM to ApakI bAta ke bAre meM kucha kahanA hI nahIM hai| paraMtu vyavahAra meM bhI ApakI bAta TaoNpa kI bAta hai| dAdAzrI : aisA hai na, ki vyavahAra meM Topa kA samajhe binA koI mokSa meM gayA nahIM hai, cAhe jitanA bAraha lAkha kA AtmajJAna ho, lekina vyavahAra samajhe binA koI mokSa meM gayA nhiiN| kyoMki vyavahAra chur3avAnevAlA hai na? vaha na chor3e to Apa kyA karoge? Apa zuddhAtmA ho hI, paraMtu vyavahAra chor3e taba na? Apa vyavahAra ko ulajhAte rahate ho| jhaTapaTa niber3A lAo na! ina bhaiyA se kahA ho ki 'jA, dukAna se AiskrIma le aa|' lekina vaha Adhe rAste se hI vApasa A jaae| Apa pUcho, 'kyoM?' to vaha kahe, 'rAste meM gadhA mila gayA isalie, apazukana ho gyaa|' aba ise aisA ulTA jJAna huA hai, usakA Apako nikAla karanA cAhie na? use samajhAnA cAhie ki 'bhAI, gadhe meM bhagavAna rahe hue haiM, isalie koI apazakana nahIM hotaa| tU gadhe kA tiraskAra karegA to usameM rahe hae bhagavAna ko pahu~catA hai, usase tujhe bhayaMkara doSa lagatA hai| vApasa aisA nahIM honA caahie|' isa taraha se yaha ulTA jJAna huA hai| isake AdhAra para eDajasTa nahIM ho skte| ___kAunTarapulI-eDajasTamenTa kI rIti hameM pahale apanA mata nahIM rakhanA caahie| sAmanevAle se pUchanA cAhie ki isa bAre meM ApakA kyA kahanA hai? sAmanevAlA apanA pakar3akara rakhe to hameM apanA choDa denA caahie| hameM to itanA hI dekhanA hai ki kisa rAste sAmanevAle ko duHkha na ho| apanA abhiprAya sAmanevAle para thopanA

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AptavANI - 3 nahIM hai| sAmanevAle kA abhiprAya hameM lenA hai / hama to sabake abhiprAya lekara 'jJAnI' hue haiN| maiM merA abhiprAya kisI para thopane jAU~ to maiM hI kaccA par3a jaauuNgaa| apane abhiprAya se kisIko duHkha nahIM honA cAhie / tere rivolyuzana aThAraha sau hoM aura sAmanevAle ke chaha sau hoM, aura tU terA abhiprAya usa para thopane jAe to sAmanevAle kA iMjana TUTa jAegA / usake sabhI giyara badalane pdd'eNge| 231 praznakartA : rivaoNlyuzana matalaba kyA ? dAdAzrI : yaha vicAroM kI jo spIDa hai, vaha hara eka kI alaga hotI hai| kucha huA ho taba vaha eka minaTa meM to kitanA hI dikhA detA hai, usake sabhI paryAya eTa - e - TAima dikhA detA hai| ye bar3e-bar3e presiDenToM ko minaTa ke bAraha sau - bAraha sau rivaoNlyuzansa ghUmate haiN| taba hamAre pA~ca haz2Ara hote haiN| mahAvIra ke lAkha rivaoNlyuzansa ghUmate the / I yaha matabheda par3ane kA kAraNa kyA hai? ApakI vAipha ke sau rivaoNlyuzansa hoM aura Apake pA~ca sau rivaoNlyuzansa hoM aura Apako bIca meM kAunTarapulI DAlanA nahIM AtA isalie cinagAriyA~ ur3atI haiM, jhagar3e hote haiN| are! kaIM bAra to iMjana bhI TUTa jAtA hai| rivaoNlyuzana samajhe Apa? agara maz2adUra se Apa bAta karo to ApakI bAta use pahu~cegI nhiiN| usake rivaoNlyuzana pacAsa hote haiM aura Apake pA~ca sau hote haiM, kisI ke haz2Ara hote haiM, kisI ke bAraha sau hote haiM / jaisA jisakA DevelapamenTa ho usa anusAra rivaoNlyuzansa hote haiM / bIca meM kAunTarapulI DAlo tabhI use ApakI bAta phuNcegii| kAunTarapulI matalaba Apako bIca meM paTTA DAlakara apane rivaoNlyuzansa kama kara dene pdd'eNge| maiM haraeka vyakti ke sAtha kAunTarapulI DAla detA huuN| sirpha ahaMkAra nikAla dene se kAma ho jAegA aisA nahIM hai, kAunTarapulI bhI haraeka ke sAtha DAlanI par3atI hai| isIlie to hamArA kisI ke sAtha matabheda hI nahIM hotA na ! hama samajhate haiM ki isa vyakti ke itane hI rivaoNlyuzansa haiN| isalie usa anusAra maiM kAunTarapulI lagA detA huuN| hameM to choTe baccoM ke sAtha bhI bahuta rAsa AtA hai| kyoMki hama unake sAtha cAlIsa rivaoNlyuzansa kara dete haiM isalie use merI bAta pahu~catI hai, nahIM to vaha mazIna TUTa jAe /

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232 AptavANI-3 praznakartA : koI bhI, sAmanevAle ke levala para Ae tabhI bAta hotI dAdAzrI : hA~, usake rivaoNlyuzansa para Ae tabhI bAta hotI hai| yaha Apake sAtha bAtacIta karate hue hamAre rivaoNlyuzansa kahIM ke kahIM jAkara Ate haiM ! pUre varlDa meM ghUma Ate haiN| Apako kAunTarapulI DAlanA nahIM AtA, to usameM kama rivaoNlyuzanavAle iMjana kA kyA doSa? vaha to ApakA doSa ki Apako 'kAunTarapulI' DAlanA nahIM aataa| ulTA kahane se kalaha huI..... praznakartA : pati kA bhaya, bhaviSya kA bhaya, eDajasTamenTa lene nahIM detA hai| vahA~ para 'hama use sudhAranevAle kauna?' vaha yAda nahIM rahatA, aura sAmanevAle ko cetAvanI ke rUpa meM bola dete haiN| dAdAzrI : vaha to 'vyavasthita' kA upayoga kare, 'vyavasthita' phiTa ho jAe to koI parezAnI ho aisA nahIM hai| phira kucha pUchane jaisA hI nahIM rhegaa| pati Ae taba thAlI aura pATA rakhakara kahanA ki calie bhojana ke lie| unakI prakRti badalanevAlI nahIM hai| jo prakRti Apa dekhakara, pasaMda karake, zAdI karake lAIM, vaha prakRti aMta taka dekhanI hai| taba kyA pahale dina nahIM jAnatI thIM ki yaha prakRti aisI hI hai? usI dina alaga ho jAnA thA na? mu~ha kyoM lagAyA adhika? isa kica-kica se saMsAra meM koI phAyadA nahIM hotA, nukasAna hI hotA hai| kica-kica yAnI kalaha, isalie bhagavAna ne use kaSAya kahA hai| jaise-jaise Apa donoM ke bIca meM problama bar3heM, vaise-vaise alaga hotA jAtA hai| problama solva ho jAe~ phira alaga nahIM rhtaa| judAI se duHkha hai| aura sabhI ko problama khar3e hote haiN| Apako akele ko hote haiM aisA nahIM hai| jitanoM ne zAdI kI hai unheM problama khar3e hue bagaira rahate nhiiN| karma ke udaya se jhagar3e calate rahate haiM, magara jIbha se ulTA bolanA baMda kro| bAta peTa meM hI rakho, ghara meM yA bAhara bolanA baMda kara do|

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AptavANI-3 233 aho! vyavahAra kA matalaba hI... praznakartA : prakRti na sudhare, paraMtu vyavahAra to sudharanA cAhie na? dAdAzrI : vyavahAra to logoM ko AtA hI nhiiN| vyavahAra kabhI AyA hotA na, are, Adhe ghaMTe ke lie bhI AyA hotA to bhI bahuta ho gayA! vyavahAra to samajhe hI nahIM haiN| vyavahAra matalaba kyA? upalaka (satahI, Upara Upara se, suparaphluasa)! vyavahAra kA matalaba satya nahIM hai| yaha to vyavahAra ko satya hI mAna liyA hai| vyavahAra meM satya matalaba rileTiva sty| yahA~ ke noTa sacce hoM yA jhUThe hoM donoM 'vahA~' ke sTezana para kAma nahIM aate| isalie chor3a na ise, aura 'apanA' kAma nikAla le| vyavahAra matalaba diyA huA vApasa karanA, vh| abhI koI kahe ki, 'caMdUlAla meM akla nahIM hai|' to Apa samajha jAnA ki yaha diyA huA vApasa AyA! yadi yaha jo samajhoge to vaha vyavahAra khlaaegaa| Ajakala vyavahAra kisI meM hai hI nhiiN| jisake lie vyavahAra, vyavahAra hai; usakA nizcaya, nizcaya hai| ...aura samyak kahane se kalaha zama jAtA hai praznakartA : kisI ne jAna-bUjhakara yaha vastu pheMka dI, to vahA~ para kyA eDajasTamenTa lenA cAhie? dAdAzrI : yaha to pheMka diyA, lekina baccA pheMka de taba bhI Apako 'dekhate' rahanA hai| bApa bacce ko pheMka de to Apako dekhate rahanA hai| taba kyA Apako pati ko pheMka denA cAhie? eka ko to aspatAla jAnA par3A, aba vApasa do aspatAla khar3e karane haiM? aura phira jaba usakA calegA taba vaha hameM pachAr3a degA, phira tIna aspatAla khar3e ho jaaeNge| praznakartA : to phira kucha kahanA hI nahIM cAhie? dAdAzrI : kaho, lekina samyak kahanA, yadi bolanA Ae to| nahIM to kutte kI taraha bhauMkate rahane kA artha kyA? isalie samyak kahanA caahie| praznakartA : samyak matalaba kisa taraha kA?

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234 AptavANI-3 dAdAzrI : 'ohoho! Apane isa bacco ko kyoM pheMkA? kyA kAraNa hai usakA?' taba vaha kahe ki, 'jAna-bUjhakara maiM koI thor3e pheMkU~gA? vaha to mere hAtha meM se chaTaka gayA aura gira pdd'aa|' praznakartA : vaha to, usane galata bolA na? dAdAzrI : ve jhUTha bole, vaha Apako nahIM dekhanA hai| jhUTha boleM yA saca boleM vaha usake adhIna hai, vaha Apake adhIna nahIM hai| vaha usakI maraz2I meM Ae aisA kreN| use jhUTha bolanA ho yA Apako khatma karanA ho, vaha usake tAbe meM hai| rAta ko ApakI maTakI meM jahara DAla de to Apa to khatma hI ho jAogI na! isalie jo hamAre tAbe meM nahIM hai vaha hameM nahIM dekhanA hai| samyak kahanA Ae to kAma kA hai ki bhAI isase Apako kyA phAyadA huA? to vaha apane Apa kabUla kregaa| samyak kahanA AtA nahIM aura Apa pA~ca sera kA doge to vaha dasa sera kA degA! praznakartA : kahanA nahIM Ae to phira kyA karanA cAhie? cupa baiThanA cAhie? dAdAzrI : mauna raho aura dekhatI raho ki kyA ho rahA hai? sinemA meM baccoM ko paTakate haiM, taba kyA karatI ho Apa? kahane kA adhikAra hai sabakA, lekina kalaha nahIM bar3he usa taraha se kahane kA adhikAra hai| bAkI, jo kahane se kalaha bar3he vaha to mUrkha kA kAma hai| ___Takora, ahaMkArapUrvaka nahIM karate praznakartA : vyavahAra meM koI galata kara rahA ho use Takora to karanI par3atI hai| usase use duHkha hotA hai, to kisa taraha usakA nikAla kareM? dAdAzrI : vyavahAra meM Takora karanI par3atI hai, paraMtu usameM ahaMkAra sahita hotA hai, isalie usakA pratikramaNa karanA caahie| praznakartA : Takora nahIM kareM to vaha sira para car3hatA hai? dAdAzrI : TokanA to par3atA hai, lekina kahanA AnA caahie| kahanA

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AptavANI-3 nahIM Ae, vyavahAra nahIM Ae, taba ahaMkAra sahita Takora hotI hai| isalie bAda meM usakA pratikramaNa karanA caahie| Apa sAmanevAle ko Toko taba sAmanevAle ko burA to lagegA, paraMtu usakA pratikramaNa karate rahoge taba phira chaha mahIne, bAraha mahIne meM vANI aisI nikalegI ki sAmanevAle ko mIThI lgegii| abhI to TesTeDa vANI cAhie, anTesTeDa vANI bolane kA adhikAra nahIM hai| isa taraha se pratikramaNa karoge to cAhe kaisA bhI hogA, phira bhI sIdhA ho jaaegaa| 235 yaha abolA to bojhA bar3hAe praznakartA : abolA rakhakara, bAta ko TAlane se usakA nikAla ho sakatA hai? dAdAzrI : nahIM ho sktaa| Apako to sAmanevAlA mile to 'kaise ho, kaise nahIM', aisA kahanA caahie| sAmanevAlA z2arA zora macAe to Apako z2arA dhIre rahakara samabhAva se nikAla karanA cAhie / usakA nikAla to karanA hI par3egA na, kabhI na kabhI? bolanA baMda karoge usase kyA nikAla ho gayA? usase nikAla nahIM hotA hai, isIlie to abolA khar3A hotA hai| abolA matalaba bojhA, jisakA nikAla nahIM huA usakA bojhA / turaMta use khar3A rakhakara kahanA cAhie, 'khar3e raho na, merI koI bhUla ho to mujhe kho| merI bahuta bhUleM hotI haiN| Apa to bahuta hoziyAra, par3he-likhe, isalie ApakI nahIM hotIM, lekina maiM par3hA-likhA kama hU~ isalie merI bahuta bhUleM hotI haiN|' aisA kahane para vaha khuza ho jaaegaa| praznakartA : aisA karane se vaha narama nahIM par3e to kyA kareM? dAdAzrI : narama nahIM par3eM to Apako kyA karanA hai? Apako to kahakara chUTa jAnA hai, phira kyA upAya? kabhI na kabhI kisI dina narama pdd'egaa| DA~Takara narama karo to vaha usase kucha narama hogA nahIM / Aja narama dikhegA, lekina vaha mana meM noMdha rakha chor3egA aura jaba Apa narama hoMge usa dina vaha saba vApasa nikaalegaa| yAnI jagat bairavAlA hai| niyama aisA hai ki baira rakhe, aMdara paramANu saMgraha karake rakhe, isalie Apako pUrA kesa hI hala kara denA hai|

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3 AptavANI-3 prakRti ke anusAra eDajasTamenTa... praznakartA : hama sAmanevAle ko abolA tor3ane kA kaheM ki 'merI bhUla ho gaI, aba mAfI mA~gatA huuN|' phira bhI usakA dimAg2a adhika car3he to kyA kareM? dAdAzrI : taba Apa kahanA baMda kara denaa| use aisA koI ulTA jJAna ho cukA hai ki 'bahuta name naadaan'| vahA~ phira dUra rahanA caahie| phira jo hisAba ho, vahI tthiik| paraMtu jitane sarala hoM na, vahA~ to hala lA denA caahie| ghara meM kauna-kauna sarala haiM aura kauna-kauna Ter3he haiM, kyA Apa itanA nahIM samajhate? praznakartA : sAmanevAlA sarala nahIM ho to usake sAtha hameM vyavahAra tor3a DAlanA cAhie? dAdAzrI : nahIM tor3anA caahie| vyavahAra tor3ane se TUTatA nahIM hai| vyavahAra tor3ane se TUTe aisA hai bhI nhiiN| isalie vahA~ Apako mauna rahanA cAhie ki kisI dina cir3hegA taba phira apanA hisAba pUrA ho jaaegaa| Apa mauna rakheM taba kisI dina vaha cir3he aura khuda hI bole ki Apa bolate nahIM, kitane dinoM se cupacApa phirate ho! aise cir3he yAnI hamArA kAma ho jaaegaa| aba kyA kareM phira? yaha to taraha-taraha kA lohA hotA hai, hameM saba pahacAna meM Ate haiN| kucha ko bahuta garama kareM to mur3a jAtA hai| kucha ko bhaTThI meM rakhanA par3atA hai phira jaldI se do hathaur3e mAre ki sIdhA ho jAtA hai| ye to taraha-taraha ke lohe haiM! isameM AtmA, vaha AtmA hai, paramAtmA hai aura lohA, vaha lohA hai| ye sabhI dhAtu haiN| saralatA se bhI sulajha jAe praznakartA : hameM ghara meM kisI vastu kA dhyAna nahIM rahatA ho, gharavAle hameM dhyAna rakho, dhyAna rakho kahate hoM, phira bhI na rahe to usa samaya kyA kareM? dAdAzrI : kucha bhI nahIM, gharavAle kaheM, 'dhyAna rakho, dhyAna rkho|' taba Apa kahanA ki 'hA~, rluuNgaa|' Apako dhyAna rakhane kA nizcaya karanA

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AptavANI-3 237 hai| phira bhI dhyAna nahIM rahA aura kuttA ghusa gayA, taba kaho ki 'mujhe dhyAna nahIM rhtaa|' usakA hala to lAnA par3egA na? hameM khuda ko bhI kisI ne dhyAna rakhane kA sauMpA ho aura hama dhyAna rakheM, phira bhI nahIM rahA to kaha dete haiM ki 'bhAI yaha nahIM raha sakA hmse|' aisA hai na, 'hama bar3I umra ke haiM', aisA dhyAna nahIM rahe taba kAma hogaa| bAlaka jaisI avasthA ho to samabhAva se nikAla acchA hotA hai| hama to bAlaka jaise haiM, isalie jaisA hotA hai hama vaisA kaha dete haiM, aise bhI kaha dete haiM aura vaise bhI kaha dete haiM, bahuta bar3appana kyA karanA? jise kasauTI ho, ve puNyavAna kahalAte haiM ! isalie ukela lAnA, jhaka nahIM pakaDanI hai| Apako apane Apa apanA doSa kaha denA caahie| nahIM to ve kahate ho taba Apako khuza honA cAhie ki 'ohoho! Apa merA doSa jAna gae! bahuta acchA kiyA! ApakI buddhi hama nahIM jAnate the|' ...sAmanevAle kA samAdhAna karAo na? koI bhUla hogI, to sAmanevAlA kahatA hogA na? isalie bhUla khatma kara DAlo na! isa jagat meM koI jIva kisIko takalIfa nahIM de sakatA, aisA svataMtra hai, aura takalIfa dete haiM vaha pUrva kI daqhala kI huI thI islie| usa bhUla ko miTA do phira hisAba rahegA nhiiN| koI 'lAla jhaMDI' dikhAe to samajha jAnA ki isameM ApakI hI koI bhUla hai| yAnI Apako use pUchanA cAhie ki bhAI 'lAla jhaMDI' kyoM dikhA rahe ho? taba vaha kahe ki, 'Apane aisA kyoM kiyA thA?' taba usase mAfI mA~ga lenA aura kahanA ki 'aba tU harI jhaMDI dikhAegA na?' taba vaha hA~ khegaa| hameM koI lAla jhaMDI dikhAtA hI nhiiN| hama to sabhI kI harI jhaMDI dekhate haiM, usake bAda Age calate haiN| koI eka vyakti bhI nikalate samaya yadi lAla jhaMDI dikhAe to use pUchate haiM ki bhAI tU kyoM lAla jhaMDI dikhA rahA hai? taba vaha kahe ki Apa to usa tArIkha ko jAnevAle the, lekina pahale kyoM jA rahe haiM? taba hama use samajhAte haiM ki, 'yaha kAma A par3A

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238 AptavANI-3 isIlie majabUrana jAnA par3a rahA hai!' taba vaha sAmane se kahegA ki taba to Apa jAo, jAo, koI parezAnI nahIM hai| yaha to terI hI bhUla ke kAraNa loga lAla jhaMDI dikhAte haiN| lekina yadi tU usakA khulAsA kare to jAne deNge| lekina yaha to koI lAla jhaMDI dikhAe taba phira mUrkha zora macA detA hai, 'jaMgalI, jaMgalI, beakla, lAla jhaMDI dikhAtA hai?' aise DA~TatA hai| are, yaha to tUne nayA khar3A kiyaa| koI lAla jhaMDI dikhAtA hai arthAt 'deyara iz2a samathiMga roNg|' koI aise hI lAla jhaMDI nahIM dikhaataa| jhagar3A, roz2a to kaise pusAe? dAdAzrI : ghara meM jhagar3e hote haiM? praznakartA : haaN| dAdAzrI : mAilDa hote haiM yA sacamuca meM hote haiM? praznakartA : sacamuca meM bhI hote haiM, paraMtu dUsare dina bhUla jAte haiN| dAdAzrI : bhUla nahIM jAo to karoge kyA? bhUla jAe~ to bhI vApasa jhagar3A hotA hai na? yadi bhUlate nahIM to vApasa jhagar3A kauna karatA? bar3ebaDe baMgaloM meM rahate haiM, pA~ca loga rahate haiM, phira bhI jhagar3A karate haiN| kudarata khAne-pIne kA detI hai, taba bhI loga jhagar3A karate haiM ! ye loga jhagar3e, kleza, kalaha karane meM sUramA haiN| jahA~ lar3AI-jhagar3e haiM, vaha aMDaraDevelapDa prajA hai| sAra nikAlanA AtA nahIM, isalie lar3AI-jhagar3e hote haiN| jitane manuSya haiM utane alaga-alaga dharma haiN| lekina khuda ke dharma kA maMdira banAe kisa taraha? bAkI, dharma to haraeka ke alaga haiN| upAzraya meM sAmAyika karate haiM, vaha bhI haraeka kI alaga-alaga hotI haiN| are, kitane to pIche baiThe-baiThe kaMkar3a mArA karate haiM, ve bhI unakI sAmAyika hI karate haiM na? isameM dharma rahA nahIM, marma rahA nhiiN| yadi dharma bhI rahA hotA to ghara meM jhagar3e nahIM hote| hote to bhI mahIne meM ekAdha bAra hote| amAvasa

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AptavANI-3 239 mahIne meM eka dina hI AtI hai na? praznakartA : haaN| dAdAzrI : ye to tIsoM dina amaavs| jhagar3e meM kyA milatA hogA? praznakartA : nukasAna milatA hai| dAdAzrI : ghATe kA vyApAra to koI karatA hI nahIM na! koI nahIM kahatA ki nukasAna kA vyApAra karo! kucha to naphA kamAte hoMge na? praznakartA : jhagar3e meM AnaMda AtA hogA! dAdAzrI : yaha dUSamakAla hai isalie zAMti rahatI nahIM hai, vaha jalA huA dUsare ko jalAe taba use zAMti hotI hai| koI AnaMda meM ho, vaha use acchA nahIM lagatA, isalie palItA dAgakara vaha jAe, taba use zAMti hotI hai| aisA jagat kA svabhAva hai| bAkI, jAnavara bhI vivekavAle hote haiM, ve jhagar3ate nahIM haiN| kutte bhI khuda ke muhallevAle hoM unake sAtha aMdaraaMdara nahIM jhagar3ate haiN| bAhara ke muhallevAle Ae~ taba saba sAtha milakara unake sAtha lar3ate haiN| jaba ki ye mUrkha aMdara-aMdara lar3ate haiN| ye loga vivekazUnya ho gae haiN| 'jhagar3AprUpha' ho jAne jaisA hai praznakartA : hameM jhagar3A nahIM karanA ho, hama kabhI bhI jhagar3A hI nahIM karate hoM phira bhI ghara meM saba sAmane se roz2a jhagar3e karate raheM to vahA~ kyA karanA cAhie? dAdAzrI : Apako jhagar3AprUpha ho jAnA caahie| jhagar3AprUpha hoMge tabhI isa saMsAra meM raha paaeNge| hama Apako jhagar3AprUpha banA deNge| jhagar3A karanevAlA bhI Uba jAe, aisA hamArA svarUpa honA caahie| varlDa meM koI bhI hameM Dipresa na kara sake aisA honA caahie| hamAre jhagar3AprUpha ho jAne ke bAda jhaMjhaTa hI nahIM na? logoM ko jhagar3e karane hoM, gAliyA~ denI ho taba bhI harja nahIM aura phira bhI bezarma nahIM kahalAe~ge, balki jAgRti bahuta bddh'egii|

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240 AptavANI-3 bairabIja meM se jhagar3oM kA udbhava pahale jo jhagar3e kie the, unake baira ba~dhate haiM aura ve Aja jhagar3e ke rUpa meM cukAe jAte haiN| jhagar3A ho, usI ghar3I baira kA bIja par3a jAtA hai, vaha agale bhava meM ugegaa| praznakartA : to vaha bIja kisa taraha se dUra ho? dAdAzrI : dhIre-dhIre samabhAva se nikAla karate raho to dUra hogaa| bahuta bhArI bIja par3A ho to dera lagegI, zAMti rakhanI pdd'egii| apanA kucha bhI koI le nahIM letaa| khAne kA do TAima milatA hai, kapar3e milate haiM, phira kyA cAhie? bhale hI kamare ko tAlA lagAkara calA jAe, lekina Apako do TAima khAne kA milatA hai yA nahIM milatA, utanA hI dekhanA hai| Apako baMda karake jAe, phira bhI kucha nahIM, Apa so jaanaa| pUrvabhava ke baira aise ba~dhe hue hote haiM ki tAle meM baMda karake jAtA hai| baira aura vaha bhI nAsamajhI se ba~dhA huaa| samajhavAlA ho to hama samajha jAe~ ki yaha samajhavAlA hai, taba bhI hala A jaae| aba nAsamajhIvAlA ho vahA~ kisa taraha hala aae| isalie vahA~ bAta chor3a denI caahie| jJAna se, bairabIja chUTe aba baira saba chor3a dene haiN| isIlie kabhI 'hamAre' pAsa se svarUpajJAna prApta kara lenA tAki sabhI baira chUTa jaaeN| isI bhava meM hI saba baira chor3a dene haiM, hama Apako rAstA dikhaaeNge| saMsAra meM loga Ubakara mauta kyoM DhU~Dhate haiM? ye parezAniyA~ pasaMda nahIM haiM, islie| bAta to samajhanI par3egI na? kaba taka muzkila meM par3e rahoge? yaha to kIr3e-makor3oM jaisA jIvana ho gayA hai| nirI taraphar3AhaTa, taraphar3AhaTa aura trphdd'aahtt| manuSya meM Ane ke bAda phira taraphar3ATa kyoM ho? jo brahmAMDa kA mAlika kahalAe usakI yaha dazA ! sArA jagat taraphar3AhaTa meM hai aura taraphar3AhaTa meM na ho to mUrchA meM hotA hai| ina donoM ke alAvA bAhara jagat nahIM hai| aura tU jJAnaghana AtmA ho gayA to daqhala gyaa|

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AptavANI-3 241 jaisA abhiprAya vaisA asara praznakartA : Dhola baja rahA ho to, cir3hanevAle ko cir3ha kyoM hotI hai? dAdAzrI : vaha to mAnA ki 'pasaMda nahIM hai' islie| yaha Dhola baja rahA ho to Apa kahanA ki 'ahoho! Dhola bahuta acchA baja rahA hai!' isalie phira aMdara kucha nahIM hogaa| 'yaha kharAba hai' aisA abhiprAya diyA to aMdara sArI mazInarI bigar3a jAtI hai| apane ko to nATakIya bhASA meM kahanA hai ki 'bahuta acchA Dhola bjaayaa|' isase aMdara chUtA nhiiN| ___ yaha 'jJAna' milA hai isalie saba 'pemenTa' kiyA jA sakatA hai| vikaTa saMyogoM meM to jJAna bahuta hitakArI hai, jJAna kA 'TesTiMga' ho jAtA hai| jJAna kI roz2a 'praikTisa' karane jAe~ to kucha 'TesTiMga' nahIM hotaa| vaha to ekabAra vikaTa saMyoga A jAe to saba 'TesTeDa' ho jAtA hai| yaha sadvicAraNA, kitanI acchI hama to itanA jAnate haiM ki jhagaDane ke bAda vAipha ke sAtha vyavahAra hI nahIM rakhanA ho to alaga bAta hai| paraMtu vApasa bolanA hai to phira bIca kI sArI hI bhASA galata hai| hameM to yaha lakSya meM hI hotA hai ki do ghaMTe bAda vApasa bolanA hai, isalie usake sAtha kica-kica nahIM kreN| yaha to, yadi Apako abhiprAya vApasa badalanA nahIM ho to alaga bAta hai| yadi apanA abhiprAya nahIM badaleM to apanA kiyA huA kharA hai| vApasa yadi vAipha ke sAtha baiThanevAle hI na hoM to jhagar3anA ThIka hai| lekina yaha to kala vApasa sAtha meM baiThakara bhojana karanevAle ho, to phira kala nATaka kiyA usakA kyA? vaha vicAra karanA par3egA na? ye loga tila sekasekakara bote haiM, isalie sArI mehanata bekAra jAtI hai| jaba jhagar3e ho rahe hoM, taba lakSya meM rahanA cAhie ki ye karma nAca nacA rahe haiN| phira usa 'nAca' kA jJAnapUrvaka hala lAnA caahie| praznakartA : dAdA, yaha to jhagar3A karanevAle donoM vyaktiyoM ko samajhanA cAhie na?

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242 AptavANI-3 dAdAzrI : nA, yaha to 'saba apanA-apanA sNbhaalo|' Apa sudhareMge to sAmanevAlA sudhregaa| yaha to vicAraNA hai, aura eka ghar3I bAda sAtha meM baiThanA hai to kalaha kyoM? zAdI kI hai to kalaha kyoM? Apa bIte kala ko bhulA cuke ho aura hameM to sabhI vastu 'jJAna' meM hAz2ira hotI haiN| jaba ki yaha to sadvicAraNA hai aura 'jJAna' na ho use bhI kAma aae| yaha ajJAna se mAnatA hai ki vaha car3ha baitthegii| koI hameM pUche to hama kaheMge ki 'tU bhI laTTa aura vaha bhI laTTa to kisa taraha car3ha baiThegI? vaha koI usake basa meM hai?' vaha to 'vyavasthita' ke basa meM hai aura vAipha car3hakara kahA~ Upara baiThanevAlI hai? Apa z2arA jhuka jAo to usa becArI ke mana kA aramAna bhI pUrA ho jAegA ki aba pati mere kAbU meM hai| yAnI saMtoSa hogA use| zaMkA, vaha bhI lar3AI-jhagar3e kA kAraNa ghara meM adhikatara lar3AI-jhagar3e abhI zaMkA se khar3e ho jAte haiN| yaha kaisA hai ki zaMkA se spaMdana uThate haiM aura spaMdanoM ke visphoTa hote haiN| aura yadi ni:zaMka ho jAe na to visphoTa apane Apa zAMta ho jaaeNge| pati-patnI donoM zaMkAvAle ho jAe~ to phira visphoTa kisa taraha zAMta hoMge? eka ko to ni:zaMka honA hI pdd'egaa| mA~-bApa ke lar3AI-jhagar3oM se baccoM ke saMskAra bigar3ate haiN| baccoM ke saMskAra nahIM bigar3eM, isalie donoM ko samajhakara samAdhAna lAnA caahie| yaha zaMkA nikAlegA kauna? apanA 'jJAna' to saMpUrNa ni:zaMka banAe aisA hai| AtmA kI anaMta zaktiyA~ haiN| aisI vANI ko nibAha leM yaha tipAI lage to use gunahagAra nahIM mAnate, lekina dUsarA koI mAre to use gunahagAra mAnate haiN| kuttA kATe nahIM aura khAlI bhauMkatA rahe to hama use calA lete haiM na! yadi manuSya hAtha nahIM uThAe aura kevala bhauMke to nibhA nahIM lenA cAhie? bhauMkanA yAnI Tu spiik| bArka yAnI bhauNknaa| 'yaha patnI bahuta bhauMkatI rahatI hai' aisA bolate haiM na? ye vakIla bhI korTa meM nahIM bhauMkate? vaha jaja donoM ko bhauMkate hue dekhatA rahatA hai| ye vakIla nirlepatA se bhauMkate haiM na? korTa meM to Amane-sAmane 'Apa aise ho, Apa vaise ho, Apa hamAre muvakkila para aise jhUThe Aropa lagA rahe ho' aise bhauMkate

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AptavANI-3 243 haiN| hameM aisA lagatA hai ki ye donoM bAhara nikalakara mArAmArI kareMge, paraMtu bAhara nikalane ke bAda dekheM to donoM sAtha meM baiThakara ArAma se cAya pI rahe hote haiM! praznakartA : vaha DrAmeTika lar3anA kahalAegA na? dAdAzrI : naa| vaha totAmastI kahalAtI hai| DrAmeTika to 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke alAvA kisIko AtA nahIM hai| tote mastI karate haiM to hama ghabarA jAte haiM ki ye abhI mara jAe~ge, lekina nahIM mrte| ve to yoM hI coMca mArA karate haiN| kisIko lage nahIM aise coMca mArate haiN| hama vANI ko rikArDa kahate haiM na? rikArDa bajA karatI ho ki caMdU meM akla nahIM, caMdU meM akla nhiiN| taba Apa bhI gAne laganA ki caMdU meM akla nahIM hai| __mamatA ke peca kholeM kisa taraha? pUre dina kAma karate-karate bhI pati ke pratikramaNa karate rahanA caahie| eka dina meM chaha mahIne kA baira dhula jAegA aura AdhA dina ho to mAno na tIna mahIne to kama ho jaaeNge| zAdI se pahale pati ke sAtha mamatA thI? naa| to mamatA kaba se baMdhI? zAdI ke samaya maMDapa meM AmanesAmane baiThe, taba usane nizcita kiyA ki ye mere pati aae| z2arA moTe haiM, aura kAle haiN| isake bAda usane bhI nizcita kiyA ki ye merI patnI aaii| taba se 'merA-merA' ke jo peca ghumAe, ve cakkara ghUmate hI rahate haiN| paMdraha varSoM kI yaha philma hai, use 'nahIM haiM mere, nahIM haiM mere' karogI taba ve peca khuleMge aura mamatA ttuuttegii| yaha to zAdI huI taba se abhiprAya khar3e hue, prejaDisa khar3A huA ki 'ye aise haiM, vaise haiN|' usase pahale kucha thA? aba to Apako mana meM nizcita karanA hai ki, 'jo hai, vo yahI hai|' aura Apa khuda pasaMda karake lAe haiN| aba kyA pati badalA jA sakatA hai? sabhI jagaha pha~sAva! kahA~ jAe~? jisakA koI rAstA nahIM use kyA kahA jAe? jisakA rAstA nahIM ho usake pIche ronA-dhonA nahIM krte| yaha anivArya jagat hai| ghara meM patnI

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AptavANI - 3 kA klezavAlA svabhAva pasaMda nahIM ho, bar3e bhAI kA svabhAva pasaMda nahIM ho, isa tarapha pitAjI kA svabhAva pasaMda nahIM ho, isa taraha ke saMga meM manuSya pha~sa jAe taba bhI rahanA par3atA hai / kahA~ jAe para ? isa pha~sAva se cir3ha macatI hai, lekina jAe kahA~ ? cAroM tarapha bAr3a hai / samAja kI bAr3a hotI hai| 'samAja mujhe kyA kahegA ?' sarakAra kI bhI bAr3eM hotI haiN| yadi parezAna hokara jalasamAdhi lene juhU ke kinAre jAe to pulisavAle pkdd'eNge| 'are bhAI, mujhe AtmahatyA karane de na caina se, marane de na caina se / ' taba vaha kahegA, 'nA, marane bhI nahIM diyA jA sakatA / yahA~ to AtmahatyA karane ke prayAsa kA gunAha kiyA isalie tujhe jela meM DAlate haiM / ' marane bhI nahIM dete aura jIne bhI nahIM dete, isakA nAma saMsAra ! isalie raho na caina se... aura ArAma se so nahIM jAe~ ? aisA yaha anivAryatAvAlA jagat ! marane bhI nahIM de aura jIne bhI nahIM de| 244 isalie jaise-taise karake eDajasTa hokara TAima bitA denA cAhie tAki udhAra cuka jaae| kisI kA paccIsa varSa kA, kisI kA paMdraha varSa kA, kisI kA tIsa varSa kA, z2abaradastI hameM udhAra pUrA karanA par3atA hai / nahIM pasaMda ho taba bhI usI ke usI kamare meM sAtha meM rahanA par3atA hai I yahA~ bistara memasAhaba kA aura yahA~ bistara bhAIsAhaba kA / mu~ha Ter3he phirAkara so jAe~ taba bhI vicAra meM to memasAhaba ko bhAIsAhaba hI Ate haiM na? cArA hI nahIM hai / yaha jagat hI aisA hai / usameM bhI sirpha pati ko hI ve pasaMda nahIM haiM aisA nahIM hai, unheM bhI pati pasaMda nahIM hote ! isalie isameM maz2e lene jaisA nahIM hai / isa saMsAra ke jhaMjhaTa meM vicArazIla ko pusAtA nahIM hai| jo vicArazIla nahIM hai, use to yaha jhaMjhaTa hai usakA bhI patA nahIM cltaa| vaha moTA bahIkhAtA kahalAtA hai / jaise ki koI kAna se baharA AdamI ho, usake sAmane usakI cAhe jitanI gupta bAteM kareM, usameM kyA parezAnI hai? aisA aMdara bhI baharA hotA hai saba isalie use yaha jaMjAla pusAtA hai, meM maz2e DhU~Dhane jAtA hai to isameM to bhAI koI maz2A hotA hogA ? bAkI jagat polampola kaba taka Dha~kanI? yaha to sArA banAvaTI jagat hai ! aura ghara meM kalaha karake, rokara

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AptavANI-3 I aura phira mu~ha dhokara bAhara nikalatA hai !! hama pUcheM, 'kaise ho caMdUbhAI ?' taba vaha kahe, 'bahuta acchA huuN|' are, terI A~kha meM to pAnI hai, mu~ha dhokara AyA hai / lekina A~kha to lAla dikhatI hai na? isake bajAya to kaha DAla na ki mere yahA~ yaha duHkha hai| ye to sabhI aisA samajhate haiM ki dUsare ke vahA~ duHkha nahIM hai| mere yahA~ hI duHkha hai / nA, are sabhI roe haiN| hara koI ghara se rokara mu~ha dhokara bAhara nikale haiN| yaha bhI eka Azcarya hai! mu~ha dhokara kyoM nikalate ho? dhoe bagaira nikalo to logoM ko patA cale ki isa saMsAra meM kitanA sukha hai ! maiM rotA huA bAhara nikalU~, tU rotA huA bAhara nikale, sabhI rote hue bAhara nikaleM taba phira patA cala jAegA ki yaha jagat pola hI hai| choTI umra meM pitAjI mara gae to zamazAna meM roterote gae ! vApasa Akara nahAe, phira kucha bhI nahIM !! nahAne kA ina logoM ne sikhlaayaa| nahalA-dhulAkara cokhA kara dete haiM! aisA yaha jagat hai ! sabhI mu~ha dhokara bAhara nikale hue haiM, saba pakke Thaga / usake badale to khulA kiyA hotA to acchaa| 245 hamAre 'mahAtmAoM' meM se kucha mahAtmA khulA kara dete haiM ki 'dAdA, Aja to patnI ne mujhe maaraa|' itanI adhika saralatA kisa kAraNa se AI? apane jJAna ke kAraNa AI / 'dAdA' ko to sArI hI bAteM kahI jA sakatI haiN| aisI saralatA AI, vahIM se hI mokSa jAne kI nizAnI huii| aisI saralatA hotI nahIM hai na? mokSa meM jAne ke lie sarala hI honA hai / yaha bAhara to pati chIT-chIT kiyA karatA hai / patnI kI mAra khuda khA rahA ho, phira bhI bAhara kahatA hai ki, 'nA, nA, vaha to merI beTI ko mAra rahI thI ! ' are, maiMne khuda tujhe mAra khAte hue dekhA thA na ? usakA kyA artha? mIniMgalesa / isase to saca saca kaha de na! AtmA ko kahA~ mAranevAlI hai ? hama AtmA haiM, mAregI to deha ko maaregii| apane AtmA kA to koI apamAna hI nahIM kara sktaa| kyoMki 'Apako' vaha dekhegI to apamAna karegI na? dekhe binA kisa taraha apamAna karegI? deha ko to yaha bhaiMsa nahIM mAra jAtI ? vahA~ nahIM kahate ki isa bhaiMsa ne mujhe mArA? usa bhaiMsa se to ghara kI patnI bar3I nahIM hai? usameM kyA? kisa kI AbarU jAnevAlI hai? AbarU hai hI kahA~ ? isa jagat meM kitane jIva rahate haiM? koI kapar3e pahanatA hai? AbarUvAle kapar3e pahanate hI nhiiN| jisakI AbarU nahIM hai, ve kapar3e pahanakara AbarU

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246 AptavANI-3 ba~kA karate haiM, jahA~ se phaTe, vahA~ silate rahate haiN| koI dekha jAegA, koI dekha jAegA! are, sila-silakara kitane dina taka AbarU rakhegA? silI huI AbarU rahatI nahIM hai| AbarU to jahA~ nIti hai, pramANikatA hai, dayA hai, lagAva hai, oNblAijiMga necara hai, vahA~ hai| ... yoM pha~sAva bar3hatA gayA yaha roTI aura sabjI ke lie zAdI kii| pati samajhe ki maiM kamAkara lAU~gA, lekina yaha khAnA kauna banAkara degA? patnI samajhatI hai ki maiM roTI banAtI to hU~, lekina kamAkara kauna degA? aisA karake donoM ne zAdI kI, aura sahakArI maMDalI bnaaii| phira bacce bhI hoMge hii| eka laukI kA bIja boyA, phira laukI lagatI rahatI hai yA nahIM lagatI rahatI? bela ke patte-patte para laukI lagatI hai| vaise hI ye manuSya bhI laukI kI taraha ugate rahate haiN| laukI kI bela aisA nahIM bolatI ki ye merI laukiyA~ haiN| ye manuSya akele hI bolate haiM ki ye merI laukiyA~ haiN| yaha buddhi kA durupayoga kiyA, buddhi para nirbhara rahI isalie manuSya jAti nirAzrita khlaaii| dUsare koI jIva buddhi para nirbhara nahIM haiN| isalie ve saba Azrita kahalAte haiN| Azrita ko duHkha nahIM hotaa| inheM hI sArA duHkha hotA hai| ye vikalpI sukhoM ke lie bhaTakA karate haiM, lekina patnI sAmanA kare taba usa sukha kA patA calatA hai ki yaha saMsAra bhogane jaisA nahIM hai| lekina yaha to turaMta hI mUrchita ho jAtA hai| moha kA itanA sArA mAra khAtA hai, usakA bhAna bhI nahIM rhtaa| bIvI rUThI haI ho taba taka 'yA allAha paravaradigAra' karatA hai aura bIvI bolane AI taba phira miyA~bhAI taiyAra! phira allAha aura bAkI saba eka tarapha raha jAtA hai! kitanI ulajhana! aise koI du:kha miTa jAnevAle haiM? ghar3Ibhara tU allAha ke pAsa jAe to kyA duHkha miTa jAegA? jitanA samaya vahA~ rahegA utanA samaya aMdara sulagatA baMda ho jAegA z2arA, lekina phira vApasa kAyama kI sigar3I sulagatI hI rhegii| niraMtara prakaTa agni kahalAtI hai, ghar3Ibhara bhI sukha nahIM hotA! jaba taka zuddhAtmA svarUpa prApta nahIM hotA, khuda kI dRSTi meM 'maiM zuddha svarUpa hU~', aisA bhAna nahIM hotA taba

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AptavANI - 3 taka sigar3I sulagatI hI rhegii| zAdI meM bhI beTI kA byAha karavA rahe hoM taba bhI aMdara sulaga rahA hotA hai ! niraMtara saMtApa rahA karatA hai / saMsAra yAnI kyA? jNjaal| yaha deha lipaTA huA hai, vaha bhI jaMjAla hai ! jaMjAla ko to bhalA zauka hotA hogA? usakA zauka hotA hai, vaha bhI Azcarya hai na ! machalI pakar3ane kA jAla alaga aura yaha jAla alaga! machalI ke jAla meM se kATa-kUTakara nikalA bhI jA sakatA hai, lekina isameM se nikalA hI nahIM jA sakatA / TheTha arthI nikalatI hai taba nikalA jAtA hai| ...use to 'laTakatI salAma !' 247 isameM sukha nahIM, vaha samajhanA to par3egA na ? bhAI apamAna kareM, memasAhaba bhI apamAna kareM, bacce apamAna kareM ! yaha to sArA nATakIya vyavahAra hai, bAkI inameM se koI sAtha meM thor3e hI AnevAlA haiM? Apa khuda zuddhAtmA aura yaha sArA vyavahAra upalaka hai yAnI ki suparaphluasa rahanA hai| khuda 'homa DipArTamenTa' meM rahanA hai aura 'phaoNrina' meM 'suparaphluasa' rahanA hai / 'suparaphluasa' yAnI tanmayAkAra vRtti nahIM, DrAmeTika, vh| sirpha yaha ' DrAmA' hI karanA hai / 'DrAmA' meM nukasAna huA taba bhI ha~sanA aura naphA huA taba bhI ha~sanA / 'DrAmA' meM dikhAvA bhI karanA par3atA hai, nukasAna huA ho to usakA dikhAvA karanA par3atA hai| mu~ha para bolate bhI haiM ki bahuta nukasAna huA, lekina bhItara tanmayAkAra nahIM hoM / hameM 'laTakatI salAma' rakhanI hai / kaI loga nahIM kahate ki bhAI, mujhe to isake sAtha 'laTakatI salAma' jaisA saMbaMdha hai / usI taraha sAre jagat ke sAtha rahanA hai| jise 'laTakatI salAma' pUre jagat ke sAtha A gaI, vaha jJAnI ho gyaa| isa deha ke sAtha bhI 'laTakatI salAma'! hama niraMtara sabhI ke sAtha 'laTakatI salAma' rakhate haiM, phira bhI saba kahate haiM ki, 'Apa hama para bahuta acchA bhAva rakhate haiN|' maiM vyavahAra sabhI karatA hU~ lekina AtmA meM rhkr| praznakartA : bahuta bAra bar3A lar3AI-jhagar3A ghara meM ho jAtA hai| taba kyA kareM? dAdAzrI : samajhadAra manuSya ho na to lAkha rupaye deM taba bhI lar3AIjhagar3A nahIM kare, aura yaha to binA paise lar3AI-jhagar3A karatA hai, to vaha

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248 AptavANI-3 anAr3I nahIM to kyA hai? bhagavAna mahAvIra ko karma khapAne ke lie sATha mIla calakara anArya kSetra meM jAnA par3A thA, aura Aja ke loga puNyavAna isalie ghara baiThe anArya kSetra hai! kaise dhanya bhAgya! yaha to atyaMta lAbhadAyaka hai karma khapAne ke lie, yadi sIdhA rahe to| eka ghaMTe kA gunAha, daMDa jiMdagI pUrI eka ghaMTe naukara ko, bacce ko yA patnI ko jhir3akA ho-dhamakAyA ho, to vaha phira pati banakara yA sAsa banakara Apako sArI jiMdagI kucalate raheMge! nyAya to cAhie yA nahIM cAhie? yaha bhugatane kA hai| Apa kisIko duHkha doge to duHkha Apake lie pUrI jiMdagI kA aaegaa| eka hI ghaMTA duHkha do to usakA phala pUrI jiMdagI milegaa| phira zora macAte ho ki, 'patnI mujhe aisA kyoM karatI hai?' patnI ko aisA hotA hai ki, 'pati ke sAtha mujhase aisA kyoM hotA hai?' use bhI duHkha hotA hai, lekina kyA ho? phira maiMne unase pUchA ki 'patnI Apako DhU~Dha lAI thI yA Apa patnI ko DhU~Dha lAe the?' taba vaha kahatA hai ki 'maiM DhU~Dha lAyA thaa|' taba usakA kyA doSa becArI kA? le Ane ke bAda ulTA nikale, usameM vaha kyA kare? kahA~ jAe phira? kucha patniyA~ to pati ko mAratI bhI haiN| pativratA strI ko to aisA sunane se bhI pApa lagatA hai ki patnI aise pati ko mAratI hai| praznakartA : jo puruSa mAra khAe to vaha strI jaisA kahalAegA na? dAdAzrI : aisA hai, mAra khAnA koI puruSa kI kamaz2orI nahIM hai| lekina usake ye RNAnubaMdha aise hote haiM, patnI du:kha dene ke lie hI AI hotI hai, vaha hisAba cukAegI hii| pagalA ahaMkara, to lar3AI-jhagar3A karavAe saMsAra meM lar3AI-jhagar3e kI bAta hI nahIM karanI, vaha to roga kahalAtA hai| lar3anA vaha ahaMkAra hai, khulA ahaMkAra hai, vaha pAgala ahaMkAra kahalAtA hai| mana meM aisA mAnatA hai ki 'mere binA calegA nhiiN|' kisIko DA~Tane meM to apane ko ulTA bojhA lagatA hai, nirA sira paka jAtA hai| lar3ane kA kisIko zauka hotA hogA?

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AptavANI-3 249 ghara meM sAmanevAlA pUche, salAha mA~ge to hI javAba denA caahie| yadi binA pUche salAha dene baiTha jAe to use bhagavAna ne ahaMkAra kahA hai| pati pUche ki 'ye pyAle kahA~ rakhane haiM?' to patnI z2avAba detI hai ki 'phalA~ jagaha para rakha do|' to Apa vahA~ rakha denaa| agara usake bajAya kaho ki 'tujhe akla nahIM, tU kahA~ rakhane ko kaha rahI hai?' usa para patnI kahe ki 'apanI akla se rkho|' isakA kahA~ pAra Ae? yaha saMyogoM kA TakarAva hai| isalie laTU khAte samaya, uThate samaya TakarAyA hI karate haiN| phira laTU TakarAte haiM, chila jAte haiM aura khUna nikalatA hai| yaha to mAnasika khUna nikalatA hai na! vo khUna nikalatA ho taba to acchA, paTTI lagAe~ to ruka jAtA hai| isa mAnasika ghAva para to paTTiyA~ bhI nahIM lagatIM koii| aisI vANI bolane jaisI nahIM hai ghara meM kisI se kucha kahanA, ahaMkAra kA yaha sabase bar3A roga hai| apanA-apanA hisAba lekara hI Ae haiM sabhI! hara eka kI apanI dAr3hI ugatI hai, hameM kisI se kahanA nahIM par3atA ki dAr3hI kyoM nahIM ugAtA? vaha to use ugatI hI hai| saba sabakI A~khoM se dekhate haiM, saba sabake kAnoM se sunate haiN| yaha daqhala karane kI kyA z2arUrata hai? eka akSara bhI bolanA mt| isalie hama yaha 'vyavasthita' kA jJAna dete haiN| avyavasthita kabhI bhI hotA hI nahIM hai| jo avyavasthita dikhatA hai, vaha bhI 'vyavasthita' hI hai| isalie bAta hI samajhanI hai| kabhI pataMga gotA khAe taba DorI khIMca lenI hai| DorI aba apane hAtha meM hai| jisake hAtha meM DorI nahIM hai usakI pataMga gotA khAe, to vaha kyA kare? DorI hAtha meM hai nahIM aura zora macAtA hai ki merI pataMga ne gotA khaayaa| ghara meM eka akSara bhI bolanA baMda kara do| 'jJAnI' ke alAvA anya kisIko eka zabda bhI nahIM bolanA caahie| kyoMki 'jJAnI' kI vANI kaisI hotI hai? parecchAnusAra hotI hai, dUsaroM kI icchA ke AdhAra para ve bolate haiN| unheM kisalie bolanA par3atA hai? unakI vANI to dUsaroM kI icchA pUrNa hone ke lie nikalatI hai| aura dUsare to boleM usase pahale to sabakA adaMra se hila jAtA hai, bhayaMkara pApa lagatA hai, z2arA-sA bhI bolanA nahIM caahie| z2arA-sA bhI bole to vaha kica-kica kahalAtA hai| bola to kise

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250 AptavANI-3 kahate haiM ki sunate rahane kA mana ho, DA~TeM taba bhI vaha sunanA acchA lge| ye to z2arA bole, usase pahale hI bacce kahate haiM ki 'cAcA aba kicakica karanI rahane do| binA kAma ke daqhala kara rahe ho|' DA~TA huA kaba kAma kA? pUrvagraha nahIM ho to| pUrvagraha matalaba mana meM yAda hotA hI hai ki kala isane aisA kiyA thA aura aise jhagar3A thA, isalie yaha aisA hI hai| ghara meM jhagar3e use bhagavAna ne mUrkha kahA hai| kisIko duHkha deM, to bhI narka jAne kI nizAnI hai| saMsAra nibhAne ke saMskAra-kahA~? manuSya ke alAvA dUsarA koI patipanA nahIM krtaa| are, Ajakala to DAyavarsa lete haiM na? vakIla se kahate haiM ki, 'tujhe haz2Ara, do haz2Ara rupaye dUMgA, mujhe DAyavaoNrsa dilavA de|' taba vakIla kahegA ki 'hA~, dilavAA duuNgaa|' are! tU le le na DAyavaoNrsa, dUsaroM ko kyA dilavAne nikalA hai? pahale ke samaya kI eka bur3hiyA kI bAta hai| ve cAcAjI kI terahavIM kara rahI thiiN| 'tere cAcA ko yaha bhAtA thA, vaha bhAtA thaa|' aisA kara-karake cArapAI para vastue~ rakhatI jAtI thii| taba maiMne kahA, 'cAcI! Apa to cAcA ke sAtha roz2a lar3atI thiiN| cAcA bhI Apako bahuta bAra mArate the| taba yaha kyA?' taba cAcI ne kahA, 'lekina tere cAcA jaise pati mujhe phira nahIM mileNge|' ye apane hindustAna ke saMskAra! pati kauna kahalAtA hai? saMsAra ko nibhAe use| patnI kauna kahalAtI hai? saMsAra ko nibhAe use| saMsAra ko tor3a DAle use patnI yA pati kaise kahA jAe? usane to apane guNadharma hI kho die, aisA kahalAegA na? vAipha para gussA Ae to yaha maTakI thor3e hI pheMka doge? kucha to kapa-rakAbI pheMka dete haiM aura phira naye le Ate haiM! are, naye lAne the to phoDe kisalie? krodha meM aMdha bana jAtA hai aura hitAhita kA bhAna bhI kho detA hai| ye loga to pati bana baiThe haiN| pati to aisA honA cAhie ki patnI sArA dina pati kA mu~ha dekhatI rhe| praznakartA : zAdI se pahale bahuta dekhate haiN|

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AptavANI-3 251 dAdAzrI : vaha to jAla DAlatI hai| machalI aisA samajhatI hai ki yaha bahuta acche dayAlu vyakti hai, isalie merA kAma ho gyaa| lekina eka bAra khAkara to dekha, kA~TA pha~sa jaaegaa| yaha to pha~sAvavAlA hai sb| isameM prema jaisA kahA~ rahA? gharavAloM ke sAtha naphA huA kaba kahalAtA hai ki gharavAloM ko apane Upara prema Ae, apane binA acchA nahIM lage aura kaba Ae~ge, kaba Ae~ge? aisA rahA kre| loga zAdI karate haiM lekina prema nahIM hai| yaha to mAtra viSayAsakti hai| prema ho to cAhe jitanA bhI Apasa meM virodhAbhAsa Ae, phira bhI prema nahIM jaataa| jahA~ prema nahIM hotA, vaha Asakti kahalAtI hai| Asakti matalaba saMDAsa! prema to pahale itanA sArA thA ki pati paradeza gayA ho aura vaha vApasa na Ae to sArI jiMdagI usakA citta usImeM rahatA, dUsarA koI yAda hI nahIM AtA thaa| Aja to do sAla pati na Ae to dUsarA pati kara letI hai, ise prema kaheMge? yaha to saMDAsa hai| jaise saMDAsa badalate haiM vaise! jo galana hai, vaha saMDAsa kahalAtA hai| prema meM to arpaNatA hotI hai| prema matalaba laganI lage vaha aura vaha sArA dina yAda AyA kre| zAdI do rUpa meM pariNamita hotI hai, kabhI AbAdI meM jAtI hai to kabhI barabAdI meM jAtI hai| jo prema bahuta uphane, vaha phira baiTha jAtA hai| jo uphane vaha Asakti hai| isIlie jahA~ uphAna ho, usase dUra rhnaa| laganI to AMtarika honI caahie| bAhara kA baksA bigar3a jAe, sar3a jAe phira bhI prema utane kA utanA hI rhe| yaha to hAtha jala gayA ho aura Apa kaho ki, 'z2arA dhulavA do|' to pati kahegA ki 'nA, mujhase nahIM dekhA jaataa|' are, una dinoM to hAtha sahalAyA karatA thA, aura Aja kyoM aisA? yaha ghRNA kaise cale? jahA~ prema hai vahA~ ghRNA nahIM, aura jahA~ ghRNA hai vahA~ prema nhiiN| saMsArI prema bhI aisA honA cAhie ki jo ekadama kama na ho jAe aura ekadama bar3ha na jaae| normeliTI meM honA caahie| jJAnI kA prema to kabhI kama-jyAdA nahIM hotaa| vaha prema to alaga hI hotA hai| use paramAtmaprema kahA jAtA hai|

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252 AptavANI-3 normeliTI, sIkhane jaisI praznakartA : vyavahAra meM 'normeliTI' kI pahacAna kyA hai? dAdAzrI : saba kaheM ki, 'tU dera se uThatI hai, dera se uThatI hai', to nahIM samajha jAnA cAhie ki yaha normeliTI kho gaI hai? rAta ko DhAI baje uThakara tu ghumane lage to saba nahIM kaheMge ki 'itanI jaldI kyoM uThatI hai?' ise bhI normeliTI kho DAlI kheNge| normeliTI to, sabhI ke sAtha eDajasTa ho jAe, aisI hai| khAne meM bhI normeliTI cAhie, yadi peTa meM adhika DAlA ho to nIMda AtI rahatI hai| hamArI khAne-pIne kI sArI normeliTI Apa dekhnaa| sone kI, uThane kI, saba meM hI hamArI normeliTI hotI hai| khAne baiThate haiM aura thAlI meM pIche se dUsarI miThAI rakha jAe~ to maiM aba usameM se thor3A-sA le letA huuN| maiM mAtrA nahIM badalane detaa| maiM jAnatA hU~ ki yaha dUsarA AyA, isalie sabjI nikAla ddaalo| Apako itanA saba karane kI z2arUrata nahIM hai| yadi dera se uTha pAtI ho to Apako to bolate rahanA ki 'normeliTI meM nahIM rahA jaataa|' isalie Apako to aMdara khuda ko hI TokanA hai ki 'jaldI uThanA caahie|' vaha TokanA phAyadA kregaa| ise hI puruSArtha kahA hai| rAta ko raTatI raho ki 'jaldI uThanA hai, jaldI uThanA hai|' agara z2abaradastI jaldI uThane kA prayatna kare, usase to dimAga bigdd'egaa| ...zaktiyA~ kitanI 'DAuna' gaI? praznakartA : 'pati hI paramAtmA hai' vaha kyA galata hai? dAdAzrI : Aja ke patiyoM ko paramAtmA mAneM to ve pAgala hokara ghUmeM aise haiM! eka pati apanI patnI se kahatA hai, 'tere sira para aMgAre rakhakara usa para roTiyA~ sek|' mUla to baMdara chApa aura Upara se dArU pilAo, to usakI kyA dazA hogI? puruSa to kaisA hotA hai? aise tejasvI puruSa hote haiM ki jinase haz2AroM striyA~ kaaNpeN| aise dekhate hI kA~pa utthe| Aja to pati aise ho gae

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AptavANI-3 253 haiM ki koI usakI patnI kA hAtha pakar3e to use vinatI karatA hai 'are, chor3a de| merI bIvI hai, bIvI hai|' 'ghanacakkara, isameM tU usase vinatI kara rahA hai? kaisA ghanacakkara paidA huA hai?' use to mAra, usakA galA pakar3a aura kATa khaa| aise usake paira par3a rahA hai! vaha chor3a de, aisI jAta nahIM hai| taba vaha, 'pulisa, pulisa, bacAo, bcaao|' karatA hai| 'are! tU pati hokara 'pulisa, pulisa' kyA kara rahA hai? pulisa kA kyA karegA? tU jIvita hai yA marA huA hai? pulisa kI madada lenI ho to tU pati mata bnnaa| ghara kA mAlika 'hApha rAunDa' calegA hI nahIM, vaha to 'oNla rAunDa' caahie| kalama, kar3achI, barachI, tairanA, taskarI aura vivAda karanA ye chhoN| chaH kalAe~ nahIM AtI to vaha manuSya nhiiN| cAhe jitanA gayA-bItA manuSya ho taba bhI usake sAtha eDajasTa honA Ae, dimAga khisake nahIM, taba kAma kA! bhar3akane se calegA nhiiN| jise khada apane para vizvAsa hai use isa jagat meM sabhIkucha mile aisA hai, lekina yaha vizvAsa hI nahIM AtA na! kucha logoM ko to yaha bhI vizvAsa ur3a gayA hotA hai ki 'yaha vAipha sAtha meM rahegI yA nahIM rahegI? pA~ca sAla nibhegA yA nahIM nibhegA?' 'are, yaha bhI vizvAsa nahIM?' vizvAsa TUTA matalaba khtm| vizvAsa meM to anaMta zakti hai| bhale hI ajJAnatA meM vizvAsa ho| 'merA kyA hogA?' huA ki khatma! isa kAla meM loga hakabakA gae haiM aura koI daur3atA-daur3atA A rahA ho aura use pUche ki, 'terA nAma kyA hai?' to vaha hakabakA jAtA hai| ___bhUla ke anusAra bhUlavAlA mile praznakartA : maiM vAipha ke sAtha bahuta eDajasTa hone jAtA hU~, lekina huA nahIM jaataa| dAdAzrI : saba hisAbavAlA hai ! Ter3he peca aura Ter3hA naTa, vahA~ sIdhA naTa ghumAe~ to kisa taraha cale? Apako aisA hotA hai ki yaha strI jAti aisI kyoM? lekina strI jAti to ApakA 'kAunTara veTa' hai| jitanA apanA Ter3hApana utanI tteddh'ii| isIlie to saba 'vyavasthita' hai, aisA kahA hai na?

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254 AptavANI-3 praznakartA : sabhI hameM sIdhA karane Ae hoM, aisA lagatA hai| dAdAzrI : to sIdhA karanA hI cAhie aapko| sIdhA hue binA duniyA calegI nahIM na? sIdhe nahIM hoMge to bApa kisa taraha banoge? sIdhA hogA to bApa bnegaa| zaktiyA~ khilAnevAlA caahie| yAnI striyoM kA doSa nahIM hai, striyA~ to deviyoM jaisI haiN| striyoM aura puruSoM meM, ve to AtmA hI haiM, kevala pekiMga kA pharka hai| Dipharansa oNpha pekiNg| strI, vaha eka prakAra kA 'iphekTa' hai, isalie AtmA para strI kA 'iphekTa' baratatA hai| usakA 'iphekTa' apane Upara nahIM par3e, taba sahI hai| strI, vaha to zakti hai| isa deza meM kaisI-kaisI striyA~ rAjanIti meM ho cukI hai! aura isa dharmakSetra meM jo strI par3I, vaha to kaisI hotI hai? isa kSetra se jagat kA kalyANa hI kara ddaale| strI meM to jagat kalyANa kI zakti bharI par3I hai| usameM khuda kA kalyANa karake aura dUsaroM kA kalyANa karane kI zakti hai| pratikramaNa se, hisAba saba chUTe praznakartA : kucha loga strI se Ubakara ghara se bhAga chUTate haiM, vaha kaisA hai? dAdAzrI : nA, bhagor3e kyoM baneM? Apa paramAtmA haiN| Apako bhagor3A banane kI kyA z2arUrata hai? Apako usakA samabhAva se nikAla kara denA hai| praznakartA : nikAla karanA hai, to kisa taraha se hotA hai? mana meM bhAva karanA ki yaha pUrva kA AyA hai? dAdAzrI : itane se nikAla nahIM hotaa| nikAla matalaba to sAmanevAle ko phona karanA par3atA hai, usake AtmA ko khabara denI par3atI hai| usa AtmA ke pAsa, hamane bhUla kI hai aisA kabUla-eksepTa karanA par3atA hai| matalaba bar3A pratikramaNa karanA par3atA hai|

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AptavANI-3 255 praznakartA : sAmanevAlA vyakti apanA apamAna kare taba bhI hameM usakA pratikramaNa karanA cAhie? dAdAzrI : apamAna kare to hI pratikramaNa karanA hai, Apako mAna de taba nahIM karanA hai| pratikramaNa karoge to sAmanevAle para dveSabhAva to hogA hI nahIM, Upara se usa para ApakA acchA asara pdd'egaa| Apake sAtha dveSabhAva nahIM hogA, vaha to samajho ki pahalA sTepa hai, lekina phira use khabara bhI pahu~catI hai| praznakartA : usake AtmA ko pahu~catA hai? dAdAzrI : hA~, z2arUra pahu~catA hai| phira vaha AtmA usake pudgala ko bhI dhakelatA hai ki, 'bhAI, phona AyA teraa|' yaha jo apanA pratikramaNa hai, vaha atikramaNa ke Upara hai, kramaNa para nhiiN| praznakartA : bahuta pratikramaNa karane par3eMge? dAdAzrI : jitanI spIDa meM Apako makAna banAnA ho utane kArIgara bddh'aanaa| aisA hai na, ki ina bAhara ke logoM ke sAtha Apake pratikramaNa nahIM hoMge to calegA, lekina apane AsapAsa ke aura naz2adIka ke, ghara ke loga haiM, unake pratikramaNa adhika karane haiN| gharavAloM ke lie mana meM bhAva rakhanA hai ki 'mere sAtha janma liyA hai, sAtha meM rahate haiM to kisI dina ye mokSamArga para aaeN|' ....to saMsAra asta ho jise 'eDajasTa' hone kI kalA A gaI, vaha duniyA meM se mokSa kI ora mudd'aa| 'eDajasTamenTa' huA usakA nAma jnyaan| jo 'eDajasTamenTa' sIkha gayA vaha tara gyaa| jo bhugatanA hai vaha to bhugatanA hI hogA, lekina 'eDajasTamenTa' Ae use parezAnI nahIM AtI, hisAba sApha ho jAtA hai| sIdhe ke sAtha to harakoI eDajasTa ho jAtA hai, lekina Ter3he-kaThina-kar3aka ke sAtha meM, sabake hI sAtha eDajasTa honA AyA to kAma ho gyaa| mukhya vastu eDajasTamenTa hai| 'hA~' se mukti hai| hamane 'hA~' kahA phira bhI 'vyavasthita' ke bAhara kucha honevAlA hai? lekina 'nA' kahA to mahA upaadhii|

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256 AptavANI-3 ghara meM pati-patnI donoM nizcaya kareM ki mujhe 'eDajasTa' honA hai to donoM kA hala aae| ve z2yAdA khIMce to 'Apako' eDajasTa ho jAnA hai, to hala aaegaa| eka vyakti kA hAtha duHkhatA thA, lekina vaha dUsare ko nahIM batAtA thA, lekina dUsare hAtha se hAtha dabAkara, dUsare hAtha se eDajasTa kiyaa| aise eDajasTa ho jAe~ge to hala aaegaa| matabheda se to hala nahIM aataa| matabheda pasaMda nahIM, phira bhI matabheda par3a jAte haiM na? sAmanevAlA adhika khIMcA-tAnI kare to Apa chor3a denA aura or3hakara so jAnA, yadi nahIM chor3eMge, donoM khIMcate raheMge to donoM ko hI nIMda nahIM AegI aura sArI rAta bigdd'egii| vyavahAra meM, vyApAra meM, bhAgIdArI meM kaisA sa~bhAlate haiM, to isa saMsAra kI bhAgIdArI meM hameM nahIM sa~bhAla lenA cAhie? saMsAra to jhagar3e kA saMgrahasthAna hai| kisI ke yahA~ do Ane, kisI ke yahA~ cavannI aura kise ke yahA~ savA rupaye taka pahu~ca jAtA hai| yahA~ ghara para 'eDajasTa' honA AtA nahIM aura AtmajJAna ke zAstra par3hane baiThate haiM! are rakha na eka tarapha! pahale yaha sIkha le| ghara meM 'eDajasTa' honA to kucha AtA nahIM hai| aisA hai yaha jagat ! isalie kAma nikAla lene jaisA hai| 'jJAnI' chur3avAe~, saMsArajAla se praznakartA : isa saMsAra ke sabhI bahIkhAte khoTavAle lagate haiM, phira bhI kisI samaya naphevAle kyoM lagate haiM? dAdAzrI : jo bahIkhAte khoTavAle lagate haiM, unameM se kabhI yadi naphevAlA lage to bAkI kara lenaa| yaha saMsAra dUsare kisI se khar3A nahIM huA hai| guNA hI hue haiN| maiM jo rakama Apako dikhAU~ usase bhAga kara DAlanA, isase phira kucha bAkI nahIM rhegaa| isa taraha se par3hAI kI jA sake to par3ho, nahIM to 'dAdA kI AjJA mujhe pAlanI hI hai, saMsAra kA bhAga (DivAiDa) lagAnA hI hai|' aisA nizcita kiyA ki tabase bhAga huA hI smjho| bAkI ye dina kisa taraha guz2Arane vaha bhI muzkila ho gayA hai| pati Ae aura kahegA ki 'mere hArTa meM duHkha rahA hai|' bacce Ae~ aura kaheMge

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AptavANI-3 257 ki 'maiM nApAsa ho gayA huuN|' 'pati ko hArTa meM du:kha rahA hai' aisA kahe to use vicAra AtA hai ki 'hArTa phela' ho gayA to kyA hogA? cAroM ora se vicAra ghera lete haiM, caina nahIM lene dete| _ 'jJAnIpuruSa' isa saMsArajAla se chUTane kA rAstA dikhAte haiM, mokSa kA mArga dikhAte haiM aura rAste para lA dete haiM aura Apako lagatA hai ki 'hama isa upAdhI meM se chUTa gae!' aisI bhAvanA se chur3avAnevAle milate hI haiM yaha saba parasattA hai| khAte haiM, pIte haiM, baccoM kI zAdiyA~ karavAte haiM vaha saba parasattA hai| apanI sattA nahIM hai| ye sabhI kaSAya aMdara baiThe haiN| unakI sattA hai| 'jJAnIpuruSa' 'maiM kauna hU~?' usakA jJAna dete haiM taba ina kaSAyoM se, isa jaMjAla meM se chuTakArA hotA hai| yaha saMsAra chor3ane se yA dhakke mArane se chUTe aisA nahIM hai, isalie aisI koI bhAvanA karo ki isa saMsAra meM se chUTA jAe to acchaa| anaMta janmoM se chUTane kI bhAvanA huI hai, lekina mArga kA jAnakAra cAhie yA nahIM cAhie? mArga dikhAnevAle 'jJAnIpuruSa' caahie| jaise cikanI paTTI zarIra para cipakAI ho, to use ukhAr3eM phira bhI vaha ukhar3atI nhiiN| bAla ko sAtha meM khIMcakara ukhar3atI hai, usI taraha yaha saMsAra cikanA hai| 'jJAnIpuruSa' davAI dikhAe~ taba vaha ukhar3atA hai| yaha saMsAra chor3ane se chUTe aisA nahIM hai| jisane saMsAra chor3A hai, tyAga liyA hai, vaha usake karma ke udaya ne chur3avAyA hai| hara kisIko usake udayakarma ke AdhAra para tyAgadharma yA gRhasthadharma milA hotA hai| samakita prApta ho, tabhI se siddhadazA prApta hotI hai| yaha saba Apa calAte nahIM haiN| krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha kaSAya calAte haiN| kaSAyoM kA hI rAja hai| 'khuda kauna hai?' usakA bhAna ho taba kaSAya jAte haiN| krodha ho taba pachatAvA hotA hai, lekina bhagavAna kA batAyA huA pratikramaNa karanA nahIM Ae to kyA phAyadA hogA? pratikramaNa karane Ae~ to chuTakArA hogaa| ye kaSAya caina se ghar3Ibhara bhI baiThane nahIM dete| beTe kI zAdI ke

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258 AptavANI-3 samaya moha ne ghera liyA huA hotA hai| taba mUrchA hotI hai| bAkI kalejA to sArA dina cAya kI taraha ubala rahA hotA hai! taba bhI mana meM hotA hai ki 'maiM' to jeThAnI hU~ na! yaha to vyavahAra hai, nATaka karanA hai| yaha deha chUTI isalie dUsarI jagaha nATaka karanA hai| ye rizte sacce nahIM haiM, ye to saMsArI RNAnubaMdha haiN| hisAba pUrA ho jAne ke bAda beTA mA~-bApa ke sAtha nahIM jAtA hai| 'isane merA apamAna kiyA!' chor3o na! apamAna to nigala jAne jaisA hai| pati apamAna kare taba yAda AnA cAhie ki yaha to mere hI karma kA udaya hai aura pati to nimitta hai, nirdoSa hai| aura mere karma ke udaya badaleM, taba pati 'Ao-Ao' karatA hai| isalie Apako mana meM samatA rakhakara niber3A lA denA hai| yadi mana meM ho ki 'merA doSa nahIM hai phira bhI mujhe aisA kyoM kahA?' isase phira rAta ko tIna ghaMTe jagatI hai aura phira thakakara so jAtI hai| jo bhagavAna ke UparI hue, unakA kAma ho gayA aura patnI ke UparI bana baiThe, ve saba mAra khAkara mara ge| UparI bane, tabhI mAra khAtA hai| lekina bhagavAna kyA kahate haiM? 'hamArA UparI bane to hama khuza hote haiN| hamane to bahuta dina UparIpana bhogA, aba Apa hamAre UparI bano to acchaa|' 'jJAnIpuruSa' jo samajha dete haiM, usa samajha se chuTakArA hotA hai| samajha ke binA kyA ho sakatA hai? vItarAga dharma hI sarva duHkhoM se mukti detA hai| ghara meM to suMdara vyavahAra kara DAlanA caahie| 'vAipha' ke mana meM aisA honA cAhie ki aisA pati nahIM milegA kabhI aura pati ke mana meM aisA honA cAhie ki aisI 'vAipha' bhI kabhI nahIM milegI!! aisA hisAba lA deM taba Apa sahI!!!

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[6] vyApAra, dharma sameta jIvana kisalie kharca hue? dAdAzrI : yaha vyApAra kisalie karate ho? praznakartA : paise kamAne ke lie| dAdAzrI : paisA kisake lie? praznakartA : usakI khabara nhiiN| dAdAzrI : yaha kisake jaisI bAta hai? manuSya sArA dina iMjana calAyA kare, lekina kisalie? kucha nhiiN| iMjana ko paTTA nahIM deM, usake jaisA hai| jIvana kisalie jInA hai? kevala kamAne ke lie hI? jIva mAtra sukha ko DhU~DhatA hai| sarva duHkhoM se mukti kaise ho', yaha jAnane ke lie hI jInA vicAraNA karanI, ciMtA nahIM / praznakartA : vyApAra kI ciMtA hotI hai, bahuta ar3acaneM AtI haiN| dAdAzrI : ciMtA hone lage ki samajhanA ki kArya bigar3anevAlA hai| z2yAdA ciMtA nahIM ho to samajhanA ki kArya bigar3anevAlA nahIM hai| ciMtA kArya ke lie avarodhaka hai| ciMtA se to vyApAra kI mauta AtI hai| jisameM caDhAva-utAra ho usakA nAma hI vyApAra, pUraNa-galana hai vh| pUraNa huA usakA galana hue bagaira rahatA hI nhiiN| isa pUraNa-galana meM apanI koI milkiyata nahIM hai aura jo apanI milkiyata hai, usameM se kucha bhI pUraNagalana hotA nahIM hai, aisA sApha vyavahAra hai| yaha Apake ghara meM Apake bIvI

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260 bacce sabhI pArTanarsa haiM na? AptavANI-3 praznakartA : sukha-du:kha bhugatane meM bhI haiN| dAdAzrI : Apa apane bIvI-baccoM ke abhibhAvaka kahalAte ho / sirpha abhibhAvaka ko hI kyoM ciMtA karanI ? aura gharavAle to balki kahate haiM ki Apa hamArI ciMtA mata karanA / praznakartA : ciMtA kA svarUpa kyA hai? janma huA taba to thI nahIM aura AI kahA~ se? dAdAzrI : jaise-jaise buddhi bar3hatI hai vaise-vaise saMtApa bar3hatA hai| jaba janma hotA hai taba buddhi hotI hai? vyApAra ke lie socane kI z2arUrata hai / lekina usase Age gae to bigar3a jAtA hai / vyApAra ke bAre meM dasa-paMdraha minaTa socanA hotA hai, phira usase Age jAo aura vicAroM kA cakkara calane lage, vaha normeliTI se bAhara gayA kahalAtA hai, taba use chor3a denA / vyApAra ke vicAra to Ate haiM, lekina una vicAroM meM tanmayAkAra hokara ve vicAra lambe caleM to phira usakA dhyAna utpanna hotA hai aura usase ciMtA hotI hai| vaha bahuta nukasAna karatI hai| cukAne kI nIyata meM cokhe raho praznakartA : vyApAra meM bahuta ghATA huA hai to kyA karU~? vyApAra baMda karU~ yA dUsarA karU~? qarz2a bahuta ho gayA hai| dAdAzrI : rUI bAz2Ara kA nukasAna, kabhI kirAne kI dukAna lagAne se pUrA nahIM hotaa| vyApAra meM se huA nukasAna vyApAra meM se hI pUrA hotA hai, naukarI meM se nahIM hotaa| kaoNnTraikTa kA nukasAna, kabhI pAna kI dukAna pUrA hotA hai ? jisa bAz2Ara meM ghAva lagA ho, usa bAz2Ara meM hI ghAva bharatA hai, vahA~ para hI usakI davAI hotI hai| se hameM bhAva aisA rakhanA cAhie ki mujhase kisI bhI jIva ko kiMcit mAtra bhI duHkha na ho| hameM eka zuddha bhAva rakhanA cAhie ki sabhI udhAra cukA denA hai, aisI yadi cokhI nIyata hogI to sArA udhAra kabhI na kabhI

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AptavANI-3 261 cukatA ho jaaegaa| lakSmI to gyArahavA~ prANa hai| isalie kisI kI lakSmI apane pAsa nahIM rahanI caahie| apanI lakSmI kisI ke pAsa rahe to usameM parezAnI nahIM hai| paraMtu dhyeya niraMtara vahI rahanA cAhie ki mujhe pAI-pAI cukA denI hai, dhyeya lakSya meM rakhakara phira Apa khela khelo| khela khelo lekina khilAr3I mata bana jAnA, khilAr3I bane ki Apa khatma ho jaaoge| ...jokhima samajhakara, nirbhaya rahanA haraeka vyApAra udaya-astavAlA hotA hai| macchara bahuta hoM taba bhI sArI rAta sone nahIM dete aura do hoM taba bhI sArI rAta sone nahIM dete! isalie Apa kahanA, 'he maccharamaya duniyA! do hI sone nahIM dete to sabhI Ao na!' ye saba jo naphA-nukasAna haiM, ve macchara kahalAte haiN| niyama kaisA rakhanA? ho sake taba taka samudra meM utaranA nahIM, paraMtu utarane kI bArI A gaI to phira DaranA mt| jaba taka DaregA nahIM taba taka allAha tere pAsa haiN| tU DarA ki allAha kaheMge ki 'jA auliyA ke pAsa!" bhagavAna ke vahA~ resakaoNrsa yA kapar3e kI dukAna meM pharka nahIM hai, lekina Apako yadi mokSa meM jAnA ho to isa jokhima meM mata utrnaa| isa samudra meM praveza karane ke bAda nikala jAnA acchaa| hama vyApAra kisa taraha karate haiM, vaha patA hai? vyApAra kI sTImara ko samudra meM tairane ke lie chor3ane se pahale pUjAvidhi karavAkara sTImara ke kAna meM phUMka mArate haiM, 'tujhe jaba DUbanA ho taba DUbanA, hamArI icchA nahIM hai|' phira chaha mahIne meM DUbe yA do varSa meM DUbe, taba hama 'eDajasTamenTa' le lete haiM ki chaha mahIneM to claa| vyApAra matalaba isa pAra yA usa paar| AzA ke mahala nirAzA lAe bagaira rahate nahIM haiN| saMsAra meM vItarAga rahanA bahuta muzkila hai| vaha to hamArI jJAnakalA aura buddhikalA z2abaradasta haiM, usase rahA jA sakatA hai| grAhakI ke bhI niyama haiM praznakartA : dukAna meM grAhaka Ae~, isalie maiM dukAna jaldI kholatA hU~ aura dera se baMda karatA hU~, yaha ThIka hai na?

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262 AptavANI-3 dAdAzrI : Apa grAhaka ko AkarSita karanevAle kauna? Apako to dukAna jisa samaya loga kholate hoM, usI samaya kholnii| loga sAta baje kholate hoM, aura Apa sAr3he nau baje kholeM to vaha galata khlaaegaa| loga jaba baMda kareM taba Apako bhI baMda karake ghara cale jAnA caahie| vyavahAra kyA kahatA hai ki loga kyA karate haiM, vaha dekho| loga so jAe~ taba Apa bhI so jaao| rAta ko do baje taka aMdara ghamAsAna macAte raho, vaha kisake jaisI bAta! khAnA khAne ke bAda socate ho ki kisa taraha pacegA? usakA phala subaha mila hI jAtA hai na? aisA hI saba jagaha vyapAra meM hai| praznakartA : dAdA, abhI dukAna meM grAhakI bilkula nahIM hai to kyA karU~? dAdAzrI : yaha 'ilekTrisiTI' jAe, taba Apa 'ilekTrisiTI kaba AegI, kaba AegI' aisA karo to jaldI A jAtI hai? vahA~ Apa kyA karate ho? praznakartA : eka-do bAra phona karate haiM yA khuda kahane jAte haiN| dAdAzrI : sau bAra phona nahIM karate? praznakartA : naa| dAdAzrI : jaba yaha lAiTa gaI taba hama to caina se gA rahe the aura phira apane Apa hI A gaI na? praznakartA : matalaba hameM ni:spRha ho jAnA hai? dAdAzrI : ni:spRha honA bhI gunAha hai aura saspRha honA bhI gunAha hai| lAiTa Ae to acchA', aisA rakhanA hai, saspRha-ni:spRha rahane ko kahA hai| 'grAhaka Ae~ to acchA', aisA rakhanA hai, bekAra bhAga-daur3a mata krnaa| regyulAriTI aura bhAva nahIM bigAr3anA, vaha 'rileTiva' puruSArtha hai| grAhaka nahIM Ae~ to akulAnA nahIM aura eka dina grAhakoM ke jhuMDa para jhuMDa Ae~ taba sabako saMtoSa denaa| yaha to eka dina grAhaka nahIM Ae~ to naukaroM ko seTha dhamakAtA rahatA hai| taba agara Apa unakI jagaha para hoMge to kyA hogA?

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AptavANI-3 263 vaha becArA naukarI karane AtA hai aura Apa use dhamakAte ho, to vaha baira bA~dhakara sahana kara legaa| naukara ko dhamakAnA mata, vaha bhI manuSyajAti hai| use ghara para becAre ko duHkha aura yahA~ Apa seTha banakara dhamakAo taba vaha becArA kahA~ jAe? becAre para z2arA dayAbhAva to rakho! yaha to grAhaka Ae to zAMti se aura prema se use mAla denaa| grAhaka nahIM hoM, taba bhagavAna kA nAma lenaa| yaha to grAhaka nahIM hoM, taba idhara dekhatA hai aura udhara dekhatA hai| aMdara akulAtA rahatA hai, 'Aja kharca sira para pdd'egaa| itanA nukasAna ho gayA', aisA cakkara calAtA hai, cir3hatA hai aura naukara ko dhamakAtA bhI hai| aise ArtadhyAna aura raudradhyAna karatA rahatA hai ! jo grAhaka Ate haiM, vaha 'vyavasthita' ke hisAba se jo grAhaka AnevAlA ho vahI AtA hai, usameM aMdara cakkara mata claanaa| dukAna meM grAhaka Ae to paise kA lena-dena karanA, lekina kaSAya mata karanA, paTAkara kAma karanA hai| yadi patthara ke nIce hAtha A jAe to hathaur3A mArate ho? nA, vahA~ to agara daba jAe to paTAkara nikAla lete ho| usameM kaSAya kA upayoga karo to baira ba~dhegA aura eka baira meM se anaMta ho jAte haiN| isa baira se hI jagat khar3A hai, yahI mUla kAraNa hai| prAmANikatA, bhagavAna kA lAisensa praznakartA : Ajakala prAmANikatA se vyApAra karane jAe~ to z2yAdA muzkileM AtI haiM, aisA kyoM? dAdAzrI : prAmANikatA se kAma kiyA to eka hI muzkila AegI, paraMtu aprAmANika rUpa se kAma karoge to do prakAra kI muzkileM aaeNgii| prAmANikatA kI muzkila meM se to chUTA jA sakegA, paraMtu aprAmANikatA meM se chUTanA muzkila hai| prAmANikatA, vaha to bhagavAna kA bar3A 'lAisensa' hai, usa para koI U~galI nahIM uThA sktaa| Apako vaha 'lAisensa' phAr3a DAlane kA vicAra AtA hai? ....naphA-nukasAna meM, harSa-zoka kyA? vyApAra meM mana bigar3e taba bhI naphA 66,616 hogA aura mana nahIM

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264 AptavANI-3 bigar3e taba bhI naphA 66,616 hI rahegA, to kauna-sA vyApAra karanA cAhie? hamAre bar3e-bar3e vyApAra calate haiM, lekina vyApAra kA kAgaz2a 'hamAre' Upara nahIM aataa| kyoMki vyApAra kA naphA aura vyApAra kA nukasAna bhI hama vyApAra ke khAte meM hI DAlate haiN| yadi maiM naukarI kara rahA hotA aura jitanI pagAra milatI, to utane hI paise maiM ghara meM detA huuN| bAkI kA naphA bhI vyApAra kA aura nukasAna bhI vyApAra ke khAte meN| paisoM kA bojhA rakhane jaisA nahIM hai| baiMka meM jamA hue taba caina kI sA~sa lI, phira jAe~ taba duHkha hotA hai| isa jagat meM kahIM bhI caina kI sA~sa lene jaisA nahIM hai| kyoMki 'TemparerI' hai| vyApAra meM hitAhita vyApAra kauna-sA acchA ki jisameM hiMsA na samAtI ho, kisIko apane vyApAra se duHkha na ho| yaha to kirAne kA vyApAra ho to eka sera meM se thor3A nikAla lete haiN| Ajakala to milAvaTa karanA sIkha gae haiN| usameM bhI khAne kI vastuoM meM milAvaTa kare to jAnavara meM, caupayoM meM jaaegaa| cAra pairavAlA ho jAe, phira gire to nahIM na? vyApAra meM dharma rakhanA, nahIM to adharma praveza kara jaaegaa| praznakartA : aba vyApAra kitanA bar3hAnA cAhie? dAdAzrI : vyApAra itanA karanA ki ArAma se nIMda Ae, jaba use dhakelanA cAheM taba vaha dhakelA jA sake, aisA honA caahie| jo AnevAlI nahIM ho, usa parezAnI ko ko nahIM bulAnA nahIM caahie| byAja lene meM Apatti? praznakartA : zAstroM meM byAja lene kA niSedha nahIM hai na? dAdAzrI : hamAre zAstroM ne byAja para Apatti nahIM uThAI hai, paraMtu sUdakhora ho gayA to nukasAnadAyaka hai| sAmanevAle ko duHkha na ho taba taka byAja lene meM parezAnI nahIM hai|

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AptavANI-3 265 kifAyata, to 'nobala' rakhanI ghara meM kifAyata kaisI cAhie? bAhara kharAba na dikhe, aisI mitavyayatA honI caahie| kifAyata rasoI meM nahIM ghusanI cAhie, udAra kifAyata honI caahie| rasoI meM kifAyata ghuse to mana bigar3a jAtA hai, koI mehamAna Ae to bhI mana bigar3a jAtA hai ki cAvala kharca ho jAe~ge! koI bahuta ur3AU ho to use hama kahate haiM ki 'nobala' kifAyata kro|

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[7] UparI kA vyavahAra anDarahainDa kI to rakSA karanI cAhie praznakartA : dAdA, seTha mujhase bahuta kAma lete haiM aura tanakhvAha bahuta kama dete haiM aura Upara se dhamakAte haiN| dAdAzrI : ye hindustAna ke seTha, ye to patnI ko bhI dhokhA dete haiN| paraMtu aMta meM arthI nikalatI hai, taba to ve hI dhokhA khAte haiN| hindustAna ke seTha naukara kA tela nikAlate rahate haiM, caina se khAne bhI nahIM dete, naukara kI tanakhvAha kATa lete haiN| pahale inkama TaiksavAle kATa lete taba vahA~ ve sIdhe ho jAte the, lekina Aja to inkama TaiksavAle kA bhI ye loga kATa lete haiM! jagat to pyAdoM ko, anDarahainDa ko dhamakAe aisA hai| are, sAhaba ko dhamakA na, vahA~ Apa jIta jAo to kAma kA! jagat kA aisA vyavahAra hai| jaba ki bhagavAna ne eka hI vyavahAra kahA thA ki tere 'aMDara' meM jo AyA usakA tU rakSaNa krnaa| jinhoMne aMDarahainDa kA rakSaNa kiyA, ve bhagavAna bane haiN| maiM choTA thA taba se hI anDarahainDa kA rakSaNa karatA thaa| abhI yahA~ koI naukara cAya kI Tre lekara Ae aura vaha gira jAe taba seTha use dhamakAte haiM ki 'tere hAtha TUTe hue haiM? dikhatA nahIM hai?' aba vaha to naukara rahA becaaraa| vAstava meM naukara kabhI kucha tor3atA nahIM hai, vaha to 'roMga bilIfa' se aisA lagatA hai ki naukara ne todd'aa| vAstava meM tor3anevAlA dUsarA hI hai| aba vahA~ nirdoSa ko doSI ThaharAte haiM, naukara phira usakA phala detA hai, kisI bhI janma meN|

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AptavANI-3 267 praznakartA : to usa samaya tor3anevAlA kauna ho sakatA hai? dAdAzrI : hama jaba 'jJAna' dete haiM usa samaya ve sAre khulAse kara dete haiN| yaha tor3anevAlA kauna, calAnevAlA kauna, vaha saba 'saoNlva' kara dete haiN| aba vahA~ vAstava meM kyA karanA cAhie? bhA~ti meM bhI kyA avalaMbana lenA cAhie? naukara to 'sinsiyara' hai, vaha tor3e aisA nahIM hai| praznakartA : cAhe kitanA bhI 'sinsiyara' ho, lekina naukara ke hAthoM TUTa gayA to parokSa rUpa se vaha z2immedAra nahIM hai? dAdAzrI : z2immedAra hai ! lekina vaha kitanA z2immedAra hai, vaha samajha lenA caahie| sabase pahale use pUchanA cAhie ki 'tU jalA to nahIM na?' jala gayA ho to davAI lgaanaa| phira dhIre se kahanA cAhie ki aba tez2I se mata calanA Age se| ___sattA kA durupayoga, to... yaha to sattAvAlA apane se nIcevAloM ko kucalatA rahatA hai| jo sattA kA durupayoga karatA hai, vaha sattA calI jAtI hai aura Upara se manuSya janma nahIM aataa| eka ghaMTA hI yadi apanI sattA meM Ae hue vyakti ko dhamakAyA jAe to sArI jiMdagI kA AyuSya baMdha jAtA hai| virodha karanevAle ko dhamakAe~ to bAta alaga hai| praznakartA : sAmanevAlA Ter3hA ho to usake sAtha vaisA hI nahIM honA cAhie? dAdAzrI : sAmanevAle vyakti kA hameM nahIM dekhanA cAhie, vaha usakI z2immedArI hai, yadi luTere sAmane A jAe~ aura Apa luTere bano to ThIka hai, lekina vahA~ to sabakucha de dete ho na? nirbala ke Age sabala bano usameM kyA hai? sabala hokara nirbala ke Age nirbala ho jAo to shii| ye oNphisara ghara para patnI ke sAtha lar3akara Ate haiM aura oNphisa meM asisTenTa kA tela nikAla dete haiN| are, asisTenTa to galata hastAkSara

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268 AptavANI-3 karavAkara le jAegA to terI kyA dazA hogI? asisTenTa kI to khAsa z2arUrata hai| hama asisTenTa ko bahuta sa~bhAlate haiM kyoMki usake kAraNa to apanA saba kAma calatA hai| kucha to sarvisa meM, seTha ko Age lAne ke lie khuda ko samajhadAra dikhalAte haiN| seTha kaheM ki bIsa pratizata lenaa| taba seTha ke sAmane samajhadAra dikhane ke lie paccIsa pratizata letA hai| kisalie ye pApa kI gaThariyA~ bA~dhatA hai?

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[8] kudarata ke vahA~ gesTa kudarata, janma se hI hitakArI isa saMsAra meM jitane bhI jIva haiM ve kudarata ke gesTa haiM, pratyeka cIz2a kudarata Apake pAsa taiyAra karake bhejatI hai| yaha to Apako kar3hApA (kur3hana, kleza)-ajaMpA (becainI, azAMti, ghabarAhaTa) rahA karatA hai, kyoMki sahI samajha nahIM hai aura aisA lagatA hai ki 'maiM karatA huuN'| yaha bhA~ti hai| bAkI kisI se itanA sA bhI nahIM ho sktaa| yahA~ janma hone se pahale, hamAre bAhara nikalane se pahale loga sArI taiyAriyA~ karake rakhate haiM! bhagavAna kI savArI A rahI hai! janma lene se pahale bAlaka ko ciMtA karanI par3atI hai ki bAhara nikalane ke bAda mere dUdha kA kyA hogA? vaha to dUdha kI kuMDiyA~ Adi saba taiyAra hI hotA hai| DaoNkTara, dAIyA~ taiyAra hote haiN| aura dAI na ho to nAIna bhI hotI hI hai| lekina kucha na kucha taiyArI to hotI hI hai, phira jaise 'gesTa' hoM! 'pharsTa klAsa' ke hoM usakI taiyAriyA~ alaga, 'sekinDa klAsa' kI alaga aura 'tharDa klAsa' kI alaga, saba klAsa to haiM na? yAnI ki Apa sabhI taiyAriyoM ke sAtha Ae haiN| to phira hAya-hAya aura ajaMpA kisalie karate ho? jinake 'gesTa' hoM, unake vahA~ para vinaya kaisA honA cAhie? maiM Apake yahA~ 'gesTa' hoU~ to mujhe 'gesTa' kI taraha vinaya nahIM rakhanA cAhie? Apa kaho ki 'Apako yahA~ nahIM sonA hai, vahA~ sonA hai', to mujhe vahA~ so jAnA caahie| do baje khAnA Ae to bhI mujhe zAMti se khA lenA caahie| jo parose vaha ArAma se khA lenA par3atA hai, vahA~ zora nahIM macA skte| kyoMki 'gesTa' huuN| aba yadi 'gesTa' rasoI meM jAkara kar3hI hilAne lage to

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270 AptavANI-3 kaisA kahalAe? ghara meM daqhala karane jAoge to Apako kauna khar3A rakhegA? bAsuMdI tere thAlI meM rakheM to khA lenA, vahA~ aisA mata kahanA ki 'hama mIThA nahIM khaate|' jitanA parosA jAe utanA ArAma se khaanaa| khArA parose to khArA khA lenaa| bahuta nahIM bhAe to thor3A khAnA, paraMtu khAnA z2arUra! 'gesTa' ke sabhI niyama paalnaa| 'gesTa' ko rAga-dveSa nahIM karane hote haiM, 'gesTa' rAgadveSa kara sakate haiM? ve to vinaya meM hI rahate haiM na? / hama to 'gesTa' ke taura para hI rahate haiM, hamAre lie sabhI vastue~ AtI haiN| jinake vahA~ 'gesTa' ke taura para raheM, unheM parezAna nahIM karanA caahie| hameM sArI cIjeM ghara baiThe mila jAtI haiM, yAda karate hI hAz2ira ho jAtI haiM aura hAz2ira nahIM ho to hameM parezAnI bhI nhiiN| kyoMki vahA~ 'gesTa' bane haiN| kisake vahA~? kudarata ke ghara para! kudarata kI marjI na ho to hama samajheM ki hamAre hita meM hai aura marjI usakI ho to bhI hamAre hita meM hai| hamAre hAtha meM karane kI sattA ho, to eka tarapha dAr3hI uge aura dUsarI tarapha dAr3hI nahIM uge to hama kyA kareM? hamAre hAtha meM karane kA hotA to saba ghoTAlA hI ho jaataa| yaha to kudarata ke hAthoM meM hai| usakI kahIM bhI bhUla nahIM hotI, saba paddhati anusAra kA hI hotA hai| dekho cabAne ke dA~ta alaga, chIlane ke dA~ta alaga, khAne ke dA~ta alg| dekho, kitanI suMdara vyavasthA hai! janma lete hI pUrA zarIra milatA hai, hAtha, paira, nAka, kAna, A~kheM sabakucha milatA hai, lekina mu~ha meM hAtha DAlo to dA~ta nahIM milate haiM, taba koI bhUla ho gaI hogI kudarata kI? nA, kudarata samajhatI hai ki janma lekara turaMta use dUdha pInA hai, dUsarA AhAra pacegA nahIM, mA~ kA dUdha pInA hai, yadi dA~ta deMge to vaha kATa legA! dekho kitanI suMdara vyavasthA kI huI hai! jaise-jaise z2arUrata par3atI hai, vaise-vaise dA~ta nikalate jAte haiN| pahale cAra Ate haiM, phira dhIre-dhIre dUsare Ate haiM aura ina bUr3hoM ke dA~ta gira jAte haiM to phira vApasa nahIM Ate haiN| kudarata sabhI taraha se rakSaNa karatI hai| rAjA kI taraha rakhatI hai| paraMtu abhAge ko rahanA nahIM AtA, taba kyA ho? para daqhalaMdAz2I se duHkha mola lie rAta ko hA~DavA peTa meM DAlakara so jAtA hai na? phira kharrATeM garar3a

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AptavANI-3 271 garar3a bulavAtA hai! ghanacakkara, aMdara patA lagA na, kyA cala rahA hai? taba kahe ki, 'usameM mI kAya karU~?' aura kudarata kA kaisA hai? peTa meM pAcaka rasa, 'bAila' par3atA hai, dUsarI cIjeM par3atI hai, subaha 'blaDa' 'blaDa' kI jagaha, 'yUrina' 'yUrina' kI jagaha, 'saMDAsa' 'saMDAsa' ke sthAna para pahu~ca jAtA hai| kaisA paddhati anusAra suMdara vyavasthA kI huI hai! kudarata aMdara kitanA bar3A kAma karatI hai! yadi DaoNkTara ko eka dina yaha aMdara kA pacAne kA kAma sauMpA ho to vaha manuSya ko mAra DAle! aMdara meM pAcaka rasa DAlanA, 'bAila' DAlanA, Adi DaoNkTara ko sauMpA ho to DaoNkTara kyA karegA? bhUkha nahIM lagatI isalie Aja z2arA pAcaka rasa z2yAdA DAlane do| aba kudarata kA niyama kaisA hai ki pAcaka rasa TheTha marate dama taka caleM usa anusAra DAlatI hai| aba ye usa dina, ravivAra ke dina pAcakarasa z2yAdA DAla detA hai, isalie budhavAra ko aMdara bilkula pacegA hI nahIM, kyoMki budhavAra ke hisse kA bhI ravivAra ko DAla diyaa| kudarata ke hAtha meM kitanI acchI bAz2I hai! aura eka Apake hAtha meM vyApAra AyA, aura usameM bhI vyApAra Apake hAtha meM to hai hI nhiiN| Apa sirpha mAna baiThe ho ki maiM vyApAra karatA hU~, isalie jhUThI hAya-hAya, hAya-hAya karate ho| dAdara se senTrala TeksI meM jAnA huA, taba vaha mana meM TakarA jAegI-TakarA jAegI karake Dara jAtA hai| are! koI bApa bhI TakarAnevAlA nahIM hai| tU apanI taraha se Age dekhakara cl| terA farz2a kitanA? tujhe Age dekhakara calanA hai, itanA hii| vAstava meM to vaha bhI terA farz2a nahIM hai| kudarata tere pAsa se vaha bhI karavAtI hai| lekina Age dekhatA nahIM hai aura daqhala karatA hai| kudarata to itanI acchI hai! yaha aMdara itanA bar3A kArakhAnA calatA hai to bAhara nahIM calegA? bAhara to kucha calAne ko hai hI nhiiN| kyA calAnA hai? praznakartA : koI jIva ulTA kare, to vaha bhI usake hAtha meM sattA nahIM hai? dAdAzrI : nA, sattA nahIM hai, lekina ulTA ho vaisA bhI nahIM hai, lekina usane ulTe-sulTe bhAva kie isalie yaha ulTA ho gyaa| khuda ne kudarata ke isa saMcAlana meM daqhala dI hai, nahIM to ye kaue, kutte ye

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272 AptavANI-3 jAnavara kaise haiM? aspatAla nahIM cAhie, korTa nahIM cAhie, ve loga jhagar3e kaise sulajhA dete haiM? do sA~Da lar3ate haiM, bahuta lar3ate haiM, lekina alaga hone ke bAda ve kyA korTa DhU~Dhane jAte haiM? dUsare dina dekheM to ArAma se donoM ghUma rahe hote haiM ! aura ina mUoM ke korTa hote haiM, aspatAla hote haiM, taba bhI ve du:khI, du:khI aura du:khI! ye loga roz2a apanA ronA rote haiM, inheM akarmI kaheM yA sakarmI kaheM? ye cir3iyA, kabUtara, kutte saba kitane suMdara dikhate haiM ! ve kyA sardI meM vasANuM (jar3I-bUTI DAlakara banAI gaI miThAI) khAte hoMge? aura ye mUrkha vasANuM khAkara bhI suMdara nahIM dikhate, badasUrata dikhate haiN| isa ahaMkAra ke kAraNa suMdara vyakti bhI badasUrata dikhatA hai| isIlie koI bhUla raha jAtI hai, aisA vicAra nahIM karanA cAhie? ....phira bhI kudarata, sadA madada meM rahI praznakartA : zubha rAste para jAne ke vicAra Ate haiM, lekina ve Tikate nahIM aura phira azubha vicAra Ate haiM, ve kyA haiM? dAdAzrI : vicAra kyA haiM? Age jAnA ho, to bhI vicAra kAma karate haiM aura pIche jAnA ho to bhI vicAra kAma karate haiN| khudA kI tarapha jAne ke rAste para Age jAte ho aura vApasa mur3ate ho, usake jaisA hotA hai| eka mIla Age jAo aura eka mIla pIche jAo, eka mIla Age jAo aura vApasa mor3o... eka hI taraha ke vicAra rakhanA acchaa| pIche jAnA hai matalaba pIche jAnA aura Age jAnA hai matalaba Age jaanaa| Age jAnA ho use bhI kudarata 'helpa' karatI hai aura pIche jAnA ho use bhI kudarata 'helpa' karatI hai| 'necara' kyA kahatA hai? 'AI vila helpa yuu'| tujhe jo kAma karanA ho, corI karanI ho to 'AI vila helpa yuu'| kudarata kI to bahuta bar3I 'helpa' hai, kudarata kI 'helpa' se to yaha saba calatA hai! lekina tu nizcita nahIM karatA ki mujhe kyA karanA hai? yadi tU nizcita kare to kudarata tujhe 'helpa' karane ke lie taiyAra hI hai| 'pharsTa DisAiDa' ki mujhe itanA karanA hai, phira use nizcayapUrvaka subaha meM pahale yAda karanA caahie| Apake nizcaya ke prati Apako 'sinsiyara' rahanA cAhie, to kudarata Apake pakSa meM 'helpa' kregii| Apa kudarata ke 'gesTa' ho|

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AptavANI-3 273 isalie bAta ko smjho| kudarata to 'AI vila helpa yU' kahatI hai| bhagavAna kucha ApakI 'helpa' nahIM krte| bhagavAna bekAra nahIM baiThe haiN| yaha to kudarata kI saba racanA hai aura vaha bhagavAna kI sirpha hAz2irI se hI racA gayA hai| praznakartA : hama kudarata ke 'gesTa' haiM yA 'pArTa oNpha necara' haiM? dAdAzrI : 'pArTa oNpha necara' bhI haiM aura 'gesTa' bhI haiN| hama bhI 'gesTa' ke taura para rahanA pasaMda karate haiN| cAhe jahA~ baiTho, taba bhI Apako havA milatI rahegI, pAnI milatA rahegA aura vaha bhI 'phrI oNpha kaoNsTa'! jo adhika qImatI hai, vaha 'phrI oNpha kaoNsTa' milatA rahatA hai| kudarata ko jisakI qImata hai, usakI ina manuSyoM ko qImata nahIM hai| aura jisakI kudarata ke pAsa qImata nahIM (jaise ki hIre), usakI hamAre logoM ko bahuta qImata hai|

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[9] manuSyapana kI kImata qImata to, sinsiyAriTI aura maoNreliTI kI pUre jagat kA 'besamenTa' 'sinsiyAriTI' aura 'maoNreliTI' do para hI hai| ve donoM sar3a jAe~ to saba gira jAtA hai| isa kAla meM yadi 'sinsiyAriTI' aura 'maoNreliTI' hoM, to vaha bahuta bar3A dhana kahalAtA hai| hindustAna meM vaha dhana DheroM thA, lekina aba ina logoM ne vaha saba phaoNrina meM eksaporTa kara diyA hai, aura phaoNrina se badale meM kyA imporTa kiyA, vaha Apa jAnate ho? ve ye eTikeTa ke bhUta ghusa gae! usake kAraNa hI ina becAroM ko caina nahIM pdd'taa| hameM usa eTikeTa ke bhUta kI kyA z2arUrata hai? jinameM nUra nahIM haiM, unake lie vaha hai| hama to tIrthaMkarI nUravAle loga haiM, RSimuniyoM kI saMtAna haiM! tere phaTe hue kapar3e hoM, phira bhI terA nUra tujhe kaha degA ki 'tU kauna hai?' praznakartA : 'sinsiyAriTI' aura 'maoNreliTI' kA ekjekTa artha smjhaaie| dAdAzrI : 'maoNreliTI' kA artha kyA hai? khuda ke haqa kA aura sahaja mila jAe, vaha sabhI bhogane kI chUTa hai| yaha sabase aMtima maoNreliTI kA artha hai| maoNreliTI to bahuta gUr3ha hai, usa para to zAstra ke zAstra likhe jA sakate haiN| lekina isa aMtima artha para se Apa samajha jaao| aura 'sinsiyAriTI' to jo manuSya dUsaroM ke prati 'sinsiyara' nahIM rahatA, vaha khuda apane lie 'sinsiyara' nahIM rhtaa| kisIko thor3A bhI 'inasinsiyara' nahIM honA cAhie, usase khuda kI 'sinsiyAriTI' TUTatI

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AptavANI-3 275 'sinsiyAriTI' aura 'maoNreliTI' - isa kAla meM ye do vastue~ hoM to bahuta ho gyaa| are! eka ho phira bhI vaha TheTha mokSa taka le jaaegaa| paraMtu use pakar3a lenA caahie| aura jaba-jaba ar3acana par3e, taba-taba 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke pAsa Akara khulAsA kara jAnA cAhie ki yaha 'maoNreliTI' hai yA yaha 'maoNreliTI' nahIM hai| 'jJAnIpuruSa kA rAjIpA (gurujanoM kI kRpA aura prasannatA)' aura khuda kI 'sinsiyAriTI' ina donoM ke guNA se sAre kArya saphala ho sakeM, aisA 'inasinsiyAriTI' se bhI mokSa koI bIsa pratizata 'sinsiyAriTI' aura assI pratizata 'inasinsiyAriTI'vAlA mere pAsa Ae aura pUche ki 'mujhe mokSa meM jAnA hai aura mujhameM to yaha mAla hai to kyA karanA cAhie?' taba maiM use kahU~gA ki, 'sau pratizata 'inasinsiyara' ho jA, phira maiM tujhe dUsarA rAstA dikhAU~gA ki jo tujhe mokSa meM le jaaegaa|' yaha assI pratizata kA karja hai, isakI kaba bharapAI karegA? isase to eka bAra divAlA nikAla de| 'jJAnIpuruSa' kA eka hI vAkya pakar3e taba bhI vaha mokSa meM jaae| pUre 'varlDa' ke sAtha 'inasinsiyara' rahA hogA usakA mujhe etarAja nahIM hai, lekina eka yahA~ 'sinsiyara' rahA to vaha tujhe mokSa meM le jAegA! sau pratizata 'inasinsiyAriTI', vaha bhI eka bar3A guNa hai, vaha mokSa meM le jAegA, kyoMki bhagavAna kA saMpUrNa virodhI ho gyaa| bhagavAna ke saMpUrNa virodhI ko mokSa meM le jAe binA chuTakArA hI nahIM! yA to bhagavAna kA bhakta mokSa meM jAtA hai yA to bhagavAna kA saMpUrNa virodhI mokSa meM jAtA hai ! isIlie maiM nAdAra ko to dikhAtA hU~ ki sau pratizata 'inasinsiyara' ho jA, phira maiM tujhe dUsarA dikhAU~gA, jo tujhe TheTha mokSa taka le jaaegaa| dUsarA pakar3AU~gA tabhI kAma hogaa|

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[10] Adarza vyavahAra aMta meM, vyavahAra Adarza cAhie Adarza vyavahAra ke binA koI mokSa meM nahIM gyaa| jaina vyavahAra, vaha Adarza vyavahAra nahIM hai / vaiSNava vyavahAra, vaha Adarza vyavahAra nahIM hai / mokSa meM jAne ke lie Adarza vyavahAra kI z2arUrata pdd'egii| I Adarza vyavahAra matalaba kisI jIva ko kiMcit mAtra duHkha nahIM ho, vh| gharavAle, bAharavAle, ar3osI - par3osI kisIko bhI Apa se duHkha nahIM ho vaha Adarza vyavahAra kahalAtA hai / jaina vyavahAra kA abhiniveza (apane mata ko sahI mAnakara pakar3e rakhanA) karane jaisA nahIM hai / vaiSNava vyavahAra kA abhiniveza karane jaisA nahIM hai| sArA abhiniveza vyavahAra hai| bhagavAna mahAvIra kA Adarza vyavahAra hotA thaa| Adarza vyavahAra ho matalaba jo duzmana ko bhI nahIM akhare / Adarza vyavahAra matalaba mokSa meM jAne kI nishaanii| jaina yA vaiSNava gaccha meM se mokSa nahIM hai| hamArI AjJAe~ Apako Adarza vyavahAra kI tarapha le jAtI haiN| ve saMpUrNa samAdhi meM rakheM vaisI haiN| Adhi-vyAdhi-upAdhI meM samAdhi rahe aisA hai| bAhara sArA 'rileTiva' vyavahAra hai aura yaha to 'sAinsa' hai| sAinsa matalaba riyala! Adarza vyavahAra se apane se kisIko duHkha nahIM hotA, apane se kisIko duHkha nahIM ho, utanA hI dekhanA hai / phira bhI apane se kisIko duHkha ho jAe to turaMta hI pratikramaNa kara lenA / hamase kucha unakI bhASA meM nahIM jAyA jA sktaa| yaha jo vyavahAra meM paisoM ke lena-dena Adi vyavahAra haiM, vaha to sAmAnya rivAja hai, use hama vyavahAra nahIM kahate,

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AptavANI-3 277 kisIko duHkha nahIM honA cAhie, yaha dekhanA hai, aura duHkha huA ho to pratikramaNa kara lenA, usakA nAma Adarza vyvhaar| hamArA Adarza vyavahAra hotA hai| hamase kisIko ar3acana ho, aisA nahIM hotaa| kisI ke khAte meM hamArI ar3acana jamA nahIM hotii| hameM koI ar3acana de aura hama bhI ar3acana deM to hama meM aura ApameM pharka kyA? hama sarala haiM, sAmanevAle ko A~TI meM DAlakara sarala rahate haiN| isalie sAmanevAlA samajhatA hai ki, 'dAdA abhI kacce haiN|' hA~, kacce hokara chUTa jAnA behatara, paraMtu pakke hokara usakI jela meM jAnA galata, aisA to kiyA jAtA hogA? hameM hamAre bhAgIdAra ne kahA ki, 'Apa bahuta bhole haiN|' taba maiMne kahA ki, 'mujhe bholA kahanevAlA hI bholA hai|' taba unhoMne kahA ki, 'Apako bahuta loga chala jAte haiN|' taba maiMne kahA ki, 'hama jAna-bUjhakara chale jAte haiN|' hamArA saMpUrNa Adarza vyavahAra hotA hai| jinake vyavahAra meM koI bhI kamI hogI, vaha mokSa ke lie pUrA lAyaka huA nahIM kahA jaaegaa| praznakartA : jJAnI ke vyavahAra meM do vyaktiyoM ke bIca bheda hotA hai? dAdAzrI : unakI dRSTi meM bheda hI nahIM hotA, vItarAgatA hotI hai| unake vyavahAra meM bheda hotA hai| eka milamAlika aura usakA DrAivara yahA~ Ae, to seTha ko sAmane biThAU~gA aura DrAivara ko mere pAsa biThAU~gA, isase seTha kA pArA utara jAegA! aura pradhAnamaMtrI Ae~ to maiM khar3A hokara unakA svAgata karU~gA aura unheM biThAU~gA, unakA vyavahAra nahIM cuukuuNgaa| unheM to vinayapUrvaka Upara biThAU~gA, aura unheM yadi mere pAsa se jJAna grahaNa karanA ho, to mere sAmane nIce biThAU~gA, nahIM to U~ce bitthaauuNgaa| lokamAnya ko vyavahAra kahA hai aura mokSamAnya ko nizcaya kahA hai| isalie lokamAnya vyavahAra ko usI rUpa meM eksepTa karanA par3atA hai| hama uThakara unheM nahIM bulAe~ to unheM duHkha hogA, usakI jokhimadArI hamArI khlaaegii| praznakartA : jo bar3e hoM, unheM pUjya mAnanA cAhie? dAdAzrI : bar3e matalaba umra meM bar3e hoM aisA nahIM, phira bhI mA~jI

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278 AptavANI-3 bar3e hoM to unakA vinaya rakhanA cAhie aura jo jJAnavRddha hue hoM, ve pUjya mAne jAte haiN| satsaMga meM se hama ghara samaya para jAte haiN| yadi rAta ko bAraha baje daravAz2A khaTakhaTAe~ to vaha kaisA dikhegA? gharavAle mu~ha para boleMge ki 'kabhI bhI Ae~ge to clegaa|' paraMtu unakA mana to chor3egA nahIM na? vaha to tarahataraha kA dikhaaegaa| hamase unheM z2arA-sA bhI du:kha kaise diyA jAe? yaha to niyama kahalAtA hai aura niyama ke AdhIna to rahanA hI pdd'egaa| isI taraha do baje uThakara 'riyala' kI bhakti kareM to koI kucha bolatA hai? nA, koI nahIM puuchtaa| zuddha vyavahAra : sadvyavahAra praznakartA : zuddha vyavahAra kise kahanA cAhie? sadvyavahAra kise kahanA cAhie? dAdAzrI : 'svarUpa' kA jJAna prApta hone ke bAda hI zuddha vyavahAra zurU hotA hai, taba taka sadvyavahAra hotA hai| praznakartA : zuddha vyavahAra aura sadvyavahAra meM pharka kyA hai? dAdAzrI : sadvyavahAra ahaMkAra sahita hotA hai aura zuddha vyavahAra nirahaMkArI hotA hai| zuddha vyavahAra saMpUrNa dharmadhyAna detA hai aura sadvyavahAra alpa aMza meM dharmadhyAna detA hai| jitanA zuddha vyavahAra hotA hai, utanA zuddha upayoga rahatA hai| zuddha upayoga matalaba 'khuda' jJAtA-dRSTA hotA hai, lekina dekheM kyA? taba kahe, zuddha vyavahAra ko dekho| zuddha vyavahAra meM nizcaya, zuddha upayoga hotA hai| kRpAludeva ne kahA hai: gacchamata nI je kalpanA te nahIM sdvyvhaar| sabhI saMpradAya, ve kalpita bAteM haiN| unameM sadvyavahAra bhI nahIM hai to phira vahA~ zuddha vyavahAra kI bAta hI kyA karanI? zuddha vyavahAra, vaha nirahaMkArI pada hai, zuddha vyavahAra spardhA rahita hai| hama yadi spardhA meM utareM to rAga-dveSa hoNge| hama to sabhI se kahate haiM ki Apa jahA~ ho vahIM ThIka ho| aura Apako koI kamI ho to yahA~ hamAre pAsa aao| hamAre yahA~

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AptavANI-3 279 to prema kI hI barasAta hotI hai| koI dveSa karatA huA Ae phira bhI prema deNge| kramika mArga matalaba zuddha vyavahAravAle hokara zuddhAtmA bano aura akrama mArga matalaba pahale zuddhAtmA banakara phira zuddha vyavahAra kro| zuddha vyavahAra meM vyavahAra sabhI hotA hai, lekina usameM vItarAgatA hotI hai| ekado janmoM meM mokSa jAnevAle hoM, vahA~ se zuddha vyavahAra kI zurUAta hotI hai| zuddha vyavahAra sparza nahIM kare, usakA nAma 'nishcy'| vyavahAra utanA pUrA karanA ki nizcaya ko sparza nahIM kare, phira vyavahAra cAhe kisI bhI prakAra kA ho| cokhA vyavahAra aura zuddha vyavahAra meM pharka hai| vyavahAra cokhA rakhe vaha mAnavadharma kahalAtA hai aura zuddha vyavahAra to mokSa meM le jAtA hai| bAhara yA ghara meM lar3AI-jhagar3A na kare vaha cokhA vyavahAra kahalAtA hai| aura Adarza vyavahAra kise kahA jAtA hai? khuda kI sugaMdhI phailAe vh| Adarza vyavahAra aura nirvikalpa pada, ve donoM prApta ho jAe~ to phira bacA kyA? itanA to pUre brahmAMDa ko badalakara rakha de| Adarza vyavahAra se mokSArtha sadhe dAdAzrI : terA vyavahAra kaisA karanA cAhatA hai? praznakartA : saMpUrNa aadrsh| dAdAzrI : bUr3hA hone ke bAda Adarza vyavahAra ho, vaha kisa kAma kA? Adarza vyavahAra to jIvana kI zurUAta se honA caahie| 'varlDa' meM eka hI manuSya Adarza vyavahAravAlA ho to usase pUrA 'varlDa' badala jAe, aisA hai| praznakartA : Adarza vyavahAra kisa taraha hotA hai? dAdAzrI : Apako (mahAtmAoM ko) jo nirvikalpa pada prApta huA hai to usameM rahane se Adarza vyavahAra apane Apa aaegaa| nirvikalpa pada prApta hone ke bAda koI daqhala hotI nahIM hai, phira bhI Apase daqhala ho

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AptavANI - 3 jAe to Apa merI AjJA meM nahIM haiM, hamArI pA~ca AjJA Apako bhagavAna mahAvIra jaisI sthiti meM rakheM, aisI haiM / vyavahAra meM hamArI AjJA Apako bAdhaka nahIM hai, Adarza vyavahAra meM rakheM, aisI hai / 'yaha' jJAna to vyavahAra ko kamplITa Adarza banAe, aisA hai / mokSa kisakA hogA? Adarza vyavahAravAle kA / aura 'dAdA' kI AjJA vaha Adarza vyavahAra lAtI hai| z2arAsI bhI kisI kI bhUla Ae to vaha Adarza vyavahAra nahIM hai| mokSa koI 'gappa' nahIM hai, vaha hakIkata svarUpa hai / mokSa koI vakIloM kA khojA huA nahIM hai| vakIla to 'gappa' meM se khoja leM, vaisA yaha nahIM hai, yaha to hakIkata svarUpa hai| 280 eka bhAI mujhe eka bar3e Azrama meM mile| maiMne unase pUchA ki, 'yahA~ kahA~ se Apa?' taba unhoMne kahA ki, 'maiM isa Azrama meM pichale dasa sAloM se raha rahA huuN|' taba maiMne unase kahA ki, 'Apake mA~-bApa gA~va meM bahuta garIba hAlata meM aMtima avasthA meM duHkhI ho rahe haiN|' taba unhoMne kahA ki, 'usameM maiM kyA karU~? maiM unakA karane jAU~ to merA dharma karane kA raha jaaegaa|' ise dharma kaise kahA jAe? dharma to usakA nAma ki jo mA~-bApa, bhAI sabake sAtha vyavahAra rakhe / vyavahAra Adarza honA caahie| jo vyavahAra khuda ke dharma ko dhikkAre, mA~-bApa ke saMbaMdha ko ThukarAe, use dharma kaise kahA jAegA? are! mana meM dI gaI gAlI yA a~dhere meM kie gae kRtya, ve saba bhayaMkara gunAha haiM ! vaha samajhatA hai ki, 'mujhe kauna dekhanevAlA hai, aura kauna ise jAnanevAlA hai?' are, yaha nahIM hai popAbAI kA rAja ! yaha to bhayaMkara gunAha hai| ina sabako a~dhere kI bhUleM hI parezAna karatI haiN| vyavahAra Adarza honA caahie| yadi vyavahAra meM atyadhika satarka hue to kaSAyI ho jAte haiM / yaha saMsAra to nAva hai, aura nAva meM cAya-nAztA saba karanA hai, lekina samajhanA hai ki isase kinAre taka jAnA hai| I isalie bAta ko smjho| 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke pAsa to bAta ko kevala samajhanI hI hai, karanA kucha bhI nahIM hai / aura jo samajhakara usameM samA gayA to ho gayA vItarAga ! jaya saccidAnaMda

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potApaj zAtA azAtA mUla gujarAtI zabdoM ke samAnArthI zabda : maiM hU~ aura merA hai-aisA AropaNa, merApana : sukha-pariNAma : du:kha-pariNAma : jo pUraNa aura galana hotA hai : cArja honA-DiscArja honA : bhAvukatAvAlA prema, lagAva : nipaTArA pudgala pUraNa-galana lAgaNI nikAla tAMtA : taMta UparI bhogavaTA : sukha-duHkha kA asara : baoNsa, variSTha mAlika upAdhi : bAhara se AnevAle duHkha rAjIpA : gurujanoM kI kRpA aura prasannatA saMvarapUrvaka nirjarA : dobArA karma bIja nahIM DaleM aura karma phala pUrA ho jAe A~TI : gA~Tha par3a jAe usa taraha se ulajhA huA : acchI taraha samajha meM AnA UparI : baoNsa, variSTha mAlika kalpa : kAlacakra goThavaNI : seTiMga, prabaMdha, vyavasthA noMdha : atyaMta rAga athavA dveSa sahita lambe samaya taka yAda rakhanA, noTa karanA dhaula .: hathelI se mAranA ger3a

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niyANAM : apanA sArA puNya lagAkara kisI eka vastu kI kAmanA karanA : rAhakharca, pU~jI : phajItA silaka tAyafA upalaka kar3hApA ajaMpA rAjIpA silaka potApaNuM lAgaNI vasAj abhiniveza taraMga Are : satahI, Upara Upara se, suparaphluasa : kur3hana, kleza : becainI, azAMti, ghabarAhaTa : gurajanoM kI kRpA aura prasannatA : jamApUMjI :: maiM hU~ aura merA hai, aisA AropaNa, merApana : bhAvukatAvAlA prema, lagAva : jar3I-bUTI DAlakara banAI gaI miThAI : apane mata ko sahI mAnakara pakar3e rakhanA : zekhacillI jaisI kalpanAe~ : kAlacakra kA bArahavA~ hissA : varcasva, sattA calaNa

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zuddhAtmA ke prati prArthanA (pratidina eka bAra boleM) he aMtaryAmI paramAtmA! Apa pratyeka jIvamAtra meM birAjamAna ho, vaise hI mujha meM bhI birAjamAna ho| ApakA svarUpa hI merA svarUpa hai| merA svarUpa zuddhAtmA hai| he zuddhAtmA bhagavAna ! maiM Apako abheda bhAva se atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karatA huuN| ajJAnatAvaza maiMne jo jo ** doSa kiye haiM, una sabhI doSoM ko Apake samakSa jAhira karatA hU~ / unakA hRdayapUrvaka bahuta pazcAtApa karatA ha~ aura Apase kSamA yAcanA karatA huuN| he prabhu ! mujhe kSamA karo, kSamA karo, kSamA karo aura phira se aise doSa nahIM karU~, aisI Apa mujhe zakti do, zakti do, zakti do| he zuddhAtmA bhagavAna! Apa aisI kRpA karo ki hameM bhedabhAva chUTa jAye aura abheda svarUpa prApta ho| hama Apa meM abheda svarUpa se tanmayAkAra rheN| ** jo jo doSa hue hoM, ve mana meM z2Ahira kreN| pratikramaNa vidhi pratyakSa dAdA bhagavAna kI sAkSI meM, dehadhArI (jisake prati doSa huA ho, usa vyakti kA nAma) ke mana-vacana-kAyA ke yoga, bhAvakarma-dravyakarmanokarma se bhinna aise he zuddhAtmA bhagavAna, ApakI sAkSI meM, Aja dina taka mujhase jo jo ** doSa hue haiM, usake lie kSamA mA~gatA huuN| hRdayapUrvaka bahuta pazcAtApa karatA huuN| mujhe kSamA kreN| aura phira se aise doSa kabhI bhI nahIM karU~, aisA dRr3ha nizcaya karatA huuN| usake lie mujhe parama zakti dIjie, zakti dIjie, zakti diijie| ** krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha, viSaya-vikAra, kaSAya Adi se kisI ko bhI duHkha pahu~cAyA ho, usa doSo ko mana meM yAda kreN|

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AptavANI lAI hai yuga parivartana "yaha yuga parivartana ho rahA hai| dharma kA yuga parivartana ho rahA hai| usIke bAre meM ye pustakeM haiN| varnA yaha AptavANI-3 to ahohoho.... ho gaI hai bAta! pahalI aura dUsarI AptavANiyoM meM to zAstroM kA varNana kiyA hai| yAnI ki isa jagat kA varNana kiyA hai aura tIsarI aura cauthI meM AtmA ke bAre meM spaSTIkaraNa diyA hai| abhI to aura saba jo AeMgI ve alaga hI prakAra kI aaeNgii| pahalI aura dUsarI meM to 'jagat kyA hai, hameM kyA lenA-denA', vaha batAnA cAhate haiM aura isa tIsarI AptavANI ne AtmA ke spaSTIkaraNa die hai| isIlie to saba tarapha carcA ho rahI hai na!" - dAdAzrI AtmavijJAnI 'e. ema. paTela' ke bhItara prakaTa hue dAdA bhagavAnanA asIma jaya jayakAra ho ISBN78-99321500 Rs70 9789382128 Printed in India