Anandghan ni Atmanubhuti 03

Author(s): Kalyanbodhivijay
Publisher: Jinshasan Aradhana Trust
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/005044/1

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** (c) AnaMdaghanatI AtmAnubhUti

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AmaMtraNam.. AnaMdayAtrAnuM.. jIvanmuktinA AnaMdathI muktinA paramAnaMda sudhInI eka AnaMdayAtrA.. anAsaktabhAvanA AvirbhAvathI anAkAra padanA prAkaTya sudhInI eka adhyAtmayAtrA.. pUrNatvanI pratItithI saMpUrNatvanI pariNati sudhInI eka anubhUtiyAtrA.. eTale ja AnaMdaghananI AtmAnubhUti pada-parizIlana zRMkhalA. A zRMkhalA vibhAvonI zRMkhalAne toDIne svabhAvasukhanI prApti karAve, AnaMdaghananI aneka jyotio pragaTAve, svarUparamaNatAnI samAdhine zAzvata banAve, e ja zubhAbhilASA saha. - AcArya vijaya kalyANabodhisUri

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jIya jAne merI saphala gharIrI. jIya jAne merI saphala gharIrI. suta vanitA yauvana dhana mAto, garbhataNI vedana visarIrI...1 jIya jAne merI saphala gharI..... supana ko rAja sAca karI mAcata rAhata chAMha gagana badarIrI, AI acAnaka kAla topacI gahego jyuM nAhara bakarIrI...2 jIya jAne merI saphala gharIrI... ahu ceta kachu cetata nAhi. pakarI Teka hArila lakarIrI: AnaMdaghana hIro jana chAMrata, nara mohyo mAyA kakarIrI....3 jIya jAne merI saphala gharIrI.... Jain Education Internatiori! jIya jAne merI saphala gharIrI, jIya jAne merI saphala gharIrI, suta vanitA yauvana dhana mAto, garbhataNI vedana visarIrI... 1 jIya jAne merI saphala gharIrI...

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putra, strI, yauvana ane dhanamAM mastAna banela parAjaya thayo. nepoliyananI nabaLI kaDI hatI bilADIno bhaya. jIva enI pAchaLa gayelI ghaDIone saphaLa mAne che, dumane tenI sAme bilADIo choDI mUkI. nepoliyana gabharAI gayo. mahAzaktizALI hovA chatAM paNa jIvato pakaDAI gayo. ane garbhanI vedanA bhUlI jAya che. ||1|| naLanI nabaLI kaDI hatI jugAranuM vyasana. naLa guNavAna hovA | eka munirAja udyAnamAM kAussagna karI rahyA hatAM. chatAM ya tenA kAraNe pAyamAla thaI gayo. tyAM nagaranI kanyAo ramavA AvI. ramata hatI svayaMvaranI. anaMta zaktino svAmI AtmA paNa mohAdhikAranI niyata samaye te kanyAo eka-eka vRkSane vaLagI paDe ane avasthAmAM keTalIka nabaLI kaDIno bhoga banI jAya che. bole, "A mAro vara." eka kanyA ekAeka munirAjanA pagane vaLagI paDI, ane bolI, 'A mAro vara.'' devatAoe suta vanitA yauvana dhana mAto, prasanna thaine puSpavRSTi karI. anukULa upasarga joine munirAje putra... strI... yauvana... dhana... A eka eka nabaLI tyAMthI vihAra karI dIdho. kaDIe jIvane anaMtI vAra pachADyo che... sAtamI narake ane | e kanyAe yauvanamAM praveza karyo. e ja munine nigodamAM paNa mokalyo che. AtmAnubhUtino aNamola paraNavAnI haTha lIdhI. bhavitavyatAnA yoge temano saMyoga avasara atyaMta nikaTa Avyo hoya... AdhyAtmika AnaMdanuM thayo. kanyAnA AgrahathI munirAja patita thayA. zikhara sara thavAnI taiyArI hoya... evA samaye paNa zramaNane patananI bhayAnaka khINamAM paTakI nAkhanArI che. A ja nabaLI tajjJAnaM tacca vijJAnaM tattapaH sa ca sNymH| sarvamekapade bhraSTaM sarvathA kimapi striyH|| kaDIo. ane jIvanI paNa kevI mUrkhAmI ! jeNe potAnuM sarvasva lUMTI lIdhuM, jeNe upArjananA athAga parizramamAM upayukta | te jJAna... te vijJAna... te tapa... ane te saMyama... karela zaktine niSphaLa karI dIdhI. jeNe anaMta kALanA bhayAnaka A badhuM ja eka jhATake bhraSTa thaI gayuM... kharekhara... strIonI bhUtakALanuM punarAvartana karAvyuM. e ja mahAzatru sAthe gALelI koI vAta thaI zake tema nathI. kSaNo jIvane saphaLa lAge che. | AnaMdaghanajI mahArAja A ja nabaLI kaDI (vIka poInTa) tarapha aMguli nirdeza karI rahyA che. so sabaLI kaDI jIya jAne merI saphala gharIrI hAjara hovA chatAM paNa eka nabaLI kaDI jItanI bAjIne hAramAM [ re moharAja! kevI tArI bhedI cAla! anaMtajJAnI pheravI zake che. eka DhIluM sku AkhA vimAnane jamInadosta karI AtmAnI tuM kevI durdazA kare che! ene ajJAnanA ghora aMdhakAramAM zake che, eka DhIlI breka AkhI Trenano khuDado bolAvI zake che. athaDAve che! pelA munirAja paNa patana pAmyA. gRhastha banyA. duryodhananI nabaLI kaDI hatI, enI jAMgha, tyAM putra janmyo. varSo vItI gayA. jabaradasta gadA-prahAra thai gayo. vijayanA sthAne teno ghora eka divasa pharI AtmA jAgI gayo. cAritranA punaH

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svIkAranI abhilASA vyakta karI. putrane jANa thatAM kAcA sUtaranA tAMtaNAthI pitAnA paga bAMdhI dIdhA. kAlI ghelI bhASAmAM kahyuM, "have tame kai rIte jazo? juo, meM tamane barAbara bAMdhI lIdhA che.'' suta vanitA yauvana dhana mAto, Ama joie to mAtra paga halAvo ane tUTI jAya evuM e baMdhana hatuM. paNa e mAtra kAcA sUtaranuM baMdhana na hatuM. e to hato snehapAza. pitA lAcAra thaI gayA. vairAgyanA sUryane mohanA vAdaLoe DhAMkI dIdho. bhautika jagatanuM sUtra che, je priya che e mitra che. AdhyAtmika jagatanuM sUtra che je priya che, te zatru che. samAdhitaMtramAM kahyuM che - mUDhA''tmA yatra vizvasta-stato nAnyad bhayAspadam / yato bhItastato nAnya- dabhayasthAnamAtmanaH / / mohAdhIna AtmAne je priya che, tenAthI vadhu bhayaMkara bIjuM kAMi ja nathI. ane e AtmA jenAthI bhaya anubhave che, tenI sivAya AtmAnuM bIjuM koI abhayasthAna nathI. mohavaza AtmAnI kevI vicitra dazA! ene zatru para ja prIti che. tethI e tenuM ja sAnnidhya jhaMkhe che, enA prayatnamAM niSphaLa thAya che, to jhure che, saphaLa thAya che, to vadhu duHkhI thAya che. kAraNa ke zatru enA AtmAnuM ahita karyA vinA raheto nathI. evuM na kare, to e zatru ja zAno? sambandhAnAtmano jantu-ryAvataH kurute priyAn / tAvantastasya jAyante, hRdaye shokshngkvH|| jIva potAnA jeTalA priya saMbaMdho kare, eTalA tenA hRdayamAM zoka-zalyo bhoMkAyA kare che. priya saMbaMdhano AdhAra che rAga. rAganuM mULa che atattvadarzana. rAgane dUra karavAno upAya che tattvadarzana. dazavaikAlika sUtranI TIkAmAM pU. haribhadrasUri mahArAjAe kahyuM che - - tattvadarzino hi nivartata eva rAgaH, atattvadarzananibandhanatvAttasya / je tattvadRSTA che, teno rAga avazya dUra thAya che. kAraNa ke atattvadarzana e ja rAganuM kAraNa che. tattva eTale vastusvarUpa. prastutamAM putra parano rAga dUra thAya, e mATe putranuM svarUpa vicAravuM joIe. 'putra' zuM che? tenuM lakSaNa zuM che? strI-puruSanA saMyogathI putrotpatti thAya che. te strI-puruSa tenA mAtA-pitA kahevAya che. A rIte janya-janakanA saMbaMdhathI putra svAbhAvika rIte priya hoya che, evI duniyAnI mAnyatA che. adhyAtmakalpadrumamAM A mAnyatAne dharAzAyI karI de, evo vedhaka prazna pUchyo che - kukSau yuvatyAH kRmayo vicitrA, apyasrazukraprabhavA bhvnti| na teSu tasyA na hi tatpatezca, rAgastataH ko'yamapatyakeSu ? / /

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zukra ane rudhiranA saMyogathI strInI kukSimAM jAta jAtanA kIDA paNa utpanna thatA hoya che. temanA para nathI strIne rAga thato, ke nathI to puruSane rAga thato. to pachI te ja zukra-rudhirathI utpanna thayelA putro para kema rAga thAya che? mohAdhIna pitA putranI azucine paNa zuci samaje che. hoMze hoMze ene lADa koDathI uchere che. enI icchAo pUrI karavA mATe majUrI kare che. ene khabhe uMcakIne phare che. parasevAnI kamANI enA moja-zokha khAtara veDaphI nAkhe che, ane pariNAma? e ja putra kadAca pitAne maNa maNanI saMbhaLAve che. AghAto ane pratyAghAtothI jarjarita kare che, potAnA ja gharethI enI hakAlapaTTI kare che - re... kyAMka to mArapITa paNa thAya che, ne kyAMka to motane ghATa utAravA sudhInA kALA karatUto paNa... suta vanitA yauvana dhana mAto, AmAM kyAM rAga karavo? A to mAtra A lokanA durvipAkonI vAta karI, paralokamAM paNa mohodaya kALe bAMdhelA karmonA udayathI durgatinI paraMparA UbhI thAya che. A che putranuM svarUpa. eno vicAra karavo, enI vAstavikatAnuM avalokana karavuM, enuM nAma tattvadarzana. eka vAra tattvadarzana thAya, eTale rAgane gaye ja chUTako che. ane tattvadarzana na thAya, tyAM sudhI rAgano vilaya thAya evI koI zakyatA nathI. pharIthI aNagAra banavAnA zamaNA para putramohanuM tophAna pharI vaLyuM. kAcA sUtaranA e tAMtaNAo gaNyA. bAra vAra e pagamAM vIM-TALelo hatAM. AtmAnubhUtinI aNamola takane bAra varSa mATe pAchI ThelI dIdhI. vairAgyazatakamAM kahyuM che - mA ciMtasu jIva tumaM, puttakalattAI mama suhheuu| NiuNabaMdhaNameyaM, saMsAre saMsaraMtANaM / / 24 / / jIva ! putra, patnI vagere mArA sukhanA kAraNa che, evI gerasamajamAM na raheto. A to evA sUkSma baMdhana che, jenAthI baMdhAyelo AtmA satata saMsAramAM bhaTakato ja rahe che. kadAca prazna thAya ke saMsAramAM bIje kyAMya rAga na hoya, suMdara viSayono paNa tyAga karatAM hoie. paNa mAtra 'putra' para ja ke ekAda svajana para ja rAga hoya to emAM khoTuM zuM? javAba e che ke eka vyakti para ke vastu para ja rAga hoya, te paNa bhayAnaka che. kAraNa ke samagra saMsArano rAga tyAM kendrita thayo che. evI rAgapAtra vyakti ke vastuno vinAza thatA ja bhayaMkara ArdradhyAna Adi thAya che, te paNa te rAganA heyatvane puravAra kare che.

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sUkSmasRSTithI joIe to putra Adi pratyenuM mamatva paNa mithyAjJAnathI thAya che. 'zarIra e huM nathI' evI samyak samajanA abhAvathI thAya che. kAraNa ke putra Adi badhA saMbaMdhono AdhAra zarIra che. ane zarIra AtmAthI juduM che. jJAnopaniSamAM kahyuM che - aGgasyaivAbhAve'GgajAnutthAnAt / mane koi nathI. kAraNa ke mane aMga (zarIra) ja putra nathI. to pachI aMgaja (putra) kyAMthI hoI zake? jyAM sudhI zarIra pratye mamatvabuddhi che ke 'zarIra ja huM chuM' evo 'ahaMkAra' che, tyAM sudhI bIjA mamatvo paNa UbhA rahevAnA. tyAM sudhI AtmAnubhUtinuM aMtara vadhatuM ja javAnuM. itazcintAmaNirdivya itaH piNyAkakhaNDanam eka bAju divya ciMtAmaNi che, ane bIjI bAjuM cAmaDAno TukaDo che. eka bAju adbhuta AnaMdadAyinI AtmAnubhUti che. ane bIjI bAjuM tApa ane saMtApa ApanArI putrAdi pratyenI mamatvabuddhi che. vivekI A bemAMthI konI pasaMdagI kare? eka vAtane hRdayamAM barAbara ThasAvI levA jevI che, ke 'para'no prema kadI AtmAne sukhI karavAno nathI, ane duHkhI karyA vinA rahevAno nathI. sukhano upAya A ja che ke AtmAmAM lIna thaI javuM. paradravyanI prItino saMpUrNapaNe tyAga karI devo. iSTopadezamAM kahyuM che pa: patato du:va-mAtmavAtmA tataH sudyam|| je 'para' che, te 'para' ja rahevAnuM che. te kadI 'sva' banavAnuM nathI. 'para'thI duHkha ja maLavAnuM che. 'sva' che mAtra AtmA ane tenAthI ja sukha maLavAnuM che. bAra varSanA vA'NA vAi gayA. putramoha zithila thai gayo. vairAgya daDha banyo. pharIthI cAritranA paMthe sidhAvyA. e hatA ArdrakumAra muni. prabhu vIranA pAvana sAnnidhyane pAmavA mATe rAjagRhI nagarI tarapha vihAra karyo. rastAmAM eka sAMkaLothI bAMdhelo hAthI hato. tene munine praNAma karavAnI bhAvanA thaI. camatkArika rIte loDhAnI sAMkaLo tUTI gaI. khUba bhAvathI munine vaMdana karIne hAthI jaMgalamAM jato rahyo. zreNika rAjAne A adbhuta ghaTanAnI jANa thaI, vismita thaIne munine vaMdana karavA AvyAM. cAritranA prabhAvanI khUba anumodanA karI. tyAre munivare gad gad svare kahyuM, "A loDhAnI sAMkaLo toDavI e mane eTaluM duSkara nathI lAgatuM. duSkara to / lAgyA e kAcA sUtaranA baMdhana toDavA...' suta vanitA yauvana dhana mAto samagra vizva svArtha khAtara bhoga Ape che. e tyAM ja prayatna kare che, ke jyAM eno kAMI svArtha sarato hoya. sneha... prema... saMbaMdha... A badhAno AdhAra che koi ne koi svArtha. duniyAmAM te ja vicakSaNa gaNAya che, ke je potAno svArtha sAdhI le. jenAthI svArtha ghavAya tevI pravRtti karanAra bhoTa gaNAya che. adhyAtmakalpadrumamAM kahyuM che - snihyanti tAvaddhi nijA nijeSu, pazyanti yAvannijamarthamebhyaH / imAM bhave'trApi samIkSya rItiM, svArthe na : pratyahite yateta?||1-21AA 'potAnA'ne paNa potAnA tyAM ja sudhI cAhe che, ke jyAM sudhI temane emanA dvArA potAno svArtha sarato lAge che.

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AlokamAM paNa A ja nIti dekhAya che, to paralokamAM potAno AtmA sukhI thAya, e svArtha = Atmahita mATe koNa prayatna na kare? sAvadhAna, putra paranA mamatvanA kAraNe Aja sudhImAM anaMta jIvo putranI viSTAmAM kIDA tarIke utpanna thayA che. zuM lAbha thayo potAnA AtmAne. AkhI jindagI putra pAchaLa ghasI nAkhavA chatAM. e putra sadgatinI koI khAtarI ApI zakato nathI. are, e ja putra pratyenuM mamatva durgatimAM ghasaDI jAya che, suta vanitA yauvana dhana mAto adhyAtmavizvanA pravezadvAre eka praveza-phI ApavI paDe che. enA vinA adhyAtma-vizvamAM praveza maLato nathI. A praveza-phI eTale paradravya-virakti ane Atmadravya anurakti. jyAM sudhI paradravyo pratye aMtaramAM virAgano bhAva jAgRta na thAya, temanAmAM pArakApaNAnI pratIti na thAya, temanAmAM AtmahitanA zatrutvanI pratIti na thAya, ane jyAM sudhI Atmadravya pratye 'ahaM' buddhino udaya na thAya. AtmakalyANa mATe puruSArtha karavAnI jhaMkhanA na thAya, tyAM sudhI adhyAtmavizvamAM praveza zakya nathI. - AtmAnubhUtinI adbhuta kakSAne prApta karavA mATe to zarIra pratyenuM ya mamatva choDI devuM anivArya che, are, mAnyatA pratyenuM ya mamatva choDI devuM ati Avazyaka che, to pachI putra vagere pratyenA mamatvanI to zuM vAta karavI? suta vanitA yauvana dhana mAto cakravyUhanA sAta koThAne to kyAMya zaramAve evA A eka eka koThA che. bicAro jIva AmAM kyAMka ne kyAMka kharAba rIte aTavAi jAya che ane moharAjAnA hAthe dhobIpachADa hAra khAya che. bIjo koTho che vanitA = strI. jenI Asaktie brahmadatta cakravartIne sAtamI narakano mahemAna banAvyo. jenA kAramA rAge devazarmA brAhmaNane patnInA gumaDAnI rasIno kIDo banAvyo. jenA rUpa pAchaLa pAgala bauddha rAjA rANInI viSTAno kIDo thayo. jenA lapasaNA pagathiyethI lapasIne naMdiSaNa, aSADhAbhUti jevA munivaro cAritra-sAmrAjyathI bhraSTa thai gayAM. are, AgaLa vadhIne kahuM to vartamAnamAM paNa prAyaH pratyeka ghare jenA nimitte saMklezonI hoLI saLage che,... pelA bhartRharie sAcuM ja kahyuM che nAnyanmanohAri nitambinIbhyo, duHkhaikaheturapi kazcidanyaH / / mohaghelA jIvane duniyAmAM 'strI'thI vadhu suMdara bIjuM kAMi ja lAgatuM nathI, e jeTaluM satya che, eTaluM ja satya e paNa che, ke 'strI' jevuM bIjuM duHkhanuM kAraNa paNa kAMi ja nathI. For Private & al Use Only

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zaMkA :- paradravya tarIke to mATI, sonuM ke strI badhuM samAna ja che. mATInI Asakti paNa eTalA mATe choDavAnI che ke e paradravya che, ema strInI Asakti paNa eTalA mATe choDavAnI che, ke e paradravya che. to pachI 'strI' jevuM bIjuM koi duHkhanuM kAraNa nathI, evuM kema kahI zakAya? samAdhAna :- paradravyo anaMta che. te anaMta paradravyomAM 'para'paNuM to samAna ja che. paNa AtmAne anAdikAlIna kusaMskArone kAraNe prAyaH 'strI' pratye atyadhika Asakti thAya che. vastutaH paradravya kharAba che evuM paNa nathI. kAraNa ke padravyamAM zubhAzubhatva to Aropita tathA ApekSika che. kharAba to che Asakti, kAraNa ke e AtmasvarUpane kaluSita kare che. e Asakti jenA para vadhu thatI hoya, tene paNa upacArathI vadhu kharAba kahI zakAya. e rIte 'strI' atyadhika AsaktinuM kAraNa hovAthI AtmAnuM atyaMta ahita karavAmAM nimitta bane che. uttarAdhyayana sUtramAM kahyuM che - mokkhAbhikaMkhissa u mANavassa, saMsArabhIrussa Thiyassa dhmme| NeyArisaM duttaramatthi loe, jahitthio baalmnnormaao|| manuSya mokSAbhilASI hoya, bhavabhIru hoya, tathA dhArmika hoya, tene paNa duniyAmAM bIjuM kAMI ja evuM dastara nathI, ke jevI dustara che strI. strInI Asakti evo dariyo che ke jene pAra karatAM karatAM bhalabhalA hAMphI gayA che. strI manohara che, evuM nathI. strI manohara lAge che bALajIvone = annajIvone. dravyathI strInuM svarUpa che taddana azucimaya. zarIranA bAra chidro dvArA te satata azucinuM srAvaNa karatI rahe che. zarIramAM sauthI upara ruMvATA, te 'vALa'maya azuci. tenI nIce cAmaDI, te ya azuci, tenI nIce carabI ane snAyao. te ya mahA durgadhI azuci, tenI nIce lohI ane mAMsa, te ya chI... chI.. thai jAya tevI jugupsanIya azuci. tenI sAthe hADakAno mALo... joIne ya udvigna thaI javAya tevI azuci. indriyaparAjaya zatakamAM kahyuM che - maMsaM imaM muttapurIsamIsaM, siNghaannkhelaaiynnijjrNt| eyaM aNiccaM kimiyANa vAsaM, pAsaM NarANaM mibaahiraann||52|| eka to mAMsa svayaM jugupsAjanaka che. emAM pAchA mUtra ane viSTA paNa sAthe bhaLyA che. AMkha-kAna-nAkanA mela aviratapaNe aivI rahyA che. re... e zarIranI aMdara keTakeTalA kIDAo khadabadI rahyA che. bAhyadRSTithI je suMdaratA lAge che, te ya kyAM sudhI? rAto rAta eka suMdarI zAkinI banI zake che. roga - akasmAtunI talavAra satata mAthe laTakI rahI che. pratyeka kSaNe ghaDapaNa vadhu ne vadhu najIka AvatuM jAya che. vIza varSanI je strI manohara lAgatI hatI. te ja strI 50-60-7075 varSe jovI ke na game, tevI jugupsanIya bane che. AvI anitya ane azucimaya strImAM koNa rAga kare? AvI paNa strI baMdhanarUpa bane che mUrkha lokone. jemanI pAse vivekacakSu nathI, jemanI pAse tattvadRSTi nathI, jemanA netro mohathI AvRta che. temane A gaTaramAM ya sudhAsarovaranA darzana thAya che. yogazatakamAM pU. haribhadrasUri mahArAjAe kahyu che - thIrAgammi tattaM tAsiM ciNtejj|

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eka vyakti pa ka vastu para ja I hathi, pAgu thAnaka che. kANu ke agra saMsAranI thaI tyAM kendrita thartha che.

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jene strInI Asakti bahu satAvatI hoya, teNe - chetarapiMDI, kuzIlatA, mUrkhatA, atyaMta lobhIpaNuM,... strIsvarUpano vicAra karavo joie, dravyathI strInuM svarUpa A badhA strInA svAbhAvika doSo che. kharekhara, strIo pratye taddana azucimaya ane anitya che, bhAvathI strInuM svarUpa koNa rAga kare? doSabahula che. suta vanitA yauvana dhana mAto suta vanitA yauvana dhana mAto. | to ya mohathelo jIva A koThAomAM aTavAi jAya che. strInI pAchaLa pAgala banelA jIvane khabara nathI, ke A ja nimitto dvArA pote anaMtakALa sudhI je bhayaMkara duHkho kevA pAtra pratye mane prIti che? prabhu vIre kahyuM che - sahyA, te bhUlI jAya che. nigodanA duHkho... narakanA duHkho... tiryaMcanA duHkho... are, je duHkha sAva ja najIkanA bhUtakALamAM aNaMtI pAvarAsio jayA udymaagyaa| tayA itthittaNaM pattaM sammaM jANAhi goyamA !|| bhogavyuM che, te garbhAvAsanuM duHkha paNa bhUlI jAya che. gautama ! jyAre anaMta pAparAziono udaya thAya che, garbhataNI vedana visarIrI tyAre 'strIpaNuM" prApta thAya che. garbhAvAsanI vedanA keTalI? zarIramAM sADA traNa karoDa jema krodha karavAthI sarpano avatAra maLe ane sarpanA ruMvADA hoya che. sADA traNa karoDa soyAone agnimAM tapAvIne lAlacoLa karavAmAM Ave ane eka sAthe sADA traNa karoDa bhavamAM krodha sahaja bane. te rIte mAyA karavAthI strIno ruMvATAomAM khosI devAmAM Ave to kevI bhayAnaka vedanA thAya? avatAra maLe, ane strInA bhavamAM mAyA sahaja bane. mAyAnI enA karatA ATha gaNI vedanA garbhamAM pratyeka kSaNe thatI hoya che. sAthe sAthe aneka doSo paNa svabhAvagata bane. sagA patino ya ane janma samayanI vedanA to tenA karatA paNa anaMtagaNI hoya droha karanArI sukumAlikA, sagA putrane ya mArI nAkhavA prayatna che. AvI bhayAnaka vedanAne ya bhUlAvI de, evI mohajaMjALa karatI culanI, zatrurAjAne premasaMdeza mokalanArI uparaMbhA, ... kevI bhayAnaka haze? evI bhayAnaka mohajaMjALanA nimitto kevA AvI to keTakeTalI nArIo ItihAsanA pRSTho para eka upadeza bhayAnaka haze? ane evA bhayAnaka nimitto sAthe gALelI ApI rahI che - kSaNo keTalI bhayAnaka haze? to ya jIva ema samaje che, ke A 'amArA panAre paDazo nahIM, anyathA ame tamAruM dhanota nimitto sAthe gALelI ghaDI ja saphaLa che. panota kADhI nAkhyA vinA rahevAnA nathI.' jIya jAne merI saphala gharIrI zAstramAM kahyuM che - zuM kahevuM Ane? durbhAgya? ke pachI dubuddhi? vaJcakatvaM kuzIlatvaM, muurkhtvmtilobhtaa| AnaMdaghanajI mahArAja A vicitratAnA mULa sudhI pahoMcyA ti naisargiA phoSA, pAsAM tAju zveta va: ? bAda teno citAra raju karI rahyA che...

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supana ko rAja sAca karI mAcata rAhata chAMha gagana badarIrI, AI acAnaka kAla topacI gahego jyuM nAhara bakarIrI ...2 jIya jAne merI saphala gharIrI... BO 4

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svapnanA rAjyane sAcuM samajIne rAjI thAya che. AkAzanA vAdaLAnI chAMyaDImAM rahe che. paNa acAnaka kALa topacI Avaze, ane jema nAra nAmanuM jaMgalI prANI bakarIne laI jAya, tema pakaDI jaze. rA eka hato bhikhArI. cAra divasano bhUkhyo... tarasyo... bhaTakI bhaTakIne thAkI gayo. eka jhADa nIce sUI gayo. eNe svapna joyuM, ke pote rAjA che. virATa sAmrAjyano mAlika che. hajAro zreSThIo AvI AvIne tenA pagamAM paDe che. lAkho-karoDo sonAmahoronA najarANA mukI jAya che. vaibhavI rAjamahela, apsarA jevI rANIo, agaNita nokara-cAkaro, virATa senA... A badhuM joine e rAjIno reDa thaI gayo... jANe pote nyAla thaI gayo hoya... ema samajI mana mukIne nAcavA lAgyo... tyAM to susavATA karato pavana Avyo. jhADa parathI eka DALakhI tenA mAthA para paDI. AMkho khulI gaI. jue che to te ja jhADa, te ja vagaDo, te ja dharatI ane te ja pote bhikhArI... bicAro, poka mukIne raDavA lAgyo. jeTalo rAjI thayo hato, teTalo ja duHkhI thai gayo. kAraNa? supana ko rAja sAca karI mAcata svapnanA rAjane satya mAnI lIdhuM. je nathI, te che ema mAnI lIdhuM. have AMkho khulI, eTale dhrusake dhrusake raDe che. vAstavamAM joIe to koie enuM rAjya paDAvI lIdhuM nathI. koie ene rAjAmAMthI bhikhArI banAvI dIdho nathI. enA duHkhanuM kAraNa che enuM mithyAjJAna. A vAta mAtra bhikhArInI nathI. A vAta ApaNI che. ApaNA duHkhanuM paNa koi mULa hoya, to e che mithyAjJAna. je nathI, te che evo bhrama. mArI uMmara 4/5 varSanI hatI, tyAranI vAta che. TI.vI. para siriyala-pikcara joto. temAM karuNa prasaMga Ave, eTale dhrusake dhrusake raDato. mArI bAjumAM mArA kAkA beThA hoya. e mane kahetA, "raDa nahIM, A badhuM khoTuM hoya...'' vagere vagere. Aje huM vicAra karuM chuM, ke 'A badhuM khoTuM hoya', eno artha zuM? sagI AMkhe je dekhAya che, je saMbhaLAya che, anubhavAya che, e khoTuM zI rIte hoI zake? ke javAba e che ke bhale evuM pratyakSa dekhAya, saMbhaLAya anubhavAya... to ya e khoTuM che, kAraNa ke pachI tevuM hotuM nathI. sagI AMkhe philmamAM joyuM ke hIronuM khUna thaI gayuM. paNa e khoTuM che, kAraNa ke e dRzyanuM zuTiMga pUruM thAya, tenI bIjI ja miniTe te hIro khurazI para besIne nAsto karato hoya che. svapna hoya, nATaka hoya ke philma hoya, te badhuM khoTuM che, kAraNa ke 'pachI tevuM hotuM nathI.' e ja rIte A samagra saMsAra paNa khoTo che, kAraNa ke 'pachI tevuM hotuM nathI.' svapna kadAca eka kalAke pUruM thAya che, nATakano be kalAke aMta Ave che, to traNa kalAke philma pUrI thAya che. samaya ocho hoya ke vadhu tenI sAthe koi saMbaMdha nathI. 'pachI tevuM hotuM nathI.', mATe e badhuM khoTuM che. ema saMsAranuM svapna lAMbo samaya cAle che. jIvananI A philma 50/60/70 varSa cAle che. ahIM paNa pAtro che, prasaMgo che, ghaTanAo che, dekhAya che, saMbhaLAya che, anubhavAya paNa che, paNa to ya A badhuM khoTuM che. kAraNa ke 'pachI tevuM hotuM nathI.' Por Private & Persons U Of

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eka svapna AMkho khule ane pUruM thAya che, bIjuM svapna AMkho mIMcAya ane pUruM thAya che. zAMtasudhArasamAM kahyuM che - mitra-strI-svajanAdisaGgamasukhaM, svapnendrajAlopamaM, tat kiM vastu bhave bhavediha mudA-mAlambanaM yat satAm ? ||1-2 / / - mitra, patnI, svajano, sAdhana-sAmagrIo A badhA sAthe je saMyoga thayo, je sukha anubhavAyuM, e badhuM ja svapna jevuM che, IndrajALanI mAyA jevuM che. A saMsAramAM evI koI vastu nathI, ke jenA AdhAre koi buddhizALI vyakti rAjInI reDa thaI jAya. e kAma che ajJAnInuM... mUrkhanuM... supana ko rAja sAca karI mAcata raDe che te, je svapnane satya mAnI le che. je svapnane svapnarUpe ja jANe che, te jJAnI che. te pratyeka paristhitimAM pUrNapaNe svastha rahI zake che. AtmAne rAga-dveSanI pariNatithI mukta rAkhI zake che. jyAre pAMcamI yogadRSTino ughADa thAya che. tyAre A kakSAnI prApti thAya che. yogadRSTisamuccayamAM kahyuM che - bAladhUligRhakrIDA-tulyA'syAM bhAti dhiimtaam| tamogranthivibhedena, bhavaceSTA'khilaiva hi||155|| maayaamriicigndhrv-ngrsvpnsnnibhaan| bAhyAn pazyati tattvena, bhAvAn shrutvivektH||156|| eka vAra ajJAna-graMthi bhedAi jAya, zratavivekano udaya thAya, tAttvika dRSTino ughADa thAya, eTale samasta sAMsArika ceSTAo evI lAge, ke jANe eka bALaka dhULanuM ghara banAvI rahyo che... jANe indrajALano prayoga cAlI rahyo che... jANe vAdaLAomAM gaMdharvanagaranI racanA thaI rahI che... jANe eka dIrgha svapna cAlI rahyuM che. svapnamAM rAjAnI senA che, maMtrIo che, vaibhava che, rAjya che, rANIo che, rAjakumAro che, tema saMsAramAM paNa ghara che, saMpatti che, milakata che, patnI che, putro che. svapna pUruM thAya, tenI sAthe ja AkhI ya paristhiti badalAI jAya che, te ja rIte A jIvana pUruM thAya, eTale badhI paristhiti badalAi jAya che. nA, Ane satya mAnI levAnI bhUla karavA jevI nathI. A to evI mUrkhatA che ke... rAhata chAMha gagana badarIrI AkAzamAM vAdaLI che. tenI nAnakaDI chAMyaDI che. paNa e chAMyaDInI sthiratA kyAM sudhI? pavananI eka lahera AvI nathI tyAM sudhI. are, thoDo vegIlo pavana AvI jAya, to vAdaLInuM ya nAmonizAna na rahe, chAMyaDInI to vAta ja kyAM rahe che? evI chAyAmAM koNa rAce? - jema vAdaLInuM astitva pavana para nirbhara che, tema jIvananuM astitva paNa pavana para nirbhara che. kAraNa ke jIvana prANavAyune AdhAre cAle che. kadI manamAM vicAra paNa Avyo che? vizvanI sauthI caMcaLa vastu che pavana, ane pavana upara A zarIra nabhe che. kharekhara, pattAnA mahela para nRtya karavuM ane A saMsAramAM rAcavuM... A baMne ceSTA tulya che. na jANe... kaI kSaNe yamarAja trATakaze... AI acAnaka kAla topacI mRtyu acAnaka ane aNadhAryuM Ave che. nathI e uMmara jotuM ke nathI to samaya jotuM... Natthi kAlassa NAgamo evo koI samaya nathI, ke je samaye mRtyu na thaI zake. | to & Fersonal

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patinI bartha-De pArTImAM patino priya kophIno kapa patnIe tenA hoThe lagADyo, ane tenI sAthe ja patinuM prANapaMkheruM uDI gayuM. AkhI rAta DrAIviMga karyA bAda jyAre mAtra 20 miniTanuM aMtara bAkI rahyuM, tyAre kArano akasmAta thayo. ghaTanAsthaLa para ja cAra mota thai gayA. voTara risorTamAM khUba ramyA bAda javAno samaya thayo. 'chellI DubakI' mATe mammIne manAvIne chokarAe DubakI lagAvI, je kharekhara chellI banI gai. ahIM mRtyune topacInI upamA ApI che. tIrathI to bacI paNa zakAya, are, tIra vAgyA pachI ya kadAca upacAra thai zake, paNa topa? mRtyu jANe topanA goLAthI ja prahAra kare che. A prahAra astitva para pUrNavirAma mukyA vinA rahetuM nathI. sammIlane nayanayorna hi kiJcidasti eka vAra AMkho mIMcAya, eTale mAtra astitva ja nahIM, paNa astitva para AdhArita sarva saMyogo paNa zUnyatAmAM pariName che. Iccho ke na iccho... e paLa AvavAnI, avazya AvavAnI, mRtyu trATakavAnuM, vyakti asahAya banI javAnI, mRtyu enA parivAranI samakSa ene nirdayatAthI ghasaDI javAnuM... gahego jyuM nAhara bakarIrI nAhara nAmanuM khUMkhAra jaMgalI prANI. lapAine lAga zodhatuM hoya. ekAeka e tarApa mAre, bakarIonI vacce jhaMpalAve, bakarIo jIva laine bhAge. paNa je bakarI para tarApa mArI hoya, e to TasanI masa na thai zake. nAhare ene potAnA paMjAmAM sajjaDa pakaDI hoya. dUra dUra jhADIomAM chupAine bIjI bakarIo Tagamaga AMkhe joI rahI che. nAhara eka saramukhatyAranI adAthI potAnI guphA tarapha cAlI rahyo che. e prekSaka bakarIo asahAyapaNe pakaDAyelI bakarIne joyA kare che, emAMthI koi enI mAtA che, koi bahena che, koi dIkarI che, koi sakhI che... raDatI AMkhe joyA kare che, paNa koinI tAkAta nathI ke tene bacAvI zake. vairAgyazatakamAM kahyuM che jaha sIho va miyaM gahAya, maccU NaraM Nei u aMtakAle / Na tassa mAyA Na piyA Na bhAyA, kAlammi tammi saharA bhavaMti / / 43 / / - jema siMha haraNane pakaDI jAya che, tema aMtasamaye mRtyu manuSyane laI jAya che, mAtA... pitA... bhAI... koI e samaye ene bacAvI zakatA nathI. bhAratanA prathama vaDApradhAna javAharalAla naheru. temanA aMtasamaye temanA baMgalAnI AsapAsa pAMca lAkha mANaso bhegA thai gayA hatAM. AkhA dezanI prajA temanA svAsthyanI kAmanA karatI hatI. badhAnI eka ja bhAvanA hatI... "hamAre pyAre netA baca jAye.'' videzomAM ya aneka sthaLe naherunA jIvana mATe prArthanA thatI hatI. DokTaro potAnI badhI zakti lagADIne prayatna karI rahyA hatA. naheru to komAmAM hatAM. chellA DacakA khAI rahyA hatAM. e lAkho mAnavonA maherAmaNanI vaccethI mRtyue naherune ucakyAM... koI naherune bacAvI na zakyuM. eka re divasa evo Avaze... AtmAnubhUtino bahu saraLa ane sacoTa upAya che mRtyunuM ciMtana. kAraNa ke mRtyunuM ciMtana AtmahitanI ciMtA karAve che. mRtyunuM ciMtana zarIra paranA mamatvabhAvane dUra kare che. eka vAra AtmahitaTaSTino ughADa thAya, eTale AtmAnubhUtinI dizAmAM pragati thayA vinA rahe nahIM. mATe ja jJAnIoe kahyuM che -

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gRhIta iva kezena mRtyunA dhrmmaacret| mRtyue jANe tamane vALathI pakaDyA hoya, e rIte, jANe A tamArI chellI ghaDI hoya, e rIte dharmanuM AcaraNa karo. AI acAnaka kAla topacI pratyeka AtmasAdhake pratidina prabhAta eTalo vicAra karavo joie, ke ''zakya che, Ajano divasa mArA jIvanano aMtima divasa hoya." zakya che ke nathI? Aje mRtyu 100% che, evuM to na kahI zakAya, paNa Aje mRtyunI zakyatA 100% che, evuM to kahI zakAya ne? e to eka narI vAstavikatA che ne? | zvAsocchavAsanI A dhamaNa kyAM sudhI cAlatI raheze? hRdayanA A dhabakArA kyAM sudhI spaMdana karyA karaze? ekAMta ane nIrava zAMtimAM A zArIrika kriyAo para ciMtana karIe, to evuM lAge, ke A badhuM taMtra cAlI rahyuM che, e Azcarya che, game te kSaNe A taMtra khoravAi jAya, aTakI jAya, to emAM koI Azcarya nathI. | AnAthI moTuM vairAgyanuM AlaMbana bIjuM zuM hoi zake? paNa to ya mana mAnatuM nathI. hajI ene kartavyanI saMvedanA thatI nathI. keTalI vicitra ane du:khada che A ghaTanA! aMtima kaDImAM A ja ghaTanAnuM zabdacitra raju thai rahyuM che... Deatho has so many doors to let out Le

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DhajI paNa ceta, kema cetato nathI? hArita, pakSI jema lAkaDIne pakaDI rAkhe, ema Teka pakaDI rAkhI che. 'AnaMdaghana' svarUpa je hIro che, tene manuSya choDI de che ane te mAyArUpI kAMkarA para moha pAmI gayo che. ||3|| | eka nadI para kSatigrasta pula hato. tene toDIne navo pula banAvavAno hato. pula toDavA mATe suraMga goThavavAmAM AvI. niyata kSaNo pachI moTA dhaDAkA sAthe suraMga phUTe ane pulanA phurace phuracA uDI jAya, evI goThavaNI karAI. baMne bAju lokone cetavaNI ApavAmAM AvI. mANaso dUra dUra jatA rahyA, e samaye eka puruSa tyAM pharavA mATe Avyo. 'sAvadhAna' 'pravezaniSedha' 'khatarA' jevA aneka borDa vaTAvIne e cAlato ja rahyo. nadInA pulamAM e AgaLa ne AgaLa vadhI rahyo hato. suraMga phUTavAnI taiyArI ja hatI. acAnaka eno phona raNakI uThyo. phona karyo hato enA koi mitre. hA, eNe dUrathI ene joi lIdho hato. eNe ene khUba jhaDapathI paristhiti samajAvI. doDIne pAchA AvI javA mATe spaSTa sUcanA ApI. nahIM to AkhA zarIranA kuracA uDI jaze, evI cetavaNI ApI. paNa A zuM? e mANasa to e ja rIte AgaLa vadhato jAya che. ene rasa che tyAMnA prAkRtika saundaryamAM ene game che khaLakhaLa vahetI nadInuM saMgIta. ene AkarSe che soLe kaLAe khIlelI kudarata. pelo mitra have barAbarano akaLAyo che. 'bhAgI chUTa, nahI to marI jaiza. eka hADakuM ya sarakhuM nahI rahe, hajI samajI zake to samaja..." NA ajahu ceta kachu cetata nAhi. pakarI Teka hArila lakarIrI: AnaMdaghana hIro jana chArata, nara mohyo mAyA vacharIrI...3 jIya jAne merI saphala gharIrI...

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ajahu ceta kachu cetata nAhi lokone kAMika rahasya lAgyuM. najIka gayAM. joyuM to chokarAe barAbara A sthiti che mohAdhIna jIvanI. avadhUta gadheDAnI pUchaDI pakaDI rAkhI hatI. gadheDo ene satata lAto AnaMdaghana pelA mitranI jema cetavaNI Ape che. motanI mArato hato. bicAro mAra khAI khAine lohIluhANa thaI gayo talavAra mAthA para laTakI rahI che. ane tuM bAhya saundaryanI hato. A dRzya joine lokone to kamakamATI thaI gaI. badhAe pAchaLa pAgala banyo che? motanA bhaNakArA vAge che, ane tane ene kahyuM, "alyA ! choDI de gadheDAnI pUMchaDI." pelo kahe viSayasukha bhogavavAnI AzA che?... ceta, hajI paNa cetI nA." "paNa kema?" "e mAre siddhAntaviruddha che." "kayo jA, kema cetato nathI? siddhAnta?'' 'e ja ke koI vastu pakaDavI nahIM, ane pakaDIe, to pachI tene choDavI nahIM.' bhala bhalA vidvAno paNa A praznArthanI sAme mauna thaI | pachI bhale ne e gadheDAnI pUMchaDI hoya, ane bhale gayA che, IndriyaparAjayazatakamAM kahyuM che - ne enI pakaDathI potAnI jAta lohIluhANa thatI hoya... zuM aho moho mahAmallo, jeNa amhArisA vih| kahezo A chokarAne? kadAgrahI ke kamabhAgI? je paNa kaho, jANaMtA vi aNiccattaM, viramaMti na khaNaM pih||54|| A AMtarika pakaDa Aloka ane paralokamAM du:khajanaka bane che, kharekhara, moha e mahAmalla che. ame to anityatAne ane paralokane dUra ne dUra rAkhe che. jANIe chIe, to ya eka kSaNa mATe ya viSayatRSNAne choDI | AtmAnubhUtinI avarNanIya kakSAne AtmasAt karavI zakatA nathI... cetI zakatA nathI. enuM kAraNa che A ja tyAre ja zakya bane, ke jyAre aMtaramAM koi paNa prakAranI pakaDa mahAmalla. hAi DAyAbiTIza che, paNa gulAbajAMbu chUTatA vidyamAna na hoya. yogadRSTisamuccayamAM kahyuM che - nathI. zaradIthI trAsI gayo che, paNa AIskrIma chUTato nathI. ___ grahaH sarvatra tattvena, mumukssuunnaamsnggtH| A kevI dayanIya dazA. bAhya vastu chUTatI nathI, tenuM kAraNa che. muktau dharmA api prAya-styaktavyAH kimanena tt?||4-10|| AMtarika pakaDa. je mumukSu che, eNe kyAMya paNa pakaDa rAkhavI, e pakarI Teka hArila lakarIrI vAstavamAM anucita che. mokSamAM gayA bAda to (kSAyika hArila nAmanuM pakSI lAkaDIne evI rIte pakaDI rAkhe sivAyanA) dharmone paNa choDI devAnA che, to pachI kaI vastunI che ke koi ene choDAvI na zake. enA jevI che A AMtarika pakaDa rAkhavI? pakaDa, jenA kAraNe jIva duHkhI thavA taiyAra che, paNa choDI devA | vizuddha AdhyAtmika AnaMdano bAdhaka che abhiniveza... rAjI nathI. koI paNa vastuno Agraha... mithyAbhimAna vinA Agrahano | eka gadheDo jora jorathI hacI hoMcI karato hato. lokoe janma thato nathI. ane saMkucita, mAnasa vinA Agraha TakI zakato najara karI to tenI lagolaga pAchaLa eka chokaro Ubho hato. nathI. 'viSayo suMdara ja che' A paNa eka abhiniveza che ane Puivale & Pe

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'mArI mAnyatA sAcI ja che." A paNa eka abhiniveza che. jeo AgrahathI thatA du:khathI mukta banI gayA che. pakarI Teka hArila lakarIrI koI ApaNane tamAco mArI de, to ApaNe duHkhI thaI pakaDa rAkhavI eTale pote ja potAnA AtmAne samyaka jaIe, tenuM kAraNa tamAco nathI, paNa eka prakArano Agraha samajathI vaMcita karI devo. Agraha rAkhavo eTale svayaM potAnI che, ke "koIe mane lApho na mAravo joIe.' jo Avo koi grahaNazaktine kuMThita karI devI. pU. haribhadrasUri mahArAjAe Agraha na hoya, to koi ApaNane duHkhI karI zake tema nathI. spaSTa kahyuM che - rastAmAMthI ApaNe pasAra thatA hoie ane uparathI koi abhinivezasya tattvapratipattiM prati zatrubhUtatvAt ApaNA para phUlonI vRSTi karatuM na hoya, enAthI ApaNe tattvajJAnano zatru che abhiniveza. AgrahanI hAjarImAM du:khI thaI jatA nathI, kAraNa ke, 'ApaNA para phUlonI vRSTi tattvajJAna thai zakatuM nathI. tAttvika jJAna vinA vAstavika vairAgya thavI joie' evo ApaNane Agraha nathI. thaI zakato nathI. vAstavika vairAgya vinA pAramArthika virati | du:khano eka mAtra AdhAra che Agraha. du:khI thAo, thaI zakatI nathI ane pAramArthika virati vinA mokSa maLavo | tyAre sUkSma nirIkSaNa karajo, duHkhanuM mULa haze koI ne koI saMbhavita nathI. mATe mumukSue koi paNa jAtanA AgrahathI mukta Agraha... rahevuM joie. paMcasUtramAM zramaNanuM eka vizeSaNa kahyuM che - pakarI Teka hArila lakarIrI niattaggahadukkhe 'putra-patnI vagere mArA che', A paNa eka Agraha che. 'saMsAra svapna nahIM, paNa satya che'. A paNa eka Agraha che, T et not our mRtyunA Agamanane hajI vAra che', A paNa eka Agraha che. 'saguru cetave to ya na cetavuM, prabaLa pramANathI viruddha mAnyatA paNa na choDavI', A paNa eka Agraha che, jANe ke gadheDAnI pUchaDI che. jene pakaDavAmAM koi lAbha to nathI, uparathI lAto AIne lohIluhANa thavuM paDe che. anaMta bhUtakALamAM ApaNe bhaTakyA chIe AgrahanA ja pApe, pharIthI Agrahane ja vaLagIne ApaNe e ja anaMta bhUtakALanuM punarAvartana karazuM? A rIte zuM meLavazuM? zuM gumAvazuM? kalpanA karI che? AnaMdaghanajI mahArAja svayaM eno uttara ApI rahyA che - bbling drean ams affrigh ht our souls

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AnaMdaghana hIro jana chArata, kyAM A maLa-mUtrathI bharela gaMdhAtI gaTara? kyAM e lAvaNyanI nara mohyo mAyA kakarIrI. saritA ane kyAM A azucimaya nagarapALa? devI ane manuSyaAtmAnubhUti e AnaMdaghana che... AnaMdano mahAsAgara strInA rUpanI tulanA to javA do. zAstromAM yugalikakALanI che. mahAsAgaramAM jema pANI ja pANI hoya... eka paramANuM | strInuM je varNana karyuM che, te ya kalpanAtIta che. AjanI koI jeTaluM paNa koruM sthAna na hoya, ema AtmAnubhUtimAM AnaMda rUparamaNI tenI tole AvI zake tema nathI, spaSTa zabdomAM ja AnaMda hoya, eka samaya mAtra paNa duHkhano avakAza na kahIe to AjanI misa varlDa ke misa yunivarsa paNa tenI tulanAmAM 'vAMdarI'thI adhika puravAra thai zake tema nathI... eka hoya. A AnaMdaghana e hIrAnA sthAne che. putra-patnI vagerenI vAra e lokottara rUpanuM darzana thAya, eTale 'vAMdarI'no moha moha-mAyA... e kAMkarAnA sthAne che. abhinivezagrasta vyakti ApoApa utarI jAya. 'vAMdarI' game che, eno artha e ja che hIrAne choDIne kAMkarAnuM grahaNa kare che. ke hajI sudhI vAstavika rUpano paricaya paNa thayo nathI. kAMkaro - eka yuvAna strInI pAchaLa pAgala banyo hato. strInuM game che, eno artha e che ke hajI sudhI hIro kone kahevAya, e rUpa dekhAyuM nathI, ane tenI pAchaLa doDyo nathI. eka divasa ya mUDha jIvane khabara nathI. eNe adbhuta rUpavALI yuvatI joI. AvuM rUpa to eNe samagra jIvanamAM joyuM na hatuM, enA premamAM barAbara lapaTAyo. banyuM AnaMdaghana hIro jana chArata, evuM ke e yuvAnano eka mitra suMdara saMyamajIvana jIvIne deva nara mohyo mAyA ]papIrI... thayo hato. e yuvAnane pratibodha karavA mATe eNe ghaNo prayatna 1 abajo rUpiyAnI harAjI bolAvA chatAM ya hAthamAM na karyo. paNa saphaLatA na maLI. chevaTe e deve te yuvAnane eka Ave evo aNamola hIro... ene mANasa choDI de ? e paNa devInuM rUpa dekhADyuM. eka kAMkarA mATe? AvI ceSTAnuM rahasya e ja che ke hIrAne | ene jotAnI sAthe te yuvAna maMtramugdha banI gayo. e kAMkaro samajI beTho che ane kAMkarAne hIro samajI beTho che. enI sADA traNa karoDa roma rAjImAMthI eka jhaNajhaNATI pasAra carama paMktinuM hArda che mohyo zabda. uparokta viziSTa ceSTAnuM thai gaI. animeSa najare e joto rahyo. be-cAra kSaNomAM | kAraNa che 'moha'. IbdopadezamAM kahyuM che - devI to adRzya thai gaI. paNa have e yuvAnanA manamAM enuM mohena saMvRtaM jJAnaM svabhAvaM labhate na hi| ja rUpa ramyA kare che. pelI priya strInI sAme ya najara pharakatI jJAna mohathI AvRta bane, eTale enA svabhAvane nathI. deve tene kAraNa pUchyuM, to kahe 'have e vAMdarInI sAme gumAvI de. yathArtha jJatikriyA karavAnuM enuM sAmarthya jatuM rahe. koNa jue?' je je nathI, temAM tenI bhrAMti karAve che moha. AtmAnubhUtinA strI game teTalI suMdara lAgatI hoya, devInI tulanAmAM aNamola hIrAnI avagaNanA karAve che moha. mAyA-mamatAnA to te biskula vAMdarI jevI che. kyAM surabhi divya zarIra ane kAMkarAmAM hIrAnuM darzana karAve che moha. Prly Fers

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eka vAra samyajJAna pragaTe eTale hIrAnI oLakhANa thAya. AtmAnubhUti ja AnaMdaghana che, sukhano eka mAtra strota che, evI hArdika saMvedanA thAya, ane enI sAthe ja e sivAyanI sarva dunyavI viSayo pratyenI upAdeyabuddhino viccheda thaI jAya. samasta paradravyo pratye sahaja nirvedano udaya thAya. lokabhASAmAM kahIe to AtmA sivAyanI bIjI badhI ja vastuo parathI mana taddana utarI jAya. A evI avasthA che, jemAM kAMkarAno tyAga ane hIrAnuM upAdAna sahaja bane che. jo A avasthA na Ave, to eno artha e ja che ke hajI sudhI samyak jJAnanuM prAkaTya ja nathI thayuM. | avaMtisakamAlano vaibhavI mahela hato. apsarA jevI batrIza patnIo hatI. sukha-samRddhinI choLo uchaLatI hatI. paNa je kSaNe eNe nalinI gulma devavimAnanuM varNana sAMbhaLyuM, ane jAtismaraNajJAna dvArA ene pratyakSa joyuM, te kSaNathI tene ahIMno vaibhavI mahela jhUMpaDAthI ya kaMgALa lAgyo. ahIMnI suMdarIo bhUMDaNa karatA ya bhUMDI lAgI ane ahIMnI kahevAtI sukha-samRddhine lAta mArIne choDI detA eka paLano ya vilaMba na thayo. jIva adhama kakSAnA AbhAsika sukhane tyAM sudhI ja jhaMkhe che, ke jyAM sudhI ene zreSTha kakSAnA sukhano paricaya na thAya. uparokta dRSTAnto paNa mAtra 'tulanA' samajavA mATe che. bAkI to divya rUpamAM ya vAstavika saundarya nathI ane nalinI gulma vimAnamAM ya sAcuM sukha nathI. anupama saundarya to che AtmasvarUpamAM... addabhuta AnaMda to che AtmAnubhUtimAM. jo A saundaryanuM zAzvata sAnnidhya maLatuM hoya... A AnaMdanI avirata anubhUti maLatI hoya, to adhama kakSAnA bhrAmika | saundarya ane AbhAsika AnaMdano tyAga sahaja na banI jAya? basa, mohane choDI daIe... samyajJAnanI pariNatine keLavIe... bahu ja TUMka samayamAM e avasthA AvIne UbhI raheze, ke jemAM AtmadravyanI ramaNatA parAkASThAe pahoMcI haze, ane paradravyanA astitvanI paNa avagaNanA sahaja banI haze. A ja avasthAnA prabhAve zrIsthUlabhadrasvAmI rUpakozAnA tamAma prayatnone niSphaLa banAvI zakyA hatA. A ja pariNatinA prabhAve gajasukumAla muni, aMdhaka muni jevA maharSio maraNAta upasargamAM ya pUrNa samatAnuM sAtatya rAkhI zakyA hatAM. Atmadravya ane paradravyanA pAramArthika paricayathI vivekajJAna pragaTe che. vivekajJAnathI avazya samatAno uddabhava thAya che. ane samatA e siddhino saraLa mArga che. adhyAtmopaniSaddamAM kahyuM che - ivAM vivevADavuritAM zritA cAM, nivAmApurmAtAmUiTT: 1. saivanmA: samatA munInA--pacaraMtu tacA niriNata: prapanva:// vivekabIjamAMthI phUTelo aMkura enuM ja nAma samatA. bharata cakravartI vagere rAjAo paNa 'samatA'nuM AlaMbana laine nirvANa pada pAmyA. 'samatA' e ja muniono saraLa mArga che, bAkI badho to teno ja vistAra che. A rIte sva ane parano pAramArthika paricaya adhyAtmayAtrAnuM prathama pagaluM banI rahe che. prabhunI kRpAthI... sadagurunA sAnnidhyathI A paricayanI pariNati prApta thAya, e kSaNa kharekhara dhanya hoya che. vAstavamAM to tyAre ja ema samajavuM joIe ke... merI sana gharIrI... jinAjJAviruddha lakhAyuM hoya to micchAmi dukkaDam. For later

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saphaLatAnuM rahasya, sukhanuM rahasya ane siddhinuM rahasya... e pragaTI rahyuM che, ApaNe pAmI jaIe. 31EB 22 MULTY GRAPHICS 23/17/ [