Anandghan ni Atmanubhuti 01

Author(s): Kalyanbodhivijay
Publisher: Jinshasan Aradhana Trust
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/005042/1

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AnaMdaghanatI AtmAnubhUti 1

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Namotthu NaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa zrI prema-bhuvanabhAnu-padma-jayaghoSasUrisagurubhyo namaH zrI bhuvanabhAnusUri janmazatAbdIe navaluM najarANuM - 77 alagArI avadhUta zrI AnaMdaghanajI mahArAja praNIta pada para parizIlana AnaMdaghaoLI AmAnubhUti (prathama pada) An exlcusive Cxperience IT parizIlanakAra | prAcIna zratoddhAraka pa. pU. AcAryadeva zrImadvijaya hemacandrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnA ziSya pa. pU. AcAryadeva zrImadvijaya kalyANabodhisUrIzvarajI mahArAjA ke prakAzaka : zrI jinazAsana ArAdhanA TrasTa ,

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AmaMtraNa..... AnaMdayAtrAnuM.. jIvanmuktinA AnaMdathI muktinA paramAnaMda sudhInI eka AnaMdayAtrA.. anAsaktabhAvanA AvirbhAvathI anAkAra padanA prAkaTya sudhInI eka adhyAtmayAtrA.. pUrNatvanI pratItithI saMpUrNatvanI pariNati sudhInI eka anubhUtiyAtrA.. eTale ja AnaMdaghananI AtmAnubhUti pada-parizIlana zRMkhalA. A zRMkhalA vibhAvonI zRMkhalAne toDIne | svabhAvasukhanI prApti karAve, AnaMdaghananI aneka jyotio pragaTAve, svarUparamaNatAnI samAdhine zAzvata banAve, e ja zubhAbhilASA saha. - A. kalyANabodhisUrinA dharmalAbhA jayA sove 36 vA3 re, kyA sove uTha jAga bAu re, aMjali jala jyuM Ayu ghaTata hai heta padoriyA ghariya gha3 re... kyA sove uTha jAga bAu re...1 iMda caMda nAgiMda muni cale koNa rAjApati sAha rAure, bhamata bhamata bhavajaladhi pAya ke bhagavaMta bhajana bina bhAva nAu re...2 jayA sove 38 nAma vA3 re... kahA vilaMba kare aba bAu re, tarI bhavajalanidhi pAra pAu re, AnaMdaghana cetanamaya mUrati, zuddha niraMjana deva dhyAu re...3 jayA sove 30 nIga vA3 re...

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Awake Aware waking up is wealth Away kyA sove uTha jAga bAu re. kyA sove uTha jAga bAu re, aMjali jala jyuM Ayu ghaTata hai deta pahoriyA ghariya ghAu re.... kyA sove uTha jAga bAu re... 1 barbrg

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Oh ! Still are you sleeping??? Sleeping is Suicide... mUrkha ! tuM zuM sUI rahyo che? uTha, jAgRta thA. hAthanI aMjalimAM jema pANI ghaTatuM jAya, tema AyuSya ghaTe che. paheragIra ghaDiyALane ghA mAre che. //// you (bAu = mUrkha/pAgala, deta = mAre che, poriyA = paheregIra, ghariya = ghaDiyALane, ghAu = ghA, prahAra.) 'mUrkha ! tuM sUve che zuM ? uTha... jAga... jarA A madharAtano samaya hato. ekA ekasusavATA karato pavana paristhiti to jo...' phUMkAyo. vRkSonI DALIomAM gharSaNa thayuM. taNakhA jharyA. Aga e hato eno mitra. AgaLanI ghaTanA kahevAnI koi phATI nIkaLI. jota jotAmAM AkhuM vRkSa baLavA lAgyuM... bIjuM jarUra nathI. alagArI avadhUta AnaMdaghana eka kalyANamitranI vRkSa.. trIju vRkSa... barAbara enI pAse ja eka kuTira hatI. ''e ApaNane A ja vAta kahe che. Aga ane pavana beno jabaro yoga thayo hato. kuTira paNa jhapaTamAM AvI gai. khUba jhaDapathI Aga prasaravA lAgI. e kyA sove uTha jAga bAu re.. kuTiranI aMdara vaco vaca eka yuvAna sUto hato. ene to A anAdi kALathI AtmA mohanidrAmAM ghasaghasATa sUI AganI kAMI jANa ja na hatI. AganI jvALAo uMce uMce rahyo che. rAga-dveSanI DALIomAM gharSaNa thayuM che. saMkliSTa jai rahI hatI. dhumADAnA goTe goTA prasarI rahyA hatA. adhyavasAyonA taNakhA jharyA che. temAMthI karmono dAvAnaLa aMdhArI rAta... vALAonA labakArA... dhumADAothI phATI nIkaLyo che. mithyAtvano pavana A Agane vadhu ne vadhu sarjAyelI vadhu bhayAnakatA... A badhAnI vacce pelo yuvAna prasarAvI rahyo che. AtmAnI kuTira bhaDake baLI rahI che. AvA ghasaghasATa UMghI rahyo hato. ekAeka koie chalAMga lagAvIne samaye je sUI rahe, tenA para durjano hase... sajjano raDe... enI kuTiramAM praveza karyo. 'e mUrkha !' tenI A garjanAthI ne kalyANamitra hoya e siMhagarjanA karIne ene jAgRta kare. yuvAna saphALo jAgI gayo eTaluM ja nahIM. tenA sADA traNa kadAca prazna thAya ke eka yogIzvara jevA ziSTa puruSa karoDa roma raNajhaNI uThyA. hajI e kAMi samajyo na hato, !' evuM saMbodhana kare e ucita che? AnA javAbamAM tyAM to pelA AgaMtuke ene halabalAvI nAkhyo... eka prasaMga joie.

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traNa prophesaro hatAM. temanI patnIo paraspara sakhI bhaDake baLatI kuTiramAM ghasaghasATa sUI javuM, e AtmaviskRtinuM hatI. eka vAra te traNe bhegI thai. eka kahe, "mArA pati bahu rUpaka che. vairAgyazataka graMthamAM kahyuM che - 1 bhUlakaNA. eka vAra to kolejathI pAchA ja na AvyA. huM be nittAvirAme ribAvayani, zeThe nitte vimarda sucanA kalAka sudhI phona karI karIne thAkI. pachI mAMDa mAMDa pAchaLanA 3oNMtamappALamuviyAmi, gaM ghammaradiyo tridA mAmA! TAvaramAMthI maLI AvyA. e potAnuM ghara ja bhUlI gayA hatA, | rAtrinA virAma samaye huM ciMtana karuM chuM, ke bhaDake baLatA ne jyAM-tyAM bhaTakatA hatAM." gharamAM huM kema sUto chuM. mAro AtmA dAjhI rahyo che, to enI | bIjI kahe, "A to kAMi nathI. mArA pati to eka huM upekSA kema karuM chuM? huM dharma vinA divaso pasAra karuM chuM, e vAra ovarakoTa bhUlI gayA hatAM. huM koTa laine temanI pAchaLa ja to mArA AtmadahananI upekSA che. pAchaLa gai. rastAmAM temane UbhA rAkhIne koTa dharyo, to kahe - | vismRti kaho.. ajJAna kaho.. moha kaho.. ke upekSA - tame koNa cho? bolo, sagI patnIne paNa bhUlI jAya, enA kaho.. e ja prastutamAM suSupti.. nidrA dvArA sUcita karyuM che. je mATe zuM kahevuM?" bAhyabhAvomAM jAgRta che, te AtmasAdhanAnA viSayamAM | trIjI kahe, "mArA patinI vAta sAMbhaLazone, to ema ghasaghasATa UMghI gayo che. ane je AtmasAdhanAnA lAgaze ke tamArA pati to kAMi bhUlakaNA nathI. mArA pati viSayamAM jAgRta che, te bAdhabhAvomAM taddana 8. lAkaDInA Teke cAle che. roja ghare AvIne lAkaDIne khUNAmAM suSama banI jAya che. UbhI mUkI de, ane pote sophA para besI jAya. eka divasa jAgarti vyavahAre'smin sussuptshcaatmgocre| lAkaDIne sophA para mukI dIdhI ane pote khUNAmAM UbhA rahI aatmnijaagRtshcyovyvhaaresvpitysau|| gayA. huM to hebatAI ja gaI. meM mAMDa mAMDa samajAvyA ke tame gharanA vyavahAro, paDozanA lAkaDI nathI, tame prophesara cho. tyAre ThekANuM paDyuM.' vyavahAro, dhaMdhAnA vyavahAro, samAjanA pahelA prophesarane gharanI vismRti thai. bIjAne vyavahAro, sagAM-saMbaMdhInA vyavahAro... patnInI vismRti thai. to trIjAne potAnI jAtanI vismRti ' are... lakSyazUnya ke azubhalakSyathI thatAM thaI. ghara vagerenI vismRtimAM adhyAtmayAtrA hajI kadAca dharmavyavahAro paNa AtmAnA viSayamAM suSupti saMbhavita che. paNa AtmAnI vismRtimAM to saMsArayAtrA - che. sAdhaka AtmA uparokta sarva vyavahArothI bhavabhramaNa sivAya bIjuM kAMi ja saMbhavita nathI. A che mukta hoya che. kAraNa ke e haMmezA AtmAnA avadhUta AnaMdaghanano aMgulinirdeza... viSayamAM jAgRta che. jinAjJAzuddha nizcayaaatmvismRtirmuurkhtaa vyavahAranA saMtulanathI samRddha che. enI kriyA AtmAnI vismRti jevI bIjI koi mUrkhatA nathI. zuddha lakSyathI cetanavaMtI banI che. enuM jJAna

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yathAzakti kriyA karavAthI pAvana banyuM che. artha ane kAmamAM je ekAgra banI jAya che, tene AsapAsano A che jinakathita syAdvAda siddhAMtanuM ajoDa udAharaNa... kyAM kAMI khyAla rahe che? are, koi enI sAme AvIne Ubhu bAhya bhAvomAM pUrNa nidrA ane AtmasvabhAvamAM pUrNa jAgRti. rahI jAya, ene bolAve, enI khullI AMkho sAme hAtha bhagavadgItAmAM yogInI be viziSTatA batAvI che - helAve, to ya e vyaktine khyAla Avato nathI. yA nizA sarvabhUtAnAM, tasyAM jAgarti sNymii| A ja che adhyAtmanuM rahasya... ekAgratA nathI yasyAM jAgrati bhUtAni, sA nizA pazyato muneH|| AvatI, evI phariyAda karavAnI jarUra nathI. ekAgratA kema Ave, e zIkhavAnI jarUra nathI. ekAgratA ke jAgRtimAM to sarva jIvonI je rAta che, temAM saMyamI jAge che, ane badhA jIvo kuzaLa che, AvazyakatA che, teno viSaya badalavAnI. jemAM sarva jIvo jAge che, te jAgRta muninI rAta hoya che. roja savAra paDe, ne ghara gharamAM 'uTha... jAga...' jevA zabdonA rAjagRhIno virATa rAjamArga hato. nagaranA madhya ghoSa thatA haze. avadhUta AnaMdaghananuM tAtparya e jAgRtimAM bhAgamAMthI pasAra thaIne cheka bahAra udyAna sudhI jAya. udyAnamAM nathI. vAstavamAM to e jAgRti ja nathI. jenI hAjarImAM e mArganI najIka ja eka zramaNa kAyotsarga karI rahyA hatAM. 'Atmadahana'nI bhayAnaka ghaTanA ghaTI zake, ene jAgRti kaI sudIrgha samaya pachI temaNe kAyotsarga pAryo. ko'ke temane pUchyuM rIte kahI zakAya? e to ghora nidrA ja che... jAgRti e ja ke, "hamaNA thoDI vAra pahelA ahIMthI koi pasAra thayuM?" sAdhakano paryAya che. AcArAMga sUtra kahe che - zramaNe kahyuM, "mane khabara nathI." suttA amuNI sayA muNI suttA vi jAgarA huNti| A javAba sAMbhaLIne pelo coMkI gayo. vAstavamAM e jeo sUtA che, teo muni nathI. munio to nidrApRcchaka nahIM paNa parIkSaka hato. thoDI ja vAra pahelA tyAMthI avasthAmAM paNa jAgRta hoya che. cakravartInuM samagra sainya pasAra thayuM hatuM... 84 lAkha hAthI, 84 eka AcArya bhagavaMtanA irSALuoe aDadhI rAte lAkha ghoDA, traNa karoDa sainika, 84 lAkha ratha... A adhadhadha guMDAo mokalyA. yena kena prakAre pUjyazrIne 'patAvI devAno' caturaMgI senA, Dhola-nagArA-zaraNAio ane nobatonA temane Adeza hato. cAra guMDAo... hAthamAM charAo che... gaganabhedI nAdo... A badhuM muninI samakSa ja pasAra thayuM. chupAine avasara joi rahyA che. madharAtano samaya che. AcArya muninA netro paNa khullA hatA... Ama chatAM paNa munine teno bhagavaMta nidrAdhIna che. guMDAo ekI Taze joI rahyA che. tyAM koi aNasAra paNa na Avyo... to AcArya bhagavaMte hAthamAM rajoharaNa lIdhuM. bAjunI jagAnuM kAraNa A ja... bAhyabhAvomAM saMpUrNa suSupti ane pramArjana karyuM. ane paDakhuM pheravI lIdhuM. guMDAo to avAcaka thai AtmabhAvamAM saMpUrNa jAgRti. muninA nayano nAsikAnA gayA. jogAnujoga pUjyazrInA saMthArAmAM be-traNa vAMdA pharI agrabhAge sthira hatAM, to temanuM citta tattvaciMtanamAM sthira hatuM. rahyA hatA. pramArjana dvArA temanI rakSA thaI gaI.

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A badhuM joIne guMDAonuM hRdaya pIgaLI gayuM. nidrAnI avasthAmAM paNa AvI jAgRti! jIvadayAnI AvI adbhuta pariNati! Avo ajoDa apramattabhAva! AvI benamuna guNasamRddhi!... AMkhomAMthI azrudhArA cAlI... e hatAM guNI pratyenA pramodabhAvanA azruo ane pApanA pazcAttApanA azruo. azrudhArA ane bhAvadhArA vahetI rahI. hAthamAMthI charA paDI gayAM. AcArya bhagavaMtanI nidrA tUTI gaI. pUjyazrI beThA thaI gayAM. pelA temanA caraNomAM jhukI gayAM. badhI vAta karI. AcArya bhagavaMte sAMtvana ApyuM. upadeza Apyo. e guMDAo saMta banI gayAM. AtmasAdhanAnA mArge vaLI gayAM. A che muninI jAgRti. je nidrAvasthAmAM paNa akhaMDita rahe che. jAgRta avasthAmAM satata samyak kriyAnuM sevana karavAmAM Ave, jIvadayAnI parama pariNatino prAyogika amala karavAmAM Ave, IryAsamiti, bhASAsamiti Adi jinakathita AcAronuM pAlana, pUjavuM - pramArjavuM vageremAM satata kALajI hoya... A yogAnuSThAno janaka bane che apramattabhAvanA. A samyak kriyAo kAraNa bane che AtmajAgRtinuM. A aMtarbhAvanI jAgRti hetu bane che bahirbhAvamAM suSuptinI. mahopAdhyAyazrI yazovijayajI mahArAje paramajyoti paMcaviMzatikAmAM AtmasAdhakonI A adbhuta avasthAnuM varNana karatA kahyuM che - jAgratyAtmani te nityaM, bahirbhAveSu sherte| havAsate padravya, nIyante vastuLamRtte||16|| teo AtmA pratye haMmezA jAgRta rahe che. bAhyabhAvomAM sUi jAya che. paradravya pratye madhyastha rahe che ane AtmaguNa-amRtamAM layalIna banI jAya che. AtmajAgRti vinA Atmahita zakya ja nathI. mATe ja dazavaikAlika sUtramAM kahyuM che - ime 3 z2i Awaking[NSIDE ca me kiccasesaM... meM kaI sAdhanA karI ane mAre kaI sAdhanA karavAnI bAkI che? kai sAdhanA mArA mATe zakya hovA chatAM paNa huM karato nathI?... AnuM nAma AtmajAgRti. A jAgRti parAkASThAe pahoMce, tyAre e kakSA Ave, ke jyAM bahirbhAvomAM pUrNapaNe suSupti AtmasAt thAya. koNa AvyuM - koNa gayuM, kyAM zuM cAle che... ityAdinuM koI dhyAna na hoya. eTaluM ja nahIM, svazarIrano paNa anubhava na thAya. iSTopadeza nAmanA graMthamAM kahyuM che - kimidaM kIdRzaM kasya, kasmAt kvetyvishessyn| svavedamapi nAvaiti, yonI yogaparAyaLa:||42|| A (zarIra) zuM? kevuM? konuM? kyAMthI? kyAM? AvI koI vicAradhArA yogIne sparzatI nathI. yogaparAyaNatA jyAre parAkASThAe pahoMce tyAre yogI potAnA zarIrane paNa jANato nathI. AtmapravRttinI jAgRtimAM ekAkAra banelA zramaNane bahirbhAvonuM saMvedana na thAya, temAM koi Azcarya nathI. zaMkA HzramaNane bhikSAcaryA vagere je ochA-vattA vyavahAro karavA paDe, tyAre to bahirbhAvomAM praveza karavo ja paDaze ne? PURE & SIMPLY

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varSo sove 34 nAyaT : - A zabdonuM tAtparya mAtra suttA muLI sayA AtmajAgRti tarapha ja che. nAgratyAtmini te nityam | muLI suttA vi nAIRA hRti pratyeka sAdhake satata AtmanirIkSaNa karavuM joie, ke mArI jeo sUtA che, kyAM kyAM skUlanA thAya che? huM kyAre kyAre ekAda akSara teo muLa nathI. paNa vadhu bolyo? meM kyAre nirarthaka spaMdana-hAtha-paga | munio to halAvavAnI ceSTA karI? meM kyAre Aju bAjunI pravRtti nidrA-avasthAmAM jovA mAthu uMcu karyuM? meM kyAre mArI adhyAtmasAdhanAthI paNa jAgRta hoya che. ADA phaMTAtA sAhityamAM dRSTipAta karyo? meM kyAre bAhyabhAvapoSaka vAtacIto pratye kAna saravA karyA? samAdhAna :- nA, jinAjJAnusArI pratyeka ' AvA AtmanirIkSaNathI bAhyapravRttino tyAga thato pravRtti e AtmajAgRtinI ja sAdhaka che. temAM pravRtta thayela rahe, ane AtmajAgRtino satata vikAsa thato jAya. AtmA bahirbhAvamAM varte che, evuM na kahI zakAya. je apramatta zaMkA :- tame pahelA kahyuM ke bAhya vyavahAra che, avasarocita anuSThAnane niSThApUrvaka sAdhe che, tenI sarva AtmajAgRtimAM bAdhaka nathI. to have AtmanirIkSaNa karavA pravRtti AtmajAgRtinI pUraka bane che. bAhya vyavahAra tenI dvArA bAhya vyavahArano tyAga karavA kema kaho cho? AtmajAgRtimAM bAdhaka banI zakato nathI. mATe ja iSTopadeza samAdhAna :- bAhya vyavahAra jo nirarthaka ceSTArUpa graMthamAM kahyuM che - hoya, to e AtmajAgRtino bAdhaka banavAthI heya ja che. ane bruvannapi hi na brUte, gacchannapi na gcchti| jo e jinAjJAnusArI yogarUpa hoya to e AtmajAgRtirUpa ja sthirIkRtAtmatattvastu, pazyannapi na pshyti||41|| hovAthI upAdeya ja che. A baMne vastu ahIM spaSTa karI ja che. jeNe Atmatattvane sthira karyuM che, te bolavA chatAM paNa mATe koI virodha nathI. bolato nathI. cAlato hovA chatAM paNa cAlato nathI, ane | zaMkA :- aMtarbhAva ane bahirbhAva A baMne mAnasika joto hovA chatAM paNa joto nathI. staranI vastuo che. tene vacana ane kAyAnI pravRttio sAthe zuM bahu spaSTa vAta che. bolavAnA nimitte je bAhyabhAvanI lAge-vaLage? ke tame AtmanirIkSaNamAM tenA para bhAra Apo pariNati saMbhavita hatI, tene AtmajAgRtinI pariNati cho? aTakAvI de che. tyAre e sAdhaka bole ke mauna rahe e baMne tulya samAdhAna :- bhAvane vAcika-kAyika pravRtti sAthe gADha banI jAya che. saMbaMdha che. jo tIvra aMtarmukha sAdhaka paNa nirarthaka vAtacIta

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AdimAM paDaze, to tenI aMtarmukhatAnuM AyuSya tyAM ja samApta thai jaze. beThA-beThA paga halAvavAnI pravRtti paNa aMtarmukhatA ane AtmajAgRtinI bAdhaka che. kAraNake te nirarthaka che, sAvadya che ane pramAda che. samAdhi taMtramAM paNa kahyuM che ke - janebhyaH vAk tatasspando manasazcitravibhramAH / bhavanti cAtaH samparka, janairyogI ttstyjet|| lokasaMparkathI vacanapravRtti thAya che, tenAthI spaMda thAya che, tenAthI manamAM jAta jAtanA vibhrama utpanna thAya che. mananI sthiratA DahoLAi jAya che. mATe lokasaMparkano tyAga karavo joIe. A ane anya kAraNothI traNa guptinuM pratipAdana karAyuM che. upadezamAlAmAM kahyuM che hatthe pAe na nikkhive kAyaM cAlijja taM pi kajjeNaM / kummo va sayA aMge aMgovaMgAI govijjA / / 484 / / vikahaM viNoyabhAsaM aMtarabhAsaM avakkabhAsaM c| jaM jassa aNiTThamapucchio ya bhAsaM na bhAsijjA / / 485 / / hAtha-pagonI nirarthaka ceSTA na karavI. kAyAnI pravRtti paNa Avazyaka kArya mATe ja karavI. ane kAcabAnI jema potAnA zarIramAM aMgopAMgone saMvRta karIne rAkhavA. vikathA-hAsyakathA na karavI. koi bolatuM hoya to temAM vacce na bolavuM, na bolavA yogya na bolavuM, je jene aniSTa hoya, tevuM na bolavuM ane potAne pUchyuM na hoya tyAre na bolavuM. kAraNa ke AvA prakAranA saMvarathI manogupti, aMtarmukhatA ane AtmajAgRti surakSita rahI zake che. tethI AtmajAgRti mATe A jarUrI che. TUMkamAM parabhAvo pratyenI taddana suSupti e ja AtmajAgRtinI paripUrNatA che. mahAbhAratano prasaMga che. droNAcArya kauravo ane pAMDavone dhanurvidyAnuM zikSaNa ApI rahyA che. sAme rahelA vRkSanI DALI para eka pakSInI pratikRti (moDala) rAkhelI che. droNAcArye pahelA duryodhanane Ubho karyo. pakSInI AMkhanuM nizAna levA kahyuM ane pUchyuM ke, "tane zuM dekhAya che?'' duryodhana kahe, "mane jhADa, DALI, pAMdaDA, pakSI ane tenI AMkha dekhAya che.'' droNAcArye tene pAcho besADI dIdho. have duHzAsanano vAro Avyo. tene paNa e ja prazna karAyo. duHzAsane vicAryu ke moTA bhAine ghaNuM ochuM dekhAtuM hatuM, mATe te nApAsa thayA. eTale eNe potAnI dRSTine vadhu pahoLI karI... "mane to paMkhI, DALI, pAMdaDA, jhADa, AkAza, vAdaLA, sUraja A badhuM dekhAya che. gurujI! huM bANa choDuM." "nA, tAre bANa choDavAnI jarUra ja nathI.'' ema kahIne droNAcArye tene ya besADI dIdho. bhImane Ubho karyo. nizAna tAkavA kahyuM. prazna karyo. bhImane lAga ja joito hato, ....Vigilant forever...... .Muni. ke kaI rIte duryodhana-duHzAsanane pAchA pADI devAya, e kahe, "gurujI ! mane to pakSI, DALIo, pAMdaDAo, vRkSa, AkAza,

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vAdaLA, sUraja, sudhI lakSyavedha thai zake tema nathI. prastutamAM A ja 'thiyarI' ne AkAzamAM uDatA apanAvavAnI che. jyAM sudhI parabhAvo pratye AMtaradRSTi vikSipta paMkhIo dekhAya che, tyAM sudhI AtmajAgRtinuM lakSya siddha thaI zake tema nathI. che. tame ya droNAcAryanI vicAradhArA ApaNe samajI zakIe dekhAo cho. chIe... ''bhalA mANasa ! tane vRkSa ne AkAza ne vAdaLA ane A jovAnuM zuM kAma che? amane badhAne joine tane zuM phAyado che? mArA bhAio tyAM ja jo ne? ke, jyAM tAre lakSyavedha karavAno che." paNa dekhAya che. kema avadhUta AnaMdaghana paNa kAMika AvI ja hadayaurmiothI lAge che gurUdeva ?" droNAcArya kahe, kahI rahyA che - thai rahyuM, besI jA bhAI ! besI jA." vIle moDhe bhIma paNa besI gayo. kyA~ sove uTha jAga bAu re... - have arjunane izAro thayo. nizAna tAkIne arjuna rAha re mUrkha ! parabhAvo pratyenI pravRttithI AvI ghora joI rahyo che AdezanI. 'gurudeva ! bANa choDuM.'' 'vatsa ! nidrAmAM kema sUto che? paradravyanI pariNatinuM tAre zuM kAma che? pahelA kahe ke tane zuM dekhAya che." ''gurudeva ! mane to mAtra uTha, jAga... mAtra ne mAtra AtmapariNatimAM lIna thai jA. pakSI ja dekhAya che, bIjuM kAMI ja dekhAtuM nathI." AtmA sivAyanI badhI vastuo parathI tAruM dhyAna uThAvI le. ' A sAMbhaLIne droNAcAryanI AMkhomAM camaka AvI A sivAya tAro lakSyavedha taddana asaMbhavita che. enA vinA gaI. ""vatsa! hajI barAbara nizAna tAka. bola, have zuM dekhAya tArA sAdhyanI siddhi atyaMta azakya che. che?" 'gurudeva ! have to mAtra pakSInuM mAthuM ja dekhAya che." | 'uTha' zabda dvArA AnaMdaghanajI mahArAja udAsInatAne droNAcAryanA caherA para lAlI AvI gaI. "vatsa! hajI AtmasAt karavAnI preraNA kare che. AtmA sivAyanI badhI barAbara nizAna levA prayatna kara, bola, have?'' "basa, gurudeva! vastu paradravya che. te sarvamAM madhyastha cittavRtti, tenuM nAma have to e pakSInI AMkha sivAya bIjuM kazuM ja dekhAtuM nathI.'' udAsInatA. 'udAsa' zabda vartamAnamAM 'gamagIna' arthamAM droNAcArye pUrNa prasannatA sAthe kahyuM, 'zAbAza vatsa! pravRtta thayo che. e artha prastutamAM levAno nathI. udAsamAM be zAbAza, have bANa choDa." bIjI ja kSaNe bANa chUTI gayuM aMza che - ane lakSyavedha thai gayo. (1) ut = uMce (2) Asa = besavuM - droNAcAryanI paddhati biskUla 'paraphekTa' hatI. jyAM rAga-dveSanI nIca bhUmikAthI mukta banIne ucca sudhI lakSya sivAyanI vastuo pratye paNa dRSTi vikSipta che, tyAM bhUmikAe besavuM, enuM nAma udAsInatA. nIcethI upara uThavAnI

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pravRtti, enuM nAma udAsInatA. vyavahAra mAtrano tyAga e sAmAnyathI to koI na svIkAre evI vAta hatI. paNa udAsInatA nathI. kAraNa ke AhAra grahaNa Adi pravRttimAM | pelAne eTalI UMgha AvatI hatI, ke teNe TI.sI.nI vAta mAnI vyavahAra to thavAno ja che. paNa paravastumAM rAga-dveSanA lIdhI. ghasaghasATa sUi gayo. parihArapUrvaka madhyasthapaNe rahevuM, tenuM nAma che udAsInatA. - savAra paDI, jue che to e ja TrenamAM e ja DabAnA e A udAsInabhAva Ave to AtmikaguNonI anubhUti thAya. ja bartha para pote paDyo che. bArInI bahAra jue che to kALupura A anubhUti ja eka amRtakuMDa samAna che, jemAM jIvanmukta sTezana. eka jhATakA sAthe saphALo beTho thai gayo. aDhI vAge yogIo layalIna banI jAya che. suratanuM sTezana jatuM rahyuM. pote UMghamAM ja amadAvAda AvI jyAM sove 30 nAma vA3 re... gayo. are, pelo TI.sI. ?... AnaMdaghanajInA A zabdomAM vedanA che. zA mATe tArI | A bAju pharIne jue che, to te ja TI.sI. Ubho jAtane AtmajAgRtinA amRtakuMDathI vaMcita kare che? zA mATe che. e pravAsI to temanA para tUTI ja paDyo. 'A tame zuM parapravRttinI A ghora nidrAne khaMkherI nAkhato nathI? jAgRtinA karyuM? mane vacana ApIne pharI gayA, tamArA bharose huM sUI A suvarNakALane suSuptinA sarvanAzamAM zA mATe pheravI nAkhe che? gayo, mArA keTalA kAma..." upAlaMbho... kaTu zabdo... TI. madharAtano samaya hato Trena pUrapATa doDI rahI hatI. TI. A sI. ekITaze joyA kare che, ne AzcaryathI sAMbhaLyA kare che. sI.e pasAra thatA thatA joyuM ke eka pravAsI khUba prayatnapUrvaka have pelo thAkyo, pUchyuM, "tame kAMi javAba jhokAone aTakAvI rahyo hato. vAraMvAra TaTTAra besIne jAgrata to Apo, A rIte zuM joyA karo cho?'' TI. rahevAno prayAsa karato hato. enI AMkhomAM chalochala UMgha sI.e kahyuM, 'huM e vicAra karuM chuM, ke tame mane hIM bharelI hatI e spaSTa dekhAi rahyuM hatuM. TI.sI.ne dayA AvI ATalI gALo Apo cho, to huM jene surata (7) gai. kahyuM, 'tamAruM rijharvezana che. A bartha khAlI che, to sTezananA bAMkaDe mukI Avyo, e keTalI gALo sUi jAo ne?'' pelo kahe, ''sUvAnuM to ghaNuM mana che. paNa Apato haze?'' sUtA pachI mane koI DhaMDhoLe to ya huM jAgato nathI. mAruM sTezana re, khuda TI.sI. paNa aDadhI uMghamAM hoya, 2.30 vAge Ave che. e cUkI javAya to?'' TI.sI. sajjana pachI to AvA chabaraDA ja thAya ne. bAhya dRSTie hato. e kahe, 'tame ciMtA na karo, huM tamane uThADIza." kadAca hasavAnI vAta lAge, paNa vAstavika rIte pravAsI kahe, "koi zakyatA ja nathI ke huM jANuM." TI.sI. ne vicAra karIe, to khyAla Ave, ke ApaNI UMghathI vadhu porasa caDI gayuM, e kahe, "juo, tame sUI jAo. tame ja ApaNe ApaNuM sTezana cUkI gayA chIe. nahIM uTho to huM tamane tamArA thelA sAthe sTezananA bAkaDA para ApaNI suSuptithI ja ApaNe Atmalakya gumAvyuM mukAvI daiza, basa?" che. ApaNI sustIe ja anAdi kALathI ApaNI in Education Intern al For P S F arbe Only

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pAse ghaNA chabaraDA karAvyA che. FryA sove 36 gAma vA3 re... basa, have bahu thayuM, hajI ya zuM sUi rahyo che, have to nidrAne khaMkherI nAkha, uTha Ubho thaI jA. parapravRttithI taddana nivRtta banI jA. AtmajAgRtine AtmasAt karI le. paramajyoti graMthamAM mahopAdhyAyajIe kahyuM che - parakIyapravRttau ye, muukaandhbdhiropmaaH| svaguNAjanasajjAzca, taiH paraM jyotiraapyte||18|| jeo parapravRtti pratye mUMgA, AMdhaLA ane baherA jevA che, svaguNArjanamAM sajja che, teo paramajyotine pAme che. zuddha ane siddha avasthAne pAmavA mATe ja to A adhyAtmayAtrA che. je avasthAmAM AMkha nathI, mukha nathI ke kAna paNa nathI. jyAM che mAtra AtmaguNonI anubhUti. e avasthAne prApta karavA mATe ATaluM mUlya to cUkavavuM ja paDe ne? mUlya zabda paNa bALajIvonI samaja mATe che. bAkI to parapravRttithI pUrNa nivRtti laIe, AtmajAgRtimAM magna banIe, eTale aMtaramAM AnaMdano mahAsAgara hiloLe caDe. samatAsukhanI saravANIo phUTI nIkaLe. adhyAtmopaniSamAM kahyuM che - mAraHpravRttAvatinAIQ:, parapravRtto patharAthamUva8:I savAvivAnandrapalopayoLI, nokottapaMcamupaitiyonatin4-2AA je AtmapravRttimAM ati jAgRta che, parapravRttimAM baherA, AMdhaLA ane mUMgA jevo che, e yogI sadA ya jJAna ane AnaMdamaya padamAM pratiSThita rahe che. e yogI lokottara samatAno svAmI bane che. - jyAM parapravRtti che, tyAM vibhAvadazA che, tyAM suSupti che. jyAM AtmapravRtti che, tyAM svabhAvadazA che, tyAM jAgRti che. suSuptimAM luMTAvAnuM che, jAgRtimAM kamAvAnuM che. nidrA badhuM ja lUMTI le che. mANasa game teTalo hoMziyAra hoya, zikSita hoya, baLavAna hoya, kaLAvAna hoya... paNa e nidrAdhIna thAya eTale enA badhA guNo para paDado paDI jAya. enI badhI hoMziyArI ane zikSaNa vyartha thai jAya. mUrkha ane vidvAna baMne nidrA-avasthAmAM to samAna ja thai jAya ne? game tevo dubaLo mANasa paNa sUtelA pahelavAnane tamAco mArI zake ne? | mohanidrAnI paNa A ja kathA che. AtmAnuM anaMta jJAnadarzana-cAritra A nidrAthI jhuMTavAi jAya che. AtmAnI anaMta zakti A nidrAthI AvRta thaI jAya che. anaMta samRddhimAna AtmA paNa A nidrAthI bhikhArI banI jAya che. mohanidrAnI avasthA eTale jANe sUtelo siMha. uMdaro ne sasalA jevA paNa enA para uchaLa kUda karI jAya. jo siMha jAge to koinI majAla che, ke enI sAme Ubho paNa rahI zake? aneka vibhAvo AtmasvarUpane DahoLI jAya che. aneka doSo AtmAnI kALI kadarthanA kare che. aneka karmoe potAnI jALamAM AtmAne jakaDI lIdho che. AnuM kAraNa e nathI ke AtmA asamartha che, AnuM kAraNa e ja che, ke AtmA nidrAdhIna che. mohanidrAne kAraNe enI sarvazakti kuMThita banI cUkI che. hajI paNa enA para yAtanAo ne kadarthanAnI jhaDIo varase che,

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duHkhanA DuMgaro tUTI paDe che, anubhUtinuM asIma AkAza enI pAsethI jhUMTavAi gayuM che, enI anaMta AtmasamRddhi pacAvI paDAi che, ane e to hajI ya ghasaghasATa sUto ja rahyo che. AvI taddana vicitra paristhiti joine avadhUta AnaMdaghanano aMtarnAda udgAra rUpe pragaTa thAya che - kyA~ sove uTha jAga bAu re... | tuM eka vAra jAgI jA, basa, tuM jAge, eTale bIjuM kAMi ja karavAnuM rahetuM nathI. tArI jAgRtine jotAnI sAthe badhA ja doSo nAzIpAsa thaI jaze. badhA ja karmo thatharI jaze, ane badhAM ja duHkho Apo Apa dUra thai jaze. | jAga bhAi jAga. tuM jaldIthI jAga. kAraNa ke je kALamAM tArI jAgRtinI zakyatA che, e kALa jhaDapathI vItI rahyo che. pratyeka kSaNe e kALanI aMtima kSaNa tArI vadhu ne vadhu nikaTa AvI rahI che. samayano ATalo gALo pasAra thai jAya pachI to tArI jAgRtinI koi AzA paNa rAkhI zakAya tema nathI. AnaMdaghanajI A ja vAta kahe che... baMna inana nyU mAthuM ghaData hai... hAthanA khobAmAM pANI bharyuM hoya, te keTalo samaya Take? satata Tapaka... Tapaka... thayA kare, TUMka samayamAM ja khobo khAlI thai jAya. je rIte khobAmAM raheluM pANI ghaTatuM jAya che, e ja rIte satata AyuSya ghaTatuM jAya che. | eka katalakhAnu che. pazuone lAinamAM UbhA rAkhyA che. sauthI AgaLa UbhelA pazuo para charo pharato jAya che. taraphaDI taraphaDIne e pazu marI jAya che. tarata ja bIjA pazuno vAro Ave che. tenI sAthe ja pAchaLa UbhelA pacAza pazuo eka-eka naMbara AgaLa AvI jAya che. pacAsamAM naMbare je pazu hatuM, teno naMbara ogaNapacAsamo thai gayo. charo pharavAnuM paNa cAlu che ane pazuone AgaLa AgaLa dhakelavAnuM paNa cAlu che. aDatAlIza... suDatAlIza... chetAlIza.. mAtra naMbara AgaLa Ave che, evuM nathI. mRtyu paNa vadhu ne vadhu najIka AvatuM jAya che. adhyAtmakalpadruma graMthamAM A ja upamA dvArA mArmika vAta kahI che - vaccaca vIraca yathA pazo, sa+prANAgni pa vadhA zanai: zanarati kRti: sanISa, tathADarivatarati vata: pramAH ? | pazune ke corane jyAre vadhasthAne laI javAmAM Ave, tyAre dhIme dhIme jema tenuM mRtyu vadhu ne vadhu najIka AvatuM jAya che. tema badhAnuM mRtyu paNa vadhu ne vadhu najIka AvatuM jAya che, A sthitimAM pramAda zI rIte karI zakAya? jema pazunuM 'kAunTa DAuna' cAluM che.. paccIza.. covIza.. trevIza.. bAvIza.. e charAnI vadhu ne vadhu najIka jato jAya che. mRtyu enI vadhu ne vadhu nikaTa AvatuM jAya che, e ja rIte badhAnuM paNa "kAunTa DAuna' cAluM che. pratyeka kSaNe badhAnuM mRtyu vadhu ne vadhu najIka AvatuM jAya che. 'DeDa lAina' to niyata ja che. pAMcamanI chaTha thavAnI nathI. varSo, mahinAo, divaso ne kSaNo jema jema vItatI jAya che, tema tema AyuSya ghaTatuM jAya che. uttarAyayana sUtramAM sattara prakAranA maraNanuM varNana karyuM che. jemAMthI eka maraNa che - AvIci maraNa. vartamAna samaye AyuSya karmanA je paramANuo udaya pAmyA, ane te karmano kSaya thayo, tenI apekSAe vartamAna samaye paNa mRtyu thayuM che. A rIte pratyeka kSaNe maraNa cAlu ne cAlu che. hA, jyAre

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AyuSya karma pUrNapaNe kSaya pAmaze, tyAre ja A zarIra chUTaze. paNa AyuSya karmanA kSayarUpa maraNa to pratyeka kSaNe cAlu che. katalakhAnAnI lAinamAM ubhelA pazune koi lIluMchama ghAsa nIre ke ThaMDu pANI dhare, to e emAM mAthu nAkhe kharuM? are, enI sAme paNa jue kharuM? ene to satata potAnuM mRtyu dekhAtuM hoya, hamaNA charo pharyo nathI, potAnA dhaDa-mAthA judA thayA nathI, ane taraphaDI taraphaDIne pote maryo nathI. bhale ne cAra divasanuM bhUkhyuM hoya, ane traNa divasanuM tarasyu hoya, e pazu e ghAsa-pANI sAme najara paNa nahI kare. jAgRta AtmAnI paNa A ja dazA che, enI dRSTi samakSa enuM mRtyu che. mRtyu cokkasa thavAnuM che, e paNa ene khabara che, ane pratyeka kSaNe mRtyu vadhu ne vadhu najIka AvatuM jAya che, enI paNa ene pUrNa sabhAnatA che. A sthitimAM ene viSayo zI rIte lalacAve, A paristhitimAM ene kaMcana-kAminInI talapa zI rIte lAge? ane jo talapa lAgatI hoya, to samajavuM paDe ke ene mRtyu pratye sabhAnatA ja nathI. vairAgyazatakamAM kahyuM che L ajjaM kallaM paraM parAriM, purisA ciMtaMti atthasaMpattiM / aMjaligayaM va toyaM, galaMtaM AuM na picchaMti // 2 // saMpatti Aje maLaze, kAle maLaze, paramadivase maLaze... AvA ciMtanomAM puruSo garakAva thai jAya che. dhananI prApti mATe nita navA manoratho karyA kare che. paNa hAthanA khobAmAM jema pANI ghaTatuM jAya, tema AyuSya ghaTatuM jAya che, e jotA nathI. zaMkA :- AyuSya ghaTatuM jAya che e vAta sAcI. paNa AtmasAdhanA karavAno eka tabakko hoya che - eka piriyaDa hoya che. jene hajI keriyara banAvavAnuM che, e zI rIte sAdhanAmAM joDAI jAya? je hajI moTI DigrI laine moTI posTa para beTho che, e zI rIte sAdhanAmAM joDAI jAya? jeNe hajI badhuM TharIThAma nathI karyuM, enA mATe adhyAtmajagatamAM praveza karavA mATe e yogya samaya ja na kahevAya. e badhuM to jIvananA chellA tabakkAmAM ja zakya bane. na samAdhAna :- A badhI vAto eTalA mATe asatya che, ke jIvanano chello tabakko kayo che, e ja moTuM rahasya che. A varSa ApaNA jIvananuM chelluM varSa na hoi zake? A mahino ApaNA jIvanano aMtima mahino na hoI zake? are, A divasa pahelA pUro thaze ke A bhava pahelA pUro thaze, e koNa jANe che? trIjA tIrthaMkara zrI saMbhavanAtha bhagavAna. temanI adbhuta dezanAe eka rAjakumArane vairAgyathI vAsita karyo. teNe potAnA mAtA-pitA pAse mahAbhiniSkramaNa mATe rajA mAMgI. ATalI nAnI uMmara.. komaLa kAyA.. saMyamanA kaSTo.. putra paranuM mamatva.. A badhAno vicAra karatAM mAtA-pitA DhIlA paDatA hatAM. paNa to ya putranA dRDha vairAgya ane aDaga nizcayane joine temaNe anumati ApI. paNa ATha divasanA mahotsava pachI dIkSA ApavA mATe teonI bhAvanA hatI. rAjakumArane to Aje ne Aje dIkSA levI hatI. chevaTe badhA prabhu pAse gayA. prabhue kahyuM, "vilaMba na karo, bhale tenI bhAvanAnusAra AjeatyAre dIkSA thAya.'' dIkSAvidhino maMgaLa-prAraMbha thayo. prabhue potAnA hAthe rAjakumArane rajoharaNa arpaNa karyuM. cAritraprAptinA harSollAsa sAthe e rAjakumAra nAcavA lAgyo. prabhune pradakSiNA devA lAgyo. asaMkhya AMkho ene ekITase joi rahI hatI. enA saubhAgyanI irSyA karI rahI hatI. rAjakumArano AnaMda AsamAne pahoMcyo hato. pratyeka kSaNe anaMta-anaMta karmonI e nirjarA karI rahyo hato.

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paNa A zuM? ekAeka e paDI gayo. tenA svajano tene vIMTaLAi vaLyA. joyuM to tenuM prANapaMkheruM uDI gayuM hatuM. svajano AkraMda karavA lAgyA. tyAM to tyAM eka tejasvI deva prakaTa thayo. teNe AzvAsana ApyuM ke "huM A ja rAjakumArano jIva chuM. cAritraprAptinA zubha ayavasAyamAM marIne sadgati pAmyo chuM. mATe zoka na karo." prabhue paNa kahyuM ke, "rAjakumAranuM AyuSya A ja rAga-dvapakaDI lIca bhUmikAthIbhutA-GhI samaye pUruM thavAnuM hatuM, e nakkI hatuM. mATe ja meM tamane vilaMba ucca bhUmikAe besavuM, enuM nAma udAsInatA. na karavA jaNAvyuM hatuM.' A journey from Bottom to top jo vilaMba karyo hota to? mArI tamane AgrahabharI today I feel loved. redag , og den enero de jogay. vinaMti che ke AtmahitanA kAryamAM kadI paNa vilaMba nahI karatAM. udAsInabhAva Ave to AtmiguNonI anubhUti thAya. kAraNa ke AyuSyano koI bharoso nathI. kai kSaNe dharatIkaMpa thaze? kaI kSaNe akasmAta thaze? kaI kSaNe eTeka Avaze? kaI kSaNe makAna tUTI paDaze? kaI kSaNe zvAsa rUMdhAi jaze? kaI kSaNe yadahareva virajet tadahareva prvrjet| AyuSyanI dorI tUTI jaze? e kone khabara che? je divase vairAgya thAya, e ja divase pravajyAno 120 ki.mI./kalAkanI jhaDape jatI gADI para 200 svIkAra karavo joIe. vairAgyazatakamAM kahyuM che - varSa junuM jhADa tUTI paDe, chAparuM phADIne tenuM thaDa DrAivaranA mAthe aphaLAya, khoparI phATI jAya ane ghaTanAsthaLa para ja mRtyu thai jaMkalle kAyavvaM, taM ajjaM ciya kareha turmaannaa| jAya, e dAkhalo tAjo che. bahuvigyo hu muhatto, mA'varaNDaM pddikkheh|| | dharatIkaMpamAM tUTI paDelA makAnanA kATamALamAMthI bANuM - je kAle karavAnuM che, tene Aje ja karo ane jaldI varSanA mAjI jIvatA bahAra Ave ane ATha varSanA pautrano karo. eka muhUrtamAM paNa aneka vidano AvI zake che. chuMdo thai gayo hoya, evA banAva ajANyA nathI. mATe baporanI paNa pratIkSA na karo. eMzI varSanA dAdAne 'mAthAno duHkhAvo' zuM hoya? Delay is dangerous e khabara na hoya, ane cha mahinAnA bAbAnuM 'bAyapAsa'nuM - pApanA kAmamAM vilaMba kare, tenuM sAruM phaLa maLavAnI oparezana karavAmAM Ave, evA kissA have AzcaryabhUta nathI | zakyatA che, paNa dharmanA kAmamAM vilaMba karavo, e to bhayAnaka rahyA. mATe ja upaniSadomAM kahyuM che - che. emAM moTuM jokhama raheluM che. Fr Frontal de Cine

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aMjali jala jyuM Ayu ghaTata hai... A svAdhyAya parathI ApaNA manamAM eka dRzyane jaDabesalAka besADI daie. hAthanI aMjalimAMthI pANI TapakI rahyuM che. Dagale ne pagale ApaNA hRdayapaTa (hArTa-skrIna) para A dRzyane joIe. tenI sAthe ja pratikSaNa ghaTatA AyuSyanI tulanA karIe... to avadhUta AnaMdaghanano prayAsa ApaNA mATe jarUra saphaLa thaze. zaMkA :- bhale pratyeka kSaNe AyuSya khUTI rahyuM hoya, paNa jene enuM bhAna nathI, e tarapha koi lakSya nathI, aMtarcakSuthI aMjali-jaLa jovAno prayAsa paNa nathI, emane evI AtmajAgRti zI rIte AvI zake? samAdhAna :- AnaMdaghanajI mahArAja pote ja A vAtano javAba ApI rahyA che - deta pahoriyA ghari ghAu re... pUrvakALamAM evI ghaDiyALo hatI, ke jemAM mAnava dvArA DaMkA vagADavAmAM AvatAM. loko bhale potAnA kAryamAM mazagUla hoya, paNa jevA ghaDiyALamAM DaMkA vAge eTale emane khyAla AvI jAya ke eka kalAka pUro thaI gayo. AnA parathI paNa potAnA AtmAne cetavaNI ApavI joie, ke tArA jIvanano eka kalAka ghaTI gayo, have to jAgRta thA. Aje mANase ghaDiyALane paNa zokha ane vaibhavanuM sAdhana banAvyuM che. jAtajAtanA moDala, ane bhAtabhAtanI DaMkAnI paddhatio tathA saMgIta-dhvanio AvI gayA che. re... je vAstavamAM virAganuM sAdhana che, tene rAganuM sAdhana banAvI devAmAM AvyuM che. jyAM papravRtti che, tyAM vibhAvadazA che, jyAM AtmapravRtti che, tyAM svabhAvadazA che, It's already late Please awake... AdhyAtmika ane virAgapUrNa daSTie vicAra karIe to samaya e satata mRtyunI agamacetI ApI rahyuM che, ApaNe mAtra bhASAprayoga para paNa vicAra karIe, to ya A vAta samajAya evI che. 10 vAgyA... 11 vAgyA... 12 vAgyA.... AmAM zuM vAge che? ne kone vAge che? e kadI vicAra karyo? eka hajAra hathoDA vAge, ane majabUta paNa dIvAla tUTI paDe che. ApaNA AyuSyanI dIvAlane A 'vAgyA'no mAra vAgI rahyo che. e dIvAla satata jarjarita thai rahI che. enA para satata samaya - hathoDA paDI rahyA che. cokkasa gaNita karI zakIe to niyata naMbaranA hathoDe A AyuSya-dIvAla tUTI ja paDavAnI. AmAM pheraphAra eTalo thai zake ke anya paribaLo paNa ene jamInadosta karavA mATe kAme lAgI jAya, to A dIvAla vahelI paDe evI zakyatA pUre pUrI che. paNa A dIvAlane paDatA eka kSaNano paNa vilaMba thAya, e bilkula azakya che. veta pahoriyAM ghariya ghADe re... AnaMdaghanajI mahArAja garbhita rIte evo saMketa karavA mAMge che, ke A pratighAta ghaDiyALa para nathI. A pratighAta to

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tArA AyuSya para che. manuSya tarIkenA tArA astitva para che. A to tArI jIvana-dorI paranA ghasarakA che. e tUTe enI pahelA tuM tAruM Atmahita sAdhI le. vairAgyazatakamAM A ja upadeza prAkRtika - ghaDiyALanA rUpakathI Apyo che - divasanisA ghaDImAlaM, AusalilaM jIyANa ghittUNaM / caMdAiccabaillA, kAla'rahaTTaM bhamADaMti / / prAcIna kALamAM kUvA pAse araghaTTa yaMtra rAkhavAmAM AvatA. Aje paNa gAmaDAomAM kyAMka kyAMka evA yaMtro jovA maLe che. temAM cagadoLanA AkAramAM ghaDIo goThavelI hoya, e yaMtra sAthe be baLado joDelA hoya. teo eka bAju goLa-goLa phare, eTale bIjI bAju nAnI nAnI ghaDIo (mATalIo)mAM pANI bharAtuM jAya, ane kUvAmAMthI pANI bahAra AvatuM jAya. ahIM A ja vastunI tulanA karI che - divaso ane rAto e ghaDIo che. AyuSya e pANI che. sUrya ane caMdra e be baLado che. teo baMne kALa-araghaTTane pheravI rahyA che. jema jema teo pharatA jAya, tema tema divaso ane rAto pasAra thatA jAya. ane tema tema AyuSya khUTatuM jAya. aMjali jala jyuM Ayu ghaTata hai.... pazcimI abhinetrI merelina manaro... cAra DokTarone niyukta karyA hatA roja potAne tapAsavA. kadI nakhamAM ya roga na Ave e mATe sto. eka divasa caherA para karacalI dekhAI. e divasa enA mATe naraka banI gayo. cAre DokTarone dhadhaDAvI nAkhyA. bicArA zuM bole? Akho divasa merelinane potAnA ghaDapaNanI kalpanA satAvatI rahI. e karacalI ene mRtyunI dUtI lAgI. e ja mathAmaNamAM rAte eNe ApaghAta karI lIdho. hera-DAI, hera-vIka, meka-apa, laghuvayaska ucita paheravezathI mAMDIne plAsTika sarjarI karAvavA sudhInA prayAsonuM lakSya zuM che? e prayAso karanAranI vicAradhArA zuM haze? vAstavikatAno inkAra ja ne? ke bIjuM kAMi? re, A to vAstavikatAne chupADavA jevuM che. hAthamAMthI sarakI gayelA yauvananI pAchaLa niSphaLa doTa mukavA jevuM che. bhalA mANasa! A bhavamAM to e tane kadI ya pAchuM maLavAnuM nathI. ene pakaDavAnI doTamAM je tArA hAthamAM che, ene ya tuM kema gumAve che? aMjali jala jyuM Ayu ghaTata hai... Tapaka... Tapaka... Tapaka cAlu ne cAlu che. tuM AkAzapAtALa eka kare, to ya e baMdha thavAnuM nathI. tArA prayatnanI dizA badalI nAkha, Tapaka... Tapaka thatAM pratyeka biMduno utkRSTa sadupayoga kara... kALa parano vijaya e tAruM bhaviSya banI jaze. tuM akSayasthitinA sAmrAjyano samrATa banI jaiza. A dizAno tAro prayatna e ja AtmajAgRti. jyA sove 34 nAna vAjha re... tArI nidrA ja tAruM sarvasva lUMTIne lUcyu hasI rahI che. tane sAva ja aMdhArAmAM rAkhIne tane barabAda karI rahI che. hajI ya zuM sUto che? uTha.. jAga.. re mUrkha ! tArI A nidrAne khaMkherI nAkha... bahu nAnakaDI paMktimAM jAgRti ane suSuptinA adbhuta samIkaraNone AnaMdaghanajI mahArAje bahu sIphatathI samAvI lIdhA. satata ghaTI rahelA AyuSyano jANe jIvaMta prasAraNarUpe upanyAsa karyo. have e avadhUta eka anokhA abhigama sAthe A ja adhyAtmayAtrAmAM ApaNane sahayAtrI banAvI rahyA che. For Priate & Personal Use Only www.jainelibrary.ding

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FALLING DROP BY DROP WITHOUT ANY BREAK CAUTION DEATH IS COMING... je kALamAM tArI jAgRtinI zakyatA che, e kALa maThapathI vItI rahyo che. pratyeka kSaNe e kALatI aMtima kSaNa tArI vaghu ne vaghu nikTa AvI rahI che. iMda caMda nAgiMda muni cale koNa rAjApati sAha rAu re, bhamata bhamata bhavajaladhi pAya ke bhagavaMta bhajana bina bhAva nAu re... 2 kyA sove uTha jAga bAu re...

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indra, caMdra, nAgendra ane munio paNa cAlyA gayA, to pachI cakravartI, zahenazAha ne rANA to koNa che? prabhubhaktirUpa bhAvanaukAvinA sau bhavasAgara pAmIne bhamyA ja kare che. rA (rAjApati cakravartI, sAha zehanazAha, rAu = rANA, pAya ke = pAmIne, bhAva nAu = bhAvanaukA) ATha varSano bALaka pappAno hAtha pakaDIne rastA para cAlI rahyo hato. sAmethI smazAnayAtrA AvI. pappAe sAiDa badalI. bALaka paNa sAthe ne sAthe dhakelAyo, paNa enI najara smazAnayAtrA sAthe baMdhAyelI ja hatI. pappAnA pagalA utAvaLA thayA. DAghuo paNa pasAra thaI gayAM. bALakanI jijJAsA have pragaTa thai. = pappA ! A zuM hatuM ? kAMi nahIM ? kaho ne pappA ! zuM hatuM ? smazAnayAtrA... = eTale? e mANasa marI gayo, eTale enA zarIrane bALI nAkhavA lai jAya che. to pappA ! eNe zuM karyuM ke e marI gayo? kAMi nahIM, badhAne eka vAra maravuM to paDe ja. ema? pappA ! tamAre paNa? dhADa daIne pappAe eka lApho ThokIne kahyuM, "cAla chAno mAno. tuM bahu bola bola karyA kare che.'' have jyAM sudhI mammI na / maLe, tyAM sudhI raDavAno artha na hato. bicAro bALaka raDamasa cahere cUpacApa cAlavA lAgyo. bALakanI jijJAsAne ApaNe jeTalI saraLatAthI samajI zakIe chIe, eTalI ja saraLatAthI pappAnA krodhanuM kAraNa paNa samajI zakIe chIe. kadAca moTA bhAganA manuSyo spaSTa samaja sAthenI gaMbhIra gerasamajano bhoga banyA che. spaSTa samaja e che ke 'badhAe maravAnuM che.' gaMbhIra gerasamaja e che ke 'mAre kadI maravAnuM nathI.' AnaMdaghanajI mahArAjano izAro A gaMbhIra gerasamaja para che. IndronA paNa AyuSya khUTe che. caMdranA devendranuM paNa cyavana thAya che. nAgendrone paNa eka kSaNe potAnuM khoLiyuM choDavuM paDe che, are, munivaro paNa kALadharma pAmyA vinA rahetA nathI. to bIjAnI to zuM vAta karavI? e pachI cAhe cakravartI hoya, samrATa hoya ke rANA hoya, zrImaMta hoya ke sattAdhIza hoya, ene gayA vinA chUTako nathI. zAMtasudhArasa graMthamAM azaraNa bhAvanAnuM nirUpaNa karatAM kahyuM che ye SaTkhaNDamahImahInatarasA nirjitya babhrAjire, ye ca svargabhujo bhujorjitamadA medurmudA medurAH / te'pi krUrakRtAntavaktraradanai-nirdalyamAnA haThA- datrANAH zarakhAya hA ddazavizaH prekSanta vInAnanAH||2-11 jemanuM sAmarthya pracaMDa hatuM. jemaNe cha khaMDanI dharatIne jItI lIdhI. jeo svarga-sAmrAjyanA mAlika hatA, teo paNa krUra yamarAjanA dAMtothI vivazapaNe cavAya che... tyAre chellA zvAsa letA letA teo daze dizAmAM najara kare che, ke koNa amane bacAve? paNa temanuM sarvasva bheguM thaine paNa www.jainelibrary.ord

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Cemetery The Last point of Journey... gaMbhIra ge2samaja e che ke 'mAre kadI ma2vAnuM nathI.' temane bacAvI zake tema nathI. e joine teo ya nirAza thaI jAya che. | 'A mAruM paramenanTa eDresa'... kArDa ApIne AvA zabdo bolatI vyakti eTalo vicAra kema nathI karatI? ke jo huM pote ya 'TempararI' chuM, to mAruM eDresa paramenanTa zI rIte | hoI zake? | irAnano eka bAdazAha, mahelanI agAzImAM begama sAthe beTho hato. acAnaka begamane kAMika yAda AvyuM, dAsIne Adeza karyo, ''nIce nAgo, vadI vanaTI (cAlaNI) hai, usa mRtyune dUra karavAno eka mAtra upAya che sarvakarmakSaya. ve nIve reTI (rIMgaNa) hai, vaha mAgo'', dAsI gaI. thoDI ane sarvakarmakSayano eka mAtra upAya che jinAjJAparipAlana. vAramAM khAlI hAthe pAchI AvI. praznArthabharI najare begama jinAjJAparipAlana e ja bhagavAnanI zreSTha bhakti che. enA ene joI rahI. dAsIe kahyuM, 'vataUT hai, reT nadI'' | vinA bhavabhramaNano aMta na Ave. A sAMbhaLIne bAdazAha ane begama baMne vicAramagna bhamata bhamata bhavajaladhi pAya ke, bhagavaMta bhajana bina bhAva nAu re... thai gayA... ghaHT hai = ApaNe eka divasa cAlyA javAnuM bhagavadbhakti e ja bhavasAgaramAM bhAvanaiyA che, e ja che... reTI nadI = ahIM kAyama rahevAnuM nathI... vicAradhArA saMsArathI mukta thavAno upAya che. paMcAlakasUtranI TIkAmAM bhaktinI AgaLa vadhI... pratikSaNa najIka AvatuM mRtyu dekhAyuM. mana bhUmikA kevI lokottara hoya, tenuM mArmika varNana karyu che - vairAgyathI AptAvita banyuM ane baMnee AtmasAdhanAno paMtha kA bhaktistasya yenA''tmA, sarvathA na niyujyte?| pakaDI lIdho. abhakteH phalamevA''hu - rNshenaapyniyojnm|| maraNa zI rIte aTakI zake enA para anAdikALathI jAta jAtanA saMzodhano thatA rahyA che. 'rasezvara darzana' AnuM anokhuM je potAnI jAtanuM saMpUrNa samarpaNa nathI karato, tenI udAharaNa che. A darzananI mAnyatA mujaba viziSTa paddhatithI zuM bhakti che. eka aMzanuM paNa samarpaNa bAkI rAkhavuM. e pAro khAvAthI jIvanmukti maLe che. e mANasa kadI mRtyu pAmato abhaktinuM ja sUcaka che.. nathI. paNa Avo mANasa hajI sudhI ApaNA jovAmAM Avyo utkRSTa bhagavadbhakti che bhagavAnanI AjJAnuM saMpUrNa nathI. hA, evA prayogathI akALe maraNa pAmyA hoya, evA paNe pAlana. pAMca mahAvrato, rAtribhojana viramaNavrata, aSTa dAkhalA banyA haze. Adhunika vijJAna paNa maraNane aTakAvavAnA pravacanamAtA, bAhya-AtyaMtara tapa, pAMca prahara svAdhyAya, upAyo zodhI rahyuM che. vijJAne evI davA zodhI kADhI che, evI rAga-dveSano tyAga... A badhuM bhagavAnanI AjJAnuM pAlana che. vAto paNa uDatI hoya che. paNa e badhu vajUda vagaranuM che. vItarAgastotramAM kalikAlasarvajJa hemacaMdrAcArye kahyuM che -

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You have to go One day AjJA''rAddhA virAddhA ca zivAya ca bhavAya c|| jinAjJAnI ArAdhanAthI mokSa maLe che ane jinAjJAnI virAdhanAthI saMsArabhramaNa thAya che. jinAjJAnuM saMpUrNapAlana zakya na ja hoya, to jeTalA aMze zakya bane eTalA aMze tenuM pAlana karavuM joIe, ane tenI sAthe aSTaprakArI pUjA Adi dvArA paNa prabhubhakti karavI joie. bhayAnaka dariyo hoya, uMcA uMcA mojA uchaLatA hoya, moTA moTA mAchalAo athaDAtA hoya, khataranAka magaramaccho jIvatA cAvI javAnI peravImAM hoya, DubI javAnI taiyArImAM hoya, evI sthitimAM mANasane koi vahANa maLI jAya to e kevI rIte enuM AlaMbana le? eno Azaro levAnI ene kevI tamannA hoya? enAmAM caDI javAno eno kevo prayatna hoya? evA dariyA karatAM ya anaMtagaNo bhayAnaka che saMsArasAgara. janma-jarA-maraNa-roga-zoka Adi asaMkhya duHkhothI bharelo che A bhavasAgara. naraka-tiryaMcagatinI kALI yAtanAothI bharelo che A bhavasAgara. A bhavasAgaramAM vahANa jevI che bhagavadbhakti. A vahANano Azaro levAnuM jene mana thatuM nathI, ene hajI sudhI bhavasAgaranI bhayAnakatA samajAI ja nathI. jyAM sudhI 'bhaya' nahIM jAge, tyAM sudhI na to zaraNanI tamannA jAgaze, ke na to AjJApAlananuM sAmarthya pragaTaze. mammInI paccIza bUmo ramatA bALakane gharamAM bolAvI zakatI nathI, paNa aghorI bAvAnA darzanamAtrathI e bALaka doDato AvIne mammIne bAjhI paDe che.' na zaraNaM bhayAd vinaa| bhaya vinA zaraNa saMbhavita nathI. bhavabhAvanA, upamiti bhavaprapaMca kathA, vairAgyakalpalatA jevA graMthothI saMsAranuM svarUpa samajavuM joie. cAra gatio, kAyasthiti, bhavasthiti, pugalaparAvarta... eka vAra A padArthonuM parizIlana thAya eTale samagra saMsAra jANe pratyakSa dekhAya. sADA traNa karoDa ruMvADAmAMthI kaMpArI pasAra thai jAya. ane zaraNanI jhaMkhanAno uddabhava thayA vinA na rahe. | ciMTu ne piMTu. baMne bhAione pharavA - javAnuM mana thayuM. gharanI bAjumAM ja moTuM jaMgala hatuM. dAdAjIne khUba Agraha karyo... "amArI sAthe cAlo ne cAlo.'' dAdAjI kahe, ''paNa tame mArI sAme to juo... 30 varSathI mane lakavo che. 80 varSanI uMmara che. vhIlacera vagara huM gharamAM ya harI pharI zakato nathI, to pachI..." ciMTu-piMTu barAbara jIde caDyA hatA... "ame tamane vhIlaceramAM lai jaizuM..." | dAdAjIne AvavuM ja paDyuM. jhADIomAMthI nAnakaDI keDI pasAra thatI hatI. AgaLa piMTu cAlato

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III ) , hato ane pAchaLa ciMTu dAdAjInI vhIlacera ApaNo jIva anAdikALathI bhaTakI rahyo che. calAvato hato, tyAM to acAnaka jhADImAMthI rIMcha A bhavabhramaNathI chUTavA mATe zaraNa laie bahAra Avyo. ene jotAnI sAthe badhAnA motiyA bhagavadbhaktinuM. marI gayA. ciMTu ne piMTu baMne uMdhu ghAlIne bhAgyA. bhamata bhamata bhavajaladhi pAya ke, badhI zakti lagADIne doDyA... mammI... mammI bhAvaMta magana vina mAva nAva re... bUmo pADatA gharanA kaMpAuMDamAM AvyA. meina geTa AtmajAgRtinuM A paNa eka svarUpa baMdha karI dIdho. mammI... mammI karatAM doDyA. che... bhagavadbhakti... jinacaraNazaraNa... tyAM to mammI gharamAMthI bahAra AvI... 'cUpa jinAjJAparipAlana. mATe ja AnaMdaghanajI raho... cUpa raho...'' "mammI! mammI!'' hAMphatA mahArAja pharI upanaya kare che - hAMphatA baMne TAbariyA bolyA "dAdAjIne rIMcha khAi gayuM." mammI kahe, "cUpa raho, dAdAjI to vanayA sove 36 gAma vA3 re.... tamArI pahelA doDatA doDatA AvI gayA che." bhayanA nimitto tane gherI vaLyA che, | 80 varSanI uMmara... 30 varSathI zaraNya vyaktinuM sAnnidhya tane sAMpaDyuM che. enuM lakavo... gharamAM paNa vhIlaceranI AvazyakatA... zaraNa levA mAtrathI tArA sarva duHkhono ane A sthitimAM dAdAjI potAnA pautrone ya pAchaLa doSono aMta AvI javAno che. A sthitimAM tuM pADI de, evI gajabanAka doTa lagAvI zakyA. sUto rahe... A sonerI avasara hAthamAMthI sarakI kAraNa hatuM mAtra bhaya. jyAre saMsArano bhaya lAgI jAya e kema pAlave? jAya, tyAre aMtaramAMthI A udagAro pragaTa thAya - jayA sove 36 gAma vI3 re... anyathA zaraNaM nAsti, tvameva zaraNaM mm| jAga bhAI jAga... A avasara jAgRtino tasmAt kAruNyabhAvena, rakSa rakSa jinezvara !|| che, sUvAmAM to anAdikALamAM kAMI ja bAkI prabhu! tArA sivAya koI mAruM zaraNa nathI. rAkhyuM nathI. tuM ja mAruM zaraNa che. mATe kRpA kara. mAruM rakSaNa - pada have parAkASThAe pahoMce che. kara. mAruM rakSaNa kara. AtamarAma hajI jANe kAMI gaDamathalamAM che, eka bAju naraka-nigoda vagererUpa tyAre avadhUta AnaMdaghana evA hRdayodgAronI bhayAnaka dravya saMsAra, to bIjI bAju krodha-mAna- abhivyakti kare che, ke jenuM zravaNa karyA pachI mAyA-lobharUpa bhAvasaMsAra. A be saMsAramAM AtamarAmane anya koI vikalpa ja na rahe..., \i]IN

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kahA vilaMba kare aba bAu re, tarI bhavajalanidhi pAra pAu re, AnaMdaghana cetanamaya mUrati, zuddha niraMjana deva dhyAu re...3.. kyA sove uTha jAga bAu re...

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mUrkha ! have vilaMba zuM kare che? bhavasAgarane tarI o mUrkha ! e sAmagrIne saphaLa karavAmAM tuM vilaMba kare jaIne teno pAra pAma. AnaMdaghana caitanyamaya marti che. che ne? e ya moTI mUrkhAmI che. e niraMjana zuddha deva che. emanuM dhyAna kara. //pA. hIro ghoghe jaI Avyo, ne Dele hAtha daI Avyo. enA jevo A ghATa che. 285 rana thai gayA hoya. (pAu re = pAma, dhyAu re = dayAna kara) mAtra eka viniMga zoTanI AvazyakatA hoya ane emAM je pAcho eka yuvAna. garIbIno pAra nahIM. uMmara vadhatI jAya paDe, enA mATe zuM kahevuM? sI.e. nI badhI parIkSAomAM pAsa che. paNa koI ene chokarI ApatuM nathI. bicArAe cAra gaNI thayA pachI aMtima parIkSA ApavA je jAya ja nahIM, enA mATe mahenata karavA mAMDI. mAMDa mAMDa thoDA paisA bhegA thayA. lagna zuM kahevuM? karoDono mAla mokalyA pachI jene bIla mokalavAnI nakkI thayA. eNe badhA paisA lagnamAM lagADI dIdhA. moTe upADe koI ja utAvaLa na hoya, enA mATe zuM kahevuM? amerikAnA jAna laine paraNavA gayo. paNa muhUrtanA samaye ja ene gADha uMgha vIjhA, pAsaporTa, TikITa vagere mATe AkAza-pAtALa eka karyA AvavA lAgI. kyAMka jaIne ghasaghasATa sUI gayo. jAnaiyAo bAda, plena upaDavAnA samaye ya ghare ArAma pharamAvato rahe, zodhI zodhIne thAkyA. kanyA pakSavALA ya lagna pahelA ja enA mATe zuM kahevuM? chUTAcheDA laine jatA rahyA. bicAro vararAjA Theka savAre uThyo kahA vilaMba kare aba bAu re... ne poka mukIne raDyo. zrIpALa rAsamAM A ja vAta karI che - jAna lai bahu jukti zuM, jema koI paraNavA jAya re, - anaMta kALe A sAmagrI maLI che, anaMta puNya A sAmagrI maLI che. anaMta mUlyavAna A sAmagrI maLI che. have laganaveLA gaI UMghamAM, pache ghaNu pastAya re... ene saphaLa karavAmAM vilaMba zI rIte karAya? uttarAdhyayana A vararAjA eTale bIjuM koi nahIM, paNa ApaNo sUtramAM prabhu vIranA zabdo che - AtmA. TIpe TIpe sarovara bharAya, ema anaMtakALathI tiNNo hu si aNNavaM mahaM kiM puNa ciTThasi tIramAgao? akAmanirjarA karatA karatA je je puNya bheguM thayuM, tenAthI paMcendriyapaNu, manuSyabhava, Aryadeza, saMpUrNa zarIra vagere - jyAre tuM mahAsAgarane tarI ja gayo che, to pachI mahAmUlyavAna sAmagrI maLI. have mohanidrAne kAraNe e badhI kinArAnI sAva najIka AvIne aTakI kema gayo che? eka sAmagrIne niSphaLa karI devI, e sAmagrIne meLavavA mATe dariyA chellI chalAMga lagAvI de, saMsArano pAra pAmI jA. jeTalA duHkho sahana karyA, ene vyartha banAvI devA. e keTalI tarI mavanabhanigha pAra pADe re... mUrkhatA ! eka hatA saradArajI. potAnA khAsa mitra sAthe vAte vinaMva phare zrava vI3 re... vaLagyA hatA. mitre emane prazna karyo, "tane bahu garamI lAge,

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to tuM zuM kare?'' saradArajIe tarata ja javAba Apyo, '"e. sI. pAse besI jAuM.'' "e.sI. pAse bahu vAra beThA pachI paNa khUba garamI lAge to?'' ''to huM e. sI. cAlu karI dauM.'' bhalA mANasa ! e. sI. cAlu karavAthI ja jo takalIpho dUra thaI jatI hoya, to pachI e.sI. cAlu karavAmAM vilaMba karavAnuM zuM kAraNa? anAdikALathI ApaNA AtmAne duHkhI duHkhI karI nAkhanAra che karyo. Aje e sAmarthya maLyuM che ke ApaNe darzana-jJAna-cAritranI sAdhanA dvArA e karmono kaccaraghANa karI zakIe, ApaNA AtmAne sarva duHkhothI mukta karI zakIe, to pachI e sAmarthyano sadupayoga karavAmAM vilaMba zA mATe? nhA vilaMba re ava vaDe re... = A aNamola avasara pAmyA pachI paLano paNa vilaMba karavA jevo nathI. mahopAdhyAyajIe zrI vimalanAtha bhagavAnanA stavanamAM kahyuM che - avasara pAmI ALasa karaze e mUrakhamAM pahelojI, bhUkhyAne jema ghebara detA hAtha nA mAMDe ghelo jI. kakaDIne bhUkha lAgI che, ghebaranA bhAvatA bhojana maLyA che, ne to ya e ghebarane moDhAmAM mukavA jeTalo paNa prayatna karavo nathI. enI bhUkha kyAre dUra thAya? jo ApaNI jAtane ApaNe buddhizALI mAnatA hoie, to A avasaranI prAptine saphaLa karavI joie. AcArAMga sUtramAM kahyuM che - vaLuM nALArU paMDita - avasarane jANe te kharo vidvAn. zatruo taraphathI misAIla chUTI gaI hoya, tyAre mAtra traNa sekanDanA samayamAM badhI gaNatarI karIne tenI sAme misAIla choDI devI paDe che. be eTeka AvI gayA hoya, kArDiyogrAma bhayajanaka pariNAma batAvato hoya, tyAre tAtkAlika yogya sAravAra ApavI jarUrI bane che. bajAramAM saphaLa vepArI thavA mATe yogya samaye tAtkAlika ucita nirNaya levo Avazyaka hoya che. e taka... e avasara chUTI jAya, eTale badhI hoMziyArI pANImAM maLI jAya, badhI vidvattA dhULa bhegI thaI jAya. caturAi to e avasare batAvavAnI hatI. ApaNA mATe A avasara che sAmarthyanA sadupayogano. ApaNA mATe A taka che darzanajJAna-cAritranI ArAdhanAnI. cAlo, jinAjJAnA pAlana mATe kaTibaddha banI jaIe. e mATe pahelA ApaNuM dhyAna badhethI uThAvIne jinezvara bhagavaMtamAM kendrita karI daie. AnaMdaghanajI mahArAja paNa A ja vAta karI rahyA che 1 AnaMdaghana cetanamaya mUrati, zuddha niraMjana deva dhyAu re.... prabhunuM dhyAna to ja thaI zake, ke jo prabhunA svarUpanuM yathArtha jJAna thAya. mATe prabhunA svarUpanuM paheluM lakSaNa ahIM kahyuM che AnaMdaghana. ghana eTale nakkara (soliDa). pratyeka Atmapradeza para eTalo AnaMda bharelo che ke jenuM varNana na thai zake. mahAvIrasvAmI bhagavAnanA 27 bhavanA stavanamAM kahyuM che - -

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tuma sukha eka pradezanuM navi mAve lokAkAza... saMpUrNapaNe to mAtra vItarAga ja jANI zake. prabhu ! tamArA AtmAnA eka pradezanA sukhane paNa jo ' hA, upamA dvArA ApaNe paNa jANI zakIe. koInI moTuM karavAmAM Ave, to e sukha samagra lokanA AkAzamAM paNa sarva iSTa viSayonI prApti thai jAya, sarva manokAmanAo pUrNa samAI na zake.... kevo nakkara haze e AnaMda. AnuM ja nAma thai jAya, sarva rogo dUra thaI jAya, tyAre tene jevuM sukha thAya AnaMdaghana. zrutimAM paNa kahyuM che. enA karatAM anaMtaguNa hoya che zuddha AtmAnuM sukha... AnuM ja nityaM vijJAnamAnanda brahA... nAma AnaMdaghana. AtmA nitya jJAna-AnaMdasvarUpa che. raziyana philosophara gorka. amerikAnA pravAse gayo. AkhuM amerikA pharyo. chelle javAnA divase ene riporTaro gherI kAgaDA kALA che, to hajAro Tana cUno paNa emane dhoLA vaLyA. amerikAnA ekathI eka caDiyAtA sthAno, manoraMjananA karI zake tema nathI. bahArathI sukha meLavavAnI ceSTA kAgaDAne sthaLo joyA pachI gorkI tenA mATe uMco abhiprAya Ape, saphedo lagADavA jevI che. amerikAnuM gaurava vadhe evA samAcAro heDalAInamAM chApI sukha to AtmAnuM svarUpa che. sukha to AtmAnI zakAya, evo riporTarono Azaya hato. 'amerikA mATe tamAro svabhAva che. AnaMda to AtmAnuM avibhAjya lakSaNa che. abhiprAya?' A prazna sAMbhaLIne gorka gaLagaLA thaI gayA. pANI vinAno dariyo jo saMbhave, to ja AnaMda vinAno koI hajI kAI samaje e pahelA to gokanI AMkhomAMthI AtmA saMbhave. paNa e AnaMda kayo? viSayasaMyogajanya rItasaranA AMsu sarI paDyA. nahIM, zAtAvedanIya karmanA udayajanya nahIM. paNa | be kSaNa to badhA stabdha thai gayA. pachI dhIme rahIne zuddha AtmasvabhAvanA prAgaTyathI prApta thayela AnaMda. ko'ke kAraNa pUchyuM, jarA svastha thaIne gorkIe kahyuM, "je dezanI prajAne sukha mATe ATalA badhA sAdhanonI jarUra paDatI vItarAgatAnuM e sukhasaMvedana avarNanIya hoya che. haze, e dezanI prajA vAstavamAM keTalI duHkhI haze? e vicAre IndriyaparAjaya zatakamAM kahyuM che - huM dravita thaI gayo ." jaM lahai vIyarAo sukkhaM taM muNai succiya na hu anno| bagalamAM rahelI ghoDIo vikalAMgatAnI ja jAherAta kare nahu gattAsuarao jANai suraloiyaM sukkhN|| che, caherA para meka-apanA lapeDA kadarUpatAnI jAherAta kare che. vItarAga paramAtmA je sukhanI anubhUti kare che, e ema sukhanA sAdhano pAchaLanI doTa e jAtanA du:khIpaNAnI sukhane te ja jANI zake che, bIjA nahIM. gaTaranuM Dukkara jema jAherAta kare che. devalokanA sukhane na jANI zake, tema vItarAganA sukhane aupAdhika sukhanI tRSNAe AtmAne enuM svAbhAvika jANavuM, e ApaNA gajA bahAranI vAta che. vItarAganA sukhane sukha bhUlAvI dIdhuM che. paramAtmAnuM dhyAna e bIjA zabdomAM

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kahIe to ApaNA zuddha AtmAnI smRti che. ApaNe chIe paramAtmA zuddha che. AnaMdaghana. dUdhane jo saphedInI jarUra paDe, to ApaNane caitanya azuddha thAya che rAga-dveSa-moha dvArA thatI bAhya sukhasaMyoganI jarUra paDe. AnaMdanI svayaMbhU saravANIo malinatAthI, rAga-dveSa-mohano AtmAmAM saMparka thavo enuM phUTI nIkaLe che AtmAnubhUtimAM. hRdayapradIpa patrizikAmAM nAma aMjana. paramAtmAmAM A aMjana hotuM nathI. kahyuM che - nirgatamaJjanaM yasmAt saH - nirnyjnH| na devarAjasya na cakravartiNa-stanno sukhaM rAgayutasya mnye| ( jemanAmAMthI A aMjana jatuM rahyuM che, emanuM nAma yad vItarA+ca mune saddADaDabha-niSTha vire sthiratAM prayAtiiA niraMjana. hajAro loko potAne vaMdana karatA hoya, potAnI stuti | devendra hoya ke cakravartI hoya, duniyAnA koi rAgIne karatA hoya, to ya paramAtmAne koI rAga na thAya ane hajAro evuM sukha nathI maLatuM, ke je sukha vItarAgamunine maLe che. je AtmaniSTha che, AtmAnubhUtimAM nimagna che, zuddha AtmasvarUpane pragaTa karavA mATe ratnatrayInI ArAdhanAmAM parAyaNa che, tenA cittamAM AvuM sukha pratiSThita thayA vinA rahetuM nathI. CAIdiem paramAtmAnuM bIjuM lakSaNa che caitanyamaya mUrti. cetayati vastusvarUpaM yathAvasthitamiti cetnH| je vastusvarUpanuM yathArtha saMvedana kare tenuM nAma cetana. cetanapaNuM eTale caitanya. AtmA caitanyamaya mUrti che. ghaDo mATImaya hoya, eno artha che, e mATImAMthI banelo hoya. ghaDo ane mATI alaga vastu na hoya. e rIte AtmA caitanyamaya che. caitanya e enuM svarUpa che, enuM lakSaNa che. asAdhAraNa dharma hoya e lakSaNa kahevAya. jIva sivAya bIje kyAMya na hoya. ene jIvanuM lakSaNa kahevAya. caitanya e jIvanuM lakSaNa che. A lakSaNa kyAMya ajIvamAM jovA na maLe. paNa A caitanya badhA jIvomAM samAna rIte pragaTa thayuM hotuM nathI. moTA bhAganA jIvomAM e azuddharUpe hoya che. A caitanya zuddharUpe pragaTa thayuM hoya che paramAtmAmAM. mATe nAstiko potAne gALo ApatA hoya, to ya paramAtmAne jarA paNa dveSa na thAya. kevaLajJAnano prakAza sadA mATe rAyamAna che, mATe paramAtmAne mohano koI avakAza nathI. - AvA niraMjana 'deva' eTale ja paramAtmA. 'deva'no artha paNa samajavA jevo che. divyati krIDatIti devaH je ramaNa kare che e deva. prastutamAM je AtmaramaNatAmAM niraMtara nimagna che. zuddha AtmAnI anubhUtimAM parAyaNa che. 0i al Educational

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- niraMjana paramAtmAnI prApti zI rIte thAya? sAkSAta tIrthakarano yoga maLe, e paNa dravyaprApti che. tadrupa banI javuM e bhAvaprApti che. dUdhamAM badAma paDe e badAmanI dravyaprApti che. paNa ghAsa vagere dravya pAcanakriyA dvArA dUdharUpa banI jAya, te bhAvaprApti che. te paryAyarUpe pariNamavuM enuM nAma bhAvaprApti. | niraMjana paramAtmAnI bhAva-prApti karavI hoya to CEWHERE are you finding it? It's inside you !!! aMjanathI mukta thavA mATe prayatna karavo paDe. rAga-dveSa-moha You yourself are pleasure jema jema ghaTatA jAya, tema tema paramAtmApada vadhu ne vadhu najIka emanuM nAma deva. AvA devanuM dhyAna karavuM joIe. AvatuM jAya. jeTalA jeTalA aMze rAga-dveSa-moha ghaTatA jAya, teTalA teTalA aMze paramAtmAnI bhAvaprApti thAya. dravyaprApti AnaMdaghana cetanamaya mUrati, zuddha niraMjana deva dhyAu re... paNa upAdeya che, teno paNa ghaNo mahimA che. paNa tenuM kAraNa | bahu mArmika vAta ahIM e samajavAnI che ke paramAtmAnuM. e ja ke e bhAvaprAptinuM kAraNa bane che. jo dravyaprApti e dhyAna eTale baMdha bAraNe ekAMtamAM palAThI lagAvIne paramAtmAnuM bhAvaprAptinuM kAraNa na bane, to e vyartha che. A bhAvaprAptinI ciMtana karavuM, e ja dhyAna che evuM nathI. paramAtmAnA je guNonuM dizAmAM prAmANika prayatna eTale ja niraMjana devanuM dhyAna. ahIM varNana karyuM che, te guNono abhyAsa ane tenI pariNati zuddha niraMjana pheva dhyA re.... e paNa ApekSika rIte paramAtmAnuM dhyAna che. eka nyAya che - niraMjanatvanA dhyAnano prAmANika prayatna kone guNaguNino'bhedaH kahevAya? dhAro ke paramAtmAnuM dhyAna karavA koI sAdhaka beTho guNa ane guNavAna e be vacce bheda hoto nathI. mATe che, e samaye koi kolAhala kare, ane sAdhakane gusso Ave. je AnaMda che e ja paramAtmA che. je zuddha caitanya che, e ja aDadho kalAkanuM dhyAna karavuM che, vacce UbhA thavuM nathI, bolavuM paramAtmA che, je niraMjanatva che, je devatva che, e ja paramAtmA nathI. mATe mudrA to dhyAnanI ja che, paNa manamAM samasamI gayo pariNati, A guNo sAthenuM tAdAbhya, che. jAtajAtanA vicAra-vikalpo jhapATAbaMdha pasAra thaI rahyA e paNa paramAtmAnuM dhyAna che. A dhyAna parAkASThAe pahoMce che. AmAM jAtano rAga che. kolAhala karanAra pratye dveSa che. ane tyAre paramAtmAnI samApatti thAya che. AtmA svayaM paramAtmA niraMjananA dhyAnane badale huM aMjananA duryAnamAM caDI gayo chuM banI jAya che. AnaMdaghanajI mahArAje eka anya padamAM A ja - A vAstavikatAnuM ajJAna = moha che. dhyAnanI abhilASA vyakta karI che - bhalA mANasa ! AvuM koi nimitta Ave, chatAM ya tuM niraMnana yaR no vaise mileMDo... niraMjanatvanI pariNatine avicchinna rAkhavAmAM saphaLa bane, e

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Just go inside... Ocean of Ecstasy is Waiting for you ja to niraMjananuM pAramArthika dhyAna che. ukaLATa te pote karyo. dhyAnane durdhyAna te svayaM banAvyuM. ane uparathI pelo mane dhyAna karavA deto nathI, evo AkSepa karavo, e keTaluM vyAjabI ! zaMkA H- jo pelAe avAja na karyo hota, to svastha citte dhyAna thavAnuM hatuM. to pelAnA kAraNe ja dhyAna tUTyuM ema kahevAya ne? samAdhAna H- sthUladaSTie kahI zakAya. bAkI sUkSmadRSTie to dhyAna thayuM ja na hatuM, to tUTavAno prazna ja kyAM rahe che? jyAM sudhI labdhirUpe paNa rAga-dveSa-mohanA viziSTa saMskAro paDyA che. tyAM sudhI zuddha dhyAna saMbhavita nathI. adhyAtmamArgane saMpUrNa paNe samarpita bane che zramaNa. teNe potAnA jIvananA pratyeka divasane prabhunA caraNe dharI dIdho che. jANe zramaNe prabhune potAnA 24 kalAka (ATha pahora) dharI dIdhA. ane kahyuM ke prabhu ! Apa kaho ema huM A samayano viniyoga karuM. prabhue AjJA karI ke AmAMthI 15 kalAka (pAMca pahora) svAdhyAya khAte ApI de. khUba gaMbhIra rIte vicAraNIya che paramAtmAnI A AjJA. AhAra, nidrA, saMyamacaryA jevA anivArya kAryone bAda karIne bAkIno badho ja samaya svAdhyAyane ApI devo, evo paramAtmAno spaSTa Azaya jaNAya che. mokSa kevaLajJAna pachI ja maLaze ane kevaLajJAna . kSapakazreNi vinA zakya nathI. kSapakazreNi para ArohaNa zakya bane che, mAtra zukladhyAnathI. A badhuM jANatA hovA chatAM prabhue svAdhyAyane prAdhAnya ApyuM che. enuM rahasya A ja che ke zukladhyAna paNa zakya bane che svAdhyAyathI. pratidina pAMca praharanA svAdhyAyathI rAga-dveSa-mohanA saMskAro ghasAtA jAya. Atmadravya vizuddhatara banatuM jAya, pachI AtmAmAM dhyAnanI yogyatA pragaTa thAya che. A yogyatAnA paripAkathI te dazA AtmasAt thAya che, ke jemAM dhyAna anAyAsasiddha bane che. vinA prayatne sahaja bane che. pU. haribhadrasUri mahArAjAe dhyAnanA A rahasyane pragaTa karyuM che yogadaSTisamuccayamAM - dhyAnaM ca nirmale bodhe, sadaiva hi mhaatmnaam| kSINaprAyamalaM hema, sadA kalyANameva hi|| nirmaLa bodha hAjara hoya, tyAre mahAtmAone sarva kALe dhyAna hoya che. je suvarNamAMthI maLano kSaya thai gayo che, tene 'kalyANa' kahevAya che. eka vAra 'kalyANa' banyA pachI ene pharI pharI koI prakriyA karavAnI rahetI nathI. e haMmeza mATe 'kalyANa' ja rahe che. rAga-dveSa-mohanA saMskAronA hrAsano prayatna e eka rIte dhyAna paNa che. ane bIjI rIte zuddha dhyAnanI bhUmikA paNa che. rAgAdinA saMskArono hrAsa thAya che viziSTa svAdhyAyathI.

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zaMkA :- to pachI AnaMdaghanajI mahArAje dayAnanI preraNA kema karI? svAdhyAyanI preraNA kema na karI? samAdhAna :- pitA putrane pUjA karavAnI preraNA kare. te preraNAmAM snAna, zuddhavastraparidhAna, jinAlayagamana vagere preraNAo paNa AvI ja gaI che, kAraNa ke snAna vagere vinA pUjA zakya nathI. e ja rIte yAnanI preraNAmAM paNa svAdhyAyAdi ucita yogonI preraNA AvI ja gaI che, kAraNa ke temanA vinA dhyAna paNa saMbhavita nathI. tattvArthasUtramAM kahyuM che - zukle cAdye puurvvidH| zukladhyAnanA prAraMbhanA be caraNa pUrvadhara maharSine saMbhave che. (bAkInA be caraNa kevaLajJAnIne saMbhave che.) jema utkRSTa dhyAna mATe utkRSTa zrutajJAna Avazyaka hoya che, tema madhyamAdi dayAna mATe paNa tathAvidha jJAna Avazyaka che. ane jJAnanI prApti mATe guruvinaya Adi ucita yoga pUrvaka svAdhyAya karavo, e anivArya che. krama e sarvatra Avazyaka vastu che. khetI hoya, makAna bAMdhakAma hoya ke rasoi hoya, kramanuM ullaMghana kare ene kadI sAdhyasiddhi na maLe, ulTa na thavAnuM thaI jAya. mATe adhyAtmamArgamAM paNa kramanuM upAdAna karavuM joIe. yathAzakti sadAcArasevana, guruvinaya, svAdhyAya A badhA kramanA Adara vinA sIdhe sIdhuM nirAlaMbana dhyAna karavA prayatna karavo, e pAyo khodyA vinA 'somo mALa caNavA jevuM che. arthAt e zakya nathI. zakya banatuM lAge to ene mithyA AtmasaMtoSa samajavo paDe. ane e avasthAmAM AtmAnI gati adhyAtmathI koi judI ja dizAmAM thaI rahI che, ema samajavuM paDe. AnaMdaghana cetanamaya mUrati, zuddha niraMjana deva dhyAu re... | sArabhUta AnaMda, zuddha caitanya mUrtitva, niraMjanatva ane devatva (AtmaramaNatA)... A guNone AtmasAt karavAno prAmANika prayAsa, eTale ja AtmajAgRti. A guNonI upekSA eTale ja mohanidrA. jayA sove 36 gAma vA3 re... Atman ! hajI zuM sUto che? uTha, jAga, prabhutvanI bhAvaprAptino A avasara che. paramAtmapadanI pariNatinI A aNamola taka che. ghora nidrAdhInatA dvArA e takane niSphaLa kema banAve che? nA Atman ! nA, AvI mUrkhatA nA karIza. kyA sove uTha jAga bAu re... nitye vijJAnamAnandu gharma... AtmA nitya jJAna-AnaMdasvarUpa che...

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