Book Title: Aatmsakshatkar
Author(s): Dada Bhagwan
Publisher: Dada Bhagwan Aradhana Trust
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/030002/1

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Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ cAtya sAkAra 'pAmavA mATenuM saraLa ane sacoTa vijJAna jJAnI puruSa dAdAzrI (dAdA bhagavAna) Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAnI puruSa parama pUjya dAdA bhagavAnanI divya jJAnavANI saMkalana : pUjyazrI dIpakabhAI desAI AtmasAkSAtkAra pAmavA mATe saraLa ane sacoTa vijJAna prakAzaka : zrI ajita sI. paTela, mahAvideha phAunDezana, 5, mamatApArka sosAyaTI, usmAnapurA, amadAvAda-380014. phona : (079) 27540408 (c) pUjayazrI dIpakabhAI desAI, trimaMdira, aDAlaja, ji.gAMdhInagara, gujarAta. AvRti : 30,000 jAnyuArI 2013 bhAva mUlya : parama vinaya' ane 'huM kaMI ja jANato nathI' e bhAva! | mudraka : mahAvideha phAunDezana, pArzvanAtha cembarsa, usmAnapurA, amadAvAda, Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dAdA bhagavAna' koNa? jUna 1958nI e samI sAMjano chaeka vAgyAno samaya, bhIDamAM dhamadhamatAM suratanAM sTezana para beThelA e.ema.paTela rUpI devamaMdiramAM 'dAdA bhagavAna" saMpUrNapaNe pragaTa thayA ane kudarate saryuM adhyAtmanuM adbhuta Azcarya ! eka kalAkamAM vizvadarzana lAdhyuM ! ApaNe koNa ? bhagavAna koNa ? jagata koNa calAve che? karma zuM? mukti zuM? 'I. jagatanAM tamAma AdhyAtmika praznonAM saMpUrNa phoDa paDyA ! emane prApti thaI te ja rIte mAtra be ja kalAkamAM, anyane paNa prApti karAvI ApatAM, emanA adbhUta jJAnaprayogathI ! ene akrama mArga kahyo. krama eTale pagathiye pagathiye, krame krame UMce caDhavAnuM ! akrama eTale krama vinAno, liphaTa mArga ! zorTakaTa !! teozrI svayaM pratyekane "dAdA bhagavAna koNa ?'no phoDa pADatA kahetAM ke, "A dekhAya che te "dAdA bhagavAna" nhoya, ame to jJAnI puruSa chIe ane mahIM pragaTa thayelA che te dAdA bhagavAna che, je caudalokanA nAtha che, e tamArAmAMya che, badhAmAMya che. tamArAmAM avyaktarUpe rahelA che ne "ahIM saMpUrNapaNe vyakta thayelA che ! huM pote bhagavAna nathI. mArI aMdara pragaTa thayelA dAdA bhagavAnane huM paNa namaskAra karuM chuM." AtmajJAna prAptinI pratyakSa liMka parama pUjya dAdA bhagavAna (dAdAzrI) gAmegAma-dezavideza paribhramaNa karIne mumukSu jIvone satsaMga tathA AtmajJAnanI prApti karAvatAM hatAM. dAdAzrIe potAnI hayAtImAM ja pUjya DaoN. nIrubahena amIna (nIrumA)ne AtmajJAna prApti karAvavAnI jJAnasiddhi Apela. dAdAzrInA dehavilaya bAda nIrumA te ja rIte mumukSu jIvone satsaMga tathA AtmajJAnanI prApti nimitta bhAve karAvatA hatA. pUjya dIpakabhAI desAIne dAdAzrIe satsaMga karavA mATe siddhi Apela. nIrumAnI hAjarImAM temanA AzIrvAdathI pUjya dIpakabhAI 2003thI deza-videzanAM ghaNAM gAmo-zaheromAM jaIne AtmajJAna karAvI rahyA hatA, je 2006mAM pUjya nIrumAnA dehavilaya bAda cAlu ja che. A AtmajJAna meLavyA bAda hajAro mumukSuo saMsAramAM rahIne javAbadArIo pUrI karatAM paNa mukta rahI AtmaramaNatA anubhave che. Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ akrama vijJAna Atma sAkSAtkAra pAmavA mATenuM saraLa ane sacoTa vijJAna 1. manuSya jIvanano dhyeya zuM? A to 'lAIpha' badhI phrezcara thaI gaI che. zenA sAru jIve che, tenuM bhAna nathI. A dhyeya vagaranuM jIvana, eno kaMI artha ja nathI. lakSmI Ave che ane khaI-pIne moja karIe ane Akho dahADo ciMtAvarIjha karyA karIe, e jIvanano dhyeya kema kahevAya? manuSyapaNuM maLyuM e eLe jAya eno zo artha che? eTale manuSyapaNuM maLyA pachI ApaNA dhyeyane pahoMcavA mATe zuM karavuM joIe ? saMsAranA sukho joItA hoya, bhautika sukho, to tamArI pAse je kaMI hoya te lokone Apo. A duniyAno kAyado eka ja vAkyamAM samajI jAva, A jagatanA tamAma dharmono sAra e che ke je mANasane sukha joItAM hoya, to bIjAM jIvone sukha Apo ane duHkha joItuM hoya to duHkha Apo. je anukULa Ave te Apo. have koI kaheze ke sukha lokone ame kevI rIte ApIe, amArI pAse paisA nathI. to paisAthI apAya che evuM ekaluM ja nathI, enI joDe oblAIjhiMga necara rAkhI zakAya, eno dhakko khaI zakAya ane salAha ApI zakAya, badhI aneka rIte oblAIjha karI zakIe ema che. be prakAranA dhyeya, sAMsArika ane AtyaMtika Ama be prakAranA dhyeya nakkI karavA joIe ke ApaNe saMsAramAM evI rIte rahevuM, evI rIte jIvavuM ke koIne trAsa na thAya, koIne duHkhadAyI na thaI paDIe. evI rIte ApaNe sArA UMcA satsaMgI puruSo, sAcA puruSo bheguM rahevuM ane kusaMgamAM na pesavuM evo kaMI dhyeya hovo joIe. ane bIjA dhyeyamAM to pratyakSa "jJAnI puruSa' maLI jAya to emanI pAsethI AtmajJAna meLavI) temanA satsaMgamAM rahevuM, Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tenAthI to tamArA dareka kAma thAya, badhAM "pajhala" "solva thaI jAya (ane mokSa prApta thAya). eTale manuSyano chevaTano dhyeya zuM ? mokSe javAno ja, e ja dhyeya hovo joIe. tamAreya mokSe ja javuM che ne ? kyAM sudhI bhaTakavuM ? anaMta avatArathI bhaTaka bhaTaka.. kaMI bhaTakavAmAM bAkI ja nathI rAkhyuM ne ! zAthI bhaTakavAnuM thayuM ? kAraNa ke huM koNa chuM' te ja nA jANyuM. potAnA svarUpane ja jANyuM nathI. potAnuM svarUpa jANavuM joIe. "pote koNa che" e nA jANavuM joIe ? ATaluM badhuM pharyA toya nA jANyuM tame ? ekalA paisA kamAvA pAchaLa paDyA cho? mokSanuMya thoDughaNuM karavuM joIe ke nA karavuM joIe ? manuSyo kharekhara paramAtmA thaI zake che. potAnuM paramAtmapaNuM prApta karavuM e chellAmAM chello dhyeya che. mokSa, be sTeje praznakartA : mokSano artha sAdhAraNa rIte ApaNe janma-maraNamAMthI mukti ema karIe chIe. dAdAzrI : hA, e kharuM che. paNa e chellI mukti che, e sekanDarI sTeja che. paNa pahelA sTejamAM, pahelo mokSa eTale saMsArI duHkhano abhAva varte. saMsAranA duHkhamAMya duHkha aDe nahIM, upAdhimAMya samAdhi rahe, e pahelo mokSa. ane pachI A deha chUTe tyAre AtyaMtika mokSa che. paNa pahelo mokSa ahIM thavo joIe. mAro mokSa thaI ja gayelo che ne ! saMsAramAM rahe chatAM paNa saMsAra aDe nahIM evo mokSa thaI javo joIe. te A akrama vijJAnathI evuM thaI zake ema che. 2. AtmajJAnathI zAzvata sukhanI prApti jIva mAtra zuM khoLe che ? AnaMda khoLe che, paNa ghaDIvAra AnaMda maLato nathI. lagnamAM jAya ke nATakamAM jAya, paNa vaLI pAchuM duHkha Ave che. je sukha pachI duHkha Ave ene sukha kahevAya ja kema ? e to mUchano AnaMda kahevAya. sukha to "paramenanTa' hoya. A to 'TempararI' sukha che Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ne pAchuM kalpita che, mAneluM che. dareka AtmA zuM khoLe che? kAyamanuM sukha, zAzvata sukha khoLe che. te "AmAMthI Avaze, AmAMthI Avaze. A lauM. Ama karuM, baMgalo baMdhAvuM to sukha Avaze, gADI lauM to sukha Avaze." ema karyA kare che paNa kazuM AvatuM nathI. UlaTo vadhAre ne vadhAre jaMjALomAM gUMcAya che. sukha potAnI mahIM ja che, AtmAmAM ja che. eTale AtmA prApta kare to (sanAtana) sukha ja prApta thAya. sukha ane duHkha jagatamAM badhA ja sukha khoLe che paNa sukhanI vyAkhyA ja nathI nakkI karatA. "sukha evuM hovuM joIe ke jenA pachI kyAreya paNa duHkha nA Ave." evuM ekeya sukha A jagatamAM hoya to khoLI kADha, jA. zAzvata sukha to potAmAM-svamAM ja che. pote anaMta sukhanuM dhAma che ne loko nAzavaMta cIjamAM sukha khoLavA nIkaLyA che ! sanAtana sukhanI zodha jo sanAtana sukha prApta thaI gayuM, ane pachI saMsAranuM duHkha nA aDe to e AtmAnI mukti thaI gaI. sanAtana sukha, enuM nAma ja mokSa. bIjA mokSanuM ApaNe zuM kAma che ? ApaNane sukha joIe che. Apane sukha game che ke nathI gamatuM? e kaho mane. praznakartA H ene mATe to phAMphA che badhA. dAdAzrI: hA, te sukha paNa TempararI nathI phAvatuM. e sukhanI pachI duHkha Ave, eTale e gamatuM nathI. sanAtana sukha hoya to duHkha Ave nahIM, evuM sukha joIe che. te e sukha maLe, enuM nAma mokSa.mokSano artha zo ? tyAre kahe ke saMsArI duHkhano abhAva thavo, enuM nAma mokSa ! nahIM to duHkhano abhAva rahe nahIM koIneya ! eka to, A bahAranuM vijJAna to A jagatanA sAyanTisTo karyA ja kare che ne ! ane bIjuM, A AMtara vijJAna kahevAya che, je potAne Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sanAtana sukha tarapha laI jAya che. eTale potAnuM sanAtana sukha prApta karAve e AtmavijJAna kahevAya ane A TempararI eDajasTamenTavALuM sukha kare, e A badhuM bAhya vijJAna kahevAya. bAhya vijJAna to chevaTe vinAzI che ne vinAza karanAruM che ane 'A' akrama vijJAna sanAtana che ane sanAtana karanAruM che ! 3. I & Mv are separate 'jJAtI' ja maulika phoDa Ape 'I' e bhagavAna ane 'My' e mAyA. 'My' is Relative to 'I'. 'I' is Real, AtmAnAM guNonuM A 'I' mAM AropaNa karo toya 'tamArI' zaktio bahu vadhI jAya. mULa AtmA ekadama 'jJAnI' sivAya nA jaDe, paNa A 'I' and 'My' taddana judAM ja che. evuM badhAMne, phorenanA lokone paNa jo samajAya to temanI upAdhio ghaNI ochI thai jAya. A sAyansa che. akrama vijJAnanI A AdhyAtmika risarcanI taddana navI ja rIta che. 'I' e svAyatta bhAva che ane 'My' e mAlikI bhAva che. separeTa I enDa My tamane kahyuM hoya ke separeTa I enDa My vitha separeTara, to tame I ane My separeTa karI lAvo kharAM ? I enDa My separeTa karavA jevuM kharuM ke nahIM ? jagatamAM kadI jANavuM to paDaze ne ! separeTa I enDa My. jema dUdhanuM separeTara hoya che ne, temAMthI malAIne judI pADe che ne ? evuM A juduM pADavAnuM. tamAre My jevI kazuM vastu che ? I ekalA cho ke My sAthe che ? praznakartA : My sAthe hoya ne ! dAdAzrI : zuM zuM My che tamAre ? praznakartA : mAruM ghara ane gharanI badhI vastuo. 4 Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dAdAzrI : badhI tamArI kahevAya ? ane vAIpha konI kahevAya ? praznakartA : e paNa mArI. dAdAzrI : ane chokarAM konA ? praznakartA: e paNa mArA. dAdAzrI : ane A ghaDiyALa kone ? praznakartA H e paNa mAruM che. dAdAzrI : ane hAtha konA che ? praznakartA: hAtha paNa mArA che. dAdAzrI : pachI "mAruM mAthuM, mAruM boDI, mArA paga, mArA kAna, mArI AMkho' evuM kahezo. A zarIramAM badhI ja vastune "mAruM" kahe che, tyAre "mAruM" kahenAra tame koNa cho ? e vicAryuM nathI ? "mAya nema Ijha caMdubhAI* bole ane pachI kahezo "huM caMdubhAI chuM', AmAM kaMI virodhAbhAsa nathI lAgato ? praznakartA : lAge che. dAdAzrI : tame caMdubhAI cho, have AmAM 1 enDa My be che. A I enDa My e be relavelAIna judI ja hoya. perelala ja rahe che, koI dahADo ekAkAra thatuM ja nathI. chatAMya tame ekAkAra mAno cho, te samajIne AmAMthI Myne separeTa karI nAkho. tamArAmAM je My che ne, e bAjue mUko. My hArTa, to e bAjue mUko. A zarIramAMthI bIjuM zuM zuM separeTa karavAnuM hoya ? praznakartA : paga, Indriyo. dAdAzrI : hA. badhuM ja. pAMca Indriyo, pAMca karmendriyo mana-buddhicitta-ahaMkAra badhuM ja. * caMdubhAInI jagyAe vAcake potAnuM nAma samajavuM. Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ che ? pachI 'My IgoIjhama' bole che ke 'I ema IgoIjhama' bole praznakartA : My IgoIjhama. dAdAzrI : 'My IgoIjhama' bolazo to eTaluM juduM pADI zakazo. paNa tethI AgaLa je che, emAM tamAro bhAga zuM che te tame jANatA nathI. eTale pachI pUrepUruM separezana thAya nahIM. tamAruM amuka ja hada sudhI jANo. tame sthULa vastu ja jANo cho, sUkSmamAM jANatA ja nathI. A to sUkSma bAda karavAnuM, e pachI sUkSmatara bAda karavAnuM, pachI sUkSmatama bAda karavAnuM e jJAnI puruSanuM ja kAma. paNa eka-eka sperapArTasa badhA bAda karatAM karatAM jaIe to I ne My e be juduM thaI zake kharuM ne ? I ne My be judAM pADatAM chevaTe zuM rahe ? Myne bAjue mUko, to chevaTe zuM rahyuM ? praznakartA : I. dAdAzrI : te I e ja tame cho ! basa, te I ne rIyalAIjha karavAnuM che. tyAM amArI (jJAnInI) jarUra paDe. huM e badhuM ja tamane chuTuM pADI ApuM. pachI tamane 'huM zuddhAtmA chuM' evo anubhava thayA kare. anubhava thavo joie. ane joDe joDe divyacakSu paNa ApuM chuM eTale Atmavat sarva bhUteSu (badhAmAM ja AtmA) dekhAya. 4. 'huM'nI oLakhANa kevI rIte ? japa-tapa, vrata te niyama praznakartA : vrata, tapa, niyama e jarUrI che ke nahIM ? dAdAzrI : evuM che, A 'kemisTa'ne tyAM jeTalI davAo che e badhI jarUrI che paNa te lokone jarUrI che, tamAre to je davAnI jarUra che eTalI 6 Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ja zIzI tamAre lai javAnI. evuM vrata, tapa, niyama A badhAnI jarUra che. A jagatamAM kazuM khoTuM nathI. japa-tapa kazuM khoTuM nathI, paNa sahu sahunI dRSTie, sahunI apekSAe satya che. praznakartA : tapa ane kriyAthI mukti maLe kharI ? dAdAzrI : tapa ane kriyAthI phaLa maLe, mukti nA maLe. lImaDo vAvIe to kaDavAM phaLa maLe ane AMbo vAvIe to mIThAM phaLa maLe. tAre je phaLa joituM hoya tevuM bI vAva. mokSa mATenuM tapa to juduM ja hoya, aMtaratapa hoya. tyAre loko evuM samajyA ke te A bahArathI tapa laI beThA e. A bahA2 jeTalA tapa dekhAya che, paNa AvuM tapa nahIM. e badhA enuM phaLa puNya Avaze. mokSe javA aMtara tapa joIe, adITha tapa. praznakartA : maMtrajApathI mokSa maLe ke jJAnamArgathI mokSa maLe ? dAdAzrI : maMtrajApa tamane saMsAramAM zAMti Ape. manane zAMta kare e maMtra, enAthI bhautika sukho maLe ane mokSa to jJAnamArga vagara nathI. ajJAnathI baMdhana che ane jJAnathI mukti che. A jagatamAM je jJAna cAle che te IndriyajJAna che e bhrAMti che ne atindriya jJAna e ja daraasala jJAna che. jene potAnA svarUpanI oLakha karI mokSe javuM hoya tene kriyAonI jarUra nathI. jene bhautika sukho joItAM hoya, tene kriyAonI jarUra che. mokSe javuM hoya tene to jJAna ane jJAnInI AjJA benI ja jarUra che. jJAtI ja oLakhAve 'huM'te praznakartA : Apa kaho cho ke tame tamArI jAtane oLakho to e jAtane oLakhavA zuM karavuM ? dAdAzrI : e to mArI pAse AvavAnuM. tamAre kahI devAnuM ke amAre amArI jAtane oLakhavI che, eTale huM tamane oLakhANa pADI dauM. Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ praznakartA : "huM koNa chuM' e jANavAnI je vAta che, te A saMsAramAM rahIne kevI rIte bane ? dAdAzrI : to kyAM rahIne jANI zakAya e? saMsAra sivAya bIjI koI jagyA che ke tyAM rahevAya ? A jagatamAM badhA saMsArI ja che ne badhA saMsAramAM ja rahe che. ahIM "huM koNa chuM ?" e jANavA maLe evuM che. 'tame koNa cho" e samajavA mATenuM ja A sAyansa che ahIM AgaLa. ahIMyAM Avajo, ame tamane oLakhAvaDAvIzuM. mokSano saraLa upAya. je mukta thayelA hoya tyAM AgaLa jaIne ApaNe kahIe ke sAheba, mArI mukti karI Apo ! e ja chellAmAM chello upAya, sArAmAM sAro upAya. "pote koNa che e jJAna nakkI thaI jAya to ene mokSagati maLe. ane jo AtmajJAnI nA maLe to tyAM sudhI) AtmajJAnInAM pustako vAMcavAM joIe. AtmA e sAyanTiphika vastu che. e pustakothI prApta thAya evI vastu nathI. e enAM guNadharmasahita che, cetana che ane e ja paramAtmA che. enI oLakha thaI gaI eTale thaI gayuM, kalyANa thaI gayuM ane te ja tame cho pAchAM ! mokSamArgamAM tapa-tyAga kazuM karavAnuM hoya nahIM. mAtra jo jJAnI puruSa maLe to jJAnInI AjJA e ja dharma ane AjJA e ja tapa. ane e ja jJAna, darzana, cAritra ane tapa che, jenuM pratyakSa phaLa mokSa che. | 'jJAnI puruSa' maLe to ja mokSano mArga sahelo ne saraLa thai jAya, khIcaDI karatAMya sahelo thai jAya. 5. huMnI oLakhANa - jJAnI puruSa thakI 1) jarUra, gurunI ke jJAtItI ? praznakartA H dAdA maLyA pahelAM koIne guru mAnyA hoya to eNe zuM karavuM ? Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dAdAzrI : tyAM nA javuM hoya to javuM ja evuM pharajiyAta nathI. ApaNe javuM hoya to javAnuM ane nA javuM hoya to nA javuM. emane duHkha nA thAya eTalA mATe ya javuM joIe. ApaNe vinaya rAkhavo joIe. ahIM AgaLa "jJAna" letI vakhate mane ko'ka pUche ke, "have huM guru choDI dauM?" tyAre huM kahuM ke "nA choDIza alyA. e gurunA pratApe to ahIM sudhI Avyo che." saMsAranuM jJAneya guru vagara thAya nahIM ane mokSanuM jJAneya guru vagara thAya nahI. vyavahAranA guru vyavahAra mATe che ane jJAnI puruSa nizcayane mATe che. vyavahAra rileTiva che ane nizcaya riyala che. rileTiva mATe guru joIe ane riyala mATe jJAnI puruSa joIe. praznakartA evuM paNa kahe chene ke guru vagara jJAna kevI rIte maLe? dAdAzrI : guru to rasto dekhADe, mArga dekhADe ne "jJAnI puruSa" jJAna Ape. "jJAnI puruSa' eTale jene jANavAnuM kazuM bAkI nathI, pote tasvarUpamAM beThA che. eTale "jJAnI puruSa' badhuM tamane Ape ane guru to saMsAramAM tamane rasto dekhADe, emanA kahyA pramANe karIe to saMsAramAM sukhI thaIe. Adhi, vyAdhi ne upAdhimAM samAdhi apAve te jJAnI puruSa'. praznakartA: jJAna guruthI maLe, paNa je gurue pote AtmasAkSAtkAra karyo hoya tenA hastaka ja jJAna maLe ne ? dAdAzrI e "jJAnI puruSa' hovA joIe ane pAchuM ekalo Atma sAkSAtkAra karAvyuM kazuM vaLe evuM nathI. "jJAnI puruSa' to "A jagata kevI rIte cAle che ? pote koNa che ? A koNa che ?" evA badhA phoDa Ape tyAre kAma pUruM thAya evuM che. bAkI, pustakonI pAchaLa paDa paDa karIe, paNa pustako to "helpara' che. e mukhya vastu nathI. e sAdhAraNa kAraNo che, e asAdhAraNa kAraNo nathI. asAdhAraNa kAraNa kayuM che ? "jJAnI puruSa'! Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ arpaNa vidhi koNa karAvI zake ? praznakartA H A jJAna letAM pahelA je arpaNa vidhi karAvIe chIene, emAM gurune pahelA arpaNa vidhi karI dIdhI hoya, pachI pharIthI arpaNa vidhi karIe, e barAbara nA kahevAya ne ? dAdAzrI : arpaNa vidhi to guru karAve nahIM. A to zuM zuM arpaNa karavAnuM ? AtmA sivAya badhuMya. eTale badhuM arpaNa koi kare ja nahIM ne ! arpaNa thAyeya nahIM ane koi guru e kahe nahIM. e to tamane mArga dekhADe. e 'gAiDa' tarIke kAma kare. ane ame to guru nahIM, ame to jJAnI puruSa ane A to bhagavAnanA darzana karavAnA che. mane arpaNa nahIM karavAnuM, A to bhagavAnane arpaNa karavAnuM che. AtmAtubhUti kevI rIte thAya ? praznakartA : 'huM AtmA chuM' enuM jJAna kevI rIte thAya ? kaI rIte pote anubhUti karI zake ? dAdAzrI : e anubhUti karAvavA mATe to 'ame' (jJAnI) beThAM chIe. ahIM AgaLa ame 'jJAna' ApIe chIe tyAre 'AtmA' ane 'anAtmA' bannene judAM pADI ApIe chIe ane pachI ghera mokalIe chIe. jJAnanI prApti potAthI thAya tema nathI. potAnAthI thaI zakatuM hoya to A sAdhu, saMnyAsI badhAM ja karIne beThAM hota. paNa tyAM to 'jJAnI puruSa'nuM ja kAma. 'jJAnI puruSa' enAM nimitta che. jema A davAo mATe DaoNkTaranI jarUra paDe ke nA paDe? ke pachI tame jAte ghera davAo banAvI lo cho ? tyAM AgaLa kevAM jAgRta raho cho ke kaMIka bhUla thaze to marI javAze ! ane A AtmA saMbaMdhI jAte 'mikScara' banAvI le che! zAstro potAnA DahApaNe, gurugama vinA vAMcyA ne 'mikScara' banAvI pI gayAM. ene bhagavAne svacchaMda kahyuM. A svacchaMdathI 10 Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ to anaMta avatAranuM maraNa thayuM! peluM to eka ja avatAranuM maraNa hatuM !!! akrama jJAtathI mokSa rokaDo jJAnI puruSa' atyAre pratyakSa che to mArga paNa maLe; nahIM to A lokoya ghaNA vicAro kare che, paNa mArga jaDe nahIM ne avaLe raste jAya. jJAnI puruSa' to ko'ka phero ekAda hoya ane enI pAse jJAna maLe ne AtmAnubhava thAya. mokSa to ahIM rokaDo thavo joie. ahIM ja sadehe mokSa vartAvo joie. te A akrama jJAnathI rokaDo mokSa maLI jAya ne anubhava paNa thAya evuM che ! jJAtI ja karAve, AtmA-atAtyAno bheda A vIMTImAM sonuM ane tAMbuM be mahIM bhegAM thayelA hoya, ene ApaNe gAmamAM ghera laI jaIe ke bhaI, Ane chUTuM karI Apone !! to badhA loka karI Ape ? koI karI Ape ? praznakartA: sonI ja karI Ape. dAdAzrI : jeno A dhaMdho che, je AmAM esparTa che, te sonuM ane tAMbuM bane juduM karI Ape, so e so TacanuM sonuM juduM karI Ape. kAraNa ke e beunA guNadharma jANe che ke sonAnA AvA guNadharma che ne tAMbAnA AvAM guNadharma che. evI ja rIte jJAnI puruSa AtmAnA guNadharma jANe che ne anAtmAnAye guNadharma jANe che. A vIMTImAM sonuM ane tAMbuM micara thaI gayuM hoya che, eTale ene chUTuM pADI zakAya. sonuM ane tAMbu e be kampAunDa svarUpe thayuM hoya, to te chUTuM paDI zake nahIM. kAraNa ke nahIM to guNadharma judI ja jAtanA thaI jAya. evI rIte AnI aMdara cetana ane acetana badhuM milcara che, e kampAunDa svarUpa thayeluM nathI. eTale pharI svabhAvane kADhI zakAya. kampAunDa thayuM hoya to jaData ja nahIM. cetananAye guNadharma jaData 11 Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nahIM ne acetananAMye guNadharma jaData nahIM ne tIsaro ja guNadharma Ubho thaI jAta. paNa evuM nathI. e to milcara thayeluM che khAlI. jJAnI puruSa, varlDatA greTesTa sAyanTisTa e to "jJAnI puruSa' ke je "varlDanA 'greTesTa sAyanTisTa' hoya te ja jANe, ne te ja chUTuM pADI zake. AtmA-anAtmAnuM vibhAjana karI Ape eTaluM ja nahIM, paNa tamArAM pApone bALIne bhasmIbhUta karI Ape, divyacakSu Ape ane "A jagata zuM che ? kevI rIte cAle che ? koNa calAve che ?" vagere badhA ja phoDa pADI Ape, tyAre ApaNuM pUrNa kAma thAya. karoDo avatAranI puNya jAge tyAre "jJAnI'nAM darzana thAya, nahIM to darzana kyAMthI hoya ? jJAnanI prApti karavA mATe "jJAnI' ne oLakha, bIjo koI rasto nathI. zodhanArAne maLI Ave ja. 6. "jJAnI puruSa' koNa ? saMta ane jJAtInI vyAkhyA praznakartA: A saMto badhA je thaI gayA che ane jJAnImAM aMtara keTaluM ? dAdAzrI : je nabaLuM choDAvaDAve ne sAruM pakaDAve; khoTuM karavAnuM choDAvaDAve ane sAruM karavAnuM pakaDAve, enuM nAma saMta kahevAya. pApakarmathI bacAve e saMta, paNa pApa-puNya bannethI bacAve, enuM nAma jJAnI puruSa kahevAya. saMta puruSa sAce raste caDhAve ane jJAnI puruSa mukti apAve. jJAnI puruSa to chelve sTezana kahevAya, tyAM to ApaNuM kAma ja kADhI nAkhe. sAcA jJAnI koNa ? ke jene ahaMkAra ne mamatA beu nA hoya. AtmAno anubhava jene saMpUrNa thayo che e "jJAnI puruSa' kahevAya. e AkhA brahmAMDanuM varNana ApI zake. badhA ja javAbo ApI zake. jJAnI puruSa eTale varlDanI ajAyabI kahevAya. jJAnI puruSa eTale pragaTa dIvo kahevAya. 1 2 Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAtI puruSatI oLakhANa praznakartA : jJAnI puruSane oLakhavA kevI rIte ? dAdAzrI : jJAnI puruSa to emane ema ja oLakhAya evAM hoya. emanI sugaMdhI ja oLakhAya evI hoya. emanuM vAtAvaraNa ora jAtanuM hoya ! emanI vANI ora jAtanI hoya ! emanA zabdo uparathI khabara paDI jAya. are ! emanI AMkha joIne ja khabara paDI jAya. bAkI, jJAnI pAse to bahu khAtarI hoya, jabarajasta khAtarI ! ane emano zabdezabda zAstrarUpe hoya, jo samajaNa paDe to. emanA vANI-vartana ne vinaya manohara hoya, mananuM haraNa kare evuM hoya. eTale badhA bahu lakSaNo hoya. jJAnI puruSa abudha hoya. je AtmAnA jJAnI hoya ne, te to parama sukhI hoya ane duHkha kiMcitmAtra hoya nahIM. eTale tyAM AgaLa ApaNuM kalyANa thAya. jyAM pote potAnuM kalyANa karIne beThA hoya, te ApaNuM kalyANa kare. pote taryA, te ApaNane tAre. tyAM lAkho mANasa tarI pAra nIkaLI jAya. zrImad rAjacaMdre zuM kahyuM ke 'jJAnI puruSa' koNa ? jene kiMcitmAtra koI paNa prakAranI spRhA nathI, duniyAmAM koI prakAranI bhIkha jene nathI, upadeza ApavAnIye jene bhIkha nathI ke ziSyonIye bhIkha nathI, koIne sudhAravAnIye bhIkha nathI, koI paNa jAtano garva nathI, gAravatA nathI, potApaNuM nathI e. 7. jJAnI puruSa - e.ema.paTela (dAdAzrI) dAdA bhagavAna, je cauda lokano nAtha che. e tamArAmAMya che, paNa tamArAmAM pragaTa nathI thayelAM. tamArAmAM avyakta rIte rahelA che ane ahIM vyakta thayelA che. te vyakta thayelA, e phaLa Ape evA che. eka phero ApaNe bolIene toya kAma nIkaLI jAya evuM che. paNa oLakhIne bolIe to kalyANa thaI jAya ane sAMsArika cIjonI jo aDacaNa hoyane to teya dUra thaI jAya. 13 Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ A dekhAya che e 'dAdA bhagavAna' nhoya. tame A dekhAya che, ene "dAdA bhagavAna' jANatAM hazo, nahIM ? paNa A dekhAya che, e to bhAdaraNanA paTela che, huM 'jJAnI puruSa" chuM. ane mahIM pragaTa thayelA che te dAdA bhagavAna che. huM pote bhagavAna nathI. mArI aMdara pragaTa thayelA dAdA bhagavAnane huM paNa namaskAra karuM chuM. amAre dAdA bhagavAna joDe judApaNAno vyavahAra ja che. tyAre loko ema jANe ke e pote ja dAdA bhagavAna che. nA, pote dAdA bhagavAna kevI rIte thAya ? A to paTela che bhAdaraNanA. (A jJAna lIdhA pachI) A dAdAnI AjJA pALavI eTale e "e. ema. paTelanI AjJA nathI. khuda "dAdA bhagavAnanI, je cauda lokano nAtha che, emanI AjJA che enI gerenTI ApuM chuM. A to mArI mAraphata badhI vAta nIkaLI che A. eTale tamAre e AjJA pALavAnI. mArI AjJA nathI, e dAdA bhagavAnanI AjJA che. huMye e bhagavAnanI AjJAmAM rahuM 8. kramika mArga - akrama mArga mokSe javAnA be mArga : eka "kramika mArga ne bIjo "akrama mArga'. kramika eTale pagathiye pagathiye caDhavAnuM. jema jema parigraha ochAM karatAM karatAM jAva tyAre tema tema mokSe pahoMcADe, teya ghaNAM kALe ane A akrama vijJAna eTale zuM? pagathiyAM nahIM caDhavAnAM, liphaTamAM besI javAnuM ne bArame mALe caDhI javAnuM, evo A liphaTamArga nILyo che. sIdhuM ja liphaTamAM besIne, bairI-chokarAM sAthe chokarA-chokarIo paraNAvIne badhuM ja karIne pAchuM mokSe javAnuM. A badhuM ja karatAM tamAro mokSa nA jAya. Avo akrama mArga te apavAda mArga paNa kahevAya che. te dara dasa lAkha varase pragaTa thAya che. te A liphaTamArgamAM je besI gayA, tenuM kalyANa thaI gayuM. huM to nimitta chuM. A liphaTamAM je beThAM eno ukela AvI jAya ne ! ukela to lAvavo ja paDazene ? ApaNe mokSa javAnA ja chIe, te liphaTamAM beThAnI khAtarI pAchI thavI joIe ke 14 Page #18 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nA thavI joIe ? enI khAtarI eTale krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha thAya nahIM, ArtadhyAna-raudradhyAna nA thAya. eTale pUrNa kAma thaI gayuM ne ? akrama saraLatAthI karAve AtmAnubhUti kramika mArgamAM to keTalo badho prayatna kare tyAre AtmAno khyAla Ave, teya jhAMkho jhAMkho ane lakSa to bese ja nahIM. emane lakSamAM rAkhavuM paDe ke AtmA Avo che ane akrama mArgamAM to sIdho AtmAnubhava ja thAya che. mAthuM duHkhe, bhUkha lAge, perAlisIsa thAya, bahAra game teTalI muzkelIo Ave, paNa mahIM zAtA jatI nathI ene AtmAnubhava kahyo. AtmAnubhava to duHkhaneya sukha karI Ape ane mithyAtvIne to sukhamAMya duHkha lAge. A akrama vijJAna che eTale ATaluM jaladI samati thAya che, A to bahu UMcI jAtanuM vijJAna che. AtmA ne anAtmA vacce eTale tamArI ne pArakI cIja ema be vaheMcaNI karI ApIe. A tamAro bhAga ane A bhAga tamAro nahIM, be vacce vidhina vana avara (mAtra eka kalAkamAM ja) lAIna oNpha DimArkezana (bhedarekhA) nAkhI ApuM. tame jAte mAthAkUTa karavA jAva to lAkha avatAreya ThekANuM nahIM paDe. 'mane' maLyo te adhikArI praznakartA : A mArga Avo sahelo che, to pachI koI adhikAra jevuM jovAnuM ja nahIM ? game tene mATe e zakya ? dAdAzrI : loko mane pUche ke, 'huM adhikArI kharo ?" tyAre meM kahyuM, 'mane maLyo mATe tuM adhikArI.' A maLavuM e sAyaMTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDansa che AnI pAchaLa. eTale amane je koI mANasa bhego thAya, ene adhikArI mAnavAmAM Ave che. e bhego zA AdhAre thAya che ? e adhikArI che tenA AdhAre mane bhego thAya che. mane bhego thAya chatAM ene prApti nA thAya, to pachI ene aMtarAyakarma naDe che. 15 Page #19 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kramamAM karavAnuM te akramamAM... eka bhAIe eka phera prazna pUchayo ke krama ne akramamAM phera zo? tyAre meM kahyuM ke, krama eTale badhAM kahe ke A avaLuM choDo ne savaLuM karo. badhAM e ja ke' ke karyA kare, enuM nAma kramika mArga. krama eTale badhAM choDavAnuM kahe, A kapaTa-lobha choDo ne sAruM karo. e ja tame joyuM ne atyAra sudhI ? ane A akrama eTale karavAnuM nahIM karomi-karosikaroti nahIM ! akrama vijJAna to bahu moTI ajAyabI kahevAya. A jJAna lIdhA pachI mANasa bIje dahADe pheraphAra thaI jAya. A sAMbhaLatA ja loko mAnI jAya ne ahIM kheMcAI Ave. akramamAM mULeya aMdarathI ja zarUAta thAya che. kramika mArgamAM zuddhatA paNa aMdarathI thaI zake nahIM, enuM kAraNa kepesiTI nathI, evI mazInarI nathI eTale bahAranI rIta lIdhI che. paNa te bahAranI rIta aMdara kyAre pahoMce ? mana-vacana-kAyAnI ekatA hoya tyAre aMdara pahoMce ane pachI aMdara zarUAta thAya. mULamAM to atyAre) mana-vacana-kAyAnI ekatA rahI nathI. ekAtmayoga tUTatAM apavAde pragaTyo akrama jagate sTepa bAya sTepa, krame krame karIne AgaLa vadhavAno mokSamArga khoLI kADhelo che. paNa te kyAM sudhI sAco ke manamAM hoya, evuM vANImAM bole ane evuM vartanamAM hoya tyAM sudhI e mokSamArga cAlyA kare. nahIM to e mArga baMdha thaI jAya. te A kALamAM mana-vacanakAyAnI ekatA tUTI gaI che eTale kramika mArga phrekyara thaI gayo che. tethI kahuM chuM ne A kramika mArganuM bejhamenTa saDI gayuM che, eTale A akrama nIkaLyo che. ahIM badhuM elAu thAya che, tuM jevo hoya evo. ahIM tuM mane bhego thayone, mATe basa ! eTale ApaNe to bIjI bahAranI bhAMjagaDo ja nahIM karavAnI. 16 Page #20 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAnIkRpAthI prApti praznakartA : Ape je akrama mArga kahyo te ApanA jevA "jJAnI" mATe barAbara che, sahelo che. paNa amArA jevA sAmAnya, saMsAramAM rahetA kAma karatA lokone mATe e agharo che. to ene mATe zo upAya ? dAdAzrI : "jJAnI puruSa'ne tyAM bhagavAna pragaTa thai gayelA hoya, cauda lokanA nAtha pragaTa thayelA hoya; evA "jJAnI puruSa' bhegA thAya to zuM bAkI rahe ? tamArI zaktithI karavAnuM nathI, emanI kRpAthI thavAnuM che. kRpAthI badho ja pheraphAra thAya. mATe ahIM to tame mAMgo te badhoya hisAba pUro thAya. tamAre kazuM karavAnuM nahIM. tamAre to "jJAnI puruSa'nI AjJAmAM ja rahevAnuM. A to "akrama vijJAna che. eTale rUbarU A bhagavAna pAse kAma kADhI levAnuM, ane te ApaNane kSaNe kSaNe (hAja2) rahe, kalAka-be kalAka ja nahIM. praznakartA eTale emane badhuM soMpI dIdhuM hoya eTale e ja badhuM kare ? dAdAzrI : e ja badhuM kare, tamAre kazuM karavAnuM nahIM. karavAthI to karma baMdhAya. tamAre to khAlI liphaTamAM besavAnuM. liphaTamAM besI) pAMca AjJAo pALavAnI. liphaTamAM beThA pachI mahIM kUdAkUda karazo nahIM, hAtha bahAra kADhazo nahIM, eTaluM ja tamAre karavAnuM. ko'ka vakhata Avo mArga nIkaLe che, te puNyazALIone mATe ja che. "varlDanuM A agiyAramuM Azcarya kahevAya! jene TikiTa maLI gaI tenuM kAma thaI gayuM. "akrama mArga' cAlu ja che AmAM mAro hetu ATalo ja che ke huM je sukhane pAmyo e sukhane tameya pAmo. eTale AvuM vijJAna" je pragaTa thayuM che e emane ema dabAI javAnuM nathI. ame amArI pAchaLa jJAnIonI vaMzAvaLI mUkI jaIzuM, amArA vArasadAra mUkatA jaIzuM ane tyAra pachI jJAnIonI lIMka cAlu raheze. mATe sajIvana mUrti khoLajo. enA vagara ukela Ave tema nathI. 17 Page #21 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ huM to keTalAMka jaNane mAre hAthe siddhi karI ApavAno chuM. pachI pAchaLa joIe ke nA joIe ? pAchaLa lokone mArga to joIze ne ? 9. jJAnavidhi zuM che ? praznakartA : ApanI jJAnividha e zuM che ? dAdAzrI : jJAnavidhi to pudgala ane AtmAnuM separezana kare che (chUTuM pADe che) ! zuddha cetana ane pudgala, benuM separezana. praznakartA : e siddhAMta to barAbara che paNa enI rIta zuM che e jANavuM che ? dAdAzrI : ApavAnuM evuM kazuM hotuM nathI, ahIM besIne A jema che ema bolavAnI jarUra che ('pote koNa che' enuM bhAna karAvavAno be kalAkano jJAnaprayoga hoya che. temAM aDatAlIsa miniTa AtmA-anAtmAnAM bheda pADanArAM bhedavijJAnanAM vAkyo bolAvavAmAM Ave che. have te badhAe sAmUhikamAM bolavAnA hoya che. tyAra bAda eka kalAka 'pAMca AjJAo' dAkhalA sAthe vigatavAra samajAvavAmAM Ave che, ke have pachInuM jIvana kevI rIte pasAra karavuM jethI navAM karmo baMdhAya nahIM, jUnA karmo saMpUrNa pUrAM thAya ne sAthe sAthe 'huM zuddhAtmA chuM'nuM lakSa kAyama rahyAM kare.) 10. jJAnavidhimAM zuM thAya che? ame jJAna ApIe, enAthI karma bhasmIbhUta thaI jAya che ane te ghaDIe ghaNAM AvaraNo tUTI jAya che. tyAre bhagavAnanI kRpA thatAMnI sAthe ja e pote jAgRta thaI jAya che. jAgyA pachI e jAgRti jatI nathI. pachI niraMtara jAgRta rahevAya. eTale niraMtara pratIti rahevAnI ja. AtmAno anubhava thaI gayo eTale dehAdhyAsa chUTI gayo. dehAdhyAsa chUTI gayo eTale karma baMdhAtAM aTakI gayAM. pahelI ajJAnathI mukti thaI jAya che. pachI eka-be avatAramAM chellI mukti maLI jAya. 18 Page #22 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAtAgnithI thAya karmo bhasmIbhUta A 'jJAna' ApIe chIe te dahADe zuM thAya che ? jJAnAgnithI enAM je karmo che te bhasmIbhUta thaI jAya che. be prakAranAM karmo bhasmIbhUta thaI jAya che ane eka prakAranAM karmo rahe che. je karmo varALarUpe che eno nAza thaI jAya che. ane je karmo pANIrUpe che, eno paNa nAza thaI jAya che ane je karmo barapharUpe che, teno nAza nathI thato. kAraNa ke jAmI gayelAM che, karma phaLa ApavAne mATe taiyAra thaI gayuM che, e choDe nahIM pachI. paNa pANIrUpe ane varALarUpe karmo hoya, ene jJAnAgni uDADI mUke. eTale jJAna maLatAM ja ekadama halakAM thaI jAya che loko, emane jAgRti ekadama vadhI jAya che. kAraNa ke karmo bhasmIbhUta thAya nahIM tyAM sudhI jAgRti vadhe ja nahIM mANasane ! A barapharUpenAM karmo to ApaNe bhogavavAnAM ja rahyAM. ane teya pAchAM saraLa rIte kema bhogavAya, enAM badhA rastA ame batADyA che ke 'bhaI, A dAdA bhagavAnanA asIma jaya jayakAra ho bolaje, trimaMtra bolaje, nava kalamo bolaje.' saMsArI duHkhano abhAva e pahelo muktino anubhava kahevAya. e ame 'jJAna' ApIe eTale tamane bIje ja dahADe thai jAya. pachI A zarIrano bojo, karmono bojo e badhA tUTI jAya e bIjo anubhava. pachI AnaMda ja eTalo badho hoya che ke jenuM varNana ja nA thai zake !!! praznakartA : ApanI pAse jJAna maLyuM te ja AtmajJAna ne ? dAdAzrI : maLyuM te AtmajJAna nathI, mahIM pragaTa thayuM te AtmajJAna che. ame bolAvIe ne tame bolo to tenI sAthe pApo bhasmIbhUta thAya ne mahIM jJAna pragaTa thAya. te tamane mahIM pragaTa thai gayuMne ? mahAtmA : hA, thai gayuM che. dAdAzrI : AtmA prApta karavo e te kaMI saheluM che ? enI pAchaLa (jJAnavidhi vakhate) jJAnAgnithI pApo bhasmIbhUta thAya che. bIjuM zuM thAya 19 Page #23 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ che ? AtmA ne deha judAM paDI jAya che. trIjuM zuM thAya che ke bhagavAnanI kRpA Utare che. eTale niraMtara jAgRti UbhI thaI jAya che, ene prajJA zarU thaI jAya che. bIjamAMthI pUnama jJAna ApIe chIe tyAre anAdi kALathI, eTale lAkho avatAra thaI gayA, to amAsa hatI. amAsa tame samajyA ? "no mUna" ! anAdikALathI "DArkanesa'mAM (aMdhArAmAM) ja jIve che badhA. ajavALuM joyuM ja nathI. mUna (caMdra) joyo ja nathI ! te ame A jJAna ApIe chIe eTale mUna pragaTa thAya che. te paheluM bIjanA jevuM ajavALuM Ave. ane AkhuMya jJAna ApIe tyAre mahIM pragaTa thAya. keTaluM ? bIjanA caMdramAM jeTaluM ja. pachI A avatAramAM pUnama thAya tyAM sudhI ApaNe karI levuM. pachI bIjanI trIjI thAya, cotha thAya, cothanI pAMcama thAya. ne pUnama thaI jAya eTale kamplITa thaI gayo ! eTale kevaLajJAna thaI gayuM. karma baMdhAya nahIM, karma baMdhAtA aTakI jAya. krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha hoya nahIM. pahelA caMdubhAI kharekhara hato ne te ja bhrAMti hatI. te kharekhara "huM caMdubhAI chuM e gayuM. e bhrAMti gaI. have tane AjJA ApI che e AjJAmAM raheje. ahIM jJAnavidhimAM Avazo to huM badhA pApa dhoI nAkhIza. pachI (tamane) potAnA doSa dekhAze. ane potAnA doSa dekhAyA tyArathI jANavuM ke have mokSe javAnI taiyArI thaI. 11. AtmajJAna prApti pachI pALavAnI AjJAnuM mahatva AjJA, jJAnanA proTekzana mATe ame jJAna ApIe pachI tamane Atma anubhava thaI jAya to zuM kAma bAkI rahe ? jJAnI puruSanI AjJA pALavAnI. AjJA e ja dharma ne AjJA e ja tapa. ane amArI AjJA e saMsAramAM saheja paNa bAdhaka nA hoya. saMsAramAM rahevA chatAM paNa saMsAra sparze nahIM, evuM A akrama vijJAna che. Page #24 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ A kALa kevo che ke badhe kusaMga che. rasoDAthI mAMDIne ophisamAM, gharamAM, rastAmAM, bahAra, gADImAM, TrenamAM, evI rIte badhe ja kusaMga ja che. kusaMga che eTale A jJAna meM tamane be kalAkamAM ApeluM e A kusaMga khaI jAya. kusaMga nA khaI jAya ? to ene mATe pAMca AjJAonI proTekzana vADa ApI ke A proTekzana karyA karazo to mahIM dazAmAM mInamekha pheraphAra nahIM thAya. e jJAna ene ApelI sthitimAM ja raheze. vADa tUTI to e jJAnane khalAsa karI nAkhe, dhULadhANI karI nAkhe. A jJAna to meM tamane ApyuM ane bhedajJAna juduM pADyuM. paNa have e juduM thayeluM rahe, eTale huM pAMca vAkya (AjJA rUpe) tamane proTekzana mATe ApuM chuM ke jethI karIne A je kaLiyuga che ne, te kaLiyuganA lUMTI nA le badhA. bodhabIja Uge to pANI ne badhuM chAMTavuM paDe ne ? vADoLiyuM mUkavuM paDe ke nA mUkavuM paDe ? "jJAta' pachI kaI sAdhatA ? praznakartA : A jJAna pachI have kaI jAtanI sAdhanA karavI ? dAdAzrI : sAdhanA to, A pAMca AjJA pALe che ne, e ja ! have bIjI koI sAdhanA nA hoya. bIjI sAdhanA baMdhanakAraka che. A pAMca AjJA choDAvanArI che. praznakartA: A je pAMca AjJA che, enAthI para evuM kaMI kharuM? dAdAzrI : pAMca AjJAnI eka vADa che tamane, te A tamAro mAla mahIM corI nA khAya koI, e vADa tame rAkhI melo to mahIM ekkekTa ame ApyuM enuM e ja raheze ane vADa DhIlI thaI, te koI pesI jaIne bagADaze. te pAchuM mAre rIpera karavA AvavuM paDe. eTale A pAMca AjJAmAM rahe tyAM sudhI niraMtara samAdhinI ame geranTI ApIe chIe. AjJAthI gati jhaDapI praznakartA: ApaNe jJAna pAmyA pachI je ApaNI pragati thAya, 21 Page #25 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ te pragatinI spIDa zenA upara AdhAra rAkhe che ? zuM kare to vahelI jhaDapI pragati thAya ? dAdAzrI : pAMca AjJAo pALe to badhuM jhaDapI ne pAMca AjJA ja enuM e kAraNa che. pAMca AjJA pALe eTale AvaraNa tUTatuM jAya, zaktio pragaTa thatI jAya. te avyakta zakti che, e vyakta thatI jAya. pAMca AjJA pALavAthI aizvarya vyakta thAya. badhI jAta jAtanI zaktio pragaTa thAya. AjJA pALavA upara AdhAra che. amArI AjJAne sinsIyara rahevuM e to moTAmAM moTo mukhya guNa kahevAya. amArI AjJAthI je abudha thayA te amArA jevo ja thaI jAya ! paNa AjJA jyAM sudhI seve che tyAM sudhI AjJAmAM pheraphAra pachI nA thavo joIe. to vAMdho nA Ave. daDha nizcaya ja paLAve AjJA dAdAnI AjJA pALavI che e ja moTAmAM moTI vastu che. AjJA pALavAnuM nakkI karavuM joIe. tamAre AjJA paLAya che ke nahIM te jovAnuM nathI. AjJA jeTalI paLAya eTalI sAcI, paNa ApaNe nakkI karavuM ke AjJA pALavI che. praznakartA H AjJA ochIvattI paLAya eno vAMdho nathI ne ? dAdAzrI : vAMdho nahIM evuM nahIM. ApaNe nakkI karavuM ke AjJA pALavI ja che ! savArathI ja nakkI karavuM ke "pAMca AjJAmAM ja rahevuM che, pALavI che." nakkI thayuM tyArathI amArI AjJAmAM AvI gayo, mAre eTaluM ja joIe che. AjJA pALavAnI bhUlI jAya to pratikramaNa karavuM ke "he dAdA, A be kalAka bhUlI gayo, ApanI AjJA bhUlI gayo. paNa mAre to AjJA pALavI che. mane mApha karo." to pAchaluM badhuMya pAsa. soe so mArka purA. eTale jokhamadArI nA rahI. AjJAmAM AvI jAya to AkhuM varlDa aDa nahIM. amArI AjJA pALo eTale tame kazuM aDe nahIM. 2 2 Page #26 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 'AjJA' pALavAthI sAco puruSArtha zarU meM tamane jJAna ApyuM, te prakRtithI tame chUTA paDyA. 'huM zuddhAtmA' eTale puruSa che ane tyAra pachI puruSArtha che kharo, riyala puruSArtha A. praznakartA : riyala puruSArtha ane rileTiva puruSArtha, e bemAM pharaka batAvone ! dAdAzrI : riyala puruSArthamAM ka2vAnI vastu nathI hotI. bemAM pharaka e che ke riyala puruSArtha eTale 'jovAnuM' ne 'jANavAnuM' ane rileTiva puruSArtha eTale zuM ? bhAva karavAnA. AvuM huM karIza. tame je caMdubhAI hatA ne puruSArtha karatA hatAne, e bhrAMtino puruSArtha hato. paNa jyAre 'huM zuddhAtmA chuM' ne e puruSArtha karo pachI, dAdAnI pAMca AjJAmAM raho e riyala puruSArtha. puruSa thaIne puruSArtha karyo kahevAya. praznakartA H jJAnabIja je ropAyuM e ja prakAza che, e ja jyoti che ? dAdAzrI : e ja ! paNa bIjarUpe. have e dhIme dhIme pUnama thaze. pudgala ane puruSa be judA paDyA tyArathI puruSArtha sAco zarU thAya. jyAM puruSArtha cAlu thayo, te bIjanI pUnama karaze. hA ! A AjJA pALI eTale thAya. bIjuM kazuM karavAnuM ja nathI, phakta AjJA pALavAnI. praznakartA : dAdA, puruSa thayA pachInAM puruSArthanuM varNana to karo thoDuM. vyavahAramAM kevI rIte karato hoya ? dAdAzrI : vyavahA2mAM ja chene badhuM A, A ApaNA mahAtmAo badhA pAMca AjJAmAM rahe chene ! pAMca AjJA e ja dAdA, e ja riyala puruSArtha. pAMca AjJA pALavI, enuM nAma puruSArtha ane pAMca AjJAnA pariNAme zuM thAya che ? jJAtA-draSTA padamAM rahevAya che. ane amane koI pUche ke kharA puruSArthanuM nAma zuM ? tyAre ame kahIe, jJAtA-draSTA rahevuM te ! te A pAMca AjJA, jJAtA-draSTA ja zIkhavADe chene ? 23 Page #27 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ame joIe ke jyAM jyAM jeNe puruSArtha sAcA dilathI mAMDyo che, tenA para amArI avazya kRpA varase ja. 12. AtmAnubhava traNa sTeje, anubhava-lakSa-pratIti praznakartA: AtmAno anubhava thaI jAya eTale zuM thAya ? dAdAzrI : AtmAno anubhava thaI gayo eTale dehAdhyAsa chUTI gayo. dehAdhyAsa chuTI gayo eTale karma baMdhAtAM aTakI gayAM. pachI zuM joIe vadhAre ? pahelAM caMdubhAI zuM hatA ane Aje caMdubhAI zuM che e samajAya. tyAre e phare zAne laIne ? Atma anubhavathI. pahelAM dehAdhyAsano anubhava hato ane A Atma anubhava che. pratIti eTale AkhI mAnyatA so TakA pharI ane "huM zuddhAtmA ja chuM' e ja vAta cokkasa thaI gaI ane huM zuddhAtmA chuM' e zraddhA bese paNa UThI jAya pAchI ane pratIti UThe nahIM. zraddhA pharI jAya, pratIti phare nahIM. e pratIti eTale ApaNe A lAkaDI ahIM goThavI che tenI upara bahu dabANa Ave, to Ama vAMkI thaI jAya paNa sthAna choDe nahIM. game eTalo karmono udaya Ave, kharAba udaya Ave, paNa sthAna choDe nahIM. huM zuddhAtmA chuM' e UDI nA jAya. te anubhava, lakSa ane pratIti A traNa rahe. pratIti kAyamanI rahe. lakSa che te amuka TAIma rahe. kaMIka dhaMdhAmAM ke kAmamAM paDyA ke pAchuM lakSa cUkI javAya ane kAmamAMthI mukta thAya ke pAchuM lakSamAM AvI jAya. ane anubhava to kyAre thAya ke kAmamAMthI, badhAthI paravArI ane ekAMtamAM beThAM hoya tyAre anubhavano svAda Ave. jo ke anubhava to vadhyA ja kare. anubhava, lakSa ne pratIti. pratIti e pAyo che. e pAyo thayA pachI Page #28 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ lakSa utpanna thAya, pachI huM zuddhAtmA chuM' e lakSamAM rahyA ja kare niraMtara. ane jyAre navarAzamAM beThA hoya ane jJAtA-draSTA thayA thoDIvAra e anubhava. 13. pratyakSa satsaMganuM mahatva gUMcavADAonA samAdhAna mATe satsaMganI AvazyakatA A "akrama vijJAna" thakI tamane paNa AtmAnubhava ja prApta karyA che. paNa te tamane sahaja prApta thayelo che tethI tamane potAne lAbha thAya, pragati maMDAya. "jJAnI'nA paricayamAM vizeSa vizeSa rahIne samajI levAnuM A jJAna jhINavaTathI samajI levuM paDe. kAraNa ke A jJAna kalAkamAM ja ApeluM che. kevaDuM moTuM jJAna ! te eka karoDa varSe je jJAna nA thAya e jJAna ahIM mAtra eka kalAkamAM thAya che ! paNa bejhika (jJAna prApta) thAya che. pachI vigatavAra samajI levuM paDe ne ? e vigatavAra samajavA mATe to tame mArI pAse besI ne pUchaparacha karo, tyAre huM tamane samajAvuM. eTale ame kahIe chIe ke satsaMganI bahu ja jarUra che. tame jema jema ahIM AgaLa AMkaDA (gUMcavADA) pUchatA jAvane, te AMkaDA mahIM khUlatA jAya. e to jene khUMce, teNe pUchI levuM joIe. bIja vAvyA pachI pANI chAMTavuM jarUrI praznakartA: jJAna lIdhA pachI paNa huM zuddhAtmA chuM' evuM khyAlamAM lAvavuM paDe che e thoDuM agharuM che. dAdAzrI : nA, e thavuM joIe. rAkhavuM paDe nahIM, enI meLe ja rahe. e che ke ene mATe zuM karavuM paDe ? e pachI mArI pAse AvavuMjavuM paDe, ane pANI je chAMTavAnuM e chaMTAtuM nathI. eTale A badhuM e agharuM thaI jAya che. ApaNe dhaMdhA upara dhyAna na rAkhIe to zuM thAya dhaMdhAnuM? 25 Page #29 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ praznakartA : DAuna thaI jAya. dAdAzrI : hA, evuM A paNa che. jJAna laI AvyA, eTale Ane pANI chAMTavuM paDe, to choDavo UMco thAya. choDavo hoyane nAno, teneya pANI chAMTavuM paDe. te koI dahADo mahine-be mahine jarA pANI chAMTIe ApaNe. praznakartA : ghera chAMTIe chIe. dAdAzrI : nA, paNa e ghera che te evuM nA cAle. e cAlatuM haze ? rUbarU jJAnI ahIM AvyA hoya ne ApaNe enI kiMmata ja nA hoya ! skUlamAM gayelA ke nahIM gayelA ? keTalAM varSa gayelA ? praznakartA : daza varSa. dAdAzrI : tyAre zuM zIkhyA emAM ? bhASA ! A aMgrejI bhASA hAru daza varSa kADhyA, to ahIMyA mArI pAse to cha mahinA kahuM chuM. cha mahinA mArI pAchaLa pharene to kAma thaI jAya. nizcaya sTroMga to aMtarAya breka praznakartA : bahAranA progrAma nakkI thayelA che. eTale AvavAnI takalIpha paDe evI che. dAdAzrI : e to ApaNo bhAva sTroMga hoya to peluM tUTI jAya. mahIM ApaNo bhAva sTroMga che ke DhIlo che e joI levAnuM. geranTI satsaMgathI, saMsAra taphAtI mAre tyAM badhA vepArIo Ave che ne, te kalAka dukAne moDA jAyane, te rUpiyA pAMcaso-hajAranuM nukasAna thAya evA. te meM kahyuM, ahIMyA Avazo teTalo vakhata nukasAna nahIM jAya ane jo vacce rastAmAM koI dukAnamAM aDadho kalAka UbhA rahezo, to tamane nukasAna thaze. ahIM Avazo to jokhamadArI mArI. kAraNa ke AmAM mAre kaMI levA-devA nathI. 26 Page #30 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mATe ahIM tamArA AtmA mATe ja AvyA cho. eTale kahuM chuM badhAne, tamane khoTa nahIM jAya koI rIte, ahIMyA Avazo to. dAdAnA satsaMganI alaukirtAo e jo karmanA udaya bahu bhAre Ave tyAre ApaNe samajI levAnuM ke A udaya bhAre che, mATe zAMta raho. udaya bhAre eTale pachI to TADho pADI daIne satsaMgamAM ja besI rahevuM. evuM cAlyA ja kare. kevA kevA karmanA udaya Ave e kahevAya nahIM. praznakartA : vizeSa jAgRti vadhe eno upAya zuM? dAdAzrI : e to A satsaMgamAM paDyA rahevuM te. praznakartA : ApanI pAse cha mahinA bese tyAre enuM sthaLa parivartana thAya, pachI sUkSmamAM pheraphAra thAya, evuM kaho cho. dAdAzrI : hA, khAlI besavAthI ja pheraphAra thayA kare. eTale A paricaya karavo joIe. be kalAka, traNa kalAka, pAMca kalAka jeTalA ume karyA eTalo to lAbha. loko jJAna maLyA pachI ema samajI jAya che ke have ApaNe kAma to kaMI rahyuM ja nahIM ! paNa haju) parivartana to thayuM ja nathI ! raho, jJAtInI vIjhIsITImAM praznakartA: mahAtmAoe zuM garaja rAkhavI joIe, pUrNapada mATe ? dAdAzrI jeTaluM bane eTaluM dAdAnI pAse jIvana kADhavuM e ja garaja, bIjI koI garaja nahIM. rAta-dahADo, game tyAM paNa dAdAnI pAse ne pAse rahevuM. emanI (AtmajJAnInI) vIjhInITImAM (daSTi paDe ema) rahevuM. ahIM "satsaMgamAM beThA beThAM karmanA bojA ghaTyA kare ane bahAra to naryA karmanA bojA vadhyA ja kare che, tyAM to narI gUMcAmaNa ja che. ame tamane gerenTI ApIe chIe ke jeTalo vakhata "ahIM satsaMgamAM besazo teTalA vakhata pUratuM tamArA dhaMdhApANImAM kyAreya paNa khoTa nahIM Page #31 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jAya ane saravaiyuM kADhazo to mAlama paDaze ke saravALe napho ja thayo che. A satsaMga te kaMi jevo tevo satsaMga che ? kevaLa AtmA mATe ja je vakhata kADhe ene saMsAramAM kyAMthI khoTa jAya ? naryo napho ja thAya. paNa AvuM samajAya to kAma nIkaLe ne ? A satsaMgamAM beTho eTale ema ne ema phero nakAmo nA jAya. A to kevo suMdara kALa Avyo che ! bhagavAnanA vakhatamAM satsaMgamAM javuM hoya to cAlatAM cAlatAM javuM paDatuM hatuM ! ane Aje to basa ke TrenamAM beThA ke tarata ja satsaMgamAM AvI zakAya !! pratyakSa satsaMga e sarvazreSTha ahIM beThA eTale kaMI na karo toya mahIM pheraphAra thayA ja kare. kAraNa ke satsaMga che. sat eTale AtmA, eno saMga ! A pragaTa thayeluM sat, te tenA saMgamAM beThA e chellAmAM chello satsaMga kahevAya. satsaMgamAM paDI rahevAthI e badhuM khAlI thaI jaze. kAraNa ke joDe rahevAthI, amane (jJAnIne) jovAthI amArI DirekTa (sIdhI) zaktio prApta thAya, eTale jAgRti ekadama vadhI jAya ! satsaMgamAM rahevAya evuM karavuM joie. 'A' satsaMgano bhIDo rahyo eTale kAma thai gayuM. kAma kADhI levAnuM eTale zuM ? jeTaluM bane teTaluM darzana vadhAre karavA. jeTaluM bane eTaluM satsaMgamAM rUbarUno lAbha levo, hAjarIno satsaMga. nA bane teno kheda karavo chevaTe ! jJAnI puruSanA darzana ka2vA ane emanI pAse, saMgamAM besI rahevuM. 14. dAdAnA pustako, megejhIna vAMcananuM mahatva AptavANI, kevI kriyAkArI ! A 'jJAnI puruSa'nI vANI che ne pAchI tAjI che. hamaNAnAM paryAya che eTale e vAMcatAM ja ApaNA badhA paryAyo badalAtA jAya tema AnaMda utpanna thato jAya. kAraNa ke A vItarAgI vANI che. rAga-dveSarahita vANI hoya to kAma thAya, nahIM to kAma thAya nahIM. bhagavAnanI vANI vItarAga 28 Page #32 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hatI, tenI asara Aja sudhI cAle che. to "jJAnI puruSa'nI vANInIya asara thAya ja. vItarAga vANI vagara bIjo koi upAya nathI. pratyakSa paricaya na maLe tyAre praznakartA: dAdAjI, paricayamAM nA rahevAya to pustako keTalI helpa kare ? dAdAzrI : badhuM helpa kare. badhI A ahIMnI dareka cIja dAdAnI, e zabdo dAdAnAM che, Azaya dAdAno che, eTale badhuM helpa kare. praznakartA: paNa sAkSAt paricaya ne AmAM phera ne ? dAdAzrI : e to phera gaNavA jAya to badhAmAM phera hoya. mATe ApaNe to je vakhate je AvyuM te karavuM. dAdA nA hoya tyAre zuM karavuM? dAdAnuM pustaka che te vAMcavuM. pustakamAM dAdA ja chene ! nahIM to AMkho mIMcIe ke tarata dAdA dekhAya ! 15. pAMca AjJAthI jagata nirdoSa jJAta pachI prAraMbha, tijadoSa darzanano svarUpanA jJAna vagara to bhUla dekhAya nahIM. kAraNa ke, "huM ja caMdubhAI ne mArAmAM to kazo vAMdho nathI, huM to DAhyo Damaro chuM" ema rahe. ane "svarUpanA jJAnanI prApti pachI tame niSpakSapAtI thayA; manavacana-kAyA para tamane pakSapAta nA rahyo. tethI potAnI bhUlo tamane potAne dekhAya. jene potAnI bhUla jaDaze, jene kSaNe kSaNe potAnI bhUla dekhAya, jyAM jyAM thAya tyAM dekhAya, te pote 'paramAtmA svarUpa" thaI gayo ! "huM caMdubhAI nathI, huM zuddhAtmA chuM' - e samajAya pachI niSpakSapAtI thavAya. koino sahejeya doSa dekhAya nahIM ane potAnA badhA ja doSa dekhAya tyAre potAnuM kAma pUruM thayuM kahevAya. potAnA doSa dekhAvA mAMDyA eTale amAruM 29 Page #33 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ApeluM "jJAna" pariNamavAnuM zarU thaI jAya. potAnA doSa dekhAvA mAMDyA eTale bIjAnA doSa nA dekhAya. bIjAnA doSa dekhAya to to bahu guno kahevAya. A nirdoSa jagatamAM koI doSita che ja nahIM, tyAM doSa kone apAya ? doSa che tyAM sudhI ahaMkAra nimULa nahIM thAya. ahaMkAra nimULa thAya tyAM sudhI doSo dhovAnA che. koI doSita dekhAya che e ApaNI hajI bhUla che. jyAre tyAre to nirdoSa jovuM paDazene? ApaNA hisAbathI ja che A badhuM. ATaluM TUMkuM samajI jAvane, toya badhuM bahu kAma lAge. AjJApAlana thakI vadhe nirdoSa daSTi mane jagata nirdoSa dekhAya che. tamAre evI dRSTi Avaze eTale A pajhala solva thaI jaze. huM tamane evuM ajavALuM ApIza ane eTalA pApa dhoI nAkhIza ke jethI tamAruM ajavALuM rahe ane tamane nirdoSa dekhAtuM jAya. ane joDe joDe pAMca AjJA ApIzuM. e pAMca AjJAmAM rahezo to e je ApeluM jJAna che, tene sahejeya phrekTara nahIM thavA de. tyArathI thayuM samakita potAno doSa dekhAya tyArathI samakita thayuM kahevAya. potAno doSa dekhAya tyAre jANavuM ke pote jAgRta thayo che. nahIM to badhuM UMghamAM ja cAle che. doSa khalAsa thayA ke nA thayA, tenI bahu ciMtA karavA jevI nathI paNa jAgRtinI mukhya jarUra che. jAgRti thayA pachI navA doSa UbhA thAya nahIM ne jUnA doSa hoya te nIkaLyA kare. ApaNe e doSone jovAnA ke kevI rIte doSo thAya che ! doSo eTalAM ja khape pratikramaNa anaMta doSanuM bhAna che tyAre eTalAM ja pratikramaNa karavA paDaze. jeTalAM doSa bharI lAvyA che, te tamane dekhAze. jJAnI puruSe jJAna ApyA 30 Page #34 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pachI doSo dekhAya, nahIM to potAnA doSa potAne dekhAya nahIM, enuM nAma ja ajJAnatA. potAnA doSa ekuMya dekhAya nahIM ne ko'kanA jovA hoya to badhA bahu joI Ape, enuM nAma mithyAtva. - daSTi tijadoSa bhaNI A jJAna lIdhA pachI aMdara kharAba vicAra Ave tene jovA, sArA vicAro Ave tene jovA. sArA upara rAga nathI ane kharAba upara dveSa nathI. sAruM-khoTuM jovAnI ApaNe jarUra nathI. kAraNa ke sattA ja mULa ApaNA kAbUmAM nathI, eTale jJAnIo zuM jue ? AkhA jagatane nirdoSa jue. kAraNa ke A badhuM 'DiscArjamAM che, emAM emano bicArAno zo doSa? tamane koI gALa bhAMDe te "DiscArja. "bosa' tamane gUMcave te paNa DiscArja ja che. bosa to nimitta che. koIno doSa jagatamAM nathI. je doSa dekhAya che te potAnI ja bhUla che ane e ja "bleDarsa che ane tenAthI ja A jagata UbhuM rahyuM che. doSa jovAthI, UMdhuM jovAthI ja vera baMdhAya jaya saccidAnaMda 31 Page #35 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ eDajasTa evarIvhera pacAvo eka ja zabda eDajasTa evarIvhera' ATalo ja zabda jo tame jIvanamAM utArI nAkho, bahu thaI gayuM, tamAre zAMti enI meLe UbhI thaze. A kaLiyuganAM AvAM bhayaMkara kALamAM to eDajasTa nahIM thAvane, to khalAsa thaI jazo. saMsAramAM bIjuM kazuM nA AvaDe teno vAMdho nathI, paNa "eDajasTa' thatAM to AvaDavuM ja joIe. sAmo DisUeDajasTa thayA kare ne ApaNe "eDajasTa' thayA karIe to saMsAramAM tarI pAra UtarI jazo. bIjAne anukuLa thatAM AvaDe, ene koI duHkha ja na hoya. "eDajasTa evarIvhera." dareka joDe "eDajasTamenTa' thAya, e ja moTAmAM moTo dharma. A kALamAM to judI judI prakRtio, te "eDajasTa' thayA vagara kema cAle ? A AIskrIma tamane ema nathI kaheto ke amArAthI bhAgo. ApaNe nA khAvo hoya to nA khaIe. A to gheDiyAM enI para ciDhAyA kare. A matabhedo to jamAno badalAyo enA che. A chokarAM to jamAnA pramANe kare. ame zuM kahIe chIe ke, jamAnA pramANe eDajasTa thAva. chokaro navI TopI paherIne Ave to evuM nA kahIe ke, AvuM kaMIthI laI Avyo? enA karatAM eDajasTa thaIe ke, "AvI sarasa TopI kyAMthI lAvyo ? keTalAMnI AvI ? bahu sastI maLI ?" Ama eDajasTa thaI jaIe. ApaNo dharma zuM kahe che ke agavaDamAM sagavaDa jovI. rAtre mane vicAra Avyo ke "A cAdara melI che" paNa pachI eDajasTamenTa mUkI dIdhuM te eTalI suMvALI lAge ke nA pUcho vAta ! paMcendriyajJAna agavaDa dekhADe ane AtmA sagavaDa dekhADe. mATe AtmAmAM raho. A to sAruM-khoTuM kahevAthI e ApaNane pajave che. ApaNe to bannene sarakhAM karI nAkhavAnAM che. Ane sAruM kahyuM eTale peluM khoTuM thayuM, 32. Page #36 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ eTale pachI e pajave. kharuM kaheto hoya tenI joDeya ne khoTuM kaheto hoya tenI joDeya 'eDajasTa' thA. amane koI kahe ke, 'tamArAmAM akkala nathI.' to ame tene tarata 'eDajasTa' thaI jaIe ne tene kahIe ke, 'e to pahelethI ja nhotI. hamaNAM tuM kyAM khoLavA Avyo che ? tane to Aje enI khabara paDI. paNa huM to nAnapaNathI e jANuM chuM.' Ama kahIe eTale bhAMjagaDa maTIne ? pharI e ApaNI pAse akkala khoLavA ja nA Ave. vAIpha joDe eDajasTamenTa ApaNe kaMIka kAraNasara moDuM thaI gayuM ane vAIpha UMdhuM, avaLuMsavaLuM bolavA mAMDI, 'ATalAM moDAM Avo cho, mane nahIM phAve ne A badhuM Ama ne tema...', enuM magaja khasI gayuM. to ApaNe kahIe ke 'hA, tArI vAta kharI che, tuM kahetI hoya to pAcho jauM, tuM kahetI hoya to mahIM besuM.' tyAre kahe, 'nA, pAchAM nA jazo, ahIM sUI jAva chAnAmAnA.' paNa pachI kahIe, 'tuM kahuM to khAuM, nahIM to sUI jAuM.' tyAre kahe, 'nA, khaI lo.' eTale ApaNe ene vaza thaIne khaI levuM. eTale eDajasTa thaI gayA. eTale savAramAM cA pharsTa klAsa Ape ane jo DaphaLAvIe uparathI, to cAno kapa chaNako mArIne Ape, te traNa dA'DA sudhI cAlyA ja kare. jamavAmAM eDajasTamenTa vyavahAramAM rahyo enuM nAma kahevAya ke je 'eDajasTa evarIvhera' thayo ! have DevalapamenTano jamAno Avyo. matabheda nA pADavA. eTale atyAre lokone meM zabda Apyo che, 'eDajasTa evarIvhera' ! kaDhI khArI thaI, to samajI javAnuM ke dAdAe eDajasTamenTa kahyuM che, pachI e kaDhI thoDI khaI levI. hA, kaMI athANuM yAda rahe to pAchuM thoDuM maMgAvavuM ke athANuM laI Avo ! paNa jhaghaDo nahIM. gharamAM jhaghaDo nA hoya. pote koI jagyAe muzkelImAM mUkAyelo hoya tyAre te potAnuM 'eDajasTamenTa' karI le toya saMsAra rUpALo lAge. 33 Page #37 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ na phAve toya tabhAvo tArI joDe je koI DisaeDajasTa thavA Ave, tene tuM eDajasTa thaI jA. rojiMdA jIvanamAM jo sAsu-vahune ke derANI jeThANIne DisUeDajasTamenTa thatuM hoya to, jene A saMsAra ghaTamALamAMthI chUTavuM hoya, teNe eDajasTa thaI ja javuM joIe. dhaNI-dhaNIyANImAMya jo eka phADa phADa karatuM hoya to bIjAe sAMdhI levuM, to ja saMbaMdha nabhaze ane zAMti raheze. A rileTiva satyamAM Agraha, jakanI jarAya jarUra nathI. mANasa to konuM nAma? evarIvhera eDajasTebala ! sudhAravI ke eDajasTa thavuM? dareka vAtamAM ApaNe sAmAne "eDajasTa thaI jaIe to keTaluM badhuM saraLa thaI jAya ! ApaNe joDe zuM laI javAnuM che ? koI kaheze ke, 'bhAI, ene sIdhI karo." "are, tuM ene sIdhI karavA jaIza to tuM vAMko thaI jaIza." mATe "vAIpha'ne sIdhI karavA jazo nahIM, jevI hoya tene karekTa kahIe. ApaNe enI joDe kAyamanuM sATuM-sahiyAruM hoya to judI vAta che, A to eka avatAra pachI to kyAMya vikharAI paDaze ! bannenA maraNakALa judA, bannenAM karama judAM ! kazuM levA ke nahIM ne devA ye nahIM! ahIMthI te kone tyAM jaze, tenI zI khabara ? ApaNe sIdhI karIe ne AvatAM janme ko'kane bhAge jAya ! mATe tamAre emane sIdhAM karavA nahIM. e tamane sIdhA kare nahIM. jevuM maLyuM evuM sonAnuM ! prakRti koInI koI dahADo sIdhI thAya nahIM. kUtarAnI pUMchaDI vAMkI ne vAMkI ja rahe. eTale ApaNe cetIne cAlIe. jevI ho tevI bhale ho, "eDajasTa evarIvhera'. vAMkA joDe eDajasTa thAva vyavahAra to enuM nAma kahevAya ke "eDajasTa' thaIe eTale paDozI ye kahe ke, "badhA ghera jhaghaDA che paNa A ghera jhaghaDo nathI. jenI joDe nA 34 Page #38 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ phAve tyAM ja zakti keLavavAnI che. phAvyuM tyAM to zakti che ja. nA phAve e to nabaLAI che. mAre badhA joDe kema phAve che ? jeTalAM "eDajasTamenTa lezo teTalI zaktio vadhaze ane azaktio tUTI jAya. sAcI samajaNa to bIjI badhI UMdhI samajaNane tALAM vAgaze tyAre ja thaze. suMvALA joDe to sahu koI "eDajasTa" thAya paNa vAMkA-kaThaNa-kaDaka joDe, badhAM ja joDe "eDajasTa' thatAM AvaDyuM to kAma thaI gayuM. bhaDake to cAle nahIM. jagatanI koI vastu ApaNane 'phITa' (anukuLa) thAya nahIM. ApaNe ene "phITa thaIe to A duniyA sarasa che ane ene "phITa' karavA jaIe to duniyA vAMkI che. eTale "eDajasTa evarIvhera'. ApaNane jarUra hoya to sAmo vAMko hoya toya tene manAvI levo paDe. A sTezana para majUra joIto hoya ne e AnAkAnI karato hoya to tene cAra rUpiyA ochA-vattA karIne (vadhAre ApIne) manAvI levo paDe ane nA manAvIe to e bega ApaNAM mAthA para ja nAkhe ne ! phariyAda? nahIM, "eDajasTa' gharamAMya "eDajasTa thatAM AvaDavuM joIe. ApaNe satsaMgamAMthI moDA ghera jaIe to gharavALA zuM kaheze ? "thoDoghaNo TAIma to sAcavavo joIene ?" te ApaNe vahelA ghera jaIe e zuM khoTuM ? have kema AvuM mAra khAvAnuM thayuM ? kAraNa ke pahelAM bahu phariyAdo karI hatI. tenAM A pariNAma AvyA. te dahADe sattAmAM Avyo tyAre phariyAdo kara kara karI. have sattA nathI eTale phariyAda karyA vagara rahevAnuM, eTale have "plasamAInasa' karI nAkho. sAmo gALa bhAMDI gayo, ene jamA karI devAnuM. phariyAdI thavAnuM ja nahIM ne ! gharanAM dhaNI-dhaNIyANI beu jaNa nizcaya kare ke mAre "eDajasTa thavuM che to banneno ukela Ave. e vadhAre kheMce to ApaNe "eDajasTa thaI javuM to ukela Ave. A "eDajasTa evarIvhera' nahIM thAya to badhA gAMDA thazo. sAmAne chaMcheDyA karo, tethI ja gAMDA thayA. 35 Page #39 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jene "eDajasTa thavAnI kaLA AvaDI, e duniyAmAMthI mokSa tarapha vaLyo. "eDajasTamenTa' thayuM, enuM nAma jJAna. je "eDajasTamenTa' zIkhI gayo, te tarI gayo. keTalAMkane rAte moDuM sUI javAnI Teva hoya ane keTalAMkane vaheluM sUI javAnI Teva hoya, te bannene meLa zI rIte paDe? ane eka kuTuMbamAM badhA bhegAM rahe, te zuM thAya ? gharamAM eka jaNa evuM bolanAro nIkaLe ke tamArAmAM to akkala ochI che. to ApaNe evuM jANavuM ke A AvuM ja bolavAno che. eTale ApaNe eDajasTa thaI javuM. ene badale pachI ApaNe sAmo javAba ApIe to ApaNe thAkI jaIe. kAraNa ke e to ApaNane athaDAyo paNa ApaNe athaDAIe to ApaNane paNa AMkho nathI ema khAtarI thaI gaIne ! ame prakRtine oLakhIe eTale pachI tame athaDAvA pharatAM hoya toya huM athaDAvA nahIM dauM, huM khasI jauM. nahIM to beuno eksiDanTa thAya ane bannenAM sperapArTas tUTI jAya, pelAnuM bampara tUTI jAya, to mahIM beThelAnI zI dazA thAya ? besanArAnI dazA barAbara besI jAya ne ! eTale prakRti oLakho. gharamAM badhAnI prakRti oLakhI levAnI. A athaDAmaNa kaMI roja roja thAya che ? e to jyAre ApaNAM karmanA udaya hoya tyAre thAya teTalAM pUratuM ApaNe "eDajasTa thavAnuM. gharamAM vAIpha joDe jhaghaDo thayo hoya to, jhaghaDo thayA pachI vAIphane hoTalamAM laI jaIne, jamADIne khuza karIe. have tAMto nA rahevo joIe. je bhANAmAM Ave te khAje. je sAmuM AvyuM te saMyoga che ne bhagavAne kahyuM che ke saMyogane dhakko mArIza to e dhakko tane vAgaze ! eTale amane nA bhAvatI vastu mUkI hoya toya ame mahIMthI be cIja khAI laIe. eTale eDajasTa thatAM nA AvaDe e mANasane mANasa kema kahevAya ? saMjogone vaza thaIne eDajasTa thaI jAya, e gharamAM kazuMya bhAMjagaDa nA 36 Page #40 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ thAya. emano lAbha uThAvavo hoya to eDajasTa raho. A to lAbheya koI vastuno nahIM ane vera bAMdhaze te juduM ! dareka vyaktinA jIvanamAM amuka prinsipala (siddhAMta) hovAM ja joIe. chatAMya saMjogo pramANe vartavuM joIe. saMjogone eDajasTa thAya, enuM nAma mANasa. eDajasTamenTa jo dareka saMjogomAM karatAM AvaDe to, TheTha moze pahoMcI zakAya evuM gajabanuM hathiyAra che. DisaeDajasTameTa e ja mUrkhAI ApaNI vAta sAmAne "eDajasTa' thavI ja joIe. ApaNI vAta sAmAne "eDajasTa' nA thAya to te ApaNI ja bhUla che. bhUla bhAMge to "eDajasTa' thAya. vItarAgonI vAta "evarIvhera eDajasTamenTa'nI che. A DisueDajasTamenTa' e ja mUrkhAI che. "eDajasTamenTane ame nyAya kahIe chIe. AgrAhajUrAgraha e kaMI nyAya nA kahevAya. atyAra sudhI ekuMya mANasa amane DisueDajasTa thayo nathI. ane A lokone gharanAM cAra mANasoya eDajasTa thatAM nathI. A eDajasTa thavAnuM AvaDe ke nA AvaDe ? evuM thaI zake ke nA thaI zake ? ApaNe jevuM joIe evuM to ApaNane AvaDe ne ? A jagatano niyama zo che ke jevuM tame jozo eTaluM to AvaDe ja. emAM kaMI zIkhavavApaNuM rahetuM nathI. saMsAramAM bIjuM kazuM bhale nA AvaDe to vAMdho nathI, dhaMdho ocho karatAM AvaDe to vAMdho nathI paNa eDajasTa thatAM AvaDavuM joIe. eTale vastusthitimAM eDajasTa thatAM zIkhavuM joIe. A kALamAM eDajasTa thatAM nA AvaDe to mAryo jaIza. eTale "eDajasTa evarIvhera' thaIne kAma kADhI levA jevuM che. 33 Page #41 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ athaDAmaNa TALo na Avo athaDAmaNamAM.... koInIya athaDAmaNamAM nA AvIza ane athaDAmaNane TALaje." A amArA vAkyanuM jo ArAdhana karIza to TheTha moze pahoMcIza. amAruM eka ja vAkya jo koI pALe to te mokSe ja jAya. amAro eka zabda eka dahADo pALe to gajabanI zakti utpanna thAya ! aMdara eTalI badhI zaktio che ke game tevI athaDAmaNa koI nAkhI jAya (karavA Ave) toya te TALI zakAya. jo bhUlecUkeya tuM koInI athaDAmaNamAM AvI gayo, to teno nikAla karI nAkhaje. sahaja rIte e athaDAmaNamAMthI gharSaNanI cakamaka uDADyA vagara nIkaLI jaje. TrAphikanA kAyadAthI TaLe athaDAmaNa haMmezAM dareka athaDAmaNamAM bannene nukasAna thAya. tame sAmAne duHkha Apo to tenI sAthe tamane duHkha ema ne ema ona dhI momenTa paDyA vagara rahe ja nahIM. e athaDAmaNa che, eTale meM A dAkhalo Apyo che ke roDa uparanA vAhanavyavahArano zo dharma che ke athaDAzo to tame marI jazo, athaDAvAmAM jokhama che. mATe koInI joDe athaDAzo nahIM. evI rIte A vyavahArika kAryomAM paNa athaDAzo nahIM. koI mANasa vaDhavA Ave, zabdo bombagoLA jevA AvatAM hoya tyAre ApaNe jANavuM ke athaDAmaNa TALavAnI che. ApaNAM mana upara asara bilakula hoya nahIM, chatAM ociMtI kaMIka asara thaI, tyAre ApaNe jANIe ke sAmAnA mananI asara ApaNA para paDI; eTale ApaNe khasI javuM. e badhI athaDAmaNo che. e jema jema samajatA jazo tema tema athaDAmaNane TALatA jazo. athaDAmaNa TALe tenAthI mokSa thAya. 38 Page #42 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ athaDAmaNathI A jagata UbhuM thayuM che. ene bhagavAne verathI UbhuM thayuM che, ema kahyuM che. dareka mANasa, are, jIvamAtra vera rAkhe. vadhu paDatuM thayuM ke vera rAkhyA vagara rahe nahIM. game te hoya paNa vera rAkhe. kAraNa ke badhAmAM AtmA che. Atmazakti badhAmAM sarakhI che. kAraNa A pudgalanI nabaLAIne laIne sahana karavuM paDe che. paNa sahana karatAMnI sAthe e vera rAkhyA vagara rahe nahIM ane Avate bhave e enuM vera vALe pAchuM ! koI mANasa bahu bole to enAM game evAM bolathI ApaNane athaDAmaNa nA thavI joIe. ane ApaNAM lIdhe sAmAne Dakho thAya evuM bolavuM e moTAmAM moTo guno che. sahana ? nahIM, solyuzana lAvo. athaDAmaNa TALavAnuM eTale sahana karavAnuM nathI. sahana karazo to keTaluM karazo ? sahana karavuM ane "sprIMga" dabAvavI, e be sarakhuM che. sprIMga" dabAvelI keTalAM dahADA raheze ? mATe sahana karavAnuM to zIkhazo ja nahIM, solyuzana karavAnuM zIkho. ajJAna dazAmAM to sahana ja karavAnuM hoya che. pachI eka dahADo "sprIMga' UchaLe te badhuM pADI nAkhe. bIjAnA nimitte je kaMI sahana karavAnuM thAya che, e ApaNo ja hisAba hoya che. paNa ApaNane khabara nathI paDatI ke A kayA copaDAno ne kyAMno mAla che, eTale ApaNe ema jANIe ke AmaNe navo mAla dhIravA mAMDyo. navo koI dhIre ja nahIM, dhIrelo ja pAcho Ave. A je AvyuM, te mArA ja karmanA udayathI AvyuM che, sAmo to nimitta che. athaDAyA, ApaNI ja bhUlathI A duniyAmAM kaMI paNa athaDAmaNa thAya e tamArI ja bhUla che, sAmAnI bhUla nathI. sAmA to athaDAvAnAM ja che. 'tame kema athaDAyA?" tyAre kahe, "sAmo athaDAyo eTale." te tame AMdhaLA ane e AMdhaLo thaI gayo. athaDAmaNa thaI eTale ApaNe jANavuM ke "evuM kevuM huM bolI gayo 38 Page #43 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ke A athaDAmaNa thaI !' potAnI bhUla jaDe eTale ukela thaI gayo, pachI pajhala solva thaI gayuM. nahIM to jyAM sudhI ApaNe 'sAmAnI bhUla che' evuM khoLavA jaIzuM to koI dahADoya A pajhala solva nahIM thAya. 'ApaNI bhUla che' ema mAnIzuM tyAre ja A jagatathI cheDo Avaze, bIjo koI upAya nathI. koInIya joDe athaDAmaNa thaI, e ApaNI ajJAnatAnI nizAnI. hamaNe eka chokaruM paththara mAre ane lohI nIkaLe, eTale chokarA upara zuM karo ? gusso karo. ane tame jatA ho, tyAre DuMgara uparathI eka patharo paDyo. te vAge ne lohI nIkaLe to pachI zuM karo ? gusso karo ? nA. enuM zuM kAraNa ? pelo patharo DuMgara uparathI paDelo che ! pachI pelo chokaro pastAto hoya ke mArAthI A kyAM thaI gayuM. ane A DuMgara uparathI paDyo, te koNe karyuM ? vijJAna, samajavA jevuM praznakartA : ApaNe kleza nA karavo hoya paNa sAme AvIne jhaghaDe to zuM karavuM ? dAdAzrI : A bhIMta joDe laDe, to keTalo vakhate laDI zake ? A bhIMta joDe eka dahADo mAthuM athaDAyuM, to ApaNe enI joDe zuM karavuM ? mAthuM athaDAyuM eTale ApaNe bhIMta joDe vaDhavADa thaI eTale ApaNe bhIMtane mAra mAra karavI ? ema A khUba kleza karAvatA hoya to te badhI bhIMto che ! AmAM sAmAne zuM jovAnuM ? ApaNe ApaNI meLe samajI javAnuM ke A bhIMta jevA che. pachI koI muzkelI nathI. ApaNane A bhIMtane vaDhavAnI sattA che ? evuM sAmAne mATe che. ane enA nimitte je athaDAmaNa che, e to choDavAnI nathI. nakAmI bUmAbUma karavAno zo artha ? enA hAthamAM sattA ja nathI tyAM ! mATe tame bhIMta jevA thaI jAone ! tame bairIne TaiDakAva TaiDakAva karo to tenI mahIM bhagavAna beThelAM che, te noMdha kare ke A mane TaiDakAve che ! ne tamane 40 Page #44 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ e TaiDakAve tyAre tame bhIMta jevA thaI jAo, to tamArI mahIM beThelAM bhagavAna tamane "helpa' kare. koInI joDe matabheda paDavo ane bhIMta joDe athaDAvuM, e be sarakhI vastu che. e bemAM phera nathI. A bhIMtanI joDe athaDAya che, e nahIM dekhAvAthI athaDAya che ne pelo matabheda paDe che te paNa nahIM dekhAvAthI matabheda paDe che. AgaLanuM ene dekhAtuM nathI. AgaLanuM ene solyuzana jaDatuM nathI eTale matabheda paDe che. A krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha badhuM kare che e nahIM dekhAvAthI ja kare che ! te Ama vAtane samajavI joIene ? vAge teno doSane, bhIMtano kaMI doSa kharo ? te A jagatamAM badhI bhIMto ja che. bhIMta athaDAya eTale ApaNe enI joDe kharI-khoTI karavA nathI jatAne? ke "A mAruM kharuM che" evuM laDavA mATe bhAMjagaDa nathI karatAM ne ? evuM A atyAre bhIMtanI sthitimAM ja che. AnI joDe kharuM karAvavAnI jarUra ja nathI. athaDAmaNa, e ajJAnatA ja ApaNI athaDAmaNa thavAnuM kAraNa zuM? ajJAnatA. jyAM sudhI koInI paNa joDe matabheda paDe che, e tamArI nirbaLatAnI nizAnI che. loka khoTAM nathI. matabhedamAM bhUla tamArI che. lokonI bhUla hotI ja nathI. e jANI-joIne karato hoya to ApaNe tyAM AgaLa mAphI mAgI levI ke "bhaI, mane A samajaNa paDatI nathI. jyAM athaDAmaNa thaI, tyAM ApaNI ja bhUla che. gharSaNathI haNAya zaktio badhI Atmazakti jo kadI khalAsa thatI hoya to te gharSaNathI. saMgharSathI saheja paNa TakarAyA to khalAsa ! sAmo TakarAya to ApaNe saMyamapUrvaka rahevuM joIe. gharSaNa ekaluM nA hoya to mANasa mokSe jAya. koI zIkhI gayo ke mAre gharSaNamAM AvavuM ja nathI to pachI ene vacce gurunI ke koInIya jarUra nathI. eka-be avatAre sIdho mokSe jAya. gharSaNamAM AvavuM ja nathI evuM jo enI zraddhAmAM besI gayuM tyArathI ja samakita thaI gayuM ! 41 Page #45 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pUrve je gharSaNa thayelAM hatAM ne te khoTa gayelI, te ja pAchI Ave che. paNa have jo navuM gharSaNa UbhuM karIe to pAchI zakti jatI rahe, AvelI zakti paNa jatI rahe ne pote gharSaNa na ja thavA de to zakti utpanna thayA kare ! A jagatamAM verathI gharSaNa thAya che. saMsAranuM mULa bIja vera che. jenAM vera ane gharSaNa, be baMdha thayAM teno mokSa thaI gayo ! prema naDato nathI, vera jAya to prema utpanna thAya. komanasensa, evarIvhera eplikebala koI potAne athaDAya paNa pote koIne athaDAya nahIM, evI rIte rahe to "kaoNmanasensa utpanna thAya. paNa pote koIne athaDAvo nA joIe, nahIM to kaoNmanasensa" jatI rahe. gharSaNa potAnA taraphanuM nA hovuM joIe. sAmAnA gharSaNathI ApaNAmAM "kaumanasensa" utpanna thAya. A AtmAnI zakti evI che ke gharSaNa vakhate kema vartavuM, eno badho upAya batAvI de ane eka vakhata batAve pachI e jJAna jAya nahIM. Ama karatAM karatAM kaoNmanasensa bhegI thAya. A bhIMtane mATe avaLA vicAra Ave to vAMdho nathI, kAraNa ekapakSI khoTa che. jyAre jIvatA mATe eka avaLo vicAra Avyo ke jokhama che. banne pakSI khoTa jAya. paNa ApaNe enI pAchaLa pratikramaNa karIe to badhA doSo jAya. eTale jyAM jyAM gharSaNa thAya che, tyAM AgaLa pratikramaNa karo eTale gharSaNa khalAsa thaI jAya. athaDAmaNa nA thAya, tene traNa avatAre mokSa thAya tenI huM geranTI ApuM chuM. athaDAmaNa thaI jAya to pratikramaNa karavuM. athaDAmaNo thavAnI ja. A jyAM sudhI vikArI bAbata che, saMbaMdha che, tyAM sudhI athaDAmaNa thavAnI. athaDAmaNanuM mULa ja A che. jeNe viSaya jItyo, tene koI harAvI zake nahIM, koI enuM nAmeya nA de. eno prabhAva paDe. 42 Page #46 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ banyuM te ja nyAya kudarata to nyAyI ja sadA je kudaratano nyAya che te eka kSaNa paNa anyAya thayo nathI. eka kSaNa paNa A kudarata je che te anyAyane pAmI nathI, korTo thaI haze, korTamAM badhuM cAle paNa kudarata anyAyI thaI ja nathI. kudaratanA nyAyane jo samaje banyuM te jAya' to tame A jagatamAMthI chUTA thaI zakazo. nahIM to kudaratane saheja paNa anyAyI samajo ke tamAruM jagatamAM gUMcAvAnuM sthAna ja e. kudaratane nyAyI mAnavI, enuM nAma jJAna. "jema che tema' jANavuM, enuM nAma jJAna ane "jema che tema' nahIM jANavuM, enuM nAma ajJAna. jagatamAM nyAya khoLavAthI to AkhA jagatane laDAIo UbhI thaI che. jagata nyAya svarUpa ja che. eTale A jagatamAM nyAya khoLazo ja nahIM. je banyuM e nyAya. A korTo ne badhuM thayuM, te nyAya khoLe che tethI ! alyA mUA, nyAya hoto haze ? enA karatAM zuM banyuM e jo ! e ja jAya che. nyAya-anyAyanuM phaLa e to hisAbathI Ave che ane ApaNe enI joDe nyAya joInTa karavA jaIe chIe. pachI korTamAM ja javuM paDe ne ! koIne ApaNe eka gALa bhAMDI dIdhI to pachI e ApaNane betraNa bhAMDI de. kAraNa ke enuM mana ApaNI para ukaLatuM hoya. tyAre loka zuM kahe ? te kema traNa gALa bhAMDI, ANe eka ja bhAMDI hatI. to eno nyAya zuM che ? eNe ApaNane traNa ja bhAMDavAnI hoya. pAchalo hisAba cUkate karI le ke nA karI le ? kudaratano nyAya zuM? pAchalo hisAba hoya e badho bhego karI Ape. atyAre dhaNIne strI herAna karatI hoya, te kudaratI jAya che. dhaNI jANe A bairI bahu kharAba che ane bairI zuM jANe, dhaNI kharAba che. paNa A kudaratano nyAya ja che. e to A bhavanI parasevAnI kamANI paNa pahelAMno badho hisAba 43 Page #47 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ che ne ! copaDA bAkI che tethI, nahIM to koI dahADo ApaNuM kazuM le nahIM. koIthI laI zake evI zakti ja nathI. ane laI levuM e to ApaNo kaMIka AgaLa-pAchaLano hisAba che. A duniyAmAM koI jabhyo nathI ke je koInuM kazuM karI zake. eTaluM badhuM niyamavALuM jagata che. jaDe kAraNa, pariNAma parathI A badhuM rIjhalTa che. jema parIkSAmAM rIjhalTa Ave ne, A gaNitamAM so mArkamAMthI paMcANuM mArka Ave ane aMgrejImAM so mArkamAMthI paccIsa mArka Ave. te ApaNane khabara nA paDe ke AmAM kyAM AgaLa bhUla rahe che ? A pariNAma uparathI, zuM zuM kAraNathI bhUla thaI e ApaNane khabara paDe ne? A badhAM saMyogo je bhegAM thAya che, e badhAM pariNAma che. ane e pariNAma uparathI zuM kaoNjha hatuM, te ApaNane jaDe. ahIM rastAmAM mANaso AvatAM-jatAM hoya ane bAvaLanI zULa Ama UbhI paDelI hoya. loka eTaluM AvatuM-jatuM hoya, paNa zULa emanI ema ja paDelI hoya. ane ApaNe koI dahADo cappala vagara nIkaLIe nahIM, paNa te dahADe koIkane tyAM gayA hoya ne tyAM bUma paDe ke cora Avyo, cora Avyo. te ApaNe UghADe page nAThAM. te zULa ApaNane page vAge. te hisAba ApaNo ! koI duHkha Ape to, jame karI levuM. te ApeluM haze te ja pAchuM jame karavAnuM che. kAraNa ke ahIM AgaLa ema ne ema bIjAne duHkha ApI zake, evo kAyado nathI. enI pAchaLa kaoNjha hovAM joIe. mATe jame karI levuM. bhagavAnane tyAM kevuM hoya? bhagavAna nyAya svarUpa nathI ne bhagavAna anyAya svarUpeya nathI. koIne duHkha nA ho e ja bhagavAnanI bhASA che. nyAya-anyAya e to lokabhASA che. 44 Page #48 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ cora corI karavAmAM dharma mAne che ne dAnezvarI dAna ApavAmAM dharma mAne che. e lokabhASA che, bhagavAnanI bhASA nathI. bhagavAnane tyAM AvuM tevuM kazuM che ja nahIM. bhagavAnane tyAM to eTaluM ja che ke koI jIvane du:kha na thAya, e ja amArI AjJA che." tijadoSo dekhADe anyAya phakta potAnA doSane laIne jagata badhuM gerakAyadesara lAge che. koI kSaNe gerakAyadesara thayuM ja nathI. bilakula nyAyamAM ja hoya. ahIMnI korTanA nyAyamAM pheraphAra paDI jAya. e bhUko nIkaLe paNa A kudaratanA nyAyamAM phera nahIM. ane eka sekanDa paNa nyAyamAM pheraphAra nathI thato. jo anyAyI hota ne to koI mokSe ja jAta nahIM. A to kaheze, sArA mANasane aDacaNo kema Ave che ? paNa loko evI koI aDacaNa karI zake nahIM. kAraNa ke pote jo kazAmAM Dakhala nahIM kare to koI tAkAta evI nathI ke tamAruM nAma de. pote Dakhala karI che tethI A badhuM UbhuM thayuM che. jagata nyAya svarUpa A jagata gapyuM nathI. jagata nyAya svarUpa che. kudarate kyAreya bilakula anyAya karyo nathI. kudarata je peNe mANasane kApI nAkhe che, eksiDanTa thaI jAya che, e badhuM nyAya svarUpa che. nyAyanI bahAra kudarata cAlI nathI. A vagara kAmanA aNasamajaNathI ThokAThoka kare che ane jIvana jIvavAnI kaLA paNa nathI AvaDatI ane jo ciMtA-ciMtA mATe je banyuM ene nyAya kaho. banyuM e nyAya jANe to AkhA saMsArano pAra AvI jAya evuM che. A duniyAmAM eka sekanDa paNa anyAya thato nathI, nyAya ja thaI rahyo che. eTale buddhi ApaNane phasAve che ke Ane nyAya kema kahevAya ? eTale ame mULa vAta kahevA mAMgIe chIe ke kudaratanuM A che ane 45. Page #49 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ buddhithI tame judA paDI jAva. eka phero jANI lIdhA pachI buddhinuM mAnIe nahIM ApaNe. banyuM e nyAya. korTanA nyAyamAM UMdhuM-catuM thaI jAya paNa A nyAyamAM phera nahIM. nyAya khoLI khoLIne to dama nIkaLI gayo che. mANasanA manamAM ema thAya ke A meM zuM bagADyuM che, te mAruM A bagADe che. nyAya khoLavA gayA, teno A badho mAra paDe che. eTale nyAya khoLavo nahIM. nyAya khoLIne to A badhAne soLA paDI gayA ne banyuM enuM e ja pAchuM. saravALe to enuM e ja AvyuM hoya. to pachI zA mATe pahelethI nA samajIe ? A to ahaMkAranI Dakhala che khAlI ! vikalpono aMta e ja mokSamArga have buddhi jyAre vikalpo karAvaDAve ne, tyAre kahI devuM, je banyuM e nyAya. buddhi nyAya khoLe ke mArAthI nAno thayo, maryAdA rAkhato nathI. e rAkhI e ja nyAya ane nA rAkhI teya jAya. jeTalI buddhi nirvivAda thaze eTale nirvikalpa thAya pachI ! nyAya khoLavA nIkaLyA eTale vikalpo vadhatA ja jAya ane A kudaratI nyAya vikalpone nirvikalpa banAvato jAya. banI gayuM e nyAya. ane tema chatAMya pachI pAMca mANasa lavAda mUke teya paNa pelAnI viruddhamAM jAya. te pelo e nyAyane gAMThe nahIM eTale koIne gAMThe nahIM. pachI vikalpo vadhatA ja jAya. potAnI AjubAju jALuM ja vIMTI rahyo che e mANasa kazuM prApta nathI karato. pAra vagarano duHkhI thayo ! enAM karatAM pahelethI ja zraddhA rAkhe ke banI gayuM e nyAya. ane kudarata haMmezAM nyAya ja karyA kare che, niraMtara nyAya ja karI rahI che ane e purAvA ApI zake nahIM. purAvA "jJAnI" Ape ke nyAya kaI rIte ? e banyuM, 'jJAnI" kahI Ape. ene saMtoSa karI Ape ane to niveDo Ave. nirvikalpI thAya to niveDo Ave. Page #50 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhogave enI bhUla kudaratanA nyAyAlayamAM... A jagatanA nyAyAdhIza to Thera Thera hoya che paNa karma jagatanA kudaratI nyAyAdhIza to eka ja, 'bhogave enI bhUla." A eka ja nyAya che. tenAthI AkhuM jagata cAlI rahyuM che ane bhrAMtinA nyAyathI Akhoya saMsAra Ubho che. eka kSaNavAra jagata kAyadA vagara rahetuM nathI. InAma ApavAnuM hoya tene InAma Ape che, daMDa ApavAno hoya tene daMDa Ape che. jagata kAyadAnI bahAra cAlatuM nathI, kAyadesara ja che, saMpUrNa nyAyapUrvaka ja che. paNa sAmAnI dRSTimAM nahIM dekhAvAthI samajAtuM nathI. e dRSTi nirmaLa thaze tyAre nyAya dekhAze. svArtha dRSTi hoya, tyAM sudhI nyAya kema dekhAya ? ApaNe kema bhogavavAnuM? ApaNane duHkha kema bhogavavuM paDyuM, te khoLI kADhane? A to ApaNe ApaNI bhUle baMdhAyA chIe. kaMI lokoe AvIne bAMdhyA nathI. te bhUla bhAMge pachI mukta. ane kharekhara to mukta ja che, paNa bhUlane lIdhe baMdhana bhogave che. jagatanI vAstavikatAnuM rahasyajJAna lokonA lakSamAM ja nathI ane jenAthI bhaTaka bhaTaka karavuM paDe, e ajJAna-jJAnanI badhAne khabara che. A gajavuM kapAyuM, temAM konI bhUla? AnA gajavAmAMthI nA kapAyuM ne tAruM ja kema kapAyuM ? tamArA bemAMthI atyAre koNa bhogave che ? 'bhogave enI bhUla !" bhogavavAnuM potAnI bhUlane kAraNe je duHkha bhogave enI bhUla ane sukha bhogave to e enuM InAma. 47 Page #51 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ paNa bhrAMtino kAyado nimittane pakaDe. bhagavAnano kAyado, e to jenI bhUla hoya tene ja pakaDe. A kAyado ekjhekTa che ane temAM koI pheraphAra karI zake tema che ja nahIM. jagatamAM evo koI kAyado nathI ke je koIne bhogavaTo ApI zake ! potAnI kaMI bhUla haze to ja sAmo kaheto haze ne ? mATe bhUla bhAMgI nAkhone ! A jagatamAM koI jIva koI jIvane takalIpha ApI zake nahIM, evuM svataMtra che ane takalIpha Ape che te pUrve Dakhala karelI tethI. te bhUla bhAMgI nAkho pachI hisAba rahe nahIM. jagata du:kha bhogavavA mATe nathI, sukha bhogavavA mATe che. jeno jeTalo hisAba hoya teTaluM thAya. keTalAMka ekaluM sukha bhogavatA hoya che, te zAthI ? keTalAMka ekaluM du:kha ja bhogavatA hoya che, e zAthI ? pote evAM hisAba lAvyo che tethI. je potAne du:kha bhogavavuM paDe che e potAno ja doSa, bIjAM koIno doSa nahIM. je du:kha de, enI bhUla nahIM. duHkha de, enI bhUla saMsAramAM ane A bhogave enI bhUla, e bhagavAnanA kAyadAmAM. pariNAma, ApaNI bhUlatuM ja je je vakhate ApaNane kaMI paNa bhogavavuM paDe che, te ApaNI ja bhUlanuM pariNAma che. ApaNI bhUla sivAya ApaNane bhogavavAnuM hoya nahIM. A jagatamAM evuM koI nathI ke je ApaNane saheja paNa du:kha Ape ane jo koI duHkha ApanAra che, to te ApaNI ja bhUla che. sAmAno doSa nathI, e to nimitta che. mATe 'bhogave enI bhUla'. koI strI ane puruSa be (pati-patnI) jaNa khUba jhaghaDatAM hoya ane beu sUI gayA pachI ApaNe chAnAmAnA jovA jaIe to pelI bahena to ghasaghasATa UMghatI hoya ane bhaI Ama Ama pAsA pheravatA hoya to ApaNe samajavuM ke A badhI bhaInI bhUla che, A bahena bhogavatI nathI. 48 Page #52 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jenI bhUla hoya te bhogave ane te ghaDIe jo bhaI UMghatA hoya ne bahena jAgyA karatA hoya to jANavuM ke bahenanI bhUla che. "bhogave enI bhUla." jagata AkhuM nimittane ja bacakAM bhare che. bhagavAnano kAyado zuM? bhagavAnano kAyado to zuM kahe che ke je kSetre, je kALe, je bhogave che, te pote ja gunegAra che. A koInuM gajavuM kapAya to e kApanAranI AnaMdanI pariNati hoya, e to hoTalamAM cA-pANI ne nAsto karato hoya ne e kALe pelo ke jenuM gajavuM kapAyuM te bhogavato hoya. mATe bhogavanAranI bhUla. eNe kyAreka paNa corI karI haze, to Aje pakaDAyo mATe te cora ne pelo to jyAre pakaDAze tyAre cora kahevAze. jagata AkhuM sAmAnI bhUla jue che. bhogave che pote paNa bhUla sAmAnI jue che. te UlaTAM gunA Dabala thatAM jAya che ane vyavahAra gUMcavADo paNa vadhato jAya che. A vAta samajI gayAM eTale gUMcavADo ocho thato jAya. A jagatano niyama evo che ke AMkhe dekhe, ene bhUla kahe che ane kudaratano niyama evo che ke koNa bhogave che, enI bhUla che. koIne kiMcitmAtra duHkha nA ApIe, ko'ka duHkha Ape te ApaNe jame karI laIe to ApaNA copaDA cokhkhA thaI jAya. koIne ApIe nahIM, navo vepAra zarU karIe nahIM ane jUno hoya te mAMDavALa karI daIe eTale cUkate thaI jAya. upakArI, karmamAMthI mukta karAvanArA jagatamAM koIno doSa nathI, doSa kADhanArAno doSa che. jagatamAM doSita koI che ja nahIM. sahu sahunA karmanA udayathI che. badhA bhogavI rahyA che, te koI Aje guno karatA nathI. gayA avatAranA karmanA phaLa rUpe A badhuM thAya che. Aja to ene pastAvo thato hoya paNa pelo konTekTa 49 Page #53 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ thaI gayo hoyane, eTale zuM thAya ? thaye ja chUTako che. vahu sAsune duHkha de che ke sAsu vahune duHkha de che, emAM kone bhogavavuM paDe che ? sAsune. to sAsunI bhUla che. sAsu vahune duHkha detI hoya, to vahue eTaluM samajI javuM joIe ke mArI bhUla che. A dAdAnA jJAnanA AdhAre samajI javuM ke bhUla haze, tethI ja A gALo de che. eTale sAsuno doSa nahIM kADhavo joIe. A sAsuno doSa kADhavAthI vadhAre gUMcAyuM che, kopleksa thayA kare che ane sAsune vahu pajavatI hoya to sAsue dAdAnA jJAnathI samajI javuM joIe ke bhogave enI bhUla, e hisAbe mAre nabhAvI levuM joIe. chUTavuM hoya to je je kaMI kaDavuM-mIThuM Ave (gALo, apamAna vagere), te jame karI lejo. hisAba cUkta thaI jaze. A jagatamAM hisAba vagara to AMkheya bhegI nA maLe, to bIjuM badhuM hisAba vagara te thatuM haze ? tame jeTaluM jeTaluM jene jene ApyuM haze, teTaluM teTaluM tamane te pAchuM Apaze tyAre tame khuza thaIne jame karI lejo ke hAza ! have copaDo pUro thaze. nahIM to bhUla karazo to pAchuM bhogavavuM ja paDaze. potAnI bhUlanA ja mAra khAya che. paththara nAkhyo tenI bhUla nahIM, jene vAgyo tenI bhUla. tamArI AjubAjunAM chokarAM-chaiyAMnI game te bhUlo ke kukRtyo haze paNa tamane tenI asara thaze nahIM, to tamArI bhUla nahIM ane tamane asara thAya to tamArI e bhUla evuM nakkI samajI lejo. AvuM pRthakkaraNa to karo bhUla konI che ? tyAre kahe ke koNa bhogavI rahyuM che, enI tapAsa karo. nokaranA hAthe dasa pyAlA phUTI gayA to enI asara gharanAM mANaso para paDe ke nA paDe ? have gharanAM mANasomAM chokarAM hoya, temane to kaMI bhogavavAnuM hoya nahIM. eno bApo ne mammI akaLAyA kare. emAM mammI paNa thoDIvAre nirAMte UMghI jAya paNa bApo gaNatarI karyA kare. dAye pAMce 5O Page #54 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pacAsa, ATalA rUpiyA thayA ! e elarTa eTale ene vadhAre bhogavavAnuM. enA parathI bhogave enI bhUla. e jo eTaluM pRthakkaraNa karato karato AgaLa vadhe to sIdho mokSe jAya. praznakartA: keTalAka loko evA hoya che ke ApaNe game teTaluM sAruM vartana karIe toya te samajatAM nathI. dAdAzrI : e nA samajatAM hoya to ApaNI ja bhUlanuM pariNAma che. A je lokonI bhUla jue che, e to sAva khoTuM che. potAnI bhUlane laIne nimitta maLe che. A to pAchuM jIvatuM nimitta maLe to tene bacakAM bhare ne A kAMTo vAgyo hoya to zuM kare ? cAra rastA para kAMTo paDyo hoya ne hajAro mANaso jAya paNa koIneya aDe nahIM, paNa caMdubhAI tyAMthI jAya, te kAMTo vAMko hoya toya tene page vAge. jene kAMTo vAgavAno hoya tene ja vAge, badhA ja saMyogo bhegA karI Ape, paNa emAM nimittano zo doSa ? koI pUche ke mAre mArI bhUlo kevI rIte khoLavI? to ame ene zIkhavADIe ke tane kyAM kyAM bhogavaTo Ave che, e tArI bhUla. tArI zI bhUla thaI haze te AvuM bhogavavAnuM AvyuM, e khoLI kADhaje. mULa bhUla kyAM che? bhUla konI? bhogave enI ! zuM bhUla? tyAre kahe che, "huM caMdubhAI chuM' e mAnyatA ja tArI bhUla che. kAraNa ke A jagatamAM koI doSita ja nathI. eTale koI gunegAra paNa nathI, ema sAbita thAya. A duHkha de che, e to mAtra nimitta che paNa mULa bhUla potAnI ja che. je phAyado kare che e nimitta che ane je nukasAna karAve che ema nimitta che. paNa e ApaNo ja hisAba che tethI Ama thAya che. 51 Page #55 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ potAnA doSo dhovAnuM sAdhana - pratikramaNa kramaNa-atikramaNa-pratikramaNa saMsAramAM je kaMI thAya che te kramaNa che. e sAhajika rIte thAya che tyAM sudhI kramaNa che, paNa jo eksesa (vadhAre paDatuM) thaI jAya to te atikramaNa kahevAya ane jenuM atikramaNa thayuM hoya to jo chUTavuM hoya to tenuM pratikramaNa karavuM ja paDe, eTale ke dhovuM paDe, to cokhkhuM thAya. pUrve cItaryuM ke, "phalANAne cAra dhola ApI devI che." ethI A bhave jyAre e rUpakamAM Ave tyAre cAra dhola ApI devAya. e atikramaNa thayuM kahevAya, mATe tenuM pratikramaNa karavuM paDe. sAmAvALAnA "zuddhAtmA'ne saMbhArIne, tenA nimitte pratikramaNa karavA joie. koI kharAba AcAra thayo te atikramaNa kahevAya. je kharAba AcAra thayo e to DAgha kahevAya, te manamAM bAiTa (DakhyA) thayA kare, tene dhovA mATe pratikramaNa karavAM paDe. A pratikramaNathI to sAmAvALAnAya tamArA mATenA bhAva badalAya, potAneya sArA bhAva thAya ne sAmAneya sArA bhAva thAya. kAraNa ke pratikramaNamAM to eTalI badhI zakti che ke vAgha kUtarA jevo thai jAya! pratikramaNa kyAre kAma lAge ? jyAre kaMika avaLA pariNAma UbhAM thAya tyAre ja kAma lAge. pratikramaNanI yathArtha samaja pratikramaNa eTale zuM? pratikramaNa eTale sAmo je ApaNuM apamAna kare che, te ApaNe samajI javuM joIe ke A apamAnano gunegAra koNa che ? e karanAra gunegAra che ke bhogavanAra gunegAra che, e ApaNe paheluM DisIjhana levuM joIe. to apamAna karanAra e bilakuleya gunegAra nathI hoto. e nimitta hoya che. ane ApaNA ja karmanA udayane laIne e nimitta bheguM thAya che. eTale A ApaNo ja guno che. have pratikramaNa eTalA mATe karavAnuM ke enA para kharAba bhAva thAya to pratikramaNa karavAM joIe. enA tarapha nAlAyaka che, lucco che, evo manamAM vicAra AvI pa2 Page #56 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gayo hoya to pratikramaNa karavAnuM. bAkI koI paNa gALa bhAMDe to e ApaNo ja hisAba che, e mANasa to nimitta che. gajavuM kApe te kApanAra nimitta che ane hisAba ApaNo ja che. A to nimittane ja bacakAM bhare che ane enA ja jhaghaDA che badhA. AkhA dahADAmAM je vyavahAra karIe chIe temAM jyAre kaMIka avaLo thaI jAya che, to ApaNane khabara paDe che ke AnI joDe avaLo vyavahA2 thaI gayo. khabara paDe ke nA paDe ? te ApaNe vyavahAra karIe chIe, e badhuM kramaNa che. kramaNa eTale vyavahAra. have ko'kanI joDe avaLuM paDI gayuM. evuM ApaNane khabara paDe ke AnI joDe mAre kaDaka zabda bolAyo ke vartanamAM avaLuM thayuM. khabara paDe ke nA paDe ? to e atikramaNa kahevAya. atikramaNa eTale ApaNe avaLA cAlyA. eTaluM ja savaLA pAchA AvyA enuM nAma pratikramaNa. pratikramaNatI yathArtha vidhi praznakartA H pratikramaNamAM zuM karavAnuM ? dAdAzrI : mana-vacana-kAyAno yoga, bhAvakarma, dravyakarma, nokarma, caMdubhAI tathA caMdubhAInA nAmanI sarva mAyAthI nokhA evA 'zuddhAtmA'ne saMbhArIne kahevuM ke, 'he zuddhAtmA bhagavAna ! mArAthI UMce sAde bolAyuM te bhUla thai, mATe tenI mAphI mAguM chuM, ane te bhUla have pharI nahIM karuM e nizcaya karuM chuM. te bhUla pharI nahIM karavAnI zakti Apo.' 'zuddhAtmA'ne saMbhAryA athavA 'dAdA'ne saMbhAryA ne kahyuM ke, 'A bhUla thai gai'; eTale e AlocanA, ne e bhUlane dhoi nAkhavI e pratikramaNa ane e bhUla pharI nahIM karuM evo nizcaya karavAno e pratyAkhyAna che! sAmAne nukasAna thAya evuM kare athavA ene ApaNA thakI duHkha thAya e badhAM atikramaNa ane tenuM tarata ja AlocanA, pratikramaNa ne pratyAkhyAna karavuM paDe. AvAM pratikramaNathI lAipha paNa suMdara jAya ane mokSe javAya ! bhagavAne kahyuM che ke, 'atikramaNanuM pratikramaNa karazo to ja mokSe javAze.' 53 Page #57 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pratikramaNa vidhi pratyakSa 'dAdA bhagavAna'nI sAkSIe, dehadhArI (jenI pratye doSa thayo hoya, te sAmI vyaktinuM nAma) nA manavacana-kAyAnA yoga, bhAvakarma-dravyakarma-nokarmathI bhinna evA he zuddhAtmA bhagavAna, ApanI sAkSIe, Aja dina sudhI mArAthI je je ** doSa thayA che, tenI kSamA mAMguM chuM. eno hRdayapUrvaka khUba pazcAttApa karuM chuM. mane kSamA karo, kSamA karo, kSamA karo. ane pharI AvAM doSo kyAreya paNa nahIM karuM evo dRDha nizcaya karuM chuM. te mATe mane parama zakti Apo, zakti Apo, zakti Apo. ** AkhI jiMdagI daramyAna krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha, viSayakaSAya vigerethI koIne paNa du:kha apAI gayuM hoya, te doSo manamAM yAda karavA. 54 Page #58 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ niSpakSapAtI trimaMdira zA mATe ? jyAre jyAre mULa puruSo hAjara hoya che jevAM ke zrI mahAvIra bhagavAna, zrI kRSNa bhagavAna, zrI rAma bhagavAna tyAre teo lokone dharmonA matamatAMtaramAMthI bahAra kADhI AtmadharmamAM sthira kare che ane kALakrame mULa puruSanI gerahAjarI thavAthI duniyAmAM dhIre dhIre matabheda paDI jaI dharmamAM vADA-saMpradAyo banI jAya che. tenAM pariNAme sukha-zAMti gumAvatAM jAya che. akrama vijJAnI parama pUjya dAdA bhagavAne (dAdAzrIe)lokone Atmadharma to pamADyo paNa sAthe sAthe dharmamAM rahelA mArA-tArInA jhaghaDA dUra karavA ane lokone pakSApakSInA AgrahanI badInA jokhamamAMthI bahAra kADhavA eka anokhuM pagaluM lIdhuM, te hatuM niSpakSapAtI dharmasaMkulanuM nirmANa. mokSanA dhyeyanI pUrNAhUti kAje zrI mahAvIra svAmI bhagavAne AtmajJAnaprAptino mArga jagatane Apela, zrIkRSNa bhagavAne gItAnA upadezamAM 'Atmavat sarvabhUteSu'nI dRSTi arjunane ApI ane jIva ane zivano bheda bhUlAya tyAre ApaNe pote ja zivasvarUpa thatAM 'cidAnaMdarUpaH zivoham zivoham'nI dazAe pahoMcAya che. Ama sau dharmanA mULa puruSonA hRdayanI vAta AtmajJAna prAptinI ja hatI, je samajAya to AtmajJAnaprAptino puruSArtha zarU thAya ane darekane AtmadRSTithI jotAM abhedatA utpanna thAya. koI paNa dharmanuM khaMDana-maMDana nA thAya ke pramANa ApaNAthI nA dubhAya evI bhAvanA niraMtara rahyA kare che. parama pUjya dAdAzrI kahetAM ke jANatAM-ajANatAM jenI jenI virAdhanA thaI hoya e sarvanI ArAdhanA thavAthI e badhI virAdhanAo dhovAI jAya. AvAM niSpakSapAtI trimaMdira saMkulamAM praveza karI badhA judA judA bhagavAnanI mUrti pAse be hAtha joDI sahajatAthI mAthuM jhuke che tyAre aMdarathI badhI pakaDa, durAgraha, bhedabhAva bharelI mAnyatAo bhUMsAtI jAya che ane nirAgrahI thavAya che. mukhya kendra tarIke kAryarata parama pUjya dAdA bhagavAna prerita niSpakSapAtI trimaMdira aDAlaja mukAme, amadAvAda-mahesANA hAIve para, amadAvAdathI Azare 18 ki.mI. dUra AveluM che. A sivAya amadAvAda, rAjakoTa, bhUja, godharA jevAM zaheromAM tathA calAmalI, bhAdaraNa, vAsaNA, kaTosaNa jevAM gAmomAM niSpakSapAtI trimaMdironuM nirmANa thayela che. hAlamAM muMbaImAM borIvalI khAte AvuM ja bhavya niSpakSapAtI trimaMdira nirmANa heThaLa che. Page #59 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAnavidhi zuM che ? AtmasAkSAtkAra pAmavAno bhedajJAnano prayoga, je praznottarI satsaMgathI judo che, jemAM mumukSune potAnA ja AtmAno sAkSAtkAra thAya che. 1958mAM parama pUjya dAdA bhagavAnane je AtmajJAna pragaTyuM, te ja AtmajJAna Aje paNa emanI kRpA tathA pUjya nIrumAnA AzIrvAdathI AtmajJAnI pUjya dIpakabhAInA mAdhyama thakI prApta thAya che. jJAna zA mATe levuM joIe ? janma-maraNanA pherAmAMthI mukta thavA, mokSaprApti mATe. potAno AtmA jAgRta karavA. ghara, kuTuMba, kAmakAja, vyavahAramAM sukha-zAMti anubhavavA. jJAnavidhithI zuM prApta thAya che? - anaMta kALanAM pApo bhasmibhUta thAya che. ajJAna mAnyatAo (roMga bilIpho) dUra thAya che. AtmajAgRti utpanna thAya che. GG G - sAcI samajaNathI saMsAravyavahAra pUro karavAnI cAvIo maLe che. navA karmo baMdhAtA nathI ane jUnA karmo pUrA thatA jAya che. jJAna mATe pratyakSa AvavuM jarUrI che ? jJAnavidhi e jJAnInI kRpA ane ArzIvAdanuM phaLa che. te mATe pratyakSa AvavuM anivArya che. pUjya nIrumA tathA pUjya dIpakabhAInA TIvI ke vIsIDI satsaMga kAryakramo tathA dAdAnAM pustako tamane jJAna meLavavA aMgenI pUrvabhUmikA taiyAra karAvI zake paraMtu AtmasAkSAtkAra nA karAvI zake. jJAna prApta karavAnAM koi paNa sAdhanathI zAMti jarUra maLe paraMtu potAno AtmA jagADavA pratyakSa AvI jJAna levuM paDe. dA.ta. pustakamAM darzAvelo dIvo prakAza nA ApI zake paraMtu pragaTa dIvo prakAza ApI zake. jJAna levA tamAre dharma ke guru badalavAnA nathI. jJAna e amUlya vastu hoI enA mATe kaMI paNa mUlya ApavAnuM hotuM nathI. Page #60 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 1. bhogave tenI bhUla 2. banyuM te nyAya 3. eDajasTa evarIvhera 4. athaDAmaNa TALo 5. ciMtA 6. krodha 7. sevA-paropakAra dAdA bhagavAna prarUpita prakAzano 8. mAnavadharma 9. vartamAna tIrthaMkara zrI sImaMdhara svAmI 10. mRtyu samaye, pahelAM ne pachI 11. dAna 12. trimaMtra 13. huM koNa chuM ? 14. bhAvanA sudhAre bhavobhava 15. dAdA bhagavAna ? 16. vANI, vyavahAramAM... 17. satya-asatyanA rahasyo 18. karmanuM vijJAna 19. pApa-puNya - - 20. prema 21. ahiMsA (graMtha-saMkSipta) 30. pratikramaNa (graMtha-saMkSipta) pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra 31. (graMtha-saMkSipta) 32. mA-bApa chokarAMno vyavahAra (graMtha-saMkSipta) 33. vANIno siddhAMta (graMtha-saMkSipta) 34. sahajatA parama pUjya dAdA bhagavAnanA hindI, aMgrejI, marAThI, telugu, malayAlama, speniza tathA jarmana bhASAmAM bhASAMtirata thayelA pustako paNa upalabdha che. - A uparAMta parama pUjya dAdA bhagavAnanI jJAnavANI tathA AgAmI satsaMga kAryakramonI mAhitI pragaTa karatuM dAdAvANI megejhIna gujarAtI, hindI tathA aMgrejI bhASAmAM dara mahine niyamita prakAzita thAya che. 22. camatkAra 23. kleza vinAnuM jIvana 24. guru-ziSya 25. nijadoSa darzanathI, nirdoSa 26. AptavANI - zreNI 1 thI 14 27. samajathI prApta brahmacarya (pUrvAdha-utarArdha-saMkSipta) AptasUtra (bhAga 1 thI 5) 28. 29. paisAno vyavahAra pUjya tIrumA / pUjya dIpakabhAIne nihALo TIvI cetala para... + DIDI-giranAra para dararoja savAre 7 thI 0-30, bapore 3-30 thI 4 tathA rAtre 9 thI 9-30 + dUradarzana (nezanala) para soma-maMgaLa-budha savAre 8-30 thI 9 Page #61 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMparkasUtro dAdA bhagavAna parivAra aDAlaja : trimaMdira, sImaMdhara sITI, amadAvAda-kalola hAIve, aDAlaja, ji. gAMdhInagara-382421. phona : (079) 3983010) e-mail : info@dadabhagwan.org amadAvAda : dAdA darzana, 5, mamatApArka sosAyaTI, navagujarAta kolejanI pAchaLa, usmAnapurA, amadAvAda-14. phonaH (079)27540408 rAjakoTa: trimaMdira, amadAvAda-rAjakoTa hAIve, taraghaDIyA cokaDI pAse, mAliyAsaNa, rAjakoTa. phona : 9274111393 vaDodarA : dAdAmaMdira, 17, mAmAnI poLa, rAvapurA polIsa sTezananI sAme, salATavADA, vaDodarA. phona : (0265) 2414142 bhuja : trimaMdira, hila gArDananI pAchaLa, eraporTa roDa, sahayoganagara pAse, bhuja (kaccha). phona : (02832) 290123 godharAH trimaMdira, bhAmaiyA gAma, epha.sI.AI. goDAunanI sAme, godharA, ji. paMcamahAla. phona : (02672) 262300 amarelI : 94269 8pa638 bhAdaraNa trimaMdira : 99243 43729 bhAvanagara : 99243 44425 vaDodarA : 98250 32901 surendranagara : 98792 32877 bharUca : 94283 26972 jAmanagara : 93276 16561 naDIyAda : 99989 81965 jUnAgaDha : 99243 44489 surata : 9574008OO7 aMjAra : 9574008126 valasADa : 99243 43245 gAMdhIdhAma : 9574008124 morabI : 96241 24124 bhUja : 99243 43764 muMbaI : 9323528901 godharA : 9924343468 dilhI : 93100 22350 mahesANA : 99256 0pa34pa beMglora : 95909 79099 pAlanapura : 9574008299 kolakattA :033 - 32933885 U.S.A.: Dada Bhagwan Vignan Institute : 100, SW Redbud Lane, Topeka, Kansas 66606 Tel.: +1 877-505 (DADA) 3232 , Email : usa@dadabhagwan.org U.K. : +44 330 111(DADA) 3232 UAE : +971 557316937 Kenya : +254 722 722 063 Singapore : +65 81129229 Australia : +61 421127947 NZ : +64 21 0376434 Website : www.dadabhagwan.org Page #62 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAnavidhi jJAnavidhi e janmojanmathI potAnA svarUpanI AtmAnI anubhUti mATe jhaMkhI rahela mumukSuo mATe jJAnI puruSa dAdA bhagavAnanI akrama vijJAna thakI AtmasAkSAtkAra pAmavA mATenI aNamola bheTa che. jJAnavidhi e huM (AtmA) ane mAruM (manavacana-kAyA) vacce bhedarekhA pADI Apato jJAnIpuruSanI vizeSa AdhyAtmika siddhithI thato vaijJAnika jJAnaprayoga che. A jJAnathI kAyamI paramAnaMdanI prApti thAya che tathA ciMtAothI mukta thatAM javAya che. sAthe sAthe tenA sAMsArika saMbaMdho zAMtimaya bane che tathA sAMsArika gUMcavaNonA ukela zodhavAmAM upayogI thAya che. - dAdAzrI Printed in India