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ABUNDANT JOY OF SENTIMENTS
Even after saying so why my mind is becoming shameless for waiting beyond all limits? I just cannot understand that. You are stuck within my heart. You have been carved therin like a nameplate. Oh Lord! Why do you keep me waiting so far? You are not testing me or?! If you want to test, you may. I am not that one getting defeated, one getting tired; that is certainly not me. I know perfectly well that after testing you also give prestige, name-fame to a devotee. Only you and you only give warmth-consolation-affection. But how long you will continue to test me? At sometime, even you also will get tired of testing. But let this not happen that in passing through your numerous tests my small, soft, delicate, weak eyes get closed. Then you will regret it. Tell me; what is your choice? Do you want to take away my fatigue of waiting beyond all limits or do you want to live repenting the whole life after I leave this world? Choice is yours. I do not insist for a particular thing. Really speaking, what is the way out for you? You do not have any option but to accept me.
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