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intellectual fist. I become a bania trader of your speech but I do not become a devotee of my heart You save me from this foolishness and give me matured wisdom. If my mind, the slave of instinct of desire and thirst of attachments moves away, then only your entry will become possible in my sentiments.
Despite understanding this I become a victim daily of some new desire, thirst, lust and attachments of my own. There is nothing of these, beyond your sight. You see everything transparent and sharp. You, knower of all! Since you are the Supreme Soul, you know everything; that is a different thing. I do not want to hide anything or cover anything. I want to appear absolute transpert as I am. Keeping aside any shyness or restrain i wish to confess. You have been giving with thousands of hands but I simply do not know how to take it. The thing given by you, making that impure or to twist it I have not taken much time. The question is of my mind and a complaint is in your royal court! You shower but I have forgotten the art of getting drenched. And I shout to you to remain dry. Really, with my this pecularity not only you, I am also disgusted. You forgive me for my shamelessness,
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