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ABUNDANT JOY OF SENTIMENTS
Otherwise, in my heart there is only sweet tinkling of repetition of your name.
In my hands, in my heart, on my lips, becoming quite adamant, I only repeat your name.
And with that, daily I create your new and novel names and forms of yours.
I create new decorative, attractive dresses and ornaments in the lotus of my heart.
That also without any expectations.
Yes, I have one expectation from you, my lord! That you never ignore me, never avoid me.
I only try to bring your face, near my eyes, my pupils.
I paint you, your beauty as per my understanding.
In that way I come near and near to you.
To come near you, I do not now feel any need to go away from my own self.
Because, you and I at the end are only united.
Is there no non-duality? If I do not remain present here in my own form, how will you be able to merge yourself within myself?
Though the duality is a reality, I only want to experience unity of the forms, the unity of the souls.
I shall always, everywhere take care of yourself and myself and shall also protect.
By doing that I shall create not discord or dishrmony but harmony.
My being is absoluty essential.
Your arrival is welcome, is essential.
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