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ABUNDANT JOY OF SENTIMENTS
Like the music of 'Baiju Bawra'l shall show you the strength of my devotion.
If you are an idol of gold or silver then in my fire of sepration of the beloved in a moment I shall get you melted.
Even if you are an idol of the iron with the non-stop flow of my tears I shall get you drenched. But if you are only an idol of the sky, or invisible, let me tell you clearly that it may not be in your fortune to get melted, get drenched, get soaked or get wet. If you like to remain absolutely dry, then what else I can do ? And if the reality is this, then before making love to you, I should have thought a lot. You never gave me such an opportunioty, and just like that you made me to fall in love with you. You make me to go down the well without any water and then cut a rope from the top! No thirst can be fulfilled; and just cannot come out Just cannot live; just cannot bear. You have put me in an undecided hanging state. Now what to tell you that I just cannot understand "If i knew all such things, that in loving there is so much unhappiness, I would have moved in the world beating a drum and telling people that no one should make love." What must be a miserable condition of 'MEERA;' that is now understood at the stage of experience. Yes, now I leave to you, in trust. Wherever you want this boat to reach in that direction only, you move the ours.
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