Book Title: Mandir
Author(s): Ratnabodhivijay
Publisher: Ramjibhai Veljibhai Gala
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/032875/1

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Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ aena 22:22:25:2: \\\\\\\\\ 200a muni rabodhivijaya lll kaaret \ IS IS THE 1 it! - - - - * - * Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sUriprema-svargArohaNaardhazatAbdI-tyAga-brahmavarSa (vi.saM.2024-vi.saM.2074) nimitte bhAvabharyuM bheTayuM aMdara 11) * preraka * paramapUjya vairAgyadezanA dakSa AcAryadeva zrImadvijaya hemacandrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA * lekhaka-saMkalaka * paramapUjya zrIsImadharajinopAsaka AcAryadeva zrImadvijaya hemacandrasUrIsTArajI mahArAjAnA ziSyaratna mani ratnabaudhivijaya prakAzaka zreSThIvarya suzrAvakazrI rAmajIbhAI velajIbhAI gAlA nA muluMDa, muMbaI. Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ( prAptisthAna ) zrI rAmajIbhAI velajIbhAI gAlA 4, pArka yu, pI.ke. roDa, muluMDa (pazcima), muMbaI-400 080. phona : 25681714 siddhAMtamahodadhi premasUrIzvarajI zrutasadana premakuMja', tulasIbAga sosAyaTI roDa, AnaMdamaMgala koplekSa II nI bAjumAM, AMbAvADI, amadAvAda-380006. mo. 9824032436, 9974587879 zrI bAbubhAI saremalajI beDAvAlA hIrA jaina sosAyaTI, siddhAcala baMglojha, sAbaramatI, amadAvAda-380005 mo. 9426585904 zrI caMdrakAMtabhAI esa. saMghavI 6/bI, azokA koplekSa, pahelA garanALA pAse, pATaNa-384ra65 (u.gu.) phona : 02766-231603 mo. 9909468572, 7878868515 DaoN. prakAzabhAI pI. gAlA bI/6, sarvodaya sosAyaTI, sAMghANI esTeTa, ela.bI.esa. mArga, ghATakopara(pa.), muMbaI-400086. phona : 25005837, mo. 9820595049 zrI akSayabhAI je. zAha 506, padma epArTamenTa, jaina maMdiranI sAme, sarvodayanagara, muluMDa (pa.), muMbaI-400080. phona : 25674780, mo. 9594555505 vIra saMvata 2544 vi.saM. 2074 I. san 2018 nakala H 1,000 kiMmata : rUA. 50/TAIpaseTIMga : zrI pArzva komyuTarsa, amadAvAda. mo. 9909424860 muTuka : bAlArAma ophaseTa, amadAvAda, mo.9898034899 Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 0 6 :00 9: - divya vaMdanA zrI paramapUjya siddhAMtamahodadhi AcAryadeva zrImadvijaya premasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA paramapUjya vardhamAnataponidhi AcAryadeva zrImadvijaya bhuvanabhAnusUrIzvarajI mahArAjA paramapUjaya samatAsAgara panyAsapravara zrI padmavijayajI mahArAjA A pUjyonA caraNomAM anaMtazaH vaMdanA. - bha2Aya hI paramapUjya siddhAMtadivAkara gacchAdhipati AcAryadeva zrImadvijaya jayaghoSasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA ane paramapUjya gurudevazrI vairAgyadezanAdA AcAryadeva zrImadvijaya hemacandrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnI amIdaSTi sadA amArI upara varasatI raho. Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ che usiels12 "maMdira' nAmanA A pustakane Aje ame khUba ja utsAha ane umaMga sAthe prakAzita karIe chIe. paramapUjya gurudevazrI vairAgyadezanAdakSa AcAryadeva zrImadvijaya hemacandrasUrizvarajI mahArAjanA ziSyaratna munirAjazrI ratnabodhivijayajI mahArAje A maMdiranuM sarjana karyuM che. maMdiramAM vividha kotaraNIo hoya che. tema A maMdiramAM vividha lekho che. A lekho zAstravAMcana, upadezazravaNa, prasaMganirIkSaNa, svAnubhava vagerarUpI dahIMne ciMtanamananarUpI ravaiyAthI macyA pachI nIkaLelA navanIta jevA che. munirAjazrIe sAdI ane saraLa bhASAmAM khUba UMcA tattvonI vAta A pustakamAM karI che. Tonika vAparavAthI zarIramAM zaktino saMcAra thAya che. A pustaka eka AdhyAtmika Tonika che. tene vAMcavAthI AtmA zaktizALI bane che. zarIranI mAvajata ApaNe ghaNI karIe chIe. cAlo, AjathI A pustaka vAMcIne ApaNe AtmAnI mAvajata zarU karIe. vi.saM. 2074, phA.su.6, budhavAra, tA. 21-2-2018 nA divase munirAjazrIne gaNi-panyAsa-pada-pradAna thaze ane vi.saM. 2074, phA.su. 7, guruvAra, tA. rarara-ra018 nA divase munirAjazrIne vardhamAnatapanI 100mI oLInuM pAraNuM thaze. A banne prasaMgonI ujavaNInA eka bhAga rUpe prakAzita thanArA munirAjazrI dvArA likhita agyAra pustakomAMnuM A pAMcamuM pustaka che. te agyAra pustakonA nAmo A pramANe che - (1) eDresa (2) signala (3) thelI (4) dvAra (5) maMdira (6) keDI (7) sopAna (8) sugaMdha (9) kalyANakamahimA (10) aMdara UtarIe (11) bhAvanA bhAvIe mANasa maMdirane bahArathI joIne khuza thaI jato nathI. te maMdiranI aMdara pesIne sUkSmadRSTithI maMdiranI kalAkRtio, zilpo, anya vizeSatAo vagerene juve che. A maMdira'ne hAthamAM laIne uparachallu joIne saMtoSa na mAnavo. A maMdiranI aMdaranA lekhone sUkSmadRSTithI vAMcavA, sUkSmaprajJAthI vicAravA ane emanAmAMthI maLatAM bodha, sAra, preraNA vagere rUpI TAMkaNA dvArA AtmArUpI paththaramAMthI paramAtmArUpI zilpa ghaDavuM. Ama karavAthI munirAjazrIe A pustakanA sarjanamAM ApaNI mATe karelI mahenata saphaLa thaze. sahu koI A pustaka vAMcIne potAnA bhaMgAra jIvanano zRMgAra kare e ja eka zubhabhAvanA. AvA aneka satkAryonI sugaMdhathI ame amArA jIvanaudyAnane suvAsita banAvIe evI kRpA varasAvavA paramapitA paramAtmAne vinaMti. li. zreSThIvarya suzrAvakazrI rAmajIbhAI velajIbhAI gAlA Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ra maMdira jepha maMdira eka pavitra sthAna che. temAM paramAtmAno vAsa hoya che. bahAranI duniyA kaluSita hoya che. bahAra krodhanI jvALAo saLagatI hoya che. maMdiramAM kSamAnIranI vRSTi thatI hoya che. bahAra abhimAnanA sarpo parezAna kare che. maMdiramAM namratAno gArDImanna te sarSothI ApaNuM rakSaNa kare che. bahAra mAyArAkSasI badhAno koLiyo kare che. maMdiramAM saraLatAdevI ApaNA yogakSema kare che. bahAra lobhatRSNA satata ApaNane pajave che. maMdiramAM saMtoSajala ApaNane tRpta karI de che. bahAra azubha vicAro, azubha vacano ane azubha vartano cAlatAM hoya che. maMdiramAM zubha vicAro, zubha vacano ane zubha vartanonuM sAmrAjya hoya che. maMdiramAM paramAtmA birAjamAna hovAthI temanA guNo prasArita thAya che. maMdiranuM vAtAvaraNa zubha hoya che. bahAra duSTa tattvono vAsa hovAthI doSonuM prasAraNa cAlu hoya che. bahAranuM vAtAvaraNa azubha hoya che. maMdiramAM pravezanArane zubha tattvonA asara ane anubhava thAya che. prastuta pustaka paNa eka maMdira che. temAM paramAtmAnI vANIno vAsa che. temAM kSamA-namratA-saraLatA-saMtoSa vagere guNonA lAbhono upadeza che. temAM zubha vicAra-vacana-vartana karavAnI preraNA che. temAM guNonuM prasAraNa cAlu che. A pustakanA vAMcanathI ApaNuM mAnasika vAtAvaraNa pavitra ane zubha bane che, ApaNuM mana zubha bhAvothI tarabatara thaI jAya che, ApaNA mukhathI zubha vacanonA phUlo khare che ane ApaNI kAyA zubha vartanathI bhAvita bane che. A pustakanA vAMcanathI zubha tattvonA asara ane anubhava ApaNane thAya che. jema mANasa dararoja maMdire jAya che ane prabhunA AzIrvAda pAme che tema dararoja A pustaka vAMcavuM ane emAMthI prabhunI preraNAo jhIlavI. vAMcana, zravaNa, avalokana, ciMtana, manana, anubhava dvArA je padArtho Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mane spharyA te meM mArA zabdonI sImeMTathI A maMdiramAM pratiSThita karyA che. sahune temanA vAMcanano lAbha levAnI AgrahabharI vinaMti. A maMdira'nA vAraMvAra vAMcanathI ApaNA hRdaya ane jIvanane maMdira jevA banAvavA prayatna karavA. dayAsiMdhu devAdhidevanI amIdaSTi ane ajJAnAMdhakAranAzaka gurudevazrI paramapUjya vairAgyadezanAdala AcAryadeva zrImadvijaya hemacandrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjanI kRpAvRSTithI ja A pustaka lakhAyuM che. te vaMdanIyonA caraNomAM anaMtazaH vaMdanA. chadmasthapaNAne lIdhe A pustakamAM prabhuAjJAviruddha kaMI paNa lakhAyuM hoya to tenuM "micchAmi dukkaDa' ApuM ane vidvAnone tenuM saMzodhana karavA bhalAmaNa karuM chuM. A maMdiranA vAMcana dvArA muktimaMdiramAM ApaNI pratiSThA thAya evI zubhakAmanA. paramapUjya vairAgyadezanAdakSa AcAryadeva zrImadvijaya hemacandrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjano caraNasevaka muni ratnabodhivijaya mahA suda 5 (2pamI dIkSAtithi), vi.saM.2074, paMkaja sosAyaTI, amadAvAda, N Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ...2 viSayAnukrama krama viSaya pAnA naM. krama viSaya pAnA naM. 1 sAdhanA ....... ...... 1 24 moTAmAM nAnuM samAI jAya .... 21 ra sAtvika..... | 25 samatA ................................ 22 3 maithunanI bhayaMkaratA ra6 zarIra kedakhAnuM che..... .......... 4 kacarApeTI .... | ra7 buddhizALI paraNe nahIM .... 5 hAtha halAve to peTa bharAya........ 3 28 vidvAno edaMparyapriya hoya che..... 25 AlocanA karanAra ThapakApAtra ke 29 choDI devAmAM majA che ............ protsAhanapAtra ?. 30 vadhu kaSTadAyaka koNa ? ............. 7 gurunI javAbadArI ....................... | 31 vadhu nirjarA.......... 8 gozALAvRtti......................... 7 | 32 saMkalpa kare tene siddhi vare ........ 32 9 dardI pramANe davA ..................... 33 davA jevuM prAyazcitta. .... 33 10 lAcArI, doSa, virAdhakabhAva ....9 34 naMdipeNa muni jevI vaiyAvacca 11 AlocanA-prAyazcittanuM mahattva... 10 | karanArA Aje paNa che ................ 34 12 krodha-samatA ... ................ 11 | 35 ApaNe vaphAdAra ke bevaphA ? ... 35 13 mela pramANe pANI. ................ 36 kSamAzramaNa.. ................... 36 14 doSa chUpAvavo nahIM, doSa 37 dharma phikko lAge ke mITho ? .... 37 jayaNApUrvaka sevavo..................... 38 thI tIkhAzane mAre ................. 15 gADA pramANe bhAra ..................... 15 | 39 pravartaka zrIdharmaguptavijayajI 16 anavasthA TALavA prAyazcitta....16 | ma.nI jIvanajharamara..................... 39 17 sArA banavuM 17 | 40 mUrkhAI... tenA svarUpa banI jAva............... 41 pratibaMdhakane apanAvo, 19 lAcArI................................. uttejakane choDo.. ............... 20 gurune choDavA nahIM .............. 4ra duSkara-duSkara . ................ ...... 57 21 bhAva pramANe prAyazcitta.......... 18 [43 huM pUjAnI lAInamAM Ubho rahIza 58 22 prAyazcitta mApha ...........................19 | 44 bhojana = davA, bhADuM ............. 61 23 AlocanA tarata karavI............... 20|45 negeTiva pola.......................... : .......... : * 18 Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ...... 93 krama viSaya pAnA naM | krama viSaya pAnA naM. 46 badhAne zuddha karanAro pa9 Reservation, RAC, pote azuddha .... Cancellation ....... ...... .... 87 47 prabhunI mAnyatA 60 chaDI to dAdAnI ja pramANe cAlavuM..................... 69ii pokArIza.................................... 89 48 simakArDane sAcavo ................. 61 cAritra zA mATe levAnuM ? .... 49 videzamAM kaMdamULatyAga ... pahelA koNa - 50 tijorInI kALajI rAkho zAsana ke saMsAra ? ............ 51 niyama nAno, lAbha moTo......... 74| 63 krodhanuM bhayaMkara phaLa .... para guNAnurAga-doSAnuvAda 64 pUrvanI saMskRti ane pazcimI saMskRti ....... .... pa3 lagnavidhinA rahasyo ................ 65 koNa che A harAmajAdI ?....... pa4 lAITa Dima karavAthI A66 hojamAM maDaduM... akasmAta aTake 67 ArAdhanAnuM plAniMga.. .... dasamAMthI koIpaNa 68 baMdhana eja mukti ...................... ATha tapAso dravyAlocanA nahIM, paNa pa6 navakArazImAM to viziSTa bhAvAlocanA karo. .... - 100 AITamo ja khavAya ......... 70 vargIkaraNathI gUMcavaNa dUra .... 102 pa7 eka lekacarathI 95% mArka ..........85 | 71 paccakhANanA be viSaya............ 103 58 vividhatA kyAM ? .................. T7ra be rastA.... ....................... 104 94 Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAdhanA sAdhanA eTale dra (1) adhUrAmAMthI pUrA banavuM. (2) apUrNamAMthI pUrNa banavuM. (3) AtmAmAMthI paramAtmA banavuM. (4) jIvamAMthI ziva banavuM. (5) saMsArImAMthI siddha banavuM. (6) zarIramAMthI azarIrI banavuM. (7) AhArImAMthI aNAhArI banavuM. (8) bhogImAMthI yogI banavuM. (9) rAgImAMthI vairAgI banavuM, vItarAgI banavuM. (10) ajJAnImAMthI jJAnI banavuM. sAdhanA eTale dra (1) ApaNA doSone dUra karavA. (2) ApaNI UNapone pUravI (3) ApaNI bhUlone sudhAravI. (4) ApaNI khAmIone pUravI. (5) ApaNI truTIone sAMdhavI. . (6) ApaNI adhUrAzane pUravI. sAtvika zarIra sAtha na Ape tyAre pApa na karo emAM bahu moTI vAta nathI. zarIra sAtha Ape tyAre pApa na karo to sAtvika kahevAo. sAdhanA; sAtvika ...1... Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ maithunanI bhayaMkaratA sayasahassanArINaM, porTa phADei nigghiNo / sattaTThamAsie gabbhe, taDapphaDante nikintai // 1 // tA tassa jattiyaM pAvaM, tatti ceva cauguNaM / ikkaitthIpasaMgeNaM, sAhU baMdhai mehuNe // 2 // je krUra mANasa eka lAkha garbhavatI nArIonA peTane phADIne temAM rahelA sAta-ATha mahinAnA taraphaDatA garbhone mArI nAMkhe che, tenA karatA cAragaNuM pApa sAdhune eka strInI sAthe maithuna karavAmAM lAge che. sAhuNIe sahassaguNaM, mehuNekvaMsi sevie / koDIguNaM biijjeNaM, taie bohI viNassai // 3 // sAdhvInI sAthe eka vAra maithuna sevavAmAM sAdhune tenA karatA hajAragaNuM pApa lAge che, bIjI vAra maithuna sevavAmAM karoDagaNuM pApa lAge che ane trIjI vAra maithuna sevavAmAM samyakta nAza pAme che. AjammeNaM tu jaM pAvaM, baMdhijjA macchabaMdhao / vayabhaMga kAumaNassa, taM ceva'TTaguNaM bhave // mAchImAra potAnA saMpUrNa jIvanamAM je pApa kare tenA karatA AThagaNuM pApa vratano bhaMga karavA IcchatA sAdhune lAge. * * * * * kacarApeTI kacarApeTImAM gaMdagI hoya che. tethI te mANasane gamatI nathI. ApaNA zarIramAM paNa sAta dhAtuo, cAmaDI, AMtaraDA vagerenI gaMdagI bharelI che. to pachI e zarIra upara prIti zA mATe karavI ? maithunanI bhayaMkaratA; kacarApeTI Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hAtha halAve to peTa bharAyA eka garIba mANase bhagavAnane prArthanA karI, "prabhu ! mane bhojana Apo.' bIjA divase tenI sAme bhojananI thALI hAjara thaI gaI. paNa te mANasa khAto nathI. koIe tene pUchayuM, "bhAI ! bhojananI thALI paDI che, kema khAto nathI ?' garIba bolyo, "koI khavaDAve to khAuM." bhAIe kahyuM, "koI khavaDAve nahIM, ApaNe jAte ja khAvuM paDe." garIba na mAnyo. thoDA samaya pachI bhAIe kahyuM, "alyA ! khAI le, nahIMtara marI jaIza." chatAM garIba na mAnyo. chevaTe bhAIe tene yukti batAvI, "tuM bhojana tarapha hAtha laMbAvavA prayatna kara. tuM hAtha halAva, paNa tArA hAtha bhojana sudhI pahoMcatA nathI evo dekhAva kara. tethI loko samajaze ke, "Ane khAvuM che, paNa hAtha pahoMcato nathI." tethI koIkane dayA Avaze ane tane khavaDAvaze.' garIbe tema karyuM. eka paragaju mANasane dayA AvI. teNe tene khavaDAvyuM. garIbane bhojana maLI gayeluM. paNa hAtha halAvyA vinA e bhojana enA peTamAM na gayuM. tema ApaNane paNa ArAdhanAnI badhI sAmagrI maLI gaI che. have jo ApaNe ArAdhanA karIzuM to puNyanuM bhAthuM baMdhAze. jo ema ja besI rahyA to ApaNe khAlI hAthe ahIMthI durgatimAM ravAnA thavuM paDaze. bhojana maLavA chatAM bhUkhyo rahe e dayApAtra che. ArAdhanAnI sAmagrI maLavA chatAM ArAdhanAthI vaMcita rahe te to vadhu dayApAtra che. ApaNe AvA dayApAtra banavAnuM nathI. mATe maLelI ArAdhanAnI sAmagrIne sArthaka karIe ane bharapUra ArAdhanA karIe. * * * * * hAtha halAve to peTa bharAyA Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AlocanA karanAra ThapakApAtra ke protsAhanapAtra ? eka rAjA hato. duzmana rAjAe tenA para caDAI karI. A rAjAe potAnA sainikone AjJA karI, yuddha karIne te rAjAne harAvo." sainiko gayA. yuddha thayuM. paNa sainiko te duzmana rAjAnA prahAro sAme hArI gayA ane pAchA AvyA. rAjA pAse AvIne temaNe hakIkata jaNAvI. te sAMbhaLIne rAjA gusse thayo. te bolyo, 'tame mAro pagAra khAo cho ane duzmana sAme hArI jAo cho. A kema cAle ?' Ama rAjAnA apamAnajanaka zabdo sAMbhaLIne sainikone gusso Avyo. temaNe te rAjAne bAMdhIne duzmana rAjAne soMpyo. bIjo eka rAjA hato. duzmana rAjAe tenA para caDAI karI. rAjAnI AjJAthI sainiko laDavA gayA. paNa hArIne pAchA AvyA. rAjAe vAta jANI. rAjAe temane utArI na pADyA. temano UdhaDo na lIdho. temane Thapako na Apyo. temanA para te gusse na thayo. paNa teNe temane protsAhana ApyuM. pUrve te sainikoe karelA parAkramonI prazaMsA karIne teNe temane pANI caDAvyuM. Ama rAjAnA protsAhanathI temano utsAha vadhI gayo. tethI ghA lAgyA hovA chatAM ane eka vAra hAryA hovA chatAM teo bamaNA utsAhathI pharI laDavA gayA ane duzmana rAjAne harAvIne temaNe vijaya meLavyo. - TUMkamAM, pahelA rAjAe sainikone Thapako ApIne potAnI upara Aphatane notarI. bIjA rAjAe sainikone protsAhana ApIne hArelI bAjIne jItamAM palaTAvI. upanaya - rAjA = AcArya sainiko = ziSyo duzmana rAjA = moharAjA hAravuM = aticAra lAgavA ..4... AlocanA karanAra ThapakApAtra ke protsAhanapAtra ? Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jItavuM = prAyazcitta karIne zuddha thavuM. eka AcArya mahArAjanA ziSyoe kyAreka koI doSa sevyo. temaNe gurujIne te vAta jaNAvI. gurue temane Thapako Apyo, "sAdhupaNAmAM AvA doSo sevo cho. lAjazarama che ke nahIM ? A tamane zobhatuM nathI.' Ama gurue kaThora zabdothI Thapako Apyo eTale ziSyonuM mana bhAMgI gayuM. keTalAke saMyama choDI dIdhuM. keTalAke prAyazcitta karavAnuM mAMDI vALyuM. keTalAke guru sAthe jhaghaDo karyo. keTalAke gurune lAkaDIthI mAryA. keTalAke gurune mArI nAMkhyAM. Ama gurune ziSyone samajAvatA na AvaDyuM. temaNe ApelA ThapakAthI ziSyo vipharyA. tethI guru para Aphata AvI ane ziSyo paNa virAdhaka thayA. bIjA AcAryamahArAjanA ziSyoe koI doSa sevIne guru pAse AlocanA karI. gurue temaNe pUrve karelI ArAdhanAonI anumodanA karI ane vartamAnamAM sevelo doSa pharI na sevavAnI mIThI Takora karI. Ama gurunI madhura hitazikSAthI ziSyono utsAha vadhyo. temaNe gurue Apela prAyazcitta zIdhra pUrNa karyuM. ane pharI doSa na lAge tenI kALajIpUrvaka ArAdhanA karavA lAgyA. Ama gurunI hoMziyArIbharI hitazikSAthI ziSyo paNa ArAdhaka banyA ane guru paNa AbAda thayA. TUMkamAM, pahelA AcAryamahArAjanA ThapakAthI ziSyoe prAyazcitta na karyuM. jyAre bIjA AcAryamahArAjanI samajAvaTathI ziSyoe prAyazcitta karyuM ane ArAdhaka thayAM. mATe AlocanA karanArane Thapako na Apavo paNa teno utsAha vadhe ane te saMpUrNa AlocanA kare ane saMpUrNa prAyazcitta karI vizuddha thAya tevI preraNA tene karavI. * * * * * AlocanA karanAra ThapakApAtra ke protsAhanapAtra ? Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gurunI javAbadArI eka kheDUte khetaramAM DAMgara vAvI. khetaranI cAre tarapha teNe vADa karI. vADamAM teNe eka bAraNuM karyuM. eka vAra eka baLada bAraNAthI khetaramAM peTho ane DAMgara khAvA lAgyo. kheDUte AvIne joyuM. tene gusso Avyo. teNe bAraNuM baMdha karyuM. pachI lAkaDIthI ane paththarothI baLadane mAravA lAgyo. bAraNuM baMdha hovAthI baLada bahAra nIkaLI zakyo nahIM. tethI lAkaDI ane paththaronA prahArothI bacavA khetaranI aMdara ja Amatema bhamavA lAgyo. tethI AkhuM khetara khedAna-medAna thaI gayuM. Ama A kheDUtane baLadane haMkAratA na AvaDyuM to tenuM AkhuM khetara naSTa thaI gayuM. bIjA eka kheDUte khetaramAM DAMgara vAvI. teNe paNa vADa ane bAraNuM karyA. tenA khetaramAM paNa baLada peTho ane DAMgara khAvA lAgyo. te joIne kheDUte buddhi vAparI. te ekabAju Ubho rahIne avAja karavA lAgyo. tethI baLada Daryo. tethI te bAraNethI bhAgyo. bhAgatAM te baLadane kheDUte DhephAlAkaDI vagerethI mAryo. Ama hoMziyArIpUrvaka teNe baLadane bahAra kADhyo to tenuM khetara bacI gayuM. TUMkamAM, pahelA kheDUtane baLadane bahAra kADhatA na AvaDyuM. to tenuM khetara naSTa thayuM. bIjA kheDUte kunehathI baLadane bahAra kADhyo to tenuM khetara AbAda bacI gayuM. upanaya - kheDUta = AcArya mahArAja khetara = ziSyo baLada = doSo jo AcAryamahArAja AlocanA karanAra ziSyane Thapako Ape che to ziSyanA jIvanamAMthI te doSa nIkaLavAnI badale bIjA aneka doSo enA jIvanamAM AvI jAya ane tethI ziSya pAyamAla thaI jAya. temAM nimitta banavAthI guru paNa doSita bane. ...... gurunI javAbadArI Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jo AcAryamahArAja AlocanA karanAra ziSyane barAbara samajAvIne, madhura hitavacano kahIne preraNA kare to ziSyanA jIvanamAMthI te doSa nIkaLI jAya ane pharI te tenA jIvanamAM na pese. Ama ziSyanuM jIvana doSamukta bane, suvizuddha bane ane guNothI samRddha bane. temAM nimitta banavAthI gurune paNa lAbha thAya. TUMkamAM, gurunI anAvaDatane lIdhe AlocanA karanAra ziSyanI vizuddhi na thAya. gurunI AvaDatathI AlocanA karanAra ziSyanI paripUrNa vizuddhi thAya. mATe gurunA mAthe moTI javAbadArI che. jo te tene barAbara nIbhAve to temane ane ziSyone bannene lAbha thAya. jo te tene barAbara na nIbhAve to temane ane ziSyone bannene nukasAna thAya. * * * * * gozALAtti gozALAe prabhuvIranI bhakti to karI na hatI, UlaTuM tenA lIdhe bhagavAnane ghaNIvAra herAna thavuM paDyuM hatuM. gozALA para jyAre jyAre takalIpha AvatI tyAre tyAre te temAMthI bacavA mATe prabhuno Azaro leto. ApaNAmAM AvI gozALAvRtti to nathI ne ? ApaNe devagurunI bhakti to karatA nathI, UlaTuM temanA AzAtanA ane avinaya karIe chIe. jyAre jyAre ApaNI upara takalIpha Ave che tyAre tyAre tene dUra karavA ApaNe deva-guruno Azaro laIe chIe. A paNa gozALAvRtti ja che ne ? to pachI ApaNAmAM ane gozALAmAM pharaka zuM ? pharaka eTalo ke e gozALAne duniyA gozALA tarIke oLakhe che. jyAre ApaNane duniyA dharmAtmA tarIke oLakhe che. ApaNI aMdara rahelA gozALAne duniyA oLakhatI nathI. gozALAvRtti Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dardI pramANe davA zarIrathI baLavAna manuSya jyAre mAMdo paDe che tyAre DokTara tene heavy dose Ape che. thoDI pIDA thAya evI paNa tenI cikitsA kare che. AnuM kAraNa e che ke rogI sazakta che, sahana karI zake tema che. tethI bhAre upacAra paNa tenI upara karI zakAya che. zarIrathI DhIlo manuSya jyAre mAMdo paDe che tyAre DokTara tene mild dose Ape che. tene pIDA na thAya tevI rIte tenI cikitsA kare che. AnuM kAraNa e che ke rogI azakta che, tenuM zarIra bhAre upacArone sahana karI zake tema nathI. tethI tenA upacAra tevI rIte karavA paDe ke tene pIDA na thAya ane teno roga paNa dUra thaI jAya. upanaya : AlocanA karanAra jo zArIrika - mAnasika rIte sazakta hoya to tene prAyazcittamAM kaThora tapa paNa apAya, tene bhAre prAyazcitta paNa apAya. AnuM kAraNa e che ke te bhAre ke kaThora prAyazcittane vahana karavA samartha che. jo AlocanA karanAra zArIrika-mAnasika rIte DhIlo hoya to tene prAyazcittamAM alpa tapa apAya, tene halaku prAyazcitta apAya. AnuM kAraNa e che ke te bhAre prAyazcitta vahana karavA samartha nathI. DokTarano Azaya dardIne nIrogI karavAno hoya che. te badhA dardIone ekasarakhI davA Apato nathI. sarakhA rogamAM paNa te dardInI kSamatA pramANe tene davA Ape che. te dardIomAM koI bhedabhAva ke pakSapAta karato nathI. dardInI kSamatA mujaba tene davA ApIne te tene nIrogI kare che. jo DokTara sazakta dardIne mild dose Ape to tenI tene asara ja na thAya. tethI teno roga dUra na thAya. jo DokTara azakta dardIne heavy dose Ape to te tene jIravI na zake. tethI tene reaction Ave ane teno roga vadhI jAya. mATe DokTara dardInI avasthA vicArIne te mujaba tene davA Ape, badhAne ekasarakhI ke viparIta davA na Ape. 8... dardI pramANe davA Page #18 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ guruno Azaya ziSyane vizuddha karavAno hoya che. teo badhA ziSyone ekasarakhuM prAyazcitta ApatA nathI. sarakhA doSamAM paNa teo ziSyonI kSamatA pramANe temane prAyazcitta Ape che. temAM temane ziSyo pratye koI bhedabhAva ke pakSapAta nathI hoto. ziSyonI yogyatA pramANe temane prAyazcitta ApIne teo temane vizuddha kare che. - jo guru sazakta ziSyone maMda prAyazcitta Ape to tenAthI temane asara ja na thavAthI temanI vizuddhi ja na thAya. jo guru azakta ziSyone bhAre prAyazcitta Ape to teo te vahana na karI zakavAthI temanA bhAva tUTI jAya ane vadhu doSo sevavA lAge. tethI vizuddha thavAnI badale teo vadhu malina thAya. mATe ziSyanI yogyatA vicArIne guru tene te mujaba prAyazcitta Ape, badhAne ekasarakhuM ke viparIta prAyazcitta na Ape. - A hakIkatane barAbara samajIne guru jyAre bhinna bhinna prAyazcitta Ape tyAre gurune pakSapAtI na mAnavA, temanA pratye asadbhAva na karavo, paNa vizuddhi karAvanArA hovAthI temane upakArI mAnavA. lAcArI, doSa, virAdhabhAva khAvuM e lAcArI che, vadhu khAvuM te doSa che, vAraMvAra vadhu khAvuM te virAdhabhAva che. sUvuM e lAcArI che, vadhu sUvuM te doSa che, vAraMvAra vadhu sUvuM te virAdhakabhAva che. bolavuM e lAcArI che, vadhu bolavuM te doSa che, vAraMvAra vadhu bolavuM te virAdhakabhAva che. ema badhe samajavuM. lAcArI, doSa, virAdhakabhAva Page #19 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AlocanA-prAyazcittanuM mahattva gADAmAM amuka aMgo mukhya hoya che ane amuka aMgo gauNa hoya che. mukhya aMgo ane gauNa aMgo bannethI yukta evuM gADuM bhArane UMcakavA samartha bane che. jo gADAnuM koI mukhya aMga bhAMgI gayuM hoya to te gADuM bhAra UMcakI zakatuM nathI. te Akhu gADuM bhAMgI jAya che. jo gADAnuM koI gauNa aMga bhAMgI gayuM hoya to paNa te gADuM bhAra UMcakI zake che. jo te gauNa aMgane ThIka karavAmAM na Ave to dhIme dhIme bIjA gauNa aMgo paNa bhAMgI jatA eka divasa te gADuM nakAmuM banI jAya che. | koI maMDapa upara moTI zilA nAMkhavAmAM Ave to te maMDapa tUTI jAya che. jo te maMDapa upara thoDA sarasavanA dANA nAMkhavAmAM Ave to te maMDapa tUTato nathI. jo te dANA kADhavAmAM na Ave ane navA navA dANA tenI upara nAMkhavAmAM Ave to eka divasa dANAnuM ghaNuM vajana vadhavAnA kAraNe maMDapa tUTI jAya. upanaya - gADuM = sAdhu mukhya aMgo = mULaguNo gauNa aMgo = uttaraguNo bhAra = cAritra bhAra UMcakavo = cAritra pALavuM mULaguNo ane uttaraguNothI yukta sAdhu cAritrano bhAra UMcakavA samartha bane che. jo teno koI mULaguNa bhAMgI jAya to tenA bIjA mULaguNo paNa bhAgI jatAM te sAdhu cAritrane pALavA samartha banato nathI. jo teno koI uttaraguNa bhAMgI jAya to paNa te cAritra pALavA samartha bane che. AlocanA-prAyazcitta dvArA te sAdhu te uttaraguNane samArI de che. jo te sAdhu AlocanA-prAyazcitta na kare to dhIme dhIme tenA bIjA paNa uttaraguNo bhAMgI jAya che. ema thatAM eka divasa te sAdhunA sarva mULaguNo ane uttaraguNo sarvathA bhAMgI javAthI te cAritra pALavA samartha banato nathI. ..10... AlocanA-prAyazcittanuM mahattva Page #20 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ maMDapa = cAritra moTI zilA = mULaguNono ghAta sarasavanA dANA = uttaraguNonA aticAro jo mULaguNo ane uttaraguNo akhaMDa hoya to cAritra pALI zakAya che. jo mULaguNono ghAta thAya to cAritra bhAMgI jAya che. jo uttaraguNono ghAta thAya to cAritra bhAMgI jatuM nathI. tenuM AlocanA-prAyazcitta dvArA samArakAma karavuM jarUrI che. AlocanA-prAyazcitta karavAthI cAritra pAchuM pahelAnI jema vizuddha thaI jAya che. jo AlocanA-prAyazcitta na karAya to dhIme dhIme aticAro vadhI javAthI cAritrano maMDapa tUTI jAya che. TUMkamAM, mULaguNonA ghAtathI cAritrano saMpUrNapaNe nAza thAya che. doSoaticAro lAgavAthI cAritrano nAza thato nathI, paNa tenI malinatA thAya che. tene AlocanA-prAyazcitta dvArA zuddha karI devAya to cAritra suvizuddha thaI jAya. jo AlocanA-prAyazcitta na karAya to doSo-aticAronI malinatA vadhatI jAya. tethI eka divasa cAritra nAza pAme. vartamAnamAM cAritramAM doSo-aticAro to lAgyA ja kare che. saMpUrNa niraticAra cAritra pALavuM hAla muzkela che. tethI jo vAraMvAra AlocanAprAyazcitta karatA rahIe to cAritra nirmaLa rahe. mATe, AlocanA-prAyazcittamAM pramAda na karavo, paNa temAM satata jAgRti rAkhavI. avasare avasare AlocanAprAyazcitta karIne AtmA para lAgela doSo-aticAronI gaMdagIne dUra karatA rahevI. * * * * * krodha-samatA krodhe kroDa pUrava taNuM saMjama phaLa jAya. samatAe kroDa pUrava taNuM saMjama phaLa thAya. krodha-samatA Page #21 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mela pramANe pANI koI kapaDuM thoDuM ja meluM hoya to te gharamAM ja pANInA eka ja ghaDAthI cokhkhuM thaI jAya che. vadhu meluM kapaDuM pANInA be ghaDAthI cokhuM thAya che. tenAthI paNa vadhu meluM kapaDuM pANInA traNa ghaDAthI cokhkhuM thAya che. tenAthI paNa vadhu meluM kapaDuM pANInA cAra ghaDAthI cokhkhuM thAya che. tenAthI paNa vadhu meluM kapaDuM pANInA pAMca ghaDAthI cokhkhuM thAya che. tenAthI paNa vadhu meluM kapaDuM pANInA cha ghaDAthI cokhkhuM thAya che. je kapaDAmAM mela ekadama jAma thaI gayo hoya tene cokhkhuM karavA gharamAMthI nIkaLIne taLAva, nadI vagerenA kinAre jaIne tene sAbu lagAvavo paDe, tene khUba ghasavuM paDe, dhokA mAravA paDe, paththara para tene pachADavuM paDe. Ama karavAthI te kapaDuM cokhkhuM thAya che. Ama melA kapaDA aneka prakAranAM hoya che. kapaDAmAM jevo mela hoya tene cokhkhuM karavA tevA upAyo ajamAvavA paDe. kapaDuM ochuM meluM hoya to tene cokhkhuM karavA ochA pANI ane ochI mahenata joIe. jema jema mela vadhe tema tema tene cokhkhuM karavA vadhu pANI ane vadhu mahenata joIe. kapaDA dhonArano to eka ja Azaya hoya che - kapaDuM zuddha karavAno. jeTalA pANI ane jeTalI mahenatathI kapaDuM zuddha thAya teTalA pANI ane teTalI mahenatano te upayoga kare che. tene kapaDAo upara koI pakSapAta nathI. upanaya - kapaDuM = sAdhu (AlocanA karanAra) mela = doSa pANI, mahenata = prAyazcitta cokhkhAI = zuddhi koI sAdhue alpa doSa sevyo hoya to tenI zuddhi alpa tapathI thAya. koI sAdhue vadhu doSa sevyo hoya to tenI zuddhi vadhu tapathI thAya. tenA karatA vadhu doSa sevyo hoya to cheda prAyazcittathI tenI zuddhi thAya. ...12... mela pramANe pANI Page #22 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tenA karatA paNa vadhu doSa sevyo hoya to mUla prAyazcittathI tenI zuddhi thAya. tenA karatA paNa vadhu doSa sevyo hoya to anavasthApya prAyazcittathI tenI zuddhi thAya. tenA karatA paNa vadhu doSa sevyo hoya to pArAMcita prAyazcittathI tenI zuddhi thAya. ochA doSanI zuddhi alpa prAyazcittathI thAya che. vadhu doSanI zuddhi vadhu prAyazcittathI thAya che. jema jema doSa moTo hoya tema tema prAyazcitta vadhu Ave. prAyazcitta ApanArano Azaya eka ja hoya che - AlocanA karanAranI zuddhi karavI. jeTalA prAyazcittathI tenI zuddhi thAya teTaluM prAyazcitta te tene Ape. temAM temane AlocanA karanAra upara koI pakSapAta hoto nathI. vaLI, mela thoDo hoya ke ghaNo hoya paNa jo te ekadama coTelo hoya to tene dUra karavA ghaNuM pANI joIe ane mela thoDo hoya ke ghaNo hoya paNa jo te coTelo na hoya, uparachallo ja hoya to tene dUra karavA thoDuM ja pANI joIe. tema doSa nAno hoya ke moTo hoya paNa jo teno pastAvo na hoya to tenI zuddhi mATe moTuM prAyazcitta Ave ane doSa nAno hoya ke moTo hoya paNa teno pArAvAra pastAvo hoya to tenI zuddhi mATe nAnuM prAyazcitta Ave. TUMkamAM, jema jema doSa vadhu tema tema prAyazcitta vadhu. jema jema doSa alpa tema tema prAyazcitta alpa. jema jema pastAvo vadhu tema tema prAyazcitta alpa. - jema jema pastAvo alpa tema tema prAyazcitta vadhu. mATe pahelA naMbaramAM to doSa sevavo ja nahIM. kadAca doSa sevavo paDe to ochAmAM ocho doSa sevavo ane te paNa tIvra pazcAttApapUrvaka sevavo ke jethI alpa prAyazcittathI ApaNI zuddhi thaI jAya. mela pramANe pANI ...13... Page #23 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ doSa chupAvavo nahIM, doSa jayaNapUrvaka sevavo eka vANiyAne eka nidhAna maLyuM. teNe koIne te jaNAvyuM nahIM. bIjA koI mANasane tenI khabara paDI. teNe rAjAne jaNAvyuM. rAjA vANiyA para gusse thayo. teNe vANiyAne daMDa karyo ane tenuM nidhAna laI lIdhuM. - eka brAhmaNane eka nidhAna maLyuM. teNe rAjAne jaNAvyuM. rAjA nidhAna jovA AvyA. rAjAe nidhAnanI hakIkata pUchI. brAhmaNe badhu sAcuM kahI dIdhuM. rAjA khuza thayo. teNe brAhmaNano satkAra karyo ane tenuM nidhAna tene ApI dIdhuM. upanaya : (1) je doSa sevIne gurune jaNAvato nathI, eTale ke AlocanA-prAyazcitta leto nathI tene karmarAjA pachI moTo daMDa Ape che ane nidhAna samAna tenA guNo harI le che. je doSa sevIne guru pAse tenA AlocanA-prAyazcitta le che tene karmarAjA koI daMDa Apato nathI ane nidhAna samAna tenA guNo akabaMdha rahe che. (2) je kAraNe doSa seve che ane te paNa jayaNApUrvaka doSa seve che, eTale ke jarUra pUrato ochAmAM ocho doSa seve che tene guru vizeSa prAyazcitta ApatA nathI. tenuM badhuM prAyazcitta mApha thaI jAya che. je vinA kAraNe doSa seve che ane je kAraNe jayaNA vinA doSa seve che eTale ke bephAma (jarUra karatA vadhu) doSane seve che tene guru vadhu prAyazcitta Ape che. mATe (1) doSa sevIne kyAreya guruthI chupAvavo nahIM. khullA hRdaye gurune badhu kahI devuM. temAM ja ekAMte kalyANa che. (2) vaLI doSa sevavo paDe tyAre paNa jayaNApUrvaka doSa sevavo, bephAma nahIM, jarUra paDe tyAre ja ane jarUra pUrato ja doSa sevavo, ke jethI alpa prAyazcittathI ApaNI vizuddhi thaI jAya. * * * * * ..14... doSa chupAvavo nahIM, doSa jayaNApUrvaka sevavo Page #24 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gADA pramANe bhAra gADA cAra prakAranA hoya che - (1) gADuM majabUta hoya, baLada sazakta hoya, (ra) gADuM majabUta hoya, baLada nabaLA hoya. (3) gADuM nabaLuM hoya, baLada sazakta hoya. (4) gADuM nabaLuM hoya, baLada nabaLA hoya. pahelA gADAmAM pUrepUro bhAra naMkhAya che. bIjA gADAmAM baLado khecI zake teTalo bhAra naMkhAya che. trIjA gADAmAM gADuM khamI zake teTalo bhAra naMkhAya che. cothA gADAmAM baLado kheMcI zake ane gADu khamI zake teTalo bhAra naMkhAya che. jIvo paNa cAra prakAranA hoya che - (1) saMghayaNa majabUta hoya, ghIraja majabUta hoya. (2) saMghayaNa majabUta hoya, dhIraja ochI hoya. (3) saMghayaNa nabaLuM hoya, dhIraja majabUta hoya. (4) saMghayaNa nabaLuM hoya, dhIraja ochI hoya. saMghayaNa = zArIrika zakti. dhIraja = mAnasika svasthatA. pahelA jIvane pUrepUruM prAyazcitta apAya che. bIjA jIvane tenI dhIraja Take teTaluM prAyazcitta apAya che. trIjA jIvane tenuM zarIra khamI zake teTaluM prAyazcitta apAya che. cothA jIvane tenI mAnasika svasthatA Take ane tenuM zarIra khamI zake teTaluM prAyazcitta apAya che. Ama jIvanI yogyatA mujaba tene prAyazcitta apAya che. mATe kyAreka bIjA karatA ochuM-vadhuM prAyazcitta maLyuM hoya to "guru pakSapAtI che ema na vicAravuM, paNa gurue samajI-vicArIne barAbara prAyazcitta ApyuM che ema vicArI manamAM guru pratye zraddhA-samarpaNa akabaMdha rAkhavA. gADA pramANe bhAra ...15... Page #25 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ anavasthA TALavA prAyazcitta eka rAjA para duzmana rAjAe AkramaNa karyuM. A rAjAe traNa nagaromAM potAnA traNa subhaTo mokalyA ane temane kahyuM ke, "nagaronI rakSA karajo." te traNe 1-1- nagaramAM rahyA. duzmana rAjAe nagarone ghero ghAlyo. tethI nagaramAM bhojana-sAmagrI khUTI gaI. tethI temaNe rAjAnA koThAramAMthI 3030 ghaDA anAja lIdhuM. pachI duzmana rAjAne harAvIne teo rAjA pAse AvyA ane badhI vAta karI. rAjA khuza thayo. anAja lIdhAnI vAta karI. rAjAe vicAryuM, 'jo ke AmaNe duzmana rAjAne jItavA mATe anAja lIdhuM hatuM, eTale emano guno nathI. chatAM jo emane daMDa nahIM ApuM to teo vAraMvAra pUchyA vinA anAja letA thaI jaze. vaLI temane joIne bIjA paNa zIkhaze." | mATe temane ane bIjAne anAja levAno bhaya lAge eTale rAjAe temane daMDa Apyo, 'tame 10-10 ghaDA anAja mane Apo. bAkInA ra0 ghaDA anAja mApha karyA.' upanaya - rAjA = guru subhaTa = sAdhu koThAra = cha kAyanA jIvo duzmana rAjAnI caDAI = upadrava, dukALa vagere. upadrava, dukALa vagere ApattiomAM sAdhuo cha kAyanA jIvonI hiMsArUpa doSa sevIne temAMthI pAra Utare che. tyAre guru vicAre, "jo ke kAraNe doSa sevyo hovAthI A sAdhuo daMDapAtra nathI, chatAM jo daMDa nahIM apAya to teo vAraMvAra vinA kAraNe, jayaNA vinA, pramAdathI doSo sevavA lAgaze. vaLI, temane joIne bIjA paNa zIkhaze. mATe temane ane bIjAne pharI doSo sevatA bhaya lAge eTalA mATe temane prAyazcitta ApavuM jarUrI che." ...16... anavasthA TALavA prAyazcitta Page #26 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Ama vicArI guru temane prAyazcitta Ape. te paNa ghaNuM mApha karIne thoDuM Ape. Ama anavasthAne aTakAvavA mATe guru kAraNe doSa sevanArane paNa thoDuM prAyazcitta Ape. * * * * * sArA banavuM rogIne sAjA dekhAvAmAM rasa nathI hoto, tene to sAjA thavuM che. tema ApaNe paNa sArA dekhAvAnI IcchA na rAkhavI, sArA banavA prayatna karavA. tenA svarUpa banI jAva jenA vicAro karo, jenuM dhyAna dharo, AMzika rIte tenA svarUpa banI jAva. bIjAnA doSo vicAro, tenuM dhyAna karo to AMzika rIte tenA svarUpa banI jAva. lAcArI jenI siddhabhagavaMtone jarUra na hoya ane jenA vinA ApaNuM jIvana na cAle te ApaNI lAcArI che, karmanI ApaNA upara zirajorI che. gurune choDavA nahIM eyAriso khalu gurU, kulavahuNAeNa Neva mottavyo / / eyassa u ANAe, jaiNA dhammami jaiavvaM // 94 // - dharmaparIkSA pati tiraskAra kare to paNa kulavadhU te patine choDatI nathI. tema ucita guNavALA guru tiraskAra kare to paNa suziSya temane choDe nahIM. sAdhue ucitaguNavALA gurunI AjJA pramANe dharmamAM yatna karavo joIe. sArA banavuM; tenA svarUpa banI jAva; lAcArI; gurune choDavA nahIM Page #27 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhAva pramANe prAyazcitta pAMca vANiyAo sarakhA bhAge vepAra kare che. temane 15 gadheDAno lAbha thayo. te gadheDAo ochI-vadhu bhAra UMcakatA hovAthI temanI kiMmata ochI-vadhu hatI. tethI te pAMca vANiyAo te 15 gadheDAonA sarakhA bhAga karI zakatA na hatA. tethI teo jhaghaDavA lAgyA. tethI teo eka buddhimAna mANasa pAse gayA. teNe temane gadheDAonI kiMmata pUchI. temaNe te kahI. te buddhimAne kahyuM, "huM barAbara bhAga karI ApuM chuM. dhIraja rAkho, jhaghaDo nahIM." teNe 60 sonAmahoranI kiMmatano eka gadheDo pahelA vANiyAne Apyo, 30 sonAmahoranI kiMmatanA be gadheDA bIjA vANiyAne ApyA, 20 sonAmahoranI kiMmatanA traNa gadheDA trIjA vANiyAne ApyA, 15 sonAmahoranI kiMmatanA cAra gadheDA cothA vANiyAne ApyA ane 12 sonAmahoranI kiMmatanA pAMca gadheDA pAMcamA vANiyAne ApyA. Ama teNe barAbara vaheMcaNI karI. tethI vANiyAo khuza thaI gayA. upanaya - buddhimAna mANasa = guru vANiyA = sAdhu gadheDA = prAyazcitta kiMmata = rAga-dveSa sAdhuo tIvra-maMda adhyavasAyothI doSo seve che. tIvra rAga-dveSathI eka doSa sevanArane guru jeTaluM prAyazcitta Ape che teTaluM ja prAyazcitta maMda rAga-dveSathI be doSa sevanArane Ape. (temAM eka doSanuM prAyazcitta aDadhuM thayuM.) tenA karatA maMda rAga-dveSathI traNa doSa sevanArane paNa teTaluM ja prAyazcitta Ape. (temAM eka doSanuM prAyazcitta trIjo bhAga thayo.) tenA karatA maMda rAga-dveSathI cAra doSa sevanArane paNa teTaluM ja prAyazcitta Ape. (temAM eka doSanuM prAyazcitta cotho bhAga thayo) tenA karatA maMda rAga-dveSathI pAMca doSa sevanArane paNa teTaluM ja prAyazcitta Ape. (temAM eka doSanuM prAyazcitta pAMcamo bhAga thayo). bhAva pramANe prAyazcitta .18... Page #28 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Ama doSonI saMkhyA judI judI che ane rAga-dveSa paNa judA judA che, chatAM guru badhAne sarakhuM prAyazcitta ApIne badhAnI zuddhi kare che. - TUMkamAM doSa sevatI vakhate je tIvra ke maMda bhAvathI doSa sevyo hoya tenA AdhAre prAyazcitta apAya che. rAga-dveSanA bhAva vadhu to prAyazcitta vadhu. rAgadveSanA bhAva ochA to prAyazcitta ochuM. | mATe, pahelA naMbaramAM doSo sevavA ja nahIM, kadAca doSo sevavA paDe to tIvra rasathI na sevavA, paNa maMda rasathI sevavA, ke jethI alpa prAyazcittathI vizuddhi thaI jAya. prAyazcitta mApha eka nagaramAM rAjA aputrIyo maryo. rAjyanA adhikArIoe navA rAjAne nImavA adhivAsita hAthI ane ghoDo nagaramAM chUTA mUkyA. A bAju mUladeva corI karatA pakaDAyo. rAjyanA adhikArIoe tene phAMsInI sajA pharamAvI. tene nagaramAM bhamAvIne phAMsInA mAMcaDA tarapha laI jatA hatA. tyAre mUladevane joIne ghoDAe haSArava karyo ane mUladevane besavA mATe potAnI pITha namAvI, hAthIe sUMDhamAM pANI laIne teno abhiSeka karyo. sAmudrika zAstranA jANakAroe kahyuM ke, "A mUladeva havethI rAjA che. tethI tenA corI vagerenA badhA aparAdho mApha karAyA ane tene rAjagAdI apAI. te rAjA banyo. koI badyuta sAdhue koI doSa sevyo. gurue tene moTo daMDa Apyo. acAnaka AcArya kALa karI gayA. gacchamAM bIjuM koI AcAryapadane yogya nathI. daMDa apAyela bahuzruta sAdhu AcAryapada mATe yogya che. tethI tene alpa prAyazcitta ApIne ke tenuM prAyazcitta sarvathA mApha karIne tene AcAryapada para ArUDha karAya che. prAyazcitta mApha ...19... Page #29 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AlocanA tarata karavI eka vANiyo pAna vecato hato. tene TAla hatI. eka sainike vANiyAne majAkamAM kahyuM, "e TAliyA ! mane pAna Apa." vANiyAne gusso Avyo. teNe pAna na ApyuM. sainike gusse thaIne tenA mAthe TapalI mArI. - vANiyAe vicAryuM, "jo jhaghaDo karIza to sainika dubhAze ane mane mArI nAkhaze. tethI TapalI mAryAno badalo upAyathI vALuM." Ama vicArI teNe sainikano hAtha masaLyo ane kahyuM, 'tamane vAgyuM to nathI ne ?' pachI teNe tene kapaDAnI joDa ApI, tenA pagamAM paDyo ane tene ghaNA pAna ApyA. sainike pUchyuM, "tane kema mArI upara gusso na Avyo ? tuM kema mArA pUjA-satkAra kare che ?' ja rItabhAta che." sainike vicAryuM, "jo AvuM hoya to koI zrImaMta TAliyAnA mAthe TapalI mAruM jethI te mane ghaNuM dhana Ape. tethI mArI daridratA dUra thAya.' Ama vicArI teNe eka TAliyA ThAkoranA mAthe TapalI mArI. ThAkore gusse thaIne sainikane mArI nAkhyo. Ama vANiyAe buddhithI veranI vasulAta karI. upanaya : je ema vicAre che ke "vAraMvAra AlocanA karavAnI zI jarUra che ? chelle eka ja vAra AlocanA karavI joIe. tenAthI ja saMpUrNa zuddhi thaI jaze. nAnI nAnI AlocanAo karyA pachI pAchA doSo lAge ja che ane AtmA malina thAya ja che. enA karatA chelle eka moTI AlocanA *..20... AlocanA tarata karavI Page #30 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ karI laIe to tenAthI saMpUrNa zuddhi thaI jAya ane pharI malinatA na Ave.' te vyaktinI dazA uparanA daSTAMtamAM kahela sainika jevI thAya che. sainike ekasAthe zrImaMta banavAnI IcchAthI ThAkoranI TAla para TapalI mArI ane zrImaMtAI maLavAnI badale tene maraNa maLyuM. tema chellI eka ja AlocanAthI zuddhine IcchatA vyaktinA jIvanamAM nAnI nAnI AlocanAonA abhAvamAM doSo khUba vadhI jAya che. tethI chelle ghaNuM prAyazcitta teNe karavuM paDe che. je te karI zakato nathI ane durgatimAM paDe che ane anaMtA maraNonI hAramALA te sarje che. vaLI chelle eka AlocanA dvArA zuddhi karavAnuM kahenAra te vyakti kadAca acAnaka koI kAraNasara maraNa pAme to AlocanA vinA maraNa pAmavAthI tenI gati bagaDI jAya. A vyakti potAnI jAtane ja chetare che. mATe AlocanAnI upekSA na karavI. doSa lAge ke tarata AlocanA karI levI. jethI pharI doSo sevavAnuM na thAya, AtmA satata jAgrata rahe ane cokhkho rahe. moTAmAM nAnuM samAI jAya eka core ghaNI corIo karI hatI. koInA vAsaNo coryA hatA, koInA kapaDA coryA hatA, koInuM sonuM coryuM hatuM, koInI cAMdI corI hatI. ekavAra te core rAjAne tyAM khAtara pADyuM ane ratno coryA. koTavAloe tene pakaDI lIdho. tene rAjA sAme lAvyA. tyAre nagarajano kahevA lAgyA ke amArI A A vastu paNa ANe corI che. rAjAe tene ratno coravAnA daMDarUpe phAMsInI sajA ApI. bAkInI corIonA daMDo A phAMsInI sajAmAM ja samAI gayA. jeNe nAnA nAnA ghaNA doSo sevyA che te vyakti pachI moTo eka doSa seve che to tene te moTA doSanuM eka moTuM prAyazcitta apAya che ane temAM nAnA doSonuM prAyazcitta samAI jAya che. moTAmAM nAnuM samAI jAya ...21... Page #31 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ samatA samatA thoDA jIvo pAse ja hoya che. te A rIte dra badhA jIvo kAmane jANe che. badhA jIvomAMthI manavALA jIvo dhanane jANe che. manavALA jIvomAM paNa keTalAka manuSyo khetI vagere vepArane jANe che. manuSyomAM paNa dharmane jANanArA thoDA che. dharmane jANanArAmAM paNa jenadharmane jANanArA thoDA che. jainadharmane jANanArAmAM paNa samyaktane pAmanArA thoDA che. samyakta pAmelAmAM paNa mokSa mATe prayatna karanArA thoDA che. mokSa mATe prayatna karanArAmAM paNa samatA pAmanArA thoDA che, kemake jeno mokSa najIkamAM hoya e ja samatA pAme che. Ama samatA bahu thoDA jIvo pAse hoya che. samatA durlabha che. samatA mahattvanI paNa che. mATe ApaNe paNa samatA pAmavA mATe prayatna karIe. samatA pAmIne ApaNA mokSane ApaNe najIka karIe. * * * * * zarIra kedakhAnuM che jyAM gaMdagI, bhUkha, tarasa, parAdhInatA vagere ghaNA duHkho che evA kedakhAnAmAMthI mUrkha mANasa paNa khAtara pADIne nIkaLavA Icche che. zarIra e to duniyAnA kedakhAnA karatA vadhu bhayaMkara kedakhAnuM che. jIvane enA karmo A kedakhAnAmAM nAMkhe che. chatAM jIva zarIrarUpI kedakhAnAmAMthI nIkaLavAnA prayatno karavAnI badale bhojana ane TApaTIpa vaDe ene daDha karavAnA prayatno kare che. kevI vicitratA ! ...22... samatA; zarIra kedakhAnuM che Page #32 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ buddhizALI paraNe nahIM eka yuvatI bhagavAnanA maMdiramAM gaI. teNIe prabhunI khUba bhakti karI. dararoja AvI bhAvabhakti te karavA lAgI. teNInI bhaktithI khuza thaIne eka divasa prabhue teNIne darzana ApyA ane kahyuM, "tArI bhaktithI huM tArI upara prasanna thayo chuM. tAre je joIe te mAMga." yuvatI khuza thaIne bolI, "prabhu ! jo kharekhara Apa rIyA ho ane mane manavAMchita ApavAnA ho to eka buddhizALI yuvaka sAthe mArA lagna karAvI do." yuvatIne ema hatuM ke hamaNA prabhu tathAstu kaheze ane mane ISTaprApti thaze. paNa prabhu kazuM bolyA vinA cUpacApa besI rahyA. UlaTuM, teo udAsa thaI gayA. prabhunI A dazA joIne yuvatIe vicAryuM ke, "prabhu mArI IcchA pUrI karI zake tema nathI lAgatA. mATe ja mauna rahyA che. paNa prabhu to sarvazaktimAna che. mArI IcchA pUravI e to temanA mATe ramata vAta che. to pachI prabhu kema bolatA nathI ? kadAca A duniyAmAM koI buddhizALI yuvaka nahIM hoya eTale prabhu mArI prArthanAno svIkAra nahIM karatA hoya. lAva, prabhune ja pUchI jouM." Ama vicArIne teNIe prabhune pUchyuM, "prabhu ! zuM Ape banAvelI A duniyAmAM koI buddhizALI yuvaka nathI ?' prabhue kahyuM, "A duniyAmAM buddhizALI yuvako to che ja.' yuvatI bolI, "to pachI Apa mArI IcchA pUrI kema nathI karatA? Apane kyAM vAMdho Ave che ? prabhu bolyA, "tArI IcchA che ke huM tArA lagna buddhizALI yuvaka sAthe karAvuM. paNa A duniyAmAM buddhizALI yuvako lagna karatA nathI. lagna karanArA mUrakha hoya che. tuM mUrakha yuvaka sAthe lagna karavA IcchatI nathI. buddhizALI buddhizALI paraNe nahIM ...23... Page #33 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ yuvako lagna karavA IcchatA nathI. tuM ja kahe A paristhitimAM huM tArI IcchA zI rIte pUrI karI zakuM ?' yuvatI prabhunI lAcArI samajI gaI. A prasaMga ApaNane suMdara preraNA Ape che - buddhizALI yuvake paraNavuM na joIe. teNe saMyama laI AtmasAdhanA karavI joIe. je paraNe che te mUrakha bane che. te hAthe karIne potAnI jAtane saMsAranA baMdhanamAM bAMdhe che. te paraNIne eka parivAra Ubho kare che ane pachI e parivAranA management mAM potAnuM pUruM jIvana vyatIta kare che. tenI badhI zaktio saMsAramAM veDaphAI jAya che. je manuSyabhava sAdhanA karIne AtmaguNono vikAsa karavA mATe maLyo hato tene te nakAmo gumAve che. saMsAra lAkaDAnA lADavA jevo che. lAkaDAno lADavo dekhAvamAM suMdara hoya che. tenI suMdaratAthI mohAIne je tene moDhAmAM nAMkhe che tenA dAMta bhAMgI jAya che. lADavAno svAda to tene maLato nathI, UlaTuM dAMta tUTI javAnuM nukasAna thAya che. pachI te pastAyA kare che, lADavo moDhAmAM na nAMkhyo hota to sAruM thAta.' paNa tyAre ghaNuM moDuM thaI gayuM hoya che. tyAre tenA nasIbamAM mAtra pIDA sahana karavAnuM ja bAkI rahe che. jo lADavo moDhAmAM nAMkhatA pahelA teNe thoDo vicAra karyo hota ke, "AnuM pariNAma zuM Avaze ?' to pAchaLathI tene pastAvuM na paData. je pahelA vicAra kare che tene pachI pastAvuM nathI paDatuM. je pahelA vicAra nathI karato tene pachI avazya pastAvAno vAro Ave che. je vyakti lAkaDAnA lADavAnA dekhAvamAM mohAto nathI, paNa tenuM vAstavika svarUpa vicAre che tene te lADavo moDhAmAM nAkhavAnuM mana thatuM nathI. pariNAme te dAMta tUTavAnI pIDAthI bacI jAya che ane sukhI thAya che. saMsAra paNa dekhAvamAM suMdara lAge che. tethI mohavaza ajJAnI jIva temAM paDe che. paNa paDyA pachI saMsAranI takalIpho ane viTaMbaNAothI te trAsI jAya che. tene saMsAramAM sukha to maLatuM nathI, UlaTuM, duHkhanA DuMgaro tenI upara tUTI paDe che. pachI te pastAya che, "AnA karatAM to saMsAramAM buddhizALI paraNe nahIM ...24... Page #34 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ na paDyo hota to sAruM thAta.' have tenI mATe pastAvA sivAya ane duHkhomAM ribAvA sivAya bIjo koI rasto nathI. jo saMsAramAM paDatA pahelA teNe thoDo vicAra karyo hota ke, "AnuM result zuM Avaze ?' to te bacI gayo hota. paNa utAvaLamAM teNe vagara vicAryuM pagaluM bharyuM jenA phaLa teNe jIvanabhara ke aneka bhavo sudhI) bhogavavA paDe che. saMsAramAM paDatA pahelA je vicAra kare che tene saMsAramAM paDavAnuM mana thatuM nathI. tethI tene pAchaLathI pastAvuM paDatuM nathI. je vicAryA vinA saMsAramAM jhaMpalAve che te roI roIne jIvana pUruM kare che. je vyakti saMsAranA mohamAM phasAto nathI, paNa tenuM sAcuM svarUpa vicAre che tene saMsAramAM paDavAnuM mana thatuM nathI. pariNAme te ghaNA duHkhothI bacI jAya che ane ghaNA sukhono svAmI banI jAya che. ApaNe buddhizALI chIe ke mUrakha ? jo ApaNe buddhizALI hoIe to paraNIne saMsAranI khINamAM paDavAnI mUrakhAI ApaNe kadI karavI na joIe. saMyama laI nirmaLa brahmacaryanA pAlanapUrvaka uttama saMyamasAdhanA karI ApaNe AtmakalyANa karavuM joIe. jo paraNIne saMsAramAM paTakAyA to mUrakhAmAM khapavAno vAro Avaze. mATe cetI javA jevuM che. "sAvadhAna ! AgaLa khataro che !' A vAkyane hRdayastha karavA jevuM che. * * * * vidvAno ai paryapriya hoya che vipazcitAM na yukto'ya-maidamparyapriyA hi te / yathoktAstatpunazcAru, hantA'trApi nirUpyatAm // 309 // - yovinda vidvAnone mATe A vakratA bharelo Agraha yogya nathI, kemake sAcA vidvAnone audaMparya (rahasyArthI priya hoya che. kAlAtIte (anya darzananA eka vidvAne) je kahyuM che temAM paNa audaMparya zuddha che. A bAbata sUkSmabuddhithI vicAravI. vidvAno edaMparyapriya hoya che. ra5,., Page #35 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ choDI devAmAM majA che eka zaheramAM traNa bhAIo rahetA hatA. traNe sukhI ane samRddha hatA. eka divasa moTA bhAI devaloka thayA. traNe bhAIonA rahevAnA makAna judA hatA. dhaMdhA-nokarI paNa traNenA judA hatA. zaheramAM temanuM eka jUnuM makAna hatuM je baMdha paDyuM hatuM. tenI mAlikI traNenI hatI. vacalA bhAInI ane moTAbhAInA dIkarAnI IcchA hatI ke te makAna vecIne tenI je rakama Ave te traNee sarakhA bhAge vaheMcavI. paNa nAno bhAI A bAbatamAM saMmata thato na hato. tethI tenI sAthe pelA bene takarAra thatI, abolA thatA, saMbaMdho bagaDatA. makAnanA badhA kAgaLo vacalA bhAI pAse hatA. eka bAju vacalo bhAI ane moTA bhAIno dIkaro ane bIjI bAju nAno bhAI. A jhaghaDo varaso sudhI cAlyo. vacalAbhAIe nAnA bhAIne samajAvavA mATe ghaNA prayatno karyA. paNa nAno bhAI na mAnyo te na ja mAnyo. mahAtmAonA vacano sAMbhaLIne vacalA bhAIne eka divasa vicAra Avyo, "kheMcavA karatA choDI devAmAM majA che. huM badhA kAgaLo nAnA bhAIne ApI dauM." nAnA bhAInI dIkarInA lagnanI kaMkotrI lakhavAnI hatI. te vacalA bhAIne AmaMtraNa ApavA Avyo. tene dahezata hatI ke vacalo bhAI mArA prasaMgamAM nahIM Ave. vacalA bhAIe tene dharapata ApatA kahyuM, "huM cokkasa tArA prasaMgamAM hAjarI ApIza." vacalA bhAIe makAnanA kAgaLo nAnA bhAIne ApI devAno je nirNaya karyo hato te potAnA bhAbhIne, bhatrIjAne ane putrane jaNAvyo. badhAe saMmati ApI. vacalo bhAI thelImAM kAgaLo laIne nAnAbhAInA prasaMgamAM gayo. prasaMga pUrNa thayA bAda te nAnA bhAI sAthe beTho ane premathI badhA kAgaLo teNe tene ApI dIdhA. 26... choDI devAmAM majA che Page #36 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ teNe nAnAbhAIne kahyuM, "makAnano amAre bhAga joIto nathI. AjathI A kAgaLo ane makAna tane soMpyA.' nAno bhAI to A joIne Abho ja banI gayo. tene Azcarya thayuM. tenA hRdayamAM vacalA bhAI pratyenI je napharata hatI tenuM sthAna sanmAne lIdhuM. te vacelAbhAIne cheka daravAjA sudhI vaLAvavA Avyo. vacalo bhAI ghare Avyo. tene "hAza' no anubhava thayo. eka moTuM kAma karyAno tene AnaMda thayo. hArIne paNa jItI javAno harSa tenA ure samAto nahoto. te kaMIka ApIne Avyo hato, chatAM teno tene vasavaso nahoto, paNa te kaMIka pAmyo hoya tema tenA manamAM A prasaMga pachI anerI prasannatA chavAI gaI. potAnuM haiyuM haLavuM karavA te vacalo bhAI sAMje mArI pAse Avyo ane badhI vAta karIne haiyuM khAlI karI gayo. tenA zabdomAM, tenA moDhAnA hAvabhAvamAM je AnaMda hato te kaMIka alaga ja hato. Aja sudhI te kheMcavAmAM AnaMda mAnato hato. tethI te kheMcato hato, paNa tene AnaMda maLato nahoto. have tene samajAyuM hatuM ke ApavAmAM AnaMda che ane e vAta Aje teNe sAkSAt anubhavI hatI. A prasaMga ApaNane paNa suMdara bodha Ape che. jIvanamAM Dagale ne pagale takarAro, jhaghaDAo, laDAIo thAya che. e badhAmAM lagabhaga ApaNe ApaNA pakSane majabUta banAvavA mathIe chIe ane jItavA mAMgIe chIe. uparokta prasaMga ApaNane zIkhave che ke - hAramAM paNa jIta rahelI che, namatuM jokhavAmAM ghaNA guNo che, jatuM karavAmAM ghaNo phAyado che, ApavAmAM AnaMda che, udAra banavAmAM uttamatA che. moTuM mana rAkhavAthI saMbaMdho sudhare che. saMkucita manovRttithI saMbaMdha bagaDe che. A sArane ApaNe jIvanamAM utArIe. Aja sudhI ghaNI bAbatomAM ghaNuM kheMcyuM. have badhI bAbatomAM badhu choDatA jaIe. ApaNA nijAnaMdanI sImA nahIM rahe. * * * * * choDI devAmAM majA che ...27.. Page #37 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vadhu kaSTadAyaka koNa ? ghaNIvAra loko saMyamajIvanane atimuzkela ane atibhayaMkara vastuo sAthe sarakhAvIne saMyamajIvana khUba ja kaSTamaya che evuM pradarzita kare che. teo saMyamajIvanane AvI upamAo Ape che - saMyama levuM eTale (1) gaMgAnadIne sAmA pravAhe taravA jevuM che. (ra) talavAranI dhAra para cAlavA jevuM che. (3) loDhAnA caNA cAvavA jevuM che. (4) meruparvatane trAjavAmAM tolavA jevuM che. (5) bhayaMkara duzmananA sainyane ekalapaMDe jItavA jevuM che. (6) rAdhAvedha (pharatI pUtaLInI DAbI AMkha bANathI vIMdhavI) karavA jevuM che. (7) hAthathI moTA samudrane taravA jevuM che. (8) retIno koLIyo khAvA jevuM che. (9) agninI jvALAne pIvA jevuM che. (10) vAyunA kothaLAne bharavA jevuM che. mAre emane kahevuM che ke jo saMyamajIvana kaSTadAyaka lAgatuM hoya to saMsAramAM to anekagaNA kaSTo che. saMyamajIvana jo bhayaMkara lAgatuM hoya to saMsAra to atizaya bIhAmaNo che. (1) saMyama levuM jo gaMgAnadIne sAmA pravAhe taravA jevuM hoya to saMsAramAM rahevuM kAMI gaMgAnadInA vaheNamAM taravA jevuM nathI. e to sItAnadInA atizaya dhasamasatA pravAhanI sAme taravA jevuM che. (2) saMyama levuM jo talavAranI dhAra para cAlavA jevuM lAgatuM hoya to saMsAramAM rahevuM kAMI phUlo para cAlavA jevuM nathI. e to atitIrNa ane dhAradAra talavAra para cAlavA jevuM che. saMyama levuM jo loDhAnA caNA cAvavA jevuM hoya to saMsAramAM rahevuM kAMI rasagullA khAvA jevuM nathI. e to paththaranA caNA cAvavA jevuM che. (3) ..28... vadhu kaSTadAyaka koNa ? Page #38 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ (4) saMyama levuM jo meruparvatane trAjavAmAM tolavA barAbara hoya to saMsAramAM rahevuM kAMI rUne trAjavAmAM tolavA jevuM nathI. e to duniyAnA badhA parvatone trAjavAmAM tolavA jevuM che. (5) saMyama levuM jo bhayaMkara duzmananA sainyane ekalapaMDe jItavA jevuM hoya to saMsAramAM rahevuM kAMI mitranI sAthe pharavA jevuM nathI. e to ekasAthe badhA duzmanasainyone zastra vinA ekalA hAthe jItavA jevuM che. saMyama levuM jo rAdhAvedha karavA jevuM hoya to saMsAramAM rahevuM kAMI bIjAne phUlanI mALA paherAvavA jevuM nathI. e to vagara AMkhe eka ja bANathI rAdhAnI (pUtaLInI) banne AMkho vIMdhavA jevuM che. (7) saMyama levuM jo hAthathI moTA samudrane taravA jevuM hoya to saMsAramAM rahevuM kAMI pANImAM chabachabiyA karavA jevuM nathI. e to hAtha calAvyA vinA svayaMbhUramaNasamudrane taravA jevuM che. (8) saMyama levuM jo retIno koLIyo khAvA jevuM hoya to saMsAramAM rahevuM kAMI kerI khAvA jevuM thI. e to viSTA khAvA jevuM che. (9) saMyama levuM jo agninI jvALA pIvA jevuM hoya to saMsAramAM rahevuM kAMI sarabata pIvA jevuM nathI. e to dAvAnaLane pIvA jevuM che. (10) saMyama levuM jo vAyuno kothaLo bharavA jevuM hoya to saMsAramAM rahevuM kAMI ramakaDAno kothaLo bharavA jevuM nathI. e to AkAzane kothaLAmAM bharavA jevuM che. Ama saMyamajIvanamAM jo takalIpho dekhAtI hoya, to saMsAramAM to anekagaNI takalIpho che, te kema dekhAtI nathI ? saMyamajIvanamAM alpa kaSTa che ane ghaNo AnaMda che, chatAM mUrkha manuSyane ghaNo AnaMda dekhAto ja nathI ane alpa kaSTa joIne te saMyama levAthI gabhArAyA kare che. saMsAramAM alpa sukha che ane ghaNA kaSTo che. chatAM mUrkha manuSyane ghaNA kaSTo dekhAtA ja nathI ane alpa sukhane joIne te saMsAramAM gAMDo bane che. A mANasanI mUrkhAI ja che. vadhu kaSTadAyaka koNa ? ...29... Page #39 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMyamajIvanamAM ane saMsAramAM jenI alpatA che te jovuM ane tenI bahulatA che te na jovuM e mUrkhatA nahIM to bIjuM zuM che ? jenI bahulatA hoya che tenI ja mukhyatA hoya che. jenI alpatA hoya che te gauNa bane che. jemAM thoDA bIjA raMgo che ane ghaNo sapheda raMga che evA kapaDAne loko sapheda kapaDuM ja kahe che. tema jemAM alpa kaSTa ane ghaNuM sukha hoya te saMyama jIvanane sukhamaya ja kahevAya ane jemAM alpa sukha ane ghaNuM duHkha hoya te saMsArIjIvana duHkhamaya ja kahevAya. vAstaviktA AvI hovA chatAM je saMyamajIvanane duHkhamaya mAne che ane saMsArIjIvanane sukhamaya mAne che te saMyamajIvananA sukhothI vaMcita rahe che ane saMsArIjIvananA duHkhono zikAra bane che. vaLI, saMyamajIvanamAM jo tame kaSTane jotA ho to saMsArIjIvanamAM paNa tame kaSTa juo, bannenI tulanA karo, ghaNA kaSTavALA jIvanano tyAga karI alpa kaSTavALA jIvanane svIkAro. jo saMsArIjIvanamAM tame sukhane jotA ho to saMyamajIvanamAM paNa tame sukhane juo, bannenI tulanA karo, alpa sukhavALA jIvanano tyAga karI ghaNA sukhavALA jIvanano svIkAra karo. saMyamajIvanamAM mAtra kaSTa ja jovuM, sukha hovA chatAM na jovuM, ane saMsArIjIvanamAM mAtra sukha ja jovuM, duHkha hovA chatAM na jovuM e nyAya nathI, anyAya che. tenAthI tame bIjAne nahIM tamArI jAtane ja chetaro cho. saMyamajIvana ciMtAmukta che. saMsArIjIvana ciMtAyukta che. saMyamajIvana svAdhIna che. saMsArIjIvana parAdhIna che. saMyamajIvana dhana vinA cAle che. saMsArIjIvana dhana para cAle che. samayajIvanamAM deva-gurunI AjJAnuM pAlana karavApUrvaka yogonI sAdhanA karIne AtmaguNono vikAsa karavAno che. saMsArIjIvanamAM Dagale ne pagale AtmaguNonI katala thAya che, keTalIya jAtanI javAbadArIo nIbhAvavI paDe che, keTalIya jAtanA bhaya satAvatA hoya che, keTalIya jAtanI ciMtAo manane vadhu kaSTadAyaka koNa ? ...30... Page #40 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ korI khAtI hoya che. ghara-parivAra-nokarI-dhaMdho-nokara-cAkara-mAla-milakata vagere keTakeTaluM saMbhALavuM paDe che. jo taTastha buddhithI vicAravAmAM Ave to cokkasa lAge ke saMyamajIvana eTale majAnuM jIvana ane saMsArIjIvana eTale sajAnuM jIvana. AjasudhI mUrkhAI karI. have DAhyA banIe. AjasudhI saMyamajIvanane duHkhamaya mAnI tenAthI ghaNA dUra rahyA ane saMsArIjIvanane sukhamaya mAnI temAM gaLADUba rahyA. have sAcI vAstaviktA jANIne saMyamajIvananI abhilASA ane saMsArIjIvanano kaMTALo pedA karIe. saMyamajIvana apanAvIe ane saMsArIjIvana choDIe. sukhI banIe ane duHkhone tilAMjalI ApIe. basa, have ApaNA manamAM besI javuM joIe ke saMyamajIvana karatA saMsArIjIvanamAM kaSTa vadhu che ane saMsArIjIvana karatA saMyamajIvanamAM sukha vadhu che. pachI ApaNane lAgaze ke "Aja sudhI huM khoTI bhramaNAmAM hato, sAcuM to have samajAyuM ane ApaNA mukhamAMthI zabdo sarI paDaze "saMsAra kALo nAga che, saMyama lIlo bAga che." mAtra zabdo ja sarI paDaze ema nahIM, paNa hakIkatamAM evo anubhava paNa ApaNane thaze. vadhu nirbhara samatApUrvaka tapa karavAthI je nirjarA thAya che tenA karatA samatApUrvaka roganI pIDA sahana karavAthI vadhu nirjarA thAya che. samatApUrvaka roganI pIDA sahana karavAthI je nirjarA thAya che tenA karatA samatApUrvaka bIjAnA ApaNI pratyenA pratikULa AcaraNane sahana karavAthI vadhu nirjarA thAya che. vadhu nirjarA ...31... Page #41 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMkalpa kare tene siddhi vare eka vAra amadAvAdamAM sAbaramatImAM eka upAzrayamAM pa.pU.gacchAdhipatizrI AcArya vijaya jayaghoSasUrIzvarajI ma. birAjamAna hatA. bIjA upAzrayamAM pa.pU. paMnyAsapravarazrI vrajasenavijayajI ma. birAjamAna hatA. eka divasa acAnaka pa.vrajasenavijayajI ma. nI tabiyata bagaDI gaI. temanA zarIramAMthI lohI paDavAnuM cAlu thaI gayuM. ghaNA upAyo karyA, chatAM lohI paDavAnuM baMdha na thAya. DokTaronA upAyo paNa niSphaLa gayA. temane hospiTalamAM eDmiTa karavA paDe tevI paristhiti UbhI thaI gaI. paNa temanI tabIyata eTalI badhI nAjuka hatI ke temane te avasthAmAM hospiTalamAM paNa laI jaI zakAya ema na hatA. - thoDI vAra pachI acAnaka lohI paDavAnuM baMdha thaI gayuM. saune Azcarya thayuM. paM. vajasenavijayajI ma. bolyA, "cAlo, ApaNe pUA. jayaghoSasUri mane vaMdana karI AvIe." tyAre pU. hemaprabhasUri ma. bolyA, "sAheba ! hospiTalamAM jaI zakAya evI ApanI sthiti nathI ane Apane pU. A. jayaghoSasUri ma. ne vaMdana karavA javuM che ?' paM. vajasenavijayajI ma. bolyA, "jyAre mAruM lohI paDavAnuM aTatuM na hatuM tyAre meM saMkalpa karyo hato ke jo A lohI paDavAnuM baMdha thaI jAya to pU. A. jayaghoSasUri ma. ne vaMdana karavA javuM. lohI paDavAnuM baMdha thaI gayuM. mATe saMkalpa pUro karavA pUjyazrIne vaMdana karavA javAnuM meM kahyuM. emAM vicAra zuM karavAno ? cAlo, ApaNe vaMdana karavA jaIe." paM. vajasenavijayajI ma. nI vAta sAMbhaLIne pU. hemaprabhasUri ma. ne paNa Azcarya sAthe ahobhAva thayo. tarata teo temane pUjyazrInA vaMdanArthe laI gayA. tyAM pUjyazrIne vaMdana karyA pachI svayaM pU.hemaprabhasUri mahArAje ..3ra.. saMkalpa kare tene siddhi vare Page #42 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ A AkhI vAta upasthita zramaNavRMda samakSa kahI. sahune pUjyazrInA prabhAva ane paM.vajasenavijayajI ma. nI daDhazraddhA pratye bhArobhAra ahobhAva thayo. A prasaMgamAMthI ApaNane be vastu jANavA maLe che - (1) suvizuddha saMyama pALavAthI evI labdhio pragaTe che ke te vyaktinuM nAma levA mAtrathI ke tenA vaMdanano saMkalpa karavA mAtrathI rogo dUra thAya che. (2) dharma pratye daDha zraddhA hoya to dharmanA prabhAve bhayaMkara rogo paNa dUra thAya che. ApaNA jIvanamAM paNa suvizuddha saMyama Ave ane daDha zraddhA Ave te mATe prayatna karIe. pU. gacchAdhipatizrI A. jayaghoSasUri ma. ane pU.paM. vajasenavijayajI ma. A banne guNiyala mahApuruSone koTizaH namana karIe ane emanA jevA guNo ApaNAmAM Ave evI kRpA varasAvavA emane prArthanA karIe. * * * * * davA jevuM prAyazcitta davAo cAra prakAranI hoya che - (1) eka davAthI eka roga dUra thAya. (2) eka davAthI aneka rogo dUra thAya. (3) aneka davAothI eka roga dUra thAya. (4) aneka davAothI aneka rogo dUra thAya. prAyazcitta paNa cAra prakAranA hoya che - (1) eka prAyazcittathI eka doSanI zuddhi thAya. (2) eka prAyazcittathI aneka doSonI zuddhi thAya. (3) aneka prAyazcittothI eka doSanI zuddhi thAya. (4) aneka prAyazcittothI aneka doSonI zuddhi thAya. davA jevuM prAyazcitta ...33... Page #43 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ naMdiSaNa muni jevI vaiyAvacca karanArA Aje paNa che eka vAra pAlitANAmAM vAvapathakanI dharmazALAmAM pU.paM. vajasenavijayajI ma. ane temano zramaNa parivAra rokAyelA. pUjyazrI vRddha ane glAna mahAtmAonI vaiyAvaccamAM ane samAdhidAnamAM khUba ja hoMziyAra che. temanA sAdhuone paNa temaNe evI TreIniMga ApI che ke badhA sAdhuo haMmezA taiyAvacca mATe taiyAra hoya. eka vAra eka vRddha mahAtmAne spaMDila javuM hatuM. temanuM Asana upAzrayanA eka cheDe hatuM. upAzrayanA bIjA cheDAnI bahAra vADA hatA. mahAtmA Asana parathI UbhA thaI tarapaNImAM pANI laI vADA tarapha cAlavA lAgyA. aDadhe raste pahoMcyA. temaNe zaMkAne rokavA ghaNo prayatna karyo, paNa rokI na zakyA ane upAzrayamAM UbhA UbhA spaMDilanuM visarjana thayuM. AjubAju beThelA ra-3 mahAtmAone vRddha mahAtmAnI paristhitino khyAla AvI jatA cIlajhaDape teo UbhA thaIne vRddha mahAtmA pAse AvyA ane be hAthano khobo dharIne UbhA rahyA, jethI mahAtmAnuM spaMDila bhUmi para na paDe paNa hAthamAM paDe. jarAya sUga vinA mahAtmAoe vRddha mahAtmAnuM zuddhikaraNa karyuM, temanA kapaDAno kApa kADhyo, upAzraya sApha karyo ane mahAtmAne svastha karyA. lezamAtra durgachA karyA vinA AnaMdathI mahAtmAnI viSTA sApha karavA sudhInI vaiyAvacca karanArA te mahAtmAone lAkha lAkha dhanyavAda che ! vaiyAvaccI naMdiSaNamuninI vAto zAstromAM sAMbhaLI che. Aje paNa naMdiSaNamuni jevI vaiyAvacca karanArA mahAtmAo A pRthvI para vicarI rahyA che e A pRthvInuM parama sobhAgya che. temanA vaiyAvaccaguNanI aMtaHkaraNapUrvaka anumodanA karIe ane ApaNAmAM te guNa Ave tevA manoratha karIe. * * * * * ***34... naMdiSeNa muni jevI vaiyAvacca karanArA Aje paNa che Page #44 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ApaNe vaphAdAra ke bevaphA ? eka bhAInA ghare eka nokara kAma karato hato. koIe bhAIne pUchyuM, keTalA varasathI A nokara tamAre tyAM che ?' bhAIe javAba Apyo, '30 varasathI." pUchanAre pUchyuM, "ATalA badhA varasathI ene kema rAkhyo che ?' bhAIe kahyuM, "e vaphAdAra che mATe ame tene pakaDI rAkhyo che." eka bhAInA ghare eka nokara kAma karato hato. te vaphAdAra na hato. pagAra pUro le, paNa kAma barAbara na kare, adhUruM kare, khADA pADe, gusso kare. tethI bhAIe te nokarane nokarImAMthI kADhI mUkyo. A be prasaMgo ApaNane ghaNuM kahI jAya che - pahelA prasaMgano sAra - je vaphAdAra hoya tene zeTha choDe nahIM. bIjA prasaMgano sAra - je bevaphA hoya tene zeTha rAkhe nahIM. saMsArathI pAra UtaravA A banne sAra cAvIrUpa che. (1) je saMsArane vaphAdAra rahe che tene saMsAra choDato nathI. saMsArane vaphAdAra rahevuM eTale-saMsAranI badhI pravRtti niSThApUrvaka dila daIne karavI - nokarI karavI, dhaMdho karavo, ghara calAvavuM, bhaNavuM, haravuM pharavuM, mojazokha karavA, khAvuM-pIvuM, zarIranI mAvajata karavI, gADI-baMgalA vasAvavA, kaSAyo karavA, viSayomAM Asakta banavuM, durbAna karavuM vagere. jo A badhI pravRttio perfect karI, tanmaya banIne karI, jAna reDIne karI to saMsAra tamArAthI khuza thaze. tene Avo vaphAdAra sevaka kyAMthI maLavAno! te tamane haMmezA pAse rAkhazo. te tamane kyAreya choDaze nahIM. (2) je saMsArane bevaphA rahe che tene saMsAra rAkhato nathI. saMsArane bevaphA rahevuM eTale - jarUra pUratuM kamAIne dharmArAdhanA karavI, rasa vinA ApaNe vaphAdAra ke bevaphA ? 35... Page #45 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pastAvApUrvaka pApa karavA, saMsAranA nIti-niyamo na pALavA, zarIranI paMpALa na karavI, zarIra pAse gadheDAnI jema kAma levuM, tapa-tyAga karavA, mojazokha na karavA, saMyamI banavuM, saMtoSI banavuM, sAdAIthI ravuM, alpa sAmagrI rAkhavI, mUccha na karavI, kaSAyo na karavA, viSayomAM Asakta na thavuM. rAga-dveSa na karavA, saMkalpa-vikalpa na karavA vagere. jo Ama karIzuM to saMsArane ApaNA parathI vizvAsa UThI jaze, kemake A badhI pravRtti tene gamatI nathI. tethI te ApaNA pratye tiraskAranI lAgaNIvALo thaze. ApaNI A pravRttio vadhatI rahI to saMsAranI ApaNA pratyenI napharata vadhyA karaze. eka divasa saMsAra ApaNAthI kaMTALIne ApaNane nokarImAMthI kADhI nAMkhaze. ApaNe kAyama mATe mukta banI jaIzuM. TUMkamAM, saMsAranI vaphAdArI saMsAramAM rakhaDAve che. saMsAra pratyenI bevaphAI saMsArathI choDAve che. nakkI ApaNe karavAnuM che ke zuM karavuM ? saMsArane vaphAdAra banavuM ke bevaphA. yogya nirNaya laI pravRtti karazo to sukhI thazo. galata nirNaya kAyama mATe duHkhanA khADAmAM dhakelaze. kSamAzramaNa pahelA kSamA rAkhavAmAM ghaNo mAnasika zrama paDe che. mATe kSamAzramaNa" kahevAya che (kSamAM rAkhavAmAM je zrama pAme te kSamAzramaNa), kemake anAdikALathI krodha karavAnA saMskAro sahaja che. pachI kSamAnA lAbho ane krodhanA nukasAno vicAratAM vicAratAM kSamA sahaja banI jAya che. mATe "kSamAzramaNa" kahevAya che. (je kSamAnA Azrama che, eTale kSamA jyAM sahaja rIte rahe che te kSamAzramaNa). kSamAzramaNa Page #46 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dharma phikko lAge ke mITho ? eka bhAIe mIThAI khAdhI. tenI upara teNe cA pIdhI. tene cA phikkI lAgI. cA mIThI ja hatI, paNa bhAIe mIThAI upara cA pIdhI hovAthI tene cA phikkI lAgI. eka bhAIe haraDecUrNa vAparyuM. tenI upara pANI vAparyuM. tene pANI ekadama mIThuM lAgyuM. pANImAM khAMDa na hatI, pANI sAdu ja hatuM, paNa bhAIe tUrA haraDecUrNa para pANI vAparyuM hovAthI tene pANI mIThuM lAgyuM. pahelA prasaMgano sAra - mIThI vastu para mIThI vastu vAparo to phikkI lAge. bIjA prasaMgano sAra - haraDe para pANI vAparo to mIThuM lAge. AnA parathI bodha - (1) saMsAra ApaNane mITho lAge che. dharma mITho che. paNa saMsArane mITho mAnIne dharma karIe chIe mATe dharma ApaNane phikko lAge che. (2) saMsAra jo tUro lAge to thoDo paNa dharma mITho lAge. jyAM sudhI saMsAra mITho lAgaze tyAMsudhI dharmamAM svAda nahIM Ave. saMsAra nIrasa lAgaze to dharma sarasa lAgaze. ApaNe saMsArano rAga ghaTADavo nathI ane dharma karavAnuM mana nathI thatuM, dharmamAM mana nathI coMTatuM. evI phariyAdo karavI che. teno koI artha nathI. dharmamAM mana coMTADavuM ja hoya to saMsAranA rAgane ghaTADo, naSTa karo. AjasudhI bhale saMsAramAM rAga karavAnI mUrkhAI karI. have buddhi vAparI dharmamAM rasa pedA karavA saMsAra pratye aNagamo pedA karIe. * * * * * dharma phikko lAge ke mITho ? ...37.. Page #47 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ thI tIkhAzane mAre rAjasthAnI loko zAkamAM maracuM ghaNuM nAkhe, temAM goLa ke sAkara na nAkhe. te zAka tIkhuM na lAge eTale tene ghImAM vaghAre. ghI maracAnI tIkhAzane mArI nAMkhe che. tethI ghImAM vaghAreluM ghaNA maracAvALuM zAka paNa tIkhuM lAgatuM nathI. jhera kAtila hoya che. te prANa harI le che. te mArI nAkhe che. paNa amuka auSadho jheranI kAtilatAne mArI nAMkhe che. tethI jheravALI vastumAM te auSadha nAMkhI devAthI jhera mAratuM nathI. bhogo jIvane rAga karAve che, karmo baMdhAve che, duHkho sahana karAve che. vairAgya bhoganA rAgane mArI nAMkhe che vairAgIne bhogo bhogavatA rAga thato nathI. jo vairAgya nahIM hoya to bhogomAM Asakta thaIne jIva duHkhI thaze. jo vairAgya haze to anAsaktabhAve bhogo bhogavI jIva duHkhI thato bacaze. pahelA naMbaramAM to bhogono tyAga ja karavo. jo bhogo pratye vairAgya hoya to tyAga karavAmAM zuM vAMdho ? jo bhogo na ja chUTI zake ane na chUTake bhogavavA ja paDe to paNa vairAgya AtmAmAM haze to bhogonuM jhera caDavA nahIM de. khAvA, pIvA, besavA, UThavA, paheravA, oDhavA, hAlavA-cAlavA vagere dareka bAbatamAM vairAgya joIe. vairAgya che to ApaNe safe chIe. vairAgya nathI to cokkasa marI javAnA. mATe badhe vairAgya pedA karavo. vairAgya pedA karavA AtmAne bAra bhAvanAothI bhAvita karavo. * * * * * ...38... ghI tIkhAzane mAre Page #48 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pravartaka zrIdharmagumavijayajI ma.nI jIvana jharamara pa.pU. pravartaka zrIdharmaguptavijayajI ma.sA.nA guNAnuvAda karIe - * bALapaNa H visanagara ane vAlamanI vacce pUgAmanA teo vatanI hatA. temanuM saMsArI nAma kAMtilAla hatuM. pUjJAma rUpeNI nadInA kinAre vaseluM che. pUjJAmathI vAlama cAra ki.mI. dUra che. kAMtilAla jyAre mAtAnA garbhamAM hatA tyAre mAtAe sapanAmAM devavimAna joyuM hatuM. tethI garbhamAM sAro jIva AvyAnA saMketa thayA hatA. bALapaNathI mAtA-pitAe dharmanA sArA saMskAra nAkhelA. kAMtilAla dharmamAM daDha hatA. * jinapUjA : temanA gAmamAM jainanuM ghara eka ja hatuM. te emanuM potAnuM bIjuM koI jainanuM ghara gAmamAM na hatuM. tethI derAsara-upAzraya paNa gAmamAM na hatA. chatAM kAMtilAla dararoja 4 ki.mI. cAlIne vAlama pUjA karavA jatA ane 4 ki.mI. cAlIne pAchA AvatA. pUjAmAM eka paNa divasa pADavAno nahIM ane roja pUjA mATe 8 ki.mI. cAlavAnuM - A sUcave che ke temanA jIvanamAM prabhubhaktine kevuM UMcuM sthAna haze ! 8 varSanI uMmare mAtAjI devaloka thayA. kAMtilAlanA bIjA cAra bhAIo hatA. mAtAnA dehAMta bAda kAMtilAla vaDAvalI phaIne tyAM rahevA gayA. bAkInA cAra bhAIo mahesANA sthAyI thayA. * rAtribhojanatyAga : gAmamAM sAdhumahAtmAo Ave ke vihAra kare tyAre gAmanA chokarAo-yuvAno levA jAya-mUkavA jAya. kAMtilAla paNa temAM joDAya. 9 varSanA hatA tyAre koI mahAtmAe rAtribhojananI bhayaMkaratA ane rAtribhojana tyAganI bhadrakaratA samajAvatuM haMsa-kezavanuM dRSTAMta kahyuM. te sAMbhaLIne kAMtilAle jIvanabhara mATe rAtribhojanano tyAga karyo. kaMdamULa to temaNe jIvanamAM kyAreya khAdhuM ja na hatuM. gAmaDAnI nizALanuM bhaNatara pUrNa thatAM teo bhaNavA mATe udghADA gayA. tyAM meTrika sudhI bhaNyA. tyAra pachI teo dhaMdhA mATe muMbaI gayA. pravartaka zrIdharmaguptavijayajI ma.nI jIvanajharamara ...39... Page #49 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ * yuvAvasthA : muMbaImAM teo goDIjImAM roja vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA jatA. temanI paDozamAM haragovana maNiyAra nAmanA suzrAvaka rahetA hatA. eka vAra temaNe preraNA karI ke, "lAlabAgamAM mu. bhAnuvijayajI ma. padhAryA che. eka vAra temanuM vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA Avo." kAMtilAla pravacana sAMbhaLavA gayA. eka ja pravacana sAMbhaLIne emaNe manomana nakkI karI lIdhuM ke, huM cAritra to laIza ja ane guru to Amane ja banAvIza.' 18 varSanI uMmare temaNe pU. subodhasAgarasUri ma. pAse jIvanabharanuM brahmacaryavrata lIdhuM. svajanonA AgrahathI temanI sagAI thaI. lagnanuM muhUrta nIkaLyuM. 4 varSa lagna ThelyA. guru to yogya pasaMda karyA hatA, paNa gurukuLa kevuM che? te tapAsavA te pauSadha karatA ane upAzrayamAM sAthe rahetA. gurukuLa paNa atiuttama che evuM jaNAtA mu. bhAnuvijayajI ma. pAse ja cAritra levAnuM nakkI karyuM. * dhanane lAta mArI H temanA saMsArI phuvA zrImaMta hatA. temanuM nAma hatuM popaTalAla kevaLadAsa. temaNe kAMtilAlane goda lIdhelA, kemake temane potAne saMtAna na hatA. temaNe kAMtilAlane kahyuM, "mArI badhI saMpatti tane ApuM." kAMtilAle nA pADI. temaNe phuvA pAse cAritranI rajA mAMgI. * dIkSA mATe svajanono virodha : phavA kahe, "dharmasUrijIsamudAyamAM dIkSA le to ja rajA ApuM, nahIMtara rajA na ApuM." kAMtilAla kahe, "meM mu. bhAnuvijayajI ma. ne guru nakkI karyA che. temAM koI pheraphAra nahIM thAya." phuvA dIkSA mATe rajA na Ape, virodha kare. mu. bhAnuvijayajI ma. ne phavAe dhamakI ApelI ke, "jo kAMtilAlane ke mUlacaMdane bhagADIne dIkSA Apazo to polIsamAM phariyAda karI jela bhegA karIza." temanI dhamakIthI mu. bhAnuvijayajI ma. saheja DarI gayA. eTale pahelA nAnA bhAI mUlacaMdane bhagADIne dIkSA ApavAnuM nakkI karyuM. ...40... pravartaka zrIdharmaguptavijayajI ma.nI jIvanajharamara Page #50 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ * vairAgyanuM nimitta : kAMtilAlanA moTA bhAI viThalabhAIe lagna karelA. lagnanA eka varSa pachI temanA zarIramAM mAMdagI AvI. temaNe upacAro karyA, paNa niSphaLa gayA. te aThavADiyAmAM mRtyu pAmyA. temanI yuvAna patnI kalpAMta kare. bhAbhIno kalpAMta joIne kAMtilAle nakkI kareluM ke, "mAre lagna karavA ja nathI. AvA bhayaMkara saMsAramAM mAre paDavuM ja nathI." nAnAbhAInI dIkSA : nAnA bhAI mUlacaMda khUba phezanebala hatA. temane philmI lAInamAM javuM hatuM. kAMtilAle temane samajAvI cAritra mArge vALyA. mu.bhAnuvijayajI ma. surata hatA. temaNe kAMtilAlane kahyuM, "mUlacaMdane bhagADIne rANapuramAM pU. premasUri ma.nA hAthe dIkSA apAva." kAMtilAle tema karyuM. dIkSA thaI. mUlacaMdabhAI mu. bhadraguptavijayajI ma. banyA. teo mu. bhAnuvijayajI ma. nA ziSya banyA. * dIkSA : phavAno virodha mUlacaMdanI dIkSA mATe vadhu hato. tethI tene bhagADIne dIkSA ApI. pachI suratamAM mu.bhAnuvijayajI ma.nI nizrAmAM kAMtilAlanI dIkSA thaI. teo mu. bhAnuvijayajI ma. nA ziSya mu. dharmaguptavijayajI ma. banyA. temanI sAthe bIjA be mumukSuonI paNa dIkSA thaI, jemanuM nAma mu. dharmajit vijayajI ma. ane mu. tattvAnaMdavijayajI ma. paDyuM. temanI dIkSA vi.saM. 2007mAM mahA suda 6 nA divase thaI. tyAre mu. dharmagutavijayajI nI umara 21 varSanI hatI. temanI dIkSA mATe saMsArI svajanono virodha hato. chatAM temaNe majabUta banIne dIkSA lIdhI hatI. temanI dIkSAmAM temanA koI paNa saMsArI svajano AvyA na hatA. - tyAga H temanI dIkSAnI pUrvenA divase dIkSArthIono bahumAna samAraMbha hato. te bahumAnasamAraMbhanI pahelA mu. bhAnuvijayajI mahArAje traNe mumukSuone bolAvyA ane preraNA karI, "dIkSA lIdhA pachI koIka viziSTa sAdhanA karavAno abhigraha lo." mu. bhAnuvijayajI ma.nI TakorathI temanI bhAvanAo ullasita thaI. mu. dharmajivijayajI mahArAje tyAre mumukSuavasthAmAM pravartaka zrIdharmaguptavijayajI ma.nI jIvanajharamara ..41.* Page #51 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ eka lAkha zloka pramANa saMskRta-prAkRta sAhitya racavAno abhigraha lIdho. kAMtilAle jIvanabhara 5 dravya (roTalI, zAka, dALa, bhAta ane dUdha) thI vadhu nahIM vAparavAno abhigraha lIdho. saMsArI avasthAmAM paNa temane rojanA 6 dravyathI vadhu nahIM vAparavAno abhigraha hato. saMsArI avasthAmAM paNa temanI sAdhanA suMdara hatI. skUlamAM rIsesa paDe tyAre teo upAzrayamAM AvI sAmAyika karatA. * samatAnuM mULa : temaNe saMsArI avasthAmAM adhyAtmakalpadrumanA samatAdhikArano seMkaDo vAra pATha karyo hato. temaNe zAMtasudhArasano sothI vadhu vAra pATha karyo hato. * niHspRhatA : temanI vaDI dIkSA muMbaImAM lAlabAgamAM vai.sa. 6 nA divase thaI. tyAre gurudeve kahyuM ke, "mu. bhadragumavijayajI ma. ne tamArA ziSya banAvIe." niHspRhI mu. dharmagumavijayajI mahArAje kahyuM, "mAre ziSyanI jarUra nathI. saMsArI avasthAmAM ame banne bhAI hatA to saMyamajIvanamAM paNa bhale ame gurubhAI rahIe." A prasaMga jaNAve che ke teo ziSya karavAnI bAbatamAM niHspRha hatA. * samatA : dIkSA lIdhAnA cAra mahinA bAda temane acAnaka mAthAno duHkhAvo zarU thayo. covIsa kalAka mAthuM duHkhyA kare. temanA dIkSAvirodhI koIka saMsArI svajane koI prayoga karIne temane A pIDA upajAvI hovAnI saMbhAvanA che. ghaNA upacAro karyA paNa duHkhAvo maTyo nahIM. cAra varSa sudhI to temane divase ke rAte jarAya UMgha AvI nahIM. dAdara (muMbaI)mAM DokTare sepheksa nAmanI UMghanI pA goLI levAnuM kahyuM. tenAthI UMgha AvI jatI. paNa dhIme dhIme goLInuM pramANa vadhatuM gayuM. sAthe sAthe goLI levAnI ADaasara e thaI ke temanA jJAnataMtuo nabaLA paDatA gayA. ...4ra... pravartaka zrIdharmaguptavijayajI ma.nI jIvanajharamara Page #52 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mAthAnI ATalI pIDA vacce paNa teo samatAsAgaramAM jhIlatA ane svastha rahetA. gRhasthAvasthAmAM anekavAra samatAdhikArano pATha karIne temaNe jANe ke samatAne AtmasAt karI lIdhI hatI. gRhasthAvasthAmAM temane khyAla paNa nahoto ke bhaviSyamAM AvI pIDA Avaze. chatAM kudaratI rIte ja temane samatAdhikAra bahu gamato. tenA karelA pAThathI temane pIDAmAM samatA sahaja banI gaI. satata ATalI pIDA hovA chatAM kyAreya temanA mukha upara glAni ke udAsInatA dekhAtI na hatI. teo sadA prasanna ane praphullita rahetA hatA. mAthAnA satata duHkhAvA vacce paNa temaNe aneka ArAdhanAo ane prabhAvanAo karI. * zAstrAbhyAsa : temaNe 45 Agamono sAMgopAMga abhyAsa karyo hato. abhyAsa karelA graMthonI teo noTa paNa banAvatA. 45 AgamonA cUMTelA zloko-vAkyo ane temanA artho temaNe lakhelA je "Agama-anuprekSA' pustaka rUpe chapAyA. * avadhAna : bIjA mahAtmAonI sAthe teo zatAvadhAna zIkhatA hatA. 40 avadhAna sudhI teo pahoMcyA hatA. pachI mAthAnA duHkhAvAnA kAraNe teo temAMthI nIkaLI gayA hatA. * pravacana : temano dIkSAparyAya 7-8 varSano hato tyAre premasUri ma. nuM comAsuM surendranagaramAM hatuM. comAsAno praveza thaI gayo hato. tyAre amadAvAda jJAnamaMdiranA TrasTIo comAsA mATe sAdhu mokalavAnI vinaMti karavA AvyA. premasUri ma. kahe, "je sAdhu AvavA taiyAra hoya tene laI jAva.' TrasTIoe badhA sAdhuone eka pachI eka vinaMti karI. paNa premasUri ma. nuM vAtsalya, temano prema evo hato ke koI sAdhu temane choDIne comAsA mATe javA taiyAra na hatA. TrasTIoe premasUri ma. ne pharI pharI bhAvathI vinaMti karI. premasUri mahArAje vicArIne mu. dharmaguptavijayajI ma. ne bolAvyA ane pravartaka zrIdharmaguptavijayajI ma.nI jIvanajharamara *..43..... Page #53 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kahyuM, 'tamAre amadAvAda-jJAnamaMdiramAM comAsA mATe javAnuM che. tamArI sAthe mu. kIrtiratna vi.ma. ane mu. kIrtisena vi.ma. Avaze.' | mu.dharmaguptavijayajI ma. bolyA, "mane vyAkhyAna ApatA AvaDatuM nathI. Aja sudhI eka paNa vyAkhyAna meM karyuM nathI. huM comAsuM kevI rIte karIza?" premasUri ma. bolyA, "tane vyAkhyAnamAM jarAya vAMdho nahIM Ave. mArA tane AzIrvAda che." premasUri ma. nA AzIrvAda laIne teo jJAnamaMdiramAM comAsA mATe gayA. sarasa comAsuM thayuM. vyAkhyAna mATe temane kyAreya paNa taiyArI karavI paDatI na hatI. temaNe vyAkhyAna mATenI koI noTa banAvI na hatI. premasUri ma. ne yAda karIne temanuM nAma laIne teo pravacana zarU karatA ane asmalita pravAhe temanuM pravacana saMpanna thatuM. temanA pravacano vairAgyavardhaka hatA. teo skUlo-kolejo mAM paNa pravacano karatA. mAthAnI pIDAnA kAraNe teo aMdaramAM UtarI gayelA. tethI temano AdhyAtmika vikAsa ghaNo thayo hato. mAthAnI pIDAmAM rAhata rahe e mATe gurudeve temane temanA dhArelA pAMca dravyo uparAMta cAnI chUTa ApI hatI. * aMtarmukhatA teo aMtarmukhI hatA. tethI temaNe koI bhagata banAvyA na hatA. teo mAnatA hatA ke, "vyaktinA bhagata zAsanane nukasAna pahoMcADe che. tethI zAsananA bhagata banAvavA joIe, jethI zAsananuM ApaNI uparanuM RNa Utare ane zAsananI unnati thAya." comAsuM pUruM thayA pachI teo kyAreya koI zrAvakane patra lakhatA na hatA. Ama teo gRhasthaparicayathI alipta hatA. * brahmacarya : brahmacaryanA viSayamAM paNa teo custa hatA. koI strI ke sAdhvIno teo paricaya karatA na hatA. vijAtIyanI sAthenI nakAmI vAtomAM temane rasa nahoto. ziSyonA brahmacaryanI paNa teo khUba kALajI rAkhatA. koI ziSya pAse kyAreya strI besIne vAta na karI zake evI emanI kaDakAI hatI. ...44... pravartaka zrIdharmaguptavijayajI ma.nI jIvanajharamara Page #54 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ * sAdAI : eka vAra teo muluMDa (muMbaI) mAM birAjamAna hatA. tyAre ghATakopara sAMghANI esTeTanA TrasTIo comAsAnI vinaMti karavA AvyA. temaNe ma. dharmaguptavijayajI ma. ne pUchyuM, "comAsAmAM Apane zenI zenI jarUra paDaze ?' | mu. dharmagumavijayajI ma. bolyA, "eka rAkhano Dabbo ane eka cUnAno Dabbo joIze. te sivAya kaMI nahIM." TrasTIo Azcarya pAmyA. temane tyAM comAsuM khUba suMdara vItyuM. saMghamAM badhAne temanA pratye khUba bahumAna thayuM. TrasTIo temanI sAdAI ane niHspRhatA para ovArI gayA. saMgha para bojo paDe evA koI anuSThAno vagere teo karAvatA nahIM. saMghanI bhAvanA ane zakti pramANe teo saMghane ArAdhanA karAvatA. * zAstrabahumAna : Agamo vAMcatA vAMcatA temane AgamonA padArtho pratye khUba ahobhAva thato. tethI vAMcatA vAMcatA teo UbhA thaIne Agamone khamAsamaNA ApatA. temanuM Agama-bahumAna advitIya hatuM. * prabhubhakti : temanI prabhubhakti paNa bejoDa hatI. vi.saM. 201617 nI sAlathI teo prabhubhaktimAM joDAI gayA hatA. dararoja savAre ane eTale dararoja pAMca kalAka teo prabhubhaktimAM taraboLa banI jatA. teo prabhubhaktimAM aneka vizeSaNo dvArA prabhune vaMdana karatA, cAra zaraNa svIkAratA, duSkatonI gaha karatA, sukRtonI anumodanA karatA. prabhubhaktinI mastI haMmezA temanA mukhakamala para taravaratI. * svAdhyAyaH prabhubhakti sivAyano divasano lagabhaga 8 kalAka jeTalo samaya teo zAstravacanamAM vItAvatA. tethI temanI AtmapariNati haMmezA nirmaLa rahetI. temane nakAmI vAto ke carcAmAM rasa nahoto. tethI samaya maLe ke tarata teo svAdhyAya karavA besI jatA. * pustakalekhana : temaNe svajIvanamAM 85 pustako lakhyA hatA. saraLa pravartaka zrIdharmaguptavijayajI ma.nI jIvanajharamara * 45... Page #55 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhASAmAM lakhAyelA temanA pustako jIvanane dharmamaya banAvavA suMdara preraNAo Ape che. sauthI paheluM pustaka temaNe lakhyuM tenuM nAma "saMskAradhana' che. temAM temaNe dharmanA prAthamikajJAnane lagatA 180 pATho lakhyA che. te vakhate temanuM te pustaka badhI pAThazALAomAM pharajiyAtapaNe bhaNAvAtuM. te pustakanI lagabhaga be lAkha jeTalI nakalo chapAI hatI. * priya graMtha : "AcArAMgasUtra' temano priya graMtha hato. tethI AtmAne te graMthathI bhAvita karavA temaNe "AcArAMgasUtra saTIka so vAra vAceluM. * saMyamaniSThA : cAritrapAlanamAM paNa teo kaTTara hatA. dakSiNamAM sonAnI khANonA pradeza kejyapha thI ra00 ki.mI. dUra madrAsa temane javAnuM hatuM. madrAsanA saMghe temanA mATe kejyaphamAM sAthe rAkhavA mATe rasoDuM vagere vyavasthA mokalI. mu. dharmaguptavijayajI mahArAje te vyavasthA rAkhavAnI "nA" pADI. temaNe te vyavasthA pAchI mokalI dIdhI. AgaLa-pAchaLanA gAmavALA badhI vyavasthA saMbhALI letA. temanI saMyamaniSThA joIne madrAsano saMgha khUba prabhAvita thayo. madrAsanA saMghe madrAsamAM temanuM ThATha-mAThathI bhavya sAmaiyuM karIne temano praveza karAvyo. saMghajanonA hRdayamAM temanI eka bhavyachApa aMkita thaI. * tapa : mAthAnA duHkhAvAnA kAraNe teo vizeSa tapa karI zakatA na hatA. temano tyAga mahAna hato. jIvanabhara pAMca dravyono abhigraha e ja emano moTo tapa hato. moTA moTA tapasvIo mATe paNa Avo abhigraha duSkara che. mAthAnI pIDA vacce sahana karIne paNa teo saMvatsarIno upavAsa avazya karatA. * prabhAvanA : rAjasthAnamAM pallIvAla pradezamAM ghaNI takalIpho veThIne paNa teo eka varSa rahyA. tyAM nadabaI vagere zaheromAM temaNe 5 derAsaronI pratiSThA karAvI. * mAMdagI : eka vAra naDiyAdathI teo amadAvAda tarapha AvatA hatA. vihAramAM vacce medAnamAM teo spaMDila gayA. tyAM cakkara AvatA ...46.... pravartaka zrIdharmaguptavijayajI ma.nI jIvanajharamara Page #56 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ teo paDI gayA. ziSyo pakaDIne jema-tema karI mahemadAvAda lAvyA. tyAMthI temane vIlaceramAM amadAvAda lAvyA. cekiMga karAvatA DokTaroe kahyuM ke, "temanA jJAnataMtuo nabaLA paDI gayA che." TrITamenTathI temane sAruM thaI gayuM. DokTara sudhIrabhAIe temane kaheluM ke, "amadAvAdanI bahAra jazo nahIM. amadAvAdamAM tAtkAlika sAravAra maLI zakaze, bIje nahIM maLe.' temaNe 4-5 varSa amadAvAdamAM pasAra karyA. * perelisisano eTeka : eka vAra teo boDelI bAjuM jatA hatA. teo nijhAmapurA (vaDodarA) comAsuM rahyA. paryuSaNa sudhI temanI tabiyata sArI hatI. saMvatsarInA divase temane savAre perelisisano eTeka Avyo. sAravAra karatA sAruM thayuM. paNa saMvatsarI pratikramaNamAM pharI perelisisano eTeka Avyo. temAM temanA hAtha-paga kAma karatA baMdha thaI gayA. saMvatsarI pratikramaNa jhaDapathI pUruM karAvI temanI TrITamenTa karAvI. bIjA divase savAre temanI vAcA jatI rahI. te vakhate vaDodarAmAM temane yogya TrITamenTa maLe tevI vyavasthA na hatI. tethI temane amadAvAda lAvyA. bhA. suda 8 nA divase AMbAvADI upAzrayamAM temane lavAyA. tyAre tyAM upA. vimalasenavijayajI ma. nuM comAsuM hatuM. mu. dharmaguptavijayajI ma. ne hospiTalamAM eDmiTa karyA. 20 divasa temanI sAravAra cAlI. bhA.vada 30 nA divase temane AMbAvADI upAzrayamAM pAchA lAvyA. zarUAtamAM AMbAvADI saMghe kaheluM ke, "comAsuM pUruM thAya tyAM sudhI rahevuM." paNa pachI saMghe sAme cAlIne AMbAvADImAM ja sthiratA karavAnI vinaMti karI. tethI temane AMbAvADI upAzrayamAM ja rAkhavAmAM AvyA. teo joI zakatA hatA, sAMbhaLI zakatA hatA, paNa bolI zakatA na hatA, hAtha-paga calAvI zakatA na hatA, paDakhuM pheravI zakatA na hatA, potAnA hAthe gocarI-pANI vAparI zakatA na hatA. * ziSyoe karela vaiyAvaccaH temanI AvI avasthAmAM mu. jinavalabhavijayajI ma. ane mu. AtmadarzanavijayajI mahArAje temanI ajoDa vaiyAvacca karI. temanA zarIranA pAchaLanA bhAgamAM cAThuM na paDI jAya eTalA mATe pravartaka zrIdharmaguptavijayajI ma.nI jIvanajharamara ,, Page #57 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zarUAtamAM temane voTarabeDa para suvaDAvatA. banne ziSyoe 10 varSa sudhI gurunI apramatta vaiyAvacca karI. mu. jinavalabhavijayajI mahArAje pahelI vakhatanI 94 mI oLIthI bIjI vakhatanI 64 mI oLI sudhInI tapazcaryA karavA sAthe gurunI vaiyAvacca karI. teo divasamAM doDha-doDha kalAke temane vaparAvatA. temane vaparAvavAmAM 4 kalAka nIkaLI jatA. gurudevanI dasa varSanI mAMdagImAM mu. jinavallabhavijayajI mahArAje eka navakAravALI gaNI nathI ke eka pAnuM vAMcyuM nathI. teo koI paNa prasaMgamAM jatA nahIM. temanI mATe gurudevanI sevA e ja sarvasva hatuM. gurudevanA zarIranA pAchaLanA bhAgamAM cAThuM na paDe te mATe teo temanA zarIrane spaca karI ekadama svaccha rAkhatA, talanA telanuM mAlIza karatA, nAIsIla pAvaDara chAMTatA, rAte doDha-doDha kalAke paDakhuM badalAvatA, divase 6 thI 7 vAra temane khurasImAM besADatA-pAchA pathArImAM suvaDAvatA. dasa varSa sudhI pathArIvaza avasthAmAM rahevA chatAM temanA zarIramAM eka cAThuM paDyuM na hatuM. ziSyoe gajabanI vaiyAvacca karI hatI. rAte doDhadoDha kalAkanA elArAma mUkI mu. jinavallabha vijayajI ma. jAgatA ane gurudevanuM dhyAna rAkhatA. gurudevane rAte doDha vAge, sADA cAra vAge ane cha vAge spaMDita javAnuM thatuM. badhu pathArImAM ja thatuM. gurudeva spaMDila jAya ke tarata temanuM zuddhikaraNakapaDAnuM zuddhikaraNa ziSyo tAtkAlika karatA. jarAya gaMdagI rahevA na detA. rUmanuM vAtAvaraNa pavitra ane sugaMdhI rAkhatA ke jethI gurudevanA zarIramAM koI Invekzana na lAgI jAya. ziSyo pa tithie gurudevane khurasImAM besADIne derAsara darzana karavA laI jatA. ATalI bImArImAM paNa mu. dharmaguptavijayajI ma. kyAreya hatAza thayA na hatA. ...48... pravartaka zrIdharmaguptavijayajI ma.nI jIvanajharamara Page #58 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ * gurudevane vaphAdAra H teo temanA gurudeva A. bhuvanabhAnusUri ma. ne pUrNa vaphAdAra hatA. mAthAnA duHkhAvAnA kAraNe teo joga karI zakyA na hatA ane tethI temanI padavI thaI na hatI. chatAM temane kyAreya ochuM AvyuM na hatuM ke padavI na ApavA badala gurudeva pratye durbhAva thayo na hato. A. bhuvanabhAnusUri mahArAje temane patramAM lakhyuM ke, "joga vinA tamane AcAryapadavI ApI zakAya, paNa pUrve anya mahAtmAne joga vinA AcAryapadavI apAI tyAre meM virodha karelo. eTale atyAre huM tamane AcAryapadavI ApI zakuM tema nathI." gurudevano patra vAMcIne temanuM gurudeva pratyenuM bahumAna ghaTyuM nahIM. temane jarAya khoTuM lAgyuM nahIM. A ja temanI mahAnatA hatI. gurudeve je karyuM temAM teo prasanna hatA. temanA gurusamarpaNabhAvanI A parAkASThA hatI. AsannamuktigAmI : vi.saM. 203ra mAM teo ujjainamAM hatA. tyAM rAjamalabhAI nAmanA zrAvaka hatA. temanA pitAjI mRtyu pAmI devayonimAM gayA hatA ane svaputrane avAranavAra pratyakSa thatA-sahAya karatA. mu. dharmaguptavijayajI mahArAje rAjamalajIne kahyuM ke, "tame pratyakSa paraco batAvo to mAnuM." rAjamalajI ane mahAtmAo eka rUmamAM beThA. mu. dharmagumavijayajI ma. thI pa-7 DagalA dUra thoDA kAgaLo rakhAyA. temanI upara vajana rakhAyuM. pachI rAjamalajIe mu. dharmaguptavijayajI ma. ne kahyuM, "tamAre je prazno hoya te manamAM vicArI lo. temano javAba A kAgaLomAM AvI jaze." mu. dharmagumavijayajI mahArAje vicAryuM, "mAro mokSa kyAre thaze ?' rAjamalajIe kriyA karI. rUmamAM puSpavRSTi thaI. kAgaLamAM javAba lakhAI gayo. rAjamalajIe mu. dharmaguptavijayajI ma. ne te vAMcavA Apyo. temAM kesarathI lakhyuM hatuM, "AvatA bhave mahAvidehakSetramAMthI tamArI mukti thaze." A prasaMga parathI evuM nakkI thAya che ke teo nikaTamuktigAmI jIva hatA. atyAre teo mahAvidehakSetramAM janma laI ArAdhanA karatA haze. pravartaka zrIdharmaguptavijayajI ma.nI jIvanajharamara ...49... Page #59 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ eka vakhata sUryodaya pUrve temane sapanuM dekhAyuM ke, "mane kevaLajJAna thaI gayuM che. AnAthI paNa temanI mukti nikaTamAM hoya tevuM jaNAya che. * vairAgya : jyAre teo sAjA hatA tyAre eka vAra kuMbhojamAM A. bhuvanabhAnusUri ma. maLyA. ghaNA varSe bhegA thayA hovAthI gocarI mAMDalImAM gurudeve temane vAparavA kerIno rasa Apyo. temanI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayA. teo bolyA, "jIvanabhara A vAparyuM nathI. Apa na vaparAvo to sAruM." gurudeve kahyuM, 'tane duHkha thatuM hoya to nathI vaparAvato." Avo jvalaMta vairAgya temanA hRdayamAM jhaLahaLato hato. * nirlepatA : potAnI nizrAmAM thayelA anuSThAnonI jAherAto teo kyAreya chApAo-megejhInomAM ApatA na hatA. phoTA na paDAvavAno temano niyama hato. madrAsamAM eka bhAInA aThAInA mahotsavamAM pUjanamAM teo gayA hatA. tyAM viDiyo cAlu thatA teo tyAMthI nIkaLI gayA. Ama prasiddhithI teo nirlepa hatA. * nirdoSa gocarI : teo nirdoSa gocarI-pANInA AgrahI hatA. kAraNa vinA doSita gocarI-pANI pote vAparatA nahIM ane ziSyone paNa na vAparavA mATe preraNA karatA. eka vAra mu. jinavallabhavijayajI ma. ne varSItapa karavAnI bhAvanA thaI. temaNe gurudevane bhAvanA jaNAvI. gurudeve temanI cakAsaNI karavA temanI pAse be mahinA upavAsanA pAraNe ekAsaNA karAvyA. pachI ja temane varSItapa karavAnI rajA ApI. temAM paNa biAsaNAnA divase koI doSita vastu vAparavA na detA. sahaja je maLyuM hoya tenA dvArA biAsaNuM karavAnI preraNA karatA. * ziSyapAlana H teo ziSyonA saMyamapAlananI paNa khUba kALajI karatA. ziSyane oLInuM pAraNuM thayAne 15 divasa thAya eTale teo tene tarata pUche, "oLI kyArathI zarU karavAnI che ?' gurudeva 5 dravya vAparatA hoya pachI ziSyomAM e saMskAra Ave te ...50... pravartaka zrIdharmaguptavijayajI ma.nI jIvanajharamara Page #60 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sahaja che. mu. matigumavi. ma., mu. jinavallabha vi. ma. ane mu. Atmadarzana vi. ma. paNa 5 dravyo ja vAparatA. * aMtima divasa : mu. dharmaguptavijayajI ma. ne prasanna rAkhavA mu. jinavallabhavijayajI ma. temane avAra-navAra hasAvavAnA prayatna kare. jIvananA chellA divase teo khUba hasyA. tabiyata bagaDatA temane hospiTalamAM eDmiTa karavAnA hatA. paNa badhI hospiTalo phUla hatI. chevaTe hospiTalamAM laI javAnuM mAMDI vALI upAzrayamAM ja sAravAra karavAnuM nakkI karyuM. nikhilabhAI, kIrtibhAI, sudhIrabhAI vagere DokTaro AvI gayA. DokTaroe jotA ja kahyuM, "have aMtima ArAdhanA karAvo." * samAdhimaraNa : caturvidha saMgha bhego thaI gayo. badhAe navakAranI dhUna lagAvI. DokTara sudhIrabhAIe chello navakAra saMbhaLAvyo. mu. dharmagumavijayajI ma. pUrNa svastha hatA. temanI dRSTi chatamAM coMTADelA zrI sImaMdharasvAmInA phoTA sanmukha hatI. temanA darzana karatA karatA rAte 11.05 vAge teo dehapiMjarane choDIne mahAvidehakSetramAM sAkSAt temanI pAse javA mATe nIkaLI paDyA. vi.saM. 2066, mahA suda 2, tA.17-1-2017, ravivAre teo kALadharma pAmyA. temanA pArthiva dehano agnisaMskAra vAsaNAmAM dharmarasikatIrthavATikAmAM thayo. * zuddhi : AlocanA karavAnI bAbatamAM paNa teo khUba kALajIvALA hatA. temanA gurudeva jIvita hatA tyAM sudhI temanI pAse ane pachI A.jayaghoSasUri ma. pAse teo AlocanA karatA ane prAyazcitta karI vizuddha thitA. * oliyApaNuM. temano naMbara samudAyamAM ghaNo AgaLa hato, chatAM samudAyanI bAbatothI teo taddana nirlepa rahetA. gurudeva kaMI sope ke pUche to teo karatA ke kahetA. bAkI sAme cAlIne teo koI bAbatamAM caMcUpAta karatA nahIM. pravartaka zrIdharmaguptavijayajI ma.nI jIvanajharamara 51... Page #61 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ * preraNA : temaNe mu. jinavallabhavi.ma. ne dIkSA vakhate abhigraha Apelo ke, "tAre 25 varSamAM so oLI pUrI karavAnI." mu. jinavallabhavi. mahArAje eka varSItapa karyo. tethI ra6 varSamAM so oLI pUrI karI. * saMyamacustatA : mu. dharmagumavijayajI ma. jarA ya asaMyama calAve nahIM. vihAramAM koI mANasa rAkhavAno nahIM. badhI upAdhi sAdhuo pote ja UMcake. temanI tabiyata bagaDyA pachI vIlaceramAM na chUTake vihAra karavA paDyA tyAre paNa vIlaceramAM jarUra pUratI ja upAdhi rAkhavAnI, bAkInuM sAdhuoe UMcakavAnuM. teo ziSyone mojAno upayoga na karatA UghADA page cAlavAnI preraNA karatA. AvI hatI temanI saMyamakaTTaratA. * bhAvAMjali : jIvanabhara mAthAnI pIDA ane chellA dasa varSa pathArIvazapaNuM samatApUrvaka temaNe sahana karyuM. temanI A sAdhanA sAme mastaka jhUkI jAya che. teo eka mahAna, umadA, AdarzarUpa saMyamajIvana jIvI gayA ke je A kALamAM bahu muzkela lAge. ApaNA jIvanamAM paNa temanA jevI sAdhanA, guNo ane samatA Ave evI prabhune prArthanA. samatAnidhi te mahApuruSanA caraNomAM koTi koTi vaMdana. temanA saMyamajIvananI khUba khUba anumodanA. * vinaMti : temane bhAvabharI vinaMti ke mahAvidehakSetramAMthI ApaNI upara evI kRpA varasAve ke ApaNe paNa temanA jevA banIe. AMbAvADI jaina zve. mU. saMghe dasa varSa sudhI UchaLatA bhAva sAthe temanI je vaiyAvacca karI che tenI paNa khUba khUba anumodanA. * ziSya para kRpAH mu. jinavallabhavijayajI mahArAje saMsArI avasthAmAM AyaMbila karyA na hatA. eka vAra gurudeve eka zrAvaka sAthe AyaMbila karavA temane mokalyA. AyaMbilanuM bhojana kevuM hoya ? tenI mumukSune khabara nahIM. tenI umara tyAre 13 varSanI hatI. mumukSue thALImAM badhI vastu laI lIdhI. pachI cAkhatA khabara paDI ke A badhu to bApheluM che, phikyuM che. temane kaMI paNa para... pravartaka zrIdharmaguptavijayajI ma.nI jIvanajharamara Page #62 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gaLe UtaratuM na hatuM. bAjumAM beThelA bhAIe kahyuM, "eThuM na mUkAya." mumukSu to saMkaTamAM paDyo, "peTamAM jatuM nathI, eThuM mUkAya tema nathI. zuM karavuM? teNe thALInI vastuo vATakImAM nAMkhI pATalA nIce mUkI dIdhI. pachI thALI dhoIne te Ubho thaI gayo. A ja mumukSu ke jenAthI eka AyaMbila paNa thatuM na hatuM tene mu. dharmaguptavijayajI mahArAje preraNA karIne tenI pAse pAyo naMkhAvyo ane dIkSA pachI oLIo karAvI. Aje mu. jinavalabhavijayajI ma.ne 100 + 83 oLI pUrI thaI gaI che. eka AyaMbila paNa na karI zakanAra ATalI badhI oLIo karI jAya e gurukRpAnuM ja phaLa che. | mu. jinavallabhavijayajI ma. nA jIvanamAM paNa gurudevano prabhubhaktino guNa Utaryo che. teo dararoja jinAlayamAM savAre be kalAka ane sAMje eka kalAka prabhubhakti kare che. gurudeva taraphathI maLela prabhubhaktino vAraso temaNe sAcavI rAkhyo che. dhanya guru ! dhanya ziSya ! dhanya jinazAsana ! * * * * * mUrkhAI dhanathI A bhavamAM thoDA samaya mATe thoDuM sukha maLe che. e dhanane kamAvA mATe karelA pApothI tiryaMcagati ane narakagatimAM lAMbA samaya sudhI bhayaMkara duHkho sahana karavA paDe che. thoDA samayanA thoDA sukha mATe ghaNA samayanA ghaNA duHkhane svIkAravuM emAM buddhimattA nathI paNa mUrkhAI che. mUrkhAI 53... Page #63 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pratibaMdhakane apanAvI, uttejakane choDo agnino svabhAva bALavAno che, dajhADavAno che ane tApa ApavAno che. je agninI najIka jAya che tene agni tapAve che. je agnine aDe che tene agni dajhADe che. je agnimAM jhaMpalAve che tene agni bALIne rAkha karI nAkhe che. Ama agninuM kArya bALavAnuM, dajhADavAnuM ane tApa ApavAnuM che. candrakAntamaNi e pratibaMdhaka che. pratibaMdhaka eTale kAryane aTakAvanAra. candrakAnta maNi agninA kAryane aTakAve che. jyAM agni hoya tyAM jo candrakAnta maNine mUkI devAya to e candrakAnta maNinI hAjarImAM agni bAbato nathI, dajhADato nathI ane tApa Apato nathI. Ama candrakAnta maNinA prabhAvathI agnino svabhAva DhaMkAI jAya che. candrakAtamaNinI upasthitimAM agni kaMI paNa karI zakato nathI. A sUryakAntamaNi e uttejaka che. uttejaka eTale teja vadhAranAra, prabhAva vadhAranAra. sUryakAnta maNi agninA prabhAvane vadhAre che. jyAM agni hoya tyAM jo sUryakAMta maNine mUkI devAya to tenAthI agninI bALavAnI, dajhADavAnI ane tApa ApavAnI zakti vadhI jAya che. Ama sUryakAnta maNithI agninA kAryamAM anekagaNI vRddhi thAya che. sUryakAnta maNinI upasthitimAM agni vadhu zaktizALI banI jAya che. agni = saMsAranI takalIpho candrakAnta maNi = paramAtmA sUryakAnta maNi = saMsArI svajano, saMsArI loko. takalIphono svabhAva che jIvone herAna karavAno, pIDita karavAno, duHkhI karavAno. takalIpha AvavAnI hoya te pahelA ja jIva tenI kalpanAthI saMtApa pAme che. takalIpha AvatA te duHkhI thAya che. takalIphothI gherAI jatA te herAna-parezAna thaI jAya che. paramAtmA pratibaMdhaka che eTale ke takalIphonA kAryane aTakAvanAra che. takalIpho to pUrvanA azubhakarmonA udaye AvavAnI ja che. paNa tyAre jo ...54... pratibaMdhakane apanAvo, uttejakane choDo Page #64 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ paramAtmAnuM sAnnidhya hoya to takalIpho jIvane saMtApa pamADI zakatI nathI, duHkhI karI zakatI nathI ane herAna-parezAna karI zakatI nathI. paramAtmAnuM sAnnidhya be rItanuM hoya che - bahArathI ane aMdarathI. paramAtmAnI bhakti karavI, temaNe batAvela dharmArAdhanAo karavI te paramAtmAnuM bAhya sAnnidhya che. paramAtmAnI AjJAnuM pAlana karavuM, paramAtmA pratye zraddhAbahumAna rAkhavA te paramAtmAnuM aMdarathI sAnnidhya. paramAtmAnA sAnnidhyanA prabhAvathI takalIphono svabhAva DhaMkAI jAya che. paramAtmAnA sAnnidhyamAM takalIpho jIvane kaMI paNa karI zakatI nathI. saMsArI loko uttejaka che, eTale ke takalIphonA kAryane vadhAranArA che. takalIpho Ave tyAre jo saMsArI lokonuM sAnnidhya hoya to takalIphonI zakti vadhI jAya che. tyAre takalIpho jIvane vadhu saMtApa Ape che, vadhu duHkhI kare che ane vadhu herAna-parezAna kare che. saMsArI lokonuM sAnnidhya paNa be rItanuM che - bahArathI ane aMdarathI. saMsArI lokonI vacce rahevuM te temanuM bAhya sAnnidhya che. saMsArI loko upara mamatva rAkhavuM, vizvAsa rAkhavo te temanuM aMdarathI sAnnidhya che. saMsArI lokonA sAnnidhyamAM takalIpho anekagaNI vadhI jAya che. saMsArI lokonA sAnnidhyamAM takalIphonI tAkAta vadhI jAya che. TUMkamAM, takalIpho vakhate jo paramAtmAnuM sAnnidhya hoya to jIvane takalIphonI koI asara thatI nathI ane takalIpho vakhate jo saMsArI lokonuM sAnnidhya hoya to takalIpho jIvane behAla karI nAMkhe che. mATe jo takalIphomAM paNa svastha rahevuM hoya to saMsArI lokonuM sAnnidhya choDIne paramAtmAnuM sAnnidhya svIkAravuM jarUrI che. bahArathI paNa saMsArI lokonA paricayane TALIne paramAtmAnI bhaktimAM taraboLa banI javuM joIe ane aMdarathI paNa saMsArI loko uparano rAga choDIne paramAtmA pratye tIvra bahumAna ane samarpaNabhAva Ubho karavo joIe. Ama saMsArI lokonuM sAnnidhya chUTI jaze ane paramAtmAnuM sAnnidhya pratibaMdhakane apanAvo, uttejakane choDo ...55... Page #65 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prApta thaze. pachI game tevI takalIphomAM paNa jIva sadA prasanna rahI zakaze, takalIphonI tene kaMI khabara paNa nahIM paDe. saMsArI lokonA sAnnidhyamAM macchara jevI takalIpho paNa siMha jevI lAgaze. paramAtmAnA sAnnidhyamAM siMha jevI takalIpho paNa koI visAtamAM nahIM lAge. mAtAnA sAnnidhyamAM bALaka sadA hasatuM-khIlatuM rahe che. tema paramAtmAnA sAnnidhyamAM ApaNe sadA hasatA-khIlatA rahI zakIzuM. jema enestheTika auSadha levAthI mANasane zastrakriyAnI koI asara vartAtI nathI, jema peInakilara davA levAthI mANasane duHkhAvAno anubhava thato nathI tema paramAtmAnI kRpAthI jIvane takalIphonI koI asara ke koI anubhava thato nathI. jema TI.vI. jovAmAM ekAgra banela mANasane macchara karaDyAnI khabara paDatI nathI, tema paramAtmAmAM tanmaya banela jIvane Adhi-vyAdhi-upAdhinI khabara paDatI nathI. jema sugarakoTeDa kaDavI davAnI kaDavAzano anubhava thato nathI, tema paramAtmAnI kRpAnA koTiMgathI takalIphonI kaDavAzano anubhava thato nathI. jema hiTaranI hAjarImAM ThaMDI anubhavAtI nathI tema paramAtmAnI kRpAthI takalIphonI ThaMDaka lAgatI nathI. jema erakaMDizana ane kUlaranI hAjarImAM garamI lAgatI nathI tema paramAtmAnI kRpAthI takalIphonI garamI lAgatI nathI. jema chatrI ane reInakoTanI hAjarImAM varasAdanA pANIthI bhInA thavAtuM nathI tema paramAtmAnI kRpAnA baLe takalIpho jIvane duHkhanA pANIthI bhIMjavI zakatI nathI. jema bArI-bAraNA baMdha hoya to bahAranA pavana, dhULa ane avAja rUmamAM pesI zakatA nathI, tema paramAtmAnI kRpAthI takalIphono pavana, duHkhanI dhULa ane pIDAno avAja jIvanamAM pesI zakatA nathI. ...56.. pratibaMdhakane apanAvo, uttejakane choDo Page #66 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jema bakhtara paherelA mANasane goLI vIMdhI zakatI nathI tema paramAtmAnI kRpAnuM bakhtara AtmAne paherAvavAthI takalIphonI goLIo AtmAne vIMdhI zakatI nathI. jema signala ane polIsanI hAjarImAM eksiDaMTa thatA nathI tema paramAtmAnA sAnnidhyamAM takalIphone lIdhe durthAna ke saMklezono koI akasmAta thato nathI. Ama paramAtmAnA sAnnidhyanuM mAhAbhya samajIe ane saMsArI lokonA sAnnidhyamAM hAnikArakapaNe samajIe. paramAtmAnuM sAnidhya apanAvIe. saMsArI lokonuM sAnnidhya choDIe. kAyama mATe sukhI, sukhI ane sukhI banIe. * * * * * duSkara-duSkara AMbAvADI saMghamAM munirAjazrI saMyamabodhi vijayajI ma. sA. nI nizrAmAM upakaraNavaMdanAvalIno kAryakrama cAlato hato. eka eka upakaraNanA caDhAvA ArAdhanAmAM bolAtA hatA. oghAno caDhAvo Avyo. caDhAvo brahmacaryapAlanamAM bolavAno hato. badhAne ema ke brahmacaryapAlana muzkela hovAthI A caDhAvo phela jaze. caDhAvo zarU thayo. be bhAgyazALI sAmasAme bolavA lAgyA. paMcadhArA pArkamAM rahenArA bhAvinabhAI jIvanabhara brahmacarya bolyA. dharmapatnIne pUchyA vinA te khUba ullAsathI A caDhAvo bolyA. ogho temane apAyo. bhAvinabhAIe ghare AvI dharmapatnIne vAta karI. teNIe koI pratikAra ke gusso na karyo. patinI vAta svIkArI lIdhI. bharayuvAnImAM 35 varSa AsapAsanI vayamAM bannee jIvanabharanuM brahmacarya svIkAryuM e khUba khUba anumodanIya che. saMsAramAM eka gharamAM sAthe rahIne atiduSkara evA A vratanuM pAlana karavuM e viralAonuM kAma che. bIjAoe paNa temanI jema makkama banavuM ane yathAzakti brahmacaryapAlanamAM AgaLa vadhavuM. duSkara-duSkara 57... Page #67 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ huM pUjAnI lAInamAM Ubho rahIza muMbaImAM eka bhAI rahetA hatA. temanuM eka prinTiMga presa hatuM. roja savAre pUjA karIne bhAI presamAM jAya. eka divasa koIka kAraNasara temane moDuM thaI gayuM. temane presamAM samayasara javAnuM hatuM. bhAIe vicAryuM ke, "jaldIthI pUjA karIne presamAM jato rahIza.' pUjAnA kapaDA paherIne te eka gharaderAsaramAM gayA. tyAM pUjAnI lAIna hatI. bhAIonI lAImAM vIseka bhAIo hatA ane bahenonI lAInamAM pacIseka baheno hatI. bhAIne utAvaLa hatI. jo pUjA karavA lAInamAM UbhA rahe to aDadhA-poNA kalAke pUjAno naMbara lAge ane presamAM javAmAM moDuM thAya. tethI pUjAnI lAIna joIne bhAI dUrathI ja ravAnA thayA. pUjA to karavI ja hatI paNa jaldIthI karavI hatI. tethI temaNe trIjA mALanA eka gharaderAsaramAM javAnuM vicAryuM. peluM gharaderAsara bhoyataLiye hatuM. tethI pUjAnI lAIna ghaNI hatI. trIjA mALanuM gharaderAsara upara hovAthI tyAM pUjAnI lAIna nahIM hoya ane pUjA jaldIthI thaI jaze - evI bhAvanAthI bhAIe trIjA mALanA gharaderAsara tarapha javA Daga mAMDyA. aDadhe raste pahoMcyA tyAM temane vicAra Avyo, "jo huM koI DokTara pAse gayo hota ane tyAM pezanTonI lAIna hota to huM te lAInamAM avazya besata. jo huM dUdha levA gayo hota ane tyAM dUdha lenArAnI lAIna hota to huM te lAInamAM avazya Ubho rahyo hota. jo vAhanamAM bahAra gayo hota ane TrAphikamAM vAhanonI lAIna hota to huM avazya te lAInamAM Ubho raheta. jo huM prinTiMgano orDara levA gayo hota ane tyAM gharAka pAse becAra jaNA bIjA kAma mATe beThA hota to huM avazya rAha jota. Ama saMsAranA kAryo mATe huM avazya lAInamAM Ubho rahyo hota, kemake lAInamAM UbhA rahevAthI mAro koIka svArtha sadhAto hota. to pachI ...58... huM pUjAnI lAInamAM Ubho rahIza Page #68 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pUjAnI lAInamAM UbhA rahevA mATe huM zA mATe taiyAra nathI thato ? "presamAM javAnuM moDuM thAya che." e to eka bahAnuM che. bAkI upara kahelA badhA prasaMgomAM paNa jo presamAM javAnuM moDuM thatuM hota to paNa huM lAInamAM Ubho rahetA ane kAma patAvIne pachI ja presamAM jAta. jo saMsAranA kAma mATe mArI AvI niSThA che to pUjA mATe AvI niSThA kema nathI ? huM pUjAnI lAInamAM paNa Ubho rahIza. bhale presamAM javAnuM moDuM thAya." Ama potAnI jAtane hitazikSA ApIne majabUta saMkalpa karIne bhAI aDadhA rastethI pAchA vALyA ane pAchA bhoyataLiyAnA gharaderAsaramAM gayA. 10-15 miniTa pasAra thaI gaI hovAthI pUjAnI lAInamAM pa-10 jaNAnI vRddhi thaI hatI. chatAM te bhAI lAInamAM UbhA rahyA. poNA kalAke naMbara lAgyA pachI pUjA karI. - ghare jaI kapaDA badalAvIne presamAM gayA. roja karatA presamAM pahoMcavAmAM Aje moDuM thayuM hatuM. tethI dhaMdho ocho thavAthI nukasAnInI saMbhAvanA hatI. chatAM te bhAIne paramAtmAmAM pUrNa zraddhA hatI. mATe ja dhaMdhAne gauNa karIne temaNe pUjAne mukhya banAvI hatI. presamAM pahoMcyA tyAre presamAM kAma karanArA nokare kahyuM, "zeTha, Aje savArathI pAvara nathI. tethI presa cAlu thaI zakyuM na hovAthI kaMI kAma thayuM nathI." A sAMbhaLIne te bhAIne pote sAco nirNaya karyo te badala AnaMda thayo. te vahelA presamAM AvyA hota to be ya bAju nukasAna thAta-pUjA jema-tema phaTAphaTa patAvavAnuM thAta ane presamAM pAvara na hovAthI kAma na thAta. temaNe sAco nirNaya karyo tethI temane banne bAju lAbha thayo. pUjA nirAte thaI ane presamAM moDA pahoMcavAthI koI nukasAna na thayuM. te presamAM pahoMcyA ane pAMca miniTamAM pAvara AvI gayo ane presa cAlu thaI gayuM. A joIne bhAInA hRdayamAM rahelI paramAtmA pratyenI AsthA vadhu majabUta thaI gaI. prabhubhaktino sAkSAt paraco Aje temane maLyo hato. prabhupUjAthI temane dhaMdhAmAM koI nukasAnI na thaI ane samayasara pAvara AvI gayo. huM pUjAnI lAInamAM Ubho rahIza ...29... Page #69 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ A prasaMga ApaNane sarasa bodha Ape che - prabhu para je zraddhA rAkhe che tenI upara prabhunI kRpA varase che. ApaNA jIvanamAM paNa aneka prasaMgo banatA hoya che jemAM ApaNe prabhune, gurune ke dharmane gauNa banAvI detA hoIe chIe. tema karavAthI ApaNe bamaNI nukasAnImAM UtarIe chIe. deva-guru-dharma pratyenI ApaNI zraddhA maMda paDe che ane saMsAramAM paNa koI lAbha thato nathI. uparanA prasaMgamAMthI preraNA laIne have ApaNe nakkI karavAnuM che ke, ApaNA jIvanamAM game tevI uthalapAthalo Ave to paNa deva-guru-dharmane to ApaNe mukhya ja rAkhIzuM, kyAreya temane gauNa nahIM banAvIe." AvA saMkalpathI ApaNane bamaNo lAbha thaze- deva-guru-dharma pratyenI ApaNI zraddhA akabaMdha raheze - majabUta banaze ane saMsAranI uthalapAthalo thALe paDI jaze. ApaNe jene vaphAdAra rahIe te ApaNuM dhyAna rAkhe. ApaNe jene bevaphA banIe te ApaNuM dhyAna kyAMthI rAkhe ? deva-guru-dharmane vaphAdAra rahevAthI sau sArA vAnA thAya che. | deva-guru-dharmane bevaphA banavAthI pAyamAlI thAya che. deva-guru-dharmanuM ApaNA jIvanamAM evuM sthAna hovuM joIe je bIjuM koI laI na zake. deva-guru-dharmanI kRpA to badhe varase che. ApaNe jo deva-guru-dharmane vaphAdArasamarpita rahIe to ApaNane temanI kRpA prApta thAya. jo ApaNe temane bevaphA rahIe to ApaNane temanI kRpA prApta na thAya. temAM deva-gurudharmano koI doSa nathI, ApaNo ja doSa che. varasAda badhe varase che. je potAnuM vAsaNa sIdhuM rAkhe tenuM vAsaNa pANIthI bharAya ane je potAnuM vAsaNa UMdhuM rAkhe tenuM vAsaNa khAlI rahe. temAM varasAdano doSa nathI. te vyaktino ja temAM doSa che. cAlo, ApaNe deva-guru-dharmane samarpita banIe ane sarvasamRddhinA AsAmI banIe. * * * * * ...60... huM pUjAnI lAInamAM Ubho rahIza Page #70 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhojana = davA, bhADuM mANasane asatAvedanIya karmanA udayathI mAthuM duHkhe che. mAthuM duHkhavuM e roga che. tene dUra karavA te davA le che. sudhAvedanIya karmanA udayathI bhUkha lAge che. tethI bhUkha e roga che. tene dUra karavA mANasa bhojana le che. te davA che. mAthAnA duHkhAvAno roga dUra karavA levAtI goLI paNa davA che ane bhUkhano roga dUra karavA levAtuM bhojana paNa davA che. chatAM goLI pratyenuM mANasanuM valaNa juduM hoya che ane bhojana pratyenuM mANasanuM valaNa juduM hoya che. te kaI rIte te ApaNe vicArIe - (1) DokTara eka TAIma goLI levAnuM kahe to mANasa ra ke 3 TAIma goLI leto nathI. jyAre eka TAIma bhojana karavAthI bhUkha zAMta thaI javA chatAM mANasa 2, 3 ke vadhu TAIma bhojana kare che. (2) DokTara eka goLI levAnuM kahe to mANasa 1 thI vadhu goLI leto nathI. jyAre ochA dravyothI bhUkha zAMta thaI jatI hovA chatAM mANasa vadhu ne vadhu dravyo khAya che. (3) DokTare nAnI goLI levAnuM kahyuM hoya to mANasa moTI goLI leto nathI. jyAre ochA bhojanathI bhUkha zAMta thaI jatI hovA chatAM mANasa vadhu bhojana kare che. (4) DokTare sapheda raMganI goLI levAnuM kahyuM hoya to mANasa raMgaberaMgI goLI leto nathI. jyAre sAdA bhojanathI bhUkha zAMta thaI jatI hovA chatAM mANasa vividha raMganA ane vividha phlevaranA bhojana kare che. (5) DokTare TesTalesa ke kaDavI goLI levAnuM kahyuM hoya to mANasa tenI badale sugarakoTeDa davA leto nathI. jyAre nIrasa bhojanathI bhUkha zAMta thaI zakatI hovA chatAM mANasa TesTI ane caTAkedAra bhojana kare che. (6) DokTare goLI pANI sAthe levAnuM kahyuM hoya to mANasa tene dUdha sAthe leto nathI. jyAre roTalI UtAravA zAkathI cAlatuM hoya ane bhojana = davA, bhADuM 61... Page #71 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhAta UtAravA dALathI cAlatuM hoya chatAM mANasa sAthe caTaNI, pApaLa, masAlA, sarabata, mukhavAsa vagere khAya che. (7) DokTare goLI levAnI sAthe je parejI pALavAnuM kahyuM hoya te badhI parejI mANasa pALe che. jyAre bhojananI bAbatamAM mANasa koI parejI pALato nathI. te badhuM ja khAya che. (8) DokTare sastI goLI levAnuM kahyuM hoya to mANasa moMghI goLI leto nathI. jyAre sastA bhojanathI peTa bharAI jatuM hovA chatAM mANasa moMghAmAM modhuM bhojana kare che. (9) DokTare ochA pAvaranI goLI levAnuM kahyuM hoya to mANasa vadhu pAvaravALI goLI leto nathI. jyAre sAdA khorAkathI peTa bharAI jatuM hoya ane zakti maLI jatI hoya, chatAM mANasa mIThAI ane pharasANathI bhArekhama khorAka le che. (10) DokTare je goLI levAnuM kahyuM hoya te mANasa meDikalanI dukAnamAMthI ja le che, paNa game tyAMthI banAvaTI goLI leto nathI. jyAre gharanA bhojanathI bhUkha zAMta thaI jatI hoya ane svAthya suMdara rahetuM hoya chatAM mANasa hoTalo, lArIo, rekaDIo vagerenuM bhojana kare che. (11)DokTare je goLI levAnuM kahyuM hoya tenI expiry date vItI gayA pachI mANasa te davA leto nathI. jyAre tAjA bhojanathI bhUkha zAMta thaI zakatI hovA chatAM mANasa vAsI bhojana le che. (12)goLIne mANasa pIparameMTanI jema moDhAmAM cagaLato nathI paNa sIdhI peTamAM utArI de che. jyAre bhojana karatI vakhate mANasa TesTa letAM letAM ane sabaDakA mAratAM mAratAM majethI bhojana kare che. (13)goLI lIdhA pachI tenA svAdanI mANasa prazaMsA ke niMdA karato nathI. jyAre bhojana karyA pachI mANasa tenI prazaMsA-niMdA kare che. (14)goLI letI vakhate mANasanI bhAvanA evI hoya che ke, "roga Avyo che, mATe na chUTake goLI levI paDe che. sAjo thaI jAuM to tarata ...62... bhojana = davA, bhADuM Page #72 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ goLI choDI dauM. jyAre bhojana karatI vakhate, "bhojana na chUTake levuM paDe che. bhojana karavAnI A lapathI jhaTa chUTuM." evI koI bhAvanA mANasanA manamAM hotI nathI. UlaTuM, khAvuM e teno svabhAva che ane jIvanabhara teNe khAvAnuM cAlu ja rAkhavAnuM che - evuM ja mANasa mAne che. (15)goLInI bAbatamAM "A mArI favourite goLI che, A goLI mane dIThI ya gamatI nathI.' - AvI choice mANasane nathI hotI. je paNa goLI levAnI hoya tene te choice vinA laI le che. jyAre bhojananI bAbatamAM "A mArI managamatI vAnagI che. A zAka mane bhAvatuM nathI.' - evI choice mANasa rAkhe che. ane managamatI vAnagIo khAya che ane aNagamatI vAnagIone tiraskAre che. uparanA paMdare muddAthI nakkI thAya che ke bhojana e davA che evuM mANasa hajI samajyo ja nathI. bhojananI bAbatanuM valaNa jo mANasa goLInI bAbatamAM lagAvI de to mANasanuM zarIra kyAreya svastha na rahe. goLInI bAbatanuM valaNa jo mANasa bhojananI bAbatamAM lagAvI de to mANasanuM zarIra, mana ane AtmA traNe haMmezA svastha rahe. havethI bhojanane davA samajIne davA pratyenuM valaNa bhojana pratye paNa rAkhavA prayatna karavo. davAkhAnAmAM mANasa vadhu samaya besato nathI. tema rasoDAmAM ke bhojanazALAmAM vadhu samaya na besavuM, ochA samayamAM bhojana karIne bahAra nIkaLI javuM. davAkhAnAmAM dardI DokTaranI salAha mAne che, tenI sAthe takarAra ke jhaghaDo karato nathI. tema rasoDAmAM rasoI banAvanAra patnI ke bhojanazALAmAM rasoI banAvanAra mahArAja je bhojana pIrase te khAI levuM, patnI ke mahArAja sAthe bhojananI bAbatamAM takarAra ke jhaghaDo na karavo. bhojana = davA, bhADuM 63... Page #73 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ rasoDuM = davAkhAnuM rasoI banAvanAra (patnI) = DokTara bhojana = davA bhojana karanAra = dardI bhUkha = roga bhUkha zAMta thavI = roga dUra thavo. jo A vAta magajamAM besI jAya to bhojana pratyenA rAga-dveSanA tophAna ghaNA ochA thaI jAya. makAnamAM rahevA mATe mANasa makAnamAlikane makAnanuM bhADuM cUkave che. zarIra pAsethI kAma levA mANasa zarIrane bhojananuM bhADuM Ape che. bhADA pratyenuM mANasanuM valaNa ane bhojana pratyenuM mANasanuM valaNa juduM che. te vicArIe - (1) bhADuM mANasa ochAmAM ochuM bhare che. jyAre bhojana mANasa vadhumAM vadhu kare che. (2) bhADuM mANasa samayasara ja Ape che. te pahelA nahIM. bhojana mANasa game tyAre kare che, samaya pUrve paNa kare che. (3) bhADAnI sAthe mANasa koI paherAmaNI Apato nathI. bhojananI sAthe mANasa mIThAI-pharasANa Aroge che. (4) bhADuM mANasa na chUTake Ape che. bhojana mANasa hoMze hoMze kare che. (5) mANasanI bhAvanA evI hoya che ke, potAnuM makAna thaI jAya to bhADuM ApavuM na paDe." bhojana mATe mANasane kyAreya evI bhAvanA thatI nathI ke, "zarIra bhADAnuM makAna che, mATe bhojananuM bhADuM ApavuM paDe che. jo AtmasvarUpanI prAptirUpI potAnuM makAna thaI jAya to bhojananuM bhADuM ApavuM na paDe." bhojana pratyenuM valaNa jo mANasa bhADA pratye lagADe to tene devALuM ...64.... bhojana = davA, bhADuM Page #74 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kADhavAno vAro Ave. bhADA pratyenuM valaNa jo mANasa bhojana pratye rAkhe to tenI bhojana pratyenI Asakti ghaNI ochI thaI jAya. Ama bhojananI lAlasA ghaTADavAnA ane tapa-tyAganI bhAvanA vadhAravAnA ghaNA upAyo ahIM batAvyA che. A upAyo dvArA bhojananI lAlasA ghaTADIe ane tapa-tyAgamAM udyamazIla banIe. * * * * * negeTiva pola vIjaLI pojhiTiva polathI negeTiva pola tarapha vahe che. jo banne pola pojhiTiva hoya to vIjaLI vahe nahIM, paNa bhaDako thAya. prabhu pojhiTiva pola che, kemake anaMtaguNanA bhaMDAra che. jo ApaNe prabhu pAse negeTiva thaIne jaIe, eTale ke huM doSothI bharelo chuM." evA bhAvathI jaIe to prabhunI kRpA ApaNI upara vahe. jo ApaNe prabhu pAse pojhiTiva pola banIne jaIe, eTale ke huM vidvAna chuM, huM tapasvI chuM, huM aneka guNono svAmI chuM." ema mAnIne jaIe to prabhunI kRpA ApaNI upara na vahe ane prabhunI AzAtanA rUpI bhaDako thavAthI ApaNe durgatimAM paDI jaIe. TUMkamAM, prabhukRpA joItI hoya to prabhu pAse negeTiva banIne javuM, pojhiTiva banIne nahIM. prabhu pAse pote doSavAna hovAnI lAgaNIpUrvaka javuM, pote guNavAna hovAnI lAgaNIpUrvaka nahIM. suNo zAMti niNaMda sobhAgI.." zAMtinAtha prabhunA A stavanamAM prabhunI pojhiTiviTi batAvI che ane ApaNI negeTiviTi batAvI che. negeTiva pola *.65... Page #75 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ badhAne zuddha karanAro pote azuddha mANasa potAnA jIvanamAM ghaNI vastuonI zuddhi kare che - (1) savAra paDe ane dAtaNa ke braza karIne te mukhazuddhi kare che. (2) ToIleTa-bAtharUmamAM jaI te maLa-mUtranI zuddhi paNa kare che. (3) snAna karIne te dehazuddhi kare che. (4) kapaDA dhoIne ke dhovaDAvIne te vastrazuddhi kare che. (5) vAsaNa dhoIne ke dhovaDAvIne te vAsaNanI zuddhi kare che. (6) jhApaTa-jhapaTa karIne ke karAvIne te pharnicaranI zuddhi kare che. (7) jhADuM-potA karIne te karAvIne te gharanI zuddhi kare che. (8) jAte ke mocI pAse jaIne te bUTa-caMpalanI zuddhi (polIza) kare che. (9) pANIthI ke tevA pravAhIthI te cazmAnI zuddhi kare che. (10) nokara pAse te potAnA sAIkala, skuTara, bAIka, gADI vagere vAhanonI zuddhi karAve che. (11) divALI vagere parvo Ave tyAre te dhoIne ane nakAmI vastuo kADhI nAMkhIne gharanI vizeSa rIte zuddhi kare che. (12) kirti phela thaI gaI hoya to DAyAlIsIsa karAvIne te lohInI zuddhi karAve che. (13) nehI-dhotI vagere dvArA te kaphanI ane zarIramAM rahela bIjA bagADanI zuddhi kare che. (14) kabajiyAta hoya to enimA laIne te AMtaraDAnI zuddhi kare che. (15) navuM varSa Ave eTale te hisAba (ekAunTa) nI zuddhi kare che. (16) enTivAyarasa dvArA te sIDI, DIvIDI, penaDrAIva, komyuTara, hArDaDiska vageremAM lAgelA vAyarasanI zuddhi kare che. (17) avasare avasare te mobAIlamAM sTora thayela nakAmA naMbaro ane mesejone DilITa karIne mobAIlanI zuddhi kare che. badhAne zuddha karanAro pote azuddha ...66... Page #76 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ (18) cAra-cha mahine potAnuM vAhana sarvisiMgamAM ApIne te vAhananI aMdarathI vizeSa zuddhi karAve che. (19) nakAmuM ghAsa, sUkA pAMdaDA, kacaro vagere kADhIne te bagIcAnI zuddhi kare che. (20) pUphacekiMga karIne te pustakanI zuddhi kare che. (ra1) parvo AvatA te maMdira, upAzraya vagere ghArmika sthAnonI zuddhi kare che. (22) jamatA pahelA ane jAjarU gayA pachI te hAthanI zuddhi kare che. (23) mAMgalika ane pavitra vidhAno dvArA te vighno, apazukano, apamaMgaLone dUra karIne temanI zuddhi kare che. (24) AITona vagere TIpA nAkhIne te AMkhanI zuddhi kare che. (25) rUmAla dvArA te nAkamAMthI zleSma ane mela kADhI nAkanI zuddhi kare che. (26) TIpA, tela vagere kAnamAM nAMkhIne kAnano mela kADhIne te kAnanI zuddhi kare che. (27) te ToIleTa-bAtharUmanI roja zuddhi kare che. (28) te cUlA, gesanI roja zuddhi kare che. (29) te potAnA kaMpAunDa, phaLiyAnI zuddhi kare che. (30) te roDa, zerI, galI, hAIve, eksapresave vagerenI zuddhi kare che. (31) te gAma, nagara, deza ane vizvanI zuddhi kare che. (32) te gaTaranI zuddhi kare che. (33) te taLAva, nadI, samudra vagerenI zuddhi kare che. (34) te jaMgalonI zuddhi kare che. (35) te parvatonI zuddhi kare che. (36) te paryAvaraNanI zuddhi kare che. (37) te khoTA lakhANane bhUsIne tenI zuddhi kare che. (38) te ghAmAM bharAyela dhULa vagerenI spiriTa, DeTola vagerethI zuddhi kare che. badhAne zuddha karanAro pote azuddha ...67... Page #77 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ (39) zikSaka blekaborDa para navuM lakhANa karatA pUrve DasTarathI borDanI zuddhi kare che. (40) mANasa anAja daLAvatA pUrve kAMkarA vINIne ane cALIne anAjanI zuddhi kare che. (41) gharaghaMTI, voziMga mazIna, phrIjha, TI.vI. vagere yAtrika sAdhanonI avasare avasare te zuddhi kare che. (42) skUlo, kolejo, dukAno, ophiso, sabhAgRho, komyuniTi hola vagerenI te zuddhi kare che. Ama aneka vastuonI mANasa aneka rIte zuddhi kare che. paNa te vastuo pharI melI thAya che. mANasa pharI temane sApha kare che. Ama vAraMvAra melI thatI vastuone vAraMvAra zuddha karavAmAM te potAnuM jIvana pUruM kare che. AzcaryanI vAta e che ke bAkI badhI vastuonI zuddhi karanAro mANasa potAnI ja zuddhi karato nathI. potAnI eTale AtmAnI. AtmA karmo, doSo, kusaMskAro, pApo, bhUlo vagerethI melo che enI ene khabara paNa nathI. AlocanA, prAyazcitta, kSamApanA, duSkataga, pratikramaNa, dharmArAdhanA vagerethI AtmA para lAgelI azuddhi dUra thaI jAya che ane AtmA zuddha banI jAya che e te jANato nathI. eka vAra saMpUrNa rIte zuddha banelA AtmAne pharI A melo lAgatA nathI. mATe AtmAne vAraMvAra zuddha karavo paDato nathI. eka vAra mahenata karIne AtmAne saMpUrNa zuddha banAvI devAya to kAyamanI nirAMta thaI jAya. paNa A badhuM jANato na hovAnA kAraNe athavA jANato hovA chatAM moha, pramAda, upekSA vagerenA kAraNe mANasa AtmAne zuddha karato ja nathI. pariNAme te saMsAramAM bhaTakyA kare che ane teno AtmA vadhu ne vadhu melo thato jAya che. mANasa bAhyazuddhi ghaNI kare che, paNa AMtarazuddhi tarapha tenuM lakSya ja nathI. vastuo kyAreya kAyama mATe zuddha thatI nathI. chatAM mANasa vAraMvAra ...68... badhAne zuddha karanAro pote azuddha Page #78 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ temane zuddha karavAnI mahenata karyA kare che. AtmA kAyama mATe zuddha thaI zake che. chatAM mANasa AtmAne zuddha karavAnI upakSA kare che. A tenuM gAMDapaNa ja che. Aja sudhI ApaNe paNa AvA ja gAMDapaNanA kAraNe saMsAramAM bhamatA rahyA chIe. mATe have DAhyA banIe. AtmAnI zuddhi mahattvanI che evuM hRdayamAM barAbara besADI daIe. AtmAne zuddha karavAnI tanatoDa ane manamoDa mahenata karIe. vahelI take AtmAne saMpUrNa zuddha banAvIe. * * * * * prabhunI mAnyatA pramANe cAlavuM sAmo gALa Ape tyAre gusso karIne tene cUpa karanArane duniyA buddhizALI ane zaktizALI mAne che. sAmo gALa Ape tyAre gusso nahIM karIne pote cUpa rahenArane duniyA mUrakha ane nabaLo mAne che. ApaNe duniyAnI mAnyatA mujaba na cAlavuM. ApaNe duniyAthI alaga prabhunI mAnyatA mujaba cAlavuM. sAmo gALa Ape tyAre gusso karanArane prabhu mUrakha ane kAyara kahe che. sAmo gALa Ape tyAre zAMta rahenArane prabhu hoMziyAra ane sattvazALI kahe che. duniyAnI mAnyatA mujaba cAlIzuM to ApaNe duniyAmAM rahIzuM. duniyAthI alaga rIte cAlazuM to ApaNe duniyAthI alaga thaI zakIzuM. (mokSamAM jaI zakIzuM.) prabhunI mAnyatA pramANe cAlavuM Page #79 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ simakArDane sAcavI mobAIla karatA simakArDa vadhu mahattvanuM hoya che. simakArDa vinAno mobAIla nakAmo che. simakArDa eka mobAIlanI badale bIjA mobAIlamAM paNa nAkhI zakAya che. simakArDamAM badhuM sTora kareluM hoya che. je sTora kareluM che te emane ema jaNAtuM nathI, paNa jyAre baTana dabAvAya tyAre sTora kareluM pratyakSa thAya che. mobAIlamAM mANasa sAruM ane upayogI sTora kare che. nakAmuM je hoya tene te sTora karato nathI. kadAca sTora thaI gayuM hoya to te tene DilITa karI nAkhe che. TeparekorDa karatA keseTa vadhu mahattvanI che. keseTa vinAnuM TeparekorDa nakAmuM che. keseTa eka TeparekorDanI badale bIjA TeparekorDamAM nAMkhI zakAya che. keseTamAM ghaNuM rekorDa kareluM hoya che. te baTana dabAvavAthI pragaTa thAya che, tenA vinA nahIM. mANasa keseTamAM potAne gamatuM ja rekorDa kare che. keseTamAM kaMIka aNagamatuM rekorDa thaI gayuM hoya to paNa te tene kADhI nAkhe che. komyuTara karatA hArDaDiska vadhu mahattvanI che. hArDaDiska vinAnuM komyuTara eTale khAlI khokhuM. teno koI upayoga nathI. hArDaDiskamAM sTora kareluM baTana dabAvyA pachI pragaTa thAya che, te vinA nahIM. hArDaDiskamAM mANasa badhuM managamatuM ja nAkhe che, aNagamatuM nahIM. kadAca aNagamatuM kaMIka AvI gayuM hoya to tene te kADhI nAkhe che. mobAIla, TeparekorDa, komyuTara = zarIra simakArDa, keseTa, hArDaDiska = AtmA sTora karela memarI = saMskAro baTana = nimitta zarIra karatAM AtmAnuM mahattva vadhu che. AtmA eka zarIra choDIne bIjA zarIrane svIkAre che. AtmAmAM sArA-kharAba saMskAro sTora thayelA che. te emane ema bahAra AvatA nathI. nimitta maLatA te saMskAro pragaTa thAya che. mATe haMmezA sArA nimittonuM sevana karavuM jethI zubha saMskAro ...70... simakArDane sAcavo Page #80 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jAgrata thAya ane AtmAne zubha kArya karAve. kharAba nimittonI najIka paNa na javuM, kemake kharAba nimitto kharAba saMskArone jAgrata karI AtmAne azubha kAryamAM prere che ane tethI te khUba nukasAnImAM utAre che. je kharAba saMskAro bhUtakALamAM AtmAmAM paDI gayA che temane pratipakSI bhAvanA ane ArAdhanA dvArA kADhI nAkhavA. Ama zubhakAryamAM AgaLa vadhelo ane azubhakAryathI aTakelo AtmA dharmArAdhanA vegathI kare che ane pApone choDI de che. cAlo, zarIranI badale AtmAnuM jatana karIe, zubha nimittonuM sevana karIe ane azubha nimittothI aLagA rahIne azubha saMskArone DilITa karIe. * * * * * videzamAM kaMdamULatyAga bhAratanA eka jaina bhAI keniyAmAM vaselA. temane krikeTa ramavAno zokha. keniyAnI krikeTamAM InTaranezanala TImamAM temanI pasaMdagI thaI. ghaNA varSo sudhI te krikeTa ramyA. krikeTa ramavA videza paNa jatA. lagabhaga aDadhuM vizva temaNe pharI lIdheluM. temano eka niyama hato. kaMdamULa na khAvuM. videzomAM javA chatAM temaNe kyAreya A niyama toDyo nahoto. Akho divasa medAnamAM krikeTa ramavAnuM ane khAvAnuM zuddha zAkAhArI ane te paNa kaMdamULa vinAnuM. videzanI bhUmi para rahIne A kaMdamULatyAgano niyama pALavo agharo che. chatAM te bhAIe aDagapaNe te niyama pALyo hato. ghaNIvAra to teo dUdha ane phUTa dvArA calAvI letA. eka vAra teo nyUjhIlenDa gayA. tyAM badhI vastumAM nonaveja Ave. temaNe tapAsa karI. ra00 ki.mI. dUranA sthAne kaMdamULa vinAnuM zAkAhArI bhojana maLatuM hatuM. dararoja sAMje te 200 ki.mI. dUra te sthAne bhojana karavA jatA. Ama temaNe akhaMDapaNe niyama pALyo hato. bhAratamAM to kaMdamULa vinAnuM bhojana bahu ja sulabha che. A bhAInA jIvanamAMthI preraNA laI ApaNe paNa kaMdamULatyAga no niyama laIe ane tene akhaMDapaNe pALIe. videzamAM kaMdamULatyAga ...71... Page #81 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tijorInI kALajI rAkho (1) (1) mANasa tijorImAM kiMmatI vastu rAkhe che, kacaro nahIM. (2) mANasa tijorI haMmezA baMdha rAkhe che, khullI nahIM. jarUra paDe tyAre ja te tijorI khole che. kAma pate ke tarata te tijorI baMdha karI de che. (3) mANasa tijorInuM khUba rakSaNa kare che, kemake tijorI salAmata hoya to tenuM jIvana salAmata che. jo tijorI luTAI jAya to mANasa barabAda thaI jAya che. mANasa tijorIne jAheramAM nathI rAkhato, paNa gupta sthAnamAM rAkhe che. mANasa tijorImAM rahela milakata koIne batAvato nathI, tenI jAherAta karato nathI. tijorInI bAbatamAM mANasa uparanA niyamonuM kaDaka rIte pAlana kare che. peTanI bAbatamAM mANasanA niyamo AnAthI viparIta che - peTamAM mANasa kacaro bhare che, sArI vastu nahIM. moTuM e peTano daravAjo che. mANasa peTanA A daravAjAne haMmezA khullo rAkhe che. jarUra vagara paNa te temAM bhojana padharAve che. peTa bharAI gayA pachI paNa te hadauparAMta khAya che. mANasa peTanuM jarAya rakSaNa karato nathI. tethI tenuM peTa bagaDe che. peTa bagaDavAthI tenuM zarIra bagaDe che. zarIra bagaDavAthI tenuM jIvana bagaDe che. mANasa gharamAM nathI khAto, paNa bahAra hoTela, reMkaDI, lArI vageremAM khAya che. (5) mANasa pote keTaluM khAdhuM athavA pote keTaluM khAI zake che ? tenA jAherAta ane pradarzana kare che. Ama peTane mANasa kacarApeTI samaje che. tethI ja uparanA niyamonuM pAlana karavAthI tenuM Arogya bagaDe che ane zarIranI mAvajatamAM tenI jiMdagI ane mUDI be ya pUrA thaI jAya che. (2) (3) ...72... tijorInI kALajI rAkho Page #82 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jo mANasa peTane tijorI samaje ane tijorInA niyamo peTane lagADe to tenuM zarIra, mana ane AtmA badhA svastha rahe. peTa mATenA navA niyamo A pramANe che - (1) peTamAM jarUra pUratuM bhojana ja padharAvavuM, nakAmo kacaro nahIM. (2) moTuM vAraMvAra khullu na karavuM, paNa divasamAM jarUra pUratA be ke traNa TaMka ja bhojana karavuM. bhojanamAM niyamita rahevuM. pramANasaranuM ja bhojana karavuM. vadhu paDato khorAka na levo. peTane khUba sAcavavuM. peTa na bagaDe te mATe khUba sAvadhAna rahevuM. peTa jo svastha haze to Arogya jaLavAze, zarIra taMdurasta raheze ane jIvana sukha-zAMtimaya banaze. (4) moTuM gharamAM ja kholavuM. peTa gharamAM ja bharavuM. bahAra game tyAM moTuM kholavuM nahIM ane game te vastuthI peTa bharavuM nahIM. (5) potAnI khAvAnI ke pacAvavAnI zaktinI jAherAta ke pradarzana na karavA. tijorIne barAbara sAcavanAra jema samRddha ane sukhI bane che tema peTane barAbara sAcavanAra svastha ane sukhI bane che. AjasudhI bhale peTanI sAthe kacarApeTI jevo vyavahAra karyo, havethI peTane tijorI mAnIe, tijorInI jema tenI sArasaMbhALa rAkhIe ane zArIrika, mAnasika ane Atmika svasthatAne pAmIe. tijorInI sAthe kacarApeTI jevo vyavahAra karanAra mANasa daridra banyA vinA raheto nathI. peTane kacarApeTI mAnanAra mANasa rogI banyA vinA raheto nathI. ' tijorIne mANasa tijorI ja mAne che, tijorIne kacarApeTI mAnavAnI mUrkhAI te karato nathI. ema peTane paNa tijorI mAnIne mANase potAnI buddhimattA puravAra karavI joIe, tene kacarApeTI mAnIne potAnI mUrkhAInuM pradarzana na karavuM joIe. tijorInI kALajI rAkho *..73... Page #83 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ niyama nAnI, lAbha moTo eka cora hato. corI karIne potAnuM ane potAnA parivAranuM jIvana calAvato hato. eka vAra tene eka saMta maLyA. saMta tene oLakhI gayA. saMte tene kahyuM, "corI bahu moTuM pApa che. mATe tuM corI karavAnuM choDI de." cora bolyo, "mahArAja ! corI karavAnuM choDI dauM to huM ane mAro parivAra bhUkhe marIe, kemake A gAmamAM mane cora tarIke badhA oLakhe che. tethI mane koI nokarIe nahIM rAkhe. tethI mArI AjIvikA nahIM cAle. mATe corI to mArI AjIvikAnuM sAdhana che. tene huM choDI nahIM zakuM. huM svIkArI zakuM evI koI bIjI vAta hoya to kaho." - saMte thoDo vicAra karIne tene kahyuM, "corI na choDI zake to kaMI nahIM, tuM jUTha bolavAnuM choDI de." cora bolyo, "mahArAja ! pratijJA Apo ke AjathI huM satya ja bolIza." saMte corane pratijJA ApI. eka vAra rAtre cora corI karavA nIkaLyo. nagarano rAjA paNa te ja rAtre guptaveSamAM nagaracaryA jovA mATe nIkaLyo. rastAmAM tene cora maLyo. rAjAe tene pUchayuM, "kyAM jAya che ?' corane satya bolavAnI pratijJA hovAthI te bolyo, "rAjAnA ghare corI karavA jAuM chuM." rAjA AgaLa cAlyo. cora rAjamahelamAM peTho. tijorImAM 5 ratno hatA. core traNa ratno lIdhA. te ghare pAcho Avyo. savAra thaI. maMtrI tijorI pAse AvyA ane joyuM ke traNa ratno corAI gayA che. maMtrIe vicAryuM, "bAkInA be ratno huM laI lauM. corIno Aropa to cora para lAgaze." maMtrIe be ratno corI lIdhA ane gharabhegA karyA. niyama nAno, lAbha moTo Page #84 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ rAjAe tijorI joI. pAMce ratno corAI gayA hatA. rAjAe corane bolAvyo. tene pUchyuM, "keTalA ratno coryA hatA ?' cora bolyo, "traNa." rAjAne tenI satyavAditA para vizvAsa hato. rAtre rAjAnA praznanA javAbamAM te sAcuM bolyo hato ke, huM rAjAne tyAM corI karavA jAuM chuM." rAjAe vicAryuM ke, "bAkInA be ratno koNa laI gayuM ?' sainikone pUchyuM, "savAre tijorI pAse sauthI pahelA koNa AvyuM hatuM? sainikoe kahyuM, 'maMtrI AvyA hatA." rAjAe maMtrIne bolAvyA, bIjI bAju maMtrInA ghare sainiko mokalI tenA gharanI tapAsa karAvI. maMtrIne rAjAe pUchyuM, "tame be ratno lIdhA che ?' maMtrIe "nA" pADI. eTalAmAM sainiko maMtrInA gharethI be ratno laI AvyA ane rAjAne ApyA. rAjAe maMtrIne ratno batAvyA. maMtrInI corI pakaDAI gaI. rAjAe maMtrIne nokarImAMthI kADhI nAkhyo ane kedakhAnAmAM pUryo. rAjAe coranI satyavAditAthI prabhAvita thaI tene maMtrI banAvyo. navA maMtrInI salAha-sUcanathI rAjA ane prajA sukhI ane samRddha banI. navA maMtrIe have corI karavAnuM kAyama mATe choDI dIdhuM. Ama satya bolavAnI eka nAnI pratijJAthI coranA jIvanamAM corInuM mahApApa dUra thAya che ane te maMtrIpada pAme che. vartamAnamAM banelo eka prasaMga - eka mahAtmAe pravacanamAM rAtrI bhojananI bhayaMkaratA samajAvI teno tyAga karavAnI preraNA karI. ghaNAe rAtrIbhojanatyAganI pratijJA lIdhI. temAM keTalAka yuvAno paNa hatA. 2-3 varasa pachI te yuvAno te mahAtmA pAse AvyA ane kahevA lAgyA, "sAheba ! Apa amane maratA bacAvI lIdhA." niyama nAno, lAbha moTo ..75... Page #85 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mahAtmAe pUchyuM, "kevI rIte ?' yuvAno bolyA, "sAheba 2-3 varasa pUrve ApanI pAse ame rAtrIbhojanatyAganI pratijJA lIdhI hatI. amArA badhAnI dukAna jhaverI bajAramAM che. pratijJAnuM pAlana karavA amAre sAMje cauvihAra karavA masjidabaMdaranA cauvihArahAusamAM javAnuM thAya. gaIkAle sAMje ame cauvihArahAusamAM jamavA gayA ane pAchaLathI jhaverI bajAramAM bombavisphoTa thayo. temAM ghaNA loko marI gayA. ame jo dukAnamAM hota to kadAca amArI paNa e dazA thAta. paNa cauvihAra karavA gayelA eTale ame AbAda UgarI gayA. dhana, mAla ane dukAna naSTa thayA, paNa jIvana bacI gayuM. jo Ape pratijJA na ApI hota to Aje ame marI gayA hota. Ape pratijJA ApIne amane mAtra rAtrIbhojananA pApamAMthI ja nahIM paNa mRtyumAMthI ugArI lIdhA. eTale ApanA upakArane yAda karI AbhAra vyakta karavA ApanI pAse AvyA chIe." pratijJApAlanano Avo mahimA sAMbhaLIne mahAtmAne paNa AnaMda thayo. A banne prasaMgo-eka jUno ane bIjo navo - ApaNane zikhAmaNa Ape che ke nAnakaDA paNa niyamanuM pAlana karavAthI ApaNane agaNita lAbha thAya che. niyama, pratijJA, bAdhA, vrata, paccakhANa vagerethI DaratA ApaNane A banne prasaMgo sarasa bodha Ape che. | mATe niyama pratyenI sUga, bhaya, aNagamo dUra karI hoze hoze niyama levA. eka nAnakaDo paNa niyama ApaNuM jIvana parivartita karI zake che. guNAnurAga-doSAnuvAda potAnAmAM guNo hoya tenA karatA bIjA pratye guNAnurAga hoya te caDe. potAnAmAM doSo hoya tenA karatA bIjAnA doSAnuvAda kare te vadhu kharAba. ...76... guNAnurAga-doSAnuvAda Page #86 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ lagnavidhinA rahasyo lagnavidhinA keTalAka rahasyo samajavA jevA che. jo A rahasyo samajAI jAya to lagnanI honAratathI mANasa bacI jAya. A rahasyo jANyA vinA mANasa lagnamAM jhaMpalAve che ane jIvanabhara tenA nukasAnone veThe che. (1) vararAjA jAna laIne kanyAne paraNavA jAya tyAre sAsu jamAIne poMkhavA Ave che. pahelA te haLathI jamAIne poMkhe che. tenA dvArA sUcita kare che ke, "lagna pachI tamAre ane tamArI patnIe jIvanabhara saMsArarUpI khetaramAM haLa calAvavAnI majUrI karavAnI che. haLane calAvavA be baLado joIe, tema jIvananA haLane calAvavA tame ane tamArI patnI baLada jevA banI jazo. mATe samaju ho to hajI pAchA jatA raho. lagnamAM paDavA jevuM nathI." (ra) chatAM jamAI pAchA pharatA nathI eTale sAsu ravaiyAthI jamAIne poMkhe che. tenAthI sUcita kare che ke, "A ravaiyo jema dahIMne valovI nAMkhe che tema lagna karyA pachI tame valovAI jazo. tamArI upara duHkhanA DuMgaro tUTI paDaze. mATe hajI samajIne pIchehaTha karI lo." chatAM jamAIrAja halatA nathI eTale sAsu temane takalIthI poMkhe che. takalI eka sAdhana che je rUmAMthI doro banAvavA upayogI bane che. tenAthI sAsu sUcita kare che ke, "lagna karyA pachI takalI jevo saMsAra tamane kAMtI nAkhaze. tamane pIMkhI nAMkhaze. tyAre sAcuM samajAze. mATe agamacetI vAparI hajI sAvadhAna thaI jAva.' (4) chatAM jamAI nathI samajatA tyAre sAsu jamAInuM nAka khece che. tenAthI sUcita kare che, "ATaluM samajAvavA chatAM nakaTA thaIne zuM mArI dIkarIne paraNavA AvyA cho hajI pAchA vaLI jAva." (5) chatAM jamAI AgaLa vadhe che ane sIdhA koDIyA para mUkelA UMdhA koDIyA para paga mUkIne te bannene phoLIne AgaLa vadhe che. tenAthI evuM sUcita thAya che ke, "lagna karyA pachI tamAruM nasIba phUTI javAnuM che." lagnavidhinA rahasyo ...77... Page #87 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ (6) chatAM jamAI AgaLa cAlI mAMDavAmAM Ave che. cAre bAju cAra corI hoya che. te sUcita kare che ke, "cAra kaSAyonA mAMDavAmAM tamAre baMdhAyelA rahevAnuM che." (7) corInA mATalA upara nAnA ane nIce pahoLA hoya che. te sUcita kare che ke, "have lagna pachI divase divase tamAro parivAra ane Adhi, vyAdhi, upAdhi vadhyA karaze." hastameLApa vakhate varanA hAthamAM kanyAno hAtha rakhAya che. tenAthI sUcita thAya che ke, "kustI karatA pahelA be malo hAtha milAve che ane pachI kustI kare che. tema tame ane A kanyA Aje hAtha milAvo cho, have jIvanabhara tamAre kustI karavAnI che,' (9) lagnaveLAe agninI cAre tarapha cAra pherA pharavAmAM Ave che. te sUcave che ke, "have tamAre cAra gatinA pherA pharavAnA che.' (10) traNa pherAmAM vara AgaLa ane kanyA pAchaLa hoya che, paNa cothA pherAmAM kanyA AgaLa ane vara pAchaLa hoya che. te sUcave che ke, Akhare to tamArA gharamAM patnInuM ja rAja cAlavAnuM che. tamAre tenI pAchaLa pAchaLa cAlavuM paDaze, tenuM kahyuM karavuM paDaze. tame kAyama mATe patnInA gulAma banI jazo." (11) pherA pharAya che temAM vacce agni hoya che. te sUcave che ke, "havethI tamAro saMsAra bhaDake baLaze. tamArA jIvanamAM ciMtAo, Tenzano, saMklezo vagerenI hoLI saLagaze." (12) goramahArAja kahe che, "kanyA padharAvo, sAvadhAna." te sUcave che ke, "A chellI cetavaNI che. hajI sAvadhAna thAva. hajI cetI jAva. hajI bhAgI chUTo. to sukhI thazo. nahIMtara kAyama mATe duHkhI thazo." ATaATalI sUcanAo maLavA chatAM mANasa tene avagaNIne hoMze hoMze lagna kare che ane pachI jIvanabhara pastAya che. A sUcanAothI je cetI jAya che te bacI jAya che. mATe hajI jemanA lagna na thayA hoya, jemane ..78.. lagnavidhinA rahasyo Page #88 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ lagna karavAnA abharakhA hoya temaNe lagnavidhinuM rahasya barAbara jANavuM joIe, eka eka vidhinA sUcanane lakSyamAM levuM joIe ane lagna karavAnA vicAra mAMDI vALavA joIe tathA cAritrapaMthe prayANa karavuM joIe. lagnajIvanamAM jIvanabhara azAMti che, jyAre cAritrajIvanamAM jIvanabhara zAMti che. cAritravidhinA paNa keTalAka rahasyo che. te jANI laIe to cAritra levAnA umaLakA jAge - (1) cAritravidhimAM devavaMdana ane guruvaMdana karavAnuM hoya che. te sUcave che ke, havethI mAre jIvana deva-gurune samarpita karavAnuM (2) traNa pradakSiNA paramAtmAne apAya che. te sUcave che ke, jIvanabhara mAre darzana-jJAna-cAritra A traNa ratnonI ArAdhanA karavAnI che." (3) vacce paramAtmA birAjamAna hoya che. te sUcave che ke, "mAre paramAtmA banavAnuM che." (4) veSaparivartana karAya che. te sUcave che ke, "meM saMsAranA badhA saMbaMdha have kApI nAMkhyA che. meM eka navuM zuddha ane pavitra jIvana zarU karyuM che.' (5) karemi bhaMte' uccarAya che. te sUcave che ke, "havethI huM coda rAjalokanA badhA jIvone abhayadAna ApuM chuM. havethI huM koI pApa nahIM karuM." (6) mAthAnA vALano loca karAya che. te sUcave che ke, huM kaSAyo ane karmono loca karI mArA AtmAmAMthI temane kADhI nAkhIza." (7) nAmakaraNa thAya che. te sUcave che ke, "saMsArI avasthAnI chellI oLakhANarUpa je nAma hatuM te paNa have meM choDI dIdhuM. have mAre saMsAra sAthe koI saMbaMdha nathI." lagnavidhinA rahasyo ...79... Page #89 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Ama cAritravidhinA rahasyo jaNAze to cAritrano bhaya bhAgI jaze. cAlo, lagnavidhinA rahasyo jANIne lagnajIvanano bhaya Ubho karIe ane cAritravidhinA rahasyo jANIne cAritrajIvanano prema Ubho karIe. lagna TaLaze, cAritra maLaze. AgaLa kalyANa ja kalyANa thaze. * * * * * lAITa Dima karavAthI akasmAta aTake rAtre hAIve para sAmethI AvatI TrakanI lAITa phUla hoya tyAre jatI TrakanI lAITa paNa jo phUla hoya to banne DrAIvaronI AMkho aMjAI jAya, bannene kaMI dekhAya nahIM ane bhayaMkara eksiDanTa thAya, jemAM banne motane ghATa UtarI jAya. jo banne TrakonI ke bannemAMthI eka TrakanI lAITa Dima hoya to banne DrAIvarone ke bannemAMthI eka DrAIvarane barAbara dekhAya ane akasmAta thato aTakI jAya. pariNAme banne bacI jAya. jIvanamAM paNa A phormyulA lagADavA jevo che. be vyakti sAmasAme AvI jAya ane banne gussAmAM AvI jAya to bannene potAnuM hita na dekhAya, banne jhaghaDI paDe, mArAmArI sudhI pahoce ane azubhakarmo bAMdhI durgatimAM paTakAya. jo banne vyaktio gussAne Dima karI nAMkhe athavA bannemAMthI eka vyakti gussAne Dima karI nAkhe, to bannene ke ekane potAnuM hita dekhAya ane jhaghaDo, mArAmArI thatA aTakI jAya. pariNAme banne durgatipatanathI bacI jAya. jIvanamAM akhatarA ghaNA karyA. A paNa eka akhataro karI joIe to ghaNo khataro dUra thaI jaze. ...80... lAITa Dima karavAthI akasmAta aTake Page #90 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kasamAMthI koI paNa ATha tapAso eka vidyArthI parIkSA ApavA gayo. praznapatra hAthamAM AvyuM. teNe te vAMcyuM. eka jagyAe lakhyuM hatuM, "dasamAMthI koI paNa ATha praznonA javAbo lakho." bIjA vidyArthIo A vAMcI khuza thayA, kemake potAne na AvaDatA be praznone choDIne potAne AvaDatA bAkInA ATha praznonA javAbo lakhIne teo mArka meLavI zakatA hatA. A vidyArthIne uparanuM vAkya vAMcIne AnaMda na thayo, paNa potAnI majAka jevuM lAgyuM. teNe vicAryuM, "zikSaka ema samaje che ke amane badhuM nahIM AvaDatuM hoya eTale Avo vilpa Apyo. paNa A to mArI majAka uDAvI kahevAya, kemake mane to badhA javAbo AvaDe che. khera, kaMI vAMdho nahIM. huM zikSakanI majAka uDAvIza." Ama vicArIne teNe dase dasa praznonA javAba lakhI nAMkhyA ane pachI upara lakhyuM. "dasa javAbo lakhyA che, koI paNa ATha tapAso." zikSaka tenuM pepara tapAsatA Azcarya pAmyA. tene phUla mArkasa ApyA. kahevAnI jarUra nathI ke te vidyArthI pahelA naMbare pAsa thayo. karmasattA ApaNI parIkSA kare che. te jAtajAtanA upasargo ane pariSaho UbhA karIne ApaNane DarAve che. te ApaNane kahe che, "AmAMthI eMsI TakA tAre sahana karavAnuM che, vIsa TakA mApha karIzuM.' tyAre ThoTha vidyArthI jevA jIvo AnaMda pAme che ke, "hAza ! vIsa TakA mApha thayA." paNa hoMziyAra vidyArthI jevA parAkramI jIvo karmasattAnI vAta sAMbhaLIne nArAja thAya che. temane temAM potAnuM apamAna lAge che. dasamAMthI koI paNa ATha tapAso Page #91 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ teo vicAre che, "karmasattA ema samaje che ke huM namAlo chuM, Darapoka chuM, kAyara chuM mATe vIsa TakA mApha kare che. paNa huM to badhuM sahana karavA taiyAra chuM. mAre koI mAphI joItI nathI. huM paNa karmasattAnI majAka uDAvuM." Ama vicArIne teo karmasattAnI sAme paDakAra pheke che, huM soe so TakA sahana karavA taiyAra chuM. tAre tapAsavuM hoya to tapAsI leje. mArI samatA kyAMya khaMDita nahIM thAya. mArI samatA haMmezA akabaMdha raheze." zUravIra jIvanA A paDakArathI karmasattA khuza thAya che ane tene pUrA mArksa Ape che eTale ke mokSe mokalI de che. ApaNe kevA - ThoTha vidyArthI jevA ke hoMziyAra vidyArthI jevA ? kAyara ke zUravIra ? ThoTha vidyArthI jevA ke kAyara banavAmAM ApaNI majAka UDe che, ApaNe hAMsIpAtra banIe chIe ane saMsAramAM ApaNuM paribhramaNa cAlu rahe che. hoMziyAra vidyArthI jevA ke zUravIra banavAmAM ApaNe karmasattAnI majAka uDAvI zakIe chIe, tenA pAzomAMthI chUTI zakIe chIe ane kAyama mATe mukta banI zakIe chIe. eka mahattvanI vAta samajavA jevI che - praznapatramAM lakhyA mujaba dasamAMthI koIpaNa ATha praznono javAba lakhanAra vidyArthI parIkSAmAM pAsa thaI jAya che paNa karmasattAnI parIkSAmAM pAsa thavA mATe badhA praznonA javAbo AvaDavA jarUrI che, eka paNa prazna choDI zakAya tema nathI. eTale ke badhI pratikULatAone samabhAve sahana karavAnI taiyArI jarUrI che. * * * * * dasamAMthI koI paNa ATha tapAso Page #92 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ navakArazImAM to viziSTa AITamo ja khavAya eka dhArmika prasaMgamAM savAre sAmUhika navakArazInuM Ayojana thayuM hatuM. navakArazInI vyavasthAmAM be kAuMTara rAkhyA hatA. eka kAuMTara upara khAkharo, maga, pUrI, methIno masAlo, seva, cA, ukALo rAkhyA hatA. bIjA kAuMTara para dUdhIno halavo, IDalI, meMduvaDA, DhosA, caTaNI, sAMbhAra, kesara-badAma-pistAvALuM dUdha, masAlA vALI cA rAkhyA hatA. moTA bhAganA loko bIjA kAuMTara para jatA hatA. bahu ochA loko pahelA kAuMTara para jatA hatA. kAraNa e hatuM ke loko ema vicAratA hatA ke, "pahelA kAuMTaranI AITamo to ApaNe roja navakArazImAM ghare khAIe chIe. bIjA kAuTaranI AITamo ApaNA gharamAM roja banatI nathI. tethI Aje navakArazImAM viziSTa AITamo khAI laIe. sAmAnya AITamo to roja gharamAM khAIe ja chIe ane khAvAnA ja chIe.'' navakArazI = saMsAra ghara = anyagatio dhArmika prasaMga = manuSyagati pahelA kAuMTaranI AITamo khAkharo, maga, vagere = sAMsArika pravRttio bIjA kAuMTaranI AITamo halavo, IDalI vagere = dhArmika pravRttio. saMsAramAM bhamatA ApaNe anyagatiomAM sAMsArika pravRttio ja moTA bhAge karI che, kemake tyAM dharma bahu ocho hoya che. tethI te gatiomAM ApaNe khAvA-pIvAmAM mazagUla rahyA, bhogavilAso bhogavavAmAM masta rahyA, dhana-sAdhana-sAmagrI bhegI karavAmAM vyasta rahyA, ghara-parivAranI paLojaNamAM gaLADUba rahyA. manuSyagatimAM AvyA pachI ApaNe e badhu karavAnuM nathI, paNa ahIM navakArazImAM to viziSTa AITamo ja khavAya 83... Page #93 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ viziSTa pravRtti karavAnI che. viziSTa pravRtti eTale AtmakalyANanI pravRtti. manuSyagatimAM to ApaNe tapa-tyAga karIne AhAra saMjJAne ghasavAnI che, Indriyo ane mananuM niyaMtraNa karIne maithunasaMjJAne khatama karavAnI che, tAraka tattvonuM zaraNuM svIkArIne nirbhaya banavAnuM che, saMtoSa-dAna-tyAga dvArA parigraha choDavAno che, kaSAyone kADhavAnA che, viSayomAM samatA keLavavAnI che. | navakArazImAM je gaNita ApaNe lagAvIe chIe te ja gaNita ahIM paNa lagAvavAnuM che. sAMsArikapravRttio to anya gatiomAM karI che ane karavAnI che. manuSyagatimAM to ApaNe badhI sAMsArika pravRttione bAjumAM mUkIne ekamAtra dhArmikapravRttio karavAmAM lAgI javAnuM che. jo navakArazImAM khAkharo-maga vagere choDIne ApaNe dUdhIno halavoIDalI vagere upara ja pasaMdagI utAratA hoIe to manuSyagatimAM ApaNe sAMsArika pravRttio choDIne dhArmikapravRttio upara ja pasaMdagI utAravI joIe. | navakArazImAM halavo-IDalI vagerene choDIne khAkharo-maga vagere khAnAro jema mUrNa gaNAya che tema manuSyagatimAM AvyA pachI dhArmika pravRtti choDIne sAMsArika pravRttiomAM mazagUla rahenAro paNa mUrkha gaNAya che. navakArazImAM mANasa kyAreya mUrkhAI nathI karato. tema manuSyabhavamAM paNa mUrkhAI karavAnI nathI. bahAragAma ke videzamAM janAra mANasa tyAMthI evI vastu lAve che ke tyAM evI vastu juve che je te mANasa jyAM raheto hoya te sthaLe bhogavavA ke jovA na maLatI hoya. potAne tyAM maLatI ke jovAtI vastu lAvanAra ke joI AvanAra mUrakha gaNAya che. | basa e ja rIte anyabhavamAM je dharmArAdhanA nathI thaI zakatI tene manuSyabhavamAM karavAnI che. anyabhavamAM je thaI zake che tevuM manuSyabhavamAM karanAra mUrakhamAM khape che. AjasudhI mUrkhAI karI. have DAhyA banIe. .. 8 ... navakArazImAM to viziSTa AITamo ja khavAya Page #94 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ eka lakjharathI 95 % mArka eka yuvAna kolejamAM bhaNato hato. te lekTaromAM besato na hato. AkhA varasamAM teNe mAtra eka ja lekTara eTeMDa kareluM. parIkSA AvI. teNe parIkSA ApI. pariNAma AvyuM. tene 95 % mArka maLelA. tenA mitrane khabara paDI. tene Azcarya thayuM. teNe tene pUchyuM, "teM to mAtra eka ja lekTara eTeMDa karyuM hatuM. chatAM tane 95 % mArka maLyA. A kevI rIte ?' yuvAna bolyo, "eka lekTara eTaMga karyuM eTale ja 95 % mArka maLyA." mitrane samajaNa na paDI. eTale teNe pharI pUchyuM, paNa kevI rIte ?' yuvAna bolyo, "jo ekeya lekyara eTeMDa na karyuM hota to 100 % mArka maLata. A to eka lekTara eTeMDa karyuM eTale pa % mArka kapAI gayA.' teno kahevAno Azaya evo hato ke eka paNa lekyara eTeMDa karyA vinA te jo mAtra tenI buddhinA AdhAre bhaNyo hota to tene cokkasa so TakA mArka maLata. teNe eka lekTara eTeMDa karyuM tenAthI tenI buddhi vadhI nahIM paNa kuMThita thaI gaI. tethI tene 95 % mArka maLyA. A prasaMgano sAra be rIte nIkaLe che - (1) skUla-kolejomAM apAtA zikSaNano upahAsa thAya che. bhaNavAnI sAmagrI vadhI paNa jJAna ghaTyuM. zikSaNa vadhyuM paNa jJAna ghaTyuM. jema jema vidyArthI bhautikazikSaNa meLave che tema tema tenuM jJAna nirmaLa banavAnI badale malina banatuM jAya che. zikSaNa vadhavAnI sAthe tenI buddhino vikAsa thato nathI paNa vinAza thAya che. Ama uparokta prasaMga bhautika zikSaNa upara eka vyaMgya kaTAkSa kare che. (2) koleja = saMsAra lekTara = saMsAranA kAryo mArka = karmanirjarA vidyArthI = saMsArI jIva eka lekacarathI 95% mArka .85... Page #95 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMsArI jIva saMsAramAM rahe che ane saMsAranA kAryo kare che. jeTalA aMze te saMsAranA kAryo kare che teTalI tenI karmanirjarA kapAya che. jo saMsAranA badhA kAryo choDI de to tene so TakA nirjarA thAya. bhautika jagatamAM sAco vidyArthI lekTara eTeMDa karyA vinA svabuddhinA baLe pragati sAdhe che. AdhyAtmika jagatamAM sAco sAdhaka sAMsArika pravRttio karyA vinA svasAdhanAnA baLe pragati sAdhe che. TUMkamAM, (1) bhautika zikSaNathI buddhinuM devALuM nIkaLe che. mATe buddhine samRddha banAvavI hoya to AdhyAtmika zikSaNa meLavavuM jarUrI che. (2) so TakA karmanirjarAne sAdhavA sAMsArika pravRttione so TakA tilAMjalI ApavI jarUrI che. * * * * * vividhatA kyAM ? saMsAramAM mANasane vividhatA game che. paNa hakIkatamAM saMsAramAM vividhatA che ja nahIM- e ja ghara, e ja dukAna, e ja parivAra, e ja loko, e ja gharAko, e ja nagara. vAstavika vividhatA to saMyamamAM ja che - roja navA navA nagaro, navA navA loko, navI navI bhikSA, navA navA jinAlayo. mATe jene vividhatA joItI hoya teNe saMsAramAM rahevA jevuM nathI, paNa saMyama levA jevuM che. ...86.. vividhatA kyAM ? Page #96 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Reservation, RAC, Cancellation (1) saMsArI mANasane bahAragAma javAnuM thAya tyAre te rijharvezanavALI TikiTa le che, jethI tenuM javAnuM pAkuM thaI jAya. (2) kadAca rijharvezanavALI TikiTa na maLe to te RAC nI TikiTa le che. temAM tenuM javAnuM tAtkAlika nakkI thatuM nathI, paNa koInI TikiTa kensala thaI jAya to tenI TikiTa confirm thaI jAya. pachI tenuM javAnuM pAkuM thAya. (3) koI kAraNasara bahAragAma javAnuM baMdha rahe to chevaTe te TikiTa kensala karAve che. Ama mANasa rijharvezanane pahelA naMbare rAkhe che. RAC ne bIjA naMbare rAkhe che ane cancellation ne chello naMbara Ape che. A thaI TikiTanI vAta. dharmanI bAbatamAM mANasanuM valaNa AnAthI taddana viparIta hoya che. (1) koI dharma karavAnI tene lAlasA thAya eTale tarata pratispardhI kharAba vicAro AvIne tenI bhAvanAo toDI nAMkhe ane te dharma karavAnuM cancel se. (2) dharma karavAnI potAnI bhAvanA paDI gaI hovA chatAM koI gurubhagavaMta ke kalyANamitra preraNA kare tyAre te dharma karavA rAjI thAya kharo paNa hajI so TakA dharma karavo ja che evo makkama nirdhAra enA manamAM na hoya. "joIzuM." "thaze to karazuM." jevI mAyakAMgalI vAto te kare. eTale hajI tenuM dharma karavAnuM RAC nI avasthAmAM hoya che, confirm thayuM hotuM nathI. (3) bIjAnI vAraMvAranI preraNA ane potAnI vAraMvAranI bhAvanA-A bannethI chevaTe tenuM dharma karavAnuM confirm thAya che. eTale ke dharma karavAnuM tenuM reservation thaI jAya che. saMsAranA kSetre moTA bhAge mANasane rijharvezanavALI TikiTa ja maLe Reservation, RAC, Cancellation .87... Page #97 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ che. bahu ochA prasaMgomAM te RAC nI TikiTa le che. cancellation to kyAreka ja karAvavAnuM thAya che. dharmakSetre te mANasa moTA bhAge dharmane cancel karI nAMkhe che. bahu ochA prasaMgomAM te dharmane RAC mAM rAkhe che. kyAreka ja te dharmanuM rijharvezana karAve che. Ama saMsAranA kSetre mANasanuM valaNa juduM che ane dharmakSetre mANasanuM valaNa juduM che. tethI ja teno saMsAra hayobharyo che ane dharma sukAyelo che. jo have valaNa badalI nAkhavAmAM Ave, eTale ke saMsAranA kSetranuM valaNa dharmakSetramAM lagAvI devAya ane dharmakSetranuM valaNa saMsArakSetramAM lagAvI devAya to mANasano dharma hayobharyo thaI jAya ane teno saMsAra sukAI jAya. saMsAranA kSetranuM valaNa A rIte badalIe - (1) bahAragAma javAnI TikiTa pahelA kensala karAvavI. saMsAranA kAryo paNa bane tyAM sudhI pahelA kensala karavA. * (ra) bahu ochI TikiTo RAC mAM levI. bahu ochA sAMsArika kAryo RAC mAM rAkhavA. (3) javuM ja paDe tevA koIka ja prasaMgamAM TikiTa rIjharva karAvavI. na chUTake karavuM paDe tevAM koIka ja sAMsArika kAryanuM rijharvezana karAvavuM. Ama karavAthI sAMsArika kAryo dhIme dhIme ghaTatA jaze. dharmakSetranuM valaNa A rIte badalIe - (1) je dharma karavAnI bhAvanA thAya tenuM tarata rijharvezana karAvI levuM, eTale ke te dharma karavAnuM nakkI karI levuM. (2) bahu ochA dharmakAryone RAC mAM rAkhavA. kALa, kSetra, saMyogo pratikULa hoya to ja dharmakAryane RAC mAM rAkhavuM. tenuM paNa vahelI take reservation karAvI levuM. (3) na ja thaI zake evuM ati muzkela koIka dharmakArya ja kensala karavuM. Ama karavAthI dharma dhIme dhIme puSTa thaze. je divase dharma so TakA puSTa thaze ane saMsAra so TakA sukAze te divase ApaNo mokSa thaI jaze. * * * * * ...88... Reservation, RAC, Cancellation Page #98 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ chaDI tau dAdAnI ja pokArIza pAlitANAmAM eka DoLIvALo rahe. tenuM nAma karasana. yAtrALuone te khUba sArI rIte yAtrA karAve. yAtrALuone te kyAMya koI paNa rIte pajave nahIM. karasananI vizeSatA e hatI ke te zatruMjaya para AdIzvara dAdAnA darabAramAM dAdanA nAmanI suMdara chaDI pokArato hato. teno avAja madhura ane bulaMda hato. tethI tenI chaDI sAMbhaLavI lokone gamatI. vaLI uparanA parisaramAM cAre tarapha tenI chaDI saMbhaLAtI. karasananA moDhe dAdAnI chaDI sAMbhaLIne loko khuza thaI jatA. eka vAra eka rAjA zatruMjayanI yAtrAe Avyo. te dAdAnA darabAramAM pahoMcyo. teNe karasana vaDe pokArAtI chaDI sAMbhaLI. te khuza thayo. tene vicAra Avyo, "mArA rAjadarabAramAM AvI chaDI pokAranAra koI nathI. jo A karasana mArA darabAramAM mArA nAmanI chaDI pokAre to cAretarapha mArI vAhavAha thAya.' teNe potAno vicAra karasanane kahyo. karasane 'nA' pADI. teNe kahyuM, "chaDI to dAdAnI ja pokArIza, bIjA koInI nahIM. jIbha kacaDIne marI jaIza paNa traNa lokanA nAtha sivAya koInI chaDI A jIbhathI nahIM nIkaLe." rAjAe karasanane dhanathI lalacAvyo. karasananI paristhiti sAva sAmAnya hatI. DoLI UMcakavAnI majUrI karIne mAMDa mAMDa tenuM gujarAna cAlatuM hatuM. tene dhananI jarUra hatI. chatAM te na lalacAyo. teNe rAjAne "nA' pADI. rAjAe tene amuka gAmo ApavAnI vAta karI. loko karasanane samajAvavA lAgyA, "rAjAnI vAta mAnI jA, tuM kAyama mATe sukhI thaI jaIza.' karasana aDaga rahyo ane "nA' pADI. chaDI to dAdAnI ja pokArIza , ,,,, Page #99 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ rAjAe tene aDadhuM rAjya ApavAnI vAta karI. chatAM karasana eka no be na thayo. svajanoe karasanane khUba samajAvyo. paNa te acaLa rahyo. chevaTe lokoe kahyuM, "karasana ! Avo vIra pharI tane nahIM maLe." karasana bolyo, "AvA vIro to ghaNA maLaze, paNa mArA jevo bhaDavIra nahIM maLe.' karasananI khumArI advitIya hatI. dAdAnI chaDI te vinA mUlya bhaktithI pokArato hato. rAjAnI chaDI dhana laI pokAravA paNa te taiyAra na hato. bhakti bhAvathI thAya che, vecAtI nathI. karasana na mAnyo te na ja mAnyo. rAjAnI mananI manamAM rahI gaI. karasana jevI khumArI ApaNAmAM paNa hovI joI. saMsAranA thoDA, tuccha svArtha khAtara ApaNe ApaNI dhArmikatA, pavitratA, guNo, bhakti vagere vecI nathI nAMkhavAnA. game tevI lobhAmaNI opharo Ave to ya ApaNe ApaNI dhArmikatA TakAvI rAkhavAnI che. karasana bhale nAno mANasa hato, paNa tenI khumArI ghaNI moTI hatI. ApaNe paNa e nAnA mANasano moTo guNa apanAvIe ane khumArIvALA banIe. * * * * * cAtri zA mATe levAnuM ? cAritranI bhAvanAvALAne loko kahe che, "gharamAM rahIne paNa dharma thaI zake che. to pachI zA mATe cAritra levuM joIe ? temane mumukSu javAba Ape che, "cAritramAM bilakula pApa karavuM paDatuM nathI, mATe cAritra levuM che." ...90... cAritra zA mATe levAnuM ? Page #100 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pahelA koNa - zAsana ke saMsAra ? paddha vAtAva. girirAjanI sevA mATe 3-3 divasa AvIne girisevAno lAbha levA bhAratabharamAMthI yuvAno Ave che. eka yuvAnane paNa AvI bhAvanA thaI. teNe phorma bharIne mokalyuM. tenuM phorma pAsa thayuM. peDhIno kAgaLa Avyo. kAgaLamAM 3 divasonI tArIkho lakhI hatI. jogAnujoga banyuM evuM ke yuvAnanA lagna je divase nakkI thayelA tenA bIjA ja divasathI girisevA zarU thatI hatI. tethI lagnanA divase rAte ja gharethI nIkaLIne teNe pAlitANA pahoMcI javuM paDe. yuvAne peDhIvALAne tArIkho AgaLa-pAchaLa karavAnuM jaNAvyuM. peDhIvALAe jaNAvyuM ke e zakya nathI. have yuvAna pAse be ja vikalpo hatA - kAM to girisevA jatI karIne pahelI rAta patnI sAthe vitAve athavA to patnIne choDI pahelI rAta girisevA mATe vitAve. yuvAnanA hRdayamAM tIrthabhakti kUTI phUTIne bharI hatI. tIrthasevAnA avasarane te AvI paDeluM aNagamatuM kAma ke javAbadArI nahoto samajato paNa potAnI pharaja ane potAno lAbha mAnato hato. tethI eka kSaNano paNa vicAra karyA vinA teNe lagnanI pahelI rAte girisevA mATe javAno nirNaya karI lIdho. lagna thayA ane te rAte te pAlItANA pahoMcI gayo. bhAvathI teNe girisevA karI. te ema vicArI zakyo hota ke, "bIjA ghaNA janArA che, huM nahIM jAuM to zuM vAMdho Avaze ?' athavA, "A varase javAnuM rahevA dauM, AvatA varase jaIza.' paNa teNe Avo vicAra na karyo, kemake AvA vicAro e bahAnA che. teNe ema ja vicAryuM, "jo huM nahIM jAuM to huM lAbhathI vaMcita rahIza. ghare rahIza to pApa bAMdhIza. girisevA mATe jaIza to nirjarA thaze. saMsAranA pahelA koNa - zAsana ke saMsAra ? ...91... Page #101 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ badhA kAryo pachI. pahelA zAsananuM kAma. jinazAsane mArI upara karelA upakArono yatkiMcit badalo vALavAnI A sonerI taka che. mAre ene gumAvavI nathI." ApaNAmAM paNa A yuvAna jevuM satva Ave evA prayatno karavA. jIvanamAM ghaNIvAra saMsAranA kAryo ane zAsananA kAryo ekasAthe AvI jatA hoya che. tyAre chaTakI javA mATe ApaNe vicArIe chIe ke, "saMsAranuM kArya mArA vinA bIjA koIthI thavAnuM nathI. mAre ja karavuM paDaze. jyAre zAsananuM kArya karanArA to ghaNAM che." Ama vicArI ApaNe chaTakI jaIe chIe. paNa havethI A yuvAnanA prasaMga parathI bodha laIne ApaNe nakkI karIe ke, "zAsananA kAryo pahelA karavA, pachI saMsAranA kAryo karavA." je pahelA karAya te mahattvanuM kahevAya. je pachI karAya te gauNa bane. AjasudhI ApaNe zAsanakAryone gauNa banAvIne saMsArakAryone mahattva ApyuM. havethI ApaNe saMsArakAryone gauNa banAvIne zAsanakAryone mahattva ApavAnuM che. saMsAre ApaNuM bhUMDuM ja karyuM che ane zAsane ApaNuM rUDuM ja karyuM che. chatAM jo ApaNe saMsArane pradhAnatA ApIe to apakArI para upakAra karyA jevuM thAya ane jo ApaNe zAsanane gauNa banAvIe to upakArI para apakAra karyA jevuM thAya. mATe upakArI ane apakArIne barAbara oLakhIne saMsArane chelle rAkhIe ane zAsanane pahelA rAkhIe. ApaNe saMsArane pahelA naMbare rAkhIzuM to saMsAra ApaNane pahelA naMbare rAkhaze. ApaNe zAsanane pahelA naMbare rAkhIzuM to zAsana ApaNane pahelA naMbare rAkhaze. saMsAramAM pahelA naMbare rahevuM eTale saMsAramAM bhaTakavAnuM. zAsanamAM pahelA naMbare rahevuM eTale saMsArathI tarI javAnuM. saMsAranA kAryo nahIM karavAmAM ke mulatvI rAkhavAmAM koI nukasAna nathI, ...92... pahelA koNa - zAsana ke saMsAra ? Page #102 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ lAbha ja che. zAsananA kAryo nahIM karavAmAM ke mulatavI rAkhavAmAM so TakA nukasAna che, lAbha che ja nahIM. cAlo, "zAsanakAryo pahelA, saMsArakAryo pachI." A sUtra mujaba jIvana jIvIe. krodhanuM bhayaMkara phaLa kuTa ane utkarTa nAmanA be brAhmaNa adhyApako hatA. temaNe dIkSA lIdhI. teo kuNAlA nagaramAM nALA pAse kAussagnamAM rahyA. temanA tapanA prabhAvathI AkarSAyela deva comAsAmAM temane pANIno upadrava na thAya te mATe nagarImAM varasAda varasAvato nahoto, nagarInI bahAra varasAda varasAvato hato. loko munione vAraMvAra kahetA, "tamArA tapanA prabhAvathI nagarImAM varasAda paDato nathI. mATe tame bIje padhAro." lokoe munione Ama kahIne nagarInI bahAra mokalavAnA prayatno karyA. tethI munio gusse thaI gayA. kurTe kahyuM, "he deva ! kuNAlAmAM varasa.' utkarTe kahyuM, "15 divasa sudhI." kurTe kahyuM, "muzaLadhArAe varasa.' utkarTe kahyuM, "jema rAtre tema divase.' Ama kahI te banne nagarInI bahAra nIkaLI gayA. kuNAlAmAM 15 divasa sudhI muzaLadhAra varasAda paDyo. saMpUrNa nagarI pANImAM DUbI gaI. A banAva pachI trIjA varase sAketanagaramAM banne munio kALa karIne sAtamI narakanA "kAla' narakAvAsamAM rara sAgaropamanI sthitivALA nAraka tarIke utpanna thayA. Ama krodhane lIdhe banne munio sAtamI narakamAM gayA. krodhanuM AvuM bhayaMkara svarUpa jANIne krodhane dUrathI tajavo. krodhano saMga karanAra bhayaMkara phaLane bhogave che. krodhanuM bhayaMkara phaLa Page #103 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pUrvanI saMskRti ane pazcimI saMskRti svAmI vivekAnaMda pazcimI saMskRti para khUba AkarA prahAro karatA. koIka videzIe temane tenuM kAraNa pUchyuM. svAmIjIe javAba Apyo - (1) sUrya pUrvamAM Uge che ane pazcimamAM Athame che. tethI pUrva dizA eTale UgamaNI dizA ane pazcima dizA eTale AthamaNI dizA. te ja rIte pUrvanI saMskRti eTale UgatI saMskRti, eTale ke pragatizIla saMskRti, vikAsazIla saMskRti, pazcimI saMskRti eTale AthamatI saMskRti, eTale ke vinAzazIla saMskRti. pUrvanI saMskRti puruSapradhAna che. mATe ja teno koI paNa vaktA bhASaNanI zarUAtamAM "bhAIo ane baheno' evuM saMbodhana kare che. pazcimanI saMskRti strIpradhAna che, mATe ja teno koIpaNa vaktA bhASaNanI zarUAtamAM "Ladies and Gentlemen" evuM saMbodhana kare che. (3) pUrvanI saMskRtimAM paraspara bhrAtRbhAvanA che. tethI bhASaNamAM "bhAIo ane baheno' evuM saMbodhana thAya che. pazcimI saMskRtimAM paraspara vairabhAvanA che. tethI bhASaNamAM "Ladies and Gentlemen' evuM saMbodhana thAya che. (4) pUrvanI saMskRti parArthapradhAna che. tethI ja cA pIvA mATe kapa-rakAbI vaparAya che. rakAbIthI aDadhI cA pivAya che ane kapamAM aDadhI cA cokhkhI rakhAya che jethI acAnaka koI AgaMtuka AvI jAya to kapanI cA dharIne tenuM svAgata karI zakAya. pazcimI saMskRti svArthapradhAna che. tethI cA pIvA mATe maga vaparAya che. tene moDhe mAMDIne cA pivAya che. tyAre koI AgaMtuka Ave to maganI badhI cA eThI hovAthI kaMI dharI zakAtuM nathI. (5) pUrvanI saMskRtimAM dhotIyuM paherAya che. tethI peTanA vikAsa-saMkoca pramANe dhotIyuM DhIluM ke TAITa karI zakAya. pazcimI saMskRtimAM penTa paherAya che. tethI peTanA vikAsamAM penTa TAITa thaI jAya ane peTanA pUrvanI saMskRti ane pazcimI saMskRti ...94... Page #104 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMkocamAM penTa DhIluM thaI jAya. penTane barAbara TakAvavA paTTAno upayoga karavo paDe. koIe svAmIjIne pUchyuM, "jo tame pazcimI saMskRtino ATalo virodha karo cho to pazcimI saMskRtinAM bUTa kema pahero cho ?' svAmIjIe javAba Apyo. "pazcimI saMskRtinuM sthAna amArA jIvanamAM paganA taLIye che e batAvavA huM bUTa paheruM chuM." Ama pUrvanI saMskRti khUba ja gauravavaMtI che. ane pazcimI saMskRti kasa vagaranI che. mATe pazcimI saMskRtinuM AMdhaLuM anukaraNa na karavuM. * * * * * koNa che A harAmajAdI ? oraMgajhebanI zAhajAdI eka vAra darabAramAM AvI. teNIe DhAkAnI malamalanA sAta paDa zarIra para vIMTyA hatA. tethI tenA aMgo dekhAtA na hatA, mAtra aMgono AkAra upasI Avato hato. teNIne joIne oraMgajheba lAlacoLa thaIne bolyo, "koNa che A harAmajAdI ? ene bahAra kADho." " eka musalamAna bAdazAha paNa Icchato hato ke strIoe maryAdAsabhara vastro paheravA joIe ane tevI zistanuM te pAlana karAvato hato. A dRSTAMta parathI bodha laIne vartamAnakALanI nArIjAtie maryAdAsabhara vastro paheravA joIe. ghara, samAja, saMgha, rAjya, deza vagerenA AgevAnoe kaDaka niyamo ghaDIne A zistanuM pAlana karAvavuM joIe. to ja A dezanuM AryapaNuM Takaze. nahIMtara A dezane anArya banatA vAra nahIM lAge. koNa che A harAmajAdI ? ...95.. Page #105 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hojamAM maDaduM eka jagyAe eka moTo hoja hato. temAM ghaNuM pANI hatuM. paNa e gaMdhAtuM hatuM. tethI lokoe badhuM pANI khAlI karI nAkhyuM ane navuM pANI bharyuM. chatAM rojanuM pANI gaMdhAtuM hatuM. lokoe bIjI vAra hojanuM pANI khAlI karIne navuM pANI bharyuM. paNa hojanuM pANI pUrvenI jema ja gaMdhAtuM hatuM. lokone Azcarya thayuM, "hojamAM navuM cokhkhuM pANI bharIe chIe chatAM kema gaMdhAya che ?' . lokoe trIjI vAra hojanuM pANI khAlI karIne navuM pANI bharyuM. paNa hojanuM pANI to pUrvenI jema ja gaMdhAtuM hatuM. lokone kaMI samajaNa paDatI na hatI. pANI gaMdhAvAnuM kAraNa maLatuM na hatuM. gAmamAM eka anubhavI vRddha kAkA hatA. ' temaNe kahyuM ke, "hIjanuM pANI khAlI karo." lokoe kahyuM ke, "traNavAra to pANI khAlI karyuM. hajI keTalIvAra pANI khAlI karIzuM. vaLI pANI khAlI karavAthI ane navuM pANI bharavAthI pANInI gaMdha jatI paNa nathI." vRddha kAkAe kahyuM, "have pANInI gaMdha jatI raheze. huM kahuM ema karo." kAkAnI vAta mAnIne lokoe cothI vAra hoja khAlI karyo. kAkAe khAlI hojanuM bArIkAIthI nirIkSaNa karyuM. hojamAM eka jagyAe eka maDaduM paDyuM hatuM. tenI gaMdha cAre bAju pasaratI hatuM. kAkAnI najaramAM maDaduM AvyuM. kAkAe lokone kahIne maDaduM bahAra kaDhAvyuM. hojanuM zuddhikaraNa karAvyuM. temAM navuM pANI bharAvyuM. have pANImAM vAsa AvatI na hatI. maDadAnA kAraNe vAsa AvatI hatI. maDaduM bahAra javAthI vAsa jatI rahI hatI. hoja = jIva pANI = guNo maDaduM = rAga-dveSa vRddha kAkA = gurudeva hojamAM maDaduM ..96.. Page #106 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jIvamAM ghaNA guNo che. paNa rAga-dveSanA kAraNe te guNo gaMdhAya che. jIva navA navA guNo meLavato jAya che. paNa rAga-dveSanI durgadha TaLatI nathI. gurudeva jIvane kahe che ke, "tArA AtmAmAM rAga-dveSanA maDadA paDyA che. tethI tArA guNo gaMdhAya che. mATe eka vakhata A maDadAone kADhI nAMkha pachI tArA guNo sugaMdhI banI jaze." jIva gurudevanI AjJAnuM pAlana kare che. te rAga-dveSane jaDamULathI ukheDI nAkhe che. pachI tenA guNo gaMdhAtA nathI. ApaNA AtmAmAM AvA rAga-dveSanA ghaNAM maDadAM paDyAM che. cAlo, temane dUra karIe ane AtmaguNonI sAcI suvAsane mANIe. * * * * * ArAdhanAnuM plAniMga munirAjazrI devasuMdara vijayajI mahArAjane rAtre UMgha na Ave. dara 20 miniTe mAtra javuM paDe. chatAM temane rAtre kaMTALo na Ave. temane snAtrapUjA, paMcakalyANakapUjA kaMThastha hatI. tethI rAtre UMgha na Ave tyAre snAtrapUjA gAya, paMcakalyANakapUjA bhaNAve ane jIvanamAM juhArelA badhA derAsaronI bhAvathI caityaparipATI kare. Ama svasthatAmAM ArAdhanAnuM plAniMga karyuM hatuM to pratikULatAmAM ArAdhanA karIne svastha rahI zakyA. ApaNe paNa AvuM kaMIka plAniMga karIne teno abhyAsa karIe jethI pratikULatAmAM masta rahI zakIe. ArAdhanAnuM plAniMga ...97... Page #107 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ baMdhana eja mukti (1) pataMga dora sAthe baMdhAyelI che to tenI salAmatI che. jo pataMga dora sAtheno saMbaMdha kApI nAkhe to te asalAmata banI jAya. (2) phala DALInI sAthe baMdhAyeluM hoya to lAMbu jIvI zake che. DALI parathI paDI gayeluM phUla dhIme dhIme mUrajhAvA lAge che. (3) Dhora khIlA sAthe baMdhAyeluM hoya che to te salAmata hoya che. khIlAnA baMdhanamAMthI mukta thayeluM Dhora surakSAkavacamAMthI paNa mukta thAya che, eTale ke asurakSita bane che. (4) beTsamena kriIsanI aMdara hoya tyAM sudhI salAmata hoya che. kriIsanI bahAra nIkaLelo beTsamena asurakSita bane che. (5) vADanI aMdara rahelA jhADo-choDo surakSita hoya che. vADa vinAnA jhADo-choDone pazuo khedAnamedAna karI nAMkhe che. (6) vAhanamAM breka hoya che to e salAmata hoya che. breka vinAnuM vAhana jokhamakAraka bane che. (7) makAnane kaMpAuMDavola hoya che to te surakSita hoya che. kaMpAuDavola vinAnA makAnamAM game te vyakti game tyAre pravezI zake che ane game te karI zake che. tethI tevuM makAna jokhamI che. (8) tALAvALI tijorI salAmata hoya che. tALA vinAnI tijorI luTAtA vAra lAgatI nathI. (9) be kinArAnA baMdhanamAM raheluM pANI salAmata che. kinArAnA baMdhanane oLaMganAruM pANI tabAhI sarje che. (10) agnine gesa, cUlAnuM niyaMtraNa hoya che. to tenAthI rasoI banAvI zakAya che. jo agni aniyaMtrita bane to bhaDako thAya, dAvAnaLa pragaTe ane gAmonA gAmo baLIne rAkha thaI jAya che. 98... baMdhana eja mukti Page #108 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ (11) pavana jo niyaMtraNamAM hoya to zvAsocchAsa levA-mUkavA vagere dvArA AzIrvAdarUpa bane che. pavana jo niyaMtraNane choDI de che to zvAsa caDhavo, vAvAjhoDA vagere dvArA khUba nukasAna kare che. (12) aMkuzamAM rahela hAthI ghaNo upayogI bane che. niraMkuza banela hAthI keTalAyanA jAna le che. (13) ghaDAmAM raheluM pANI surakSita che. ghaDo phUTI jAya to pANI DhoLAI jAya ane AjubAjumAM raheluM badhuM palaLI jAya. (14) vADamAM rahela gheTuM surakSita che. vADanI bahAra nIkaLelA gheTAne jaMgalI pazuo phADI khAya che. A badhA daSTAMtothI eka vAta nakkI thAya che ke jyAM baMdhana che tyAM surakSA che, jyAM mukti che tyAM jokhama che. jyAM niyaMtraNa che tyAM salAmatI che. jyAM niraMkuzatA che tyAM barabAdI che. adhyAtmajagatamAM paNa A niyama lAgu paDe che. jyAM sudhI jIvano prabhu sAthe saMbaMdha che, tyAM sudhI te surakSita che. prabhu sAtheno saMbaMdha tUTatA jIva jokhamamAM mukAya che. prabhuAjJAnuM niyaMtraNa jIvane salAmata rAkhe che. prabhaAjJAmAMthI chaTakI janAra jIva karmonI jALamAM phasAI jAya che. sAra ATalo che - (1) baMdhana e ja mukti che, eTale ke prabhuAjJAnuM baMdhana karmonA baMdhanamAMthI mukti apAve che. (ra) mukti e ja baMdhana che, eTale ke prabhuAjJAmAMthI chUTI janAra karmonA baMdhanamAM sapaDAI jAya che. mATe haMmezA prabhunA baMdhanamAM ane prabhuejJAnA baMdhanamAM rahevuM. baMdhana eja mukti 99... Page #109 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dravyAlocanA nahIM, paNa bhAvAlocanA karo vasaMtapura nAmanuM nagara hatuM. tyAM eka sAdhusamudAya vicarato hato. temAM badhA sAdhuo agItArtha ane saMvigna hatA. agItArtha eTale utsargaapavAdane nahIM jANatA, lAbhAlAbhane nahIM jANatA, kayA avasare zuM karavuM? te nahIM jANatA. saMvigna eTale pApabhIruM. te samudAyamAM eka sAdhu dararoja bhInA hAthe apAtuM vahoravuM vagere doSavALI gocarI vahorIne pachI guru pAse khUba bhAvapUrvaka AlocanA karato hato. guru paNa agItArtha hatA. tethI te prAyazcitta ApIne te sAdhunI prazaMsA karatA, "A sAdhu dhanyavAdane pAtra che. tene dharmamAM keTalI badhI zraddhA che ! pApa karavuM saheluM che, paNa AlocanA karavI muzkela che. A sAdhu kaMI paNa chupAvyA vinA vizuddha AlocanA kare che te kharekhara anumodanIya che.' guru dvArA thatI AvI prazaMsA sAMbhaLIne te sAdhue doSo sevavAnuM cAlu rAkhyuM ane anya sAdhuoe tenuM anukaraNa karyuM. bIjA sAdhuo mAnavA lAgyA ke, "AlocanA levI e ja mukhya vastu che, doSasevanamAM koI vAMdho nathI.' Ama te gacchamAM doSasevana vadhatuM gayuM. doSo pratye koIne sUga na rahI. doSo sevI sevI badhA AlocanA laI letA. eka vAra eka gItArtha ane saMvigna sAdhu vihAra karatA karatA tyAM AvyA. gItArtha eTale utsarga-apavAdanA jANakAra, lAbhAlAbhanA jANakAra, kyAre zuM karavuM ? te jANanAra. te samudAyamAM thatI rojanI avidhi joIne te gItArthasaMvigna sAdhue te sAdhuone sudhAravA eka udAharaNa ApyuM - girinagara nAmanA nagaramAM eka ratnono vepArI raheto hato. te roja lAla ratno vaDe gharane bharIne bALI nAMkhato. loko tenI prazaMsA karatA, "A agnidevatAno bhakta roja A rIte agnidevatAne khuza kare che te dhanyavAdane pAtra che." ..100.. dravyAlocanA nahIM, paNa bhAvAlocanA karo Page #110 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ eka vAra teNe ratnothI bharIne ghara bALyuM. pracaMDa pavana phUMkAyo. Aga phelAI gaI. AkhuM nagara baLI gayuM. rAjAe tene daMDa karyo ane dezamAMthI kADhI nAMkhyo. bIjA eka nagaramAM paNa eka ratnono vepArI roja A ja pramANe ratnothI ghara bharIne bALI nAMkhato. rAjAne khabara paDI. rAjAe tene Thapako Apyo, 'jaMgalamAM jaIne kema ratno bALato nathI ?' rAjAe tenuM badhuM dhana laIne tene dezanI bahAra kADhI nAMkhyo. te nagara baLatuM bacI gayuM. A udAharaNa ApIne te gItArtha-saMvigna sAdhue agItArtha-saMvigna gurune kahyuM, "tame A vAraMvAra doSasevana karIne vizuddha AlocanA karanArA sAdhunI prazaMsA karIne bAkInA badhA sAdhuone bagADo cho.' chatAM te guru aTakatA nathI. tethI gItArtha-saMvigna sAdhue temanA sAdhuone kahyuM ke, "tamArA guru dharmarahita che, agItArtha che. temanI AjJA pALavAthI saryuM. jo temane rokavAmAM nahIM Ave to te bIjA badhAno vinAza karaze." | doSo pratyenI sUga vinA majethI vAraMvAra doSo sevavA ane pachI tenI vizuddha hRdaye AlocanA karavI te dravyAlocanA che. zakya teTalA pApo choDI devA joIe. na chUTake karavA paDatA pAponI vizuddha hRdaye AlocanA karavI te bhAvAlocanA che. dravyAlocanAthI manane AlocanA karyAno saMtoSa thAya che, lokomAM AlocanA karanAra tarIkenuM sanmAna maLe che, paNa vAstavika vizuddhi thatI nathI. mATe bhAvAlocanA karavI. pApono Dara Ubho karavo. vAraMvAra pApo na karavA. bane teTalA pApo choDI devA. jenA vinA cAle evuM ja nathI tevA pApo raDatA hRdaye sevIne tenI AlocanA laIne vizuddha thaI javuM. * * * * * dravyAlocanA nahIM, paNa bhAvAlocanA karo ..101... Page #111 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vargIkaraNathI gUMcavaNa dUra eka nagaramAM eka zeTha raheto hato. tenI pAse ghaNI badhI gAyo hatI. te gAyone sAcavavA teNe ghaNA badhA govALo rAkhyA hatA. govALo potAne soMpAyelI gAyo oLakhI zakatA nahIM. tethI paraspara jhaghaDatA. zeThane khabara paDI. jhaghaDAnuM nivAraNa karavA zeThe gAyonA raMga pramANe temanuM juduM juduM vargIkaraNa karyuM. pachI eka eka varNanI gAya eka eka govALane ApI dIdhI. tethI gAyo barAbara sacavAvA lAgI ane govALono parasparano jhaghaDo zAMta thaI gayo. gAyo = pudgalAstikAyanI vargaNAo zeTha = tIrthakara govALo = ziSyo jhaghaDo = gUMcavaNa pudgalAstikAyanI aneka prakAranI vargaNAo che. te samajavI muzkela bane che. ziSyo gUMcavaNamAM paDI jAya che. tethI tIrthaMkaraprabhue te vargaNAonuM juduM juduM vargIkaraNa karyuM che. tethI ziSyone te vargaNAo samajavI sahelI paDe che. temanA mananI gUMcavaNo ukelAI jAya che. ApaNA jIvanamAM ApaNe aneka prakAranI ArAdhanA karavAnI che. tethI ApaNe ghaNIvAra mUMjhAI jatA hoIe chIe ke, mAre svAdhyAya karavo ke vaiyAvacca karavI ? mAre ArAdhanA karavI ke prabhAvanA karavI ? mAre mauna rAkhavuM ke upadeza Apavo ? mAre pUjA karavI ke sAmAyika karavuM ? mAre jApa karavo ke dhyAna karavuM ? mAre bhaNavAnuM ke bhaNAvavAnuM ?' AvI mUMjhavaNo thAya tyAre ApaNe gUMcavAI jaIe chIe. paNa jo .102.. vargIkaraNathI gUMcavaNa dUra Page #112 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ApaNe ArAdhanAonuM vargIkaraNa karI nAMkhIe to A gUMcavaNo ukelAI jAya. ArAdhanAonuM vargIkaraNa eTale kayA samaye kaI ArAdhanA karavI evuM vibhAgIkaraNa karavuM. A rIte vargIkaraNa thaI jaze eTale mUMjhavaNo dUra thaze ane prasannatApUrvaka ArAdhanA thaze. paccakhANanA be viSaya eka sAdhue AyaMbilanuM paccakmANa karyuM. teNe eka gharamAMthI bhAta vahoryA. bIjA gharamAMthI teNe dUdha vahoryuM. gurune batAvIne te vAparavA lAgyo. gurue tene kahyuM, "tAre to Aje AyaMbila che.' sAdhu bolyo, "hA'. gurue pUchyuM, "to pachI Aje dUdha kema vApare che ?' sAdhu bolyo, "mAre Aje AyaMbila che eTale ja dUdha vAparuM chuM. hiMsAnuM paccakhkhANa eTale hiMsA na karavI. tema AyaMbilanuM paccakmANa eTale AyaMbila na karavuM, vigaIo vAparavI, tethI dUdha vAparuM chuM." gurue tene samajAvyo, "paccakkANanA be viSaya che - pravRtti ane nivRtti. hiMsAnuM paccakmANa nivRttiviSayaka che. tethI teno artha "hiMsA na karavI" evo thAya. AyaMbilanuM paccakkANa pravRttiviSayaka che. tethI teno artha "AMbila karavuM eTale ke "vigaIo na vAparavI" evo thAya.' sAdhu samajI gayo. teNe gurunI kSamA mAMgI. bhAtanuM paccakhkhANa' AnA be artha thAya - (1) bhAta na vAparavA, te sivAyanI vastu vAparavI. (2) bhAta ja vAparavo, te sivAyanI vastuo na vAparavI. ApaNI je bhAvanA hoya te pramANeno artha manamAM rAkhI paccakmANa levuM ane te yathArtha rIte pALavuM. bIjAnA paccakhkhANanI bAbatamAM tene pUchIne ke bIjI koI rIte yogya arthano nirNaya karavo. paccazmANanA be viSaya ...103... Page #113 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ be rastA bAhala dezamAM eka ghoDo hato. tenuM damana karavA mATe AgalI rAte tene adhivAsita karyo. savAre tenI upara lagAma mUkAI. teNe svayaM lagAma lIdhI. rAjA svayaM ghoDA para caDyo. tyAre ghoDAne pakaDavAnI jarUra na paDI. rAjA IcchA mujaba ghoDA upara pharyo. pachI ghoDA parathI UtarIne rAjAe AhArAdi ApIne tenI sArasaMbhALa karI. te yogya hovAthI rAjA roja tenI upara besIne pharavA jAya che. te ghoDAne parANe calAvavo paDato nathI. magadha dezamAM eka ghoDo hato. tenuM damana karavA mATe AgalI rAte tene adhivAsita karyo. teNe tenI mAtAne pUchyuM, "A zuM kare che ?' mAtAe kahyuM, "AvatI kAle rAjA tArA para besIne pharaze. tuM jAte ja lagAma laIne rAjAne khuza karaje.' teNe te pramANe karyuM. rAjAe AhAra vagerethI tenI sAra-saMbhALa karI. ghoDAe mAtAne vAta karI. mAtAe kahyuM, "A tArA vinayaguNanuM phaLa che. AvatI kAle tuM lagAma leto nahIM ane rAjAne pheravato nahIM." teNe te pramANe karyuM. rAjAe tene cAbukathI mArIne parANe lagAma levaDAvI. rAjAe tene cAbuka mArIne pheravyo. rAjAe tene AhAra vagere na ApyA. ghoDAe mAtAne vAta karI. mAtAe kahyuM, "A tArA avinayanuM phaLa che. meM tane be rastA batAvyA. tane je game te rasto svIkAra." - ghoDAe pahelo rasto (vinayano) svIkAryo ane te sukhI thayo. - ApaNI pAse paNa be rastA che - vinayano ane avinayano. vinayano rasto mokSe laI jAya che. avinayano rasto saMsAramAM rakhaDAve che. rastAnI pasaMdagI ApaNe karavAnI che. jevo rasto pakaDIzuM tevA sthAne pahoMcIzuM. anAdikALathI avinayano rasto pakaDyo. tethI saMsAramAM rakhaDatA rahyA. have vinayano rasto pakaDIe, jethI jaladI mokSe jaIe. ...104... be rastA Page #114 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ * sukRtanI kamANI ka2nA2 puNyazALI . munirAjazrI 2ctaboghavijayajI ma.sA.nI gaNa-paMnyAsa padavI ane vardhamAna tapanI 100 oLInI anumodanArthe munirAjazrI 2ctboghivijayajI ma.sA.nI preraNAthI pa. pU. pitAzrI hIrajIbhAI tejasIbhAI zAha tathA pa. pU. mAtuzrI jhaverabena hIrajIbhAI zAha parivAra ha, a. sa. zrImatI nizAbena mahendrabhAI zAha a. sau. zrImatI phAlyunI prIteza, hRdaya a. sau. zrImatI rInA bhadreza, kavita, dhruva a.sau. zrImatI puSpAbena zaileSabhAI, pArasa, nirava a.sau. zrImatI raMjanabena kiraNabhAI, aMkita, kuza rAsaMgapura, hAla vApI, muMbaI. mAtuzrI maMjulAbena bhagavAnajIbhAI gAlA parivAra ha. a. sau. zrImatI kiMjala mittala gAlA, yAsI, dIyA A sau. zrImatI prIti ketana gosarANI jogavaDa-hAlAra, hAlaH muluMDa, muMbaI. zrImatI jayAbena kizorabhAI gAlA parivAra da. ci. kiMjala, a. sa. zrImatI bhairavI mRgeza jogavaDa-hAlAra, hAlaH muluMDa, muMbaI. 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