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________________ pAMca jJAna aura ATha karma terahavAM pravacana 243
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________________ lokatatva-sUtra : 4 tattha paMcavihaM nANaM, suyaM AbhinibohiyaM / ohinANaM tu taiyaM, maNanANaM ca kevlN|| nANassAvaraNijjaM. daMsaNAvaraNaM thaa| veyaNijjaM tahA mohaM, AukammaM taheva c|| nAmakammaM ca gottaM ca, aMtarAyaM taheva c| evameyAI kammAI, advaiva u smaaso|| zruta, mati, avadhi, mana-paryAya aura kaivalya - isa bhAMti jJAna pAMca prakAra kA hai| jJAnAvaraNIya, darzanAvaraNIya, vedanIya, mohanIya, Aya, nAma, gotra aura antarAya - isa prakAra saMkSepa meM ye ATha karma batalAye haiN| 244
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________________ manuSya jAti ke itihAsa meM mahAvIra ne jJAna kA pahalA vibhAjana kiyA hai / jJAna ke kitane AyAma ho sakate haiM, kitanI dizAeM ho sakatI haiN| jJAna kitane prakAra kA ho sakatA hai, yA hotA hai-mahAvIra kA vargIkaraNa prathama hai| abhI pazcima meM isa dizA meM kAphI kAma huA hai| mahAvIra ne pAMca prakAra ke jJAna batAe haiN| isa sadI ke prathama caraNa taka sArI manuSyatA mAnakara calatI thI ki jJAna eka hI prakAra kA hai| vaijJAnika jJAna kA eka hI rUpa svIkAra karate the| lekina aba vaijJAnikoM ne bhI mahAvIra ke pahale tIna jJAna svIkAra kara lie haiN| aura vaha dina jyAdA dUra nahIM hai, jaba bAda ke do jJAna bhI svIkAra karane pdd'eNge| jJAna ke isa vargIkaraNa ko ThIka-se samajha lenA jarUrI hai| manuSya kI cetanA kA yaha pahalA vaijJAnika nirUpaNa hai| pahale tIna jJAna sAmAnya manuSya meM bhI ho sakate hai, hote haiN| aMtima do jJAna sAdhaka ke jIvana meM praveza karate haiM, aura aMtima, pAMcavAM jJAna kevala siddha ke jIvana meM hotA hai| isalie pazcima ke manovaijJAnika pahale tIna jJAnoM ko svIkAra karane lage haiM; kyoMki unakI jhalaka sAmAnya manuSya ke jIvana meM bhI mila sakatI hai| sAdhaka kI cetanA meM kyA ghaTita hotA hai, aura siddha kI cetanA meM kyA ghaTita hotA hai, abhI dera hai ki usa saMbaMdha meM jAnakArI sApha ho sake; lekina mahAvIra kI dRSTi bahuta sApha hai| __ pahalA jJAna, mahAvIra kahate haiM, 'zruta', dUsarA 'mati', tIsarA 'avadhi' / 'zruta' jJAna : jo sunakara hotA hai, jisakA svayaM koI anubhava nahIM hai| hamArA adhika jJAna, zrata-jJAna hai| na to hamArI antarAtmA ko usakI koI pratIti hai, aura na hamArI iMdriyoM ko usakA koI anabhava hai| hamane sunA hai, sunakara vaha hamArI smRti kA hissA ho gayA hai / ise hI jo jJAna mAnakara ruka jAtA hai, vaha jJAna ke pahale caraNa para hI ruka gyaa| yaha to jJAna kI zuruAta hI thii| jo sunA hai, jaba taka dekhA na jA sake; jo sunA hai, jaba taka jIvana na bana jAye; jo sunA hai, jaba taka jIvana kI dhArA meM praviSTa na ho jAye, taba taka use jJAna kahanA aupacArika rUpa se hI hai| hamArA adhika jJAna isI koTi meM samApta ho jAtA hai| aura majA yaha hai ki hama isI jJAna ko samajha lete haiM; pUrNatA ho gaI! zruta-jJAna ko hI jisane pUrA jJAna samajha liyA, vaha paMDita ho jAtA hai, jJAnI kabhI bhI nahIM ho paataa| skUla haiM, kAleja haiM, guru haiM, zAstra haiM-inase jo bhI hameM milatA hai, vaha zruti-jJAna hI ho pAtA hai| vaha zruta hai| aura kAna ApakA pUrA astitva nahIM hai; aura kAna se jo smRti meM calA gayA, vaha jIvana kA eka bahuta kSudra hissA hai, vaha sirpha rikArDiMga hai| sunA Apane ki 'Izvara hai', ye zabda kAna meM cale gaye, smRti ke hisse bana gae; bAra-bAra sunA to smRti pragAr3ha hotI calI gaI; itanI bAra sunA ki Apa yaha bhUla hI gaye ki yaha sunA huA hai| 245
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________________ mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 2 eDolpha hiTalara kahA karatA thA : kisI bhI asatya ko bAra-bAra duharAte cale jAo, sunanevAle kI phikara mata karo, sunAe cale jAo, to Aja nahIM kala sunanevAlA bhUla jAyegA ki jo kahA jA rahA hai, vaha asatya hai| jinheM hama satya mAnakara jAnate haiM, unameM bahuta se isI taraha ke asatya haiM, jo itanI bAra kahe gaye haiM ki Apako khayAla bhI nahIM rahA ki ve asatya ho sakate haiN| aura asatya se koI ar3acana bhI bahuta nahIM aatii| saca to yaha hai, satya se ar3acana AnI zurU hotI hai| asatya bar3A kanvinienTa, suvidhApUrNa hai| __phreDrika nItze ne to bar3I anUThI bAta kahI hai| usane kahA yaha hai ki jaise-jaise manuSya ke jIvana meM satya AyegA, vaise-vaise manuSya ko jIvana meM kaThinAI hogI; kyoMki manuSya jItA hI asatya ke sahAre hai / vaha usakA poSaNa hai| nItze ne yaha bhI kahA hai : isalie kisI ke asatya mata todd'o| usako becainI mata do; usako kaSTa mata do| aura agara tumane tor3a bhI diye usake asatya, to vaha naye asatya gar3ha legaa| aura naye asatyoM kI bajAya purAne asatya jyAdA suvidhApUrNa hote haiM, kyoMki unheM gar3hanA nahIM pdd'taa| aura ve hameM vasIyata meM milate haiM, sunakara milate haiN| una para bharosA majabUta hotA hai| ___ Aja duniyA meM jo becainI hai, nItze kA kahanA yahI hai ki yaha becainI isI kAraNa hai ki purAne satya saba asatya mAlUma hone lage haiM, jaise ki ve the| saba asatya pragaTa ho gae, aura naye asatya khojanA bar3A kaThina ho rahA hai| aura AdamI bar3I duvidhA meM par3a gayA hai| nItze kI bAta meM thor3I sacAI hai| jaisA AdamI hai-rugNa, vikSipta, vaha asatya ke sahAre hI jItA hai| lekina agara use patA cala jAye ki yaha asatya hai, to kaThinAI zurU ho jAtI hai| asatya ke sahAre vaha jItA hai tabhI taka, jaba taka use lagatA hai, ye asatya satya haiM--taba taka bar3I zAMti hotI hai| dhyAna rahe, agara Apa saMtoSa kI khoja kara rahe haiM, sirpha becainI se bacanA cAhate haiM, to asatya bhI kAma de sakate haiN| lekina agara Apa mukti kI khoja kara rahe haiM, to asatya kAma nahIM de skte| cAhe phira satya kitanA hI pIr3AdAyI ho, usake anubhava ko upalabdha honA hI pdd'egaa| zruta-jJAna ninyAnabe pratizata asatya hai; kyoMki jinase hama sunate haiM, unakA jIvana asatya hai / lekina parakhA huA hai vaha asatya jnyaan| hajAroM sAla se kAma de rahA hai ! .... ise hama aisA samajheM : Apa eka strI ke prema meM par3a jAte haiN| to Apa usa strI ko kahate haiM ki 'basa tere atirikta isa jagata meM na to koI suMdara hai, na koI prema kA pAtra hai / basa, tere atirikta mere lie koI bhI nahIM hai| kyoMki yahI bAta Apa pahale dUsarI striyoM se bhI kaha cuke haiN| aura Apa bhI jAnate haiM ki yaha satya nahIM hai| aura yaha bhI Apa jAnate haiM, agara thor3I khoja kareMge to yahI bAta Apa aura striyoM se bhI kaheMge, kyoMki abhI jIvana kA aMta nahIM ho gayA hai| lekina yaha asatya bar3A madhura hai, aura kahane meM bar3A upayogI hai| aura vaha strI bhI jAnatI hai ki yaha bAta bilakula sahI to nahIM ho sakatI, lekina phira bhI isa para bharosA karatI hai; kyoMki sunane meM yaha prItikara hai| aura isa asatya ke sahAre ApakA prema khar3A hotA hai| yaha prema kitanI dera cala sakatA hai? aura jaba yaha prema TUTatA hai, to Apa yaha nahIM dekhate ki hamane eka asatya ke sahAre isako khar3A kiyA thaa| Apa samajhate haiM ki 'jo pAtra hamane cunA thA, vaha hI galata thA / bAta to hamane jo kahI thI, vaha ThIka thI, lekina vyakti jo hamane cunA vaha galata thA / hama aba dUsare vyakti ko cunakara vahI ThIka bAta phira se kheNge|' 246
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________________ pAMca jJAna aura ATha karma Apa dUsare se bhI kaheMge, aura tIsare se bhI kaheMge / aura hara bAra yaha bAta kAragara hogii| kyoMki mana asatya meM palA hai| agara premI apanI preyasI se kahe ki tU mujhe sundara mAlUma par3atI hai tulanAtmaka rUpa se : jitanI striyoM ko maiM jAnatA hUM, unameM tU sabase suMdara mAlUma par3atI hai, lekina aura striyAM bhI suMdara ho sakatI haiM, jinheM maiM jAnatA nahIM hUM! to kavitA naSTa ho jaayegii| to prema khar3A hI nahIM ho paayegaa| vaha strI kahegI ki Apa koI gaNita kA hisAba kara rahe haiM--rileTiva, sApekSa? kala ho sakatA hai, tujhase acchI strI mila jAye, to maiM usase prema karUMgA, to prema khar3A hI nahIM hogaa| __ satya ke AdhAra para prema ko khar3A karanA bar3A muzkila hai; asatya ke AdhAra para prema khar3A ho jAtA hai, phira TUTatA hai-TUTegA hii| Apa reta ke bhavana banA sakate haiM, lekina unheM girane se nahIM bacA sakate ! Apa tAza ke mahala khar3e kara sakate haiM, lekina havA kA choTA-sA jhoMkA unheM girA jaayegaa| _para hamArI pUrI jindagI aise asatyoM para khar3I hai| mAM socatI hai ki usakA beTA use sadA prema kregaa| bApa socatA hai, beTA usakI sadA maanegaa| lekina isa bApa ne bhI apane bApa kI kabhI nahIM maanii| ise isakA khayAla hI nahIM ki satya kyA hai? eka ghar3I AegI hI, jaba beTe ko apane bApa ko inakAra karanA pdd'egaa| aura jo beTA apane bApa ko inakAra na kara sake, vaha ThIka arthoM meM jIvita hI nahIM ho skegaa| jaise mAM ke garbha se alaga honA hI par3egA beTe ko, vaise hI bApa kI AjJA ke garbha ke bhI bAhara jAnA pdd'egaa| __ maiMne sunA hai ki eka bahuta prasiddha yahUdI phakIra josuA marA / vaha bar3A sAtvika, zIlavAna, zuddhatama vyakti jaise hoM, vaisA vyakti thaa| svarga meM usake svAgata kA Ayojana huaa| bar3e baiMDa-bAje, bar3A nRtya, bar3A saMgIta, bar3I sugaMdha, bar3I phulajhar3iyAM, paTAkhe-lekina vaha svAgata meM sammilita nahIM honA cAhA / usane apanI AMkheM chupA lIM, jaise koI bar3I gaharI pIr3A use ho| aura vaha rone lgaa| bahuta samajhAyA, lekina vaha rAjI nahIM huaa| to phira use Izvara ke sAmane le jAyA gyaa| aura Izvara ne usase kahA : 'josuA, yaha svAgata tere yogya hai| tUne jIvana aisA jiyA hai-pavitra, ki svarga ke dvAra para terA svAgata ho-yaha jarUrI hai, tU itanA ciMtita aura becaina kyoM hai ? terI jindagI meM kahIM koI kaluSa nahIM, kahIM koI dAga nahIM; tere jaisA zuddha vyakti muzkila se kabhI pRthvI se svarga meM AtA hai| isalie svarga prasanna hai; usa prasannatA meM sammilita hoo|' josuA ne kahA, 'aura to saba ThIka hai, lekina eka pIr3A mere mana meM hai| jarUra mere jIvana meM koI pApa rahA hogA, anyathA yaha nahIM hotA, merA beTA...! josuA yahUdI hai--merA beTA merI sArI ceSTA ke bAvajUda, mere udAharaNa ke bAvajUda, mere jIvana ke bAvajUda IsAI ho gyaa| vaha pIr3A mere mana meM hai|' Izvara ne kahA ki 'ta mata bhayabhIta ho. mata ciMtita ho. maiM tajhe samajha sakatA haM-AI kaina aMDarasTaiMDa ya, bikAja di sema vAja Dana vitha mAi ona sana, jIsasa-vaha merA beTA jo jIsasa hai, vahI upadrava usane bhI kiyA, vaha bhI IsAI ho gyaa|' lekina beTe eka sImA para bApa se pRthaka ho jAyeMge-anivArya hai| lekina na beTA isa satya ko svIkAra karane ko rAjI hai, na bApa isa satya ko svIkAra karane ko rAjI hai| mAM socatI hai, beTA use sadA prema karatA rhegaa| agara beTA mAM ko sadA prema karatA rahe, jaisA usane bacapana meM kiyA thA, to beTe kA jIvana hI vyartha ho jaayegaa| eka sImA para mAM ke ghere ke bAhara use jAnA pdd'egaa| vaha kisI strI ko cunegA, mAM phIkI par3atI jAyegI, saMbaMdha aupacArika raha jaayegaa| kyoMki jIvana kI dhArA Age kI tarapha hai, pIche kI tarapha nhiiN| ___ agara beTA mAM ko prema karatA calA jAye, to dhArA ulTI ho jaayegii| mAM beTe ko prema karegI, yaha beTA bhI apane beTe ko prema karegA; lekina prema kI dhArA pIche kI tarapha nahIM hai| pIche kI tarapha to madhura saMbaMdha bAkI raha jAyeM, itanA kAphI hai| vaha bhI nahIM ho pAtA / lekina hara mAM yahI bharosA karegI, isalie hara mAM dukhI hogii| hara bApa pIr3ita hogaa| pIr3A kA kAraNa beTA nahIM hai, pIr3A kA kAraNa eka asatya kA 247
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________________ mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 2 AdhAra hai| aura aisA nahIM ki bure beTe kA bApa dukhI hai, bhale beTe kA bApa bhI dukhI hotA hai| ___ mahAvIra ke pitA agara jiMdA hote to dukhI hote / mahAvIra ke pitA se mahAvIra ne kahA ki 'maiM saMnyasta ho jAnA cAhatA huuN|' to unhoMne kahA, 'basa, yaha bAta aba dobArA mata uThAnA / jaba taka meM jiMdA hUM, taba taka yaha bAta aba dobArA mata uThAnA / merI mauta para hI tU saMnyAsI ho sakatA hai|' soceM, agara mahAvIra na mAnate aura saMnyAsI ho jAte, to bApa chAtI pITakara rote / buddha ke bApa roe / buddha ghara se jaba cale gaye, to pIr3ita hue-dukhI! buddha jJAna ko bhI upalabdha ho gaye, mahAsUrya pragaTa ho gayA... lekina bApa apanI hI pIr3A se parezAna hai / aura jaba buddha vApisa lauTe to bApa ne kahA ki 'dekha, bApa kA hRdaya hai yaha, maiM tujhe abhI bhI kSamA kara sakatA hUM, tU vApisa lauTa A! chor3a yaha bhikhArIpana, hamAre kula meM kabhI koI bhikhArI nahIM huaa| zarma AtI hai, terI khabareM sunatA hUM ki tU bhIkha mAMgatA hai to sira jhuka jAtA hai| kyA hai kamI, jo tU bhIkha mAMge? aura hamAre kula meM kabhI kisI ne bhIkha nahIM mAMgI, tU kula ko DubAnevAlA hai|' __ to aisA nahIM ki Apa kA beTA duSTa ho jAye, pApI, hatyArA ho jAe, to Apa dukhI hoMge / buddha ho jAe, to bhI dukhI hoNge| bApa aura beTe ke bIca eka phAsalA nirmita hogA hii| beTA bApa kI AkAMkSAoM ke pAra jaaegaa| lekina isa satya para hama jIvana ko khar3A nahIM karate, hama asatya para khaDA karate haiN| aura asatya savidhAparNa mAlama paDate haiN| aMta meM kaSTa lAte haiM. lekina savidhAparNa mAlama paDate haiN| agara Apa apane jJAna kI jAMca kareMge, to pAyeMge usameM ninyAnabe pratizata asatya ke AdhAra haiM hamArA jJAna karIba-karIba ajJAna hai / mahAvIra isa jJAna ko zruta-jJAna kahate haiM, ki sunakara sIkha liyA hai dUsaroM se, udhAra / yaha bahuta mUlyavAna nahIM hai; yaha saMsAra ke lie upayogI hai / bAz2Ara meM isakI jarUrata hai, kyoMki bAjAra jhUTha para khar3A hai| vahAM Apa sacce hone lageMge, to Apa asavidhA meM par3a jAyeMge, aura bAjAra ke bAhara pheMka diye jaayeNge| lekina, isa jJAna ko hI hama dharma ke jagata meM bhI le jAnA cAhate haiN| kisI ne veda par3hA, kisI ne gItA, kisI ne kurAna, kisI ne mahAvIra ke vacana / vaha par3hate hI samajha letA hai ki saba ho gyaa| yaha to pahalA caraNa bhI nahIM hai| aura ise jo jJAna samajha letA hai, usake Age ke caraNa uThane asaMbhava ho jaayeNge| dUsare jJAna ko mahAvIra kahate haiM, 'mati' / aura Apa jAnakara hairAna hoMge ki sune hue jJAna ko vaha pahalA kahate haiN| mati kA artha hai, iMdriyoM se jAnA huaa| isako ve zruta se Upara rakhate haiN| yaha jarA ciMtA kI bAta mAlUma hogI / mana se sunA huA nIce rakhate haiM, iMdriyoM Upara rakhate haiN| kyoMki, Akhira aMtataH iMdriyoM se jAnA haA, sirpha sune hae se jyAdA bahumUlya, jyAdA jIvaMta hai| AMkheM dekhatI haiM, hAtha chUte haiM, jIbha svAda letI hai--inase jo jAnA huA hai, vaha jyAdA vAstavika hai| lekina, hama iMdriyoM ko bhI azuddha kara lie haiM apane sune hue jJAna ke kAraNa / vaha usameM bhI bAdhA DAlatA hai| Apa jo dekhate haiM, vaha Apa vahI nahIM dekhate haiM, jo maujUda hai| Apa usakI bhI vyAkhyA kara lete haiN| hamArI iMdriyoM kA jJAna bhI hamane azuddha kara liyA hai| Apa vyAkhyA kara lete haiN| Apa vahI nahIM dekhate, jo hai; Apa vahI dekhate haiM, jo Apa dekhanA cAhate haiM; vahI chUte haiM, jo Apa chUnA cAhate haiM / vahI ApakI samajha meM iMdriyAM bhI pakar3atI haiN| ___ iMdriyoM ke saMbaMdha meM bhI cunAva karate haiM, vaha bhI parizuddha nahIM hai / jaise ki Apa bAjAra meM gaye haiM, agara Apa bhUkhe haiM to Apako hoTala aura resTAreMTa dikhAI par3eMge; bhUkhe nahIM haiM to bilakula dikhAI nahIM par3eMge, Apa unake borDa nahIM pddh'eNge| to jo dikhAI par3a rahA hai, vahI savAla nahIM hai, Apa kyA dekhanA cAhate haiM, vahI Apako dikhAI pdd'egaa| eka strI bAjAra meM nikalatI hai, to use AbhUSaNoM kI dukAneM, hIre-javAharAta kI dukAneM dikhAI par3atI haiN| 248
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________________ pAMca jJAna aura ATha karma maiMne sunA hai, eka pulisa sTezana para eka AdamI ko pakar3akara lAyA gayA, jo burkA or3hakara rAste para cala rahA thaa| vaha kisI dUsare rASTra kA jAsUsa thA / lekina usane burkA aisA banAyA thA aura kapar3e usane pUre striyoM ke pahana rakhe the ki pulisa Aphisara ne jo AdamI use pakar3akara lAyA thA, usase kahA ki tuma pahacAne kaise ki yaha AdamI strI nahIM hai ? usane kahA ki yaha rAste se calA jA rahA thA, hIre-javAharAta kI dukAneM thI, una para isane najara bhI nahIM DAlI! zaka ho gayA ki yaha strI nahIM ho sakatI, yaha barkA hI hai, andara koI aura hai| nasaruddIna ghara meM saphAI kara rahA thaa| makkhiyAM ghara meM kAphI thiiN| patnI aura vaha donoM makkhiyAM mAra rahe the| usane cAra makkhiyAM mArI aura Akara kahA ki 'do striyAM haiM aura do puruss|' usakI strI ne kahA ki tuma bhI gajaba ke khojI ho gye| tuma makkhiyoM ko pahacAne kaise ki kauna nara, kauna mAdA? usane kahA ki 'do Aine para baiThI thIM, ve striyAM honI caahie|' Apa kyA dekhate haiM, kyA sunate haiM, kyA chUte haiM-vaha bhI cunAva hai / gahare meM Apa vyAkhyA kara rahe haiN| isalie Apa eka hI kitAba ko agara hara varSa bAra-bAra par3heM to Apa alaga-alaga artha nikAleMge, kyoMki artha nikAlanevAlA badala jaayegaa| kitAba vahI hai| isalie hamane isa deza meM yaha taya kiyA thA ki gItA yA upaniSada jaisI kitAbeM sirpha par3hakara rakha na dI jAyeM, jaisA koI upanyAsa par3hakara rakha detA hai, unakA pATha kiyA jAe-bAra-bAra pATha kiyA jaaye| kyoMki jo artha Apako dikhAI par3egA, vaha gItA kA nahIM hai| vaha, ApakI samajha usa samaya jaisI hogI...! __isalie eka vyakti agara gItA ko dasa varSa bAra-bAra par3he aura vikAsamAna vyakti ho, to hara bAra naye artha khoja legA, artha kI gaharAI bar3hatI calI jaayegii| anaMta janmoM meM par3hane ke bAda hI kRSNa kA artha pakar3a meM A sakatA hai, jaba apanI khuda kI gaharAI utanI ho jaaye| usake pahale pakar3a meM nahIM A sktaa| lekina mahAvIra iMdriya, zuddha iMdriya jJAna ko UMcAI para rakhate haiN| paMDita se UMcAI para rakhate haiM bacce ko, kyoMki bacce kA iMdriya jJAna jyAdA zuddha hai| vaha cIjoM ko saphAI se dekhatA hai| abhI usake pAsa koI buddhi nahIM hai ki jaldI se vyAkhyA kare ki kyA galata, kyA ThIka? dekhatA hai| eka choTe bacce kI AMkha cAhie, to Apake jJAna meM eka vAstavikatA A jaayegii| __ dhyAna rahe, saba dharma Amataura se 'zruta' se ulajhe hue haiM, vijJAna 'mati' para calA gayA hai| vijJAna iMdriya para bharosA karatA hai, zabdoM para nhiiN| isalie vaijJAnika kahatA hai : jo dikhAI par3atA hai, vaha bharose yogya hai; jo anubhava meM AtA hai, vaha bharose yogya hai| __ cArvAka kI pUrI paramparA kA jora yahI thA ki jo pratyakSa hai, vaha bharose yogya hai| isa sune hue se kyA artha ki veda meM likhA hai ki paramAtmA hai ! paramAtmA ko pratyakSa karake batAo; agara vaha sAmane hai, to hI mAnA jA sakatA hai...chuA jA sake, dekhA jA sake ! cAvIka ke kahane meM bhI artha hai| unakA jora dUsare jJAna para hai| aura pahale jJAna se dUsarA jJAna jarUra kImatI hai / isalie pazcima meM vijJAna kA janma huA, kyoMki ve iMdriyavAdI haiN| pUraba meM vijJAna kA janma nahIM ho sakA, kyoMki hama zruta se aTake raha gaye / hamane iMdriya ke jJAna kI koI phikara nahIM kI ki iMdriya ke jJAna ko pragAr3ha kiyA jAye, zuddha kiyA jAye; aura iMdriya se jo jAnA jAtA hai, usako satya ke karIba lAyA jAye / vijJAna kI sArI koziza yahI hai ki cIjeM ThIka se dekhI jA sakeM / sAre prayoga-sArI prayogazAlAeM eka hI kAma kara rahI haiM ki jo iMdriyAM jAnatI haiM, usako aura zuddhatA se kaise jAnA jA ske| ___ mahAvIra 'mati' ko dUsare nambara para rakhate haiN| abhI pazcima meM eka nayA Andolana calatA hai, enakAunTara grapsa, sensiTiviTI TreniMga-saMvedanazIlatA kA prazikSaNa ki loga saMvedanazIlatA ko bddh'aaeN| agara mahAvIra ko patA cale to ve kaheMge ki acchA hai; 'zruta' se mati' behatara hai / pazcima meM saikar3oM prayogazAlAeM kAma kara rahI haiM, jahAM loga jAte haiM, aura apanI iMdriyoM kI saMvedanA ko bar3hAte haiN| 249
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________________ mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 2 Apako patA bhI nahIM ki iMdriyoM kI saMvedanA ApakI mara cukI hai| jaba Apa kisI ko chUte haiM ---saca meM chUte haiM? jaba kisI kA hAtha, hAtha meM lete haiM to murde kI taraha, ApakI jIvana-UrjA Apake hAtha se bahatI hai! usa vyakti ko praveza karatI hai; usako chUtI hai-yA basa, hAtha hAtha meM le lete haiM ? ___ agara Apa pacAsa logoM ke hAtha hAtha meM leM, to Apa alaga-alaga anubhava kreNge| agara Apa saceta haiM to koI hAtha bilakula murdA mAlUma par3egA ki vaha AdamI milanA nahIM cAhatA thaa| hAtha to usane hAtha meM de diyA hai, lekina khuda ko pIche khIMca liyA hai| to sirpha hAtha hai vahAM, AtmA nahIM hai| koI AdamI taTastha mAlUma par3egA, ki ThIka hai vaha hAtha taka AyA hai, lekina ApameM praveza nahIM karegA, vahIM hAtha para khar3A rhegaa| jaise do vyakti apanI-apanI sImAoM para, apane-apane ghara ke ghere meM khar3e haiN| koI vyakti ko lagegA ki usake hAtha se UrjA ne eka chalAMga lI hai aura vaha Apa meM praveza kara gayA hai| usane hAtha hI nahIM chuA, Apake hadaya taka apane hAtha ko phailaayaa| alaga-alaga hAtha alaga-alaga sparza degaa| lekina yaha bhI usako hI degA, jisako sparza bodha kI kSamatA hai| vaha hamArA mara gayA hai| hameM kisI cIja meM kucha patA hI nahIM calatA / hameM khayAla hI nahIM AtA ki hama cAroM tarapha pratikSaNa anaMta saMvedanAoM se ghire haiM, lekina unakA hama anubhava nahIM kara rhe| kabhI ArAma se kursI para baiThakara hI anubhava kareM ki kitanI saMvedanAeM ghaTa rahI haiM : kursI para Apake zarIra kA dabAva, kursI kA Apako sparza; jamIna para rakhe Apake paira; havA kA jhoMkA jo Apako chU rahA hai; phUla kI gaMdha jo khir3akI se bhItara A gaI hai; cauke meM bartanoM kI AvAja, banate hue bhojana kI gaMdha jo Apake nAsApuToM ko chU rahI hai; choTe bacce kI kilakArI jo Apako chUtI hai aura AhlAdita kara jAtI hai; kisI kA cItkAra, kisI kA ronA jo Apako bhItara kaMpita kara jAtA hai| para roja pandraha minaTa koI cupa baiThakara apane cAroM tarapha kI saMvedanAoM kA hI anubhava kare to bhI bar3e gahare dhyAna ko upalabdha hone lgegaa| ___ iMdriyAM dvAra haiM--adabhuta dvAra haiM, aura unase hama jIvana meM praveza karate haiN| lekina hamArI iMdriyAM bilakula murdA ho gaI haiN| dvAra baMda hai, hama unako kholate hI nahIM / eka hairAnI kI bAta hai ki hamArI iMdriyAM pazuoM se kamajora ho gaI haiN| kuttA Apase jyAdA sUMghatA hai, Azcarya kI bAta hai! ghor3A mIloM dUra se gaMdha le letA hai, hama nahIM le pAte! dhvani, pazu hamase jyAdA gaharAI se sunate haiN| sAMpa ko Apane nAcate dekhA? madArI bajA rahA hai apanI bAMsurI yA turahI aura sAMpa nAca rahA hai| aura vaijJAnika kahate haiM, sAMpa ko kAna nahIM haiM to sAMpa suna nahIM sktaa| yaha bar3I muzkila kI bAta hai| lekina hajAroM sAla kI dhAraNA hai ki sAMpa saMgIta se AMdolita hotA hai| aura vaijJAnika kahate haiM, sAMpa ko kAna haiM hI nahIM, isalie savAla hI nahIM uThatA AMdolita hone kA / lekina vaijJAnika bhI dekhate haiM ki sAMpa bAMsurI kI AvAja sunakara nAcatA hai, to mAmalA kyA hai? khoja se patA calA ki, sAMpa pUre zarIra se sunatA hai| kAna nahIM hai| usakA ro-roAM dhvani se AMdolita hotA hai| usake roeM-roeM se dhvani praveza karatI hai| isalie usake nAca kI jo mastI hai, vaha Apake pAsa kitane hI acche kAna hoM, to bhI nahIM hai| lekina Apa bhI roeM-roeM se suna sakate haiM; kyoMki roeM-roeM se vAyu praveza karatI hai, aura vAyu ke sAtha dhvani praveza karatI hai| __ Azcarya na hogA ki kisI Adi samaya meM manuSya pUre zarIra se sunatA rahA ho; kyoMki Apa sirpha nAka se hI zvAsa nahIM lete haiM, Apa pUre zarIra se zvAsa lete haiN| aura agara ApakI nAka khulI chor3a dI jAye, aura pUre zarIra ko lIpa-potakara baMda kara diyA jAye, to Apa tIna ghaMTe meM mara jAyeMge, kitanI hI zvAsa leN| kyoMki havA dhvani ko le jAnevAlI hai, sirpha kAna meM hI dhvani nahIM jA rahI, pUre zarIra meM 250
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________________ pAMca jJAna aura ATha karma dhvani jA rahI hai| pUre zarIra se zvAsa jA rahI hai bhItara / aura agara havA pUre zarIra se bhItara jA rahI hai, to dhvani bhI bhItara jA rahI hai| thor3I kalpanA kareM, agara Apake pUre zarIra se dhvani kA anubhava ho, to saMgIta kA jo AnaMda Apa le pAyeMge, aura jo anubhava, aura jo jJAna hogA, vaha abhI Apako nahIM ho sakatA / lekina thor3A Apako bhI khayAla hotA hai ki jaba bhI Apa saMgIta sunate haiM to ApakA paira nAcane lagatA hai, hAtha thapakI dene lagatA hai, usakA matalaba itanA hai ki hAtha bhI suna rahA hai, paira bhI pakar3a rahA hai| agara koI vyakti saMgIta ko sunakara nAcane lage, usakA roAM-roAM nAcane lage, to use pUrA anubhava hogA dhvani kA / nahIM to use pUrA dhvani kA anubhava nahIM hogaa| __ mati-jJAna kA artha hai : hamArI iMdriyAM parizuddha hoM, dvAra unmukta hoM, aura jIvana ko bhItara lene kI hamArI taiyArI ho| aura hamArI taiyArI jIvana meM bAhara jAne kI bhI ho| Apa snAna karate haiM, lekina Apa vyartha kara lete haiN| maiM jaisA kahUM, aisA snAna kareM : phavvAre ke nIce khar3e ho jAeM, saba vicAra chor3a deM, duniyA ko bhUla jAyeM / jo maMdira meM nahIM ho sakatA, vaha Apake snAnagRha meM ho sakatA hai| lekina sirpha pAnI ke sparza ko, jo Apake sira para gira rahA hai aura zarIra para jisakI dhArAeM bahI jA rahI hai, usake sirpha sparza kA pIchA kreN| pUre zarIra se usake sparza ko piiyeN| roeM-roeM se pAnI kI tAjagI ko bhItara jAne deN| Apa pacahattara pratizata pAnI haiM-ApakA zarIra / to jaba pAnI Apako bAhara se sparza karatA hai, agara ApakA pUrA zarIra saMvedanazIla ho to bhItara kA pAnI bhI AMdolita hone lgegaa| Apa pAnI hI haiM, pacahattara pratizata / isalie cAMda kI jaba pUrI rAta hotI hai to Apako bahuta AnaMda mAlUma hotA hai / vaha Apako mAlUma nahIM ho rahA, vaha Apake bhItara kA pacahattara pratizata pAnI sAgara kI taraha AMdolita hone lagatA hai| pUre cAMda kI rAta, Apako jo acchA lagatA hai, vaha acchA isalie lagatA hai ki Apake bhItara kA pAnI abhI bhI sAgara kA hissA hai| Apa jAnakara hairAna hoMge ki Apake zarIra ke pAnI meM utane hI tatva haiM, jitane sAgara ke pAnI meM haiN| vaisA hI namaka, vaise hI kemikalsa-ThIka usI anupAta meM / kyoMki vaijJAnika kahate haiM, AdamI kA pahalA janma machalI kI taraha huA, vaha pahalI yAtrA hai| aba bhI Apa bahuta vikasita ho gaye haiM; lekina bhItara ApakA jIvana abhI bhI sAgara kI hI jarUrata mAnatA hai| vahAM aba bhI sAgara hai| jaba Apa sAgara ke kinAre baiThe haiM, to sAgara ke AMdolana ko gaura se dekheM aura itane lIna ho jAyeM ki Apake bhItara kA sAgara eka chalAMga lagAkara bAhara ke sAgara se milane lage to Apako iMdriya jJAna hogaa| mahAvIra use 'mati' kahate haiN| choTe baccoM ko hotA hai| jaise-jaise Apa bar3e hote jAte haiM, vaise-vaise bhUlatA jAtA hai| phira to unhIM ko hotA hai, jo dhyAna meM praveza karate haiM, jo phira choTe baccoM kI taraha ho jAte haiN| taba havA kA halkA jhoMkA bhI svarga kI khabara detA hai; jaba phUla kA choTA sA spaMdana bhI jIvana kA nRtya bana jAtA hai; diye kI lapaTatI-bhAgatI lau sAre prANa kI UrjA kA anubhava bana jAtI hai, taba Apako mati jJAna honA zurU hotA hai| ___ pazcima meM cala rahI TreniMga ki loga apanI iMdriyoM ko phira sajaga kara leM, hameM bahuta bacakAnI mAlUma par3egI; kyoMki hamAre khayAla meM nahIM hai| tIna saptAha, cAra saptAha ke lie loga ikaTTe hote haiM kisI keMdra para-saba taraha se jIvana ko anubhava karane kI koziza karate haiM / samudra kI reta meM AMkha baMda karake leTate haiM, tAki reta kA sparza anubhava ho sake; pAnI ke jharane meM sira jhukAkara baiThate haiM, tAki pAnI kA anubhava ho sake, AMkha baMda karake eka-dUsare ko sparza karate haiM, tAki eka-dUsare ke zarIra ke sparza kI pratIti ho ske| ___ do premI bhI eka-dUsare ke zarIra se bar3e ArthoDAksa, baMdhe-baMdhAe DhaMga se paricita hote haiN| kabhI Apane apanI preyasI ko apanI pITha aura usakI pITha ko bhI milAkara dekhA hai ki donoM kaisA anubhava karate haiM? bar3A bhinna anubhava hogA, agara Apa apanI preyasI kI pITha 251
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________________ mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 2 ke sAtha apanI pITha milAkara, AMkha baMda karake khar3e ho jaayeN| to Apako pahalI daphA eka naye vyakti kA anubhava hogA, kyoMki pITha kI tarapha se preyasI bilakula bhinna hai| lekina saba cIjeM baMdhI, ruTIna ho gaI haiN| kabhI Apa apane bacce ko pAsa lekara, usake gAla ko apane gAla se lagAkara thor3I dera zAMta baiThe haiM? kyoMki baccA abhI zuddha hai, abhI usakI jIvana-UrjA pravAhita ho rahI hai| agara Apa baiTha jAeM apane bacce ke pAsa usake gAla ko gAla se lagAkara, aura anubhava kara sakeM, to ApakA baccA Apako bhI jIvanadAyI siddha hogA, ApakI umra thor3I jyAdA ho jaayegii| ___ yaha anubhava huA hai ki kabhI-kabhI vRddha umra ke loga jaba nayI umra kI lar3akiyoM se vivAha kara lete haiM to unakI umra bar3ha jAtI hai| kyoMki nayI umra kI lar3akI ke sAtha unako bhI apanI umra nIce lAnI par3atI hai| usase milane ko, usase saMbaMdha banAne ko unheM nIce utaranA par3atA hai; unake zarIra kI jo jar3atA hai, usako unheM nIce lAnA par3atA hai| __yaha kucha Azcarya na hogA ki barTeDa rasala jaisA vyakti apane marate hae, AkhirI nabbe varSa kI umra taka bhI yavA rahA / kyoMki assI varSa kI umra taka vaha nae vivAha karatA calA gyaa| assI varSa kI umra meM barTeDa rasala ne zAdI kI eka bIsa varSa kI laDakI se| vaha jo yuvApana hai, vaha jo tAjagI hai iMdriyoM kI, vaha banI rahI hogii| rasala iMdriyavAdI thA / vaha mAnatA thA ki iMdriya kI jitanI zuddhatA ho jIvana meM aura iMdriyoM kA jitanA pragAr3ha anubhava ho, utanA hI jIvana carama para pahuMcatA hai| mahAvIra aisA nahIM maante| ve mAnate haiM, aura jIvana ke AyAma haiM aage| lekina, hama to 'zruta' para aTaka jAte haiN| hama 'mati' taka bhI nahIM pahaMca pAte / pazaoM jaisI zaddha iMdriyAM cAhie sAdhaka ke pAsa, tabhI vaha siddha ho paayegaa| nahIM to nahIM ho paayegaa| magara hamArA to ulTA cala rahA hai sArA hisAba / hama sAdhaka usako kahate haiM, jo iMdriyoM ko mAra rahA hai, jo iMdriyoM ko dabA rahA hai| agara ApakA sAdhu saMgIta suna rahA ho, to Apako zaka ho jAye ki bAta kyA hai? agara ApakA sAdhu bahuta rasa se bhojana kara rahA ho, to Apako zaka ho jAye ki mAmalA gar3abar3a hai! lekina sAdhu kI koziza yaha hai hamArI ki vaha svAda de nahIM iMdriya ko, jivhA ko bilakula mAra de ki usameM kucha patA hI na cle|| lekina, dhyAna rahe usakA mati-jJAna kaMda ho jAyegA; usake jAnane kI iMdriya-kSamatA kama ho jaayegii| aura jitanI hI yaha kSamatA kama hogI, utanA hI usake jIvana kA vistAra sikur3a jAyegA, saMkucita ho jaayegaa| ___ isalie sAdhu saMkucita ho jAtA hai, sikur3a jAtA hai| isalie sAdhu kA jIvana Amataura se AtmaghAtI mAlUma par3atA hai / vaha saba tarapha se apane ko sikor3atA jAtA hai, sikor3atA jAtA hai--kunda hotA jAtA hai; khulatA nahIM, mukta AkAza nahIM bntaa| ___ mahAvIra kI bAta samajhane jaisI hai| mahAvIra kahate haiM, pahalA jJAna 'zruta', dUsarA jJAna 'mati', tIsarA jJAna avadhi', lekina tIsarA jJAna usI meM hogA, jisakA mati-jJAna kAphI pragAr3ha ho / kyoMki manuSya kI pratyeka iMdriya ke pIche chipI eka sakSma iMdriya bhI hai| avadhi-jJAna usa sUkSma iMdriya kA jJAna hai-jaise Apa ghaTanAeM sanate haiM...! ___ harakosa pazcima meM bahuta prasiddha hai-pITara harakosa / vaha dUsare mahAyuddha meM gira par3A / sAdhAraNa AdamI thA; girane se behoza ho gyaa| sira meM coTa lagI, aspatAla meM bharatI kiyA gyaa| jaba aDatAlIsa ghaMTe bAda hoza meM AyA to vaha bar3A cakita haa| use khada bhI bharosA na AyA ki usakI koI antara-iMdriya khula gaI hai isa coTa meM Akasmika, eksIDenTala! vaha jo narsa pAsa khaDI thI. use usa narsa ke bhItara kyA ho rahA hai, vaha samajha meM Ane lgaa| vaha thor3A becaina bhI huaa| usane narsa se pUchA ki 'kyA tuma apane kisI premI se milane kA vicAra kara rahI ho?' usa narsa ne kahA ki 'kyA matalaba?' vaha bhI cauMka gaI, kyoMki bhItara jaldI isa marIja ko nibaTAkara... usakA 252
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________________ pAMca jJAna aura ATha karma premI bAhara khar3A usakI pratIkSA kara rahA hai-usase bhAgI jAne ko, milane ko hai| isa marIja ko to vaha nibaTA rahI hai soye-soye / usakA mana to premI ke pAsa calA gayA hai| ___ harakosa ko loga... koI usake pAsa Aye to usake bhItara kI bAta anubhava meM Ane lgii| kisI kI cIja, kisI kA rUmAla use de deM, to vaha rUmAla kA khayAla karake usa AdamI kA varNana karane lagA hai| dasa sAla taka to vaha parezAna rahA isase / kyoMki bar3I parezAnI kI bAta hai| hara AdamI rAste para nikale aura Apako usake bhItara kA thor3A-sA khayAla A jAye, ki Apa apanI patnI ko prema kara rahe hoM aura Apako khayAla A jAye ki vaha apane kisI premI kA vicAra kara rahI hai...? akasara karate haiN| akasara pati kisI aura kA socate rahate haiM, lekina pakar3a meM nahIM aataa| kyoMki sUkSma-iMdriyAM hamArI jar3a haiN| hamArI sthUla iMdriyAM jar3a haiM, to sUkSma to jar3a hoMgI hii| ___ jaba sthUla iMdriyAM saMvedanazIla ho jAtI haiM to unake pIche chipI huI sUkSma iMdriyAM gatimAna hotI haiN| una sUkSma iMdriyAM kA jo anubhava hai, usako mahAvIra avadhi-jJAna kahate haiN| TelipaithI, kleravhAyaMsa saba avadhi-jJAna haiN| pazcima meM sAikika sAiMsa avadhi-jJAna para kAma kara hI rahI hai bar3e jora se, aura hajAroM AyAma khula gaye haiN| aneka taraha ke prAmANika prayoga ho gaye haiM, jinase patA calatA hai ki AdamI ke pAsa kucha sUkSma iMdriyAM bhI haiM, jinase vaha binA dekhe dekha letA hai, binA sune suna letA hai / Apako bhI kabhI-kabhI isakI jhalaka milatI hai, lekina Apa usako TAla dete haiM, Apa usakA hisAba nahIM rkhte| kabhI Apa baiThe haiM ghara meM acAnaka Apako khayAla apane mitra kA AtA hai, aura Apa dekhate haiM ki vaha mitra bhItara calA A rahA hai| khayAla pahale A jAtA hai, mitra daravAje se bAda meM bhItara AtA hai| Apa socate haiM, saMyoga kI bAta hai| saMyoga kI bAta nahIM hai| isa jagata meM saMyoga jaisI bAta hotI hI nhiiN| isa jagata meM saba vaijJAnika hai, saba kArya-kAraNa se baMdhA hai| usa mitra kA daravAje para AnA ApakI sUkSma iMdriya ne pahale pakar3a liyA, ApakI sthUla iMdriya bAda meM pkdd'ii| __ kabhI ApakA koI priyajana mara rahA ho, bahuta dUra ho-hajAroM mIla dUra-to bhI Apake bhItara kucha pIr3A zurU ho jAtI hai| Apa pakar3a nahIM pAte, kyoMki Apako sApha nahIM hai| agara sApha ho jAye, aura Apa usa dizA meM kAma karane lageM, to ApakI pakar3a meM AnA zurU ho jaayegaa| isako anubhava kiyA gayA hai ki jur3avAM bacce eka sAtha bImAra par3e haiM, cAhe hajAroM mIla dUra hoM / eka hI aMDe se paidA hue jur3avAM bacce eka sAtha bImAra par3e haiN| yahAM eka bacce ko sardI ho, aura dUsarA baccA pekiMga meM ho, to usako vahAM sardI ho jaayegii| bar3I hairAnI kI bAta hai, kyoMki mausama alaga hai, deza alaga hai, havA alaga hai| agara isako inphekzana huA hai, to usI dina usako inphekzana hone kA koI kAraNa nahIM hai| yahAM phlU cala rahA hai, vahAM phlU nahIM cala rahA hai, lekina donoM ko eka sAtha sardI pakar3a jAyegI! vaijJAnika bar3e cintita the ki yaha kaise hotA hai? lekina aba sAikika khoja kahatI hai ki donoM bacce itane eka sAtha paidA hae haiM, itane eka-jaise haiM; ki unakI sUkSma-iMdriyAM itanI saMyukta haiM ki eka meM jarA-sA spaMdana ho to dUsare ko khabara mila jAtI hai| eka bacce ko sardI pakar3e to dUsare kI sUkSma iMdriyAM anubhava karane lagatI haiM ki sardI ho gii| usa kAraNa dUsare ko bhI sardI ho jAtI hai| vaha mAnasika sardI hai, lekina ho jaayegii| ___eka aMDe se paidA hue bacce karIba-karIba sAtha-sAtha marate haiN| jyAdA se jyAdA pharka tIna mahIne kA hotA hai| kyoMki mRtyu jaba eka kI ghaTa jAtI hai, to dUsare kI sUkSma iMdriyoM para coTa pahuMca jAtI hai, vaha marane ke karIba ho jAtA hai| Apa kabhI choTe-choTe prayoga kareM, to Apako apanI sUkSma iMdriyoM kA khayAla A ske| 253
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________________ mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 2 sabhI vyaktiyoM ko tIna jJAna saMbhava haiM AsAnI se : zruta, mati, avadhi / ina tIna meM koI vizeSatA nahIM hai / isalie tIsarA jJAna dekhakara jaba Apa camatkRta hote haiM, to Apa nAsamajha haiN| tIsare jJAna ke kAraNa loga mahAtmA ho jAte haiN| lekina tIsare jJAna se koI jIvana kI sthiti Upara nahIM utthtii| ___ Apa gaye kisI mahAtmA ke pAsa, aura usane jAne se hI batA diyA ApakA nAma kyA hai, Apa kahAM se Ate haiM, ApakA ghara kaisA hai, ghara ke sAmane eka vRkSa hai-basa, Apa gaye! aba Apane kahA ki mila gaye guru, sadaguru se milanA ho gayA! isa AdamI ne thor3A-sA sUkSma iMdriyoM kA prayoga kiyA hai, jo ki sabhI ke pAsa hai| Apa prayoga na kareM. yaha bAta aura hai| Apake pAsa bhI reDiyo hai, Apa na TyUna kareM aura na sTezana lagAyeM, to laTakAye ghUmate raheM! isa AdamI ne TyUna kara liyA, isameM koI bar3I kalA nahIM hai| magara isake reDiyo se AvAja AnI zurU ho gaI, aura Apa reDiyo laTakAye ghama rahe haiN| ___ avadhi jJAna taka tInoM bAteM bilakula sAmAnya haiM, usameM kucha bhI asAdhAraNa nahIM hai| lekina tIsarA jJAna hameM bahuta prabhAvita karatA hai| kabhI Apane khayAla kiyA ki tIsarA jJAna akasara azikSita logoM meM jyAdA hotA hai-grAmINa, gaMvAra, gAMva ke, unameM jyAdA hogaa| AdivAsI, unameM jyAdA hogaa| kyoMki Apa bhUla hI gaye haiM ki sUkSma iMdriyAM hotI haiN| Apa to sirpha buddhi se jI rahe haiM-- zruta...ApakI sArI yunivarsiTIja zruta-jJAna para AdhArita haiN| abhI koI vizvavidyAlaya nahIM jo Apako mati jJAna de| jaMgala meM jo AdamI hai, usako koI buddhi kI TreniMga to hotI nahIM; aura jaMgala meM koI suvidhA bhI nahIM hai usake pAsa ki buddhi se jyAdA jI sake / usako jInA paDatA / zera hamalA kare to hamalA kara de, taba buddhi kAma kara sakatI hai ki aba kyA karanA hai, lekina hamalA kara dene ke bAda karane ko kucha bacatA nhiiN| vaha jo jaMgala meM AdamI raha rahA hai usako iMdriyoM se hI sajaga nahIM rahanA par3atA, usako sUkSma iMdriyoM se bhI sajaga rahanA par3atA hai ki koI zera kI AhaTa bhI na mila jAye / zera hamalA kare isake pahale use patA honA cAhiye, to hI bacAva ho sakatA hai, nahIM to bacAva nahIM ho sakatA hai| __ AsTreliyA meM choTA-sA eka kabIlA hai, jisakA vaijJAnika adhyayana ho rahA hai| vaha sabase camatkArI kabIlA hai / usa kabIle kA hara AdamI Apako mahAtmA mAlUma par3egA, magara vaha kabIlA bilakula sAdhAraNa hai| sirpha bahuta purAnA hai; aura sabhyatA se usakA saMbaMdha nahIM hai| bar3I ajIba ghaTanA usa kabIle meM ghaTatI hai| eka vaijJAnika vahAM ThaharA huA thA adhyayana karane ke lie ki kyA mAmalA hai? jyAdA vaijJAnika adhyayana karane jAyeMge to ye adhyayana kara pAyeMge ki nahIM, yaha to zaka hai, lekina unako jarUra bigAr3a aayeNge| kyoMki unameM bhI zaka paidA kara Ate haiN| aura zaka jahAM A gayA, vahAM avadhi se AdamI nIce utara jAtA hai| avadhi AsthA kA tatva haiM, bharose kaa| ... usa kabIle meM koI AdamI ciTThI nahIM likhatA / ciTThI likhanA ve jAnate nhiiN| bhASA, lipi unake pAsa nhiiN| posTamaina bhI nahIM hai, posTa-Aphisa bhI nahIM hai| lekina kabhI-kabhI mitroM ko, priyajanoM ko khabara bhejane kI jarUrata par3atI hai| to hara usa gAMva ke kabIle meM eka choTA-sA paudhA hotA hai-gAMva ke bIca / usa paudhe kA upayoga karate haiM ve| agara mAM kA beTA dasa mIla dUra hai aura vaha cAhatI hai ki jaldI vApisa A jAye, to vaha paudhe ke pAsa jaayegii| aura vahAM jAkara apane beTe se bAta karegI, jaisA Apa phona ke pAsa karate haiM / vaha apane beTe se kahegI ki suna, merI tabiyata kharAba hai, tU jaldI vApasa A jA, sAMjha hote-hote tU vApasa A jaanaa| aura beTA sAMjha hote-hote vApasa A jaayegaa| aura beTe se agara Apa pUche to vaha kahegA ki dopahara meM mujhe merI mAM kI AvAja sunAI par3I ki mAM kaha rahI hai ki jaldI ghara A jA, merI tabiyata kharAba hai|' isakA vaijJAnika adhyayana ho rahA hai, aura vaijJAnika cakita hae ki yaha kyA mAmalA hai? 254
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________________ pAMca jJAna aura ATha karma mAmalA kucha bhI nahIM hai| ye loga sIdhe-sAdhe pazaoM jaise loga haiN| manuSya kI sUkSma indriyAM bar3I zaktizAlI haiM, bar3I dUragAmI haiM; samaya aura sthAna kI koI bAdhA nahIM hai| agara hama ise aisA samajhAyeM ki prAcIna samaya meM bhI vijJAna vikasita huA thA, lekina sArA vijJAna sUkSma iMdriyoM ke AdhAra para thA / Adhunika vijJAna sthUla iMdriyoM ke AdhAra para hai| to prAcIna samaya ke AdamI ne bhI dUra-saMvAda kI kalA khoja lI thii| hamane bhI khoja lI hai, lekina hamArA bAhya iMdriyoM ke AdhAra para hai| to hamAre pAsa Teliphona hai, reDiyo hai, Telivijana hai-ye saba bAhya iMdriyoM kA vistAra hai| prAcIna AdamI ne aMtara-iMdriya kA vistAra kiyA thA, aura unake AdhAra para usane bahuta-se kAma kara lie the, jo hamArI pakar3a ke bAhara haiM / jaisA ki hamAre yaMtra unakI pakar3a ke bAhara haiN| ___ manuSya kI hara iMdriya ke pIche sUkSma iMdriya hai| AMkha ke pIche eka sUkSma AMkha hai, jo Apake bhItara chipI hai| use vikasita kiyA jA sakatA hai| Apa thor3e-se prayoga kareM to Apako khayAla meM A jAye / aura hara sau AdamI meM se kama-se-kama tIsa AdamI AsAnI se saphala ho jaayeNge| itane loga yahAM maujada haiM. inameM se aneka loga saphala ho jaayeNge| sau meM se tIsa AdamiyoM kI avadhi-sthiti abhI bhI bigar3I nahIM hai| ___ Apa eka choTA-sA prayoga kreN| tAza ke patte hAtha meM le leM, AMkha baMda kara leN| gaDDI meM se eka pattA nikAleM, aura soceM mata-dekheM ki yaha pattA kyA hai ? rAjA hai ki rAnI, ki jokara, ki kyA? soceM mata, socane se to bigar3a jAyegA mAmalA / kyoMki socane meM to Apa anamAna lagAne lageMge ki zAyada rAjA ho / taba Apa davidhA meM par3a jAyeMge. becainI meM / nahIM. Apa sirpha AMkha baMda karake dekheN| AMkha baMda karake dekheM kyA hai ? aura soceM mata / aura jo cIja pahalI daphA Ae, usakA bharosA kareM, dUsare kA dhyAna mata kareM / pahale Ae ki jokara, AMkha kholeM aura dekheN| eka do-cAra dina prayoga kreN| Apa cakita ho jAyeMge ki Apa AMkha banda karake tAza kI gaDDI meM se dekha pAte haiM ki kyA hai ? yaha sirpha isalie kaha rahA hUM, tAki Apako khayAla A jAye ki sUkSma iMdriya haiM / khayAla A jAye to bharosA ho jAye, bharosA ho jAye to kAma zurU ho jaaye| ___ taya kara leM apane kisI mitra se ki roja rAta ko ThIka ATha baje, vaha kalakatte se Apako saMdeza bhejegA; sirpha AMkha banda karake baiTha jAyegA aura eka vAkya kA saMdeza bhejegaa| aura ThIka ATha baje Apa risepTiva hokara baiTha jAyeMge ki koI saMdeza Ae to use pakar3a leN| soceM nahIM, jo bhI vacana pahalA A jAye, vaha kitanA hI ebsarDa aura vyartha mAlUma par3e, use noTa kara leM / aura eka tIna mahIne isa prayoga ko kreN| Apa cakita ho jAyeMge ki tIna mahIne ke bhItara ApakI sUkSma pakar3ane kI kSamatA, grahaNa kI kSamatA bar3ha gaI hai| aura eka iMdriya ke sAtha sabhI iMdriyAM isI taraha se jur3I huI haiN| Apa hairAna ho jAyeMge ki isa para kAphI kAma hotA hai| ___ gurajiepha ke sAtha aneka striyoM ko anubhava hotA thA, ki jaba gurajiepha se ve mileM to unheM ekadama lagatA thA ki unake seksa senTara para koI coTa kI gii| kaI striyAM ghabar3A jAtI thIM ki yaha kyA mAmalA hai ? yaha AdamI kucha zaitAna mAlUma hotA hai| lekina kula mAmalA itanA thA ki jaise hara iMdriya ke pIche sUkSma iMdriya hai, vaisI jananendriya ke pIche bhI sukSma iMdriya hai| usase coTa kI jA sakatI hai| aura gurajiepha sirpha itanA kara rahA hai ki vaha sUkSma iMdriyoM para kAma kara rahA hai| usase coTa kI jA sakatI hai| ___ kaI bAra anajAne bhI coTa ho jAtI hai, jaba Apako patA bhI nahIM hotA / koI strI pAsa se gujaratI hai, Apa acAnaka kAmAtura ho jAte haiM; yA koI puruSa pAsa se gujaratA hai aura strI acAnaka saMkucita ho jAtI hai| lagatA hai, kucha ho rahA hai| koI kucha na bhI kara rahA hotA kabhI acAnaka bhI hotA hai; kyoMki acAnaka kabhI sUkSma iMdriya sakriya ho jAtI hai / vastutaH jise hama prema kahate haiM, vaha avadhi-jJAna 255
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________________ mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 2 kI bhASA meM sUkSma iMdriyoM kA sakriya ho jAnA hai| ___ Apa eka strI se bilakula mohita ho jAte haiN| jaba Apa mohita ho jAte haiM to sArI duniyA Apako pAgala khegii| loga kaheMge ki, kyA dekhate ho usa strI meM ? para usa AdamI ko kucha dikhAI par3a rahA hai, jo kisI ko dikhAI nahIM par3a rahA / usako kyA dikhAI par3a rahA hai? usakI koI sakSama iMdriya usa strI ke samparka meM sakriya ho jAtI hai| usa saMghAta meM koI sakSma iMdriya sakri usa strI ko, jo vaha Upara se dikhAI par3atI hai, vaisA nahIM dekha rahA hai, balki vaha jaisI bhItara se hai, vaisA Apako pratIta hone lagA hai| prema kI ghaTanA avadhi jJAna kI ghaTanA hai| mahAvIra kahate haiM, ye tIna jJAna sAmAnya haiM / sAre camatkAra tIsare jJAna meM A jAte haiN| Apa bImAra haiM aura eka mahAtmA ke pAsa jAte haiM camatkArI ! aura vaha kahatA hai, 'jAo, tIna dina meM ThIka ho jaaoge|' Apa socate haiM ki usane tIna dina meM ThIka ho jAoge kahA, isalie maiM tIna dina meM ThIka ho rahA huuN| bAta bilakula dUsarI hai / usakI sUkSma iMdriyAM sakriya haiM, aura vaha dekhatA hai ki tIna dina bAda tuma ThIka honevAle ho, isalie vaha kahatA hai, tIna dina meM ThIka ho jAoge / aura jaba tuma tIna dina meM ThIka ho jAte ho, to tuma socate ho ki camatkAra ho gayA, usa mahAtmA ne ThIka kara diyaa| usa mahAtmA ko sirpha itanA bodha huA ki tIna dina meM tuma ThIka ho jaaoge| yaha bodha Aja nahIM kala, vaijJAnika yaMtroM se bhI ho skegaa| rUsa meM aise kaimare vikasita kiye jA rahe haiM. jo bImArI kitane dina meM samApta ho jAyegI. isakA citra le skeN| haiM / bImArI hai, isakA patA cala sake; aura bImArI kitanI dera meM ThIka ho jAyegI, isakA patA cala sake; aura bImArI kitane dina bAda zurU honevAlI hai, isakA pahale se patA cala sake-ina tInoM dizAoM para rUsa meM kAphI kAma ho rahA hai| aura saphalatApUrvaka kAma ho rahA hai| koI bhI bImArI Apake jIvana meM Aye, usake chaha mahIne pahale usake phoTogrApha lie jA sakate haiN| aura agara chaha mahIne pahale bImArI kA citra liyA jA sake, to Ane ke pahale hI ApakA ilAja kiyA jA sakatA hai| jo-jo mana bhItara se kara sakatA hai, vaha-vaha vijJAna yaMtra ke sahAre se bAhara se kara sakatA hai| cauthe jJAna ko mahAvIra kahate haiM, 'mana-paryAya' / yahAM se sAdhaka, yogI kI yAtrA zurU hotI hai| 'mana-paryAya' kA artha hai : svayaM ke mana ke bhItara jo paryAya haiM, jo rUpa haiM, unakA sAkSI-darzana / aura jaba koI vyakti apane mana kI paryAyoM kA sAkSI-darzana karane meM samartha ho jAtA hai, to vaha dUsaroM ke mana-poyoM kA bhI sAkSI-darzana karane meM samartha ho jAtA hai / jaba koI vyakti apane mana kI pUrI partoM ko dekhane meM samartha ho jAtA hai, to usako apane pUre pichale janma dikhAI par3ane zurU ho jAte haiM, kyoMki ve saba mana kI partoM meM maujUda haiN| koI bhI smRti khotI nahIM, saba saMgrahIta hotI calI jAtI hai| una sabako phira se kholA jA sakatA hai, dekhA jA sakatA hai| 'mana kI paryAyoM kA jisako anubhava hone lage... Apane gAlI dI, to mana-paryAyavAlA vyakti ApakI gAlI kI phikra nahIM karegA, na ApakI phikra karegA, vaha bhItara dekhegA ki ApakI gAlI se mere mana meM kaise rUpa, kaise phArmas paidA hote haiM ? mere bhItara kyA hotA hai? kyoMki asalI savAla maiM haM, asalI savAla Apa nahIM haiN| Apase kyA lenA-denA hai? Apane gAlI dI, maiMne AMkha baMda kI aura dekhA ki mere bhItara kyA hotA hai ? isa sAkSI-darzana se dhIre-dhIre bAhara se dRSTi bhItara kI tarapha mur3atI hai; hama mana ke pIche sarakate haiN| aura jo vyakti mana ke pIche sarakatA hai, use AtmA kA anubhava zurU hotA hai| to 'mana-paryAya' kI avasthA meM AtmA kI pahalI jhalaka milanI zurU hotI hai| 'maiM kauna haiM? aura taba mana aisA hI lagatA hai, jaise AkAza meM ghire bAdala hoM, aura maiM sUrya haM , jo chipa gayA hai| ina bAdaloM ke sAtha hamArA itanA tAdAtmya hai ki hama bhUla hI jAte haiM ki hama inase alaga haiN| hama inake sAtha eka ho jAte haiN| jaba Apa krodha se bharate haiM to ApakA krodha alaga nahIM rahatA, Apa krodha ke sAtha bilakula eka ho jAte haiM; Apa krodhI ho jAte 256
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________________ pAMca jJAna aura ATha karma haiN| jaba Apa bhUkha se bharate haiM, to Apa bhUkhe ho jAte haiN| lekina mana-paryAyavAlA vyakti jAnegA ki zarIra ko bhUkha lagI hai aura maiM jAna rahA huuN| yaha spaSTa bheda hogaa| Apane gAlI dI hai, mana udvigna ho gayA, maiM jAna rahA huuN| mana kI udvignatA merI udvignatA nahIM hai; mana kI becainI merI becainI nahIM hai / mana eka yaMtra hai| mana parezAna hai, maiM parezAna nahIM huuN| ___ lekina isa mana ke ghere ke bAhara utaranA bar3A sAhasa hai, bar3e-se-bar3A sAhasa hai; kyoMki hamArA pUrA jIvana hI mana kA jIvana hai| jo bhI hama jAnate haiM apane bAbata, vaha mana hI hai / jo vyakti mana ke bAhara utaratA hai, use lagatA hai ki maiM marane kI avasthA meM jA rahA hai| ___ dhyAna mRtyu kA prayoga hai / dhyAna se mana-paryAya paidA hotA hai| lekina hama to Darate haiM thor3A-sA bhI bAhara nikalane meM, kyoMki mana ke bAhara nikalane kA matalaba ki maiM khoyA / merA sArA honA hI mana hai| kabhI-kabhI ekAdha kadama bhI rakhate haiM to ghabaDAkara phira pIche rakha lete haiN| sunA hai maiMne ki mullA nasaruddIna ke ghara kucha badamAzoM ne hamalA kiyaa| daravAje unhoMne saba banda kara diye / mullA ko hAtha-paira bAMdha kara khar3A kara diyA aura usake cAroM tarapha cAka se eka lakIra khIMca dI, aura kahA ki isa ghere ke bAhara nikale ki samajhanA ki hatyA ho jaayegii| isa ghere ke bAhara bhara mata niklnaa|' usakI patnI ko ghasITakara dUsare kamare meM le gaye / ghaNTebhara bAda ve saba-mallA khaDA thA apane ghere meM-ghara chor3akara cale gye| patnI bhItara se atyaMta dayanIya avasthA meM-kapar3e phaTe hue, khUna ke dAga-bAhara bhAgI huI AyI, aura usane nasaruddIna se kahA, 'yU mijarebala kAvarDa, DU yU no vhATa de veara DUiMga Tu mI ina daiTa rUma ? kyA kara rahe the ve loga usa kamare meM mere sAtha ? tuma atyanta kAyara ho|' nasaruddIna ne kahA, 'kAyara, yU kAla mI e kAvarDa, eMDa yU no vhATa AI DiDa, vhena de veara vida yU ina di rUma? Ana thrI separeTa Akejansa, AI sTepDa AuTa Apha da sarkala ! tumheM patA hai ki maiMne kyA kiyA, jaba ve tumhAre sAtha kamare meM the? tIna alaga-alaga maukoM para ghere ke bAhara maiMne kadama rakhA, aura tuma mujhe kAvarDa, mujhe kAyara kahatI ho|' basa, aise hI hama bhI kabhI-kabhI mana ke ghere ke bAhara jarA-sA kadama rakhate haiM, baDI bahAdarI samajhate haiM. phira bhItara khIMca lete haiN|... ve AdamI to jA cuke haiM, nasaruddIna abhI bhI ghere meM khar3A thaa|... aura bahAdara bhI apane ko samajha lete haiN| Dara hai ! Dara kyA thA nasaruddIna ko----ki mauta na ho jAye, ki hatyA na kara deM ve loga? ___ dhyAna meM bhI vahI Dara hai| aura guru se bar3A hatyArA khojanA muzkila hai| isaliye hamane to upaniSadoM meM guru ko mRtyu hI kahA hai| aura katA kA bApa usase kahatA hai nArAja hokara... kyoMki naciketA ke pitA ne eka utsava kiyA hai aura vaha dAna kara rahA hai| to jaisA ki loga dAna karate haiM, marI, murdA cIjeM-gAyeM, jinakA ki dUdha sUkha cukA hai, vaha dAna kara rahA hai; ghor3e, jo aba bojha nahIM Dho sakate: ratha. jo aba cala nahIM sakatA-jaise ki loga dAna karate haiM--dAnI / jo Apake kAma nahIM AtA, loga usako dAna kara dete haiN| __ kvekara samAja meM eka niyama hai ki dAna usI cIja kA karanA jo tumheM sabase jyAdA pasaMda ho, nahIM to mata karanA / nahIM to usakA koI mUlya nahIM hai| dAna kA matalaba hI hai, jo tumheM sabase jyAdA pyArI cIja ho, usakA dAna karanA, to hI kisI mUlya kA hai| _ maiM mAnatA hUM ki kvekara kI samajha jo dAna ke saMbaMdha meM hai, vaisI samajha duniyA meM kisI dharma meM paidA nahIM huii| ve kahate haiM; hara saptAha eka cIja dAna karanA, lekina vahI cIja jo tumheM sabase jyAdA pyArI ho / to usase krAnti ghaTita hogii| ___ hama bhI dAna karate haiM ! vaha jo kacarA-kUr3A ikaTThA ho jAtA hai, usako hama dAna kara dete haiM ! aura akasara dAna kI cIjeM dUsare loga bhI dUsaroM ko dAna karate cale jAte haiN| kyoMki kisI ke kAma kI nahIM hotii| 257
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________________ mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 2 ...naciketA kA pitA dAna kara rahA hai, naciketA pAsa meM baiThA dekha rahA hai| use bar3I hairAnI hotI hai| vaha pUchatA hai ki 'ye gAyeM, jinameM dUdha nahIM hai, inase kyA phAyadA hai dAna karane se?' bApa nArAja hotA calA jAtA hai| ___ beTe sarala hote haiM / svabhAvataH kyoMki abhI unakI umra kyA hai? abhI naciketA bholA-bhAlA hai| use cIjeM sApha dikhAI par3atI haiN| bApa samajha rahA hai ki vaha dAna kara rahA hai-usako dikhAI par3a rahA hai, beTe ko, ki 'kaisA dAna ? yaha gAya to dUdha de hI nahIM sakatI, ulTe jisako tuma de rahe ho usa para bojha ho jaayegii| usako aura ghAsa kA iMtajAma karanA par3egA, pAnI pilAnA pdd'egaa| yaha bUr3hI gAya dene se kyA phAyadA hai?' para bApa usako kahatA hai ki 'tU cupa raha, tU kyA jAnatA hai ?' lekina usase bhI cupa rahA nahIM jaataa| Akhira meM vaha pUchatA hai ki Apa sabhI-kucha dAna kara doge?' bApa kahatA hai, 'hAM, sbhii-kuch|' to vaha kahatA hai, 'mujhe kisako dAna karoge? kyoMki maiM bhI to ApakA beTA huuN|' bApa nArAjagI meM kahatA hai ki 'tujhe mauta ko de dUMgA, yama ko de duuNgaa|' lekina bar3I mIThI kathA hai kaThopaniSada meM ki naciketA phira mRtyu ko de diyA jAtA hai / aura mRtyu se naciketA jIvana ke gahare-se-gahare savAla pUchatA hai, aura jIvana kI parama guhya sAdhanA ko lekara vApasa lauTatA hai| gaharA pratIka yaha hai ki bApa jaba kahatA hai, tujhe mRtyu ko de dUMgA, taba vaha kahatA hai tujhe guru ko de dUMgA / kyoMki guru kA artha hI mRtyu hai / guru se gujarakara tU nayA hokara lauTa AyegA! naciketA nayA hokara lauTatA hai| amRta kA tatva sIkhakara lauTatA hai| hamArA Dara yahI hai| ... dhyAna? samAdhi? ki hama mara to nahIM jAyeMge, miTa to nahIM jaayeNge| hama apane ko bacAkara dhyAna karanA cAhate haiN| dhyAna nahIM ho sktaa| hameM apane ko chor3anA hI par3egA, tor3anA hI par3egA, haTanA hI pdd'egaa| mana-paryAya kevala unhIM logoM ke jIvana meM utaregA, jo mana se dUra haTa jAte haiN| kyA kareM ...? mana ke sAtha jahAM-jahAM tAdAtmya ho, vahAM-vahAM tAdAtmya na hone deN| krodha uThe-pUrA prANa ApakA kahegA ki krodhI ho jAo-usa samaya bhItara zAMta bane raheM / krodha ko ghUmane deM cAroM tarapha, dabAne kI koI jarUrata nahIM hai| hAtha paira phar3akeM, phar3akane deM; muTThiyAM baMdhe, baMdha jAne deN| krodha zarIra ke khUna ko uttapta kara de; zvAsa teja calane lage, calane deN| lekina bhItara keMdra para alaga khar3e dekhate raheM ki krodha ghaTa rahA hai mere zarIra aura mana meM, lekina maiM pRthaka hUM, maiM anya hUM, maiM alaga huuN| maiM sirpha dekhanevAlA huuN| jaise yaha kisI aura ko ghaTa rahA hai| ___ kAmavAsanA pakar3e, aise hI dUra khar3e ho jAyeM, lobha pakar3e, aise hI dUra khar3e ho jAyeM, vicAroM kA jhaMjhAvAta pakar3a le, dUra khar3e ho jaaeN| rAta par3e haiM bistara para, nIMda nahIM A rahI hai! vicAra pakar3e hue haiN| vicAroM ke kAraNa nIMda meM bAdhA nahIM par3atI ; Apa vicAroM ke sAtha tAdAtmya jor3a lete haiM, isase bAdhA par3atI hai| aba dobArA jaba aisA ho rAta nIMda na Aye aura vicAra pakar3e ho, taba kucha na kareM, sirpha AMkha baMda kiye itanA hI anubhava kareM ki 'maiM anya hUM, ye vicAra anya haiN| jaise AkAza meM badaliyAM cala rahI haiM, aise mana meM vicAra cala rahe haiM; jaise rAste para kAreM cala rahI haiM, aise mana meM vicAra cala rahe haiM, maiM apane ghara meM baiThA dekha rahA hUM-sirpha dekhate rheN| thor3I hI dera ____ dhyAna kI prakriyA bhI yahI hai ki vicAra se apane ko tor3a lenA / vicAra se TUTate hI vyakti ko 'mana-paryAya' kI avasthA zurU ho jAtI hai| mahAvIra mana-paryAya ko cauthA jJAna kahate haiN| cauthA jJAna sAdhaka ko upalabdha hotA hai| aura pAMcaveM jJAna ko mahAvIra kahate haiM, 'kaivalya' / sirpha-mAtra jJAna, jahAM kucha bhI jAnane ko nahIM raha jAtA / kyoMki cauthe jJAna meM mana jAnane ko rahatA hai| mana kI paryAya jAnate-jAnate, sAkSI hote-hote mana kI paryAyeM gira jAtI haiM, rUpAntaraNa gira jAte haiM, mana kho jAtA hai; AkAza khAlI ho jAtA hai / usa 258
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________________ pAMca jJAna aura ATha karma khAlIpana meM sirpha sUrya kA prakAza raha jAtA hai, sirpha sUrya raha jAtA hai| vaha siddha kI avasthA hai--kaivalya / ye pAMca jJAna haiM / usa siddha kI avasthA meM jo jAnA jAtA hai, vahI satya hai| ___ isa bAta ko ThIka-se samajha leM / mahAvIra kA jora bar3A anUThA hai / ve kahate haiM : Apa jaise haiM, vaisI avasthA meM satya nahIM jAnA jA sktaa| isalie satya kI khoja chor3o, apanI avasthA bdlo| Apa jaise haiM, isameM to asatya hI jAnA jA sakatA hai| Apa asatya ko AkarSita karate haiN| ___ 'zruta' kI avasthA meM asatya hI jAnA jA sakatA hai| 'mati' kI avasthA meM iMdriya-satya jAnA jA sakatA hai-vastuoM kA satya / mana 'avadhi' kI avasthA meM sUkSma iMdriyoM kA satya jAnA jA sakatA hai| mana-paryAya' kI avasthA meM, mana ke jo pAra hai, usakI jhalaka aura mana ke saba rUpAMtaraNoM kA satya jAnA jA sakatA hai| aura 'kaivalya'-zuddha satya jAnA jA sakatA hai, jo hai-astitva, mAtra astitva / use hama paramAtmA kaheM, yA jo bhI nAma denA cAheM : nirvANa kaheM, mokSa kheN| mahAvIra ne ye pAMca jJAna kahe haiN| aura mere jAne, kisI dUsare vyakti ne jJAna kA itanA sUkSma vaijJAnika vizleSaNa nahIM kiyA hai| aura isakI koI saMbhAvanA nahIM hai ki ina pAMca ke atirikta chaThavAM jJAna ho sakatA hai / isakI koI saMbhAvanA nahIM hai| vijJAna tIna taka pahuMca gayA hai, cauthe para caraNa rakha rahA hai| dhyAna para pazcima meM bar3e prayoga ho rahe haiM; cauthe para caraNa rakhane kI koziza kI jA rahI hai| Aja nahIM kala, pAMcaveM kA bhI smaraNa AnA zurU ho jAyegA / mahAvIra isa sadI ke pUre hote-hote, mana ke saMbaMdha meM bar3e-se-bar3e vaijJAnika siddha ho sakate haiN| 'jJAnAvaraNIya, darzanAvaraNIya, vedanIya, mohanIya, Ayu, nAma, gotra aura aMtarAya-isa prakAra saMkSepa meM ye ATha karma batalAye haiN|' ye pAMca jJAna aura ina pAMca jJAnoM ko DhaMka lenevAle; isa kaivalya ko DhaMka lenevAle, isa zaddha jJAna ko DhaMka lenevAle ATha karmoM ke rUpa haiN| ___ mahAvIra kI pakar3a ThIka vizleSaka, vaijJAnika kI pakar3a hai| jaise ki koI nidAna karatA hai marIja kA ki kyA bImArI hai, kyA kAraNa hai, kyA upAya hai--aise eka-eka cIja kA nidAna karate haiN| mahAvIra kavi nahIM haiN| isalie upaniSada meM jo kAvya hai, vaha mahAvIra kI bhASA meM nahIM haiN| mahAvIra bilakula zuddha gaNita aura vaijJAnika buddhi ke vyakti haiN| zAyada isalie mahAvIra kA prabhAva jitanA par3anA thA utanA nahIM par3A; kyoMki loga gaNita se kama prabhAvita hote haiM, kAvya se jyAdA prabhAvita hote haiM, kyoMki loga kalpanA se jyAdA prabhAvita hote haiM, satya se kama prabhAvita hote haiN| mahAvIra ke kama prabhAva par3ane kA eka kAraNa yaha bhI hai-buniyAdI kAraNoM meM se eka kaarnn| ki ve bilakula gaNita kI taraha calate haiN| sIdhA hisAba hai| lekina jisako sAdhanA ke patha para jAnA hai, kavitA kAma nahIM degii| jise ghara meM baiThakara AMkheM baMda karake sapane dekhane haiM, bAta alaga hai| lekina jise yAtrA taya karanI hai, use to nakze cAhiye sApha / khataroM kA patA cAhie-khAI khar3e kahAM haiM, bhaTakAne vAle mArga kahAM haiM? aura kyA-kyA kAraNa haiM, jinake kAraNa maiM saMsAra meM khar3A hUM; aura eka-eka kAraNa ko kaise alaga kiyA jA sake, tAki maiM saMsAra ke bAhara ho jaauuN| ___ mahAvIra eka zuddha cikitsaka kI taraha vyavahAra kara rahe haiM, jIvana kI vicAraNA meM / ATha, ve kahate haiM, manuSya kI zuddhatA ko roka lenevAle karma-mala haiN| inako, eka-eka ko hama khayAla meM leM, samajha meM A jaayeNge| ___ jJAna ko AvRtta karanevAlA, pahalA- kauna-sI cIja Apake jJAna ko AvRtta karatI hai, vahI 'jJAnAvaraNIya' hai| jo-jo cIjeM Apake jJAna ko rokatI haiM, DhAMkatI haiM aura Apake ajJAna ko paripaSTa karatI haiM, ve sabhI jJAna para AvaraNa haiN| 259 .
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________________ mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 2 kauna-sI cIjeM Apake ajJAna ko paripuSTa karatI haiM? pahalI to bAta yahI ki Apa apane ko ajJAnI mAnane ko rAjI nahIM hote| Apa jJAnI haiM, yaha AvaraNa ho gayA-khoja baMda ho gii| yaha bImArI ho gii| yaha aisA hI hai, jaise ki koI bImAra AdamI kahe ki 'maiM svastha haM, kauna kahatA hai ki maiM bImAra haM?' agara bImAra AdamI bhI isako eka taraha kA AkramaNa samajha le ki usako koI bImAra kahe, to vaha lar3ane lage ki 'kauna kahatA hai ki maiM bImAra hUM? maiM bilakula svastha hUM ; zarma nahIM AtI mujhe bImAra kahate hue!' to phira usake ilAja kA koI upAya na rhaa| ___ ajJAnI yahI kara rahA hai / vaha kahatA hai, 'kauna kahatA hai, maiM ajJAnI hUM?' agara koI ApakI bAta ko galata siddha kare, to Apa lar3ane ko taiyAra ho jaayeNge| galata siddha karane meM kyA khatarA hai? vaha Apako siddha kara rahA hai ki Apa ajJAnI haiM, yahI khatarA hai|| duniyA meM loga satya ke lie nahIM lar3ate-merI bAta saca hai, isaliye lar3ate haiN| ye itane jo saMpradAya dikhAI par3ate haiM, itane aDDe dikhAI par3ate haiM; inakA jhagar3A koI satya kA jhagar3A nahIM hai| satya ke liye kyA jhagar3A ho sakatA hai? jhagar3A isa bAta kA hai ki jo maiM kahatA hUM, vahI satya hai, aura koI satya nahIM ho sktaa| hai ki eka phakIra marA-eka saphI phakIra marA / svarga pahaMcA. to usane paramAtmA se pahalI prArthanA kI. ki sabase pahale to maiM yaha jAnanA cAhatA hUM ki svarga kA pUrA vistAra kitanA hai? aura maiM pUre svarga meM eka bhramaNa karanA cAhatA hUM, isake pahale ki kahIM nivAsa bnaauuN| paramAtmA ne kahA ki yaha ucita nahIM hai, niyama viparIta hai| tuma sUphI ho, tumhArI jagaha taya hai / svarga kA vaha hissA, jahAM sUphI basate haiM, tuma vahAM cale aao| para usa sUphI ne jida bAMdha lii| usane kahA ki cAhe mujhe narka bheja deM, lekina isake pahale ki maiM apanI jagaha cunUM, maiM pUre svarga ko jitanA hai, dekha lenA cAhatA huuN| __ para paramAtmA ne kahA, 'jidda kyA yaha? koI aisI jidda nahIM karatA; kyoMki sabhI mAnate haiM ki unakA svarga hI basa svarga hai / jainI Ate haiM, ve apane svarga meM cale jAte haiM, hiMdU Ate haiM, ve apane svarga meM cale jAte haiM; musalamAna... / aura sabhI yahI mAnate haiM ki unakA svarga hI mAtra svarga hai, bAkI koI svarga hai nahIM / tU kaisA AdamI hai? yaha bAta hI ThIka nahIM, niyama viparIta hai! lekina tU nahIM mAnatA aura mujhe pyArA hai, isaliye tujhe maukA detA huuN| lekina kisI ko batAnA mata / ' __to eka devadUta sAtha kara diyA gayA phakIra ke / aura vaha devadUta use le gayA, usane dikhAyA musalamAnoM kA svarga-karor3oM karor3oM musalamAna! yahUdI, IsAiyoM ke svarga-saba dikhAtA calA gyaa| lekina saba jagaha vaha bilakula phusa-phusA phusa-phusAkara bAta karatA thaa| Akhira meM usa AdamI se--sUphI se na rahA gayA, usane kahA, 'yaha to ThIka hai, lekina itanA phusa-phusAkara kyoM bAta karate ho?' usane kahA ki ina logoM ko patA nahIM calanA cAhie / yahI kevala svarga meM haiN| ye saba... hara eka kI yahI mAnyatA hai ki maiM hI svarga meM huuN| agara musalamAna ko patA cala jAe ki IsAI bhI svarga meM hai, to vaha udAsa ho jaayegaa| saba majA hI calA gyaa| IsAI saba naraka meM par3e haiN| jaina ko patA cala jAe ki hiMdU bhI cale A rahe haiM svarga meM to usakI sArI bhUmi khisaka jaayegii| inakA majA hI yahI hai| ye jo itane AnaMdita dikhAI par3a rahe haiM, inakA majA hI yaha hai ki ye samajhate haiM ki ye hI kevala svarga meM haiM, bAkI saba naraka meM haiN| hara AdamI apane satya ko satya kI sImA samajhatA hai| socatA hai, jo vaha mAnatA hai vahI ThIka hai| aura sArI duniyA usako mAna legI, usakI ceSTA hotI hai| aisA vyakti matavAdI hotA hai, aura aisA vyakti sadA ajJAna meM ghirA raha jAtA hai| jJAna kI tarapha jAnevAle vyakti ko isa taraha ke karma-mala ko apane AsapAsa ikaTThA nahIM karanA caahie| use sadA vinamra, mukta, rAjI 260
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________________ pAMca jJAna aura ATha karma honA cAhie ki satya kahIM se bhI AtA ho, maiM khulA huuN| satya kahAM se AtA hai, isakA koI savAla nhiiN| maiM pyAsA hUM, pAnI gaMgA kA hai ki yamunA kA, isase koI savAla nahIM hai--pAnI cAhie / pAnI kina hAthoM se AyA, isakA bhI koI savAla hai? lekina, kucha nAsamajha, ve Ama khAne jAte haiM lekina guThaliyAM ginakara jIvana bitA dete haiN| Ama khAne kA maukA hI nahIM A pAtA, guThaliyAM kAphI haiN| ___ mahAvIra kahate haiM, jJAnAvaraNIya una sArI vRttiyoM ko, jo Apake jJAna ke prasphuTana meM bAdhA haiM : ApakA ahaMkAra, ApakA matavAda, Apake pakSapAta, ApakA yaha Agraha ki yahI ThIka hai| __ anAgraha-citta cAhiye / isalie mahAvIra ne pUre anAgraha-citta kA darzana vikasita kiyA, jisako ve 'syAtavAda' kahate haiN| ve kahate haiM, koI bhI cIja ko aisA mata kaho ki yahI ThIka hai, kyoMki jagata bahuta bar3A hai / aura bhI svarga haiN| dUsarA bhI ThIka ho sakatA hai / viparIta bAta bhI ThIka ho sakatI hai; kyoMki jIvana bar3A jaTila hai| yahAM eka AdamI jo bhI kahatA hai, vaha AMzika hI hogA, pUrNa nahIM hogaa| jo bhI kahA jA sakatA hai, vaha AMzika hogaa| isaliye bhI mahAvIra kA prabhAva bahata nahIM par3A, kyoMki mahAvIra kA vicAra saMpradAya banAnevAlA vicAra nahIM hai| jinhoMne banA liyA unake pIche, ve camatkArI loga haiN| mahAvIra ke pIche saMpradAya bana nahIM sakatA, bananA nahIM caahie| kyoMki mahAvIra, saMpradAya kI jo mUla bhitti hai, maiM hI ThIka hUM, usako tor3a rahe haiN| __ koI saMpradAya, jo kahe ki Apa bhI ThIka haiM, vaha kaise bana sakatA hai? maMdira kahe ki masjida bhI ThIka hai, koI harjA nahIM, vahAM bhI cale gaye to calegA, maMdira kA dhaMdhA TUTa jaayegaa| maMdira ko to kahanA hI cAhiye ki saba galata haiN| aura jitanI tAkata se maMdira kahe ki masjida galata hai, carca galata aura jitanA sunanevAle ko bharosA dilA de ki sirpha maMdira sahI hai, usakA saMdeha miTA de, to hI koI Ane vAlA hai| ye saba dukAna kI hI bAta hai| agara dukAnadAra kahane lage ki jo mAla merI dukAna para hai, vahI saba dukAnoM para hai; jo dAma mere, vahI sabake, kahIM se bhI le lo, saba eka hai-yaha dukAna kho jaayegii| ye dukAna nahIM baca sktii| dukAnadAra ko kahanA hI cAhie ki mAla to sirpha yahIM hai, bAkI saba nakala hai| __ mahAvIra ajIba dukAnadAra haiM ! ve kahate haiM ki dUsarA bhI ThIka ho sakatA hai| ve kisI ko galata kahate hI nhiiN| unakI ceSTA yahI hai, kahIM koI kitanA hI galata ho, usameM bhI thor3A saca jarUra hogA / usa saca ko cuna lo / kyoMki koI bilakula jhUThI bAta Tika nahIM sakatI, khar3I nahIM ho sktii| khar3e hone ke liye thor3A-sA saca kA sahArA cAhie / isaliye jaba tuma kisI asatya ko bhI calate dekho, to mahAvIra kahate haiM, khoja karanA, kyoMki vaha cala rahA hai to usake pIche jarUra kahIM kucha satya hogA / kyoMki satya ke binA prANa nahIM, asatya cala nahIM sktaa| asatya ko bhI satya ke hI paira cAhiye, to hI cala sakatA hai| usa satya ko pakar3a lo, asatya kI tuma phikra chodd'o| asatya para jora hI kyoM dete ho, tuma usa satya ko pakar3a lo| ___ mahAvIra se koI Akara kahatA hai ki 'nirvANa hai yA nahIM?' mahAvIra kahate haiM, 'hai; nahIM bhI hai|' saMpradAya muzkila hai| kyoMki vaha AdamI eka koI pakkI bAta hI nahIM kaha rahA-kabhI kucha, kabhI kuch|...yh AdamI kabhI kahatA hai kabhI kahatA 'nahIM hai| vaha AdamI pUchatA hai, kyA matalaba ApakA / yA to hai', kaho 'hai' / yA kaho, 'nahIM', 'nahIM hai'| __ saMpradAya banAne ke liye sApha bAteM cAhiye / aisA nahIM ki mahAvIra kI bAteM gaira-sApha haiN| lekina bAteM itanI sApha haiM ki hama jaise aMdhoM ko unameM saphAI nahIM dikhAI par3a sakatI / hamArI AdateM haiM baMdhI huI cIjoM ko dekhane kii| mahAvIra kA satya AkAza kI taraha bar3A hai, 261
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________________ mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 2 hama AMgana kI taraha choTe-choTe satyavAle loga haiN| ___ to mahAvIra kahate haiM ki nirvANa hai usake liye, jo 'kaivalya' meM pahuMca gyaa| nirvANa nahIM hai usake liye, jo abhI zruta meM par3A hai| saMsAra meM jo khar3A hai, usake lie nirvANa nahIM hai| kahAM hai? kyoMki jo merA anubhava nahIM hai, usake hone kA kyA artha hai? mahAvIra se koI pUchatA hai, 'kyA saMsAra mAyA hai ?' kyoMki mAyAvAdI haiM, ve kahate haiM. saMsAra mAyA hai| mahAvIra kahate haiM, 'hai' bhI. 'nahIM' bhii| kyoMki jo saMsAra meM khaDA hai, usake liye saMsAra mAyA nahIM hai, aura jo saMsAra ke pAra uTha gayA, usake liye saMsAra mAyA hai| vahAM kucha bhI nahIM bacA, svapna chUTa gyaa| iMdradhanuSa dUra se dekhe jAne para hai, pAsa se dekhe jAne para nahIM hai| to mahAvIra kahate haiM : sabhI satya jo hama kahate haiM, AMzika haiM, aura unase viparIta bhI saca ho sakatA hai| aisA vyakti apane jJAna ke AvRta karanevAle karmoM ko kATa detA hai| matAgraha baMdhana hai-anAgraha citta! ___ mahAvIra bar3e adabhuta haiN| abhI mahAtmA gAMdhI ne eka zabda calAyA-satyAgraha / mahAvIra usako bhI rAjI nahIM haiN| kahate haiM, satya kA bhI Agraha nahIM; kyoMki jahAM Agraha AyA, vahAM asatya A jAtA hai| mahAvIra kahate haiM-anAgraha / hama to asatya kA bhI Agraha karate haiN| kyoMki merA asatya Apake satya se mujhe jyAdA prItikara mAlUma par3atA hai / kyoMki 'merA' hai| mere asatya ke liye maiM laDUMgA, maiM kahUMgA, yahI satya hai / kyoM...? itanI lar3AI kyA hai? kAraNa hai / agara yaha asatya TUTatA hai, to maiM TUTatA huuN| isake sahAre maiM khar3A huuN| agara merI sArI dhAraNAeM galata ho jAeM, to maiM galata ho gyaa| lekina jo vyakti jJAna kI khoja meM calA hai, vaha taiyAra hai pUrI taraha galata hone ko / jo pUrI taraha galata hone ke lie taiyAra hai, vaha pUrI taraha sahI ho jaayegaa| usakI yAtrA zurU ho gyii| ___ mahAvIra kahate haiM, dUsarA hai darzana ko AvRtta karanevAlA--karmoM kA jAla / ApakI AMkhoM para, Apake darzana para bhI pardA hai| Apa jo dekhate haiM usameM ApakI vyAkhyA praviSTa ho jAtI hai| smjhiye| ____ maiMne sunA hai, amarIkA kA eka karor3apati pikAso ke citra ko kharIdakara le gyaa| lAkhoM rupaye pikAso ke citra ke dAma haiM / usane lAkhoM rupaye kharca kiye, pikAso kA citra le gyaa| usane apane baiThakakhAne meM usa citra ko lagAyA / vaha usa kI bar3I prazaMsA karatA thaa| jo bhI AtA, use dikhAtA ki kitane rupaye kharca kiye, kaisA adabhuta citra hai| eka dina patA calA khoja bIna se ki vaha pikAso kA citra nakalI hai: pikAso kA banAyA haA nahIM. kisI ne nakala kI hai| bAta khatma ho gii| vaha jo saMdara citra thA bahamulya, usakA sauMdarya kho gayA, mUlya kho gayA / vaha citra usane uThAkara kabAr3akhAne meM DAla diyaa| isa AdamI ko saca meM sauMdarya dikhAI par3atA thA yA sirpha khayAla thA? agara isane apanI AMkhoM se citra kA sauMdarya dekhA hotA to yaha kahatA, 'kyA pharka par3atA hai ki kisane banAyA? citra suMdara hai aura baiThaka meM rhegaa| aura lAkhoM rupaye kA hai, cAhe nakala hI kyoM na kI gayI ho / usase pharka par3atA hai? yaha citra apane Apa meM suMdara hai, aura jisane nakala kI hai, vaha pikAso se bar3A kalAkAra hai; kyoMki pikAso kI nakala kara skaa| zAyada pikAso bhI apane citra kI nakala na kara sake / isase koI pharka nahIM pdd'taa| lekina citra uThAkara pheMka diyA gayA, kyoMki asalI savAla citra se nahIM thaa| pikAso kA hai, isase thaa| lekina kucha mahIne bAda patA calA ki vaha dhAraNA galata thI, citra pikAso kA hI hai| citra uThAkara vApasa baiThakakhAne meM lagA diyA gayA / jhAr3a-poMcha kI gaI usakI phira se, kyoMki kacarA-kUr3A usa para jama gayA thaa| aura vaha phira se kahane lagA ki 'kaisA adabhUta citra hai|' ApakI AMkheM haiM yA kyA-Apa bhI yahI kara rahe haiN| 262
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________________ pAMca jJAna aura ATha karma agara koI bAMsurI bajA rahA hai Apako bhI patA hai ki aise hI koI airA-gairA bajA rahA hai, to Apa kaheMge ki 'kyoM sira khA rahe ho?' aura agara Apako patA cale ki koI mahAna kalAkAra hai, to Apa bilakula rIr3ha sIdhI karake baiTha jAyeMge ki kyA gajaba kA saMgIta hai !' ___ loga zAstrIya saMgIta sunate rahate haiM ! unako bilakula patA nahIM ki kyA ho rahA hai? lekina zAstrIya ho rahA hai, to zAstrIya sunane se ve bhI susaMskRta mAlUma hote haiM / ve bhI sira hilAte haiM !... 'darzanAvaraNIya!' Apake pAsa apanI AMkheM nahIM, apane kAna nahIM, apane hAtha nahIM-eksaparTa batA rahA hai ki 'yaha kImatI hai, yaha suMdara hai, yaha bahumUlya hai !' __ Apake hAtha meM hIrA rakha diyA jAye aura batAyA na jAye ki hIrA hai, aura kaha diyA jAye ki eka camakadAra kaMkar3a hai, Apa use baccoM ko khelane ko de deNge| aura eka dina Apako patA cale ki eksaparTas kaha rahe haiM ki 'kohinUra hai'-chIna leMge bacce se, tijor3I meM baMda karake rakha leNge| ___ Apake pAsa apanI koI bhI pratIti nahIM hai; ApakA darzana vizuddha nahIM hai- azuddha hai, udhAra hai / AMkheM apanI aura AMkhoM para parde kinhIM aura ke haiM / saba cIjeM aisI haiN|... saba cIjeM hI aisI haiM ! maiM roja dekhatA huuN| Apa roja anubhava karate hoMge, cAroM tarapha yaha ghaTa rahA hai| maiM eka mitra ko eka mUrti dikhAne le gyaa| mUrti mahAvIra kI hai, lekina kucha anaArthoDAksa hai| jaisI honI cAhiye mahAvIra kI, vaisI nahIM hai, kucha bhinna hai| to ve khar3e rahe / maiMne kahA ki 'jhuko, namaskAra kro|' unhoMne kahA, 'kyA jhukane kA hai ?' maiMne kahA, 'jarA nIce dekho gaura se, mahAvIra kA cinha banA huA hai| nIce gaura se dekhA, sASTAMga...sira rakhakara leTa gaye ! Akhira Apake bhItara se apanA kucha udabhAvana hotA hai yA nahIM hotA? saba dUsaroM se saMcAlita hai? to jisakI dRSTi apanI nahIM hai, nija kI nahIM hai, usako mahAvIra kahate haiM, usake darzana para AvaraNa hai| apanI AMkheM khojeM / aura agara Apako eka patthara prItikara lagatA ho, to hIre kI taraha use apanI tijor3I meM saMbhAlakara rakheM, aura agara eka hIrA Apako sAdhAraNa lagatA ho to kacare meM pheMka deM ! itanI himmata caahiye| itanI himmata na ho to AdamI kabhI bhI darzana kI kSamatA ko upalabdha nahIM hotaa| aura jisake pAsa AMkha apanI nahIM hai, vaha kyA apane paramAtmA ko khoja sakegA ! koI upAya nahIM hai| nijatA mUlyavAna hai| tIsarI karma kI eka prakriyA hai jo hameM cAroM tarapha se ghere hai, use mahAvIra 'vedanIya' kahate haiN| dukha ke paramANu hamAre cAroM tarapha haiN| unake kAraNa hama niraMtara dukhI hote rahate haiN| kucha loga, Apa jAnate hoMge kucha kyA, adhika loga, jinako Apa sukhI kara hI nahIM skte| Apa kucha bhI kareM, ve usameM se dukha nikAla leNge| ___ mullA nasaruddIna hara sAla rotA thA ki phasala kharAba gaI, phasala kharAba gaI, isa sAla varSA A gaI, isa sAla jyAdA dhUpa ho gaI, isa sAla jAnavara cara gaye, isa sAla pakSI A gaye / lekina, eka sAla aisA huA anahonA ki na pakSI Ae, na kIr3e lage, na jyAdA dhUpa par3I, na jyAdA varSA huI, na kama varSA huii| phasala aisI adabhuta huI ki loga kahane lage ki 'hajAroM varSa meM aisA zAyada hI huA ho|' bUr3he-se-bUr3he gAMva ke loga kahane lage, 'bar3I adabhuta phasala huI, kucha bhI sar3A nahIM, kucha bhI galA nahIM, kucha bhI kharAba nahIM huaa|' lekina mullA hai ki apane daravAje para sira laTakAe dukhI baiThA hai / usake par3osa ke logoM ne kahA ki nasaruddIna, aba to khuza ho jAo, aba to kucha bhI udAsI kA kAraNa nahIM hai| usane kahA ki kAraNa kyoM nahIM hai, kucha bhI sar3A-galA nahIM hai, jAnavaroM ko kyA khilAyeMge?' 263
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________________ mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 2 'vedanIya'-dukha khoja hI leMge! aisA ho hI nahIM sakatA ki kahIM dukha na ho| hama sabake pAsa janmoM-janmoM se aise vedanIya paramANu haiM, jo hameM ukasAte haiM ki khojo dukha, dukha khojo| aura aisA asaMbhava hai ki AdamI ko kahIM khojane se dakhana mila jAyeM / jIvana meM dukha haiM--kAphI haiM, aura Apa khojane ko utsuka haiM, taba to kahanA hI kyA ! hamArI hAlata vaisI hI hai, jaise kabhI Apako hotA hogA ki paira meM coTa laga gayI, to phira dinabhara usI meM coTa lagatI hai| Apa socate hoMge, kaisA ajIba mAmalA hai, duniyA kA niyama kaisA behUdA hai ki jaba coTa nahIM thI to isameM coTa nahIM lagatI thI, aba coTa lagI hai, eka ghAva hai, to dinabhara coTa laga rahI hai?' Apa galatI meM haiN| duniyA Apake ghAva kI koI phikra nahIM krtii| aura na daravAje ko koI matalaba hai ki Apake ghAva meM lage: na kursI ko matalaba hai, na Tebala ko matalaba hai| na bacce ko matalaba hai ki Apake ghAva para khar3A ho jaaye| kisI ko koI matalaba nahIM hai Apake ghAva se / lekina jaba Apake pAsa ghAva hotA hai, to vedanIya karma Apake ghAva ke AsapAsa hote haiN| sAre dukha... taba hara cIja chUtI hai, aura bahuta dukhada mAlUma hotI hai| kala bhI hara cIja chUtI thI, lekina Apake pAsa dukha ko pakar3ane kI kSamatA nahIM thI, ghAva nahIM thaa| kala bhI lar3ake ne paira vahIM rakha diyA thA, lekina kucha patA nahIM calA thaa| Aja bhI vahIM rakha diyA hai, lekina Aja patA calatA hai; kyoMki Aja ghAva hai| ___ dhyAna rahe, Apake dukha koI Apako de nahIM rahA hai, Apa le rahe haiN| duniyA meM koI kisI ko dukha de nahIM sktaa| yaha hameM kaThina lgegaa| isase ulTA samajha leM to AsAnI ho jaayegii| kyA duniyA meM koI kisI ko sukha de sakatA hai ? patnI pati ko sukha dene kI koziza kara rahI hai, pati patnI ko sukha dene kI koziza kara rahA hai| aura donoM dukhI haiM, naraka meM mare jA rahe haiN| koI kisI ko sukha nahIM de sakatA hai to koI kisI ko dukha bhI kaise de sakatA hai ? ___ mAM-bApa koziza kara rahe haiM beTe ko sukha dene kI, aura beTA soca rahA hai : kaba inase chuTakArA ho, kaise chUTe inake jAla se| ...kyA mAmalA hai ? ___ koI kisI ko sukha de nahIM sakatA, na koI kisI ko dukha de sakatA hai| isa jagata meM dukha liyA jA sakatA hai, sukha liyA jA sakatA hai--diyA nahIM jA sktaa| yaha eka maulika siddhAMta hai, AdhArabhUta / isalie agara Apa dukha meM jI rahe hoM, to samajhanA ki Apa dukha lene meM bar3e kuzala haiN| usa kuzalatA kA nAma vedanIya karma hai| ___ Apa kuzala haiM : Apa sadA dukha lene ko utsuka haiN| eka AdamI ApakI dinabhara sevA kare, Apako khayAla bhI nahIM aayegaa| aura jarA ApakI AjJA kA ullaMghana kara de ki basa, saba naSTa ho gayA / eka patnI ApakI jIvanabhara sevA karatI rahe, paira dabAtI rahe, kucha patA nahIM cltaa| koI khayAla bhI nahIM, dhanyavAda bhI Apa kabhI nahIM dete| aura eka dina kaha de ki 'nahIM, Aja cAya mujhe nahIM banAnI, Apa banA leM, saba jIvana naSTa ho gayA, saba gRhasthI barabAda ho gii| mana meM talAka ke vicAra Ane lagate haiN| nasaruddIna khar3A thA adAlata meM jAkara aura kaha rahA thA ki 'aba basa ho gayA, aba bahuta ho gayA, aba to talAka caahiye|' usase majisTreTa ne pUchA ki 'bAta kyA hai ?' nasaruddIna ne kahA ki bAta hada se jyAdA Age bar3ha gaI hai| eka hI kamarA hai rahane kA aura usameM patnI ne tIna bakariyAM pAla rakhI haiN| itanI gaMdagI ho rahI hai aura itanI bAsa A rahI hai ki aba mara jAyeMge, yA phira talAka / ina donoM ke atirikta aba aura koI upAya nahIM hai|' jaja ne kahA ki 'bAta to samajha meM AtI hai; hAlata to burI hai, lekina khir3akiyAM kyoM nahIM khola dete ki bAsa jarA bAhara nikala jAye,' nasaruddIna ne kahA, 'kyA kahA, khir3akiyAM? aura mere pAMca sau kabUtara ur3a jAyeM...!' ...khir3akiyAM khola nahIM sakate, kyoMki pAMca sau kabUtara khuda rakhe hue haiM--vedanIya-karma...! 264
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________________ pAMca jJAna aura ATha karma AdamI dukha ko khoja rahA hai| nahIM milatA, to bhI takalIpha hotI hai| agara dinabhara koI na mile jo Apako krodha dilAe, to bhI aisA lagatA hai ki kucha khAlI-khAlI gyaa| koI na mile, jo Apako dukha de, to bhI aisA lagatA hai ki Aja kucha huA nhiiN| saba beraunaka mAlUma par3atA hai| AdamI sukha bhI jhela nahIM sakatA, usameM bhI dukha banA legA ! Apake jIvana meM jo ghaTatA hai, vaha ApakI grAhakatA hai| mahAvIra kA jora isa bAta para hai ki Apake pAsa vedanIya karma haiN| Apane janmoM-janmoM meM dukha pAyA hai, ikaTThA kiyA hai, usake kAraNa Apa dukhI hote cale jAte haiM / isa silasile ko todd'eN| yaha tabhI TUTegA, jaba Apa dUsare ko jimmA denA baMda kara deN| yaha kahanA baMda kara deM ki dUsarA mujhe dukha de rahA hai|' yaha tabhI TUTegA, jaba Apa samajheMge ki maiM dukha cuna rahA huuN| to jaba bhI Apa dukhI hoM, tatkAla nirIkSaNa kareM ki Apane kaise cunA, dukha kaise cunA? aura usa cunAva ko baMda kreN| dhIre-dhIre cunAva baMda hotA jAyegA, setu TUTa jaayeNge| aura taba Apa dUsarI prakriyA bhI sIkha sakate haiM, ki sukha cuneN| ___ jo AdamI dukha chor3ane kI prakriyA sIkha jAtA hai, vaha sukha cunane lagatA hai / vaha galata-se-galata sthiti meM se bhI sukha ko nicor3a legaa| usI ko jIvana kI kalA AtI hai, vahI jIvana kA rasa pI pAtA hai| vahI jIvana ko bhoga pAtA hai, usameM se sukha cuna letA hai galata-se-galata sthiti meM se bhI sukha cuna letA hai| ___ mere eka mitra bImAra par3e the-bar3e parezAna / maiMne unako kahA ki acchA hI huA ki mahInebhara ke lie phurasata milI ! vaise to zAyada phurasata kabhI milatI nhiiN| paramAtmA kI anukaMpA hai ki usane bImAra kiyA, ki tuma bistara para par3e ho ! aba bistara kA AnaMda lo ! aba kyoM parezAna ho rahe ho? jA sakate nahIM dukAna para, uTha sakate nahIM, kucha kara sakate nhiiN| aura kAphI kara liyA, pacAsa sAla se kara hI rahe ho, kucha pAyA bhI nhiiN| eka mahInA bistara meM par3e raho zAMti se to kyA harja hai? loga isI kI to AzA rakhate haiM mokSa meM ki par3e haiM, koI kAma nahIM, koI jhaMjhaTa nahIM ! mokSa nahIM cAhie? mahInAbhara ke lie milA hai, kaMpalasarI milA hai--lo ! kucha paDho, kucha saMgIta suno, kucha dhyAna karo / bahuta se kAma ApAdhApI meM nahIM kara pAe ho, chUTa gaye haiN| phijUla kAma haiM-baccoM se bAta karanI haiM, patnI ke pAsa baiTha jAnA hai| kucha karo, AnaMda lo itane dina kA-eka mahInA mila gayA hai avakAza kA !' _vaha bole ki 'nahIM, abhI kahAM avakAza / abhI bar3e kAma ulajhe haiN|' para maiM unako kaha rahA hUM ki kAma ulajhe haiM, to ulajhe haiM, tuma jA sakate nahIM, koI upAya hai nhiiN| magara ve par3e haiM apane bistara para aura dukAna kI ciMtA khIMca rahI hai, Aphisa kI ciMtA khIMca rahI hai ! agara Apako koI anivArya rUpa se bhI mokSa bheja de, Apa vApasa A jAyeMge- 'kAma bahuta bAkI haiM, abhI hama jA nahIM sakate !' cauthe karma ko mahAvIra kahate haiM, 'mohanIya karma, jaba Apa kisI se AkarSita hote haiM, to ApakI dhAraNA hotI hai ki AkarSaNa kA viSaya Apako AkarSita kara rahA hai| mahAvIra kahate haiM, nhiiN| sAre jIvana kI prakriyA Apase paidA hotI hai| Apa AkarSita ho rahe hai koI AkarSita kara nahIM rahA hai| __kahA jAtA hai ki lailA kurUpa thI, suMdara nahIM thI, aura majanUM AkarSita thaa| kahA jAtA hai ki gAMva meM sabase kurUpa lar3akI lailA thI aura majanUM dIvAne the| majanUM kI dIvAnagI itanI jyAdA thI ki aba jaba bhI koI dIvAnA hotA hai, to loga usako majanUM kahate haiN| samrATa ne bulAyA majanUM ko aura kahA ki 'terI dInatA, terA dukha, terA rudana dekhakara dayA AtI hai| pAgala, usa lar3akI meM kucha bhI nahIM hai, tU nAhaka parezAna ho rahA hai| aura tujha para mujhe itanI dayA Ane lagI hai ki rAta tujhe rotA huA nikalatA dekhatA hUM sar3akoM se... cillAtA-lailA, lailA ki... maiMne gAMva kI saba suMdara lar3akiyAM bulAI haiN| lar3akiyAM khar3I haiM, inameM se tU cuna le|' majanUM ne kahA, 'lailA to inameM kahIM bhI nahIM hai|' samrATa ne kahA, 'lailA bilakula sAdhAraNa hai|' to majanUM ne kahA, 'lekina Apa kaise pahacAneMge? lailA ko dekhane ke lie majanUM kI AMkha caahiye| vaha asAdhAraNa hai|' 265
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________________ mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 2 nizcita hI, majanUM ke lie lailA asAdhAraNa hai / lailA kA savAla nahIM hai, majanUM kI AMkha kA savAla hai| Apako kyA cIja AkarSita karatI hai, usakA savAla hai| ___ eka dina nasaruddIna nikala rahA hai sar3aka se / patnI jarA pIche raha gii| nasaruddIna ne sar3aka se jhukakara kucha uThAyA, phira krodha se pheNkaa| patnI taba taka pAsa A gaI thii| nasaruddIna ne kahA ki 'agara yaha AdamI mujhe mila jAye, to isakI gardana utAra luuN|' to usakI patnI ne pUchA, 'mAmalA kyA hai ? kauna AdamI ? yahAM to koI hai nahIM !' usane kahA , 'vaha AdamI jo isa taraha thUkatA hai, jaisI aThannI mAlUma par3e...agara mujhe mila jAye, to usakI gardana utAra lU !' aThannI se kucha lenA-denA nahIM hai / apanA hI 'mohanIya-karma'... Apake bhItara kA AkarSaNa, moha, lobha-vaha Apako pakar3e hue hai| pAMcaveM ko mahAvIra kahate haiM, 'Ayu' / mahAvIra kahate haiM, Ayu jo upalabdha hotI hai, vaha karmoM ke anusAra upalabdha hotI hai| isalie use kama-jyAdA karane kI ceSTA vyartha hai| aura use jyAdA karane kI jo ceSTA karatA hai, usase usakI umra jyAdA nahIM ho pAtI, nayA janma nirmita hotA hai| mahAvIra kahate haiM. hara AdamI apane karmoM ke anasAra umra lekara paidA hotA hai| eka AdamI ko sattara sAla jInA hai, lekina koI AdamI sattara sAla jInA nahIM caahtaa| sAta sau sAla bhI kama mAlUma par3ate haiN| sAta hajAra sAla bhI koI kahe, to bhI Apa kaheMge : 'kyA kucha aura nahIM bar3ha sakatI?' yaha jo bar3hane kI AkAMkSA hai, isase umra nahIM bar3hatI, mahAvIra kahate haiM, lekina nayA janma bar3ha jAtA hai| yaha zarIra to sattara sAla meM giregA, lekina agara Apa sAta sau sAla jInA cAhate haiM, to Apako aura paMdraha-bIsa janma lene pdd'eNge| kyoMki ApakI vAsanA Apako janma dilAtI hai| ___ Ayu karma se upalabdha hotI hai| isalie Ayu jitanI ho, usakI svIkRti cAhiye, to nae janma kI daur3a baMda ho jAtI hai| mahAvIra kahate haiM, na to phikra karanI cAhiye ki jyAdA jiyUM, na phikra karanI cAhiye ki kama jiyUM / donoM hAlata meM galatI ho rahI hai| ___ kucha loga jIvana se udAsa ho jAte haiN| ghara jala jAye, baiMka DUba jAye, yA divAlA nikala jAye-kucha ho jAye to ve kahate haiM, 'mara jaayeNge| ve apanI umra kama karanA cAhate haiN| lekina karmoM se jitanI umra milI hai, vaha bhoganI hI pdd'egii| agara kisI AdamI ko sattara sAla jInA ho aura vaha cAlIsa meM mara jAye, to vaha jo bIsa sAloM kA karma bAkI raha jAyegA, vaha use naye janma meM AdamI ko sattara sAla jInA hai, aura sAta sau kI kAmanA rakhatA hai, to vaha kAmanA use agale janmoM meM le jaayegii| mahAvIra kahate haiM ki Ayu milatI hai pichale janmoM ke karmoM se| isalie jitanI Ayu milI hai, usako utanA svIkAra kara lenA cAhiye / na apane marane kI ceSTA karanI cAhiye, aura na jilAne kI / sAkSI-bhAva se jitanI hai, vaha hamArA pichalA RNa hai--cuka jaaye| aura saba zAMta ho jAye / jIveSaNA agara banI rahe, to AdamI ko khIMcatI calI jAtI hai| usa jIveSaNA ke kAraNa anaMta bhava kA bhaTakAva ho jAtA hai| ___ yaha jo Ayu hai, yaha Apake hAtha meM nahIM hai, yaha Apake pichale karmoM para nirbhara hai| yaha bAta bahuta dUra taka sahI hai, vaijJAnika rUpa se bhI sahI hai| hAlAMki vaijJAnika rAjI nahIM hoMge isa bAta se / ve kaheMge agara hama AdamI ko ThIka suvidhA deM, svastha rakhane kI vyavasthA deM, ilAja deM, to vaha sattara sAla jI sakatA hai| aura usako khAne-pIne na deM, ilAja na deM, to cAlIsa sAla meM mara sakatA hai| mahAvIra kahate haiM, cAlIsa sAla meM vaha mara sakatA hai, cAlIsa sAla kyA, cAra dina meM mara sakatA hai, agara golI mAra deM, jahara de deM, lekina isase usakA Ayu-karma kama nahIM kiyA jA sakatA / vaha naye janma meM utane Ayu-karma ko pUrA kregaa| usase pharka nahIM par3atA hai| vaha jo usakA karma hai, jitanA usane ikaTThA kiyA hai ; jIne kI jitanI vAsanA usane ikaTThI kI hai, utanI vAsanA use pUrI karanI pdd'egii| vaha momeMTama 266
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________________ pAMca jJAna aura ATha karma hai, vaha pUrA karanA pdd'egaa| __ mahAvIra kahate haiM ki jIvana calatA hai kArya-kAraNa ke niyama se| yahAM jo bhI ikaTThA ho gayA hai, usakA pratiphala pUrA karanA hogaa| isalie use sahaja svIkRti se jo jI letA hai, vaha mukta ho jAtA hai| 'nAma'-mahAvIra kahate haiM ki nAma, ahaMkAra, yaza, pada, kula, pratiSThA ye saba bhI karma haiN| eka AdamI brAhmaNa ke ghara paidA hotA hai, acche ghara meM paidA hotA hai, jahAM jJAna kA vAtAvaraNa hai, zubha maujUda hai / vaha vahAM isalie paidA hotA hai ki pichale janmoM meM, mahAvIra kahate haiM, vaha vinamra rahA hogA, zAMta rahA hogaa| lekina brAhmaNa kA beTA hokara vaha akar3a jAtA hai ki maiM brAhmaNa hUM, zUdra se UMcA hUM-aba vaha aisA iMtajAma kara rahA hai ki agale janma meM zUdra ho jaaye| nAma, kula, AkAra-mUrta para jora na deM, amUrta ko dhyAna meM rakheM to karma kaTate haiM / mUrta para bahuta jora deM to karma bar3hate haiM / to mahAvIra kahate haiM ki kula kI, nAma kI, pada kI, pratiSThA kI carcA hI uThAnI ucita nahIM hai| isalie mahAvIra kisI se bhI nahIM pUchate, jaba unake pAsa koI dIkSA lene AtA hai, saMnyasta hotA hai to ve usase nahIM pUchate : tU jAti se kyA hai ? kula se kyA hai ? terA nAma kyA hai ? dhana kitanA thA parivAra meM ? kulIna ghara se AtA hai ki akulIna ghara se AtA hai ? nahIM, usake mUrta jIvana ke saMbaMdha meM ve kucha bhI nahIM pUchate / jhAMkate haiM usake amUrta jIvana meN| to Apa apane AsapAsa jo AkAra haiM, usa para jora na deM ; kyoMki AkAra para jora deMge to AkAra nirmita hote cale jaayeNge| nirAkAra jo bhItara chipA hai, usa para z2ora deN| vaha, AkAroM kI jo prakriyA hai, usako kATane kA upAya hai| ___ 'gotra'-gotra se mahAvIra kA artha hai, vaiSamya kA bhAva ki maiM UMcA hUM, tuma nIce ho| mahAvIra ne UMca-nIca ke bhAva ko tor3ane kI bar3I ceSTA kI, kyoMki ve kahate haiM ki yaha bahuta sUkSma hai ahaMkAra ki 'maiM UMcA huuN|' lekina usa dhAraNA meM hama sabhI jIte haiN| Apako koI UMcA lagatA hai, koI nIcA lagatA hai; kisI ko Apa dekhate haiM ki vaha nIce hai, kisI ko Apa dekhate haiM ki vaha Upara hai / aura khuda ko Upara honA cAhie, isakI ceSTA meM lage rahe haiM, mahAvIra kahate haiM jo khuda Upara hone kI ceSTA meM lagA hai, pratispardhA meM lagA hai, vaha apane hI hAthoM nIce DUbatA jA rahA hai| jo bilakula sahaja khar3A ho jAtA hai aura UMce-nIce ke bhAva ko chor3a detA hai, gotra kA bhAva chor3a detA hai, vahI kevala isa cakkara se mukta ho pAtA hai| lekina, AsAna hai apane ko UMcA samajhanA / isase ulTA bhI AsAna hai, apane ko nIcA samajhanA bhI AsAna hai| eDalara ne pazcima meM khoja kI hai ki manuSya meM do vRttiyAM haiM, eka supiriyAriTI kAmpaleksa aura inphiriyAriTI kAmpaleksa-eka UMce kI bhAvanA aura eka nIce kI bhAvanA / ina donoM meM se koI bhI Apa pakar3a leNge| yA to apane ko UMcA samajheMge yA apane ko nIcA smjheNge| kucha loga sadA apane ko UMcA samajhate rahate haiM, kucha loga sadA apane ko nIcA samajhate rahate haiN| isI vajaha se ve Dare rahate haiM, sikur3e rahate haiM, hamezA bhayabhIta rahate haiN| ___ mahAvIra kahate haiM, donoM hI karmaphala haiM, donoM bhAva chor3a deN| sirpha jAneM apane ko ki maiM hUM--na UMcA, na nIcA / kisI tulanA meM apane ko na rakheM, aura kisI se apane ko tauleM bhI nahIM, kyoMki kisI se taulane kI jarUrata nahIM hai, kamperijana kA koI savAla nahIM hai| Apa Apa haiM, aura Apa jaisA koI bhI nahIM jagata meM / isaliye taulane kA koI upAya nahIM hai, taula to vahAM ho sakatI hai, jahAM Apa jaisA koI aura ho| ___ to koI Apase nIcA bhI nahIM ho sakatA, UMcA bhI nahIM ho sakatA / Apa kaha sakate haiM kyA, ki Ama jo hai, imalI se nIcA hai ? vaisA kahanA pAgalapana kI bAta hai| hAM, Apa yaha kaha sakate haiM ki yaha rAjA Ama hai , ye sAdhAraNa Ama se UMcA hai| do AmoM meM tulanA 267
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________________ mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 2 ho sakatI hai, eka Ama aura eka imalI meM tulanA nahIM ho sktii| __ mahAvIra kahate haiM, pratyeka vyakti advitIya paramAtmA hai-yUnIka, bejodd'| usakI koI tulanA nahIM hai| isaliye mahAvIra ne jaba varNa kA virodha kiyA to vaha koI sAmAjika krAMti nahIM thI, vaha AdhyAtmika vicAraNA thii| gAMdhI bhI virodha karate the varNa kA, kezavacaMdra sena bhI virodha karate the, rAmamohana rAya bhI virodha karate the, lekina unakA virodha sAmAjika dhAraNA thii| mahAvIra kA virodha bahuta AMtarika aura gaharA hai / ve yaha kaha rahe haiM ki hara manuSya advitIya hai, ki tulanA kA koI upAya nahIM hai| aura jaba Apa apane ko taulate haiM, to nAhaka hI apane ko karma ke jAla meM DAlate haiN| na to apane ko UMcA, na to apane ko nIcA-dUsare se tauleM hI mata, to gautra kA karma naSTa hotA hai| aura aMtima AThavAM hai, 'aMtarAya' / aMtarAya bar3A kAma kara rahA hai Apake jIvana meN|| eka mitra mere pAsa Aye, kahane lage ki 'Apa impAlA meM kyoM calate haiM?' maiMne kahA, 'kisI bhakta ne abhI taka rAlsa rAyasa dI hI nahIM, aura to koI kAraNa nahIM hai impAlA meM calane kaa|' unhoMne kahA ki 'nahIM, aura to ApakI bAta saba mujhe samajha meM AtI hai, basa ye impAlA meM calanA...! aba yaha 'aMtarAya ho gyaa| impAlA meM Apako calane ko kaha nahIM rahA, impAlA Apako mila jAye to mata calanA! mere impAlA meM calane se unako...! merI saba bAta ThIka lagatI hai, lekina impAlA kI vajaha se saba gar3abar3a haA jA rahA hai| impAlA aMtarAya bana rahI hai| aMtarAya kA matalaba bIca meM vyavadhAna bana rahI hai, aura aisA nahIM ki impAlA hI banatI rahI hai, ajIba-ajIba cIjeM bana jAtI haiN| maiM jabalapura thA, to eka vakIla hAIkorTa ke, bar3e vakIla, eka dina mujhase milane Aye, aura Akara unhoMne kahA ki 'aura saba to ThIka hai, ApakI bAta saba samajha meM AtI hai, lekina Apa itanI lambI bAMha kA kartA kyoM pahanate haiM?' ...merA kurtA Apako? merI bAMha hai ! __ to unhoMne kahA ki isase mujhe bar3I ar3acana hotI hai| Apako maiM sunane bhI AtA hUM, to merA dhyAna Apake kurte para hI lagA rahatA hai ki Apa itanA lambA kurtA kyoM pahanate haiM? kaI daphA to maiM ApakA sunanA hI cUka jAtA hai|' __aMtarAya kA artha hotA hai : koI vyartha kI cIja jo sArthaka meM bAdhA bana jaaye| aura Apa saba isa taraha hI jIte haiN| jIvana ko jinheM khojanA hai, unheM aMtarAya tor3ane caahiye| unheM jo ThIka lage, utanA cuna lenA cAhiye; jo galata lage, usakI bAta hI kyA uThAnI? usase ApakA lenA-denA kyA hai ? usase Apako prayojana kyA hai? eka mitra mere pAsa aaye| kisI sadaguru ke pAsa haiN| aura nizcita hI. jisa garu ke pAsa haiM. vaha kImatI AdamI haiN| ve kahane lage. 'basa eka bAta saba kharAba kara detI hai| ve kabhI-kabhI gAlI de dete haiN| jJAnI ko gAlI to nahIM denA cAhiye?' maiMne kahA ki 'tumheM kyA patA ki jJAnI ko gAlI denI cAhiye ki nahIM? saba jJAniyoM kA hisAba lagAo, phira patA lagAo ki kitane jJAniyoM ne dI hai gAlI, kitanoM ne nahIM dii| rAmakRSNa dete the| kitAba meM nahIM likhA hai, kyoMki kitAba meM likhanA muzkila mAlUma par3atA hai|...tthiik-se gAlI dete the, acchI taraha dete the...! lekina kitAba meM yaha bAta nahIM likhI hai, kyoMki kitAba meM kahane lage, 'rAmakRSNa gAlI dete the? hada ho gaI ! maiM to unakI kitAbeM aba taka par3hatA rahA !' ...aMtarAya khar3A ho gyaa| aba vaha dete the ki nahIM dete the, yaha bhI savAla nahIM hai ! abhI taka kitAba bar3e maje se par3ha rahe the ! unakI gAlI se tumheM kyA lenA-denA? rAmakRSNa gAlI dekara naraka jAyeMge to vaha jAyeMge / impAlA meM baiThakara koI naraka jAyegA to vaha 268
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________________ pAMca jJAna aura ATha karma jaayegaa| isase tumheM kyA lenA-denA hai ? tuma apane jIvana kI ciMtA karo ! ___ tumheM vaha cuna lenA cAhiye jo tumhAre lie sArthaka mAlUma par3atA hai| lekina bar3e aMtarAya bhItara haiM / aba dhyAna rahe, jo AdamI kahatA hai, impAlA parezAna kara rahI hai, vaha jarUra impAlA meM baiThanA cAhatA hogaa| aura to parezAnI kA koI kAraNa nahIM ho sakatA / kahIM-na-kahIM bhItara koI rasa impAlA meM baiThane kA avazya maujUda hogaa| use rasa merI bAta se jyAdA gAr3I meM ho, to samajha meM AtA hai ki mAmalA kyA hai? lekina use yaha dikhAI nahIM par3egA ki usakA rasa use bAdhA de rahA hai, use dikhAI paDegA ki merA baiThanA bAdhA de rahA hai|' ___ maiMne usa vakIla ko kahA ki aisA kareM, Apake mana meM koI vAsanA lambI bAMha kA kurtA pahanane kI hai, use pUrA kara leN| unhoMne kahA ki kyA bAta karate haiM Apa? kabhI nahIM !' maiMne kahA ki Apa itane joza meM Ate haiM, itane jora se inakAra karate haiM, usakA matalaba hI yaha hotA hai ki hai / nahIM to itane joza meM Ane kI kyA bAta hai? haMsa bhI sakate the| Apake mana meM koI vAsanA hai, lekina use pUrA karane kI himmata nahIM hai| __ ve thor3e ciMtita hue, halke hue / kahane lage, 'ho sakatA hai, kyoMki mere bApa mujhe kurtA nahIM pahanane dete the| bApa bhI vakIla the, ve kahate the ki TAI bAMdho / Apane zAyada ThIka nabja pakar3a lI hai| mere bApa ne mujhe kabhI kurtA nahIM pahanane diyaa| phira hAIkorTa kA vakIla ho gayA to hAIkorTa ke DhaMga se jAnA cAhiye, niyama se jAnA caahiye| zAyada kurtA pahanane kI koI vAsanA bhItara raha gaI hai|' to maiMne kahA ki 'tuma usakI phikra kro| mere kurte se tumheM kyoM...? tumheM merA kurtA cAhiye to le jaao| aura kyA kara sakatA hUM? AdamI hamezA bAhara socatA rahatA hai, lekina saba socane ke mUla kAraNa bhItara hote haiN| ye aMtarAya bar3A kaSTa dete haiM... bar3A kaSTa dete haiM, jinase koI prayojana nahIM hai| aba eka mitra aphrIkA se Aye / vaha kahane lage ki vahAM eka mahAtmA Ae the| aura to saba ThIka thA, lekina bIca meM bolate-bolate vaha kAna khujalAte the...|' tumheM kyA matalaba unake kAna khujalAne se? nahIM, jarA ziSTAcArapUrNa mAlUma nahIM hotA / aba agara isa vyakti kA manovizleSaNa kiyA jAe to kAna khujalAne se kahIM-na-kahIM koI dabI bAta pakar3a meM A jaayegii| kahIM koI ar3acana ise honI caahiye| yaha mahAtmA para choDo ! mahAtmA ko kama-se-kama itanI svataMtratA to do ki apanA kAna khajalAe to koI bAdhA na de ! magara vaha bhI nahIM, vaha bhI nahIM kara sakate aap| aMtarAya se mahAvIra kA abhiprAya hai, jina vyartha kI bAtoM ke kAraNa sArthaka taka pahuMcane meM bAdhA A jAtI hai| ye ATha karma haiN| aura ina ATha ke prati jo saceta hokara inakA tyAga karane lagatA hai, vaha dhIre-dhIre kevala-jJAna kI tarapha uThane lagatA mahAvIra ke pAsa aneka loga isalie Ane se ruka gaye ki ve nagna the| vaha aMtarAya ho gayA / mere zivira meM kaI loga Ane se ghabar3Ate haiM ki vahAM koI nagna ho jAtA hai| ___ koI nagna hotA hai !... Apako kare to dikkata bhI hai| honI to taba bhI nahIM cAhiye; kyoMki kapar3A hI to chur3Akara le gyaa| lekina koI Apako kare to bhI ApakI svataMtratA para bAdhA hai, koI khuda apane kapar3e utArakara rakhe to bhI Apako becainI hotI hai| jarUra nagnatA ke sAtha ApakA koI AMtarika upadrava hai / yA to Apa nagna honA cAhate haiM aura ho nahIM pAte, aura yA phira dUsaroM ko 269
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________________ mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 2 nagna dekhakara Apake mana meM kucha bAteM uThatI haiM, jo Apa cAhate haiM na uThe, lekina AMtarika ghaTanA hI hai pIche kaarnn| ___ eka nagna strI jA rahI ho, to Apako becainI isalie nahIM hotI hai ki vaha nagna hai, becainI isalie hotI hai ki vaha nagna hai, kahIM maiM kucha kara na gujarUM / Apako apane para bharosA nahIM hai, isalie nagna strI se Apako ghabar3AhaTa hotI hai ki kahIM maiM kucha kara na gujarUM / kahIM itanA pAgala na ho jAUM nagna dekhakara use ki mujhe kucha ho jaaye| to Apa bajAya apanI isa vRtti ko samajhane ke, kAnUna banAte haiM ki koI nagna nahIM ho sktaa| aura Apako kAnUna banAne meM loga sahayogI mila jAyeMge, kyoMki unakA bhI roga yahI hai / barAbara mila jaayeNge| ve kaheMge, Apa bilakula ThIka kaha rahe haiM, koI nagna nahIM ho sktaa| maiM eka choTI-sI kahAnI par3ha rahA thaa| eka choTe bacce ko lekara usakI cAcI samudra ke kinAre ghUmane gaI hai| vahAM eka bhikhamaMgA adhanagA baiThA hai khulI dhUpa meM / cAcI usa bhikhamaMge ko ekadama dekhakara ghabar3A gaI, vaha lar3ake ko khIMcane lgii| lar3akA kahane lagA, 'ruko bhI to, yaha bhikhamaMgA kitanI mastI se baiThA hai ! vaha bolI, 'vahAM dekha hI mata / ' to vaha lar3akA, jaba usako rokA gayA, to usakA aura dekhane kA mana haA ki mAmalA kyA hai ? isa taraha se pahale cAcI ne kabhI use khIMcA nahIM ! lekina cAcI use badahavAsa khIMca rahI hai, aura vaha lauTa-lauTakara pIche dekha rahA hai| cAcI kaha rahI hai ki 'tU zaitAna hai bilkul|' lar3akA kahatA hai, magara vaha kitanI mastI se baiThA huA hai-jhAr3a ke nIce, adhanaMgA !' / phira ve ghara A jAte haiN| cAcI mAM se bAta karatI hai, donoM parezAna ho jAtI haiN| pulisa ko phona karatI haiM, pulisa A jAtI hai| vaha lar3akA bar3A hairAna hai ki usa AdamI ne kisI kA kucha bigAr3A nahIM, kucha bolA bhI nahIM, apanI mastI meM baiThA huA hai lekina yaha kyA ho rahA hai? usane kucha bhI to nahIM kiyA hai karane ke nAma para! ___ to vaha chata para calA jAtA hai aura dekhatA hai ki pulisa usa bhikhamaMge ko mAra rahI hai DaMDoM se / usakI jananeMdriya para jUte se coTa kara rahI hai| vaha lar3akA cIkhatA hai, rotA hai, lekina usakI samajha se bAhara hai maamlaa| zAma ko vaha apane bApa se pUchatA hai ki bAta kyA hai ? usa AdamI ko kyoM satAyA gayA? to bApa kahatA hai ki vaha bahuta burA AdamI hai| vaha lar3akA kahatA hai ki 'usane kucha kiyA hI nahIM to burA kaise ho sakatA hai?' to bApa kahatA hai ki 'tU abhI nahIM samajhegA, bAda meM samajhegA / yaha bAta samajhAne kI nahIM hai; usane bahuta burA kAma kiyA hai|' usa lar3ake ne kahA, para usane kucha kiyA hI nahIM ! maiM maujUda thA, aura cAcI jhUTha bola rahI hai!' ___ usa AdamI ne kucha bhI nahIM kiyA hai, kucha cAcI ko huA hai| magara yaha lar3akA kaise samajha sakatA hai, kyoMki yaha abhI itanA bImAra nahIM huaa| abhI yaha nayA hai ina pAgaloM kI jamAta meN| abhI isakI dIkSA nahIM huii| abhI isakI samajha ke bAhara hai| - to bApa kahatA hai ki vaha bahuta burI bAta thI aura isakI tU carcA mata uThAnA, ise bilakula bhUla jA / to vaha kahatA hai , 'pulisa kA mAranA usa garIba AdamI ko nizcita hI burA thaa|' to bApa kahatA hai, 'pulisa kA mAranA burA nahIM thA nAlAyaka , vaha AdamI jo kara rahA thA...!' aura vaha kara kucha bhI nahIM rahA thA, sirpha adhanaMgA baiThA thA ! hamAre bhItara kucha hotA rahatA hai, usako to hama dabA lete haiM aura bAhara doSa khar3A kara dete haiN| antarAya para jisakA dhyAna calA jAye , vaha vyakti dhIre-dhIre halkA hone lagatA hai aura usakA bojha , usa kI jaMjIreM girane lagatI haiN| jaMjIra Apane pakar3a rakhI hai, chor3a deN| mukti ApakA svabhAva hai| 270