Book Title: Mahavir Vani Lecture 33 Akele hi hai Bhogna
Author(s): Osho Rajnish
Publisher: Osho Rajnish
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/340033/1

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Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ akele hI hai bhoganA chaThavAM pravacana Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ azaraNa-sUtra jamiNaM jagaI pUDho jagA, kammehiM luppanti paanninno| sayameva kaDehi gAhaI, no tassa mucceja putttthyN|| na tasya dukkhaM vibhayanti nAio, na bhittavaggA na suyA na bNdhvaa| ekko sayaM paccaNuhoI dukkhaM, kattArameva aNujAi kmm|| saMsAra meM jitane bhI prANI haiM, saba apane kRtakoM ke kAraNa hI dukhI hote haiN| acchA yA burA jaisA bhI karma ho, usakA phala bhoge binA chuTakArA nahIM ho sktaa| pApI jIva ke dukha ko na jAtivAle baMTA sakate haiM, na mitra varga, na putra, aura na bhAI-bandhu / jaba dukha A par3atA hai, taba vaha akelA hI use bhogatA hai| kyoMki karma apane kartA ke hI pIche lagate haiM, anya kisI ke nhiiN| 98 . Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pahale kucha prshn| eka mitra ne pUchA hai-kala Apane samajhAyA ki manuSya kI jIveSaNA hI usake punarjanma ko, saMsAra ke dukha-cakra ko calAye rakhane kA kAraNa hai| lekina Apa hamezA kahate haiM ki 'jIvana hI hai paramAtmA' aura ApakI pUrI dezanA jIvana svIkAra para kendrita hai| jIveSaNA kA dukha mUla kAraNa hai, aisA kahanA jIvana-niSedhaka lagatA hai| jIveSaNA hai kala, bhaviSya meM, aura jIvana hai abhI aura yahIM / jo jIveSaNA se ghirA hai vaha jIvana se vaMcita raha jAtA hai| aura jise jIvana ko jAnanA ho use jIveSaNA choDa denI par3atI hai| ise thoDA ThIka se samajha leN| __ vAsanA kabhI bhI vartamAna meM nahIM hotI, hamezA bhaviSya meM hotI hai / aura astitva sadA vartamAna meM hotA hai| ApakA honA to sadA hotA abhI aura yhiiN| lekina ApakI vAsanA sadA hotI hai kahIM aura, kahIM dUra / Apa haiM abhI aura yahIM, aura ApakA mana hai kahIM aura / ApakI AkAMkSA, abhIpsA, vAsanA sadA bhaviSya meM hai| bhaviSya kA koI astitva nahIM hai, sivAya ApakI vAsanA ko chor3akara / bhaviSya hai hI ApakI vAsanA kA vistAra / atIta hai, ApakI smRtiyoM kA saMgraha, bhaviSya hai ApakI vAsanAoM kA vistAra / samaya to sadA vartamAna hama Amataura se samaya kA vibhAjana karate haiM--vartamAna, atIta, bhaviSya-tIna Tukar3oM meM tor3a dete haiM samaya ko, vaha bhrAMta hai / atIta aura bhaviSya samaya ke khaNDa nahIM haiN| atIta hai hamArI smRti aura bhaviSya hai hamArI vAsanA / samaya to sadA vartamAna hai| samaya to sadA abhI hai| samaya ke tIna Tukar3e nahIM haiM, samaya to eka akhaNDa dhArA hai, jo abhI hai| sAdhAraNataH hama kahate haiM, samaya bIta jAtA hai| jyAdA acchA ho kahanA ki hama bIta jAte haiN| samaya ko Apane kabhI bItate dekhA hai? kabhI atIta se ApakA milanA huA hai? kabhI bhaviSya se ApakI mulAkAta huI hai? jaba bhI milana hotA hai, vartamAna se hI hotA hai| lekina kabhI Apa bacce the, aba Apa javAna haiM-Apa bIta gye| abhI Apa javAna haiM, kala Apa bUr3he ho jAyeMge, aura bhI bIta jaayeNge| kabhI paidA hue the, kabhI mara jaayeNge| kabhI bhare the, kabhI cuka jaayeNge| AdamI bItatA hai| samaya nahIM bItatA / hama kharca hote haiM, samaya kharca nahIM hotA / ghar3I calakara yaha nahIM batAtI ki samaya cala rahA hai| ghar3I calakara yaha batAtI hai ki Apa cUka rahe haiM, Apa samApta ho rahe haiM / ghar3I Apake saMbaMdha meM kucha batAtI hai, samaya ke saMbaMdha meM kucha bhI nhiiN| 99 Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 2 agara ise ThIka se samajha leM to khayAla meM A jAyegA ki jIveSaNA aura jIvana meM kyA pharka hai| jIveSaNA kA matalaba hai, kala jIUMgA / mujhe kala cAhie jIne ke lie| Aja nahIM jI sakatA huuN| Aja jo bhI hai, vyartha hai| jo bhI sArthaka hai, vaha kala hogaa| jo bhI sundara hai, jo bhI sukhada hai, vaha kala meM chipA hai| jo bhI dukhada hai, aprItikara hai, vaha Aja meM pragaTa huA hai| lekina kala to kabhI AtA nahIM, jaba bhI AtA hai, Aja hI AtA hai| kala bhI Aja hI AyegA / aura Aja sadA vyartha mAlUma par3atA hai, aura kala sadA sapanoM se bharA mAlUma par3atA hai| ___to hama aise jIvana ko sthagita karate haiM / hama kahate haiM, kala jI leNge| Aja to jIne meM asamartha pAte haiM apane ko, Aja to jIvana kala jI leMge, isa AzA meM, isa bharose meM Aja ko hama bitA dete haiN| lekina kala kabhI AtA nahIM, kala phira Aja A jAtA hai / usa Aja ko bhI hama vahI kareMge jo hamane Aja kiyA, Aja ke sAtha / kala phira hama vahI kreNge| phira hama Age, kala para TAla deNge| aise AdamI TAlatA calA jAtA hai| mauta jaba AtI hai, to hameM jo dukha aura pIr3A hotI hai, vaha mRtyu kI nahIM hai / jo asalI pIr3A hai, vaha kala ke samApta ho jAne kI hai| mauta jaba dvAra para khar3I ho jAtI hai to Aja hI bacatA hai, kala nahIM bctaa| mauta Apako nahIM mAratI, bhaviSya ko mAra detI hai| mauta ApakA anta nahIM hai, bhaviSya kI samApti hai| aba Apa apanI vAsanA ko Age nahIM phailA sakate, aba koI kala nahIM hai| vaha kala kabhI bhI nahIM thA, lekina jo Apako jindagI na batA sakI vaha Apako mauta batAtI hai ki aba kala nahIM hai| taba dIvAra ke kinAre Apa aTake khar3e ho gaye, aba yahI kSaNa bcaa| aba kyA kareM? jIvanabhara kI Adata hai / Aja to jI nahIM sakate, kala hI jI sakate haiN| aba kyA kareM? / isalie mauta kI dIvAra se TakarAte loga svarga kI, mokSa kI, panarjanma kI bhASA meM socane lagate haiN| usakA matalaba? aba vaha kala ko phira phailA rahe haiN| aba vaha yaha kaha rahe haiM, marane ke bAda bhI zarIra hI maregA, AtmA to rhegii| hama phira jiyeMge, bhaviSya meM jiyeNge| usakA yaha matalaba nahIM hai ki AtmA mara jAtI hai| lekina jitane loga yaha socate haiM ki AtmA rahegI, unameM se zAyada hI kisI ko patA hai, AtmA ke rahane kaa| unake lie yaha phira eka Trika, eka tarakIba hai mana kI, ve phira bhaviSya ko nirmita kara rahe haiN| eka bAta taya hai ki hama Aja jInA nahIM jaante| vahI adharma hai| para hama kaise Aja jInA jAneMge? eka hI upAya hai ki hama kala kI AzA meM na jIyeM, aura Aja ceSTA kareM jIne kI, abhii| yaha jo samaya hamAre sAtha abhI jur3A hai, isameM hI hama praveza kara jAyeM, isa kSaNa meM hama utara jaayeN| ". jo AdamI buddhimAna hai, vaha aisA mAnakara calatA hai ki dUsare kSaNa mauta hai| hai bhii| eka kSaNa mere hAtha meM hai, dUsare kSaNa kA koI bharosA kSaNa vyartha na calA jAye? aisI ciMtA hai buddhimAna kii| buddhihIna kI ciMtA yaha hai ki isa kSaNa ko agale kSaNa ke vicAra meM kho dUM, agale kSaNa ko aura agale kSaNa ke vicAra meM kho duuNgaa| aise pUre jIvana bhrama hogA ki jIyA, aura jIUMgA bilakula bhI nahIM / hama sirpha posTapona karate haiM, sthagita karate haiM-kala...kala...kala / eka dina pAte haiM, mauta A gyii| aba Age koI kala nhiiN| taba chAtI para dhakkA lagatA hai ki pUrA avasara vyartha kho gyaa| kyA yaha nahIM ho sakatA ki hama isa kSaNa se hI jur3a jAyeM, DUba jAyeM, isameM hI lIna aura eka ho jAyeM? agalA kSaNa bhI aayegaa| lekina jo vyakti isa kSaNa meM DubakI lagAne meM samartha hai, vaha agale kSaNa meM bhI DubakI lagA legaa| 100 . Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ akele hI hai bhoganA jIsasa ne apane ziSyoM ko kahA hai, dekho! khetoM meM khile hue lilI ke phUloM ko, ve kala kI cintA nahIM krte| ve abhI aura yahIM khila gaye haiM / aise hI tuma bhI ho jaao| DU nATa thiMka Apha TumAro / kala kI mata soco / lilI kA phUla bhI agara kala kI soca sake, agara kisI tarakIba se hama usameM bhI jIveSaNA paidA kara deM, to abhI kumhalA jAyegA / AdamI kA kumhalAnA kala kI cintA kA pariNAma ce phUla kI taraha khile mAlUma par3ate haiN| kyA hai kAraNa, kyA hai rAja! baccoM ke lie abhI jIveSaNA nahIM hai, jIvana hI hai| arbha ve khela rahe haiM, to jaise yahIM saba samApta ho gayA, isI khela meM saba pUrA hai| isa khela meM ve apanI samagra AtmA se utara gaye haiM, kala nahIM hai| jisa dina baccA kala kI socane lagatA hai, samajhanA ki vaha bUr3hA honA zurU ho gyaa| jaba taka baccA Aja meM jItA hai, abhI meM jItA hai, taba taka samajhanA, abhI vaha bacapana kA sauMdarya hai| jisa dina vaha kala kI socane lage, samajho ki bur3hApe ne use pakar3a liyaa| aba dubArA bacapana bahuta muzkila ho jaayegaa| ___ jIsasa ne kahA hai, vahI mere svarga ke rAjya meM praveza kareMge, jo baccoM kI bhAMti haiN| baccoM kI bhAMti hone kA eka hI artha hai ki jo abhI aura yahIM jIne meM samartha haiM, ve svarga meM praveza kara jaayeNge| svarga kahIM aura nahIM hai. isI kSaNa meM hai| naraka kahIM aura nahIM hai. sthagita jIvana meM hai, kala meM hai| astitva pAsa khar3A hai| ___ svAmI rAma eka kahAnI kahA karate the, ve kahate ki eka premI dUra calA gayA / jo samaya diyA thA, nahIM lauTa sakA / patra usake Ate rahe, AUMgA, jaldI AtA hUM, jaldI AtA huuN| vaha TAlatA rahA AnA / phira preyasI thaka gayI pratIkSA karate-karate aura eka dina usake dvAra para pahuMca gyii| sAMjha ho gayI thI, aMdherA utara rahA thA, choTA sA dIyA jalAkara vaha apane kamare meM baiThakara kucha likha rahA thaa| preyasI ne bAdhA na DAlanI ucita smjhii| vaha sAmane baiTha gyii| vaha patra likhatA rahA-vaha patra hI likha rahA thaa| isI preyasI ko likha rahA thA! premiyoM ke patra, unakA aMta nahIM AtA / vaha lambA hotA calA gyaa| rAta Age bar3hatI calI gyii| usane AMkha bhI na uThAyI, AMkha se AMsU baha rahe haiM / aura vaha patra likha rahA hai, aura phira samajhA rahA hai ki AUMgA, jaldI AUMgA / aba jyAdA dera nahIM hai| aura jisake lie patra likha rahA hai, vaha sAmane baiThI hai| para AMsuoM se dhUmila AMkheM, patra meM lIna usakA mana, bhaviSya meM DUbI huI usakI vAsanA, jo maujUda hai use nahIM dekha pA rahA hai| phira AdhI rAta gaye usakA patra pUrA huaa| AMkheM usane Upara uThAyIM, bharosA na aayaa| jisa dina Apa bhI AMkheM uThAyeMge bharosA na AyegA ki jIvana sAmane hI baiThA hai| vaha ghabarA gayA / ghabarAkara usane pUchA / abhI yahI soca rahA thA ki kaba dekhUgA apanI preyasI ko, kaba hoMge darzana? aura aba darzana sAmane ho gaye haiM to vaha ghabarA gyaa| samajhA ki koI bhata hai. preta hai| ghabarAkara jora se pachA usakI preyasI ne kahA, 'kyA mujhe bhUla hI gaye? maiM bar3I dera se Akara baiThI huuN| tuma likhane meM lIna the, socA, bAdhA na ddaaluuN|' usane sira ThoMka liyaa| usane kahA, 'maiM tujhe hI patra likhatA thaa|' hama saba bhI, jise patra likha rahe haiM jisa jIvana ko, vaha abhI aura yahIM maujUda hai / jisakI hama kAmanA kara rahe haiM, vaha yahIM bilakula hAtha ke pAsa nikaTa hI khar3A hai, lekina AMkheM hamArI dUra bhaTaka gayI haiM, kalpanA hamArI dUra calI gayI hai, isalie pAsa nahIM dekha paatii| __ hama pAsa ke lie sabhI aMdhe ho gaye haiN| dUra kA hameM dikhAyI par3atA hai, pAsa kA hameM bilakula dikhAyI nahIM pdd'taa| pAsa dekhane kI kSamatA hI hamArI kho gayI hai / abhyAsa hI hamArA dUra ke dekhane kA hai / jitanA dUra ho, utanA sApha dikhAyI par3atA hai / jitanA pAsa ho utanA dhuMdhalA ho jAtA hai| jIvana hai abhI aura jIveSaNA hai kala / jo apane prANoM ko kala para lagAye hue hai, usa vikSipta cetanA kA nAma jIveSaNA hai| jo 101 Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 2 jIveSaNA ko chor3a detA hai aura abhI jItA hai, yahIM, kala jaise miTa hI gyaa| samaya samApta huaa| yaha kSaNa hI sArA jIvana ho gyaa| vaha vyakti usa dvAra ko khola letA hai jo jIvana kA dvAra hai| ___ jIveSaNA kA virodha jIvana kA virodha nahIM hai, jIveSaNA kA virodha jIvana kA svIkAra hai| yaha prazna mahatvapUrNa hai| kyoMki pazcima ke vicArakoM ko bhI aisA lagA ki mahAvIra, buddha, ye saba jIvana virodhI haiM / ina sabakI cintanA lAipha nigeTiva hai| alabarTa zvAitjara ne bahata gaharI AlocanA kI hai, bhAratIya ciMtana kI, ciMtanA kI; samasta bhAratIya vicAradhArA kii| aura kahA hai, ki kitanI hI sundara bAteM unhoMne kahI hoM, lekina jIvana niSedhaka, lAipha nigeTiva haiN| jIvana ke duzmana haiM ye log| aura zvAitjara vicArazIla manuSyoM meM se eka hai| usake kahane meM artha hai / vaha bhI yahI samajhA ki saba chor3a do| jIvana kI kAmanA hI chor3a do, taba to jIvana kI duzmanI ho gayI, zatrutA ho gyii| to dharma phira jIvana kA sAthI na rhaa| phira to aisA lagatA hai ki adharma hI jIvana kA sAthI hai aura dharma mRtyu kaa| ___ isalie zvAitjara ne kahA hai, buddha aura mahAvIra aura isa taraha ke sAre ciMtaka mRtyuvAdI haiM / aura kahIM na kahIM zatru haiM ve jIvana ke, aura jIvana ko ujAr3a DAlanA cAhate haiM, naSTa kara denA cAhate haiN| __ phira phrAyaDa ne eka bahuta mahatvapUrNa khoja kI hai isa sadI kii| isa sadI meM manuSya ke mana ke saMbaMdha meM jo mahatvapUrNa jAnakAriyAM milI haiM, unameM bar3I se bar3I jAnakArI phrAyaDa kI yaha khoja hai| phrAyaDa ne pUre jIvana, jIvana kI kAmanA para zrama kiyA hai| libiDo vaha nAma detA thA, vAsanA ko, kAmanA ko-yauna, seksa, lekina inase bhI behatara zabda usane khoja rakhA thA, libiddo| use hama jIveSaNA kaha sakate haiN| __ saba AdamI jIveSaNA se cala rahe haiM, aura jisa dina jIveSaNA bujha jAyegI, usI dina AdamI bujha jaayegaa| lekina jIvana ke anta-anta meM phrAyaDa ko lagA ki yaha AdhI hI bAta hai| AdamI meM jIvana kI icchA to hai hI, yaha bar3I prabala kAmanA hai| lekina use lagA ki yaha adhUrI bAta hai, isakA dUsarA chora bhI hai, kyoMki isa jagata meM koI bhI satya binA dvaMdva ke nahIM hotA, DAyalekTikala hotA hai / jaba janma hotA hai to mRtyu bhI hotI hai / to agara jIvana kI vAsanA gahare meM hai to kahIM na kahIM mRtyu kI vAsanA bhI honI cAhie, anyathA AdamI maregA kaise? agara jIvana kI vAsanA se janma hotA hai to phira matya kI bhI koI gaharI chipI kAmanA honI caahie| __to jIvana kI vAsanA ko phrAyaDa ne kahA, libiDo, aura mRtyu kI vAsanA ko usane eka nayA nAma diyA, thAnATosa-mRtyu kI AkAMkSA / kyoMki eka AdamI AtmahatyA bhI kara letA hai| eka AdamI bUr3hA hokara socane lagatA hai, jIvana vyartha hai, nahIM jInA hai| sikor3a letA hai apane ko| eka ghar3I A jAtI hai jaba lagatA hai, aba nahIM jInA hai| aisA nahIM ki kisI viSAda se A jAtI ho, kisI phrasTrezana se| nahIM, sAre jIvana ko dekhakara hI Uba ho jAtI hai aura AdamI soca letA hai, basa ThIka hai, dekha liyA, jAna liyA / punarukti hai, vahI-vahI hai, bAra-bAra vahI-vahI hai| uTho subaha, sAMjha so jaao| khAo-piyo, lekina artha kyA hai? eka dina AdamI ko lagatA hai ki vaha saba bacapanA thA, jisameM maiMne artha samajhA, abhiprAya dekhA, kucha bhI na thA vahAM, rAkha saba ho jAtI hai| nahIM, ki asaphala ho gayA AdamI, hAra gayA, isalie marane kI soca rahA hai, kucha aise loga bhI haiM, jo isalie marane kI socate haiM ki unake jIvana kI kAmanA bahuta prabala hai| Apa eka strI ko cAhate the, vaha nahIM mila sakI, Apa kahate haiM ki hama nahIM jiiyeNge| isakA matalaba yaha nahIM ki Apa jIvana se udAsa ho gye| ApakA jIvana sazarta jIvana thA, eka kanDIzana thI ki yaha strI milegI to hI jiiyeNge| yaha makAna banegA to hI jIyeMge, yaha dhana milegA to hI jIyeMge, nahIM to nahIM jiiyeNge| 102 . Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ akele hI hai bhoganA Apa jIvana ke prati bar3e moha-grasta the| Apane zarta banA rakhI thii| zarta pUrI nahIM huI, isalie mara rahe haiN| Apa jIvana ke virodhI nahIM haiM, Apa jIvana ke bar3e mohI the| aura moha aisA bhArI thA ki aisA hogA to hI jiiyeNge| yaha lagAva itanA gaharA ho gayA thA, yaha vikSiptatA itanI tIvra thI, isalie Apa marane kI taiyArI kara rahe haiN| ___ yaha nahIM hai thAnATosa / yaha mRtyu-eSaNA nahIM hai / mRtyu-eSaNA to taba hai jaba ki jIvana meM na koI asaphalatA hai, na jIvana meM koI viSAda hai, lekina saba cIjeM pUrI ho gayIM aura sUryAsta ho rahA hai / zarIra bhI DUba rahA hai, aura mana bhI aba jIne kI bAta se Uba gayA aura mana bhI DUba rahA hai / aisA AdamI AtmahatyA nahIM karatA, dhyAna rakhanA / AtmahatyA to vahI karatA hai jo abhI jIvana kI AkAMkSA se bharA thaa| yaha ulTA mAlUma pdd'egaa| lekina jitane AtmahatyAre haiM, bar3e jIvana-eSaNA se bhare hue loga hote haiN| aisA AdamI AtmahatyA nahIM karatA, AtmahatyA bhI vyartha mAlUma par3atI hai| jise jIvana hI vyartha mAlUma par3a rahA hai, use AtmahatyA sArthaka nahIM mAlUma pdd'tii| vaha kahatA hai, na jIvana meM kucha rakhA hai, na jIvana ke miTAne meM kucha rakhA hai| aisA AdamI cupacApa DUbatA hai, jaise sUraja DUbatA hai| jhaTake se chalAMga nahIM lagAtA, DUbatA calA jAtA hai| lekina DUbane kA koI virodha nahIM krtaa| agara aisA AdamI pAnI meM DUba rahA ho to hAtha-paira bhI nahIM calAyegA / na bacane meM koI artha hai, na hI vaha apane hAtha se DubakI lagAkara maranA cAhegA, galA ghoTeMgA / na ghoMTane meM koI artha hai / pAnI ke sAtha ho jAyegA ki DubAye to DubAye, na DubAye to na ddubaaye| jo ho jAye / saba bekAra hai, isalie kucha karane kA bhAva nahIM raha jaataa| isako phrAyaDa ne thAnATosa kahA hai| bUr3hI umra ke, jyAdA umra ke logoM ko akasara yaha AkAMkSA pakar3a letI hai| yaha AkAMkSA bUr3hI umra ke logoM ko bhI pakar3atI hai, aura phrAyaDa kA kahanA hai, bUr3hI sabhyatAoM ko bhI pakar3atI hai / jaba koI sabhyatA bUr3hI ho jAtI hai, jaise, bhArata / bUr3hI se bUr3hI sabhyatA hai isa jamIna para / hama isameM gaurava bhI mAnate haiN| sIriyA aba kahAM hai? misra kI purAnI sabhyatA aba kahAM hai? yUnAna kahAM rahA? saba kho gye| bebIlona kahAM hai aba? khaMDaharoM meM, saba kho gye| purAnI sabhyatAoM meM eka hI sabhyatA bAkI hai--bhArata / bAkI saba sabhyatAeM javAna haiM / kucha to bilakula abhI dudhamuMhI, huI bacciyAM haiM-jaise amerikA / abhI umra hI tIna sau sAla kI hai| tIna sau sAla kI kula sabhyatA hai| tIna sau sAla hamAre lie koI hisAba hI nahIM hotaa| dasa hajAra sAla se to hama apanA smaraNa aura apanA itihAsa bhI sambhAlate rahe haiN| lekina tilaka ne kahA hai ki kama se kama bhArata kI sabhyatA nabbe hajAra varSa purAnI hai| aura bar3e prAmANika AdhAroM para kahA hai| sambhAvanA hai ki itanI purAnI hai| to phrAyaDa kahatA hai, jaise AdamI bUr3hA hotA hai, aise sabhyatAeM bhI baccI hotI haiM, javAna hotI haiM, bUr3hI hotI haiN| jaba sabhyatAeM bacapana meM hotI haiM taba khela-kUda meM unakI utsukatA hotI hai, jaise amerikA hai| amerikA kI sArI utsukatA manoraMjana hai, khela-kUda hai, nAca-gAna hai| hameM bahuta hairAnI hotI hai, unakA jAja, unake bITala, unake hippI, hameM dekhakara bar3I hairAnI hotI hai, lekina hamako samajha meM nahIM AtA / choTe-choTe bacce jaise hote haiM, aise choTI sabhyatAeM hotI haiN| __ Aja hippI lar3ake aura lar3akiyoM ko dekheM ! unake raMgIna kapar3e, unake bUMghara, unake gale meM laTakI huI mAlAeM, yaha saba choTe baccoM kA khela hai / sabhyatA abhI tAjI hai| bUr3hI sabhyatAeM bahuta hikArata se dekhatI haiN| jaise bUr3he baccoM ko dekhate haiN--naasmjh| phira javAna sabhyatAeM hotI haiN| javAna sabhyatAeM jaba hotI haiM, taba ve yuddhakhora ho jAtI haiM, kyoMki javAna lar3anA cAhatA hai, jItanA cAhatA hai| jaise abhI cIna javAna ho rahA hai, vaha lar3egA, jiitegaa| abhI bhAva vijaya-yAtrA kA hai| phira bUr3hI sabhyatAeM hotI haiN| to phrAyaDa ne kahA hai, jaise vyakti ke jIvana meM bacapana, javAnI, bur3hApA hotA hai, aise sabhyatAoM ke jIvana meM bhI hotA hai| agara hama dUdhapa 103 Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 2 zvAitjara aura phrAyaDa donoM ke khayAloM ko dhyAna meM le leM to aisA lagegA ki mahAvIra aura buddha kI bAteM eka bUr3hI sabhyatA kI bAteM hai jo aba marane ke lie utsuka ho gayI haiN| jo kahatI haiM, kucha sAra nahIM hai jIvana meM, kucha artha nahIM jIvana meM / jIvana asAra hai| chor3o AzA, chor3o sapane, marane ke lie taiyAra ho jaao| __ aura nirvANa zabda ne aura bhI sahArA de diyA / buddha kA nirvANa zabda mRtyusUcaka hai| nirvANa kA artha hotA hai, bujha jAnA, miTa jAnA, samApta ho jAnA / nirvANa kA artha hotA hai, dIye kA bujhanA / jaba dIyA bujhatA hai, taba hama kahate haiM, dIyA nirvANa ko upalabdha ho gyaa| aise hI jaba AdamI ke bhItara jIveSaNA kI lalaka. jIveSaNA kI AkAMkSA, jIveSaNA kI jyoti bajha jAtI hai. kho jAtI hai usako baddha ne kahA hai nirvaann| to svabhAvataH zvAitjara aura phrAyaDa ko lage ki yaha kauma bUr3hI ho gayI hai| aura kevala bUr3hI nahIM ho gayI hai, itanI bUr3hI ho gayI hai ki jIne kI koI AkAMkSA nahIM raha gyii| phira mahAvIra kI, saMthArA kI dhAraNA ne aura bhI khayAla de diyA / akele mahAvIra hI aise vyakti haiM pUrI pRthvI para, jinhoMne saMnyAsI ko marane kI suvidhA dI hai aura jinhoMne kahA hai ki agara koI saMnyAsI maranA cAhe, to hakadAra hai marane kaa| itanI himmata kI bAta kisI aura ne nahIM khii| mahAvIra kahate haiM ki agara koI maranA cAhe, to yaha usakA haka hai, adhikAra hai| hama na mAnanA cAheMge, hama kaheMge, pulisa pakar3egI, adAlata meM mukadamA clegaa| agara pakar3a lie gaye, agara asaphala ho gaye, aura hama asaphala karane kA sArA upAya kreNge| isakA to matalaba huA, mahAvIra ne syusAiDa kI, AtmahatyA kI AjJA dI, ki koI saMnyAsI maranA cAhe to mara sakatA hai| kisI ko haka nahIM hai use jabardastI rokane kaa| ___ isase aura bhI khayAla sApha ho gayA ki yaha dhAraNA mRtyuvAdI hai, Detha orieMTeDa hai| jIvana se isakA saMbaMdha kama aura mRtyu se saMbaMdha jyAdA hai| to yaha libiDo ke khilApha hai| isalie brahmacarya ke pakSa meM hai, kAma ke khilApha hai / sikor3ane ke pakSa meM hai, phailane ke khilApha hai| prema ke khilApha hai, virakti ke pakSa meM hai aura antataH mRtyu ke pakSa meM hai, aura jIvana ke khilApha hai| aura mahAvIra se to sahArA pUrA mila gayA, kyoMki mahAvIra kahate haiM, AdamI ko haka hai marane kaa| lekina bhUla ho gayI hai| mahAvIra aura buddha jaise vyaktiyoM ko samajhanA sirpha Upara se, AsAna nahIM hai, bhItara utaranA bahuta jarUrI hai| mahAvIra ne AtmahatyA kI AjJA nahIM dI hai, kyoMki mahAvIra kI zarte haiN| mahAvIra kahate haiM, vaha AdamI marane kA hakadAra hai jisako jIvana kI koI bhI AkAMkSA zeSa nahIM raha gayI, koI bhii| - isalie mahAvIra ne nahIM kahA ki jahara lekara mara jaanaa| kyoMki dhokhA ho sakatA hai| eka kSaNa meM kabhI aisA laga sakatA hai ki saba AkAMkSA khatma ho gayI aura AdamI mara sakatA hai| isalie mahAvIra ne kahA hai ki jahara lekara mata mara jAnA / kyoMki kSaNa meM dhokhA ho sakatA hai| mahAvIra ne kahA, upavAsa kara lenA / upavAsa karake koI maregA to kama se kama nabbe dina laga jAte haiN| nabbe dina soca vicAra ke lie lambA avasara hai| ___ duniyA meM koI AdamI nabbe dina taka AtmahatyA ke vicAra para thira nahIM raha sakatA, aura agara raha jAye to apUrva dhyAna ko upalabdha ho gyaa| nabbe dina kI bAta alaga, vaijJAnika kahate haiM ki eka saikeMDa bhI AtmahatyA meM cUke ki cUka gye| usI vakta kara lo to kara lo| kyoMki vaha bhAvAveza meM hotI haiM, tIvra bhAvAveza meM / koI dukha lagA aura eka AdamI chalAMga lagAkara chata se kUda gyaa| phira aba bIca meM samajha meM bhI par3e to koI upAya nahIM hai| aba kUda hI gaye, aba maranA hI pdd'egaa| jitane loga AtmahatyA karake marate haiM, agara hama unako jilA sakeM to ve sabhI kaheMge ki hamase galatI ho gyii| kSaNa ke Aveza 104 Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ akele hI hai bhoganA meM AdamI kucha bhI kara letA hai| isalie mahAvIra ne kahA, Aveza nahIM calegA, nabbe dina kA vakta caahie| bhojana tyAga kara do, pAnI kA tyAga kara do| __ jisa AdamI ko jIvana kA saba raMga calA gayA hai, usako pyAsa kI pIr3A bhI akharegI nhiiN| agara akharatI hai, to abhI jIvana ko jIne kA rasa bAkI hai| jisa AdamI ko jIvana kA hI artha calA gayA, vaha aba yaha nahIM kahegA ki mujhe bhUkha lagI hai aura peTa meM bar3I takalIpha hotI hai, kyoMki peTa kI takalIpha jIvana kA aMga thI / ve sArI cIjeM ki takalIpha ho rahI hai, pIr3A ho rahI hai, vaha jIveSaNA ko hI ho rahI thii| agara jIveSaNA nahIM rahI to ThIka hai; bhUkha bhI ThIka hai. bhojana bhI ThIka hai. pyAsa bhI ThIka hai, pAnI bhI ThIka hai| na milA to bhI ThIka hai| milA to bhI ThIka hai| aisI virakti A jaayegii| to mahAvIra ne kahA hai, nabbe dina taka jo zAMtipUrvaka mRtyu kI pratIkSA kara sake, azAMta na ho jAye, isameM bhI jaldabAjI na kare, use AjJA hai ki vaha mara sakatA hai| ___ yaha AtmahatyA nahIM hai| yaha jIvana se mukta honA hai, jIvana kI mRtyu nahIM hai| aura jIvana se mukta honA kahanA bhI ThIka nahIM hai, yaha jIveSaNA se mukta honA hai| lekina samajhanA kaThina hai / aura unhoMne jo jo bAteM kahI haiM, jinameM hameM lagatA hai ki niSedhaka haiM, ve koI bhI niSedhaka nahIM haiM / mahAvIra to kahate hI yaha haiM ki jaba koI vyakti apane hI mana se mRtyu ko aMgIkAra karatA hai, tabhI paripUrNa jIvana ko samajha pAtA hai| __ise thor3A hama samajha leM / hai bhI yahI bAta / jaba hameM sapheda lakIra khIMcanI hotI hai to hama kAle blaikaborDa para khIMcate haiM, sapheda dIvAra para nahIM / sapheda dIvAra para khIMcI gayI sapheda lakIra dikhAyI bhI nahIM par3egI / jitanA hogA kAlA takhtA, utanI ubharakara dikhAyI pdd'egii| jaba bijalI camakatI hai pUrNimA kI rAta meM, to patA bhI nahIM cltii| aura jaba bijalI camakatI hai amAvasa ko, tabhI patA calatI hai| mahAvIra kI samajha yaha hai ki jaba koI vyakti mRtyu ko apane hAtha se varaNa kara letA hai, mRtyu ko svIkAra kara letA hai, to mRtyu kA jo daMza hai, dukha hai, pIr3A hai vaha to kho gyii| mRtyu eka kAlI rAtri kI taraha cAroM tarapha ghira jAtI hai| aura jaba koI vyakti isakA koI niSedha nahIM karatA, koI inakAra nahIM karatA; to mRtyu pRSThabhUmi bana jAtI hai, baikagrAuMDa bana jAtI hai| aura pahalI daphe jIvana kI jo AbhA hai, jIvana kI jo camaka hai, bijalI hai, jIvana kI jo jyoti hai, isa cAroM tarapha ghirI huI mRtyu ke bIca meM dikhAyI par3atI hai| ___ jo jIveSaNA se ghirA hai, vaha jIvana ko kabhI nahIM dekha pAtA, kyoMki vaha sapheda dIvAra para lakIreM khIMca rahA hai| jo mRtyu se ghirakara jIvana ko dekhane meM samartha ho jAtA hai, vahI jAna pAtA hai ki maiM amRta hUM, merI koI mRtyu nahIM hai| yaha jarA ulTA mAlUma par3atA hai, lekina jIvana ke niyama ke anukUla hai| mRtyu kI saghanatA meM ghirakara hI jIvana bhI saghana ho jAtA hai / mRtyu jaba cAroM tarapha se ghera letI hai to jIvana bhI akhaNDa hokara bIca meM khar3A ho jAtA hai| aura jaba hama mRtyu meM bhI jAnate haiM ki 'maiM hUM', jaba hama mRtyu meM DUbate hue bhI jAnate haiM ki 'maiM hUM', jaba mRtyu saba tarapha se hameM ghera letI hai, taba bhI hama jAnate haiM ki 'maiM hUM', jaba mRtyu hameM zarIra ke bAhara bhI le jAtI hai, taba bhI hama jAnate haiM ki 'maiM hUM', tabhI koI jAnatA hai ki maiM ke hone kA kyA artha hai| kyA hai jIvana? vaha hama mRtyu meM hI jAnate haiN| __ marate hama saba haiM, lekina hamArI mRtyu behoza hai| marate hama saba haiM, lekina nahIM marane kI AkAMkSA itanI prabala hotI hai ki mRtyu ko hama duzmana kI taraha lete haiM / aura jaba duzmana kI taraha lete haiM to hama mRtyu se lar3ate haiN| hama marate nahIM, hama lar3ate hue marate haiN| hama marate nahIM-zAMta, mauna, dhyAnapUrvaka dekhate hue / hama itanA lar3ate haiM, itanA upadrava macAte haiM, itanA bacanA cAhate haiM ki usa ceSTA meM behoza ho jAte haiN| 105 Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 2 mRtyu kI eka vyavasthita prakriyA hai| jaise ki sarjana ApakI koI haDDI kATa rahA ho to anasthisiyA de detA hai, behozI kI davA de detA hai| kyoMki Dara hai ki jaba vaha haDDI kATegA to Apa lar3eMge kATane se ki na kATI jAye / ghabarAyeMge, pIr3ita hoMge, parezAna hoMge / resisTeMsa khar3A hogaa| to Apake zarIra meM do taraha kI dhArAeM ho jAyeMgI, eka tarapha kATane kI bAta hai, aura eka tarapha Apa bacAne kI ceSTA kreNge| agara Apako suI bhI cubhAI jAye to Apa bacAne kI ceSTA kareMge apane ko / svAbhAvika hai / to behoza karanA jarUrI hai, tAki Apa upadrava khar3A na kreN| __ mRtyu sabase bar3I sarjarI hai| eka haDDI nahIM kaTatI, sArI haDDiyoM se saMbaMdha kaTatA hai| eka mAMsa-pezI nahIM kaTatI, sAre mAMsa se saMbaMdha TUTa jAtA hai| jisa zarIra ke sAtha Apa sattara varSa taka eka hokara jIye the, aura jisake khUna-khUna aura royeM-royeM meM ApakI cetanA samAviSTa ho gayI thI, aura jisameM samAviSTa hI nahIM ho gayI thI, Apane ekAtma banA liyA thA ki maiM zarIra haM, usase alaga honA bar3I se bar3I sarjarI hai| ___ Apa hoza meM tabhI raha sakate haiM, jaba ApakA mRtyu se virodha na ho / agara virodha na ho, Apa mauna aura zAMti svIkArapUrvaka agara mRtyu meM DUbeM-usI ko mahAvIra ne saMthArA kahA hai, Atma-maraNa kahA hai to Apa behozI meM nahIM hoMge, to mRtyu ko anasthisiyA kI jarUrata nahIM pdd'egii| lekina hama itane ghabarA jAte haiM aura itane tanAva se bhara jAte haiM aura itanA bacanA cAhate haiM aura apanI khATa ko itane jora se pakar3a lete haiM ki kahIM mRtyu chInakara na le jAye / itane tanAva meM bhara jAte haiM ki vaha tanAva eka sImA para A jAtA hai| usa sImA ke Age jAnA zarIra anasthisiyA ko chor3a detA hai aura hama behoza ho jAte haiN| adhika loga...adhikatama loga behozI meM marate haiM, isalie hameM mRtyu kI phira naye janma meM koI yAda nahIM raha jAtI / jo loga hoza meM marate haiM, unako dUsare janma meM yAda raha jAtI hai| kyoMki yAda hamezA hoza kI raha sakatI hai, behozI kI yAda nahIM raha sktii| ___ yaha jo behozI kI ghaTanA ghaTatI hai mRtyu meM, yaha hamArI hI jIveSaNA kA pariNAma hai / to mahAvIra kahate haiM, jIveSaNA chor3a do, jIyo / aura jo jIvana ko jItA hai, abhI aura kala kI phikra nahIM karatA, vaha mRtyu ko bhI jI legA, jaba mRtyu AyegI, aura kala kI phikra se mRtyu ko dekha liyA, usane jIvana ko bhI dekha liyA, kyoMki vaha hoza, jo mRtyu ke mukAbale bhI Tika gayA, vahI hai jIvana / vaha jAgati jo mRtyu bhI na bujhA sakI, vaha samajha jo mRtyu bhI miTA na sakI, vaha bodha jo mRtyu bhI dhuMdhalA na kara sakI, vahI bodha hai jIvana / . mahAvIra jIvana virodhI nahIM haiM, jIveSaNA virodhI haiN| aura jIveSaNA miTe, to hI jIvana kA anubhava sambhava hai| aba hama unake sUtra ko leN| 'saMsAra meM jitane bhI prANI haiM, saba apane kRtakarmoM ke kAraNa hI dukhI hote haiN| acchA yA burA jaisA bhI karma ho, usakA phala bhoge binA chuTakArA nahIM miltaa|' 'pApI jIva ke dukha ko na jAtivAle baMTA sakate haiM, na mitra, na putra, na bhAI, na baMdhu / jaba dukha A par3atA hai taba akelA hI use bhoganA hai, kyoMki karma apane kartA ke pIche lagate haiM, anya kisI ke nhiiN|' isameM kucha kramika rUpa se hama bindu samajha leN| saMsAra meM jitane prANI haiM, saba apane kRtakoM ke kAraNa hI dukhI hote haiM- pahalI bAta / yaha AdhArabhUta hai| agara Apa dukhI hote haiM to apane hI kAraNa / lekina hama sabhI socate haiM ki dUsare ke kAraNa / kabhI Apane aisA samajhA hai ki dukhI Apa ho rahe haiM, apane kAraNa? 106 Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ akele hI hai bhoganA kabhI bhI nhiiN| kyoMki jisa dina Apa aisA samajha leMge, usa dina Apake jIvana meM krAMti ghaTanI zurU ho gayI, usa dina Apane dharma ke mandira meM praveza karanA zurU kara diyaa| ___ hama sadA socate haiM, dukhI ho rahe haiM dUsare ke kAraNa / kabhI aisA nahIM lagatA ki apane kAraNa dukhI ho rahe haiN| na vaha gAlI detA, na hama dukhI hote / na usa AdamI ne hamArI corI kI hotI, na hama dukhI hote / na vaha AdamI patthara mAratA, na hama dukhI hote| sApha hI hai bAta ki dUsare hameM dukha de rahe haiM isalie hama dukhI ho rahe haiN| agara koI hameM dukha na de to hama dukhI na hoNge| yaha bAta itanI tarkapUrNa lagatI hai hamAre mana ko ki dUsarI bAta kA khayAla hI nahIM AtA ki hama apane kAraNa dukhI ho rahe haiN| pati patnI ke kAraNa, beTA mAM ke kAraNa, bhAI bhAI ke kAraNa, hindustAna pAkistAna ke kAraNa, pAkistAna hindustAna ke kAraNa, hindU musalamAna ke kAraNa, musalamAna hinduoM ke kAraNa; saba kisI aura kI vajaha se dukhI ho rahe haiN| rAjanIti kA maulika AdhAra yaha sUtra hai, ki dukha dUsare ke kAraNa hai| aura dharma kA yaha maulika sUtra hai, ki dukha apane kAraNa hai| sArI rAjanIti isa para khar3I hai ki dukha dUsare ke kAraNa hai| isalie dUsare ko miTA do, dukha kA kAraNa miTa jAyegA / yA dUsare ko badala DAlo, dukha kA kAraNa miTa jaayegaa| yA paristhiti ko dUsarA kara lo, dukha miTa jaayegaa| duniyA meM do taraha kI buddhiyAM haiM--rAjanItika aura dhArmika / aura ye do sUtra haiM unake AdhAra meM, agara Apa socate haiM ki dUsare ke kAraNa dukhI haiM to Apa rAjanItika cittavAle vyakti haiN| Apako kabhI khayAla bhI na AyA hogA, ki patnI soca rahI hai, pati ke kAraNa dukha hai| isameM koI rAjanIti hai| pUrI rAjanIti hai| isalie rAjanIti meM jo hogA, vaha yahAM bhI hogA / kalaha khar3I hogI / saMgharSa khar3A hogA, eka dUsare ko badalane kI ceSTA hogI, eka dUsare ko apane DhaMga para lAne kA prayAsa hogA, eka dUsare ko miTAne kI ceSTA hogii| __ hama isa bhASA meM kabhI socate nhiiN| kyoMki bhASA agara sakhta ho to hamAre bhrama tor3a sakatI hai| isalie hama aisA kabhI nahIM kahate ki hama eka dUsare ko miTAne kI ceSTA meM lage haiM, hama kahate haiM, eka dUsare ko badala rahe haiN| badalane kA matalaba kyA hai? tuma jaise ho, vaise mere dukha ke kAraNa ho / tumako maiM badalUMgA / jaba tuma anukUla ho jAoge mere, to mere sukha ke kAraNa ho jaaoge| dUsarI bAta dhyAna meM le leN| cUMki hama socate haiM ki dUsarA dukha kA kAraNa hai, isalie hama yaha bhI socate haiM ki dUsarA sukha kA kAraNa hai| na dUsarA dukha kA kAraNa hai, na dUsarA sukha kA kAraNa hai / sadA kAraNa hama haiM / jisa dina AdamI isa satya ko samajhanA zurU kara detA hai, usa dina dhArmika honA zurU ho jAtA hai| kyoM? yaha jora itanA kyoM hai mahAvIra kA ki dukha yA sukha ke kAraNa hama haiN| isake jora ke gahare... avalokana para nirbhara yaha bAta hai| aura yaha koI mahAvIra akele kA kahanA nahIM hai| isa pRthvI para jina logoM ne bhI manuSya ke sukha-dukha ke saMbaMdha meM gaharI khoja kI hai, nirapavAda rUpa se ve isa sUtra se rAjI haiN| isalie maiM nahIM kahatA ki Izvara kA mAnanA dharma kA mUla sUtra hai| kyoMki bahuta dharma Izvara nahIM mAnate khuda mahAvIra nahIM mAnate / buddha nahIM mAnate / Izvara mUla AdhAra nahIM hai dharma kA / koI socatA ho, veda mUla AdhAra hai to galatI meM hai. koI socatA ho bAibila mala AdhAra hai to galatI meM hai| koI socatA ho ki yaha hai mala AdhAra dharma kA ki daMkha aura sukha kA kAraNa maiM hUM, to galatI meM nhiiN| to dharma kI maulika pakar3a usakI samajha meM A gyii| yaha nirapavAda satya hai| veda mAne, koI kurAna, koI bAibila, mahAvIra, buddha, jIsasa, muhammada, kisI ko mAne, agara isa sUtra para usakI samajha A gayI hai to kahIM se bhI rAstA mila jaayegaa|agr yaha sUtra usake khayAla meM nahIM AyA to vaha kisI ko bhI mAnatA rahe, koI rAstA mila nahIM sktaa| 107 Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 2 kyoM? maiM hI kyoM jimmedAra hUM apane sukha aura dukha kA? jaba koI mujhe gAlI detA hai, svabhAvataH dikhAyI par3atA hai ki vaha gAlI de rahA hai aura maiM dukhI ho rahA huuN| lekina yaha pUrI zrRMkhalA nahIM hai| Apa AdhI zrRMkhalA dekha rahe haiN| merA koI apamAna karatA hai, gAlI detA hai, mujhe dukha hotA hai| lekina yaha zrRMkhalA adhUrI hai| yaha dukha asalI meM isalie hotA hai ki maiM mAna cAhatA thA, sammAna cAhatA thA aura koI gAlI detA hai, apamAna karatA hai / jo maiM cAhatA thA, vaha nahIM hotA / dukhI hotA huuN| mere dukha kA kAraNa ApakA apamAna karanA nahIM hai, merI mAna kI AkAMkSA hai| mAna kI AkAMkSA jitanI jyAdA hogI, utanA hI apamAna kA dukha bar3hatA jaayegaa| mAna kI AkAMkSA na hogI, apamAna kA dukha kama hotA jaayegaa| mAna kI AkAMkSA zUnya ho jAyegI, apamAna meM koI bhI dukha nahIM raha jaataa| ___ to dukha apamAna meM nahIM hai, mAna kI AkAMkSA meM hai / aura dhyAna rahe, apamAna to koI bAda meM karatA hai, pahale mAna kI AkAMkSA mere pAsa honI caahiye| mere pAsa mAna kI AkAMkSA ho to hI koI apamAna kara sakatA hai| jo maiMne cAhA hI nahIM hai, usake na milane para kaisA dukha? ___ agara cora Apako dukha detA hai, ApakI cIja chIna le jAtA hai, to Upara se sApha dikhatA hai ki cora kI vajaha se dukha ho rahA hai| lekina cIja ko pakar3ane kA moha, parigraha kA jo bhAva thA, usake kAraNa dukha ho rahA hai, vaha khayAla meM nahIM AtA / mUla meM cora nahIM hai, mUla meM Apa hI haiN| mUla meM pakar3anA cAhate the, yaha cIja merI hai / ise koI na chIne / aura phira koI chIna letA hai to dukha hotA hai| apanA hI lobha, apanA hI parigraha cora ko dukha dene ke lie avasara banatA hai| ise hama khojeM ThIka se to jahAM bhI hama dukha pAyeMge, vahAM zrRMkhalA kI eka kar3I hama dekhate nhiiN| use hama chor3a jAte haiN| hama apane ko bacAkara socate haiM sadA / dUsare se zurU karate haiM, jahAM se kar3I kI zuruAta nahIM hai| vahAM se zurU nahIM karate jahAM se kar3I kI asalI zuruAta hai| ___ kauna-sI cIja ApakI hai? dho ne kahA hai, saba sampatti corI hai| isa artha meM kahA hai ki Apa nahIM the taba bhI vaha sampatti thI, Apa nahIM hoMge taba bhI hogii| koI sampatti ApakI nahIM hai| Apane nahIM curAyI hogI, Apake pitA ne curAyI hogii| pitA ne nahIM curAyI hogI, unake pitA ne curAyI hogii| lekina saba sampatti corI hai, chInA-jhapaTI hai| phira koI dUsarA cora Apase chIna rahe haiN| coroM kA samAja hai, usameM eka cora dUsare cora ko sukhI kara rahA hai, dukhI kara rahA hai| __ise agara koI ThIka se dekhegA ki jisako bhI maiM kahatA hUM, merA, vahIM maiMne dukha kI zuruAta kara dI, kyoMki merA kucha bhI nahIM hai| meM AtA hU~ khAlI hAtha, binA kucha lie aura jAtA hU~ khAlI hAtha, binA kucha lie| ina donoM ke bIca meM bahuta kucha mere hAtha meM hotA hai| isameM kucha bhI merA nahIM hai| jaba merA kucha bhI nahIM hai, aisA jisako dikhAyI paDa jAye, cora use dakhI nahIM kregaa| ___ rinjhAI ke bAbata sunA hai maiMne, eka rAta cora usake ghara meM ghusa gyaa| kucha bhI na thA ghara meM / rinjhAI bahuta dukhI hone lgaa| akelA eka kambala thA, jise vaha or3hakara so rahA thA / vaha bar3A cintita huA ki cora AyA, khAlI hAtha lauttegaa| rAta ThaMDI hai, itanI dUra AyA, gAMva se pAMca mIla kA phAsalA hai| aura phakIra ke ghara meM kahAM cora Ate haiM! aura jo cora phakIra ke ghara meM AyA, usakI hAlata kaisI burI na hogii| to vaha bar3A cintita hone lagA, aura kaise isakI sahAyatA karUM, eka kambala hai, vaha maiM or3he haiN| to jo maiM or3he hai, vaha to yaha le na jA skegaa| to kambala ko dUra rakhakara sarakakara so gyaa| cora bar3A hairAna huA ki AdamI kaisA hai ! ghara meM kucha hai bhI nahIM, eka kambala hI dikhAyI par3atA hai, vaha bhI alaga rakhakara alaga kyoM so gayA mujhe dekhakara / vaha lauTane lagA to rinjhAI ne kahA, aise khAlI hAtha mata jaao| mana meM pIr3A raha jaayegii| kabhI to koI corI 108 Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ akele hI hai bhoganA karane AyA / aisA apanA saubhAgya kahAM ki koI corI karane Aye ! hai hI nahIM kucha, yaha kambala lete jaao| aura aba jaba dubArA Ao to jarA pahale se khabara karanA / garIba AdamI hUM, kucha iMtajAma kara luuNgaa| ___cora to ghabarAhaTa meM kambala lekara bhAgA ki kahAM ke AdamI ke cakkara meM par3a gayA huuN| lekina rAste meM jAkara use khayAla AyA ki bhAgane kI koI jarUrata na thii| purAnI Adata se bhAga AyA huuN| isa AdamI se bhAgane kI kyA jarUrata thI? vApasa lauttaa| vApasa lauTA to nagna rinjhAI laMgoTI lagAye khir3akI para baiThA thA, cAMda ko dekha rahA thA aura usane eka gIta likhA thaa| cora vApasa AyA to vaha gIta gunagunA rahA thaa| usakA gIta bahuta prasiddha ho gyaa| usa gIta meM vaha cAMda se kaha rahA hai ki merA vaza cale to cAMda ko AkAza se tor3akara usa cora ko bheMTa kara dN| cora ne gIta sunA / vaha caraNoM meM gira pdd'aa| usane kahA, 'tuma kaha kyA rahe ho? maiM cora hUM, mujhe tuma cAMda bheMTa karanA cAhate ho? maiM galatI se bhAga gayA, mujhe pAsa le lo / kaba aisA dina AyegA ki maiM bhI tuma jaisA ho jAUMgA ! aba taka jinake ghara meM maiM gayA, ve bhI saba cora the| mAlika, mujhe pahalI daphA milaa|' ___ koI bar3e cora haiM, koI choTe cora haiM / koI kuzala cora haiM, koI akuzala cora haiN| kucha nyAyasaMgata corI karate haiM, kucha nyAya-viparIta corI karate haiN| __ para usa cora ne kahA, jinake ghara meM bhI gayA, saba cora the| eka daphA pahalA AdamI milA hai jo ki cora nahIM hai| aura ve saba bhI mujhe zikSA dete rahe haiM ki corI mata karo, lekina unakI bAta mujhe jaMcI nahIM, kyoMki vaha coroM kI hI bAta thii| tumane kucha bhI na kahA, lekina merI corI chUTa gyii| mujhe apane jaisA banA lo ki maiM bhI cora na raha jaauuN| kyA hama anubhava karate haiM, vaha hama para nirbhara hai| yaha rinjhAI kI karuNA cora ke prati, rinjhAI kI hI bAta hai| cora ke prati ApameM dukha paidA hotA, krodha paidA hotA, ghRNA paidA hotI, lekina karuNA paidA nahIM ho sakatI thii| jo hamameM paidA hotA hai vaha hamAre bhItara hai| dUsarA to sirpha bahAnA hai, dUsarA hai sirpha bahAnA / jo nikalatA hai vaha hamArA hai, lekina hameM apanA koI patA nahIM; isalie jaba bAhara AtA hai taba hama samajhate haiM ki dUsare kA diyA huA hai| ___ agara Apake bAhara dukha AtA hai to dUsarA kevala bahAnA hai| dukha Apake bhItara hai| dUsarA to sirpha sahArA bana jAtA hai bAhara lAne kA / isalie jo Apake dukha ko bAhara le AtA hai, usakA anugraha mAnanA / kyoMki vaha bAhara na lAtA to zAyada Apako apane bhItara chipe hue dukha ke kuoM kA patA hI na cltaa| sukha bhI dUsarA bAhara lAtA hai, dukha bhI dUsarA bAhara lAtA hai, sirpha nimitta hai| __ nimitta zabda kA mahAvIra ne bahuta upayoga kiyA hai / yaha zabda bar3A adabhuta hai / aisA koI zabda duniyA kI dUsarI bhASA meM khojanA muzkila hai, nimitta / nimitta kA matalaba hai, jo kAraNa nahIM hai aura kAraNa jaisA mAlUma par3atA hai| ___ Apane mujhe gAlI dI, dukha ho gayA, to mahAvIra nahIM kahate ki gAlI dene se dukha huaa| ve kahate haiM nimitta, gAlI nimitta banI, dukha taiyAra thA, vaha pragaTa ho gyaa| gAlI kAraNa nahIM hai, kAraNa to sammAna kI AkAMkSA hai| gAlI nimitta hai| nimitta kA matalaba-sUDo kaoNja, jhUThA kAraNa, mithyA kaarnn| dikhAyI par3atA hai yahI kAraNa hai, aura yaha kAraNa nahIM hai| nimitta kA matalaba-kAraNa ko chipAne kI tarakIba / asalI kAraNa chipa jAye bhItara, aura jhUThA kAraNa banA lene kA upaay| isalie mahAvIra kahate haiM, saMsAra meM jitane bhI prANI haiM, saba apane hI kAraNa dukhI hote haiN| aura yaha kAraNa kyoM unake bhItara ikaTThA huA hai? kRtakarmoM ke kAraNa / jo-jo unhoMne pIche kiyA hai, usase unakI AdateM nirmita ho gayI haiM / jo-jo unhoMne pIche kiyA hai usase unake saMskAra nirmita ho gaye haiM, unakI kaMDIzaniMga ho gayI hai| jo unhoMne kiyA hai, vahI unakA citta hai| jo-jo ve karate rahe haiM vahI unakA 109 Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 2 citta hai| usa citta ke kAraNa ve dukhI hote haiN| citta hai hamAre anaMta-anaMta karmoM kA saMskAra / samajheM-kala bhI Apane kucha kiyA, parasoM bhI Apane kucha kiyA, isa janma meM bhI, pichale janma meM bhI, vaha jo saba Apane kiyA hai usane Apako DhAMcA de diyA hai, eka paiTarna / eka socane, samajhane, vyAkhyA karane kI eka vyavasthA Apake mana meM de dii| Apa usI vyAkhyA se calate haiM aura socate haiN| usI vyAkhyA ke kAraNa Apa sukhI aura dukhI hote rahate haiM aura usa vyAkhyA ko Apa kabhI nahIM bdlte| sukha-dukha ko badalane kI bAhara koziza karate haiM aura bhItara kI vyAkhyA ko pakar3akara rakhate haiN| aura ApakI hara koziza usa vyAkhyA ko majabUta karatI hai| Apake citta ko majabUta karatI hai, Apake mAiMDa ko aura tAkata detI calI jAtI hai| jisake kAraNa dukha hotA hai, usako Apa majabUta karate jAte haiM aura nimitta ko badalane kI ceSTA meM lage rahate haiN| kAraNa chipA rahatA hai, nimitta hama badalate cale jAte haiN| phira bar3e maje kI ghaTanAeM ghaTatI haiM--kitanA hI nimitta badalo, kAraNa nahIM bdltaa| eka mitra parasoM mere pAsa aaye| amarIkA meM unhoMne zAdI kii| kAphI paisA kamAyA zAdI ke bAda / vaha sArA kA sArA paisA amarIkA ke baiMkoM meM apanI patnI ke nAma se jamA kiyaa| khada ke nAma se kara nahIM sakate jamA, patnI ke nAma se vaha sArA paisA jamA kiyaa| acAnaka patnI calI gayI aura usane vahAM se jAkara khabara dI ki mujhe talAka karanA hai| aba bar3I muzkila meM par3a gye| patnI bhI hAtha se jAtI hai, vaha jo cAra lAkha rupayA jamA kiyA hai, vaha bhI hAtha se jAtA hai| aba kisI ko kaha bhI nahIM sakate ki cAra lAkha jamA kiyA hai, kyoMki usameM pahale yahAM phaMseMge ki vaha cAra lAkha vahAM le kaise gye| vaha jamA kaise kiyA? mere pAsa ve aaye| ve kahane lage ki maiM patnI ko itanA prema karatA hUM ki usake binA bilakula nahIM jI sakatA / to koI yoga meM aisA camatkAra nahIM hai ki merI patnI kA mana badala jAye? vaha khiMcI calI Aye? loga yoga vagairaha meM tabhI utsuka hote haiM jaba unako koI camatkAra...khiMcI calI Aye, aisA kucha kara deN| maiMne unase kahA ki pahale tama saca-saca majhe batAo ki patnI se matalaba hai ki cAra lAkha se? kyoMki yoga meM agara patnI ko khIMcane kA camatkAra hai to cAra lAkha khIMcane kA bhI camatkAra ho sakatA hai| tuma saca-saca btaao| __unhoMne kahA, kyA kaha rahe haiM, rupayA akelA A sakatA hai? to patnI se koI lenA-denA nahIM hai / bhAr3a meM jAye, rupayA nikala aaye| kahane lage ki meM to usase bahuta prema karatA thA, kyoM mujhe chor3akara calI gayI, samajha meM nahIM aataa| kyoM mujhe itanA dukha de rahI hai? samajha meM nahIM aataa| ___ maiMne kahA, bilakula sApha samajha meM A rahA hai, patnI ko kabhI tumane bhUlakara bhI prema nahIM kiyA hogaa| tumane bhI patnI ko zAyada yaha jamA karane ke lie hI cunA hogA / aura patnI bhI ina rupayoM ke kAraNa hI tumhAre pAsa AyI hogii| mAmalA bilakula sApha hai / ve kahane lage, eka avasara mujhe mila jAye, patnI vApasa A jaaye| to maiMne, jo-jo bhaleM Apa batAte haiM, aba dabArA nahIM kruuNgaa| Apa majhe samajhA deM, kaisA vyavahAra karUM, kyA prema karUM; lekina eka avasara to mujhe mila jAye sudharane kaa| yaha jo AdamI kaha rahA hai, eka avasara mujhe mila jAye sudharane kA, ise avasara mile, yaha sudharegA? yaha ho sakatA hai patnI kI hatyA kara de| isake sudharane kA AsAra nahIM hai koI, sudharanA yaha cAhatA bhI nahIM hai| yaha mAna bhI nahIM rahA hai ki yaha galata hai| vaha jo hamAre bhItara mana hai, usako to hama majabUta kiye cale jAte haiN| maiMne unase kahA ki dUsarI zAdI kara lo, chor3o bhI / dUsarI zAdI kara lo, isa bAta ko chor3o / paisA phira kamA loge| lekina aba dubArA jamA mata karanA amerikA meM / tuma bhI cora the, patnI bhI cora sAbita huI, cora coroM ko khoja lete haiN| lekina yaha mata soco ki isameM dukha kA kAraNa patnI hai / ve bar3e dukhI haiM, AMsU nikala-nikala Ate haiM / ye vaha cAra lAkha para nikala rahe haiM, patnI se koI lenA-denA nahIM hai| bar3e dukhI haiM, lekina dukha kA kAraNa ve soca rahe haiM, patnI kA dagA 110 .. Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ akele hI hai bhoganA hai| aura dagA yaha AdamI patnI ko pahale se hI de rahA hai| isakA koI lenA-denA nahIM hai patnI se| vaha rupayA hI sArA-sArA hisAba-kitAba hai| yaha mana to bhItara vahI kA vahI hai| agara yaha kala phira zAdI kara le to phira yahI kregaa| ___ pazcima meM manasavida jina logoM ke talAkoM kA adhyayana karate haiM, ve kahate haiM, bar3I hairAnI kI bAta hai, AdamI eka strI se zAdI karatA hai, talAka dekara dUsarI se zAdI karatA hai| phira dUsarI bAra bhI vaisI hI strI cuna letA hai jaisI pahalI bAra cunI thii| eka AdamI ne ATha bAra talAka kiyA / saoNlTara ne usakI pUrI jindagI kA vivaraNa diyA hai, aura hara bAra usane socA ki aba dubArA aisI patnI nahIM cunuuNgaa| aura hara bAra phira vaisI hI patnI cuna le / chaha mahIne bAda use patA calA ki vaha phira vaisI hI patnI cuna lAyA hai| ___ bhAratIya isalie kuzala the ki nAhaka parezAna kyoM karanA! eka hI patnI cunanI hai bAra-bAra, to eka se nipaTA lene meM harjA kyA hai? kama se kama itanI rAhata to rahegI ki maukA milatA to dUsarI bhI cuna sakate the| cuna nahIM sakate haiM aap| aura isalie bhAratIya bar3e adabhuta the ki ve patnI ke cunAva kA kAma khuda ko nahIM dete the, mAM-bApa se karavA lete the, jo jyAdA anubhavI the| jo jindagI dekha cuke the aura jindagI kI nAsamajhiyAM samajha cuke the| isalie hamane vyaktiyoM ke Upara nahIM chor3A thA cnaav| __ amarIkA meM saoNlTara ne kahA ki isa AdamI ne ATha daphA zAdI kI aura hara bAra vaisI hI patnI phira cuna lAyA / kAraNa kyA hai? cunAva jisa mana se hotA hai vaha to vahI hai / isalie maiM dUsarA cuna bhI kaise sakatA hUM? mujhe eka strI kI AvAja acchI lagatI hai, AMkha acchI lagatI hai, calane kA DhaMga acchA lagatA hai, zarIra kI banAvaTa acchI lagatI hai, anupAta pasanda par3atA hai, uThanA-baiThanA pasanda par3atA hai, vyavahAra pasaMda par3atA hai, isalie maiM cunatA huuN| ___ jaba maiM eka strI ko cunatA hUM to maiM apane mana ko hI cunatA hUM, usako nahIM cunatA, merI pasandagI ko cunatA huuN| phira yaha strI upadravI mAlUma par3atI hai, jhagar3AlU mAlUma par3atI hai| phira isameM dUsare guNa dikhAyI par3ane zurU hote haiM, taba maiM ise talAka detA huuN| phira dubArA maiM eka strI cunatA huuN| maiM phira vahI guNa khojUMgA jo maiMne pahalI strI meM khoje the, aura hara guNa ke sAtha jur3A huA durguNa hai| jo strI eka khAsa DhaMga se calatI hai usameM khAsa taraha kA durguNa hogA, aura jo strI eka khAsa taraha se mujhe pasanda par3atI hai, usakA dUsarA pahalU bhI khAsa DhaMga kA hogA, jo majhe dikkata degaa| pahalI strI meM maiMne usakA ceharA cana liyA. maiMne parNimA cana lI. lekina amAvasa bhI vaha amAvasa bhI aayegii| aura jaba amAvasa AyegI taba mujhe takalIpha hogii| taba maiM kahUMgA, yaha maiMne phira bhUla kara lii| lekina phira tIsarI bAra maiM cunUMgA, lekina phira maiM pUrNimA cunuuNgaa| phira amAvasa hogii| ___ hara vyaktitva ke kairekTara haiM / jo mujhe pasanda par3atA hai usake sAtha jur3I huI bAta bhI hai| vaha bAta mujhe dikhAyI nahIM par3a rahI hai| vaha jaba dikhAyI par3egI, taba samajha meM AyegA / vaha AdamI ATha daphA hara bAra eka-sI striyAM cuna letA hai| ise smjheN| eka AdamI ko aisI strI pasanda hai jo bilakula dabbU ho / hara bAta meM usakI mAnakara cale / lekina dabbUpana bhI eka tarakIba hai dUsare ko dabAne kii| dabbU bhI bilakula dabba nahIM hote| vaha apane dabbapana se bhI dabAte haiN| __to eka strI Apane cuna lI ki dabbU hai, mAnakara calegI, saba ThIka hai| lekina yaha pahalA ceharA hai| yaha sirpha zuruAta hai, yaha khela kA prAraMbha hai, niyama haiM khela ke / Apako dabbU strI pasanda hai to pasanda par3a gayI, lekina koI AdamI dabbU nahIM hai bhItara se / koI ho hI katA dabbU / to jaise hI kAma pUrA ho gayA, zAdI ho gayI, rajisTrI ho gayI, aba vaha dabbUpana khisakanA zurU ho jaayegaa| vaha to sirpha tarakIba thii| vaha usa vyakti kI tarakIba thI Apako pakar3ane kii| vaha to machalI ke lie kAMTe para jo ATA lagA thA, vahI thaa| lekina koI ATA khilAne ke lie nahIM baiThA rahatA jAkara machaliyoM ko| vaha kAMTA khilAne ke lie baiThA rahatA hai| jarUrI nahIM ki usako bhI patA ho, vaha bhI zAyada socatA ho ki ATA khilA rahe haiM machaliyoM ko / lekina ATA jaba maMha meM calA jAyegA to kAMTA aTaka 111 Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 2 jAyegA / vaha jo dabbU mAlUma par3a rahI thI, vaha dhIre-dhIre zera hone lgegii| hAlAMki usake zera hone ke DhaMga meM bhI dabbUpana hogaa| jaise, agara dabbU strI Apako satAnA cAhe to royegI, cillAyegI nahIM, krodha nahIM karegI; lekina ronA bhI jAnakhAU ho jAtA hai| aura kabhI-kabhI to krodhI strI kama jAnakhAU mAlUma par3egI, nipaTa jaayegii| ronevAlI strI jyAdA kuzalatA se satAtI hai| Apa yaha bhI nahIM kaha sakate ki vaha galata hai, kyoMki ronevAle ko kyA galata kho| vaha Apako doharI taraha se mAratI hai| naitika rUpa se bhI Apako lagatA hai ki Apa galatI kara rahe haiN| vaha Apako aparAdhI siddha kara degii| lekina taba, taba lagegA ki phira vahI cuna laaye| dubArA phira cunane jAyeMge, phira ApakI pasanda, ApakA jo mana hai vaha bhItara baiThA hai| vaha phira dabbU strI pasanda karatA hai| aba kI daphA vaha aura bhI jyAdA dabbU khojegA, kyoMki pahalI daphA bhUla ho gayI, utanI dabbU sAbita nahIM huii| dhyAna rakhanA, aura bar3I dabbU khojeMge to aura bar3I upadravI strI mila jaayegii| magara yaha clegaa| kyoMki hama jo mUla kAraNa hai, use nahIM dekhate, bAhara ke nimitta dekhate haiN| aura bAhara ke nimitta kAma nahIM pdd'te| ___ mahAvIra kahate haiM, 'apane hI kRtakarmoM ke kAraNa hama dukhI hote haiN|' aba agara maiM dabbU strI pasanda karatA hUM to yaha mere lambe karmoM, vicAroM, bhAvoM kA jor3a hai| lekina maiM pasanda kyoM karatA hUM dabbU strI? maiM kisI ko dabAnA pasanda karatA hUM, isalie jaba koI mujhase nahIM dabegA to maiM dukhI ho jaauuNgaa| asala meM dabAnA pasanda karanA hI pApa hai| kisI ko dabAnA pasanda karanA hI hiMsA hai| yaha maiM galata kara rahA hUM ki maiM kisI ko dabAyA huA pasanda karUM / svabhAvataH maiM bhI dabAnA cAhatA hUM, dUsare bhI dabAnA cAhate haiN| phira kalaha hogI, phira dukha hogA aura dukha maiM dUsare para thopane calA jaauuNgaa| 'acchA yA barA jaisA bhI karma ho, usake phala ko bhoge binA chaTakArA nahIM hai|' kaisA bhI karma ho, karma kA phala hokara hI rahatA hai| usakA koI upAya hI nhiiN| usakA kAraNa? kyoMki karma aura phala do cIjeM nahIM haiM, nahIM to bacanA ho sakatA hai / karma aura phala eka hI sikke ke do pahalU haiN| maiM eka rupaye ko uThAkara muTThI meM rakha lUM aura maiM kahUM ki maiM to sirpha sIdhe pahalU ko hI muTThI meM rakhUgA, aura vaha jo ulTA hissA hai vaha muTThI meM nahIM rakhUgA, to maiM pAgala huuN| kyoMki sikke meM do pahalU haiN| aura kitanA hI bArIka sikkA banAyA jAye, kitanA hI patalA sikkA banAyA jAye, dUsarA pahalU rahegA hii| koI upAya nahIM hai eka pahalU ke sikke ko banAne kA / koI upAya nahIM hai karma ko phala se alaga karane kaa| karma aura phala eka hI sikke ke do pahalU haiN| karma eka bAjU, phala dUsarI bAjU chipA hai, pIche hI khar3A hai| hama saba isI koziza meM lage haiM ki phala se baca jaayeN| aura kabhI-kabhI jindagI kI vyavasthA meM hama bacate hue mAlUma par3ate haiN| ___ eka AdamI corI kara letA hai, adAlata se baca jAtA hai to vaha socatA hai ki vaha phala se baca gyaa| vaha phala se nahIM bacA, samAja ke daNDa se baca gyaa| phala se nahIM bcaa| phala to Atmika ghaTanA hai| adAlatoM se usakA koI lenA-denA nahIM hai| kAnUna se usakA koI saMbaMdha nahIM hai / phala se koI nahIM baca sakatA / sAmAjika vyavasthA se baca sakatA hai, chUTa sakatA hai| lekina bacane aura chUTane kA jo karma kara rahA hai, usake phala se bhI nahIM baca sakatA / bhItara to bacAva kA koI upAya hI nahIM hai| maiMne kiyA krodha aura maiMne bhogA phala, maiMne kiyA moha aura maiMne bhogA phala / maiMne kiyA dhyAna aura maiMne bhogA phala / usase bacane kA koI upAya hI nahIM hai| nahIM hai upAya isalie ki karma aura phala do cIjeM nahIM haiN| nahIM to hama eka ko alaga kara sakate haiM, dUsare ko alaga kara sakate haiN| ve pahalU haiN| isa saMbaMdha meM eka bAta aura khayAla meM le lenI jarUrI hai| kucha loga socate haiM ki maiMne eka burA karma kiyaa| phira eka acchA karma kara diyA to bure ko kATa degA / ve galata socate haiN| koI acchA karma kisI bare karma ko nahIM kATa sakatA hai| isalie mahAvIra 112 . Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ akele hI hai bhoganA kahate haiM, acchA yA burA jaisA bhI karma ho, usakA phala bhoganA pdd'egaa| aisI kATa-pITa nahIM cltii| yaha koI lena-dena nahIM hai ki maiMne Apako-Apane mujhe pAMca rupaye udhAra diye, maiMne Apako pAMca rupaye lauTA diye, hisAba-kitAba sApha ho gyaa| idhara maiMne corI kI, udhara dAna kara diyA, mAmalA khatma ho gyaa| idhara maiMne kisI kI hatyA kI, vahAM eka beTe ko janma de diyA, mAmalA khatma ho gyaa| ___ Apake acche aura bure karma eka dUsare ko kATa nahIM sakate, kyoMki acchA karma apane meM pUrA hai, burA karma apane meM pUrA hai| bure karma kA Apako dukhada phala aura acche karma kA sukhada phala milatA rhegaa| Apa yaha nahIM kaha sakate ki hamane eka Ama kA bIja bo diyA, pahale eka nIma kA bIja boyA to nIma kA kar3avA vRkSa laga gayA, phira hamane eka Ama kA vRkSa bo diyA to Ama kA mIThA vRkSa laga gayA to aba nIma kA phala kar3avA nahIM hogaa| donoM alaga-alaga haiN| nIma kA phala aba bhI kar3avA hogaa| Ama kA phala aba bhI mIThA hogaa| Ama kI miThAsa nIma kI kar3avAhaTa ko nahIM kaattegii| nIma kI kar3avAhaTa Ama kI miThAsa ko nahIM kaattegii| balki yaha bhI hogA ki jisane nIma ko bhI cakhA-akelA nIma utanI kaDavI na mAlama paDe, jisane Ama ko bhI cakhA, nIma jyAdA kaDavI mAlama pddegii| jisane nIma ko bhI cakhA, Ama jyAdA mIThA mAlUma pdd'egaa| kaMTrAsTa hogA, lekina kaTAva nahIM hogaa| donoM sAtha-sAtha hoNge| __isalie mahAvIra kahate haiM, acche kA phala acchA hai, bure kA phala burA hai| acchA bure ko nahIM kATatA, burA acche ko naSTa nahIM krtaa| isalie hameM mizrita vyakti milate haiM jinako dekhakara musIbata hotI hai| eka AdamI meM hama dekhate haiM ki vaha cora bhI hai, beImAna bhI hai, phira bhI saphala ho rahA hai| to hameM bar3I ar3acana hotI hai ki kyA mAmalA hai? kyA bhagavAna coroM aura beImAnoM ko saphala karatA hai? aura eka AdamI ko hama dekhate haiM ki ImAnadAra hai, cora bhI nahIM hai aura asaphala ho rahA hai aura jahAM jAtA hai, to aise AdamI kahate haiM, sonA chuo to miTTI ho jAtA hai; kahIM bhI hAtha lagAo, asaphalatA hAtha lagatI hai| kyA mAmalA hai? __ mAmalA isa vajaha se hai, kyoMki pratyeka AdamI acche aura bure kA jor3a hai / jo AdamI cora hai, beImAna hai vaha saphala ho rahA hai, kyoMki saphalatA ke lie jina acche karmoM kA honA Avazyaka hai sAhasa, dAMva, asurakSA meM utaranA, jokhima-ve usameM haiM; jisako hama kahate haiM, ImAnadAra AdamI aura acchA AdamI asaphala ho rahA hai / na jokhima, na dAMva, na sAhasa, vaha ghara baiThakara sirpha acche rahakara saphala hone kI koziza kara rahe haiM / vaha burA AdamI daur3a rahA hai / acchA AdamI baiThA hai / vaha burA AdamI pahuMca jaayegaa| daur3a rahA hai, kucha kara rahA hai, aura ye donoM mizrita haiN| ___ hara AdamI eka mizraNa hai, isalie isa jagata meM itane virodhAbhAsa dikhAyI par3ate haiM / agara koI burA AdamI bhI saphala ho rahA hai aura kisI taraha kA sukha pA rahA hai to usakA artha hai ki usake pAsa kucha acche karmoM kI sampadA hai| aura agara koI acchA AdamI bhI dukha pA rahA hai to jAna lenA, usake pAsa bure karmoM kI sampadA hai| aura eka dUsare kA kaTAva nahIM hotaa| ___ isalie mahAvIra kahate haiM, acche karma kara karake koI mukta nahIM ho sakatA, kyoMki acche karma kA phala...bure karma kevala chor3a dene se koI mukta nahIM ho sktaa| acchA aura burA jaba donoM chUTa jAte haiM taba koI mukta hotA hai| isalie mahAvIra kahate haiM, puNya se mukti nahIM hotI, puNya se sukha milatA hai| pApa ke chor3ane se mukti nahIM hotI, kevala dukha nahIM miltaa| lekina pApa aura puNya jaba donoM chUTa jAte haiM--na acchA, na burA-taba AdamI mukta hotA hai| __mukti, acche aura bure se mukti hai / mukti, dvaMdva se mukti hai / mukti, virodha se mukti hai| mokSa kA artha-acche karmoM kA phala nahIM hai| mokSa phala nahIM hai| 113 Page #18 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 2 mahAvIra kI bhASA meM svarga phala hai, acche karmoM kA / naraka phala hai bure karmoM kA / aura hara AdamI svarga aura naraka meM eka-eka paira rakhe hue khar3A hai, kyoMki hara AdamI mizraNa hai bure aura acche karmoM kA / AdamI kI eka TAMga naraka taka pahuMcatI hai aura eka TAMga svarga taka pahuMcatI hai| aura nizcita hI svarga aura naraka ke phAsale para jo AdamI khar3A hai usako bar3I becainI, khiMcAva...Aja naraka, kala svarga, subaha naraka, sAMjha svarga, isameM tanAva, ciMtA paidA hogii| mahAvIra kahate haiM, ye donoM paira haTa jAte haiM svarga aura naraka se, jaba AdamI ke sAre karma zUnya ho jAte haiM / karma kI zUnyatA mokSa hai, karma kA phala nahIM; zUnyatA, jaba saba karma kSINa ho jAte haiN| ___ isalie mahAvIra kahate haiM, pApI jIva ke dukha ko na jAtivAle baMTA sakate haiM, na mitra, na putra, na bhAI, na baMdhu / dukha AtA hai, taba akele hI bhoganA hai| kyoMki karma karttA ke pIche lagate haiM. anya ke nhiiN| karma kA phala Apako hI bhoganA paDegA. kyoMki kA hai| karma dUsare kA nahIM hai| merI patnI kA karma nahIM hai, merA karma merA hai, mujhe bhoganA pdd'egaa| isa artha meM mahAvIra mAnate haiM ki pratyeka vyakti parama svatantra hai, dUsare se baMdhA nahIM hai| aura isalie koI lena-dena kA upAya nahIM hai ki maiM dukha Apako de duuN| hAlAMki hama kahate haiM...hama kahate haiM kisI ko prema karate haiM to hama kahate haiM ki saba dukha mujhe de do| koI upAya nahIM hai / aura zAyada isIlie AsAnI se kahate haiM, kyoMki koI upAya nahIM hai| agara aisA ho sake to maiM nahIM mAnatA ki koI kisI se kahegA ki saba dukha mujhe de do| taba premI aisA soceMge ki kaba dUsarA mAMga le saba dukha / abhI hama bar3e maje se kahate haiM ki tumhArI pIr3A mujhe laga jAye, merI umra tumheM laga jAye / vaha lagatI-vagatI nahIM hai, isalie / lagane lage to phira koI kahanevAlA nahIM milegaa| ___ asala meM pratyeka vyakti akelA hai| bhIr3a meM bhI akelA hai| kitane hI saMgasAtha meM ho, akelA hai| vaha jo caitanya kI bhItara dhArA hai usakI apanI nijatA hai, iMDivijueliTI hai| aura jo bhI usa cetanA kI dhArA ne kiyA hai, usI dhArA ko bhoganA pdd'egaa| ___ gaMgA bahatI hai eka rAste se, narmadA bahatI hai dUsare rAste se| to gaMgA jina pattharoM se bahatI hai, jisa miTTI se bahatI hai usakA raMga gaMgA ko milegaa| aura narmadA jisa miTTI se bahatI hai, jina pattharoM se bahatI hai, unakA raMga narmadA ko milegaa| aura koI upAya nahIM hai, koI upAya nahIM hai| hama saba dhArAeM haiM, hama saba ke jIvana patha alaga-alaga haiM / kitane hI pAsa-pAsa aura kitane hI eka dUsare ko hama kATate mAlUma par3e, aura kitane hI caurastoM para mulAkAta ho jAye, hamArA akelApana nahIM ktttaa| hama akele haiM aura dUsare para bAMTane kA koI upAya nahIM hai| _isa para bahuta jora hai mahAvIra kA, kyoMki yaha bahuta mahatvapUrNa hai| agara yaha khayAla meM A jAye to vyakti apanI pUrI jimmedArI apane Upara le letA hai| aura jisa vyakti ne samajhA ki sArI jimmedArI merI hai, vaha pahalI daphe mecyora, praur3ha hotA hai| nahIM to hama bacce bane rahate haiN| praur3hatA kA eka hI artha hai...baccA socatA hai, mAM kI jimmedArI, bApa kI jimmedArI-par3hAo-likhAo, bar3A karo / praur3ha AdamI socatA hai, apane pairoM para khar3A hoUM / eka AdhyAtmika praur3hatA hai| usa praur3hatA kA artha hai ki koI ke lie maiM jimmedAra nahIM hUM, koI mere lie jimmedAra nahIM hai| maiM bilakula akelA huuN| aura koI upAya nahIM hai ki hama bAMTa sakeM, sAjhA kara skeN| to jo bhI maiM hUM, use mujhe svIkAra kara lenA hai aura jo bhI maiM hUM usako hI mujhe rUpAMtarita karanA hai, aura jo bhI pariNAma AyeM, kisI kI zikAyata kA koI kAraNa nahIM hai| jo bhI phala AyeM, unakA bojha mujhe hI Dho lenA hai|| yaha jora isalie hai ki agara dUsare hamAre lie jimmedAra haiM to phira hama kabhI mukta na ho skeNge| jaba taka sArA jagata mukta na ho jAye, taba taka merI mukti kA koI upAya nahIM hai| 114 Page #19 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ akele hI hai bhoganA agara maiM hI jimmevAra hUM to maiM mukta bhI ho sakatA huuN| agara dUsare bhI jimmevAra haiM...agara Apa mujhe dukha de sakate haiM, sukha de sakate haiM, agara Apa mujhe AnaMdita kara sakate haiM aura pIr3ita kara sakate haiM to phira merI mukti kA koI upAya nahIM hai / phira Apake Upara maiM nirbhara huuN| Apa merI marjI para nirbhara haiM, maiM ApakI marjI para nirbhara hUM / taba to sArA saMsAra eka jAla hai / usa jAla meM se koI hissA nahIM chUTa sktaa| ___ mahAvIra kahate haiM, pratyeka vyakti kitane hI saMsAra ke bIca meM khar3A ho, akelA hai, ToTalI alona, ekAMtarUpeNa, akelA hai| isa akelepana ko samajha le to saMnyAsa phalita ho jAtA hai, vaha jahAM bhI hai| isa akelepana ke bhAva ko samajha le to saMnyAsa phalita hotA hai, cAhe vaha kahIM bhI ho| apane ko akelA jAnanA saMnyAsa hai, apane ko sAthiyoM meM jAnanA saMsAra hai| mitroM meM, parivAra meM, samAja meM, deza meM, baMdhA huA aMza kI taraha jAnanA saMsAra hai / mukta, alaga, TUTA huA, akelA, ANavika, eTAmika, akelA apane ko jAnanA saMnyAsa hai| Aja itanA hii| pAMca minaTa kIrtana kreN| 115