Jinsutra Lecture 59 Rasmayta aur Ekagrata

Author(s): Osho Rajnish
Publisher: Osho Rajnish
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/340159/1

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aTThAIsavAM pravacana rasamayatA aura ekAgratA

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prazna-sAra kucha dina dhyAna meM jI lagatA hai, kucha dina bhajana meM; lekina ekAgratA kahIM bhI nahIM hotii| Akasmika rUpa se bhagavAna se milana huA aura saMnyAsa bhI le liyaa| kyA yaha dhyAna kAyama rahegA? bhagavAna zrI kRSNa ke siradarda ke lie jJAniyoM ne paira kI dhUla dene se inakAra kiyA lekina gopiyoM ne de dI--isakA rahasya kyA hai? kyA dhyAna kI mRtyu aura prema kI mRtyu bhinna hotI hai? 2010_03 www.ainelibrary org

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halA prazna : kucha dina dhyAna meM jI lagatA hai, phira | jIvana ke pratyeka pala tuma aisA hI paaoge| kucha dina pUjA aura bhajana calatA hai, lekina bAga meM lagatA nahIM, saharA se ghabar3AtA hai jI ekAgratA kahIM bhI nahIM hotii| apanI isa sthiti aba kahAM le jAke baiThe aise dIvAne ko hama se parezAna huuN| kRpA kara mujhe saadhe| bagIce meM biThAo to lagatA nhiiN| marusthala meM le jAo to ghabar3AtA hai| mana kA svabhAva aisaa| na yahAM lagatA, na vahAM lgtaa| mana kA | bAga meM lagatA nahIM, saharA se ghabar3AtA hai jI svabhAva hai dvNdv| jo karoge vahIM se ucaTA huA lgegaa| jahAM ho aba kahAM le jAke baiThe aise dIvAne ko hama hegaa| jahAM nahIM ho vahAM kA rasa jnmegaa| mana eka taraha kA pAgalapana hai. eka taraha kI vikSiptatA hai| jo milA, vyartha ho jAtA hai| jo nahIM milA, ve dUra ke Dhola bar3e | mana se mukta honA hI mukti hai| mana ke pAra honA hI svastha honA suhAvane lagate haiN| hai| to pahalI to bAta, mana ke isa svabhAva ko samajhane kI mana ke isa svabhAva ko smjho| na to dhyAna kAma AtA, na koziza kro| aksara loga samajhane kI kama koziza karate haiM, bhajana kAma AtA; mana ke svabhAva ko samajhanA kAma AtA hai| / chuTakArA pAne kI jyAdA koziza karate haiN| aura chuTakArA binA mana kI yaha prakriyA hai| pada mila jAe to asaMtuSTa, pada na samajhe kabhI nahIM hai| to tumhArI AkAMkSA yaha hotI hai, kaise mile to asNtusstt| pada na mile to pIr3A, pada mila jAe to jhaMjhaTa mitte| lekina binA samajhe jhaMjhaTa miTI hI nhiiN| nAsamajhI vyarthatA kA bodh| garIba rotA, amIra nahIM hai| amIra rotA ki meM jhaMjhaTa hai| amIra ho gayA, aba kyA karUM? to tuma cAhate ho, kaise isa mana se chuTakArA ho? lekina pahale jo bhI tumhAre pAsa hai, vaha pAsa hone ke kAraNa hI do kaur3I kA isa pahacAno to| isase dostI to saadho| isase paricaya to ho jAtA hai| aura jo tumase bahuta dUra hai, dUra hone ke kAraNa hI bnaao| isake kone-kAMtara to khojo| dIyA to jalAo ki usakA bulAvA mAlUma hotA hai| isake sAre svabhAva ko tuma ThIka se dekha lo| usa dekhane meM, usa mana ke isa AdhArabhUta jAla ko smjho| ise phcaano| yaha | darzana meM, usa sAkSIbhAva meM hI tuma pAoge vijaya kI yAtrA pUrI dhyAna aura bhajana kA hI savAla nahIM hai| bhojana karo to mana meM hone lgii| upavAsa kA rasa umagatA hai ki patA nahIM, upavAsa karanevAle na jisa dina koI mana ko pUrA samajha letA hai, usI dina mana mAlUma kisa gahana zAMti aura AnaMda ko upalabdha ho rahe hoN| | visarjita ho jAtA hai| jaise sUraja ke Ugane para osakaNa upavAsa karo to bhojana kI yAda AtI hai| tirohita ho jAte haiM, aise hI bodha ke jagane para mana tirohita ho 569 ___ 2010_03

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mamm mmmmmmmmmmona jina sUtra bhAga: 2 jAtA hai| jaise dIye ke jalane para aMdherA nahIM pAyA jAtA, aise zAMta bhAva se dekhnaa| tumhAre dekhane meM hI tuma pAoge mana girane samajha ke, prajJA ke dIye ke jalane para mana nahIM pAyA jaataa| lgaa| tuma para usakI pakar3a jAne lgii| tuma para pakar3a chUTa to mana se lar3o mata--pahalI baat| lar3ane kA artha hI | jaae| tuma thor3e zithila ho jAo mana ke pAsa se| tuma thor3e nAsamajhI hai| lar3akara kabhI koI jItA? tumane yahI sunA hai ki bAhara sarakane lgo| jo lar3e ve jiite| maiM tumase kahatA hUM, lar3akara koI kabhI jItA? na to dhyAna se ghaTatI hai bAta, na bhajana se; ghaTatI hai samajha se| samajhakara jIta hotI hai| lar3anevAle to nAsamajha haiN| lar3oge isalie samasta dharmoM kA sAra hai jaagruuktaa| kisase! chAyAoM se lar3a rahe ho| __praznakartA pUchatA hai, ekAgratA nahIM bntii| ekAgratA kI khoja jaise koI apanI chAyA se lar3ane lage, khIMca le talavAra, karane hI galata hai| jAgarUkatA khojo| ekAgratA kI khoja to phira lage hmlaa| pariNAma kyA hogA? chAyA kaTegI? pariNAma mana ke hI sikkoM meM phNse| yaha mana hI hai, jo kahatA hai ekAgra yahI hogA, khuda hI thkegaa| aura Dara hai ki chAyA se lar3ane meM bno| yaha tumheM asaMbhava cIjeM karane ko detA hai| phira ve nahIM kahIM apane hAtha-paira na kATa le| krodha meM. ubAla meM, pAgala na hotI to tama hAre-thake parezAna ho jAte ho| ho utthe| kahIM aisI ghar3I na A jAe ki vikSiptatA meM apane ko| | ekAgratA kI koI jarUrata hI nahIM hai| thor3A jIvana kI gaNita hI kATa le| kI vyavasthA ke sUtra samajhane caahie| aksara mana ke sAtha lar3anevAle aisI hI sthiti meM par3a jAte haiN| pahalA sUtraH jaba bhI mana nahIM hotA, taba tuma ekAgra hote ho| mana tumhArA hai; tumhArI chaayaa| hai nahIM, basa chAyA jaisA hai| kabhI apane kAma meM pUre sNlgn| cAhe buhArI lagA rahe ho ghara rozanI bddh'aao| meM, lekina pUre sNlgn| acAnaka tuma pAte ho, mana nahIM hai| thor3e jAgakara mana ko smjho| saMgIta sunate saMlagna, mana nahIM hai| citra banAte....kisI bhI ghar3I jaba dhyAna karo aura mana kahe, bhajana meM, to jarA jAgakara dekho, | jaba tuma pAte ho ki mana nahIM hai, tuma hI ho, to ekAgratA apane eka tarapha khar3e hokara dekho ki mana kyA kaha rahA hai| jaba bhajana | Apa ghaTatI hai| karo aura mana kahe, dhyAna lagAo, taba jAgakara dekho ki mana ekAgratA ghaTAI nahIM jA sktii| ekAgratA mana kI tanmayatA kyA kaha rahA hai| isakI cAlabAjiyAM phcaano| isakI kA pariNAma hai| jaba mana DUbA hotA hai taba tuma ekAgra hote kUTanIti phcaano| mana bar3A rAjanItijJa hai| yaha tumheM bhaTakAe jaba mana ubhara AtA hai taba tuma anekAgra ho jAte ho| mana tumheM rahatA hai| yaha tumheM calAe rahatA hai| aneka meM bAMTa detA hai; khaMDa-khaMDa kara detA hai| aura tumane dhyAna karake bhI dekha liyA, vahAM bhI nahIM lgaa| aba tuma ceSTA kara rahe ho ekAgra hone kii| ekAgra hone kI aura tamane bhajana karake bhI dekha liyA, vahAM bhI nahIM lgaa| to ceSTA aura jhaMjhaTa lAegI kyoMki karoge kisase ceSTA tuma ekAgra aba yaha to samajho ki mana kahIM lagegA hI nhiiN| mana kA laganA hone kI? mana se hI kroge| saba ceSTA mAtra mana se hotI hai| dharma nhiiN| na laganA mana kI Adata hai| kahIM lagatA nhiiN| jo aba tuma eka aise kAma meM lage ho, jaise koI AdamI apane nahIM lagatA vahI mana hai| | jUte ke baMda khIMca-khIMcakara khuda ko uThAne kI koziza kre| to aba jaba mana tumase kahe ki dhyAna karo, kyA bhajana meM par3e khuda ko kaise uThAoge jUte ke baMda khIMcakara? thor3e-bahuta ho? to jAgakara dekhanA ki yaha phira vahI mana, jo kahIM nahIM uchala-kUda lo, phira bAra-bAra jamIna para par3a jaaoge| yaha lagatA, bhajana meM bhI nahIM lagA thA; taba isane kahA thA, dhyAna | asaMbhava ceSTA hai| kro| aba kahatA hai bhajana kro| pahale kahA, saMsAra meM ulajhe mana kabhI ekAgra nahIM hotaa| jaba ekAgratA hotI hai to mana nhiiN| rho| phira kahA, saMnyAsa le lo| aba saMnyAsa meM bhI nahIM hotaa| to tuma mana ke dvArA ekAgra hone kI ceSTA hI chodd'o| tuma lagatA; kahatA hai saMsAra meM lauTa clo| - to choTe-choTe kAmoM meM rasa lo| rasa kA pariNAma hai ekaagrtaa| isa mana ko jarA dekhnaa| kucha karane kI bAta nahIM hai, sirpha buhArI lagAo to aise lagAo, jaise bhagavAna ke maMdira meM lagA 570 2010_03

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rasamayatA aura ekAgratA rahe ho| cAhe ghara tumhArA hI ho; hai to bhagavAna kA hI mNdir| ttttolo| to phira loga galata jagahoM para pahuMca jAte haiN| hI karo jaise bhagavAna ko hI bhoga lagA rahe eka bahata baDA sarjana, jisakI sArI jagata meM khyAti thI. jaba ho| bhojana to tuma hI kara rahe ho lekina aMtataH to bhagavAna ko sATha varSa kA huA aura usakI sAThavIM varSagAMTha manAI gaI to hI laga rahA hai bhog| vahI to tumhAre bhItara Akara bhUkha bnaa| sArI duniyA se usake mitra ikaTThe hue, usake marIja ikaTThe hue usI ne to tumhArI bhUkha jgaaii| vahI to tumhAre bhItara bhUkhA hai| aura unhoMne usakA bar3A svAgata kiyaa| lekina vaha bar3A udAsa usake lie hI to tuma bhojana de rahe ho| rasa jgaao| ekAgratA thaa| usake svAgata meM eka nRtya kA Ayojana kiyA gayA thaa| to kI bAta mata utthaao| rasa kA sahaja pariNAma ekAgratA hai| jo | jaba loga nRtya karane lage aura vaha sarjana dekhatA rahA to usakI karate ho use rasapUrNa DhaMga se kro| usameM DubakI lo| choTe aura AMkha se AMsU Tapakane lge| bar3e kAma nahIM haiM daniyA meN| jisa kAma meM tama DubakI le lo, usake pAsa baiThe usake mitra ne pUchA, kyA mAmalA hai? hama saba vahI bar3A ho jAtA hai| buhArI lagAne meM DUba jAo, vahI bar3A ho tumhArI varSagAMTha para ikaTThe hue prasannatA se| yaha nRtya tumhAre jAtA hai| svAgata meM hotA hai, tuma rote kyoM ho? tumhArI AMkha meM AMsU | kabIra kahate haiM: 'khAU-piU so sevA, uThe-baiThaM so kyoM haiM? tuma kisa pIr3A se bhIga gae ho? prikrmaa|' merA uThanA baiThanA hI usa paramAtmA kI parikramA hai| usane AMsU poMcha lie| usane kahA ki nahIM, vaha koI bAta aura jo maiM khAtA-pItA hUM, yahI usakI sevA hai| rasa! nahIM hai| para mitra ne jidda kii| kahA ki kyA tumheM koI jIvana meM mere dekhe adhika logoM ke jIvana kA kaSTa yahI hai ki ve jIvana viphalatA milI? tuma jaisA saphala AdamI nahIM hai| tumane jo meM kahIM bhI rasa nahIM le rahe haiN| jo bhI kara rahe haiM, bemana se kara rahe | Aparezana kiyA, saphala huaa| tumhAre jaisA kuzala sarjana haiN| kara rahe haiM kyoMki karanA hai| khIMca rahe haiN| jaise bailagAr3I meM duniyA meM nhiiN| phira kyA? jute baila; aisA jIvana ko khIMca rahe haiN| nAcate hue, umaMga se bhare lekina usane kahA, maiM kabhI sarjana honA hI nahIM cAhatA thaa| hue nhiiN| | merA dila to eka nartaka hone kA thaa| Aja nAca ko dekhakara maiM ro agara tuma koI aise kAma meM lage ho, jisameM tuma rasa le hI nahIM utthaa| maiM choTA-moTA nartaka hotA, koI mujhe na jAnatA to bhI merI sakate to badalo vaha kaam| koI kAma jIvana se jyAdA mUlyavAna | tRpti hotii| Aja maiM duniyA kA sabase bar3A sarjana hUM, lekina nahIM hai| aksara aisA haA hai. ho rahA hai ki loga aise kAma meM merI koI tapti nahIM hai| merI niyati hI majhe na milii| to Aja bhI ulajhe haiM jo unameM rasa nahIM jgaataa| kisI ko kavi honA thA, vaha jaba maiM kisI ko nAcate dekhatA hUM to basa, mujhe yAda ho AtI hai| jUte beca rahA hai, bATA kI dukAna para baiThA hai| aura jisako bATA tuma apanI jiMdagI ko gaura se dekho| pahalI to bAta--jo kara kI dukAna para baiThanA thA, vaha kavitA kara rahA hai| to usakI rahe ho usameM rasa lene kI koziza kro| ho sakatA hai tumane rasa kavitA meM jUte kI pAliza kI gaMdha aatii| AegI hii| kA abhyAsa nahIM kiyaa| tumheM kisI ne sikhAyA hI nahIM ki rasa loga vahAM haiM, jahAM unheM nahIM honA thaa| aura yaha vikRti ke kA abhyAsa kaise krnaa| kAraNa hai| kyoMki tumane kabhI apane sahaja bhAva ko to khojA rasa ke abhyAsa kA pahalA siddhAMta hai ki jo bhI kara rahe ho, nhiiN| kisI ke pitA ne kahA ki dakAna kro| isameM jyAdA lAbha isakA pariNAma mulyavAna nahIM hai| tumheM yahI sikhAyA gayA hai ki hai| kisI ke pitA ne kahA, DAkTara bana jaao| kisI kI mAM ko pariNAma mUlyavAna hai| tuma karate ho, isase dasa rupaye mileMge ki khayAla thA, beTA iMjIniyara bne| parivAra ko dhuna thI ki beTA | hajAra rupaye mileMge ki lAkha rupaye mileNge| lAkha rupaye meM mUlya netA bne| hai, pariNAma meM mUlya hai| to saba dhakkA de rahe haiM eka-dUsare ko ki yaha bana jAo, vaha | rasa kA siddhAMta hai, jo tuma kara rahe ho, vaha apane Apa meM mUlya bana jaao| koI yaha nahIM pUchatA ki yaha beTA kyA banane ko paidA hai| aMtarnihita hai muuly| hajAra mileMge, dasa hajAra mileMge, vaha huA hai? isase bhI to puucho| thor3e isake hRdaya ko bhI to bAta gauNa hai| karane meM jo DubakI lagegI vahI bAta mahatvapUrNa hai| 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAgaH 2 agara DUba gae to mila gae krodd'oN| agara na DUbe aura karor3oM bhI ekAgratA hI khabara detI hai| mile to kucha bhI na milaa| vaha samaya vyartha gayA, jo binA DUbe aba isa bacce se tuma kaho, ki cir3iyAM gIta gA rahI haiM, una gyaa| ve dina vyartha hI bIte, jo binA DUbe biite| jaba rasadhAra na para ekAgratA karo, yaha na kara paaegaa| yaha saMbhava nahIM hogaa| bahI to tuma jIe na jIe braabr| rasa-vimugdhatA meM hI jIvana hameM dekhanA cAhie ki kahAM hamArI ekAgratA hai| vahIM hamArA hai| to pahalI to bAta jo kara rahe ho...| jIvana hai| magara Aja acAnaka jIvana badalane kA tumhAre hAtha meM tumase nahIM kahatA ki jaldI badalane meM laga jaanaa| kyoMki ho upAya nhiiN| Aja to pahacAnane kA bhI upAya nahIM ki kahAM sakatA hai, tuma apanA kAma bhI badala lo aura rasa na aae| tumhArI ekAgratA hotI hai| tuma to bhUla hI ge| tumhAre jIvana kI kyoMki rasa Ane kI tumhArI Adata hI na rahI ho| tumane rasa sArI vyavasthA ulTI-sIdhI ho gaI hai| dUsaroM ne tumheM calA banAne kI bAta hI na banAI ho| | diyaa| dUsaroM ne tumheM mArga de diyaa| dUsaroM ne tumheM dizA aura to pahale to jo kara rahe ho usameM rasa lene kI koziza krnaa| | Adarza de die| tumheM pUrI taraha bharamA diyA hai| sau meM pacAsa mauke to aise haiM ki tuma usI meM rasa le paaoge| rasa pahale to jo kAma kara rahe ho usameM rasa lene kI AkAMkSA lete hI ekAgratA ho jaaegii| jgaao| jo kAma kara rahe ho use itane bhAva se karo, itanI dekhA, skUla meM choTe bacce par3hate haiM; bAhara cir3iyA gunagunAne maganatA se karo ki usase atirikta UrjA bace hI nahIM lagI gIta. baccA ekaTaka hokara sanane lagatA hai| zikSaka DaMDA | vighna-bAdhA DAlane ko| pITatA hai Tebala para, ki yahAM dhyAna do| ekAgratA kro| ekAgratA kA aura kyA artha hotA hai? ekAgratA koI jabardastI ekAgratA baccA kara hI rahA hai| magara zikSaka para nahIM kara rahA, | thor3e hI hai| ekAgratA bar3I svAbhAvika ghaTanA hai| yaha bAta saca hai| yaha blaikaborDa para nahIM kara rhaa| blaikaborDa para aba tuma yahAM mujhe suna rahe ho| jinako merI bAta meM rasa A rahA likhe akSaroM para nahIM kara rhaa| lar3akA to ekAgratA kara hI rahA hai, ve ekAgra haiN| ekAgratA kara thor3e hI rahe ho, ekAgratA ho rahI hai| ekAgratA to ho hI rahI hai| vaha jo cir3iyA gIta gA rahI hai | hai| ise samajhane kI koziza kro| tumhAre karane kI thor3e hI bAta vaha use suna rahA hai| zikSaka kahatA hai, ekAgratA kro| mana ko hai| tuma thor3e hI baiThe ho saba mAMsa-peziyoM ko khIMcakara, AMkheM aisA vicalita mata kro| | mujha para gar3Akara aura ceSTA kara rahe ho ki ekAgratA! aise bAta bilakula galata kaha rahA hai shikssk| zikSaka usake mana ekAgratA karoge to tuma suna hI na pAoge, jo maiM kaha rahA huuN| ko vicalita karane kI koziza kara rahA hai| vaha ekAgra hai| ekAgratA sahaja hai| tumheM rasa A rahA hai| usI rasa ke kAraNa tuma agara koI bAdhA na de, to yaha sArA saMsAra thor3I dera ke lie miTa cale Ae ho| usI rasa ke kAraNa tuma roja calate Ae ho| vahI jaaegaa| vaha cir3iyA kI gunagunAhaTa hogI, usakA gIta hogA, rasa tumheM lAtA rahA hai| isa bacce kI bhAvadazA hogii| aura yaha eka bAta sIkha | rasa hai to ekAgratA hai| legA-rasa kii| to tuma rasa ko jagAo, ekAgratA kI bAta hI chor3a do| agara rasa cUMki use cir3iyA ke gIta meM A rahA hai, isalie ekAgra ho | rasa jage hI na to phira samajho, phira himmata karo, sAhasa kro| gayA hai| usI kakSA meM aise bacce bhI hoMge, jinheM rasa gaNita ke badalo usa vyavasthA ko, jisameM rasa nahIM jgtaa| ho sakatA hai savAla meM A rahA hai| ve vahAM ekAgra ho gae hoNge| vaha vyavasthA tumhAre lie nahIM hai| hameM logoM ko ekAgratA nahIM sikhAnI caahie| unakA rasa to daridra ho jAnA behatara hai samRddha hone kI bjaay| sar3aka kA dekhakara unheM dizA denI caahie| jo baccA gaNita ko sunakara | bhikhArI ho jAnA behatara hai samrATa hone kI bajAya-agara rasa ekAgra ho gayA hai, bAhara bhauMkate kutte, lar3atI billiyAM, gIta A jaae| kyoMki rasa hI samrATa banAtA hai| gAtI cir3iyAM, rAste para baiThe madArI kI bIna-kucha nahIM sunAI to kabhI-kabhI tuma kisI bhikhArI ke cehare para aisI AbhA pdd'tii| yaha baccA AiMsTIna hone ko paidA huA hai| isakI | dekhoge, jo samrAToM ke ceharoM para nahIM dikhtii| rasavimugdha hai 572 2010_03

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rasamayatA aura ekAgratA vh| apane kAma meM lIna hai| ekAgratA jarUra AtI hai, magara pariNAma kI taraha AtI hai| rathacAilDa ne apanI AtmakathA meM likhA hai ki eka bhikhArI ekAgratA sAdhana nahIM hai; jahAM rasa loge vahIM ghaTa AtI hai| rasa AyA, pAMca baje subaha usakA daravAjA khaTakhaTAne lgaa| vaha ke pIche baMdhI calI jAtI hai| rasa kI chAyA hai| bar3A nAkhuza huaa| pAMca baje subaha nIMda se bhare usako utthaayaa| to tuma kahIM bhI rasa lo| agara maMdira meM rasa na AtA ho, phikra vaha bar3A jhallAtA huA bAhara aayaa| aise vaha denA pasaMda karatA chodd'o| phira maMdira meM paramAtmA tumhAre lie nahIM ghttegaa| jahAM rasa thaa| dAna usakA rasa thaa| lekina yaha koI vakta hai? hI nahIM hai, vahAM ekAgratA nahIM hogii| ekAgratA nahIM hogI, to usane bhikhArI ko kahA ki sano jii| yaha koI samaya hai? | paramAtmA kahAM honevAlA hai| bhikhArI ne kahA ki Apa bhI suno| Apa baiMkiMga kA dhaMdhA karate agara tumheM bAMsurI ke gIta meM rasa AtA hai to vahIM tumhArA haiM, maiM koI salAha to detA nhiiN| yaha hamArA dhaMdhA hai| isameM hama paramAtmA tumheM milegaa| agara nartaka kI pAyaloM meM tumheM rasa salAha kisI kI mAnate nhiiN| | AtA hai to tumhArA paramAtmA vahIM naacegaa| rathacAilDa ne prakAza jalAyA ki isa AdamI ko dekhanA tumhAre paramAtmA kI khoja tumhAre rasa se hI taya hogii| raso vai cAhie, jo duniyA ke bar3e se bar3e karor3apati ko kaha sakatA hai sH| usa paramAtmA kA svabhAva rasa hai| kisI zAstra ne nahIM kahA ki suno, tuma baiMkiMga kA dhaMdhA karate ho, hama tumheM kabhI salAha | ki paramAtmA kA svabhAva ekAgratA hai| saccidAnaMda! vaha rasa kI dete nhiiN| hamArI salAha kA koI matalaba bhI nahIM, kyoMki hameM | bAta hai| tumheM jahAM A jAe rasa, jahAM A jAe AnaMda, jahAM koI anubhava bhI nhiiN| tuma hameM salAha mata do| hama janmajAta umaMga uThe, jahAM tuma khila uttho| phira vaha kucha bhI ho| cAhe bhikhArI haiN| khela ho, to prArthanA bana gii| aura aise tuma baiThe-baiThe prArthanA usa AdamI ke cehare ko dekhA, vaha bar3A prasanna AdamI thaa| karate raho, bhajana karate raho, dhyAna karate raho; rasa umage nahIM, rathacAilDa ne likhA, maiM maMtramugdha ho gyaa| yaha himmata bhikhArI meghamalhAra baje nahIM, hRdaya gunagunAe nahIM-aise tuma karate cale kI nahIM, samrATa kI hotI hai| rathacAilDa ko aisA kahanA, jisake jAo jabardastI, yaMtravata, karanI cAhie, kartavyavaza, loga kahate pAsa bhIkha mAMgane Ae ki cupa! salAha mata denaa| mere dhaMdhe ko | haiM isase rasa milegA isalie kara rahe haiN| maiM bhalIbhAMti jAnatA huuN| nahIM, jahAM rasa milatA hai vahIM paramAtmA AtA hai| rathacAilDa ne use khUba diyA; aura kahA, maiM khuza huA isa isalie maiM tumase kahatA hUM ki mere pAsa tumheM dene ke lie koI bAta se ki koI AdamI apane bhikhamaMgepana kI bhI itanI pratiSThA anuzAsana nahIM hai| kyoMki anuzAsana koI bhI hogA, parAyA rakhatA hai| hogA, dUsare kA hogaa| tumheM apanA anuzAsana khojanA pdd'egaa| kabhI tumheM rAha kA bhikhArI bhI prasanna mila sakatA hai| prasannatA pratyeka vyakti ko apanA mArga khojanA pdd'egaa| maiM izAre detA huuN| kA koI saMbaMdha isase nahIM ki tumhAre pAsa kyA hai| jo bhI tumhAre una izAroM se tuma apanA mArga samajhane kI koziza kro| pAsa hai, usameM agara rasa hai to prasannatA hai| tuma agara hAtha ke | kabIra jJAna ko bhI upalabdha ho gae to bhI kapar3A bunate rhe| bhikSApAtra ko bhI gIta gunagunAte hue Dho rahe ho to AnaMda hai| aura julAhApana unhoMne chor3A nhiiN| kisI ne pUchA ki aba to Apa tumhAre pIche svarNaratha cala rahe haiM aura tuma murdA, bujhe, to kucha artha baMda kreN| kabhI sunA nahIM ki koI buddhapuruSa aura kapar3e bunatA nahIM hai| rahA aura julAhA banA rahA aura bAjAra meM kapar3e becane jAtA ekAgratA mata puucho| yadyapi tumheM yahI sikhAyA gayA hai skUla | rhaa| aba to chodd'o| se lekara vizvavidyAlaya tk| aura tumhAre tathAkathita dharmaguru lekina kahate haiM, kabIra ne kahA, isI kapar3e ke bunane ne to mujhe bhI tumheM yahI sikhAte haiM ki-ekaagrtaa| maiM tumase kahatA hUM, paramAtmA se milaayaa| ise kaise chor3a dUM? yaha merI praarthnaa| yaha | rsmgntaa| vaha zabda haTA do| kyoMki vaha zabda sIdhA kAma kA | merI puujaa| yaha merI arcnaa| hI nahIM hai| 'jhInI jhInI bInI re cdriyaa|' 571 ___ 2010_03 |

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jina satra bhAgaH2 vaha julAhe kA gIta hai| koI aura dUsarA to gA bhI nahIM kI koziza kara rahe ho, jo car3hAva para hai| to nadI car3hAva para to sktaa| buddha kaise gAeMge? buddha ne kabhI cadariyA bInI nhiiN| nahIM bahatI, DhAla para hI baha sakatI hai| rasadhAra bhI DhAla para hI unheM kucha patA bhI nhiiN| mahAvIra kaise gAeMge? cadariyA thI, vaha | utarakara, bahakara milatA hai| bhI chor3a dI! unase to pUcho kaisI chor3I re cadariyA, to batA to phira bdlo| isIlie sAhasa kI jarUrata hai| pahale sArI sakate haiN| ceSTA kara lo| aura phira tumheM lage ki nahIM, isa DhaMga se mere lie lekina kabIra ne buna-bunakara paayaa| ve tAne-bAne cAdara ke paramAtmA se milana nahIM ho sakegA to bdlo| usa badalAhaTa ko bunate-bunate unakA dhyAna phlaa| vahIM rasavimugdha hue| para kaise | maiM saMnyAsa kahatA huuN| badalane kI himmata rkho| pAyA unhoMne? kyoMki hameM buddha kI bAta samajha meM A jAtI hai | eka AdamI cAlIsa sAla taka laMdana ke bAjAra meM dalAla kA ki dUra bodhivRkSa ke nIce dhyAna meM baiThe hue haiN| ki mahAvIra vanoM kAma karatA rhaa| bar3A saphala AdamI thaa| khUba kamAI thii| saba meM, parvatoM meM, ekAMta meM, bAraha varSa mauna meM khar3e hue| taraha kA sukha thaa| kisI ne kabhI socA bhI na thA, eka rAta vaha kabIra...kabIra kapar3A buna-bunakara pA lie| ghara se nadArada ho gyaa| patnI bhI bharosA na kara sakI, beTe bhI rasa se bunA hogaa| kabIra kahate the, rAma ke lie buna rahA huuN| | bharosA na kara sake, mitra bhI bharosA na kara sake, kAma dhaMdhe meM jo sabhI grAhakoM meM rAma dekhate the| jaba apanA kapar3A bunakara aura logoM se saMbaMdha thA ve bhI bharosA na kara ske| kyoMki na to vaha kAzI ke bAjAra meM becane jAte, koI mila jAtA rAste meM aura AdamI kabhI kisI aura strI ke saMga meM dekhA gayA thA. ki patnI kahatA, kahAM jA rahe ho? to ve kahate, rAma Ae hoNge| unako soca bhI sake ki vaha kisI strI ke sAtha bhAga gyaa| na usake jarUrata hai, kapar3A bunakara lAyA huuN| bar3A bar3hiyA bunA hai| rAma koI dhArmika rujhAna the ki vaha koI jAkara kisI Azrama meM ko dene jA rahA huuN| saMnyAsI ho gayA hogaa| na koI dukha thA ki AtmahatyA kara lI jaba koI grAhaka unase kapar3A kharIdatA to ve kahate, samhAlakara hogii| saba bhAMti sukhI-saMpanna AdamI thA; jisako hama rakhanA raam| bar3I mehanata se bunA hai| bar3e rasa se bunA hai| kapar3A sukhI-saMpanna kahate haiM, vaisA AdamI thaa| saba ThIka-ThAka thaa| hI nahIM hai, pIr3hI dara pIr3hI cale aisI majabUtI se bunA hai| apane | koI tIna sAla bAda usa AdamI kA patA calA ki vaha perisa meM prANa uMDele haiN| | citrakalA sIkha rahA hai| bhikhamaMge kI hAlata ho gaI hai| bhAge to jisako grAhaka meM rAma dikhAI par3e, aba use kisI usake mitr| usase kahA, tumane yaha kyA kiyA? tumhAre pAsa bodhivRkSa ke nIce jAne kI jarUrata na rhii| sabhI loga bodhivRkSa saba thA, saba ThIka thaa| usane kahA, vahI ar3acana thii| saba ThIka | ke nIce jA bhI nahIM skte| aura acchA hai ki jAte nahIM; nahIM to thA, kahIM kucha gar3abar3a na thii| lekina koI praphullatA na thii| bar3I jhaMjhaTa khar3I ho jaae| ekAdha buddha bodhivRkSa ke nIce baiThatA kahIM koI umaMga na thii| saba ThIka cala rahA thA aura saba ThIka maiM hai, calatA hai| ekAdha mahAvIra mauna khar3A ho jAtA hai, calatA hai| | calA rahA thA, lekina koI rasadhAra na baha rahI thii| lekina sabhI aise khar3e ho jAeM to jIvana bar3A virasa ho jaaegaa| mere jIvana meM sadA se AkAMkSA thI ki citrakAra bnuuN| dalAla adhika ko to kabIra jaisA honA pdd'egaa| adhika ko to gorA bananA maiMne kabhI cAhA na thaa| vaha saphalatA sAMyogika thii| aba jaisA honA pdd'egaa| gorA kumhAra basa ghar3e banAtA rhaa| aura ghar3e maiM khuza huuN| mere pAsa aba kucha bhI nahIM hai| citra banAtA hUM, bika banAte-banAte khuda ko bhI banA liyaa| raidAsa jUte sIte-sIte, jAte haiM to bhojana ke lAyaka, kapar3e ke lAyaka iMtajAma kara pAtA jUte banAte-banAte pahuMca ge| | haiN| apane pAsa rahane kA chappara bhI nahIM hai| eka mitra ke kamare meM to tama jo kara rahe ho, usameM rasa ddaalo| uMDelo rs| vahI banA hUM, raha rahA huuN| lekina vApasa majhe jAnA nahIM hai| maiM prasanna tumhArA bhajana, vahI tumhArA dhyaan| huuN| aura jo mitra gae the unhoMne dekhA ki vaha AdamI eka agara tamhArI sArI ceSTAeM asaphala ho jAeM to phira sAhasa adabhata UrjA se. eka adabhata AbhA se bharA thaa| sakha gayA thA | kro| to phira tuma galata jagaha ho| tuma kucha aisI jagaha bahane zarIra usakA, lekina eka rozanI thii| usane kahA, maiM kisI se 2010_03

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rasamayatA aura ekAgratA nArAja nahIM huuN| merI patnI ko kahanA, maiM kisI se nArAja nahIM huuN| | yahAM A gii| irAdA thA ki yahAM se dakSiNa bhArata ghUmane saba ThIka thaa| maiM bilakula, jaisA jisako hama sukhI-saMpanna | jaauuNgii| kiMtu Apake pravacana sunakara kucha aisI pAgala huI ki kahate haiM, vaisA AdamI thaa| mere bacce ThIka haiM, mere beTe ThIka haiM, | saMnyAsa bhI le liyaa| aura aba aisA lagane lagA ki jaisA merI patnI ThIka hai| saba ThIka thaa| pahale kabhI nahIM lagA thaa| jisa kinAre para aba taka khar3I thI lekina mata tIka se kahIM kaLa hotA? ThIka se kacha jyAdA | vaha kinArA ojhala ho gayA hai AMkha se: aura aba to Apa hI caahie| ThIka se kyA hogA? aise to ThIka-ThIka-ThIka, aura | mere kRSNa bana gae haiM, jinakI maiM ArAdhanA karatI thii| aura yaha mara jaaeNge| suvidhApUrvaka jI lie aura mara ge| nAca to paidA vizvAsa lekara jAtI hUM ki jo dhyAna milA yahAM, vaha kAyama hI na huaa| jIvana meM phUla to khile hI nhiiN| rhegaa| aura pukArane para Apa sadA Ate rheNge| lauTA nahIM vaaps| bar3A citrakAra bana gyaa| 'mere to rajanIza hI dUsaro na koii|' ise maiM saMnyAsa kahatA huuN| na usane gairika vastra pahane, na vaha | kisI Azrama meM gayA lekina ise maiM saMnyAsa kahatA huuN| saMnyAsa | __ pUchA hai triveNI ne| naI-naI mahilA, nayA-nayA usakA AnA kA artha huA, sAhasa isa bAta kA ki agara dikhAI par3e ki merA huA hai| lekina jaise bahuta dina kA pyAsA jala ke pAsa A jIvana marusthala meM khoyA jA rahA hai to apanI rAha badala lene | jAe, dila kholakara pI le, aisA usane pIyA hai| kii| cAhe koI bhI kImata cukAnI pdd'e| to kabhI-kabhI aisA hotA hai, jo mujhe bahuta sunate rahe, ve khAlI AdamI kamajora hai| vaha suvidhA se jItA hai| cAhe kucha na hAtha raha jAte haiN| aura aisA bhI hotA hai, kabhI-kabhI koI nayA mile, lekina suvidhA to hai, surakSA to hai| kucha na mile! vyakti ekadama bharapUra ho uThatA hai| pyAsa para nirbhara hai| isalie ye sAre prazna uThate haiM ki ekAgratA kaise sadhe? to | triveNI koI par3hI-likhI mahilA nahIM hai, grAmINa hai; gaira-par3hI pahale to koziza krnaa| sadha jAe to shubh| ceSTA karane se likhI hai| para hRdaya usakA bar3A par3hA-likhA mAlUma hotA pacAsa pratizata mauke haiM, sadha jaaegii| na sadhe to himmata krnaa| hai-'DhAI Akhara prema ke|' buddhi kA koI zikSaNa nahIM huA hai dera mata lagAnA, kyoMki jiMdagI roja hAtha se sarakI jAtI hai| lekina hRdaya jIvaMta hai| jiMdagI unhIM kI hai, jo himmata se jiMdagI ko badalane ke lie to ghaTanA bar3I saralatA se ghaTa gaI hai| pati-patnI donoM yahAM taiyAra hote haiN| nahIM to jiMdagI baha jAtI hai| cikane ghar3e ke Upara haiN| lakSmI mujhe kahatI thI ki donoM dinabhara rasavimugdha baiThe rahate jaise varSA kA jala baha jAtA hai, kucha bharatA-karatA nhiiN| yA haiN| jAte hI nahIM Azrama se| khoe-khoe| jaise kucha mila gayA ulTe ghar3e para jaise varSA giratI rahatI hai--ttp-ttp| bahuta hai-koI khjaanaa| bharosA bhI nahIM ho rahA hai ki mila gayA hai| AvAja, zoragula macatA hai lekina ghar3A khAlI kA khAlI rahatA itane acAnaka milA hai| vizvAsa bhI nahIM AtA ki mila gayA hai| ulTA rakhA hai| | hai| haTate bhI nhiiN| kahIM jAte bhI nhiiN| Thage-Thage! to jarA gaura se dekhnaa| tumhArA ghar3A agara bharatA na ho to kahIM triveNI mujhe milane AyI thii| kucha kahA nahIM usne| kucha ulTA to nahIM rakhA hai? kahane ko usake pAsa hai bhI nhiiN| yaha prazna bhI kisI dUsare se to na to maulika savAla dhyAna kA hai, na bhajana kA hai; maulika likhavAyA hogaa| yaha prazna bhI kisI aura ne taiyAra kiyA hogaa| savAla samajha kA hai| mana ke svabhAva ko smjho| lekina vaha maujUda rahI, baiThI rhii| aura baiThe-baiThe usane jo ekAgratA kI bAta hI mata uThAo, rasamayatA kI bAta utthaao| kahanA thA, kaha diyA-binA khe| usakI maujUdagI se usane rasamayatA ke pIche-pIche tuma pAogo, ekAgratA ghUghara bajAtI huI apane bhAva arpita kara die| apanA bhAva-sumana car3hA diyaa| calI AtI hai| loga Ate haiM, bahuta bAta kara jAte haiM aura binA kacha kahe bhI cale jAte haiN| Ae, bakavAsa kara jAte haiN| triveNI AyI, baiThI dUsarA praznaH binA kisI uddezya ke maiM apane pati ke sAtha rahI cupacApa eka trph| na kucha bolI, na pAsa paira chUne aayii| 5751 ___ 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga : 2 magara usane chU lie pair| gahana bhAva kI bAta hai| jAte ho| tuma bhUla hI jAte ho| AnaMda ityAdi kI bakavAsa bhUla yaha prazna kaI taraha se socane jaisA hai| pahalI bAta : 'binA jAte ho| acAnaka tuma pAte ho, milaa| kyoMki tumhAre khone meM kisI uddezya ke maiM apane pati ke sAtha yahAM A gii|' hI AnaMda hai| aura to koI AnaMda nahIM hai| tuma nadI bhI pAra kara Upara se jise hama uddezya kahate haiM, Upara se jise hama lete ho, taira bhI jAte ho| mitra se kahate ho, hameM to kucha milA ceSTApUrvaka khoja kahate haiM, vaha bar3I uthalI hai| bhItara eka | nhiiN|'tum kahate the, bar3A AnaMda milatA hai| niruddezya khoja cala rahI hai| vaha janmoM-janmoM se cala rahI hai| aise kabhI-kabhI tuma kisI ko yahAM mere pAsa le Ate ho, hameM kabhI patA bhI nahIM hotA ki kahAM kisa dvAra para hamAre lie kahate ho calo, sunane meM bar3A AnaMda AtA hai| basa, tuma gar3abar3a dvAra khula jAeMge! hameM patA bhI nahIM hotA ki kahAM kisa ghar3I meM meM usako DAla rahe ho| yaha to bhUlakara kahanA hI mata ki sunane meM jIvana ko zaraNa mila jaaegii| zAyada hama ceSTA karake usakI bar3A AnaMda AtA hai| kyoMki AnaMda kA lobha sabhI ko hai| vaha khoja bhI nahIM kara rahe the| akasmAta ghaTatA hai| aksara ceSTA | bhI socegA ki calo, AnaMda kI to khoja hama bhI kara rahe haiN| karanevAle loga vaMcita raha jAte haiN| kyoMki ceSTA meM ahaMkAra hai| agara sunane se hI AnaMda milatA hai, itanA sastA milatA hai, cale mere pAsa do taraha ke loga Ate haiN| eka, jo jAna-bUjhakara dharma calate haiN| kyA bigar3atA hai? suna hI leN| kI khoja meM nikale haiN| unake sAtha bar3I ar3acana hai| ve saba magara vaha pUre samaya baiThA hai, dekha rahA hai kinAre se| jaise tumane AzramoM meM ho Ae haiN| saba guruoM ke pAsa ho Ae haiM, saba dekhA ho, billI baiThI rahatI hai, cUhe kI rAha dekhatI rahatI hai| aise zAstra par3ha lie haiN| kahIM kucha nahIM hotaa| lagatI hai bilakula zAMta baiThI hai, dhyAna kara rahI hai| Upara se jaba aisA vyakti mere pAsa AtA hai to maiM jAnatA hUM, honA bahuta dekho to aisA lagatA hai, bar3I mahAvIra banI baiThI hai, dhyAna-magna; mazkila hai| usakI saceSTa-AkAMkSA hI bAdhA bana rahI hai| lekina usakI najara lagI hai cUhe kI pola para ki kaba nikale! usakI AkAMkSA ke kAraNa hI vaha baMda hai| abhI taka nahIM nikalA, aba nikle| bar3I dera huI jA rahI hai, dUsare taraha ke loga haiM, jo kabhI niruddezya A jAte haiN| | bhUkha bar3hatI jA rahI hai| akAraNa! ve jyAdA khule hote haiN| kucha pAne kI khoja nahIM to vaha jo AdamI A gayA hai sunane, isalie ki AnaMda hotii| kucha pAne kI apekSA nahIM hotii| mana jyAdA khulA hotA milegA, vaha AnaMda ke cUhe para lagAe najara baiThA hai| aura dhyAna hai| saralatA se cIjeM ghaTa jAtI haiN| rakhanA, billI kI najara se cUhA DaratA hai| nikalatA hI nhiiN| tuma ise samajhane kI koziza krnaa| jo-jo tumane vaha bhI aMdara se dekha letA hai ki kahIM koI dhyAnamagna to nahIM uddezyapUrvaka khojA hai, use tuma kabhI na pA skoge| jIvana meM jo baiThA hai! agara baiThA hai to khatarA hai| cUhe bhI billI ke pAsa nahIM bhI mahatvapUrNa hai, vaha uddezyapUrvaka khoja se nahIM miltaa| Anada, | aate| kitanA hI dhyAna karo! kyoMki cUhe satya, prabhu, koI bhI sIdhI khoja se nahIM milte| Akasmika khAe haja ko clii| itane cUhe khA cukI hai, isakA bharosA cUhoM ghaTate haiN| anAyAsa ghaTate haiN| prasAdarUpa milate haiN| | ko nahIM AtA ki yaha dhyAna meM baiThI hogii| koI mitra tumase kahatA hai ki maiM tairane jAtA hUM nadI meM, bar3A AnaMda bar3I nAjuka ghaTanA hai| tuma jaba bilakula bekhabara hote AnaMda AtA hai| tuma kahate ho, to hama bhI aaeNge| AnaMda kI ho, masta hote ho, taba tumameM praveza kara jAtA hai| sAmane ke dvAra to hama bhI talAza kara rahe haiN| basa, gar3abar3a ho gii| tumheM na se AtA hI nahIM, pIche ke dvAra se AtA hai| aisA Dhola ityAdi milegA! kyoMki tuma tairoge hI nhiiN| eka hAtha mAroge aura bajAkara AtA hI nhiiN| cupacApa, pagadhvani bhI nahIM hotI aise socoge, AnaMda abhI taka nahIM milaa| kaba milegA aba? | calA AtA hai| AdhI nadI pAra bhI ho gaI, abhI taka AnaMda nahIM milA? aba to aksara jo Akasmika rUpa se A gae haiN...| tuma udAsa hone lgoge| tumako maiM kahatA hUM, apane mitroM ko kabhI mata kahanA ki bar3A kyoMki AnaMda milatA hai taba, jaba tuma tairane meM paripUrNa lIna ho | AnaMda milatA hai, clo| nahIM to tuma usake kAraNa bAdhA bana -sAcale 576 2010_03

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rasamayatA aura ekAgratA jaaoge| tuma hI bAdhA bana jaaoge| ve AeMge aura AnaMda nahIM patnI aba dhokhA dene lagI? yA kabhI-kabhI yaha bhI saMdeha hotA milegA to ve kaheMge, tumane dhokhA diyaa| aura tumheM bhI kyA khAka hai kyA pahale-pahala dhokhA diyA thA? kyA maiM koI sapane meM kho milatA hogA, jaba hamako nahIM milaa| sunA to hamane bhI vahI, | gayA thA? sunA tumane bhI vhii| hameM to kucha bhI na milaa| to tuma nAhaka kI kucha bhI nahIM huA hai| eka jIvana kI choTI-sI ghaTanA tuma bAteM karate ho| | nahIM samajha pA rahe ho| jaba pahalI daphA kisI strI yA kisI nahIM, triveNI ko ho gayA hogaa| vaha yahAM Ane ke lie AyI puruSa se mile the to milane meM koI bhI apekSA na thii-nirpekss| hI na thii| jAte the pati-patnI dakSiNa kI yAtrA ko, pUnA bIca meM ghaTanA Akasmika ghaTa gaI thii| lekina aba apekSA hai| | par3a gyaa| socA hogA calo, yahAM bhI dekhate clo| magara koI aisA hara tarapha hotA hai| pahalI daphA dhyAna meM logoM khoja nahIM thii| aisI koI ceSTA nahIM thii| aisI koI apekSA bhI kabhI-kabhI aisI anubhUti AtI hai| phira kaThina ho jAtA hai| nahIM thI ki AnaMda milegA ki rasadhAra bahegI ki bAdala | kyoMki phira dUsare dina dhyAna nahIM krte| phira to ve thor3A umar3eMge-ghumar3eMge ki bijalI cmkegii| aisA kucha khayAla hI na hilate-Dulate haiM, aura bhItara taiyAra rahate haiM ki aba ho....aba thaa| itanI saralatA se koI A jAtA hai to ghaTanA ghaTa jAtI hai| ho...aba ho| nahIM hotaa| kyoMki jaba pahalI daphA haA thA to saralatA se AnA muzkila hai| kyoMki jo sarala haiM, ve AeM 'aba ho, aba ho' aisI koI AvAja bhItara nahIM thii| aba kyoM? jo jaTila haiM ve Ate haiN| jaTila ko milanA mushkil| tumane eka naI cIja jor3a dI, jo bAdhA bana rahI hai| jo khoja rahA hai vaha AtA hai| jo khoja nahIM rahA vaha AtA nhiiN|| idhara mere hajAroM logoM para dhyAna-prayoga karane ke jo natIje haiM, jo khoja rahA hai usako milatA nhiiN| | unameM eka natIjA yaha hai ki pahalI daphA jaisI jhalaka milatI hai, to kabhI-kabhI jaba na khojanevAlA A jAtA hai satsaMga meM, to phira bar3I kaThina ho jAtI hai| phira jaba taka vaha pahalI jhalaka ghaTanA ghaTa jAtI hai| bhUla nahIM jAtI, dUsarI jhalaka nahIM miltii| kabhI mahInoM laga 'binA kisI uddezya ke maiM apane pati ko sAtha A gii|' jAte haiM bhUlane meN| jaba bilakula hAra-hArakara AdamI socatA hai, isIlie kucha ho gyaa| apekSA na ho to jIvana meM bar3I ghaTanAeM ki are! vaha bhI milI na hogii| kalpanA kara lI hogii| jaba ghaTatI haiN| jo-jo tumane apekSA bAMdhI, vahI-vahI nahIM ghttegaa| pahalI jhalaka bhUla jAtI hai taba dUsarI jhalaka milatI hai| dUsarI, apekSA ke kAraNa hI ghaTanA baMda ho jAtA hai| | tIsarI, cauthI jhalaka ke bAda yaha samajha meM AnA zurU hotA hai ki tumane dekhA! kisI se prema ho jAtA hai, khUba rasa bahatA hai| maiM jo mAMga rahA thA, vaha bAdhA bana rahI thii| lekina yaha thor3e dina hI calatA hai| yaha hanImUna bhI pUrA niruddezya Ane se hI kucha huaa| aba aisI niruddezyatA ko hote-hote cala jAegA, saMdigdha hai| yaha suhAgarAta para hI samApta | kAyama rkhnaa| aba khatarA hai| triveNI pUchatI hai ki ghara jAkara ho jAtA hai| usI strI se, usI puruSa se bar3A rasa milA thaa| phira yaha dhyAna kAyama rahegA na? aba khatarA hai| jo huA hai, binA kyA ho jAtA hai? mAMge huA hai| aba bhI kyoM mAMganA? jaba abhI binA mAMge ho apekSA nahIM thI, jaba milA thaa| taba tumane socA na thA ki gayA hai to phira bhI binA mAMge hotA rhegaa| milegaa| taba tuma saceta rUpa se khoja nahIM rahe the, mAMga nahIM rahe aba khatarA hai| aba khatarA yaha hai ki jo rasa use mAlUma huA the; milA thaa| phira saceta rUpa se mAMgane lge| aba tuma kahate hai, aba vaha cAhegI ki vaha ghara para kAyama rhe| lauTa-lauTakara ho roja-roja milanA caahie| aba tuma kahate ho, Aja nahIM usako phira pAnA caahegii| isa cAha se hI mara jaaegaa| aba milA, bAta kyA hai? koI dhokhA cala rahA hai? niruddezya na rahI trivennii| aba triveNI ko uddezya mila gyaa| aba tuma mAMga karate ho| aba tuma dAvedAra bana ge| aba tuma aba dubArA agara vaha pUnA AegI to bhI khatarA hai| jarUra makadamA lar3ane ko taiyAra ho| aba tama kalaha karate ho patnI se aaegii| AnA par3egA use| kyoMki vaha jo rasa milA, aba ki Aja sukha nahIM diyaa| yA phira tumheM saMdeha hotA hai ki kyA usakI vAsanA jgegii| aba vaha bAra-bAra aaegii| aba maiM bhI 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga : 2 usase DarA huuN| kyoMki jaba vaha bAra-bAra AegI aura na pAegI hama apane DhaMga se jIeMge, apane DhaMga se naaceNge| na hama kisI ko to mujha para nArAja hogii| jora-jabardastI karate ki vaha hamAre DhaMga kA ho| na hama kisI ko isalie abhI se sAvadhAna kara detA huuN| bAta hI chodd'o| jaisI jora-jabardastI karane deMge ki hama usake DhaMga ke hoN| na hama kisI AyI thI niruddezya, aisI hI ghara vApasa lauTa jaao| jaise ko dabAeMge, na hama dbeNge| niruddezya mana se mujhe yahAM cAhA, mujhe prema kiyA, aise hI ghara para saMnyAsa bar3I gaharI udaghoSaNA hai| vaha isa bAta kI udaghoSaNA bhI krnaa| AnaMda mata mAMganA, dhyAna mata maaNgnaa| mAMganA hI hai ki aba na to maiM kisI para Agraha thopUMgA apanA ki vaha mere mata kuch| ghttegaa| khUba-khUba ghttegaa| jitanA ghaTA hai vaha to jaisA ho, aura na maiM cAhUMgA ki koI ceSTA kare mujhe apane jaisA sirpha zuruAta hai| yaha to abhI eka jhAlA AyA hai| abhI to banAne kii| to na to maiM kisI kA mAlika banUMgA, aura na kisI mUsalAdhAra varSA hogii| magara mAMganA mt| yaha to sirpha zuruAta ko mAlika banane duuNgaa| na maiM kisI kI svataMtratA chInUMgA, aura na hai| aura jaba dubArA yahAM Ao to apekSA lekara mata aanaa| kisI ko merI svataMtratA chInane duuNgaa| phira aise hI A jaanaa| kaThina hogaa| kyoMki isa bAra to | doharI udaghoSaNA hai sNnyaas| aba jo merI mauja hai, vaise hI niruddezya AnA svAbhAvika huA thaa| aba dUsarI bAra bar3A jiiuuNgaa| yadyapi isakA yaha artha nahIM ki tuma apanI mauja meM kaThina hogaa| lekina agara samajhA ki pahalI daphA niruddezya kisI ko kaSTa do| kyoMki kaSTa dene kA to artha haA, jAne se ghaTa gayA thA to aba uddezya lekara kyoM jAeM? udaghoSaNA ikaharI ho gii| tuma dUsare para apane ko thopane lge| cale AnA. jaba Ane kI savidhA bne| yaha socakara mata jIvana ke parama rahasyoM meM eka hai ki na to dasare ke jIvana meM AnA ki vahAM jAkara khUba AnaMda hogA; ki vahAM khUba bAdhA denA aura na kisI ko avasara denA ki tumhAre jIvana meM dhyAnamagnatA AegI; ki dduubeNge| yaha socakara hI mata aanaa| bAdhA de| bar3A kaThita hai| AsAna hai bAta, yA to dUsare ke jIvana phira aise AnA jaise ajanabI ho| phira ghttegaa| jitanA ghaTA para hAvI ho jAo, dUsare kI chAtI para baiTha jAo, mUMga dalo; usase bahuta jyAdA ghttegaa| aura isa sUtra ko agara samajha liyA | yaha AsAna hai| yA dUsare ko apanI chAtI para baiTha jAne do, vaha to ghaTatA hI rhegaa| mUMga dale, yaha bhI AsAna hai| aura yahI aksara ghaTatA hai| yA to paramAtmA zurU hotA hai, aMta kabhI bhI nahIM hotaa| hamAre pAtra | tuma kisI kI chAtI para mUMga daloge, yA koI tumhArI chAtI para mUMga bhara jAte haiM, phira bhI barasatA rahatA hai| pAtra Upara se bahane lagate dlegaa| isalie maikyAvelI ne kahA hai, isake pahale ki dUsarA haiM, phira bhI barasatA rahatA hai| bAr3ha A jAtI hai, barasatA hI rahatA tumhArI chAtI para mUMga dale, dera mata karo; ucako, jhapaTo, baiTha hai| lekina ar3acana khar3I hotI hai ki jaise hI hamane apekSA kI jAo dUsare kI chAtI para, tuma mUMga dalanA zurU kro| nahIM to ki hama sikdd'e| hamArA pAtra baMda huaa| hama apAtra hue| koI na koI tumhArI chAtI para dala degaa| 'binA kisI uddezya ke yahAM A gii| irAdA kucha aura maikyAvelI kahatA hai, rakSA kA ekamAtra upAya AkramaNa hai| thA--dakSiNa bhArata ghUmane jaauuNgii| kiMtu Apake pravacana sunakara isake pahale ki koI hamalA kare, tuma hamalA kara do| rAha mata kucha aisI pAgala huI ki saMnyAsa bhI le liyaa...|' dekho ki vaha karegA, phira rakSA kara leNge| kyoMki jisane rAha ThIka kahatI hai| saMnyAsa eka taraha kA pAgalapana hai| saMnyAsa dekhI vaha to pichar3a gyaa| eka taraha kI mastI hai| hisAba-kitAba kI duniyA ke bAhara hai| to duniyA meM aisA hI ho rahA hai| bar3I machalI choTI machalI ko tarka-vitarka kI duniyA ke bAhara hai| soca Adi ko jo eka khA jAtI hai| to yA to bar3I machalI bano yA choTI machalI kinAre haTAkara rakha detA hai vahI saMnyasta hone kA adhikArI hai| bnoge| aura kyA karoge? jo kahatA hai, loka-lAja khoii| jo kahatA hai, aba phikra nahIM sAdhAraNa haiM donoM baateN| yahI ho rahA hai| yahI kalaha hai, yahI ki loga kyA kheNge| jo kahatA hai, dUsaroM ke mata kA aba koI saMgharSa hai--dezoM meM, jAtiyoM meM, vyaktiyoM meM, sAre saMbaMdhoM meN| prabhAva nhiiN| aba hama apane DhaMga se jiieNge| jIvana hamArA hai, pati patnI para hAvI honA cAhatA hai ki vaha mere DhaMga se cle| 5781 2010_03

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rasamayatA aura ekAgratA eka patnI mere pAsa AtI hai| vaha kahatI hai pati ko basa, rasa yahI hai| pati ko tUne dIna-hIna kara diyA hai| terI | kisI taraha zarAba rukavA deN| aura kucha bhI kare, magara zarAba na mAlakiyata kAyama ho gaI zarAba pIne ke kaarnn| aise pati saba piiye| maiMne pUchA usako ki saca meM tU zarAba ke itane viparIta hai yA taraha se ThIka haiN| agara zarAba chor3a deM to terI mAlakiyata khatama apanI calAne kA Agraha hai? kyoMki tere pati ko maiM jAnatA huuN| ho jaaegii| ta UMcI ho gaI hai. pati ko nIcA banA liyA hai| pati bhalA AdamI! tujhase Darate haiM, tU DarAtI hai| agara tere pati ne zarAba chor3I to ve aura zarAbI aksara bhale AdamI hote haiN| khatarA to unase hai, | tujhe ddraaeNge| isakI tU taiyArI kara le| jo mAlA ityAdi lie baiThe haiN| unameM bhale AdamI khojanA bahuta jIvana meM hama yA to Darate haiM yA DarAe jAte haiN| hama mazkila hai| ve aksara daSTa prakati ke loga hote haiN| zarAbI to acche-acche bahAne khoja lete haiM DarAne ke| aura hama agara DarAe aksara bhale AdamI hote haiN| jAte haiM to bhI hama acche-acche tarka le lete haiM ki hama kyoM Dara tere pati ko maiM jAnatA hUM, bhalA AdamI hai| aise kisI ko kucha rahe haiN| hama kahate haiM ki vaha bAta ThIka hI hai, isalie hama Dara rahe gar3abar3a bhI nahIM krtaa| vaha kahatI hai, aise to kucha gar3abar3a nahIM haiN| saMnyAsa kA artha ina donoM sthitiyoM ke pAra jAnA hai| saMnyAsa karate, pIkara aisA kucha kharAba bhI nahIM krte| sirpha ApakA | kA artha hai, na to hama DarAeMge kisI ko; kyoMki hama kauna haiM? pravacana dete haiM pIkara-do-do tIna-tIna ghaMTe! aisI koI burI aura na hama kisI se ddreNge| na to hama kisI ko usake mArga se bAta bhI nahIM khte| jJAna kI bAteM karate haiN| to maiMne kahA, harjA vicalita kareMge, na hama apane mArga se vicalita hoNge| kyA hai? ve merA hI pravacana dete haiN| bAta to yahI kahate haiN| bAta isakA artha huA, saMsAra se saMbaMdha chodd'aa| kyoMki saMsAra meM do bhI bilakula doharAte haiN| jaba ve pI jAte haiM to zabda zabda doharAte hI taraha ke saMbaMdha haiM--yA to DarAe jAo, yA ddraao| agara haiM, bhAva-bhaMgimA doharAte haiN| to phira maiMne kahA, harja kyA hai ? tU tuma merI bAta samajho to patnI ko chor3akara nahIM jAnA, dukAna samajhanA ki Tepa rikArDa lagAyA hai| suna liyA kr| chor3akara nahIM jAnA, ghara chor3akara nahIM jaanaa| saMsAra se saMbaMdha nahIM, magara vaha kahatI hai, yaha ThIka nahIM hai| maiMne kahA, eka chor3ane kA yaha sAra hai ki mata DaranA kisI se aura mata DarAnA kAma kr| tIna mahIne...kitane dina se tere pati pIte haiM? vaha kisI ko| tuma saMsAra ke bAhara ho ge| kyoMki ina donoM meM hI kahane lagI, koI bIsa sAla se| maiMne kahA, bIsa sAla kI saMsAra baMTA hai| taba tuma na bar3I machalI rahe, na choTI machalI rhe| Adata hai, chUTate-chUTate chuuttegii| magara tU eka kAma kr| tU tIna | tuma machalI hI na rhe| tuma saMsArI na rhe| mahIne kahanA chor3a de| tU to koI zarAba nahIM pItI, sirpha kahatI bar3I himmata caahie| rAstA kaThina hogA kyoMki tuma acAnaka hai ki mata piiyo| aura bIsa sAla kA anubhava hai ki ve sunate akele par3a jaaoge| aura tumhArI sArI pratiSThA dAMva para laga nhiiN| kahane meM kucha sAra bhI nahIM hai| tIna mahIne ke lie tU jaaegii| kyoMki jinane pratiSThA dI thI, ve pratiSThA khIMca leMge kahanA chor3a de| vaaps| unhoMne kucha zartoM se pratiSThA dI thii| ve kahate the, tuma usane pAMca-sAta dina ke bAda Akara kahA ki asNbhv| merI bar3e buddhimAna ho, aba na kheNge| ve kahate the, tuma bar3e hoziyAra bhI bIsa sAla kI Adata hai| yaha nahIM ho sktaa| isase mujhe ho, aba na kheNge| aba to ve kaheMge, tuma pAgala ho gae, bar3I becainI hotI hai, isalie nahIM kaha sktii| isakI to Apa sammohita ho ge| kisake jAla meM par3a gae! tumane apanI buddhi mujhe chuTTI de deN| gaMvA dii| aba to ve tuma para saMdeha kreNge| to maiMne kahA, aba tU soc| tere pati kI to zarAba kI Adata hai | to tumhArI sArI pratiSThA kaThinAI meM par3a jaaegii| saMnyAsa bIsa sAla kii| kaise chUTegI? tujhe sirpha kahanA rokanA hai, vaha mahaMgA saudA hai| pAgala hI kara sakate haiN| bhI nahIM chuutttaa| vaha bhI terI zarAba ho gii| | triveNI ThIka kahatI hai ki 'yahAM Akara saMnyAsa le liyaa| aura majA tujhe aMdAja meM nahIM hai, agara maiM tere pati ko rAjI kara aisI pAgala ho gaI ki saMnyAsa le liyaa| aura aba Apa hI mere lUM aura ve zarAba na pIyeM to tU dukhI ho jaaegii| kyoMki terA sArA | kRSNa bana gae haiN|' 579 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga: 2 jahAM prema ho gayA vahIM kRSNa kA AvirbhAva ho jAtA hai| kRSNa isalie yaha jo maukA milA, yaha jo palaka thor3I khulI, se thor3e hI prema hotA hai! jahAM prema hotA hai, vahIM kRSNa kA isako aura kholate hI cale jaanaa| AvirbhAva ho jAtA hai| yahI kaThina bAta hai| '...aba yaha vizvAsa lekara jAtI hUM ki jo dhyAna yahAM milA agara tuma kisI dUsare ko siddha karoge ki mujhe kRSNa ke darzana | hai, vaha kAyama rhegaa|' ho gae to vaha hNsegaa| usakA haMsanA bhI ThIka hai| vaha kahegA, yaha bAta chor3akara jaao| yaha sAtha lekara mata jaao| yaha hameM to koI kRSNa ke darzana hote nahIM; tumheM kaise ho gae? kucha rahegA kAyama, lekina tuma yaha bAta yahIM chor3a jaao| tuma yaha bhrAMti ho gaI hogii| bAta hI mata utthaao| yaha vizvAsa khataranAka hai| yaha vizvAsa vaha bhI ThIka hai| kyoMki kRSNa ke darzana to prema meM hote haiM; prema to isa bAta kI sUcanA hai ki avizvAsa AnA zurU hI ho gyaa| kI AMkha ho to hote haiN| aura prema kI AMkha ho to kucha aura hI Dara lagane lagA mana meM ki aba ghara vApasa jAnA hai| patA nahIM jo yahAM ho rahA thA, vaha vahAM hogA yA nahIM hogaa| tumhArA ghara mohabbata meM kadama rakhate hI guma honA par3A mujhako paramAtmA ke utane hI nikaTa hai jitanA yhaaN| sabhI ghara usake haiN| nikala AyIM hajAroM maMjileM eka-eka maMjila se sabhI jagaha vahI hai| tuma yaha vizvAsa hI uThAne kA matalaba huA ki kahIM gahare meM hajAroM maMjileM khula jAtI haiN| idhara prema kI AMkha baMda huI ki saba avizvAsa Ane lagA ki aba jAtI hUM ghara, aba patA nahIM jo baMda ho jAtA hai| huA hai, vaha sAtha jAegA yA nahIM? phikra chodd'o| vizvAsa kI kRSNa dikhAI par3a sakate haiM, jahAM tumhArA prema jaga jaae| prema | koI jarUrata nahIM hai| kRSNa ko nirmita karatA hai| prema kRSNa kA AviSkAra karatA hai| tuma AnaMdamagna, nAcatI, gIta gunagunAtI vApasa jaao| tumhAre to tumhArA prema jagA, ise smaraNa rkhnaa| aura isa prema ko mujha gItoM meM baMdhA huA, jo yahAM ghaTA hai vaha tumhAre sAtha calA para hI mata roka lenaa| ise aura bar3hAnA, ki dhIre-dhIre kRSNa saba aaegaa| apekSAzUnya! jaise niruddezya AnA yahAM huA thA, aise jagaha dikhAI par3ane lgeN| jo ghaTanA tumane mujha para ghaTA lI hai, | hI niruddezya vApasa calI jaao| dUra na jA paaogii| vaha tumhArI prema kI AMkha ke kAraNa ghaTI hai| isI AMkha se vRkSa yAda AgAje-mohabbata kI diloM se na gaI ko dekhnaa| to tuma pAoge, kRSNa khar3e haiM hre-bhre| isI AMkha kAphile ghara se bahuta dUra na hone pAe se pahAr3a ko dekhanA to tuma pAoge, kRSNa khar3e haiN| kaise AkAza | kabhI nahIM ho pAte duur| prema kI jhalaka mila jaae...| ko chUte shikhr| himAcchAdita! kRSNa khar3e haiN| yAda AgAje-mohabbata kI diloM se na gii| tuma isI prema kI AMkha se dekhate cale jAnA, to hara jagaha kRSNa | phira dila kabhI bhUlatA hI nhiiN| dila meM ghaTa jAe, eka daphA dikhAI pdd'eNge| yaha prema kI AMkha jo paidA huI hai, yaha bar3hatI jAe, dila meM jhaMkAra ho jAe, phira dila kabhI bhUlatA hI nhiiN| yaha mujha para ruke n| kyoMki ruka jAe to khatarA ho jAtA hai| yAda AgAje-mohabbata kI diloM se na gaI rukane se saMpradAya bana jAtA hai| bar3hane se dharma, rukane se sNprdaay| kAphile ghara se bahuta dUra na hone pAe tumane agara yaha jidda kI ki yahI AdamI kRSNa hai, aura koI phira tuma jAo kitane hI dUra-pRthvI ke kisI dUra ke kone para kRSNa nahIM to basa, jaldI hI yaha prema mara jaaegaa| kyoMki prema | bhI, to bhI ghara se dUra na ho paaoge| vaha ghara paramAtmA hai, jisase phailatA rahe to jItA hai| prema bar3hatA rahe to jItA hai| prema sikur3a | hama kabhI dUra nahIM ho paate| jAe to marane lagatA hai| tumane gardana para phAMsI lagA dii| jaise eka daphA pulaka A jAe, jhalaka A jaae| vaha jhalaka AyI [ do aura koI mara jAe, aisA prema ko hai| isalie vizvAsa ityAdi kI bAta mata utthaao| vizvAsa to sikor3anA mata, anyathA mara jaaegaa| phira eka dina tuma pAoge | thothI cIja hai| vizvAsa to avizvAsa ko DhAMkane kA upAya hai| ki mujhameM bhI dikhAI nahIM par3eMge kRssnn| vizvAsa to zaMkA ko chipAne kI vyavasthA hai| vizvAsa to saMdeha 5800 2010_03

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rasamayatA aura ekAgratA ko lIpApotI karanA hai| gAnA, nAcanA, cupa hokara baiTha jaanaa| apekSA mata le jaao| tuma jaisI niruddezya yahAM AyI thIM, binA kisI bhAva ke kucha sahaja honA; shjsphuurt| aura phira saMbaMdha nahIM TUTatA hai| patA na thA kyA ghaTegA, aise hI vApasa jAo binA kucha patA lie tU soja-e-hakIkI hai maiM paravAnA hUM ki kyA ghttegaa| bahuta kucha ghaTane ko hai| maiM tumase pahale tumhAre | tU vAdA-e-gularaMga hai maiM paimAnA hUM ghara pahuMca gayA huuN| tU rUha hai maiM jisma hUM '...jo dhyAna yahAM milA vaha kAyama rahegA aura pukArane para tU asla hai maiM nakla Apa sadA Ate raheMge?' jisameM hai bayAM terA, vaha aphasAnA hUM tuma phikra hI na kro| kabhI-kabhI binA pukArane para bhI | bhakta kahatA hai: aauuNgaa| dvAra para dastaka dUM to ghabar3AnA mt| kabhI acAnaka tU soja-e-hakIkI hai, maiM paravAnA hUM sAmane khar3A ho jAUM to ghabar3AnA mt| tU hai satya kA dIyA, maiM hUM patiMgA, prvaanaa| tujha para jalane ko prema na to samaya jAnatA, na sthAna jaantaa| kSetra aura kAla AtA huuN| donoM ke pAra hai| tU vAdA-e-gularaMga hai maiM paimAnA hUM dina-rAta khulI rahatI haiM rAheM dila kI -tU phUloM ke raMga jaisI zarAba hai, maiM terA pAtra huuN| takatI haiM kise roja nigAheM dila kI tU vAdA-e-gularaMga hai maiM paimAnA hUM ye kisakA tasavvura hai, ye kisakA hai khayAla tU rUha hai maiM jisma roke jo rukatI nahIM Ahe dila kI -tU hai AtmA, maiM shriir| dina-rAta khulI rahatI haiM rAheM dila kI ve prema ke rAste sadA | tU asla hai maiM nakla hI khule hue haiN| apekSA se baMda ho jAte haiN| dvAra baMda ho jAtA, | bhakta apane ko poMcha detA hai, miTA detA hai| apekSA rakhoge to bhir3a jaataa| apekSA bhara mata le jaao| praphullatA se, tuma rhoge| kyoMki apekSA tumhArI hai; tumhAre ahaMkAra kI, magna-bhAva se jaao| asmitA kI hai| apekSAeM haTA do| apekSAoM ke girate hI dina-rAta khalI rahatI hai rAheM dila kI tumhArA ahaMkAra gira jaaegaa| takatI haiM kise roja nigAheM dila kI tU rUha, maiM jisma dila kI nigAha ke lie koI bhautika upasthiti jarUrI nahIM ta asla, maiM nakla hai| dila kI AMkha dara se dekha letI hai| aura dila kI AMkha na ho | taba bhakta nakla ho jAtA hai, nakala ho jAtA hai| vaha kahatA hai to pAsa se bhI nahIM dekha paatii| dila kI AMkha na ho to AdamI terI chAyA, pratibiMba darpaNa meM banI terI prtichvi| aMdhe kI taraha AtA, aMdhe kI taraha calA jaataa| tU asla, maiM nakla ye kisakA tasavvara hai, ye kisakA hai khayAla jisameM hai bayAM terA, vaha aphasAnA hUM AtA hUM tumhAre saath| lekina tumhArI apekSA rahI to na A | jyAdA se jyAdA vaha kahAnI hUM, vaha gIta hUM, jisameM terA bayAna paauuNgaa| apekSA chor3a do| apekSA kA tyAga kara do| AtA hUM | hai| apane ko poNcho| apane ko httaao| usI DhaMga se paramAtmA tumhAre sAtha eka tasavvura kI taraha, eka bhAva kI taraha, eka ke lie jagaha banatI hai| bhakti kI trh| to maiM kahatA hUM, triveNI, ghara jAo-khAlI, shuunyvt| koI ye kisakA tasavvura hai, ye kisakA hai khayAla apekSA nahIM, koI atIta anubhava kI smRti nhiiN| jo huA hai roke jo rukatI nahIM Ahe dila kI vaha phira-phira ho, aisI vAsanA nahIM-zUnya! usa zUnya meM hI ronA! apekSA mata le jaao| usakA dIyA utara AegA; usakI rozanI bhregii| haMsanA! apekSA mata le jaao| tU vAdA-e-gularaMga maiM paimAnA hUM 5811 __ 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga: 2 yaha zUnyatA hI tumheM pAtra banA degii| phUloM ke raMgoM jaisI zarAba, | unheM thor3e hI matalaba hai! unheM apane narka kI par3I hai, ki paira kI paramAtmA kI mastI usameM utaregI aura bhregii| tuma miToge to dhula de deM aura phaMsa jaaeN| yaha bhI khaba AdamI phaMsAne ke upAya paramAtmA ho sakatA hai| kara rahA hai! abhI paira kI dhUla de deM, phira phaMseM khud| tumhArA to siradarda ThIka ho, hama narka meM sdd'eN| nahIM, yaha pApa hamase na ho tIsarA prazna : kathA kahatI hai ki zrI kRSNa bhagavAna ne jaba skegaa| inako apanI phikra hai| gopiyoM ko apanA patA hI nahIM siradarda miTAne ke lie bhaktoM se unakI caraNadhUli mAMgI, taba | hai| isalie unhoMne kahA, paira kI dhUla to paira kI dhuul| ise thor3A sabane iMkAra kara diyA, lekina gopiyoM ne caraNadhUli dii| prabhu, | samajha lenaa| isa prasaMga kA rahasya batAne kI kRpA kreN| prema ke atirikta aura koI vinamratA nahIM hai| gopiyAM to samajhatI haiM saba lIlA usakI hai| yaha siradarda usakI lIlA, yaha rahasya bilakula sApha hai| batAne kI koI jarUrata nahIM hai| paira, yaha paira kI dhUla usakI liilaa| vahI mAMgatA hai| usakI hI sIdhA-sIdhA hai| dasare Dare hoNge| dasaroM kI asmitA rahI hogI, | cIja dene meM hameM kyA ar3acana hai? ahaMkAra rahA hogaa| takhalIke-kAyanAta ke dilacaspa jurma para aba yaha bar3e maje kI bAta hai| ahaMkAra ko vinamra hone kA | haMsatA to hogA Apa bhI yajadAM kabhI-kabhI pAgalapana hotA hai| ahaMkAra ko hI vinamra hone kA khayAla hotA yaha bhagavAna, jisane duniyA banAI ho-yajadAM, sraSTA; hai| to jo dUsare rahe hoMge, unhoMne kahA, paira kI dhUla bhagavAna ke kabhI-kabhI haMsatA to hogA; kaisA dilacaspa jurma kiyaa| yaha lie? kabhI nhiiN| kahAM bhagavAna, kahAM hama! hama to kSudra haiM, | duniyA banAkara kaisA majedAra pApa kiyaa| tuma virATa ho| hama to nA-kucha haiM, tuma saba kucha ho| lekina takhalIke-kAyanAta ke dilacaspa jurma para isa nA-kacha meM bhI ghoSaNA ho rahI hai ki hama haiM, choTe haiN| hamAre haMsatA to hogA Apa bhI yajadAM kabhI-kabhI paira kI dhUla tumhAre sira para ? pApa lagegA, narka meM pdd'eNge| bhakta kahate haiM-haMsI usako bhI to AtI hogI ki khaba lekina gopiyAM jo saca meM hI nA-kucha haiM, unhoMne kahA hamAre majAka rahA! paira kahAM? hama kahAM? hamAre paira kI dhUla bhI tumhAre hI paira kI kRSNa khUba haMse hoMge, jaba jJAniyoM ne dhUla na dI aura gopiyoM ne dhUla hai| aura yaha dhUla bhI kahAM ? tuma hI ho| aura phira tumhArI | dhUla de dii| khUba haMse hoNge| choTI-sI majAka bhI na samajha paae| AjJA ho gaI to hama bIca meM bAdhA denevAle kauna ? hama kauna haiM jJAniyoM se jyAdA buddhU khojanA muzkila hai| zAstra samajha gae, jo kaheM nahIM? zAstra kA sAgara samajha gae, aura jarA-sI majAka na samajha pAe, prema kI vinamratA bar3I alaga hai| jJAna kI vinamratA thothI hai, jarA-sI bAta na samajha paae| paramAtmA ke lie itanA bhI na kara dhokhe se bharI hai| jJAnI jaba tumase kahatA hai, hama to Apake paira | paae| gopiyAM to khUba khuza huI hoNgii| unhoMne to socA hogA, kI dhUla haiM, tuma mAna mata lenaa| jarA usakI AMkha meM dekhnaa| | calo aparAdha tumhI karavA rahe ho to kreNge| dilacaspa ho gayA vaha kaha rahA hai, samajhe ki nahIM, ki hama mahAvinamra haiM! aparAdha, tumhArI AjJA se ho rahA hai| tuma yaha mata kahanA ki ThIka kahate haiM Apa: bilakula sahI khatAoM pe jo mujhako mAila kare phira kahate haiM aap| to vaha nArAja ho jAegA aura phira kabhI tumhArI | sajA aura aisI sajA cAhatA hUM tarapha dekhegA bhI nhiiN| vaha sunanA cAhatA hai ki tuma kaho, ki | unhoMne to socA hogA, calo acchaa| aba aisI sajA denA ki | are! Apa aura paira kI dhUla? nhiiN-nhiiN| Apa to pUjyapAda! hama aura khatAeM kreN| aba aisA daMDa denA ki hama aura khatAeM kareM Apa to mahAna, ApakI vinamratA mhaan| vaha yaha sunanA cAhatA tAki tuma aura daMDa do| yaha saMbaMdha banA rhe| yaha dostI banI hai ki tuma kaho ki Apa mhaan| rhe| yaha gaThabaMdhana banA rhe| dUsaroM ne iMkAra kara diyA hogaa| kRSNa ke sira meM darda hai, isase | khatAoM pe jo mujhako mAila kare phira 5821 2010_03

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rasamayatA aura ekAgratA sajA aura aisI sajA cAhatA hUM karAtA hogaa| unakA samarpaNa samagra hai| gopiyAM to prasannatA se narka calI jAeMgI, agara unake narka ke jAne se kRSNa kA siradarda ThIka hotA ho| unheM to kSaNabhara bhI AkhirI prazna : dhyAna kI mRtyu aura prema kI mRtyu kyA bhinna khayAla na AyA hogA ki yaha koI pApa ho rahA hai| haiM? kyA unakI prakriyAeM bhI bhinna haiM? prema ziSTAcAra ke niyama mAnatA hI nhiiN| jahAM ziSTAcAra ke niyama haiM, vahAM kahIM chupe meM gaharA ahaMkAra hai| saba ziSTAcAra ke | mRtyu to eka hI hai; dhyAna kI ho ki prema kii| lekina niyama ahaMkAra ke niyama haiN| prema koI niyama nahIM maantaa| prema | prakriyAeM, usa mRtyu taka pahuMcane ke mArga, vidhiyAM bhinna-bhinna mahAniyama hai| saba niyama samarpita ho jAte haiN| prema paryApta hai; haiN| dhyAna se bhI yahI ghaTatA hai ki tuma miTa jAte ho| prema se bhI kisI aura niyama kI koI jarUrata nahIM hai| yahI ghaTatA hai ki tuma miTa jAte ho| miTanA to donoM hAlata meM jJAnI aura bhakta meM bar3e pharka haiN| ve dRSTiyAM hI alaga haiN| ve hotA hai, lekina donoM ke mArga bar3e alaga-alaga haiN| do alaga saMsAra haiN| ve dekhane ke bilakula alaga AyAma haiN| dhyAna ke pahale caraNa para tuma nahIM mittte| dhyAna ke pahale caraNa jisako hama jJAnI kahate haiM, vaha rattI-rattI hisAba lagAtA hai| para to tamameM jo galata hai usako miTAyA jAtA hai, sahI ko karma, karmaphala, kyA karUM, kyA na karUM, kisako karane se pApa bacAyA jAtA hai| azubha ko miTAyA jAtA hai, zubha ko bacAyA lagegA, kisako karane se puNya lgegaa| | jAtA hai| azuddhi jalAI jAtI hai, zuddhi bacAI jAtI hai| bhakta to unmAda meM jiitaa| vaha kahatA jo tuma karAte, kreNge| to jJAna ke mArga para yA dhyAna ke mArga para vyakti zuddha hone pApa to tumhArA, puNya to tumhaaraa| bhakta to saba kucha paramAtmA lagatA hai| miTatA nahIM, parizuddha hotA hai, lekina bacatA hai| ke caraNoM meM rakha detA hai| vaha kahatA hai agara tumhArI marjI pApa AkhirI chalAMga meM parizuddhi aisI jagaha A jAtI hai, jahAM ki karAne kI hai to hama prasannatA se pApa hI kreNge| bhakta kA samarpaNa zuddhatA bhI azuddhi mAlUma hone lagatI hai| jahAM honA mAtra AmUla hai| madahozI! behozI! paramAtmA ke hAtha meM apanA hAtha | azuddhi mAlUma hotI hai, vahAM AkhirI chalAMga meM dhyAnI apane ko pUrI taraha de denaa-beshrt| bujhA detA hai| bhakta pahale kadama para bujhAtA hai| vaha isakA vAijo-zekha ne sara jor3akara badanAma kiyA hisAba nahIM karatA-acchA aura buraa| varanA badanAma na hotI maya-e-gulaphAma abhI | to bhakti chalAMga hai aura dhyAna kramika vikAsa hai| dhyAna dharma-upadezakoM ne, tathAkathita jJAniyoM ne, dharmaguruoM ne--sara eka-eka kadama, dhIre-dhIre calatA hai; aahistaa-aahistaa| jor3akara badanAma kiyA-khUba sira mArA aura badanAma kiyA, bhakti bilakula pAgalapana hai| vaha ekadama chalAMga lagA letI taba kahIM behozI ko, madahozI ko, phaloM ke raMga jaisI zarAba ko | hai| dhyAnI aise hai, jaise sIr3hiyoM se utaratA hai chata se-eka-eka ve badanAma karane meM saphala ho pAe; anyathA kabhI badanAma na kadama, smhl-smhlkr| samhalanA dhyAna kA sUtra hotii| hai-saavdhaanii| vAijo-zekha ne sara jor3akara badanAma kiyA bhakta aisA hai, chata se chalAMga lagA detA hai| phikra hI chor3atA hai varanA badanAma na hotI maya-e-gulaphAma abhI hAtha-paira TUTeMge, baceMge, mareMge, kyA hogaa| vaha chalAMga lagA detA bhakta to zarAbI jaisA hai| jJAnI hisAbI-kitAbI hai| donoM ke hai| usakI zraddhA AtyaMtika hai| vaha kahatA hai, use bacAnA hai to gaNita alaga-alaga haiN| bhakta to jAnatA hI nahIM kyA burA hai, vaha bacA hI legaa| jAko rAkhe saaiyaaN| use nahIM bacAnA hai to kyA bhalA hai| bhakta to kahatA hai, jo bhagavAna kare vahI bhlaa| tuma sIr3hiyoM para bhI samhala-samhalakara calo to bhI mara jAoge, jo maiM karanA cAhUM vaha burA, aura jo bhagavAna kare vaha bhlaa| to bhI miTa jaaoge| to gopiyoM ne socA hogA, bhagavAna kahate haiM apanI caraNa-raja to bhakta to chalAMga lagAtA hai--eka hI kdm| phira eka de do, unhoMne jaldI se de dI hogii| bhagavAna karAtA hai to bhalA hI kadama ke bAda use kucha karanA nahIM pdd'taa| phira to jamIna kA 1583 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga: 2 gurutvAkarSaNa khIMca letA hai| aisA thor3e hI ki tumane eka kadama | bhakta to zarAbI jaisA hai| usane to bhakti kI surA pI lii| chalAMga lagAI, phira tuma pUchate ho aba hama kyA kareM chalAMga aba vaha DAMvADola calatA hai| aba gira jAe, to use phikara lagAkara? pUchane kA maukA hI nahIM hai| gae! eka kadama tumane nhiiN| na pahuMca pAe to use phikara nhiiN| uThAyA ki jamIna khIMcane lagatI hai| eka kadama tuma na uThAte to tumane kabhI eka maje kI ghaTanA dekhI hai? zarAbI gira jAtA hai jamIna kI kaziza ke lie tuma upalabdha na the| eka kadama uThAyA rAste para, hAtha-paira nahIM ttuuttte| tuma jarA giro! ki jamIna kI kaziza kAma karane lgii| eka bailagAr3I meM do AdamI baiThe the--eka zarAbI zarAba pIe to bhakti kA zAstra kahatA hai ki tuma chalAMga lo, phira aura eka AdamI pUre hoza meN| bailagAr3I ulaTa gii| jo hoza meM paramAtmA kI kaziza bAkI kAma kara detI hai| tuma chor3o, vahI thA, usake hAtha-paira TUTa ge| jo zarAbI thA usako patA hI nahIM kara legaa| | claa| jaba usane subaha AMkha kholI to usane kahA, are! dhyAnI kahatA hai, hama chor3a na pAeMge aise| hama to jo galata hai bailagAr3I kA kyA huA? use chodd'eNge| patA nahIM paramAtmA hai bhI yA nahIM? tumane dekhA, kabhI-kabhI choTe bacce gira par3ate haiM chata se, coTa to tumheM socanA hai apane bhItara ki tumheM kauna-sI bAta ThIka nahIM khaate| bar3A AdamI gire to jarUra coTa khAtA hai| kyA lagatI hai| agara pAgala hone kI himmata hai to bhkti| agara tarka kAraNa hogA? zarAbI jaba giratA hai to use patA hI nahIM calatA bahuta pragAr3ha hai, soca-vicAra kAphI nikharA huA hai, buddhi | ki gira rahe haiN| girane kA patA cale to AdamI rokatA hai| roke balazAlI hai to bhakti tumhAre kAma kI nhiiN| to virodha khar3A hotA hai, pratirodha hotA hai| jaba hozavAlA ghabar3AhATa koI bhI nahIM hai| pahuMcoge to vhiiN| jaba tuma AdamI giratA hai to vaha saba taraha se apane ko rokatA hai ki gira sIr3hiyAM utara rahe ho taba bhI kaziza hI tumheM khIMca rahI hai| tuma na jaauuN| jamIna khIMca rahI hai nIce, vaha khIMca rahA hai, samhAla dhIre-dhIre utara rahe ho, basa itanI hI bAta hai| bhakta tejI se jA rahA hai apane ko jamIna ke vipriit| to doharI zaktiyoM meM virodha rahA hai, tIra kI taraha jA rahA hai| tuma AhistA-AhistA jA rahe hotA hai| usI meM haDDiyAM TUTa jAtI haiN| ho, eka-eka kadama jA rahe ho| jaba tuma eka kadama utarate ho zarAbiyoM ko girate dekhakara aura coTa lagate na dekhakara cIna sIr3hI se taba bhI kaziza hI tumheM khIMcatI hai| lekina tuma eka aura jApAna meM eka vizeSa kalA vikasita huI, usakA nAma hai kadama utarate ho, phira dUsarA kadama utarate ho| tuma para nirbhara hai| jyudo, jujutsu| yaha dekhakara ki zarAbI giratA hai roj| par3e haiM aura jaldabAjI meM aisA mata karanA, yaha mata socanA ki.calo nAlI meN| phira subaha uThakara ghara jAte haiM, phira nahA-dhokara phira yaha sIdhA mArga hai bhakti kA; chalAMga lagA jaao| agara tumhAre cale dphtr| na unakI haDDI-pasalI TUTI, na kahIM kucha hai| tuma mana meM yaha na jaMce to chalAMga lagegI hI nhiiN|| subaha pahacAna bhI nahIM sakate ki ye rAtabhara sar3aka para par3e rahe haiN| to apane mana ko phcaannaa| tumheM jo ThIka lage vahI tumhAre | subaha bilakula ThIka mAlUma par3ate haiN| tuma to giro itanA! lie ThIka hai| aura sadA dhyAna rakhanA jo tumhAre lie ThIka hai, baccA roja giratA hai, dinabhara giratA hai ghara meN| mAM-bApa to gireM; vaha jarUrI nahIM ki sabhI ke lie ThIka ho| jo dUsare ke lie phaurana haDDI-pasalI TUTa jaaegii| ThIka hai vaha tumhAre lie gaira-ThIka ho sakatA hai| jo dUsare ke abhI amarIkA meM unhoMne eka prayoga kiyA hArvarDa yunivarsiTI lie amRta hai, tumhAre lie jahara ho sakatA hai| meM ki eka bar3e pahalavAna ko, bar3e zaktizAlI AdamI ko eka mRtyu to eka hI hai| mRtyueM do nahIM haiN| aMtima pariNAma to eka choTe bacce kI nakala karane ko khaa| ATha ghaMTe baccA jo kare hI hai, lekina calanevAle do DhaMga ke haiN| kucha haiM, jo hoziyArI se vaha tuma kro| vaha AdamI socatA thA, maiM zaktizAlI AdamI calate haiM, samhala-samhalakara calate haiN| rAste para dekhA, koI hai, gajara jaauuNgaa| kAphI, hajAroM DAlara milanevAle the| cA AdamI samhalakara calatA hai| aura zarAbI ko dekhA, DAMvADola ghaMTe meM cAroM khAne citta ho gyaa| kyoMki vaha baccA kabhI gire to calatA hai| aba usako giranA pdd'e| yaha bar3I jhaMjhaTa kI baat| 584 2010_03

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rasamayatA aura ekAgratA vaha baccA...bacce ko AnaMda A gyaa| usane kahA ki yaha sakate ho binA zarta lagAe, to phira prema ke mArga se utro| merI nakala kara rahA hai| to vaha aura jora-jora se karane lgaa| miToge to donoM hAlata meM kyoMki jaba taka tuma na miToge, taba cAra ghaMTe meM vaha jo pahalavAna thA, usane kahA mAphI kro| ve taka paramAtmA na ho skegaa| aura jisa dina tuma miToge usa dina hajAroM DAlara rakho apne| yaha to hamArI jAna le legaa| ATha | tumheM cAhe patA na bhI cale ki tuma miTa gae ho, sArI duniyA ko ghaMTe meM hama mara hI jaaeNge| kyoMki ucakatA, kUdatA, cillAtA, patA cala jAegA ki tuma miTa gae ho| jinake pAsa bhI AMkheM haiM ciikhtaa| aura jo vaha kare, vahI use karanA hai| unheM patA cala jAegA ki tuma miTa gae ho| tumhArA zUnya bar3A manovaijJAnika prayoga karake dekha rahe the ki choTe bacce meM kitanI mukhara hotA hai! UrjA hai, phira bhI thakatA nhiiN| kAraNa kyA hogA? choTA baccA zUnya bar3A saMgItapUrNa hotA hai| zUnya kA sannATA sunAI par3ane abhI apane ko samhAlatA nhiiN| abhI jo ghaTatA hai, usake sAtha lagatA hai| jo loga bhI miTa gae haiM, unake pAsa loga bhAge cale ho letA hai| agara baccA giratA hai, to vaha girane meM sahayoga Ate haiM, khiMce cale Ate haiN| samajha meM bhI nahIM AtA ki kyA karatA hai| tuma girate ho to virodha karate ho| tumhAre virodha ke AkarSaNa hai| AkarSaNa itanA hI hai ki jahAM koI miTa gayA vahAM kAraNa haDDI TUTa jAtI hai| haDDI girane ke kAraNa nahIM ttuutttii| haDDI zUnya paidA ho gyaa| tumhAre virodha ke kAraNa TUTatI hai| vaijJAnikoM se pUcho, havA calatI hai, kyoM calatI hai? yaha havA agara tuma girane meM sAtha ho jAo, agara jaba tuma girane lago | abhI cala rahI hai, yaha gulamohara kA vRkSa kaMpa rahA hai| yaha havA to girane se tumhAre bacane kI koI AkAMkSA na ho, tuma girane ke kyoM cala rahI hai? to vaijJAnika kahate haiM, havA ke calane kA eka sAtha sahayoga kara lo, tuma girane se eka kadama Age gira jAo, | kAraNa hai, eka hI kAraNa hai| jaba kahIM jora kI garmI par3atI hai to tuma kaho, lo rAjI; to coTa na khaaoge| to tuma aise gira | vahAM kI havA virala ho jAtI hai| vahAM zUnya paidA ho jAtA hai| usa jAoge....binA kisI pratirodha ke| tuma pRthvI kI goda meM gira zUnya ko bharane ke lie AsapAsa kI havA daur3ane lagatI hai| jaaoge| coTa na khaaoge| | kyoMki zUnya ko prakRti bardAzta nahIM krtii| usako bharanA par3atA zarAbI coTa nahIM khaataa| aise hI bhakta bhI coTa nahIM khaataa| hai| AsapAsa kI havA usa zunya ko bharane ke lie daur3atI hai, vaha giratA hai; bar3I UMcI chalAMga hai uskii| magara vaha zarAbI isalie havA calatI hai| isalie garmI meM bavaMDara uThate haiM, tUphAna hai| usane premarasa pIyA hai| usane prema kI surA pI lii| uThate haiN| kyoMki zUnya paidA ho jAtA hai| sUraja kI garmI ke kAraNa magara tuma agara nahIM ho zarAbI aura tumhArA svabhAva vaisA nahIM havA virala ho jAtI hai, phaila jAtI hai| jagaha khAlI ho jAtI hai| hai to karanA mt| tuma apanI sIr3hiyAM utrnaa| choTI-choTI use bharane havA AtI hai| sIr3hiyAM-sIr3hiyAM banAkara utrnaa| koI jaldI bhI nahIM hai kyoMki ThIka aisA hI paramAtmA ke AtyaMtika loka meM bhI ghaTatA hai| donoM taraha se loga pahuMca jAte haiN| jaba koI vyakti miTa jAtA hai, khAlI ho jAtA, to prakRti yA to maiM yaha nahIM kaha rahA hUM ki tuma isameM se eka ko apanI paramAtmA zUnya ko bardAzta nahIM krtaa| usa zUnya ko bharane ke svabhAva kI, prakRti kI anukUlatA binA dekhe cuna lo| isalie lie cetanA kI lahareM cala par3atI haiN| maiM bhakti kI bhI bAta karatA hUM, dhyAna kI bhI bAta karatA huuN| maiM tuma cetanA kI laharoM kI taraha yahAM A gae ho| jahAM kahIM koI donoM kI bAta karatA hUM kyoMki tumameM donoM taraha ke loga haiN| vyakti miTA ki cetanAeM usa tarapha sarakane lagatI haiN| aisA aMtima ghaTanA to eka hai, lekina usa taka pahuMcane ke rAste bar3e vyakti himAlaya para baiThA ho to loga vahAM rAstA khojate hue, bhinna haiN| | pagaDaMDiyAM banAte hue pahuMca jAte haiN| jAnA hI pdd'egaa| zUnya ko agara tamheM vicAra kI bar3I pakar3a hai to tama dhyAna se clo| paramAtmA bardAzta nahIM krtaa| use bharanA hI pdd'egaa| agara tumhArA hRdaya khulA hai, tuma choTe bacce ho sakate ho, yA ki | jahAM guru paidA hogA vahAM ziSya Ate cale jAte haiN| guru ke hone tuma straiNa ho sakate ho, tuma prema bahA sakate ho aura prema meM baha kA eka hI artha hai, jahAM zUnya paidA huaa| 585 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAgaH mohabbata isa taraha mAlUma ho jAtI hai duniyA ko ki yaha mAlUma hotA hai nahIM mAlUma hotI hai prema tumhAre jIvana meM ghaTegA, patA bhI nahIM calegA tumheM kisI aura ko bhI zAyada patA na cale, phira bhI sabako patA cala jaaegaa| aura aisA bhI patA calatA rahatA hai ki mAlUma nahIM ho rahA hai| kisI ko mAlUma nahIM ho rahA hai| lekina cupacupa, gupacupa, hRdaya se hRdaya taka khabara pahuMca jAtI hai| mohabbata isa taraha mAlUma ho jAtI hai duniyA ko ki yaha mAlUma hotA hai nahIM mAlUma hotI hai aura mRtyu to mohabbata kI AkhirI ghar3I hai| vaha to caramotkarSa, vaha to AkhirI utkarSa, vaha to carama sthiti hai| jahAM koI vyakti bilakula zUnya ho jAtA hai, saba tarapha se paramAtmA daur3a par3atA hai aneka-aneka rUpoM meM use bharane ko|| isI ko hiMdU avataraNa kahate haiN| yaha paramAtmA kA daur3akara kisI ko bhara denA avarataNa hai-utara aanaa| koI khAlI ho gayA. paramAtmA daur3A use bharane ko| dhyAnI ko bhI bharatA hai. premI ko bhI bharatA hai| lekina bharatA tabhI hai, jaba tuma miTate ho| apane ko bacAnA mt| koI bhI mArga khojo| apane ko miTAne kA mArga khojo| saMsAra hai apane ko bacAne kI ceSTA; dharma hai apane ko miTAne kA saahs| Aja itanA hii| 586 2010_03