Jinsutra Lecture 43 Gyan hi Kranti

Author(s): Osho Rajnish
Publisher: Osho Rajnish
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/340143/1

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ANTA prazna-sAra S | citta kI dazA ko Apane bAdhA btaayaa| citta kI dazA hI to hameM Apake pAsa le AyI? buddhi ko bhI Apane bAdhA btaayaa| para maiM Apake irda-girda buddhimAna logoM ko bhare dekhatA hUM? AcArya rajanIza ko sunatA thA--nipaTa sIdhA, saaph| __ pyAre bhagavAna ko bhI sunatA hUM Ar3e Ate haiM, buddha, mahAvIra, jIsasa, zaMkara aadi| svayaM sIdhe prakaTa hone kI bajAya Ar3a lekara Ane ke pIche rahasya kyA? jaina-kuTuMba meM jnm| tIna varSoM se bhagavAna zrI ko pddh'naa| saMnyasta bhii| phira bhI pAre kI taraha bikharate jaanaa| jina-sUtra para bhagavAna ke pravacana acche lgnaa| bhoga meM rasa bhut| paraMparA aura saMskAra pAMvoM meM ber3I kI trh| bahucitta aura vikSipta hote jAnA, TUTate jaanaa| mArgadarzana kI maaNg| pravacana par3hane meM rasa aanaa| pustakoM dvArA hI yahAM taka khIMca liye jAnA, para aba zabdoM kA samajha meM na pdd'naa| AMkhoM kA bhagavAna ko nihAranA aura miMca jAne para mastaka kA nata honaa| kyA yaha mana se AtmA kI ora rUpAMtaraNa hai? jAnane kI cAha meM kisI ne rAta ko dina racate dekhaa| aisA kyoM? RREARS HINDI BAR 2010_03

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MARAT RER Porance HTTOTER AM500 halA prazna: Apane kahA ki citta kI dazA hI ho; lekina aba isI nAva meM baiThe rahoge to pahuMcakara bhI dUsare bAdhA hai| aura mujhe merI citta kI dazA hI kinAre para vaMcita raha gye| kahAM pahuMca pAye! nAva pakar3anI bhI Apake pAsa le AyI hai| Apane yaha bhI paDatI. choDanI bhI pddtii| sAdhana hAtha meM bhI lene hote haiM. phira kahA ki buddhi hI bAdhA hai, kyoMki buddhimAna bahuta girA bhI dene hote haiN| soca-vicAra karatA hai| aura maiM dekhatA hUM ki Apake irda-girda isalie prathama caraNa para jo sAdhaka hai, sAdhana hai, aMtima caraNa buddhimAna vyakti hI bhare haiN| para vahI bAdhaka ho jAtA hai| tumhArA mana hI tumheM yahAM le AyA, isameM do mata nahIM ho skte| mana hI na hotA to tuma Ate kaise! nizcaya hI citta hI tumhArA yahAM taka le AyA hai| mere pAsa le | yaha yAtrA hI kaise karate! merA AkarSaNa hI tumheM kaise khIMcatA! AyA hai| phira bhI citta bAdhA hai| pAsa to A jAoge citta ke | merA balAvA hI tama kaise snte| tama mana kI DorI ko pakar3akara kAraNa, milana na ho paayegaa| nikaTa to A jAoge, eka na ho | hI yahAM taka aaye| mana kI nAva para hI car3hakara yahAM taka aaye| paaoge| yahAM taka to le AyegA, zArIrika rUpa se to karIba | lekina aba kyA mana kI nAva para hI baiThe rahoge? aba utaro, pahuMcA degA, Atmika rUpa se dUra hI dUra rkhegaa| aba nAva chodd'o| aba kinArA A gyaa| dhanyavAda de do nAva agara zarIra ke hI milana kI bAta hotI, to citta bAdhA nahIM | ko, kRtajJatA jJApana kara do, anugRhIta hoo usake-yahAM taka hai| citta to zarIroM ko karIba le AtA hai, AtmAeM dUra raha jAtI le AyI-lekina kyA aba usako sira para Dhooge? kyA haiN| jaba taka citta ko haTAoge na, usa aMtastala meM milana na ho isIlie ki yahAM taka nAva le AyI, to dhanyavAda dene ke lie skegaa| jo jor3atA mAlUma par3atA hai nIce tala para, vahI UMce tala sadA ke lie nAva meM baiThe rahoge? to bhUla ho jaaegii| to para tor3a detA hai| pAgalapana ho jaaegaa| ise khUba ThIka se samajha lenaa| jo sAdhana hai pahale caraNa para, | prazna sArthaka hai| sabhI ke lie socane jaisA hai| sIr3hiyAM vahI aMtima caraNa para bAdhA bana jAtA hai| nAva meM baiThe haiM, nAva | chor3anI par3atI haiN| aMtataH sabhI sAdhana jaba chUTa jAte haiM, tabhI usa pAra le gayI, phira nAva ko pakar3e raho to utara na paaoge| | siddhi upalabdha hotI hai| jaba sabhI mArga chUTa jAte haiM tabhI maMjila nAva le AyI dUsare kinAre taka, lekina aba nAva ko chor3anA bhI | milatI hai| yadyapi mArga para calakara milatI hai, calane se hI pdd'egaa| tumane agara yaha kahA ki yaha nAva hI to isa kinAre taka | milatI hai, lekina phira chor3anA anivArya hai| calate rahe, calate lAyI hai, aba ise kaise chor3eM! yaha nAva na hotI, to isa kinAre | rahe, mArga hI itane jora se pakar3a liyA ki maMjila bhI sAmane A taka hama kabhI Aye hI na hote! saca kahate ho, ThIka hI kahate | gayI to kahA, mArga kaise chor3eM aba! to phira tumane mArga pakar3A 2010_03

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jina satra bhAga: 2 nahIM, mArga ne tumheM pakar3a liyaa| phira tumane mArga kA upayoga na cAdara para sikur3ana par3I, cAMda TUTa jAtA hai, bikhara jAtA hai| kiyA, mArga tumhArA mAlika ho gyaa| to phira tuma mArga para hI | hajAra-hajAra Tukar3e ho jAte haiN| cAMdI phaila jAtI jhIla para, para aTake raha jaaoge| aura ho sakatA hai mArga ne tumheM ThIka maMjila | cAMda kahAM khojoge| ke dvAra taka pahuMcA diyA ho, taba bhI kyA pharka par3atA hai| maMdira se vicAra taraMgeM haiN| unhI taraMgoM meM to paramAtmA kho gayA hai| unhIM hajAra mIla dUra rahe ki maMdira kI sIr3hiyoM ke pAsa khar3e rahe, maMdira taraMgoM ke kAraNa to paramAtmA pratibiMbita nahIM ho paataa| usakI ke bhItara tuma nahIM ho| maMdira meM tumhAra praveza nahIM huaa| to chAyA nahIM bana pAtI tummeN| vicAra se saMsAra calatA hai, nirvicAra hajAra mIla kI dUrI, ki hajAra phITa kI dUrI, ki hajAra iMca kI | se dhrm| vicAra sAdhana hai saMsAra meN| vahAM agara vicAra na kiyA, dUrI, kyA pharka par3atA hai| maMdira ke tuma bAhara hI ho| aura maMdira lUTe-khasoTe jaaoge| vahAM agara vicAra na kiyA, bar3e dhokhe meM ke bhItara Ao, to hI kucha hogaa| maMdira taka Ane se kucha bhI pdd'oge| vahAM binA vicAra kiye bar3I muzkila aayegii| nahIM hotaa| maMdira ke bhItara Ao, kyoMki maMdira ke bhItara Ate | isIlie to saMsAra meM le jAne ke lie vidyAlaya haiM, hI tuma kho jaaoge| maMdira ke dvAra taka to tuma bane hI rahoge; vizvavidyAlaya haiM--ve vicAra karanA sikhAte haiN| ve sikhAte haiM, maMdira ke dvAra taka to ahaMkAra banA hI rhegaa| maMdira ke dvAra ke kaise ThIka-ThIka vicAra kro| tarka-saraNI se, gaNitaparvaka kaise bhItara hI pahuMcakara tuma nirAkAra hote ho| sAvadhAna rho| kaise saMdeha karo ki dUsarA dhokhA na de paaye| bAhara mere pAsa taka A gaye, mere bhItara aao| kyoMki jaba tuma mere | dhokhe denevAle loga khar3e haiN| sArA saMsAra saMgharSa meM lIna hai| vahAM bhItara Aoge, tabhI maiM tumhAre bhItara A skuuNgaa| aura koI | bholepana se nahIM cltaa| vahAM tirache honA par3atA hai| kahAvata upAya nhiiN| jaba tuma mujhameM khooge, to maiM tumameM kho skuuNgaa| hai-sIdhI aMgulI se ghI nahIM nikltaa| aMgulI Ter3hI karanI aura koI mArga nhiiN| par3atI hai| vahAM AdamI ko saMdeha meM dhIre-dhIre apane ko niSNAta 'Apane kahA ki citta kI dazA hI bAdhA hai| aura mujhe mere | karanA par3atA hai| bharosA to tabhI karanA bAhara, jaba saMdeha kA koI citta kI dazA hI khIMcakara Apake pAsa le AyI hai|' kAraNa hI na raha jaae| saba saMdeha kara cuko, koI kAraNa na raha sau pratizata sahI kahate ho| para aba vahAM ruko mt| itanA | jAe, tb| kiyA. thoDA aura kro| Aye the isIlie ki maiM jo kahaMgA use vastataH bAhara bharosA koI karatA hI nhiiN| bharose ke bhItara bhI samajhoge aura kroge| aba vyartha lar3o mt| aba maiM tumase kaha saMdeha khar3A rahatA hai| mitra meM bhI hama dekhate hI rahate haiM saMbhAvanA rahA hUM ki aba isa citta ko chor3o, isakA kAma ho gyaa| yaha | zatru kii| apane meM bhI parAyA khar3A rahatA hai| cAhe thor3I dera ko jahAM taka pahuMcA sakatA thA, pahuMcA diyaa| isakA upayoga ho | hamane isa saMdeha ko sthagita kara diyA ho, naSTa kabhI nahIM hotaa| cukaa| aba yaha calI kAratUsa vyartha mata ddhoo| anyathA yahI apane se bhI Dara banA rahatA hai, kyoMki kauna apanA hai vahAM? bAdhA bnegii| citta hI lAtA hai| phira citta hI aTakA letA hai| sabhI saMSargha meM lIna haiN| sabhI pratispardhA meM par3e haiN| sabhI 'Apane yaha bhI kahA ki buddhi hI bAdhA hai|' | eka-dUsare ke sAtha dAMva-peMca kara rahe haiN| vahAM jarA cUke ki nizcita hii| buddhi bAdhA hai| kyoMki buddhi tumheM dhyAna meM nahIM | gire| vahAM jarA cUke ki koI tumhArI chAtI para cddh'aa| vahAM jarA jAne detii| buddhi vicAra meM le jAtI hai| | cUke ki kisI ne tumheM sAdhana banAyA aura zoSaNa kiyaa| vicAra aura dhyAna bar3I viparIta dizAeM haiN| vicAra kA artha hai, | svabhAvataH bAhara kI duniyA meM saMdeha, vicAra, isakA bahuta trNg| dhyAna kA artha hai, nistaraMga ho jaanaa| vicAra kA artha hai, jyAdA upayoga hai| bhItara kI duniyA meM tuma ho, tumhArA paramAtmA socnaa| dhyAna kA artha hai, mAtra zuddha hone meM DUba jaanaa| jaise | hai| aMtataH to basa paramAtmA hai, tuma bhI nahIM ho| vahAM dhokhA jhIla so gyii| koI lahara nahIM, koI kaMpana nhiiN| havA kA jhoMkA | kauna degA, dhokhA kauna khAyegA? vaha eka kI duniyA hai| vahAM bhI nahIM aataa| darpaNa ho gyii| usI darpaNa banI jhIla meM cAMda dUsarA hai hI nhiiN| vahAM dUsare ko chor3akara hI pahuMcanA hotA hai| jhalaka AtA hai| havA calI, lahareM uThIM, jhIla kaMpI, jhIla kI vahAM buddhi kA kyA karoge? buddhi kA zAstra vahAM kAma kA nhiiN| 224 2010_03

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HAMIRememorrow wwwam i samailoinatination vaha bojha bana jaaegaa| jaise bAhara saMdeha kAma detA hai, vaise bhItara vicAra se milA huA saba mauta chIna letI hai| kyoMki vicAra se zraddhA kAma detI hai| jaise bAhara vicAra kAma detA hai, vaise bhItara jo milatA hai, bAhara hai| mauta saba chIna letI hai jo bAhara hai| nirvicAra kAma detA hai| ulaTI yAtrA hai| mauta to tumheM phira se tumhAre keMdra para pheMka detI hai| dhyAna meM tuma bAhara kI tarapha jAo, apane se dUra jAo, to vicAra ko svayaM hI usa jagaha pahuMca jAte ho, jahAM mauta tumheM pahuMcAtI hai| pakar3anA pdd'egaa| apanI tarapha Ao, vicAra ko chor3anA pdd'egaa| isalie dhyAnI kI koI mauta nhiiN| dhyAnI kabhI maratA nhiiN| ThIka apane meM A jAo, saba vicAra chUTa jaaegaa| kaho use mara sakatA nhiiN| marate to tuma bhI nahIM ho, lekina tar3aphate vyartha cAra samAdhi, nirvikalpa samAdhi, zraddhA yA jo bhI nAma tamheM ho| isa khayAla meM taDaphate ho ki mre| kyoMki tamane bAhara saba dene hoN| lekina eka bAta pakkI hai, nAma kucha bhI ho, vahAM saMbaMdha banAye, mauta Akara saba parde girA detI hai| bAhara se saba vicAra nahIM hai, mahAvIra ne usa sthiti ko sAmAyika kahA hai| saMbaMdha tor3a detI hai| acAnaka akelA chor3a detI hai| aura tumane vahAM basa zaddha AtmA hai| vahAM koI viparIta nahIM hai, jisase akele hone ko kabhI jAnA nhiiN| tumane akele hone meM kabhI gharSaNa hokara vicAra kI taraMga uTha ske| | DubakI na lii| to tuma jAnate hI nahIM ki akelA honA bhI kyA to maiM kahatA hUM ki buddhi bhI bAdhA hai| bhalA yahAM taka buddhi hI hai| tuma ghabar3Ate ho| tuma kahate ho, mara gaye! tumhArA sArA le AyI ho-par3hA ho, sanA ho mere saMbaMdha meM to hI Aye tAdAtmya bAhara se-dhana chinA, makAna chinA, patnI-pati chine, hooge lekina aba jaba A hI gaye, to sano maiM kyA kaha rahA beTe-beTiyAM chinI, mitra-priyajana chine; bAhara kA sUraja, bAhara huuN| maiM kaha rahA hUM, aba buddhi ko haTAkara rakha do| aba jarA ke cAMda, bAhara ke phUla, saba chine, AMkha baMda hone lagI, bhItara nirbuddhi hokara mere pAsa ho lo| aba jarA taraMgoM ko kSINa kro| tuma DUbane lage, tuma ghabar3Aye, tumane kahA hama mare! kyoMki tumane | aba jarA nistaraMga ho lo| nistaraMga hote hI mere aura tumhAre bIca isa bAhara ke jor3a kA hI nAma samajhA thA, apanA honaa| kI saba dUrI samApta ho jAtI hai| nistaraMga hote hI eka hI bacatA kAza! tuma ekAdha bAra pahale bhI isa aMtaryAtrA para gaye hote hai| na vahAM maiM hUM, na tuma ho| vahAM vahI hai| raso vai sH| usI kA mauta ke Ane ke pUrva aura tumane jAnA hotA ki saba china jAe rasa barasa rahA hai| basa eka hI hai| vahI amRta, vahI anAhata bAhara kA, to bhI maiM huuN| vastutaH jaba saba china jAtA hai bAhara kA, nAda, jisako jhena phakIra kahate haiM-eka hAtha kI taalii| vahAM taba maiM zuddhatama hotA huuN| kyoMki taba koI vijAtIya nahIM hotaa| dUsarA hAtha bhI nahIM hai tAlI bajAne ko| jisako hiMdU oMkAra kA bAhara kI koI chAyA nahIM pdd'tii| darpaNa ekadama khAlI hotA hai| nAda kahate haiM-vahAM koI nAda karanevAlA nahIM hai, nAda ho rahA nipaTa khAlI hotA hai| zuddha hotA hai| hai| vahAM nAda zAzvata hai| vahAM saMgIta kisI tAra ko cher3akara nahIM aisA tumane jAnA hotA, to mauta bhI tumhAre lie dhyAna banakara hai, tAlI bajAkara nahIM hai, Ahata nahIM hai, anAhata hai| akele kA aatii| to mauta bhI tumhAre lie samAdhi banakara aatii| tumhAre nAda hai| vahAM gAnevAlA, gIta aura sunanevAlA, sabhI eka haiN| pahacAna kI bhUla hai| usI pahacAna ke lie tumase bAra-bAra kaha | haTAo buddhi ko| thor3A prayoga karake dekho, thor3I himmata rahA hUM-chor3o soc-vicaar|| karake dekho| vicAra to karake bahuta dekhA, usase jo mila sakatA | buddhimAnI se kucha bhI nahIM milatA, aisA maiM nahIM kahatA huuN| thA vaha milaa| dhana mila sakatA thA, milaa| para dhana pAkara bhI buddhimAnI se saMsAra milatA hai| sikaMdara honA ho, to ThIka hai, kahAM dhana milA! usase jo mila sakatA thA milaa| zarIra buddhimAnI pkdd'o| lekina jaba tuma paramAtmA kI yAtrA para milaa| zarIroM ke saMbaMdha mile| lekina zarIroM ke saMbaMdha kahAM nikalate ho, taba buddhimAnI mata pkdd'naa| vahAM to jinako tRpti lAte haiM, jaba taka AtmA ke saMbaMdha na hoN| usase jo mila saMsAra meM buddha kahate haiM, ve pahale pahuMca jAeMge unase, jinako sakatA thA, milaa| ghara banA liye, dukAneM sajA lI, tijor3I bhara saMsAra meM buddhimAna kahate haiN| vahAM to tarkazUnya pahale pahuMca lI, lekina mauta saba chInakara le jaaegii| jAeMge tArkikoM se| vahAM to matavAle pahale pahuMca jAte haiM mauta sirpha usI ko nahIM chIna pAtI, jo dhyAna se milatA hai| buddhimAnoM se| vahAM pAgaloM kI gati hai| 225 2010_03

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jina sUtra bhAga : 2 jIsasa ne kahA hai, jo choTe baccoM kI bhAMti hoMge sarala, ve hI nizcita hI maiM tarka kI bAta bhI karatA hUM, kyoMki kucha haiM jo mere prabhu ke rAjya meM praveza kara skeNge| nizcita hI saMsAra ke usI bhAMti A sakate haiN| lekina tarka vaise hI hai jaise machalImAra rAjya meM choTe baccoM kI kahAM jagaha hai! kahAM upAya hai! isIlie baMsI meM ATA lagAtA hai| bs| ATA laTakA detA hai kAMTe meM, to hama choTe baccoM ko jaldI unake bacapana se chuTakArA dilAne | koI machaliyoM ko bhojana nahIM karavA rahA hai ATe se| ATA to lagate haiN| kahate haiM, bar3e hoo, bar3oM-jaisA vyavahAra karo, aba kevala pralobhana hai, kyoMki machaliyAM ATe ko hI dekhakara pAsa tumhArI umra ho gayI, aba ye baccoM jaisI bAta mata kro| aba aayeNgii| maiM tarka kI nizcita bAta karatA hUM, para ATA hai| saralatA se kAma na clegaa| aba tirache bno| aba jIvana kA | soca-samajhakara gale meM lenaa| kyoMki jaise hI gale meM gayA, tuma tarka siikho| aba lUTa-khasoTa meM kuzala bno| aba sIdhe, pAoge yahAM kucha bAta aura hai| tarka to Upara-Upara hai| bhItara sarala, prAmANika hone se na clegaa| yaha buddhUpana kAma na degaa| to zraddhA hai| tarka se bulAtA hUM, kyoMki yaha yuga tarka kA hai| yahAM jIsasa ne kahA hai, jo isa saMsAra meM prathama haiM, ve mere prabhu ke rAjya | zraddhA kI koI sunane ko rAjI nahIM hai| gaNita se tumheM bulAtA hUM, meM aMtima hoNge| aura jo isa saMsAra meM aMtima haiM, ve mere prabhu ke kyoMki gaNita kI bhASA hI tuma samajhate ho| tumhArI bhASA meM hI rAjya meM prathama ho jaaeNge| bulAnA hogaa| jaba mere pAsa Ane lagoge to apanI bhASA bhI gaNita bilakula ulaTA ho jAtA hai| yahAM jo Age khar3e haiM, ve samajhA lUMgA, lekina vaha to naMbara do kI bAta hai| pahale to tumheM ekadama paMkti meM Akhira meM par3a jAte haiN| kyoMki yAtrA hI alaga bulAnA tumhArI bhASA meM hogaa| tumheM bulAnA ho to tumhArA nAma hai| yAtrA tarka kI nahIM, prema kI hai| yAtrA saMdeha kI nahIM, zraddhA hI lekara bulAnA hogaa| phira jaba mere pAsa Aoge, taba tumhArA kI hai| jo saralacitta haiM, svabhAvataH zraddhA kara lete haiN| unakI nAma badala duuNgaa| lekina pahale to pAsa! eka bAra pAsa A zraddhA meM eka naisargika sugaMdha hotI hai| saMdehazIla zraddhA karatA bhI jAo, phira dhIre-dhIre tumheM pighalA luuNgaa| bhI saMdeha kI dargadha kahIM na kahIM kisI kone meM chipI hotI to jinhoMne pUchA hai, ThIka hI pachA, ThIka hI kahA hai ki Apake hai| saMdehazIla ke maMdira meM bhI saMsAra kI gaMdha AtI rahatI hai| AsapAsa buddhimAna bhare dikhAyI par3ate haiN| yaha saca hai| ve mere saMdehazIla kI prArthanA meM bhI. vAsanA banI rahatI hai| saMdehazIla tarka ko sunakara mere pAsa A gye| aba bar3I duvidhA meM par3e haiN| paramAtmA se hAtha bhI joDatA hai, to bhI taiyAra rahatA hai ki jarA hI jA bhI nahIM sakate, kyoMki merI bAta tarkapUrNa mAlama par3atI hai| gar3abar3a ho to hAtha alaga kara leM, khIMca leN| pUrA nahIM hotA bilakala iba bhI nahIM sakate, kyoMki tarka ke pIche chipA haA prArthanA meN| ho nahIM sktaa| saMdeha kabhI pUrA nahIM hone detaa| atarya hai| tarka ke pIche chipI huI zraddhA kA svara bhI unheM sunAyI saMdeha kahatA hai, patA nahIM, jo kara rahA hUM vaha ThIka hai yA nahIM! par3ane lgaa| Ate bhI nahIM haiM, jAte bhI nhiiN| aba aTake raha gaye zraddhA samagrarUpeNa tumheM DubA letI hai| isalie kahatA hUM buddhi bhI haiN| aba jAeM to jAeM kahAM! kyoMki jisa tarka ne unheM prabhAvita bAdhA hai| kiyA hai, aba usa tarka ko chor3anA bahuta muzkila hai| aura aba pUchA hai, aura maiM dekhatA hUM ki Apake irda-girda buddhimAna unheM yaha bhI dikhAyI par3ane lagA hai ki tarka to kevala jAla thaa| vyakti hI bhare haiN|' tarka ke Age chalAMga hai atayaM kii| tarka ke Age chalAMga hai yaha bhI saca hai| lekina, jaba taka ve buddhi na chor3eMge, taba taka zraddhA kii| unakI buddhi ko samajhAyA, bujhAyA, rAjI kara liyA, mere irda-girda bhare raheM, mujhase na bhreNge| unakI buddhi hI bAdhA ho aba unheM dikhAyI par3atA hai--yaha to nirbuddhi meM utarane kI bAta jaaegii| unakI buddhi yahAM taka le AyI hogii| socA-vicArA hai| aba ve ThiThake khar3e haiM--aba ve ThIka kinAre para khar3e haiM khAI hogA, merI bAta tarkapUrNa mAlUma par3I hogA, merI bAta meM unheM ke| lekina kinAre para khar3e raheM janmoM taka, to bhI kucha na hogaa| gaNita aura tarka kA bala mAlUma par3A hogA, merI bAta meM pramANa | kUdeMge khAI meM, miTeMge, to hI kucha hogaa| mareMge to hI kucha kA darzana huA hogA, A gye| hogaa| DareMge, to kucha bhI na hogaa| lekina trk| buddhi ko dhanyavAda do| bar3I kRpA usakI, yahAM taka le aayii| 2261 2010_03

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jJAna hI krAMti aba use vidA bhI do| aba use namaskAra kro| kaho, ATA lagA dekhakara jaina karIba A jAte haiN| basa, islie| alavidA! | isalie aba sIdhe-sIdhe bAta baMda kI hai| bAta to vahI kara rahA hUM, vahI kara sakatA hUM, koI dUsarA upAya dusarA prazna : AcArya rajanIza ko sunatA thA--nipaTa sIdhA nahIM hai| maiM vahI kaha sakatA hUM, jo maiM huuN| agara kisI dina dekhA aura saaph| aba bhI sunatA hUM pyAre bhagavAna ko-Ar3e hote haiM ki aba logoM ko sIdhe-sIdhe bAta phira samajha meM Ane lagI. baddha, mahAvIra, jIsasa, zaMkara, nArada, kabIra aura phriid| ina | phira Ar3eM chor3a duuNgaa| phira sIdhI bAta karane lgegaa| tuma para bhagavAnoM ke mUla udaghATita karate haiM, svayaM sIdhe prakaTa hone kI nirbhara hai| tumase bola rahA hUM, isalie tumhArA dhyAna rakhanA bajAya Ar3a lekara Ane ke pIche rahasya kyA hai? jarUrI hai| agara ekAMta meM bolatA hotA, akele meM bolatA hotA, zUnya meM bolatA hotA, to mahAvIra, buddha, kRSNa ke nAma kA merI samajhadArI bddh'ii| | koI kAraNa hI na thaa| aba bhI jaba apane akele meM baiThA hotA pahale socA thA, sIdhe sIdhI-sIdhI bAta kara lene se hala ho | hUM, to mujhe na buddha kI yAda AtI hai, na mahAvIra kI, na kRSNa kI, jaaegaa| lekina loga bar3e tirache haiN| maiMne unakI bhASA siikhii| na krAisTa kii| tumheM dekhatA hUM, tb| taba ina nAmoM ko kahatA aba bhI vahI hai, jo taba kahatA thaa| lekina pahale apanI | khIMca-khIMcakara mujhe lAnA par3atA hai| tumheM sahArA dene ke kAraNa, bhASA bolatA thaa| taba maiMne dekhA ki loga cauMkate haiM, jAgate dene ke lie| tuma Ar3a meM hI pahacAna pAte ho, calo yahI shii| nhiiN| cauMkanA bhara jAgane ke lie kAphI nahIM hai| cauMkakara | tuma agara gulAba ko gulAba kahane se nahIM samajhate, camelI kahane AdamI phira karavaTa lekara so jAtA hai| cauMkakara zAyada nArAja | se samajhate ho, calo camelI hI shii| gulAba to gulAba hai| bhI ho jAtA hai| socatA hai kisane zoragula kiyA! camelI kaho, caMpA kaho, juhI kaho, belA kaho, nAma se kyA maiMne dekhA ki loga merI bAta suna lete haiM, lekina usa sunane se | pharka par3atA hai, gulAba gulAba hai| maiM maiM huuN| merI zarAba merI zarAba unake jIvana meM koI krAMti ghaTita nahIM hotii| kyoMki maiM apanI | hai| mahAvIra kI pyAlI meM DhAlo ki buddha kI pyAlI meM DhAlo, mere bhASA bola rahA hUM, jo unakI samajha meM nahIM aatii| unako to svAda meM koI pharka par3atA nhiiN| tumhArI vajaha se nAhaka ina nAmoM unakI hI bhASA se samajhAnA hogaa| taba maiM apanA gIta ganaganAye | ko mujhe khIMcanA par3a rahA hai| jA rahA thA, binA isakI phikra kiye ki sunanevAle ko samajha meM | agara maiM pharIda para bolatA hUM, musalamAna utsuka ho jAtA hai| bhI AtA hai yA nahIM? rAma ke bhakta mere pAsa Ate haiM, ve kahate haiM Apa kRSNa para to " jaise-jaise aura-aura adhika logoM ke saMparka meM AyA, | bole, rAma para kyoM nahIM bolate? patra Ate haiM mujhe| vaise-vaise eka bAta dikhAyI par3a gayI ki sIdhe-sIdhe ve mujhe na | lakhanaU se kinhIM mitroM kA patra AyA ki Apa raidAsa para kaba dekha paayeNge| sIdhe dekhane kI AMkha hI unakI kho gayI hai| unakI boleMge? ve raidAsa ke bhakta hoNge| to raidAsa para kaba boleNge| AMkheM tirachI ho gayI haiN| | jaise ki maiM jo bola rahA hUM, vaha raidAsa para nahIM hai! tAraNapaMthI jaina to aba maiM mahAvIra kI bAta karatA haM. baddha kI bAta karatA hai: Ate haiM, ve kahate haiM, tAraNa para kaba boleMge? jaise maiM jo bola kRSNa kI, krAisTa kI, nAnaka kI, kabIra kI, pharIda kii| ye | rahA hUM, vaha tAraNa para nahIM hai! maiM jo bola rahA hUM, vahI boluuNgaa| bhASAeM unheM yAda haiN| ina bhASAoM meM ve rage-page haiN| ina bhASAoM gItA rakho, ki kurAna, ki bAibila rakho, maiM vahI kahUMgA jo mujhe ko sunate-sunate ve ina zabdoM se paricita ho gaye haiN| una zabdoM meM | kahanA hai| sirpha bIca-bIca meM mujhe mahAvIra, buddha aura kRSNa ke DAlatA maiM vahI hUM jo mujhe DAlanA hai| nAnaka merA hAtha to pakar3a | nAma doharAne par3ate haiM, aura kucha khAsa aMtara nahIM hai| tumhArI nahIM skte| jo mujhe kahanA hai vahI khuuNgaa| lekina sikkha ko | mrjii| tuma aisA cAhate ho, calo aisA shii| jo mujhe becanA hai, samajha meM A jAtA hai| mahAvIra koI mukadamA to mujha para calA vahI becuuNgaa| nahIM skte| jo mujhe kahanA hai vahI kahatA hUM, lekina mahAvIra kA | bacapana kI mujhe yAda hai| choTA thA, taba mere pitA ke pitAjI 227 2010_03 www.jainelibrar org

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jina sUtra bhAga : 2 dukAna calAte, to unakI kucha bAteM yAda raha gyiiN| eka bAta vaha hue loga itane kama haiM ki mAM-bApa aise hoM bhI kaise! grAhakoM se kahA karate the ki tarabUjA cAhe churI para gire, cAhe churI | to hara mAM-bApa apane bacce para vahI thopa detA hai, jo usa para tarabUje para gire, hara hAlata meM tarabUjA kttegaa| ve ThIka kahate the| thopA gayA thA usake mAM-bApa ke dvaaraa| aise sadiyoM kA kacarA kyA pharka par3atA hai! churI ko nIce rakhakara Upara se tarabUjA | mastiSka para hAvI ho jAtA hai| vahI bikharAva kA kAraNa hai| paTako, ki tarabUje ko nIce rakhakara Upara se churI paTako, hara usake kAraNa tuma kabhI svataMtra nahIM ho paate| usake kAraNa tuma hAlata meM tarabUjA kttegaa| charI kaise kaTa sakatI hai? charI sadA baMdhe-baMdhe ho-jaMjIroM meM baMdhe ho| taDaphate ho usa pAra jAne kATatI hai| | ko, lekina nAva jaMjIroM se isI kinAre se baMdhI hai| aura jaMjIreM jaisI tumhArI marjI ho| lekina kaToge tuma hii| tumheM agara bar3I bahumUlya mAlUma hotI haiN| kyoMki bacapana se hI tumane unheM Ar3a se kaTane meM sukha AtA hai, calo yahI shii| mujhe usameM kucha jaanaa| tuma samajhate ho ki zAyada jaMjIreM nAva kA anivArya ar3acana nahIM hai| kyoMki mahAvIra ne vahI kahA hai, jo maiM kaha rahA hissA haiN| yA tuma zAyada socate ho ki jaMjIreM nAva kA AbhUSaNa huuN| buddha ne vahI kahA hai, jo maiM kaha rahA huuN| sirpha sadiyoM kA haiM, sajAvaTa haiM, zRMgAra haiN| yA ki tuma socate ho ki jaMjIroM ko pharka hai, bhASA kA pharka hai| anyathA kahane kA upAya nhiiN| agara tor3a diyA, to kahIM aisA na ho ki dUsarA kinArA to mile kyoMki jaise hI tama zAMta hue, DUbe apane meM, usa jagaha pahuMce jo hI na, aura yaha kinArA chUTa jAe! to baMdhe ho, tar3aphate ho, zAzvata hai, sanAtana hai| patAkAeM kholate ho, pAla kholate ho, patavAreM calAte ho, aura jaMjIreM kholate nhiiN| jaMjIreM tor3ate nhiiN| nAva vahIM kI vahIM tIsarA praznaH jaina-kuTuMba meM janma huaa| tIna varSoM se tar3apha-tar3aphakara raha jAtI hai| isI se ghabar3AhaTa paidA hotI hai| Apako par3hatA huuN| saMnyAsa bhI liyA hai| phira bhI pAre kI taraha jaina-kuTuMba meM paidA hue ho to pahalA to kAma hai-jaina bikharA jA rahA huuN| jina-sUtra para pravacana acchA lagatA hai| para dhAraNAoM se mukta ho jaanaa| nahIM ki ve galata haiN| balki dUsare bhoga meM rasa bahuta hai| phira paraMparA aura saMskAra pAMva para ber3I ke dvArA dI gayI haiM, yahI ar3acana hai| jisa dina tuma jAgoge, kI taraha paDe haiN| bahacitta aura vikSipta hotA jA rahA hai, TTatA jisa dina tuma pAoge, unheM ThAka hA paaaag| lAkana abhA jA rahA hUM; kRpayA mArga darzana deN| udhAra haiN| abhI sva-arjita nahIM haiN| aura satya udhAra nahIM miltaa| agara hiMdU-ghara meM paidA hue ho, to pahalA kRtya kyoM TUTa rahe ho, ise thor3A ThIka se samajha lo, vahIM se mArga hiMdU-saMskAra se mukta ho jAnA hai| agara musalamAna ghara meM paidA mila jaaegaa| TUTane ke kAraNa prazna meM hI sApha haiM hue ho, to pahalA kAma svataMtratA kA-islAma se chuTakArA le 'jaina-kaTaba meM janma haa|' kisI na kisI kaTaba meM janma to lenaa| khAlI karo atIta se apane ko| apanI khoja para hogA hii| aura jaba janma hogA kisI kuTuMba meM, to usa kuTuMba kA | niklo| himmata kro| sAhasa kro| dussAhasa caahie| kAyara sadiyoM purAnA DhAMcA, saMskAra, AdateM, dhAraNAeM, vizvAsa tuma kI taraha kinAroM se mata baMdhe rho| para thope jaaeNge| aba taka koI mAM-bApa itane jAgarUka nahIM haiM | 'jaina-kadaMba meM janma haa| vahIM pAgalapana ke bIja haiN| ki bacce ko svataMtra chor3eM, ki use kaheM ki tU bar3A ho, hozapUrNa | kisI kuTuMba meM to hogA hii| jaina meM ho, sikkha meM ho, musalamAna ho, apanA cunAva krnaa| jo dharma tujhe prItikara lage, vaha cuna meM ho, hiMdU meM ho, isase koI pharka nahIM pdd'taa| jahAM bhI janma lenaa| agara masjida meM tujhe rasa Aye, masjida jaanaa| gurudvArA hogA, vahIM tuma para saMskAra thopa diye jaaeNge| pahalA kRtya prItikara lage, gurudvArA jaanaa| maMdira meM tujhe dhyAna lage, maMdira dhArmika-khojI kA una saMskAroM ke jAloM ko kATakara apane ko cale jaanaa| agara nAstikatA se hI tujhe satya kI anubhUti hotI mukta kara lenA hai| jaise mAM ke peTa meM baccA paidA hotA hai, to jur3A ho, to vahI sahI hai| lekina tU cunnaa| hama kucha tere Upara thopeMge hotA hai mAM se| jaise hI garbha ke bAhara AtA hai, DAkTara kA pahalA nhiiN| abhI aise mAM-bApa pRthvI para nahIM haiN| abhI pRthvI para jAge kAma hai usa jor3a ko tor3a denaa| agara nAbhi bacce kI mAM se jur3I 228 Jain education International 2010_03

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la jJAna hI krAMti hI rahe, to yaha baccA phira kabhI bar3ha na paayegaa| mAnA ki aba kadama na uThAyA, mokSa kI, aMtima maMjila kI bAta hI chor3a de| taka isI jor3a ke kAraNa jIA, lekina aba yahI jor3a mauta kA sapanA na dekhe| vyartha kI hai baat| yahI kaThinAI huI hai, mere pAsa kAraNa bnegaa| | Akara tumhAre mana meM mokSa kA sapanA paidA huaa| aura tuma pahalA to pahalA kAma DAkTara karatA hai, kATa detA hai bacce ke saMbaMdha | kadama uThAne ko rAjI nahIM ho| ko mAM se| setu tor3a detA hai| isake bAda svataMtratA kI yAtrA zurU 'jaina-kuTuMba meM janma huaa| tIna varSoM se Apako par3hatA huuN|' hotI hai| phira baccA mAM para nirbhara rahatA hai| mAM usakA bhojana hai, usI se ar3acana ho gyii| aba tuma lauTa bhI nahIM skte| aba dUdha hai| dhIre-dhIre dUdha bhI chor3a detA hai; aura bhI saMbaMdha ttuuttaa| tuma phira usI jagaha vApasa nahIM pahuMca sakate, jahAM tIna sAla pahale mAM ke hI pIche ghUmatA rahatA hai, usakA AMcala pakar3akara hI pahale the| aba koI upAya nahIM, lauTane kA koI ma ghUmatA rahatA hai, phira dhIre-dhIre pAsa-par3osa meM khelane jAne lagatA nhiiN| aura tuma mere sAtha bhI pUre nahIM ho pA rahe ho| jisane pUchA hai-aura saMbaMdha ttuuttaa| phira dhIre-dhIre saMbaMdha bar3A phailAva lene | hai, mujhe patA hai, jaba vaha yahAM Ate haiM to mAlA pahana lete haiM, lagatA hai, zithila hone lagatA hai| jaise-jaise mAM se saMbaMdha TUTatA geruA pahana lete haiN| ghara jAkara geruvA-mAlA donoM chipAkara rakha hai, vaise-vaise baccA praur3ha hotA hai| phira eka dina kisI strI ke dete haiN| vaha ghara logoM ko yahI batA rahe haiM ki jaina haiM, aura yahAM prema meM par3a jAtA hai| usa dina mAM kI tarapha bilakula pITha ho Akara batAte haiM ki saMnyAsI haiN| duvidhA to hogii| ghara jAkara jAtI hai| isalie mAM kabhI bhI bahU ko mApha nahIM kara paatii| vaha ghoSaNA nahIM kara pAte haiM ki maiM sanyAsI hUM, ki maiMne eka mArga sAsa aura bahU ke bIca eka buniyAdI virodha banA rahatA hai| vaha cunA-svecchA se| kitanA hI chipAo, kitanA hI dabAo, vaha haTatA nhiiN| kyoMki saMnyAsa bhI le liyA hai|' isa vacana se hI sApha hotA hai ki mAM ko jAne-anajAne yaha patA rahatA hai ki isI strI ne usake beTe saMnyAsa koI AnaMda kI taraha ghaTita nahIM huA, jaise majabUrI meM le ko sadA ke lie tor3a diyaa| liyA-saMnyAsa bhI le liyA hai! jaise koI majabUrI hai| jaise ki ThIka aisA hI aMtasa-jagata meM bhI ghaTatA hai| tuma jaina-kula meM lenA nahIM thA aura le liyaa| yA, yaha kyA kara liyA! saMnyAsa paidA hue, jaina-dharma tumhArI mAM hai| jaba tuma jarA samajhadAra ho se chUTo, yA apane saMskAroM se chuutto| pIche lauTa sakate ho, to jAo, to apane ko mukta karanA zurU krnaa| isakA yaha artha mujhe bhUla jaao| usase koI mukti na hogI, lekina kama se kama nahIM hai ki tuma jaina-dharma ke viparIta ho jaanaa| aisA samajho, to baMdhana meM hI sukha rhegaa| kArAgRha ko hI tuma mahala samajhoge, merI bAta galata samajha gye| maiM to tumase yaha kaha rahA hUM, ki jo basa itanA hii| lekina kArAgRha ko mahala samajhanevAlA nizcita maiM tumase kaha rahA hUM, yahI vastutaH jaina hone kA upAya hai| tuma sotA hai| jisa dina tumheM kArAgRha kA patA calatA hai ki yaha jaina-saMskAroM se mukta honA, yaha jaina-saMskAra kA virodha nahIM mahala nahIM hai, kArAgRha hai, usa dina ar3acana zurU hotI hai| vaha hai| yaha jaina hone kI vAstavika vyavasthA hai| haTanA, ar3acana zurU ho gayI hai| dhiire-dhiire-dhiire-dhiire| duzmanI kA kAraNa nahIM hai| sirpha tuma maiM jAnatA hUM, lauTanA saMbhava nahIM hai| eka daphA kaidI ko patA apanI svataMtratA khojnaa| isase jaina-dharma galata hai, aisA nahIM cala jAe ki yaha kArAgRha hai, isako maiMne aba taka mahala samajhA hai| tuma sirpha apanI svataMtratA kI khoja kara rahe ho| aura jo bhI thA vaha galata thA--aba koI upAya nahIM hai isa bAta ko bhulA cIja bAdhA banatI hai, use tuma haTA rahe ho| dene kaa| aba vaha lAkha upAya kare, lAkha pote dIvAleM kArAgRha agara tuma apane bacapana meM DAle gaye saMskAroM se mukta ho kI, phala-pattI lagAye, sajAye, kacha pharka nahIM par3atA, yAda jAo, tuma acAnaka pAoge, tuma ekajuTa ho gye| tumhAre rahegI ki yaha kArAgRha hai| vastutaH jitanA chipAyegA, utanI hI khaMDa-khaMDa ikaTThe ho gye| tumhAre bhItara eka saMgIta kA janma yAda saghana hogI ki yaha kArAgRha hai| huA, kyoMki svataMtratA kA janma huaa| tuma aba baMdhe hue nahIM mullA nasaruddIna apanI patnI ke sAtha eka rAste se gujara rahA ho, parataMtra nahIM ho| yaha mukti kA pahalA kadama hai| jisane yaha hai| eka suMdara yuvatI nikalI, cauMkakara nasaruddIna ne use dekhaa| 229 2010 03 www.jainelibrarorg

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jina sUtra bhAgaH 2 mullA kI patnI ne kahA ki dekho, koI bhI suMdara strI nikalI ki jor3a na jAe! tama bhala hI jAte ho ki tama vivAhita ho| nasaruddIna ne kahA, nahIM. ulaTI hAlata ghaTI hai| saMnyAsa lene ne tamheM aura toDa bhAgyavAna ! vastutaH jaba kisI suMdara strI ko dekhatA hUM, tabhI mujhe diyaa| tumane Adhe-Adhe mana se liyaa| yaha tumhArA saMkalpa bahuta-bahuta yAda AtI hai ki are, vivAhita hUM! nizcita mullA tumhArI AtmA se nahIM utthaa| yaha tumane auroM ko lete dekhakara le ThIka kaha rahA hai| patnI sAtha ho aura suMdara strI rAste para mila liyA hogaa| yaha tuma bhIr3a ke sAtha cala gaye-- bhIr3a-cAla jAe, to bar3I yAda AtI hai ki are! vivAhita hUM! sAlatI hai cle| tumane auroM ko prasanna hote dekhakara lobha ke kAraNa le pIr3A aura bhii| liyA hogA ki zAyada saMnyAsa lene se prasannatA milatI hai| kArAgRha ko agara tumane sAja-saMvAra liyA, jAnakara, bhulAne AnaMda milatA hai| isalie le liyA hogaa| zAyada mere ko, to kaise bhUloge? jAnakara koI bhulA sakatA hai? tuma agara AzIrvAda se tumhArA jIvana dhanya ho jAegA, isalie le liyA kisI ko bhulAne kA upAya karo, to bhulAne meM hI to yAda AtI hogaa| tumane bhikhamaMge kI taraha le liyA hogaa| tumane samrATa kI hai| jitanA bhulAnA cAho, utanI yAda saghana hotI hai| to lauTa to taraha nahIM liyaa| tumane apane svayaM ke sahaja-sphUrta bhAva se nahIM tuma na sakoge, lekina maiM kahatA hUM, tuma agara cAho to lauTa liyaa| zAyada kisI bhAvuka kSaNa meM le liyA hogaa| yahAM Aye sakate ho| lauTa jaao| bana par3e to lauTa jAo, na bana par3e, to hooge, sunA hogA, samajhA hogA, bhAvuka ho gaye hooge, phira pare mere ho jaao| aba donoM ke bIca tama DAMvADola bhAva-kSaNa ghira gayA hogA, usa kSaNa meM utara gaye, phira pIche Adhe-Adhe rahoge, to ttuuttoge| isalie bahucitta hotA jA rahA hUM, pachatA rahe ho ki yaha kyA kara liyA! isIlie to kahate ho, vikSipta hotA jA rahA hUM, TUTatA jA rahA huuN| hogaa| nirNaya lenA saMnyAsa bhI liyA hai| abhI liyA nhiiN| le lo, gaMgA bahatI hai, hogA ab| mere sAtha honA hai, to pUre mere sAtha ho jaao| taba taka pI lo| isakA yaha artha nahIM ki tuma mahAvIra ke duzmana ho gye| mere 'phira bhI pAre kI taraha bikharA jA rahA huuN|' nirNaya nahIM kara pA sAtha pUre hokara eka dina tuma pAoge ki mahAvIra mile| lekina rahe ho ki aba kyA karanA hai| purAne jar3a-saMskAra yaha honA sAdhAraNa arthoM meM jaina honA na hogaa| jisako maiM jina | yA isa nayI svataMtratA ke rope ko Aropita kiyA hai, isako pAnI honA kahatA hai-jaina honA nhiiN| jaina honA to paraMparA se hai, sIMcanA, smhaalnaa| do ke bIca ulajhe ho| parivAra se hai| jina honA, AtmajayI honA, yaha ghttegaa| magara | tumane sunI usa gadhe kI kahAnI, jisake donoM tarapha do ghAsa ke isake lie sAhasa karanA hogaa| to hI ho sakatA hai| pUre lage the aura vaha bIca meM khar3A thaa| vaha taya na kara pAyA ki "saMnyAsa bhI le liyA hai|' kucha AnaMda, ullAsa, kucha isa tarapha ke ghAsa ke pUre se bhojana karUM, yA usa tarapha ke| jarA ahobhAva tumhAre saMnyAsa meM nahIM hai abhii| abhI tumhArA saMnyAsa idhara jhukatA to khayAla AtA, usa tarapha kA jyAdA harA hai| jarA bar3A thothA hai| abhI tumane liyA hai, yaha kahanA ThIka nahIM hai| udhara jhukatA to khayAla AtA, idhara kA harA hai| vaha bIca meM hI maiMne diyA hai, itanA hI kahanA ThIka hai| maiM nahIM nahIM kara sakA, khar3e-khar3e mara gye| donoM tarapha pUre rakhe the| bhojana pAsa thA, dUra isalie de diyA hai| ise tuma merI sajjanatA smjho| tumane abhI na thA, lekina nirNaya na ho skaa| duvidhA paidA hotI hai jaba tuma liyA nahIM hai| tumane jAgakara hozapUrvaka abhIpsA nahIM kI hai| nirNaya nahIM kara paate| dvaita paidA hotA hai jaba tuma nirNaya nahIM kara tumane prANapaNa se cAhA nahIM hai| tumane apanA saMkalpa arpita nahIM paate| duI paidA hotI hai jaba tuma nirNaya nahIM kara paate| nirNaya hote kiyA hai| tama samarpita nahIM ho| tamane liyA hotA to hala ho se dvaita gira jAtA hai| nirNaya advaita hai| jAtA, sArA mAmalA usI kssnn| usI lene meM hala ho jAtA hai| to tuma taya kara lo| idhara maiM hUM, udhara tumhAre jaina-saMskAra haiN| kyoMki usI lene meM tuma ikaTThe ho jaate| usI lene meM tumhAre sAre tuma taya kara lo| agara tumheM vahAM rasa ho, lauTa jaao| maiM tumheM khaMDa eka saMgIta meM baMdha jAte, tumhAre sAre svaroM ke bIca eka rodUMgA nhiiN| AnaMda tumheM cAhe na mile, kama se kama saMtoSa to | layabaddhatA A jaatii| kyoMki itanA bar3A saMkalpa ho aura tumheM milegaa| calo vahI shii| kama se kama suvidhA to rahegI, calo 230 JainEducation International 2010_03

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too sAta - jJAna hI krAMti sI 2030hindi vahI shii| lekina agara tumameM himmata hai aura mere sAtha A maiM mahAvIra ko ThIka kahatA hUM to maiM jainoM ko ThIka nahIM kaha rahA sakate ho, to AzvAsana hai-AnaMda bhI mila sakatA hai| hUM, dhyAna rkhnaa| agara jaina ThIka haiM, to mahAvIra galata haiN| ahobhAva bhI ho sakatA hai| tama dhanyabhAgI ho sakate ho| lekina agara mahAvIra sahI haiM, to jaina galata haiN| mahAvIra aura jainoM kA nirNaya to karanA par3e, kImata to cukAnI pdd'e| yaha nirNaya karanA kyA lenA-denA ! inhIM duSToM ke kAraNa to saba kharAba huaa| inhIM hI kImata cukAnI hai| nahIM to sabhI koI AnaMda ko upalabdha ho | ne to ddubaayaa| ye khuda to DUbe, mahAvIra ko bhI le dduube| mahAvIra jaaeN| jo nirNaya karate haiM, vahI ho pAte haiN| inase mukta hote, to...to jyAdA sApha hotA aakaash| inhIM kI 'jina-sUtra para pravacana acchA lagatA hai| para bhoga meM bhI rasa | badaliyAM to ghira gayIM, unakA sUraja Dhaka gyaa| bahuta hai|' jina-sUtra para pravacana kyoM acchA lagatA hai? inhIM ke kAraNa to mahAvIra ko samajhanA muzkila ho gayA hai| jina-satra se kyA lenaa-denaa| jina-satra hiMdaoM ke kAraNa kRSNa ko samajhanA mushkil| IsAiyoM ke ke kAraNa? to pravacana se kyA lenA! jina-sUtra ke kAraNa kAraNa jIsasa ko samajhanA mushkil| musalamAnoM ke kAraNa acchA lagatA hai, to usakA artha huA ki tumhAre ahaMkAra ko muhammada kI phajIhata! kyoMki jisane musalamAna ko dekhA, tRpti milatI hai ki aho, dhanyabhAga, jaina-kula meM paidA huA! | anajAne jo musalamAna kara rahA hai usakA doSAropaNa muhammada para aisI mUr3hatA sabhI ko sikhAyI gayI hai| hiMdU-kula meM paidA hue, | bhI calA jAtA hai| jAegA hii| jisane jaina ko gaura se dekhA, vaha dhanyabhAga! bhArata-bhUmi meM paidA hue, dhanyabhAga! jaise aura saba mahAvIra ke caraNoM meM sira nahIM jhukA sktaa| kyoMki agara yaha abhAge haiM duniyA meN| jainoM ko to sikhAyA jAtA hai bacapana se ki mahAvIra kA pariNAma hai, to mahAvIra meM kucha doSa rahA hI hogaa| tuma jaina-kula meM paidA hue, dhanyabhAgI ho| eka to manuSya honA lekina khayAla rakhanA, anuyAyI akasara guru se ulaTe hote durlabha, phira jaina honA! bilakula durlabha! haiN| zAyada jIvita guru ke pAsa jo anuyAyI ikaTThe hote haiM, ve to jina-sUtra para pravacana acchA lagatA hai usakA kula kAraNa | guru kI thor3I-bahuta mAnate-thor3I bahuta kahatA hUM, pUrI mAna itanA hI hai ki tumhAre ahaMkAra ko tRpti milatI hai, jaba maiM kahatA | lete to na-mAlUma kitane mahAvIra eka-sAtha paidA ho hUM mahAvIra ThIka, tumheM lagatA hai-bilakula ThIka; to hama bhI jAte-thor3I-bahuta mAna lete haiM; para thor3I-bahuta sahI, utanI | ThIka, to maiM bhI ThIka! jaba maiM kahatA hUM gItA ThIka, kRSNa ThIka, thor3I bhI unako bacA letI hai| phira unake bacce paidA hote haiM, phira hiMda akaDa jAtA hai, kahatA hai-bilakala tthiik| nahIM ki use unake bacce paidA hote haiM, mahAvIra dara par3ate jAte haiN| phira mahAvIra maiM samajha meM A rahA hUM, ki kRSNa samajha meM A rahe haiM, ki gItA eka piTI huI lakIra raha jAte haiN| samajha meM A rahI hai, use sirpha ahaMkAra meM khujalAhaTa A rahI hai, jise tumane nahIM cunA hai, vaha kabhI bhI tumhAre lie jIvaMta dharma khuradurI A rahI hai| phuraphurI A rahI hai| vaha isakA ahaMkAra | nahIM ho sktaa| jo tumane mAM-bApa se le liyA hai, paraMparA se le majA le rahA hai, vaha kaha rahA hai-bilakula tthiik| phUla ke liyA hai, saMskAra se le liyA hai, vaha murdA lakIra hai| usameM koI kuppA ho jAtA hai| prANa nhiiN| isIlie rasa A rahA hogaa| yaha rasa nahIM hai| bar3A rugNa rasa tuma thor3A soco, tuma mere pAsa Aye ho, to tumhAre jIvana meM hai| yaha svastha nahIM hai, yaha bImAra hai| yadi tuma mujhe sunate ho, to eka ullAsa hogaa| tumane mujhe cunA hai, khojA hai, tuma marjI se jo maiM kaha rahA hUM usakI phikira kro| tuma khUTiyoM kI phikira Aye ho apanI, koI tumheM lAyA nahIM-vastutaH rokanevAle bahuta kara rahe ho| maiM kyA khaMTI para TAMga rahA hUM, usakI phikira kro|| haiM, lAnevAlA tumheM yahAM kauna hai! hajAra mile hoMge rAste meM gaThaliyAM gina rahe ho. Ama cso| magara mana baDA pAgala hai| jinhoMne kahA hogA-are, kahAM jAte ho, ruko| phira bhI tama agara mahAvIra kI maiMne prazaMsA kara dI, jaina akar3akara calane unako pAra karake Aye ho| bahuta calate haiM, thor3e se pahuMca pAte lagatA hai| to vaha kahatA hai ki phira ThIka; to hama jo mAnate the, haiN| bIca meM aneka loga haiM rokanevAle, jo unheM roka lete haiN| to bilakula tthiik| tumhArI mAnyatA ko ThIka nahIM kaha rahA huuN| jaba tumhAre Ane meM tumhArA bala hai, tumhArA saMkalpa hai| lekina tumhAre | 231 2010 03

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jina sUtra bhAga : 2 baccoM ko tuma merI kitAbeM de jAoge, mere citra de jAoge, mAlA biThAyA, koI cAlAkI na kii| koI duniyAdArI na kii| bholepana samhAla jAoge ki samhAlakara rakhanA, isa mAlA se hamane bahuta se cunaa| paayaa| vaha pAnA tumhAre saMkalpa se huA thA, mAlA se nhiiN| ina to tumhAre beToM ko tuma agara mujhe de gaye ki samhAlakara rakhanA, pustakoM se hameM bar3I jyoti milii| vaha jyoti tumhArI khoja se vaha samhAlakara rakheMge, vaha pUjA bhI kareMge, lekina maiM unake lie milI thii| ye bacce ina kitAboM ko rakhakara pUjA karate raheMge, ye bojha ho jAUMgA, jo galatI tumhAre mAM-bApa ne kI hai, vaha tuma inheM kholeMge bhI nhiiN| aura kabhI kholeMge bhI, to inakA kabhI bhI mata krnaa| tumhArA merA nAtA nijI hai, vaiyaktika hai| ise tuma hRdaya kA sparza na ho sakegA, kyoMki jo svayaM nahIM canA hai...| | thopa mata jaanaa| hAM, agara tumheM kucha milA ho, tumane kucha pAyA pharka smjho| ho to apanI saMpadA ukher3akara batA jAnA apane baccoM ko ki eka yuvaka eka yuvatI ke prema meM par3a jAtA hai, yaha eka bAta hai| hamane pAyA thA, isa taraha khojA thA, tuma bhI khojnaa| zAyada phira bApa jAtA hai usa yuvaka kA, paMDe-pujArI se milatA hai, tumheM bhI mila ske| milatA hai, itanA AzvAsana de jaanaa| jyotiSiyoM se milatA hai, phira kisI dUsarI lar3akI se usakA tumhAre AnaMda se unako pramANa mila jAe ki jagata meM paramAtmA vivAha taya karatA hai| pUcho usa yuvaka se kyA pharka hai? jisase | hai| basa kAphI hai| phira ve khoja leMge apanA prmaatmaa| khuda hI vaha svayaM prema meM par3a gayA hai, vaha jAna dene ko taiyAra hai| jisase khojeMge, to hI majA aayegaa| muphta milegA, to be-majA ho bApa usakA vivAha karavA denA cAhatA hai, vaha samajhatA hai yaha jAtA hai| phaMdA ho rahA hai, phAMsI laga rahI hai| donoM striyAM haiN| yaha bhI 'jina-sUtra para pravacana acchA lagatA hai| to kahIM bhUla ho jarUrI nahIM hai ki bApa ne jo strI cunI hai, vaha preyasI se kama suMdara rahI hai abhii| jo maiM kaha rahA hUM, use suno, bahAnoM para dhyAna mata ho-jyAdA bhI ho sakatI hai| nizcita hI bApa jyAdA hoziyAra do| bahAnoM para dhyAna galata dRSTi ke kAraNa jAtA hai| akasara hai| jyAdA jIvana dekhA hai| vaha jyAdA suMdara, svastha, kulIna, aisA hotA hai ki maiM vahI kahatA hUM mahAvIra ke nAma para, vahI suzikSita, saMpanna parivAra cunegaa| vaha hajAra bAteM socegA, jo kahatA hUM buddha ke nAma pr| ThIka vahI bAta kahatA huuN| lekina beTA abhI jAna bhI nahIM sakatA, soca bhI nahIM sktaa| beTA to jaba buddha ke nAma para kahatA hUM, taba jaina baiThA rahatA hai, usako aMdhe kI taraha kisI bhI lar3akI ke prema meM par3a sakatA hai| bApa kucha rasa nahIM aataa| jaba mahAvIra ke nAma para kahatA hUM, taba vaha hajAra bAteM socegA, Age kI, pIche kI, saba hisAba lgaayegaa| sajaga hokara sunane lagatA hai, usakI rIr3ha sIdhI ho jAtI hai| to bApa gaNita se calegA, tarka se clegaa| beTA prema se cala rahA hai| tuma apane ahaMkAra ko pUja rahe ho| na tuma mahAvIra ko pUja rahe, lekina beTA jisake prema meM par3a gayA hai, usa para jAna dene ko na buddha ko pUja rhe| taiyAra hai| aura jisase usakA vivAha kiyA jA rahA hai, vaha 'jina-sUtra para pravacana acchA lagatA hai, para bhoga meM rasa bahuta jabardastI ghasITA jAegA-jaise bali kA pazu bUcar3akhAne kI hai| donoM kA kAraNa jina-sUtra hai| jina-sUtra para pravacana tarapha ghasITA jAtA hai, aisA anubhava kregaa| use lagegA mauta ho | acchA lagatA hai| kyoMki bacapana se vahI sunA hai, pakar3A hai, rahI hai merii| pakar3AyA gayA hai| abodha the taba se tumhArA mana usI se Aropita yahI pharka dharmoM kA bhI hai| jo dharma tumane cunA, vaha to tumhArA kiyA gayA hai| aura usI ke kAraNa bhoga se bhI chuTakArA nahIM prema hai| aura jo dharma tumheM mAM-bApa se milA, vaha tumhArA vivAha hotA, kyoMki bacapana se hI damana sikhAyA gayA hai| jina-sUtra hai| vivAha kabhI prema nahIM ho paataa| aura jisa dina prema vivAha kI jinhoMne vyAkhyA kI hai, unhoMne aisI galata vyAkhyA kI hai ki ho jAtA hai, usa dina prema mara jAtA hai| yA jisa dina kabhI vivAha jina-sUtra kA pUrA artha damanAtmaka ho gayA hai, ripresiva ho gayA prema bana jAtA hai, usa dina vivAha samApta ho jAtA hai| prema bar3I hai| dbaao| kucha bhI svIkAra nahIM hai| niSedha kro| kucha bhI bAta aura hai| kyA hai pharka? tumane cunA, svataMtratA se cunaa| vidheya nahIM hai| kaatto| pApI banA gaye haiM ve sUtra aura unakI apane bhAva se cunaa| apane hRdaya se cunaa| koI gaNita na vyAkhyAeM tumheN| honA to ulaTA cAhie thaa| mahAvIra kI to NEERA 232 2010_03

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jJAna hI krAMti AkAMkSA vahI thI, ki tumhAre bhItara ke paramAtmA kA tumheM smaraNa | sakatA hai| lekina zAyada tumheM dikhAyI nahIM par3a rahA hai| yahAM bhI aaye| lekina tumhAre sAdha-saMta tamheM sirpha tamhAre pApI kI yAda tamane merI bAteM sana-sanakara mAna lI haiN| dilA-dilAkara aparAdha se bhara gaye haiN| banI nahIM hai| isalie tuma eka tarakIba nikAla rahe ho| tuma to tumane jIvana meM jina-jina cIjoM ko pApa mAnakara dabA rakhA | kahate ho ber3iyAM bAMdhe hue haiN| bAMdhe hue kauna hai! saMskAra kahAM hai, una-una meM rasa bahuta aayegaa| bhoga ko dabAyA, to bhoga meM bAMdhe hue haiM! tuma kaha do ki basa kSamA, aba bahuta ho gayA; rasa aayegaa| kAma ko dabAyA, kAma meM rasa aayegaa| lobha ko tumase kucha bhI na pAyA, aba mujhe tumase mukta hokara kucha khoja dabAyA, to lobha naye-naye rUpoM meM pragaTa hogaa| krodha ko dabAyA, | lene do| maMdira ho Aye bahuta bAra, kucha na milA, aba kyoM roja to nayI-nayI bhAva-bhaMgimAeM krodha dhAraNa kregaa| jo dabAyA, | cale jAte ho! Adata na banAo maMdira jAne kii| dharma Adata usase chuTakArA kabhI bhI na hogaa| dabAne se koI mukti nahIM nahIM, svabhAva hai| Adata meM svabhAva daba jAtA hai| jisa mUrti ke aatii| samajho, jaago| agara bhoga meM rasa hai, to bhoga se bhAgo sAmane sira jhukA-jhukAkara thaka gaye, mAthA ghisa DAlA, mUrti bhI | mt| jAgo; bhoga meM hI khar3e-khar3e jaago| tumhArA jAgaraNa hI kharAba kara DAlI, aba usako kaho ki bahuta ho gayA; hama bhI tumheM bhoga se chuTakArA dilaayegaa| thaka gaye, tuma bhI thaka gaye hooge, aba majhe kSamA karo! to maiM nahIM kahatA ki bhaago| bhAgane se kyA hogA? bhoga lekina kahIM aura ar3acana hai| jisako tuma ber3iyAM kaha rahe ho, bhItara hai, tuma jahAM jAoge vahIM tumhAre sAtha calA jaaegaa| yaha vaha merA zabda tumane upayoga kara liyA, tumhArA nhiiN| tumhAre mana koI bAhara rakhI cIja thor3e hI hai, ki pITha kara lI aura bhAga khar3e meM to bhItara kahIM hai ki yaha ber3I bar3I mUlyavAna hai, sone kI hai, hue, to dUra chUTa gyii| yaha tumhAre aMtasa meM hai| ise miTAne kA hIre-javAharAta jar3I hai, isako chor3a kaise deM! isameM to bar3A eka hI upAya hai-ise jaannaa| jJAna krAMti hai| aura jJAna | rahasya hai| to nahIM chUTa paayegii| to phira kaise chUTegI! agara tuma ekamAtra krAMti hai| aura taraha kI krAMti hotI hI nhiiN| bImArI ko svAsthya samajhe baiThe ho, to tuma kaise ilAja karoge? to agara bhoga meM rasa hai, to ghabar3Ao mata, rasa lo| jAgakara agara tumane galata ko ThIka samajha rakhA hai, aMdhere ko prakAza lo| bhogo| isakA itanA hI artha hai ki tuma bhoga se abhI gujare samajha rakhA hai, kAMTe ko phUla samajha rakhA hai, to phira tuma kaise nhiiN| gujarane ke pahale tumane niMdA kara lii| saMsAra ko abhI mukta ho skoge|| jAnA nahIM; jAnane ke pahale tyAjya samajha liyaa| nahIM, vyarthatA dekho ThIka se, agara ber3I hai, to todd'o| tor3ane ke lie kucha bhI ko dekhanA pdd'egaa| tabhI saMsAra chUTatA hai| gujaranA par3egA, nahIM karanA par3atA, sirpha samajha meM A jAe ki ber3I hai, chUTa jAtI anubhava se, anubhava kI pIr3A se| anubhava kI agni se jalanA, | hai| tuma hAtha meM kaMkar3a-patthara lie jA rahe ho aura koI mila tapanA pdd'egaa| | jAe aura kaha de ki kaMkar3a-patthara haiM, to kyA tuma pUchoge ki 'phira paraMparA aura saMskAra pAMva para ber3I kI taraha par3e haiN|' par3e aba ina kaMkar3a-pattharoM ko kaise choDUM? yaha pUchanA to tabhI nahIM haiM, tuma unheM pakar3e hue ho| ber3iyAM koI bAMdhe nahIM hai, tuma saMbhava hai, jaba tumhAre bhItara mana meM to tuma mAnate ho ki haiM to unheM samhAle hue ho| kauna tumheM rokatA hai| chodd'o| tumhAre hIre-javAharAta, yaha AdamI kaha rahA hai kaMkar3a-patthara; isa chor3ate hI ve chUTa jaaeNgii| lekina bhaya hai, ghabar3AhaTa hai| yaha bar3e AdamI ko bhI inakAra karanA muzkila hai, isa AdamI ke tarka meM maje kI bAta hai--bar3I viDaMbanA kI bhI ki jisase kucha bhI | bala hai aura bhItara kA saMskAra bhI kahatA hai-kaMkar3a-patthara! ye nahIM milatA usako bhI hama pakar3e rahate haiM, samhAle rahate haiM thAtI | hIre-motI haiM, kaMkar3a-patthara nahIM haiM, aba kareM kyA? tuma usa kI taraha, dharohara kI trh| tuma kar3A-karkaTa bhI bAhara nahIM pheMka AdamI se pUchate ho, inheM chor3eM kaise? yA to ye hIre-motI haiM, pAte ho, usako bhI tijor3I meM samhAle jAte ho|| chor3ane kI jarUrata nhiiN| yA phira ye kaMkar3a-patthara haiM, chor3ane kI agara tumheM dikhAyI par3a gayA hai ki yaha ber3iyAM haiM, to ar3acana jarUrata kyA hai? chUTa hI jAne caahie| girA do, hAtha alaga kyA hai, aba chodd'o| tor3o, girA do| eka kSaNa meM yaha ghaTa | khola do| muTThI kholo| ghabar3Ao mata! jisase kucha bhI nahIM 233 2010 03

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apara jina sUtra / milA hai, use chor3ane se kucha hAni na ho jaaegii| lekina loga to prazaMsA milatI hai| kyoMki samAja tumheM mukta nahIM dekhanA dukha chor3ane taka meM Darate haiN| dukha taka ko pakar3a lete haiM, kama se caahtaa| samAja ke lie yahI suvidhA hai ki tuma jaMjIroM meM rho| kama purAnA hai, pahacAnA huA hai| jaise hI tuma jaMjIreM tor3oge, tumhArI pratiSThA khone lgegii| loga yahAM kucha bhI mUlyavAna nahIM hai, jo tuma pakar3e hue ho| aura jo tumheM sammAna na deNge| mUlyavAna hai, use pakar3ane kI koI jarUrata nahIM hai, vaha tumhArA | eka jaina-sAdhu mujhe milane Aye, kucha varSa phle| maiMne unase svabhAva hai| jisa jaina-dharma ko tumane pakar3A hai, vaha to kevala pUchA ki saca-saca kaho, milA kyA hai tumheM? pacAsa varSa se tuma paraMparA hai, lIka hai| jisa jina-dharma kI maiM bAta kara rahA hUM, vaha jaina-muni ho, pAyA kyA hai? jaba teraha-caudaha varSa ke the, taba tumhArA svabhAva hai| saba lIkeM, saba paraMparAeM chor3a doge, taba tuma mAM-bApa ne dIkSA de dii| mAM-bApa bhI muni ho gaye the, to unhoMne pAoge usakA AvirbhAva huaa| unheM bhI muni banA liyaa| vaha kahane lage, Apase chipA nahIM jhUTha kyoM boleM pharoge-masalahata ke nAma para sakatA, pAyA kucha bhI nhiiN| phira maiMne kahA, jaba pAyA nahIM, to jiMdagI pyArI sahI lekina hameM maranA to hai pacAsa sAla kAphI nahIM haiM anubhava ke lie ki yahAM kucha milA jhUTha kyoM bole pharoge-masahalata ke nAma para nahIM, kahIM aura khojeM, jiMdagI khotI jA rahI hai? unhoMne kahA, hita-ahita ke nAma para jhUTha kyoM boleM? bar3A muzkila hai| pratiSThA milI, sammAna milA, ahaMkAra kI jiMdagI pyArI sahI lekina hameM maranA to hai| pUjA huI-hajAroM loga mere caraNa chUte haiM kucha aura nahIM kitanI hI pyArI ho jiMdagI, chUTa hI jAnI hai, maranA hai| isa | milaa| bhItara bilakula khAlI hUM, lekina bAhara bar3A sammAna hai| jiMdagI ke lie, isa jiMdagI ke hita aura ahita ke lie, aura agara ise maiM choDa daM. to jo meM kalyANa-akalyANa ke lie jhUTha kyoM boleM? jo chUTa hI jAnA | buhArI lagAne kI naukarI bhI dene ko rAjI na hoNge| na maiM hai, ve samajhadAra ke lie chUTa hI gyaa| jo jiMdagI miTa hI jAnI par3hA-likhA hUM, na merI koI aura yogyatA hai| basa merI yogyatA hai, vaha miTI hI par3I hai| phira vaha yaha nahIM kahatA ki aba yahI ki maiM upavAsa kara sakatA huuN| aba yaha bhI koI yogyatA hai, jiMdagI kI rakSA ke lie jhUTha bolanA jarUrI hai| jiMdagI kI koI | ki bhUkhe mara sakate haiN| merI yogyatA yahI hai ki maiM kaSTa saha rakSA ho hI nahIM sakatI, jiMdagI to jAegI hI, to thor3I sakatA huuN| yaha bhI koI yogyatA hai! kaSTa sahanA koI yogyatA sakha-savidhA meM bItI ki thoDI asavidhA meM bItI, kyA pharka hai| marde kI taraha jI sakatA hai, yahI yogyatA hai| par3atA hai! sapanA subaha TUTa hI jAegA, sapane meM bhikhArI rahe ki khayAla karanA, tuma jina jaMjIroM ko pakar3e ho, unake sAtha rAjA rahe, kyA pharka par3atA hai! garIba kI taraha jIe ki amIra kI pratiSThA jur3I hogii| maMdira AdamI jAtA hai, kyoMki loga samajhate taraha jIe, kyA pharka par3atA hai! pratiSThita kI taraha jIe ki haiM dhArmika hai| na jAe, to loga samajhate haiM adhArmika hai| loga apratiSThita kI taraha jIe; logoM ne Adara diyA ki anAdara dAna bhI kara lete haiM, gItA bhI rakhakara par3ha lete haiM, kurAna bhI diyA, kyA pharka par3atA hai| jiMdagI chUTa hI jAnI hai| rakhakara par3ha lete haiM, tAki logoM ko lagatA rahe ki jiMdagI pyArI sahI, lekina hameM maranA to hai dhArmika-bar3e sajjana-sAdhu-caritra! loga caritra ko bhI eka bAra yaha samajha meM A jAe, to phira tuma jaMjIroM ko chor3ane pakar3e rakhate haiN| vrata-niyama bhI bAMdhe rakhate haiN| magara yaha saba meM koI ar3acana na paaoge| ahaMkAra kI hI pUjA cala rahI hai| aura AtmA ko pAnA ho, to Dara kyA hai? pratiSThA milatI hai jaMjIroM se| jisake pAsa isa pUjA se chuTakArA karanA hI hogaa| kyoMki yahI to bAdhA hai| jitanI bar3I jaMjIreM haiM, utanI bar3I pratiSThA hai| loga kahate haiM, 'kRpayA mArga-darzana deN|' tumhAre prazna meM hI tumhArA uttara chipA dekho, kitanI bar3I jaMjIreM haiM isa AdamI ke pAsa, kitane hai| himmata kro| kAyara na rho| thor3A sAhasa kro| dAMva para hIre-motI jar3I, sone kI, khAlisa sone kI banI-caubIsa lgaao| yahAM khone ko to kucha bhI nahIM hai, agara saba kho bhI kaireTa sone kI banI! jitane tuma jaMjIroM meM jakar3e ho, utanI tumheM | gayA aura kucha bhI na milA, to bhI kucha nahIM khotA hai| 234 2010_03

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jJAna hI krAMti kA | lekina maiM tumase kahatA hUM, jisane himmata kI hai dAMva para lagAne yaha jo maiM tumase kaha rahA hUM, isa kahane para bahuta jyAdA nirbhara kI usane jarUra pA liyA hai| magara muphta kucha bhI nahIM milatA mata rhnaa| isa kahe hue ke kinAre-kinAre anakahA huA bhI hai| hara cIja kI kImata cukAnI par3atI hai| tuma AtmA ko pAne bheja rahA huuN| hara do zabdoM ke bIca meM jo khAlI jagaha hai, vahIM tuma cale ho, muphta pAne cale ho| kImata cukaao| yadyapi jaba mujhe pkdd'naa| jaba maiM cupa raha jAtA hUM, taba mujhe gaura se sunnaa| AtmA milegI, paramAtmA kA darzana hogA, taba tuma pAoge jo zabda chUTa jAeM, harja nahIM, zUnya na cUkane paaye| isalie kImata cukAyI thI, vaha to kucha bhI na thii| jo milA hai, vaha to kabhI-kabhI aisA hogA ki sunate-sunate eka tArI laga jaaegii| amUlya hai| usako kisI kImata se cukAnA saMbhava nhiiN| kubera eka laya baMdha jaaegii| eka anUThe rasa meM sarobora hone lgoge| ke sAre khajAne bhI ulIca dene se usakI kImata cukanevAlI nahIM usa kSaNa aisA bhI lagegA ki aba kucha sunAyI nahIM par3atA, aba hai| ghabar3Ao mata kucha dikhAyI nahIM par3atA, lekina mastaka jhukane lgegaa| vaha jisma kI mauta koI mauta nahIM hotI hai jhukanA bar3A sAMketika hai| vaha samarpaNa kA sUcaka hai| use jisma miTa jAne se iMsAna nahIM mara jAte tor3anA mt| usa taMdrA ko hilAnA mt| vaisI taMdrA samAdhi kI dhar3akaneM rukane se aramAna nahIM mara jAte pahalI jhalaka hai| sAMsa thama jAne se ailAna nahIM mara jAte yaha mata socanA ki yaha maiM kyA kara rahA hai, sanane AyA thA, hoMTha jama jAne se pharamAna nahIM mara jAte sunanA to cUkA jA rahA hai| dekhane AyA thA, AMkheM to baMda huI jA jisma kI mauta koI mauta nahIM hotI hai| rahI haiM! yahAM jo dekhane ko hai, vaha AMkha baMda karake hI dekhane ko zarIra bhI mara jAe, to bhI tuma nahIM marate ho| mana bhI mara jAe, hai| aura yahAM jo sunane ko hai, vaha jaba tuma jhukoge tabhI sunAyI to bhI tuma nahIM marate ho| vastutaH jaise hI tuma jAnane lagate ho ki pdd'egaa| to maiMne jo kahA, agara vaha yAda bhI na rahe, phikira mata zarIra kI mRtyu merI mRtyu nahIM, mana kI mRtyu merI mRtyu nahIM, vaise krnaa| kyoMki yahAM hama koI parIkSA dene nahIM baiThe haiM kisI hI tamheM pahalI daphA mahAjIvana kI jhalaka milanI zarU hotI hai| vizvavidyAlaya kI, ki maiMne jo kahA vaha tamheM yAda rhe| usake pahalI daphA aMdhere meM dIyA jalatA hai| | noTa mata lenaa| usako mana meM phikira mata krnaa| yahAM to kucha to vyartha mUlyoM ko mUlya mata do| pratiSThA, sammAna, satkAra, aura hI ghaTa rahA hai bolane ke bhaane| yahAM to bolane ke bahAne rispekTebiliTI-jhAr3o, buhAro, kUr3A-karkaTa ikaTThA karo, hRdaya aura hRdaya kA mela banAne kI ceSTA cala rahI hai| yaha kacarAghara meM pheMka aao| ise ghara meM rakhane kI jarUrata nahIM hai| bolanA to aise hI hai jaise choTe baccoM ko hama khilaunA de dete haiM ki khelo| bacce khilaune ke khela meM laga jAte haiM, to zAMta ho cauthA prazna : Apake pravacana par3hane meM rasa AyA, pustakeM yahAM jAte haiN| upadrava nahIM krte| aisA hI merA bolanA hai| yaha to khIMca lAyIM; lekina aba zabda samajha meM nahIM pdd'te| AMkheM khilaune haiM, tumhArI buddhi ko ki khelo| jaba tumhArI buddhi Apako nihAratI rahatI haiM aura miMca jAne para mastaka nata ho | khela-khilaune meM ulajhI hai, taba maiM tumhAre hRdaya ke pAsa huuN| buddhi rahatA hai| kyA yahI rUpAMtaraNa hai mana se AtmA kI tarapha? kA upadrava baMda hai, vaha apane khilaunoM meM ulajhI hai, tumhArA hRdaya mere karIba sarakakara A sakatA hai| agara aisA ghaTane lage, ghaTane nizcita hii| zabda kaba taka sunate rahoge? zUnya sunanA denaa| paripUrNa bhAva se ghaTane denaa| kyoMki vahI lakSya hai| pdd'egaa| vANI meM kaba taka ulajhe rahoge? vANI ke pAra calanA arabAbe-junUM para phurakata meM hogaa| yaha bAta jo maiM tumase kaha rahA hai, kAnoM se sanane kI nahIM, aba kyA kahiye kyA-kyA gujarI hRdaya se sanane kI hai| aura yaha jo izAre maiM tumheM kara rahA hUM, Aye the savAde-ulphata meM AMkhoM se dekhane para samajha meM na AyeMge, AMkheM baMda hoMgI tabhI kucha kho bhI gaye kucha pA bhI gaye samajha meM aayeNge| prema ke yAtriyoM para prema kI yAtrA meM kyA-kyA gajarI? kA 1 2351 2010 03

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jina sUtra bhAgaH arabAbe-junUM para phurakata meM hai aTala vizvAsa jIvana chIna jAUMgA maraNa se! aba kyA kahiye kyA-kyA gujarI dUra mata karanA caraNa se!!' Aye the savAde-ulaphata meM bhAgyazAlI ho agara jhukane kI kalA A rahI hai| isa bhAgya Aye the premanagara kI sImA meN| ko bhogo| isa bhAgya ko sAtha-sahayoga kro| isa bhAgya meM Aye the saMvAde-ulaphata meM bAdhA mata DAla denaa| isa ghaTatI huI ghaTanA meM kisI taraha kA kucha kho bhI gaye kucha pA bhI gaye avarodha khar3A mata kara denaa| tumhAre jhukane meM hI kuMjI hai| vahIM yahAM kucha khoyegA, to hI kucha pAyA jaaegaa| yahAM jitanA se dvAra khulatA hai maMdira kaa| khoyegA, utanA hI pAyA jaaegaa| idhara tama agara bilakala kho gaye, to saba kucha pA gye| yahAM se agara bace-bace cale gaye, to AkhirI prazna : jAnane kI cAha meM maiMne rAta ko dina racate khAlI Ae khAlI cale gye| jhuko| jhuka jaao| samagra dekhaa| aisA kyoM huA? mana-prANa se jhuka jaao| yahI to sadA se bhaktoM kI gahana prArthanA rahI hai jo bhI jAnane calegA, vaha eka na eka dina usa par3Ava para dUra mata karanA caraNa se| pahuMcatA hai, jahAM viparIta milate hue dikhAyI par3ate haiN| jahAM dina chor3a kara saMsAra sArA, aura rAta viparIta nahIM hote| jahAM dina aura rAta eka hI prakriyA hai liyA inakA sahArA, ke do aMga hote haiN| yadi na Thaura milA yahAM bhI kyA milA phira manuja-tana se! rAta hI to dina ko racatI hai| rAta ke garbha meM hI to dina palatA dUra mata karanA caraNa se!! hai| aura phira dina ke garbha meM rAta racI jAtI hai| dina hI to roja kaluSa jIvana puNya hogA, rAta ko janma de jAtA hai| rAta hI to roja phira dina ko svapna, sata akSuNNa hogA, punarujjIvita kara jAtI hai| jIvana meM hI to mauta palatI hai| mauta cha sakaM priya paga tumhAre pyAra ke gIle nayana se| se hI to jIvana umagatA hai| patajhar3a meM hI to vasaMta ke pahale dUra mata karanA caraNa se!! caraNa sunAyI par3ate haiN| vasaMta phira patajhar3a ke lie taiyArI kara yadi tumhArI chAMha-citavana jAtA hai| purAne girate pattoM ke pIche jhAMkate naye pattoM ko dekho| meM pale yaha kSudra jIvana naye jhAMkate pattoM ke pIche phira purAne girate pattoM kI kathA likha hai aTala vizvAsa jIvana chIna jAUMgA maraNa se| jAnevAlI hai| dUra mata karanA caraNa se| yahAM jIvana meM dvaMdva, dvaMdva nahIM hai, dvaMdva paripUrakatA hai| yahAM kucha vaha jaba tuma jhuka rahe ho, taba aise gahare bhAva se jhukanA ki virodha nahIM hai, avirodha hai| do dikhAyI par3ate haiM, kyoMki hameM prabhu-caraNoM meM jhuka rahe haiM, ki paramAtmA meM jhuka rahe haiN| abhI dekhane kI gaharI pakar3a nahIM AyI, sUjha nahIM AyI, dUra mata karanA caraNa se!! pariprekSya nahIM hai| abhI dRSTi gaharI nahIM hai| isalie do dikhAyI yadi tumhArI chAMha-citavana par3ate haiN| jaba dRSTi gaharI hogI, to tuma pAoge eka hI bcaa| meM pale yaha kSudra jIvana yahI to advaita kA sAra hai| khojane jo cale, unheM eka na eka dina tuma jhuke ki chAyA meM Aye paramAtmA kii| akar3e khar3e raho, to patA calA, jIvana aura mRtyu eka hI sikke ke do pahalU haiN| sukha ahaMkAra kI dhUpa meM jalate rhoge| jhuke ki Aye chAyA meN| milI aura dukha; saphalatA, asaphalatA; zAMti, azAMti; saMsAra, chaayaa| saMnyAsa; sabhI eka hI pahalU ke do hisse haiN| yadi tumhArI chAMha-citavana jisa dina yaha dikhAyI par3atA hai-yaha par3Ava hai, yaha AkhirI meM pale yaha kSudra jIvana par3Ava hai, isake bAda maMjila hai--jisa dina yaha dikhAyI par3atA 236 2010_03

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commmmmmmmmmmmmmmmms mita zAna hA krAti hai ki dvaMdva nahIM hai aura sabhI dvaita eka hI meM jur3e haiM, basa maMjila khulane aura baMda hone kaa| aura jisa para AMkha khulatI aura baMda karIba A gyii| yaha AkhirI par3Ava hai| isake bAda jo bacatA hotI hai, vaha to na to janmatA aura na mrtaa| tumhArI AMkha kI hai, use to eka kahanA bhI ThIka nahIM; kyoMki jahAM do hI nahIM | jhalaka baMda hotI rahatI hai, khulatI rahatI hai-AMkha jhapakatI bace, vahAM eka kaise kaheM! isa par3Ava taka do rahate haiM, isa par3Ava rahatI hai| tuma binA jhapake bhItara maujUda ho| sRSTi hai paramAtmA para do eka ho jAte haiM, isake bAda to eka bhI kahanA ucita nhiiN| kI AMkha kA khula jaanaa| pralaya hai paramAtmA kI AMkha kA jhapa isalie to vedAMta paramAtmA ko eka nahIM kahatA, kahatA jaanaa| lekina donoM ke pIche jo chipA hai-zAzvata caitanya, vaha hai-advait| do nhiiN| basa itanA hI kahA jA sakatA hai-do na to kabhI janmatA, na kabhI mitttaa| na usakA koI janma hai, na nhiiN| isalie to mahAvIra kahate haiM, paramAtmA aura AtmA aisA koI mRtyu hai| na koI dukha hai, na koI sukha hai| na koI hAra hai, na nahIM, AtmA hI prmaatmaa| ve bhI advaita kI hI bAta bola rahe haiM, | koI jIta hai| apane DhaMga se, eka hii| magara eka kahanA ThIka nahIM, kyoMki eka ___ jaba aisA tumheM lage ki tuma usa jagaha A gaye jahAM rAta dina se do kA khayAla uThatA hai, do se tIna kA khayAla uThatA hai, tIna ko janma detI dikhAyI par3atI hai, to aba bhUlakara bhI prazna mata se cAra kA khayAla uThatA hai| eka kA koI artha hI nahIM hotA utthaanaa| prazna bhaTakA deNge| kyoMki prazna uttara meM le jAeMge, uttara agara aura saMkhyAeM na hoN| aura vaha itanA eka hai ki vahAM aura aura praznoM meM le jaaeNge| phira tuma vApasa A gye| isa ghar3I to koI saMkhyA nhiiN| saba prazna-uttaroM kI gaTharI bAMdhakara pheMka denA, daur3a pdd'naa| dhyAna gaharA hogA, to vaha par3Ava AyegA jahAM dvaMdva miTa jAte nirbhAra hokara, ghusa jAnA usa anaMta meN| ba daur3anA, aba ghara bahata karIba A gayA: aba tama ThIka bahata se loga dhyAna se lauTa Aye haiN| samAdhi taka nahIM pahaMca sAmane hI khar3e ho| aba darzanazAstra meM mata ulajha jaanaa| aba paate| kyoMki dhyAna ke AkhirI par3Ava para phira prazna bar3e prabala yaha prazna mata pUcho mujhase ki 'jAnane kI cAha meM maiMne rAta ko dina hokara uThate haiN| vastutaH bahuta prabala hokara uThate haiN| racate dekhA, aisA kyoM huA?' aba yaha 'kyoM' uThAyA to tuma apanI AkhirI ceSTA karatA hai, aMtima ceSTA karatA hai| jaise vApisa lauTa pdd'oge| 'kyoM' uThAyA ki phira ciMtana-vicAra subaha hone ke pahale rAta khUba aMdherI ho jAtI hai| yA dIyA bujhane zurU huaa| aba chor3o, aba bhuulo| aba yaha 'kyU' aura ke pahale jyoti khUba lapakakara jalatI hai| yA marane ke pahale 'kyA', aba yaha darzana aura vijJAna chodd'o| aba to daur3a pdd'o| AdamI ekadama svastha mAlUma hone lagatA hai--bImAra AdamI yaha AkhirI par3Ava hai, isase bilakula sAmane maMjila hai| aba bhii| AkhirI uphAna AtA hai, AkhirI jvAra AtA hai jIvana to sIdhe ghusa jAo usa advaita meN| kaa| aise hI mana bhI marane ke pahale, khone ke pahale bar3I prabalatA hara subaha zAma kI zarArata hai se prazna uThAtA hai| usa vakta agara tuma jarA cUke, to mana tumheM hara haMsI azru kI tijArata hai khIMca legaa| mujhase pUcho na artha jIvana kA baccoM kA khela dekhA hai? sIr3hI aura saaNp-luuddo| to bacce jiMdagI mauta kI ibArata hai| khelate haiN| sIr3hI se to car3ha jAte haiM, sAMpa se nIce utara Ate haiN| saba jur3e haiN| saba ikaTThe haiN| agara sIr3hI para pahuMca jAte haiM, to Upara car3hate haiN| agara sAMpa kA kaphana baDhA to kisalie najara ta DabaDabA gayI muMha pakar3a jAtA hai, to nIce utara Ate haiN| pAse pheMkate haiN| siMgAra kyoM sahama gayA, bahAra kyoM lajA gayI na janma kucha, na mRtyu kucha, basa itanI sirpha bAta hai- gaye, to jIta gye| lekina ninyAnabe taka bhI sAMpa kA muMha hai| kisI kI AMkha khula gayI, kisI ko nIMda A gayI __ jIvana kA khela bhI aisA hI khela hai| sIr3hI aura sAMpa! yahAM AMkha khulane aura baMda hone kA hI pharka hai| AMkha baMda ho gayI, AkhirI caraNa ninyAnabe DigrI para bhI, jaba mana bilakula miTane mara gye| AMkha khula gayI, janma gye| itanA hI pharka hai-AMkha ke karIba hotA hai, sAMpa kA muMha khulatA hai-AkhirI 237 2010 03

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- jina satra bhAga: bAra-agara vahAM sAvadhAnI na baratI, sAMpa kI pUMcha tumheM phira vahAM le AtI hai jahAM se phira laMbI yAtrA hai| nahIM, isa jagaha prazna mata puucho| isa jagaha to niSprazna hokara, lo chlaaNg| dhyAna lagA hai, samAdhi karIba hai| utara jaao| aura samAdhi meM saba samAdhAna hai| isIlie to use samAdhi kahate haiN| Aja itanA hii| 238 2010_03