Book Title: Jain Dharm Prakash 1922 Pustak 038 Ank 05
Author(s): Jain Dharm Prasarak Sabha
Publisher: Jain Dharm Prasarak Sabha
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Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI jaina dharma prakAza. jaM kalle kAyavvaM, taM ajjaMciya karehu turamANA / bahuviggho hu muhato, mA avarahaM paDirakeha || 1 || "je kAle karavuM heya ( jIbha ya ) te Ajeja ane te paNu utAvaLe kara, kAraNake eka suhUtta (e ghaDI) paNa ghaNA vighnavALu hoya che, mATe apAra sudhI paNa khamIza nahIM. ( vila"ba karIza nahIM. ) pustaka 38 suM. ] zrAvaNu-saMvata 19780 vIra saMvata 2448. [ 5 mA. karmathI trAsa pAmI cetane karelo pokAra. ( rAga manajArA. ) khrIyA karUM karasase hArA, caka rahyo bhamI jaga sArA; anAdi saMbadhI mithyAta, cetana guNane DhIe lAta, mAha madirA chAke dhele!, bhavanATakamAM karI khelA, parabhAve vIya hulAvyu, caDyo mINeA bhAna bhUlAvyuM, tratAdika udde Ave, bALaceSTAe kALa jAve, ceta ceta cetana citta dhArI, parabhAva dizAe vArI, na muje bhatra aTavIpe DArA; tApaNuM nahi AyA pArA. mAMhune ajJAna jasa bhrAta; kare guNasthAnakathI pAtare. alamasta banyA alabelA; chIe duti mAraga sahelArekIyA--3 duzamananuM daLa bulAvyu; kAMThAnuM nAva lAgyu re. ahita sakaLa mana bhAve; paNa sAdhya draSTi na thAvere. hita zikhAmaNa che sArI; svameLe vare zivanArI * 2. AdhavajIbhAI gIradhara, krIyA-1 krIyA--2 jhIyA--4 thrIyApa jhIyA 6 Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 132 zrI jaina dharma prakAza - - - vakhata jAye vegathI. ( rAma lakSmaNa vanamAM sidhAvatAe rAga) uThe sajana ugha dare karI. thAo parahita karavA taiyAra, dharI bahu pyAra, vakhata jAye vegathI. sthApe suMdara zALA jJAnanI, Ape vidyA vividha prakAra, anubhavasAra, vakhata jAye vegathI. rUDA nItinA graMtha bhaNAvaje, karaje zubha guNathI bharapUra, vivekI zura, vakhata jAye vegathI. tana dhana ne vana asthira che, tene na kare catura vizvAsa, jANe te te pAsa, vakhata jAye vegathI. pUrve jIvadayA pALI haze, vaLI paDyA haze satpAtra, karela bahu yAtra, vakhata jAye vegathI. pAmyA lakSmI pUrava punyavegathI. sthiti pUrNa thatAM jAye dUra vagADI tUra, vakhata jAye vegathI. dAna de vidyAnuM bhalI pere, nahIM Ave tenI tole ke, kharekhara heI, vakhata jAye vegathI. sukha maLaze vidyAdAna ApatAM, TaLaze jJAnAvaraNIya karma, ane ziva zarma, vakhata jAye vegathI. zikha sAMbhaLI sajana jAgaje, dhana kharce jJAnazALAmAMya, suMdara bAvA cAhya. vakhata jAye vegathI. bhAilAla suMdarajI mahetA-jhIMjhuvADA, 1 mahAvIra prabhune caraNe ara sumana sadA sA, mahAvIra vIra caraNe ara barAsa caMdana, mahAvIra vIra caraNe. karUNA nidhAna abhUta, siddhArtha nRpati muta; namuM vIzalA sunaMdana, mahAvIra vIra caraNe. caraNe halAvye merU, dAnava kIdhe sama*e; nAmuM nizadina evA, mahAvIra vIra caraNe. - "sume" ema vAMcavuM. 3 Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - mahAvIra prabhune caraNe. 133 phaNIdhara thakI na bItAM, dUra kIdha mitra jotAM; baLavAna bAlyakALe, namuM vIra vIra caraNe. 4 dAnezvarI dayALa, karUNu nidhi kRpALu kalyANakArI namIe, mahAvIra vIra caraNe vana viSe upADI, dIkSA dhura jagAvI; jeNe nijAtma ti, namuM vIra vIra caraNe. tapasyA kIdhI atizaya, karavA svakarmane kSaya; namuM ugra je vihArI, mahAvIra vIra caraNe. pasargane vadhAvyA, zAMti kSamA vadhAryA jagajatune kSamAvyA, namuM vIra vIra caraNe. kaNe khIlA nakhAvyA, caraNe agana dhakhAvyA; na, leza je DagyA nA. mahAvIra vIra caraNe.. caraNe Daryo bhayaMkara, kUra sarSa prANaghAtaka; tenA banyA uddhAraka, namuM vIra vIra caraNe. 10 hiMsaka pazu svarUpe, kaSTo dIdhAM kudeve praNayuM tathApi nizcaLa, mahAvIra vIra caraNe. 11 bAkuLa sATe tArI, zrI caMdanA kumArI; zivasukhanA dAtArI, namuM vIra vIra caraNe. 12 jharaNuM vahAM dayAnA, duramana prati kSamAnA samadraSTivAn praNamuM, mahAvIra vIra caraNe. 13 karmo badhAM khapAvyAM. vItarAga bhai gavAyA; vaMdu trikALa jJAnI, mahAvIra vIra caraNe. siMgyA vacana sudhAmaya, bhavyAtmanA je tAraka; mithyAtvanA vinAzaka, namuM vIra vIra caraNe. sadaguNathI alaMkRta, devendrathI parivRtta; samyakatvadAyI praNamuM, mahAvIra vIra caraNe. vizvopakArI baMdhu, saMbhIratAe siMdhu akalaMkI pUrNa indu, namuM vIra vIra caraNe. ciMtA karI rahyAM ke, saMgamataNuM gatinI; evA udAra namIe, mahAvIra vIra caraNe. niSkarma ne nirAgI. niSI ne hitiSI; zAsanapati same, namuM vIra vIra caraNe. 19 Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 134 zrI jana dhama prakAza. aherAtra nAma hAluM, "mahAvIra e uccArIe; suMdara ane zrI vIratA, vacane sadAya smarIe. 20 - suMdaralAla DAhyAbhAI -hAAtma nivedana. - 0:0 - ( lekhaka-sadaguNAnurAgI kapUravijaya) A vakhate (cAlu varSamAM) deva dege vaDhavANa kempathI vihAra karyA pachI pharatAM pharatAM mAMDala, viramagAma, sANaMda, godhAvI, amadAvAda thaIne pethApura, mANasA, sama, mesANA, basanagara, vaDanagara, umatA, sIpara, tAraMgAi, kherALu, uMjhA upara thaIne paramahaMta zrI kumArapALa bhUpALanI jyAM vIrahA vAgatI ane hemacaMdasUrIzvaranI dezanA dhvani gAjI rahetI te pATaNazaheranAM tIrthasthaLamAM bhAre vizALa ane manahara cAmAM birAjamAna thayelI aneka prabhupratimAne juhAravAnuM saubhAgya ane prasa thayuM. adAdajI nAmathI oLakhAtI dharmazALAmAM keravAnuM kahyuM. aSTApadajInA derAsaranuM vizALa bhoMyaruM temAM prabhu darzana karatAM anubhavAtI apUrva zAMtinuM yathArtha khyAna ApI nahi ja zakaya, phakta eTaluM ja kahI zakAya ke A adabhUta anubhUta dazya aMtaramAMthI anupama cirasthAyI asara upajAvI che te bhAgyeja kAvi bhUMsAI zake. sthiratAvALA AtmAthI yAtrALu janee e apUrva lAbha hAMsala karavA bhUlavuM na joIe. vaLI paMcAsarAjI vigere pavitra dhAma paNa zAtithI bheTavA lAyaka bheTavAja. pATaNathI pagaraste traNeka gAu dUra "cArUpa" tImAM cAmaLA pArzvanAthajInA ghaNA purAtana ati adabhUta biMba che. dazana karatAM zaMkhezvarajI prabhu sAMbhare che ane ati AhAda upajAve che. A biMba lAkha varSa pahelAM nirmANa thayelA che ema junA lekha uparathI sAbIta thai zake che. DheDhaka bhAIonI pere jemanuM mana prabhupratimAjInAM darzana pUjanAdika karavAmAM sAzaMka rahetuM hoya temane paNa AvA camatkArika jinabiMbathI AdrakumAranI jema saheje upakAra thavA saMbhava hovAthI A TuMkA jIvanane saphaLa karavA ekAda vakhata sAkSAta anubhava karI jevA sAdara sUcanA karI levI gya dhAruM chuM. lagabhaga traNeka mAsa sudhI kaMIne kaMI nimitta vege pATaNamAM rahyA bAda jeTha zudi pUrNimAnA divase cArUpa tIrthane bheTI levA mana lalacAyuM. tyAM ekAda divasa vadhAre anukULa saMge maLatAM TakA Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Atma nivedana. 135 aMjaLa jege vasA zahera tarapha amAruM prayANa thayuM. vadi pAMcama budhavAre atra Agamana thayuM. A taraphanA leke prAye bheLA bhadraka ne dharmacivALA che. kaccha kAThiyAvADa ane gujarAtamAM moTe bhAge jyAM tyAM ApaNuM lekamAM khAna pAna prasaMge gebarAI karavAne kurIvAja paDelo che. te dUra karavA varSo thayAM sahadaya sAdhujane tathA zAsanahita samajanArA zrAvaka-zrAvikae prayatna sevI rahyA che. ahIM cAturmAsa karavA Agevane taraphathI Agraha thatAM temane uta khAmI saMbaMdhI egya sUcanA thatAM te temane gamyuM ane AkhA zaheranA sAdhama bhAIone ekaThA karI ekamata karI ukata sudhAre tarata dAkhala karavA nizcaya upara AvyA ane amane nivedana karyuM. aMzA che ke teo tene Adara jaladI karI atyAra sudhI khAna pAna prasaMge rIsAI gayelI zuTine pharI dAkhala karaze. AnI asara AsapAsanA gAmamAM vasanArA jaino upara sArI thavA pAmI jaNAya che. vihAra daramiyAna AvelA jena vastIvALA gAma nagaramAM AvA kurIvAje cIvaTathI dUra karavA tyAMnA sthAnika bhAI bahenanuM lakSa kheMcavA banatuM ja che. kahetAM AnaMda thAya che ke prAye dareka sthaLe e bAbatanI zAntipUrvaka samaja ApatAM sujJa bhAI bahenee have pachI zuddhi rAkhavA saharSa svIkAra karyo che. A mahAre jati anubhava che. jude jude sthaLe cAturmAsa rahelA zAsanarasika sAdhu sAdhvIone sAdara namratApUrvaka nivedana karavAnuM ke e aniSTa dezamAMthI bhAI bahene ugarI jAya te saphaLa prayatna teoe kara tArI rAkhave. gobarU pANI pIvAthI, bIjAne pAvAthI ane te vaDeja rasoI banAvI khAvAthI, khavarAvavAthI ane sAdhu sAdhvIone vaherAvavAthI keTalI badhI hAni thavA pAme che? vaparahita rakSAya tema sahu sAvadhAnatApUrvaka vartaze. Itizama. kRSNacaritramAMthI svaparahitArthe uddhatam. mAgusanI badhI vRttionI saMpUrNa ti ane sAmaMjasya te manuSyatva. jene te badhI vRttionI rati ane sAmaMjasya prApta thayAM hoya te Adarza manuSya. ( dharma tatta.). e manuSyatva-dharmanuM upAdAna te ApaNI vRttionuM anuzIlana, praphu raNa tathA caritArthatA. e vRttionA cAra vibhAga thaI zake che. zArIrika, jJAnAjanI, kAryakAriNuM tathA cittaraMjanI. bAkI. Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 136 zrI jaina dharma pramaza. prabhupUjA prasaMge bhavyAtmAone upacogAthe be bola. 1 jema anAdi karma--maLa haravA ( pakhALavA ) atyaMta harSabhara IndrAdika deva ane mAnava prabhuno pavitra jaLavaDe abhiSeka kare che tema bhavyanee rAga dveSa ane kaSAyajanita anAdi tApa haravA ( samAvavA ) nimitte zrI jinezvara prabhunA aMge sarvottama bAvanAcaMdanAdika zItaLa dravyovaDe vilepana pUjA karavI ghaTe che. - 2 prabhunA sarve mastakathI caraNa paryata ukta zItaLa drAvatI bhAvika janee sadAya vilepana karavuM joIe. mAtra amuka aMge tilaka karavA karatAM sarvoge sarvottama zItaLa dravatI vilepana karavAne abhyAsa bhAvika jAe rAkhavuM joIe. 3 cittaprasannatAnI vRddhi nimitte niraMtara uttama prakAranA sugaMdhI ne khIlelAM tAjAM puSpavatI pUSpapUjA karavI joIe. soyathI vadhIne nahIM paNa kAcA sUtranA derAvatI DhIlI gAMTha daIne guMthelI phUlanI mALA prabhunA kaMThe TharAvavAne apUva lAbha paNa tathAprakAranI sAmagrI vege laI zakAya che. 4 kAMTAnI aNI lagAra sarakhI besI javAthI ApaNane apAra duHkha thAya che te atyaMta sukomaLa pupane tINa seyanI AvatI vidhavAthI keTaluM bhAre duHkha thatuM haze tene khyAla-vicAra jarUra karavuM joIe. -. 5 prabhupUjA prasaMge puSpAdikane nAhaka kilAmaNu upajAvavI vyAjabI nathI. vidhi yukta banelI puSpamALA maLI na ja zake te bhAvikajane chuTAM phUla caDAvIne saMtoSa mAne. 6 dazAMgArika uttama sugaMdhI dhUpa prabhu pAse ukhevatA suvAsanA yoge anAdi kuvAsanA dUra karI jema dhUpaghaTA uMcI jAya che tema bhAvika AtmAo paNa uMcI gati sAdhI zake che. 7 gAyanA sugaMdhI ghIvaDe prabhu samIpe dIpaka pragaTAvI anAdi ajJAna aMdhakAra pheDI-dUra karI zakIe. 8 pragaTAvela dIpaka jayaNA yukta phAnasa pramukhamAMja saMbhALIne rAkho. jethI nAhaka anya jatuonI virAdhanA thavA na pAme. gharamAM paNa dayALu bhAI bahenee jayaNAthIja dIpaka pramukha rAkhavAM ghaTe, te prabhu bhaktiprasaMge te khAsa jayaNA-jIvadayAne lagAre visArI na ja zakAya. AjakAla jyAM tyAM gAma ke nagara caitya ( derAsara ) mAM jayaNAne upaga bahuja ochA rahe che e khedanI vAta che. kheTe dekhAva-bAhyA Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ e bAla. 137 DaMbara karavA karatAM vidhiyukta thADu paNa dhama sAdhana karyuM chatu hitarUpa thaI zake che; chatAM mugdhanA te leAkarajana tarapha dorAI jaI vidhimAgane sAva bhUlI jAya che. dekhAdekhI jaNAyA vagara sekA dIvA ughADA karI ha manAya che te karatAM ekaja dIvA jayaNAyukta AtmalakSathI karAya te uttama che. 2 10 akSaya sukha pAmavA prabhu samIpe akhaMDa ane ujjaLa theAmAvatI svastika-sAthIe cAra gatine cUravA karavAnA che. 11 prabhu pAse jevA tevA ghaNA taMdula DhAkavA karatAM gheADA paNa zrakhaMDa ane ujavaLa ta'kula-ceAkhA vAparavA sahue lakSa rAkhavu joie. 12 sarasa ane uttama vividha jAtanA phaLa kevaLa AtmakalyANa nimitte prabhu pAse DhAkavA te meAkSArthI janane ucita che. 17 phaLavaDe phaLa pAmIe-mekSa phaLa meLavavA sarasa phaLa DhAMkavu" ghaTe, 14 janma jarA ane maraNu janita anaMta duHkha-para MparAthI chuTavA ane prabhu samu aNuAhArI pada pAmavA uttama prakAranAM pavitra pakavAnnAsTika prabhu pAse pratikrina bhAvika janA DhAke che. 15 zarIra ane vasAdikanI zuddhi sAcavI prasanna manathI prabhu pAse DhAkavA ceAgya pakavAnnAdika pavitratA tarapha lakSa rAkhIneja taiyAra karavAM, temAM videzI bhraSTa khADa pramukha vAparavA na ghaTe. abhakSya vastuthI nIpajatI ane malIna mizraNavALI khAMDa sAkara ane kezara jevI vastuthI bane teTalA paraheja rahevu' thADI ke ghaNI zuddha pavitra vastuneAja sarvatra upayeAga karaveza joIe. (sa. ke.vi.) kRSNa caritramAMthI svaparahitArthe uSkRtam je vRttio dvArA ApaNe sauMdaryAdikanuM avalAyana karI niLa ane atula Anada bhAgavIe chIe, tenuM nAma cittaraMchanI vRtti, tenu pUrepUrU anuzIlana thAya teA saccidAna damaya jagata tathA jagatmaya saccidAnanda svarUpanA sa'pUrNa anubhava thAya. e vRttinuM anuzIlana na thAya te dharmonI hAAne thavAnA sa'bhava che. maLa potAnA dharmAMsaMyukata adhikAra kAIe choDI devA na joie, cha karatAM kSamA vivekIne mana eTalI badhI utkRSTa hoya che ke khaLa vAparavA karatAM ardho haka cheDI devA e vadhAre sArU pArakAnAM rAjya laI lenAra-pacAvI pADanAra mATA cAra-luMTArA che ane bIba nAnA cAra che, nAnA cAra chupI corI kare che tyAre mATA cAra jAhera * rIte karatA rahe che. (bAkI) Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI natha prakAza. mRtyu-mahotsava bhASA-TIkA. 1 mRtyumArgamAM pravRtta evA mahane jyAM sudhI melanagare pahoMcuM tyAM sudhI vItarAga bhagavAna samAdhi ane bedharUpa sukhasAdhaka uttama bhAtuM Ape. apramatta bhAve ratnatrayInI prApti ane ArAdhanA mune he ! eja akSaya sukhasAdhaka bhAtuM che. - 2 he AtmA ! karamiyAnA samUhathI bhareluM A jAjarU dehapiMjara naSTa thatuM hoya tyAre tyAre vhIvuM nahIM, kemake tuM te jJAnasvarU5-jJAnanA piMDarUpa ( arUpI ) che. deha naI thaye hArUM jJAnasvarUpa kAMI naSTa thatuM nathI. ema samajI tuM svasthatAne dhAraNa karI - 3 hi jJAnI AtmA ! mRtyu-mahatsava pitAne prApta thaye chate hAre hIvAnuM prajanaja zuM che ? kemake jUnA-jIrNa dehane taja navIna-uttama dehane dhAraNa karate AtmA pitAnA svarUpathI yuta thato nathI. samAdhi maraNa karanAra pitAnA jIrNa dehane tacha ratnatrayInA ArAdhanathI uttama prakAranA uttarottara sukhavALA sthAnane ja pAme che. 4. mRtyu pahelAM vivekapUrvaka je kAMI sAruM AcaraNa karAya che, jIvayaNA, kapAyajaya, Indriyadamana, pApatyAga ane yegazuddhi pramukhathI pitAnA AtmAne surakSita karAya che. tenuM zubha phaLa-pariNAma svargalokanA sukha bhogavavArUpa thAya che, te pachI jJAnI evA purUSane mRtyune bhaya hoyaja zA mATe ? 5 garbhAdhAna-garbhavAsathI mAM deha-piMjaramAM paDele dukha saMtApa AtmAne mRtyurUpa [nyAyI] rAjAnA prasAda vagara chuTI zakatA nathI. samAdhi maraNa e bhAre nyAyI rAjA che. enuM zaraNa sAvadhAnatAthI karanAra sarva prakAranAM duHkhathI mukta thaI akSaya sukha sAdhI zake che. - 6 Atmadarza-AtmajJAnIo sarva duHkhane denAra deha-piMDanI mamatA dUra karIne mRtyu ( samAdhi maraNa ) nI kRpAthI yathArtha sukhasaMpadA prApta karI zake che. e vAta niHzaMka che.' 7 mRtyarUpI kalpavRkSa sAkSAt prApta thaye chate je AtmAthe kalyANa sAdhI zakato nathI te saMsAranA cIkaNuM kAdavamAM khuMce chate pachI zuM karI zakaze ? kAMIja nahIM. - 8 jenAthI karNa zarIrAdikane nAza thaI badhuM navuMja thavA pAme che Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mRtyu-mahotsava bhASA-TIkA. te mRtyu uttama janene harSa-AnaMda mATe kema na hoya ? keka teo te pariNAmadazI hovAthI jenA aMte sukha-ti thAya te mRtyune duHkharUpa naja lekhe. - 9 je AtmA deha-piMDamAM rahyo chate sukha duHkhane sadA jANe che-jJAyaka svabhAvathI sarva bhAvane jANI zake che ane karmacanA anusAra pate parabhAvamAM prayANa kare che, te tyAM paNa svasvabhAvanI rakSA jevI ne tevI kare zake che. te pachI vastutaH maraNane bhaya jJAnIne naja hovo ghaTe. 10 saMsAramAM jemanuM citta khulluM ( lIna thayeluM ) che tevA ane mRtyu bhaya-trAsarUpe hoI zake, paraMtu jJAna ane vizagyavAsita bane te AnaMda mATe ja thAya che. sAvadhAna svarUpa smaraNa karanArane mRtyu kazI. hAni karI ja zake, paraMtu enAmAM eAra jAgRtine ja prere. 11 sukRtane bhegavavAnI IcchAthI jyAre AtmA paralokamAM gamana kare che tyAre dehAdika kaI tene rekI zakatAM nathI. eve samaye ratnatrayInI ArAdhanA karavA adhika sAvadhAnatA rAkhavI ekAnta hitakArI che. 12 mRtyu vakhate javara zvAsAdika gajanIta je duHkha thAya che te deha uparanI mamatA dUra karavA ane mAsukha mATe ratnatrayInI sAdhanA - sita bhAve karI levA bane teTalI sAvadhAnatApUrvaka prayatna karavA mATe che, emAM jJAnI mahAzaye hitaburizI jaNAve che.' 13 jagatane tApa-saMtApakArI jaNAtuM mRtyu jJAnI ane te ja mATe thAya che. kA kuMbha me avinAne tAja sahana kare che te te lokamAM pAtratA krame che, tema samabhAve mRtyune tApa sahana karanAra bhavyAtmA azoka sukharU5 mekSAne pAtra thaI zake che.' . 14 vrata niyama arthe bhAre kiyAka sahana karavAthI sArU je zubha phaLa meLavI zake che te mRtyukAne samaricitanI rathasthatA-prasannatA sAcavI rAkhavAthI saheje-vinA kaSTa maLI zake che. - 15 dInatA rahita-adIna pariNAme zAti-samatA sahita kALa karanAra manuSya naraka ane rnicarU5 durgatine pAmatuM nathI ane je dharmadhyAna dhyAta chatte anazana pramukhanI ArAdhanA karIne kALa kare che te te devalekamAM IndrapaNuM ke mahayikapaNuM pAmI zake che. - 16 tapasyA karI hoya, vrata pALyAM hoya ane zruta-jJAnane abhyAsa karyo hoya e badhA sAnukAna karyAnuM phaLa samAdhiyukta mRtyu jANavuM. samAdheimaraNavaDeja enI sArthakatA che, tethI tene prasaMge khuba sAvadhAnatA rAkhavI ghaTe. samAdhimaravaDe e badhAMya lekhe thAya che.. Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI jaina dharma prakAza. 17 DhAkAkti evI che ke jenA ati ghaNA paricaya thAya tenA pratye anAdara mA arUci pragaTe ane bIjI koI navIna vastu bhaNI khAdara-rUci jAge' e vAta prasiddha che; tA pachI lAMkha vakhatanA paricayavALA zarIranA nAza ane abhinava zarIrane lAbha thatAM zA mATe chaTThIvu ? maLIna-niHsattva deha chUTI jAya ane tapa jaya saMyamane utsAhitabhAve sevana karavAthI uttama sakhaLa dehanI prApti thAya temAM te vastutaH lAbhaja che, hAni nathI; tA pachI tevA kSatruvinAzI deha uparanA kheATA mamattvathI bhaya AAkAdika karI AjI zA mATe magADavI ? zANA janA tA samaya oLakhI vadhAre sAvadhAnatAja rAkhe, jethI upara jaNAvyA mujakha bahudhA svagatineja pAme. 140 18 pachI svalAkamAM AyuSyanI sthiti paryanta divya sukha bhAgavI AyuSya kSaye tyAMthI cavI uttama pavitra kuLamAM aneka janAva cintavana karatA AvI mavatare. tyAM bhaktikAraka janAne bahu prakAre vAMchita dhana Ape; vaLI peAte leAJa vilasI AyuSyanI sthiti pramANe pRthvIma`DaLamAM rahI nRtya karavAnA sthAnumAM nRtyakAra jema leAkane mAnada upAvI visarjana thaI jAya che tema satajanA lokone AnaMda upajAvI saMsAranA tyAga karI apramatta bhAve utkRSTa tapa sakramane ArAdhI utkRSTa vadhatI jatI pariNAmanI dhArAthI nimaLa dhyAnayoge sakaLa kamaLanA sarvathA kSaya karIne akSaya-avinAzI evuM mAkSapada pAme che. upasaMhAra--uparAta mRtyu mahAtsava sa'khakhI ullekha tenI bhASA-TIkA sahita mULa saMskRta anuSTupa zrloko nAti zuddharUpe Atmahitaedha nAmanI eka junI bukamAM jovAmAM AvyeA. te svaparane hitakArI jANI sArarUpe svabhASAmAM sahune saralatAthI samajAya tema utAryo che. khacIta bhAi haine te vAMcI vicArI mRtyunA kalpita bhaya nivArI nibhaya banI tene prasaMge rAkhavA ceAgya sAvadhAnatAthI pavitra ratnatrayIrUpa nijadharmanuM ArAdhana karavA ujamALa ane ane anaMta janma jarA maraNu janita anaMta duHkhanA pAzamAMthI sarvathA mukta thavA pAme, eTale kalyANa, hiMsAdika pApanA sarvathA tyAga karI ahiMsAdika nirdoSa mAtu' sevana karanArane mRtyune zA mATe Dara hoya ? sahune abhaya Ape te pAte abhayaja ane ane ni yapaNe nirdoSa meAkSamAga mAMja viharanArAo svaparanu' ana ta kalyANuja sAdhe, te pachI tevA mahApurUSone mana mRtyu mahIsavarUpaja hAya emAM Azcaya jevu zu che ? itizam. ( sa. 7. vi. ). Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI cidAnaMdajI kRta padonu vivecana. zrI cidAnaMdajI (kapUracaMdajI) kRta pAnu. vivecana. 141 pada cAluM- rAga mAr nyAya. adha0 madha0 2 adha nija Apa udIrata re, ajA kRpANI jakaDyA kiNuM teDe sAMkaLA re, pakaDyA kibhuM tuja hAtha; kANu bhUpake paharUce pyAre, rahata tihAre sAtha. vAMdara jima madirA pIe re, vIDakita gAta; bhuta lage kAtuka kare pyAre, tisa bhramake utapAta. kIra adhyA jima TvekhIe re, nalinI bhramara saMyeAga; RNuvidha bhayA jIvaku jyAre, baMdhanarUpI rAga. badhuM bhrama ArApita adhathI re, para pariNati saga ema; paravazatA duHkha pAvata pyAre, markaTa muThI jema. adha meha dazA aLagI karI 2, dharA susavara zekhaDa cidAnaMda 'tava dekhIe pyAre, zazI svabhAvakI rekha. 50 5 adha 1 sarata vyAkhyA--cidAnaMdajI mahArAz2a .kahe che ke he mugdha jIva ! tuM navA navA karma-adha thAya tevuM svacchaMdI vatana niSrayAjana-vagara kAraNe karyo kare che. jema kAi kasAI eka mugdha karIne mAravA nAnI talavAra ke charI laI vadhasthaLe jatA hatA, tevAmAM acAnaka peluM zasra tenA hAthamAMthI sarI pI retALa jamInamAM daTAI gayu, tene te kamanazIkha bakarIe zIMgaDAvatI khAdI bahAra kADhayuM; tethI teja kAtila zastravatI kasAIe tenA prANa lIdhA, tema tuM paNa svacchaOM cAlI jAteja du:khI thAya che. tu dhAre te sahaja vivekathI cAlI, evAM du:khathI ugarI zake kharA, tane paga eDI parANe kANe nAkhI che ? tane hAtha-kaDI keAthe karI dIdhI che? kayA rAjAnA khIjamatadAro tArI pachavADe lAgI rahyA che ? ke jethI vagara icchAe parANe navA kramaadha karavA tane pharaja paDe che ? jema kAI vAMdare dArU pIdheA hoya, vaLI tene vIMchI karaDyA hAya, athavA teA koIne bhUta vaLagyu. DAya te vividha prakAranI ceSTA kare che tema mithyAtva-ajJAna vaza viparIta AcaraNathI navA ma badha thAya evA tuM utpAta kare che. jema pApane pakaDI levA pArAdhI leAkA evuM e prahAranuM maMtra gAThave che ke tenA upara besatAMja te yaMtra cakkara cakkara pharavA mAMDe che, eTale e ajJAna peApaTa temAMthI chaTakI uDI javAne badale bhramavaza mAtAne pakaDAI gayelA-pAzamAM AvI paDelA jANI du:khI thAya che, teSa mi Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 142 . ' , ' zrI jaina dharma prakAza. thyAtva-jJAnavaza na na karma-rega vahorI laI tuM duHkhI thAya che. vaLI jema mAMkaDa (vAMdara) keI eka sAMkaDA moDhAnA dhAnyanA vAsaNamAMthI dhAnya kADhI khAvA temAM ajJAnavaza hAtha nAkhe che ane dhAnyanI muThI bharI bahAra kADhavA mathe che, paNa te keme karI bahAra nIkaLI zakatI nathI, eTale cIcIArIo pADate duHkhI thayA kare che, tema mugdha jIvo mithyAvAge jaDa vastu sAthe bhaLI jaI, temAM mamatva bAMdhI avana kamabaMdha karI parataMtra banI hAthe karIne duHkhI thrayA kare che. AvI gUDha ajJAna dazAvaza mugdha kaIka na karavAnAM kAma kare che, ane svacchatA35 pramAda madirAnuM yathe27 pAna karI duHkhI thayAM kare che, tethI ja parama upagArI cidAnaMdajI jevA san jJAna ane cArizva-karaNImAM rasika gurUmahArAja AvA mugdha-mUha ane sajAve che ke viSaya, kaSAya, nidrA, vikathAdika pramAdAcaraNa tajI, mana IndriyAdikane kAbumAM rAkhI je sAce raste cAlavA prayatna karaze, teja te dukha-dugatikAra vibhAva-viSane zamI amRta samAna sukhane-zItaLatA ApanArI AtmAnI sahajavAbhAvika sthitine pAmI zakaze. sAbodha-mehavikaLa (mugdha) jIva AvAsana ane mizyAva-kaSAyavaza, IndriyenA gulAma banI evAM evAM viparIta AcAraNa kare che ke jethI janma maraNanAM anaMtA dukha sahevAM paDe e avana karmabaMdha te karateja rahe che. ha madirA pIne madonmatta banI mugdha jIva ane kuceSTAo karyA kare che; jethI pariNAme bhAre dukha-saMkaleza sahIne adhogatine pAme che, ane evI kubuddhi sUje che ke te duHkhanAM heturUpa durAcaraNane paNa sukhanA heturUpa mAne che ane Acare che. uparokta ugraviSa samAna, aneka bhava paryanta saMtApakAraka parama zarUpa mithyAtvane TALI, parama amRta samAna sukhadAyaka ane zItaLatAgharaka, AtmAnI bhAre unnatikAraka, sadgatidAyaka ane anukrame sakaLa karmalezane nivArI parama nivRttirUpa akSaya avinAzI ekSasukha sAthe meLavI ApanAra sabhyan darzana, jJAna ane cAritrane zuddha bhAvathI AdaravA parama upakArI gurU mahArAje samajAve che. itizama ' A pada pAMcamuM -rAga kAphI. mati mata ema vicAre, mata metIyanakA bhAva: mati vastu gate vastu lahe re, vAdavivAda na keya; sUra tihAM parakAza pIyAre, aMdhakAra navi hoya. mati. 1 rU5 rekha tihAM navi ghaTere, mudrA bhekha na hoya; bhedajJAna daSTi karI pyAre, re aMtara joya. mati. 2 Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 143 zrI cidAnaMdajI kRta padanuM vivecana tanatA manatA vacanatAre, para pariNati parivAra; tana mana vacanAtIta piyAre, nija sattA sukhakAra, * mati. 3 aMtara zuddha svabhAvamaeNre, nahIM vibhAva lavaleza; zrama Apita lakSathI pyAre, haMsA sahita kaleza. mati. 4 ' aMtargata niha gahIre. kAyAthI vyavahAra sitAnaMda tava pAmIe pyAre, bhavasAyarake pAra. mati, 5 bhAvA-ahe mativaMto ! jUdA jUdA dazanane bhAva-paramArtha (rahasya) A rIte sthira buddhithI-zAtithI tame vicAre. vastune vastugate-yathArtha oLakhI AdarIe emAM kazA vAda-vivAdane avakAza na ja hoya. jyAM sUryaudaya thayo hoya tyAM prakAza jhaLajhaLATa karate hoya, paNa aMdhakAra-aMdhArUM havuM naja saMbhave. 1 - viveka hathiI aMtaramAM (AtmAmAM) avalokana karAya te caitanya svarUpa AtmAne raMcamAtra (lagAra) varNa-rUpAdika ghaTe nahIM temaja arUpI (niraMjana) AtmAne veSa liMgAdika paNa ghaTe nahIM. phakta kamavaza AtmAmAM vyavahAravaza e upacAra karI zakAya che. karma yukta zAmAM e vyavahAra rahaleja nathI. 2 traNe tana-mana-vacanane bhAva-vyApAra e parapariNatinA parivArarUpa ane tana-mana-vacana rahita AtmAnI sahaja svAbhAvika zaktine ja kharI AtmapariNatirUpa lekhavA gya che. 3 AtmAnA zuddha sphaTika samAna niSkaSAya-vItarAga svabhAvamAM raMcamAtra vibhAva-rAgadveSAdika pariNati ghaTatI ja nathI. rAgadveSAdi vibhAga pariNatine bramavaza sArI svabhAva pariNati mAnI levAthI ja AtmA janma maraNajanita anaMta duHkha-kalezane sahete rahe che. 4 ka zuddha sphaTika ratna samAna ujavaLa adhikArI AtmAnI tirAga mAne pragaTa karavAnuM sAdhyamAM rAkhIne, sAdhanarUpa vitarAgata vyavahAranuM je yathAvidhi pAlana kare che te mahAnubhAva bhavasAgarane pAra pAmI zake che. yaMtaHnizcaya daSTi hRdaya dharI, pALe je vyavahAra; punyavaMta te pAmazejI, bhavasamudrane pAra, manamohana jina" sarvajJa vitarAgakta vyavahAra sAdhanane je lavaleza Adara karatA nathI te saMsAramAM bhaTake che, paraMtu AtmAnuM zuddha svarUpe pragaTa karI levAmAM tene khAsa heturUpa samajI, tene yathAyogya Adara karatA rahe che te AjJA ArAdhaka punyazALI AtmA jahadI vitarAga dazAne pAmI zake che. ethI ulaTuM jeo AtmAnI uccadazAnI mATI meTI vAta karIne ja virame che-tevuM zuddha svarUpa pragaTAvavA khAsa sAdhanarUpa zrIvitarAgata vyavahAra mArganuM saMsevana karatA Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 144 zrI jaina dhama prakAza, nathI, paNa tene anAdara kare che te bApaDA ubhaya bhraSTa bane che. jenAthI rAga dveSa ane mAha vilaya thAya evA zuddha jJAna ane karaNIrUpa bhAva adhyAtma kalyANArthI jIvane AdaravA ceAgya che. bAkInA bAhyADaMbararUpa adhyAtmA bhAsa tA kevaLa mahitarUpa samajI pariharavA ceAgyaja che. sArAdha--zrImAn AnaghanajI mahArAja kahe che. tema abhimate vastu vastugate kahe re, te viralA jaga joya. ' jo AtmAmAM hRdayamAM sAcA jJAna-viveka sUrya ugyeA hAya te pachI rAga dveSa ane mehajanita adhakAra tyAM sa'bhaveja kema ? nizcaya dRSTithI vicAratAM AtmA zuddha jJAnAdi cetanavALe che. mana ane indriyAne paNa agAcara che. zabda, rUpa, rasa, gadha ane sparzI rahita che. zaktirUpe siddha samAna che, ajara amara che. e zaktine vyakta-pragaTa karavAne sajJa-sadazI bhagavAne ekAnta hitabuddhithI bhavyaMjanAnA hita mATe atAvela pavitra ratnatrayInuM ArAdhana karavAnI jarUra che. temAMja tana mana vacananI ekAgratA karavI ucita che. ethI ulaTe mAge tana mana vacananA upayoga karavAthI tA bhava-bhaya vadhatA jAya che. tethIja temane parapariNAma . kahevA ghaTe che. jethI rAga dveSa ane hArdika pariNati ghaTe, yAvat nirmULa thAya teja tattvajJAna, tattva darzana ane tattva AcaraNu, kaheA ke AtmajJAna, Atmadarzana ane AtmaramaNatA lekhe che; bIjA alekhe niSphaLa thavA pAme che. pavitra ratnatrayIne yathAvidhi ArAdhIne anaMta bhabyAtmAe kalyANabhAvI thaI zake che. itizam kRSNa caritramAMthI svaparahitArthe uSkRtam jenAvaDe jIvanuM rakSaNa thAya tenu Mja nAma dharma. te dhanu... jene RtumAdana te sa ane jene tenu anumeAdana-saMmati nahIM te asatya jANavu.. tethI sarva lokonu jevaDe hita thAya te satya ane jenAthI ahita thAya te mithyA kahevAya. jene loko satya kahe. te dhama-draSTithI mithyA hAI zake ane jene mithyA kahetA hoya te satya haii zake. tevI jagAe mithyA satya svarUpa ane satya mithyA svarUpa hoi zake che. jene keAIe anyanI ghAta thAya evA prazna pUchyA DhAya teNe cUpakIdI pakaDI rahevu eja ucita athavA je rIte tenA bacAva thAya tema vatavu... te ucita. anucita prayAga ke vyavahAra te adha. pArakA rAjye pacAvI pADanArA moTA jagajAhera cAre ane bIjA tethI nAnA. mArI --*::*: Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hitazikSAnA rAsanuM rahasya. hitazikSAnA rAsanu rahasya. anusaMdhAna pRSTa 84 thI, - eka zaheramAM eka zreSTIne kamaLa nAme putra hatuM. te dhamathI tadana ajJAta hatA ane vimukha hato. dharma zuM te jANateja nahIM, te pachI vrata niyamanI to vAta ja zI ? tenA pitAe aMta samaye bahu Agraha karIne tene eTale niyama karAvyuM ke- tAre ApaNA pADozI kuMbhAranA mAthAnI tAla joyA pachI jamavuM' kamaLa pitAnI zarame teTalo niyama grahaNa karyo. pitA paralokavAsI thayA. kamaLa pUrvokta niyama pALyA kare che. ekaThA kamaLa zreNIputra bahArathI AvIne jamavA beThe, tyAM niyama sAMbharyo, eTale ekadama uTha-5 kuMbhAra ghare nahote. pUchatAM khabara padya ke-sImamAM mATI davA gaye che. eTale kamaLa sImamAM AvyuM. te vakhate kuMbhAra mATI khodatAM nidhAna nIkaLyuM hatuM te bahAra kADhavAnI mahenata karato hato. tevAmAM mAthuM uMcuM karatAM tenI tAla dekhAvAthI kamaLa bolI uThayo ke- dIThI dIThI ' eTale kaMsAra jANyuM ke A nidhAna dekhI gayo? tethI kuMbhAre tene. bolAvavA sAda karyo. paNa kamaLa te bhUpe hato eTale ghare AvIne jamavA beThe. kuMbhAre jANyuM ke "A vANIo ne sajadarabAramAM A vAta jaNAvaze te jarUra badhuM jaze, mATe tene bhAga ApIne vAta na kare ema karUM." ema vicArI nidhAna chAnuMmAnuM laIne te kamaLane ghare AvyA. ane tene ekAMtamAM nidhAna dekhAvane kahyuM ke tamane AMkhamAMthI artho adha bhAga ApIza paNa tamAre A vAta kaIne kahevI nahIM. kamaLa zeTha tarata samajI gayo ne adha bhAga laI kuMbhArane ravAne karyo. kuMbhAranA gayA pachI kamaLazeTha vicAre che ke je ATalo nAma mAtra-hAMsIrUpa niyama lIdhuM hatuM te tethI paNa mane ATalo badho lAbha thayo, te pachI bIjA sArA niyama karyA hoya te keTalo lAla thAya?' ' ! Ama vicArI teNe gurUmahArAjanI jogavAIo aneka prakAranA niyamo grahaNa karyA ane pariNAme sukhI thayA. A pramANe je manuSya mAtapitAnI ke gurUnI zIkha mAne che te sukhI thAya che ne nathI mAnatA te duHkhI thAya che, bhIkha mAge che, mATe samakita pUrvaka aneka prakAranA niyamo grahaNa karavAvaDe manarUpI mAMkaDAne vaza rAkho. kemake A mAnava bhava saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karatAM mahAmuzakelIo prApta thAya te che, tenI prApti kharekharI dulabha che." jue devatAo viSayasukhamAM nimagna hoya che, nArakI jIve ne atyaMta duHkhI hoya che ane tiya Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 146 zrI jaina dharma prakAza.. viveka vinAnA hoya che. dharma thaI zake te te mAtra mAnavanA bhavamAMja che. mATe he jIva! tuM kema cetatuM nathI. saMsAranA kAmaga viSa jevA ne zalya jevA che, sukhanI hAni karanArA che ane tenuM sevana karavAthI durgatimAM laI janArA che. A idriyarUpI gheDA bahuja caMcaLa che ane svecchAe unmArge cAlanArA che. tene je te pravINa sArathI thaIne kabaje rAkhI zakaze, te tAre AtmA durgatimAM paDaze nahIM. kartA kahe che ke - bAMbhaNa dhoya ma dhotIyA, pRththara cIra masADa; che nara Itiya ApaNA je jului melaDa. . 1 jigaha mehakachoTaDI, jItyuM na jAye ma; Sabha kahe je vaza kare, te nara jagamAle dhanya che - 2 AMkha na mIMcIza mIMca mana, naya nihALI ne, e mana mIcIza A5Na, avarana dujo keya. zita gamAi sevata, divasa gamA khAsa hIrA ji manuja bhava, keDI bhale jAya. * ' " huM brAhmaNa-AtmA ! tuM dhotIyA pathara upara peIne tene pragaTa zA mATe phADI nAkhe che, tArI indriyo upara kacare lAge che tene che ke jethI te judI judI cAhanA karatI baMdha thAya pAMca itimAM cha mukhya che. te maharAjanI vahAlI strI che. te ane mana be jayA jAya tema nathI, tethI viSayadAsajI kahe che ke je te bene vaza kare tene A jagatamAM apavAda che, huM AMkha zA mATe nIce che? manane mIca ane hRdayanetra udhAsa nihALI jei ke tAruM kartavya zuM che? je manane zIza karIza te pachI bI nuM koI kAMI karI zake tema nathI. he cetana ! te pramAdane totha thaIne rAsa te suvAmAM-uMghavAmAM gumAvI che ane divase khAvA pIvAmAM me lahera karavAmAM gumAvyA che, paNa je mUrkha ! A hIrA manuSyane bhava te kenA mUlyamAM cAlyo jAya che tenuM kAMI bhAna che ? je manuSyabhavavaDe mokSanuM sAdhana thaI zake te manuSyabhava phegaTa khAlI cAlyA jAya che." - je prANI manuSya janma pAmIne vrata niyama aMgIkAra kastA nathI te manuSyajanmane eLe gumAvI de che. niyama dhAraNa karanAra prANI A jagamAMA bhavamAM pUjAya che ane parabhavamAM sukhI thAya che-sadgati pAme che, tethI niyama grahaNa karI samakita dhAraNa karI ucita jALavavuM. koinI vANI sAMbhaLIne temAM deSa lagADa nahIM. upazamALAmAM zrIdhamadAsagaNIe Aja upadeza Ape che. Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hitazikSAnA rasanuM rahasya. 147 je prANu ucita jALavI jANe che tenI sarvatra kIrti thAya che. ucita sAnuM judA judA prakAranuM hoya che. pitAnuM, mAtAnuM, bhAInuM, strInuM, putra- ' nuM, sajajanenuM, gurUnuM, jJAtibhAIonuM, paratIrthInuM. Ama badhAnuM ucita, samajIne je barAbara jALave che, tenI uttama purUSe paNa stavanA kare che kAraNa ke ucita jALavavuM muzkela che. prathama pitAnA ucitane aMge kahe che-je manuSyapitAnI bhakti kare che, tenA paga pUje che tenA sai guNa gAya che. pitAnuM ucita traNa prakAre jALavavAnuM che. manathI, vacanathI ne kAyAthI. manathI hita ciMtave, vacana anukULa bole, teo je kahe te sevakanI jema mAthe caDhAve, zarIra vaDe temanI zuzruSA kare, temanA paga dhue, sAmuM to kadI paNa na bole. AvA je putra hoya te ja kharA putra kahevA yogya che. pitAnA paganuM mardana kare, hAthane Teke ApIne uThADe, temanuM vacana jhIlI leya, bheMce paDavA na deya, vacana pramANa kare, juo ! rAmacaMdra pitAnA vacanathI rAjya tajIne vanavAsa svIkArI lIdhuM. suputra hoya te pitAnAM vacana AnaMdathI sAMbhaLe ane pitAnA citamAM na bese te paNa te pramANe kare. uttama prakAre pitAnI sevA kare. rahasyanI vAta hoya te temane kahe. kadI pate thoDuM bharyuM hoya te paNa pitAnI sevA karanAra buddhimAM baLavAnuM thAya. keTalIka vakhata eka vRddha je vAta kare athavA uttara Ape te seMkaDe yuvAna paNa uttara ApI zake che eka vakhata eka rAjAe sabhA samakSa pUchayuM ke-je rAjAne pATu mAre, tene zuM karavuM? AnA uttaramAM yuvAne beThA hatA te bolI uThyA ke-"tene mArI nAkha." rAjAe tene uttara beTe kaDI tene nija chapA, eTale eka vRddha sabhAmAM beThela hatuM te be ke-"sAheba ! tene te navAM navAM vastra paherAvavA ane AbhUSaNathI bhAva." rAjA te uttara sAMbhaLI prasanna thaye, ane tenuM bahumAna karyuM. AnI aMdara rahasya e hatuM ke-rAjAne pAdu ke mAre ? te yuvAno samajI zakayA nahIM. vRddhe vicAryuM ke-rAjAne te pATu bALaka meLAmAM lIdhela hoya te ja mAre, tethI tene te vastrAbhUSaNa ja ApavA ghaTe eTalA mATe vRddhanuM vacana svIkAravuM. ekavAra eka haMsanA se bALako ane mATe cAlyA. sAthe tene vRddha bApa Avato hato te temane gamyuM nahIM, eTale e buDhAnuM zuM kAma che? ema keTalAka bolyA. buDhAe kahyuM ke bhAI! huM sAthe sAro chuM, kaSTane vakhate huM bacAva karI zakIza." te paNa yuvAna hasenA dhyAnamAM AvyuM nahIM. vRddha pAchaLa pAchaLa gaye. AgaLa jatAM hase eka jhADa upara caNavA beThA. tyAM kaI pArAdhIe AvI prathA sathI pAsa pAtharI rAkheluM hatuM, eTale badhA temAM sapaDAI gayA. pachI dura beThelA : Page #18 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 148 zrI jaina dharma prakAza. vRddhane pUchavA lAgyA ke- have amAre zuM karavuM?' buDhAe kahyuM ke-" tame se acetana thaIne paDyA rahe che, eTale tamane levA AvanAra pAsamAMthI kADhI kADhIne nIce pheMkI deze. badhAne pheMkI deya eTale ekI sAthe badhA uDI jaje." haMsoe te zikhAmaNa dhyAnamAM rAkhI. pachI parAdhI AvyuM, eTale badhAne muvelA jANIne dUra pheMkI dIdhA. badhA nIce paDyA, eTale eka sAthe ud gayA. pachI vRddhanA bahu vakhANa karavA lAgyA ane mAphI mAgavA lAgyA. A pramANe je vRddhanI zikhAmaNa mAnaze te sukhI thaze ane tenI kIrti vRddhi pAmaze. mAtApitAnI zikhAmaNa mAnanAra saMbaMdhI kartAe ahIM bahu karyuM che. pachI suputre pitAne zuM kahevuM te samajAvyuM che. suputra mAtA pitAne kahe ke "tame jinapUjA kare, gurUvaMdana kare, tIrthayAtrA kare, pratikramaNa pisaha sAmAyikAdi kare, sAte kSetramAM ApaNI zaktinA pramANamAM yatheccha dravya vApare, dIna duHkhIne uddhAra kare, anukaMpAdAna Apo, supAtradAna sArI rIte Apo, tamArI bAkInI jIMdagI dharmadhyAnamAMja vyatIta karo." A pramANe kahenAra suputraja mAtApitAnA guNane zIMgaNa thaI zake. A prasaMgamAM siddhAMtamAM paNa bahu kahela che, te have graMthakAra kahe che - (aparNa.) jena kemanI unnati mATe karavA joItA sudhArA. (lekhaka:-mahAsukha haragovana dezI, muMbaI) jyAre pArasI, bhATIA Adi anya kAmone ApaNe vicAra karIe chIe tyAre ApaNane mAluma paDe che ke te te kemee jamAnAne anusarI ghaTatA sudhArA karI potAnI kamanI unnati karavAmAM moTe bhAge phatteha meLavI che. have jyAre jainame potAnI kemanI unnatinA saMbaMdhamAM zuM pragati karI che tene vicAra karIe chIe tyAre ApaNane ema ja lAge che ke jainakema A bAbatamAM zariyAma niSphaLa nIvaDI che. tethI potAnI kemanI unnatimAM jenoe keTale phALe Apa joIe ane tene aMge zuM zuM kAryo karavAM joIe, enuM huM atre TuMka vivecana raju karIza. keLavaNI-A dizAe ApaNe ghaNI kharI ke me karatAM pachAta chIe. mAnA pUrAvAmAM mI. naretasa bI. zAhe jenonI keLavaNInA saMbaMdhamAM thoDAka 1khata agAu pragaTa karela pustaka basa thaze. dhArAsabhA athavA myunisipala Page #19 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jena kAmanI unnati mATe sudhArA. 149 keraparezana jevI saMsthAomAM membara tarIke gaNyA gAMThyA ekAda be jainoja sthAna bhogave. koI paNa dezI rAjyamAM dIvAna Adi moTI jagyA upara koI paNa jainane na joIe tyAre ApaNane keTale kheta thAya e saheje kalpI zakAya tevuM che. dezI rAjyomAM jyAM juo tyAM jainetareja dIvAnapada jogavI rahyA che. ApaNane pAlItANA, giranAra AdI tIrthasthaLoe ApaNuM dhArmika lAgaNuM duHkhAvAnA je prasaMge banatA rahyA che e keTaleka aMze jenetare dIvAna hovAne AbhArI che. je jeno keLavaNImAM AgaLa vadhyA hatA te teo AvI maTI jagyAo meLavavAne bhAgyazALI thate, ke jethI ApaNane tIrthasthaLanI bAbatamAM pUrato nyAya maLI zakate. mATe jaine e keLavaNInI bAbatamAM jema bane tema AgaLa vadhavuM joIe. meTI moTI pAThazALAo, hoTelo, besDage vigere sthApavA joIe, temaja mahAvIra jaina vidyAlaya, zrI pAlItANA bALAzrama jaina gurUkuLa vigere saMsthAone banatI madada karI pagabhara karavI joIe. have huM ' strI keLavaNI viSe be bola kahIza. strIkeLavaNInI bAbatamAM to ApaNe tethI paNa vadhu pazcAtta chIe. ApaNI bahenane nAnapaNamAM dhArmika naitika saMgItAdi jJAna ApavAnI atyaMta AvazyakatA che. teo bhaviSyanI prajAnI mAtAo che. je te keLavAyelI hoya te teonI saMtati upara teonA sArA saMskAra paDI zake che, ane teone grahasaMsAra bahu sukhI nIvaDe che. mATe strIkeLavaNIne sArU cogya pAThazALAo sthApavI joIe, temaja zrI muMbaI mAMgaroLa jainasabhA jevI saMsthAne pUratI madada ApIne uttejana ApavuM joIe. sevAdharma-jena zrImaMtoe jemakemanI unnatimAM moTo phALo Apavo jarUrI che. keLavaNI ApavAnI jarUra hoya tyAM keLavaNuM ApIne, ughoga karavA mATe nANAnI madada joItI hoya tyAM tenI madada ApIne, dhaMdhe na karI zake tevA garIba nirAzrItane vIzIo ( kI madada nahi levA Iche te zeDo nAmaneja dara rAkhIne ) khelIne agara gupta madada ApIne, vigere aneka rIte sevAdharma bajAvI zakAya che. " svAmIbhAIonI sevA " enA jevuM anya kaI meTuM puNaya nathI ane te paNa je guptadAnarUpe hoya te te atyaMta lAbhadAyaka che. sevAdharmanA saMbaMdhamAM eka ThekANe sanmitra suni kapUravijayajI mahArAje kahyuM che-"devadarzane javuM, tyAM mALA pheravavI ne prabhunI caraNapUjA mAtra karavI eTalAthI nabhe nahIM; manuSya potAnA jAti* baMdhuo tarapha paNa potAnI pharajo adA karavAnI che." jainazAstromAM sevA dharmane ghaNuM ja mahattvanuM ane moTA puNya hAMsalanuM kArya karyuM che. A kArya - karavAne lAbha mATe bhAge zrImaMtene ja maLI zake e svAbhAvika che; sAdhA Page #20 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 150 zrI jainadhama prakAza, * raNa mANaso karatAM A sabadhamAM zrImatAnI krUra mATI che. teoe te kIrtinI AzA rAkhyA vagara peAtanA nirAzrIta khaMdhuone gupta madada karatAMja rahevu... joie. svAmIbhAinI tana, mana ane dhanathI banI zaktI sevA karavI e eka jAtanuM svAmIvAtsalyaja che. ApaNe lakSAdhipati hAie ane ApaNA jJAtima e keLavaNI lIdhA vinA rahe, udyAgAdikanA abhAve daridratA bhAgave, ApaNe AlIzAna mhaleAmAM mhAlatA hoie ane ApaNA jJAti aAne rahevAne havA ujAsavALI eraDI paNa maLe che ke nahi tenI darakAra paNa na karIe. ApaNe rAja mAla miSTAnna uDAvatA huIe ane ApaNA jJAti ene daridratAne aMge lAMghaNuMA thatI hAya, teA pachI ApaNI sAhyabI ane lakSAdhipatipaNAthI pazu zu ? mahAna dezabhakta mI. arIMghASanA zabdomAM kahuM te peAtAnI jarUrIAta karatAM vadhu rAkhavu e cArI che." vaLI te kahe che. kharekhara peAtAnu ane potAnA parivAranu` poSaNa karavAnu` kAma te pazuA pazu kare che." dareka mANasane thADe ghaNe aMze dharmAbhimAna, jJAtyabhimAna ane dezAbhimAna DAvu ja joie. madhyamavarga paNa paisAthI nahi tA bIjI ghaNI rIte sevAdhama bajAvI zake che. lekhaka lekheAdvArA temaja vaktAe bhASaNeAdvArA sevAdhama bajAvI zake che. mATe dareka jainabaMdhue sevAdhamatu' cacA, pAlana karavA utsuka rahevA khAsa vinaMti che. ekyatA--aikyatAmAM paNa ApaNe ghaNAja pazcAtta chIe. aikyatAthI game tevAM mahAbhArata kAryo pAra paDI zake che. gaMjIpAnI ramatamAM paNa rAjAne ekA ( aikyatA ) jIte che. eka saLIthI kacaro sApha thai zakatA nathI paNa ghaNI saLIonA ekaThA thavAthI (sapathI ) kacaro sApha thai zake che. saMpamAMja sukha raheluM che e samajyA chatAM ApaNe aikyatA sAdhI zakyA nathI eja dIlagIrI che, ApaNAmAM khArIka khArIka matabhedone lIdhe zvetAMbara, digaMbara, sthAnakvAsI temaja anya gacchAdika keTalAya bhedo jovAmAM Ave che. temaja zrImALI, esavALa, pAravADa Adi keTalAya jJAtivibhAgeA najare paDe che. A badhuM zuM sUcave che ? mane te A badhuM adhogatinuM mULaja dekhAya che. ekaja paramapUjya paramAtmA mahAvIranA putrAmAM ATalA ATalA gacchasaiA temaja jJAtibhedyA zAle kharA ke ? jo A badhA dhArmika temaja vahArika phIrakAo eka thAya teA aneka kajIA TaMTAe nAbuda thAya, arasaparasa premabhAvanA pragaTe, jainonI vastI vadhavAnI sAthe jainadhama nA udyota thAya. ekaja paramAtmA mahAvIranA banne putrA zvetAMkhara ane digaMbara bhAIe samajIne e arasaparasa ekhalAsathI vate teA kArTonA kachuAmAM baMnenI nAhaka lAkhA Page #21 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jaina kAmanI unnati mATe sudhArA. 151 rUpIAnI kharamAdI thatI aTake. A rIte aikyatAthI jainakAmane abhyudaya thAya ema mArUM mAnavuM che. hAnikAraka rIvAje, raDavA kuTavAnA rIvAja--ApaNA kai svajananA vicAga ( mRtyu ) e ApaNe mATe kharekhara asahya hoi zake, paraMtu raDavA kuTavAnA je rIvAja ApaNAmAM ghusI gayA che temAM keTaleka aMze mane te khAsa svArtha ja lAge che, eTalu ja nahi paNa temAM meTe bhAge kevaLa daMbha ane dekhAvaja che ema kahevAmAM kAMi paNa saharAgata thatI huMya ema mane lAgatuM nathI. ApaNI tA eja ja hAvI joIe ke maranAranuM mRtyu sudhAravuM yAne bIjA zabdomAM hu tA maranArane chevaTanI ghaDIe banI zaketu dharahasya saMbhaLAvavu ane koi paNa sAMsArika AdhivyAdhimAM tenuM citta na jAya tenI khanI zakatI saMbhALa rAkhavI ke jethI dhama dhyAnamAM mRtyu pAmI maranAranI sadgati thAya. A rIteja ApaNu maranAranA AtmAne zAMti ApI zakIe chIe, nahi ke raTavA kuTavAthI. ApaNI strIomAM chAtI kuTavAnA rIvAja tA eTaleA badhA hAnikAraka che ke jyAre ApaNane kharekhara khedanA vakhata DAya che tyAre raste janAra anya mANaseAne A rIvAja navAirUpe jovA ane hAMsI karavA rUpa thaI paDe che. temaja chAtI kuTanAra khAiene zArIrika nukazAna thAya che te teA juduM ja. kadAca kAI mAthusa A rIvAja kharAba gaNI raDavAkuTavAmAM AchA bhAga le agara khIlakula bhAga na le te tevA AzAmInI niMdA karavAmAM ApaNA leAkeA bAkI rAkhatA nathI. e kAMi ochA khedanI vAta na kahevAya. huM icchuM chuM ke jainA A rIvAjane sarvathA tIlAMjalI ApavAmAMja peAtAnI AAIna-pharaja samaje. kanyAvikraya--AvA sudharelA ane pragatimaya jamAnAmAM paNa A rIvAja hastI dharAve che e joi mane te ajAyabI upaje che. peAtAnA svAthanI khAtara paisAnA lAlacu mAmA peAtAnI nirdoSa kumArikAnuM dhALe divase lIlAU kare che; ane paisAnI lAlacamAM te bicArIne game tevA buDhAne paraNAvIne te nirdoSa khALikAnI jI*dagI barabAda karI de che. khIkhI thAya vara nega tyAre mIyAM thAya ghAra joga " e kahevata pramANe jyAre te khAi bhara yuvAvasthAmAM praveza kare che tyAre te buDhA te nirdoSa khALikAnI satyAnAzI pheravA badala paramAtmAnA daramAramAM javAba ApavA jAya che. paisAnA AvA lAlacu mALA) kasAI karatAM pazu khurA che, kemake kasAI anya jIvAne mAravA chatAM pAtAnAM saMtAnAne tA lADa laDAvI, ucherIne teonuM bhalu Icche che, jyAre Page #22 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 152 zrI na dharma prakAza. kanyAvikraya karanArA mAbApe pitAnAM saMtAnone mAre che yAne bIjA za bdomAM kahuM te teonI jIMdagI dhuLadhANI karI nAMkhe che. A rIte jyAM jyAM phrenyAvikraya yAne kanyAnuM vecANa thatuM hoya tyAM tyAM mahAjana samasta te baMdha thavA prayatna karavo joIe. paramAtmA A krUra ane ghAtakI mAbApane buddhi Ape ! bALalagna- ApaNuM lekenuM zArIrika baMdhAraNa nabaLuM jovAmAM Ave che temaja ApaNAmAM vidhavAnuM pramANa vadhu jovAmAM Ave che tenuM mukhya kAraNa mane te bALalagna ja lAge che. anuprApti thayA pahelAM strI purUSane saMga vaidyaka zAstranA siddhAMtothI virUddha che. strInuM virya paMdara varSe ane purUSanuM vIrya vIza athavA bAvIza varSe parIpakava thAya che. te ummara thavA pahelAMne saMga zArIrika daSTie hAnikartA che. jo huM bhUlate na houM to ApaNA jainazAstramAM paNa lagnane mATe strInI egya vaya 16 varasanI ane purUSanI 25 varasanI kahI che. jo ke jamAne badalAvAthI ApaNe uparokta ummarano Agraha na karI zakIe, paraMtu hAlanA jamAnAmAM lagnane mATe strInI vaya 14 thI 15 varasa temaja purUSanI 20 thI 22 varasa vyAjabI gaNI zakAya. paraMtu ApaNe zuM joI rahyA chIe? mAbApa potAnA bAra tera ke cida varasanA putrane lagabhaga teja vayanI athavA ekAda varase nAnI kanyAnI sAthe paraNAvI de che ane tema karavAmAM pote lahAvo lIdho gaNe che. paraMtu A ajJAna mAbApa samajatA nathI ke teoe hA nathI lIdhe paNa cAlu rIvAjanA bhAge temaja ajJAnatAthI teo potAnA saMtAnonA duzamana banI rahyA che. A rIvAja baMdha karavAnA be rastA (upAyo) che. eka te strI purUSanA lagnanI vaya dareka gAmanA mahAjana taraphathI nakkI thavI joIe. bIjuM sagapaNa (sagAI yAne vivAha) karatI vakhate khAsa dhyAnamAM rAkhavuM joIe ke vara karatAM kanyAnI vaya ochAmAM ochI cAra pAMca varasa nAnI che? bALalagna aTakAvavAthI jemakemane be phAyadAo thaze. eka te jenonI zArIrika sthiti sudharaze, ane tema thavAthI mAnasika ane zArIrika baLanA kAraNe sArAM sArAM kAryo karI zakAze. bIje phAyade ApaNAmAM bALa vidhavAnuM pramANa moTu hevAnI hiMmezanI pharyAda dUra thaze. vRddhalagna jeTale darajaje bALalagna hAnikAraka che tethI paNa vRDhalagna vadhu nukazAnakAraka che. je kanyAvikrayane uttejana ApanAra koI paNa hoya te vRddha ummare viSayatRpti mATe athavA te eka yA bIjA kAraNasara vRddha vaye lagna karanArAja che. teo paisAnA jorathI nAnI ummaranI kanyAo meLavavAmAM Page #23 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ na komanI unnati mATe sudhArA. 153 phAvI zake che, paraMtu TuMka vakhatamAM teo pitAnI pAchaLa bALa vidhavAone raDatI ane kakaLatI mUkIne mRtyu pAme che. A rIte te nidaoNSa bIcArI ( bALavidhavA ) nI jIMdagI barabAda thaI jAya che. mATe dareka gAmanA mahAjana samaste evA TharAva karavA joIe ke amuka ( 45 varasa ) vayathI moTI ummaranA mANasane keIe kanyA ApavI nahi. A rIte vRddhalagnane aMta AvI jaze. maraNuM pAchaLanAM jamaNe keTalAka gAmamAM maraNa pAchaLa turata athavA amuka vakhate jamaNe karavAmAM Ave che. keTalAka gAmamAM maranAranI pAchaLa ghaNA lAMbA vakhate paNa jamaNe karavAmAM Ave che. game tevAM jamaNa che, maraNu bAda turatanAM he, amuka divase pachInAM he athavA amuka varasa yA varase pachInAM che, ane AvAM jamaNe game tevAM pavitra sthaLoe dharmanA nhAnA nIce karavAmAM AvatAM hoya te paNa te maraNa pAchaLanAM hovAnAM kAraNe hyA ane samaju mANasa mATe huM tyAjya mAnuM chuM. AvAM jamaNe sadaMtara baMdha thavAM joIe. alabatta amuka maranAra mANasanA puNyArthe karavAmAM AvatI nakArazInI huM tarapheNamAM chuM. temaja saMgha, upadhAna, ujamaNA, zAMtisnAtra Adi dhArmika kriyAo pAchaLa karavAmAM AvatI nakArAzI temaja pazuSaNAdika pavitra divasomAM karavAmAM AvatAM jamaNanI paNa huM khAsa tarapheNamAM chuM, ane te eTalAja khAtara ke tethI jainazAsananI unnati thAya che. A nakArazI Adi jamaNe kharekhara savAmIvAtsalya ja che. paraMtu maraNa pAchaLanAM te kaI paNa jamane naSTa upamA ja ApI zakAya ane tevA jamaNe DAhyA purUne to kharekhara vakya ja hovA joIe. svacchatA-ApaNe rahevAnA gharanI aMdara pUrepUrI svacchatA jALavavI joIe. ApaNe mATalImAMthI pANI kADhavA mATe ane pIvA mATe eka ja vAsaNa ghaNe bhAge vAparIe chIe. A keTalI gebarAI ( asvacchatA ) gaNAya? eTaluM ja nahi paNa A pramANe tenuM teja bhAjana vAparavAthI jainadharmavA siddhAMta pramANe asaMkhyAtA saMmuchima-lALIA ja samaye samaye utpanna thAya che ane mAre che, mATe dareka jenabaMdhue mATalImAMthI pANI kADhavA mATe nAM temaja pIvA mATenAM bhAjane judAM judAM rAkhavAM. A sivAya jamaNavAremAM paNa ApaNe zuM joIe chIe. jamaNavAramAM ApaNe bIlakula svacchatA jALavatA nathI, jarUra karatAM vadhAre laIe chIe ne chAMDIe chIe. A pramANe - chAMDavAmAM jamA karanArane keTale gaTane bagADa thAya che ? tene jamanArAe * bhAgyeja khyAla karatA haze. je jarUra jeTaluM athavA ochuM laIe te chAMDavAne Page #24 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 154 zrI jaina dharma prakAza. prasaMga bhAgyeja anI zake. chAMDavAnA rIvAja adhaja karavAne bIjo paNa eka rastA ( IlAja ) che ane te eja ke-pIrasavAvALAe vadhu rAkhavA. 5ktie ( hAramAM ) besADavAnI gAThavaNa karavI. eka paMkti (paMgata yAne hAra ) jamIne uThyA bAdaja bIjI pa`ktine besADavAnI gAThavaNa karavI. vaLI chAMDavAthI thatI hiMsAne mATe e khela kahIza. chAMDavAthI je ghaNuM eThuM paDe che te eThavADamAM asaMkhyAtI jIvAta, maccharo vigere utpanna thAya che ane mare che, jenA bhAgIdAra jamanArAo thAya che, e sheje samajI zakAya tevuM che. ahiMsA ke je jaina siddhAMtAnA mULa pAyeA che te siddhAMta anusAra pazu chAMDavu' e mahA pApa che. dareka mANasa jo ATaluM samajI jAya ane chAMDavAna paDI gayelA rIvAja sadatara adha kare te ApaNe jIvadayA paNa keTalI pALI gaNAya ? A pramANe ApaNe ApaNAM gRhasa'sAramAM temaja jamavArAmAM pUratI svacchatA rAkhavI e ApaNI khAsa krUraja che. sAdhAraNa khAtu --ApaNe dareka ThekANe derAsarAnI aMdara sAdhAraNa khAtAmAM teATa joie chIe. keTaleka ThekANe te sAdhAraNamAM tATA heAvAthI, khAsa jarUrI prasaMge devadravyamAMthI amuka rakama sAdhAraNa khAte udhArIne le che; ane AvI lIdhela rakamamAMthI upAzrayA badhAvelA temaja jamaNuvArA thayelA sAMbhaLyA che. devadravyamAMthI AvI rIte lIdhela rakama vyAja sAthe pAchI devadravyamAM suprata karavI e khAsa dhArmika kramAna che; paraMtu ApaNe zuM joi rahyA chIe ? keTaleka ThekANe varasAnA varasA sudhI AvI rakama pAchI suprata karAtI nathI athavA kahA ke, karI zakAtI nathI. A rIte ApaNAM jainazAstranAM siddhAMtA mujaba tevAM jamaNA jamanAra athavA tevA upAzrayAnA upabheAga karanAra paNa devadravya bhakSaNunA pApanA-bhAgIdAra thAya che, kANu jANe keTalAya gAme AvA bhayaMkara pApanA bhAgIdAra thayA haze ane thatA haze ? devadravya bhakSaNa e mahA pApa che ane evA pApathI jema bane tema mukta rahevu jarUrI che. jaina kAmano avanatinuM A paNa eka kAraNa che. sAdhAraNa khAtAneA hIsAba cAkhkhA rAkhavA temaja sAdhAraNa khAtAmAM khaca pUratI Avaka karavAne khAsa gAThavaNa karavI. devadra~mAMthI sAdhAraNa khAte levAnI prathA jema bane tema ochI karI sAdhAraNu khAtAmAMja kharaca pUratI zrAvaka karavAne pUratu lakSa Apavu joie. devamaMdiranA vahIvaTa--devadeizane vahIvaTa ghaNe bhAge saMgha taraphathI nImelA drSTIe kare che. AvA TrasTIonI sAmA AjakAla keTalAka taraphathI asa tASa khatAvavAmAM Ave che. keTalAkeA taraphathI jAhera vartamAnapatramAM vahIvaTa pragaTa karavA gheADA varaseA pahelAM hIlacAla karavAmAM AvI hatI, Page #25 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jaina kemanI unnati mATe sudhArA. hIlacAla bArIka rIte vicAra karatAM ApaNa devadravyanI lAkhe nI mIlakatane nakezAnakartA hevAthI 'jenonA moTA bhAga taraphathI vyAjabI rIte vI kADhavAmAM AvI hatI. A lekhake paNa tevI hIlacAlathI virUddhaja che. derAsaronA vahIvaTadAra ( TrasTIo ) nA vahIvaTanI sAmAM game teTale asaMtoSa hAya paNa TIkAkAro taraphathI mAtra TIkA karavAne badale kAMIke racanAtmaka janA batAvavAmAM Ave te vadhu lAbhadAyaka thaze. ane huM derAsarajInA ke TasTIone eka sUcanA karIza te te asthAne nahi gaNAya. eka derAsarajImAM game teTalA vadhu paisA hoya chatAM anya derAsaramAM jIrNoddhArAdi kAraNasara paisAnI jarUra hoya te paNa ApavAmAM AnAkAnI thAya, are amuka mudata sudhImAM lIdhela nANAM pAchAM ApavAnI kabulAta ApavA chatAM paNa ApavAmAM AnAkAnI thAya e zuM ochuM khedanajaka che? je A sthiti baMdha thAya ane game te jaina pachI te zrImaMta hAya yA garIba hoya paNa tene derAsarane vahIvaTa jevAne pUrate hakka che e khyAla TrasTIomAM Ave, ane te pramANe amala thAya te sthiti kAMika saMtoSakAraka gaNI zakAze. AvI ekAda be bAbata sivAya mane to TesTIonA vahIvaTa sAme vadhu asaMtoSa nathI. teo bInasvArtha paNe kAma karyuM jAya che ane teonA kAryamAM vadhu sagavaDatA karI ApavI e ApaNuM jenenI pharaja che. have jamAne e AvyuM che ke derAsarAnA paisA promIsarI noTamAM ke lenesAM nahi rokatAM jaine mATe sastA bhADAMnI cAlIe baMdhAvavA tarapha vadhu dhyAna ApavAnI jarUra che. Ama karavAthI eka paMtha ne de kAja thaze. jenone rahevAne makAna maLe ane derAsaronA paisAna egya vyAja (bhADArUpe) upaje, eTaluM ja nahi paNa premIsarI neTe ane temAM zekAyelI mIlakata (nANAM ) nI kiMmata ochI thaI jAya che te bhaya paNa ApaNane na rahe. AzA che ke TrasTIo mArI A sUcanA upara bananuM lakSa Apaze. A lagnamAM karavAmAM AvatA kharce-ApaNAmAM lagna vakhate je kharca karavAmAM Ave che te ochA karavAnI khAsa jarUra che. lagna vakhate keTalAka kAmomAM moTA pramANamAM nyAta (jJAtijamaNe) karavAmAM Ave che te pramANamAM paNa ghaTADo karavAmAMja jaina kamane lAbha che. temaja keTalAka gAmomAM sopArI, khAreka, nALIyera vigere moTA pramANamAM vahecavA vahecAvavAne je kharcALa rIvAja che tene badale khAsa zubha zukananI khAtara sAta athavA cidanI saMkhyAmAM vaheMcavA vaheMcAvavAne rIvAja thI atyaMta jarUrI che. A paNa lagnamAM rAMDene nAca karAvavAne-kahevAte sudharele rIvAja dAkhala nathI Page #26 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 15 zrI jaina dhama prakAza. thayA e ghaNu ja khuzI thavA jevuM che. A rIvAja mane te alakula sArI nathI lAgatA; ane khAvA rAkha rIvAjathI macI javA khAtara ApaNe magarUra thavAnuM che. te sivAya dArUkhAnuM phroDavu', phrUTANAM gAvAM, gulAla vigere nAkhI zArIrika nukazAna thAya tevAM tAphAna karavAM vagere rIvAjomAM keTalAka sudhArA thatA jovAmAM Ave che e kharekhara AnaMdanI vAta che. amuka eka khAkhatanA rIvAja thaI gayA, pachI te rIvAja che eTalAja khAMtara sAdhAraNa athavA garIba vargane paNa tevA kahevAtA rIvAjonA bhAge mATA ane khInajarUrI kharcImAM utaravu paDe che, je tene keTaluM bhArI paDatu haze tenA khyAla AlIzAna maheleAmAM rahenArAone bhAgyeja AvI zake, mATe kAMi nahi te sAdhAraNa temaja garIba varganI sthiti sudhAravAnI lagaNIthI dAravAine paNa kharcALu ane bInajarUrI kharco baMdha karavA e jainakAmanA bhalAnI khAtara atyaMta jarUrI che. jaina vidhi pramANe lagnA karavAnI ghaNIja jarUra che. AvA jaina vidhi pramANe lagna thatAM jovAne lekhaka atyaMta IMtejAra che. AzA che ke ATaluM jaina dharmAbhimAna batAvaze. (apUrNa.) - sauMdaryatA. sauMdarya' khelavu e tA, prabhunA upayoga che; pASavuM pUjavuM ene, e enA upabhAga che. [ kalApI. svAbhAvika rIte ApaNAM netre divase sUrya prati, nizAe caMdra prati vA tArA prati, varSARtumAM uparAsAparI thatAM vidyutanA camakAra prati, ane niraMtara sAnu, rUpa ane jhaverAta prati AkarSAya che. havAmAM ramata gamata khelatA kAI nirdoSa pataMgaAne leAcu baka peThe AkarSI aDacaDAvI nAkhanAra dIpakanu jaLahaLa thatu ujjavaLa sauMdaya che. vizvanA premaghelA aNughaDa pravAsI yuvake, mAtApitA, snehI, mitrA vigerenA beparavAithI tyAga karI koi aparicita sthAna taraph cAlyA jAya che, e uddhatAi bharyo' kAryoMmAM e koi premI premadAnA sAMda nA alaukika camatkAra hoya che. zAMta sudhArasa jhIlatI rAga dveSa vinAnI pratimAnI sa tA ane temAMthI prAdurbhUta thatAM aneka AtmIya rahasyA bhakta janAnA kumaLA dIlamAM AnadanAM jharaNAM vahAve che. samazeranI sauMdaryatA sAhasika sabaLa zUravIrAne zUrAtana samarpe che. kavienA kalpanA paripUrNa ane rU jevAM pAcAM haiyAmAM anupama vicArasaritA Page #27 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMdaryatA. 157 vahana karAvanAra e suSTinI varSARtunI ane vasaMtaRtunI kevaLa saMdaryatAja che. aDagapaNe brahmacarya pAlanAra RSimunionI pavitratA para pANI prasarAvanAra ane cAritrapara zUnya mUkAvanAra paNa eja haLAhaLa viSa samAna saidayatA che. sauMdaryatAne camatkAra kharekhara A vizvamAM te adbhuta che. suMdarapaNuM eja . saMdaryatA; paNa tene oLakhavAnI jarUra che. e eka deza nathI, evuM eka nagara nathI ane evuM eka sadana nathI ke jyAM e sauMdaryanI pUjA na thatI hoya. pratyeka manuSyane ane pratyeka pakSIne e prApta karavAnI tIvra AkAMkSA hoya che. keI casamAnA caLakATamAM, kaI pitAnA gaMbhIra rAkhelA vadanakamaLamAM ane kai paradezI, jhINu raMgaberaMgI rezamI vA sutarAu vastromAM pitAnI sAMdaryatA mAnI bese che. kaI sAbuvaDe becAra vakhata ghasI ghasI snAna karavAthI thatI bagalAnI pAMkha jevI sapheda tvacAmAM pitAnI sAMdaryatAnI parisImAM bAMdhe che, keI attara jevA sugaMdhI padArtho vaDe suvAsIta banatA ane caLakatA gucachA ane cAMca pADelA kezamAM athavA to suvarNamAM ke jhaverIonA caMdranI kAntine lajAve tevA kiMmatI jhaverAtamAM maDhAI javAmAM potAnI sAMdaryatAnI saMpUrNatA thayelI mAnI bese che, paraMtu vAstavika rIte evI sadasyatAnI mAnyatA kapolakalpita che. soMdaryatAnA be prakAra pADI zakAya. eka AMtarika ane bIjI bAdya. jene mATe ApaNe sai mathI rahyA chIe te bAhya suMdaratA che. bAhya suMdaratAmAM mAyAne hAtha hoya che. ane AMtarika suMdaratAmAM pavitratAne vAsa hoya che. jyAre ApaNe kaI bALakanA ratAza mAratA mukhanuM darzana karIzu tyAre te malIna hovA chatAM ApaNe tene sparza karI tenA vaDe ApaNuM kheALA malIna karIzuM, hAye ApaNe ApaNane dhanyabhAgya mAnIzuM. tethI virUddhamAM koI daMtavihIna galIta aMgavALA khaDakhaDa pAMcama prati daSTi deDAvIzuM te evAne jotAM ja ApaNuM nAsikA indriya caDhI jaze ane kapAlapradeza para karacalI baMdhAze. tenuM bezuM sAMbhaLavAne badale tIraskArI kADhIzuM. Ama je vyaktine ApaNe zaizava avasthA-- AnaMda ulaTabhera ramAe chIe te ja vyakti je ekAeka vRddhanA svarUpamAM pheraphAra thaI jAya to teja vyakti para ApaNane aNagame chuTaze. A pramANe be bhinna bhinna bhAvanAone janma ApanAra e bAhya suMdaratA che. bALaka nirdoSa ane kapaTa rahita hoya che ane enI nirdoSatA, bheLApaNuM vigere Atmiya sadguNa bahAra jhaLakI uThI ApaNane AkarSe che. tethI ja kahevuM che ke - Heaven Page #28 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 158 zrI jainayama prakAza. lies about us in our childhood. ApaNI zaizavAvasthAmAM paramAtmA. ApaNI pAse ja hoya che. bAhya suMdaratA kSaNika vA nAzavaMta che. Atmika suMdaratA AtmAnI peThe zAzvata vA ciraMjIvI hoya che. Atmika suMdaratA vinA bAhya suMdaratA meLavavA mathavuM e dravya vinAnI kathaLIne dravyapUrNa kothaLI tarIke batAvavA jevuM ja hAsyAspada che. bAhya suMdaratAne AdhAra vitta upara che, jyAre Atmiya sAMdaryatAnI prAptine AdhAra saMyama ane mane nigraha upara ane pApanAM garanALAnAM majabuta baMdha upara che. sAMdaryatAnA yajJamAM homAtAM vittane prApta karavA ApaNe prAta:kALathI sUryAsta sudhI tanatoDa mahenata karavI paDe che, kapALa parathI prasvedabiMdu kSaNe kSaNe sAravA paDe che, ane ciMtArUpa citAmAMthI bahAra nIkaLavA vAre Avato nathI; vadhArAmAM ApaNA manuSyajIvananI amulya ghIone AtmAnA hitanI vAta temAM nahIM vartAtI hovAne lIdhe nirarthaka vyaya karavo paDe che; chatAMye te soMdaryatA TakatI nathI, pANInA parapoTAnI peThe puTI jAya che ane baraphanI mAphaka kALacakranI garamI ne sparza thatAM gaLI jAya che. atima samaye tenuM camatkRtibharyuM parivartana thaI jAya che. komaLa ane mAMsala age gaLI jaI hADakAM tarI Ave che, tvacA para karacalI paDavAthI snAyuo bahAra dIsI Ave che; mastakanA rezamI keza sapheda thaI jAya che; dAMta rahita hAM khADAkhaAvALuM lAge che ane pisI gayelI nisteja karamAyelI AMkho bIhAmaNI dekhAya che. mahemAMthI, nAsikAmAMthI ane phIkI cakSuomAMthI malIna padArtho bahAra dekhA de che ane AkhuM hADapIMjara samAna zarIra paDuM paDuM thatuM hoya tema dhrujyA kare che. uparyukta parivartana thaI janArA sAMdayane meLavavA mATe ane tene TakAvI rAkhavA mATe niSphaLa prayAsa karavA karatAM zAzvata sAMdaryatA meLavavA mathavuM eja ApaNAM jIvananuM kArya hovuM joIe. zAzvata suMdaratA meLavavAmAM ApaNe paramAtmA mahAvIranA kathana pramANe vartavuM paDaze, saspaMthe paLavuM paDaze, aDhAra pA5sthAnane nivAravA paDaze vigere vigere dharmakriyAo karavI paDaze. A eka rIte jeTaluM saheluM che teTaluM ja bIjI rIte agharuM che. saheluM lAganAra vIra che ane kaThaNa lAganAra kAryara che. vIra karmazatrune haMphAvI vijaya meLave che, ane kAyara karmazatrunA kArAgRhamAM saDe che. Atmiya suMdaratA dvArA bAhya suMdaratA meLavavA eja bahAdura ane karmavIrenuM lakSaNa che. zAzvata suMdaratA ekaja veLA meLavavAthI ApaNane aneka bhavamAM bAhya saMdaratA ane sukhanI prApti thAya che. AtmAnI pavitratA ane karmakalaMka rahitapaNuM eja Atmika suMdaratA ane e ja zAzvata suMdaratA. Page #29 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMdaryatA. eTale jeTale darajaje ApaNA AtmAnI nimaLatA teTale ApaNA sauMdaryanI ujvaLatA. jyAM sudhI AtmA karmabaddha che tyAM zarIra5ra bAldA suMdaratAnuM astitva asaMbhavita che. zarIramAM thayelo bagADa jema gumaDAM. gAMTho, keTa vigere nAnA prakAranA roga tarIke bahAra phUTI nIkaLe che tema AtmAnI malInatA lApaNuM, laMgaDApaNuM, herApaNuM, kANA vA aMdha paNu, kubaDApaNu athavA vAmanapaNuM ItyAdi rUpomAM bahAra draSTigocara thavAnIja. rAjakumAra ane garIbaputranA svarUpamAM, rAjaputrI ane garIba kanyAnA saMdayamAM, asarA ane mAnuSI nI suMdaratAmAM je koIne lIdhe AkAza jamInane taphAvata jaNAtA hoya te te AtmAnI ujavaLatA ane malInatAne lIdheja che. jJAnanI AzAtanA e visArI devA jevI vAta nathI. jJAnAvaraNIya karma e eka mahAnuM karma che ke je sAne bhagavye ja chuTake. jJAnanI vadhatI ochI prAptine AdhAra jJAnAvaraNIya karmanAM AchAM vadhatAM zopazama upara che, ApaNAthI A jamAnAmAM hasatAM hasatAM je karma baMdhAya che temAM zuM zuM aniSTa pariNAma Avaze te ApaNI samakSa A duHkhI saMsAramAM najarenajara pratyakSa dekhAya che. jyAre jyAre ApaNI najare keI aMdha, muMge athavA manuSyAvatAramAM tiryaMcanA jevA kaSTa sahana karate joIe tyAre tyAre ApaNe kSaNabhara thaMbhI jaIe ne e karmanAM AvAM mAThAM phaLa viSe vicAramALA pheravavI zarU karIe. je evAM mAThAM phaLa na bhegavavA IcchA thAya te turata ApaNe te karmabaMdhanathI viramIe. vaLI lAgelAM karmane tapazcaryAnA pavitra jaLavaDe dhoI nAkhIe. jJAnanI A zAtanAnI vizeSatA e bhavAntaramAM agaNita kanTene AmaMtraNa kare che. evA karmathI ApaNe satat dUraja bhAgavuM ucita che. e karma sAthe sAthe sadAya meLavavA mathavuM e eka myAnamAM be talavAra manarAvavA barAbara che. tana, mana ane dhanathI jJAna ane jJAnIonI pUjA, bahumAna, Adara ane tenI bhakti e e karmanA vinAzanA sAdhana che. game tevA cIkaNuM kamaja pazcAttApa- hArdika pazcAttApa avilaMba paNe umUlana karI mUke che; ane e karmathI AtmA mukta dazA bhegave che. hA pastAve, vipula jharaNuM, svagathI utaryuM che; pApI hemAM, DubakI daIne, punyazALI bane che. [kalApI.] brahmarAne nAza-e paNa saudaryavinAzaka amogha zastra che. zarIra para thatAMcepI rogo, nibaLatA ane asthirapaNuM vigere brahmacaryanA tyAgathIja udubhave che. vizvamAM pracalita rogemAMnA ghaNAkharA ene amala nahIM karavAnAja pariNAma jaNAya che. praphullIta ratuMbaDAM gAlane badale uMDA uMDA khADA pAla Page #30 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 158 zrI jaina dhama prakAza. about u gA gI pAse mhAMnA bIhAmaNAM hADakAM dekhADanAra e brahmaca nA tyAgaja che. mhAMnI gatAne harAvI kRSNu va nuM jora jamAvavAmAM paNa enAja hAtha che. netranA caLakATa dUra karI te para malInatA prasAranAra, yAdazakita ane majabUta zarIranA anta ANanAra e tyAga ApaNe eka mahAn zatru che. enA tyAga na karavAthI manuSya kAMntimaya, tejasvI ane atizaya vIyavAn ane che. kaheluM paNa che ke- tenasvino mahAvIyA veyu: brahmacaryataH / viSayalelupatA eja zArirIka temaja Atmika sauMdayatAne nimULa ukheDavAne basa che. bAhya suMdaratAne meLavavA ni:saMzaya ApaNe sAte byasanone tilAMjalI ApavI joIe. e kAvaDe ApaNe Atmiya sAMdayatAne khIlavI zakIe. dhumrapAna, madirApAna, duSTa vikAre ttejaka AhAra, mAMsa bhakSaNa, rAtrieAjana ane nAstikatA e badhAM ApaNA beu prakAranA soMdaryanA vikAsanI ADe AvanArAM che. teenAthI banI zake teTaluM ApaNe dUra rahevu. ceAgya che. sauMdaryAM veDaphI detAM, nA nA su'daratA maLe; krama sauMdaryo pAmatA pahelAM, sauMdarya banavuM paDe. [ kalApI. ] gujarRra kaviratna kalApI paNa ApaNane evu ja samajAve che. Atmika sAMDhaya tA prati mInadarakArI batAvyAthI ApaNane kadI paNa bAhya suMdaratA maLatI nathI. evA sAMDhayatAnI spRhA rAkhyA pahelAM ApaNA hRdayane ApaNe suMdara ane svaccha khanAvavu paDaze, AtmAne gheADA ghaNA aMze paNa rahita banAvavA paDaze; paNa ApaNA hRdaya tA krodhAgni, kAmAgni, virahAgni, ciMtAgni vigerethI khaLI rahyA che. ApaNAM citta ane mhAM abhimAnathI akkaDa thai gayAM hAya che; ApaNI cittabhUmipara rAga dveSa leAbha ane svA vigere eka bIjAAnI sakhIo jherI rAsa ramI rahI haiAya che, viSayAnA durgaMdhamaya dhumADe ApaNA AtmAne kRSNavarNI banAvI rahyA hAya che, tyAM evI sAMdatA meLavavAne prayAsa raNumAM DAMgara vAvavA jeTaleAja saphaLa che. jyAMsudhI paramAtmA mahAvIranA dorelA pathe paravarazuM nahIM, tyAMsudhI ApaNe e alaikika nUrane meLavavAnI vAta AkAzakusumavat lekhavI joie. jaina siddhAtemAMthI bhaNyAlaya vastuonuM jJAna maLI Ave che, chatAM ApaNe manA karelI abhakSya vastunA AhAra karI zarIranI ane AtmAnI su daratAne nAzamAge' vALIe chIe, aneka rAgAne janma ApIe chIe. rogISThapaNAmAMtItra vedanAe sahana karavAmAM AtmAnA zreyanI karaNI kyAMthI sUjhe ? e tIvra vedanAo bheLavatAM ApaNe anya koine zuM doSa daie ? ApaNAM kRtyateja doSa joie ne vicArIe ke Page #31 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAMdaryatA. Nothing can work me damage, but myself. A banaDanA sUtrane anusarIe. durgadhamaya jagAe jatAM jema ApaNuM nAka caDhI jAya che ane lalATa pradeza para karacalIo pI jaI mukha kadarUpuM thaI jAya che, tema AtmAnA saMbaMdhamAM thAya che ja. sAMdaryane TakAvI rAkhavA agara te tene vadhAravAmAM samabhAvanI prathama AvazyakatA che. ApaNAM sAMdaryanuM abhimAna ane asuMdara vastuprati aNagame e beu ApaNuM bAhA atyaMtara sAMdaryane vinAza karavA basa che. sAMdarya prati premapravAha vahAvI ApaNe jeTalI suMdaratA meLavIe teTalI suMdaratA asuMdara vastuprati tiraskAra karyAthI nAza pAme che. samasta jagatanuM kalyANa IcchanArA mahAtmAo ane saMte ke je potAnI kaI stuti kare, vA niMdA kare, mAra mAre vA paMpALe, suvAsita vastu mUke vA kuvAsIta vastu mUke, puSpamALA paherAve vA kaMTakamALa paherAve, mAna Ape vA apamAna kare te paNa temanA prati samabhAva ane kSamAdaSTi rAkhI potAnuM cIMtaveluM kArya karavAmAM ekatAra thaI rahe che. temanA mukhAvinda tarapha kSaNabhara jyAre ApaNe avakIe chIe tyAre ApaNe temanI pavitratA ane saudaryatA pAse ApaNI apavitratA ane tuccha suMdaratA tarI AvatI jaIe chIe ane zaramanA mAryA pRthvI khaNIe chIe. temanA mukha para chavAI rahelA alakika caLakATavaDe aMjAI jaIe chIe ane temanA vadanakamaLa para AnaMda yukta vIlasI rahelI daivI prabhAvazALI chAyA joI ApaNuM laghutA anubhavIe chIe. ApaNe prAsAdamAM hoIe ke jagalanAM jhuMpaDAmAM heIe,garIba vA zrImaMta hAIe, susvarUpI vastu joIe vA kaddarUpI vastu joIe, te paNa jyAre aMtaH karaNamAM samAna prasannatA vyApaze tyAre ja ApaNe e sadA yugalanA are ! evI eka keI daivI prakAranI suMdaratAnA adhikArI thaI zarzi tapazcaryAthI saMdaryane vinAza thAya che enA jevI bIjI ardhasa mAnyatA zuM hoI zake ? tethI ulaTuM tapazcaryA karmavicacheda karavAne uttama upAya che. kama rahitapaNAmAMja AtmAnI zobhA che-suMdaratA che. paramAtmA mahAvIra prabhue ghora tapazcaryA karI tethI temanI kAtine lopa thavAne badale, advitIya kAnti mAna banyA, ane prApya bhAmaMDaLa temanA vadanakamaLa AsapAsa bhramaNa karavA mAMDyuM. evIja tapazcaryAnA prabhAvavaDe zrI zrIpALa mahArAjAne kendra gaye. tapazcaryA vaDe zArIrika daibalya vRsiMgata thAya che e judI vAta, paNa AtmAnA baLathI iMdrAsana DolI jAya, tevI anaMtI zakti AgaLa evI durbaLatAnA zA hisAba? evI zArIrika durbaLatAnI gaNatarI karavI e "dhakaNAM Page #32 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI jaina dharma prakAza. - about us taNanI pAse pumaDAM viNavA javuM" e kahANIne amalamAM mUkavA barabara che pazcaryAvaDeja Abhava ane anya mAM ApaNe keI devI rUpavALA thaIe chIe. tapazcaryA ApaNA AtmAne ane tatpazcAt ApaNu tanune jevuM tejasvI ane dedipyamAna banAve che tevuM piyarsa sAbu, paphapAuDara, suMdaratA vadhAravAnI auSadhio, vividha prakAranAM rasamardana, cAha; kephI ane senTa vigere kharcALa vastuo banAvavA asamartha che. enA sevanathI saMdarya vadhavAne badale ghaTeja jAya che. tenA satat abhyAsane lIdhe ApaNane tenA vinA nabhatuM nathI. ApaNe tenA lIdhe zarIranA-eka nAzavaMta pudgala piMDanA gulAma jevA thaI paDee chIe. zarIranI gulAmImAM AtmAnI svataMtratA ane suMdaratA na saMbhavI zake. (apUrNa) keTalAka plekA. * lekhaka-sara prabhAzaMkara dalapatarAma paTTaNI. ke. sI. AI. I. jevI jene najara na paDe vakra tAlevAnI, khAye jeo udara bharIne paMkti dUrvAkuranI; thaMDAM vAri nadIsarataNAM pI nIrAMte bhame che, tevI sAdI hariNazizunI aMdagAnI game che. je cIjo ke vasuvibhavathI lekane meha thAya, ne je mehe hRdaya jananAM pApa mATe taNAya; e paise ke vibhava amane svamamAM ye haze mA, evAM hoye sukRta kadI te sukRto ye thaze mA. suonuM paNa hRdayathI je bhaluM IcchanArA; (khI dekhI avara janane duHkhI je thanArA; 'je potAnAM parajana viSe bheda nA lekhanArA, evA vAMse harihara phare tha sadA cekIvALA. je ke kayAre salilathakI huM sarvadA rAkhuM lIle, te e jyAre RtusamayamAM mesasIe ne khI; tyAre te je bahu zrama karI pAIne premapANI. ucheryo heM kumaLI vayathI te thayuM dhULadhANuM. mArI AkhI avani paranI jIdagAnI viSe meM, rAkhI haiye muja ara pare daSTi je rItanI te; evI ce je muja che to tuM rAkhaze zrI murAri, pe hAre anuNuM thaIne pADa mAnIza bhArI.