Book Title: Divyadeep 1970 Varsh 07 Ank 08
Author(s): Chitrabhanu
Publisher: Chandulal T Shah
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Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ekAMtamAM pralobhanakArI viSaye maLavA chatAM tamArI indriyeA zAnta rahe, e tarapha prabhAya nahi te jApune ke tamAruM jJAna paripakava che. - citrabhAnuM viyavIpa # vicAranAM be pAsAM 3 e banne mitra hatA paNa pratyekanI vicAradhArA ane paddhati bhinna hatAM. eka kaDe: " " paisA vinA na cAle. paisAthI khadhu ja kharIdI zakAya. " khI ne ni: mRhuM hatA. e kahe: "duniyAmAM joIe tyAre mANasane paisA ke madada maLI rahe che. zA mATe saMgraha karI citAnA bhAra upADave ? "khInI jema haLavA thai na zakIe ? ?? aAma vivAda karatA gaMgA nadI pAse AvyA. khane nadI pAra karavA haiADImAM beThA. kinAre aAvatAM hADIvALAe paisA mAgyA. pahelA te paisA sAthe ja rAkha tA hatA, bIjo khAlI hateA. pahelAe bannenA. paisA cUkavyA ane AgaLa cAlatAM kahyuM: " joyuM ? paisA rAkhe yA te kevA kAma lAgyA ? ?? khIjAe kahyuM: ''me' tema kahyuM ja hatuM ke joIe tyAre maLI rahe che. cittAne e ja keANa bacake ? jarUra paDe tu' muLI gayA. ne ? '' vaSa : 7 aMka 8 phebruArI - citrabhAnu Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ * mana mAdhurya ja mana che te vicAre che, vicAre che tyAM thAya te sahaja che. icchAzakitanI havA nIkaLI prazna che, ane prazna che tyAM tenA samAdhAnanI jatAM A jiMdagIne daDo football zithila utkaMThA paNa che. pachI e prazna bALakano hoya ane khAlI na lAge? ke vRddhane, rAyane hoya ke raMkane. - A khAlIpaNAne bharavA keTalAka AzramamAM pU. gurudeva pAse zanivAra tA. 19-12-70 jAya-keI piMDIcarI jAya te kaI sonagaDha eka udyogapati AvyA ane keTalAya vakhatathI jAya; kaI zIraDI jAya te kaI satya sAMIbAbA manamAM ghUMTAto prazna emanA heThe AvyA : pAse jAya. paNa jenAM magaja khAlI DabalAM jIvananAM ATalAM varSonA anubhava ane ravAM thaI gayA che, e AzramamAM jaIne ke parizrama pachI, jIvana paripakava thavA AvyuM sAdhu thaIne paNa zuM karavAnA? jeNe pitAnI te samaye paNa AnaMdane badale kaMTALo che, che, badhI IcchAzakita kharacI nAMkhI che e. navuM utsAhane badale thAka che, tRptine badale khAlI sarjana zuM karavAnA ? paNuM che. Ama kema ? A prazna pAchaLanI vyathA jotAM pU. gurudeve kharI rIte anubhavapUrva ghaDapaNa Ave tyAre kahyuM : " jIvanamAM khAlIpaNuM lAge che enI te mANasanuM jIvana AnaMdathI UbharAtuM ane pAchaLa lAMbe itihAsa che. rasathI chalakAtuM hovuM joIe tene badale magajamANasa pitAnI aNasamajane lIdhe, ajJA mAMthI nirAzAnA ane nirutsAhI uddagAro ane nane lIdhe svapanA minArA bAMdhe che. pachI manamAMthI zaMkA, vahema ane camatkAranA vicAro kema Ave ? e kIrti (glory) nA hoya, sthAna (position) nA hoya, ke pachI samRddhi (financial gain) buddhanA jIvanane eka prasaMga che. jIvananI nA hoya. jeTalI aNasamaja ane ajJAna vadhAre samIsAMja che, buddha mRtyuzayyA para sUtA che, eTalA minArA meTA. zarIra kSINa thatuM jAya che, zAnta caitanya jayeta A minArA bAMdhavA jUdA jUdA padArtho nirvANanI pratIkSAmAM che. bhegA karavA paDe. ITa joie, cUno joIe, evA TANe eka jijJAsu dUra dUrathI AvyA, retI paNa joIe; badhAne bhegA karavA mATe enA magajamAM eka ja prazna ghaLAte hate. buddha simenTa paNa joIe. pAse gayo paNa temanA ziSya AnaMde kahyuM : ema tamArA svapnanA, IcchAnA minArA bhagavAna, have tamArA praznano uttara nahi bAMdhavA mATe paNa tamAre ghaNAne sahakAra ane ApI zake. Teke support levuM paDe ane A TekAone A zabda buddhanA kAne paDayA ane AMkha tamArI IcchAzakitathI majabUta karavA paDe. ughaDI. jeTaluM simenTIMga vadhAre eTale minAre prazna hatoH manuSyanuM vArdhakaya kevuM hoya? majabUta, jeTalI IcchAzakita vadhAre eTalA pAyA buddha uttara ApavAne badale bAjumAM paDelI UMDA. jene minAre mATe karavo che eNe enI pAkI kerI tarapha AMgaLI cIMdhI. IcchAzakita vadhAre vAparavI paDe, keTalIka vAra A kAco hoya to kacUMbara thAya, pAke te badhI ja vAparI nAkhavI paDe. mIThe rasa Ape. ene geTale ane chetarAM AvA minArA bAMdhavAmAM badhI IcchAzakita paNa kAma Ave. ema mANasanuM jIvana chellIvaparAI jAya pachI mANasa thAkI jAya ke nirutsAhI paLa sudhI badhI rIte kAma lAge. Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ raka svAthyanI rakSA ka pU. gurudevanA pravacanane lAbha Ama janatAne maLe che tema avAranavAra kaeNlejanA adhyApako ane vidyArthIone paNa maLato rahe che. hamaNAM ja InDiyana meDikala esosIezananI North East Bombay Suburban zAkhAnA DokaTaree pU. zrInA cintano lAbha lIdho. DI. ela. ema. zAhane lAgyuM ke manuSyanI taMdurastI jALavavAmAM madadagAra bananArA DaoNkaTarane AdhyAtmika prakAza kema na maLe ? ane zukravAra tA. 27-11-70 ghATakoparamAM Avela hiMdusabhA helamAM bapore sADAtraNa vAgye khAsa DakaTare mATe ja pU. gurudevanuM pravacana goThavAyuM tyAre rDokaTare te AvyA paNa ghaDAka daradIo paNa AvI caDhayA. oN. pratApe pU. zrIne Acho paricaya karAvyo ane pravacananA aMte . bhAvasAre pU. zrIno AbhAra mAnyo. pU. zrIe potAnA vicAre vyakata karatAM jaNAvyuM: - Aja mane AnaMda e vAtane che ke jenA bhalAmaNa cIThThI meLavI che. hAthamAM hajAronI jiMdagI che evA DaoNkaTarane ghaNA kahe gurujI rasto batAve. emane zrotAgaNa mArI samakSa che. pitAne zodhava nathI. Aje badhe escape che. je taMdurasta hoya te taMdurastI ApI zake mANasane parizramathI bhAgavuM che, ciMtanathI bhAgavuM paNa taMdurasta banAvavA mAganAra khuda bimAra che, kAmathI bhAgavuM che-bhAgavuM che. hoya, e DokaTara zuM karI zake ? je guru banAvaTI camatkAra karI zake, dhULa ' mATe samAjamAM zikSake, DokaTaro ane kADhI zake, hAthamAMthI rAkha ane ghaDiyALa kADhI guruo taMdurasta hovA joIe, kAraNa ke emanA zake evo guru gAmamAM prasiddhi meLavI zake. hAthamAM ghaNAnI jiMdagI che. emanuM sthAna A bhAI, gharagharamAM rAkha bharI che emAM tuM rIte UMcuM che. zraddhAthI mAbApa Ave ane bALakane zikSaNa bIjI vadhAre rAkha kADhe emAM zuM navAI ? ApavAnI javAbadArI zikSakane sepe. hA, paNa manamAM chupAyelI duSTatA kADhI zake ema bhakate guru pAse Ave. paNa loke ke aMtaramAM paDeluM pApa kADhI zake ke vicAramAM evA gurune zodhe je thoDI vAramAM AdhyAtmika. rahelI zayatAniyata kADhI zake te e sAce tAne rasto batAve. camatkAra kahevAya. ane guru paNa pUcheH kayAM javuM che ? ema lekene DokaTare paNa camatkArI joIe vaikuMThamAM. lAve, rasto batAvI dauM. che! pitAne te kaMIja karavuM nathI. taMdurastI ane evA paNa dhama che ke jyAM kabaramAM cAhe paNa emanuM jIvana, emane vyavahAra, certificate mUke ane kahe ke tamAre svajana emanI raheNIkaraNI juo te taMdurastIthI svargamAM jaze kAraNa ke guru pAsethI eNe virodhI ja hoya. (anusaMdhAna kavara 2 jA parathI) jeNe pitAnI IcchAzakitane vinAza nahi paNa je AvatIkAla mATe duHkhI thaye tenI paNa vikAsa karyo che e chelalA divasomAM paNa te Aja paNa bagaDI ane AvatI kAla paNa." Anandamaya UrmiothI UchaLatuM hoya. pU. gurudevanA A samAdhAnathI udyogapatinuM te have ahIMthI kayAMya bhAgavAne badale aMtara phalanI jema khIlyuM jenI surakhI emanA AjathI ane ahIMthI ja nUtana prAraMbha kare. jenI mukha para dekhAtI hatI. Aja sArI ene AvatI kAlanI ciMtA kayAMthI? enI Aja ja AvatI kAlane saMbhALI leze. - ku. vatsalA amIna Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ekAgracitta zravaNa karatA zrotAjano je hAlata bhagavAnanI bhUlezvaramAM thai che e DaoNkaTarane pUche ke amane lAMbu jIvana gAmegAmamAM na thAya ? nahitara izvara bhUle paDI longivity kema maLe ? paNa longivitynI jaze. niyama pagale pagale teDe tene dIgha jIvana veMkaTaro e vA joIe je kahe: taMdurastI kayAMthI maLe ? amArI davAmAM nathI, e to tamArI pAse ja che. | Ama ja je cAyA karaze ane mAnavajAta jo tame amane sahakAra co-operation je jAgRta nahi thAya te zikSake, maMdire, Apaze, ame kahIe te rIte jIvana vyatIta guruo, rDokaTaro vadhatA jaze. karaze te tamArI taMdurastI para AveluM AvaraNa | huM to IcachuM ke A badhA eAchA thAya. obstacles khaseDavAmAM, dUra karavAmAM ame tamane madadagA2 banIzu. mAre mana e samAja svastha che, je samAjamAM ochAmAM ochAM davAkhAnAM, maMdira ane DIka- je AvaraNa khasI jAya te taMdurastI tyAM ja che. To che. sArAmAM sAro DaoNkaTara jIvana ke taMdurastI | bahuM ThekaTara hAvA, bahu hospiTale hAvI, na ApI zake kAraNa ke je daradI pAse na hoya baha maMdira hovA ane galagalImAM guruo te DokaTara kayAMthI ApI zake ? hAvA e te roganI nizAnI che, mAnasika je jIvana davAthI ApI zakAtuM hota to agara zArIrika ruNatA ja che. ThekaTara zAstrIjIne gumAvata nahi. | Aje samAja rugNatA tarapha jaI rahyo che. jenAmAM jIvana nathI ene koI ApavA eTale ja galIgalImAM bhagavAna dekhAya che. jojo samartha nathI. Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 113 divya dIpa tamArI pAse jIvana che, enA upara AveluM bhAIe hasIne kahyuM: "mAjI, tamArI vAta AvaraNa jIvanane DhAMkI de che. barAbara che paNa jyAM saMya khovAI gaI hoya DaoNkaTara mANasanI zakita upara je AvaraNa tyAM prakAzane laI jAo te saMya jaDaze." AvyuM che tene dUra kare che. tame khAlIpaNuM bharavA kyAM zodhe che? jema Antibodies zarIramAM rahenArI zAstromAM maMdiramAM? zakita upara kaI humalo kare ene dUra karavAmAM rega ApaNAmAM ane zodhIe bahA2 te madadagAra bane che ema ApaNI caitanya zakita rega kayAMthI pakaDAya ? upara Avela AvaraNane dUra karavAmAM zikSako, Aje patent davAo kema vadhatI jAya che? guru ane DaoNkaTare madadagAra bane che. tamane kahevAmAM Ave ke Multivitamin tamane evo zikSaka nahi maLe je budhdha ne khAze, Vit B ke Vit C khAze te zakti buddha banAve, pAgalane prAjJa banAve. Avaze. hA, emane dhaMdhe jorathI cAle paNa . zikSaka te vidyArthImAM je je divyatA - ATalI ATalI davA khAvA chatAM tamArAmAM je taMdurastI AvavI joie, jIvanamAM je prasannatA potential che ene pragaTa reveal kare che. jema hIrAmAM rahelA teja u52nuM AvaraNa joIe te kema nathI AvatI ? kAraNa ke tamAre AvavI joIe, moDhA upara je tAjagI AvavI dUra karIne ghasiye hIrAnAM kiraNane bahAra kADhe che. khyAla ja cheTe che ke taMdurastI mArAmAM nahi che ema tamArAmAM je che ene bahAra lAvavAnuM davAomAM che. kAma zikSakanuM, gurunuM ane ThekaTaranuM che. A khyAla kADho bahu kaThina che. mATe tamane evI pratIti thavI joIe ke A khyAla kADhavA mATe sAco puruSArtha nahi bahArathI kezuM apAya ema nathI paNa aMdara * kare te samAja svastha nahi thAya. je che tene ja vikAsa karI zakAya. jyAM sudhI A khyAla nahi nIkaLe tyAM negeTIvane ja moTI enlarge karI zakAya che. sudhI dhUtArA Ijekazana Apaze, thoDA samaya tamArAmAM je zakita chupAyelI che enA ThIka raheze paNa taMdurastI nahi maLe. upara cAre bAju AvaraNa che, ene kAraNe upAya bahAra zodhe che. jarUra, paNa jyAM che jema kaI zarAba pIe ane cheDe samaya tyAM zodhe. garamI AvavAthI bakavAda kare ane zaktinAM eka buTTI sAMje jAhera rastA paranA dIvA A baNagAM mAre, paNa asara pUrI thatAM ja e nIce saMya zodhatI hatI. keke pUchayuM: "mAjI, A gabaDI paDe. evA dhUrta guruo paNa kahe ke zuM zodhe che ?" "saya." tamAre je karavuM hoya te karI le, paNa mArI pelA bhAIe pharI pUchayuM: "A rastA para pAse Avaze te tamAruM kalyANa thaI jaze, huM tamArI seya kayAMthI paDI?" tamane vaikuMThamAM laI jaIza. mAjIe kahyuM "tuM samaje nahi. soya te ema kahevAnA kAInAmA himata che ke tuM gharamAM paDI hatI paNa koIe mane kahyuM ke jyAM AvA khoTA dhaMdhA kare che mATe tuM aspRzya che. prakAza hoya tyAM zodhavuM eTale A prakAza pAse sAce guru e ke je kahe ke ajJAnathI AvI chuM.' te bhUla karI, te tArA mananuM svAthya gumAvyuM Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 114 divyadIpa che, mAruM kartavya te mAtra tArA svAsthamAM A e megasamrATa che ke ene maLavuM e paNa AvatAM AvaraNane obstaclesne dUra karavAnuM che. jIvanane amUlya lahAvo che. sAco DaoNkaTara e ke je kahe ke teM AvA manuSyanA manamAM jijJAsA curiosity te dhaMdhA karyA che te tAre ghare rega Avyo. jyAM paDI ja che. bALakomAM nAnI che, moTAmAM moTI sudhI tuM A pApane raste choDIza nahi tyAM che, paNa jijJAsA kayAMka te chupAyelI ja che. sudhI tane taMdurastI nahi maLe. Ama kare te lokonI AMkhamAM sikaMdara moTo hato paNa samAjanI kAyApalaTa thaI jAya ane kharAbI pitAnA kautukamAM e nAno hate. upara pratibaMdha Ave. Akho samAja svastha eNe yogasamrATane pitAnI sabhAmAM AvavA ane nItimAna bane. nimaMtraNa dIdhuM. svastha eTale zuM ? sva eTale pite, stha samrATanuM teDuM AvyuM ane yogasamrATa hasI eTale rahevuM, pitAnAmAM rahevuM, ApaNAmAM paDyoH mane zuM jarUra che? sikaMdara ane belAve rahevuM. tame nathI pUchatA? kema, svastha cho ne? che paNa jene sikaMdaranI vastuonI jarUra hoya tamArAmAM che ne? AnaMdamAM cho ne? te enI pAse jarUra jAya. mAre sikaMdara mArI Aje manuSya potAnAmAM nathI eTale duHkhI pAse che. huM zuM karavA jAuM ? thAya che. paNa jyAre e potAnAmAM Ave che A vAta karI ane sikaMdara caMkI UThayA. tyAre zuM kahe che? AdhyAtmikatAnuM A prathama pagathiyuM che. I am at home. A kaI pUcheH tamane zAnI icchA che? . tame jyAre svastha ho cho, prasanna ho cho ? ema kayAre kahezeH icchAnI anicchA tyAre tamane parezAna perturb karanAro evo 1 desire the state of desirelessness. kai vicAra Avato nathI jethI tame thAkI jAo. je ghaDIe AvI anabhati thaI te ghaDIe je potAnAmAM rahe che tene koI vipatti tame AnaMdanI parAkASThAe pahoMcI gayA. tamAro. nathI, bahAranI vastunI enA para asara nathI. AnaMda paNa svastha. je potAnAmAM che te safe che, je pitAnAmAM barAbara peTa bharIne jamI lIdhA pachI mitra nathI te jokhamamAM che. jokhama bahAra javAmAM AvIne Agraha kare, kaheH "sta, tane gamatuM che, salAmatI pitAnAmAM rahevAmAM che. khAvAnuM che, cAla jamavA, thoDuMka paNa khA' Roma Rola e lakhyuM: The less I have tyAre tame zuM kaheze ? "nA, have rasavaMtI the more I am. vAnagIo hoya te paNa nahi joIe. huM bahAranI vastuo ochI che te aMdaranI tRpta chuM." vastuonI pUrNatA che. bahAranI vastuo vadhI A tRptinI bhUmikA prApta thaI e bhAgyajAya te bhUlazo nahi ke tamAruM tension paNa vAna che. e game tyAM jAya, game te kare paNa vadhI jaze. ene kAMI joItuM nathI, ene kAMI aDatuM paNa ekavAra sikaMdara vijaya karavA jaI rahyo nathI. hate. rastAmAM eka masta phakIra maLyA. jhADa Aje duniyAnA ghaNAkharA bharelA mANase nIce beThA hatA. enA vajIre kahyuM: mAlika, bhUkhe mare che, kAraNa ke atRpta che. Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ divya dvIpa sikaMdare vicAra karyAM: ene mArI jarUra nathI paNa have mAre enI jarUra che. sika'dara paraDhamAM nIkaLI paDayeA. prabhAtane samaya hateA, uSAnAM bAkiraNa jagatane uSmA ApI rahyAM hatAM, jaine joyuM te masta phakIra prakAzamAM kiraNeAthI snAna karI rahyo hatA, zAMta mudrA hatI, AMkheAmAM Ana MdanI mastI hatI. sikaMdare pUchyuM : 'Apane zI rIte sahAyaka thaI zakuM ?" phakIre kahyuM: 'jarA dUra khasIne huM sUnAM amUlya kiraNamAM nAhI rahyo chuM, tame vacce AvIne prakAzanA pravAhane rAkeA che. ' sika dara vicAramAM paDaye : AkhI duniyA mArA paga pakaDe che, tyAre A? A eka ja che je kahe che: khasI jAo. have sikaMdarane pratIti thai. je tRpta che e ja svastha che, e nirogI che. rAga kayAM che ? cetanAnA dIpaka jhAMkhA thayA ane rAganA prAraMbha thayeA. cetanA jhAMkhI (dim) thavI e ja rAga che. maDaduM kema gaMdha mAre che ? maDadAmAM kema jaMtunI abhivRddhi thAya che ? kAraNa ke cetanA cAlI gaI. bALakA kema taMdurasta che ? kAraNa ke cetanAthI pUrNa che. cetanAnI pUrNatA e ja svasthatA. yuvAnI eTale pUrNa taMdurastI. jenAmAM cetanAnI pUrNatA che ene na TekAnI jarUra che, na davAnA sahArAnI. cetanA jema jema kSINu thatI jAya che tema tema rAganuM Agamana thatuM jAya che. ekanuM javuM ane khIjAnuM AvavuM. thAka lAge, pAcana zakita ghaTatI jAya, jIvananeA utsAha adRzya thatA 115 jAya-Ama cetanAnI kSINatAnI asara deha upara thAya. jenI cetanA pUrNa che e e'zI vaSe paNu yuvAna che. barnADa ze| zAkAhArI hatA. 93 vaSe paNa taMdurasta hatA ane kAryAM karatAM karatAM, jagatane navuM ApatAM ApatAM cAlI nIkaLyA. ahIMnA dharmasthAnakeAnA vRddho joyA? eThA kheDA ciMtA kare, bIjAnA doSo zeAdhe, nakAmI vAte ane vicAra kare kAraNa ke emaNe mAtra deha damana karyuM, emanI cetanAnI divyatAne vikasita karavA kazuM ja na karyuM. AkhI jiMdagI paisAnI (pastI) rAzi bhegI karavA, bhegI karIne chupAvavA, putra ane pAtrane ApI javA khAtara aneka dha dhA karyAM, sArAM kheTAM kAma karyAM, hisAbanA e cApaDA rAkhyA ane emAM ja jIvana, magaja ane taMdurastI khalAsa karI nAkhyAM ! tamAruM' TeparekorDara jarAka bagaDe te e paNa kharAkhara sAruM karyA vinA kAma nathI ApatuM. tame ene kevu sAcaveA che ? tamAruM kiMmatI ghaDiyALa bagaDI na jAya, mATe khIlA ThokavAnu kAma karatAM pahelAM ane hAtha uparathI utArI nAkhA che, te zuM tamAruM magaja tamArA TeparekorDara ane ghaDiyALa karatAM ya Utaratu che ? AkhuM kiMmatI che? leAkeA magajane keTalu sAmAnya samaje che ? kevI rIte vApare che ? magaja bagaDayA pachI bicArA DaoNkaTaro paNazuM kare ? keTalI davA Ape ? jemaNe magaja kharAba ane khalAsa karI nAkhyuM emane mATe zu upAya? bagADo aMdara hoya te bahAranA ilAja zuM kAma lAge ? mATe huM DAkaTarene vinavuM chuM ke tamArI pAse je Ave ene salAha Ape! ke ame te tamArI taMdurastI upara Avela AvaraNane obs Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 116 divya dIpa taclesne dUra karavA prayatna karIzuM paNa tame sikaMdaranA manamAM kutUhala jAgyuM, pUchayuM: tamArI aMdaranI taMdurastI pratye durlakSa na kare. Apa kyA prakArathI jIvana jIvo che? chellI ghaDIe e ja kAma lAgaze. amArI davAo mastarAme mastImAM kahyuM: "bahAranI vastusAthe AtmAnI duA le. enA saMgrahathI aMdaranuM tava cintAmAM khAlI - sara maNilAlabhAI nANAvaTI, rIjharva beMkanA thAya che. mATe meM mArI jarUriyAta ja ochI bhUtapUrva De. gavarnara mArA mitra hatA. teo 90 karI che. varSanI uMmare gujarI gayA paNa jIvananI AkharI "sUryanA prakAzamAM jIvuM chuM, bhUkha lAge saMdhyA TANe paNa mArI sAthe carcA vicAraNuM ane khAvAnuM maLI jAya to khAI lauM chuM, evI karatA ke jANe yuvAna ja vAta na karatA tRSA lAge ane nirmaLa pANI maLI jAya te hoya ? pI lauM chuM ane zrama pachI UMgha Ave te emane ekavAra pUchayuM: tame Aja jarA DhaLI jAu chuM." sudhI AvI taMdurastI kevI rIte jALavI zakyA? zuM AMkha baMdha karavAthI AdhyAtmikatA enuM rahasya te jaNAvo ? Ave che? zuM aham brahmAsminA jApa japahasIne kahyuM "meM mArA jIvanamAM brahma vAthI AdhyAtmikatAnI anubhUti thAya che ? caryanuM pAlana karavA banatA prayatno karyA che. he nA. jIvananuM DhAMcuM badalavAthI, vicAromAM 40 varSe vidhura thayo te Aja sudhI meM eka ja parivartana lAvavAthI ane prakAzanI pyAsa vadhArakAma karyuM. manane, vAcAne ane Urmione vAthI e Ave che. AvezamAM taNAvA na dIdhAM. Aje mane 85 A parivartana na Ave ane tame guruupara thayAM che. pistALIsa varSa sudhI A badhAne dvAramAM jAo ke maMdiramAM AMkha baMdha karIne meM saMbhALyAM te Aje e mane saMbhALI rahyAM bese, pravacana zravaNa kare ke prabhu samakSa palAMThI che. Aje mane mananI zAMti che ane tanane vALIne dhyAna lagAve paNa AMkha samakSa te svAcya che te enuM pariNAma che. e ja duniyA nAcatI haze je bahAra nAce che. manuSya jeTaluM lAMbu ane sAruM jIvavA tamArA mana upara cAre bAjuthI vicAranuM mAge teTaluM jIvI zake paNa mahattva taMdurasta AkramaNa cAlu hoya tyAM dhyAna kema thAya ? jIvananuM che. mane to Azcarya thAya che ke tame kema jIvI A taMdurastI kayAMthI Ave che ? caitanya- zake che ? mAMthI Ave che. caitanyane prakAza bahAranI vastu tamArI Urmio upara keTalA AghAta ane ethI jarA jhAMkhe dim bane che, enA teja pratyAghAto thaI rahyA che? je tensionnA vicAraupara jarA AvaraNa AvI jAya che paNa naSTa mAtrathI magajanI nasa tUTI jAya evuM ane nathI thato. AvaraNa dUra thatAM e pAcho jhaga- eTaluM tension chatAM tame emAM jIvI zake magI UThe che. cho e tamArI apUrva sahanazakita che. ekatrIsa varSanA yuvAna sikaMdarane thayeluM - Tension kema ? tamAre thavuM che sukhI. ke taMdurastI ane mastI to A mastarAmanI sukhI thavA mATe te vastuono saMcaya kare che che. huM te ekatrIsa varSe paNa thAkele lAguM chuM. ane e saMcaya ja tamane duHkhI banAve che. Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ divya dIpa 117 sukha zodhavA nIkaLanAra ja aMte duHkhI thaI saMvAdamaya saMgIta. jyAM saMgIta che, tyAM pAcho phare. - zakitano saMcaya che. kega dvArA AMkhathI, kAnathI, sikaMdara be ghaDI zAMta paDe eTale phakIre vANI ane vicArothI thatA zakitane durvyaya pUchyuM: "kayAM jAo cho?" "dezane jItavA jItIne leakage aTakAvo. zuM karazo?' pachI "bIjA dezane jItavAne "pachI yoga che tyAM bhega nathI. bhegathI manuSya zuM? " " pachI trIjA dezane jItavAne." "acchA, kadI sukhI thaye che? yogamAM skRti che te A badhAne jItIne zuM karaze?" bhegamAM thAka che. zakitane bahArathI lAvavAnA sikaMdare kahyuM: "pachI huM zAMtimAM jIvana vicAra karatAM, cAlu thatAM zakitanAM durvyayane vitAvIza." baMdha karo. bhalA mANasa, je A badhuM karIne tuM mana, vacana ane kAyAnA saMvAdamAM Ubhe zAMti ja cAhe che te AjathI ja zAMtimAM thato visaMvAda jAgRtithI aTakAvavo enuM nAma jIvana jIvavA tane keNa roke che ?' ja sAdhanA che, e ja sAce ega che. - sikaMdaranA samAjamAM A vAta na AvI sAdhanA eTale zarIra sAthe caitanyane saMvAda eTale e bicAro batrIza varSanI bharayuvAnImAM rahevuM joIe. pratyeka paLane jAgRtipUrvaka draSTA ja cAlyo gaye ! bhAvathI jevI ane mArgamAM AvatA aMtarAne The less I have the more I am. obstaclesne dUra karavAM e sAdhakanuM praNidhAna che. jenI pAse saMgraha che e sukhI nahi paNa je yogamAM taMdurastInI zakitane anubhavI duHkhI che. kAraNa ke saMgraha karavAmAM mana upara je bhAra ane tANa rahe che enA nIce e jIva rahyAM che, je svastha che e ja pitAnI rakSA karI zake che. dabAyele ja rahe che. "davAmAM ja zakita che, ethI ja manuSya AvA duHkhIyAne jouM tyAre huM kahuM ke bacI zake che-A mAnyatA cikitsakee teDamanane zAMta karavA prArthanA kare, te zuM kahe ? vAnI che. mane maravAnI phUrasada nathI te prArthanA karavAnI A kAma tamAruM che, tamAre daradIone kayAMthI hoya? kahevuM paDaze. | Tensionne dUra karavA huM tamane e kahevA cAhuM chuM ke tame svastha bane, tame tamArAmAM jema sAce guru bhakatane kahe ke tamArA raho. mananI taMdurastI huM na ApI zakuM paNa enA jyAM tame tamArAmAM AvyA, svamAM sthira upara Avela vikAra, parigraha, emotional thayA pachI jIvana prasannatAne pamarATa na bane ? stressnA AvaraNane dUra karavAmAM mAtra madadagAra je tana ane manathI svastha che ene tyAM banI zake. paNa e na bhulAya ke svasthatA bimArI kayAMthI? je bimArI ene bAraNe tamArAmAM che. AvI caDhe to ene sAmane karavA paNa e mano karavA paNa e mananI ane tananI taMdurastI. A khyAla zakitamAna che. maLe te durvicArathI ane vyasanathI mukata thavAya. yoga eTale zuM ? mana, vacana ane kAyAnuM je samAjane AvuM jIvana jIvanArA taMdu Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ divyadIpa rasta mANaso maLe e samAja ane e deza magaja jaladI garama na thAya. pratikUla pariUMce AvyA vinA rahe? sthitimAM paNa svastha ja rahe. Aje tame DAkaTara samAjane tadurasta kara- magajane zAMta kaNa rAkhI zake? jenA vAmAM khUba sahakAra ApI zake tema che. kAraNa cittamAM samaja che, jenA aMtaramAM caitanyanI ke tamArI pAse hajAre dardIo Ave. guru ane pratIti che. e vikaTa paristhitimAM paNa svastha zikSakanI jema tamAruM sthAna paNa AdaraNIya che. rahI zakaze. mane yAda che ke jyAre huM surendranagaramAM , Aje ApaNuM jIvana eka yA bIjA hatuM tyAre tyAMnA De. Father Stevenson prakAranA roganuM ghara banI gayuM che. samAjamAM daradIne pahelAM taMdurastInuM bhAna karAvatA pachI eka prakAranI asvasthatA che. A regane, A taMdurastI upara AvelA AvaraNane dUra karavAmAM asvasthatAne dUra karIne sahue parama caitanyanI sahAyaka banatA. svasthatA prApta karavAnI che. . - hA, paNa bIjAne sahAyaka banatAM pahelAM tame tamane sahAyaka bane. A AnaMdano AvatA janmamAM nahi paNa zikSaka, guru ane kaTara rogI na hoya ahIMthI ja, AjathI ja enI anubhUti karI paNa taMdurasta hoya. taMdurastI enA aNuaNumAM zakIe e mATe svAthyanI rakSA karo evI vyApelI hoya. je khuda ajJAnI che, rAgI che, prArthanA. saMpUrNa vyasanI che ane jarAjarAmAM AvezamAM AvI jate hoya e bIjAne zAMta karavAnuM, preraNA prema ane vAsanA ApavAnuM, dilAso devAnuM kAma kema karI zake ? tuM mane prema ane vAsanA vaccenuM attara bahAranI davAthI daradIne sAre karI zake te pUche che te ATaluM nathI leH paNa keTale samaya? daradI sAre thAya paNa pAcho prema niHsvArtha hoya che, vAsanA svArtha pUrNa mAMde paDatAM vAra na lAge. kAraNa ke e jyAM hoya che. jAya tyAM enuM darda laIne ja jAya, enA tananI prema nirapekSa hoya che, vAsanA sApekSa sAthe mananuM tension sAthe lete jAya. hoya che. e DokaTara sAce je davA sAthe pitAnA premane prakAza game che, vAsanAne aMdhakAra cintanamAMthI paNa Ape che; e evI asara kare game che. ke daradIne preraNA ane protsAhana maLe. premane mAtAnI AMkha hoya che, vAsanAne jiMdagI suMvALI zaiyyA nathI paNa zramabharyo gIdhanI AMkha hoya che; prema vizALatAne pravAsa che. moTI gADI, picI pathArI, suMvALA AvakAre che; vAsanA saMkucitatAne AvakAre vacce zarIrane piluM banAvI deze. thoDA samayanI anukULatA lAMbA samaya mATe pratikULatA banI prema gati Ape che, vAsanA gati avadhe raheze. tamAre vilAsa vikArane lAvaze ane vikAra tana-manane vinAza karaze. premamAM tyAga hoya che, vAsanAmAM lelupatA - tananuM svAthya jALavo cho tema magajane hoya che. paNa zAnta rAkho. DekaTara e joIe jenuM saurabha'mAMthI : citrabhAnu che. Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AvatI kAlanA nAgarikone - ( noMdha : zrI. ke. da. e. vidyArthI saMghanA upakrame ravivAra tA. 10-1-71 nA savAre varla DerInA vI. AI. pI. hAlamAM pU. gurudevazrI citrabhAnue "AvatI kAlanA nAgarikone " e viSaya para Apela pravacanano TUMko sAra. ) Aje ghaNuM kharA rAjadvArI puruSe sattA are slum (jhUMpaDapaTTa) pAsethI gADI pasAra ane aMgata svArthanI vicAraNAmAM gUMcavAyA thatI hoya to e dazya tamArA AnaMdane bhUlAvI che, keTalAka dharmaguruo benDa, AmaMtraNa na de mATe AvuM nathI jetA? pUrva janmamAM patrikAo, occhava ane pitAnA nAmanA kharAba karma karyA che eTale bicArA bhagave makAna bAMdhI sastI kIrti meLavavA haDI kADhI che kahI kevuM AzvAsana meLavI le che? paNa rahyA che, mAbApa mAnI beThA che ke saMtAnane maMdiramAM jAo tyAre prasAda dharI DAhyA thaIne eka moTI gADI ApIzuM, baMgale ane saMpatti kevA besI jAo cho ? karuNuM kayAM che, maMdiramAM ApIzuM eTale ApaNuM kartavya pUruM thaze, ane ke jhUMpaDAmAM? sau pitAnI AsapAsa anukUla zikSake jIvanane ghaDe evuM sAcuM zikSaNa vAtAvaraNa goThavI de che jethI bIju jevuM na paDe. ApavA karatAM TayuzanamAM kamANI ane kalAko dharmaguruo pitAnI AsapAsa sukhI gaNIne divaso pUrA kare che- AmAM yuvAnanA mANase rAkhe, benDa vagaDAve, utsava karAve mAnasanI mAvajata keNa kare? ane patrikAo chapAve tyAre vicAra Ave ke yuvAnemAM svArpaNanI bhAvanA nahi jAge, garIbAi kayAM che? haiyAmAM sadAcAra pratye Adara nahi jAge, minisTa pArTI e UDAve tyAre bahAra mAbApa, zikSaka ane gurujane pratye pUjyabhAva eMDuM khAnArane yAda paNa na kare. nahi jAge te dezanuM bhAvI ujajavaLa nahi hoya. Aje tamArI najara sAme je bane che - dara zuM banI rahyuM che te sAme najara 1 nAkhavA keI taiyAra nathI. tame najara nAkhe ke tenI tamArA upara asara thAya che. paNa je dUra suddara hiMsA bane che tenI sAthe jANe tamAre ke na nAkhe paNa tamArAthI dUra ja banI rahyuM che kaI ja saMbaMdha nathI. viyeTanAmamAM je banI te baMdha thavAnuM nathI. nahi cete te emAMthI baLa rahyuM tenA mATe tenA manamAM viSAda ane ane bloodshed thaze, dharmagurunI vedanA che? atyAre ApaNe vAta karI rahyA ThekaDI thaze, dharmasthAnethI yuvAna yuvatIe chIe tyAre paNa yuvAne kapAI rahyA che ! che vimukha thaze. keIneya cintA ke glAni ? Our technology jIvanamAM be jAtanI daSTi keLavavAnI che. gADI calAvavAnI hoya te AgaLa jevuM paDe is so advanced that we kill at a distance and insulate our consciences che ane reversemAM pAchaLa levI hoya tyAre by the remoteness of it all. Aje pAchaLa jevuM paDe. paNa jene javuM che. AvatIkAla vizvanA banAvothI jAtane chuTI pADI sI tarapha ane daSTi bhUtakALa tarapha rAkhe che te caitanyane ja chetarI rahyA che. muMbaImAM dudha AgaLa kema vadhI zakaze? pInAra kadI kaI vicAra kare che ke emanA ja pahelAnA jamAnAmAM zuM jANejalAlI hatI kAraNe dara varSe sATha hajAra bheMse ane pacAsa te yAda kare che paNa tame kayAM jaI rahyA che hajAra tAjA janmelA pADA katalakhAne jAya che! tene te vicAra paNa nathI karatA. Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ divyadIpa AvatI kAlanA yuvAna ane yuvatIone vadhAryuM te bIjAe aMdhAruM bhagADayuM. daravA mATe emanAM jIvanamAM kaI vastu upa- bannenI daSTi jUdI hatI. jenI pAse yegI che tene vicAra mukhIe, vaDIloe ane vicAra che te sarjaka che; e ja dezane, samAjane, netAoe karavAno che. svane mArgadarzana ApI zake che. prakAza lAvyA ane yuvAnoe vicAra karavAnuM ke ApaNuM te mahAmaMtrI banyA. uttaradAyitva deza samAja, dharma ane pitAne ApaNAM yuvAno ane yuvatIoe vicAra mATe zuM che ? karavAne che ke ApaNI pAse bhaNatara che, zakita jUnI peDhIe UgatI navI peDhIne vicAra che te enAthI dezamAM chaosnuM avyavasthAnuM karavAne che ane navI peDhIe pite dezane kevI ghAsa lAvazuM ke vyavasthAne prakAza ? rIte upayogI thaI zake, pitAnuM dhyeya (Mission) je cAre tarapha avyavasthA UbhI karavAnI kevI rIte pUruM thAya tene vicAra vinImaya hoya, bhAMgapheDa karavAnI hoya, vikRtinuM pradarzana karavAne che. ja karavAnuM hoya te samAja UMce kayAMthI vRddhoe preraNA ApavAnI che, yuvAnoe Avaze? viveka Ave pachI manane suppress pitAnA kartavya pratye vadhAre salakSa banavAnuM che. dabAvavuM nathI paDatuM paNa mana samajaNathI sublime mAbApa dIkarAone badhuM Apaze paNa je UrdhvagAmI thAya che. vicAra nahi Ape te ApyuM na ApyA barAbara dareka yuvAna ane yuvatIne gharamAM evuM che. emane evA vAtAvaraNamAM mUke ke vicAra vAtAvaraNa maLavuM joIe ke A deha ane AtmA karatA thAya. tame emane vicAra karatA kare. talavAra ane pAnanI jema ekabIjAnI sAthe Aje paradezamAM bhaNatA tamArA saMtAne varSo rahe che chatAM bhinna che. A bhinnatAnuM jJAna pachI pAchA pharaze tyAre temanI pAse karyo AdhyA- nAnapaNathI ApavuM joIe. tmika vAraso haze? AvatI kAla to emanA Aje A jJAna na ApavAthI bALakane hAthamAM haze ne? te vakhate tamArI saMskRtinuM je kAMI Apa te ochuM paDe che. zuM thaze? temane mATe zuM karyuM? pitAnA dIkarAo jIvanane kayA dhoraNathI Aje badhe harIphAI competition UbhuM samaje che te jovA zreNika rAjAe bane dIka- thayuM che. pachI e kapaDAnuM hoya ke makAnanuM rAone eka sikko Apyo ane kahyuMH A hoya; vaibhavanuM hoya ke vilAsanuM hoya. A sikkAthI evI vastu laIne Ave jethI ghara harIphAIne aMta kayAM ? A kayAM? aMte bharAi jAya. mAnasika daridratA misery ja AvavAnI. eka jaIne ghAsa laI Avyo ane ghara je mANasa pralenamAM taNAya enA jIvaghAsathI bharI dIdhuM. bIje vicAra karavA lAgyuH namAM satata dvidhA ja Ave che. mArA bApujI kacaro bharavAnuM te na ja kahe." paNa je AtmAne dehathI bhinna samaje che eTale mINabattIo lai Avyo. saMdhyAkALe enA jIvanamAM saMteSa paNa che ane pitAnAmAMthI dareka khUNAomAM mINabattI mUkI pragaTAvI. arpaNa karavAnI bhAvanA paNa che. sAMje zreNika AvyA ane joyuM te eka ghAsa 1965nI vAta che. berasada pAse gaMbhIra lA, bIje prakAza lAvya; eke aMdhAruM nAmanA gAmamAM cAra varSanI sukumAra bALA Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ divya dIpa saMDAsa jatAM UMDA khADAmAM lapasI gaI. 45 saMskRti ane AdhyAtmikatAthI dUra ne dUra phiTa UMDe ku, aMdara javAnI koInI hiMmata jatA jAya che. nahi. bALAne bacAvavA mATe bUmAbUma khUba AnI sAme samAja AMkhamicAmaNAM kare thaI paNa prayatna kaI nahi. kema cAlaze ? yuvAnone kaho ke tame tamAre bAjumAM UbhelA navayuvAna zazIkAntane raste jAo ane ame AMkha baMdha karI amAro thayuM ke upadezathI, ghAMTA pADavAthI nahi cAle, janmAre sudhArI laIzuM to evuM banavAnuM nathI. bALAne bacAvavI haze te kaIke aMdara UtaravuM je ApaNI sAme che emanA pratye ApaNuM paDaze. e tarata viSTAmAM Utaryo. chAtI sudhI uttaradAyitva che. mATe je tyAga karI zake, DUbI gaye. bALAne zodhI UparathI laTakatA arpaNa karI zake, jIvananA mUlya samajI zake, deraDAne hAthamAM laIne e upara caDhavA gayo evA yuvake taiyAra karavA paDaze, nAnapaNathI ja tyAM doraDuM tUTayuM ane zazIkAnta ane bALA emane vicAronI pAMkha ApavI paDaze. pAchA maLanA kUvAmAM paDayAM ! paNa himmata na theDo samaya kADhIne paNa nAnapaNathI parokSa hAryo. aMte e chokarIne khabhA upara mUkI rIte indirectly vicAra ApatA jAo ane bahAra AvyuM. sAthe sAthe je kaho te karI batAvo. keke pUchayuM: tane A viSTAmAM paDatAM Aje chokarAo vaDIlene kahe che ke tame AMcake na lAge tyAre zazIkAnta kahyuM: "mane amane upadeza na de. kAraNa ke upadeza devAnuM nAnapaNamAM evA saMskAra maLelA ke A deha kAma saheluM banyuM che. maLathI bhareluM che, aMte naSTa thavAnuM ja che te chokarAo ghaNuM ja lAgaNIzIla sensitive enAthI thAya teTaluM sAruM karI le. che, e tarata grahaNa karI zake che. tame kaho te maLathI bhareluM A zarIra kaIne bacAvavA emane lAgI Ave che. je buddhinA jADA heta mATe bIjAnA maLamAM paDatuM hoya te zuM khoTuM? te asara na thAta. emanAM hRdayataMtra tAjA che, " Aje mane ko'kanuM jIvana bacAvavAno e pakaDI le che. je avasara maLyA e avasara kadAca karoDa have emane zuM ApavAnuM? upadeza nahi rUpiyA kharacuM te paNa nahi maLe." AcaraNa. * Aje A svArpaNanI bhAvanA ApaNuM mAbApa zuM kare che? nItinI kathA vAMce, yuvAna vargamAMthI lupta thatI jAya che. kahe ke Ama kare ane tema kare. paNa Adhunika kapaDAMonuM, phezananuM AkarSaNa AcaraNamAM? eTaluM badhuM vadhI gayuM che ke zarIra vALavA eka dIkarAne bApAe kahyuM ke tAre kahe te taiyAra nathI. zarIra vALyA vinA, nightclub mAM javuM nahi. dIkarAne thayuM ke kapaDAMne karacalI pADayA vinA maLatuM hoya te nightclub zuM che e to jaI AvuM. eka barAbara che. nahitara hippie hampI thaIne pharavuM rAtrie e corIthI game ane aMdara peThe te kabUla che. zrama kara nathI. pahelAM zuM joyuM? "bApA" ! Aje dezamAM eka bAju dharmanA occhava tyAganI vAta kare paNa pradarzana bheganA thaI rahyA che, bIjI bAju yuvAnanAM vicAranuM kare, sAdAInI vAta kare paNa phaMkazanamAM amUlya dhana ochuM thatuM jAya che ane teo jhAkajhamATa ane zrImaMtAinuM pradarzana karo to Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 122 yuvAna vargane zuM thAya ? A tamAre tyAgane dharma che? tamArI AsapAsa leAkeA reTalAnA TukaDA mATe TaLavaLatA hAya, bALakAne DhAMkavA vastra na hAya, evI jIvananI kaTutA ane kaThoratA vacce paNa tame majA karI zake che ! zuM dayALu tamArU hRdaya che?...." yuvAnA mele nahiM kAraNa ke maryAdA jALavavI che paNa aMdara mAMthana tA cAlu ja che. je upadeza devAmAM zUrA che e AcaraNamAM namaLA che. tame je khAleA tenI asara thatI nathI. kAraNa ke emane tamArA pratye Adara rahyo nathI. jyAM Adara nathI tyAM upadezanI asara nathI. Adara meTAmAM meATI vastu che. bALakAne thavu joie ke mApujI je kahe te barAbara che. Adara che te amalamAM mUkavAnI majA che. Adara nathI te kaMTALA che. paristhitinA dakhAgune lIdhe tamArA kahevAthI kare paNa aMdara ullAsa ke utsAha nathI. A Adara jagADavA uccAra, AcAra ane vicAramAM je aMtara paDayuM. che te tamArA khAtara nahi paNa tamArA sa MtAneA khAtara paNa ochu karavu paDaze. evu' paNa sviTjharalenDamAM jInIvAmAM eka jaina gRhasthanu ghara che jayAM gharamAM dArU ke mAMsanA praveza paNa nathI. zu' AcaraNanI asara bALaka upara nathI thatI ? te emanAM maLakA paNa enI sAme paNa na jue. paNa Aje teA ahIM ghaNAM gharAmAM dArUnI bATalIe ja nahi, bar paNa AvI gayA che. jamAne evA AvyA che ke soMpatti AvavAnI paNa sa MskRti ane bALako cAlyAM javAnAM. jene mATe tame kALAdheALA karI che. e vAparanArA hAthathI javAnA. sAcuM kahuM?meTA meATA mahelAmAM me' divya dIpa khaDera jevAM dila joyAM che, nisAsA nAkhatA mA-Apa joyAM che. kAraNa ke je samaya yuvAnene ApavAnA hatA te ApyuM nathI. have je kAMi kahevAnuM che te kahevA mATe utAvaLa na kare, experiment kare. mahinAo sudhI jIvanamAM utAre. karAone dAkhalA example joie che. jIva'ta vastunI jeTalI asara che eTalI pustakAnI nathI. nepoliyane kahyu hatuM ke hajAra pustakAnI kharAkhara eka mA che, kAraNa ke hajAra pustaka khela khela kare che jyAre mA jIvI batAve che ane pAMcase zikSakanI kharAkharamAM eka khApa che kAraNa ke khALaka khApanuM anukaraNa kare che. AvatI kAlanA nAgarikane savAnu kAma saheluM nathI. paththaramAMthI pratimA kaMDAravI hoya teA zilpIne keTalA jAgRta rahevuM paDe che? keTalI jAtanAM TAMkaNA hAthamAM levAM paDe che ? tA mATImAMthI mAnava banAvavAnA che, AtmAmAMthI paramAtmA banAvavAnA che. zu ene mATe kAMi nahi kare ? mAtra Honorary Parents anI jIvana pUruM karaze! ? je samAjanA nAgarika sArA nathI e samAjanuM bhAvi ujjavaLa nathI. . Aje samAjamAM je vikRti dekhAya che emAM jUnI ane navI peDhI, anne peDhIne doSa che. jUnIe AcAramAM batAvyuM nathI ane navIe bhAvi a Mge vicAra karyAM nathI. jenu' foundation mULa sAruM nathI enuM construction sarjana sAruM kayAMthI hAya ? have evuM foundation nAkhavAnuM che ke dharatIka'pa thAya tA paNa pAse hAlI na jAya. havenA dasa varSa mAM ghaNA AMcakA AvavAnA che. sa`pradAyanI mAnyatA bhale tUTe paNa jIvananAM mUlyA barAbara samajAvavA joIe. 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Phone No. 331263 and 334979 GRAM: "BRASSTRIP" Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tA. 1-2-71 " - : divya dIpa rajI. na. ema. eca. spara ciMtana kaNikAo rAtrie vIjaLI paDatAM enA jhabakArAmAM je (noMdhaH pU. gurudeva citrabhAnu mahArAjazrIe varalI : dekhAI gayuM e pAchuM aMdhAruM thatAM joyeluM na joyeluM nathI banatuM. je joyuM te manamAM vasI derAsaramAM Apela pravacanamAMthI meLavela kaNikAo) ( gayuM. ema bhedajJAnanI anubhUti thatAM je sukhI thavA mATe sAdhana ja nahi, paNa , zAMtinI jarUra paDe che. tame zuM karyuM. sukhI - anubhavAyuM te kadI visarAtuM nathI, bhUlAtuM nathI. thavA mATe zAMti levAne badale sAdhanene saMgraha [anusaMdhAna pAna 122 thI cAlu ] karavA mAMDayo. sAdhane AvyAM paNa zAMti vinAnAM saMsArI bALakanA mAbApane enA cAritryathI eTale sAthe thoDI ciMtA paNa letAM AvyAM. AtmasaMtoSa che ke eka chokaro che paNa nAma gharamAM erakanDizana AvyuM. bArI baMdha karI. rAkhaze. paNa jeNe saMskAra siMcana karyuM nathI zItaLatAne AnaMda anubhavyo. ekAeka vidyata ene te mRtyu vakhate paNa bhAra ja saha rahyo! pravAha baMdha thayo ane garamInI azAMti UbhI yuvAnee potAnA cAritryanuM bAMdhakAma thaI! gharamAM gADI AvI, have basamAM javAne barAbara karavAnuM che. jeTalA pramANamAM A dale gADImAM javAnI Teva paDI, gADI barAbara bAMdhakAma majabUta haze eTalA pramANamAM deza na cAlatAM jyAM javuM che tyAM na javAtAM manamAM samAja UMce Avaze. agavaDatAnI azAMti UbhI thaI! sAdhanA 1 dhyAna rAkhajo ke caitanya ane deha judA kAraNe takalIpha UbhI thAya tyAre manane pUche che. tame evuM kAma na karo jethI AtmA kALe bhalA, mAre zuM joIe che ? thAya, ane dehanA kAmanuM poSaNa thAya. dehane sAdhanono Dhagale ke zAnti ! Reme ghasA ApIne paNa AtmAne UjaLo rAkhavAne mber this that very little is needed che. chAza bhale DhaLI jAya paNa mAkhaNane jALavI to make a happy life. eTaluM yAda rAkheH levAnuM che. jiMdagIne sukhI karavA bahu ja thoDI vastunI Aje AvA navanItanI jarUra che. AvatI AvazyakatA che. kAla yuvAnanA hAthamAM che. bahAra karatAM have jema makAna bAMdhatAM pahelAM yejanA aMdaranI mahattA greatness vadhAravAnI che. (planning) hovI joIe ema jIvanamAM paNa ekavAra nepoliyane abharAI uparathI paDI yojanA hovI joIe. saMsA2 zA mATe mAMDavo? kADhavA hAtha lAMbe karyo paNa pite ThIMgaNuM , kayAM sudhI pahoMcavuM ? enuM pariNAma zuM hovAthI pahoMcI na zakayA. bAjumAM UbhelA Avaze? vizvane zuM ApavAnuM che ane zuM mArzala mansIe pustaka kADhI ApatAM, hasIne ahIMthI laI javAnuM che. * kahyuM: "I am bigger than you are huM tamArAthI maTe chuM." jiMdagI pUrI karavA mATe nathI. pUrNa karavA nepoliyane tarata javAba Ape: "You mATe che. be-cAra kAma karI AtmasaMtoSa meLavI are taller than I am tame mArAthI moTA jIvana pUruM nathI karavAnuM paNa ArAdhanAthI nahi paNa lAMbA che." jIvana pUrNa karavAnuM che. idri ane zarIra Tall ane BigmAM ghaNe pharaka che. moTA apUrNatAthI vAsI che, AtmA pUrNatAne pravAsI thavA mATe lAyakAta keLavavI paDe che ane UMcA che. ghasAre zarIrane lAge che, AtmAne nahi. thavA mATe zarIrane vadhAravAnuM hoya che. zarIranI deha sthaLa tarapha laI jAya che. AtmA sUkama tarapha. UMcAI karatAM AtmAnI meTAI e moTI vastu avinAzI AtmA ane vinAzI deha vaccenA che. A meTAI tame sahu jIvanamAM meLave evI bhedanI anubhUti e ja te dharma che. aMdhArI zubhecchA. ' * saMpUrNa mudraka, prakAzaka ane mAnAha saMpAda zrI caMdulAla TI. zAha, lipinI prinTarI muMbaI na', 2. mAM gAvI, DIvAIna leja sosAyaTI (divya jJAna saMgha) mATe kavInsa nyu 2830, vAlakezvara muMbaI naM. 6 mAMthI pragaTa karyuM che.