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________________ jagatane sudhAravuM bhale saheluM na hoya, paNa petAnA jIvanane sudhAravuM', hRdayane sudhAravuM', AtmAne sudhArave te te saheluM ke nahIM ? jIvana sudhayu tA jagata sudhayu, jevI daSTi tevI sRSTi. - citrabhAnu viyavIpa zramanuM saMgIta amerikAnA pramukha zrI hUvaranA putra kolejanA suma sivAyanA samayamAM karDiyA kAma karatA. e ramamA cAhuM ka yuvAna eka UMcA makAna para kAma karatA hatA tyAM pAlakhI tUTatAM uparathI paDyo ane yu pAye, A karuNa ghaTanA banatAM hUvarane AghAta jarUra lAgyA. zvaranA prazaMsakeAe emane AzvAsana ane sArvananA aneka patra lakhyA ane tAre karyo. e badhAnA jAhera uttara ApatAM dhvare uccArela za aa 'kAIpaNa anaLasu prajAne preraNAdAyI che. | " mArA putra majUrInA mahimA zIkhavatA mRtyu pAmyA tethI rASTrane te ekaMdare lAbha ja thayA che. amerikAne dareka yuvAna enA akALa mRtyumAMthI svamAna ane svAvalaMbanane pATha bhaNaze." - je dezanA pratyeka hAtha potAnA mukhane khAvA ApavA utpAdana mATe zrama kare che, te deza samRddha na bane te khane paNa zuM ? amerikAnI samRddhinA mULamAM vAtA nahi, vatana che. vaSa : 7 a'ke : 1 - 2 julAi - ogasTa - citrabhAnuM
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________________ * prasaMganI gaMbhIratA ke DAM ja samaya pahelAM traNa bahenanAM aMta che. paNa tene badale eTale badhe ghoMghATa hatuM ke na 2mAM AtmAnI prIti jAgI, vItarAganA mArge te vidhividhAna jovA maLyAM, jANavA maLyAM ke cAlI nIkaLavAnI bhAvanA uddabhavI ane dIkSA samajavA maLyAM. thoDIvAra pachI jyAre mAtApitAnI levAne emaNe nirNaya karyo. rajA levAno avasara AvyA tyAre temane bolAvavA dIkSAne divasa najIka Avya, bahenenA mATe bUma mAravI paDI. AgalI haroLamAM jyAM mAtapitA, svajana ane snehIo ja nahi paNa samAjanA agragaNya mAnavIo beThA hatA tyAM sakaLa saMgha dIkSA mahotsava ujavavA UmaTyo. temane sthAna paNa nahi? navAinI vAta che ! anekane AmaMtraNa pAThavyAM, tyAM vasatA khristI je mAbApe ATalA prema ane jatanathI bALapAdarIone paNa nimaMtraNa mekalAvyuM. kene meTAM karyA, jemaNe potAnuM sarvasva emanA vaizAkha mahine hate, mahAparvanuM prabhAta upara nyochAvara karyuM temane vidAya ApavAnI UghaDayuM, ghATakoparamAM varaghoDe nIkaLe, dIkSA ghaDIe paNa dUra? nisvArtha bhAve pAchaLa kyAMka mahotsava ujavAyo, traNa bahene e viSaya ane khUNAmAM dabAI gayelAM joI amane Azcarya vAsanA tyajIne tyAga ane sAdAInA mArge prayANa utpanna thayuM! A te emane divasa hate. zuM emanuM karyuM. saha chUTA paDyA paNa pAdarInA manamAM kAMika sthAna AgaLa na hoya? zuM teo AdaraNIya nathI? kahevAnI, potAnA vicAro vyakata karavAnI bhAvanA jyAre eka bAju uchAmaNI cAlatI hatI, jAgI ane bIje divase temaNe pU. gurudeva paisAnI balI thatI hatI tyAre cUpakIthI vastra citrabhAnune saMparka sAdhe. parivartana karIne AvelI traNa bahene AvIne namratApUrvaka ane saraLa bhAve teo bolyAH besI gaI, na koIe UbhA thaI sanmAna karyuM ke prabhunA mArge prayANa karavuM e te jIvanane bhavya na keIe nata mastake emane satkAryA. divasa che, amUlya ghaDI che. pitAnAM svajane, raNa jevI 2ANI siMhAsana upara Ave tyAre snehIo ane saMbaMdhIone tyajIne, sukha ane sabhA UbhI thaI AdarasatkAra kare, tyAre A te ArAmano suMvALe mArga cheDIne mAnavI kaSTano AtmAnA sAmrAjya upara rAjya karavAnI hatI.. kaThina mArga kema apanAve che? zAMtimAM AtmAnA pAmIne anekane pamADavAnI hatI, divya prakAzanI parama prakAzane pAmavA. anubhUti karavAnI hatI. emane mATe na koIe Avo addabhuta divasa te keka viralanA rasto karI ApyA, na sabhA zAMta thaI. jIvanamAM ja Ave che. AvA pavitra divasanI a tamAM pAdarI eTaluM ja bolyA: mane tamArA ujavaNImAM je parama zAMtinI jhAMkhI thavI joIe. dharmanI kriyAo aMge kAMI kahevAno adhikAra utsavanI gaMbhIratA ane bhavyatAthI bIjAone je nathI paNa tamArA pratye sadabhAva hovAthI, tamArAmAM preraNA maLavI joIe tene badale ame te mAtra vicAronI vizALatA hovAthI eka prekSaka tarIke kelAhala, ghAMghATa ane avyavasthA ja joI. zAMtinI meM je joyuM tenAthI mAruM aMtara khaLabhaLI cAhanA hatI paNa azAMtinuM pradarzana hatuM. hA, UThayuM ane kahI devAyuM. amArA dharmamAM tyAganI bhAvanA tamArA jeTalI A te mArA vicAre che. vicAravA lAyaka ucca nathI, udAtta nathI chatAM zAMtinuM darzana jarUra lAge, egya lAge te jarUra samAjane sUcavaje. anekane preraNuM ApatuM jaina darzane AvA che. zAMti e te amArI kriyAonuM mULa kendra che. mahesava dvArA bIjAne pitAnA pratye kheMce, zAMtimAM Adara che, bahumAna che. zAMti e AkarSe, dUra te na ja kare ! udAtta vicAro karavA mATenuM uttama nimitta paNa ku. vatsalA amIna
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________________ jaka AMtara vaibhava ja noMdha: pU. munizrI citrabhAnu mahArAjazrIe relI thiyeTaramAM (tA. 22-9-68) ApeluM pravacana nimnamAMthI Urva prati prayANa karavuM, taLeTIthI emanI najaramAM zikhara nathI; jyAre ghaNA zikhara prati ArahaNa karavuM e dhyeya che. vacce ArAma karatA hoya tema chatAM jJAnIne e cAlatA thAka lAge te besI javuM, thoDIka vAra ArAma dekhAya che. kAraNa ke ArAmanA samayamAM paNa paNa karI le paNa zikhara taraphanI daSTi jarA ya emanA manamAM zikhara ja ramatuM hoya che. zikhare khasavA na devI e sAcA yAtrIne kartavya dhama pahoMcavAnI satata abhilASA e emano banI jAya che. prANa hoya che. ApaNe sau A jIvanamAM yAtrI tarIke himAlayanI taLeTImAM je vase che ane AvyA chIe, ApaNuM prayANa Urva prati che, ahIMthI himAlayanAM zikhara caDhavA mATe je jAya mArgamAM thAka lAge tyAre besI jaIe, kadIka che e bannemAM vizALa aMtara che. khInnatA paNa AvI jAya ane cAlavAnuM baMdha = je himAlayanI taLeTImAM vase che emanA D, paNa karI daIe tema chatAM ApaNI daSTi je manamAM zikhare pahoMcavAnI abhilASA ke utkaMThA harahaMmezA zikhara tarapha UMcI ane UMcI hoya nathI, upara javuM nathI eTale taLeTImAM vasavA te thAka utaryA pachI, visAme khAdhA pachI chatAM emane ane himAlayanA zikharane kAMI zikhara taraphanuM prayANa pAchuM cAlu karIe. lAge vaLage nahi ! e tyAM vase che kAraNa ke cAlavuM che, zikharane lakSamAM rAkhavuM che. tyAM janma lIdhe che eTale divase kADhI nAkhe jenA lakSamAM zikhara hoya ane je satata cAlyA che, jiMdagI pUrI kare che. karato hoya, pitAnA dhyeya tarapha prayANa karI paNa ahIMthI je himAlayanA zikhara caDhavA rahyo hoya e Aja nahi te kAle zikhare jAya che enA manamAM tamannA che, caDhavuM che. pahoMcyA vinA rahevAne nathI. cAlanAre mANasa eTale e taLeTIthI dUra hoya tema chatAM enA eka divasa pahoMcyA vinA raheto nathI. manamAM tamannA che, caDhavuM che, eTale e taLeTIthI jenI najaramAM zikhara rame che, jenA manamAM dUra hoya tema chatAM enA svapnamAM zikhara zikhare pahoMcavAnI abhilASA ane utkaMThA che, ramatuM hoya che, caDhavuM enuM dhyeya che. te zAzvatanA yAtrI che.' ema keTalAka mANaso A duniyAmAM beThA bAkI je sUtA che e keIkavAra jAgIne hoya, tamane ema lAge ke khAI rahyA che, pharI dharma kriyA karI le che, koIvAra upAzrayamAM rahyA che, moja majAhathI jIvana jIvI rahyA che; jaI Ave che, keIkavAra maMdiramAM, havelImAM ke emane ane AtmAne zuM lAge vaLage? paNa majIdamAM paNa jaI Ave che, e "jaI Ave evuM nathI. e badhI ja pravRtti kare che paNa che." javA mATe jAya che, na javA mATe paNa jAya emanA aMtaramAM abhilASA che muktinI, manamAM che ane jaIne AvavA mATe paNa jAya che. svama che UrdhvanuM. pahoMcavA mATenI ja AturatA samAjamAM be prakAranA mAnava che. ghaNA che. dunyavI daSTie e sUtele lAgavA chatAM paNa jagatA dekhAya paNa hoya che UMghatA. kAraNa ke cetanAnA jagatamAM satata jAgRta che.
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________________ divya dIpa paNa je mAtra eka prakAranA sAmAnyatAne kare ane naisargika vastune durvyaya (waste) vAtAvaraNamAM janmelA che, kuTuMba, kuLa, jAti na kare. A eka daSTi che. garIbanA moDhAmAM ane uchera pramANe dharma karyA karatA hoya che jatI vastu jhUMTavI levI, naSTa karI nAkhavI ane emane pUche : "A badhI kriyAo tame zA mATe nakAmI AgamAM homI nAkhavI e dharma nathI. kare che?" to kahezeH "mArA bApA karatA hatA cetanAnuM UrdhvIkaraNa e dharma che. jo eTale huM paNa karuM chuM." pUche : "tArA bApA zuM pratye karuNa ane premathI vartavuM e dharma che. karavA karatA hatA." kahezeH "emanA bApA karatA samAja mAM nirupadravI jIvana jIvavuM, upadravanuM hatA ane mArA bApA karatA hatA eTale huM karuM chuM." nimitta na banavuM enuM nAma dharma che. A dharma dharma zA mATe kare che e khabara nathI, keI jIvanamAM AvavAthI je AnaMda ane haLavApaNuM kAraNa ke dhyeyanI samajaNa nathI. badhA kare che anubhavI zakAya che e mAtra pele karato hato eTale karuM chuM. A te bApanA kUvAmAM DUbI eTale huM karuM chuM" ema kahIne karavAthI nahi mAravA jevI ja vAta che ne ! prApta thAya. eka dharmanA vAtAvaraNamAM hovA chatAM dharmathI mahAyogI AnaMdaghanane keke pUchyuM: he dUra che, bIjAnA hAthamAM mALA nathI, kapALamAM prabhu ! mANasa je pUjA kare che e pUjAnuM phaLa tilaka ke TalAM TapakAM nathI, dharmanI kaI bAhya ane prApta thayuM e amAre kevI rIte jANavuM? nizAnI paNa nathI chatAM aMtarathI e jAgRta che, AnaMdaghanajIe kahyuM: e jANatA hoya che ke jIvananA UrdhvagAmI "citta prasane pUjana phaLa kahyuM, to pratyenuM mAruM prayANa e ja mArI pUjA akhaMDita neha, rahita thaI Atama arpaNa, jIvanayAtrAno hetu che. AnaMdaghana pada eha." jenA manamAM AvI abhilASA che e je cittanI prasannatA. kriyA kare che, rituals pALe che enI pAchaLa mANasa beMkamAM jAya ane paisA laIne bahAra saMsAranA prANuone zAMti ApavAnI, madadarUpa Ave, pagAranA divase kalArka enA adhikArI banavAnI, ucca ane udAtta bhAvanA che. nisarganI pAsethI pagAra laIne bahAra Ave tyAre enA meDhA vastuone durvyaya karavAnI jarAya vicAraNuM nathI. upara kevo AnaMda hoya? kevI surakhI dekhAya? mATe yajJa cAlI rahyo hato, emAM ghI ema tame bhagavAnanI pAse jaIne Ave, homAI rahyuM hatuM. tyAM eka prA mANasa AvI pUjA karIne Ave, prabhunAM darzana karIne A caDhayo ane pUchayuM : "A zuM kare che ?" tyAre tamAruM citta pulakita banI jAya che, devatAone AhavAna karavA mATe ghI hemI tamArA moDhA upara cittanI prasannatA dekhAya che. rahyA chIe." pelAe hasIne kahyuM je jamAnAmAM eno low, enI surakhI tamArI AMkha ane sAcuM ghI reDAtuM hatuM tyAre paNa devatAo tamArA moDhA upara dekhAya che. nahotA AvatA te A Vegetable mixture pUjA karI, paNa magajamAM krodha che, manama vALA ghI thI kayAMthI AvavAnA? harIphAI che, magajamAM mokaLAza nathI te tare ghI na bALa, agnimAM ene dhumADe na pUjA karI ja nathI.
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________________ 5 divya dIpa 'citta prasannatAe pUjAnuM prathama pariNAma AkhuM vizva mArAmAM che, ane huM vizvamAM che. tame bahAra nIkaLe ane lokone lAge ke A vaselo chuM. A ja akhaMDa pUjA che. kAMika laIne AvyuM lAge che ! aMdara jaIne * je cittanI prasannatA thAya, pUjA karyA pachI Abe lAge che. je pUjA karyA pachI akhaMDane anubhava thAya ane ghaNI vAra zyAma ane kadarUpA moDhA upara kapaTane paTa vaccethI nIkaLI jAya te ja paNa A surakhI Ave che ane e managamatAM arpaNamAM samarpita thAya che. lAge che. jyAre dhoLA ane suDola moDhAM duHkhathI, jema sonAmAM rahelI azuddhi baLI jAya viSAdathI, krodhathI ke aMdaranI IrSyAthI baLatAM che ema mananA pUrvagraha ogaLI jAya che, tUTI hoya che tyAre aNagamatAM lAge. jAya che, ane mana flexible banI jAya che. prasannatA suMdaratAnuM zikhara che. mANasa bahu jiddI rigid che, pUchaDuM pakaDyuM pUjAnA be prakAra che. eka khaMDa khaMDa thAya, hoya te cheDe ja nahi. kaI vAta kahevAnI zarU kaTakA kaTakA thAya, emAM kaI sAthe ekabIjAnuM kare tyAM pitAnA ane abhiprAya vacce mUkyA joDANa na hoya. bIjI akhaMDa pUjA che, judA vinA rahe nahi. paDyA che ene joDavAnuM kAma kare che, vikhUTA cheDIkavAra to evo samaya kADhe ke tame paDyA che ene meLavI ApavAnuM kAma kare che. tamArA pUrvagrahAne cheDI nAkhe, flexible kamaLa pUjA karIne bhagavAnathI judA nathI paDavAnuM, banI jAo ane mAtra sAMbhaLo. bIjuM badhuM paNa bhagavAnanI sAthe joDAI javAnuM che. Aje cheDI mAtra sAMbhaLavuM. ekAgra banIne sAMbhaLaze badhA khaMDa chIe, A khaMDamAMthI akhaMDa banavA te e vicAre tamArI aMdara Utaraze. mATe ja pUjA karavAnI che. tame sAMbhaLatA ja nathI. zuM tamane lAge che pUjA karatAM karatAM ekatAne anubhava karavAnuM na che ? ke huM boluM chuM te tame sAMbhaLe che? nA. che. mArAmAM paramAtmA che ane huM paramAtmAmAM re tame nathI sAMbhaLatA. huM je kAMI kaheto jAuM chuM. AkhuM vizva mArAmAM che ane huM vizvamAM che enI sAme tame bIjo vicAra tarata Ubhe samAyela chuM. I am the Universe and the karatA ja jAo che. kAraNa ke tamArA manamAM Universe is in me. jUdI jUdI dIvAle paDI che. pachI e dharmanI khAMDamAM dUdha ane dUdhamAM khAMDa maLI jAya hAya, saMpradAyanI hoya, saMskAronI heya ke che tyAre ja mIThAza Ave che paNa dUdhamAM sAkara jAtinI hoya. eka vicAra meM mUke eTale emanI ema ja paDI rahe te dUdha mIThuM nathI tarata enI sAme tame bIjo vicAra pratikriyA banatuM. sAkarane ogaLI javuM paDe che, na ogaLe rUpe reaction rUpe karavAnA ja. te nAnuM bALaka paNa dUdhamAM paDelA sAkaranA "citrabhAnu Ama kahe che paNa meM kayAMka mAMgaDAne kUTIphUTIne gALI nAkhe che. juduM sAMbhaLeluM che, mArA bApA bIje ja ema A "ahama', A "huM", A "I" jyAM kahetA hatA." bApAnuM kaheluM ja mAnatA AvatA sudhI vizvarUpa dUdhamAM ogaLe nahi, tyAM sudhI rahe te mane sAMbhaLavA zuM karavA Ave che? mIThAza nahi Ave. - ghare beThA ene ja yAda karyA kare ne? ke tame
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________________ divya dIpa Icche che ke enuM ja punarAvartana huM tamArI zravaNa karavAnI paNa kaLA che. pahelAM te samakSa karuM? mATe ja tame sAMbhaLe che paNa nathI tame sAMbhaLe ja sAMbhaLyA pachI jema bALaka sAMbhaLatA, aMdara javA detA ja nathI. 'bhAI kahetA prazna pUche che ema tame prazna pUcho. theDIkavAra hatA, bApA kahetA hatA, saMpradAya kahete hate, mATe tamArI uMmarane bhUlI jAe varSone bhUlI ema kahI kahIne eTalI badhI dIvAle magajamAM jAo; huM gharaDo chuM, huM buddo chuM e paNa bhUlI bharIne beThA che ke huM kahetA jAuM chuM ane tame jAe. ema nahi kaho ke meM ghaNI enI sAme bAraNAM aTakAvatA ja jAo che. divALI jeI che ! aMdara jAya nahi. aMdara jAya te ja mane yAda Ave che. ekavAra huM goDIjImAM palaTe Ave. pravacana Apato hato. pravacana pachI eka vayevRddha pahelAM sAMbhaLatA zIkhe. A bahu muzkela bhAI mArI pAse AvyA. "mahArAja !tame jANo vAta che. eTalA mATe ja amuka uMmara thayA cho kharA ke tamArA gurunAM vyAkhyAna meM sAMbhaLelAM pachI mANasa sAMbhaLavAnuM baMdha karI de che, che. meM kahyuM bahu sArI vAta. bhAIe AgaLa vadhIne balavAnuM zarU karI de che. kahyuM: 'ema ja nahi paNa meM to emanAM guranAM A nAnAM bALako sAMbhaLe che. tame kaho vyAkhyAna paNa sAMbhaLelAM che. meM te eTaluM eTale sAMbhaLe, pachI pUche ke Ama kema ?pachI badhuM sAMbhaLyuM che ke mane have sAMbhaLavA jevuM tame javAba Ape eTale kahe, barAbara. e 3 navuM kAMI lAgatuM nathI. A te huM gharaDo thayo, sAMbhaLe che, accept kare che tyAre tame sAMbhaLIne navare paDyo eTale thayuM ke lAva, be ghaDI mahArAja reject karo cho. pAse besI AvuM, eTale AvIne beThA chuM. mane thayuM, emaNe have jJAnanAM dvAra ja baMdha karyA che. tame kaho "sAMbhaLI lIdhuM, emAM zuM navuM pachI mane kaheH mahArAja ! tamane khabara che? emanA pahelAnA vakatAo paNa AvuM ja kaMIka kahetA hatA." bahAra nIkaLIne zuM kaheze? chenahi hoya ke meM keTalI divALIo joI che. 'e te pATa uparathI badhuM kahe, paNa e kahe ema divALInI vAta AvI eTale mane muMbaInA karIe te jIvAya kharuM? amArA prAMtano prazna I IlekiTrakanA thAMbhalAo yAda AvyA. emaNe paNa che, saMpradAyane prazna che, je sthaLamAM janmelA ghaNI divALI joI che. chIe te sthaLane paNa prazna che, rUDhine prazna paNa divALI jeI lIdhI eTale prajJA AvI che, nAtane prazna che, keTalAM ya prazno che; e badhA gaI ema mAnavAnuM kaI kAraNa nathI. divALI patAvyA vinA kema cAle? ThIka che, mahArAja ane prajJA vacce kArya kAraNano niyama nathI. AvyA che te sAMbhaLavA jaIe, sAMbhaLavAmAM bALake mAM je jijJAsA che,accept karavAnI zuM jAya ?" kaLA che ane AturatAthI pUchavAnI rIta che e sAcuM ja che, sAMbhaLavAmAM zuM jAya? durguNa sahaja che. e tamane beTA pADavA nathI pUchatA, te AcaravAthI jAya. eTale tame sAMbhaLe paNa utArI pADavA ya nathI pUchatA ane kAMika AvaDe reject asvIkAra karIne sAMbhaLe che tyAre che e batADavA paNa nathI pUchatA; paNa e pUche bALake sAMbhaLe che accept svIkArIne sAMbhaLe che. che kAraNa ke emane samajavuM che.
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________________ divya dIpa bALakone jyAre prazna pUchatAM jouM chuM tyAre jIvanane pUrNa banAvavA prema (love ), thAya ke theDIkavAra mATe paNa A badhA AvA prajJA (wisdom) ane IcchAzakita (will)ne banI jAya to kevuM sAruM ! vikasAvavA paDaze. tamArI prazna pUchavAnI rIta judI che. tame prajJA zuM cIja che, prajJA e bahArathI Ave te nakkI karIne ja Ave che ke huM je prazna che ke aMdarathI vikAsa pAme che, prathama ene pUchuM tene uttara A ja AvA joie, ane vicAra karIe. evo uttara maLe to mahArAja sAcA nahitara loko mAne che ke vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavAthI, beTA ane nakAmA. copaDIo vAMcavAthI ApaNe prajJA laI AvIe. tame pUche, bhAgyayoge huM tamArA praznano ema nathI. prajJA AvatI nathI, prajJA aMdara che. anukULa uttara ApI dauM te tame bahAra jaIne AtmA jJAnamaya che, e pUrNa jJAnano svAmI che. kaheH "nahi, mahArAja vidvAna che. mArI dhAraNA tyAre A pravacananuM zravaNa, vAMcana, mahApramANe barAbara uttara Apyo." paNa je tamArA puruSanA vicAronuM ciMtana, suvAkayenuM manana gekhI rAkhelA uttarathI viruddha ApI dauM te A badhuM zuM che? tamArI aMdara je vastu rahelI tame tarata ja bahAra jaI kahevAnAH "ApaNane ane che, je prajJA che enI upara tALuM che, e tALAne ja emane meLa khAya ema nathI. emanA vicAre chelavAnI A badhI cAvIo che. vastu te tamArI judA che. ane e vicAro ApaNane kaI rIte pAse che. cAvIo vastu nathI ane vastuo baMdha bese ema nathI." cAvI nathI. eTale tame prazna pUchavA gayA ja nahotA, tamAre A helamAM AvavuM hoya ane bahAra tame to tamArA praznano uttara sarakhAvavA, tALuM hoya te paTAvALA pAse cAvI mAgavI paDe meLavavA, tally karavA gayA hatA. "huM je che ne? tALuM kholIne ja aMdara praveza karI zake pahelethI mAnuM chuM, e ja A bole che ke nahi!" cho ne? paNa tame te cAvI laIne pharyA kare che, jAMNavAnI, samajavAnI, grahaNa karavAnI ke aMdara te jAo ja nahi. je bahAra pharyA karaze accept karavAnI tamArI aMdaranI mAnasika te aMdaranI zItaLatA ane vizrAmanI zAnti taiyArI ja nathI. ane A taiyArI na hovAne kyAMthI maLaze? kAraNe ja ATalA badhA jhaghaDA che. tame mahApuruSanAM vacano, pravacana sAMbhaLI A vicAra mAtra kahevA mATe nathI paNa pharyA ja kare, aMdara javA keI kahe tema kaho nA, jIvanamAM anubhavavA mATe che, jIvana evuM mArI pAse zAstranI cAvIo che, pachI zuM vAMdho banAvavA mATe che. che? te aMdara prakAza maLaze kharo? bALakanA jevuM mana banAvo, bALakanI jema ghaNA savAranA UThIne UMcA sAde adhyAya grahaNa karavAnI, vastune samajavAnI ane pacAvI vAMcI le, suvAka ane pATha kaMThastha karI le, levAnI AturatA batAvo. A AturatA jema paNa jyAre jarUra paDe tyAre eka paNa na hoya. jema vadhatI jaze tema tema tamArI prajJA cAvI tALAmAM pherave ja nahi. (Wisdom) vadhatI jaze. cetanA prajajavaLa thaze. khAvAnuM koThAramAM bharyuM che, koThAranI
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________________ 8 TALavA cAvIe tamane ApI che paNa tame cAvI laine karyA karaze te bhUkha nahi maTe. bhUkha teA kehAra khAlavA paDe. tame mAtra zlAke ja raTI jAe, popaTanI jema khelI jAe paNa enA UMDANamAM na utare te prajJAne vicAra kyAMthI thAya? prajJAnA vistAra karavA mATe aMdara DUbakI mAravI paDe che. jema jema adara jAe che tema tema tamane prajJAnA prakAza maLatA jAya che. aMdara khaMDa aneka che ane dareka khaMDa upara tALAM che. khaDa eka ja hAta tA tarata UghaDI jAta paNa anaMta khaMDa paDyA che. dareka khaMDanAM jhINA tALAM che, ane e tALAnI sUkSma cAvIo che. A kha'DAne ughADavA upayAga vinA nahi cAle. krodha, ahaMkAra, ahumU Asakti, pUrvagrahaA badhAM ya tALAM che. A badhAM tALAM ughaDI jAya ane aMdara praveza meLavI zakeA tA jaNAya ke parama jJAnanA prakAza kevA che ! ciMtake pAsethI samajIne tamAre ja rAja prayatna karavAnA che. droNAcArye duniyAnI vidyA zikhavADyA pachI chAtrAne AtmAnI vidyA zikhavADavAnI zaruAta karI. pAMDavAne kahyuM: huM tamane AtmA mATeneA, jIvana mATenA pATha Apu chuM. krodham mA kuru, kSamAm kuru / krodha karIza nahi, ane kSamA karaje. A vAya ApI dIdhu... ane badhA vidyArthIe geAkhavA lAgyA. arjuna AvyA ane kahyuM: vAkya mane AvaDI gayuM. bhIma utAvaLiyA hatA, kahe ke A vAkaya bahu TUMkuM che, hu' teA geAkhI gayA. badhA A zlAka kheAlI UThayA. paNa yudhiSThira sthira hatA. e na UThyA. droNe pUchyuM : 'bhAi ! tane AvaDyuM ?' sAMja namavA AvI. paNa yudhiSThire mAthu dhUNAvyuM. have droNune divya dIpa gussA Avye eTale upADIne eka tamAceA yudhiSThirane mAryAM, 'ATalI vAra thai ane AvaDatuM nathI ? tAruM mana kAM bhaTake che?' badhA hasI paDyA. yudhiSThira zAMta rahyA, e ghaDI pachI elyAH 'gurujI ! AvaDI gayuM.' uttAviLayeA bhIma kahevA lAgyA : sATI vAge camacama vidyA Ave dhamadhama,' tyAM droNe kahyuM : bhIma, utAvaLa nA kara. yudhiSThiranuM zu' kahevu che te jarA jovA de. yudhiSThirane atyAra sudhI je na AvaDyuM te namatI sAMje, hamaNAM ja kema AvaDI gayuM ? " yudhiSThira khelyA : gurujI, tame teA mane cAvI ApI dIdhI hatI paNa e cAvIthI tALu khUlatuM hatuM ke nahi tenA huM akhatarA karatA hatA. krodha karIza nahi ane kSamA karaje. paNa jo krodha karavAnA avasara ja na Ave te kema jANavuM ke krodha meM nathI karyAM ! Ape mane tamAcA mAryAM tyAre AMkhA lAla thavAnA, aMdarathI vRttiA UchaLIne bahAra AvavAnA, krodhI thavAne sa bhava hatA; paNa mane krodha na AvyeA. tyAre mane lAgyuM ke Ape zikhavyuM te meM AcayuM. meM krodha karyAM nathI, mane krodha AvyA paNa nathI. mane teA lAgyuM ke gurujIe mane je tamAcA lagAvyeA e mArA hita mATe, zreya mATe ane jJAna ApavA mATe hatA. AthI te ApanA pratye mane ati Adara thayA, mane prema paNa jAgye. mane thaI gayuM ke AvA guru kANu hAya je peAtAnA hAthathI tamAcA mArIne, kaDavA thaIne paNa ziSyane bhaNAve. kaDavA thayA vinA bhaNAvI zakAtuM nathI. ApanA pratyenA mArA pUjya bhAva vadhI gayA. kSamA te vaLI AgaLanuM pagathiyuM che. kAi tamArI mazkarI kare ane emAM paNa tame sAcA huM| ane mazkarI kare tyAre tamane ekadama lAgI
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________________ | divya dIpa Ave. tamane kaI kahevA jAya te tame cekhuM tALAM UghaDyAM ke nahi e jovA mATe, jANavA kahI de che ke huM beTa heta ane kaI kahena mATe mane vAra lAgI. have mane AvaDI gayuM che." te mAnI leta paNa huM sAco hovA chatAM paNa sUtra AvaDyuM kema kahevAya ? adhyayana karyuM jyAre tuM mane kahe che tyAre mArAthI sahana kema kahevAya? subhASito kaMThastha thayAM kema kahevAya? thatuM nathI. jyAre eno prAga tamArAM jIvanamAM thAya, yudhiSThira sAcA hatA, tema chatAM badhA hasI jIvananI prayogazALAmAM barAbara prayatna karI paDyA, mazkarI karavA lAgyA. Ave vakhate mANa- siddha thAya. sane Aveza AvavAno pUrepUro saMbhava che ane jyAre tame prayAga kare che ane e prayoga sAmI vyakita pratye tiraskAra paNa jAge ke A barAbara siddha thAya che tyAre ja tame kahe che kevA jaMgalI mANase che ! ke enI formula sAcI. paNa jo prayoga yudhiSThire kahyuM : "mArAmAM kSamAne udaya siddha na thAya te tamAre zodhI kADhavuM joie ke thayo. mane ema ja thayuM ke A leke nathI bhUla kayAM che? khAmI kayAM che? "kAM formulamAM samajatA te huM te samajuM chuM ne! jo e nathI che, kAM karanAramAM che, kAM samajAvanAramAM che." samajatA ane sAthe huM paNa na samaje te eka sukhI dhanavAne jiMdagInA ghaNA varSo enAmAM ane mArAmAM phera zuM? nathI samajatA vyApAra karavAmAM ane phekaTarIo vadhAravAmAM emane samajAvavuM e samajelAnuM kAma che. vAparI nAkhyAM. jiMdagInA chellA varSomAM enA " ane A ja te jIvanane moTAmAM meTe ane jIvanamAM frustration AvyuM, nirAzA AvI, vicAravA lAyaka prazna che. tame aNasamajunI thAka lAge, kAma upara kaMTALe AvavA lAge, sAthe aNasamaja banI jAo cho. ane tame becenI vadhavA lAgI. rAtanAM svapnAM kharAba bIjAnI jema karavA jatAM jIvanamAM be DagalA AvatAM eNe UMghanI goLIo levAnI zarU karI. pAchA jAo cho. eka divasa eNe enI patnIne vAta karI. patnI paNe je samaja che e bIjAnI jema nathI sivAya aMdaranI vAta kone kahI zakAya? na Acarate. e to vicAra kare che ane vicAra menejarane kahI zakAya, na bIjA vepArIne kahI karavAno je thoDo avakAza maLavo, AmAM ja zakAya. ane duniyAnI najare to e moTA samaja paDelI che. tamArI koI vRtti jAgI jAya, status vALe mANasa hato. aMdarathI UchaLI Ave tyAre tarata ene amalamAM patnI ene eka emanI nisvArthI mitra action mAM na mUko. gheDakavAra ene aMdara pAse laI gaI. badhI vAta karI, paristhiti karavA do, vicAra karavAne buffer state - samajavI ane kahyuM ke mane have cena paDatuM gALo Apa. benI vacce thoDIka jagyA rahevA do nathI. vicAraka mitra, dhanavAnanI paristhiti sArI jethI tamAro vicAra ekadama amalamAM mUkAvIne rIte jANato hato, enI samRddhi, enAM aneka tamArI pAsethI na karAvavAnuM karAvI na bese. vAhano, ene parezAna karanArA aneka mANaso. gurujI! A be prazno hatA. krodha na kare ene khAvAne, pIvAne ke besavAne paNa ane kSamA karavI. A be cAvI te ApI paNa samaya nahoto maLato.
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________________ 10 divya dIpa vicArake kahyuM mArI davA jarA AkarI che, paNa sAMbhaLavuM zu? reDiye lAvavA dIdhe enI parejI tamAre pALavI paDaze. dhanavAna nathI, ahIM bolavA mATe, vAta saMbhaLAvavA mATe mitra te tai. 2 ja hate. vicArake kahyuM ke tAre kaI beThuM nathI, gharAka nathI, mitra nathI, patnI vIsa kalAka mATe A makAna, A kuTuMba, nathI. keI nathI te sAMbhaLuM ke ne ? zAne? A mitramaMDaLa ane A dhaMdhe badhuM ja choDI devuM paDaze. e covIsa kalAka tAre dariyA e te beTho rahyo, vicAra karato rahyo chuM kinAre gALavA paDaze. huM bahere chuM? zuM huM Aja sudhI sAMbhaLatA nahota? paNa have e vicAra karavA lAge. dhanADhaya mitra te coMkI UThaze. paNa mAro "sAMbhaLavuM joIe. kAMIka evuM mArI AsapAsa dhaMdhe? mArI javAbadArIo? vicAraka makkama che je huM sAMbhaLato nathI. hate. "samajI le, ke ravivAra che. hA, paNa sAthe dhIme dhIme dariyAnA mojAM AvatAM hatAM reDiye nathI laI javAne, najIkamAM kei ThekANe ane e mojAMonA taraMgane ripplesne lIdhe, TeliphenanI sagavaDa paNa na hovI joIe ane e madhura dhvani sarjatAM hatAM. have ene A khissAmAM hisAbanA kAgaLiyAM ke kaMpanInA madhura saMgIta saMbhaLAvavA lAgyuM. thoDIkavAra ekAunTanuM TUMkamAM utAreluM bajeTa ke saravaiyuM thaI ane dUranA bagIcAmAMthI paMkhIone kalarava paNa nahi. kapaDAmAM A TAI nahi, A sUra nahi. mAtra mokaLAza freedom anubhavI zake saMbhaLAya ane dariyAnA kinAre dUra dUra retImAM ramatAM be traNa nAnAM bALakone kilakilATa evAM DhIlAM kapaDAMnI be joDa letA jajo. basa, bIjuM kAMI nahi. ane huM tamane cAra paDIkAM paNa saMbhaLAya. ApuM chuM e dariyA kinAre jaIne traNa traNa ene tarata thayuM "prakRtinA manamAM keTaluM kalAkanA aMtare levAnAM. badhuM sAMbhaLavA jevuM che. ene vicAra Avyo? dhanADhaya mitrane vicArakamAM khUba zraddhA. I. huM Avyo tyAre na meM dariyAnAM mojAM sAMbhaLyA, na paMkhIne kalarava saMbhaLAyo, na dariyA kinAre gayA, najIkamAM eka bagIcA hate, lekanI khAsa vasatI nahatI. gADImAMthI baccAonuM nirdoSa hAsya saMbhaLAyuM. Utaryo ane suMvALI retImAM khUba cAlya. A nAnAM baccAMo retInA ghara banAvI banAvIne keTale badhe AnaMda meLavI rahyAM che. prabhAtane samaya che, yuropane pradeza che, ane A badhAthI huM kema ajANa hato ? suMdara ThaMDI havA AvI rahI che ane bALasUrya atyAra sudhI meM nahotuM sAMbhaLyuM te Aje hamaNAM ja bahAra nIkaLe che. nAnI bega khelI kema saMbhaLAya che? emAMthI eka naMbaranuM paDIkuM kADhyuM, ane tharamosamAMthI pANI kADhayuM. jevuM paDIkuM kholyuM tame avAjonI duniyAthI evA TevAI gayA te aMdara davA maLe ja nahi. mAtra eka zabda ja che ke bIjA avAje tame sAMbhaLI zakatA nathI. lakhela hate. Listen carefully ekAgratAthI jyAM bahArane avAja khUba thatA hoya tyAM sAMbhaLa, eka citta sAMbhaLa. aMdarane avAja kayAMthI saMbhaLAya ?
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________________ divya dIpa vicAra karatAM karatAM deDha kalAka thaye. Arthara mAruM nAma che e oLakha ApavA tharamosamAMthI cahA kADhI ane pIdhI. vicAra mATe che, lIdheluM nAma che ane A nAma karavA lAgyuM ke sAMbhaLavA jevuM che. mATe ja huM covIse kalAka marI rahyo chuM. prakRtimAM mana zAMta thayuM, prakRtimAM A vicAra jAgatAM ja ArtharanA manamAM vicAra zAMta thayA ane bahAranI dhamAla baMdha thaI gayuM ke Aja sudhI huM je kAma karI thatAM aMdara zAMti jAmatI gaI. eTale aMdarathI rahyo chuM. e mArA nAma mATe, A dIdhelA eka jhINo avAja Avyo : huM koNa chuM ? nAma mATe, lekAe ApelA nAma mATe karI huM ahIM zA mATe Avyo chuM ? rahyo chuM. Arthara e te lekee dIdheluM nAma che . - A nAma khAtara duniyAmAM na karavAnAM kAma ane A nAma kayAM sudhI rahevAnuM che? hamaNAM karuM chuM. ene mATe huM keTaluM sAcuM jUThuM karuM ahIM koI Ave ane pUche ke tame koNa che? chuM. A nAmane UMcuM lAvavA mATe huM keTaluM te mAre mAruM nAma ApavuM paDe. je huM : jUThuM boluM chuM, A nAmane amara banAvavA ema kahuM ke "huM mANasa chuM' te | mATe meM keTalAM kAvatrAM karyA, A nAmane duniyA e zuM jANe ane lokonI najaramAM lime light mAM kaheze ? "huM jANuM chuM ke tame mANasa , tame kAMi Dhora nathI. eTale pachI kahevuM paDe AvI zake e mATe Aje paNa mArA jIvanamAM ke huM Arthara chuM, e mAruM nAma che, amuka kevA prayatno ane peravI (kAvatrAM) cAlI rahyAM che. gAmathI huM AvuM chuM. Listen carefully - 24142 Hitelor AvanAra mANasa ane mANasa tarIke nahi, rahyo. dhyAnapUrvaka sAMbhaLavA lAgyo ane aMdarathI paNa nAma tarIke oLakhe che." avAja AvavA lAge. mArI oLakha mAre ApavI paDe che. aMdarathI jyAre upadezaka bolavA mAMDe ene artha e ja che ke mAruM potAnuM kai sa che, basa, tyAre e tamArA hRdayane vIMdhI nAkhe astitva ja nathI. bIjAe dIdhelA nAmamAMthI ? mAyA che. e pUche cheH "te A badhuM jene mATe karyuM?' mArI oLakha thAya che." - tamAruM nAma chApAmAM AvI jAya te tamane A sUphama vicAra che. keTalo badho AnaMda thAya che. e chApAnI tame mANasanI oLakhANa e mArI potAnI vadhAre nakale maMgAvo che, chApAne jALavI oLakhANa che ane e mANasa huM ja chuM, jALavIne rAkhe che. Athara gerDana chuM. nAma ApavuM paDe che. jIvanamAM ekAduM sarTiphikeTa maLe to ene je uchInuM lIdhuM che, acquired che enI kAcamAM maDhAvIne, phrema karIne rAkhe che, jene oLakha ApavI paDe che, je che tenI oLakha e sarTiphikeTa bagaDI jAya. keTalI jALavaNI! ApavI nathI paDatI. bIjAne Ph. D.nuM sarTiphikeTa maLyuM
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________________ 12 hAya ane tamane meTrikanuM, paNa tamAre mana meTrikanuM sarTikrikeTa agatyanuM che kAraNa ke emAM tamAruM nAma che. zALAmAM, ramatagamatamAM, sports mAM ekAdo khADA oLaMgI jatAM cup maLyA hAya tA ene kabATamAM, lokone atalAvavA rAkhI mUke. kAraNa ke 'me' meLavyA che.' bIjA mANasane high jump ane long jump mATe meTA meTA cup maLelA hAya enI tamane kiMmata nahi, kAMi saMbaMdha paNa nahi. tamane te tame je nAne khADA ALa jgyA enA cup maLyeA enI kiMmata. 'huM', A nAmane TakAvavA mATe, A nAmane bahAra lAvavA mATe, A nAmanI sahune jANu karavA mATe karelA prakhaLa puruSA ! A ja karavAmAM jIvanayAtrA niSphaLa jAya che. tame dAna dA che tyAre pahelI vAta zAnI kare che ? kSetranI ke tamArA nAmanI ? jyAM sudhI nAma nahi, tyAM sudhI dAnanI majA nahi Ave. dAna sAthe tamane lAgevaLage zu ? paraleAkanI vAta sAMbhaLeA che paNa paraleAka kANe joyA che ? marI gayA pachI badhuM khalAsa ! vAta. mATe nAma che ke nahi e meTI tamane rAma ke kAmanI sAthe kAMI lAge vaLage nahi. rAma ane kAma khelavA mATe ThIka che paNa duniyAmAM karavA mATe teA nAma che! sArAmAM sArA kAryamAM dAna devAne prasaga AvatA hAya paNa jo nAma na Avatu hoya te dAna ane kAma bAjumAM rahI jAya. leAkeA tImAM jAtrA karavA jAya che tyAre bhagavAnanA su Mdara maMdirane paNa cheDatAM nathI. pachI e ma`dira hAya ke dharmazALA, ane te enuM nAma amara karavuM che. divAla upara kAlasAthI peAtAnuM nAma lakhI Ave, tArIkha divya dIpa sAthe, pAte keTaluM lazkara laIne AvyA hatA e paNa lakhe ! are bhAI ! tAruM nAma teA AkAzanA sUrya, caMdra ane tArAmAM lakhI zakAya evuM che. tuM zuM karavA A kAlasAthI tane aMdhe cItarI rahyo che? keTalAya tArAe mahApuruSA ane mahAsatIenA nAme oLakhAya che. A arU'dhatIne tArA, AdhruvaneA tArA, A saptarSima`DaLa, tamArAM nAma te tArAemAM lakhI zakAya, prakAzanI kalamathI lakhI zakAya. prakAzanI kalamathI lakhavAne badale bhAIsAhebe kAlasAthI lakhavAnI zarUAta karI. AgaLa vadhIne chApAmAM nAma Ave tyAre zu kahe ? Dark black type kALAM meTA TAipamAM joie. ema nahi hAya te| nahi cAle. leAkeAnI najare caDhavuM joie, mArA nAma tarapha dhyAna dorAvu joie. jIvanamAM nAma mATe kAma thAya tyAre UdhvagAmI dRSTi saMkucita manatI jAya che. A 2ne vicAra AvyA : AkhA jIvanamAM meM je kAma karyuM e Arane bahAra lAvavA mATe. Arane camakAvavA mATe, Arane leAkeAnA mADhe caDhAvavA mATe. A phlAkane yAda rahevA joie, leAkeAnI smRtimAM amara perpetual ane permanent anave joie. te meM mArA mATe zuM karyuM? AtmA mATe kAMi nathI karyuM, caitanyane saMtASavA mATe paNa kAMi nathI karyu.. jo meM mAre mATe karyu na heAya ane mAtra leAkeA mATe ja karyuM' hAya tA aMdarathI zAMti kevI rIte AvI zake? (apU)
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________________ saMtanuM sanmAna eja AtmAnuM bahumAna pU. gurudevanA cAturmAsa praveza vakhate zrI thANA jaina maMdiranA pravezadvAramAM sAmela thayelA aneka bhAvika bhakatajana
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________________ namyA te prabhune gamyA pU. gurudevane gahUMlI karI satkAratA bhAvika hRdA
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________________ dvAra khUlyAM ane jJAnAmRta varasyAM pU. gurudevanuM mAMgalika pravacana ekAgracitte sAMbhaLatA zrotAjane
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________________ - OM NAMO LOE SAVUA SAHOu MAM. Dinin Hakeraja Thank you very much for your so pretty letter. I am way if I am so late to answer, but I had several excerninations of ameeleine to pass; and I am not very good in English. 1. I need you the feeturen. I hope that they will pleased to you divine divine Bless and the Jurication gived. I repeate every day the mantra: oM HARHAM NAMAH, and the NAGAKARR too. I Now I feel and understand much better what is the Jainism I pay to help and protect you in your work and I hope that you could forward your message at all the world I hope to see you again soon in. with all my gratefulness That all the divine Powers bless you and help you in your - snd nh I fray also for you, and for the succeed of ganesha
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________________ divya dIpa UB 5 kapa ne 5 rA ga UR [. gurudeve videza pravAsa karyo, vIranI vANIthI keTalAya AtmAone raMgyA, ahiMsA ane anekAntanA vicAranI suvAsa emanA prANamAM prasarAvatA AvyA. e vicArene vAgoLatAM vAgoLatAM keTalAya AtmAoe AnaMda anubhavyo, abhivyakata karyo. A abhivyakita emanA ja zabdomAM.] OM namo loe savva sAhU nam divya mahArAja, ApanA suMdara kAgaLa mATe AbhAra. javAba ApavAmAM ATalI DhIla thaI te mApha karazo, paraMtu mAre dAkatarInI ghaNI parIkSA pAsa karavAnI hatI ane mAruM aMgrejI ghaNuM sAruM nathI. meM Apane phaTAe mokalyA che, mane AzA che ke Apane gamaze. Ape Apela divya AnaMda ane divya preraNA mATe AbhAra, huM darareja 3% arham namaH ane navakAramaMtranuM raTaNa karuM chuM. have jaina tatvajJAna zuM che e huM anubhavuM chuM ane vadhAre sArI rIte samajuM chuM. huM prArtha chuM ke ApanA kAryamAM huM madadarUpa ane uttarasAdhaka thaI zakuM. ane mane AzA che ke Apa vizva samakSa Apano saMdezo mUkI zako. mane AzA che ke pharIthI najIkanA bhaviSyamAM ApanA phrAnsamAM darzana karI zakuM. RNAnubhAve huM eTaluM ja prANuM chuM ke divya zaktio Apane AzIrvAda Ape ane ApanA dharmakSetramAM madada kare. hIMne jApa cAlu che. - padmA huM paNa Apane mATe ane ApanA mIzananI saphaLatA mATe prArtha chuM. mArA prema sahita. - gaNeza "GROUP OF THE LIGHT" Lyon, France Dear Maharaj 3 Since you have come in Lyon, we are joined with you, we think of you, we pray in unity with you. We gather together every friday evening at nine o'clock, India is five hours before French time so it is two on morning to you. Your spirit, during sleeping, can travel up to us. Last Friday, the woman medium, our friend KATYA GRANDIEUX was conscious of you. We thank you very much for your visit in our town and for your benediction. We are happy to be of your friends in God. OM SHANTI SHANTI OM. The writers - Jane Katyeth, Emile, Jacqueline, Yvonne Yoes, Colette, Marie - Jose Mr. Bailly, Marguerite,
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________________ 18 divya dIpa prakAzane paMja lIona, phrAnsa. priya mahArAja Apa lIona padhAryA tyArathI ame ApanI sAthe joDAI gayAM chIe. ame Apane vicAra karIe chIe. ame dara zukravAre rAtre nava vAge maLIe chIe. hiMdustAna amArAthI pAMca kalAka AgaLa hovAthI e vakhate tamAre tyAM savAranA be vAgyA hoya che. Apane prANa, Apa sUtA hovA chatAM amArA sudhI prayANa kare che, pahoMcI jAya che. gayA zukravAre amArI mitra kAtyA grAnDIkase dhyAnamAM ApanuM pratyakSa dRrzana karyuM. amAre tyAM padhAravA mATe ane amane ApanA (vAsakSepathI) AzIrvAda ApavA mATe ame ApanAM ghaNuM AbhArI chIe. prabhunA sAnnidhyamAM ApanI sAthe AtmamaMtrIne AnaMda mANavA prasanna chIe. OM nama: zivAya - 3% zAnti: zAnti 34 A patranI lekhikAo - jena kAtye, emIlI, jekalIna, yuna, koleTa merI - oe, zrI belI, mArgarITa, saMpAdakazrI "divya-dIpa" muMbaI - 6 pUjaya mahArAja sAhebanAM pravacanano lAbha amane maLe e mATe vinaMtI karavAnI ke pU. mahArAjazrInAM pravacananI Tepa- male e mATe amane yogya mArgadarzana karaze. bIjuM eka namra sUcana che, ke paryuSaNa - parva daramyAna bhagavAna mahAvIranAM janma kalyANa vAcananA divase ola inDiyA reDI uparathI mahArAjazrInuM pravacana jAya to bhAratamAM Itara vasatA jaina samudAyane e maMgaLavANune lAbha male... A prakAranAM pravacananI agAuthI samaya ane divasa nakkI karI enI jANa "divya dIpa" ane anya vartamAna patro dvArA ane reDiyo uparathI paNa thAya te vadhu pramANamAM bhAIo dharmalAbha paNa meLavI zake. paradezanI dharatI upara pU. mahArAjazrInAM pravacane ane TI. vI. kAryakrama jAya e vAMcI hRdaya name che. ApaNe ghara AMgaNe A vizva-vibhUti mATe zuM karyuM ? ... TIkAo ane gherAvo ... jagatanA mahAna dharmaguru zrI pa5 peAla pote UThIne svAgata kare che... dhanya che e dharatIne ane e dezanI havAne jeNe A dRzyanI pratibhA nihALI - vadhu zuM lakhuM. * li. aMbAlAla e, zAha nAM jayajinendra, (ghera ghera vIrane saMdezo pahoMcADI sone jAgRta karavAnuM namra sUcana che.)
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________________ raka dharma ane sUkSma buddhi : zrI vardhI tapAgaccha mUrtipUjaka jaina saMdhanI AgrahabharI vinaMtIne mAna ApI pUjya gurudevazrI citrabhAnu mahArAje tA. 1-6-70 nA roja upAzrayamAM Apela pravacananI dha. ciMtAmaNuM ratna jevuM A amUlya manuSya "sabdhi jIva karuM zAsana rasI"nAM sUtra jIvana ghaNuM ghaNuM sukRtanA saMcayathI maLyuM che jerajerathI bele che paNa AcaraNamAM te paNa samajyA vinA tene sahu veDaphI rahyA che. pADozIne paNa dharma nathI pahoMcADatA ! ene sArthaka ane saphaLa karavA mATe ja tame khristI ane musalamAnanI niMdA kare dharmanI ArAdhanA che. che paNa emanA prabhunA saMdezAne dUra dUra sudhI dharmanI ArAdhanA kone kahevAya? A vAta pahoMcADavAnI emanI tIvra bhAvanA joi? hajAra barAbara vivekathI samajavA jevI che. nirdoSa, varSa pahelAM A dezamAM jyAM eka khristI abela prANIone mahAkALInI AgaLa homa- naheAte, eka musalamAna nahoto tyAM Aje vAmAM Ave e paNa dharma kahevAya che ane karoDo thayA che tenuM kAraNa kadI vicAryuM che? bakarI IdanA divase hajAra bakarIone vadha thAya dharma pracAra karavo hoya te rUDhinI dIvAla te paNa dharma kahevAya che ! teDaDyA vinA nahi cAle. thaDAka pheraphAra samayAdharma eka evo zabda che je barAbara nukUla karavA paNa paDe. dara varSe aSTAnikAmAM arthamAM na samajAya te dharmanA nAme ja adhama sAMbhaLe che ne ke rAjA vikramanA saMghamAM thAya che. dharmanA jhanUnamAM ane zAstranA nAme sAta lAkha jaina kuTuMba sAthe hatAM te vicAra dhamI jeTaluM kharAba karI zake che eTale adhamo kare ke e jaina samAja kevaDo maTe che paNa nathI karI zakate. joIe ! te e gaye kyAM ? tame bApanI mUDI vadhArI ke khalAsa karI? ane e dIkare kei tamane dharmanA ke zAstranA nAme kAMI sapUta kahevAya ke kapUta? kahe tyAre bahu vicAra karaje. kAraNake dharma ane kaDe jaine hatA te aMdara ne aMdara laDhI zAstranA zabdanA jevA artha kADhavA hoya tevA laDhIne have vIsa lAkhe pahoMcyA. haju keTalA kADhI zakAya che. ghaTADavA che ? dhama konuM nAma?" maitrI, muditA, kAruNya jainemAM be moTA vibhAga paDI gayA. ane mAdhyastha. zvetAmbara ane digambara. jeNe dharma karavo che eNe jhINI buddhithI digambare kahe ke kapaDAM pahere te sAdhu vicAra karavo nahitara dharmanA nAme, dharmanI kyAMthI? tamAre mana je pUjya che, vaMdanIya che buddhithI ja dharmane nAza thavAne. te emane mana pAkhaMDI che, ane A badhuM kahe jema jema jIvanamAM dharma Avate jAya jenA nAme? zAstranA nAme. tema tema zreSanI, tiraskAranI dIvAla tUTavI ja eka ja mahAvIranA dIkarA vaheMcAI gayA. joIe. adhamIne dIvAla che, dharmanA dilamAM digambare kaheH tamArA sUtro 980 varSa pachI dIvAla ja nathI. lakhAyAM che, emAM ghaNuM bheLaseLa che paNa zrI madhara
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________________ 20 divya dIpa svAmInAM TaMkazALI vacane amArA samaya- khaDataragara che ane tapAgaccha. cotha ane pAMcamanA sAramAM ja maLe. jhaghaDA thayA ane pAtarAnAM raMga badalAyA. manamAM evA jheranAM bIja vAvavAmAM AvyAM tapAgacchamAM pAchA jUnA ane navA ema ke vicAra karavAnI zakita ja khalAsa thaI gaI. piTA bhAga paDyA. navA saMghADA UbhA thayA. eka bIjAne niMdavA sivAya kaMI kAma ja nahi. - gacchathI na aTakayA te gAma sudhI pahoMcyA. jyAM jAo tyAM sAmasAmA be maMdira. keI kahe ame lIMbaDI saMpradAyanA te kaI kahe zvetAmbaranuM ane digambaranuM. loko paNa hAMsI - ame beTAda saMpradAyanA, goMDala saMpradAyanA. kare. Aje juo te dareka prAMtamAM zvetAmbara ane digambara vacce kajiyA cAlyA ja kare che. Ama bAjhavAmAM ane laDhavAmAM karoDomAMthI pachI je zvetAmbara rahyA tenA be bhAga 15-20 lAkha thayA. varSo jatAM vadhAre nahi, ghaTADe thaye. paDyA, mUrtipUjaka ane sthAnakavAsI. maMdiramAM je thoDA Ave che te dekhAya che mUrtipUjaka kahe ke 45 Agama sAcA tyAre paNa je nathI AvatA tenuM zuM ? sthAnakavAsI kahe ke pahelAnA 32 Agama sAcA ane pachInA badhA ga5. jemAM mUrtinI vAta khristIonA carca juo te dara ravivAre AvI tenA para cekaDI. kahe ke mUrtipUjake cikkAra hoya ane upAzrayamAM juo te thAkelA AMgI karAve, maMdire baMdhAve, AraMbhane vRddho jhokA khAtA hoya ! keTaluM badhuM pApa kare che ! te dharma kayAM che? bAye caDhAvavI hoya te kahe AvI jAo paNa ArAdhanA mATe keTalA AraMbha samAraMbhane uttejana ApanArA taiyAra che? Aje moTA bhAgane paiso vAjA mUrtipUjaka sAdhuone vaMdana karavuM te paNa pApa che! . vagADavAmAM ane kesa laDhavAmAM khalAsa thaI. eTalAmAM bhikhujI AvyA ane kahe Dherene rahyo che. khAvA Apa, pANI Ape ane e jIvIne je tame jyAre laDhI rahyA che tyAre khristI, pApa kare, vyabhicAra kare, enA bhAgIdAra tame musalamAna, rAmakRSNa mizana ane Arya samAje che. garIbane paisA Ape ane e pApa kare che kaya? te enuM pApa tamane lAge, dAna ApanArane je che temAM jhaghaDe zuM karavA karavo? enA pApa lAge. karatAM navA na vadhAravA? ane vadhAratAM vadhAratAM eTale terApaMthImAM jIvadayA ke pAMjarA- vizvano ardho bhAga sara karyo. Aje duniyAnA piLa ja nahi ! aDadhA bhAgamAM khristI ane bauddha dharma paLAya - ekamAM darzana uDAvyuM te bIjAmAM dayA che. ane bAkInAmAM moTe bhAga musalamAna ke uDAvI. tyAM na dAnanI vAta, na darzananI vAta. che, 80 karoDa to musalamAna che. ane A badhuM zAstranA nAme. A badhAmAM tamAro avAja keNa sAMbhaLe che? jeTalA mUrtipUjaka bAkI rahyA temAM bIjA AMkha baMdha karIne keTalAka pAgala kahe che? cAra bhAga paDayA. aMcalagaccha, pAyacaMda gaccha, ceAthe Are varte che ! zAsana prabhAvanA thAya che
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________________ divya dIpa 21 paNa samAja dinapratidina kSINa thatuM jAya chepahelAM tame dharmanA nAme jhaghaDavAnuM baMdha te jovAnI vivekadraSTi nathI. kare, bIjA haze tevuM phArasa baMdha kare. tame mANasanI zakti maryAdita che. je e zakti ahIM jhaghaDavA nathI AvyA, ane jhaghaDavAne laDhavAmAM vaparAya te sarjana kayAMthI thAya? samaya paNa kayAM che? tamane je ahiMsA maLI, syAdvAdanA addabhUta dharma vinA mAnavajIvana saphaLa nahi thAya. vicAra maLyA ene laDhavAmAM na vAparatA mATe dharma Ave tyAre sUmabuddhi laDhAvo ene pracAra kare. nahitara dharmanA nAme adhama thaze. A duniyAmAM leke yuddhathI kaMTALyA che ane dhama kare tyAre vaNikanI jema karaje. upAya zuM che? eka ja che ane te ahiMsA nukazAna thoDuM hoya paNa phAyade ghaNe hoya. ane anekAnta. tame mAne che ne ke phUle caDhAvavAthI thatI * duniyAnA sattAdhIzanA magajamAM A vicAra hiMsAnAM pApa karatAM bhagavAnanI pUjAmAM bhakita utAraze, emanA magajamAM je hiMsaka ta beThuM karatAM je ullAsa Ave tenuM puNya vadhAre che. che te kADhaze tyAre ja yuddha baMdha thaze. bhagavAnane nahavaDAvavAmAM, kesara caDhAvavAmAM ane maMdira bAMdhavAmAM je hiMsA thAya che tenA bahAra dharmano pracAra karavo hoya te karatAM bhakitana ane nirmaLa thavAno lAbha aMdaranA jhaghaDA baMdha kare. nahitara tamArI adhika che. te A vicAra dharma pracAramAM zakita, tamArA paise, tamArA varSo laDhavAmAM ja kema nathI karatA? khalAsa thaI jaze. mAMsAhAranI jemAM chUTa che evA bIjA dharmone pracAra vadhaze te tenI asara tamArA [anusaMdhAna pAnA 26thI cAlu) saMtAne upara thavAnI ja. tenI sAme eka ja upAya che, tamArA ahiMsAno pracAra karatA dhamana bhAvikajane lAbha le te daSTie savAranA pU. zrI nuM pracAra sarvatra vadhAro. jyAM ghaNA che evA pravacana gaThavAyuM. tyArabAda bapore pUjA pAlitANAmAM navAM moTAM moTAM derAsara bAMdho bhaNAvavAmAM AvI. rAtre pharIthI milanA kampAuMDamAM che paNa emAM javA mATe jaine te joIze ne? bhAMDUpanA nAgariko mATe pU. zrI nuM pravacana te te kaI vadhAratuM nathI. maMdira ane mUrtio rAkhavAmAM AvyuM. vadhe ane pUjake na vadhe te tenuM zuM thAya? siddhAcaLamAM upara 36 hajAra bhagavAna birAja # guruvAra tA. 9-7-70 zrI thANa saMghanA AgevAne pU. zrI ne satkAravA bhAMDUpa padhAryA mAna che tyAM ja vadhAre besADavA, zuM e ane bhAMDUpathI thANa pU. zrI sAthe vihAra karyo. zAsananI prabhAvanA che ? samAjanI upara pUjArIne kharaco keTale cAturmAsa pravezanA AgalA divase thANuM vadhato jAya che ane tamane khyAla nathI. A pahoMcavAthI pU. zrI e zrI jayaMtibhAI jhaverInA bojo uThAvanAra tamAre samAja kema UMco Avaze? nivAsasthAne eka divasa mATe sthiratA karI.
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________________ caMdraavataraNa ane havAI pravAsa aMge munizrI nagarAjajInAM maMtavya aNuvrata Adelanane lIdhe AcArya zrI tulasI avataraNa je eka vaijJAnika siddhi che teno InakAra ane jaina zvetAMbara terApaMthI munie saMpradAya karavAthI AgamavANInI satyatA puravAra thatI nathI. bahAra dhyAna kheMcI zakyA che. temAM munizrI ene badale AgamavANInA vidhAna bAbata navesanagarAjajI Avrata-parAmarzaka tarIke prasiddhi rathI mUlyAMkana karavAnI tatparatA batAvavI joIe. pAmelA che. emanI dilhI taraphanI padayAtrAmAM munizrIe jaNAvyuM ke mahAvIranI vANI gaye aThavADiye amadAvAdamAM temane mukAma thayo emanA vakhatamAM graMthastha karavAmAM AvI che. AmAM hate. aNuvrata vizenA emanA vicAre jAhera be anumAna thaI zake. AgamavANI tarIke oLache. paraMtu hAla jaina sAdhusamAjamAM be prazno khAtI badhI hakIkate temane nAme caDhI hoya te upara vivAda jAgeluM jovA maLe che; caMdra upara paNa te temanI pitAnI na hoya. e racanAo mAnavI pahoMce ane vizvadharma pariSadamAM pAchaLathI bIjA AcAryoe umerI hoya ane hAjarI ApavA plenamAM UDIne munizrI tenuM kartavya mahAvIranA nAme caDAvyuM hoya agara bribhAta nivA gayA che. AthI e aMge te vANI mahAvIranI pitAnI hoya. je emanI munizrI nagarAjajInA vicAro jANavAnI IcchA hoya te e bhUgoLa-khagoLa aMgenI mAnyatA rahe te svAbhAvika che. sAcI nathI tema svIkAravAnI taiyArI rAkhavI tA. 18mI eprilanA roja emanI mulA- jaIe. jaina dharma mahAvIrane sarva kahe che, kAtanI taka maLatAM meM temane prathama caMdra upara te dAva emane potAne nathI paNa bIjA AcAmAnavanA avataraNanA muddAnI pRcchA karI. jaina ryoe temanA aMge karele dAvo che, je dAvo karanAra sthAnakavAsI samAjamAM ane khAsa karIne tenA AcAryonI sarvajJatAnA abhiprAyanI kasoTI kare sAdhusaMpradAyamAM munizrI amaracaMdajIe caMdra che agara temanA jJAnanI parisImAne khyAla uparanI mAnavInI siddhine svIkAravI joIe tema Ape che. e je hoya te, paraMtu je pratyakSa jaNavavAthI khaLabhaLATa pedA thaye che. dharmavidhI sAbita thayuM che tene InakAra karavAthI jaina dharma, vicAra darzAvavAthI temane zramaNa saMghamAMthI bahAra mahAvIra ke sAdhusamAjanA gauravamAM vadhAre thatuM kema na mUkavA tevA AMdelane AkAra lIdhe che. nathI. amuka dharmanI mAnyatA vijJAnanI celenjane munizrIe pite sAdhusaMghamAMthI chUTA thavAnI lIdhe beTI TharatI hoya te tene svIkAra karavo mAgaNuM karatuM rAjInAmuM mokalI ApyuM che. joIe. sAMpradAyikatAne vaza thaI vaLagI rahevuM munizrI nagarAjajI A hakIkata jANatA hatA. na joIe. temaNe jaNAvyuM ke je pratyakSa hakIkata che tene jaina sAdhuo vAhanono upayoga karatA nathI InakAra karI zakAya nahIM. mahAvIranI Agama- ane pagapALA pravAsa kare che. mAMdagImAM paNa te vANIthI te vidhI banAva hoya te sAce mArga vAhanane niSedha mAne che. A dUdharma tarIke te e che ke AgamavANI vize punavicAraNA mANaso keLImAM temane eka sthaLethI bIje sthaLe karavI joIe. paraMtu e vANI beTI na haI laI jAya teTalI chUTa svIkAre che. AthI plenamAM zake tema svIkArI laIne caMdra upara mAnavanuM besI munizrI citrabhAnujI jInivA gayA che te
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________________ 23 divya dIpa prasaMga jaina sAdhu samAja mATe navA ane khaLabha munizrI citrabhAnuno samudrapravAsa LATa macAvanAre kahI zakAya. emaNe pote jamAnA zAstrasaMmata che? pramANe amuka AcAramAM pheraphAra thavo joIe tema munizrI citrabhAnunA yurepa pravAsa aMge pitAnA pagalAnA TekAmAM jaNAvyuM che. jaina dharme jene samAjamAM bhAre khaLabhaLATa macyo che. paNa je bIjA dharmo samakSa pitAnI rajUAta karavI A koI navI vAta nathI. bahu prAcInakALanA hoya te paradezamAM bharAtI sabhAomAM bhAga levA jaina nigraMthazramaNa samudrapravAsa kheDatA enA aneka javuM joIe. e ja rIte paradezamAM jaina dharmane udAharaNo noMdhAyelA che. pracAra karavA mATe pagapALA pravAsanuM baMdhana (1) bhagavAna mahAvIranA nirvANa samaya bAda choDavuM joIe. tarataja lahitAcArye potAnA ziSyo sahita dakSiNamAM laMkA sudhI janadharmane pracAra karavA samudrapravAsa munizrI nagarAjajIe te aMge jaNAvyuM ke karyo hato. jenA bauddhabhikSa ghanasena viracita vAhanane bilakula upaga na thaI zake te mahAvaMza - kAvyamAM ullekha che ke siMhaladvIpanA rAjA ekAMgI AcAra dharmane abhipreta nathI. Aje panugAnoe jena nigro mATe giri nAmanuM nadIo upara pula baMdhAI gayA che eTale pagapALA sthAna baMdhAvI ApyuM hatuM. (vAMco tripurI mahArAjadezamAM pravAsa karanArane heDane upayoga karavAnI kRta jaina paraMparAne itihAsa bhA. 1 lo pAnuM 17) jarUra na rahe. amuka sthaLe thaDe pravAsa lAMba. (2) kAlakAcAya jemanI AjJA nIce Aje thAya eTaluM ja. paraMtu mahAvIranA jamAnAmAM pula zvetAmbara mUrtipUjaka saMghane moTo bhAga cAle che na hatA ane moTI nadIo oLagI eka prade. e AcArya irAna jevA anArya dezamAM to gayA zamAMthI bIjA pradezamAM javuM hoya te vahANane hatA paNa pAchA pharatAM 96 zAhI rAjAo sAthe e samudramAM saurASTramAM bataryA hatA. (jaina paraMparAno upayoga karyA vinA na cAle. je tene niSedha karyo itihAsa pAnuM rara6). hita te eka pradezamAMthI bIjA pradezamAM javuM. (3) pAraka nAmano eka rAjadUta yunAna muzkela banyuM heta ane sthAnika sAdhuonI gayo hato. tenI sAthe eka jainAcArya paNa gayA jJAnane maryAdita ja lAbha jainene maLe heta. hatA. emaNe tyAM jainadharmane sAro pracAra karyo e sthiti dharmanA ke lekonA hitamAM na ja hato. ane chevaTe ethensa (grIsa)mAM samAdhi maraNa gaNAta. mahAvIre nadI pAra karavA mATe hoDIno temaNe prApta karyuM hatuM. (Indian Historical upayoga karavAno sAdhuone mATe niSedha mAnyo Quarterly P. II Page 2 3) na hote. Ama dezanA pravAsa mATe mahAvIre (4) jarmana ItihAsa lekhaka vAnakremara lakhe nadI pAra karavAnA vAhanano svIkAra karyo hoya te che ke misaramAM je 'samAniyA" saMpradAya che te jaina AjanA jagatamAM paradeza pravAsa mATe plenanA zramaNono ja apabhraMza che. vAhanane upayoga karavo paDe to te zramaNaAcArane (5) vilaMbharanAtha pAMDe jaNAve che ke - IzunA janma pahelAM jainadharma madhyapUrvamAM khUba phelAyelo hatuM, susaMgata nathI tema na gaNavuM joIe. AmAM je jeNe yahUdI tathA pAchaLathI isAI ane muslima mu rahele che te e ke AvA pravAsa aMge e dharma para prabhAva pADyo hato. hetune vadhumAM vadhu keNa pAra pADe te daSTie . () ItihAsavettA paMDita suMdaralAlajIe lakhyuM nirNaya tha joIe. che ke isu jaina munio pAsethI dhArmika zikSaNa (tA. ra6-4-70 nA "nirIkSaka'mAMthI) izvara peTalIkara pAmyo hato.
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________________ divya dIpa (7) yunAnI vidhAna erisToTale I. sa. pUrve rUpe ja munizrInA paradezagamana jevI ghaTanAe UThI 330 pahelAM kaheluM ke yahudIo jaina sAdhu hatA AvavAnI che. je pAchaLathI jaDiyAmAM rahevAne kAraNe yahudI amadAvAdamAM hamaNAM thoDA vakhata pahelAM ja saMjJA pAmyA hatA. eka AcAye eka lAkha puSpa dvArA mahApUjana (8) mejara janarala je. sI. kalame lakhelA karAvyuM tema ja zatruMjaya para aneka ghaDAthI mUtinuM Science of Comparative teligions prakSAlana thaI javA chatAM hajAro bhakate ghaDAnA ghaDA pANI bhagavAna upara ThAlave jAya che. ethI nAmanA pustakanA pAnA 14mAM lakhyuM che ke jenA munio samasta pRthvI para vihAra karavA lAgyA hatA. kahevuM paDe che ke eka pANuMnA TIpAmAM seMkaDo-hajAro jIvo hAlatAM-cAlatAM vijJAne siddha karyA che chatAM (9) phargyusana nAmanA zi95zAstrIe "vizva kI dRSTi' nAmanA pustakamAM pAnA 26 upara lakhyuM bhakitane kAraNe evI hiMsAne doSa lAgato nathI che ke makkAmAM paNa jaina maMdira hatAM. te jenI pAchaLa jainadharmanI zuddha prabhAvanAne ja hetu hoya to meTara vimAnadvArA thatI vAyukAyAdi A badhAM pramANa jaNAve che ke prAcIna kALanA jainanirgastha zramaNa mizananI bhAvanAthI samudrapravAsa hiMsAne doSa zA mATe ? kheDatA tema ja dUradUranA anArya dezo sudhI paNa A to jANItI hakIkata che ke yugapradhAna vija svAmI himavaMtagiri parathI tAjAM puSpo prabhupUjA vihAra karatA. paNa jJAnamArga jhAMkhe paDavAthI kriyAkAMDa mATe saMghane lAvI ApatA. himavaMtagiri to ahIMthI para vadhu paDatA bhAra devAne kAraNe pAchaLathI AcAravicAranA nAme sAMkaDI mane vRtti cheSAvA lAkha gAu dUra Avele hAI vajasvAmI bhale lAgI haze ema saheje kalpI zakAya che. vimAna dvArA nahIM paNa potAnI AkAzagAminI vidyA AthI munizrIne paradeza pravAsa paraMparA dvArA gayA haze paNa tIvra jhaDapane kAraNe joradAra saMmata che. hA, eTaluM kharuM ke e pravAsa pAchaLa gharSaNa havA sAthe thAya ja, ane jeTalA pramANamAM munizrIne kevaLa pratiSThAne moha haze temaja pravAsa gharSaNa tIvra teTalI vAyukAyanI hiMsA vizeSa. chatAM mojane hetu haze te emanuM kArya e adharmarUpa emanA A kAryane dharmakArya mAnavAmAM AvyuM che gaNAze ne e pote paDaze. paNa jo enI pAchaLa te temanI apekSAe bahu ja dhImI gatie cAlatI kevaLa jainadharmanA pracArane zubha hetu haze to e moTara ke vimAnamAM kaI moTI hiMsA thaI javAnI jainadharmanA itihAsamAM eka yazakalagI samAna hatI ane chevaTe te karmabaMdha pariNAma para ja AdhAra gauravaghaTanA gaNAze. rAkhe che ane eTale ja bhagavAne kaIpaNa vidhi niSedhane Agraha na rAkhatAM jema vANiye lAbha-khoTane Aje yurepa - amerikAmAM bauddho vaidikAnA seMkaDe maTho-Azrama-maMdira vyApAramAM vicAra kare che tema sAdhaka paNa koi kArya sthapAI rahyA che upasthita thatAM pote caDI rahyo che ke paDI rahyo che ane jyAre navA banelA yuropiyana bhakato bhajanakIrtana karatA nagarayAtrA kare che tyAre ghaNIvAra te enuM AMtaranirIkSaNa karI saccAI pUrvaka te ema vAhanavyavahAra paNa baMdha karavo paDe che. AvI kahyuM che. (nizItha gAthA 2067) bhagavAnanI dravya, kSetra, pArasthitimAM jo ApaNe upAzrayamAM ja gAMdhAI kALa, bhAva joI vartavAnI AzA paNa A ja kAraNe che. rahIzuM ane AzAtanA ke vAyukAyanI hiMsAne nAme bhAratamAM Aje pAMca-dazathI mAMDI vIsa hajAra corasa pracAravRttine ja dharma mAnyA karIzuM te enA jevI mAIla jeTalA pradeza che ke jayAM kaI nadI ja nathI. bhagavAna mahAvIranI bIjI kaI mATI AzAtanA chata che chatAM bhagavAne evA bhAgomAM ja jakaDAi rahevAnuM na gaNAze ? ane evI khATI kapanAe ja bhagavAnanI kahetAM dharmaprabhAvanAne kAraNe nadIo oLagI anya 2500 mI nirvANatithinI ujavaNIno paNa ApaNe pradezamAM paNuM javAnI chUTa ApI che te e ja bhagavAna virodha karavA lAgyA chIe ne e rIte bhagavAnanA AjanI paristhitimAM sAgara pAra karavAnI rajA na nAmane ja bhUlavAne ApaNe prayatna karI rahyA chIe. Apane ? A prazna eka vicAraNA mAge che. sAcuM kahIe to evI jaDavRttinA pratyAghAta (prabuddha jIvanamAMthI) - ratilAla maphAbhAI zAha
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________________ * pravAsamAM prakAza , * vedAMta satsaMga maMDaLa taraphathI zrI haribhAI tA. 30-6-70 zrI nAthAlAla DI. parIkha smAraka DesavAlAnI vinaMtI svIkAratAM bhAratIya vidyA nidhinA marInaDrAIva para Avela pleTa para taiyAra bhavananAM gItA haiolamAM tA. 21-6-70 sudhI pU. thayela navA makAnamAM pagalAM karyA. samAjanA pramukha zrInI traNa divasa mATenI "aham aura anubhUti zrI tArAbahena premacaMda zAha, lIlIbahena devIdAsa, e viSaya upara hiMdImAM pravacanamALA goThavAtAM menAbahena zeTha vagere agragaNya kAryakaroe gaphUlI vedAMta satsaMgamaMDaLanA bhAIo, bahene tathA anya karI pU. zrInuM svAgata karyA bAda pU. zrI e bhAvikajanee pU. zrInA pravacanane lAbha lIdhe. vAsakSepa ApI, mAMgalika AzIrvAda ApI * keTa zAMtinAtha jaina saMghanI atyaMta Agraha- kalyANamaya pravRtti karavA preraNA ApI. bharI vinaMtIne mAna ApI pU. gurudeva cAra divasa mAna ApI 5 gava cAra divasa % tA. pa- 3 tA. 5-6-70 divya jJAna saMghanA helamAM mATe guruvAra tA. 25-6-70 thI tA. 28-6-70 svAdhyAya zeThavyA hatA. saMsthAnA sabhyo tathA sudhI koTamAM padhAryA tyAM "mRta mana ke jIvaMta aneka membaree lAbha lIdho hate. mana" upara pravacana mALA zarU karatAM pU. zrI e ja tA. 6-6-70 pU. zrI varalI padhAratAM zrI jaNAvyuM ke mRta mana viSayamAM cUMTe che ane varalI jaina saMghanA upakrame varalI jaina maMdiramAM jIvaMta mana coMTatuM nathI. padArthothI bhAge nahi. pravacana goThavavAmAM AvyuM hatuM, tyAre pU. zrI e padArthomAM kutUhalavRtti jAge che e ja rAganuM prathama jaNAvyuM : mANasane kaI gAma pahoMcavuM hoya pragathiyuM che mATe vastune badalavAnI jarUra nathI te ene rastAnI jANa barAbara hovI joIe, paNa vastu pratyenI Asakita badalavAnI jarUra che, rasto barAbara hovo joIe ane cAlanAra paNa daSTi badalAvavAnI che. dharma e bhAgAbhAgI nathI jAgRta joIe. jaina darzanamAM A traNa AvapaNa TharavAnuM che paranI nahi paNa svanI vAta karavAnI zyakatAone samyaga darzana, sabhya jJAna ane che. vItarAga e Adarza che ane A vItarAgane samyaga cAritra dvArA samajAvavAmAM AvyA che. oLakhanAra AMkha virakitanI che. pahelAM AtmarUpI vaNajhAre, jene ahIM keI pravacanamALAmAM moTI saMkhyAmAM janatAe gAma nathI ene khAtarI thavI joIe ke mAruM lAbha levA mAMDaze. A vikAsa na joI zakanArA ghara mekSa che, raheThANa mukita che. A khAtarI lAlabAganA upAzraye besanAra keTalAka tophAnI thayA pachI tame pravRtti kare che paNa te badhA ee AvI ravivAra tA. 28-6-70nI sabhAmAM kare che tema nahi. jhINavaTathI vicAra kare che. dhamAla karI. chatAM pU. zrI e te apUrva kSamA A pravRtti karatAM karatAM mArA pariNAme keTalA ApavA sAthe zAnti ja jALavI. prabhu pArzvanAthanI komaLa thayA, mArI prakRtimAM sukumAratA keTalI ArAdhanA eTale samatAno pATha pU. zrInI zAnti- AvI, huM keTale pApabhIru banya, bhUMDa belyA mAMja sahu sAdhake ane zretAjanone maLI gaye. bolyA pachI mane anutApa keTale thaye? A tophAnIo lokonI najaramAM halakA paDayA. badhI AtmaAlecanA na thatI hoya, ciMtana na sabhAnuM visarjana thatAM pahelAM pU. zrI nA thatuM hoya te dharma e dharma nathI. karmakSayane cAturmAsa mATe zrI thANA saMghanI jaya bolAvI hatI. mArga AtmaAlecanA che. tamArI pravRtti upara mAMgaroLa jaina mahilA samAjanA kAryakaronI tame ja cekIdAra bane. corI karI ja na hoya vinaMtIne svIkArI pU. zrI koTathI vihAra karIne te piolisa tamAre tyAM Ave ja kema? pravRtti karatAM
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________________ 29 divya dIpa upayoga jALavyuM hoya te tamAre dvAre kamarAjA gayA ! moDhAmAMthI halakA zabda nIkaLe che ane Ave ja kema ? te khaTaktA paNa nathI. tame Aje dukAna zA mATe baMdha rAkho cho? leke devaleka ane anuttara vimAnanA vicAra kalAka pUjA karavA? sAmAyika karavA ? pravacananuM kare paNa pitAnA jIvanamAM kevI viSamatA, zravaNa karavA? rajAmAM tame zuM kare che? AkhA halakAza ane kaTutA che tene vicAra nahi kare. aThavADiyAnuM kALuM cItarI nAkhe, hisAbanA tamane pratIti thavI joIe ke mAruM ghara, cepaDA lakhe, tyAre pitAne mATe kAMI nahi? tame mAruM raheThANa mokSa che, mAre mArga mokSane che, pravacanamAM nahi Avo te sAdhune zuM ? je badhuM mAre mokSe javAnuM che. cheDIne nIkaLyA te have bIjAne vaLage to enA jUTa varalIthI vihAra karIne pU. zrI tA. 7-7-70 jevo mUrkha kezu? eNe badhuM zA mATe mUkuM ? ghATakopara padhAryA pachI TI. bI. hospiTalamAM pArakAne vaLagavA ke pakaDavA mATe nahi. hA, gRhastha "sarvadharma samabhAva' upara sarvadharmonA pratIka pravacanamAM Ave te rAjI thAya ke leke prabhunI samA nAnA - zA maMdiramAM ja pravacana ApyuM. vANIne lAbha le che, svAdhyAyamAM joDAI nirjarA ghATakoparathI vihAra karIne tA. 8-7-70 kare che. - bhAMDUpa padhAratAM zrI jaina saMghanA pramukha zrI caMdudevanuM kalyANa thaI gayuM, guru te kalyANanA bhAI tathA anya AgevAnoe pU. zrI ne satkAra mArge jaI rahyA che ane dhamane kAMI joItuM karyuM. maMdiramAM darzana karI upAzraye padhAratAM nathI. A to akiMcanane dharma che paNa tamane munizrI jasavijayajIe pU. zrIne satkAryA hatA. dhananI jeTalI kiMmata che eTalI dharmanI nathI. tyAMthI nIce UtaratAM varasAda AvatAM pU. zrI jarA tame te kahe : jarUra paDe te dhanathI dharma UbhA rahyA, tyAM sthAnakavAsInAM cAra mahAsatIkharIdIzuM. tame badhuM kharIdI zakaze paNa dharma ne khabara paDI ke pU. zrI nIce UbhA che eTale nahi, iMDuM caDhAvavuM e dharma che ke ahaMkAra ? teo upara padhAravA vinaMtI karavA AvyAM. dharma te AtmAmAM che. jIvanamAM dharmane mahAsatIonI udAravRtti joI pU. zrI sthAnakamAM raMga lAge te tamArA vicAra ane vANImAM padhAryA. temaNe pravacana mATe Agraha karyo paNa gajabanuM parivartana Ave. pU. zrIne kAryakrama AgaLathI nakkI hovAthI Aje juo te bhASAmAM keTalI badhI tyAM thoDIvAra rokAIne pU. zrI e vihAra karyo. paNa alilatA AvelI che. gAMdhIjI vadhAremAM vadhAre (sthAnakavAsI) saMghanA strI puruSa para A udAra gusse thatA te zuM kahetA ? "laga pAgala hai banAvane prabhAva paDe. be saMpradAya maLe to gaye hai." ethI vadhAre AkarI gALa emanA gaMgA jamunAne saMgama thAya. meM na hoya. emanA saMskAra (culture). tyAMthI pUzrI pannAlAla silka milamAM mApanI nIce na Ave. padhAryA tyAre zrImatI kusumabahena tathA zrI tamArA moDhAmAMthI halake zabda nIkaLe e sumatibhAInA putro ane temanA svajanee zuM batAve che? saMskRti nathI rahI. bha. mahAvIra pU.zrInuM bhAvabhInuM svAgata karyuM. lAMbA vihAra halakAM pApa karanArane paNa pApI na hatA kahetA karyo hovA chatAM milanA kAmadAro tathA anya emanA ja vArasadAra Aje keTalA nIce utarI [anusaMdhAna pAnuM 21
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________________ You may succeed perchance in concealing your secret sins from the view of the world, but how long could you keep them locked from the orbit of your own conscience- the Consecrated of your own being ? from : Lotus Bloom by : Chitrabhanu ERONUKE ................ CENTRIFUGAL DRYERS MAJOR MINOR PONIE SRONUKE PRO :: =RONUK INDUSTRIES LTD. = IIA WORLI SEA FACE. BOMBAY-18 Grams: RONUKIND RPC 283-62
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________________ tA. 31-7-70 divya dIpa rajI. na. ema. eca. sara ja thANA saghane ullAsa ja jyAM aMtaranI sAcI bhAvanA che, pAmavA thANA jaina saMghanA pramukha zrI rUpacaMdajI zAha tathA ane pamADavAmAM nimitta mAtra banavAne ucca zrI medha jI vIrajI ane anya sA, rAjasthAna Adarza che tyAM vinaMtIne svIkAra paNa che. jena saMghanA sabhyo, zrI siddhacakra jaina navayuvaka zrI thANA jaina saMghanA manamAM pU. gurudevane maMDaLanA zrI zAkhA . rAdhanA ane pa gaTare maMDaLanA sabhyo tathA muMbaIthI Avela bhAvika bhakatajane pitAne AMgaNa lAvavAnI vicAraNA karI ane sAthe pU. zrI e zrI jaina maMdira prati prayANa karyuM. teo doDatA AvyA. saMghanA aMtaramAM saraLatA pU. zrI pratyeno Adara vyakata karatAM thANA sivila hatI, sahajatA hatI ane nirmaLatA hatI. sAcuM hospiTalanA sajana tathA thANAnA eDizanala DI.esa.pI. zrI deva paNa hAjara hatA. mArgadarzana meLavavAnI tamannA hatI. temanI jJAnanI 6 bhUkha ane mahAvIranI vANInI tRSA jotAM pU. zrInuM pU. zrInA pravezamAM kudaratane paNa sahakAra hoya - bInA hRdaya dravI gayuM. pachI aMtarane ke sthaLane prazna ja ' ja tema varasAda paNa thaMbhI gayA ane prakAza sahune ma. kyAM ? zrI thANA jaina saMghanI cAturmAsa mATe vAjate gAjate zrI thANA jaina saMgha pU. zrI ne jaya bolAvavAmAM AvI ane vihAra zara thayA. potAne lAvyA tyAre keTa saMgha ke thANa saMgha na rahetAM mAtra vItarAganA anuyAyIo je rahyA. bhakitanuM guruvAra tA. 9-7-70 prabhAte zrI thANA duzana che tyAM vizALatAne anubhava che. jaina saMghanA sabhyo sAthe pU. zrI bhAMpathI vihAra pravacana zara thatAM pahelAM ja zrI popaTabhAIe karIne thANA padhAryA ane saMghane AnaMda na , TUMkA samayamAM ATalo lAMbA padavihAra karIne mA. virodhapakSanI dhAkadhamakInI e mane paravA 5. zrI thANA padhAryA te badala saMdhavatI AbhAra nahotI. emane vANInA yuddhamAM nahotuM paDavuM 5Na vyakata karyo. vicAranI gahanatA mApavI hatI, aMtaranA mAMgalika pravacana ApatAM pU. zrIe kahyuM : jIvananuM UMDANamAM DUbakI mAravI hatI. dhyeya parama zAMti, sukha ane AnaMda meLavavAmAM che. je zrI jayaMtibhAI jhaverIne tyAM pU. zrI padhAyA jIvananuM sAkhya cUkAI jaze te ATaATalA sAdhane. ane aneka prAvake emane vaMdana karavA padhAryA. uovA chatA pharA ni hovA chatAM phere niSphaLa jaze. svanI oLakhathI ja pU. zrInI vANI ane vicArothI prabhAvita thayelAne dharmanA prAraMbha thAya che. A mATe pahelAM pArAnI te have mahinAo sudhI lAbha maLavAne hato. jema vikharAnuM, dhajAnI jema pharakatuM ane mAkaDAnI jema ThekaDA mAratuM mane kAbUmAM levAnuM che, kayAMka zukravAra savArathI sarvatra AnaMda ane utsAha che bAMdhavAnuM che, sthira karavAnuM che. hatA. thANa saMgha pU. zrInuM sAmaiyuM karavA taiyAra kaMTAne svabhAva beMkavAne che, gulAbane svabhAva thaye te svAgatamAM joDAvA muMbaIthI AvanArA suvAsa phelAvavAnuM che. paNa tame tamArI tulya bhakatajanone ullAsa paNa adamya hatuM. sADAsAta manovRttimAM magna rahe. mahApuNyathI maLelA manuSya vAgyAmAM to divya jJAna saMghanA pramukha zrI kAMtibhAI janmane maMgaLa banAvavAnuM lakSya jIvanamAM rAkhaje. nahAlacaMda, TrasTI zrI ke. DI. zAha ane zrI nitIna manane saMdara vicArathI, vANIne suMdara vacanethI ane parIkha AvyA. tyAM thoDI ja vAramAM keTa saMghanA kAyAne suMdara kAryothI : alaMkRta karI jIvananI TIo zrI navInabhAI kaMpANI, zrI gulAbacaMdabhAI, sAphalyatA anubhave zrI bhagubhAI tathA anya bhAI bahene spezyala pravacana bAda avela bhakatajanenI bhakitane lAbha basamAM AvI pahoMcyA. zrI candraprakAze AdhyAtmika letAM mAdakanI prabhAvanA zrI jayaMtilAlabhAIe karI mahilA maMDaLanI bahene te basamAM AvatAM AvatAM ane zrI saMghe muMbaithI Avela bhakatanI sAdhamika paNu bhakitarasane kahA letI ja AvI. bhakita karI aMtarane AnaMda ane ahalAda anubhavyA. muMbaIthI bhakatone pravAha cAlu ja hato tyAM thANAnI sAMkaDI galIomAM moTA mananuM darzana barAbara ATha vAgatAM ja benDa zaru thayuM ane zrI thatAM thANu jAtrAnuM sthAna banyuM che. padraka, prakAzaka ane mAnA saMpAdaka mI caMdalAva 2. sAhe, lipinI prinTarI saMbaI naM. 2 mAM chapAvI, DIvAIna kAma sosAyaTI (divya jJAna saM5) mATe "kavInya nya' 28/30, vAlakezva2 muMbai . 6 mAMthI pragaTa karyuM che,