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________________ 11 munisamAgama rAjA-he munirAja ! Aje huM ApanAM darzana karIne kRtArtha thayo chuM. eka vAra mAruM abaghaDIe baneluM, temaja agAu baneluM sAMbhaLavA yogya caritra sAMbhaLI laIne pachI mane ApanA pavitra jainadharmano satvaguNI upadeza karo. ATaluM bolyA pachI te baMdha rahyo. muni-he rAjA ! dharmane lagatuM tAruM caritra hoya to bhale AnaMda sahita kahI batAva. rAjA-(manamAM) aho ! A mahA munirAje huM rAjA chuM ema kyAMthI jANuM ! haze. e vAta pachI. hamaNAM to paraNe tene ja gAuM. (prasiddha) he bhagavana! meM eka pachI eka ema aneka dharmo avalokana karyA. paraMtu te pratyeka dharmamAMthI mArI keTalAMka kAraNothI AsthA UThI gaI. huM jyAre dareka dharma grahaNa karato tyAre temAM guNa vicArIne, paraMtu pAchaLathI koNa jANe zuMya thAya ke jAmelI Asakti ekadama nAza thaI jAya. jo ke Ama thavAnAM keTalAMka kAraNo paNa hatAM. eka mArI manovRtti evI ja hatI ema nahotuM. koI dharmamAM dharmagurUonuM dhUrtapaNuM dekhIne te dharma choDIne meM bIjo svIkRta karyo. vaLI temAM koI vyabhicAra jevI chITa dekhIne te mukI daIne trIjo grahaNa karyo. vaLI temAM hiMsAyukata siddhAMto dekhavAthI te tajI daIne cotho grahaNa karyo. vaLI te tajI devAnI koI kAraNathI pharaja paDavAthI te mUkIne pAMcamo dharma grahaNa karyo. ema aneka dharma jainadharma sivAyanA lIdhA ane mUkyA. jainadharmano ekalo vairAgya ja dekhIne mULathI te dharma para mane bhAva coMTyo ja nahoto. ghaNA dharmanI lemelamAM meM chevaTe Avo siddhAMta nakkI karyo ke badhA ya dharma mithyA che. dharmAcAryoe jene jema rucyuM tema potAnI ruci mAphaka pAkhaMDI jALo pAtharI che. bAkI kazuMye nathI. jo dharma pALavAno sRSTino svAbhAvika niyama hota to AkhI sRSTimAM eka ja dharma kAM na hota ? AvA AvA taraMgothI huM kevaLa nAstika thaI gayo. saMsArIzRMgAra e ja meM to mokSa TharAvyuM. pApa nathI, puNya nathI, dharma nathI, karma nathI, svarga nathI, naraka nathI, e saghaLAM pAkhaMDo che. janma pAmavAnuM kAraNa mAtra strI-puruSano saMyoga che, ane jareluM vastra jema kALe karIne nAza pAme che tema A kAyA haLave haLave ghasAI chevaTe jIvanarahita thaI jaI nAza pAme che. bAkI saghaLuM mithyA che. AvuM mArA aMtaHkaraNamAM draDha thavAthI mane jema rucyuM, mane kema gamyuM ane mane jema pAlavyuM tema vartavA mAMDyuM. anItinAM AcaraNa karavA mAMDyAM. rAMkaDI raiyatane pIDavAmAM koI paNa prakAranI kacAza meM rAkhI nahIM. ziyaLavaMtI suMdarIonAM ziyaLabhaMga karAvIne meM AkarA kera bolAvI devAmAM koI paNa prakAranI khAmI rAkhI nahIM. sajjanone daMDavAmAM, saMtone ribAvavAmAM ane durjanone sukha devAmAM meM eTalAM pApa karyo che ke koi paNa prakAranI nyUnatA rAkhI nathI. huM dhAruM chuM ke meM eTalAM pApa karyA che ke e pApano eka prabaLa parvata bAMdhyo hoya to te meruthI paNa savAyo thAya ! A saghaLuM thavAnuM kAraNa mAtra luccA dharmAcAryo hato. AvI ne AvI caMDALamati mArI hamaNAM sudhI rahI. mAtra adbhuta kautuka banyuM ke jethI mane zuddha AstikatA AvI gaI. have e kautuka huM ApanI samakSa nivedana karuM chuM - huM ujjayanI nagarIno adhipati chuM. mAruM nAma caMdrasiMha che. khAsa dayALuonAM dila dubhAvavAne mATe huM prabaLa daLa laIne Aje zikArane mATe caDhayo hato. eka raMka haraNanI pAchaLa dhAtAM huM sainyathI vikhUTo paDyo. ane
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________________ A tarapha te haraNanI pAchaLa azva doDAvato doDAvato nIkaLI paDyo. potAno jAna bacAvavAne mATe kone khAeza na hoya ? ane tema karavA mATe e bicArA haraNe doDavAmAM kazIye kacAza rAkhI nathI. paraMtu e bicArAnI pAchaLa A pApI prANIe potAno julama gujAravA mATe azva doDAvI tenI najadIkamAM AvavA kaMI ochI tadabIra karI nathI. chevaTe A bAgamAM te haraNane pesatuM dekhI kamAna upara bANa caDAvI meM choDI mUkyuM. A vakhate mArA pApI aMtaHkaraNamAM lezamAtra paNa dayAdevIno chAMTo nahoto. AkhI duniyAnA DhImara ane caMDALano saradAra te huM ja houM evuM mAruM kALajuM phrarAvezamAM jhokAM khAtuM hatuM. meM tAkIne mAreluM tIra vyartha javAthI mane bevaDo pApAveza Upajyo. tethI meM mArA ghoDAne paganI pAnI mArIne A tarapha khUba doDAvyo. doDAvatAM doDAvatAM jevo A sAmI dekhAtI jhADInA ghADA madhyabhAgamAM Avyo tevo ja ghoDo Thokara khAIne lathaDyo. lathaDyA bheLo te bhaDakI gayo. ane bhaDakI gayA bheLo te Ubho thaI rahyo. jevo ghoDo lathaDyo hato tevo ja mAro eka paga eka bAjunA pAgaDA upara ane bIjo paga nIce bhoMyathI eka veMtane cheTe laTakI rahyo hato. myAnamAMthI takatakatI talavAra paNa nIsarI paDI hatI. AthI karIne jo huM ghoDA upara caDavA jAuM to te tIkhI talavAra mane gaLADhuMkaDI thavAmAM paLa paNa DhIla kare tema nahotuM ja. ane nIce jyAM draSTi karI jouM chuM tyAM eka kALo tema ja bhayaMkara nAga paDelo dITho. mArA jevA pApIno prANa levAne kAje ja avatarelo te kALo nAga joIne mAruM kALajuM kaMpI gayuM. mArA aMgeaMga tharathara dhrujavA maMDyAM. mArI chAtI dhabakavA lAgI. mArI jiMdagI have TUMkI thaze ! re have TUMkI thaze ! Avo dhrAsako mane lAgyo. he bhagavana agAu darzAvyA pramANe te vakhate huM nIce UtarI zakuM tema nahoto ane ghoDA upara paNa caDhI zakuM tema nahoto. have koIka tadabIra e ja kAraNathI zodhavAmAM huM gUMthAyo. paraMtu nirarthaka ! kevaLa phokaTa ane veTha !! haLavethI karI Agho khasI jaI raste paDuM ema vicAra uThAvIne huM jyAM sAmI draSTi karuM chuM to tyAM eka vikarALa siMharAjane paDelo dITho. re have to huM ziyALAnI TADhathI paNa sogaNo pUjavA maMDI gayo. vaLI pAcho vicAramAM paDI gayo. 'khasakIne pAcho vaLuM to kema ?' ema lAgyuM, tyAM to te taraphamAM ghoDAnI pITha para rahelI nAgI poNA bhAganI talavAra dIThI. eTale ahIM AgaLa have mArA vicAra to pUrNa thaI rahyA. jyAM jouM tyAM mota. pachI vicAra zuM kAma Ave ? cAre dizAe pote potAno jabarajasta pahero besADI mUkyo. he mahA munirAja ! Avo camatkArika paraMtu bhayaMkara dekhAva joIne mane mArA jIvananI zaMkA thaI paDI. mAro vahAlo jIva ke huM jethI karIne AkhA brahmAMDanA rAjyanI tulya vaibhava bhogavuM chuM te have A naradeha tajIne cAlyo jaze !! re cAlyo jaze !! are ! atyAre mArI zI viparIta gati thaI paDI ! mArA jevA pApIne Ama ja chAje. le pApI jIva ! tuM ja tArAM kartavya bhogava.. teM anekanAM kALajAM bALyAM che. te aneka raMka prANIone damyAM che, te aneka saMtone saMtApyA che. te aneka satI suMdarIonAM ziyaLabhaMga karyA che. aneka manuSyone anyAyathI daMDyA che. TUMkAmAM te koI paNa prakAranA pApanI kacAza rAkhI nathI. mATe re pApI jIva ! have tuM ja tArAM phaLa bhogava. tuM tane jema phAve tema vartato; ane tenI sAthe madamAM AMdhaLo thaIne Ama paNa mAnato ke huM zuM duHkhI thavAno hato ? mane zuM kaSTo paDavAnAM hatAM ? paNa re pApI prANa ! have joI le. tuM e tArA mithyA madanuM phaLa bhogavI le. pApanuM phaLa tuM
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________________ mAnato hato ke che ja nahIM. paraMtu joI le, atyAre A zuM ? ema huM pazcAttApamAM paDI gayo. are ! hAya ! huM have nahIM ja bacuM ? e viTaMbanA mane thaI paDI. A vakhate mArA pApI aMtaHkaraNamAM ema AvyuM ke jo atyAre mane koIka AvIne ekadama bacAve to kevuM mAMgalika thAya ! e prANadAtA abaghaDI je mAge te ApavA huM baMdhAuM. mAruM AkhA mALavA dezanuM rAjya te mAge to ApatAM DhIla na karuM. ane eTaluM badhuMye ApatAM e mAge to mArI eka hajAra navayauvana rANIo ApI dauM. e mAge to mArI aDhaLaka rAjyalakSmI enA padakamaLamAM dharuM. ane eTaluM badhuMye ApatAM chatAM jo e kaheto hoya to huM eno jiMdagIparyaMta kiMkarano kiMkara thaIne rahuM. paraMtu mane A vakhate koNa jIvanadAna Ape ? AvA AvA taraMgamAM jhokAM khAto khAto huM tamArA pavitra jainadharmamAM UtarI paDyo. enA kathananuM mane A vakhate bhAna thayuM. enA pavitra siddhAMto A vakhate mArA aMtaHkaraNamAM asarakAraka rIte UtarI gayA. ane teNe tenuM kharekharuM manana karavA mAMDyuM, ke jethI A ApanI samakSa AvavAne A pApI prANI pAmyo. 1 abhayadAnaH - e sarvotkRSTa dAna che. enA jevuM ekke dAna nathI. A siddhAMta prathama mArA aMtaHkaraNe manana karavA mAMDyo. aho ! A eno siddhAMta kevo nirmaLa ane pavitra che ! koI paNa prANIbhUtane pIDavAmAM mahApApa che. e vAta mane hADohADa UtarI gai-gai te pAchI hajAra janmAMtare paNa na casake tevI ! Ama vicAra paNa Avyo ke kadApi punarjanma nahIM hoya ema ghaDIbhara mAnIe topaNa karelI hiMsAnuM kiMcita phaLa paNa A janmamAM maLe che. kharuM ja. nahIM to AvI tArI viparIta dazA kyAMthI hota ? tane hamezAM zikArano pApI zokha lAgyo hato, ane e ja mATe thaIne te Aje cAhI cAhIne dayALuonAM dila dubhAvavAne A tadabIra karI hatI. to have A tenuM phaLa tane maLyuM. tuM have kevaLa pApI motanA paMjAmAM paDyo. tArAmAM kevaLa hiMsAmati na hota to Avo vakhata tane maLata kema ? na ja maLata. kevaLa A tArI nIca manovRttinuM phaLa che. he pApI AtmA ! have tuM ahIMthI eTale A dehathI mukta thaI game tyAM jA, topaNa e dayAne ja pALaje. have tAre ane A kAyAne judA paDavAmAM zuM DhIla rahI che? mATe e satya, pavitra ane ahiMsAyukta jainadharmanA jeTalA siddhAMto tArAthI manana thaI zake teTalA kara ane tArA jIvanI zAMti iccha. enA saghaLA siddhAMto jJAnadraSTie avalokatAM ane sUkSma buddhie vicAratAM kharA ja che. jema abhayadAna saMbaMdhIno teno anupama siddhAMta A vakhate tane tArA A anubhavathI kharo lAgyo tema tenA bIjA siddhAMto paNa sUkSmatAthI manana karatAM kharA ja lAgaze. emAM kAMI nyUnAdhika nathI ja. saghaLA dharmamAM dayA saMbaMdhI thoDo thoDo bodha che kharoparaMtu emAM to jaina te jaina ja che. harakoI prakAre paNa jhINAmAM jhINA jaMtuono bacAva karavo, tene koI paNa prakAre duHkha na ApavuM evA jainanA prabaLa ane pavitra siddhAMtothI bIjo kayo dharma vadhAre sAco hato ! teM eka pachI eka ema aneka dharmo lIdhA mUkayA, paraMtu tAre hAtha jainadharma Avyo ja nahIM. re! kyAMthI Ave ? tArA aDhaLaka pUNyanA udaya sivAya kayAMthI Ave ? e dharma to gaMdo che. nahIM nahIM mleccha jevo che. e dharmane te koNa
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________________ grahaNa kare ? Ama gaNIne ja te te dharma tarapha draSTi sarakhI paNa na karI. are ! tuM draSTi zuM karI zake ? tArA aneka bhavanA tapane lIdhe tuM rAjA thayo. to have narakamAM jato kema aTake? 'tapezvarI te rAjezvarI ane rAjezvarI te narakezvarI" A kahevata tane te dharma hAtha lAgavAthI khoTI Tharata, ane tuM narake jato aTakata. he mUDhAtmA ! A saghaLA vicAro have tane rahI rahIne sUjhe che. paNa have e sUjhayuM zuM kAma Ave ? kaMIye nahIM. prathamathI ja sUjhayuM hota to A dazA kyAMthI hota ? thanAruM thayuM. paraMtu have tArA aMtaHkaraNamAM draDha kara ke e ja dharma kharo che. e ja dharma pavitra che. ane have enA bIjA siddhAMto avalokana kara. 2. tapaH - e viSaya saMbaMdhI paNa eNe je upadeza Apyo che te anupama che. ane tapanA mahAna yogathI huM mALavA dezanuM rAjya pAmyo chuM ema kahevAya che. te paNa kharuM ja che. managupti, vacanagupti, ane kAyagupti e traNa eNe tapanAM peTAM pADyAM che. te paNa kharAM che. Ama karavAthI UpajatA saghaLA vikAro zAMta thatA thatA kALe karIne laya thaI jAya che. tethI karIne baMdhAtI karmacALa aTakI paDe che. vairAgya sahita dharma paNa pALI zakAya che. ane aMte e mahAna sukhaprada nIvaDe che. jo ! eno A siddhAMta paNa kevo utkRSTa che ! 3. bhAvaH - bhAva viSe eNe kevo upadeza Apyo che ! e paNa kharo ja che. bhAva vinA dharma kema phaLIbhUta thAya ? bhAva vinA dharma hoya ja kyAMthI ? bhAva e to dharmanuM jIvana che. jyAM sudhI bhAva na hoya tyAM sudhI kaI vastu bhalI lAgata tema hatuM ? bhAva vinA dharma pALI zakAto nathI. tyAre dharma pALyA vinA mukti kayAMthI hoya ? e siddhAMta paNa eno kharo ane anupama che. 4 brahmacarya - aho ! brahmacarya saMbaMdhIno eno siddhAMta paNa kyAM ocho che ? saghaLA mahA vikAromAM kAmavikAra e agresara che. tene damana karavo e mahA durghaTa che. ene dahana karavAthI phaLa paNa mahA zAMtikAraka hoya, emAM atizayokti zI ? kazIye nahIM. duHsAdhya viSayane sAdhya karavo e durdhaTa che ja to ! A siddhAMta paNa eno kevo upadezajanaka che ! 5 saMsAratyAgaH - sAdhu thavAno eno upadeza keTalAka vyartha gaNe che. paraMtu e temanI kevaLa mUrkhatA che. teo evo mata darzAve che ke tyAre strIpuruSanuM joDuM utpanna thavAnI zI agatya hatI ? paraMtu e emanI bhramaNA che. AkhI sRSTi kaMi mokSe javAnI nathI. AvuM jainanuM eka vacana meM sAMbhaLyuM hatuM. te pramANe thoDA ja mokSavAsI thaI zake, evuM mArI TUMka najaramAM Ave che. tyAre saMsAra paNa thoDA ja tyAgI zake che. e kyAM chAnuM che? saMsAratyAga karyA vinA mukti kyAMthI hoya ? strInA zRMgAramAM lubdha thaI javAthI keTalA badhA viSayamAM lubdhAI javuM paDe che.
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________________ saMtAna utpanna thAya che. temane pALavAM-poSavAM ane moTAM karavAM paDe che. mAruM tAruM karavuM paDe che. udarabharaNAdi mATe tarakhaDathI vyApArAdimAM kapaTa vetaravAM paDe che. manuSyone ThagavAM, ane soLa paMcyAM vyAsI ane be mUkyA chUTanA AvA prapaMco lagAvavA paDe che. are ! evI to aneka jaMjALomAM joDAvuM paDe che. tyAre evA prapaMcamAMthI te mukti sAdhya koNa karI zakavAno hato ? ane janma, jarA, maraNanAM duHkho kyAMthI TALavAno hato ? prapaMcamAM rahevuM e ja baMdhana che. mATe A upadeza paNa eno mahAna maMgaladAyaka che. 6. sudevabhaktiH - A paNa eno siddhAMta kaMI jevo tevo nathI. je kevaLa saMsArathI virakta thaI, satya dharma pALI akhaMDa muktimAM birAjamAna thayA che tenI bhakti kAM sukhaprada na thAya ? emanI bhaktinA svAbhAvika guNa ApaNe zirathI bhavabaMdhananAM duHkha uDADI de, e kAMI saMzayAtmaka nathI. e akhaMDa paramAtmAo kAMI rAga ke dveSavALA nathI, paraMtu parama bhaktinuM e svataH phaLa che. agnino svabhAva jema uSNatAno che tema e to rAgadveSarahita che. paraMtu tenI bhakti nyAyamate guNadAyaka che. bAkI to je bhagavAna janma, jarA tathA maraNanAM duHkhamAM DUbakAM mAryA kare te zuM tArI zake? paththara paththarane kema tAre ? mATe eno A upadeza paNa draDha hRdayathI mAnya karavA yogya che. 7. niHsvArthI guru - jene koI paNa prakArano svArtha nathI tevA gurU dhAraNa karavA joIe, e vAta kevaLa enI kharI ja che. jeTalo svArtha hoya teTalo dharma ane vairAgya ocho hoya che. saghaLA dharmamAM dharmagurUono meM svArtha dITho, paraMtu te eka jaina sivAya ! upAzrayamAM AvatI veLA capaTI cokhA ke pasalI jAra lAvavAno paNa eNe bodha bAMdhyo nathI ane evI ja rIte koI paNa prakAranuM teNe svArthapaNuM calAvyuM nathI. tyAre evA dharmagurUonA AzrayathI mukti zA mATe na maLe ? maLe ja. A eno upadeza mahA zreyaskara che. nAva paththarane tAre che tema sadagurU potAnA ziSyane tArI zake-upadezIne-temAM khoTuM zuM ? 8. karmaH - sukha ane duHkha, janma ane maraNa Adi saghaLuM karmane AdhIna raheluM che. jevAM, jIva anAdi kALathI karmo karyo Ave che tevAM phaLo pAmato jAya che. A upadeza paNa anupama ja che. keTalAka kahe che ke bhagavAna te aparAdhanI kSamA kare to te thaI zake che. paraMtu nA. e emanI bhUla che. AthI te paramAtmA paNa rAgadveSavALo Thare che. ane AthI pAlave tema vartavAnuM kALe karIne bane che. ema e saghaLA doSanuM kAraNa paramezvara bane che. tyAre A vAta satya kema kahevAya ? jainIno siddhAMta karmAnusAra phaLano che te ja satya che. Avo ja mata tenA tIrthakaroe paNa darzita karyo che. emaNe potAnI prazaMsA icchI nathI. ane jo icche to te mAnavALA Thare. mATe eNe satya prarUpyuM che. kIrtine bahAne dharmavRddhi karI nathI. tema ja temaNe koi paNa prakAre potAno svArtha gabaDAvyo paNa nathI. karma saghaLAne naDe che. mane paNa karelAM karma mUkatAM nathI. ane te
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________________ bhogavavAM paDe che. AvAM vimaLa vacano bhagavAna zrI vardhamAne kahyAM che. ane te varNanane AkAre pAchAM draSTAMtathI majabUta karyA che. RSabhadevajI bhagavAnane bharatezvare pUchyuM ke he bhagavAna ! have ApaNA vaMzamAM koI tIrthakara thaze ? tyAre Adi tIrthakara bhagavAne kahyuM ke hA, A bahAra beThelA tridaMDI covIsamA tIrthaMkara vartamAna covIsImAM thaze. A sAMbhaLI bharatezvarajI AnaMda pAmyA. ane tyAMthI vinayayukta abhivaMdana karIne UDyA. bahAra AvIne tridaMDIne vaMdana karyuM tyAre sUcavyuM ke hamaNAMnuM tAruM parAkrama joIne huM kaMI vaMdana karato nathI, paraMtu tuM vartamAna covIsImAM chello tIrthakara bhagavAna vardhamAnane nAme thavAno che te parAkramane lIdhe vaMdana karuM chuM. A sAMbhaLI tridaMDIjInuM mana praphullita thayuM. ane ahaMpada AvI gayuM ke huM tIrthakara thAuM temAM zI AzcaryatA ? mAro dAdo koNa che ? Adya tIrthakara zrI RSabhadevajI. mAro pitA koNa che ? cha khaMDanA rAjAdhirAja cakravartI bharatezvara. mAruM kuLa kayuM che ? isvAku. tyAre huM tIrthakara thAuM emAM zuM ? Ama abhimAnanA AvezamAM hasyA, ramyA ane kUdakA mAryA, jethI sattAvIza zreSTha, naSTa bhava bAMdhyA. ane e bhava bhogavyA pachI vartamAna covIsInA chellA tIrthakara bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI thayA. jo emaNe kIti ke svArtha khAtara dharma pravartAvyo hota to e vAta te pragaTa paNa karata ? paraMtu eno svArtha vagarano dharma tethI kharuM kahetAM kema aTake ? jo bhAI! mane paNa karma mUkatAM nathI. to tamane kema mUkaze ? mATe karmavALo A paNa teno siddhAMta kharo che. jo emano svArthI ane kItine bahAne bhulAvavAno dharma hota to e vAta e pradarzita paNa karata ? jeno svArtha hoya te to AvI vAta kevaLa bhoMyamAM ja bhaMDAre. ane dekhADe che, nahIM, nahIM mane karma naDatAM nathI. huM saghaLAno jema cAhuM tema karI zakI tAraNahAra chuM. Avo bhapako bhabhakAvata. paraMtu bhagavAna vardhamAna jevA niHsvArthI ane satyALune potAnI jUThI prazaMsA kahevA-karavAnuM chAje ja kema ? evA nirvikArI paramAtmA te ja kharuM bodhe. mATe A paNa eno siddhAMta koI paNa prakAre zaMkA karavA yogya nathI. 9. samyagadraSTinoHsamyadraSTi eTale bhalI draSTi. apakSapAte sArAsAre vicAravuM. tenuM nAma vivekadraSTi ane vivekadraSTi eTale samyujhaSTi. A emanuM bolavuM tAdraza kharuM ja che. vivekadraSTi vinA kharuM kyAMthI sUjhe ? ane kharuM sUjhayA vinA kharuM grahaNa paNa kyAMthI thAya ? mATe saghaLA prakAre samyagadraSTino upayoga karavo joIe. A paNa enuM sUcavana zuM ochuM zreyaskara che ? ahiMsA sahita A nave siddhAMta he pApI AtmA ! ghaNe sthaLe jaina munIzvarone upadezatAM teM sAMbhaLyA hatA, paraMtu te vakhate tane kyAM bhalI draSTi ja hatI ? e enA nave siddhAMto kevA nirmaLa che? emAM talabhAra vadhAro ke javabhAra ghaTADo nathI. kiMcita enA dharmamAM mInamekha nathI. emAM jeTaluM kahyuM che teTaluM kharuM ja che. mana vacana ane kAyAnuM damana karI AtmAnI zAMti iccho. e ja enuM sthaLe sthaLe bodhavuM che. enA pratyeka siddhAMto sRSTiniyamane svAbhAvika rIte anusaratA che. eNe ziyaLa saMbaMdhI je upadeza Apyo che, te kevo asarabaMdha che? eka patnIvrata puruSoe, ane eka pativrata strIoe to (saMsAra na tajI zakAya, ane kAma dahana na thaI zake to) pALavuM ja. AmAM ubhayapakSe keTaluM phaLa che ! eka to muktimArga ane bIjo saMsAramArga,
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________________ e bannemAM ethI lAbha che. Aje saMsArano lAbha ekalo to jo. eka patnIvrata (strIne pativrata) pALatAM pratyakSamAM paNa temanI sumanaH kAmanA dhAryA pramANe pAra paDe che. kIrtikara ane zarIre paNa Arogyaprada che. A paNa saMsArI lAbha. parastrIgAmI kalaMkita thAya che. cAMdI, prameha ane kSaya Adi roga sahana karavA paDe che. ane bIjAM aneka durAcaraNo vaLage che. A saghaLuM saMsAramAM paNa duHkhakAraka che. to te muktimArgamAM zA mATe duHkhaprada na hoya ? jo, koIne potAnI punita strIthI tevo roga thayo sAMbhaLyo che? mATe enA siddhAMto banne pakSe zreyaskara che. sAcuM to saghaLe sAruM ja hoya ne ? UnuM pANI pIvA saMbaMdhIno eno upadeza saghaLAone che ane chevaTa je tema vartI na zake teNe paNa gALyA vagara to pANI na ja pIvuM. A siddhAMta banne pakSe lAbhadAyaka che. paraMtu he durAtmA ! tuM mAtra saMsArapakSa ja (tArI TUMka najara che to) jo. eka to roga thavAno thoDo ja saMbhava rahe. aNagaLa pANI pIvAthI keTalI keTalI jAtanA rogonI utpannatA che. vALA, kogaLiyAM Adi aneka jAtanA rogonI utpatti ethI ja che. jyAre ahIM AgaLa pavitra rIte lAbhakAraka che, tyAre muktimatamAM zA mATe na hoya ? A nave siddhAMtomAM keTaluM badhuM tattva rahyuM che ! eka siddhAMta che te eka jhaverAtanI sera che. tevI nava siddhAMtathI banelI A navasarI mALA je aMtaHkaraNarUpI koTamAM pahere te zA mATe divya sukhano bhoktA na thAya ? kharo ane niHsvArtha dharma to A eka ja che. he durAtmA ! A kALo nAga have pAsuM pheravI tArA para tAkI rahevA taiyAra thayo che. mATe tuM have te dharmanA 'navakAra stotrane saMbhAra. ane have pachInA janmamAM paNa e ja dharma mAga. AvuM jyAM mAruM mana thaI gayuM ane "namo arihaMtANaM" e zabda mukhathI kahuM chuM tyAM bIjuM kautuka thayuM. je bhayaMkara nAga mAro prANa levA mATe pAsuM pheravato hato te kALo nAga tyAMthI haLavethI khasI jaI rAphaDA tarapha jato jaNAyo. enA manathI ja evI icchA UpajI ke huM haLave haLave khasakI jauM, nahIM to A bIcAro pAmara prANI have bhayamAM ja kALadharma pAmI jaze. ema vicArIne te khasakIne Agho jato rahyo. Agho jato te bolyo ke he rAjakumAra ! tAro jIva levAne huM eka paLanI paNa DhIla karuM tema nahoto, paraMtu tane zuddha vairAgya tathA jainadharmamAM Utarelo dekhIne mAruM kALajuM haLave haLave pIgaLatuM gayuM. te evuM to komaLa thaI gayuM ke hada ! A saghaLuM thavAnuM kAraNa mAtra jainadharma ja. tArA aMtaHkaraNamAM jyAre te dharmanA taraMgo UThatA hatA tyAre mArA manamAM te ja dharmanA taraMgathI tane na mAravo Ama UgI nIkaLyuM hatuM. jema haLave haLave te dharmanI tane asara vadhatI gaI tema tema mArI sumanovRtti tArA tarapha thatI gaI. chevaTe te jyAre "namo arihaMtANaM" ATaluM kahyuM tyAre mAruM aMga meM tane pUro jainAstika thayelo joIne khesavyuM. mATe tuM mana, vacana ane kAyAthI te dharma pALaje. jainadharmanA pratApathI ja mAna ke huM atyAre tane jIvato javA dauM chuM. e dharma to e dharma ja che. re ! mane manuSyajanma maLyo nathI. nahIM to e dharmanuM evuM to sevana karata ke basa ! paraMtu jevo mAro karmaprabhAva. topaNa mArAthI jema banaze tema huM e dharmanuM zuddha AcaraNa karIza. he rAjakumAra ! have tuM heTho paga AnaMdathI mUkI, tArI talavAra myAnamAM nAMkha. jinazAsananA zRMgAra tilakarUpa mahA munIzvara ahIM AgaLanA sAmAM suMdara bAgamAM birAje che. mATe tuM tyAM jA. teonA mukhakamaLano pavitra upadeza zravaNa karIne tAro mAnavajanma kRtArtha kara. he mahA munirAja ! maNidharanAM AvAM vacana sAMbhaLIne huM to diMga thaI gayo. zo jainadharmano pratApa ! huM motanA paMjAmAMthI chaTakI cUkyo. tyAre huM diMga thaI gayo to kharo, paraMtu te AzcaryatAnI sAthe aho ! jIvanadAna ApanAra to
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________________ e ja jainadharma che. A vakhate mArA AnaMdano kazo pAra rahyo nahIM. mAruM zarIra ja jANe AkhuM harSanuM baMdhAyuM hoya tevuM thaI gayuM, ane tarata ja te dayA lAvanAra nAgadevane huM praNAma karI ane talavAra myAna karI bIje raste thaI ApanA pavitra darzana karavA mATe A tarapha vaLyo. have mane te dharmanI kharI sUkSmatAno bodha karo. eka navakAra maMtranA pratApathI haM jIvanadAna pAmyo to e Akho dharma pALatAM zuM na thaI zake ? he bhagavAna ! have mane te navasarI mALAno anupama upadeza bodho. (zArdUlavikrIDita vRtta) pAmyA moda muni suNI mana viSe, vRttAMta rAjA taNo, pAchuM nija caritra te varaNavyuM, utsAha rAkhI ghaNo; thAze tyAM mana bhUpane draDha dayA, ne bodha jArI thaze, trIjo khaMDa khacIta mAna sukhadA, A mokSamALA viSe. (apUrNa)