Pap Punya

Author(s): Dada Bhagwan
Publisher: Dada Bhagwan Foundation
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/008863/1

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dAdA bhagavAna kathita U]]]]=UNI DaoN. nIrubahena amIna manuSyagati devagati mokSa hetuka, puNyAnubaMdhI puNya samakita prApti mATe puNyAnubaMdhI puNya joIe. krodhamAna-mAyA-lobha ghaTavAM joIe. to e samakita bhaNI jAya. ApaNe mokSamAM javAnI ja ekalI IrachA hovI joIe ane e IcchArthe je je karavAmAM Ave che te kriyA puNya bAMdhe che. kAraNa ke hetu mokSano che ne mATe. pachI potAnI pAse AvyuM hoya te bhalADe ! pArakAne mATe bhelADe, e puNyAnubaMdhI puNya kahevAya. dareka kriyAmAM badalAnI IcchA nA rAkhe, sAmAne sukha ApatI vakhate koI paNa jAtanA badalAnI icchA nA rAkhe, enuM nAma puNyAnubaMdhI puNya. - dAdAzrI - STEEP narkagati tIyaMcagati

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prakAzaka dAdA bhagavAna prarUpita : dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana 1, varUNa epArTamenTa, 37, zrImALI sosAyaTI, navaraMgapurA, amadAvAda - 380 09. phona : (079) 6421154 pheksa : (079) 408528 E-Mail: dimple@ad1.vsnl.net.in : saMpAdakane svAdhIna pApa-puNya prathama AvRti : pa000 varSa - 1998 bhAva mUlya : 'parama vinaya' ane 'huM kaMI ja jANato nathI, e bhAva ! dravya mUlya : 15 rUpiyA (rAhata dare ) lesara kaMpojha : dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana, amadAvAda. saMkalana : DaoN. nIrubahena amIta prinTara : megnama prinTarsa, tAvaDIpurA, zAhIbAga, amadAvAda.

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dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezatatA anya prakAzato) 1) dAdA bhagavAta, AtmavijJAta 2) AptavANI zreNI - 1 thI 11 3) AptasUtra 4) pratikramaNa (graMtha ane saMkSipta) 5) tIjadoSa darzanathI... nirdoSa 6) paisAto vyavahAra (graMtha ane saMkSipta). 7) pati-patnIto divya vyavahAra (graMtha ane saMkSipta) 8) mA-bApa chokarAMto vyavahAra (graMtha ane saMkSipta) 9) vartamAna tIrthaMkara zrI sImaMdhara svAmI 10) mRtyu samaye, pahelAM ane pachI..... 11) vANIto siddhAMta (graMtha ane saMkSipta) 12) vANI, vyavahAramAM... 13) samajathI prApta bahAcarya (pUrvArdha - uttarArdha ane saMkSipta) 14) karmanuM vijJAta 15) bhogave enI bhUla (guja., hindI ane aMgrejI) 16) banyuM te ja nyAya (guja., hindI ane aMgrejI) 10) eDajasTa evarIvhera (guja, hindI ane aMgrejI) 18) athaDAmaNa TALo (guja, hindI ane aMgrejI) 19) "Who Am I?" 20) satya asatyatA rahasyo ! 21) ahiMsA 22) prema 3) pApa-puNya trimaMtra 24) guru-ziSya camatkAra

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saMpAdakIya ApaNA bhAratamAM to puNya-pApanI samaja to pA-pA pagalI mAMDato thAya tyAMthI ja ApavAmAM Ave che. nAnuM bALaka jIvaDAM mAratuM hoya to mAtA phaTAka karIne tenA hAtha upara thappaDa mArI de che ne krodha karIne kahe che 'nA marAya, pApa lAge !' nAnapaNathI bALakane sAMbhaLavA maLe che khoTuM karIza to pApa lAgaze, Ama na karAya. ghaNI vakhata mANasane duHkha paDe che tyAre raDI UThe che, kaheze mArA kyA bhavanA pApanI sajA bhogavuM chuM. sAruM banI jAya to 'puNyazALI che' kaheze. Ama pApa, puNya zabda ApaNA vyavahAramAM bolavAmAM saheje vaparAyA karatA hoya che. bhAratamAM to zuM vizvanA tamAma loko puNya-pApane svIkAre che ane temAMthI kaI rIte chUTavuM tenA upAyo batADavAmAM paNa AvyAM che. paNa pApa-puNyanI yathArtha vyAkhyA zI ? yathArtha samaja zI ? pUrvabhavaA bhava ne AvatA bhava sAthe pApa-puNyane zo saMbaMdha che, jIvanavyavahAramAM pApa-puNyanAM phaLa kevI rIte bhogavavAM paDatAM hoya che, puNya ane pApanA prakAro kevA che ? tyAMthI mAMDIne TheTha mokSa mArgamAM pApa-puNya kaMI upayogI nIvaDe che ? mokSe javAmAM pApa-puNya bannenI jarura che ke bannethI mukta thavuM paDaze ? puNya-pApanI eTalI badhI vAto sAMbhaLavA maLe che ke AmAM sAcuM zuM ? e samAdhAna kayAMthI maLe ? pApa-puNyanI yathArtha samajanA abhAve khUba gUMcavADA UbhA thAya che. puNya ne pApanI vyAkhyA kyAMya kalIyarakaTa ne zorTakaTamAM jovA maLatI nathI. tethI puNya pApa mATe jAtajAtanI vyAkhyAo sAmAnya manuSyane muMjhave che, ane aMte puNya bAMdhavAnuM ne pApathI aTakavAnuM to banatuM ja nathI. parama pUjya dAdAzrIe e vyAkhyA khuba ja saraLa, sIdhI ane suMdara rIte ApI dIdhI che ke '"bIjAne sukha ApavAthI puNya baMdhAya ane bIjAne duHkha ApavAthI pApa baMdhAya.'' have ATalI ja jAgRti Akho divasa rAkhyA kare to Akho ya dharma AvI gayo ne adharma chUTI gayo! ane bhUlecUke koIne duHkha devAI jAya to tenuM turta ja pratikramaNa karI lo. pratikramaNa eTale jene duHkha pahoMcyuM vANIthI, vartanathI ke manathI paNa, to turta ja tenI aMdara birAjelA AtmA, zuddhAtmA pAse mAphI mAMgavI, hRdayapUrvaka pastAvo thavo joIe ne pharI AvuM nahIM karuM evuM draDha nizcaya thavo joIe. ATaluM ja basa. ane te ya manamAM, paNa dilathI karI lo, to ya tenuM ekjhekTa phaLa maLe che. parama pUjya dAdAzrI kahe che, jIvana puNya ane pApanA udaya pramANe cAle che, bIjo koI calAvanAro nathI. pachI kyAM koIne doSa ke zirapAva devAno rahyo ? mATe pApano udaya hoya to vadhAre phAMphAM mAryA vinA zAMta besI rahe ne AtmAnuM kara. puNya jo phaLa ApavAne sanmukha thavuM hoya to pachI seMkaDo prayatno zAne ? ane puNya jyAre phaLa ApavAne sanmukha nA thayuM hoya to pachI seMkaDo prayatno zAne ? mATe tuM dharma kara. puNya-pApa aMgenA sAmAnya praznothI mAMDIne sUkSmamAM sUkSma praznonA eTalA ja saraLa TuMkA ne sacoTa samAdhAnakArI javAbo atre maLe che, parama pUjya dAdAzrInI AgavI taLapadI zailImAM ! mokSe javA zuM puNyanI jarUra ? jarUra hoya to kaI ne kevI puNya joIe ? puNye to joIe ja paNa puNyAnubaMdhI puNya joIe. eTaluM ja nahIM paNa mokSanA Azaya sAthe ja puNye baMdhAI hoya, jethI karIne e puNyanA phaLarUpe mokSa prAptinA sarve sAdhano ane aMtima sAdhana, AtmajJAnInuM maLe ! vaLI puNyAnubaMdhI puNya mokSanA hetu mATe baMdhAyelI hoya to tenI sAthe (1) krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha ghaTelA hovA joIe, kaSAyo maMda thavA joIe, (2) potAnI pAse hoya te bIjAne mATe bhelADI de ane (3) dareka kriyAmAM badalAnI IcchA na rAkhe to ja te puNye mokSa mATe kAma lAge, nahIM to bIjI puNye to bhautika sukha ApI baraphanI jema ogaLI jAya ! Ama pApa-puNyanI yathArtha samaja to pragaTa jJAnI puruSa pAsethI ja satsaMga praznottarI dvArA thaI che, je prastuta saMkalanamAM rajU thAya che. - DaoN. nIrubahena amIna

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pApa-puNya pApa-puNya pApa-puNyatI ta maLe kyAMya AvI vyAkhyA ! praznakartA : pApa ane puNya e vaLI zuM che ? dAdAzrI : pApa ane puNyano artha zo ? zuM karIe to puNya thAya ? puNya-pApanuM utpAdana kyAMthI che ? tyAre kahe, 'A jagata jema che tema jANyuM nathI lokoe, eTale potAne phAve ema varte che. eTale koI jIvane mAre che, koIne duHkha de che, koIne trAsa Ape che.' koI paNa jIvamAtrane kaMI paNa trAsa Apavo ke du:kha ApavuM enAthI pApa baMdhAya. kAraNa ke goDa Ijha Ina evarI kriecara vedhara vijhibala ora Invijhibala. (AMkhe dekhAya evA ke nA dekhAya evA, dareka jIva mAtramAM bhagavAna che.) A jagatanAM loko, dareka jIvamAtra e bhagavAna svarUpa ja che. A jhADa che, emAMya jIva che. have Ama loko moDhe bole kharAM ke badhAmAM bhagavAna che, paNa kharekhara enI zraddhAmAM nathI. eTale jhADane kApe, ema ne ema amathA toDa toDa kare, eTale badhuM nukasAna kare che. jIvamAtrane kaMI paNa nukasAna devuM, enAthI pApa baMdhAya che ane koI paNa jIvane kaMI paNa sukha ApavuM, enAthI puNya baMdhAya che. tame bagIcAmAM pANI chAMTo cho to jIvone sukha paDe ke duHkha ? e sukha Apo enAthI puNya baMdhAya che. basa, ATaluM ja samajavAnuM che. AkhA jagatanA je dharmo che, ene saravaiyArUpe kahevuM hoya to eka ja vAta samajAvI daIe badhAne, ke jo tamAre sukha joItuM hoya to A bIjA jIvone sukha Apo ane duHkha joItuM hoya to duHkha Apo. je anukULa Ave te karo, AnuM nAma puNya ane pApa. sukha joItuM hoya to sukha Apo, tethI kreDiTa baMdhAze ane duHkha joItuM hoya to duHkha Apo to DebiTa baMdhAze. enuM phaLa tamAre cAkhavuM paDaze. sAruM-khoTuM. pApa-puNyatA AdhAre ! koI pherA saMjogo sArA Ave che kharAM ke ? praznakartA: sArA ya Ave che. dAdAzrI : e kharAba ne sArA saMjogone koNa mokalatuM haze ? ApaNAM ja puNya ne pApanA AdhAre saMjogo bhegA thAya che. evuM che, A duniyAne koI calAvanAro nathI. jo koI calAvanAra hota to pApapuNyanI jarUra nathI. praznakartA: A jagatane calAvanArA koNa ? dAdAzrI : puNya ne pApanuM pariNAma. puNya ne pApanAM pariNAmathI A jagata cAlI rahyuM che. koI bhagavAna calAvatA nathI. koI AmAM hAtha ghAlato nathI. puNya prAptitAM pagathiyAM ! praznakartA: have puNyo aneka jAtanAM che to kaI kaI jAtanAM kAryo karIe to puNya kahevAya ane pApa kahevAya ?! dAdAzrI : jIvamAtrane sukha ApavuM temAM pharsTa prepharansa (prathama mahattvatA) manuSyo. e manuSyanuM paravArI gayAM eTale pachI bIjA prepharansamAM pAMca indriya jIvo. trIjA prepharansamAM cAra indriya, traNa indriya, be indriya, eka indriya evI rIte emane sukha ApavuM, enAthI ja puNya thAya che ane ene du:kha ApavuM, enAthI pApa thAya che. praznakartA : bhautika sukho maLe che, temaNe kaI jAtanAM karmo karyA hoya to te maLe ?

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pApa-puNya pApa-puNya dAdAzrI : A koI du:khI thatuM hoya emane sukha Ape, tenAthI puNya baMdhAya ane pariNAme evuM sukha ApaNane maLe. koIne duHkha Apo to tamane duHkha maLe. tamane pasaMda Ave te Apajo. be jAtanI puNya. eka puNyathI bhautika sukha maLe ane bIjI eka evA prakAranI puNya che ke je ApaNane "saccI AjhAdI' prApta karAve. e banne gaNAya karma ja ! praznakartA : pApa ane karma eka ja ke judA ? dAdAzrI : puNya ane pApa banneya karma kahevAya. paNa puNyanuM karma keDe nahIM ne pApanuM karma ApaNA dhAryA pramANe thavA nA de ne keDe. jayAM sudhI evI mAnyatA che ke 'huM caMdulAla chuM', tyAM sudhI karma baMdhAyA ja kare. karma be prakAranAM baMdhAya. pUNya kare to sadbhAvanA karma bAMdhe ane pApa kare to durbhAvanAM karma bAMdhe. jyAM sudhI hakanuM ane aNahakanuM vibhAjana thayuM nathI tyAM sudhI lokonuM jue evuM e ya UMdhuM zIkhI jAya che. manamAM hoya juduM, vANImAM kaMI tRtIyam ja bole ane vartanamAM to ora ja jAtanuM hoya. eTale naryA pApa baMdhAya. eTale atyAre lokone pApanI ja kamANI che. puNya-pApa, e vyavahAra dharma ! praznakartA : to puNya ane dharmamAM zuM phera che ? dAdAzrI : puNya e vyavahAra dharma che, sAco dharma nathI. vyavahAra dharma eTale potAne sukhI thavA mATe. puNya eTale keDiTa. ApaNe sukhI thavAya, kreDiTa hoya to ApaNe nirAMte rahIe ane to sArI rIte dharma thAya. ane pApa eTale DebITa, puNya nA hoya, kreDiTa nA hoya to ApaNe dharma karIe zI rIte ?! kreDiTa hoya to ekabAju zAMti rahe, to ApaNe dharma karI zakIe. - praznakartA: kayA karma karavAthI puNya thAya ane kyA karma karavAthI dharma thAya ? dAdAzrI : ApaNe A tamAma jIvo, manuSyo, jhADa-pAna, gAyobheMso pachI khecara, bhUcara, jalacara e badhA ja jIvo sukha khoLe che. ane du:kha koIne gamatuM nathI. mATe tamArI pAse je kaMI sukha hoya, te bIjA lokone tame Apo to tamAre khAte kreDiTa thAya, puNya baMdhAya ane bIjAne duHkha Apo, to pApa baMdhAya. praznakartA : to dharma kone kahevAya ? dAdAzrI : dharma eTale Atmadharma. AtmAno potAno dharma. pApa ane puNya beu ahaMkArano dharma che. ahaMkAra hoya tyAM sudhI pApa ane puNya hoya. ahaMkAra jAya eTale pApa ane puNya jAya, to Atmadharma thAya. AtmAne jANavo paDe to ja Atmadharma thAya. puNya-pApathI para, riyala dharma ! rileTiva dharmo zuM kahe che ? sAruM karo ane khoTuM nA karazo. sAruM karavAthI puNya baMdhAya ane khoTuM karavAthI pApa baMdhAya. AkhI jiMdagIno copaDo ekalA puNyathI kaMI nA bharAya. koIne gALa ApI to pAMca rUpiyA udhare ane dharma karyo to so rUpiyA jame thAya. pApa-puNyanI bAdabAkI thatI nathI. jo tema thatI hoya to to A karoDAdhipatio pApa jame thavA ja na de, paisA kharcana udhArI uDAvI de. paNa A to asala nyAya che. temAM to je vakhate jeno udaya Ave tyAre te veThavuM paDe. puNyathI sukha maLe ane pApanAM phaLano udaya Ave tyAre kaDavuM lAge. phaLa to baMneya cAkhavAM ja paDe. bhagavAna zuM kahe che ke, tane je phaLa cAkhavAnuM poSAtuM hoya, tenuM bIja vAvaje. sukha poSAtuM hoya to puNyanuM ne duHkha poSAtuM hoya to pApanuM bI vAvaje, paNa baMne rileTiva dharma ja che, riyala nathI. | riyala dharmamAM, AtmadharmamAM to puNya ane pApa baMnethI mukti joIe. rileTiva dharmothI bhautika sukho maLe ane mokSabhaNI prayANa thAya, jyAre rIyala dharmathI mokSa maLe. ahIM 'amArI' pAse riyala dharma che. tenAthI

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pApa-puNya pApa-puNya sIdho ja mokSa maLI jAya. ahIM ja mokSasukha varte. ahIM ja Adhi, vyAdhi ane upAdhithI mukti maLI jAya ne niraMtara samAdhi rahyA kare. nirAkuLatA utpanna thAya. ahIM to AtmA ane paramAtmAnI vAto thAya. paramANu phaLe svayaM sukha-du:khamAM ! praznakartA : pApa ane puNya enA vibhAga koNe pADelA ? dAdAzrI : koIe pADyA nathI. praznakartA: A pApa che, A puNya che e badhuM, buddhi kahe che, AtmAne to pApa-puNya kazuM che ja nahIM ne ! dAdAzrI : nA, AtmAne nathI. sAmAne duHkha thAya evI vANI ApaNe bolIene, tyAre te vANI ja pote paramANune kheMce che. e paramANune du:khano raMga lAgI jAya che, pachI e paramANu jyAre phaLa ApavA mAMDe tyAre du:kha ja Ape che. bIjI vacce koInI ghAlamela che nahIM. emAM javAbadArI konI ? praznakartA : eka jaNane paisA ane eka jaNane garIbI e kevI rIte Ave che, manuSyamAM ja badhAM janme che to ya ? dAdAzrI : e che te ApaNo je A janma thAya che ne, te IphekTa hoya che. IphekTa eTale gayA avatAramAM je kojhIjha che tenuM A phaLa che. eTale jeTalI pacce hoya, e puNyamAM zuM zuM thAya ? tyAre kahe, emAM saMjogo badhAM sArA maLI Ave to madada ja karyA kare. baMgalo bAMdhavo hoya to baMgalo baMdhAya, moTara maLe ! ane pApa e saMjogo kharAba lAvI ane baMgalo harAjI karAvaDAve. eTale ApaNA ja karmanuM phaLa che. emAM bhagavAnanI kaMI Dakhala che nahIM ! yu Ara hola enDa saoNla risponsibala opha yora lAIpha ! eka lAIpha nahIM, keTalIye lAIpha mATe bhagavAnanI Dakhala che nahIM AmAM ! vagara kAmanAM loko bhagavAnanI pAchaLa paDyA che. prakAro, pazya-pApatA ! jagatamAM AtmA ne paramANu be ja che. koIne zAMti ApI hoya, sukha ApyuM hoya to puNyanA paramANu bhegA thAya ne koIne duHkha ApyuM hoya to pApanA paramANu bhegA thAya. pachI e ja karaDe. IcchA mujaba thAya che te puNya ane IcchA viruddha thAya che te pApa. pApa be prakAranAM, eka pApAnubaMdhI pApa, bIjuM eka puNyanuMbaMdhI pApa ane puNya be prakAranAM eka pApAnuMbaMdhI puNya, bIjuM puNyAnubaMdhI puNya. pApAtubaMdhI pApa ! pApAnubaMdhI pApa eTale atyAre pApa bhogave che ane pAcho anubaMdha pApano navo bAMdhe che. koIne duHkha Ape che ne pAcho khuza thAya che. puNyAnubaMdhI pApa ! pachI puNyAnubaMdhI pApa eTale pUrvanA pApane lIdhe atyAre du:kha (pApa) bhogave che paNa nItithI ane sArA saMskArathI anubaMdha puNyano bAMdhe che. praznakartA : to du:kha upakArI chene ? dAdAzrI : nA, jene 'huM zuddhAtmA chuM' evuM bhAna thaI gayuM che ene du:khe upakArI che, nahIM to du:khamAMthI du:kha ja janme. du:khamAM bhAva to du:khanA ja Ave. atyAre puNyAnubaMdhI pApavALA jIvo ochAM che. che kharA paNa emane paNa duSamakALa naDe che. kAraNa ke A pApa naDe che. pApa eTale zuM ke saMsAravyavahAra calAvavAmAM aDacaNo paDe, enuM nAma pApa kahevAya. eTale benkamAM vadhavAnI to vAta kyAM gaI paNa A rojano vyavahAra calAvavAmAM paNa kaMIkane kaMIka aDacaNa paDyA kare che. A aDacaNo paDe che chatAMya derAsara jAya, vicAro dharmanA Ave, ene puNyAnubaMdhI pApa kahyuM che. puNya bAMdhaze paNa A duSamakALa evo che ne ke A pApathI jarA muzkelIo Ave che eTale kharekharuM joIe evI purve baMdhAya nahIM. atyAre to cepa aDI ja jAya che ne ! bahAra joDo kADhyo hoyane to bIjAne pUche ke kema bhAI, joDo ahIM kADhyo che ? tyAre pelo kaheze ke peNethI joDA laI jAya che eTale ahIM kADhyo che. eTale ApaNA manamAM ya vicAra Ave ke peNethI laI jAya che. eTale darzana

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pApa-puNya pApa-puNya vakhate paNa citta barobara rahe nahIMne ! pApAnubaMdhI puNya ! pUrvanA puNyathI Aje sukha bhogave che, paNa bhayaMkara pApanA anubaMdha bAMdhe che. atyAre badhe pApAnubaMdhI puNya che. koI zeThane evo baMgalo hoya tyAre sukhethI baMgale nA rahI zake. zeTha Akho divasa paisAne mATe bahAra hoya. jyAre zeThANI mohabajAramAM suMdara sADI pAchaLa hoya ne zeThanI dIkarI moTara laIne pharavA nIkaLI hoya. nokara ekalAM ghera hoya ane Akho baMgalo bhelAI jAya. badhuM puNyanA AdhAre baMgalo maLyo, moTara maLI, phrIja maLyuM. evuM puNya hovA chatAM pApano anubaMdha bAMdhe tevAM karatUta hoya. lobha-mohamAM samaya jAya ane bhogavI paNa nA zake. pApAnubaMdhI puNyavALA loko to viSayonI lUMTabAjI ja kare che. eTale to baMgalo che, moTaro che, vAIpha che, chokarAM che, badhuM che paNa Akho dahADo hAya, hAya, hAya, hAya, paisA kyAMthI lAvuM ? te Akho dahADo naryA pApa ja bAMdhyA kare. A bhavamAM puNya bhogave che ane AvatA bhavanuM pApa bAMdhI rahyo che. Akho dahADo doDadhAma doDadhAma ane kevuM ? bAya, boro enDa sTIla. koI kAyado nahIM. bAya to bAya, nahIM to boro, nahIM to sTIla. koI paNa raste e hitakArI nA kahevAya. atyAre tamArA zaheramAM AjubAju puNya bahu moTuM dekhAya che. e badhuM pApAnubaMdhI puNya che. eTale puNya che, baMgalA che, moTaro che, ghera badhe sagavaDa che, e badhuM puNyanA AdhAre che, paNa e puNya kevuM che ? e puNyamAMthI vicAra kharAba Ave che, ke konuM laI lauM, kyAMthI luMTI lauM, kyAMthI bheguM karuM ? konuM bhogavI lauM ? eTale aNahakanI bhogavavAnI taiyArIo hoya, aNahakanI lakSmI ya paDAvI le, e pApAnubaMdhI puNya ! manuSyapaNuM eTale mokSe javAno TAIma maLyo hoya tyAre A to bheLuM karavAmAM paDyo hoya, e pApAnubaMdhI puNya che. emAM pApa ja baMdhAyA kare. eTale e rakhaDAvI mAre evuM puNya che. keTalAMka loko to nAnA sTeTanA ThAkora hoyane evI jAhojalAlIthI jIve che. karoDo rUpiyAnA phaleTamAM rahe che. paNa jJAnIo zuM jotAM haze ? jJAnIone karuNA Ave bicArAne mATe ! jeTalI karuNA borIvalIvALA upara nA Ave eTalI karuNA AmanI upara Ave. zAthI ema ? praznakartA: kAraNa ke A to pApAnubaMdhI puNya che eTale. dAdAzrI : pApAnubaMdhI puNya to che, paNa ohoho, A lokonI barapha jevI parya che. jema barapha ogaLe ema niraMtara ogaLyA ja kare che, e jJAnIone dekhAya ke A ogaLI rahI che ! mAchalAM taraphaDe ema taraphaDI rahyA che ! enAM karatAM borIvalIvALAnI pANI jevI puNya, te vaLI ogaLavAnuM zuM rahyuM ? A to ogaLI rahI che. emane khabara nathI bhogavanArAne ane te badho kaDhApo-ajaMpo, bhogavavAnuM rahyuM che ja kyAM ! atyAre A kaLiyugamAM bhogavavAnuM zenuM A ? A to kadarUpuM dekhAya uchuM. AjathI sAITha varSa upara je rUpa hatuM evuM to rUpa ja nathI atyAre. zAMtinuM muMbaI hatuM. - have e rUpa ja nathI. sAITha varSa upara to marInalAInsa rahyA hoya ne to devagati jevuM lAge. atyAre to bebAkaLAM dekhAya che tyAM ! Akho dahADo akaLAyelo ne muMjhAyalo evA tevA mANasa dekhAya che. te dahADe to savAranA pahoramAM besIne pepara vAMcatA hoya tyAre badhA devaloko pepara vAMcatA hoya evuM lAge. kaDhApo nahIM, ajaMpo nahIM. savAranA pahoramAM muMbaI samAcAra AvyuM hoya, bIjA pepara hatA paNa enAM nAma alopa thaI gayA badhA. huM ya marIna lAInsa utarato hato. paNa lokone to zAMti bahu te vakhate ! ATalI hAya hAya nahIM. ATalo lobha nahIM, ATalo moha nahIM, ATalI tRSNA nahIM ane cokhkhA ghInI to zaMkA ja nA karavI paDe. zaMkA ja nA Ave. atyAre to cokhkhuM levA jAya to ya nA maLe. malabAra hila jevaDuM puNya hoya paNa baraphanA DuMgara che e puNya. moTo malabAra hila jevaDo barapha hoya paNa te dahADe dahADe zuM thayA karavAnuM ? covIse kalAka ogaLyA ja kare niraMtara. paNa ene potAne khabara nathI A malabAra hilamAM ke A badhe rahenArA lokone, Topa kalAsanA lokone khabara nathI ke ApaNuM zuM thaI rahyuM che ? dina-rAta puNya ogaLyA ja kare che A to karuNA khAvA jevA hAla che ! ahIMthI zuM

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pApa-puNya te khAtAM khAtAM, zuM khAvuM paDaze, e khabara nathI tethI A badhuM cAle che. pApAnubaMdhI puNya che. Akho dahADo ya hAya paisA, hAya paisA ! kaMIthI paisA bhegAM karuM, Akho emAM ja tAnamAM ne tAnamAM, kaMIthI viSayonuM sukha bhogavI lauM, kaMI Ama karuM, tema karuM, paisA ! hAya, hAya, hAya, hAya. ane jo moTA moTA DuMgara puNyanA ogaLavA mAMDyA che. e puNya khalAsa thaI javAnuM, pAchAM hatA te be hAthe khAlI ne khAlI. pachI cAra pagamAM jaIne ThekANuM nahIM paDe. eTale jJAnIo karuNA khAya ke arerere, A duHkhomAMthI chUTe to sAruM. kaMIka sAro saMjoga besI jAya to sAruM. jo ne Amane saMjoga sAro besI gayo. A zeTha te kyAre tyAMthI chUTe ne ahIM AvI jAya, evI amArI icchA kharI paNa kaMI tAla khAto nathIne ane jene tAla khAya che te Ave che ya kharA pAchAM. praznakartA : dAdA, bIjA vAMcanArAone mokSanI bIjI vAto na samajAya, paNa A duHkhanI vAtanuM to bahu samajAya. dAdAzrI : e to samajAya, badhAne samajAya, A dIvA jevI vAta ! baLI, mokSanI vAta melo cheTe, paNa duHkhanuM nivAraNa to thayuM Aja ! saMsArI duHkhano abhAva to thayo ! ane e ja muktinI pahelI nizAnI. duHkhamukta thayA saMsArI du:khothI. ovaraDrAphTa vAparyo eDavAnsamAM ! cAra gharanA mAlika, paNa ghera pAMca rUpiyA nA hoya ne bhAvanagaranAM rAjA jevo ropha hoya ! tyAre e ahaMkArane zuM karavAno ? praznakartA : dAdA, paNa keTalIka vAra vyavahAramAM evuM bane che ke mANasa AvuM badhuM rAkhe chene, ene evuM maLI Ave che. dAdAzrI : maLI Ave paNa badhA pApa bAMdhIne maLI Ave che. eno niyama ja evo che, badhuM tAruM kharcIne tAruM kAunTara veITa mUkIne tuM A le ane Aje hoya nahIM to ovaraDrAphaTa le. e ovaraDrAphaTa laIne pachI manuSyamAMthI jAnavaramAM ja jAya che. ThokAThoka karIne lIdheluM kAmanuM nahIM, e to ApaNI puNyanuM sahaja maLeluM hovuM joIe. pApa-puNya eTale maLI rahe che paNa badhA ovaraDrAphaTa le che. manamAM corInAM vicAro khasatAM nathI, jUThThanAM vicAro, kapaTanAM vicAro khasatAM nathI, prapaMcanAM vicAro khasatAM nathI. pachI zuM, naryu pApa ja baMdhAyA kare ne ? A to badhuM nA hovuM joIe, maLI jAya to paNa ! eTalA mATe huM to bhekha (saMnyAsa) levA taiyAra hato ke Ama jo doSa baMdhAtA hoya to bhekha levo sAro. naryuM bhayaMkara upAdhio, ATalA tApamAM baphAyA ! ajJAnatAmAM to bahu samajaNavALo mANasa, eka kalAka je baphAya che, e baphArAne laIne manamAM ema thAya ke baLyuM, have kazuM joItuM nathI. jADI buddhivALAne baphAro ocho samajaNa paDe, paNa sUkSma buddhivALAne baphAro sahana kema karIne thAya ? e to ajAyabI che ! 10 puNyAnubaMdhI puNya ! eka puNya rakhaDAvI nA mAre evuM hoya che, te puNya A kALamAM bahu ja jUja hoya ane te haju thoDA vakhata pachI khalAsa thaI jaze. e puNyAnubaMdhI puNya kahevAya che. je puNyanA karma karIe, sArA karma ane temAM saMsArika hetu nA hoya, saMsArika koI paNa IcchA nA hoya, te vakhate je puNya bAMdhIe e puNyAnubaMdhI puNya. puNya bhogave ne sAthe AtmakalyANa arthe abhyAsa, kriyA kare. puNya bhogave ne navuM puNya bAMdhe, jethI abhyudayathI mokSaphaLa maLe. puNyAnubaMdhI puNya kone kahevAya ? ke je Aja puNya hoya che, masta sukha bhogavatAM hoIe, koI aDacaNa paDatI nA hoya ane pachI pAchuM dharmanuM ne dharmanuM, Akho divasa karyA kare e puNyAnubaMdhI puNya. evA vicAra Ave ne dharmanA ne dharmanA, satsaMgamAM rahevAnA ja vicAra Ave. ane je puNyathI sukhasagavaDo bahu nA hoya, paNa vicAro UMcA Ave ke kema karIne koIne duHkha nA thAya evuM vartana karuM, bhale potAne thoDI aDacaNa paDatI hoya, teno vAMdho nahIM. paNa koIne upAdhimAM nA mUkuM e puNyAnubaMdhI puNya kahevAya eTale navA anubaMdha paNa puNyanAM thAya. praznakartA : puNyAnubaMdhI puNyano dAkhalo Apo. dAdAzrI : Aje koI mANasane moTara-baMgalA badhAM sAdhano che,

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pApa-puNya 11 pApa-puNya strI sArI, chokarAM sArAM, nokaro sArAM, e je sAruM maLyuM che tene zuM kahevAya ? loko kahe ke, 'puNyazALI che. have e puNyazALI zuM karI rahyo che, te ApaNe joIe to Akho dahADo sAdhusaMtonI sevA karato hoya, bIjAnI sevA karato hoya ane mokSa mATe taiyArI karato hoya. evuM tevuM karatAM karatAM ene mokSanuM sAdhane ya maLI Ave. atyAre puNya che ane navuM puNya bAMdhe che ane ochuM puNya maLe paNa vicAra pAchAM tenA te ja Ave, "mokSe javuM che' e puNyAnubaMdhI puNya. A tame mane bhegA thayA e tamAruM kaMI puNyAnubaMdhI puNya haze ne, tenA AdhAre bhegA thayA. jarAka amatho chAMTo paDI gayo haze, nahIM to bhegA ja nA thavAya. kharAba karma kare che ane bhogavaTo zI rIte sukhano che ? nahIM, bhogave che e to puNyanuM che, khoTuM nathI. koI dA'Do pApanuM phaLa sukhano bhogavaTo nA hoya. A to navesara enI AvatI jindagI khalAsa karI rahyo che. eTale tamane ema lAge ke A mANasa Ama kema karI rahyo che ? ane pachI kudarata ene helpa ya Ape. kAraNa ke kudarata ene nIce laI javAnI che, adhogatimAM eTale ene helpa Ape. ane navo cora hoya ne Aje gajavAmAM hAtha ghAlyo hoya, to ene pakaDAvI devaDAve ke bhaI nA, AmAM paDI jaze to nIce jato raheze. navA corane pakaDAvI devaDAve, zAthI ? urdhvagatimAM laI javAno che ane pelo rIDho cora che. ene javA de, nIcalI gatimAM jAva, bahu mAra khAva, thato cora navo hoya to pakaDAI jAya ke nA pakaDAI jAya ? praznakartA : pakaDAI jAya. dAdAzrI : hA, ane pelA pakaDAya nahIM pAchAM. sarakAra Ama kare, tema kare, badhAne kazAmAM ya pakaDAya nahIM. e koInI jALamAM ja nA Ave, badhAne vecI khAya evA che ! keTalAMka kahe che ne, InkamaTekSavALAne oTIomAM ghAlIne pharuM chuM. enI jokhamadArI para bole che ne ! A badhI kriyA enI jokhamadArI para kare che ne ? kaMI ApaNI jokhamadArI para che ? badhAM haThathI karelAM kAma, haThAgrahI tapa, haThAgrahI kriyA ethI pApAnubaMdhI puNya baMdhAya. jyAre samajIne kareluM tapa, kriyAo, potAnA AtmakalyANa hetusara karelAM karmothI puNyAnubaMdhI puNya baMdhAya ne ko'ka kALe jJAnI puruSa bhegA thaI jAya ne mokSe jAya. banne draSTio judI judI ! praznakartA : cAlu samayamAM sAmAnya mANasane ema lAge che ke kharAba raste athavA kharAba karmo dvArA ja bhautika sukha ane sagavaDatAo maLe che eTale emano kudaratI nyAya uparathI vizvAsa uDato jAya che ane kharAba karmo karavA prerAya che. dAdAzrI : hA, e badhuM sAmAnya mANasane ema lAge che. kharAba raste athavA kharAba karmo dvArA ja bhautika sukha-sagavaDatA maLe che, e A kaLiyuga che ne duSamakALa chene eTale. lokone, bhautika sukho ane sagavaDatAo e puNya sivAya maLe nahIM, koI paNa sagavaDatA puNya sivAya maLe nahIM. eka paNa rUpiyo puNya sivAya hAthamAM Ave nahIM. pApAnubaMdhI puNya ane eka puNyAnubaMdhI puNya, e bene oLakhavAmAM ApaNI samajaNazakti joIe. eTale pote bhogave che zuM ? puNya, chatAM zuM bAMdhI rahyo che ? pApane bAMdhI rahyo che. eTale ApaNane ema lAge ke AvAM pApanAM pApAtubaMdhI puNyatI lakSmI ! pApAnubaMdhI puNyanI lakSmI eTale kaI ? e lakSmI Ave tyAre pachI A kaMIthI laI levuM, konuM lAvavuM, aNahakkanuM bhogavI lauM, aNahakkanuM paDAvI levuMe badhA pAzavatAnA vicAro Ave. koIne madada karavAno vicAra to nAme ya nA Ave. ane te ya dharmAdA karene te ya nAma kADhavA mATe, kaI rIte huM nAmanA lauM ? bAkI, koInA dIla hAre nahIM, ahIM dIla Thare jJAnI puruSanI hAjarImAM. AkhI rAta dIla TharyA kare ane dIla hare e to pAMca-pAMca lAkha rUpiyA ApyA barobara che, eka eka mANasane. to ya dIla Thare nahIM haMmezAM. rUpiyA ApavAthI urdu upAdhi thAya. mATe e pApAnubaMdhI puNya che, emanAthI ahIM avAya ja nahIM.

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pApa-puNya 13 14 pApa-puNya eTale ApaNe tyAM evA lakSmIpatione avAya nahIM. ahIM to puNyAnubaMdhI puNya, sAcI lakSmI hoya, evA bhegA thAya. sAcI eTale bIjuM kazuM nahIM, A kALanAM hisAbe tadana sAcI to hotI nathI. amAre ghera ya tadana sAcI nathI paNa A kALanAM hisAbe A sArA vicAra thAya ke Ane kema karIne sukha thAya, kema karIne Ane jJAna prApta thAya, dharmanA vicAro Ave e sArI lakSmI kahevAya. puNyAnubaMdhI puNyanI lakSmI kahevAya. e puNyAnubaMdhI eTale puNya che ane pAchuM navuM puNya bAMdhI rahyA che. vicAro badhA sarasa che ane pelAne puNya hoya, ane vicAro kharAba che, eTale zuM bhogavI lauM, kaMIthI laI AvuM Akho dahADo, rAte haluM palaMgamAM sUto sUto ya mazIna calAvyA karato hoya, AkhI rAta. ane pachI e lokone tyAM, darzana pagalAM karavA mane bolAve che tyAM AgaLa muMbaImAM. kAraNa ke loka jANe eTale darzana karavA ghera teDI jAya. tyAM AgaLa jaIe chIe tyAre Ama hoya che karoDa rUpiyAno mAlika paNa jo Ama maDadA ja besADI rAkhyA hoyane, evA dekhAya ApaNane. e je' je' kare ne ! huM samaju ke A bicArA maDadA che. pachI tyAM AgaLa jouM koNa koNa sArA che ? tyAM pelA nokaro maLene, heya zarIra majabUta, lAla, lAla... pachI pelA rasoIyA maLene te to tUmaDA jevA, hAphUsanI kerI ja joI lo ne ! eTale huM samajI javuM ke A zeThiyA loko adhogatimAM javAnA che, te Aja nizAnI thaI che. praznakartA: jALI. dAdAzrI : amAre tyAM zIkI kahe che ene. te bAMdhelI hoyane, bIcArAne khAvuM hoya to nA khavAya. DaoNkTare kahyuM hoya ke marI jazo eTale.. evuM A lokone bAMdheluM hoya zIkI. eTale narI narkanI vedanA bhogavI rahyA che. huM badhe zeThiyAne tyAM gayelo chuM. pachI ahIM AgaLa darzana karAvaDAvuM chuM, tyAre kaMI zAMti thAya. huM kahuM dAdA bhagavAnanuM nAma lIdhA karajo. kAraNa ke jJAna to emanAM hisAbamAM AvatuM ja nathI. ene mATe goThavIe ne to bheguM ja thavA nathI detuM. eTale mahAduHkha che e to. puNyazALI ja bhogavI jANe ! lakSmI mANasane majUra banAve che. jo lakSmI vadhu paDatI AvI eTale pachI mANasa majura jevo thaI jAya. emanI pAse lakSmI vadhu che, paNa joDejoDe A dAnezvarI che, eTale sAruM che. nahIM to majUra ja kahevAyane ! ane Akho dahADo vaitaruM karyA ja karato hoya, ene bairInI nA paDelI hoya, chokarAMnI nA paDelI hoya, koInIya nA paDelI hoya, lakSmI ekalAMnI ja paDelI hoya. eTale lakSmI mANasane dhIme dhIme majUra banAvI de ane pachI pelI tiryaMca gatimAM laI jAya. kAraNa ke pApAnubaMdhI puNya che ne ! puNyAnubaMdhI puNya hoya to to vAMdho nathI. puNyAnubaMdhI puNya kone kahevAya ke AkhA divasamAM aradho ja kalAka mahenata karavI paDe. e aradho kalAka mahenata kare ane badhuM kAma saraLatAthI dhIme dhIme cAlyA kare. A jagata to evuM che. emAM bhogavanArAM ya hoya ne mahenata karanArAM ya hoya, badhuM bheLaseLa hoya. mahenata karanArAM ema jANe ke A huM karuM chuM. eno emanAmAM ahaMkAra hoya. jyAre bhogavanArAmAM e ahaMkAra nA hoya. tyAre Amane bhoktApaNAno rasa maLe. pelAM mahenata karanArAMne ahaMkArano garvarasa maLe. eka zeTha mane kahe, "A mArA chokarAne kazuM kahone, mahenata karavI nathI. nirAMte bhogave che." kahyuM, "kazuM kahevA jevuM ja nathI. e enI batrIsa bhojanavALI thALI hoya, paNa ene to khavAya nahIM. ApaNe badhAM joDe jamIe, paNa zeThane ApaNe kahIe kema tame nathI jamatA ? tyAre kahe, mAre DAyAbITIsa che ane blaDaprezara che. have zeThane che te DaoNkTare kahyuM hoya ke "jo blaDaprezara che tamane, DAyAbITIsa che, kazuM khAvA karavAnuM nahIM. bAjarIno roTalo ane jarA dahIM khAjo huM, bIjuM kaMI khAzo-karazo nahIM." alyA bhaI, amAre tyAM baLadane ame khetaramAM laI jaIe chIe, te baLada khAtAM kema nathI, khetaramAM che chatAMya ? tyAre kahe, nA, zIkI bAMdhelI che. ahIM moDhe bAMdhe chene kazuM ? zuM kahe che ene ?

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pApa-puNya potAnA bhAganI puNya bhogavato hoya, emAM ApaNe zuM karavA Dakho karIe ?" tyAre e mane kahe ke, emane DAhyA nathI karavA ?' meM kahyuM, jagatamAM je bhogave che e DAhyo kahevAya. bahAra nAkhI de ene gAMDo kahevAya ne mahenata karyA kare e to majUra kahevAya. paNa mahenata kare che tene ahaMkArano rasa maLene ! lAMbo koTa paherIne jAya eTale loka 'zeTha 15 AvyA, zeTha AvyA' kare eTaluM ja basa ane bhogavanArAne evI kaMI zeTha-beThanI paDelI nA hoya. ApaNe to ApaNuM bhogavyuM eTaluM sAcuM. atyAre che e to lakSmI ja nA kahevAya. A to pApAnubaMdhI puNyavALI lakSmI. te puNya evAM bAMdhelAM ke ajJAna tapa karelAM, tenuM puNya baMdhAyeluM. tenuM phaLa AvyuM, temAM lakSmI AvI. A lakSmI mANasane gAMDoghelo banAvI de. Ane sukha ja kahevAya kema ? sukha to paisAno vicAra nA Ave, tenuM nAma sukha. amane to varSamAM ekAda divasa vicAra Ave ke gajavAmAM paisA che ke nahIM. praznakartA : bojArUpa lAge dAdAzrI : nA, bojo to amane hoya ja nahIM. paNa amane e vicAra ja nA hoyane ! zene mATe vicAra karavAnA ? badhuM AgaLa-pAchaLa taiyAra ja hoya che. jema khAvA-pIvAnuM tamArA Tebala para Ave che ke nathI AvatuM ? bhogavaTo, rUpiyAto ke vedIyato A to jene DhekhALo vAgyo tenI ja bhUla. bhogave tenI bhUla ekaluM ja nahIM paNa bhogavavAnuM inAma paNa che. pApanuM inAma maLe to e enAM bUrA kartavyano daMDa ane phUlAM caDhe to enAM sArAM kartavyanuM puNyanuM InAma, chatAM baMne bhogavaTAM ja che, azAtAno athavA zAtAno. kudarata zuM kahe che ? eNe keTalA rUpiyA vAparyA e amAre tyAM jovAtuM nathI. e to vedanIya zuM bhogavI ? zAtA ke azAtA, eTaluM ja amAre ahIM AgaLa jovAya che. rUpiyA nahIM hoya to ya zAtA bhogavaze ne rUpiyA haze to ya azAtA bhogavaze. eTale zAtA ke azAtA vedanIya bhogave che, teno rUpiyA upara AdhAra nathI raheto. 16 pApa-puNya sAcu tANuM sukha Ape ! dasa lAkha rUpiyA bApe chokarAne ApyA hoya ane bApo kaheze ke 'have huM AdhyAtmika jIvana jIvuM !' tyAre have e chokaro kAyama dArumAM, mAMsAhAramAM, zerabajAramAM badhAmAM e paisA khoI nAkhe. kAraNa ke je paisA khoTe raste bhegA thayA che te potAnI pAse rahe nahIM. Aje to sAcuM nANuM ja - sAcI mahenatanuM ja nANuM rahetuM nathI to khoTuM nANuM zI rIte rahe ? eTale puNyanuM nANuM joIze, jemAM apramANikatA nA hoya. dAnata cokhkhI hoya evuM nANuM hoya te sukha Apaze. nahIM to atyAre duSamakALanuM nANuM e ya puNyanuM ja kahevAya che paNa pApAnubaMdhInuM puNyanuM, te naryA pApa ja baMdhAve. enA karatAM e lakSmIjIne kahIe ke, 'tuM AvIza ja nahIM, eTalethI ja cheTI raheje. emAM amArI zobhA sArI che ne tArI ya zobhA vadhaze.' A baMgalA baMdhAya che e badhuMya pApAnubaMdhI puNya ughADuM dekhAya che. emAM ahIM ko'ka haze. hajAre ekAda mANasa ke jenI puNyAnubaMdhI puNya hoya. bAkI, A badhI pApAnubaMdhI puNya che. ATalI lakSmI to hotI haze koI dahADoya ? naryuM pApa ja bAMdhe che, A to tiryaMcanI riTarna TikiTa laIne AvelAM che. eka miniTa paNa rahevAya nahIM evo A saMsAra ! jabaradasta puNya hoya che to paNa mahIM aMtaradAha zamato nathI, aMtaradAha niraMtara baLyA ja karato hoya che. aMtaradAha zAthI hoya ? aMtaradAha pApa-puNyane AdhIna nathI. aMtaradAha 'roMga bilipha'ne AdhIna che. cogaradamathI badhA pharsTakalAsa saMyogo hoya to paNa aMtaradAha cAlu ja hoya. te have kema maTe ? puNya paNa chevaTe khalAsa thaI jAya. duniyAno niyama che ke puNya khalAsa thAya. eTale zuM thAya ? pApano udaya thAya. A to aMtaradAha ghaDIe tArI zI che ne pApanA udaya vakhate bahArano dAha Ubho thaze. dazA thaze ? mATe ceto, ema bhagavAna kahe che. puNyathI ja prApta paiso ! praznakartA : atyAre to pApI pAse ja paiso che. dAdAzrI : pApI pAse nathI. huM Apane samajAvuM barobara. tame

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pApa-puNya 17 mArI vAta samajo eka vakhata ke puNya vagara to rUpiyo ApaNane aDe nahIM. kALA bajArano ya nA aDe ke dhoLA bajArano ya nA aDe. puNya vagara to corIno ya paiso ApaNane nA aDe. paNa e pApAnubaMdhI puNya che. tame kaho cho to pApa, te chevaTe pApamAM ja laI jAya che. e puNya ja adhogatimAM laI jAya che. kharAba paiso Ave eTale kharAba vicAra Ave ke konuM bhogavI lauM, Akho dahADo bheLaseLa karavAnA vicAra Ave, e adhogatimAM jAya che. puNya bhogavato nathI ne adhogatimAM jAya che. enA karatAM puNyAnubaMdhI pApa sAruM ke Aja jarA zAka lAvavAmAM aDacaNa paDe paNa Akho dahADo bhagavAnanuM nAma to levAya ane puNyAnubaMdhI puNya hoya, te puNya bhogave ane navuM puNya UbhuM thAya. ...to to parabhavatuM ya bagaDe ! praznakartA: Ajano TAIma evo che ke mANasa potAnA be cheDA pUrA karI zakato nathI. e pUrA karavA ene sAcuM-khoTuM karavuM paDatuM hoya, to e karI zakAya ? 18 pApa-puNya mahenatathI kamAtA haze ke buddhithI ? praznakartA: baMnethI. dAdAzrI : jo paisA mahenatathI kamAtA hoya to A majUronI pAse ghaNAM badhA paisA hoya. kAraNa ke A majUro ja vadhAre mahenata kare che ! ane paisA buddhithI kamAtA hoya to A badhA paMDito che ja ne ! paNa te emane to pAchaLa caMpala aDadhuM ghasAI gayeluM hoya che. paisA kamAvA e buddhinA khela nathI ke mahenatanuM phaLa nathI. e to tame pUrve puNya kareluM che, tenA phaLarUpe tamane maLe che ane khoTa e pApa kareluM, tenA phaLarUpe che. puNyane ane pApane AdhIna lakSmI che. eTale lakSmI jo joItI hoya to ApaNe puNya-pApanuM dhyAna rAkhavuM joIe. bhUlezvaramAM ardhA cappala ghasAyelA badhA bahu mANaso akkalavALA che. koI mANasa mahine pAMcaso kamAya che, koI sAtaso kamAya che, koI agiyAraso kamAya che. kUdAkUda karI mele che ke agiyAra so kamAuM chuM are, paNa tAruM caMpala to adhuM ne adhuM ja che. jo akkalanAM kArakhAnAM ! ane kamaakkalanA bahu kamAya che. akkalavALo pAsA nAkhe to chattA paDe ke mUrakha mANasanA pAsA chattA paDe ? dAdAzrI : e to evuM chene, ke devuM karIne ghI pIdhA jevuM che. enA jevo e vepAra che. A khoTA karelAthI to atyAre khUTe che, atyAre khUTe che enuM zuM kAraNa ? e pApa che tethI Aje khUTe che. zAka nathI, bIjuM nathI. chatAM have jo sArA vicAra AvatA hoya, dharmamAM-derAsara javAnA, upAzraya javAnA, kaMIka sevA karavAnA, evA vicAra AvatA hoya to Aje pApa che, chatAMya e puNya bAMdhI rahyo che. paNa pApa hoya ne pharI pApa bAMdhIe evuM nA thavuM joIe. pApa hoya, khUTatuM hoya ne evuM UMdhuM karIe to pachI ApaNI pAse rahyuM zuM? e akkalatuM ke, mahenatanuM upArjata ? vAta to samajavI paDazene ? Ama kyAM sudhI polaMpola cAlaze ? ne upAdhi gamatI to che nahIM. A manuSyadeha upAdhithI mukta thavA mATeno che. khAlI paisA kamAvA mATe nathI. paisA zenAthI kamAtA haze ? praznakartA : jenI puNya enA chattA paDe. dAdAzrI : basa, emAM to akkala cAle ja nahIMne ! akkalavALAnuM to UlaTuM UMdhuM thAya. akkala to ene du:khamAM helpa kare che. duHkhamAM kema karIne samovaDiyuM karI levuM, evI ene helpa kare che. akkala mutImatI te purve zeThatI ! lakSmIjI zAthI Ave che ane zAthI jAya che te ame jANIe chIe. lakSmIjI mahenatathI AvatI nathI ke akkalathI ke Triko vAparavAthI AvatI nathI. lakSmI zenAthI kamAvAya che ? jo sIdhI rIte kamAvAtI hoya to ApaNA pradhAnone cAra AnAya maLata nahIM. A lakSmI to puNyathI kamAya che. gAMDo hoya toya purvethI kamAyA kare.

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pApa-puNya lakSmI to puNyanI Ave che. buddhi vAparavAthIya nathI AvatI. A milamAliko ne zeThiyAomAM chAMToya buddhi nA hoya paNa lakSmI DhagalAbaMdha AvatI hoya ne emano munIma buddhi vApara vApara kare, InkamaTekSanI ophisamAM jAya, tyAre sAhebanI gALoya munIma ja khAya, jyAre zeTha to laherathI UMghato hoya. 19 eka zeTha hatA. zeTha ne emano munImajI beu beThelA, amadAvAdamAM stone ! lAkaDAnuM pATiyuM ne upara gAdI, evo palaMga, sAme TipA~ya ! ane enA upara bhojanano thALa hato. zeTha jamavA besatA hatA. zeThanI DijhAIna kahuM. beThelA te traNa phUTa jamIna upara, jamInanI UMce doDha phUTe mAthuM. moDhAno trikoNa AkAra ane moTI moTI AMkho ne moTuM nAka ane hoTha to jADA jADA DhebarA jevA ane bAjumAM phona. te khAtAM khAtAM phona Ave ne vAta kare. zeThane khAtAM to AvaDatuM nahotuM. be-traNa TukaDA pUrInA nIce paDI gayelA ane bhAta to keTaloya verAyelo nIce. phonanI ghaMTaDI vAge ne zeTha kahe ke 'be hajAra gAMsaDI laI lo' ne bIje dahADe be lAkha rUpiyA kamAI jAya. munImajI beThA beThA mAthAphoDa kare ne zeTha vagara mahenate kamAya. Ama zeTha to akkalathI ja kamAtA dekhAya che. paNa e akkala kharA vakhate puNyane laIne prakAza mAre che. A puNyathI che. te to zeThane ane munImajIne bheLA rAkho to samajAya. kharI akkala to zeThanA munImane ja hoya, zeThane nahIM. A puNye kyAMthI AvI ? bhagavAnane samajIne bhajayA tethI ? nA, nA samajIne bhajayA tethI. koInI upara upakAra karyA, koInuM bhaluM karyuM, e badhAthI puNya baMdhAI. zrImaMtAI kone vare ? zrImaMtAI zuM karyuM hoya to Ave ? keTalI badhI lokone mATe helpa karI hoya tyAre lakSmI ApaNe tyAM Ave ! nahIM to lakSmI Ave nahIM. lakSmI to ApavAnI icchAvALAne tyAM ja Ave. je ghasAI chUTe che, chetarAya, nobiliTI vApare, ene lakSmI Ave. jatI rahelI Ama lAge kharI, paNa AvIne pAchI tyAM ja UbhI rahe. praznakartA : Ape lakhyuM che ke je kamAya che te moTA manavALo ja pApa-puNya kamAya che. ApavA-levAmAM je moTuM mana rAkhe e ja kamANI kare che. bAkI, sAMkaDA manavALo kamAto ja nathI koI dahADo ! 20 dAdAzrI : hA badhI rIte nobala hoya, to lakSmI tyAM jAya. A pAjI pAse lakSmI jatI haze ?! Ave. praznakartA : eTale puNyane lIdhe mANasa dhanavAna bane ? dAdAzrI : dhanavAna thavA to puNya joIe. puNya hoya to paisA praznakartA : paisA mATe to lakhyuM chene ke buddhinI jarura paDe. dAdAzrI : nA. buddhi to napho-toTo be ja dekhADe. jyAM jAva tyAM napho-toTo e dekhADI de. e kaMI paisA-paisA ApatI nathI. buddhi jo paisA ApatI hoya ne to A bhUlezvaramAM eTalA badhA buddhizALI mahetAjI hoya che, zeThane samajaNa paDatI nathI e badhI ene samajaNa paDe che. paNa caMpala bicArAnAM pAchaLa aDadhAM ghasAI gayelAM hoya ane zeTha to sADI traNaso rUpiyAnA bUTa paherIne pharatA hoya, chatAM DaphoLa hoya ! paisA kamAvA mATe puNyanI jarura che. buddhithI to UlaTAM pApo baMdhAya. buddhithI paisA kamAvA jAva to pApa baMdhAya. mAre buddhi nahIM eTale pApa baMdhAya nahIM. amArAmAM buddhi eka senTa parasenTa nahIM ! lakSmIjI kotI pAchaLa ? lakSmIjI to puNyazALI pAchaLa ja pharyA kare che ane mahenatu loko lakSmIjInI pAchaLa phare che. eTale ApaNe joI levuM ke puNya haze to lakSmIjI pAchaLa Avaze. nahIM to mahenatathI to roTalA maLaze, khAvApIvAnuM maLaze ane ekAda choDI haze to paiNaze. bAkI, puNya vagara lakSmI nA maLe. eTale kharI hakIkata zuM kahe che ke 'tuM jo puNyazALI cho to taraphaDiyAM zuM karavA mATe che ? ane tuM puNyazALI nathI to paNa taraphaDiyAM zuM karavA mAre che ?" puNyazALI to kevA hoya ? A amaladAro ya ophisethI akaLAIne

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21 pApa-puNya ghera pAchAM Avene, tyAre bAIsAheba zuM kaheze, doDha kalAka leTa thayA, kyAM gayA hatA ?" A juo puNyazALI (!) puNyazALIne AvuM hotuM haze ? puNyazALIne eka avaLo pavana nA vAge. nAnapaNamAMthI ja e kvaoNliTI judI hoya. apamAnano joga khAdhelo nA hoya. jyAM jAya tyAM 'Avo, Avo bhAI' evI rIte ucharelAM hoya ane A to jyAM ne tyAM athaDAyo ne athaDAyo. eno artha zo che te ? pAchuM puNya khalAsa thAyane eTale hatA enA e ! eTale tuM puNyazALI nathI to AkhI rAta pATA bAMdhIne phare, to ya savAramAM kaMI pacAsa maLI jAya ? mATe taraphaDiyAM mAra nahIM ne je maLyuM temAM khA-pIne sUI rahene chAnomAno. praznakartA : e to prArabdhavAda thayone ! dAdAzrI : nA, prArabdhavAda nahIM. tuM tArI meLe kAma kara. mahenata karIne roTalA khA. bAkI, bIjAM taraphaDiyAM zuM karavA mAra mAra kare che ? Ama bhegA karuM ne tema bhegA karuM ! jo tane gharamAM mAna nathI, bahAra mAna nathI, to zAno taraphaDiyAM mAre che ? ane jyAM jAya tyAM ene 'Avo beso' kahenAra hoya, evI moTAmAM moTI puNye lAvelA hoya enI vAta ja judI hoyane ? A zeTha AkhI jiMdagInA paccIsa lAkha laIne AvyA hoya, te paccIsa lAkhanA bAvIsa lAkha kare che paNa vadhAratA nathI. vadhu kyAre ? haMmezAM ya dharmamAM rahe to. paNa jo potAnuM mahIM Dakho karavA gayo to bagaDyuM. kudaratamAM hAtha ghAlavA gayo ke bagaDyuM. lakSmI Ave che paNa kazuM maLatuM nathI. renka, puNyazALIotI..... A moTA moTA cakravartI rAjAo hatA, temane A dahADo che ke rAta che, tenI khabara na hatI. te ya sUryanArAyaNe ya nA joyo hoya to ya moTuM rAja karatA'tA. kAraNa ke puNya kAma kare che. praznakartA : zAlibhadra zeThane uparathI devo sonAnA mahoranI peTIo ApatA, to e sAcuM ? dAdAzrI : hA, Ape. badhuM Ape. enuM puNya hoya tyAM sudhI zuM nA 22 pApa-puNya Ape ? ane devo joDe RNAnubaMdha hoya, emanA sagAvahAlA tyAM gayA hoya ne puNya hoya to emane zuM nA Ape ? puNyazALIone ochI mahenate badhuM phaLe. eTale sudhI puNya thaI zake che. sahaja vicAryuM, kazuM AghApAchAM nA thayA to badhI vastuo vicAra pramANe maLI Ave e sahaja prayatna. prayatna nimitta che, paNa sahaja prayatna eTale ene puruSArtha kahevo, e vyAkhyA badhI bhUlabharelI che. lakSmI eTale puNyazALI lokonuM kAma che. puNyano hisAba Avo che ke khUba mahenata kare ane ochAmAM ochuM maLe, e bahu ja thoDuMka amathuM puNya kahevAya. pachI zArIrika mahenata bahu nA karavI paDe ane vANInI mahenata karavI paDe, vakIlonI peThe, e thoDI vadhAre puNya kahevAya, pelA karatAM ane ethI AgaLanuM zuM ? vANInI ye mAthAkUTa karavI nA paDe, zarIranI mAthAkUTa nA karavI paDe, paNa mAnasika mAthAkUTathI kamAya. e vadhAre puNyazALI kahevAya ane enAthI ye AgaLa kyuM ? saMkalpa karatAMnI sAthe ja taiyAra thaI jAya. saMkalpa karyo e mahenata. saMkalpa karyo ke be baMgalA, A eka goDAuna. evo saMkalpa karyo ke taiyAra thaI jAya e mahAna puNyazALI. saMkalpa kare e mahenata, basa. saMkalpa karavo paDe. saMkalpa vagara nA thAya. thoDIkeya mahenata kaMIka joIe. praznakartA : paNa e manuSyamAM ema na thaI zake. dAdAzrI : manuSyamAM hau thAya. kema nA thAya ? manuSyamAM to joIe eTaluM thAya. praznakartA : e to ema kaheluM ke devalokamAM ema thAya ? dAdAzrI : devalokanuM badhuM siddha thAya, paNa ahIMyA ya koI koI saMkalpasiddhi thaI jAya. badhuM thAya, ApaNuM puNya joIe. puNya nathI. puNya khUTI paDyAM che. jeTalI mahenata eTalA aMtarAya, kAraNa ke mahenata kema karavI paDe che !

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pApa-puNya 23 24 pApa-puNya eTale A jagatamAM vadhumAM vadhu puNyazALI koNa ? jene saheja vicAra Ave, te nakkI kare ne varaso ne varaso sudhI vagara IcchAe vagara mahenate maLyA ja kare che. bIjA naMbaramAM IcchA thAya ne pharI pharI nakkI kare ne sAMje sahaja rIte maLe che. trIjA naMbaranAne IcchA thAya ne prayatna karene prApta thAya. cothA naMbaranAne IcchA thAya ne bhayaMkara prayatna prApta thAya. pAMcamAne IcchA thAya ne bhayaMkara prayatna paNa prApta nA thAya. A majurone kaThora mahenata karavI paDe ne uparathI gALo khAya chatAM paisA nA maLe. maLe to ya ThekANuM nahIM ke ghera jaIne khAvAnuM maLaze. teo sauthI vadhAre prayatna kare che, chatAM nathI pAmatA. purthyathI ja prApta satsaMga ! tame puNya kareluM che ke nahIM ? tethI to sI.e. thayA. praznakartA : atyAra sudhI pApa nathI karyuM, puNya ja karyuM che. dAdAzrI : e to lAge evuM. pApa paNa karyuM che paNa pApa ochuM kareluM hoya, puNya vadhAre kareluM hoya. tethI to A satsaMgamAM AvavAno TAIma maLyo, ahIM AvI zakyA, nahIM to satsaMgamAM AvavAno TAIma kone hoya ? puNya-pApanA pariNAme.. praznakartA : pApa ane puNyathI eno saMbaMdha kevA prakAre thAya che? dAdAzrI : A pApa che ke, atyAre tame ahIM AgaLa AvyA cho. to tame A koIne Thokara nA vAge evI rIte sAcavIne cAlo ne Thokara vAge evI jagyA hoya, jagyA evI bhIDavALI hoya, paNa manamAM vicAra hoya, koIne vAge nahIM to sAruM evI bhAvanAthI ahIM Avo, to tamane puNya baMdhAya. ane bhIDa che eTale vAge ya kharuM evI bhAvanAthI Avo, tyAre pApa baMdhAya. koIne kiMcitmAtra duHkha thAya ApaNAthI, to tene pApa ja baMdhAya. koIne sukha apAya, zAMti thAya, koInuM dIla Thare, te naryuM puNya baMdhAya. - have e pUrve baMdhAyelAM pApa, te A bhavamAM pAchAM udayamAM Ave. yojanA je gayA avatAre thayelI, te A avatAramAM phaLIbhUta thAya. jyAre pApano udaya Ave tyAre Akho dahADo manamAM vicAra, kharAba ciMtAnA vicAro AvyA kare, bahAre ya nukasAna jAya, chokarAM sAmA thAya, bhAgiyAnA jhaghaDAM thAya pApanA udaya thAya tyAre. ane puNyanA udaya thAya tyAre duzmana hoyane, te ya AvIne kaheze, "are, caMdubhAI, je kAmakAja hoya to mane kahejo....." alyA, tuM dumana, paNa tyAre to puNyano udaya Avyo tamAro. eTale puNyanA udayamAM zatru mitra thaI jAya ane pApanAM udaya hoya tyAre chokarAM zatru thaI jAya. koI chokaro bApa upara dAvo mAMDe kharo ? praznakartA : mAMDe ja che. dAdAzrI : are eka jaNe dAvo mAMDyo'to bApa upara, eNe zuM zuM karyuM pachI ? e dAvo mAMDyA pachI eNe vakIlane ema kahyuM, ke bApajI hAryA to vAMdho nahIM, e to sAruM thaI gayuM have. lyo, A tamArI traNaso rUpiyA phI. paNa haju eka phero calAvo tyAre kahe, kema have zuM che ? tyAre kahe, nAkakaTTI karavI che. alyA mUA, bApanI nAkakaTTI karavI che ! tyAre kahe, hA, tenA doDhaso huM ApIza. te tyAM DheDaphajeto karAvyo, nAkakaTTI karAvaDAvI. eTale chokaro paNa dumana thaI jAya, jyAre ApaNo vAMka hoya ne pApa hoya tyAre. parama mitra koNa ? puNya sAruM hoya to badhuM sAruM. eTale puNyarUpI mitra hoya to jyAM jAva to sukha, sukha ne sukha. e mitra hovo joIe. pAparUpI mitra Avyo ke godo mAryA vagara rahe nahIM. pachI samabhAve nikAla nA thAya to bUma pADavI paDe. praznakartA : e je tame kIdhuM ke puNya game tyAM mitra tarIke kAma

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pApa-puNya 25 dAdAzrI : hA. kharAbamAM kharAba jagyAe tamane koI paNa jagyAmAM jyAM phasAyA, tyAM puNya kAma karIne UbhuM rahe. praznakartA : pApa gharamAM ya du:khI kare. dAdAzrI : pApa gharamAM gAdImAM mArI nAkhe. gAdImAM ciMtA karAvaDAve, pharsTa kalAsa gAdI pAtharI, tenI mahIM ciMtA karAvaDAve. pApa choDe nahIM ne ! eTalA mATe saMtoe kaheluM pApathI Daro. kevuM puNya khape mokSa mATe ? praznakartA : jyAM sudhI mokSanA mArge nA pahoMcIe, tyAM sudhI puNya nAmanA bhomiyAnI to jarura paDene ? dAdAzrI : hA, e puNyanA bhomiyA mATe to loka zubhAzubhamAM paDyA chene ! e bhomiyAthI badhuM maLaze. paNa mokSanA mArge jatAM enuM puNya baMdhAya che paNa AvAM puNyanI jarura nathI. mokSe janArAnI puNye to kevI hoya ? ene jagatamAM sUryanArAyaNa Ugyo ke nahIM, te ya khabara nA paDe ne AkhI jiMdagI jAya, evAM puNya hoya. to pachI AvAM kacarA puNyane zuM karavAnuM ? ta'tI bAdabAkI pApatI kadi ! praznakartA : A mArga nA maLe tyAM sudhI to e puNyanI jarura chene ? dAdAzrI : hA, e barAbara che. paNa lokonI pAse puchyuM kyAM sAbuta che ? kazuM ja ThekANuM nathI. kAraNa ke tamArI zI icchA che ? tyAre kahe ke puNya karuM to pApano udaya nA Ave. tyAre bhagavAna zuM kahe che ? teM so rUpiyAnuM puNya bAMdhyuM, to tAre khAte so rUpiyA jamA thAya. tyAra pachI be rUpiyA jeTaluM pApa karyuM eTale ke koI mANasane 'haTa, haTa, Agho khasa' evuM kahyuM, temAM saheja tiraskAra AvI gayo. have AnuM jame-udhAra nA thAya. bhagavAna kaMI kAcI mAyA nathI. jo puNya-pApanuM jame-udhAra thatuM hota to to A viNaka komane tyAM saheje duHkha nA hota ! paNa A to sukheya bhogavo ne duHkheya bhogavo, kevA pAkA bhagavAna ! 26 pApa-puNya praznakartA : puNyane raste mANasa jo jAya to pachI pApa zuM karavA Ave ? dAdAzrI : e to haMmezAM ya kAyado eno chene, ke koI paNa kArya tame karo to puNyanuM kArya hoya to tamArA so rUpiyA jame thAya ane pApanuM kArya hoya to bhale thoDuMka ja, eka ja rUpiyAnuM hoya to paNa e tamArA khAte udhArI jAya che ane e somAMthI eka bAda nathI thatuM. evuM jo bAda thatuM hota to koI pApa lAgata ja nahIM. eTale banne jude juduM rahe che ane bannenAM phaLa paNa jude judAM Ave che. pApanuM phaLa Ave tyAre kaDavuM lAge. puNyamAMthI pApa evAM nathI bAda thatAM. jo bAda karatAM hoya to to loko to bahu ja cokkasa. bilakuleya duHkha nA Ave. ekuMya chokaro marI jAya nahIM ke choDI marI jAya nahIM. nokara corI nA kare. kazuM ja nA kare, majhA hoya. A to puNya pharI vaLene to moTaromAM mojazokha karavAnuM ya Ape che, pachI pApa pharI vaLene tyAre e ja moTaromAM eksiDanTa karAve. A to badhuM pharI vaLaze. mahIM haze eTalo sAmAna pharI vaLaze. nahIM hoya to kyAMthI pharI vaLe ? je che e hisAba che. emAM kazuM pheraphAra nahIM thAya. ajANatA thayelAM pApotuM (?) praznakartA : A meM pApa karyuM ke puNya karyuM evI samajaNa nA hoya to pApa-puNya thAya ? ene samajaNa ja nA hoya ke A meM pApa karyuM ane A meM puNya karyuM to enI bilakula asara ene na ja thAyane ? dAdAzrI : kudaratano niyama evo che ke tamane samajaNa hoya agara samajaNa nA hoya, to ya enI asara to thayA vagara rahe nahIM. A jhADane kApo eTale tame AmAM kaMI pApa ke puNya samajatA nA ho, paNa tethI karIne jhADane duHkha to thayuM ja ne ? mATe tamane pApa lAgyuM. tame rezanamAMthI kaMTrolanI cAra kalAka lAInamAM UbhA rahIne khAMDanI thelI laIne jatA hoya ane thelImAM kANuM hoya to emAMthI khAMDa verAtI hoya to e khAMDa koIkane kAma lAge ke nA lAge ? nIce kIDIo hoya e

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28 pApa-puNya pApa-puNya khAMDane laI jAya ne kIDIonuM bhaluM thaI jAya. have Ane tame dAna karyuM kahevAya. bhale aNasamajaNathI, paNa dAna thAya chene ?! ApaNI jANamAM nathI, chatAM dAna thayA kare chene ?! ane kIDIne sukha paDene ? enAthI tamane puNya baMdhAya. tenuM phaLa paNa ajANamAM bhogavAI jAya ! keTalAMka kahe che ke ajANatAM pApa thAya to tenuM phaLa kaMI nA Ave. nA kema Ave ? mUA, ajANatAthI devatA para hAtha mUka eTale khabara paDaze ke phaLa Ave che ke nahIM. jANIne kareluM pApa ane ajANathI kareluM pApa e baMneya sarakhAM che. paraMtu ajANatA karelA pApanuM phaLa ajANatAmAM ane jANIne karelAM pApanuM phaLa jANIne bhogavavuM paDe eTalo phera. basa A rIta che. A kAyadesara che badhuM, A jagata bilakula kAyadesara che, nyAyasvarUpa che. aNasamajaNathI thayelAnuM aNasamajaNa pUrvakanuM phaLa maLe. e tamane samajaNa pADuM. eka mANasa sAta varSa rAja kare che ne bIjo eka mANasa sAta varSa rAja kare che. have beu mANasonuM rAja karavAnuM sarakhuM ja che ane rAjeya beu sarakhAM che paNa AmAM eka mANasa traNa varSanI uMmare gAdIe bese che ane dasa varSanI uMmare rAja jatuM rahe che ane bIjo mANasa vIsa varSanI uMmare gAdIe bese che te sattAvIsa varSanI uMmare UThI jAya to koNe rAja sAcuM bhogavyuM kahevAya ? pelAnuM chokaramatamAM jatuM rahyuM. ene ramakaDAM Apo to e ramakaDAM ramavA besI jAya ! eTale A aNasamajaNathI karelA pacanuM phaLa. A darzana karelAM aNasamajaNathI, to e aNasamajaNathI phaLa bhogave. samajaNathI karelAnuM phaLa samajaNathI bhogave ! evuM jAgrata mAInDathI karelAM pApa e jAgRtipUrvaka bhogavavAM paDe ane ajAgRtipUrvakanuM pApa ajAgRtipUrvaka bhogavavuM paDe. emAM nAnapaNamAM traNa varSa mA marI jAya to raDe-kare nahIM. ene khabareya nA hoya. samajato ja nathI tyAM AgaLa zuM kare ?! ane paccIsa varSano hoya ne tenI mA marI jAya to ? eTale A jANIne du:kha bhogave che ne pelo ajANe bhogave che. vAMka zeThato ke ApaNA pApato ? zeTha InAma ApatA hoya te ApaNuM vyavasthita ane ApaNuM vyavasthita avaLuM Ave tyAre zeThanA manamAM thAya ke A pherA eno pagAra kApI levo joIe. eTale zeTha pagAra kApI le eTale pelAne manamAM ema thAya ke A nAlAyaka zeThiyo che. A nAlAyaka mane maLyo. paNa AvAM guNAkAra karatAM mANasane AvaDe nahIM ke A nAlAyaka hota to InAma zuM kAma ApatA hatA ! mATe kaMIka bhUla che. zeThiyo vAMko nathI. A to ApaNuM 'vyavasthita' phare che. - A badhuM puNya calAve che. tane hajAra rUpiyA pagAra koNa Ape che ? pagAra ApanAro tAro zeTha paNa puNyane AdhIna che. pApa pharI vaLe eTale zeThane ya karmacArIo mAre. jAgRti, puNyane pApatA udayamAM... praznakartA H lokonI puNya haze to emane A saMpatti bhegI thaI. dAdAzrI : e badhI purvene, jabarajasta purvene paNa saMpatti sAcavavI muzkela paDI jAya. praznakartA : eTale e barobara che. upAdhi to kharI ja ne ? zaruAta pachI tyAMthI ja thAya che. dAdAzrI : saMpatti nA hoya tenA jevuM to ekuMya nahIM. praznakartA : paisA nA hoya, saMpatti nA hoya, to enA jevuM ekya nahIM ? dAdAzrI : hA, enA jevuM ekuMya nahIM. saMpatti e to upAdhi che. saMpatti jo A bAju dharmamAM vaLI ja gaI hoya to vAMdho nathI, nahIM to upAdhi thaI paDe. kone ApavI ? have kyAM mUkavI ? e badhI upAdhi thaI paDe ! eTale bahu puNye paNa kAmanI nahIM. puNya paNa rItasara hoya to

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pApa-puNya 29 30 pApa-puNya ja sArI. bahu puNya hoya to AvaDuM moTuM zarIra thAya. zuM karavAnuM ene ? keTalA kilonuM zarIra ? ApaNe UMcakavAnuM ne palaMgane ya UMcakavAnuM ne ? palaMge ya zuM zuM karyA kare ne ? praznakartA : pApa ane puNyano udaya thAya, enI jIvananI ghaTanAo upara kaMIka asaro thAya, eno kaMIka dAkhalo ApIne samajAvone. dAdAzrI : pApano udaya thAya eTale pahelA to joba jatI rahe. pachI zuM thAya ? vAIpha ne chokaro che te tyAM sToramAM javAnA paisA mAge, te Adata pahelAMnI paDelI che, e pramANe kaheze, baso Dolara Apo eTale kakaLATa thAya pachI. ahIM sarvisa nathI ne zuM bUmAbUma karyA kare che vagara kAmanI. baso baso DolaranA kharcA karavA che ?! A tyAMthI cAluM thAya badhuM nirAMte. e ya roja kakaLATa, pachI baI kaheze, benkamAMthI lAvIne ApatA nathI. tyAre benkamAM thoDuM rahevA de ke nA rahevA de ? ahIM AnuM bhADuM bharavuM paDaze. A badhuM nahIM karI ApavuM paDe. benkamAM paisA nA bharavA paDe ! paNa pelI kakaLATa kare, te mAthuM pAkI jAya evo kakaLATa kare. A badhAM lakSaNa baLyuM te rAte UMghavA nA de, ahIM amerikAmAM keTalAMyane evo e anubhava thato haze ane kahe ya kharo karkazA che. rAMDa ane karkazA che evAM zabda bole. ene jeTalA zabdo AvaDe eTalA zabdo kaDaka bole. choDe nahIM ? ene herAna karyA karatI hoya, bicArA ene A phera nokarI jatI rahI, eka to ThekANuM nA hoya ane magaja uMdhuM ja cAlatuM hoya, temAM pAchI A herAna kare. bane ke nA bane evuM ? praznakartA : bane, bane. dAdAzrI : koI jagyAe banatuM haze ke ghaNI jagyAe ? joba jatI rahI hoya te mane maLene, 'dAdA joba jatI rahI che, zuM karuM' kaheze. e joba jatI rahI hoya ane dahADA bahu suMdara rIte kADhe, enuM nAma vivekI mANasa kahevAya. bairI ne e beu sArI rIte dahADA kADhe enuM nAma vivekI. navA kapaDAM nA lAve ane kapaDAM pahelAMnA hoya ne te pahere. khAlI nokarI nA maLe ne tyAM sudhI eTalo TAIma kADhI le. ane dhaNIoe utsAhI rahevuM joIe, joba jatI rahe eTale DaravuM nahIM joIe. A ATaluM ghAsa kApI ke evuM tevuM karIne, sAMje dasa-vIsa Dolara laI AvyA. bahu thAya, bhIDa to paDe nahIM. tyAre kahe, nA, amAre to A loko jue to zuM kahe ? alyA mUA, lokone to joba che, tAre joba nathI, tuM pelA emanuM karI Apane. koInI AbarU A duniyAmAM rahI nathI. badhAe kapaDAM paherI lIdhA che eTale AbarUdAra dekhAya che ane kapaDAM kADhI nAkhe to badhA nAgA dekhAya. eka jJAnI puruSa ekalA kapaDAM kADhI nAkhe to ya nAgA nA dekhAya. bAkI badhuM A jagata AkhuM nANuM. praznakartA: eka bAju joba gaI hoya ane bIjI bAju dAdA bhegA thayA hoya, to e pApa ne puNya banne bheguM thayuM ? dAdAzrI : A pApano udaya sAro Avyo ke dAdA bhegA thayA eTale ApaNane pApamAM zuM karavuM e dekhADI Ape ane ApaNuM rAge pADI Ale ane puNyano udaya hoya ane dAdA bhegA thayA hoya, emAM zuM dAdA pAse jANavAnuM maLyuM ApaNane, paNa pApano udaya hoya tyAre dAdA kaheze ke jo bhaI, AvI rIte vartaje huM, have Ama karo tema karo ne A badhuM rAge pADI Ape. eTale pApano udaya hoya ane dAdA bhegA thAya e bahu sAruM kahevAya. rahasya, buddhinA Azaya taNAM.... dareka mANasane potAnA gharamAM AnaMda Ave. jhUMpaDAvALAne baMgalAmAM AnaMda nA Ave ane baMgalAvALAne jhUMpaDAmAM AnaMda nA Ave. enuM kAraNa enI buddhino Azaya. je jevuM buddhinA AzayamAM bharI lAvyo hoya tevuM ja tene maLe. buddhinA AzayamAM je bhareluM hoya tenA be phoTA paDe, (1) pApaphaLa ane (2) puNyaphaLa. buddhinA AzayanuM dareke vibhAjana karyuM. te so TakAmAMthI moTA bhAganA TakA moTara-baMgalA, chokarA-chokarIo ane vahu e badhAM mATe bharyuM. te e badhuM meLavavA puNya emAM kharcAI gayuM ane dharmane mATe mAMDa eka ke be TakA ja buddhinA AzayamAM bharyA. praznakartA : buddhino Azaya jarA vizeSa samajAvone, dAdA ! dAdAzrI : buddhino Azaya eTale 'ApaNe basa corI karIne ja

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pApa-puNya 31 pApa-puNya calAvavuM che. kALA bajAra karIne ja calAvavuM che.' koI kaheze, 'ApaNe corI kayAreya nathI karavI.' koI kahe, 'mAre AvuM bhogavI levuM che, te bhogavI levA mATe ekAMtanI jagyA hala taiyAra karI Ape. temAM pAchuM pApa-puNya kAma kare che. je badhuM bhogavavAnI icchA karI hoya evuM badhuM ene maLI Ave. mAnyAmAM nA Ave evuM badhuM paNa ene maLI jAya. kAraNa ke enA buddhinA AzayamAM hatuM ane puNya bheguM thAya to koI ene pakaDI ya nA zake, game teTalA cokIpaherA karo toya ! ane puNya pUruM thAya tyAre ema ne ema pakaDAI jAya. nAnuM chokaruM ya ene khoLI kADhe ke, "aisA goTAlA hai Idhara !' be cora corI kare che, temAMthI eka pakaDAI jAya che ne bIjo AbAda chUTI jAya che, e zuM sUcave che ? corI karavI ema buddhinA AzayamAM to banneya cora lAvyA hatA. paNa emAM je pakaDAI gayo tenuM pApaphaLa udayamAM AvyuM ne vaparAyuM. jyAre bIjo chUTI gayo tenuM puNya temAM vaparAI gayuM. tema darekanA buddhinA AzayamAM je hoya che, temAM pApa ane puNya kArya kare che. buddhinA AzayamAM lakSmI prApta karavI che ema bharI lAvyo te enuM puNya vaparAya to lakSmInA Dhagale DhagalA thAya. bIjo buddhinA AzayamAM lakSmI prApta karavI evuM laIne to Avyo paNa emAM puNya kAma lAgavAne badale pApaphaLa sAmuM AvyuM. te lakSmIjI moTuM ja nA dekhADe. alyA, A to eTalo badho cokhe cokho hisAba che ke koInuM jarAya cAle tema nathI. tyAre A akkaramIo ema mAnI le che ke huM dasa lAkha rUpiyA kamAyo. alyA, A to puNya vaparAI ane te ya avaLe raste. enA karatAM tAro buddhino Azaya pherava. dharma mATe ja buddhino Azaya bAMdhavA jevo che. A jaDa vastuo moTara-baMgalA- reDiyo e badhAnI bhajanA karI tenA ja mATe buddhino Azaya bAMdhavA jevo nathI. dharma mATe ja - Atmadharma mATe ja buddhino Azaya rAkho. atyAre tamane je prApta che te bhale ho, paNa have to mAtra Azaya pheravIne saMpUrNa so TakA dharma mATe ja rAkho. amane je je maLyA ane jJAna laI gayA, temaNe be-pAMca TakA dharma mATe-muktine mATe nAkhelA. tethI ame maLyA. ame soe so TakA dharmamAM nAkhyA, tethI badhethI ja amane dharma mATe 'no ojekazana sarTiphikeTa maLyuM che. anaMta avatArathI mokSanuM niyANuM karyuM che paNa barAbara pAkuM niyANuM karyuM nathI. jo mokSa mATenuM ja pAkuM niyANuM karyuM hoya to badhI purve temAM ja vaparAya. AtmA mATe jIvyA te puNya che ne saMsAra mATe jIvyA to navuM pApa che. pasaMdagI paaitI vaheMcaNI taNI.. eTale A puNya chene, te ApaNe jema mAgaNI karIene, temAM vaheMcAI jAya. koI kaheze, mAre ATalo dAru joIe, Ama joIe, tema joIe. to temAM vaheMcAI jAya. koI kaheze, mAre moTara joIe ane ghara. tyAre kahe, be rUma haze to cAlaze. be rUmanA ene saMtoSa hoya ane moTara vAparavAnI maLe. A lokone saMtoSa raheto haze, nAnI nAnI chAparaDIomAM rahetA haze, te badhAMne ? kharo saMtoSa. tethI to ene e ghara game. e hoya to ja game. hamaNe pelA AdivAsIne ApaNe tyAM teDI lAvo joIe. cAra dahADA rAkho joIe ! emane cena nA paDe emAM, kAraNa ke eno buddhino Azaya che ne to te pramANe puNyanuM Divijhana thAya. TenDaranA pramANe AITama maLe. praznakartA : puNya-pApane ja AdhIna hoya to pachI TenDara bharavAnuM kyAM rahyuM ? dAdAzrI : e TenDara bharAya che te pApa-puNyanA udaya pramANe ja bharAya che. eTale huM kahuM kharo ke 'TenDara' bharo, paNa huM jANuM ke zenA AdhAre 'TenDara' bharAya che. A be kAyadAnI bahAra cAlI zake ema nathI. huM ghaNA jaNane mArI pAse 'TenDara' bharI lAvavAnuM kahuM chuM. paNa koI bharI lAvyA nathI. zI rIte bhare ? e pApa-puNyane AdhIna che. eTale pApano udaya hoya tyAre bahu AMTIo vALavA jaIza to UlaTuM ame amArA buddhinA AzayamAM paMcANuM TakA dharma ane jagata kalyANanI bhAvanA lAvyA chIe. bIje kyAMya amAruM puNya kharcAyuM ja nathI. paisA, moTara, baMgalA, dIkaro, dIkarI kyAMya nahIM.

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pApa-puNya 33. 34 pApa-puNya che e paNa jatuM rahaze. mATe ghera jaIne sUI jA ane thoDuM thoDuM sAdhAraNa kAma kara, ane puNyano udaya hoya to bhaTakavAnI jarura ja zI che ? ghera beThA sAmasAmI saheje kAma karavAthI badhuM bheguM thaI jAya, eTale baMne vakhate AMTIo vALavAnuM nA kahIe chIe. vAta khAlI samajavAnI jarura che. puNyetA khela sAme phAMphAM zAne ? puNya phaLa ApavA sanmukha thayuM che to zuM karavA phAMphA mAra mAra kare che ? ane jo puNya phaLa ApavA sanmukha thayuM nathI to Dakhala zuM karavA kare che vagara kAmano ? sanmukha nathI thayuM ne tuM Dakhala karIza to ya kazuM vaLavAnuM nathI. ane sanmukha thayuM hoya to Dakhala zuM karavA kare che tuM ? puNya phaLa ApavA taiyAra thaze to vAra nahIM lAge. pApa-puNyatI linka... koI bahArano mANasa mArI pAse vyavahArathI salAha levA Ave ke, 'huM game teTalI mAthAkUTa karuM chuM to ya kazuM vaLatuM nathI.' eTale huM kahuM, "atyAre tAro udaya pApano che. te koIne tyAMthI uchInA rUpiyA lAvIza to rastAmAM tAruM gajavuM kapAI jaze ! mATe atyAre tuM ghera besIne nirAMte tuM je zAstra vAMcato hoya te vAMca ne bhagavAnanuM nAma lIdhA kara." ame jayagaDhanI jeTI 1968nI sAlamAM bAMdhatA hatA. tyAM eka konTrAkTara mArI pAse Avyo. te mane pUchavA lAgyo, 'huM mArA guru mahArAja pAse jAuM chuM. dara sAla mArA paisA vadha vadha kare che. mArI icchA nathI to ya vadhe che, to zuM e gurukRpA che ?" meM ene kahyuM, 'e gurunI kRpA che evuM mAnIza nahIM. jo e jatA raheze to tane ema lAgaze ke lAva, gurune patharo mAruM !" AmAM guru to nimitta che, emanA AziSa nimitta che. gurune ja joItA hoya to cAra AnA nA maLane ! eTale pachI eNe mane pUchayuM ke, mAre zuM karavuM?" meM kahyuM, 'dAdAnuM nAma leje.' have atyAra sudhI tArI puNyanI linka AvI hatI. linka eTale aMdhArAmAM pattAM uThAve to cokko Ave, pharI paMjo Ave, pachI pharI uThAve to chakko Ave. te loko kahe ke, vAha zeTha, vAha zeTha, kahevuM paDe." te tane ekaso sAta sudhI sAcuM paDyuM che. paNa have badalAvAnuM che. mATe cetato raheje. have tuM kADhIza to sattAvana pachI traNa Avaze ne traNa pachI ekaso agiyAra Avaze ! te loka tamane buddha kaheze, mATe A dAdAnuM nAma choDIza nahIM. nahIM to mAryo jaIza. pachI ame muMbaI AvatA rahyA. pelo be-pAMca dahADA pachI A vAta bhUlI gayo. tene pachI bahu moTI khoTa AvI. te dhaNI bairI baMnee mAMkaDa mAravAnI davA pI lIdhI ! paNa puNyazALI eTalo ke eno bhAI ja DaoNkaTara hato te Avyo ne bacI gayo ! pachI e moTara laIne doDato mArI pAse Avyo. meM ene kahyuM, 'A dAdAnuM nAma lIdhA karaje ne pharI AvuM kyAreya nA karIza." tyAre pachI eNe nAma levAnuM cAlu rAkhyuM. tenAM pApa badhAM dhovAI gayAM ne rAge paDI gayuM. 'dAdA' bole te ghaDIe pApa pAse Ave ja nahIM. cogaradama bhamyA kare paNa aDe nahIM tamane. tame jhokuM khAva to te ghaDIe aDI jAya. rAtre UMghamAM nA aDe. jo TheTha jAgatA sudhI bolyA ane savAramAM UThavAnI sAthe bolyA ho to vacceno gALo e svarUpa kahevAya. dharmanI puNya to evuM che, dharma dareka jagyAe madada kare, game tevI muzkelImAM madada kare. evI dharmanI puNya hoya che. puNya helpa kare ja. ApaNuM jJAna to judI jAtanuM jJAna che. hAjarAhajura jJAna che ! puNya paNa phAIla che ne pApa paNa phAIla che. puNya pramAda karAvaDAve ne pApa jAgrata rAkhe. purve to UlaTuM A AIskrIma khAva, A phUTa khAva, e badhuM pramAda karAvaDAve, enA karatAM kaDavI davA pAI done, to jAgrata to rahe ! gharAka mokalatAra koNa ? A badhA loko moTelo calAve che, emAM moTelamAM che te AvanArAne koNa mokalatuM haze ?! tame moTela calAvo cho ne, koNa mokalatuM haze ?

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pApa-puNya 35 pApa-puNya praznakartA: khabara nathI. dAdAzrI : e ja tamAruM puNya che. bhagavAna mokalato nathI, bIjo koI mokalato nathI. tamAruM puNya mokale che ane pApano udaya hoya to badhAnI moTelo bharAya paNa tamArI bharAya nahIM. sarasamAM sarasa karI hoya to ya nA bharAya. koIne doSa devAya ema che ?' koI cIja evI nathI ke je A puNyazALIne nA maLe, paNa puNya evI pUrI lAvyA nathI tethI. nahIM to hareka cIja jevI joIe evI maLe evuM che, paNa loko laukika jJAnamAM paDyA che ane tyAM sudhI koI dahADo 'vastu' prApta thAya nahIM. eka to magajano jarA Akaro hoya, emAM pachI ene AvuM jJAna maLe ke bUdha nAra pAMsarI. eTale ene joItuM hatuM te maLyuM ! A jJAna maLyuM e jJAna ene phaLa Ape ke nA Ape ? pachI zuM thAya ? je strInA peTe tIrthaMkaro janmyA e strInI dazA to juo, tame kevI karI ?! keTalo anyAya che ?! kAraNa ke je strIne peTe covIsa tIrthakaro janma, bAra cakravartIo janme, vAsudeva janme tyAM ya paNa AvuM karyuM ? bhale tamane kaDavo anubhava thayo. temAM strI jAtine zA mATe vagovI ?! tame bAra rUpiyA DajhananA bhAvanI kerI lAvo paNa e khATI nIkaLe ane traNa rUpiyA DejhananA bhAvanI kerI bahu mIThI nIkaLe. eTale ghaNI vakhata vastu bhAva upara AdhAra nathI rAkhatI, tamArI puNya upara AdhAra rAkhe che. tamArI pUrve jo jora karene, to kerI evI mIThI nIkaLe ! ne A khATI nIkaLI emAM tArI puNyae jora nA karyuM, temAM koIne doSa kema apAya ! eTale A to puNya kAcI paDe che, bIjuM zuM che te A ? moTo bhAI milakata Apato nA hoya to kaMI moTAbhAIno doSa che ? ApaNI puNya kAcI paDI gaI. emAM doSa koIno che nahIM. A to puNyane e sudhArato nathI ane moTAbhAI joDe nayA pApa bAMdhe che ! pachI pApanA daDiyA bhegA thAya che. ApaNane makAnanI aDacaNa hoya ne koI mANasa madada kare ane makAna ApaNane rahevA Ape, to jagatanA manuSyone enI para rAga thAya ane jyAre e makAna laI levA phare to enI para dveSa thAya. A rAgavaiSa che, have kharekhara to rAga-dveSa karavAnI jarura nathI, e nimitta ja che. e ApanAro ne laI lenAro, banne nimitta che. tamAro puNyano udaya hoya tyAre e ApavA mATe bhegAM thAya, pApano udaya hoya tyAre levA mATe bhego thAya. emAM kazo eno doSa nathI. tamArA udayano AdhAra che. sAmAno kiMcitmAtra doSa nathI. e nimitta mAtra che. evuM ApaNuM jJAna kahe che, kevI suMdara vAta kare che ! ajJAnIne to koIka mIThuM mIThuM bole tyAM AgaLa rAga thAya ne kaDavuM bole tyAM vaiSa thAya. sAmo mIThuM bole che te potAnI puNya prakAzita che ne sAmo kaDavuM bole che, te potAnuM pApa prakAzita che. tethI mULa vAtamAM, beu sAmA mANasane kazI levAdevA nathI. bolanArane kazI levAdevA nathI. sAmA mANasa to nimitta ja thAya che. je jazano nimitta hoya enAthI jaza maLyA kare ane apajazana nimitta hoya enAthI apajaza maLyA kare. e nimitta ja che khAlI. emAM koIno doSa nathI. praznakartA : badhA nimitta ja gaNAya ne ? dAdAzrI : nimitta sivAya A jagatamAM koI cIja bIjI che ja nahIM. je che te ya nimitta ja che. eto AdhAra che puSya ane pApato ! praznakartA : keTalAMka jUThuM bole to satyamAM khapI jAya che ane keTalAMka sAcuM bole to paNa jUThAmAM khapI jAya che. e zuM pajhala (koyaDo) che ?! dAdAzrI : e enAM pApa ane puNyanA AdhAre bane che. enAM pApano udaya hoya to e sAcuM bole to paNa jUThamAM khape. jayAre puNyano udaya hoya tyAre jUThuM bole to paNa loko ene sAcuM svIkAre, game tevuM jUThuM kare to ya cAlI jAya. praznakartA H to ene kaMI nukasAna nahIM ?

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pApa-puNya pApa-puNya dAdAzrI : nukasAna to kharuM, paNa AvatA bhavanuM. A bhavamAM to ene gayA avatAranuM phaLa maLyuM. ane A jUThuM bolyAne, tenuM phaLa ene AvatA bhave maLe. atyAre A eNe bIja ropyuM. bAkI, A kaMI popAbAInuM rAja nathI ke game tevuM cAle ! e kapalamAM koNa puNyazALI ? eka bhAI mArI pAse AvelA. te mane kahe, 'dAdA, huM paraNyo to kharo paNa mane mArI bairI gamatI nathI.' tyAre meM kahyuM, 'kema bhAI, nA gamavAnuM zuM kAraNa ?" tyAre bhaI kahe che, "e jarA page laMgaDI che, laMgaDAya che." pachI meM pUchyuM, 'te tArI bairIne tuM game che ke nahIM." tyAre e kahe che, "dAdA huM to gamuM tevo ja chuMne ! rUpALo chuM, bhaNelo-gaNelo chuM ne khoDa-khAMpaNa vagarano chuM." tyAre meM kahyuM, 'te emAM bhUla tArI ja. teM evI te kevI bhula karelI ke tane laMgaDI maLI ne eNe evAM kevAM sarasa puNya karelAM ke tuM Avo sAro tene maLyo ! alyA, A to potAnA karelAM ja potAnI AgaLa Ave che, temAM sAmAno zo doSa jue che ? jA tArI bhUla bhogavI le ne pharI navI bhUla nA karato.' dardamAM puNya-pApano rola... praznakartA : manuSyane roga thAya che, tenuM zuM kAraNa ? dAdAzrI : te pote gunA karelA badhA, pApa karelA, tenuM A roga thAya. praznakartA : paNa A nAnA nAnA chokarAoe zuM guno karyo ? dAdAzrI : badhAe pApa karelA, tenAM A roga badhA. pUrvabhavamAM je pApo karelA che, tenuM phaLa AvyuM atyAre. nAnA chokarAo du:kha bhogave e badhuM pApanuM phaLa ane zAMti ne AnaMda bhogave che e puNyanuM phaLa. pApa ne puNyanuM phaLa, be maLe che. puNya che te kreDITa che ane pApa e DebITa che. praznakartA : ApaNane atyAre A bhavamAM kaMI darda thAya, roga thAya to e ApaNA gayA bhavanA karmanuM phaLa che, to pachI ApaNe atyAre koI paNa davA laIe, to e ApaNane kevI rIte sudhAre, e vyavasthita ja che to pachI ? dAdAzrI : e davA lo cho te ya vyavasthita hoya to ja levAya nahIM to levAya nahIM. ApaNane bhegI ja nA thAya. praznakartA : ane keTalI badhI jAtanI davAo le to ya ene davA asara nA kare, maTe nahIM enAthI. evuM ya bane, dAdA. dAdAzrI : ulTA paisA khUTI paDe ane maravAnuM thAya. jyAre puNya prakAzavAnuM thAya tyAre saheje amathI amathI vAta vAtamAM TAmeTAno rasa pIve to ya maTI jAya. eTale puNya upara AdhAra rAkhe che. tamAruM puNya phaLa ApavA taiyAra thaI jAya to badhuM ema phrI opha kosTa maLI jAya ane pApa phaLa ApavA taiyAra thaI jAya, to sArI vastu hoya te ya avaLI paDe. mAMdagImAM puNyathI bhogavaTo ocho thaI jAya. mAMdagImAM pApathI bhogavaTo vadhAre thaI jAya. puSya nA hoya to AkhuM ya bhogavavuM paDe. have puNya hoya to, vaidarAja sArA maLI Ave. TAIma bhego thAya. badhuM bheguM thaI ane zAMti rahe. darda DaoNkTare maTADyuM ? pacce maTADI dIdhuM ane pApathI UbhuM thayuM'tuM. tyAre bIjuM koNa maTADe ? DaoNkTara nimitta che ! praznakartA : roga thavo e pApano udaya kahevAya ? dAdAzrI : tyAre bIjuM zuM che ? A roga te pApa ne nirogIpaNuM e puNya. AyuSya lAMbu sAruM ke TukuM ? praznakartA : vadhAre paDatI AvaradA, vadhAre paDatuM AyuSya e puNyanuM phaLa che ke pApanuM phaLa che ? dAdAzrI : hA. lokone gALo devA ne lokone niMdA karavA jo avatAra hoya to pApanuM phaLa ! potAnA AtmAnA bhalA mATe ke bIjAnA bhalA mATe e vadhu jIve, e puNyanuM phaLa.

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pApa-puNya 40 pApa-puNya puNyazALIne AyuSya lAMbuM hoya, jarA ochuM puNya hoya to AyuSya tUTI jAya, vacce rastAmAM ! have koIka mANasa bahu pApI hoya, ne AyuSya lAMbuM hoya to ? te bhagavAne zuM kahyuM ke pApInuM AyuSya kevuM hovuM joIe ? ApaNe pUchIe bhagavAnane ke "pApInuM AyuSya keTaluM sAruM gaNAya ?" tyAre kahe ke, "jeTalo ocho jIve eTaluM sAruM.' kAraNa ke evA pApanA saMjogomAM che eTale ocho jIve to e saMjogo badalAya enA ! paNa e ocho jIve nahIMne ! A to levala kADhavA mATe ApaNane kahe che ane vadhAre jIve, te so varSa pUrAM kare ane eTalAM badhAM pApanAM daDiyAM bhegAM kare ke keTale UMDe jAya e to e ja jANe ! ane puNyazALI mANasa vadhu jIve te ghaNuM sAruM. parabhavatI poTalIo zetI ? paradezanI kamANI paradezamAM ja raheze. A moTara-baMgalA, milo, bairI-chokarAM badhuM ja ahIM mUkIne javuM paDaze. A chelve sTezane to koInA ya bApanuM cAle tema nathIne ! mAtra puNya ane pApa sAthe laI javA deze. bIjI sAdI bhASAmAM tane samajAvuM to ahIM je je gunA karyA tenI kalamo sAthe Avaze. e gunAnI kamANI ahIM ja raheze ane pachI kesa cAlaze. kalamonA hisAbe navo deha prApta karI pharIthI navesarathI kamANI karIne devuM cUkavavuM paDaze ! mATe mUA pahelethI ja pAMsaro thaI jAne ! "svadezamAM to bahu ja sukha che. paNa 'svadeza' joyo ja nathIne ! praznakartA: manuSya avatAramAM satkAryo karyA bAda tenA dehavilaya bAda e AtmAnI paristhiti kaI ? dAdAzrI : satkAryo kare to puNya baMdhAya. e kreDiTa thAya, to manuSyamAM sAre ghera avatAra maLe. rAjA thAya ke vaDA pradhAna thAya agara ethI ya vadhAre satkAryo karyA hoya to devagatimAM jAya. satkArya kare e kreDiTa kahevAya, e pachI keDiTa bhogavavA jAya ane kharAba kAryo kare e DebiTa bhogavavA jAya pachI, be paganA cAra paga thAya ! A tame esa.I. thayA cho, te kreDiTane laIne ! ane DebiTa hoya to milamAM nokarI karavI paDe. Akho dahADo mahenata kare to ya pUruM ja nA thAya. eTale A kreDiTa DebiTanA AdhAre A cAra gati ane kreDiTa-DebiTa utpanna nA thayuM to mokSagatimAM jAya. svArtha kare tyAre pApakarma baMdhAya ane niHsvArtha kare tyAre puNyakarma baMdhAya. paNa banneya karma chene ? peluM puNyakarmanuM phaLa che te sonAnI beDI ane pApakarmanuM phaLa loDhAnI beDI. paNa beu beDIo ja chene ? phera svarga ane mokSa taNo... praznakartA svarga ane mokSanI vacce zo pharaka che ? dAdAzrI : svarga to ahIM je puNya karIne jAya ne, puSya eTale sArAM kAma kare, zubha kAma kare, eTale lokone dAna Ape, koIne du:kha nA thavA de, koIne madada kare, oblAIjhiMga necara rAkhe, evAM karma nathI karatAM loko ? praznakartA : kare che. dAdAzrI : eTale sArAM kAma kare to svargamAM jAya ane kharAba kAma kare to narkamAM jAya. ane sArA-khoTAnuM milcara kare, paNa temAM ochAM khoTAM kare, te manuSyamAM Ave. AvI rIte cAra bhAge kAma karyAnA phaLa maLatAM rahe ane mokSamAM kAma karanAra jaI zake nahIM. mokSa mATe to kartAbhAva nA rahevo joIe. AtmajJAna maLe eTale kartAbhAva tUTe ane kartAbhAva tUTe eTale mokSa thaI jAya. puNyatAM phaLa kevAM ? puNya eTale jame rakama ane pApa eTale udhAra rakama. jame rakama jyAM vAparavI hoya tyAM vaparAya. devalokane najarakeda hoya paNa temane ya mokSa to nA hoya. tamAre ghera lagna hoya to tame badhuM ja bhUlI jAva. saMpUrNa mohamAM tanmaya hoya. AIskrIma khAva te jIbha khAvAmAM hoya. benDa vAge te kAnane priya hoya. AMkho vararAjAnA tAnamAM hoya, nAka e agarabattI ne seMTamAM jAya. te pAMceya indriya kAmamAM rokAI gaI hoya. mana bhAMjagaDamAM hoya. A badhuM hoya tyAM AtmA sAMbhare nahIM. tema devalokone sadAya evuM

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pApa-puNya hoya. AthI anekagaNuM vizeSa sukha hoya eTale te bhAnamAM ja nA hoya. temane AtmA khyAlamAM ja nA hoya. paNa devagatimAM ya kaDhApo-ajaMpo ne IrSA hoya. devaloko ya pachI to naryA sukhothI kaMTALI jAya. te kemanuM ? cAra divasa lagnamAM lADavA roja jamyA hoya to pAMcame divase khIcaDI sAMbhare tevuM che ! te loko ya icche ke kyAre manuSyadeha maLe ne bharatakSetre sArA saMskArI kuTuMbamAM janma thAya ne jJAnI puruSano bheTo thaI jAya. jJAnI puruSa maLe to ja ukela Ave tema che. nahIM to caturgatinI bhaTakAmaNa to che ja. 41 pApatAM phaLa kevAM ?! AtmA upara evAM paDe che, AvaraNa che ke eka mANasane aMdhArI koTaDImAM goMdhI rAkhe ne tene mAtra be vakhata khAvAnuM nAkhe ane je duHkhano anubhava thAya tevAM apAra du:khono anubhava A jhADa-pAna vagere ekendriyathI paMcendriya sudhInA jIvone thAya. A pAMca indriyavALA manuSyone ATaluM du:kha che to jene ochI indriya che tene keTaluM duHkha haze ? pAMcathI chaThThI indriyavALo koI nathI. A jhADa-pAna ne jAnavara e tiryaMca gati. te temane sakhata kedanI sajA che. A manuSyagati te sAdI kedavALA ane A narkagatimAM to bhayaMkara duHkha, tenuM jema che tema varNana karuM to sAMbhaLatAM ja manuSya marI jAya. cokhA ukALe ne UchaLe tenAthI lAkhagaNuM du:kha thAya. eka avatAramAM pAMca-pAMca vakhata maraNavedanA ane chatAM paNa maraNa nA thAya. tyAM deha pArA jevA hoya. kAraNa ke temane vedavAnuM hoya, eTale maraNa nA thAya. temanAM aMgeaMga chedAya ne pAchAM joDAya. vedanA bhogavye ja chUTako. narkagati eTale janmaTIpanI sajA. pApa-puNyatA galata TANe..... pApanuM pUraNa kare che te jyAre galana thaze tyAre khabara paDaze ! tyAre tArAM hAjAM gagaDI jaze ! devatA upara beThA hoIe tevuM lAgaze !! puNyanuM pUraNa karIza tyAre khabara paDaze ke kevI ora majA Ave che ! mATe jenuM jenuM pUraNa karo te joI vicArIne karajo, ke galana thAya tyAre pariNAma kevuM thAya che ! pUraNa karatAM satata khyAla rAkhajo, pApa karatAM pApa-puNya koIne chetarIne paiso bhego karatAM satata khyAla rAkhajo ke e ya galana thavAnuM che. e paisA benkamAM mUkazo to teya javAnA to che ja. enuM ya galana to thaze ja. ane e paiso bhego karatAM je pApa karyuM, je raudradhyAna karyuM, te tenI kalamo sAthe AvavAnI te vadhArAmAM ane jyAre enuM galana thaze tyAre tArI zI dazA thaze ? 42 puNya paravAryuM te pADe vikhUTA jJAtIthI.... puNyano svabhAva kevo ? kharcAI jAya. karoDa maNa barapha hoya paNa teno svabhAva kevo hoya ? ogaLI jAya tevo. tAro amArI sAtheno saMyoga puNyanA AdhAre che. tAruM puNya khalAsa thAya emAM ame zuM karIe ? ane tuM mAnI bese ke A saMjogo ja mAre joIe pachI zuM thAya ? mAra khAI jaze. mAthuM hau tUTI jaze. jeTalo maLyo eTalo lAbha. eno AnaMda mANavo ke mAruM puNya jAgyuM che. tuM ema mAne che ke A dhArelo saMyoga bhego thAya ? praznakartA : evuM nahIM. dAdAzrI : tyAre ? A kAyadesara ja chene ? ke gerakAyadesara haze ? praznakartA : kAyadesara ja. dAdAzrI : tyAra pachI mAnI besIe to zuM thAya ? e to ko'ka phero puNya jAge tyAre bhego thaI jAya. pachI vikhUTA paDe tyAre khabara paDI jAya. mATe vikhUTA paDelI sthitimAM anubhava karyo hoya to pachI vAMdho nahIM ne ApaNane ? bhAgeDu vRttithI kaMI karmathI chUTAya ? huM vaDodarAmAM houM, tuM vaDodarAmAM houM, to ya karma bhegAM nahIM thavA de ! A jJAna ApeluM che, je vakhate je bheguM thayuM te 'vyavasthita' ne teno samabhAve nikAla kara. basa, ATalI ja vAta che. puNya hoya tyAM sudhI dAdAnI pAse besavAno vakhata maLI Ave, e puNyano upakAra mAnavAno. A kAyamanuM hotuM haze kaMI ? evI AzA ya kema rakhAya ?

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pApa-puNya 43 44 pApa-puNya kusaMgathI pApa pese ! A duniyAmAM moTAmAM moTo puNyazALI koNa? jene kusaMga nA aDe. jene pApa karatAM bIka lAge che, e moTuM jJAna kahevAya ! kusaMgathI pApa pese ane pachI pApa kaiDe. A navaro paDe ne koI kusaMga maLI jAya, te pachI kusaMgathI kUthalI vadhe ane kUthalInA DAghA paDI jAya. A badhAM duHkho che te enAM ja che. ApaNane koInuMya bolavAno adhikAra zo che ? ApaNe ApaNuM jovAnuM. koI du:khI hoya ke sukhI, paNa ApaNane enI sAthe zI levAdevA ? A to rAjA hoya to ya tenI kUthalI kare. potAne kazuM ja lAge-vaLage nahIM evI pArakI vAta ! uparathI vaiSa ane IrSA ane tenAM ja duHkho che. bhagavAna zuM kahe che ke vItarAga thaI jA. tuM che ja vItarAga, A rAga-dveSa zAne mATe ? tuM nAmamAM paDIza to rAga-dveSa chene ? ane anAmI thaI jaIza to vItarAga thaI gayo ! sauipayoga, AtmArthe ja... evuM che ke, A purve jAgI che te khAvA-pIvAnuM ghera beThAM maLe che eTale A badhuM TI.vI. jovAnuM che, nahIM to khAvA-pIvAnuM ThekANuM nA hoya to Akho dahADo mahenata karavA jAya ke TI.vI jue ? eTale A puNyano duruupayoga kare che. A puNyano saddhapayoga to evo karavo joIe ke TAIma che te AtmA mATe kADhavo joIe. chatAM TI.vI. nA ja jovo evo Agraha nahIM, thoDIvAra joIe kharuM, paNa emAMthI rasa kADhI nAkhavo badho ke khoTuM che, A joIe chIe te. popakArathI baMdhAya puNya ! praznakartA : puNya kevI rIte sudhare ? dAdAzrI : je Ave tene "Ava bhaI, besa.' tenI AsanA-vAsanA karIe. ApaNI pAse cA hoya to cA ne nahIM to je hoya te, DhebaruM kakaDo hoya to te ApIe. pUchIe ke, 'bhAI, DhebaruM thoDuM lezo?' Avo premathI vyavahAra karIe eTale purve badhI bhegI thAya. pArakA sAru karavuM, enuM nAma puNya. gharanAM chokarAM mATe to sahu koI kare. praznakartA : puNyanI vRddhi thAya eTalA mATe zuM karavuM ? dAdAzrI : Akho dahADo loko para upakAra kara kara karavA. A manoyoga, vANIyoga ane dehayoga lokone mATe vAparavA, enuM nAma puNya. puNya-pApa, pati-patnI vacce... praznakartA : pati-patnI banne lagabhaga Akho vakhata sAthe ne sAthe hoya che, emano vyavahAra to ke emanA bannenA karmo paNa joInTa baMdhAya che, to enAM phaLa emane kevI rIte bhogavavAnA hoya che ? dAdAzrI : phaLa to tamAro bhAva jevo hoya evuM tame phaLa bhogavo ane emanA bhAva hoya tevuM ene phaLa bhogavavAnuM che. praznakartA : evuM bane kharuM ke patnInA puNyathI puruSanuM cAlatuM hoya ? kahe che ne bairInA puNyathI A lakSmI che ke gharamAM badhuM sAruM che, evuM bane kharuM ? dAdAzrI : e to ApaNA lokoe, eka koIka mANasa bairIne bahu mArato hatone, to tene samajaNa pADI ke mUA, A tArI bairInuM nasIba to jo, zuM kAma mAra mAre che. enAM puNyanuM to tuM khauM chuM. tyAra pachI vAta cAlu thaI gaI. badhA jIvamAtra potAnA puNyanuM ja khAya che. sahu sahunA potAnA puNyanuM ja badhuM bhogave che. koIne kazuM levA-devA ya nathI pAchI. eka kiMcit vALa pUratI ya bhAMjagaDa nathI. praznakartA : Ama dAna kare, koI zubha karma kare, dAkhalA tarIke puruSa dAna kare, strI emAM sahamata hoya. teno sahakAra hoya, to bannene phaLa maLe ! dAdAzrI : puruSa eTale karanAra ane sahakAra hoya eTale kartA pratye anumodanAra. karanAra, karAvanAra ane kartA pratye anumodanAra, koIe tamane kahyuM hoya ke A karajo, karavA jevuM che, e karAvanAra kahevAya. tame karanAra kahevAo ane strI vAMdho nA uThAve e kartA pratye

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pApa-puNya pApa-puNya anumodanAra. A badhAne puNya maLe. paNa karanArane bhAge pacAsa TakA ane pacAsa TakA anumodanAra e be jaNamAM vaheMcAI jAya. praznakartA : bena kahe che amane pacIsa TakA Apo e nA cAle. dAdAzrI : to jAte karo. gharanA mANaso to dhaNIne kahe che ke tame A badhuM UMdhA-chatAM karIne paisA lAvo te tamAruM pApa tamane lAge, amAre kaMI bhogavavuM nathI. amAre joItuM nathI AvuM. je kare e bhogave ane pelA kahe che amAre nahIM joItuM eTale anumodanA nA karI eTale enAthI mukta thaI gayA. ane 'AvuM karaje' kahe che ane bhAgIdAra thaI gayo, pArTanarazIpa karavI hoya to ApaNI marajInI vAta che. emAM kAMI DIDa karavuM paDatuM nathI ke sTempa lAvavo paDato nathI. vagara sTempa cAle che. pyAlA phUTyA to ya puNya bAMdhyuM ?' koI kaheze ke, 'amane jJAna maLyuM nathI, samakita thayuM nathI to mAre zuM karavuM ? mAre bIjI khoTa nathI khAvI !' to huM ene kahI dauM ke, 'e maMtara zIkhI jA, ke pyAlA phUTI jAya eTale bolajo ke, 'bhaluM thayuM bhAMgI jaMjALa, have navA pyAlA lAvIzuM.' te enAthI puNya baMdhAya. kAraNa ke ciMtA karavAnI jagyAe eNe AnaMda karyo mATe puNya baMdhAya. ATaluM jarA AvaDI jAyane to bahu thaI gayuM ! amane nAnapaNathI AvI samajaNa hatI, koI dahADo ciMtA ja nathI karI. kazuMka bane kare ke te ghaDIe AvuM kaMIka mahIM AvI ja jAya. Ama zikhavADIne nA AvaDe, paNa tarata ja hAjarajavAba badho AvI ja jAya. koItA timite koIne maLe ? praznakartA : jene mATe vAparyuM ene bhAge puNya jAyane ? nahIM ke tamane. tame jene mATe je kArya karo che, enuM phaLa ene jAya ? ApaNe jenA mATe je kArya karIe enuM puNya karIe, te ene maLe, ApaNane nA maLe ? kare ene nA maLe ? dAdAzrI : ApaNe karIe ne pelAne maLe ? evuM sAbhaLyuM che koI dADo ? praznakartA : enA nimitte ApaNe karIe chIene ? dAdAzrI : enA nimitte ApaNe karone, enA nimitte ApaNe khAtA hoya to zo vAMdho ? nA, nA. e badhuM AmAM phera nathI. A to banAvaTa karIne lokone avaLe raste caDhAve, enA nimitte ! ene khAvAnuM nA hoya ne ApaNe khAIe to zuM khoTuM ? badhuM kAyadesara jagata che AkhuM ! tame karo to tamAre ja bhogavavAnuM. bIjA koIne levA-devA nathI. vAha vAhamAM vaparAyuM puNya ! praznakartA : A kaho cho evo kAyado hoya to to hIrAbAnI pAchaLa tame vAparyuM eTale tamane puNya maLe. dAdAzrI : mane zuM maLe ? amAre levAdevA nahIM, mAre to kazI levAdevA ja nahIMne ! AmAM puNya baMdhAya nahIM A. A to puNya bhogavAI jAya. vAha vAha bolAI jAya. agara to koI kharAba karI jAya to, 'mUAe juone, bagADyuM badhuM" kaheze. eTale ahIMnuM ahIM ja badhuM thaI jAya. hAIskula baMdhAvI'tI, te ahIMne ahIM ja vAha vAha thaI gaI. tyAM kaMI maLe nahIM. praznakartA : skUla to chokarAo mATe banAvI, e loko bhaNyAgamyA, sadvicAra utpanna thAya. dAdAzrI : e judI vastu che. paNa tamArI vAha vAha maLe, te thaI gayuM. vaparAI gayuM. TenDara pAsa karavA khape purve... praznakartA : badhA loko lakSmInI pAchaLa bahu doDe che. to enuM 'cArja vadhAre thAyane, to ene AvatA bhave lakSmI vadhAre maLavI joIe ne ? dAdAzrI : ApaNe lakSmI dharmane raste vAparavI joIe, evuM cArja karyuM hoya to vadhAre maLe.

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pApa-puNya 48 pApa-puNya praznakartA : paNa Ama manathI bhAva karyA kare ke mane lakSmI maLe, to AvatA bhavamAM, A bhAva karyA e "cArja karyuM. to ene kudarata lakSmI pUrI nA pADe ? dAdAzrI : nA, nA. enAthI lakSmI nA maLe. A lakSmI maLavAnA je bhAva kare che ne tenAthI lakSmI maLatI hoya to ya nA maLe. UlaTAM aMtarAya paDe. lakSmI saMbhAravAthI maLe nahIM, e to puNya karavAthI maLe. | 'cArja' eTale puNyanuM cArja kare to lakSmI maLe. e ya lakSmI ekalI nA maLe. puNyanA cArjamAM jenI IcchA hoya, ke mane lakSmInI bahu jarura che, to ene lakSmI maLe. koI kaheze. mAre to phakta dharma ja joIe. to dharma ekalo maLI jAya ane paisA nA ya hoya. eTale e puNyanuM pAchuM ApaNe TenDara bhareluM hoya ke AvuM mAre joIe che. e maLavAmAM puNya vaparAya. koI kaheze, "mAre baMgalA joIe, moTaro joIe, Ama joIe, tema joIe.' to puNya emAM vaparAI jAya. to dharmamAM kazuM nA rahe. ane koI kaheze, mAre dharma ja joIe. moTaro nA joIe. mAre to AvaDI be rUmo haze to ya cAlaze paNa dharma ja vadhAre joIe. to ene dharma vadhAre hoya ne bIjuM ochuM hoya. eTale e puNyanuM potAnA hisAbe pAchuM TenDara bhare. dAta eTale vAvIte laNo ! praznakartA AtmAne ane dAnane kaMI saMbaMdha nathI to pachI A dAna karavuM jarUrI ke nahIM ? dAdAzrI : dAna eTale zuM ? ke ApIne lyo. A jagata paDaghA svarUpa che. eTale je tame karo tevAM paDaghA paDaze, enA vyAja sAthe. eTale tame Apo ane lyo. A gaye avatAre ApyuM, sArA kAmamAM paiso vAparelo evuM kaMI kareluM, tenuM ApaNane phaLa maLyuM, have pharI AvuM nA karuM to pachI dhULadhANI thaI jAya. ApaNe khetaramAMthI ghauM to laI AvyA cAraso maNa, paNa bhaI e pacAsa maNa vAvavA na gayA to pachI !? dAdAzrI : evuM A badhuM. eTale ApavAnuM. A paDagho ja paDaze, pAchuM Avaze, anekagaNuM thaIne. gaye avatAre ApeluM tethI to amerikA avAyuM, nahIM to amerikA AvavAnuM saheluM che kaMI !? keTalAM puNya karyA hoya tyAre A plenamAM besavAnuM maLe che, keTalAya lokoe plena to joyuM ya nathI ! praznakartA H jema inDiyAnI aMdara kasturabhAI lAlabhAInI peDhI hoya to e be-traNa-cAra peDhI sudhI cAlyA kare. enAM chokarAMonA chokarA sudhI, jyAre ahIMyA (amerikAmAM) kevuM che ? ke peDhI hoya, paNa bahu bahu to chaATha varSamAM badhuM khatama thaI jAya, kAM to paisA hoya to jatAM rahe ane nA hoya to paisA AvI paNa jAya. to enuM kAraNa zuM haze ? dAdAzrI : evuM chene, tyAMnI je puNya chene, inDiyAnI puNya, e purve evI cIkaNI hoya che, ke dho dho karIe to ya jAya nahIM, ane pApe ya evAM cIkaNA hoya che ke dho dho karIe to ya jAya nahIM, eTale vaiSNava hoya ke jaina hoya, paNa eNe puNya evI sajjaDa bAMdhelI hoya che ke dho dho kare to ya jAya nahIM. te peTalAdanA dAtAra zeTha, ramaNalAla zeTha te sAta peDhIthI e ghara AveluM. pAvaDethI khoMpI khoMpIne dhana Apa Apa kare lokone, to ya koI dahADo khUTyuM nahIM. emaNe puNya sajjaDa bAMdhelI, sacoTa, ane pApeya evA sacoTa bAMdhe, sAta-sAta peDhI sudhI garIbAI nA jAya. pAra vagaranAM duHkha bhogave, eTale ekseseya (vadhAre) thAya che ane miDiyamaya rahe che. ahIM (amerikAmAM) to ubharAya che ya kharuM, pAchuM besI ya jAya, ne pAchuM ubharAya che ya kharuM. besI gayelAM pachI ya pAchuM ubharAya. ahIM vAra nathI lAgatI ne tyAM (InDIyAmAM) to besI gayA pachI ubharAtA bahu TAIma jAya. eTale tyAM to sAta-sAta peDhI sudhI cAlatuM. have badhI pucceo ghaTI gaI che. kAraNa ke zuM thAya che ? kasturabhAIne tyAM janma koNa le ? tyAre kahe, evAM puNyazALI emanAM jevAM ja hoya te ja tyAM janma le. pachI ene tyAM koNa janme ? evo ja puNyazALI pAcho tyAM janme. e kasturabhAInI puNya nathI kAma karatI. e pAcho bIjo evo Avyo hoya te pachI enI puNyuM, eTale kahevAya kasturabhAInI peDhI, praznakartA : to uge nahIM.

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pApa-puNya ane atyAre to evAM puNyazALI che ja kyAM te ?! A hamaNe A chellAM paccIsa varSamAM to koI khAsa evuM nathI. be naMbara tANAtuM dAta.... 49 praznakartA : be naMbaranA rUpiyAnuM dAna Ape to te na cAle ? dAdAzrI : be naMbaranuM dAna kharekhara nA cAle. paNa chatAMya koI mANasa bhUkhe marato hoya ane be naMbaranuM dAna Ape to pelAne khAvA mATe cAle ne be naMbaranuM amuka kAyadesara vAMdho Ave, bIjI rIte vAMdho nathI Avato. e nANuM hoTalavALAne Ape to e le ke nA le ? praznakartA : laI le. dAdAzrI : hA, te vyavahAra cAlu ja thaI jAya. praznakartA : dharmamAM be naMbarano paiso che te vaparAya che hamaNAMnA jamAnAmAM, to emAMthI lokone puNya upArjana thAya kharuM ? dAdAzrI : cokkasa thAyane ! ene tyAga karyone eTalo ! potAnI pAse AvelAno tyAga karyone ! paNa emAM hetu pramANe pachI e puNya evuM thaI jAya, hetuvALuM ! A paisA ApyA te eka ja vastu jovAtI nathI. paisAno tyAga karyo e nirvivAda. bAkI paisA kyAMthI AvyA, hetu zo, A badhuM plasa-mAInasa thatAM je bAkI raheze e enuM. eno hetu zo ke sarakAra laI jaze enA karatAM AmAM nAkhI done ! zAstra vAMcata, pApakSaya kare ? praznakartA : satzAstronA vAcanathI pApono kSaya nA thaI zake ? dAdAzrI : nA, enAthI puNya baMdhAya kharuM. pApono kSaya nA thAya. bIjuM navuM puNya baMdhAya, te puNyAnubaMdhI puNya kahevAya. satzAstrano abhyAsa kare, temAMthI svAdhyAya thAya eTale cittanI ekAgratA, mananI ekAgratA bahu suMdara thAya. pU pApa-puNya pApa dhovAya pratikramaNathI ! praznakartA : pApa dhotAM AvaDatuM hoya to ? dAdAzrI : evuM dhotAM nA AvaDe. jJAnI puruSa jyAM sudhI rasto nA dekhADe tyAM sudhI pApa dhotAM AvaDe nahIM. pApa dhovuM eTale zuM ? ke pratikramaNa karavuM. atikramaNa eTale pApa kahevAya. vyavahAranI bahAra kaMI paNa kriyA karI e pApa kahevAya, atikramaNa kahevAya. eTale tenuM pratikramaNa karavuM paDe. eTale pachI pelA badhAM pApa dhovAya, nahIM to pApa dhovAya nahIM. ta hoya kadi pastAvo batAvaTI ! dAdAzrI : AvAM tame keTalAM pratikramaNa karo cho ? : praznakartA : koIne duHkha thAya to tarata pastAvo karuM chuM. dAdAzrI : pastAvo e to vedanA thAya che te che. pastAvo e pratikramaNa nA kahevAya. chatAM e sAruM che. praznakartA : eka bAju pApa karyA kare ne eka bAju pastAvo karyA kare. AvuM to cAlyA ja kare. dAdAzrI : evuM nathI thatuM. je mANasa pApa kare ne e jo pastAvo kare to e banAvaTI pastAvo karI zakato ja nathI ane sAco ja pastAvo hoya. pastAvo sAco hoya eTale enI pAchaLa eka DuMgaLInuM paDa khase, pachI DuMgaLI to AkhI ne AkhI dekhAya pAchI. pharI pAchuM bIjuM paDa khase, haMmezAM pastAvo nakAmo jato nathI. dareka dharma pastAvo ja Apyo che. krizciyanone tyAM pastAvo ja karavAno kahyo che. pAponuM prAyazcita kaI rIte ? praznakartA : ApaNe karelAM pApo bhagavAnanA maMdiramAM jaIne dara ravivAre kabUla karI dIdhAM hoya to pachI pApa mApha thaI jAyane ? dAdAzrI : evAM jo pApa dhovAtAM hotane to koI mAMdA-sAjA hoya

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pApa-puNya 51 pApa-puNya ja nahIMne ? pachI to kazuM duHkha hoya ja nahIMne ? paNa A to duHkha pAra vagaranuM paDe che. mAphI mAgavAno artha zuM ke tame mAphI mAgo to tamArA pApanuM mULa baLI jAya. eTale pharI e phUTe nahIM, paNa enuM phaLa to bhogavavuM ja paDene ! praznakartA: koI koI mULa to pAchAM pharI pharI nIkaLe. dAdAzrI : barAbara baLyuM nA hoya to pAchuM phUTyA kare. bAkI, mULa game teTaluM baLI gayuM hoya paNa phaLa to bhogavavAM ja paDe. bhagavAnane hau bhogavavAM paDe ! kRSNa bhagavAnane ya ahIM (pagamAM) tIra vAgyuM hatuM. emAM cAle nahIM, mAre hau bhogavavuM paDe ! darekanA dharmamAM mAphInuM hoya che. krizciyana, muslima, hindu badhAmAM hoya, paNa judI judI rIte hoya. praznakartA : pAdarIo paNa kahe che ke amArI pAse kanvezana karI jAva to badhAM pApo nAza thaI jAya. dAdAzrI : e kansesa karavuM saheluM che ? tamArAthI kanvesa thAya kharuM? e to aMdhArI rAtamAM aMdhArAmAM kare che, pelo mANasa ajavALAmAM moTuM nathI dekhADato. rAte aMdhAruM haze to kanvezana karIza, kaheze. ane mArI pAse to cAlIsa hajAra mANasoe, chokarIoe emanuM badhuM kanTezana kareluM che. ekeeka cIja kanTesa ! Ama lakhI ApeluM che. ughADA choge kanTesa, to pachI pApa nAza thaI ja jAyane ?! kansesa karavuM saheluM nathI. praznakartA : eTale A pratikramaNa kare che ane e kansesa sarakhuM ja thayuMne pachI ? dAdAzrI : nA, e sarakhuM na hoya. pratikramaNa to atikramaNa thAya ne pachI dho dho karavuM ane pAchuM DAgha paDe, pAchuM dhovuM ane pApa kanTesa karavAM, jAhera karavA e to vastu judI che. praznakartA : pratikramaNa ne pazcAtApamAM phera zo ? dAdAzrI : pazcAtApa e bAdhe bhAre che. krizciyano ravivAre carcamAM pazcAtApa kare che. je pApa kyAM teno bAdha bhAre pazcAtApa kare che ane pratikramaNa to kevuM che ke, jeNe goLI mArI, jeNe atikramaNa karyuM, te pratikramaNa kare. te ja kSaNe ! "zUTa ona sAITa' tene dhoI nAkhe. e bhAva pratikramaNa kahevAya. pastAvAthI ghaTe daMDa ! praznakartA : pApane nirmULa karavA mATe to uttama mArga prAyazcitta che. A bahu suMdara vAta che, tema purANamAM satpuruSoe kahyuM che. zuM khUnI mANasa khUna karyA badala pastAvo kare to tene mAphI maLI zake ? dAdAzrI : khUnI mANasa khUna karyA pachI khuza thAya to eno je daMDa bAra mahinAno thavAno hoya, to te traNa varSano thaI jAya ane khUnI mANasa khUna karyA pachI pastAvo kare to bAra mahinAno je daMDa thavAno hoya te cha mahinAno thaI jAya. koI paNa khoTuM kArya karIne pachI khuza thazo to te kArya traNa gaNuM phaLa Apaze. kArya karyA pachI pastAvo karazo ke khoTuM kArya karyuM to daMDa ghaTI jAya. jJAtItA jJAtathI, niveDo karmono ! praznakartA : ghaNI vakhata vyavahAramAM judI judI jAtanAM karmo karavAM paDe che, jene kharAba karmo athavA pApakarma kahe che. to e pApakarmathI kevI rIte bacI zakAya ? dAdAzrI : pApakarma sAme jeTaluM jJAna hoya emane, e jJAna helpa kare. ApaNe ahIMthI sTezane pahoMcavuM hoya, to sTezane javAnuM jJAna ApaNane hoya to te ApaNane pahoMcADe. pApakarmothI kevI rIte bacI zakAya ? eTale jJAna jeTaluM hoya AmAM, pustakamAM jJAna ke bIjA koInI pAse jJAna hotuM nathI. e to vyavahArika jJAna hoya che. nizcaya jJAna e phakta jJAnIonI pAse hoya. e pustakamAM nizcaya jJAna hotuM nathI. jJAnIonA hRdayamAM chupAyeluM hoya che. e nizcaya jJAna jyAre ApaNe vANIrUpe sAMbhaLIe tyAre ApaNo niveDo Ave. nahIM to pustakamAM vyavahArika jJAna hoya che, eya paNa ghaNA khulAsA ApI zake che. enAthI

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pApa-puNya 53 54 pApa-puNya buddhi vadhe che. matijJAna vadhatuM jAya. zrutajJAnathI matijJAna vadhe, ne matijJAna pApathI kema chUTavuM eno niveDo lAve. bAkI, bIjo koI upAya che nahIM ane bIju pratikramaNa kare to chUTe. paNa pratikramaNa kevuM hoya ? 'zUTa ona sAITa' hovuM joIe. doSa thatAMnI sAthe ja pratikramaNa karavAmAM Ave to niveDo Ave. karo A vidhio, pApodaya vakhate ! praznakartA : pratikramaNa karavAthI kadAca navA pApa baMdhAya nahIM, paNa jUnA pApa bhogavavA to paDene ? dAdAzrI : pratikramaNathI navAM pApa thAya nahIM e tamAruM kahevuM barobara che ane jUnAM pApa to bhogavye ja chUTako che. have bhogavaTo e ghaTe kharo, e mATe meM pAcho rasto kahyo che ke traNa maMtro bhegA bolajo to ya bhogavaTAnuM phaLa halakuM karI Apaze. koI mANasane doDha maNanuM vajana mAthe hoya ane bicAro Ama kaMTALI gayo hoya, paNa ene koI vastu Ama ekadama jovAnI AvI gaI ane draSTi tyAM gaI to pelo enuM duHkha bhUlI jAya, vajana che chatAM ene duHkha ochuM lAge. evuM A trimaMtro chene, e bolavAthI peluM vajana ja lAge nahIM. maMtrano sAco artha zo ? maMtra eTale manane zAMta rAkhe che. bhagavAnanI bhakti karatAM saMsAramAM vighna na Ave eTalA mATe bhagavAne traNa maMtro ApelA. (1) navakAra maMtra (2) 3OM namo bhagavate vAsudevAya 3) OM namaH zivAya. A maMtro e hempiMga vastu che. tame koI dahADo trimaMtra bolyA hatA ? eka ja dahADo trimaMtro bolyA hatA ? te jarA vadhAre bolone eTaluM badhuM halakuM thaI jAya ane tamane bhaya lAgato hoya te ya baMdha thaI jAya. puNyano udaya zuM kAma kare ? potAnuM dhAryuM badhuM ja thavA de. pApano udaya zuM thavA de ? ApaNuM dhAreluM badhuM UMdhuM karI nAkhe. pApa dhovAyAnI pratIti ! praznakartA : amArA pApakarma mATe atyAre kevI rIte dhovuM ? dAdAzrI : pApakarmanA to jeTalA DAghA paDyA eTalAM pratikramaNa karavAM, e DAgha kaThaNa hoya to pharI dho dho karavo. pharI dho-dho karavo. praznakartA : e DAgha jato rahyo ke nathI jato rahyo e khabara kevI rIte paDe ? dAdAzrI : e to mahIM mana cokhkhuM thAyane, to khabara paDI jAya. moDhA para mastI Ave. tamane khabara nA paDe, DAgha ja jato rahyo ? kema nA paDe ? vAMdho zo Ave che ? ane nA dhovAya to ya ApaNane vAMdho nathI. tuM pratikramaNa karane ! tuM sAbune ghAlyA ja karajene ! pApane tuM oLakhe che kharo ? sAmAne duHkha thAya e pApa. koI jIvane, e pachI manuSya ho ke jAnavara ho ke jhADa ho. jhADane Ama vagara kAmanAM pAMdaDAM toDa toDa karIe to eneya du:kha thAya, eTale e pApa kahevAya. eTale saheja paNa, kiMcitmAtra duHkha nA thAya evuM hovuM joIe. praznakartA : paNa manuSya enA svabhAva pramANe karato hoya to ya emAM ene puNya-pApa lAge ? dAdAzrI : sAmAne duHkha thAya to pApa lAge. e svabhAva pramANe kare che, paNa eNe samajavuM joIe ke mArA svabhAvathI sAmAne duHkha thAya che. eTale mAre enI mAphI mAgI levI joIe ke mAro svabhAva vAMko che ne tethI duHkha thayuM che temane, eTale mAphI mAguM chuM. ApaNe pratikramaNa karIe to bahu sAruM. ApaNAM kapaDAM cokhkhAM thAyane ? ApaNAM kapaDAMmAM zuM kAma mela rahevA daIe ? Avo dAdAe rasto dekhADyo che, to zA mATe cokhAM nA karI nAkhIe ?! praznakartA : atikramaNa kyAre thAya che, ke kaMIka pAchalAM janmonA hisAba haze tyAre ? dAdAzrI : hA, tyAre thAya. praznakartA : eTale ApaNAM mATe pratikramaNa karIe chIe tyAre

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15 pApa-puNya pAchalAM badhA janmonA pApa mATenuM pratikramaNa thAya che ? dAdAzrI : e hisAba ApaNe toDI nAkhIe chIe. eTale ApaNAM loka 'zUTa ona sAITa' pratikramaNa kare che. eTale ApaNA doSa tarata nirmaLa thaI jAya che. khetInA pApo dhovAtI vidhi ! praznakartA : ame kheDUta rahyA, te tamAkuno pAka pakavIe tyAre amAre uparathI dareka choDanI kUMpaLa eTale enI Doka toDI ja nAkhavI paDe. enuM pApa to lAge ja ne ? to A pApanuM nivAraNa kevI rItanA karavuM ? dAdAzrI : e to mahIM manamAM ema thavuM joIe ke baLyo A dhaMdho, kyAMthI bhAge Avyo ? basa eTaluM ja. choDavAnI kUMpaLa kADhI nAkhavAnI. paNa manamAM A dhaMdho kyAMthI bhAgamAM Avyo, evo pazcAtApa thavo joIe. AvuM nA karavuM joIe, evuM manamAM thavuM joIe, basa. praznakartA : paNa A pApa to thavAnuM ja ne ? dAdAzrI : e to che ja. e tamAre jovAnuM nahIM. thayA kare che e pApa jovAnuM nahIM. A nahIM thavuM joIe evuM tamAre nakkI karavAnuM. nizcaya karavo joIe. A dhaMdho kyAM maLyo ? bIjo sAro maLyo hota to ApaNe AvuM karata nahIM. A nA jANyuM hoyane tyAM sudhI pazcAtApa nA thAya. khuza thaIne choDavAne pheMkI de. amArA kahyA pramANe karajone, pachI tamArI badhI javAbadArI amArI. choDavo pheMkI do teno vAMdho nathI, pazcAtApa thavo joIe ke A kyAMthI AvyuM mAre bhAge. praznakartA : kapAsamAM davA chAMTavI paDe che to zuM karavuM ? emAM hiMsA to thAya ja ne ? dAdAzrI : nA chUTake je je kArya karavuM paDe, te pratikramaNa karavAnI zarate karavuM. tamane A saMsAravyavahAramAM kema cAlavuM te nA AvaDe. e ame tamane zikhavADIe, eTale navAM pApa baMdhAya nahIM. khetIvADImAM jIvajaMtu mare, teno doSa to lAgene ? eTale pApa-puNya khetIvADIvALAe dararoja pAMca-dasa miniTa bhagavAna pAse prArthanA karavI ke A doSa thayA tenI mAphI mAguM chuM. kheDUta hoya tene kahIe ke tuM A dhaMdho karuM chuM, tenA jIva mare che. tenuM A rIte pratikramaNa karaje. so TakA dhovAya pApa ! 56 praznakartA : eTale mAphI mAgavAthI ApaNA pApanuM nivAraNa thaI jAya kharuM ? dAdAzrI : enAthI ja pApanuM nivAraNa thaI jAya, bIjo koI rasto ja nathI. praznakartA : to pachI ghaDIe ghaDIe mAphI mAge ne ghaDIe ghaDIe pApa kare. dAdAzrI : ghaDIe ghaDIe mAphI mAgavAnI chUTa che. ghaDIe ghaDIe mAphI mAgavI paDe. hA, so TakAno rasto A ! mAphI mAgavA sivAya bIjA koI raste chUTe ja nahIM A jagatamAM. pratikramaNathI badhAM pApo dhovAI jAya. praznakartA H pratikramaNa karavAthI pApa nAza thAya che, tenI pAchaLa sAyansa zuM che ? dAdAzrI : atikramaNathI pApa thAya che ne pratikramaNathI pApa nAza thAya che. pAchAM vaLavAthI pApa nAza thAya che. praznakartA : to pachI karmano niyama kyAM lAgu paDe ? ApaNe mAphI mAgIe ane karma chUTI jAya to pachI emAM karmano niyama nA rahyone ? dAdAzrI : A ja karmano niyama ! mAphI mAgavI e ja karmano niyama !! praznakartA : to to badhA pApa karatAM jAya ne mAphI mAgatA jAya. dAdAzrI : hA. pApa karatAM javAnuM ne mAphI mAgatA javAnuM, e ja bhagavAne kaheluM che.

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pApa-puNya 58 pApa-puNya praznakartA : paNa kharA manathI mAphI mAgavAnIne ? dAdAzrI : mAphI mAganAro kharA manathI ja mAphI mAge che ane khoTA manathI mAphI mAgaze to ya calAvI levAze. to ya mAphI mAgajo. praznakartA ? to to pachI ene Teva paDI jAya ? dAdAzrI : Teva paDI jAya to bhale paDI jAya paNa mAphI mAgajo. mAphI mAgyA vagara to AvI banyuM jANo ! mAphIno zo artha che ? ene pratikramaNa kahevAya che ane doSane zuM kahevAya ? atikramaNa. karmano niyama zuM che ? atikramaNa kare to enuM pratikramaNa karo. samajAyuM tamane ? praznakartA : hA. dAdAzrI : eTale mAphI avazya mAgo. ne A DAhyA, doDhaDAhyAnI vAta javA do ! koI khoTuM karato hoya ne mAphI mAgato hoya to karavA done ! "dhIsa Ijha kampalITa lo." (This is complete law.) pazcAtApato sarvazreSTha sAbu ! praznakartA : pApa dUra karavA prAyazcita sivAya bIjo koI upAya kharo ? dAdAzrI : pApa dUra karavA prAyazcita sivAya bIjo koI upAya nathI. A badhA pApa e zuM che ? A pApa je chene, e zene pApa kahIe chIe ApaNe ? tyAre kahe ke, jo tame A badhuM karo cho. te karavAne mATe vAMdho nathI. A badhAM beThA che. atyAre koI jaNane vAMdho nathI. emAM koI eka jaNa kahe ke, "kema tame A moDA Avo cho ?" ApaNane evuM kahe, tyAre emaNe atikramaNa karyuM kahevAya. je lokone game nahIM ke AvuM kyAM bole che ? e atikramaNa karyuM kahevAya. e atikramaNa kare, tene mATe ja bhagavAne pratikramaNa kahyuM che. eTale pazcAtApa keTalAMno karavAno che ? ke je lokone duHkha thAya, evI vAta mATe pazcAtApa karaje. zuM kahe che ? gamatuM hoya tene mATe nahIM. te prAyazcita karavuM paDe. tuM kare che ? praznakartA : hA. dAdAzrI : dAdA bhagavAnanA nAmathI pratikramaNa karuM chuM ke nathI karato ? praznakartA: pelI copaDI ApelIne ! emAM kahyA pramANe karuM chuM. nava kalamo karuM chuM. dAdAzrI : karuM chuM ne ? e pratikramaNa ja che. moTAmAM moTuM pratikramaNa dAdA bhagavAnanI nava kalamo mUkAI chene, e AkhA jagatane kalyANakArI evuM pratikramaNa che. praznakartA : A vAta sAcI ke pazcAtApanA ghaDAmAM game tevuM pApa hoya to..... dAdAzrI : halakuM thaI jAya ! pazcAtApane laIne. praznakartA : sAva baLIne khAkha nA thaI jAya ? dAdAzrI : sAva baLI ye jAya. evAM keTalAMka pApa to baLI ye jAya, khalAsa thaI jAya. pazcAtApano sAbu evo che ke ghaNAM kharAM kapaDAMne lAgu thaI jAya. praznakartA H ane emAM ApanI sAkSIe kare, eTale pachI zuM rahe ? dAdAzrI : kalyANa thaI jAya. eTale pazcAtApanA sAbu jevo koI duniyAmAM sAbu nathI. tathI nivRtti pApa-puNyathI.. praznakartA : badhAya sAmAnya mANaso jANe che ke pApa zuM che ne puNya zuM che, chatAM paNa emAMthI nivRtta kema nathI thaI zakatA ? dAdAzrI : hA, e prazna duryodhane kRSNa bhagavAnane pUchayo hato ke pApane jANuM chuM ane puNyane ya jANuM chuM eTale adharmane jANuM chuM ne dharmane ya

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pApa-puNya 59 60 pApa-puNya jANuM chuM paNa adharmathI nivRtti thatI nathI ane dharmamAM pravRtti thatI nathI. praznakartA : e zAthI nathI thatI ? dAdAzrI : e adharmane eNe jANyo ja nathI. paheluM jANavuM joIe ke "koNa chuM ?" A badhuM zenA mATe che ? zAthI A bhAI mane pheNa mAMDe che ne mane bIjA bhAI kema nA maLyA ? A roja gALo bhAMDe evA bhAI kema maLyA ? pelAne bahu sArA bhAI maLyA che. e badhuM kAraNa zuM che AnI pAchaLa ? evuM badhuM samajavuM nA paDe ? praznakartA : e kevI rIte samajavuM ? dAdAzrI : e pUrvajanmanA karmanA ApaNA hisAba che, koI bhagavAne AmAM hAtha ghAlyo nathI. A to sahu sahunA karmanA hisAbathI badhAM naphA-khoTa che. emAM ahaMkAra kare che tethI naryA pApa-puNya baMdhAya che. te pharI bhogavavA javuM paDe che. te A gatiomAM bhaTakavuM paDe che. jelo che badhI. e jelo bhogavIne AvatAM rahe che ne pAcho hato teno te. pharI pAcho ahaMkAra nA kare to chuTakAro thAya. eTale mokSe javuM hoya to chUTakAro meLavI le. emAM 'huM koNa chuM' tapAsa kare ne e jANe to chUTakAro thAya. naphA-nukasAtato AdhAra ? pAMca indriyothI je je anubhavamAM Ave che te badhuM ja 'DiscArja) che. A to puNyanA AdhAre potAnA dhAryA pramANe thAya tyAre ahaMkAra kare che ke "meM karyuM ne pachI pApano udaya thAya tyAre khoTa jAya tyAre 'bhagavAne ghAlI' kahe ! nahIM to kahe, ke mArA graho rAzI che !!! ane kamANI e to sahaja kamANI che. mANasa koI kamAI zake nahIM. jo mahenatathI kamAtA hoya to majUro ja kamAya ! A to tamAruM puNya kamAya che ane pote ahaMkAra le che, 'huM kamAyo, huM kamAyo." e dasa lAkha kamAya tyAM sudhI Ama chAtI kADhIne phara phara kare ne pAMca lAkhanI khoTa gaI, tyAre ApaNe kahIe, zeTha kema Ama ?" tyAre kahe, bhagavAna rUThayo che. jo ene koI jaDatuM ye nathI pAchuM. bIjo koI jaDato nathI. bhagavAnane ja bicArAne mAthe ghAle che. tamArI dhAraNA pramANe ja thAya e puNyanuM phaLa ane dhAraNA, dhAryAthI avaLuM thAya e badhuM pApanuM phaLa. potAnI dhAraNA cAle evI ja nathI A jagatamAM. ApaNA dhAryA pramANe phaLa Ave te puNyanuM prArabdha che, dhAryA pramANe nA Ave to pApanuM prArabdha che. ahaMkArathI baMdhAya puNya-pApa ! praznakartA : jo mane ahaMkAra paNa nA hoya ane mamatA paNa nA hoya, agara to bemAMthI eka vastu nA hoya to huM kayuM karma karuM ? dAdAzrI : ahaMkAra che to pApa ne puNya hoya. ahaMkAra gayo eTale pApa-puNya gayAM ane ahaMkAra loko ocho kare chene, tenuM phaLa bhautika sukha Ave. ahaMkAra ocho karyo te karma baMdhAyuM. tenuM phaLa bhautika sukha Ave. ahaMkAra vadhAre karyo tenuM karma baMdhAya, te bhautika duHkha Ave. ahaMkAra ocho karavAthI kaMI ahaMkAra jAya nahIM, paNa te bhautika sukha ApanAruM che. jayAM jJAnI hoya to ja ahaMkAra jAya, nahIM to ahaMkAra jAya nahIM. amuka hada sudhI ja ghaTI zake ahaMkAra, tene saMsAramAM aDacaNa nA paDe. mahAvIra bhagavAnanI AjJAmAM rahe, to amuka hada sudhI ahaMkAra ghaTI zake kharo paNa normala rahe. normala ahaMkAra rahe tyAM saMsAramAM kleza nA thAya. gharamAM saheje ya kleza ke aMtara kleza evuM nA thAya. evuM haju ya ApaNA kramikamArgamAM che. eTaluM paNa te ya ko'kane haze. thoDA mANasane kleza nA thAya, aMtaramAM kleza nA thAya. paNa te ya ahaMkAra, mokSa karavA mATe kADhavo paDaze. ane e ahaMkAra jAya ane 'huM je chuM e rIyalAIjha (bhAna) thAya to thaI rahyuM. pachI karma baMdhAya nahIM. pachI jaja hoya to ya karma nA baMdhAya. dAnezvarI hoya to ya karma nA baMdhAya. sAdhu hoya to ya karma nA baMdhAya ane kasAI hoya to ya karma nA baMdhAya. zuM kahyuM meM ? kema camakyA ? kasAI kahyo tethI ? kasAIne pUcho ne to e kahe, sAheba mArA bApa-dAdAthI cAlu Avelo vepAra che ! praznakartA : ahaMkAra karato hoya to ja puNya zabda vaparAya ane

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pApa-puNya pApa-puNya ahaMkAra karato hoya to ja pApa zabda vaparAya. dAdAzrI : e barobara che. ahaMkAra karato hoya to ja pApa-puNya zabda vaparAya. paNa ahaMkAra che te AmAM thoDoka cenja mAre, bIjuM kaMI lAMbuM AmAM cenja mAre nahIM. e to banI gayelI vastu che. e ITa hepansa che ane navuM pAchuM thaI rahyuM che. navI philma thaI rahI che ane A jUnI to philma Ukale che. jyAM sudhI ahaMkAra che tyAM sudhI navuM cItaryA vagara rahe ja nahIM ne ! ApaNe game teTaluM samajaNa pADIe paNa navuM cItaryA vagara rahe ja nahIM ne ! ahaMkAra zuM na kare ? ahaMkArathI ja A badhuM UbhuM thayuM che. jo ahaMkAra vilaya thAya eTale mukti che. saMbaMdha, purve te AtmA taNo..... praznakartA : AtmAne puccethI kazo saMbaMdha che ? dAdAzrI : kazo saMbaMdha nathI. paNa jyAM sudhI 'bilipha' evI che ke "A huM karuM chuM', tyAM sudhI saMbaMdha che. jyAM 'huM karato nathI' e "rAITa bilipha' besI jAya tyAra pachI AtmAne ane puNyane kaMI saMbaMdha nathI. 'huM dAna karuM chuM' 'huM corI karuM chuM' beu 'IgoIjhama' che. jyAM kaMI paNa karavAmAM Ave che tyAM puNya baMdhAya ke pApa baMdhAya. ajJAtatAmAM bAMdhe puNya-pApa, karma ! praznakartA: pApathI ke puNyathI ke pachI bannenuM mizraNa thAya, to kaI yonimAM ApaNo janma thAya ? rahI che ane pote ema mAne che ke huM karuM chuM.' parazaktino pratyakSa purAvo zo ? tyAre kahe, 'A jagatamAM koI evo jabhyo nathI ke jene saMDAsa javAnI svataMtra zakti hoya. e to parazakti karAve che tyAre thAya che." have A parazakti zAthI utpanna thaI gaI ? tyAre kahe che, dareka jIva ajJAnatAmAM puNya ane pApa be ja karI zake che. e puNya-pApa je kare che, tenA phaLa svarUpe karmanA udaya Ave che. e udayathI pachI A karmo vaLage che. 'have puNya-pApa baMdhAvAnuM, mULa kAraNa zuM ? e na baMdhAya evo kaMIka upAya kharo ?" tyAre kahe che, "kartApaNuM na thAya to puNya-pApa nA baMdhAya.' 'kartApaNuM kevI rIte nA thAya ?" tyAre kahe che, "jyAM sudhI ejJAna che, tyAM sudhI 'huM karuM chuM' e bhAna che. have kharekhara 'kare che koNa', e jANe to kartApaNuM nA thAya." puNya-pApanI je yojanA che e A badhuM kare che ane ApaNe mAnIe chIe, 'meM kahyuM'. napho to ApaNane e ja karAvaDAve che, puNyanA AdhAre napho Ave tyAre ApaNe jANIe ke 'ohoho, huM kamAyo' ane jyAre pApanAM AdhIna thAya tyAre khoTa jAya che, tyAre khabara paDe che ke A to mAre AdhIna nathI. paNa pAcho bIje vakhate potAne AdhIna thayuMne eTale bhUlI jAya che. eTale pAcho kartA thaI jAya che. A pAMca indriyathI je karavAmAM Ave che, pAMca indriyathI je badhuM anubhavamAM Ave che, A jagata je cAlI rahyuM che e badhI ja parasattA che ane emAM A loko kahe che ke "A meM karyuM.' e karmano kartA thayo, e ja adhikaraNa kriyA che, eTale pachI bhoktA thavuM paDe che. have kartApaNuM kema maTe ? tyAre kahe che, jyAM sudhI Aropita bhAva che tyAM sudhI kartApaNuM maTe ja nahIM. pote potAnA mULa svarUpamAM Ave to kartApaNuM maTe. e mULa svarUpa kevuM che ? tyAre kahe, 'kriyAkArI che nahIM. e pote kriyAkArI ja nathI eTale e kartA thAya ja nahIM ne !' paNa A to ajJAnatAthI jhAlI paDyo che ke "A huM ja karuM chuM'. evuM ene bebhAnapaNuM rahe che ane e ja AropitabhAva che. aMte to para thavAnuM puNya-pApathI.... puNye e kriyAnuM phaLa che, pApeya kriyAnuM phaLa che ane mokSa e dAdAzrI : janmane ane pApa-puNyane levA-devA nathI. janma thayAM pachI pApa-puNya ene phaLa ApanAruM che. yoni zenAM AdhAre thAya che ? ke, 'huM caMdubhAI ja chuM ane A meM karyuM" ema bolene, tenI sAthe yonimAM bIja paDyuM. have kartApaNuM kema che ? tyAre kahe, 'kare che bIjo, parazakti kAma karI

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pApa-puNya 63 'akriyatA'nuM phaLa che ! jyAM koI paNa kriyA che tyAM baMdha che. tyAM pachI puNyanuM hoya ke pApanuM hoya, paNa baMdha che ! ane 'jANe' e mukti che. 'vijJAna' jANavAthI mukti che. A badhuM je je tyAgazo, enuM phaLa bhogavavuM paDaze. tyAga karavo ApaNA hAthanI sattA che ? grahaNa karavuM e ApaNI sattA che ? e to puNya-pApane AdhIna sattA che. mahIM preraka koNa ? mahIMthI je khabara paDe che, Inpharmezana (sUcanA) maLe che, e puNyapApa batAve che. mahIM badhuM ja jJAna-darzana che. mahIMthI badhI ja khabara maLe. paNa te kyAM sudhI maLe ke jyAM sudhI tame AMtaro nahIM. enuM ullaMghana karo to 'Inpharmezana' AvatI baMdha thaI jaze. Atma paramAtmA svarUpa che. te khoTuM ya sUjhADato nathI ne sAcuMya sUjhADato nathI. e to pApano udaya Ave tyAre khoTuM sUjhe ane puNyano udaya Ave tyAre sAcuM dekhADe. AmAM AtmA kazuM ja karato nathI. e to mAtra spaMdanone joyA ja kare che ! ekAgratA to aMdarathI ApaNA karmano udaya yArI Ape tyAre thAya. udaya yArI nA Ape to nA thAya. puNyano udaya hoya to ekAgratA thAya, pApano udaya hoya to nA thAya. "jJAtI' timitta, AtmaprAptitA ! praznakartA : AtmAne oLakhavA nimittanI jarura kharI ? dAdAzrI : nimitta vagara to kazuM bane nahIM. praznakartA : nimitta puNyathI maLe ke puruSArthathI ? dAdAzrI : puNyathI. bAkI, puruSArtha karene A upAzrayethI te upAzraye doDe ema anaMta avatAra bhaTaka bhaTaka kare to ya nimitta prApta thAya nahIM ane ApaNI puNya hoya to rastA para bhegA thaI jAya. emAM puNyAnubaMdhI puNya joIe. praznakartA : "jJAnI puruSa" kaI puNyanA AdhAre maLe ? pApa-puNya dAdAzrI : puNyAnubaMdhI puNyanA AdhAre ! A eka ja sAdhana che ke jenAthI huM bhego thauM. koTi janmanI puNye jAge tyAre A jJAnI puruSano yoga bAjhe. 64 puNya rUpI sathavAro mokSato.... praznakartA : puNyanA bhAvo AtmArthe hitArtha kharA ? dAdAzrI : AtmArthe hitArtha te eTalA mATe kharuM ke e puchyu hoyane, to ahIM satsaMgamAM jJAnI puruSa pAse avAya chene ? nahIM to A majUrone pApa che, tethI te bicArAne ahIM avAya zI rIte ? Akho dahADo mahenata kare tyAre to sAMje khAvAnA paisA maLe. A puNyenA AdhAre to tamane ghera beThAM khAvAnuM maLe ane thoDo ghaNo avakAza maLe. eTale puchyuM to AtmArthe hitakArI che. puNya hoya to navarAza maLe. ApaNane AvA saMyoga bhegA thAya, thoDI mahenate paiso maLe ne puNya hoya to bIjA puNyazALI mANaso maLI Ave, nahIM to naMgoDo bhegAM thAya. praznakartA : AtmA mATe e vadhu hitakArI kharuM ? dAdAzrI : vadhAre hitakArI nahIM, paNa e jaruriyAta to kharIne ? koIka phero 'ekasepzanala kesa'mAM pApa hoya to bahu hitakArI thaI paDe paNa puNyAnubaMdhI pApa hovuM joIe. puNyAnubaMdhI pApa hoyane, to vadhAre hitakArI thaI paDe. pApa-puNya, banne bhrAMti ? praznakartA : puNyazALI hoya ene badhAM 'Avo, beso.' kare, to tenAthI eno aham nA vadhe ? dAdAzrI : evuM chene ke, A vAta jene 'jJAna' che ene mATe nathI. A to saMsArI vAta che, jenI pAse 'jJAna' che ene to puNya ya nA rahyuM ne pApe ya nA rahyuM ! ene to banneno 'nikAla' ja karavAno rahyo. kAraNa ke puNya ane pApa beu bhrAMti che. paNa jagate ene bahu kiMmatI gaNyuM che ! eTale A to jagatanI vAta karIe chIe. paNa A jagatamAM loko

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pApa-puNya pApa-puNya vagara kAmanAM taraphaDiyAM mAre che. bahu puNya, vadhAre ahaMkAra... evuM chene, A kaLiyuga che, emAM icchAo je thAya ne tenI prApti thAya to eno ahaMkAra vadhI jAya ne pachI gADuM UMdhuM cAle. A kaLiyugamAM haMmezAM ene Thokara vAgene to sAruM. eTale dareka yugamAM A vAkya judI judI rIte hoya che. eTale A yugane anusarIne AvI rIte kahevAya. atyAre jo icchA pramANe bheguM thAya to eno ahaMkAra vadhe. maLe che badhuM puNyanA hisAbe ane vadhe che zuM ? ke ahaMkAra 'huM chuM.' eTale A jeTalI icchAo thAyane e pramANe nA thAya tyAre eno ahaMkAra ThekANe rahe ne vAtane samajato thAya. Thokara vAge tyAre samajAya, nahIM to samajAya ja nahIMne ! icchA thAya ne maLyuM. tethI to A loka UMcAM caDhI gayAM. icchA pramANe maLyuM tyAre A dazA thaI bicArAMnI ! je pacce hatI, te to vaparAI gaI ne UlaTuM phasAmaNamAM AvI gayAM ne ahaMkAra gADho thaI gayo ! ahaMkAra vadhatAM vAra nA lAge. phaLa koNa Ape che ? puNya Ape che ane manamAM zuM jANe ke 'huM ja karuM chuM.' te ahaMkArIne to mAra ja paDelo sAro. icchA thaI ne tarata maLyuM ke gharamAM paga to UMco ne UMco mUke. bApane ya gaNakAre nahIM ne koIne ya gaNakAre nahIM. eTale icchA thaI ne maLe to jANavuM ke adhogatimAM javAnuM che, enuM magaja vadhatuM vadhatuM cakrama thaI jAya. thoDA ghaNAMne atyAre icchA pramANe maLyuM che, te to atyAre pAMca-dasa lAkhanA phaleTamAM che ne te badhAMnI jAnavara jevI dazA thaI gaI che. phaleTa hoya dasa lAkhano, paNa emAM emane hitakArI nathI e, paNa A to emanI dayA khAvA jevI sthiti che. puyaeN thI paNa vadhe saMsAra.. praznakartA H puNyanA baMdhanathI saMsAra to vadhe, ema bhAvArtha thAyane ? dAdAzrI : puNya Ama hitakArI nathI. puNya e eka rIte helDiMga kare che. pApa hoya to jJAnI puruSa bhegA ja nA thAya. jJAnI puruSane maLavuM hoya paNa Akho dahADo milamAM nokarI karato hoya to zI rIte maLe ? eTale evI rIte purya helpa kare che, ane te ya puNyAnubaMdhI puNya hoya te ja helpa kare. praznakartA : jevuM pApathI saMsAra vadhe evuM puNyathI paNa saMsAra vadhene ? dAdAzrI : puNyathI paNa saMsAra to vadhe che, paNa ahIMthI je mokSa gayelAne, te jabarajasta puNyazALI hatA. emanI AjubAju rANIo jovA jAya to basso-pAMcaso to rANIo hoya ane rAja to moTuM hoya. potAne khabare ya nA hoya ke kyAre sUryanArAyaNa UgyA ne kyAre AthamyA, AvI sAhebImAM puNyazALI to janmelA hoya ! A rANIo badhI bahu hoya, sAhebI hoya toya paNa emane kaMTALo AvI jAya ke A saMsAramAM zuM sukha che te ? pAMcaso rANIomAM pacAsa rANI emanI para khuza hoya. bAkInI moDhAM caDhAvIne pharyA karatI hoya, keTalIka to rAjAne marAvI nAkhavA pharatI hoya. eTale A jagata to mahAmuzkelIvALuM che. AmAMthI, pAra nIkaLavuM te mahAmuzkela che. jJAnI puruSa maLe to te ekalAM chUTakAro karAve, bAkI koI chUTako karAve nahIM. jJAnI puruSa chUTelA che mATe ApaNane chUTako karAvaDAve. e taraNatAraNa thayelA che, mATe e choDAvI zake. hatuM puNyazALI, na pAme jJAtIne ! praznakartA : ApaNe ghaNAM mANasone samajAvIe chIe ke 'dAdA' pAse Avo, paNa e AvatAM nathI. dAdAzrI : paNa AvavuM saheluM nathI. e to bahu puNya joIe. jabarajasta puNya hoya tyAre bhego thAya. purve vagara bhegA thAya kyAMthI ? tame keTalAM puNya karelAM tyAre mane bhegA thayA cho. eTale puNya kAcI paDe che ke jethI haju bhegA thaI zakatAM nathI. praznakartA : lokonAM puNya kyAre jAgaze ? nimitta to utkRSTa che. dAdAzrI : hA. paNa puNya jAgavuM sahelI vastu nathIne eTalI badhI. puNyazALI haze, tenuM puNya jAgyA vagara rahevAnuM nathI. haju je puNyazALI

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pApa-puNya pApa-puNya haze, enuM jAgaze ja. akrama mArganI loTarI vijetA...... jyAre A puNyAnubaMdhI puNyazALIo mATe Avo mArga nIkaLe chene ! pratyakSa vagara kAMI vaLe nahIM. 'vItarAga vijJAna' pratyakSa sivAya kAma lAge tevuM nathI ane A to "akrama vijJAna' temAM to keza DipArTamenTa, keza benka ane kramikamAM to tyAga kare paNa keza phaLa nA Ave ane A to keza phaLa ! AvuM jJAna A sADA traNa abajanI vasatImAM kone nA joIe ? badhAne joIe. paNa A jJAna badhAne mATe nA hoya. e to mahA puNyazALIo mATe che. A 'akrama jJAna' UbhuM thayuM, emAM lokonI kaMI puNya hazene ! eka phakta bhagavAna upara AzarAvALA rajhaLatA-bhaTakatA bhakto mATe ane jemanI puryo haze ne temane mATe 'A' mArga nIkaLyo che. A to bahu puNyazALI mATe che ane ahIM sahejA saheja AvI paDe ne sAcI bhAvanAthI mAgaNI kare tene ApI daIe. paNa lokone AnA mATe kaMI kahevA javAnuM nathI hotuM. A 'dAdA'nI ane temanA mahAtmAonI havAthI ja jagata kalyANa thaI jaze. huM nimitta chuM, kartA nathI. ahIM jene bhAvanA thaI ne 'dAdA'nAM darzana karyA to e darzana TheThane pahoMce che. 'dAdA' e A dehanA nikaTanA pADozInI mAphaka rahe che ne A bole che e rekarDa che. A 'akrama jJAna' to amuka ja bahu puNyazALI haze tene mATe che, ahIM to 'sahajAsaheja' je AvI caDhe ane eno puNyano pAsaporTa laI Ave, tene ame jJAna ApI daIe. 'dAdAnI kRpA meLavI gayo tenuM kAma thaI gayuM ! ahIM AvelA mANaso badhA puNya kevI sarasa lAvyA che ! 'dAdAnI liphaTamAM besIne mokSe javAnuM. koTi janmonI pacce bhegI thAya tyAre to 'dAdA' bhegA thAya ! ne e pachI game tevuM Diprezana haze e jatuM raheze. badhI rIte phasAyelA mATe 'A' sthAna che. ApaNe ahIM to kronika roga maTelA. ApaNe tyAM to baso-traNaso mANaso bheguM thayuM. banatAM sudhI chellA sTezananI TikiTa koNa kaDhAve ? e ochA hoya ne vacalAM sTezananI TikiTo to badhA kaDhAve. eTale eka jaNa mane kahe ke, "AvuM kema ?" tyAre meM kahyuM, AkhI duniyAmAM abajopatinA nAma gaNavA jaIe to keTalAM thAya ? tyAre kahe, 'e to bahu thoDA thAya." meM kahyuM, ane sAmAnya mANaso ?" tyAre kahe, 'e to ghaNAM.' tyAre A je dharmamAM mahA puNyazALI hoya te amane bhegA thAya ane paisAnA puNyazALI hoya, e to abajopati hoya. ane abajopati karatAM ya UMcI purve A to ! e to bahu jUja hoya. puNyAnubaMdhI puNya 'jJAnI puruSa'no bheTo karAvI Ape ! have e puNyAnubaMdhI puNya konuM nAma kahevAya ? ke jene dAdA bhagavAna bhegA thAya. karoDo avatAre bhegA nA thAya evA 'dAdA', te A eka kalAkamAM ApaNane mokSa Ape. mokSanuM sukha cakhADe, anubhUti karAvaDAve, e ko'ka phero dAdA bhagavAna bhegA thAya, mane hau bhegA thayA ane temaneya bhegA thayA, juone ! praznakartA: ame kyAM kaMI kamAIne lAvyA chIe ? A to ApanI kRpA che. dAdAzrI : puNya eTale zuM ke tame mane bhegA thayA e koIka tamArI pAse hisAba hato tenA AdhAre ! nahIM to mane bhegA thavuM e bahu muzkela che. eTale bhegA thavuM e tamArI puNya che eka jAtanI ane bheguM thayA pachI vaLe-Take, to bahu UMcI vAta che. purve sAthe khape kaSAya maMdatA ! praznakartA : samakita mATeno prayatna jarUrI nathI ? dAdAzrI : nahIM, prayatna to enI meLe, sahaja prayatna hovo joIe. A to khetarAM kheDe che A loko. eTale Avato bhava phaLa levA mATe. samakitamAM phaLa rahitanuM hovuM joIe. A to japa-tapa badhuM je je kare che ne, tenuM puNya baMdhAya che ane tenuM phaLa maLe che. praznakartA: enuM kaMI paNa phaLa maLe to e samakita rUpe ja maLavuM vizvamAM abajopati keTalA ? eka mahArAja tyAM AvyA hatA tyAM lAkho mANasa bhegA thayA. tyAre

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pApa-puNya 69 pApa-puNya joIe ne ? dAdAzrI : nA, nA. samakitane ne Ane levA-devA nathI. e bhautika phaLo maLe badhA. devagati maLe, samakitanI to judI vastu che. e traNa kAyadA puNyAnubaMdhI puNvatA ! samakita prApti mATe puNyAnubaMdhI puNya joIe. moha che te tUTavo joIe, krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha ghaTavAM joIe. to e samakita bhaNI jAya. nahIM to pachI samakita thAya ja kevI rIte ? A lokone to krodhamAna-mAyA-lobha vadhe evI kriyAo che badhI. praznakartA : krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha kevI rIte ghaTe ane puNyAnubaMdhI puNya kevI rIte baMdhAya ? dAdAzrI : ApaNe mokSamAM javAnI ja ekalI icchA hovI joIe ane e IcchArthe je je karavAmAM Ave che te kriyA puNyAnubaMdhI puNya bAMdhe che kAraNa ke hetu mokSano chene mATe. pachI potAnI pAse AvyuM hoya te pArakAne mATe bhelADe ! enuM nAma jIvatAM AvaDyuM kahevAya. gAMDapaNathI nahIM, DahApaNathI bhelADe. gAMDapaNathI dAru-bAru pIto hoya. emAM bhalIvAra ja nA Ave. koI dahADo vyasana hoya nahIM ne pArakAne mATe bhelADe, e puNyAnubaMdhI puNya kahevAya. ethI AgaLa puNyAnubaMdhI puNya kayuM ? dareka kriyAmAM badalAnI icchA nA rAkhe, sAmAne sukha ApatI vakhate koI paNa jAtanA badalAnI icchA nA rAkhe, enuM nAma puNyAnubaMdhI puNya ! jJAta ja choDAve bhaTakAmaNamAMthI ! lokoe jANeluM e laukika jJAna che. sAcuM jJAna to vAstavika hoya ane vAstavika jJAna hoya te koI jAtano ajaMpo nA thavA de. e mahIM koI jAtanuM pajhala UbhuM nA thavA de. A bhrAMtijJAnathI to naryA pajhala ja UbhAM thayA kare ane e pajhala pAchuM solva thAya nahIM. vAta sAcI che, paNa e samaja paDavI joIe ne ! eTale geDa paDyA vagara koI dahADo ya ukela nA Ave. geDa besADavI paDe. geDa besavA mATe pApo dhovAM paDe. pApa dhovAya nahIM tyAM sudhI ThekANe Ave nahIM. A badhAM pApo ja gUMcave che. pAparUpI ane puNyarUpI phAcara che vacce, e ja mANasane gUMcave che ne ! anaMta avatArathI bhaTaka bhaTaka karIne A bhautikanI ja pAchaLa paDyA chIe. A bhautikamAM aMtarazAMti thAya nahIM. rUpiyAnI pathArI pAtharIe to kaI UMgha Ave ? A to potAnI badhI anaMta zaktio veDaphAI gaI ! jJAnI puruSo pApo dhoI nAkhe. kRSNa bhagavAne gItAmAM kahyuM che, jJAnI puruSa pApano goTo vALIne nAza karI nAkhe che. e pApa nAza thAya tyAre AtmA pragaTa thAya, nahIM to AtmA pragaTa thAya nahIM koI vAte. pote zI rIte pApane nAza karI zake ? puNya bAMdhI zake kharo navuM, paNa jUnAM pApane nAza na karI zake. jJAnI puruSanuM jJAna e ja pApane nAza karI nAkhe. bAkI, puNya ane pApa, pApa ane puNya enA anubaMdhamAM ja manuSyo mAtra bhaTakyA kare che. tene kyAreya temAMthI mukti maLe nahIM. bahu puNya kare to bahu bahu to devagati maLe paNa mokSa to nA ja maLe. mokSa to jJAnI puruSa maLe ne tamArAM anaMtakALanAM pApone bALIne bhasmIbhUta karI tamArA hAthamAM zuddhaAtmA Ape tyAre thAya. tyAM sudhI coryAsI lAkha yonimAM bhaTaka bhaTaka kayAM ja karavAnuM. ame jJAna ApIe chIe tyAre citta zuddha karI ApIe chIe. pApano nAza karIe chIe ane divyacakSu ApIe chIe, badhI rIte enA AtmA ne anAtmAne chUTA pADIe chIe ! vijhA, mahAvideha kSetrano ! praznakartA : mahAvideha kSetramAM kevI rIte javAya ? purthyathI ? dAdAzrI : A jJAna maLe pachI amArI pAMca AjJA pALe, tenAthI

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72 pApa-puNya Ave che ane upAdeya (grahaNa karavA yogya) potAnuM Atma svarUpa gaNavAmAM Ave che. e 'riyala' dharma che. eTale A 'riyala' ane 'rileTIva' banne dharma judA che. jyAM sudhI 'huM koNa chuM jANe nahIM tyAM sudhI puNya upAdeya rUpe ja hoya ane pApa haya rUpe hoya. puSya ne pApa heya thayuM tyAM AgaLa samakita ! bhagavAne kahyuM ke pApa-puNya beunI upara jene dveSa ke rAga nathI te 'vItarAga' che ! - jaya saccidAnaMda pApa-puNya A bhavamAM purve baMdhAI ja rahI che te mahAvideha kSetramAM laI jAya che. AjJA pALavAthI dharmadhyAna thAya che. te badhuM phaLa Apaze. ApaNe mokSamAM javAnuM che, tyAM AgaLa mokSamAM javAya eTaluM puNya joIe. ahIMyAM tame sImaMdhara svAmInuM jeTaluM karazo(bhakti-ArAdhanA), eTaluM badhuM tamAruM AvI gayuM. tame sImaMdhara svAmInuM nAma to sAMbhaLeluMne e hAla tIrthakara che, mahAvideha kSetramAM, emanI hAjarI che Aje. sImaMdhara svAmInI uMmara keTalI 60-70 varSanI haze ? poNA be lAkha varSanI uMmara che ! haju savA lAkha varSa jIvavAnA che ! A emanI joDe tAra-sAMdho meLavI ApuM chuM. kAraNa ke tyAM javAnuM che. ahIMthI sIdho mokSa thavAno nathI. hajI eka avatAra bAkI raheze. emanI pAse besavAnuM che eTale sAMdho meLavI ApuM chuM. ane A bhagavAna AkhA varlDanuM kalyANa karaze. AkhA varlDanuM kalyANa thaze emanA nimittathI. kAraNa ke e jIvatA che. mokSe gayelA hoya ne e kazuM ja dhoLe nahIM, emanI bhaktithI khAlI puNya baMdhAya, je saMsAra phaLa Ape ! tyAM puNyate pApa banne tikAlI..... eTale dharma be prakAranA che. eka svAbhAvika dharma, ene riyala dharma kahevAya che. ane bIjo vibhAvika dharma, ene rileTiva dharma kahevAya che. jyAre 'zuddhAtmA' prApta thAya tyAre svAbhAvika dharmamAM Ave. svAbhAvika dharma ja kharo dharma che. e dharmamAM sAruM-khoTuM kazuM vINavAnuM che ja nahIM. vibhAvika dharmamAM badhuM vINavAnuM che. dAna ApavuM, lokonI upara upakAra karavo, oblAIjhiMga necara rAkhavo, lokonI sevA karavI e badhAne rileTiva dharma kahyo. enAthI puNya baMdhAya. ane gALo bhAMDavAthI, mArAmArI karavAthI, luMTI levAthI pApa baMdhAya. puSya ane pApa jyAM che tyAM riyala dharma ja nathI. puNya-pApathI rahita riyala dharma che. jayAM puNya-pApane heya (tyajavA yogya) gaNavAmAM