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________________ samaya aura mRtyu kA aMtarbodha pahalA pravacana
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________________ apramAda-sUtra : 1 suttesu yAvI paDibuddhajIvI, na vIsase paMDie aasupnne| ghorA muhuttA avalaM zarIraM, bhAraMDapakkhI va cr'ppmtte|| AzuprajJa paMDita puruSa ko moha-nidrA meM soye hue saMsArI manuSyoM ke bIca rahakara bhI saba taraha se jAgarUka rahanA cAhie aura kisI kA vizvAsa nahIM karanA caahie| kAla nirdayI hai aura zarIra durbala, yaha jAnakara bhAraMDa pakSI kI taraha apramatta-bhAva se vicaranA caahie|
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________________ pahale kucha prshn| eka mitra ne pUchA hai, manuSya jIvana hai durlabha, lekina hama AdamiyoM ko usa durlabhatA kA bodha kyoM nahIM hotA? zravaNa karane kI kalA kyA hai? kaliyuga, satayuga manosthitiyoM ke nAma haiM? kyA buddhatva ko bhI hama eka manosthiti hI samajheM? jo milA huA hai, usakA bodha nahIM hotaa| jo nahIM milA hai, usakI vAsanA hotI hai, isalie bodha hotA hai| dAMta ApakA eka TUTa jAye, to hI patA calatA hai ki thaa| phira jIbha caubIsa ghaMTe vahIM-vahIM jAtI hai| dAMta thA to kabhI nahIM gayI thI; aba nahIM hai, khAlI jagaha hai to jAtI hai| jisakA abhAva ho jAtA hai, usakA hameM patA calatA hai| jisakI maujUdagI hotI hai, usakA hameM patA nahIM calatA / maujUdagI ke hama AdI ho jAte haiN| hRdaya dhar3akatA hai, patA nahIM calatA, zvAsa calatI hai, patA nahIM calatA / zvAsa meM koI ar3acana A jAye to patA calatA hai, hRdaya rugNa ho jAye to patA calatA hai| hameM patA hI usa bAta kA calatA hai jahAM koI vedanA, koI dukha, koI abhAva paidA ho jAye / manuSyatva kA bhI patA calatA hai, hama AdamI the, isakA bhI patA calatA hai jaba Adamiyata kho jAtI hai hamArI, mauta chIna letI hai hamase / jaba avasara kho jAtA hai, taba hameM patA calatA hai| ___ isalie mauta kI pIr3A vastutaH mauta kI pIr3A nahIM hai, balki jo avasara kho gayA, usakI pIr3A hai| agara hama mare AdamI se pUcha sakeM ki aba terI pIr3A kyA hai to vaha yaha nahIM kahegA ki maiM mara gayA, yaha merI pIr3A hai / vaha kahegA, jIvana mere pAsa thA aura yoM hI kho gayA, yaha merI pIr3A hai| hameM patA hI taba calatA hai jIvana kA, jaba mauta A jAtI hai| isa virodhAbhAsa ko ThIka se samajha leN| Apa kisI ko prema karate haiN| usakA Apako patA hI nahIM calatA, jaba taka ki vaha kho na jAye / Apake pAsa hAtha hai, usakA patA nahIM calatA, kala TUTa jAye to patA calatA hai / jo maujUda hai, hama usake prati vismRta ho jAte haiN| kho jAye, na ho, to hameM yAda AtI hai| yahI kAraNa hai ki hama AdamI kI taraha paidA hote haiM to hameM patA nahIM calatA ki kitanA bar3A avasara hamAre hAtha meM hai| machaliyoM ko, kahate haiM, sAgara kA patA nahIM cltaa| machalI ko sAgara ke bAhara DAla deM reta para, tar3aphe, taba use patA calatA hai / jahAM vaha thI vaha sAgara thA, jIvana thA; jahAM aba vaha hai, vahAM mauta hai|
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________________ mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 2 jisa machalI ko sAgara meM patA cala jAye, vaha saMtatva ko upalabdha ho gayI ki sAgara hai / jisa AdamI ko Adamiyata khoye binA, avasara khoye binA, patA cala jAye, usake jIvana meM krAMti ghaTanI zurU ho jAtI hai| mahAvIra haiM, buddha haiM, kRSNa haiM-unakI sArI ceSTA yahI hai ki hameM patA cala jAye tabhI, jabaki avasara zeSa hai| to zAyada hama avasara kA upayoga kara leN| to zAyada avasara ko hama svarNima banA leN| zAyada avasara hamAre jIvana ko aura vahattara parama jIvana meM le jAne kA mArga bana jaaye| agara patA bhI usa dina calA jaba hAtha se saba chUTa cukatA hai to usa patA calane kI koI sArthakatA nahIM hai, magara yaha mana kA niyama hai, mana ko abhAva kA patA calatA hai| garIba AdamI ko patA calatA hai dhana kA, amIra AdamI ko dhana kA patA nahIM cltaa| jo nahIM hai hamAre pAsa vaha dikhAyI par3atA hai, jo hai vaha hama bhUla jAte haiN| ___ isalie jo-jo Apako milatA calA jAtA hai, Apa bhUlate cale jAte haiM aura jo nahIM milA hotA, usa para AMkha aTakI rahatI hai| yaha sAmAnya mana kA lakSaNa hai| isa lakSaNa ko badala lenA sAdhanA hai| jo hai, usakA patA cale to bar3I krAMti ghaTita hotI hai| agara jo nahIM hai, usakA patA cale to Apake jIvana meM sirpha asaMtoSa ke atirikta kucha bhI na hogaa| jo hai, usakA patA cale to jIvana meM parama tRpti chA jaayegii| jo nahIM hai, usakA hI patA cale to akasara avasara jaba kho jAyegA taba Apako patA clegaa| jo hai, usakA patA cale to jo avasara abhI maujUda hai, usakA Apako patA calegA; aura avasara Ane ke pahale, avasara Ate hI bodha ho jAye, to hama avasara ko jI lete haiM, anyathA cUka jAte haiN| isalie dhyAna, jo hai, usako dekhane kI kalA hai| aura mana, jo nahIM hai, usakI vAsanA karane kI vidhi hai| zravaNa karane kI kalA kyA hai? sunane kI kalA kyA hai? nizcita hI kalA hai, aura mahAvIra ne kahA hai, dharma-zravaNa, durlabha cAra cIjoM meM eka hai| to bahuta soca kara kahA hai| zravaNa kI kalA-sunate to hama saba haiN| kalA kI kyA bAta hai? hama to paidA hI hote haiM kAna lie hue, sunanA hameM AtA hI hai| nahIM, lekina hama sunate nahIM haiM, sunane ke lie kucha anivArya zarte haiN| pahalI-jaba Apa suna rahe hoM taba Apake bhItara vicAra na hoN| agara vicAra kI bhIr3a bhItara hai to Apa suneMge vaha vahI nahIM hogA, jo kahA gayA hai| Apake vicAra use badala deMge, rUpAMtarita kara deNge| usakI zakla aura ho jaayegii| vicAra haTa jAne cAhie bIca se / mana khAlI ho, zUnya ho aura sune, tabhI jo kahA gayA hai, vaha Apa sneNge| isakA yaha artha nahIM hai ki Apa usa para vicAra na kreN| lekina vicAra to sunane ke bAda hI ho sakatA hai| sunane ke sAtha hI vicAra nahIM ho sktaa| jo sunane ke sAtha hI vicAra kara rahA hai vaha vicAra hI kara rahA hai, suna nahIM rahA hai| sunate samaya suneM, suna leM pUrA, samajha leM kyA kahA gayA hai, phira khUba vicAra kara leN| lekina vicAra aura sunane ko jo sAtha meM mizrita kara detA hai, vaha baharA ho jAtA hai| vaha phira apane hI vicAroM kI pratidhvani sunatA hai| phira vaha nahIM sunatA jo kahA gayA hai, vahI suna letA hai, jo usake vicAra use sunane dete haiN| ___ apane ko alaga kara denA sunane kI kalA hai| jaba suna rahe haiM, taba sirpha suneM / aura jaba vicAra rahe haiM, to sirpha vicAreM / eka kriyA ko eka samaya meM karanA hI usa kriyA ko zuddha karane ki vidhi hai| lekina hama hajAra kAma eka sAtha karate rahate haiN| agara maiM Apase kucha kaha rahA hUM to Apa use suna bhI rahe haiM, Apa usa para soca bhI rahe haiM, usa saMbaMdha meM Apane jo pahale sunA hai, usake sAtha tulanA bhI kara rahe haiN| agara Apako nahIM jaMca rahA hai. to virodha bhI kara rahe haiM: agara jaMca rahA hai, to prazaMsA bhI kara rahe haiN| yaha saba sAtha cala rahA hai| itanI parte agara sAtha cala rahI haiM to Apa sunane se cUka jaayeNge| phira Apako rAiTa lisaniMga, samyaka zravaNa kI kalA nahIM aatii| mahAvIra ne to zravaNa kI kalA ko itanA mUlya diyA hai ki apane cAra ghAToM meM, jinase vyakti mokSa taka pahuMca sakatA hai, zrAvaka ko
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________________ samaya aura mRtyu kA aMtarbodha bhI eka ghATa kahA hai / jo sunanA jAnatA hai, use zrAvaka kahA hai| mahAvIra ne to kahA hai ki agara koI ThIka se suna bhI le to bhI usa pAra pahuMca jaayegaa| kyoMki satya agara bhItara calA jAye to phira Apa usase baca nahIM sakate / satya agara bhItara calA jAye to vaha kAma karegA hii| agara usase bacanA hai to use bhItara hI mata jAne denA, to sunane meM hI bAdhA DAla denA / usI samaya ar3acana khar3I kara denaa| eka bAra satya kI kiraNa bhItara pahuMca jAye to vaha kAma karegI, phira Apa kucha kara na paayeNge| __isalie mahAvIra ne kahA hai ki agara koI ThIka se suna bhI le, to bhI pAra ho sakatA hai| hamako hairAnI lagegI ki ThIka se sunane se koI kaise pAra ho sakatA hai! jIsasa ne bhI kahA hai ki satya mukta karatA hai| agara jAna liyA jAye, to phira Apa vahI nahIM ho sakate jo Apa usake jAnane ke pahale the| kyoMki satya ko jAna lenA, sana lenA bhI, Apake bhItara eka nayI ghaTanA bana jAtI hai| phira sArA parsapaii badala jAtA hai| phira usa satya kA jur3a gayA Apase saMbaMdha, aba Apa dekheMge aura DhaMga se, uTheMge aura DhaMga se| aba Apa kucha bhI kareMge, vaha satya Apake sAtha hogaa| aba usase bacakara bhAgane kA koI upAya nahIM hai| ___ isalie jo kuzala haiM bhAgane meM, bacane meM, ve sunate hI nhiiN| hamane sunA hai ki loga apane kAna baMda kara lete haiM, viparIta bAta sunAyI na par3a jAye, pratikUla bAta sunAyI na par3a jaaye| hAthoM se kAna baMda karane vAle mUr3ha to bahuta kama haiM, lekina hama jyAdA kuzala haiM / hama bhI kAna baMda rakhate haiN| hAthoM se nahIM rakhate / hama bhItara vicAroM kI parta kAna ke Asa-pAsa ikaTThI kara dete haiN| bAhara se kAna baMda nahIM karate, bhItara se vicAra se kAna baMda kara dete haiN| taba kAna para koI bAta sunAyI par3atI hai, vaha vicAra kI parta jAMca-par3atAla kara letI hai| vaha hamArA saiMsara hai| vahAM se pAra hama hone dete haiM tabhI, jaba lage hamAre anukUla hai| aura dhyAna rakhanA, satya Apake anukUla nahIM ho sakatA, Apako hI satya ke anukUla honA par3atA hai| agara Apa socate haiM, satya Apake anukUla ho, tabhI gRhIta hogA, to Apa sadA asatya meM jiiyeNge| Apako hI satya ke anukUla honA pdd'egaa| isalie pahalI bAta to ThIka se suna lenA jarUrI hai ki kyA kahA gayA hai| jarUrI nahIM ki use mAna leN| ___ sunane kA artha mAnanA nahIM hai / isase logoM ko bar3I bhrAMti hotI hai| kaI ko aisA lagatA hai ki agara hamane socA-vicArA na, to isakA matalaba huA ki hama binA hI soce-vicAre mAna leM ! sunane kA artha mAnanA nahIM hai| sirpha suna leM, abhI mAnane na mAnane kI bAta hI nahIM hai| abhI to ThIka tasvIra sAmane A jAyegI ki kyA kahA gayA hai| phira mAnanA na mAnanA pIche kara lenaa| ___ aura eka bar3e maje kI bAta hai, agara satya ThIka se suna liyA jAye to pIche na mAnanA bahuta muzkila hai; agara satya hai, to pIche na mAnanA bahuta muzkila hai| agara satya nahIM hai to pIche mAnanA bahuta muzkila hai| para eka daphA zuddha pratibimba bana jAnA cAhie, phira mAnane na mAnane kI bAta kaThina nahIM hai| sApha ho jaayegii| satya manA hI letA hai| satya kanvarzana hai| phira Apa baca na skeNge| phira to Apako hA dikhAyA par3ane lagegA ki mAnane ke sivAya koI upAya nahIM hai| phira soceM khUba, phira kasauTI kareM khuba / lekina socanA aura kasauTI bhI niSpakSa honI caahie| . hamArA socane kA kyA artha hotA hai? hamArA socane kA artha hotA hai-pUrvAgraha, hamArI jo prejuDisa hotI hai, jo hamane pahale se mAna rakhA hai usase anukUla khAye, usase anukUla ho to satya hai| eka AdamI hiMdU ghara meM paidA huA hai, eka AdamI musalamAna ghara meM, eka AdamI jaina ghara meM, to jo usane pahale se mAna rakhA hai, vahI, usase mela khA jAye, isakA nAma socanA nahIM hai| yaha to socane se bacanAhai, eskepiMga phrAma thiNkiNg| Apane jo mAna rakhA hai, agara vahI
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________________ mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 2 satya hai taba to Apako khoja hI nahIM karanI cAhie / Apane jo mAna rakhA hai, agara usako hI pakar3akara kasauTI karanI hai, taba to ApakI sArI kasauTiyAM jhUThI ho jaayeNgii| jo Apane mAna rakhA hai, usako bhI dUra rakhiye; jo Apane sunA hai usako bhI dUra rakhiye / Apa donoM se alaga ho jAeM, kisI se apane ko jor3iye mata / kyoMki jisase Apa jor3a rahe haiM, vahAM pakSapAta ho jaayegaa| donoM ko tarAjU para rakhiye,Apa dUra khar3e ho jaaie| Apa nirNAyaka rahie, pakSapAtI nhiiN| __ hara bAra, jaba nayI bAta sunI jAye to purAnI ko apanI mAnakara, nayI ko dUsare kI mAnakara agara tauliegA, to Apa kabhI niSpakSa ciMtana nahIM kara skte| apanI purAnI ko bhI dUra rakhie, isa nayI ko bhI dUra rakhie, donoM parAyI haiN| sirpha pharka itanA hai ki eka bahuta pahale sunI thI, eka aba sunI hai| samaya bhara kA phAsalA hai| koI bAta bIsa sAla pahale sunI thI, koI Aja sunI hai| bIsa sAla purAnI jo thI, vaha ApakI nahIM ho gayI hai, vaha bhI parAyI hai| use bhI dUra rakhie, ise bhI dUra rkhie| aura svayaM ko pAra, alaga rakhie, aura taba donoM ko socie| isa socane meM pakSa mata banAie, niSpakSa dRSTi se dekhie to nirNaya bahuta AsAna hogaa| aura bar3A majA yaha hai ki itanA niSpakSa jo citta ho use satya dikhAyI par3ane lagatA hai, socanA nahIM pdd'taa| isalie hamane niraMtara isa mulka meM kahA hai ki satya soca vicAra se upalabdha nahIM hotA, darzana se upalabdha hotA hai| yaha niSpakSa citta darzana kI sthiti hai, dekhane meM Apa kuzala ho gye| aba Apako dikhAyI par3egA, ki kyA hai satya aura kyA hai asatya / aba ApakI AMkha khula gyii| yaha AMkha dekha legI ki kyA hai satya, kyA hai asty| lekina agara pakSapAta taya hai, Apa hiMdU haiM, musalamAna haiM, jaina haiN| baMdhe haiM apane pakSapAta se, to phira Apa kucha bhI na dekha paayeNge| vaha pakSapAta ApakI AMkha ko baMda rkhegaa| jo pakSapAta se dekhatA hai, vaha aMdhA hai| jo niSpakSa hokara dekhatA hai, vaha AMkhavAlA hai| suneM, phira AMkhavAle kA vyavahAra kreN| kaliyuga, satayuga manosthitiyAM haiM, buddhatva manosthiti nahIM hai| svarga-naraka manosthitiyAM haiM, buddhatva manosthiti nahIM hai, yA jinatva manosthiti nahIM hai| ise thor3A samajha leN| hamAre bhItara tIna tala haiN| eka hamAre zarIra kA tala hai / suvidhAeM asuvidhAeM, kaSTa-akaSTa zarIra kI ghaTanAeM haiN| isalie agara ApakA Aparezana karanA hai to Apako eka iMjekzana lagA dete haiN| vaha aMga zUnya ho jAtA hai| phira Aparezana ho sakatA hai, Apako koI takalIpha nahIM hotI hai / paira kaTa rahA hai, Apako koI takalIpha nahIM hotii| kyoMki paira kaTa rahA hai, isakI khabara mana ko honI caahie| jaba khabara hogI, tabhI takalIpha hogii| mana kI takalIpha nahIM hai, yaha takalIpha paira kI hai / to paira aura mana ke bIca meM jinase jor3a hai, jina snAyuoM se, unako behoza kara diyA to Apa taka takalIpha pahuMcatI nhiiN| takalIpha pahuMcanI cAhie to hI...! ___ kaSTa, asuvidhAeM zarIra kI ghaTanAeM haiN| isalie bar3e maje kI bAta hai, Apake paira meM takalIpha ho rahI hai, iMjekzana lagA diyA jAye, Apako patA nahIM cltaa| Apa maje se leTe gapa-zapa karate rahate haiN| isase ulTA bhI ho sakatA hai-paira meM takalIpha nahIM ho rahI, aura Apake snAyuoM ko kaMpita kara diyA jAye, jinase takalIpha kI khabara milatI, to Apako takalIpha hogii| Apa chAtI pITakara cillAeMge ki maiM marA jA rahA hUM; aura kahIM koI takalIpha nahIM ho rhii| ___ takalIpha se Apako jAnane se rokA jA sakatA hai| takalIpha kI jhUThI khabara mana ko dI jA sakatI hai| mana ke pAsa koI upAya nahIM hai jAMcane kA ki sahI kyA hai, galata kyA hai| zarIra jo khabara de detA hai vaha mana mAna letA hai| ye zarIra kI sthitiyAM haiM, Apako bhUkha lagI hai, pyAsa lagI hai, ye saba zarIra kI sthitiyAM haiN| isake pIche mana kI sthitiyAM haiN| Apako sukha ho rahA hai,Apako dukha ho rahA hai,
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________________ samaya aura mRtyu kA aMtarbodha ye mana kI sthitiyAM haiN| dekhate haiM ki mitra calA A rahA hai, citta prasanna ho jAtA hai| sukhI ho jAtA hai| lekina pAsa Akara patA calatA hai ki dhokhA ho gayA, mitra nahIM hai, koI aura hai, sukha tirohita ho gayA / yaha mana kI sthiti hai, isakA mitra se koI saMbaMdha nahIM thaa| kyoMki mitra to vahAM thA hI nhiiN| ___ rAta nikale haiM, aura dikhatA hai ki aMdhere meM koI khar3A hai, chAtI dhar3akane lagI, bhaya ho gyaa| pAsa jAte haiM, dekhate haiM, koI bhI nahIM hai, lakar3I kA DhUMTha hai, vRkSa kaTA huA hai, nizciMta ho gaye / chAtI kI dhar3akana ThIka ho gyii| phira gunagunAne lage gIta aura calane lge| yaha mana kI sthiti hai| ___ mana, sukha aura dukha bhogatA hai| mana meM satayuga hotA hai, kaliyuga hotA hai| mana meM svarga hote haiM, naraka hote haiN| zarIra ke bhI jo pAra uTha jAtA hai, mana ke bhI jo pAra uTha jAtA hai / usa ghar3I ko hama kahate haiM buddhatva, jintv| usa ghar3I ko hamane kahA hai, kRSNa cetanA; usa ghar3I ko hamane kahA hai, krAisTa ho jaanaa| jIsasa kA nAma to jIsasa hai, krAisTa nAma nahIM hai| krAisTa citta ke pAra hone kA nAma hai| buddha kA nAma to gautama siddhArtha hai, buddha unakA nAma nahIM hai| buddhatva, unakI cetanA kA mana ke pAra cale jAnA hai| mahAvIra kA nAma to vardhamAna hai, jina unakA nAma nahIM hai / jina kA artha hai, mana ke pAra cale jaanaa| krAisTa ke nAma meM bar3A majA hai| krAisTa kA nAma-jo itihAsa kI gaharI khoja karate haiM, ve kahate haiM, krAisTa kRSNa kA apabhraMza hai| jIsasa unakA nAma hai, jIsasa dI kRSNa, jIsasa jo kRSNa ho gyaa| kRSNa kA rUpa hai krAisTa / baMgAlI meM aba bhI kRSNa ko kahate haiM, krisTo / baMgAlI rUpa hai, krisTo / agara kRSNa kA baMgAlI rUpa krisTo ho sakatA hai, to hibrUyA arabI meM krAisTa ho sakatA hai, koI ar3acana nahIM hai| ___ yaha jo, vyakti jahAM zarIra aura mana, donoM ke pAra haTa jAtA hai, una avasthAoM ke nAma haiM / buddhatva manosthiti nahIM hai, sTeTa Apha mAiMDa nahIM hai| buddhatva hai sTeTa Apha no mAiMDa , a-mana kI sthiti hai, jahAM mana nahIM hai / buddha ke pAsa koI mana nahIM hai, isalie hama unako buddha kahate haiN| mahAvIra ke pAsa koI mana nahIM hai, isalie hama unako jina kahate haiN| __mana kA kyA artha hotA hai? mana kA artha hotA hai--vicAroM kA saMgraha, karmoM kA saMgraha, saMskAroM kA saMgraha, anubhavoM kA saMgraha / mana kA artha hotA hai-pAsTa, atIta, jo bIta gayA hai usakA saMgraha / mana hai jor3a atIta anubhava kA / jo hamane jAnA, jIyA, anubhava kiyA una sabakA jor3a hamArA mana hai / mana hamArA saMgraha hai samasta anubhavoM kaa| hamArA mana bahuta bar3A hai| hama jAnate nhiiN| Apa to apanA mana utanA hI samajhate haiM, jitanA Apa jAnate haiM, vaha to kucha bhI nahIM hai| usake nIce parta-parta gaharA mana hai| phrAyaDa ne khoja kI hai ki hamArA cetana mana, usake nIce gaharA acetana mana hai, ankAnzasa hai| phira juMga ne aura khoja kI ki usake nIce hamArA kalekTiva ankAnzasa, sAmUhika acetana mana hai / lekina ye khojeM abhI prArambha haiM / buddha aura mahAvIra ne jo khoja kI hai, abhI usa atala meM utarane kI manovijJAna kI sAmarthya nahIM hai| buddha aura mahAvIra to kahate haiM, ki yaha jo hamArA mana hai, isake nIce bar3I parte haiM, Apake sAre janmoM kI, jo pazuoM meM hue haiM, unakI parte haiM / jo paudhoM meM hue unakI parte haiN| ___ agara Apa kabhI eka patthara the, to usa patthara kA anubhava bhI Apake mana kI gaharI parta meM dabA huA par3A hai| kabhI Apa paudhe the, to usa paudhe kA anubhava aura smRtiyAM bhI Apake mana ke parta meM dabI par3I haiN| Apa kabhI pazu the, vaha bhI dabA huA par3A hai| isalie kaI bAra aisA hotA hai ki ApakI una poM meM se koI AvAja A jAtI hai to Apa AdamI nahIM raha jaate| jaba Apa krodha meM hote haiM
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________________ mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 2 to Apa AdamI nahIM hote| asala meM krodha ke kSaNa meM Apa tatkAla apane pazu mana se jur3a jAte haiM aura pazu mana pragaTa hone lagatA hai| ___ isalie akasara krodha meM Apa kucha kara lete haiM aura pIche kahate haiM, mere bAvajUda, insapAiTa Apha mI-maiM to nahIM karanA cAhatA thA, phira bhI ho gyaa| phira kisane kiyA, Apa nahIM karanA cAhate the to! kabhI Apane apanI krodha kI tasvIra dekhI hai? kabhI AIne ke sAmane khar3e hokara krodha karanA, taba Apa pAyeMge, yaha ceharA ApakA nahIM hai / ye AMkheM ApakI nahIM haiN| yaha koI aura Apake bhItara A gyaa| vaha kauna hai? yaha ApakA hI koI pazu-saMsmaraNa hai, koI smRti hai, koI saMskAra; jaba Apa pazu the, vaha Apake bhItara kAma kara rahA hai| usane Apako pakar3a liyaa| jaba Apa apane ko DhIlA chor3ate haiM, taba Apake nIce kA mana Apako pakar3a letA hai| kaI bAra kaI AdamiyoM kI AMkhoM meM dekhakara Apako lagegA ki vaha patharA gayI haiN| loga kahate haiM, usakI AMkheM patharA gayI haiN| jaba hama kahate haiM, kisI kI AMkheM patthara ho gayIM, to usakA kyA matalaba hotA hai? usakA matalaba hai ki isa vyakti ke patthara jIvana ke anubhava isakI AMkhoM ko pakar3a rahe haiM Aja bhI / isalie isakI AMkhoM meM koI saMvedanA nahIM mAlUma hotii| aneka loga bilakula murdA mAlUma par3ate haiM / unakA zarIra lagatA hai, jaise lAza hai / ve calate haiM to aisA jaise ki Dho rahe haiM apane ko| kyA ho gayA hai inako? __ mana kI bahuta parte haiN| isa parta-parta mana kA jo lambA itihAsa hai, vaha atIta hai| roja hama isa mana meM jor3a diye cale jAte haiN| jo bhI hama anubhava karate haiM, vaha usameM jur3a jAtA hai / maiM kucha bola rahA hUM, yaha Apake mana meM jur3a jAyegA / ApakA mana roja bar3ha rahA hai, bar3A ho rahA hai, phailatA jA rahA hai| buddhatva, jinatva, isa mana ke atIta ke pAra uThane kI ghaTanA hai| jisa dina koI vyakti apane atIta kA tyAga kara detA hai, apane sAre manoM ko chor3a detA hai, aura apanI cetanA ko mana ke pAra khIMca letA hai aura kahatA hai, aba maiM na zarIra hUM, na aba maiM mana hUM, aba maiM kevala jAnanevAlA hUM, jo mana ko bhI jAnatA hai-vaha hUM-aba maiM AbjekTa nahIM hUM, jAne-jAnI vAlI cIja nahIM hUM-jJAtA hUM, cinmaya hUM, caitanya huuN| kahane se nahIM-mana yaha bhI kaha sakatA hai, yahI bar3A majA hai| mana yaha bhI kaha sakatA hai ki maiM caitanya haM, AtmA haM, paramAtmA hai| lekina agara yaha mana kaha rahA hai, agara yaha Apa sunI huI bAta kaha rahe haiM, to isakA AtmA se koI saMbaMdha nahIM hai| yaha ApakA anubhava bana jAye aura Apa mana ke pAra apane ko pahacAna leM ki yaha maiM mana se alaga hUM, taba buddhatva hai| buddha se koI pUchatA hai / buddha eka vRkSa ke nIce baiThe haiN| eka jyotiSI bar3I muzkila meM par3a gayA hai| usane buddha ke paira dekha lie reta para bane hue| vaha kAzI se lauTa hI rahA thA apane pANDitya kI DigrI lekara / vaha bar3A jyotiSI thaa| usane pothe paNDita, apanI sArI pothiyAM lekara calA A rahA thaa| usane dekhe buddha ke caraNa, gIlI reta para, gIlI miTTI para paira ke cihna the| vaha cakita ho gayA / yaha AdamI samrATa honA cAhie jyotiSa ke hisAba se / paira ke cihna samrATa ke cihna haiM / lekina kauna samrATa, naMge paira isa sAdhAraNa se garIba gAMva kI reta meM calane AyegA! vaha bar3I muzkila meM par3a gyaa| abhI lauTA hI hai kAzI se / usane kahA ki agara isa sAdhAraNa se gAMva-dehAta meM samrATa naMge paira reta meM calate hoM, samrATa milate hoM, to pothI vagairaha yahIM, isI nadI meM DubAkara hAtha jor3a lenA caahie| koI matalaba nahIM hai| isa AdamI ko khojanA pdd'egaa| __ vaha khoja karake pahuMcA, to buddha eka vRkSa ke nIce baiThe haiN| bar3I muzkila meM par3a gayA jyotiSI / jisako samrATa honA cAhie, vaha bhikSA pAtra lie baiThA hai ! agara yaha AdamI sahI hai, to jyotiSa galata hai| agara jyotiSa sahI hai to isa AdamI ko yahAM honA hI nahIM cAhie isa vRkSa ke niice|
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________________ samaya aura mRtyu kA aMtarbodha usane buddha se jAkara pUchA ki kRpA kareM, maiM bar3I muzkila meM par3a gayA huuN| ye paira ke lakSaNa samrATa ke haiM, cakravartI samrATa ke / aura Apa yahAM bhikhArI hokara baiThe hue haiN| kyA karUM, pothiyoM ko DubA dUM pAnI meM? buddha ne kahA, pothiyoM ko DubAne kI jarUrata nahIM, kyoMki mere jaisA AdamI dubArA tumheM jaldI nahIM milegA / honA cAhie thA cakravartI samrATa hI / jyotiSa tumhArA ThIka hI kahatA hai| lekina eka aura jagata hai adhyAtma kA, jo jyotiSa ke pAra calA jAtA hai / para tumheM aisA bAra-bAra nahIM hogA, tuma bahuta ciMtA meM mata pdd'o| aisA jaldI phira dubArA nahIM hogaa| cakravartI samrATa hI hone ko paidA huA thA, lekina usase aura jyAdA hone kA dvAra khula gyaa| to bhikhArI maiM nahIM hUM, samrATa bhI maiM nahIM huuN| __ taba Azvasta huA jyotiSI / usane gaura se-ciMtA chor3I-buddha ke cehare ko dekhA / vahAM jo AbhA thI, vahAM jo garimA thI, vahAM jo prakAza kI kiraNeM phUTa rahI thIM.... usane pUchA, kyA Apa devatA haiM? mujhase bhUla ho gayI, mujhe kSamA kara deN| buddha ne kahA, maiM devatA bhI nahIM huuN| __ to jyotiSI pUchatA jAtA hai ki Apa yaha haiM, Apa yaha haiM, Apa yaha haiN| buddha kahate jAte haiM, maiM yaha bhI nahIM, maiM yaha bhI nahIM, maiM yaha bhI nahIM / taba jyotiSI pUchatA hai, phira Apa haiM kyA? na Apa pazu haiM, na Apa pakSI haiM, na Apa paudhA haiM, na Apa manuSya haiM, na Apa devatA haiM, to Apa haiM kyA? buddha kahate haiM, maiM buddha huuN| to vaha jyotiSI pUchatA hai, buddha hone kA kyA artha? to buddha kahate haiM, jo bhI paridhiyAM ho sakatI thIM AdamI kI, devatA kI, pazu kI, ve saba mana ke khela the| maiM unake pAra huuN| maiMne use pA liyA hai jo usa mana ke bhItara chipA thaa| aba maiM mana nahIM huuN| pazu bhI mana ke kAraNa pazu hai| aura AdamI bhI mana ke kAraNa manuSya hai| paudhA bhI mana ke kAraNa paudhA hai| Apa jo bhI haiM, apane mana ke kAraNa haiN| jisa dina Apa mana ko chor3a deMge usa dina Apa vaha ho jAyeMge jo Apa akAraNa haiN| vaha akAraNa honA hI hamArA brahmatva hai, vaha akAraNa honA hI hamArA paramAtma hai| kAraNa se hama saMsAra meM hai, akAraNa se hama paramAtmA meM ho jAte haiM / kAraNa se hamArI deha nirmita hotI hai, mana nirmita hotA hai / akAraNa hamArA astitva hai| vaha hai, usakA koI kAraNa nahIM hai| buddhatva avasthA nahIM hai, avasthAoM ke pAra ho jAnA hai| aba hama sUtra leN| 'AzuprajJa paMDita puruSa ko mohanidrA meM soye hue saMsArI manuSyoM ke bIca rahakara bhI sabhI taraha se jAgarUka rahanA cAhie aura kisI kA vizvAsa nahIM karanA caahie|' 'kAla nirdayI hai aura zarIra durbala / yaha jAnakara bhAraMDa pakSI kI bhAMti apramatta bhAva se vicaranA caahie|' bahuta sI bAteM samajhane kI haiN| mahAvIra akelA paMDita nahIM kahate, AzuprajJa paMDita / to pahale to isa bAta ko hama samajha leN| paMDita kA artha hotA hai, jAnane vAlA, jAnakArI vAlA, jisake pAsa sUcanAoM kA bahuta saMgraha hai, larneDa / zAstra kA jise patA hai, siddhAMta kA jise patA hai, prANiyoM kA jise bodha hai, tarka meM jo niSNAta hai, aisA vyakti paMDita hai| jAnakAriyAM jisake pAsa haiM / AzuprajJa paMDita kA artha hai-jAnakAriyAM hI jisake pAsa nahIM haiM, jJAna bhI jisake pAsa hai| AzuprajJa zabda kA artha hotA hai, aise prazna kA uttara bhI jo de sakegA, jisa prazna ke uttara kI koI jAnakArI usake pAsa nahIM hai|
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________________ mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 2 ise thor3A samajha leN| hama usa vyakti ko Azu kavi kahate haiM jo kavitA banAkara nahIM AyA hai, jisakI kavitA tatkSaNa bnegii| jo kavitA pahale banAyegA nahIM, phira gAyegA nahIM; jo gAyegA aura gAne meM hI kavitA nirmita hogii| usako kahate haiM, Azu kavi / usakA gAnA aura banAnA sAtha-sAtha hai| vaha pahale banAtA aura phira gAtA, aisA nhiiN| vaha gAtA hai, aura kavitA banatI calI jAtI hai| Aza kavi kA artha hai. kavitA usake lie koI racanA nahIM hai, usakA svabhAva hai| vaha bolegA, to kavitA hai| usake bolane meM hI kAvya hogA / kAvya ko use bAhara se lAkara Aropita nahIM karanA hotA / vaha usase vaise hI nikalatA hai, jaise vRkSoM meM patte nikalate haiN| jaise jharanA bahatA hai vaise usakI kavitA bahatI hai, niSprayojana hai, niSceSTita hai| usake lie koI prayAsa nahIM karanA pdd'taa| __jitanA choTA kavi ho utanA jyAdA prayAsa karanA par3atA hai| jitanA bar3A kavi ho utanA kama prayAsa karanA par3atA hai| Azu kavi ho to prayAsa hotA hI nahIM, kavitA bahatI hai| taba kavitA eka nirmANa nahIM hai, koI AyojanA, koI vyavasthA nahIM hai| taba kavitA vaise hI hai jaise zvAsa kA calanA hai| aise vyakti ko hama kahate haiM, Azu kavi / AzuprajJa use kahate haiM, jisakA jJAna smRti nahIM hai| Apa usase pUchate haiN| Apa kisI se kucha pUchate haiM to do taraha ke uttara sambhava haiN| eka savAla Apa mujhase pUche to do taraha ke uttara sambhava haiM / eka-Apa savAla pUchate haiM, maiM tatkAla apanI smRti ke saMgraha meM jAUM aura uttara khoja laauuN| Apa mujhase kucha pUche, maiM tatkAla khojUM apane atIta meM, apane mastiSka meM, apanI smRti meM, apane koza meM, apane saMgraha meM uttara-uttara khIMcakara smRti se le AU, uttara de duuN| yaha eka paMDita kA uttara hai| __ Apa mujhase prazna pUche, maiM apane bhItara calA jAUM, smRti meM nhiiN| Apa mujhase uttara pUche, maiM uttara ke sAmane apanI cetanA ko khar3A kara dUM, smRti ko nhiiN| Apa uttara pUche, maiM darpaNa kI taraha Apake uttara ke sAmane khar3A ho jAUM, aura merI yaha cetanA pratidhvani de, Apake prazna kA uttara de| yaha uttara smRti se na Aye, isa kSaNa kI merI cetanA se Aye, to AzuprajJa / AzuprajJa kA artha hai, abhI jisakI cetanA se uttara AyegA, tAjA, sadyaHsnAta, abhI-abhI nahAyA huA, bAsA nhiiN| hamAre saba uttara bAse hote haiM / bAse uttara meM samaya lagatA hai, patA cale yA na cale / AzuprajJa meM samaya nahIM lgtaa| Apase koI prazna pUche, samaya lagatA hai| agara aisA prazna pUche ki ApakA nAma kyA hai to Apako lagatA hai. koI samaya nahIM lgtaa| kaha dete haiM. raam| lekina isameM bhI samaya lagatA hai| asala meM Adata ho gayI hai| Apako patA hai ki ApakA nAma rAma hai, isalie samaya lagatA mAlUma nahIM par3atA, lekina isameM bhI samaya jAtA hai| lekina koI Apase pUche ki Apake par3osI kA nAma kyA hai? to Apa kahate haiM, jabAna para rakhA hai, lekina yAda nahIM A rahA hai| isakA kyA matalaba hai? isakA matalaba hai, smRti meM hai, lekina hama smRti taka pahuMca nahIM pA rahe, bIca meM kucha dUsarI cIjeM ar3a gayI haiM, kucha dUsarI smRtiyAM ar3a gayI haiM; isalie hama ThIka pahuMca nahIM pA rahe / mAlUma bhI hai, lekina pakar3a nahIM pA rahe smRti meN| Apako jo yAda hai, usako Apa tatkAla uttara de dete haiN| samaya bIta jAtA hai to bhUla jAtA hai, phira Apa tatkAla uttara nahIM de pAte / lekina agara Apako thor3A samaya mile, suvidhA mile, to Apa khoja le sakate haiM uttr| smati se AyA huA uttara pANDitya kA uttara hai| Apase kisI ne pachA. Izvara hai? to Apa jo bhI uttara deMge vaha pANDitya kA ho jAyegA / lekina koI mahAvIra se pache. to vaha uttara pANDitya kA nahIM hogA, vaha mahAvIra ke jAnane se niklegaa| vaha mahAvIra kI jAnakArI se nahIM nikalegA-jAnane se niklegaa| memorI 10
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________________ samaya aura mRtyu kA aMtarbodha se nahIM, kAMzasanesa se, caitanya se niklegaa| ___ mahAvIra koI baMdhA huA uttara taiyAra nahIM rakhate haiM ki Apa pUchege, vaha de deNge| unake pAsa reDImeDa kucha bhI nahIM hai| paMDita ke pAsa saba reDImeDa hai| Apa pUchege, vaha vahI uttara degA jo taiyAra hai| isalie eka bar3I kaThinAI khar3I hotI hai| mahAvIra kA Aja kA uttara jarUrI nahIM ki kala bhI ho, parasoM bhI ho / paMDita kA Aja bhI vahI hogA, kala bhI vahI hogA, parasoM bhI vahI hogaa| kyoMki paMDita ke pAsa vastutaH koI uttara nahIM hai, kevala eka jAnakArI hai| mahAvIra kA uttara roja badala jAyegA, roja badala sakatA hai, pratipala badala sakatA hai| kyoMki vaha koI jAnakArI nahIM hai| ___ mahAvIra kI cetanA jo pratidhvani karegI, isa pratidhvani meM aMtara par3egA, kyoMki pUchanevAlA roja badala jAyegA / aura pUchanevAle para nirbhara karegA / ise aisA samajheM-eka phoTogrApha hai , to phoTogrApha Aja bhI vahI zakla batAyegA, kala bhI vahI zakla batAyegA, parasoM bhI vahI zakla btaayegaa| kisI ko de deM dekhane ke lie, isase pharka nahIM pdd'egaa| eka darpaNa hai, darpaNa vahI zakla nahIM btaayegaa| jo dekhegA, usakI hI zakla btaayegaa| roja badala jAyegI zakla / pAMDitya phoTogrApha hai / saba pakkA baMdhA huA hai| hama usI AdamI ko bar3A paMDita kahate haiM jisakA phoTogrApha bilakula sApha hai, eka-eka rekhA-rekhA sApha dikhAyI par3atI ho| ___mahAvIra aura buddha jaise loga to darpaNa kI bhAMti haiN| ApakI zakla dikhAyI pdd'egii| isalie jaba prazna pUchanevAlA badala jAyegA to uttara badala jAyegA / paMDita kA uttara kabhI na bdlegaa| Apa sote se uThAkara pUcha lo, kucha bhI karo, usakA uttara nahIM badalegA / usakA uttara vahI rhegaa| __ isase eka bar3I kaThinAI paidA hotI hai| mahAvIra aura buddha ke vacanoM meM bar3I asaMgatiyAM dikhAyI par3atI haiM, dikhAyI pdd'eNgii| paMDita hI saMgata ho sakatA hai / AzuprajJa saMgata nahIM ho sakatA / kyoMki pratipala paristhiti badala jAtI hai, pUchanevAlA badala jAtA hai, saMdarbha badala jAtA hai, uttara badala jAtA hai, darpaNa kA pratibimba badala jAtA hai| Apa para nirbhara karegA ki mahAvIra kA uttara kyA hogaa| pUchanevAle para nirbhara karegA ki uttara kyA hogaa| isalie mahAvIra kahate haiM, AzaprajJa paNDita, jisakI prajJA pratipala taiyAra hai uttara dene ko / prajJA, jisakA jJAna, pratipala taiyAra hai uttara dene ko| 'AzuprajJa paMDita puruSa ko moha-nidrA meM soye hue saMsArI manuSyoM ke bIca rahakara bhI saba taraha se jAgarUka rahanA caahie|' mahAvIra kahate haiM ki jisako bhI aisI prajJA meM thira rahanA hai, aise jJAna meM thira rahanA hai, aise jJAna meM gati karate jAnA hai, use saMsArI soye hue manuSyoM ke bIca rahakara bhI saba taraha se jAgarUka rahanA cAhie / rahanA to par3egA hI soye hue logoM ke bIca / kyoMki ve hI haiM, aura to koI hai bhI nahIM / bhAgane se koI sAra bhI nahIM hai| kahIM bhI bhAga jAo, soye hue logoM ke bIca hI rahanA par3egA / yaha jarA samajha lene jaisA hai| akasara loga socate haiM ki zahara choDakara gAMva calA jaauuN| gAMva meM bhI soye hae loga hI haiN| koI socatA hai. gAMva chor3akara jaMgala calA jAye / lekina Apako kabhI khayAla na AyA hogA ki jaMgala ke paudhe manuSya se jyAdA soye hue haiM, isalie to paudhe haiN| aura jaMgala ke pazu-pakSI manuSya se jyAdA soye hue haiM, isalie to pazu-pakSI haiM / ye manuSya bhI kabhI pazu-pakSI the aura paudhe the| ye thor3e-thor3e jAgakara manuSya taka A gae haiN| agara eka AdamI manuSyoM ko chor3akara jaMgala jA rahA hai to vaha aura bhI gahana, soyI huI cetanAoM ke bIca jA rahA hai| vahAM use zAMti mAlUma par3a sakatI hai| usakA kula kAraNa itanA hai ki vaha ina soye hue prANiyoM kI bhASA nahIM samajha rahA hai| 11
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________________ mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 2 lekina sArA jaMgala soyA haA hai| ye soye hae vakSa,soye hae manuSya hI haiN| jo kabhI manuSya ho jaayeNge| ye jAge hae manuSya jo dikhAyI par3a rahe haiM, ye thor3e se Age bar3ha gaye vRkSa hI haiM jo kabhI vRkSa the / pIche lauTane meM cUMki bhASA kA patA nahIM calatA, isalie AdamI socatA hai, jaMgala meM ThIka rhegaa| na koI rahegA AdamI, na koI hogA upadrava / upadrava na hone kA kula kAraNa itanA hai ki AdamI kI bhASA jaldI coTa karatI hai, aura jyAdA hoza rakhanA par3atA hai, nahIM to coTa se bacA nahIM jA sktaa| AdamI gAlI degA to krodha jaldI A jaayegaa| patthara kI coTa paira meM lagegI to utanI jaldI krodha nahIM AyegA kyoMki hama socate haiM, patthara hai| choTe baccoM ko A jAtA hai| kyoMki abhI unako patA nahIM hai ki patthara aura AdamI meM pharka karanA hai| vaha patthara ko bhI gAlI deMge, DaMDA uThAkara patthara ko bhI maareNge| kabhI-kabhI Apa bhI bacakAne hote haiM, taba vaisA kara lete haiN| kalama ThIka se nahIM calatI to gAlI dekara pharza para paTaka dete haiN| lekina cAhe kahIM bhI cale jAo, mahAvIra kahate haiM, saMsAra meM to rahanA hI pdd'egaa| saMsAra kA matalaba hI hai, soyI huI cetanAoM kI bhiidd'| yaha bhIr3a cAhe badala lo, cAhe vRkSoM kI ho, cAhe pazuoM kI ho, cAhe manuSyoM kI ho, yaha bhIr3a to maujUda hai / yaha sthiti hai, isase bacA nahIM jA sktaa| saMsAra anivArya hai, usase taba taka bacA nahIM jA sakatA, jaba taka hama pUrI taraha jAga na jaayeN| to AzuprajJa paMDita ko bhI, jo isa jAgane kI ceSTA meM satata saMlagna hai, soye hue logoM ke bIca rahanA pdd'egaa| to use sadA jAgarUka rahanA cAhie / kyoM? __ kyoMki nIMda bhI saMkrAmaka hai, inaphaikzasa hai| yahAM itane loga baiThe haiM, hama saba saMkrAmaka rUpa se jIte haiN| abhI eka AdamI khAMsa de, tabhI patA calegA, dasa bIsa loga khAMsane lgeNge| kyA ho gayA? abhI taka ye cupacApa baiThe the, inake gale ko kyA ho gayA? abhI taka koI gar3abar3a na thii| eka AdamI ne khAMsanA zurU kiyA, dasa bIsa loga khAMsanA zurU kara deNge| saMkrAmaka hai| hama anukaraNa se jIte haiN| eka AdamI pezAba karane calA jAye to kaI logoM ko khayAla ho jAyegA ki pezAba karane jAnA hai| saMkrAmaka hai| hama eka dUsare ke hisAba se jI rahe haiN| hiTalara apanI sabhAoM meM apane dasa pAMca AdamiyoM ko dasa jagaha biThA rakhatA thaa| ThIka vakta para dasa AdamI tAlI bajAte, vaha pUrA hAla tAliyoM se gUMja uThatA thaa| samajha gayA thA ki tAlI saMkrAmaka hai| dasa AdamI apane haiM, ve tAlI bajA dete haiM, phira bAkI dasa hajAra loga bhI tAlI bajA dete haiN| ye dasa hajAra logoM ko kyA ho gayA? inakI tAlI ko kyA ho gayA? ___ hamArA mana AsapAsa se ekadama prabhAvita hotA rahatA hai| bImAriyAM hI nahIM pakar3atI hamako, phlU hI nahIM pakar3atA hamako, eka dUsare se krodha bhI pakar3atA hai, moha bhI pakar3atA hai, lobha bhI pakar3atA hai, kAmavAsanA bhI pakar3atI hai| zarIra hI nahIM pakar3atA jIvANuoM ko, mana bhI pakar3atA hai| ___ isalie mahAvIra kahate haiM ki aise vyakti ko soye hue logoM ke bIca jAgarUka rahanA cAhie, kyoMki ve cAroM tarapha gahana nidrA meM so rahe haiN| unakI nidrA kI lahareM tumheM chuyeMgI / ve cAroM tarapha se tumhAre bhItara aayeNgii| tuma akele hI apanI nIMda ke lie jimmevAra nahIM ho, tuma eka nIMda ke sAgara meM ho jahAM cAroM tarapha se nIMda tumheM chyegii| agara tumane bahata ceSTA na kI to vaha nIMda tumheM pakar3a legii| vaha nIMda tumheM DubA degii| koI tumheM DubAne kI usakI AkAMkSA nahIM hai, yaha koI sacetana prayAsa nahIM hai, yaha kevala sthiti hai| __kabhI Apane khayAla kiyA hai, agara dasa loga baiThe haiM aura eka AdamI jamhAI lene lage phaurana dUsare kucha loga jamhAI lenA zurU kara deNge| eka AdamI so jAye dUsare logoM ko nIMda pakar3ane lgegii| __ hama samUha kA eka aMga haiM jaba taka hama pUre nahIM jAga gye| jaba taka koI vyakti pUrA nahIM jAgA, taba taka vaha vyakti nahIM hai, bhIr3a 12
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________________ samaya aura mRtyu kA aMtarbodha hai| taba taka vaha kitanA hI samajhe ki maiM alaga hUM, vaha alaga hai nhiiN| ___ isalie bar3I maje kI ghaTanAeM ghaTatI haiN| duniyA meM bar3e pApa vyakti se nahIM hote, bhIr3a se hote haiN| kyoMki bhIr3a meM saMkramaNa ho jAtA hai| hajAra logoM kI bhIr3a maMdira ko jalA rahI hai yA masjida meM Aga lagA rahI hai| inameM se eka-eka AdamI ko alaga karake pUche ki masjida meM Aga lagAnA cAhate ho? maMdira tor3anA cAhate ho? kyA hogA? eka-eka AdamI ko alaga pUche, vaha kahegA, nahIM, isase kucha hone vAlA nahIM hai, isameM koI sAra bhI nahIM hai| phira kyA kara rahe the? lekina hajAra AdamiyoM kI bhIr3a meM vaha AdamI thA hI nahIM, vaha sirpha bhIr3a kA eka hissA thA / isalie bar3A pApa bhIr3a karatI hai| choTe pApa nijI hote haiM / bar3e pApa sAmUhika hote haiN| jitanA bar3A pApa karanA ho, utanI bar3I bhIr3a caahie| kyoMki bhIr3a meM vyakti ko jo nija kI jimmedArI hai vaha kho jAtI hai| bhIr3a meM vyakti apane meM nahIM raha jaataa| bhIr3a meM use lagatA hai, eka sAgara hai jisameM bahe cale jA rahe haiM / bhIr3a meM use aisA nahIM lagatA hai ki maiM kara rahA hUM, bhIr3a kara rahI hai, maiM sirpha sAtha huuN| ___ kabhI Apane khayAla kiyA, agara bhIr3a tejI se cala rahI ho, Apake paira bhI teja ho jAte haiM / hiTalara ne apane sainikoM ko Adeza de rakhe the ki jaba bhI tuma calo to eka dUsare ke zarIra chUte raheM / agara pacAsa AdamI cala rahe hoM, aura eka dUsare ke zarIra chUte haiM aura r3ate haiM, to Apa usa laya meM phaMsa jAyeMge / jaba unakA hAtha Apako chayegA to unakA joza bhI Apake bhItara calA jaayegaa| aura jaba unake kadama kI cApa Apake sira meM par3egI to ApakA kadama bhI vaisA hI par3ane lgegaa| pacAsa AdamiyoM kI bhIr3a meM Apa akele nahIM raha jAte, Apa sirpha eka aMga ho jAte haiM, eka bar3I cetanA kA hissA ho jAte haiM / aura vaha cetanA phira Apako pravAhita kara letI hai / jaise nadI kI dhAra meM koI bahatA ho aura jaba nadI varSA ke pUra meM AyI ho jaba koI bahatA ho, vaisA asahAya AdamI ho jAtA hai bhIr3a meN| isalie sAre loga bhIr3a banAkara jIte haiM / rASTra bhIr3oM ke nAma haiN| dharma bhIr3oM ke nAma haiM- hiMduoM kI bhIr3a, musalamAnoM kI bhIr3a, jainoM kI bhIr3a, hiMdustAna, pAkistAna, cIna, rUsa-ye saba bhIr3oM ke nAma haiN| rUsa khatare meM hai. to phira sArA mAmalA khatma ho gyaa| bhArata khatare meM hai. to phira Apa vyakti nahIM raha jAte / sirpha eka baDI bhIDa ke hisse raha jAte haiN| phira usameM Apa bahate haiN| rAjanIti bhIr3oM ko saMcAlita karane kI kalA hai| isalie jahAM bhI bhIDa hai vahAM rAjanIti hogii| cAhe vaha dharma kI bhIDa kyoM na ho rAjanIti A jaayegii| isalie maiM Apase kahatA hUM, dharma kA saMbaMdha hai vyakti se aura rAjanIti kA saMbaMdha hai bhIr3a se / jahAM dharma bhI bhIr3a se saMbaMdhita hotA hai vahAM rAjanIti kA rUpa hai| isalie hiMduoM kI bhIr3a, musalamAnoM kI bhIr3a, IsAiyoM kI bhIr3a , ye saba rAjanIti ke rUpa haiM, inakA dharma se koI saMbaMdha nahIM hai| dharma kA saMbaMdha hai vyakti se| dharma kI ceSTA hI yahI hai ki vyakti ko hama bhIDa se kaise makta kareM, vaha bhIr3a ke upadrava se kaise bAhara Aye, bhIr3a ke prabhAva se kaise chUTe, yahI to dharma kI sArI ceSTA hai| lekina dharma bhI bhIr3a bana jAtA hai, aura dharma bhIr3a bana jAtA hai to usase muzkila ho jAtI hai, kaThinAI khar3I hotI hai| yuddha meM sainika hI bhIr3a meM nahIM lar3ate, loga masjidoM meM, maMdiroM meM, bhIr3a meM prArthanA bhI karate haiM / baha jAyeMge Apa / baha jAnA nidrA meM bhI ho jAyegA, mahAvIra kahate haiN| isalie jAge hue vyakti ko AsapAsa pUre vakta saceta rahanA pdd'egaa| saba tarapha se nIMda A rahI hai, saba tarapha soye hue loga haiM / krodha AyegA, lobha AyegA, moha AyegA, saba tarapha se baha rahA hai, jaise ki koI AdamI saba tarapha se gaMdI nAliyAM baha rahI hoM aura unake bIca meM baiThA ho| usako bahuta saceta rahanA par3egA anyathA ve gaMdI nAliyAM use bhI gaMdA kara deNgii| usakI sacetanA hI usako pavitra rakha sakatI hai| isalie mahAvIra kahate haiM, saba taraha se jAgarUka rahanA cAhie, saba taraha se| isalie bahuta adabhuta vacana unhoMne kahA hai|
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________________ mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 2 'aura kisI kA bhI vizvAsa nahIM karanA caahie|' isakA yaha matalaba nahIM hai ki mahAvIra avizvAsa sikhA rahe haiN| mahAvIra kahate haiM, tumane kisI kA vizvAsa kiyA, soye hue AdamI kA, to tuma khuda so jaaoge| tumane agara soye hue AdamI kA vizvAsa kiyA to tuma so jAoge, kyoMki vizvAsa kA matalaba yaha hai ki aba sacetana rahane kI koI bhI jarUrata nahIM hai| ise thor3A samajha leN| jisakA hama vizvAsa karate haiM, usase hameM sacetana nahIM rahanA pdd'taa| eka ajanabI AdamI Apake kamare meM Thahara jAye to Apa rAta ThIka se so na paayeNge| kyoM? __ajanabI AdamI kamare meM hai, patA nahIM kyA kare! nIMda ukhar3I-ukhar3I rahegI, rAta meM do-cAra daphA Apa AMkha kholakara dekha leMge ki kucha kara to nahIM rahA / ApakI patnI Apake kamare meM so rahI hai, Apa maje se ghor3e becakara so jAte haiM, kyoMki aba ajanabI nahIM, aura jo bhI kara sakatI thI, kara cukI / aba saba paricita hai| aba jo kucha bhI hogA, hogaa| aba isameM kucha aisA nayA kucha hone vAlA nahIM hai| koI bhaya nahIM hai| Apa cetanA kho sakate haiN| Apako cetana rahane kI koI jarUrata nahIM hai| isIlie to naye makAna meM, naye kamare meM nIMda nahIM aatii| sthiti nayI hai, Adatana nahIM hai| naye bistara para nIMda nahIM AtI, naye logoM ke bIca nIMda nahIM AtI, kyoMki sthiti nayI hai aura thor3A-sA hoza rakhanA par3atA hai| pUrA bharosA nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| __ mahAvIra kahate haiM, jInA jagata meM jaise ajanabiyoM ke bIca hI ho sadA-sTeMjarsa...! hai hI saccAI yaha / pati aura patnI cAhe bIsa sAla cAhe cAlIsa sAla sAtha rahe hoM, ajanabI haiN| kabhI bhI koI pahacAna ho nahIM pAtI; sTreMjarsa haiN| mAna lete haiM bIsa sAla sAtha rahane ke kAraNa ki aba hama paricita ho gaye haiN| kyA khAka paricita ho gaye! koI paricita nahIM hote, koI paricita nahIM hotA, saba AilaiMDa bane rahate haiM, apane-apane meM dvIpa bane rahate haiN| paricaya ho jAtA hai UparI, nAma-dhAma, ThikAnA, yaha saba patA ho jAtA hai, zakala-sUrata, lekina bhItara kyA saMbhAvanAeM chipI haiM, usakA kucha paricaya nahIM hotA, koI pahacAna nahIM hotii| __mahAvIra kahate haiM, kisI kA vizvAsa mata krnaa| isakA kyA matalaba hai? isakA matalaba yaha nahIM hai ki avizvAsI ho jAnA, anTrasTiMga ho jAnA / isakA yaha matalaba nahIM ki hara AdamI ko samajhanA ki beImAna hai, hara AdamI ko samajhanA ki cora hai| isase kaI logoM ko bar3I prasannatA hogI ki kisI kA vizvAsa mata karanA / ve kaheMge, yaha to hama kara hI rahe haiM, yaha to hamArI sAdhanA hI hai| kisI kA vizvAsa hama karate kahAM haiM? apanA nahIM karate, dUsare kI to bAta hI dUsarI hai| . koI kisI kA vizvAsa nahIM kara rahA hai, magara vaha artha nahIM hai mahAvIra kA, ise ThIka se samajha leM hama avizvAsa karate haiM, lekina vaha avizvAsa mahAvIra kA prayojana nahIM hai| mahAvIra kahate haiM, kisI kA vizvAsa na karanA isa kAraNa, tAki tuma so na jaao| nikaTatama bhI tumhAre koI ho to bhI itanA vizvAsa mata karanA ki aba hoza rakhane kI koI jarUrata nahIM hai| hoza to tuma rakhanA hI, jAge to tuma rahanA hii| kyoMki jo nikaTatama haiM unhIM se bImAriyAM AsAnI se AtI haiN| ve karIba haiM unakA roga jaldI lagatA hai| hoza to rakhanA hii| agara tuma hoza khokara apanI patnI yA apane pati, yA apane beTe, yA apanI mAM ke pAsa bhI baiThe ho, to usakI bImAriyAM tumhAre bhItara praveza kara rahI haiM / tumhArA citta paharedAra banA hI rahe aura mana kI koI bImArI tumameM praveza na kara paaye| baddha kahate the, ki jisa makAna ke bAhara pahare para koI baiThA ho, cora usameM praveza nahIM karate / jisa makAna kA dIyA jalA ho aura ghara ke bAhara rozanI A rahI ho, cora usa makAna se jarA dUra hI rahate haiM / ThIka aise hI jisake bhItara hoza kA dIyA jalA ho, ThIka aise hI jisane sAvadhAnI ko pahare para rakhA ho, usake bhItara mana kI bImAriyAM praveza nahIM krtiiN| jarA dUra hI rahatI haiN| 14
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________________ samaya aura mRtyu kA aMtarbodha hama aise jIte haiM ki na koI pahare para hai, na ghara kA dIyA jalA hai, aMdhakAra hai ghanA, coroM ke lie nimaMtraNa hai, aura cAroM tarapha hamAre cora maujUda haiN| hama gaDDA bana jAte haiM, ve hamameM baha jAte haiM bhItara / ___ khayAla kareM, eka udAsa AdamI Akara Apake ghara baiTha jAtA hai| kabhI Apane khayAla kiyA hai, thor3I dera meM Apa bhI udAsa ho jAte haiM ! eka haMsatA huA, muskurAtA huA AdamI Apake ghara meM A jAtA hai| kabhI Apane khayAla kiyA, Apa bhI muskurAne lagate haiM, prasanna ho jAte haiN| choTe baccoM ko dekhakara Apako itanA acchA kyoM lagatA hai? choTe bacce usakA kAraNa nahIM haiN| choTe bacce prasanna haiN| unakI prasannatA saMkrAmaka ho jAtI hai / ve nAca rahe haiM, kUda rahe haiM, saMsAra kA unheM abhI koI patA nahIM, musIbatoM kA unheM abhI koI bodha nhiiN| abhI ve naye-naye khile phUloM jaise haiM / na unhoMne tUphAna dekhe, na AMdhiyAM dekhIM, na abhI sUraja kI tapatI huI Aga dekhI, abhI unheM kucha bhI patA nhiiN| unako dekhakara Apa bhI prasanna ho jAte haiN| choTe baccoM ke bIca bhI agara koI udAsa baiThA rahe to samajho ki sAdhu... / matalaba yaha ki use bahuta ceSTA karake udAsa rahanA par3e, vaha bImAra hai, paitholAjikala hai, rugNa hai| choTe baccoM ke bIca to koI prasanna ho hI jaayegaa| neharU ko choTe baccoM se bahuta lagAva thaa| usakA kAraNa, choTe bacce nahIM the, rAjanIti kI bImArI thii| baccoM meM jAkara ve duSToM ko bhUla pAte the, jinase ghire the, jinake bIca the, jisa upadrava meM par3e the| vaha baccoM ke bIca jAkara halkA ho jAtA thA mana / jaise ki koI hAlI-De para pahAr3a calA gayA, chuTTI manA lii| choTe baccoM ke bIca unakA honA isa bAta kA sUcaka thA ki neharU mana se rAjanItijJa nahIM the, isalie choTe baccoM kI talAza thI, tAki ina AdamiyoM se baceM jo unako ghere hue the| neharU kama se kama rAjanItijJa AdamI the, niyati unakI vaha nahIM thii| niyati to thI ki vaha kavi hote / hiMdustAna ne eka bar3A kavi kho diyA, aura eka kamajora rAjanItijJa paayaa| ve ho nahIM sakate the| koI upAya nahIM thaa| unake lie koI vahAM gati nahIM thii| isalie bacAva karate the, baccoM ke sAtha hI khelate the aura prasanna ho jAte the| jaise vahAM unako nikaTatA mAlUma hotI thI, sAnidhya mAlUma hotA thaa| ... jahAM bhI Apa haiM, Apa prabhAvita ho rahe haiN| kaise logoM ke bIca Apa haiM, Apa vaise ho jaayeNge| to mahAvIra kahate haiM, 'kisI kA vizvAsa mata krnaa|' isakA matalaba yaha huA ki agara koI aura haMsatA hai aura Apako haMsI A jAtI hai to samajhanA ki ApakI haMsI jhUThI hai| koI aura rotA hai aura Apako ronA A jAtA hai, to samajhanA ki ronA jhUThA hai| na yaha haMsI ApakI hai, na yaha ronA ApakA hai| yaha saba udhAra hai| __ aura hama saba udhArI meM jIte haiM, hama bilakula udhArI meM jIte haiM / eka philma meM Apa dekha lete haiM koI karuNa dRzya aura ApakI AMkhoM meM AMsU bahane lagate haiN| ye udhAra haiN| kucha bhI to vahAM nahIM ho rahA hai| parde para kevala dhUpa-chAyA kA khela hai, magara Apa rone lge| vaha batA rahA hai ki Apa kisa bhAMti bAhara se saMkrAmita hote haiN| phira thor3I dera meM Apa haMsane lgeNge| ApakI haMsI bhI bAhara se khIMcI jAtI hai aura ApakA ronA bhI bAhara se khIMcA jAtA hai| ApakI apanI koI AtmA hai? jisakA saba kucha bAhara se saMcAlita ho rahA hai, usake pAsa koI AtmA nahIM hai| mahAvIra kahate haiM, 'jAgarUka rahanA, kisI kA vizvAsa mata krnaa|' isakA matalaba yaha hai ki kisI ko bhI isa bhAMti mata svIkAra karanA ki vahAM tumheM asAvadhAna rahane kI suvidhA mile| tuma mAnakara calanA ki tuma eka ajanabI deza meM ho, ajanabI logoM ke bIca, eka AuTa sAiDara ho, jahAM koI tumhArA apanA nahIM, jahAM saba parAye haiN| saba apane-apane haiM, koI kisI dUsare kA nahIM hai| lekina hama saba dhokhA dete haiN| patnI kahatI, ki maiM ApakI / pati kahatA, ki maiM tumhArA / bApa kahatA hai beTe se, ki maiM tumhArA / beTA kahatA, mAM se, ki maiM tumhArA / saba apane-apane haiN| koI yahAM kisI kA nahIM hai| cAroM tarapha hama ise roja dekhate haiM, phira bhI eka-dUsare
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________________ mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 2 ko kahate haiM, maiM tumhArA, maiM tumhAre binA na jI sakU~gA, aura saba sabake binA jI lete haiN| magara yaha kaThora hai, sty| ___ mahAvIra kahate haiM, koI apanA nahIM / isakA yaha matalaba nahIM hai ki saba duzmana haiN| isakA kula matalaba itanA hai ki tuma hoza rkhnaa| jaise ki koI AdamI yuddha ke maidAna para hoza rakhatA hai / eka kSaNa bhI cUkatA nahIM, behozI ko Ane nahIM detA, talavAra sajaga rakhatA, dhAra painI rakhatA, AMkha teja rakhatA, cAroM tarapha caukannA hotA hai| kabhI bhI, kisI bhI kSaNa jarA-sI behozI aura khatarA ho jAyegA / ThIka vaise jInA jaise ki pratipala kurukSetra hai, pratipala yuddha hai, kisI kA vizvAsa na karanA / 'kAla nirdayI hai, aura zarIra durbala / ' ina satyoM ko smaraNa rakhanA ki kAla nirdayI hai| samaya ApakI jarA bhI cintA nahIM karatA / samaya ApakA vicAra hI nahIM karatA, bahA calA jAtA hai| samaya ko Apako hone kA koI patA hI nahIM hai| samaya Apako kSamA nahIM karatA / samaya Apako savidhA nahIM detaa| samaya lauTakara nahIM AtA / samaya se Apa kitanI hI prArthanA kareM, koI prArthanA nahIM sunI jaatii| samaya aura Apake bIca koI bhI saMbaMdha nahIM hai| mauta A jAye dvAra para aura Apa kaheM ki eka ghaDI bhara Thahara jA, abhI mujhe lar3ake kI zAdI karanI hai, ki abhI to kucha kAma pUrA huA nahIM, makAna adhUrA banA hai| eka bUr3hI mahilA saMnyAsa lenA cAhatI thI, do mahIne pahale / usakI bar3I AkAMkSA thI saMnyAsa le lene kii| magara usake beTe khilApha the ki saMnyAsa nahIM lene deNge| maiMne usake eka beTe ko bulAkara pUchA ki ThIka hai, saMnyAsa mata lene do, kyoMki bUr3hI strI hai, tuma para nirbhara hai aura itanA sAhasa bhI usakA nahIM hai| lekina kala agara ise mauta A jAye to tuma mauta se kyA kahoge, ki nahIM marane deNge| jaise ki koI bhI uttara detA, beTe ne uttara diyA / kahA ki mauta kaba AyegI, kaba nahIM AyegI, dekhA jaayegaa| magara saMnyAsa nahIM lene deNge| aura abhI do mahIne bhI nahIM haA aura vaha strI mara gyii| jisa dina vaha mara gayI. usake beTe kI khabara AyI ki kyA deMge, hama use gairika vastroM meM mAlA pahanAkara saMnyAsI kI taraha citA para car3hA deM! 'kAla nirdayI hai| lekina aba koI artha bhI nahIM hai, kyoMki saMnyAsa koI aisI bAta nahIM hai ki vaha Upara se DAla diyA jAye / na jindA para DAlA jA sakatA hai, na murdA para DAlA jA sakatA hai| saMnyAsa liyA jAtA hai, diyA nahIM jA sakatA / marA AdamI kaise saMnyAsa legA? diyA jA sake to mare ko bhI diyA jA sakatA hai| __ saMnyAsa diyA jA hI nahIM sakatA, liyA jA sakatA hai| inTeMzanala hai, bhItara abhiprAya hai| vahI kImatI hai, bAhara kI ghaTanA kA to koI mUlya nahIM hai| bhItara koI lenA cAhatA thA / saMsAra se UbA thA, saMsAra kI vyarthatA dikhAyI par3I thI, kisI aura AyAma meM yAtrA karane kI abhIpsA jagI thI, vaha thI bAta / aba to koI artha nahIM hai, lekina aba ye beTe apane mana ko samajhA rahe haiN| mauta ko to na samajhA pAye. apane mana ko samajhA rahe haiN| mauta ko to nahIM roka sakate ki ruko. abhI hama na jAne deNge| mAM ko roka sakate the| mAM bhI ruka gayI kyoMki use bhI mauta kA sApha-sApha bodha nahIM thaa| nahIM to rukane kA koI kAraNa bhI nahIM thaa| mAM DarI ki beToM ke binA kaise jIyegI! aura aba, aba beToM ke binA hI jInA pdd'egaa| aba isa lambe yAtrApatha para beTe dubArA nahIM mileNge| aura mila bhI jAyeM to pahacAneMge nhiiN| __'kAla nirdayI hai', isakA artha yaha hai ki samaya ApakI cintA nahIM krtaa| isalie, isa bharose mata baiThe rahanA ki Aja nahIM kala kara leMge, kala nahIM parasoM kara leNge| posTapona mata karanA, sthagita mata karanA / kyoMki jisake bharose sthagita kara rahe ho, usako jarA bhI dayA nahIM hai / dayA nahIM hai, isakA yaha matalaba nahIM ki vaha koI ApakA duzmana hai / nirapekSa hai, koI saMbaMdha hI nahIM hai usako Apase / Apa hoMge ki nahIM hoMge, isase kyA pharka par3atA hai samaya kI dhArA ko? eka tinakA nadI meM baha rahA hai, nadI ko kyA lenA-denA hai ki tinakA bahegA ki nahIM bahegA, ki tinake ke sahAre nadI baha rahI hai| hAlAMki tinake yahI socate haiM ki agara hamana hue, nadI kaise bahegI! 16
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________________ samaya aura mRtyu kA aMtabodha eka bUr3hI aurata kA murgA bAMga detA thA eka gAMva meM / to vaha socatI thI, sUraja usI kI vajaha se ugatA hai / na murgA bAMga degA, na sUraja ugegA / aba yaha bilakula tarkayukta thaa| kyoMki roja jaba murgA bAMga detA thA tabhI sUraja ugatA thA / aisA kabhI huA hI nahIM thA ki sUraja binA murge kI bAMga ke ugA ho, isalie yaha bAta bilakula tarka zuddha thii| phira eka dina bur3hiyA gAMva para nArAja ho gyii| kinhIM logoM ne use nArAja kara diyA, to usane kahA, Thaharo / pachatAoge pIche / calI jAUMgI apane murge ko lekara dUsare gAMva / taba rooge, chAtI pIToge, jaba sUraja nahIM ugegaa| nArAjagI meM bur3hiyA apane murge ko lekara dUsare gAMva calI gyii| dUsare gAMva meM murge ne bAMga dI aura sUraja ugaa| bur3hiyA ne kahA, aba ro rahe hoNge| sUraja yahAM uga rahA hai, jahAM murgA bAMga de rahA hai| tinakA bhI socatA hai, maiM na hoUMgA to nadI kaise bhegii| Apa bhI socate haiM, Apa na hoMge to saMsAra kaise hogA! hara AdamI yahI socatA hai| kabroM meM jAkara dekheM, bahuta aise socane vAle kabroM meM dabe par3e haiM jo socate the unake binA saMsAra kaise hogaa| aura saMsAra bar3e maje meM hai, saMsAra unako bilakula bhUla hI gyaa| saMsAra ko koI patA hI nahIM hai| ___ hara AdamI ke marane para hama kahate haiM ki apUraNIya kSati ho gayI, aba kabhI bharI na jA sakegI, aura phira bilakula bhUla jAte haiM, phira patA hI nahIM calatA ki kisakI apuraNIya kSati hii| aisA lagatA hai, saba andhakAra ho gyaa| aura koI andhakAra nahIM hotA / dIye jalate cale jAte haiM, phUla khilate cale jAte haiN| samaya kI dhArA nirapekSa hai| Apase kucha lenA-denA nahIM / samaya se Apa kucha kara sakate haiM, samaya kA Apa koI upayoga kara sakate haiN| tinakA nadI kA upayoga karake sAgara bhI pahuMca sakatA hai, kinAre para bhI aTaka sakatA hai, DUba bhI sakatA hai| lekina nadI ko koI prayojana nahIM hai| samaya kI dhArA bahI jAtI hai| Apa usakA koI upayoga kara sakate haiN| Apa sirpha eka upayoga karate haiM, sthagita karane kA / kala kareMge, parasoM kareMge, chor3ate cale jAte haiM isa bharose ki kala bhI hogA! lekina kala kabhI hotA nahIM hai| __kala kabhI bhI nahIM hotA hai| jaba bhI hAtha meM AtA hai, to AtA hai Aja / aura usako bhI kala para chor3a dete haiN| jIte hI nahIM, sthagita kiye cale jAte haiN| kala jI leMge, parasoM jI leNge| phira eka dina dvAra para mauta khar3I ho jAtI hai, vaha kSaNa bhara kA avasara nahIM detI hai aura taba hama pachatAte haiN| vaha saba jo sthagita kiyA haA jIvana hai, saba Apake sAmane khar3A ho jAtA hai ki kyA-kyA jI sakate the, kyA ho sakatA thA, kitane aMkura nikala sakate the jIvana meM, kitanI yAtrA ho sakatI thI, vaha kucha bhI na ho paayii| taba pIche lauTakara dekhate haiM to kucha tijoriyoM meM rupaye dikhAyI par3ate haiM, jinako bhara liyA, jIvana ke mUlya para / kucha lar3ake-bacce dikhAyI par3ate haiM, jinako bar3A kara liyA jIvana ke mUlya para / ve cAroM tarapha baiThe haiM khATa ke aura soca rahe haiM ki cAbI kisake hAtha lagatI hai| ro rahe haiM, lekina dhyAna cAbI para hai| inako baDA kara liyA jIvana ke mUlya para / hisAba-kitAba, khAtA-bahI, baiMka saba ca haTa jaayeNge| ApakA khAtA kisI aura ke nAma ho jAyegA / ApakA makAna kisI aura kA nivAsa sthAna bana jaayegaa| ApakI AkAMkSAeM kinhIM aura ke bhUta bana jAyeMgI, una para savAra ho jAyeMgI aura Apa bidA ho jaayeNge| aura Apane sAre jIvana, jo bhI mUlyavAna thA, usako sthagita kiyaa| hama dharma ko sthagita karate haiM aura adharma ko jIte haiN| krodha hama abhI kara lete haiM, dhyAna hama kahate haiM, kala kara leNge| prArthanA hama kahate haiM, kala kara leMge, beImAnI hama abhI kara lete haiN| dharma ko karate haiM sthagita, adharma ko abhI jI lete haiN| lekina kyoM? hamako bhI patA hai ki jo kala para sthagita kiyA vaha ho nahIM pAyegA; isalie jo hama karanA cAhate haiM, vaha Aja kara lete haiN| jo hama nahIM karanA 17 .
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________________ mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 2 cAhate haiM, aura kevala dikhAte haiM ki karanA cAhate haiM vaha hama kala para chor3a dete haiN| isameM gaNita hai sApha / koI mahAvIra ko hI patA hai, aisA nahIM, hamako bhI patA hai| hamako bhI patA hai, krodha karanA ho, abhI kara lo| hama kabhI nahIM kahate, kala krodha kreNge| ___ gurajiepha kA pitA marA, to usane beTe ke kAna meM kahA ki tU eka vacana mujhe de de / mere pAsa aura kucha tujhe dene ko nahIM hai| lekina jo maiMne jIvana meM sarvAdhika mUlyavAna pAyA hai vaha maiM tujhase kaha detA huuN| vaha nau hI sAla kA thA lar3akA, samajha bhI nahIM sakatA thA ki bApa kyA kaha rahA hai / lekina usane kahA, itanA tU yAda kara le, kabhI na kabhI samajha jaayegaa| jaba bhI tujhe krodha Aye, to caubIsa ghaNTe bAda karanA / koI gAlI de, suna lenA, samajha lenA, kyA kaha rahA hai, usako ThIka se dekha lenA, kyA usakA matalaba hai, usakI pUrI sthiti samajha lenA tAki ta ThIka se krodha kara ske| aura usase kaha AnA ki aba maiM caubIsa ghaNTe bAda Akara uttara duuNgaa| gurajiepha bAda meM kahatA thA, usa eka vAkya ne mere pUre jIvana ko badala DAlA / vaha eka vAkya hI mujhe dhArmika banA gyaa| kyoMki caubIsa ghaNTe bAda krodha kiyA hI nahIM jA sakA / vaha usI vakta kiyA jA sakatA hai| jo bhI kiyA jA sakatA hai, usI vakta kiyA jA sakatA hai| aura jaba krodha na kiyA jA sakA, aura burAI na kI jA sakI, to jo zakti baca gayI usakA kyA karanA? to gurajiepha ne dhyAna kara liyA Aja aura krodha kiyA kala / hama krodha karate haiM Aja, aura dhyAna kareMge kala / zakti krodha meM cuka jAyegI, dhyAna kabhI hogA nhiiN| gurajiepha kI zakti dhyAna meM baha gayI, krodha kabhI huA nhiiN| jo hama karanA cAhate haiM, hama bhI jAnate haiM, Aja kara lo / samaya kA koI bharosA nhiiN| mahAvIra hI jAnate haiM, aisA nahIM, hama bhI jAnate haiN| jo hama karanA cAhate haiM, abhI kara lete haiM / jo hama nahIM karanA cAhate-hama beImAna haiM, nahIM karanA cAhate to sApha kahanA cAhie, nahIM karanA cAhate haiM lekina hama hoziyAra haiN| apane ko dhokhA dete haiN| hama kahate haiM karanA to hama cAhate haiM, lekina abhI samaya nahIM hai| kala kara leNge| __ise ThIka se samajha leM / jise Apa kala para chor3a rahe haiM, jAna leM, Apa karanA nahIM cAhate haiM / yaha acchA hogA, ImAnadArI hogI apane prati ki maiM karanA hI nahIM cAhatA / isalie to zAyada Apako coTa bhI lagegI ki kyA maiM dhyAna karanA hI nahIM cAhatA? kyA maiM zAMta honA hI nahIM cAhatA? kyA maiM apane ko jAnanA hI nahIM cAhatA? kyA isa jIvana ke rahasya meM maiM utaranA hI nahIM cAhatA? ___ agara Apa ImAnadAra hoM to Apako coTa lgegii| zAyada Apako khayAla Aye ki maiM galatI kara rahA huuN| yaha karane yogya jo hai, maiM chor3a rahA haM / hoziyArI yaha hai ki hama kahate haiM, karanA to hama cAhate haiN| kauna manA kara rahA hai? mere pAsa loga Ate haiM, ve kahate haiM, sAdhanA meM to hama jAnA cAhate haiN| kauna manA kara rahA hai? lekina abhI nhiiN| yaha hai tarakIba / isa tarakIba meM unako yaha nahIM dikhAyI par3atA ki jo hama nahIM karanA cAhate, use hama bhrama pAla rahe haiM ki hama karanA cAhate haiN| __ mahAvIra kahate haiM, 'kAla hai nirdayI, aura zarIra durbl|' kAla para bharosA nahIM kiyA jA sakatA, usase hamArA koI saMbaMdha nahIM hai aura zarIra hai durbala / zarIra para hama bahuta bharosA karate haiN| zarIra para hama itanA bharosA karate haiM jo ki Azcaryajanaka hai| kyA hai hamAre zarIra kI kSamatA? kyA hai zakti? 98 DigrI garmI aura 110 DigrI garmI ke bIca meM 12 DigrI garmI ApakI kSamatA hai| idhara jarA nIce utara jAyeM, 95 DigrI ho jAye, phaisalA ho gyaa| udhara jarA 110 ke karIba pahuMcane lage, phaisalA ho gyaa| 12 DigrI garmI Apake zarIra kI kSamatA hai| umra kitanI hai ApakI? isa virATa astitva meM jahAM samaya ko nApane ke lie koI upAya nahIM hai, vahAM Apa kitanI dera jIte haiM? sattara varSa, assI varSa, koI sau varSa jI gayA to camatkAra hai| sau varSa hameM bahuta lagate haiN| kyA hai sau varSa isa samaya kI dhArA meM? kucha bhI nahIM hai| kyoMki pIche hai ananta dhArA, jo kabhI prAraMbha nahIM huii| aura Age hai ananta dhArA, jo kabhI anta nahIM hogii| isa ananta meM sau 18
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________________ samaya aura mRtyu kA aMtarbodha varSa kA kyA hai artha? isa sau varSa meM bhI kyA kareMge? vaijJAnika hisAba lagAte haiM to AdamI ATha ghaNTe sotA hai caubIsa ghaNTe meN| cAra ghaNTe khAnA, pInA, snAna, kapar3e badalanA, usameM vyaya ho jAte haiN| ATha ghaNTe roTI kamAnA, ghara se daphtara, daphtara se ghara usameM vyaya ho jAte haiM-bIsa ghaNTe / jo cAra ghaNTe bacate haiM usameM reDio sunanA, philma dekhanA, akhabAra par3hanA, sigareTa pInA, dAr3hI banAnA-aisA caubIsa ghaNTe vyaya ho jAte haiN| bacatA kyA hai sau varSa meM Apake pAsa? jisase Apa apanI AtmA ko jAna sakeM, pA skeN| agara AdamI kI kahAnI hama ThIka se bAMTe to bar3I phijUla mAlUma par3egI, e Tela TolDa bAI aina iDieTa, phula Apha phyUrI eNDa nvAija signiphAiMga nathiMga / eka mUrkha dvArA kahI huI kathA, zoragula bahuta, matalaba bilakula nahIM / zoragula bar3A hotA hai| hara baccA bar3A zoragula karatA huA saMsAra meM AtA hai ki tUphAna A rahA hai aura thor3e dina meM ThaMDe ho jAte haiN| lakar3I Tekakara calane lagate haiN| vaha saba tUphAna, vaha saba zoragula, saba kho jAtA hai| AMkheM dhuMdhalI par3a jAtI haiM, hAtha-paira kamajora ho jAte haiN| bistara para laga jAte haiM __ jhUle se lekara kabra taka kahAnI kyA hai? sAmarthya kyA hai zarIra kI? bar3A kamajora hai| jarA-sA bekTIriyA ghusa jAye bImArI kA, taba patA cala jAtA hai ki kitanI ApakI tAkata hai| gAmA lar3ate hoMge pahalavAnoM se, lekina kSaya roga se nahIM lar3a pAte / gAmA TI. bI. se aura TI. bI. ke kITANa kitanI choTI cIja hai| AMkha se dikhAyI bhI nahIM paDate / bar3e pahalavAnoM se jIta lie, choTe pahalavAnoM se hAra gye| zarIra kI tAkata kitanI hai? bar3I-bar3I bImAriyAM chor3a dIjie, kAmana kolDa se lar3anA muzkila hotA hai| sAdhAraNa sardI-jukAma pakar3a le to upAya nahIM, saba tAkata rakhI raha jAtI hai| ___ isa zarIra ko agara hama bhItara gaura se dekheM, isakI kSamatA kyA hai? haDDI, mAMsa, majjA, isakA mUlya kitanA hai? vaijJAnika kahate haiM, pAMca rupaye se jyAdA nhiiN| vaha bhI maMhagAI kI vajaha se / ApakI vajaha se nahIM / itanA alyumIniyama hai, itanA lohA hai, itanA tAMbA hai, itanA phalA-DhiMkA / saba nikAlakara rakha leM, pAMca rupaye kA sAmAna, pAMca rupaye ke sAmAna para itane itarA rahe haiM? yaha jo thor3A-sA avasara hai jIvana kA, usameM zarIra kI koI kSamatA to hai nahIM / zarIra durbala hai, ekadama durbala hai| udhara sUraja ThaMDA ho jAye, ye sAr3he tIna araba loga yahAM ekadama ThaMDe ho jaayeNge| kyA hai kSamatA? jarA-sA tApa bar3ha jAye, gira jAye jamIna kA, ThaMDe ho jaayeNge| abhI dhruva kI jamI huI barpha pighala jAye, saba DUba jaaye| vaijJAnika kahate haiM, vaha pighalegI kisI na kisI dina / agara dhruva pradeza meM jamI huI barpha kisI bhI dina pighala gayI to sAre samudroM kA pAnI hajAra phITa UMcA uTha jaayegaa| sArI jamIna DUba jaayegii| vaha kisI bhI dina pighlegii| nahIM pighalegI to rUsI yA amarIkI usako pighalAne kA upAya khojate haiN| kyoMki ve isalie khojate haiM ki agara koI upadrava kA, jhagar3e kA maukA ho to dUsare ko maukA nahIM milanA cAhie duniyA miTAne kA, hamako hI milanA caahie| hAlaMki hama bhI usameM miTeMge, lekina kahAnI raha jAyegI, hAlAMki kahAnI kahanevAlA koI bhI nahIM rhegaa| ___ kahate haiM, rUsI vaijJAnikoM ne to tarakIbeM khoja lI haiM ki kisI bhI dina, AnevAlA agara koI tIsarA mahAyuddha huA, to vaha dhruva pradeza kI, sAiberiyA kI barpha ko pighalA deNge| koI sAta sekeMDa lageMge unako pighalAne meM / eTAmika eksaplojana se pighala jaayegii| tatkAla sArI jamIna bAr3ha meM DUba jaayegii| vaisI bAr3ha purAne graMthoM meM eka daphA aura AyI hai| ___ IsAI kahate haiM, ki noha ne apanI nAva meM logoM ko bcaayaa| sArI jamIna DUba gyii| adhyAtma kI dizA meM jo gahare kAma karate haiM ve kahate haiM, pUrA mahAdvIpa, eTalAMTisa DUba gayA / pUrA mahAdvIpa, jo usa samaya kI zikhara sabhyatA para thA, jaise Aja amarIkA, vaise eTalAMTisa pUrA kA pUrA DUba gyaa| abhI taka yaha samajhA nahIM jA sakA / duniyA ke sabhI dharmoM kI kathAoM meM usa mahAna bAr3ha, greTa phlaDa kI bAta hai| bhAratIya kathAoM meM, mistrI kathAoM meM, yUnAnI kathAoM meM, sArI duniyA kI kathAoM meM usa bAr3ha kI bAta hai| bAr3ha jarUra
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________________ mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 2 huI hogii| jabase vaijJAnikoM ko patA calA hai ki dhruva kI barpha pighalAyI jA sakatI hai, taba se yaha saMdeha hai ki vaha bAr3ha bhI kisI yuddha kA pariNAma thii| vaha apane Apa nahIM ho gayI thI, kisI mahAyuddha meM, kisI mahAsabhyatA ne barpha ko pighalA DAlA, sArI jamIna Draba gyii| vaha mahApralaya thii| vaha kala phira ho sakatI hai| AdamI kA vaza kitanA hai? hirozimA para bama girA, jo jahAM thA vahIM sakha gayA, eka sekeMDa meM / eka tasvIra mere mitra ne majhe bhejI thii| eka baccI sIDhiyAM caDhakara apanA homa-varka karane Upara jA rahI hai, rAta nau baje vaha apanI kitAba, bastA, bahI ke sAtha sUkhakara dIvAra se cipaka gyii| rAkha ho gayI / eka lAkha bIsa hajAra AdamI sekeMDoM meM rAkha ho ge| unakI bhI AkAMkSAeM Apa hI jaisI thiiN| unakI bhI yojanAeM Apa hI jaisI thiiN| unhoMne bhI samaya kA bar3A bharosA kiyA thaa| unhoMne bhI zarIra kA bar3A bala mAnA thA / vaha eka sekeMDa nahIM ruktaa| abhI hama yahAM baiThakara bAta kara rahe haiM, eka sekeMDa meM saba ruka jA sakatA hai| aura koI upAya nahIM hai zikAyata kaa|| mahAvIra kahate haiM, 'zarIra hai durbala, kAla hai nirdyii| yaha jAnakara bhAraMDa pakSI kI taraha apramatta bhAva se vicaraNa karanA caahie|' bhAraMDa pakSI eka mitha, mAitholAjika, paurANika pakSI hai, eka kAlpanika kavi kI kalpanA hai ki bhAraMDa pakSI mRtyu se, samaya se, jIvana kI kSaNabhaMguratA se itanA jyAdA bhayabhIta hai ki vaha sotA hI nhiiN| vaha ur3atA hI rahatA hai, jAgatA huaa| ki soye, aura kahIM mauta na pakar3a le, ki soye aura kahIM jIvana samApta na ho jAye, ki soye aura kahIM vApasa na utthe| kAlpanika pakSI hai| to mahAvIra kahate haiM, bhAraMDa pakSI kI taraha samaya nirdayI, zarIra durbala, aisA jAnakara apramatta bhAva se, binA behoza hue, hozapUrvaka vida aveyaranesa, jAgarUkatA se jInA hI prAjJa vyakti kA, prajJAvAna vyakti kA lakSaNa hai| ga kA, mahAvIra kA, buddha kA, krAisTa kA / vaha sUtra hai apramatta bhAva, aveyaranesa, hoza / ise hama Age smjheNge| ekahI Aja itanA hii| rukeM pAMca minaTa, kIrtana kareM, aura phira jAyeM!