Book Title: Kalyan 1956 09 Ank 07
Author(s): Somchand D Shah
Publisher: Kalyan Prakashan Mandir
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/539153/1

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Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ( 34 bhAravA sapTembara nI ra010: 1956 GItoul' che ? zrI siddhagirijInI najIka Avela ka6 bagiri tIthanuM dRzya [ zrI DAhyAlAla esa. dezI mahesANA saujanyathI micaMdaBzAha Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ DaDaTa anusaMdhAna peja 450nuM cAlu A te prAthamika prayoga ja hato, ane te hatA. pratijJAnI mUDI e ema javA de? emaNe paNa khAsa taiyArI vinA. paNa pahelethI AyApitAne ja kAna pakaDatAM kahyuM : " barAbara che. jana karI vicArapUrvaka prasaMgone anurUpa kAryakrama mArA bhANAmAM pakavAnna na zobhe. huM vRddha chatAM javAmAM Ave to zahere zahera gAme gAma mArAmAM eTale ya viveka na Ave ke gAmanA paryuSaNAne saMdeza AbALavRdhdhane navajIvana mANase pahelAM jame. gharanA mANaso chelle jame. Ape. gharane thaIne huM pahelAM beThe, e mArI bhUla zahere zaheranA pragati maMDaLe-cuvaka maMDaLa te A saMketadvArA ThIka sudhArI." ema kahI ke sevA maMDaLe ApaNA utsava-parvonI A emaNe pIrasavAnuM kamaMDala hAthamAM lIdhuM. rIte pejanA kare te ApaNAM bALake, bahena, bhatrIjAnI AMkhamAM AMsu dhasI AvyAM. AvatI kAlano samAja ke saMskArI-samRddhakAkAnAM caraNomAM e DhaLI paDayA. emanI pavitra vicAraka ane zaktizALI thAya ! samAjanA caraNaraja letAM eNe kahyuM : "kAkA ! Ape sAcI samutkarSamAM dezanuM paNa kalyANa che. yAtrA karI. krodhane zetruMjI nadInA nirmaLa pANImAM dharmanA udyotamAM samAja kalyANanuM sthAna dhaI AvyA. Apa tyAMthI kSamA ane premanuM viziSTa che. amRta laIne AvyA. mane hatuM ke kaDavI saMvatsarI-2012 tuMbaDIne gaMgAmAM snAna karAvavA mAtrathI enI kaDavAza na jAya. paNa nA, mArI bhUla che. pArasamaNino sparza thAya te lokhaMDa paNa enuM thAya che. Apane prabhudazanane sparza barAbara aMjAra jaina bhUkaMpa rAhata phaMDa. thayela che. ApanI A premayAtrA dhanya che. mane aMjAramAM bhUkaMpanA bega banelA jaina bhAI-bahekSamA Apa !" jamanArAoe jyAre A none rAhata mATe kalyANa'nA gayA aMkamAM eka A premakathA sAMbhaLI, tyAre te emanA bheja- nivedana pragaTa karavAmAM AvyuM hatuM, ethI nIcenI nanI mIThAzamAM keI apUrvatA AvI vasI. rakama prApta thaI che, te aMjAra jaina bhUkaMpa rAhata kamiTine mokalI ApavAmAM AvI che.. [ janakalyANa, ] - rU. 900, jaina ve. mU. saMdha ( zahera vibhAga) vaDodarA hA. zeTha zrI raMgIladAsa chaganalAla. anusaMdhAna peja 503nuM cAlu ane kharekhara AnaMda mANe. bIjA bALakone rUA. 500, jaina bhUpe mUka saMdha (zahera vibhAga). vaDedarA hA. zeTha zrI kesarImala hIrAcaMda. paNa pena ane AMkanI capaDIyenI prabhAvanA ApavAmAM AvI. rUA. 10, jaina saMdha vavANIyA hA. zrI revAzaMkara DAhyAbhAI. paryuSaNa parvane AnaMda badhA meLave, A avakAzanA samayano pUrepUro lAbha levAya ane agara pare re hAya haiyAya ane dareka gAmanA jaina sane 6 phula nahi to te ane ApaNA utsavone rasaprada banAvI zakAya ? phulanI pAMkhaDI ' mokalavA vinaMti karIe chIe. te ghera ghera prakAzanA kiraNo pAtharI zakAya. DevyANa, Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ) ta het NU Cola rAka T wa Barat seur navA daza grAhake banAvI Io ApanArane eka varSa "kalyANa zrI mokalIzuM. eka satya ghaTanA zrI citrabhAnu 449 | | lavAjama ke patravyavahAra muMjanI anubhava vANuM zrI padmakumAra 451 karatI vakhate "grAhaka naMbara vidhinI karUNa vicitratA bIja mAsika 454 | avazya lakhave jethI kAmanI sajanatAnI denagI munirAja mahAprabhavijayajI ma. 457 saraLatA rahe. rUpane mada zrI caMdrakAMta prAgajIbhAI 460 kalyANa" mAsikanI jinabhaktine zrI ujamazI juThAbhAI zAha 463 vItarAganI vANI zrI ena. ema. zAha 464 phAIle jUja che. bAra varSanI guNAnurAga munirAja ravivijayajI mahArAja 467 phAIlamAM 1-2-3 varSanI dharmopadeza-kulakasAra munirAja mAnatuMgavijyajI ma. 470 phAIle maLatI nathI, bAkInI gabindu zrI vidura 472 paNa phAIle gaNatrInI che, ciMtana-cinagArI bAlamuni mRgendramuni ma. 476 | bAInDIMga karelI taiyAra phAIAhArazuddhi - zrI viSANuM 477 | lanA rUA. pAMca. pisTeja alagazaMkA-samAdhAna pU. A. zrI vijayalabdhisUrijI ma. 79 kacchamAM thayela nukazAna mIstrI hariprasAda somapurA 481 mAsika dara aMgrejI mahine dravyAnuganI mahattA paMnyAsajI dhuraMdharavijayajI ma. 483 nAnI 15mI tArIkhe pragaTa amIjharaNuM pU. A. zrI vijayarAmacaMdrasUrijI ma. 487 | thAya che. tA. 22mI sudhImAM aMtarane jvALAmukhI munirAja saddaguNavijayajI ma. 49 na maLe te sthAnika pisTaprabhupUjA karanArAone zrI sevaMtIlAla vR, jaina 492 | ophIsamAM tapAsa karIne kAryAAjanA mAnasika rege pU. A. zrI vijayajabUsUrijI ma. 44] layane jaNAvavuM. prabhupUjA pratranettarI paMnyAsajI caraNavijayajI ma. 498 lekhanI pasaMdagI thayA paryuSaNa ane bALake zrI phulacaMdabhAI mahuvAkara 503, pachI asvIkAra thayelA lekhe ApanuM dhyAna kheMcIe chIe. pAchA mokalavAne amAro zrI vardhamAnatapa vizeSAMka khalAsa thatAM te sAhitya pustaka | niyama nathI. rUpe taiyAra thAya che. agAuthI grAhaka thanAra mATe rUA. be, | vArSika lavAjama rU. | lavAjama purUM thatAM eka mahinA agAu grAhakone jaNAva- pAMcamAM varSe 800 peja upavAmAM Ave che chatAM keTalAka bhAIo kaze khulAso karatA nathI rAMtanuM vAMcana ApanAra jaina ane jyAre vI-pI thAya che tyAre vI-pI pAchuM vALe che, paNa samAjamAM A ekaja mAsika ethI "kAryAlayane nAhaka nava AnAne kharca thAya che. | che, grAhaka banI-banAvI saha AphrikA khAte je je grAhaka baMdhuone aMka na maLyAnI kAra ApavA namra vinaMti che. pharIyAda hoya teoe traNa mahinAmAM eka vakhata jaNAvavAthI - paryuSaNa pachIne A pahele je aMke nahi maLyA hoya te mokalI ApIzuM. aMka che. sarva ne khamA"kalyANanA TAITala upara tIrthanA ke mahotsanA sArA vatAM Apa sarvane paNa aMtaevA pheTAo ke bleka mokalavA. . | rathI khamAvyA che. rU . Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Ge R zciA ((( 9 (phiyANA)) $) )B5) E jenI mAMga cemerathI AvI rahI che, te vardhamAnatapa vizeSAMka jevA aMke. tamAre ghera beThA meLavavA che? na samAjamAM pitAnA viziSTa vyaktitvathI AgavI bhAta pADatuM "kalyANa * mAsika dina-pratidina pragati karatuM rahyuM che. sAhitya, saMskAra tathA zraddhA che ane samabhAvanuM zikSaNa ApatuM A mAsika yuvAna prauDha, vRddha yAvata samAjanA sarva che che. koI vargane priya thaI paDayuM che. e mATe amAre kazuM ja kahevAnuM rahetuM nathI. vi. saMra01ranA cAlu varSamAM teNe be daLadAra vizeSAMka ApyA che. lagabhaga , che. 17 pharamA uparane bAlasaMnyAsa dIkSA pratibaMdhaka vidheya- vidha vizeSAMka' che. che kalyANe prasidhdha karI, jena siddhAMtanA sanAtana satyenA rakSaNa kAje saveLA pitAnI che sevA samapI che. tAjetaramAM jUna-julAIne saMyukta aMka vardhamAnatapa mAhAmya vizebI pAMka' 23 pharamAne prasiddha karI samAjanA sAmayikenI duniyAmAM teNe AjanA kaparA kAlamAM adbhuta sAhasa karyuM che. ( 44 te vardhamAnatapa viSenA, tapadharmanA prabhAva aMgenA mananIya lekha, vardhamAnaA tapanA puNyavAna ArAdhaka AtmAonA (TheTha zrI caMdrakevalIthI mAMDIne Aje tapa karI huM rahelA) tejasvI, preraka, ubedhaka jIvanaprasaMge, khAsa "kalyANanA aMka mATe sarala che ane hRdayaMgama zailIye AlekhAyelA aneka prAsaMgika citra, A badhAyathI samRddha kAuna da, 8 pejI ra80 pejane vividharaMgI zAhImAM chapAyele vizeSAMka, atyAra sudhInAM vardhamAna hI tapanA prasiddha thayelA sAhityamAM anokhuM sthAna prApta kare che. Aje amArI pAse, e vizeSAMkanI eka paNa nakala vadhAre nathI. 2500 nakale mA kADhayA chatAM comerathI tenI mAgaNI thaI rahI che. havethI AvA vizeSAMkanA lAbhathI vaMcita na rahevuM hoya te "kalyANanA grAhaka 6 banIne tame nizcita bane. rUA. pAMcanA lavAjamamAM ghera beThAM varSa daramyAna 900 uparAMta pAnAnuM mananIya vAMcana tamane maLaze. lakhe - - kalyANuM prakAzana maMdira : pAlItANuM. che ke chelyA che Na Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ eka satya ghaTanA hazaBo . che. YOYO [ yAtrA phaLa zrI "citrabhAnu "] pavitra sthaLamAM keI niyama le, keI saMbhAthoDA varSo pahelAMnI A vAta che. jyAre raNa che. te kaMIka mIThI smRti haiyAmAM sadA leke yAtrA vAhanamAM nahi paNa pagapALI TakI rahe. bAkI te paththara upADIne majUra karatA hatA te divasanI A vAta che. eka paNa A tItha upara Ave che, emane cheDe zeTha mAravADa pradezamAM AvelA takhatagaDhathI ja yAtrAne lAbha maLavAne hate ! yAtrA te pAlItANAnI yAtrAe gayA. sAthe emanA e ke jenI mIThI yAda ApaNA jIvanane patnI paNa hatAM. baMne jaNa lA pravAsa kaI sadaguNathI bharI de." karI pAlItANA pahoMcyA. parvata upara cAlIne raMga-maMDapamAM prabhunI sAme ubhA rahIne ja jaI devanagarInAM darzana karyo. prabhunAM darzanathI ke sAdhunA vacana sAMbhaLyAM. emane A emane AtmA nAcI U. je vastu ghaNu kaSTa A vacane mIThAM lAgyAM. emaNe kahyuMH ApanI pachI lAMbe gALe vAta sAcI che. maLe tenuM mahatva devanA darzana thayAM. keI ora hAya. gurunAM vacanAzeThe paNa ghaNA mRte sAMbhaLavA pravAsa pachI jIva maLyAM, have eka namAM prathama vAra niyama lauM te ja AdIzvara prabhu dharma paNa jIvane joyA. emane namAM Ave te AtmA DolI gurudeva! mane u. AnaMdamAM niyama Ape. DelatA zeTha maMdi game. tevA ranI bahAra nIka prasaMgamAM paNa , vyA. tyAM eka mAre krodha na sAdhune bheTo thaye varSa 13: aMka 7: sapTembara 19pa6: kare. je krodhe zeThe emane paNa premathI namana karyuM. sAdhue mArA jIvanane kaTu banAvyuM, e krodhane ahIM pUchyuM: "zeTha, tame durathI yAtrAe AvyA AvyA chatAM paNa na choDuM to yAtrAne atha dekhAva cho?' ze? kodhane ahIM mUkatA jAuM ane premanI zeThe be hAtha joDIne "hA" kahI . havA ahIMthI leto jAuM e ja yAtrAnI mIThI sAdhue kahyuMH tame darzana te karyA, have te smRti." tame tamArA gAma bhegA thaze, paNa darzananI sAdhue kahyuM: "zeTha, je je he. niyama | mIThI yAda haiyAmAM kaI rIte rAkhaze? je A te le che, paNa e tUTe nahi. pratijJA levI che. ja kA : *' haSS phasomacaMda DI* DIzate Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ : 450 : eka satya ghaTanA : sahelI che, pALavI ghaNI kaThina che. pratijJA traNa zAM? ApaNe kayAM pArakAM chIe? ApaNuM levAmAM ghaNA siMha jevA zUra banI jAya che, yAtrA nimitte te A premajA che! cAla, pALavAmAM ziyALa jevA kAyara.... cAla have nimaMtraNavALI? nA, gurudeva! nA. evuM nahi bane. zeThANI manamAM babaDatI enI pAchaLa cAlI. dehanA TUkaDA thaze teya niyama nahi tUTe.' vADInI DelImAM ene bhatrIjo saunuM svAgata datAnuM teja AMkhamAM lAvI zeThe kahyuM. karI rahyo hate. kAkAne jotAM ja e pUMTha karIne zeTha A mIThI smRti laI yAtrA karI, ubhe raho. zeTha enI pAse thaIne pasAra thaI pitAne gAma AvyA. e jamAnAmAM AvI gayA. AgaLa jatAM zeThANIe kahyuM: "joyuM? yAtrA karI AvanArane kuTumbI AkhA gAmane, nimaMtraNa vinA AvyAM te kevI phajetI thaI? A khuzAlImAM jamaNa Apate. sau snehapUrvaka sonuM e mAnapUrvaka svAgata karI rahyo che. sahabhejana karatA ane yAtrAnI pavitra havA AkhA ApaNane "Ave" eTaluM kahyuM? e gAmane gAmamAM chavAI jatI.A zeThane eka bhatrIjo hate. jamADe che te ApaNA mATe nahi, paNa enuM eNe pitAnA kAkAnI A saphaLa yAtrA nimite khoTuM na dekhAya eTale jamADe che. tamArI te gAmane bhejana ApavAne nirNaya karyo. paNa e sAmuMya jete nathI. jAo tamAre javuM eNe jyAre kAkAnA niyamanI vAta sAMbhaLI tAre hoya te, huM te A cAlI..." ene kutUhala thayuM. kAkA eka kalAka paNa kedha bhatrIjo dUra Ubhe Ubho ADA kAne A vinA rahI zake? kedha cheDe te pachI e kAkA vArtAlApa sAMbhaLI rahyo hate. evI AMkha bIjI zenA? AkhuM gAma jANe che ke eTale bAju hatI, kAna ahIM hatA. kAkA ane kAkA eTale ja krodha! jeuM te zeThe kahyuM: "tIrthe jaI AvI, paNa tuM te khare, ke kAkA kevI rIte niyama pALe che? AvI ja rahI. ele mANasa keTaluM dhyAna sInI vacce kAkAnuM svarUpe pragaTa karavuM te huM rAkhe ? jetI nathI e keTalI dhamAlamAM che? khare bhatrIje. e te ApaNuM bALaka kahevAya. cAla have. nahi eNe AkhA gAmamAM jamavAnAM netarAM te jamavAnuM moDuM thaze." pheravyAM, paNa pitAnA kAkAnA gharane jANIjoIne bhatrIjAe kAkAne sAMbhaLyA. enuM haiyuM TAyuM. sAMje sI thALIvADake laI jamavA javA namI paDayuM; paNa ene eka vadhAre kasoTI lAgyA tyAre zeTha paNa javAnI taiyArI karavA karavAnuM mana thayuM. eNe jaIne kAkAnI thALImAM lAgyA, zeThANI chaMcheDAI gayAM : "vagara netare lADavA pIrasavAne badale eka goLa pANI maLe. jamavA jatAM zaramAtA nathI? kALabhUkhyAnI zeThe UMcuM joyuM. AsapAsa beThelA sI hasI jema A cAlyA !" paDayA. dUrathI zeThANIe A apamAnajanaka dazya zeTha te premanI havA laIne AvyA hatA. joyuM ane e saLagI uThI. paNa zeTha te eNe hasIne kahyuM: "tArI buddhine paNa dhanyavAda tIrthathI viveka ne premane prakAza laIne AvyA che. are, gharamAM te vaLI netarAM zAM ne nimaM. (anusaMdhAna TAITala peja 2 ju) Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ rAkhyA, rAjA muMjanI anubhava vANuM zrI. padumakumAra mAladezanA mahArAjA muMja karNATaka .. paNa naSTa thaI gaI, mastakanA kezane samUha pitAnA sauMdaryane gumAvI palitapaNAne pAmI dezanA rAjAnA hAthe yuddhamAM parAjIta thaIne gaye. netro aMdhakAranuM sthAna thayAM. karNapUTa pakaDAI gayA. jo ke mahArAjA muMje karNATaka - pitAne viSaya grahaNa karavAmAM azakta banyA, dezanA rAjAne sAta sAta vAra hAra ApI , tathA AkhuM zarIra vaLIo dvArA vyAsa hatI, paraMtu bhAgyavazAt AThamIvAra parAjIta banI gayuM, te paNa A citta jANe hajue thayA, ane karNATaka dezanA rAjA tailapanAM yuvAna hoya tema haMmezAM hAthamAM pakaDAI gayA. te vakhate karNATaka dezanA tarapha deDayA kare che" Ama chatAM paNa jIva dharmamAM rAjA tailapadeve mahArAjA muMjane baMdIkhAnAmAM buddhine dhAraNa karatA nathI. kahyuM che ke saMpattio jalanA taraMga jevI capala rAjA muMja mRNAlavatInA premamAM paDayA, che, AyuSya zarada RtunA vAdaLAnI jema je rAjA tailapadevanI bahena hatI. kharekhara alpakALa rahenArUM che, te dhananuM zuM kAma kAmane Adhina thaela purUSa kAryakArya kaI rIte che. mAtra anidha, uttama, evA dharmanuM ja paNa jete ke gaNatuM nathI. AcaraNa kare." hadayarUpI tRNanI jhuMpaDImAM kAmAgni pitAnA zarIranI jarA jarjarita dazAne. saLage che tyAre paMDita chatAM paNa kayo puraSa vicAra karatI mRNAlavatI upara rAjA muMjanI ucita ke anucitane jANe che? zuM svargamAM daSTi paDI. muMja mRNAlavatInA abhiprAyane kamalanayanA devAMganAo nahatI ke jethI Idra samajI gayA ane mRNAlavatIne premapUrvaka ahalyA nAmanI tApasInuM sevana karavA gaye? uddezIne rAjA suMja be mahArAjA muMja snAnAdi vidhi karyA he priye, mRNAlavatI! yauvana gayuM ema bAda keI eka vakhate ArisAmAM pitAnA dhArIne tuM kheDha na kara, kAraNa ke sAkaranA rUpane nihALI rahyA hatA. mahArAja muMjane se TUkaDA thaI jAya te paNa tenI mIThAza mAluma na paDe e rIte mRNAlavatI pAchaLa jatI nathI. pAchaLa AvIne ubhI. mRNAlavatIe rAjA suvAnIne madamAM Avela muMja rAjAe muMjanuM rUpa joyuM, ane sAthe sAthe pitAnuM pramamitra vacane dvArA mRNAlavatIne AnaMdIta rUpa paNa AdarzamAM joyuM. yovananI utaratI karI. kaLA ane lAvaNyanIrane zeSa te potAnAM zarI- A bAjue rAjA muMjanA pradhAne ujajarane joI kheda pAmI. yinIthI tenA kArAgRha sudhI suraMga khodAvI mRNAlavatI vicAra karavA lAgI, "aho ratha ane adhe taiyAra karI rAkhI muMjane yuvAvasthA kevI asthira ane capaLa che? kahyuM tyAMthI laI javA AvyA. che ke "dAMte hatA ke na hatA tenI kathA zatrunA gharamAM rahelA paNa mRNAlavatInA Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ para rAjA muMja: premamAM paDelA rAja muje pradhAne kahyuM ke, uMdarane joI dhasI paDe che ane vikarAla siMhane eka kSaNavAra rAha jUo. hu sAmagrI taiyAra kAne chole che. sUkI nadImAM DUbI jAya che, karIne hamaNAM ja AvuM" ema kahI mRNAlava ane samudrane lIlApUrvaka tarI jAya che. vatIne pitAnI sAthe laI javA mATe pitAnI rAjA muMja kahe che ke, evI strIone jAtane niSkAraNa ApattimAM nAMkhavAnI pari- koI vizvAsa karazo nahi." sthitine saje che. rAja muMjanI vAta sAMbha muMja rAjA A rIte khuba khuba vicAre LIne mRNAlavatIe vicAra karyo ke karavA lAge. petAnA AtmAne uddezIne kahevA 'A muMja ahIM te mArI sAthe prIti lAge, "he jIva! jhoLI tUTIne tuM bAlyAvaLe che, paraMtu tyAM gayA pachI rUpavAna nava vasthAmAM kema marI gaye nahi ? athavA rAkhanA yauvanA pAMcaso rAonI kIDAmAM paDaze, tethI DhagalArUpa kema thaI na game? ke jethI mAMkamane adha vRddhAne tRNa samAna paNa gaNaze DAnI jema tane ghara ghara zikSAne mATe bhamaDanahi" ema vicArI pitAnA AkSaNane vAmAM Ave che." Da laI AvavAnA bahAnAthI pitAnA bhAI rAjA muMja bhikSA mAMgatAM keI yuvatI taitApadevanI pAse jaI, suraMganA progathI muMja tene ApavA mATe dhIna binduozo nitarato jato rahe che ema tene kahI dIdhuM. hA-hA ardhI maMDaka (khAkharA) lAvI, te joI muMjakAmanI aMdha dazA, ane strInuM vilasita ! rAjA bolya. thonanuM A vacana sAMkaLI tailapadevane re kaMDaka ! huM sIthI khaMDita karAya ema krodhAveza vadhe, ane tarata ja muMjane pakaDI dhArIne tuM rUdana na kara, kAraNa ke rAjA rAva, atyaMta mAra mAryo, daDha rIte baMdhApUrvaka rAvaNa ane muMja vagere kayA kayA purUSo kedamAM rAkhe. sAta divasa sudhI sarvathA strIothI khaMDita thayA nathI? sarva kAmI bhajana na ApyuM. sAta divasa bAda vizeSa zUravIra paNa khaMDita thayA che." phajetI karavA mATe ghara-ghara bhikSA maMgAvI. A rIte dahIM valenArIne mATe kahyuM te samaye rAjA muMja strIcaritra viSe che ke; "sArA vaMzamAM utpanna thayela purUSa paNa vicAravA lAge. ke strInI preraNAthI akRtya kare che. juo ! sArA strInA cittamAM se, mananAM sATha, ane vaMzathI utpanna thaela maMdhAnaka (ra) zuM hRdayamAM batrIsa purUSa hoya che. evI strIone snehavALA (ghI vALA) dahIMnuM maMthana nathI ame je vizvAsa karyo ethI ame kharekhara kare ? " mUkha chIe. te strInA caritranA pArane kaNa dhAnya daLanArIne mATe kahyuM ke, "jene pAra pAmyuM che? je strI divase deraDI dekhIne hAthe (hAthe) grahaNa karyo che e pati paNa bIe che, ane rAtrie sarSanI phaNane gharanI jema strIonA samADavAthI bhame ane maraDe che, devAlayanA pagathIyA para caDatI khasI pitA, mAtA, vagerenA snehane kSaNavAramAM paDe che, ane moTA parvatane oLaMge che. daLI nAMkhe che." Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sutara kAMtanArIne kahyuM ke, * 2 reTIyA ! A strI tane bhamAve che, ema dhArI tuM / mA! A strIe mAtra bhrakuTi rUpI dhanuSane uMcuM karIne paNa kone kAne bhamADatI nathI ? pachI luhAranI keDane joine muja elyu chatAM paNu kadAca kApyA chatAM paNa rUpI agnithI jema uDI ja ke, vRkSo agnithI maLyA navapallavita thAya che, ane kadAca vadhe che, paraMtu srI baLelA lAkhA purUSa rAkhanI gayA che. kalyANa' sapTembara 1956 : 453 : kAmAnya dazAmAM strIne AdhIna anelA rAjA mujane strIenA vilakSaNa anubhavathI kAMIka bhAna AvyuM ane peAtAnI mAphka khIjA pazu bhavAntaramAM durgatimAM lai janAra ane vartamAnamAM ApattimAM nAMkhanAra, mAnahAni karanAra strIonA paricayathI sAvaceta mane e mATe peAtAnA vAstavika anubhavane rAjA muje A rIte zabdaDheDa ApyuM. zu vAcaka ! rAjA muMjanI A anubhavavANIne nahi yAda rAkhe ? * sAcI pragati jIva AzravathI jeTalA aMge kheMce, ane saMvaraNAvamAM, jeTalA aMze Ave, eTalI sAcI pragati thai ema samajavAnu che. anAdikALanI mehanI prabaLa vAsanAnA pratApe, rAmajaNa maLavA chatAM jIva avaLI pravRttimAM rAcI rahyo hoya che, sasAranA sukhane adhika paDatA rAga leAbhane pedA kare che, lezathI parigraha vadhArAya che. parigraha vadhAravA mATe ane vadhyA pachI ArabhAde pravRttimAM jIya nirdayapaNe pravarte che. mAthI hiMsADhi pApanI pravRtti eDakapaNe kare che. AtmAnI vAta, dharmasthAnAmAM Ave eTalI ghaDI sAMbhare, paNa TakatI nathI; bhavavAsanAnA utkaTa jorathI jIva saMsAramAM raDavaDe che. paramAtmAnA zAsananuM avalaMbana laI potAne cAvavA prayatna kare te ja mahAdUra, hAjara javAmI jayAre vAlTAyara 1727mAM iMglenDanA pravAse gayA tyAre tyAM phreMcA viSe bhAre roSa pravartatA hatA. raste jatAM eka vAra leAkeAnAM uzkerAyelA TeLAMe ene gherI lIdhA pUrA karA A phcane; laTakADI Dho ane phrAMsIe' DhALAmAMthI e rIte zAra uThayA. * samayasUcakatA vAparI eka eTalA para caDI jai eNe kahyuM: agrejo, huM phreMca chuM. e mATe mane mArI nAkhavA mAge che, paNa eka aMgrejane janma na ApI izvare mane agAuthI ja pUratI sajA nathI karI nakhI enI A hAjara javAkhIthI keLuM khuzakhuzAla thai uThyuM. ne ene sahIsalAmata ghera pahoMcADI AvyuM. Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vidhinI karUNa vicitratA: bahena, bhAIne paraNuM ajANatAM mA jaNyA bhAIne paraNI, ane be saMtAnanI mAtA banelI kamanazIba nArInI karUNa kathanI. jaina kathAnuyoganA abhyAsIone khyAlamAM ze ke, 18 nAtarAsaMbaMdhane prasaMga ApaNe tyAM kuberadattA tathA kuberadatta bhAI-bahenanA lagatA saMbaMdhathI utpanna thayA hatA. sagA bhAI tathA sagIbahena paraspara lagna saMbaMdhathI joDAIne paro. e kharekhara vidhinI kamanazIbI vicitratA gaNI zakAya! jaina kathA sAhityamAM je je kathA prasaMge carita tarIke jaNAvyA che, te anAdi anaMta saMsAramAM kamavaza AtmAnA jIvanamAM saMbhavita che. A ja vidhinI vicitratAne keTaleka aMze AbAda khyAla karAvato vartamAna jagatane eka prasaMga, kahaSANunA vAcakenA khyAlamAM Ave ane te dvArA karmanI parataMtratA AtmAne kevI nacAve che. te jANI vivekI ne niveda jAge te mATe nIce prasaMga bIja" mAsikamAMthI udhata karIne pU. 5, zrI kanakavijayajI gaNivara zrIe mAryo che. tene dattaka lIdhI hatI tenuM ADanAma enAM hRdaya thIjI jAya evI A eka satya 1 nAma sAthe joDAI gayuM. eTale e mIsa enI kahANa che. sTonahAma banI! mAragerI enI hyujIsa enuM nAma. uMmara bhAInuM nAma hatuM jephI. varasa 24. A bhAI-bahene varasa sudhI eka bIjAne kame evI bhayAnaka bA enA sAtha joyA nahi; maLyAM nahi; maLyAM tyAre banne khelI ke e sagA bhAI sAthe paraNI ane - bharayuvAnImAM pravezI cUkyAM hatAM. enAthI te be chokarAnI mA paNa banI ! eka nAcapATamAM bannene meLApa thaye gheDA samaya pahelAM ja e kamanasIba tarU- ane pahelI ja najare banne AkarSAyAM premamAM ne khabara paDI ke pitAne pati, ene mA paDyAM ane paraNI beThAM ! ja bhAI hato! nhAnapaNathI vikhUTe enI lakhe che, "amArUM pariNita jIvana paDele bhAI. eTaluM te sukhI hatuM ke pADozIo amArI bALapaNamAM enA mAtApitA maraNa pAmyA ISyo karatA ! sArAye gAmamAM amArUM lagnaane muphalisa hAlatamAM bhAI-bahena judAM paDI jIvana prazasti pAmatuM ane navA paraNatAM gayAM, bhAI ke anAthAzramamAM dAkhala thaI chokarA-chokarIone emanAM vaDIle paraNyA gaye ane bahenane keI nisaMtAna kube pachI amArAM jevuM sukhI ne saMpIluM gRhadattaka laI lIdhI. jIvana bhogavavAnI salAha ApatA !" dattaka lIdhA bAda enuM krizciyana nAma enIne pahelAM putraratnanI prApti thaI. mAragerI rAkhavAmAM AvyuM, paNa e enI nAM e pachI be varSe bIjA putra janame. . hulAmaNAnA nAmathI ja oLakhAtI, ane jeNe e pachI enInuM bhAgya, jANe vIjaLInI Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ : kalyANa: : 1956 sapTembara: 55 : AgamAM baLIne ociMtuM bhama thaI gayuM, mArAM gAtre kaMpI rahyAM hatAM !" A rIte che ane pramANapatra meLavI ane kacerImAMthI bIjA bALakanA janma pachI eka divasa bahAra nIkaLI tyAre enIne mAluma paDayuM ke, enIne mIsIsa nena pivela nAmanI bAI e pitAnA sagA bhAInI ja patnI hatI! maLI gaI. A bAI jyAre enIne dattaka A banne bALake kInI AMgaLIe vaLagI levAmAM AvI tyAre kAyadesaranAM kAgaLiyAM khelatAM-kudatAM hatAM, paNa kI jANe jIvatuM karatI vakhate kacerImAM hAjara hatI. muDaduM banI gayuM hatuM! mIsIsa nena, enIne joI ghaNI ja khuzI A banne bALake, sagAM bhAi-benanAM thaI ane tene jIvananAM sukhadukha viSe lagnathI thayelAM bALake hatAM! emanuM zuM? mAhitI pachI. enIne sukhI jANI AnaMda emanA kimatamAM AvuM kalaMka lakhAyuM haze? pAmI teNe kahyuM, "lagna pachI tArI aTaka zuM re vidhAtA! thaI che?" e pachI muMjavaNa, nirAzA, AghAtahyusa.' janaka taraMge ane zekAgni vacce enInA "vAha! ghaNuM vicitra! tArI maLa aTaka manamAM kevuM tumula yuddha macyuM haze, enI paNa hyusa hatI te tuM jANe che? kapanA thaI zake tema nathI ! enI hasI. paraMtu tenA manamAM e mA-jaNyA bhAI sAthe pahelI najare premasavAlathI ja vahemanAM bIja ropAI gayAM, lagna, ane enAthI thayelAM saMtAna evI eka kAraNa ke tenA patinI aTaka paNa nArInAM hRdayanI hAlata vacce enIe lagnanA hyujIsa' hatI. daphataranA vaDAne saMparka sAthe ane pUrI ghera AvI teNe A vAta kIne kahI khAtrI pachI ene kahevAmAM AvyuM ke, enAM tyAre e hasya, "nakAmI lapa che. emAM A lagna kudaratI rIte ja phreka thatAM hatAM! eTalI badhI ciMtA zAne? pati-patnInI aTaka e ghera AvI. atizaya gaMbhiratAthI eNe kadI eka hatI nathI zuM? raI pakAvI, pitAnA pati-pitAnA sagA chatAM teoe A bAbatamAM pUratI che iDanI bhAIne mUMge muMge jamADeparaMtu enI sAme tapAsa karavAnuM nakkI karyuM. ane baMnenAM joI zakI nahi. enIne gaLe annane eka janmanAM pramANapatranI nakala meLavavA koLiya paNa na uta . jo keLiye paNa na utaryo. phrIe kahyuM, "tuM kacerImAM gayAM. jamatI zA mATe nathI? enI kahe che, "mArI jIMdagInI e eka enInA dilanI vedanAe AMkhanAM AMsane bhayAnaka paLa hatI! dila zaMkAthI karAI bahAra dhakelyAM ane e samajI gaye. tarata raheluM hatuM! bhaviSya eka paLe ujaI te ja e upara cAlyA gaye. tyAM bane bALakane bIjI paLe aMdhakArathI viMTaLAyeluM dekhAtuM hatuM. pharI pharI cumyAM. enAM nayanemAMthI paNa sudhArA vahI rahI hatI. kamanasIba pati! Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ : 456 : bahena bhAIne paraNuM : bicAre bhAI! sAthe levA." ATaluM kahI e javAbanI rAha pachI eNe pitAne sAmAna baLe. jeI ubhe rahyo. paNa bicArI enIthI na te enIne joI rahyo; joI ja rahyo. tenI AMkho ene patnI tarIke bheTAyuM, na te bahena jANe zuM kahI rahI hatI! pachI eka paNa tarIke mauna sevatI e ubhI, thaI kriIne zabda bolyA vinA e cAlyA gaye. AkhI besavA mATe khurazI ApI. e beThe eTale rAta enI jAgatI rahI. savAre eNe enA e bALakane belAvI AvI. bALake ene pati mATe haMmezanI jema nAsto taiyAra "pitA" kaheze e samajI jaI, pite aMdaranA karavAne nahote..... eAraDAmAM cAlI gaI. ' ane bALakone nAsto karAvI bhUthe peTe nAtAla daramyAna eka divasa A rIte e pAchI solIsITarane tyAM gaI. selIsITare rokAI zrI cAlI gaye. salAha ApIH "badhuM khalAsa che. have badhuM bhUlI jAo!" pachI ekAeka eka divasa e AvyuM. Ama ne Ama enI divasa sudhI raDatI 0 bALakonAM mastaka para vahAlathI hAtha pheravya rahI, e kahe che, "bhale e mArA bhAI tarIke ane kapALa tathA gAla para cuMbana karyA. sAbIta thayo. chatAM huM ene pati ta La dabAI rahelAM rUdanane dhrusakAe bahAra haDaheluM. zakatI nathI. huM samajuM chuM ke e pApa che, enIne eNe dUrathI hAtha uMcA karI kahyuM, mahAbhayAnaka pApa che; paNa huM zuM karuM? guDabAI ane pachI cAlyo gaye sadAne mATe! eka divasa raDI raDIne sUjhI gayelI AMkho enI kahe che; e pachI kadIye meM ene sAthe e dUra dUra kaMI nirakhI rahI hatI. je nathI. paraMtu mane khAtrI che ke e jyAM nAtAlanA tahevAra hatA. bALake-gabharU bALa- haze tyAM amane-mane ane bALakone rAta divasa keno pitA, A tahevAramAM nahota! e yAda karatA haze. mAnaze? duniyAnI duHkhImAM kayAM haze? are! pati tarIke nahi te bhAI dukhI strI huM ja chuM. have huM chuTathI bIjA tarIke paNa khabara kADhavA Ava ne? lagna karI zakuM tema chuM, huM yuvAna chuM. hajI ekAeka keIe dvAra khakhaDAvyuM. enIe lAMba jIvanapravAsa kheDe mAre mATe bAkI che. kahyuM, "Ave!" ane aMdara A phI! paraMtu.... paraMtu hajIye huM pApanA pazcAtApamAM huM Avyo chuM nAtAlanuM bhejana tamArI saLagI rahI chuM. prabhu mane mApha kare. DijharAyalI kaheH "jyAre huM kaIne maLe tyAre enuM nAma yAda na Ave te be mInITe vicAra karuM chuM. chatAM saphaLa na thAuM te chevaTe "kema, tamArI pelI phariyAda have TaLI gaI haze nahi?" ema prazna karuM chuM. darekane tabIyatanI kaMI ne kaMI phariyAda te hoya che ja. Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sajajanatAnI denagI pU. munirAja zrI mahAprabhavijayajI mahArAja Daa bhAratabhUmi purANuM dharmakSetra che. e saune pratApe e cAra guNonA virodhI vera, matsara, deva A suvidita che. temAM nivAsa karatI janatA ane kalezarUpa cAra durguNo tenA hRdayamAM dUra khaselA dharmazIla hoya e svAbhAvika che. tethI te AtmAo hoya che. jyAM sudhI ApaNA hRdhyamAM vera-matsaraArya kahevAya che. kAmavAsanAothI jeo dUra ane kaleza bharAyA hoya che tyAM sudhI temAM guNanuheya ane dharmabhAvanA tarapha vaLelA hoya, te ja sAcA rAga dAkhala thaI zakato nathI. mATe hRdayanI zuddhi Arya samajavA. Arya zabdane e ja vyutpatti arthe karavA mATe A cAra duguNa avazya dUra karavA che. AvI pavitra bhUmimAM uMcI nIcI koma che, ke joIe. zeTha zAhukAra varga he, rAjA-mahArAjA ho ke amaladAra kAlAdinI hInatAthI ajJAna avasthAmAM vartatA varga hA, e badhAyanI AsapAsa pavitra vAtAvaraNa mAnavIe potAnI bhrAnta mAnyatA ane paravazatAthI saeluM rahetuM hovAthI, teo dunyavI padArthomAM pApAcaraNo karIne paNa padArthone saMcaya karavAnA Asakti bhAva karatA nathI. e vinazvara padArthodvArA niraMtara udhama karavA dvArA sukhI banavAnI aMtaranI dharmanI prApti karavA audAryAdi guNane apanAvI IcchA hovA chatAM pariNAme duHkhI bane che. A mAnavajIvana saphala karI zake che. mATe nIcenuM eka daSTAMta mArgadarzaka banI zakaze. guNavAna upara anurAga te paramArthe guNa upara samRddhimAM jANe idrapurI ja na hoya, evuM eka ja anurAga che; tethI je purUSanA aMta:karaNamAM virATa kaMpIlapura nAmanuM nagara hatuM. tyAM eka dayALu guNavAna jana upara anurAga rahe che, te guNone zeTha ane temanAM dharmapatnI vasatAM hatAM. puNyodaye himAyatI thavAthI avazya guNavAna thAya che. ane teone saMpatti, mAna-sanmAna, vepAradhaMdhe, AbarU jema jema te guNemAM AgaLa vadhe che, tema tema ane Arogya vagere sArA prApta thayAM hatAM jIvana, tene saghaLI riddhisiddhi prApta thatI jAya che. kAraNa dhana ane yauvanane asthira samajatA A zeTha parake "guNAnurAga" e pote paNa eka jAtane guNa ja lekanA sAdhanane ja mukhyatA ApatA hatA. e vicAche. e guNa prApta thatAM vinaya guNa vadhatuM rahe che. ratA ke maLeluM dhana keTalo kALa TakavAnuM ? kAle vinaya guNa vadhavAthI bIjA tamAma guNonAM bIje cAlyuM paNa jAya, cera luMTI paNa jAya, sarakAra ropAvAnI yogyatA prApta thAya che ane tema thatAM daMDI le, sagAsaMbaMdhIo bhAga paDAvI le, agnimAM temanA paripAke tIrthaMkarapada sudhInI padavIo ane bhasmIbhUta thaI jAya, jalapravAha taNAI jAya ke dATeluM pariName mekSa paNa meLavI zakAya che. chevaTe kolasA paNa thaI jAya ! Ama koI ne koI guNAnurAgane mahimA alaukika ane Azcarya rIte dhanano vinAza thato ApaNe ghaNe ThekANe najare kAraka che. jemAM jenuM mana lAge che te tene vahelA joIe chIe. zarIrane paNa kAMI bharose nahi. meDA prApta thAya che. e niyamAnusAra ApaNuM mana kAcI mATInA ghaDAthIe kAcuM A zarIra sekaMDanA guNemAM anurAgI thAya che tyAre temAM guNenAM samA (100) bhAgamAM paNa uDI jAya tevuM che, bIja ropAya che. mATe guNo - prApta karavAne e ja mRtyunI sahacAriNuM jarA rAkSasI AvIne pitAnA khare upAya che ke "guNe tarapha prIti karavI paMjAmAM prANIne sapaDAvI yauvanane naSTa karI nAkhe che. ane guNavatenI sebata karavI. eTale A nazvara sAdhanathI mAtra AtmakalyANa sAdhI guNanurAgI purUSanA hRdayamAM maitrI-pramoda-karUNA levuM e ja mAre mATe hitAvaha, gaNAya. kAraNa ke ane madhyastha A cAra bhAvanA rUpa cAra guNe sukha mATe talasatA prANIne sukhanI AzA ja kayAM zarUAtamAM dAkhala thAya che. kAraNa ke guNAnurAganA- che? teonuM haiyuM A suprasiddha subhASitathI taraboLa Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 458 : : sajjanatAnI dainagI : ! hatuM ke vaibhava sukhA saMsAranA, cirakALa te rahetA nathI; AMkha mIcAMtAM Akhare, jarUra te rahetAM nathI.' zeThane ghera sAdhusaMta ane sajjatAnuM AvAgamana rAjanuM ja avirata cAlu hatu. temene yathA satkAra, sevA bhakti Adi zeThANI khUba karatA hatA. hajAro rAtA AvelA mAnavIe tyAMthI hasatA ja jatA. bhUkhyAne bhAjana, tarasyAne pANI, nAgAne vastra ane dhananA ane dhana paNu apAtuM hatuM. maLelI adhIya saMpatti ane zakti kevaLa parArthe ja kharcA nAkhavA zeThajI sadAye ujamALa rahetA hatA, pazu, e badhu' zeThe vivekathI karatA. vAMdarAnA hAthamAM talavAra ApavA jevI, ke sarpane dUdha pAvA jevI gAMDI bhakti tenAmAM na hatI. manamAM kevaLa zubhabhAva ane paropakAranI ja lAgaNI hatI. amRta jevI vANI ane sevArasI zarIra ema beunA yoge zeTha paramapaMthanA ArAdhaka atI gayA hatA. zeThANI paNa zeThanA mAne ja anusaranArI hatI. kALakrame zene ghera eka putra ratnane janma thayA. badhI kAmanAnI pUrti vALA e ze sukhamAM visA pasAra kare che. AvA zeDhethI badhA rAjI thAya che, e zenI stuti kare che, te AyAdi icche che. cAra hi'matabhera meDA upara caDI gayA te aMdhArAmAM tijerI zeAdhavA Amatema bhItanA Asare karavA lAgyA. tema karatAM eka dAdarakhArI pAse AbyA, jenuM DhAMkaNuM karyuM na hatuM ane nIce dAdara paNa gAvyA na hatA. e dAdarabArInI nIcenA bhAgamAM pANIthI bhareluM eka TAMkuM hatuM. cAra ajANamAM dAdarabArInI pAse sarakhI jamInanI bhrAMtie jatA hatA. tevAmAM nIce gabaDayA, te cIsa jorathI saMbhaLAi, dayALu zeTha-zeThANI tarata ja tyAM AvI pahoMcyAM, dIvA karyAM. AjubAjunAM mANasane khelAvI ghaNAM prayatne cArane TAMkAmAMthI bahAra kADhayA. tene mAthe bhAre ijA thaela. tema Aje paNa ghaNA mAra vAgela, tethI te khebhAna thai gayA hatA. zeThe vaidhane khelAvI cikitsA karAvI. pyArA putranI sAravAra kare te rIte tenI thavA lAgI. e divase bhAna AvatAM cera vicAre che ke A zuM ? jenA dharamAM huM corI karavA AbyA, e zeTha-zeThANI mArA mAbApathI paNa vadhI jAya tevI mArI cAkarI karI rahyAM che. dhanya che teone ! hu TAMkAmAM paDayA eTalu mane barAbara bhAna che. pachI jo mA upakArI na AvyA hata te! te! mArA prANa ja gayA hai!ta ! AvA daivI AmAenA dharamAM corI karAvanAra duSTAne zikSA thavI ja joie. hramAM te huM bimArI ... pachI badhI vAta. Ave| vicAra karI cAra zeTha-zeThANI sAme dInabhAve joi rahyo. paNa teoe tene AzvA sana ApyuM. paMdara divase saMpUrNa ArAma thayA. evA e samRddhizALI nagaramAM ghauMmAM jema kAMkarA hoya tema, cAra du`tA vasatA hatA. jemanAthI zenI samRddhi ane sanmAna azamAtra paNa sahana na thatuM. AkhA nagaramAM zeThanuM rU IcchanArA jo koI zeDha-zeThANIne page paDI vidAya mAMgI, teoe kahyuM: hAya te A cAra ja mAtra hatA. tethI zeThane satAvavAmAM temane keme karIne saphalatA maLatI na hatI. e cAreye dUra dezathI eka cArane khelAvI, ane bhAI! jarUra hoya te mAgI le, ne bIjIvAra kAMI paNa jarUra paDe te amAre tyAM khuzIthI Avajo ! cAre AbhAra mAnIne kahyuM, ke * mane mArA gunAnI mArI ApI mArA uddAra karA! tamArA hAtha mArA prayAthI ADI avaLI vAtA karI, dha zeDanA gharamAM khAtara pADavA preryAM. caukaLAmAM nipuNa evA e cAre eka divasa mArkA sAdhI zeThanA gharamAM cerI karavA pATalAo dvArA praveza karyAM. zenu dhana meDA upara tijorImAM rAkhelu che, evI prathamathI ja pelA paradezI cArane cAra duSTAe jANa karI hatI. para mUkA, eTale mane badhuMye maLyuM ema huM mAnIza. havethI mAre corI karavI ja nathI, zeThane tyAM cArI thai e vAta teAThe rAjavADe paheAMcela hAvAthI cAra zeThane tyAMthI rajA laI rAjavADAmAM gaye. tyAM rAjA pAse jai rAjAne kahyuM, Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ : kalyANa : sapTembara : 1956 : 19 : sAheba! huM dayALa zeThane ghera corI karavA gayo hato e mahAmaMtra jeNe siddha karyo che, te A duSTonuM te sAcuM che. mane yogya lAge te zikSA kare, paNa duHkha zI rIte sAMbhaLI zake? zeThajIe rAjA pAse huM je corI karavA gaela te ahIMnA vatanI cAra jaI bheTathuM mUkI, aneka prakAranI samajutI karI duSTonA kahevAthI ja gaelo. mane A gAmane ke potAnA A ajJAna bhAIone choDAvavA mAMgaNI e dharmI zeThane paricaya nathI. e duSToe mane karI, je rAjAe puNyazALI dayALu zeThanA vacana ahIM bolAvI game tema avaLa-sava samajAvI sAMbhaLI saharSa svIkArI e kALuM karma mArI pAse karAvyuM. zeThazrInI udAratAthI suMdara paiDAgADImAM potAnA ajJAna bhAIone meM corIne paNa tiraskAra karyo che, ne havethI kAyama sahakuTuMba besADI ghera lAvI snAna-bhejanAdi karAvI mATe corI karavI meM tajI dIdhI che. AnaMdanA samAcAra jaNAvyA, ke tamArA gharabAranI rAjAe ceranI vAta sAMbhaLI tene mArI luMTelI saghaLI milakta rAjA tamane pAchI Apaze. ApI, ne kahyuM, tuM ubhe rahe, have e cAre duSTonuM te sivAya tamAre je kAMI jarUrIAta hoya te A AvI ja banyuM che. kAraNa huM jANuM chuM ke mArA sevakasa jaNAvavA kRpA karazo. sAce ja kahyuM che ke samagra nagaramAM A cAra duTo ghaNu ja harAmakhora "philanthropy is a philosopher's che. huM emane pakaDI maMgAvuM chuM. moDhAmoDha sAkSI stone" paropakAra e pArasamaNi che. thayA pachI huM badhIe tene zikSA karIza. rAjAnA zeThajInI udAratA, paropakAripaNuM ane kSamAdi lAvavAthI bhayabhIta banI te duSTo tyAM AvyA. guNathI e cAra duSTonA pASANu haiyA paNa pIgaLI tyAM te corane beThelA joI gabharAyA. rAjAe coranI gayA. prema e premane janaka che ane cheSa e samakSa pUchayuM ke, A ceranI A rIte karelI vAta cheSa janaka che. prema ane zubha bhAvanA zarIrane sAcI che? duTonI jIbha tALave coMTI gaI, protsAhana Ape che ane jIvana paNa samarpe che. teo kaMI javAba na daI zakyA. rAjAe temane prema dveSa karatAM vadhAre baLavAna che ane tethI zreSane gharabAra lerI laI jelamAM mokalavAnI zikSA karI. jaya prema vaDe thavo ja joIe." te cAre duSTo care thALa dhazeThane kahyuM ke "tamArA duzma- pitAnI duSTatA cheDI zeThajInA caraNe paDI pitAnA nonA Aja gharabAra lUMTAvI jelamAM temane naMkhAvyA aparAdhanI vAraMvAra sAcA dIlathI kSamA mAMgI nirmaLa che. zeThajI coranI vAta sAMbhaLI ekadama gabharAyA banyA. zeThajInA samAgamathI anupama dharmanI ArAane pUchayuM ke' vaLI mArA duzmana kevA ? cAre kahyuM dhanA karI kalyANanA bhAgI banavA bhAgyazALI thayA. ke mane tamArA gharamAM corI karavA preraNA karanArA A rIte zeThajInI udAratA, parAthakAritA, prema ane pilA cAra duSTa! zeThane koinA upara vera virodha pakSamAdi guNoe cera ane vairIne paNa sajajanatAnI hato nahi. "bUrU karanAranuM paNa bhaluM karavuM" suvarNa denagI-bakSisa ApI. - vinsTana cacala eka mahAna vaktA che. paNa eNe jAhera jIvana zarUkaryuM tyAre enuM bhASaNa acakAtuM acakAtuM musIbate thatuM.eka dahADe mAMcesTaramAM sabhA hatI. e ne ene sAthI vaktA leDa elIsabarI moTaramAM besIne sAthe tyAM jatA hatA. vAtamAM ne vAtamAM leDa elIsabarIe kahyuM: 'sta, tane manamAM gabharAmaNa thatI lAge che, nahi?" viTane kahyuMhA, kharekhara thAya che! sAe kahyuM: je dIkarA, gabharAvuM nahi. huM tane karAmata batAvI dauM. huM jyAre belavA ubhe thAuM tyAre u thaIne zrotAgaNa tarapha eka najara nAMkhI lauM chuM. pachI manamAM gaNagaNuM chuM. kevA bevakuphe badhA bhegA thayA che? naya murakhAo! basa te pachI jhIkavA mAMDuM chuM, te cAle che jANe pANIne rele !' Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ rUpano mada zrI caMdrakAMta prAgajIbhAI zAha zihAra. ma-ahaMkAranA jJAnI purUSoe ATha prakAra kahyA che. kuLamada, jAtimada, khaLama, rUpamada, tapamada, dhanamada, jJAnamada ane lAbhama A ATheya prakAranA abhimAna paikI koi paNa prakAranA ahaMkAra jIvanavikAsamAM khAsa atarAyabhUta nivaDe che. A paikI ApaNe rUpama upara sanatkumAranuM dRSTAMta vicArIe ! maLeluM jJAna-rUpa ke dhana enA jo sadupayoga karatAM AvaDe te amRta samAna bane che, nahitara viSarUpe pariName che. rUpanA ahaMkAra sanatkumAre karyo te tene kaDavAM phaLa bhogavavAM paDayAM. rUpa e jo ke zrAvakanA khAvIza guNu paikInA eka guNu che. rUpa-sauMdaya maLavu e paNa bahu ja puNyanI vAta che. rUpa e dharmAM pamADavAmAM ane dharmArAdha-praza'sA sAMbhaLI koi e deve jovAne brAhmaNanuM svarUpa laIne mahelamAM praveze che. nAmAM sahAyabhUta bane che. dA. ta. mahArAja sAheba pATa upara besIne vyAkhyAna ApatA hAya tenI asara zrotAvaga upara paDe che, paNa jo sAtheAsAtha rUpa guNu hAya te tenI evaDI asara jarUra paDe ja che. bahArathI AvatA ajANyA mANasa prathama kSaNe mukhAravizvanA darzana karI sahu namI paDe che. Ama rUpa e dharma pamADavAmAM khUba ja sahakAra Ape che. paraMtu enu abhimAna jyAre hRdayanA khUNAmAM pragaTe che, tyAre e vastu ja AtmAne druti tarapha dhakelI de che. ahaMkAra durgatine vaNamAgyu. nAtarU' Ape che. hastinApuramAM cakravati sanatkumAra rAjya karatA hatA. hastinApura eTale mRtyuleAkanu naMdanavana, prakRtidevInu lIlAkSetra. zrI ane svarUpe gaNAtuM hatuM. AvA aitihAsika sarasvatInuM milanasthAna. bhUleAkamAM e khIjA zaheramAM pAte rAjya karatA hatA. temanuM rUpa devatAone paNa zaramAve tevuM hatuM. AkhAye jagatamAM temanA jheTA jaDatA na hatA. temanI siMhAsana upara jyAre besatA tyAre jema kAyA rUpa-lAvaNyathI maghamaghI rahI hatI. rAjyacaMdra AgaLa tArAo jhAMkhA lAge tema sanakumAranA rUpa AgaLa devatAo paNa jhAMkhA lAgatA. AvuM anupama rUpa temanu hatu. have ekadA saudharmendra mahArAja pAtAnI devasabhAmAM temanuM rUpa temanA rUpanI prazaMsA mukta kare che. A temanA rAja khAra cakravartI paikI sanatkumAra nAmanA cakrI, paMdaramA zrI dharmanAtha bhagavAnanA zAsa namAM thaI gayA. A vakhate sanatkumArane snAnagRhamAM vilepana Adi sevA karI rahyA che. brAhmaNu rUpe AvelA devA atyAre Avu rUpa joIne pazu cikata thai jAya che. kharekhara, jevI IMdra mahArAje prazaMsA karI hatI, tevuM ja adbhUta rUpa che. ane devatAo paNa temanA rUpanI prazaMsA Apasa-ApasamAM kare che. snAnagRhamAM vilepanAdi kAryamAM rata cakravartInI dRSTi Avela brAhmaNA upara paDe che, eTale Adara-satkAra kare che, ane AgamananuM kAraNu pUche che. brAhmaNeA kahe che ke-rAjana! amee tamArA rUpanI prazaMsA suNI hatI, ne tethI ame ApanAM rUpanAM darzana kAje AvyA Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ chIe.' tyAre sanakumAra kahe cheH"ama zuM nIrakhA lAla raMgIle, kheLa bharI muja kAyA; ... nAhI dhAI jakha chatra dharAvuM, tama jojo merI kAyA." "huM brAhmaNA! jo tamAre kharekharA rUpanAM darzana karavA hAya teA, huM snAna karIne rAjasiMhAsana upara mugaTa-kuMDalA ityAdi paherIne beThe hA, cAmara-chatra DhoLAtA hAya, tyAre tameA Avajo. bAkI atyAre huM vilepanAdi karU chuM. eTale A rUpa te hajI kAMi visAtamAM nathI.' kharekhara abhimAnamAM adha khanela AtmA sArAsAranA viveka bhUlI jAya che. amRta e viSamAM piraName che, nAhI dhoine jyAre rAjisa'hAsane sanatkumAra beThA che, tyAre pelA be brAhmaNA Ave che, temanu rUpa joIne ja cikata thai jAya che, ke, 'rAjAnu pahelAnuM rUpa kayAM? ane atyAranuM A rogamaya-viSamaya rUpa kayAM ?' sanatyumAra kahe che, kema have ja rUpa kharekharU dekhAya che ne !' brAhmaNA kahe che-'rAjan ! ApanI kAyA sALa-sALa rAgathI bharelI che. ApanI kaMcanavI kAyA atyAre kathIra jevI anI gaI che, vadhu zuM kahIe, parIkSA karavI hAya tA takhALa thakA eTale emAMthI aneka prakAranI durgaMdha nIkaLaze.' tarata ja rAjAe e pramANe karyuM. brAhmaNAnI vANI satya lAgI. ghaDIka paDelAMnI kAyAmAM abhimAnane lIdhe kevA ajama paDhI Ave che. ekI sAthe seALa-sALa rAganI utpatti. paNa have temanuM mana vicAre caDayu che ke je kAyAmAM huM rAtadivasa rAcyA-mAcyA : : klyANa : sapTembara 1956 : 461 : rahetA hatA, te krAyA tA rAganu ghara che. maLa-mUtra ane viSTAthI bharelI evI kAyAmAM huM aMdha banyA ? kAyA ane mAyA, madhu kSaNabhaMgura che." Ama vicArI turata ja cAritra agIkAra kare che. duSkara tapa tapI, aneka prakAranI labdhi maLe che. labdhinA prabhAvathI pote jo dhAre te thuka vaDe ja badhA roga maTADI zake, paraMtu temane have kAyAnA meha rahyo nathI. mAnavIne satya vastunuM tyAre tenA jIvanapaMtha ja have pharIne ekadA devA vaidyanuM rUpa laIne, kaseATI karavA Ave che. vaidya kahe che ke, amArI pAse evA evA prakAranA auSadha che ke, ApanA rAga tadna nAza pAme' tyAre sanatkumAra kahe che, vaidyarAja ! mane kAyAnA roganI davAnI jarUra nathI. enI davA te mArA thukamAM che, paraMtu bhavarAga-AtmAnA rAgane maTADavAnI davA jo hAya, te| mane Ape.' bhAna thAya che, badalAI jAya che. vaidyane parIkSA ja karavI hatI. chevaTe AvI verAyukta vANI sAMbhaLI AnaMdita thAya che, ane mULa svarUpe pragaTa thaI, vaMdana karI, svasthAne cAlyA jAya che. pachI te temanA rAga sAtaso varase nAbUda thAya che. eka lAkha varasa sudhI niraticAra cAritra pALI devale kamAM jAya che, ne prAMte muktimAM jaze. sAra eTaleA ja grahaNa karavAnA ke, koi paNa prakAranA ahaMkAra na karavA. abhimAna karaze te| maLelI vastu jJAna, dhana, rUpa, budhdhi amRtamaya banavAne badale, viSarUpa banI jaze. mATe nirabhimAnI banI, jIvanamuktinA paMtha pratye prayANa karA! Page #18 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ "jinabhakato sva-adhikArane chAje te rIte jIvavA mathe." | zrI ujamazI jeThAbhAI zAha zrI arihaMta vItarAgadeve prarUpelA mAgIne jIvanane aMtima Adarza mikSa ( svasvarUpa * AtmavikAsane yathArtha rAha samajI prApti ) vyaktie hRdayamAM vivekayukta rIte sarvathA te mAge DhaLavA niraMtara jeo bhAvanA sthApita karavo joIe. bhAve che. ane zrutakevalIonA vidhAnA jIvanane te aMtima Adaza svasvarUpavirUddha tribhASaNa ajANatAMye na thAya te prApti vyakti siddha na kare tyAM sudhI "te mATe jeo jAgRta che, teo kharA jina- bIjAthI kaMIka vadhu che, athavA te pote bIjAthI bhakto che. kaMIka vadhu kare che" te vicAra ja deSita che. te bhakto mAnava tarIkenI potAnI pharaje jema jema vyakti pharaja ane kartavya adA sahaja samaje ane pitAnA adhikArane chAje te karyuM jAya che, tema tema tene adhikAra ane rIte teo jIvavA mathe. arthAt teo sadA pharaja vadhe jAya che. svasvarUpamAsinI aMtima jAgRta rahI pitAne Atmika puruSArtha vega- ghaDI sudhI tenI sAme pharaja ane adhikAra vaMta banAve. paDyAM ja hoya che. ane te teNe adA karavAnA sAdhu, sAdhvI, zrAvaka ane zrAvikA te hoya che. eTale ke, "bIjAthI huM kaMI vadhu che, zramaNa saMghanA caturvidha aMgomAMnuM kaI paNu ane vadhu karUM chuM " te deSita vicArane vivekIaMga piotAnA vaiyaktika adhikAra pratye je janene tyAM TakavAnuM sthAna ja nathI. upekSAvRtti seve te samasta zramaNusaMdha para sva-adhikArane cheha denArA pariNAmo tenI mAThI asara avazya nipaje. temAMye ucca ApaNane haiye khaTake nahi te samajavuM ke haju adhikAranA svAmI zrI bhagavAna mahAvIranA khare viveka ApaNAmAM pragaTa nathI. zramaNe pitAnA vaiyaktika adhikAra pratye heja sva-adhikAranuM bhAna bhUlAya te mAmUlI paNa gAphela rahe te tene bhayaMkara pariNAma jaNAtAM deze paNa vyApaka svarUpa pakaDe che. nipaje. ane zAsanane bhAre hAni pahoMce. ane bhayaMkara anartho nipajAve che. mATe ja, vyaktinA dravya-adhikAra anusAra ucita te suhamadaSanI kaI paNa ciNagArI vyApaka ke anucita-AcaraNanI sArI-mAThI asara svarUpa pakaDe te pahelAM vivekIoe bUjhAvI samAja para avazya paDe che. devI joIe. te vyaktinA bhAvapariNAmanI chAyA bAda eTale ke sAdhu, sAdhvI, zrAvaka, zrAvikA kriyAmAM pratibiMbita thatI hovAthI vyaktie sarvee pitAnA adhikAranI samajaNa rAkhI mananA pariNAma zuddha rAkhavA joIe. manamAM potAnuM kartavya, zakti gepaDyA vinA adA uThatAM azuddha vikalpane viveka yukta rIte karavA vivekapUrvaka prayatnazIla rahevuM joIe. svapaDAmavAM joie, ke jethI svaparanuM kalyANa thAya. ranA kalyANa mATe kharI keDa kasavI joIe. jIvanane Adarza samajyA vinA deTa ane vIrazAsanane dhavaja chuTe cheDe pharakate rAkhavA mUkavAthI vyakti dethI ugAratI nathI. mATe caturvidha-zramaNusaMdha-vyavasthA zistabaddha jALa vavI joIe. Page #19 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vI ta ra ga vA ne ma himA - zrI ena. ema zAha amadAvAda sAmAnya rIte vizvamAtramAM. zArIrika phAyadAmAM pariNamatI nathI, tevI rIte jIva mAnasika ane Atmika evA traNa prakAranA paNa regane samajyA vinA maMdira jAya, duHkhe vizeSe karIne jovAmAM Ave che. A pustaka vAMce. te paNa tenuM phaLa pAmI zake te mAnavagatine lakSamAM laI vAta karI. nahi. mAre kahevAno Azaya ema nathI ke maMtrazAstrIo, taMtrazAstrIo ane auSadhanA eNe maMdira na javuM, athavA pustake na karanArAone te paNa nathI, Ama chatAM vAMcavA. paraMtu rAga karyo che e pArakhavA AmAMnAM eka paNa pApane pADavA mATe jaldI tatpara thavuM joIe. kALa anaMta che, emAM A mAnavagatinA varSo bahu ja alpa zaktimAna nathI. A vacane paNa apekSAe samajavA joIe, kAraNa ke navakAramaMtra e gaNAya. mATe veLAsara tatva samajavuM atyaMta mahAna maMtra che, ane enA jApathI pApo kSaya thaI zake che, e saune zarIrane rega heya te ThIka; zarIrazAstrIvidita ja che. ene te nathI. mAnasika vyAdhi paNa che eTale maMtra, taMtra athavA aSidha zarIra, nivArI zakAya che, ema mAnasazAstrIonuM mana ItyAdinA duHkha dUra karavAmAM nimittabhUta kahevuM che, ane jinasiddhAMta paNa kahe che, banI zake, paraMtu pApa dUra karI zake nahi, "vastu mAtra parivartana pAmyA kare che A pApazabdanI vyAkhyA karavI jarUrI bane che. rega, je dehane paNa nahi, manane paNa nahi, aDhAra prakAranA pApasthAnake te che ja, te nivArI zakAya eve che. paNa sauthI moTuM pApa te Atma-vismRti ja che. ane kharI vastu e che ke rega kayAM eTale jema judA judA raMga upara kaI che ane kahe che, enI paNa jIvane smRti vakhata eka ja davA, te keIka vakhata judI davA nathI. jevI rIte vaidya ke DekaTara roganuM sAcuM A kAma lAge, tema A roga mATe paNa "auSadhe" nidAna karyA vinA davA Ape te paNa te 3. aneka prakAranA che, jene je ruce teNe te - ekAgrapaNe zraddhApUrvaka apanAvavAnuM che. vyakitanA bhAva adhikAranI AchI chAyAnA anubhava vinA te vyakitamAM tene dravya (bAdA) sAmAnya rIte keTalAka rege susAdhya che adhikAra (javAbadAra vyaktio dvArA) sthA, keTalAka dusAdha, ema atyAranA jamAnAne pita karavAthI paNa zAsananuM zista avazya lakSIne kahI zakAya. bhavya ane abhivya ema kheravAya che. ane zAsananI helanA thAya che. be prakAranA rogIo che jemAM bhavya mATe ja, game te kSetre, game tene game tyAre susAdhya che, ane abhavya ? e viSe zuM sthApita karatAM paNa zrI zramaNa saMghe viveka kahevuM? dharAve joIe. A roga te ka? ane e kaI rIte Page #20 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kalyANa sapTembara 1956 kapaH nivArI zakAya? A rega te "bhavaroga che, vaMta te vItarAgavANI che! ane te satyavacanAmRta vaDe nivArI zakAya che. roga jIva sAthe lAgele che, bhavana, vItarAga vANuM" e ja A roga uparanuM jenA traNa mukhya kAraNa rAga, dveSa, ajJAna che. 5 mahAmUluM oSadha che." "he geyama! mA samaya je dukhatpAdaka che, dukhavadhana karanAra che, je pamAyae! he gautama! kSaNa paNa pramAda na kara, caturgatimAM pheravanAra che. rAga-dveSa-ajJAnathI AvuM prabhu mahAvIranuM vacana trikALa satya che, Atma-vismRti che, e pApa che, ane eTalA te sarva chavane sarva sthaLe sarakhI ja rIte mATe ja "vItarAgavANInI AvazyakatA che. ' lAgu paDe che. jIvamAtra, je A caugatirUpa saMsA. jagatanA caturgatinA chane pikArI ramAM anAdi anaMtakALathI janmamaraNanA cakramAM pokArIne vItarAga-vANa udbodhe che kephare che, te sarvane duHkha che, duHkhanA kSaya "he che, A saMsAramAMthI pAchA vaLe. karavAnA heturUpa pravRtti che, pachI te samyapha ame paNa tyAM bhaTakyA, paraMtu tyAM sAcuM hoya athavA na hoya. vItarAgavANI e evI sukha nathI, sAcuM sukha AtmAmAM che, te alabhya bheTa che ke jenuM mUlya amUlya che, bahAra zodhavAthI nahi maLe, te te AtmAmAM "vANuM-jene zabda zabda, bhAve bhAva, zravaNa che, tyAM anaMta jJAna, darzana, cAstri, vIrya karatAM, vAMcatAM, vicAratAM, manana karatAM, ciMtavana rahyAM che, ene AvirbhAva kara! enuM smaraNuM" karatA, keDo pApa kSaya karI zake evI tAkAta- kara, enuM ciMtavana kara, e rUpa bane!' prasiddha dhanakubera lerDa razmacAIlDane tyAM eka vAra traNa-cAra sAmyavAdIo jaI caDyA ane samAnatA para ane dravyanI asamAna vaheMcaNI para bhASaNa bharaDavA. mAMDyA. temane ATalI badhI lata dharAvavAne kaMI hakka nathI ema jorazorathI kahevA lAgyA. bhASaNa sAMbhaLI rahyA pachI rezmacAIlDa cupacApa eka kAgaLanI cabarakhI para kaMI hisAba gaNavAmAM parovAyA ne te pUro thaye teNe dareka sAmyavAdInA hAthamAM babbe pensa mUkayA. Azcarya pAmI pelAoe Ama karavAnuM kAraNa pUchyuM. tyAre rezmacAIDe kahyuM ke mArI delatane meM duniyAnI vastIthI bhAgI nAkhI che. e hisAbe dareka jaNane bhAge be pinsa Ave. tame tamAro bhAga letA jAo, ne bIjAe temane bhAga levA Avaze tyAre temane paNa Apate rahIza" rAjakAraNa e eka kaLA che. temAM zrImaMta ane zramajIvIne eka-bIjAthI bacAvavA pahelA pAsethI matA ane bIjA pAsethI mata paDAvavAmAM Ave che. Page #21 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ guNAnurAga ane jainazAsana pU. munirAja zrI ravivijayajI mahArAja nazAsana eTale guNane pUjaka samudAya. svarUpa bane te kahevuM azakya che, are e guNo jinezvaradeva eTale guNane bhaMDAra. jinezvara- paNa denuM ja kAma kare che, tethI te guNo paNa devanA upadezanuM dhyeya AkhuM jagata guNethI pUrNa doSa ja che. jyArathI AtmAbhimukha dRSTi thAya che bane te che. emanA upadezamAM ekapaNa dezanuM poSaNa tyArathI ja AtmAmAM tAttvika guNonI zarUAta nathI tema ja eka paNa guNanuM zeSaNa nathI. emanA thAya che. guNazUnya AtmAo koI paNa kAle dvArA kahevAyelA dharmanA be prakAramAM mukhya prakAra Atmaka zAMti, samAdhi ke sukhano anubhava karI sarvaviratino che ane amukhya prakAra dezayAgane che. zatA nathI. A mukhyamukhya dharmanA prakAramAM paNa mukhya dharmanA jainazAsanamAM guNa tathA guNavAnI mahattA prakAramAM guNa ghaNuM che ane amukhya dharmanA prakAramAM khUba khUba gaNavAmAM AvI che. tethI ja pitAnAthI guNa ati alpa che. prathama guNasthAnakathI mAMDI adhika ke alpa guNInI paNa prazaMsA ane anu14mAM guNasthAnaka sudhInI bhUmikAonA bhedamAM kAraNe modanA karavAnuM A zAsanamAM joradAra pharamAna che, guNo ja che. sAdhuo eTale AtmAmAM guNene pragaTa AcArya paNa sAdhu vihAra karIne Ave te vakhate karavA mATe satata prayatnazIla AtmAo. zrAvako tarata ja pitAnA Asana uparathI ubhA thai jAya. eTale AtmAmAM guNone khIlavavA mATe avasare e prakAre vidhinuM pratipAdana karI guNInuM bahumAna avasare prayatna karanAra AtmAo. bhAganusArIe karavAnuM pharamAna A zAsana kare che. eTale guNonA sthAnabhUta dekhAtA AtmAone joIne mahArAjA kumArapALanA saMdhamAM sAthe gayelA nAcatA tathA potAnAmAM guNo kyAre pragaTe tenI pU. hemacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAja siddhagirirAja upara abhilASA karatA AtmAo. AdIvara bhagavAnanA maMdiramAM dhanapALa kavithI chomAM guNonI zarUAta "huM jaDa zarIrathI racAyela dhanapAla paMcAzikA bole che " kumArapALa mukta banI akhaMDa Amika AnaMda lUMTanAra thAuM mahArAjA kalikAlasarvajJa pU. hemacaMdrasUrIzvarajI te sArUM, evI bhAvanA jyArathI thAya che, tyArathI ja mahArAjane pUche che ke, "Apa jabarajasta kavi thAya che. saMsAra ja upAdeya che, ahiM ja sarva, prakAranuM hovA chatAM paNa Apa ApanA racelA stotro na sukha che, zarIra vagara sukha bhogavaTo hoya ja gayAM ane dhanapAla zrAvakane banAvela tetrA gAyA zAne ? AtmA, paraloka, puSya, pApa, svarga narakAdinI e kAMI amane samajamAM AvyuM nahi.' javAbamAM vAte kAlpanika che, upajAvI kADhelI che, nakAmAM lokone pU. hemacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAja kahe che ke, temanI AtmA AdinI vAta karI A badhA sukhothI kRtiomAM je bhAva bharyo che, te bhAva mArI kRtivaMcita kare che" vigere vigere prakAranI mAnyatA che emAM nathI. keTalo jabara guNAnurAga ! keTalI AtmakAI jIvomAM hoya ane bAhyathI dayA-dAnAdi kSamAM laghutA ! pite AcAryuM che, kalikAlasarvajInuM tAtvika ke sahanazIlatA Adi guNo dekhAtA hoya te tene birUda dhAraNa karanAra che, te kAlanA kaviomAM guNo mAnavA e chokarAne mArI nAkhI tenA maDadA temane naMbara pahelo che, mahArAjA kumArapALa jevAne AgaLa tenI prazaMsA karavA tulya che. AtmAbhimukha- pratibodha karI A zAsana pamADI dIdhuM che. maMtrAdi tAthI zUnya vyaktimAM dekhAtA guNe kevaLa svArtha sAdhaka zaktio jemane svAgata che, aneka viSaya upara ja hoya che, athavA te devapoSaka hoya che, mATe jemanI kasAyelI kalame cAlI che, aneka graMthanI te guNe paNa devasvarUpa che. pAMca IdriyomAM tathA canA karI che, te kAlamAM mahAzAsanaprabhAvaka che. parigrahAdimAM je AtmAonI ekAMta rIte upAdeya chatAM kevo guNAnurAga ! kAraNa? temanA AtmAmAM buddhi che te AtmAnA dekhItA guNe kayAre deSa- A zAsana javuM hatuM, pacyuM hatuM, tethI ja A Page #22 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 468 :: guNAnurAga : zAsananA aneka AdarzathI guNAnurAga karavo joIe" jainazAsananI guNapUjakatAne parAve che. ene amala temanA AtmAmAM sAkSAta jovA maLe ahiM eka vAta vizeSa rIte khyAlamAM rAkhavA che. A rIte A guNAnurAgane jhaLahaLatI rIte jIva- lAyaka te che ke, saMsAramAM viSayo, kakSAe tathA poranamAM jIvanArA A zAsanamAM aneka AcArya Adi grahAdinA piSaNa mATe, rakSaNa mATe, kRddhi mATe ke ane zrAvake Adi thayA che, thAya che, te badhAnA bhogavaTA Adine mATe dekhAtA guNene A zAsane prasaMge lakhavA jaIe to AkhI jIMdagIne aMta guNAbhAsa kahyA che. nakalI guNo kAcA che. are Ave, paNa te mahApurUSanA jIvanaprasaMgane lakhavAne ene doSanuM paNa upanAma ApyuM che. jema vepArI aMta na Ave. vaka karavA mATe ke grAhakane sArI rIte ThagavA mATe grAhaka gALa de, halakA vacano bele arihaMtAdi navapadanAM pUjana, darzana vaMdana, Adi te paNa kSamA rAkhe che, kaidha karatA nathI. karavuM, te paNa guNenuM pUjana, vaMdana ane darzana che. kAraNa ke arihaMtaAdi guNanA puMja che. arihaMta A kSamA guNa che, paNa te kevaLa parigraha sAdhaka hovAthI, tenI ahIM guNa keTImAM gaNatA nathI, paNa eTale paramArtha dRSTiye paropakAra Adi guNonA bhaMDAra, siha bhagavAna eTale jJAnAdi akSaya anaMta guNAbhAsa koTImAM gaNanA che. kema ? vepArIne khabara paDI jAya ke A grAhaka mAla levAne nathI, napha guNanA bhaMDAra. AcArya eTale zuddha AcAranA thavAne nathI.ane pajave ja che, te tene pachI gusso bhaMDAra. upAdhyAya eTale vinayanA bhaMDAra, sAdhu eTale AvatAM vAra lAgatI nathI. arthAt tenI dekhAtI kSamA tapana bhaMDAra. samakita eTale dareka jIva upara dravya e svArtha sAdhaka che. svArtha sAdhaka guNone jainazAsane tathA bhAva tyA Adi guNone pragaTa karavAnuM kahenAra guNAbhAsa tarIke oLakhAvyA che kSamArUpaguNa teja sAce antarnAda; samyajJAna eTale pitAnuM ane pArakuM kahevAya ke jenAmAM saMsAranA naiNyanuM bhAsana che. evuM sAcuM bhAna karAvanAra. samyapha cAritra eTale ' ke game tevA aparAdha kare te paNa e vicAravAnuM keIne paNa upadravadhUta thayA vagara niSpApa jIvana ( ke. "are A bicAro potAnA karmathI haNAI rahyo ke gunhA rahita jIvana; samyaphatapa eTale AtmA che, mATe mAre tenA upara gusso karavo na joIe, upara lAgelA melane sApha karanAra sAbu A navapado kAraNake marelAne mAravo e sapurUSanuM bhUSaNa nathI. guNonA dhAma ke guNa svarUpa che. A navapado e e potAnA karmathI bharAI rahyo che tene mAre kaMI jenazAsanasvarUpa che. e jainazAsana uparano prema e guNa uparane prema che. jagatamAM jeTalA guNanA te karavuM te marelAne mAravA jevuM thAya, ane tema karUM to mArAmAMthI uttamatA jatI rahe ane adhamatA premI haze te kadI paNa A zAsana upara arUci Ave' AvA vicArapUrvaka kSamA karanAra e ja sAcA nahi kare ane prema karyA vagara nahi rahe. A zAsa kSamAguNano svAmI che. nanI vizeSatA e che ke tenA mahArathIoe jyAM jainazAsana kahe che ke, jIvamAM guNonI zarUAd, jyAM sAcA guNo joyA, tyAM tyAM temanI prazaMsA karyA vagara na rahyA. pAtaMjalImAM mokSarUci, tene siddha saMsAranA svarUpanuM jJAna ane tenAmAM nirguNatAnI karavA tyAga-verAgyAdi je koI prAthamika bhUmikAnA buddhi, mekSanI rUcithI thAya che. A vagaranA guNo e pAyA vagaranA mahela jevA che. chAra upara lIMpaNa guNe hatA jene laIne ja pU. A. bha. zrI haribhadrasUri mahArAje temane bhagavAna pAtaMjali" e nAmathI jevA che, viSTAmAM rahelA caMpakanA phala jevA che. sabedhyA. jena zAstrakAroe saMsArane uga AdithI jagatamAM rahelA chadmastha AtmAomAM deva mAMDIne je koI guNo jemanAmAM joyA che, teonI ane guNa bane rahevAnA. temAM teone doSa upara temaNe teTalA aMzamAM prazaMsA ja karI che. A paNa daSTi nAMkhavI te nAMkhanAranI vAMkI daSTi sUcave che, Page #23 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ : kalyANaH : sapTembara 1956: 46e : athavA te tenAmAM rahela devapriyatAne jaNAve che, kaDaka heya, tene uttara guNonI DhIlAzane ke zathilatAne ane teonA guNa upara daSTi nAkhavI te jenAramAM AgaLa karI tenI niMdA karavI, jAheramAM halakA citaguNAnurAga vyakta kare che. AthI koI tapa ravA, lokonuM bahumAna temanA upara ochuM thAya tevuM karate hoya ane krodha paNa hoya che tenA kaidha bolavuM ke lakhavuM temAM potAnAmAM rahela doSAnurAga uparathI daSTi kADhI nAMkhI tapanI prazaMsA karatA thavuM kAraNa che. je Do paNuM guNAnurAga hoya che evuM joIe. paNa je te vakhate koI ema bele ke, kartavya thAya ja nahi. hA, kadAca lAgaNI pedA thaI "ko sAthe karelA tapanI zuM kiMmata ? enA karatAM jAya che tevA sAdhuone, tapasvIone, brahmacArIone na karavo sAre, to te pitAmAM rahela dethapriyatA ne ke dAnavIrane ekAMtamAM besI zikhAmaNa apAya ane te vANI dvArA bahAra kADhe che. e ja rIte koI sadAcAra te dvArA temanA jIvananA deSa kADhavA mahenata karAya ke brahmacarya pALate hoya, aneka prakAranuM dAna paNa karato hoya te vakhate tenAmAM mAna hoya ke lobhI paNa jAheramAM game tema lakhI temanA doSone pragaTa ttio paNa heya te mAna ke lobhane AgaLa karI karavA te temanA deSa kADhavAne upAya nathI, paNa sadAcAra ke brahmacaryanA pAlanane adhama gaNAvavuM pitAnA doSone prabala karavAne upAya che. A vastune ane tenAM guNonI niMdA karavI e adhama mANasanuM sthiti hovAthI guNAnurAgIe koI paNa prasaMge paNa kAma che, dezapremIonuM kAma che, paNa guNAnurAgIonuM devASTithI dUra rahI, vivekapUrvaka AcaraNa rAkhavuM kAma nathI.' sAdhu hoya, uttaraguNomAM DhIlo hoya, zithila joIe. A ja pitAmAM guNone pragaTAvavAno heya te chatAM mUlaguNomAM majabuta hoya, tenuM pAlana rAjamArga che. pArlAmenTanA sabhya mI, zerIDane tenA virodhIne ja kahyo tyAre spIkare te mATe mAphI mAgavA jaNAvyuM. zerIDane kahyuM "mi. spIkara, meM kaheluM ke ApaNuM A mAnanIya sabhya juk che . e sAcuM che. ane e mATe huM dilagIra chuM." virodhI sabhya vadhe lIdhe ke "A vAkayaracanA dvi athI che mATe eka zabdomAM mAphI joIe." "sAheba," zerIDane kahyuM, "ApaNA mAnanIya sabhya pitAnA jJAna mujabane atha karI zake che. ane emane lAge tyAM alpavirAma mUkI zake che. eka aMgreja umarAva eka vAra amerikAnA presIDanTa liMkanane ghera mulAkAte gaye. tyAM liMkanane temanA jeDAne pilIza karatA joI kahyuM. "aMgreje kadi pitAnA bUTa pilIza karatA nathI. 'tyAre teo kenA bUTa pilIza kare che? likane dhIre rahI mamare ma. TOO ke chelyo ha96 ga chaDI Page #24 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI dharmopadeza-kulakasAra-saMgraha pU. munirAja zrI mAnatuMgavijayajI mahArAja 1 mAnamatsara Adi AMtarazatruone aMdhArAmAM AthaDatA, jIvane zrI vItarAga saMpUrNa paNe nivAranAra, traNe bhuvananA lekene devanA mArganI prApti ane te upara daDha zradhdhA, vaMdana karavA gya, carama tIrthanAyaka zrI enI AjJAnuM pAlana A badhuM ati durlabha mahAvIra prabhune vaMdana karIne, dharmaupadezane prakAza samAna che. A prakAzanA kALamAM AtmA kAMIka aMza kahevA prayatna AdarUM chuM. jo pitAnuM kArya karI le, te -ghaNuM banI 2 A bhayaMkara saMsAra aTavImAM, uttama jAya, nahi te, saMsArabhramaNanA mahA aMdhaprakAranA tatvajJAnane pAmyA vinA jIva ane te kAramAM jIva rajhaLavAne che. maLelI sAmagrIne kALa rajhaLe, koI paNa sthAnamAM bhAvapUrvaka gya lAbha laI levAnI jJAnIe bhalAmaNa zrI jinadharmane na pAme. 4 A zrI jinabhASita dhama manavAMchita 3 azubha karmanA kAMIka laghupaNAthI, phaLa ApavAmAM kalpavRkSa samAna che, anaMta atyAre. te zrI jinabhASita dhamanI ati jJAnIoe jagatane ekAMta hitane mATe ja durlabha sAmagrI ghaNA kALe hAthamAM AvI che. kahela che. pitAnA kalyANanI IcchAvALA janee pANInA moTA prahamAM, zevAlanA paDa jAmelA ja ene ja vidhipUrvaka ArAdha joIe. rahelA hoya, emAM nIce kAcabA. maccha vagere 5 e dharmanA mUla hetu jIvadayA vagere aneka jalajaMtuo potAnA kuTuMba sahita rahe. che. e dharma zAMti Adi daza bheda vaDe kahela sevAlanA paDala nIce rahevAthI, emane sUrya caMdra AdinA prakAza kadI jevA na maLe. eka che. saghaLA guNane lAvanAra evA A zrI samaye zaradapunamanI rAta hatI. caMdra pUrNa arihaMtabhASita dharmanI AcaraNamAM haMmezA, kalAthI khIle. evAmAM pavananA jhapATAthI ALasa tyajIne udhama kare. sevAlanA paDalamAM eka kAcabAnI Deka bahAra 6 jema parvatamAM mukhya merU parvata che, nIkaLe evaDuM chidra paDI gayuM. acAnaka kaI samudromAM sahuthI moTo svayaMbhUramaNa samudra che. kAca tyAM AvI gaye. Doka bahAra kADhIne A tArAomAM zreSTha jema caMdra che, tema sarva joyuM to jIMdagImAM nahi joyele caMdrane guNemAM sAra jIvadayA che. anupama prakAza je, ghaNe AnaMda pAme. 7 satyathI lekamAM pratiSThA jAme che, pitAnA kuTuMbane batAvavA mATe pAcho pANImAM satya vaDe dharmanI zuddhi thAya che, satya vaDe nIce utarI gaye. kuTuMbane vAta kahe che ane sadgatine lAbha thAya che, satya jevuM uttama tyAM lAve che, eTalAmAM pharI te prabala bIjuM kAMI nathI. pavana AvavAthI e chidra pUrAI gayuM. ethI 8 jeo paradravyanA haraNathI ekAMte e prakAza kAcabAne pharI jovA na malya. virakta manavALA rahe che, temane kayuM sukha, evI ja rIte saMsAramAM bhaTakatA, mohanA kaye yaza ane kayuM kalyANa prApta thatAM nathI? Page #25 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sa kaMi thAya che. 9 je purUSa! akhaMDa brahmacaryapAlananA guNunI mukhyatAvALA jIvanane jIve che, temane brahmA paNa namaskAra kare che. temanA mATe A sa.pU bhuvanamAM kAMI asAdhya nathI. 10 jee sarva sthaLeAmAM parigrahanI keAI paNa jAtinI mamatA rAkhyA vinA rahe che, temane kAI vhAle, ke koI duzmana hatA nathI, ane tee sadAya saghaLA du:kheAthI dUra ja rahe che. 11 bhayakara sanA viSa jevA mithyAtvanA jemaNe tyAga karyAM che, tee ja sAcA kalyANanI paraMparAne pAme che, bIjA nahi. 12 kAdavanA DhagalA jevA krodha vistAra pAmavAthI sa janane udvega karanAra thAya che, dArUNa du:khAnI mULa khANa krodha ja che, 13 mAna vinayanA nAza karanAra che, duHkharUpI vRkSane siMcavAmAM pANI sarakhA mAna che. hada uparAMtanA duHkha ApanAra che. jJAnAdi uttama guNAnI hAni karanAra mAna che, 14 mAyA phAnI vaTALIyA jema ghaNI doSarUpI dhULane uchALe che, e dhULathI AkhA mIcAI jatAM jIvA sAcA guNu-doSanI parIkSA karI zakatA nathI. 15 lAbha kALA sarpa jevA jema jema najIkamAM Ave tema tema jagatanA jIvAne zithila karI nAkhe che, na karavA lAyaka aneka pApa karmoM vaDe jIvane mahAdoSothI anAve che. duSita 16 AtmAnuM sadAya kharAma karanArA, kalyANa: sapTembara 1956 : 471 : A cAra kaSAyAne nila samAdhi cega vaDe je mana rUpI gharamAMthI sadAyane mATe mahAra kADhI muke che, tee jagatamAM sukhapUrvaka jIve che. 17 AvA guNAne ArAdhavApUrvaka A dharmane je koI jIva, je kAI paNa kALamAM seve che, te, te jIvane pariNAme amRtanI jema sukha ApanAra thAya che. 18 traNa jagatanA sarvAM jIvAne namana karavA lAyaka, evA zrI arihaMta bhagavaMtane parama bhaktivaDe dararAja vidhipUrvaka pUjavA joIe. sAcA pUjaka samaya ane zakti anusAre pUjyanI pUjA karavAmAM kazI khAmI na rAkhe. pUjaka pUjA kare pUjyanI, pazu pUchya mATe pUjA nathI karatA, paNa potAnA mATe kare che. je peAtAnA mATe ja pujA karavAnI uttama dRSTivALA hoya, enI pUjA enu peAtAnuM haiyuM DolAvI nAkhe evI hAya, ane enI rAja prabhune pUjavAnI rIti tathA vidhividhAna joIne, aneka jIvAne pUjyanI sAcI pUjA pratye prema jAgRta thAya evI pUjA hoya. AvI pUjA pUjakane pUjya tarapha laI jAya ane chevaTa pUjya manAve. evA arihaMtane pUjavA, namavA ane kSaNe kSaNe sa'bhAravA e ja bhakta jIvAnu ucca katavya kahevAya che. 19 pAMca mahAvratanA bhArane yAvajjIva vaDanArA, sarva pApakAni sadAya mATe tyajanArA, haMmezAM jJAnAcArAdi pAMce. AcAra pALavAmAM tatpara, saMsAranA jIvAne AtmadharmanI oLakhANa karAvavArUpa sarvottama parIpakAra karanArA, aneka guNAnA dhAma evA munivare e gurUsthAne hoya te sarvAM jagatanu hita ja thAya. Page #26 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ yogabindu bhAvAnuvAda thI vidUra (lekhAMka 11 me.] payayane kSaNabhede bheda tene kSaNika mAnI thaI gayuM. baMdha ane bhaganA AdhAra judA na heya. levAmAM Ave, teya, TakavalayAdi avasthAnA pari jema jeNe anubhavyuM teja kALAntare smarI zake, vartanamAM ya jema suvarNa dravyane anugAmi dravya rUpe tema jeNe baMdha karyo te ja bhoga karI zake. paNa svIkAravAmAM Ave che. tema eka anvaya dravyane baMdha anya kare ane bhagave anya ema bane ja nahi. mAnavuM ja joIe. te ja vyavasthA ghaTI zake. anyathA ethI ja anugAmi dravya mAnavuM ja joIe. e dravya na ghaTI zake. kAraNuM baMdha karanAra jJAnakSaNa alaga ho paryAyaviziSTa che, te baMdha kare ane punaH samaye tene te te vinAza pAmI gaye, ane bhegavanAra anya bhAga kare. A rIte baMne mata nathI, paNa dravya-paryAya20 savAra-sAMja svAdhyAya kare, pacca rUpa pariNAme tattva mAnavuM te ja yogya che. kakhANa karavA, ane kSaNe kSaNe mananA melane AtmAdi to jema yuktithI siddha thAya che. dhaI nAkhanArI uttama bhAvanAo saMbhAravI. tema AgamathI paNa siddha thAya che. e Agama paNa 21 dukhe vazamAM Ave evI pAMce te ja ghaTe yadi AtmAne karthacita nityAnitya, iMdriyanuM damana. 2 kAmAdi vairInA varganuM zamana. sadasata ane pariNAmI mAnavAmAM Ave. eTale 3 priyabhASipaNuM. 4 pUrvAbhASipaNuM. 5 kapaTa Agama paNa je te mAnya na thAya, paNa te ja manAya rahita. ke je pramANa ane svavacanathI bAdhita na hoya. AthI ja hitecchae AgamanuM paNa parIkSaNa karavuM 22 sajjanatA 6, sAdhamika vAtsalya joIe, jenA mATe graMthakAra maharSi pharamAve che ke-- 7, zakti anusAra tapa 8, zakti mujaba vacanAdasya sasiddhi-retadapyevameva hi / supAtradAna 9, zIlanI vizuddhi 10, uttama dRSTeSTAbAdhita tasmA-detanmRgya hitaiSiNA // 23 / / dhama karavAmAM satata zraddhA 11, thata AtmAdi to AgamathI paNa siddha 23 navA navA zAne abhyAsa thAya che, temAM ya yogAdi te khAsa karI Agama dvArA 12, navA navA guNe pAmavA tIva siddha thAya che, yugAdi anuSThAnenuM phaLa mukhyatayA abhilASA 13, AtmAne samAdhimAM rAkhave paralokamAM prApta thAya che paralokAdi atIndriya arthonuM 14. A guNanA samUhathI bharelA mANaso sAdhaka Agama pramANa che. anumAna paNa AgamathI abAdhita hoya te ja pramANabhUta che. eTale paralokasAthe vasavATa. A guNe nitya sevavA. sAdhaka pramANamAM mukhyatA AgamapramANanI ja che. 24. aDhAra hajAra zIlanA aMgathI ati AthI ja nikaTa muktigAmI AtmA te te manahara evuM sAdhupaNuM apramatta citta zubhAnuSThAnanI sAdhanAmAM AgamAnulakSI ja hoya che. sahita huM kayAre pAmIza? evuM kSaNe kSaNe e Agama paNa pariNAmI AtmAmAM ja ghaTI nirdabha paNe vicAravuM. zake che. jema kega pariNAmI AtmAmAM ghaTe che tema. 25 zrI municaMdra AcArya bhagavaMtanA Agama e koI sanAtana-siddha tattva nathI. kahelA A upadezane AcaranArA punyavaMta bhavya Agama e te te te tIrthasthApakAra racita tatva cha akalaMka guNanuM bhAjana thAya che. te che. jyAre vakatAne te te arthanA bodhanAthe pariNAma Page #27 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kalyANa: sapTembara 1956:473:, thAya che, ane te te bhASAvargaNAnAM pudgalomAMthI te te te avasthAprAptirUpa paryAyatayA avasthAna, pratyakSa te pudagalone grahe ane zabdarUpe pariNumAve tathA pramANusiddha che. te te prayatna kare tyAre ja vaheMccAra thaI zake che. te vastutastu vastumAtra anvayidravyarUpe sthira-sthAyi vaNene sApekSa samudAya te pada che, ane tene sApekSa rahI che te pariNAmanA ge te te avasthAone prApta samudAya te vAkaya che, Agama vAyasamUhAtmaka che. kare che. jemAM mATI, mATIrUpe kAyama rahI, te te eTale Agama vacanarUpa ja che. vacanapravRtti pAlikA, kapAla ane ghaTAdi avasthAne pAme che. tyAre ja ghaTe jyAre AtmAne te te zabdoccAraNane e avasthA ja paryAyarUpa che, te avasthAone, mATI pariNAma thAya. ethI ja. jema pUrvamAM agI pitAnI yogyatAnA prabhAve, te te pariNAmaThArA AtmA yogyatAnA prabhAve yogayogya pariNAma pAmI pAme che. arthAt mATI ja te kapAla ane ghaTAdi gAbhyAsa karI zake. tema vacane cAranA pariNAmane payaoNvarUpe pariName che, e tenI svAbhAvika yogyatA pAmIne ja AmA te prayatnaThArA vasanAra che. e avasthAmAM mATI te anugAmi ja che. karI zake. eTale anugAmitayA mATI dravya sthAyI che ane eja mATI te te avasthArUpe pariName che, mATe tethI Agama paNa te ja ghaTI zake yadi AtmAne paryAyarUpa che, e ja rIte suvarNadravya paNa te te kaMkaNa- pariNAmI mAnavAmAM Ave. AtmA yadi sarvathA karaka-valayAdi avasthAonA parivartanamAM ya dhruva che, apariNamI ja hoya, to AgamanuM praNayana sthAyi che. kema ja thAya ? A rIte vastumAtranuM dravyarUpe avasthAna che, e Agama paNa abAdhita joIe. ane te vastu ja svAbhAvika yogyatAnA pratApe te te je tatva, pratyakSAdi pramANethI bAdhita hoya ta laya pariNAmadArA judIjudI avasthAne prApta kare che. athavA svavacanathI ja bAdhita hoya, paraspara viruddha AtmA paNa anugAmi dravyarUpe sthAyI rahI artha prarUpaka heya, tene pramANika kema ja manAya ke te te nara-nArakAdi yA bAlya-kumArAdi avasthAne eTale ja Agama anekAneka hovA chatAM, te ja prApta kare che. mAnya banI zake che, je pratyakSAdi pramANe ane sva A pratyakSa anubhavasiddha tatva che, emAM prazna vacanaThArA abAdhita che. hoI zake ja nahi. abAdhita-Agama ja yogasiddhinuM nidAna che. Ama chatAM je Agamakathita tattva, pratyakSadAro sivAya, te AgamanA yoge ja adhaHpatana thaI ja bAdhita hoya, temAM anya pramANu dvArA prakAzita jaya mATe ja kalyANakAMkSie AgamanI paNa parIkSA tattvanA viSayamAM prazna ja rahetuM nathI, arthAta je karavI joIe. AgamamAM pariNAmi-nityatva nahi mAnatAM, mAtra jenA mATe graMthakAra maharSi pharamAve che ke aparivartanazIla nityatvaja yA ekAntata:anitya tvaja mAnavAmAM AvyuM hoya; yA ekAntataH satya dRSTabAdhaiva yatrAsti, tato'daSTapravartanam / che athavA asattva mAnavAmAM AvyuM hoya te nityasvAdi aspRddhAmini , viTa vAdhya II 24ll pratyakSa pramANathI ja bAdhita che. je pratyakSAnubhavathI vaddhi zIta che, jala uSNa che, ItyAdi kathane jema bAdhita hoya, te pramANuM kema hoya ? anumAnAdi pratyakSabAdhita che eja rIte AtmAne paNa mAtra pramANunA svIkAramAM te saMzaya paNuM rahe, kintu niWiapariNamI mAnI levo, te pratyakSabAdhita che. pratyakSanA viSayamAM te saMdeha hoya ja nahi AtmAnuM anugAmi dravyarUpe avasthAna ane je Agama pratyakSathI ja badhita tattvanuM jJApaka Page #28 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 474 : gabiMdu : hoya, te Agamane pramANabhUta manAya ja kema? paNa te ja AgamathI pravRtti karavAmAM Ave te - evA apramANika Agamane anusarI paraloka- iSTaphalasAdhaka bane ke je AgamaprarUpita tatva pratyakSa sAdhaka yamaniyamAdi anuSThAnamAM pravRtti paNa kema ja athavA anumAna pramANathI bAdhita na hoya jenA karAya ? - mATe graMthakAramaharSi pharamAve ke- prAmANika prekSAvaMte te kadApi AvA Agamane cakSeLAnuna, catujas vAdhyo ? anusarI pravRtti kare ja nahi. mAtra jeo tathAvidha phuDa suSepa yuvattA sthA ivRttita va Ara6ll moha-mithyAtvanA tIvratama udyanA yoge asatazraddhAthI je Agamakathita artha pratyakSa ane anumAna dvArA bAmUDha banyA heya, hitAhitanA vivekajJAna rahita avisaMvAdI heya, te ja Agamane anusarIne A heya, teo ja evA zAstrane anusare. loka ane paralokanA sAdhanamAM pravRtti karavI joIe. jema jeNe dhatura khAdhe heya, tene ITamAM sonAnI bhrAnita thAya che, ane tene te sAcuM mAnI ' arthAta rUpa e cakSupratyakSane viSaya che, gaMdha e nAsikAne viSaya che. eTale pratyakSa cAkSuSAdale che, je je Ta dekhAya tene te sonArUpe ja sahI rUpa che. yathArtha anubhava thA phalajanatA AdinA le che. temAM te brAnta ja che. tema anAdikAlIna sababe pramANanA pramANyane nirNaya thAya che. cakSuno mahAdinA atyagra udayanA prabhAve jeo nirmaLa viSaya gaMdha mAnavAmAM Ave ane nAsikAne viSaya badhAMta na banI zakyA hoya, vivekajJAnayukta na banI rUpa mAnavAmAM Ave che te bAdhita gaNAya. zakyA hoya, paNa kutakanA yoge asadabhinivezayukta banyA hoya, tevA pAmara cha pratyabAdhita paNa je AgamamAM daSTa arthanuM pratipAdana karavAmAM zAstrane purogAmi banAvI adaSTaphala viSayaka-para- AvyuM hoya, te yadi pratyakSadvArA bAdhita hoya te lokasAdhaka yama-niyamAdi anuSThAnamAM pravRtta thAya paNa te Agama pramANe mAnI zakAya nahi. te te temanI bhramaNanuM ja sUcana che. brAntavyakti e ja rIte taka pramANudhArA hetu ane sAdhyanI iSTaphalasAdhaka banI zake nahiM. vyAptinuM, pUrvamAM punaH punaH sahadarzana AdinA jema tuSNunA zamanAthe jaLane vAMchu mRgajaLane kAraNe jJAna thayuM hoya, ane kadAcita tAdaza sthaLamAM mAM ja jalanI bhrAnti karI bese ane tene ge ja eja takadi hetunuM darzana thayuM hoya; te tene yoge taSAzamana kAMkSe, te cirakALe paNa tene tRpti na ja pUrvanubhUta vyAptinA smaraNanA yoge je te sthaLamAM thAya. tema prakSabAdhita kAtika nityA-nityatva yA sAdhyanuM jJAna thAya te anumAna pramANadvArA thAya apariNAmitva pratipAdaka zAstrodArA paralokaya sAdhaka che arthAta avyabhicArI liMgadvArA niyata liMganuM yama-niyama Adi anuSThAnamAM pravRtti karavAthI ISTa- jenA ge jJAna thAya, te anumAna pramANa jema phalanI siddhi thaI zake nahiM. dhUmajJAna dvArA parvatAdimAM vanijJAna thAya che. AyalenDanI eka myunisipAlITInA sabhyoe bAra kalAkanI tIvra carcA pachI nIce mujabane TharAva karyo A gAmamAM navI jelanI khAsa jarUrIAta havAthI TharAvavAmAM Ave che ke jUnI jela teDIne tenA ATakoTamAMthI navI jela bAMdhavI. e baMdhAI rahe tyAM sudhI kedIone rAkhavA jUnI jelane upaga cAlu rAkhave." Page #29 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - ciMtana--cinagArI : bAlamuni zrI mRgemunijI mahArAja 1 A saMsAramAM be prakAranuM sukha che. 12 mAnavamAM je mAnavatA na hoya te eka che viSayanuM ane bIjuM che viSayanAM tyA- e mAnava nathI paNa dAnava che. ganuM. viSayajanya sukha e parAdhIna, kSaNabhaMgura 13 vairAgyaviheNuM vyAkhyAna kalA nathI ane sadAkALa mATe atRpta che, jyAre tyAga- paNa balA che. janya sukha e svAdhIna, akSaNika ane parama 14 tuccha evAM sAMsArika sukhamAM rAta dI tRptine ApanAruM che. mazagUla banI manuSyajIvanarUpI kahInarane eLe - 2 upadezakamAM sadavicAra, saddhacana ane sad gumAve e narI mUrkhatA che. vatana e traNene triveNI saMgama have joIe. 15 svAdhInapaNe karmanirjAthe sahana 3 viveka-viheNa vANI 5lamAM mitrane karAtuM svalpa paNuM duHkha e zAzvata sukhane paNa zatru banAvI mUke che. jyAre vivekapurassara ApavA samartha bane che. vANu zatrune paNa mitra banAvavAnI teTalI ja 16 satsaMga e pApIne paNa dhama banAtAkAta dharAve che. vavAne rAmabANa upAya che. 4 bIjAnA utkarSane nahi sahanArAM pitAne - 17 karmone sarjanAtmaka AtmA che, jyAre utkarSa kadApi sAdhI zakatA nathI. tene visarjanAtmaka paNa te ja che. (e eka - 5 hadayane ArIse mukha che. eTale suda- ApaNuM AkhazAsananI balihArI che.). yanI aMdara udbhavatAM sArA-narasA vicAranuM 18 samatAnAM phaLa mIThAM che, jyAre mamapratibiMba meM para AvyA vinA rahetuM nathI. tAnAM phaLa kaTu che. 7 vANImAM daDhatA keLavavAthI AdhyAtmika 19 ajJAnatAbharI bAdazAhI bhogavavA zakti vadhe che. karatAM jJAnagarbhita nidhanatA caDIyAtI che. 7 ISTa varatunA viyegathI ke aniSTanAM - 20 manuSya potAnA bhAgyane sRSTI yA saMyogathI mUjhAvuM e paNa eka ajJAnatAnuM sarjanahAra che. pratIka che. 8 paravastu para AtmAne nispRhI banA 21 vANInI madhuratAthI nahi dhArelI sapha LatA meLavI zaka va e ja sAcuM ane asAdhAraNa sukha che. rara matAgrahI chava matinA abhiniveza 9 dunyavI koIpaNa vastu paratve rAga bhaNI yuktine kheMce che, tyAre matAgraharahita tha e ja AtmAne rega che. niSpakSapAtI matine yukti bhaNI kheMce che. 10 zabdanAM daMparyane nahi samajanAra ra3 phaLathI jhukelAM AmratarUnI jema sarvadA e paThitamUrkha che. nIbhUta banI leke pakAra kare e ja sajaja11 jene bhegathI bhaya nathI te yugane tenuM kartavya yA pharaja che. gya nathI. 24 mekSarUpI vidyuta prakAza meLavavA ya che, Page #30 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ *******YY***************** jak & che. REYYYY: AhArazudhdha che WAAAAAYOYAL J nAmo - zrI vajapANi - je sArakkhAyA te tayakkhA, vartamAna jagatamAM vidyamAna sarva dharmo je tayakkhAyA te sArakkhAyA AhArazuddhi upara ghaNe bhAra mUke che. jIvananuM anaMtajJAnanA avarodhaka saMsAranA viSayone AdhyAtmika valaNa keLavavA sAru AhArazudhdhi je sAra khAya che te anaMtajJAnanA prakAzaka sarva prathama Avazyaka che. mAnasika vicAronI apUrva sukhadAyaka saMyamajIvananA chetarA khAya Apa sukhadAyaka : vizuddhi AhArazudhi hoya tyAre ja zakya bane che. ane je AtmAo jagatanA jaDapadArthone che. chAMdogya upaniSadumAM AhArazuddhinI ati- sAra na khAtAM chetarA ja khAI le che, e mahAzaya AvazyaktA batAvatA kahyuM che, bhAo saMyamI jIvanane sAra khAya che. jIvaaahaarshuddhau sattvazuddhi', namAM jarUra konI ? jagatanA jaDa pudgalanAM sattvazuddhau smRtizuddhiH ! sAranI ke cetana evA AtmAnA sAranI? jaDa smRti eTale jJAna. jJAnanI zuddhi AtmAnI pudgalene sAra e pudgalene svAda cetanane sAtvikatA vinA saMbhave nahi. AtmAnuM sarva Atarika AnaMda laTI le che, enA AMtaraAhArazudhi vinA zakya nathI. Ane atha guNAne AvarI le che, ane mAnavatAnI unnata e thAya ke ajJAnane dUra karavA eTale ke anaM. avasthA parADaHmukha banAvI adhagamane udhata tajJAnanA dabAyelA khajAnAne pragaTa karavA satva kare che. joIe ane e satva AhArazuddhi upara AhArazuddhi eTale rasanA para vijaya. avalaMbe che, mATe AhAranI zuddhi e ja maha- rasanA jyAM sudhI kAbumAM nathI tyAM sudhI pAMDitvanI hakIkata che. tyapUrNa bhASaNamAM ja rasanA madada kare paNa vItarAga paramAtmAnA zAsanamAM paNa AhA AtmadhAramAM nahi. mIThI be vAte karI lekarazudhi upara khUba bhAra mUke che. raMjana karI zake paNa AtmaraMjana svapnamAM ye na saMbhave dehanI puSTine jotajotAmAM rasanA mATe pijhITIva ane negeTIva rUpa jJAna ane vadhArI zake paNa AtmapuSTi sAthe rasanAne kAMI kiyA e baMneya sAdhananI ati AvazyakatA ja levA devA nathI. AtmazodhananA sAdhanemAM rahelI che. rasanAnuM sthAna nathI, eTaluM ja nahi paNa rasanA 25 jJAnabhAnu ugatAnI sAthe ja ajJA- e Atmazodhana karanArA sAdhanene mahAzatru natAnI AMdhi naSTa thatAM vAra nahi lAge. tarikene pATha bhajave che. ( 26 AzA e jIvana che, jyAre nirAzA game tema che. game teTalA AtmAne vinAe mRtyu che. zaka evA bhAve rasanAmAM vasyA heya paNa Page #31 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 478 : AhArazuddhi tethI ATale badhe deSane DheLa rasanA para zA zakaya nathI mATe ja rasanA upara vijaya meLasAru ? ene uttara e che ke jagatanA tamAma vavAnuM Thera Thera pratipAdana karavAmAM Ave che. pagalemAM AtmAne gADha saMbaMdha dehanA mudde rasanAe bhalabhalA saMyamIne. mahAvigIne gala sAthe che. cetananI prIta dehanI sAthe paNa pachADI dIdhA. enI gulAmIe maMgu mIThAzabharI che. deha vinA cetanacha haju sudhI AcAryo amaluM saMyamaratna eyuM, enI vivarahI zakyA nathI. dehanI tulanAmAM jagatanA zatAe suvratamuni bhAna bhUlyA, ASADhAbhUti bIjA keI paNa jaDa padArtho UbhA rahI zakatA patita banyA, kaMDarIke saMyamanI mahAna sAdhanathI. AvA dehamAM rasanAnuM sthAna ghaNuM maha- nAne Thokare mArI ane pelA zelakajIe mahAvanuM che. rasanAnI gulAbI mIThAzamAM ja dehanI kalyANakArI anuSkAne abharAIe mUkyAM. madamasta majA rahelI che. jagatamAM bhAremAM ahA! virAgIne rAgI banAve, saMyamIne saMsAbhAre kaI tyAga hoya te te dehanuM balidAna che. rIne veza Ape, rAjezvarIne narakezvarI banAve dehanAM balidAna jeNe karyA ene mana muktine evI rasanAnA paDakhAM sevavA e zuM khatarapurUSAtha bAlaceSTA jevo che. dehanuM balidAna nAka nathI ! khadhakasUrijIe karyuM te paramasukhane pAmyA. anaMtasukhanA kAmIe enI yAtrAne saphaLa meghakumAre 500 maNanI hAthInI kAyAnuM pAMca karavA ane enI sidhdhi sulabha karavA mATe ratalanA sasalA khAtara balidAna karyuM te sarva prathama rasanA para saMyama meLavavuM jarUrI mevakumAra banI mahAvIranA ziSya banyA. dehanAM che. enA para saMyama Avyo eTale AhArabalidAna eTale iMdriyenAM balidAna-saMsArasu zudhdhi thaI, te thatAM satvazuddhi thAya ane khanAM balidAna, AzA ane tRSNAonAM balidAna. satvazudhdhithI mRtizudhdhi zakaya bane. deDabalidAnanA purUSArthanI ADe patharA pheMka, AMtara purUSArthane A TUMkA raste jhaLakAvI nArI rasanA che, mATe e ApaNI duzamana che. ApaNe saha muktinA paMthe jhaDapabhara cAlIe AhAranI zuddhi A rasanAnA kAbu vinA eja kalyANa kAmanA. dakSiNa amerikAnA cIlI ane AjenTAIna deza vacce eka yuddha patyA pachI bhaviSyamAM kadie be vacce yuddha UbhuM na thAya e mATe e bannenI sarahada para IzukhristanuM pUtaLuM zubha bhAvanA tarIke mUkavAmAM AvyuM ke jyAM sudhI e pUtaLuM kAma che tyAM sudhI koIe eka bIjAnI zaMkA rAkhavAnuM kAraNa nathI. khristanI mIThI najara temane amanacamana ane zAMtimAM rAkhaze. paNa vidhinI krUratAe e pUtaLu ja banne dezo vacce vigrahanuM kAraNa thaI paDayuM. e caNAI rahyA pachI keAIe cIMdhyuM ke tenI pITha cIlI tarapha che. cIlIvAsIone lAgyuM ke, temanuM apamAna karavAja Ama karavAmAM AvyuM che. vigraha phATI nIkaLavAnI taiyArI hatI. eTalAmAM eka cIlI dainike e vidveSane baMgamAM palaTI daI bAjI sudhArI lIdhI. eNe lakhyuM. Aje cAInA loko5ra khristane avizvAsa hovAthI temanA para sadAya najara rahe e mATe ja khristanuM he e tarapha karavAmAM AvyuM che. bane dezavAsIo A para kheladilIthI hasI uThayAne verane hasI kADhayuM. Page #32 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ --- - ------- - ----- --- - Isljha samAdhAna ? samAdhAnakAraH pU. A. zrImada vijayalabdhisUrIzvarajI mahArAja-khaMbhAta [ praznakAra:- namIdAsa abhecaMda zAha. muMbaI.] javAya, pUjAmAM besAya, sthApanAthI keTaluM dUra zaM0 kusumiNa dusumiNano kAusagga pratikramaNa javAya, ADa paDe te cAle? karavAne vAra hoya te sAmAyika = lIdhA satra sAmAyika lIdhA bAda samiti sAcavIne pahelAM thAya ? jinAlaye jaI zakAya, pUjA sAMbhaLavA besI zakAya, sa0 rAi pratikramaNa karavAne vAra hoya to sAmayika letAM ane pAratAM sthApanAcAryajInI AvasAmAyika laIne kusumiNa dusumiNane kAusa zyaktA che. sAmAyika lIdhA pachI jJAna-darzana ane . karavo joIe. cAritranI vRddhi mATe caravalo ane muhapatti sAthe zaM0 rUmamAM battI hoya, battI ADu kaMI ADu dUra javAmAM harakata nathI. rAkhI sAmAyika thAya te ujAsamAM sAmAyikamAM pustaka zaM, cauda niyama dhAranArane roja cha vigayavaMcAya ? mAMthI eka vizayano tyAga hoya che. te game te eka dharAya ke kaMi kama che? ane ekane eka ja dhAre sa0 sAmAyilmAM dIvAnI lAITanA prakAzamAM te cAle ke cha vigaya AvI javI joIe? vaMcAya nahI. sa0 viga tyAga karavAmAM kamathI AvazyakatA zaM, beTarInI lAITa sacitta ke acitta ? nathI. game te vigaya choDI zakAya che. tema kamathI sAmAyikamAM beTarI saLagAvI zakAya ? paNa choDI zakAya che. kramathI vinayane tyAga kare che sa0 beTarInI lAITane sacitta mAnIe chIe. vizeSa lAbha che. ekanI eka vinayane tyAga kare te eTale sAmAyikamAM beTarI saLagAvAya nahIM. vizeSa lAbha na male. zaM teukAya ne vAyukAmAM Ave che te koI za0 mareThI keTalA vakhata pachI acitta thAya ? yuktithI samajAvaze. sa0 mareThInuM sukuM lAkaDuM acitta che. sa. jema ApaNuM zarIra AhAra-pANI zaM0 mUlanAyakanI pUjA karyA pahelAM bAjumAM Adi malatAM puSTa thAya che ane te na malatAM naSTa pUjA thAya. thAya che, tema teukAyane kASTa, tRNa Adi male eTale sava kAraNavizeSe mUlanAyakabhagavAnanI pUjA karyA vadhe che ane na malatAM naSTa thAya che. AthI ApaNe pahelA anya bhagavAnanI pUjA karI zakAya, te sivAya jema teukAya paNa jIva che. tema karAya nahi mUlavidhie mUlanAyakanI pUjA pahelAM vAyukAya koInI paNa preraNuM sivAya ticchigati karavI joIe pachI bIjA biMbanI thAya. kare che, " gAya-bhesa-baLada Adi koInI paNa zaM, saMjogavazAta devasI ke rAI pratikramaNa vinA preraNue tiSThigati karanAra hovAthI jema rahI jAya te bIjA pratikramaNa vakhate beya bhegA kare jIva che tema vAyukAya paNa jIva che. te cAle ? - zaM, bIje sAmAyika lIdhA pachI daherAsaramAM sava na cAle. [[ pakSakAra - eka jijJAsu-Aki.] Page #33 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ : 480 : : zaMkA ane samAdhAna : zaNA leAkeAnuM ema mAnavu che ke-anArya dezamAM vasatA je bhAIe dharmAMkaraNI kare che e niSkala che ane ema heAya te dharmAMkaraNI karavI ke nahI ? sa0 anA dezamAM karAtI dharmakaraNIne niSphala kahenArA sAva kheATA che. koIpaNa dezamAM karAtI dharmakaraNI prabhunA siddhAnta pramANenI hoya te te mukti ApanArI thAya che paNa niSphaLa nathI, jinadharmanI jeTalI ArAdhanA thAya teTalI karavI joie. za. AphrikAmAM jagyAnI atizaya saMkaDAza hAvAthI ane khIjI paNa keTalIka anivAya raheNI kaheNI hovAthI ahiMnI koI aene mAsika dharma M. C. pALI zakatI nathI, tethI koI zraddhALunA mana dubhAya che, paNa kAI bIjo upAya nahI hovAthI calAvavuM paDe che, te A bAbatamAM tapa dvArA prAyazrita thaI zake? ane te mATe zuM tapa karavuM? sa. jANIbUjhIne AcArabhraSTa thai rahevu ane tapadrArA Atmazuddhi mAMgavI e anAcI mA che. game tevI agavaDa veThIne paNa Rtudhama pALavezca eja zreyaskara che. sa0 suvihita gurUmahArAjane yAga na hoya te abhigraha karI le, ne te pachI gurUmahArAjane yeAga maLe tyAre uccarI le. eka AdhyAna che, te A mAmatamAM khulAsA ApazeAjI. zakAI AtmA bhaviSyamAM jAtrAe javA mATe agara koI dAna Adi kArya karavA mATe manamAM vicAra kare ane te mATe ja dravyane saMcaya judo kare teA tene Ama karavAmAM karma baMdhAya ? kAraNu ke aa ema kahe che ke bhaviSyanI ciMtA karavI e sa dravya kamAyA hAIe te te dharmamAM upayeAga karavA joIe, paNa dharma karavA mATe dravya kamAvAnuM kahyuM nathI, dravyanA saMcaya karavAmAM baMdha thAya paNa yAtrAdinuM zubha nimitta hovAthI te madhamAM viSayo mATe saMcaya karAtA dravya karatAM ka paDe, paNa tethI te mATe dravya kamAvu Ave| a` te na ja karAya. zaM. zatruMjayanI bhaktinuM mahAna phaLa hAvAthI kAine dararAja vIravijaya kRta 21 khamAsamaNA levA hAya tA daherAsaramAM prabhunI sanmukha lai zake ? sa0 zrI jinezvarabhagavaMtanI sanmukha zrI siddhAcalajInA 21 khamAsamaNA devAmAM lAbha che. zaM zrAddhavidhigraMthamAM lakhyuM che ke-kAi 8va peAtAnA gharamAM beThA zatruMjayAya namaH e pada gaNe te navakArasIthI chaThThano lAbha meLavI zake te e pada keTalI vakhata japavuM? za' ahIM gurUnA yAga maLI zake ema che ja nahI, te pustakAmAMthI tapa vigerenI vidhi joi ane daherAsaramAM prabhu sanmukha pote uccarI zake? kAraNake prabhunI pratimAjI ane daherAsara ahIM che. dareka parvanA utsava paNa thAya che, jema ke paNunI za kAIne kAMi kharAba vicAra Avato hoya te ke jene laine potAne AvA vicAra AvavA adla du:kha thatuM hoya, lAtA haiAya, bhUlAvA vAra aAi, mar3AvIra jayanti, caitrI tathA kArtikI pUrNi-vAra prayatna kare chatAM yAda AvI jAya te tene karmImAe zatrujayapaTanA darzIna, jJAnapaMcamI vigere vidhi baMdha thAya ? ane te bhUlavA kevI rIte prayatna karavA? thAya che. sa. zrAddhavidhinI TIkAmAM zatruMjayanuM smaraNa karatA navakArazInA paccakakhANathI cha%0nA lAbha meLave A pramANe jaNAveluM che. che, sa0 karmabaMdha thAya paNa pazcAttApanA kAraNe tene halakA baMdha thAya che, ane vaLI kAi suvihita gItA AcAryAMdi sAdhu mahArAja pAse prAyazcita lai le te tevA adhathI sarvathA kheMcI paNa jAya, te pApone bhUlavA mATe zrInavakAramaMtra gaNavAnI paddhatti rAkhavI. zaM dhaNAM leAkeA prabhunI pUjA bhaktibhAvathI karatA hoya paNa kaMdamULa tathA rAtribhojana karatA hAya te tenAmAM samakita saMbhave ? Page #34 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kacchamAM bhUkaMpathI dhArmika sthaLene thayeluM nukazAna mIstrI hariprasAda gaNapatarAma semapurA-vaDhavANa sITI. 1 vighA - tAluke bhacAu. - dhAbAne jhINI cIrADa paDI che. AgaLanI derAsarane sAmAnya rIpera karavuM paDaze. khAsa cakI khasI gaI che. upAzrayane pazcima taranukazAna nathI. AyaMbila zALAnuM makAna paDI phane kare ane uttara taraphanI divAla pharIthI gayuM che. upAzrayamAM nAnI tIrADo paDI che. caNavA paDe tema che. bhojanazALAnA DelAne rIperIMganI jarUra che. 5 aMjAra2 bhacAu 1 zrI. zAMtinAthajInuM macI bajAramAM - derAsaranuM AgavuM cokI ArUM khasI gayuM AveluM derAsara. che. maMDapanI kamAnamAM taDa paDela che. A derAsarane pAyAmAMthI navesara bAMdhavuM AyaMbilazALAnA makAnane saLaMga paDaze. ane tene lagatA kesaranI eAraDI ane tIrADo paDI che. derAsarajInA sAmenA bhAgamAM pUjAmaMDapa paNa pharIthI bAMdhavA paDaze. meDI baMdha makAnane uparanA bhAgamAM tIrADo 2 zrI supArzvanAtha mahArAjanuM derAsara, paDI gaI che. gaMgA bajAra. zikharamAM cIrADe, zIkhArIo 3 cIraI khasI gaI che. derAsarajIne nukazAna nathI. rIperIMganI nRtyamaMDapane uparane badhe bhAga kADhI jarUra che. upAzraya bemAM phATa paDI che. be nAkhavuM paDaze. tene eka bAjunA pravezadvAranA rUmavALe mATe upAzraya upagamAM laI zakAya bhAga tuTayA che. upAzrayamAM be traNa jagyAe te nathI. nAno upAzraya rIpera karavA mATe tIrADa paDI che. pravezadvAra uparanI meDI paDI keTaloka bhAga pADIne na karavAthI upayogamAM gaI che. laI zakAze. 3 zrI vAsupUjya svAmInuM derAsara, 4 gaLIpAdhara zAkabajAra. A derAsarajInA zikharanI cAre derAsaranA zIkharane cIrADe che. ghumaTa tathA tarapha cIrADa che. ane khasI gayele bhAga sa, kaMdamULano tyAga ane rAtribhojanane utAra paDaze. baMne bAjunI raMgakI chaTI tyAga e vratarUpa che. ane samakti e jikta paDI gaI che. thoDIka chAjalI tuTI paDI che tonI zraddhA rUpa che. gaMbhArAnA kaThalAne tIrADo paDI che. ghumaTa zaM0 prabhunI sattarabhedI athavA ekavIsa prakArI ane dhAbAmAM tIrADo che; yAtrALu mATenI pUjA karavI hoya to vidhimAM kahela vastuomAMthI koI dharmazALA, jJAnamaMdira pADI nAkhavA yogya che. cIja ochI hoya te te pUjAmAM te vastu badala purUSanA upAzrayane dakSiNa taraphane kare pADI rokaDa nANuM mukI zakAya? jema ke kUla na maLatAM nAkhavuM paDaze, derAsaramAM pravezadvAra paranI hoya te rAkaDe rUpIo mUkI zakAya ? meDInI bAjune strIone upAzrayane uparane sava na cAlI zake. bhAga pADI nAkha paDaze. Page #35 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 482? : kaccha bhUkaMpa: * 4 dAdA sAhebanI derI, vAMkalavADI, varasA- derAsara AkhuM utArIne pAyAthI navesara meDIne nAke. zikharamAM tIrADa paDI che, AgaLane caNavAnI jarUra che. upAzrayanI dakSiNa bAjunI ghaTane bhAga taTIne ya para paDI gayela che. divAla paDI gaI che. bAkInA bhAgamAM tIrADe AkhuM navesara bAMdhavuM paDaze. paDI che. derAsaranI kampAunDa vela paDI gaI 5 gaMgAbajAramAM aMcalagacchane upAzraya, che. dharmazALA paDI gaI che. dharmazALA zerI. kampAunDa velane khuNAne 11 8para tAlukA aMjAra - bhAga tuTI gayo che ane mULa makAnamAM kaI ghara derAsara, siddhacakrajInI sthApanA karI kaI jagyAe tIrADo paDI che. che. sImenTa kenkITanuM derAsara che. pATIzana 6 laDAI-tAluko bhuja vela chuTI paDI gaI che. bheMyataLIyuM bagaDayuM derAsara meDI upara che. daseka jagyAoe che. rIpera thaI zakaze. phATa paDelI che. rIpera thaI zakaze. kampAunDa 12 sukhapara. tAluke bhacAu- valane tIrADo paDI che. ghara derAsara siddhacakrajInI sthApanA7 guraNa tAluko bhujaH derAsara ane upAzraya pharIthI karavA paDe tema ghara derAsara bilakula paDI gayuM che. prati- tema che. mAjI pheravIne paDelA upAzrayamAM laI gayela che. 13 bhadrezvara tIrtha. tAluke muMdrAtyAMthI tAtkAlika pheravI bIjA patarAnA chApa- mULamaMdirane nukazAna - nathI. bhamatInI rAmAM laI javAmAM Avaze. upAzraya paDI derIo nAM. 20, 25, 36nA kaI kaI gayA jevuM thaI gayuM che. je na karavuM paDaze. paththara chaTA paDayA che. bAkI tIrADo che. bIja nAnA upAzrayane ardho bhAga paDI gayela che. derIomAM bArIka plAsTaranI tIrADe dekhAya che. 8 hagArA, tAlukA bhujaH tenA upalA zikharamAM kaLIcune ghaNe caDele . meDIbaMdha derAsara che, jemAM keTalIka nAnI che. temAM kaIka ThekANe bArIka tIrADo dekhAya keTalIka moTI tIrADe uparathI nIce sudhI che. che. dharmazALA ane AjubAjunA makAnamAM rIpera karavAthI ubhuM rahI zakaze. be upAzrayamAM nAnI moTI tIrADe che jemAM dharmabhuvana tIrADo paDI che. rIpera karI zakAze. ane mAMDavInA makAnene keTaleka bhAga pADIne 9 dudhaI. tAluke aMjAra pharIthI kare paDaze. zikharamAM jhINI tIrADa paDI che. prAsAda- 14 vallabhapurI-kaTArIyA tIrtha: tAluko putra khasI gayA che. chajAmAM tIrADo paDI che. bhacAu-, pravezadvAranI meDI pADI nAkhavA jevI che. derAsara ane tene lagatA makAne AbAda dharmazALAnI divAla paDI gaI che. ane ubhelA che. upAzraya june che. temAM tIDe che. bhAgamAM cIrADe che, upAzrayamAM tIrADa paDI che. yAtrALane utaravAnI dharmazALAnI dakSiNa tara10 dhamaDakA, tAluke aMjAra- . phanI divAla karAthI chuTI paDIne pAchI paDI gaI Page #36 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dravyAnuyoganI mahattA pU. paMnyAsajI dhuraMdharavijayajI gaNivara (DhALa-dasamI gAthA. 1-2-3) La DhALanI bIjI gAthAmAM kahyuM hatuM ke thAya che. e badhA jAtiaMdha samAna che. teo bA bhinna-abhinna trividha tilakSaNa, eka bhaluM karavA mAMgatA hoya te paNa teothI bhaluM padAratha pAre," e dArarUpa hatuM. tenuM vistArathI na thAya. vivaraNa navamI DhALa sudhI karyuM. A vivaraNathI zrI haribhadrasUrijI mahArAje viMzatikA granthamAM padArtha bhinna kaI rIte che, abhinna kaI rIte che, bhinnabhinna kaI rIte che, dravya-guNa-payo kaI rIte che ane utpAda-vyaya ne dhrovyasvarUpa kaI rIte che, e phaLAphAmAyit Rva sahAbAda tithirimA spaSTa samajAya che. A svarUpa sthira thAya eTale becAra vihu naDDA, moravaDhA parama -2 dravya-guNa ne paryAyanA paramArthathI bheda je che-prakAro [ A samyakatva heya te ja dAnAdika kriyAo je che, te vigatavAra vistArathI jANavA joIe. saphaLa thAya che. je mATe utkRSTa evI A kriyAo A pramANe dravya-guNa-paryAyanA paramArtho vistArathI samyakatvapUrvakanI hoya te kSaphaLane ApanArI che. 1 vicAranAra vistArarucisamyaktvathI dIpe che. e samya- vagara AvaDatano game teTaluM sAruM karavAnI kava AdaraNIya che, paNa je eTalI zakti na hoya bhAvanA rAkhatA hoya te paNa sAruM karI zakato nathI, te saMkSepathI uparanA bhAva vicAre-bhAvathI zraddhA- UlaTuM bagADe che, mokSamAgamAM AgaLa vadhanArane pUrvaka mAne, vistArajJAnavALA tarapha anurAga rAkhe, prathama AvaData samyakatva prApta karavAnI-prApta karelA evI civALA jIvane paNa nija nija cogyatAnuM samyakatvane sthira ane zuddha karavAnI jarUrI che. sAra dravya samyakatva hoya che. kahyuM che keA prakAranA samyakatvavALA AmAnI dAna dI , vahugaM dura che; kyA vagere kriyAo thoDI hoya te paNa te sarva saphaLa che, samyakatva vagaranA AtmAnI ghaNuM [ sundara buddhithI kareluM ghaNuM paNa sundara thatuM nathI 1 kiyAo hoya to paNa te sarva aphaLa che. samyakatva mATe dravya-guNa-paryAnA bhedo vyavasthita rIte vinAnI pravRttimAtra dhaMdha-dhyAdhya che. samyakatva na jANIne zuddha samyakatvane prApta karavuM e zreyaskara che. hoya to te agItArtha, te ane tene AgaLa karIne zrI jinezvara paramAtmAnA zAsanamAM cha dravya cAlanArA badhA kadAgrahathI bharelA haThamAga paDe che, prarUpyA che. e chae dravya anAdi ananta che. AgaLa vadhI zaktA nathI. pitAnA durAgrahathI duHkhI nathI te tenI zarUAta ke nathI tene aMta, koI che. karA ane divAla vacce tIrADo paDI che. paNa kALe A na hatA, nathI ke nahi hoya ema navA baMdhAyela beDiyAnA makAnamAM kaI kaI thatuM nathI. sadA-sarvadA A chae dravyanI jagyAe tIrADe che. avasthiti che. A cha dravyonA nAma A pramANe che. , ke upara mujaba nukazAnI che. dhamastikAya, 2, adhamastikAya, 3, AkAzAritakAya, aMjAra tA. 17-8-56 4, kALa, 5, pudagalAstikAya, ane jIvAstikAya che - uparAta cha dravyomAM pAMca astikAya che, kAraNa ke Page #37 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ : 484: dravyAnuyeganI mahattA: ke kALa sivAyanA pAcene pradeza-saMdhAta che, jayA 12, aza. vi. sapraveza. . rUpe pAMce jaNAya che. jyAre kALa e samayamAtra che. eka samaya bIjA samaya sAthe joDAte nathItene saMdhAta thatuM nathI, eTale kALa astika _jIva ane pudgala e bane nAnA prakAranA kahevAtuM nathI. pariNAmane pAme che. jyAre bAkInA cAra koI paNa ' cha dravyomAM dharma-adharma ane AkAza e traNa pariNAmane pAmatA nathI. eTale be dravyo pariNAmI eka-eka che ane pudgala, jIva ane kALa ananta che ane cAra dravya apariNamI che. ne che. prazamarati mahAgranyamAM zrI umAsvAtijI vAcaka pravare kahyuM che ke cha dravyamAM jIva eka ja dravya jIva che ane dhamadharArAjezvara : ' trikArattaw. bAkInA pAMca ajIva che. jAja vinAzaritA jIvAthawjhUjArA (3) jIva e eklo kartA che. bAkInA pAMce akartA che. pudagala e eka ja mUrta che ane bAkInA chae dravyamAM paraspara ekabIjAne maLatAM ane pAMca amUrta che. jemAM varNa-gaMdha-rasasparza hoya nahiM maLatAM bhAvone sAdhamma ane vaidharma kahevAmAM te mUrta kahevAya che. pudgala sivAya anya koImAM Ave che. paNa vadi hotA nathI. mUrtane rUpI ane amUrtane chae dravyonA sAdharma-vacce samajavA mATe araja arUpI paNa kahevAmAM Ave che. nIcenI gAthA khUba agatyanI che. vArika nIva mutta, sapaUT F vitta zikSiA kALa sivAyanA pAMce saMpradeza che ne eka kALa nira jAna thA, saccA phucara mA mAtra apradeza che. (navatatva prakaraNa) dharma-adharma ane AkAza e traNa eka che A gAthAmAM cha dravyone Azrayane bAra vicA. ne bAkInA jIva-pudagala ane kALa aneka-anaMta che. raNAo tenI vidhi vicAraNA sAthe karavAnuM kahyuM che. te bAre vicAraNAo kaI karavAnI che tenA AkAza e ekaja kSetra che, ane bAkInA nAma mAtrane nirdeza gAthAmAM che. pAMca kSetrI che. kSetra eTale rAkhanAra, dravyone 1, pariNAmI vi. apariNAmI AdhAra. ane kSetrI eTale rahenAra, AkAzamAM bIjA 2, jIva. ajIva. rahe che paNa AkAza kaImAM rahetuM nathI. AkAza 3, mUrta. vi. amUrta. sivAya bIjA dravyo koIne rAkhatA nathI. 4, sapradeza. apradeza. - jo ke kALamAM rahe che ema kahevAya che, paNa kALanuM koI nakkara rUpa nathI eTale tene rAkhanAra 6, kSetra. kahI zakAya nahiM, jyAre kALane AkAzamAM rahenAre 7, sakriya. akriya. mAnavAmAM paNa bIjA cAranI jema nakkara rUpe rahe 8, nitya. anitya nAro mAnavAne nathI paNa te che eTale kayAM che ? te 9, kAraNa. akAraNa lokamAM che mATe lokamAM-AkAzamAM rahe che, ema 10, kartA. akartA karIne tene kSetrI gaNavAne che. 11, sarvagata. vi. asarvagata (7) 8 5, eka. ny ny aneka. kSetrI. ny ny ny ny Page #38 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kalyANa sapTembara 156 : 45 : jIva ane pugala e bane gati Adi kriyA (10). kare che eTale e be sakriya che ne bAkInA cAra uparanI jema ahiM paNa samajavuM, paNa temAM akiya che. phera eTalo ja che ke, jIva e eka ja kartA che ane bAkInA pAMca akartA che. jIva pAcene upa yogamAM le che mATe kartA che. jIva sivAyanA pAMce chae dravyomAM nitya keTaluM che ane anitya kAIne upayogamAM laI zakatA nathI mATe kartA nathI, keTalA che? e vicAraNuM jarA sUkSma buddhipUrvaka kara- akartA che. vAnI che. prathama jaNAvyuM te chae dravya sadAkALa rahe che, koIpaNa kALe koI paNa dravya nahiM heya ema banavAnuM nathI, nitya eTale sadAkALa rahenAra AkAza eka sarvagata che, kAlokamAM sarva evo artha ja levAmAM Ave te chae dravyo . . . . e sthaLe te raheluM che. jyAre tenA sivAyanA pAMce dravya nitya che eka paNa anitya nathI, nizcaya paNa asaMgata che. dharmAstikAyAdi cAra vadhumAM vadhu emaja kahe che. e naya chae dravyane nitya lekAkAza vyApIne rahe che ane kALa aDhIdIpamAM che, kahe che. jyAre vyavahAranaya te te avasthAe ekadhArI eTale te sarvagata nathI. sarvagata ane sarvagatane sthitimAM kAyama rahetA dravyone nitya kahe che. e mATe sarvavyApI ane dezavyApI evA zabdo paNa vicAraNA pramANe dharma-adharma-AkAza ane kALa vaparAya che. e cAra nitya che, bAkInA be jIva ane pugala (12) temAM pheraphAra thayA kare che mATe anitya che. chae be apraveza che, eke dravya potAnuM svarUpa choDIne bIjA dravyanuM svarUpa pAmato nathI siddhanA che paNa sAdi hovAthI anitya mATe. svasvarUpane tyAga karIne anya svarUpane svIgaNAya che. kAra kare tene ahiM praveza gaNavAmAM Ave che. eTale eke dravya apraveza nathI. jIva sivAyanA pAMca dravya kAraNa che, ane A pramANe sAdhamya-vaidharme vicAravAthI te te jIva eka akAraNa che. ahiM jIvanA upa- dravyonuM svarUpa spaSTa samajAya che ane dravyomAM pagamAM pAMce dravyo Ave che, paNa jIva bIjA koI maLatApaNuM keTaluM che ane bheda kyAM che e paNa paNa dravyanA upayogamAM Avato nathI. spaSTa thAya che. eka vakIla pite bahAragAma jAya che, tyAre pitAnA putrane pitAne kesa saMpIne jAya che, putra paNa vakIla che; ne pAchA AvI bApa kesa bAbata pitAnA putrane khabara pUche che, eTale putra javAbamAM kahe che bApujI, je kesa tameM 25 varSathI pUre nahotA karI zakayA. te meM pAMca ja dahADAmAM patAvI dIdhuM. jvAba maLatAM bApe mAthe hAtha phUTa ne kahyuM, "e te huM tane varSAsana rUpe vArasAmAM ApI javAne hate beTA Page #39 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI jena AtmAnaMda sabhA-bhAvanagara -khAsa agatyanI vinatI A sabhA taraphathI AjasudhImAM mAgadhI, saMskRta, gujarAtI IMglIza tathA hindI bhASAmAM lagabhaga baso puratA pragaTa karavAmAM AvyA che. temAMthI moTA bhAganA graMtha Aje TekamAM nathI, mAtra sAThathI paNa ochA graMtha sTekamAM che ane temAM paNa keTalAka graMthanI te bahu ja zeDI nakale sTokamAM haze. hAla je aMze sTekamAM che tenI yAdI nIce ApavAmAM Avela che. prakAzane khUba ja upayogI ane tarata vasAvI levA jevA che te jeoe te vasAvela na hoya te potAnA jJAna-bhaMDAramAM tarata vasAvI tye tevI amArI khAsa vinatI che.' saMskRta graMtho khAsa sagavaDa saMta vibhAgamAM nabara ekathI sAta sudhInA graMthane sTeAka lagabhaga khalAsa thavA Avyo hatA, paraMtu keTalAka jJAnabhaMDAra vagerenI mAgaNI AvatA khAsa anAmata sTeAkamAMthI te kADhavAmAM AvyA che. je temAM darzAvela kImate gaMdha sTokamAM haze tyAM sudhI ApavAmAM Avaze ane khAsa sagavaDa tarIke temAM sADAbAra TakA kamizana ApavAmAM Avaze. 2 kula dvivI [prathama aMza) 7-0-0 8 pArasUtra vArA-mUTha 2-0-0 2 hajuya dinkI [ ditIya aMza] 7-00 1 caMdravA [ pratAkAre ]. meTa [bane bhAga sAthe ja ApavAmAM Avaze ] 20 meghadUta 2-0-0 3 A. devendrasUrikRta TIkAyukta- - 2 nAvI 0-4-0 varmagraMtha mA. 2 jo [ ekathI cAra ] -0-0 02 sUra muviTI 0-6-0 che , mA.2 no [pAMca ane cha ] -0-0 23 prajA saMbada [ pratAkAre ] [bane bhAga sAthe ja ApavAmAM Avaze]. [jemAM siMdura prakaraNa mULa 1 pRdanta ja rUra mA. 2-3--1-- -- -tatvArthAdhigama sUtra mULa - (darekanA ] 20-0-0 guNasthAnakramAroha mULa che.] 0-8-0 6 kathAratnakoSa-mULa mAgadhI 24 tripachI urva mA. [mULa saMskRta -0-0 [ lejha] 8-0-0 21 , mA, 24o , , 8-0-0 7 lejhara ] 20-0-0 22 , , [ pratAkAre] 20-0-0 : ! ! Page #40 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gujarAtI graMtha bhagavAnanA caritra 20 kAvya sudhAkara 2-8-0, 1 zrI zreyAMsanAtha caritra - 7-8-0 21 kumAra vihArazataka 0-1ra-0 2 zrI zAMtinAtha caritra 7-8-0 22 caityavaMdana samIkSA 5-0-0 3 zrI supArzvanAtha caritra bhA. 2 2-8-0 23 sajajhAyamALA (bhImazI) 4 zrI pArzvanAtha caritra 13-0-0 24 AtmakAnta prakAza 0-8-0 bhAre kAgaLa 15-0-0 - tAva ane hitepadezAdi 5 tIrthakara caritra A covIza tIrthakaronA caritra tathA 25 tatvanirNayaprAsAda 10-0-0 covIza paMcaraMgI citro sAthe 6-0-0 26 AraMbhasiddhi 10-0-0 ra7 jaina tavasAra caritro vigere 1-0-00 28 dharmabindu (AvRtti bIjI ) 3-0-0 6 Adarza jaina strIratna bhA. 2 je 2-0-0 ra9 AcArapadeza 7 kathArana keza bhA. 1 le 10-0-0 30 anekAta (gujarAtI) 1-0-00 8 ) , bhA. 2 je 8-0-0 31 9 ( IMglIza ) 2-0-0 9 damayaMtI caritra 6-8-0 32 namasakAra mahAmaMtrI 10 saMghapati caritra 6-8-0 33 jaina dharma 1-0-0 11 zrI vijayAnaMdasUri (rA. suzIla) 0-8-0 34 jaina dharmaviSayaka praznottara 1-0-0 12 vasudeva hiMDI [gujarAtI bhASAMtara) 15-0-0 35 paMca parameSTI guNa ratnamALA 1-8-0 36 prakaraNa pupamALA bhA. 2 je pUjA ane kAvya ka7 zramaNa saMskRti 4-12-0' 13 Atmavallabha pUjAsaMgraha 3-0-0 38 zrAvakadharma vidhi prakaraNa 1-8-0 14 cauda rAjalaka pUjA 0-4-0 39 jJAnapradIpa bhA. 1 le 15 navANuM abhiSeka pUjA 0-4-0 40 , je bhA. 2 16 vaza sthAnakapUjA (arthavALI) 1-4-0 kara AtmAnaMda janmazatAbdi aMka 2-8-0 41 , bhA. 3 jo 2-0-0 17 sa 43 sAdhu-sAdhavI Avazyaka sUtra 18 cAritrapUjAdi tracI saMgraha - -0 devanAgarI lIpImAM 19 jene aitihAsika kAvya-saMgraha 20120 44 9 gujarAtI lIpImAM 9 tA. ka-dipotsavI sudhImAM uparanA gujarAtI-saMskRta graMtha maMgAvanArane rU. 25) nI kImatanA pustako upara savA che, rU. 50 upara sADAbAra ane eka upara 20 TakA kamIzana kApI ApavAmAM Avaze. lakhe:-zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhA-bhAvanagara (sarASTra) Page #41 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ * * * * * * rahe * * * * *.1. Bo amIjharaNAM si che che 44000 * * * phA ma pUpAda AcAryadeva zrImad vijayarAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAja jema bhasavuM ane leTa phI e be sAdharmi bhaktimAM hRdayanI bhakti joIe. na bane, tema saMsAra ne mikSa beyane sArA dayA ke anukaMpA nahi. mAnavA e paNa na bane. - zAstra kahe che ke saMsAramAM rahevuM ne eka tyAgI thAya tenI keTalAka svataMtratAnI vAta karavI, enA jevI mUI tyAgane rasa letA thAya. keTalAka DuM paNa bIjI kaI nathI. tajatA thAya, bahu raMgIlA, mojazokhalA paNa pIgalika padArtho ApaNuM nathI. enA vicAratA thAya ke AkhI jIdagI mojamajAmAM uparanI mamatA ApaNA AtmAne malIna te na ja kADhavI. karanAra che. zrI mahAvIradevanI AjJAvirUddha jatI viSayane virAga e dharmarUpa prAsAdane vAtane Agraha karanAra sAdhu te sAdhupaNAne pAme che. viSayanA virAga vinA dhamarUpa mahela lAyaka nathI, sAdhvI te sAdhvIpaNAne lAyaka Tako nathI. dAna paNa teja devAya, zIla paNa nathI, zrAvaka te zrAvakapaNane lAyaka nathI ane teja paLe, tapa paNa teja thAya ane uttama zrAvikA te zrAvikApaNAne lAyaka nathI. bhAvanA paNa teja Ave. huM te Dhola TIpIne kahuM chuM ke, "ma- je viSayane virAgI teja vItarAgane bApanI AjJA na mAnavI, evuM kahe te rAgI thAya. zrI jinezvaranI AjJAne virAdhaka che, ane jemAM viSayane virAga, kaSAyane tyAga, ethI ja pApI che, paNa zarata eTalI ke te mAbApa jinezvaranI AjJAne virodha karanAra guNAnurAga, ane kriyAmAM apramAda hoya teja na hovA joIe." dhama zivasukhane upAya che. viSayAdhIna jIvana e eka rIte nArakInuM uttama dikarAnI pharaja te e che ke jIvana che. upakArI mAtA-pitAne dharmamAM joDI temane jIvana sadgatinA bhAjana banAvavA. viSayamAM barAbara lIna thaI jAya te - keI beTI prazaMsA kare te temane kahI zAse naraka niyata kahI che. devuM ke beTI prazaMsA karI AtmAnuM nikaMdana badhI nirbaLatAnuM kAraNa eka viSayanI na vALe. gulAmI che. kharekhara viSayAMdha chanuM jIvana e ( Page #42 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ : 488: amIjharaNAM phajetIne phALakA rU5 che. te ja dharma mekSane upAya che, ke jenA viSayasevA e manuSyapaNane dharma nathI. sevanamAM viSayane virAga, kaSAyane tyAga, samyagadarzana, samyajJAna, samyakjhAritra guNe upara anurAga ane tene anusaratI e ratnatrayI ane e traNanI sAdhanA mATe kriyAmAM apramAda thAya. dAna, zIla, tapa ane bhAva te dharma, siddharUpa thayelA AtmAne kriyAnI jarUra virati zrI jinezvaradevanA gharanI, ane nathI. avirati e mehanA gharanI. jamAne kahe che ke, "IcchAnusAra je jainazAsana kahe che ke zakti pramANe bhAvanA jAge tene AdhIna thavAmAM dharma keInAM paNa duHkha dUra karavAnA prayatna karavA. jyAre anaMtajJAnIe guMthelAM A Agama na thAya te mArI na nakhAya, paNa karmanA kahe che ke, "IcchAne AdhIna thavAmAM dhama vipAkane ciMtavatAM udAsInapaNe rahevAya. nathI paNa zrI jinezvaranI AjJAne AdhIna hiMsaka kriyAo manuSyane hevAna banAve thavAmAM ja dharma che. che, ane e AtmAnI ke maLatAnuM nikaMdana AMtara zatru para jIta meLavavI te vALe che, jainanuM kAma. zANI sarakAra heya, dhamI nyAyAsana sarvajJanA dIkarAne camatkAramAM Azcarya na hoya te baccAMnA gunhA mATe prathama mAbApane hAya. camatkArane namaskAra karanArA e bIjA. pakaDI pAMjarAmAM ubhA kare. tatva camatkAramAM nathI. paNa zrI jinezvara bALakone zikSaNa evuM Ape ke-bALaka deve kahelA samyagadarzana, samyagajJAna ane maratAM maratAMye AzIrvAda Ape. . saccAritramAM che. jamAnAnA nAme, dezabhaktinA nAme vastusthitine jANakAra camatkArane vaLagI AcArane dUra mUkavAnuM kahenArA sAdhu nathI, ne na jAya. temAM hA bhaNanArA zrAvaka nathI. ayogya AtmA pAse dekhADele camatkAra rAjya e bhavatarunuM, saMsArarupI vRkSanuM paNa bhUDe. bIja che, ema jeo nathI jANatA teo buddhi e ja camatkAra che. buddhi AtmAnI adhama che. khIlavaTa che. jeTalI tAkAta, buddhi hoya ene samyagadaSTi AtmA bhavasAgaramAM na rame. upaga AgamAnusAre thAya temAM ja sAdhamika eTale aDhAra pApasthAnakane kalyANa che. virodhI. mAtA-pitA saMbaMdhIo A saMsAramAM aDhAre pApasthAnakanA pakSakAramAM mArgonu sulabha che, paNa sAdharmika durlabha che. sArInA jeTalI gyatA paNa vAstavika ArAdhela AjJA te mokSa mATe thAya rIte nathI. che. ane virodhela AsA bhavane mATe che. Page #43 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vItarAganI sevA karatAM enI AjJA pALavI e mATI sevA che. jinamUrti, jinamaMdira, jinAgama A traNane mAne, seve, pUje te sAdhu-sAdhvI, zrAvaka-zrAvikA. A traNanA pracAra kare te sAdhu-sAdhvI ane e traNanA pracAramAM sahAya kare te zrAvaka-zrAvikA. meAkSanI icchA eTale saMsAranI anicchA.ane sa'sAranI IcchA eTale mekSanI icchAnA abhAva. gayA koIpaNa vastu enA sthAnamAM vinA, eneA paricaya karyA vinA enA upara rasa jAgyA vinA sidhdhi ApatI nathI, sAmAnya rIte ya madyamAMsa ucca khAnadAna AtmA mATe ghaNAkAraka che. artha-kAma e saMsAraregathI AtmAe mATe vihita karAyela auSadhanI khAnAkharAbI kupacce che. karanAra pIDAtA dharmarUpI bhaya kara sudhaiASAnA 'tyAga' e sudhaiASA che. e avAja vinA jainatva kI pazu khIlavAnu nathI. jo koi AtmA e avAjane guMgaLAvI nAkhavA mAMgatA hoya te| e jaina nathI, zAsanahitaiSI nathI. tyAganA avAja ceAmera phelAya, ghUmatA thAya, eka eka AtmA emAM etaprAta banI : kalyANa : sapTembara 1956: 489 : jAya, temAM ja jainazAsananI prabhAvanA che. zaktisapanna AtmA bhakti karavA jAya tyAre bhaktinA sAdhananI kiMmata kare nahi. khATA dhyeyathI karelA sAcA sAdhananA svIkAra paNa AtmAnI viTaMbanA kare che. mithyA vidyA karatAM avidyA sArI, avidhA jaze te vidyA Avaze paNa mithyAvidyAvALAne ThekANe lAvavA muzkela. vairAgyanA pathe paDelA, vairAgyanA nAme oLakhAtA sAdhu jo rAganA akhatarAmAM lIna thaI jAya tA te bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradevanAM zAsanamAM vizvAsu tarIke rahI zakatA nathI. jJAnI aneA kAM jJAnInI pUThe cAle. roTalAnA bhIkhArI hoya te sAdhu nathI. sAdhu dha lAbha sivAya bIje AzIrvAda Ape nahi. mAtApitA, duniyAnA snehI-saMbaMdhI, esanA saMbaMdha karatAM sAdharmanA saMbaMdha uMcA che. zrI jainazAsanamAM samyaktva e dharmarUpI prAsAdanA pAce che. samyaktva e mULaguNA ane uttaraguNAnu nidhAna che. samyaktva na hoya teA saghaLI kriyAe dhULa upara lIMpaNa sarakhI che. * jyotISanI rUe kavi zrI khakharadvAra mAne che ke kavione ane AMkhane leNAdeNI hotI nathI. kavizrIne jyetiSamAM ghaNA rasa che. e bAbata ghaNA emanI salAha le che. ekavAra kAlaka ane nyAtIndra emanI sAthe sAhitya ane jyAtiSa samadhI vAtAmAM pAMca kalAka gALyA pachI jyAre dAdara sTezana para Trena cUkI gayA, tyAre jyAtIndrathI rahevAyuM nahi, 'alaka malakanI badhI vAtA karI paNa ApaNune Trena maLaze ke nahi te pUchavAnuM te ApaNe bhUlI ja gayA ? ' Page #44 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ aMtarano javALAmukhI pU. munirAja zrI. sadaguNavijayajI mahArAja e cAlyuM ja . jANe madhurI ane ghaNA varSanA saMyamane nAza kare che. * gulAbI svapnanI sRSTimAM viharate e dhakko mAranAranI kSamApanA mAMgI hate. ciMtanamAM parovAI gayeluM mana vicAravA lAgyuM. kevI mArI bhavya kArakIdI! TuMkA gALAmAM pitAnA pathe AgaLa vadhe. keTalI unnata siddhi meM prApta karI! dhananA sarvathI UMcuM zikhara. te meM gaMja khaDakyA ! kIrtithI te meM dizAo A enuM paheluM sAhasa hatuM. himAlayane bharI! vAha, mAre je sukhI che bIje kaI! unnata pahADa ene pikArI uThe. e caDha. tyAM te sAme eka pahADa upara javAlAmukhI jesabhera arthe pahADa oLaMgI gaye. caDhatAM bhaDabhaDate daSTigocara thaye, ene vicAra caDhatAM vicAra AvyuM, AnAthI paNa koI Avyo, "duniyAmAM A javAlAmukhI ke uce pahADa haze khare ke jene oLaMgave bhayaMkara! nagaranAM nagara khalAsa karI mUke !" muzkela paDe? e vicAramAM DUbavAne prayatna tyAM te bAjumAMthI ene dhakako lAge. kare te pahelAM dhasamasate baraphane khaDaka enI huM pele bIjo mANasa enA caraNe paDI mAphI bAjumAMthI pasAra thaye. "vAha! ke mAMgavA lAgyuM. bhAI sAheba! mArI bhUla thaI! bhAgyazALI ! bacI gaye." ene vicAra AvyuM. jarA utAvaLamAM hate. Apane vAgyuM te nathIne? mArA je sAhasavIra keza? mArA duSTa, AMdhaLe che!' enI rageragamAM je bahAdUra kaI haze khare A duniyAmAM! vIjaLI je pAvara ubharAI u. mAthAmAM keTalI AsAnIthI AvI lAMbI ane kaThaNa lehI bhamavA mAMDayuM, cahere lAlapILe thaI saphara huM karI zakuM chuM! kevuM unmatta mAruM gaye, "paNa te dhakko mAryo ja kema? mArI yavana !" tyAM te sAme baraphanI ketaramAM vicAradhArA khavaDAvI! have je tane haM ke dhyAnastha eka bhavya mAnavI jANe mahAmuni na hoya te dIThe, e deDa. ene vicAra methIpAka ApuM chuM!" pachI te pelAne mAravA jyAM eNe mukkI ugAmI tyAM sAme vALAmukhI AvyA. mArAthI paNa A caDI jAya ema ! parvata pharI daSTipathamAM AvyuM. ugAmelI makkI jANe keTalAya varSothI ahIM tapasyA na kara, tarata nIce AvI. "vAha bhaI! tuM te mAre hoya ema niSkAmabhAve saumyatA dhAraNa karI upakArI che! te dhakko nathI mAryo paNa mane - e beThele hate. ene lAgyuM mArAthI A zreSTha che, huM te kItinI kAMkSAe himAlaya jagADe che; pele javALAmukhI te be cAra nagarane bALI make che, paNa A mArA aMtarane caDuM chuM, tyAre A mahAmAnavI te vinA kedharUpI javAlAmukhI te mArA AtmAnA svArthI svArthe AtmasAkSAtkAra karavA ATale uMce ghaNA asaMkhya sadguNarUpI nagarane bALI muke chevarSothI besI tapasyA karI rahyo che. AtmAmAM ghusele ke ghaNA varSanI tapasyA e badhuM ja jANatA haze te lAva yu. Page #45 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prabhu pUjA karanAra bhAIbahene.. .. zrI sevaMtilAla vrajalAla je. TalAka bhAIbahene kesara vATakI bharIne kArya karavA lAge che. A te ApaNI kevI le che, ane temAMthI thoDAne upayoga vicitratA che! gharamAM ApaNe je vastu jyAMthI karI moTA bhAganuM kesara nakAmuM karI de che. laIe tyAM ja pAchI mUkIe chIe, tyAre ApaNe kesara pAtaLuM vaTAya che tenI phariyAda derAsarane pArakuM gaNu marajI mujaba bedarakArIkarIe chIe, paNa ApaNe keTaluM badhuM kesara bharyuM vartana karIe chIe, te kharekhara khedanakAmuM bagADIye chIe te tarapha lakSa ApatA janaka che. vATakI game tyAM mukavAthI navA pUjA te te nathI. jo ApaNe upaga puratuM ja kesara * karavA AvanAra bhAIbahene te zodhavI paDe laIe te A phariyAda dUra thavA ghaNe saMbhava che, ane keTalIka vakhata ghaNI muzkelImAM mukAvuM che. kharI rIte kesara ApaNA hAthe ghasIne paDe che. tethI je sthAne thALI-vATakIo prabhupUjA karavI joIe, te chatAM vyavasthApakoe rAkhavAmAM AvatI hoya te ja sthAne pUjA kesara vATeluM rAkhavAnI je sagavaDatA karI che, karyA bAda tarata ja sApha karIne mUkavI joIe. tene manaphAve tema durupaga na thAya tenI che jethI bIjAone te zodhatA samaya gumAva dareke khAsa kALajI rAkhavI joIe. bethI traNa na paDe. jeo gharavALA che temaNe gharethI ja vakhata kesara levuM paDe te bhale, paraMtu jarApaNa thALI vATakI lAvavA upaga rAkha joIe. che, kesara nakAmuM na jAya tene khyAla rAkhe joIe. jeTaluM kesara nakAmuM jAya che, teTaluM 3 pUjA karatI vakhate prabhupratimAne tathA nukazAka ApaNane ja thAya che, tenI neMdha levI kesarane hAthanA nakha na lAge tenI khAsa ghaTe. AzA che ke dareka bhAIbahena pitAnA kALajI rAkhavI jarUrI che. keTalAka bhAIoMne upaga puratuM ja kesara leze. utAvaLamAM bahu bhArapUrvaka aDIne pUjana karatA 2 keTalAka bhAIoMne pUjA karyA pachI jaNAya che, A ThIka nathI. pUjA karatI vakhate thALI-vATakI bhagavAnanI sAme mUkIne ja bIjuM pratimAne khUba ja kemaLa AMgaLIye sparza kare pUchayuM; "he deva." A himAlayathI paNa uze joIe, ane dareka sparza vakhate AtmAnA kaiI pahADa che kharo ke jene oLaMga romAMca khaDA thavA joIe, prabhunA guNe ane muzkela hoya! upakAronuM smaraNa karatAM hadaya bhAllAsathI madhura svare te mAnavI be nAcI uThavuM joIe, paNa te pUjana eTalI hA, vatsa! mAna, athavA mAnavImAM zAMtithI ane vivekapUrvaka thavuM joIe ke raheluM abhimAna. e pahADane ochA pUjana karavAne je hetu-AtmAne nirmaLa bahu muzkela! banAvavAnuM che te pAra utarI zake. utAvaLa * ene thaya ra 9 2 ane dhAMdhalathI mana phAve tema pUjA karavAthI pAmara!" ApaNA dhyeyane ApaNe siddha nahiM karI zakIe. enuM abhimAna paNa baraphamAM thIjI gayuM! tA, ka, - ahiM vadhu pratimAone Page #46 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ : karayANuM: sa mmara : 1956 : kaha3 : pUjana na karavAnuM kahevA Azaya nathI, paraMtu vAparI zakAya ja nahi. jeTalI pratimAone pUjana kare te darekanuM (6) prabhupUjA karatI vakhate purUSae bhagapUjana zAMtithI ane vivekapUrvaka thAya tema vAnanI jamaNI bAjue ubhA rahevuM joIe kahevAne Azaya che. (pitAnA DAbA hAtha tarapha) bahene e DAbI 4 pUjA karatI vakhate purUe pitAnA bAju ubhA rahIne pUjA karavI joIe. (pitAnA jamaNA hAtha tarapha) vacce ubhA rahIne pUjA besanA eka cheDAne ATha paDavALa karI mukha karavAthI darzana karanArAone aMtarAya thAya ane nAka upara bAMdhave jarUrI che. keTalAka che, tene khAsa khyAla rAkhavuM jarUrI che. bhAIbahene nAka khulluM rAkhe che, tethI nAkane ucchavAsa pratimAne lAge che. ane tethI (7) pUjA karatI vakhate dUhA vagere avAja kADhI jesathI balavA nahi, kAraNa ke thuMka AzAtanA thAya che. tethI nAka khulluM rAkhavuM vagere kapaDAne lAgavAthI AzAtanA thavAnI jarA paNa gya nathI. bahene e rUmAlane saMbhAvanA che, tethI davA vagerenuM manamAM AThapaDavALe mukhakeza bAMdhave joIe. smaraNa karavuM joIe. (5) prabhupUjAnA upayogamAM levAnA pulane (8) gharethI nAhIne AvanAra bhAIbahenoe levAnI jarUra nathI. kAraNa ke levAthI pulanA rastAmAM kaIne sparza na thAya tenI khAsa jIvane duHkha thAya che, temaja aMdara rahelA kALajI rAkhavI joie, tathA paga dhoIne bIjA trasa (hAlatA-cAlatA) jIvonI hiMsA derAsarajImAM dAkhala thavuM jarUrI che, thavAno bhaya rahe che. tethI pula dhevAnI jarUra uparanI sUcanAone amala karavAthI nathI. azuddha pule heya te tene pUjAmAM ApaNe ghaNI AzAtanAthI bacI zakIzuM. eka vAra amadAvAdamAM kaI piLanA bhAvikajanee prasiddha saMgItakAra oMkAranAthane pitAnI piLamAM saMgItamaya bhajana gAvA nimaMgyA, paMDitajI te ghaNAja bhaktimaya heI gAte gAte "raghupati rAghava rAjArAmanI dhUna para caDI gayA te cheka pareDha thayuM, tyAre tanmayatAmAMthI AMkha ughADI joyuM te eka sivAya badhA zrotAjane kaMTALIne cAlyA gayelA. AthI temane bhaktimaya evA ekaja zretA mATe ghaNuM mAna thayuM ne tene page paDayA ne kahyuM ke "tuM saMgItane khare pUjArI che. chevaTa sudhI kaMTALe lAvyA vinA besI rahyo. dhanya che tane! - tyAM te lazkarakA bheda pAyA, Aguse gadhdhA AyA" e pramANe A advitIya zrotAe pheDa pA. bApajI, huM UDIne ja kayAM? A piLamAM ja mAruM ghara che, ne Apa je zetaraMjI para beThelA cho te zetaraMjI mArI che, tame uTho tenI ja huM rAha joI beTho chuM,!' Page #47 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AjanA mAnasika rogA ane cikitsA, pU. AcACdeva zrI vijayajambusUrIzvarajI mahArAja manuSye atiki"matI mana meLavavA mATe peAtAnI jAtane ghaNI bhAgyavAna samajavI joIe. enI zakti agAdha che. kSaNamAM te muktiye sa zake che, ane kSaNamAM na paNa sajI zake che. AvI zakti dharAvanAra manane tamAre khIjI vastu karatAM vadhAre sabhALavAnI jarUra che, khedanI vAta che ke-zarIranA sAdhAraNa roga mATe tame jeTalI ciMtA karaze! teTalI mananA bhayaMkara rAgeA mATe ciMtA lagabhaga karatA nathI. yAda rAkho ke raktAhika dhAtuethI madhAyeluM A zarIra che. dhAtue manane AdhIna che. mana khagaDhayu' te dhAtuo bagaDI. dhAtue khagaDI teA zarIra bagaDayuM. AthIja zarIra taMdurasta mana taMdurasta ema mAnIne cAlavAmAM nukasAna che. mana taMdurasta / tana taMdurasta '-eja niyama vadhAre sArA che. jo tamArU mana svastha raheze te tamane buddhi paNa sArI upajaze, dhAtue khagaDaze nahIM, ane zarIra paNa sArU raheze. mANuse peAtAnA AvA amUlya manane bagADavu' ene meTAmAM mATu' pApa samajavuM joie. zarIra sAmAnya rIte rAgonu ghara kahevAya che. jeTalA rega emAM na thAya athavA maTI jAya tA eTaleA puNyAya samajavA. zarIramAM roga AvavA ke cAlI javA te manuSya prayatnAzrInaja che ema ekAMta nathI, karmAdhIna che. paNa tamArA manane tamArA kAbumAM rAkhavuM, emAM rAganA jaMtuone pesavA na devA, ene kharAkhara zuddha sAjI-taMdurasta rAkhavuM, e te tamArA hAthanI vAta che. manane tame e rIte keLave eTale tame saghaLuM pAmyA samaje. mananI A zaktine Aje Will Power kahevAya che, jenuM mana niraMgI che tene kAMI asAdhya nathI, nave nidhAna ane AThe mahA siddhi vigere asAdhya paNa sAdhya che. mananA rogo ane tenI cikitsA have tamAre jANavI che ne? A kAinu` mAnavuM nahi! manane bagADanArA rAgeA eka nahi aneka che. temAMnA thADAneAja ApaNe ahI vicAra karavA che. ghaNA mANasonI eka khAsIyata hoya che ke koinu" mAnavuM nahiM. A jAtanu mAnasa rAgiSTha gaNAya che. A rogathI pIDAtA manavALA leAkeA emanA hitanI kai vAta kare te pazu gaNakAre tahi. mAjanI janatAmAM svairavihAratA-marachamAM Ave tema mAlavu kUdake ne bhusake vadhI rahyuM che. enAthI sarjAtI anarthonI paraparA kAinAthI chupI nathI. A svairavihAritAnA mULamAM rahelA rAga te koinu mAnavu' nahiM e che. A rAgathI tamAre khacavu hoya te| enI sIdhI ne sAdI davA che " vAjAni hita mAAm " nAnA bALaka pAsethI paNa jo tamArA hitanI vAta maLatI hAya te te tamAre avazya grahaNa karavI. A pramANe tamArU mana keLavAze teA vaDIleAnI hita zikhAmaNa mAthe caDhAvavAmAM tamane kAMija naDatara raheze nahi. mahAbhAratanu khunakhAra yuSya sarjAyuM te eka duryodhananA A rAganA kAraNe. eNe jo kRNu jevA te samayanA yugapurUSanuM kahevuM mAnI lIdhuM hata-pAMDavAne phakta pAMca ja gAma ApavAnAM hatAM paNa eTaluM ya na mAnavAnuM piraNAma keTaluM' khatara Page #48 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kalyANa sapTembara 1956 : : nAka AvyuM ? e bhUlazo nahi ke svataMtratAnA nubhUtithI jotAM zIkhe. ane nAnAe tarapha atirekamAMthI athavA svataMtratAnI ayogya mamatA-udAratAthI juo. vinayapUrNa guNAsamajaNamAMthI A roga janme che. manane A nurAga tathA amedabhAva e che A raMganuM roga mANasane kadAgrahI banAve che. enAthI rAmabANa auSadha. nimukta rahevAnI IcchAvALAe pitAnA manane ciMtAo. kadAgrahI nahi kintu haMmezA sadAgrahI manane trIjo roga che "ciMtAo karavAne rAkhavuM joIe. ciMtAthI caturAI ghaTe ane ciMtA citAse pitAnAthI bIjAone tuccha gaNavA! bUrI-A rahasyapUrNa uktio sau jANe che, bIje rega che "ahaMpaNa"ne. jenA manane chatAM keTalA ciMtAthI mukta rahI zake che? A roga lAgu paDe che, te hamezAM bIjA khAvA-pIvAnI, paheravA-oDhavAnI dravya kamAene pitAnAthI tuccha ane halakA samajaze. vAnI-kAmabhegonI- aniSTa saMga ane ISTanA A roga paNa keTale bhayaMkara che? tame bIjAne viga vigerenI ciMtAo manuSya kalejAne tucchatAthI juo emAM sabhyatA che ke Ada karI rahI hoya che. ene badale dharma karavAnI, rathI juo emAM? pAMca paisAnI vadhAre pUcha dAna devAnI,-zIla pALavAnI, tapazcaryA karavAnI, vALA pAse puchaDI paTapaTAvanArA mANase jyAre jJAna bhaNavAnI,tatvaciMtavana karavAnI ciMtAo bIjAnI tarapha tenI garIbAIne kAraNe ghaNAnI bhAgye ja kaI karatA haze, AvI ciMtA kaI najarathI jue che, tyAre pIpaLa pAna kharaMtA, karatA haze? AvI ciMtAo kare te AtmAne hasatI kuMpaLI, muja vatI tuja vItaze, vikAse thAya, paNa saMsAranI ciMtAo-je dhIrI bApaDI"- A vacanamAM kahevAyelA tamArA hAthanI vAta na hoya tevI ciMtAo marmone jANe teo bhUlI jAya che. vItarAga karIne tame manane bagADavA sAthe tanane paNa sarvajJa- paramAtmA vinA jagatamAM ke bIje kharAba kare che. ciMtAonA kAraNe ghaNA kSaya - kAMIpaNa truTi vinAne ke sarvaguNasaMpanna che, vagere jIvaleNa rogomAM paTakAI paDatA ApaNe ke jethI basa "huja e "ahaM bhAva joIe chIe. mANase A regathI mukta rahevA piSa eka ghaDI paNa pAlave? Ama te rAvaNamAM bIjA aneka guNe hatA, paNa eka mATe-avadhu sadA maganameM rahenA-jagatajIva he karmAdhInA acaraja ka ya lenA-eja AhavAsanAnA pApe teNe sItAjInuM apaharaNa jIvananA madrAlekha banAvI de jaIe.. karyuM, ane "ahaM paNAnA rege, rAma,-laphamaNa jevA vIra narene tucchatAthI joyA "zuM karavAnA chupI vAsanAo. che e bhUcA" basa, A rogamAM teNe A uparAMta kAma-keleha-mAtsaryanI pitAne sarvanAza netaryo. mATe ja jJAnI chupI vAsanAo paNa mAnavamananA bhayaMkara purUSe kahe che ke moTAo tarapha mAnanI ge che, keInuM sArUM dekhIne tame manamAM najarathI juo; sarakhe sarakhA tarapha prema-sahA- baLyA kare, najIvA vALa mATe ke svArtha vinA paNa tame keInuM kharAba tAke, meha Page #49 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ : 496 : AjanA mAnasika re : mAtsaryanI ramata rame, enAM karatAM vadhAre maitrIbhAvanAnuM rasAyaNa grahaNa kare, jagatanA gagherI durbaLatA mananI bIjI kaI hoI prANImAtranuM bhaluM cAhe, "vasudhaiva kuTuma zake? A rogane saMnnipAta vadhatAM mAnava nI udAra bhAvanAthI saune premadaSTithI juo, mAnava maTIne dAnava bane che. pazu jIvananAM sArA guNanA anurAgI bane, haiyuM karUNAthI badhAM dvAra khullA mukI de che. anyAya-anIti- bharapura rAkho, keInA kAjI banavAne badale adharma-anAcAranI gartAmAM gabaDI paDe che, madhyasthabhAvathI cittane zAMta rAkhatAM zIkhe, tamAre tamArUM-kuTuMbanuM-samAjanuM-saMghanuM- AjanA vijJAnayuge verelA vinAza ane rASTranuM ke jagatabharanuM je zreya karavuM haze, pazcimAtya saMskAree sajelI AMdhImAM bhalautthAna karavuM haze, te A rogane khaMkherI bhalA manuSyanAM mana vikRta thaI gayelAM jovAmAM nAkhe ja chaTaka, ane ATalA badhA roge kema Ave che, e tamAma regathI bacavA mATenA phATI nIkaLyA? kahevuM joIze ke AtmA ane A upAya che, vyAdi zubha saMskArathI karmane viveka bhUlAI gaye che, bhautika bhega-- tamArA manane tame nirogI rAkhe, mana nirega sukhanI kSaNiktA visarAI gaI che, AtmAnA rahetAM tamane sadbuddhio sujaze ane e zAzvata sukhane prema vilaya pAmI gayA che. sujhamAMthI tamAre ane sIne pUrNa udaya A regene ugatAM ja DAmavA mATe tame jAgaze. jainazAsana vijaya mATe ja che. jaina re ja vicAre, uThatAM vicAre, sUtAM vicAre ke jenA nAma sArthaka thAya evuM thoDuM paNa te zuM karyuM? viSane vahAlA gayA che, kaSAyane haLavyA che eTale e pravRtti te cAlu che, tene vicAra karavAnuM nathI. viSaya-kathA cheDA cheDA ya kamI thatA jatA hoya, tevI pravRtti jeTalI bane teTalI Aste Aste kamI thatI hoya te te samaje ke jena zabdanI vyutpatti jacI gaI, hRdayamAM ramI gaI, paNa jo e viSayakaSA jUnA dosta (Old Friends) kamI na thatA hoya te samajI le ke jenA zabdanI vyutpattivALuM tamArUM tevuM nAma sArthaka thayuM nathI.' jene te ke je kSaNe kSaNe kAMI ne koI sArA mArge pravartana kare. saMsArathI pAchA haThAyuM haiya, dhamanI kAMIka vRddhi thaI haya, viSayavRtti visarAI hoya ane tyAgavRtti jAgI haya, doSavRtti TaLIne guNagrahaNavRtti AvI maLI hoya te mAne eTale aze tame vijayanA mArge che, eTale AMzika vijaya che. keTalAkane kevala doSa jevAnI ja Teva che. A Ave ane A te, te ThIka nahi paNa guNa jovAnI Teva pADavI joIe. vyaktiganuM valaNa palaTAI guNarAga tarapha amuka aMzeya varlDa heya, AvuM AvuM thoDuM paNa thatuM jatuM hoya te amuka amuka aMze vijaya sUcave che. jainazAsana vijaya mATe ja che. savAze vijaya A zAsanathI ja thaI zake tema che. | ". AcAryadeva zrImad vijayaladhisUrIzvarajI mahArAja khaMbhAta Page #50 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prabhupUjA praznottarI pU. paMnyAsajI mahArAja zrI caraNavijayajI gaNivara pra. jinamaMdiramAM pattharanA ke cAMdInA mAMDavA che. koIka ThekANe sAdhu-munirAjonA ke evAja banAvavAmAM Ave che, hamaNuM vaLI keTalAka anubhavI citromAM ghaNI bhUlo hoya che. upara ke nIce lakhelAM purUSa nA pADe che tenuM kema? lakhANe paNa aNasamajaNathI lakhelAM hovAthI u-cAMdInA ke pattharanA mAMDavAo dekhAvamAM khUbaja asamaMjasa jevAM lAge che. AvI bhUlonA sArA jaNAya che, paraMtu prabhujI upara AvatA prakAzane anubhavo meLavavA heya dhANadhAra (pAlanapuranI roke che. kacarAne saMgraha thAya che. gIrolI tathA uMdara najIkane pradeza)nAM jinAlayo jovAthI sAkSAtkAra vagere jIvone chUpAvAnI sagavaDa vadhe che. lAMbA TAIme thaze, athavA jyAM navIna ke thoDA varSa pahelAM raMgacAMdInAM patarAM paNa melAM thAya che. patthara paNa kALA rogAna ke citro banyAM che, tene jhINavaTathI ke cIkaNuM thaI javAthI zobhAne aMza rahetuM nathI anubhavapUrNa javAze te sAcuM samajavA maLaze. mATe navA karavAnI IcchAvALAe A lakhANa vicA- pATaNa jevA zaheranA derAsaronI bhIMta uparanAM citro ravA tasdI levI. ane akSaromAM bhUlo dekhAya che. prakeTalAka ThekANe jinamaMdiramAM zrI jinezvara- pa0 Aje koIka sthAna evAM che ke-gAmamAM devonA bhavo vagere citro citrAvavAmAM Ave che, ekapaNa jenanuM ghara hatuM nathI, athavA eka-be-traNa tenuM kema ? hoya te paNa jinapUjA koI karatuM nathI. lagabhaga u0-citra banAvanAra ane paisA kharcIne pUjArI mAraphate ja pUjA thAya che. kesara, sukhaDa, karAvanAra zAstro ke ItihAsanA ghaNAkharA taddana agarabattI, vALAkuMcI, baMgaluhaNAM, dIvAnuM ajANa hovAthI khUbaja bhUlo thAya che. tethI ghI, vagere sAmagrIne ati abhAva hoya che. bIjI hamaNuM jema bhUtakALanA lahIAonI bhUlo Aje bAju seMkaDonI saMkhyAmAM navIna pratimAo taiyAra eka matAntaranuM sthAna jamAvI beThela che. tema Aje AvI gaya che tema 2 thAya che. ane pratiSThA Adi mahotsavamAM hajAro jinamaMdiranI divAlo upara citrakAronI mahAmUlonA kharaca thAya che. A banne bAbato paraspara virodhadAkhalAo paNa bhaviSyamAM matAntaranuM sthAna pAme vALI nathI jaNAtI ? te zuM kahI zakAya! u0 je je sthAnomAM (jinamaMdiravALAM praha-AjakAla bhUlo jaNAtI hoya te batAvI gAmamAM ) jenenA bIlakula ghara nathI athavA thoDAM zakaze kharA ? ghara che, nirvAhanI sagavaDa nathI, pUjA koI karatuM u0-juo te bhUlo. zrI mahAvIra svAmI prabhu nathI. dharmanI lAgaNI paNa nathI, te te sthAnomAM vagere zrI jinezvaranAM citromAM prabhujIne keTalIka ghaNIvAra pratimAjI bhavya hoya che, seMkaDo varSanA prAcIna jagyAe calapaTTI paherAvelA dekhAya che. keka ThekANe na hoya che, bahAranI mAgaNIo paNa Ave che, chatAM kapaDA paherAvelA hoya che, kaI jagyAe kaphanI ke leko ApatAM ja nathI. evA-be-cAra gAmanA jhambA jevAM vastro paherAvelAM hoya che, valI zrI dAkhalA nathI paNa saMkhyAbaMdha dAkhalA che. jinezvaradevone hAthamAM ovAmuhapati rakhAvI hoya che, bIjI bAju jyAM jainenI saMkhyA ghaNI heya tathA kAnamAM khIlA nAkhavA-kADhavAnAM citromAM che. tyAM derAsara ke pratimA naja heya ane lokone prabhujInA phoTA asinimaya jevA citarelA heya jinapUjAnuM sAdhana coksa joIe ja. pachI teo che. keTalIka jagyAe pArzvanAtha prabhujInI mUrtimAM maLI zake tyAM sudhI prAcIna pratimAjInI zodha kare zarIramAM hADakAM dekhAya che, tevAM paNa citro hoya che. babbe traNa traNa varSa zodhamAM vitAve che. jyAre Page #51 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ H kalyANa : sapTembara 1956 : kaTa: prAcIna pratimAjI meLavavAmAM nAsIpAsa thAya che, mAnavuM joIze. koI ThekANe bhAvanI adhikatA thaI pachI navIna karAve che. chatAM karanArane doSa Apa* jAya te vakhate paisA kharcanArane prabala bhAva AvI nArA AyA ja kare che. te bicArA vinA kAraNa javAthI paisA kharce che. te vakhate tene rokI bIje dharmanindAnuM pApa vahore che. emAM jinAlayo ke vALavA jatAM pUrvanA sthAnamAM paisA kharca kAya pratimA karAvanArano doSa nathI ja. jeone prAcIna jAya che. ane bIjI jagyAe paisA paNa ApI prabhujI maLI zakatA hoya teo navIna pratimAo zakatuM nathI. AvA aneka banAvo najaro najara lAvavAnA AgrahI nathI, paraMtu prAcIna na maLe to joyA che. mATe koIne vikAsa pAmelA vilAsane navIna pratimAjI padhArAvIne ArAdhanA karanAra bhAga- aTakAvavo te vyAjabI jaNAtuM nathI. ane vivekathI zALI ja che. aucitya sAcavavA jevA sthAnamAM tema pra. paraMtu eka jagyAe prabhunI pUjA mATe karavA preraNA karavI te paNa cokkasa kartavya che. ekapaNa sAdhana hotuM nathI jyAre bIjI jagyAe eja pra. AjakAla ghaNI jagyAe bhagavAnanI beThakamAM pratimAjInA bahumAnamAM hajAre khacoya che. A be lokone vahema paDe che. keTalAka muni mahArAjAe vAte zuM virodhI nathI jaNAtI ? AvIne "bhagavAnanI dRSTi barAbara nathI." ema kahe u0 ekaja gAmamAM je tamo kahe che tema che te bhagavAnane gAdIe besADyA haze ? tyAre thatuM hoya to te vyAjabI nathI. paraMtu paisA bIjA AvI bhUlo kema rAkhI haze ? vaLI keTalIka jagyAe pradezamAM kharcAya che. prabhupUjAmAM sagavaDane abhAva bhagavAnane gAdIe besADayA pachI thoDAM varSa saMdhane bIjA pradezamAM ke bIjA gAmamAM hoya che. banne khuba AnaMdamaya jaNAya che. ane pAchaLathI koI bAjunA saMgho judA judA hoya che. temanA parasparanA koi gAmomAM paDatI jevuM jaNAya che. AnuM kAraNa samAcAra koNa pahoMcADI zake. zuM haze ? jAo eka jagyAe khuda bhagavAna mahAvIrasvAmI u0 ghaNIkharI jagyAe loko potAnI meLe prabhAne saMgamaka deva jevA ke govALIyA jevA beTA vahema ubhA kare che ane jene tene AvI adhama AtmAo upasarga kare che. bIjI bAju vAta pUche che. tyAre uttara ApanArA paNa pitAnI sImaMdharasvAmI bhagavAnanI devatAo samavasaraNamAM sevA buddhi mujaba puchanArane bhaLatA javAba ApIne kare che. ahiM paNa nindA karanArane nindA karavAnI lokone vahemane vadhAre majabuta kare che. A sagavaDa che ja; kema ke bhagavAnanA bhakta gaNutA kharI vAta evI che ke bhagavAnanI daSTi mATe indro khuda sImaMdhara svAmI mahArAjanuM samavasaraNa vahema jaNAtuM hoya te samaparA mIstrIne, zilpazAstranA banAve che, chatra dhAre che, cAmara DhALe che, ATaluM pAragAmI hoya tene, ANaMdajI kalyANajI jevI adha karanArA mahAvIra prabhujInA upasargo paNa nivAratA prasiddha jagyAe pAsa thayela hoya tevA mIstrIne nathI. te zuM A daSTie indranI bhUla kharI ke nahi? lAvIne batAvIne vahema maTADavo joIe. athavA are bhAI ! dhaNuM sAdhAraNa sthitinA jene lukhA zilpazAstranA anubhavI mahAmuni mahArAjane batAbAjarAnA roTalA paNa pAmatA nathI, tyAre keTalAya vIne ApaNuM vahemathI mukta thavuM joIe. paraMtu je zrImatanA -badAmapAka, sAlamapAka, mesuba, mohana Ave tene dekhADavuM ane khoTA vahemamAM paDavuM te thALa vagere sArAM pakavAne paNa khAnAranA abhAve bIlakula vyAjabI nathI ja. bagaDI jAya che. ane pheMkI devAM paDe che. vaLI bhagavAnanI pratiSThA thayA pachI iSTa aniSTanI A badhI jagyAe vAMka koIne nathI, paraMtu kalpanA sAva nimULa ane upajAvI kADhelI hoya che. bhAvibhAva ane bhUtakAlIna karmanA udayane ja kAraNa dareka jagyAe dezanA ke eka gAmanA sAmudAyika Page #52 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ : 500 : prabhu pUjA praznotarI puNyodaya ke pApedayanI ja temAM mukhyatA samajavI bhAgyazALI mAne che. eja nyAye A bhAI paNa joIe, cha jeTalA rAjAonAM rAjya kema gayAM! chokarAne meTo thate joIne bhaNata joIne ane jApAna ane jarmananI prajAnI Aje paDatI kema paraNele joI ghaNI khuzI thaI thaI? kema dekhANI? A badhA paNa sAmudAyika basa putrane uchera, putranuM bhaNatara, putranAM lagna pApanA udaya ja samajavA joIe. ane putranAM mojazokha temaja putravadhUnA lADakaDa tema Aje ApaNA zrI saMghamAM, lerA, ghevA, A badhuM mAtAnI majurInAM ja phaLa hatAM. putranA dIva, bharUca, caMdrAvatI vagere moTA moTA abhyadayI lagna thayAM be traNa varaso paNa gayAM, dIkaro pAI paNa nagaramAM paNa pUrvanI jAhojalAlIno abhAva dekhAya che. kamAya nahi. paNa mAtAnI majurImAM meLavelI badhI te bhAvibhAvanI pradhAnatA samajavI joie. mIlakata sApha karI nAkhI. mAtA dararoja kahetI rahI; chatAM eka bIjI dalila e paNa che ke, ApaNuM "dIkaro have te kamAvA keDa bAMdhe ane mAtAne zrI saMdhe prabhujIne gAdIe besAratI vakhate jeTalI majurI baMdha karo !' udAratA batAve che, bhaktinI tallInatA dekhADe che, chokaro patnIne laIne paradeza javA taiyAra thaze. tevI bhakti pAchaLathI barAbara jaNAtI nathI, prati- mAtAe bhAtuM karI dIdhuM. musApharI mATe kharca AyuM. chAmAM kArasI ane saMdhajamaNu karanArA, hajAre bega-bistarA bAMdhIne dIkare taiyAra thaI mAtA pAse rUpiAnA caDAvA belIne prabhujIne gAdI upara AvIne kahe che, "mAjI! AzIrvAda Ape, huM parade. besAranAra, varaDA kADhI khUba zAsananI jAhojalAlI 9 zamAM sukhI thAuM.' mI , dekhADanArA pAchaLathI prabhupUjA karatA nathI. derAsarane mAjI kahe che, "bhAI mArI vaNamAgI AzISa kharca ApatA nathI. sukhaDa, kesara, baMgaluNuM, che ja, paraMtu have dhaMdhA upara caDe eTale mane kharca agarabattI, vALAcI vagere cIjo paNa derAsaramAM ekalo raheje, meM tArI pachavADe mArUM lohI sukkI hotI nathI. prasaMga pAmI derAsarane pUjAne vAre nAMkhyuM che. meM tane meTo karavAmAM, bhaNAvavA, Ave te vANIyA paraspara laDe che. AvuM badhuM karanAra ke najaro najara bhALanAra mANaso potAnA paraNAvavA ne lADakoDa pUrA karavAmAM meM mArA zarIranA saMdhamAM paDatI kema AvI ? AvuM pUchatAM ke vicAratAM kolasA karI nAkhyA che. Aje tane paradeza mokalavA kema saMkoca pAmatA nathI ? sudhImAM meM mAruM sarvasva samApta karyuM che. have tArI ahI eka huM AvAja banAvane samajAvanAra pAse mArA dhIrelA nANunA vyAja jeTalI te AzA dAkhalA TAMkuM chuM. te vAMcavAthI vAcakone khyAla Avaze jarUra rAkhI zakuM !' ke ApaNe kayAM bhUlA paDayA chIe. dIkaro kahe che, "mAjI! mAre paradezamAM be jaNane eka gAmamAM eka bAI rahetI hatI. eka gujAre karavo paDaze, vakhate bemAMthI traNa cAra pAMca cha bAra mahInAno nA bALaka mUkI tenA patideva paraloka thaIzuM te paNa mAre bojo upADa paDaze. tame te sidhAvyA hatA. gharamAM paisA hatA nahi. temAM khAsa ahI ekalAM che, tame tamArUM nabhAvI zakazo ane koI paNa jAtanI pAMca rUpIAnI Avaka paNa hatI calAvI leje, mArAthI kAMI makalI zakAze nahi ja" nahi. thoDuM ghaNuM gharamAM hatuM te ane jAta mahenata basa cAlatI vakhate vadhAre laMbANa karyA sivAya karIne bAIe chokarAne mATe karyo. bhaNAvyA ane AzIrvAda ApI che ke dIkarA tuM sukhI thAje. paraNa paNa kharo. ane joIe te maMgAvaje. A sivAya mane bIjuM strIone pati paisA mUkIne mare paNa putra na kazuM have saMbhaLAvaze nahi.' mAtAe AzIrvAda heya te te bicArI dukhaNI gaNAya che. ane je ApyA ane dIkaro paradeza gaye. nirdhana dazA heya paNa chokaro heya te te pitAne vAcake samajI zake che ke-baLajabarIthI mAtA, Page #53 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ : kalyANa: sapTembara 195daH H pa01 pAse AzIvA~da lenAra A kRtajJa kuputrane AzIrvAdanuM taraphanI bhakti ke abhakti vicAranArane seksa phaLa maLe kharuM? je naja maLe ema lAgatuM heya samajAya jAya tevuM che. to bhagavAnanI bhaktimAM ThagAI karanArA; bhagavAnanI - upasaMhAra: bhaktinuM phaLa icchatA hoya temane paNa uparanA uddhata A cAlu paMcamakALamAM moTA bhAge leka dharmanAM putranI upamA kema lAgu paDe nahi ? marmane jaNAvanAruM jJAna meLavatA nathI, tathA jo ke A daSTAMta ekadezIya samajavAnuM che. vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLatA nathI. vakhate pustako vAMce ke jema putre mAtAne AkhI jIMdagI pAI sarakhI paNa vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLe te paNa paramArtha ke mamarthanI samamokalI nahi te paNa mAtAe AzIrvAda jarUra AcA, jaNanA abhAve jinAlayanI kriyAomAM ghaNI paraMtu te AzIrvAda putrane jema phaLa naja ApI avyavasthA sevatA hovAthI jinAlaya ane jinazake. tema jinAlayamAM bIrAjelA prabhujI vItarAga che. pUjAmAM ghaNuM deNe lagADe che. tevAone dhyAnamAM teoe to AkhA jagatane zivamastu sa. rAkhIne A praznottaro lakhyA che. A lakhANamAM jagataH (AkhA jagatanuM kalyANa thAo ) AzIrvAda jinAjJAnI viruddha koIpaNa lakhANuM hoya tene sarva ApyA che ja, paraMtu ApaNI potAnI bhakti Apa- sAkSIe huM micchAmi duka mAguM chuM. A prazno ne uparanA AzIrvAdanAM phalAphalamAM kAraNarUpa bane che. jemAM nAnI ke moTI koI paNa bhUla jaNAya te eTale pratiSThA thayA pachI amArI caDatI paDatImAM vAcaka varga mane jaNAvaze, te huM jarUra sudhAro ame teja kAraNarUpa chIe, ema samajI pitAnA karavA dhyAna ApIza. eja. 'e vAMka kene che? (rAga-rAkhanA ramakaDAM) jherI jamAnAnuM jheraja vyAkhyuM, zuM kahIye have tamane A AjanA e bAluDA, je je ramata karatAre; tephAna mastI AvIne karatA, mAstara to dhamakAvere pahelethI nahi dhyAna ja Apyu. galIe galIye bhamatAre A. mAtApitA AvIne tene, Thapako deI camakAvera A. gharanA mAstara mAtApitA che, lADamAM kAMI nahi ketA, have jo AvuM karazo tyAre, ahiMthI DIsamIsa thAze re moTA thayA pachI sAmuM bele, tyAre pike mukatAre A. ' vakhate rajAja malaze, beThA kIsamIsa khAzore A, saMskAra nAkhavAnuM je kAma AvyuM tamAre mAthere; chokaro mUrakha raheze tenuM, pApa kaho kene lAgere; karazuM karaze ema kahIne, bagaDyAM tamAre hAthere A.jarA ekAnta vicAra karaze, AMkha ughADI jAgere A. darzana pUjana karyuM ke nahi, kadi nahi e puchatAre. skulamAM sAmuM bole tyAre, mAstara daMDane karatAra ', pachI bagaDe temAM vAMka che ke, samaju samajI letAre A.jha AvIne ApI detA, vagara bole bharatAre A. sAcA snehI hoya to tenA, khAtAM pahelAM ketA camatkArane kare namaskAra, kahevata sAcI paDe bhAI tuM darzana karIne Avyo, nahi to Thapake detAMre AbaruM bolavA jAya tyAre te, mAstara emane jAhera A. ethI je nahi mAne mUrakha, soTI laIne ThokatAre thADAmAM je samajI jAze, sukhIyA nara te thAze; nahi ThekANe Ave tyAre, upekSA enI karatAre A amAre kahyuM ke nahi mAne, pAchaLathI pastAzere A pAThazALAmAM bhaNavA mATe, mAbApa nahi mUke; pachI amone yAdaja karaze, vAta nahi li lAve che skUlamAM bhaNavA mATe, kadi nahi e cUkere. A. daDa daDa AMsu nIkaLe tyAre, lUchavA koI nahi Ave A skUlamAM phI bharIne bhaNutA, deDhIyuM ahiM nahi detA Atma kamalamAM labdhi levA, nItithI tame tyAre enAthI te peTa bharAze, sahu jaNe ema ke tAre A jayaMta kahe e zikhaDI mAne, muktipurImAM mAre A. dharmapremanuM tharamAmITara, malI gayuM Aja amane pU upAdhyAyajI ma. zrI jayaMtavijayajI gaNivara doy Page #54 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ paryuM SaNa ane bALake zrI kulacaMda haricaMda dezI-mahuvAkara paSaNa parvamAM bALakane navA navA paNa kaI kaI jagyAe AmAM evI te paDApaDI thAya che ke nAnA bALake herAna-pare. kapaDAM paheravAnI meja Ave che, tema bahAra javAne AnaMda hoya che. maMdiramAM bhagavAnanA zAna thaI jAya che. game tevI vyavasthA tUTI darzana ane khAsa karIne vidhavidha AMgI teone paDe che. ane AnaMdane raMga sarI jAya che. AkarSe che, upAzrayamAM teo Ave che kharA pAlItANAnA yuvAna bhAIone A varSe A paNa vyAkhyAnamAM barAbara samaje nahi tethI prabhAvanAne vyavasthita karavA vicAra AvyuM, thoDuM ghaNuM bese ne bahAra jAya che. ane temAMthI eka navIna prayoga sUjhI Ave. " prabhAvanAo levAnI majA paDe che, paNa bhAdaravA suda bIjanA divase nUtana upAtemAM sakhata bhIDa jAme che. hamezAM zrayanA vizALa helamAM bALasaMmelana nyuM. navuM navuM khAvAnI, kaI kaI gurUkuLanA maMtrI zrI vRjalAla pAnAcaMdane vakhata upavAsa-ekAsaNA-besaNuM karavAnA bhAva pramukhasthAna ApavAmAM AvyuM. jAge che ane AnaMdathI kare che paNa kharA. 2 thI 5 varSanA bALakanI taMdurastI joIne saMghajamaNamAM te miSTAnna khAvAnI majA mANe Arogya harIphAI che ane jena sevA che. varaghoDAmAM teone vividha jAtane AnaMda samAjanA Do. zrI rasikabhAIe bALakane maLe che. bALako ane bahenane khare AnaMda tapAsI nigI, taMdurasta ane suMdara bALaje hoya te cauda svapnanuM darzana-tene kene pasaMda karyo. 5 thI 10 varSanA bALakanI senAnI ane pulanI mALAo paherAvavI ane dhArmika parIkSA levAmAM AvI. temAM chokarAo svapnane mAthe laIne padharAvavAne AnaMda karatAM chekarIone abhyAsa ghaNe sAre jaNAye. alaukika hoya che. ane mahAvIra janmavAMcanane A uparathI ApaNI pAThazALAo-dhArmika A divasa bahene ane bALakane ja che tema zikSaNa ane mAtA-pitAnI kALajInI paNa gaNI zakAya. janmavAMcananI e ghaDI te parIkSA thaI gaI. * badhAne ullAsamaya banAvI de che. ane jagata nAnA bALakanI dhArmika saMgIta harIphAI vatsala bhagavAna mahAvIrane janma, zrIphaLa vadhe che ane temAM paNa bahene AgaLa nIkaLI ravAnI tAlAvelI, zrIphaLa vadheravAnA taDAtaDa gaI. saMgItane rasa samAjamAM ke che, tene avAjo-zeSane svAda ane prabhAvanAnI bhAre khyAla paNa AvI gaye. "bhIDa e bALako mATe te mAMcaka lAge. sAthe saMgIta, vAgha tathA vivecane thayAM, bhAdaravA zudi bIjanA divase bhagavAnanuM InAma jAhera thayAM ane pramukhazrInA zubha nizALa gaNuM hoya che. bhagavAna gurUne tyAM hasta leTA, pyAlA, Adina InAma apAyAM pAThazALAmAM abhyAsa arthe jAya che. ane te lagabhaga aDhI kalAkanA A samayamAM bALaka divase sleTa-pena, AMkanI copaDI, pensIle, AnaMdI dekhAyAM. zAMtipUrvaka badhuM sAMbhaLyuM - bALa-kathAnake AdinI prabhAvanA thAya che. (anusaMdhAna kaITala peja 2 ju) . La nAce Page #55 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI zatru jya paTadarzana pAra vinA puruSArtha nakAme che. == tamArA bhAgyamAM zuM lakhAyuM che tenuM saMpUrNa jJAna paramapunita tIrthAdhirAja zrI zatrujya girirAjanA pratika rUpe zrI zatruMjya paTa darzana rekhA vijJAna zAstra nane pU. AcArya devAdi munirAjoe anAdikALathI mAnya karela che. thI jANI zakAya che. jemAM bhAgya, purUSArtha, gRjara ArTa sTaDIyAe dharmabhAvanAne 2 strI, saMtAna, dhana, vaibhava, Arogya, dhadho, pradhAnapade rAkhI banAvela paTAmAM pAlItANA vidyA vagere aneka bAbatanuM jJAna tamArI raTezanathI toTI sudhInA dekhAva, taleTImAM vara rekhAo parathI tame jAte ja karI zake che. ghoDAnuM dazya, bAbunI TuMka, DuMgara upara javAnA - saMpUrNa mAhitIvALA dezI ane IMglIza rastA, visAmAkuMDa, navaTuMka, dAdAne darabAra, padhdhatino A pahelA ja graMtha che. chagAunA rastA, bhADA DuMgara, tathA dUra-dUramAM - suMdara chapAI, 101 ATa phoTAo hovA evuM jI nadI, kadaMbagiri, tathA giranArajI sudhInA chatAM kiMmata mAtra rUA. 10) TapAlakharca sAthe. darzana thAya che. | amAe hAlamAM prAcIna Dhabe taiyAra thatA -: lakho :paTomAMthI darzanabhAvanAne lakSamAM rAkhI deza- hai. pI. pI. TApara, ravivAra peTha, nAzIka nIya bhAga anAmata rAkhI bAkInA bhAgamAM semacaMda DI. zAha - pAlItANA sudhArA-vadhArA karI avAcIna paddhatithI necara Dhabe ane necara-skela nAkhI, naveja plAna ( navIna prakAzana taiyAra karela che, je dareka sthaLe pasaMdagI pAmyA che. - zrI zatruMjaya tIrtha paTa umadA kenavAsa upara, vividha pUjA saMgraha bhA 1 thI 11 pAkAre kAnA pANIthI dhoI zakAI tevA sArA jemAM prAcIna-arvAcIta pacAsa pUjAono atyuttama senAnA varakhavALA racanAtmaka, darzanIya ane saMgraha che. pRSTa 840 + 12 diraMgI jekeTa, mUlya. geraMTeDa bane che. rUA. pAMca. vadhu nakalo maMgAvanArane yogya kamIzana tA. ka. -kArataka suda 15 nI jarUrI ApavAmAM Avaze. yAtavALAoe amane atyAre ja jIvavuM nityasvAdhyAya stotrAdi saMgraha [ 6000, gAthA enA saMgraha ] joIe. kAraNa ke eka paTa taiyAra thatA lagabhaga mUlya- 4 8- 0 jaina sajhAyamALA [ sacitra ] 1aaaa thI 2 mAsa lAge che. jethI ame A , 2-8-0 devavaMdanamALA kathAo yukata , 2-4-0 yAdI pa ThavIe chIe. dara vacce amArA ghaNA paMcapratikramaNa vidhisahita 2-0-0 darzanAbhilASI grAhaka baMdhuone nirAza thavuM narmadA suMdarI caritra , 2-8-0 paDe che. jethI vahelI take orDara noMdhAvavA - vardhamAna dezanA bhASAMtara , 4-0-0 namra vinaMti che, cArUdatta caritra vadhu mATe sUcipatra maMgAve !. gU rjara ArTa TuDIo jazavaMtalAla gIradharalAla zAha - pAlItANA ( saurASTra ) 1238 rUpAsuracaMdanI pALa a,dAvAda up - ', -9-0 Page #56 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ KALYAN 0-8 _ REGD. NO. B. 1995. rUA paMdaramAM traNa hajAra pejanuM vAMcana. mahAkavi dhanapAla 0-8 pavitratAne page - 0-12 prabhunA paMthe jJAnanA prakAza 0-8 jainatattva sArAMza 0-8 zAMtino mArga o-10 prazanottarI bAdha mALA rAmabANa upAya prazamarati zrAvakAgya AcAra-vicAra 0-8 jainatattvapravezaka jJAnamALA 0-8 amara balidAna 1-4 prakanottara-rasadhArA jaina dRSTie cAga kAvya sudhAkara bhakti bhAmaDala zatru jaya digadarzana 1-0 kudaratI upacAra 2-8 Akho seTa kharIdanArane vIza TakA kamIzana kApI ApIzu. paTeja khaca alaga kula 17 pustake, traNa hajAra pejanuM vAMcana, kiM'mata rUA. 18-12-0 kamIzana kApI rUA. 15 sAmacaMda DI. zAha pAlItANA maurASTra) 0 / | 3--2 1 - 6