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________________ 471412 3210 H SECIDI [2] jaina saMskRtinuM saMdezavAhaka varSa 9; fn veID zana maMhi2 pAlItANA 29/276 zrI jaina pADharAjA heriyA ( rASTra kAcI - taLAjA phebruArI 1953 il:soptacaMdaDI.zAha [][]]]] aMka 12 0 dharma,samAja,sAhitya ane saMskAranuM adhatana mAsika.
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________________ tad TTI nI kAgAra mAkaraNa bahAragAma | have pachInA jainatIrtha vizeSAMka tA. 15-4-53nA roja pragaTa thaze. phebruArI vaSa 9 : : mahA | u 0 5 0 co 0 gI dAresalAmanA je je bhAIaMka 12 H 1953 2009 ene lavAjama bharavAnAM hoya teoe amArA ejanTa bhAIzrI dAmodara AzakaraNa bahAragAma hovAthI bhAI prabhAzaMkara kalyANajI paSTa bokSa naM. 76 dAresalAma lekha lekhakanuM nAma, A saranAme bharavAM. zraddhAnuM paribaLa zrI 5 6 ' 1 AgAmI aMke navuM varSa zarU aMtamukhatA keLo zrI maphatalAla saMdhavI pa67 thatuM hovAthI vizeSAMka tA. karmanuM prAba96 zrI ramaNikalAla pI. dezI pa70 15-4-5 3 nA roja pragaTa thaze. 15-2-53 no aMka baMdha raheze. sAdhu-sAdhvInI jIvanacaryA zrI zAMtilAla ema. zAha 571 | jAnyuArInA aMkamAM 'kalama karmabaMdhanA hetuo mA. khubacaMda kezavalAla pa73 ke dosta' maMDaLanA sabhyonA mahAsAgaranAM motI zrI vallabhajI bhANajI mahetA 575 nAmamAM amRtalAla vI. saMdhavI mananI mIThAza zrI kIzorakAMta gAMdhI pa76 | harasAla chapAyuM che enA badale madhapUDo zrI madhukara 578 amRtalAla pI. saMdhavI samajavuM. zakA-samAdhAna pU. A. zrI vijayalabdhisUrijI ma. pa81 bAramA aMke ghaNA bhAIonAM lavAjama purAM thAya che te rUA. dhanya sAttvikatA pU. munirAja zrI jayaMtavijayajI ma. 584 5-0-0 manIorDarathI mokalI bAlajagata - judA judA lekhako pa89 ApavA vinaMti che, vI. pI. AjanuM koMgresI taMtra zrI manuM subedAra 598 karavAmAMnAhaka samaya ane nava sattAno sadupayoga karo pU paM. zrI kanakavijayajI gaNivara 6 0 2 AnAno kharca vadhAre lAge che. dravyAnuyoganI mahattA pU. paM. zrI dhuraMdharavijayajI gaNivara 6 04 | varSa daramIyAna je je bhAI oe sahakAra Ape che, e dIvo pU. munirAja zrI lalItavijayajI mahArAja 6 07 badala teonA AbhArI chIe. jagatano kartA koNa ? pU. paM. zrI pravINavijayajI mahArAja 609 | dazamA varSo pahelA-bIje ApaNI AsapAsa zrI hiMmatalAla lAlajI cinAI 614 | aMka 'jainatIrtha vizeSAMka' tarIke varSanI vidAya veLAe zrI saMpAdaka 616 prasiddha thaze, tene aMgenI jAherAta vArSika viSayAnukrama kAryAlaya taraphathI 618 A aMkamAM prasiddha thaI che, te mAsika samAcAra joI levI, 'vizeSAMka' mATenI kAryAlaya taraphathI 622 tamArI kRtio vahelAsara mekazabdonI palaTAtI vyAkhyA zrI caMdra TAiTala peja 3 ju" | lAvI devI. lekho ane phoTAo vagere tA. 1-3-53 sudhImAM mokalI Apaze.
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________________ ivarSa 9; phebruArI 1953 aMka 12, , che. (c) zrIpAda somacaMdaDIzAha zrI dvA nuM pa ri ba la....................zrI traNa maNuM, sADAtraNa ke cAra maNa vajananI kAyAmAM raheluM nAnakaDuM mana, keTa-keTaluM zaktimAna che; e hakIkata kayAreka jIvanamAM paNa anubhavI zakAya che. mana vinA jyAre keIka nhAnuM paNa kArya ApaNu para parANe lAdI devAmAM Ave che, tyAre utsAha rahita banI ApaNe e kArya game te rIte puruM karI, hAzane dama khIMcIe chIe. A prasaMge ApaNane saheje sahamajAI jAya che ke, mana vinA kAMI thatuM nathI, kAraNa ke, kaI paNa kAya tyAMsudhI vikaTa lAge che, jyAM sudhI mana para e kAma lIdhuM na hoya. mATe ja kahI zakAya ke, mAnava dhAre te ene mATe kazuM azakya ke du zakya nathI ja. paNa mAnavanI dhAraNuM eTale zuM? mAnavanA mananuM sAmarthya, tenI daDha che saMkalpazakti, IcchAga ke AtmazraddhA; A ja vastu mAnavane samatha banAvavA che mATe basa che. AtmA anaMta zaktione svAmI che. anaMtAnaMta cetana zaktio che enAmAM bhaMDArAIne paDelI che. paNa AtmAno kAbU, aMkuza ke tenuM svAmItva Aje tenI potAnI zaktio para rahyuM nathI. peluM nAnakaDuM sana, AtmAne nibala, niHsava ane kSaNe kSaNe pAmara dazAmAM mUkI de che, pariNAme te hatI banI, kaI paNa zubha kAryane saphaLa banAvI zakato nathI. vRttionI caMcalatA, & sukhazIla svabhAva, viSaya-kaSAyanI parAdhinatA, mamatA tathA meha; A badhAM pApata mAnavanAM manane cemerathI bharaDe laIne mUMjhavI nAkhe che, eTale mAnava, dIna-hIna banI pitAnI sthiratAne gumAvI pAMgaLo banI jAya che. .. kaI paNa zubhakArya karavA mATe taiyAra thatAM pahelAM A AtmA vicAre che, "mArAthI A kema thaze? huM kevI rIte karIza? mAruM zarIra narama che, huM che
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________________ karI zakIza ke nahi ? bhAi, ApaNAthI A na thAya ! * A badhA nirAzAbharyA AMtara ugArAthI mAnava pAte ja chelle pATale besI jAya che. 25-30 ke 35 varSanA sazakta, taMdurasta, tathA dRDha zarIranA pazu mAnava, mananI nibaLatAthI keTalIka vakhate 10 ke 15 varSanA ugatA mAnava karatAM paNa hIna baLavALA thai kazuM ja zubhakAyata karavA sajja banI zakatA nathI. bUtaranA svabhAvanI vicitratA A prasaMge yAda Ave che; 'kabUtara pAMkhAvALuM prANI che. pAtAnI sDAme AvatA bhayane TALavA te potAnI jAte sAvadha banI rakSaNa meLavI zake tema che, chatAM shAmethI ene pakaDavA mATe AvatI khilADIne e jyAre jUe ke tarata DhIluM khanI, potAnI AMkho mIMcI tyAMne tyAM Dhagale thai e paDyu rahe che. pariNAme bilADI enA zikAra karI jAya che. khilADIne AvatI joi kabUtara jo te veLA pAMkhA phaphaDAvI, himmata ekaThI karI uDI jAya tA te peAtAnuM rakSaNa karI zakavAne samartha che, chatAM Ama pAta!nA hAthe pAte vinAzanA mukhamAM jai paDe che. A kevI vilakSaNaprakRti !' mAnavajAtane mATe paNa A ja hakIkata lAgu paDe che. potAnuM hita sAdhavAnI, kalyANu karavAnI, tathA jAtanA udhdhAra mATenI enA peAtAmAM keTa-keTalI amApa zaktie bharelI paDI che. enI tAkAta, joma, tathA tejasvitA adbhuta che, chatAM e jAte potAnA hita mATe prabala puruSArtha AcaratA nathI, ne kevaLa mananI nilatAne vaza thaI jIvana hArI jAya che. jIvanane unnata banAvanArA tapa, tyAga, sayama ke evA zubha anuSThAnA pratye zraddhAne khAi bese che. piraNAme ihaleAka tathA paraleAkanA kalyANupathathI te bhraSTa ane che. Aje azubha kAryomAM, duSTa pravRttiomAM, vaiSayika sAdhanA ke iMdriyasukhAmAM pAvaradhA AtmA, AtmakalyANakara punyapravRttiemAM zraddhA hArIne nila banI beThelA ApaNI najare paDe che. mArAthI kema na thAya? huM karI zakIza ja, mAre karavuMja che,' AvI AtmazraddhA pratyeka mAnave zubha pravRttie mATe keLavavAnI jarUra che. tA zraddhAnI prabalatAthI AtmAnuM vIya jAge che. vinA, nikhalatA. azraddhA, tathA mAnasika azakti Apa meLe TaLI jAya che. zarIramAM caitanya sphUre che. jIvana svastha, sukhI, tathA AnaMdamaya bane che. du:khA tene mUjhavatAM nathI. aMtarAyA, vikSepone te gaNakAratA nathI, ane nirbhayapaNe jIvana saphaLatAnA mAge te bhagIratha puruSArtha AcaratA rahe che. AvA zraddhAzIla mAnavane sidhdhi hAthamAM ja ramatI hAya che, e niHzaMka che. jIvanane sAcI rIte jIvI javA mATe Aje pratyeka zubha pravRttiemAM AvA zraddhAkhalanI pahelI jarUra che, e bhUlavuM joitu nathI.
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________________ baMdhuo ! aMtarmukhatA keLave. zrI maktalAla saMdhavI. saMsAranA sarva granthamAM ziramaNi evA anaMtagaNa vaibhavazALI aMtaranI duniyA che, jIvanagranthanA pAne-pAne AlekhAyelAM gaMbhIra ane aMtaranI duniyAne te vaibhava bahAranI satyane avelekavA mATe he mAnavabaMdhu ! tuM duniyAnA vaibhava je kSaNajIvI nahi paraMtu aMtamukhata keLava. zAzvata sanAtana che. paraMtu Aje ApaNe vijJAnanA A jhaDapI yuganI jhapaTamAMthI badhA zAzvata-vaibhavanI te duniyAne cheDIne * ugaravA mATe pratyeka strI-puruSe pitAnA rejanA Indriyone eza bakSatA bahAranI duniyAnA jIvanamAM AtmanirIkSaNune avazya gUMthI levuM vaibhave mANavAmAM aNamala jIvanadhana lUMTAvI joIe ke jethI karIne bhautika jagatanA" rahyA chIe. raMgarAga joIne ghaDIbharane mATe DolAyamAna A saMsAramAM Aje je bhArobhAra banI jatA manane majabUta banAvavAnI jarUrI azAMti ane kaDavAza phelAI rahyAM che, tenuM tAlima maLatI rahe. * mULa kAraNa te e ja che ke, darekane potAne divasabhara mahenata-majurI karIne, rajanI managamatA saMsAranI racanA karavA jeTaluM paTANe nidrAkheLe DhaLatAM pahelAM AjanA ghaNA dravya maLatuM nathI. A duniyAne AjanA mAnave manane haLavuM karavA mATe vartamAnapa- badhA jhagaDA bhaitika raMgarAga pUratA ja che. genuM ke evA ja haLavA sAhityanuM vAMcana- zANA rAjanIti vAte bhale "vizvazAMli' kare che ane pachI sUI jAya che. paraMtu ane "mAnava kalyANanI karatA hoya, paraMtu temanI te rIta barAbara nathI. kAraNa ke aMtaramAM te teo paNa eja jhaMkhatA hoya nidrALe DhaLatAM pUve nidrita jIvanane che ke, saMsAranI saghaLI samRddhi mArA dezamAM nirmaLa ane praphulla banAvI zake tevA ThalavAya. ane huM mArI prajAne sukhI karuM. prakAranA ja sUtranuM raTaNa karavuM joIe ke jene mAnavatAnuM gaLuM DhaMpAvI rahelA A kAraNe manane thAka utare ane remame bhautiktArUpI pizAcane kabaje karavAne sAce AnaMdanI lahera pharI vaLe. nidrA pUrve je mArga ekaja che ane te jIvanane AtmamAnavI potAnA divasanA kAryonuM - sUphama nirIkSaNa dvArA pragaTatI AtmaprabhA vaDe samRddha avalokana karI levAnI Teva pADe te tenA banAvI, bhautikabaLanA avAstavika mUlyAM hAthe divasa daramyAna thatAM ghaNAM apakRtya kanane mITAvI devAM. aTakI paDe. kAraNa ke sUkSma avalokanane eka keDInI kimatanI vastu meLavavA pariNAme janmatI svadharma pratyenI jAgRti mATe mAnavI, dharmanA ane IzvaranA sogaMda : mAnavIne bIjA divase prathamanA karatAM vadhu khAya tyAM bhautikabaLonuM je zAsana sthapAya . gya rate javA prere che ane samAjane e ke bIjuM kaMI thAya ? parAkASThAe pahoMcelA rIte eka Adarza mAnavanI bheTa maLe che. ApaNAM bahimukha-jIvanane ja ApaNe Atma * ApaNe badhA bahAranI duniyAnA je vaibhava zAsana nIce nahi lAvI zakIe to ApaNe joIne aMjAI jaIe chIe, tenA karatAM sarvanAza thaI jaze. kAraNa ke jIvananuM * * -
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________________ : 568 : aMtamu khatA; nirmANu vaibhava mANavA mATe thayuM ja nathI. jIvana teA che parama suMdara jIvananA sauMsAramAM jayanAda gajavavA mATe ane parama suMdara jIvana meLavavA mATe. jayAre ApaNe badhA te jIvananA enA mULa hetuthI viruddha dizAmAM ja upayega karI rahyA chIe ane pachI brUme pADIe chIe ke ame du:khI chIe' pachI jIvanadrohI duHkhI na DAya te sukhI hoya? te zu paraMtu asAsa ke Aje ApaNe ApaNA gharamAMthI dUra nIkaLI jai, bahAranI duniyAmAM ApaNu ghara banAvavA mATe mithyA prayAse AdarIe chIe. je ApaNuM nathI tene ApaNuM banAvavA mATe khATA jhaghaDA ubhA karIe chIe. eka vAta barAbara zIkhI le ke vastunuM mUlya e ja tenI upayeAgitA. tenA upayAga e ja tenuM mUlya. bAkI bIjI kazI vizeSatA temAM hotI ja nathI. sthUla padArthonA mAlikI--hakka mATe laDavuM eTale pavitra jIvanane sthUla aLeAnA khAjA taLe nAMkhavu.. huM bhAi ! sauMsAra e tArUM' ghara nahi para Azrama che. enI sajAvaTa mATe tuM mithyA duSkRtA na Acara. saMsAranI koi vastune tuM mAlika hatA nahi, che Du ane thavAnA nathI. teA pachI ene meLavavA mATe Atmadhama zA mATe cUke che ?, A saMsAramAM pavitra jIvananuM gaurava sthApavA mATe ApaNe janmyA chIe; nahi ke kSaNajIvI vastuonA gajamAM daTAi javA mATe. jIvananu te gaurava sthApavA mATe ApaNe pratipaLe sAvadha rahevu joie. prabhAtamAM pathArI cheADatI vakhate ane rAtre nidrA pUrve ApaNe ApaNA jIvanane vadhu tyAgasamRddha ane bhAvanAzIla manAvavA mATe salpa karavA joIe. jIvanamAM jyAM jyAM apUrNatA ane visaMvAditA jaNAtI hAya tene TALavA mATe vadhu makkamatApUrvaka niyamita jIvana gALavu jAie. * aMtamu khatAnA prabhAva anere che. ApaNe bahirmukha banIne je Apattie vaheArI che, te badhI tenA prabhAvathI dUra thai zake tema che. tene dUra karavA mATe ane unnata dharmoMmaya jIvana gALavA mATe ApaNe aMtamu khatA keLavavIja joie. je dRSTi ApaNane maLI che, te bahAranuM jovA mATe ja nahi paraMtu mahAranuM je badhuM ApaNe joie te aMtaramAM pragaTAvavA mATe. anaMta Atma-sAmarthya ApaNuM pragaTa thAya ane ApaNe duniyAne duHkhamukta karIe evI abhilASA kAne na thAya? paNa abhilASAnI paripUrNatA tyAre ja zakaya ane jyAre ApaNe Atma-sAmarthyanA sAcA anurAgI manIe. tenI ja AsapAsa ApaNu jIvana gAThavAya, nija kSudhAnI tRpti kAje TheraThera rajhaLatA rAtu pazuonI jema je mAnava pazu nija indriyA sa tASavA mATe TheraThera rajhaLatA raheze te mAnavajAtamAM bhArAbhAra pAzavatA phelAi jaze. nisadatta nija sthAnethI DagI gaelA mAnavane punaH gauravabharyuM nija sthAna para abhiSikta karavAnuM sAmarthya jenAmAM che, te AtmAnI anaMta zaktine pAmavA mATe ApaNe badhA aMtamu khadRSTi keLavI bahAranI duniyAne tenA mahimA samajAvIe eja abhyarthanA ! 1 ---
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________________ karmanuM prAbalya AvA mithyA abhimAnathI pulAIne mAnavI kevA karmanA kAramAM baMdhane bAMdhe che.. - zrI ramaNikalAla pI. dezI mahAvIrasvAmInA 17mA rAjAnA bhAvamAM asAra saMsAranI aMdara paribhramaNa karatA je zIsuM gAyakanAM kAnamAM reDAvyuM te zayyApAA jIve deva, manuSya, tiryaMca ane narakanI ga- laka 27mA bhavamAM govALIyA tarIke Utpanna thayA. timAM aneka paribhramaNe karyo. anAdikALathI prabhune pitAnA baLadone seMpIne cAlyA gayA. pudgalAnaMdI jIva mehane vaza thaI mAyA ane kAma patAvIne pAchA Ave che te baLada na maLe. mamatAnA, rAga ane draSanA bhayaMkara kamabaMdhana baLadane nahI jotA gussAthI prabhunA kAnamAM kare che. je UdayamAM AvatAM bhegavavAM paDe che. khIlA Theke che. chatAM prabhu ekapaNa zabda bolatA zramaNa bhagavAna zrI mahAvIrasvAmInA jIve nathI. je kama bhagavAna jevAne paNa na choDe 17 mA bhave vasudevapaNAmAM mithyA abhimAnane to pachI Dagale ne pagale baMdhAtA kamabaMdhana zuM vaza thaIne pitAnA paheragIrane AjJA ApI ApaNane choDaze? kaI divasa ekAMtamAM vicAra ke, jAva be sArA gavaiyAone lAvIne vAdya- karyo che ke, huM keNu? mAro janma kayAM ? saMgItane jalaso AraMbhe; AjJAne amala kayAMthI AvyuM ? kyAM javAno? A leka zuM thayo, saMgItanI lahera uchaLI, rAjAe hakama paraleke zuM ? savAranA ATha vAge UThayo dAtaNa karyuM ke, jyAre huM nidrAne vaza thAuM, tyAre karyuM nA karyuM cA AvI cAne nyAya Apyo saMgIta baMdha thavuM joIe. rAjA piDhI gayA. chApuM vAMcyuM nhAI-dhoI taiyAra thayA 10 vAgatA saMgItane svAda paheragIrane eTalo sarasa derAsara jaI AvyuM. bhejana patAvIne kAmaA ne gayAne kahyuM ke, rAjA to piDhI dhaMdhe lAgyuM. rAtanA ATha vAge thAka-pAye gayA che. tame saMgItanI laherI cAlu rAkhane? ghare Avyo eka kalAka bahAra pharI AvI bIcArA gavaiyAoe gAyana' cAlu rAkhyuM. rAtanA daza vAge sute vaLI pAcho savAre' acAnaka rAjA jAgI gayA, gAyana cAlatuM UTha ane rojI kAryakrama cAlu thaye. jaIne rAjAe hukama karyo ke, " AjJA ghAMcInA baLadanI jema jIvana vitAvyuM AmAM bhaMga karanArane zikSA thavI ja joIe." "za- AtmAnA UddhAranI, jIvanI, karmanI koI vAta vyApAlakanA kAnamAM dhagadhagatuM lIsuM reDA." karavA bese tyAre zuM javAba Ape? "bhAI ! rAjAe kahyuM. baMgadhagatuM lIsuM kAnamAM javAthI ApaNane purasada kayAM che ? e te badhuM mahAtatkALa bane zayyApAlaka mRtyune zaraNa thayA, rAja sAheba mATe che. ThIka che ApaNe te vIra bhagavAnanA jIvane abhimAnamAM khyAla saMsArI chIe, saMsAra laIne beThA chIe. paNa na hatuM ke, mAre AvuM kArya karavAthI eTale dareka vastuno vicAra karavo paDe. khare : tenI sajA kevI bhegavavI paDaze? ApaNane khara! mAnava jIvanamAM vapara Atma kalyANanI - atyAre rAjA banAvIne rAjaya calAvavA Ape. vArtA dulabha thaI jAya che, tevA kaparA-kALamAM, te ApaNane keTaluM abhimAna AvI jAya! AtmAne zAMti kyAMthI maLe? mahArAja sAheba 'basa have huM joI lau kenI tAkAta che ke jyAre mAnavajIvanane durlabha kahe tyAre A mArA sAmuM eka zabda paNa bole. huM eTale pudagalAnaMdI jIva saMsArano pakSa laIne tenIja keNu! mArI AjJA dareka mAnavI ja joIe. vAtamAM mazagula rahe. prabhu mahAvIra prAtaH
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________________ sAdhu-sAdhvI samAjanI alaikika jIvanacaryA. zrI zAMtilAla maNilAla zAha, amadAvAda 1 teo kadApi keipaNa jIvanI hiMsA 6 teo kadApi rAtribhUjana karatA nathI, karatA nathI, karAvatA nathI ke karanArane anu- karAvatA nathI ke karanArane anumodana ApatA nathI. medana ApatA nathI. - 7 te mahAtmAo kaI paNa prakAranA - 2 teo kadApi juThuM bolatA nathI,balAvatA vAhanane upayoga karatA nathI, game teTalA dUra nathI ke belanArane anamedana ApatA nathI. dezAvara javuM hoya te ya page cAlIne ja jAya che. - 3 teo kadApi corI karatA nathI, karA- 8 game tevA TADha-taDakAmAM paNa khUllA vatA nathI ke karanArane anumodana ApatA nathI. page ane khullA mAthe ja vicAre che, pagarakhAM 4 teo kadApi abrahma sevatA nathI, ke ziveNana Adino upaga karatAM nathI. sevarAvatA nathI ke sevanArane anumodana A - 9 saMyamanI ArAdhanA mATe, zarIra nipatA nathI. vaha pUratuM levAnuM anna, te paNa keIne 5 teo kadApi parigraha rAkhatA nathI, jarAya mana na dubhAya, ulaTuM prasannatApUrvaka rakhAvatA nathI ke rAkhanArane anumodana A Ape, te rIteja grahaNa kare che, tethI teonI patA nathI. bhikSAcaryAne gaucarI ke "mAdhukarIvRtti" kahesmaraNIya gautamasvAmI mahArAjane vAraMvAra vAmAM Ave che. vaLI teo pitAne eka kahetA ke, he gItama! anaMtA varSonA vahANA vakhata bhejana thaI zake tethI vadhu grahaNa vAyA pachI tane mAnavajIvana ane vitarAga- karI rAkhatA nathI, tethI ja teo 'kukSizaMbala no dharma maLe che ane te paNa bharasamudramAM kahevAya che. A pANInA TIpA je sUkSma ane kSaNIka, mATe 10 game tevA saMjogomAM paNa bhikSA, ghaDIne paNa pramAdana kara. anAdinA kusaMskArethI gRhasthane ghera jAte jaIne ja grahaNa kare che, AtmA keTale jaDa thaI gayo che ! dharmanI gRhastha pAse magAvatA nathI. teonI bhikSA vAto karavAmAM Ave tyAre javAba Ape ke 42 dethI rahita hoya che. ' " hamaNuM zuM che ? vRddhAvasthAmAM dhama ja kara- 11 rAtre kadi paNa upAzrayanI bahAra vAno che ne ! bicArA jIvane bhAna nathI ke, jatAM nathI, lAITane upaga karatA ja nathI. bhaviSyanA khoTA khyAlanA sajelA svapnAo AMkha mIcAtA AthamI jaze ane A jIva 12 varasatA varasAdamAM game tevuM agatyanuM kArya hoya te paNa jatA nathI. satata varasAdanI saMsArI kAvAdAvAmAM, viSaya ane kaSAyanA baMdhanathI bhAre thaele rAzI lAkha yonimAM helImAM ghaNIvAra upavAsa karI le che. paribhramaNa karato raheze. A bhavonI paraMparA . 13 dareka muni mahArAja dararoja savAre TALavA mATe zrI jinezvara bhagavaMtoe batAvele moDAmAM meDA cAra ke chevaTe pAMca vAge te ahiMsA, saMyama ane tapanA utkRSTa mAgane uThI ja jAya che, ane pitAnI dhyAna-svAdhyAya amala karIne AtmakalyANa sAdhe to kevuM sAruM?' AvazyakAdi kriyA kare che. A
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________________ Hi pahara: jIvanacaryA; 14. game tevI mAMdagImAM paNa ubhayaTeka jenI AjJA mujaba ja vate che. deva-gurunI Avazyaka, devavaMdana, guruvaMdana, ke pratilekhana AjJA sivAya javuM-AvavuM Adi keIpaNe Adi kriyAo karyA sivAya rahetA ja nathI. kriyA karatAja nathI, are zvAsa levA jevI - 15 keI paNa jAtane badale ' levAnI zIgha banatI kriyAo ke jemAM AjJA mAgavA icchA vinA jagatanA manuSyane dharma ane jeTale avakAza rahetuM nathI te mATe te . zAti pamADe che. ane sarva dukhethI mUkA- 'prabhAtamAM ja agvendra saMhitAdR vaMdu chuM " vAne mArga batAvI mukita pamADe che. ' e dezo mAgI le che. AvuM kaThera AjJA 16 jenadazana pRthvI-pANI-pAvaka-pavana- pradhAna jIvana jIve che. A to mAtra bAhya ane pAdaDAmAM paNa jIva che ema mAnatuM pravRttinuM ja varNana thayuM. " - hovAthI te te jIvenI paNa hiMsA jemAM AvA uttama susAdhuo vizvane AzithatI hoya tevA vartamAna vijJAnanI zodhathI rvAdarUpa ane kalyANakArI hoya temAM zuM prApta thayelA sAdhanene (meTara-na-e- Azcarya che. AthIja haMmezA prabhAtamAM pacIsa plena TelIphona-reDIo- lAuDaspIkara-vAya- lAkha jene "namo stroi savasAda ' kahI ralesa-TelIvIjhana-vijaLInA paMkhA vigerene), mastaka namAve che. jarA ya upaga, te mahatmAo karatA ja nathI. 17 kaI temanI niMdA kare, gALa de ke vividha pajA sagraha mAre te paNa teo tene koI ja pratikAra karatAM nathI. tenuM (mAranAranuM) paNa hita 1jemAM navapadajInI vidhi, zrI vIravijayajI kRta thAya tema ja ciMtave che. pitAne sahana karavuM - pUjAo, bAravratanI pUjA, paMcakalyANaka pUjA, sattarapaDe che, temAM paNa pitAnA kamane kSaya thAya | bhedI pUjA, ane navapada ArAdhananI pUjAo vagere che, che, ane sAmAne temAM nimitta hovAthI pAkuM paThuM, meTA TAIpa, sArA kAgaLa, 400 peja - upakArI mAne che. chatAM mUlya rU. traNa. paTeja alaga. 18 teo Akho divasa jJAna-darzana snAtra mahotsava cAritra ane tapa Adi AtmAnA guNanA muMbaI zaheramAM haMmezAM saMgIta sAthe snAtrapUjA, vikAsa mATe ja prayatnazIla rahe che. jagatanA zAMtikaLaza ane aSTaprakArI pUjA savAranA sAta vAge zrI lAlabAga metIzA zeThanA daherAsare bhaNAvAya jIvane mukitamArgamAM guNaprApti mATe sahA- che. to dareka bhAIone padhAravA vinaMti che. yaka thavuM eja sAdhuone Adaza heya che. zrI lAlabAga snAtra maMDaLa - 19 teo sarva pravRtti, A lekanA ke khetavADI, 3 jI galI DAhyAbhAI ghelAne mALo paralekanA keIpaNa pIddagalika sukhanI IcchA I 1 le mALe, muMbaI 4. rAkhyA zivAya kevaLa eka mekSanA ja hetuthI zA, caMdulAla je. khaMbhAtavALA , kare che, tethI teo mudhAjIrvA kahevAya che. zAsehanalAla malakacaMda vaDagAmavALA 20 sarva sAdhuo ane sAdhvIjIo, ' e. sekreTarIe. pratikSaNa zrI jinezvaradevanI ane gurumahArA
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________________ karmabaMdhanA hetuo.. - mAstara khubacaMda kezavalAla. vAva [1] mithyAtva. 1 jene Adeza AdhyAtmika pragatimAM (1) mithyAtva (2) avirati (3) kaSAya sahAyaka na hoya paNa pratikULa hoya evA ane (4) vega e kamabaMdhanA mukhya cAra hiMsAdi doSa yukta kudevane "sudeva" mAne. hetu che ane tenA uttarabheda sattAvana thAya ane jenA upadezathI ane vatanathI AdhyAche. te muLa cAra baMdhahetu pikI prathama hetu tmika pragatinuM patana thAya tevA kugurune suguru mithyAtva pAMca prakAranuM che. tarIke mAne. (1) Abhigrahaka (2) anAbhigrahika (3) ane jenA AcaraNathI AdhyAtmika Abhinivezika (4) sazayika ane (5) anA. abhyadaya sAdhI zakAya nahi evA hiMsA, asatya bhegika. vigere kudhamane sudhama tarIke mAne. 1 pita-pitAnA zAstrothI niyaMtrita thaI te lokika mithyAtva kahevAya che. athavA gayela che vivekarUpI Aleka jeone ane TUMkamAM kahIe te kudeva, kuguru ane kudhamane parapakSane pratikSepa karavAmAM dakSa evA pA- viSe sudeva, sugurucane sudhamapaNAnI buddhi khaMDienuM je mithyAtva te "abhigrahika tene laukika mithyAtva kahevAya che. mithyAtva che. - 2 paratIthie saMgrahita karela zrI 2 saghaLA ya deva baMdha che. paNa ni jinabiMbanuM arcana Adi ane A lekanA nathI ane e ja pramANe saghaLAya guruo ane arthe zrI zAMtinAthavAmI ane zrI pAzvasaghaLAya dharmo ArAdhya che, AvA prakAranI nAthasvAmI AdinI Icchita ApanAra tarIke je mAnyatA tenuM nAma anAbhigrahika nAmanuM prasiddhine pAmelI pratimAonI mAnatA Adi mithyAtva che. karavuM ane lokottara liMgane dhAraNa karatA. jeo yathAsthita vastune jANatA hovA pAsasthA Adine viSe guNapaNanI buddhithI vaMdana chatAM paNa durAgrahathI vyApta thayelI mativALA Adi karavuM e ane A lekanA phalane mATe hoya teonuM Abhinivezika mithyAtva che. "gurUnI stupa" Adine viSe yAtrA ane upa( 4 deva, guru ane dharmanA viSayamAM A yAcita Adi karavuM yA che tevA laukika sukhanI satya che ke A satya che? evo saMzayavALAnuM abhilASe vrata-niyama-tapa-japa AcaravAM tene mithyAtva te sAMzavika mithyAtva che.' lokottara mithyAtva kahevAya che. 5 vicArazUnya ekeMdriya Adine athavA A pramANe aneka prakAranAM mithyAtva che. vizeSa jJAnathI vikala hoya tene je mithyAtva te paikI eka paNa mithyAvi AdaravA gya hoya che, te mithyAtvanuM nAma "anAbhe nathI. saghaLAya prakAranAM mithyAtva pariharavAne gika" che. ja lAyaka che. - - have bIjI rIte vicArIe te (1) A mithyAtve te mithyAtvamehanIyanA laukika mithyAtva ane (2) lakattara mithyAtva udayathI jIvane hoya che. tenAthI jIva hitA ema be prakAra paNa mithyAtvanA che. hitane vikhaka bhUlI ahitAcaraNamAM pravRtta
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________________ : 574 : kamabaMdhanA hetuo hoya che. jIvAdi navatatvanA jJAna rahita hoya paNe nAmanA pUjArI nathI paNa jeomAM che anAdikALathI saMsAramAM paribhramaNa jinapaNuM heya teonA pUjArI chIe, jeoe karAvI ghora kaSTo apAvanAra mithyAtva ja che. kamane tamAma kacaro khAlI karI anaMta jJAna aMtamuha jeTalA TAImamAM paNa mithyAtva- anaMta dazanAdi nija svarUpe prApta karyuM tenuM dazAthI kadApi rahita nahi thanAra AtmAnI kaheluM te badhuMe sAcuM, jarA paNa zaMkA vinAnuM bhaviSyamAM saMsAra-paribhramaNanI kaMI samAja AvI mAnyatA enuM nAma Astikaya. bAkInA nathI. jyAre teTale TAIma paNa ekavAra cAra hAya yA na paNa hoya paNa A paheluM mithyAtvathI rahita thaI janAra AtmAne saMsAra lakSaNa te samyagadraSTimAM hovuM ja joIe; A paribhramaNanA kALanI avadhi vadhumAM vadhu "adha na hoya te badhuM nakAmuM. pudgala parAvana" kALa sudhInI che. AvuM 2 anukaMpA-dravya anukaMpA ane bhAva jANI mokSAthI AtmAe mithyAtvane tyAga anukaMpA. dravyAnukaMpA kare tyAM bhAvAnukarI samyaktvaprAptimAM udyamavaMta thavuM joIe. kaMpane jharo vahe. bhAvAnukaMpA eTale sAmAne kAraNa ke mokSaprAptine yogya vrata-niyama- dhamahIna dekhI dayA Ave, ane tene mArgamAM tapazcaryA-tyAga Adi aneka kriyAo AtmA mithyAtvavAsita hete chate sarva vyartha che. 3 niveda eTale saMsArane kedakhAnuM jethI te anuSThAna kriyAonI saphaLatA te mAnavuM. samyagudraTi AtmA saMsAra ne kArAgAra mithyAtvanA tyAga hete chate ja thAya che. mAne. saMsArathI nIkaLavAnI bhAvanA dharAve. AtmAmAMthI mithyAtvano abhAva hote chate 4 saMvega eTale saMsAranI aruci ane naraka ane tiyaca prAyogya kamaprakRtine mokSanI ruci. zrI upAdhyAyajI mahArAjA baMdha virAma pAme che. mithyAtvathI rahita kahe che ke "suranara sukha je duHkha karI lekha, eTale samyakatvadhArI AtmAnI oLakhANa vache zivasukha eka" mATe saDasaTha belo zAstramAM darzAvela che. tene pa upazama-mokSanI sAdhanAmAM game tevA savistara jANavAnA athae zrI yazovijayajI vidane Ave tene parama zAMtithI sahe tenuM upAdhyAyajI racita samyaktvanA saDasaTha belanI nAma upazama. A samyakatva jenAmAM Ave te sajajhAya vAMcI kaMThastha karavI jarUrI che. temAMnA jaina. ane te eka mokSasukhane ja Icche che. samyakatvanAM pAMca lakSaNo A pramANe che. A lakSaNa hoya to jagatamAM jenapaNuM (1) Astiya 2 anukaMpA 3 niveda batAvI zakIe. sahavAsamAM AvanAra upara 4 saMvega 5 upazama. chApa pADI zakIe. A eka-eka lakSaNa 1 Astika-je AtmAe rAgadveSane sarvathA evuM che ke saMsAra paribhramaNanA badhA hetu jItyA che evA vItarAga, tAraka tIrtha sthA- enuM mAtra A pAMca lakSaNothI ja khaMDana paka che. zrI jinezvare je kahela che te sAcuM, thaI jAya che. Astikaya vaDe nAstikatAnuM, teja zaMkA vinAnuM ema mAnavuM te A anukaMpA vaDe nirdayatAnuM, nirvedathI saMsAranuM stikAya che. zrI mahAvIra jina hatA. e jina saMvega vaDe saMsAranA sukhanuM ane upazamathI na heta to ApaNe emane e na mAnata. A- kaSAyenuM khaMDana thaI jAya che.
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________________ zrI vallabhajI bhANajI mahetA, samaye jAge nahIM ane pachI valepAta tArI vizeSa paDatI jarUrIAta tane mUMjhave kara e te rAMDayA pachInuM DahApaNa nirarthaka che. che, nahIM vastu ke vyakitane abhAva. tArI - kharI bahAdurI te saMyama ke zIlamAM jarUrIAte ochI nahIM thAya tyAM sudhI tane che paNa nahIM svAMga ke zaNagAramAM. siMhanuM keI sukha ke zAMti ApI zakaze nahIM ane cAmaDuM oDhaye kaI siMha thaI javAtuM nathI. tArA nityanA baLApA rahevAnA ja. chabI kevI paDaze tenI ciMtA tAre na tAruM koI nathI ema tuM kahete phare che karavI mAtra tAre to ThIka saMbhALIne sthira paNa tArA aMtarane pUchI je ke tuM kaIne ane zAMta besavuM. ' thaye che? ' vANI vilAsa mATe nathI paNa vikAsa sattA ke haThathI mANasanuM aMtara chatAyuM mATe che. vANInI sArthakatA aMtarazamanamAM lAge paNa taka Abe sAmAna aMtararASa che, nahIM bahigamanamAM. temaja buddhinI agnijavALA peThe bhabhUkI uThaze. kutAthatA AtmAnI oLakhamAM che, nahIM sata, e jIvananuM satva che ane satva pAMDityamAM ke prasaMzAnI prAptimAM. nIkaLI gayA pachI jIvana mRtyuthIe dukhakArI, avAja sudhAro,paDaze enI meLe sudharI jaze zuSka ane vyatha bane che. te sAcI prIti mANasane bhegamAM nahIM paNa pitAne AdhIna thavuM gamatuM nathI chatAM gamAM dere che, laukikamAM nahIM paNa ala- mANasa bIjAne AdhIna banAvavA Icche che, - kikamAM prere che. kezIza kare che. ene eTaluMe bhAna nathI ke, svArtha e vicitra aMdhApa che ke, jyAre pitAne AdhIna thavuM gamatuM nathI tyAre - mANasane te sAcuM dekhavA deto nathI, pite bIjAne AdhIna thavuM kema game? AdhIne khuda svAthI che enuM ene bhAna thavA dete thayA vinA svAdhInatA prApta thatI nathI. A nathI ane bIjA badhA svAthI che evuM ene tatvajJAna e svayaM bhUSaNarUpa che. ene bhAna nitya rahe che. , bIjA jJAnanA zaNagAranI jarUra nathI. balka mANasane aizvarya ke prabhutA khUba joIe e bIjA jJAnane zaNagAre che. che paNa te meLavavA UMdhA rastA le che, asatamAMthI samAM laI jAya; tamasamAMezvaya ke prabhutA premathI ja maLe che paNa nahIM thI timAM dere ane mRtyumAMthI amRtanA johukamI, bhaya ke atyAcArathI. Are utAre tene ja AtmavidyA kahe che, tuM jagatane be divasane musAphara che. tene ja brahmavidyA, parAM vidyA ane madhuvidhA tAro mAla vecI khAlI thaI tArA paMthe paDaje. kahe che. - sajajananI saMkaDAsa sArI ane dujananI aMkuza ke jAgRti na rahI te aMtaramekaLAza bhUMDI, pAtAlamAM chupAyelI vAsanA viSayAkAre ubhI - . .
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________________ mana nanI mIThAza garIbAImAM uchare che. ane zrImaMtanA zrImaM. tAImAM. garIba majUra bAra AnA vALI dArUnI - zrI kizora gAMdhI. bATalI pIne mana manAve che, tyAre zrImaMta kta phUla jevAM rUparaMga hoya tenI jaga- vepArI uccakeTine phrAnsane dArU vAparI tamAM kazIye kiMmata nathI, paNa tenI aMdara mana prajvalita kare che. te gulAba jevI suvAsa paNa hevI ja joIe nA? gAyane gadheDA joDe bAMdhI hoya to te kheDUta khetI karIne jagatane jIvADe paNa beMkatA te na ja zIkhe paraMtu lAta mAratA pitAnAM bALakone jIvADavA jeTaluM dhAna tenI te jarUra zIkhe. sebatanI ATalI asara. koThImAM na hoya. udAra mANasanuM paNa duHkha vinA sukha nathI. ema mAnIne - evuM ja. duHkha sahana karavuM te sArAmAM sAre raste che. hRgaze phakata garIbAImAM ja che evuM ApaNI zaktine vicAra karyA vinA kAMI nathI zrImaMtAImAM paNa duganA mULa kAryo karavAthI ApaNe athavA ApaNAM sagAMuDe uDe sudhI pahoMcelA che. garIbanA durgaNe nehIonA valane vadhu zeSavAnuM rahe che. thaI mana sAthe Indriyone kheMcI jIvAtmAne kAraNa ke, ApaNe vAvelAM kaDavAM-mIThAM phaLanAM rAga-draSanA jaDabAmAM jakaDI de che. jeTalI vRkSanAM kaDavAM-mIThAM phaLa jANe-ajANe ApaNuM gaphalata teTalI avanati. bALakane athavA ApaNA paricayamAM AvelA kIti khAtara karAtA kama ke vyavahAra mANasane cAkhavA ja paDe che. mRgajaLa jevA rUpALAM lAge paNa aMtarane vaNamete kaI maratuM nathI. akALe mRtyu raMga ke rasa na hovAthI te lAMbA TaktA nathI. mithyA jamaNA che. eka divasanuM bALaka paNa emAM mAtra mIThI priya vANInuM ja jamA-kharca akALa mRtyu pAmatuM nathI. te dehanAM tenA hoya che, ane na-chUTake dhanAdine vyaya heya. kama bharAI gayA te tenA mRtyune atha che. sapa sANasAmAM Ave tyAre narama bane je mANasanuM jIvana haMmeza pArakAnuM che. temaja dujana muzkelImAM Ave tyAre bhaluM karavAmAM ja vyatIta thAya che, te mANasa sarala-sIdhe lAge paNa aMkuza ke dAba jatAM mRtyu pAme te paNa jIvato rahe che. kAraNa te pitAne jAtisvabhAva cheDaze nahIM. ke aneka duHkhI hadamAM teNe potAnuM sthAna pAtratA vinAne pArasamaNi paNa kAmane jamAvI dIdhuM hoya che. nathI. temaja adhikAra vinAne dIdheluM aizvaryA taravAnI je mANasamAM tamannA che ADe mAge laI jAya che. .. ane tarI javAnI jenAmAM zraddhA che, te mANasa - tarasyAne pANI pIvAnuM kahevuM paDatuM eka divasa te mAnyatAne lIdhe tuMbaDAthI paNa nathI ane je tarasya nathI tene pANI dIdhe sAgara tarI jaze. paNa je mANasamAM tamannA pate nathI. mATe vANI vyathAkAM veDaphI nAkhavI? ke pitAnI zakitane vizvAsa nathI. te kadAca sabaLa ane nibaLa bane che te sTImara jevA vAhanathI paNa taravA asamartha jue che, paNa phera eTale ke eka jue che banaze. zraddhAmAMthI janmatuM baLa baTakaNuM nathI. pitAnA ane bIje pArakAnA. ahaMkAra Ave eTale vikAsa vidAya le che.
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________________ kalyANa phebruArI 1953; : pa77 : muzkelIo Ave che tyAre ekalI nathI (1) ziyALAmAM tamane chatrI ApI unAAvatI paNa samuhamAM Ave che. bInaanu- LAmAM te pAchI mAgI le. bhavI mANasa muzkelIonA acAnaka hallAthI (2) ziyALAmAM tamane chatrI ApI unAgabharAI jAya che. paNa je manuSya samajaNamAM nAmAMtamane te chatrI vAparavA de paraMtu emAAvyA pachIthI tarata haMmezA muzkelIo sAnI zarUAtamAM te pAchI mAgI lya. veThate Ave che te kadi muzkelIthI ekadama (3) ziyALAmAM athavA unALAmAM tamane gabharAI nahi jAya. chatrI na Ape paraMtu comAsAmAM tamAro hAtha je manuSya potAnI jAtane DAhI mAne che chatrI vinAne khAlI jaIne athavA tamane varatenI sAthe dalIla karavI te kUtarAnI pUMchaDI sAdamAM palaLatA joIne tarata tamane chatrI Ape. sIdhI karavA barAbara che. trIjA prakAranA sagAsnehI ucca kakSAnA che kAraNa ke pahelA prakAranA sagA jyAre udhAra ApelA paisA meLavavA muzkela tamAre madada (vastu )nI jarUra na hoya tyAre haze paNa udhAra lIdhelA paisA pAchA ApavA madada ApavAnI vAta kare paraMtu kharI muzkelInA e ethIye vadhu muzkela che. vakhate te tamArI madade na AvI zake. bIjA anubhava meLavavA deza deza, zahera zahera prakAranA sagAsnehI tyAre tamAre madada (va). ke zerIe zerIe rakhaDavuM paDatuM nathI. paNa nI bahu ochI jarUra hoya tyAre tamane madada anubhava meLavavA mATe hRdaya khulluM rAkhavuM kare ane kharI muzkelInA vakhate ApelI (varata) paDe che. sukhI jIvana karatAM duHkhI ane madadanA badalAnI mAgaNI kare. jyAre trIjA ezIyALA jIvanamAM mAnava sAme anubhavenI prakAranA sagAsnehI tame sukhI hoya tyAre paraMpara khaDI thAya che. tamArI pAse bahu ochA DokAya paraMtu tamArI sagA snehIomAM traNa prakAra che. kharI muzkelInA vakhate tarata zakaya madada kare. mIstrI cInubhAI enDa kAM. jina pratimAjInAamAre tyAM jaina daherAsaro tathA maMdiranuM lepa mATe pUchAvo ! sonA-cAMdInuM kAma jevuM ke, AMgI, mugaTa, | amoe saurASTra, gujarAta, dakSiNa, mAravADa, siMhAsana, ratha, IndradhvajAnI gADI vagerenuM ane kacchanA ghaNA zaheromAM lepanuM kAma saMtoSapUrvaka kAma suMdara ane saMtoSapUrvaka karI ApavAmAM ! karI ApyuM che. zeTha ANaMdajI kalyANajI pAlItANA Ave che. peDhImAM ane temanA hastaka cAlatAM ghaNuM kAma karI The. pArekha piLa, ujhA [ U. gU. ] saraphIkeTa meLavyAM che. tA. ka. amArA mAnavaMtA grAhakone peInTara jhaverabhAI gAvI - eka vakhata padhAravA tathA amane - 5, zAmajI jhaverabhAI pUchAvavA vinaMti che. The ja mistrInI zerI pAlItANu.
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________________ OUTSI kalad= upajAti-cha -jAo bhale jIvana Aza sarve, cuMTaNImAM rIpablIkana pakSanA umedavAra ja. AIjhana utpAta thAo upahAsa thAo; thAe tiraskAra hAvara cUMTAyA che. paisAne dhumADo te AnuM nAma! vinAza thAo. ne eka thAje prabhu prIti nAza. - rokaDa daza lAkha rUA. gaNutA je eka eka laIne 20 nIlakaMThe. tene satata gaNavAmAM Ave te 11 divasa-rAtamAM | "cintanikA.. - te gaNAya, ATalo samaya tene lAge chatAM Aje jIvana saMdharSa bhujaMga banI jyAre cotaraphathI koyAdhipa paNa paisAthI kyAM kaMTALe che ? bharaDo laI rahyo che tyAre hasatAM hasatAM sahavuM, ane pUnA-dakSiNa mahArASTramAM eka dainika chApAnA sahatAM hatAM hasavuM e jIvana jIvavAnI khubI che. mAlike pitAnA patrane vaheMcavA mATe pherIyA joIe - vizvamAM zAMti, saddabhAva tathA vizvAsathIja che. nI jAherAta karatAM; pherIyA mATenI 115 arasthApI zakaze, vizvAsaghAtathI ke durbhAvathI nahi ja. jIo tenA Tebala para AvelI. temAM 1 Dabala .. kAMTe kAMTo bhale nIkaLatuM hoya. hIro hIrAne grejyueTa ane ane aneka aMDara grejyueTa yuvAno bhale kApa hoya, paNa vera te premavare ja zame che. hatA. AjanI keLavaNI keTa-keTalI apaMga che, teno verathI nahi te nahi ja. ' A jIvato-jAgate purAvo ja kahI zakAya ne? - saudarya taravA mATe che. mAravA mATe nahi. ene pepsa-paMjAba ane AsAmanA pradeza bAda karatAM hiMdamAM dara bAra minITe eka moTara akasmAta thAya che. upayoga tarApa tarIke thavuM joIe, tIra tarIke nahi. rajanA 7 mANase mare che. 67 ne IjA pahoMce tame kahe che"duHkha jIravavuM kaThIna che,' huM che. tene DAIvaro para kesa cAle che A te moTarakAra hAme pUchuM chuM "zuM sukha pacAvavuM tyAre saheluM che ? ke meta kora! , mAnavasvabhAvanI A vicitratA juo ! e bhArata sarakAranA sekreTarIyeTamAM 60 meTa pitAnI saphaLatAne pitAnI huMziyArInuM pariNAma temaja tenI sAthe joDAyelI 23 meTare A rIte mAne che, ane pote niSphaLa jAya che, tyAM te su- kula 83 moTaro, madhyastha sarakAranA kharce Aje gane AgaLa kare che. nibhAvavAmAM Ave che. atyArasudhI A moTara - tamannA ane tAkAta vacce taphAvata ATalo. kharIdavA temaja marAmata vagereno kula kharca 8 lAkha tamanA svapno seve che. tAkAta ene sidhdha kare che. 26672 rUA.no thayo che. che , mANasAI-mAnavatA mahAdevInAM cIra sAthe ceDAM sattA e te sAce mRtyulokanuM svarga che, e khoTuM nathI. thayAM karaze, tyAM sudhI saMsAramAM kurUkSetranI yudhdhabhUmi tAjetaramAM bI. e. e. sInuM jeTa era lAina rayAMyAja karaze. zrI nAthAlAla dAmANI. komeTe vimAna, laMDanathI muMbaI sudhInA 6480 bhAImana metI ora dUdhakA, tane eka svabhAva; lane mAtra 11 kalAka, 53 minITamAM kApyA hatA. (phATe pIche nA mile, kaTi jatana banAva. vadhumAM vadhu te 40 hajAra phuTanI uMcAIe uDayuM hatuM. A rIte teNe kalAkanA 500 mAIlane rekarDa dhAvyo zeAdha ane bodha. che. yAMtrika pragatino A yuga jeTalo jaDavAdamAM amerikAmAM hamaNAM pramukhapada mATenI je cuMTaNI AgaLa dhapI rahyo che, eTale ja cetanavAdamAM thai, temAM 15 koDa DelaranuM kharca AvyuM. ane AgaLa vadhe te kevuM sAruM ? 11 che.
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________________ kalyANa phebrUArI 1953:579: majuradinanI ujavaNI amerIkAmAM traNe divasanA kinArA para sTIlabeka nAmanI mAchalIo mALA kAryakrama dvArA ujavAI hatI, te daramyAna 60aka- bAMdhe che...amerikAmAM yuddha pachI 22 TakA Tekasa smAte thayA hatAM AnuM nAma vijJAna ! vaLe che...hiMdamAM peTrolanI vaparAza mAthA dITha traNa. jarja Dikasana nAmano 30 varSane Ijanera gelananI hAla che, IglAnDamAM 104 gelana ane sTokalenDa sarahada parathI laMDananA seMTapAlanA devaLa amerikAmAM 578 gelananI che...hiMdamAM eka varasamAM sudhI 93 kalAka 42 minITamAM 35 mAila cAlIne 12 abaja 70 lAkha bIDIonuM utpAdana thAya che. Avyo 1 minITa thobhyo hato. paNa rastAmAM te tenI kiMmata 63 kreDa thAya che... bhAratamAM atyAre kayAMye beThe nathI na mAnI zakAya tevI A vAta che. kula 1 lAkha 85 hajAra TelIphona che, eTale 1900 chatAM laMDananA dareka akhabAroe tema ja rUTaranI mANase eka ane amerikAmAM ja mANasa dITha eka presa sarvise A hakIkata prAmANikapaNe jAhera karI che... amerIkAmAM 2 kroDa 17 lAkha mANaso khoTAM dAMta che. pUrvakAlanI je pagapALA musApharInI ke sAdhanA vApare che...A badhuM amerikA jevA mUDIvAdI dezane vihAranI vAta sAMbhaLIe chIe. tenI pratIti karA. bhale pAlave... iMglenDamAM jugAranI pAchaLa 10 abaja vanArI A vAta mAnavAne kadAca mana nA pADe. paNa che. tathA eTalAja mAdaka pINuo mATe tyAMnI prajA zradhdhA hA pADe tevI che. kharace che....hiMdamAM Aje 165 khAMDanA kArakhAnA paMcavarSIya yojanA mATe je bajeTa nakakI thayuM che. che, A badhA kArakhAnAmAM kAma karanArA 24 lAkha teno AMkaDo gajaba che. Ajana pradhAna naMdAjI kahe che mAno che...hiMdamAM kAcanI baMgaDIo mATe 50 ke, 0 abaja ane 60 kroDa rUA. yAjanAmAM kharcAze. hajAra kAmadAro rokAyA che. ne 3 karoDa ratala "bhUkhyA rahIne dIvALI ujave' nA jevI Aje baMgaDIo taiyAra thAya che. te A vAta banI rahI che, ema bezaka kahI zakAya. teo zuM kahe ? hIMdanuM pahela-vaheluM TekanIkalara citra "Ana' - bhAratIya lazkaranA nivRtta sarasenApati janarala ke jenI pAchaLa 50 lAkha rU0 nuM pANI karAyuM che, ke ema karIAppAe madrAsanI kolejamAM vidhAthIte citra, muMbaInA lIbaTI sInemAmAM 24 aThavADi- te udezIne kahyuM ke, AjanA rImI citro dArU, yAmAM rU 827475nI Avaka ApI. dezanA bIjA tathA jugAranI badIthIye vadhAre kharAba hoya che. temAM zaheramAM je kamANI thaI te judI. je deza meja- keTalIye mAnavazakitane durvyaya kare che. ' zekha, vilAsa ane nAca-nakharAnA nazAnI pAchaLa banArasamAM vinobA bhAvee jaNAvyuM hatuM ke, lAkha khacI zake che. e dezamAM bekArI che. ema ama "Aje sInemAe lokonAM manamAM dhikkAra utpanna karI koNa kahI zake ? vikRti karavAnuM kAma karyuM che. AthI janatAmAM taMdu50 ka. vi. gaNi. rasta sAhityanI mAMga ochI thaI che." tame jANe che? ejIyamanA kensara niSNAta Do. eca. je. ilephaTrIka pAvaranI jhaDapa eka sekanDamAM eka lAkha epha. misIne jaNAvyuM che ke, aneka prakAranA 8 6 hajAra mAIlanI hoya che. malAyAmAM ugato vAMsa dhUmrapAnamAM sigAreTanuM pAna khUbaja hAnikAraka che. eTale jhaDapathI uge che ke, mANasa tene joI zake che, kAraNake, phephasAnA kensarane vyAdhi sigAreTanA dhUmrapAnathI dararoja te 16 IMca uge che.....chApelI copaDI cekasa thAya che, ema chellAmAM chelluM saMzodhana I. sa. 1774mAM yUropamAM kesTane pahela vahelI bahAra pADI hatI... sTImara kavInamerI eTalI badhI vicAra mAdhurI merI che ke, temAM 30 hajAra lAITa che, ane jayAre sadicAra aTakI paDe che, tyAre mana vikAra vAyarIMgakAma cAra hajAra mAilanuM che .. iglenDanA cakramAM aTavAya che.
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________________ : 580 : madhapUDA; cADAM nANAM vaDe jo tamane suSu mANutAM nahi AvaDatuM hoya, teA DhagalAbaMdha lakSmI paNa te ApI zakavAnI nathI. ApaNA sAmAjika doSo zabdonA dhAthI nahi dhovAya, paNa svAtyAganA pANIthI dhAvAze. tame tamArI jAtane skramajI leA, pachI bIjAne samajatA vAra nahi lAge ! jarUrIyAta vadhAravI te asayama che je jIvanamAM anitinA vadhAro kare che. jarUrIyAta ghaTADavI te saMyama che, jenA pariNAme jIvana nItimaya bane che. jee hAranI kabara para jitanI imArata racI zake che. te ja saMsAramAM siddhio prApta karI mahAna banI zake che. bhUkha mAnavInuM mana enAM mAmAM rahe che. buddhimAna mANusanuM kli enI vivekitAmAM rahe che. azaktimAMthI janmeleA krAdha peAtAne ja khALI mUke che. a0 mAnavatAnA dIvaDA. tAjetaramAM rAjakATa mukAme eka hoTelamAM tyAMnA kAma karatA nAkarane kAi cAha pIvA AvanAra mANusanuM za. tuM pAkITa mayuM. e vakhate krAi tyAM jonAra na hatuM, chatAM teNe prAmANikapaNe te pAkITa potAnA hoTalamAlikane ApyuM, mAlike tapAsa karI te pAkITa nu hatu, tene ApI dIdhu. pAkITamAM rUA. 470nI mATI hatI. garIba hovA chatAM pArakA dhanane hAtha nahi. aDADanAra te hoTeloyanI pramANikatA AjanA anItimaya jIvanamAM keTa-keTalI Adarzo kahevAya ! vAha re bhustarazAstrI ? nyuyArka pAsenA eka gAmamAM eka kArakhAnAvALAne vadhu pANInI jarUra hatI. eNe eka bhUstarazAstrIne lAvyo. teNe kArakhAnAnI AjubAju jagyA tapAsIne kahyuM; A jagyAe khodA tA dhodhamAra pANI nIkaLaze ane anya pazu tema tyAM kAdALInA thoDAka dhA karatAM ja jamInamAMthI dhodhamAra pANI maLyuM, paNa bIje dIvase AkhA gAmane maLatuM pANI baMdha thai gayuM, kAraNa te kheAdakAma pANInA naLane pAipa tUTI gayA hatA, ne tenuM e pANI hatuM. zrI labdhisUrIzvarajI jaina sevA samAja-pAlItANAnI [ sthApanA : 1983 ] dAnavIra zreSThivaryAne namra apIla namra vinaMti je pavitra tIrthAdhirAja zrI zatruMjaya girirAjanI yAtrAe padhAratAM atre phAgaNa zudi 13 nI cha--gAunI pradakSiNAmAM zrI siddhavaDa mukAme amArI saMsthAnA meATA pAlamAM caturvidha saMghanI chAza, dahIM, DhebarAM, zelaDInA rasa, mevA, mIThAI vagerethI bhakti thAya che, te dareka jaina yAtrALu bhAi-henAe A zubhakAmAM sArI evI rakama ApI amUlya lAbha levA vinaMti che. taiyAra bhAtu vagerenI vyavasthA karAya che. dara varSe muMbai, amadAvAda, bhAvanagara Adi aneka zaheranA bhAI-unAe sahakAra Apela che, jemanA saMsthA AbhAra mAne che. gayA varSamAM je bhAi-bDenAe amane sahakAra ApyA che tee A vaSe paNu sahakAra Apaze evI namra vinati che. li pAlItANA (saurASTra ) zrI labdhisUrijI jaina sevA samAja maMtrI medI maNIlAla phevacaMda
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________________ vAMkAneprAdhAn samAdhAnakAraH-pU. AcAryadeva zrImad vijayalabdhisUrIzvarajI mahArAja [ praznakAraH-zAha meAhanalAla cheoTAlAla: dhArmika zikSaka : rasada ] za0 aSTApadanA sthAna bAbatamAM sukRtasaMkIrtana graMthanuM 5, vallabhajIe karela samaleAkI bhASAntara je buddhiprakAza mAsikavAlI varnAkayulara seAsAyaTIe chapAvela che tenI chuTaneTamAM ayeAdhyAthI 19200 mAila IzAnamAM che e sthAna hAlamAM ehIMganI sAmudradhunI ne grInalenDanI najIka Ave che. tyAM kAyama barapha che. vasudevahinDimAM ayeAdhyAthI uttaramAM 12 yAjana kahela che. e pramANAMgulathI maLatI Ave che. tathA aSTApadanI pUjAkAranuM maMtavya ethI juduM nIkaLe che. tathA atyAranA anumAnikA himAlaya pAchaLa tikheTa pradezamAM mAne che, te e sabaMdhamAM pratyakSa prAmANika maMtavya kayuM che ? sa0 zrI aSTApada parvata ayeAdhyAthI 12 yAjana uttaradizAmAM che ane A ullekha prAmANika che. paraMtu hAlanI ayeAdhyA e vAstavika ayeAdhyA nathI paNa sthApanA ayeAdhyA che. eTale te sthApanA ayeAdhyAnA hisAe kAzA ane mAleAnA hisAkhA gaNavA te mUtyuM vinA puta: zAlA jevu che. bAkI te himAlaya parvatanI aMdara baraphathI avarAela aSTApada parvata hAvAtA vizeSa saMbhava che, A viSayamAM pratyakSa pramANa hAI zake nahi. za utsedhAMgulathI vIraprabhunuM AtmAMzula khamaNuM che. paraMtu te utsedhAMgulane hAlanA cAlu mApa pramANe gaja, phuTa, yArDa, hAtha ke IMcathI keTalA pramAmAM che? sa0 vIra prabhunuM AtmAMzula utsedhAMgulathI Dabala che, ane utsedhAMgulathI pramANAMgula 400 guNa che. te utsedhAMgulathI gaja, phuTa, vAra Adi bane che. 24 aMzulanA 1 gaja, deDha gajanA eka vAra Aphri gaNitathI jANI levuM. bhASyakAra zakrastava, za caityavadanabhASyamAM praNidhAnatrika, tema zrutastava ane siddhastava devavaMdanamAM nAmatava sAthe kahe che teA hAlamAM te krama kaNe, kayA sthaLe ane kayAre cAlu karyAM ? jemAM prathama e bhASya samaya pachInAM mukhyatve racAyela caityavaMdana ane stavana vaparAya che e bhASyakAranA kayA kathanathI ? sa0 A bRhat devavaMdana a Mge samajavuM ane A badhuM vidhi pramANe kheAlAya che. phakta tamAre anubhava meLavavAnI khAsa jarUra che. caityavaMdanA ane stavane khelAya che te paraparAgama vihita che. za. ja ki cisUtra devava MdanabhASyamAM AvatuM nathI te kANe, ane zAyI banAvyuM ? tathA devava namAM dAkhala karyuM"? sa. A sUtra paraparAgama che. ane bhASya karatAM paNa junu che. zaLavati eiAi sUtra pachI khamAsamaNu devAnuM zuM prayeAjana ? prathama je traNu khamAsamaNu devAya che tyAM eka vadhAre kema na kahyuM ? ane tyAMja devAnu` kahyuM ? sa vidhividhAnamAM je sthAne khamAsamaNu AvatuM hoya te khamAsamaNune pahelA vadhAre i pAchaLa ThelAya nahi. temaja AgaLa AvatA khamAsamaNumAM bheLavAya paNa nahi je sthAne je khamAsamaNunuM vidhAna hAya tene te ThekANe devAya kAraNa ke A bhAga kevalajJAnI prarUpita che, AmAM alpajJanI buddhi kAma na karI zake, eTale AnAgrAhya viSayamAM vyAmAha karave nahi. za'0 paccakkhANu bhASyamAM nIvIyAtA pAsenI gAthA naM. 38 mAM 'vaeoAr" zabda je cIja mATe vaparAyA che, te cIja hAlamAM kayA nAme pracalita che ? athavA te kevI rIte banAvAya che? sa0 'yajJehAda' eTale cheda pADI dArA parAvI hAraDArUpe karelA kAparAM, khAreka, si goDA vigere. ' vatttAjA kahevAya che tathA Adi zabdathI sAkaranAM dravyA, te sAkara, khAMDa, sAkarI caNA, sAkarI kAjI vigere. temaja akhADa, 9 6
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________________ :582 : zakA samAdhAna; badAma vigere sarva jAtinA mevA vigere dravya paNa trasakAyamAM gaNatI chIpanA peTamAMthI nIkaleluM motI voDhADu" zabdathI jANavuM. pRthvIkAya gaNAya che, te mujaba paravAlA ane cAka za0 jaina zreyaskara maMDaLa mahesANA dvArA prakAzita naTi sana 13. jIvavicAra prakaraNamAM vizeSArtha je pAchaLa Apela che za0 paramahaMta mahArAjA kumArapALane maMtrIzvara temAM pratyeka vanaspatikAyanA varNanamAM bilADInA Topane lagSAla ugalabanA pachInA bhavA sa pratyeka ga che ane prakaraNukAra mULa gAthAmAM sAdhA jANelA temanA caritromAM Ave che. te mahArAjAraNa jaNAve che te temAM amArI thatI samaja dhirAja saMprati bAbatamAM kayA graMthe temanI gatine phera batAvazo ? melagamana saMbaMdhI ze khulAse che ? sa0 bilADInA Topa sAdhAraNa vanaspatikAya sa0 se prati mahArAjanA viSayamAM devane AdhIna kAya ane bIje sthAne pratyeka vanaspatikAya lakhyuM che zrI sImaMdharasvAmIjI pAse pUchAvavAnI vigata jovAmAM te barAbara che kAraNa ke te matAMtara che. tava kevalIgamya AvatI nathI ane tenuM kAraNa tevI jijJAsA temanA samajavuM. samayamAM koIne thaI na hatI. - za0 muhapattinA paccIsa bolane DAbA-jamaNuM za0 zrIpAlanareze zrI siddhacakranI ArAdhanA ke chatA-udhA hAthane zuM saMbaMdha che ? karI e vAta tatsaMbaMdhI caityavaMdana, stavana, thayo, sajhA ane cAritramAM vAMcyAM ne sAMbhalavAmAM Ave A sa0 muhapattinA 25 bolamAM hAtha UMdhe kara che, paNa kyAM AgamagraMthamAM kayA pAthI che, te vAne AvatA nathI paNa sIdhA hAthe levAya che. samajAvazo ? DAbA-jamaNA hAtha mATe te te viSayanA DAbA-jamaNu saha paraMparAgamathI samajI levuM temaja AgamamAM sthAne mukarara thaelA hoya che, te mATe tema karAya che ghaNA kharA caritro zrI jJAtAsUtramAMthI nIkalavAne ema samajavuM. saMbhava che. kema ke ghaNI kharI kathAo temAMthI nirgata - zae paravALA ane cAkane ApaNuM zAstra pRthvInuM che. mATe zrI jJAtAsUtramAMthI zrI pAlacAritrane prAdu - kAya kahe che. jyAre rIvIjhana kamiTinI vAMcanamALA rbhAva mAnavAmAM Ave te vAMdhe dekhAtuM nathI. bIjI pATha 43mAM cAka mATe samudramAM chavaDAthI baneluM za0 saMgImaca7 ne aMDagaLIA mANase ane paravALA mATe e vAMcanamALAnI chaThThI copaDImAM chellA pAMca varSamAM koIe jeela heI tenI naidha 10-11 pAThamAM trasajIvonA arthamAM ema samudramAM lIdhela hoya to tenA zabdomAM jaNAvazo ? vaNavela che. te bemAMthI satya kayuM ? ApaNuM zAstra sa0 zregImaccha ane aMDagoLIo judA che. sAcuM TharAvavA kaI dalIla che ? ene 500 varSamAM koIe joyA hoya tevI neMdha sa8 paravALA ane cAkane ApaNuM zAstra pRthvIne jovAmAM AvI nathI. kAya kahe che. te vAstavika che kAraNake ApaNe siddhAMta za0 tAt varSa nAnA ane vidya- . sarvajJa vItarAga bhagavAnane kahela che. rAga, dveSa ane grAnTananI chellI gAthAonA rAganuM nAma zuM che ? mehanA kAraNe khoTuM lakhAya, prabhumAM e traNamAMthI sara te be mAthAno rAga vaMzastha che. eka paNa dUSaNa nathI. valI e traNa na hoya ane za0 prAkRtabhASI strIo, bALako Adi mATe saMpUrNa jJAna na hoya chatAMya khoTuM bolI javAya upayogI che e prasiddha kathana che te vA : kSetra che, paNa prabhu sarvajJa che. mATe sarvajJa ane vItarAganA saMskRtamAM hoI te gAthA raja daivasika pratikramaNamAM siddhAntamAM je lakhyuM che te ja kharuM che ane tene vApare che jyAre puruSa te prasiddha kathanathI viparIta satya TharAvavA sarvajJatA ane vItarAgatA e be hetuo jaI e sthaLe e viSe nI stuti dainika kArI ja che. valI cAka ane paravALA samudramAM thAya pratikramaNamAM ja vApare che ema viparItatA konAthI, tethI tenuM pRthvIkAyapaNu dura thatuM nathI. jema samudramAM zAthI, ane kayAre zarU thaI ? eno khulAse dezojI.
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________________ kalyANa phebruArI 1953; : 583 : sa, A viparItatA nathI paNa sIdhe ane saraLa za0 vAMdaNAM detI velA tyAgIo DAbA DhIMcaNe bhAga che. buddhimAM viparyaya hoya tene viparItatA mAluma muhapatti mUke che jyAre muhapattinA 50 bAla vAparatAM paDe. vaLI cAlu mArga pUrva paraMparAthI cAlyo Avate DhIMcaNuM adhamAMga hovAthI muhapati na aDADavI paNa hoya tyAM Ama koNe karyuM ema kahevuM e adhika cAvalA ke AdhAthI sparza karAvI bola vAparavAnA paDatuM DahApaNa DoLavA jevuM che ane AvI vastuone che, eka sthaLe DhIMcaNane adhamAMga gayuM te pachI zI paraMparAgamathI mAnya rAkhavI eja atyuttama che. rIte ke zAthI adhamAMga maTI jAya che ? zavijayarAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajInA ziSyaratna muni- sara DhIMcaNa adhamAMga hevAthI ene muhapatti na rAja zrI bhadraMkaravijayajIe racela namaskAra mahAmaMtra- aDAvI e ullekha che nahi. bhADAmya graMtha prathama AvRttimAM mahAnizithano pATha za0 bahasaMgrahaNImAM kahela caMdravimAnanuM mApa ApI namaskAramAM 11 pada batAvela che. te temAMthI tyAMnA daherAsaronA mApathI nAnA AMkaDAmAM che, te te be pada kayA ne kayAre koNe zAthI ocho karela che te kevI rIte baMdhabesatuM karavuM ? te khulAso deze. sa0 zrI navakAramaMtrane pada 9 ane akSara 68 za0 tame vaimAnika tyavistAranA mApane joI anAdithI che. ane paM. zrI bhadraMkara vijayajI gaNinI bhramamAM paDayA che, jyotiSa devalokanA caityanA mApa paDImAM je 11 lakhyA hoya te navathI vadhArIne batAvyA nathI eTale eka yojananA ekasaDIyA 56 nahi paNa navanI aMdarathIja vikSAde 11 gaNa bhAganuM caMdravimAna ane 48 bhAganuM saryAvimAna nAvavAmAM AvyA hoya ema saMbhave che ane tethI paNa vRhata saMmahecchamAM batAvyuM che, te mApa karatAM vadhAravA hoya te rakama 4' para' e nyAye vadhI layanuM mApa vadhAre che ja nahi, paraMtu te vimAnanA zake che mATe vyAmoha kara nahi. bhApathI tenuM mApa nAnuM che ema samajavuM. A | divya agarabattI nUtana prakAzano Ajeja maMgA! daherAsaro mATe spezIyala agarabattI sva. A. zrI sAgarAnarasarIzvarajI mahA. daherAsara, maMdiro ane dhArmika sthaLomAM rAjanAM AcArAMga sUtra, zaka prakaraNa, aneT jenI suvAsa judI ja tarI Ave che, te sthAnAMga sUtra AdinAM vyAkhyAno temaja vyA. vA. | umadA ane kiMmatI padArthomAMthI banAvelI. A. zrI vijayarAmacaMdrasurIzvarajI mahArAjanAM jAhera pravacane AdhyAtmika lekhe eTale1 sukhe jIvavAnI kaLA. [vyAkhyAne ane jAhera pravacane] 1-8-0 ghaNuMja suMdara vAtAvaraNa sarje che, Apa 2 Dhare athavA gurumaMtra [AcArAMga ane pavitra ane suvAsita agarabatI maMgAvI DazakanAM vyAkhyAna.] 3-0-0 | khAtrI kare! amArI bIjI pesIyAlIsTa. 3 mahAvrata ane AdhyAtmika lekha-1 divyasenTa,kAzamIrI, zAMta, bhAratamAtA mALA. [sthAnAMgasUtranAM vyAkhyAne ane lekho] namunA mATe lakho. : lakho :- dhI naDIAda agarabattI vasa zAha ratanacaMda zaMkaralAla * ke. sTezana roDa, naDIAda. ke. bhavAnI reMTha punA-2, sela ejanTa. - se ma ca6 DI. zA ha . zAha nAgaradAsa khetasIdAsa pAlItANA sirASTra) che. amadAvAdI bajAra, naDIAda
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________________ dhanya nRtA ! dhanya sAttviktA ! ( vartamAnayuganI romAMcaka satya kahAnI ) pUrNa munirAja zrI jayavijayajI mahArAja, Aje A prasaMgane vISe lagabhaga traNa dazakA thavA AvyA. dIkSAnI abhilASA dharAvanAra sALa varSInI puNyavAna khALA, jyAre potAnA iSTasiddhinA bhAge AgaLa dhapavA makkama dile niya kare che, tyArabAda tenA e AtmakalyANunA patha para aMtarAyA kevI rIte zarU thAya che. khuda tenA sagA bhAi, mAtA, tathA zvazurapakSanA snehIo tenA para dhAra jIlamA, atyAcAra, tathA sItamAnI jhaDIe kevI rIte varasAve che? tenI chAtI para caDhI ja, adhI rAte tenI AMkhA kai rIte AMcakI le che ! A badhI karUNa, gajaba ane duHkhada satya ghaTanA koipaNu jAtanI atizayokita vinA, ahi' rasika rIte rajU thai che. khUbI tA emAM e che ke, jyAre eka bhAi pAtAnI puNyavAna saMgI vhena para ghera sItamA gujAre che, jyAre e ja mAtAnA putrA bIjA e bhAie te bALAnA mAmAM aneka rIte sahAyaka bane che. A ghaTanAmAM AvatI vyakitae hAla jIvaMta che. A mumukSu khALA, hAla sAdhvI tarIke vidhamAna che, ghaTanA satya hakIkatAnA AdhAre sarala bhASAmAM koipaNa vyaktinA nAmeAllekha vinA ahiM mUkI che. sarva jIve kama vaza che, ema mAnI kroi paNa AtmA pratye tiraskAra ke asaMbhAva upajAvavA mATe A kathA ahiM mUkI nathI, paNu jainazAsanamAM vamAnakAle paNa dharmanI khAtara, Teka khAtara aneka Apattie sahIne dhanane tathA pratijJAne TakAvI rAkhanArA puNyavAna AtmAe vidhamAna che, Ama jANI sahu koi dharmArAdhanAmAM dRDhatA prApta kare! eja eka abhilASA A ghaTanAne prasiddha karavAmAM rahelI che. pAlanapura najIka jinezvaranA prAsAda, pAThazALA, Adi pavitra dhAmAthI zAbhatA eka gAmamAM kavAsI kuTuMba vasatu. hatuM. temAM cha bhAie traNa hunA hatI. nAnI bahena eka vakhata gurUmahArAjanI vANI sAMbhaLavA upAzraye gai, tyAM saMsAranA citArane khyAla Apatu'madhubindunuM dRSTAMta cAlatu hatu. te sAMbhaLI teNInA hRdayamAM vairAgyanA aMkurA jAgyA. ddina-pratidina jinavANInA zravaNuthI tenI vairAgyabhAvanA vRddhi pAmavA lAgI, te khALAe potAnI zubha bhAvanA potAnA pitAnI AgaLa pragaDha karI. pitAzrIe kahyuM; tu vIzu, tyArada thoDA vakhatamAM tenA pitA kALa karI gayA. pAchaLathI mAtA tathA meTAbhAie te khALAnu vevIzALa karI nAkhyu. sAsarI taraphathI dAgInA kapaDA AvyAM paNa A mumukSu bALAe te paheravAnI cAkhI nA pADI tene "mATe dhaNI dhamAla thavA chatAM A AtmA tu thA, sthAna ane *, makkama rahyo. chevaTe mAtA dhamakI ApI kahevA lAgI. kAMte tuM marI jA, agara te ame marI jaie, vagere dhaNu' kahyuM tyArabAda te bALAe vicAra karyo ke, ApaNe maravuM ke kAine mAravA nathI. kalezanI zAMti mATe navakAramaMtranAM smaraNapUrvaka te vakhate dAgInA paheryA, pazu dIkSAnI bhAvanA tene prabalamaNe hovAthI avaranavara tene kuTuMbIjaneA taraphathI dhaNuM sahana karavuM.... paDatu. 'eka vakhate tene eraDAmAM pUravAmAM AvI, AthI te bALAe potAnA kuTuMbIjaneAne lagna karavAnA khATA vizvAsa ApyA. A mumukSu bALAe evA nizcaya karI lIdho ke, lagnanA prasaMga AvI paDe te kuvA vageremAM paDI Amabhoga Apave paDe te Apave paNa saMsAranA saMbaMdhamAM kadI paNa joDAvu nahi. A potAnA A nizcaya guru mahArAja Adine paNa jaNAvyA. guru mahArAje yogya zrAvakane sahAya karavA mATe bhalAmaNa karI.
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________________ A AtmanizcayanI paDeAzIne khabara paDI. tethI te bALAne lAvIne kahyuM ke, tevA prasa Mge tevuM karavu. yogya nathI. tAre anne ThekANe taiyArIe thavA mAMDI. AthI yuvatI mUMjhavaNamAM mUkAi chevaTe pAlanapuramAM tesIladAra (nyAyAdhIza) rahetA hatA, tene AzA levAne teNe vicAra karI devadarzananuM ahAnuM kADhI temane tyAM jai potAnI AtmakathA teNe kahI. temaNe Aza paNa ApyA. gAmamAM zodhakhoLa khUba cAlI. tesIladAre tenA vAlIone melAvIne kahyuM 'tamArI cheAkarI mArA dharamAM che, tene samajAvIne lai jA' tesIladAra vageree tene ghaNI samajAvI, paNu tene te potAnA Atmanizcaya je hatA te pragaTa karyAM ke, have to huM dIkSA lIdhA vagara ghare javAnI nathI. Ama vAtacItamAM sAMja paDI javA AvI. chevaTe sAMjanA dhaNA leAkAnI sAkSIe kacerImAM dAgInA utArIne ApI dIdhA. tyArabAda tesIladAra pANI pIvA gayA te vakhate chekerIte upA DavAnI kozISa karI, paNa karIe bUma pADavAthI tesIladAra vagere AvI javAthI teo phAvI zakayA nahi. pachI te chekarInI rajA sivAya aMdara kAI AvI zake nahi, tevA temanI pAsethI hesIladAre jAmIna lIdhA. A badhI hakIkata pAlanapura kATamAM mokalavAmAM AvI. te nyAyI tesIladAra pAse te bALAnA sabadhIe na kAvyA tyAre pAlanapura . adhikArIomAM lAgavaga lagAvavI zarU karI. daza hajAra rUpIA kharcIne paNu te cheAkarIne kabajo meLavavA cAre bAjuthI sAsarIA pakSa taraphathI paNa mahenata zarU thai. " tesIladArane A vAtanI khabara paDatAM te dhaNA ciMtAtura thayA. bIjAM sarakArI amaladAroe temane ghaNI hiMmata ApI. eka musalamAna phAjadAre tyAM sudhI kIdhuM ke, ' huM hajura pAse jate chekarInu rakSaNa karAvIza. mATe tame eDDIkara raheA. ' karInA saMbadhIe pAlanapura navAba pAse jai daza hajAranI bheTa karIne kahyuM ke, * amane A chekarI sAMpAve, ' tyAre navAba sAhebe kahyuM ke, A chekarI amArI eTI samAna che. e allAne bhajavA jAya che, te ame ene zA mATe rokIe e te sArU kalyANa phebrUArI 19536 - 585 : ityAdi kahevAthI vilA moDhe pAchu kAma kare che, javuM paDayuM. amadAvAdanA eka vakIla ke je tesIladAranA bhAiadha hAvAthI temane tyAM AvyA hatA. temane A badhI vAtathI vAkeph karyAM. A badhI hakIkata sAMbhaLa vakIle kahyuM ke, A benanu kAma vagara phrI'e huM mAthe laine karIza. pachI teNe pAlanapura jai navAbasAhebaM-divAna vigerene maLI badhI vAta samajAvI. ane A mumukSu bALAne eka jaina gRhasthane tyAM rAkhavAnI rAjya taraphathI goThavaNu karAvI. khAda bALAne peAlIsanI sagavapUrNAMka pAlanapura lAvI jaina gRhasthane tyAM rAkhavAmAM AvI. bALAnI uMmara e vakhate seALa varSanI hAvAthI kAyadAnI dRSTie aDhAra varSo pahelAM mA-bApanI rajA sivAya dIkSA na lai zake, AvI sAmAvALAnI pharIAda hovAthI A goThavaNu thai hatI. rAjya taraphathI che. cha divase bALAnI khabara kADhavAmAM AvatI hatI kASTa paNuM muzkelI hoya te tene pUchavAmAM AvatuM jete tyAM bALAne rAkhavAmAM AvI hatI, tene paNa khabara ApavAmAM AvI ke bALAne vAMkA vALa paNa na thaveA joie. A saMyamAbhilASI enanA e bhAi. tenI zubhabhAvanAmAM jarAe aMtarAya karanArA hatA nahi. te teA pAlanapura AvI vhenane kahI gayA, ke ApaNI ijjata vadhe tema karazo. kAi paNa vastunI jarUra hoya teA khuzIthI jaNAvaze, te mArI sAthe paradeza Ave te tamArI icchA haze tema karIzuM. A bhAio pahelethI menanI dIkSAnI bhAvanA jANutA hAvAthI sagapaNumAM paNa saMmata hatA nahIM, temaja sabaMdhIo taraphathI enane rajADavAmAM AvatI hatI. tenuM tene bahu duHkha thatu hatu.. badhA bhAIo eka mAtAnA putro hovA chatAM pariNati bhinna hatI. pUrvanI jevI ArAdhanA karI hAya tevI prANInI ati zubhAzubha hoya che. jyAre A bALAnI A rIte pAlanapuramAM rAkha vAnI geAThavaNa thaI tyAre tenI mAtA tathA bIja bhAie pAlanapura rahyA, temaja tenA sAsarIyA pakSanAM paNa tyAM rahIne aneka prakAranI khaTapaTa karavA lAgyA.
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________________ : pa86: dhanya daDhatA ! dhanya sAtvikatA ! kesa laDavA mATe be hajAra rUpIAne vakIla paNa karyo. IMca uDe pesI gaye. tathA bIjA paNa akha, moDhA jene tyAM chokarI rAkhavAmAM AvI hatI, tyAM paNa upara lagabhaga caMppanA pacAsa dhA karyA. tathA gupta lAgavaga lagAvavI zarU karI. tyAM AvIne bALAne bhAgamAM paNa daza-paMdara ghA karyA. temaja khAMDaNI, ghaNI samajAvavA mAMDI, paNa A mumukSubALA pitAnI dastA ane iTothI jeTalo mAra marAya teTalo nirdaya bhAvanAmAM makkama hatI. tethI teNIe ghera AvavAnI rIte mAryo. amAnuSI vartana karavAmAM kAMI kamInA ekakhI nA pADI. AthI teo zeThanA mANasane kreDI na rAkhI, mAtA jAya ane kahetA jAya ke, "tArA chokarIne upADI javAnI goThavaNa karavA lAgyA.. A sahAyaka bhagavAna kayAM gayA ? tArA guru have bacAvaze. vAtanI te bALAne khabara paDI ke tarata teNIe hajAramAM tAre dIkSA levI che kema ? te dIkSA le" evA evA khabara ApI jethI pApa khaluM thaI gayuM. aneka kaTuvacane be latA jAya ane nirdaya rIte teo lAvI zakyA nahi. pAchaLathI rAjya taraphathI mAratA jAya. AvA bhayaMkara duHkhanA prasaMge paNa A bALAne AzramamAM rAkhavAnI vAta thatI hovAthI teNInI pavitra mumukSu bALA namaskAra mahAmaMtranuM smaraNa karavAmAtA vagere kuTuMbIjanone A vAtanuM ghaNuM duHkha thatuM pUrvaka eka ja bhAvanA bhAvatI hatI ke, mArI hatuM. AthI, dakSiNamAM rahetA A bALAnA zubhakAryamAM eka AMkha paNa sArI raheze te paNa huM saMyama te sahAyaka evA teNInA be bhAIonI pAse rahevA laIza ja. mAre koI paNa bhoge lagna te karavA ja javAnuM nakkI karyuM nathI. bAkI jIMdagInI chellI ghaDI sudhI huM cAritra bAda A bALA muMbaI thaI pitAnA be bhAIo lIdhA vagara rahevAnI ja nathI." A ja bhAvanAne A pAse jatI hatI, tyAre paNa jenI sAthe sagapaNa Atma bhAvatuM hatuM, ane sAmA AtmAnI dayA karyuM hatuM tenA tarAthI lagnane mATe bALAne dhaNI ciMtava hate. te vakhate A pavitra bALAne dazeka herAna karavAmAM AvI. pAchI paNa A bALA varSane nAno bhAI paNa tyAM ho, teNe A julama jyAM bhAIonI pAse rahetI hatI tyAM jaIne paNa thate joI ekama bUma pADavA mAMDI. tene aMtara lokee lagna mATe bALAne cAra cAra mahinA AmA kakaLI uThaze. tene paNa A duSTa AtmAoe sudhI ghaNI herAna karI. paNa temAM teo maLyA evI dhamakI ApI ke, je jarA paNa bUma pADI nahi. tyArapachI teoe tenI mAtA tathA bIjA te tArI paNa AvI dazA thaze. A nirdaya AtmAbhAIone uzkeryA. AthI tenI mAtA tathA bhAI e te pavitra AtmAne te rAtrIe bArathI cAra mAMdagInuM bahAnuM kADhI jayAM A pavitra bALA bhAI- sudhI (cAra kalAka) je trAsa Ape che, te lekhiAnI sAthe rahetI hatI tyAM AvI ane kahyuM ke, nImAM utArI zakAya tema nathI, bIjA AtmAne te tAre mahA mAsamAM dIkSA levAnI haze te ame khU. prANa nIkaLI jAya. zIthI apAvIza. ame hAlamAM mAMdA chIe eTale pApI bhAinuM jaNe pApakarma bAkI rahI gayuM' hamaNAM ahIM rokAI. A vAta bhakika bALAe sAcI hoya nahi ? tethI ja teNe te pavitra bALAne pUchayuM bhAnI temanI sAthe rahI eka mahInA sudhI cAkarI karI. ke, tane AMkhe dekhAya che ? teNIe kahyuM ke, eka ' jANe teNInuM azubha ja na sucavatI hoya tevI AMkhe DuM thoDuM dekhAya che tarata ja te duSTa AtmAe bhayaMkara kALI rAtrIe bAra vAge jyAre te pavitrabALA kahyuM ke, tenI bIjI AMkha paNa keDI nAMkhe, AvA nidrAdhina avasthAmAM hatI, tyAre jANe tenI pUrva saMyamanA mukhya sAdhanano nAza karavAnA zabdo sAMbhaLI bhavanI uriNIja na hoya tevI rAkSasI jevI banelI pavitra bALAe vicAra karyo ke, je AMkha jatI raheze mAtA tathA bhAI teNInI chAtI upara thatI besI, te cAritra nahi laI zakAya. AthI teNe paramAtmAnuM memAM Du bhArI, tIkSaNa cappavaDe tenI jamaNI smaraNa karIne kahyuM ke, "je tamAre mane paraNAvavI AMkhamAM niyarIte dhA karI AMkha phoDI bahAra kADhI hoya, te huM paraNIza paNa AMkha pheDaze nahiM, mane nAkhI. nasa paNa tUTI gai , te vakhate dhA lagabhaga be mAra mArI, mArI hatyA karazo nahi.'
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________________ kalyANa : phebruArI 1953: : 587 : jinama dizeke upayogI A pApI AtmAone hajI trAsa ApavAnA bAkI rahI gayA. hAya nahi ? AthI te khALAne ThaMDA pANIthI snAna karavAnI pharaja pADI. ALAnI sthiti tA eka Daga paNa bharAya tevI hatI nahi. chatAM mAranA bhayathI teNe te vakhate snAna karI lIdhuM. vaLI ratha, hAthI, phdravajJA, nArI, pAchachI, bhaMDAra peTI, zAstrokta paddhati anusAra tIna pratimAjI sthApana karanekA siMhAsana, lkteoe kahyuM ke, savAre tane bIjAo pUcho te tuTelA sAma yanA 3saye; para sane-cAMTI vatare (ca) hAneva che. zu kahIza ? teNIe kahyuM ke, mane tAva AbyA che, ema kahIza. bAda te pApI AtmA Ave bhayaMkara julama varasAvI, vahelI savAre gADI upara bhAgI chuTayA. savAre jyAre tenA snehI bhASa tenI tapAsa karavA te jyAM sutI hatI tyAM AvyA, tyAre enanI A hAlata joi, tenI te chAtI phATI javA mAMDI. tarataja teNe potAnA zeThane khelAvavA mANasa mAkaye. zeTha paNa samAcAra maLatAnI sAthe ja tyAM AvI paheocyA. bAinI bhayaMkara sthiti joi, tarata ja gADI karI davAkhAne lai gayA. DokaTare pazu tarata ja AMkhanu` oparezana karI lIdhuM", ane tyArabAda khAine ghera lAvyA. kramazaH ' cAMdI AMgIo aura paMcadhAtuko pratimAjI aura parikara banAnevAle. cAMdIkA cadara Apake yahAM Ake lakaDe para lagA dete haiM. " orDara hamArI dukAna para denese bhI kAma banAke bheja sakate haiM. lIkhA yA mIle. mitrI vijalAla rAmanAtha muA. pAchItAnA [saurASTra]. tA. kaH - mIlanekI jarura ho to kharca dene se A sapte haiM. jainamaMdira upacAgI kArIgarIvALAM upakaraNA cAMdI ane jaramana sIlvaranAM patarAM jaDIta ratha, si'hAsana, samavasaraNu, khAjoTha, bhaMDAra, pAlakhI, svapnAM, vigere tamAMma prakAranAM upakaraNa manAvanAra. :: prakhyAta zilpIe :: mIstrI cImanalAla aMbAlAlanI kuAM. hIrAbAga, khattaragalI, sI. pI. TenkaH subaI-4. ----- sametazIkhara vagerenI yAtrAe jatAM A pustakane sAthe rAkhA. sametazIkhar yAna jaina--tI bhUmi [citrAnA Albama sAthe : ki'mata rUA. 2-0-0 ] zrI yazAvijayajI jaina graMthamALA The. herIsa rAMDa, bhAvanagara,
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________________ * * * * * BE kalyANa babAlakizora vibhAga -9), A mi! vAta karIe ! tamane eka vAta pharI amAre A bAlajagata Aje be varSa pUrA kare che. take jaNAvavI jarUrI che ke, zreSTha lekhe be varSamAM bAlajagate ThIka-ThIka pragati sAdhI nibaMdha, vArtA vagere sAhityakRtio ame che. bAlalekhakone eNe lakhavAmAM utsAhita tamArI pAse je maMgAvIe chIe, enuM kAraNa karyA che. aneka InAmI janAo dvArA kAryA tame dina-pratidina sArU lakhatA zIkhe, layanA kharce bAlamitrone vividha pAritoSike tamArI buddhine kAma maLe, tamAruM vAMcana apAyAM che. nibaMdha hariphAI ane kalamake vizAla bane, tema ja tamArAmAM vicArazakti sta maMDaLanA sabhyone bAlajagata dvArA pota khIle , A mATe ame inAmI hariphAI pitAnI lekhinIne camakAvavAne suavasara yejIne kAryAlayanA kharce pAritoSike vaheMcIe chIe. maLe che. jaina samAja ke Itara samAjanA keIpaNa A badhI amArI siddhio kevaLa bAla sAhityanA mAsike, pAkSike, aThavADIke amArA mahatvanI khAtara ame jaNAvI rahyA dainiko vageremAM AvI inAmI yojanA hatI chIe ema rakhe kaI mAne! ame je kAMI karI nathI. kevaLa "kalyANa mAsike pitAnA kharce rahyA chIe, temAM tamArA badhAyane sahakAra eka pAInuM paNa vaLatara lIdhA vinA A tamArI mamatA ane hUMpha amAre mATe preraNA rIte lekhakone uttejana ApavA, hariphAIo rUpa che, ema ame mAnIe chIe. eka hAthe cAlu rAkhI che. paNa Ano lAbha levA IcchatALI kadi paDI jANa che? nAra bAlamitroe pitAnA hAthe, pitAnI haju ghaNuM ghaNuM karavAnI amArI hoMza samajaNa mujaba lekhe lakhI mekalavA joIe. che. nibaMdha hariphAI tathA "e zuM kare nI jema koInI pAsethI, ke bIjA dvArA lekha lakhAdara mahine niyamIta rIte eka citra vArtA, vIne pitAnAM nAma para lekha caDhAvavAmAM keyaDAo, buddhinA khela tathA citra dvArA vAta chetarapIMDI gaNAya che. Ama karavAmAM aneka hariphAI ItyAdi AgAmI varSe bAlajagatamAM prakAranA anartho jame che. mATe bhUle-cUke rajU karavA vicAra che. dhIre dhIre ame emAM AvI rIta keI na ajamAve e IcchanIya che. saphala thaIzuM, tevI amane AzA che- tame kalamake dastamaMDaLanA bAlasabhya mATe gatAMpaNa tamAre sahakAra amane ApatA raheje. kamAM rU. 31 nA chellA InAmavALI nibaMdha mitro! A varSanI zreSTha vArtA, nibaMdha hariphAI che. te tame sahue joI lIdhI ke lekha ItyAdi mATe cAlu varSanA bIjA- haze? nibaMdhano viSaya "je huM svataMtra trIjA aMkamAM ame je jAherAta karI hatI, bhAratane vaDA pradhAna heu te A che. te mujaba zreSTha lekha mATenAM inAmonI jAhe- A viSaya para puSkapa pAMca pejane nibaMdha rAta AgAmI aMkamAM ame karIza. lakhavAnuM che. kAgaLanI eka bAjuye, hAMsI
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________________ : 590 : bAlajagata pADIne, spaSTa akSaremAM, zAhIthI A lekha . kAyadesara.. tA. 15-3-53 sudhImAM lakhI mokalavAne che. kyAM gayA hatA ?' sAheba barADayA. lekha bAlasabhyoe ja pitAnAM hAthe, pitAnI vALa kapAvavA, sAheba !' kArakune javAba Apo. kalpanA, samajazakti tathA vAMcananA AdhAre paNuM .ophIsanA TAIme?" sAhebano pitto gayo. taiyAra karavAnuM che. lekha para lekhakanuM nAma, vaya, "hA jI, e vALa paNa ophisanA TAIme ja abhyAsa, tathA sabhyanaMbara lakhI mokalavAne UgelA !' kArakune ThaMDe peTe kahyuM. che. "A lekha meM mArI jAte lakhe che. - e rIte satya hakIkata paNa temAM jaNAvI devI saMgItane prabhAva! joIze. DokaTa2-(kalAkAra mitrane )-sAMbhaLyuM ne dosta ! bAla baMdhuo ! AgAmI saMyuktaka mATe jyArathI mArI patnI reDa upara gAvA AvI che tame tamArI zreSThakRtio avazya mokalAvI tyArathI hajAro reDiyo seTa vecAvA lAgyA che. Apa ! sAre nibaMdha, sArI vArtA, sArUM " kalAkAra mitra-sAcI vAta che. meM paNa mAre pravAsa varNana, jenatItha viSene maulika lekha reDiyo e kAraNe Aje ja vecI nAkhe ! ItyAdi amane tA. 25-3-53 sudhImAM melAvI dezo! A AdatanuM jora ! eka pradhAnane tyAM maLavA janAra gRhasthane pradhAgata nibaMdha hariphAImAM jemane nibaMdha nanA gharamAM badhI vastuo baMdha joI navAI lAgelI. prathama vargamAM gayuM hatuM ke jemaNe rU. 5 nuM vAtavAtamAM khulAso pUchatAM javAba maLyo ke, "pradhApAritoSika prApta karyuM hatuM, te bhAI ramezacaMdra nane uddaghATana ane anAvaraNanI evI Adata paDI ThAkaralAlane rUA.pAMca lAkha mArI pAse hoya gaI che ke, chevaTe A badhI baMdha ane TaMkAyelI ne nibaMdha sudhArA vadhArA sAthe ahiM prasiddha vastuone emanA hAthe khullI karAvIne emanI e thayo che. te joI leze. Adata pavI paDe che ! cAle mitre ! tyAre have ApaNe saMyu dRSTibheda..! katAMkamAM malIzuM! pati-je te beDuM na karyuM hota te A TreInane ApaNe mAtra najara sAme sarI jatI ja na ca 0 0 kA 0 rA joi rahyA hota ! emAM ApaNe beThA hatA. huM paNa zIkhuM chuM...! patni-paNa tame mane khAlI utAvaLa na karAvI mArI patnI hAramoniyama zIkhe che. mArI heta, te bIjI Treinane mATe ApaNe ahIM ATaluM putrI sAraMgI zIkhe che ane mAro putra tabalAM zIkhe thobhavuM na paDatane ! che.' vakIle kahyuM. 'ema..? oha ! ane tame ?' mitre pUchyuM. 50 ri0 ma 0 la - "e duHkha zAMtithI sahana kema karavuM e jIvananAM vaheNa. zIkhuM chuM.' jIvanane ApaNe vahetA pravAhanI upamA ApIe * chIe, ane ApaNe pratyeka kSaNe e vaheNane anubhava
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________________ rIe chIe. A pravAhane kai dizAmAM vahevaDAvave te nakkI karavuM hoya te chevaTa kayAM paheoMcavAnuM che, e nakkI karI ja levu joie. e vinA vaheNanI dizA ja kema nakkI karI zakAya ? AkharI mukAmanI khabara na hAya tA mArgo dhaNA hoya chatAM ApaNuM pagaluM mAMDI zakIe nahi. kAraNa ke - virudhdha dizAmAM e mA nahi jatA hAya tenI khAtarI zI ? eTale jIvananuM dhyeya te pahele pagale ja nakkI karI levu paDe che. eka vAra dhyeya nakakI thAya teA pachI ApaNA hAthamAM jIvananI dareka pravRttine kasI jovAnI kasATI AvI jAya che. AvI kaseATInA patthara ApaNI pAse hoya to ApaNA jIvana mATe sAnuM sauthI pahelAM huM eka zuM ane kathIra zuM te nakkI karatAM vAra lAgatI nathI. Wan AjanuM navIna dena * kAyado ane nIti e haMmezAM sAmAe pALavAnI vastu bane che. * rAjakIya puruSa paNa prayAgavIra hAya che. prajArUpI UMTanI pIThe bhAMganAra chellA taNuMkhalAnI zodha e emane khAsa viSaya che. [jIvana vikAsamAMthI] Wan * kalama ke DhAsta ' maMDaLanI hariphAI mATenA zreSTha nibaMdha. A mArI pAse rUpiyA pAMca lAkha hoya te' jIvana eTale ka, ane ka` eja sAceA yajJa. mATe pRthvI upara jyArathI nuSya janma lIdho tyArathI te kharAba agara sArAM karmo karavAnA ja che. me pRthvI upara janma lIdheA eTale mAre paNa karyAM karavAnAM che. ghaNA mANusA jIvatA chatAM marelAM che, ane dhaNuA marelAM chatAM jIvatA hoya che. mAre te jIvatAM chatAM marelA nathI rahevu paNa jIvatA rahevu. che. mArI AzAe te moTI che paNu saphaLa karavI yA na karavI e to bhavitavyatAne AdhIna che, chatAM mArI pAse pAMca lAkha rUpiyA hoya te huM nIce pramANenI yAjanAemAM vApa kalyANa phebrUArI 1953; : 591 : sauthI vadhAre vicAraNIya prazna te Aje e che ke, jaina samAjanA madhyama varganA leka Aje peAtAnA samaya kevI rIte pasAra karI rahyA che, te khUba vicAraNIya che, eka saMskRta kavi kahe che ke, vumukSataH zi noti vAvam ? bhUkha evI vastu che ke, je manuSyane pApane mArge lai jAya che. Aje ApaNA samAjanI sthiti paNa AvI che. mATe jainasamAjanA AgevAnAe A prazna jaldIthI vicArave barTa, nahi te| A va chinna-bhinna thai jaze ane tethI samAjanI keDa bhAMgI jaze. ' have mArI pAse pAMca lAkha rUpiyA hAya tA zarAphI peDhI urphe benka kADhuM. emAM huM mArA pAMca lAkha rUpiyA mUkuM ane A rakama mAtra najIvo vyAjathI jainAne dhIrU AthI jaina zrImato paNa potAnI rakama bIjI ekamAM na mUkatAM A beMkamAM mUke. AthI jaitene nANuAMbhIDaneA savAla echo thaze ane mArA pAMca lAkha rUpiyAthI pAMca TakAnA vyAja lekhe lagabhaga 25000 rUpiyA vyAja Ave ane te nIce jaNAvelA kAryoMmAM vaparAya. A rUpiyAthI tIthaeNnI rakSA karUM. AjanI sarakAra ApaNA devadravyamAM hAtha nAkhI rahI che, tene mATe jarUrI vyavasthA karUM. te uparAMta prAcIna derAsarAnA jIrNoddhAra tathA duniyAmAM prakhyAta evA kaLA-kauzalyavALA derAsarAnI rakSA mATe paisAnI jarUra paDe te mATe mATe 4000 rUpiyA tI rakSA mATe vAparU. jainasamAjamAM vidhavAonI sthiti ghaNI kharAba che. daridratA nIce cagadAyelA ApaNA sAdharmika bhAie vidhavAone zI rIte madada karI zake ? kharekhara ! Aje keTalIye vidhavAone peAtAnu peTa bharavuM paNa muzkela che. Ano tarapha jainasamAjanA AgevAneAnuM bahu duCkSa che, te kharekhara zAcanIya che. ane keTalIye vidhavA henA jIvana jIvavA puratuM jIvI rahI haze. A nivAraNa mATe vidhavAzrama sthApavAnI jarUra che. A AzramamAM vidhavAe dhArmika abhyAsa, gRhaudyoga karI potAnA AtmAnuM kalyANu kare, ane je AzramamAM rahevA na mAgatI hoya tene gupta rIte madada karavI joie AnI pAchaLa huM rUpiyA 5000 kharca karU.
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________________ : 592 : bAlajagata; A uparAMta jaina dharmanA prANa samAna sAhityanI upara mujabanI yojanAo pramANe mArI pAse rakSA karavI joIe, ane janAM sAhityanuM saMzodhana pAMca lAkha rUpiyA hoya to huM A rIte dharmakarI navAM pustako chapAvI deza-paradezamAM phelA kara rakSA, tIrtharakSA tathA jaina samAjanI Arthika sthitijoie. jainasamAja pAse Aje amalya graMtha che. nI viSamatA TALavA zakaya karUM ! aMte zrI zAsanadeva tene phelAvo karI paradezamAM jainadharmano pracAra karavo pAse prArthanA karuM chuM ke, dharmano saMgIna pracAra joIe. A mATe paisAnI jarUra che. tenI pAchaLa huM saMsArabharamAM thAya tevI zakita, saMpatti ane sahakAra rUA. 3000 no kharca karUM. amane prApta thAo! zrI ramezacaMdra ThAkaralAla zAha, A uparAMta eka dharma pracAraka saMsthA kADhavI joIe. Aje jenenI vasti thoDI che, jyAre pahelAnA vakhatamAM karoDonI hatI, mATe dharmapracAraka buddhine ajamAvo. saMsthAnI khAsa jarUra che, ane temAMthI eka be mukhapatre nIkaLe. A patromAM jainadharmane lagatA sArA navAM ukhANAM lekha lakhI Itarane AkarSaNa thAya A mATe paNa vAcA viNa vAte kare, jaLa vINu varasI jAya; paisAnI jarUra kharI. tene mATe vArSika rU 30 ne kAjaLaviNa kAmaNu kare, joI munivara paNa caLI jAya. 1 huM kharca karUM. batrIsa bhAinI bahenaDI, sadAya bALaveza: raMge lAla ratumaDI, ene aMge na maLe keza. 2 keLevaNI e ApaNuM samAjanuM Avazyaka aMga mAthA vinAne e phare, enI dhaDa vinAnI kAya; che. samAjanuM bhAvI AjanA ApaNA bALako te ya grahe ravi-caMdrane, ene kadIya nAza na thAya. 7 upara avalaMbe che. je ApaNe ApaNA dharmano DhALa bhaNI DI jatI, thaMbhI nahi paLavAra; duniyAnA dezamAM phelAve kare hoya te AjanA AzabharI yuvatI samI, e piyune maLavA dhAya. 4 ApaNA bALakone vyavahArika ane dhArmika keLavaNI jANe jharaNuM vahI rahyuM, akSara kADhe apAra; ane jainadharmanI philasUphI zIkhavADIzuM te AgaLa sudharelA samAjamAM, lakhavAnuM upara teo jaina samAjanA uddhAraka banaze. keLavaNI hathiyAra. 5 bALaka sama belI rahuM, bALakanuM huM dosta; mATe paNa paisAnI jarUra te che. te mATe huM vArSika muja viNa bALaka bahAvarA,ene nitane aphasosa. 6 re 4000ne kharca karuM. unALe chAMye kare, mAse pAsa; A samayamAM strI-zikSaNe sAdhAraNa pragati karI che. mAlikanI rakSA kare, mAragaDe e khAsa. 7 Aje ApaNe joIe chIe ke, ApaNe A saMsAramAM jagavitInI jANuM, jenAthI nita thAya; kaleza-kaMkAsa dekhAya che, tenuM kAraNa tenI ajJAnatA parabhAte je nA maLe, te cA paNa bagaDI jAya, 8 che. je teNIne sAruM jJAna ApavAmAM Ave te te vRkSone paNe ghaNa, parNataNuM muja kAyA Adarza gRhiNI ane Adarza mAtA banI zake. A sukAya paNe vRkSanAM, muja parNo na sukAya. 9 mATe huM rU 3000 vArSika vAparUM.. pAMkha vinA uDI rahe, jhaDapI vAhana hoya; A uparAMta tIrthasthAne hoya tyAM dharmazALA paNa emAM beThA thakI, akasmAta bhaya hoya. 10 uparAMta bhojanazALAnI jarUra kharI Aje keTalAye javAba meLavI lo ! yAtrALu tIrthasthAnanI mulAkAta le che paNa dharmazALA 1 AMkha, 2 jIbha, 3 rAhu, 4 nadI, 5 phAuane bhojanazALAne abhAve muzkelImAM mukAya che, napena, 6 ramakaDuM che chatrI, 8 chApuM, cApaDI, A saMkaTa dUra karavA rU. 300ne huM vArSika kharca 10 vimAna.
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________________ kalyANa phebruArI 1953 : 1939 chUTAM phUlaDAM mitro ! koInI bhUla tarapha kadi paNa hasazo nahIM, kAraNa ke tamArI potAnI bhUla tenA karatAM vadhAre hAsyane pAtra haze. mitra ! jyAre tame bole te pahelAM tame vicAra kare." baMdhuo ! tame paisAnI jeTalI IcchA rAkhe che, tenA karatAM sauthI zreSTha guNa prApta karavAnI vadhAre IcchA rAkhe. mitro! tamane koI paNa roga thAya che tyAre tame keTalAya upAya karo che, paraMtu rega na thAya te upAya pahelethI kare e vadhAre sAruM che. - baMdhuo ! koIpaNa tamArA gunhAmAM Ave tyAre temane mArI Ape ane gama khAtAM zIkho. baMdhuo ! ApaNane ema lAgatuM haze ke, A vastu sArI che ne A varatu kharAba che, paNa te tema nathI, kAraNa ke tamArA mananA vicAro tamane vAraMvAra pherave che.' mitro ! jo tame sAruM pustaka vAMce te sArA vicAro Ave ne je mANasa je jagyAe vase che te uparathI te kevA vicArane che ? te tarata ja jaNAI Ave che. mitro ! to koIne koI paNa vastu na ApI zake te sau pratye aMtaHkaraNapUrvaka prema te jarUra darzAve. saMgrA. vanecaMda pI. mahetA bAlaka ! tane zuM game, majhA ke kajhA ? ubhe rahe bAluDA ! kSaNabhara khoTI thA !. ane dharma zuM che te, Aja sAMbhaLato jA ! re, jhalaNa hAthIDA ! dhIre dhIre jA! AtmAnele oLakhI, paDaze khUba majhA henDAnakkA paMkhIDA! gIta prabhunAM gA! AtmAne nA oLakhe, khamaze khUba RA. ha, baTukaDA jogIDA! jhaTa uTha, jAgI jA ! uthI jaze je kadI, paDaze khUba sajA. zrI pannAlAla ja masAlIA kahevato. ET Dubate mANasa taNakhaluM pakaDe che. kuTelI hAMDalI vakhata upara eka pAI paNa eka rUpiyA jeTaluM samI sAMjane TAIma che. nAnA eka gAmaDAnI kAma Ape che. vAta che. tyAMnA eka vANIyA vepArInuM nAma jaganAnI zarUAtathI ghaNAM moTA kAmone aMta jIvanadAsa. eka divasa jagajIvanadAsane samI sAMje Ave che. bahAragAma javAnuM thayuM, paNa zeThane emake sAMjanA - je mANasa haMmezAM tAja paherate hoya tene koNa jAya savAre jazuM, paNuM kAma bahu agatyanuM haMmezAM azAMtI rahe che. hatuM eTale gayA vinA chUTako na hato. zeTha upaDayA, thADI vidhA e bahu bhayaMkara vastu che. gAmathI jyAM be-cAra gAu jAya che, tyAM te zeThane zrI vanecaMda popaTalAla mahetA, bAbaro bhUta maLe. zeThane khabara te kharIke ATalAmAM
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________________ * 594 : malajagatA khAkharA bhUta rahe che, tethI te sAvaceta hatA. bAbarA bhUte kahyuM; dhaNA divasathI huM bhukhyA chuM, emAM tuM malI AbyA. eTale tA sAnAmAM sugaMdha bhaLI, khasa have to huM tane khAI ja jAuM ! zeThe vicAra karyAM ke, AnI sAthe baLanA karatA kaLathI kAma levAmAM ja mA che" eTale zeThe to kahyuM, 'bhAi ! hajI mAre mArA cAra dIkarAnA vivAha karavAnA che' ghare hajI badhuM kAma AkI che. kAma pati gayA pachI mane tuM tAre khAje. bhUte vicAra karyo ke, A vANiyA kAma karatA dhaNIvAra lagADaze, mATe lAvane hu`ja kAma karI dauM ema vicAra karIne teNe zeThane kahyuM ke huM tamArUM kAma karI dauM paNa eka zarate ke, huM kAmamAMthI navarA thA ke tarataja khAi jaiza. zeThe kahyuM bhale ema karaje, bhUte te zeThane upADayA ane je kAma karavAnuM hatuM te badhuM ekadama patAvIne zeThane te dhare lAvyA. bhUtane kAma karatAM keTalI vAra ? have zene vicAra AbyA ke, zu kAma khatAvavuM. temaNe to era ApavA mAMDayA ke mArA ane mArA cAra dIkarAnA ema pAMca agalA sAta mALanA banAvI de, bhUte te tarata ja banAvI dIdhA, pachI zeThe kahyuM ke temAM duniyAbharanI cIjo lAvIne mukI de, ke kAipaNa cIja mAre bahAra levA javI na paDe, te paNa bhUte karI dIdhuM. have zeThe kahyuM, aMgalA karatA eka suMdara bhAga banAvI de, te paNa bhUte manAvI dIdhA. have zeTha mUMjhAyA ke kAma zuM batA vavuM ? je kAma batAvIe te tarataja karI nAkhe che. have jo kAma nahiM batAvuM te| mArI nAMkhaze, paNa zeTha tA hatA catura, tarata ja eka yuti zodhI kADhI, zeThe kahyuM eka pAtALa kuveA khAdIne tenA kAMThA upara eka moTAmAM moTA vAMsaDA muka ane tenA upara huM ApuM te hAMDalI muka ane tyAMthI te TheTha taLIyA sudhInI eka nIsaraNI muka ane Dela sAthe nIsaraNI utarIne DAla bharavI ane upara AvI A hAMDalI bharavI hAMDalI bharAi jAya tyAre mArI pAse Avaje, bIjI kAma batAvI daIza. bhUtanA manamAM ema thayuM' ke eka nAnakaDI hAMDalI bharavI temAM zuM, te te ramatanuM ja kAma che. bhUte te kuvA vagere khAdI nAMkhyuM ane kahyA pramANe vAMsA ane nIsaraNI paNu gADhavI dIdhAM. bhUta te harakhamAM AvI gayA ane hAMDalI levA zeTha pAse AvyeA. zeThe te kuTalI hAMDalI ApI. bhuta to harakhamAM hovAthI sAjI che ke phruTalI te kayAM jovA navarA hatA. teNe te kuvAmAM utarI ane Dela sAthe upara caDI hAMDalImAM pANI nAMkhavA lAgyA, paNa hAMDalImAM kayAMthI pANI ja rahe, te tA kuTalI hatI. tethI bhUta to Akho divasa caDa-utara karavAthI thAkI gayA paNa hAMDalI na bharANI, kAraNa ke jevA te pANI nAMkhe tevuM pANI phuTalI hAMDalImAM bahAra nIkaLI jAya, have teA te zeTha pAse gayA ane kahevA lAgyA ke, badhuM kAma to thayuM paNu A kAma to mArAthI nathI thatu mAre tamane mAravAya nathI te kAma karavuMya nathI te bAbarA bhUta jato rahyo. A uparathI ApaNe sAra e levAtA che, ke ApaNA AtmArUpI zeTha ane manarUpI bhUta ene kAMi ApatA rahevuM, sArA vicAro, sArI kriyAe jethI mana bIjA nika pApA AMdhatuM aTake. zrI navInacaMdra ratilAla-vaDhavANarAhera Adarza jIvananI cAvI Adarza jIvana jIvavuM, eTale zrI jinezvara bhagavaMtanI AjJA mujaba vavuM. sAdharmi`ka bhAInuM vAtsalya karavuM, dInane khAvA anAja, pIvAne pANI, oDhavAne vajra ApavuM, AMgaNe AvelAne apazabda kahI dhikkAravA nahi, nItithI meLavelI lakSmIne A rIte sadvyaya karavA, sahu sAthe haLImaLI vavuM, koinI irSyA ke tiraskAra karavA nahi, bIjAone badhutulya gaNavA e Ada jIvana vanAre sauthI pahelA svIkAravuM joie. rogane lIdhe dhaNA duHkhI thAya che, pIDAya che, mUjhAya che, zoka kare che teone dhIraja ApavI, zAMti ApavI. dharmArAdhanA karavA kahevuM e paNa Adarza jIvana jIvavAnI icchA rAkhanArane dhaNu' jarUrI che. pUrvanA mahAbhayaMkara ka krUra, kRtaghna, durAcArI ane abhimAnI ne ThekANe lAvavA satata prayatna karavA. chatAM na samaje tA tenI niMdA na karavI paNa emAM rahelA guNAnA guNugAna gAvA, enA pratye tiraskAranI vRtti rAkhavI
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________________ nahi, e paNu Adarza jIvana jIvavA mATenI eka cAvI che. guNAnurAga keLavA. bIjAmAM rahelA guNAnAM vakhANu karavAM, tenI niMdA karavI nahi, e paNa eka Adarza jIvana vanAramAM rahelA mahAguNu che, lakSmIne meAjazAkhamAM veDaphavI nahi, nItithI meLavelI lakSmIne dharmakAryoMmAM vAparavI. jo jo, bhUlyA to palakamAM lakSmI cAlI jaze ane zerIe zerIe bhIkha mAMgatA thavuM paDaze. sAmAyika, pratikramaNa pauSadha, devana, pUjA, cavihAra, navakArazI vigere dharmAMkAryAM avazya karavA, kAraNu dharma vinA sa` nakAmu che. Adarza jIvana anAra vizvamAM vadAya che, pUjAya che, ane vizvamAM Ucca sthAnane pAme che. Adarza jIvana jIvanAra kAtu burUM kare nahi, kAIne du:kha de nahi, kASTanI sAthe jhaghaDA kare nahi, sahu sAthe haLI-maLI varte, ane vizvanA badhA prANIene mitra tulya gaNe, tenA duzmane hoyaja nahi eTale zAMtithI dharmadhyAna kare tenA dharmakAryamAM bAdhA pahoMce nahi ane e rIte potAnA AtmAnuM kalyANu karI zake ane dhIre dhIre sa` pApakarmonA kSaya karI mokSanA anata sukhane pAme. zrI kuMdanamala esa. jaina. Wan maMtrAdhirAjane mahimA ane zraddhAnuM bala. rAjagRhI nagarImAM zreNika rAjA rAjya karato hatA. je veLA dhama na hateA pAmyA te vakhatanI A vAta che. tene eka vakhata vicAra Avye ke hu eka suMdara citrazALA badhAvuM. Ama vicArI thatAM tene deza-dezAvarathI salATA khelAvyA, ane kAme caDhAvI dIdhA. thoDA vakhatamAM makAna purU thayu. ane temAM citro citrAvavAnI taiyArI thatI hatI, paNu evAmAM te makAnanA daravAjo tUTI paDayA, ane kaDIyA phrI kAme lAgyA, pharI tUTaye! ane pharI kAme lAgyA. kalyANa : phebruArI 1953 : 595 : ema thayA ja kare eTale zreNike jozIne kheAlAvyA ane joza jovaDAvyA, jozIe joza jotAM kahyuM ke, kAi khatrIza lakSaNA putra yajJamAM homAze tA ja A daravAjo pu thaze. A pachI rAjAe AkhA gAmamAM DhaDhero pITAbyA ane kahyuM ke, je peAtAnA khatrIza lakSaNA putra Apaze tene bhArAbhAra sAnAmahArA maLaze. A vAtanI teja nagaramAM rahetA RSabhadatta ane tenI patnI bhadrA, tenA cAra chekarA ane eka karI sAthe rahetA, tene khabara paDI. teo garIba hatAM. temAM eka putranu nAma amara hatuM, te nAnapaNathI jijJAsu hatA. tene sAdhu munirAjanA upadeza sAMbhaLavAnA zekha hatA. eka vakhata eka jJAnI munirAja AvyA che, e vAtanI khabara paDatAM amara temanA upadeza sAMbhaLavA gayA. sAdhu mahArAje upadezamAM kahyuM ke, 'namaskAra matra sakaLa zAonA sAra che, ane je sAcA bhAve smare tenAM duHkha TaLe ! pachI upadeza pUrI thatAM amare munirAjane kahyuM ke, mate namaskAra maMtra zIkhavA, pachI sAdhue tene namaskAra maMtra zIkhavyA. have ahI amaranI mAtA bhadrAne amara upara heta : echuM hatuM tethI bhadrAe rAjAnA DhaMDherAmAM peAtAne putra ApavAnA vicAra karyAM, ane rAjAne kahevaDAvyuM ke huM mArA putra ApaoNza eTale rAjAe sipAi sAthe sAnAmahe re meAkalI amarane levA mAklyA. amare dhaNuM peAtAnA mAtA-pitAne kahyuM te paNu mAtAnA vicAra hAvAthI kAi amarane bacAvI na zayA, ane badhA pAsethI ekaja javAba maLatA ke, tArI mAtAnA vicAra che eTale ame zuM karIe ?. Akhare amara tyAM jAya che ane amarate tyAM hAmavAnI taiyArI thAya che tyAM tene namaskAra mahAmaMtra yAda Avye ane te eka citte navakAra gaNavA mAMDayA ane yajJamAM hAmyA ke tarata ja agni zAMta thai gayA ane tene rAjA ane prajAe namaskAra karyA. ane rAjA u Mdhe mAthe laTakato thai gayA, pachI rAjAe kahyuM ke, mAMgA, mAMgA, tamAre je mAMgavu hoya te mAMge. tyAre amarakumAre javAba ApyA ke, mAre kaMi jAtuM nathI. amarakumArane saMsAra pratye vairAgya
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________________ : 596 ; bAlajagata; Avyo hato ethI amarakumAra saMyamI banI anazana AjubAjunA mANaso A dazya joI rahyAM hatAM. kare che. eka mANase pUchyuM: "kema mahArAja ! vIMchInA A bAju amarane tenI mAtAne khabara paDe che DaMkhanI Apane pIDA nathI thatI ke zuM ?" ke amara maraNa pAmyA nathI, tethI te vicAramAM paDI sAdhue kahyuM : kema nahi ? pIDA te thAya ja ne ! rAjA mArUM dhana pAchuM laI leze ema mAnI te adha te pachI Apa zA mATe vakhato-vakhata vIMchIne rAte rAkSasa jevI banI hAthamAM charI laIne jaMgalamAM hAthamAM lIdhA kare che ? DaMkha mAravo e te vIMchIne jAya che ane amarano aMta ANe che, pachI svabhAva che. e tame nathI jANatA ?" bhadrA ghera jAya che tyAre rastAmAM siMhaNa maLe che ane tenA jIvanano aMta ANe che. hA, e huM jANuM chuM." te A5 tene vAraMvAra zA mATe hAthamAM amarakumAra kAusagga dhyAne ubhelA hovAthI teo lyo che ?' devalokamAM jAya che ane tenI mAtA pApadhyAnamAM rahI maraNa pAmI tethI te narakamAM jAya che. javAbamAM sAdhu hasIne bolyA : " bhAI, tame ja kahyuM ne ke DaMkha mAre e te vIMchIne he nAtha ! amarakumAra jevI zraddhA maLajo ane amarakumAra jevuM manobaLa maLajo. svabhAva che, te te marate samaye paNa pitAne svabhAva bhUla nathI te huM ATalI eka nAnI pIDAthI mAre zrI caMdrasena maganalAla nANAvaTI. svabhAva kema choDuM ?" te vIMchI DaMkha sahana kare e manuSya je jene svabhAva svabhAva che ? pelAe jarA gusse thaI javAba Apyo !" - sulatAnagaMja nAmanuM zahera gaMgA nadIne kAMThe pharIvAra pANImAM paDelA vIMchIne upara lAvatAM hatuM. gaMgAnA pravAhamAM eka zivanuM maMdira che. yA- sAdhu belyA: "nA, manuSyane svabhAva che dayA karavI, trI vIgere khAsa karIne gaMgAmAM snAna karavA tyAM duHkhI jIvanuM duHkha dUra karavuM ane ema karatAM je khUba Ave che ane bhIDa paNa bahu rahe che. kaMI paNuM muzkelI naDe te sahana karavI. ".. eka divasa eka sAdhu gaMgA nadImAM nAhI rahyA zrI kIzora vI. udANI-jAmanagara hatA. tenI Aju-bAju bIjA keTalAka mANase paNa nahAtA hatA. nadI pravAha te jagyAe jarA jhaDapI hate, te vakhate eka aDadhe marele vI chI pANI e ja sAcuM jJAna upara taratA-tarate sAdhunI pAse nikaLyo. vIMchInI bALakane vivekI, vinayI, namra ane dayALa banAve AvI dazA joI sAdhune dayA AvI ane te vIMchIne e ja sAcuM jJAna. bacAvavA mATe vIMchIne hAthamAM laI jamIna tarapha udhatAI. adekhAI, nirdayatA vagerene dUra karAve - vaLe tarata ja vIMchI DaMkha mAryo. sAdhumahArAjane e ja sAcuM jJAna. hAtha dhru ne vIMchI pharIvAra pANImAM paDe ne DUbavA lAgyo. sAdhue bIjIvAra vIMchIne hAthamAM laI devuM ane AtmAnI bhinnatAnuM bhAna karAve ne e kInArA tarapha cAlyA. vIMchIe pharI DaMkha e ja sAcuM jJAna. mAryo, pharIvAra sAdhuno hAtha dhrujyo ane pharIthI vIMchI Atma piote ja zubha-azubha karmono kartA ane pANImAM paDe, Ama ghaNI vAra thayuM. vIMchI DaMkha bhoktA che, tenuM bhAna e ja sAcuM jJAna.' mAte rahyo ne sAdhu jamIna tarapha cAlavAno prayatna janatAne AtmAnI unnatine sAce mArga karatAM rahyA. batAve e ja sAcuM jJAna,
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________________ URES CED PU sAcuM jJAna kalyANa phebruArI 1953; : 57 : - dharmanuM AcaraNa kare, karAve ane anumodana kare e ja sAcuM jJAna. pratyakSa banatI hiMsA aTakAvI ahiMsAnI adhera ArAdhanAdhArA jagatanA pApa dabAve e ja elyuminiyamanI vizuddhatA, banAvaTanI uttamatA, mukti ane mokSa, svarga ane narakane bheda ghATanI lokaprIyatA, utpAdananI kaLA chatAM paNa samajAve e ja sAcuM jJAna. dAmanI kiphAyatatA. UMDA aMdhArethI ucca gatie laI jAya e ja samaju sannArIo eTalA mATe krAuna brAnDanAM ja sAcuM jJAna. vAsaNa kharIdavAno Agraha rAkhe che. tana, mana ane dhanane sadupayoga karavAdhArA bheTa ane zaNagAra mATe raMgIna vividha vastuo jIvanadIpaka ujALe e ja sAcuM jJAna. amArI pratiSThA ane lokapriyatA meLavI cUkI che. bujhAI gayelA bhAvadIpakane samatArUpI telanuM elyuminiyamanI suTakese Aje gharagharane vaparAza sIMcana karI pragaTAve e ja sAcuM jJAna. banI cUkI che, mAnavImAM mAnavatA, zrImaMtAImAM dAnAI, mAli jIvanalAla (1929) limiTeDa, kamAM udAratA, dharmamAM zradhdhA, karmamAM purUSArthanuM bhAna karAvI jIvana jyota pragaTAve e ja sAcuM jJAna. 31, netAjI subhASareDa, kalakattA. zrI ramaNalAla ke. zAha-vApI :: zAkhAo : muMbaI, madrAsa, rAjamahendrI, eDana, raMguna. F amArAM uparogI prakAzano bAla, yuvAna, prauDha tathA vRdhdha sahune eka sarakhI rIte gamI jAya tevuM rUpako, daSTa, tathA - prAcIna sajhAyamAlA : pracalita, upayogI bedhakathAo dvArA mAnavatAnAM maMgalatattvanuM prAcIna sajhAyone nUtana saMgraha, pAkuM paThuM, eka apUrva prakAzana tiraMgI jekeTa chatAM mU9ya 1-6-0 , | maMgala dI5 | bhaktisudhA taraMgiNuM : pUjAmAM besavAnAM nUtana zailInAM bhAvavAhI pado, gahuM lIo, snAtrapUjA le vagerene suMdara saMgraha, 555 kAgaLa para sArI krAuna soLa pejIH 104+12 pija chapAI, mUlya 0-12-0 : cAra kalara-kalAyukta jekeTa : za jaya mahAtIrtha guNamAlyA : tIrthAdhi mUlya 1-0-0 : posTeja alaga rAja zrI zatruMjayanI yAtrAmAM upayogI stavane, sutio. caityavaMdana temaja zatruMjayane mahimA. svarUpa, tamArA mATe eka nakala Aje ja vasA ! varNana 108, 17, khamAsamaNa vagerene apUrva - prAptisthAna :saMgraha, mUlya 6 AnA. jaina sAhitya pracAriNI sabhA lakho : zrI jaina sAhitya pracAriNI sabhA. C/o. dezI prI. presa : dIvAnaka : junAgaDha, Cche. dezI pI, presa : dIvAnacoka : junAgaDha somacaMda DI. zAha pAlItANA.
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________________ A ja tuM ke gre sI zrI manu subedAra kaoNMgresa sarakAranuM rAjyataMtra Arthika dRSTiye keTa-keTaluM visavAdI gaNatrIye cAlI rahyuM che ? temaja hiM...bharamAM bahu gavAyelI paMcavarSIya yAjanA kevI pAkaLa che. ! e hakIkata hiMdanA jANItA arthazAstrI zrI manu subedAra ahiM rajU kare che, je hiMnA rAjakAraNamAM rasa lenAra pratyeka vicArakane mATe mananIya che, ethI 'akhaMDa Ana'' mAsikanA saujanya ane AbhAra sAthe 'kalyANu'nA vAMcako mATe ahIM rajU thAya che. hiMdustAnane paradezI rAjyasattAmAMthI chUTuM karI svata tratA meLavavAmAM koMgresanI saMsthAe je kALA AvyuM che? potAnA pradezanI, peAtAnA pakSanI athavA teA peAtAnA khAtAnI jarUrI vigate sivAya pradhAApyA che, te jotAM A saMsthAnA nAza thAya emanAmAM ane bahAranA koMgresI rAjapurUSAmAM bIjI kApapaNu na icche, paNa kAMgresanA sUtradhArAja jo Ave vinAza lai Ave. athavA to ene AvatA rokI na zake te zuM karavuM? A savAla moTA hitaneA che, ane enI carcA thavAnI jarUra che. prajAnA jANavAnI ke vicAra karavAnI vRtti echI dekhAya che. samagra dezanA savAlAne gaMbhIra vicAra AyeAjana karatuM haze ke kendranu nANAMkhAtu karatuM haze ke pradhAna maMDaLanI kAi samiti karatI haze, evI prajAnI sAmAnya mAnyatA che. paNa pariNAma zUnya ane paraspara virodhi vAto UbhI thAya che, temaja sAmAnya vanuM jIvana dhAraNa gaMbhIra rIte muzkelImAM mUkAtu jAya che, te jotAM ni:svArthapaNe ane kuzaLatAthI janahitanA praznaneAnI bArIka tapAsa thatI lAgatI nathI. rA ya ta tra. khuda koMgresanA AgaLa paDatA sabhAsadonI aMdara UbhI thayelI nAumedI ane nAkhuzI pharI pharI chuTI nIkaLe che ane dara cAra-cha mahine mahAsamitinI beThakamAM 5. naherU hAtha pherave eTale badhuM patI gayuM ane zamI gayuM, evI keMgresI patromAM jAherAta karavAmAM Ave che. pradhAneA ane matrIonI saMkhyAmAM, keMdramAM ja nahi, paNa badhe ThekANe moTA vadhA karavAmAM Avye che. kiMmazanA kiMmaTI ane DepyuTezana ane elacIkhAtAmAM mahAsabhAvAdIe [kAMgresIo] rahI gayA hatA, temane mUkI devAyA che; athavA te| eka padavImAM potAnu kArya bahu sArI rIte pAra nathI paDayuM, temAMthI chUTA thayelAone te chUTA thAya eTale temane kayAMka geTavI devA joie e hisAkhe temane goThavI devAyA che. sarvAM' ane sevAnAM sUtro jeTalAM vadhu paDatAM khelAya che, teTalAM prayAgamAM mukAtAM nathI. sevAnI bhAvanA kegresanA aMtaraMga vADAomAM ja hoya, enI bahAranA mANusAmAM ja dezaprema ane tyAga adhuro ane upalikayA che evI kheATI bhAvanA pradezanA pradhAne ane temanA khuzAmatakheArA sevI rahyA che. sevAnI rIte jagatanA kAryo thAya e te dhaNI ja uMcI vAta paNa duniyAnuM moTe bhAge kAma vyavahAranI rIte ane potAnAM vana sAdhatA ubhA karavAnI kozi zamAM te che, e satya zA mATe visArI mUkavAmAM ApaNA dezamAM sAdhana sa`pattivALA ane vyavahArU vyavasthAnI zaktivALA mANasAnI saMkhyA prathamathI ja ochI che. temAMthI Aje kaoNMgresa eka pachI eka jUthane pAtAthI alaga karI rahI che. vepArIonA nAmanI te! kAMgresI sasthAemAM atyaMta dhRNA che, eTale kA dAtA vagaranA keMgresI rAjakIya purUSo ane pradhAne eka tarapha ane bIjI bAjuthI jemanA upara kAmatA kheo dhaNA vadhu paDatA thai gayeA che, tevA iDiyana sivila sarvisanA amaladAre pAsethIja kAma levAnI gaNutarI thAya che. koMgresI eTale kAyamI khAdI paheranArA ane eka-be-traNavAra jelamAM ja AvelA, A dhAraNa upara ja sAmAnya cUMTaNI samaye umedavAronI pasaMdagI karavAmAM AvI (sthAnika ane prAdezika dhoraNe, rASTranI najarathI nahi ) enuM pariNAma e Avyu` che ke, dhArAsabhAomAM atyaMta sAmAnya zaktivALA pratinIdhionI jamAvaTa thai che; eTaluM ja nahi paNa keMdriyasa'sadamAM paNa pratiSThitu dharaNu A dezane gaurava Ape eTaluM uMcu' nathI rahyuM.
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________________ kalayANa : phebruArI 1953 : 599 : pradhAnanI pasaMdagI kAgresapakSanA sabhyomAMthI bharela kAyadAthI khoTI rIte rokavAmAM na AvyuM hota jeo AgaLa paDatA hatA. temAMthI thaI, enuM pari. te atyAra sudhImAM ghaNI vadhAre pragati thaI gaI hota. NAma e AvyuM che ke, rAjyonA baso uparanI janAo ane Ayojana paMcanA ahevAla saMkhyAnA pradhAnomAM anubhavI, kAbela ane pitAnA upara eTalo badho moTo ane khoTo madAra bAMdhavAmAM khAtAnA viSayanI mAhitI dharAvanAra bhAgye ja pacIsa Avyo che, ke emAMthI je prajAne nirAzA ubhI thAya pradhAne haze. te pariNAma ghaNuM viparIta AvI jaze. dareka rAjya gAMdhIjInI samIpamAM jeo rahyA hatA ane zrI pitAnI mAnItI janAo AyojanamAM ghusADavAnI naherU Aje jemanA upara moTo AdhAra rAkhI rahyA kozISa karI rahyuM che, paNa A badhI janAo pAkI che, tevA AgevAnone kArobArI hoddA upara besADI rIte tapAsAI ja nathI. kalaMba yojanAmAMthI bahAranI devAyA che, paNa te mATenI moTA bhAge temanI yogyatA madada meLavavAne mATe ati ghaNI tvarAthI je hAthamAM ghaNuM ochI dekhAI AvI che. AvyuM teno saravALo karIne AjanA banAvavAmAM Aje ApaNe jillAvAra sthAnika temaja bhASA AvyuM. ATaluM kAcuM ane utAvaLathI thayeluM AyedhoraNe rAjya ghaDI rahyA chIe, eka hiMdI prajA jananuM kAma, have ApaNane kahevAmAM Ave che, ke athavA samasta bhAratanI koIne paDI hoya ema lAgatuM koIpaNa rIte jarAya pheraphAra vagara pAra paDavuM ja nathI. moTI janAo ane rAjanItinI pAchaLa paNa joIe, je janAo varSo sudhI havA khAtI hatI sarakAranI nema rASTranA ghaDatara mATenI hovA karatAM te purI karavA mATe hajI pAMca varSamAM game tevA ne vadhAre amuka sthAnika vyaktione ane jene sate game teTalA karI nAMkhIzu, banI zaktI badhI rIte javAnI ja dekhAya che. gAMdhIjIne ahiMsAvAda ane rIte lokonI mUDImAMthI lonanA AkAramAM athavA zrI naheranI (yuddha vinAnI ) taTasthatAnI nIti A te esTeTaDayuTI (milakata verA) mAraphata ke bIjI be vastuothI hiMdustAnanuM gaurava duniyAmAM jarUra rIte paisA laIzuM ane tema chatAM jo ochA paDe ! te "DIphIsITa phAinansa' eTale ke noTo chApIne kAma vadhyuM che, paNa ApaNe elacI khAtAnA adhikArIo, bhAratano avAja rajU karatA moTA bhAganA pratini- puruM karIzuM! dhio, ane videzanI mulAkAte jatA moTI saMkhyAnA . pAMca-pacIsa varSa pariNAma ApanArI yojanAne hiMdIonI kAmagIrIthI bhAratanI pratiSThAne jhAMkhapa be bhAre karanI rIte AjanI prajA para nAMkha e lAgI che. dezamAM udhoganA rASTriyakaraNanI vAta aAya che. noTa chApavAnI vAta te adhikArIonA dhaNuM nerathI karyA pachI kaMkiya sattAdhIzoe e tala- moDhAmAM bilakula zobhatI nathI, kAraNa ke atyAre ja vAra hajI laTakatI rAkhI che. prajAjanonA khAnagI sAhasa rUpiyAnI kharIda zakita cAra AnA jeTalI che. vadhu pratye haju zakanI najarathI jovAya che. rAjyane hastaka neTa chApIne te kharIda zakitane be AnA ke traNa cAlatA junA ane navA udhoge kArakhAnAMo ane AnA jeTalI karavAthI sAmAnya prajA ane madhyama vargane khAtAo ghaNAM kharAM lulAM-laMgaDAM cAle che ane ghaNuM moTuM du:kha thaze, eTaluM ja nahi paNa A nANunI pahoMcI na zakAya tevI moTI javAbadArIo yojanAonA pitAnA aDasaTTAo je hamaNuM paNa ubhI karI rahyA che. bekArI ane moMdhavArI khaseDavAne vadhyA jAya che, te khoTA paDaze, ne jyAM eka karoDanI mATe vadhu udyoga ane vadhu pedAza joIe che. te gaNatrI hoya tyAM be karoDa lAgaze. khAnagI sAhasa ApI zake, tene nisteja karavAmAM , Ayojana (aM-plAna )nI badhI yojanAo zuM AvyuM che, ane tenI jagyAe teTaluM sateja rAjyanuM eTalI pavitra, eTalI jarUrI ane mRtyu-paryAya sAhasa (gra sTeTa ekiTaviTI) ubhuM thayuM nathI. (aM-peremapaTarI ) samI che ke, ene be ke pAMca varSa rahevAnA gharo saMbaMdhI je khAnagI sAhasane bhUla sudhI mulatavI rAkhI na zakAya ? atyAra sudhInI sara
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________________ : 600 : keMgresI rAjataMtra; kAranI Arthika kAmagIrI bahu AzAbharyuM pariNAma athavA rAjyo athavA pradezane amuka viSaya para kAyadA ApI de evuM dekhADatI nathI. ane A yojanA- ghaDavAnI ane amuka jAtanA kare nAkhavAnI sattA bhAramAMthI badhuM ja AvI jaze evI khATI dhAraNAmAM tanA baMdhAraNamAM ApavAmAM AvI che, te che hiMdustAna karoDe mANasane rAkhavA e vAta, prAmANikSaNe prajAsattAka rAjya hoya te prajAnA cUMTAyelA mANaso thatI hoya te paNa ghaNI ja ayogya che. dilhImAM besIne AkhA dezane mATe bhale kAyadA ghaDe ane aMkuzenA amalamAM maLelI saphaLatA ghaNI sAmAnya je kare nAkhavA hoya te nAMkhe; temaja temanAmAMthI cUMTAyela ja kahevAya. AmAM paNa ghaNI sudhAraNAne avakAza che. pradhAnamaMDaLa rAjya kare, paNa hiMdustAnamAM 26 ThekANe samAjavAdI ane sAmyavAdIo prajAnA eka bhAgane DemekrasI eTale prajA rAjyanuM phArasa, kharcALa cUMTaNIo, bIjA bhAganI sAthe laDAvavAnI ane vargavigraha karAva. sAmAnya keTInA pradhAna ane samajyA vagara nAkhavAmAM vAnI koziza kare. paNa Aje koMgresanA pradhAno jyAre AvatA karo zA mATe joIe ? duniyAmAM jyAM jyAM pitAnI raheNI-kaheNI sArI sthitivALA ane tavaMgara keMdra ane rAjyanI dhArAsabhAo judI che. tyAM tyAM chevaTe vargane zobhe tevI karI rahyA che, tyAre teoja atyaMta hIMsAtuM sI, matabhedo ane pratispardhA UbhAM thayAM bhAra mUkIne prajAnA moTA bhAgane pitAthI vadhu vinA rahyo nathI. atyAre moTA bhAganAM rAjyomAM sAdhanovALA vargonI viruddha uzkerI rahyA che. (dA- jano ane hAthamAM rahelAM nANuM kharcAI gayAM che. ta- kalAsalesa sosAyaTI ) so varSa sudhI jeTalA aMdAjapatramAM gAbaDuM che. navA karo mATe gAMDI kAyadA nathI pasAra thayA teTalA chellA pAMca varasamAM zodhAzodha thaI rahI che. tene UbhI karavAmAM takalIpha pasAra karavAmAM AvyA che. kAma karanAro varga potAnA che ane kharcAo dhUma vadhatA jAya che, tema chatAM hako tarapha ja jue ane bane teTaluM ochuM ja kAma rAjayavyavasthA ane prajAne saMtoSa AgaLa jevAM nathI. a. go) evI vRttine vadhu paData ane vadhu nANu mATe badhAM rAjyono dhasAro kedro upara madana maLyuM che. eka bAjuthI Ayojana ane thayA che, ane temanI pUrI na thAya tevI mAMgaNIo utpAdana vadhAravuM evI vAta karanArAo bIjI bAjuthI saMtoSavAne koI paNa bhAga kedrane dekhAtuM nathI. AvI kAma ochuM thAya, mAMdhu thAya, ane daramAyAo sthiti bIjA pAMca varasa cAlu rahI zake evI ja nathI eTalA ja rahe athavA te vadhI jAya tevI virodhI baMdhAraNa ghaDatI vakhate thayelI A bhUla sudhArI levI vAta (dA-ta. velaphera sTeTa) karI rahyA che. udana joIe, nahIM te nANAM ane geravyavasthAne kAraNe vadhAravAno A rasto nathI temAM moTA pheraphAra karavAnI pharaja paDaze. chellA pAMca varSamAM ghaNe ThekANe ne ghaNI rIte meM | sAmyavAdI ane samAjavAdIo upara sarasAI e vicAra darzAvyuM che ke, samavAyI (aM. pheDarala ) karavAne mATe bahumati meLavavAnI ja nema kogrese goThavaNI khoTI che ane ene lIdheja bhASAvAra ane jALavI che. A rAjakIya gaNatarI atyAre te saphala sthAnika khecAkheMcI ( je aTakAvavAmAM koMgresa niSphaLa thai che. paNa je sUtro pokAravAmAM Ave che, ane nIvaDI che) thaI rahI che tene ja lIdhe lakhaluTa kharcA ane jemAMnAM ghaNu mATe utAvaLA ardhadagdha kAyadAo ane | badhAne sArA pagAranA heddAo pUrI pADavAnI doDadhAma karI nAMkhavAmAM AvyA che, tenAthI ane zithila thaI rahI che. rAjyanA pradhAna rAjyavyavasthAmAM kAI rAjya vyavasthAthI prajAnA Arthika jIvananI khAnA- caMvAne badale rAjakIya pravRttio ane pracAra, prajAne kharAbI thaI rahI che, A vAta Aje atyAre koIkane saMparka vagere vAtamAM potAno samaya ane dezane navI lAgaze ne koIkane kaDavI lAgaze, paNa be-cAra paiso verI rahyA che. temane ja je kAryadakSatA ane varSa pachI AnuM vadhAre pariNAma dekhAze. yogyatA pramANe pasaMda karIne dilhIthI nImavAmAM A badhI muzkelIonuM mULa te prAMtika svataMtratA Ave te karoDonA khoTA kharcA ochA thaI jAya. eTaluM ( aM. proviziyala eTenAmI) eTale ke chavIsa prAMte ja nahi paNa aneka jAtanI khATI kheMcAkheMcImAMthI
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________________ kalyANa: phebruArI 1953; : 601 : ApaNuM rASTranA maryAdita sAdhana ane zaktine vyaya jyAM sudhI Arthika viSayomAM yuddhanI pUrvavata thatuM aTake. sthiti Ave nahi tyAM sudhI badhIja navI yojanAo yuddha pahelAMnI vastunI kiMmatane AMkaDo se ho (kaMI nahIM to je haju zarU nathI kIdhI tevI te jarUra) te vadhIne Aje 375nI sapATI para rahyo che. abharAI para mUkavI joIe. durAgrahathI tene pUrI karavAne ( eTale ke rUpiyA cAra AnAne mAla kharIdI prayAsa karavAmAM Avaze te yojanAone potAnA zake che.) temAM keMdra taraphathI vastuonI kiMmata ghaTA- aDasaTTA eTalA badhA vadhI jaze ke te purI thaI zakaze DavAnuM kaMI paNa pagaluM levAya tyAM rAjyo Aja nahIM. ochI pedAza kare, ochuM kAma kare ane vargavigraha vastuo upara navA kara nAMkhIne tenI kiMmata vadhArI rahyAM UbhuM karo, e vAta eka bAju ane bIjI bAju che. vanaspati ghInI kiMmata kendra sarakAre ochI karavAnuM vadhu pedAza kare ane thaze evI khoTI AzA sevavI, be eka mahinA upara jAhera karyuM. te vakhate muMbaImAM e parasparavirodhI vAda koMgresanI saMsthAnuM ja nahI bahumukhI vecANavero nAkhIne je ghaTADo madhyama paNa dezanuM bhAvi dhaNuM bhayaMkara dekhADe che. varganI strIone rAhata ApI te ghaTADo havAmAM ja kareDonA jIvanamAM atyaMta mahattvavALI A vAtane uDADI devAmAM AvyuM che. madhyamavarga mAryo gayo che. bArIkAIthI ne kuzaLatAthI vicAra thatuM hoya evuM teno aphasosa madhyamavargamAMthIja ubhA thayelA kAMgresI dekhAtuM nathI. cUMTaNI jItavA mATe yojanAo ghaDI rAjapuruSe karatA nathI, paNa ulaTuM temAM abhimAna ane te janAo pUrI karavA mATe game tevI rIte letA jaNAya che ! kAmadAravargane UMce lAvIe chIe (noTo chApIne paNa ) paisA UbhA karaze e vAta evI temanI ghoSaNuM ane mAnyatA vastu kharIdIne rAjakIya dhoraNe paNa agya che. janasamUhanA AMkaDo 375no hoIne eTale ke rUpiyAnI kiMmata cAra hitanI draSTiye paNa A vAta bhayAnaka lAge che. AnA hoIne sarvathA beTI paDe che. jaina bhAIone khuzakhabara jaina samAjamAM ekaja ane ajoDa zrI labdhisUrijI jaina saMgItamaMDaLa -: upadhAnatapanA ujavaNI prasaMge - mALanI chAbamAM mUkavAnI dareka jAtanA pavitra vastuo pAlItANuM kayAMthI kharIda karaze ! -- abhinava nRtya, suMdara-Adhunika stavana, kezara, kasturI, aMbara, barAsa kapura, dazAMga dhupa, bauddhika saMvAdo, ane rAsa ItyAdi prabhubhaktinA sonA cAMdInA varakha, bAdaluM. kaTorI, agarabattI, suMdara kAryakramathI ApanA dhArmika zubhaprasaMge sukhaDa tathA dareka jAtanA uMcA pIparAmULa, elacI tathA ardha mahotsava dIpI uThaze. ane mALa pratiSThA vigere anuSThAnomAM vaparAtI sAthe che vividha vAjI yukata rAgarAvastuo amAre tyAMthI khAtrIpUrvaka ane vyAjabI gaNIthI pUjAe bhaNAvanAra saMgItaratna mA, bhAve maLaze. rAyacaMdabhAI eka vakhata avazya AmaMtraNa eka vakhata amArI dukAne padhArI khAtrI kare ApavA jainabaMdhuone namra vinaMti che. bahAra: ApanA sahadharma baMdhuM H gAmanA AmaMtraNe paNa svIkArAya che. zAha zAMtilAla odhavajInI ku. | | zrI labdhisUrijI jaina sevA samAja 317, jumA majIda, muMbaI 2. - pAlItANA (saurASTra)
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________________ bhAI! sattAno sadupaga karaje ! pU0 paMnyAsajI mahArAja zrI kanakavijyajI gaNivara. sattA e saMsAranI mohaka zakti che. nItimAna, sevAbhAvI ane svArtha tyAgI dhana, delata, samRddhi ke vaibhava karatAMye sattA temaja vivekI AtmAne prApta thatI sattA kharekhara mahAna che. eka jJAnI puruSe sattAne kharekhara saMsAranI zebhA bane che. Aje jyAM kalpavRkSanI upamA ApI che. sattAne pAmele jUo tyAM sattA meLavavA mathatA mAna mAnava, je nyAyapUrvaka hRdayanI saraLatAthI ApaNI comera daSTigocara thAya che. sattAne tenuM pAlana kare te kahevuM joIe. ke sattA pAmelAnAM sukhanI kalpanA karI, tenI IrSyA mAnavalokanuM svarga banI zake che. sattAne karanArA ApaNuM saMsAramAM Aje kayAM ochA pAmanAra mAnave, pite sattAne mAlika che, che? paNa sattA e kAco pAra che, e rekhe e haMmezane mATe bhUlI javuM joIe. Dagale ne teo bhUle ! je tene mAratAM AvaDe te te pagale potAnI sattAnuM kaDapapUrvaka ghamaMDathI jIvI jAya, nahitara sattAne nahi jIravI zakapradarzana karanAra sattAdhIza sahu keIne mATe nArA aneka rIte khuvAra thayAnA daSTAMte ItiupahAsane pAtra bane che. hAsanAM pAne neMdhAyelA ApaNI hAme che. pUrvanI puNyAInA ge AtmAne je sattAnA sthAne rahelAone mATe paNa keTasArIsArI sAmagrI prApta thAya che, temAM keTalA kasoTInA prasaMge Ave che. je veLA buddhi, bala, dhana temaja sattA, A cArane tene nyAyapriya AtmA sattAne sadupayega mukhya rIte gaNI zakAya. buddhi e jarUra karI, saMsArane mATe bhavya Adarza khaDo karI puNyAIne prakAra che, paNa buddhimAna mAnava, jAya che. pitAnI buddhi dvArA kevaLa jAtanA ja sukha, Avo ja eka prasaMga ItihAsanA pAnAbhega ke svAthane jenA tathA vicAranAro para noMdhAyele paDe che. je bane te te buddhi, saMsArabharanA AtmAe kAzInA mahArANI karuNadevI gaMgAnA mATe, temaja tenI pitAnI jAtane mATe kinArA para ziyALAnI eka sAMje pharavA nIkabhayaMkara ahita karanArI bane che. dhana, zarIra lyA che. dhIre dhIre aMdhAruM thatuM jAya che. bala temaja sattA A traNane mATe paNa ThaMDInI asara vadhavA mAMDI. mahArANInA upara mujaba ja kahI zakAya. zarIra para thoDAM mulAyama vastro ane zAla temAMye sattA mATe kAMIka viziSTatA che. sivAya kAMI nathI. ThaMDI vadhatI joI, dhrujatA buddhi, saMpatti ke zarIrabala kevaLa sApekSa zarIre mahArANue pitAnA sevakone Adeza karyo, che, ekAMgI che. jyAre sattA sarvavyApI jAo ! tapAsa karo, tApaNuM karavA mATe kAMI zakti che. sattA; dhana, buddhi ke balanI hAme sAdhana hoya te laI Ave !' mahArANInA ubhI rahI zake che. satyane kSaNavAramAM asatya- hukamane mAthe caDhAvI, sevakoe tyAM bALavAnA rUpe jAhera karavAmAM je rIte sattA phAvI zake che, baLataNanI zodha karavA mAMDI, eTalAmAM mahAevI tAkAta anya kaI zakitamAM nathI. paNa rANInI najara tyAM nadI kinAre ghAsanI A sattA e zrApa che ane AzirvAda paNa che. hAnazI jhuMpaDIo karIne ene ja pitAne
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________________ kalyANa: phebruArI 1953: 603: AvAsa mAnIne rahelA garIba mANaso jaNAyA. te garIba lekene kAzInareze pUchayuM e jhuMpaDIonA ghAsane mahArANIe maMgAvyuM. "tamArI jhuMpaDIo keNe bALI?" A leke pilA nirAdhAra garIboe javAba Ape. javAba na ApI zakayA. teonAM haiyAmAM e nahi bane ! A ghAsanI jhuMpaDIo e te vyathAne mahAsAgara hIloLA mArato rahyo. amArA AdhAra che, AvI ThaMDImAM ame teo mUMjhavaNamAM mukAyA. te bicArAonuM jaIe kayAM ?' gajuM keTaluM? ke sAcI vAta hAma bhIDIne - kAzInA mahArANane A veLA pitAnI teo kahI zake? paNa kAzInarezane nyAya kare sattAne garva Avyo sattAnA ghenamAM e bhAna hato. pitAnA rAjyamAM keInA pratye paNa bhUlA banyAM. sevakone temaNe kahyuM. "je zuM saheja nhAne sara anyAya thaI gayo hoya rahyA che, tamane khabara nathI ke A phUTI badAmanA te japIne besavuM e AvA mahArAjAone mANase mAruM apamAna karI rahyA che ! A mane zarama hatI, kalaMka hatuM. teo besI na badhI jhuMpaDIo hamaNuM ja saLagAvI mUke, rahyA. sevakone bolAvI, sAcI vAta pUchI. ThIka thayuM ThaMDImAM tApaNuM karavA A kAma aMte jhupaDIonA mAlika bicArA garIba lAgaze." sattAne bhAra mAthA para laIne phara- lake para thaI gayelA anyAyathI teo nArA mahArANunI mAnavatA atyAre mArI para samasamI uThyA. vArI. pitAnI sattAnuM ghamaMDapUrvaka pradazana mahArAjAe Adeza karyo, "jAe rANIne karavAno temane A moko maLI gaye. atyAre ne atyAre ahiM bolAvI lAve !" hukamanA tAbedAra sevakoe mIjAjathI mahArAjAne hukama thatAM mahArANI karuNa tyAM pelA garIba lekene, bAla-baccA sAthe kaDakaDatI AvyAM. temaNe pUchayuM; "kema mAruM zuM kAma ThaMDImAM DhasaDI-DhasaDIne bahAra kADhyA. te paDayuM che ?' mahArANInuM khaMDita gumAna lekenI gharavakharI jema tema pheMkI dIdhI ne chello dAva pheMkavA sajaja banyuM. mahArAjAe jhuMpaDIone saLagAvI mUkI. rANInA anyAyane javAba mAMge. rANIe mahArANIne pitAnI sattA mATe kSaNabhara tamAkhIbhera kahyuM, "mArA saMteSanI khAtara, mada caDyo. sattAnAM svapnamAM rAcatAM mahA- AnaMda mATe meM Ama karyuM che. mArA AnaMda devI, te sAMje sevakonI sAthe gumAnapUrvaka karatAM jhuMpaDIonI kiMmata kAMI vadhAre che? pAlakhImAM besI rAjamahelamAM AvyAM. ThaMDI dUra karavA meM tema kahyuM temAM ko bIje divase havAre kAzI zaheramAM , anyAya thaI gaye?" vAta vAyu vege phelAI. mahArANue garIba, ' kAzInareza atyAre nyAya teLavA beThA nirAdhAra prajAjano para varasAvelA atyAcAranA hatA. nyAya e ja emane mana jIvanasarvasva samAcAra kAzInareza pAse AvyA. mahArAjA hatuM. nyAyanI khAtara pitAnA priyajanane svabhAve udAra tathA nyAyaniSTha che. temaNe bhega Ape paDe, te tema karavAne paNa teo jAte tapAsa zarU karI, je lokonI jhuMpaDIo taiyAra hatA. nyAyanA Asana para birAjelA bALI nAkhavAmAM AvI hatI, temane khuda adhikArInI adAthI kaDaka banIne temaNe rANIne mahArAjAe bolAvyA. kahyuM, 'vAru, kAzInA mahArANI pade tamane A badhuM
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________________ AtmAne hitakara evA dravyAnuyAganI mahattA, pUrva 5'nyAsajI dhrura dharavijayajI gaNivara * ( dravya-guNu-paryAyanA rAsanu sArabhUta avataraNa.) (gatAMkathI cAlu) DhALa khIjI: h. dravyanuM svarUpa lakSaNa-gAthA-1 guNu ane paryAyanuM je pAtra ane traNe kALamAM ekarUpa' te dravya kahevAya che. peAtapotAnI jAtinI apekSAe te dravya kahevAya nahi samajAya ! tamAre e bhUlavuM joitu nathI ke, jevu' tamArUM hRdaya che, jevA tamArA hRdayanA AnaMda che, te rIte mArA rAjyamAM vasanAra pratyeka prajAjanAne paNa hRdaya che, ane ene paNa AnaMda meLavavAnI icchA hoya e sahaja che. rANI ! tamArA Anaa khAtara kAinA paNuM hRdaya ke AnaMdane kacaDavAnA tamane adhikAra nathI. Aje tame adhikArane bhUlIne anyAya karavAmAM pAchI pAnI karI nathI, mATe ja huM tamane kAzInareza tarIke Adeza karU chuM ke, AjathI eka varSa pata tamane kAzInAM mahArANIpadma parathI mukta karavAmAM AvyAM che, tame have kAzInA mahArANI nathI, mArA rAjyamAM bhIkha mAMgI majUrI karI je paisA bhegA karo, temAMthI A garIba prajAjanAnI jhuMpaDIe pharI bAMdhI Ape, tyAre ja tamane tamArI sattAnA naze|, ghena utarI jaze, slaeNmajyAne !' ' nyAyanuM mUlya keTa-keTaluM mahAna che ! ane nyAyanI kiMmata cukavatI veLA sattAnA sthAne rahelA mAnavane keTa-keTalA kaDaka rahevAnuM hAya che. te ja sattA sa'sAramAM AzirvAda- rUpa banI zake che, nahitara anyAya, svA, tema ja jAta-ghamaMDanA nazAmAM bhAna bhUlA anelAonA hAthamAM rahelI sattA, e kharekhara saMsAranuM naka banI rahe che. che. avasthAbheda thavAthI temAM bhinnatA AvatI nathI. AtmA e dravya che. temAM jJAnAdi guNaparyA rahe che. ne te traNe kALamAM ekarUpa che. cetana maTIne jaDa thatA nathI. puddagala e dravya che. temAM rUpAdi guNaparyAya rahe che. traNe kALamAM pudgala pudgalasvarUpa ja rahe che. te jaDa maTIne cetanarUpa thatA nathI. e pramANe dharmAstikAya-adharmAstikAya AkAzAstikAyane kALa mATe paNa samajavuM. vyavahAramAM ghaTapaTa vagere dravye gaNAya che. pRthvI pANI Adine dravya gaNAvavAmAM Ave che. te sa ApekSika dravya che. vAstavamAM te te sa pudgala dravya che, paNa AkRtivizeSa ane guNavizeSanA AdhAra hAvAthI dravya kahevAya che. te ApekSika dravye mULabhUta dravyanA vAstavapaNe te paryAya hAya che. deva-manuSya-tiya"ca Adi muLabhUta AtmadravyanA paryAya hovA chatAM tenA judA judA paryA ane guNanI apekSAe dravyarUpa gaNAya che. paraspara saMkaLAelA padArthonuM svarUpa samajavAnu` hAya tyAre eka svarUpamAM bIjAnI ane bIjAnA svarUpamAM prathamanI apekSA levI paDe che. e sivAya te svarUpa samajI zakAtu nathI. guru-ziSya, pitA-putra AdimAM ekanI apekSA jatI karIe te anya paNa sthira nahi thAya. dravyanA svarUpamAM guNu-paryAyanI ane guNu-paryAyamAM dravyanI apekSA rahevAnI ja. ema koipaNa ekanI apekSA cheDI daine tenuM svarUpa vicAravAnuM banI zakaze nahi. a
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________________ kalyANa phebruArI 1953; : 605 : bIjA dazanakAre paNa je dravyanA judA A dravya-guNa ane paryAya e traNe pitajudA lakSaNa kare che, temAM paNa A sthiti pitAnA svarUpalakSaNane svataMtra dhAraNa karatAM kAyama rahe che. samavAya kAraNatva jemAM heya hovAthI bhinna che. samAnasthaLe avasthita te dravya kahevAya, ema taiyAyika kahe che. tyAM hovAthI abhinna che. eTale tenuM vAstavapuchavAmAM Ave ke konuM samavAya kAraNa- svarUpa te bhinnabhinna che. e rIte darekanA eTale guNAdinI apekSA levI ja paDe. traNa prakAra che. dravya-guNa ane paryAya e dravyatvajAti jemAM rahe te dravya kahevAya, traNanA bhinna-abhinna ane bhinnabhinna ema traNa ema kahevAmAM paNa dravyatvajAtinA nirvacanamAM prakAra kalpIe te eka apekSAvizeSe nava aneka vicAraNAonI apekSA karavI paDe che. prakAra thAya. A traNenA A traNa prakAra A sarva anivArya sthiti che. eTale kuLagya- samajavA mATe tenuM svarUpalakSaNa-je utpAda, va6 thaH. I . . p. 37. e pramANe vyaya ane drauvya che, te barAbara vicAravuM. e zrI tavAthadhigamasUtramAM dravyanuM svarUpalakSaNa jeTaluM sthirapaNe samajAya teTaluM uparanuM savAMgasundara che. svarUpa daDhapaNe samajAya che ne sthira thAya che. guNuparyAyanuM svarUpa ane tenI dravya dravya-guNane paryAyanI bhinnatA gAthA. 3 sAthe bhedabhedatA. gAthA. ra. dravya-guNa ne paryAya e traNe paraspara bhinna-abhinna ane bhinnabhinna che, e jANyA dravyanI sAthe je satata dhama rahe che, te pachI bhinna kaI rIte che te jANavAnI jijJAsA guNa kahevAya che. ane kramazaH pharate je dharma prathama jAgRta thAya e svAbhAvika che. rahe che te paryAya kahevAya che. koIpaNa padAthanI vicAraNA karadravyanI je jAtanI kalpanA karI hoya vAnI hoya tyAre temAM prathama be prakAra tene AdhAre guNa-paryAyanI vicAraNA karavAnI paDe che. eka sAmAnya ane bIjo vizeSa. e hoya che. mULabhUta dravye je AtmA, pudgala, be prakAra sivAya vastunI vicAraNA thaI dharmAstikAya-adharmAstikAya--AkAzAstikAya zakatI nathI. sAmAnyanI apekSA vastumAM dravya ane kALa che. temAM anukrame upayogaguNa, grahaNa tvanI sthApanA kare che ane vizeSanI apekSA guNa, gatikAraNutA, sthitikAraNatA, avagAhanA guNa-paryAyanI sthApanA kare che. vastumAM eka kAraNutA, ane vanAkAraNatA e satata sAmAnyanI apekSA evI rahelI hoya che ke, rahetAM guNa che. nara-nArakAdi jIvanA paryAye je te vastumAM chellA dravyatvanI sthApanAne che. rUpa-rasAdinA parAvatane e pudagalanA sthira karI de che ne te dravyatvane khaseDIne paryA che. bhinna bhinna jIva-pudgalene saMcaraNa guNa-paryAyapaNAne sthApanA karI zakAtA nathI. dezavizeSamAM karAvavuM-sthiti deza vizeSamAM e sAmAnya caramasAmAnya athavA paramasAmAnya karAvavI ne avagAhanA devI e dhamadhama ne tarIke oLakhAya che. e ja pramANe caramaAkAzanA paryAya che. vanAvizeSa karAvavI vizeSa ane paramavizeSanuM paNa evuM sAmarthya e kAlanA paryAye che. che ke, tenA sthApana karelA guNa-paryAya paNa
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________________ : 606 : dravyAnuganI mahattA; dura karIne tyAM dravyatvanI sthApanA karIAthI spaSTa samajAya che ke, sApekSabhAve zakAtI nathI.. dravyathI guNa-paryAya judA che. arasaparasa saMbaMdhajema metinI mALAmAM dravya, guNa ane thI saMkaLAelA che. A svarUpa manamAM paryAya e traNane vicAra A pramANe karI zakAya. sthira rahe te mATe nIcenA niyamo khAsa motinI mALA e sAmAnya che, mATe e dravya avadhAraNa karI rAkhavA jarUrI che. che, temAM te te meti e vizeSa che mATe paryAya. sAmAnyapadAthane dravyarUpa samajAvatuM mALAmAM ujajavalatA e guNa che, kAraNa ke e tattva.paNa vizeSa che. ahiM e vAta khAsa lakSyamAM vizeSa padArthane guNa-paryAyarUpa samajArAkhavAnI che ke, upara jaNAvyA e dravya-paryAya vata tattva. temAM je dravyamAM vadhu ane vizeSa sApekSabhAve che. seMkaDo mALAomAM A samaya sthira rahe te vizeSa che, te guNarUpa mALA matinI che, e pramANe mALAne vize samajAve che, ane alpa deza-kALane avalaMSita meti kare che-mALA te sAmAnya rahe ane vizeSa che, te paryAyarUpa jaNAve che. che, mATe meti vizeSa che, meti vizeSa hevAne -kramazaH kAraNe paryAya che, ne mALA sAmAnya havAne kAraNe dravya che. A apekSAne badale je metinI aneka vastuo heya-jema ke mALA = valaya, karNaphUla, mudrikA Adi te te sarvamAM zrI zatruMjaya Adi tIrtha paTe meti-sAmAnya rahe che ne te te bhUSaNe vizeSa bane che evI apekSA hoya tyAre mATe pUchavA meti e dravya gaNAya che ane mALA-valaya vagere paryAya gaNAya che. guNa tarIke ujajavalatA 50 varSanA anubhave baTake nahi temaja te bane apekSAmAM samAna che. - pANIthI bhIMjAya nahi tevuM kApaDa banAvI - Aja pramANe mATInA ghaDA mATe samajavuM. zAstrIya rIte vidhi-vidhAna mujaba pratimAo mATInI aneka vastuomAM mATI sAmAnya che temaja tamAma suMdara dazyonI racanAo pAkAane te te vastuo vizeSa che, eTale mATI dravya raMga ane sAcA senerI varagathI camakatA che ane te te vastuo paryAya che. banAvI ApavAmAM Ave che. , paNa ghaNuM jAtanA ghaDAo laIe, jevA ke ke hiMda ane AphrIkA sudhI bahALo va mATInA-senAnA-cAMdInA-tAMbAnA-pittaLanA phelA dharAvanAra. te temAM ghaTa e sAmAnya che ane mATIsenuM-rUpuM-tAbuM-pittaLa e vizeSa che. eTale che. bhIkhAbhAI karaNajI . te apekSAmAM ghaTa e dravya che ane mATI gUjara ArTa TuDIo vigere paryAya che. tyAM paNa rUpa vagere te guNa pAlItANuM (rASTra) rUpa rahe che.
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________________ dIvo ApyuM, nAgilane harSane pAra nathI, have 'niraMkuza banI jugAra vagere anAcAramAM pU. munirAja zrI lalitavijayajI mahArAja vizeSa pAvaradho banI ghaNIvAra rAtrinAM cheka mahApura nagaranA jainadhamI lahamaNuM moDe lathaDIyA khAte ghera Ave, naMdAne nAmanA zrImaMta vaNikane jainadharmanA susaMskA- trAsa ApavAmAM bAkI rAkhe nahi. jugAramAM rothI raMgAyelI rUpamAM devakumArI sarakhI ane dhana jema jema gumAve tema putrI uparanA zIlaguNe alaMkRta thayelI "naMdA"nAme putrI hatI. mohathI naMdAnA pitA lakSamaNa tene dhana ApatA putrIne uMmaralAyaka thayelI joI mAtA-pitA rahe che. kaI-kaIvAra nAgila vicAra paNa enA yogya varanI ciMtA karatA hoI sakhI dvArA karate ke mAro bhayaMkara deSa hovA chatAM naMdAe kahevaDAvyuM ke, jenI pAse bhayaMkara " prasannatAthI muMge moDhe A naMdA kema sahana pavananA jore paNa kape nahi eve sthira kare che, mArI sevA kare che, eka zabda paNa "dI" haze tene paraNIza, nahItara AjIvana mane belatI nathI. brahmacAriNI rahIza. pahADanA jevI acaLa A pramANe samaya pasAra thAya che. kamanA pratijJA putrInI sAMbhalI ciMtAmAM vadhAro thayo. svabhAvane tatvajJA naMdA jANanArI hovAthI thoDA divasomAM vAta gAma-paragAma pahoMcI ene pati upara zreSa, reSa kAMI nathI. gaI. zrImaMtanI rUpaguNayukta chokarIne meLa- pitAnA pUrvopAjIta karmone vipAkedaya che, vavA umedavAroe prayatno karyA paNa niSphaLa gayA. evI jinezvaradevanI vANIrUpI amRtanA - zAMta svabhAvavAlI naMdAnI umara vadhavA pAnathI sadA tRpta (prasanna) rahe che. eka vakhata sAthe prasannatA paNa vadhavA mAMDI ane bIjI jugAramAM ghaNuM dhana hArI javAthI kaMTALI bAju mAtA-pitAnI ciMtA paNa dinapratidina jaMgalamAM nAgila cAlI jAya che. jJAnI vadhavA lAgI. munirAjane milApa thatAM svAbhAvika AnaMdamAM eja nagaramAM rahete "nAgila" nAme AvI page lAge che. tyAganI mUrtine joI mahAdhUta rUpavAna jugArI vasate hate. eNe tene sadbhAva thAya che. dhamane baMdha TUMkamAM nagara bahAra " virUpAkSa " nAmanA eka sAMbhaLe che ane pUche che ke "he pUjyazrI ! yakSanA maMdiramAM jaI UpavAsanAM lAMghaNe mArA kharAba vartanathI paNa naMdA gusso kema karavA mAMDaze. thoDA divasomAM yakSa prasanna karatI nathI." munirAje kahyuM ke mahAnubhAva! tha, vara mAMgavA kahyuM. nAgile sthira naMdAnA " hRdayarUpI keDIyAmAM samyagra dI5kanI mAMgaNI karI. yakSe kahyuM, jA tAre ghera darzanarUpI dIvela ane sabhyajJAnarUpI te pramANe taiyAra che. ghare AvIne jotAM nAgi- dIveTathI vivekarUpI "dIvo" prakAzita lane khAtrI thaI. harSamAM AvelA teNe naMdAnA thayela che. pitAne jaNAvyuM, naMdA mAtA-pitA tathA jene krodha ane abhimAnarUpI bhayaMkara svajane sAthe nAgilane ghera jaI sthira dI pavana tathA lebha rUpI pracaMDa mejAe paNa joI niruttara banI. moTA ADaMbara sAthe olavavA zaktimAna nathI ane e dIve lagna thaI gayAM. ekanI eka saMskArI zAMta sadA mAyArUpI mezathI rahita che. arthAta svabhAvavALI putrIne dAyajAmAM ghaNuM dhana eNe cAre kaSA upara kAbu jamAvela che.
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________________ : 608 : dI; tuM te zuM paNa AkhuM jagata paNa keInA vagere mehaka ane lAlacanAM vacane bolatI camatkArathI aMjAI jaI jhUkI paDe, vAha vAha nAgilane sparza karavA najIka AvatAM agnine pUkAre, chatAM ene vitarAga deva, tyAgI susAdhu spazara thavAnA bhaye jema dUra khasI jAya tema ane vItarAge prarUpela dhama uparanI zraddhAthI parastrInA spazanA bhayathI dUra khasI gaye koI DagAvI zake ema nathI. A sAMbhaLI ane kahevA lAgyuM ke, "ubhayalekamAM dukhane nAgilanA harSane pAra nathI. munirAja pAse ApanAruM evuM pApakarma huM karanAra nathI." parastrIgamana viramaNane niyama lIdho. ghera e aDaga nizcaya joI vidyAdharI gusse thaI AvyuM. naMdAne badhI vAta karI jugAra AkAzamAM jaI bhayaMkara tapele loDhAne gaLe vagere anAcArane sarvathA tyAga ane parastrI- vikuvI belavA lAgI; "haju mAnI jA, nahitara gamanaviramaNane niyama patine sAMbhaLI. A gaLe hamaNAM pheMkI tane bALI mArI harSamAM AvI jaI, naMdAe kahyuM "svAmI ! nAkhIza." Aje mArI vItarAgadeva uparanI bhaktirUpI nAgila paNa gabharAyA vagara kahevA lAge, amRtanA siMcanathI pUNyarUpI vRkSane phaLa AvyuM "he vidyAdharI ! huM mRtyuthI Darate nathI paNa te badhe gurudevane ja prabhAva che. mAre je parastrInA niyamanA bhaMgarUpI pApathI DaruM chuM. dI joI hatuM te tamArAmAM AvI gaye niyamabhaMga karI jIvavAnI IcchA nathI, niyama joI mArA harSane pAra nathI. tyArabAda pALatAM mRtyu Ave tenI paravA nathI, ema nAgila paNa dararoja jinapUjAdika dhArmika belI navakAramaMtranuM smaraNa karavA lAgyo. kAryo karavA lAgyuM. gaLe pheMkA paNa niSphala gaye, vidyA" satI naMdA potAnA pitAne tyAM occhava dharI hatAza thaI adazya thaI ane thoDA prasaMge cAra-ATha divasa mATe gaI. eka samaya bAda naMdAnuM rUpa karI vidyAdharI naMdAnA vakhata nAgila pitAnA makAnanI agAsImAM jevA svarapUrvaka agAsInuM bAraNuM nAgila suto hato tyAre AkAza mAge vimAnamAM pAse ughaDAvyuM. nAgile naMdAne joI pUchayuM jatI vidyAdharInA jovAmAM AvyuM. nAgilanA atyAre rAtre pitAne tyAMthI kema AvI. kRtrima rUpathI AkarSAI vikArI banI nAgila pAse naMdAe kahyuM, 'virahAgni zAMta karavA. vagere AvI prAthanA karatI kahevA lAgI, "he suMdara ! belI najIkamAM AvatAM nAgile vicAra karyo ke tuM mAro svIkAra karI mane zAMta kara. huM tane mArI naMdA AvI viSayabhukhI hoya nahi nRtya ane saMgItathI prasanna karIza. huM vidyA- ke je rAtre piyarathI Ave. chatAM khAtrI karavA dharapati haMsarAjAnI strI ane caMDa nAmanA ekadama belI uThe ke, "kharI naMdA hoya vidyAdharanI lIlAvatI nAmanI putrI chuM. svAmIne te tarata AvI jAo ane banAvaTI hoya to viyegavALI evI mane tArUM ja zaraNa che, tArA tyAM ja thaMbhI jAo" basa e cheTalA vAgye saMgathI huM kharekhara lIlAvatI banIza, nahitara mAyAvI naMdA tyAMja sthaMbhI gaI. vidyAdharIe mAre agninuM zaraNa che. vaLI mArA pati tathA kharUM rUpe pragaTa karI kSamA mAgI, eTale nAgile pitAnA rAjyanAM rahasyane huM jANuM chuM, tethI paNa samajAvI kahyuM " uttamakuLamAM utpanna vidyAonA baLe te paNa tane jItAvI ApIza. thayelI evI tAre parapuruSanA sparzarUpI
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________________ zuM Izvara jagatano kartA che? pU. paMnyAsajI mahArAja zrI pravINavijayajI gaNivara, keTalIka veLA ajena hiMdusamAjamAM e bhrama phelAvavAmAM Ave che ke, jene Izvarane mAnatA nathI, jene nAstika che." ItyAdi. paNa jene je rIte IzvaranuM zuddha svarUpa svIkAre che, ane Izvarane mAne che, e rIte anya ke saMpradAyamAM IzvaranuM yathArtha svarUpa svIkArAyuM nathI. anya leke Izvarane jagatane kartA mAne che, tyAre jene jagatanA kartA tarIke Izvarane svIkAratA nathI. jenA saMpradAyanI A mAnyatAnAM uMDANamAM je vAstavikatA rahelI che, te ahiM suMdara rIte rajU thayela che. A kAraNe sahu keIe A lekha mananapUrvaka vAMcavA jevuM che. jyAre ghaDA jevI sAmAnya cIjane banA- A duniyAne utpanna karanAra Izvara ja che, vanAra paNa kuMbhAra hoya che. te pachI AvA ema nakkI karAvI dIdhuM che. paraMtu te kalpanA vizAla jagatane banAvanAra koI na hoya e bIlakula vajuda vinAnI che. ghaDAne banAvanAra kema bane ? A kalpanAe sonA magajamAM kuMbhAra hoI zake che, kAraNa ke ghaDe e eka pApa karavuM nahi. ItyAdi kavAthI AkAravAlI vastu che. ane kuMbhAra paNa dehadhArI vikArarahita thayelI nAgilane dharmaguru mAnI hAI AkAravAle che. AkAravAle AkAra parapuruSane niyama leI vAraMvAra praNAma karI vAlI cIja banAvI zake che. jyAre Izvara te cAlI gaI. niraMjana nirAkAra hoya che. nirAkAravAlAthI nAgilane uMgha AvI nahi. vicAramAM AkAravAlA jagatanI utpatti asaMbhavita che. caDaye "Aje te pUryodaye pApathI bace, mATe daDA Adi vastune banAvanAra hoya che. paraMtu bhaviSyamAM kaI chala karI pramAdavaza teja mujaba A sRSTine paNa kaI sajanahAra thaI bhAna bhuluM to durgati thAya, mATe dIkSA have joIe e kalpanA yuktisaMgata nathI. savAramAM levI eja ThIka che. naMdAne pIyarathI A kapanAe Aje jagatakatRtva viSe ghaNu teDAvI dIkSAnI vAta karI. naMdA to virAganI mata-matAMtaro khaDA karyA che, duniyAne mATe hatI ja. mahotsavapUvaka dIkSA bannee lIdhI, bhAga ane ghaNA dharmo A jagatanA banAvanAra saMyama pAlI devale ke sura-bhaga bhogavI mahAna tarIke Izvarane ja mAne che. jyAre jenadhama videhe manuSya thaI dIkSA leI kevala pAmI Izvarane batAvanAra tarIke mAne che. paraMtu muktie gayA. banAvanAra tarIke mAnatA nathI. ane eja kAravAMcaka vicAre ke, mahAdhUta, anAcArI thI keTalAka anabhijJa puruSo jene nAstika e paNa nAgila, satI strInA haiyathI guNa- (anIzvaravAdI) mAne che. paraMtu A temanI vAna banI vivekarUpI dIpakathI ja pApathI mAnyatA bIskula aNasamaja bharelI ane dIrghaba, ane vidyAdharI jevI rUpavAna strIne daSTi vinAnI che. kAraNa ke prathama tIrthaMkara meha ane rAjAnI lAlaca paNa enA viveka- zrI AdinAthathI laI vazamA zrI mahAvIra rUpI dIpakane kampAvI zakayA nahi, dhanya ho, svAmI sudhInA tIrthakarane izvara tarIke ja koDa vaMdana hai evA AtmAone. mAne che ane pUje che. eTaluM ja nahi paNa
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________________ : 60 : zuM Izvara jagatane kartA che; lAkha ane keDo rUpIyAnA udAra khace utpanna karyuM che, ema je kahetA he te vizAla gaganacuMbI bhavya jinAlamAM temane e uttara IzvaranA satya svarUpane kalaMkita padharAvI tana, mana ane dhanathI temanI apUrva karanAra che. kAraNa ke rAga, dveSa, meha ane bhakti bajAve che. ATaluM sagI AMkhe dekhavA ajJAna vinAnA bhagavAnane ekalA nahi gamavuM chatAM jene Izvarane mAnatA nathI ema belavAmAM ane lIlA mATe ja jagata utpanna karavuM Adi ane lakhavAmAM zuM irAde haze? te te bAlaceSTA jevI kriyAo kadi saMbhavatI jJAnI jANe. - ja nathI. te chatAM paNa A prapaMcI jagatane utpanna ThIka, eka vakhata mAnI le ke duniyAnA karanAra Ivara nathI. A mAnyatA mAtrathI ja samasta prANIone Izvare banAvyA che, to e je jene nAstika mAnavAmAM AvatA hoya prazna upasthita thaze ke jyAre Izvare AtmA te te nAstikatAnuM TAITala jenone mubAraka banAvyA, tyAre te AtmAo kama sahita che. kAraNa ke rAga ane dveSa rahita parama kRpALu hatA ke kama rahita hatA? kama sahita hatA paramAtmAne rAga ane dveSathI bharelI duniyAne ema je kaheze te navA utpanna thayelA AtmAutpanna karavAnuM jADuM ALa caDhAvI temane rAgI e kama kayAre karyA? jo ema kaheze ane hevI karAvavAnuM sAhasa kheDavA karatA ke AtmAne karma pachI vaLagyA, agara pachI nAstikatAnuM bIrUda svIkArI levuM vadhu zreyaskara che. kama AtmAe karyA, to kahevuM paDaze ke zuddha have prathama Izvarakatvane prazna chaNavA AtmAne karma zI rIte vaLage? zuddha AtmAne pahelAM e jANavAnI jarUra che ke, jyAre pharIthI karmo karavAnuM kAraNa zuM? jo zuddha duniyA ja na hatI, te pachI Izvara kene ? AtmAne paNa kama lAge te siddha paramAtmAo kAraNa ke rAjA heya te yata ane raiyata hoya ke jeo samasta karmone kSaya karI mekSamAM te ja rAjA. banene paraspara saMbaMdha hoya che. birAjyA che, temane paNa pharI kama lAgavAne ThIka ghaDIbhara mAnI le ke Izvara eka prasaMga Avaze, je kadI saMbhave evI vastu nathI ja hatuM ane duniyA hatI ja nahi, to prazna AthI siddha thAya che ke, mATI ane senAnA e thaze ke Izvarane duniyA utpanna karavAnuM saMbaMdhanI mAphaka AtmA ane karmane paNa prayajana zuM? kAraNa ke Izvara pite svayaM saMbaMdha anAdi kALane ja che. A je AtmAkRtakRtya che. kahyuM che ke, rAmadAza enI daSTipathamAM AvatI vicitra avasthAo mAvi ja pravartate, arthAt prajA sivAya paNa kamasattAne ja AbhArI che. manda buddhivAle paNa kaI pravRtti karatuM nathI, prathama AtmA ke prathama kama e praznane te pachI sarvajJa sarvadazI, niraMjana, nirAkAra uttara ApI zakAya ema nathI. prathama kama evA paramAtmAne AvI vicitra duniyA banA- ema je kaheze te AtmA vinA kama karyA vavAnuM kAMI paNa kAraNa te levuM joIe ne? koNe? prathama AtmA ane pachI kama ema - je temane ekalA rahevuM pasaMda paDatuM na je kahevAmAM Ave te zuddha AtmAne kama hatuM eTale lIlAnA khAtara ja A jagata lAgavAnuM prajana zuM? jema keI tamane
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________________ kalyANa : phebruArI 1953; : 611 : pUche ke, prathama maraghI ke prathama IMDu, je prathama temane te gunhAonI sajA bhogavavA mATe maraghI ema kaheze te IMDA vinA maraghI dugatimAM nAMkhavA paDyA. AvI kayAMthI? A prazna ubho thaze. ane te e uttaranA sAme punaH e prazna prathama IMDu ane pachI maraghI ema kaheze te ubho thAya che ke, tame Izvarane sarvajJa mAne maraghI vinA iMDu mUkahyuM keNe? e paNa prazna che ke asarvajJa? je Izvara sarvajJa hoya te khaDo ja che. iMDA ane maraghInA praznamAM amuka AtmAo pApa karaze ema jANatA pahele keNa ane pachI keNu ene javAba hatA. te pachI evA pApI AtmAone malI zakato nathI, tema AtmA ane kama utpanna karavAnI zI jarUra hatI? je tame mATe paNa samajI levuM. TuMkamAM banne anAdinA kaheze ke Izvarane e saMbaMdhI kAMI jJAna che ema mAnavuM paDaze. hatuM nahi. te pachI Izvara asarvajJa karaze. bhale mAnI lyo ke A jagata Izvare ane asarvajJa kadI Izvara banI zakato nathI. banAvyuM, paraMtu jagata te manuSya, deva, nArakI khera ! bhavitavyatAnA ge utpanna karI ane tiyaca ema cAra vibhAgamAM vaheM dIdhA. paraMtu izvarane te che keI sarvazakticAyeluM che, te e prazna upasthita thaze ke mAna mAne che. te pachI pitAnI zaktithI jyAre duniyA Izvare utpanna karI tyAre te tevA pApI AtmAone nAza kema karate badhA AtmAo eka sarakhAja hatA, keIe nathI? athavA te teo potAnAM jIvanamAM paNa gunhA to karyA ja na hatA, te pachI kayA keIpaNa jAtanI duSTa kAryavAhI ja na kare nyAyathI AtmAone cAre gatimAM judA judA evI buddhi temane kema nathI Apate? sthAne mokalyA ? pitAnI IcchA mujaba game vaLI izvara saMpUrNa jJAnI hovAthI koNa tene game tyAM mekalavA e kAMI nyAyayukta koNa kayA kayA gunhAo karaze, te te jANateja kahevAya ja nahi. dhAro ke jemane devagatimAM hoya che, to pachI te gunhAo karatA pahelA ja ane manuSyagatimAM mokalyA, temane te sukhI temane rokata kema nathI? guhe pahelA karavA banAvyA. paraMtu jemane nArakI ane tiryaMca devo, ane tyArapachI temane te gunhAonI banAvyA emane te ghera duHkhamAM paTakI sajA ApavI, e paNa nyAyayukta vAta nathI. haDahaDate anyAyaja karyo kahevAya ne ? AvI rogane davAthI dUra karavAnI khaTapaTamAM. rAga ane dveSavALI pravRtti e Izvara jevI paDavA karatA roganA kAraNene aTakAvI mahAna vyakti mATe bilakula anucita ja devA e vadhu sAruM kahevAya. kahyuM che ke, gaNAya. (Prevention is better than cure ) kadAca uparokta praznanA uttaramAM kaI e ja mujaba gunhA karavA devA ane pachI ema kahe ke, jyAre Izvare sene banAvyA, sajA karavI, tenA karatAM gunhAone aTakAvI tyAre te saune sukhI ja banAvyA hatA. paraMtu devA e vadhu DahApaNa bhareluM kArya gaNuya. pAchaLathI hiMsA, jUTha, corI, jArI Adi have eka prazna e thAya che ke, A pApamaya pravRttiomAM paDI gayA eTale jagatane banAvanAra Izvara che, te te Izvarane
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________________ : 622 : zuM Izvara jagatano kartA che keruM banAvanAra che? tene banAvanAra bI. nathI. kahayuM paNa che ke - Izvara che, ema kaheze to te Izvarane banAva thai desAi, vA varasa mAtaram | nAra kaI have joIe. ema praznanI paraMparA tathA pUrvAnaM , vArtA manuvAdati . cAle te aMta Ave nahi, ane tethI ana- artha-jema hajAra gAyanI vacamAM vasthA deSa ubho thaze. vAcharaDuM pitAnI mAne oLakhI kADhe che. tema - jo tame ema kaheze ke, Izvarane banA- pUrvakRta kAma karanArAnI pAchaLa jAya che. vanAra kaMI ja nathI. e to svayaM che che ne che. - A viSaya upara jarA dIrdhadaSTithI ane te pachI duniyA paNa che che ne che, ema mAna- niSpakSapAtapaNe je vicAra karavAmAM Avaze vAmAM zI harakata Ave ema che ? te mAluma paDaze ke, jJAnAvaraNIya, darzanA have tame ema kaheze ke karmo pite varaNIya, vedanIya mohanIya, nAma, gAtra, Ayu jaDa hevAthI koI paNa kriyA karatA nathI, ane aMtarAya e ATha karmoe A jagamATe sukha-duHkha ApavA mATe vacamAM Izva- tamAM aneka prakAranI vicitra ghaTanAo utpanna ranI jarUra paDe che, A uttara paNa gya nathI. karI che, eka sukhI eka duHkhI, eka ucca kAraNa ke, jaDa vastu svayaM kAMI ja asara eka nIca. eka rAjA eka raMka, Adi tamAma utpanna karI zakatI nathI, ema mAnavuM bhUla- bhinnatA kamasattAne AbhArI che. emAM paramebhareluM che. AtmAnI mAphaka jaDanI paNuM zvarane bIskula hastakSepa saMbhavI zakato nathI. aciMtya zakti che. jUo ! davA tathA jherI sukha-duHkhane ApanAra zubhAzubha kamasattA padArtho jaDa che. davA agara jhera je keInA ja che. kahyuM paNa che ke - peTamAM jAya che, tene te oLakhatI nathI. mAre zuahya du:ahya 1st sArA A dardIne amuka jAtanI asara karavI joIe, je rAtati thavuddhi evuM tene jJAna paNa nathI, chatAM paNa te te 6 mati micchAmAna: padArtho mAnavInA peTamAM jaIne pitAnA svArmasUtragraMthi ha : svabhAva pramANe tenA zarIramAM sArI agara atha-sukha ane duHkhane ApanAre nabaLI asara pedA karyA vinA rahetA nathI. koI nathI. bIje duHkha Ape che, e kubudhdhi je kapaDA upara tela AdinI cIkAza hoya che. huM karuM chuM e mithyA abhimAna che. che, te kapaDA upara pavananI preraNAthI dhULanA samasta jagata pitAnA kamarUpI sUtrathI rajakaNe svayaM seMTI jAya che. te ja mujaba guMthAeluM che. kamapudgala jaDa hevA chatAM rAga-dveSanI TuMkamAM paramezvarane batAvanAra mAne paNa cIkAzavAlA AtmAne mAnasika zubhAzubha banAvanAra nahi mAne. duSTa mAne paNa sRSTA vicArarUpa pavananI preraNAthI te te karmo temane nahi mAne. aMtamAM AThe karmone nAza karI vaLagIne sukha-duHkha Ape che. janma-maraNanA pherA harI zivasukhane varI eTale gunhAonI sajA bhogavAvavA mATe sau koI paramezvara banI anaMta ane zAzvata vacamAM IzvaranI preraNAnI AvazyaktA rahetI sukhanA bhAgI bano eja eka abhilASA.
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________________ jainAgamane mahAna graMtha bahAra paDI gayA che. * zrI bRhakalpasUtra-chaThTho ( chelle) bhAga saMpUrNa A pUjya Agamane pAMcamo bhAga pragaTa thayA pachI A chelle vibhAga ghaNA vakhate pragaTa thAya che. A chaThTho bhAga saMpUrNa chapAyA bAda tenI prastAvanA mATe pATaNa, lIMbaDI, khaMbhAta vigere bhaMDAre ane chevaTe jesalameranA prAcIna jenabhaMDArenI tADapatrIya ane hastalikhita prato sAthe rAkhI, mULa cUrNi, niyukti vagerenA pAThabheda, pAThAMtare, azuddhio vagere sAthe pRSTha, kene samanvaya karI te sarve prate mAMhenI save noMdha-mAhitInuM tAraNa karIne A vibhAganI prastAvanAmAM ApavAnuM hovAthI pragaTa thatAM vilaMba thayo che, eTaluM ja nahi, paraMtu saMzodhana sAthe mahAna prayatna vaDe sAkSaraziromaNi pUjya munirAja zrI puNyavijayajI mahArAje mahAmUlI, prAmANika, sarva mAhitIpUrNa, suMdara saMkalanApUrvaka taiyAra karela tenI prastAvanA-graMthaparicaya A bhAgamAM ApavAmAM Avela che. saMpUrNa graMtha chapAI javAthI hAla tenuM kapaDAnuM majabuta bAInDIMga taiyAra karIne te pragaTa karavAmAM Avela che. graMthanuM saMzodhanakArya, prastAvanA, Amukha vagare sarva saMpAdana kAya ghaNuM vidvattApUrNa kRpALu gurudeva puNyavijayajI mahArAje taiyAra karela che, te jenasamAja upara je te upakAra nathI. je pragaTa thayA bAda vidvAna pUjya AgamavettA munirAje, jenetara vidvAne A graMthanI prasaMzA karyA sivAya raheze nahi, teTaluM ja nahi paraMtu bhAvimAM paNa saMpAdaka kRpALu munirAja zrI puNyavijayajI mahArAja mATe, teozrInI apUrva vidvattA mATe tenA paThana pAThana karanAra vidvAna munirAje, gamanuM yathArtha jJAna dharAvanArA paMDite prasaMzA karavA sAthe teozrI upara pUjyabhAva pragaTa karyA sivAya raheze nahi ane teozrInI eka uttamapaMktinA vidvAna munizvara tarIke paNa gaNanA thaze. A graMtha uMcA TakAu lejhara pipara cepana ratalI kAgaLa upara, suMdara zAstrI TAIpamAM nirNayasAgara presa muMbaImAM chapAyela che. ghaNe ja hoTe bhAga thayela hevAthI temaja sakhta meghavArI ane chApakhAnAnA dareka sAhityanA bhAve vadhatA jatA hovAthI A pUjya AgamagraMtha hevAthI gaNA varSo sudhI TakI zake, sacavAya ane jJAnabhaMDAronA zaNagArarUpa bane te dRSTie ja badhI rIte moTe kharca karI suMdaramAM suMdara tenuM prakAzana karela che. ne agAuthI ghaNuM grAhako noMdhAI gayela che. AvA vidvattApUrNa Aga mATe kharca karI vAraMvAra chapAtA nathI, jethI jaladI nAma noMdhAvavA patra lakhazo. 'kiMmata rU. 16 ) soLa pisTeja juduM. lakho- zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhA The. khArageTa-bhAvanagara ==977 hahahahahahaha777
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________________ sada ApaNI AsapAsa . zrI himmatalAla lAlajI cinAI. muMbaI. saMsAra keTa-keTalo viSama che! AtmAnI ajJAnatA ene jaMpIne besavA detI nathI. tyAgavairAgyanA adabhUta pratIka samAM jinamaMdira tathA upAzrayamAM paNa AvA ajJAnavaza AtmAo kSamA, tapa, tyAgane bodhapATha levAnuM bhUlI, kevI bAlaceSTAo AcarI rahyA che. te hakIkata lekhake ahiM keTalAMka prasaMgacitro dvArA rajU karI che. lekhaka abhyAsI che. lakhavAnI temanAmAM zakti che. pUrvakAlIna sAhityamAMthI bodhaka zabdacitra teo pitAnI lekhinI dvArA doratA rahe, tema ApaNe jarUra icchIzuM. saM. "zuM mANaso Ave che! taddana jaMgalI ! "zeTha ! eka AnAnA keTalA pula ApuM? are bhaiyAjI keIne mArA navA caMpala paherI A unALe ne pula ochA Ave che, A te jatAM dhyAna paDayuM che ke ? hajI navA lIdhe mane paravaDatuM nathI, paNa peTa mATe TakAvI be di thayA." rAkhavuM paDe che. !' nA re sAheba ! huM to chatrIo ApavA "cAla cAla have eka gulAba ApI de." levAmAM hato ! are sAheba! emAM DhIlA zuM thAo che, e te patI gaI.' "A sukhaDa ghasavAvALe kayAM gaye ?' "paNa mane rU. sAtanI patI besI gaI keI kenAra lAgatuM ja nathI. kesara mATe tenuM zuM? mArA AvA caMpala hatA. kaI vATakI ja nA maLe, TrasTIone kahI kahI thAkyA Ave te dhyAnamAM rAkhaje." ke theDI navI vATakIo vasA, paNa sAMbha LatAM ja nathI. A vaLI AyaMbilavALAo metAjI! nhAvA mATe garama pANI vApa- paNa babbe vATakI dabAvI bese che. pelA pUjA ranArAonuM kaMI lavAjama vasula thayuM ke nahi?" karI letA hoya te zuM jAya?" nahi sAheba ! paMcoteramAMthI traNa jaNAe ApyuM che ane pacIsa jaNAnuM chellA traNa caityavaMdana karI jarA A bAju Avaje mahinAnuM bAkI che. mahinA dI'thI beDa mUkyuM to. . ne kahI kahI thAkya, paNa mahInA dADe "kAM zuM kAma hatuM ?" 0-12-0 AnA bharatAM jera paDe che. hoTa- "amArA pADozIne tame jANe che ne. lanuM dI'nuM rUpIyAnuM bIla bharAI jAya, paNa tenI chokarInuM vevIzALa elA bhAIne tyAM ahiMnuM kAMI nahi. dararoja khadakhadatuM pANI tenI bahenanA dIkarA sAthe thayuM." nhAvA joIe. ekAda dI" jarA ochuM garama "ThIka che badhuM. hA ! paNa tamArA ghera malyuM te bUmAbUma kare che. have te sAheba ! tabIyata kema che? sAMbhaLyuM'tuM ke tAva sakhta kaMIka kaDaka hAthe kAma le te Avaka thAya." AvI gaye ne jhADA paNa khuba thayA" : "ThIka che, have kaMIka sAru che." kema elA ! tAre bIDIMga bAMdhavI che? "tamAre tyAM peluM baMDala mekavyuM te eka AnAnA ATalA ja pula ! ne gulAba pahoMcyuM ne ! keIne ke je mA" te eka ja ! elA mUka hajI"
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________________ kalyANaH phebruArI 1953 615: zuM sarasa upAzraya baMdhAvyo che! mAsIbA teonA vakhatamAM sArAmAM sAruM gaNI zakAya A AlIzAna te sArAye muMbaImAM nathI. tevuM maMdira baMdhAvyuM hatuM. ane temanA kharekhara! dhanyavAda ghaTe che tenI pachavADe arvAcIna anujee adyatana Dhabano upAzraya jahemata uThAvanArane. tapasI AtmAo mATe baMdhAvyuM hatuM. acUka visAmA vaDalI che.' - kSaNe kSaNe jIvana ghasAtuM jAya che. "bahena! jarA dhIrI paDa. sADI ekadama sArI AtmAnA ojasa osaratAM jAya che. di hoya paNa pano Tuke hoya te kAmanuM zuM. ugye ciMtA ane upAdhine vaDavAnala vadhu prajavaupAzraya jarUra advitIya che, paNa pauSadhanA sita thatuM jAya che. AthamatA sUye bhaya divasamAM Thale mAtre javAnI sagavaDa na hoya ane azAMtinA vAdaLa gherAtA jAya che. te te adyatanatAnI upayogitA keTalI? plAna Arthika ane Adhibhautika cakakaro vacce thaye tyArathI dhyAna deyu paNa sArAmAM sAro mAnavI palAte jAya che. sAma-sAmA virodhI banAvavAnI dhUnamAM sAMbhaLe kezu? anupama vAda (isms) vacce mAnavatA vidhAtI mahenata pachavADe sattAnA AMdhaLIyA hoya jAya che. A viSama paristhitimAM zAMti te kAmanuM zuM ? meLavavA ane AtmAne kherAka ApavA maMdira abhUta cAritrabaLathI dunyavI daMDhone e aMtimasAdhanAnuM baLavAna sAdhana che. bhUlAvI AtmAnI advaitatA prerakavANImAM evA eka pavitra puNyadhAma jinamaMdiramAM varNavI dhArmika, sAmAjIka, rAjakIya vagere saMsArane beja halake karavA huM gayo. jinakSetramAM vahI rahelA pravAhone khALI temAM maMdira jANI Daga detAM pagale-pagale duniyAne ane cetanatatva mIlAvI abhinava AMdolana sA rAha dekhADanAra mahAnubhAnA vicAro vegavaMta karanAra evI eka abadhUta vibhUtinI AvatAM jinamaMdiramAM dAkhala thaye, tyArathI te mUrti temAM hatI. mAnavIone sarvAMgasaMpUrNatA mUrtinA caraNe ho. tyAM sudhImAM aneka prasaMmeLavavA te mUti' ghavatAraka hatI. kALA Ara- gacitra mArI najara hAme taravaratAM jaNAyAM. sanI te pratimA ghaDatAM zilpIe pitAnI anubhavenI hAramALA nuM sUcana karatI sarva zakti ane anubhava khacI nAkhyA hatA. gaI. paramazAMtinA dhAmamAM A azAMti ema saheje thatuM. jevI adbhUta mati te kema? garbhagRhanA dvAra sivAya kayAMye maitrI tene ghaDave joIe. darzana karatAM paNa ane kAzya bhAvanAne AbhAsa mahetA keI anerI lAgaNI jAgatI. dehanuM astitva dekhAto. saha pitAmAM masta hatAM. paNa te bhUlAtuM ane AtmA pitAnA ciMtanamAM paDI A AdhyAtmika mastI nahi. emAMnI aDadhIye jato. e mUti hatI zramaNa saMskRtinA aMtIma AtmAnI mastI hatI te ? ahiM kaI zAsakanI-e abadhUta vibhUti prabhu mahAvIranI. aMgreja lekhakanI paMktio yAda Ave che. e preraNAnA ka95vRkSamAMthI sanAtana dhaad 1 but served my God with AnaMdanI prApti mATe mathanAra marajIvAonI half the zeal I served my king, sAdhanA mATe sAdhanarUpe pUjyazALI pUrvajoe he would not have left me alone,
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________________ varSanI vidAya veLAye: saMpAdakIya nivedana. - kalyANa Aje nava varSa pUrAM kare che. jenasamAjamAM Aje lagabhaga 25-30 hajAra samAja, sAhitya, dhama tathA saMskAranI sevA vAcakenA hAthamAM kalyANa pharatuM rahe che. kAje uddabhava pAmeluM mAsika kalyANa Aje Aje sabhya, sahAyaka, grAhake ane zubhecchake jaina samAjamAM kevuM viziSTa sthAna prApta vagere mATe malI, kula 2000nI saMkhyAmAM karI zakyuM che, e viSe amAre kAMI kahevAnuM "kalyANanI nakale prasiddha thAya che. rahetuM nathI. varSa daramyAna krAuna 8 pejI jyAre kAgaLa, chApakAma vagerenI sapta lagabhaga 80 pharamAonI mananIya sAhityasA- meghavArIne kAla hatuM, te veLA eka prayoga magrI rajU karatuM kalyANa, samasta jaina samAjamAM tarIke "kalyANane pragaTa karyuM hatuM. Aje eka ja che, enI sahu keI noMdha le! kalyANe je pragati karI che, te joI-jANI, anekavidha viSa dvArA kalyANamAM vividha amAruM mana parama AnaMda anubhave che. jene prakAranuM vAMcana, niyamIta rIte AvyAja kare samAjane pratyeka zANe vagara kalyANa pratye che. bAlajagata, paramArtha patramAlA, zaMkA- apUrva mamatA dharAve che, te amAre mana samAdhAna, madhapUDe, jJAnagocarI, e zuM kare? kalyANanI jIvatI-jAgatI mUDI che. "kalyANa vagere vibhAge; e kalyANanI maulikatA che. pratyene sahune sadbhAva eja "lyANa mATenA amArA zubha prayatnonuM bhUta pariNAma che, kayAMka eka AnAnA pula mATe sade ema ame jarUra mAnIe chIe. utarata hatuM, te bIje ThekANe jIvananA pAyA- "kalyANa mATe haju amane enuM bhAvi rUpa jJAnanI zistanA abhAve viDaMbanA thatI AzAspada lAge che. ATa-ATalA varSo thavA hatI. keI hiMmatathI sukhaDanI vATakI khAtara chatAM kalyANa dina-pratidina pragati karatuM ja tapasvIone paNa jhapATe letuM hatuM. samayanI rahyuM che, je jenasamAjanA kaI paNa aThavADika, kiMmata jene tene bhAMDavAmAM thatI hatI. sukha- pAkSika, mAsika karatAM ye kalyANa mATe DavALa vATakI bhegI karI lAve teTalA samayamAM advitIya lekhAya. je samAjamAM aneka pakSe, te potAnI jAtane vaNamAgyuM varcasva ApI matabhede, tathA paraspara-saMkucita-daSTi rahelI devAtuM. A bAju bAraNAmAM utsAhapUrvaka haya, te samAjamAM kalyANa Aje navanava karela vevizALanI vAta thatI, paraMtu prabhumaMdiramAM varSathI ekadhAruM satatapaNe pragati karatuM prasiddha birAjamAna akhaMDa karuNAsAgara, tyAga, vairA- thayAja kare, e kadAca ane kone mana keyaDAgya, tapa, tathA kSamAnA anaMtabhaMDAra arihaMta- rUpa haze? deve prabaMdhelI Atmamastine AnaMda kema chatAM ame te mAnIe chIe ke, samAja nahote jaNa? mane kharekhara mUMjhavaNa thaI. jarUra kadara karI jANe che, paNa sAhityapracAra paNa jIvamAtra kamadhina che, e vicAra karanAra pracArakoe eka vastu dhyAnamAM rAkhavI AvatAM huM mArA AtmAmAM mArI jAtane jarUrI che ke, matabheda, saMkucitavRtti ke bhUlI, prabhunA caraNamAM mAruM arpaNa karavA asahiSNubhAva je hRdayanAM malinatane deDI gaye. saravALe che, tene kadi paNa mahatva nahi ApavuM.
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________________ kalyANa phebruArI 1953; : 617 : patrane evA pakSa ke aMgata rAga-dveSa nibhA- navamA varSanI vidAyaveLAye ame "lyAvavA mATenuM vAhana nahi banAvavuM. kevala dharmanA nA pa00 navA grAhake, amArA sanAtana siddhAMta, samAjanA yogya ane zubhecchakonI pAse mAMgIe chIe. ane sAhitya tathA saMskAranI draSTie citya amArI A Telane sahu zubhecchake avazya Avamujaba samAjane mAgadazana ApavA zakaya kAraze, evI AzA ame jarUra rAkhIye! . karavuM, A sivAya, vAda-vivAda ke aMgata aMte kalyANanI pragatimAM jeo satata praznomAM patrakAra tarIke rasa nahi le. te rasa dharAvI rahyA che, evA sahu ke "kalyANanA ja ziSTa, saMskArI, sAhityaviSayaka patra tarIkenI zubhecchaka pU. pAda AcAryadevAdi munivaro tenI pratiSThAne saheja paNa AMca AvatI te temaja saddagRhastho vagerenA e apUrva AtmIyanathI. bhAva mATe amArA punaH punaH abhivAdana.. kalyANa'nA saMpAdanamAM ame -- Aja - zAsanadeva ! amane amArA kalyANa nIti-rIti atyAra sudhI ekasarakhI rIte mAgamAM dareka rIte sahAya kare! eja eka jALavI che, ane eTalI ja makkamatApUrvaka zabha abhilASA. ame bhAvimAM jALavI rAkhavA IcchIe chIe, je e vastu A take spaSTa karavI amane jarUrI lAge che. Ane artha e nathI ke, "ame ? nibala chIe. Darapoka ke kAyara chIe. nA, navuM pAkSika bahAra paDI cUkyuM che. evuM kAMI nathI. zrI arihaMtanA sanAtana jainadharmanA tatva para prakAza pADatuM, sidhdhAMtano pracAra karavAmAM ame eTalA ja makkama chIe ane enI hAme thanAra sattA pU AcAyavAdi munivaro tathA vidvAna ke keIpaNa hoya te tene yogya pratIkAra lekhakanA lekhene pragaTa karatuM, zAsanakaravAmAM ame jarUra mAnIe chIe. prabhAvanAnA samAcArone phelAve karatuM zrI jena-zAsananI sevA kAje sarvasvanA , bhege maLatA ame pratyeka zAsanapremI zubha zrI mahAvIra zAsana cchakanI pAse Aje eTaluM jarUra mAMgIe - saMpAdakaH khetazI vAghajI guDhakA chIe ke, amane amArA prayatnamAM sAtha Ape, sahakAra Ape, hRdayapUrvakane tamAre pAkSikapatra vArSika lavAjama sadbhAva amArA kAryamAM amane avazya dezamAM rUA. 5-0-0 paradezamAM rUA. 6-0-0 saphalatA Apaze ja. tame eTaluM te jarUra jarA Aje ja grAhaka banI sahakAra Ape. karI zake, "kalyANa ane pracAra vadhe, tenA vAMcako tathA zubhecchako vadhe, ane tenI zrI mahAvIra zAsana prakAzana maMdira. grAhakasaMkhyAmAM dina-pratidina vRddhi thAya, vAyA-jAmanagara : lAkhAbAvaLa : (rASTra) ATaluM tame amArA mATe avazya karatA rahe !
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________________ varSe 9 aMka 1 thI 12 lekha saMpAdakIya navA varSamAM abhinana adhyA nAstikavAda khIssu udAratA kaliyuganA prabhAva mananI pavitratA DA. vallabhadAsa 25 amIjharaNAM pU. A. zrI vijayarAmacaMdrasUrijI ma. 29 kuragaDu suratta zeTha dehane dvApa aH 1-2 lekhakanuM nAma vidhAna Yawa sela sasAra zrI bhadrabhAnu 33 zrI kRSNuprasAda bhaTTe 36 zrI jayabhikhkhu 39 zrI ramaNIkalAla pI. dezI 44 IrSyA pU. pa., zrI kanakavijayajI gaNivara 49 pATathI jesalamera zrI jayasukhalAla pI. 57 sumitrakumAra zrI caMdra 60 vArtAnA prakAra pU. paM. zrI ra dhavijayajI ma. 64 parivartana jheranA kaTArI dhama-buddhi ane pApa-buddhi rUpALA rUpacaMda pAnuM naMbara sa. 1 4 zrI zAMtIlAla ma. zAha zrI maNIlAla vI. zAha OM e zrI kIzArakAMta DI. gAMdhI zrI suMdaralAla cu. kApaDIA 12 zrI duSyaMta paMDayA 13 zrI manavatarAya ma. zAha 17 zrI ena bI. zAha 21 zrI amRtalAla cha zAhe da pazcAttApa pu. muzrI kIrtivijayajI ma. 68 AkhIe jIMdagI pU. mu. zrI candroyavijayajI ma. 70 vagara vicAryuM : zrI kapuracaMda Ara. vAraiyA 73 jJAna-gi pU. 5. zrI pravIvijayajI ma. 76 zraddhAna vijaya zrI pannAlAla ja, masAlI 77 zrI cImanalAla ela. 81 zrI kAMtilAla meA. trIvedI 85 zrI jayakIti 86 judAjudA lekhakA hata zrI jhulacaMda dozI 107 navuM vAtAvaraNu navanIta AjanuM amerikA bAlajagata ahiM sA pU. zmA. zrI vijayAmRtasUrijI ma. 110 pU. A. zrI vijayabhuvanatilakasUrijI ma. 112 pU.mu. zrI bhAnuvijayajI ma. 116 pApabhAvanAnA paDachAyA raMga chAMTaNAM parivata na trIjo zrI. 117 zrI. 119 zrI amRtalAla che. zAhe 119 rAma vanavAsa pU. paM. zrI kanakavijayajI gaNivara 121 vacanAmRta pU. 5` zrI pravINavijayajI gaNivara 124 sAco brAhmaNu pU. mu. zrI nityAnaMdavijayajI ma. 125 mananI sAkSI zrI niCLa 128 rAmAyaNanA pavitra pAtro zrI kItikumAra vArA 139 pU.' A. zrI vijayarAmacaMdrasUrijI ma. 131 zrI avaMtisukumAra zrI seva'tilAla jaina 133 tapanA sAdha pU. mu. zrI lalItavijayajI ma. 136 sAcA upAya zrI ujamazI juThThAlAla zAha 137 zAMtinI zodhamAM rAjapuruSone AjanuM amerikA AjanI keLavaNI zrI jayacadra dAmajI leAdarI 147 samayanI yAda traNa musAphara bAlajagata zrI makRtalAla saMdhavI 141 zrI jayakIrti 145 zrI pannAlAla ja. masAlI 149 pU. mu. zrI cavijayajI ma. 153 judA judA lekhako 154 4 thA aMka vi. sa. 2009 I. sa. 1953 lAkha lAkha vaMdana tejIne Takara hAya vijayanuM prathama seApAna sAcI ghaTanAe sUcita 161 zrI ena. khI. zAha 163 zrI navalasaMda zAha 164 zrI jayakIrti 165 virAga ane tyAga mu, zrI rUcakavijayajI ma. 167 samyagdarzana- zrI kuMvarajI muLacaMda dezI 169 amIjharaNAM zrI ramaNIkalAla pI. dozI 172 lakSmInuM vazIkaraNu zrI jayabhikhkhu 173 rajakaNu zrI lalItAbvena uttamacaMda zAha 179 zAlibhadra zrI suMdaralAla cunIlAla zAha 181 rAma vanavAsa pUrva 5. zrI kanakavijayajI gaNivara 184 svAmivAtsalya bhAvanuM mUlya sa'sAranA pApe sAdhanA zrI ujamazI jIThAbhAi zAha 186 DA vallabhadAsa teNuzIbhAi 189 mu. zrI bhadraguptavijayajI ma. 190 zrI amaracaMda mAvajI zAha 191
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________________ bAlajagata DI. DI. TI. nAupayAga kAva judA judA lekhakA 193 zrI seva'tIlAla zAha 203 zrI kAMtIlAla mA. trivedI 204 sa'kalIta 210 bhAi indravadananI dIkSA pAMca dIkSArthI onA paricaya madhapUDA vANInA saMyama kALA khavIsa abhinadana madhapUDA pratijJApAlana zrI lAlajI kezavajI cInAi 211 zrI madhukara 213 a'kapamA zrI zrI 215 pannAlAla ja. masANI 217 zrI hiMmatalAla cInAi 219 zrI madhukara 221 zrI bAbulAla ratilAla dozI ane zrI trIkamalAla cImanalAla dezI 223 rAma vanavAsa pU. paM. zrI kanakavijayajI gaNivara 228 saMskAranI asara zrI hasamukhalAla ke. zAha 230 gaNatara vinAnuM bhaNatara kalyANa: phebruArI 19576 : 619 : mA-bApanI javAbadArI zrI kusumabena zAha 273 dahIMnA guNa-avaguNa pU. mu. zrI nityAna'vijayajI ma. 276 sAcuM bhaNatara zrI kIzArakAMta DhI. gAMdhI 279 mahAsAgaranAM motI pU. A. zrI vijayAmRtasUrijI ma. 282 amIjharaNAM pU. A. zrI vijayarAmacaMdrasUrijI ma. 285 kAla-vaizIka zrI manavatarAya ma. zAhe 188 zrI ena. bI. zAha 292 hRdayapA anAtha krANu ? zrI kAti kumAra hAlacaMda vArA 294 TrasTa ekaTa zrI kezarIca' ne. vakIla 296 bALakAnI mAvajata ApaNI leAkazAhI jIvanamAM zraddhA zrI lAlaca 6 sI. zAha 298 zrI kAMtilAla mA. trivedI 300 pU. A. zrI vijayabhuvanatilakasUrijI ma. 304 anAthI muni pU. mu. zrI bhadraguptavijayajI ma. 306 suvaNu vA zrI AgamAhAraka 308 sAhityanAM kSIra-nIra zrI caMdra 309 sukha-du.khanAM kAraNA pU. 5. zrI dhuraMdharavijayajI ma. 312 bhavajala tarazu bhAi ! zrI suMdaralAla cunIlAla zAha M. A. 315 paryuSaNa pa zrI matalAla saMdhavI 317 zrI seva'tIlAla jaina 320 zrI kIzorakAMta DI. gAMdhI 232 zrI bhadrabhAnu 235 . sukha-duHkha karAra ke gulAmIkhata zrI surezabhAi rAmabhAI 237 samyagdarzana zrI ku.varajI muLacaMda dezI 241 AzIrvAda meLavA pu0 5 zrI kanakavijayajI gaNui 245 dharma daridratA jagaDUzAha pU. paM. zrI bhadraMkaravijayajI gaNivara 147 uminI cheLe zrI citrabhAnu 250 jJAna-gAyarI gaveSaka 251 Aya saskRti zrI ujamazI juThThAlAla zAha 253 muktinA rAha zrI maphatalAla saMdhavI 255 jaga'zAha zrI phulacaMda haricaMdozI 257 sAcI ghaTanA zrI amRtalAla eca. dozI 262 bAlajagata aka 6-7 me AsamaDaLanI yojanA padhAro parvAdhirAja namra nivedana zrI. 23 cAturmAsika sthaLe pragatinA paMthe zrI zAMtilAla maNilAla zAha 265 kAyA tArI mAyA zrI ramaNIkalAla pI. dozI 266 rAma vanavAsa pU. paM. zrI kanakavijayajI ma. 268 -. za kA-samAdhAna pU. A, zrIvijayalabdhisUrijI ma. 271 jIvana jharamara e zu kare ? samajAya tA sArU sAcA mitra navI najare pU. sa. prazAMta 322 zrI ujamazI juDAlAla zAha 327 mu. zrI kIrtivijayajI ma. 329 zrI saMjaya 330zrI jhulacaMdabhAi bhahuvAkara 333 judA judA lekhako 336 kAryAlaya taraphathI 343 IddhAra kamiTI 352 sagRhita 360 aka 8 mA. jIvanamAM sAdAi zrI 365 sa Mpatti ke Apatti mu. zrI bhAnucaMdravijayajI ma. 367 vivekanuM mahattva mu. zrI caMdraprabhasAgarajI ma. 368,
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________________ 3 620 : viSayAnukrama; dIpAtsavI parva zrI manubhAi lAlabhAI zeThe 370 chara zrI Ayu girirAja zrI zAMtilAla phulaca Mde zI jezIMga khAsA zrI pannAlAle ja. masAlIA 375 tahomata-nAmu pU. A. zrI caMdrasAgarasUrijI ma. AtmagauravanA teja ApaNuM dhyeya zrI dalIcada bhudarabhAI gAMdhI 381 rASTriya-AMtararASTriya 3G6 zrI anAmI 379 madhapUDA zrI kAMtilAla mA. trivedI 383 zrI madhukara 385 zakA-samAdhAna pU . zrI vijayalabdhisUrijI ma. 388 samayanA pramAda na kara pU ame ane tame jIvananA bhAge kacarA mu. zrI rAhivajayajI ma. 390 zrI saMpAdakIya 391 zrI kAMtilAla bhudaradAsa zAha 393 muM. zrI lalitavijayajI ma. 395 DA. va"baMdAsa teNIbhAi 396 sattvanI kasoTI pU. paM. zrI kanakavijayajI ma. 397 zrI jayakIti 400 huM kANuM ? beTA ! sukhI raheje mArA mahAna upakArI bAlajagata jaga'zAha navA sabhyo zrI sAmaMda zAha 45 judA judA lekhako 406 zrI phulacaMdra haricaMda, dezI 413 kAryAlaya taraphathI 415 aMka 9 mA. jIvananAM grupa-chAMva e zuM kare ? zrI 419 zrI prazAMta 421 mahAsAgaranAM motI zrI vallabhajI bhANajI mahetA 424 guptAna zrI zArakAMta gAMdhI 426 armIjharaNAM pU. A. zrI vijayarAmacaMdrasUrijI ma. 428 zakA-samAdhAna pU A. zrI vijayalabdhisUrijI ma. 429 bALakanA vikAsa zrI lIlacaMda cunIlAla zAha 432 pagAravadhArA zrI prodha jozI. 434 jJAnagocarI zrI gadveSaka 48 zrI cImanalAla zAha 441 zrI ena. bI. zAha 443 nAme sukhane mA kahI daiza zrI pArzvanAtha prabhunAM zrI amRtalAla eca. dezI 44 bhUtanuM tUta bhaTTAbhAinuM svapna zAMti kema nathI? zeDha ane nAkara maunanI mahattA sAhityanA navA kAla zrI kAMtilAla mA. trivedI 445 pU. suzrI lalitavijayajI ma. 447 zrI ramaNulAla ke. zAha 449 zrI kAMtilAla mA. trivedI 450 zrI manubhAi lAlabhAI zeTha 451 zrI caMdra 454 jagadUzAhe zrI phulacaMdra haricaMdra dezI 456 paramAtha patramAlA zrI praka 458 sattvanI kasArI pU. paM. zrI kanavijayajI ma. 460 judA judA lekhako 464 kAryAlaya taraphathI 472 mAlagata samAcAra aka 10 me. prArabdha ane puruSA zrI 473 amIjharaNAM pU. A. zrI vijayarAmaca`drasUrijI ma. 4752 yuvAnInA sadupayoga zrI ena. bI. zAha 477 zrI madhukara 479 zrI pannAlAla ja. masAlIA 481 madhapUDA ceharA AjanAM e khaLakA ? pU. mu. zrI prItivijayajI ma. 485 zrI phulacaMda haricaMda dozI 487 . jagadmazA gUjarezvara kumArapALa pU. pa'. zrI kanakavijayajI gaNivara 490 saMsAranI AsapAsa zrI kIzArakAMta DI. gAMdhI 492 zaMkA-samAdhAna pU. A. vijayalabdhisUrijI ma. 495 kArA-buddhivAdanI pokaLatA pU. paM. zrI bhadraMkaravijayajI gaNivara 497 judA judA lekhakA 501 bAlajagata svacchaMdI na aneA pU. mu. zrI jIvananA utthAnane kAje ka kha dhanu rahasya artha-kAma jIvananu. cirayauvana e zu kare ? manu ane kanu jJAnagocarI nityAnaMdavijayajI ma. 509 zrI maphatalAla saMdhavI 511 zrI khumacaMdu kezavalAla 513 zrI kAMtilAla me. trivedI 515 aMka 11 mA zrI 519 zrI prazAMta pa21 zrI caMdra 123 zrI gaveSaka parada
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________________ kalpaNa: phebruArI 15 : 61: amIjharaNAM pU. A. zrI vijayarAmacaMdrasUrijI ma. 532 konA pApe! mA LA. ja zrI ena. bI. zAha 534 ja su karo , jhA ya e bhayane bhUlI jAo zrI mANekalAla cunIlAla zAha 536 ( [ sacitra ] tAttvika vicAraNA zrI suMdaralAla yu. zAha 576 vAda-vivAda pU. A. zrI vijayabhuvanatilakasUrijI ma. 539 zaMkAsamAdhAna bhAga 1-2-3-4 pU. A. zrI vijayalabdhisUrijI ma. 542 sArA lejha kAgaLa, suMdara mudraNa, aneka ramujI TUcakAo zrI jayakIrti 543 bhUtanI bhaDakamAM zrI kAMtilAla ema. zAha pa4pa phoTAo, pAku bAInDIga, A sakjhAyazuM pRthvI goLa che? zrI kIzorakAMta DI. gAMdhI 547 mALAmAM prAcIna pUrvAcAryo kRta aneka sajhAbAlajagata judA judA lekhaka 550 ne saMgraha che. thoDA rAjamAM taiyAra thaIne paMktibheda zrI pannAlAla ja, masAlIA papapa o mArA vIranA pU. mu. zrI kIrtivijayajI ma. pa5 bahAra paDaze. mUlyanI jAherAta have pachI thaze. dravyAnuyoganI mahattA maLavAnuM sthaLa: pU. paM. zrI dhuraMdharavijayajI ma. 561 12 mA aMkanI anukramaNikA A aMkanA mahetA nAgaradAsa prAgajIbhAI TAITala peja bIjA para che. patAsALanA DhALamAM, amadAvAda, jene vidhavA bahenone AzIrvAdarUpa A saMsthA pratye jainasamAje - udAsInatAne dUra karI sahakAra ApavAnI jarUra che. zrI siddhakSetra jaina zrAvikAzrama : pAlItANuM. [1] A saMsthAmAM vidhavA, sadhavA ane kumArikA bahenane dAkhala karavAmAM Ave che ane dhArmika, vyavahArika, hunnaraudyoganuM zikSaNa ApI aneka bahenane taiyAra karavAmAM Ave che. AjalagI seMkaDo bahenee lAbha uThAvyA che ane ghaNI dhArmika pAThazALAomAM zikSikA tarIke kAma kare che ane pitAnuM AjIvana sahelAIthI calAve che. sakhta meMghavArInA saMjogone laI saMsthAne Arthika beTa ghaNI AvI che-AvI rahI che. have te dAnavIro, zrI saMghe ane pU. AcAryadevAdi munivaronA sadupadezathI sahakAra maLe te ja saMsthA pagabhara banI zake ema che. "pula nahi te pulanI pAMkhaDI" ApI saMsthAne vikAsane paMthe AgaLa dhapAve e ja amArI namra abhyarthanA che. madada mokalavAnuM sthaLa. zrI siddhakSetra jaina zrAvikAzrama - verA jayaMtilAla pAnAcaMda pAlItANA [rASTra] . o. sekreTarI "zrAvikAzrama'
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________________ mA * si ka TUM 0 kA 0 mA 0 cA 0 2 mahA zudi 13nA roja talATI pAsenA IlelanivAsI ane hAla muMbaI vasatA jaina sosAyaTInA daherAsaranI varSagAMTha hevAthI zeTha mohanalAla lalubhAI vAsaNavALA tathA pUjA, AMgI, rezanI ane dhvajA-patAkAthI luNAvAvALA zeTha hiMmatamalajI gamalajIe vizALa cagAnane zaNagAravAmAM AvyuM hatuM. zrI girirAjanI upara be zIkharabaMdhI daherIo rAvabahAdura zeTha zrI jIvatalAla pratApazI, baMdhAvI tA. 7-2-53 nA roja prabhujInI zeTha zrI muLacaMda DAhyAbhAI dalAla, zeTha zrI pratiSThA karAvI che ane hArijavALA zeTha parazetamadAsa suracaMda zAha ane zeTha zrI haThIcaMdabhAI gagalacaMde paNa te be daherIratilAla jIvaNabhAInA ci. pravINacaMdra vagere nI vacce rahelA gokhalAmAM prabhujIne e aMge padhAryA hatA. pratiSThita karyA che. zrAvikAzramanI kAryavAhi kamiTi zeTha zrI DabheI khAte nyAyavizArada mahopAdhyAya jIvatalAla pratApazIbhAInA adhyakSasthAne yazovijayajI mahArAja sArasvata satra phAgaNa maLatAM saMsthAnI Arthika sthiti ane utkarSa vadi 7-8 ujavavAnuM nakakI thayuM che. mahemATe vicAronI Apa-le thaI hatI. zeTha zrI pAdhyAyajI agenA nibaMdhanI mAgaNI paNa maganalAla raNachoDadAsa, De. bAvIzI, zrI karAI che. manasukhalAla jIvAbhAI ane mAstara mANeka pU. AcArya zrI vijayAmRtasUrIzvarajI lAla bagaDIAnI kAryavAhi kamiTimAM nima mahArAjazrInI nizrAmAM muluMDa (muMbaI) khAte 'zuMka thaI che. zeTha zrI parazotamadAsa suracaMda phAgaNa zudimAM pratiSThA mahotsava thavAne che." saMsthAmAM padhAratAM zeTha zrI jIvAbhAInA AgrahathI saMsthAnA upapramukha thayA che ane mAMgaroLanivAsI hAla muMbaI keTamAM padrananA rU. 2001) ane eka bahenane vasatA zeTha zrI hIrAlAla somacaMnA suputra vArSikakharca ApavAnI udAratA batAvI che, bhAI vasaMtakumAre 19 varSanI yuvAna vaye pU. zeTha zrI jIvAbhAI taraphathI eka bahenane munirAja zrI bhAnuvijayajI mahArAja pAse "vArSikakha ApavAnuM nakkI thayuM che. mahA zudi 11 nA pavitra dine bhAgavati bekArInA samayamAM jaina vidhavA, sadhavA pravajyA aMgIkAra karI che. sukha-sAhIbImAM ane kumArikAbahene gRhaudyoga dvArA pitAnA ucharelA ane meTrika sudhIne abhyAsa karI AjIvananirvAhamAM theDIghaNI rAhata meLave e yuvAnavaye dIkSA aMgIkAra karavA badala aMtaranA AzayathI eka gRhaudyogane vaga khelavAnI abhinaMdana pAThavIe chIe. zrI manasukhalAla jIvAbhAIhilacAla karI rahyA che. pU. A. zrI sAgarAnaMdasUrijI ma. nAM siddhapura-pATaNanivAsI dharmAnurAgI zeTha " vyAkhyAne temaja pU A. zrI vijayarAmacaMdrazrI dolatarAma veNacaMda zrI zatrujaya giri. sUrijI ma.nAM vyAkhyAno be AnAnI TIkITa rAjane TeIna dvArA 400 yAtrALuone saMgha bIDavAthI A saranAmethI sAdhu-sAdhvIene bheTa kADhI tA. 8-2-53 nA roja padhArela che. saMgha maLaze. zAha lakhamAjI dharamacaMda dAgIrI tathA saMghavInuM svAgata suMdara thayuM hatuM. ( mAIsera sTeTa )