Kalyan 1952 06 Ank 04

Author(s): Somchand D Shah
Publisher: Kalyan Prakashan Mandir
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/539102/1

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varSa 96 aMka 4; zrI jaina pAThazALA vAyA - taLAjA su, DhaLIyA ( sArASTra) khuna 19-5: saMga SER Bienales somacaMda DA~. zAha saMpAdaka yaha 2006 kAnta 29/469

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| hAra. mArI A nAnI lekha, K. G $ rajakaNa yuSa 9: ujI na daza navA grAhako banAvI ke 4 : 1952 2008 ApanArane eka varSa 6 kalyANa ' *ii mekalAvIza'. patra-vyavahAre ke manIorDara karatI vakhate grAhaka naMbara ' lakhavA cukavuM nahi. lekha kAgaLanI eka ja mA tuM ane jema lekhaka, ane tema muddAsara ane TakA lAkha lAkha vaMdana sucita 161 hA vA jodhAe. lekha purata megA - tejIne kAro hoya zrI ena. bI. zAha - 163 vanAre TIkITa bIDavI jarUrI che. vijayanuM prathama sopAna zrI navalacaMda zAha paraderAnA grAhako e lavAjama sAcI ghaTanAo zrI jayakati rA. 6-0-0 $Asa peTala eDavirAma ane tyAga munirAja zrI rUcakayijayajI ma. rathI nahi mokalatAM manIorDara, sampradAna ii kuvarajI muLacaka dozI krosa sivAyanA pATala orDara ke amI jharaNAM zrI ramaNIkalAla pI. dezI 172 1-2 a kramAM jaNAvyA mujabanA lakSmInuM vazIkaraNa zrI jayabhimukha 173 ThekANe bharavuM. lalitAbena uttamaca' zAha 179 dharma mahAsave; tI ke anya zAlibhadra zrI su'daralAla cunIlAla zAke 181 kAI upa ye nI keTA ke kaTAkSa rAma vanavAsa panyAsa zrI kanakavijayajI gaNivara 18 4 | citro sArAM haiyuM teja mekalavAM. svAmivAsalya zrI ujamazI jeThAlAla zAha . - 186 jethI nAhakane poSTa kharca na lAge. bAvanuM mUlya DA. vallabhadAsa teNazIbhAI 189 pU. guru deve ne vinati je sa sAranA pApe munirAja zrI bhadragupta vijayajI ma. 190 Apa sAheanuM je zahera ke gAmamAM sAdhanA zrI amaracaMda mAvajI zAha, 191 cAturmAsa niSNu ti thayuM hoya te bAlajagata judA judA lekha ke DI. DI. TI no upayoga jaNAvavA kRpA karazo. jethI zrI sevaMtIlAla zArka, 203 " kaheyANa' mAsikamAM m pAtA krodha zrI kAMtilAla ema. trivedI 2 04 ( cAturmAsanI yAdamAM rAkAya. bhAI indravadananI dAvA ( kalItA 210 | samAlocanAthe maLelAM pustapAMca dIkSArthIone paricaya zrI lAlajI karAvajI cInAI 211 | konI teya A ekamAM meM kavAnI. "madhapuDo. zrI madhukara re 18 hatI paNuM meTara vadhI jatAM sthaLa sakAcanA kAraNe rahI jaIvA pAmela che. ja 0 3 0 pI. vArSi ke grAhaka tarIke cAlu - " alagata nA je je lekha kone kathA-vArtA vizeSAMkanI vAto rahevA karatAM kahyANa' nA mATe pAritoSika-I-nAme prApta thayo che. temanAM nAma " A laja gata" mAM - thavuM vadhu hitAvaha che. 3 baDe ! ' prasiddha thayA che, te mATe bAlajagata nI supAdakIya nedha jue. dhaNA vA'i ke grAhaka rasA mA yika cAga' nAmanA nA pustakanI ja 6 bAla jagata ' nA ' e kare ? ' nA A pelA 14vA emAMthI mAgaNI karatAM kA DI lAge paNa, jemane 'nAne prApta thayA che, temanuM nAma, tathA chAlata' nA bheTe pAka kalyANa nA ja e lekhako mATenI navI inAmI mejanA ane patramitra virbha ga mATenI navI. rabdha hoya teo | muLe che. -- sUcanA, A badhuM jovA mATe A ekamAM bAlajagata nI supAdakIya | mAM e 'chA nAnA rA 1 ). nedha jI A. zrI ma ya zakAya che. ' 1 93

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june 19para aMka 4 : jeTha : 2008 lAkha lAkha vaMdana haje ! mehamayI-muMbaI jevI pravRttimaya raMgIlI nagarImAM gayA vaizAkha mahinAnI vadi chaThThanA maMgala divase eka bhavya prasaMga ujavAI gaye. zrI Idravadana kAMtilAla pratApazIbhAI nAmanA eka lakSAdhipati zrImaMta navayuvAne saMsAranI mAyAnAM tamAma baMdhane sApanI kAMcaLI mAphaka pheMkI daI savaviratinA kalyANakara mAge prayANa AdaryuM. teoe pU. pAda AcAryadeva zrImad vijaya premasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnI varadahaste zrI bhAgavatI dIkSA aMgIkAra karI. - AjanA bhautika lAlasAthI chalakatA jaDa vijJAnayugamAM paNa bhAratanA tyAgapradhAna dhamasaMpradAmAM A rIte tyAga vairAgyanI dhvajA pharakI uThe che, ane e dhvaja pikADe che ke, o bhautika sukhanI bhUtAvaLe ! tamArI kiMmata zI che?" ane jyAM sudhI tyAgane amara dIvaDe TamaTamI rahyo che, tyAM sudhI bhAratIya saMskRti paNa amara che, ane raheze. khAI Indravadana, e kaI sAmAnya mAnavI hetA, ene ghera moTara hatI, baMgalA hata, samRddhi, saMpatti hatI, svajane hatA, jagata jene sukha kahe che, athavA jagatanA mahadhelA mAnave jene meLavavA rAta-di mathAmaNa kare che, te bhautika sukha rAvabahAdura dhamAM nurAgI zeThazrI jIvAbhAInA A lADakA bhatrIjAnA caraNomAM ALoTatuM hatuM. dhIkate dhadho hate, ne dhIkate dhaMdho calAvavAnI temanAmAM AvaData hatI, kaI vAtanI kheTa na hatI. vilAsa ane vaibhavamAM pAgala banelAone heje thaze ke, "tyAre A badhuM Ama tyajIne sAdhu banavAnI zI jarUra?" yauvana hatuM, tAkAta hatI, taMdurasta zarIra hatuM, buddhi hatI, chatAM meTrIka pAsa bhAI Indravadana 18 varSanI laghu vayamAM dIkSA zA mATe aMgIkAra kare che ? A prazna thavo sahaja che, kAraNa sAmAnya leke sata ane asatanA bhede humajI zakatA nathI, nitya ane anitya vastune pArakhI zakatA nathI, zarIra temaja AtmAnA svarUpane jANI zakatA nathI, AvuM tattvajJAna AjanI keleje ke hAIskUlamAMthI maLatuM nathI. A tatvajJAnate dharma pratye zradhdhA pragaTe teja Ave che. - je nitya ane anitya, zarIra ane AtmA, jaDa ane cetana, sata ane asata vacceno bheda parakhAI jAya te saMsAranAM A badhAM tephAne ApoApa zamI jAya. ApaNane prApta thayeluM yauvana, AvatIkAle karamAI jaze, e nizcita che, chatAM ApaNe yovanane navagIne besI rahyA chIe, are, ApaNI jIdagI kaI paLe motanA jaDabAmAM dhakelAI jaze, enI ApaNane ka9panA paNa nathI, chatAM e jIvanane ciraMjIva mAnIne ene paMpALavAnA tamAma puravALe AjanI duniyAmAM thaI rahyA che!

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: 162 : lAkha lAkha vaMdana haze ! dhana, saMpatti, vilAsa, strI-putra, parivAra, mA-bApa, bhAIbahena, mitra vagere eke eka vastu ApaNa hatI nahi, che nahi, temaja thavAnI nathI, A sanAtana satya hovA chatAM ApaNe A nAza pAmanArI evI vastu paratve mamatAnAM gADha baMdhane racavAmAM ja jIvana phanA karI rahyA chIe ! jyAre mumukSu bhAI zrI iMdravadane joyuM ke, nityanI khAtara anityane bhega ApavAne badale Aje anityanI khAtara nityane bhega apAI rahyo che ! AthIja teonI daSTi mukta banI, anityane saMga cheDI teo nityanA sAthI banyA. dhama ja eka ane nitya che, ane e dharmanI khAtara sarvatyAganA pavitra paMthe bhAI Indravadane mahAprasthAna AvyuM. je paMthe nathI rAga, nathI breSa, nathI mArA-tArAnI bhAvanA, . jyAM pApane paNa choDavAnAM che, ane puNyane pUrA karavAnAM che. AvA nimaLa, niSpA5 tathA pavitratAnA paMjasamA apUrvamArge kadama mAMDatA bhAgyazAlI bhAIzrI IndravadanabhAIne ame keDe dhanyavAda ApIe chIe. ane jenasamAjanA dhanyabhAgya che ke, AvA ratnone janma ApanArI ratnakukSI mAtAe hajue samAjamAM najare paDe che, je pitAnA yauvananA uMbare paga mUkatA phUla jevA kamaLa saMtAnone zrI vItarAgadevanA cAritramANe javAmAM anumati Ape che, kharekhara saMtAna pratyenI sAcI hitabuddhi dharAvanArI AvI sumAtAo saMsAramAM sadA vaMdanIya bane che. anaMtajJAnI mahApurUSe bhAkhI gayA che ke, pAtALamAM game teTalI pUraNI kare ! tekSaNa te kadi bharAtuM nathI, rAjyamAM game teTalI Avaka thAo te paNa tenI bhUkha saMtoSAtI nathI, saMsAranI mAyAjALa khalapurUSanI maitrI jevI che, je kadi sthira nathI, svaccha nathI ke saMpUrNa nathI. AvI vicitra mAyAnAM baMdhanene teDIne, vilAsa ane vikAranA caraNataLane cAMpIne AtmavizuddhinA mahAnalane ArAdhavA e jevuM tevuM nathI, e nhAnA veMtIyAonuM kAma nathI, kAyaro mATe nathI, e mArga che zUrAone, e rAha che mRtyuMjaya mahArathIone. evA AtmazuddhinA yajJane AdaranArAo ja vizvanA sAcA saMte che. mahAtmAo che, mahApurUSa che, saMskRtinA rakhevALe che. ame pharIvAra e mahAbhAgyazALI navajavAna mumukSu zrI iMdravadanabhAIne hAtha joDIe chIe ane lAkha-lAkha vaMdana karIe chIe, puNyazALI bhAI indravadananI ugra AtmasAdhanAne! bhAvanA tathA bhaktinA puNya pUjane! evuM suprabhAta amArAM jIvanamAM uge ke, ame paNa AvI bhagIratha AtmasAdhanAne mATe jAgrata banIe! (jayahiMda' parathI sUcita) CCCCARCASS kalyANajI jaja

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tejIne kereja hoya........zrI. ena. bI. zAha [ bhavabhIrU AtmAone mATe te tejIne Takore hoya,nI peThe guru mahArAjAonAM vyAkhyAnanI sArI asara thAya che, ane gadheDAone DaphaNAMnI jema, je zrotAo kAnathI sAMbhaLI bIjA kAnathI kADhI nAMkhe che. tevAo kharekhara saMsArasAgaramAM rajhaLanArA bahala saMsArI jevA ja che, kAraNake saMsAra Asakata mANasane seMkaDe vAra sabaMdha zravaNa karavA chatAM yogya asara na thAya te emAM saddaguruonI vyAkhyAna vANI barAbara asara karanArI nathI, ema kahenArAone eka kanyAnA vayanathI Atma jAgRtImAM AvanAra eka baMgAlI bAbunI A TukI. vArtA manana karavA yogya heI atre raju karavAmAM AvI che. -saM, ] mathurAnI pAse vRMdAvanamAM lAlA bAbunuM e vicAravA lAgyA ke, "kharI vAta eka bhavya maMdira che. e lAlA bAbu keNu kahI. mArI yuvAvasthA pasAra thaI gaI, jIvahatA? tyA emane Atmabodha (vairAgya) kevI nanI paNa sAMja (rAtrI) paDavA AvI, paNa rIte prApta thaye, e kathA jANavA lAyaka che. meM mArA hRdayamAM haju sudhI jJAnarUpI dIve ItihAsanA vAcakone verana hesTIMgsanA pragaTAvyA nathI, mAre paNa bhavasAgaramAMthI jamaNA hAtharUpa gaMgAzeviMdasiMhanuM nAma taravuM che, hajI sudhI meM ene mATe kAMI avazya jANItuM haze. lAlAbAbu e gaMgA- teyArI karI nahIM, kharekhara Aja sudhInuM geviMdasiMhanA pautra thAya. jIvana badhuM niSphaLa gayuM, dhikkAra che mArA emanuM mULa nAma kRSNacaMdrasiMha hatuM, AtmAne, "jAgyA tyAMthI savAra" ema samajIne gaMgAviMdasiMhe raiyatane lUMTavAmAM bAkI e lAlAbAbue tyAra pachI tarata ja saMsArane rAkhI hatI, eTale dhanavaibhavane ThATha emane tyAga karyo. ane emanA dharmanA siddhAMta tyAM keTale badhe haze? tenI kalpanA vAMcake pramANe vRMdAvanamAM jaIne rahyA ane paccIsa karI zakaze. lAkha rUpaiyAnA khace eka bhavya maMdira - lAlA bAbune paNa sarakAramAM (orisA baMdhAvyuM, tathA tenI sAthe annakSetranI sthApanA eDhiyA) uDisyAnA divAnanI moTI padavI karI, enA nivAha mATe mAsika be hajAra ApavAmAM AvI hatI ane te mejazakhamAM rUpIAnI AvakavALI jamIna judI kADhavAmAM divasa nigamana karatA hatA. AvI. pitAnI badhI milakata, popakAranA eka divasa evuM banyuM ke, lAlA bAbu kAryamAM arpaNa karIne, pite mAdhukarI (bhikSA) mAMgIne jIvananirvAha karatA. pitAnI jamInadArInuM kAma tapAsI AvIne eka sAdhAraNa banAva uparathI, temane ghera jatA hatA, tyAre rastAmAM, emaNe eka AtmA ke jAgRta thaye, e ApaNe saue gRhasthanI kanyAne enA pitA sAthe vAtacita vicAravA yeya che. pavitra hadayanA (laghukarmI) karatAM sAMbhaLI, AtmAo nimitta maLatAM AtmAnuM kalyANa - kanyAe kahyuM, "bAbA! rAta te paDI sAdhI le che. AvA te aneka dAkhalA jaina gaI, hajI sudhI dIva nathI karyo? cAlo huM kathAnakamAM saMkhyAbaMdha paDelA che. A draSTAMta dave saLagAvI lAvuM." kanyAnAM e vacane paNa "tejIne TakorAnI peThe" kaMIka kalyANanA - sAMbhaLIne lAlA bAbunA hadayamAM apUrva vAMcaka mahAnubhAvone vairAgyapreraka kadAca thaI jAya, AtmabhAna thayuM. - e zubhahetuthI atre raju karavAmAM Avela che.

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vijayanuM prathama sopAna........... zrI. navalA vIracaMda zAha - hiMdustAnamAM cuMTaNIo laDAInuM eka chIe, ke ApaNe satya ane asatyanuM, kSaNika prakAranuM gaMbhIra vAtAvaraNa saryuM hatuM. cuMTa- ane zAzvatanuM, nIti ane anItinuM, mAnavatA - mAM umedavArI patraka bharanAra pratinIdhie ane amAnavatAnuM vAstavika jJAna thatuM nathI. ane te pratinIdhine jItADavA IcchanA pracA- AthI ApaNe aneka beTI laDAIomAM rakee laDAInA jevuM vAtAvaraNa khaDuM karyuM jhaMpalAvIe chIe. jamIna, vyApAra, dhana hatuM. rAjyakArI mutsadIo jaya ane parA- ane pakSa mATe hajAre mAnavIonI sAthe jayanI mathAmaNamAM mUMjhAI rahyA hatA. bAtha bhIDanAra aneka zuravIro maLI zake che mAnava mAtra viSayane jhaMkhe che ane paratu rAga-dveSa rUpI zatru yugalane jaya karaeja tenuM nitya gAna hoya che. vijayanI nAra vIra purUSa bhAgye ja maLe che. kAma-krodha jhaMkhanA tRpta karavA mATe raNasaMgrAmamAM jhaMpalAve mAyA-lobha Adi ke jenAthI ApaNuM mana che ane jhaMpalAvyA pachI phateha meLavavA zakaya chatAyeluM che, tenI sAme hiMmatapUrvaka laDAI eTalA badhAya purUSArtho karI chUTe che. laDavAne badale mananA hukama pramANe bIjA AjanA vijayane pavana judI dizA aneka kSetramAM ApaNe AMdhaLI deTa mukIe tarapha pukAI rahyo che. heddA mATenI laDAIe chIe, ane chatyAne AnaMda anubhavavA mUrtasvarUpa pakaDayuM che ane tenA pracAre paNa Atura banIe chIe. mAnava mAtranA mULabhUta mAjA mukI che. dhana, vyApAra ane bhUmi kaTTara virodhi tavethI jyAM sudhI ApaNe uparanI sattA jALavI rAkhavAnI laDAIe chatAyelA chIe tyAM sudhI bahAranI ApaNI AMdhaLI doTa mukI che. AnI pAchaLa aneka chata TakavAnI nathI ane najadikanA bhaviSyamAM mAno mokaLA mana rAkhI deDI rahyA che, eja ApaNI jIta ApaNa hAra mATenI ane aneka temAM pIlAI karUNarIte maravAnA banaze. AtmavikAsanA bhayaMkara zatruothI vAMke jIvI rahyA che. A laDAIne karaNa khAdhelI hAra ApaNane evI rIte pachADaze ke paDaghe che ane te paDagho Aje ApaNane bhaviSyamAM ApaNane khyAla Avaze ke bahAranI saMbhaLAto nathI. phakta mananA hukama pramANe jIta mATenI ApaNI deTa ApaNI hAra anekAneka vastuo upara vijaya meLavavA mATe mATe hatI. mAnava valakhAM mArI rahyo che ane aneka- je zakita ane mathI, yatna ane vidha prayatna-purUSArtha karI rahyo che. sAmathI bahAranI laDAIo jItavA ApaNe | mana e aneka laDAIonuM janmasthAna kaTIbaddha thaIe chIe, teja laDAIonuM janmache, ane manathI chatAyelA ApaNe aneka sthAna, ke je ApaNuM mana che, ane je vastuone jItavAnI jhaMkhanA sevIe chIe manathI ApaNe chatAyelA chIe,tene-(manane) ane e jhaMkhanAne vijaya e ApaNe jItavA ApaNe kema prayatnazIla banatA nathI? nityano uccAra hoya che. ApaNA manamAM e eka vicAraNIya prazna che. aneka jALAo utpanna thAya ane e manane jItavAnA prayatnamAM bahAranI aneka jALAomAM ApaNe evI rIte aTavAI jaIe laDAIo Ape Apa jItAI jAya che. te

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banelI sAcI ghaTanAo............zrI, jayadIti pacaze nahIM indoranA sTezana upara e vidyArthI TrenamAM beThA. sAmAna upADanAra eka majadUra paNa temanI sAthe hatA, teNe DabbAmAM sAmAna mAnazika kSetramAMthI aneka praleAbhanA utpanna thAya che ane jenA ApaNe bhega khanI patananA rAhe pachaDAie chIe, temAMthI paNa khacI javAya che. Aje ApaNA draSTikoNa badalAi rahyo che. bahAranA vijayanI ghelachAneA vaLagADa Aje ApaNane avaLA rAhe dorI rahyo che. jyAre Atmasukha IcchatA mAnava vAstavikatAne nihALI manane jItavA yatna kare che. kSaNika ane paudgalika sukhAne meLavavA ApaNe ajJAna ane ADaMbara upara rAcI rahyA chIe, jyAre manane jItavA mathatA mAnava vastusthitinuM nirikSaNa karI vizeSa virakatabhAva vALeA ane che. ane varganI laDAI chata mATenI hAya che, parantu jIta viSenA bannenA draSTikAmAM taphAvata hAya che ane tethI banne vaganI laDavAnI dizAmAM paraspara virezadhAbhAsa hAya che. vAstavika laDAI laDI sAMcA vijetA manavA mATe aparanAM chidro jovA-tapAsavA karatAM sva kSatie nihALavI ane sudhAravI eja zreyaskara che. cala evA manane acaLa anAvanAraja sAcA laDavaiyA che ane tenA mATenI laDAI eja sAcI laDAi che. kAma-krodha, mAyA--aAbha, Adi je ApaNA bhayaMkara zatrue che ane AtmavikAsane rUkAvaTa karanArA che, tenI jIta mATenI laDAImAM saphaLa prayANa eja vijayanuM prathama seApAna che. gADavI dIdhA. majadUrI levA mATe sAme hAtha dharyo ane kahyuM, sAheba paisA. pAchaLanA DakhkhAmAM khokhu meThA che, temanI pAsethI lai le. 6 " * huM te| tamane ja oLakhuM chuM, sAheba khIjA pAse kema mAzu ?? ' are bhAi ame adhA eka sAthe ja chIe. rakajhakamAM gADI upaDI, paNa pelA e bhAiee majadUrI ApavAnI udAratA na darzAvI. udAratA zenI ? mAnavatA na darzAvI. ante gADI AgaLa vadhI gaI. garIba majadUranA antaHkaraNamAMthI eka Ah nIkaLI gaI. ThIka sAheba, paisA garIbanA ja rAkhyA che ne ! pacaze nahIM.' gADI jamanAnA pula upara pahoMcI. pelA e vidyArthImAMthI eke jamanAmAM paisA nAMkhavA mATe DAku' ahAra kADhayu. ane jamanAmAM paisA nAMkhyA. sAthe sAthe khissAmAMthI nIkaLIne pArakaranI pena paNa jamanAne bheTa caDhI gai. pelA bhAi tA. Azcaryacakita thaine jotA ja rahI gayA. DakhkhAmAM nIravatA chavAi gai ane vAtAvaraNa guMjI uThayuM, paisA te garIbanAja rAkhyA che te ! pacaze nahIM.' ekarAra zAhajahAM citranA gItanuM hiMsala thai rahyuM hatuM. sahegala gAi rahyo hatA, nauzAda TayUna vagADI rahyo hatA, me-dhyAna thavAthI nauzAdanuM vAdana epruru' banyuM. sahagalathI te na sahAyu. parantu nauzAdane kaMi kahevAne badale sahagale tene eka tamAcA jaDI dIdho.

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ke 166 : banelI sAcI ghaTanAo: nauzAdane khoTuM na lAgyuM, kemake tenI bhUla gayA, ane jyAre temane khabara paDI ke huM hatI, ulaTuM tene sahagalane hAtha cUmI lIdhuM keNu chuM, tyAre te temanI mukhAkRti ja ane kahyuM, badalAI gaI, ane hasatA-hasatA bolyA, "mane kSamA kare, mArI bhUle tamArA bhAI tame to ghaNuM hoMziyAra jaNAe hAthane kaSTa pahoMcADayuM che. che, AgaLa jaIne tame jarUra bihAranA kegresI netA javAharalAla banaze. - A Akasmika parivartana joIne huM daMga akhila bhAratIya chAtra kegresa dvArA . thaI gayo. pahelAM keTalA ciDaciDIyA ane nijita nAgarika zikSA kendramAM eka bhAI ! - have kevA mAkhaNa jevA mulAyama. bihArathI muMbaI AvyA hatA, tyAM temanA paNa kadAca netAgIrI karavA mATe A eka paricita bhAI muMbaI prAntIya kegresa kamiTImAM svayaMsevaka-saMgaThThananuM kAma karatA jarUrI haze. hatA, temane maLavA mATe kAryAlayamAM gayA. popakArane badale tyAM bIja eka kegresI netA paNa upasthita | nekariyAta mANasa che. pagAra maLavAnA hatA. divasamAM lagabhaga aThavADiyuM bAkI che, - pelA bhAIe gresI netAne pitAnI khissAmAM mAtra traNa rUpiyA ja che. rastAmAM paricita vyakita viSe pUchyuM, netAe javAba eka abdha vRddhAe kahyuM, Ape. bhAI, traNa divasanI bhUkhI chuM" DozInA bese hamaNAM Avaze." gaLAmAMthI mAMDa avAja nIkaLato hate. karuNa- aDadhA kalAka vItI gaye. pelA bhAIe tAthI bharelA avAje tenuM antaHkaraNa bhedI pharIthI pUchayuM, nAkhyuM. tenAthI rahevAyuM nahIM. khissAmAM "kayAre Avaze? haju sudhI AvyA nahIM." traNa rUpiyA hatA te kADhIne ApI dIdhA. tyAre te netAe ciDAIne javAba Apyo. paNa samazyA e ubhI thaI, ke pite kevI te mane zI khabara kayAre Avaze? ane rIte khAvuM. kayAM gayA che-te mArA khissAmAM theDA ja pacAsa kadama bhAgye ja AgaLa vadhe emane pUrI rAkhyA che. haze, ke enI najara rastA upara paDelA eka DI vAra pachI-mArA paricita mitra gaDI vALelA kAgaLa upara paDI. keNa jANe te na AvyA paNa bihArathI sAthe AvelA paNa ene zuM sUjhayuM ke e kAgaLa upADIne mArA be mitra AvI pahoMcyA. temAMthI eka khissAmAM mUkI dIdhe. pArlAmenTanA membara hatA, teo bihAranA haTalamAM gayA pachI khissAmAMthI ciMtA pradhAna maMtrI pAsethI A kegresI netA upara te kAgaLa kADhatAM jaNAyuM, ke te pAMca rUpiyAnuM eka ciThThI lAvyA hatA. neTa hatuM. mArI ane temanI vAtacIta joIne pelA Ate daivI sahAya ke paropakArane badalo? ke gresI netA te AzcaryamAM garakAva thaI zuM kahevuM?

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virAga ane tyAga............pUrva munirAja zrI rUcakavijayajI mahArAja, 'ApaNuM jena samAjanA eka bhAganI zAstranA pravezadvAra para eka jAjaramAna aMdara aMdhakAre je sthAna lIdhuM che, tene dvArapALa banIne mAtra ubhA rahevAnI A paDagho samAja AkhAmAM paDe che te asvA- sUcanA nathI, tema zAstrane zAstrane kAraNe bhAvika nathI, jeo jaina samAjanA eka hasI nAMkhavAnIya jarUra nathI. buddhinI baMsarI bhAga tarIke kahevAya che, temanA mukhamAMthI banAvavAmAM badhI zakti kharcI nAMkhavI ane nIkaLatA zabda, temanA lekhe ane temanI jIvananI vAstavikatA batAvatA sAdhana bhaNI najara kAryavAhI jyAre aMdhakArane praveza ApavAnuM, na karavI, ema kahevAnuMya kaI kahetuM nathI, tene gAdI-TakIe besADavAnuM sAdhana bane che, paNa ciMtanane eThavADa ekaThe karIne samAna tyAre jaina samAjanA vizALa zradhdhALu samaja- janA dila para nAMkhavo enAthI samAjanI dAra vagane mATe e pratikAya bane, e taMdurastI jokhamAya che, samAjamAM zAstraaza samajI zakAya tema che. ddhAnA rogane udaya thAya che ane virAga paNa AvI paristhiti vacce mAtra zabdanA ane tyAganA saMskAra aMgenI tenI kALajI sAthIo purIne besI janArA jeno AvA dAjhe che. aMdhakArane kayAreya khALI zakaze nahi, ajJAna, ' buddhija jANe duHkhanuM zastra heya, sukhanuM bhrama ane buddhideSanA AvA aMdhArAM khALavA sAdhana hoya, e vAyare Aje geTe hoya, ulecavA hoya, te jaine e prakAzane caDhaye che, A jherI havAne rokavAmAM ke oLakha paDaze, pachI prakAzanA samuhane sudhAravAmAM nahi Ave te samAjanI nasehAthe karavo paDaze ane hAthe karelA prakAzane nasamAMthI caitanya marI jaze. AcaraNamAM mUkavAnI jarUra paDaze. buddhinI AvazyakatAne InkAra ame nathI AcaraNa vinAnI mAtra jIbhanIja vAte bhaNatA, ciMtanane cagadI nAMkhavAnuMya ame kaI sArA pariNAmane ApI zakatI nathI, ISTa nathI gaNatA, samAjanI saghaLI kAravAImAM ane ciMtanamAM vAstavikatAne raMga bhaLate zAstra mokhare rahe, e jovAnuM amane iSTa che. nathI, jaina tarIkenI khumArI je barAbara virAga ane tyAganI bhAvanAnI majAka AkAra pAme ane enI pAchaLa jenavane uDAvavI enuM nAma buddhi nathI, vItarAganA prANa dhabakate rAkhavAmAM Ave, to samAja vacana uparanI zraddhAne mRgajaLa sAthe sarakhAupara paDI AvatAM yA caDhelAM kALAM vAdaLAo vavI enAthI Adhunika thavAtuM nathI, jIvajarUra haTAvI zakAya. nanA aNaukalyA keyaDAmAM paNa zraddhAthI Ajane aMdhera jamAne sAhitya ane jIvAya che, je Ama na heta te dunibhASaNa dvArA virAga ane tyAganA saMskAranI yAne ghaNe moTe bhAge enA jIvananA majAka kare che, jenA aMtarane jainatvanA cukAdA pahelAM ja kALanA jhaMjhAvAtane atithi prANuthI puSTa banAvavA mATe je kAMI karavuM banI gayo hato. joIe, ene badale e to jenene jaina zAstrane samajyA vinA ja tenA upara miTAvI devAnA svarUpamAM pheravAI gayAM che. zraddhA rAkhavI ema nathI kahetA,' tema sama

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: 168 : virAga ane tyAga javA yogyaja zAstra nathI, ema paNa nathI. sAme pAyAmAMthI majabUta divAla khaDakI zakaze. zAstrane samajavuM, na samajAya te punaH punaH virAga ane tyAganA saMskArane khatama samajavAno prayatna kare, samajavAnI rItane karavA sArU samAjamAM eka pheja taiyAra thaI Adara Apavo, chatAM paNa na samajAya, te che, e phoja game tevI cabarAka vAta kare. zrI jine kahyuM che evI buddhithI zraddhA rAkhavI. game tevA raMgIna vicAro doDAve, game tevI ema amAruM kahevuM che, AvI sIdhI ane mahephilanuM vacana Ape, paNa enI pAse sukha sAdI vAta sAme virodha zA mATe ? satyanA nathI, mana nathI, mananI zAMti nathI, mANavizvAsanuM sAdhana buddhi banI zake te jina sAInA dIvA nathI, temAM teja nathI ane zA mATe na banI zake ? buddhi bhUlAmaNI yA jIvanane sIdhe salAmatIbharyo mArga paNa nathI. pralezanamAM na aTake, evuM nathI, jyAre zrI AvI vasamI pheja sAme saMrakSaNanI jina e badhAya dethI sadAne mATe para che. divAla majabUta banAvavAmAM nahi Ave, to buddhi ane ciMtanano je khorAka Apa samAja eka aMdhArI khINamAM dhakelAI jaze. Nane maLe che, temAMthI samAjanA sarvodayanA virAga ane tyAganA saMskAranA sAthe sarvocca sAdhanane ayogya kahevAnuM tAravavAmAM vinA samAjane jayAre nathI, enI ame mAla nathI, tenA grAhaka ane saMrakSaka hajA punaH yAda ApIe chIe. nicetana nathI banyA, temanI nasenasamAM, na vAM pra ke za no temane prANa haju dhabake che, zAstra bhale . varSo pahelAM utpanna thayuM hoya, paNa tenAmAM hemaladhu prakriyA siTippana] pU. upA. vinaya vijayajI viracita vyAkaraNano suMdara graMtha pharmA ghaDapaNa ane rogagrastatA AvavAnI kaI -30, pRSTha 480 kIMmata rUA. 5-0-0 zakyatAja nathI, te pachI zAstrIya satyane upadeza prAsAda bhA.-3 pU. A. vijayalakSmIpaDakAravAnI ane tene manamA paheraveza sUrijI viracita vyAkhyAna upayogI graMtha. paherAvavAnI jarUra ja zI che? samayane ghaNe pharmA 35 kIMmata rUA. 10-0-0 thara jAmI paDa hevA chatAM e zAstro upadeza prAsAda bhA4-upara pramANe 10-0-0 Ajeya jagatanA ciMtanazIla tatvajJAnIonA bhagavAna AdinAtha, le. pU. muni zrI niraMjanalamaNuM rAka che, emanA aMtaranA Adarane vijayajI mahArAja. sacitra. 40 citro sAthe pAme che, eTaluM ja nahi emanA mAthAM paNa suMdara kathAnaka che. kIMmata rUA. 2-8-0 tyAMja jhuke che. homIyopethIka cikitsAsAra bhA. 1-2. le. zAstranA vAMcanamAM gurU pAtaMtryane pakaDa- Do. trikamalAla amathAlAla homIyopethIka aMge vAthI buddhi samRddha bane che, enAthI aMta- sArAmAM sArI rIte spaSTatA karavAmAM Avela ranA aMdhArA ulecAya che, prakAzanI purogA che. ane sAmAnya daradIne paNa sugamatA paDe minI -prabhA prasare che. tema che. kIMmata rUA. 5-0-0 ) - aMdhakAranuM pura dhasamasatuM cAlyuM AvatuM vadhu mATe bahata sucipatra maMgAva! . hoya, tyAre zAstrazraddhA, zAstranuM jJAna, zAstranI jazavaMtalAla giradharalAla zAha. AjJA ane tene amala, A to enI 1238, rUpAsuracaMdanI paLa-amadAvAda,

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AdhyAtmika draSTie samyagdarzana. zrI . mu. dozI mahesANA [ A lekha, digaMbarIya tattvArtha vRttimAM paMDita mahendrakumAra jaine lakhela prastAvanA AdhAre taiyAra karela che. paMDita mahendrakumArajI digaMbara vidvAna che, ane zrI kAnajIsvAmIe digaMbara dharmo svIkArela che. e draSTithI paNa e keTalI zAstravirUddha buddhine agamya evI prarUpaNa kare che te samajavA mATe A lekha ghaNAja upayogI che. ] AdhyAtmika draSTithI samyakatvanI prarUpaNa karatI pariNAma rUpa asthala drazya jagata che. A uparathI vakhate bheda buddhithI mukhya vicAraNuM karavAmAM Ave che. ApaNe cokhkhuM joI zakIe chIe, ke nimittothI ja ane e samajavA mATe prathama padArthanI sthiti A jagatamAM drazyano pheraphAra joI zakAya che. samajavI khAsa jarUrI che. dravyanAM pariNamana.: (pheraphAra) pratyeka dravya padArtha-sthiti : "nA iviza mAM pariNamI che ane sAthe nitya paNa che. pUrvaparyAya nAmAM vipakSe sara: '' jagatamAM je sata che nAza pAme che, uttara paryAya utpanna thAya che, paNa teno sarvathA vinAza thatuM nathI, athavA sarvethA koI bhUla dravya avicchina rahe che. utpAda-vyaya-dhrauvyatA no padArtha utpanna thatuM nathI. je dravyo A jagatamAM e dareka dravyonuM svarUpa che. dharma, adharma ane che te dareka pota-pitAnI avasthAomAM pariNAma pAmyA AkAzanuM haMmezA zuddha pariNamana thAya che. jIvakare che. anaMta jIva, ananta pudagala paramANuo, eka dravyamAM je mukta AtmAo che. tenuM zuddha pariNamana dharmAstikAya, eka adharmAstikAya, eka AkAzAstikAya che [ para nimittathI thatuM pariNamana te azuddha ] ane kALa A cha dravya lokamAM vyApIne rahela che. saMsArI che ane pudagalanuM banne prakAranuM AmAMthI koI dravya sarvathA nAza pAmatuM nathI. [ zuddha-azuddha ] pariNamana che. jayAre saMsArI jIva athavA A chamAM koI navA dravyane umero thatuM nathI, mukta thAya che tyAra pachI tenuM kadIpaNa azuddha eTale A cha dravya anAdi anaMta che, ane koI pariNamana thatuM nathI pudagalanuM zudhdhamAMthI azuddha paNa dravya bIjA dravya rUpe pariNAma pAmatuM nathI. ane azuddhamAMthI zuddha e rIte vividha pariNamane dharma, adharma ane AkAza dravyonuM pariNamana haMmezA thayAja kare che. jIva ane pudagalamAM bhAvika zakita zuddhaja rahe che. emAM bilakula vikAra thatuM nathI. hevAthI teonuM vibhAvika pariNamana thAya che. kAla eka samayarUpa hovAthI e paNa zuddha dravya che. dravyagata zakti : dharma, adharma, AkAza jIva ane pudgala dravyanuM zuddha ane azuddha ema ane kAla ekeka che. pudgala dravyanAM jeTalAM parisTa baMne prakAranuM pariNamana che. mano thai zake teTalAM badhAnI yogyatA ane zakti jIva ane pudgala e be sakriya che, bAkInAM dareka pudgala paramANuomAM svAbhAvika ja che. enuM dravya niSkriya che. AkAza sarvavyApi che, dharma ane nAma dravya-gad zakita che. sarve jIva draSpomAM mUla adhama kAkAza pramANa che, pudgala, aNurUpa che, zakita eka jevI che. jJAnAdi ananta guNo tathA jIva asaMkhyAta pradeza che. ane sva-deha vyApi che. caitanya zakita e dareka jInI mUlagata zakita e che eka pudagaladravyaja evuM che, ke je sajAtIya anya paNa para-nimittathI anAdi kAlanI adhatAthI pudagala dravyamAM maLI zake che, ane vividha pariNAmane eno vikAsa judI-judI rIte dekhAya che. dareka dra dhAraNa kare che. keTalIka vAra pudagala dravyomAM eTalo pitAnI zakitaonAM svAmi che. azuddha dizAmAM anya badhe pheraphAra thaI jAya che. ke aNuonI prathaka 5ryAye utpanna thAya che ane nAza pAme che. sattAnuM jJAna paNuM thatuM nathI, eTale ke jIva ane pariNamananI hada : ApaNe upara joI gayA ke pudagala dravyomAM eka bIjAnA nimittathI azuddha koipaNuM dravya sajAtIya ke vijAtIya dravyAtara pariNAma pariNamana thAya che, ane A be dravyanA vividha pAmatuM nathI. pitAnI dhArAmAMja hamezA enuM

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* : 170 : samyagdarzana; pariNamana cAlu rahe che. jemake dareka puddagala paramANu dhaTa banI zake che, paNa e paramANu jyAM sudhI mATIrUpI paryAyane na pAme tyAM sudhI ghaTa paryAya -panna thai zakatI nathI, ane mATI e paramANunA vikAsa paryAya che, ane temAMthI tenA vikAsa rUpa ghaTAdi paryAyo nimitta anusAra kApaNu paryAyane pAme che. ( dhaTa-zakeArU-tAvaDI-kulaDI-vagere ) jIvanamAM manuSyarUpa paryAyamAM AMkhAthI dekhavAnI zakti che, eTale e amuka samayamAM je sAme Ave tene dekhe che, paNa e vastu nakkI nathI ke amuka samayamAM amukaja padArthone dekhI zake, bAkInAne nahIM, matalaba ke paristhitivaza je paryAya zaktine drabyAmAM vikAsa thAya che, e zaktiothI thavAvAlA kAryoMmAM je balavAna nimitta male te anusAra pariNumana thAya che. gAdI upara beThelA manuSyamAM hasavu. rAvu-Azcarya pAmavuM, vicAra karavA vagere aneka kAryonI yAgyatA emAM che. jo bahurUpi sAme Ave te hasavA lAge che, kAI vhAlAjananA mRtyunA samAcAra male te rAvA lAge che, akasmAta banelA banAvanI vAta sAMbhaLI Azcaya pAme che, ane tattvanI vAta sAMbhaLI gaMbhIratApUrvaka vicAra karavA lAgI jAya che. AthI spaSTa samajI zakAya che, ke dravyagata pariNamana niyata che, ane jeTalI sAmagrI tathA kAraNa-kalApa emAM maLe che eTale enI yogyatAne vikAsa thAya che paNa jo pratibandhaka kAraNa hAjara hoya to te vikAsa thavA detuM nathI, jemake abhavyatva e samyakatvanuM pratibaMdhaka kAraNa che, eTale zuddha deva-gurU ane dharmanI sAmagrI maLavA chatAM tene samyaktvanA lAbha thatA nathI. tI kara paramAtmAne upa-sa karanAra paNa samyaktva pAme che.. chatAM saMgama devamAM abhavyatva rUpa pratibaMdhaka kAraNa hAjara hovAthI tene teneA lAbha thayA nahIM. tevIja rIte tathA-bhavyatvanA aparipAkarUpa pratibaMdhaka kAraNa jyAM sudhI hAjara hoya che tyAMsudhI deva-gurU ane dharmanI sAmagnie maLavA chatAM esAmagrI e jIvane upakArI thatI nathI. acetana dravyeAmAM buddhipUrvaka kriyA thatI nathI. paNa saMyeAgenA AdhArathI kriyA thAya che, pachI bhale e sAgA cetananA prayatnathI hoya ke svAbhAvika kAraNAthI hAya. jemake pRthvImAM paDeluM khIja garamI ane pANIne sayeAga pAmIne ugI nIkaLe che. garamInuM nimitta pAmIne pANI varALarUpa banI jAya che, ane eja varALa ThaMDInA nimittathI pANI rUpa varasAda varasAve che. mATIneA dhaDeA bane che, te cetanarUpa nimittane pAmIneja bane che. sArAMza ke atItakALanA saMskArAne jeTalA anukULa saMyogo maLe che te anusAra vartamAnakALamAM tenI yAgyatA vikAsa pAme che, ane tevA tevA pariNamana thatAM rahe che. dravyonA kASTa kAryakrama niyata nathI. niyata kAryakrama uparaja jagata cAlyu naya che, evI mAnyatA e eka bhrama che. drabyAnuM pariNamana, sayAga--yogyatA-nimitta ane dravya zakitanA vikAsa upara AdhAra rAkhe che. niyata-aniyatattvavAda:-jaina draSTithI dravyagata zakitao niyata che, paNa enuM kSaNe kSaNenu pariNamana anivAya` hovA chatAM aniyata che. eka dravyamAM jeTalI pariNamana zakitae che, te zakitaone anusAra nimitte ane anukULa sAmagrIe maLavAthI pariNamana thAya che, eTale ke dareka dravyeAnI zakita ane enAthI utpanna thavAvALA pariNamananI jAti nakakI che. kAraNake kAi paNu samaye pudgala dravya jIva rUpa athavA jIvadravya pudgala rUpa banI zakatuM nathI, chatAM paNa kevA kevA pariNAme pAmaze e nakakI nathI. sArAMza ke niyatattva ane aniyatattva dharma sApekSa che. apekSA bhedathI tene saMbhava che. jIva ane pudgala dravyanA nATaka rUpa A jagata che. e bannenI pAta-pAtAnI zakitae niyata che. jagatamAM kAinI paNa tAkAta nathI ke dravyazakitaemAM ekatA paNa vadhArA-ghaTADA karI zake. ene AvirbhAva ane tIrAbhAva paryAyAne kAraNe thAya che. mATI paryAyane pAmela puddagalAmAMthI tela nIkaLI zakatuM nathI. chatAM paNa tela puddagalaneAja paryAya che. mATIrUpa puddagalanI paryAyamAM telanI yAgyatA tIrAbhUta che jyAre dhaTAdinI yAgyatAnA AvirbhAva che. tevIja

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kalyANa; juna 1952 : 171 : rIte saMsAra paryAyamAM vartamAna jIva siddha kahI zakAya (5) e paNa niyata che, ke dravyamAM je samaye nahiM chatAM paNa siddhatva e jIvane ja paryAya che. jeTalA paryAyanI yogyatAo che tene anukULa nimitta saMsAra rUpa jIvanI paryAyamAM siddhatvanI yogyatA tIra- maLI jAya te ja tevA prakAranuM pariNamana thAya che, bhUta che, jyAre saMsArika paryAyanI yogyatAne A bAkInI yogyatAo sattArUpe rahe che. virbhAva che. sArAMza ke : (6) dravyanuM AgAmI kSaNomAM koIne koI (1) dareka dravyanI mUlagata dravyazakitao niyata pariNamana dravya-gata mULa zakitao ane paryAya-gata che, temAM ghaTADa-vadhAro thato nathI. paryAya anasAra pragaTa yogyatAnI hadamAM avazya thavAnuM ja. zakitao pragaTa athavA apragaTa rahe che, e paryAya (7) e paNa niyata che, ke nimitta dravyagatayogyatA kahevAya che. upAdAna yogyatAno vikAsa kare che. nimitta sivAya (2) cetananuM acetanamAM athavA acetananuM upAdAnanI yogyatA paripakava thatI nathI, ane nimitta cetanamAM pariNamana thatuM nathI e vastu paNa niyata che. navuM asaddabhUta pariNamana karI zakatuM nathI. (3) e paNa niyata che ke cetana dravyanuM sajI (8) e paNa niyata che ke, dareka dravya pitatIya cetana dravyamAM ke acetana dravyonuM bIjA pitAnA pariNamananuM upAdAna che. jemAM upAdAna zakita che enuM pariNamana nimittathI thAya che. nimittamAM, acetana dravyarUpe pariNamana thatuM nathI. e zakita rahelI che ke e upAdAnane pragaTa kare.' () pudgala dravya jema eka bIjA sAthe maLI (9) nimitta e kAraNa che. kAraNa kAryanuM eka nA skandha banAve che tema cetana dravyo eka avasya utpAdaka hoya che e niyata che, ane tethI bIjA sAthe maLI koI navo pariNAma utpanna nimitta-upAdAna zaktione pragaTAvavA rUpa kArya karatA nathI. utpanna kare che. -vizeSa AgAmI ke, natana prakAzane Ajeja maMgAvo! daherAsare mATe spezIyala agarabattI sva. A. zrI sAgarAnaMdasUrIzvarajI mahA- daherAsaro, maMdira ane dhArmika sthaLomAM rAjanAM AcArAMga sUtra, SoDaSaka prakaraNa, ane jenI suvAsa judI ja tarI Ave che, te sthAnAMga sUtra AdinAM vyAkhyAno temaja vyA. vA. | umadA ane kiMmatI padArthomAMthI banAvelI. A. zrI vijayarAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjanAM | jAhera pravacane AdhyAtmika lekho eTale1 sukhe jIvavAnI kaLA. [vyAkhyAno ane jAhera pravacano] 1-8-0 ghaNuMja suMdara vAtAvaraNa sarje che, Apa 2 8re athavA gurUmaMtra [AcArAMga ane pavitra ane suvAsita agarabattI maMgAvI SoDazakanAM vyAkhyAna. 3-0=0] khAtrI karo ! amArI bIjI pezIyAlIsTe. 3 mahAvrato ane AdhyAtmika lekha- | divyasenTa, kAzamIrI,zAMti, bhAratamAtA mALA. sthAnAMgasUtranAM vyAkhyAne ane namunA mATe lAkho - lekhe. 6-0-0 dhI naDIAda agarabattI varkasa -: lakho :- zAha ratanacaMda zaMkaralAla The. sTezana roDa, naDIAda The. bhavAnI reMTha punA-2, sela ejanTa, semacaMda DI. zAha zAha nAgaradAsa khetasIdAsa pAlItANuM. sirASTra) | che. amadAvAdI bajAra, naDIAda | divya agarabattI

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a....mI.........ra...NAM zrI ramaNIkalAla pI. dezI are ! A ! yuvAna pArthiva ! A asAra sasAranI aMdara, Uttama A dezamAM, jaina kuLamAM tArA janma thaye che. te kAi divasa ekAMtamAM vicAra karyo ke tu kANu che? anaMtA kALathI karmarAjAe tArA AtmAne A 14 rAjaleAkamAM, pRthvI, pANI, agni, vAyu ane vanaspatikAya rUpe ana tIvAra janma apAvI anaMtA nATako bhajavAvyAM. duSkama ane satkama AMdhatAMbAMdhatAM pUrvAMnA koI puNyapasAthe tArA AtmAe manuSyabhava dhAraNa karyAM. AnI vaijJAnika keLavaNIe tane je zikSaNa Apyu. tenAthI tuM navI navI zeAdhA ane navI navI kaLAe zIkhyA, temAM te tArA vikAsa mAnyA. AjanI keLavaNI meLavavAnA tArA mithyA mehe tane dha mAgamAM pachAta rAkhyA eTale A viSama yugamAM tane Adhunika duniyAnu" bhAna karAvI saMsAranI aMdara rahelA du:khAmAM sukhAnI bhrAMtI karAvI e bhUla bhUlAmaNInA chakakaDamAM tuM guMcavAi gayA che. A bhAgyavAnuM ! tAre evuM sukha joie che ? tA zarU karI de sabhyajJAna, darzana ane cAritrarUpa ratnatrayInI sAdhanA, vItarAga bhagavaMte zrImukhe bhAkhelI ne pUrvAcAe tene zAstrarUpe gu MthelI nimaLavANInI upara aDaga zradhdhA, dha karaNI ane tene yogya purUSA, zrI arihaMta paramAtmA pratye akhUTa bhakita pachI joje tArAmAM dekhAze anerU divya parivartana, sarAgatAmAMthI vairAgya bhAvanAnuM, tArA paMthanI aMdara je keI muzkelI Ave te tuM tene durlabha manuSya bhavane prApta karyAM pachI zA niHspRhabhAve samatApUrvaka sahana karaje. tane mATe hajI paNa tArI anAdinI TavAne cheData tArI jAtanuM bhAna thaze, ke A kAyA e nathI ? te khAvA-pIvAnI, ne badhu bhegu karavAnI tA eka bhADutI ghara che, teA pachI bIjI TevAne che|DavA mATe tAre mAharAjA vastuenuM te pUchavuM ja zuM ? nira'tarazAstrAnu vijaya meLavavA paDaze, je meAharAjAe tane zravaNa, adhyayana ane manana tane jJAnagaganamAM janma-maraNanI keda apAvI ane rAga-druSa uDDayana karAvaze. vItarAga bhagavaMtanuM aheniza rUpI ceAkIyAtAe tane dunyavI sukhAmAM pUjana karatAM-karatAM tArA AtmAne tenAMja vAtsavika sukhAnI jhAMkhI karAvI eTale tema dhyAnamAM lIna karI deze. karmanAM paDaLA dUra thavAthI tane saMsAranI aMdara navI navI vastue thatAM samyagajJAnanA dipaka pragaTAvatA, mAhanirakhavAnuM ne tenI aMdara rAcyA-mAcyA rahe-rUpI adhakArane nAza karatA, rAga ane dveSa vAnu mana thAya che, paNa eka vAta yAda rAkhaje rUpa eDIene tADatA, tuccha saMsAranA tAMDa upara ke, e paudgalika vastue vinAzI che ! kSaNabhaMgura che! e vIranA saMtAna ! janma-maraNu tathA Adhi, vyAdhi ane upAdhithI bharelA A saMsAranI aMdara mAharAjAe pAtAnA adbhuta parAkramathI aneka AtmAone DubADayA che, temAMthI virala AtmAoe tyAga, tapa ane saMyamathI meAharAjAne purAjaya pamADIne akSaya sthiti ane zAzvatuM sukha prApta karyu che. vicArazIla badhu !

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We karI I wwwwwwww huM lakSmI nuM { va zI ka raNu rahI zrI jayabhikhu suMdara sAdhAraNa sthitine mANasa hato. madhyama bIjA bhAIbaMdha nATaka-ceTaka jovA jatA, emAM varganA mANaso jevI rIte jIve evI rIte e karaka- ThIka ThIka paisA bhAMgatA. suMdara kahe : "bhAi, mArA sarathI jIvate. eka dukAnamAM nokarI karato. TuMke pagAra jevI sthitivALAne e na pAlave. mana thAya te hite. baccaravALa mANasa hatuM. jeTalo pagAra maLe bhajana-bhAvamAM jaI AvuM chuM. bAkI dharanuM nATaka eTale ghera laI jate. kyAM ochuM che, te bahAra jovA jaIe. pagArane divase bIjA nokare rUpIyo raDe khANI koIvAra ADozI-pADozI mAMdA paDatA te. pINImAM bhAMgatA paNa suMdarate eka doDhiyuM paNa na dAktarane teDAvatA, davAnA bATalA bharI lAvatA, kharca te. bIjA nokaro pAna-bIDInuM kharca rAkhatA, nItIna kha rAkhatA. pIcakArIo letA. barapha, mosaMbI, dADama khAtA. suMdarane evA kharcathI napharata hatI. nekarInI benA badale bAra divasanI rajA letA. navarA paDayA rahetA. gaMjIphA phaTatA ane Ama khoTA kharcA e kahe bhAI, e khoTano dhaMdha.. eka to karavAmAM e gRhasthAI mAnatA. dAktarane ghera teDavAmAM dAMta bagADavA ne kALajuM karavuM uparathI paisA maTAI lekhatA. ApavA, AvuM akkala vagaranuM kAma karavAnI mArA suMdara Ama ochuM khAnAro hate, eTale mAM gurue nA kahI che. na paData. kyAreka mAMdo paDato te lAMdhaNa kheMcI vene haMmezane mATe salAmI karate tAre kADho. e kaheta ke upavAsa eto rogane bhagADavAnI - kaMcI che. koIvAra davAnI jarUra paDe te sudarzananI AtmA, mukita paMthanI maMjhile pahoMcIne phAkI laI leta. tAva kayAreka na Utare te eka anaMtA zAzvata sukhane adhikArI banaze. AnAnuM kAyadAnanuM paDIkuM laI Avato, ane jhaTa ATaluM samajyA pachI zA mATe tAre sAre thaI jato. rajAbajAnI vAta kevI ? loke amUlya vakhata gumAve che ? kALane paMjo mazkarI karattA, ke jema bhUMDAthI bhUta bhAge ema suMdarathI roga bhAge che. mUjIne tyAM tAva paNa zA phelAya te pahelAM ja jJAnAmRtanAM jharaNAmAMthI svAda sArU rahe ! nimala jalanuM pAna atyArathI ja zarU karI ane svAbhAvika che, ke AvA mANasanI pAse de! tAro jaya nizcita che. DI ghaNI mUDI te thAya ja ne ? enA derata-dA

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? 174: lakSmInuM vazIkaraNa Ave ane kahe: "bhAI, dIkarInA vivA lIdhA che. zamunI kharI aNInI paLa sacavAI gaI. eNe nAtavara karavA paDaze. thoDA rUpiyA tAre uchInA te suMdaranA rUpamAM jANe zrI bhagavAna bhALyA. e ApavA paDaze.' te gAmaDe UpaDI gayo. dhAryA karatAM be mahinA vadhu e vakhate suMdara ghasIne nA pADate ne kaheto : thayA. suMdare bIjA paNa thoDA paisA mokalyA, kahevarAvyuM udhAra. uchInuM karI nAtavarA karavAno huM virodhI chuM, ke paisA mATe mUjhAIza nahi ? zAmu nAhiMmata banyo pAse pAMca paisA hoya te khavarAvIe. nahi to nAta hatA. AthI ene hiMmata AvI. Akhare zAmu sAme be hAtha joDIne ubhA rahIe. emAM mane sAjo thaIne pAcho Avyo. nakhamAMya roga rahyo jarAya zarama na Ave jevA hoIe tevA dekhAIe, nahoto. jhaTa kAmadhaMdhe vaLagI gayo. gajAsaMpata joIne cAlavuM. be divasanI vAhavAhamAM ekAda varasa vItyuM. zAmue have elaphela kharcA bhava Akho bALI na nAkhavo." choDI paisA bacAvavA mAMDayA hatA, eTale mUDI ekaThI bicArA uchInA levA AvanArA manamAM gALe thaI hatI. e vakhate suMdare AvIne kahyuM: 'bhAI, tA cAlyA jatA. ekavAra eka zAmu nAmane tArI aDacaNa-opaTI TaLI gaI tArI pAse have dostadAra acAnaka bhAre bimArImAM sapaDAI gayo. be paisA bace paNa che. dhIre dhIre mArA paisA Apate pAse paise te hoya kayAMthI ? e te ochA maLyA rahe. mAre vyAja joituM nathI." zAmu kahe: 'bhAI, tyAre ochA kharcA hoya. vadhu maLyA tyAre vadhu mArA manamAM hatuM ke suMdarabhAI paisA mAgaze nahi, uDAvyA hoya Akhare te TheranA Thera rahyA hoya ! ne ApaNe deza nahiM. paNa mArI AMkho tame Aje bake vadhu paisA maLyA eTale vadhu vyasana vadhyAM. udhADI, koinA lIdhelA paisA dUdhe dhoIne pAchA zAma ema mAMdo paDelo. have dAkatara-vadonAM moTAM ApavA joIe. tame aNIne vakhate mane madada karI. moTAM bila bharavAmAM AvyAM! vaLI mahAmahenate tAva huM daza gaNI rakama pAchI Apu te paNa tamAre Utaryo, tyAM dAkatare gAmaDe be mahinA havA khAvA badalo na vaLe. huM jarUra paisA pAchA ApIza. javAnuM kahyuM. rAmu te pUro baccaravALa mANasa ! A vakhate zAmunA jUnA daste AvyA ne - zAmune A vakhate duniyAne pUra anubhava thaze. kahevA lAgyA. "je mAre beTo mUcha ! bhagavAnane koI kahe tArI dIkarI pelA mukhInA mUMgA chokarAne avatAra banI beThA hate? AvyA ne rUpiyA vasUla paraNAva. purA-cAra hajAra maLaze. koI kahe. tArI : karavA ? ame nahotA kahetA ?' vahune amuka baMgale kAma karavA mokala, mahine paMdara vIma maLaze? rajanA cA-pANIne sInemA-nATakanA pATA baMdhAyA che. eNe madada karI eja eno pADa. dostadhare te na jANe pRthvInA kyA paDamAM khovAI Aja huM ene paisA pAchA na ApuM, te kAle koI gayA hatA. zAmane te mAthe Abha ne nIce dharatI sAro mANase kaI du:khInI bhIDa bhAMgavA hiMmata rahyAM! e bhagavAna pAse mata mAgavA lAgyuM. karaze nahiM. sahunA dI" sarakhA jAya che ? Aja huM A vakhate mUMjI manAtA saMdare kamAla karI. te kAla tame. eka bIjAne madada karavAnI bhAvanA ja e zAma pAse Avyo ne sAme rUpiyAnI kothaLI duniyAmAM kiMmatI che. AMgaLI ApanArano pahe mUkatAM bolyo: "je bhAI, meM pAI-pAI karIne karaDI khA na joIe.' joDelI A mUDI che. du:khane vakhate tane khapa lAge che dosta kahe : "are ? marda mANasane te vaLI mATe ApuM chuM. rUpiyAnI ciMtA na karIza. zarIra kAlanI phikara hoya ? suMdarane ApavAnA paisA amane ne gAmaDethI Avaje. sAthe vyasana ApI de. kaI lakhata-patara te nathI karyuM" ne ? paNa badhAM aLagAM karaje. jhaTa sAro thA ne kAmadhaMdhe suMdarane ame bharI daIzuM. e paise jAtrA karIzuM. pApa lAgI jA ?' paNa nahi lAge ne meja paNa maLaze.'

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kalyANa; juna 1952 : 175 ? bhAIo ? ApaNe duHkhI chIe, enuM kAraNa dhamadhokAra cAlavA lAgyo. have te enA ekalAthI bIjuM koI nathI, ApaNe pite ja chIe. ApaNI pahoMcAtuM paNa nahiM. eNe sAthI tarIke koIne kharAba dAnataja ApaNu kharAba kare che. lakhata-5tara zodhavA mAMDayo. e vakhate enI najara nItimAna nathI karyuM tethI zuM ? jabAnanI kiMmata ja nathI ? zAmu para TharI. eNe tarata ja zAmune bhAgIdAra mAre te dudhe dhoIne paisA pAchA ApavA che, vaLI banAvyo. zAma paNa sAcA dilano mANasa hato. AvA udhAranA paisAthI jAtrA kevI ? ApaNe sahu pachI dhaMdhAmAM barakata kema na Ave ? ApaNI jAtane ThaganArA ne ApaNA AtmAne lUMTanArA suMdara ne zyAmanI dukAna dhamadhokAra cAlavA lAgI. Thaga pIMDhArAja chIe!' gAma AkhuM kaheH " bhAI ! mAla sAre ne vizvAsathI - zAmae dhIre dhIre saMdaranA paisA vALI dIdhA. levo hoya te "suMdara-sthAma"nI dukAne jajo. have te saMdara pAse ThIka ThIka mUDI thaI, eNe potAne teo anAjathI laIne hIrA-motI sudhInA zeThane kahyuM : "rajA Ape te nAnI zI hATaDI mAMDI vepAra kheDavA lAgyA. gaI kAlane suMdara Aje dhaMdhe kara. * zeTha AvA kAmagarA nokarane rajA ApavA suMdaradAsa sodAgara banyo. enA nAma para phula mukAvA rAjI nahotA, chatAM suMdara AgaLa vadhI sukhI thAya lAgyAM. paMcamAM e. poLamAM e, vahIvaTamAM e, tema icchatA hatA. emaNe khuzI thaIne rajA ApI. lavAdamAM e. suMdaradAsa eTale lokone mana zI vAta ! sAthe be hajAranI rakama sudhI te dhIraze tema A vakhate gAmanA nagarazeTha pitAnI putrIne paNa karyuM. " mATe muratiyo zodhavA nIkaLyA. pitAne putra naheAte A suMdare te nAnIzI dukAna mAMDI. dukAna thaI che. eTale badhe dAyajo putrIne ApavAne hate. nagaraeTale navarA ne khATasavAdiyA bhAIbaMdhane besavAna zeThanI najaramAM suMdara putra mAdhu Avyo. dekhAvaDe. ThekANuM thayuM. teoe tyAM aDDA nAMkhyA. hasI ThaThThA bhaNelo-gaNelo, saMskArI ne vinayI ! karyA kare ne kahe: "yAra, lAva cA-pANI ! karAva nagarazeThe te kaheNa mUkyuM. sArA gharanI kanyA koNa na icache. zubha coghaDie sagapaNa thayAM. zubha nAstA-pANI ! pAna-paTTI te maMgAva! kayAM sudhI divase lagna thayAM. mUjI rahIza. khAnAra-pInArane khudA daI rahe che !' suMdare pahelAM emanI vAta tarapha mana na dIdhuM, suMdara putra mAdhu paraNIne ghera AvyA. padamaNI paNa pelA eTalAthI na samajyA; eTale eka dahADe jevI vahu gharamAM AvI. lagnamAMya gajAsaMpata pramANe suMdare cokhI bhASAmAM saMbhaLAvI dIdhuM : " juo suMdara kharca karyo. khoTI phulamAM na gayo, khoTA bhAIo ! navarA lokone bhagavAna khavarAvato hoya ? kharacAmAM na gaye, be paLanI vAha vAhamAM na taNAye. te duniyA AkhI edIkhAna banI jAya. vaLI dhaMdhe loko te tamAzAnAM zokhIna jamaNu-ramaNanI dhaMdhAnI rIte cAle. hasI DaTTA dukAna para sArA nahi. rAha joIne besanAro. teo kahevA lAgyA ke, suMdara ahIM te jAvAna bAI mANasa paNa mAla levA Ave, te bhAre mammIcUsa che. na phulavADI racI, na dArUmATe maLavuM ne cA-pANI pIvAM hoya te rajAnA khAnuM vachoDayuM, na nAtane jamaNuM ApyAM. ghauMdivase ghera Avaje. cokhA ne khAMDane kayAM toTo che ? paisA kharce duniAma A lapa-kaDhI, te vaLI udhAra mAganArA yAne zuM nathI maLatuM ? ' nIkaLI paDayA. suMdara te cekhAbo hato. eNe suMdara kahe : " AvA suMdara prasaMge rAjanI cerI sApha sApha kahyuM : " udhAranI prathA meM rAkhI ja nathI. na thAya, vaLI kALAbajAranuM apavitra anna tamane , e te vahAlAmAM vera karAve, vakIlonAM ghara dekhADe.' mahemAnone khavaDAvatAM mAre jIva cAlatuM nathI. Ama udhAra baMdha. eka bhAva, mAla-vastu prasaMga te Aje para thaze, khAdheluM kAla bhUlAI cekhI jabAna mIThI, e ka raNe suMdarano dhaMdhe jaze, ne pApa tathA kalaMka te sadAkALa mAthe raheze.'

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: 176 : lakSmInuM vazIkaraNa meM upara kahe e loko judA. A sahu pITha eNe bIje divase joyuM to sahu koI vahelAM pAchaLa babaDavA lAgyA. ke nagarazeThane pAko mammIcUsa UThayAM hatAM. nAnAM ke moTAM badhAMe pathArI choDI che, vevAI maLe! ne pathArI yogya sthaLe mUkI dIdhI che. suMdara zeTha pote navI vahu gharamAM AvI. lokoe ene khUba paNa kAme lAgyA che. koI parazALa vALe che, kaI cUlo bharamAvI dIdhelI, sahiyaroe kaMi avaLuM-savaLuM kuke che, koI gAya dore che, nAnAM moTAM sahu bharAvelu, vahue gharanA AMgaNAMmAM paga mUko ke vaheMcIne kAma kare che. suMdara TIlALI gAya khIle bAMdhelI joI. sarakhI sahiyaro kahe: "arere ! joje ne, tane chANa vAzIdAmAMthI UMcI AvavA de che !' navI vahu kaheH "haze, cokhAM ghI-dUdha te suraja UgatAM te saphAinAM kAma patI gayAM. vAsI kAma UkalI gayAM. suMdara kahe: "vahelAM UThavuM khAvA maLaze ne !' - e kAma karavAno maMtra che." AMgaNuM joyuM te cokhkhuM phUla. rasoDuM joyuM sahu nAhI-dhoI zirAvavA beThAM. gAmanAM gharomAM te dIvA jevuM. ghara joyuM te bhAre vyavasthAvALuM, rivAja e vahune chAza ne dIkarAne dUdha. eka kapaDuM rajhaLatuM nahI, eka ThAma ADuMavaLuM nahi. kAgaLa-kaca ke eThavADa kyAMya jovA na maLe. lakhamI vahue te chAzanI deNe hAthamAM lIdhI, tyAM suMdara zeThanA vahu bolyAM "lakhamI vahu ! mAre ATalI gharamAM saphAI, ATalI suvyavasthA toya mAdhu lAkhane che, te mArA mAdhunI vahu savA gharamAM nokara-cAkara eke na maLe! lAkhanI che. tamathI ama sukha pAmazuM. vahu beTA ! - sakhIo kahe: "lakhamI, Akho dahADo tAre vagara teyAM tame AvyAM nathI. dUdha le. roTalA para vaitaruM kUTavuM paDaze." - vahu hatI DAhI. eNe kahyuM : "bahene! gharanA tAjuM mAkhaNa le. kAma kare ene khAvA te joIe ne !' kAmamAM zarama kevI ! nekara te mAMdA mANasone tyAM lakhamI zaramAI gaI ! ene lAgyuM ke mAro hoya juone amAre ghera keTalA nokara che ne chatAM sasaro ne sAsu lAkheNuM mANasa che. sAcAM zrImaMta keTalI avyavasthA che! mUkI cIja mAgI maLe ja nahi, ghAMTAghATa thAya, hehA thAya, gALAgALa thAya, A che. emanuM mana bharyuM che. jenuM mana bharyuM bharyuM enA koThAra bharyA bharyA ! enI duniyA bharI bharI ! tyAre kAma thAya. gharanAM bALako para kevA saMskAra paDe! bahena, haiyuM bALavuM enA karatAM hAtha bAkI zrImaMta garIbane te Aje kyAM teTo che! bALavA sArA.' rUpiyAnA Dhaga para beThA che, paNa sukhanuM nAma kevuM ? mAdhunI vahu meTA mananI hatI, nAma pramANe chatAM loka ene ADuM avaLuM bharamAvyA kare. lakhamI hatI. saMsAramAM paga nIcenuM baLatuM jonArA ochA hoya

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che. teo to pArakA dharane heAlavavA nIkaLe che : jo ke saLagAvanArA paNu enja hoya che. piyaramAM AkhA hADA dhamAcakaDI rahetI, ne kAmakAja to khAsa kAMi hoya nahiM. ahIM te ATalAM kAma, teya bapore navarAza, rAte vahelAM sahu paravArIne ekaThAM thaine bese. koi reMTiyA kAMte, koi nAmuM mAMDe, kASTa bhajana lalakAre, koi vArtA mAMDe ! suMdara dukAnanuM nAmuM ghera lakhe. ema te nAmAnA mahetAjI rAkhelA. e nAmuM muM lakhe, paNa pAchuM peAtAne jovAnu to kharuM. mahetAnA bharAMse na calAve, koivAra nAmA-DAmAmAM bhUla Ave, to dukAnethI copaDA ghera lAve. dukAna to vakhatasara vastI karavAnIja, vakhatasara mANasane rajA ApI devAnI ! sarakArI mANasAnI lAcArI karavI paDe, evI vAta ene gamatI nahi. suMdara ghera copaDA lAve, rAtanA badhA sUi jAya eTale pAte ese be AnAnI bhUla zeAdhavA cAra AnAnuM tela vApare. e kahe bhUla e bhUla. e AnAnI bhUlamAMthI tA khasAne goTALA nIkaLe ! lakhanI vahune A badhu navu lAge, emane dhara tA sahu gAMchaTThA phrUTe, cA-pANI pIe. tekara teAkaranAM kAma kare. eTale Akara paNa mAthAbhAre thai gayelA. eka dahADo vahunA hAthamAMthI telanI baraNI chaTakI gai. tela jamIna para DhoLAyuM. jeTaluM levAyuM eTalu lai lIdhuM, chatAM cepaDane ! suMdaraze. ghera jamava! AvyA. emaNe jamIna para kalyANa jIta 1952. : 197 : tela joyuM. tarata pAtAnA joDA kADhI cApaDavA esI gayA. zrImaMta gharanI dIkarIne te A joi hAtha bha nIkaLI gai. arere ! game tevA sArA taiya le bhIya te kharA ! nahi teA tela jamIna para Dhe.LAyuM hoya, te lUchIte joDe cepaDe kharA ! lakhamI vahune vaLI manamAM zaMkA thaI; mahue bharamAvI mUkI tA hatIja. e kahe : arere A sasaro mArA kADa kema pUraze! mArA pitAe mane krUve te nathI nAkhIne ! bIje divase eNe potAnA pitAne vAta karI. pitAe vevAinuM dila khuza thAya e mATe daza hajAranAM makAna dIkarInA nAma para caDhAvI dIdhAM. suMdara te bhAre DAgho mANasa hatA. eNe nagarazeThane kahyuM : ' mAre tyAM joItuM badhuM che, tamArI dIkarIne koi vAte tANu nahi rahe. khAkI vevAne paiseA tAkanAro huM nathI ! tame tamAre dharama kAmAM vAparo. ? dIkarAnI vahue vicAryuM ke, lAvane sasarAnI parIkSA karU. eka hADA e te mAthu phUTavA lAgI. kAse kheAkAsAM nAkhavA lAgI jANe hamaNAM jIva nIkaLI jaze! vaida-dAktara teDAvyA, paNa kaMI kArI na cAlI. sasarAjI to khaDe page hatA. emaNe pUchyuM':

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: 178 : lakSmInuM vazIkaraNa vahu beTA ! A mAthAno duHkhAvo tamane koI DAhyo sasaro hoMziyAra vahune parakhI gaye. vAra thate khare ?" eNe kahyuM : vahu kaheH "bhAre ghera ghaNI vAra tha." vahu-dIkarA, mArI parIkSA letAM hatAM ke ?' 'tyAre zuM karatAM ? hA sasarAjI! mAro aparAdha mApha karo." sAcAM matI daLIne ene lepa kapALe karatI. vahue zaramAtAM-zaramAtAM kahyuM : "meM tamane na oLakhyA. meM mAnyuM ke jamIna para paDeluM telanuM saMdara kaheH "arara ! vahu beTA ! tame atyAra TIpuM joDe paDanAranuM ane te kevuM mUjI haze, paNa sudhI kAM na belyAM ! tIjorImAM sAcA motInI be Aje tamArI kharI udAratA joI.' sere paDI che. A vakhate kAma nahi Ave te- vahu ! mArA gharanI zobhA ! lakSmIne Aja kayAre Avaze ?" vazIkaraNa maMtra che. jarUra paDaye lAkha kharacI nAMkhIe, sasarAjI deDIne motI lAvyA. khAyaNI-parALa vagara jarUre telanuM TIpuM paNa nakAmuM javA na daIe." laine jyAM khAMDavAnI taiyArI kare che, tyAM vahue kahyuMH vahu samajIne page paDI. jeNe jeNe A vAta sasarAjI, mAruM mAthuM UtarI gayuM, have enI sAMbhaLI eNe lakSmInA vazIkaraNane sAce maMtra jANe. jarUra nathI !' nItikathAnA saMgrahamAMthI 0000SDOOooo ooo00000000 navarasa graMthAvalInA suMdara prakAzano che jenI aneka patroe temaja vidvA- . jemAM saMsAra jIvananI aneka samazyAo chuM e muktakaThe prazaMsA karI che tenuM || chupAelI che te : che. tyAgavIra zAlIbhadra , garIbInuM gaurava : lekhaka : lekhakaH zAMtikumAra jaya bhaTTa M. A. caMdulAla ema. zAha saMpAdaka : muMbaI samAcAra (sAptAhika). chuM mUlya rUA. 4-0-0 TapAlakharca juduM ja mUlya : rUA. 4-8-0 [ TapAla kharca judu.] DORIKOKOKOOKOOKOOK DIKOOKOOKOOKOOKOM ekaja mahAmelA navakAramaMtra jene agnimAMthI bacAvI lIdho che : nuM jIvana samajAvatI suMda2 saMskArI navalakathA lekhaka : caMdulAla ema. zAha mulya rUA. 4-8-0 che. thI navarasa graMthAvali, 4 20, kIkAsTrITa, muMbaI. 2 gurjara graMtharatna kAryAlaya ja megharAja jaina pustaka bhaMDAra gAMdhAraDa, phuvArA sAme, amadAvAda. kAkA sTrITa, goDIjInI cAlI, muMbaI 2 Te ravANI enDa kaMpanI semacaMda DI. zAha. pAlItANA. I bAbugenu roDa, kAlabAdevI roDa, muMbaI ra aa

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ja 2 ka ra Na deha para prema karavAthI sAco prema rahete nane jALavI jANe che, teo jIvanane chatI nathI, deha jyAre rega ke avasthAnA kAraNe vijayI bane che, ane dhArela mArge jaI zake. kurUpa thaI jaze tyAre prema nahi TakI zake. duniyAmAM heTAmAM heTe Azraya je ApaNe prAraMbha dehathI karIe; paNa ApaNe kaI hoya te te svAzraya che. prema dehAtIta have joIe. AtmAnAM sauda- tame tamArI jAtane hamajI le, pachI ryane oLakhI tene maLavuM joIe. bIjAne hamajatAM vAra nahi lAge. hAmA pAse mAna mAgI ke kharIdI zrI lalitAbahena uttamacaMda zAha nahi zake, ene tamArA pratye, tamArAmAM rahelA guNa pratye AdarabhAva haze, te sva jyAre tame kaMI karo tyAre haMmezAM Azaya zuddha-sAro rAkho. cchA ja mAna tamArA tarapha cAlyuM Avaze. " aMtarAtmAnI sAthe ramata ramavI enA AzAvAdI bane, kadIpaNa nirAza na thatAM zaktine yogya mArga deravavAmAM azakaya jevuM bhayaMkara bIjuM kazuM nathI, Ama karatAM zakaya bane che. mAnavI kharA-khoTAne bheda pAmI zakatA nathI. saraLa ane spaSTa vaktA bane, tamArA zarIranI game tevI aDIkhama tAkAtane hRdayamAM jelakhAnuM na rAkhe, prabhu haMmezAM paNa nAnakaDAM mananI nibaLatA pAchaLa pADI saraLa hadayanA mANasone madada kare che. de che. mATe manane baLavAna banAvatAM zIkho ! koIpaNa vAtano ahaMkAra na kare, tame ekalA vicArapradhAna abhyAsIonI je kaMI juo che, te badhuM kSaNika che, kAryazakti pAMgaLI banatI jAya che, jyAre e- tamArA karatAM paNa vadhu sArA mANase che, kalA karmapradhAna jaDa kAryakaro komaLa lAgaNuM jethI vadhu ne vadhu zakti vadhAravAno prayAsa kare. gumAvI bese che. keIpaNa vAtane cheTe DoLa kare nahi, bhIrU ke Darapoka banIne so varasa jIvavuM tamArA kAmane tamArA kartavyathI batAve, nahi tenA karatAM sAdhyanI khAtara zuddha buddhithI ke zabdathI, thoDuM belI ghaNuM karI batAve, avasare khapI janAranuM jIvana dhanya bane che. mAnasika zaktinA vikAsane AdhAra eka divasanuM AcaraNa, se divasanA brahmacarya pALavAnA upara rahe che, jethI haMmezA sadupadezanI garaja sAre che, mATe kahI batA- vicAra, vANI ane vartanamAM saMyamI rahe. - vavA karatAM karIne banAve ! vikAre ane svAde upara kAbu meLavavA jene kadiye keInA pratye zradhdhA nathI prayatna karo, vikAronA gulAma nahi bane utpanna thatI, tenA karatAM anya pratye zradhdhA paNa temane tamArA majabuta kAbu nIce rAkhanAra, vizvAsa rAkhanArane jIvanamAM ghaNuM samajathI rAkhe, niyamita kAbunI Teva rAkhaochuM vApaNuM che. vAthI sahaja sAdhya thaI jaze. te jIvanamAM moha pAmavAnA, calita thavAnA jema jIvananI jarUrIAte ochI tema prasaMge mAnavane ghaNI vAra Ave che, paNa tame vadhu sukhI thaze, kharca ghaTe te pApa e avasarane jeo mananA saMyamadvArA jIva- ghaTe, ochI jarUra teTalI zAMti.

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: 180 : rajakaNa saMdarya zebhe che zIlathI, yauvana zebhe rAta-dina prayatna karIza, svIkAravA pahelAM che saMyamathI. samajavAnuM cAhIza. sAduM jIvana e ghaNuM AnaMdI jIvana che, mArA svasvabhAva ane parabhAvane pAra savicAra e sAcI muDI che, sadAcAra e AvA khUba khUba mathIza, svabhAva ghuMTavA, svasaMpatti che, guNamaya mana mahAmuDI che. bhAvanI oLakha karAvanAranAM caraNomAM jhukIza. saithI vadhAre kiMmatI samaya che, gaye huM rAta-dina jJAnapUrvaka jAgrata rahevA avasara phera nA Ave, samaya samaya sAvadhAna mathIza, jJAnasvabhAva hamajavA jJAnInA uparahevA bhagavAna kahetA. kAro saMbhArIza. moha e te che mela manane, prema e caDhavA mATe sarvanA deze bhUlI mArA AtmAnI khuzabe (madhuratA). de nIhALI, dUra karavA kaTTIbaddha thaIza, svadareka kriyAonI sAthakatA samajavA bhaNI draSTi rAkhI deDIza. zrI. = = = ==== = = = = = = je sametazIkhara vagerenI yAtrAe jatAM A pustakane sAthe rAkhe. che sametazIkhara yAne jana tIrthabhUmi [ citronA Alabama sAthe : kiMmata rU. 2-0-0] zrI yazovijayajI jaina graMthamALA The. herIsa reDa, bhAvanagara nUtana prakAzane maMgAvo ! | jaina saMskRti ane cAMdIjaDIta paryuSaNa stavanAdiH 32 pijI 272 lAkaDAnI kArIgarI pija mUlya 1-0-0 caityavaMdana, payuSaNanAM stavana, theya, sajajhAya vagerene saMgraha che, ApaNe maMdiramAM cAMdInA ratha, siMhA nidhAna stavanAdi saMgraha : 16 pacha sana, bAjoTha, bhaMDAra, pAraNuM, mAtAnAM svapnAM, 136 peja mUlya 1-0-0 caityavaMdane, che, samavasaraNa, pAlakhI, vagere ghaNI vastuonuM stavane ane saMjhAne saMgraha. zAstrIyane meTuM mahatva che. devavaMdanamALA : mauna ekAdazInI ane eTale ja sahu koI zAstrIya ane kathA. gaNaNuM tathA devavaMdane citrIpunamanA, ane kalApUrNa kArIgarI mATe hamAre tyAM padhAre che. mAsInA. mUlya 1-0-0 tame paNa tamArI maMdira upayogI jarUrIzrI manahara mahimA pUjA prema yAta mATe Aje ja pUchA. saMtoSakAraka pustikA : Adhunika rAganAM stavane mUlya javAba maLaze. bIjA pustako mATe nIcenA sthaLe pUchA. sai keInuM jANItuM sthaLa: nAgaradAsa prAgajIbhAI mIstrI cImanalAla aMbAlAla enDa ku. The, dezIvADAnI poLa amadAvAda hIrAbAga, khattaragalI. sI. pI. Tenka. muMbaI. 4 0-5-0

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puNyAtmA zAlibhadra...........zrI. suMdaralAla cunIlAla zAha, M. A. beTA zAli! nIce Avone, zreNika e bhavya mahAlayamAM svAgatanI zI AvyA che." kamInA hoya? jyAMnA bhUmitaLa phaTikanAM! mAtAjI padhAre! Ape jAte zA mATe jyAMnA dAsa-dAsIo paNa vinayanA bhaMDAra ! tasdI lIdhI? sevakadvArA A sevakane hukama snAna kriyA karatAM rAjAnI vIMTI sarakI paDe pharamAva hatone, ane mAtAjI! emAM mane che. bALane ke khAlI karAvAya che. tejapUchavAnuM paNa zuM? ThIka lAge te zreNika tejanA aMbAra samA dAgInAne Dhagale thAya kharIdI le ane naMkhAvI do vakhAre, sava che. ThIkarA jevI dekhAtI rAjAnI vIMTI jaDI vAtamAM Apaja pramANabhUta che. 0 Ave che, rAjAne prazna thAya che, ke A zuM ? beTA ! tuM to lADako ja rahyuM. A nathI mAtA khulAse kare che, ke devatAI bhegone kharIdavAnI vastu, A che zreNika tArA, bhegavanAra mAre zAli ane batrIza putramArA ane sArAye magadha dezanA mAlika. vadhu re ja A alaMkAre tyajI navAja emanuM tAre svAgata karavAnuM che." AbhUSaNo dhAraNa kare che. ema che mAtAjI, Apa padhAre tyAre, bhagavaMta mahAvIrane bhakta, akhaMDa zradhdhAne huM ekadama jaladI ApanI pAchaLa Ave.' svAmI zreNika saddavicAranI zreNie caDhe che. paNa A zuM? rUpa sadayanA dhaNI, zuM che A puNyanA praka! zuM kamAla che batrIza kulavAna rAjaramaNanA premALa pati, zAlibhadranI bhega ane ezvayanI puNyAI ! anupama ane ajoDa ezvayanA mAlikanA mArI rAjasattAnI puNyAI paNa enI AgaLa mukha para khinnatA zI ? AchI AchI ciMtAnI tuccha che. mahAprabhu mahAvIre kamanA vizAda rekhAo zA mATe pragaTI uThI ? sidhdhAMte ahe kevI madhuratAthI samajAvyA mAre mAthe rAjA che, zuM kamanI bali che. bhUrisUri praNAma he e mahAtAraka mahA hArI che, huM pUrNa svataMtra nahi. hA ! paNa vibhUtine ! huM dhanya chuM, kRta puNya chuM ke mArA A te saMsAra che. saMsAramAM pUrNa svataMtratA nagaramAM Ave apUrva puNya dhanane akhUTa cheja kayAM ? te zuM karavuM ? mAthe mAlIka bhaMDAra vase che. enI surakSA ane khIlavaTa yAne rAjA have e kara, ke bhaviSyamAM mATe mAre zuM zuM na karavuM joIe ? koinI paNa parataMtratAmAM rahevuM na paDe. mAtAjI! trizalAnaMdana vIranI vANI vicAravamaLamAM gherAela, rAjagRhI naga- nagara samavasaraNamAM sAMbhaLI. sAkarathI adhika 3 rInA nUrasama zAli dhImA gaMbhIra pagale nIca mIThI lAgI, manane atyaMta rUcI, AhAda utare che. rAjA zreNikanuM bhAvabhInuM svAgata rasa, vedhaka rIte pedA thaye. kare che. magadhane mAlIka harSanA AvezamAM beTA ! kulavAna ! e vAtane jarUra e. bAtha bhIDe che. pula karamAya tema mAkhaNazI triza atizayonA dhaNanI pAMtrIza guNathI suMvALI kAyA prasvedathI bhIMjAya che. hAlasoya yukta dezanAnA amRtavacane subhadrazeThanA mAtAnI vinatithI hAlabharyA haiye, umaLakA saMskArI bALakane AlhAda Apeja. seryA zabda, e devakumArane sAtame mALa paNa mAtAjI! uMDI asara thaI che, vidAya kare che. saMsAra asAra lAge che, bhege tuccha bhAse

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: 182 : puNyAtmA zAlibhadra che, ramaNIo aramya lAge che, AtmA prabhu tuM sAce bhegI nIkaLe, ame te bheganA pAse javA Icche che, ame saMyama paMthe vica- kIDA, tArI mAtAne dhanya che, tArA pitAne razu. ApanA A dhanya che, ane mArI A nagarIne paNa dhanya beTA zAli! tuM ane saMyama, saMyama che, ke jyAM tArA jevA ciMtAmaNi ratnane ati mIThe AvakAradAyaka che. huM paNa saMyamanA janma thayo che. ovAraNAM lauM, paNa tArAthI saMyamanAM duHkha haze kAMI kamInA e mahArAgI puNyAkema sahevAya? pariSaha ane upasarganI hAra- tmAnA dIkSAnA varaghoDAmAM? jenI vyavasthA mALA. hA ! beTA zAli ! devapitA subhadra zeTha kare, jene chaDIdAra rAjA mAtA mucchita thAya che, nIce paTakAya zreNika bane, zuM zAsananI prabhAvanA thaI haze, che. mAtRbhakata zAli gaMbhIra cahere svastha, keTakeTalA vairAgya pAmyA haze? ane keTalAnA tyAMne tyAMja ubhuM rahe che. jarAe AgaLa hRdayamAM samyagadazanane vAsa thaye haze, khasatuM nathI. yogya upacAre mAtA bhAna meLave ane batrIse ramaNIo sammata thaI haze? che. zAline saMsAra mehathI parasthita jue kulavAna hatIne? mAtAnI AjJA maLyA che, samajI jAya che, samaju, zANuM ane pachI bIjo prazna ja na rahe ne? A te puNyAI! saMskArI mAtA hRdayane kaThaNa banAve che. rAjA supAtradAnane mahimA Aja hoya ne ? zreNikane mahAlaye dIkSA-motsava mATe rAja kuTuMba parivAra paNa sarva vAtamAM sAnukULaja cinha levA devI jAya che, rAjA zreNika maLe ne? pachI AtmoddhAramAM ADe Aveja svamAtA sama svAgata kare che, ane kahe che, ke zAne? zakaya hoya te sAtheja jAyane? pUrva amArA zAline dIkSA mahatsava ame karazuM. bhavamAM bhUkhyA peTe, atyaMta kSudhAturatAnA AtmodhdhAranA punita paMthe saMcaratA zAli samaye, mahA-mahenate mAgItAgIne taiyAra bhadrane snAna karAvatA-suvizada bhAvanAne bhAvatA karelI, mAtAe bhAvathI pIraselI khIra mAsazreNika saMbaMdhe che, "aha leDhAnA caNuM khamaNanA tapasvI mahAtmAne pAraNe vaherAvIne, cAvavA jevuM ativikaTa kArya te AraMbhya bhAva kevo? vitta kevuM? pAtra kevuM? ane che. asidhArA para cAlavA jevuM duSkara prayANa harSAzrunI dhArA kevI ? ati utkaTa pariNAmanI te zarU karyuM che, paNa tuM kulavAna che, zraddhA nirmaLa ane virATa dhArA kevI? vAna che, paiyavAna che, mahA puNyazALI che, A che yazagAthA supAtradAnanA mahimAnI, tuM jarUra saMyamane dIpAvIza, kuLane ujALIza, puNyAnubaMdhI puNyanA prakarSanI, jainazAsananA AtmAne tArIza, anyane uddhArIza, pariSaha zAstra graMthamAM suvarNAkSare AlekhAelI, sanAane upasargonI senAne mahAta karIza, cauda tana satyathI bharelI, nAstika evA paNa bhavyArAjanI upara rahela siddhazilAne bhAvIza, tmAonA zIrane jhukAvanArI. zata kaTi vaMdana ane kene preraNA maMtra banIza. bhUri bhUri he e puNya-purUSa zrImAna zAlibhadrane! ane vaMdana che tane, ane tAraka mahAvIra devane ! tenI yazagAthA jIvaMta rAkhanAra pUrva mahAke jenA zAsanamAM AvA devatAI bhegone paNa kSaNamAM puNyAtmAo phagAvI zake che. ura

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rA ma va na vA ........pU panyAsajI mahArAja zrI kanakavijayajI gaNivara praveza: 3 : pUrvakALamAM meM je vacana ApyuM che, tene pALavA [ dazaratha mahArAjA dIkSA aMgIkAra karavA utsuka tathA te mujaba tamArI mAMgaNIne svIkAravA huM taiyAra banyA che, bharata paNa pitAjInI sAthe javA taiyAra chuM, paNa tamArA jevA suzIla tathA saMskArasaMpanna thayA che. putra mohanA kAraNe mahArANI kaikeyI mUjha. trIratna pAse eTaluM te jarUra IcchuM ke, tame patinA vaNamAM mUkAya che. patinA saMsAratyAga pachI zUnya kalyANakare saMyamamArgamAM vinarUpa bane evuM te banate saMsAra bharataparanA rAgathI DAghaNa bharyo nahi ja mAMge ! raheze, e kaikeyInI kalpanA Aje bhAMgIne bhUkako thaI. kaikeyI : nA, svAmInAtha ! ApanI pAse have A bAju : bharata mAmAnA AgrahathI pitAnA e vAta kahI zakAya evuM kayAM rahyuM che ? ApanuM mosALamAM gayA che. kekeyI koIpaNa rIte bharatane hRdaya Aje amArA parathI utarI gayuM che. neha, saMsAramAM rAkhavA prayatno kare che. ] mamatA ke rAganI gAMTha Ape kharekhara toDI nAMkhI kaikecI : (svagata) svAmInAtha saMsAra tyajI che. have amArI AjIjI ke vinaMtithI A saMsAramAM jaze. rAja-pATanAM sukhone sApa jema kAMcaLIne make rahI e kaI rIte bane tevuM kayAM che ? paNa kRpAnAtha ! tema mUkIne nIkaLI jaze, ane bharata paNa mane mUkIne te mATe mArI eka mAMgaNI ApanI pAse che, e kahetAM jIbha jaze, te A saMsAramAM mAruM koNa ? bharata koI upaDatI nathI, hRdaya apAra mUjhavaNa anubhave che. paNa rIte je mArI AMkha hAme rahe to kevuM sArU ? chatAM bharatapratyenA bhArA mehathI hu ApanI pAse hA, have yAda AvyuM. je bharatane Agraha karI ayo- mAguM chuM ke, Apa ayodhyAnI rAjagAdI para ApanA dhyAnI rAjagAdI para besADavAmAM Ave che... te jarUra haste bharatane rAjyAbhiSeka karIne saMyamanA kalyANabharata saMsAramAM rahe. mahArAjA poteja je ene karamArge prayANa karo ! mArI A eka aMtima rAjyasiMhAsana sepe te kevuM sAruM ? huM svAmInAthanI mAMgaNIne avazya mAnya rAkhaze. atyArasudhI ApanI pAse jAuM, ane chelle chelle mArI eka mAMgaNI mUke. pAsa ma kAI mAgyuM nathI, have Apa jyAre amana ' (mahArANI kaikeyI mahArAjA dazarathanA AvAsamAM tyajIne nIkaLo che, te mArI A mAMgaNI ApanI teonI pAse Ave che, potAnA hadayamAM je vAta pAse mUke che. Apa e avazya svIkAraze ! ramI rahI che, te mUkavA prayatna kare che.) dazaratha mahArAjA: (kAMIka vyathita chatAM kekecI : svAmInAtha! Apa amane Ama dhIratApUrvoka) sArUM, tamArI IcchA pramANe huM nirAdhAra mUkIne cAlyA jaze. ApanI pAchaLa bharata karIza. mAre mana te rAma ane bharata baMne sarakhA paNa saMyama svIkAravAne usuka banyo che. kharekhara che. mAro rAma A jANaze te keTa-keTalo e A saMsAramAM mArA jevI abhAgaNI koNa haze ? AnaMda pAmaze ? bharata dIkSA levA taiyAra thayA che. jene pati tathA putra baMne cAlyA jaze. priya e jANyA pachI ene atizaya duHkha thayuM hatuM. prANanAtha ! ApanI pAse huM eka vacana mAMgavA paNuM have huM bhAratane ayodhyAnI gAdI para abhiSeka AvI chuM, mArI A eka chellI mAMgaNI A5 karuM chuM, e jANIne rAma khUba khuzI thaze. tamArI avazya svIkAraze. nidhAnanI jema atyArasudhI IcchAne anurUpa huM bhAratanA rAjyAbhiSeka mATe yogya ApanI pAse jALavI rAkhela mA varadAna Aje vyavasthA karIza. mAre jaldI dIkSA grahaNa karavI che, mAMgI levAno mAre mATe A avasara Avyo che. eTale huM romane belAvIne badhuM nakkI karI dauM. mahArAjA dazaratha : priye ! tamAre je kAMI (kaikeyIrANI kAMIka svastha bane che. mahArAjAnI mArI pAse mAMgavuM hoya te khuzIthI vinAsaMkoce AjJA meLavI teo tyAMthI jAya che. dazaratharAja mAMge! tamArI mAMgaNIne huM jarUra svIkArIza. temane rAmane bolAvavA mATe sevakane mekale che ).

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kalyANa; juna 1952 : 185 : dazaratha mahArAjA : [ svagata ] kharekhara saMsA- ApanI pAchaLa bharata paNa saMyama svIkAravo adhIra ranI sthiti kaI vicitra che. mArI bhAvanA jyAre banyo che. bharata koI rIte saMsAramAM rahI jAya te dIkSA grahaNa karavAnI thaI, tyAre eka pachI eka navA ThIka, e kAraNe temaNe ApanI pAse A mAMgaNI navAM nimitto ubhAM thayA kare che. huM rAmane a- mukI che. pUjya pitAjI ! ApanAM vacananuM saMpUrNa dhyAno rAjabhAra saMpIne nIkaLavAnI taiyArI karuM chuM paNe pAlana thAya te rIte huM AjathI ja prayamamAM tyAM bhAratanI mAtA kaikeyI Ama navI mAMgaNI mUke che. rahIza. Apa ni:zaMka raheje ! Apa Aje te pitAnA ekanA eka putra bhArata mATe mAtA tarIke bharatane rAjya ApavA taiyAra thayAM che, emAM mane kekeyIne mohanA kAraNe vadhu AghAta lAge, e saMbha- ka ja raMca nathI. bhArata te mAro bhAI che. vita che, paNa bharatane huM kyAM nathI oLakhatA ? paNa AvatI kAle kadAca adhyAmAM be page cAlanAra pitAnA vaDilabaMdhu rAmane mUkI, ayodhyAnA rAja- koI raMkane A rAjya ApavAne Apa icache te siMhAsana para e kadi bese kharo? e game tema thAya te veLA ApanA vacananI khAtara ApanI caraNaraja paNa have huM vadhu samaya sudhI A saMsAramAM nahi huM rAma, evA raMkanI paNa tAbedArI svIkAravA taiyAra rahI zaku. chuM. pitAjI! A bAbatamAM Ape mane kAMI jaNA[ eTalAmAM pitAjInA Adezane pAmI, rAma- vavAnuM hoya nahi. ApanI AjJA eja mAre mana caMdrajI, mahArAjA dazarathanI sevAmAM upasthita thAya sarvasva che. che. mahArAjAnAM caraNomAM vaMdana karI, ubhA rahe che.] dazaratha mahArAjA : priya rAma ! tArA vinaya rAmacaMdra : pitAjI ! Ape sevakane yAda karyo, dharma koI ajaba che, enI mane pUrNa khAtrI che. te kRpayA je kAMI AjJA hoya te pharamAvaze ! e bAbatamAM huM niHzaMka chuM. saMsAranA sukhavaibhavanI khAtara mAro rAma vaDilanI AmanyA lope, evI dazaratha : rAma ! Aje tane khAsa kAryane mane svapane paNa kalpanA nathI ja, rAma avasare aMge meM lAvyo che. tane khabara che ke, mAro vaDilenI AjJA khAtara rAjapATa ke RdhisamRdhine AtmA saMsArathI virakta banyo che. saMsAranA A lAta mArI vanamAM vasavA mATe paNa taiyAra rahe che, badhAM sukho have mane koI rIte gamatAM nathI, rAjapATa e huM sArI rIte jANuM chuM mATe ja te bAbatamAM Rddhisiddhi A badhuM mane kArAgRha jevuM lAge che. mAre gaurava levA jevuM che, ke mArAM saMtAno ApaNuM phakta mArA chellA kartavyanI khAtara have huM divaso pUrvajonA vArasAne kharekhara dIpAvanArA che. tAruM gALuM chuM, tane adhyAnA rAjyapara sthApIne dIkSA suvinItapaNuM adUbhUta che. bhAI rAma! have mArI svIkAravAnI mArI prabalabhAvanA che. paNa Aje tArI saMsAratyAganI abhilASA satvara phaLe te mATe tuM mAtA kaikeyIe eka navI mAMgaNI mUkI che, te taiyArI kara ! ayodhyAnA rAjyasiMhAsana para bharatano abhiSeka karIne bhAre dIkSA grahaNa karavI." priyarAma ! tuM jANe che, ke huM kekeyInI sAthe vacanathI. baddha chuM, eTale meM tArI tamAruM ane tamArA bALakanuM bhAgyakama mAtA kaikeyInA vacanane kabula rAkhyuM che, ane e kevuM che, te jANavA mATe maMgAveH hakIkta tane jaNAvavA mATe meM bolAvyo che. jaina (jyotiSa) nakSatra zAstra rAmacaMdrajI : (svasthatApUrvaka) pitAjI! emAM kIMmata be bhAganA bAra AnA. paTeja alaga. mane kahevAnuM hoya ja nahi. Apa je kAMI kare che, premacaMda ma. mahetA te amArA hitamATe che, enI amane paripUrNa C/o. jazavaMtalAla enDa kuAM. zradhdhA che. mAtA kaikeyIne A mAMgaNI karavI paDI che 716/3 sAkarabajAra amadAvAda, tenuM kAraNa huM jANuM chuM, amane tyajIne jaze,

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sAdharmikabhAI ane svAmivAtsalya zrI ujamazI juThAlAla zAha. svAmivAtsalyanI bheTa dharanAranA haiyAmAM mAtra dhanathI ja svAmivAtsalya thAya e kSaka sAdharmika bhAI mATe garIba, bicAre ke rAMka e vicAre ja svAmivAtsalyanA svarUpanI sAcI oLakha zabdano prayoga saMbhave khare ke? vaLI sAdharmika ADe Aje rUkAvaTa karI che. dAna mAtra dhanathIja bhAI pAse padagalika sAdhananI uNapa dekhI pitAnI thAya evI khoTI bhramaNAo, keTalAMkanA manamAM jema jAtene tenAthI te vaDerI kalpe kharo ke? lAMbA kALathI ghara karI beThI che, tema svAmivAtsalya paNuM dhanathI ja thAya, tevuM mAnanArAonI saMkhyA jeNe arihaMtanuM zaraNuM svIkAryuM che, ane jeNe jaina samAjamAM Aje nAnI sunI nathI. jainadharmane Azare lIdhe che, ene kaI vastunI kamInA lAge ? bhautika vastunI uNapa jene kadI sAle - tyAgIo, jIvane je dAna Ape che, te dAna nahi, tevAne bicAro ane rAMka kahenAra pateja bicAro viSe vicAre te kharA ! teo jagatanA sarve jIvone puravAra thAyane? pachI bhalene te moTo cakravarti heya. abhayadAna Ape che. abhayadAnathI ucca koTInuM anya koI dAna che kharuM ? jJAnanuM paNa teo dAna ApaNA kauTuMbika janone pitAM ApaNuM kare che, vAstavika temane tyAga eja dAna che. dilamAM temanI pratye raMka ke nirAdhAra e jAtano : divya bhAva, ullAsa ane suvivekapUrvaka svAmIjulaka bhAva jema ugatuM nathI ane jema ApaNe bhAinuM mAtra sanmAna karavAthI je uttama phalanI ApaNI pharaja samajI temanA sukhadu:khamAM eka sarakhA prApti thAya che, te prApti uttama bhAvanAne abhAvane bhAgIdAra banIe chIe, te ja prakAre balake tethI kAraNe karoDo ke abajonuM dhana veravAthI paNa kadAca adhika rIte vivekapUrvaka sAdharmika bhAI pratye ApaNe zakya na bane. vartAva have joie. kahevAne mULa Azaya e che, ke sAdharmika bhAIne sAdharmika bhAI bicAra, garIba ke rAMka che, e bicAro ane rAMka varNavI ene sahAya karavAnAM kSaka bhavAthI je svAmivAtsalya thAya te vAstavika ApaNe raNaziMga phakIe tyAM ApaNe kaI rItane te sAcuM svAmivAtsalya nathI, te prakAre kareluM sAdharmika dharma samajyA chIe ? e prakAre lAkho svAmivAtsalya sAdharmika bhakita rUpe phaLatuM nathI. balake karoDonuM dhana verI svAmivAtsalya karatAM, paraMtu anukaMpA dAna rUpe dAtArane te phaLe, svAmi- ApaNA haiyAnAM kaye khuNe sAdharmikabhAI mATe vAtsalyanI bheTa dharanAra ane jhIlanAra ubhaya pAtra svAmivAtsalya bhAva chUpAya che te tapAse te kharA ! sapAtra hoya te suMdara phaLa nipaje. jo ke puNyAnu- bhagavAna mahAvIranA ApaNe anuyAyIo ekaja baMdhI puNyanA yuga vinA e ubhayane suga prApta pitAnA putro jevA chIe, vAstavamAM sarve jeno thava durlabha che. eka prabhunA saMtAno chIe, mATe koI paNa prakArano ' zuM ! dhanike ja svAmivAtsalya karI zake ? zuddha vicAra dilamAM dharyA vinA, ane zakti gepaDyA zuM ! nidhano svAmivAtsalya karI zake ja nahi ? vinA suvivekapUrvaka jenAthI je prakAre zakya hoya te are ! je koI dhAre te sarve svAmivAtsalya karI prakAre utkRSTa bhAve svAmivAtsalyanA jharA chalakAvI do. zake, paNa te mATe vyakitanA dilamAM sAdharmika atre eka bInA TAMkavI asthAne nahi manAya. bhaktinI divya bhAvanA avazya vaselI hovI joIe. ke sAta kSetromAMnAM sidAtA koIpaNa kSetrane hAyatana, mana, dhanathI, karavuM, karAvavuM ane anumodavuM rUpa thavA zrAvake e jinaANuone zire caDhAvavI ema aneka prakAre svAmivAtsalya thAya. joke tana, paDaze. eTale ke ApaNe sAcA jaina banavuM paDaze. mana ane dhanathI suvivekapUrvaka kareluM svAbhivAtsalya ane suzrAvakane zobhe tevA guNone zaNagAra ApaNe e utkRSTa prakAranuM svAmivAtsalya che, ane jIvanano haiye sadA dhara paDaze. mAtra nANAM cUkaLe e kSetro te paNa anupama lhAve che. sidAtAM nahi bacAvI zakAya.

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kalyANa; juna 15ra : 18e : sAthe dharmanA sAdhana rUpa jina ANAone TakAvavA jeTalo puruSArtha te bhavya chAe avazya jIvanamAM vaNyAM vinA sAdhya dharma nahi pamAya. sva- kare joIe. AtmAmAM dharma ugyA vinA dharmanuM phala mukti kema je je dharmanA che te saghaLAM dharmAnuSThAne karI prApta thAya ? samakita pragaTAvI, samakita TakAvI, saMpUrNapaNe mATe jinezvara kathita dharmamAM zuddha zraddhA karavI, AtmAnA mULaguNa pragaTa karavAmAM sahAyaka banatAM ane tene amalI banAvavA bhagIratha puruSArtha Ada- anupama sAdhanA che. ra. parama upakArI vItarAga, sarva arihaMta bhaga- sAdharmika bhAI pratyenI suvivekapUrvakanI hadayamAM vaMtanA pharamAna mujaba jIvana na chavAtuM hoya tene bhAva pariNati eTale dharma pratyene rAga, guvacana pazcAtApa karavo. arihaMta devoe je mujaba kIdhuM pratye Adara ane jinavacana pratye zraddhA. che te mujaba jIvana jIvavA jevuM che, ane je kAMI jinavacanamAM saMpUrNa paNe zraddhA eja samakita. kahyuM che te saMpUrNa satya che, evI zuddha zraddhA karavI. agAu vicAyuM tema e samakita prAptinA ' baLe jinavacanamAM jyAM zaMkA thAya tyAM potAnI dharmakriyAo amRtarUpe phaLe che. AtmAmAM heya, ya ane upAdeyane suviveka jAge che, divya bhAva pragaTa ajJAnatAnuM kAraNa samajavuM ane te zaMkA nivAraNa che ane AtmAno khare puruSArtha khIle che. je mATe suguruno yoga sAdha ane zraddhA dRDha karavI. puruSArthanA baLe karmonA cUrecUrA thavA mAMDe che. kAla ane kSetra anusAra vadhu vegIlo puruSArtha jeTalo AtmAne purUSArtha prabaLa teTalo karmothI te kadAca na nipaje te e ochAmAM ocho samakti vahele mUkAya che, ane mukitane pAme che. nakalI ThaMDA pINAM baMdha kare! sAcI zItaLatA ane tAjagI lAvanAra. jinamadiroke upayogI i, hAthI, davA, nA, vADhaNI, bhaMDAra peTI, zAstrokta paddhati anusAra tIna pratimAjI sthApana karanekA siMhAsana, lakaDekA kAtarakAma banAke usake para sone-cAMdIke ghare (2) jAnevA. ___ cAMdIkI AMgIo aura paMcadhAtukI pratimAjI aura parikara banAnevAle. cAMdIkA cadara Apake yahAM Ake lakaDe para lagA dete hai. orDara hamArI dukAna para denese bhI kAma banAke bheja sakate hai. zrI yA mI. mistrI brijalAla rAmanAtha muA. pAlItANA [saurASTra] tA. kaH-mIlanekI jarura ho to kharca denese bA ne hai. lakSamI chApa sata Isabagula vApare aLAI ane garamI sAme saMrakSaNa | vikretAo: navajIvana auSadha bhaMDAra-junAgaDha mahetA meDIkala sTersa-bhAvanagara kacchI meDIkala sTerapAlItANuM

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Mitulal PNI Mini[ pAka S bhAva nuM mUlya......... kaTara valabhadAsa neNazIbhAI Never look to the quantity of bhUta karI nAMkhe che tevI ja rIte je dhamane aza your actions, but pay particular paNa nirmaLa hoya te te pApane haNI nAMkhe che. attention to the quality thereof. zuddhi sAthe bhAvanI paNa teTalI ja jarUrI ApaNe keTaluM karyuM teja jenArA chIe yAta che. bhAva ane upayoga vagara sarva paNa kevuM karyuM te jovAnI khAsa jarUra che. Avazyaka kriyAo karatAM, mAtra kAyakaleza AkhA jIvanamAM prabhu bhaktimAM eka vakhata thaze paNa tenuM phaLa meLavI zakAze nahIM. vIllAsa thaI jAya te paNa bhavanI bhAvaThI bhAva eTale cittane utsAha [vIllAsa bhAMgI jAya. tevI ja rIte Avazyaka kriyAmAM ane upayoga eTale sAvadhAnatA [tanmayapaNuM vicAraNane pariNAme barAbara pazcAtApa thAya * bhAva bhAva ane upaga vagaranI kriyA karavI e mAtra ke pauSadhamAM apUrva bhAvazuddhi thaI samatA kAyakaleza che ane tene phaLa taddana alapa che. prApta thAya. te ApaNuM kAma thaI jAya, ane kaI che ke :tevI sthiti prApta karAvavA mATe sarva bhAva vinA dAnAdikA, jANe aluNa dhAna zAstrakArone prayAsa che, AthI ulaTuM je bhAva rasAMga maje thake, guTe kama nidAna. zuddhinI apekSA vagara bahu bahu kriyAo manaviNa maLa kyuM, thAva daMta hINe; karavAmAM AvatI hoya paNa zuddhatA jarApaNuM gurUviNa bhaNuM kyuM, jamavuM jema aluNe; na hoya, ane ulaTI azuddhatA dAkhala thatI jasaviNa bahu jIvI, jIvate yuM na sohe; hoya te phaLanI prApti thatI nathI. je hetuthI tima dharama na sehe, bhAvanA je na hove. kriyA karavAmAM Ave che, te hetu jaLavAte e uparathI spaSTa jaNAya che, ke bhAva nathI ane kadAca a5 lAbha thAya che te te vagaranI dhamakriyA taddana zuSka che, nakAmI che, rUpIye eka badAma jeTaluM thAya che. " DuM jirNa che, ananukaraNIya che, aviSTa che, e kara paNa barAbara kara " e sUtra khAsa lakSyamAM mana vagaranA meLA che ane dAMta vagaranA rAkhavAnuM che. cAvaNuM che. eka nAne dIva paNa aMdhakArane haNa bhAva, e dhamane dile jAna hestAra che, nAMkhe che, amRtanuM eka TIpuM paNa aneka kamarUpa kASTane bALavAmAM agni samAna che, rogone nAza kare che, ane agninI eka puNya annamAM ghI samAna che, ane mikSa cInagArI paNa khaDanA moTA DhagalAne bhasmImAM lakSmInI kaTImekhalA che.

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saMsAranA pApe che pU. gurudevazrI bhAnavijayajI mahArAjanA pravacanamAMthI saMpAdaka : pU. munirAjazrI bhadraguptavijayajI mahArAja saMsArane svabhAva e ke, kazuM kadIe pUruM nahi thavAnuM eTale badhuM sadAya bAkI tyAre mekSane svabhAva e ke, jyAM badhuM purUM, eTale kazuM bAkI nahi. bele zuM pasaMda che? saMsAranA svabhAvanuM sAcuM jJAna ja nahi eTale jIvanI jaMjALane pAra nahi. saMsAramAM purUM thAya ema nathI. koI vAte pUrNa thAya ema nathI, ene pUrNa karavAnI tAlAvelI zuM karAve che? svAthanAM kAma ke paramArthanAM deva, guru, dhamanI sevA ke jaDanI? kusaMskAra ke susaMskAra? verane badale, mAnanI dhagasa, mAyAnI lAlasA ne lebhano vega kadIe pUrNa ] na thAya? ne e pUrNa karavAnI mATI dhAMdhale satI strIne rajhaLatI karI! puNya sthiti pheravI nAMkhI eTale amarakumArane surasuMdarInA paga ghasavA besavuM paDayuM ? svAtha e cIja kevI che? "mArI badhI vAta pUrNa thavI joIe " svArthI saMsAra zuM kare? pitAne jarAka unI varALanI AMca paNa AvI hoya te yAda karAve, ne jagata bhale AkhuM dAvAnaLamAM baLI jatuM hoya! te tenI paravA nahi. ja A saMsAranI aMdara puNyanA coge alpa ke moTI zakti ke sagavaDa male che enA para chakela banavAnI jarUra nathI. puNya hoya te sAta keTImAMthI paNa rAjya laI zakAya, ne puNya na hoya te palavAramAM cha khaMDa lUMTAI jAya ! evA puNyanA bahu vizvAsa zA karavA? tevA vizvAsamAM beThA chIe tethIja dharmamAM pramAda thAya che. puNyanA vizvAsa zuM karo ? mArI ekalAnI jAta AgaLa lAvavA mATe anekane pAchA pADavA paDe te vadhe nahi! paNa khabara nathI ke, A puNya kayAM sudhI Takaze ? tyAgI zAnA banavAnuM? puNya Ape ke na Ape te sarvanA: vitarAganA zAsanane tyAgI zAne? maLelAne, ane nahi maLyAnI AzAnone? puNyanA kAramA vizvAse paMDitene mUrkha banAvyA ! dhanavAnene kaMgAlabhikhArI banAvyA.

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888889&&&&&&&&&&&&&&& 8888888888888888888 so'haM akhaMDa Atma sAdhanA sAdhya samyagdarzana-jJAna-cAritra sAdhana ahiMsA-saMyama-tapa akhaMDa AnaMda-abhegha prema-nirvikalpa zAMti - siddhi chezAMtiH upazama upayoga harSa-zAkano tyAga, 4 sat cidAnaMda svarUpa rAga-dveSane tyAga, meM ahaM vItarAga svarUpa. saMkalpa-vikalpane tyAga, OM nirvikalpazAMti svarUpa - udAsIna parabhAva, 5radravyatyAga, viSaya-kaSAyatyAga. * apramata yoga. zrI amaracaMda mAvajI zAha. ja 888888888888888888888888888888888

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CHISI319.00 'kalyANa bAlakizora vibhAga cAlo mitro ! ApaNe vAMcIe ! temane rUA. cAranuM pustaka athavA to bAra mahinA dasto ! "bAlajagata" mATenI tamArI sudhI kalyANane aMka phI-bheTa mekalAvAze. mamatA keI ajaba che, TapAlenA thekaDAo bIjA lekhakemAM zA. choTAlAla lakhamazI tamArA taraphathI amane daramahine maLyA ja deDhIyA, caMdrakAMta bhegIlAla zAha-khaMbhAta. kare che, tamArA lekhamAMthI vyavasthita karI kIrtikumAra lallubhAI jhaverI-muMbaI tathA pragaTa karavAmAM amane mahenata jarUra rahe che, prANajIvana ratanazI zeThIA-goregAma. A chatAM tame je kALajIpUrvaka lekho lakhe che, cAranA javAbe paNa sArA che, avasare te ane te mATe khaMta rAkhe che, e AnaMdane ame prasidhdha karIzuM, A cAreyamAM bhAI viSaya che. mitro ! amArI pAse je lekha caMdrakAMtane ro rUpIyAnAM pustaka athavA che AvyA che, te kramazaH ahi pragaTa thatA raheze, mahinA sudhI "kalyANa phI mokalAvAze. temaja te viSe tame nizciMta raheje. bIjA traNa lekhakone deDha-doDha rUpIyAnAM pyArA baMdhuo ! have rajAnA divaso pustako mokalAvAze. teoe eka kArDa lakhIne pUrA thavA Avaze. skule, hAIskule ughaDavAnI ane saranAmuM pUrepurUM jaNAvavuM. taiyArI che, atyAra sudhI khUba hera karI, taduparAMta e zuM kare? nA vibhAgamAM have bhaNavAnA divase AvyA, tamane nizALe A veLA bhAI zAMtilAla zAhe eka navo jatAM kaMTALo Ave che kharo ? bAlyakALa keyaDo mokalyo che. te tame badhA ene bhaNavAno kALa kahevAya, A avasthAmAM je javAba avasare lakhI mokalaze javAba TU ke, tame kALajIpUrvaka bhaNaze nahi, te pachI jIda. temaja muddAsarane devo joIe, jeno javAba dhImAM TheTha sudhI abhaNaja rahevAze, mATe bhaNavAthI saMtoSakAraka haze, tene paheluM InAma rU. 5) nuM kaMTALatA nahi, khaMtapUrvaka abhyAsa kare, maLaze bIjuM InAma rU. 3) tathA trIjuM InAma temaja dhArmika pAThazALAmAM paNa dhamanuM bhaNavA rU. 2) nuM ekathI vadhAre haze te teTalI tamAre dararoja javuM joIe, e bhUlatA nahi. kiMmatanA bhAge AvatAM pustaka mekalAvAze. - bAla sto ! "e zuM kare ?" nA javAba baMdhuo ! "kathA-vArtA vizeSAMkanA lekhaamArA para AvI rahyA che, temAM ame pAMcanA ke mAM bAlajagatanA lekhakenI vArtAo mATe javAbo zreSTha tarIke svIkAryA che, e badhAmAM je pAritoSika ApavAnuM TharAvyuM hatuM, te sarvazreSTha tarIke bhAI jagadIzacaMdra amRtalAla nIce mujaba InAma vaheMcavAnuM nakakI thayuM che. mahetA, vijApura, varSa 1dIne javAba pasaMda rU. 5) kizorakAMta gAMdhI-lIMbaDI. "badale karyo che, je A aMkamAM prasidhdha karyo che, nAmanI vArtA mATe. rU. 3) surajamala esa. thas ) TERTEC Comingsranno 203.CC

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ke 194: bAlajagata; jena, "Aje AvA nyAyAdhIze joIe che? karatA rahIzuM, temAM naMbara paNa pragaTa thaze, nAmanI vArtA mATe. rU. 3) lIlAvatI sI. tenI neMdha rAkhaze, mitramaMDaLa je kalama ke zAha khaMbhAta, "lagnanI bheTa" vArtA mATe. tenA nAmathI oLakhAze, tene vizALa rU. 2) rajanIkAMta verA-punA, "amarakumAra karavAnI vicAraNuM ame karIe chIe, ane vArtA mATe rU. 2) guNavaMtakumAra-mATuMgA sabhya phI nAmanI rAkhIne kalyANa" nA "kalama rAMDyA pachInuM DahApaNa vArtA mATe. rU. 2) ke tenuM khAsa maMDaLa sthApavA IcchIe arUNA Ara. zAha-nipANI, suvAsita chIe, te tame tamArUM nAma, ThekANuM, abhyAsa, kusumo mATe. rU. 2) javAnamala phulacaMda zekha vagere amane jaladI lakhI mokale, pratijJA pAlana " vArtA mATe. rU. 2) sabhya phI tathA sabhyane maLatA lAbho vagerenI bAbulAla ratilAla dozI, "navakAra maMtrane yejanA AgAmI aMke rajU karIzuM, mitro ! prabhAva' vArtA mATe. A rIte rUA. 21) pAri. have ApaNe AvatA mahine maLIzuM, le teSikanI vaheMcaNI karavAmAM AvI che, jene tyAre namaste ! InAmo maLyAM che, temaNe potAnA nAma saM0 bAlajagata: saranAmAM mATe eka kArDa amArA para lakhI pAritoSike maMgAvI levA vinaMti che, nahi ka la ma ke do te tara mokalavAmAM vilaMba thavo saMbhavita che. (1) zAMtilAla caMdulAla zAha C/o ALasto ! havethI "kalyANanA "bAla- 'lAla lAbhAi zAha, ma, abheLa, tA. pAdarA. jagata mATe jenI jenI vArtAo, prasaMgacitro, pi. mAsarara. vaya-17 varSa. zokha-sAhitya vAMcana. pravAsavarNane ke etihAsika kathAo Avaze, abhyAsa: aMgrejI dhoraNa 7 muM. bhASA :- IglIza, te te lekhakanI kRtio pragaTa thayA pachI, gujarAtI, saMskRta, hiMdI, dhArmika paMca-pratikramaNa. varSanI Akhare bAlajagatamAM sArI kathA (2) pravINacaMdra TI. mahetA, pi. be. vAtonA lekhaka tarIke tene paheluM InAma rA. na. 59. mu. gadArapha e. I. sudAna P, O. Box N. 59, Gedaref (A. E. Sudan) 15) nuM, bIjuM InAma rU. 11, ane trIjuM zekha ? vAMcana, dhArmika carcA, rAjadvArI vAtAInAma rU. 8, A rIte lekhake vacce varaNa, pravAsa, vaya: 21 varSa. apAze, A mATe tame tamArI buddhi-zakti (3) choTAlAla lakhamazI dADhI vaya: mujaba sAruM sArUM lakhANa tamArI meLe taiyAra 16 varSa. dhArmikaH be pratikramaNa pUrA, prAraMbhika karIne mekale. yAda rAkho ke, lekho mokalatI parIkSA pAsa. skula 6 ThThI aMgrejI. mu. kaTArIyA. vakhate tamAruM nAma, abhyAsa tathA vaya paNa (4) vanecaMda popaTalAla mahetA. lAkaDIyAavazya lakhI mokalaze. jethI tamArAM lakhA- vALA The. kaTArIyA jaina borDIMga. abhyAsa-IglIza dhoraNa 4 thuM. dhArmika abhyAsa be pratikramaNa. zokhaNane pasaMdagI ApavA pahelAM tamArI vaya dhyAnamAM levAya. saranAmAM saMgraha, TIkITa saMgraha, sAhitya vAMcana. (5) jagadIzacaMdra amRtalAla mahetA C/o bAlakizore! AjathI "kalyANanA bAla mahetA amRtalAla hakamacaMda ke. dezIvADa mu. jagatamAM patra-mitra vibhAganAM nAme prasiddha vijApura (u. gujarAta) vaya: 17 varSa. abhyAsa

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kalyANa; juna 1952 : 195 dhoraNa 11 muM: zekha-abhyAsa, musApharI, tattva- bhAI harSada tathA pravINa-vejalapura-niyajJAnanAM pratyenuM vAMcana. patramitro banAvavAne. mane mahimA' vArtA maLe. AgAmI aMkamAM (6) guNavaMtakumAra cImanalAla zAha C/o pragaTa thaze. zAha cImanalAla mohanalAla, The. jAmejamazeda roDa, hirAlAla mahetA-boDelI-gujarAtI kAvya ploTa naM. 578 1 le mALe rUma naM. 5 (jI. AI. pI) matyuM paNa "kalyANa" mAsikamAM khAsa kAvya sivAya abhyAsa-gujarAtI 7 muM dhoraNa. dhArmikaH be prati- sthAna apAtuM nathI. nAno lekha lakhI mokalo. kramaNa mULa, zokha-vividha prakAranuM sAhitya vAMcavAne, dhIraja e. zAha-vApI. birabalanI caturAI krikeTa ramatane. vaya 11 varSa vagere maLyuM. emAM caturAI ja avasare pragaTa thaze. (7) ramezacaMdra maNIlAla gAMdhI C/o zAMtilAla epha zAha -kaDI. AbunA pravAjhaverI vI. Ara hAIskula-vijApura (u. gU) sanuM varNana maLyuM che. TUMkAvI avasare pragaTa karIzuM. zokha : rAjadvArI pravRttiomAM rasa, pravAsa, abhyAsa: gujarAtI, hindI, IglIza. vaya : 17 varSa e zuM kare ne javAba zAMtie Ama karavuM joIe. tamArA javAbo noMdhI lo -- - ramaNa ane zAMti baMnene mAstara sAthe Tayuzane bhAI navInacaMdra ratilAla vaDhavANa-tamArI Ape che, jenA paisA ramaNanA pitA Ape che. be vArtA, phaTAo tathA TucakAo maLyA che. vArtA zAMtinA gharamAM paNa ramaNanA pitAnuM calaNa che ane AgAmI aMkamAM levAze. pheTA barAbara nathI, TucakA te tene jIgarajAna desta che. enA javAba amArI jANa mATe mokalavA. ramaNa bhUgaLa ane gaNirtamAM kAco-nabaLe che, bhAI jagadIzacaMdra mahetA-e zuM kare ?" temaja tenA varganA parIkSaka paNa kaDaka che, AthI no tamAro javAba sarvazreSTha che, tamAro te javAba tene parIkSAmAM uparokta be viSayanA javAba ramaNane A aMkamAM prasiddha thaye che. patramitra vibhAga mATe zAMtie lakhAvavA e badala zAMtine ramaNanA pitAe, tamArI lAgaNI prazaMsanIya che, e rIte patramitranA tenA pitAe, temaja Tayuzana ApavAmAM AvatA zikSake sabhyo karatA rahevuM. paNa kahyuM che. ramaNanA pitA zAMtinA AzrayadAtA che ramaNikalAla ke. gAMdhI-tamArA lakhANone eTale temanI AjJA lopAya nahi, temaja tenA sthAna maLaze. A pramANe TUMkA lakhANe mokalatA rahevuM. pitAnI ane zikSakanI sUcanAnI paNa avagaNanA mahendra zAha madrAsa-tamArI lAgaNI mATe na karAya. AnaMda "paTa" ne paTa vistAra maLya, AvAM bIjAM lakhANo mokalatA rahevuM. zAMti pite udyamI, pramANika ane hoMziyAra vanecaMda popaTalAla mahetA-sevA viSene 5. vidhArthI che eTale parIkSAmAM ramaNane javAba lakhAlekha maLyo. barAbara nathI tame koI sArAM pustako vavAnuM ayogya kArya karatAM tenuM dila-AtmA saheje mAMthI cUMTIne sAruM sAhitya mokale, sAthe te te nA pADe, ane koInI AjJAnI paNa avagaNanA pustakanuM nAma lakhavuM. tame mokalela bedhavacano - karAya nahi, tenA mATe chevaTano eka upAya che teNe avasare prasiddha thaze. ramaNane khAnagImAM bolAvIne kahI devuM joIe ke, premacaMda ema. gAMdhI-irSA" vArtA maLI "bhAI, huM tane parIkSAmAM javAba lakhAvavAnuM barAbara nathI. bIjI koI sArI vArtA mokalavI. apramANika ane anaitika kArya karI zakIza nahi, te dozI trikamalAla tathA dozI bAbubhAI badala mane mApha karaje. paraMtu tene huM eka raste pratijJA pAlana" vArtA maLI. ghaNI lAMbI che, batAvuM, ke jethI tuM mArI sAthe sArA guNathI, sArA avasare pragaTa thaze. naMbare pAsa thaIne, upalA vargamAM caDhe. tAre AjathI

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: 196 : bAlajagata; mArI sAthe barAbara paddhatipUrvaka, samajIne niya- thALu manu dayAthI prerAIne te vastuo te ghAyala mIta abhyAsa karavo. ALasa-pramAdane tilAMjalI mANasane ApavA taiyAra thAya, paraMtu gaMbhIra ApI devI, na AvaDe te mArI pAse AvavuM ke mAMdagImAM paTakAI paDelI bahena yAda AvatAM tenuM zikSakane pUchavuM. A pramANe niyamIta abhyAsa karavAthI mana tene tema karatAM reke, te svabhAvika che. saheje tuM jarUra pAsa thaIza, ane tane parIkSAmAM javAba tenA manamAM gaDamathala thAya. AvA samaye manue lakhAvavAnA aniSTa kAryamAM zrI huM mukata thaiza. temaja manane-cittane saheja zAMta pADavuM joIe. zAMtithI mArA mitramArA kahyA pramANe abhyAsa karIne, pAsa ApavI ke na ApavI tenA upara vicAra karavo joIe. thaze tethI mane paNa AtmasaMtoSa thaze. tuM tArA have, mana dayALa hovAthI tenAmAM rahelI dayA hRdayamAM pAsa thavAnI dRDha Atma-zraddhA rAkhIne tene te vastuo bezuddha manuSyanI tAtkAlika sAravAra abhyAsa kara. huM tane mArAthI banatI pramANika madada sArU ApavA preraze-te prerAze ane te aMtaranAkarIza" ramaNane A pramANe kahevAthI zAMti apramANika Atmika avAjane vaza thaIne te vastuo te mANakAryomAMthI mukta thAya ane ramaNa paNa pAsa thAya. sanI sAravAra mATe Apaze ane ApavI joIe. - jo huM zAMtinI jagyAe houM te ramaNane je mana te vastuo Ape, te tene vAMdho nathI bolAvIne upara pramANe barAbara samajAvuM. ATaluM kAraNake, te bebhAna mANasa mATe te vastuonI kahyA pachI ramaNuM na samaje e te taddana asaMbhavita tAtkAlika jarUra hatI, ane te tenA pAse hAjara che ramaNa samajI jAya ane upara pramANe kare eTale hatI, vaLI tenA pAse rUA. 10) noTamAMthI vahelA hu-zAMti dharmasaMkaTamAMthI mukata thAuM. bAkInA paisA paNa hatA, eTale te tenI bahenane kharekhara, pramANika ane cAritravAna vidhArthI mATe pharIthI vinA vilaMbe utAvaLe bajAramAM jaIne tarIke paNa zAMtie upara pramANe karavuM ghaTe; kAraNake te vastuo lAvI zake. te paisAdAra hatuM eTale paisA tenAthI koI valinI AjJA avagaNAya nahi ane kharcAI jAya te ghera keIne laDhavAne bhaya nahotA aniSTha kArya thAya nahi, eTale ramaNane samajAvavAthI ane madada karavAthI pite AmateSa anubhavaze. tenI pharajanuM bhAna karAvavAthI, ane hiMmata ApavAthI, TuMkANamAM manue te vastuo, te maraNatela zAMti vinA vine mukta thaI zake. anyathA nahi. mAra khAdhelA mANasanI sAravAra mATe svecchAthAjagadIzacaMdra amRtalAla mahetA : vaya-17. AnaMdapUrvaka ApI devI joIe, ane ghaNI ja varAthI-utAvaLathI pharIthI bajAramAM jaIne, bAkInA vadhelA paisAmAMthI mosaMbI tathA barapha laIne ghera javuM manue Ama karavuM joIe. joIe. A pramANe karavAthI te potAnI bahenanA manuM jyAre, tenI bahenanA mATe mosaMbI ane temaja te mANasanI sAravAra karI zakaze, ane sAcA barapha laIne AvatA hatA, tyAre rastAmAM ToLa: dayALu mANasa tarIke teNe upara 3. vyA pramANe joIne te kutuhalathI prerAIne tyAM jovA mATe gaye vartavuM joIe. kAraNa ke bALakano svabhAva evo che. tenI je kadAca manunI jagyAe huM heluM te, me. saMbI prakRtimAM dayA-karuNuM taravaratI hatI. te dayALa ane tathA barapha te mANasane bhAnamAM lAvavA mATe tenI paraduHkhabhaMjana hatA. te mUDhamAra khAdhelA ane bebhAna sAravAra mATe saharSa ApI dauM ane utAvaLe pagale mANasanI tAtkAlika sAravAra mATe barapha tathA mo. bajAramAM jaIne bIjI mosaMbI tathA barapha lAvIne bInA rasanI khAsa jarUra hatI. te vakhate tAtkAlika jaladIthI ghera paho thI 1.6, kAraNake A pramANe mana pAse te be vastuo temaja rUA. 10) mAMthI bAkI karavAthI huM te mANasanI tathA mArI bahenanI tAkAvadhelA paisA paNa hatA. lika sAravAramAM huM madadarUpa thaI paDuM, phakata Ama

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kalyANa juna 19para0 : 1979 karavAthI mane-manane saheja kharca thAya. paraMtu pitAzrI sAvakI ane zAhina mAtAnA hAtha nIce mukAyA paisAdAra hovAthI te mATe vAMdho nahi. A paisAne che te tame zuM kare ? sAce sadupayoga che, je lakSmI dayA, dAna ke dharma zAMtilAla caMdulAla zAha: vaya 17 varSa : mATe na vaparAya-upayogamAM na levAya to te nirarthaka mu. abheLa (tA. pAdarA) che ane saMskRta subhASitamAM kahyA pramANe tenI trIjI gati thAya che-nAza pAme che. kare tevuM pAme. jagadIzacaMdra amRtalAla mahetA punAthI Azare 50 mAIla dura piMpaLagAma nAme eka gAma AveluM che, te gAmanI A sAcI banelI e zuM kare ? ghaTanA che, ane te 15 thI 20 divasa uparaja banelI che. kizAra eka zrImaMta gRharathane dikare che, paraMtu piMpaLagAmamAM eka vAMdare 4 thI 5 Ta uMce kamanazIbe tenI mAtA tene lADa laDAvavA vadhu jIvI hatA, te vAMdare khAsa karIne jyAM badhAM mANase nahi tene daza varSane ja mUkIne tenI mAtA sva beThAM hoya tyAM ja te besatuM ane AjubAjunA vAsI thaI, eTale enA pitAne pharI lagna karavAnI gAmamAM pharate hatA. pharaja paDI, eTale kizorane havethI agni rUpa piMpaLagAmanA ane AjubAjunA gAmalokone karsaTImAMthI pasAra thavAno vakhata Avyo. A vAMdarA pratye anahada prema hato. ane dareka lagna pachI ekAda varSa sAvakI mAne rameza gAmanA loko tene khAvA mATe mosaMbI, saMtarA, nAmano putra thayo ! "khalAsa' thaI rahyuM, kizora zIMga vagere Apa zIMga vagere ApatA hatA, ane te khAte 5NuM hatuM. pratye sAvakI mAno prema ghaTavA lAge, kizora aMgrejI ekavAra e vAMdare piMpaLagAmanA koIka khetaranA dharaNuM cethAmAM abhyAsa kare che, jyAre rameza jhADa para beThA hatA, tyAre tyAMthI cAra pAradhIe bhaNavAmAM bIlakula "Dha" che, paraMtu kizora karatAM nIkaLyA. temanI pAse tIra hatAM. pAradhIoe vAMdarAne rameza pratye sAvakI mAne prema vizeSa che, " game joIne eka tIra mAryuM. te tIra barobara vAMdarAnA peTamAM te paNa pitAno putra che ne ? kizoranA pitA kheMcI gayuM, vAMdarAe peTamAMthI tIra kADhIne nAce muMbaI' rahe che kAraNake temanI tyAM peDhI cAlatI pheMkI dIdhuM. pAradhIoe bIjuM tIra vAMdarAnA peTamAM hoya che, eTale teo gharanI koIka veLA kALajI le mArya. vAMdarAe e tIra paNa peTamAMthI kADhIne nIce che, eTale ke mahinAmAM ekAda divasa ghera Ave che, | nAMkhI dIdhuM, paNa jyAre pAradhIoe vAMdarAne trIjuM have kizora bhaNavAmAM divase divase AgaLa vadhe tIra mAravA gayA e vakhate vAMdarAe potAnA be hAtha che. tyAre sAvakI mAnA hRdayamAM agninI jvALAo joDI AjIjI karavA mAMDe, 5NuM niSkara bhabhake che. te vicAra kare che, ke je rameza kizoranI ane ghAtakI pAradhIoe enI AjIjIne jarAe mAphaka AgaLa nahi vadhe te samAja mAM enI kiMmata sAMbhaLyA vagara trIjuM bANa vAMdarAne peTamAM mAthuM nahi rahe. tethI eka divasa ekAMtamAM te kizorane e bANa vAgatAMnI sAthe ja jhADa upara beThele vAMdarA cAmAM jhera ApavAno prayatna kare che. kAraNake kizora jamIna upara DhaLI paDatAMnI sAthe ja maraNa pAme, mRtyu pAme te gharano vArasadAra rameza thAya ane pachI cAre pAradhIoe enI khuba burI dazA karI. gya ThekANe tenuM lagna thaI jAya paraMtu "jene rAma vAMdarAne mAryo te divaseja banavA joga ke rAkhe tene koNa cAkhe' cAnI aMdara jhera bheLavyAnI rAtanA cAre pAradhIone jhADA ane ulaTI khubaja vAta kizorane mAlama paDI jAya che ! pramANamAM thayA pachI pAradhIe emanA mANasa - te A paristhitimAM kizore zuM karavuM ? tame mAraphate vaida tathA DokaTarane bolAvyA DokaTare yAra

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: 198: bAlajagata; jaNane tapAsI ne jhADA ane ulaTI tarataja maTI' vAraMvAra bhaTakAya te mArA kAkAnI niMdrAmAM khalela jAya evI davA khAvA ApI, paNa pAradhIone paDe, paNa banyuM juduja. jyAre huM pezAba karavA jarAe sAruM na thayuM ne sArU thavAne badale bIje divase uTha hatuM, tyAre mArA kAkA ardhajAgrata avasthAmAM sAMjanA teo mRtyu pAmyA jyAM pApano ghaDo bharAya sUtA hatA, tethI jyAre pahelIvAra bAraNuM aphaLAyuM hoya tyAM upacAra paNa zuM kare ? evI jAtanI vAta tyAre teo ekadama jAgI gayA hatA, ane jyAre gAmamAM thavA lAgI ane vAve tevuM laNe na kare tevuM meM aMdarathI bAtharUmanI AMkaDI baMdha karI tyAre pAme tene pratyakSa pUrAvo malya temane lAgyuM ke, nakkI cAra Avyo lAge che, tethI - zrI guNavaMtakumAra sI. zAha, temaNe bahArathI dhImethI AvIne bAtharUmanI bahAranI AMkaDI baMdha karI dIdhI, ane nokarane uThAvyo ane pilIgeTe TelIphona karyo, ane cAra chaTakI na jAya huM cora te mATe nokarane cokI karavA kahyuM. ekavAra huM mArA kAkAne tyAM rajAo gALavA jyAre pezAba karIne uTho ane bAraNuM amadAvAda gayuM hatuM, te vakhatanI A vAta che. ughADavA prayatna karyo, paNa niSphaLa. bahArathI majabUta mArA kAkA sAbaramatI kAMThe elIsabrIja pAsenA eka rIte baMdha kareluM bAraNuM kaI rIte udhaDI zake ? huM makAnamAM rahetA hatA. makAna nAnuM paNa suMdara hatuM. gabharAI gaye. zuM karavuM te sUjhayuM nahi. meM jorathI makAnamAM havA ane prakAza puratA pramANamAM AvI zake te mATe TheraThera bArI-bAraNuM rAkhelAM hatAM. bAraNuM khakhaDAvyuM ane rADa pADI paNa badhuM makAnanA medAnamAM nAnuM sarakhe bagIce, eka phU, niSphaLa. mArA kAkAne mAruM kAMI sAMbhaLavAnI darakAra na hatI ? teo te eka corane pakaDayAnA AnaMdamAM pAseja bAtharUma tyA jAjarU paNa hatAM. bIjA mALe, hatA. ane bAtharUmanI khUba sAvacetIthI cekI karI paNa jAjarU tyA bAtharUmanI vyavasthA karI hatI. rahyA hatA. thoDIvAramAM poliso AvI gayA. pADoeka rAtre huM tyAM mArA kAkA moDe sudhI vAte karatA besI rahyA. vakhata keTalo pasAra thaI gayo zIo paNa bhegA thaI gayA hatA. cAre tarapha cora' ceranI bUmo saMbhaLAI rahI hatI huM khUba tenI khabara paDI nahi. paNa acAnaka mArA kAkAnI gabharAI gayo hate. ane aMdara dhrujate hate. najara temanA khissA ghaDiALa upara gaI temaNe vakhata jevA ghaDIALa kADhIte bAra vAgI DIvAra pachI phojadAra sAheba bAtharUma pAse gayA hatA, temane mane sUI javA kahyuM. huM mArI AvyA. ane bolyA- " koNa che aMdara ? sAcuM pathArImAM sUI gayA. paDakheja mArA kAkAnI pathArI bolI jA, nahitara goLIthI uDAvI daiza." hatI. te paNa sUI gayA. huM vadhu mUMjhAye. paNa je javAba na Apu te Azare be kalAka pasAra thayA haze, tyAre huM mUrkhamAM khapu tethI badhI hiMmata ekaThI karIne bolyo. pezAba karavA uTho. pAseja bAtharUma hatuM, temAM "kAkA, ete huM kizora chuM. huM era nathI." pezAba karavA javAnuM hatuM. bAtharUmanI AMkaDI bahA- mArA kAkA A vAta mAnI zakyA nahi, tethI rathI baMdha karelI hatI. kAraNake bahArathI AvatA temane mArI pathArImAM paDela godaDA sAme joyuM ane pavanane lIdhe te vAraMvAra bhaTakAyA karatuM hatuM. huM temanuM moTuM paDI gayuM. kAraNake temaNe mArI pathA AkaDI ughADIne aMdara peThe ane pezAba karavA beTho. rInA paDelAM gadaDAne, huM suto chuM, ema mAnIne . ekAeka eka pavananA susavATo Avyo ane A jambara sAhasa karI nAMkhyuM hatuM, temaNe dhIme bAraNu jorathI bhaTakAyuM. meM beThA beThA ja aMdarathI rahIne bAraNuM ughADayuM ane huM bahAra nIkaLyo. AkaDI baMdha karI, kAraNa ke jo huM AMkaDI baMdha mArA kAkA te bicArA DaghAI ja gayA, ane sAthe na karUM te bAraNuM pharIthI aphaLAya, ane je sAthe khUba zaramAyA. phojadAra sAheba gusse thaIne

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kalyANa; june 1952. : 1994 cAlyA gayA. pADozIo hasI-hasIne thAkI gayo, paramAtmA evuM nAma ApyuM. e parama AtmAnuM mArA kAkA paNa hasI paDyA ane bolyA, khodayo bhakitabhAvathI karAtuM pUjana, paramAtmAnuM nAma temaja DuMgara ane nIkaLyo uMdara temanA kAryo ja batAve che ke te brahmAMDanA anya zrI kizora gAMdhI: cha karatAM ghaNe aMze uccatara hovA joIe. viSaya ane kaSAyonI jALamAM sapaDAyelA anya cAlAka jozI. jInI mAphaka temane AtmA parataMtra, du khI, dIna, eka nAnuM sarakhuM gAma hatuM. te gAmamAM chava- dula, ciMtharehAla ke apamAnIta nathI. paraMtuM tenI rAma nAmano eka jozI rahetA hatA, jIvarAma lokonAM virUddha svataMtra, paramasukhI, pUjanIya, jJAna bhaMDAra jeza joI pitAnuM gujarAna calAvatA hatA. eka ane janma-maraNathI mukta che, duHkhI, asahAya ane vakhata chavarAma pharatA-pharatA bahAdurasiMha rAjAnA karmanA doSathI apamAnita thayelA loko bIjAnA rAjyamAM jaI caDhayo. sukhanI IrSyA karatAM thAkatA nathI. ane vadhumAM Izvarane bahAdurasiMha jIvarAma jozI viSe aneka vAte anyAyI kahI khoTI rIte ni de che. paraMtu teNe sAMbhaLI hatI. tethI teNe pitAnuM joza jovaDAvavAnuM bIjuM zuM ApyuM che teno vicAra karatA nathI. mana thayuM, tethI rAjAe dhvarAmane potAnA mahelamAM teNe ApaNane dharma Apyo. mokSanI kiMmata AMkI AvavAnuM nimaMtraNa ApyuM. batAvI, te meLavavAno mArga paNa batAvyo, temaja bahAdurasiMhe jIvarAma jozInuM mAnapavaka mahelamAM ApaNI jaDa, asaMskArI, pAzavI buddhine saMskArika svAgata karyuM. rAjA bahAdurasi he jozIne bhUtakALanA karI, yogya dizAmAM-dharmanI dizAmAM vALI. evA aneka prakane pUchayAane jIvarAme e pranonA azaraNuM zaraNune ApaNe ApaNuM popakama badala uttara kharA ApyA, chevaTe rAjAe chavarAmane pitAnuM bhoga vA paDatA duHkhanuM mULa gaNI ene ja niMdIye mRtyu kyAre che, te pUchayuM, ane jIvarAme rAjAnI te A5NI kevI mAnasika nabaLAI ? te kAMI benkara mRtyutithi kahI. jIvarAmanA javAbathI bahAdurasiMha ke huMDI vaTAvanAra nathI ke ApaNane sukha-du:khanI gusse thaI gayA, ane manamAM jIvarAmane dehAMtadaMDanI Apa-le kare. zikSA karavAno nirNaya karyo, bahAdurasiMhe jIvarAmane phakata tenuM pUjana ke stavana ja ApaNA AtmAne tenA maraNa viSe pUchayuM. jIvarAma samajI gayA ke UMce nahiM caDhAve. zabda prArthanAthI Izvara nahi rAja gusse thayA che, tethI teNe cAlAkIthI javAba bhoLavAya. tene te ApaNI zuddha hRdayanI prArthanAnI Ape ke, "Apa nAmadAranA mRtyu pahelAM traNa AkAMkSA che. "izvara prasanna thAya che"--te vAta ' divasa agAu mArUM mRtyu che" tethI rAjA bahAdura. taddana khoTI che, melA de, saMskArInI te zuM paNa che. sihe vicAra karyo che, je Aje jozIne dehAMtadaMDanI jaMgalInI pUjAthI paNa ghaNI vAra prasanna thAya che, zikSA karIza te traNa divasa bAda huM paNa mRtyu jayAre Izvara ApaNI sAMsArika pravRttiothI para che, pAmIza." AthI bahAdurasiMhe je zone dehAMtadaMDanI tene pUjavAno sAce mArga dayA, dAna, tapa, saMyama zikSAno nirNaya rada karyo. ane jIvarAma jozI ane dilanI zuddhimAM che, teNe batAvelA mArge pagalAM pitAnI cAlAkIthI bacI gaye. mAMDavA eTale viSayo. kaSAya ane saMjJAone tyajI zrI ramezacaMdra je. jhaverI-malADa: dharmamAM otaprota rahevuM. A rIte vartanAra AtmAja mokSanA ucca sthAnane prApta karI zake ane te ja jinadeve IzvaranI sAcI sevA batAvelA mArgane samajanAro-anusaranAre gaNAya. ' dareka Astika koI eka parama AtmAne hAthathI zrI narendra kAMtilAla zAha: varSa 17- muMbaI ja pUjate hoya che, te parama AtmAne ApaNe izvara ke

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(5) : 200 : bAlajagata; jJAnagammata BD K CgAreTa PV jaEA nahi. Aka jhADa upara keyala rahI hatI. Aka vakhate kaI tyAM gayA hatA. temaNe koyalane Aka avA bolaT sAMbhaLI. tethI teo uMcI najara karI jemAM rahyA. ATalAmAM 44 Abe K A keyala KV rIte gAya che? kaVA te sAMbhaLyuM. pachI koyala JV rIte gAtI haju tejI rIte kaI gAvA lAgyA. keyalane AvuM gamyuM nahi, tethI te nAC game tyArapachI kaI ghera jatA hatA, AvAmAM raste Aka zAmamaLe. teNe kaIne kahyuM, meM tamAre BD Py che ? tyAre VA kahyuM, " bhAga huM BD Po nathI. kAraNuK tenAthI ApaNuM zarIrane nukazAna thAya che. gAmaDyAne kaMInI CkhAmaNa bahuja suMdara lAgI ane teNe VTnA karI K AjathI huM BD K CgAreTa nahi PuM. bhAEO! A vAta uparathI bodha A levAne K kaoNEA BD K CgAreTa PV EA nahi." -zrI, praviNacaMdra mA. zAha vejalapura vaLI sonA che mahAvIra - Aje uttara sI bALavAra." javAba : vardhamAna bApa cAle bAra gAMva. beTo cAle DagaDaga. javAba : ghaDiyALa paDI paDI paNa bhAMgI nahIM; - kaTakA thayA becAra, vaNa pAMkhe UDI gaI; bALaka karo vicAra. javAba: rAta lIlo paNa popaTa nahiM. kALo paNa nahiM nAga; pAMkha paNa paMkhI nahiM, uDe paNa nahi kAga. bhramara-bhamaro - saM. ramaNalAla ke. zAha 6) (1) * tame jANe che ? * eka ausa gulAbanuM attara banAvavA mATe lagabhaga 8752 ratala gulAbanI pAMkhaDIonI jarUra paDe che. * briTananI relave presamAM daravarSe sittera karoDa TikITa chapAya che. " * eka aMgreje vilIyama kIsagrIne 1890mAM philmanI paTTIpara paheluM calacitra banAvyuM che, * laMDananI kanvenTa gArDana jagatamAM sauthI moTI phaLonI tathA zAkanI mArkeTa che. * yuddha pahelAM briTanamAM dara varSe sADAtrepana karoDa TAMkaNIo vAparavAmAM AvatI hatI. tra jagatamAM mAkhInI 3000 jAta che. # A TrelIAmAM 2000 jAtanI kIDIo maLI AvI che. ka dhummasavALA divase laMDanavAsI dareka zvAsamAM - dhuLanA 750000 rajakaNo le che. ka jagatanuM moTAmAM moTuM prANI "yu vahAIla " lagabhaga 100 phuTa lAMbI hoya che, tenuM vajana 100 TanathI vadhAre thAya che. zodhI kahe ! pitA banI jIvana sudhAre, banI mAtA bahu mAre, heya jarAya svArtha na manamAM, jaga AkhAne tAre. javAba: zikSaka eka nara ne nArI ghaNI, saghaLA sAthe prIta, sAMja paDe nara eka, e kone gharanI rIta. javAba : ka nAma cAra akSaranuM vahAlAmAM vahAluM, saMtADIne rAkhazo to nava rahe chAnuM; akSara pahele ceAtho vAMce jagala thaze, trIjo ethe vAMcatA AvakAra pAmaze, (2) -

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jagatanuM nAnAmAM nAnuM sinemAgRha ne DamAM Dama khAte kheAlavAmAM AvyuM che, temAM bAdazAhI sagavaDa che, paNa temAM phakta 124 mAjIsa esI zakAya che. * kAgaLa, rezama, cA, dArUgoLA ane jagatane vinAzanA mArge dhakelanArI vastuonI zodha pahela vahelI cInadezamAM thai hatI, vATaluM [ nebrAskA ] mAM hajAmeAte savAranA sAtavAgyAthI sAMjanA sAta vAgyA sudhI DuMgaLI khAvAnI manAi hoya che. * * briTananI pesTaephisanA sTArkamAM khilADIe che. * eka sekaMDamAM vijaLIne pravAha duniyAnI AsapAsa agiyAra vakhata pharI vaLe che sa, cakravartI hattAtreya jatarATakara-nipANI 4 paTa' zabdanA paTa vistAra - - puTa = tatkAla - paTa = prapaMca - - paTa = pratha 3 1 2 3 4 5 } 7 8 huM 10 11 12 13 - paTa = vyabhicArI paTa - jaladI paTa - - - = aTaka che. - paTa = p -- 2 = 5 - 2 - = musApharI 5 - - Ta = jhUTavI levu. kuvAneA parathALa 5 -- 2 = samajAvaTa paTa = aTakayI. - puTa = sInemA. paravAnagI patra. javAba meLavA 1 jhaTapaTa 2 kaTa 3 TarTa 4 laMpaTa 5 caTapaTa 6 paTaNI cha jhApaTa 8 panaghaTa 9 paTana 10 paramITa 11 patAvaTa 12 soMpaTa 13 elarTa zrI mahendra khI. zAha-madrAsa a kalyANa; jIna 1952 : 201 : cApATa priya bAlamitro ! copATa to Apa saue joi haze, paNa tamane khabara nahi hoya ke, temAM ApaNA jainadharmanuM keTalu` rahasya samAyelu' che. pahelAM te ApaNe e joie, ke cepATanI cAra bAju eTale ke paTTA e cAra gati che. (1) manuSya, (ra) deva (3) ti`ca (4) nArakI. have AgaLa ekaviza khAnA vadhaze, dareka paTTAmAM ekathI eTale kula 84 sarAzIkhAnA hoya che, e corAzI khAnA te cAra tinA 84 lAkha vAyAnI, temAM cAracAra ra MganA cAra cAra sagAM, te kula maLIne sAla thAya te krodha, mAna, mAyA ane leAbha A cAra kaSAyo. te darekanA cAracAra bheda eTale sALa kaSAyo thAya. seAgaThAM e kaSAyeA. segAmAM cAra jAtanA raMga hoya che. (1) lAla (2) lIlA (3) pILA (4) kALA have barAbara dhyAna rAkhajo. lAla ra`ga che. te rASane che, kAraNa ke krodha vakhate mANasa lAla thai jAya che. lIleA raMga te mAnane, kahevata che ke, mAna maLavAthI mANasa lIle, pILeA thai jAya che, have Avye pILe, pILA raMga che mAyAneA. mAyA eTale lakSmI-sena vagere, sAnAnA raMga pILA hoya eTale mAyAne pI kahyo, have AvyA kALA raMga, kALA raMga te leAbha. kAraNa ke kAi paNa leAbhI mANasane dharmanA kAmamAM paisA kharacavAnA vakhata Ave tyAre te kALA dhama thai nvaya che; kAraNa ke paisA chuTatA nathI. have AgaLa vadhe. dareka paTTAmAM traNatraNa pula hoya che, temAM jo sagaDI Ave te bIjA bhenI sAgaThI A sADIne mArI nA zake. traNa pula che te deva, gurU ane dharma, kAraNa ke deva, guru ane dharmAMmAM AvanArane saMsArarUpI kaSAyA mArI zakatA nathI.ane cApATanA vacalA bhAga te muktinagarI. A badhA segaDAM rUpa AtmA ceApATanA cAra paTTAnI jema cAragatimAM rakhaDatA rakhaDatA, TallAkhA khAte jyAM agIyAramA guNaThANe eTale ke pAkI gayelI sAgaDI jyAM dharamAM AvavAne vakhata Ave tyAre paNa A luccA kaSAyarUpI sAgaThA tene mArIne pAchI kADhe che. A uparathI sAra eTaloja levAne che, ke ApaNe cAragatirUpI copATamAM rakhaDayA karIe

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* 202 : bAlajagata; chIe, evAmAM manuSyabhava ane uttama deva, gurU ane dharmArUpI traNa kula maLyAM che. have jo e phulane emane ema pakaDI rAkhazuM' te kAika divasa mukti nagararUpa dharamAM javAno vakhata raheze. jo jhulane mukI dezuM te pAchA cAra gatimAM rakhaDayA karazuM, mATe AvA uttama deva, gurU ane dharmanI banatI badhI sevA karavI joie. zrI navinacaMdra ratilAla-vaDhavANuzahera AtmAnI rAmabANa davA (1) krodhAgnine bujhAvA mATe kSamA. (2) lAbhazatrune jItavA mATe sadaMteSa. (3) vaira vRttine samAvA mATe prema. (4) dhananI murchA utAravA mATe dAna. (5) saMsAranA kaMda kApavA mATe navapadanA jApa. (6) zAMxyapara viya meLavavA mATe brahmaca (7) caMcaLa mananI sthiratA mATe zubhadhyAna. (8) karmInI gulAmImAMthI mukata thavA mATe tapa. (9) AtmAne ApasvabhAvamAM lAvavA jinabhakita. (19) jIvanane dha'dizA tarapha lAvavA jinavANI. (1) jIvananuM cAritrya dhaDatara banAvA mATe sadAcAra (16) mukita sukhanI mAja mANuvA mATe dha. (1) bhavarUpI siMdhu taravA mATe samakitarUpI jahAja, zrI cunIlAla ema. dADhIyA zodhI kADho vamAna vizvanA Adha vaijJAnikanu' nAma che te - AbhAmAM che, paNa vibhAmAM nathI, pradIpamAM prakAze che, paNa pratApamAM khALatuM nathI, vizvastamAM sadA rahe che, paNa vidhvaMstamAM nahi ramaNIya jarUra che paNa kamanIya jarAya nathI, pratipakSamAM maLaze paNa vipakSamAM nahIM maLe, ` za'nu che paNa zaMkara nathI, kahe te koNa ? ( javAba anyatra vAMce ) to rathayAtrAnA varagheADA. asADa zudi 14 thI kArtika sudi 14 sudhInA vizeSe karI dharmanI ArAdhanAnA divaseA che, e yAtumAMsanA viseAmAM vyAkhyAna, dharmAMkaraNI, tapazcaryA, sAmAyika, pUjA vagere vizeSe thAya che. kArtika zuddhi 15 me cAturmAsa purUM thaye gurU mahArAjonA vihAra zarU thAya che, A divase AvIDavArikhillajI aneka munie sAthe zrI sidhdhagirijI upara meAkSe gayA che. kArtika zuddhi 15 upara zrI sidhdhagirijInI yAtrAe sekA bhAvika AtmAo jAya che, zrI girirAjanAM darzana karI dhanya bane che. zrI girirAja sudhI nahi paheAMcI zakatA AtmArthI chavA peAtAnA ja gAmamAM zrI sidhdhagirinA paTTa bAMdhI darzana-vaMdananeA lAbha meLave che. A hakIkatane dhyAnamAM lai kalakattAnA zrI jaina saMghe saMvata 1871 thI 1993 nA gALAmAM apUrva rathayAtrAnA vagheADAnI zarUAta karI, Aja sudhI e rathayAtrAnA varadhoDe cAlu nIkaLe che. A rathayAtrAnA varadhADA jeNe joyA haze, tenA jIvanamAMthI tenAM saMsmaraNo bhUMsI zakAya ema nathI. saMvata 1925 lagabhagamAM AlekhAelu' 62+17 IMcanuM A varagheADAnu citra Aje paNa rAyadrIdAsajInA kAcanA jinamadiramAM jovA maLe che. A rathayAtrAnA varadhoDA jainAnI apUrva jAhe jalAlI, jaitAnI dharma pratyenI rUcI, kalakattAnA bAbu sAheba tathA jhaverIo vagerenu gauravazAli ane prabhAvazALI vana vagerenA khyAla Ape che. A rathayAtrAnA varagheADA dUra-durathI ghaNA loko jovA Ave che. kalakattAnA te divasane dekhAva indrapurI jevA bane che. laDAInA viSama saMyogomAM paNa A rathayAtrAne varaghoDA cAlu rahyo che. A rathayAtrAnA varaghoDo eka mAila lAMe thAya che. sajAvaTa ramaNIya ane bhAvetpAdaka hoya che. suvarNa bhaya pakSezyAnI gADI, pAlakhI, cauda svapnAM, sumerigira, samavasaraNa, kalpavRkSa, dIpakanI gADI, bhaga

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DI. DI. TI. no upayoga karatAM aTake.. zrI sevaMtilAla vRjalAla zAha jIvajaMtuone vinAza karavAne hamaNAM- te veLA mane ane ghaNAne mUrkhAibharI lAgI hamaNAM navI zodha thaI che, ane thaI rahI che. hatI, paNa have vicAra karatAM lAge che ke, DI. DI. TI. nAmanA auSadhano chaMTakAva e dalIlamAM kAIka rahasya che, ApaNI AkhI karyothI AkhA gharamAMnA mAMkhI, macchara, kIDI, saMskRtine artha temAM raheluM che, janAvara te maMkeDA, udhaI, vaMdA Adi tamAma jIva. janAvara jevAM ja kAma kare, paNa tethI ApajaMtuone samULage saMhAra karI zakAze. NathI-mANesathI kAMI tenI sAthe janAvara A jAhera khabara vAMcI vicAra karatAM mane thavAya? haDakAyA kutarAne mANasane ke je lAgyuM ke, ApaNe je A jAtanI auSadhina keI haDapheTamAM Ave tene karaDavAne haDakavA che, upayoga karIzuM te jIvajaMtuonI sAtheja paNa mANasa te kAMI haDakAyA kutarAne mAra ApaNuM lehImAM rahelI ahiMsAnI bhAvanAne vAne haDakavA nathI ne? macchara, mAMkaDa Adine paNa nAza thaI jaze. mAravA ApaNane IcchA thaI Ave che, paNa mane yAda che ke keTalAka vakhata para haDa- enA upara kAbu rAkhavuM joIe, ApaNAM ja kAyA kutarAne mAravA mATenI darakhAsta ApaNuM lehathI pedA thayelA, athavA ApaNuM pitAprAMtanA mukhya zaheranI myunisipAliTimAM nuMja lehI. jenAmAM vahI rahyuM che, evA AvI hatI, tyAre ghaNuM sajajanee tene mAMkaDa ke maccharane mArIne hiMsAnuM pApa virodha karyo hato, kutarA haDakAyA thAya paNa ApaNe karIe chIe,e vicAra karavo joIe. mANasathI kAMI haDakAyA thavAya ? A dalIla atyAre mAnava jAtanA zubhecchakoe melevAnane suvarNajaDita ratha, nAnA meTA prakAranAM rIyA sAme jhuMbeza-jehAda upADI che. mele. vAjI, bhajanamaMDaLIo vagere janatAnA hRdayane rIyAne nAbuda karavA mATe emaNe maccharone khUbaja AkarSita kare che.' ghANa kADhavAnuM nakakI karyuM che. melerIyAthI A rathayAtrAnA varaghoDAmAM bAbusAhebo vagere mANase marI jAya che, macchare melerIyA badhA ughADA page cAle che, prabhunI AgaLa indradhvaja phelAve che. mATe macharone mArI nAMkhavAnI cAle che tyAre zaheranA tAra, TelIphona ane TrAma vagerenAM vaijanA karavI ema teo kahe che, paNa Aje ilekaTika doraDAM kApI nAkhavAmAM Ave che, hajAre topaaMka ne bebanA bhayaMkara vAtAvaraNamAM rU. no te divase sadvya ya thAya che. A bALake tame paNa koI vakhata kalakattA Ave tyAre maccharadvArA phelAvAtA melerIyA karatAMye vadhAre rathayAtrAno varaghoDe jovAnuM cukatA nahi. meM A mANase vaijJAnika zastrothI marI jAya che, Alekhana karyuM che, e to najIvuM che paNa tamane mATe evA tepa, baMduka ane bebanA zodhanajare jovAthI tene kharekharo khyAla ane AnaMda Avaze. nArA vijJAnIone mAravAnI te zuM paNa zrI ramaNa a. jhaverI: kedamAM puravAnI paNa koI vAta karatuM nathI, UlaTuM emane te zirapAva maLe che, A che; zodhI kADhe e lakhANane javAba vartamAna jamAnAne nyAya ! zrI AdIzvara prabhu macchara ApaNane karaDe che te ApaNAthI khamAtuM nathI, bhalA mANasa, ApaNe ATa

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* viSaya karatAM paNa krodha vadhu bhayaMkara che. zrI kAntilAla meAhanalAla trivedI, viSaya ane krodha e ane eTalI bhaya'kara cIja che, ke jyAM bannenA saMgama thAya, ke tarataja bhaDakA utpanna thAya che. tenI javALAe eTalI bhayaMkara hAya che, ke peAtAnA jIvananA, pArakAnA jIvananA ane samAjanI suMdaratAnA nAza kare che. khIlelAM puSpa jevI kAmaLa-bhalI lAgaNI-cepI AnA nAza kare che. mAnavI, mAnavI maTIne hevAna bane che. viSaya ane krodha e manemAMthI eka dvaguNu hAya tA paNa bhayaMkara ATalA du:kho khamIe chIe te macchara karaDe teTalu duHkha nahi sahana karI zakIe ? karaDI-karaDIne keTalu' karaDavAnA hatA ? Apahune AkhA ne AkhA teA karaDI khAtA nathI ne? ne bicArA jarAka karaDIne sateASa letA, ane ApaNane macchara karaDe nahiM te zu kare ? macchara karaDe che te jo sahana na thAya e mATe cAkakhAi rAkhatAM zIkhA paNa macchara mArI melerIyAnI rUkAvaTa nahi thaI zake, hAMsalamAM melerIyA cAluja raheze ane jIvahiM'sAnuM pApa jIvanane uMDI khAImAM dhakelI deze. zubhecchakeAnA avaLA pracArakAya thI dora vAi jai ApaNe 'DI. DI. TI.' jevA auSadhAnA upayAga karIzu te udhe raste caDhI jaIzuM. jIva, jaMtu, janAvara AdinA je svabhAva che, tethI ApaNe akaLAi jaine ApaNe hiMsAnA mArga uparI paDIzu te ApaNA ne ApaNI saMskRtinA jayavAra nathI. ApaNe kAine mAravAnA vicAra na karavA nahitara vahelA-mADA ApaNane mAravAnA keine vicAra Avaze. anarthonuM utpAdana kAraNa ane che, tyAre annanA cega te vANIthI paNa para evA anartha sarje che. viSayI mANasa paisAthI khuvAra thAya, AkharUnAM lIlAma thAya, prasaMgeApAta mAra khAya, dardathI pIDAya, chatAM amuka vakhata zAMta rahIne pAchA hatA tevI sthitimAM AvI jAya che. keTalAke peTa bagaDe tyAre kahe che ke, bajAranu" paracuraNu khAvAthI peTa bagaDe che mATe havethI tevu... Acarakucara khAvuM nahi Ama chatAM jarAka vaLatAM pANI thatAM asala rAhe AvI jAya che, evIja hAlata viSayInI hAya che. viSaya 'Nu anekarIte nukazAnakAraka hAvAthI bhayakara tA cheja, teA paNa amuka apekSAe krodha enAthI paNa vadhu nukazAna kartA che, ema kahI zakAya. kAraNu ke viSayane jItavA e teA ghaNAne mATe sulabha che, Ama chatAM tevAe paNa krodhane nathI jItI zakatA, eTale e vAta nakakI thAya che ke, krodha zatru, viSayI paNa mahAna che, anyadhama'mAM durvAsA muni, parazurAmanAM dRSTAMta ApaNI vAtane samarthana Ape che, viSaya hAya tyAM krodha to hoyaja, paNu krodha hAya chatAM viSaya na hoya ema bane, zrI rAvaNane aSTApada parvata nIce dabAvanAra krodha hatA, prasannacaMdra rAjarSIne nArakInuM AyuSya adhAAvavAnI sthitie lai janAra paNa krodha hatA, geAzALA, caDakozIka ane saMgamanI durdazA karanAra paNa krodha hatA, are khuda mahAvIradeva jevAnA kAnamAM khIlA ThekAvAnA prasaMga upasthita karanAra paNa krodhaja hatA, saMyama vecIne

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kalyANa; juna 1952 : 205 : tripRSTha vAsudeva banAvIne sAtamI narake bhaga- krodha karI keI kUve paDatA, vAna mahAvIranA jIvane mokalanAra paNa ke keI haLAhaLa pIe che; hate, mATeja kodhanI mitratA karavI eTale Aya mahilA krodha karIne, - pitAnuM satyAnAza pitAnAja hAthe karavuM. agni zaraNe jAya che. (3) A ApaNe mahApurUSenI vAta karI, jJAnI phaLa tenAM jANe che, paNa ApaNuja jIvanane tapAsIe te paNa tenI chAMye jAye nahi, krodhanAM phaLa keTalAM kharAba che, te samajI zakAze. sukhaduHkhamAM samatA rAkhI, krodhI manuSya sahune epriya lAge che, sukha amRtasama le che ahIM. (4) jyAre namra manuSya duzmananI duzmanAvaTane ke narakanuM dvAra batAve, paNa bhUlAvI tenA hRdayamAM potAnuM sthAna jIvatara jhera banAve che; jamAve che. (apekSA eTalI ke sAmo kaMIka jJAnI kahe che bhavasAgaramAM, vivekI have joIe) kodhI manuSya mitramAMthI krodha bahu rakhaDave che. (5) zatru pedA kare che, tyAre namra manuSya zatramAMthI mitra pedA kare che, lekamAM paNa kahevata che ke, "je name te paramAtmAne game" @e777977 ce ka aa 2 ha89869999 eTale vizeSAthamAM ema kahI zakAya ke, je che heziyAre ! hoziyAra ! name te paramAtma svarUpane pAmI zake che. chuM tamAro cokIdAra, mATe ja ApaNe IcchIe ke, "jenuM khAya sArI rAta jAgIne huM, tenuM ja de" evA nimakaharAma kedhathI kADhI mukuM cera cakAra, sahu kaI cetIne cAle te pratyakSa phaLa tarIke che tAbedAra, A saMsAramAM paNa svarganA sukhane anubhava che karI zakAya ane parokSa phaLa tarIke devaka vaphAdA 2. ane muktipadane paNa pAmI zakAya. A cekIdAra , bAbatamAM eka suMdara kAvya A sthAne raju che khabaradAra karIne viramIzuM. teya juo A mAnavajAti, koI maMhi kaMI nathI phAyado, kevI banI che kudha; te paNa murakha choDe nahi; che haNavA amane pIvarAve che, jJAnI phaLa tenAM jANe che, jhera bharyA je dUdha. che. tethI tene aDake a* nahi. (1) . nahi(1) hAya ! jhera bharyA A dUdha che krodha mahiM kaI khUna kare che, 07 pannAlAla ja. masAlIA phAMsI caDhatAM seve che; * tA. 19-5-para nI rAte amadAvAdamAM paMdabahAdurI batalAvA jAtAM, raso kutarAone jhera pIvarAvI eka sAthe mArI nAMkhyA. kAyaratA laI Ave che. (2) zarama !

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dIkSA lIdhA pahelAM * . dIkSA lIdhA pachI bhAI Indravadana dIkSA mATe ghara AMgaNethI zubhaprayANa karI rahyA che. jamaNI bAjuthI 1 zrI vasaMtalAla jIvAbhAI zeTha 2 zrI Indravadana kAMtilAla 3 zrI caMdrakAMta jIvAbhAI 4 zrI nalInakumAra jIvAbhAi. 5 munirAja zrI caMdrazekharavijayajI mahArAja che. bhAI Indravadana kAMtilAla pratApazI

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muMbaInA AMgaNe ujavAyelo dIkSA mahotsava muMbaI zaheranA suprasiddha agragaNya rAvabahAdura satkArArthe samAraMbhe zeThazrI jIvatalAla pratApazIbhAIne bhatrIjA bhAgavati pratrajyA aMgIkAra karavA pahelAM bhAI bhAI Indravadane 19 varSanI nAnI vaye saMsAranA raMga- indravadana vagere dIkSArthI mumukSa maMDaLa sametazIkhara, rAgane, sukha sAdhanene tyajI vaizAkha vadi 6 nA zubha pAvApurI, kalyANakabhUmio mAravADanI paMcatIrthI, zrI dIne mahA maMgalakArI bhAgavati pravajyAne bhAyakhAlA siddhagirijI vagere tIrthonI yAtrAe be mahInA agAu khAte aMgIkAra karI che, te A prasaMga sau koIne nikaLyA hatA. ATalI nAnI vayamAM dIkSA grahaNa anumodanAne kAraNarUpa hovAthI amArA mAnanIya karavAnA hoI kalakattA-pAlItANA vagerenA jena saMdhAe vAMcaka mahAzayo mATe atre TUMkamAM saMkalita karI raju satkAra-samAraMbho yojI aMtaranAM abhinaMdana ane karavAmAM Ave che. AzIrvAda pAThavyA hatA. chelle chelle muMbaI zaheramAM bhAI IndravadananuM saMskArI jIvana zubha kAryanA sakArArthe eka meLAvaDo muMbaI goDIjI mumukSa bhAI indravadanano janma saM. 1990 nA jaina upAzrayamAM zeTha ramaNalAla dalasukhabhAInA pramukhaphAgaNa zudi pAMcamane ravivAranA pavitra dine aMdherI sthAne, bIjo meLAvaDo bulIyana ekSacenja holamAM (muMbaI) mukAme thayo hato. teonA pU. vaDIla zeTha amRtalAla kALIdAsa dozI bI. e nA pramukhabApA zeTha zrI jIvatalAla pratApazIbhAI, pitAnA sthAne, trIjo meLAvaDe zera bajAranA mAnanIya pramukha pitAzrI sva. zeThazrI kAMtilAla pratApazIbhAI tathA zrI ke. Ara. pI. zrophanA pramukhasthAne, ane temanAM saMskArI mAtuzrI subhadrAbenanA dharma saMskAro ethe meLAvaDe rAdhanapura nivAsI bhAIo taraphathI bAlavayathI temane maLatA rahyA hatA, ethI bhAI zeTha kAMtilAla IzvaralAlanA pramukhasthAne yojavAmAM indravadanamAM vinaya, namratA, sadAcAra, dhArmika lAgaNI Avyo hate. sabhAmAM seMkaDo bhAvuka bhAI-blene vagere guNe vikAsa pAmyA hatA. vyavahArika temaja hAjara hatAM. sau koinA mukha para AnaMdanI chAyA dhArmika zikSaNa meLavavAmAM khubaja rUcIvALA ane taravaratI hatI ane dareka jaNa bhAI indravadanane dhanyahoMzIyAra hatA. meTrIka pAsa thayA pachI senTa jhevIyarsa vAdana puthI vadhAvI rahyA hatA. kolejamAM joDAyA paNa cheDe vakhata kolejanuM zikSaNa vaizAkha zudi 6 no dhanya divasa ane vAtAvaraNa joyA pachI pitAne jaNAvyuM ke A Ajano divasa dhanya hate. jaina-jainetara janatA zikSaNa AtmAne kazuM lAbhadAyI nathI, ethI kolejane lakSAdhipatinA lADakavAyA bhAI indravadananA mukhAracheDI lagabhaga cAreka varSa jaina-jainetara paMDita, viMdane jovA deDADI ane paDApaDI karI rahI hatI. prophesara ane pU. sAdhu mahArAja sAhebe pAse jaina savAranA nava vAge pitAnuM nivAsasthAne rIphAyanarI siddhAMtano abhyAsa karavA lAgyA. eka bAju bilDIMgathI dIkSAno bhavya varaghoDe caDhaye hate. hajAabhyAsa ane nididhyAsana ane bIjI bAju pU. ronI saMkhyAmAM mAnavamedanI ubharAI hatI. vizALa munirAjazrI bhAnuvijyajI mahArAjazrIne rastAo para hArabaMdha mANasonA ToLeToLAM jamA samAgama vadhate gayo tema bhAI indravadananA AtmAne hatAM, vadheDe jhaverI bajAra, prInsesa sTrITa, kAlabAvaibhava-vilAse, sukha-saMpatti ane saMsAra rAganAM devI, viThThalavADI, pAyadhunI vagere sthaLoe pharI zrI sAdhano akArAM lAgavA mAMDyA. A rIte bhAI zAMtinAthanA jinAlaye utaryo hato. tyAMthI dIkSA indravadana potAnA bhAvI sAdhu jIvana mATe pUrva taiyArI bhAI indravadananI sAthe seMkaDo bhAI-bahene bhAyakaravA lAgyA. bhUmizayana, tapazcaryA, dhArmika adhyayana, khAlA khAte padhAryA hatAM ane pU. AcAryadeva dhArmika anuSThAna vagerethI pitAnA AtmAne sAdhu zrImad vijayapremasUrIzvarajI mahArAjazrInA varada haste jIvananI najIka lAvatA gayA. AhAra, vihAra, ane dIkSAnI zubha kriyAnI zarUAta thaI hatI. bhAyakhAlA vicAra upara paNa kAbu meLavyuM. khAte 15 thI 20 hajAra mAnavamedanI ekaThI thaI

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dIkSArthI mumukSuono Acho paricaya paricaya karAvanAra , zrI lAlajI kezavajI cInAI, jIvanane jIvI javA ane AtmAnA vikAsane jJAnamArgamAMhatA eTaluM ja nahi paNa uMDI tapazcayo aMtIma parAkASThAe pahoMcADavA kaTIbaddha thayelA mumukSa paNa karI che. bhAI jeThamalajIe atyAra sudhImAM be AtmAono Acho paricaya ahIM raju thAya che. upadhAna, siddhagirinI sAnidhyamAM 17 upavAsa, -10 jeee jeTha zadi pAMcamanA pavitra dine bhAgavati vakhata ATha ATha upavAsa, (aThThAIo) vIza prajyA grahaNa karI che sthAnakanI 11 oLIo tathA vardhamAna tapanI 46 jeThamalajI umedamalajI u. va. 48 oLI karI che. jeThamalajIe dikSAnI bhAvanAne suddha dhaMdho ane mAravADI sAhasikone judA pADavA karavA mATe chellA be varSathI kAmakAja paNa cheDI e pANImAM lAkaDI mArI judA pADavA jevuM che. dIdhuM hatuM. evA eka sAhasika mAravADI atyAranA mumukSu zrI jeThamalajI (pAdaralIvALA) tha : 28 bhAI jeThamalajI, jAhAramala motIlAlanI peDhImAM cha cha varSathI bhAI jeThamalajI AtmAnA raMga bhAgIdAra hatA. cAra cAra varSothI khaMbhAta, pAlItANa, raMgAyelA ane uccatama bhAvanA hovA chatAM, kuTuMbanA muMbaI vagere sthaLoe AtmAnA abyudaya mATe nikaTa AgrahathI ane bhAIonA dabANane mAna ApI sAdhu samAgamamAM hatA, eTaluM ja nahi paNa temanA be putro dunyavI ghaTamALa ane zaratI lagna paNa karyo. ane patni paNa eja raMge raMgAyelAM che. teozrI phakata tAjetaramAM lakSmInI uchaLatI chaLano tyAga hatI. pratiSThita AgevAna ane zaherIonI saMkhyA karanAra ane dunyavI vaibhavene sApanI kAMcaLInI paNa sArA pramANamAM hatI. dIkSAnI zabhakriyA purI mAphaka utAranAra bhAI indravadana sAthe jeThamalajIe thatAM bhAI indravadana te pU. munirAja zrI caMdrazekhara paNa bhiSma pratijJA karI hatI, je comAsA pahelAM vijayajInA rUpamAM pheravAI gayA tyAre hajAro bhAI- dIkSA na levAya te upavAsa para utaravuM, AvI bahenee dhanyavAdanAM puSpoe vadhAvyA hatA. agni parikSAmAMthI pasAra thanArane duniyAnI koI A bhavya rIte ujavAyelA mahAprasaMganA paNuM zakita aTakAvI zake te nahi, paNa tenI dAsI phoTAo ane ahevAlone suMdara rIte Apa ApI banIne madada kare che. muMbaI samAcAra, janazakita, phipresa, TAImsa, jayahinda, zrI hirAlAla aMbAlAla : u. va 20 ane bhArata jyoti vagere akhabAranavezoe potAnI dharmanA rAga mATe tathA ucca kakSAnI sAdhanA bhAvabhInI lAgaNI pradarzita karI hatI. mATe staMbhana tIrtha keTalAye saikAothI prasiddha che lakSmIne sadupayoga ane te zaheramAM janma lenArane dharma ane tyAga te A apratima avasarane anulakSI rAvabahAdura gaLathuthAmAja maLe che. zeThazrI jIvatalAla pratApazIbhAIe rUA. 11111 pU. bhAIzrI hirAlAla paNa tyAMnAja vatanI che eTale sAdhu-sAdhvI mahArAjenI vaiyAvacca ane adhyayana nAnapaNathI ja dharma saMskAre jAgRta dazAmAM hatAM. khAte ane rUA. 5555 sAdharmika bhAIonI bhakita ane A vastu kuTuMba dharma rAgI ne ta5japamAM saMpUrNa khAte ApyAnI zubha jAherAta thaI hatI. jIvadayAnI zraddhAvAna na hoya te naja bane. bhAI hirAlAle. TIpa thatAM rU. 2500 thayA hatA. nAnapaNathI ja tapazcaryAo cAlu rAkhI hatI, ane bhAI indravadananI dIkSAno mahAprasaMga ItihAsanA dunyavI keLavaNI kevI hoya tene anubhava kolejamAM pAnAomAM suvarNAkSare AlekhAze. aMte bhAI inka. be varSa Inter-Science sudhI bhaNIne meLavyA vadananA puNyAtmAne amArA bhUrI bhUrI vaMdana he. zAsana hatuM. tyArabAda pitAnA jhaverAtanA dhaMdhAmAM joDAyA deva emanA AtmAne saMyamanA pAlanamAM vadhune vadhu ane be varSa pachI prAtaHsmaraNIya munirAjazrI bhAnu. zakita. sAmarthya ane manobaLa a eja manISA. vijayajI mahArAjane samAgama thayo. loTu-pArasane

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: 212 : mumukSuone Acho paricaya , aDatAM camakI uThe, tema A saMsargathI hirAnuM teja AyaMbIla, ekAsaNA ne upavAsa te cAlu ja pUrNa prakAzamAM AvyuM. che, ane chellA aMdherImAM upadhAna tapanI ArAdhanA teozrIne abhyAsa tattvArtha sUtra, bhASya, prati karI che. kamaNuM sUtro vagere che. tapamAM eka dhAnanI navapadanI A bhAI te navAja umedavAra che. kuTuMbanI sama6-7 oLInuM ArAdhana karyuM ane ekAsaNAno jutinA kAraNe temanuM nAma jAhera nhotuM thayuM. bhAI te pAra nahi ane chellI aMdherImAM upadhAna tapanI zro kesarIcaMda tathA bhAIzrI jayaMtIlAle gaI sAla ja | sarvocca sAdhanA karI. mitromAM paNa temanuM varcasva ce zuM vrata aMgIkAra karyuM hatuM, ane A varSe abAdhita hatuM. teo kahe te kharUM pachI te mAna sarvavirati grahaNa kare che. mekha nahi. kharekhara! ema lAge che ke, dIkSA mATe dIkSArthI mumukSu baMdhuone ahIM Acho paricaya pravRta thatA jIvane saMsArIpaNAmAM paNa koI anero apAya che. paricaya ApavAnuM kAraNa eka ja che, ke - prabhAva hoya che. bhAvuka AtmAone anumodanAnuM kAraNa bane ane avasare pote paNa saMsAranI upAdhione tarachoDI | zrI jayaMtIlAla cImanalAla: u. va. 26 saMyamanA mArge pravarte.. ' suratanA jamaNano svAda te ghaNue cAkhyo paNa abhinadana meLAvaDo. AtmAno svAda keTalAye? raMgIluM surata jemAM vaibhava dIkSAthI mumukSu baMdhuonA sakArArthe kATanA jaina zekhano pAra nahi tyAM eka evuM kuTuMba che, ke jene saMdha taraphathI zeTha zrI premajIbhAI nAgaradAsanA badhA sabhyo dIkSAnI abhirUcIvALA che. e ja kuTuMba pramukhasthAne eka meLAvaDo yojavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. mAMthI eka bhAI tathA be nhAe te gaI sAla ghaNA vakatAoe mumukSuonA saMyamamArganI anuja dIkSA lIdhI che, AvA saMskArI kuTuMbamAMthI madanA karI hatI temaja zrI hiMmatalAla lAlajI ameTrIka sudhIno abhyAsa karanAra bhAI jayaMtIlAla cInAIe mananIya pravacana karyuM hatuM. dIkSAne grahaNa kare che. sAdhanA ane sAMdhya baMne dIkSA mahotsava, dIkSA grahaNa karI teozrI pitAnA AtmAne tA. 29-5-52 nA roja bhAyakhAlA khAte 1pa ajavALaze. hajAranI mAnavamedanI vacce uparanA e pAMce bhAIone dIkSA mahotsava ghaNo sArI rIte ujavAyA hatA. zrI kezarIcaMda caMpakalAla : u. va. 20 jeonAM zubhanAmo A mujaba che, zrI jeThamalajI , ghaNI evI vyakitao che, ke je jIvanane dhArAvavALA te munirAja zrI yogIndravijayajI ane itihAsa jarApaNuM na jaNAvA detAM pitAnuM kArya zrI jeThamalajI pAdaralIvALA te munirAja zrI jiteMdra. cupacApa karyAja jAya che, ane te haroLamAM Ave vijayajI, teo bane pU. munirAja zrI bhAnuvijayajI che ApaNA kesarIcaMdabhAI. lagabhaga aMgrejI 6 ThThI mahArAjazrInA ziSya thayA che. zrI hirAlAlabhAI te sudhI abhyAsa karIne khetInA dhaMdhAmAM paDayA, paNa munirAja zrI hemendravijayajI ane zrI kezarIcaMdabhAI Aja e motIno kharo pArakhanAra maLe ane te munirAjabhA ratnapAlavijayajI teo bane pU. munimotIsa. dha dha iTa. have te AtmA saMsAranAM rAja zrI padmavijayajI mahArAjanA ziSya thayA che ane enA cheDAne saMyamanAM motIne cAra karavAnA che. zrI jayaMtibhAI te munirAja zrI jayazekharavijayajI A ja ravicAra, navatattva, bhASya Adina suvidita teozrI pU. munirAja zrI dharmAnaMdavijayajI mahArAjanA abhyAsa karyo che. ' " ziSya thayA che.

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t Ulusa madhara SWEET EYES AND HEART FINE mArA pitAnA sivAya mane bIjuM kaI nukazAna hamezA daSTi mIThI ane hRdaya suMdara rAkho. karI zakatA nathI, je herAnagati bhAre veThavAnI che. namratAthI prabhutA Ave che. tenuM kAraNa huM ja chuM, mArA pitAnA denuM pari guNI AtmAonA guNa gAvAthI guNa prApta NAma mAre bhogavavAnuM che. thAya che. -Ta barnAra, pApabaMdhanane TALavA paccakakhANa uttama AlaM. cheka nAnapaNathI huM eka niyama pALuM chuM. jamatI bane che. vakhate dareka koLIyo pacIzavAra cAvyA vinA huM rAga-dveSane tyajI samabhAvapUrvaka rahevuM eja utAratA nathI. ethI huM mAnuM chuM ke, mArI taMdurasta jIvanane sAra che. tabIyata jaLavAI rahI che.. -zrI kuMdanamala esa. zAha, mArA mitro! jIMdagImAM jita meLavavAno sarva. zodha ane bodha zreSTha upAya je zikhAmaNa tame anyane Ape che, chelA vizvayuddhamAM mitrarAe 1945 nA tene amala tamArAthIja prAraMbha karo ! ogasTamAM jApAnanA hIrozImA ane nAgazikA hAlA baMdhuo ! haMmezA zubha icchAthI apA- zahero para aNubomba nAMkhyo, AmAM ekaja yeluM dAna lakSmIne sAce sadaga che, dAna ApyA bombathI hIrozImA zahera tArAja banyuM. ekIsAthe bAda badalo levAnI IcchA na rAkho ! 78150 mANaso marI gayA, 20 hajAra bAine mitro ! himmata ane sabhyatA ane sAthe hoya maryA, 77 hajAra ghAyala thayA, A eka aNubomba che, himmatavAna vairyapUrvaka kAryanA pArane pAme che. taiyAra karavAmAM cha abaja ane pacAsa keDa rUpIyAne mitro! saMpa vinA zAMti nathI, ane zAMti kharca thAya che, kevaLa vinAzane sarjavA khAtara ane meLavavA mATe cittanI svasthatA Avazyaka che, cittanI rUpIyAnuM pANI ! kevI bhayaMkara vAta ! ATalA paisAthI svasthatA eja sukhane mArga che. - zuM zuM meLavI zakAya che, tenI tamane khabara nahiM hoya, -zrI vanecaMda popaTalAla mahetA-kaTArIA. paNa jagatanA arthazAstrIoe tene hisAba kADhe che. ATalA paisAthI AkhI duniyAnA dareka mANasane 10 sukha : paheluM sukha te jAte naryA, bIjuM eka joDa kapaDA maLI zake, hiMdanA sAta lAkha gAmaDAmAM sukha te ghera dIkarA, trIjuM sukha te sukuLanI nAra, eka eka gAmaDe eka eka nizALanuM makAna bAMdhI cothuM sukha te keDIe jAra. pAMcamuM sukha te gharanuM zakAya. hiMdanA eka eka bALakane eka varasa sudhI nANuM, chaThuM sukha te ghera dujANuM, sAtamuM sukha te ja maLe. hiMdamAM dasa hajAra hepITAla bAMdhI zakAya. AMgaNe kuvo, AThamuM sukha te gharamAM na hoya . vijJAne ajenA kharcanA pariNAme aNubomba navamuM sukha te prabhumAM prIti, dasamuM sukha te rAkhe nIti. 'zodhI, chevaTe lAkho nirdoSa mAnavono saMhAraja uparokta ATheya sukha tyAre ja AtmAne sadgatimAM karyo ne ? vinAzanA kArya sivAya eNe karyuM zuM ? laI jAya che, jyAre navamuM tathA dasamuM sukha chavanamAM hoya, te vinA badhA sukhe niphaLa che. - mArI nAmane jAmanIsa mANasa pitAnuM nAka meDhAmAM laI zakate hate.

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: ra14 : madhapUDA; memensanA rahevAsI mI. bassArDanI eka AMkha devAdAra-(ThaMDA peTe) bhale tamane kayo divasa phAvaze? kALI ane eka AMkha mAMjarI che. leNadAra-zanivAra. ITAlIne 22 varSane yuvAna evAna gelenTI devAdAra-te bhale, havethI dara zanivAre dhakkA khAtA divase taddana AMdhaLo bane che, jyAre rAtre te sAruM raheje. have te phAvaze ne ? joI zake che. tenA A kamanazIba roganA kAraNe amerikAmAM gujarAtanA prasiddha hAsyalekhaka bhAI tidra praveza karavAnI tene baMdhI thaI che, che duniyAnI davene koie pUchyuM; "tame koI divasa gadheDA para kAMI vicitratA ! beThA cho ?" javAbamAM jyotindra davee kahyuM "nA, Aje tamArA navI vyAkhyA : sarakAra eTale: je vAya- para besI, ene anubhava kare che. dAnI vAta kare, kAyadAnI lAta mAre phAyadAno ghAta kare evuM taMtra. patnI-juo te kharA, bAbo te khurazImAM ja parimala : dhana, padavI ane IlkAbanA ThaThArAthI uMghI gayo, kevo ghasaghasATa UMghe che. mAnavanuM mUlyAMkana kadi karazo nahi, raMga-rogAna jema pati-basa, tyAre e dhArAsabhAmAM jarUra javAno, makAnanI nabaLAI ke majabUtAIne DhAMkI rAkhe che, moTo thaze eTale e dhArAsabhya banaze. kAraNa ke, tema A bAhya ADaMbara mAnavanI nabaLAIne keTalIka dhArAsabhAmAM A sivAya bIjuM kAMI karavAnuM veLA DhAMkI de che, manuSyanuM sAcuM mUlya tenA saccA hetuM nathI. ritrya para AdhAra rAkhe che. jeo dhana, padavI ane pratiSThAnA dekhAvathI bIjAne AMjI nAMkhavA prayatna kare jANI lejo : thoDAka mahinA pahelAM bhAvanagaranA che, teone aMge eTaluM jANI levuM ke, teo zizuvihAra saMsthAe 'TomakAkA' nAmanuM pustaka gujapitAnI nabaLAIne chupAvavA prayatna kare che, tevA te tevA rAta-saurASTranA hajAreka sArA gaNAtA mANaso para nA mANasa pAse A sivAya bIjuM kazuM nathI. jenI mokalAvyuM, ane lakhyuM ke, "pustaka vAMcaje, game te pAse saccAritrya che, tene bIjA upara prabhAva tenI ki mata mekalAvI Apaje." AnA javAbarUpe pADavAnI jarUra nathI, cAritrya e svayaM prakAzita che. 30 jaNAe ki mata mokalAvI. 30 jaNAe pustaka AjanI keLavaNInI saMsthAoe sAcuM jJAna pAchuM me kahyuM, ane bAkIna 940 jaNAe zuM karyuM ApavAnuM kayArathI cheDI dIdhuM ? e tamane khabara che ? tenI tamane khabara che ? kiMmata mekalAvI nahi ne jyAre eNe dAvo karyo ke ameja jJAna phelAvanArA che. pAchuM paNa mokalAvyuM nahi ane pustaka rAkhI lIdhuM. chIe tyArathI ja, kAraNa ke, jJAna e vinayapUrvaka A che hidane tAjeja namunAne dAkhalo, sadabhAvathI levAnI vastu che, ane niHsvArthabhAve strIo tathA InkamaTekSavALAone upayogI vAtsalyatAthI ApavAnI te mahAmUlya vastu che, A mULa siddhAMta AjanI keLavaNImAMthI gaye, eTale ) pablIka cerITI TrasTa ekaTa sabaMdhI kAyadesara khurazI para besanAra TopIvALA AvyA, ane divAla tamAma kAmakAja mATe amane maLe! bhaMDAra sAcA paMDite gayA, jeo mUDI anAja mAM ), nAmAnI oTI-ghUMTI, saravaiyAM pAkAM banAvI traNa peDhIne vArase ApI zakatA. che. InkamaTekSa vigeremAM raju karavA, (thaDA svArtha A saha) amArI sevAone avazya lAbha leze. kerInuM athANuM : leNadAra-tame mane roja dhakkA. | mahAsukhabhAI zAha khavarAvI herAna karI che, enA karatAM eka divasa [ gupAkA nAmAnA bahoLA anubhavI - nakkI kare che ? . C/o. kSatriya ku. mAMDavIreDa. vaDodarA.