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________________ paccIsavAM pravacana caudaha guNasthAna 2010_03
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________________ ofinAOCA pApA / HINDI jehiM du lakkhijjaMte, udayAdisu saMbhavehiM bhaavehiN| jIvA te guNasaNNA, NiddiTThA svvdrisiihiN||144|| miccho sAsaNa misso, aviradasammo ya desavirado y| virado pamatta iyaro, aputva aNiyaTTi suhumo y|| uvasaMta khINamoho, sajogikevalijiNo ajogI ya / coddasa guNaTThANANi ya, kameNa siddhA ya nnaayvvaa||145|| ON 5025 / MAADHAN HAR 2010_03
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________________ Aja ke sUtra mahAvIra kI sAdhanA-paddhati meM atyaMta ayogikevalIjina, ye kramazaH caudaha jIva-samAsa yA guNasthAna nA viziSTa haiN| sAdhaka kI yAtrA meM jaisA sUkSma par3AvoM haiN| siddha jIva guNasthAnAtIta hote haiN|' kA vibhAjana mahAvIra ne kiyA hai, vaisA kisI aura pahalA sthAna hai: mithyaatv| jaisA hai use vaisA na dekhane ko ne kabhI nahIM kiyaa| rAha kA pUrA nakzA, rAste para par3anevAle mahAvIra mithyAtva kahate haiN| jaisA hai usase anyathA dekhane ko paDAva. mIla ke kinAre lage patthara, sabhI kI ThIka-ThIka sacanA | mahAvIra mithyAtva kahate haiN| dI hai| jaisA hai use dekhane meM eka hI bAdhA hai-hamArA ahNkaar| satya yaha tabhI saMbhava hai, jaba koI gujarA ho, pahuMcA ho| yaha kevala ko dekhanA ho to apanI sArI asmitA ko eka tarapha haTAkara rakha vicAra kara lene se, dArzanika ciMtana se saMbhava nahIM hai| aura phira denA jarUrI hai| agara tumane kahA ki merA satya hI satya hogA to hajAroM varSoM meM aura jo loga siddhatva ko upalabdha hue, una sabane tuma mithyAtva meM hI jiiyoge| bhI gavAhI dI hai ki mahAvIra kA vaktavya sAdhaka se lekara siddha satya merA aura terA nahIM hai| satya to basa satya hai| kI maMjila taka atyaMta sUkSma rUpa se sahI hai| vizeSaNa satya ko mithyA kara jAte haiN| mahAvIra kI bhASA meM sAdhaka caudaha guNasthAnoM se gujaratA hai| aksara aisA hotA hai, jaba tuma kahate ho ki jo maiM kaha rahA hUM eka-eka guNasthAna ko ThIka se samajhanA Avazyaka hai| kahIM na vahI satya hai to tumhArA jora satya para nahIM hotaa| cUMki tuma kaha kahIM tuma bhI khar3e hooge isI rAste pr| apanI jagaha ThIka se rahe ho isalie satya honA caahie| tumhAre kahane se thor3I hI koI pahacAna lo, to kaisI yAtrA karanI, kahAM se yAtrA karanI, kisa bAta satya hotI hai| satya se mela khA jAe to satya hotI hai| tarapha jAnA--sugama ho jAtA hai| tumhAre hone se satya nahIM hotii| 'mohanIya karmoM ke udaya Adi (upazama, kSaya, kSayopazama / isalie jo vyakti apane maiM ko utArakara rakha degA aura satya Adi) se honevAle jina pariNAmoM se yukta jIva pahacAne jAte ke sAtha jAne ko rAjI hogA, vahI pahalA kadama uThA pAtA hai| haiM, unako sarvadarzI jina ne guNa yA guNasthAna kI saMjJA dI hai| anyathA loga pahale kadama para hI aTake raha jAte haiN| adhika arthAta samyakatva Adi kI apekSA jIvoM kI avasthAeM, | loga mithyAtva meM hI jIte haiN| zreNiyA, bhUmikAeM guNasthAna kahalAtI haiN|' tumheM bhI bahuta bAra aisA maukA A jAtA hogA, jaba tumheM thor3I 'mithyAtva, sAsAdana, mizra, avirata samyakadRSTi, dezavirata, jhalaka bhI milatI hai ki tuma jo kaha rahe ho vaha ThIka nahIM, pramattavirata, apramattavirata, apUrvakaraNa, anivRttikaraNa, lekina kaise kareM svIkAra? beijjatI hai, apamAna hai, pratiSThA sUkSmasAmparAya, upazAMtamoha, kSINamoha, saMyogikevalIjina, giratI hai| to tuma jidda kie jAte ho| tuma jhUTha ko bhI saca kie 507 ___ 2010_03
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________________ jina satra bhAgaH - - jAte ho| | ki kyA maiM dhUmrapAna karate samaya prArthanA kara sakatA hUM? unhoMne Askara vAilDa ne kahA hai ki duniyA meM do taraha ke loga haiN| kahA, nishcit| duniyA do vibhAgoM meM vibhAjita hai| eka ve loga, jo kahate haiM 'dhUmrapAna karate samaya prArthanA kara sakatA hUM?' kauna manA satya ko hamAre sAtha khar3A honA hogaa| hama jahAM khar3e hoM, satya | karegA? lekina 'prArthanA karate samaya dhUmrapAna kara sakatA hUM?' ko vahAM khar3A honA hogaa| ye mithyAtva-dRSTi loga haiN| kauna hAM bharegA? para bAta jarA-sI pharka kI hai, para bar3e pharka kI dUsare loga, jo kahate haiM satya jahAM hogA hama vahAM khar3e ho hai| jamIna-AsamAna kA phAsalA ho jAtA hai| jaaeNge| ye samyaka-dRSTi loga haiN| jarA-sA hI pharka hai| zabdoM mahAvIra kahate haiM, satya ke pakSa meM khar3e honA; satya ko apane ko yahAM-vahAM rakha do| satya ko mere sAtha khar3A honA hogA, yA maiM pakSa meM khar3A mata krnaa| tumhAre pakSa meM hone ke kAraNa hI satya satya ke sAtha khar3A houuNgaa| zabdoM meM to bar3A thor3A pharka hai, asatya ho jAtA hai| tuma asatya ho| tumhArA jahara satya ko bhI lekina astitva meM bar3A gaharA pharka ho jAtA hai| jaharIlA kara degaa| tuma apanI chAyA satya para mata ddaalnaa| tuma jamIna-AsamAna jaisA pharka ho jAtA hai| apanI gaMdagI satya para mata ddaalnaa| tuma satya ke sAtha ho lenA jozuA liyemena ne likhA hai ki jaba vaha yuvA thA aura apane lekina satya ko apane pIche calane kI jabardastI mata krnaa| guru ke Azrama meM thA to roja do ghaMTe ke lie Azrama ke bagIce meM vahAM hiMsA ho jAtI hai| jaba tuma satya ko apane pIche ghasITate ghUmane aura dhyAna karane kA samaya milatA thaa| ghUmane aura prArthanA ho, satya mara jAtA hai| satya jItA hai svataMtratA meN| karane kA samaya milatA thaa| khulI prakRti meM prArthanA ke paMkha to tuma bhUlakara bhI yaha ceSTA mata karanA ki maiM jo kahUM vaha lagAkara ur3ane ke lie suvidhA milatI thii| eka aura yuvaka satya ho| tuma yaha ceSTA jarUra karanA ki jo satya ho vahI maiM usakA mitra thA, ve donoM sAtha hI sAtha ghUmate the| donoM ko khuuN| aMtara jarA-sA hai; aMtara bahuta bar3A bhI hai| hama sabake mana | sigareTa pIne kI lata thI, lekina saMkoca hotA thA, ki guru se meM yaha daMbha hotA hI hai ki jo maiM kahatA hUM vaha satya honA hI pache binA Azrama meM dhamrapAna kaise kreN| to unhoMne kahA, pacha hI caahie| maiMne khaa| kyoM na leM? aura guru itanA sarala hai, itanA sIdhA hai ki zAyada maiMne dekhA ki mullA nasaruddIna apane ghara meM do gullaka rakhe hue hI inakAra kre| | hai| maiMne pUchA yaha kisalie? to vaha kahatA hai ki maiM eka meM | unhoMne puuchaa| dUsare dina liyemena jaba pahaMcA to usane dekhA, asalI sikke DAlatA hai, dUsare meM nakalI sikke| hara sAla | | usakA sAthI dhUmrapAna kara rahA hai| vaha bahuta hairAna huaa| usane kholatA huuN| to maiMne kahA, aba kI bAra tuma jaba kholo to maiM kahA, kyA tumane pUchA nahIM? maiMne to pUchA, lekina mere pUchate hI maujUda rhuuNgaa| usane kholA, gullaka tor3e, to saba sikke hiiN| tumane mAlUma hotA hai pachA nahIM, yA jisameM vaha nakalI sikke DAlatA, usI gallaka meM nikle| ki pUchakara bhI AjJA kA ullaMghana kara rahe ho? usa yuvaka ne asalI sikkevAlA gullaka to khAlI niklaa| maiMne kahA, kahA, Azcarya! maiMne to pUchA aura unhoMne kahA ki bilakula mAmalA kyA hai? kyA sabhI sikke nakalI haiM? usane kahA ki ThIka hai, piiyo| jo hamane nahIM DhAlA vaha asalI kaise ho sakatA hai? agara ye hI liyemena ne kahA ki merI samajha meM nahIM AtA ki hama donoM ko | sikke maiMne DhAle hote apane ghara meM, to saba asalI gullaka meM itane viparIta uttara kyoM die gae? usa dUsare yuvaka ne kahA, hote| dUsaroM ke DhAle sikke asalI ho kaise sakate haiM? saba pahale yaha kaho, tumane pUchA kyA thA? liyemena ne kahA, maiMne pUchA nakalI haiN| thA ki kyA maiM prArthanA karate samaya dhUmrapAna kara sakatA hUM? dUsare jo kahate haiM, dUsaroM ke kahane ke kAraNa hI tuma kahane unhoMne kahA, nahIM, kabhI nhiiN| aura liyemena ne pUchA usa yuvaka lagate ho asty| tuma jo kahate ho, tumhAre kahane ke kAraNa hI se, tumane kyA pUchA thA? kahane lagate ho sty| usa yuvaka ne kahA ki basa, bAta sApha ho gii| maiMne pUchA thA | satya kI yaha pUjA na huii| satya kA to yaha bahuta apamAna 508 2010_03
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________________ caudaha gaNasthAna KA huaa| satya tumase bar3A hai| tuma satya se bar3e hone kI ceSTA dUsarI sIr3hI para kadama kevala unhIM kA bar3hatA hai, jo apane maiM ko karoge, mithyAtva hogaa| | satya aura asatya kA nirNAyaka sUtra nahIM bnaate| jo kahate haiM, maiM isalie mahAvIra kahate haiM, sAdhaka kA pahalA kadama aura pahalA | nirNAyaka nahIM huuN| par3Ava, jahAM hama saba haiM, yahAM se zurU hotA hai| yAtrA zurU bhI ho satya hai to hai| cAhe merA duzmana hI ghoSaNA kara rahA ho| satya sakatI hai, nA bhI ho| agara hama yahI jora die cale jAeM ki mere | hai to hai| aura cAhe maiM hI ghoSaNA karUM. agara asatya hai to pakSapAta sahI haiM, merI dhAraNAeM sahI haiM, mere zAstra sahI haiM, mere asatya hai| merI ghoSaNA se asatya satya nahIM hotaa| tIrthaMkara sahI haiM, mere avatAra sahI haiM, mere guru sahI haiM; aura | pahalA guNasthAna : mithyaatv| yahAM sArA saMsAra isI guNasthAna sabake bhItara kAraNa kevala itanA hI hai ki ve mere haiM, isalie sahI | meM jItA hai| haiN| aura to koI kAraNa nahIM hai| isalie to choTI-choTI bAta para vivAda ho jAtA hai| kSudra / tuma jaina ghara meM paidA hue to tuma kahate ho, jaina dharma sahI hai| tuma bAtoM para vivAda ho jAtA hai| tuma kabhI dekhate ho? nirIkSaNa agara hiMdU ghara meM paidA hote to yahI tuma hiMdU dharma ke saMbaMdha meM karate ho? kaisI choTI bAtoM para lar3a uThate ho! pati-patnI haiM, khte| tuma agara musalamAna ghara meM paidA hote to yahI tama islAma bhAI-bhAI haiM, bApa-beTe haiM, mitra-mitra haiM, jarA-jarA sI bAta para ke saMbaMdha meM khte| kalaha ho jAtI hai| to na to tumheM islAma se kucha matalaba hai, na jaina se, na hiMdU se| kalaha kA kAraNa? kAraNa batAne jaisA bhI nahIM lgtaa| agara tuma jahAM paidA hue vahIM satya ko bhI paidA honA caahie| jaise koI pUche pati-patnI se lar3ate vakta, ki kAraNa kyA hai? to ve tumhAre hone meM satya kA koI ThekA hai! bhI saMkoca karate haiM ki kAraNa kucha bhI nahIM hai| magara honA to tumheM bacapana se kurAna par3hAI gaI, tumane kurAna ko apanA mAna cAhie kalaha cala rahI hai| liyA to kurAna satya hai| gItA par3hAI gaI to gItA satya hai| kAraNa bar3e choTe haiM, lekina kAraNoM ke pIche chipA huA bar3A lekina satya itanA sastA to nhiiN| satya ko to khojanA par3atA ahaMkAra hai| choTe kAraNa, aura bar3A ahaMkAra pIche chipA huA hai| aise muphta to milatA nhiiN| satya saMskAra se nahIM milatA, na hai| patnI kahatI hai, jo maiMne kahA vahI satya hai, vaisA hI honA samAja se milatA hai| samAja se to pakSapAta milate haiM, pUrvAgraha cAhie; anyathA ho hI nahIM sktaa| pati kahatA hai, jo maiMne kahA | milate haiM, murdA dhAraNAeM milatI haiM, thothe zabda milate haiM, udhAra, vahI satya hai| vaisA hI honA caahie| bAse siddhAMta milate haiN| lekina tumhAre ahaMkAra ke AbhUSaNa bana aura donoM socate haiM ki satya ke lie Agraha kara rahe haiN| donoM jAte haiM vhii| socate haiM satyAgraha kara rahe haiN| lekina Agraha mAtra asatya kA jaba hiMdU kahatA hai ki hiMdU dharma sahI, to vaha yaha kaha rahA hai maiM hotA hai| satya kA koI Agraha hotA hI nhiiN| isalie satyAgraha shii| mere kAraNa hiMdU dharma shii| jaba tuma kahate ho, bhAratabhUmi bilakula thothA zabda hai| satya kA koI Agraha nahIM hotA, pavitra bhUmi, puNya bhUmi; to tuma kyA kaha rahe ho? itanA hI kaha nivedana hotA hai| Agraha to ahaMkAra kA hotA hai| dAvA to rahe ho ki tuma jaise pavitra mahApuruSa bhArata meM paidA hue to bhArata ahaMkAra kA hotA hai| pavitra honA hI caahie| aura kyA kaha rahe ho? tuma polaiMDa meM hama satya ke nAma para apane ahaMkAra kA sAmrAjya phailAte haiN| paidA hote ki cIna meM, to tuma yahI vahAM bhI khte| tuma yahI kahate bApa beTe se kahatA hai, ki aisA hI hai| aura agara beTA pUche ki polaiMDa pavitra bhami hai| svarga agara kahIM hai to basa yahIM hai| kyoM? to kahatA hai, ulaTakara javAba mata do| maiM bApa hN| maiM AdamI kA ahaMkAra aisA hai ki vaha jisa cIja se apane ahaMkAra jAnatA huuN| jiMdagI aise hI dhUpa meM nahIM pakAI hai| ye bAla anubhava ko jur3A huA pAtA hai usI kI guNa-garimA gAne lagatA hai| se sapheda hue haiN| jaba tuma bhI bar3e hooge, taba jaanoge| tumhAre to mahAvIra kahate haiM, agara tuma yahI karate rahe to mithyA-dRSTi bApa ne bhI tumase kahA hogaa| tuma bar3e ho gae, jAnA kucha? bar3e hI bane rhoge| tuma pahalI sIr3hI para hI aTake raha jaaoge| hokara itanA hI patA calA ki na bApa ko patA thA, na tumako patA 50g ___ 2010_03
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________________ TRESS jina sUtra bhAga : 24 HIMIRMIRRAIMIMITRA hai| lekina yahI tuma apane beTe se kaha rahe ho ki bar3e ho jAoge gireNge| ye kuttoM meM bhagavAna nahIM hai? kutte yAnI kulapati baMgalora taba jaanoge| ke! inameM bhagavAna nahIM hai ? kyA jAna liyA bar3e hokara? kauna-sA satya, kauna-sI saMpadA yaha uttara na huaa| kulapati jyAdA sAdhu-caritra mAlUma hote hAtha lagI? lekina bApa kA ahaMkAra kaise mAna le ki beTA bhI haiN| sIdhA-sA nivedana kiyA hai ki Apa jo camatkAra karate haiM, ye ThIka kaha sakatA hai? pati kA ahaMkAra kaise mAna le ki patnI camatkAra haiM yA kevala madArIgirI hai? ise hama jAnane ke lie ThIka kaha sakatI hai? patnI kA ahaMkAra kaise mAna le ki pati Apake nikaTa AnA cAhate haiN| aura Apase prArthanA karate haiM ki ThIka kaha sakatA hai? | Apa hameM satya ko khojane meM sahayogI bneN| ahaMkAroM kA saMgharSa hai| satyoM kA koI saMgharSa nahIM hai| to | isameM koI kuttA bhauMkA nahIM kisI pr| satya ke khojI ko duniyA meM jo itanA dharmoM kA vivAda hai, zAstrArtha hai, yaha saba tatkSaNa svIkAra karanA caahie| agara satya hai ahaMkAroM kA zAstrArtha hai, isase dharma kA koI lenA-denA nhiiN| agara kulapati aura unake ATha-dasa mitra Akara satya sAIMbAbA dharma to vinamra AdamI kI khoja hai, jo kahatA hai mujhe patA nhiiN| ke camatkAra dekhane ko utsuka hue haiM, zubha hai| harja kahAM hai? patA hI hotA to maiM khojatA kyA? khojane ko kyA thA? mujhe lekina harja mAlUma hogA kyoMki nyasta svArtha hai, vesTeDa iMTaresTa patA nhiiN| ajJAnI hN| khoja para nikalA hN| TaTolatA huuN| koI hai| vaha camatkAra ityAdi kucha bhI nahIM hai, madArIgirI hai| aura bhI batA de ki satya kyA hai, to sunUMgA, samajhUgA, sadabhAva se madArIgirI bhI ati sAdhAraNa koTi kI hai| sar3aka para calate grahaNa karUMgA, jAMcUMgA, prluuNgaa| zAyada ho, zAyada na ho| madArI jo karate haiM vaisI hai| koI bhI madArI kara sakatA hai, koI anubhava taya karegA ki kyA hai| bhI vyavasAyI jAdUgara kara sakatA hai: vaisI hai| lekina usI meM satya kA khojI vivAdI nahIM hotaa| satyArthI saMvAdI hotA hai, / sArA lAbha hai, usI meM sArI pratiSThA hai| vivAdI nhiiN| agara eka bAra yaha siddha ho gayA ki yaha rAkha zUnya se nahIM mahAvIra kahate haiM, pahalA gaNasthAna: mithyaatv| jaisA hai use | utrtii| kahIM zarIra ke kisI hisse meM chipI rahatI hai, vahAM se vaisA na dekhnaa| jaisA hai vaisA dikhAI bhI par3e to bhI parde DAla utaratI hai| eka bAra yaha siddha ho gayA ki ye svisa ghar3iyAM jo rkhnaa| jaisA hai vaisA anubhava meM bhI Ane lage to anubhava ko bhI pragaTa hotI haiM, svijaralaiMDa se nahIM AtIM, smagalaroM se kharIdI jhutthlaanaa| nyasta svArtha haiM hmaare| tuma agara nyasta svArthoM kI jAtI haiN| eka bAra yaha siddha ho gayA to satya sAIMbAbA kI koI oTa se hI dekha rahe ho to phira bar3I ar3acana hai| | sthiti nahIM raha jaatii| usI para to sArA bala hai| to nArAjagI satya sAIMbAbA ne kala baMgalora vizvavidyAlaya ke kulapati paidA hotI hai| aura unakI kameTI ko jo uttara diyA, usameM unhoMne kahA, ki | anyathA nimaMtraNa zubha thaa| svIkAra kara lenA thaa| dhanyavAda kuttoM ke bhauMkane se cAMda-tAre gira nahIM jaate| aba thor3A socane | denA thA ki utsuka hue, calo acchA hai| vizvavidyAlaya bhI dharma jaisA jarUrI hai ki kuttoM ke bhauMkane se cAMda-tAre Akara aisA meM utsuka hote haiM to bahuta acchA hai| suzikSita, susaMskRta loga kahate bhI nahIM ki bhauMkate raho, hama gireMge nhiiN| itanA kaha diyA | dharma kI tarapha khoja karane nikalate haiM, bahuta acchA hai| Ao, to cAMda-tAre bhauMka ge| itanA kaha diyA to cAMda-tAre gira ge| | smjho| khojeN| phira taya kauna kare ki cAMda-tAre kauna haiM aura katte kauna haiM? | satya kA khojI to sahayoga degaa| lekina satya kI yaha khoja satya sAIMbAbA kA yaha vaktavya thothe ahaMkAra kA vaktavya hai| | nahIM hai| satya sAIMbAbA kA vaktavya asatya sAIMbAbA kA eka tarapha cillAe cale jAte haiM ki sabhI ke bhItara brahma kA vAsa vaktavya hai| yaha isameM satyatA bilakula nahIM hai| aura phira isameM hai| eka tarapha kahe cale jAte haiM ki sabhI ke bhItara bhagavattA chipA krodha hai, gAlI-galauja hai| kutte...! yaha bAta hI behUdI virAjamAna hai| aura jahAM coTa ahaMkAra para par3anI zurU hotI hai ho gii| apane vaktavya meM unhoMne isI taraha kI bAteM kahI haiM, jo vahAM tatkSaNa kahane lagate haiM ki kuttoM ke bhauMkane se cAMda-tAre nahIM saba gAlI-galauja haiM-ki cIMTI samudra kI thAha lene calI hai| 5101 2010_03
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________________ caudaha guNasthAna kauna samudra hai, kauna cIMTI hai? jJAnI to kahate haiM, cIMTI bhI samudra hai| do kaur3I ke na raha jaaeNge| kutte bhI bhauMkeMge nahIM phir| rAste hai| kyoMki jJAnI to kahate haiM, bUMda meM bhI sAgara chipA hai| lekina se nikala jAeMge dekhate ki koI kuttA bhauMke to! lekina kutte bhI nirNaya kauna kara rahA hai ki kauna cIMTI aura kauna samudra hai? calo | idhara-udhara muMha kara leNge| koI cIMTI thAha lene na aaegii| to cIMTI hI sahI, samudra kI thAha lene calI to sAtha do| bAdhA kyA bhaya hai| khar3I karanI? sIr3hiyAM lagAo, nAva tairaao| cIMTI kama se mithyAtva hama sabake bhItara saMbhava hai| jahAM bhI ahaMkAra jur3A kama itanI AkAMkSA se bharI yahI bahata hai| ki mithyAtva saMbhava hai| mahAvIra kahate haiM, mithyAtva hamArI lekina samudra itanA bhayabhIta kyoM hai? cIMTI thAha lene calI | sAmAnya sthiti hai| jisako hama ajJAnI kahate haiM usI ko isase samadra Dara kyoM rahA hai? Dara yahI hogA ki cIMTI thAha le mahAvIra mithyAtvI kahate haiN| sakatI hai| samudra bar3A chichalA mAlUma hotA hai| zAyada samudra ho dUsarA caraNa : jisa vyakti ne mithyAtva se thor3I Upara AMkha hI na, kevala dhokhA hai| to krodha upajatA hai| uThAI, ThIka-ThIka zraddhAna kiyA, yathArtha dharma meM ruci lI, adharma | mithyAtva dRSTi se bharA haA AdamI, vivAda ko tatpara, lar3ane meM aruci kii| mithyAtva se bharA vyakti dharma meM aruci pragaTa ko utsuka, krodha sahaja, abhizApa dene ko taiyaar| karatA hai, adharma meM ruci letA hai| hAlAMki vaha bahAne kaI ye satya sAIMbAbA kahate haiM ki ziraDI ke sAIMbAbA ke avatAra khojatA hai, tarka kaI khojatA hai| nA to nahIM cAhie, darvAsA mani ke hoNge| avatAra to rAmakaSNa ne kahA hai ki eka AdamI kAlI kA bar3A bhakta thA jarUra kisI ke hoMge, kyoMki yahAM sabhI avatAra haiN| lekina inameM | aura mahIne-paMdraha dina meM kAlI ke dvAra meM jAkara bakare kaTavA kauna kuttA hai, kauna cIMTI hai, kauna sAgara, kauna cAMda-tArA hai? detA thaa| phira acAnaka usane pUjA baMda kara dii| to rAmakRSNa ne hara eka soca letA hai apane ko hI ki cAMda-tArA hai, bAkI saba usase pUchA, kyA huA bhakti kA? tuma to bar3e bhakta the aura kutte haiN| bar3e bakare kaTavAte the| usane kahA, aba dAMta hI na rhe| isako bhauMkane kI taraha kyoM liyA? yaha jarUrI to nahIM hai ki koI kAlI ke lie thor3e hI bakare kaTavAtA hai! kAlI to baMgalora kA vizvavidyAlaya satya sAIMbAbA ko ukhADane ke lie bahAnA hai| usa AdamI ke dAMta gira gae, kharAba ho gae aura dAMta utsuka ho| aura agara satya hai to ukhar3egA kaise? satya hai to nikalavAne pdd'e| to aba mAMsAhAra karane kI suvidhA na rhii| to pragaTa hogaa| svIkAra kro| basa pUjA-patrI baMda! tamhArI ghabaDAhaTa hI tamheM asatya kie de rahI hai| bacAva kyA | khayAla karanA, tuma jaba maMdira meM pUjA karane beThe ho to pUjA kara karanA hai? ughAr3a do| nagna khar3e hokara camatkAra dikhA do| eka rahe ho yA pUjA ke bahAne kucha aura kara rahe ho? tuma agara bAra taya ho jAe to lAbha hI hogaa| sAdhu-satsaMga meM bhI gae ho to satya kI khoja meM gae ho ki vahAM eka tarapha satya sAIbAbA kahate haiM ki maiM satya kI sevA karanA bhI saMsAra kA hI kacha khojane pahaMca gae ho? tama aksara to cAhatA huuN| dharma meM logoM kI zraddhA bar3hAnA cAhatA huuN| lekina pAoge ki tumhArI ruci dharma meM nahIM hai, adharma meM hai| adharma se isase aura zubha avasara kyA milegA ki loga khuda kahate haiM ki matalaba hai| jisase tuma satya taka na pahuMco aura bhaTaka jaao| hama pramANa khojane Ate haiN| pramANita kro| siddha ho jAegA ki | dharma se artha hai jisase tuma satya taka pahuMca jaao| camatkAra sacce haiM, jhUThe nahIM haiM to bar3I zraddhA bddh'egii| ye baMgalora camatkArI vyakti ke pAsa loga ikaTThe ho jAte haiM kyoMki vizvavidyAlaya ke kulapati aura unakI kameTI ke loga, ye bhI camatkArI vyakti ke pAsa AzA baMdhatI hai ki zAyada mukadamA tumhAre bhakta ho jaaeNge| inase itane ghabar3A kyA gae ho? jIta jAeM, zAyada jisa strI ko bhagAne kA soca rahe hoM, usameM lekina asatya meM Agraha hotA hai kyoMki asatya meM nyasta | saphalatA mila jAe, zAyada lATarI khula jAe, zAyada svArtha hote haiN| agara yaha bAta khula jAe, agara yaha pola khala jAe, ilekzana jIta jAeM, pradhAnamaMtrI ho jaaeN| jAe to satya sAIMbAbA kA sArA kA sArA vyaktitva gira jAtA / isalie dillI meM jitane rAjanetA haiM, sabako satya sAIMbAbA 51 2010_03 .
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________________ - jina sUtra bhAgaH 2 ke bhakta paaoge| jaise hI koI rAjanetA pada se utaratA hai ki adAlata jAnA hai, ki daphtara jAnA hai; ki saMsAra kI yAda A tatkSaNa satsaMga meM laga jAtA hai| tatkSaNa guruoM kI khoja meM gii| kaI bAra to tuma ghar3I kisI kAraNa se bhI nahIM dekhate, sirpha nikala par3atA hai| phira ilekzana jItanA, phira cunAva ldd'naa| purAnI dekhane kI Adata se dekhate ho| kitanA samaya ho gyaa| phira kisI kA AzIrvAda caahie| yaha ruci dharma kI ruci nahIM | kitanA samaya kho gyaa| itanI dera saMsAra meM kucha kara lete| itanI hai| yaha ruci maulika rUpa se adhArmika haiN| dera gaMvA dii| mahAvIra kahate haiM isase uTho, to pahalA kadama utthaa| | eka lahara mana meM A gii| yaha bhI svAbhAvika hai| dUsarA caraNa, dUsarA guNasthAna hai : saasaadn| | chUTate-chUTate cIjeM chUTatI haiN| chor3ate-chor3ate ghaTanA ghaTatI hai| mahAvIra kahate haiM itanI jaldI, ekadama se na uTha jaaoge| bAra-bAra purAnI AdateM pakar3atI haiN| purAne rAga, purAne raMga, purAnI uThate-uThate utthoge| bahuta bAra to nikala Aoge isake bAhara, smRtiyAM, purAne sukha phira-phira AhvAna dete haiM, phira-phira bulAte aura phira-phira khIMcane kA mana ho jaaegaa| phira-phira parAnI haiM, phira-phira nimaMtraNa bhejate haiN| AdateM vApasa bulA leNgii| sAsAdana dUsarA guNasthAna hai| jo hamameM se mithyAtva se Upara sAsAdana kA artha hotA hai, jo vyakti mithyAtva ke bAhara uThane kI ceSTA meM lagate haiM unakI dazA sAsAdana kI hai| pahale se nikalane kI ceSTA meM saMlagna hai lekina purAnI AdatoM ke kAraNa, | behtr| kama se kama calo bAhara se hI sahI, chor3A to! bAhara se purAne karmodaya ke kAraNa vApasa khIMca liyA jAtA hai| phira-phira | chor3A to bhItara se bhI chuuttegaa| itanA hoza to AyA ki aba purAne rAga meM rasa Ane lagatA hai| kSaNabhara ko bhI sahI, bAra-bAra ahaMkAra kA Agraha na rkheNge| lekina behozI ke kSaNa Ate haiN| phira socane lagatA hai unhIM dinoM kI bAta; jaba dhana thA, pada thA, | una behozI ke kSaNoM kA nAma sAsAdana hai| pratiSThA thii| divAsvapna dekhane lagatA hai| tumane taya kara liyA, aba krodha na kreNge| aura kisI AdamI sAsAdana kA artha hai, vyakti mithyAtva ke bAhara nikalA to: kA paira bAjAra kI bhIDa meM tamhAre paira para paDa gyaa| usa eka kSaNa lekina abhI mithyAtva kI sUkSma taraMgeM uThatI haiN| phira-phira meM tuma bhUla hI gae ki tumane taya kara liyA thA aba krodha na marchA ke kSaNa meM vApasa saMsAra ke sapane dekhane lagatA hai| kreNge| yAda hI na aayii| krodha ho hI gyaa| yA na bhI haA, usa mithyAtva-abhimukha ho jAtA hai, yadyapi sAkSAta mithyAtva meM AdamI se tumane kucha na bhI kahA, to bhI tumhAre bhItara krodha praveza nahIM krtaa| jhalaka gyaa| eka kSaNa ko bhItara lapaTa uTha gii| to sAsAdana kA artha huA : sapane saMsAra ke dekhatA hai, yadyapi | to pahale mithyAtva se mukta honA hai, phira sAsAdana ke bhI pAra bAhara se saMsAra se apane ko roka liyA hai| jAnA hai| jaise koI AdamI ghara chor3akara tyAgI ho gyaa| maMdira meM baiThA tIsarI avasthA hai : mishr| samyakatva evaM mithyAtva kI mizrita dhyAna kara rahA hai, mAlA hAtha meM hai| aura saba bhUla gayA maMdira sthiti| kucha-kucha satya kI jhalaka banane lagatI hai| kucha-kucha aura mAlA, patnI kI yAda A gaI--to saasaadn| mithyAtva se | satya kA avataraNa hone lagatA hai aura kucha-kucha atIta saMskAroM virata hone kI ceSTA kI hai| zrama kiyA hai, maMdira taka calA AyA ke kAraNa asatya kA aMdherA bhI ghirA rahatA hai| hai, mAlA hAtha meM le lI, prArthanA meM lIna hai, lekina kSaNabhara ko jaise dIyA jalAte ho, choTA-sA TimaTimAtA diiyaa| eka kone prArthanA kho gaI, maMdira kho gayA, mAlA kho gaI, patnI sAmane khar3I meM rozanI bhI ho jAtI hai, bAkI kamarA aMdherA bhI banA rahatA ho gii| kisI aura ko dikhAI na par3egI yaha sthiti| yaha pratyeka | hai-mizra, khicar3I avsthaa| vyakti ko svayaM hI nirIkSaNa karanI hogii| bahuta bAra sAsAdana | samyakatva evaM mithyAtva kI mizrita avasthA; dahI aura gur3a ke kI ghaTanA ghaTatI hai| | mizrita svAda jaisii| aisA jaina zAstra dRSTAMta lete haiM-dahI aura yahAM bhI tuma mere pAsa baiThe ho, sunate-sunate acAnaka ghar3I gur3a ke mizrita svAda jaisii| dekhane lagate ho-sAsAdana! ghar3I dekhI, matalaba ki kahIM | jo sAsAdana ke pAra jAtA hai usakI mizra avasthA banatI hai| 512 Jan Education International 2010_03
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________________ caudaha guNasthAna bahuta loga mizra avasthA meM hote haiN| ninyAnabe pratizata to bhI vairAgya kA janma nahIM ho rahA hai| meM jIte haiM. phira bAkI teraha gaNa-sthAna to eka pratizata kama se kama eka bAta to sApha hai ki ve apane ko sApha dekha pA ke haiN| inameM se bhI bahuta-se sAsAdana meM hI Dolate rahate rahe haiM; jo ki kAphI bahumUlya hai| dRSTi to sApha hai| dRSTi sApha haiM-trizaMku kI bhaaNti| unameM se kucha mizra taka Ate haiN| donoM hai to AcAra bhI usake pIche-pIche calA aaegaa| dRSTi hI sApha cIjeM bhItara hotI haiN| sImArekhA bhI sApha hotI hai, lekina donoM na ho to AcaraNa ke janmane kA upAya hI nhiiN| sAtha-sAtha hotI haiN| dharma-bodha bhI hotA hai, adharma meM rasa bhI lekina dRSTi hI sApha kie mata baiThe rhnaa| kyoMki jo abhI hotA hai| patA bhI hotA hai ki kyA ThIka hai, aura phira bhI galata ke sApha hai, kala dhuMdhalI ho sakatI hai| agara AcaraNa meM na lAI gaI baMdhana nahIM chuuttte| to jyAdA dera sApha na rhegii| dRSTi jaba mile to tatkSaNa sAhasa mahAvIra bahuta vaijJAnika DhaMga se Age bar3ha rahe haiN| ve tumhAre karake usako AcaraNa meM lAnA kyoMki dRSTi ke kSaNa bar3e kama citta kA eka-eka spaSTa vizleSaNa kara rahe haiM tAki tuma pahacAna haiN| kabhI-kabhI bijalI kauMdha jAtI hai aura rAstA dikhAI par3atA lo kahAM tuma ho, aura phira kisa tarapha jAnA hai| hai| usa kSaNa meM cala par3anA, aise khar3e mata raha jaanaa| kyoMki cauthA guNasthAna hai: avirata smykdRsstti| sAdhaka kI caturtha bijalI abhI kauMdhI, sadA na kauNdhegii| kala kauMdhegI ki na bhUmi; jisameM bodha ho jAne para bhI bhogoM athavA hiMsA Adi pApoM kauMdhegI kyA patA! jo pahalI jhalakeM AtI haiM, ve bijalI kI ke prati virakta bhAva jAgrata nahIM ho paataa| kauMdha kI taraha haiM, una kauMdha kA upayoga kara lenaa| upayoga karane bodha bhI ho jAtA hai, eka dRSTi bhI mila jAtI hai| ThIka-ThIka se bijalI aura kauNdhegii| cala par3e to dRSTi aura nikhregii| samajha meM A jAtA hai, kyA karane yogya hai, kyA na karane yogya hai, | karane se hI dRSTi kA nikhAra hotA hai| sirpha socate rahane se lekina abhI nirNaya nahIM hotaa| rAga, lobha, moha, hiMsA, | dhAraNAeM sApha ho jAtI haiM, lekina jIvana ulajhA kA ulajhA raha ahaMkAra ke prati abhI vairAgya kA janma nahIM hotaa| aisA nahIM | jAtA hai| hotA ki aba chor3a hI deN| dikhatA hai ki ThIka kyA hai, lekina jo | dRSTi ke sApha hone kA mAmalA aisA hai ki tuma eka pAkazAstra dikhatA hai vaha AcaraNa nahIM bana paataa| pratIti hotI hai. lie baiThe ho aura bhakhe ho| aura pAkazAstra meM saba likhA hai| sApha-sApha pratIti hotI hai ki satya boleN| satya hI zubha hai| rattI-rattI byaurA diyA hai kaise bhojana bnaanaa| bhojana kI sAmagrI lekina asatya kA pUrNa tyAga kara deM, itanA sAhasa nahIM juTa bhI maujUda hai| ATA maujUda hai, pAnI maujUda hai, namaka maujUda hai, paataa| yaha jAnanA ki kyA satya hai, eka bAta hai; aura satyamaya cUlhA jalA huA hai| tuma pAkazAstra lie baiThe ho| isase bhUkha ho jAnA bilakula dUsarI bAta hai| yaha pahacAna lenA ki ThIka miTegI nhiiN| isase kucha hala na hogaa| rAstA kauna-sA hai eka bAta hai, phira usa para cala par3anA bilakula bahuta loga zAstra lie baiThe haiN| zAstra kI carcA meM lIna haiN| dUsarI bAta hai| janama-janama gaMvAte haiM lekina kabhI usakA upayoga nahIM krte| avirata samyakadRSTi kA artha hai: jo khar3A ho gyaa| purAne | bhUkhe ke bhUkhe raha jAte haiN| phira bhUkha bhI nahIM miTatI, to rAste para jA bhI nahIM rahA hai, nae kA darzana bhI hone lagA hai lekina dhIre-dhIre bhUkha vismRta hone lagatI hai| ThiThakA khar3A hai| nae para jA nahIM pAtA kyoMki nae para jAnA ho yaha kAphI mUlyavAna hai| isa sUcana ko khayAla meM rkhnaa| to purAne kA paripUrNa tyAga caahie| tuma donoM eka sAtha nahIM | agara tuma upavAsa karo to tIna-cAra dina ke bAda bhUkha laganI samhAla skte| eka ko chor3anA hogaa| baMda ho jAtI hai| tIna dina satAtI hai| roja-roja tumhAre dvAra para isameM se tuma apane bhItara bahuta bAra aisA hI paaoge| mere pAsa dastaka detI hai| tuma sunate hI nahIM to dhIre-dhIre zarIra rAjI ho loga Ate haiM, ve kahate haiM, hameM patA hai ki krodha burA hai| patA hai | jAtA hai ki ThIka hai, zAyada tumane AtmahatyA hI kA taya kara ki kAmavAsanA roga hai| patA hai ki lobha se kucha na milA, na liyA hai, to ThIka hai| zarIra bhI kyA karegA? dhIre-dhIre, milegaa| patA hai khAlI hAtha Ae haiM, khAlI hAtha jaaeNge| phira dhIre-dhIre bhUkha bhUla jAtI hai| jo loga laMbe upavAsa karate haiM, ____ 2010_03
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________________ __ jina sUtra bhAgaH2 - aura bhAva unako eka ar3acana hotI hai upavAsa tor3ane meM, aba kaise bhojana dezavirata kA artha hotA hai, jisane apane jIvana meM aba sImA grahaNa kareM? kyoMki zarIra bhUla hI gyaa| bahuta dera taka bhUkhe banAnI zurU kii| jisane apane jIvana ko paridhi denI zurU kii| baiThe-baiThe, zAstra lie-lie bhUkha vismRta ho jAtI hai| jisane apane jIvana meM jo vyartha hai use haTAnA, jo sArthaka hai use | bahata logoM kI paramAtmA kI bhUkha mara gaI hai| itane dina lAnA zurU kiyaa| jisane kahA, aba maiM yUM hI UlajalUla, | paramAtmA se upavAsa kiyA hai, mara hI jaaegii| paramAtmA kI bhUkha asaMgata na jiiyuuNgaa| kabhI bAyeM gae, kabhI dAyeM gae, kabhI dakSiNa mara gaI ho to bar3I kaThinAI ho jAtI hai| aise hI loga kahate haiM | gae, kabhI pUraba gae, kabhI pazcima gae, aise cala-calakara kahIM ki paramAtmA mara gyaa| marI hai unakI bhkh| lekina ThIka hI koI pahaMcegA? saba dizAoM meM dauDate rahe to vikSiptatA aaegii| kahate haiN| jisakI bhUkha mara gaI usakA bhojana bhI mara gyaa| dezavirata kA artha hotA hai dizA taya huI, deza taya huA, sImA bhojana to tabhI taka rasapUrNa hai jaba taka bhUkha hai| bhUkha meM rasa hai bAMdhI, saMyama meM utre| aba jo karane yogya hai vahI kareMge, jo | bhojana kaa| bhUkha na lagI ho, susvAda se susvAdu bhojana rakhA rahe karane yogya nahIM hai, nahIM kreNge| aba kartavya meM hI rasa hogA, | | to bhI mana meM koI taraMga nahIM aatii| agara bhUkha bilakula mara gaI akartavya meM dhIre-dhIre virasatA ko laaeNge| sImA dI jIvana ko, | ho to bhojana bhojana jaisA bhI mAlUma na pdd'egaa| bhojana bhojana | dizA dii| aura sArI UrjA eka dizA meM ddaalii| ke kaarnn| bhakha kI vyAkhyA hai| anyathA jaise zarIra, mana, vacana-tInoM asaMyamI ke sabhI dizAoM meM bhojana bhojana jaisA na lgegaa| bhAgate rahate haiN| saMyamI aura asaMyamI meM itanA hI pharka hai ki paramAtmA nahIM mara gayA hai, aneka logoM kI bhUkha mara gaI hai| asaMyamI sabhI dizAoM meM eka sAtha bhAgatA rahatA hai, isalie marane kA kAraNa yahI hai ki bhUkha ko jilAne ke lie bhI | uthalA raha jAtA hai| bhojana caahie| bhUkha bhI bhUkhI rahe to mara jAtI hai| jaise ki kisI tAlAba ko tuma sabhI dizAoM meM khola do, kucha kro| jo dRSTi mile usake anusAra do paga clo| jo sabhI dizAoM meM pAnI baha jAe, to jahAM bar3I gaharAI thI aura anubhava meM Ae use thor3A AcaraNa meM ddaalo| nIlA jala dikhAI par3atA thA, vahAM saba chichalA pAnI ho jaaegaa| jo tumheM dikhAI par3e ki ThIka hai, basa isako mAnakara saiddhAMtika agara bahuta phaila jAe to kIcar3a hI raha jaaegii| tAlAba to kho rUpa se mata baiThe raho, anyathA jyAdA dera dikhAI bhI na pdd'egaa| hI jaaegaa| phira dhuMdha chA jaaegii| phira mana dhueM se ghira jaaegaa| thor3e clo| saMyama kA artha hai, saMrakSita uurjaa| mahAvIra kA pAribhASika thor3e Age bddh'o| jaise-jaise Age bar3hoge vaise-vaise jyAdA spaSTa zabda hai-deshvirt| sImA banAI, deza bnaayaa| hara kahIM na darzana hoNge| | bhAgate rhe| apane jIvana ko saMyata kiyA, saMgrahIta kiyaa| to mahAvIra kahate haiM avirata samyakadRSTi : caturtha bhuumi| isameM apanI UrjA ko eka jagaha bharA to gaharAI AnI zurU hotI hai| bodha to ho jAtA hai, hone lagatA hai lekina bhogoM aura hiMsA Adi | | asaMyamI AdamI chichalA hotA hai| AvAja bahuta karatA hai, pApoM se virati kA bhAva jAgrata nahIM hotaa| jaisA chichalA jala karatA hai| jahAM chichalI nadI hotI hai vahAM pAMcavAM guNasthAna H deshvirt| aba saMyama kA kSetra zurU | bar3A zoragula macatA hai| kaMkar3a-pattharoM para daur3atI hai, bar3A huaa| aba jo tumheM dikhAI par3atA hai use tuma AcaraNa meM utArane zoragula macAtI hai| nadI jitanI gaharI hotI hai utanA hI zoragula lge| bahuta jyAdA jAnane kI jarUrata nahIM hai| thor3A jAno, kama ho jAtA hai| gaharI nadI patA hI nahIM calatA ki bahatI bhI hai lekina usa thoDe ko utaaro| hajAra mIla laMbe zAstra kA koI ki nahIM bahatI? gati bar3I zAMta ho jAtI hai| sAra nahIM, iMcabhara zAstra-lekina utAro, clo| calane se rAste dezavirataH saMyama, sImA kA bAMdhanA, karma aura vicAra ko | taya hote haiN| baiThe-baiThe socane se koI rAste taya nahIM hote| paridhi denaa| ise tuma thor3A socnaa| vicAra karanevAle kahIM bhI nahIM phuNcte| astitvagata hai pahuMcanA, | tuma jo vicAra karate ho usameM se ninyAnabe pratizata na karo to vicAragata nhiiN| bauddhika nahIM hai, jIvanagata hai| | clegaa| usameM se ninyAnabe pratizata sirpha vyartha hai, zuddha kacarA 514 Jair Education International 2010_03
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________________ caudaha guNasthAna hai, kacarA maatr| usameM kucha bhI aura nahIM hai lekina tumhArI UrjA gaharI lagAtA hai| aise hI jala ke Upara sataha para nahIM tairatA to vyaya hotI hI hai| rahatA, DubakI mAratA hai| gahare meM jAtA hai| sArI UrjA eka hI manovaijJAnika kahate haiM ki AdamI apanI UrjA kA paMdraha | dAMva para lagAtA hai| pratizata se jyAdA upayoga hI nahIM kara paataa| pacAsI pratizata aisA hI dhyAnI bhI-mahAvIra, yA buddha, yA kRSNa, yA pataMjali aise hI kho jAtI hai| jinake jIvana meM tumheM kucha ghaTanAeM ghaTatI gaharI DUba lete haiM to hIre-motI bIna lAte haiN| hamAre pAsa bhI dikhAI par3atI haiM, koI AiMsTIna, koI phrAyaDa, jo jIvana meM bar3e utanI hI UrjA hai| UrjA kI mAtrA meM jarA bhI pharka nhiiN| jitanI satyoM kI khoja kara lAte haiM--cAhe vijJAna ke, cAhe mana ke, mahAvIra ko milI utanI tumheM milI hai| prakRti sabako barAbara cAhe dharma ke; unameM aura tumameM pharka kyA hai? UrjA sabako detI hai, magara sabhI barAbara upayoga nahIM krte| mataula meM milI hai, lekina tama UrjA ko aise jIsasa eka kahAnI kahate the| eka bApa ke tIna beTe the| tInoM hI bahAte rahate ho| yogya the, buddhizAlI the| aura bApa taya na kara pAtA thA ki eka vaijJAnika apanI UrjA ko saMyamita kara letA hai| vaha | kisako apanA uttarAdhikArI banA jaae| bar3A dhana thA, bar3I socatA to apanI hI vijJAna kI bAta socatA hai| sapanA bhI jamIna thI, bar3A vaibhava thaa| bApa ciMtita thA. kisako cne| dekhatA hai to apane hI vijJAna kA sapanA dekhatA hai| phira usane eka upAya khojaa| usane eka bore bhara phUloM ke maiDama kyUrI ko nobela prAija milI sapane ke kaarnn| jo hala kiyA sUtra, vaha usane sapane meM kiyaa| jAgrata rUpa se to vaha tIna / huuN| jo bIja maiM tumheM de jA rahA hUM, samhAlakara rkhnaa| ina para sAla se hala kara rahI thI, vaha hala nahIM hotA thaa| lekina bahuta kucha nirbhara hai| tumhArA bhaviSya inhIM para nirbhara hai| inhIM ke sote-jAgate eka hI udher3a-buna thii| basa jagata meM eka hI kAma mAdhyama se maiM apane uttarAdhikArI ko cungaa| isalie kisI thA : usa satra ko hala krnaa| gaNita kA koI savAla thA, jo | bhUla-cUka meM mata rhnaa| maiM lauTakara AUMgA to bIja vApasa aTakA rahA thA tIna sAla se| jisa rAta hala huA, usa rAta vaha caahie| bApa calA gyaa| soyI, socate-socate-socate-socate usI prazna ke manana meM, pahale beTe ne socA ki bar3I jhaMjhaTa hai| bIja ghara meM rakheM, cUhe maMthana meM DUbI so gii| lagatA hai sapane meM hala haa| nIMda meM khA jAeM, sar3a jAeM, bacce idhara-udhara pheMka deN| to behatara yaha hai mAlUma hotA hai, utthii| uttara use mila gayA to jAkara vaha Tebala ki bAjAra meM beca denA caahie| paise pAsa meM rakha leMge para likha bhI aayii| vApasa so gaI aakr| smhaalkr| jaba bApa AegA, phira bIja kharIda leMge, de deNge| subaha jaba AMkha khulI to use yAda bhI na rhaa| sapanA yAda na sIdhI gaNita kI bAta thii| rahA, uThanA yAda na rahA, lekina jaba vaha apane Tebala para gaI to dUsare beTe ne socA ki bApa ne kahA hai bIja vApasa lauTAnA, to cakita huii| uttara likhA thaa| hastAkSara bhI usI ke the| kamare meM vaha yahI bIja cAhatA hogaa| kahIM bAjAra meM beceM, dUsare bIja phira koI dUsarA thA bhI nhiiN| aura dUsarA koI hotA bhI to bhI hala nahIM | bAda meM kharIdeM aura bApa kahe, ye to ve bIja nahIM haiN| to hama kara sakatA thaa| maiDama kyUrI nahIM kara pA rahI thI tIna sAla se| muzkila meM par3a jaaeNge| to usane tijor3I meM baMda karake tAlA baMda taba use dhIre-dhIre yAda AyI ki rAta sapanA...| sapane ke phira kara diyaa| cAbI samhAlakara rakha lI ki jo die haiM, vahI lauTA byaure kA patA calA, phira use smaraNa AyA ki sapane meM hI usane deNge| jhaMjhaTa meM par3anA kyoM? dekhA ki vaha uThI bhI thii| samajhA thA ki sapane kA hI aMga hai| tIsare beTe ne socA ki bIja bAjAra meM beca deM to vahI bIja to uThanA bhii| aura Tebala para likhanA bhI sapane jaisA mAlUma huA | hoMge nahIM, jo pitA de ge| dhokhA hogaa| tijor3I meM baMda thaa| taba sArI bAta sApha ho gii| | karanA? pitA patA nahIM kaba AeM-chaha mahIne, sAlabhara, do vaijJAnika apanI sArI UrjA ko eka hI dizA meM lagA detA hai| saal| tijor3I meM bIja agara sar3a gae to rAkha raha jaaegii| to tabhI to prakRti ke gahana satyoM ko khoja ke lAtA hai| DubakI usane socA behatara hai, inheM bo do| usane bIja bo die| 515 2010_03 |
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________________ jina sUtra bhAga : 2 | jaba sAlabhara bAda pitA vApasa lauTA to pahale beTe ne lAkara UrjA ko eka dAMva para lgaayaa| jisakI UrjA tIra banI aura bAjAra se tatkSaNa bIja vApasa lauTA die| lekina bApa ne kahA, lakSya kI tarapha jisane apanI pratyaMcA ko saadhaa| dezavirataH ye ve bIja nahIM haiM, jo maiMne tumheM die the| zarta yahI thI ki vahI lakSya diyA, dizA dI, maryAdA baaNdhii| jo vyartha karatA nahIM, vyartha lauTAne haiN| dUsarA bar3A prasanna huaa| usane jaldI se tijor3I bolatA nahIM, vyartha socatA nhiiN| jisakA sArA jIvana eka kholii| jina bIjoM se bar3e sugaMdha vAle phUla paidA hote the ve saba saMgati hai| aura pratyeka kadama dUsare kadama se jur3A hai| aura sar3a gae the| unase sirpha durgaMdha A rahI thii| bApa ne kahA, maiMne jisake jIvana meM eka maryAdA hai| tumheM bIja die the| ye to bIja na rahe, rAkha ho gii| bIja kA to agara nadI bananA ho to kinArA caahie| to sAgara taka pahuMca artha hai, jisameM paudhA paidA ho ske| kyA inameM paudhA paidA ho skoge| agara kinAre chor3akara bahane lage, maryAdA TUTa gaI to sakatA hai? aura maiMne tumheM sugaMdha kI saMbhAvanA dI thI, aura tuma sAgara taka kabhI na pahuMca skoge| kisI marusthala meM kho durgaMdha lauTA rahe ho| maiMne tumheM jIte-jAgate bIja die the, tuma mujhe jaaoge| sAgara taka pahuMcane ke lie nadI ko kinAre meM baMdhe murdA rAkha lauTA rahe ho? yaha zarta pUrI na huii| rahanA jarUrI hai| tIsare beTe se puuchaa| bApa bar3A ciMtita bhI huA ki kyA tInoM dezavirata kA artha hai, kinAroM meM baMdhA huA vyktitv| ayogya siddha hoMge? tIsare beTe ne kahA, maiM muzkila meM huuN| jo chaThavAM guNasthAna hai: prmttvirt| saMyama ke sAtha-sAtha maMda bIja Apa de gae the ve maiMne bo die| unakI jagaha karor3a gune bIja rAgAdi ke rUpa meM pramAda rahatA hai| saMyama to A gayA, anuzAsana ho gae haiN| kyoMki maiMne socA jitanA pitA de gae haiM, utanA bhI | A gayA, lekina janmoM-janmoM taka jo hamane rAga kiyA hai, moha kyA lauTAnA! utanA hI lauTAnA to koI yogyatA na hogii| kiyA hai, lobha kiyA hai, usakI maMda chAyA rahatI hai| ekadama bAjAra meM maiM beca na sakA kyoMki ye ve bIja dUsare hoNge| dUsare mere | calI nahIM jaatii| hama usake Upara uTha Ate haiM, lekina hamAre bhI bIja haiM lekina Apa jo bIja de gae the, unakI hI saMtAna haiM; acetana meM dabI maMda chAyA rahatI hai| hama Upara se krodha nahIM bhI unhIM kA silasilA hai. unhIM kI zaMkhalA hai| lekina jitane Apa karate to bhI krodha kI taraMgeM bhItara acetana meM uThatI rahatI haiN| hama de gae the, maiM utane hI lauTAne meM asamartha hUM kyoMki maiMne kabhI | lobha nahIM bhI krte| hama niyaMtraNa kara lete haiM, lekina bhItara ginatI nahIM kii| karor3a gune ho gae haiN| Apa saba le leN| acetana lobha ke saMdeza bhejatA hai| bApa pIche gayA bhavana meN| dUra-dUra taka phUla hI phUla khile the| kahate haiM bhartRhari ne saba rAjya chor3a diyA, ve jaMgala meM jAkara bIja hI bIja bhare the| bApa ne kahA, tuma jIta ge| tuma mere baiTha ge| bar3e anUThe vyakti the| pahale likhA zRMgAra uttarAdhikArI ho| kyoMki vahI beTA yogya hai, jo saMpadA ko zataka-jIvana ke bhoga kA kaavy| jIvana ke bhoga kI jaisI padA ko jIvita rakhe. jo saMpadA ko phailAe jo stati ho sakatI hai vaisI bhartahari ne kii| koI aura phira kabhI saMpadA ko aura mUlyavAna kre| | unake sAtha mukAbalA na kara paayaa| koI aura unheM pIche na kara hama sabhI ko barAbara UrjA milI hai, barAbara bIja mile haiN| paayaa| phira likhA vairAgya shtk| pahale rAga kI stuti kI, phira koI mahAvIra use khilA detA hai, paramAtma-sthiti upalabdha ho vairAgya kI stuti kii| aksara aisA hotA hai, jo rAga ko ThIka se jAtI hai| koI buddha kamala bana jAtA hai| aura hama aise hI jIegA, vaha kisI na kisI dina vairAgya ko upalabdha ho jaaegaa| sikar3e-sikar3e yA to bAjAra meM bika jAte haiM-adhika to hama jo zaMgAra zataka se ThIka se gujaregA, vaha vairAgya zataka ko bAjAra meM bika jAte haiM yA tijoDiyoM meM sar3a jAte haiN| jo karmaTha haiM upalabdha hogaa| bahuta, ve bAjAra meM bika jAte haiM, jo susta, kAhila haiM ve bhartRhari ne saba chor3a diyA, ve jaMgala meM baiThe-saba bar3A tijor3iyoM meM sar3a jAte haiN| lekina jIvana kI isa UrjA kA sAmrAjya, dhana-vaibhava, mnni-maanniky| acAnaka AMkha khulI, phailAva hamase nahIM ho paataa| do ghur3asavAra sAmane kI hI pagaDaMDI para ghor3oM ko daur3Ate hue mahAvIra kahate haiM : dezavirata kA artha hai, jisane apanI sArI aae| AMkha khula gii| dhyAna meM baiTha the, dhyAna TUTa gyaa| dekhA, 516 Jal Education International 2010_03
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________________ caudaha guNasthAna ONARRATE sAmane eka bar3A bahumUlya hIrA par3A hai rAste meN| uThe nahIM, mana bhartRhari ne AMkheM baMda kara liiN| ve muskurAe hoMge ki hadda ho gaI! uTha gyaa| gae nahIM hIrA uThAne ko, mana ne uThA liyaa| eka hIrA apanI jagaha par3A hai| do AdamI Ae aura cale ge| jhalaka bhItara kauMdha gaI ki uThA luuN| aisA nahIM ki zabda bhI bne| saba hIre par3e raha jAte haiN| saba jo yahAM mUlyavAna mAlUma par3atA aisA bhI jarUrI nahIM hai ki aisA socA ki uThA lenA caahie| | hai, par3A raha jAtA hai| hama Ate haiM aura cale jAte haiN| aura nahIM, basa eka jhalaka kauMdha gaI, eka kaMpana bhAva kA ho gayA, aksara hama eka-dUsare kI chAtI meM chure bhoMka jAte haiN| hama usake uThA luuN| sajaga ho gae, jhakajhora diyA apane ko ki are! itanA lie bar3e dukha de jAte haiM, bar3e dukha uThA jAte haiM, jo hamArA kabhI saba chor3akara AyA, isase bar3e bahumUlya hIre chor3akara AyA taba nahIM ho paataa| jo hamArA ho nahIM sakatA hai| mana meM yaha vAsanA na uThI aura Aja acAnaka yaha uTha gaI? sAtavAH aprmttvirt| saptama bhUmi, jahAM kisI prakAra kA cetana se tama chor3a do, acetana itanI jaldI nahIM chaTa jaataa| bhI pramAda pragaTa nahIM hotaa| itanI halakI jhalaka bhI jahAM nahIM raha samhalakara baiTha gae, lekina eka bAta to khayAla meM A gaI ki jaatii| pragaTa nahIM hotii| kisI taraha kI abhivyakti nahIM abhI bhItara sUkSma rAga par3e haiN| bar3e gahare meM hoNge| unakI AvAja hotii| sUkSmatama abhivyakti bhI zUnya ho jAtI hai mUrchA kI, bhI aba mana taka nahIM pahuMcatI, lekina maujUda haiM, talaghare meM par3e ahaMkAra kI, pramAda kii| haiN| Upara tumhAre baiThakakhAne taka unakI koI khabara bhI nahIM AtI isI avasthA meM koI vyakti sAdhu banatA hai| isa avasthA meM bhI tumhArA hI tumhAre hI baiThakakhAne ke nIce hai| | Akara hI sAdhutA kA AvirbhAva hotA hai| caudaha guNasthAnoM meM jisako manovaijJAnika anakAMzasa kahate haiM, acetana mana kahate yaha sAtavAM hai| madhya meM Akara khar3e ho ge| AdhI yAtrA pUrI haiM, mahAvIra usI sthiti kI bAta kara rahe haiM, prmttvirt| saMyama huii| jisane sAtaveM ko pA liyA ho vahI sAdhu hai| ke sAtha-sAtha maMda rAgAdi ke rUpa meM pramAda rahatA hai| abhI aksara jinako tuma sAdhu kahate ho ve sAtaveM taka pahuMce hue behozI hai| hoza Upara-Upara hai| jaise barpha kI caTTAna pAnI meM loga nahIM hote| unameM se kucha to pahale meM hI aTake hote haiN| tairatI hai to eka hissA Upara hotA hai, nau hisse nIce pAnI meM DUbI unameM se kucha dUsare meM aTake hote haiN| sAtaveM taka pahuMcanA bhI hotI hai| | kaThina mAlUma hotA hai| kyoMki sAtaveM kA artha hai, bhItara dIyA to hoza Upara-Upara hai barpha kI caTTAna kI trh| nau hissA | pUrI taraha jala gayA, aba koI aMdhakAra nahIM hai| aba koI behozI nIce hai| dikhAI nahIM par3atI kisI ko, lekina svayaM abhivyakti nahIM hotI kisI rAga kii| vyakti ko samajha meM AtI hai| aura jitanA hoza bar3hatA hai utanI AThavAMH apuurvkrnn| sAdhaka kI aSTama bhUmi, jisameM hI jyAdA samajha meM AtI hai| zAyada tuma baiThe hote bhartRhari kI praviSTa hone para jIvoM ke pariNAma pratisamaya apUrva-apUrva hote jagaha to tumheM patA bhI na cltaa| lekina bar3I nirmala AtmA rahI haiN| sAtaveM meM vyakti sAdhu bana jAtA hai| AThaveM meM ghaTanAeM hogii| zabda bhI na banA, aura lahara pakar3a meM A gaI ki bhAva ho ghaTanI zurU hotI haiN| sAtaveM taka sAdhanA hai, AThaveM se anubhava gyaa| thor3A-sA maiM kaMpa gayA huuN| koI bhI na pahacAna paataa| Ane zurU hote haiN| sAtaveM taka taiyArI hai, AThaveM se prasAda sUkSma se sUkSma yaMtra bhI zAyada na pakar3a pAte ki kaMpana huA hai| barasanA zurU hotA hai| kyoMki kaMpana bar3A nA ke barAbara thaa| jaise zUnya meM jarA-sI pratipala apUrva-apUrva anubhava hote haiM, jaise kabhI na hue the| lahara utthii| lekina bhartahari pahacAna ge| | aisI sugaMdhe AsapAsa Dolane lagatI haiM jaisI kabhI jAnI na thiiN| ve jo do ghur3asavAra Ae, una donoM kI najara bhI eka sAtha usa | aisI madhurimA kaMTha meM ghulane lagatI hai jaisI kabhI jAnI na thii| salavAreM nikAlI aura donoM ne kahA, pahale aise jIvana kI pulaka anubhava hotI hai, jisakI koI mRtyu nahIM ho najara merI par3I hai| bhartRhari baiThe dekha rahe haiN| eka kSaNa bhI na lagA, sktii| amRta kA svAda miltaa| ve talavAreM eka-dUsare kI chAtI meM cubha giiN| hIrA apanI jagaha sAtaveM taka taiyArI hai| pAtra taiyAra huaa| AThaveM meM varSA zurU par3A rahA. jahAM do jiMdA AdamI the vahAM do lAzeM gira giiN| hotI hai| kabIra kahate haiM, bAdala gahana-gaMbhIra hokara ghira ge| 2010_03
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________________ jina sUtra bhAgaH2 amRta barasa rahA hai| dAdU kahate haiM, hajAra-hajAra sUraja nikala pratikSaNa marate ho aura pratikSaNa janmate ho| jaise purAnA mara jAtA Ae aisI rozanI hai, ki aMdhere ko khojo bhI to kahIM milatA hai hara kSaNa aura nae kA AvirbhAva hotA hai| jaise pratipala purAne nhiiN| mIrA kahatI hai, pada dhuMgharU bAMdha naacii| kI dhUla ur3a jAtI hai aura tumhArA darpaNa phira nayA ho jAtA hai| ye AThaveM kI ghaTanAeM haiN-apuurvkrnn| yahAM anUThe saMgIta jisako bauddhoM ne kSaNa-kSaNa jInA kahA hai, vaha apUrvakaraNa kI kA janma hotA hai| yahI ghar3I hai jahAM jhena phakIra kahate haiM, eka | sthiti hai| jisako kRSNamUrti kahate haiM, maro atIta ke prati, hAtha kI tAlI bajatI hai| apUrva-jo ho nahIM sakatA aisA hotA tAki bhaviSya kA janma ho ske| chor3o atIta ko, pakar3o mata, hai| jo kabhI huA nahIM aisA hotA hai| jisako kahA nahIM jA | tAki apUrva ghaTa sake sakatA aisA hotA hai| jisako batAne kA koI upAya nhiiN| gUMge yaha apUrvakaraNa dhyAna kA pahalA svAda hai| yahAM se tuma dUsare kA gudd'| gUMge kerI srkraa| loka meM praviSTa hue| yahAM se dUsarI duniyA zurU huii| aisA isa ghar3I meM AdamI bar3e AnaMda meM lIna hone lagatA hai| aura | samajho, apUrvakaraNa hai, jaisA ki koI yAtrI nAva meM baiThe nadI ke pratipala nayA-nayA hotA jAtA hai| dvAra ke bAda dvAra khulate cale isa kinAre se aura nAva cale, to madhya taka to purAnA kinArA hI jAte haiM, parde ke bAda parde uThate cale jAte haiN| sAta taka tuma sAdho, dikhAI par3atA rahatA hai--sAtaveM tk| nae kinAre kA patA nahIM ATha ke bAda ghaTatA hai| cltaa| dUsarA kinArA abhI dhuMdha meM chipA hai duur| AThaveM se, aparvakaraNa : nAma bhI mahAvIra ne ThIka diyaa| pahale jaisA nahIM parAnA kinArA to dikhAI par3anA baMda hone lagatA hai, nayA kinArA huA, kabhI nahIM huaa| aura jaba tumheM pahalI daphA hotA hai tabhI | dikhAI par3anA zurU hotA hai| AThaveM se purAnA to dhuMdha meM chipa tumheM bharosA bhI AtA hai| ki mahAvIra hue hoMge ki buddha hue jAtA aura nae kA AvirbhAva hotA hai| AThavAM, sAdhu ke jIvana hoMge, ki kabIra ThIka kahate haiN| tuma gavAhI banate ho| AThaveM para meM AtmA kA janma hai| AThavAM, aMdhere meM prakAza kA avataraNa tumhArI gavAhI paidA hotI hai| AThaveM ke pahale tuma jo sira hai| AThavAM, marusthala meM amRta kI varSA hai-apuurvkrnn| hilAte ho vaha bahuta sArthaka nahIM hai| AThaveM ke pahale tuma kahate aura phira aisA nahIM hai ki vahI-vahI anubhava roja doharatA hai, | ho hAM, ThIka lagatI hai baat| basa, vaha lagatI hI hai| tarka se pratipala nayA hotA jAtA hai| jaise-jaise tama dasare kinAre ke lagatI hogI, saMskAra se lagatI hogii| bAra-bAra sunI hai, | karIba hone lagate aura cIjeM spaSTa hone lagatI haiM, hara ghar3I gahana punarukti se lagatI hogii| yA tumhAre bhItara vAsanA hai, AkAMkSA | se gahana, saghana se saghana pratIti AnaMda kI hotI calI jAtI hai| hai ki aisA ghaTe, isalie tama mAna lete hooge ki hAM, ghaTatA hai| nauvAH anivttikrnn| sAdhaka kI navama bhami meM, jisameM lekina AThaveM para patA calatA hai| AThaveM para tuma dastakhata samAna samavartI sabhI sAdhakoM ke pariNAma samAna ho jAte haiM aura kara sakate ho ki hAM, mahAvIra hue, ki buddha hue, ki jIsasa pratisamaya uttarottara anaMtagunI vizuddhatA ko prApta hote haiN| kahA hai, ThIka kahA hai| kyoMki aba anivattikaraNa nauvIM sAdhaka kI bhami hai| yaha samajhane jaisI hai| tumhAre anubhava meM A rahI baat| aba astitvagata pramANa mila | isa sthiti meM logoM ke vyaktitva samApta ho jAte haiM, vyaktigata rahA hai| bheda samApta ho jAte haiN| isa sthiti meM Akara sabhI sAdhaka eka apUrvakaraNa kI sthiti meM hI koI kaha sakatA hai, AtmA hai| jaise ho jAte haiN| unakI samAna dazA ho jAtI hai| isa samaya taka apUrvakaraNa kI sthiti meM hI koI kaha sakatA hai ki paramAtmA hai| vyaktitva kI chAyA rahatI hai| koI strI hai, koI puruSa hai, koI apUrvakaraNa kI sthiti meM hI koI kaha sakatA hai, samAdhi hai| buddhimAna hai, koI bahuta bauddhika hai, koI saMgIta meM kuzala hai, isake pahale saba tarkajAla hai| isake bAda hI anubhava ke srota koI gaNita meM kazala hai, koI kalAkAra hai, koI kacha hai| khulane zurU hote haiN| __ AThaveM taka bheda bane rahate haiN| nauveM se abheda zurU hotA hai| isa pratisamaya apuurv-apuurv| taba kucha bhI jIvana meM jar3atA jaisI | samaya, jo bhI sAdhaka nauveM meM pahuMcatA hai usake vyaktitva kI nahIM raha jaatii| yaMtravata kucha bhI nahIM raha jaataa| jaise tuma khola gira jAtI hai| jaise sAMpa saraka jAtA hai purAnI camar3I ko 5181 Jal Education International 2010_03
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________________ REPANA caudaha gaNasthAna - chor3akara, purAnI khola ko chodd'kr| yahAM se avyaktigata jIvana | hai, apanA reDiyo hai, apanI pasaMda kA pharnicara hai, apane DhaMga ke zurU hotA hai| yahAM se tumhArA koI bheda kisI se nahIM raha jaataa| parde haiN| na tuma strI, na tuma puruSa; na tuma gore, na tuma kAle; na tuma suMdara, phira tuma donoM aisA karo ki dhIre-dhIre cIjoM ko bAhara na tuma asuMdara; na tuma mahatvapUrNa, na tuma mhtvhiin| isa nikAlate jaao| jaba kamare donoM khAlI ho jAeMge to bar3e samAna avasthA meM sabhI samAna ho jAte haiN| ho jaaeNge| kyoMki bheda parde kA thaa| parde alaga ho ge| bheda aura dhyAna rakhanA, yaha abhI kevala nauvIM avasthA hai| nauvIM kursI-Tebala kA thA, kursI-Tebala alaga ho gii| bheda citroM kA avasthA meM vyakti ko samatA ke bodha kA janma hotA hai| taba vaha thA, citra dIvAla se alaga ho ge| bheda reDiyo-Telivijana kA sabameM eka kA hI vAsa dekhatA hai| unameM bhI jo soe haiM, vaha usa thA, ve bhI alaga ho ge| aba donoM kamare khAlI raha gae, kAphI eka ko hI dekhanA zurU kara detA hai, jo usake bhItara jaga gayA eka jaise ho ge| kyoMki donoM kamare kevala kamare raha ge| hai| aba pharka sone aura jagane kA hogA, lekina aba aura koI donoM ke bhItara zuddhatA hai, zUnyatA hai| donoM meM avakAza hai| pharka nahIM hai| isa ghar3I meM na to sAdhu jaina raha jAtA hai, na hiMdU, na jaise-jaise cIjeM khAlI hotI haiM tumhAre bhItara se, vaise-vaise muslmaan| raha hI nahIM sktaa| isa ghar3I meM na to avakAza, AkAza upalabdha hotA hai| AkAza samAna hai| maMdira-masjida meM koI pharka raha jAtA, na gurudvArA meM, girajAghara meM bharAva ke kAraNa bheda hai| eka kitAba kurAna hai, eka kitAba koI pharka raha jaataa| isa ghar3I meM jinhoMne bhI jAnA hai ve sabhI eka | bAibala hai| donoM meM se syAhI ke akSara chAMTakara bAhara nikAla hI vaktavya ko dete mAlUma par3ate haiN| bhASA hogI alaga, kathana lo, kore kAgaja raha ge| phira pharka karanA muzkila ho jAegA, alaga nhiiN| kathya hogA alaga, kathana alaga nhiiN| kathA hogI kauna kurAna hai aura kauna bAibala hai| korI kitAbeM basa korI bhinna-bhinna, lekina jo kahA jA rahA hai vaha eka hI hai| kitAbeM haiN| kauna kurAna, kauna bAibala? nauvIM avasthA meM vyakti dharmoM ke vizeSaNoM ke pAra ho jAtA hai| sUphiyoM kI eka bar3I prasiddha kitAba hai, jisameM kucha bhI likhA deha kI bhinnatA ke pAra ho jAtA hai, mana kI viziSTatAoM ke pAra huA nahIM hai| usako ve kahate haiM, 'da buka Apha da buk|' ho jAtA hai| sAmAnya kA janma hotA hai, yA saarvlaukik| kitAboM kI kitaab| khAlI hai| sUphI phakIra usako khUba par3hate sAdhaka kI navama bhUmi, jisameM samAna samavartI sabhI sAdhakoM haiM, vahI par3hane jaisI hai| usameM kucha likhA nahIM hai| sUphI phakIra ke pariNAma samAna ho jAte haiM aura pratisamaya uttarottara anaMtagunI baiTha jAte haiM, subaha se khAlI kitAba kholakara par3hane lagate haiN| vizuddhatA ko prApta hote haiN| aura isI kSaNa se vizuddhatA bar3hanI ceSTA yaha hai ki isI khAlI kitAba jaise khAlI ho jaaeN| zurU hotI hai| mahAvIra jisako nauvIM bhUmi kahate haiM, vahI hai 'da buka Apha da samatA ke bAda hai vishuddhtaa| buk'| vahI hai kitAboM kI kitaab| vahAM sAdhaka zUnyatA ko isalie jo abhI kaha rahA ho ki maiM jaina muni hUM, vaha abhI upalabdha hotA hai| kahIM bhaTaka rahA hai vizeSaNa meN| jo kahatA ho maiM hiMdU saMnyAsI hUM, dasavAM guNasthAna H suukssmsaampraay| jahAM saba kaSAya kSINa ho vaha abhI kahIM bhaTaka rahA hai vizeSaNa meN| jo kahatA ho maiM IsAI jAne para bhI lobha yA rAga kI koI sUkSma chAyA zeSa rahatI hai| hUM, vaha bhaTaka rahA kahIM vizeSaNa meN| aba yaha jarA samajhane jaisA hai| nauveM para saba zUnya ho gyaa| vizeSaNa chaTa jAte haiN| kyoMki bhItara jisakA anabhava hotA hai | dasaveM meM mahAvIra kahate haiM, jahAM saba kaSAyeM kSINa ho gaIM, phira bhI vaha bilakula eka-rasa hai| isIlie zuddhatA bar3hatI hai| | rAga kI koI sUkSma chAyA zeSa rahatI hai| aisA samajho ki tumhArA kamarA hai, baiThakaghara hai tumhArA, tumhArA | tumhAre kamare to samAna ho gae, lekina tumhAre talagharoM kA pharnicara hai, dIvAla para tumhArI tasvIreM haiM, tumhArI ghar3I hai, tumhArA | kyA? tumhArA cetana mana to bilakula samAna ho gyaa| jahAM taka phUladAna hai, tumhArA reDiyo-TelIvijana hai| phira kisI dUsare kA, | tumhArA bodha jAtA hai vahAM taka to saba samAna ho gayA, lekina par3osI kA baiThakaghara hai, usakI apanI tasvIreM haiM, apanA phUladAna anaMta-anaMta janmoM meM jo karmoM kI sUkSma rekhAeM tumhAre bhItara mA 519 ___ 2010_03
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________________ jina sUtra bhAga: 2 RER par3I haiM, unakA kyA? haiM, kyoMki unakA sUkSma bhAva vahAM laTakA raha jAtA hai| sadiyAM tumane kabhI dekhA? pAnI ko bahA do pharza para, dhUpa AtI hai, bIta jAtI haiN| jaba kabhI tuma aisI jagaha jAkara khar3e ho jAoge, pAnI ur3a jAtA hai lekina eka sUkhI rekhA raha jAtI hai| vaha jahAM kabhI koI saMta baiThA thA aura samAdhi ko upalabdha huA thA, dikhAI bhI nahIM pdd'tii| sAdhAraNataH koI usako dekha bhI nahIM to vaha jagaha aba bhI usa gIta ko gunagunA rahI hai; tumheM cAhe pAegA, jahAM se pAnI bahA thaa| aba vahAM pAnI bilakula nahIM patA bhI na cle| lekina patA tumheM bhI cala jAtA hai| tumheM bhI hai| aba pAnI kA nAmamAtra bhI nahIM bacA, lekina eka sUkhI rekhA kabhI-kabhI lagatA hai, kisI sthAna para baiThakara bar3I zAMti raha gaI hai| agara tuma pAnI phira DhAlo to bahuta saMbhAvanA hai ki milatI hai| kisI sthAna para baiThakara ekadama tuma azAMta hone usI sUkhI rekhA ko pakar3akara pAnI bhegaa| kyoMki vaha sUkhI lagate ho| kisI vRkSa ke nIce baiThakara bar3A ahobhAva paidA hotA rekhA sugama hogii| hai| kisI ghara meM jAte hI kucha bhaya lagatA hai| kisI ghara meM tuma karma sUkhI rekhAeM haiN| jahAM tumane bahuta-bahuta karma kie the, | kabhI gae bhI nahIM, bAhara se hI nikalate ho, lekina mAlUma hotA krodha bahuta bAra kiyA thA, krodha to chor3a diyA, krodha kA pharnicara hai koI bulA rahA, nimaMtraNa hai-aao| koI tumheM pAhunA banAnA to bAhara pheMka diyA; lobha bahuta bAra kiyA, lobha bhI chor3a cAhatA hai| koI kahatA hai, padhAro jii| koI kaha nahIM rahA, diyA, lekina anaMta kAloM meM anaMta lobha ke jo pariNAma hue the, | lekina ghara kI sthiti, ghara ke sUkSma kNpn...| aura tumhArI jIvanadhArA se jo lobha bahA thA, usakI sUkhI rekhAeM to mahAvIra kahate haiM, dasavIM sthiti hai : suukssmsaampraay| ati raha gaI haiN| ve tumheM dikhAI bhI nahIM pdd'tiiN| ve nauvIM avasthA meM | suukssm| dikhAI nahIM par3eMge; adRzya lekhana haiN| ve nauveM ko hI pahuMce vyakti ko hI dikhAI par3anI zurU hotI haiN| ve itanI sUkSma | dikhAI par3eMge, jo isa avasthA meM A gayA hai, jahAM aba saba | haiM, haiM hI nahIM, lekina haiN| samAna hai| saba vizeSaNa gira gae, saba rUpa-raMga-AkRtiyAM gira jaise tumhArA kamarA khAlI kara diyA, par3osI kA bhI kamarA gaIM, usI ko dikhAI pdd'egaa| janmoM-janmoM meM jo-jo kiyA gayA khAlI kara diyA, lekina phira bhI tumhAre kamare meM eka khAsa bAta | hai usakI sUkSma taraMgeM bhItara zeSa raha gaI haiN| hogI, jo par3osI ke kamare meM na hogii| tuma itane dina taka isa jahAM saba kaSAyeM kSINa ho jAne para bhI lobha yA rAga kI koI kamare meM rahe, tumhArI bAsa isa kamare meM hogii| tumhArA hone kA | sUkSma chAyA zeSa rahatI hai| DhaMga isa kamare meM hogaa| tumhArI upasthiti isa kamare meM hogii| gyArahavIM avasthA hai: upshaaNtmoh| sAdhaka kI gyArahavIM tuma itane dina taka isa kamare meM rahe, tumhArI AdateM, tumhAre bhUmi, jisameM kaSAyoM kA upazamana ho jAne se vaha kucha kAla ke manovega, tumhArI vAsanAeM isa kamare meM uThIM aura phailIM, ve isa lie atyaMta zAMta ho jAtA hai| kamare meM hoNgii| aisI avasthA--jaina zAstroM meM jo udAharaNa diyA jAtA hai vaha tumane agara isa kamare meM kisI kI hatyA kara dI thI to usa | ThIka hai-aisI hai, jaise ki kisI nadI se, choTe jharane se hatyA kI ghaTanA isa kamare para bar3I spaSTa rUpa se likhI hai| bailagAr3iyAM gujara giiN| unake gujarane se jamIna meM jamI miTTI, adRzya hai likhAvaTa, koI use par3ha na pAegA, lekina likhI hai| kUr3A-karkaTa, sUkhe patte, saba Upara uTha aaye| jharanA gaMdA ho jisa kamare meM kisI kI hatyA huI ho, usa kamare meM tuma agara | gyaa| phira bailagAr3iyAM calI gaIM dUra, dhIre-dhIre patte phira baiTha jAkara sooge to rAta ThIka se so na paaoge| varSoM pahale huI gae, dhUla phira baiTha gaI talahaTI meM, jharanA phira svaccha aura sApha hogI hatyA, lekina koI cIkha-pukAra abhI bhI dIvAla kI kaNoM | ho gyaa| se laTakI raha gaI hai| koI sUkSma bhAva abhI bhI bhaTakatA raha gayA | to Upara to bilakula svaccha aura sApha ho gayA hai| pI lo, hai| usI ko to hama pretAtmA kahate haiN| koI sUkSma bhAva laTakA itanA svaccha hai| lekina agara jarA hilAyA to nIce para jo baiThI raha gayA hai| dhUla hai, vaha phira uTha aaegii| kUr3A-karkaTa baiThA hai niice| isalie jahAM saMta baiThe haiM, jahAM saMta cale haiM vahAM tIrtha bana jAte | samhAlakara cullU bharanA, anyathA phira uTha aaegaa| 5200 2010_03
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________________ caudaha guNasthAna - yaha jo gyArahavIM avasthA hai, yaha hai upshaaNtmoh| moha zAMta | ho gayA hai| jinaH jAga gayA hai| kevala-jJAna kI upalabdhi, ho gyaa| jaise dhUla, kUr3A-karkaTa jharane meM nIce baiTha gayA; | paramAtmA yA bhagavAna kI sNjnyaa| lekina miTa nahIM gayA hai| bahuta samhala-samhalakara calanA | mahAvIra kahate haiM, isa terahavIM avasthA meM vyakti bhagavAna kI hogaa| isa avasthA meM vyakti ko aise calanA hotA hai, jaise koI | sthiti meM hai lekina abhI kAyA se jur3A hai| abhI deha se saMbaMdha garbhiNI strI calatI hai| eka garbha hai; peTa meM eka nayA jIvana hai| | hai| saba samApta ho gayA, lekina abhI deha se mukti nahIM huI hai| samhalakara calatI hai, kahIM gira na jAe, phisala na jaae| abhI deha ke bhItara hai| jaise-jaise garbha bar3A hone lagatA hai, vaise-vaise sAvadhAnI aisA samajho ki tuma jelakhAne meM baMda ho aura khabara A gii| baratanI hotI hai| isa gyArahavIM avasthA meM hama AkhirI avasthA | jelara ne Akara kahA ki khar3e ho jAo, chuTakAre kA samaya A ke bahuta karIba A ge| samajho ki sAta mahIne pUre hue garbha ke; | gyaa| tumhArI mukti kA kSaNa A gyaa| jaMjIreM khola dI gaIM, tuma ki AThavAM mahInA laga gayA; ki aba nauvAM mahInA karIba A cala par3e jelara ke sAtha daravAje kI tarapha, lekina abhI tuma rahA hai| aba bar3I sAvadhAnI kI jarUrata hai| daravAje ke bhItara ho| eka artha meM mukta ho ge| ho hI gae usa sAvadhAnI para jora dene ke lie hI isako mahAvIra ne mukt| aba kucha bacA nhiiN| jaMjIreM bhI chUTa gaIM, mukti kA upazAMtamoha kahA hai| baiTha gaI talahaTI meM dhula, uTha sakatI hai| Adeza bhI A gayA, dvAra kI tarapha cala bhI par3e, lekina abhI bhI nizcita hokara mata baiTha jaanaa| abhI aMta nahIM A gyaa| bar3I kArAgRha meM ho| aba koI kAraNa nahIM ki tuma rahoge kArAgRha meM sukhada avasthA hai, bar3I zAMti kI avasthA hai| kucha kSaNa meM to lekina ho abhI bhii| aisA lagegA ki siddha ho ge| kucha pharka nahIM hai siddha meM aura mahAvIra kahate haiM, isa avasthA meM vyakti ko bhagavAna yA isa avasthA meM, jahAM taka pAnI kI svacchatA kA saMbaMdha hai| pharka | paramAtmA kI saMjJA upalabdha hotI hai| itanA hI hai ki siddha kA pAnI aba tuma kitanA hI uchalo-kUdo, phira caudahavIM avasthA hai : ayogikevliijin| ayogI yAnI gaMdA nahIM ho sktaa| yaha abhI gaMdA ho sakatA hai| agara kinAre | jaba zarIra se bhI saMbaMdha chUTa gayA, taba tuma kArAgRha ke bAhara ho se baiThakara dekho to donoM bilakula eka jaise haiN| | ge| jarA-sA pharka hai; zAyada iMcabhara kaa| eka kSaNabhara pahale upazAMtamoha kI avasthA kA vyakti ThIka siddha jaisA mAlUma tuma kArAgRha ke bhItara the, eka kSaNa ke bAda kArAgRha ke bAhara ho hogaa| sAdhAraNataH bAhara se loga pharka bhI nahIM kara sakate, magara ge| bahata bar3A bheda nahIM hai| isalie mahAvIra kahate haiM, terahavIM vaha svayaM pharka kara sakatA hai| abhI vikRti uTha sakatI hai| avasthA meM vyakti ko bhagavAna kahA jA sakatA hai| saba abhI sAMpa AkhirI bAra phana uThA sakatA hai| vyAvahArika arthoM meM vaha bhagavattA ko upalabdha ho gyaa| bArahavIM avasthA hai: kSINamoha, kaSAyoM kA samUla naash| aba jarA-sI bAta raha gaI hai ki abhI kArAgaha ke daravAje ke pAra nahIM aisA nahIM ki jharane meM nIce kacarA baiThA hai, kacarA jharane se samApta | huA hai| kara diyA gyaa| jaba bilakala zaddha ho gayA hai| ayogikevalIjinaH sAdhaka kI aMtima bhuumi| jisameM mana, phira bhI mahAvIra abhI isako bArahavIM avasthA kahate haiN| vacana, kAyA kI samasta ceSTAeM zAMta hokara zailezI sthiti prApta mahAvIra kA gaNita bahuta sApha hai| hotI hai| terahavIM avasthA haiH sNyogikevliijin| mahAvIra kahate haiM aba Diga nahIM sktaa| terahavIM avasthA taka thor3A-sA khatarA saba ThIka ho gayA, lekina abhI deha se saMbaMdha hai| abhI deha se | hai| jelara kA mana badala jAe, koI durghaTanA ho jAe, vaha jo dvAra saMyoga hai| saba samApta ho gayA, lekina abhI jo caitanya jAgA | para khar3A paharedAra hai cAbI ghara bhUla AyA ho; ki cAbI lage na, hai, vaha abhI deha meM hai| abhI deha se jur3A hai| | ki cAbI kharAba ho gaI ho, ki tAlA aTaka jaae| abhI bhItara saMyogI, kevalI, jina-tIna zabda haiN| saMyogI : saMyogI kA hai, bilakula cala par3A hai bAhara hone ke lie, lekina abhI deha se artha hai, abhI deha se saMbaMdha hai| kevalI : kevalajJAna ko upalabdha | jur3A hai| caudahavIM avasthA meM deha se saMbaMdha pUrNa rUpa se chUTa 521 ___ 2010_03
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________________ jina sUtra bhAga: 2 S gyaa| to zailezI avsthaa| yaha caudahavIM avasthA bhI sAdhaka kI AkhirI avasthA hai| ina caudahoM ke jo Age calA gayA, usako siddha kahate haiN| to siddha kI avasthA guNAtIta hai--gunnsthaan-mukt| siddha paribhASA ke bAhara hai| jo hiMdU zAstroM meM brahma kI paribhASA hai, vahI jaina zAstroM meM siddha kI paribhASA hai-sccidaanNdruup| cUMki brahma kA to koI zabda jainoM ke pAsa nahIM hai--siddh| kyoMki jainoM kI to sArI khoja svayaM kI khoja hai| terahavIM avasthA se vyakti bhagavAna kI avasthA ko upalabdha hotA hai| bhagavattA anubhava ho jAtI hai, ki jIvana bhagavatasvarUpa hai| lekina eka AkhirI bAta raha jAtI hai--deha kA pardA / caudahaveM para vaha pardA bhI gira jaataa|| phira paMdrahavIM meM kyA hotA hai? paMdrahaveM para yAtrA samApta ho gii| usake pAra kucha bhI nahIM hai| usako paMdrahavAM bhI nahIM khte| caudaha guNasthAna haiM, paMdrahavIM avasthA tumhArA svabhAva hai| caudaha ko pAra karake koI svayaM ko upalabdha hotA hai| mahAvIra ke isa gaNita ko smaraNa rkhnaa| isameM tatkSaNa tumheM samajha meM A sakegA ki tuma kahAM khar3e ho| aura patA cala jAe ki maiM kahAM hUM to hI yAtrA sugamatA se hotI hai| tuma ho to pahalI avasthA meM, aura soca rahe ho sAtavIM avasthA meM, to tuma cala na paaoge| caloge to pahalI se hI calanA pdd'egaa| jahAM ho vahIM se yAtrA zurU hogii| tuma jahAM nahIM ho vahAM se yAtrA zurU nahIM ho sktii| isalie ThIka-ThIka apane ko phcaannaa| aura maiM kahatA hU~ ki mahAvIra ke atirikta kisI vyakti ne kabhI bhI itanA sUkSma taulane kA upAya nahIM diyA hai| yahAM eka-eka bAta sApha kara dI gaI hai| ar3acana na hogii| tuma apane ko ThIka-ThIka jAMca pAoge, kahAM ho| aura tuma kahAM ho yaha jAnanA atyaMta jarUrI hai, to hI tuma vahAM pahuMca sakoge jahAM pahuMcanA hai| agara smaraNapUrvaka isa yAtrApatha kA upayoga kiyA, isa yAtrAmArga-nirdeza kA upayoga kiyA to kisI na kisI kSaNa meM vaha apUrva, vilakSaNa, alaukika ghaTanA ghaTatI hai, jaba tuma apane ghara A jAte ho| Aja itanA hii| 522 _JalmEducation International 2010_03