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________________ cauthA pravacana kinArA bhItara hai
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________________ prazna-sAra SARAN praznakartA ke khayAla meM, bhagavAna kA eka hI bAta aneka-aneka DhaMgoM se kahanA, __ para sunate samaya use laganA jaise pahalI bAra sunatA ho| aura itanA AnaMda milanA ki vApisa ghara lauTane kA mana na honaa| praznakartA kI vihvalatA-kyA kare, kyA kare vaha ki bhagavAna ko sunatA hI rahe! ghara se cale the, anekoM prazna se ghire the| kala ke pravacana se acAnaka sAre prazna gAyaba! aisA kyoM aura kaise huA? bhagavAna kA pravacana sunate samaya AMkhoM kA baMda hone laganA, kAnoM kA baharA hone laganA aura ceSTA se bhI sthiti kA na sNbhlnaa| idhara jI kI cAha ki jaba paramAtmA samakSa hai to use nihAratA rahe, vacanAmRta-rasapAna karatA rhe| kaise hozapUrvaka sunanA ho-bhakta kI pukAra... maiM kyA prazna karUM aura Apa kyA uttara deM! prazna bhI Apa, uttara bhI aap| prema meM prazna ho, uttara ho, yA cuppI? kaI bAra bhagavAna kA raMgIna dikhAyI par3anA-yadyapi eka khAlIpana kI bhAMti -aura praznakartA kA AnaMda se bhara uThanA yaha saba kyA? 2010_03
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________________ puraanaa| TT halA prazna: Apa eka hI bAta kahate haiM se sakhta caTTAnoM pr| jala to bahuta komala hai, caTTAna bar3I sakhta na aneka-aneka DhaMgoM se| para jaba Apako sunatA hUM hai para dhAra giratI hI rahatI hai, giratI hI rahatI hai, giratI hI rahatI to usa samaya yahI lagatA hai ki pahalI bAra suna | hai, eka dina caTTAna TUTa jAtI hai, reta hokara baha jAtI hai| komala rahA huuN| aura itanA AnaMda milatA hai ki vApisa ghara lauTakara jIta jAtA hai sakhta pr| nirbala jIta jAtA balazAlI pr| pahAr3a jAne kA jI nahIM krtaa| kyA karUM, maiM kyA karUM ki Apako se girate hue jharane ko dekhakara tumheM kabhI yAda AyA yA sunatA hI rahUM! nahIM-nirbala ke bala raam| nahIM AyA, to phira tumane pahAr3a se giratA jharanA nahIM dekhaa| jharanA jIta jAtA hai, jisakA koI bhI eka hI bAta hai kahane ko| kyoMki eka hI satya hai jAnane ko| bala nhiiN| caTTAna hAra jAtI hai, jisakA saba bala hai| saca pUcho to eka bAta bhI kahane ko nahIM hai| jAnane ko hai kucha, | AdamI kA mana to hai caTTAna kI bhaaNti| bar3A skht| sadiyoM kahane ko nhiiN| jAgane ko hai kucha, sunane ko nhiiN| | puraanaa| bar3A praaciin| snaatn| sadA se calA aayaa| aura kucha hai, jo kahA nahIM jA sktaa| usI ko kahanA hai| DhaMga | caitanya kI dhAra hai jala, jaladhAra kI bhaaNti| abhii-abhii| badala jAte haiN| aura acchA hai ki tumheM yAda rahe ki maiM eka hI | abhI-abhI phuuttii| abhI bUMda-bUMda ttpkii| lekina jIta jAegI bAta kaha rahA huuN| DhaMgoM meM bahuta mata ulajha jaanaa| bahuta loga | caitanya kI dhaar| ulajha gaye haiN| koI hiMdU meM, koI musalamAna meM, koI jaina meM, ve | to roja-roja tumase eka hI bAta kahatA hUM, vahI jaladhAra hai, saba DhaMga haiN| kahane ke bheda haiN| abhivyaMjanAeM haiM alg-alg| vahI jaladhAra hai| pahale dina na TUTegI caTTAna, dUsare dina ttuuttegii| abhivyaktiyAM haiM alg-alg| jo kahA gayA hai, vaha eka hai| Aja nahIM to kala, kala nahIM to parasoM, caTTAna aura jo kahA gayA hai, vaha kucha aisA hai ki kahA nahIM jA sakatA pdd'egaa| caTTAna purAnI hai, para niSprANa hai| jaladhAra nayI hai, para hai| isIlie bahuta DhaMgoM se kahanA par3atA hai ki zAyada eka DhaMga saprANa hai| DhaMga badala letA hUM, zabda badala letA huuN| aura cUka jAe, to dUsare DhaMga se pakar3a meM A jaae| dUsarA cUke, to isIlie maiMne sabhI zAstroM ke zabda le liye haiN| kyoMki jaba mujhe tIsare se pakar3a meM A jaae| isalie maiM roja naye-naye izAre yaha dikhAyI par3a gayA ki eka hI hai, to sabhI zAstra mere ho gye| karatA huuN| aMguliyAM alaga-alaga hoM bhlaa| jisa tarapha izArA aba mujhe koI pharka nahIM hai mahAvIra aura muhammada meM, kRSNa meM hai, vaha nizcita hI eka hai| aura krAisTa meN| DhaMga kA pharka hai| donoM DhaMga pyAre haiN| agara tuma kala cUka gaye, to Aja mata cUka jaanaa| yaha niraMtara jisa DhaMga se tumheM samajha meM A jAe vahI DhaMga pyArA hai| DhaMga para eka hI tarapha satata izArA aise hI hai jaise jaladhAra giratI hai pahAr3a mata jaanaa| vaha jo DhaMga ke bhItara chipA hai, usa para hI dhyAna 165 2010_03
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________________ jina sUtra bhAga: 2 rkhnaa| aura vaha eka tumheM sunAyI par3ane lage to phira sunane kI par3I hai ki zAyada bAta vahI hai, lekina zAyada! abhI yaha pragAr3ha bhI jarUrata na raha jaaegii| vaha eka tumheM dikhAyI par3ane lage, to | hokara tumhArA jIvaMta anubhava nahIM banA hai| phira dikhAne kA koI prayojana na raha jaaegaa| AMkhavAloM ko to | isalie jaba bhI tuma mujhe sunoge, lagegA nyaa| nayA kucha bhI koI rAha nahIM dikhaataa| aMdhoM ko dikhAnI par3atI hai| svastha ko | nahIM hai| satya nayA kaise ho sakatA hai! satya na nayA hai, na purAnA to koI auSadhi nahIM pilAtA, rogI ko pilAnI par3atI hai| hai| satya to basa hai| naye-purAne kA koI saMbaMdha satya para nahIM jAgo! usa eka ko jise maiM dikhAne kI koziza kara rahA hUM, | lagatA, kyoMki satya samaya ke bAhara hai| naye aura purAne to dekhane kI koziza karo! to jo maiM kaha rahA hUM usakA bahuta mUlya | samaya ke bhItara hote haiN| satya kucha aisA thor3e hI hai ki kala thA nahIM hai| eka bAra samajha meM A jAe, aMgulI vyartha ho jAtI hai, aura kala nahIM hogaa| yA Aja huA hai| satya to basa hai| phira to cAMda para najara Tika jAtI hai| zAstra vyartha ho jAte haiM, | Aja-kala satya ke bhItara ho rahe haiN| satya Aja-kala ke bhItara satya para AMkheM baMdha jAtI haiN| usI dina se phira sunane-sunAne kI nahIM ho rahA hai| jisa kSaNa tumheM yaha bAta pragAr3ha hone lagegI, koI bAta na rahI, par3hane par3hAne kI koI bAta na rhii| TUTegI tumhArI caTTAna aura jaladhAra ko jagaha milegI, phira tumheM kabIra ne kahA hai yAda bhI na AyegI kyA purAnA aura kyA nayA! phira to jo hai, 'likhA likhI kI hai nahIM, dekhA dekhI baat|' vastutaH vahI tumheM ghera legaa| vahI tumhAre bAhara hai, vahI tumhAre para binA izAroM ke AMkha tamhArI usa tarapha jAegI n| to | bhItara hai| khayAla rakhanA, kahIM merI abhivyaMjanA hI bAdhA na bana jaae| aura jisa dina yaha ghaTanA ghaTa jAegI, usI dina phira kahIM bhI kahIM aisA na ho ki tuma sunane meM hI rasa lene lgo| kahIM aisA na | jAo, mujhase dUra na jA skoge| ghara lauTo, to bhI mujhameM hI ho ki sunane kA saMgIta hI tumheM pakar3a le| kahIM aisA na ho ki lauttoge| yahAM Ao, to mere pAsa aaoge| na Ao, to mere sunanA hI tumhArI behozI ho jaae| kahIM yaha manoraMjana na bana pAsa aaoge| phira eka saMbaMdha banegA, jo samaya aura sthAna ke jaae| jAgaraNa bane to ThIka, manoraMjana bane to cUka gye| to tuma | bAhara hai| phira eka setu jur3a jAegA, jo dehAtIta hai| lekina mere pAsa bhI Aye aura dUra hI raha gye| mere zabdoM ko mata | jaba taka nahIM sunA hai, taba taka bAra-bAra AnA hogaa| Ane kI pkdd'naa| unakA upayoga kara lenaa| aura upayoga hote hI unheM | takalIpha uThAnI hogii| agara na uThAnI ho takalIpha to jaldI aise hI pheMka denA jaise khAlI calI huI kAratUsa ko pheMka dete haiN| | karo, caTTAna ko TUTane do| suno! suno hI mata, guno! hAtha hI phira use rakhane kA koI artha nhiiN| calI kAratUsa ko kauna DhotA | mata dekho merA, usa tarapha dekho jisa tarapha hAtha izArA kara rahA hai? aura jo DhoyegA, vaha kisI dina musIbata meM pdd'egaa| vaha | hai| usa adRzya ko pakar3ane kI koziza kro| phira tuma jahAM bhI kAma nahIM aayegii| jisa dina tumheM jarA-sI jhalaka milI, usI | hooge, jaise bhI hooge, koI bheda mere aura tumhAre bIca saMbaMdha dina zabda calI huI kAratUsa ho gye| kA na pdd'egaa| phira maiM zarIra meM rahaM, tuma zarIra meM raho, yA na raho, pUchA hai, "eka hI bAta Apa kahate haiM aneka-aneka DhaMgoM se|| yaha jor3a kucha aisA hai ki TUTatA nhiiN| para jaba bhI Apako sunatA hUM to usa samaya yahI lagatA hai ki abhI to lauTane meM takalIpha hogii| kyoMki lauTakara jaba tuma pahalI bAra suna rahA huuN|' jAte ho, akele jAte ho, mujhe apane sAtha nahIM le jaate| maiM aisA isalie lagatA hai ki jo maiM tumheM dikhA rahA hUM, vaha tumheM | calane ko rAjI huuN| tuma apane ghara meM mere lie jagaha hI nahIM aba taka dikhAyI nahIM pdd'aa| jisa dina dikhAyI par3a jAegA, | bnaate| suna loge mujhe, samajha loge mujhe, to maiM sAtha hI A rahA usa dina phira aisA na lgegaa| phira mere zabda kitane hI naye hoM, | huuN| mujhase dUrI gayI, duI gyii| phira tuma mujhase bhare hue lauttoge| mahAvIra ke bahAne kahaM ki muhammada ke bahAne kaha, tama jaldI hI jaba taka aisA nahIM, taba taka to bar3I takalIpha hogii| pahacAna loge ki bAta vahI hai| abhI tumheM dikhAyI nahIM par3A hai| abhI bajme-taraba se kyA uThU maiM tumane sunA hai bahuta bAra, aisI tumhAre aMtasa-cetana meM jhAMI bhI | abhI to AMkha bhI paranama nahIM hai 2010_03
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________________ kinArA bhItara hai abhI isa khuzI kI mahaphila se to mata uThAo mujhe, abhI to hai| vaha kAma to pUrA karanA hogaa| bhagor3Apana maiM nahIM sikhAtA AMkha bhI gIlI nahIM huii| huuN| bhagor3e mere lie saMnyAsI nahIM haiN| bhagor3e meM kucha kamI hai| abhI bajme-taraba se kyA uThU maiM bhagor3A saMsAra meM paramAtmA ko na dekha pAyA, aMdhA hai| bhagor3A abhI to AMkha bhI puranama nahIM hai vahAM se bhAga gayA, jahAM jIvana-rUpAMtaraNa hotA, jahAM krAMti ghaTa to tumheM lagegA jaise be-samaya, asamaya tumheM uThA diyA gayA sakatI thI, jahAM cunautI thii| hai| aisA lagegA jaise abhI jAnA na thA aura jAnA pdd'aa| aura nahIM, maiM to tumheM vApisa bhejuuNgaa| tumhArI AMkha gIlI huI ho yA | agara aise tuma gaye, to ghara aura bhI udAsa ho jaaegaa| jitanA | na huI ho, tumheM jAnA to hogaa| jaba jA pahale thA, usase bhI jyaadaa| maiM tumhAre ghara ko udAsa nahIM karanA jaao| AMkha gIlI kyA, hRdaya ko gIlA karake jaao| aura caahtaa| maiM tumhAre ghara ko maMdira banAnA cAhatA huuN| maiM cAhatA hUM tumhAre hAtha meM hai| agara tuma pyAse lauTate ho, to koI aura ki tuma jaba ghara jAo, to tumhAre ghara kA abhinavarUpa pragaTa ho| jimmevAra nahIM hai| tuma mujhe doSa na de skoge| nadI baha hI rahI maiM tumheM ghara se, saMsAra se, gRhasthI se tor3a nahIM lenA caahtaa| | thI, tuma jhuke nhiiN| tumane aMjuli na bnaayii| tumane nadI se pAnI vahI mere saMnyAsa kA abhinavapana hai ki maiM tumheM saMsAra se tor3a na bhraa| tuma zAyada pratIkSA karate the ki nadI aba tumhAre kaMTha taka nahIM lenA caahtaa| maiM tumheM saMsAra se isa bhAMti jor3a denA cAhatA | bhI aaye| nadI tumhAre pAsa se baha rahI thI, lekina jhukane kI hUM ki saMsAra kA jor3a hI paramAtmA se jor3a bana jaae| saMsAra | tumane himmata na dikhaayii| kevala himmatavara jhuka sakate haiN| tumhAre aura paramAtmA ke bIca bAdhA na rahe, sAdhaka ho jaae| samarpaNa kevala ve hI kara sakate haiM, jinake pAsa mahAsaMkalpa hai| gara tuma mujhe le jA sako-thor3A-sA hI sahI, thor3A-sA | jo bar3e balazAlI haiM, ve hI kevala jhukane kI himmata dikhA pAte vAtAvaraNa merA, thor3I-sI rozanI merI, thor3I-sI zvAseM haiN| kamajora to DarA rahatA hai ki jhukane se kahIM kamajorI kA patA merI to ghara tama jAoge, vahI ghara nahIM jise tama chor3akara Aye na cala jaae| ar3A rahatA hai, akar3A rahatA hai| the| patnI-bacce taba tumheM patnI-bacce hI na raha jAeMge, unameM bhI manovaijJAnika kahate haiM ki jitanA bhItara AdamI hInabhAva se tuma paramAtmA kI jhalaka dekha paaoge| dekha lI jisane paramAtmA bharA hotA hai utanA hI akar3akara khar3A rahatA hai ki kisI ko patA kI jarA-sI jhalaka, phira vaha sabhI jagaha use dekha pAtA hai| | na cala jaae| jhukA, pairoM meM jhukA, samarpaNa kiyA, kahIM aisA na patthara meM dekha pAtA hai, to patnI meM na dekha paayegaa| patthara maiM dekha ho ki loga kahane lageM, are, kahAM gayA tumhArA bala! to pAtA hai, to pati meM na dekha paayegaa| aba kaise maje kI ghaTanA hai | hInagraMthi se bharA huA AdamI hamezA apane ko zreSTha mAnane kI ki loga jIvaMta vyaktiyoM ko chor3akara bhAgate haiM aura pattharoM meM | akar3a rakhatA hai| yaha kamajora kA lakSaNa hai| balazAlI to jhaka bhagavAna ko dekhate haiN| tumheM yahAM na dikhA, tumheM patthara meM kaise | jAtA hai| kyoMki jhukane se bhI usakA bala miTatA nhiiN| jhukane dikhAyI par3egA! aura jisako patthara meM dikha sakatA hai, vaha se bala bar3hatA hai| kyoMki jhukane se vaha aura bhI tAjA ho jAtA bhAgegA kyoM? kyoMki use saba jagaha dikhAyI pdd'egaa| hai, nayA ho jAtA hai, choTe bacce kI bhAMti ho jAtA hai| dekhA dRSTi agara vastutaH janmI ho, to tuma mujhe chor3akara jAoge hI tumane, tUphAna AtA hai, AMdhI AtI hai, bar3e vRkSa gira jAte haiM, nhiiN| maiM tumhArA AkAza ho jaauuNgaa| maiM tumheM ghere hue cluuNgaa| choTe-choTe ghAsa ke paudhe jhuka jAte haiN| tUphAna calA jAtA hai, aura tabhI tuma mujhase judd'e| tabhI tuma mere saMnyAsI hue| anyathA ghAsa ke paudhe phira khar3e ho jAte haiN| tUphAna vRkSoM ko girA detA hai, saMbaMdha baddhi kA rhegaa| aura taba bAra-bAra ar3acana hogii| ghAsa ko nahIM ukhAr3a paataa| ghAsa ke pAsa kucha bala hai, jisakA jaba-jaba tumheM jAnA par3egA-aura jAnA to par3egA hii| vRkSoM ko patA nhiiN| jhukane kA bala hai| tUphAna ghAsa ke paudhoM ko jimmevAriyAM haiN| jAnA to par3egA hI, dAyitva haiN| jAnA to par3egA sirpha tAjA kara jAtA hai, halkA kara jAtA hai, dhUla-dhavAMsa jhAr3a hI, tumane bahuta se bharose diye haiM, AzvAsana diye haiN| jAnA to jAtA hai| phira vApisa khar3e haiM! bar3e vRkSa gira gaye to phira lauTa par3egA hI, kyoMki paramAtmA ne tumheM kucha karane ke lie kAma diyA nahIM sakate, khar3e nahIM ho skte| 167 2010_03
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________________ jina sUtra bhAgaH 2 baDe vakSa girate kyoM haiM? taphAna to nahIM giraataa| kyoMki bAra-bAra lauTa-lauTakara majhe sananA pdd'egaa| yaha to baMdhana ho tuphAna girAtA hotA to choTe to kabhI ke baha gaye hote| nahIM, bar3e jaaegaa| yaha baMdhana maiM nahIM cAhatA ki tama bnaao| maiM cAhatA hUM vRkSa tUphAna ke khilApha akar3akara khar3e rahate haiM, isalie gira tuma paripUrNa mukta ho jaao| para eka hI upAya hai| jaisA, jo jAte haiN| choTe vRkSa tUphAna ke sAtha ho lete haiM, havA pUraba jAtI hai| mujhe huA, vahI tumheM ho jAe-ho sakatA hai| agara eka bIja to pUraba jhuka jAte haiM, havA pazcima jAtI hai to pazcima jhuka jAte phUTakara vRkSa bana gayA, sabhI bIja bana sakate haiN| jarA ThIka se haiN| choTe vRkSa kahate haiM, hama tumhAre sAtha haiN| bar3e vRkSa kahate haiM, bhUmi khojanI hai| aura himmata khojanI hai bhUmi meM bikhara jAne kI, hama tumhAre virodha meM haiN| usI virodha meM gira jAte haiN| tAki aMkuraNa saMbhava ho jaae| tuma agara mere sAtha ho, to maiM tumheM tAjA kara jaauuNgaa| tuma paramAtmA ko chipAye baiThe ho, dabAye baiThe ho| kholo use, agara pUrI taraha mere sAtha ho, to merI AMdhI tuma para se gujara phailane do use| yahAM koI aisA hai hI nahIM jo paramAtmA ko liye jAegI, tumheM aura harA kara jAegI, aura nayA kara jaaegii| aura paidA na huA ho| paramAtmA hamArA prathama rUpa hai, aura aMtima bhii| tuma jahAM bhI jAoge, maiM tumhAre hRdaya meM dhar3akane lguuNgaa| lekina paramAtmA hamArA bIja hai, aura hamArA phUla bhii| agara tuma mere sAtha nahIM ho, akar3e khar3e ho-akar3a bahuta taraha kI hotI haiM, kisI ne zAstra par3ha liyA to akar3A khar3A hai| vaha dUsarA prazna : ghara se calA thA taba mana meM anekoM prazna cakkara kahatA hai, yaha saba hameM mAlUma hai; kisI ne thor3e upavAsa kara kATa rahe the| aba taka Apake tIna pravacana suna cukA huuN| aura liye to akar3A khar3A hai| vaha kahatA hai, hama koI sAdhAraNajana kala DolI kI dulhana kI bAta sunakara acAnaka sAre prazna ba ho gye| aura aba prazna yaha hai ki aisA kyoM aura kaise diyA to akar3A khar3A hai-isa akar3a ko apane bhItara dekho| huA? kRpayA smjhaayeN| agara yaha akar3a bhItara rahI, to tuma gIle na ho paaoge| to tuma sakhe ke sakhe lauTa jaaoge| ho sakatA hai, Dara hai ki tama aura bhI thor3I dera Thaharo, yaha bhI gAyaba ho jaaegaa| prazna uTha Ate haiM TUTakara lauTa jaao| to tuma mere pAsa Akara naye to na ho pAo, jaldI meN| ThaharanevAle ke apane-Apa gAyaba ho jAte haiN| praznoM aura jarAjIrNa ho jaao| ke koI uttara thor3e hI haiN| kisI prazna kA koI uttara nahIM hai| to jaba mere pAsa ho, jhuko| bharo aMjuli, piio| koI tumheM tumhArI samajha bar3ha jAtI hai, prazna gAyaba ho jAte haiN| samajha kA roka nahIM rahA hai| tumhIM na roko, to koI aura bAdhA nahIM hai| vikAsa hai, praznoM ke uttara nhiiN| pUchA hai ki maiM kyA karUM ki Apako sunatA hI rahUM! eka hI ise thor3A khayAla meM lenaa| upAya hai. mere jaise ho jaao| aura to koI upAya nahIM hai| choTA baccA hai| khilaunoM se khelatA hai| phira baDA ho gyaa| kyoMki aMtataH to tuma svayaM ko hI sunoge| aMtataH to svayaM ko | jaba choTA thA, khilaune chInate to jhaMjhaTa paidA hotii| binA hI sunanA hai| aMtataH to tumhAre prANoM meM tumhArI hI vINA kA nAda | khilaunoM ke so bhI na sakatA thaa| binA khilaunoM ke bhojana bhI na guuNjegaa| tuma merI vINA ko sunakara apanI vINA ko pahacAna kara sakatA thaa| khilaune hI saba kucha the--saMgI-sAthI, sArA lo| tuma merI vINA ke tAroM ko Dolate, kaMpate dekhakara apanI | sNsaar| phira eka dina acAnaka una khilaunoM ko kone meM vINA ke tAroM ko bhI taraMgita hone do| tuma mere pAsa vastutaH | chor3akara baccA bhUla hI jAtA hai| yAda hI nahIM rhtii| kyA ho sajaga hokara apanI soyI huI saMpadA ko khoja lo, jagA lo, to gayA? baccA bar3A ho gyaa| khilaunoM se khelane kA samaya jA tuma mujhe sunate rhoge| kyoMki phira tuma jo bologe, vaha ThIka cukaa| buddhi praur3ha ho gayI thodd'ii| thor3I samajha Upara uTha gyii| vahI hogA jo maiM bola rahA huuN| tuma jo karoge, vaha ThIka vahI hogA jisa samajha se prazna uThate haiM, agara usI samajha meM tuma ruke rahe, jo maiM kara rahA huuN| aura dUsarA koI upAya nahIM hai| | to koI hala nhiiN| usa samajha ke thor3e Upara uThe ki prazna gye| agara tumane mujhe dUra rakhA, alaga rakhA, bheda rakhA, to tumheM vastutaH satsaMga kA yahI artha hai ki tumhArI samajha tumhAre praznoM se 68 2010_03
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________________ kinArA bhAtaraha Upara calI jaae| prazna nIce raha jAeM, basa gye| tumhArI samajha . thor3A ruko| jinhoMne pUchA hai, sarala-hRdaya vyakti hoNge| jaba praznoM se nIce hotI hai, to prazna hote haiN| tumhArI samajha jaba jinhoMne pUchA hai, niSThAvAna vyakti hoNge| tIna dina hI unhoMne praznoM se Upara uTha jAtI hai, paMkha khola detI hai AkAza meM, prazna mujhe sunA hai| aura kala DolI kI dulhana kI bAta sunakara unake jamIna para par3e raha jAte haiN| phira koI ciMtA nahIM raha jaatii| sAre prazna gAyaba ho gye| bar3e sarala-hRdaya hoNge| unheM apane ise khayAla rkho| asalI savAla praznoM kA nahIM hai, asalI paMkhoM kA patA nahIM hogaa| ur3a sakate haiM AkAza meN| jaise hI savAla tumhArI citta dazA kA hai| eka khAsa citta dazA meM khAsa jarA-sI UMcAI AyI, prazna gye| isa naye prazna ko bhI mata taraha ke prazna uThate haiN| usI citta dazA ko banAye rakhe agara tuma puucho| prazna nAsamajhoM ke lie chor3a do| samajhadAra ko pUchane ko praznoM ko hala karanA cAho, hala nahIM ho skte| akasara loga kucha bhI nahIM hai| samajhadAra ko to samajhane ko hai, pUchane ko kucha yahI kara rahe haiN| yaha asaMbhava hai| citta kA to kucha rUpAMtaraNa bhI nahIM hai| thor3A jaago| nahIM krte| citta to vahI kA vahI rahatA hai| prazna pUchate haiM, eka dulhana kI bAta sunakara jaise unake bhItara eka nayA dvAra khula uttara milatA hai| tumhArA citta vahI kA vahI, usa uttara meM se dasa gyaa| khulanA hI cAhie, agara merI bAta ThIka se suna rahe ho| ye prazna khar3e ho jAte haiN| phira dasa uttara le Ao, hajAra prazna khar3e bAteM sirpha bAteM nahIM haiN| ye bAteM bahuta kucha lekara tumhAre pAsa A ho jaaeNge| rahI haiN| ye bAteM bahuta hI gahana saMdeza lekara tumhAre pAsa A rahI eka skUla meM aisA huaa| eka choTA baccA bhAga-bhAgakara haiN| ye bAteM pratIka haiN| ina pratIkoM ko agara tumane apane hRdaya meM sinemA pahaMca jAtA thaa| zikSaka parezAna thaa| kucha bhI pacho vaha utarane diyA, to na-mAlama kitane baMdhanoM ko khola jAeMgI, kiMkartavyavimUr3ha khar3A ho jAtA thaa| eka dina usane yaha socakara na-mAlUma kitanI gAMThoM ko sulajhA jaaeNgii| ki calo kucha aisA pUche jisakA yaha uttara de sake, to aMgrejI ke sarala ho citta, sunane kI nirdoSatA ho, baMdhe hue pUrvAgraha na hoM, zabda pUche ki inakA artha kyA hai? vaha khar3A raha gayA to prazna baca nahIM sakate mere paas| baca sakate haiM kevala do taraha hakkA-bakkA! vaha unake bhI uttara na de skaa| zikSaka ne ke logoM ke| eka to unake jo sunate hI nhiiN| jo baiThe haiM jar3a, usakI sahAyatA ke lie usake par3osI vidyArthI se | patthara kI bhaaNti| yA unake, jo mAnakara hI baiThe haiM ki unheM patA pUchA-'DrIma' kA kyA artha hai ? usane kahA, svapna! dUsare se | hai, isalie sunane kI koI jarUrata nhiiN| pUchA-'garla' kA kyA artha hai ? usane kahA, ldd'kii| aba to | to yA to susta, aMdhere meM soye hue logoM ke prazna nahIM miTate, bAta sApha thii| usane isa lar3ake se pUchA-'DrImagarla' kA kyA | yA una logoM ke jinako pAMDitya kA pAgalapana savAra ho gayA hai| artha hai? usa lar3ake ne kahA, 'hemaamaalinii|' jinako khayAla hai unheM patA hai| eka tala hai| usa tala meM se bAhara nikalanA bar3A muzkila hotaa| prazna do taraha se uThate haiN| eka to prazna uThatA hai jijJAsA se| hai| sAre uttara, sAre prazna Akhira tumhArI hI buddhi ke hisse bana aura eka prazna uThatA hai jAnakArI se| jijJAsu kA prazna to apa jaaeNge| unase tuma pAra na jA skoge| isalie vAstavika | vaha rukA rahe thor3I dera to apane-Apa gira jaaegaa| lekina sahAyatA uttara dene se nahIM hotI, vAstavika sahAyatA tumhArI jAnakArI se jo prazna uThatA hai, vaha giranevAlA nahIM hai| vaha buddhi ko naye AyAma, naye stara, naye sopAna dene se hotI hai| jAnakArI giregI tabhI giregaa| tumane khayAla kiyA? kucha prazna jaise hI tuma eka buddhi stara se thor3e Upara gaye, to acAnaka tuma to tumhAre jIvana se Ate haiN| ve to sacce prazna haiN| kucha prazna pAte ho bAta khatama ho gyii| prazna sArthaka hI mAlUma nahIM par3atA, tumhAre zAstrIya bodha se Ate haiN| ve bilakula jhUThe prazna haiN| jaba uttara kI kauna talAza karatA hai| prazna hI gira jAtA hai| taka tumhArA zAstra na giregA taba taka ve prazna na gira paayeNge| para satpuruSoM ke pAsa praznoM ke uttara nahIM milate, prazna gira jAte jina mitra ne yaha pUchA hai, unako maiM kahaMgA, unheM pUchane kI koI haiN| samasyAoM kA samAdhAna nahIM hotA, samasyAeM visarjita ho jarUrata nhiiN| dhIraja rkheN| ve una logoM meM se nahIM haiM, jo apane jAtI haiN| ko bacAne Aye hoN| una logoM meM se haiM, jo miTAne Aye haiN| 69 2010_03
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________________ jina sUtra bhAga : 2 jigara aura dila ko bacAnA bhI hai hai tumhArI AtmA-usakA tumheM patA nahIM hai| jo tumhAre pAsa naz2ara Apa hI se milAnA bhI hai nahIM hai, tumheM khayAla hai ki hai| aura jo tumhAre pAsa hai, tumheM muhabbata kA hara bheda pAnA bhI hai khayAla hI nahIM hai ki hai| basa itanA hI rUpAMtaraNa hai| itanI hI magara apanA dAmana bacAnA bhI hai krAMti hai ki tumheM dikha jAe ki kyA mere pAsa nahIM hai, aura kyA una logoM meM se ve nahIM haiN| unakA dAmana mere hAtha meM A gyaa| | mere pAsa hai| jarA-sI krAMti hai| aura ve chur3Ane vAloM meM se nahIM haiN| unako maiM kahUMgA, dhIraja rkheN| lekina usa jarA-sI krAMti se sArA jIvana rUpAMtarita ho jAtA jaise aura prazna gira gaye, yaha prazna bhI gira jaaegaa| jaise-jaise hai| dhAge ko suI meM DAlanA koI bahuta bar3I krAMti thor3e hI hai, tuma apane bhItara Upara uThane lagoge, jaise-jaise tumhAre bhItara jo | lekina mahAvIra kahate haiM, dhAgA calA jAe ra honA hai hone lagegA, vaise-vaise tumhAre prazna khote cale jaaeNge| bhI suI khotI nhiiN| jaise hI tumheM yaha samajha meM AnA zurU ho eka citta kI dazA hai, jise niSprazna kaheM, vahI dhyAna kI dazA gayA-kyA tumhAre pAsa nahIM hai, vaise hI tumheM dUsarI tarapha se yaha hai| nahIM ki dhyAnI ke saba prazna hala ho jAte haiM, balki dhyAnI ke bhI spaSTa hone lagegA, kyA tumhAre pAsa hai| bhikhamaMgApana khonA saba prazna gira jAte haiN| hala karane kI AkAMkSA nahIM raha jaatii| hai| aura tumhAre samrATa hone kI yAda tumheM dilAnI hai| dulhana kIprazna vyartha ho jAte haiN| bAta sunakara tumheM apane bhItara ke samrATa kI thor3I-sI jhalaka A cIja eka hai jo abhI kho ke abhI khonI hai gayI hai| bAta eka hai jo abhI ho ke abhI honI hai zarIra DolA hai| AtmA dulhana hai| saMsAra DolA hai| paramAtmA jiMdagI nIMda hai vaha jAgakara Ane vAlI dulhana hai| aura tuma nAhaka barAtI bane ho, tuma dUlhA bana sakate jo abhI so ke abhI soyI abhI sonI hai ho| tuma nAhaka hI barAta meM dhakke-mukke khA rahe ho| cIja eka hai jo abhI kho ke abhI khonI hai kaba taka dUsaroM kI barAta meM sammilita hote rahoge? kabhI ahaMkAra hai nahIM tumhAre pAsa, magara lagatA hai--hai| mahAvIra kI barAta meM sammilita hue, kabhI buddha kI barAta meM cIja eka hai jo abhI kho ke abhI khonI hai sammilita hue, kabhI kRSNa kI barAta meM sammilita hue, tumheM khoyI huI hI hai| ahaMkAra hai nahIM kisI ke pAsa, sirpha bhrAMti | samajha nahIM AyI? car3ho aba ghor3e para baiTho! bahuta dina ho gaye hai| jaise tumane jeba meM ghara se paise DAle the aura rAste meM kaTa gaye, aba, barAtI, barAtI, barAtI, aba dUlhA bano! tumhArI dulhana lekina bAjAra meM tuma usI akar3a se cale jA rahe ho jaise paise jeba | tumhArI pratIkSA kara rahI hai| meM hoN| usI garmI se! jeba kaTa gayI hai| lekina tumhArI akar3a cIja eka hai jo abhI kho ke abhI khonI hai abhI jiMdA hai| kyoMki tumheM khayAla hai ki jeba meM paise haiN| vaha to bAta eka hai jo abhI hokara abhI honI hai tuma jaba hAtha DAloge jeba meM taba paaoge| basa...uttara nahIM dUMgA, ina mitra ko uttara nahIM duuNgaa| inase uttara cIja eka hai jo abhI kho ke abhI khonI hai se jyAdA AzA hai| yaha to suneM, pIyeM, yahAM pAsa merI havA ko kho cuke ho--vastutaH kho cuke ho aisA kahanA bhI ThIka nahIM, chueM, DUbeM, miTa jAeMge saba prshn| yaha prazna bhI miTa jaaegaa| kabhI thI hI nhiiN| jeba kaTI hI huI hai| prathama se hI kaTI hai| yaha bhI koI prazna hai ki prazna kyoM gira gaye! jaba prazna hI gira magara tumane jeba meM hAtha nahIM DAlA hai| maiM tumase kahatA hUM, tumase gaye, jaba sAMpa hI calA gayA, to yaha keMculI bhI calI jaaegii| maiM vahI chIna lenA cAhatA hUM jo tumhAre pAsa nahIM hai| aura tumheM maiM vahI denA cAhatA hUM jo tumhAre pAsa hai| tIsarA prazna: ApakA pravacana sunate-sunate AMkheM baMda hone cIja eka hai jo abhI kho ke abhI khonI hai lagatI haiM, kAna bahare hone lagate haiM aura ceSTA karane para bhI bAta eka hai jo abhI ho ke abhI honI hai sthiti nahIM smhltii| jI cAhatA hai ki jaba paramAtmA sAmane aura eka bAta aisI hai jo ho hI cukI hai, jo sadA se huI huI | hai, to unheM nihAratA rahUM aura unake amRtavacana kA rasapAna 170 2010_03
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________________ - kinArA bhItara hai karatA rhuuN| lekina aisA ho nahIM paataa| kRpayA batAyeM ki maiM piio| Daro mt| yaha hoza kI bAta buddhimAnI kI bAta hai| tuma hozapUrvaka Apako kisa prakAra sunUM? ghabar3A rahe ho ki yaha kyA ho rahA hai? AMkha baMda ho rahI hai ? kAna bahare ho rahe? tuma ghabar3A rahe ho ki yaha kyA ho rahA hai? hozapUrvaka kA prazna hI kahAM hai! behozI se suno| hoza kI tuma pAgala to nahIM ho rhe| pAgala hue binA koI kabhI paramAtmA bAta hI kyoM lAte ho! masta hokara suno| samhAlane kI jarUrata | taka pahuMcA? pAgala hone kI himmata cAhie hii| kahAM hai? zarAbI kI taraha DagamagAte hue suno| jisane pUchA hai, | dila dhar3aka uThatA hai khuda apanI hI AhaTa para use hoza kI bAta kAma meM nahIM aaegii| use to behozI kI hI | aba kadama maMz2ile-jAnA se bahuta dUra nahIM bAta kAma aaegii| vahI to ghaTa rahA hai-apne-aap| tuma lAkha chupAte ho magara chupa ke bhI mastUra nahIM nAhaka buddhi se eka bibUcana paidA kara rahe ho| tuma ajaba cIja ho, naz2adIka nahIM dUra nahIM sunate-sunate AMkha baMda hone lagatI hai, isakA artha sApha hai ki paramAtmA kucha dUra thor3e hI hai| aura aisA bhI mata mAna lenA ki sunAyI par3a rahA hai aura AMkheM baMda ho rahI haiM, kyoMki jo maiM kaha naz2adIka hai| na naz2adIka hai, na dUra hai| kyoMki paramAtmA tumameM hai| rahA hUM, vaha bhItara hI dekhA jA sakatA hai| agara tuma mujhe dekhanA naz2adIka hone meM bhI to thor3I dUrI raha jAtI hai| naz2adIka se cAhate ho to AMkha baMda karake hI dekha paaoge| AMkha khulI naz2adIka hone meM bhI to phAsalA rhegaa| paramAtmA tuma ho| tumhArA rakhI, to DolA dikhAyI par3egA, dulhana dikhAyI nahIM pdd'egii| suna honA paramAtmA hai| rahe ho, isIlie AMkha baMda ho rahI hai| aba tuma kahIM ceSTA AMkha baMda hotI hai, to isakA artha huA ki bhItara kI yAtrA karake AMkha mata kholnaa| jabardastI AMkha kholanA cAho to| zurU huii| parde uThate haiN| saMsAra ko dekhanA ho, to AMkha kholakara khola sakate ho, lekina tuma cUka jaaoge| amRta hAtha meM | dekhanA par3atA hai| svayaM ko dekhanA ho, to AMkha baMda karake dekhanA Ate-Ate vaMcita ho jaaoge| suna rahe ho, isIlie kAna bahare | par3atA hai| vAstavika darzana to AMkha baMda karake hI upalabdha hote hone lagate haiN| kyoMki jo maiM tumheM kaha rahA hUM, vaha zabda hI nahIM | haiN| mahAvIra kI pratimAeM dekhIM? agara mahAvIra kI ThIka pratimA mA zUnya bhI hai| kAna bahare hone lagate haiM, dekhanI ho to zvetAMbara maMdira meM mata dekhanA, vahAM kucha bhUla ho usakA artha hai ki kAna kaha rahe haiM, zabda ko rahane do bAhara, sirpha | gayI hai| digaMbara maMdira meM dekhnaa| vahAM mahAvIra kI AMkha baMda zUnya ko jAne do| kAna bar3I hoziyArI se, bar3I sAvadhAnI se hai| zvetAMbara maMdira meM mahAvIra kI AMkha khulI hai| vahAM kucha kAma kara rahe haiN| AMkha bhI bar3I hoziyArI, sAvadhAnI se kAma bhUla ho gayI hai| ho sakatA hai jisane mahAvIra kI AMkha khola kara rahI hai| aba tuma apanI buddhi ko bIca meM mata laao| baMda rakhI hai zvetAMbara maMdira meM, vaha tuma jaisA AdamI rahA ho| mujhe hone do AMkha, baMda hone do kaan| yahI to merA izArA hai ki bhItara sunakara tumhArI AMkha baMda ho rahI hai, tuma kholane kI koziza kara jaao| tuma kahIM mujhe pakar3akara mata baiTha jaanaa| kahIM tuma yaha rahe ho| lekina mahAvIra ke satya ko samajhanA ho to AMkha baMda hI mata socanA ki yaha to AMkha baMda hone lagI, kAna baMda hone lage, honI caahie| kyoMki mahAvIra jisa paramAtmA kI tarapha jA rahe yaha to sahArA bAhara se chUTane lgaa| nahIM, yahI to tuma kinAre ke haiM, vaha bhItara hai| karIba A rahe ho| bhItara jA rahe ho, vahIM kinArA hai| AMkha baMda ho jAtI hai to bAhara kI tarapha sArI yAtrA samApta aura hoza se kyA sunoge? ye bAteM kucha hoza se sunane kI thor3e | huii| sArI UrjA bhItara lauttii| gaMgA calI gaMgotrI kI trph| hI haiN| ye bAteM to madamasta hokara sunane kI haiN| ye to matavAlA mUlasrota kI tarapha yAtrA huii| khulI AMkha--ho sakatA hai hokara sunane kI haiM zvetAMbaroM ko mahAvIra kI AMkha bar3I pyArI lagI ho, pyArI rahI mujhe pIne de, pIne de ki tere jAme-lAlI meM hogI vaha AMkha-zvetAMbaroM kI bAta bhI merI samajha meM AtI hai| abhI kucha aura hai, kucha aura hai, kucha aura hai sAkI vaha AMkha itanI pyArI rahI hogI ki unhoMne cAhA hogA ki dekhate abhI to piio| abhI to pyAlI meM kucha bhI na bace, aisA hI rheN| baMda AMkha meM to tuma kyA dekhoge? to unhoMne mahAvIra 2010_03 |
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________________ jina sUtra bhAga: 2 kI AMkha ko khulA rakhA hai| vaha AMkha dekhane yogya rahI hogI, mastI se| dhyAnI ke lie prema bhI ghaTatA hai to hoza se ghaTatA hai| yaha saca hai! vaha AMkha bar3I pyArI thI, yaha saca hai! usa AMkha isako khayAla rkhnaa| aura apane lie sApha-sApha kara lenA kI upAsanA aura pUjA kA bhAva uThA hogA, yaha saca hai! lekina ki tumhAre lie kyA ucita hai| agara tumhAre hRdaya meM prema ke bhAva yaha AdamI kI kamajorI hai| mahAvIra kI AMkha to baMda hI rahI sahajatA se uThate haiM, to tuma phikira chor3o hoza kii| tuma to hogI jaba unhoMne svayaM ko jAnA hai| aura jaba svayaM ko jAnA | mAMgotabhI to ve mahAvIra hue| usake pahale to vaha mahAvIra nhiiN| ai mutarabe-bebAka koI aura bhI nagmA baMda hogI tumhArI AMkha bhii| kAna bhI baMda ho jaaeNge| iMdriyAM gAo kucha aura bhI gIta ki maiM aura DUba jaauuN| sunAo kucha saba baMda ho jaaeNgii| kyoMki iMdriyoM kA artha hI hotA hai, UrjA ke aura ki maiM aura DUba jaauuN| bAhara jAne ke dvaar| jaba sArI iMdriyAM baMda ho jAtI haiM, sArI UrjA ai sAkI-e-phaiyAja... bhItara lauTatI hai| mahAvIra ne isako pratikramaNa kahA hai, UrjA kA ai dAnazIla sAkI!...zarAba aura jiyaadaa| DhAlo! bhItara lauttnaa| jaba AMkha kholakara tuma dekhate ho, to prema ke mArga para, bhakti ke mArga para nRtya hai, gAna hai, DUbanA hai| aakrmnn| jaba AMkha baMda karake bhItara jAte ho, to prtikrmnn| tanmayatA hai, tallInatA hai| dhyAna ke mArga para sajagatA hai AkramaNa kA artha hai, dUsare para hmlaa| pratikramaNa kA artha hai, | jAgarUkatA hai| apanA mAge ThIka-ThIka cuna lenA, a apane ghara lauTa aanaa| jaise sAMjha pakSI lauTane lage apane ghoMsaloM mata ki eka mArga para cale to dUsare se tuma vaMcita raha jaaoge| ko, aisA jaba tumhAre prANa lauTane lage bhItara ke aMtartama meM, taba aMta meM donoM mila jAte haiN| pahAr3a ke zikhara para sabhI mArga mila AMkha, kAna saba baMda ho jaaeNge| | jAte haiN| jo dhyAna se calatA hai, ataMtaH prema ko bhI upalabdha ho to mujhe sunate agara AMkha baMda ho rahI ho to ho jAne denaa| tuma jAtA hai| jo prema se calatA hai, vaha ataMtaH dhyAna ko bhI upalabdha bIca meM buddhimAnI mata lgaanaa| tuma apanA gaNita bIca meM mata | ho jAtA hai| lekina donoM ke rAste bar3e alaga-alaga haiN| laanaa| bAdhA mata ddaalnaa| kAna baMda hote hoM, ho jAne denaa| izArA tamhArI baddhi nahIM samajha pA rahI hai, tamhAre AMkha aura kAna | cauthA prazna: maiM kyA prazna karUM aura Apa kyA javAba deN| samajha gye| tumhAre astitva ne bAta pakar3a lii| tuma isameM bAdhA prazna bhI Apa haiM aura uttara bhii| prema meM prazna ho, yA uttara ho, aura vyavadhAna khar3A mata krnaa| yA cuppI? nahIM, hoza kI bAta hI mata utthaao| behozI hI ThIka hai| prazna hai 'AnaMda vijaya' kaa| behozI hI ThIka hogii| aura zarAba pUche binA rahA na gayA! mAMgo, hoza mata maaNgo| aura mastI mAMgo, samajhadArI mata maaNgo| pUchane kI pUcha aisI hI hai| eka taraha kI khujalAhaTa hai| khAja ai mutarabe-bebAka koI aura bhI nagmA huI hai kabhI? basa vaisI khujalAhaTa hai| nahIM bhI khujalAnA ai sAkI-e-phaiyAja zarAba aura jiyAdA cAhate, phira bhI anajAne hAtha uTha jAte haiM, khujalAhaTa zurU ho he muktakaMTha gAyaka! eka gIta aur| aura he dAnazIla | jAtI hai| madhubAlA! thor3I zarAba aur| aba jisane prazna pUchA hai, usane prazna kI pahalI paMkti meM yahI ai mutarabe-bebAka koI aura bhI nagmA socakara pUchA hai ki nahIM pUchanA hai| ai sAkI-e-phaiyAja zarAba aura jiyAdA | 'maiM kyA prazna karUM. aura Apa kyA javAba deN|' abhI duniyA meM do mArga haiM, do dvAra haiN| eka hai dhyAna kA maarg| eka hai buddhimAnI kAyama hai| 'prazna bhI Apa haiM aura uttara bhii|' phira prema kA maarg| dhyAna ke mArga para hoza anivArya caraNa hai| prema ke | cUka ho gyii| khujalA lI khaaj| 'prema meM prazna ho yA uttara ho mArga para behozI anivArya caraNa hai| 'AnaMda vijaya' ke lie yA cuppI?' prazna Akhira uTha hI AyA! mArga prema kA hai| prema se hI dhyAna ghttegaa| behozI se, DUbane se, hama jaise haiM, usase bhinna hama thor3I-bahuta dera ceSTA kara sakate 721 2010_03
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________________ kinArA bhItara hai haiM-kSaNa-do kSaNa--phira jaldI hI caka ho jAtI hai| bolate se hI gaMdA ho jAtA hai| zabda use kurUpa kara dete haiN| use maiMne sunA hai, mullA nasaruddIna kI patnI mullA kI bar3I prazaMsA | mauna meM hI saMvAdita kiyA jA sakatA hai| use cupa rahakara hI kahA kara rahI hai| aise dina saubhAgya ke kama hI Ate haiM ki patnI aura jA sakatA hai| lekina cuppI mukhara hai| mauna bhASA hai| pati kI prazaMsA kare! lekina mullA bahuta DarA huA thA, kyoMki zabda to zora hai tamAzA hai aise saubhAgya kA matalaba hotA hai, kucha na kucha upadrava! kucha bhAva ke siMdha batAzA hai kharcA karavA de! yA jarUra kucha matalaba hogA piiche| Akhira marma kI bAta oMTha se na kaho matalaba sApha ho gyaa| patnI ne kahA, aba bahuta ho gayA, aba | mauna hI bhAvanA kI bhASA hai| tuma khojo, lar3akI ke lie lar3akA khojanA hI pdd'egaa| aba isa lekina bhASA hI hai mauna bhii| mauna bhI bolatA hai| bar3I sAla khAlI nahIM jAnA caahie| mullA ne kahA ki kyA karUM, | pragAr3hatA se bolatA hai| tumane agara kabhI mauna ko sunA nahIM, to khojatA hUM, lekina gadhoM ke atirikta koI milatA hI nahIM! to tumane kucha bhI nahIM sunaa| tuma jIvana ke saMgIta se aparicita hI patnI ke muMha se saccI bAta nikala gyii| usane kahA, agara aise raha gye| tumane rAta ke sannATe ko sunA hai? kaisA bolatA huA hI mere pitA bhI socate rahate to maiM anabyAhI hI raha jAtI! hotA hai! vRkSoM meM havA bhI nahIM hotI, havA ke jhoMke bhI nahIM hote, jyAdA dera nahIM calA skte| jaldI hI asaliyata bAhara A eka pattA bhI nahIM hilatA...abhI isa kSaNa koI havA kA jhoMkA jAtI hai| pUchanA to cAhate hI the| buddhimAnI thor3I dera smhaalii| nahIM hai, pattA bhI nahIM hila rahA hai, lekina vRkSa mauna haiM, cupa haiM? do lAina clii| tIsarI lAina meM laMgar3A gyii| pUcha hI baitthe| phUla khile haiM, bola rahe haiN| zabda nahIM haiM, zora nahIM hai, ise thor3A smjhnaa| mana kI isa bAta ko smjhnaa| kaisA abhivyakti to hai hii| laMgar3AtA huA mana hai! agara saca meM hI pUchane ko na thA to yaha cIna meM kahAvata hai ki jaba saMgItajJa saMpUrNa rUpa se kuzala ho prazna likhane kI koI jarUrata hI na thii| aura agara pUchane ko jAtA hai, to vINA tor3a detA hai| kyoMki phira vINA ke kAraNa kucha thA, to yaha buddhimAnI dikhAne kI koI jarUrata nhiiN| aisA saMgIta meM bAdhA par3ane lagatI hai| phira to vINA ke svara bhI dvaMdva kyoM pAlate ho? aise dohare kyoM hote ho? aise dohare meM zoragula mAlUma hone lagate haiN| kahAvata hai ki jaba tIraMdAja khatarA hai| aise meM tuma TUTa-TUTa jAoge, khaMDa-khaMDa ho jaaoge| apanI tIraMdAjI meM saMpUrNa kuzala ho jAtA hai, to dhanuSabANa tor3a rahoge kucha, dikhAoge kuch| bologe kucha, bhItara hogA kuch| detA hai| kyoMki phira usase nizAnA nahIM lagatA, nizAne meM bAdhA yahI to manuSya kA bar3e se bar3A viSAda hai| pUchanA ho to puucho| na par3ane lagatI hai| pUchanA ho to mata puucho| yaha bIca meM donoM ke DAMvADola honA jIvana ke carama zikhara virodhAbhAsa ke zikhara haiN| khataranAka hai| zabda to zora hai, tamAzA hai lekina, jaba pUchA hai, prema meM prazna ho, uttara ho yA cuppI? prema bhAva ke siMdhu meM batAzA hai meM na to prazna hai, na uttara hai, na cuppI hai| prema cupa bhI nahIM hai aura marma kI bAta oMTha se na kaho bolatA bhI nhiiN| prema bar3A virodhAbhAsa hai| prema bolatA bhI nahIM, mauna hI bhAvanA kI bhASA hai kyoMki jo bolanA hai vaha bolane meM AtA nhiiN| aura prema cupa bhI | roo, AMsU kaha deNge| nAco, bhAvabhaMgimA kaha degii| nahIM hai, kyoMki bolane ko bahuta kucha hai, jo bolane meM AtA | gunagunAo...kala sAMjha aisA huaa| vANI, eka saMnyAsinI, nhiiN| to prema labAlaba bharA hai| baha jAnA cAhatA hai| jarmanI se AyI hai| usase maiMne pUchA, kucha kahane ko hai? aura kUla-kinAre tor3a denA cAhatA hai| mujhe lagA bahuta kucha kahane ko hai usake pAsa, hRdaya bharA hai| do premiyoM ko pAsa-pAsa baiThe dekhA? nahIM bolate, isalie utane dUra se AyI hai| do-cAra dina ke lie hI A pAyI hai| nahIM ki bolane ko kucha nahIM hai| nahIM bolate isalie ki bolane jyAdA dera ruka bhI na skegii| do-cAra mahIne meM bhAgI calI 3 ko itanA kucha hai, kaise boleM? aura bolane ko kucha aisA hai ki hai| do-cAra dina ke lie samaya milatA, kabhI eka dina ke lie | 173 2010_03
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________________ jina satra bhAga : 2 bhI samaya milatA-to jarmanI se pUnA AnA eka dina ke lie! he paramAtmA, yaha bhI kaisI saphalatA hai prema kI! lekina utane dina ke lie bhI AtI hai| eka bAra to sirpha pAMca khuda guma hue to kyA, use pAye hue to haiM ghaMTe hI rukii| to kahane ko AtI hai| kucha nivedana karane ko hai| khuda to kho jAtA hai premI, use pA letA hai| zabda to kho jAte pUchA, kucha kahanA hai? kahA, nahIM, kucha bhI nahIM kahanA hai| | haiM, mana to kho jAtA hai, ahaMkAra to kho jAtA hai| lekina usake cehare para, usakI AMkhoM meM, usake hRdaya meM bahuta bhAva ke siMdhu meM batAzA hai kucha bharA hai| to maiMne usase kahA ki khaira na kaha tU, cupa rh| zabda to zora hai tamAzA hai usane AMkha baMda kara lIM, aura vaha aise zabdahIna-zabda uccAra | marma kI bAta oMTha se na kaho karane lagI jaise choTA baccA do-cAra mahIne kA mauna hI bhAvanA kI bhASA hai sisaka-sisakakara rone lage, aura bhASA to jAnatA nahIM do-cAra jJAna to basa buddhi kA khilavAr3a hai mahIne kA baccA, to kucha bhI anargala, arthahIna bolane lge| dhyAna jaba taka DhoMga kA darabAra hai aisA choTe bacce kI taraha vaha sisakane lagI, rone lgii| maMdiroM se vyartha hI mAro na sira TUTe-phUTe zabda jinakA koI artha nahIM hai, vaha usake bAhara Ane | AdamI kA dharma kevala pyAra hai lge| usa ghar3I vaha choTI baccI ho gyii| usa ghar3I usane apane jo pyAra ko samajha le, saba samajha liyaa| pUchA hai, prema meM prazna hRdaya ko aisA uMDela diyA jaisA bhASA meM kabhI bhI nahIM uMDelA jA ho, uttara ho, yA cuppI? prema meM prema hI ho, basa itanA kAphI hai| sktaa| kyoMki bhASA to bar3I buddhimAnI kI hai! na utara, na prazna, na cuppii| prema meM basa prema ho, itanA kAphI hai| bhAva ke siMdhu meM batAzA hai khAmozI siikho| zabda to zora hai tamAzA hai khAmoza ai dila bharI mahaphila meM cillAnA nahIM acchA usakI bhASA batAze kI taraha ghula gayI bhAva ke siMdhu meN| kucha adaba pahalA karInA hai muhabbata ke karInoM meM ubalane lgaa| kucha gunagunAhaTa phUTane lgii| use bhI patA nahIM, | prema ko cillAkara mata kho| kyoMki cillAne meM prema naSTa ho kyA ho rahA hai| usake bhI basa ke bAhara hai| usake bhI niyaMtraNa | jAtA hai| prema bar3A komala taMtu hai| cuppI taka meM naSTa ho jAtA hai, ke bAhara hai| jaise kucha bahuta zuddha bhASA-jaisA AdamI pahalI bolane kI to bAta chor3o! prema eka virodhAbhAsa hai| daphA bolA hogA pRthvI pr| yA choTe bacce bolate haiM pahalI 'pairaaddaaks|' vahAM bolanA aura na bolanA donoM kA milana hotA daphA-kucha bhI-abA' bA'' bA'' bA'' bA'' bA'...isa hai| vahAM sImita kI aura asIma kI mulAkAta hotI hai| vahAM taraha ke zabda bolane lgii| saba TUTe hue| saMsAra aura paramAtmA eka-dUsare ko chUte haiN| vahAM maiM aura tU lekina usane kaha diyA jo kahanA thaa| maiMne suna liyA jo ghulate haiM aura pighalate haiN| nahIM, prema ke pAsa koI prazna nahIM hai| sunanA thaa| bhAva se jur3a gyii| eka setu usane banA liyaa| aura prema ke pAsa koI uttara bhI nahIM hai| prema kAphI hai| allArI kAmayAbI-e-AvAragAne-izka ise aisA samajhane kI koziza kro| khuda guma hue to kyA use pAye hue to haiM / jaba tuma prasanna hote ho, taba tuma kabhI nahIM pUchate ki prasanna maiM usa kSaNa vaha kho gyii| lekina usa khone meM hI pragaTa huii| | kyoM huuN| lekina jaba tuma dukhI hote ho taba tuma jarUra pUchate ho premI apane ko kho detA hai, paramAtmA ko pA letA hai| | ki dukhI maiM kyoM hUM? jaba tuma svastha hote ho, taba tuma jAte ho allArI kAmayAbI-e-AvAragAne-izka cikitsaka ke dvAra para ki batAo maiM svastha kyoM hUM? lekina yaha bhI kaisI saphalatA hai, AvArA izka kii| prema to sadA jaba tama bImAra hote ho to jarUra jAte ho| jAnA hI par3atA hai AvArA hai| prema kA koI ghara thor3e hI hai| kyoMki sArA astitva pUchane ki maiM bImAra kyoM hUM? bImArI kA to kAraNa khojanA par3atA usakA ghara hai| prema to baMjArA hai|| hai| svAsthya kA kAraNa kisI ne kabhI khojA? koI batA pAyA allArI kAmayAbI-e-AvAragAne-izka ki AdamI svastha kyoM hotA hai? abhI taka to koI nahIM batA 174 2010_03
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________________ kinArA bhItara hai | pAyA hai-na Ayurveda, na elopaithI, na yUnAnI, koI nahIM batA para praznacihnoM kI katAra lagI hai, 'kyU' lagA hai, vaha AdamI pAyA ki AdamI svastha kyoM hotA hai? svastha to AdamI hotA | narka meM jItA hai| usakA jIvana eka dukha-svapna hai| hai| hAM, jo svastha nahIM hai, vahAM koI kAraNa hogaa| jharanA to praznoM ko haTAte jAo, girAte jaao| aura bahuta se loga to bahatA hai| nahIM bahatA, to koI patthara par3A hogaa| bIja to phUTatA vyartha ke prazna ikaTThe kiye hue haiM...saMsAra ko kisane banAyA? hai| vRkSa banatA hai| na phUTa pAye, na vRkSa bana pAye, to koI | kyA lenA-denA hai! ar3acana hogI-jamIna patharIlI hogI, ki pAnI na milA hogaa| isalie mahAvIra ne nahIM pUchA yaha prazna ki saMsAra ko kisane baccA to bar3A hotA hai, bar3hatA hai, javAna hotA hai| na bar3ha pAye, bnaayaa| unhoMne kahA, sadA se hai, yaha banAne kI bakavAsa baMda to kucha gar3abar3a hai| kro| kyoMki tuma pacho, kisane banAyA, isase kucha hala na AnaMda svAbhAvika hai| AnaMda ke lie koI prazna nahIM hai| dukha hogaa| batA deM ki 'a' ne banAyA, to tuma pUchoge 'a' ko asvAbhAvika hai| dukha kA artha hI hai, jo nahIM honA cAhie thaa| | kisane banAyA? to 'ba' ne bnaayaa| tuma pUchoge, 'ba' ko sukha kA artha hai, jo honA hI caahie| sukha kA artha hai, jise | kisane banAyA? yaha kucha hala na hogaa| kAra karate haiN| aura dakha kA artha hai, jise | to mahAvIra kahate haiM. anAdi hai. anaMta hai| kisI ne nahIM hama kAraNa ke sahita bhI svIkAra nahIM kara paate| koI kAraNa bhI banAyA, isa jhaMjhaTa meM par3o mt| unakA kula matalaba itanA hai ki batA de to kyA sAra hai! tuma gaye DAkTara ke pAsa, usane kahA ki jhaMjhaTa meM par3o mt| hai| isase rAjI ho jaao| isake rahasya ko kaiMsara ho gayA hai| kAraNa bhI batA de ki isalie kaiMsara ho gayA | jAno, isake rahasya ko jiio| isako prazna mata bnaao| hai, to bhI kyA sAra hai! kAraNa ko bhI kyA karoge? isako jiio| isameM DUbo, isameM utro| jIvana eka samasyA na sukha to akAraNa bhI svIkAra hotA hai| dukha kAraNa sahita bhI ho, eka rahasya ho| eka prazna na bane, prArthanA bne| jIvana ko svIkAra nahIM hotaa| phira kAraNa kI khoja hameM karanI par3atI hai koI eka darzanazAstra nahIM banAnA hai, jIvana ko prema kA maMdira dukha ke lie, kyoMki kAraNa kA patA na cale to dukha ko miTAeM banAnA hai| kaise? jise miTAnA ho, usakA kAraNa khojanA par3atA hai| jise | isalie mahAvIra ne kahA mata pUcho yh| AtmA kahAM se miTAnA hI na ho, usake kAraNa kI khoja kI koI jarUrata hI nahIM AyI? mahAvIra kahate haiM, sadA se hai| tuma vyartha ke prazna mata hai| use hama jIte haiN| puucho| sAre satpuruSoM ne vyartha ke praznoM ko kATanA cAhA hai| prema parama svAsthya hai| prema paramAtmA kI jhalaka hai tumhAre darpaNa agara unhoMne uttara bhI diye haiM, to isIlie diye haiM tAki tuma vyartha meN| koI paLatA nahIM ki prema kyoM hai? prema basa hotA hai| ke praznoM se chtto| agara ve cupa rahe, to isIlie cupa rahe ki tuma svIkAra hai| sahaja svIkAra hai| na koI uttara hai, na koI prazna hai| vyartha ke praznoM se chuutto| na kucha bolanA hai, na kucha bolA jA sakatA hai| lekina isakA buddha to uttara hI na dete the, koI pUchatA thA prazna to cupa raha jAte yaha artha nahIM hai ki prema koI riktatA hai| prema bar3A bharAva hai| the| ve kahate ki tuma bhI cupa ho jaao| aise cupa hokara maiMne | parama bharAva hai| pAtra pUrA bhara jAtA hai| pAtra khAlI ho to AvAja pAyA, cupa hokara tuma bhI pA loge| hotI hai| adhUrA bharA ho, to AvAja hogii| pAtra pUrA bhara jAe, mana jaba bilakula zAMta hotA hai, koI prazna nahIM uThAtA, to to AvAja kho jAtI hai| aise hI jaba koI prema se bhara jAtA | saba dvAra khula jAte haiN| prazna hI tAloM kI taraha lage haiM tumhAre hai--koI prANa kA pAtra-saba kho jAtA hai| jIvana ke dvAroM para! prema ho, isakI hI ciMtA kro| tuma aise bhara jAo ki kahane | ko kucha na rhe| pUchane ko kucha na rhe| tuma aise zAMta ho jAo pAMcavAM prazna H Apako sunate-sunate kaI bAra Apa raMgIna ki koI praznacihna tumhAre bhItara na bce| kyoMki praznacihna eka | dikhAyI par3ane lagate haiM, aura phira bhI eka khAlIpana kI bhaaNti| taraha kI bImArI hai| kAMTe kI taraha cubhatA hai prshn| jisake hRdaya | ApakI kursI ke pIche kI dIvAla bhI raMgIna dikhAyI par3atI hai, ___ 2010_03
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________________ jina sUtra bhAgaH 2 aura eka ajIba AnaMda se bhara jAtA huuN| yaha saba kyA hai? jaayeNge| lekina tatkSaNa prazna khar3A ho jAtA hai| prazna yaha hai ki | patA nahIM yaha mAmalA kyA hai? kucha dhokhA hai, kucha jAdU hai, yA jIvana meM kucha bhI hama sahajatA se svIkAra nahIM krte| | merA mana sammohita ho gayA, yA merI kalpanA hai, yA maiM koI sapanA bar3A citrakAra huA pikaaso| eka citra banA rahA thaa| kisI | dekha rahA hUM? lekina tumane kabhI khayAla kiyA ki jaba tuma yaha ne pUchA, yaha kyA hai? pikAso ne apane sira se hAtha mAra liyaa| prazna banAoge, vaha iMdradhanuSa tumhAre lie rukA na rhegaa| jaba aura kahA ki koI nahIM pUchatA jAkara phUloM se aura koI nahIM tuma prazna banA rahe ho, iMdradhanuSa kho jaaegaa| vaha jo ghaDIbhara ke pUchatA pakSiyoM se, mere pIche kyoM par3e ho? koI nahIM pUchatA lie jharokhA khulA thA aura atIMdriya darzana kI saMbhAvanA banI iMdradhanuSoM se ki kyA hai? kyoM? | thI, vaha tuma cUka gye| tuma soca-vicAra meM khar3e raha gye| pikAso kI bAta meM artha hai| pikAso yaha kaha rahA hai, yaha mere praznoM se thor3A apane ko bcaao| phursata ke samaya kara lenA, AnaMda kA udbhava hai| kyA hai, kyoM hai, mujhe kucha patA nhiiN| jaba kucha bhI na ghaTa rahA ho jIvana meM taba khUba prazna kara lenaa| pazcima kA eka bahuta bar3A vicAraka kavi huA, kulrij| jaba kucha ghaTatA ho, taba prazna ko bIca meM mata laao| kyoMki kularija se kisI ne pUchA--eka prophesara ne--ki tumhArI usake kAraNa dIvAla khar3I ho jAtI hai| vahI dIvAla tumhArI kavitA ko maiM par3hAtA hUM yUnivarsiTI meM, artha merI pakar3a meM nahIM | AMkha para pardA bana jaaegii| jo hai, hai| jo jaisA hai, vaisA hai| Ate, artha kyA hai? kUlarija ne kahA tuma jarA dera se aaye| jaba tathyoM ke Age-pIche mata jAo, tathyoM meM praveza kro| maiMne ise likhA thA, to do AdamiyoM ko patA the isake arth| aba | ye rUpahalI chAMva, ye AkAza para tAroM kA jAla kevala eka ko patA hai| to usane kahA ki nizcita vaha eka tuma jaise sUphI kA tasavvura, jaise Azika kA khayAla ho| tumane hI yaha kavitA likhI, tama to majhe batA do| kalarija Aha lekina kauna jAne, kauna samajhe jI kA hAla ne kahA, vaha eka maiM nahIM huuN| jaba maiMne likhI to mujhe aura ai game-dila kyA karUM, ai vahazate-dila kyA karUM paramAtmA ko patA thaa| aba kevala paramAtmA ko patA hai| aba ye rUpahalI chAMva, ye AkAza para tAroM kA jaal| jaise sUphI mujhe bhI patA nhiiN| maiM khuda hI socatA hUM ki isakA artha kyA hai? | kA tasavvura... jaise koI sUphI dhyAna kI mastI meM DUbA kaI bAra khuda hI maiM cakita ho jAtA huuN| tuma bhale A gye| kaI | ho|...jaise Azika kA khayAla jaise koI premI apanI preyasI daphA maiM socatA thA jAkara yUnivarsiTI ke prophesaroM se pUcha AU, | kI bhAvanA meM DUbA ho| aisA hI hai| ye rUpahalI chAMva, ye ve to artha logoM ko samajhAte haiN| AkAza para tAroM kA jaal| yaha saba rahasyamaya hai| yaha saba agara tumheM mujhe sunate-sunate mere cAroM tarapha eka AbhA kA parama rahasya hai| tuma prazna mata utthaao| tuma dhIre-dhIre rahasya ko anubhava ho, to kyA jarUrI hai ki prazna banAo hI? to kyA ckho| svAda lo| tumheM hairAnI hogii| agara maiM yahAM baiThA-baiThA jarUrI hai ki tuma usakA uttara khojo hI? kyA itanA kAphI nahIM kSaNabhara ko tumhAre lie kho jAtA hUM aura eka raMgoM kA jAla yahAM hai ki tuma usa AbhA ko pIo aura usameM DUbo aura tallIna ho pragaTa hotA hai, to tuma prazna mata uThAo, yaha maukA prazna kA nahIM jAo? agara tumheM mere AsapAsa raMgoM kA eka iMdradhanuSa dikhAyI hai| yaha maukA to ina raMgoM meM utara jAne kA hai| pUcha lenA pIche, par3e, to kyoM jaldI se use tuma prazna banA lete ho? prazna kA kl| kaha do mana ko ki bAda meM soca leNge| abhI to svAda le artha hai, sNdeh| niSprazna kA artha hai, shrddhaa| leN| aura usI svAda meM uttara milegaa| kala pUchane kI jarUrata na agara tumhAre mana meM zraddhA ho, to tuma jo dekhoge use tuma | raha jaaegii| svIkAra kara loge ki ThIka hai, aisA hai, iMdradhanuSa bnaa| aura tuma | aura eka bAra agara tumheM una raMgoM meM utarane kA pATha pakar3a AhlAdita hooge| aura tumhAre AhlAda kI koI sImA na hogii| | jAe, tuma eka sIr3hI bhI isa gaharAI meM utara jAo, to jarUrata aura tuma praphullita hooge| aura tuma kisI dUra kI dUsarI | nahIM hai ki phira tuma mere pAsa hI una raMgoM ko dekho| agara tuma duniyA meM ur3ane lgoge| eka naye AkAza meM tumhAre paMkha khula kisI vRkSa ko bhI itanI hI zAMti aura prema se dekhoge, jaisA tumane 76 2010_03
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________________ WANABARAMANANDMewala S _ kinArA bhItara hai N ARIA mujhe dekhA, to usa vRkSa ke pAsa bhI aise hI raMgoM kA sAgara laharAne | jAna tujha para nisAra karatA hUM lgegaa| laharA rahA hai| tumhAre pAsa AMkha nhiiN| astitva para | maiM nahIM jAnatA huA kyA hai koI ghUghaTa nahIM, sirpha tuma aMdhe ho| tumheM eka choTe-se phUla ke | jAnane kI jarUrata bhI nahIM hai| jo ho rahA hai, use hone do| pAsa bhI aise hI AbhAoM ke AyAma khulate hue najara aaeNge| jAna-jAnakara kauna kaba satya ko jAna paayaa| jAnanevAle bahuta eka bAra tumheM yaha samajha meM A jAe ki zAMta, prema se bharakara pIche pichar3a gye| jAnanevAle kitAboM meM kho gye| jAnanevAle kisI kI tarapha dekhanA satya ko dekhane ke lie anivArya hai, taba praznoM meM DUba gaye aura mara gye| nahIM, jAna-jAnakara koI bhI tuma vaha dekha pAoge, jaisA hai| abhI tumane bahuta kama dekhA hai| nahIM jAna paayaa| khoo apane ko, miTAo, miTo, pighlo| abhI tumane aise dekhA hai jaise bahuta se parde DAla diye gaye hoM, aura satsaMga kA yahI artha hai| pardo ke pIche dIyA chipA ho, aisI phUTa-phUTakara choTI-sI kiraNeM | jaise subaha sUraja kI maujUdagI meM barpha pighalane lagatI hai, aise tumhAre pAsa A pAtI hoN| eka-eka pardA haTatA jAtA hai, kiraNoM kisI kI maujUdagI meM tuma pighalane lgo-stsNg| yahAM maiM kA jAla bar3hatA jAtA hai| maujUda hUM, agara tuma jarA bhI karIba Ane ko taiyAra ho, to tuma jaba tumheM merI tarapha dekhate-dekhate kabhI acAnaka eka AbhA | pighloge| usa pighalane se hI nayI-nayI ghaTanAeM ghtteNgii| kA visphoTa mAlUma hotA ho, raMgIna taraMgeM cAroM tarapha phaila jAtI naye-naye UrmiyAM, naye Aveza uttheNge| raMga naye, gaMdha nayI, svAda hoM, to isakA artha itanA huA ki usa kSaNa meM tumhArI AMkha para nye| tuma pAoge jaise tuma phailane lage, bar3e hone lage, vistIrNa pardA bahata kama hai| abhI tama prazna uThAkara naye parde mata bnaao| hone lge| abhI tuma praznoM ko kaha do, haTo jI! phursata ke samaya jaba kucha | jina logoM ne rAsAyanika-dravyoM para bar3I khoja kI bhI na ho rahA hogA, taba tumase sira mAthA-paccI kara leNge| abhI | hai-ela.esa.DI., mArijuAnA, aura dUsare dravyoM para-una to jAne do| abhI to bulAvA aayaa| abhI to isa iMdradhanuSa meM sabakA yaha kahanA hai ki una dravyoM ke prabhAva meM bhI manuSya kI praveza kara jAne do| abhI to DUbane do| abhI to DubakI lene AMkha para se parde haTa jAte haiN| alDuasa haksale amarIkA kA do| vyartha ke kSaNoM meM prazna kara leNge| abhI sArthaka kSaNa ko bahuta bar3A manISI, vicAraka huaa| usane jaba pahalI daphA praznoM meM mata khoo| kyoMki tumhAre prazna ke khar3e hote hI tuma ela.esa.DI. liyA, to vaha cakita ho gyaa| usake sAmane eka pAoge, raMga khone lge| prazna ne phira saMdeha khar3A kara diyaa| sAdhAraNa-sI kursI rakhI thii| sAdhAraNa-sI kursii| lekina prazna kA matalaba hI saMdeha hotA hai| prazna uThatA hI saMdeha se hai| jaise-jaise usa para ela.esa.DI. kA prabhAva gahana hone lagA kursI - prazna zraddhA se nahIM utthtaa| zraddhA to cupacApa svIkAra kara se raMga phUTane lge| adabhuta raMga! anajAne, aparicita raMga! aise legii| zraddhA to itanI virATa hai ki kucha bhI ghaTe to bhI zraddhA | raMga, jo kabhI nahIM dekhe the| aura sAdhAraNa nahIM, jinake bhItara se cauMkatI nhiiN| anahonA ghaTe, to bhI svIkAra kara letI hai| zraddhA | bar3I AbhA phUTa rahI- luumins|' jyotirmy| sAdhAraNa raMga kI koI sImA nhiiN| saMdeha bar3A choTA hai, bar3A kSudra hai, bar3A nahIM, raMgoM ke bhItara se AbhA kI kiraNeM phUTatI huii| ochA hai| jarA yahAM-vahAM kucha ghaTA, jo saMdeha kI sImA ke bAhara vaha bahuta hairAna huaa| usane AMkheM mIr3IM, apane ko jhakajhorA, hai ki saMdeha becaina ho jAtA hai| parezAna ho jAtA hai| nahIM, ye ThaMDe pAnI ke chIMTe mAre, magara kucha bhI nahIM, kursI raMgIna hotI mauke nahIM haiM saMdeha ko uThAne ke| aura agara tumane ina maukoM para calI jAtI hai| kursI saadhaarnn| usane AsapAsa dekhA, hara cIja na uThAyA, to tumhArA svAda hI uttara bnegaa| raMgIna hai| kitAbeM, Tebala, dvaar-drvaaje| usakI patnI calatI jAna tujha para nisAra karatA hUM huI bhItara AyI, usane saMsmaraNoM meM likhA hai, usake pairoM kI maiM nahIM jAnatA huA kyA hai AvAja...aisA saMgIta maiMne kabhI sunA nhiiN| patnI ko dekhA, aisI zraddhA kI avasthA hai| jaba iMdradhanuSa mere pAsa uThe, jAna | aisA vibhAmaya rUpa kabhI dekhA nhiiN| aba khuda kI patnI meM rUpa nichAvara kro| dekhanA bahuta kaThina hai! dUsare kI patnI meM bahuta sarala hai| khuda 2010_03
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________________ jina sUtra bhAga : 2 kI patnI meM rUpa dekhanA bahuta kaThina hai| pahale dina ho sakatA hai vaha thor3A-sA cauMkakara dekhe, dUsare dina mullA nasaruddIna miliTrI meM bhartI kiyA jA rahA thaa| aura kama dekhegA, tIsare dina aura km| mahIne bhara ke bAda tuma jbrdstii| vaha bacane ke upAya kara rahA thaa| saba parIkSAeM ho khola do AMkha, aMkha khulI rahegI, vaha kucha bhI na dekhegaa| gyiiN| lekina saba taraha se svastha AdamI thA, bace bhI kaise? | abhyAsa ho gyaa| Akhira usane kahA ki merI AMkheM kharAba haiN| to DAkTara ne pUchA, duniyA meM AdamI ke Upara naze kA prabhAva isIlie rahA hai ki tumhAre pAsa koI pramANa hai tumhArI AMkheM kharAba hone kA? usane naze se kucha na kucha rahasya kI jhalaka milatI hai| naze kA prabhAva khIse se eka tasvIra nikAlI, kahA, yaha dekho merI patnI kI akAraNa nahIM hai| tasvIra hai, isase sApha jAhira hai ki merI AMkheM kharAba haiN| isa aura samasta duniyA ke dharmaguruoM ne naze se bacane kA Agraha strI se kauna zAdI karegA! kiyA hai, vaha bhI bAta ThIka hai| kyoMki nazA dhokhA detA hai| ___ alDuasa haksale ko apanI patnI meM vibhAmaya rUpa dikhAyI satya milatA nahIM, satya kI jhUThI jhalaka de deta pdd'aa| naze ke utara jAne ke bAda saba kho gyaa| alDuasa yahAM agara mujhe sunate-sunate mere pAsa baiThe-baiThe prArthanA aura haksale to itanA prabhAvita huA ela.esa.DI. se ki usane dhyAnapUrNa hRdaya se kabhI tumhArI AMkhoM kA pardA saraka jAe, to . apanI pUrI jiMdagI phira yahI koziza kI ki veda meM jisa usa samaya prazna khar3e mata krnaa| usa kSaNa to parde ko pUrA hI gira 'somarasa' kI carcA hai, vaha ela.esa.DI. hI hai| usane to phira jAne denaa| chalAMga lekara utara jaanaa| tuma bhI bana jAnA eka yaha bhI siddha karane kI koziza kI ki aba bhaviSya meM mahAvIra, hisse usa iMdradhanuSa ke| tuma bhI usa vibhA meM kho jaanaa| zAyada buddha, kabIra, mIrA, krAisTa, inako jo huA, usake lie itane | lauTakara tuma phira kabhI vahI na ho sako, jo tuma the| zAyada tuma tIsa-tIsa sAla, bIsa-bIsa sAla sAdhanA karane kI koI jarUrata naye hokara hI lautto| zAyada phira tumheM apane AsapAsa bhI vaise nhiiN| yaha to bailagAr3I jaise rAste the-bar3e lNbe| aba to jeTa | hI raMgoM kA phailAva, vaise hI raMgoM kI bAr3ha anubhava hone lge| kA yuga hai| ela.esa.DI. bhaviSya kI sAdhanA hai| | paramAtmA jIvana ke samasta raMgoM ko dekha lene kA nAma hai| vaha itanA prabhAvita ho gayA thA ki jiMdagI itanI raMgIna, itanI | jIvana ke samasta rUpa ko dekha lene kA nAma hai| jIvana kA jo prajvala, itanI saMgItapUrNa, itanI vibhAmayI! to jarUra | parama AhlAdamaya camatkArika rUpa hai, usako pUrA kA pUrA jI lene ela.esa.DI. kucha kara rahA hai| ela.esa.DI. kucha bhI nahIM | kA nAma hai| paramAtmA koI gaMbhIra, udAsa ceharoM kI khoja nahIM; krtaa| aura ela.esa.DI. se kucha honevAlA bhI nahIM hai| nAcate, gAte logoM kI khoja hai| ela.esa.DI. to eka jhaTake se tumhArI AMkhoM ke parde ko girA detA hai| lekina phira pardA A jaaegaa| kyoMki parde ke hone kA Aja itanA hii| kAraNa nahIM miTatA ela.esa.DI. se| yaha to aise hI hai jaise kisI ne jabardastI kisI sote AdamI kI AMkheM ughAr3a diiN| khola dI khIMcakara plkeN| eka kSaNa ko AMkheM khula gayIM, usane kucha dekhA, ki phira AMkheM baMda ho gyiiN| soyA AdamI soyA AdamI hai| aura agara ela.esa.DI. bAra-bAra liyA to roja-roja raMga kama hote jaaeNge| jaise auSadhi kA asara kho jAtA hai, aise hI naze kA asara kho jaaegaa| phira jyAdA mAtrA caahie| usI mAtrA meM artha na hogaa| eka dina aisA AyegA, ela.esa.DI. se kucha bhI na hogaa| agara kisI AdamI kI AMkha tumane roja AdhI rAta meM jabardastI kholI, to | JanEducation International 2010_03