Jinsutra Lecture 12 Sankalp ki Antim Nishpatti Samarpan

Author(s): Osho Rajnish
Publisher: Osho Rajnish
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/340112/1

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bArahavAM pravacana saMkalpa kI aMtima niSpattiH samarpaNa

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on 2 C.Sc.SC. GON prazna-sAra mujhase na samarpaNa hotA hai aura na mujhameM saMkalpa kI zakti hai| aura Apase dUrI bhI baradAzta nahIM hotii| kyA karUM? ApakA kahanA hai ki pyAsa hai to jala bhI hogA hI, aura pyAsA hI jala ko nahIM khojatA, jala bhI pyAse ko khojatA hai...? merA mArga-nirdeza kreN| Azcarya hai ki maiM Apake prati anApa-zanApa bakatA hUM, kabhI-kabhI gAlI bhI detA huuN| yaha kyA hai? merI vicitra dhAraNAoM ke kAraNa Apa mujhe bhagavAna jaise nahIM lagate...? merI dinacaryA AnaMdacaryA bana gayI hai| aba pighalUM aura bahU-basa yahI kaha deM!

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halA prazna : mujha se na samarpaNa hotA hai aura na mujha | kara-karake narka hI banAyA, aura kucha na banAyA-jaba yaha pIr3A / meM saMkalpa kI zakti hI hai; bIca meM ulajhA huuN| saghana hogI, jaba tuma pUre asahAya mAlUma par3oge, usa asahAya -Apane to mere lie bar3I jhaMjhaTa khar3I kara dI hai| kSaNa meM hI samarpaNa ghaTita hotA hai| vaha tumhArA kRtya nahIM hai| vaha hAla yaha hai ki Apase dUrI bhI baradAzta nahIM hotI, kyA karUM? | tumhAre kRtya kI parAjaya hai| hAre ko harinAma! jaba tumhArI hAra beikhtiyAra mAMga lI tere sitama kI khaira itanI pragAr3ha ho gaI ki aba jIta kI koI AzA bhI na bacI; uThate nahIM haiM hAtha aba daste-duA ke baad| jaba tumhArI hAra amAvasa kI aMdherI rAta ho gaI ki aba eka kiraNa bhI ahaMkAra kI zeSa nahIM rahI, aba tumheM lagatA nahIM hai ki saMkalpa to kiyA jAtA hai-samarpaNa hotA hai| isalie aisA tuma kucha kara pAoge-parAjaya kI paripUrNatA meM samarpaNa ghaTita prazna tuma uThA hI na sakoge ki samarpaNa nahIM hotaa| samarpaNa | hotA hai| tumhArI zakti kI bAta nahIM hai| isalie aisA prazna to buniyAda pUchA hai ki 'mujhase na samarpaNa hotA hai, na saMkalpa kI zakti hI se hI galata hai ki samarpaNa kI majhameM zakti nahIM hai| mujhameM hai|' dUsarI bAta to ThIka ho sakatI hai ki saMkalpa kI ise ThIka se smjhnaa| zakti na ho; pahalI bAta ThIka nahIM ho sktii| aura agara samarpaNa koI kRtya nahIM hai, jo tuma kara sko| samarpaNa to aisI pahalI bAta ThIka nahIM hai to dUsarI bhI pUrI ThIka nahIM ho sktii| citta kI dazA hai, jahAM tuma pAte ho ki aba mujhase to kucha bhI tuma kahate ho, saMkalpa kI mujhameM zakti nahIM yaha bhI tuma kahate nahIM hotaa| jarA bhI AzA banI rahI ki mujhase kucha ho sakatA hai ho, mAnate nhiiN| aisA tuma jAnate nhiiN| kahIM bhItara abhI bhI to samarpaNa na hogA; to tumhArA ahaMkAra bacA hai| tuma socate ho, | AzA bacI hai| koI kiraNa tuma samhAle hue ho| tuma socate ho, abhI saMbhava hai ki maiM kucha kara luuN| lekina jaba tumhArA ahaMkAra | isa bAra nahIM huA, agalI bAra hogA; Aja nahIM huA, kala ho sabhI tarapha se jarAjIrNa hokara bikhara jAtA hai; jaise koI purAnA jaayegaa| Aja hAra gayA, vaha apanI zakti kI kamI ke kAraNa bhavana gira gayA ho; jaise koI purAnA vRkSa, jar3a TUTa gaI, ukhar3a nahIM; paristhiti anukUla na thii| Aja hAra gayA, kyoMki bhAgya gayA ho--jisa dina tumhArA ahaMkAra paripUrNa rUpa se gira jAtA | ne sAtha na diyaa| Aja hAra gayA, kyoMki maiMne ceSTA hI pUrI na hai aura tamheM lagatA hai: mere kiye kacha bhI na hogA, kyoMki mere kii| yadi maiM ceSTA parI karatA, ThIka samyaka maharta canatA. to kiye aba taka kucha na huaa| jaba tumhAre karane ne bAra-bAra hAra | barAbara jiittaa| khAyI; jaba tumane kiyA aura hara bAra asaphalatA hAtha lagI; | sabhI hAre hue hAra ko samajhA lete haiN| hAra ko svIkAra kauna jaba kara-karake tumane sirpha dukha hI pAyA, aura kucha na pAyA; | karatA hUM! hArA huA samajhA letA hai ki loga virodha meM the| hArA 253

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satra huA samajhA letA hai ki ceSTA pUrI na ho skii| ki kara sakate the| agara vaha bhAva rahA to samarpaNa na ho paayegaa| eka hAthI khar3A thaa| aura hAthI ke pAsa, pairoM ke pAsa, subaha aisA hI dikhatA haikI dhUpa thii| sUraja nikalA thaa| sardI ke dina the| eka cUhA baiThA kyA zai hai muhabbata bhI kuhasAra ko DhAe hai thA, vaha bhI dhUpa le rahA thaa| aise sAdhAraNataH hAthiyoM ko cUhe | tiratoM ko Duboye hai, DUboM ko tirAe hai| dikhAyI nahIM par3ate, lekina khAlI khar3A thA hAthI, kucha kAma bhI | tumane dekhA, kabhI koI mara jAtA hai to nadI para taira jAtA hai! na thA, idhara-udhara dekha rahA thA, subaha kI dhUpa le rahA thA-cUhA jiMdA DUba gayA thA, marakara taira jAtA hai| murde ko koI tarakIba dikhAI pdd'aa| usane kahA, 'are! Azcarya! itanA choTA prANI, | patA hai jo jiMde ko patA nahIM thii| agara jiMdA bhI murde kI bhAMti ho kabhI dekhA nhiiN|' cUhe ne kahA, 'Apa galata na smjheN| maiM jarA jAtA to nadI ne tairA diyA hotA, to nadI DubAtI n| agara jiMdA kucha dinoM se bImAra huuN|' ne bhI svIkAra kara liyA hotA ki calo rAjI haiM, DubAo; to choTA kauna hai| thor3e dinoM se bImAra huuN| jarA tabiyata nAsAja | nadI DubAtI n| jo rAjI hai use kauna DubAtA hai! vaha jo DUbanA hai, isalie choTA dikhAI par3a rahA huuN| nahIM cAhatA, jo pratirodha karatA hai, saMgharSa karatA hai, nadI usI ko tumane bhI nahIM samajhA liyA hai hajAroM bAra apane ko? DubA detI hai| tuma lar3o mata! samajhAnA chor3o! usa samajhAne meM hI, usa tarka meM hI, tumhArA | magara yaha na lar3ane kI ghaTanA tabhI ghaTegI jaba tumhAre lar3ane kI ahaMkAra zeSa raha jAtA hai| jisa dina tuma apanI hAra ko svabhAva vRtti pUrI taraha parAjita ho jAye; rattI mAtra bhI AzA zeSa na rhe| samajha loge ki mere kiye hogA kyA...nahIM ki maiM Aja kamajora tuma gahana nirAzA meM giro| vahIM se subaha hai samarpaNa kii| hUM, kala balazAlI ho jaauuNgaa| nahIM ki mujhe ThIka vidhi kA patA saMkalpa jahAM hAratA hai, vahAM samarpaNa hai| jIta gaye to jIta gaye; nahIM hai, kala patA cala jaayegaa| nahIM ki Aja bhAgya ne sAtha na na jIte to bhI hAre nahIM, kyoMki phira hAra meM se jIta nikala AtI diyA, kala degaa| koI harja nahIM, eka bAra hAre to sadA thor3e hI hai| isalie dharma ke mArga para jAnevAlA kabhI, kabhI bhI hAratA to haareNge| kabhI to bhAgya barasegA! kabhI to kismata sAtha hogI! hai hI nahIM; jItatA hai to jItatA hai, hAratA hai to jItatA hai| kabhI to paramAtmA bhI dayA karegA! kiye jAo! | paramAtmA kI tarapha jAnevAlA hara hAlata meM pahuMcatA hai| kyoMki nahIM, ahaMkAra napuMsaka hai svabhAva se| usake kiye kucha hotA sabhI rAste usakI tarapha jAte haiN| hI nhiiN| | jina mitra ne pUchA hai, unakI ar3acana yaha hai ki saMkalpa kA pUrA to maiM tumase kahaMgA ki tuma saMkalpa kara hI lo; jitanA tumase | prayoga nahIM kiyA, aura usa kamI ko samarpaNa se pUrA karanA lo| hAro pUrI trh| hAra meM vijaya chupI hai| cAhate haiN| saMkalpa pUrA nahIM huA, to samarpaNa kaise pUrA hogA? saMkalpa kI hAra meM samarpaNa uThatA hai| jIta gaye to tthiik| agara | tumhArA ahaMkAra pUrI taraha dhUla meM gira jAnA caahie| saMkalpa se jIta gaye to ThIka; koI jarUrata na rhii| kucha loga yahI to aMjAme-justajU hai jIta gaye haiN| ikke-dukke jIte haiN| rAstA bar3A kaThora hai, bar3A ki ThokareM khAkara butakadoM kI durgama hai! lekina kucha loga jIte haiN| to apanI pUrI koziza kara jabIne-rusavA ko rakhakara apanI lo| agara jIta gaye, agara saMkalpa se pA liyA to pA hI harama kI caukhaTa pe so gayA hUM liyaa| agara na jIte, to bhI pUrI koziza kara lene ke bAda hAra jo kAphilA isa tarapha se gujare, samagra hogii| to pUrI taraha hAra jaanaa| to anekoM ne hArakara pAyA vo eka Thokara mujhe lagA de, hai| aura jItakara pAne se hArakara pAne kA majA jyAdA hai| 'jamIla' maiM bIca rAste meM yaha prema kucha bAta aisI hai ki yahAM hAra, jIta hai| to hArane se isI bharose pe so gayA huuN| ghabar3AnA mt| magara eka bAra tumheM apanI pUrI tAkata dAMva para yahI to aMjAme-justajU hai--yahI to khoja kA natIjA hai ki lagA lenI caahie| kahIM mana meM yaha lukA-chipA bhAva na raha jAye| ThokareM khAkara butakadoM kI--ki bahuta pUjAgahoM kI, maMdiroM kI, 254

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kalpakAAtama S mUrtigrahoM kI, ThokareM khA-khAkara... ho gaye, chor3akara cale gye| unhoMne kahA, yaha gautama to aba jabIne-rusavA ko rakhakara apanI bhraSTa ho gyaa| isane to sAdhanA kA patha hI chor3a diyaa| lekina harama kI caukhaTa pe so gayA huuN| usI rAta ghaTanA ghttii| usI rAta buddhatva ko buddha upalabdha hue| -apane badanAma mastaka ko aba to tere bhavana ke sAmane | usI rAta dIyA jala gyaa| sIr3hiyoM para rakhakara so gayA hai| aba khojatA bhI nhiiN| mahAvIra ne saMkalpa se pAyA; buddha ne samarpaNa se| gaye donoM jabIne-rusavA ko rakhakara apanI saMkalpa ke rAste para the| isalie jainoM aura buddhoM meM bar3A harama kI caukhaTa pe so gayA hai buniyAdI virodha banA rahA hai; kyoMki jainoM ko lagatA hai, agara jo kAphilA isa tarapha se gujare buddha bhI ThIka haiM to phira mahAvIra ke ThIka hone meM kaThinAI par3atI vo eka Thokara mujhe lagA de hai| kyoMki buddha ne to chor3akara pAyA, prayAsa chor3akara pAyA; 'jamIla' maiM bIca rAste meM aprayAsa se paayaa| khoja hI chor3a dI, taba paayaa| aura phira to isI bharose pe so gayA hai| buddha ne ise niyama banA diyA ki tama taba taka na pA sakoge, jaba samarpaNa aisI ghar3I meM ghaTatA hai, jaba tuma bilakula hArakara bIca taka tumhArA prayAsa samApta na ho jaaye| kyoMki jise pAnA hai, rAste para girakara so gaye ki aba ThIka hai, tujhe uThAnA ho uThA vaha pAyA hI huA hai; prayAsa chor3o to dikhAI par3a jaaye| prayAsa / jilA denA! tujhe mAranA ho mAra denA! na kI ApAdhApI meM dikhAI nahIM pdd'taa| tuma daur3ate ho, cillAte apanI aba koI khoja hai, na apanI aba koI AkAMkSA hai! jo ho, bhAgate ho to jo maujUda hai usase cUka jAte ho| terI marjI-vahI pUrI hone de! taba samarpaNa uThatA hai| mahAvIra ne saMkalpa se paayaa| isalie bauddhoM ko mahAvIra samarpaNa karane kI bAta nahIM hai, hone kI dazA hai| isalie tuma prItikara nahIM lgte| kyoMki agara mahAvIra ThIka haiM to phira buddha yaha to pUcha hI nahIM sakate ki mujhameM samarpaNa kI zakti bhI nhiiN| kA pAnA kaise huA? samarpaNa kA zakti se kyA lenA? zakti kI bhASA hI samarpaNa ke maiM tumase kahatA hUM: donoM ThIka haiN| satya kaMjUsa nhiiN| aura viparIta hai| samarpaNa to asahAya, besahArA, parAjita...usase paramAtmA kA eka hI rAstA nhiiN| jitane loga haiM, utane rAste haiN| uThatA hai| abhI tuma zakti kI bhASA meM soca rahe ho, isalie maiM hara AdamI vahIM se to calegA, jahAM hai! tuma vahAM se caloge jahAM kahatA hUM, thor3A saMkalpa kara lo| mahAvIra ke rAste para thor3A tuma ho| dUsarA vahAM se calegA jahAM vaha hai| lekina sabhI rAste clo| pahaMca gaye to mahAvIra ho jAoge, na pahuMce to mIrA ho usa taka pahuMca jAte haiN| satya kA artha hI yaha hai ki saba dvAra usI jaaoge| ghabar3AnA kyA hai? jo calatA hai, maiM kahatA hUM, pahuMca taka pahuMcAte haiN| asatya kA baMdhA huA mArga hotA hai| satya kA hI jAtA hai| koI baMdhA huA mArga nahIM hotaa| kyoMki asatya kI sImA hotI mahAvIra aura buddha donoM eka hI rAste se cle| donoM kA rAstA hai; satya kI koI sImA nahIM hotii| agara kSudra ke pAsa jAnA ho saMkalpa kA rAstA thaa| donoM samasAmayika bhI the| thor3e-se hI to sabhI rAstoM se na pahuMca skoge| agara tumheM gaMgA jAnA hai to varSa kA phAsalA thaa| mahAvIra bAraha varSoM taka jUjhate rhe| sabhI rAstoM se na pahuMca skoge| lekina agara mahAsamudra kI jUjhakara unhoMne pA liyaa| buddha chaha varSa ke bAda thaka gaye, hAra | tarapha jAnA hai to kahIM se bhI calo, pahuMca jaaoge| pUraba jAo, gye| rAstA vahI thaa| itane thaka gaye, itane hAra gaye ki saba pazcima jAo, uttara jAo, dakSiNa jAo, dera-abera sAgara chor3akara eka dina vRkSa ke nIce baiTha gaye ki basa aba ho gayA; na tumheM mila hI jaayegaa| kyoMki sAgara ne pRthvI ko saba tarapha se saMsAra meM kucha pAne yogya hai, na AtmA meM kucha pAne yogya gherA hai| koI rAste se karIba milegA, kisI se thor3I dUra hai--pAne yogya hI kucha nahIM to pAUMgA kyA! milegaa| nAma zAyada alaga hoMge, kahIM hiMda mahAsAgara milegA, usa sAMjha unhoMne saba chor3a diyaa| khoja bhI chor3a dii| unake kahIM prazAMta mahAsAgara milegA, kahIM araba sAgara pAMca ziSya, jo unake sAtha the sadA, yaha dekhakara ki buddha bhraSTa | milegA-nAma hI alaga hoMge, sAgara kA svAda eka hai| 255 www.jainelibrary org

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jina sUtra bhAgaH1 TIPRETRIES satya mahAsAgara jaisA hai: asatya choTe-choTe Dabare haiN| agara | maut| usake sAmane to eka hI savAla hogAH agara jInA hai to jarA bhI idhara-udhara gaye to cUka jaaoge| hAtha-paira pheMko, nahIM mare! nadI to bhUla hI jAyegI, mauta aura samarpaNa ghaTa sake, isake lie saMkalpa pUrI taraha kara lo| jIvana ke bIca cunAva hogaa| kauna ciMtA karatA hai usa samaya ki donoM hAlata meM saMkalpa jarUrI hai| saMkalpa se pahuMcanA ho to bhI | bho| tairanA jo nahIM jAnatA hai, vaha hAtha-paira tar3aphar3Ane lgegaa| jarUrI hai; samarpaNa se pahuMcanA ho to bhI jarUrI hai| saMkalpa hara | jo tairane meM bahata kuzala hai, vahI rAjI hogA: vaha kahegA ki ThIka hAla Avazyaka hai aura puuraa| kyoMki jo thor3A tumane adhUrA hai, bahakara dekha leN| kiyA, jo baca gayA, vahI tumheM satAyegA; vahI samarpaNa ko nirbhaya citta se bahanA saMbhava hai| saMkalpa tuma pUrA kara lo| ghaTita na hone degaa| | usase tuma tairanA sIkha jaaoge| agara pahuMca gaye tairane se, to aura maiM tumase yaha nahIM kahatA ki isI mArga se caloge to | ThIka hai, pahuMca hI gye| agara na pahuMce, to ghabar3Ane kI koI bAta phNcoge| agara tumheM pahaMcanA hai to aisA koI bhI mArga nahIM hai jo nhiiN| eka upAya zeSa raha jAtA hai-nirupAya hone kA upAya: tumheM roka paaye| lekina pahuMcane kI eka zarta hai : jo bhI karo, asahAya hone kA upaay| mana bhAva se krnaa| aba samarpaNa to kiyA nahIM jA sakatA. bhakti kI vahI bhASA hai| premI kI vahI bhASA hai| saphiyoM kI. isalie saMkalpa hI kro| to yahAM bhI maiM itane saMkalpa ke prayoga nAnaka kI, kabIra kI, mIrA kI, caitanya kI, vahI bhASA hai: chor3a tumheM detA hUM aura samarpaNa kI bAta kiye calA jAtA huuN| do! lekina isake pahale ve bar3e niSNAta ho cuke haiM tairane meN| aise mere pAsa loga A jAte haiM, kabhI-kabhI ve kahate haiM, Apa kahate hI, binA tairanA jAne kauna kaba chor3a pAyA hai? tumhAre acetana se haiM samarpaNa, kucha bhI nahIM karanA, sirpha bahanA hai| phira kyoM itane jora kA bhaya uThegA ki usa bhaya se tuma prabhAvita ho dhyAna? phira kyoM pAMca-pAMca dhyAna dina meM? maiM jAnatA hUM kucha | jAoge, tar3aphar3Ane lagoge; cillAne lagogeH bacAo! bhI nahIM karanA, bahanA hai; lekina tuma jaise ho, abhI baha na kahate haiM, jaba koI saMgItajJa paripUrNa rUpa se pAraMgata ho jAtA hai, skoge| tuma tairane lgoge| tuma tar3aphar3Ane lgoge| to vINA tor3a detA hai; kyoMki phira vINA se bhI sUkSma saMgIta meM murde kI bhAMti nadI meM chUTa jAne ke lie tairane kI bar3I gaharI bAdhA par3atI hai| vINA bhI to kolAhala hI paidA karatI hai| madhura kuzalatA caahie| bar3A tairAka hI apane ko chor3a sakatA hai nadI kolAhala, para hai to kolAhala hii| jaba koI aura gahare saMgIta meM meN| kyoMki bar3A tairAka hI bhaya se mukta ho jAtA hai| vaha jAnatA utarane lagatA hai, jahAM zUnya kI dhvani bajatI hai, jahAM zUnya kA hai ki taira leMge jaba jarUrata hogii| agara koI kaThinAI A gaI to anAhata nAda hai; to vINA bhI haTA detA hai, vINA bhI chor3a detA tairanA to apane pAsa hai| jitanA bar3A tairAka ho, utanA hI apane hai| aba to bhItara kA aMtaraMga bajane lagA, aba bAhara ke sahAre ko nispaMda chor3a detA hai| hAtha-paira bhI nahIM hilaataa| kyoMki vaha kauna letA hai! jAnatA hai, Dara kyA hai! hAtha apane pAsa haiM, maiM sadA maujUda aisA hI maiM tumase kahatA huuN| samarpaNa meM jo utaranA cAhatA ho, hUM-agara koI ghar3I aisI AI to taira luuNgaa| lekina aisI ghar3I saMkalpa meM kuzala ho jAnA jarUrI hai| isalie to ina viparIta kA bhaya use nahIM staataa| | mArgoM kI tumase carcA karatA rahatA hUM, tAki koI mArga tumheM pakar3a jisane tairanA nahIM jAnA, usase maiM kahUM ki tU kUda jA nadI meM, | na le| aura ina viparIta kA upayoga tuma roja karate ho sAmAnya chor3a de apane ko, vaha kUda bhI jAye kisI preraNA meM, kisI jIvana meM; lekina paramAtmA kI tarapha jAte vakta bhUla jAte ho| ullAsa ke kSaNa meM, utsAha meM, uttejanA meM, kisI madahozI meM, | jarA vyavahArika bano! calate ho tuma, to tumhAre donoM paira eka merI bAta meM par3a jAye, merA gIta use pakar3a le, naze meM A jAye, sAtha nahIM calate; eka paira khar3A rahatA hai to dUsarA uThatA hai| kUda jAye to kUdate hI bhUla jAyegA ki maiMne kyA kahA thaa| vaha / donoM viparIta kAma karate haiM: eka khar3A rahatA hai-aDiga, tatkSaNa hAtha-paira pheMkane lgegaa| vaha hAtha-paira pheMkanA avaza jamIna ko pakar3akara; dUsarA uThatA hai, Age jAtA hai| phira dUsarA hogaa| use roka na skegaa| kyoMki rokane kA matalaba hogAH khar3A ho jAtA hai to pahalA uThatA hai, Age jAtA hai| 256/

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saMkalpa kI aMtima niSpattiH samarpaNa tumane khayAla kiyA, isa vaiparItya meM hI tumhArI gati hai| agara ulajhAva ke mUla AdhAra ko hama karma kahate haiN| karma kA artha hai : donoM paira eka sAtha uThA lo; giroge, burI taraha giroge, hAtha-paira jo kiyaa| aura hama kahate haiM, karma se kaise chuTakArA ho? tor3a loge| phira kabhI cala na paaoge| agara donoM paira jamAkara loga mujhase pUchate bhI haiM kabhI-kabhI Akara, karma se kaise khar3e ho jAo to bhI na cala paaoge| calanA ho to eka paira chuTakArA ho? lekina mujhe lagatA hai, unheM ThIka yAda nahIM rahA ki samarpaNa kA, eka paira saMkalpa kaa| pakSI ur3atA hai, do paMkha karma kA artha kyA hotA hai--karane se kaise chuTakArA ho? cAhie--donoM alaga-alaga dizAoM meM phaile hue| eka hI akartA-bhAva kA kaise janma ho? kaba aisI ghar3I AyegI jaba maiM paMkha se to pakSI DUba jaayegaa| sirpha ho sakU aura karane kI koI rekhA na bace? eka phakIra, sUphI phakIra ko usake ziSya ne pUchA ki kyA karane ko kucha bhI na rahe, honA paripUrNa ho jAye-usako hama akele saMkalpa se pahuMcanA na ho sakegA yA akele samarpaNa mokSa kahate haiN| mokSa kA artha hai : jahAM tuma ho, vizva ke sAtha se?' vaha phakIra nadI ke kinAre khar3A thaa| ve nadI ke pAra jAne aisI saMgati meM, vizva ke sAtha aise tAratamya meM, vizva ke sAtha kI taiyArI kara rahe the| usa phakIra ne kahA, Ao rAste meM uttara de | aise saMgIta meM layabaddha; ki tuma kucha bhI nahIM karate, vizva hI dNgaa| nAva meM donoM baiTha gye| sAdhAraNataH to ziSya hI nAva ko | karatA hai; tuma usake sAtha bahate ho| calAtA thA, lekina usa dina guru ne kahA, maiM hI nAva calAtA huuN| saMkalpa kA bhI aMtima pariNAma samarpaNa hai; aura samarpaNa kI usane eka patavAra se nAva khenI zurU kara dii| aba nAva do | bhI zuruAta, prathama caraNa saMkalpa hai| isalie maiM tumase kahUMgA, patavAra se calatI hai| eka patavAra se to nAva gola-gola ghUmane | tuma abhI saMkalpa kI hI ciMtA kara lo| lagI, vartulAkAra cakkara mArane lgii| usakA ziSya haMsane lgaa| usane kahA, 'Apa kyA majAka kara rahe haiM? Apako dUsarA prazna: ApakA kahanA hai ki pyAsa hai to jala bhI hogA mAlUma nahIM calAnA, mujhe deN| kahIM eka patavAra se nAva calI hii| yahI nahIM, pyAsa isalie hai ki kahIM jala hai| aura Apane hai? aise to hama yahIM cakkara khAte rheNge|' to yahAM taka kahA ki pyAsA hI jala ko nahIM khojatA, jala bhI to guru ne kahA, eka patavAra kA nAma samarpaNa hai aura dUsarI pyAse ko khojatA hai| taba jAnanA cAhatA hUM ki pyAse aura patavAra kA nAma sNklp| aura jisane eka se calAne kI pAnI ke bIca kabhI-kabhI itanI dUrI mAlUma detI hai ki pyAsA koziza kI, vaha muzkila meM pdd'egaa| pAnI taka nahIM jA pAtA; yA ki pyAsA aMdhA aura baharA hai ki aba tuma ise aisA samajho-bar3A virodhAbhAsa na use jala dIkhatA hai, na usakA kalakala nAda sunAI detA hai| lagegA-samarpaNa karanA ho to bhI to mUlataH saMkalpa caahie| aura kabhI-kabhI to jala ke bIca rahakara bhI AdamI pyAsA raha saMkalpahIna kaise samarpaNa karegA? samarpaNa koI choTI ghaTanA jAtA hai| mujhe apane bAre meM kucha aisA hI lagatA hai| kRpApUrvaka hai? kisI ke caraNoM meM apane ko chor3a denA, koI choTA nirNaya mujhe mArga-nirdeza deN| hai? isase bar3A aura koI nirNaya ho sakatA hai? havAoM ke sahAre sUkhe patte kI bhAMti apane ko chor3a denA, isase bar3A koI nizcita hI yaha khoja ekataraphA nahIM hai| ekataraphA ho to aura nirNaya ho sakatA hai? itanA abhaya, itanA gaira-DAMvAMDola kabhI pUrI na hogii| agara tumhIM satya ko khoja rahe ho aura satya citta...to samarpaNa kA bhI pahalA kadama to saMkalpa hai| aura tumheM na khoja rahA ho, to milane kI koI saMbhAvanA nahIM hai| agara saMkalpa kI bhI AtyaMtika paripUrNatA samarpaNa meM hai| kyoMki | satya bhI Atura na ho tumase mila jAne ko, to satya phira apane karate-karate to tuma thakoge hii| kabhI to aisI ghar3I AnI cAhie | ko chipAye calA jaayegaa| tuma ughAr3e jAoge, vaha chipAye jaba karane se chuTakArA ho-usI ko to hama mokSa kahate haiN| | jaayegaa| phira to aisA ho jAyegA jaise draupadI kA cIra bar3hatA karA, kiyA, bahuta kiyA, janmoM-janmoM taka kiyA, kara-karake | gyaa| vaha ughar3ane ko rAjI na thii| vaha usa darabAra meM nagna hone hI to hamane apane jIvana ko ulajhA liyA hai| isalie isa | ko rAjI na thii| nagna karane kI ceSTA darabAriyoM kI thI, duryodhana 257 |

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s jina sUtra bhAgA / MER HD H kI thI, usake mitroM kI thI--para draupadI sahayogI na thii| cIra to tumhArI cIkha-pukAra sUne AkAza meM kho jaayegii| lekina bar3hatA calA gyaa| ve ughAr3ate gaye, cIra bar3hatA calA gayA, draupadI nahIM, pukAra sunI gaI hai| prArthanA kabhI na kabhI usa hRdaya taka DhakatI calI gii| pahuMca jAtI hai| agara na pahuMcatI ho to kAraNa yaha nahIM hai ki vaha yaha kahAnI bar3I bahamalya hai, bar3I pratIkAtmaka hai| lekina sunane ko utsuka nahIM hai, kAraNa kucha aura hoNge| yA to tuma draupadI jaba kisI ko prema karatI hogI, taba to nagna ho jAtI galata dizA meM cillA rahe ho; yA tuma pUre mana se bulA hI nahIM rahe hogii| taba to bhItara gahana meM yaha AkAMkSA hotI hogI, koI ho; yA bulAne ke sAtha-sAtha tuma bhItara Dare bhI ho ki kahIM suna ughAr3a le, kisI ke sAmane saba khola dUM, kucha bhI chipAyA huA hI na lenA! na raha jAye! maiMne sanA hai, eka AdamI lauTatA thA lakaDiyAM apane sira para agara paramAtmA tuma se baca rahA hai to eka bAta pakkI hai-isa lekr| thaka gayA hai, bUr3hA ho gayA hai sattara sAla kaa| lakar3I daur3a meM tuma jIta na pAoge-vaha bacanA cAha rahA hai aura tuma | kATate-kATate jiMdagI bar3I Uba ho gaI hai| jaisA ki aneka bAra khoja rahe ho| vahI jiitegaa| usake pAsa virATa UrjA hai, bar3I loga kahate haiM, aisA hI usane khaa| muhAvarA thA, kucha matalaba na zakti hai; tumhAre pAsa hai kyA? agara vaha parama satya hI tumase thaa| aise hI kahA ki he bhagavAna! aba kaba taka aura jiMdagI bacanA cAha rahA hai to phira tuma jIta nahIM sakate, tumhArI hAra | ghasiTavAnI hai? mauta ko mujhe hI kyoM nahIM bhejatA? javAnoM ko nizcita hai| lekina AdamI jIte haiN| mahAvIra jIte, buddha jIte, A jAtI hai, mujhe kyoM laTakAye hue hai? aba to bheja! aba to kRSNa, krAisTa jiite| AdamI jIte haiN| eka bAta sApha hai ki vaha maiM marane ko rAjI hUM ki yaha jIvana bahuta ho gayA! yaha subaha se bhI ughar3ane ke lie rAjI hai| vaha bUMghaTa mArakara baiThA ho, magara roja lakar3I kATanA, yaha dinabhara lakar3I ikaTThI karanA, sAMjha cAhatA hai ki tuma cUMghaTa utthaao| bar3I bhItara AkAMkSA hai ki tuma | becakara kisI taraha roTI peTa ke lie juTAnI, rAta so jAnA, phira pAsa Ao, khojo| subaha yahI! Akhira sAra kyA hai? aba to bheja de mauta ko! / isalie maiM kahatA hUM ki pAnI bhI tumhAre dvArA pIye jAne ko aisA hotA nahIM akasara ki itanI jaldI mauta A jAye, para usa pyAsA hai| tumhIM jala ko nahIM khoja rahe ho, jala bhI tumheM khoja dina A gii| mauta ko sAmane dekhakara lakar3ahArA ghabar3A gyaa| rahA hai| apane gaTThara ko nIce rakhakara sustA rahA thA jhAr3a ke nIce, mauta ne gara na hotIM kaide-rasmo-rAha kI majabUriyAM | kahA, 'maiM A gii| bolo, kyA kAma hai?' zamA khuda ur3akara pahuMcatI apane paravAnoM ke paas| usane kahA, 'kucha aura nahIM hai, yahAM koI dikhAI na par3atA thA, - agara jIvana ke niyama na hote, vyavasthA ke sUtra na gaTThara uThavAkara mere sira para rakhanA hai| itanI kRpA karo, isa hote...| gara na hotIM kaide-rasmo-rAha kI majabUriyAM! hajAra gaTharI ko mere sira para vApasa rakha do| bahuta dhanyavAda! aura niyama haiM, vyavasthA hai| aura kama se kama vyavasthA jisane banAI Age bulAUM bhI to aisA kaSTa mata karanA!' hai, vaha to pAlegA hii| tuma bulAte bhI ho to tumhArA bulAvA pUrA hai? hArdika hai? gara na hotIM kaide-rasmo-rAha kI majabUriyAM tumhArA roA-roAM usameM sammilita hai ki eka parta inakAra kiye zamA khuda ur3akara pahuMcatI apane paravAnoM ke paas| calI jA rahI hai? eka parta kahatI hai, abhI koI prArthanA ke dina -paramAtmA khuda tumhAre pAsa A jaataa| zAyada AtA bhI hai, haiM, abhI to tuma javAna ho| ye to bur3hApe kI bAteM haiN| bur3hApe kI tuma pahacAna nahIM paate| kyoMki jaba taka tuma usa khoja para na bhI kahAM, loga jaba marane lagate haiM tabhI! jaba jIbha lar3akhar3A nikalo, tuma na pahacAna paaoge| yaha khoja donoM tarapha se ho, jAtI hai, jaba khuda bolate bhI nahIM banatA, taba kirAe ke yaha Aga donoM tarapha se lagI ho, to hI pariNAma ho sakatA hai| paMDita-purohita kAna meM rAma-rAma japa dete haiM! jiMdA rahate-rahate agara bhakta akelA bhagavAna, bhagavAna, bhagavAna cillAtA rahe; | to AdamI aura hajAra vAsanAoM meM ulajhA rahatA hai, paramAtmA kI bhagavAna baharA ho, yA sunane ko rAjI na ho, yA bacanA cAhatA ho, vAsanA nirmita kahAM hotI hai? 12581 .

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saMkalpa kI aMtima niSpatti: samarpaNa / / / jaba sArI vAsanAeM usa eka vAsanA meM tirohita ho jAtI haiM, himmata hI na AyegI, yaha sAhasa hI na jnmgaa| jaise sabhI nadiyAM samudra meM gira jAtI haiN| aise jaba tumhArI sArI to ar3acana kahAM hogI? tuma bhI khojate ho, paramAtmA bhI AkAMkSAeM ekajuTa paramAtmA kI tarapha pravAhita hotI haiM, khojatA hai-ar3acana kahAM hai? milana hotA kyoM nahIM? abhIpsA hotI hai, taba prArthanA paidA hotI hai| phira kSaNabhara bhI dera pahalI bAta-tuma lagate ho ki khojate ho, khojate nhiiN| dAMva nahIM lgtii| aura maiM tumase kahatA hUM ki phira agara paravAnA na bhI | para tuma kucha bhI nahIM lgaate| tuma paramAtmA ko muphta pAnA cAhate jAye to zamA ur3akara usake pAsa A jAtI hai| ho| tuma kSudra cIjoM kI talAza meM bhI jIvana dAMva para lagA dete tumhIM nahIM khoja rahe, vaha bhI khoja rahA hai| ho| majanU lailA ko khojatA hai, to jaisA dAMva para lagA detA hai; ijipta meM purAnA vacana hai ki agara usane na khojA hotA to aisA tumane paramAtmA kI khoja meM apane ko dAMva para lagAyA? tumhAre mana meM use khojane kI bAta bhI paidA na hotii| kahate haiM ki nahIM, tuma paramAtmA ko bhI apane jIvana meM thor3I jagaha dete ho, jo usakI khoja para nikalatA hai, vaha vahI hai, jise paramAtmA ne caubIsa ghaMTe meM pAMca minaTa pUjA-prArthanA kara lete ho| vaha bhI khoja hI liyaa| tuma pyAse hI taba hote ho usake lie, jaba jaldI-jaldI nipaTA dete ho| vaha bhI eka aupacArikatA hai, kinhIM gahare arthoM meM, kahIM kisI gaharI gaharAI para usane tumhAre jisako kara lenA hai; vaha bhI tumhArI cAlAkI, hoziyArI kA hRdaya para hAtha rakha diyaa| sabhI to use khojane nahIM niklte| hisAba hai ki patA nahIM, paramAtmA ho hI, to yaha kahane ko to kabhI-kabhI koI dIvAnA ho uThatA hai| jarUra usane apane rahegA ki dhyAna rakha, roja pAMca minaTa terI prArthanA karate the, madhu-pAtra se koI madirA tuma meM ur3ela dii| zAyada tumheM bhI patA | kitanI mAlAeM sarakAIM, roja gItA par3hate the! kahIM mauta ke bAda nahIM hai, itanI gaharAI para udd'elii| zAyada tumhAre prANoM ke prANa, aisA ho hI ki paramAtmA ho, to hamAre pAsa kucha kahane ko hogA, tumhAre keMdra para udd'elii| vahAM to tuma kabhI jAte nahIM, tuma to kucha baiMka-baileMsa hogA, hama khAlI hAtha na hoMge! na huA to kucha bAhara-bAhara ghUmate rahate ho| tuma to ghara kabhI Ate nhiiN| bigar3atA nahIM hai| pAMca-dasa minaTa kharca bhI ho gaye to kyA harja mere dekhe bhI aisA hI hai| jo paramAtmA ko cunatA hai, vaha isakI hai! huA to kAma A jAyegI baat| khabara de rahA hai ki paramAtmA ne use cuna liyaa| tuma hoziyAra ho! tuma do nAvoM para savAra rahate ho| tumhArI tibbata meM bhI aisI eka lokokti hai ki ziSya thor3e hI guru ko prArthanA bhI tumhArA gaNita hai| vahIM to prArthanA mara jAtI hai| cunatA hai, guru ziSya ko cunatA hai| lagatA yahI hai ki ziSya ne kyoMki prArthanA gaNita ho hI nahIM sktii| unmAda hai praarthnaa| cunA; kyoMki ziSya kA ahaMkAra abhI 'maiM' ke AsapAsa jItA pAgalapana hai praarthnaa| dIvAnagI hai praarthnaa| eka nazA hai| gaNita hai| vaha kahatA hai, maiM dIkSita ho rahA hUM! vaha kahatA hai, maiMne isa nahIM, hisAba-kitAba nhiiN| guru ko cunA! lekina jinhoMne tibbata meM yaha lokokti bnaaii| tumhArI prArthanA jaba pAgala ho jAyegI, to pUrI ho jaayegii| jaba hogI, ve jAnate the| tibbata meM guru-ziSya kI paraMparA ati | paramAtmA tumheM saba tarapha se ghera legA, subaha bhI usakI, sAMjha bhI prAcIna hai, ati zuddha hai| ve ThIka jAnate haiN| ve ThIka kaha rahe haiM usakI, bhara dopaharI bhI usakI, tuma uThoge-baiThoge to bhI usameM ki guru ziSya ko cunatA hai| kahatA nahIM, kyoMki kahane se bhI ho hI lIna rahoge; bAjAra bhI jAoge to Upara-Upara bAjAra hogA, sakatA hai, ziSya chiTaka jaaye| kahane se bhI ho sakatA hai, ziSya bhItara-bhItara usakI yAda hogI; dukAna para bhI baiThoge to meM pratirodha paidA ho jaaye| kahane se bhI ho sakatA hai, usake Upara-Upara se grAhaka ko dekhoge, bhItara-bhItara usI kA darzana ahaMkAra ko coTa laga jAye, ghAva bana jAye aura jo pAsa AtA | hogA-jaba tumhArA caubIsa ghaMTe kA jIvana aharniza; thA, dUra nikala jaaye| guru kucha kahatA bhI nhiiN| vaha yaha bhI bhItara-bAhara AtI zvAsa-prazvAsa kI bhAMti usa para samarpita svIkAra kara letA hai ki tumane mujhe cunaa| lekina maiM bhI yahI hogA to milana ho jaayegaa| tumase kahatA hUM ki jaba taka guru ne tumheM nahIM cunA hai, tumameM cunane to pahalI to bAta, tuma bAteM karate ho milane kI, dAMva para kucha kA savAla hI na uThegA, tumheM yaha bhAva hI paidA na hogA, yaha nahIM lgaate| aura yaha dAMva kucha aisA hai ki pUrA hI pUrA 259 www.jainelibrarorg

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jina sUtra bhAga: 1MBSITORRENT lagAoge to hI lagegA; rattIbhara bhI bacAyA to cUka jaaoge|| hai ki tumhAre aura usake bIca sthAna nahIM hai, jagaha nahIM hai| kyoMki usa bacAne meM hI azraddhA A gii| usa bacAne meM hI isalie bhI cUkanA hotA rahatA hai| jaba tuma itane zAMta ho cAlAkI A gaI, bholApana kho gyaa| prArthanA to nirdoSa bhAva jAoge, jaba tuma itane thira ho jAoge, jaba tumhAre jIvana kI hai| pUrA kA pUrA koI apane ko rakha detA hai, jarA bhI bacAtA| lau akaMpa ho jAyegI, tabhI tuma dekha pAoge, jo nikaTa se bhI nhiiN| yaha nahIM socatA ki aise kahIM aisA na ho ki dAMva khatama ho | nikaTa hai| jAye, nAhaka, thor3A to bacA lUM! muhammada ne kahA hai ki gardana meM jo prANa ko pravAhita karanevAlI isalie maiM kahatA hUM: prArthanA juArI kara sakatA hai, dukAnadAra nAr3I hai, jisake kATa dene se AdamI mara jAtA hai| vaha bhI dUra hai| nhiiN| dukAnadAra to soca-samajhakara calatA hai, 'itanA | paramAtmA usase bhI jyAdA pAsa hai| lekina itane pAsa ko jAnane lagAUMgA, kitanA milegA? agara khoyA bhI to bahuta jyAdA to ke lie tumheM bhI pAsa AnA pdd'egaa| tuma apane se bahuta dUra na kho jAyegA? itanA khoye ki jisakI pUrti ho ske|' nikala gaye ho| tumhArI vAsanAeM jahAM haiM, vahIM tuma ho| vAsanAeM juArI saba dAMva para lagA detA hai, kucha bacAtA nhiiN| utanA | tumhArI bar3I dUra bhaviSya meM phailI haiN| tuma pAsa Ate hI nhiiN| sAhasa cAhie aura juArI to vastueM dAMva para lagAtA hai, nirvAsanA jaba paidA hotI hai, to prArthanA paidA hotI hai| tuma apane dhana-paisA dAMva para lagAtA hai; bhakta, prArthI, apane ko dAMva para pAsa A jAte ho| pAsa jaise-jaise Ane lagate ho, usakI dhuna lagAtA hai| kyoMki paramAtmA ko pAnA ho to svayaM ko hI dAMva para | bajane lagatI hai| jaise-jaise pAsa Ate ho, usakI sugaMdha Ane lagAnA pdd'egaa| svayaM kI kImata para hI milatA hai| | lagatI hai| jaise-jaise pAsa Ate ho, usakA kalakala-nAda to pahalI bAta, tumhArI prArthanA jhUThI hai, mithyA hai| tumhArI pUjA sunAI par3ane lagatA hai, anAhata sunAI par3ane lagatA hai| phira to aupacArika hai; loka-vyavahAra hai, pUjA nahIM hai| dUsarI bAta, | tuma nAcane lagate ho| phira tuma calate nhiiN| phira nAcakara daur3ate tuma paramAtmA ko cAhate ho yA paramAtmA ke nAma para kucha aura ho ghara kI trph| phira to tumhAre jIvana meM ghUghara baMdha jAte haiM gIta cAhate ho? prArthanA tumhArI jhUThI hai, paramAtmA bhI tumhArA aMtima baMdha jAte haiN| phira to tuma mastI meM tarobora ho jAte ho| gaMtavya nahIM hai| loga paramAtmA ko cAhate haiM ki calo, usakI lekina apane pAsa aao| paramAtmA ke pAsa Ane kA eka hI prArthanA se dhana milegA, pada milegA, pratiSThA milegI, to vastutaH upAya hai| apane pAsa Ao! paramAtmA koI dUsarA nahIM hai, to pada, pratiSThA aura dhana cAhate haiM; paramAtmA kA to sAdhana kI tumhArA hI parama astitva hai, tumhArI niyati hai| tuma agara bIja taraha upayoga kara lenA cAhate haiN| ve to paramAtmA ko bhI cAkara ho to paramAtmA vRkSa hai| tuma agara kalI ho to vaha phUla hai| vaha kI taraha apane kAma meM lagA lenA cAhate haiN| lekina unakA tumhArA hI pUrA-pUrA khilAva hai| pAsa aao| karIba aao| asalI lakSya aura hai| agara zaitAna unheM dhana de, to ve zaitAna kI apane meM thira bno| pUjA kreNge| jo unheM dhana de, usakI pUjA kreNge| jo unheM pada de, maiM suna rahA hUM tere dila kI dhar3akaneM paihama usakI pUjA kreNge| jo unheM pada de, vahI unakA paramAtmA ho hai terA dila mutajassisa kahIM jarUra meraa| jaayegaa| paramAtmA gauNa hai, kucha aura mUlyavAna hai, kucha aura maiM apane hRdaya meM bhI tere hI dila kI dhar3akaneM suna rahA huuN| maiM pAne kI talAza hai| suna rahA hUM tere dila kI dhar3akaneM paihama-lagAtAra, satata, to tuma paramAtmA ko sAdhana nahIM banA sakate ho; banAoge to anavarata! isa dila kI dhar3akana meM bhI usakI hI dhar3akana hai| cUka jaaoge| paramAtmA parama sAdhya hai| apane ko tuma usakA sunanevAlA caahie| tumhAre kAna itanI vyartha kI AvAjoM se bhare sAdhana banA lo, phira milane meM dera na hogii| haiM ki tumheM apane dila kI dhar3akana sunAI hI nahIM pdd'tii| tIsarI bAta, paramAtmA bahuta nikaTa hai, nikaTa se bhI nikaTa hai| pazcima ke eka vicAraka ne apanI DAyarI meM likhA hai-bar3A nikaTa kahanA bhI galata hai, kyoMki nikaTa meM bhI thor3I dUrI A saMgItajJa hai ki amarIkA meM eka prayogazAlA meM vaha gyaa| jAtI hai| paramAtmA tumhAre roeM-roeM meM samAyA hai| vaha itane pAsa gayA thA kucha kAraNa se| use khabara milI thI ki vahAM eka 260/

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Soilan Jodhara be Sancer kalpa kI aMtima niSpattiH samarpaNa prayogazAlA banAI gaI hai, jo paripUrNa rUpa se sAuMDa-prUpha hai, sau ur3ate patte tumheM bhrama de jAte haiM ki zAyada A gyaa| havA ke jhoMke prtisht| koI AvAja, kisI taraha kI AvAja bhItara nahIM vRkSoM meM sarasarAhaTa karate haiM aura tumheM lagatA hai, zAyada A gayA! aatii| to vaha gyaa| vaha jAnanA cAhatA thA ki parama sannATA tuma cauMka-cauMka uThate ho| tuma caubIsa ghaMTe tane rahate ho ki kaisA hotA hai| kyoMki saMgItajJa thA aura parama sannATe se pahacAna | zAyada aba Aye, aba Aye, patA nahIM kaba Aye! aura kahIM cAhatA thaa| kyoMki saMgIta bhI usI tarapha le jAtA hai| vaha bhItara | aisA na ho ki vaha Aye aura taiyArI adhUrI ho! to tuma rAha para gayA to vaha bar3A hairAna huA : bilakula sannATA thA, lekina do khar3e rAha dekhate rahate ho! vaha tumhAre ghara meM baiThA hai| vaha tumhAre AvAjeM A rahI thiiN| vaha sApha-sApha suna skaa| usane, jo hone se pahale tumhAre ghara meM baiThA hai| mejabAna ke pahale mehamAna AdamI use dikhA rahA thA prayogazAlA, usase pUchA ki tuma to A gayA hai| ghara Ao! tuma use bhItara baiThA paaoge| kahate ho ki yaha sau pratizata sAuMDa-prUpha hai, dhvani kisI taraha bodhidharma jaba jJAna ko upalabdha huA to kahate haiM, vaha bar3e jora kI yahAM nahIM A sakatI; lekina maiM do AvAjeM suna rahA huuN| vaha se khilakhilAkara hNsaa| usake AsapAsa aura bhI sAdhaka the| jo sAtha thA, haMsane lgaa| usane kahA, ve do AvAjeM Apake| unhoMne pUchA, 'kyA huA?' usane kahA, 'hadda ho gaI! majAka bhItara haiM; ve bAhara se nahIM A rhiiN| eka AvAja hai tumhAre hRdaya kI bhI eka sImA hotI hai| jisakI hama talAza karate the, use ghara kii| itane jora se dhaka-dhaka ho rahI thI ki use yAda bhI na rahA meM baiThA paayaa| jise hama khojane nikale the, vaha khojanevAle meM hI ki yaha hRdaya kI AvAja ho sakatI hai| aura dUsarI AvAja hai | chipA thaa| khUba majAka ho gii|' phira bodhidharma kahate haiM, tumhAre khUna kI gati kI; ragoM meM jo khUna daur3a rahA hai, usakA | jiMdagI bhara haMsatA hI rhaa| jaba bhI koI paramAtmA kI bAta klkl-naad| ye AvAjeM bAhara se nahIM A rahI haiN| karatA, vaha haMsane lgtaa| vaha kahatA, yaha bAta hI mata chedd'o| lekina bAhara kI AvAjeM jaba bilakala baMda thIM, taba ye sunAI yaha bar3e majAka kI bAta hai| yaha bar3A gaharA vyaMgya hai| pdd'iiN| ho to yaha tumheM bhI rahI haiM; usako bhI ho rahI thIM, roja cUkoge isalie nahIM ki vaha dUra hai--cUka rahe ho isalie ki caubIsa ghaMTe cala rahI haiN| lekina itanA zoragula hai ki usameM ye vaha bahuta-bahuta pAsa hai, pAsa se bhI pAsa hai| lauTo! pahale ghara dhImI-dhImI AvAjeM kho jAtI haiN| hRdaya kI dhar3akana, khUna kI meM talAza kara leM, phira bAhara nikleN| kyoMki bAhara to bar3A gati, ye bhI tumase bAhara haiN| eka aura AvAja hai jahAM hRdaya kI vistAra hai| cAMda-tAroM taka kahAM khojate rahoge? ghara ko to dhar3akana bhI baMda ho jAtI hai aura khUna kI gati bhI baMda ho jAtI hai, / pahale khoja lo| vahAM na mile to phira bAhara jaanaa| lekina taba sunI jAtI hai| usako hamane oMkAra kahA hai, anAhata-nAda jisane bhI ghara meM khojA hai, use pA hI liyA hai| isakA apavAda kahA hai, praNava kahA hai| kabhI bhI nahIM haA hai| maiM suna rahA hUM tere dila kI dhar3akaneM paihama hai terA dila mutajassisa kahIM jarUra meraa| tIsarA prazna: Apa mujhe bahuta-bahata acche lagate haiN| majhe -aura isase mujhe aisA lagatA hai ki maiM hI tujhe nahIM khoja Apake prema meM rone ke atirikta kucha nahIM suujhtaa| kaise kahUM rahA, terA dila bhI merI talAza kara rahA hai--cUMki terI AvAja maiM usa prema ko! aura Azcarya hai ki maiM akasara Apake prati apane hRdaya meM sunatA huuN| tumhAre bhItara usI ne rUpa dharA hai| usI anApa-zanApa bhI bakatA hUM; kabhI-kabhI gAlI bhI detA huuN| ne tumhAre jIvana meM raMga bharA hai| jisakI tuma talAza kara rahe ho, yaha kyA hai? vaha tumhAre ghara meM Akara baiThA hai| tuma daravAje para AMkha lagAye atithi kI rAha dekha rahe ho-aura atithi kabhI ghara ke bAhara maiM eka bAra mullA nasaruddIna ke ghara mehamAna thaa| vaha apane gayA nhiiN| tuma bAhara baiThe ho, AMgana meM khar3e ho, rAhagIroM ko beTe ko samajhA rahA thA, DarA rahA thA; kyoMki beTA bhaddI gAliyAM dekha rahe ho ki kaba AyegA mehamAna, vaha pyArA kaba AyegA! | pAsa-par3osa se sIkhakara A jAtA thaa| to usane eka takhtI para hara rAhagIra kI AvAja meM tumheM bhanaka AtI hai, zAyada A gayA! | likhakara kamare meM beTe ke TAMga diyA thA, ki agara tUne 2611

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jina sUtra bhAga: 1 'badamAza' zabda kA upayoga kiyA to pAMca paisA jurmAnA; agara pUre hI pdd'oge| taba nahara khodane se kAma na clegaa| taba tumhArI 'gadhe' zabda kA upayoga kiyA to dasa paise jurmAnA, agara | gAlI bhI mere pAsa AyegI, tumhArI prArthanA bhI mere pAsa aayegii| 'sAlA' zabda kA upayoga kiyA to bIsa paise jurmAnA, agara tumheM jAganA hogA! aura gAliyoM se nistAra pAnA hogaa| 'harAmajAdA' zabda kA upayoga kiyA to cAlIsa paise jurmaanaa| anyathA tumhArA prema bhI kaluSita ho jAyegA, tumhArI prArthanA bhI pacAsa paise vaha apane beTe ko jeba-kharca ke lie roja detA hai| kaluSita ho jaayegii| beTA haMsane lgaa| vaha sunatA rahA aura dekhatA rahA aura haMsane acchA hai ki isa bahAne tumheM tumhArI gAliyAM dikhAI par3ane lgaa| to usane pUchA, 'tU haMsatA kyoM hai? bAta kyA hai?' lagIM; aba dhIre-dhIre una gAliyoM se apane baMdhana ko kholo| usane kahA ki mujhe aisI bhI gAliyAM AtI haiM ki rupayA bhI aba dhIre-dhIre jaago| kyoMki ve gAliyAM tumheM ur3ane na deMgI, kama pdd'egaa| vajanI haiM; patthara kI taraha tumhArI gardana meM aTakI raha jaayeNgii| gAliyAM tumheM AtI haiM, to tuma jisase bhI saMbaMdha banAoge usI mere aura tumhAre bIca pattharoM kI taraha aTakI raha jaayeNgii| pravAha kI tarapha bahane lgeNgii| jo tumheM AtA hai vahI to bhegaa| ThIka se na ho paayegaa| tuma jaba bhI gAlI doge, sikur3a jaaoge| gAliyAM hI tumane jIvana meM sIkhI haiM, to taba jaba tuma prema meM bhI jaba bhI gAlI doge, tumhAre bhItara aparAdha-bhAva utthegaa| jaba bhI par3ate ho to prema meM bhI tumhArI gAliyAM pravAhita hone lagatI haiN| gAlI doge, glAni mAlUma hogii| Akhira tumhIM to bahoge na apane prema meM? to tumane jIvanabhara meM | acchA hai ki prazna pUchA; kama se kama ImAnadArI to kii| aba jo durgadha ikaTThI kI hai, vaha tumhAre premI para bhI to pdd'egii| itanA aura hoza smhaalo| gAlI denA baMda karane ko nahIM kaha rahA Akhira prema 'tuma' karoge to tumhArI gAliyAM kahAM jAyeMgI? hUM maiM; kyoMki agara tumane jabardastI baMda kI to tuma kisI aura ise samajhane kI koziza krnaa| tuma zAyada socate ho, tuma | ko dene lgoge| taba tumheM eka aura guru cAhie par3egA, jisako zatruoM ko hI gAlI dete ho-glt| agara gAlI denA tumhArI tuma gAlI do aura eka guru jisakI tuma prazaMsA kro| yahI to Adata meM zumAra hai, agara gAlI dene kI tumhArI bhItara saMbhAvanA | loga kara rahe haiN| agara mahAvIra kI prazaMsA karate haiM, to buddha ko hai, to zatru ko tuma pragaTa meM dete hooge, mitra ko tuma apragaTa meM gAlI dete haiN| gAliyAM kahAM jAyeM? nahara khodanI par3atI hai| dete hooge-magara doge jruur| jo tumhAre pAsa hai vaha to tuma agara rAma kI prazaMsA karate haiM to kRSNa ko gAlI dete haiN| agara baattoge| mitra ko zAyada majAka meM doge--magara doge jruur|| kRSNa kI prazaMsA karate haiM to rAma ko gAlI dete haiN| aise loga haiM ki jaba taka unameM gAlI-guphtA kA saMbaMdha na ho lekina thor3A jAgo! taba taka ve mitratA hI nahIM maante| jaba taka 'Aiye'. maiMne sunA hai ki eka bahuta bar3A ArkiTekTa, eka bar3A zilpI 'baiThiye', 'Apa kaise haiM' ityAdi zabdoM kA prayoga karanA par3atA samudra meM jahAja DUbane se, samudra meM tairate-tairate eka anajAna dvIpa hai, taba taka mitratA nahIM, paricaya hai| jaba gAlI-guphtA zurU ho para laga gyaa| akelA thaa| vahAM dvIpa para koI bhI na thaa| bar3A jAtI hai, taba mitratA hai| kuzala zilpI thaa| aura koI kAma bhI na thA use| bar3e phala the, ise thor3A dekhnaa| yaha kaisI mitratA huI? vRkSa lade phaloM se, to bhojana kI koI kamI na thii| jaMgala meM lekina tumhArI majabUrI hai| jo tumhAre pAsa hai, vaha tumhArI lakar3iyAM thiiN| saMdara patthara the| usane dhIre-dhIre baiThe-baiThe kyA mitratA para bhI chAyA ddaalegaa| karegA, banAnA zurU kara diyaa| makAna bnaaye| dukAneM bnaaii| do taraha ke loga haiN| kucha loga haiM jo eka AdamI ko mitra banA | carca bnaaye| varSoM bAda, koI bIsa varSa bAda, jaba usakA pUrA lete haiM aura dUsare ko zatru banA lete haiN| ve apane ko bAMTa lete nagara AbAda ho gayA, taba eka jahAja kinAre lagA aakr| to haiN| jo-jo burA hai vaha zatru kI tarapha pravAhita karate haiM, nahara khoda usa zilpI ne kahA jahAja ke yAtriyoM ko, kaipTana ko, ki isake lete haiM; jo-jo acchA hai, vaha mitra kI tarapha pravAhita karate haiM, pahale ki hama chor3eM, isake pahale ki maiM jahAja para savAra ho nahara khoda lete haiN| lekina jaba tuma mere prema meM par3oge to pUre ke jAUM, Ao, maiMne jo banAyA hai use to dekha lo! to usane 262

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lpakAtima niSpattiH samA jAkara dikhaayaa| aura saba to ThIka thA, lekina loga bar3e hairAna hAtha se miTAtA huuN| yaha bhavana phira kaise banegA? eka hAtha se hue : usane do carca bnaaye| unhoMne kahA, do carca kA kyA | zraddhA kI IMTa rakhatA hUM, dUsare hAtha se azraddhA kA jahara DAlatA karoge? eka carca samajha meM AtA hai| to usane kahA, eka carca huuN| eka hAtha se bIja botA hUM, dUsare hAtha se agni barasAtA huuN| vaha jisameM maiM jAtA hUM aura eka carca vaha jisameM maiM nahIM jAtA huuN| yaha bhavana, yaha bagIcA nirmita kaise hogA? thor3A soco| akele eka carca se kAma na calegA, jisameM tuma tuma kucha merA nukasAna kara rahe ho, aisA mata socnaa| tuma jAte ho| vaha carca bhI cAhie, jisameM tuma nahIM jaate| maMdira se apanA hI nukasAna kara rahe ho| tuma apane bhojana meM hI gaMdagI kAma na calegA, masjida bhI cAhie jisameM tuma nahIM jaate| giraje DAla rahe ho| vaha tumheM hI bhojana karanA hai| vaha tumhAre hI khUna meM se hI kAma nahIM calegA, gurudvArA bhI cAhie jisameM tuma nahIM | bhegaa| usase tumhArI hI haDDI bnegii| gAlI dene se usakA thor3e jaate| majA hI kyA hai agara akelA vahI carca ho jisameM tuma hI nukasAna hotA hai jise gAlI dI-gAlI denevAle kA nukasAna jAte ho| to phira tumhArA galata jo hai vaha tuma kahAM rakhoge? hotA hai| usakI jIbha kharAba huii| usakA hRdaya dhUmila huaa| to akasara loga do guru cunate haiM: eka, jisake pakSa meM; aura | usake prANa kSudra hue| eka jisake vipakSa meN| do premI cunate haiM: eka ko mitra kahate haiM, pUchA hai, 'yaha kyA hai?' eka ko shtru| yaha tumhAre bhItara kA sIjophreniyA, tumhAre bhItara kA vibhakta dhyAna se dekhanA, agara tumhArA zatru mara jAye to tumheM bar3I kamI vyktitv| tuma do ho, eka nhiiN| isa 'do' ko haTAo aura mAlUma hogii| tuma bar3e khAlI-khAlI mAlUma pdd'oge| aba tuma eka ko jnmaao| anyathA tuma vikSipta ho jAoge-aise jaise kyA karoge? zatru ke marane se bhI-jisako tuma sadA cAhate the tumhAre bhItara do vyakti haiM aura tumhAre bhItara ekatA nahIM hai| ki mara jAye, jisake lie tuma prArthanA karate the ki mara jisane pUchA hai, use maiM jAnatA huuN| agara vaha aise hI calatA rahA jAye-vaha bhI jaba maregA to tuma rooge bhiitr| kyoMki tumako | to Aja nahIM kala pAgala-ghara meM hogA, pAgalakhAne meM hogaa| lagegA, aba tuma kyA karoge? jo tuma zatru kI tarapha bahA rahe the, jaise tumhArA eka paira eka tarapha jAye, dUsarA paira dUsarI tarapha aba vaha kahAM jAyegA? phira tumheM koI zatru khojanA pdd'egaa| jAye; eka AMkha kucha dekhe, dUsarI AMkha kucha dekhe to tuma loga binA zatra ke nahIM raha sakate, kyoMki unake bhItara bar3I dhIre-dhIre khaMDita ho jAoge: tamhAre bhItara kA sara-saMgIta kho zatrutA chipI hai| jAyegA; sAmaMjasya, samanvaya TUTa jaayegaa| to do upAya haiM : yA to tuma eka guru aura khoja lo, eka carca yaha eka taraha kA pAgalapana hai| isase jaago| aura isameM rasa aura banAo jisameM tuma nahIM jAte, jisakI tuma nahIM sunate, | mata lo| kyoMki praznakartA ke prazna se aisA lagatA hai, jaise vaha jisake tuma duzmana ho, jo galata hai, pAkhaMDI hai| aura dUsarA koI bar3I bahumUlya bAta kara rahA hai| kyoMki usane yaha bhI likhA upAya yaha hai ki tumhAre bhItara ye jo gAliyAM uTha rahI haiM, inheM hai pIche ki jaba maiM isa taraha gAliyAM ityAdi detA hUM to loga mujhe samajho, dekho, apane bhItara ke kaluSa ko pahacAno, apane bhItara 'nAsamajha' kahate haiM aura mujhe una para haMsI AtI hai| aisA lagatA ke kar3A-karkaTa ko smjho-bjho| hai, tuma rasa le rahe ho| koI harjA nhiiN| agara isase Upara na uTha pahalA upAya sArthaka nahIM hai, kyoMki usase tuma badaloge nA sako to yaha bhI ThIka hai| kama se kama gAlI dete ho, taba bhI merI tuma jaise ho vaise hI rhoge| usase to yahI behatara hai ki tuma mujhe yAda to kara hI lete hooge, magara yAda karane ke behatara DhaMga ho prema bhI kiye jAo aura gAliyAM bhI diye jaao| kyoMki yaha | sakate haiN| yaha yAda karane kA tumane bar3A behUdA DhaMga cunaa| sthiti jyAdA dina na cala sakegI; tumhArA prema hI bhItara sakucAne maiM tumase kahatA hUM, agara anApa-zanApa bakanA ho, gAlI denA lagA hai; tumhArA prema hI bhItara kaSTa pAne lagA hai| acchA hai, ho, to prema ko haTA do, kama se kama ikahare ikaTThe to rhoge| koI phikra nhiiN| aise hI jIye jaao| dhIre-dhIre tuma khuda hI agara prema karanA ho to gAlI-galauja se chuTakArA pA lo| socoge, yaha maiM kyA kara rahA hUM! eka hAtha se banAtA hUM, dUsare kyoMki merA savAla nahIM hai| mujhe gAlI dene se merA kyA harja hai! www.jainelibrarorg

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jina sUtra bhAgaH1 lekina tumhArI gAlI tumhIM ko tor3atI jaayegii| tuma dhIre-dhIre rahI bhagavAna kI dhAraNA, to kyA bhagavAna kI tumhArI dhAraNA apane se hI alaga hone lgoge| aura ina donoM choroM ko milAnA hai, isa para saba nirbhara karegA, kyA tumhArI paribhASA hai| bhagavAna muzkila ho jaayegaa| | zabda to bar3A sApha-sutharA hai| isakA matalaba kevala hotA hai: eka rAta mullA nasaruddIna apane beTe ko sulAkara apane kamare bhaagyvaan| usakA artha hotA hai: da blesiDa vn| usakA itanA meM A gyaa| eka ghaMTe se Upara ho gayA, magara vaha beTA bAra-bAra hI artha hotA hai ki jisane apanI niyati ko pA liyA, apane cillAye jA rahA thA H 'pApA! mujhe pyAsa lagI hai|' bhAgya ko upalabdha ho gayA; jo hone ko thA, ho gyaa| basa 'cupacApa so jAo', mullA ne jora se cillAkara khaa| itanA hii| jaba kalI phUla bana jAtI hai, taba bhagavAna hai| jo ho 'agara aba aura taMga kiyA to ulUMgA aura thappar3a lgaauuNgaa|' sakatI thI, ho gii| bIja meM par3I thI, taba bhagavAna na thii| vRkSa meM 'pApA, jaba thappar3a lagAne uTho to eka gilAsa pAnI bhI lete chipI thI, taba bhagavAna na thii| kalI thI, taba bhI bhagavAna na thii| AnA', beTe ne khaa| | bhagavAna hone ke rAste para thii| phira phUla ho gii| bhagavAna ho ThIka khaa| kama se kama itanA to kara hI lenaa| uThoge to hii| | gii| bhAgya khila gyaa| to agara koI aura upAya na ho, aura yAda karane kA yahI DhaMga mere lie to 'bhagavAna' zabda kA itanA hI artha hai ki tuma jo tumheM AtA ho, koI harjA nhiiN| calo, yaha bhI ThIka, gAlI hI de hone ko ho vahI ho jaao| nizcita hI, pratyeka kI bhagavattA lenaa| yAda to jArI rhegii| lekina donoM meM agara calate rahe to bhinna hogii| koI pikAso hogA aura usake jIvana meM baDe tuma do ghor3oM para savAra ho, tuma bar3I ar3acana meM pdd'oge| yA to citrakArI ke phUla khileNge| koI kAlidAsa hogA; usake jIvana prema ko jAne do| yaha bhI prema kyA? yA gAlI ko jAne do| meM kAvya ke bar3e phUla khileNge| hara vyakti kI bhagavattA usakI eka svara bano, to hI zAMta ho skoge| anyathA zAMti kA koI apanI nija hogii| kyoMki pratyeka vyakti kA bIja anUThe-anUThe upAya nahIM hai| zAMti kucha bhI nahIM hai-ekasvara ho gaye AdamI DhaMga se khilegaa| kI avasthA hai| azAMti kucha bhI nahIM hai-do svaroM meM, aneka isalie to mahAvIra mahAvIra jaise haiM, buddha buddha jaise haiM, kRSNa svaroM meM baMTe aura TUTe hue AdamI kI vikSiptatA hai| kRSNa jaise haiN| inake lie tulanA bhI to nahIM khojI jA sakatI ki kisake jaise haiN| aba kRSNa ko mahAvIra se kaise tauloge? aura unhIM mitra ne dUsarA savAla bhI pUchA hai| bhagavAna ke saMbaMdha meM tumane agara bhagavAna kA artha bar3A sImita kara liyA ki kRSNa mere mana meM jo purAnI aura vicitra dhAraNAeM jamI haiM, unake kAraNa | bhagavAna haiM, to phira ar3acana A jAyegI; phira rAma bhagavAna na ho Apa majhe bhagavAna jaise nahIM lagate; kiMtu Apa jo mere lie haiM, / skeNge| phira tumhArA bhagavAna kA dAyarA bar3A choTA hai| vaha eka use maiM koI nAma dene meM asamartha pAtA hUM apane ko| Apa itane AdamI para samApta ho gyaa| phira buddha bhagavAna na ho paayeNge| virATa aura hama jaise hI lagate haiN| kRpA kara isa para kucha phira mahAvIra ko kahAM rakhoge? phira muhammada ko kahAM rakhoge, prakAza ddaaleN| krAisTa ko kahAM rakhoge, mUsA ko kahAM rakhoge? phira nAnaka aura kabIra aura dAdU aura raidAsa...? nahIM, phira tama bar3I bhagavAna jaisA maiM hUM bhI nahIM, to lagUgA kaise? 'bhagavAna muzkila meM par3a jaaoge| phira karor3oM bhagavAna hue haiN| jo bhI jaise' kA artha samajhe ki jo bhagavAna nahIM hai, bhagavAna jaisA hai! khila gayA, vaha bhagavAna ho gayA, bhAgyavAna ho gyaa| to phira maiM tumase kahatA hUM, maiM bhagavAna hUM, bhagavAna jaisA nhiiN| aura tuma unako kahAM rakhoge? agara tumane phUla ke khilane kI koI tumase bhI maiM kahatA hUM, tuma bhagavAna ho, 'bhagavAna jaise' nhiiN| aisI paribhASA banA lI ki jaisA caMpA kA phUla khilatA hai, vahI 'jaise' zabda meM to bar3A jhUTha chipA hai, bar3A asatya chipA hai| khilanA hai, to phira gulAba ke phUla ko tuma kyA kahoge? tuma 'jaise' kA to artha huAH khoTA sikkA; asalI sikke jaisA kahoge, 'yaha koI khilanA hai? khilatA to caMpA kA phala hai|' lagatA hai, hai nhiiN| to phira tumhArA phUla zabda bar3A sImita hai| phira to caMpA kA hI 264/

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kalpa kI aMtima niSpatti: samarpaNa phUla phUla hai; aura gulAba aura kamala, phira koI phUla na rhe| kyoMki unakI aura purAnI paribhASAeM thIM jisameM ve nahIM baiThate lekina gulAba bhI phUla hai, kamala bhI phUla hai, caMpA bhI phUla hai, the| nayA bhagavAna kabhI bhI purAne bhagavAna vAlI paribhASA meM nahIM camelI bhii| eka hI phUla zabda sabake lie upayoga karate ho| baiTha sakatA, kyoMki vaha paribhASA usake lie banI na thii| vaha kyoMki na to raMga se phUla kA koI saMbaMdha hai, na AkRti se koI paribhASA kisI aura ke lie banI thii| aba jinhoMne rAma ko saMbaMdha hai--phUla kA saMbaMdha to khilane se hai, phUlane se hai, | bhagavAna mAnA hai, ve kRSNa ko kaise bhagavAna mAneM? idhara rAma praphulla hone se hai, khula jAne se| to jo bhI khula jAtA hai, vahI | haiM-eka patnIvratA! idhara kRSNa haiM-kahate haiM, solaha hajAra phUla hai| gulAba bhI khulatA hai, kamala bhI khulatA hai| gaMdha unakI rAniyAM haiM! anabyAhI, dUsaroM kI byAhI huI striyoM ko bhI | alaga, raMga agala, rUpa, DhaMga alaga-isase koI lenA-denA uThA lAye haiN| yaha koI bhagavAna jaisI bAta hai? to bahutoM ko to hai, khula gayA; pUrA ho gayA; jo chipA kRSNa laMpaTa hI mAlUma hote haiN| bahutoM ko rAma bhI kucha bahuta thA vaha pragaTa huA; jo gIta anagAyA par3A thA, vaha gAyA gayA; UMcAI para nahIM mAlUma hote| jo nAca abhivyakta nahIM huA thA, abhivyakta ho gayA! tumheM maiM samajhAne kI koziza meM kucha udAharaNa duuN| bhagavAna bIjarUpa se sabhI bhagavAna haiN| phUlarUpa se sabhI bhagavAna ho | sabhI ko eka jaisA upalabdha hai; jaise sUraja kA prakAza saba para sakate haiN| tumhArI paribhASA para nirbhara hai| tumhArI paribhASA agara par3a rahA hai| lekina koI vRkSa harA mAlU bahuta kSudra aura saMkIrNa hai to acchA hI hai ki tuma mujhe usake lAla mAlUma ho rahA hai, koI phala sapheda hai aura prakAza saba bAhara rakho, kyoMki utanI saMkIrNa paribhASA meM jInA mujhe rucegA para eka jaisA par3a rahA hai| bhautikI, phijiksa ke jAnakAroM kA nahIM : tuma yahI samajho ki yaha AdamI bhagavAna nahIM hai| lekina kahanA hai ki prakAza kI kiraNa to saba para par3a rahI hai| lekina tuma dhyAna rakhanA, agara paribhASA tumhArI bahuta choTI hai, to tuma | jo patte prakAza kI harI kiraNa ko vApasa lauTA dete haiM, ve hare bhI bhagavAna na ho skoge| tumhArI paribhASA meM agara maiM nahIM samA mAlUma ho rahe haiN| jo cIjeM prakAza kI kiraNoM ko pUrA pI jAtI sakatA to tuma kaise samAoge? | haiM, ve kAlI mAlUma hotI hai| jo cIjeM prakAza ko pUrA kA pUrA mitra ne pUchA hai ki 'Apa to hameM hama jaise hI lagate haiN|' lauTA detI haiM, ve sapheda mAlUma hotI haiN| jo cIjeM jisa kiraNa ko to yahI doSa hai ki maiM tumheM tuma jaisA lagatA hai| to phira tumhArA lauTAtI haiM, ve usI kiraNa ke raMga kI ho jAtI haiN| aMdhere meM sabhI kyA hogA? tuma jaise lagane ke kAraNa bhI paribhASA meM nahIM vastuoM kA raMga kho jAtA hai--yaha tuma jAnakara hairAna hooge| samAtA, to tumhArI kyA gati hogI? tuma to bilakula paribhASA aMdhere meM tuma yaha mata socanA ki jo hare vRkSa the, ve abhI bhI hare ke bAhara par3a jaaoge| maiMne to cAhA hai ki tumheM yAda A jAye ki hoMge-bhUla meM mata pdd'naa| phijiksa kahatI hai, vRkSa hare nahIM tuma bhagavAna ho, lekina tumhArI koI dhAraNA hogii| usa dhAraNA hote aMdhere meN| aura yaha mata socanA ki jaba aMdherA hotA hai to se maiM mela na khAtA houuNgaa| tuma agara hiMdU ho to kRSNa...agara gulAba kA phUla aura camelI kA phUla abhI bhI sapheda aura lAla jaina ho to mhaaviir...| nizcita hI maiM nagna nahIM khar3A hUM, kapar3e hogaa| galatI meM ho tum| raMga ke lie prakAza caahie| jaba pahane hue haM, to mahAvIra to hai hI nhiiN| to usa artha meM bhagavAna aMdherA hotA hai to saba raMga kho jAte haiM; koI vastu kA koI raMga nahIM huuN| nizcita hI maiM buddha jaisA nahIM huuN| aura na hI kisI nahIM hotaa| na kAlI vastueM kAlI hotI haiM, na sapheda vastueM bodhi-vRkSa ke nIce baiThA huuN| nizcita hI buddha nahIM huuN| na kRSNa | sapheda hotI haiM; kyoMki raMga vastuoM meM nahIM hai, raMga to vastuoM jaisA hai; moramukuTa nahIM bAMdhA, bAMsurI hAtha meM nahIM hai, pItAMbara aura prakAza ke bIca ke aMtarsaMbaMdha meM hai: jisa cIja meM bhoga kI nahIM pahanA. to kaise kRSNa jaisA haM? to tumhArI paribhASA meM to maiM gahana vRtti hai...|| isalie hama rAkSasoM ko kAlA pratIka mAnate rahe haiN| vaha pratIka lekina tuma yAda rakhanA, kRSNa ke samaya meM bahuta loga the jo bilakula ThIka hai| jarUrI nahIM hai ki rAvaNa kAlA rahA ho, kRSNa ko bhagavAna nahIM mAna sakate the| nahIM mAnA thA unhoMne, lekina pratIka kI taraha bilakula ThIka hai| kAle kA artha hai : jo 265

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jina sUtra bhAgaH 1 TREAM saba pI jAye, kucha chor3e na; saba para kuMDalI mArakara baiTha jAye, bhI sAra hai| yaha kahanA ki ve sapheda vastroM meM Dhake the, bilakula kucha dAna na kare; jisake jIvana se prema na uThatA ho; jo saba sArthaka hai| jaise zaitAna ko kAlA raMgane meM sArthakatA hai, vaise hI cIjoM ke lie kRpaNatA se ikaTThA karatA calA jaaye| ThIka hai ki mahAvIra ko zubhra vastroM meM, zvetAMbara banAne meM bhI sArthakatA hai| rAvaNa kI laMkA sone kI thI, rahI hogii| sArA sonA usane ikaTThA yadyapi ve nagna the, lekina unake jIvana kA lakSaNa sapheda, zubhra, kara liyA hogA sAre saMsAra se| kAlA raMga rAkSasa, zaitAna, asura zveta vastra haiM-zvetAMbara haiN| saba unhoMne chor3a diyaa| yaha dUsarA usakA raMga hai| upAya hai| sAdhAraNataH hamameM se adhika loga bhagavAna ke sAtha yahI karate agara paramAtmA ko tuma sikor3akara baiTha gaye, to tuma kucha bhI haiN| bhagavAna hama para barasa rahA hai| vaha prakAza kI bhAMti hai| ho sakate hoH pazu, patthara, aadmii| paramAtmA tumhAre bhItara lekina hama use pIkara baiTha jAte haiN| hama use sikor3a lete haiN| sikur3A par3A rhegaa| hama saba tarapha se usa para kuMDalI mAra lete haiN| hama use bAMTate | bAMTo! kholo ina jAloM ko jo bhItara baMdhe haiM! tor3o khola ko, nhiiN| hama use lauTane nahIM dete| usake kAraNa hama beraMga ho jAte aMkura uThane do! tuma pAoge: zubhra paramAtmA kA udaya huaa| haiM, kAle ho jAte haiN| ye sAdhAraNa vibhAjana haiN| phira eka tIsarI bhI sthiti hai| jaise bAMTo! jitanA tuma bAMToge utanA tumhAre jIvana meM raMga Ane ki koI pAradarzI kAMca kA Tukar3A, vaha kiraNoM ko lauTAtA nahIM lgegaa| agara tumane eka kiraNa lauTA dI to harA raMga A | hai, pItA bhI nahIM, pAra ho jAne detA hai; zubhra bhI nahIM hai, kAlA bhI jAyegA; agara dUsarI kiraNa lauTA dI to lAla raMga A jaayegaa| nahIM hai| kyoMki kAlA hone ke lie pI jAnA jarUrI hai| zubhra agara tumane saba lauTA diyA to tuma zubhra ho jaaoge| duniyA ke | hone ke lie lauTA denA jarUrI hai| kAMca kA Tukar3A pAra ho jAne sAre dharmazAstra zaitAna ko kAlA raMgate haiM, rAkSasa ko kAlA raMgate detA hai| pAradarzI hai| sapheda dIvAla hai; vaha lauTA detI hai| kAlA haiN| jarathustra aharimana ko kAlA raMgatA hai| IsAI Devila ko, patthara hai, vaha pI jAtA hai| kAMca hai, vaha pAra ho jAne detA hai| musalamAna zaitAna ko, saba kAle raMgate haiN| vaha kAlA bilakula to mahAvIra, buddha, rAma, moz2iz2a zubhra vastroM kI bhAMti haiM, zubhra pratIka hai| vaha jaisA bhautika-zAstra kA aMga hai, vaise hI dIvAla kI bhAMti haiN| lAotsu pAradarzI kAMca kI bhAMti hai| to adhyAtma-zAstra kA bhI aMga hai| agara kAMca pUrA pAradarzI ho to tumheM dikhAI hI nahIM pdd'egaa| jaba bhI tuma kisI cIja ko pIkara baiTha jAte ho, tuma kAle ho usake pAra kyA hai, vaha dikhAI par3egA; kAMca dikhAI nahIM pdd'egaa| jAte ho| taba tuma bIja kI bhAMti ho; saba bhItara baMda hai aura eka agara kAMca dikhAI par3atA hai to usakA matalaba hai, thor3I azuddhi khola Upara se car3hI hai| jaba tuma saba chor3a dete ho, isalie raha gii| to lAotsu agara tumhAre pAsa bhI baiThA rahe to tumheM patA sapheda tyAga kA pratIka hai| na clegaa| agara mahAvIra tumhAre pAsa baiThe, to tumhArI AMkheM jainoM ne sapheda vastra cune muniyoM ke lie-tyAga kI vajaha se| camacamA jAyeMgI; zubhratA tumheM ghera legii| agara rAvaNa tumhAre saba chor3a detA hai| saba tyAga kara detA hai| | pAsa baiThe to tuma ghabar3Ane lagoge; vaha tumheM cUsane lagegA, to eka tarapha zaitAna hai| phira jo saba chor3a detA hai| jaise rAma, khIMcane lgegaa| vaha tumhArI sItA ko curAne meM laga jaayegaa| vaha jaise mahAvIra, saba chor3a dete haiM-zubhra haiN| to rAma maryAdA | tumheM bhI pI jAnA caahegaa| jarUrI nahIM hai ki vaha tumheM bhoge, puruSottama haiN| unakA jIvana bar3e saMyama, viveka, saMtulana, kyoMki bhogane ke lie bhI thor3A tyAganA par3atA hai| vaha to sirpha anuzAsana kA jIvana hai| mahAvIra kA jIvana parama tyAga kA kuMDalI mArakara baiTha jaayegaa| jIvana hai; saba chor3a diyA hai; saba chor3a diyA; kucha bhI nahIM rakhA isalie maiM...rAmAyaNa meM jo kathA hai ki vaha sItA ko curAkara hai-zubhra ho gaye haiN| le gayA, phira usane azoka-vATikA meM unheM rakha diyA, unheM jainoM ke do paMtha haiM : digaMbara aura shvetaaNbr| mahAvIra ne vastra to chuA bhI nhiiN| asalI kaMjUsa chUtA bhI nhiiN| dhana ko chUtA bhI pahane nahIM, rahe to ve nagna hI; lekina phira bhI zvetAMbara dRSTi meM nahIM; basa usako rakhakara tijor3I meM baiTha jAtA hai| usane sItA 2661

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saMkalpa kI aMtima niSpattiH samarpaNa ko bhogA nhiiN| usameM prayojana bhI na thaa| basa suMdara strI mere se nArAja hokara lauTeMge, kyoMki unakA kurUpa ceharA dikhAI kabje meM A gaI, itanA kAphI hai| usakA rasa kabje kA rasa hai| par3egA, unakI vIbhatsatA dikhAI pdd'egii| aise loga mahAvIra se | to agara rAvaNa jaisA AdamI tumhAre pAsa baiThe to tuma pAoge, | nArAja na hoMge, kyoMki mahAvIra ke pAsa sirpha mahAvIra ke phUla jaise koI aMdhakAra tumheM khIMce letA ho, pI jAnA cAhatA hai| | dikhAI pdd'eNge| tuma mahAvIra kI pUjA kara loge| mahAvIra ke sAtha agara rAma aura mahAvIra jaise vyakti tumhAre pAsa khar3e hoM, to tuma pUjA paryApta ho jaayegii| pataMjali ke sAtha sAdhanA jarUrI hogii| pAoge ki tumhArI AMkheM kisI zubhratA meM jhapakapAne lgiiN| unheM lekina jo bhI pataMjali ke sAtha jAyegA usake jIvana meM krAMti jhelanA muzkila mAlUma pdd'egaa| nizcita hai| lAotsu jaisA vyakti agara tumhAre pAsa bhI baiThA ho to tumheM phira eka aura pAMcavAM rUpa hai-prijma kI bhaaNti| kiraNa patA na calegA ki koI baiThA hai yA nahIM baiThA hai| isalie to gujaratI hai tikona kAMca ke Tukar3e se, to iMdradhanuSa paidA ho jAtA lAotsu ke pIche koI dharma na bana skaa| dharma bane kaise? dharma | hai| kRSNa aise haiM jaise iNdrdhnuss| kiraNa pAra bhI hotI hai, lekina banane ke lie dikhAI par3anA caahie| lAotsu to nA-kucha hai, lAotsu jaisI nhiiN| prijma meM se pAra hotI hai| sIdhA-sarala zUnyavata hai| yaha bhI paramAtmA kA eka rUpa hai| kAMca kA Tukar3A nahIM hai| bar3e koNoM vAlA kAMca kA Tukar3A! bar3e paramAtmA kA pahalA rUpa hai: zaitAna-sabase nIcA ruup| pahaluoM vAlA kAMca kA Tukar3A! kRSNa bahuAyAmI haiM, bar3e dUsarA rUpa hai : shubhr| kucha usa DhaMga se pragaTa hote haiM prmaatmaa| pahalU haiM! aura jaba kRSNa se kiraNa gujaratI hai to sAta raMgoM meM TUTa phira lAotsu hai; vaha bhI eka rUpa hai paramAtmA kA paardrshii| jAtI hai| bar3A nRtya, bar3A gIta, bar3A rAsa paidA hotA hai| isalie phira eka cauthA rUpa bhI hai--darpaNa kI bhAMti; kiraNeM lauTatI hI mora-mukuTa hai| isalie mora-paMkha baMdhe haiN| isalie hAtha meM nahIM sirpha, tumhArA pratibiMba bhI banAtI haiN| tuma agara darpaNa ke bAMsurI hai| isalie paira meM dhuMdhara baMdhe haiN| isalie pItAMbara veza | pAsa jAoge to tumhArI tasvIra tumheM dikhAI par3a jaayegii| kucha meM hai| isalie silka, zuddhatama silka ke vastra haiN| gale meM hAra paramAtmA isa rUpa meM bhI pragaTa huA hai--ptNjli| agara | hai| bAhueM AbhUSaNoM se sajI haiN| karadhanI bAMdhI huI hai| kRSNa pataMjali ke pAsa jAoge to tumheM apanI tasvIra dikhAI par3ane bar3e raMgIle haiM, bar3e saje haiN| paramAtmA bar3e zRMgAra meM pragaTa huA lgegii| mahAvIra ke pAsa na dikhAI par3egI tumheM apanI tsviir| hai| agara nAcanA ho to kRSNa ke saath| agara gIta kI dhuna sirpha tumheM unakI zubhratA ghera legI; jaise cAMdanI ke phUla tuma para | sunanI ho to kRSNa ke paas| barasa par3eM! lekina pataMjali ke pAsa tumheM apanA hI rUpa dikhAI kRSNa pataMjali jaise zikSaka nahIM haiM, na mahAvIra jaise haiM, par3a jAyegA; tumhArI jhalaka bnegii| aura pataMjali tumheM abhibhUta kara leM, aise haiN| na lAotsu jaise ki zUnya meM kho gaye Atma-AviSkAra ke lie bar3A sahayogI ho skegaa| lAotsu hoM, aise haiN| kRSNa ke sAtha mahotsava hai, utsava hai| kRSNa ke ke sAtha to ve loga cala sakeMge, bahuta muzkila, virale, jinake sAtha rAga-raMga hai| pAsa itanI sUkSma dRSTi hai ki pAradarzI ko bhI dekha skeN| pataMjali aura sabhI rUpa paramAtmA ke haiN| aba isameM se jo kisI eka ke sAtha bahuta loga cala skeNge| mahAvIra ke sAtha bhI loga cala rUpa se jakar3a gayA usako dUsarA rUpa pahacAna meM na aayegaa| sakeMge, rAma ke sAtha bhI cala sakeMge; lekina rAma aura mahAvIra agara tumane kRSNa kI raMga-relI dekhI aura usako tumane paramAtmA se abhibhUta hoMge, rUpAMtarita bahuta nahIM hoNge| kyoMki khuda kA kA rUpa jAnA, to phira mahAvIra tumheM sUkhe-sUkhe, rUkhe-rUkhe darzana nahIM hogaa| mahAvIra kA darzana hogA agara unake pAsa | mAlUma pdd'eNge| tuma kahoge, 'ye kaise bhagavAna haiM? bAMsurI to jaaoge| pataMjali kI khUbI aura! usake pAsa tumheM tumhArA bajatI hI nahIM, bhagavattA kahAM hai? saMgIta to paidA hI nahIM hotA, darzana hogA! tumhArA ceharA vikarAla hai to vikarAla dikhAI gIta to barasate hI nahIM, ye kaise bhagavAna?' bar3e marusthala jaise par3egA, suMdara hai to suMdara dikhAI pdd'egaa| tuma jaise ho, pataMjali ke mAlUma hoNge| pAsa tuma vaise hI pragaTa ho jaaoge| kucha loga pataMjali ke pAsa | aura agara tuma mahAvIra se abhibhUta ho gaye aura tumane kahA, 267 |

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jina sUtra bhAgaH1 yahI bhagavAna kA rUpa hai to kRSNa meM tumako lagegA, kucha gar3abar3a bar3I karo paribhASA! merI mAno to paribhASA ko chor3o; itanI ho rahI hai| yaha nAca kaisA? parama vItarAga puruSa kahIM nAcatA | bar3I karo ki paribhASA bace n| to tumhArA jarpha bar3A hogA, hai? yaha bAMsurI kaisI? kyoMki saba bAMsurI to rAga hai| saba tumhArI kSamatA aura pAtratA bar3I hogii| rAsa rAga hai| yaha AsapAsa khar3I huI suMdara striyAM, nAcatIM, taba maiM hI tumheM bhagavAna nahIM, tuma bhI, tumhArA beTA bhI, tumhArI DolatIM, yaha saba kyA ho rahA hai? yaha to saMsAra hai| patnI bhI-sabhI tumheM bhagavAna dikhAI par3ane lgeNge| koI tumhArI paribhASA para nirbhara hai| aura maiM dhArmika vyakti usako bIjarUpa hai, koI vRkSarUpa huA, koI kalI banA, koI phUla kahatA hUM, jisakI paramAtmA kI koI paribhASA nahIM; jo paramAtmA bnaa| aura phUloM kI hajAroM-hajAroM kismeM haiM; aise hI paramAtmA ko aparibhASya mAnatA hai, anirvacanIya mAnatA hai| aura jisa | ke hajAra-hajAra rUpa haiN| rUpa meM bhI paramAtmA pragaTa hotA hai, pahacAna letA hai, khoja letA phira jo mujhe bhagavAna kahate haiM, ve kevala apanA prema pradarzita hai; kyoMki rUpa to saba usI ke haiN| isalie dhokhe kA koI karate haiN| jisase prema ho jAye, vahIM bhagavAna dikhAI par3anA zurU upAya nahIM hai| ho jAtA hai| vaha prema hI kyA jisameM bhagavAna dikhAI na par3e? tAmIre-kAyanAta ko gaharI najara se dekha tuma merI to chor3o, tuma agara kisI strI ke prema meM par3a gaye to vaha jarrA kauna-sA hai yahAM jo aham nhiiN| vahAM bhI divyatA kI jhalaka dikhAI pdd'egii| tuma agara kisI jarA gaharI najara se dekho sRSTi ko! yahAM kaNa-kaNa mahatvapUrNa puruSa ke prema meM par3a gaye to vahAM bhI acAnaka puruSa-bhAva kho hai! usakI mahimA se ApUrita hai! usakI hI vibhUti hai, usakA | jAyegA, paramAtma-bhAva pragaTa hogaa| hI prasAda hai| lekina tumhArA jitanA bar3A pyAlA hogA, utanI hI zabAba AyA, kisI buta para phidA hone kA vakta AyA tuma kSamatA juTA pAoge paramAtmA ke prasAda kii| isalie merI duniyA meM baMde ke khudA hone kA vakta aayaa| choTI-choTI paribhASAoM ke pyAle lekara mata clo| jaba pyAlA jaba koI javAna hotA hai, zabAba AyA, javAnI AI, kisI hI lenA hai to bar3A lo ki sAgara samA jaayeN| nahIM to Aja nahIM | buta para phidA hone kA vakta AyA! aba kisI pratimA para pAgala kala, tuma pAoge ki tumhAre pyAle meM bar3A thor3A hai| aura thor3A ho jAne kA samaya A gyaa| tumheM kaSTa degaa| aura kaSTa tumhAre pyAle ke kAraNa ho rahA hai| merI duniyA meM baMde ke khudA hone kA vakta aayaa| tumane pyAlA bar3A cunA hotA to paramAtmA bar3e pyAle meM bhI utarane aba koI baMdA khudA jaisA dikhAI pdd'egaa| ko rAjI thaa| yaha to sAdhAraNa prema meM ho jAtA hai| yaha to majanU ko lailA meM anirvacanIya ko pakar3o! avyAkhya kI vyAkhyA mata kro| dikhAI par3ane lagatA hai| yaha to zIrI ko pharihAda meM dikhAI par3a avyAkhya ko avyAkhya rahane do| nAma-rUpa mata dharo uske| to jAtA hai| to Atmika prema meM to ghaTanA aura bhI gaharI ghaTatI hai| phira jisa rUpa meM bhI AyegA, tuma pahacAna loge| tuma hara rUpa meM aba jinakA mujhase prema hai, unheM bhagavAna dikhAI par3a jaayegaa| pahacAna loge| tuma rAvaNa meM bhI dekha loge, rAma meM to dekha hI tumhArA ho yA na ho, merA tumase hai; mujhe tuma meM dikhAI par3atA hai| loge| vaha bhI usI kA rUpa hai; viparIta calA gayA, galata ho | agara tumheM na dikhAI par3e to tuma vyartha hI vaMcita raha jaaoge| gayA, besvAda ho gayA lekina usI kA svAda hai| aura dhyAna rakhanA, agara maiM tumase kahUM ki paramAtmA mujha meM hai sAkie-daurAM se zikavA beza-kama kA hai phijUla aura kisI meM nahIM, to khataranAka bAta kaha rahA huuN| tuma bhI yahI jarpha jitanA usane dekhA utanI paimAne meM hai| sunanA cAhate ho, kyoMki phira tamhArA ahaMkAra maje se rasa le sAkie-daurAM se zikavA beza-kama kA hai phijUla-sAkI se skegaa| lekina maiM kahatA hUM, paramAtmA sabakI sAmAnyatA hai| kama-jyAdA kI zikAyata karanI vyartha hai| jarpha jitanA usane | paramAtmA koI vizeSa bAta nahIM hai, koI viziSTatA nahIM hai| dekhA, utanI paimAne meM hai| usane dekhA, kitanI tuma pacA sakoge, paramAtmA sabhI ke hone kA DhaMga hai, sabhI kA svabhAva hai| jAno na utanI tumhAre paimAne meM hai| jAno, tuma paramAtmA ho, jaba taka na jAnoge, baMda rahoge; jisa 268

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saMkalpa kI aMtima niSpattiH samarpaNa dina jAna loge, khula jaaoge| isalie kahIM agara tumheM koI phUla mila jAye to usake pAsa thor3e raha lenA, kyoMki satsaMga saMkrAmaka hotA hai| phUla ke pAsa zAyada tumhArI kalI bhI khulane kA DhaMga sIkha jaaye| basa itanA hI satsaMga kA artha hotA hai| AkhirI prazna: kucha kahanA thA, nahIM kaha pA rahA huuN| hRdaya kI pIr3A prema banakara bikhara jAtI hai| merI dinacaryA AnaMdacaryA bana cukI hai| merI AMkheM aba jhapakane-sI lagI haiM, kyoMki ApakI AMkhoM meM jAdU hai| aba pighalU aura bahU-basa yahI kaha deM! tathAstu! Aja itanA hii| 269