Jain Adarsh Prasango Part 07

Author(s): Bhadreshwarvijay
Publisher: Bhadreshwarvijay
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/008115/1

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OM hrIM ahaM namonamaH prema-bhuvanabhAnu-jayaghoSasUribhyonamaH (satya, vartamAna, zreSTha, dhArmika dRSTAMto) | bhAga-7 | preraka : paMnyAsa bhadrezvaravijayajI gaNi saMpAdaka : muni yogIranavijayajI ma.sA. AvRtti-sAtamI tA.1-10-2016 kiMmata ja nakala : 3000 ke pUrvanI nakala : 28,000 22-00 amadAvAda | prAptisthAno | A jagatabhAI : 4, maulika epArTamenTa, operA upAzraya pAse, sukhIpurA, pAlaDI, ama.70 mo. : 9408776259, pho. : 079-26608955 A zaizavabhAI : pAlaDI, amadAvAda-07, 0 mo. 9825011729 - rAjezabhAI : AMbAvADI, amadAvAda-15, 9 mo. 9427652794 * tiraMjanabhAI : pho. 079-27638127 mItezabhAI : 9427613472 (tA.ka. buko meLavavA mATe samaya pUchIne javuM. 12 thI 4 sivAya) muMbaI: ja prabodhabhAI : yumeko, 103, nArAyaNa dhuva sTrITa, 1lo mALa, muMbaI-4ooo03 : phona : 23438758, 9322279986 A tIlezabhAI : phona : 28714617, mo. : 9221024888 jaina Adarza prasaMgo bhAga 1 thI 8 (pAkA puMThAnI) kansezanathI 135 jaina Adarza prasaMgo bhAga 1 thI 14 chuTA, darekanA mAtra 22 jaina dharmanI samaja bhAga 1 thI 3 mAtra 2 2, peja 48 jaina Adarza kathAe~ (hindI) bhAga 1 se 5 pratyeka kAra 7 | zubha prasaMge prabhAvanA karavA jevuM sastuM pustaka] prasaMgonA badhA bhAganI kula 6,54,000 nakala chapAI

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prastAvanA 21mI sadImAM cAre bAju bhogavAda, bhautikavAda phelAyo che. ghaNA kharA jIvo svArthanI parAkASThAe pahoMcI durjanatAnI Toca para besI mAtra lakSmInA pUjArI banyA che. tevA kALamAM paNa uttama, guNI, niHsvArthI jIvo jovA maLe che. bAgamAM phUla, kAMTAnI vacce ugatuM hovA chatAM ApaNe phUlane ja joIe chIe, tema A viSama kALe aneka dharmarahitonI vacce rahelAM sajjano ane dharmInA guNone mANI, temanI ArAdhanA jANI ApaNe paNa tevA guNo, ArAdhanA lAvI vahelI take muktisukhanA bhAgI banIe te ja zubhecchA. lagabhaga sattara varSamAM cauda bhAga vAcako samakSa rajU karavAno saMtoSa che. vAMcI ArAdhanA, anumodanAthI maLela jainapaNAne sArthaka karo. A bhAgamAM keTalAMka prasaMgo sAMbhaLelA, keTalAMka ame anubhavelA tathA keTalAMka to sAkSAt joyelA levAmAM AvyA che. uparAMta jaina Adarza prasaMgo bhAga-1 thI 6 paranA peparamAM ghaNA badhAe sAMbhaLela, anubhavela camakAro lakhyA hatA, jemAMthI keTalAMka A bhAgamAM levAmAM AvyA che. prAMte, jinAjJA viruddha kAMI paNa lakhAyuM hoya to micchAmi dukkaDam. prabhAvanA karanArane agatyanuM 4 thI 8 divasa pahelAM mItezabhAIno mobAIla naMbara : 94276 13472 athavA jagatabhAIno mo. : 9408776259 saMparka karavAthI tamane pustako samayasara maLI zakaze. Apane mItezabhAI tathA jagatabhAI zakya badhI sagavaDatA ane samaja Apaze. jaina Adarza prasaMgo 2

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pustaka premIone amRta avasara he vAMcana premIo ! ghaNAne A preraka pustakonI prabhAvanA zubha prasaMge karavAnI bhAvanA thAya che. bhAga 1 thI 8 bheguM pustaka rU. 3panuM hovAthI ghaNAMne moMghu paDe che. tevA paNa, A prasaMgo pustakanA chuTA eka athavA vadhunI prabhAvanA karI zake te AzayathI bhAga 1 thI 14 chUTA alaga suMdara TAITalamAM chapAvyA che. vaLI badhe moMghavArI vadhI che. chatAM ApaNe A chUTA bhAganI kiMmata rU. 5 thI ghaTADI rU. 2 karI che. to Apa jarUra pAThazALA vageremAM tathA dhArmika prasaMge prabhAvanA karI svapara Atmahita karazo. vaLI prabhAvanA karanAra, tapa vagere nimitte potAnA nAma tathA karelA mAsakSamaNa vagere tapanI ArAdhanA vagereno A 14 bhAganA TAITala peja 2 nI nIce boksa khAlI rAkhyuM che temAM sikko athavA sTIkara lagAve to svajanone anumodanA, yAdagIrI rahe. navA pustakamAM lAbhanI skImo khalAsa thatAM A pustaka dara 1-2 varSe navA chapAya che. tethI pustaka prakAzananA kAryamAM dAtAoe lAbha levA mATe mItezabhAIno saMparka mo. naM. 09427613472 upara amadAvAda karavA vinaMtI. 1. nakala traNa hajAramAM phora kalaramAM phoTo-meTara chapAvavA : TAITala peja 4 upara AkhuM pAnuM 26,000, aDadhuM pAnuM 23,. 2. "pustaka sahAyaka bhaktimAM nAma eka lITImAM chApavA : 2 1,000 3. pustaka chapAze tyAre tame ApelA saranAme 2 pustaka bheTa mokalavAmAM Avaze. tamAro mobAIla naMbara khAsa Apazo.. 4. tamAro sahayoga jeTalo vadhu teTalI kiMmata sastI rakhAze. (udA. 22 vagere) | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-* %i [3]

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bhAga-7nI anukramaNikA krama prasaMga pAnA naM. |krama prasaMga pAnA naM. 1. unALAmAM 99 jAtrA ...... 5,22. dharma vasIyo hRdayamAM ..... 28 2. varSItapathI kIDanInA [23. hakanuM choDe te rAma ...... 30 rogano nAza ............. 24. TrasTInI uttama 3. AzatAnAno paraco ....... | saMghabhakti ............. 4. niyamamAM deDhatA ......... 10 |25. dhanya che 5. aTTamathI kensara kensala .. 11| zrI kRSNanagarane......... 6. arjananI jayaNA ........ 12 26. jinavANImAM akhUTa 7. gurUbhaktino prabhAva ..... 13 zraddhA .................. 33 8. amIjharaNAthI roganAza .. 14 [27. mInI zrAvakanI bhavya 9. tapathI aNIjharaNA ...... 15 | ArAdhanA .............. 10. jIvadayA dharmasAra ....... 16 [28. zrAvaka hoya to AvA. .. 36 11. navakAra kare bhavapAra .... 18 | 29. ajainanI gurubhakti ..... 36 12. beDa resTa chatAM tapasvI ... 18 30. deva dravyanI bhakti ...... 38 13. dharma che tAraNahAra ....... 19 [31. zaMkhezvara sAhiba sAco ... 38 14. vimalanAthe vimala karyA .. 20 32. puNyanA camakArA ........ 39 15. mAsakSamaNathI roganAza ... 21 33. bhavobhava sudhAranArI 16, mahAmaMtra che moTo mAM ......................................... ...... 22 [34. arjana bALakInI 17. uvasaggaharaM stotrano dIkSA .................. camatkAra ............... 23|35. zibira vinA nahi 18. levA jevuM saMyama ........ 24 | saMskAra .............. 19. dharma deDhatA ............ 36. pApanI kamANIno 20. navapadanI oLIno prabhAva ................ 26 37. enA mahimAno nahi 21. mRtyu marI gayuM re lola ... 27| - pAra .................. 48 jagamAM . paraco. | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-|

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jenA praNo | bhAga - 7 1. unALAmAM 99 jAtrA AjathI Azare 5 varSa pUrve muMbaInA keTalAMka chokarA chokarIone bhAvanA thaI ke, ApaNe zatru tIrthanI 99 yAtrAnI ArAdhanA karavI che. uMmara Azare 15-20 varSa. uMmara ochI paNa bhAva ghaNA. ziyALAmAM ghaNA 99 yAtrA kare paraMtu A mInI zrAvakazrAvikAone tyAre skUla-kolejo cAlu hoya. vekezanamAM unALAnI garamI joradAra hoya to 99 yAtrA kyAre karavI ? e eka moTo prazna AvIne Ubho. comAsAmAM to jAtrA thatI nathI to 99 yAtrAno to savAla ja nathI Avato. bhAvanAnI dRDhatA hovAthI chevaTe 15-20 mInI zrAvakaArAdhakoe unALAnI garamImAM paNa 99 yAtrA karavAnuM nakkI karyuM. keTalAMkanA mAtApitAoe pAlItANAmAM joDe rahI khUba sahAya karI. deva-gurUnI kRpA ane dRDha manobaLanA prabhAve kharekhara unALAnI kALajhALa garamImAM paNa 99 yAtrA hemakhema pUrI karI !! A joIne-sAMbhaLIne bIjA varSe 65-70 mInI zrAvakazrAvikAoe 99 yAtrAno nirdhAra karyo. muMbaI karatAM pAlItANAnI garamI anekagaNI vadhAre lAgavAM chatAM 65-70 bhAgyazALIoe nAnI uMmaramAM 99 yAtrA pUrI karavAnI siddhi meLavI. basa pachI to silasilo cAlyo. trIjA varSe 150nI AsapAsa ane gayA varSe prAyaH 2000 jeTalI saMkhyAmAM bALa ArAdhakoe unALAnI lU vAtI garamImAM 99 yAtrAnuM evaresTa zikhara sara karyuM. | jaina Adarza prasaMgo- tricha [ ]

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A varSe I.sa. 2008nI sAlamAM to 3 alaga-alaga bhakta parivAroe unALAmAM zatruMjya tIrthanI 99 yAtrA karAvavAno nirdhAra jAhera karyo. phorma bahAra pADyA. dhAryA karatAM aneka gaNI saMkhyAmAM phorma bharAyA. chevaTe keTalAka pAsa thayA. kula maLI 2000 jeTalI saMkhyAmAM 8 thI 20 varSanI AsapAsanI uMmaranA bALa ArAdhakoe 99 yAtrAnI rekorDa breka ArAdhanA karI. savAranA 4/30 vAgyAnI AsapAsathI zarU thatI yAtrAo bapore 10-11-12 sudhI cAlatI. koI rojanI 2, to koI rojanI 3 jAtrAo karavA lAgyA. eka bhAIbahene to ATalI nAnI uMmaramAM eka ja divasamAM 8-8 (!!!) jAtrAo karI anaMtA karmanA bhUkkA bolAvI nAMkhyA. eka mInI ArAdhake 21 divasamAM 103 jAtrAo karI. covihAro chaThTha karI sAta jAtrA karavAnI AvI tyAre paNa keTalAke to karka-amamAM 18 17119 bAbAo karI, jo ke trIjA bhave mokSa meLavavA mATe harIphAI lAgI na hoya !! chellA 5-7 varSathI covihAro chaThTha karI sAta jAtrA karanArA aneka bhAgyazALIo A tyAre A TeNiyAe to AvI garamImAM covihAra chaTThamAM sAta jAtrA sAthe 99 yAtrA karI jinazAzananA gaganamAM potAno sitAro camakAvI dIdho. saMpUrNa jAtrA daramyAna keTalAMka bALako vAtonuM pApa karavAne badale chevI che. zrI nAdinAtha dAdAno jIpa karatAM, A divasomAM jAtrA karavA janArA sahue A 2000 bALa ArAdhakonI ArAdhanAnA sAkSAt darzana karyAM ane moDhAmAMthI anumodanA sAthe haiyAthI namI paDyA. he jaino ! tamo badhAne ya tIrthayAtrAnI hoMza ghaNI ja che. ochI vattI jAtrA karo ja cho to saMkalpa karo ke samyakatvI zivagati meLavI ApanArI tIthaMyAtrA havethI huM paNa bhAvathI ane vidhipUrvaka ja karIza. jaina Adarza prasaMgo 6

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kalikALamAM moTAbhAganA bALako 10 mahinA sudhI skUla, klAsa, lezana ane TIvInA cakkaramAM evA phasAyelA hoya che ke ramavAno paNa samaya ghaNI vAra nathI maLato. vekezanamAM be mahinA mAMDa ramavAno samaya maLato hoya, temAM 99 yAtrAnI ArAdhanA karanAra bALakone dhanyavAda che. temanA mAtApitAone to khUba dhanyavAda che ke potAnA kALajAnA TukaDAne kayUTara klAsa, karATe klAsa jevA klAsIsane badale puNyAnubaMdhI puNyanuM upArjana karanArA AvA ArAdhanAnA klAsamAM mokalyA. he mA-bApo ! tame paNa tamArA saMtAnonuM hita icchatA ho to chevaTe vekezanamAM paNa AvI tIrthayAtrA, prabhubhakti, pAThazALA, zibira, dhArmika vAMcana vagere uttama ArAdhanAonI preraNA karI svaparahita karazo. pAMca varSathI A uttarottara vRddhinA mArge AgaLa vadhI rahelA mizananuM chaThuM varSa to koNa jANe kayo rekorDa toDaze ? e bhaviSya ja dekhADaze. kahevAya che ne ke "Age Age dekhate jAva hotA hai kyA ?" 2. varSItapathI kIDanInA rogano nAza vaDodarAnA e bhAgyazALInuM nAma nipuNabhAI chellA be varSathI kiDanInI bimArI hatI. moTA prasiddha DaoNkTarone batAvyuM paNa koI phera na paDyo, darda vadhatuM ja gayuM. naDiyAdanI kiDanI hospiTalamAM tapAsa karAvatA DaoNkTaroe jaNAvyuM ke baMne kiDanI pheIla che, oparezana karAvavuM paDaze. asahya vedanAne lIdhe zArIrika ane mAnasika rIte hArI gayelA. mRtyu sAme ja dekhAvA mAMDyuM. vicAryuM ke pahelAM moDA maravAnuM to che ja, to pachI oparezana karI A dehane zuM kAma du:khI karavo ? sagAoe oparezana mATe khUba Agraha karyo paNa nipuNabhAIe asaMmati darzAvI. lata jaina Adarza prasaMgo-&|

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A ja samaye jo gAnujo ga vaDodarAmAM pU.A.zrI naradevasAgarasUrIzvarajInI preraNAthI baso jeTalAM sAmuhika varSItapanI zarUAta thaI. nipuNabhAInA jIvanamAM ekAsaNAthI vadhu tapa thayuM na hatuM. 60 varSanI uMmaramAM kyAreya upavAsa nahoto karyo. pU. gurUdevane vaMdana karavA gayA ane gurUdeve paricaya pUchatAM nipuNabhAIe potAnI bimArI aMge vyathita hRdaye vAta karI. gurUdeve samajAvyuM ke tapathI nikAcita karma paNa nAza pAme che. maratAM maratAM jIvavuM enA karatAM hiMmatathI varSItapanI zarUAta karo. roja rojanuM paccakhANa che. tapathI asAdhya bimArIo jaze ane jIvana ramatAM ramatAM pasAra thaze. hiMmate mardA to madade khudA ! basa gurUdevanI preraNA pAmI bhAva vadhatAM eka vAra to varSItapanI zarUAta karI. zarU zarUmAM upavAsamAM thoDI muzkelI paDI paraMtu thoDA divasamAM to tapa jANe ke koThe paDI gayo. varSItapa raMgecaMge pUrNa thaI gayo ! zArIrika thoDIka azakti lAgatA DaoNkTarane batAvavA gayA. Ama paNa baMne kiDanI pheIlano roga pahelethI hato. eTale ekSa-re, sonogrAphI vigere rIporTa karAvyA paraMtu Azcarya e sarjAyuM ke rIpoTamAM kIDanI bilakula normala AvI. mAtra 1 varSamAM satata tapane lIdhe sAmAnya azaktinI muzkelI hatI. pAraNAmAM dhIme dhIme azaktinI muzkelI dUra thatI gaI. Aje paNa tabiyata sArI che. tapanA prabhAve kIDanI sudharI gaI !!. vartamAnakALe varSItapa vigerenA tapanA prabhAve aneka rogo nAza pAmyAnA AvA bIjA aneka dRSTAMto sAMbhaLavA maLe che. sarvajJa bhagavaMta kyAreya ApaNA ahitanI ke ApaNane duHkhI karavAnI vAta kare ja nahi. khuda tIrthakaroe jIvanamAM Acarela tapathI ApaNane paNa [ jaina Adarza prasaMgo-cha 25 [8]

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preraNA karI che ke Atmika ane zArIrika DhagalAbaMdha rogone dUra karavAnI mAsTara kI eTale tapa. cAlo, ApaNe paNa tapanI gADImAM besI muktipurI sTezane vahelI take pahoMcI jaIe e ja zubhAbhilASA. 3. azAtanAno paraco vaDodarA pAse AvelA eka gAmamAM hemA nAmanI eka jaina chokarInI A vAta che. temAM bhaNelI gaNelI, sukhI zrImaMta gharanI suputrI che. kolejamAM B.Sc. karyuM paraMtu dharma pratye sAva nAstikatA. pUrvabhavanA pApe A bhavamAM dharma sUjhato na hato. eka vAra kolejamAMthI badhA pIkanIka jAya che, temAM paNa sAthe gaI che. eka sthaLe derAsara AvyuM. hemA M.C. mAM hovAthI bahenapaNIo tene lIdhA vagara darzana karavA gaI. emanI pAchaLa nA pADavA chatAM hemA paNa derAsaramAM pravezI. M.C. mAM derAsaramAM na javAya, AzAtanA kahevAya ema khabara hovA chatAM nAstika hemA AzAtanAne neve mUkI derAsaramAM pravezI. basa, juvo have pApanA phaLa. derAsaramAM prabhu samakSa hAtha joDatAMnI sAthe ja hAthapaga je paristhitimAM hatA tema sajjaDa thaI gayA. halanacalana karavuM azakya banI gayuM. jANe ke sAkSAt mUrtinI jema jaDa banI gaI. bahenapaNIo gabharAI gaI. DaoNkTarane bolAvyA. DaoNkTare tapAsa karI, davAo ApI paNa kAMI vaLyuM nahi. gharavALAone bolAvavAno vicAra karyo. eTalAmAM tyAM ja beThelA eka zrAvikAbene potAnI vidhi patAvI vigata pUchI. AzAtanAnuM phaLa jANyuM. badhAne hiMmata ApatAM kahyuM ke, sau navakAra mahAmaMtrano jApa karo. prabhu avazya rasto batAvaze. saue sAthe maLI navakAra gaNavA mAMDyA. 1-2 kalAka pasAra thayA ane navakArajApanA prabhAve dhIme | jaina Adarza prasaMgo- 5 8i [ 9 ]

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dhIme hAtha-paga, moDhuM chUTA paDavA mAMDyA. halanacalana zarU thayuM. jAnamAM jAna AvI ane motanA mukhamAM gayelI hemA jANe ke pAchI AvI. nAstika hemA jIvanamAM A prasaMga banyA pachI to dharma pratye khUba zraddhA dharAvatI thaI gaI. navakAra jApAdi ArAdhanAo karatI thaI gaI. have pachI kyAreya AvI AzAtanA tIrtha, derAsarAdimAM na karavI tevo niyama lIdho. have takalIphamAM sau prathama navakAra mahAmaMtra yAda Ave che. videzomAM aneka jagyAe M.C. pAlananI khUba mahattA che. M.C. vALAnI najara paDavAthI khAMDa kALI paDI javI vigere aneka nukAsAno sAbita thayelA che. M.C. pAlana na karanAranA gharomAM lakSmI ane sarasvatI devIno vAsa thato nathI. AvA divasomAM dharmanA to zuM, paNa rasoI vi. gharanA koI kAryo na karI zakAya. chApA vAMcavA, bhaNavuM vigere paNa jJAnanI AzAtanA kahevAya. bane teTaluM mauna rAkhI hRdayamAM zubha bhAvonI vicAraNA karatA rahevuM. M.C. na pALavAnA nukasAno aMge aneka pustako bahAra paDelAM che. vAMcazo, vicArazo ane vartanamAM lAvazo to azAtanAnA pApothI bacazo. 4. niyamamAM daDhatA rANapurano prazAMta mIkenIkala enjanIyara che. pAMca varSathI niyama mujaba pahelI roTalI lUkhI khAya che. tenI dharmapatnI paNa roja 1 lUkhI roTalI khAya che. kaMpanI taraphathI avAranavAra madrAsa vi. dUra sudhI javAnuM thAya tyAM paNa hoTalamAM sUcanA ApI bhUkhI roTalIno niyama pALe che ! 3 varSa pUrve kaMpanInA kAme yuropa 28 divasa mATe javAnuM | jaina Adarza prasaMgo- 5 8i [10]

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thayuM. sAthe korA khAkharA leto gayo ane niyama pALyo. tyAMnI abhakSya vastuonA pApathI bacavA sUko nAsto joDe rAkhelo. nAstA ane phUTa para calAvyuM paNa abhakSya na khAdhuM. Aje paNa zrImaMta kuTuMbanA nabIrAo evA che ke videzomAM javAnuM thAya to paNa abhakSya-kaMdamULanA pApathI bace che. vaMkacUle 4 niyama pALyA ane aneka lAbha meLavyA. aMte bAramA devalokamAM gayo. ema ApaNe paNa niyama makkamatA pUrvaka laI sArI rIte pALavA joIe. laI zakAya evA niyama tUTI javAnI bIkathI nahIM laIe to pApa bhAre baMdhAze. zakya niyama laI ajANatA tUTI jAya enA karatAM niyama ja na le e pApa hajAro gaNuM moTuM che. dukAna kholIne dhaMdho karatAM devALuM phUMke eTale kAMI saMsArIo kAyama dhaMdho baMdha nathI karatAM. kyAreka vadhu paDatuM khavAI javAthI peTa bagaDI jAya eTale saMsArIo khAvAnuM baMdha nathI karatAM, ema niyama laI ajANatA tUTI jAya eTale niyama ja nahIM levAno A to mahAmUrkhatA ja kahevAya. 5. aTTamathI kensara kensala bhIma nAmanuM ajaina gAma. dharmanA saMskArano sAva abhAva, aLagaNa pANI, rAtribhojanAdi pApo to sAmAnyathI roja thatAM. evAmAM tyAM pU. A. zrI jItendrasUrIjI padhAryA. jinavANI, satsaMganA prabhAve aneka loko dharma karatAM thayA. jemanI eka dikarIe dIkSA lIdhI evA rozanabhAI paNa parivAra sAthe gAmamAM rahetAM hatAM. rozanabhAIe gAmanA hAIve para pUjayazrInI preraNAthI derAsara paNa baMdhAvyuM. A ja rozanabhAInA jIvanano prasaMga jANIe. 55 varSanI AsapAsa rozanabhAIne kensaranI gAMTha thaI. | jaina Adarza prasaMgo- kuNika [11]

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DaoNkTaro ane davAonA cakkaro niSphaLa gayA. DaoNkTaroe hAtha UMcA karI dIdhA. bacavAnI saMbhAvanA dekhAtI nathI. badhAe pUjayazrIne vAta karI. sAmUhika aThThama tapa karAvavAnA hatA eTale pUjayazrIe dharma para zraddhA rAkhI aTTama karavAnI preraNA karI. rozanalAlAne paNa thayuM ke kensarathI game tyAre maraNa Ave e pahelAM thAya teTalo dharma karI levo. aTTamamAM jhUkAvyuM. karmanA udaye tabiyata bagaDI (?). kensaranI gAMTha phUTI gaI. jhADA thavA lAgyA. emAM gAMTha bahAra nIkaLI gaI. DaoNkTarane bolAvyA. tapAsa karatAM kahyuM ke gAMTha nIkaLI gaI che. have kensara maTI gayuM che. koI ciMtA nathI. bhaktigItamAM kahe che ke "jaba koI nahi AtA, mere dAdA Ate hai, mere duHkha ke dino meM vo baDe kAma Ate haiM." kharekhara paramAtmA ane prabhue batAvelA tapano mahimA aparaMpAra che. rozanalAlanA dIkarI ma.sA.nuM nAma che pU.sA. zrI gaMbhIrarekhAzrIjI. 6. ajenanI jayaNA muMbaInI eka jaina zrAvikA lakhe che ke huM paraNIne sAsare AvI. sAsarAmAM kAyamI eka kAmavALI bena rAkhelI che. jene gharanA sau mAnathI "bApA" kahe che. marAThI che. mArI sAsue rasoDAmAM, gharanA dareka kAryamAM jayaNA kema karAya te tene zIkhavADyuM che ! meM bhAjI vigere ema ne ema DALakhA kADhI sudhAravA mATe lIdhI to bAyA mane kahe, "bhAbhI ! pelI cALaNI laIne pahelAM bhAjIne cALI lo. koI IyaLa ke jIvAta hoya to marI jAya." bhAjI aMgenI jayaNA mane teNe zIkhavADI !! anAjamAM kyAMya kIDI caDI jAya to tApamAM taDake na mUkatAM, chAyaDAMmAM mUke. kemake kIDIne garamI na lAge. mALiyA parathI pustaka utAravAnuM hoya to pUMjaNI laI pustaka puMjI jALA vi. jIvo vi. dUra | jaina Adarza prasaMgo- [12]

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kare ane pachI Ape. dALa, cokhA le to cALIne ja levAnA. dareka kAmamAM cha javanikAyanA jIvonI zakya teTalI jayaNA pALavAnI. tAtparya e che ke koI cokI pahero na bharatuM hovA chatAM ajaina bAIne jayaNA game che to sArI rIte pALe che. pUrve bhIMDA vigere samAratA pahelAM eka bhIMDAne bAjumAM mUkI abhayadAna ApatA. jayAre Aje jaina parivAromAM paNa prabhunI AjJA mujabanI jayaNA khUba ochI jovA maLe che. "strIno avatAra eTale pApano avatAra" ane emAM paNa jayaNA, jIvadayA na pALIe eTale bIjA aneka pApo umerAya. jayaNAne jANI zakya teTalI jayaNA pALavA prayatna kare tenuM nAma sAco jaina. 7. gurUbhaktino prabhAva vaDodarAnA rajanIkAMtabhAIne potAnA gurU 5.pU. A. zrI bhuvanabhAnusUrIjI para gajabanAka zraddhA che. 25 varSa pUrve AkAzavANI upara "AmalI-pIpaLI" progrAmamAM saMvatsarI parvanA divasa mATe progrAma rekorDIMga karavA javAnuM hatuM. samayanI maryAdA hovAthI rajanIkAMtabhAIe khUba mahenata karI hatI. jainono progrAma reDIyo para Ave, aneka loko dharma pAme mATe khUba mahenata karI hatI, ghaNI hoMza hatI. e samaye TI.vI.no vyApa ocho hato. acAnaka te divase savArathI tabiyata khUba bagaDI hatI. jhADA thaI gayA. ciMtA thaI ke Avo lAbha kema gumAvAya? zuM karavuM? kAMI samajAtuM nahotuM. chevaTe gurUdeva yAda AvyA. pa.pU. gurUdeva zrI bhuvanabhAnusUrIzvarajInA phoTA sAme besI gayA. gurUdevanA dhyAnamAM masta banI gayA. gharanA sau navakAranAM jApamAM lAgI gayA. jApanA prabhAve zaktino saMcAra thayo, svastha [ jaina Adarza prasaMgo- M... [ 13]

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thayA ane bolI UThyA ke gurUdeva ! A jainonI prabhAvanAno prasaMga che. mane zakti Apo ke huM A kArya pAra pADI zakuM, mane sahAyarUpa bano. daiva-gurUnI kRpAthI sArUM thaI gayuM. AkAzavANI pahoMcyA suMdara raeNkorDIMga thayuM ane saMvatsarInA divase AkAzavANI para prasArita thayuM. jaina-ajaino ghaNAMe sAMbhaLyuM. gurUdevanI zraddhAne prabhAve rajanIkAMtabhAIne ghaNA camatkArIka anubhavo thayA che. gurUnI mahAnatA zAstromAM khUba varNavI che. jema paramAtmAnI bhaktithI lAbho che tema gurUbhaktathI paNa aparaMpAra lAbho che. cAlo, chevaTe roja gurUvaMdana karavAno paNa AjathI nizcaya karIe. 8. amIjharaNAthI roganAza muMbaInA zAMtibhAI citrakAra che. derAsaranA paTa, gurUbhagavaMtonA citra vigere suMdara banAve che. eka vAra temane page kharajavuM thayuM. ghaNI davAo karI paNa roga nAza na pAmyo. uvasaggahara tIrthanI jAtrA karavA nIkaLyA che. pati-patnI paramAtmAnI pUjA karavA gayA. zAMtibhAI pUjA karI bahAra beThA che. patnI pUjA karI rahyA che. pUjA karatAM mULanAyaka prabhunA nayanomAMthI 2-3 TIpAM jharatAM joyA. khuza thaI gayA. turaMta ja 2-3 TIpAM hAthamAM jhIlI lIdhA. zraddhA-vizvAsa pUrvaka 2-3 TIpAM laI gabhArAmAMthI bahAra AvyA. patine joyA. kharajavuM yAda AvyuM. kharajavA para amIjharaNA lagADyA ane kharekhara be divasamAM kharajavuM maTI gayuM !!! ghaNI davAothI je roga na maTyo e mAtra amIjharaNAnA be-traNa buMdI maTI gayo. ApaNe paNa ati bhAvapUrvaka, zraddhApUrvaka paramAtmAbhakti jaina Adarza prasaMgo 14

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karavA jevI che. vizuddha bhAvanA prabhAve aneka camatkAro sarjAtA hoya che. samagra vizvanA jIvonA hitanI bhAvanAvALA vizvavatsala prabhujI ApaNane maLyA che to evA prabhunA zaraNe mAthu mUkavA taiyAra thaI jajo ane AtmakalyANa pAmo e ja zubhecchA. 9. tapathI amIjharaNA zrI kuMthunAtha jaina saMgha, sarasvatI, pAlaDImAM vi.saM. 2002nI sAlamAM pU. zrI navacaMdrasAgarajI ma.sA. e sAmUhika siddhitapanI preraNA karI. - bArImAM kula 39 upavAsa ane 7 biyAsaNAvALA A tapamAM Azare 54 jevI saMkhyAmAM bhAgyazALIoe zarUAta karI. sAmUhika paccakkhANa mATe tapasvIo mULanAyaka zrI kuMthunAtha dAdAnA derAsaramAM bhegA thayA. khuba uttama bhAvanApUrvaka pU. zrIe sahune 1 upavAsanuM paccakhANa ApyuM. dAdAne prArthanA karI ke he dAdA ! Apano aciMtya prabhAva che. ApanI kRpAthI amArUM tapa nirvighna pUrNa thAo, basa have vAMco tapano prabhAva. sahu ghare javA nIkaLyA eTalI vAramAM to eka pachI eka prabhumAMthI dUrathI paNa dekhI zakAya, Dola bharI zakAya tevA amIjharaNA thavAnA cAlu thayA. bhAviko ane tapasvIo saune samAcAra maLatAM. sau derAsara tarapha doDyA. prabhumAMthI nIkaLatAM amIjharaNA joI sakala saMgha AnaMdavibhora banI gayo. je tapanI zarUAtamAM amIjharaNA thatA hoya e tapa kevo mahAna haze ? cAlo, ApaNe paNa sidhdhitapa jevA mahAna tapa karI A mAnavabhavane saphaLa banAvIe. jaina Adarza prasaMgo 15

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10. jIvadayA dharmasAra zAsanaprabhAvaka pU.paM. zrI caMdrazekhara vi. gaNIe jaina zAsananI bhAvi peDhI uttama saMskArayukta, dharmamaya bane vi. aneka uddezo sAthe amadAvAda tathA navasArImAM tapovana jevI saMsthAonI preraNA karI. Aje A tapovanamAM aneka khAnadAna, zrImaMta kuLanA nabIrAo vyavahArika zikSaNanI sAthe uttama saMskAro sAthe taiyAra thAya che. esa.esa.sI. mAM paNa ahIMnA vidyArthIonA naMbara Ave che. hamaNAM to aMgrejI mAdhyamanI skUlanI paNa zarUAta karI che. basa, A ja tapovanano eka prasaMga ApaNe jovo che. tapovanano eka vidyArthI jaina Adarza prasaMgo bhAga 1 thI 6nuM pustaka vAMcI tenA paranuM pepara bharI rahyo che. te peparamAM tenA jIvanamAM banelo prasaMga teNe nIce mujaba jaNAvyo che. sAMjanI vAta che. ame sarva vidyArthIo rUmamAM besIne abhyAsa karatAM hatA. vAtAvaraNa zAMta hatuM ane acAnaka eka vidyArthIne kAne bahArathI eka bhayAnaka cIsano avAja Avyo. avAjanI dizAmAM joyuM to cArathI pAMca phUTa lAMbo kALotaro nAga eka sasalAnA baccAne gaLI javA prayatna karato hato. ane sau samaya pArakhIne doDyA. eka vidyArthIe lAkaDI laI nAganI bAjumAM jorathI pachADI. avAjathI nAga sasalAnA baccAne choDI bhAgI gayo. have sasalAnA baccAnI karUNa kathanI ahIMthI zarU thAya che. nAge choDI dIdhA pachI sasalAnuM baccuM mRta avasthA jevuM paDyuM hatuM. amane badhAne ema hatuM ke A baccuM kadAca marI gayuM haze. chatAM meM AgaLa rahIne tenI pAse jaIne navakAramaMtra saMbhaLAvyA. navakAra niraMtara cAlu hatA. 10 miniTa thaI tyAM, sasalAnuM baccuM thoDuM saLavaLyuM. ame joyuM ane amane lAgyuM ke A sasalAnI eka AMkha sApa dvArA phoDI naMkhAI che, kAraNa jaina Adarza prasaMgo- che [16]

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ke AMkhethI lohIno pravAha vaheto hato. gaLAno bhAga sAva pIMkhAI gayo hato. be kAna to sAva tUTavA jevA thaI gayA hatA. bicAruM sasalAnuM baccuM DacakAM letuM hatuM. amane lAgyuM ke A sasalAnuM baccuM have marI jaze. have vadhAre jIvaze nahi. navakArano jApa cAlu rAkhyo. thoDuM pANI maMgAvyuM. tenA upara chAMTyu ane camatkAra thayo. badhAnA Azcarya vacce thoDIvAramAM to bacce page ubhuM thavAno prayatna karavA lAgyuM. amane lAgyuM ke A zuM thayuM ane thoDIvAramAM baccuM saMpUrNa svastha thaI gayuM ! ane atyAre amArI pAse phare che, rame che. bIjuM, eka vakhata eka kUtarAnuM bacyuM jenA AMtaraDA bahAra nIkaLI gayA hatAM. AMtaraDAmAMthI lohI nIkaLatuM hatuM. lAgyuM ke A zuM jIvaze? tyAM amArA paMDitajIe navakAra saMbhaLAvavA mAMDyA ane vizvAsa na bese evI rIte e baccuM tarata doDavA lAgyuM. A prasaMga parathI bodha levA jevo che ke : (1) koI paNa manuSya ke prANI maravA paDyuM hoya, mareluM lAgatuM hoya to paNa tenA kAna pAse 3 ke 12 navakAra saMbhaLAvavA. kyAreka jIvatuM hoya paNa halI na zakatuM hoya. zAstromAM navakAranAM prabhAve sApa dharaNendra ane samaDI rAjakumArI banI zakatI hoya to ApaNA navakAranA prabhAve te jIvane lAbha thaI jAya. navakAra saMbhaLAvyA bAda ja bIjI sAravAra aMge prayatna karavo. tamArA saMtAnone AvI rIte jIvadayA pALavAnA saMskAra Apo to temanA hRdaya dayA guNavALA bane ke jethI bhaviSyamAM tamArI sAthe paNa ane sahu sAthe komaLatAthI, lAgaNIthI vyavahAra kare. tapovana jevI uttama saMsthAomAM ApanA saMtAnone mUkavAthI tenuM jIvana saMskAramaya bane, ane dharmamaya bane. | jaina Adarza prasaMgo- kuNika [17]

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11. navakAra kare bhavapAra 7-8 varSa pUrva muluMDanA sunilane chellAM keTalAMka mahinAothI mAthAnA duHkhAvAnI muzkelI hatI. divasamAM 24 kalAkamAMthI 18 kalAka jeTalo satata duHkhAvo cAlu ja rahe. aneka DaoNkTaronI aneka jAtanI davAo, judA judA nidAnothI kaMTALyo hato. darda sahana thAya nahi. du:khAvo vadhato cAlyo, mAthA pachADavA paDe, cakkara Ave. tenI mammI jaina Adarza prasaMgonA bhAga 1 thI 6nuM pustaka vAMcatI hatI. ane sunile A copaDI joI vAMcavA lIdhI. temAM navakArano prabhAva vAMcI pote navakAranA zaraNe javA nakkI karyuM. zraddhAthI navakAra gaNavAnA zarU karyA. 100-200 navakAra pUrNa karyA ke thoDo pharaka lAgavA mAMDyo. jema jema navakAra gaNAtA gayA ke duHkhAvo ghaTato gayo. Azare 5000 jeTalAM navakAra pUrNa thayA tyAre mAthAno duHkhAvo lagabhaga maTI gayo !! sITI skenano rIporTa paNa normala Avyo. navakAranA prabhAve mAthAno duHkhAvo maTI gayo. aMte eTaluM ja kahevuM rahyuM ke navakAra e saghaLA duHkhone dUra karavAnI mAsTara kI che. ekavAra zraddhAthI anubhava to karI juo. 12. beDa resTa chatAM tapasvI jAmanagaranA e zrAvikAnI uMmara Azare 70 varSa. ghaNA varSothI tabiyata kharAba hovAthI ghaNuM kharuM pathArImAM ja sUtA rahevuM paDe. Ama chatAM AvI avasthAmAM paNa chellAM 1 varSamAM vardhamAna tapano pAyo nAMkhyo ke jemAM 15 AyaMbila ane 5 upavAsa Ave, temaja 2 mahinA ekAsaNA, 108 pArzvanAtha tapa, vardhamAna tapanI 12 oLI pUrNa karI. A 1 varSamAM ATalA tapanA prabhAve tabiyata khUba sArI rahetI, samatA paNa joradAra. DAyAbITIsa, saMdhivA, bI.pI. jevA rogo hovA chatAM tapanA prabhAve khUba rAhata che. | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-b] R ... [ 18 ]

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kAMdivalI (pUrva)mAM AvA ja eka zrAvikA thoDA varSo pUrve maLelAM. jeone saMpUrNa pathArImAM rahevuM paDe tevI mAMdagI hatI. chatAM temaNe 1 varSamAM 5 thI 6 mAsakSamaNa karyA hatA ! A baMne prasaMga i.sa. 20OOnI AsapAsa jANyA hatA. pharI yAda karAvuM chuM ke tapa e aneka rogone nAza karanArI topa che. AjanA gharaDAo moTe bhAge hajAro rogo vacce sapaDAyelA hoya che. DaoNkTaranI 4-5 samayanI goLIo khAIne paNa ghaNA herAna thatA hoya che. zuM thaze, mota Avaze to vigere vicAramAM satata rIbAtA hoya che. eka vAra mota to AvavAnuM ja che to pachI prabhunA vacano para zraddhA mUkI tapanI sAdhanA zu kAma na karavI ? zAstrakAroe to ghaDapaNamAM aTTama ke tethI uMcA tapa karI kAyAnA mohano nAza karI AtmasAdhanA karavAnuM jaNAvyuM che. 13. dharma che tAraNahAra kAMdIvalInI urvI lakhe che ke dharmamAM zraddhA ane Adara hoya to mahAna vipattinAM vAdaLAM paNa vikharAI jAya che tenI pratIti A prasaMga karAve che. mArI mAsIne tyAM traNa putrIo pachI putrano janma thayo. janmeluM bALaka rAjAnA kuMvara jevuM dekhAvaDuM hatuM. bALaka be-traNa mahinAno thayA pachI lAgyuM ke te barAbara sAMbhaLato nathI. je bAjue tALI vagADIe, khakhaDATa thAya te tarapha te joto ja nahIM. ciMtAmAM paDI DaoNkTarone batAvavAnA cakkara cAlu thayA. betraNa bALakonA moTA moTA DaoNkTarone paNa batAvyuM. temaNe sucavela baherA TesTa vagere TesTa karAvyA. kAMI niSkarSa na Avyo. badhAe bALaka be varSanuM thAya pachI khabara paDe tema kahyuM. eka DaoNkTare AmAM kaMI nahIM thaI zake ema paNa kahyuM. mAsI dharmamAM khUba zraddhAvALA. AyaMbilanI oLIo, cauvihAra, pratikramaNa, sevA-pUjA vagere dhArmika saMskArathI raMgAyelA. dharmamAM atUTa zraddhAvALA. DaoNkTaronA jaina Adarza prasaMgo- 8i5 [ 18 ]

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javAbathI nAsIpAsa thayA. paraMtu dharmamAM zraddhA hovAthI mArA azubha karmono udaya lAge che ema samajI zAMta cittavALA thayA. tyAM upAzrayamAM pU. AcArya bhagavaMta padhAryA. bALakane zrAvaka banAvavA temanI pAse laI gayA. gurUbhagavaMte vAsakSepa nAMkhyo. mAsInI AMkhamAM saheja pANI AvyA, ne daI kAraNa pUchatAM temaNe bALakanI vigata kahI. pU. bhagavaMte bALakanA kAnamAM "jya zrI namo uvajjhAyANaM" 108 vAra gaLyuM. Azcarya !! bALaka satata te tarapha moM rAkhI dhyAnapUrvaka sAMbhaLavA lAgyo. ghare paNa tene kAnamAM 108 vAra saMbhaLAvavA kahyuM. kAna pAse moTo avAja thAya to avAja tarapha jovAne badale paNa bIjI bAju joto bALaka A pada 108 vAra saMbhaLAvIe to dhyAnapUrvaka sAMbhaLato. dhIre dhIre te avAja tarapha draSTi pheravato thayo. varasano thatAM badhI ja rIte svastha thaI gayo. te Aje traNa varasano che. 8-10 stuti, arihaMta vaMdanAvalInI be-traNa gAyA moDhe bole che. roja jinapUjA kare che. Avela vipattinA vAdaLa haTAvavAnuM sAmarthya dharmamAM che teno amane sahune anubhava thayo. zraho ane AdarapUrvaka karAyelA dharmamAM pracaMDa zakti che te joI ame sahu dharmamAM dRDha manavALA thayA. 14. vimalanAthe vimala karyA malADanA sUryakAMtabhAI jhaverI lagabhaga janmathI perAlIsIsa thavAthI prabhupUjA karI nahotA zakatA. balasANA tIrthanA zrI vimalanAtha dAdAno aciMtya prabhAva sAMbhaLI jAtrA karavA gayA. tIrthamAM pravezyA bAda dAdAnA prabhAve koInA paNa TekA vagara dAdAnI pUjA karI ! Aje paNa Teko lIdhA vagara cAle che. prabhuno jApa roja kare che. pharI jAtrAnI khUba bhAvanA che. A ja vimalanAtha prabhuno bIjo camatkAra : hiMmatanagarano jaina Adarza prasaMgo 20

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jIgneza acAnaka bimAra paDyo. riporTa karAvatA hRdayamAM kANuM che tema nidAna thayuM. DaoNkTaroe kahyuM ke AnI koI TrITamenTa nathI. jIve teTaluM nasIba. mA bApa gabharAI gayAM. amadAvAda moTI hospiTalamAM batAvavA nIkaLyA. hiMmatanagarathI nIkaLatI vakhate DaoNkTare kIdheluM ke amadAvAda pahoMcaze ke kema te savAla che. amadAvAdanA DaoNkTaroe paNa tapAsa karI hAtha UMcA karI nAMkhyA. have bacavAnI AzA dekhAtI nathI. gharanA sahune zrI vimalanAtha prabhu para khUba zraddhA. jApa roja karatAM. muzkelImAM prabhuno jApa vadhAryo. jApAnuM maMtrita pANI jignezane pIvaDAvavAnuM cAlu karyuM. bAra mahinA sudhI roja A krama cAlu rAkhyo. pharI DaoNkTarane batAvavA gayA to kahe ke kANuM pUrAI gayuM che. have koI takalIpha nathI. prabhu pratApe kANuM gAyaba. zraddhAthI prArthanA bolo ke "mere duHkha ke dino meM vo baDe kAma Ate hai" 15. mAsakSamaNathI roganAza pAlaDI, amadAvAdanA e varSAbenane roja 2-3 lohInI ulaTIo thAya. ghaNIvAra to vadhu vAra paNa thAya. tapamAM besaNuM paNa karavuM khUba bhAre. cAturmAsa jevI ArAdhanAnI mosamamAM mAsakSamaNanI bhAvanA jAgI. kevI rIte thaze te vicArI na zakyA. pU. A. zrI yazovijayasUrijI pratye apAra zraddhA. pU. gurUbhagavaMta pAse jaI vAta karI. AcAryazrIe vAsakSepa nAMkhI hiMmata rAkhavA kahyuM. devagurU kRpA aMge samajAvyuM. tapa ApaNA zarIranI tAkAtathI na thAya paraMtu deva-gurUnI kRpAthI ja thAya. caMpA zrAvikAe cha mahinAno tapa deva-gurU kRpAthI karyo to tame paNa zraddhA rAkhazo to mAsakSamaNa thaze. pU.zrInI preraNAnA baLathI zrAvikAe aTTamanuM pacakhANa lIdhu ! gharanA badhA Azcarya pAmI gayA. paNa devagurUkRpAthI upavAsa to ramatAM ramatAM thavA mAMDyA. ane e paNa eka paNa ulaTI vagara. | jaina Adarza prasaMgo- tricha [ 21]

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23mA divase mAtra 1 ja vAra ulaTI thaI ane raMge caMge mAsakSamaNa pUrNa thayuM !!! paryuSaNanA pAraNe pAraNuM thayA bAda to jIvanamAM AyaMbila, upavAsa karavA ramata jevA banI gayA. tyArabAda lohInI ulaTIo prAyaH kyAreya thaI nathI. zarIranI zakti karatAM deva-gurUnI kRpA para zraDhA rAkhI tapa dharma avazya vanamAM lAvo. 16. mahAmaMtra che moTo jagamAM malADanI ku. jetale peparamAM eka prasaMga jaNAvyo che. "mArA mAmAnA gAmanA eka paTele mArI sAthe vAta zarU karI. thoDAM varSo pahelAM amArA gAmamAM eka phakIra AvelAM. e bimAra hatAM eTale meM emanI sevA karI. thoDA divasamAM emane ArAma thaI gayo. ethI e javA lAgyA. jatAM jatAM mane eka kAgaLa Apyo ane kahyuM. "A kAgaLamAM meM maMtra lakhyo che. ene roja savAra-sAMja zuddhi sAthe 27 vAra vAMcI jaje. bahu camatkArIka mahAmaMtra che. gupta rAkhaje. koIne ya batAvato nahi." mane e phakIrabAbA upara zraddhA hatI. eTale emanA kahyA mujaba roja maMtrano pATha karavA lAgyo. ghaNo samaya pasAra thayA bAda mArA gharamAM ja eka benane takalIpha AvI gaI. ghaNA upacAra karyA pachI paNa rAhata na thaI tyAre mane vicAra Avyo ke huM je maMtra pATha karUM chuM e jarUra sahAya karaze. evo vizvAsa keLavI eka cokhkhI zIzImAM cokhkhuM pANI bharI enI sAme 27 vakhata maMtrapATha karyo ne pachI e pANI e benane pAyuM. ke turta ja jANe camatkAra thayo hoya ema benane pUrI rAhna thaI gaI ! pachI to jyAre jyAre koIne takalIpha thAya eTale huM A prayoga karavA lAgyo ane dhArI asara paNa thavA lAgI.... jaina Adarza prasaMgo 22

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thoDA samaya pahelAM eka benane prasUtinI pIDA thavA lAgI. prasuti thAya nahi ne pIDA khUba thAya. e vakhate meM mAtra 27 vakhata jIpa karI e bena upara phUMka mArI ane benanI nakalIpha dUra thaI gaI ! ane have to pANIno paNa upayoga nathI karato, maMtra gaNI pheMka mArI uM chuM to paNa lokonA kAma thaI jAya che. mane vicAra Avyo ke, "nA karyo mahAmaMtra haze ? eno zo artha haze ? e kayA bhagavAnano maMtra haze ?'' eno javAba zodhato hato. eka divasa mArA gAmamAM koI jaina mahArAja AvyA che ema jANI e maMtrano javAba pUchavA gayo. mahArAje kahyuM, "lAvo, batAvo kayo maMtra che e ?" sAva jIrNa zIrNa hAlatamAM Apelo kAgaLa mahArAje sAcavIne lIdho, kholyo.... maMtra vAMcyo ne kAgaLa pAcho ApatAM kahyuM, "tame je maMtrapATha karo cho e barAbara che ane ema ja japatAM raheze. ane vAsakSepa karI ne bhAIne vidAya aaN. e kAgaLamAM bIjuM kazuM nahi ApaNo parama maMtra "zrI navakAra' ja hato. kIdhuM che ne "jogI samare bhogI samare ' 17. uvasaggaharaM stotrano camatkAra hiMmatanagaranA anitAbena peparamAM lakhe che ke varSamAM eka vAra zrI zatruMjaya girirAja ane zrI zaMkhezvarajI tIrthanI eka vAra yAtrA thAya tevI bAdhA aNasamajamAM pU. mAtA-pitA sAthe lIdhela. e vakhate to sthiti paNa khUba sArI nahIM. chatAM ghaNAM varSothI niyama paLAya. A varSe pa.pU. haMsabodhi vi. ma.sA.nuM cAturmAsa amArA hiMmatanagara gAmamAM nakkI thayuM. "niyamomAM makkamatA" e viSaya para pravacana sAMbhaLI manamAM darda hatuM. A varSe zaMkhezvarajI tIrthanAM darzana bAkI. AthI pUjya patidevane vinaMtI karatAM, pU. mAtA, pU. bhAI, 5. bhAbhI saparivAra sAthe zaMkhezvara tIrtha darzana karavA karyA. jaina Adarza prasaMgo 23

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lagabhaga 200-225 ki.mI.nuM aMtara hovAthI gADI calAvavA eka DrAIvara rAkhyo. rastAmAM mAtra dhArmika aMtAkSarI ane bhaktAmara stotranI ramajhaTa vacce rasto kapAto hato. acAnaka amArI gADI AgaLanI TATA sumo sAthe athaDAI, amAre to maktAmaranI ramajhaTa cAlatI hatI. kudaratI koine ya na vAgyuM. paraMtu sAmenI gADImAM AdivAsIo ane musalamAno hatA. tethI AvIne amArA DrAIvaranI pheMTa pakaDI emanI gADImAM besADI gADI haMkArI. ame ajANyA gAma pAse hatAM. badhA bhayabhIta thaI gayA. mane sphuraNA thaI ke uvasaggaharaM stotrano pATha cAlu karuM ane pATha 21 vAra pUro karuM, te pahelAM to sAmethI gADI AvI. amArA DrAIvarane mUkIne mAtra 200 rU. ja mAMgyA. ApyA. ame sau pArzvanAtha dAdAno mahimA jANI Azcaryamugdha thaI gayAM. stotrano nAma jevo ja arthAt upasarga dUra karanAra) prabhAva anubhavI AnaMdita thaI gayA. sAmenI gALune nukazAnI joI lAgatuM hatuM ke A to rIperIMga karAvIne ja choDaze. dAdAnI pUjA cUkI jaIzuM. paraMtu pUrepUrI zraddhA ane AsthAthI prabhune yAda karatAM samayasara pahoMcyA. pUjA thaI. kalikAlamAM paNa hAjarAhajura che. zrI zaMkheAra pArzvanAtha ! zrI uvasaggaharaM pArzvanAtha bhagavAnane gharamAM mULanAyaka paramAtmA tarIke birAjamAna karela che. gharanuM pagathiyuM utaravuM hoya to pahelAM dAdAnA darzana, praNAma karIne ja javAno amAro AkhA kuTuMbano niyama kAyamI thaI paDyo che. 18. levA jevuM saMyama paMkaja sosAyaTI jaina saMghamAM A.bha. caMdraguptasUrijI padhAryA. temanI dIkSAne 50 varSa pUrNa thatAM hovAthI, tenI ujavaNI ka2vAnuM nakkI thayuM. te nimitte paMkaja saMghanA pramukha bharatabhAI mANasAvALAnA ghare pU. AcArya bhagavaMtanA pagalAM karAvyA. A. bhagavaMta kahe ke gurUnA pagalAM jaina Adarza prasaMgo 24

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na thayA to tame gurU (sAdhu) na bano tyAM sudhI eka vastuno tyAga karo. bharatabhAI kahe, "gurUdeva ! Apa je kaho te tyAga." pU. AcAryazrI kahe, "jyAM sudhI dIkSA na levAya tyAM sudhI roTalI baMdha." sAmAnyathI mIThAI, mevA, phuTa baMdha karIne to aThavADiyAmAM kyAreka ja khAvAnuM thAya, jyAre roTalI to roja khAvAnI vastu che. roja saMyama yAda Ave mATe roTalI kIdhI. pU. zrI kahe, "pALazo ne ?" bharatabhAI kahe ke pU. zrI ! Ape niyama Apyo, to pALavAnI zakti paNa Ape ja ApavAnI che. Aje paNa A niyama pALI rahyA che. savAra-sAMja besaNuM karatAM thaI gayA, jethI baporanI roTalInI muralI paNa nahi ane niyama sArI rIte paLAya. AjanA bhogavilAsI vAtAvaraNamAM aneka bhaNelAgaNelA, budhdhizALIoe dIkSA lIdhI che, laI rahyA che. mokSamAM javA mATe A sivAya bIjo koI mArga ja nathI. pApanA udaye ApaNe kadAca saMyama laI na zakIe te bane paNa choDavA jevo saMsAra", "hovA jevuM saMghama", "meLavavA jevo mokSa' ATalI mAnyatA, hatA to avazya ubhI karavI joIe. prabhune prArthanA karIe ke amane paNa jaladIthI saMyama Apaje. 19. dharma dRDhatA mAyaMdara bAvana jinAlayanA AyaMbila khAne vahoravA javAnuM thayuM. meM AyaMbila karavA beThelAone jaNAvyuM, "pANI gharamAMthI lAvyA hoya temane lAbha levo hoya to badhA thoDuM thoDuM vahorAvI zakazo." ghaNA vahorAvavA AvyA. eka zrAvikAbena vahorAvI gayA. emanI jagyAe jaI beThA. mane pUchyuM ke mahArAjajI eka bhUla thaI gaI. AyaMbila karavA huM beThI ane mAtra pAkA mIThAthI dAMta ghasI 2-3 kogaLA karyA hatA. pachI anupayogathI AyaMbila cAlu karyuM che tevuM bhUlI Apane pANI vahorAvavA ubhI thaI. have jaina Adarza prasaMgo 25

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ubhA thayA pachI pAchI besI to gaI paNa have AyaMbilanuM vaparAya ke ubhA thaI gayA pachI AyaMbila pUrU thaI gayuM gaNAya? zuM karavuM? meM kIdhuM ke zakti hoya, na vAparo to sAruM. anupayogathI thayuM che eTale pAchA besI vAparazo to sAmAnya prAyazcita Ave. Ama paNa gurUnI bhakti mATe ubhA thayA cho mATe moTo doSa nathI. paraMtu zrAvikAbena makkama hatA. nA mArI bhUlathI bhale thayuM paraMtu have mAre nathI vAparavuM ema vicArI AyaMbila karyA vagara jatA hatA. ' kIdhuM, "paNa AyaMbilane badale upavAsa thaI jaze. pachI azakti lAge, takalIpha thAya to ?" mane kahe ke nA, mAre have nathI vAparavuM ema kahI vAparyA vagara nIkaLI gayA. dhanya che dharmadaDhatAne. ApaNe chelle eTaluM to nakkI karIe ke gharamAM 1-2 vastu ochI khAvAnI maLe ke moLI ke vadhAre paDatI tIkhI maLaze to calAvI lezuM, paNa koInI sAthe jhaghaDo to nahi ja karIe. zarIrane bhADu joIe che, jIbhane caTakA joIe. jIbha nahi sacavAya to cAlaze, zarIra cAle te ghaNuM che. 20. navapadanI oLIno prabhAva pUnAmAM rahetA hemAbenane dharma upara aDaga zraddhA. bhagavAne dIkaro to Apyo paNa ene bolatA AvaDatuM na hatuM. chokaro moTo thayo. ghaNI bAdhA rAkhI paNa bolato na thayo. dharmamAM bahu ja aDaga hovAthI temane bAdhA rAkhI ke he navapadajI dAdA ! mArA A lAlane bolatAM AvaDe to huM eka oLI karIza ane bAbAne aThavADiyAmAM to bolatAM AvaDI gayuM. mammI to gAMDI gAMDI thaI gaI. manamAM vicAravA lAgI ke A navapadajIno mahimA aparaMpAra che. zraddhA rAkhIe to avazya phaLa maLe ja che. | jaina Adarza prasaMgo- kuNika [26]

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21. mRtyu marI gayuM re lola i.sa. 2000nI AsapAsanI A vAta che. muMbaI pAralAmAM rahenArA sarasvatI bahena je prabhu bhaktimAM khUba mAnatAM ne yathAzakti dharmadhyAna karatAM. jema ke daherAsara javuM, upAzraya javuM, prabhunI roja pUjA, gurUvaMdana, navakArazI, covihAra, kaMdamULano tyAga, pAMca tithi pratikramaNa ane rojanuM eka sAmAyika Adi te karatAM ane samatA evI ke krodha to jarAya na karatAM, eka divasa emane acAnaka ja lohInI ulaTI thaI. eTale DaoNkTarane bolAvyA ne hospiTala laI gayA. khabara paDI temane blaDa kensara che ane e paNa lAsTa sTejanuM. DaoNkTare javAba ApI dIdho ke ghare laI javA hoya to laI jAva. be divasa mAMDa kADhaze. emane to lohInI ulaTIo uparA uparI thavA ja lAgI. paNa emaNe jIda karavAne kAraNe emane ghare laI AvyAM. AvI gaMbhIra hAlatamAM ghare AvatAM rastAmAM A zrAvikAe vicArI lIdhuM ke mAre to have maravAnuM ja che to huM mArA ja hAthe dharmakSetramAM rUpiyA vAparIne kema na jauM? Ama vicArI nakkI karyuM ane chokarAone kahyuM ke AvatIkAle ApaNe tyAM daherAsaramAM vedanIya karmanI pUjA bhaNAvavAnI che. mATe badhA ja kuTuMbIjanone phona karI nimaMtraNa ApI do. ane badhA ja kuTuMbIjanone bolAvyAM. badhA ja AvyA, pUjA bhaNAvI ane ulaTIo vadhAre thatI hovAne kAraNe sarasvatIbenane zAMtikaLaza patavA Avyo tyAre lAvyAM ane temane hAthe paNa karAvyo. darzana karAvI ghare laI gayA. badhAne jamADyA ane pachI jIvadayAnI TIpa karI. temaNe potAnA taraphathI 5001 lakhAvyAM ne bAkI badhAnA lakhatAM kula rUA. 30 hajAra jamA thayA ane A badhI rakama emanA hAthe jIvadayA khAte mUkI pachI pote khAvA-pIvAno tyAga karyo ane badhAne be hAtha joDI mAMthu namAvI micchAmI dukkaDa dIdhA ane | jaina Adarza prasaMgo- ki | 27]

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AkhA parivArane paNa micchAmi dukkaDaM dIdhA ane have mauna lauM chuM ema kahI anazana laI lIdhuM ! ATalI lohInI ulaTIo thatI, chAtImAM baLatarA thatI ane sahana na thAya tevI bhayaMkara vedanAmAM paNa sahanazIlatA rAkhI temaNe pUjA bhaNAvI, dAna karyuM. dhanya che sarasvatIbenane ke AvI bImArImAM paNa dharama karavAnuM mana thayuM ane potAnA hAthe dharamamAM paisA vAparI ane pAMcamA ja divase samAdhimaraNane pAmyAM. A zrAvikAe je rIte samAdhi rAkhI tethI lAge ke mRtyu paNa eka mahotsava banI gayuM. ApaNe paNa aMta samaye gabharAyA vagara uttama satkAryo, sAta kSetramAM dAna vigere ArAdhanA karIe. 22. dharma vasyo hRdayamAM jalagAMvamAM uttama zrAvikAnuM nAma dhopubena kasturacaMda rAkA hatuM. eka ucca kuLa ane saMskArI kuTuMbamAM janma thayo. kuTuMba khUba dharmiSTha. temanA bhAIe pU. bhuvanasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. pAse dIkSA lIdhI hatI. temanA kuTuMbamAM bhAI-bhatrIjA ane bhatrIjI vigere lagabhaga 13 dIkSA thaI che. moTA thayA pachI lagna eka ucca kuTuMbamAM thayAM. paNa sthAnakavAsImAM eTale temane to darzana karavA paNa muzkela hatAM. temanA diyara temane bahu herAna karatAM paNa te to eTalA makkama rahyA ke temaNe maMdira mArgInuM badhuM ja cAlu ja rAkhyuM. muzkelImAM paNa dhIre dhIre potAnA patine samajAvIne maMdiramArgI banAvyA. temaja temanA putrone paNa maMdira mArgI banAvyA ane dIkarA judA thayA pachI darekane tyAM ghara derAsara paNa karAvyA. kharI khUbI to e che ke game te gacchanA sAdhu-sAdhvIjI ma.sA. hoya to bheda rAkhyA vinA eka ja sarakhI sevA-bhakti kare. jaina Adarza prasaMgo- che [ 18 ] 28 |

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badhA ja temane oLakhe. sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtone joIne temane je AnaMda thAya te avarNanIya che. darekane dharma mArge kema joDavA e ja emanA jIvananI tamannA-bhAvanA. doma doma sAhyabI hovA chatAM abhimAna nahIM. amaupavAsAdi game te tapa hoya paNa pAraNe ekAsaNuM ja karavAnuM, lagabhaga 30 varSathI ekAsaNA cAlu ja hatA. tapamAM mAsakSamaNa, aSTApada tapa, zreNItapa, siddhitapa, vardhamAna tapanI 55 oLI karI hatI. jIvyA tyAM sudhI navapadajInI oLIo to mUkI ja nathI. chelle uMmara lagabhaga 95 varSanI hatI. chellAM pAMca varSathI AMkhe dekhAtuM baMdha, kAne saMbhaLAtuM baMdha, page calAtuM baMdha, paNa baMne TAIma upAzrayamAM AvIne ja sAmAyika-pratikramaNa kare. rojanA AThadaza sAmAyika kare. ziyALo hoya ke unALo, to paNa ekAsaNAmAM purimaDha ja paccakhkhANa, be ghaDI pahelAM cauvihAra, lagabhaga 25 varSathI paNa upAzrayamAM ja suve. macchara karaDe to paNa sahana kare. dIkSA levAnI khUba ja bhAvanA. paNa AMkhe dekhAya nahi tethI laI zakyA nahi. potAne tyAM derAsara chatAM saMghanA derAsare roja pUjA karavA Ave. supAtradAna na Ape tyAM sudhI momAM pANI na nAMkhe. gaLapaNaphUTamAM amuka ja be vastunI chUTa rAkhelI. bAra tithI lIlotarI baMdha, phUTa jevuM paNa nahIM khAvAnuM, dIkSA lenArane sahAya kare. potAnA kharce zIkharajI jAtrA karAve. keTalAMkane comAsAmAM navvANuM karAve. sAdharmikane joIne to khUba ja rAjI thAya. potAnA ghare laI jAya. pote sAme besIne jamADe. jatI vakhate cAMllo karIne bahumAna paNa kare. upAzraya ane AyaMbila khAtuM saMbhALe. bhUla thaI hoya to paisA pote bharI de. pU. sAdhu-sAdhvIjI ma.sA. hoya to gurUvaMdana karyA vinA na rahe. bahAragAma gayA hoya tyAM paNa jyAM sudhI pUjA na kare tyAM sudhI jaina Adarza prasaMgo- 6i [ 29 ]

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pANI momAM na nAMkhe. bahAragAmathI Ave ne cAra-pAMca vAge to paNa pUjA karIne ja paccakkhANa pAre. sAmAyika pratikramaNa karyA vinA kyAreya rahyA nathI. je koI dharma kare tenI khUba anumodanA kare. chelle divase paNa pUjA karI. biAsaNAnuM paccakkhANa pU. sAdhvIjInA mukhe karyuM. pU. gurU ma.sA. ne vaMdana karyuM. zarIranI vedanA khUba samatAthI sahana karI. chelle kaMI ja thayuM nahIM. badhA vAto karatAM hatAM ane ekadama ja cAlyA gayA. A vAtane Aje 7-8 varSa vItI gayA. dhanya ArAdhaka bhAva, dhanya temanI samAdhine. 23. hakanuM choDe te rAma vi.saM. 2064. Azare 1 mahino navaraMgapurA rokAvAnuM thayuM. eka divasa savAre 9 vAgyAnI AsapAsa eka zrAvikAbena AvyA. vaMdana karyA ane prazna pUchyo, "mahArAjajI ! koIe paherelA AbhuSaNa prabhujIne caDAvAya ke nahi ?" meM kahyuM, "sAmAnyathI phUla vi. vastuo ApaNe upogamAM lIdhA pachI prabhujIne caDAvAtI nathI. kemake nirmAlya kahevAya, jyAre gaLAno hAra vi. sonA-cAMdI jevI uttama vastuo prabhujIne caDAvavAmAM vAMdho nathI. mAtra jarUrI zuddhi karAvI pachI prabhujIne arpaNa karI zakAya.' zrAvikA bahena kahe ke, amArI pAse be hAra che temAMthI eka hAra bhagavAnanagaranA Tekare zrI saMbhavanAtha prabhunI cala pratiSThA vakhate caDAvavAnI bhAvanA thaI. zrAvakane vAta karI. temaNe hA pADI, paraMtu joDe "ApaNo paherelo hAra prabhune caDAvAya ke nahi ?" te zaMkA thaI, eTale Apane puchavA AvI. samAdhAna maLI gayuM. paNa A zrAvikAnA praznathI mane eka prazna UThyo, je meM zrAvikAbenane pUchyo ke tamane bhagavAnane hAra caDAvavAnuM mana kema thayuM ? zrAvikAbene javAba Apyo, "AjathI thoDA varSo pUrve mArA jaina Adarza prasaMgo 30

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sAsu jIvatA hatA, mAMdA hatA tyAre meM temanI sevA karI. e divasomAM emaNe mane sAmethI je vastu ApI te meM rAkhI. pachIthI temane lakavo thayo. temanA gayA bAda temanI pAse be hAra paDyA rahyA hatA, paraMtu temaNe jAte mane te hAra ApyA nahotA. mArI eka ja bhAvanA ke emaNe mane nathI ApyuM to mAre zuM kAma levuM? A be hAra ghaNA samayathI ema ja paDyA hatA. mAre manamAM nakkI hatuM ke mAre vAparavA nathI. pratiSThA sAMbhaLI thayuM ke paDI rahe tenA karatAM prabhunI zobhA vadhAre to zuM khoTuM ? eTale hamaNAM hAra caDAvavAnI bhAvanA thaI." kaliyugamAM paNa AvA sajjana AtmAo che. eka bAju DhagalAbaMdha jIvo aNahakanI laDAIo mAMDI beThA che tyAre hakanI vastu jatI karavAnI bhAvanAvALI zrAvikA eka uttama dRSTAMta rUpa che. zAstromAM kahyuM che ke, "para dhana paththara samAna" are, mAbApanA paisA ke saMpatti para paNa ApaNo haka nathI lAgato. temane je karavuM hoya te karI zake. mAlika te che. batrIsI jevA graMthomAM kIdhuM che ke mAtA-pitAnuM dhana, ghareNAM e badhuM dharmanA sAta kSetramAM dAna karI devuM joIe paNa ApaNe na vAparavuM. jo jAte vAparIe to mAtApitAnA mRtyunI anumati lAge. uttama purUSo haMmezA ApakamAI para jIvyA che, nahi ke bApakamAI para. anila aMbANI ane mukeza aMbANInI jema hakanI laDAI mAMDI phleza karavAne badale hakanuM choDI rAma banavA ApaNe sarjAyA chIe. ochuM maLaze to cAlaze paNa anItinuM ke maphatiyuM nathI levuM evo daDha saMkalpa karajo . jaina Adarza prasaMgo- 6i [ 31] 31.

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24. TrasTInI uttama saMbhakti pAlaDI vistAranA eka upAzrayanA mATe paisA bolanArA pharI jatA, TrasTIe potAno baMgalo gIrave mUkIne lAkho rUpiyA lona rUpe ApI jagyA levaDAvI dIpI. pAchaLathI saMdhamAM rUpiyA bhegA thaI janAM baMgalo pAcho maLI gayo. lokonI kahevata che ke, "ghara bALI tIratha na karAya !" paraMtu AvA uttama TrasTIone khUba khUba dhanyavAda, jemanA hradayamAM deva-gurU-dharmArAdhanA khUba vaselI che. 25. dhanya che zrI kRSNanagarane vi.sa. 2003nuM comAsuM thayuM zrI kRSNanagara jaina saMgha, naroDamAM. lokonA uttama ArAdhanAnA bhAva joI haryuM namI paDyuM. pArka prabhunA 620 akrama, aneka tapasyAo, yuvA-bALa zibiro, bhAva yAtrAo vi. aneka ArAdhanA zrI munisuvratasvAmI dAdAnI kRpAthI thaI. jemAM eka ArAdhanA hatI saMyama upakaraNa vaMdanAvalI, saMyamanA eka-eka upakaraNane gurU bhagavaMta samajAve ane caDAvo lenAra bhAgyazALIo saMghane te upakaraNanA darzana karAve. jemAM caDAvAnA bhAgyazALIo nIce mujaba hatA. (1) haraNanA darzana mATe "keTalAM varSa sudhI TI.vI., vIDIyo, megejhIno ane chApA baMdha'" e caDAvo bolAtA 1...2...pa... varSa ema AgaLa vadhatA jAvajjIva mATe A cAra vastu baMdha karanArA eka sAthe sAta bhAgyazALIoe lAbha lIdho jemAM 40-45nI uMmaravALA zrAvikA paNa hatA. (2) pAtrA pRthvInA darzana mATe divasamAM jeTalI vAra gesa-phUlo cAlu karo tyAre pUMjavAnuM, keTalo samaya ? e caDAvo bolatAM jaMdagIbhara mATe caDAvo bolanArA pAMca bhAgyazALI hatA. jemAMthI eka to 45-50 varSanA zrAvaka paNa hatA. jaina Adarza prasaMgo 32

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(3) muhapatti mATe "paMkho baMdha keTalA varSa"mAM jIMdagIbhara mATe eka zrAvikAbene paMkho choDyo hato. A ja rIte saMthArA mATe ajaina zrAvaka-zrAvikA sAthe 1 varSanuM kayuM vrata, pAtrA mATe saMpUrNa divasanA vadhumAM vadhu 15 dro vAparavA vi. aneka caDAvA ucca ArAdhanAomAM gayA hatAM. vartamAnakALe aneka saMghomAM aneka gurUbhagavaMtonI nizrAmAM upakaraNa vaMdanAvalInA progrAmamAM AvA aneka puNyAtmAo ucca bhAvanA sAthe AvA niyamo laI caDAvA bole che. dhanya ArAdhaka bhAva ! 26. jinavANImAM akhUTa zraddhA e ja zrI kRSNanagara jaina saMghanA pramukha bIpInabhAI. 10 varSa pUrve kemIkalanA dhaMdhAmAM nokarI karatA hatA. puNya ane buddhinA prabhAve paisA khUba maLatA. zeTha paNa khUba mAna ApatA. eka vAra jinavANI sAMbhaLatA karmAdAnanA dhaMdhA ke jemAM khUba hiMsA thAya te jaina zrAvaka na kare te vAta sAMbhaLI vicAramAM paDyAM. bhale paisA ghaNA maLatAM hoya paNa pApa khUba baMdhAya che tethI mAre A dhaMdhAmAM nathI rahevuM tevo nizcaya karyo. zeThe ghaNuM samajAvyuM. lAkhkho rU. ApavAnI ophara ApI. are, navI ja apaDeTa gADI pharavA mATe ApI. paNa bIpInabhAIne jinavacanamAM joradAra zraddhA, lAkho rU. choDyA, gADI choDI ane dhaMdho badalyo. juo have zraddhAnA camatkAro. (1) dAdAnA prabhAve turaMta ja ghATaloDiyAmAM eka jaNanI sADInI cAlu dukAna vecAtI maLI gaI. mULa mAlike badhI vyavasthA sAmethI karI ApI. (2) AjubAjunI ghaNI dukAnovALA khUba mahenata karavA chatAM je kamAya tenA karatAM ochI mahenatamAM bIpInabhAI khUba kamAya jaina Adarza prasaMgo 33

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che. covihAranuM TIphIna joDe hovA chatAM gharAkImAM samaya na maLavAthI pANI pIne covihAra kare ne TIphIna paDyuM rahe. divALI jevA divasomAM to gharAko rAtre moDA sudhI paNa dukAna baMdha karavA detAM nathI. tyAre paNa gharAkono mAla levAno cAlu hoya. chevaTe AvatIkAle AvavAnI vinaMtI kare tyAre mAMDa rAtre moDA dukAna baMdha thAya. paramAtmAnI AjJA paranI gADha zraddhA zuM kAma kare che ? lokonI dukAna bapore 12 vAge ke 2 vAge paNa na cAle paNa AmanI rAtre paNa cAle che. (3) mULanAyaka prabhu zrI munisuvratasvAmI para draDha zraddhA emanA jIvanamAM joI che. dAdAne joIne AMkhomAMthI azruno zubha srota vahe. khUba khuza thAya. eka vAra to roDa para hajAro rUpiyAnuM pAkITa rahI javA chatAM dAdAnI kRpAthI 3-4 kalAke tapAsa karatAM pAchuM maLI AvyuM. eka vAra 35-40 hajAranuM pAkITa bharacaka roDa para AkhI rAta rahI gayuM ne bIje divase tapAsa karatAM pAchuM maLyuM ! (4) anDarabrijamAM bAIka sAthe 5-phUTa pheMkAyA. paNa prabhunA prabhAve kAMI thayuM nahi. kapaDAM khaMkherI ubhA thaI gayA. eka vAra je sthaLe paDavAne lIdhe 2-3 jaNane phrekTara thayA hatA tyAM paDavA chatAM temane kAMI na thayuM. (5) pramukha pade AvyA bAda padanI mahattA jALavavA mATe covihAra kAyamI cAlu karyo kemake TrasTIo to chevaTe rAtribhojana na ja karatAM hovA joIe ema zAstro kahe che. saMghanI bhakti paNa khUba kare. saraLatA evI ke saMghanI jAherAtonA borDa paNa jAte lakhe. deva-gurU-saMghanA koI kAmamAM nAnama nahi. roja sAmAyika-jinavANIzravaNa kare. saMghanA koIpaNa phaMDamAM potAno phALo avazya hoya. comAsA bAda paNa cha mahinAmAM Azare 20-25 vAra maLavA, vaMdana karavA AvyA haze. jaina Adarza prasaMgo- chi [ 34]

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AjanA kALamAM AvA TrasTIonI dareka saMghamAM khUba jarUra che, jenA prabhAve jinazAsanano avazya jayajayakAra thaI jAya. 27. mInI zrAvakanI bhavya ArAdhanA kAMdivalIno jesala uMmara 23 varSanI AsapAsa. Azare 56 varSa pUrve comAsuM sthita gurUbhagavaMtane vaMdana karavA Avyo ane gurUbhagavaMte navakArano mahimA batAvyo ke je 9 lAkha navakAra jape tene AvatA bhave narakamAM na javuM paDe. zraddhA sAthe navakAra gaNavAnA cAlu karyA. lokonI paMcAtamAM koI rasa nahi. pote bhalo potAnuM kAma bhaluM. gaNavAnuM kAunTara rAkhe. samaya maLatAM ja kAunTaranuM Taka Taka cAlu thaI jAya. divasanA 1000-1500 navakAra gaNe. Aje pAMca varSamAM teNe 22 lAkha navakAra (!) gaNyA che. pachI mukrisahiya paccakkhAUnI mahattA jANI. jyAre khAvuM hoya tyAre mahI vALI 3 navakAra gaNI khAI zakAya. khAvAnuM parva thAya eTale dhAraNA karI levAnI. zAstra kahe che ke roja cauvihAra karanArane 1 mahinAmAM 15 upavAsano lAbha maLe ane emAM paNa mukrisahiye paccakkhANa karanArane to 27 upavAsano lAbha maLe. basa, muThisakriya nA paccakakhANa karato thayo. pIre pIre 14 niyama, bAra vrata vigere aneka ArAdhanAo yathAzakti karavA mAMDyo. i.sa. 2006nI sAlamAM maLyo tyAre mane eNe kIdhelA zabdo, "ma.sA. ! atyAra sudhInI ArAdhanAnA prabhAve AvatA bhave mArI sadgati thavAnI che e huM geraMTI ApI zakuM chuM !!!'' zuM zraddhA sAthenI ArAdhanA karI haze ke AvatA bhavanI geraMTI ApI zake che. cAlo, ApaNe paNa bhavobhava sudhAravA hoya to 9 lAkha navakAra, 14 niyama, muDhisahiyaM paccakkhANa, bAra vrata vigere ArAdhanAmAM lAgI jaIe ane ane saMyama meLavI zivati pAmIe, e ja zubhecchA. jaina Adarza prasaMgo 35

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28. zrAvaka hoya to AvA uMjhA gAmamAM eka rasikabhAI karIne jaina zrAvaka moTA parivAra sAthe rahetAM hatAM. pahelAM temanI pAse paisA nahotA. paNa dharma khUba ja karatAM ane saMghanuM kAma khaDe page rahIne karatAM. dharma prabhAve temanI pAse paiso khUba ja thayo. AyaMbilanI oLI, pauSadha, ArAdhanA ghaNI karatAM hatAM ane saMgho paNa ghaNA kADhyA hatA. vepAramAM AgaLa paDatA hatAM. 65 varSanI uMmare A badhuM choDI upAzrayamAM sAmAyika, pauSadha ane pratikramaNamAM rahetAM hatAM. ane pAlitANAmAM paisA paNa bahu ja vAparatAM hatA. emanI dharmapatnI bahu ja dharmiSTha hatI. emanI dharma ArAdhanAthI emano parivAra sukhI thayo. eka vAra upAzrayamAM sAmAyika karatA hatAM. temanI peDhImAM corI thaI che, evA samAcAra sAmAyikamAM maLyA. chatAM paNa sAmAyika choDIne peDhImAM na gayA ane sAmAyikamAM deDha rahyA. emanA dharmanA pratApe cora pakaDAI gayo ! niyama pramANe lAkha rUpiyA potAnI pAse rAkhIne bIjA badhA paisA dharma mArge vAparatAM ! kapaDAM paNa amuka joDI rAkhatAM. pote ghara derAsara banAvyuM hatuM. 29. ajenanI gurubhakti thANAthI DoMbivalI Azare 18 ki.mI. no vihAra. vacce Azare 9 ki.mI. e rAtrirokANa mATe eka nAnA gAmanA maMdiranI uparanI skUlamAM mahAtmAo utaratA. nAnI sarakhI jagyA. UMcI nIcI jamIna. jo ke vihAramAM AvuM bane emAM kAMI navAI nahi. eka vAra aneka sAdhu sAthe AcArya bhagavaMta padhAravAnA hatA. kAryakartA sthAnanI tapAsa mATe nIkaLyA. te gAma pAse badhA ajaina rahe. pUchatA koIke kahyuM ke pelA pATIlanA baMgale pUcho. AkhA vistAramAM prasiddha ane bahu zrImaMta. AgrI jAtino A mANasa. [ #na Adarza prasaMgo-| raSTi [36]

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pATIlane maLI vAta karI. zrAvakoe jaNAvyuM ke amArA jaina saMto khullA page ja jAya, kyAMya paNa javuM hoya to cAlatA ja jAya, lAITa na vApare, paisA na rAkhe, strIne aDe paNa nahi. AvA saMtone eka rAta mAtra utAravAnA che. savAre cAlyA jaze, nahi joIe temane pathArI ke nahi joIe paMkho. pANI paNa tamArUM nahi pIe. A sAMbhaLI jaina saMta pratye Adara pedA thavAthI pATIle potAnA baMgalAno uparano mALa khAlI hato temAM rokAvavAnI hA pADI! pachI to dareka vakhate gurU bhagavaMto tyAM rokAtA hatA. kyAreka saMta pAse AvI pATIla AzIrvAda laI jato. AcAro joI khuza thato. eka vAra to pa0 rU.nI noTa mUkI pUjana paNa karyuM ! thoDA mahinAo bAda saMghoe vicAra karyo ke ahIM vacce rAta rokAvA vihAra dhAma jarUrI che. pATIla pAse jaIne vAta karI ke A vistAramAM kyAMka jagyA apAvI do to ame eka makAna banAvI zakIe. paisA je thAya te ame ApazuM, tamAre sArI jagA ApavAnI che. pATIle sApha InkAra karyo. kahe ke tame makAna banAvo to pachI A jaina saMto mAre tyAM na Ave. e to nahi ja bane ! mAre tyAM ja utaravA joIe ! huM tamane vihAradhAma nahi banAvavA dauM ! Akhare saMghoe vihAradhAma banAvavAnI vAta paDatI mukavI paDI. eka arjuna paNa jaina saMtonA AcAra joI vasati (upAzraya) ApavA taiyAra thayo hato to ApaNe to jaina chIe. ApaNe sAdhusAdhvIne jarUra hoya tyAre ApaNA khAlI phleTa ke rUma vi. ApIe to mahAna lAbha maLe. zAstrakAroe kahyuM che ke gocarI, pANI vi. vahorAvavAthI paNa aneka gaNo lAbha vasati ApavAno che. chevaTe AjubAjumAM kyAMya upAzraya thato hoya to kyAre ya virodhamAM to na ja paDAya. AjubAju hoTala thAya, komarzIyala bilDIMga thAya ke pAnanA gallA thAya to calAvanAra ApaNe zuM sAdhujaina Adarza prasaMgo 37

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sAdhvInA upAzrayamAM aMtarAya karazuM ? kyAre ya nahIM. AjathI saMkalpa karajo ke sAdhu-sAdhvInA upAzrayamAM zakya hoya to paisA, jagyA Adino lAbha laIzuM paraMtu virodha to kyAreya paNa nahi ja karIe. 30. devadravyanI bhakti babaladAsa kapuracaMda zAha. 50 varSa sudhI derAsaranI peDhIno vahIvaTa cIvaTathI saMbhALatA hatA. roje rojanI devadravyanI rokaDa moDhe hoya. paryuSaNamAM dareka bolelA caDAvA bhAdaravA vada 10 pUrve sahue bharI devA joIe tevo Agraha rAkhatA. temanA gAmamAM trikamalAla pratiSThita vyakti hatA. temaNe bolelI rakama bAkI hovAthI babaladAse pahelAM cIThThI mokalI ! na ApyA to dazame savAre trikamalAla pUjA karavA AvyA tyAre bolInA paisAnuM yAda karAvyuM ! trikamalAle upakAra mAnatA kahyuM ke tame yAda karAvyuM te khUba sAruM karyuM. trikamalAle ghare jaI putrone bhegA karI rUpiyA cUkavI devA jaNAvyuM. paisA bharAI gayA. bAda ja pUjA karavA gayA ! vartamAnakALamAM bolI bolelA bhAgyazALIoe turata ja paisA bharI devA joIe. bolanAranI bhAvanA zubha hoya che. paraMtu pachIthI ApI daIza vagere vicArane tAbe thavAthI ghaNI vAra devadravya bhakSaNa vagere bhayaMkara doSa ghaNAne lAgI jAya che. pachI bhUlI javAya, dhana jatuM rahe, putro na cUkave, dhaMdhA vageremAM phasAya vagere ghaNA kAraNe Aje koIka saMghomAM keTalAMkanA rUpiyA bharAyA nathI !!! A doSa aneka bhava ghaNA duHkho Apaze ja e zraddhA lAvI dharmadravyanuM devuM 1 sekaMDa paNa na rAkhavuM. amadAvAda kRSNanagara saMghanA ketanabhAI vagere to ghaNI vAra saMghamAM vadhArAnA paisA jamA rAkhe che !!!!! [ jaina Adarza prasaMgo-cha 25 [38]

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31. zaMkhezvara sAhiba sAco vaDodarAnA kiraNabhAI potAnA mitranA prasaMga aMge lakhe che ke lagabhaga dara varSe Ama to e loko zaMkhezvarajI jAya che. muMbaIthI e mArA mitra, emanA dharmapatnI ane mAsA, mAsI amadAvAda AvyA ane amadAvAdathI sagAnI gADImAM zaMkhezvarajI mATe nIkaLyA. zaMkhezvarajIthI lagabhaga 15 ki.mI. dUra hatA. 7-20nI AsapAsano samaya haze. lAITo baMdha hatI. ogasTa mahInAmAM varasAdane lIdhe rasto paNa sumasAma hato. kAMI dekhAtuM nahotuM. traNa rastA upara kayA raste javuM te mUMjhavaNamAM hatA ane eka bhAI phAnasa laIne Avyo. rasto batAvIne adRzya thaI gayo. thoDAka AgaLa vadhyA ane pharI phAMTo paDyo. kaI bAju javuM e dvidhAmAM hatA. eTalAmAM eka dUdhavALA bhAI AvyA. kahe : 'cAlo mane gADImAM laI lyo. huM tamane cheka maMdira sudhI mUkI jauM." - maMdiranI bahAra gADImAMthI utaratAnI sAthe e bhAI adazya thaI gayA ! eka ja sekaMDamAM mAM jatAM rahyA e kAMI khabara nA paDI. kAranI aMdara amArA zaMkhezvarajInA jApa cAlu hatA. jevA ame derAsaranI aMdara pravezyA ke pUjArIe amArI AgatA, svAgatA karI. "Avo sAheba ! AratIno samaya thaI gayo che." AratI vakhate eNe ghaMTa paNa vagADyo. AratI pUrI thaI. AratIno bahu sAro lAbha amane maLyo. eTalAmAM dharmazALAmAMthI 20-25 jaNa AvyA ane Azcaryacakita thaI gayA. teoe kahyuM ke AratI thaI chatAM amane avAja paNa saMbhaLAyo nathI. zaMkhezvarajInA Ama to varSothI camatkAra viSe jANato hato. paNa A to pratyakSa anubhava hato. A uparAMta mArA jIvanamAM koIpaNa kArya "dAdA" nA smaraNa mAtrathI pUrNa thAya che. jaina Adarza prasaMgo 39

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32. puNyanA camakArA 1-2 varSa pUrve pa varSano prInsa nAmano chokaro ramatA ramatA 60 phUTa UMDA borIMganA khADAmAM paDI gayo. ATalA uMDA khADAmAM paDavA chatAM chokaro bacI gayo. loko bhegA thayA, prInsane kevI rIte bacAvavo te mATe vicAraNA cAlI. chokaro garIba gharano che, tema chatAM lokone bacAvavAnI mahenata zarU karI. khAvAnuM nADuM, ramakaDAM ramavA nAMkhyA. vicAravAnuM che ke garIbanA hajAro chokarAo roDa para mare che, hospiTalamAM davAnA paisA vagara maratA hoya che, jyAre A chokarAne lokoe sahAya karI ! paisAne kAraNe ke puNyane kAraNe ? 60 phUTa eTale Azare 6 mALa. ATalA uMcA dhAbA parathI koI nIce paDe to mANasa bace ke mare ? A chokarAne bacAvanAra koNa ? keTalAMkane thayuM ke A chokaro muzkelImAM che, cAlo ApaNe ene sahAya karIe. eke 1 lAkha rUpiyA bIjAe paNa 1 lAkha rUpiyA vigere aneka lokoe prInsanA nAme kula lAkho rUpiyA ApyA. are, AgaLa vadhatAM vaDApradhAne paNa tenA nAme lAkha rUpiyA mokalyA ! zuM prInsane vaDApradhAna sAthe koI saMbaMdha hato ? nA, to pachI vaDApradhAne kema lakhAvyA? puNyanA prabhAve A chokaro roDapatimAMthI karoDapati banyo ane vaDApradhAne paNa tenI ciMtA karI. je TI.vI.mAM jAherakhabara ApavA mATe 1 miniTanA hajAro ke lAkho rUpiyA ApavA paDe temAM 5 divasa sudhI, satata tenA samAcAra camakyA, e paNa maphatamAM !!! AkhA vizvanA lokoe bhAvanA karI ke A chokaro bacI jAya to sAruM. koIpaNa jAtanA saMbaMdha vagara AkhuM vizva AvA garIbanI ciMtA kare tenuM ja nAma puNya. chevaTe 5 divase chokarAne bahAra kADhavAmAM Avyo. bacI gayo. jaina Adarza prasaMgo- chi [40]

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kevaLajJAnI bhagavaMtonI atIndriya evA puNya-pApanI vAto vistArathI zAstromAM ApaNane samajAvI che. AMkhothI bhale puNyapApa na dekhAya paraMtu jema buddhi ke mAthAno duHkhAvo vagere ghaNuM AMkhathI na dekhAya chatAM tame mAno cho tema puNya-pApa jagatamAM che te vAta prInsa vagerenA jIvanamAM banelI ghaTanA parathI nizcita thAya che. puNyanA prabhAve azakya vAto paNa capaTI vagADatA zakya banI jAya che, bhakSaka paNa rakSaka banI jAya che jayAre pApanA prabhAve sAva sAdI vAto paNa azakya banI jAya che. rakSaka evA polIsaboDIgArDe paNa indirA gAMdhIne mAranArA bane che, bhakSaka bane che. puNya-pApanI aneka sAbitIo Aje maLI rahe che. Belive it or not (mAno yA na mAno !) puNya-pApa che e hakIkata che. puNyathI sukha maLe che ane pApathI duHkha. 33. bhavobhava sudhAranArI mA pUrvanA bhAgomAM vijayanagaranA Agamikano prasaMga jaNAvyo hato. nAnI uMmaramAM mAtAe saMskAro ApI dharmanuM khUba bhaNAvyuM. 7 umare to aticAra jevA sUtro kaDakaDATa bolato hato. mAnI eka ja bhAvanA ke mAro dIkaro kuLadIpakathI paNa AgaLa vadhI zAsanadIpaka bane, sAdhu banI jaina dharmanI prabhAvanA kare. paMkaja sosAyaTImAM pU.A. bhadrakarasUrIzvarajI pAse mAe bhaNavA mATe Agamikane mUkyo. thoDA divasa pachI mA dIkarAne maLavA AvI che. huM tyAM hAjara hato ane mAe dIkarAne je vAta karI te kAnokAna meM sAMbhaLI. mA dIkarAne kahe che, "bola beTA ! tAre ghare AvavuM che ke ahIM rahevuM che? jo ghare tArI bena chI (M.C.) mAM che to tAre pUjA karavA nahIM javAya, ahIM rahIza to pUjA karavA jaina Adarza prasaMgo- 6i [41]

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maLaze. bola zuM karavuM che ?" dIkaro vicAramAM paDyo ke zuM javAba ApuM ? mAe have je vAkya uMccAryuM te kharekhara jinazAsananI zrAvikAnI mahAnatA, zraddhA darzAve che. mA kahe che, "jo beTA ! huM tArI A bhavanI mA chuM, jyAre tArI bAjumAM beThA che te gurU mahArAja tArI bhavobhavanI mA che. bola tAre A bhavanI mA pAse evuM che ke bhavobhavanI mA pAse ?' kharekhara, jinazAsana ane saMyama kRSNa mahArAjanI jema kevuM hRdayamAM vasyuM haze ke sagA dIkarAne saMyama ApavAnI bhAvanA che !!! 1-2 varSa rAkhavA chatAM dIkarAnA bhAva na jAgyA to vicAryuM ke kadAca A gurU bhagavaMta pAse bhAvanA nathI thatI to bIjA gurU bhagavaMta pAse laI jauM. muMbaI, kAMdIvalImAM pU.paM. zrI abhayazekhara vi. gaNi (hAla AcArya) pAse mUkavA mATe gaI. cAra mahinA comAsA daramyAna pUjyazrIe bhaNAvyo, prema Apyo, vAtsalya ApyuM ane dIkSAnA bhAva thayA. comAsA bAda AgamikanI dIkSA dhAmadhUma sAthe muMbaImAM thaI. mAne to jANe sarvasva maLI gayuM hoya ema khUba ja harSollAsa sAthe dIkSA ApI ! AzcaryanI vAta to e che ke dIkSA pachInA be mahinAmAM ja mA A loka choDIne cAlI gaI. jANe ke mahAvidehamAM janma laI viharamAna tIrthaMkara pAse dIkSA levA pahoMcI gaI hoya. A vAtane 6-7 varSa vItI gayA. zuM tame paNa jinazAsananA uttama zrAvaka zrAvikA banavA mAMgo cho ? tamAre paNa A bhava ke chevaTe parabhavamAM dIkSA joIe che ? to eka ja bhAvanA karo ke amArA saMtAno je janmI ja cUkyA che tene nAnapaNamAM ja gurU jaina Adarza prasaMgo 42

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bhagavaMtane vahorAvI daIzuM ane moTA thayA pachI AtmavikAsanA paMthe, saMyamanA paMthe AgaLa vadhArazuM. kadAca tenA bhAva nahi jAge to chevaTe uttama zrAvaka banAvavA to avazya prayatna karazuM. 34. ajena bALakInI dIkSA AjathI 3 varSa pUrve bhAyaMdaramAM 10 varSanI ajaina chokarInI dIkSA thaI jenuM nAma ApaNe jayaNA rAkhazuM. temanA pitAzrI borIvalI, kArTara roDa para rahe. te amane borIvalImAM maLyA tyAre dIkSA pUrvenI vAto jANavA maLI. ajaina mA-bApane satsaMgano rasa ghaNo. teonA saMtonA pravacanAdimAM ghaNIvAra jatA. satsaMganI aneka vAto A pa-7 varSanI jayaNAne mA saMbhaLAvatI. eka vAra jaina chokarIonI sAthe jayaNA derAsara gaI. bhagavAnane joIne khUba khuza thaI gaI ! pUrva bhavanI ArAdhanAnA pratApe prabhu khUba gamavA lAgyA. ghaNI vAra gharanAne kahyA vagara darzana karavA cAlI jatI ! eka vAra daherAsaranI bahAra nIkaLatA koIke samajAvyuM ke jema prabhudarzana karIe tema sAdhu-sAdhvInA paNa darzana vaMdana karIe to ja ApaNI vidhi pUrNa thaI gaNAya. dharmapremI jayaNA upAzrayamAM sAdhvIjI bhagavaMta pAse gaI. keTalIka chokarIo upAzrayamAM ramatA avAja karatI hatI. jayaNA paNa tyAM thoDIvAra rahI. pU. sAdhvIjI bhagavaMte badhI chokarIone kahyuM, "ahIM avAja karAya nahi ne ramAya paNa nahi. cAlo bhaNavuM na hoya to ahIMthI badhA jAva." jayaNA sivAyanI chokarIo jatI rahI. jayaNAe kIdhuM, "mAre to ahIM ja rahevuM che' "paNa ahIM rahIne tAre bhaNavuM paDe, dharma karavo paDe. ramavA mATe A upAzraya nathI." sAdhvIjI bhagavaMte AvuM kahetAM jayaNAe javAba Apyo ke mAre to ahIM ja rahevuM che. tame kahezo te karIza. | jaina Adarza prasaMgo- kuNika [43]

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pU. sAdhvIjIe kahyuM, "ahIM rahevuM hoya to tArA mammI-pappAne pUchI Ava, hA pADe to ja ahIM rAkhIe." jayaNA ghare AvI mAtA-pitAne pUche che. arjana mA-bApe eka ja vicAra karyo ke mAruM saMtAna saMta pAse rahe temAM mane zuM saMtApa hoI zake ? khuzIthI rahe. jayaNA pachI pU. sAdhvIjI ma.sA. pAse rahe che ! Akhu cAturmAsa tyAM ja rahI !! kyAreka kapaDA levA ghare jatI, bAkI khAsa ghare jatI na hatI. comAsuM pUrNa thayuM ne pU. sAdhvIjIno vihAra nakkI thayo ane mA-bApanI rajApUrvaka jayaNA vihAramAM sAthe gaI ! thoDAka samayamAM dIkSA levAnI bhAvanA joI mA-bApe rajA ApI ! bhAyaMdaramAM sudAmA TAvaranA saMghamAM dhAmadhUmapUrvaka dIkSA thaI. aneka loko bALa sAdhvIjIne joI AnaMda sAthe Azcaryane pAmyA. dhanya che jinazAsanane !! jo ke A dIkSAnI khAsa jAherAto karI na hatI. tenI pAchaLanuM kAraNa e ja ke Aje bALadIkSAnA aneka virodhIo polIsanA lapharAmAM pADatAM hoya che. bALadIkSA e zAstrIya vidhAna che. sAtaATha varSanI uMmaramAM paNa dIkSA ApavAmAM jaina zAstro saMmata che. aneka mahAna AcAryo jevA ke kalikAla sarvajJa hemacaMdrasUrijI, A. bappabhaTTasUrijI vi. e 6 varSanI uMmare dIkSA laI joradAra sAdhanA karI. zAsana prabhAvaka banI anekone dharma pamADyo !! 2 varSanI uMmaramAM to TeNiyAne ple grupamAM mUkavA, 3-4 varSanI uMmare to daphataro uMcakIne javAnuM, pa-6 varSe to skUla, TyUzana, lezanamAM ja 8-10 kalAka vItAvanArA chokarAonA vaDilo baLajabarIthI bhaNAvavAno ke herAna karavAno koI Aropa nathI [ jaina Adarza prasaMgo-cha 25 [4]

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mUkAto paraMtu mA-bApanI rajApUrvaka, bhAvapUrvaka dIkSA lenAra AvA bALa dIkSitonA gurU para herAna karavAnA ke baLajabarIthI bhaNAvavAnA vi. ghaNA Aropo mUkAya che. are keTalAMka to mA-bApane paisA ApI dIkarAne kharIdI levAnA paNa Aropa mUkanAra che. jo ke tame to jaina cho. kyAreya Avo Aropa nahi mUkyo hoya. A aMge tattva barobara jANI uMDANathI samajI bAla dIkSAnA virodhanA pApathI bacavuM khUba jarUrI che. nahitara bhavobhava dIkSA nahIM maLe ane anArya dezomAM ke durgatiomAM janma maLaze. cAlo, chelle eTalo saMkalpa karajo ke saMtAnane saMta banAvIzuM paraMtu saMyamano virodha to kyAreya nahi ja karIe. barobara ne ? 35. zibira vinA nahi saMskAra chellA be varSanI jema vi.saM. 2064nA eprila mahinAmAM amArI nizrAmAM yuvA saMskAra zibiranuM Ayojana thayuM. pAMca divasa sudhI aneka chokarAoe joradAra ArAdhanA karI. divasanA 3-4 kalAka suMdara jJAna maLe, jaina zAsananA aneka tattvo jANavA maLe, itihAsa jANavA maLe, avanavI vArtAo dvArA suMdara bodha ApavAmAM Ave, saMgIta sAthe aSTaprakArI pUjA zIkhavADavAmAM Ave, rAtre bhAvanA tathA aneka spardhAo sAthe Akho divasa ne pAMca divasa kyAM pUrA thaI gayA te chokarAone khabara paNa na paDI. preraNA karatAM 35 varSa sudhI TI.vI.no tyAga, 16 varSa sudhI ukALeluM pANI vigere aneka niyamo yuvAnoe svecchAe lIdhA ! vartamAnakALamAM dharmanI ArAdhanA karavAno samaya 10 mahinA bALakone khAsa maLato nathI. vekezanamAM saMskAra mATe aneka mahAtmAo | jaina Adarza prasaMgo- gaNika [45] 45

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AvI zibira goThavI jinazAsananI bhAvI peDhIne taiyAra karavAno prayatna kare che. aneka yuvAno, yuvA maMDaLo vyavasthA saMbhALavA potAnA dhaMdhA nokarI choDI A zibirArthIonI pAchaLa bhoga Ape che. pU.A. zrI premasUrIjInI preraNAthI pU.A. zrI bhuvanabhAnusUrIjIe sau prathama A zibironI zarUAta karI. Aje to aneka samudAyanA aneka mahAtmAo zibiranA nAme ke alaga nAme AvI saMskAra zreNI rAkhatA thayA. Aje aneka saMyamIo, uttama TrasTIo, zreSTha ArAdhako AvI zibiranA prabhAve jainazAsanane maLyA che. pUrve zibirono virodha karanArA zibironA uttama pariNAma joI Aje zibiro rAkhatA thayA che. AvI zibiromAM ApanA bALakone chevaTe comAsAmAM ke vekezanamAM paNa mokalI temanuM hita karo e ja zubhecchA. 36. pApanI kamANIno paraco AjathI 15-17 varSa pUrvenI vAta che. amadAvAdanA kailAzabhAI (nAma badalyuM che) ne zerabajArano dhaMdho hato. lAkho rUpiyA A dhaMdhAmAM kamAyA. navo baMgalo rahevA mATe kharIdyo. pharnIcara sAthe baMgalo taiyAra thayo. rahevA javAno divasa AvI gayo. savAranA praveza pUrve rastAmAM kailAzabhAIne eksIDanTa thayo, hospiTalamAM dAkhala thavuM paDyuM. gharanA pravezane badale hospiTalamAM praveza thayo. 2-4 mahinA hospiTalamAM rahevuM paDyuM. pachI paNa gharamAM saMpUrNa beDa resTa ja karavo paDato. jAte UThI nahotA zakatA. 1-2 varSa Ama ja nIkaLI gayA. baMgalAmAM 12 rUmamAMthI mAtra 1 ja rUmamAM 2 varSa pasAra karI chevaTe bhAre karmanA udaye paraloka sIdhAvI gayA. 1jaina Adarza prasaMgo- chi [46]

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2 varSamAM gharavALAne paNa kensara lAgu paDatA paraloka cAlyA gayA. bimArIo pAchaLa ghaNo kharco karyo paNa pati-patnI bacI na zakyA. have gharamAM 2 dIkarIo ane 1 dIkaro hato. baMne moTI dIkarIo lagnAdi kAraNe videzamAM gaI ane dIkarAnA lagna bAda Aje dIkarAnI gharavALI paNa videza ja gayela che. 12 rUmanA baMgalAmAM dIkaro ekalo rahe che. zera bajAranA lAkho rUpiyA chevaTe mANasane kyAM pahoMcADe che te vicAravAnuM che. paramAtmAe sAta vyasanamAMthI eka vyasana jugAranuM kahyuM che. zerabajAramAM kAyamI le-vecano dhaMdho e jugAra kahevAya. dhaMdho to ene kahevAya ke jemAM potAnI mahenata hoya, mUDI rokANa bAda saMpUrNa mUDI kyAreya sApha na thAya, zAMtipUrvaka jIvana cAlI zake, Tenzana na hoya. Aje vizva AkhAmAM Avo jugAra cAlyo che. aneka vAra tejIomAM kheDUto ne pAnanA gallAvALA paNa zerabajAramAM ghUsyA ne maMdI AvatA anekonA paisA pANI thaI gayA, karoDapatio roDapati banyA ne gharabAra vagaranA thayA, devALA kuMkAyA. AvA paisAne pApano paiso, maphatiyo paiso kahevAya. Avo paiso koI divasa zAMtithI jIvavA na de. kahevAya che ke harAmano paiso rAma (prabhu) thI dUra rAkhe, duHkhamAM paNa chevaTe rAmane yAda na karavA de. pApano paiso sukhathI ane rAmathI dUra kare. moTA udyogapatioe 1-2 mahinA pahelAM karelI jAherasabhAmAM zerabajArano dhaMdho karavA mATe asaMmati darzAvelI paraMtu lobhIyAone rAtorAta karoDapati thavuM che. karoDapatine badale chevaTe roDapati thAya tyAre poka mUkI raDe che, keTalAMka ApaghAta kare che. zerabajAramAM gumAvanAra aneka maLyA che, hajI zerabajAra chUTatuM nathI. kahevAya che ne "hAryo jugArI bamaNuM rame." [ jaina Adarza prasaMgo-cha 25 [47]

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amadAvAdamAM ja eka yuvAna maLavA Avelo tyAre kaheto hato ke chellAM 5 varSanI rojanI le-vecamAM kyAreka thoDuM kamAyA paNa moTe bhAge ghaNuM gumAvyuM. zerabajArano samaya 9 thI 3no hoya tyAre TIvI sAme ja beThA rahIe. e samaye mAtra paisAnI legyAnA ati gADha pApo bAMdhavAnA ane vaLI e samaye putra vigere koI vAta karavA Ave to paNa gusso AvI jAya ne lApho mArI daIe. svabhAva cIDIyo banI jAya. kokano gusso koka para utare. eka bAju paisA gumAvavAnA ane bIjI bAju gharamAM jhaghaDA, klezo ubhA thAya, patnI paNa kaMTALI jAya. enA karatAM niyama Apo ke have kyAreya Avo rojano le-vecano dhaMdho mAre nahi karavo. jugAra jevuM vyasana ke jemAM prabhuno niSedha hoya evuM pApa tame na karo to ja Tenzana vagere duHkhothI bacI jazo. nakkI karajo ke paisA ochA maLaze to cAlaze paNa karmAdAnanA pApanA paisA nahi ja joIe. 37. enA mahimAno nahi pAra eka zrAvikAbenanA jIvanano prasaMga che. te lakhe che ke ame 50 jeTalI beno hatI. ame zIkharajInI jAtrA karavA gayelA. tyAM jAtrA karI ame paMcatIrthI karavA jatA hatA. jiyAgaMja ane ajimAgaMja darzanArthe jatA hatA. rastAmAM lUMTArU ToLI AvI. amArI basane gherI vaLI. ame navakAra maMtranA jApa cAlu karI dIdhA. navakAra maMtranA jApanA prabhAve acAnaka eka polIsa vAna AvI pahoMcI ! ane lUMTArA bhAgyA. polIsa amane surakSita jagyA para laI gaI ane ame lUMTArUM ToLIthI bacI gayA. navakAra kare bhavapAra. | bhAga-7 saMpUrNa | jaina Adarza prasaMgo- kuNika [48]