Jain Adarsh Prasango Part 06

Author(s): Bhadreshwarvijay
Publisher: Bhadreshwarvijay
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/008114/1

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OM hrIM ahaM namonamaH prema-bhuvanabhAnu-jarAghoSasUribhyo namaH jaina Adarza prasaMgo (satya, vartamAna, zreSTha, dhArmika iSTAMto) bhAga lekhaka : paMnyAsa mahezvavijayajI gaNi sahAyaka : mRti yogIravijayajI ma.sA. kiMmata AvRtti-14mI * tA.1-10-2016 * nakala : 3000 * pUrvanI nakala : 54,500 62-00 amadAvAda : prAptisthAno jagatabhAI : 4, maulika epArTamenTa, operA upAzraya pAse, sukhIpurA, pAlaDI, ama.7 7 mo. : 9408776259, pho. : 079-26608955 * zaizavabhAI : pAlaDI, amadAvAda-07, 7 mo. 9825011729 * rAjezabhAI : AMbAvADI, amadAvAda-15, 7 mo. 9427652794 OM tiraMjanabhAI : pho. 079-26638127 mItezabhAI : 9427613472 (tA.ka. buko meLavavA mATe samaya pUchIte javuM. 12 thI 4 sivAya) muMbaI : * prabodhabhAI : yumeko, 103, tArAyaNa dhruva sTrITa, 1lo mALa, muMbaI-400003 : phota : 23438758, 9322279986 * tIlezabhAI : phona : 28714617, mo. : 9221024888 jaina Adarza prasaMgo bhAga 1 thI 8 (pAkA pUMThAnI) kansezanathI 6 35 jaina Adarza prasaMgo bhAga 1 thI 14 chuTA, darekanA mAtra 2 2 jaina dharmanI samaja bhAga 1 thI 3 mAtra 6 2, peja 48 jaina Adarza kathAe~ (hindI) bhAga 1 se 5 pratyeka kA Rs7 zubha prasaMge prabhAvanA karavA jevuM sastuM pustaka prasaMgonA badhA bhAganI kula 6,54,000 nakala chapAI

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bhAga-6nI anukramaNikA mukhya viSaya pramANikatA--uccabhAvanA krama (1) (ra) (3) (4) karuNA jAvada thA (5) vizeSa prasaMgo prabhubhakti jinavANI mahattA--zibira lAbha krama 1. prAmANikatA . 2. pUjArIe pagAra pAcho viSaya 3. saMghabhakti 4. dhaMdhAthI nivRtti 5. zubha bhAvanI tAkAta jabbara. 6. ajaba ArAdhanA 7. nItino dRDha Agraha 8. pUrva-puNya pravrajyA sudhI pahoMcADyo 9. khUnIno pazcAtApa 10. laoNcano lAbha 11. pApabhayathI lagnano tyAga 12. corane suzrAvaka banAvyo .. 13. jinazAsananA jhagamagatA sitArA !. 14. prabhunI ane pUjIrInI bhakti 15. alabelo saMgha 16. bhaktAmara ArAdho. 17. prabhupUjAthI pravrajyAnI prApti 18. zrI AdinAthanI pahelI pUjA karAvI 19 puSpAno viziSTa ullAsa 20. derAsara baMdhAvyAM ...... # wr peja naM. 1 thI 13 14 thI 23 24 thI 32 33 thI 43 44 thI 53 peja naM. 244 244 245 245 246 246 248 248 250 251 252 253 256 258 258 259 259 261 .262 264 242

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............ # sa * # * ) # * V # S # * S # I 9 # che. 21. tIrthanI AzAtanA tajo . ............264 22. sAdhu bhakti ...... ...............265 23. bhAvathI prabhubhakti .......... 24. jinavANIthI vyasanI sadAcArI. 25. zibirathI saMyamayAtrA . 26, pratijJAnA prabhAve vAvAjhoDuM zAMta ! ......... 27. pravacanathI mahAdharmI 28. pravacana-zravaNathI zreSTha ArAdhanA ..................... 29. pravacanazravaNano prabhAva .. 30. navInakAkAnI ArAdhanA ......... 272 31, arjana ke jaino ? 273 32. vyAkhyAne dharmI zrAvaka banAvyA .......... 274 33. karuNApremI .... 274 34. jIvadayApremI 275 35. adUbhUta jIvaprema ............... 275 36. kolejIyananI ahiMsA ................. 276 37. jIvadayA ..... 277 38. sevAnI laganI ........ ...... 277 39. jIvadayA premI ....... 40. kasAInI karuNA .... 41. jinazAsananA jhagamagatA sitArA !......... 42. karUNA ........... .............................................. 43. kolejIyanano ahiMsA prema ..... 44. Itara deva mAnavAnA nukazAna ...................... 45. rAtribhojana karanAranA pANInA paNa bhAga ......... 46, AcAryazrInA AzIrvAdathI saMyama................... 47. gurU-caraNAmRtano prabhAva ........................ 48. nokaro mATe paNa dilAvarI ! 49. dharmI sAdharmikanI bhakti 50. dharmapremI AjanA suzrAvako..... ........... 51. zeThanI jayaNA ... .......... 288 0 @ 0 @ 0 G 0 \ 0 \ 0 \ 0 \ m2 KW OOO 0 \ 0 \ 0 \ 0 \ 287 [+ja Adarza prasaMgo-6] jaina Adarza prasaMgo-6 jaze 5 [243] 243

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na ApraNa | bhAga - 6 1. prAmANiktA A suzrAvaka Aje paNa amadAvAdamAM khUba suMdara dharma kare che. e sarakArI ijanera hatA. kapaDavaMjamAM sarakArI resTa hAusamAM thoDA varSo pahelAM sarakArI tapAse utarelA. bAjunI nadInA pulanA bAMdhakAmamAM gerarItinI phariyAda hatI. sarakAre tapAsa karavA mokalelA. konTrAkTara taraphathI ophara AvI ke barAbaranuM pramANapatra ApI do to 50 hajAra rokaDA ApIe. sAmAnya sthiti, bALakone bhaNAvavA vagere samasyAo. chatAM ophara nakArI dIdhI. mAre anItinuM pApa nathI karavuM, kevI uttama bhAvanA ! bhAgyazALIo ! tame to ghaNAM sukhI hazo. to pachI nizcaya karo ke nAnI paNa anIti karavI ja nathI. 2. pUjArIe pagAra pAcho e pUjArI pATaNanA derAsaramAM hatAM. emanI dilanI dRDha jhaMkhanA ke ApaNe bhagavAnanI bhakti karavI, paNa pagAra na levo. chatAM AjIvikA mATe levo paDato hato tethI vAraMvAra prArthanA kare ke he prabhu! tArI kRpAthI mAre A pagAra na levo paDe ane lIdhelo badho pAcho ApI dauM evu kara! putra khUba kamAto thai gayo. have ghaDapaNamAM ghare ArAma karo! evI vinaMtI eNe pitAne karavA mAMDI. pagAranA lIdhelA badhA paisA peDhIne pAchA ApI dai | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-6 5 8i [24] 244 dii

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pUjArI putranA ghare cAlyo gayo! AvA draSTAMto vAMcI jaina vepArIo paNa potAno mAla derAsara, upAzraya mATe maphata ApIne mahAna lAbha le. zakti na hoya to mULa kiMmate Ape. Aje keTalAka ajaino paNa bhagavAna, sAdhu ane dharma mATe paisA letAM nathI. to jainoe dhaDo na levo joie ? 3. saMghabhakti gujarAtanA eka gAmanA saMghanA pramukha hatA. mITiMgamAM eka bhAi doSa na hovA chatAM pramukhane khakhaDAvatAM kahe ke tame A bAbatamAM TrasTa jANe tamArA bApanuM hoya ema varto cho. javAba ApatAM pramukha zAMtithI bolyA ke TrasTa mArA bApanuM hoya ema ja badhA kAma karuM chuM. TrasTa bhagavAnanuM che ane bhagavAna ApaNA badhAnA pitA che ja. pelA vijJasaMtoSI cUpa thai gayA. he puNyazALIo ! saMghanA kAma karatAM AkSepo sAMbhaLI gusso na karavo ane saMghabhaktinuM suMdara kAma choDI na devuM. enAthI ApaNuM anaMta Atmahita thAya che. 4. dhaMdhAthI nivRtti muMbai iralAnA devacaMdabhAi zrAvakane vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLatA dharma gamyo. ArAdhanA karavA mAMDI. pachI 4-5 varSe meM temane dhaMdhAnA pApathI bacavA preraNA karI. emane vAta gamI gai. mahenata karI ane thoDA samayamAM nivRtta thai gayA. Aje paNa zAsana kevuM jayavaMtu che ke AvuM kaThina kAma paNa keTalAka jIvo hiMmatathI kare che. bAkI Aje karoDapatio paNa gharaDA thavA chatAM dhaMdho choDatAM nathI. puNyazALIo ! tame paNa dhaMdhAnA bhayaMkara pApothI zakya eTalA jaina Adarza prasaMgo-6 245

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baco. chevaTe karmAdAnanA dhaMdhAno tyAga karo. 5. zubha bhAvanI tAkata jabbara nyUyorkamAM sTeTa beMkamAM jahona pITara klArka hato. eka strI benkamAM moTI rakama upADavA AvI. kAraNa paraNelI te strInA premIe tene bharamAvelI ke tuM moTI rakama lAva. bhAgIne ApaNe majA karIzuM. puNya pITara pAse levA AvI. rakama hAthamAM pITare ApatAM ja tene dilamAM lAgaNI thaI ke huM khoTuM karuM chuM. rakama pAchI khAtAmAM bharI. pachI khabara paDI ke teno premI lucco hato. tene pITara devadUta lAgyo. pachI kAyama levaDa-devaDa pITara mAraphate ja karavAno nizcaya karyo. pITarane pUchatAM teNe kahyuM : "mArI mA khUba dhArmika. teNe saMskAra Apela ke badhAnuM bhaluM IcchavuM." tethI darekane rakama ApatAM-letAM dilathI prabhune prArthanA karuM chuM ke he prabhu ! emanuM bhaluM karaje. A pITaranA pavitra dilanI prArthanAthI ghaNAne lAbha thayo hato. bIjA paNa prArthanAnA akathya lAbha thayela kissA vartamAnamAM paNa ghaNAM bane che. emAM paNa tIrthakarono mahimA to sarvazreSTha che. hai jaino ! tame zraddhAthI prabhubhakti ne prArthanA vagerethI svaparahita sAdho e ja zubhecchA. 6. ajaba ArAdhanA 1. borIvalInI yuvatInI dIkSAnI bhAvanA na phaLI. bIjavara sAthe lagna karavA paDyA. chatAM sAvakA putrone savAyA sAcavaje evI gurUNInI kaThina hitazikSAno zabdazaH amala karyo! 2. khaMbhAtanA praphullabhAi varSothI amadAvAdamAM rahe che. pa.pU.sva.A.bha. zrImad vijaya premasUrIzvarajI ma.nA. guNo | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-6] %i [24]

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pratye anero AdarabhAva che. tethI temanI svargavAsa - tithi vai.va. agiyArasanA divase lakSmIvardhaka derAsare bhaktAmaranA ArAdhakone prabhAvanA kare che ! Aje potAnI patnI, putra, pitAnI tithinI ujavaNI hajAro kare che. paNa gurUnI tithi prabhAvanA vagerethI ujavanAra AvA virala gurUbhaktone lAkho dhanyavAda! 3. zraddhAthI dAdAe sahAya : viramagAmanA haribhAIne thayuM ke keTalAka jaino Arthika praznane kAraNe varSothI zAzvata tIrthanI paNa yAtrA karI zakatA nathI, to huM lAbha laUM ! lagabhaga savAsone yAtrA karAvavA nIkaLyA. rijharvezana maLeluM nahIM. TrenamAM jagyA na maLI. chatAM haribhAIne zraddhA joradAra ke mArI bhAvanA zuddha che to dAdA sahAya karaze. eka ajANyo relve ophisara AvI pUche che, "zI ciMtAmAM cho?" haribhAIe vAta karI. pelo harSathI kahe che, "huM mahesANA jauM chuM. khAlI Dabo laI AvuM chuM." te lAvyo ane haribhAIe badhAMne yAtrA karAvI Ama be-cAra vAra yAtrA karAvI. 4. pATaNamAM eka bhaktivALA zrAvake badhI meDIkala dukAne kahyuM ke tamArA tyAMthI jeTalI davA sAdhu-sAdhvI mATe laI jAya tenA paisA huM ApIza ! zrAvako Ape to paNa lezo nahIM. kevI gurubhakti ?! khaMbhAtamAM paNa AvA zrAvaka hatA. 5. khaMbhAtanA praphullabhAi varSothI amadAvAdamAM rahe che. pa.pU.sva.A.bha. zrImad vijaya premasUrIzvarajI ma.nA. guNo pratye anero AdarabhAva che. tethI temanI svargavAsa - tithi vai.va. agiyArasanA divase lakSmIvardhaka derAsare bhaktAmaranA | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-6 5 8i [247]

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ArAdhakone prabhAvanA kare che ! Aje potAnI patnI, putra, pitAnI tithinI ujavaNI hajAro kare che. paNa gurUnI tithi prabhAvanA vagerethI ujavanAra AvA virala gurUbhaktone lAkho dhanyavAda! 7. nItino daDha Agraha sarakArI moTA ophIsaranA patnIe vinaMtI karI, 'tamArI moTI posTane kAraNe tame ghaNI lAMca kamAi zako tema cho, paNa tamane khAsa kahuM chuM ke anItinI rAtI pAi paNa gharamAM na lAvazo. hIrAnI baMgaDInI mAre kAMi jarUra nathI. mane to anItinA dhananA tyAganI jinAjJA-pAlana rUpI amUlya ghareNAM ja pasaMda che !' 8. pUrva-puNya pravajyA sudhI pahoMcADyo pAMca varSano azoka gujarAtano hato. jAtano paTela. kAkA kAle pAlItANA yAtrAe javAnA che e vAta gharamAM sAMbhaLI azoke kahyuM, "mAre pAlItANA AvavuM che." nAno hovAthI gharanA lokoe nA pADatAM eNe jIda karI. rAtre sUi gayo. pAMca varSano thAkI jAya, ema vicArI kAkA bIje divase ene na lai gayA. azoka uThyo tyAre kAkA jatAM rahelA. jANIne e raDavA mAMDyo. paNa have to upAya na hato. varSo vItI gayAM. paNa pAlItANA javAnuM banyuM ja nahIM. meTrIka bhaNI vaDodarA elembIkamAM nokarIe lAgI gayo. pAlItANA yAtrA karavAnI aMtaHspharyA tene 4-5 vAra thai. eka vAra UMghamAM tene avAja saMbhaLAyo, "UTha ! pAlItANA cala !" svapramAM AvuM vAraMvAra | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-6 4i [248] 248 che.

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thatAM UThI gayo. koi daivI saMketa lAgatAM pAlItANA javAno draDha nizcaya karyo. thepalAnuM bhAtuM lai paroDhiye nIkaLyo. pAlItANA kadI gayo nathI. tethI koine vaDodarA sTezane pUchatAM jANyuM ke pahelAM amadAvAda javuM paDe. tyAMthI pAlItANAnI Trena maLe. amadAvAda thai pAlItANA pahoMcI sIdho yAtrA karavA gayo. upara pahoMcI sArI rIte yAtrA karI. khUba bhakti karI. yAtrA karI nIce UtarI koi dharmazALAmAM rAtre sUi gayo. savAre bega dharmazALAmAM rAkhI yAtrA karavA gayo.darzana karyA pachI sUrajakuMDa pAse badhAne jatAM joi te paNa gayo. tyAM hAtha paga dhoyA. dAdAnA darzananA bhAva pharI jAgyA darzana karyA. pachI bahAra nIkaLyo. manamAM phUraNA thaI ke gAmanA mahArAja sAhebanA darzana karavA. je sAdhu maLe tene pUche ke mArA mahArAja kyAM che ? ghaNAMne pUchyuM paNa mahArAja sAhebanuM nAma, samudAya vagere tene khabara na hovAthI koi kazuM batAvI zakyuM nahIM. chatAM kaMTALyo nahIM. chevaTe eka mahArAje kahyuM, ''amadAvAda jai pagathiyAnA upAzraye tapAsa karo. kadAca tamane maLaze." amadAvAda Avyo. sIdho pahoMcyo (pagathiyAnA) upAzraye. tyAM munizrI abhayazekharavi. ma. vagere hatAM. pUchatAM temaNe kahyuM ke prAya: bhagavAnanagaranA Tekare che. Tekare pahoMcyo. A yuvAna kadI sAdhune maLyo nathI. chatAM aMtaHspharaNAne kAraNe keTalo bhagIratha puruSArtha karyo ! pUchatAM pUchatAM pahelIvAra pAlItANA pahoMcyo. pachI paNa daivI preraNAthI sAdhu mahAtmAne maLavAno saMkalpa karyo. ghaNAMne pUchavA chatAM samAcAra maLatA nathI. | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-6 ki [249]

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amadAvAda tapAsa karavAthI kadAca jANavA maLaze evI eka nAnI AzAthI e cheka amadAvAda Avyo. ajANyA upAzrayomAM tapAsa karavAnI. vaLI pAchuM ajANyA sthaLe pUchatAM pUchatAM javAnuM. chatAM badhuM karyuM ! ane puNya mahArAja sAheba maLI gayA. sAcI icchA ane saMkalpa kevA muzkela kAryomAM paNa akathya saphaLatA apAve che? potAnA gAmanA mahArAja sAhebane harSollAsapUrvaka vaMdana karyuM. 2 divasa rokAyo. temanA gurujIe bhaNavAnI preraNA karI. pUrva bhavano sAdhaka jIva haze tethI vAta svIkArI lIdhI ! bhaNatAM bhAva vadhyA. vadhu paricaya ane vadhu ArAdhanA karatAM dIkSAno nirNaya karyo. 24 varSanI bharayuvAnavaye dIkSA bhAvathI lIdhI ! ane 17 varSathI Aje paNa suMdara saMyama pALe che ! aMtaHspharaNAe A dharmarahita yuvAnane ArAdhanAnA zikhare pahoMcADI dIdho ! kevo UMco AtmA ! he dharmapremIo ! tamane kharekhara dharma tAraka lAge che? to A janmamAM ATaluM karavAno saMkalpa karo ke mArI manovRtti mATe vizuddha banAvavI che. yathAzakti ArAdhanA avazya karavI che. 9. khUnIno pazcAtApa khUnIno pazcAttApa: 5.pU. AcArya ma. zrI hemaratnasUrijI ma. sAhebe mahArASTramAM dAravAthI vihAra karyo. AgalA mukAme cokIdAra bhayaMkara hato, tethI saMghe ghaNI nA pADI, chatAM ma.sA. vihAra karI tyAM gayA. sarakArI gesTahAusamAM ja UtaryA. tyAM kIDIo ghaNI hatI. tethI badhAM ma.sA. vAraMvAra pUMjatA hatA. jaina Adarza prasaMgo-6 250

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cokIdAra tyAM ja hato. saMghe kaheluM ke cokIdAre cAra khUna karyA che. ma. sAhebe tenI sAthe kaMi vAta na karI. paNa vAta karavAno moko to jotA ja hatA. lagabhaga rAA kalAka thayA. e badhu Tagara Tagara najare joyA kare. tethI ma. sAhebe pUchayuM, "zA pheravate ho ?" pelo kahe, "mArI nazrI, tuma to ye vIMTIyo vaivAte do, naimina maine to hanA gharosa(sattA) mAra DAnta hai!" Ama kahI te raDavA mAMDayo. thoDIvAra pachI pU. A. zrI e tene AzvAsana ApatAM kahyuM, "pApI AdamI bhI sacce dilase pazcAtApa karatA hai to usakA pApa naSTa hotA hai gaura vada pavana vana setA hai " cokIdAre raDatAM raDatAM badhAM pApa kabUlyAM. pa.pU. AcAryazrIe tene AzvAsana ApyuM. dharma karavAnI preraNA karI. navakAra Apyo. prAyazcittamAM navakAravALI ane AyaMbila ApyAM. durjanane dharmI banAvyo ! ajaino paNa ekAda nimittathI jaina dharmanA paricayamAM Ave che to kevA guNiyala banI jAya che ! tame to pUrvapuNya janmathI jaina cho ! A mahAna dharmanA mahimAne oLakhIne yathAzakti dharma karo. 10. locano lAbha gujarAtanA e bhAgyazALI bhavya bhAvanAonA bhaMDAra che. AyaMbila mAtra roTalI ane kariyAtAthI kare che ! sAdhuvaiiyAvacca, jJAnanI bhakti vagere ghaNI ArAdhanA kare che. bAjunA upAzrayamAM e lonca karavA AvelA. mArA loca mATe meM kahevarAvyuM. teo tarata ja AvyA. vyAkhyAna, gocarI | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-6 5 8i [251]

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vagere jarUrI kAma hovAthI baporanA 12 pahelAM nahIM phAve ema meM kahyuM. tarata ja te bhaktibhAva bharelA haiye bolyA, "sAhebajI ! bhale tame badhAM kAma karI lyo, pachI loca karIza." potAne jaladI pAchA javAnuM hovA chatAM rokAi gayA. jamavAno temane suzrAvake khUba Agraha karyo paNa na mAnyA. tyAranA thoDA paricayamAM paNa temanA haiyAmAM uchaLato guru-Adarano dhodha sAkSAt joi tathA temane moDhe temanA aramAno, ArAdhanA, dharmabhAvanAo sAMbhaLI mane temanA pratye mAna thai gayuM. e nivRtta che ane zakya teTalI khUba ArAdhanA kare che. sAdhuonI locanI bhakti karatA joi bhAvikoe bahumAna svIkAravAnI khUba AjIjI karI paNa eka pAI paNa na lIdhI ! javA-AvavAnuM gADI bhADuM vagere paNa na le. ! are ! ma. sA. sUcana kare to paNa jamavA paNa na jAya ! eka vAra to eka ja divasamAM 12 sAdhu bhagavaMtonA loca karyA hatA. loca karanArane aThThama tapanuM puNya maLe ema kahevAya che. AtmakamANI kamAi levAnI kevI tatparatA ! he AtmahitArthIo ! loca karavAnuM bhale tame zIkhyA nathI, paNa tamane loca karAvela bAla, nUtana, vRddha vagere sAdhusAdhvInI bhaktinI taka maLe to varasI ja paDajo . khUba bhAvathI temanI zAtA ne samAdhi vadhe ema badhI bhakti vivekapUrvaka karazo to baMdhAyeluM puNya bhavobhava sukhazAtA sAthe saMyama paNa meLavI Apaze. prasiddhithI dUra rahevA icchatA hovAthI A zrAvakajInuM nAma jaNAvyuM nathI. vaLI AvA sAdhu-bhaktonI paNa sarva jaina Adarza prasaMgo-6 6i [252]

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prakAranI bhaktino paNa zakya lAbha badhAe levA jevo che. 11. pApabhayathI lagnano tyAga gujarAtanI e lagabhaga 20 varSanI navayauvanAnI A tadana satya vAta che. ene ApaNe mRdulA kahIzuM. ghara dharmI, sAdhu sAdhvI nI paNa khuba bhakti kare. yuvatI samaya maLe tyAre sAdhvIjI pAse bhaNe. dharmanI vAto sAMbhaLe. enI dharmazraddhA deDha thai gaI. - jyA ghaNI rUpALI. potA karatAM aneka gaNA sukhI, yuvAna sAthe lagna mATe vAta cAlI. yuvaka rUpALo, bhaNelo hato. banne pakSa lagna mATe saMmata thai gayA. kAkAe chokarIne chelle pUchyuM, "lagna nakkI karIe chIe. tAre kaMI kahevuM che?" hRdaya bharAi javAthI yuvatI raDavA lAgI. paMdareka minITa te raDavuM rokI nA zakI. tene bhAvi pApanA vicAre kamakamATI thatI hatI. chevaTe kAkAe kahyuM, "beTI ! raDa nahIM. tArA dilamAM je kaMi hoya e kahI de. ApaNe teno rasto kADhazuM. paraMtu Avo muratiyo Aje ApaNane maLavo khuba muzkela gaNAya." dharmarAgI e nyA gadgad svare kAkAne kahe che, "e yuvAnanA gharanAM kaMdamULa khAya che. zuM mAre anaMta jIvone mAravAnuM pApa karavAnuM? ane te paNa roja ? bhale ghaNuM badhuM sukha maLavAnuM che paNa A pApa to hu nahIM karI zakuM !!" kAkA samaju hatA. temaNe kahyuM, "dikarI ! ApaNe emane kaMdamuLa baMdha karAvI na zakIe. paraMtu tArI icchA virUdhdha amo koi nirNaya nahIM karIe ." kanyAvALA bahAnuM kADhI muratiyA pAsethI pAchA jaina Adarza prasaMgo-6 - 253]

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AvyA. mAtAe A jANI suputrIne khUba khakhaDAvI. paNa pitA ane kAkA yuvatInA pakSe UbhA rahyA. mA saMsArapremI che tethI kaMdamULanA anaMta pApano bhaya nathI. ane hAthamAM AvelA AvA sukhane putrI haDaselI de che tethI gusse thAya che. jyAre bharayuvAna vayavALI kuMvArI yuvatI pUrvabhavamAM sAdhanA karIne AvI haze to bharacaka sukha maLavA chatAM pApa karavA e taiyAra nathI ! dhanyavAda e dharmI kanyAne. yuvAna vaya che tethI pitA bIjA mUratiyAnI zodhano vicAra kare che. paraMtu A kALano koi naTakhaTa yuvAna kamabhAgye lamaNe jhIMkAro no kaMdamuLa rAMdhavA vagere koNa jANe keTalA pApa karavA paDaze evuM kAMi vicArI saMsAra parathI vairAgya AvI javAthI yuvatI pitAne vinaMtI kare che ke hamaNAM lagnano vicAra nathI. pU. sAdhvIjI pAse dhArmika abhyAsa karIza. pachI bhAva jAgaze ne Apa AzIrvAda Apazo to Atma-kalyANa karIza. 12. corane suzrAvaka banAvyo saM. 2043mAM bhAvanagaramAM kaLaza vagerenI corI thai. TrasTIoe hoziyArI vAparI corane pakaDyo. mITIMgamAM pramukha juThAbhAIe pUchyuM, " bolo mahAnubhAvo ! A coranuM zuM karazuM ?" ghaNAMe sucano karyAM ke polIsamAM phariyAda karo. AvAone sIdhA karavA. pharI koi corI na kare, dharmapremI pramukhazrIe kahyuM, * mArI vAta vicAro. corI jaina yuvAne karI che. jeno tana, mana, dhanathI prabhunI bhakti kare. e kadI derAsaramAM corI kare ? HIER)-g 254

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Apyo !!! emanA rUDA pratApe Aje ame khUba sukhI chIe ! saMghano upakAra amArA vaMzavArasone sadA yAda raheze!" he jaino ! tame jainapaNAnuM mahattva samajI sAdharmikonI sarva rIte bhakti karI svaparahita sAdho e maMgala kAmanA. 13. jinazAsananA jhagamagatA sitArA ! (A) derAsaranI lagana : derAsara sAThaMbAmAM hatuM nahI. varSo pahelAnI vAta che. maganabhAine bhAvanAnA pura umaTyA ke derAsara mArA gAmamAM zIdhra thavuM joie. tethI saMkalpa karyo ke derAsara na thAya tyAM sudhI huM roja 3 dravyathI ekAsaNA karIza ! sAcI bhAvanA phaLe ja che. thoDA vakhatamAM derAsara banI gayuM ane maganabhAine khudane derAsaranI dhajA caDAvavAno lAbha maLyo ! (B) prAmANikatA : bhAvasArabhAi varSothI hIrasUri (malADa) upAzrayamAM jJAnabhaMDAranI mAnada sevA Ape che. ekavAra te beMkamAMthI hajAra rUpiyA levA gayA hatA. gaNatA 10,000 thayA. 9 hajAra pAchA ApyA !!! mAre aNahakanI pAi na joie. sAmAnya sthitivALAnI A prAmANikatA vAMcI tame have saMkalpa karo ke jIvanamAM khUba prAmANika banavuM. (C) anIti nAnI paNa nahIM : sAThaMbAnA maganabhAinI gerahAjarImAM putre dhaMdhAmAM grAhakano varSo pahelA aDadho Ano vadhu lai lIdho hato. dukAne AvatA jANya. anItinI eka pAi paNa na joie e nirdhAravALA maganabhAi grAhakane zodhavA nIkaLyA ! tyAre na maLyA. zodha cAlu rAkhI. trIje divase khoLI rakama pAchI ApI tyAre ja cena paDyuM ! ane A [ jaina Adarza prasaMgo-6 [256]

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pApa thai gayuM tethI traNa divasa AyaMbila karyA ! zAstra kahe che ke nAnI paNa anIti ghaNIvAra bahu bhayaMkara duHkha Ape che. tethI he vAcako, kyAreya jarApaNa anIti karavI nahIM. (D) prAmANikatAnA AzIrvAda : ramezabhAi AjIvIkA mATe rIkSA calAvatA hatA, pUnAmAM rahetA. ekavAra rIkSAmAMthI rUA. 10 hajAranI thelI maLI, musAphara bhUlI gayelA. ramezabhAi Arthika saMkaDAmaNamAM hatA paNa sAdhusaMgathI prAmANikatA gamatI. patnI ane traNa putrIe paisA rAkhI levA vinaMtI karI, paraMtu ramezabhAIe rUpiyA bharelI thelI polIsa cokIe soMpI dIdhI !!! mAlika musalamAna vRdhdhA e khUba zAbAzI ApI ane rUA. 200 bakSIsa ApavA mAMDI. ramezabhAie na lIdhI. bAIe haiyAnA khUba AzIrvAda ApyA ! garIbo paNa prAmANika hoya che to dareka sukhIe to kyAreya kANI koDI paNa anItinI nathI levI evo dRDha nizcaya karavo joie. (E) devuM tarata cUkavavuM : gujarAtano 23 varSIya yuvAna AphatamAM phasAyo. saMbaMdhIe lAgaNIthI eka lAkha rUpiyAnI sahAya (lona rUpe) karI. thoDA varSe yuvAna kamAto thayo. dara mahine dasa hajAra cUkavavAno vicAra karyo. pUchatAM mAe kahyuM, "hamaNAM bacata vyAje mUka. thoDA vakhata pachI cUkavazuM !" A salAha yuvakane gamI nahIM. mAtRbhakata teNe savinaya prArthanA karI. "mAtAjI ! kaTokaTImAM saMbaMdhIe sahAya karI mahAna upakAra karyo che. vagara vyAje ApI che. na cukavAya tyAM sudhI khAvuM paNa kema bhAve ? moDA cUkavIe eno artha e thayo ke | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-6 [257]

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- ApaNe emanA paisAthI vyAja gAIe chIe! tu vicAra, ApaNI pharaja tAtkAlika devuM cUkavavAnI che !'' mA saMmata thai, devuM cUkavavA mAMDyuM ! moTe bhAge duHkhamAM sahAya khAsa koi karatuM nathI evA jamAnAmAM sahAyaka sajjanano ananya upakAra mAnI zakya jaladI devuM cUkavavAnI darekanI prathama pharaja che. 14. prabhunI (ane pUjArInI) bhakti girizabhAi roja 4-5 kalAka prabhunI suMdara bhakti kare che. pUjA mATe roja lagabhaga pa00 rUpiyAno sarvyaya kare che. pUjAmAM bhaktino bhaMga na thAya mATe TeliphonanuM risivara pUjA samaye nIce mUkI de che. suMdara ghara daherAsara banAvI Azare 2 lAkha rUpiyAno AMgIno sAmAna taiyAra karyo che. lagna paNa karyA nathI ! prabhu khuba game che mATe prabhunA pUjArInI paNa bhakti kare che. pUjArIne ghaNo pagAra Ape che. tenA gAmamAM tenuM ghara banAvI ApyuM ! potAnA ja ghare gharanA mANasanI jema rAkhe che! muMbaImAM kAlabAdevI para rAmavADImAM temanA daherAsaramAM A prabhubhaktanI bhakti jovAno lhAvo levA jevo che. 15. alabelo saMgha amadAvAda zephAlI epArTamenTamAM (lAvaNya pAse vAsaNAmAM roja sAmUhika bhaktAmaranI ArAdhanA thAya che. mAtra 90 gharano saMgha hovA chatAM A saMghamAM ghaNI vizeSatAo che. roja rAtre sAmUhika AratI utAravA 25 thI 30 jaNa acUka Ave che. AratI sAthe prArthanA, chaDI pokAravI vagere bhakti paNa roja kare che. kyAreka moTA daherAsaromAM paNa AratI utAravA koi maLatuM jaina Adarza prasaMgo-6 258

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nathI. jyAre ahIM badhA roja ekI avAje bhAvathI AratI utAre che. jainanagaramAM ghaNA kolejiyano, kizoro vagere niyata samaye roja sAmUhika AratI ane caityavaMdana kare che te sAkSAt jovA jevuM che. saMsArapremIo svAthya mATe mornIga voka' kare che. tamAre paNa AtmasukhAkArI, zAMti mATe koi vahelI paroDhe ke manohara AlAdaka saMdhyA samaye AvA koi sthAnanI mulAkAta lai anokhI prasannatA anubhavavA jevI che. zrAvakanA nitya dharmakAryamAM trikALapUjAmAM AratIpUjA paNa roja dareke karavAnI jinAjJA che. 16. bhaktAmara ArAdho amadAvAdamAM lakSmIvardhaka daherAsaramAM sAmuhika bhakti karavA 11 varSathI roja lagabhaga 100-150 bhAviko savAre bhegA thAya che. suMdara rAga ane tAlathI bhaktAmara, prabhu prArthanA, caityavaMdana Adi bhaktimAM badhA rasa-taraboLa thai jAya che. DaoNkTaro, vakIlo vagere DIgrIdhArI sukhI bhaktonI sAthe kyAreka tamAre paNa A bhAva-bhaktino lhAvo levA jevo che. ema zephAlI, navaraMgapurA vagere tathA muMbai vagere ghaNAM sthaLoe roja sAmudAyika bhaktAmara bolAya che. 17. prabhupUjAthI pravajyAnI prApti muMbaivALo jazavaMta jaina kuLa chatAM jaina AcArothI rahita hato. 12 varSa pahelAM tene bharayuvAnImAM moDhe sapheda DAgha nIkaLyo. dhIre dhIre moDhAmAM ghaNI jagyAe phelAto gayo. bhagavAnanI pUjAnA prabhAve snAtrajaLathI A roga ghaTo ane | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-6 5 8i [259] 259

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AyaMbilathI lagabhaga maTI gayo. pa.pU. paMnyAsazrI caMdrazekharavijaya gaNivara ma.nA vyAkhyAnamAM gayelo. pUjayazrIe kahyuM ke "mahAkalyANakArI pUjAnA prabhAve mane dIkSA maLe" evI prArthanA karI tame eka mAsa pUjA karo. dIkSAno mAre niyama nathI Apavo. paNa A niyama sahelo che. levAmAM zo vAMdho ? tyAre dIkSA levAno koI bhAva nahIM, chatAM jazavaMtane vAta gamI gai. saMkalpa mujaba 1 mAsa bhAvathI uttama dravyothI pUjA karI. pUjA pachI prabhune roja prArthanA karato "he nAtha ! lagnathI bacAva." sagAi mATe eka kanyAne jovA javAnuM hatuM. tenI sAthe jazavaMtanA lagna karavAnuM vaDiloe lagabhaga nizcita kareluM. paNa pUjAe ane prArthanAe camatkAra sajaryo ! jovA javAnA AgalA divase mahesANAthI bhAie bolAvyo. kanyAne maLavAnA samaye jazavaMta mahesANA hato. pachI kAma patAvI pAcho Avyo. kanyAne pachI maLavAnuM TALyuM. pachI to dharmabhAva vadhato gayo. dIkSAno bhAva thayo ane sAdhupaNuM maLyuM. Aje e suMdara saMyama sAdhI rahyo che. tame paNa zubha bhAvathI parama zreyaskara pUjA avazya karo. pUjA pachI Atmahitakara suMdara bhAvanA ane prArthanA karo. bIjuM, koi pApanA prasaMga AvI jAya tyAre pUjA karI sAcA dilathI prabhune prArthanA karo : "he devAdhideva ! tAro mahimA aparaMpAra che. A bhayaMkara pApathI bacAva." bhayaMkara roga, saMkaTo vagere bhayaMkara du:khomAM pApano mArga na letAM AvA Atmahitakara pUjA vagere zreSTha dharmanuM ja zaraNuM lo. tamane paNa camatkArano prAyaH jAta-anubhava thaze. jaina Adarza prasaMgo-6

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18. zrI AdinAthanI pahelI pUjA karAvI 15 varSanI kizora vaye eka puNyavaMto prasaMga sAkSAt joI rANapuranA manavaMtarAyanuM haiyuM gadgad thaI gayuM. zrI zatruMjayanI yAtrArthe gayelA manavaMtarAya pUjI karavA lAInamAM beThelA. pahelI pUjAnuM ghI bolAtuM hatuM. raMgamaMDapamAM mAtA sAthe beThelA eka mAtRbhakta bhAI paNa uchAmaNI bolatA hatA. caDAvo AgaLa vadhato hato. chevaTe pAchaLa beThelA eka bhAIne caDAvo maLyo. temanuM nAma prabhudAsa kalpIe. mAtRbhakta bhAI ane temanA mAtuzrInI AMkhomAM azrudhArA nIkaLavA mAMDI. bhAInuM mAthuM khoLAmAM laI mA sAMtvanA ApavA lAgI. tethI ghaNAnuM dhyAna tyAM gayuM. Adeza maLela puNyazALI prabhudAse tyAM jaI pUchyuM, ekAeka kAMI takalIpha thaI nathI ne ?' mAtRbhakta bhAIe javAba Apyo, 'hai puNyazALI ! bImArI kAMI nathI. huM to mArA karmone rouM chuM. A mArA bAne 80 varSa thayA che. dAdAnI yAtrA tathA pahelI pUjAnI temanI IcchA hatI paNa zakti na hatI tethI AgaLa bolI na bolyo. kamabhAgI huM bAnI IcchA pUrI karI zakyo nahi tethI khUba lAgI Ave che. vRddha bA have pharI yAtrA mATe AvI zakaze ke nahIM ? ane temanI pahelI pUjAnI IcchA huM pUrI karI zakIza ke nahIM te koNa jANe ? bIjuM kAMI duHkha nathI. Apa sau ciMtA na karo. pUjA karavA padhAro'. A sAMbhaLI Adeza maLela prabhudAsabhAI mAtRbhaktanI bAne praNAma karI bolyA, 'bA ! huM paNa tamAro dIkaro ja chuM. putranI IcchA mA avazya pUrI kare. A pUjAnI thALI lo. tame pahelI pUjA jaina Adarza prasaMgo 261

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karo. mA pUjA kare pachI ja dIkaro pUjA kare ne ?' prabhudAsabhAInI kevI udAratA ! vRddhAnI aMtaranI bhAvanA jANI A lAgaNIzIla suzrAvaka temane potAnI mA gaNI pahelI pUjA temanI pAse karAvavA taiyAra thaI gayA. mAe paNa vinaMtI svIkArI ane mAtRbhakta ane prabhudAsa banne mAne hAtha pakaDI dAdA pAse laI javA mAMDyA. jonArA badhA AvuM adbhata dezya sAkSAt joI harSathI gagadita thaI gayA. ghaNAMne harSAzru varasavA mAMDyA ! lAInamAM pAchaLa hoya tene paNa kyAreka udAratApUrvaka AgaLa karo. e AnaMda paNa anubhavavA jevo che. tethI tamane pUjA, udAratA, sAdhArmika bhakti vagere aneka lAbho thaze. 19 puSpapUjAno viziSTa ullAsa kalakattAnivAsI cAMdamalajI baraDiyA kApaDanA vyApArI che. puSpapUjAno prabhAva, mahattA, enAM anaMta phaLa vagere mahAtmAo pAse sAMbhaLIne temane khUba suMdara bhAvanA thai. badhA AvI phUlapUjAno adbhuta lAbha le to kevuM sAruM tevA bhAva haiyAmAM UchaLavA lAgyA ! kalakattAmAM moTA daherAsaramAM phUlo, Damaro vagere mahAmuzkelIe maLe che. cAMdamalajI vahelA UThI phUlabajAramAMthI ghaNAM phUlo kharIdI badhAM moTA daherAsare gabhArA pAse thALImAM mUkI Ave. dhaMdhArthe kyAreka bahAragAma javuM paDe tyAre A lAbha maLe nahIM. tethI haiyuM khUba raDatuM. khUba vicAratAM Ano ukela zodhI kADhyo. potAnA eka mANasane vadhArAno pagAra ApI badhA daherAsare phUlo pahoMcADavAnuM goThavI dIdhuM. jaina Adarza prasaMgo-6

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Aje paNa Ama hajArone phUlapUjA karAvI prazaMsanIya mahAna lAbha le che !! - navA navA zrAvakono paricaya thAya tyAre temanI sAthe paNa A zreSTha prabhubhaktimAM vadhu bhAviko joDAya enI carcAvicAraNA karI tenA upAyo kare che ! hAvarAmAM 9 mALanA navA moTA bilDIMganA phaleTo potAnA parivAra mATe e zarate kharIdyA ke agAzIno jarUrI bhAga daherAsara mATe bilDara ApI de ! tame zuM karo ? agAzImAM kUMDAmAM phUlonA choDa ugADavA jevA vilAsanA kAma karo ne ? A bhAgyazALI kevA ke mojazokhanA nahi paNa prabhubhaktinA vicAromAM ane kAryomAM ja sadA khovAyelA rahe. ane A kharIdelI jagAmAM svadravyathI suMdara paMdara lAkhanuM jinAlaya baMdhAvI saMghane arpaNa karyuM ! kevA niHspRhI ! bilakula icchA nahi chatAM sabhyonA ati AgrahathI TrasTI thavuM paDyuM. daherAsaranA viziSTa prasaMgomAM uchAmaNI bolIne ja lAbha le che. - zrI sametazikharajInI yAtrA badhA saraLatAthI karI zake mATe zakya suvidhAo UbhI karI che. mitro sAthe bhomiyAjI bhavana banAvarAvyuM. Aje to tyAM zrI zAMtinAtha bhagavAnanuM devAlaya, bhaktAmara maMdira ane bhomiyAjInuM sthAna banI gayuM che. bhojanazALA ane 100 rUmanI dharmazALA paNa taiyAra karAvI dIdhI. teo A saMsthAnA maMtrI tarIke sevAno lAbha le che. bhomiyAjInI pratiSThA vakhate temane jANavA maLyuM ke zrI pArzvanAtha prabhunI 12,500 sapheda phUlothI pUjA sAthe jApa | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-6 5 8i [263]

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karavAthI ghaNo lAbha thAya. tarata kalakattAthI phUlo maMgAvI badhA yAtrALu sAthe puSpapUjA karI. hAlamAM paNa A saraLa svabhAvI baDiyAjI Ama AgavI rIte prabhubhakti vagere karI-karAvI rahyA che. he bhavyo ! mAtra 18 phUlathI kumArapALa rAjAne phUlapUjAnuM kevuM suMdara phaLa maLeluM ? to bhaktibhAvathI Ama A cAMdamalajIe phUlapUjA svayaM karI, aneko pAse karAvI kevuM puNyAnubaMdhI puNya bAMdhyuM haze ? tame paNa AvA bhAvathI lapujI vagere karI sAcuM sukha pAmo e manokAmanA. 20. derAsara baMdhAvyAM amadAvAdanAM mahendrabhAIe svabaMdhI atyAra sudhImAM pAMca derAsara baMdhAvyAM che ! agiyAra derAsara baMdhAvavAno temano manoratha che. tame paNa zakti mujaba Avo koi manoratha sevI AtmaSThita sAdho e ja zubhecchA. mahendrabhAI paryuMpaLanI suMdara ArAdhanA thAya te mATe sAta varSathI saparivAra pAlItANA jaIne ja parvAdhirAjanI suMdara ArAdhanA kare che. tame paNa mahAparvanI bhAvathI ArAdhanA karI anaMtA karmono khAtamo bolAvavAnuM cUkazo nahi. 21. tIrthanI AzAtanA tajo vaDhavANamAM jIvaNabhAI abajIbhAi dharmISTha, sukhI, pratiSThita hatA. temanA suputra ratibhAi pAlItANAmAM svadravyathI girivihAra dharmazALA baMdhAvatA khUba jayaNA pALatA. 6 mAsa rokAyelA ! pANI badhuM gaLAyA pachI ja vaparAya te vagere jAte dekharekha rAkhatA. temane pezAbanI takalIpha. tethI AzAtanAthI # wr 264

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bacavA yAtrA karatA na hatA. paNa ghaNAe kahyuM, "ratibhAi ! pAlItANAmAM hovA chatAM yAtrAno lAbha gumAvo cho. eka vAra dAdAnI pUjA karI Avo." ratibhAine paNa ullAsa AvI gayo. hiMmatathI caDavA mAMDyuM. paNa pahelAM haDe pahoMcyA ane pezAbanI zaMkA thai. rokAze nahIM ema lAgatAM A anAdi pavitra zAzvata girinI AzAtanAnA ghora pApathI bacavA nirNaya karyo. upAya vicArI ekAMtamAM jai potAnA kapaDA para kAma patAvI, eka TIpuM paNa na paDe tema kALajI rAkhI nIce utarI gayA !! lAkha lAkha dhanyavAda temanI daDha zradhdhAne ! ghaNI mammIo divAnakhaMDane bAbalAnA pezAbathI bacAve che, paraMtu girirAjanI AzAtanAthI keTalA bace ? he jinabhakto ! tAraka prabhubhakti khUba karavA sAthe moTI ane nAnI saghaLI AzAtanAthI baco. enA kaDavA vipAka tamane lohInA AMsu paDAvaze. tIrthomAM jugAra, viSayavAsanA, abhakSya, anaMtakAya, girirAja para khAvuM-pIvuM-pezAba Adi ghora AzAtanA kadi karazo nahIM. 22. sAdhu bhakti pATaNamAM eka bhaktivALA zrAvake badhI meDIkala dukAne kahyuM ke tamArA tyAMthI jeTalI davA sAdhu-sAdhvI mATe laI jAya tenA paisA huM ApIza ! zrAvako Ape to paNa lezo nahIM. kevI gurubhakti ?! khaMbhAtamAM paNa AvA zrAvaka hatA. 23. bhAvathI prabhubhakti rajanIbhAI devaDI muMbainA hatA. zAsana pratye temane dRDha | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-6] %i [265]

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zraddhA hatI. ati udAratAthI zAstrIya vidhipUrvaka hajAro sAdhusAdhvI ane zrAvakonI samakSa A dharmAtmAe 2047mAM poSa vada chaThe lAkho rupiyA kharcI siddhagirijIno abhiSeka karAvyo ! seMkaDo varSo pachI atyaMta dhAmadhumathI ujavAyelo A anumodanIya prasaMga I, sAMbhaLI vizvabharanA jainonA haiyAmAM vAha-vAhana udgAro nIkaLI gayA. badhe ja vyavasthA vagere zreSTha. badhA sAdhusAdhvI ane zrAvaka-zrAvikA A prasaMge padhAre te mATe badhe jIte AgrahabharI vinaMtI karI. sakala saMghanI kharA dilathI bhAvathI suMdara bhakti karI. padhArelA badhA saMyamIo ane suzrAvako, rajanIbhAinA bhaktibhAva, udAratA vagerenI ekI avAje prazaMsA ane anumodanA karatA hatA. temaNe anaMta karmanI nirjarA karI. vaLI tyAre padhArelA ke na AvI zakelA lAkho dharmIoe paNa tyAM yathollAsa bhakti karavA uparAMta prazaMsA ane anumodanAthI bhAre nirjarA ane puNyopArjana karyAM. e AkhA prasaMganuM varNana ghaNI patrikA vageremAM chapAi gayuM che. ekavIsamI sadInA uttama zrAvake AvA anekAneka dharmaprasaMgothI ghaNuM ghaNuM Atmahita sAdhyuM che. emanA AvA aneka manoratho tathA dharmArAdhanA sakala saMghe jANavA jevA che. AvA karoDapatine paNa dIkSA levAnI bhAvanA satata thatI hatI. ghaNAMne kahetA ke mane dIkSA kyAre maLaze ? emanuM puNya paNa joradAra. Akho prasaMga raMgecaMge saphaLa thayA pachI sakala saMghanI hAjarImAM temanA bahumAna prasaMge ja teo sadagatimAM cAlyo gayo ! emanuM samAdhi-mRtyu sAkSAt joi ghaNAMe dilamAM bhAvanA bhAvI ke amane paNa AvuM mota maLe ! jagata tenAthI khUba Dare che e mota paNa ghaNAMe mAMgyuM te da 266

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che. ! he dharmAtmAo ! zAsana, saMgha ane dharma pratye uchaLatA bhAvothI jIvanamAM zakti pramANe AvuM ekAda paNa satkArya karI tame paNa mohanIyane mArI sadgati pAmo. tyAM paNa utkRSTa ArAdhanA karI zAzvata sukha pAmo e ja ekanI eka zubhAbhilASA. 24. jinavANIthI vyasanI sadAcArI e yuvAna rojanI 70 sIgAreTa pIto hato.pa. pU. A. zrI ratnasuMdarasUri ma. vaDodarA padhAryA. temanA vyAkhyAna gamavAthI bIjA yuvAne A ceina-smokarane rAtrinA vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavAnI preraNA karI. A vyasanI kahe ke mAre 15-20 miniTe sIgAreTa pIvA joie. mArAthI nahIM avAya. mitre kahyuM ke bhale sigAreTa pIje. paNa tuM vyAkhyAnamAM Ava. seMkaDo yuvAno Ave che. tuM pAchaLa chello besaje. tyAM aMdhakAramAM koine khabara nahIM paDe. Agrahane kAraNe rAtre vyAkhyAnamAM gayo. bhavitavyatA yoge e vyAkhyAnomAM prasaMgopAta sigAreTanI bhayaMkaratA mahArAjazrIe samajAvI. traNa iMcanI sigAreTa 6 phUTanA AvA mahAna AtmAne kevI nacAve che ! evI mArmika vAto sAMbhaLIne yuvAnane satya samajAyuM. pUjaya zrI pAse jIvanabharano abhigraha mAMgyo ! tenA vyasananI vAta jANI pU. zrI vicAramAM paDI gayA. yuvAne draDha avAjamAM kahyuM ke gurudeva ! Daro nahI, 100 TakA pALIza. khAtrI thatAM niyama Apyo. pachI to e yuvAna jinavANI sAMbhaLatA zrAvaka banyo. sAmAyika, pauSadha, upavAsa Adi dharma vAraMvAra karavA mAMDyo. jinavANInI zreyaskaratA musalamAna evA akabara bAdazAhane paNa samajAi gai hatI. tame paNa roja jinavANI rUpa amRtanuM pAna karI AtmAnuM hita sAdho e ja zubhAbhilASA. | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-6 [27]

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25. zibirathI saMyamayAtrA e kolejiyana yuvAna vartamAna vAtAvaraNanA kusaMge dharmathI vimukha hato. vekezanamA zibira jANI AbumAM AnaMda meLavavA Avyo. pa. pU. AcArya zrI vijaya bhuvanabhAnusUrIzvarajI ma. nuM mukha joi vicAre che ke A sAdhunI mazkarI karavAnI majA Avaze. chatAM anaMtAnaMta dhanyavAda che A jinavANIne ! zibiramAM A prabhuvacano sAMbhaLatA sAMbhaLatA saMsAra, zAsana vagere tattvonu aMze aMze samyajJAna thayuM. dharmamAM AgaLa vadhato gayo. aMte bharayuvAna vaye cAritra paNa lIdhu ! emanuM nAma paMnyAsa zrI bhuvanasuMdaravijayajI. Aje teo suMdara zAsanaprabhAvanA kare che. aneka dharmarahita yuvAno A zibira, jinazAsana, prabhuvANIthI sAdhu, zrAvaka ke sajajana banI gayA. emAMnA keTalAka hAlamAM pU. AcArya zrI ratnasuMdarasUri, pU. AcArya zrI jayasuMdaravijaya Adi banI suMdara sAdhanA ane prabhAvanA karI rahyAM che. pradhAno, DaoNkTaro vagere ghaNA kharA loko jayAM svasukhamAM ja DUbelA che evA A haDahaDatA kalikALamAM paNa zrI mahAvIranA A jinazAsanane anaMtAnaMta dhanyavAda ke je AvA hajAro AtmAone sAcA mArge lAvI Atmahita kare che! bhAgyazALIo ! tame paNa mahAna puNyodaye AvuM uttamottama jinazAsana pAmyA cho. to A zAsanane oLakhI hiMmata ne ullAsathI evI suMdara dharma ArAdhanA karo ke zIdhra zivagati sAMpaDe e ja sadA mATe zubhAbhilASA. jaina Adarza prasaMgo-6 % (268]

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26. pratijJAnA prabhAve vAvAjhoDuM zAMta ! vijApuranA kumArapAla vI. zAha. ghaNA emane oLakhe che. Aje teo je zAsana sevA, jJAnabhakti, anukaMpA Adi anekavidha sevAkAryo kare che tenA pAyAno eka suMdara prasaMga joie. gacchAdhipati pU. AcArya vijayabhuvanabhAnusUrIzvarajI ma. sA. nI acalagaDhanI zibiramAM teo gayA hatA. lagabhaga 40 varSa pahelAno prasaMga che. eka divasa bhayaMkara vAvAjhoDuM phUMkAyuM. pANInI vajanadAra katharoTo paNa UDavA mAMDI. lAiTo badhI olavAi gai. A bhayaMkara AphatamAMthI badhAM bace e zubha bhAvathI emaNe manamAM saMkalpa karyo ke jo dasa miniTamAM A Apatti nAza pAme to jIvanabhara brahmacarya pALIza !! bharayuvAna vaya, chatAM anekonA hita mATe teo AvuM khUba kaThina vrata levA taiyAra thai gayA ! ane kharekhara vAvAjhoDuM baMdha thaI gayuM ! pAchA e suzrAvaka kevA dharmarAgI ke brahmacarya pAlana sAthe zAsananA kAmo ghaNAM varSothI karI rahyA che. ApaNe temanI anumodanA pUrvaka zAsananA tathA jIvonI anukaMpAnA yathAzakti kArya karI AtmAnuM hita sAdhIe e ja zubhecchA. 27. pravacanathI mahAdharmI muMbai bhIvaMDImAM vyAkhyAna ApatA hatA. tyAMthI jatA eka zrAvakane vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavAnI icchA thai. eka ja pravacana sAMbhaLI potAnA pApI pUrva jIvana pratye pArAvAra pazcAttApa thayo. sAte vyasanomAM gaLADUba teNe sAteyano tyAga karyo! prabhupUjA zarU karI. jinavANI sAMbhaLatAM bhAva vadhatAM 4 lAkha rU. kharcA jaina Adarza prasaMgo-6 % (269]

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aSTaprakArI pUjAnI sakala sAmagrI sonAnI taiyAra karAvI. zreNika, kumArapALa vagerenI adabhUta prabhubhakti jANI, pote cAMdInI gInI roje roja mUke che! A mATe vArSika rU. 36,000 vApare che. suMdara sAthiyo racavA sonAnA cokhA vacce hIrA mUkAvI lagabhaga savA lAkhamAM taiyAra karAvyA. roja be TAima pratikramaNa, sAmAyika karavA mAMDyA. tapano paNa bhAva thatAM sajoDe varSItapa zarU karyo. varSItapa daramyAna brahmacarya jevuM kaThIna vrata zarU karyuM! AvI anekavidha ArAdhanAno yajJa karatAM e vimala buddhivALA suzrAvaka mahArAjazrIne vinaMtI kare che ke tijorInI cAvI Apane ApI dauM. mArA hita mATe Apa kaho te badhA sthAnomAM tame kaho teTalo lAbha levA taiyAra chuM. have mArA kartavyathI cUkuM to doSa Apano! dIkSAnI bhAvanAvALA, saMsAramAM phasAyelA, nimittavaza pApo karanArA A puNyazALInuM AkhuM jIvanaparivartana karanArI mahAprabhAvaka jinavANIe to anaMtA pApIono paNa uddhAra karyo che ! zrAvakanA mahattvanA kartavya svarUpa AvA bhayaMkara kalikALamAM paNa anekone anekavidha preraNA karanArA A vyAkhyAna zravaNano dharma tame niyamita ke zakyatA mujaba ArAdhI vadhune vadhu Atmahita sAdho e zubhecchA. 28. pravacana-zravaNathI zreSTha ArAdhanA "dharmaruci' dhaMdhAmAM vyasta hatA. koIke kahyuM, "sAMtAkrujhamAM khUba sArA vyAkhyAno cAle che." temane bhAvanA thaI ke mAre Avo suMdara lAbha levo. roja saparivAra gADImAM tyAM jatA. AtmAnI yogyatA UMcI hatI jethI sAMbhaLatAM sAMbhaLatAM | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-6 5 8i [270]

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dharmabhAvanA vadhatI gaI. pU. paMnyAsa zrI caMdrazekharavijaya mahArAjathI zradhdhA ane ArAdhanAmAM kramazaH AnaMda vadhato gayo. emanAM zrImatIjI ane suputra paNa dharma khUba karavA mAMDyAM. ane dIkSA paNa lIdhI ! A dharmarucinI nIcenI keTalIka ajoDa ArAdhanAo anumodavApUrvaka tamArA jIvanamAM paNa yathAzakti lAvavA jevI che. (1) ghaNAM sagAMsaMbaMdhI ane bhAIo hatA, paNa sAta kSetramAM lAkho rUpiyAno sadvyaya karyo ! (2) pANImAM asaMkhya jIvo hovAnuM jANI gharanA traNe jaNAM ukALeluM pANI pItAM. (3) dIkSA pUrve chellAM traNa varSa potAnA phleTamAM AkhI rAta eka paNa lAiTa karavAnI nahIM !! (4) jeTalAM vadhu kapaDAM dhovAya teTalI hiMsA vadhe tema vicArI dharmacie aMDaravera ane gaMjI vinA cAle ema vicArI vAparavAnAM ja baMdha karyA ! (5) karoDapati hovA chatAM nokara ghaNuM pANI vAparI khUba hiMsA karaze ema vicArI zrAvikA thoDA pANIthI kapaDAM jAte dhue ! (6) TI. vI; megejhIno, chApA jovAM bilakula baMdha karyA ! (7) dharmasacie dhamadhokAra cAlato dhaMdho baMdha karI dIdho ! (8) gharamAM rAtre pANInuM TIpuM paNa rAkhavAnuM nahIM ! jaina Adarza prasaMgo-6 % (201]

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29. pravacanazravaNano prabhAva rAjanagaranA devendrabhAI cAra varSa pUrve saMsAramAM masta hatA. nAma badalyuM che. kyAreka darzana kare. kyAreka daMpati sAthe kyAMka nIkaLyA hoya. patnI rastAmAM derAsara jAya. dharmamAM na mAnatA te bahAra UbhA rahe ! patnInA mRtyu pachI saMbaMdhInI preraNAthI eka vAra vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA gayA. gamyu, ghaNIvAra sAMbhaLavA mAMDyA. dharma samajAto gayo. pUjA zarU karI ! have to pAlaDImAM rahetA te potAnA upAzrayamAM vyAkhyAna na hoya to paNa AjubAjunA 7-8 upAzrayamAM jyAM paNa pravacana hoya tyAM pahoMcI jAya ! chellAM be varSathI roja saMpUrNa vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLe che! pachI to sAmAyika, pratikramaNa, dhArmika vAMcana, dara mahine sAdhu-sAdharmika bhakti mATe hajAra rUpiyAno savyaya Adi dharma vadhAratA gayA ! he dharmapremIo ! tame paNa viziSTa pragati karavA roja dhyAnathI pUruM vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLo. jinavANI jarUra tamArA AtmAnuM paNa khUba kalyANa karaze. jinavANIthI hajArone lAbha thayo che. 30. navInakAkAnI ArAdhanA pATaNanA bI. I. pAsa muMbaivAsI navInabhAI 2033mAM pU. paMnyAsa zrI caMdrazekharavijaya ma. nA pravacana zravaNa ane saMsargathI dharmamAM pragati sAdhatA gayA. dhaMdho, caMpala, bahAranuM khAvAnuM jAvajajIva tyAga karI besaNAM karavA mAMDyA. ghaNAM abhigraha lIdhA. 12 vrata, roja 108 logassa vagere | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-6] %i [72]

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kAussagna, sAmAyiko, pauSadha, sAdharmika bhakti Adi ghaNI badhI ArAdhanA sAthe yuvAnone dharmamAM joDavA vagere kAma karyA ! 60 ne dIkSA apAvI ! have to saMyama-sAdhanA karatAM khUba zAsanaprabhAvanA karI rahyA che. 31. ajena ke jeno ? | (ka) rAjapUtano dharma : kozIyala (rAjasthAna)mAM rahetA rAjapUta lAdhusiMhane pU. AcArya zrI vijaya jitendrasUrijI ma.nA paricayathI jaina dharma pratye Adara thayo! pachI bIjA sAdhuonA saMsargathI Adara ane ArAdhanA vadhatAM gayAM. temanI ArAdhanA : roja pUjA, trikALa darzana, kyAreka pratikramaNa, be-traNa sAmayika, kyAreka AyaMbila, pAMca tithie lIlotarI-tyAga, navakArazI, tivihAra, siddhi tapa, aThThaI, paheluM upadhAna, vagere !!! temaNe preraNAthI patnI ane bIjA 20 jainetarone jaina dharma pratye AdaravALA banAvyA che !!! tame tamArAM zrImatIjI, suputro Adi keTalAMne dharmI banAvyA? (kha) rAjapUtanA suMdara jainAcAro : vaDhavANanA rAmasIMgabhAI rAjapUta sAte vyasanomAM phasAyelA. eka divasa eka zrAvaka mitra vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA laI gayo. dharma jacI gayo. pachI sAcA zrAvaka thaI gayA ! sajoDe brahmacaryavrata AjIvana mATe laI lIdhuM che ! pUjA, pratikramaNa vagere nitya kare che ! upAzrayamAM ja rahe !! dukAne paNa nathI jatA ! TIphIna maMgAvI upAzraye jamI le che ane upAzrayamAM sUI jAya che !! saMyamanI khUba bhAvanA che !!! parivArane samajAve che. 2 varSa jaina Adarza prasaMgo-6 rijha [273

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pahelAM vIsa sthAnaka tapa sArI rIte pUrNa karyo. te prasaMge ujamaNuM, pUjana, svAmIvAtsalya vagere sahita tridivasIya mahotsava svadravyathI karyo ! 32. vyAkhyAne dharmI zrAvaka banAvyA | dilIpabhAi laMDana rahetA hatA. puNyodaye ekavAra temaNe bhAratamAM gurudeva pa.pU. A.bha. zrImad vijaya rAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI ma. sA. nuM pravacana sAMbhaLyuM. AtmA jAgI gayo. pote cArTarDa ekAunTanTa. laMDanamAM khUba kamANI. chatAM nakkI karyuM ke have to dharma ja karavo ane anArya dezamAM thatAM aneka pApothI AtmAne bacAvavo. laMDana kAyama mATe choDI 30 varSanI - keTalI ? mAtra 30 varSanI bharayuvAnavaye jAmanagaramAM rahevA AvyA. bhAratamAM nivRttajIvana jIvavAnuM nakkI karyuM. mUDInA vyAjamAM gujarAna calAve che. temAMthI sAtakSetramAM dAna vagere dharma kare che. lAkho rUpiyA kharcI pAlItANA charI pAlita saMgha kADhyo. bhavya rathayAtrA kADhI. lAkho kharco dhArmika pustako chapAvyAM. aMjanazalAkAthI anukaMpA sudhInAM aneka dharmakAryo karyA. vyAkhyAnathI AtmahitanI bhAvanA thaI. ghaNAM pApa, anArya deza, pAparUci vagere Atma-mala dUra karyA ane aneka dharmakAryo karI aneka bhavamAM dharma, sukhazAMti vagere rIjharva karyo, A badho prabhAva dharmano ja ne? mahAmahimAvaMtu vyAkhyAnanuM zravaNa vagere dharma tame paNa karo e ja hitazikSA. jaina Adarza prasaMgo-6 ddhine che [274|

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33. karuNApremI naDiyAdanA suzrAvaka manubhAi sutarIyAnA dAdA potAnA baLadonI sevA mahine mAtra eka ja vAra mAtaranI yAtrA karavA mATe le! bAkI kAyama baLadone mAtra khavarAvavAnuM. 34. jIvadayApremI "zrAvakajI! gAma bahAra vADA jevI jagyAmAM seMkaDo bhUMDo pUrAyelA joine Avyo. tapAsa karavA jevI che ke kasAi Adine vecavAnA nathI ne? pa. pU. ma. zrI padmavijaya mahArAje jIvadayA premI bAbubhAi kaTosaNavALAne preraNA karI. suzrAvake yathAzakti karavA svIkAryuM. AgevAna zrAvako sAthe bAbubhAi adhikArIone maLyA. myuni. cIpha ophisare kahyuM, 'bhUMDo ghaNA vadhI javAthI gAmalokonI vAraMvAranI phariyAdane kAraNe myuni. e mANaso mAraphate pakaDAvI nikAla karavo paDaze." zrAvako kahe 'seMkaDo bhUMDonI katala amArAthI sahana kema thAya? ame jaina chIe.' 'tame A bhUMDone gAmathI dUra mUkAvo to ame tamane soMpI daie.' vicArI zrAvakoe paisA ApI khuza karI 1300 jeTalA bhUMDane gAmathI dUra mUkAvyA ! A dharmapremI bAbubhAi pachI vairAgya vadhatAM pa. pU. munizrI jaMbUvijayajI ma. sA. nA ziSya muni zrI bAhuvijaya banI svaparahita sAdhe che. sarva jIvonA du:kho dUra karavAno jinopadeza sahI gItAbahena jevA seMkaDo puNyAtmAo potAnA prANanA bhoge lAkho jIvone bacAve che. AvA koI prasaMga jovA maLe to tame paNa thoDI hiMmata keLavI AvA abola prANIonA abhayadAnano jaina Adarza prasaMgo-6 275

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anaMta lAbha lo, e ja zubha kAmanA. 35. adbhUta jIvaprema bApulAla mohanalAla pAlanapura jIllAnA cImanagaDha gAmamAM rahe. jIvo para gajabanI lAgaNI. dara mahine kasAione jIvo vecatI koma pAsethI lagabhaga so jIvone kharIdI abhayadAna Ape! jIvadayA mATe saMgha ane saMsthAonI madada le. cImanagaDhanI saMghanI pAMjarApoLa saMbhALe. nitya ekAsaNA kare. eka vakhata bhUvo mAtAjIne bokaDAno bhoga dharavAnI taiyArI karato hato. jaIne na mAravAM bhUvAne ghaNuM kahyuM. na mAnyo. bhUvAnI patnIne maLI kahe,'he mArI dharmanI bahena! tArA putraputrInA mAmerAmAM A mAmo pAMcaso rUpiyAno kariyAvara karaze. A nirdoSa bokaDAne game tema karI bacAva!" lAgaNI thavAthI bhUvAne tenI patnIe samajAvyo. zrAvake manathI aTTamanI taiyArI karI! bhUvo choDavA kabUla thayo! jIva bacAvyAno atyaMta AnaMda temane thayo. zrI tIrthaMkaradevo bhavya jIvone kahe che ke ekendriya jIvomAM paNa ApaNA jevo ja AtmA che. tethI koi paNa jIvanI hiMsA na karavI. tethI ApaNane paMcedriya vagere jIvone bacAvavAnI mahAmUlI taka maLe tyAre jhaDapI lai svaparahita karavuM e ja zubha saMdeza. 36. kolejIyananI ahiMsA eka vAra eka yuvAna sva. pa.pU. A.bha. zrImad vijaya bhuvanabhAnu sUri. ma. pAse AvIne kahe : "sAhebajI ! kolejanI vArSika parIkSAmAM deDakA cIravAnuM pharajiyAta hatuM. meM nirNaya karyo jaina Adarza prasaMgo-6 8i [27]

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ke A bhayaMkara pApa karavuM nathI. navakAra maMtra dilathI khUba gaNatA prArthanA karI ke hai prabhu ! A pApathI bacAva. parIkSA samaye gayo. mAro naMbara Avyo tyAre lAITa gaI ! dazeka miniTa baMdha rahI. e daramyAna meM mane Apela jIvatA deDakAne chUTo mUkI dIdho. bIjAno kApelo laI lIdho. parIkSA ApI dIdhI. pAsa thayo. prabhue pApathI bacAvI dIdho !' AvA kalikALamAM yuvAno paNa AvA dRDha ahiMsAbhAvavALA che. ke ahiMsApremIo ! tame paNa yukti-prayuktithI trasahiMsA vagere moTA pApothI bacavA pUro prayatna karI ahiMsaka pariNAmone A bhavamAM khUba daDha karo. 37. jIvadayA "mane bALavAnA lAkaDA badhA ja pUMjavA." A eka ja vAkya aMtaranI bhAre dayAne kAraNe e zrAvake potAnA vasiyatanAmA (vIla)mAM lakheluM ! jIvatA jarUra jayaNA badhe pANI e zubha saMkalpa tame atyAre ja karI anaMtA karmono nAza karo. 38. sevAnI laganI bhaNasAlI TrasTa taraphathI ati garIba evA bihAra prAMtamAM dara varSe netrayajJamAM hajAro garIbonI sevA karAya che. TrasTa taraphathI motiyAnuM oparezana, cazmA, bhojana, ThaMDImAM rakSaNArthe sveTara maphata apAya che. 39. jIvadayA premI jIvadayA H surendranagaranA anila vagere traNe bhAI dharmI che. khoLa-kapAsano dhaMdho che. paNa comAsAmAM dhaMdho baMdha karI jaina Adarza prasa Mgo-6 277

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hai ! kAraNa bhejanA vAtAvaraNathI khoLamAM jIvAta khUba thAya. pIlatA te badhAM vo marI jAya. tethI hiMsA na thAya mATe dhaMdhAno tyAga ! navo pAka Ave pachI ja dhaMdho cAlu kare. gharamAM badhAne rAtribhojanatyAga che. mahemAnane paNa rAtre jamADe nahIM. mAe teone ApelA dharmasaMskArathI jIvanamAM dharma sAcavyo che. traNe bhAI bALakone dhArmika abhyAsa karAve che. badhAM roja pUjA kare che ! zrAvikA sAcI dharmI hoya to AkhA kuTuMbane dharmI banAvI de ! 40. ksAInI thA kasAInI karuNA : DIsAmAM eka khATakI raheto hato. AjubAju ghaNA jaino rahetA hatA. tenA mAMsanA dhaMdhAthI badhA trAsI gayelA. paNa zuM karuM ? pa.pU. AcArya zrI hemaratnasUrijI mAnA vyAkhyAnamAM eka vAra Avyo. prabhAvita thai go pachI badhA ravivAre vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLyAM. eka vAra pU. zrI pAse kothaLo mUkI kahe, "A pApanA dhaMdhAnA badhAM hathiyAro Apane suparata karyAM ! have AjathI A bhayaMkara hiMsAnuM pApa ApanI samakSa baMdha karavAno nirNaya karuM chuM !" tenI AjIvikA kema cAlaze ? tema vicArI pU. zrIe zrAvakone vAta karI tene pAMca hajAra jeTalAM rUpiyA apAvyA. bIjo dhaMdhe teNe cAlu karyo. jUnA dhaMdhAnuM lAyasansa teNe pU. zrIne ApI dIdhuM. tene vecata to tene 10-15 hajAra maLata. parivArane paNa samajAvyuM. badhAMe kAyama mATe mAMsano tyAga karI dIdho. # wp 278

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41. jinazAsananA jhagamagatA sitArA ! (a) dharmIne gebI sahAya : mahendrabhAI marIna DrAiva vALAnI A satya ghaTanA lagabhaga trIsa varSa pUrvenI che. eka divasa AkhA zarIre lakavo thaI gayo. pAMca kuMvArI putrIno vicAra AvatA TenzanamAM paDI gayA. jIvanamAM karelA dharma prabhAve 4-5 divasa pachI rAtre svama AvyuM ! kheDUte kahyuM ke ajAharA pArzvanAthanI yAtrA karo. cokkasa maTI jaze. sva. pachI UThI prabhunuM dhyAna karyuM ! gharanAne savAre kahyuM. ajAharA kyAM e koine khabara na hatI. ghaNAne pUchI zodhI unA pAse Avela ajArA tIrthe saparivAra jai darzana pUjA karatAM stavanamAM bhAvavibhora banI gayA ane lakavo gAyaba !!! Avo prabhAvaka dharma tame bhAvathI khUba karo to duHkho ya bhAgI jAya ane adakerA sukho pagamAM ALoTe !!! (ba) jApathI kensara maTyuM H sUrata nAnapurA aThavA geTanA zradhdhALu zrAvikA bahenanuM jinamati upanAma rAkhI A satyaprasaMgane mANIye. saMvata 15 AsapAsa chAtImAM jamaNI bAju gAMTha thai. bAyopsIthI stana kensaranuM nidAna thayuM. DaoN. nI davA zarU karI. riekazana AvyuM. khorAka ghaTato gayo. nabaLAi vadhatI cAlI. saddagurUne pUchI "namo jiNANe, jiyabhayANaMno jApa, snAtrajaLano prayoga vagere zradhdhAthI zarU karyA. dharma prabhAve pachI sonogrAphImAM kensara aTakI gayuM che e jANya, saMtikara sidhdha karelA zrAvake 21 divasa 21 vAra saMtika saMbhaLAvyuM. tethI thayela phAyadA e zrAvikAnA zabdomAM vAMco : "dharma prabhAve | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-6 5 8i [279]

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ulaTIo bilakula baMdha thai gai che ! khorAka barobara levAya che ! zarIramAMthI kALAza jatI rahI. bahu sAruM lAge che." prasaMgano sAra e che ke chevaTe asAdhya rogomAM paNa dharmane zaraNe javAthI paraloka to sudhare ja ane ahIM paNa zAMti, prasannatA, puNyabaMdha, du:khakSaya vagere ghaNA lAbha thAya ! 42. karUNA nemacaMdabhAi tanamana amadAvAdanA ghaNAM emane oliyA tarIke oLakhe che. duHkhI, bImAra vagere pratye teo khUba kalAparaduHkha joi pote khUba duHkhI thAya ! tena, mana, dhanathI ghaNAMne sahAya karI hatI. 43. kolejIyanano ahiMsA prema muMbainI e chokarI kolejamAM bhaNatI hatI. vanaspatinA jIvonuM jJAna thayA pachI eNe hiMsAthI bacavA khAvA mATe keLA pasaMda karyA! ghara mATe zAka levA jIya tyAre keLAM lAve, kAraNake kAcA keLAmAM eka ja jIva hoya. kAraNa aMdara bI hotA nathI. pachI to A yuvatIe vairAgya vadhatAM dIkSA lIdhI ! Aje aneka zrAvikAone dharma samajAvI ArAdhanA karAve che. tame ahiMsA pALo. 44. Itara deva mAnavAnA nukazAna vaDodarAmAM eka dharmapremI suzrAvikA rahe che. ApaNe emanuM nAma kalpitAbahena rAkhIe. e bImAra hatAM. gharanA dorAdhAgA karavAnuM kahevA lAgyAM. paraMtu A kalpitAbahena anya jaina Adarza prasa Mgo-6 280

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deva-devI na mAnavAnA potAnA niyamamAM makkama rahyAM. kaMTALIne gharanAM vAraMvAra kahevA lAgyAM ke dorA kara. maTI jaze. A zrAvikA paNa rogathI kaMTALelA. paraMtu dharmamAM zraddhA ghaNI. tethI dorAnI vAta na mAnI. gharanA ekasabhya eka vAra koi musalamAnanuM maMtreluM pANI lAvI pIvA kahyuM. A bahene nA pADI. gharanAM badhAMe bahu dabANa karyuM ke badhAne herAna kare che. tAre pIvuM ja paDaze. anicchAe emane pIvuM paDyuM. jovA jevuM e che ke jJAnIonI vAtanI avagaNanA karavAthI keTaluM nukazAna thAya e A satya ghaTanA ApaNane batAve che ! AjanA jaino paNa duHkhathI chUTavA ne sukha meLavavA game te upAya karavA doDe che. paNa tamAre e draDha zraddhA pedA karavA jevI che ke ApaNuM hita to jJAnI kahe tema karavAmAM ja che !!! | dorAnAM kaDavA phaLa tame jANI lo. e ja divase madharAte emanI chAtI para khUba vajana lAgyuM. jANe koi caDhI beThuM che. sAthe ja te melI devI mAMsanA locAnI thALI lAvI A bahenane bIvarAvavA lAgI. bahena khUba DarI gayAM. AgaLanI vAta emanA zabdomAM vAMco. mane lAgyuM ke kadAca koi muslimanuM bhUta haze. dharmazraddhA hovAthI zrI munisuvratasvAmi bhagavAnanA jApa zarU karyA. pachI jApa jhaDapathI karavA mAMDI. kalAke UMgha AvI gaI. savAre gharanAMne badhI vAta karI. koi mAnavA taiyAra nahIM. tuM A davA na karavA khoTA bahAnAM kADhe che, ema gharanAM uparathI Thapako ApavA lAgyAM. bIjI rAtre paNa AvuM ja banyuM. huM to khUba ja | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-6 5 8i [281]

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gabharAi gai. Ama roja rAtre thAya. koi sAcuM na mAne. mAre have zuM karavuM? A bhayaMkara duHkhathI bacavA meM saMkalpa karyo ke zrI munisuvratasvAmIno pAMca hajArano jApa karavo. gharanAM game teTaluM dabANa kare to paNa anya devI-devatA na mAnavA ane e niyama barAbara pALavo. Ama draDha mana karI maMtreluM pANI pheMkI dIdhuM. basa tyArathI A badhI upAdhi baMdha thai gai. A anubhavathI meM pAko nizcaya karyo ke kyAreya anya deva mAnavA nahi." A suzrAvikA khUba dharmazraddhALu che tethI temano nirdhAra evo che ke lIdhelA bAra vrata khUba draDhapaNe pALavA. temAM doSa, aticAra na lagADavA. tethI itara devane kadI na mAnavA e pAko nizcaya emaNe karyo. sarva jIvonA divya sukha ane zAMti mATe sadA tatpara evA tIrthakara bhagavAnamAM ghaNAne Aje draDha zraddhA nathI ane guNarahita, AcArahIna phakIra vageremAM vizvAsa che !he sujJa jaino ! draDha saMkalpa karo ke game tevA du:khamAM ke sukhamAM sAcI zAMti to arihaMtanA jApa, dhyAna ane dharma ArAdhanAthI ja maLe. sarvazreSTha jaina dharmano prabhAva kharekhara anaMto che. kadAca bhayaMkara pApodayamAM bIjA melA deva vagerenA koi prayogo karavA ja paDe to paNa tArakadeva tarIke to tIrthakarane ja draDha paNe mAnavA joie. 45. rAtribhojana kranAranA pANIno paNa tyAga eka suzrAvaka A prasaMgonA pustako levA gayA. prAsaMgika vAto pachI te zrAvake cA-pANInI vinaMtI karI. temaNe kahyuM, "pANI paNa rAtribhojana na thatuM hoya te ghera ja pIvuM chuM. muMbaimAM mArA dIkarAonA ghera paNa pANI pIto nathI !" kevo | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-6 [282]

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rAtribhojanano bhaya ? potAnA ghera rAtanA pANI paNa na pIvaDAvanArA ghara maLe, paNa rAtribhojInA gharanA pANIno tyAga karanAra mArA jANavAmAM A pahelA zrAvaka AvyA. sagatipremI he suzrAvako ! tame rAtribhojana tyAgI bano to keTaluM joradAra puNya baMdhAya ? uparAMta AvA uttama zrAvakonI bhaktino paNa khUba moTo lAbha maLe ! 46. AcAryazrInA AzIrvAdathI saMyama rAjanuM rAjanagarano raMgIlo kaoNlejIyana hato. kaoNlejamAM rajAo hatI. dharmI mAmAe preraNA karI, "rajA che to vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLa. khUba jJAna maLaze." AtmA pUrvabhavano viziSTa ArAdhaka haze, tethI svIkAryuM ! AgaLa tame jozo ke sAdhakanuM puNya ene kevI rIte suMdara nimitta ApI zAsananuM ratna banAvI de che! pravacana gamI gayuM. pachI avAranavAra sAMbhaLe. dharma vadhu gamavAthI sAdhuono saMparka karyo ! dharmabhAvanA vadhatI gaI. te pAvara ilekaTronika enjiniyariMgamAM bhaNato hato. sAdhunA vadhu paricayathI dIkSAnI bhAvanA vadhatI ja gaI ! gharanAnI rajA maLI paNa temano khUba Agraha ke chelluM semesTara bhaNI le. DigrI pachI dIkSA dhAmadhUmathI apAvIzuM. upakArI pitAjI vagerene saMtoSa Apyo. paNa thoDA samaya pachI keTalAka azubha nimitte dIkSAnI IcchA maMda thaI gaI. ejInIyarIMganA abhyAsa AdimAM pravRtta banyo. eka vAra dilhIthI rAjana Avyo tyAre gharethI kahyuM ke pU. ravipravijayajI khUba bImAra che. upAzraye gayo. paMdareka divasa khUba vaiyAvacca karI ! teno janmadina Avyo. sAMje chokarI jovA | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-6] %i [283]

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javAnuM hatuM. varSagAMTha hovAthI pa. pU. A. zrI bhadrakarasUrIzvarajIne vaMdana karavA gayo. kRpALu munizrI (hAla AcArya) nararatnavijayajIe mahinAnAM 15 sAmAyika karavAnI preraNA karI. teNe svIkAryuM. pU. AcArya zrIne niyama ApavAnI vinaMtI karI. dIkSAnI vAta koine na kare, paNa A sAdhakanA puNya pU. A. bhagavaMtanA zrI mukhethI aMtaranA udgAra saryA, be ghaDInuM sAmAyika kema? jAvajajIvanuM lai le !" rAjanUne pU. zrI pratye khUba ja Adara ! gurudeva kahe temAM mAruM hita ja che. mAre levuM evI bhAvanA aMtaramAM vadhatI gaI ! bIjA zrAvakoe paNa pU. zrInI preraNAnuM viziSTa mahAbhya samajAvyuM. pachI to ATha mAsa pachI dIkSA paNa lIdhI ! Aje khUba sArI rIte UMcuM saMyama pALatAM te nijAnaMdamAM masta che! he dharmapremIo ! AjanA amanacamananA yugamAM yuvAna vayamAM eka anokhuM sAhasa rAjane pU. saMghasthavira AcAryazrInI haiyAnI preraNAthI karyuM, ne jIvana kevuM guNa-suvAsathI maghamaghatuM banAvI dIdhuM ! abhyAsa, nirmaLa saMyama, vinaya, vaiyAvacca, sadA prasannabhAva Adi agaNita guNo AtmAmAM pedA karI lIdhAM ! he jaino ! tame paNa saMyamIonA aMtaranA AzIrvAda meLavI AvI koi alabelI ArAdhanAthI A mAnavabhavamAM AtmAne evo pavitra banAvo ke bhavobhava zAMti, sukha, guNo vadhatA ja jAya! 47. gurU-caraNAmRtano prabhAva sAdhvIjI zrI zIlavardhanAzrIjIne zvAsanuM darda upaDyuM. rAta ane divasa suvAtuM nathI, besatuM nathI ane roga vadhato cAlyo. | jaina Adarza prasaMgo-6 ki [284]

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sva. pa. pU. A. bha. zrI bhuvanabhAnusUrIzvarajI ma.sA. nuM caraNAmRta pAtarImAM ApyuM. vAparI gayA. thoDI kSaNomAM zvAsa besI gayo ! gurU tattvano Avo prabhAva jANyA pachI paNa ApaNe jo gurUbhakti na karIe to ApaNA jevA dayApAtra bIjA koNa ? ApaNe sau gurUnI pUjyatA samajIe. A prabhAva mAtra buddhithI samajI na zakAya, paraMtu auSadha, maNi, maMtra vagereno jema aciMtya mahimA Aje paNa anubhavIo svIkAre che tema tamArA jevA dharmapremI jaine anaMta zakti dharAvatAM gurU tattvanI zraddhApUrvaka bhAvathI upAsanA karavI joie. 48. nokaro mATe paNa dilAvarI ! amadAvAdamAM Aje to A puSpAthI karoDapatti che. nAmanA nahIM icchatA temane ApaNe rAmalAlabhAinA nAme oLakhIzuM, lagabhaga 40 varSa pahelAM temanI sthiti sAva sAmAnya hatI. te vakhate nokarI karatA hatA. pagAra mAsika rU. 30-00 no. temanA udAra zeTha badhA mANasone bapore cA pIvaDAve. AmalAla sAthe nokarI karanAra eka bhAi Arthika muzkelImAM hatA. pitA vagerenI javAbadArI temanA upara hatI. rAmalAle vicAryuM, "huM cA choDuM to emane eTalo Teko thaI jaze ane 1 kapa cA na pIdhI hoya toya zuM lUMTAI javAnuM che ?" Ama nirNaya karI tyAga karI tenA mAsika rU. 7 nI bacata karI temane ApI devAnI vyavasthA karI dIdhI ! Ama bIjAnI ciMtA ne kALajI rAkhanAra Aje koNa che ? vaLI potAnI Avaka paNa khUba ja thoDI. mAsika pagAranA 25 % 2kama Ama vagara maphatanA bIjAne ApavA koNa taiyAra thAya ? paropakAra-parAyaNatA, udAratA, sarva # wr 285

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pratye AtmIyatA vagere guNo tyAre paNa hatA ane Aje saMpattinI relamachelanA puNyodaya vakhate paNa TakAvI rAkhyA che ! pachI to sukhI thayA. phaeNkTarInA mAlika banyA. AjathI 17 varSa pahelAM kAma vadhavAthI majUrone ovaraTAima Apavo paDyo. vadhArAno pagAra to ApavAno ja hato. chatAM paragaju rAmalAlabhAIne thayuM ke majUro bhUkhyA kAma kare e vAjabI nathI. badhAMne cA-nAsto karAvyo. pachI to vAraMvAra ovaraTAima kAma karAvavuM paDatuM. to temaNe eka prathA zarU karI ke ovaraTAima vakhate majUrone cAnArano ApavAM. sarva jIva pratye kevI lAgI ! 49. dharmI sAdharmikanI bhakti amadAvAdamAM rahetA dharmapremInI dukAne zAMtibhAI nokarIe rahyA che. zAMtibhAI roja covihAra kare che tethI temanA roke roja vahelA ghera javAnI saMmati ApI dIdhI che ! zAMtibhAine covihAramAM muzkelI paDavAne kAraNe atyAra sudhImAM ghaNI nokarI choDavI paDI che. A Tha to evA AcAraNamI che ke have zAMtibhAIe varSItapa karyo che to kahI dIdhuM che ke upavAsamAM dukAne na AvavuM. AvA kaThina tapamAM kAma kevI rIte thAya ? paNa zAMtibhAi upavAsamAM nokarIe jAya che ja. chatAM dharmarAgI zeThe temane ane anya sTAphane zrI dIdhuM che ke upavAsamAM temane mahenatanuM kAma karavA na devuM ! khUba khUba dhanyavAda AvA suzrAvakone ke je jaina AcAra pALavAmAM badhI rIte sagavaDa karI Ape che ! he bhAviko ! tame paNa tamArA parivArane, karmacArIone nadhA AvA zrAvakone zrAvakAcAronI preraNA, protsAhana ane suvidhA ApI anaMta puNya meLavo e ja hitazikSA, vizeSamAM # wr 286

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paryuSaNa parvamAM potAnA jaina mANasone sagavaDa ApI jainoe ATha divasa dharma karavAnI taka ApavI joIe, jethI teo je dharma kare tenuM puNya tamane paNa maLe. kahyuM che ke karaNa, karAvaNa, ne anumodana, sarikhA phaLa nipajAyo. 50. dharmapremI AjanA suzrAvako e ja ratibhAino bIjo eka suMdara prasaMga. emanI suputrInA lagna hatA. jAna ghare AvavAnI hatI. aNadhArI AphatathI rastAmAM samaya bagaDavAthI ghare jAna AvI tyAre sUryAstanI thoDI ja vAra hatI. ratibhAie vevAi pakSane kahyuM ke tame jANo cho ke rAtre huM khAto nathI ane koine khavarAvato nathI. cA taiyAra karAvI dIdhI che. badhA cA-nAsto jaladI karI lo. rAtribhojananuM pApa koine paNa huM karavA nahIM dauM. sagAsnehI samajAvavA mAMDyA ke ratibhAi ! dIkarInA lagnano prasaMga che. ATalI kaDakAi na cAle... paNa ratibhAie makkamatAthI sUryAsta pachI koine jamADyA nahIM! dharmano kevo dRDha prema ! A ratibhAi iMdoranA hukamIcaMdajIno mAla lAvI vepAra kare. hukamIcaMdajI karoDapati. temane vaDhavANamAM eka prasaMge AvavAnuM hatuM. ratibhAie potAne tyAM ja UtaravAnI vinaMtI karI. sAthe kahyuM ke zeThajI! sUryAsta pachI huM koine pANI paNa pIvarAvato nathI. vimAna leTa thavAthI vaDhavANamAM sUryAsta pachI e AvyA. ratibhAie jamADavAnI nA pADI. bhAio vageree khUba dabANa karyuM ke zeTha gusse thaze. mAla nahIM Ape. mATe ekavAra emane khavaDAvI do. na mAnyA. kahe, "bhale dhaMdho baMdha karavo paDe paNa huM rAtribhojana nahIM karAvuM" hukamIcaMdajI kahe ke ratibhAi ! laviMga to Apo. (temane laviMganI Adata hatI) jaina Adarza prasaMgo-6 dvijha (287]

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ratibhAi kahe ke zeThajI ! mApha karo, rAtre kazuM paNa mArAthI nahI apAya. mAro AtmA nA pADe che. rAtre jAherasabhAmAM ratibhAi vagere badhA khUba ciMtAmAM hatA ke zeTha jarura khUba niMdA karaze... paNa hukamIcaMdajIe to ratibhAine jAhera sabhAmAM pAse bolAvI khUba dhanyavAda ApyA ! AvA prasaMgo jANIne tamAre rAtribhojana vagere bhayaMkara pApone tilAMjali ApavAno dRDha nizcaya karavo joie. sattvazALI dharmapremI jIvo dharmamAM sAhasa kare, bhalene duHkhonA pahADa tUTI paDe. ApaNe paNa AvA virala dRDha dharmIonI hadayathI anumodanA karavAno mahAna lAbha levo, paNa niMdA to kadI na karavI. 51. zeThanI jayaNA khaMbhAtanA e nagarazeTha khUba dharmapremI. pApathI bacavA pUjA mATe snAna katharoTamAM kare. ane e pANI retImAM nAkhI de. nokare kahyuM ke zeThajI ! lAvo huM nAkhI daiza. zeThe kahyuM ke he bhAi ! A jayaNAnuM kAma che. e huM ja karIza. jayaNA tame paNa pALo. pALIne khUba puNya meLavo. bhAga-6 saMpUrNa | [ #na Adarza prasaMgo-6] raSTi [28]