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________________ )//iliji\\\((( , mAnApamAna, lAbha ke nukazAna, hAra ke jIta jenA mananI samatArUpa sthitimAM kAMI pheraphAra karI zakatAM nathI, te jJAtiomAM uttama samaja. AtmAnubhava saMbaMdhI pUchavAmAM AvatAM je tatkALa ane saMzayarahita uttara Ape che, te uttama jJAnI samaja. jenAmAM saMtoSa, pavitratA ane mADI ApattimAM paNa cittanI zAMti rahe che, tene uttama jJAnI samaja. , mathApaka prazAnta mUrti AcAryapravara zrImad kIrtisAgara surIzva2jInA sAnidhyamA panyAsa prava2 zrI mahodaya sAgarejI gaNivarya. : :
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________________ lekhakone (1) amAre avato eka dIvALI vizeSAMka tarIke prasiddha thaze. A vizeSAMkamAM dIvALI viSayaka sAhityane samAveza thanAra che. Apa jarUrathI dIvALI viSe ApanuM sajana satvare mokalI Ape. bha, mahAvIranA jIvana prasaMge, temane aMtima sa deza, gItamano vilApa, temanuM kevaLajJAna, dIvALI parvanI mahattA, bha. mahAvIranuM mokSagamana, va. koI paNa tava para Apa ApanI kalama calAvI ApanuM suMdara-saraLa ne subodha sajana satvare "buddhiprabhA" ne mokalI Ape. uparAMta "buddhiprabhA" viSe Apane abhiprAya acuka mokale. ame te jarUrathI pragaTa karIzuM. ? (2) ApanuM lakhANa kAgaLanI eka bAju zAhInA suMdara akSarovALuM hovuM jarUrI che, (3) mukhapRSThanA trIjA pAna para ApelI proMttarInA javAbo jarUrathI Ape. | (4) dIvALI viSayaka sAhityane sau prathama pasaMdagI ApavAmAM Avaze. (5) ApanuM sAhitya moDAmAM moDu tA. 1-10-'61 pahelAM maLavuM anivArya che. (6) dIvALI viSayaka sivAyanA sAhityane pachInA e kemAM sthAna ApavAmAM Avaze. vAcakone(1) be varasanA grAhakonA lavAjama A ake pUrA thAya che, (2) A cAlu varasanA grAhakonuM lavAjama paNa A ake pUruM thAya che. vArSika temaja dvivArSika grAhakoe temanA bAkInA lavAjama satvare kAryAlaya para jamA karAvavA. aMkanA trIjA varasathI lavAjamanA dara badalAyA che. te jutA dara pramANe lavAjama tAkIde bharAvI javuM, | (3) trIjA varasathI (aMka 25 thI) navA grAhaka thanArane navA lavAjamanA dara lAgu paDaze. junA grAhakone eTale pAMca varasanA je A che varasamAM grAhaka thayA che temanA dara junA ja raheze. lavAja mane phedaphAra havethI thanAra grAhaka sabhyo mATe che. navA lavAjamanA dara mukhapRSThanA cothA pAna para ApyA che. je (4) vadhu vigata mATe amadAvAda thI khabhAta kAryAlaya para patravyavahAra karavo. te taMtrIo,
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________________ dhanapra ~~~ mAsika k taMtrIo:- paMDita chabIladAsa kesarIcaMda saMghavI zrI.bhaTTIkalAla jIvAbhAI kApaDIyA preraka-munizrI trailokyasAgarajI saMvata 2017 bhAdrapadma varSa raju maka 23 ---- ciMtana kaNikAo ***WHOLE www. use#!/by@w rAtrinA nirava adhakAra mArA kAnamAM kahI rahyo hate : " zraddhAthI sUI jA, mArA saMtAna ! sonerI prabhAta ugavAnu ja che. ' ane jyAre arUNanu e gulAbI hAsya jou chuM tyAre mAro Atama khelI UThe che : bhagavAna hajI nirdaya nathI banyuM. rAta vIte che ane savAra te paDe ja che...' -- dharane kArTuna citaravAnuM mana thayuM. ane eNe kArTuna citaryuM. nIce lakhyu hatu. "mA....gu....sa...." kahe che mRtyu maMgala che. ane hu' e maMgala maunanI sAdhanA karuM chuM kAraNa zabdonuM mRtyu eTale mo...... mArA Atama gAMThIva lai UbhA che. cAlye Apa A sArathI ! mArA jIvanaraz tArA vinA khATI thAya che....
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________________ prabho ! tuM je bhASAnI jALamAM bheLavAI ke meM te karakasara mAMgI hatI, jIvanane navI nAMkhe evI kaMjusAI nahi.... -- - kulane avatAra levAnuM mana thayuM ane e bALaka banIne AvyuM - - e pApa kare che tyAre mane duHkha thAya che paNa jyAre ene ema kahetA sAMbhaLuM chuM--"badhAya evuM ja kare che..." tyAre te huM akaLAI UThuM chuM. -=.. pUjArI pUjA kare che ne jiMdagI te caMdananI ghasAya che. bhAvanA e bhAve che ne mAthe te ja dhaMTanuM kuTe che. Arati e utAre che ne hayu te dIpanuM baLe che. artha e dhare che ne paraseve te mALIne utare che. huM A joI muMjhAuM chuM. koI mane samajAve pUjA koNa kare che? - - premane maravAnuM mana thayuM ane eNe zaMkAnuM jhera pIdhuM... tAre sItAne parasUvuM che ne rAma nathI banavuM? te bhAI ! tArI e murAda rahevA de. sItA rAmane ja paraNe, rAvaNane nahi... ane kavitA lakhavAnuM kahyuM. ane eNe jagata sAhityane amara kAvyanI bheTa dharI. bALaka e strInuM Urmisabhara mahAkAvya che... devatA! mArA, meM mehane mugaTamaNI nahi, tyAganI pAdukA mAMgI hatI -- - rUpa ne vAsanAnA lagna thayA ane rAgane janma tha. rAga ne mamatA parayA ane meha janame. he mAyAne hAtha jhA ane duniyAne eNe IrSAnI bheTa dharI. ISya ne vere ghara mAMDayuM ane jagatamAM duHkha ne daI, vyathAne vedanA badhA janamyAM, - -
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________________ (3). saMvatsarI hisAba mAMge che (taMtrI lekha ) paNa patI gayA. saMvatsarInA khAmaNa jema ja A vinA divasone ApaNe svAbhAvika khamAvI dIdhA. eka varasane hisAba pUro thayo. banAvI dIdhA che. A divasonI saMbhIratAne ApaNe navuM nagna zarU thayuM jyAre ApaNe navo paDe guMgaLAvI nAMkhI che. AnAM AdanuM ApaNe mAtra zarU karIe chIe tyAre saMvatsarI hisAba mAMge che. pradarzana ja karIe chIe. AbhAne jIvana kInArAthI e puche che. "ApaNe kayAM? yinI bahAra hAMkIne ja ApaNe A parva zarU karIe chIe siddhi keTalI sAdhI ? saMvatsarI pratikramaNa ane pUruM karIe chIe. A parvanI ArAdhanA keTaluM karyuM ? varasanA aMte keTaluM meLavyuM? mAtra zarIra ja kare che. uparAsathI zarIra mukAya che paraMtu AtmA te alipta ne alipta ja rahe che. keTaluM gumAvyuM ane dhImethI e pUche che : "bhAI ! mUDI te salAmata che ne?" je parvanI sAdhanAmAM bhAvanA bharapUra hevI joIe te bhAvanAne ja badhe abhAva che. ane bIjuM ApaNA samAjanA dareka sabhyane A savAla sAdhanane ja ApaNe sAdhya mAnI beThA chIe. AthI che ApaNe kyAM chIe e kahevAnI bhAgye ja jarUra AtmAnI sarvAgI AjhAdInuM eya to dUra ja che. TUMkamAM ne saMdarbhamAM kahIe te ApaNe hajI ghAMcInA baLadanI goLa gatimAM ja chIe. savAre mInane sabdha bhUSano pATha bhaNIe chIe, jyAMthI pharavAnuM zarU karIe chIe te sAMjanA tyAM ja sAMbhaLIe chIe paraMtu ApaNe e kadI vicAra AvI UbhA rahIe chIe. kare che ke ApaNe keTalA mitro banAvyA che. are! ane enI siddhi che jyAM sAdhanA ja UMdhI tri na banAvI zakayA haie kaI nahiM paNa ne adhurI che tyAM siddhinI vAta ja kyo? A eka keda duzmana te ApaNe e nathI karyo ne ? hakIkata che. saikAothI ApaNe A parva ujavIe jIvananA mUlya jyAre bAvAi rahyA che tyAre chIe. tapa-japane pratikramaNa karIe chIe. meTA mAtra junI khyAone dhyAnamAM laI ane tene avAje micchAmi dukakaDa daIe chIe paNa AgaLa karI AjanI bhAkhyAone nakArI kADhI aphasosa ! tapathI AvatI samatA nathI, japathI zakAya nahi. pahelA pApanA sAdhana che. hatA Aja AvatI zAMti nathI ne pratikramaNathI AvavI hatI e vadhyAM che. evadhe. sAdhanAmAM pApano vicAra jIvananI haLavAza nathI, Ama zAthI? tapa-japa karavo ja rahyo, have sudra banyAM che ? te zuM ApaNe kheTAM chIe ? kiMsA-juTha-cArI- vyabhicArane saMgrahanA khyAla ApaNI te kaMI temAM bhUla nathI ne? nahi te je Aja ghaNA jhINA ne cA banyAM che. khaMjarathI navakArathI mela maLatA hatA, je tapathI siddhio keeI prANI yA manavInuM khUna kare e hiMsA che. varatI hatI e Aja kema kazuM phaLatuM nathI ? AjanuM ciMtana kahe che. mAnavInI AjIvikA chInavI ApaNe tenA nagna satyane svIkAra kare ja levI e paNa eka hiMsA che. tamArA bAraNe baTakA raNo ane sane vIkAra karI teno uche. paNa keTalAnI ba mAMgate bhIkhArI ne hala ane kavi ja ghaTe. ApaNe A punita parvane bIjA tame zAMtithI pepara vAMcatA che ane tame tenI tahevAronI jema eka rUDhi banAvI dIdhI che. tenA upekSA karI te temAM paNa hiMsA che. sAcI vAtane nokhA vyavahAra UbhA karyA che. divALI ne hoLI bale taddana juThI vAta kahevI e asatya che. AjanuM
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________________ che--sAcI ciMtana ethIya AgaLa vadhI ne kahe hardIne cyavaLA rIte raju karavI e paNa eka juThANuM che, ApelA mADA paDA eNa eka huM ke vadhu dha ta rAkho temAM hnacarya vratanuM temAM madhyarthAta pAlana thatu hatuM. aja to kahe che vadhu sapnA (34) vadhu bALaka e tamAga nI caiA vyabhicAranuM pApa che, kAno stu lai jhI e cArI che e gai phAla kahe che, Aja te kahe che tamArA zrama karatAM tamane JAchuM vetana maLe te me ApanAra cera che. vastune vadhu paDatA bhAva ne temAMya meLavela nathI e cArI che. Ama dareka bAbatamAM nava mUlye AvyAM che. navI vicAracaraNo AvI che. samaye tame hAjara na thAva, asatya ja che. pahelA vyabhicAra na hatA, ApaNe sau ApaNI jAtane pUchIe AmAMthI karyu pApa sthUla ke ma ApaNe karIe chIe ? A rAvatsarIe temAMthI keTalA aTakayA ? karyu" pApa --------------------- (4) navA varase nahi karavAne nirNaya lIdhA ? pApe ba. mA A mitra karIe ne bIjI ja savAre ghaNA AnaMdathI dUdha ne bhIkASTa uDAvIe te e Aya' bala adhUrU che. sAmarika karIne paNa samatA na Ave te e sAmayika pUchuM nathI thayuM. je pApeAnI kSamA mAmIe ne e ja varasovarasa thatAM rahe. e ja jhaghaDA ne kaTA, e ja viSa te TUMka * sAmanA ja rahe teA e kareluM' pratikramaNa pratikramaNa nathI ja. temAM kyAMya pAthI pAchA haTayA e jaNAtuM ja nathI. ane jyAM sudhI mA pamAM prANa nahi rASa, bhAvanA nahiM reDAya tyAM sudhI bhale kA varaso sudhI ApaNe sa'vatsarI ke daivI pratikramaNa karIe tyAMsudhI ApaNa bajeTa khAdhamAM ja che. jIvananA vepAra devAmAM ja che, e khAdha pUrI karavA kaTIbadhdha thavA navA vasaM sakriya banIe. ---------------------- zraddhAne janama ApavAnuM mana thayuM ane eNe ktane janma Apyo. zraddhA mA che. bhakti tenI dIkarI. pahelInI huM pujA karuM chuM... pAre bIjIne te huM ananya bhAvathI cAhuM chuM..... srIne mA banavAnu game che; puruSane pati.... ---- rAtanA gulAkha niHsAsA nAMkhatuM hatuM : "hAya ! kevA soMga che! ne A jiMdagI !! basa, badhe kAMTA ja patharAyA che |! !" savAranA mALI AvyA. khIlelA gulAbane joi e besI uThayA. vAha ! zuM nirmaLa saundarya che ! kAMTA vacceya eNe potAnI parAga jALavI rAkhI che !..." mAtRtvanI kevI kara mazkarI ! ! ! aNe arUNa-savArane janma ApyA ne enu mAM jIva te pahelAM te rAta marI gai ! ! !... mukula
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________________ (5) gaMgAnA ovArethI dina -le zrImad buddhisAgarasurIzvarajI IMP baLatarA !.... amArA jaina baMdhuo, kahuM te dhyAnamAM rAkhe dazA paDatI tamArI thaI, ughADI AMkha dene. garabenI vadhI saMkhyA, maLe na bhAkharI khAvA ghaNA vaTale are ! jene, tame nA kAvatA ma mAM nirAzaya bALake rakhaDe, karane sahAya tenI svadharmanuM kharuM sagapaNa, vicArIne jue manamAM, uDAve che majhA majha, kare lakhalUTa la9mI nI tamArI kemanA mATe, karI sevA kahe kevI ? nakAmA kharcatA lAkho rUpiyA nA lagnamAM tamArI kemanI vahAre, cA jhaTa jana baMdhuo. julama kare !! nahi jene pAmI, tana dhana sattAnuM zuM jora jhaDape AvI kALa acAnaka, tAruM tyAM nahi Takaze tera. dvibhASI. kaheNI rUpA jevI jANe, raheNI te te ratna samAna kaheNI sama raheNI che jenI, te pramANika deva samAna. kathanI kare paNa je nahi te, lu jagamAM laMDalADa kathanI kIMmata che ke, vartana vaNa durgatinI khADa. sudhAraka? sudharear nA bagaDelA - kubadhA nAstika ke saDela durAcAra durguNathI saDelA -- zAnA teo keLavAyela sudharyA te sAcA jaga jANe ! : durgaNa durvyasanathI dura saguNa sadAcAramAM rahetAM, pAmyAM Atama AnaMda pUra
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________________ -vartana vaNa kaMI na sudhayA, savatanI che dhamIMbeza rada na vaNa saMta na sAdhu, sAdhu jene rAga na Sa. mAyAnI mA, veja vedya vakIla traNe - kaDImAM che vizva majhAra vi, vezyA gha va thI - mAthA pragaTI jaga niradhAra badhA sama baLa kaI na jagamAM, zraddhAmAM sadhaLI sabaLAI raddhA paNa cheAma aDa, chaThThA vaNa nahi dharmanI zakti. dvAvaNa madA sanA va, ddhA vaNa nahi sabaLI vyakita, deza, nava yavanamAM khattA kha ! ! nahi thavanamAM khA !! nahi Thesa nava vana che gaddhA jevuM... jevI tephAnI thaI bheMsa, nava yovana che revanA jevuM, nava thIvana vidyuta camakAra nava jIvanamAM tene bahu, nava yavanamAM rasa paNe sAra. nava vanamAM khasI paDo !! nahi, kSaNa kSaNa yauvanane saMbhALa ! ! nava yovanamAM dama karI le !! deva gurU para dharaje pyAra. brahmacarya. vIryanI rakSA brahmacaryathI, karazo jagamAM nara ne nAra vI gayuM te sI gayuM ema samajI vIryanuM rakSaNa dhAra !! vinA vIrya kei vIra na banate, vinA vIrtha che maDadAla mana vacananu AtamanA vIryanuM rakSaNa karavA tharaze vahAla, viSaya bhaMga nathuna kama je, vIryAdikane karate na za jagamAM jIvatAM ja mare, haDakAyA kUtarA sama khAsa. va vAsanA niyama vinA je, vIryane hAre nara ne nAra deza kema ne dharmanI paDatI, karatAM teone dhikkAra viSaya vAsanA haDakavAyu, vA ! ! kerI karI upAya vAmAM dekhI viSe na jAge, brahmacarya tyAre sukhadAya. bhUlyA bhomiyAne- Atama kare mAruM tAruM, savapna sarIkhI duniyA bAjI pyA je tujathI nya. kaDa kamanI sAkha nA aMte sarva akAra lAla karI kema bhUle bheLA ! vAge mRtyu nagAruM jagamAM koI ne koInuM, vega tene viyoga pyArI pyArI na jaDa vize, jyAre dehane ga.
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________________ == = = = zrI jinadarzana darzinI le. munirAja zrI vatIndravijyajI vyAkaraNa tIrtha : anaMtabhamAM durlabha evA jinazAsanane prApta karela mahAnubhAvo, anaMtatAnI paropakArI zrI tIrthaMkara paramAtmAnI ArAdhanA karavA taiyAra thayelAne anaMtajJAnI zrI sarvajJa bhagavaMtanA darzana, pUjanAdimAM apUrva vilAsa lAvavA mATe temaja avidhi arAtanAdithI bacI jai trikaraNa zudhie ArAdhanA karavAmAM sAcavavAlAyaka dazarvikano Acho paricaya A "mArga darzanimAM ApavAmAM AvyA che. ) nisAhitrIka :- pahelA nisAhithI ghara sabaMdhei AcArano tyAga karavAmAM Ave che. te che tyA karavAmAM Ave che. te derAsaranA pagathIe caDhatA balavI joIe. bIjI nisAhithI jinAlayanA mANaso sAthenI vAtacita temaja tenA vahIvaTa sabaMdhi sara kAryone tyAga thAya che. ane te jinamaMdiranA raMgamaMDapamAM praveza karatAM be lavI joIe. trIjI nisAhi dravyapUjA (jala, kesara, puSa, dhUpadIpa, akSata, naivaidya) vagere pachI bhAvapUjAmAM AvI dravyapUjAno tyAga che ane te cityavaMdananA samaye belavI joie. (2) pradakSiNAtrika:- pahelI pradakSiNA samyaga darzananI ArAdhanA mATe che. bIjI pradakSiNA samyaga jJAna prApti mATe che. trIjI ArAdhanA samyaga cAritranI prApti mATe che. mATe madhadvAramAM praveza karI zrI jItezvaradevanAM darzana karI "nA nija'' kahI traNa pradakSiNA karavI joie. ane te bhagavAnanI jamaNI bAjuthI karavI joie, (3) praNAma vaka:- aMjaliba praNAma prabhunI sanmukha thae be hAtha joDa ne "aMdhavinA praNAma' (ardha aMga namAvavuM paMcAtra praNAma arthAt sarva aMgethI namaskAra kare athavA sarva ThekANe traNa vAra mastakAdi namAvavuM. (4) pUjAtrika - aMgapUjA sAta prakAranI zudhdhithI dha thaIne zrI tIrthakara paramAtmAnI pUjAstavanA caMna ane pU Adi karavA je e. 'poe jamaNI bAju ubhA rahI ane jIe DAbI bAjue ubhA radda viveka pUrvaka navage tathA upage phakata navalakhataja AMgaLI kesaramAM boLIne nakha na aDake, temaja bhagavAnanA aMga upara kesaranA relA na utare tevI rite navAba nI pUjAnA dehA bolavApUrvaka pUjA karavI, te bolAsanI vRdhinuM kAgu che, pUjA karanAranA mukhano zvAsa sabavAnane na tevIrIte aSTapaDatA mukeza baMdha jee. (5) bhAvapUjA :- traNalakanA nAthanI stuti tathA vadane karI bhAvapUjA karavI joie. agapUjAthI vidane mArA pAme, aMgapUjA karavAthI AbAdI thAya ane bhAvapUjA karavAthI mokSa maLe che. putri Abha puNyAnubadhi pula badhI para e derA vinimAMthI sarvaviranimAM Ave che ane mela bhArgana saraLa banAve che. zrI tIrthakara paramAtmAnA vinarUpa pU eka prakAra alpatara
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________________ (8) tapa- kahI rokAya tevI pUjA malina kArmone nAza (10) (1) muzcika:- gamudrA:- za AMgaLIo para para aMtarita karI kamaLanA deDAnA (3) avasthAtrika - piMDastha avarathA AkAre be hAtha megA karI peTanA madhya bhAge thI (znAstha avasthA zrI jinezvara bhagavAnanI prAlapUjA rAkhavI te ye 5mudrA kahevAya che. karatI vakhate janma rAjaya ane bamaNu avasthA (2 jinamudrA - be paga vacce vicAravI joIe. "paratha avasthA" (kevalI avasthA AgaLanA bhAgamAM cAra AMgaLAnuM aMtara ane pAchaLa bhagavAnanI bAjumAM rahelA aSTaprAna hAryodvArA tenAthI thoDuM ochuM aMtara rAkhIne ubhA rahevuM te vicAravI. (3) muktA zukti mudrA - be hAtha "rUparahita avasthA (siddhAvasthA paryakAsana sakhA paNa pilA joDI rAkhI kapALe aDakADavA te traNa aya kAussaga mudrA dekhI bhagavAna karma banAvI mudrAthI kayAM kayAM satro bolAya tenI samaja pogamudrAthI mekSa gayA che tema viparI pote karma - rahita paMcAMga praNipAta khamAsamaNa ane ratavanapATha mutyu) thaI e kSe javA bhAvanA bhAvavI. jimudAthI arihaMta e ApyuM ane kAu" (7) tridizA nirIkSaNa tyAga:- upara vagere thAya che. mukatazukita mudrAthI jayaMti ceIAI nIce ane AjubAju athavA jamaNIbAju DAbI bAju jAvaMta kavitA ane jyaviyarAya sutra belAya che. tathA pAchaLa jovuM na joIe paraMtu zrI nevara (11) praNidhAnevaka - mananI ekAgratA, bhagavAna nI sanmukha dukha rAkhI guNanI stavana kI joIe. vacananI ekAgratA ane kAyAnI ekAgratA rAkhavI joIe, athavA te caityavaMdana (jAvaMti muvaMdana (8) pramAjanAvika zrI munimahArAja (jayaMti prabhunI pAse prArthanA svarUpa (jayaviyarAya) athavA zrAvaka:- ghAthI athavA caravAthI athavA A praNivAnatrika che. elaAdithI tyavaMdana karatI vakhate traNa vakhata pujavI joIe ke jethI khamAsamaNa detAM nIce jIva jaMtu na paramatAraka zrI nezvara bhagavAnanA darzana marI jAya tene viveka jaLavAya. temaja pUjanamAM bhavyAtmAoe A trikane 9 () AlaMbanatrika - varNAlaMbana jANavA joIe ane AdaravA jee. cetavaMdana karatI vakhate sutronA akSarapada saMpadA Adi zrI jinezvara bhagavAnanAM darzana karatI vakhate zu bolavA joie, jenI bhASA madhura bane. A zatrikane kholamAM rAkhI je bhASAmAo (2) artha liMbana :- sutro khetI darzana, pUjana, vadana stavana kare che, te bhavyAtmAo vakhate avenI vicAraNA karavI joIe jethI tenA A bhavamAM sukharAMti meLavI mela mAnA ArAdhaka bhAvapaNane khyAla Ave. thAya che. () pratimAlaMbana :- pratimAjInI tA.ka. :-- vize jijJAsue zrI caityavaMdana sanamukha daSTi rAkhI temanuM dhyAna dharavuM jethI upayoga bhASyamAMthI vAMcI levuM. eja samajAthI kaI bIje javA na pAme ahiMja sthApanA jinanI jagatanA viparIta lakhAyuM che, te micchAmi dukA upakArane mATe keTalI jarUrI che te samajaze.
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________________ gAtAM phala le. vima mAdA ! tArA vamAna aa have gayo !... tArUM zuM ? tane have mAre zu' mAnavuM? sadhavA vidhavA ? tyakatA ke preSita bhartukA ? ene ! ve tuM jiMdagI kevI rIte gujArIza ?'' varSamAne dIkSA lIdhI te sAMje meM ene pUchyuM. TA ! vamAna te gayo che...meza mATe gaye. paNa tethI zuM ? ane huM teA pUjAraNu chuM, pULaraNa varSamAnanI huM teA. enI pUjA e mArA varma che. enI bhikRta eN bhArU' kartavya che. khetI sevA e te| mArI sAdhanA che. huM sadhavA bhale na rahI. huM enI pUjAraNa chuM. ane huM vinavA / nathI ja, nathI mArA vamAna teA hajI zvAsa le che. huM te enI premadIvAnI chuM. te tyakatA ?? nA, bhAI ! nA, evuM nA huDDA e zabda sAMbhaLo mArA jiMgamAM lAkha lAkha La mAMkA che. e mane tarADIte gaye. ja nathI. pelA gautamanI jema e mane UMghatA mUkIne nArI nathI gayA. mAre varSamAna te| vAra che. kheNe mane jatA agAu kIdhu che-"mazedA ! rajA Apa. huM jAuM chuM, tArI svIkRti tA mArI yAtrAnI maMgala nizAnI banI jaze...' 31 ane meM ja ene phaLa ApI che. hasatA mAMgye enI AratI utArI, meM ene vidAya ApI che. AthI bhAI ! pharI bhane ema kahI e mahA mUlA prema vartuLa UbhA na karIza.,.na karIza, satA nA kahIza. sAgaramAM tu khATA ane huM te! e mahAsakartA mahAyAtrInI anugAmInI eN caraNa ta aa te mArI jIvana yAtrAnA have puchyA MY e jyA jyAM ga, jyAM jyAM vaso tyAM tyAM enA smRti maMdira prema karIza. enI e prema- mUrtine huM temAM pratiSThApana karIza. mArA e manamUrtatI huM roja pUgna karyA karIza. enA nAmanI mALA japIza, enA sasmaraNonI jhuM stavanA karIza. ane enI pUjAraNa nI enI caraNu khUlIne mArI seMthImAM pUroza enI yAdane kapALamAM kukuma tilaka karI enI bhegag banIne huM te chavIza. ane khAmI khUlI gaye pelA mAMDavAnAM me ane prAya Apyo hato. sAyanA kAla Apyo hatA. tyAre meM ane mAre pati mAnyA hatA. Aja have huM ene mArA deva bhAnI pUjA pharaza enI kalpanA mUrtinI huM ArAdhanA karIza. enA avanavA zilpa banI huM enI anA karIza. kAraNa e mArI pUja che. huM enI pUjAraNu chu. huM sadhavA nathI, enI pujAraNuM chuM hu vidhavA nathI, enI zailI-dIvAnI chuM. tyakatA te huM nathI ja nathI. bhAI ! huM te enI bhRga temaNa . zru, 0 . vahAlA jIvanamaeNna mArA ! tArUM nAma sA mArA AtmAnuM vana
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________________ 10. tArA aneka saMsmaraNe yAda karuM chuM. ne tuM jANe mArA kAmamAM te ArAmamAM, mArI vAta ne tyAM ja che, mArI sAme AMkhathI AMkha mAMDI UbhA nivRttimAM, ArAne nirAzAmAM, utsAhane thAkamAM, zuM ema mAnI huM ghaNI ghaNI vAta karuM chuM. umAne zadArImAM ekAMta ne DimAM, ALasa ne tyAre A bhUtakALamAM cAlI jAya che ane nimAMvAcana ne lekhanamAM, vicArane vartanamAM, heDa tArA nAmanuM raTaNa karyA kare che. prakRti ne gharanA eka khUNAmAM, sabhA ne saraghasamAM, e samaye te mAnA dareka uchALAmAM tArA mahela - medAnamAM badhe ja avakAzanA aNue nAmano avAja Ave che. pavananA dareka susavATamAM ANumAM tAruM smaraNa Ave che. vAvA ! jIvanadhana mArA ! ane jayAre tyAM ke viraha baMsarI - tAruM nAma te mA a.bhAnuM sevana bhAdamAM enA virane ghuMTe che. tyAre viraha je pacha DATa khAya che, eno jIva je taraphaDe che tyAre te paze te dUra rahyo. paNa tArA nAmano mArA AtmAnA e AtmA ! he bhAra vikaLa banI paNa paNa mane preraNA dai jAya che. jAya che. huM tArA nAmane akSare akAra chUTo pADI mInanA badhA tyAre tUTI jAya che ane huM dhUruM chuM ane mArA zekIta haiyAne AvAsananI merethI tAruM nAma belI uThuM chuM : uSmA maLe che. vIra vI... ma...hA...vI...2 kaMIka suMdara jouM chuM ne tAruM nAma huM belI hAlA ! jIvanadhana ! mArA, uThuM chuM. kAraNa jIviteza! mArA, tuM to sanI tAruM nAma to mArA AtmAnuM stavana aprataheta pratimA che ! banyuM che. nadIne phInAra, enA mojAone kala . nAda ane anila zAMta, bikI lahere temAM ya saMpUrNa ekAMta nAtha! tyAM te tArA nAmane jApa ke zAsana samAcAra vibhAgamAM dhArmika samAcAra cAle che. TuMkAmAM muddAsara dara mahinAnI che. pAMcamI sudhImAM mokalavA vinaMti che. kAraNa e nadI kinAre meM tane prazAMta banI sehamanA jApa japate je che. alakhanA nAda * bAkI paDatuM lavAjama bharapAI karI AkarSaka dUte jAye, che, bheTa pustaka meLavI. hA ! Aja te tuM tyAM nathI paNa nadInA ja navA daza grAhuka banAvI ApanArane "budi prabhA" e madhurA nAdamAMthI tArA sine e dhabakAra, eka varSa sudhI bheTa mokalavAmAM AvI, e marmara saMgIta huM Aje paNa sAMbhaLI zakuM chuM. A khAya aMkamAM "jinAjJA virUdha" kaMIpaNa nadInA e klabala saMgIta sAMbhaLyA karuM chuM. ajANapaNe chadmAsyabhAvathI ke presathI lakhAI saizavanI doDa samA, e mAone joyA ja karuM chuM. gayuM che te badala trividha trividha kSamA tAkyA ja karuM chuM. ane enA kInAre jije je cAhIe chIe.
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________________ VI! Rii nIti yAne lakSmI puMja lekhaka : mANekalAla chaganalAla mahetA amadAvAda eka sajajanapura nAme suMdara nagara hatuM. temAM "bAhya krIyAmAM rAcatA, aMtara bheda na kAMi, jJAnamArga dhaNIkharI janatA, sajajana ne dhamIMTha hatI. tethI nidhatAM, te dayA ja AMhI." arthAta bAhya te nagaranuM nAma sajanapura gaNAtuM hatuM. nItine krIyAmAM ja racI rahyAM chIe lugaDa, veSa, vADA, dharma ja ApaNane dhAraNa karI zake che. jyAM dharmane acha, zobhA dekhADavAne dharmanA nAme vaibhava abhAva heya che ane purvanI puNyA--kamANI khapa bAhya rUDhIthI bahariMga kIyA, mananA vikalpa AdImAM jAya che tyAM aneka AdhI-pAdhI ne vyAdhIna DIka DI mAne che ane te upara rA-mamatA kare piTala eka pachI eka khaDakAI jAya che. huM che, ApaNe vItarAga dharma che e bhulAI dehAdi saMsAra avinA musAphara! je noti ne dharma, yoganI agara bAhya krIyAne AtmAnI kriyA mAne che tamArA jIvanamAM jIvatAM rAkhazo, te A saMsArarUpa athavA enAthI mane sukha thaze, A zuM kazuM dAvAnaLa kadI tamane saMtApa deze nahi. bIjAnuM dhana te sukha pAma ane paraMparA mela maLaze. je, mAnavI pote dhana meLavavA jevAM taraphaDIyAM ema mAne che. AvuM kyAM pharsa e che ke mAre che teTale prayAsa je puya upArjana mATe ke e UMdhA cazamAM caDhAvyAM che ke koI che, caDhelAM karato hoya te, dhana Adi saMpatti ApoApa khaDI UMdhAM cazmAM khelatA ke- lAvatA ja nathI? thAya che jyAM putyA nathI tyAM game teTalA UcA- AmAne rapa vInAnI A krIyA jaDa che. kaI nIcA thAo ke pachADA mAro paNa koI ja pedA thata-tapa, roTalA ne nA khAvA devA vAsa, thAya nahi. na dhuLa ja che. A sajajanapuramAM strI saMga kare eTale brahma , nA eka sajjana karIne vaNIka hatA. tenI pAse saMpatti mArIe eTale dhyA:- AvI AvA bI kAyAmAM na hatI temaja Atti paNa nahotI. lothI rAkhIne rAcI, te AtmajJAna vIsasto ja jAya che darI hato paNa nItivAna hatuM. je satyanI ke te AvuM atimattAna vIsaratAne koI kahenAra nathI nyAyatI rAja maLe temAM te pitAnuM jIva : nava ke mahAnubhAva : tAruM-AtmajJAna sAthe joDate rahaUT hAMkato hate. tene gunzIyala nAme, kolejamAM nahi keTalIka vakhata te AtmAnA bhAna vI. sAcI bhaNelI paNa jJAnI, patnI hatI. te dharmadhyAna karatI zraddhA vInA, aMtaramAM mAne, mAyA, sagavaDatA, hatI. pitAne pati sAthe jJAna vIne karatI ke - puNyanI bhAvanA sevato hoya te te AtmAnA ochI saMpatti eTale ochA AraMbha prAraMbha ane ghAta karanAra, meha ke mIyAta karmanA aneka dharmaparAyaNa rahevAnI eka taka sArI jogavAI pApa bAMdhe che. jItrAe janAra caDate, nathI ke karI de che. jIva moko rahI, ArtadhyAna karatA A relagADImAM besatAM hAre jIvanA saMhAra karatA aTake che. te pitAne patane samAvatI hatI ke:-- yaMtranuM huM poSaNa karI rahyo chuM tene ema duHkha
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________________ ja thatuM ke nA chuTake, dIlanA duHkhe AvA saMhAraka jevuM che ke nahi? yAtrA karanAra je saphara karavA sa,dhanane huM paNa karuM chuM. mAruM hRdaya saMkhe nA na ka heya ne kAMIka AtmAnuM sAdhanAra hoya che ne nA pADe che. tyArathI A vicAra ja nathI. te AvA prazna kare nahi. tame keTaluM karyuM tenI dharmane yADAe janAra, potAnuM sekanDa ke pharsTa kimata nathI paNa tame kevuM karyuM tenI kIMmata che. karanuM rIjharvezana karI, mahI ke be mahInAne Quality counts, and not quantity. suba zola pravAsa phare ne temAM rAce che te mAne kalyANa maMdIrama bI, siddhasena divAkara kahe che :che ke meM mArI lAMbAM jAtrA karI. bIjA thaI yasmAta kriyA pratiyaMti na bhAva zunyA : kalAsanA yAtrA karatAM, huM sukhasagavaDathI jAtrA karI je kAraNa mATe bhAve karI rahita evA krIyAo phala ke. . jagyAe koipaNa aDacaNa paDI ke ApatI nathI. vaDavI paDI nathI- AvI rUDI, A bhAInI javA vANIyAne lADavA jamADavA eTale navakArazI, zA guNa bAvA. vaDIle te eka, DamaNIA ke kAyAne roTalA nA ApavA eTale pavAsa ane gADAmAM batrA karatA ne keTaluMka cAlIne ja jatA. kAyAne UbhI rAkho eTale kAUsa, je tema aMmane jAtrAmAM meja ke sukhane jarApaNa khyAla kAyAno utsarga thatuM hoya te jhADa vagerene paNa A mahi. e te yAtanA bharelI jAtrA eja dharma thAya tene bahAranuM kAma dekhAya che ke jItrA samajatA. ane aMtarane uchALatA. tyAre jANe AtmAmAM koI mAla nathI. jemAM mAla che tamane te tharDakala sa paNa nA cAle ! kharuM ne? tene mAla tarIke jatA nathI ane je mAla nathI mATe ja u-vIvIjayajI kahe che ke "arihApuja tene mAla tarIke pIchA che. AkhI jiMdagI dehAdi arecake, te jIva narake jAya, saluNA" arahaMtanI vagere bAhya krIyAmAM rAcanArAoe, sAmAyika puna, apha ke bhAva vagara, karanAra narake jAya, DipavAsa, vrata, tapa karI, kI, pu jaNacaravaLA pele puja bhulele, paNa rUcIvALA AtmA ghera ghasI nAkhyA ne keTalAe pAtharaNAM phADI nAMkhyA rahela chatAM te ke nA jaya. chatAM huM kevuM ? huM zuM karI zakuM che ke zuM pI karI zake tenuM bhAna nathI. becAra ghaDI eka sthAne rAtanA (kaccha) bharelI yAtrA e ja kharI yAtrA che ne teja kalAsa, pUchyuM ke nIrjarI karanAra kata kayAne rokI rAkhe tene sAmAyika mAne, saMvara ke nIra mAne tevI krIyAthI Ama dharma banI zake che. eka varSa AhAra vagara rahelA AdI te dUra hyo paNa parINAme puNya nathI. jJAnakriyAzvara dAdAne pucha, zetru ja utaranAra, sIdhAyalanI bhA... mokSa krIyA jJAna yukta hovI joIe ane bhumI upara ja, peTa karatAM jamaDIne vadhAre saMbhAvA, jenA upara keTalAe jatuo paDelA che, jJAna paNa krIyAmANa hovuM joIe. mananA zubha dhuLane peTrelanA rajakaNe paDelAM che evAM vADa ne zuddha parINAmo rAga ke rAhya hoya tethI jarUra puNya baMdhAya, sIvAya nahi. Ama chatAM Arogyane hAnI karanAra, cevaDA, papayAnI chINa, paNa, te mela mArganI prAptInA hetu te te ja damanA dANAkacuMbara, raDatI caTaNI vagere khAvA nathI. pApa ane puNya baMneya baMdha che. pachI bhale tatpara hoya che. peTanA saMto mATe lADavo-gAMThIyA tenA bheda judA heya. kAphI che chatAM AhArajJA, te pavItra bhumI u ra ja, A yAtrA karatA nathI. keI jArI karavAnuM raLa guNIala dhAvika tenA e pramANe guNanI batAvo to pahelA prazna e nathI hA ke tAryA bharelI hatI. enA patine dAtA kha lAkha kanu ne kevuM che ? pa tyAM badhI sagavaDa che ke detA nahIM, paNa saMtavane dharma lukata cothI nahi e je kAma ja hoya che. eTale tyAM ja zrImaMtAI dAkhavatI hatI. jyAre jyAre te jaDa
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________________ jIvane krIyA karatAM nIhALatI tyAre tenu haiyu DaMkhatu` ke AvA jIvA kAyAne zekI nAMkhe che. paNa temanA AtmavanamAM tenI asara dekhAtI nathI, krIyAne kanu parIvartana nA kare to zuM? phreMcAtI bhArAbhAra jarUra che paNa te jIvana kAryavAhIne zubha / Ape te ja. te pati-patninA kartavyamAM jyAre temane jaDatA jaNAtI tyAre te peAtAnA pAMtane sucavatI ke divela vagaranI dIveTa saLagAvavAthI, keTalo prakAza Ape te kaiTale ke ? eka bathurabhAIe trata karyuM ne te UjavavAnI kAtrI kADhI. temAM vrata karanAre potAne! phATela madhyamAM mukayA. paisA ThIka kharcyA ne UjavyuM, eTale sajjana zrAvake tenI patnI guNIyalane batAvI kahyuM nathurabhAe sArA paisA kharacyA." suNIyala kholI " zuM kamAvA nIkaLye ne zuM kAyA '' ? je AtmAnA kalyANa mATe vrata kare tene svapne paNa phoTA mukI peAtAnI AtanI janatAne naherAta karavA IcchA thAya ? te tevI vALA mAnA mukhya AtmA zuM raLe ? sajjane kahyu game tema paNa jeTalA paisA gharamAMthI bhAra kADhayA teTalI te lakSmInAM mAyA echI karIte ? guNIyadma-krodha, mAna, mAyA te lAbha e naMbara vAra eka pachI eka caDhIyAtA zetAnA che. temAMthI mathurabhAe trIjo (mAyA) zaitAnane cheDI, tenAthI bhuDA bIjo ( mAna : zaitAna tene satraryo. halakI je pathArI hatI te adakIne nabaLI pathArImAM paDayA. rAga vacce ke ghaTayA ? A te rAga te mAna baMne vAM, sajjana kaheH prIye ! tArI kahevu taddana satya che. jyAM sudhI A zetAnene dhama karatAM, jo saMgamAM rAkhyAne rAga nA tuye te dharmanA nAme jIvA naphA karatAM khAdya vadhAre meLavI jAya che. bhale dunIyA tene dhama kahI dharmI kahe, paNa mahAvIra prabhunA daphtaramAM tenuM nAma caDatuM nathI. 500 sudhI AyaMbIla karavuM e ghaNuM ja zreSTha che. paNa jo jIbhaDI buTTI- kalArA phema jevI)nA thaI rasane rasAda tuTayA ke mALA nA pAyA te! te AyaMbIla 36 karyAMnuM tatva zuM pAmyA ? pahelI duSTa sannA sAstrome vAra kahI che. te AvA ayabIla pharatAM te saMjJA nA qI mada nA paDIne pachI gharanA ddAranA, hArTala ke leja ane khumAtA sAme UbhA rahyA ne akSya nA chuTayA / tethI zuM ? samaja vagaranuM bALaka duSane badale chAzane pakaDe tevI dA che, vAvIne dA) ghAsa nA maLe te phakata kuzakA jevu kadAca dAyamAM Ave evI A huM tAramAM ja samajI' dhu' ane A ramatane ja hareka pakSa paNa ApyAM ja kare che. mATe ja Avu sudara jaina sana UMcu Avatu ja nathI-jayAre vrata AdI te puSkaLa jyAM tyAM thayAM ja kare che. pepara pAMjarAmAM rAma rAma khele ne nIce ja rAmanI murtI hAya te| tenA upara pezAba kare khareke nadI kAraNu samaja ne jJAna natha-rAma rAma sa MkhyAbaMdha khelanAra-japanAra, pachI rabha-rAmanuM mA-barA-marA lavatA thai Aya che. kAraNa upayega ne jJAnazunya che. upayega eja prathama krama che. upayoga e dharma, krIyA e karyAM, ne pariNAme dha A guNIyale eka rAtrIe suMdara sAvara joyuM ne temAM khAdhelAM kamaLa prabhune--caDhAvatAM svapnamAM peAtAne jo, AnaMdapramodathI mAMcita thatAM, teNe patine A vakhate prabhAva puchyo. te khAve!- hai prIye ! mahAguNI ne nezvara bhakata putra tane carI. uttama svapna AvatAM prabhu smaraNamAM bItI rAtrI gALavI joie e pramANe teNe chA dhyAnamAM rAtrI purI karI. te divasathI sajananI kamANI vadhatI cAlI, ghaNA vakhatanA vAra dhArane cIrI nAMkhI, prabhAtamAM suryanAM kAraNe navajIvana Ape che tevA anerA AnaMda tene lAge, eka vakhata jarUra paDatAM teNe gharanI jamIna khotaratAM ke khedatAM, temAM suvarNa bhareluM pAtra joyuM, AnaMda thayuM. darIdratA jIva laghne nArI. ghara suMdara banAvyu . guNIyalanI sevAmAM dAsIo rAkhI, sAMbhata mahAsavamAM !na dIAM, ne petAnA patine temAM jarAe
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________________ saMkeca na rAkhavA sucana karatAM kahyuM - lAkhe taNI luTo karI, ne dAna huM zuM karyuM ? ethI vo banI ane, tene ame mAnava kahe. tyAM kadamAM mALA, ane tilaka lalATe zobhatuM. ne zedha te sa da ne, tene ame "jaina" kahe! svamAnI zuM huM, kayAMya na namuM, kethI nA DaruMmAnavatAnuM maMdira maLe te, jIvana muja caraNe dharuM che vo vijetA eja sAce, ke jeNe sadA- sahu janane jItavA, prema zastra dhAraNa karyuM ! AvI jene ApaNe banavuM joIe nahI. je vAsanAo upara jaya meLave e jaina, ApaNe evA jaina banavuM. prabhue ApyuM te prabhunA ja Adeza mAphaka kha, kAraNa prabhu mahAvIre te kahevuM che ke ; " huM pujana karavA karatA, mArA AdezanuM je paheluM pAlana karaze te vahele taraze." vaLI guNIyale kahyuM ke - prabhue cAra vastune dabha kahI che temAM manuSya deha durlabha nathI kahyo, kasAI ne pArathI paNa mAne che, paNa prathama manuSyapaNuMbAyusarama-ati mAnavatA e durlabha kahI che. tene ApaNe sulabha karavI. - zubha muhurte teNe tejavI putrane janma Ape. badhI saMpatti vipula maNe vadhatI cAlI, putrane garbhamAM AvatAM puMja mA ne mata me tethI putranuM nAma lakSmIpuMja pADayuM. kAMtImAna purA matapitAne UparAMta sajAne pIya thI paDe. kuTuMbamAM eka ja puNyazALI hoya te AkhA kuTuMbano jaya thAya che. varSamAM AvatAM tenuM zrImaMtanI kanyAo sAthe lagna thayuM, te suMdara mahelamAM rahetAM, su--caMdranA svarUpane paNa jANa na hoya tema sukha bhagavato hate. eka divasa potAnI strInA aMkamAM sutela, jyAre caMde tenI rUperI cAdara vizva upara bIchAvelI tyAM niMdrAvaza thatAM tene vicAra Avyo ke A sukhe mane vagara mahenate rAthI prApta thayAM? ane jA te eka dIvya purUSa AgaLa AvI aMjalI joDI kahevA lAge - he ! guNIyalanA guNIyala putra ! dhanya che tArI janetAne! sAMbhaLa tArA praznano uttara maNIpura nAme moTuM nagara che tyAM puNyasAra nAme sAyaeNvAha hatA. tyAM eka jJAnI munI padhAryA ne temanA mukhethI sAMbhaLyuM ke asteya eTale gerIne tyAga kare. cerI aneka prakAranI che. tenA dedha-pApa mAnavane dhaNe ja raMjADe che vagere sAMbhaLatAM te puNya sAre aya vatanI pratijJA lIdhI, tyAra pachI paradeza vepAra khelavA nikaLe. AvA putra bApanI vAsI mIlakata para tAnA karatA nathI. paNa purUSArtha pherave che jatAM mArgamAM eka maNImAlA paDelI che. paNa teNe potAnA vatanA bhaMganA DarathI tenA taraphathI najara uThAvI lIdhI. te vIcAramAM tene sathavAro AgaLa nIkaLI javAthI kheda karatAM teNe azvane mArI mu. tevAmAM azvanI kharIothI karAyele eka Tekare khasI jatAM, merA sUvarNa kaLaza bharela joyo. paNa vratanA bhaMganA DathI, sArthanA bhegA thavA AgaLa vadhe. tApa-doDane bhukhathI tene azva maraNa pAme. tethI tene bahu ja AdhAta lAgyo. ahA ! bahu cAlavAthI azva maraNa pAme. je koI tene kavADe te mAruM badhuM dhana ApI de evI pratijJA belate cAlavA mAMDyuM. tara thayuM hatuM tyAM eka pANIthI bharelI vRkSa nIce bataka dIThAM-jotAM e bAka nI che? ema pokAra karyo. javAbamAM eka popaTa kahe - mArA svAmI dharatI zeSamAM gayA che. temanI che, tuM temAMthI pANI pI le ! huM kahuNa naho, upara popaTane kahe "he zuka ! tRpA mArA
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________________ prANa zake che. paNa adA, ApA vagaranuM huM pInAra nathI. zuka rUpa badalI, kAI purUSa hAjara che. ne kahe huM vidyAdhara chuM. pelA jJAnI munI je mArA tAta thAya che temane vaMdana karavA huM baye hato. asaMkhya dhana hatAM, para dravya haraNamAM sukha mAnanAra tane temaNe asteya vatanuM varNana saMbhaLAvyuM ne mane te vata niyama ApyAM. te vakhate huM hAya sahIta vIcAramAM paDe ke dhananA lebhI A sArthavAha dura dezamAM jAya che tyAM najare jotA, para dravyane zuM haraNa nahI karatA hoya ? mATe tamArA sAthenI parIkSA karavA huM prerAye. A badhA prasaMga meM ja ubhA karyA che he nara rana ! meTA prANa rakSaka rUpa kAryamAM, tuM AvI vastunA lebhathI paNa parAbhava na pAme. aDaga rahyo ema kahI sarva dhana bhaMDAra tene azva sAthe ANe. ne badhAnI bhegA karI dIdhA, puNyasAre puchayuM-A dhana kevuM che ? vidyAdhara kahe-emAM kaMIka mArU che ne kaMIka leonuM haraNa kareluM che. he mahAnubhAva ! pitAne, bedha chatAM meM corI nA mukI. paNa Aja tAruM trata jotAM, huM barAbara tenuM pAlana karIza. e rIte tuM mAre gurU thavAthI, A dhana tane arpaNa karuM chuM. puSpasAra kahe ; jenuM je hoya tene te ApI de. pachI vidyAdhare kahyuM paNa mAre te grahaNa karo. tyAre javAba dIdhuM ke meM pratijJA karI che ke A azva chavADe tene badhuM ApIza. maTe che vidyAdhara ! mAre dhana paNa tame grahaNa kare. ahIMmAM A guMcavADe, mAnava savathI Ubho thaye ! vidyAdhara kahe ! he puSpasAra A te badhuM mArI mAyA hatA ane tArI karI hatI, eTale temAM mArI mAyAthI kareluM hovAthI, mArAthI kAMI levAya nahIM. te te arpaNa thayeluM pAchuM nA levAya! | puNasAra-tame mAruM dhana letA nathI ne huM tamAruM dhana letA nathI te A vanane svAmI koNa thaze ? A praznano ukela e Avyo ke lakSamI dharmathI maLe che te dharmane vare che mATe dharma mArge baMne vAparavAM. ne te mujaba vaparAI have he puSpasAra! dharma ArAdhavAthI te bhava samApta karI, he lakSamIpuMja ! tArA puNyanA paMjathI Aje tuM kharekhara lakSmIpuMja ja chuM. huM paNa tArI sAthenA puyathI devale pAme chuM. e kharekhara tAre mArI upara upakAra che e kema vIsaruM !!! bita no svayameva nAgnI svayaM nA khAdanita philAnI vRkSA: dharAdhare varSati nAmahetave, paropakArAya saMta vibhUtayaH artha - nadI pote pANI pItI nathI. kSe pote potAnAM phaLa kharatAM nathI. varasAda paDe, potAnA mATe varasato nathI. AthI jaNa,ya che ke sAjana purUSanI vibhUti-saMpatti, paropakAra mATe ja hoya che, Avya bhAgyAkhyudaya pravam | sarva zarIre ya ane mahattvam, tavaM ca pitta sane 2 sapata saMpaghate puNyavazena puMsAm. puNyathI purUSane Aga, bhAla, meTAI, zarIrabaLa, pratiSThA, tatva ne saMpatti prApta thAya che. mATe tAre dharma ane prere che ne tArA puNya prabhAvathI prerAyela, marbhakALathI huM tene samaye samaya ne ucIta sAmagrI satvara raju karuM chuM. A deva vacana sAMbhaLatAM, vicAranA ghenamAM paDI gayela lakSmIpuje pUrvabhavane che. tenuM smaraNa thatAM, dharmanuM raDI rIte ArAdhanA karavA lAge. parINAme te dharmane nItanuM pAlana karatA kasto devaloka pAmI, ? mukita varaze evuM putha upArjana kare che. saba-vatanI pAchaLa notI je sure nahI, nIti je nA hoya te vrata phaLanuM ja karamAI jAya che. mATe pu. udayaratna mahArAje kahevuM che ke vrata paccakhANa karatAM pahelAM zIla nIti Character ne pahele khapa kara re, nahIM te pAmaze
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________________ prathama karyA pahelAM ra mahArAja kukAre rA mArI pATIyAnI saphAi vagara, tene Apa lAve nathI. mATe aMtarazuSi e Avazyaka cIja che. te te bhArA bhAra ghaNe aMze bhulAtI jAya che, evuM dekhAya che. eka vakhata hu` vaye%0 pU. mAyA pAse meThA hatA temanI pAse eka zrAvakA AvI ne kahe ke Aje mAre ekAsaNu che te bhANAnA pATalo khasI gaye, tenu mate AleAyaNa-prAyazcita Ape. bIjI kAvIkA AvI kahe-Aje mAre upavAsa che chatAM nahAtAM kAcI pANInA kAgaLe thai mA mATe prAyazrIta-daMDa Ape. te pramANe atene yAgya daMDa Apyo, me'. AcAya' devane puchyu ke Apane dIkSA paryAya lagabhaga 40 upara varSAM haze. Aje purUSo te AvA daMDa levA AvatA ja nathI, paNa kAvIkAmAM keTaleka aMze A phI nabhe che. pachI meM puchyuM ke ApanA ATalA varSanA dikSA samayamAM kApa khAi ema prAzrIta levA AvI ke Aje mAre vrata hatuM ane huM mArI jer3ANI derANI, bhAbhI-- guMda, sAsu mA tyA jeDa-sasarA-dhaNI ke pADeAsu sAthe laTTI mATe mane AleSaNa Ape ! AcArya deva hasyA ne kahuM ke A te eka hI cAlI rahI che. pachI mAre kahevu paDayuM ke lAkaDAMnA pATIyAM khasI jAya e te vastu che. chatAM tevA pATIyAnI AleSaNa levAya che, pazu ! haiyAnAM pATI khasI jAya tenI A loyaNa (je uttama che) levAtI nathI-kavi lakhe cheH"paratAvA eamRta jharyu svargathI utaryu che pApI temAM DubakI mArI bhAgyazALI bane che' skula keTalIka vakhata, dharmane oLakhyA ke samajyA vagara karatAM, lAkaDAM baLI jAya te rAkhADI rahe eTaluM paNa te phaDhI dharmamAM dAca rahetu nahI hAya. jeTaluM dharmanA nAme AdaravAmAM Ave temAMthI cAhu paNa jo amAne yA pazu rajhADa nA parI nahIM tema "DAkAmAM yA" jevuM bane che. kamaTha tapa karatA, lAkaDAM mAtA putra temAM nAga nAtraNI maLI rahelAM che tenI pariNAme tenA tapanuM phaLa tene kalu te sAmela hatA. NA maLate nA pharI. phrAya vIranI vANI vacana tyA Adeza, pahelAM vANA tANAnI mAphaka samAjamAM vaNAI javAM teRSe vartanamAM mukatAM bhale vilaMba thAya, paNa sale game te kahe vartanamAM jarUra mukaze, bAkI gADAmAM gu` bhAra te zuM mAla che ? athavA tA moTI pattharanI zIlAja che e yA vagara je gADuM hAMkayA ke kheMcyA kare che te teA bhAnava thaI, baLada krIyA karatAM paNuM vadhu pazu samAna thai, ke'pa pAmI ke kamAi zakatA nathI. dhaTI pheravIe aMdara dAMNA nAMkhIe paNa ne khATe nA nIkaLe ta ApaNI mahenata, dANA ne TAima ?yA Aya te uparathI dUnIyA bevakupha kAMDuM, dIna para dIna yuga nA AvatA jAya che, vIlAsanuM paNa mAnavanuM patana karI rahela che. mATe daMbha, aThTham ne namatA vagaranA sAka nagada dharma niru karIe to lAkaDAM paNa A dehane bALavA maLaze ke nahIM tenI A saMganA yugamAM khAtrI vadhI, zamazAnamAM paNa chellI payArInuM rIjhaverAta tha zake tema nathI. dharma ja, tItIyukata DAya te ja dhAraNa karI e khAsa sutra visaro nahA, jo tamAne pelu uMcu heAya te darAja haiyAne pIgaLAve evA AdhAte-prasaMgA, kuTa-khuna, aka smAta ne ApaghAta keTalA jue che ? A kevaLa dharma ke punpa jItI ja khAmI ne tene tame te puNya khAmI mAnatA hatA dharmane punyAdo sadharA te tevAM jIvana jIvI ! ! ! jIdanA sAra zA te nIratara cAkhatA rahI
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________________ kaDakaDATa (satya ghaTanA) lekhaka : ena. bI. zAha hArija mArI nidrAne acAnaka bhaMga karo phaDaphaDATa vahepArI varga je maLyuM che, temAM saMtoSa nahi mArA karNapaTamAM athaDAtAM, huM jAgI gayo. pathArImAM mAnatAM, vadhu eka karavAnI lAlasAmAM nIti ane ekadama saphALo uThIne je te sAmenI bArInA zAMti pUrvakano vahevAra chAMDIne saTTAbajhAramAM, dhUmate mavAkSamAM dararoja besatA kabutaranA culamAMthI eka thaI gaele paisA kamAvAnI dhUnamAM AMdhaLI doTa kabutarane bilADIe jhaDapeluM. ane tethI tenI mUkI rahyo che. enA jIvanamAM phaphaDAke zivAya pakaDamAMthI mukata thavA mATe pAMkho phaDaphaDATa karI zuM jovA maLe che? raheluM hatuM. keTaluM karUNa drazya? vakIle, berIsTa, Dekore, samAjanetAo, A karUNa drazya joine mAruM hRdaya bija uDyuM ane jeo AjanI prajAnA ghaDavaiyA kahevAya che te kabutara ne bacAvI levA mATe, ekaja upAya hato zikSaka ane evA bIjAonAM jIvana tAruM te mArA avAjathI bilADI akSaya, ane kadAca paNa badhe "phaDaphaDATa"nAM darzana thaze. kabutarane tenA mukhamAMthI paDatuM mukIne bhAge, A badhAya mAnavAonAM jIvana Aje meTe paratuM avAja thatAnI sAtheja bilADI bhAge svArthathI bharelo, asI , ane dharmathI tyAMthI ilaMga mArI ane kabutarane laInaM bIjA vimukha zAthI banI gayAM che ane te phakata eka ja chAparA upara cAlI gaI-gaNa-gaNe gaI ema kAraNuM lAge che. ane te vadhu ane vadhu paise bhege belatAM belata te ghaDIkamAM adrazya banI gai karavAnI sahune lAgelA ghelachA-AvI ghelachA zuM khataranAka nathI ? ene aMjAma paNa khataranAka ane e bicArA kabutarane karUNa aMjAma AvI gayo. AvavAne che. enuM e ya pAtra mAnavIne uparanI ghaTanA je rAtrIe banI gaelI te kayAM khabara che ? rAtrI haju paNa vimRta, thatI nathI. te rAtrIe pachI jIvanamAM dharma ArAdhavAnI ene jarAya durasada te keTaleka TAIma nidrApaNa veraNa banI gaelI, nazI, ane kuTuMba kabIlA, ane putra parivAranI ane aneka vicAronAM ja mArA mastakamAM ghumavA sevA mATe (veTa mATe ane kalAnA kalAko kADhalAyA te mahinA DAka upayogI vicArone ahiM vInA maLI che. jyAre dharmanI zAnA mATe, (ta je te AkAra ApavA kayatnazIla banyo chuM. prabhunI pUjA mATe pAMca dasa minITa TAIma ene AjanuM navajIvana meTA bhAganuM phaDaphaDATa kAdavAnuM kahIzuM te kaheze "neTAima ? A bhareluM ja che ne kyAM che? Aje zAMti pUrvaka jIvana phakata pUjAne dAkhalA mUke che. paraMtu evI bIjI kI zakAya evI jIvananI kAryavAhI kyAM che dareka dhArmika kriyAo mATe samajI levAnuM che. Aje samAdhimaraNa prApta thAya evI nityanI kArya AvA vyApAtra mAnavIonA jIvanano DaphaDATane vAhI Aje te duniyAne meTobhAga jaDavAI paNa kahyuM aMjAma pelA kabutaranI jema ekadivasa mAnasa dharAvatI banI gayo che. jarmane te haMbaga nizcita che. chatAM A bAbatanuM bhAna koNa bAbate yoche. dhArmika milakata upara tarApa mAra karAve? "zivamastu sarvajagata." nArA kAyadAo lAgu karanAra zAzaka varga sattAnA sahu je samAge vaLe ane maLelA mAtA ghanamAM rASTradharma paNa bhUlI gayA che. jyAM juo mAnava jIvanane dayA-pAkAra-dharma-samAja ane tyAM Aje phaDaphaDATa zivAya garIbanI sevA vi. suthI saphaLa banAve eja che jovA maLe che ! e kaheze kharA! Aje eka zubhAbhilASA
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________________ jhaghaDA ane nyAya yAvata zAhe eka gAmamAM eka kheDUta hatA. tene be dIkarA hatA, gharamAM jarA paNa kaMkAsa na hatA. raste ane zAMtinuM ja vAtAvaraNa jovA maLatu kheDUta kuTuMba khUbaja cyAnamAM divaso vitAve che. paNa sukha pachI du:kha mane duHkha pachI sukha, ema sukha duHkhanuM cakra kyA kare che tema A kheDUta acAnaka pathArIvaza thaI gayA. ane eka-eka divasanAM mAMdagI bhAga A duniyAmAMthI rA laste cAlI nIkaLyo, huM bhAio samaya khUba ja AmAM ane e patha vitAve che, paNu raste sAMpa hu'mezAM khAna mAnene AMkhamAM kaNAnI mAphka khUMce che. e nyAya che. lonI vacce jhadhaDAnuM vAtAvaraNa Ubhu karvA mAMDyuM. huM zAonA jhaMDA uccavarUpe prasaravA mAMDayo ane kaiTa sudhI laDavAnI vAta pahoMcI, jagatamAM badhAM ja mo sArA ke badhA ja kharAja nathI hotA. kAi eka sArA mANase gAmamAM eka nAta rahuMto hatA tenA sAlaDu levAnuM kahyuM. bhAe e bhutanI pAse AvI pahoMce che ane hakIkata kahI saMbhaLAve che, bhakata kahe che ke tame nakAmA saDA che. smela sapA tamArI khetI sArI thaze. ane tamArUM gujarAna sArI rIte calAvI zakaze. te chUTA paDa te kAmamAM tame emAMthI eke pahoMcI nahIM zakA Nu bhAgye te maMja kahyuM ke amAre ta bhAga pADavA che. bhakta kahe che ke tamAre bhAga ja dhAvA DuMga tA saphLa ane zreSTha rasto batAvu ke jethI kAne anyAya na thAya, premAMthI eka jaNa jamInanA bhAga pADeDa ane me bhAgamAMthI eka bhAganI pasaMdagInA pahelA hakaka bIjo le'. AnuM ja nAma te zreSTha nyAya, AvI salAhu ane Ave sArA rastA dekhADanAra jagatamAM traNA ja gheADA dvAya che. te gheramAM cheDayAM ! nirmaLagya mathurAnA cALAe dArU pIne masta banyA. mastImAM ne mastImAM mathudhI vaDAmAM besI gALa javA taiyAra thayA. vaTANu haMkAravA lAgyA halesAM jora"gArathI mAravA lAgyA, paraMtu dAnA nazAmAM cakacUra te te ema ja samaje che ke vajrANane ApaNe badhA jara-gAdha halesAM mArIe chIe eTale hamaNAM gokuLa pahAMcI jazuM vajrANanAM doraDAM paNa DhIlAM eTale vahANa halesAM mAratAM AmathI tema hAlyA kare che AgaLa jAya che ne pAchaLa Ave che jethI ematI vahANa calAvAnI mAnyatA che thAya che. paNa vahANa te tyAMne tyAMja phare che. laMgara uDAvelAM ja niha. Ama vahANune lesAM JayA ane nize| utarI gaye| chADI cha kinAre UbhelA lekAne pUche che ke mAratAM jyAre thAkI tyAre halesAM mAravAM A kyA dhAi che ! leka kahe che -khA ghA! mathurAne che. je leke kriyArUpa halesAM dhAMya mAre paNa jo kroSa mAna bhAyA lebharUpa sagara uThAve nahI--doraDAM cheDe nahIM temanI A jIvananAva kAMcI siddhAMtaHs kinAre paheAMce ? bhAre kinAre pahoMcavuM ja hAya te deDAM pahelAM hADA pachI jeTale parizrama karavAmAM Avaze te dheTa sAme pAra pahoMcADavAmAM upayogI thaze.
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________________ vijJAna sarjanAtmaka ke vinAtmaka lekhaka : rajanIkAnta gIradharalAla zAha yamonI duniyAmAM vicaratA zIkhe, ane pachI te vijJAnano udaya to gaye ja saM patAnAM lAhilI gulara ka mADatA bAve che. tema vijJAna pe nAnI ja che tArikane ma A pAtra te gAgara thavI ghaNI : dhat gaI ane eka rasada banavA lAgyu. ajJAnarUpI aMdhakAranA meLAmAM purAtana yuno mAnavI samunnA oLAmAM jema bharatI pachI eTa ane oTa pachI bharatAM Ave che tema A ugatA mAnave aneka dizAmAM pragati sAdhI potAnI 1.1natAne ati A. aMte vijJAnanI zodhathI mA pragatina dha thaI ane mAnavI pragatina bharatI thai. aMte mAnavI pratizIla banyA. jema aMdhakArane prakAzita karavA dipakanI ja jarUra hoya che tema A aMdhakAranA oLAnI sAme yuddha khelavA vijJAnarUpa kiraNa paDe che. jANe che dhAo mahA vizva yu khelatAM na hoya! paNa kharekhara ! vijJAnarUpI prakAzane ja vija thAya che, pad (mAnavI) abhimAnI bane che. ane prayoganA viziSThanA zarU thavA lAgI. prathama te bhAvI nAM pAnanA AdhAra karI jIvana gunarI rahyo hato. bhUmipara nidAdhine thaI jANato hato. jANe jaMgalI pazunI ja avasthAmAM potAnA jIvananI naiyA calAvI rahyo hato. paNa kahevata che ke- "kIDIne kaNa ane hAthIne maNa bhaLI ja rahe che." tema kudarate dayA lAvI mAnavAne peTa gujAro karavA agninI utpatti karI prathama deva mAne pUjate mAnavI temAM anAja pakavI khAtAM zIkhyo. jhADanI chAlanA cala kAra banAvI paheratAM zIkhe ane jamAne palate gaye. mAnavI pragatizIla bane. AgaLa vadhI jhuMpaDI bAMdhI rahetA zIkhele mAnavI mahelanI mahelAte badhI ajA- vijaLInAM rodha che jANe vadhumAM ja che ane che. A vidyuta pravAha nadInA pAkane che AgaLa jaI rahyo che. paNa kyA vakhate ! to aMta Avaze tenI kene gabara na. : : vadhIne varALa thI caya, vAne - 1, ane - bhara to tAra, salImApha ane pachIyA paNa na pahoMcyA. dUra dUranAM samAcAra tA paNa na che. mAphaka saMbhaLAvA lAgyA. ! dharAnI musApharInuM aMtara ghaNuM - rama jahAja dvArA talaNa pahAcADI A yAM. anAnI niMdrAmAM pahelA mAnavIne sa dazA vADI ApavA jJai TelIphona thaze. pUrva , uttara-dakSiNa vaccenuM aMtara teNe sAva ko nuM. je purAtana zo hatAM te elApa thayAM ane tenA zAtmaka sase mAnane potAne nI kapanA paNa na hatAM te Aje rAta ?' e che. pitAnA tanane laya karI mAnave A vAkaraNanI pragatinI Toca para che e paNa kayAra te rAca parathI daDI paDaze tene e zuM bAla nathI.
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________________ sUrya ane caMdra je mAnavI tene deva mAnI pUjatA, tenuM tene jJAna paNa nahatuM. Aje mAnavI tene uDe abhyAsa karI tyAM pahoMcavAnI abhyarthanA sevI rahyo che. pazu mAphaka banI uDavAno prayAsa Aje sAmAnya baje che. duniyAnI saMskRti vadhatI gai, ane aMtamAM prabhu paNa tenI samIkSA karI rahyA che. vijJAna sarjanAtmaka che eTaluM ja nahi paNa vinA rAtmaka paNa che. mAnavI jeTale pragatizIla bane teTale ja ALasu bana gaye. navA maMtra dvArA svaye uThapaNe pAra pADavAnI tamanna kare che. jayAre purAtana mAnavI potAnA dehane vikasAvI kArya karI vaNo. AgaLa vadhatAM vajJAnika jIvanamAM jeTaluM jJAna bhareluM che teTaluM ja ajJAna bhame che. dipakamAM vATa jagatI hoya paNa tene prakAza aMdha. kAramAM ja upayogI nivaDe che tema vi nara dika | praganirU5 tAna para che. paNa vinAzAtmaka rUpamAM hovAthI jAtino prakAza TakavAne? kharekhara duniyAnI ramya saMskRtine te kayAre viza karI besaze? teno koine paNa khyAla nathI, bAnavInuM jIvana vilAsI banatuM gayuM bhAnavI bephIkara, edI, banato gayo. potAnA dehane kaSTa ApyA vinA asaMkhya laphana hemI pati sukhanI zodhamAM bhame che. A navI sarjaka vRSTie mAnavIne potAnI jAtane chetarAve che. sAdhane vadhA, parigraha vadhyA, sukha ane saMpatti vadhI eka aNuoma pAchI lAkha mANasonAM jIvatadAna devAyA. ane tenAthI asaMkhya sRSTine nA thavA lAgyo. mANasanI zakitano dUra uga thatA jAya che. jyAM kSiNa hatI jatI buddhithI, kSiNa zaktithI duniyAnI dRSTi paNa kaMpI uThe che. tyAM mAnItI te kayAM vAta ja rahI? vijJAnane vikAsa dinapratidina vadhatI jAya che. aMtamAM mAnavInA eka hAthamAM amRta che. zare bIjA hAthamAM jhera taLAi rahyuM che. para te amRta pIne jIvana dipaka pragaTAvI zake che. ke te jhera che ja ! ! navA be prakAzane - 1 sacitra zrI zrIpAlI rAsa-(40 phAmanA pUjAe ujamaNAdhi vi. mA bharapUra) vhAla karlotha bAInDaga AkarSaka jekeTa sAthe kiM. rU. -50. ra ra17 citronI pleTavA citrama zrIpALa rArA paMcaraMgI lekanA jekeTa ane kalAmaya bakSa sAthenA daLadAra graMtha ki. rU. pacIza pAMcathI vadhu nakala maMgAvanArane kamizana ApavAmAM Avaze. vizeSa mAhitI mATe patra vyahAranuM saranAmuM-1 5. chabIladAsa kezarIcaMda saMghavI dAdAsAheba piLa-khaMbhAta. 2 zrI jazavaMtalAla giradharalAla 309 dezIvADAnI piLa-amadAvAda, uparokata baMne sthaLethIzrI kalpasUtra khemAzAha kiM. rU. 22, zrI pUjA saMgraha bhAga rU. 6-5, pratiSThA kapa bhA. 1 lA (alabhya) rU. 11, pratiSThA ka5 bhA. 2 je rU. 5, aDhAra abhiSekavidhi (alabhya 0 87 temaja 10 muddAo tathA yavana janma aMjananA ArTa kArDa uparanA pherAo, baMdhAvatuM kApaDapaTTa kAgaLa ku. viza sthAnaka ArTa paha, kAgaLapada, zAnti snAtrAdinI vastuonI yAdI. vi. sAhitya pratiSThA Adi vidhiomAM upayogI sAhitya mATe uparanuM saranAmuM avazya yAda rAkhe.
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________________ sA samAcAya 1 mATuMgA-mukha adhyAtma gaganamAM virAcAya A buddhisAgara surizvara bhagavanA vighna zAMta mU AcArya zrI kirtI sagara saLinA praziSya prakhara vakatA vidudva upAdhyAya e kaMkAsa chatA sAnidhyamA ujavAyela ! mATuMgA subA madhye sA wwwww .... pU. zAMtamUrti upAdhyAyazrI kailAsasAgarajI gaNIvara ------- DONATE/T/PURAH vAsupujya svAmInA derAsare zrI munisuvruta svAmInI zrI ajane salAkA, pratiSTA mahAtsava tathA zrI ghaTAkarNa mahAvAnI derImAM zrI ghaMTAkaNu bahAvIratA pratiSThA zrI vAsupUjya svAmInA derAsaranA uparanA gabhArAmAM pAMca pratibhAnA nasalAphA, pratiA mahAtsava, bahuja lAmadhumathI javAyeA hato. kuMbhasthApanA asADa vada 13nAM ja maMjana salAphA zrAvaNu suda pU pratikSA zrAvaNa suda 7ne zukravAranA 28 savAre 9 19, 51 sekaMDa pUjya AcArya zrI vistyapratApa subira, pUjya AcAya vijyadharma sudhirajI, pUjya AcArya DaMkhasAgara suridharajI upAdhyAya thAM kailAsasAgarajI, panyAsa zrI subodhasAgara, paMnyAsa zrI subhadrasAgarajI, sunI bAM kahyA sAgarajI vagere sAdhu vistA hAjarImAM suMdara rIte thaI hatI. kriA karAvanAra suvidhA bAlui satta nacaMde AvelA hatA. zrI parAkaraNa mavAranI rItra jhuMDanAM sarve karAyela te tAnA pratiSka zaeN maNIlAla nagInadAsa bhAMkharIgmAe pharI hatI. derIne dhvajADe ro! cImanalAla InadAsa bhAMkharIAe caDhAvyo hateAM te banne vakhate putva panyAsa zrI subodhasAgarajInI hAjarI hatI. UparanAM gA rAnAM muLanAyaka zrI muLabhuta svAmInA prAMtaSThA ze zrI rUpAjI bhalArAma bhAlIAe karAvI hatI. bAkInI cAra pratimAmA zrI dizvara bhagavAna, zrI mahAvIrasvAmI prabhu, zrI pArzvanAya prabhu, brA sa Mkhezvara pArzvanAtha prabhu, pratimAe zrI vADIlAla kIlabhAI bI cunIlAla nAraNudAsa dvArA, zrI gIradharalAla trIbhovanadAsa mahetA tathA zrI pe|paTalAla nagInadAsa bhAMkharIAe peAte bharAvela pratImAnI pratiSThA taMtra kAme pUjya AcArya tathA UpAdhyAya zrI kailAsasAgarajInI hAjarImAM thaya hatI. zrI vinayacaMdra harakhacaMdra taraphathI zrAvaNa sudra nA dine aSTAtarI cAMtanAtra mahApUjA bhuNAvavAmAM Avela hatu, UparAMta pAMca vavADA ghaNI dhAmadhumathI nIkaLyA
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________________ hatA, dararAja pULA maLayA gannane bahuja suMdara rAmINa zake tevavAmAM AvatI hatI. bhAvanAmAM paNa puSkaLa bhale samudAya hAjarI ApatA hatA. be ratu mAsamAM UpAdhyAya chAtI sAthe pUjya jJAna suMdarajInA zayyarata munIyA devasu darajI mahArAje mArA khamaNa karela te tIkhI-te zravaNa suda 9 nA dina mesarsa bhAkharImAM baMdha tathA pUjyuM Acarya kA budhdhisAgarajI kRta zrI aSTaprakArI pUrvI pere upAjyamAM suMdara rIte bhaNAvI hatI, A pratiSThAnI UpajarUpI beMka lA ra pharatAM vadhu thai hatI. Ave mahatsava keTalAe varSamAM na ujavAyo hoya tema AcAryazrI budhdhisagarAkidanAM zakha Azaya zrI kIratIsAga0 prasidha upAdhyAya baMdhu kalAsasAgarajInI suMdara bAnamAM sapTembaraH arbanA zrI saMdhamAM purva sAra thavAmAM levAyA hate. bAM gharAkaraNa mahAvIranI mUrtI sthApata thatA basa... mANusA no lAkha be che. ane upAdhyAyalonA vyAkhyAmAM bharyuM mRtyu mApa mAM AvatA mAgyuM H kalA 4 6mezAM baMpunA saMkhyA hAya che. zrAvaNa suda 9 ne rAMdhA mahAtsava nimIte zuM hIrAcaMdabhAI kAmadAra tathA za zAMtIlAla jIvaNabhAI taraphathI hATuMgAnA sakaLa saMghane svAmIvAsa" ApyuM hatuM. bhAbhara pa. pu. AcArya deva zrImad vijaya zAntIcaMdrasurIzvara tathA panyAsa zrI kaMcanavIya gaNI tathA paMnyAsa zrI sAhanavIjayajI gaNI Adro DANA dasa tathA sAdhvIjI drArAja zrI saubhAgyo A kANA 10 atre cAturmAsa rahela che. vyAkhyAna mAM budhdha zuddha vivara tathA bhAvanAdhIkArI vikraJa zAstra" nuM vAMcana cAle che. atre JAya ya rAtrInA padhAravAthI vyAkhyAna vigeremAM lokA sArA rasa le che. asADa vada 6 nArAja pa. pu. dAdAzrI jItarAya mahArAja sAhebanI svAMTALu gi hAvate hiMmata pa. pu. AcArya devezanI nizrAmAM bahu dhAmadhuma purvaka UjavavAmAM Ave hatI. vidyArthIoe dhanavata zeThanA saMvAda yA bAlIkAene jayaMtI viSe savAda tathA bAlIkAnA rAsa dAMDIyA ane prasagAcita vakatavyo thayAM hatAM. aMtaraya karmanI pujA tathA rAtre bhAvanA vigere rAkhavAmAM Avela te divase gAmamAM 200 Ayala thayAM hattAM, tathA jaina bhAgae 12 vAgya sudhI pAkhI paNa rAkhelI hatI. caumAsI caudarAnA dIvase bhA tathA bahuvAmAM pausaSata saMkhyA sAdhu pramANamAM thai hatI. sAdhvIjI mahArAja . saubhAgyazrI AdI dANA dasamuM cAkhAnu ghaDI bAvakAmAM catAra, A, sa, dAne have tathA samAsara tA tathA saMhAsana tapa tathA vardhamAna tapa vAra judA judA tapetI ArAdhana cakSu che. pu. pA. AcavaMya zAntIcaMdrasurIne asADa vada ekamathI ekAMtara UpayAsanI tapasyA cAlu che, temAM asa ! vaDo caMdrasanA roja AcAya mahArAje dasa upavAsanuM paccakhANa karyuM che. pavaja zrI sammeta zikhara tapanI ArAdhanA zrI paMcanA upAdhye mU prasidhdha vakatA caMdrodayasAgarajI mahArAja sAheba cAmAsuM bIrAje che. vyAkhyAna AdimAM janatA sAro lAbha le che. teozrInA upadezIdhuM " zrI sammeta zikhara tapanI ' zarUAta brA. su. 7 dhI thayela che jemAM 30 ApAlahoe bhAga lIdha che, kI dharmazALAnA DhAmAM zrI samela rAkhara banI racanA suMdara geTavela che. jenI samakSa hamezAM tapasyAo ullAsapurvaka kriyA kare che, dha, su. 1 zanivAra ane ravivAra samudgaratra mahAtsava yojela baporanA svaaparAdha prakaTIkara ane pApanI kSamApanA vi.
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________________ fiA karAvavAmAM Avela pU mahArAjazrIe mudda samajutI ApavApurvaka pApanI AbacanA karAvela. jemAM sArI saMkhyAmAM janatAe rasa batAvelaAvaravartaSaravIonI bhakita judA judA sadgRhathA taraphathI karavAmAM Ave che. prabhAvanA, akhaMDapa, bhAvanA, rAtreJAvAnuM, vi. utsAhapurvaka cApa che. sudanA A tapa pUrNa thatAM taparazeenAM pAraNAM thayAM. tenA maheAsava niMbho varaghoDA nIkaLyA, ane suda-14-15-6 dho. zAMtinAnA rRma thayA. A rIte janatA sArI rIte lAbha AAve che. lekhIta parIkSA zeThe paNibhAi zAmaLabhAI jaina pAzALAnI pUnA jaina tatvajJAna vidyApIThanI lekhIta parIkSA tA. 29/30-~~-~61nA jJAnamaMdiramAM thayela jemAM 118 vidyArthI bhA--khtenee bhAga lIdho che. parIkSAnA samaye sagRhathAe hAjarI Apela zrI, zaMkaralAla maganalAla taraphathI parIkSArthIone sAkaranI prabhAvanA karavAmAM Avela. khaMbhAta aSADa vada-1 zrI vIzA zrImALI prakRti ma'DaLanA Azraye budhdhiprabhAnA upapramukha zra hIrAlAla somacaMdanA pramukhasthAne zeDa zrI ratIlAla mULacaMdra bulAkhIdAsanA suputra zrI surezabhAi vidyAbhyAsa mATe amerikA jatA hAI temanA sanmAna samAra'bhanI sabhA ceAjavAmAM AvI hatI jemAM sarvazrI puMDarika cokI, dhIrUbhAI, drika cAkI, cimanabhAI cokasI, hiMmatabhAi, jayaMtibhAi, chabIladAsa vi.e temanA vidyAbhyAsanI uttejanA mATe samayecata pravacano karyAM hatAM. pramukhazrIe saMsthA taraphathI vidAya ApatA phulahAra karyA bAda zrI surezabhAie suMdara zailimAM javAba ApyA hatA. chevaTe pramukhazrIe temanA pravAsanI saphaLatA pachI hatI. va OG tre prakharavakatA pU. kuzaLavijajI ma. zrI rIMha mULa' khulAkhIdAsa upAye celAvADA AkhIlakhAtAmAM zrI gautamapRcchA ane vardhamAna dezanAnAM vyAkhyAne aticaka AkarSaka zalimAM Ape che. jaina jainetara janatA sAro lAbha lai rahI che. upAtrayanAM che.savAnI jagyAAAvavI paDe che. zrI vIrA ethavAla- rAjImatI jaina zrAvikA zALAnA samArMbara zrI jayaMtilAla bhagIlAlanA pramukhasthAne jhaverI kAntIlAlanI mahenatathI ujavAyA hatA. zrI vIzA ozavAla jaina pragati maMDaLa udyoga mAdara tathA rAjImatI jaina zrAvikA zALA taraphathI sidhdhitA karanAra tapasvI chhena vijayAbena tathA tanamanamenanuM eka mAnapatra ApavAnA kamArabha yojavAmAM AvyA hateA. zra sta. ta. jaina saMdhanA Azraye prasidbhavatA pU. ni zrI kurALavijayajInI nizrAmAM pU. A. zrI kalyANusUrIzvarajI ma.baMdhanI jayaMtI ujavavAmAM AvI hatI. uparokta dareka kAryakramAmAM garabA rAsa gIta vi, samayocita suMdara pramANamAM thayAM hatAM. cIlADavAnA upAye the bulAkhIdAsa dalamAM te nimitte caturvedha saMdhI punnarAkhavAmAM AvI hatI. mAnavamedanIe khUbakhUba rasa lIdho hate. zeTha aMbAlAla pAnAcaMdanI zALAo nagararohanA pramukhasthAne pu. A. zrImadrijambri surIzvarajI ma.trIne zraddhAMjali arpatI sabhA yeAjavAmAM AvI hatI. vakatAee samayeAcita suMdara nirUpaNa karyuM hatuM. AvA mahAtmAonI na purAya evI khANa paDI che. tetrI zAsananA eka staMbharUpa ane kartavyaniSTha hatA. mahesANA pAritoSaka samarpaNa samAraMbha zrImada povijayajI jaina saMskRta pAThazALAmAM
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________________ ra4. abhyAsa karatA vidyArthIonI vArSika parIkSA thayA bAda vASaka parIkSAne pAritoSika samarpaNa samAraMbha tA. 26-8-6 nA savAranA lA vAge paramapujya parama tapasvI paramagItArtha pujya gaNIvarya zrI dharma sAgarajI ma. sAheba ane teozrInA ziSya viddhArtha pujya munIrAjathI abhasAgara ma sAheba AdinI punIta nizrAmAM yojavAmAM Avela. prAraMbhamAM putrInA maMgalAcaraNa bAda vidyArthIoe zrImanmahAvIra devanAguNagAna rUpa prArthanA saMgIta sAthe karela tyArabAda saMsthAnA mAnada sekreTarI zrIyuta vakIla cImanalAla amRtalAle AmaMtraNa patrikAnuM vAMcana karela. mAstara zAntIlAla semacaMda mahetAe vArSika rIporTa vAMcI saMbhaLAvela. parIkSaka vaDIlAla maganalAla zeThe parIkSAne abhIprAyanuM vAMcana ane rocaka zailImAM prAsaMgIka tavya karela. 5. pukharAja amIcaMdajI ThArI, vakIla cImanalAla amRtalAla, zeTha punamacaMda vADIlAla (uMjhAvAla) Adie saMsthAnA vadhAre vikAsa aMgenA la ka vicAra raju karela. gurU guNagAna ratuta thayA bAda rAvabahAdura zeTha zrI jIvatalAla pratApasIbhAInA zubha haste rU. 20) nuM rokaDa poiSika abhyAsIone ApavAmAM Avela pujaya mahArAjazrInuM maMgaLamaya pravacana thayuM hatuM A prasaMge parama viduSI sAdhvIjIzrI lAvI che ma. sA. pu. mAvajI pramodI Adima sAhebanI sArA pramANamAM hAjarI hatI ane DA. maganalAla lIlAcaMda, maNIyAra haramAnabhAI kaDIvALA, bAbu lAlabhAI zeTha haThIbhAI parasetamadAsabhAI paTavA maNalAla dalAbhAI mAra caMpakalAlabhAI Adi dharmapremI sajajanenI hAjarI hatI. varSa mAna tapanI elo pAse. nakhanAra vi. zazIkAnta mehanalAla ne pustaka bheTa ApyuM hatuM, pujya zrI akSayasAgarajI bha. 2. nI preraNAthI zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtranI nava divasanI ArAdhanA ekAsaNu AyaMbIla sAthe 12 vidyAthI mAne karI hatI. tA. ra6-8-6 nA roja zrI mahAvIra svAmInA derAsare aMgaracanA saMsthAna taraphathI karAvI hatI ane te dIvase vidyArthIone dudhapAka purInuM jamaNa ApavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. rA. , zeTha zrI chatalAlabhAI A dIvasa saMsthAmAM rokAI saMsthAnI sthAnIka kamITInA sabhyo sAthe saMsthAnA utkarSa aMge keTalIka mahatvanI vIcAra karI hatI. saMsthA tarapha parIkSA kAntIlAla bhAyacaMda mahetAe mAMDaLa zrI bhAratI bhuSaNa jaina pAThazALAnI parIkSA lIdhI. inAma. 185 nuM goThavavAmAM AvyuM hatuM bI bhAvano nI badhI zALAone InAma samAraMbha tA. ra3 4-6 ne levAthI parIkSaka zrI vADIlAla maganalAla zeDachI bhAvanagara dhAmaka zIlagu saMdhanA AcarI bhAvanagara gayA che. vidAyagara- vi. punamacaMda kevaLadAsa chuTA thaI muMbai jatAM dezI gopALadAsa nAmadAsanA pramukhasthAne samAraMbha yojAyo hato. ka. 51) punamacaMde saMsthAne bheTa karyA hatA. choTAudepura atrenA derAsaramAM zAMtinAtha bhagavAna tathA pArzvanAtha bhagavAna tathA suvIdhInAtha bhagavAna AdI pratimAjIomAMthI eka suda nA ja amI rmA hatA. A amIjharaNAM cAra-pAMca divasa cAlu rahyA hevAthI atre jaina tathA jainetara prajA e pratyakSa darzana karI lAbha lIdho hate. atre pu. sAchi ratnaprabhAjI AdInI zubha nizrAmAM aSADha vada nA roja aSTa mahAsidhdhI tapa zarU karavAmAM Avela temAM satara bahenoe utsAhapUrvaka bhAga lIdho hato. atre mahAvIra jaina yuvaka maMDaLa taraphathI cAlatI pAThazALAmAM tA. 13--61nA roja parIkSA rAkhavAmAM Avela che. Ama gujarAtanA khUNAmAM Avela gAmamAM paNa maMDaLa sArI rIte prati karI rahela che. ane gAmamAM dhArmika utsAha sAro che
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________________ ?....?....?...?.... budhdhiprabhA" nA vikAsa mATe Apa saunA saDakAra Avazyaka che. Apane zu game che ne zuM nathI gamatuM, kema ne zAthI e savAlAnI carcA karatI eka praznottarI atre ame raju karIe chIe, jenA TUMkANamAM ne muddAsara javA! dareka vAMcaka bhAibaheneAne kAryAlayane saranAme meAkalavA vinatI che.--tatrIe. (1) "budhdhiprabhA" tamane gamyuM ? zAthI ? (2) bAra mahinAmAM budhdhiprabhA" nA tamArI dRSTie kayA lekha, vArtA, kAvya va. zreSTha lAgyuM ? (3) "buddhiprabhA" nA kayA lekhaka tamane vadhu vAMcavA game che ? (4) saMpAdanamAM tamane vadhu zuM umeravA jevu lAge che ? (5) zrImad buddhisAgarajInA sAhityanA keTalA pAtA rAkhIe te tamane game ? (6) taMtrI lekha tamane jarUrI lAge che ? (7) zAsana samAcAra mATe ApanA ze| abhiprAya che ? (8) tamane vadhu zuM game ? vArtA, lekha, kAvya, patrA, vivecana (9) dara ake cAlu rahetI vArtA tamane gamaze ? (10) vAMcakeAnA vicAra raju karatI kaTAra zarU karIe te tame vadhAvaze ? (11) "jJAna carcA" jevI kaTAra zarU karIe te tamane gamaze ? temAM tame keTalA bhAga leze ? (12) svataMtra vibhAgeA zarU karIe te tamane vAMcavAmAM AnaMda Avaze ? evA kayA vibhAgeA tame vAMcavA mAgeA che ? (13) "buddhiprabhA" nA tamane keTalA pAnA rAkhavA pasaMda che ? (14) vArSika lakhANAmAMthI zreSTha lakhANAne InAmAnI yAjanA rAkhIe te ? (15) "buddhiprabhA" jAhera khabaro le che te mATe Apatu zuM matathya che ? (16) "buddhiprabhA" samRddha bane ane zrImadajInuM sAhitya vadhu ne vadhu vacAtu thAya te mATe ApanI pAse koi yeAjanA che ? (17) jaina sAhitya sivAya Itara sAhitya 'buddhiprabhA'" mAM vAMcavuM Apane gamaze ? (18) saLaMga sacitra navalakathA zarU karIe te (19) prathama pAne zu hAya tA game ? prabhunI vizleSNA kAvya ke ciMtana kaNikAo ? vANI, zrImadajInu ciMtana, sUtreAnI (20) mukhapRSThanI pAchaLanI banne bAjue mAnada pracArakonA nAma temaja jAherAtanA bhAva mUkIe chIe te tamane pasaMda che ? (21) e banne bAjue tame zu mUkavA mAMgeA che ? (22) dara ke mahApurUSonA sakSipta prasaMga citrA ApIe te tamane gamaze ?
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________________ BUDDHI PRABHA-CAMBAY Regd. No. B. 9045 buddhimabhA" vAMcavAne Agraha rAkhe :buddhiprabhAe mAtra kA ja gALAmAM apratima pragati sAdhI che. dhIme dhIme paNa eka pachI eka DagaluM mAMDatAM Aja e makakama pagalAM bharI rahyuM che. mAtra be ja varasanA ati a95 gALAmAM jainetara sAhityamAM paNa bhAga mUkAve evI vAcanasAmagrI e Ape che. ciMtana kaNikA...(le. mRdula) jaina samAjanA badhA ja sAmayikemAM eka navI ja bhAta paDatA A vibhAga che. AkarSaka ne jozIlI, kAvya paMkitao jevI jJAnanI, vicAranI, ciMtanatI jIvananI samajanI enI teja kaNikAo A vibhAgamAM niyamita Ave che. UdhaDatA pAne ja e vAMce. gaMgAnA ovArethI...(le. zrImad buddhisAgarajI) pUjya gurUdeve emanA jIvanamAM aDhaLaka sAhityanI sarjanA karI che. ciMtanAtmaka ne abhyAsI sAhityanA aneka aMgone emaNe ajavALyA che. karma, yoga, itihAsa, samAjazAstra, patra, caritra, gajhalo che. anekavidha sAhityAMganI emaNe sAdhanA karI che. emanI sarjanA e gaMgAnA nIra jevI pavitra, vahetI ane nirmaLa che. dara ake gurUdevanA e gaMgAjaLanuM Acamana kare. gAtA phula...(le, mRdula) jaina sAmayikomAM taddana navI ja bhAta pADatA vibhAga ! bha, mahAvIranA jIvana prasaMgenuM abhinava zailIthI Alekhana karato eka nirALA ja vibhAga ! eka eka prakaganI evo AkarSaka ne manoramya guthaNI tha ya che ke koI gIta gaNagaNIe tema e gadyamIte vAMcA ja karIe. udAtta kalpanAothI sabhara, rasaLatI zailI ane saMgIta madhura zabdomAM A gAtA phulenuM gAyane jarUra sAMbhaLe. ane A uparAMta suMdara vArtAo, jJAnasabhara lekhe ane zAsana samAcAra niyamita Ave che. chatAMya buddhiprabhA'nuM lavAjama zuM che e khabara che ? I : : lavAjamanA dara : : pAMca varasanA grAhakanA rUA. 13 : 00 be varasanA grAhakanA rUA. pa : 50 traNa ; ;; rUA. 8 : 00 eka ) , mAtra traNa rUpiyA buddhiprabhA"nI e phesanA tamAma kAma mATe nIcenA saranAme patravyavahAra karavA : buddhiprabhA kAryAlaya Co zrI. jasavaMtalAla gIradharalAla zAha 3094, khatrInI vADI, dozIvADAnI pALa, a ma dA vA de, A mAsika mANekalAla harajIvanadAsa zAhe "gujarAta TAImsa" prinTIMga presa naDIAdamAM chApyuM ane tenA prakArAka buddhiprabhA saMrakSaka maMDaLa vatI hiMmatalAla choTAlAle traNa daravAjA khaMbhAtamAMthI pragaTa karyuM.