Book Title: Banyu Tej Nyaya
Author(s): Dada Bhagwan
Publisher: Dada Bhagwan Foundation
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/008843/1

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Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ banyuM te ja nyAya * dAdA bhagavAna prarUpitA banyuM te ja nyAya ! | kudaratanA nyAyane jo samajo ke banyuM te ja nyAya, to tame A jagatamAMthI chUTA thaI zakazo, nahIM to kudaratane saheja paNa anyAyI samajo ke tamAruM jagatamAM gUMcAvAnuM sthAna ja e. kudaratane nyAyI mAnavI, enuM nAma jJAna. 'jema che tema' jANavuM, enuM nAma jJAna. 'jema che tema' nahIM jANavuM, enuM nAma ajJAna, e 'banyuM e nyAya' jANe to AkhA saMsArano pAra AvI jAya evuM che. duniyAmAM eka sekanDa paNa anyAya thato nathI. nyAya ja thaI rahyo che. eTale buddhi ApaNane phasAve che ke Ane nyAya kema kahevAya ? eTale ame mULa vAta kahevA mAMgIe chIe ke kudaratano A nyAya che. mATe buddhithI tame judA paDI jAva. eka phero jANI lIdhA pachI buddhinuM ApaNe mAnIe nahIM. banyuM e ja nyAya, - dAdAzrI fliTEGIES 66" Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prakAzaka dAdA bhagavAta kathita : dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana (madrAsa) vatI zrI ajita sI. paTela 9, manohara pArka, egamora, madrAsa- 60 08. phona - 8261369, 8261243. : saMpAdakane svAdhIna prathama AvRtiH pa00, me,1997 dvitiya AvRtiH pa000, julAI, 1997 banyuM te ja nyAya bhAve mUlya : 'parama vinaya' ane 'huM kaMI ja jANato nathI', e bhAva ! dravya mUlya : 2 rUpiyA (rAhata dare) lesara kaMpojha : dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana 1, varuNa epArTamenTa, 37, zrImALI sosAyaTI, navaraMgapurA, amadAvAda-3809. phona - (079) 6421154 pheksa -408528 saMklata : DaoN. nIrubahena amIta mudraka : megnama prinTarsa, tAvaDIpurA, zAhIbAga, amadAvAda, phona : 5623608 Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ (dAdA bhagavAta phAunDezananA anya prakAzano 3) trimaMtra 1) dAdA bhagavAtAM AtmavijJAna 2) AptavANI zreNI - 1 thI 11 pratikramaNa 4) pratikramaNa (saMkSipta). 5) tajadoSa darzanathI.... nirdoSa 6) paisAno vyavahAra 7) paisAno vyavahAra (saMkSipta) 8) pati-patnIto vyavahAra (pUrvArdha tathA uttarArdha) 9) pati-patnIno vyavahAra (saMkSipta) 10) mA-bApa chokarAMno vyavahAra 11) mA-bApa chokarAMto vyavahAra (saMkSipta) 12) vartamAna tIrthakara zrI sImaMdhara svAmI 13) mRtyu samaye, pahelAM ane pachI... 14) vANIno siddhAMta 15) vANIto siddhAMta (saMkSipta) 16) vANI, vyavahAramAM.. 17) samajathI prApta brahmacarya (pUrvArdha tathA uttarArdha) 18) samajathI prApta brahmacarya (saMkSipta) 19) karmanuM vijJAta 20) bhogave tenI bhUla 21) banyuM te nyAya 22) eDajasTa evarIvhera 23) athaDAmaNa TALo 24) "Who Am I?" Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 'dAdA bhagavAna' koNa jUna ogaNIsaso aThThAvananI e samI sAMjano chaeka vAgyAno samaya, bhIDamAM dhamadhamatuM suratanuM sTezana, pleTaphorma naM. 3 paranAM relavenAM bAMkaDA para beThelA aMbAlAla mULajIbhAI paTela rUpI maMdiramAM kudaratI krame akrama svarUpe kaMIka janmothI vyakta thavA mathatA 'dAdA bhagavAna' saMpUrNapaNe pragaTa thayA ! ane kudarate sarjyuM adhyAtmanuM adbhuta Azcarya ! eka kalAkamAM vizvadarzana lAdhyuM ! 'ApaNe koNa ? bhagavAna koNa ? jagata koNa calAve che ? karma zuM mukti zuM ? 'I. jagatanAM tamAma AdhyAtmika praznonAM saMpUrNa phoDa paDyA ! Ama kudarate, jagatane caraNe eka ajoDa pUrNa darzana dharyuM ane tenuM mAdhyama banyA zrI aMbAlAla mULajIbhAI paTela, carotaranAM bhAdaraNa gAmanAM pATIdAra, kaMTrAkTano dhaMdho karanAra, chatAM pUrNa vItarAga purUSa ! emane prApti thaI te ja rIte mAtra be ja kalAkamAM, anyane paNa prApti karAvI ApatAM, emanA adbhUta sidhdha thayelA jJAnaprayogathI ! ene akrama mArga kahyo. akrama eTale krama vinAno ane krama eTale pagathiye pagathiye, krame krame UMce caDhavAno ! akrama eTale liphaTa mArga ! zorTakaTa teozrI svayaM pratyekane 'dAdA bhagavAna koNa ?' no phoDa pADatA kahetAM ke, "A dekhAya che te 'dAdA bhagavAna' nhoya. dAdA bhagavAna to caudalokanA nAtha che, e tamArAmAM ya che, badhAmAM ya che. tamArAmAM avyaktarUpe rahelA che ne 'ahIM' saMpUrNapaNe vyakta thayelA che ! huM pote bhagavAna nathI. mArI aMdara pragaTa thayelA dAdA bhagavAnane huM paNa namaskAra karuM chuM." vepAramAM dharma ghaTe, dharmamAM vepAra na ghaTe' e siddhAMtathI teo AkhuM jIvana jIvI gayAM. jIvanamAM kyAreya emaNe koInI pAsethI paiso lIdho nathI. UlTuM dhaMdhAnI vadhArAnI kamANIthI bhaktone jAtrA karAvatA ! parama pUjya dAdAzrInA dehavilaya bAda, je rIte gAmegAma satsaMga tathA svarUpajJAnanI prApti dAdA karAvatA hatA, ekajhekTa te ja dAdAkRpAthI jJAnavidhi temanI hAjarImAM ApelI jJAnasiddhithI nimitta bhAve Aje paNa pUjya DaoN. nIrubahena amIna karAvI rahyA che. jeno lAbha Aje hajAro mokSAthI laIne dhanya bane che ! - jaya saccidAnaMda. saMpAdakIya badrI-kedAranI jAtrAe lAkho loko gayA ne ekAeka hIma paDyuM ne seMkaDo loko daTAIne marI gayA. tyAre sAMbhaLIne darekane mahIM arerATI vyApI jAya ke keTalAMya bhaktibhAvathI bhagavAnanA darzana karavA jAya, tene ja bhagavAna Ama mArI nAkhe ?! bhagavAna bhayaMkara anyAyI che ! be bhAIo vacce milkatanI vaheMcaNImAM eka bhAI badhuM pacAvI jAya che, bIjAne ochuM maLe tyAM buddhi nyAya khoLe che, chevaTe korTano Azaro le che ne suprima korTa sudhI jhaghaDe che. pariNAme duHkhIdu:khI thatA jAya che. nirdoSa vyakti jela bhogave che, gunegAra vyakti moja kare che tyAre AmAM nyAya zuM rahyo ? nItivALA mANaso duHkhI thAya, anItivALA baMgalA bAMdhe gADImAM phare tyAM kaI rIte nyAya svarUpa lAge ? AvAM to Dagale ne pagale prasaMgo bane che, jyAM buddhi nyAya khoLavA besI jAya che ane du:khIdu:khI thaI javAya che ! parama pUjya dAdAzrInI adbhuta AdhyAtmika zodha che ke A jagatamAM kyAMya anyAya thato ja nathI. banyuM e ja nyAya ! kudarata kyAreya nyAyanI bahAra gaI nathI. kAraNa ke kudarata eTale koI vyakti ke bhagavAna nathI ke koInuM enA para calaNa hoya ! kudarata eTale sAyanTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDansisa. keTalA badhA saMyogo bhegA thAya tyAre eka kArya bane che ! ATalAM badhAmAM amuka ja kema mAryA gayA ?! jeno teno hisAba hato te to bhoga banyA, mRtyunA ne durghaTanAnA ! ena insiDanTa hesa so menI kaoNjhIjha ane ena eksiDanTa hesa Tu menI kaoNjhIjha ! potAne hisAba vagara eka macchara paNa karaDI zake nahIM ! hisAba che to ja daMDa Avyo che. mATe jene chUTavuM che, teNe e ja vAta samajavI ke potAnI sAthe je je banyuM te nyAya ja che ! 'banyuM e ja nyAya' e jJAnano upayoga jeTalo jIvanamAM thaze eTalI zAMti raheze ne tevI pratikULatAmAM mahIM paramANu paNa nahIM hAle ! DaoN. nIrUbahenanA jaya saccidAnaMda Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ banyuM te ja nyAya vizvanI vizALatA, zabdAtIta... A badhA zAstromAM lakhyuM che eTaluM jagata nathI. zAstro to eka amuka bhAga ja che. bAkI, jagata to avaktavya ne avarNanIya che ke je zabdomAM Utare evuM nathI, pachI tame zabdonI bahAra kyAMthI lAvazo ? zabdomAM Utare nahIM to zabdanI bahAra tame enuM varNana kyAMthI samajazo ? evaDuM moTuM vizALa che jagata. ane huM joIne beTho chuM. eTale huM tamane kahI zakuM ke kevI vizALatA che ! kudarata to nyAyI ja sadA ! je kudaratano nyAya che te eka kSaNa paNa anyAya thayo nathI. eka kSaNa paNa A kudarata je che te anyAyane pAmI nathI, korTe thaI haze, korTamAM badhuM cAle ! paNa kudarata anyAyI thaI ja nathI. kudaratano nyAya kevo che ? ke tame jo cokhkhA mANasa ho ane Aje jo tame corI karavA jAva, to tamane pahelAM ja pakaDAvI deze. ane melo mANasa hoya, tene pahelAM divase ene enkareja (protsAhita) karaze. kudaratano Avo hisAba hoya che ke pelAne cokhkho rAkhavo che. eTale ene UDADI mAre, helpa nahIM kare ane pelAne helpa ja karyA karaze. ane pachI jo mAra mAraze, te pharI UMco nahIM Ave. e bahu adhogatimAM jaze, paNa kudarata eka miniTa paNa anyAyI thaI nathI. loko mane pUche che ke A page tamane phrekTara thayuM te ? nyAya ja karyo che A badhuM kudarate. kudaratanA nyAyane jo samaje-'banyuM te jAya' to tame A jagatamAMthI chUTA thaI zakazo. nahIM to kudaratane saheja paNa anyAyI samajo ke tamAruM jagatamAM gUMcAvAnuM sthAna ja e. kudaratane nyAyI mAnavI, enuM nAma jJAna. 'jema che tema' jANavuM, enuM nAma jJAna ane 'jema che tema' nahIM jANavuM, enuM nAma ajJAna. eka mANase bIjA mANasanuM makAna bALI melyuM, to te vakhate koI pUche ke bhagavAna A zuM ? AnuM makAna A mANase bALI melyuM. A nyAya che ke anyAya ? tyAre kahe, "nyAya. bALI melyuM e ja nyAya." have tenI upara pelo ajaMpo kare ke nAlAyaka che ne Ama che ne tema che. e pachI ene anyAyanuM phaLa maLe. nyAyane ja anyAya kahe che ! jagata bilakula nyAya svarUpa ja che. eka kSaNavAra anyAya emAM thato nathI. A jagatamAM nyAya khoLazo nahIM. jagatamAM nyAya khoLavAthI to, AkhA jagatane laDAIo UbhI thaI che. jagata nyAya svarUpa ja che. eTale jagatamAM nyAya khoLazo ja nahIM. je banyuM e nyAya. je banI gayuM e ja jAya. A korTe ne badhuM thayuM, te nyAya khoLe che tethI ! alyA mUA, nyAya hoto haze ?! enA karatAM zuM banyuM e jo ! e ja jAya che ! nyAya svarUpa juduM che ane ApaNuM A phaLa svarUpa juduM che. nyAyaanyAyanuM phaLa e to hisAbathI Ave che ane ApaNe nyAya enI joDe joInTa karavA jaIe chIe, pachI korTamAM ja javuM paDe ne ! ane tyAM jaIne thAkIne pAchAM ja AvavAnuM che chevaTe ! koIne ApaNe eka gALa bhAMDI dIdhI to pachI e ApaNane betraNa bhAMDI de. kAraNa ke enuM mana ukaLatuM hoya ApaNI para. tyAre loka zuM kahe ? teM traNa gALa bhAMDI, ANe eka ja bhAMDI hatI. to eno nyAya zuM che ? ApaNane traNa ja bhAMDavAnI hoya. pAchalo hisAba cUkate karI le ke nA karI le ? praznakartA : hA, karI le. Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dAdAzrI : pAchAM vALI lo ke nA vALI lo ? enA bApane rUpiyA ApelA hoya ApaNe, paNa pachI e lAgamAM Ave to ApaNe vALI laIe ne ?! paNa pelo to samaje ke anyAya kare che. evo kudaratano nyAya zuM ? pAchalo hisAba hoya e badho bhego karI Ape. atyAre dhaNIne strI herAna karatI hoya, te kudaratI jAya che. A bairI bahu kharAba che ane bairI zuM jANe, dhaNI kharAba che. paNa kudaratano nyAya ja che A. praznakartA : hA. dAdAzrI : ane phariyAdo karavA Avo tame. huM phariyAda nathI sAMbhaLato, enuM kAraNa zuM ? praznakartA : have khabara paDI ke A jAya che. gUMthaNI Ukele, kudarata ! dAdAzrI : A amArI zodhakhoLa che ne badhI ! bhogave enI bhUla. jo zodhakhoLa kevI sarasa che ! koInI athaDAmaNamAM AvIza nahIM. pachI vyavahAramAM nyAya khoLIza nahIM. niyama kevo che ke jevI gUMthaNI karelI hoya, e gUMthaNI tevI rIte ja ukale pAchI. anyAyapUrvaka gUMthaNI karelI hoya to anyAyathI ukale ne nyAyathI karelI hoya to nyAyathI ukale. evI A gUMthaNIo ukale che badhI ane pachI loka emAM nyAya khoLe che. mUA, nyAya zuM khoLe che korTanA jevo ?! alyA mUA, anyAyapUrvaka gUMthaNI te karI ane have nyAyapUrvaka tuM ukelavA jAuM chuM. zI rIte bane e ?! e to navaDAthI guNeluM navaDAthI bhAge to ja enI mULa jagyA upara Ave. gUMthaNIo kaMI gUMcaIne paDyuM che badhuM. tethI A mArA zabda jeNe pakaDyA hoya, enuM kAma kADhI nAkhe ne ! praznakartA : hA dAdA, A be-traNa zabdo pakaDI gayo hoya ane khapI mANasa hoya, tenuM kAma thaI jAya. dAdAzrI : kAma thaI jAya. bahu doDha DAhyo nA thAya ne, to kAma thaI jAya. praznakartA : vyavahAramAM 'tuM nyAya khoLIza nahIM' ane 'bhogave enI bhUla.' A be sUtra pakaDyA che. dAdAzrI : nyAya khoLIza nahIM. e to vAkya jo pakaDI rAkhyuM ne to enuM badhuM olarAITa thaI jAya. A nyAya khoLe che, tethI ja badho gUMcavADo Ubho thaI jAya che. puNyodaye khUtI paNa chUTe nirdoSa..... praznakartA : koI koInuM khUna kare, to e paNa nyAya ja kahevAya ? dAdAzrI : nyAyanI bahAra cAlatuM nathI. nyAya ja kahevAya, bhagavAnanI bhASAmAM. sarakAranI bhASAmAM nA kahevAya. A lokabhASAmAM nA kahevAya. lokabhASAmAM to khUna karanArane pakaDI lAve ke A ja gunegAra che ane bhagavAnanI bhASAmAM zuM kahe ? tyAre kahe, A jenuM khUna thayuM te gunegAra che. tyAre kahe, A khUna karanArano guno nathI ? tyAre kahe, nA, khUna karanAra jyAre pakaDAze, tyAre pAcho e gunegAra gaNAze ! atyAre to e pakaDAyo nathI ane A pakaDAI gayo ! tamane samajamAM nA AvyuM ? praznakartA : korTamAM koI mANasa khUna karIne nirdoSa chUTI jAya che, e enAM pUrvakarmano badalo le che ke pachI enI purvethI e AvI rIte chUTI jAya che ? zuM che A ? dAdAzrI : e ja puNya ne pUrvakarmano badalo eka ja kahevAya. enI purve te chUTI gayo ane koIe nA karyuM hoya to ya baMdhAI jAya, jelamAM javuM paDe. e enA pApano udaya. emAM chUTako ja nahi. bAkI, A je duniyA che, A korTomAM koI vakhate anyAya thAya, paNa A duniyAmAM anyAya kudarate karyo nathI. nyAyamAM ja hoya che. Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nyAyanI bahAra kudarata koI dahADo gaI nathI. pachI vAvAjhoDA be lAve ke eka lAve, paNa nyAyamAM ja hoya che. praznakartA : ApanI draSTie vinAza thatAM drazyo je dekhAya che, e ApaNAM mATe zreya ja che ne ? dAdAzrI : vinAza thatuM dekhAya, ene zreya zI rIte kahevAya ? paNa vinAza thAya che e paddhatisara sAcuM ja che. kudarata paNe vinAza kare che te ya barobara che ane kudarata jene poSe che te ya barobara che. badhuM regyulara kare che, ona dhI sTeja ! A to potAnA svArthane laIne loko bUmo pADe che ke mArAM kapAsa baLI gayA. tyAre pelA nAnA kapAsavALA kahe che, ame phAvyA. eTale loka to potapotAnA svArthane ja gAya che. praznakartA : Apa kaho cho ke kudarata nyAyI che, to pachI dharatIkaMpo thAya che, vAvAjhoDA thAya che, varasAda khUba paDe che. e zA mATe ? dAdAzrI : e badhuM nyAya kare che. varasAda varase che, badhuM anAja pakave che. A badhuM nyAya thaI rahyuM che. dharatIkaMpa thAya che e ya nyAya thaI rahyo che. praznakartA : e kaI rIte ? dAdAzrI : jeTalAM gunegAra hoya eTalAMne ja pakaDe. bIjAne nahIM. gunegArane ja pakaDe che A badhuM ! A jagata bilakula DisTarba thayeluM nathI. eka sekanDa paNa nyAyanI bahAra kazuM gayuM nathI. jagatamAM jarUra co-sApatI ! tyAre A loko mane kahe che ke A coraloko zuM karavA AvyA haze ? e badhA gajavA kApanArAnI zI jarUra che ? bhagavAne zuM kAma Amane janma Apyo haze ? alyA, e nA hoya to tamArA gajavA koNa khAlI karI Ape ? bhagavAna jAte Ave ? tamAruM corInuM dhana koNa pakaDI jAya ? tamAruM dhana khoTuM hoya to koNa laI jAya ? e nimitta che bicArA. eTale A badhAnI jarUra che. praznakartA: koInI parasevAnI kamANI paNa jatI rahe che. dAdAzrI : e to A bhavanI parasevAnI kamANI paNa pahelAMno badho hisAba che ne ! copaDA bAkI che tethI, nahIM to koI dahADo ApaNuM kazuM le nahIM. koIthI laI zake evI zakti ja nathI. ane laI levuM e to ApaNo kaMIka AgaLa-pAchaLano hisAba che. A duniyAmAM koI janmyo nathI ke je kazuM koInuM karI zake. eTaluM badhuM niyamavALuM jagata che. bahu niyamavALuM jagata che. sApa paNa aDe nahIM. ATaluM A cogAna sApathI bharAyuM hoya, paNa aDe nahIM. eTaluM niyamavALuM jagata che. bahu hisAbavALuM jagata che. A jagata bahu suMdara che, nyAya svarUpa che, paNa chatAM lokone na samajAya. jaDe kAraNa, pariNAma parathI ! A badhuM rIjhalTa che. jema parIkSAmAM rIjhalTa Ave ne, A methemeTiksa(gaNita)mAM so mArkamAMthI paMcANuM mArka Ave ane IglizamAM so mArkamAMthI paccIsa mArka Ave. te ApaNane khabara nA paDe ke AmAM kyAM AgaLa bhUla rahe che ? A pariNAma uparathI, zuM zuM kAraNathI bhUla thaI e ApaNane khabara paDe ne ? evAM A badhAM pariNAma Ave che. A saMyogo je badhAM bhegAM thAya che, e badhAM pariNAma che. ane e pariNAma uparathI zuM kA~jha hatuM, te ApaNane jaDe. ahIM rastAmAM badhAM ya mANaso AvatAM-jatAM hoya ane bAvaLanI zuLa Ama UbhI paDelI hoya. loka eTaluM AvatuM-jatuM hoya, paNa zULa emanI ema ja paDelI hoya. ane ApaNe koI dahADo bUTa-cappala vagara nIkaLIe nahIM, paNa te dahADe koIkane tyAM gayA hoya ne tyAM bUma paDe ke eya cora Avyo, cora Avyo. te ApaNe UghADe page nAThAM. te zULa ApaNane page vAge. te hisAba ApaNo ! pAchI Ama ArapAra nIkaLI jAya evuM lAge ! have A saMyoga koNa bheguM karI Ape che ? A 'vyavasthita' bheguM karI Ape che. Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kAyadA badhA kudarata taNA.. muMbaImAM phorTa eriyAmAM tamAruM sonAnI ceInavALuM ghaDIyALa paDI jAya ane pharI tame ghera AvIne AzA nA rAkho ke bhaI, have ApaNA hAthamAM Ave. chatAM be dahADA pachI peparamAM Ave ke jenuM ghaDIyALa hoya, te amArI pAse purAvA ApIne laI javuM ane chapAmaNanA paisA ApavA. eTale jenuM che, tene koI halAvI zakatuM nathI. jenuM nathI, tene maLavAnuM nathI. eka senTa paNa koI rIte AghuMpAchuM na karI zake. A evuM, eTaluM badhuM niyamavALuM jagata che. korTe game tevI haze, korTe kaLiyuganA AdhAre haze ! paNa A kudarata niyamanA AdhIna che. korTanA kAyadA bhAMgyA haze to korTanA taraphathI bahu guno lAgaze. paNa kudaratanA kAyadA nA toDazo. A to che tIjatAM ja projekzana ! basa, A badhuM projekzana badhuM tamAruM ja che. zA mATe lokone doSa devo ? praznakartA : kriyAnI pratikriyA che A. dAdAzrI : ene pratikriyA nA kahevAya. paNa A projekzana badhuM tamAruM che. pratikriyA kaho to pAchAM ekzana enDa riekzana Ara Ikvala enDa opojhITa hoya. A to dAkhalo ApIe chIe, sImIlI ApIe chIe. tamAruM ja projekzana che A. bIjA koIno hAtha nathI eTale tamAre cetavuM joIe ke A javAbadArI mArI upara che. javAbadArI samajayA pachI gharamAM vartana kevuM hoya ? praznakartA : enA jevuM vartana karavuM joIe. dAdAzrI : hA. javAbadArI potAnI samaje. nahi to pelo kaheze ke bhagavAnanI bhakti karaze eTale badhuM jatuM raheze. polampola ! bhagavAnanA nAmathI pola mArI lokoe. javAbadArI potAnI che. haoNla enDa sola risponsIbala. projekzana ja potAnuM che ne ! koI duHkha Ape to, jame karI levuM. te ApeluM haze te ja pAchuM jame karavAnuM che. kAraNa ke ahIM AgaLa ema ne ema bIjAne duHkha ApI zake, evo kAyado nathI. enI pAchaLa kaoNjha hovAM joIe. mATe jame karI levuM. jagatamAMthI nAsI chUTavuM che tene.. pachI koI phero dALamAM mIThuM vadhAre paDyuM hoya te ya jAya ! praznakartA : zuM bane te jovAnuM, evuM Ape kahyuM che. to pachI nyAya karavAno ja kyAM Avyo ? dAdAzrI : nyAya, huM jarA juduM kahevA mAMguM chuM. juone, emano hAtha jarA ghAsatelavALo haze, te hAthe loTo jhAlelo haze. tethI ghAsatelavALuM soDe badhuM. have huM to pANI sTeja pIvA gayo, to mane ghAsatelavALuM soDyuM. eTale ame 'joIe ne jANIe' ke zuM banyuM te ! pachI nyAya zo hovo joIe ke ApaNe bhAge kyAMthI AvyuM ? ApaNane koI dahADo ya nathI AvyuM ne te Aja kyAMthI AvyuM ?! mATe A ApaNo ja hisAba che. eTale A hisAbane patAvI do. paNa e koI jANe nahIM e rIte patAvI devAno. pachI savAramAM UThyA pachI e bena Ave ne pAchuM e ja pANI maMgAvIne Ape to ame te pAchuM pI jaIe. paNa koI jANe nahIM. have ajJAnI A jagyAe zuM kare ? praznakartA : bUmAbUma karI mUke. dAdAzrI : gharanAM badhAM ya mANaso jANI jAya ke ohoho ! Aje zeThanAM pANImAM ghAsatela paDyuM ! praznakartA : AkhuM ghara hAlI jAya ! Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 10 dAdAzrI : are, badhAMne gAMDA banAvI de ! ane bairI to bicArI pachI cAmAM khAMDa nAkhavAnuM ya bhUlI jAya ! eka phero hAlyuM eTale zuM thAya ? bIjI dareka vastumAM hAlI jAya ! praznakartA : dAdA, emAM ApaNe phariyAda nA karIe e barobara, paNa pachI zAMta citte gharanAMne kahevAya kharuM ne ke bhAI, pANImAM ghAsaleTa AvyuM hatuM. havethI dhyAna rAkhajo ! dAdAzrI : e kahevAya kyAre ? cA-nAsto karatAM hoya, hasatAM hoya, tyAre hasavAmAM ne hasavAmAM ApaNe vAta karI devAya. atyAre ame A vAta khullI nA karI ! evuM hasatAM hoya to vAta khullI karI devAya. praznakartA eTale sAmAne coMTa nA lAge evI rIte kahevAnuM ne ? dAdAzrI : hA, e rIte kahevAya. to te sAmAne helpa kare. paNa sauthI sArAmAM sAro rasto e ja ke merI bhI cupa ane terI bhI cUpa !!! enA jevuM to ekuMya nahIM. kAraNa ke jene nAsI chUTavuM che e jarA ya bUma nA pADe. praznakartA : salAhanA hisAbe paNa kahevAnuM nahIM ? tyAM zuM cUpa rahevAnuM ? dAdAzrI : e eno hisAba badho laIne Avyo che. DAhyA thavA mATeno paNa e badho hisAba laIne ja Avelo che. - ame zuM kahIe chIe ke jo ahIMthI javuM hoya to nAsI chUTa ! ane nAsI chUTavuM hoya to kazuM bolIza nahIM. rAtre jo nAsI chUTavuM hoya ne ApaNe bUmAbUma karIe to paNe pakaDI le ne ! bhagavAnane tyAM hoya kevuM ? bhagavAna nyAya svarUpa nathI ne bhagavAna anyAya svarUpe ya nathI. koIne duHkha nA ho e ja bhagavAnanI bhASA che. mATe nyAya-anyAya e to lokabhASA che. cora corI karavAmAM dharma mAne che. dAnezvarI dAna ApavAmAM dharma mAne che. e lokabhASA che. bhagavAnanI bhASA nathI. bhagavAnane tyAM AvuM tevuM kazuM che ja nahIM. bhagavAnane tyAM to eTaluM ja che ke "koI jIvane du:kha na thAya, e ja amArI AjJA che !" nyAya-anyAya to eka kudarata ja jue che. bAkI, A je ahIM jagatano nyAya-anyAya, te duzmanone, gunegArone helpa kare. kaheze, 'haze bicAro, javA do ne !' te gunegAra hau chUTI jAya. "ema ja hoya' kaheze. bAkI, kudaratano e nyAya e to chUTako ja nahIM. emAM koInuM nA cAle ! tajadoSa dekhADe anyAya ! phakta potAnA doSane laIne jagata badhuM gerakAyadesara lAge che. gerakAyadesara thayuM ja nathI koI kSaNe. bilakula nyAyamAM ja hoya. ahIMnI korTanA nyAyamAM pheraphAra paDI jAya. e jUTho nIkaLe paNa A kudaratanA nyAyamAM phera nahIM. praznakartA: korTanA nyAya e kudaratano nyAya kharo ke nahIM ? dAdAzrI : e badhuM kudarata ja che. paNa korTamAM ApaNane ema lAge ke A jaje AvuM karyuM. evuM kudaratamAM lAge nahIM ne ? paNa e to buddhinI laDhavADa che ! praznakartA: Ape kudaratanA nyAyane komyuTara sAthe sarakhAvyo paNa komyuTara to mikenikala hoya che. dAdAzrI : enAM jevuM samajAvavAnuM sAdhana bIjuM kazuM hotuM nathI ne eTale A meM sImIlI ApelI. bAkI, komyuTara to kahevA mATe che ke bhaI A kapyuTaramAM A bAju phIDa karyuM, evuM AmAM potAnAM bhAva Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 11 paDe che. eTale eka avatAranAM bhAvakarma che te tyAM paDyA pachI bIjA avatAramAM enuM pariNAma Ave che. eTale enuM visarjana thAya. te A 'vyavasthita'nA hAthamAM che. te ekjhakTa nyAya ja kare che. jevuM nyAyamAM AvyuM evuM ja kare che. bApa potAnAM chokarAne mArI nAkhe evuM hau nyAyamAM Ave. chatAM e nyAya kahevAya. nyAyamAM nyAya ja kahevAya. kAraNa ke jevo bApa-dIkarAno hisAba hato, evAM te hisAba cUkavyAM. te cUkavaNI thaI gaI. AmAM cUkavaNI ja hoya che, bIjuM kazuM hotuM nathI. koIka garIba mANasa loTarImAM eka lAkha rUpiyA laI Ave che ne ! e ya jAya che ne koInuM gajavuM kapAyuM te ya jAya che. kudaratanA nyAyato AdhAra zuM? praznakartA : kudarata nyAyI che, eno AdhAra zuM ? nyAyI kahevA mATe koI bejhamenTa to joIe ne ? dAdAzrI : e nyAyI che. e to tamAre jANavA pUratuM ja che. tamane khAtarI thaze ke nyAyI che. paNa bahAranAM lokone kudarata nyAyI che evuM kyAreya paNa khAtarI thavAnI nathI. kAraNa ke potAnI draSTi nathI ne ! bAkI, ame zuM kahevA mAMgIe chIe ? AphaTara ola, jagata zuM che ? ke bhaI Ama ja che. eka aNu paNa pheraphAra nA thAya eTaluM badhuM nyAya svarUpa che, tadana nyAyI che. kudarata be vastunI banelI che. eka sthAyI, sanAtana vastu ane bIjI asthAyI vastu, je avasthA rUpe che. temAM avasthA badalAyA karavAnI ane e enAM kAyadesara badalAyA karavAnI. jonAra mANasa potAnI ekAMtika buddhithI jue che. anekAMta buddhithI koI vicAra karato ja nathI, paNa potAnA svArthathI ja jue che. koIne ekano eka chokaro marI jAya, to ya nyAya ja che. e kaMI koIe anyAya karyo nathI. AmAM bhagavAnano, koIno anyAya che nahIM. A nyAya ja che ! eTale ame kahIe chIe ne jagata nyAya svarUpa che. niraMtara nyAya svarUpamAM ja che. koIno ekano eka chokaro marI gayo, to emAM gharanAM mANaso ja rahe che. bIjAM AjubAjuvALA badhA kema raDatAM nathI ? te potAnAM svArthathI raDe che. jo sanAtana vastumAM Avo to kudarata nyAyathI ja che ! tALo maLe che. A badhI vAtamAM ?! tALo maLe to jANavuM ke barobara che. keTalAM du:kha ochAM thaI jAya ?! jJAna goThavI jue to ?! ane eka sekanDa paNa nyAyamAM pheraphAra nathI thato. jo anyAyI hota ne to koI mokSe ja jAta nahIM. A to kaheze, sArA mANasane aDacaNo kema Ave che ? paNa loko evI koI aDacaNa karI zake nahIM. kAraNa ke pote ja kazAmAM Dakhala nahIM kare to koI tAkAta evI nathI ke tamAruM nAma de. pote Dakhala karI che tethI A badhuM UbhuM thayuM che. prekTikala khape, thiyarI tahIM ! have zAstrakAro zuM lakhe, 'banyuM e nyAya' kahe nahIM. e to nyAya e ja nyAya kahe, alyA mUA, tArAthI to ame rakhaDI maryA ! eTale thiyareTikala evuM kahe ke nyAya e ja nyAya, tyAre prekTikala zuM kahe che, banyuM e ja jAya. prekTikala vagara duniyAmAM kazuM kAma thAya nahIM. eTale A thiyareTikala TakyuM nathI. eTale zuM banyuM tyAre e ja jAya. nirvikalpI thavuM che to zuM banyuM che e nyAya. vikalpI thavuM hoya to nyAya khoLa. eTale bhagavAna thavuM hoya to A bAju je banyuM e nyAya ane rakhaDela thavuM hoya to A nyAya khoLIne rajhaLapATa karyA ja karavAnuM niraMtara. lobhiyAne khUMce tukasAta ! A jagata gapyuM nathI. jagata nyAya svarUpa che. bilakula kyAre ya anyAya karyo nathI kudarate. kudarata je peNe mANasane kApI nAkhe che, Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 13 14 eksiDanTa thaI jAya che, e badhuM nyAya svarUpa che. nyAyanI bahAra kudarata cAlI nathI. A vagara kAmanAM aNasamajaNathI ThokAThoka.... ane jIvana jIvavAnI kaLA paNa nathI ane jo varIjha varIjha... mATe je banyuM ene nyAya kaho. tame dukAnadArane sonI noTa ApI. pAMca rUpiyAno sAmAna eNe Apyo. ane pAMca pAchAM ApyA tamane. e nevuM ApavAnuM bhUlI gayo AkhuM ya dhamAlamAM, ene tyAM keTalIya sonI noTo, keTalIya dasanI noTo gaNatarI vagaranI. e bhUlI gayo ne pAMca ApaNane pAchAM Ape to ApaNe zuM kahIe ? 'meM tamane sonI noTa ApI hatI." tyAre kahe, "nahIM.' ene evuM ja yAda che, e ya jUThuM bolato nathI. to zuM karavAnuM ApaNe ? praznakartA : paNa peluM pAchuM kheMca kheMca kare che, ATalA paisA gayA. mana bUmAbUma kare. dAdAzrI : e khUMce che, to jene kheMce che, tene UMgha nA Ave. ApaNe' zuM ? A zarIramAM jene kheMce che, tene UMgha nA Ave. badhAne kaMI ochuM kheMce evuM che ? lobhiyAna kheMce mUAne ! tyAre e lobhiyAne kahIe, khUMce che to sUI jAne ! have to AkhI rAte ya sUvuM ja paDaze ! praznakartA : ene UMdhe ya jAya ne paisA ya jAya. dAdAzrI : hA, eTale tyAM banyuM e karekTa. e jJAna hAjara rahyuM to ApaNuM kalyANa thaI gayuM. banyuM e nyAya jANe to AkhA saMsArano pAra AvI jAya evuM che. A duniyAmAM eka sekanDa paNa anyAya thato nathI. nyAya ja thaI rahyo che. eTale buddhi ApaNane phasAve che ke Ane nyAya kema kahevAya ? eTale ame mULa vAta kahevA mAMgIe chIe ke kudaratanuM A che ane buddhithI tame judA paDI jAva. eTale buddhi AmAM phasAve che. eka phero jANI lIdhA pachI buddhinuM mAnIe nahIM ApaNe. banyuM e nyAya. korTanA nyAyamAM bhUlacUka hoya badhI. UMdhuM-catuM thaI jAya, paNa A nyAyamAM phera nahIM, haDahaDATa kApI devAnuM. ochI-vatI vaheMcaNI, e ja nyAya ! eka bhaI hoya, eno bApa marI jAya to badhA bhAIonI jamIna che, te pelA moTA bhaInI pAse hAthamAM Ave. have moTA bhaI che te pelAne dabaDAya dabaDAya kare, Ape nahIM. pacAsa-pacAsa vIghA ApavAnI hatI. aDhIso vIghA jamIna hatI. te cAra jaNane pacAsa-pacAsa vIghA ApavAnI hatI. te koI paccIsa laI gayo hoya, koI pacAsa laI gayo hoya, koI cAlIsa laI gayo hoya ane koIne pAMca ja AvI hoya. have te vakhate zuM mAnavAnuM? jagatano nyAya zuM kahe ke moTAM bhaI nAgA che, jUThA che. kudaratano nyAya zuM kahe che, moTo bhaI karekTa che. pacAsavALAne pacAsa ApyA. vIsavALAne vIsa ApI. cAlIsavALAne cAlIsa ne A pAMcavALAne pAMca ja ApI. bIjuM, bIjA hisAbamAM patI gayuM gayA avatAranAM. mArI vAta samajAya che tamane ? eTale jo jhaghaDo nA karavo hoya to kudaratanI rIte cAlavuM, nahIM to A jagata to jhaghaDo che ja. ahIM nyAya hoI zake nahIM. nyAya to jovA mATe che ke mArAmAM parivartana, kaMI pheraphAra thayo che ? jo mane nyAyI maLatuM hoya to huM nyAyI chuM e vAta nakkI thaI gaI. nyAya to eka ApaNuM tharmomITara che. bAkI, vyavahAramAM nyAya hoI zake nahIM ne ! nyAyamAM Ave eTale mANasa pUrNa thaI gayo. tyAM sudhI Amano paDelo hoya, kAM to ebova normAliTI hoya ke bIlo normAliTI hoya ! eTale pelo bhaI nathI Apato pelAne, pAMca ja vIghA Ape che ne ! ene ApaNAM loko nyAya karavA jAya ane pelA moTA bhAIne kharAba TharAve. have e badho ya guno che. tuM bhrAMtivALo, te mUA bhrAMtine pAchuM sAcuM mAnyuM. paNa chUTako ja nahIM ane sAcuM mAnyuM che eTale pachI, A vyavahArane ja sAco mAnyo che, te mAra khAya ja ne ! bAkI, kudaratanA nyAyamAM to koI bhUlacUka ja nathI. Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ have tyAM ame kahIe nahIM ke, 'tamAre AvuM nahIM karavAnuM. Amane ATaluM karavAnuM che. nahIM to ame vItarAga nA kahevAIe. A to ame joyA karIe, pAchalo zuM hisAba che ! amane kahe ke tame nyAya karo. nyAya karavAnuM kahe to ame kahIe ke bhaI, amAro nyAya judI jAtano hoya ane A jagatano nyAya judI jAtano. amAre kudaratano nyAya che. varlDanuM regyuleTara che ne, te ene regyulezanamAM ja rAkhe che. eka kSaNavAra anyAya thatuM nathI. paNa lokone anyAya zI rIte lAge che ? pachI pelo nyAya khoLe. alyA mUA, je Ape che e ja jAya. kema tame be nA ApyA, te pAMca kahyA ? Ape che e ja jAya. kAraNa ke pahelAMnA hisAba che badhAM sAmasAmI. gUMcavADo ja che, hisAba che. eTale nyAya to tharmomITara che. tharmomITarathI joI levAnuM ke pahelAM nyAya meM karyo nathI, mATe mane anyAya thayo che A. mATe tharmomITarano doSa nathI. tamane kema lAge che ? A mArI vAta kaMI helpa kare ? praznakartA : DrAIvare kacaDI mAryo, loko to ema ja kahe. dAdAzrI : hA, eTale avaLe raste AvIne mAryo, guno karyo. savaLe raste AvIne mAryo hota to paNa e jAtano guno kahevAta. A to vaLI Dabala guno kare, ene kudarata kahe che, karekTa karyuM che. bUmAbUma karazo to nakAmI jaze. pahelAMno hisAba cUkavI dIdho. have A samaje nahIM ne ! AkhI jiMdagI bhAMgaphoDamAM ja jAya. korTo ne vakIlone.... ! temAM pAcho vakIle ya gALo bhAMDe. bahu dahADA vaheluM moDuM thaI jAya ne, to tamArAmAM akkala nathI, gadheDA jevAM cho. TUMpA khAya mUo ! enAM karatAM nyAya kudaratano samajI lIdho, dAdAe kahyuM che e nyAya. to ukela AvI jAya ne ?! ane korTamAM javAnuM vAMdho nathI, korTamAM jAva paNa enI joDe besIne cA pIvo. badhuM e rIte jAva. e nA mAne to kahIe, amArI cA pI. paNa joDe besa. korTamAM javAno vAMdho nathI paNa premapUrvaka... praznakartA : evAM mANasa ApaNane dago paNa kare ne ! evAM mANasa je hoya... praznakartA : ghaNI helpa kare. dAdAzrI : jagatamAM nyAya khoLazo nahIM. je thaI rahyuM che e nyAya. ApaNe joyuM ke A zuM thaI rahyuM che. tyAre kahe, 'pacAsa vIghAne badale pAMca vIghA Ape che." bhAIne kahIe, 'barobara che. have tuM khuza che ne ?" tyAre kahe, 'hA." pachI bIje dahADe bhegAM jamavA besIeUThIe. e hisAba che. koI hisAbanI bahAra to koI nathI. bApa chokarAM pAse hisAba lIdhAM vagara choDe nahIM. A to hisAba ja che, sagAI nathI. tame sagAI mAnI beThAM hatA ?! kacaDI mAryo e ya nyAya ! dAdAzrI : kazuM karI zake ema nathI. manuSya kazuM karI zake ema nathI. jo tame cokhkhA cho, tamane kaMI paNa karI zake ema nathI. evo A jagatano kAyado che, pyaoNra hoya to pachI koI karanAra kazuM rahe nahIM. mATe bhUla bhAMgavI hoya to bhAMgI nAkhavAnI. kheMca choDe, te jIte ! A jagatamAM tuM nyAya jovA jAya che ? banyuM e ja jAya. tamAcA mAryA to ANe mArI upara anyAya karyo evuM nahIM. paNa e banyuM e ja jAya. evuM jyAre samajAze tyAre A badho niveDo Avaze. 'banyuM e nyAya' nahIM kaho to buddhi kUdAkUda, kUdAkUda karaze. anaMta avatArathI A buddhi locA vALe che, matabheda pADe che. kharI rIte bolavAno rAITa sAIDamAM Ubhelo mANasa basamAM caDhavA mATe, te roDanI nIce Ubhelo che. A roMga sAIDamAM eka basa AvI. te cheka ahIM upara caDhI gaI ane pelAne mArI nAkhyo. Ane zo nyAya kahevAya ? Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 17 vakhata ja nA Ave. amAre kazuM bolavAno vakhata ja nA Ave. je choDI de e jItyo. e potAnI jokhamadArI para kheMce che. buddhi gaI e zI rIte khabara paDe ? nyAya khoLavA nA jaIza. je banyuM ene nyAya kahIe eTale e buddhi jatI rahI kahevAya. buddhi zuM kare ? nyAya khoLa khoLa kare. ne tethI A saMsAra Ubho rahyo che. mATe nyAya nA khoLo ! nyAya khoLavAno hoto haze ? je banyuM e karekTa, tarata taiyAra. kAraNa ke 'vyavasthita' sivAya kazuM banatuM ja nathI. nakAmI hAyavoya ! hAyavoya !! mahArANIe tahIM, UgharANIe phasAvyA ! buddhi to mAratophAna karI nAkhe. buddhi ja badhuM bagADe che ne ! e buddhi eTale zuM ? nyAya khoLe, enuM nAma buddhi. kaheze, 'zA badala paisA nA Ape, mAla laI gayA che ne ?" e 'zA badala' pUchyuM e buddhi. anyAya karyo e ja nyAya. ApaNe UgharANI karyA karavI. kahevuM, 'amAre paisAnI bahu jarUra che, ne amAre aDacaNa che.' ne pAchAM AvI javuM. paNa 'zA badala nA Ape e ?" kahyuM eTale pachI vakIla khoLavA javuM paDe. satsaMga cUkI jaIne tyAM bese pachI ? je banyuM e nyAya kahIe eTale buddhi jatI rahe. mahIM evI zraddhA rAkhavAnI ke je bane che e nyAya. chatAM ya vyavahAramAM ApaNe paisAnI UgharANIe javuM paDe. to e zraddhAne lIdhe ApaNuM magaja bagaDe nahIM. enAM para cIDhiyA nA khAya ane ApaNane akaLAmaNe ya thAya nahIM. jANe nATaka karatAM hoya ne ema tyAM besIe. kahIe, 'huM to cAra vakhata Avyo, paNa bhegA thayA nahIM. A vakhate kaMI tamArI puNye ho ke mArI puNya ho, paNa ApaNe bhegAM thayAM kahIe.' ema karIne gammata karatAM karatAM UgharANI karIe. 'ane tame laheramAM cho ne, mAre to atyAre mahAmuzkelImAM sapaDAyo chuM.' tyAre kahe, 'tamane zuM muzkelI che ?" tyAre kahIe, 'mArI muzkelI to huM ja jANuM. nA hoya to koIkanI pAsethI mane apAvaDAvo.' Amatema vAta karIne kAma kADhavuM. 18 loko to ahaMkArI che to ApaNuM kAma nIkaLe. ahaMkArI nA hota to kazuM cAle ja nahIM. ahaMkArIne eno ahaMkAra jarA Topa para caDhAvIe ne, to badhuM karI Ape. 'pAMca-dasa hajAra apAvaDAvo.' kahIe. to ya 'hA, apAvaDAvuM chuM.' kaheze. eTale jhaghaDo nA thavo joIe. rAga-dveSa nA thavo joIe. sau dhakkA khAya ne nA ApyuM to kaMI nahIM. banyuM te ja nyAya kahI devuM. niraMtara nyAya ja ! kaMI tamArI ekalAnI UgharANI haze ? praznakartA : nA, nA. badhA dhaMdhAvALAne hoya ! dAdAzrI : AkhuM jagata mahArANIthI sapaDAyuM nathI, UgharANIthI sapaDAyuM che. je ne te mane kahe ke mArI UgharANI dasa lAkhanI AvatI nathI.' pahelAM UgharANI AvatI hatI. kamAtA hatA tyAre koI mane kahevA nahotA AvatA. have kahevA Ave che ! UgharANIno zabda tame sAMbhaLelo ke ? praznakartA : koI kharAba zabda ApaNane copaDe che, e UgharANI ja che ne ? dAdAzrI : hA, UgharANI ja che ne ! e copaDe, te kharekharI copaDe. DikSanarImAM nA hoya evAM ya zabda bole. pachI ApaNe DikSanarImAM khoLIe ke A zabda kyAMthI nIkaLyo ? AmAM e zabda hoya nahIM evAM magaja pharelA hoya che ! paNa emanI javAbadArI para bole che ne ! emAM javAbadArI ApaNI nahIM ne ! eTaluM sAruM che. tamane rUpiyA nA Ape te ya nyAya che, pAchAM Ape che te ya nyAya che. A badho hisAba meM bahu varSo pahelAM kADhI rAkhelo. eTale rUpiyA nA Ape, emAM koIno doSa nathI. evI rIte pAchAM ApavA Ave che, emAM eno upakAra zo ?! A jagatanuM saMcAlana to judI rIte che ! vyavahAramAM du:khatuM mULa ! nyAya khoLI khoLIne to dama nIkaLI gayo che. mANasanA manamAM Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 19 20 ema thAya ke A meM zuM bagADyuM che, te mAruM A bagADe che. praznakartA : evuM thAya che. ApaNe koInuM nAma letAM nathI, to amane loka zuM karavA daMDA mAre che ? dAdAzrI : hA. tethI to A korTo, vakIlo badhAnuM cAle che. evuM nA thAya to korTonuM zI rIte cAle ? vakIlano koI gharAka ja nA thAya ne ! paNa vakIlo ya kevAM puNyazALI, ne asIlo ya savAramAM UThIne vahelA vahelA Ave ne vakIla sAheba hajAmata karatA hoya. to pelo besI rahe thoDIvAra, sAhebane ghera beThAM rUpiyA ApavA Ave. sAheba puNyazALI che ne ! noTisa lakhAvI jAya ne pacAsa rUpiyA Ape. eTale nyAya khoLazo nahIM to badhuM gADuM rAge paDaze. tame nyAya khoLo cho e ja upAdhi che. praznakartA: paNa dAdA, evo vakhata Avyo che ne koInuM bhaluM karatAM hoya, to e ja daMDA mAre. badhAne soLA paDI gayA. ne banyuM enuM e ja pAchuM. saravALe to enuM e ja AvyuM hoya. to pachI zA mATe pahelethI nA samajIe. A to ahaMkAranI Dakhala che khAlI ! banyuM e ja nyAya ! mATe nyAya khoLavA jazo nahIM. tArA phAdhara kahe, 'tuM Avo che, tevo che." e banyuM ane e ja jAya che. enI para dAvo nahIM ApavAno ke tame A zA sAruM Ama bolyA ? A vAta anubhavanI che ane nahIM to ya jAya to karavo ja paDaze ne chevaTe thAkIne ya ! svIkAratA haze ke nahIM loko ? eTale Ama phAMphA mAre, paNa hato teno te ja ? to rAjIkhuzIthI karI lIdhuM hoya to zuM khoTuM ? hA, moDhe emane kahevAnuM nahIM, nahIM to pAchAM UMdhe raste cAle. manamAM ja samajI javAnuM ke banyuM e ja jAya. buddhine vAparo nahIM have, je bane che e nyAya kaho. A to kaheze, 'tamane koNe kahyuM hatuM, jaIne UnuM pANI mUkyuM ? 'alyA, banyuM e ja nyAya." A nyAya samajAya to, 'have huM dAvo nahIM mAMDuM." kaheze. kahe ke nA kahe ? ApaNe koIne jamavA besADIe, bhUkhyA hoya eTale ane pachI e kahe, 'tamane koNe kahyuM hatuM jamADavAnuM ? nakAmA amane upAdhi karI, amAro TAIma gayo !" evuM bole to ApaNe zuM karavuM ? vAMdho uThAvavo ? A banyuM e ja nyAya che. - gharamAMthI bemAMthI eka jaNa buddhi samAvI de ne, to rAge paDI jAya. e enI buddhimAM hoya, to pachI zuM thAya ? rAte khAvAnuM ya nA bhAve pachI ? varasAda varasato nathI, e nyAya che. tyAre kheDUta zuM kahe ? bhagavAna anyAya kare che. e enI aNasamajaNathI bole che. tethI karIne kaMI varasAda varasI jaze ? nathI varasato e ja nyAya. jo kAyama varasAda paDato hoya ne, dara sAla comAsuM sAruM karato hoyane to varasAdane zuM dAdAzrI : enuM bhaluM karyuM ane e pachI daMDA Ape che, enuM nAma ja jAya. ane e moDhe kahevAnuM nahIM. moDhe kahIe tyAre pAchuM enA manamAM ema thAya ke A lIhaTa thaI gayA che. praznakartA : ApaNe koInI joDe bilakula sIdhA cAlatA hoIe, to ya ApaNane lAkaDI mAre. dAdAzrI : lAkaDI mArI te ja jAya ! zAMtithI rahevA nathI detA? praznakartA : buzakoTa paheryo, to kaheze, buzakoTa kema paheryo ? ane A TIzarTa paheryuM, to kahe, TIzarTa kema paheryuM ? e utArI nAkhIe to ya kahe, kema utArI nAkhyuM? dAdAzrI : e ja nyAya ApaNe kahIe chIe ne ! ane temAM nyAya khoLavA gayA, teno mAra paDe che A badho. eTale nyAya khoLavo nahIM. A ame sAdI-sIdhI zodhakhoLa karelI che. nyAya khoLIne to A Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 21 khoTa javAnI hatI ? eka jagyAe dhUmadhaDAkA karIne khUba pANI reDI de ane peNe dukALa pADI de. kudarate badhuM vyavasthita kareluM che. tamane lAge che kudaratanI vyavasthA sArI che ?! kudarata badhuM nyAya ja kare che. eTale saiddhAMtika vastu che A badhI. buddhi jatI rahevA mATe A eka ja kAyado che. je bane che e nyAya mAnIza eTale buddhi jatI raheze. buddhi kyAM sudhI jIvatI rahe ? bane che temAM nyAya khoLavA jAya, to buddhi jIvatI rahe, A to buddhi e pachI samajI jAya. buddhi lajavAya pachI. ene ya lAja Ave, baLyuM ke have A dhaNI ja AvuM bole che, enAM karatAM ApaNe ThekANe paDavuM paDaze. tA khoLazo nyAya AmAM ! praznakartA : buddhi kADhavI ja che. kAraNa ke bahu mAra khavaDAve che. dAdAzrI : te buddhi kADhavI hoya to buddhi kaMI jatI nA rahe. buddhi to ApaNe enAM kAraNone kADhIene to A kArya jatuM rahe. buddhi e kArya che. enAM kAraNone kADhIene to e kArya jatuM rahe. buddhi e kArya che. enAM kAraNo zuM ? je banyuM, vAstavikatAmAM zuM banyuM, ene nyAya kahevAmAM Ave, tyAre e jatI rahe. jagata zuM kahe ? vAstavikatAnuM baneluM calAvI levuM paDe. ane nyAya khoLa khoLa kare ne temAM jhaghaDAM cAlu rahe. eTale ema ne ema buddhi nA jatI rahe. buddhi javAno mArga, enAM kAraNo nA sevIe to buddhi e kArya nA thAya. praznakartA : Ape kahyuM ne ke buddhi e kArya che ane enAM kAraNo zodho to e kArya baMdha thaI jAya. sAsune oLakhatI nathI. huM AvI tyArathI to e du:kha de che. emAM mAro zo guno ?" koI oLakhyA vagara du:kha detuM haze ? emAM copaDe jame haze to tane Apa Apa kare che. tyAre kahe, 'paNa meM to enuM moDhuM ja joyuM nahotuM." "are, paNa te A bhavamAM nathI joyuM. paNa AgalA bhavanA copaDA zuM kahe che ?" mATe je bane e ja jAya ! ghera chokaro dAdAgIrI kare che ne ? e dAdAgIrI e ja jAya. A to buddhi dekhADe che, chokaro thaIne bApanI sAme dAdAgIrI ?! A je banyuM e ja jAya ! eTale A "akrama vijJAna' zuM kahe che? juo A nyAya ! loka mane kahe che, 'tame buddhi zI rIte kADhI nAkhI ?" nyAya khoLyo nahIM eTale buddhi jatI rahe. buddhi kyAM sudhI UbhI rahe ?! nyAya khoLIe ane nyAyane AdhAra ApIe to buddhi UbhI rahe, to buddhi kaheze, 'ApaNA pakSamAM che bhAI." kaheze, "ATalI sarasa nokarI karI ane A DAyarekTaro zA AdhAre vAMkuM bole che ?" A AdhAra Apo cho ? nyAya khoLo cho ? e bole che te ja karekTa che. atyAra sudhI kema nahotAM bolatA ? kayA AdhAre nahotA bolatA ? atyAre kayA nyAyanA AdhAre e bole che ? vicAratAM nA lAge ke e bolI rahyA che, te sapramANa che ? alyA, pagAravadhAro nathI Apato e ja jAya che. ene anyAya zI rIte kahevAya ApaNAthI ? buddhi khoLe nyAya ! A to badhuM vahorI lIdheluM duHkha che ane thoDuM ghaNuM je duHkha che, te buddhine lIdhe che. buddhi hoyane darekamAM ? e Devalapa buddhi duHkha karAvaDAve. nA hoya tyAMthI duHkha khoLI lAve. mAre to buddhi Devalapa thayA pachI jatI rahI. buddhi ja khalAsa thaI gaI ! bolo, majhA Ave ke nA Ave ? bilakula eka senTa buddhi rahI nathI. tyAre eka mANasa mane kahe dAdAzrI : enAM kAraNomAM, ApaNe che te nyAya khoLavA nIkaLyA, e enuM kAraNa. nyAya khoLavAnuM baMdha karI daIe to buddhi jatI rahe. nyAya zenA mATe khoLo cho ? tyAre pelI vahu zuM kahe ? "paNa tuM mArI Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 23 che ke, "buddhi zI rIte jatI rahI ? tuM jatI rahe, tuM jatI rahe kare tenAthI ?" meM kahyuM, "nA. alyA, evuM nA karAya." eNe to atyAra sudhI ApaNo ropha rAkhyo. mUMjhAyA hoya ne tyAre khare TAIme "zuM karavuM, zuM nahIM" enuM badhuM e mArgadarzana Ape. ene kADhI mUkAtI haze ? tyAre meM kahyuM, "je nyAya khoLe chene, ene tyAM buddhi kAyamane mATe rahe che." je banyuM e nyAya" evuM kahe to buddhi jatI rahe. nyAya khoLavA gayA e buddhi ! praznakartA : paNa dAdA, je AvyuM e svIkArI levuM jIvanamAM ? dAdAzrI : mAra khAIne svIkArI levuM, tenAM karatAM rAjIkhuzIthI svIkArI levuM sAruM. praznakartA : saMsAra che, chokarAM che, chokarAnI vahu che, A che, te che. eTale saMbaMdha to rAkhavo paDe. dAdAzrI : hA, badho rAkhavAno. praznakartA : to tenI aMdara mAra paDe to zuM karavuM ? dAdAzrI : saMbaMdha badhA rAkhI ane mAra paDe, e svIkArI levo ApaNe. nahIM to ya mAra paDe to zuM karavuM paDe ? bIjo upAya che ? praznakartA : kaMI nahIM. vakIlo pAse javAnuM. dAdAzrI : hA, bIjuM zuM thAya ? vakIlo rakSA kare ke enI phIo le ? banyuM te nyAya', tyAM buddhi AuTa' ! nyAya khoLavAno thayo eTale buddhi UbhI thaI jAya, buddhi jANe ke have mArA vagara cAlavAnuM nathI ane ApaNe kahIe ke e nyAya che, eTale buddhi kaheze, 'have A ghera ApaNo ropha paDe nahIM', e vidAyagIrI le ane jAya. koI evA hoya tyAM pesI jAya. enI AsaktivALA to bahu loka hoya ne ! bAdhAo rAkhe, mArI buddhi vadhe evI ! ane teTalo sAmo trAjavAmAM baLApo vadhato ja jAya. belensa to pakaDe ne haMmezAM ? belensa enuM sAmuM joIe ja ! amAre buddhi khalAsa eTale baLApo khalAsa ! vikalpono aMta e ja mokSamArga ! eTale banyuM ene nyAya kahezo ne to nirvikalpa rahezo ane loka nirvikalpa thavA mATe nyAya khoLavA nIkaLyA che. vikalpono enDa Ave e rasto mokSano ! vikalpo UbhA nA thAya evo che ne ApaNo mArga ? mahenata karyA vagara ApaNA akrama mArgamAM mANasa AgaLa vadhI jAya. ApaNI cAvIo ja evI che ke mahenata karyA vagara AgaLa vadhI jAya. have buddhi jyAre vikalpo karAvaDAve ne, tyAre kahI devuM, je banyuM e nyAya. buddhi nyAya khoLe ke mArAthI nAno thayo, maryAdA rAkhato nathI. e rAkhI e ja nyAya ane nA rAkhI te ya nyAya. jeTalo buddhino nirvivAda thaze eTale nirvikalpa thAya pachI ! A vijJAna zuM kahe che? nyAya to AkhuM jagata khoLI rahyuM che. enA karatAM ApaNe ja svIkArI lone ke A banyuM e ja jAya. pachI jajo ya nA joIe ne vakIle ya joIe nahIM. ane nahIM to ya chevaTe evuM ja rahe ne pAchuM mAra khAIne ? koI korTamAM ta maLe saMtoSa ! ane vakhate ema mAnone ke koI bhAIne nyAya joIe che. to ApaNe nIcalI korTamAM jajamenTa karAvaDAvyuM. vakIlo lakSyA, pachI jajamenTa AvyuM, nyAya Avyo. tyAre kahe che, nA, paNa A nyAyathI mane saMtoSa nathI. nyAya Avyo to ya saMtoSa nahIM. tyAre have zuM karavuM ? upalI korTamAM cAlo. te DisTrikTamAM gayA. tyAM jajamenTa upara saMtoSa Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prAptisthAna muMbaI : DaoN. nIrUbahena amIna 904-bI, navInaAzA epArTamenTa, dAdA sAheba phALake roDa, dAdara (se.re.), muMbaI-400014 phona : (022) 4137616 amadAvAda : zrI dIpakabhAI desAI 1, varUNa epArTamenTa, 37, zrImALI sosAyaTI, navaraMgapurA, amadAvAda-38OO9, phona : (079) 6421154, 463485 pheksa : 408528 nA thayo. tyAre kahe, have ? tyAre kahe, nA. tyAM amadAvAdamAM hAIkorTamAM ! tyAM ya saMtoSa nA thayo. to suprIma korTamAM jaIe, tyAM ya saMtoSa nA thayo. chevaTe presiDanTane kahyuM. to ya nyAya thato nathI, mAra khAIne mare ! A nyAya ja khoLIza nahIM ke A mane kema gALo bhAMDI gayo ke, asIla mane mArA vakIlAtanI mahenatANAnAM kema nathI Apato ? nathI Apato e nyAya che. pachI ApI jAya to ya nyAya che. nyAya tuM khoLIza nahIM. nyAya : kudaratI te vikalpI ! be prakAranA vAya. eka vikalpone vadhAranAro nyAya ane eka vikalpone ghaTADanAro nyAya. tadana sAco nyAya vikalpo ghaTADanAro che, ke banyuM e nyAya ja che. have tuM AnI upara bIjo dAvo nA mAMDIza. tuM tArI bIjI vAta saMbhALa have, AnI para dAvo mAMDIza eTale bIjI vAto tArI jatI raheze. nyAya khoLavA nIkaLyA eTale vikalpo vadhatA ja jAya ane A kudaratI nyAya vikalpone nirvikalpa banAvato jAya. banI gayuM, bane te nyAya. ane tema chatAM ya pachI pAMca mANasa lavAda mUke te ya paNa pelAnI viruddhamAM jAya. te pelo e nyAyane gAMThe nahIM eTale koIne gAMThe nahIM. pachI vikalpo vadhatA ja jAya. potAnI AjubAju jALuM ja vIMTI rahyo che e mANasa kazuM prApta nathI karato. du:khI thayo pAra vagarano ! enAM karatAM pahelethI ja zraddhA rAkhe ke banI gayuM e nyAya. ane kudarata haMmezAM nyAya ja karyA kare che, niraMtara nyAyane ja karI rahI che ane e purAvA ApI zake nahIM. purAvA jJAnI" Ape ke nyAya kaI rIte ? e banyuM, 'jJAnI' kahI Ape. ene saMtoSa karI Ape ane to niveDo Ave. nirvikalpI thAya to niveDo Ave. Madras : Dada Bhagwan Foundation Ajit C. 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