Atmanand Prakash Pustak 090 Ank 03 04

Author(s): Pramodkant K Shah
Publisher: Jain Atmanand Sabha Bhavnagar
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/532007/1

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zrI AtmAnaMda prakAza pitA, pela, jagata viMTato sAgara vahe, ene vege sakaLa nadInAM pANI te kAma vahe, vaho evI nitye muja jIvananI sarva jharaNI, dayAnAM pUNyonA, tuja prabhu; mahA sAgara bhaNI. (mahAkavI nehAnAlAla). pustaka : 90 aMka : 3-4 poSa-mahA jAnyu-phebru-93 Atma saMvata 97 vIra saMvata 2519 vIkrama saMvata 2049 For Private And Personal Use Only

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lekhaka pRSTha 13 14 17 24 a - pha ma Ni kA krama lekha (1) jIvana saMdeza zrI vallabha sUrijI (2) SaDU dezana jina-aMga bhaNIje ! suzIla (3) mekSa mAgamAM jatA aTakAve te meha zrImatI madhubena navinabhAI zAha (4) dhanadevanI kathA nagInadAsa harajIvanadAsa zAha (5) pAyAnA saMskAro a. ke. Ara. salata (6) cAle ene oLakhIe mehanalAla je. sAta (7) pustakonuM vimocana - (8) priya dezanA A sabhAnA navA mAnavatA predrana 02 J1 zeThazrI khAMntilAla korAMdabhAI zAha ga bhAvanagara. A sabhAnA navA AjIvana sabhya 1 zrImati haMsAbena pramodakAnta zAha | bhAvanagara. _2 zrI bIpInakumAra vinayacaMda zAha gha bhAvanagara. 3 zrImatI kokIlAbena bIpInakumAra zAha bhAvanagara. 25 26 mANasa thaIne jIvIe". mahattva, mANasa thaIne jamyA enuM nathI, paNa mANasa thaine mAnapUrvaka vartIe enuM che. sAcA manuSya thavA, ahiMsA, satya ane brahmacaya saMbhALavA paDe. keInA jIvane kadIya na dubhavavAnI ahiMsA koIpaNa indriyane vaza na ja thavAnuM brahmacaya ane kadIya juThuM na ja bolavAnuM satya A traNanAM pAlana vaDe ja mANasa mANasa bane, nahi ta pazu... For Private And Personal Use Only

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zrI AtmAnaMda prakAza mAnad maMtrIzrI : pramAkAMta khImaca'da zAha ema. e. keAma. ela. ela. bI. jIvana saMdeza atyAre hajArA jaina kuTuMba pAse khAvA pUratuM anna nathI, paheravA pUratAM kapaDAM nathI. mAMdAnI sAravAra mATe ane potAnAM bALakone bhaNAvavA mATe pAse paisA nathI. Aje madhyama vanAM ApaNAM bhAI-mahenaduHkhanI cakkImAM pisAI rahyAM che. emanA pAse thADAM ghaNAM ghareNAM hatAM e te vecAi gayAM, have tA te vAsaNa paNa vecavA lAgyAM che. keTalAMka tA duHkhanA lIdhe ApaghAta karavAnI paristhitimAM pahoMcI gayAM che; A badhAM ApaNAM ja bhAI-bahena che. emanI sthiti sudhAravAnI jarUra che. jo madhyama garIba varga jIvatA raheze teA jana jagata paNa TakI raheze. dhanika varga lahera kare ane ApaNA sahadhamI bhAIe bhUkhe mare e sAmAjika nyAya nahIM paNa anyAya che. (vi. saM. 2008; mubai) bane ke na bane, paNa mArA AtmA ema cAhe che ke sAMpradAyikatA dUra thAya ane jaina samAja zrI mahAvIra svAmInA nejA nIce ekatrita thaIne zrI mahAvIrasvAmInI jaya bele ane jaina zAsananI vRddhine mATe jaina vizvavidyAlaya nAme eka saMsthA sthApita thAya ke jemAM pratyeka jainazikSita thAya, ane dharmane bAdha na Ave evI rIte rAjyAdhikAramAM jainAnA vadhArA thAya. pariNAme badhA jaina zikSita thAya ane emane bhUkhanu duHkha na rahe. zAsanadeva mArI A badhI bhAvanAone saphaLa kare e ja huM IcchuM chuM. (vi. saM. 2009; mu`baI) ApaNA dezanI AjhAdImAM ApaNA saunuM kalyANu che. AjhAdIne mATe hiMdu-muslIma zIkhanI ekatA jarUrI che. A ekatA ApaNe game te bhAge sAdhavI paDaze ja. ApaNA dezamAM ekatA sthapAya tA vizvazAMtimAM ApaNA dezanu sthAna aneruM khanaze tenI khAtarI rAkhazeA. hiMdu nathI cATIvALA janmatA, musalamAna nathI sunnatavALA janmatA, zIkha nathI. dADhIvALA janmatA. janma lIdhA pachI jevA jenA AcAra tevA tene ra'ga caDhe che. AtmA te| badhAmAM eka ja che. sa` meAkSanA adhikArI che. sarve sarakhA che. ApaNe badhA eka ja chIe (vi. saM. ...2002, mAlerakeATalA) -zrI vallabha sUrijI For Private And Personal Use Only

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SaD darzana jina-aMga bhaNIje ! lekhaka : suzIla unALAnI yuvAnInA e eka divasa hatA. savArathI ja sUrya potAnAM saMtapta kiraNa pRthvI upara veravA mAMDayAM hatAM, apeAranA tApa gharamAM vasanArAone mATe paNa asahya thaI paDyo hatA. AvA dhAma dhakhatA tApamAM munienI eka ma`DaLI eka gAmathI khIje gAma jAya che. pAse pUrUM pANI paNa nathI. je kaMI theADuM hatuM te paNa khUTavAnI aNI upara che. bIjA gAmamAM zrAvakAnI vasatI paNa na hatI, jayAMthI emane upayAgapUratu pANI maLI zake. muni-maMDaLI mAMDa mAMDa gAma sudhI paheAMcI. pANInA saMgraha vaparAi cUkayA hatA. kAie nhAvA mATe ukALelA pANImAMthI cADu pANI maLaze evI AzAthI be-traNa muni pANI hAravA gAmamAM pharI rahyA. jayAM jAya tyAM nakAra sivAya bIjo zabda na sAMbhaLAyA. pANI vinA ja AkhA divasa kadAca kADhavA paDaze. eka tA unALAnI bapAra ane temAM cepa jAbanI garamIH Ave vakhate nhAvAne mATe paNa unuM pANI kANa kare ? pANI nahIM maLe to kai nahIM. chevaTe thADI chAza tA maLaze ne ? munioe pANInI vAta paDatI mUkI, chAzane mATe zAdha calAvI. gAmaDAmAM thoDI chAza to jarUra maLI rahe. munie chAzanI tapAsamAM paNa ghera gherathI nakAra sAMbhaLyA. vakhata vItatA gayA tema tema samasyA vadhu ne vadhu kaThina banatI cAlI. munimaMDaLI potAnA sthAna tarapha pAchI vaLI. eka gharanA oTalA upara eka vRdhdha purUSa beThA hatA. teNe A munienA mukha upara parisahanI vyathA vAMcIe munioe sa MdhI bolyA: "saMta mahArAja, Apane zu joie che te ja nathI samajAtuM. mane jarA khulAsAthI vAta karo.' eka munie potAnA AcAranI vAta kahI: saMbhaLAvI. jaina munithI ukALelA pANI vinA khIjuM pANI pI zakAya nahIM e prakAranI pratijJA samajAvI. "AvA unALAmAM paNa garama pANI pIzA ? " vRdhdhe pUchyuM. "garamane ThaMDu karI zakAyaH paNa jo garama pANI na maLe tA chAzathI ce calAvI levuM paDe." munie spaSTIkaraNa karavA mAMDayuM. 14] For Private And Personal Use Only [AtmAna-prakAza

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vRddha utsAhamAM AvyA " tyAre bolatA nathI kema ? chAza te joIe teTalI maLI raheze. >> ame te ghera ghera bhamyA, paNa ahIM chAzane mATe paNa koI haka nathI bhaNatuM. " munioe pitAne svAnubhava varNavyo. ema chAza nahI maLe, chAza meLavavAne eka judo ja mArga che." vRdhe mArga batAvavA mAMDeH " juo, A gAmamAM hIrAsIMga karIne eka mukhI che. ene tyAM ghaNAM dUdhALAM Dhora che. AkhuM gAma ene tyAMthI ja chAza laI Ave che. bIjAne tyAMthI chAza lAvanArA tamane ApI zake nahIM. tame pote hIrAsaMgane tyAM jAo te tamane joIe teTalI maLI rahe." munio hIrAsIMganA ghara tarapha vaLyA. hIrAsage pote potAnA ghara tarapha AvatA A jaina munione joyA. te bahu ulAsapUrvaka sAme AvI, be hAtha joDI ubhuM rahyo "ahohe, saMte ! padhAro ! padhAro !" | munioe gAmanA jamInadAra jevA harAsIMgane gAya-bheMsano daubhava je. ene tyAM jANe ke dudha ane chAzanI nadIo vahetI hatI. saMte zI AjJA che ? " hIrAsIMge eka bhAvikanI jema jIjJAsA batAvI. bIjuM te kaI nahIM, paNa cheDI chAzanI jarUra che." tarasane lIdhe sUkA banelA kaMThamAMthI zabdo nIkaLyA. jeTalA joIe teTalA ghaDA bharI pIvAya eTalI pI ! ApanI kRpAthI ahIM chAza-dadhanI lIlAlhera che !" zIkha gRhastha hIsIMga paNa jANe ke satpAtra maLavAthI khUba ja prabhedabhAva anubhavI rahyA. munioe pitAnI pAse je kaI pANInA pAtra hatA te chAzathI bharI lIdhA. mahArAja zrI AtmArAmajI emanI rAha jotA ja utAre beThA hatA. munioe chAza saMbaMdhI sAroye vRtAMta emane kahI saMbhaLAvyo. pANIne badale chAza pI sI munio tRpta thayA. have tamane AjanI A ghaTanAne eka paramArtha samajAvuM." zrI AtmArAmajI mahArAje ziSyonA samUhane saMbaMdhI kahevA mAMDyuM. munio paNa e banAvane paramArtha samajavA utkaMThe banyA, chAza te ghera ghera hatI, paNa tamane vahorAvavAnI koInI himmata na cAlI. kharI chAza hIrAsI game tyAM-ene ekalAne ja tyAM hatI. teNe tamane bharapeTa chAza pIvAnI ane laI javAnI chUTa ApI. ene chAzane hisAba ja na hatA." AtmArAmajI mahArAje AjanI ghaTanAmAMthI paramArtha tAravavA prastAvanA karI. phebruArI-93) For Private And Personal Use Only

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sauMsAranA sAmAnya banAvamAMthI, temanI pratibhA, ghaNIvAra ghaNA sAdA-sIdhA sArvajanika siddhAMta upajAvatI. e sAMbhaLI sau koIne ananya AnaMda thatA. " gAmamAM saune tyAM chAsa hatI, paNa te hIrAsI'gane tyAMthI emaNe ANI hatI. e chAza hIrAsIMganI hovA chatAM saue potapotAnI anukULatA pramANe vadhu-ochuM pANI meLavI, peAtAnI ja che ema mAnI lIdhuM hatuM. hIrAsIgane evu pANI bheLavavAnI jarUra na hatI. ' mahArAjajIe paramAM kahevA mAMDayA: " hIrAsI ganI chAza e jaina ina samajo. jaina dananA amuka amuka siddhAMtane apanAvI anya dazanAe potAnA patha pravartAvyA, paraMtu e patha,e siddhAMta, sahune mATe eka sarakhI rIte upabhAgya banI zakatA nathI. peAtAne ghera chAza lAvyA pachI gAmajanA jevI rIte pota peAtAne pasada paDe evI rIte pANI bheLave che tema anya darzonI paNa jinazAsananA siddhAMtamAM ekAMtavAdanu pANI meLave che. e sivAya tA chAza vadhu vakhata na cAle tema e siddhAMta paNa vadhu vakhata na cAle. hIrAsIganI jema jinazAsana e zuddha siddhAMtanA bhaDAra che. jeTalA joie teTalA nirdoSa-seLabheLa vagaranA, siddhAMta-bhaMDAramAMthI laI lyA jinazAsanane jarA paNa sa`kAca nahIM thAya. hIrAsIMganI chAza ghera ghera paheAMcyA pachI, te te gharavALAnI chAza gaNAze; paNa vastuta: e hIrAsIganI ja che tema jinazAsananA siddhAMta anya daIne svIkAryA pachI bhale enI upara e dananI Ara-chApa paDe, para'tu je sAcA tattvaciMtaka che te te tarata ja kahI deze ke SaDjhana e jinazAsananA ja aMga che. jinazAsanarUpI jharaNanA ja e pANI saue pota potAnA pAtro viSe sa dharyA che. e pAtrAmAMnAM pANI kadAca khUTI jAya evI emane bIka rahe e svAbhAvika che. e uchInAM ANelAM pANI tamane pUratA satoSa na ApI zake, e banavAjoga che ane e bahu nirmAla na hAya ema paNa sabhave che. jinazAsanane viSe evI koi bhIla nathI. jinazAsana kahe che: tame bIje bIje sthaLe zA sArU bhame che ? A svaccha jharaNu tajI, A hIrAsIMganuM ghara mUkI zA sArU ghera ghera khA khAvA che ; jinazAsananA siddhAMta viSayaka dvArA khAlA : e jinazAsana sau kAI saMtanuM, kalyANanI bhAvanA rAkhanAranuM svAgata karavA taiyAra che. hIrAsI'ga jema tamArUM svAgata karavA taiyAra hatA tema jinazAsana paNa prANImAtrane mATe ughADu che. pIvAya eTaluM pIvA, levAya eTaluM hyA. "" ghaNe lAMbe vakhate A vAta kevaLa smRtimAMthI utAravAmAM AvI che, eTale mahArAjajIe eka sAmAnya banAvane aMge je sarasa vivecana kareluM tenA mAtra sArAMza ja ApIne ahIM satASa levA paDe che. mahArAjajInI jinazAsana pratyenI javalaMta zraddhA ane rAjaroja banatI ghaTanAmAMthI paramA nIpajAvavAnI emanI kuzaLatA jayAre jayAre smaraNe caDe che tyAre tyAre e svargastha purUSane mATe bahumAna ubharAya che. 16] For Private And Personal Use Only [AtmAnaMda-prakAza

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- mokSa mArgamAM jato aTakAve te moha lekhaka zrImatI madhubena navinabhAI zAha je anuSThAna, ArAdhanA pravRttithI meha haTe tenuM nAma apramattabhAva. cauda guNasthAnaka temAM apramata sAtamuM guNaThANu apramata kone kahevAya pUrvane abhyAsa vRttine viSaya tarapha vAraMvAra kheMcI jAya che mATe sadA apramata-jAgatA rahevuM. jenA viSaya kaSAya pAtaLA hoya te apramata apramata guNaThANe paNa mehate thoDA ghaNA aMze hoya ja dezaviratine mohanIya karma joradAra jenuM mahanIya kama joradAra te pAgala abhavyane mATe mohanIya kamanI nIda anAdi anaMta jyAM durguNenI puSTi ane saddaguNenuM zoSaNa tenuM nAma mehaniMda. garviSTa manuSya bhayaMkara moha vaDe pIDAya che. vyakti dhArmika anuSThAna game teTaluM karatI dekhAya paNa cittamAM kevaLa svArtha ja paDyo hoya, maitrI, pramoda karUNa mAdhyastha jevA bhAvothI vaMcita hoya, teonAthI, mehanIja puSTI catI rahe che. ATheya karmonI rAjadhAnI mehanIya karma che. mehanIya karmanI sthiti sittera keDAcheDI sAgaropamanI hoya che. mehu dUra rahe vItarAganA sAnidhyamAM meha eTale mithyAtAne dUra karavuM hoya te zaraNAgati arihaMtanI. anaMtakALathI jIvane saMsAramAM rakhaDAvanAra hoya te te moha che. meha AtmAne ati baLavAna mahA zatru che. e mahArAjAe evI pratijJA karI ke mAre dareka jIvone saMsAramAM samudra bhramaNa karAvavuM. keI jIva saMsAra samudrane pAra karIne mukti kinAre pahoMcI na jAya eTalA mATe eNe ThekANe ThekANe ThANa na khyA che. jayAM mehane nivAsa tyAM AmAnA utthAna kayAMthI hoya ? AtmAne unnatine zikhare caDhAvanAra cauda guNasthAnaka rahelAM che. meha rAjAe pahelA guNasthAnakathI mAMDIne agyAramAM guNasthAnaka sudhI enA cokIdAra besADI dIdhA che. bAramAM guNasthAnake cokI pahero uThI jAya che. agyAramAM guNasthAnake pahoMcelA jIvane paNa moha rAjAne cekidAro pahele guNa sthAnake paTakAvI de che. anaMtakALa bhavasAgaramAM rajhaLAve che. e mahArAjAne e muMjhavaNa thAya che ke rakhekeI jIva mekSe pahoMcI jAya paNa jagatamAM je mahAna purU thaI gayA teo moharAjA upara vijaya meLavIne mekSamAM gayA che atyAre paNa jaI rahyA che (mahAvimAMthI) ane bhaviSyakALamAM jaze. aMtaramAM jJAnanI jata pragaTe pachI saMsAramAM kaI padArthane meha rahe nahi prakAza aMdhakArane haThAve che tema jJAna mehane haThAve che. jJAnanA baLathI padArthonI asAratA samajAya pachI meha kyAMthI rahe. koIpaNa cIja jIvanane meha ke rAgadveSa karAvatI nathI. paNa te vastu pratyenI Azaktine kAraNe jIva kama baMdhana kare che. - paMdaramuM pApa sthAnaka rati-arati rati-aratinA tophAna che mATe meha che. phebruArI-93] [ 17 For Private And Personal Use Only

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rati managamatuM maLe temAM racyA pacce rahe. arati na maLe tenuM sukha rahe dukAna thAya zubha vicAra na Ave. jenA manamAM zubha vicAra haze ene dudhyAna kadI thavAnuM nathI. jyAM prakAza che tyAM aMdhakAra rahI zakate nathI. muMjhAve te mahA huM zuM karuM ? kayAM jAuM ? kayAMthI kevI rIte sukhI thAuM, kene Azraya lauM? zuM boluM, evuM evuM badhuM mehanuM ja citana kahevAya. eTale saMsAra sukhane meha vadhAre teTalI akaLAmaNa vadhAre. mananA enakavidhi taraMgo, ane asthiratAo ane Aveze e sarva mehanIya karmanA vipAka che paradAragamana, vezyAgamana, baLAtkAra ane premane kaubhAMDo vagere A mehanIya karmanA judA judA phAMTAo che jIvane A saMsAra tarapha kheMcI rAkhanAra, jIvane padagalika dazA sAthe ekameka karI denAra, jIvane potAnI jAtane taddana visarAvI denAra ane parabhAvane svabhAva jevo banAvI denAra A mehanIya kama che. jJAnIo kahe che hajI bAjI hAthamAM che. samajayA tyAMthI savAra ema mAnIne tuM tArA Atmadevane rAjI karIle, pAjI mahArAjA turata pakaDAI jaze ane e hArelA mahArAjA pachI tane kazI kanaDagata karI zakaze nahIM. zokAMjali zrI vasaMtarAya dAmedaradAsa mahetA (bacubhAI kApaDIyA) u.va 71 bhAvanagara mukAme saM. 204nA piSavada 14 gurUvAra tA. 21-1-93 nA roja svargavAsa thayela che. teozrI A sabhAnA AjIvana sabhya hatA teozrI khubaja dhArmika vRttivALA ane milanasAra svabhAvanA hatA temanA kuTuMbIjano upara AvI paDela duHkhamAM sabhA saMvedanA pragaTa karela che temanA AtmAne parama zAMti maLe evI paramakRpALu paramAtmA pAse prArthanA karIe chIe. lI. zrI jene AtmAnaMda sabhA bhAvanagara zokAMjali zrI hiMmatalAla dhanajIbhAI zAha u.varSa 72 bhAvanagara mukAme tA. 31-1-97nA roja svargavAsa thayela che teozrI A sabhAnA AjIvana sabhya hatA temaja A sabhAnI vyavasthApaka samitInA agAu sabhya tathA yAtrA kamITImAM paNa sabhya tarIke khubaja sArI sevA Apela che teozrI khubaja dhArmika vRttivALA ane milanasAra svabhAvanA hatA temanA kuTuMbIjane upara AvI paDela duHkhamAM sabhA saMvedanA pragaTa karela che, temanA AtmAne parama zAnti maLe evI parama kRpALu paramAtmA pAse prArthanA karIe chIe. mAnaMda sabhA bhAvanagara, mAna-prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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Pos9999999999999999999 dhanadevanI kathA saMpAdaka : nagInadAsa harajIvanadAsa zAha A ja bUDhIpa nAmanA dvIpamAM ja ravata nAmanA kSetramAM jyanthala nAmanuM eka nAnuM kheDa-gAma che. cAre pAsa dhULane gaDhavALuM e gAma kaliMgadezarUpa kulAMganAnA mukhanI peThe manaharavANiya che. jema kulAMganAnuM mukha manahara vANIvALuM che tema e gAma manahara vANiya-vANijya-vepAravALuM che. karmagraMtha nAmanA zAstranA prakaraNanI peThe bahavidha prakRti- sthiti pradeza gahana che eTale jema kamagraMthanA prakaraNamAM aneka prakAranI kamanI prakRtionI, temanI sthitionI ane temanA pradezonI gahana carcA che tema e gAma bahuvidha aneka prakAranI prakRti eTale prajAonA sthiti, nivAsanA pradezo-sthAnethI gahana khIcokhIca bhareluM che, tathA dhana ane ghAnyanI samRdhithI bharapUra che. e gAmamAM visAhadatta nAme eka zeTha rahe che, ne seNu nAme strI che ane temane saMvara ane dhanadeva nAmanA be putra che. baMne bhAIo paraspara premapUrvaka potAnA divase vitAve che. koI eka divasa tenA pitAne vicAra thaye ke-A be putromAMthI kaye putra A gharane vizeSa abhyadaya karanAro nivaDaze? enI parIkSA karavI joIe ane temAM je uttama nivaDe tene kuTuMbanA adhipati banAvI tene kuTuMbanI ciMtA bhaLAvI huM pote jAte naciMta thaI sukhe rahuM. Ama vicArI teNe bane chokarAnI parIkSA karavA ekavAra banne putrone bolAvIne kahyuM ke-are putro ! tame banne pAMca hajAra senAmahoro laIne judA judA dezomAM jAo ane dhana kamAvAnI potapotAnI kuzaLatA batAva! banne bhAIoe potAnA bApanI e vAta sAMbhaLI ane sAthe ghaNuM kariyANuM vagere laIne teo banne judA judA dezAMtara tarapha gayA. temane mATe putra saMvara dakSiNa patha bhaNI gayo ane bIjo nAno dIkaro dhanadeva uttarApatha tarapha gayo. meTo putra saMvara kAMcIpura pahoMcyuM ane tyAM teNe dhana kamAvAnA aneka upAye ajamAvI javA mAMDayA. rAjAnI sAthe saMbaMdha bAMdhI uttama vastra vagerenAM bheTazuM ApIne rAjAnI sevA karavA lAgyo. A rIte rAjAnI sevA karate tene joIne rAjasabhAnA lekee tene kahyuM ke ? are bhAI ! A rIte rAjAnI sevAmAM zA mATe nakAmo lakhalUTa kharaca kare che ? zuM kaI paNa puruSe sarpa, rAjA ane agninI sevA karIne temane potAnA vaza karI zakela che ? jethI karIne tuM Ama rAjAnI sevAmAM pravatI rahe che. saMvara bolyo : are mUDha leka ! A mArI sevAne kharo udde za tame jANatA nathI. zAstramAM kahyuM che ke phebruArI-93) For Private And Personal Use Only

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rAjadarabAramAM javuM, jee mAnInA prItipatra che temanI sevA karavI, kadAca Ama karavAthI vizeSa prakAranA TaubhavAnA lAbha na maLe tA paNu thanArA anarthAne to kharekhara jarUra aTakAvI zakAya. 'kharca thaI jaze' evI bIkathI je DAhyo mAnava rAjAnA AzarA letA nathI tenuM apamAna nIca mANase kare emAM zI navAi ? ema nakkI karIne teNe pelA mUDha leAkeAnI rAjAnI sevA na karavAnI zikhAmaNa mAnI nahi ane peAtAnI buddhi pramANe game tema karIne te rAjAnI sevA karatA rahyo, sArA khetaramAM vAvelA bIjonA jaththA jema. bhaviSyamAM bhAre phaLa Ape che tema saMvare mAMDelA rAjA sAthenA vyavahAra temane bhAre phaLa ApanAra nivaDyo. enI vizeSa prakhyAti thai ane rAjA sAthenA vyavahAranA abhimAnane lIdhe savara game tevA ucchva khala mANasa pAsethI pazu potAnI ugharANI yo vyAja vagerenu' nANu meLavI zakatA. ane pariNAme te jaladI dhanavAna thaI gayA. A tarapha dhanadeva, gajajaya nAmanA sthaLa tarapha jatAM vacce eka sthAnamAM teNe utArA karyA. e vakhate tyAMnA rahevAsIo tenI pAse AvyA ane temaNe tenI pAsenA kariyANAnI mAgaNI karI. jethI temAM keTaleAka lAbha-hAMsala maLe ema che tema dhArIne te peAtAnI pAsenu kariyANuM temane devA lAgyo. tenI sAthenA mANasoe tA tema karavAnInA pADI ane kahyuM ke-A rIte kaThekANe vecI devAthI tu tArA hAthamAM AvelA ghaNA-lAbha A thADA lAbhanA lAbhe hArI javAnA che, tema kahyA chatAM teNe temanuM mAnyuM nahI. ane ulaTu' kahyuM ke kAne khabara che ke have pachI A kariyANAne vecavAthI AthI paNa vadhAre hAMsala maLaze ke kema ? mATe pratyakSamAM thoDA lAbha maLe che te laI levAja; pagu bhAvimAM thavAnA vizeSa lAbhane kalpIne pratyakSa lAbhanI avagaNanA karavI te acukta che. ema samajIne teNe pela!ene badhuya kariyANuM najIvA hAMsale paNa vecI dIdhuM. e vecANuthI tene je dhana maLyuM te vaDe bIjuM kariyANuM laIne te Aga cAlyA ane cAlatAM cAlatAM keTalAka samaya pachI te gajajaya paheAMcI gayA. sa Mzaya bharelI vRttione lIdhe, jemAM pratyakSa lAbha maLe evI pravRttione tajI daI te, bIjA bIjA lAbha na maLe tevA asAra vyApAramAM paDayA. enI evI svacchaMda avaLI pravRtti jANIne tenA pivAra tenA tarapha bedarakArIthI vavA lAgyA. evAmAM te nagarane eka bIjo koi mANasa A dhanadevanu mana barAbara kaLI gayA. tenI khUba sevA karavA lAgyA ane te jema kahe tema paNa karavA lAgyo. e rIte pelA nagaranA vyApArIe tenI sA! evI bhAIma dhI karI ke e, tenA abhinna haiyA jevA banI gayA ane pachI game te bAnuM batAvI jema tema karIne pelA nagaraputrae dhanadeva pAsethI paisA kaDhAvavA lAgyA ane ema karatAM karatAM aa e dhanadeva chevaTe nina banI gayA. have vakhata jatAM makhakanA vRkSonA ramya mada ane mohara taruNIonA vALanA juthanu kaMpana, halana, calana ane pharapharAvavu e badhAMne lIdhe tatkALa suvAsita anelA zizira RtunI ThaMDIthI thai gayelI nadIonAM pANIne lIdhe ane duHkhe karIne vahana karI zakAya tevA himane lIdhe ghaNA ja ThaMDA, thaI javAthI na sahI zakAya evA thayelA uttara dizAnA vAyarAe cAre bAju vAvA lAgyA, hemaMta Rtu prauDhadazAne pAmI, zrIenAM gAMDha AliMgana karavAnI utkaMThA jemanA manamAM vadhavA lAgI che evA pravAsI vAMDhA leAkeA cAMcaLa ane udva gavALA thavA lAgyA, sthAne-sthAne Theka ThekANe-dhama mATe rAkhelI tApanI sagaDIenI AsapAsa rAMka loko TALuM maLIne 20] [AtmAnaMda-prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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tApI visAmo karatA hatA, te have gharanA AMgaNAmAM jaIne besavA lAgyA. TADhane lIdhe potAnA aMga upara pAkA telamAM kAlavelA ghaTTa kesaranA aMgarAgane copaDI zobhAyamAna banelA purajane gharanA chajAnI vacce dinane cheDe saMdhyA vakhate AMTA mAravA lAgyA ane khIlanA kuMdanI sugaMdhIone lIdhe mana hara lAgatA evA vananA vAyarAo cAlavA lAgyA. A jAtane kaDakaData ziyALe cAlatuM hatuM tyAre ekavAra pelo dhanadeva pitAnA parivAranA mANase nirdoSa hovA chatAM temanA upara daSAropaNa karIne vAraMvAra zaMkA karate hatA ane bahAra javAnuM hoya tyAre gharanAM banne bAraNuM sajajaDa rIte barAbara baMdha karIne, tALuM daIne kuMcI hAthamAM rAkhIne pharato hato. e rIte te zerInA AgalA ja bhAgamAM rahelI paMcanI sagaDI pAse ziyALAnI TADhathI kaMpatA zarIrane tapAvavA ekavAra viziSTa mANasanI gakImAM beTho hato tyAre eka bhAre keLAhaLa thaye. "A zuM A zuM? " ema karatAM tyAM sagaDI pAse beThelA bIjA badhA mANase hI gayA ane uThIne teo je dizAmAMthI e ghoMghATane avAja AvatuM hatuM te dizA tarapha jovA lAgyA. te tyAM uMce caData, pArevAnI Doka je bhUkharo jANe ke AkAzamAM megha na caDayo hoya evI zaMkAthI tyAM bhegA thaI gayelA le ke vAMkuM zarIra ane uMcI Doka karIne jenI sAme jotA hatA e ghaTTa dhUmADo temaNe dIThe. A kenuM ghara baLe che?" evI zaMkAthI jemanAM mana bhedAI gayelAM che, he yA trAsI UThayAM che evA loko tyAM ubhelA che temane joIne eka mANasa bolyo ke-A dhanadevanuM e ghara baLI rahyuM che. e sAMbhaLIne lokoe tene tarata ja potAnA baLatA ghara tarapha javAnI sUcanA karyA chatAM e zaMkAzIla vRttine dhanadeva pitAnA saLagatA ghara tarapha jatA nathI ne UlaTuM ema kahevA lAgyuM ke mArA gharamAM Aga lAgavAne saMbhava nathI; kiDuM paDatA himanI ThaMDIne lIdhe atizaya ThaMDI banelI vAta havAthI tharatharatA evA pravAsI lokoe sagaLAvelA ghAsanA pujanI AgamAMthI dha mADo nIkaLe che, e kadAca A dekhAte dhUmADo haze mATe zA mATe AkaLA thAo cho ? pitapotAnAM sthAna upara che.sI rahI. evI vAta kare che eTalAmAM Amatema jotAM hAMphaLAphAMphaLAM banelA e dhanadevanA potAnAM ja mANase tyAM AvI pahoMcyA ane kahevA lAgyAM ke-he dhanadeva! Ama kema sthira beThele che ? jeta nathI ke nIcethI Toca sudhImAM moTA moTA taNakhAonA phelAvAthI bhayaMkara banela ane lAkaDAne bALavAthI lAMbI TacavALe thayela A agni tAruM ghara bALI rahyo che? A sAMbhaLIne te ubho thayo ane baLIne khAkha thaI gayelA pitAne ghare jaI pahoMcyo. tyAM teNe gharano badho sadara bhAga baLI gayele dIThe"have A mANasa kaMgALa thaI gayo che." ema samajIne tenA mANasee tene tajI dIdhuM ane A bAvaro che" ema samajIne tyAMnA bIjA lokee tene phiTakAra Ape. have e dhanadeva potAne nabhAva karavAne asamartha banyo ane te potAnA bApanA ghara bhaNI javA lAge rastAmAM te bhukhathI herAna thayuM eTale e kaI eka tyAM AvelA nesaDAmAM bhIkha mAgavA sAru pharavA lAgyuM. "Ane AkAra suMdara che ema dhArIne tenA upara dayA ANI koI eka gRhiNIe tene Adara sAthe khAvAnuM ApyuM. khAIpIne, bhUkha tarasane zAMta karIne tyAMthI bahAra nIkaLe eTalAmAM tenA manamAM zaMkA thaI AvI ke pelI bAIe mane atizaya AdarathI khAvAnuM ApeluM che ethI ema jaNAya che ke teNIe mArA upara kAMI kAmaNaTumaNa karavA mATe e khAvAnuM kema ApeluM na hoya? e bhajana kAmaNuM vagerenA doSavALuM hoya. AvI jAtanI ugra zaMkA thavAthI tene peTanI pIDA upaDI ane e phebruArI-93) [21 For Private And Personal Use Only

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mahAkaTe eka nagaramAM pahoMcyA. tyAM vaidanuM ghara pUchIne vaidanI pAse gayo. potAne peTapIDA UpaDI AvI che e vAta vaidane teNe kahI saMbhaLAvI. vaide tene peTanA zodhana mATe auSadha ApyuM. pachI gaMgAnA pravAhanI peThe tenuM peTa chUTI paDayuM, tene atizaya jhADA thaI gayA. tenA upara dayA AvavAthI vaide pharIne osaDa ApIne sAravAra karI tene sAjo karyo. pachI zaMkAne vicAra cheDe cheDo tajI daIne e, pitAnA bApanA gAma tarapha cAlI nIkaLyo. cAlatAM cAlatAM keTalAka samaya pachI te pitAne ghera pahoMcyo. enA pahoMcatAM pahelAM ja enA parivAranA mANase enA pitA pAse AvIne enI badhI hakIkta saMbhaLAvI gayelA eTale pitAe badhuM potAnA putra viSe agAuthI ja jANI lIdheluM tethI jayAre e ghera Avyo tyAre tenA pitAe tenI yogya sAravAra karI. bIje ke eka divase e zeThane heTo dIkaro saMvara AvyAnI vadhAmaNI AvI. zeTha tenI sAme gaye. lagabhaga eka gAu jeTaluM cheTe gayA pachI zeThe baLadanA gaLAnI ghUgharamALane avAja sAMbhaLyo ane pachI thoDI ja vAramAM aneka UMTa, baLada, khaccara, gADAM ane javAnapuruSa besI zake evAM puruSa pramANa vAhana-myAnA vagerenI uttama sAmagrI sahita ane aneka cokIdAro sAthe zeThane putra tyAM AvI pahoMce. e tyAM ja potAnA pitAnA pagamAM namI paDayo. enI A badhI sAmagrI sahita ane ThAThamATha joIne ja zeTha samajI gayA ke-A mAro putra sArI rIte ghaNuM dhana kamAI Avela che. eNe nagaramAM praveza karyo, vadhAmaNuM thayAM sArI tithi ane sAruM muhUrta joIne e AvelA bIjA putrane zeThe potAnA gharane svAmI banAvyuM. pitAnI gAdIe besADe. ane pelA dhanadeva nAmanA chokarAne nakara kare evAM kAmakAjamAM je, ne pitAnA manamAM rahelI zaMkAzIla vRttine lIdhe hamezAM duHkhane bhAgI thaye. sAra-ApaNuM vyavahAranA kAmakAjamAM paNa zaMkAzIla vRttine lIdhe ApaNe kharekhara sarvatra asaphaLatA ja pAmIe chIe te pachI zrI jinezvara bhagavAne kahelAM ta tarapha zaMkAzIla vRtti rAkhavAthI ApaNAM badhAM kalyANa kAryo haNAI jAya che. saMdehanA gADha aMdhakA nA pujathI vyAyeha pAmelA jIvo, A saMsAramAM temane prApta thayela ciMtAmaNi ratanane paNa e DhekuM che" ema samajIne tajI de che. paramagurunA mukhathI kahevAmAM AvelAM to tarapha je a85 satvavALe ane kaluSita buddhivALA prANuM vyAha vRtti dAkhave che te, A jagatamAM, jema kaI tarasathI pIDA pAmela prANI nirmaLa pANIthI bharelI taLAvaDIne cheDIne jhAMjhavAnA jaLanA taLAva tarapha doDayA kare ane duHkhI thAya tema duHkhI thAya che. rAga ane havRtti ne lIdhe mAnava khoTuM bole che, zrI jinezvara devamAM rAga ane havRtti sarvathA kSINa thayelI hovAthI temane leza paNa khoTuM kahevAnuM kAraNa nathI chatAMya je tuccha vRttivALe mAnavI emanA vacanamAM asatyatAnI zaMkA rAkhe te AgamAMthI amRtanA jaLa jevI zItaLatA pragaTe evuM vAMchanAra kaI mUDhanI jevA mahAmUDha che. kaI rogI, Apta evA vaidyane jANyA pachI paNa tenAvacanamAM zaMkA. 22] [AtmAnaMda-prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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rAkhe te te e vaidhanI davA niraMtara lIdhA chatAMya kadI paNa nirogI thaI zakatuM nathI mATe sarvajJanAM tamAma vacane-eka eka vacano--tarapha azaMkAbhAve evI rIte rahevuM joIe ke kadI paNa cittamAM saMzayane mela sparza ja na thavA de. kadAca sUraja AthamaNI dizAe pazcimamAM paNa Uge, siddhanA jIva siddhazilAne paNa kadAca tajI de te paNa zrI jinavaranuM vacana kadAca mithyA thatuM nathI evI aDaga zraddhA rAkhavI joIe. e pramANe zrI samyakatvanA aticAra zaMkadeva vize dhanadevanuM kathAnaka samApta. (mahAsatI zAradAbAInA vyAkhyAnamAMthI) pAyAnA saMskAro anuvAdaka : ke Ara salata (bhAvanagara) Aje bALakone bALapaNathI cheTA saMskAra apAya che. pariNAme bALako hiMsA, asatya zIkhe che. ekavAra keI zeThane tyAM mahemAna AvyA. mahemAna sephA upara beThA che. tyAM skUlethI vidyAthI khabhe pAkITa laTakAvIne Avyo tenuM cAlavuM, bolavAnI chaTA joIne mahemAna samajI gayA ke A chokaro khUba cAlAka ane hoziyAra lAge che mahemAne tene puchayu chokarA ? tArI umara keTalI che ? chokaro kahe bApujI? tame mArI kaI umara pucho cho ? mahemAna vicAramAM paDI gayA, umara te eka ja hoya chatA A chokaro kahe che. ke mArI kaI umara puche che ? chokaro kahe mArI umara traNa prakAranI che tame kayA prakAranI umara viSe pucho che ? sAMbhaLa mArA pitAe jyAre mane skUle bhaNavA besADayo tyAre huM pAMca varasane hate chatAM mArA pitAe mane cha varSane kahyo ane skulamAM dAkhala karyo tyAranI A eka umara, jyAre TreInamAM musApharI karato hato tyAre huM 14 varasano hato chatA mane 11 varasane banAvI dIdho sAthI ? aDadhI TIkITamAM javA mATe aDadhI TIkITanA paisA ochA ApavA paDe, te mArI bIjI uMmara ane atyAre huM jeTalA varasane chuM te mArI sAcI uMmara tame traNamAMthI kaI umara pucho cho? A sAMbhaLI mahemAna te cha thaI gayA, chokarAne eka varasa skulamAM meDo (leITa) besADayo hota to koI vAMdhe Avata ? nA pAyAmAM ja khoTuM bolavAnA saMskAra paDe, gADImAM pisAnA lebhe asatya bolyA te? vaLI kaho ke samaya Ave asatya bolAya tame keTalA pApanA bhAgIdAra thAva che, ahI tamAro bacAva thaze. paNa kama rAja AgaLa tamAro bacAva nahi thAya, tyAM te te kama vyAja sahita bhegavavuM paDaze, mATe karma bAMdhatA pahelA khuba vicAra karaje vadhu bhAva avasare. saMpAdakaH kAMtIlAla ratIlAla salata phebruArI-93] 23 For Private And Personal Use Only

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paMcapratikramaNa cAlo ene oLakhIye saMpAdaka : mohanalAla je. salata (mahA graMthamAMthI) prabhAtamAM gAvAmAM AvatI sajajhAyamAM AvatA mahApurUSaH sarIyo" enuM mULa nAma zrIyakakumAra che. naMdarAjAnA zakaDAlamaMtrI ane temanA patnI lakSamAvatInA sthaLabhadra karatAM nAnA putra zrIyakanAme hatA ApaNe syulIbhadrajInuM jIvana jANIye chIye paNa sajajhAyamAM bolatA sIrIyo" vize ochuM jANatA hovAthI atre temanuM TuMku jIvana raju karyuM che. temanA pitA kaDAlamaMtrInA mRtyu bAda temane maMtrIpada prApta thayuM hatuM. naMdarAjAnA A mahAmaMtrIzrIe jinamaMdira ane traNaso dharmazALAo baMdhAvI jaina dharmane DaMke cAre dizAmAM vagADe hatA. teo AvA ucca hoddA upara hovA chatAM jina pUjA pratikramaNa vigere dhArmika kriyAo reja karatA hatA. jina bhavanaH jina pratimA jJAnaH sAdhu sAdhvI zrAvaka : ane zrAvikA e sAta kSetramAM dhana vAparI jaina zAsananI prabhAvanA karI zrIyaka nAmane sArthaka karyuM hatuM. chevaTe temanA putrane naMdarAjAnuM pradhAnapada seMpI dIkSA lIdhI hatI eka vakhata paryuSaNa mahAparvamAM temanA moTAbena vijJA sAdevIjIe zrIyaka munine kahyuM ke ApayuMSaNa mahA parvamAM karela tapathI ghaNuM ja puNya prApta thAya che "ema samajAvI navakArazInuM pratyAkhyAna karAvyuM. vaLI cukatIthI samajAvI porasInuM ane anukrame sADha pArasI purimaDha ema karatAM chevaTe sAMje upavAsanuM paccakakhANa karAvyuM kadI bhUkha sahana karelI nahi tethI teja zatrimAM te zrIyamuni kALa kahI svargamAM gayA AthI yakSA sAvIne ghaNuM ja paDhatAya karatAM saMgha sahita kAusagamAM rahyA eTale zAsanadevI temane mahAvideha kSetramAM zrI sImaMdhara svAmI pAse laI gayA zrI sImaMdhara svAmIe kahayuM ke zrIyakamuninuM maraNa upavAsane lIdhe thayuM nathI mAtra temanuM AyuSya eTaluM ja hatuM. upavAsa te mAtra nimita thavAthI zubha dhyAnathI te svargamAM deva thayela che ane tyAMthI AvI manuSyabhavamAM mekSamAM jaze pachI prabhue cAra cUlikA saMbhaLAvI te yAda rAkhIne cakSA sAvIne (zAsana deva) pAchA ahIM lAvyA te badhI vAta temaNe gurU mahArAjane kahIne pelI cAra cUlakAo soMpI je paikI be cUlikA dazavaikAlika sUtrane cheDe ane be cUlikA A cArAMga sUtrane cheDe mUkI che. paranI pIDAne pichANo he bhAgyazALIo ! tame sukhI che, tamArI pAse nekara-cAkara che, baMgalA ane moTara che. paNa e yAda rAkhajo ke A badhuM ahIM ja rahI javAnuM che. samAjane mATe kaMIka vicAro. bhUkhyAM ane pIDita mAnavIonA duHkhane sAMbhaLe. dukhiyAnA darda bharyA sAdane sAMbhaLo. Aje lakamInA bhaMDAra bharyA che. paNa e pIDA kyAM che ? je dukhIone joIne pIDA ja na jAge te pachI dharma kayAM rahyo ? mAnavatA kayAM rahI ? to te jIvana sAva nakAmuM, kevaLa hADapiMjara jevuM banI gayuM samajavuM. -pU. A. zrI vallabhasUrIzvarajI 24] [AtmAnaMda-prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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che pUjya munizrI vAtsalyadIpanA che be pustakonuM vimocana mummumummummmmmmmmmmmmmmum pUjaya munizrI vAtsalyadIpanA pustako "jaina sTorIjha phema muni vAtsalyadIpa" ane "dhasUtra"nI vimocana vidhI aneka pratiSThiA mahAnubhAvonI hAjarImAM zrI jhaverIpArka jena upAzraya (amadAvAda-13)mAM jANItA udyogapati zrI baLadevabhAI DosAbhAI paTelanA zubhahaste tA. 17-1-93nA roja karavAmAM AvI hatI. pUjaya munizrI vAtsalyadIpa jaina saMghanA labdha pratiSThita lekhaka, ciMtaka ane vakatA che. prathama pustakamAM munizrIe jaina dharmakathAone saraLa bhASA ane samajUtI sAthe aMgrejImAM raju karI che. jyAre bIjo nAnakaDI pustikA "bodhasUtra"mAM teozrInA vakhatovakhatanAM upayogI uboghano samAveza karavAmAM Avyo che. A prasaMge prakhara jainadarzana ciMtaka Do. zekharacaMda je ne dharma-sAhityakSetre munizrIe ApelA A yogadAnane bIradAvyuM hatuM ane A pustakanuM anya bhASAomAM rUpAMtara karavAnuM Avazyaka gaNAvyuM hatuM. munizrI vAtsalyadIpe potAnA A kAryane tathA kAryonA kramane mA sarasvatInI parama IcchAne Adhina gaNAvyA hatA. A prasaMge jANItA agraNI zrI cImanalAla nagInadAsa zAha zrI dhIreza TI. zAha, zrI azoka zaMkaralAla zAha, zrI guNavaMtabhAI vI. zAha, zrI jayaMtIbhAI saMghavI ane vizALa janasamudAya upasthita rahyA hatA. jaina saMskRtinA mahAna ratna AcAryazrI vijayavallabhasUrijI mahArAja jaina saMskRtinA mahAna ratna hatA. teonuM samatAmaya jIvana sAdhanA ane dharma jAgRtinA kSetramAM preraNAnA mahAna strotarUpe sadAya yAda raheze. dezanI sAmAjika ane sAMskRtika pRSThabhUmine sudaDha banAvavA teoe bhagIratha puruSArtha karyo; ane tenA pariNAme teone je kaMI prApta thayuM, te udAra hadaye mAnavasamAjane arpaNa sAhityasAdhanA ane racanAmAM teonI adabhUta pratibhA hatI, jenI jhAMkhI teoe lakhela ane saMpAdita karelA graMthomAM jovA maLe che. teo jaina samAjanA karNadhAra zraddhAnA setu ane jJAna, darzanane cAritranA ekaniSTha ArAdhaka hatA. teonI smRtine akSuNa rAkhavA mATe sauthI moTo vikalpa e che ke, ApaNe teo dvArA batAvavAmAM Avela saMyamamArganuM anusaraNa karIe ane jinazAsananI prabhAvanAmAM ApaNuM amUlya pradAna karIe. -AcArya AnaMdaSijI phebruArI-93] [25 For Private And Personal Use Only

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priya darzanA bhagavAna mahAvIra yuganI upAsikAomAMthI -sAbhAra (gatAMkanI cAlu) svarUpamAM tallIna rahe che tema virodhI pitAnA pharate pharato jamAli eka divase zrAvatInA samovaDiyAnuM ja ciMtana karate hoya che. koSTaka rautyamAM AvI caDyo. have e pahelAnA jamAline adhUrI pathArI jotAM ja bha. jamAli nahotA raho lakhA-sUkA AhArane mahAvIranuM, emanA siddhAMtanuM smaraNa thaI lIdhe enA dehanI kAMti haNAI gaI hatI. bhAre AvyuM. potAnA paMthanA anuyAyI sAdhu paNa bhUkha-terasa veThavAnI kaSTakriyAne lIdhe temaja vAsI hajI mahAvIrane siddhAMta bhUlyA nathI te joIne ane pramANurahita bhejana vAraMvAra jamavAne lIdhe ene nakhathI zIkha sudhI Aga lAgI. tenuM sukumAra jevuM zarIra vyadhionuM dhAma banyuM hatuM. zrAvastImAM AvyA pachI pitta - "are mithyAvAdIo! hajI pathArI thaI nathI javarane aMge tene ekadama dAha upaDaze. sahana roya dAi hipa asa chatAM thaI che ema kahetAM zarama nathI AvatI? paLakaravAnI zakti hatI tyAM sudhI te te pitAne nA paNa jo vAra hoya to saMcAra thaI gayA ema sthAne besI rahyo. paNa jyAre dAha asahya tamArAthI kahevAya ja kema? mahAvIranA kiyalAgyuM ane have paLavAra paNa besI zakAze nahi mANune kRta gaNavAnA siddhAMta huM jANuM chuM. ema lAgyuM tyAre ja teNe potAnI sAthenA tame jo bhUlecUke paNa e siddhAMtane mAnatA ho sAdhuone pathArI pAtharavAno Adeza karyo. to tame tamane ane mane paNa chetarI rahyA che. e siddhAMta AdhAra rahita che." tAkI-tAkIne pathArI pUrI patharAIna patharAI aTalAmAM jamAli Ama bolato hato, eTalAmAM priyadarzana: te jamAMlie pharI praznano mAro calAvyoH "pathArI patharAI ke nahi ?" enA svaramAM paNa tyAM AvI pahoMcI. saMghanA nAyaka jamAline vedanAnI vyAkuLatA taravaratI hatI. ThIka nathI ema jANI priyadarzana emanI khabara pUchavA ja AvyAM hatAM. eTalAmAM jamAline pathArI patharAI cUkI." je pAtharavAnI roSapUrvaka zelata joIne temaja sAdhuone kriyA hajI cAlatI hatI te pUrI thaI gaI ema mAnIne eTale ke kriyamANane kRta mAnIne eka zaramiMdA banelA joIne priyaDhazanA belI ja sAdhue javAba Apyo. eka te AcAryanI tabIyata barAbara nathI, jamAlie AvIne joyuM te hajI pathArI ane chatAM tame emane A rI khIja cho e pUrI patharAI rahI nahotI. bhakata jema prabhunA ThIka nathI thatuM." AtmAnaMda-prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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paNa A ! emAM kaMI amAro a5rAdha atyAranI udde gabharI parezAnI priyadarzanane hoya te amane khuzIthI prAyazcitta Ape. zULanI jema khaTakatAM hatAM. ame te emanI AjJA pramANe pathArI karatA hatA eTalAmAM emaNe pUchayuM: pathArI thaI gaI? "samajuM chuM, AcArya deva. satya ApanI aDadhAthI vadhu pathArI patharAI gaI hatI eTale tarapheNamAM che." ame javAba ApyoH "thaI gaI" eTalAmAM te "basa, te jyAM satya tyAM sarvajJatA." teo jAte AvyA ane amArI upara lAlacaLa jamAlie sateSa sUcavanAro eka bhAre niHzvAsa thaI gayA ! nAkhe. paNa tamAre eTaluM te samajavuM joIene jamAli jevA yuvAna ane vaLI saMsAradaSTie ke eka tapasvI pittajavaranA asahya dAhathI nikaTanA svajana kahI zakAya evA vidrohInA pIDAtA hoya tyAre eTale paNa vilaMba kema svachaMda vartana mATe bha. mahAvIrane keTalI sahana karI zake ?" mamavedanA thaI haze tenI kalpanA thaI zakatI nathI. gautamasvAmI sAthenA eka saMvAdamAM vilaMbano to prazna ja nathI. atyAre mahAvIre jamAline AcArya upAdhyAyane 8 thI, AcAryanI AMkha AgaLa jyAre ne tyAre bha. kula-gaNa ane saMghane draSiI, kadAgrahI ane mahAvIra ja ramI rahyA hoya che. atyAre paNa vAtane khoTo artha karanAra tarIke varNavyA che. mahAvIranA siddhAMtanI sAme ja Ubharo ThalavatA ekavAra te bha. mahAvIra caMpAmAM hatA tyAre hatA. amAro kaMI doSa nathI." sAdhue potAnI jamAla sAme jaIne bhagavAnane kahI Avelo ke nirdoSatA batAvI. "huM sarvajJa chuM. huM ahata chuM." pitAne eka vakhatane jamAI AvI uddhatAI batAve tyAre sAdhune bolatA aTakAvI jamAli kahevA bIjA kazA khAtara nahi to paNa enI avadazA lAgyAH "huM pharI pharIne kahuM chuM ke kiyAmaNune mATe bhagavAnanI anukaMpAna jhINuM tAra keTalA phata kahevAnA siddhAMta khoTA che." priyadarzInA rasathI jhaNajhaNI UThayA haze ? caMDakauzika sapa udezIne temaNe kahevA mAMDayuM? jevAnI durgati joyA pachI jemanI AMkhanAM nyAya ke tarkane jhINe koTa mAMDavAnI popacAM dayAnA AMsuthI bhijAI gayAM temane A jarAya jarUra nathI. vahevAranI eraNa upara paNa adha:pAte thaDA vAvyA haze? eTaluM chatAM tamArA pitAne siddhAMta TakI zakatA nathI. tame mahAvIranI mahattA te e ja che ke emaNe ja vicAro ke je kriyamANane kRta mAnI levAmAM kaIvAra paNa jamAline upadeza ke upAlaMbhano Ave te mArA jevA dardIonI kevI durdazA eka zabda sarakho paNa nathI kahyo. zramaNa-saMghanI thAya ? eka sAmAnya zabdArthanI saccAI paNa A pahelI nAnI taDa vakhata jatA meTI banI je tamArA pitAmAM na hoya te emanI pAsethI jaze ema spaSTa jevA chatAM mahAvIre jANe ke ApaNe bIjI kaI AzA rAkhIe ?" ene chUTo dora ApI dIdho che. bhAvInA aphATa dariyAI mejA sAme pite ADe hAtha devAne jamAli tarapha priyadarzanAnI samavedanA azakta hoya ane je bhAre tophAna UDyuM che dhodhavege vahI rahI hatI. eka to enI tene enA svAbhAvika mAge vahI javA devA karamAyelI-kALI paDI gayelI dehalatA ane sIvAya bIje kaI mArga na hoya evI adbhuta phebruArI-93|| [27 For Private And Personal Use Only

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taTasthatA ane potAne viSe acaLa zraddhA ahIM dabAyelA hoya tenA pratye sadabhAva ane karUNunuM. barAbara dekhAya che. ja nirmala jharaNa satata vahetuM rahevuM joIe evI bhagavAna mahAvIranI bhAvanA hatI. mahAzatakanA jamAli te ThIka paNa prabhu zuM priyadarzanAne jIvanane eka ja prasaMga e viSe basa thaze bolAvIne enI AMkhamAM AchuM AMjaNa na AMjI zakata? mera jema pIMchathI zobhe tema rAjagRhImAM e vakhate mahAzataka nAmane jamAli paNa priyadarzanA jevI AryA ane bIjI zrAvaka rahete hate. dhanavaibhava te pAravagarane hajAreka sAdhvIonA saMgha samudAyathI zobhatuM hatuM, paraMtuM ene eka evI bhAryA maLI hatI hato. priyadarzana je jamAlino pakSa mUkI de ke je mahAzatakane ghaDI vAra paNa nirAMte besavA te paNa ene madattara meLo paDe. bhagavAne nahAtI detI. e strIe potAnI cha-cha zekyAnA dhAryuM hota te priyadarzanAne jarUra samajAvI khUnathI hAtha raMgyA hatA, akhAdyapeyane te zakta. paNa ghaNuM karIne keAInI upara ajugatuM ene kaMI hisAba ja nahati. mahAzataka jeTalo dabANa lAvavAnI. prabhAvamAM AMjI nAkhavAnI vRtI, saMyamI, sahanazIla hato teTalI ja tenI vAta bhagavAnane nahi rucatI hoya. je bhUle bhAryA, svachaMdI, duSTa ane adhama hatI. paDaye che te potAnI meLe navA bolapATha zIkhIne mahAzataka meTe bhAge pitAnI pauSadhazALAmAM ja mALAmAM pAcho Ave evI ja udAra nIti rahIne dharmadhyAnamAM divasa-rAta vitAvata, emaNe svIkArI jaNAya che. eka vakhata enI pelI strI jANe rakta pipAsu raNacaMDI hoya tema chUTA keza sAthe e bha. mahAvIranA dIya ane gAMbhInI eka pauSadhazALAmAM AvI koI paNa kulavadhU Aya anekhI bhavyatA A AkhA prasaMga upara chavAI nArIne na zobhe evAM veNa bolavA lAgI. gaI che. priyadarzanA jamAli taraphanA pakSapAtane mahAzataka game te tapasvI, paNa mAnavI hatA. lIdhe mULa mArga cheDI gaI hatI chatAM strI- ene potAnI strInA AvA durvatanane lIdhe jAtinA svabhAva ke nabaLAI viSe nirAzAne khIja caDI. eNe mAtra eTaluM kahyuM ke : " tuM ekeya uddagAra nathI bhagavAne kADha. buddhadeve narakagatinI adhikAriNI thaze." eTale ke tArA bhikSaNa saMghanI sthApanA karyA pachI AnaMdane bhAgyamAM narakanI yaMtraNa che. ekavAra kaheluM ke strIo saMdhamAM pravezI che eTale have ApaNe saMpradAya bahavAra nahi keH gaNadhara gautamanA sAMbhaLavAmAM A vAta hajAra varSa TakavAne haze to mAMDa pAMcaso vaSa AvI. emaNe bhagavAnane e hakIkata kahI. Takaze." buddhadevanI A vANImAM bhArobhAra bhagavAne gautama mAraphata mahAzatakane kahevarAvyuM nirAzA bharI che. priyadarzanAne saMbhArIne ke "koI paNa zrAvake evAM aniSTa ane bhagavAne AvI vAta nathI uccArI. apriya vacana nahI kahevAM joIe." Akhare mahAzatakane, pitAnI strIne kahelAM AkarAM veNa te kALa ne te samayamAM strI jAtinI mATe prAyazcita karavuM paDayuM. je dubaLa che. je avagaNanA, avamAnanA bahu sAmAnya ne duSTa che. je mehAMdha che tene sabaLa ke sAdhaka svAbhAvika vAta gaNAtI. puruSanI samovaDI te upara zAMti, dIrya, kSamAne sauthI adhika hakaka banI ja zake nahi e siddhAMta vajAlepa jevo pahoMce che. bha. banI cUkyuM hatuM, paraMtu je durbala hoya, (kramaza) 28] AtmAnaMda-prakAza For Private And Personal Use Only

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rajIsTrezana opha nyujha peparsa (senTrala) kema-4 niyama-8 pramANe "zrI AtmAnada prakAza saba dhamAM nIcenI vigate pragaTa karavAmAM Ave che." 1. prasiddhi sthaLa : zrI jena AtmAnaMda samA, khArageITa, bhAvanagara. 2. prasiddhi kama : dareka aMgrejI mahinAnI soLamI tArIkha 3. mudrakanuM nAma : zeTha hemendrakumAra harilAla kayA dezanA : bhAratIya ThekANu' : Anada prinTIMga presa, sutAravADa bhAvanagara. 4. prakAzakanuM nAma : zrI je na mAnada sabhA vatI, pramodakAnta khImacaMda zAha kayA dezanA : bhAratIya ThekANuM : zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhA, khArageITa, bhAvanagara, pa. taMtrInuM nAma : zrI pramodakAnta khImacaMda zAha kayA dezanA : bhAratIya ThekANu" : zrI jana AmAnada sabhA, khArageITa, bhAvanagara. 6. sAmAyikanA mAlIkanuM nAma : zrI jaina AtmAnada sabhA, bhAvanagara. AthI hu pramAkAnta khImacaMda zAha jAhera karuM chuM ke uparanI ApelI vigato amArI jANa tathA mAnyatA mujaba barAbara che. tA. 16-2-93 pramodakAnta khImacaMda zAha Up Up Up jI jI jI jI jI jI jI jI jI jI jI hajI (0 00 0 0 0 0 0 0 *kedha jItavAne upAya? AtmAnI unnati ADenA, moTA avarodha che mATe ja ene jItavA joIe. ane te mATenAM upAya karavA joIe. kAdha ghaTADavA ke dara karavA upavAsa karavA e te UMTavaidu che. ethI to keba vadhI jAya. . kedhane jItavAnA upAya to mauna ane prema che. khuba gusse thaIne bolanAra sAme mauna rAkhIzu.. ane tiraskAra karanAra pratye prema dAkhavIzuM to gussAne thusso ghaTI jaze. op Up Up Up Up Up Up Up Up Up Up Up Up O UCO 0 0 0 0 0 0 For Private And Personal Use Only

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Atamanand Prakash Regd. No. GBV 31. ekatA ane sarva kalyANanI jhaMkhanA AjanA tamArA AnaMda, ullAsa, gurU prema, zraddhA, bhAvanA ane AzIrvAda tyAre phaLe ke jayAre jenAmAM ekatA thAya. varSothI je sAdhutAnA veSa meM paheryo che, sadagurUne je saMdeza meM jhIlyo che, samAjanuM je anna meM khAdhuM che, je gurU-bhagavatIne hu sevaka chuM', paMjAbanI rakSAnuM bIDu jhIlyu che, je zikSaNa--saMsthAonI meM preraNA ApI che, je samAjanA kalyANanI bhAvanA me varSothI sevelI che, je dharmanA utthAna mATe huM jIvI rahyo chuM', te sarvanI sArthakatA kayAre thaze ? racanAtmaka ghana svarUpamAM te kayAre dekhA deze ? prati, samaya palaTAI rahyo che. dravya, kSetra, kALa ane bhAvanI asara vyApaka banI rahI che; laDAInI bhISaNatA, meghavArI, bekArI vigerethI samAjanA naitika jIvana para vyApaka asara thaI rahI che; AvA samayamAM jaina samAjanI saMsthAo, | madira, upAzraye, sAdhu-sAdevIe tema ja bIjA upayogI agenI saMbhALa keNa leze ? karoDo kamAvAthI ke lAkha jamA karavAthI jIvana nanI sArthakatA nathI thatI. jIvanamAM pArakA mATe. samAja, deza, ane dharma mATe zuM karyuM, e ja mahatvanuM che. Aja vastu sAthe Avaze. A mArI bhAvanA che; jagatanAM sarva jIvo sukhI thAva. pratyekanA jIvanamAM A bhAvanA pradIpta thAva. BOOK-POST Bt TrHHE prakAthI che. zrI jaina AtmAnaMda sabhA khA rageITa, bhAvanagara-364 001. From, -AcArya zrI vijayavalabhasUrijI ! taMtrI : amedakAnta khImacaMda zAha prakAzaka : zrI jaina AtmAnada sabhA, bhAvanagara, mudraka : zeTha hemendra harilAla, AnaMda prI. presa, sutAravADa, bhAvanagara, For Private And Personal Use Only