Book Title: Adjust Everywhere
Author(s): Dada Bhagwan
Publisher: Dada Bhagwan Foundation
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/008820/1

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Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ eDajasTa evarIvhera! eDajasTa ovarIvhera - dAdA bhagavAna prarUpitA saMsAramAM bIjuM kazuM nA AvaDe, teno vAMdho nathI. paNa 'eDajasTa' thatAM to AvaDavuM joIe. sAmo ' DieDajasTa' thayA kare ne ApaNane anukULa thatAM AvaDe, to koI du:kha ja na hoya. mATe "eDajasTa evarIvhera'. dareka joDe eDajasTamenTa' thAya e ja moTAmAM moTo dharma. A kALamAM to judI judI prakRtio, te 'eDajasTa' thayA vagara kema cAle? ame A saMsAranI bahu sUkSma zodhakhoLa karelI. chellA prakAranI zodhakhoLa karIne ame A badhI vAto karIe chIe! vyavahAramAM kema karIne rahevuM, te ya ApIe chIe ane mokSamAM kevI rIte javAya, te ya ApIe chIe. tamane aDacaNo kema karIne ochI thAya e amAro hetu che. | - dAdAzrI GEET RETH 'IBE UvALI Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prakAzaka : dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana (madrAsa) vatI 'dAdA darzana' 5, mamatApArka sosAyaTI, navagujarAta kolejanI pAchaLa, usmAnapurA, amadAvAda-380014. phona - 079) 7540408, 7543979 E-Mail: dimple@ad1.vsnl.net.in dAdA bhagavAna kathita ghaNa bhagavAta kathita eDajasTa evarIvhera : saMpAdakane svAdhIna saMkalana : DaoN. nIrubahena amIta sAtamI AvRti :50,000, sapTembara, 1999 sudhI AThamI AvRti :10,000, me, 2000 bhAve mUlya : 'parama vinaya' ane 'huM kaMI ja jANato nathI', e bhAva ! dravya mUlya : 2.50 rUpiyA (rAhata dare) lesara kaMpojha : dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana mudraka : mahAvideha phAunDezana, usmAnapurA, amadAvAda. ) Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ (dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezatatA anya prakAzato) trimaMtra 1) dAdA bhagavAnanuM AtmavijJAna 22) bhogave enI bhUla 2) AptavANI zreNI - 1 thI 11 23) banyuM te ja nyAya 3) bAtavALI (rAvAzrIvalI svamuhU vALaE) 24) eDajasTa evarIvhera 4) AptasUtra 25) athaDAmaNa TALo 5) pratikramaNa 26) "Who Am I 6) pratikramaNa (saMkSipta) 27) bhUtatA hai usakI mUta 7) tIjadoSa darzanathI... nirdoSa 28) duA sau cAya 8) paisAto vyavahAra 29) panara varIbhera 9) paisAto vyavahAra (saMkSipta) 30) TIva TAno 10) pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra 34) Fault is of the sufferer 11) pati-patnIno divya vyavahAra( saMkSipta) 32) Whatever happens is justice 12) mA-bApa chokarAMto vyavahAra 33) Adjust Everywhere 13) mA-bApa chokarAMto vyavahAra saMkSipta) 34) Avoid Clashes 14) vartamAta tIrthakara zrI sImaMdhara svAmI 35) parama sat * satya, asatya ! 15) mRtyu samaye, pahelAM ane pachI..... 36) ahiMsA 16) vANIto siddhAMta 37) prema 17) vANIto siddhAMta (saMkSipta) 38) pApa-puNya 18) vANI, vyavahAmAM.... 39) guru-ziSya 19) samajathI prApta brahmacarya 40) camatkAra (pUrvArdha tathA uttarArdha) 41) krodha 20) samajathI prApta brahmacarya (saMkSipta) 42) ciMtA 21) karmanuM vijJAta 43) lakSmIjInA kAyadA Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMpAdakIya 'dAdA bhagavAna' koNa ? jUna ogaNIsaso aThThAvananI e samI sAMjano chaeka vAgyAno samaya, bhIDamAM dhamadhamatuM suratanuM sTezana, pleTaphorma naM. 3 paranAM relavenAM bAMkaDA para beThelA aMbAlAla muLajIbhAI paTela rUpI maMdiramAM kudaratI krame akrama svarUpe kiMIka janmothI vyakta thavA mathatA 'dAdA bhagavAna" saMpUrNapaNe pragaTa thayA ! ane kudarate saryuM adhyAtmanuM addabhUta Azcarya ! eka kalAkamAM vizvadarzana lAgyuM ! 'ApaNe koNa ? bhagavAna koNa ? jagata koNa calAve che ? karma zuM ? mukti zuM ? 'I. jagatanAM tamAma AdhyAtmika praznonAM saMpUrNa phoDa paDyA ! Ama kudarate, jagatane caraNe eka ajoDa pUrNa darzana dharyuM ane tenuM mAdhyama banyA zrI aMbAlAla mULajIbhAI paTela, carotaranAM bhAdaraNa gAmanAM pATIdAra, kaMTrAkTano dhaMdho karanAra, chatAM pUrNa vItarAga purUSa ! emane prApti thaI te ja rIte mAtra be ja kalAkamAM, anyane paNa prApti karAvI ApatAM, emanA adbhUta siddha thayelA jJAnaprayogathI ! ene akrama mArga kahyo. akrama eTale kama vinAno ane krama eTale pagathiye pagathiye, krame krame UMce caDhavAno ! akrama eTale liphaTa mArga ! zorTakaTa ! teozrI svayaM pratyekane 'dAdA bhagavAna koNa ?" no phoDa pADatA kahetAM ke, "A dekhAya che te 'dAdA bhagavAna' hoya. dAdA bhagavAna to caudalokanA nAtha che, e tamArAmAM ya che, badhAmAM ya che. tamArAmAM avyaktarUpe rahelA che na 'ahIM' saMpUrNapaNe vyakta thayelA che ! huM pote bhagavAna nathI. mArI aMdara pragaTa thayelA dAdA bhagavAnane huM paNa namaskAra karuM chuM." | 'vepAramAM dharma ghaTe, dharmamAM vepAra na ghaTe" e siddhAMtathI teo AkhuM jIvana jIvI gayAM. jIvanamAM kyAreya emaNe koInI pAsethI paiso lIdho nathI. UbhuM dhaMdhAnI vadhArAnI kamANIthI bhaktone jAtrA karAvatA ! - parama pUjya dAdAzrI gAmegAma-dezavideza paribhramaNa karIne mumukSu jIvone satsaMga tathA svarupajJAnanI prApti karAvatAM hatAM. teozrIe potAnI hayAtImAM ja pU. DaoN. nIrubahena amInane svarupajJAna prApti karAvavAnI jJAnasiddhi Apela. teozrI dehavilaya bAda Aje paNa pU. DaoN. nIrubena amIna gAmegAma dezavideza pharIne mumukSu jIvone satsaMga tathA svarupajJAnanI prApti nimitta bhAve karAvI rahyA che, jeno lAbha hajAro mokSArthI laIne dhanyatA anubhave che. - jaya saccidAnaMda.. jIvanamAM samajIne dareka prasaMge ApaNe jAte ja sAmAne eDajasTa nahi thaI jaIe to bhayaMkara athaDAmaNa thayA ja karaze. jIvana viSamaya jaze ane aMte to jagata mArI-ThokIne ya eDajasTamenTa ApaNI pAsethI levaDAvaze ja ! mane-kamane eDajasTa thavuM ja paDavAnuM che jyAM-tyAM ApaNe sAme cAlIne, to samajIne kema nA eDajasTa thavuM ke jethI keTalIya athaDAmaNo TALI zakAze ! ne sukha-zAMti sthapAze ! - Life is nothing but adjustments. (jIvana eDajasTamenTa sivAya kazuM ja nathI !) janmyA tyAMthI ja maratAM sudhI eDajasTamenTa levAM paDe ! pachI raDIne lo ke hasIne ! bhaNavAnuM game ke nA game paNa eDajasTa thaIne bhaNavuM ja paDe ! paraNatAM kadAca khuza thaIne paraNIe paNa paraNyA pachI AkhI jIMdagI pati-patnIe sAmasAmA eDajasTamenTa levAM ja paDe che ! be bhinna prakRtioe AkhI jiMdagI bhegA rahI, paDyuM pAnuM nibhAvavAnuM hoya che ! AmAM ekabIjAne badhI rIte eDajasTa thaI jAya jiMdagIbhara, evAM koNa bhAgyazALI haze A kALamAM ?! are, rAmacaMdrajI ane sItAjIne paNa keTalIya jagyAe DisUeDajasTamenTa nahotAM thayAM ? sonerI haraNa ane agniparIkSA ne garbhavatI hovAM chatAM jaMgalamAM hakAlapaTTI ! emaNe kevAM eDajasTamenTa lIdhAM haze ? mA-bApa ane chokarA sAthe to Dagale ne pagale eDajasTamenTa zuM nathI levAM paDatAM ? jo samajIne eDajasTa thaI jAya to zAMti rahe ne karma nA bAMdhe. kuTuMbamAM, phrenDasUmAM, dhaMdhAmAM, badhe ja, bosa joDe ke vepArI ke dalAla joDe ke tejI-maMdInA vAyarAo joDe ApaNe eDajasTamenTa nA laIe to keTalAM du:khanA DuMgaro khaDakAya ? mATe 'eDajasTa evarIvhera'nI mAsTara kI laIne je jIve, tene jIvanamAM koI tALuM nA khUle evuM nA bane ! jJAnI puruSa pUjya dAdAzrInuM sonerI sUtra jIvanamAM 'eDajasTa evarIvhera' karI daIe to saMsAra sukhamaya jAya ! DaoN. nIrUbahena amInanA jaya saccidAnaMda. Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ eDajasTa evarIvhera ! pacAvo eka ja zabda ! praznakartA : have to jIvanamAM zAMtino saraLa mArga joIe che. dAdAzrI : eka ja zabda jIvanamAM utArazo ? utArazo, barobara ekjhakTa ? praznakartA : ekjhakTa, hA. dAdAzrI : "eDajasTa evarIvhera' ATalo ja zabda jo tame jIvanamAM utArI nAkho, bahu thaI gayuM, tamAre zAMti enI meLe UbhI thaze. paheluM che te cha mahinA sudhI aDacaNo Avaze, pachI enI meLe ja zAMti thaI jaze. paheluM cha mahinA pAchalAM rIekzana Avaze. zarUAta moDI karI te badalanA. mATe "eDajasTa evarIvhera' ! A kaLiyuganAM AvAM bhayaMkara kALamAM to eDajasTa nahIM thAva, to khalAsa thaI jazo ! saMsAramAM bIjuM kazuM nA AvaDe teno vAMdho nathI, paNa 'eDajasTa' thatAM to AvaDavuM ja joIe. sAmo ' DieDajasTa' thayA kare, ne ApaNe eDajasTa' thayA karIe to saMsAramAM tarIpAra UtarI jazo. bIjAne anukULa thatAM AvaDe, ene koI du:kha ja na hoya. 'eDajasTa evarIvhera." dareka joDe "eDajasTamenTa' thAya, e ja moTAmAM moTo dharma. A kALamAM to judI judI prakRtio, te 'eDajasTa' thayA vagara kema cAle ? eDajasTa evarIvhera Dakho tahIM, "eDajasTa' thAo ! saMsArano artha ja samasaraNa mArga, eTale niraMtara parivartana pAmyA kare. tyAre A gheDiyAo jUnA jamAnAne ja vaLagI rahe. alyA, jamAnA pramANe kara, nahIM to mAra khAIne marI jaIza ! jamAnA pramANe eDajasTamenTa levuM joIe. mAre to cora joDe, gajavAM kApanAra joDe, badhAM joDe eDajasTamenTa thAya. cora joDe ame vAta karIe to e ya jANe ke A karuNAvALA che. ame corane 'tuM khoTo che" evuM nA kahIe. kAraNa ke eno e "vya poInTa' che. tyAre loka ene 'nAlAyaka' kahIne gALo bhAMDe. tyAre A vakIlo juThThA nathI ? "sAva juko kesa jitADI ApIza" ema kahe, te e ThagArA nA kahevAya ? corane lucco kahe ne A tadana juThThA kesane sAco kahe, teno saMsAramAM vizvAsa kema karAya ? chatAM enuM ya cAle che ne ? koIne ya ame khoTo nA kahIe. e enA 'vyuM poInTathI karekTa ja che. paNa ene sAcI vAtanI samaja pADIe ke A corI kare che, tenuM phaLa tane zuM Avaze. A vaiDiyAM gharamAM pese to kaheze, "A lokhaMDanuM kabATa ? A reDiyo ? A AvuM kema ? tevuM kema ?" ema Dakho kare. alyA, koI juvAnanI dostI kara. A to yuga ja badalAyA karavAno. te vagara A jIve zI rIte ? kaMIka navuM jue eTale moha thAya. navuM nA hoya to jIve zI rIte ? AvuM navuM to anaMta AvyuM ne gayuM, temAM tamAre Dakho karavAno nA hoya. tamane nA phAve to te tamAre nA karavuM. A AIskrIma ema nathI kaheto tamane ke amArAthI bhAgo. ApaNe nA khAvo hoya to nA khaIe. A to vaiDiyAM enI para ciDhAyA kare. A matabhedo to jamAno badalAyAnA che. A chokarAM to jamAnA pramANe kare. moha eTale navuM navuM utpanna thAya ane navuM ne navuM ja dekhAya che. ame nAnapaNathI buddhithI bahu ja vicArI lIdheluM ke A jagata UMdhuM thaI rahyuM che ke chatuM thaI rahyuM che ane e paNa samajAyeluM ke koIne sattA ja nathI, A jagatane pheravavAnI. chatAM ame zuM kahIe chIe ke, jamAnA pramANe eDajasTa thAva ! chokaro navI ja TopI Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ eDajasTa evarIvhera paherI Ave to evuM nA kahIe ke, AvuM kaMIthI laI Avyo ? enA karatAM eDajasTa thaIe ke, AvI sarasa TopI kyAMthI lAvyo ? keTalAMnI AvI ? bahu sastI maLI ? Ama eDajasTa thaI jaIe. ApaNo dharma zuM kahe che ke agavaDamAM sagavaDa jovI. rAtre mane vicAra Avyo ke "A cAdara melI che" paNa pachI eDajasTamenTa mUkI dIdhuM te eTalI suMvALI lAge ke nA pUcho vAta. paMcendriyajJAna agavaDa dekhADe ane AtmA sagavaDa dekhADe. mATe AtmAmAM raho. gaMdhAtA joDe eDajasTameTa A vAMdarAnI khADI gaMdhAya, to ene zuM vaDhavA javAya ? tema A mANaso gaMdhAya che, tene kaMI kahevA javAya ? gaMdhAya e badhI khADIo kahevAya ne sugaMdhI Ave e bAga kahevAya. je je gaMdhAya che e badhA kahe che ke, 'tame amArI joDe vItarAga raho !" A to sAruM-khoTuM kahevAthI bhUtAM pajave che. ApaNe to bannene sarakhAM karI nAkhavAnAM che. Ane sAruM kahyuM eTale peluM khoTuM thayuM, eTale pachI e pajave. paNa baMnenuM 'milcara' karI nAkhIe eTale pachI asara nA rahe. "eDajasTa evarIvheranI ame zodhakhoLa karI che. kharuM kaheto hoya tenI joDe ya ne khoTuM kaheto hoya tenI joDe ya "eDajasTa' thA. amane koI kahe ke, "tamArAmAM akkala nathI." to ame tene tarata eDajasTa' thaI jaIe ne tene kahIe ke, "e to pahelethI ja nhotI ! hamaNAM tuM kyAM khoLavA Avyo che ? tane to Aje enI khabara paDI. paNa huM to nAnapaNathI e jANuM chuM." Ama kahIe eTale bhAMjagaDa maTIne ? pharI e ApaNI pAse akkala khoLavA ja nA Ave. Ama nA karIe to ApaNe ghera' kyAre pahoMcAya ? vAIpha joDe eDajasTamenTa ! praznakartA : e eDajasTa kevI rIte thavuM, e jarA samajAvo. eDajasTa evarIvhera dAdAzrI : have vAIpha sAmI thaI, ApaNe kaMIka kAraNasara moDuM thaI gayuM ane vAIpha UMdhuM, avaLuM-savaLuM bolavA mAMDI, 'ATalAM moDAM Avo cho, mane nahIM phAve ne A badhuM Ama ne tema', enuM magaja khasI gayuM. to ApaNe kahIe ke "hA, A vAta kharI che tArI, tuM kahetI hoya to pAcho jauM, nahIM to tuM kahetI hoya to mahIM besuM.' tyAre kahe, "nA pAchAM nA jazo, ahIM sUI jAva chAnAmAnA !" paNa pachI kahIe, 'tuM kahuM to khAuM, nahIM to huM to sUI jAuM.' tyAre kahe, "nA, khaI lo." eTale ApaNe ene vaza thaIne khaI levuM. eTale eDajasTa thaI gayA. eTale savAramAM cA pharsTa klAsa Ape ane jo DaphagAvI uparathI, to cAno kapa chaNako mArI Ape, te traNa dA'DA sudhI cAlyA ja kare. khAva khIcaDI ke hoTalatA pIjhA ! eDajasTa thatAM nA AvaDe to zuM kare ? vAIpha joDe vaDhe kharAM loko ? praznakartA : hA. dAdAzrI : ema ?! zuM vaheMcavA sAruM ? vAIphanI joDe zuM vaheMcavAnuM? milakata to sahiyArI che. praznakartA : dhaNIne gulAbajAMbu khAvA hoya ane bAyaDI khIcaDI banAve, eTale pachI jhaghaDo thAya. dAdAzrI : pachI che te zuM gulAbajAMbu Ave, jhaghaDA karyA pachI ?!. pachI khIcaDI ja khAvI paDe ! praznakartA : pachI bahAra hoTalamAMthI pIjhA maMgAve. dAdAzrI : ema ?! eTale peluM ya rahyuM ne peluM ya rahyuM. pIjhA AvI jAya, nahIM ?! paNa ApaNuM peluM to jatuM rahyuM. enAM karatAM ApaNe vAIphane kahyuM hoya ke 'tamane anukULa Ave te banAvo." ene ya ko'ka dahADo bhAva to thaze ja ne ! e khAvAnuM nahIM khAya ? to ApaNe kahIe, 'tamane anukULa Ave te banAvajo." tyAre kahe, "nA, tamane Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ eDajasTa evarIvhera anukULa Ave te banAvavuM che." to ApaNe kahIe ke 'galAbajAMba banAvo." ane jo ApaNe pahelethI gulAbajAMbu kahIe eTale e kaheze, "nA, huM khIcaDI banAvavAnI." e vAMkuM bolaze. praznakartA: AvA matabheda baMdha karavAno zuM rasto batADo cho ? dAdAzrI : A to huM rasto e batAvuM ke "eDajasTa evarIvhera' ! e kahe ke, "khIcaDI banAvI che.' to ApaNe "eDajasTa thaI javuM. ane tame kaho ke "nA, atyAre ApaNe bahAra javuM che. satsaMgamAM javuM che." to emaNe "eDajasTa' thaI javuM joIe. je paheluM bole, tene ApaNe eDajasTa thaI javuM. praznakartA : to paheluM bolavA mATe mArAmArI thaze. dAdAzrI : hA, ema karaje. mArAmArI karaje. paNa "eDajasTa' ene thaI javuM. kAraNa ke tArA hAthamAM sattA nathI. e sattA konA hAthamAM che, te huM jANuM chuM. eTale AmAM "eDajasTa' thaI jAya to vAMdho che bhaI ? praznakartA : nA, jarAya nahIM. dAdAzrI : bena, tane vAMdho che ? praznakartA : nA. dAdAzrI : to pachI eno nikAla karI nAkhone ! 'eDajasTa evarIvhera, vAMdho kharo emAM ? praznakartA : nA, jarAya nahIM. dAdAzrI : e pahelAM bole, ke Aje DuMgaLInA bhajiyAM, lADavA, zAka badhuM banAvo eTale ApaNe eDajasTa thaI javuM ane tame bolo ke Aje vaheluM sUI javuM che, to emaNe eDajasTa thaI javuM joIe. tamAre koI bhaIbaMdhane tyAM javAnuM hoya to ya baMdha rAkhIne vahelA sUI javuM. kAraNa ke bhaIbaMdha joDe bhAMjagaDa thaze, e joI levAze. paNa A pahelI eDajasTa evarIvhera ahIM nA thavA devI. A to bhaIbaMdhane tyAM sAruM rAkhavA mATe ahIM bhAMjagaDa kare, evuM nA hovuM joIe. eTale e pahelAM bole to ApaNe 'eDajasTa' thaI javuM. praznakartA : paNa emane ATha vAge kaMIka javAnuM hoya, mITiMgamAM ane bahena kahe ke, have sUI jAva. to pachI emaNe zuM karavuM ? dAdAzrI : e kalpanAo nahIM karavAnI. kudaratano niyama evo che ke 'hera dhera Ijha e vIla, dhera Ijha e ve." (mana hoya to mALave javAya). kalpanA karazo to bagaDaze. e to te dahADe e ja kahetI hatI ke, tame jAva jaldI. pote mUkavA Avaze gereja sudhI. A kalpanA karavAthI badhuM bagaDe che. eTalA mATe eka pustakamAM lakheluM che, 'hera ghera Ijha e vIla, dhera Ijha e ve." samaja paDIne ? ATalI mArI AjJA pALo to bahu thaI gayuM. paLAze ? ema ?! praznakartA : hA, jI. dAdAzrI : le promisa Apa. kharAM ! kharAM ! AnuM nAma zUravIra kahevAya. promisa ApI ! jamavAmAM eDajasTamenTa ! vyavahAramAM rahyo enuM nAma kahevAya ke je "eDajasTa evarIvhera' thayo ! have DevalapamenTano jamAno Avyo. matabheda nA pADavA ! eTale meM zabda Apyo che atyAre lokone, 'eDajasTa evarIvhera' ! eDajasTa, eDajasTa, eDajasTa ! kaDhI khArI thaI, to samajI javAnuM ke eDajasTamenTa dAdAe kahyuM che, e kaDhI thoDI pachI khaI levI. hA, kaMI athANuM yAda rahe to pAchuM thoDuM maMgAvavuM ke athANuM laI Avo ! paNa jhaghaDo nahIM, gharamAM jhaghaDo nA hoya ! pote muzkelImAM, koI jagyAe mUkAyelo hoya tyAre te potAnuM 'eDajasTamenTa' karI le to ya saMsAra rUpALo lAge. Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ eDajasTa evarIvhera thavAtuM nathI. dAdAzrI : badhuM hisAbasara che ! vAMkA AMTA ne vAMkI naTa, tyAM sIdhI naTa pherave to zI rIte cAle ? tamane ema thAya ke A strI jAti AvI kema ? paNa strI jAti to tamAruM kAunTara veITa' che. jeTalo ApaNo vAMka eTalI e vAMkI eTale to ame badhuM 'vyavasthita che, evuM kahyuM che ne ? praznakartA : badhA ja ApaNane sIdhA karavA AvyA hoya ema lAge eDajasTa evarIvhera ta bhAve to ya tabhAvo ! eDajasTamenTa to, tArI joDe je je koI DisUeDajasTa thavA Ave, tene tuM eDajasTa thaI jA. rojiMdA jIvanamAM jo sAsu-vahune ke derANIjeThANIne DieDajasTamenTa thatuM hoya to, jene A saMsAra ghaTamALamAMthI chUTavuM hoya, teNe eDajasTa thaI ja javuM joIe. dhaNI-dhaNIyANImAM ya jo eka phADa phADa karatuM hoya to bIjAe sAMdhI levuM, to ja saMbaMdha nabhaze ane zAMti raheze. jene eDajasTamenTa karatAM na AvaDe, tene loka menTala (gAMDo) kahe che. A rileTiva satyamAM Agraha, jakanI jarA ya jarUra nathI. mANasa to konuM nAma ? evarIvhera eDajasTebala ! coranI sAthe ya eDajasTa thaI javuM joIe. sudhAravI ke eDajasTa thavuM ? dareka vAtamAM ApaNe sAmAne "eDajasTa' thaI jaIe to keTaluM badhuM saraLa thaI jAya. ApaNe joDe zuM laI javAnuM che ? koI kaheze ke, 'bhAI, ene sIdhI karo." "are, ene sIdhI karavA jaIza to tuM vAMko thaI jaIza.' mATe 'vAIphane sIdhI karavA jazo nahIM, jevI hoya tene karekTa kahIe. ApaNe enI joDe kAyamanuM sATuM-sahiyAruM hoya to judI vAta che, A to eka avatAra pachI to kyAMya vikharAI paDaze. bannenA maraNakALa judA, bannenAM karama judAM ! kazuM levA ya nahIM ne devA ya nahIM ! ahIMthI te kone tyAM jaze, tenI zI khabara ? ApaNe sIdhI karIe ne AvatAM janma jAya ko'kane bhAge ! mATe tamAre emane sIdhAM karavA nahIM. e tamane sIdhA kare nahIM. jevuM maLyuM evuM sonAnuM ! prakRti koInI koI dahADo sIdhI thAya nahIM. kUtarAnI pUMchaDI vAMkI ne vAMkI ja rahe. eTale ApaNe cetIne cAlIe. jevI ho te bhale ho, 'eDajasTa evarIvhera" ! patnI to che "kAunTara veITa' ! praznakartA : huM 'vAIpha' joDe bahu "eDajasTa' thavA jAuM chuM, paNa dAdAzrI : te sIdhA karavA ja joIe tamane. sIdhA thayA sivAya duniyA cAle nahIM ne ? sIdho thAya nahIM to bApa zI rIte thAya ? sIdho thAya to bApa thAya. strI jAti jANe evI che ke e nA phare, eTale ApaNe pharavuM paDaze. e sahaja jAti che, e phare evI nathI. vAIpha e zuM vastu che ? praznakartA: Apa kaho. dAdAzrI : vAIpha Ijha dhI kAunTara veITa opha mena. e jo kAunTara veITa nA hoya to gabaDI paDe mANasa. praznakartA : e nA samajAyuM. dAdAzrI : A IjInamAM kAunTara veITa mUkavAmAM Ave che, nahIM to Injana cAlatuM cAlatuM gabaDI paDe. evuM A manuSyane kAunTara veITa strI che. te strI hoya to gabaDI nA paDe. nahIM to doDadhAma karIne kAMI ThekANuM ya hoya nahIM, A Aje ahIM hoya ne kAle kyAMno kyAMya hoya. A strI che te pAcho ghera Ave che. nahIM to A Ave ke ?! praznakartA: nA Ave. dAdAzrI : e kAunTara veITa che enuM. Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ eDajasTa evarIvhera athaDAmaNo aMte enDavALI ! praznakartA : bapore pAchuM savAranI athaDAmaNa bhUlI ya jaIe ne sAMje pAchuM navuM thAya. dAdAzrI : e ame jANIe chIe, athaDAmaNa kaI zaktithI thAya che. e avaLuM bole che, temAM kaI zakti kAma karI rahI che ? bolIne pAchAM 'eDajasTa' thaIe chIe, e badhuM jJAnathI samajAya tema che. chatAM eDajasTa thavAnuM jagatamAM. kAraNa ke dareka vastu 'enDavALI' hoya che. ane vakhate e lAMbA kALa sudhI cAle to ya tame tene "helpa' nathI karatA, vadhAre nukasAna karo cho. tamArI jAtane nukasAna karo cho ne sAmAnuM nukasAna thAya che. nahIM to prArthanA, "eDajasTamenTa' ! praznakartA sAmAne samajAvavA meM mAro puruSArtha karyo, pachI e samaje-nA samaje e eno puruSArtha ? dAdAzrI : ATalI ja javAbadArI ApaNI che ke ApaNe ene samajAvI zakIe. pachI e nA samaje to eno upAya nathI. pachI ApaNe eTaluM kahevuM ke, "dAdA bhagavAna ! Ane saddhi Apajo." ATaluM kahevuM paDe. kaMI ene adhdhara nA laTakAvAya, gapyuM nathI. A 'dAdA'nuM 'eDajasTamenTa'nuM vijJAna che, ajAyaba "eDajasTamenTa' che A ane jyAM "eDajasTa' nahIM thAya, tyAM teno svAda to Avato ja haze ne tamane ? A 'DisUeDajasTamenTa' e ja mUrkhAI che. kAraNa ke e jANe ke mAruM dhaNIpaNuM huM choDuM nahIM ane mAruM ja calaNa rahevuM joIe ! to AkhI jiMdagI bhUkhe maraze ne eka dahADo poIjhana' paDaze thALImAM ! saheje cAle che tene cAlavA do ne ! A to kaLiyuga che ! vAtAvaraNa ja kevuM che !! mATe bIbI kahe che ke, 'tame nAlAyaka cho.' to kahevuM 'bahu sAruM.' eDajasTa evarIvhera vAMkA joDe eDajasTa thAva ! praznakartA : vyavahAramAM rahevAnuM che, to 'eDajasTamenTa' ekapakSI to nA hovuM joIene ? dAdAzrI : vyavahAra to enuM nAma kahevAya ke "eDajasTa' thaIe eTale paDozI ya kahe ke, "badhA ghera jhaghaDA che, paNa A ghera jhaghaDo nathI.' eno vyavahAra sArAmAM sAro gaNAya. jenI joDe nA phAve tyAM ja zakti keLavavAnI che. phAvyuM tyAM to zakti che ja. nA phAve e to nabaLAI che. mAre badhA joDe kema phAve che ? jeTalAM 'eDajasTamenTa' lezo teTalI zaktio vadhaze ane azaktio tUTI jAya. sAcI samajaNa to bIjI badhI UMdhI samajaNane tALAM vAgaze tyAre ja thaze. suMvALA joDe to sahu koI "eDajasTa thAya paNa vAMkA-kaThaNa-kaDaka joDe, badhAM ja joDe 'eDajasTa thatAM AvaDyuM to kAma thaI gayuM. game teTalo nAgAmAM nAgo mANasa hoya to paNa tenI joDe 'eDajasTa' thatAM AvaDe, magaja khase nahIM te kAmanuM ! bhaDake to cAle nahIM. jagatanI koI vastu ApaNane 'phITa thAya nahIM, ApaNe ene "phITa' thaIe to A duniyA sarasa che ane ene "phITa karavA jaIe to duniyA vAMkI che. eTale 'eDajasTa evarIvhera' ! ApaNe ene phITa thaIene to vAMdho nathI. DonTa sI laoN, seTala ! 'jJAnI' to sAmo vAMko hoya to ya tenI joDe 'eDajasTa' thAya, 'jJAnI puruSa'ne joIne cAle to badhI jAtanAM eDajasTamenTa karatAM AvaDI jAya. AnI pAchaLa sAyansa zuM kahe che ke vItarAga thaI jAo, rAga-dveSa nA karo. A to mahIM kaMIka Asakti rahI jAya che, tethI mAra paDe che. A vyavahAramAM ekapakSI - niHspRha thaI gayA hoya, te vAMkA kahevAya. ApaNane jarUra hoya to sAmo vAMko hoya to ya tene manAvI levo paDe. A sTezana para majUra joIto hoya ne e AnAkAnI karato hoya to ya tene cAra AnA ochA-vattA karIne manAvI levo paDe ane Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ eDajasTa evarIvhera nA manAvIe to e bega ApaNAM mAthA para ja nAkhe ne ? 'DonTa sI laoNjha, plIjha seTala.' sAmAne 'seTalamenTa' levA kahevAnuM, 'tame Ama karo, tema karo." evuM kahevA mATe TAIma ja kyAM hoya ? somAnI so bhUla hoya to ya ApaNe to potAnI ja bhUgla kahIne AgaLa nIkaLI javAnuM. A kALamAM 'laoN (kAyado) to jovAto haze ? A to chelle pATale AvI gayeluM che ! jyAM juo tyAM doDAdoDa ne bhAgAbhAga ! loka gUMcAI gayelAM che !! ghera jAya to vAIpha bUmo pADe, chokarAM bUmo pADe, nokarIe jAya to zeTha bUmo pADe, gADImAM jAya to bhIDamAM dhakkA khAya ! kyAMya nirAMta nahIM. nirAMta to joIe ne ? koI laDI paDe to ApaNe tenI dayA khAvI ke ohoho, Ane keTalo badho akaLATa haze, te laDI paDe che ! akaLAya te badhA nabaLA che. phariyAda ? nahIM, "eDajasTa' ! evuM che ne, gharamAM ya "eDajasTa' thatAM AvaDavuM joIe. ApaNe satsaMgamAMthI moDA ghera jaIe to gharavALA zuM kaheze ? "thoDuMghaNuM TAImasara to sAcavavuM joIene ?" te ApaNe vahelA ghera jaIe e zuM khoTuM ? pelo baLadIyo cAle nahIM, to ene ghoMca mAre. enA karatAM e AgaLa haMDato hoya to pelo ghoMca nA mAre ! nahIM to pelo ghoMca mAre, ne Ane ThaMDavuM paDe. ThaMDavuM to che ja ne ? tame joyeluM evuM ! peluM pAchaLa khIlAvALuM hoya te mAre. mUMguM prANI zuM kare ? kone phariyAda kare che ? A lokone jo ghoMca mArI hoya to temane bIjA bacAvavA nIkaLe. peluM mUMguM prANI kone phariyAda kare ? have Amane kema AvuM mAra khAvAnuM thayuM ? kAraNa ke pahelAM bahu phariyAdo karI hatI. tenAM A pariNAma AvyA. te dahADe sattAmAM Avyo tyAre phariyAdo kara kara karI. have sattA nathI eTale phariyAda karyA vagara rahevAnuM, eTale have 'plasa-mAInasa' karI nAkho. enA karatAM phariyAdI ja nA thavuM, emAM zuM khoTuM ? phariyAdI thaIe to AropI thavAno vakhata Ave ne ? ApaNe to AropI ya thavuM nathI ne 12 eDajasTa evarIvhera phariyAdI ya thavuM nathI. sAmo gALa bhAMDI gayo, ene jamA karI devAnuM. phariyAdI thavAnuM ja nahIM ne ! tamane kema lAge che? phariyAdI thavuM sAruM ? paNa enA karatAM pahelethI ja "eDajasTa thaI jaIe, te zuM khoTuM ?! avaLuM bolAyAno upAya ! vyavahAramAM eDajasTamenTa levuM, tene A kALamAM jJAna kahyuM che. hA, eDajasTamenTa levuM. tUTatuM hoya eDajasTamenTa to ya eDajasTa karI levuM. ApaNe enI joDe kharAba bolI gayAM. have, bolI javuM e ApaNA hAthanI vAta nathI. tamArAthI bolI javAya ke nA bolI javAya, koI phero ? bolI gayA, paNa pachI tarata ja ApaNane khabara paDe bhUla thaI. khabara to paDyA vagara nA rahe, paNa te vakhate pAchAM ApaNe eDajasTa karavA jatAM nathI e, pachI ene tarata ja jaIne kahevAnuM ke, "bhaI, mArAthI to te ghaDIe kharAba AvuM bolI javAyuM, bhUla thaI gaI. mATe mApha karaje ! eTale eDajasTa thaI gayuM. vAMdho kharo emAM ? praznakartA : nA, kazo vAMdho nahIM. badhe ja eDajasTamenTa levAya ! praznakartA : ghaNI vakhata ema bane ke eka samaye be jaNa sAthe 'eDajasTamenTa' eka ja vAta para levAnuM hoya, to te vakhate badhe zI rIte pahoMcI vaLAya ? dAdAzrI : beu joDe levAya. are, sAta jaNa joDe levAnuM hoya to ya laI zakAya. eka pUche, "mAruM zuM karyuM ?" tyAre kahIe, 'hA, bA. tArA kahyA pramANe karIzuM." bIjAne ya ema kahIe, 'tame kahezo tema karIzuM." 'vyavasthita'nI bahAra thavAnuM nathI. mATe game te rIte jhaghaDo nA Ubho karazo. mukhya vastu "eDajasTamenTa' che. 'hAthI mukti che. ApaNe 'hA' kahyuM to paNa 'vyavasthita'nI bahAra kaMI thavAnuM che ? paNa "nA" kahyuM to mahA upAdhi ! Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 14 eDajasTa evarIvhera 13 - gharanAM dhaNI-dhaNIyANI beu jaNa nizcaya kare ke mAre 'eDajasTa" thavuM che to banneno ukela Ave. e vadhAre kheMce to ApaNe "eDajasTa" thaI javuM to ukela Ave. eka mANasano hAtha duHkhato hato. paNa te bIjAne nahoto kaheto, paNa bIjA hAthe hAtha dabAvIne bIjA hAthethI 'eDajasTa karyuM ! evuM 'eDajasTa thaIe to ukela Ave. A 'eDajasTa evarIvhera' nahIM thAya to gAMDA thazo badhA. sAmAne chaMcheDyA karo, tethI ja gAMDA thayA. A kutarAne eka phero chaMcheDIe, bIjA phera, trIjA phera chaMcheDIe tyAM sudhI e ApaNI Abaru rAkhe paNa pachI to bahu chaMcheDA chaMcheDa karIe to e ya bacakuM bharI le. e ya samajI jAya ke A roja chaMcheDe che te nAlAyaka che, nAgo che. A samajavA jevuM che. bhAMjagaDa kazI ja karavAnI nahIM, 'eDajasTa evarIvhera.' jene "eDajasTa' thavAnI kaLA AvaDI, e duniyAmAMthI mokSa tarapha vaLyo. 'eDajasTamenTa' thayuM, enuM nAma jJAna. je 'eDajasTamenTa' zIkhI gayo, te tarI gayo. bhogavavAnuM che te to bhogavavAnuM ja che, paNa eDajasTamenTa' AvaDe, ene vAMdho nA Ave, hisAba cokhkho thaI jAya. A bahAravaTiyA maLI jAya tenI joDe ' DieDajasTa' thaIe to e mAre. enAM karatAM ApaNe nakkI karIe ke ene "eDajasTa thaIne kAma levuM che. pachI ene pUchIe ke, "bhaI, tArI zI IcchA che ? jo bhaI, ame to jAtrA karavA nIkaLyA chIe." tene eDajasTa thaI jaIe. A vAIphe jamavAnuM banAvyuM hoya, temAM bhUla kADhavI e blanDarsa nA kaDhAya evuM. jANe pote bhUla nA karato hoya evI vAta kare che ! hAu Tu eDajasTa ? eDajasTamenTa levuM joIe. jenI sAthe rahevAnuM kAyama enI sAthe eDajasTamenTa nA levuM joIe ? ApaNA thakI koIne duHkha thAya e bhagavAna mahAvIrano dharma kema kahevAya te ? ane gharanA mANasane to avazya duHkha nA thavuM joIe. ghara eka bagIco ! eka bhAI mane kahe ke, "dAdA, gharamAM mArI bairI Ama kare che ne eDajasTa evarIvhera tema kare che. tyAre meM tene kahyuM ke benane pUcho to e zuM kahe che ? ke mAro dhaNI Avo che, akkala vagarano che." have AmAM tamAro ekalAno nyAya zuM karavA khoLo cho ? tyAre e bhAI kahe ke "mAruM ghara to bagaDI gayuM che. chokarAM bagaDI gayAM che, bairI bagaDI gaI che.' kahyuM, 'bagaDI nathI gayuM kazuM." tamane e jotAM AvaDatuM nathI. tamAruM ghara tamane jotAM AvaDavuM joIe. darekanI prakRti oLakhatAM AvaDavI joIe. evuM che ne, gharamAM eDajasTamenTa nathI thatuM, enuM kAraNa zuM ? kuTuMbamAM bahu mANasa hoya, te badhAnI joDe meLa paDato nathI. dahIMno Dakho thaI jAya pachI ! te zAthI ? A manuSyono je svabhAva che, e eka jAtano nathI. jevo yuga hoya ne teno svabhAva thaI jAya che. sayugamAM badhA eka meLa rahyA kare, so mANasa gharamAM hoya to ya dAdAjI kahe, te pramANe badhA ya anusare. ne A kaLiyugamAM to dAdAjI kahe to temane AvaDI AvaDI coDe (gALo bhAMDe). bApa kazuM kahe, to bApane ya AvaDI AvaDI capaDe. have mAnava to mAnava ja che, paNa tamane oLakhatAM nathI AvaDatuM. gharamAM pacAsa mANasa hoya paNa ApaNane oLakhatAM AvaDyuM nahIM eTale Dakho thayA kare che. ene oLakhavAM to joIe ne ! gharamAM eka jaNa kacakaca karatuM hoya to e to eno svabhAva ja che. eTale ApaNe eka phero samajI javAnuM ke A AvuM che. tame oLakhI jAva kharAM ke A AvuM ja che ? pachI emAM pharI tapAsa karavAnI jarUra kharI ? ApaNe oLakhI jaIe eTale tapAsa karavAnI nA rahe. keTalAMkane rAte moDuM sUI javAnI Teva hoya ane keTalAMkane vaheluM sUI javAnI Teva hoya, te bannene meLa zI rIte paDe ? ane eka kuTuMbamAM badhA bhegAM rahe, te zuM thAya ? gharamAM eka jaNa evuM bolanAro nIkaLe ke tamArAmAM to akkala ochI che. to ApaNe evuM jANavuM ke A AvuM ja bolavAno che. eTale ApaNe eDajasTa thaI javuM. ene badale pachI ApaNe sAmo javAba ApIe to ApaNe thAkI jaIe. kAraNa ke e to ApaNane athaDAyo. paNa ApaNe Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ eDajasTa evarIvhera 15 athaDAIe to ApaNane paNa AMkho nathI ema khAtarI thaI gaIne ? huM e sAyansa kahevA mAMguM chuM ke prakRtinuM sAyansa jANo. bAkI, AtmA e judI vastu che. judAM, bAganAM phUlonAM raMga-sugaMdha ! tamAruM ghara to bagIco che. satyuga, dvApara ne tretAyugamAM ghara eTale khetarAM jevAM hatA. koI khetaramAM naryA gulAba ja, koI khetaramAM naryA caMpA. atyAre bagIcA jevuM thaI gayuM che. te ApaNe A mogaro che ke gulAba evI tapAsa nA karavI joIe ? satyugamAM zuM hatuM ke eka ghera gulAba hoya to badhA gulAba ane bIje ghera mogaro to gharanA badhA mogaro, evuM hatuM. eka kuTuMbamAM badhA ya gulAbanA choDa, eka khetara jevuM eTale vAMdho nA Ave ane atyAre to bagIcA thayAM che. eka gharamAM eka gulAba jevuM, eka mogarA jevo, eTale pelo gulAba bUmo pADe ke tuM kema mArA jevuM nathI ? tAro raMga jo kevo sapheda, mAro raMga kevo sarasa che ? tyAre mogaro kaheze ke tAre to naryA kAMTA che. have gulAba hoya to kAMTA haze, mogaro haze to kAMTA nahIM hoya. mogarAnuM phUla sapheda haze. gulAbanuM phUla gulAbI haze, lAla haze. atyAre kaLiyugamAM eka ja ghare judAM judAM choDavA hoya. eTale ghara bagIcArUpe thayuM che. paNa A to jotAM nathI AvaDatuM. enuM zuM thAya ? tenuM duHkha ja thAya ne, ne jagatanI A jovAnI draSTi nathI. bAkI, koI kharAba hotuM ja nathI. A matabheda to potAnA ahaMkArane laIne che. jene jotAM nathI AvaDatuM, teno ahaMkAra che ! mane ahaMkAra nathI, to mane AkhI duniyA joDe matabheda ja nathI paDato. mane jotAM AvaDe che ke A gulAba che, A mogaro che, A dhatUro che, A kaDavI gIloDInuM phUla che. evuM badhuM huM oLakhuM pAcho. eTale bagIcA jevuM thaI gayuM che. e to vakhANavA jevuM thayuM ne ? tamane kema lAge che ? praznakartA : barAbara che. dAdAzrI : evuM che ne prakRtimAM phera nA paDe. ane e to eno eDajasTa evarIvhera e ja mAla, emAM phera nA paDe. ame dareka prakRtine pAmI lIdhelI hoya. Ama oLakhI jaIe, eTale ame darekanI joDe enI prakRti pramANe rahIe. A sUrya joDe ApaNe bapore bAra vAge mitrAcArI karIe, to zuM thAya ? tema ApaNe samajIe ke A unALAno sUrya che, A ziyALAno sUrya che ema badhuM samajIe to pachI vAMdho Ave ? ame prakRtine oLakhIe eTale pachI tame athaDAvA pharatAM hoya to ya huM athaDAvA dauM nahIM, huM khasI jauM. nahIM to beuno eksiDanTa thAya ane bannenAM sperapArTas tUTI jAya. pelAnuM bampara tUTI jAya. tenI sAthe to mahIM beThelAMnI zI dazA thaI jAya ? besanArAnI dazA barAbara besI jAya ne ! eTale prakRti oLakho. gharamAM badhAnI prakRti oLakhI levAnI. prakRti A kaLiyugamAM khetararUpe nathI, bagIcArUpe che. eka caMpo, eka gulAba, mogaro, camelI ema badhuM che. te phUlAM badhAM laDhe che. pelAM kaheze ke mAruM AvuM che ne pelo kaheze, mAruM AvuM che. tyAre eka kaheze, tArA kAMTA. jA, tArI joDe koNa UbhuM rahe ? Ama jhaghaDA cAlyA kare che. kAunTarapalInI karAmata ! ApaNe pahelAM ApaNo mata nA mUkavo. sAmAne pUchavuM ke A bAbatamAM tamAre zuM kahevuM che ? sAmo enuM pakaDI rAkhe to ame amAruM choDI daIe. ApaNe to eTaluM ja jovAnuM ke kaye raste sAmAne du:kha nA thAya. ApaNo abhiprAya sAmA upara besADavo nahIM. sAmAno abhiprAya ApaNe levo. ame to badhAno abhiprAya laIne "jJAnI' thayA chIe. huM mAro abhiprAya koI para besADavA jauM to huM ja kAco paDI jAuM. ApaNA abhiprAyathI koIne duHkha nA hovuM joIe. tArA 'rivolyuzano' aDhArasonA hoya ne sAmAnA chasonA hoya ne tuM tAro abhiprAya enA para besADe, to sAmAnuM enjina tUTI jAya. enA badhAM gIyara badalavA paDe. praznakartA: 'rivolyuzana' eTale zuM ? Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ eDajasTa evarIvhera 17 dAdAzrI : A vicAranI je pIDa che, te darekane judI judI hoya. kazuM banyuM hoya to te eka miniTamAM to keTaluM ya dekhADI de, enA badhA paryAyo 'eTa e TAIma' dekhADI de. A moTA moTA presiDanTone miniTanA bAraso 'rivolyuzana' pharatA hoya, to amArA pAMca hajAra hoya, bhagavAna mahAvIrane lAkha 'rivolyuzana' pharatA ! A matabheda paDavAnuM kAraNa zuM ? tamArI vAIphane so 'rivolyuzana' hoya ne tamArA pAMcaso 'rivolyuzana' hoya ane tamane vacce 'kAunTarapulI' nAkhatAM AvaDe nahIM eTale taNakhA jhare, jhaghaDA thAya. are ! keTalIka vAra to enjina hau tUTI jAya. 'rivolyuzana" samajyA tame ? A majUrane tame vAta karo to tamArI vAta ene pahoMce nahIM. enAM 'rivolyuzana" pacAsa hoya ne tamArA pAMcaso hoya. koIne hajAra hoya, koIne bAraso hoya. jevuM jenuM DevalapamenTa' hoya, te pramANe 'rivolyuzana' hoya. vacce "kAunTarapulI' nAkho to ja ene tamArI vAta pahoMce. 'kAunTarapalI" eTale tamAre vacce paTTo nAkhI tamArA 'rivolyuzana' ghaTADI nAkhavA paDe. huM dareka mANasanI joDe 'kAunTarapulI' nAkhI dauM, ekalo ahaMkAra kADhI nAkhavAthI ja vaLe tema nathI. kAunTarapulI paNa darekanI joDe nAkhavI paDe. tethI to amAre koInI joDe matabheda ja nA thAya ne ! ame jANIe ke A bhAInA ATalAM ja 'rivolyuzana" che. eTale te pramANe huM kAunTarapulI' goThavI dauM. amane to nAnA bALaka joDe paNa bahu phAve. kAraNa ke ame temanI joDe cAlIsa 'rivolyuzana' goThavI daIe, eTale ene mArI vAta pahoMce, nahIM to e mazIna tUTI jAya. praznakartA: koI paNa, sAmAnA levala upara Ave to ja vAta thAya ? dAdAzrI : hA, enA 'rivolyuzana" para Ave to ja vAta thAya. A tamArI joDe vAtacIta karatAM amArAM 'rivolyuzana" kyAMnA kyAMya jaI Ave ! AkhA varlDamAM pharI Ave !! "kAunTarapulI' tamane nAkhatAM nA AvaDe, temAM ochAM 'rivolyuzana'vALA enjinano zo doSa ? e to tamAro doSa ke "kAunTarapulI' nAkhatAM nA AvaDI ! eDajasTa evarIvhera zIkho phyujha nAkhavAnuM ! ATaluM ja oLakhavAnuM che ke A 'mazInarI' kevI che, eno 'phayujha' UDI jAya to zI rIte 'phayujha" besADI Apavo. sAmAnI prakRtine 'eDajasTa" thatAM AvaDavuM joIe. amAre jo sAmAno 'phayujha" UDI jAya to ya amAruM eDajasTamenTa hoya. paNa sAmAnuM "eDajasTamenTa' tUTe to zuM thAya ? 'phayujha' gayo. eTale pachI to e bhIMte athaDAya, bAraNe athaDAya, paNa vAyara tUTato nathI. eTale jo koI phayujha nAkhI Ape to pAchuM rAge paDe nahIM to tyAM sudhI e gUMcAya. Ayu TUMku ne lAMbI dhAMdhala ! moTAmAM moTuM duHkha zenuM che ? 'DisUeDajasTamenTa'nuM, tyAM 'eDajasTa evarIvhera' kare to zuM vAMdho che ? praznakartA : emAM to puruSArtha joIe. dAdAzrI : kazo puruSArtha nahIM. mArI AjJA pALavAnI ke 'dAdAe kahyuM che ke "eDajasTa evarIvhera." to "eDajasTa thayA kare. bIbI kahe ke. 'tame cora cho.' to kahevuM ke 'yu Ara karekTa.' strI sADI lAvavAnuM kahe, doDhaso rUpiyAnI, to ApaNe paccIsa rUpiyA vadhAre ApIe. te cha mahinA sudhI to cAle ! evuM che brahmAno eka divasa, eTalI ApaNI AkhI jiMdagI ! brahmAno eka dahADo jIvavuM ne A zI dhAMdhala ? vakhate ApaNane brahmAnA so varSa jIvavAnuM hoya to to ApaNe jANIe ke "ThIka che, eDajasTa zA mATe thaIe ?' dAvo mAMDa' kahIe. paNa A to jaldI patAvavuM hoya, tene zuM karavuM paDe ? "eDajasTa' thaIe ke pachI 'dAvo mAMDo' kahIe ? paNa A to eka dahADo ja che, A to jaldI patAvavAnuM che. je kAma jaldI patAvavuM hoya, tene zuM karavuM paDe ? 'eDajasTa' thaIne TUMkAvI devuM, nahIM to laMbAyA kare ke nA laMbAyA kare ? bIbI joDe laDhe to rAtre UMgha Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ eDajasTa evarIvhera praznakartA : hA, barAbara che. dAdAzrI : tamane samajaNa paDIne AmAM ? bhUla to ApaNI ja che ne ! kaLA nathI tenI ne ?! kaLA zIkhavAnI jarUra che, tame bolyA nahIM ?! eDajasTa evarIvhera Ave kharI ? ane savAre nAsto ya sAro nA maLe. apanAvo jJAtItI jJAtakaLA ! te koIka dahADo rAte vAIpha kahe, 'pelI sADI mane nahIM laI Apo ? mane pelI sADI laI ApavI paDaze." tyAre pelo kahe ke "keTalI kiMmatanI te joI hatI ?" tyAre kahe, 'bAvIsaso rUpiyAnI che, vadhAre nathI !' to A kahe, 'tame bAvIsasonI ja che, kaho cho. paNa mAre atyAre paisA lAvavA kaI rIte ? atyAre ahIM sAMdhA tUTe che. basotraNasonI hoya to laI ApuM, tuM bAvIsasonI kahuM chuM !' e rIsAIne besI rahyAM. have zI dazA thAya te ! manamAM eme ya thAya ke baLyuM, AthI nA paiNyo hoya to sAruM ! paiNyA pachI pastAya eTale zuM kAmamAM lAge ! eTale A du:kho che. praznakartA : Apa ema kahevA mAMgo cho ke bAIne sADI bAvIsaso rUpiyAnI laI ApavAnI ? dAdAzrI : laI ApavI ke nA laI ApavI e tamArI upara AdhAra rAkhe che. rIsAIne roja rAtre khAvAnuM nahIM karuM" kaheze. tyAre zuM karIe ApaNe ? kyAMthI rasoIyA laI AvIe. eTale pachI devuM karIne paNa laI ApavI paDe ne ? evuM banAvI do ApaNe ke sADI enI meLe lAve ja nahIM. jo ApaNane mahinAnA AThaso pAunDa maLatA hoya. eTale ApaNe so pAunDa ApaNA kharca mATe rAkhI ane sAtaso emane ApI daIe pachI ApaNane kahe, sADI laI Apo ? ane ko'ka dahADo UlaTI ApaNe mazkarI karavI, 'pelI sADI A sarasa che, kema lAvatA nathI ?" eno vaMta eNe karavAno hoya ! A to ApaNe vaMta karavAno hoya tyAre ApaNI para jora kare. A badhI kaLA huM jJAna thatAM pahelAM zIkhelo. pachI jJAnI thayo. badhI kaLAo mArI pAse AvI tyAre mane jJAna thayuM che. to bolo A kaLA nathI, tethI ja A du:kha che ne ! tamane kema lAge che ? klezanuM mULa kAraNa ajJAtatA ! praznakartA : paNa kaMkAsa UbhAM thavAnuM kAraNa zuM ? svabhAva nA maLe tethI ? dAdAzrI : ajJAnatA che tethI, saMsAra tenuM nAma ke koI koInA svabhAva maLe ja nahIM. A "jJAna" maLe teno eka ja rasto che, "eDajasTa evarIvhera'! koI tane mAre to ya tAre tene "eDajasTa thaI javAnuM. ame A saraLa ne sIdho rasto batADI daIe chIe ane A athaDAmaNa kaMI roja roja thAya che ? e to jyAre ApaNAM karmanA udaya hoya tyAre thAya teTalAM pUratuM ApaNe "eDajasTa' thavAnuM. gharamAM vAIpha joDe jhaghaDo thayo hoya to, jhaghaDo thayA pachI vAIphane hoTalamAM laI jaIne, jamADIne khuza karIe. have tAMto nA rahevo joIe. jagatanI koI vastu ApaNane phITa thAya nahIM. ApaNe ene phITa thaIe to A duniyA sarasa che ane ene phITa karavA jaIe to duniyA vAMkI che. eTale eDajasTa evarIvhera. ApaNe ene phITa thaIene to vAMdho nathI. dAdA, pUrNa eDajasTebala ! eka phero kaDhI sArI hatI, paNa jarAka mIThuM vadhAre paDeluM. eTale pachI mane lAgyuM ke A to mIThuM vadhAre paDyuM che, paNa jarAka khAvI to paDaze ja ne ! eTale pachI hIrAbA aMdara gayA tyAre horuM meM pANI reDI dIdhuM jarA. te emaNe joI lIdhuM. e kahe che, "A zuM karyuM ?" meM kahyuM, 'tame pANI sTava upara rAkhIne reDo ane huM pANI ahIM nIce reDuM.' tyAre Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ eDajasTa evarIvhera 21 kahe, 'paNa upara reDIne ame ukALI ApIe.' meM kahyuM, "mAre mATe badhuM ukALeluM ja che.' mAre kAma sAthe kAma che ne ! agiyAra vAge mane tame kaho ke, 'tamAre jamI levuM paDaze.' huM kahuM ke, 'thoDI vAra pachI jamuM to nA cAle ?' tyAre tame kaho, 'nA, jamI lo. pAra AvI jAya.' to huM tarata ja jamavA besI jauM. huM tamane 'eDajasTa' thaI jauM, je bhANAmAM Ave te khAje. je sAmuM AvyuM te saMyoga che ne bhagavAne kahyuM che ke saMyogane dhakko mArIza to e dhakko tane vAgaze ! eTale amane nA bhAvatI vastu mUkI hoya to ya ame mahIMthI be cIja khAI laIe. nA khAIe to be jaNanI joDe jhaghaDA thAya. eka to, je lAvyo hoya, jeNe banAvyuM hoya tenI joDe bhAMjagaDa paDe, tarachoDa vAgI jAya ane bIjuM, khAvAnI cIja joDe. khAvAnI cIja kahe che ke, meM zo guno karyo ? huM tArI pAse AvI chuM ne tuM mAruM apamAna zuM kAma kare che ? tane ThIka lAge teTaluM le, paNa apamAna nA karIza mAruM.' have ene ApaNe mAna nA ApavuM joIe ? amane to nA bhAvatuM ApI jAya to ya ame tene mAna ApIe. kAraNa ke eka to bheguM thAya nahIM ne bheguM thAya to mAna ApavuM paDe. A khAvAnI cIja ApI ne tene tame khoDa kADhI to paheluM AmAM sukha ghaTe ke vadhe ? jenAthI sukha ghaTe evo vepAra na ja karAya ne ? mane to ghaNAM phera nA bhAvatuM zAka hoya to khaI lauM ne pAcho kahuM ke AjanuM zAka to bahu sarasa che. are, ghaNI phero to cAmAM khAMDa nA hoya ne, to ya ame bolyA nathI. tyAre loka kahe che ke, 'AvuM karazo ne, to gharamAM badhuM bagaDI jaze.' meM kahyuM ke, 'tame kAle jojo ne !' te pachI bIje dahADe kahe ke, 'kAle cAmAM khAMDa nahotI, te tame kazuM kahyuM nahIM amane ?" meM kahyuM ke, 'mAre kahevAnI zI jarUra ? tamane khabara paDaze ne ! tame nA pItA hoya to mAre kahevAnI jarUra 22 paDe. tame pIvo cho ne, pachI mAre kahevAnI jarUra zI ?' eDajasTa evarIvhera praznakartA : paNa keTalI jAgRti rAkhavI paDe che, kSaNe kSaNe ! dAdAzrI : kSaNe kSaNe, covIse ya kalAka jAgRti, tyAra pachI A 'jJAna' zaru thayuM hatuM. A 'jJAna' ema ne ema thayuM nathI ! eTale badhuM AvI rIte 'eDajasTamenTa' lIdhelA pahelethI. bane eTalo kakaLATa na thAya. eka vakhata ame nahAvA gayA ne pyAlo ja mUkavAno rahI gayelo. te ame jJAnI zenA ? eDajasTa karI laIe. hAtha nAkhyo to pANI bahu garama. naLa kholyo to TAMkI khAlI. pachI ame to dhIme dhIme hAthethI copaDI copaDI TADhuM pADIne nahAyA. badhA mahAtmAo kahe, 'Aje dAdAne nahAtAM bahu vAra lAgI.' te zuM karIe ? pANI TADhuM thAya tyAre ne ? ame koIne ya 'A lAvo ne te lAvo' ema nA kahIe. eDajasTa thaI jaIe. eDajasTa thavuM e ja dharma che. A duniyAmAM to plasa-mAInasanuM eDajasTamenTa karavAnuM hoya che. mAInasa hoya tyAM plasa ane plasa hoya tyAM mAInasa karavAnuM. ame to amArA DahApaNane ya jo koI gAMDapaNa kahe, to ame kahIe, 'hA, barAbara che.' te mAInasa turta karI nAkhIe. eTale eDajasTa thatAM nA AvaDe e mANasane mANasa kema kahevAya ? saMjogone vaza thaIne eDajasTa thaI jAya, e gharamAM kazuM ya bhAMjagaDa nA thAya. ame ya hIrAbAne eDajasTa thatAM ja AvyA hatA ne ! emano lAbha uThAvavo hoya to eDajasTa raho. A to lAbhe ya koI vastuno nahIM ane vera bAMdhaze te juduM ! kAraNa ke jIva svataMtra che dareka ane pote sukha khoLavA AvyA che. bIjAne ApavA e Avyo nathI. have ene sukhane badale duHkha maLe eTale pachI vera bAMdhe, pachI bairI hoya ke chokaro hoya. praznakartA : sukha khoLavA Ave to du:kha maLe eTale pachI vera bAMdhe ? Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ eDajasTa evarIvhera 23 dAdAzrI : hA, e to pachI bhaI hoya ke bApA hoya paNa mahIM aMdarakhAne vera bAMdhe enuM. A duniyA AvI badhI. A vera ja bAMdhe ! svadharmamAM vera koInI joDe nA thAya. dareka vyaktinA jIvanamAM amuka prinsipala (siddhAMta) hovAM ja joIe. chatAM ya saMjogo pramANe vartavuM joIe. saMjogone eDajasTa thAya, tenuM nAma mANasa. eDajasTamenTa jo dareka saMjogomAM karatAM AvaDe to, TheTha mokSe pahoMcI zakAya evuM gajabanuM hathiyAra che. A dAdA ya jhINA che, karakasariyA ya che ane lAphA ya che. pAkAM lAphA che. chatAM ya 'kamplITa eDajasTebala' che. pArakAM mATe lAphA ane jAtane mATe karakasariyA ane upadeza mATe jhINA; te sAmAne amAro jhINo vahIvaTa dekhAya. amArI IkonomI 'eDajasTebala' hoya, 'TopamosTa' hoya. ame to pANI vAparIe te ya karakasarathI vAparIe. amArA prAkRta guNo sahaja bhAve hoya. tahIM to vyavahAratI gUMca AMtare ! pahelo A vyavahAra zIkhavAno che. vyavahAranI samajaNa vagara to loko jAtajAtanA mAra khAya che. praznakartA : adhyAtmamAM to ApanI vAta mATe kaMI kahevAnuM ja nathI. paNa vyavahAramAM ya ApanI vAta 'Topa'nI vAta che. dAdAzrI : evuM che ne, ke vyavahAramAM 'Topa'nuM samajyA sivAya koI mokSe gayelo nahIM. game teTaluM bAra lAkhanuM AtmajJAna hoya paNa vyavahAra choDanAra chene ?! e nA choDe to tame zuM karo ? tame 'zuddhAtmA' cho ja, paNa vyavahAra choDe to ne ? tame vyavahArane gUMcava gUMcava karo cho. jhaTapaTa ukela lAvo ne ? A bhAIne kahyuM hoya ke, "jA, dukAnethI AIsakrIma laI Ava.' paNa aDadhethI pAcho Ave. ApaNe pUchIe, 'kema ?" to e kahe ke, 24 eDajasTa evarIvhera 'rastAmAM gadheDuM maLyuM tethI ! apazukana thayAM !!' have Ane AvuM UMdhuM jJAna thayuM che, te ApaNe kADhI nAkhavuM joIe ne ? ene samajAvavuM joIe ke 'bhaI, gadheDAmAM bhagavAna rahelA che mATe apazukana kazuM hotuM nathI. tuM gadheDAno tiraskAra karIza to, te temAM rahelAM bhagavAnane pahoMce che. tethI tane bhayaMkara doSa bese che. pharI AvuM nA thAya.' evI rIte A UMdhuM jJAna thayuM che. tenA AdhAre 'eDajasTa' nathI thaI zakatA. UlaTAMte sulaTAve e samakitI ! samakitInI nizAnI zuM ? tyAre kahe ke gharanAM badhAM UMdhuM karI Ape to ya pote chatuM karI nAkhe. badhI bAbatamAM chatuM karavuM e samakitInI nizAnI che. ame A saMsAranI bahu sUkSma zodhakhoLa karelI. chellA prakAranI zodhakhoLa karIne ame A badhI vAto karIe chIe ! vyavahAramAM kema karIne rahevuM te ya ApIe chIe ane mokSamAM kevI rIte javAya te ya ApIe chIe. tamane aDacaNo kema karIne ochI thAya e amAro hetu che. ApaNI vAta sAmAne 'eDajasTa' thavI ja joIe. ApaNI vAta sAmAne 'eDajasTa' nA thAya to te ApaNI ja bhUla che. bhUla bhAMge to 'eDajasTa' thAya. vItarAgonI vAta 'evarIvhera eDajasTamenTa'nI che. praznakartA : dAdA, A 'eDajasTa evarIvhera' e je Ape kahyuM, ene lIdhe to badhA bhalabhalAno nikAla AvI jAya ! dAdAzrI : badhA nikAla AvI jAya. amAro eka eka zabda che, te badhA nikAla jaldI lAvanArA, e mokSe laI jAya TheTha. 'eDajasTa evarIvhera !' praznakartA : atyAra sudhI jyAM gamatuM'tuM, tyAM badhA eDajasTa thatA hatA ane ApanAmAM to evuM lAgyuM ke jyAM nA gamatuM hoya tyAM tuM vahelo eDajasTa thA. dAdAzrI : 'evarIvhera eDajasTa' thavAnuM che. Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prAptisthAna) eDajasTa evarIvhera dAdAnuM ajAyaba vijJAta !! praznakartA: 'eDajasTamenTanI vAta che, enI pAchaLa bhAva zuM che ? pachI kyAM sudhI eDajasTamenTamAM AvavuM ? dAdAzrI : bhAva zAMtino che, zAMtino hetu che. azAMti utpanna nahIM karavAno kImiyo che. "dAdA'nuM 'eDajasTamenTanuM vijJAna che. ajAyaba 'eDajasTamenTa' che A ane jyAM "eDajasTa' nahIM thAya tyAM teno svAda to Avato ja haze ne tamane ?! A 'DieDajasTamenTa' e ja mUrkhAI che. "eDajasTamenTa'ne ame nyAya kahIe chIe. Agraha-durAgraha e kaMI nyAya nA kahevAya. koI paNa jAtano Agraha e nyAya nathI. ame kazAno kakko nA pakaDIe. je pANIe maga caDhe enAthI caDhAvIe. chevaTe gaTaranA pANIe paNa caDhAvIe !! atyAra sudhI ekuMya mANasa amane DisUeDajasTa thayo nathI. ane A lokone gharanAM cAra mANaso ya eDajasTa thatAM nathI. A eDajasTa thavAnuM AvaDe ke nA AvaDe ? evuM thaI zake ke nA thaI zake ? ApaNe jevuM joIe evuM to ApaNane AvaDe ne ? A jagatano niyama zo che ke jevuM tame jozo eTaluM to AvaDe ja. emAM kaMI zIkhavavApaNuM rahetuM nathI. kayuM nA AvaDe ? ke huM tamane Ama je upadeza ApyA karuM chuM ne, te AvaDe nahIM. paNa mAruM vartana tame jozo to saheje AvaDI jAya. - ahIM ghera "eDajasTa' thatAM AvaDatuM nathI ne AtmajJAnanAM zAstro vAMcavA beThA hoya ! alyA, melane pULo ahIMthI. paheluM 'A' zIkhane. gharamAM 'eDajasTa' thavAnuM to kazuM AvaDatuM nathI. 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