Book Title: Aatmsakshatkar
Author(s): Dada Bhagwan
Publisher: Dada Bhagwan Aradhana Trust
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/030102/1

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Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AtmasAkSAtkAra pAne ke lie sarala aura saTIka vijJAna jJAnI puruSa dAdAzrI (dAdA bhagavAna) Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAnIpuruSa dAdA bhagavAna kI divya jJAnavANI saMkalana : pUjyazrI dIpakabhAI desAI AtmasAkSAtkAra prApta karane kA sarala aura saTIka vijJAna prakAzaka : ajIta sI. paTela, mahAvideha phAunDezana, 5, mamatApArka sosAyaTI, usmAnapurA, ahamadAbAda - 380014. phona : (079) 27540408 (c) pUjyazrI dIpakabhAI desAI, trimaMdira, aDAlaja, jilA : gAMdhInagara, gujarAta. prathama saMskaraNa : prata 10,000 julAI 2013 dvitiya saMskaraNaH prata 10,000 sitambara 2013 bhAva mUlya : 'parama vinaya' aura 'maiM kucha bhI jAnatA nahIM', yaha bhAva! mudraka : mahAvideha phAunDezana, pArzvanAtha caimbarsa, usmAnapurA, ahamadAbAda. Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 'dAdA bhagavAna' kauna ? jUna 1958 kI eka saMdhyA kA karIba chaH baje kA samaya, bhIr3a | se bharA sUrata zahara kA relve sTezana, pleTaphArma naM. 3 kI beMca para baiThe zrI aMbAlAla mUlajIbhAI paTela rUpI dehamaMdira meM kudaratI rUpa se, akrama rUpa meM, kaI janmoM se vyakta hone ke lie Atura 'dAdA bhagavAna' pUrNa rUpa se prakaTa hue| aura kudarata ne sarjita kiyA adhyAtma kA adbhuta aashcry| eka ghaMTe meM unheM vizvadarzana huaa| 'maiM kauna? bhagavAna kauna? jagat kauna calAtA hai? karma kyA? mukti kyA?' ityAdi jagat ke sAre AdhyAtmika praznoM ke saMpUrNa rahasya prakaTa hue| isa taraha kudarata ne vizva ke sammukha eka advitIya pUrNa darzana prastuta kiyA aura usake mAdhyama bane zrI aMbAlAla mUlajIbhAI paTela, gujarAta ke carotara kSetra ke bhAdaraNa gA~va ke pATIdAra, kaoNnTraikTa kA vyavasAya karanevAle, phira bhI pUrNatayA vItarAga puruSa! 'vyApAra meM dharma honA cAhie, dharma meM vyApAra nahIM', isa siddhAMta se unhoMne pUrA jIvana bitaayaa| jIvana meM kabhI bhI unhoMne kisIke pAsa se paisA nahIM liyA, balki apanI kamAI se bhaktoM ko yAtrA karavAte the| unheM prApti huI, usI prakAra kevala do hI ghaMToM meM anya mumukSu janoM ko bhI ve AtmajJAna kI prApti karavAte the, unake adbhuta siddha hue jJAnaprayoga se| use akrama mArga khaa| akrama, arthAt binA krama ke, aura krama arthAt sIr3hI dara sIr3hI, kramAnusAra Upara cddh'naa| akrama arthAt liphTa | mArga, zaoNrTa ktt| ve svayaM pratyeka ko 'dAdA bhagavAna kauna?' kA rahasya batAte hue kahate the ki "yaha jo Apako dikhate haiM ve dAdA bhagavAna nahIM hai, ve to 'e.ema.paTela' hai| hama jJAnI puruSa haiM aura bhItara prakaTa hue haiM, ve 'dAdA bhagavAna' haiN| dAdA bhagavAna to caudaha loka ke nAtha haiN| ve Apa meM bhI haiM, sabhI meM haiN| ApameM avyakta rUpa meM rahe hue haiM aura 'yahA~' hamAre bhItara saMpUrNa rUpa se vyakta hue haiN| dAdA bhagavAna ko maiM bhI namaskAra karatA huuN|" Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ akrama vijJAna AtmasAkSAtkAra prApta karane kA sarala aura saTIka vijJAna 1. manuSya jIvana kA dhyeya kyA hai? yaha to, pUrI lAipha phrekcara ho gaI hai| kyoM jI rahe haiM, usakA bhI bhAna nahIM hai| yaha binA dhyeya kA jIvana, isakA koI matalaba hI nahIM hai / lakSmI AtI hai aura khA-pIkara maz2e lUTeM aura sArA dina ciMtA - varIz2a karate rahate haiM, yaha jIvana kA dhyeya kaise kahalAegA? manuSyapana yoM hI vyartha ga~vAye isakA kyA matalaba hai? to phira manuSyapana prApta hone ke bAda khuda ke dhyeya taka pahu~cane ke lie kyA karanA cAhie? saMsAra ke sukha cAhate hoM, to bhautika sukha, to Apake pAsa jo kucha bhI hai use logoM meM bA~To / isa duniyA kA kAnUna eka hI vAkya meM samajha lo, isa jagat ke sabhI dharmoM kA sAra yahI hai ki, 'yadi manuSya, sukha cAhatA hai to jIvoM ko sukha do aura duHkha cAho to duHkha do|' jo anukUla ho vaha denA / aba koI kahe ki hama logoM ko sukha kaise deM, hamAre pAsa paisA nahIM hai| to sirpha paisoM se hI sukha diyA jA sakatA hai aisA kucha nahIM hai, usake prati oblAijiMga necara (upakArI svabhAva) rakhA jA sakatA hai, usakI sahAyatA kara sakate haiM jaise kucha lAnA ho to use lAkara do yA salAha de sakate ho, bahuta sAre rAste haiM oblAija karane ke lie / do prakAra ke dhyeya, sAMsArika aura AtyaMtika do prakAra ke dhyeya nizcata karane cAhie ki hama saMsAra meM isa prakAra raheM, aise jIe~ ki kisI ko kaSTa nahIM ho, kisI ke lie duHkhadAyI nahIM ho| isa taraha hama acche, U~ce satsaMgI puruSoM, sacce puruSoM ke sAtha raheM aura kusaMga meM nahIM par3eM raheM, aisA kucha dhyeya honA caahie| aura dUsare dhyeya meM to pratyakSa 'jJAnIpuruSa' mila jAe~ to (unase AtmajJAna prApta karake) unake satsaMga Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ meM hI raheM, usase to ApakA haraeka kAma ho jAegA, sabhI paz2ala saoNlva ho jAe~ge (aura mokSa prApta hogaa)| ataH manuSya kA aMtima dhyeya kyA? mokSa meM jAne kA hI, yahI dhyeya honA caahie| Apako bhI mokSa meM hI jAnA hai na? kaba taka bhaTakanA hai? anaMta janmoM se bhaTaka-bhaTaka... bhaTakane meM kucha bhI bAkI nahIM rakhA na! kyoM bhaTakanA par3A? kyoMki maiM kauna hU~, vahI nahIM jaanaa| khuda ke svarUpa ko hI nahIM jaanaa| khuda ke svarUpa ko jAnanA caahie| 'khuda kauna hai' vaha nahIM jAnanA cAhie? itane bhaTake phira bhI nahIM jAnA Apane? sirpha paise kamAne ke pIche par3e ho? mokSa kA bhI thor3A bahuta karanA cAhie yA nahIM karanA cAhie? manuSya vAstava meM paramAtmA bana sakate haiN| apanA paramAtmA pada prApta karanA vaha saba se aMtima dhyeya hai| mokSa, do sTeja para praznakartA : mokSa kA artha sAdhAraNa rUpa se hama aisA samajhate haiM ki janma-maraNa meM se mukti| dAdAzrI : hA~, vaha sahI hai lekina vaha aMtima mukti hai, vaha sekanDarI sTeja hai| lekina pahale sTeja meM pahalA mokSa arthAt saMsArI duHkhoM kA abhAva bartatA hai| saMsAra ke du:kha meM bhI duHkha sparza nahIM kare, upAdhi meM bhI samAdhi rahe, vaha pahalA mokss| aura phira jaba yaha deha chUTatI hai taba AtyaMtika mokSa hai lekina pahalA mokSa yahIM para honA caahie| merA mokSa ho hI cukA hai na! saMsAra meM raheM phira bhI saMsAra sparza na kare, aisA mokSa ho jAnA caahie| vaha isa akrama vijJAna se aisA ho sakatA hai| 2. AtmajJAna se zAzvata sukha kI prApti jIvamAtra kyA DhU~DhatA hai? AnaMda DhU~DhatA hai, lekina ghar3Ibhara bhI AnaMda nahIM mila paataa| vivAha samAroha meM jAe~ yA nATaka meM jAe~, lekina vApisa phira duHkha A jAtA hai| jisa sukha ke bAda duHkha Ae, use sukha hI kaise kaheMge? vaha to mUrchA kA AnaMda kahalAtA hai| sukha to paramAnenTa hotA hai| Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ yaha to TemparerI sukha haiM aura balki kalpita haiM, mAnA huA hai| hara eka AtmA kyA DhU~DhatA hai? hamezA ke lie sukha, zAzvata sukha DhU~DhatA hai| vaha 'isameM se milegA, isameM se milegA / yaha le lU~, aisA karU~, baMgalA banAU~ to sukha AegA, gAr3I le lU~ to sukha milegA', aise karatA rahatA hai| lekina kucha bhI nahIM miltaa| balki aura adhika jaMjAloM meM pha~sa jAtA hai| sukha khuda ke aMdara hI hai, AtmA meM hI hai / ataH jaba AtmA prApta karatA hai, taba hI sanAtana (sukha) hI prApta hogA / aura sukha 'duHkha jagat meM sabhI sukha hI DhU~Dhate haiM lekina sukha kI paribhASA hI taya nahIM krte| 'sukha aisA honA cAhie ki jisake bAda kabhI bhI duHkha na aae|' aisA eka bhI sukha isa jagat meM ho, to DhU~Dha nikAlo, jAo zAzvata sukha to khuda ke 'sva' meM hI hai| khuda anaMta sukha dhAma hai aura loga nAzavaMta cIz2oM meM sukha DhU~Dhane nikale haiN| sanAtana sukha kI khoja jise sanAtana sukha prApta ho gayA, use yadi saMsAra kA sukha sparza na kare to usa AtmA kI mukti ho gii| sanAtana sukha, vahI mokSa hai| anya kisI mokSa kA hameM kyA karanA hai ? hameM sukha caahie| Apako sukha acchA lagatA hai yA nahIM, vaha batAo mujhe| praznakartA : usI ke lie to bhaTaka rahe haiM sabhI / dAdAzrI : hA~, lekina sukha bhI TemparerI nahIM caahie| TemparerI acchA nahIM lgtaa| usa sukha ke bAda meM duHkha AtA hai, isalie vaha acchA nahIM lgtaa| yadi sanAtana sukha ho to duHkha Ae hI nahIM, aisA sukha cAhie / yadi vaisA sukha mile to vahI mokSa hai / mokSa kA artha kyA hai? saMsArI duHkhoM kA abhAva, vahI mokSa! varnA duHkha kA abhAva to kisI ko nahIM rahatA! I eka to, bAhara ke vijJAna kA abhyAsa to isa duniyA ke sAinTisTa 3 Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sTaDI karate hI rahate haiM na ! aura dUsarA, ye AMtara vijJAna kahalAtA hai, jo khuda ko sanAtana sukha kI tarapha le jAtA hai / ataH khuda ke sanAtana sukha kI prApti karavAe vaha AtmavijJAna kahalAtA hai aura ye TemparerI eDajasTamenTavAlA sukha dilavAe, vaha sArA bAhya vijJAna kahalAtA hai / bAhya vijJAna to aMta meM vinAzI hai aura vinAza karanevAlA hai aura yaha akrama vijJAna to sanAtana hai aura sanAtana karanevAlA hai| 3. I and My are seperate 'jJAnI' hI maulika spaSTIkaraNa deM I 'I' bhagavAna hai aura 'My' mAyA hai / 'My' vaha mAyA hai / 'My' is relative to 'I'. 'I' is real. AtmA ke guNoM kA isa 'I' meM AropaNa karo, taba bhI ApakI zaktiyA~ bahuta bar3ha jaaeNgii| mUla AtmA jJAnI ke binA nahIM mila sktaa| paraMtu ye 'I' and 'My' bilkula alaga hI hai| aisA sabhI ko, faoNrena ke logoM ko bhI yadi samajha meM A jAe to unakI parezAniyA~ bahuta kama ho jAe~gI / yaha sAinsa hai| akrama vijJAna kI yaha AdhyAtmika research kA bilkula nayA hI tarIkA hai| 'I' vaha svAyatta bhAva hai aura 'My' vaha mAlikIbhAva hai| separeTa, 'I' enDa 'My' Apase kahA jAe ki, Separate 'I' and 'My' with Separator, to Apa 'I' aura 'My' ko separeTa kara sakeMge kyA ? 'I' enDa 'My' ko separeTa karanA cAhie yA nahIM? jagat meM kabhI na kabhI jAnanA to par3egA na! separeTa 'I' enDa 'My' / jaise dUdha ke lie separeTara hotA hai na, usameM se malAI separeTa (alaga) karate haiM na? aise hI yaha alaga karanA hai| Apake pAsa 'My' jaisI koI cIz2a hai? 'I' akelA hai yA 'My' sAtha meM hai? praznakartA : 'My' sAtha meM hogA na ! 4 Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dAdAzrI : kyA kyA My' hai Apake pAsa? praznakartA : merA ghara aura ghara kI sabhI ciijeN| dAdAzrI : sabhI ApakI kahalAe? aura vAipha kisakI kahalAe ? praznakartA : vaha bhI merii| dAdAzrI : aura bacce kisake? praznakartA : ve bhI mere| dAdAzrI : aura yaha ghar3I kisakI? praznakartA : vaha bhI merii| dAdAzrI : aura ye hAtha kisake? praznakartA : hAtha bhI mere haiN| dAdAzrI : phira 'merA sira, merA zarIra, mere paira, mere kAna, merI A~kheM' aisA kheNge| isa zarIra kI sabhI vastuoM ko 'merA' kahate haiM, taba 'merA' kahanevAle 'Apa' kauna haiM? yaha nahIM socA? My' nema iz2a caMdUbhAI' aisA boleM aura phira kaheM 'maiM caMdUbhAI hU~', isameM koI virodhAbhAsa nahIM lagatA? praznakartA : lagatA hai| dAdAzrI : Apa caMdUbhAI haiM, lekina isameM 'I' enDa 'My' do haiN| yaha 'I' enDa 'My' kI do relvelAina alaga hI hotI haiN| pairelala hI rahatI haiM, kabhI ekAkAra hotI hI nahIM haiN| phira bhI Apa ekAkAra mAnate haiM, ise samajhakara isameM se 'My' ko separeTa kara diijie| ApameM jo 'My' hai, use eka ora rkhiye| 'My' hArTa, to use eka ora rkheN| isa zarIra meM se aura kyA-kyA separeTa karanA hogA? praznakartA : paira, indriyaaN| dAdAzrI : hA~, sbhii| pA~ca indriyA~, pA~ca karmendriyA~ mana-buddhi-cittaahaMkAra sbhii| Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ aura 'mAi igoiz2ama' bolate haiM yA 'Ai ema igoiz2ama' bolate haiM?' praznakartA : 'mAi igoij'm'| dAdAzrI : 'mAi igoiz2ama' kaheMge to use alaga kara skeNge| lekina usake Age jo hai, usameM ApakA hissA kyA hai, yaha Apa nahIM jaante| isalie phira pUrNa rUpa se separezana nahIM ho paataa| Apa, apanA kucha hada taka hI jAna paaeNge| Apa sthUla vastu hI jAnate haiM, sUkSma kI pahacAna hI nahIM haiN| sUkSma ko alaga karanA, phira sUkSmatara ko alaga karanA, phira sUkSmatama ko alaga karanA to jJAnIpuruSa kA hI kAma hai| lekina eka-eka karake sAre speyarapArTsa alaga karate jAe~ to I' aura mAi, donoM alaga ho sakate haiM na? I' aura 'My' donoM alaga karatekarate Akhira kyA bacegA? My' ko eka ora rakheM to Akhira kyA bacA? prazrakartA : 'I' / dAdAzrI : vaha 'I' hI Apa haiM! basa, usI 'I' ko rIyalAiz2a karanA hai| vahA~ hamArI z2arUrata pdd'egii| maiM ApameM vaha sabhI alaga kara duuNgaa| phira Apako 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~' aisA anubhava rhegaa| anubhava honA cAhie aura sAthasAtha divyacakSu bhI detA hU~ tAki Atmavat sarvabhUteSu dikhe (sabhI meM aatmaa)| 4. 'maiM' kI pahacAna kaise? japa-tapa, vrata aura niyama praznakartA : vrata, tapa, niyama z2arUrI haiM yA nahIM? dAdAzrI : aisA hai, ki kemisTa ke yahA~ jitanI davAiyA~ haiM ve sabhI z2arUrI haiM, lekina vaha logoM ke lie z2arUrI haiM, Apako to jo davAiyA~ z2arUrI haiM utanI hI botala Apako le jAnI haiN| vaise hI vrata, tapa, niyama, ina sabhI kI z2arUrata hai| isa jagat meM kucha bhI galata nahIM hai| japa, tapa Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kucha bhI galata nahIM hai| paraMtu hara eka kI dRSTi se, hara eka kI apekSA se satya hai| praznakartA : tapa aura kriyA se mukti milatI hai kyA? dAdAzrI : tapa aura kriyA se phala milate haiM, mukti nahIM miltii| nIma boe~ to kar3ave phala milate haiM aura Ama boe~ to mIThe phala milate haiN| tujhe jaise phala cAhie tU vaise bIja bonaa| mokSa prApti kA tapa to alaga hI hotA hai, AMtaratapa hotA hai| aura loga bAharI tapa ko tapa samajha baiThe haiN| jo tapa bAhara dikhate haiM, ve tapa to mokSa meM kAma hI nahIM aaeNge| una sabakA phala to puNya milegaa| mokSa meM jAne ke lie to aMtara tapa cAhie, adITha tp| praznakartA : maMtrajApa se mokSa milatA hai yA jJAnamArga se mokSa milatA hai? dAdAzrI : maMtrajApa Apako saMsAra meM zAMti detA hai| mana ko zAMta kare, vaha maMtra, usase bhautika sukha milate haiN| aura mokSa to jJAnamArga ke binA nahIM ho sktaa| ajJAna se baMdhana hai aura jJAna se mukti hai| isa jagat meM jo jJAna cala rahA hai, vaha indriya jJAna hai| vaha bhrAMti hai aura atindriya jJAna hI daraasala jJAna hai| jise khuda ke svarUpa kI pahacAna karake mokSa meM jAnA ho use kriyAoM kI z2arUrata nahIM hai| jise bhautika sukhoM kI AvazyakatA ho use kriyAoM kI z2arUrata hai| jise mokSa meM jAnA ho use to jJAna aura jJAnI kI AjJA sirpha do hI cIz2oM kI z2arUrata hai| jJAnI hI pahacAna karAe~ 'maiM' kI! praznakartA : Apane kahA ki Apa apane Apa ko pahacAno to apane Apako pahacAnane ke lie kyA kareM? dAdAzrI : vaha to mere pAsa aao| Apa kaha do ki hameM apane Apako pahacAnanA hai, taba maiM ApakI pahacAna karavA duuN| Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prazrakartA : 'maiM kauna hU~' yaha jAnane kI jo bAta hai, vaha isa saMsAra meM rahakara kaise saMbhava ho sakatI hai? dAdAzrI : taba kahA~ rahakara jAna sakate haiM use? saMsAra ke alAvA aura koI jagaha hai ki jahA~ raha sakeM? isa jagat meM sabhI saMsArI hI haiM aura sabhI saMsAra meM hI rahate haiN| yahA~ 'maiM kauna hU~' yaha jAnane ko mile, aisA hai| Apa kauna haiM' yaha samajhane kA vijJAna hI hai yahA~ pr| yahA~ AnA, hama Apako pahacAna karavA deNge| mokSa kA sarala upAya jo mukta ho cuke hoM vahA~ para jAkara yadi hama kaheM ki 'sAhaba, merI mukti kara dIjie! vahI aMtima upAya hai, sabase acchA upaay| 'khuda kauna hai' vaha jJAna nakkI ho jAe to use mokSa gati milegii| aura AtmajJAnI nahIM mileM to (taba taka) AtmajJAnI kI pustakeM par3hanI caahie| AtmA sAinTiphika vastu hai| ve pustakoM se prApta hoM aisI vastu nahIM hai| vaha apane guNadharmoM sahita hai, cetana hai aura vahI paramAtmA hai| usakI pahacAna ho gaI yAnI ho cukaa| kalyANa ho gayA aura 'vaha Apa' khuda hI ho! mokSa mArga meM tapa-tyAga kucha bhI nahIM karanA hotA / jJAnIpuruSa mila jAe~ to jJAnI kI AjJA hI dharma aura AjJA hI tapa aura yahI jJAna, darzana, cAritra aura tapa hai, jisakA pratyakSa phala mokSa hai| 'jJAnIpuruSa' mileM tabhI mokSa kA mArga AsAna aura sarala ho jAtA hai| khicar3I banAne se bhI AsAna ho jAtA hai| 5. 'maiM' kI pahacAna - jJAnIpuruSa se? 1. AvazyakatA guru kI yA jJAnI kI? praznakartA : dAdAjI ke milane se pahale kisI ko guru mAnA ho to? to ve kyA kareM? Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dAdAzrI : unake vahA~ jAnA, aura nahIM jAnA ho to, jAnA Avazyaka bhI nahIM hai| Apa jAnA cAheM to jAnA aura mata jAnA ho to nahIM jaanaa| unheM duHkha na ho, isalie bhI jAnA caahie| Apako vinaya rakhanA caahie| yahA~ para 'AtmajJAna' lete samaya mujhase koI pUche ki, 'aba maiM guru ko chor3a dU~?' taba maiM kahU~gA ki, 'mata chodd'naa| are, unhIM guru ke pratApa se to yahA~ taka pahu~ca pAe ho|' saMsAra kA jJAna bhI guru binA nahIM hotA aura mokSa kA jJAna bhI guru binA nahIM hotaa| vyavahAra ke guru 'vyavahAra' ke lie haiM aura jJAnIpuruSa 'nizcaya' ke lie haiN| vyavahAra rileTiva hai aura nizcaya riyala hai| rileTiva ke lie guru cAhie aura rIyala ke lie jJAnIpuruSa caahie| praznakartA : aisA bhI kahate haiM na ki guru ke binA jJAna kisa taraha milegA? dAdAzrI : guru to rAstA dikhAte haiM, mArga dikhAte haiM aura 'jJAnIpuruSa' jJAna dete haiN| 'jJAnIpuruSa' arthAt jinheM jAnane ko kucha bhI bAkI nahIM rahA, khuda tadsvarUpa meM baiThe haiN| arthAt 'jJAnIpuruSa' Apako sabakucha de dete haiM aura guru to saMsAra meM Apako rAstA dikhAte haiM, unake kahe anusAra kareM to saMsAra meM sukhI ho jAte haiN| Adhi, vyAdhi aura upAdhi meM samAdhi dilavAe~ ve 'jnyaaniipuruss'| praznakartA : jJAna guru se milatA hai, lekina jisa guru ne khuda AtmasAkSAtkAra kara liyA ho, unake hI hAthoM jJAna mila sakatA hai na? / dAdAzrI : ve 'jJAnIpuruSa' hone cAhie aura phira sirpha AtmasAkSAtkAra karavAne se kucha nahIM hogaa| jaba 'jJAnIpuruSa', 'yaha jagat kisa taraha se cala rahA hai, khuda kauna hai, yaha kauna hai,' aise sabhI spaSTakara deM, taba kAma pUrA hotA hai, aisA hai| varnA, pustakoM ke pIche par3ate rahate haiM, lekina pustakeM to 'helpara' haiN| vaha mukhya cIz2a nahIM hai| vaha sAdhAraNa kAraNa hai, vaha asAdhAraNa kAraNa nahIM hai| asAdhAraNa kAraNa kauna-sA hai? 'jJAnIpuruSa'! Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ arpaNa vidhi kauna karavA sakate haiM? praznakartA : jJAna lene se pahale jo arpaNa vidhi karavAte haiM na, usameM yadi pahale kisI guru ke samakSa arpaNa vidhi kara lI ho, aura phira yahA~ vApasa arpaNa vidhi kareM to phira vaha ThIka nahIM kahalAegA na? dAdAzrI : arpaNavidhi to guru karavAte hI nahIM haiN| yahA~ to kyA-kyA arpaNa karanA hai? AtmA ke alAvA sbhiikuch| yAnI sabakucha arpaNa to koI karatA hI nahIM hai na! arpaNa hotA bhI nahIM hai aura koI guru aisA kahate bhI nahIM haiN| ve to Apako mArga dikhAte haiM, ve gAIDa ke rUpa meM kAma karate haiN| hama guru nahIM hai, hama to jJAnIpuruSa haiM aura ye to bhagavAna ke darzana karane haiN| mujhe arpaNa nahIM karanA hai, bhagavAna ko arpaNa karanA hai| AtmAnubhUtI kisa taraha se hotI hai? praznakartA : 'maiM AtmA hU~' usakA jJAna kisa taraha se hotA hai? khuda anubhUti kisa taraha se kara sakatA hai? dAdAzrI : yahI anubhUti karavAne ke lie to 'hama' baiThe haiN| yahA~ para jaba hama 'jJAna' dete haiM, taba 'AtmA' aura 'anAtmA' donoM ko judA kara dete haiM aura phira Apako ghara bheja dete haiN| __ jJAna kI prApti apane Apa nahIM ho sktii| yadi khuda se ho pAtA to ye sAdhu sanyAsI sabhI karake baiTha cuke hote| lekina vahA~ to jJAnIpuruSa kA hI kAma haiM / jJAnIpuruSa usake nimitta haiN| jaise ina davAoM ke lie ina DaoNkTara kI z2arUrata par3atI hai yA nahIM par3atI yA phira Apa khuda ghara para davAI banA lete ho? vahA~ kaise jAgRta rahate ho ki koI bhUla ho jAegI to hama mara jAe~ge! aura AtmA ke saMbaMdha meM to khuda hI mikscara banA letA hai ! zAstra khuda kI akla se guru dvArA dI gaI samajha ke binA par3he aura mikscara banAkara pI ge| ise bhagavAna ne svachaMda kahA hai| isa svachaMda se to anaMta janmoM kA maraNa ho gayA! vaha to eka hI janma kA maraNa thA!!! Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ akrama jJAna se nakada mokSa 'jJAnIpuruSa' abhI Apake samakSa pratyakSa haiM to mArga bhI milegA; varnA ye loga bhI bahuta socate haiM, paraMtu mArga nahIM milatA aura ulTe rAste cale jAte haiN| 'jJAnIpuruSa' to zAyada hI kabhI, ekAdha prakaTa hote haiM aura unake pAsa se jJAna milane se AtmAnubhava hotA hai| mokSa to yahA~ nakada honA caahie| yahIM para deha sahita mokSa baratanA caahie| isa akrama jJAna se nakada mokSa mila jAtA hai aura anubhava bhI hotA hai, aisA hai! jJAnI hI karAe AtmA-anAtmA kA bheda ___jaise isa aMgUThI meM sonA aura tA~bA donoM mile hue haiM, ise hama gA~va meM le jAkara kisI se kaheM ki, 'bhaiyA, alaga-alaga kara dIjie na!' to kyA koI bhI kara degA? kauna kara pAegA? praznakartA : sonI hI kara paaegaa| dAdAzrI : jisakA yaha kAma hai, jo isameM eksaparTa hai, vaha sonA aura tA~bA donoM alaga kara degaa| sau Taca sonA alaga kara degA, kyoMki vaha donoM ke guNadharma jAnatA hai ki sone ke guNadharma ye haiM aura tA~be ke guNadharma aise haiN| usI prakAra jJAnIpuruSa AtmA ke guNadharma ko jAnate haiM aura anAtmA ke guNadharma ko bhI jAnate haiN| jaise a~gUThI meM sone aura tA~be kA 'mikscara' ho to use alaga kiyA jA sakatA hai| sonA aura tA~bA donoM kampAunDa svarUpa (rUpa) ho jAte to unheM alaga nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| kyoMki isase guNadharma alaga hI prakAra ke ho jaate| isI prakAra jIva ke aMdara cetana aura acetana kA mikscara hai, ve kampAunDa ke rUpa meM nahIM haiN| isalie phira se apane svabhAva ko prApta kara sakate haiM / kampAunDa bana gayA hotA to patA hI nahIM cltaa| cetana ke guNadharmoM kA bhI patA nahIM calatA aura acetana ke guNadharmoM kA bhI patA nahIM calatA aura tIsarA hI guNadharma utpanna ho jaataa| lekina aisA nahIM hai| unakA to kevala mikscara banA hai| 11 Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAnIpuruSa, varlDa ke greTesTa sAinTisTa vaha to 'jJAnIpuruSa' hI haiM jo varlDa ke greTesTa sAinTisTa haiM, ve hI jAna sakate haiM, aura ve hI donoM ko alaga kara sakate haiN| ve AtmAanAtmA kA vibhAjana kara dete haiM itanA hI nahIM, lekina Apake pApoM ko jalAkara bhasmIbhUta kara dete haiM, divyacakSu dete haiM aura yaha jagat kyA hai, kisa taraha se cala rahA hai, kauna calA rahA hai', vagairaha sabhI spaSTa kara dete haiM, taba jAkara apanA kAma pUrNa hotA hai| ___karor3oM janmoM ke puNya jAgeM taba 'jJAnI' ke darzana hote haiM, nahIM to darzana hI kahA~ se ho pAe~ge? jJAna kI prApti karane ke lie 'jJAnI' ko pahacAna! aura koI rAstA nahIM hai / DhU~DhanevAle ko mila hI jAte haiM ! 6. 'jJAnIpuruSa kauna?' saMta aura jJAnI kI vyAkhyA praznakartA : ye jo sabhI saMta ho cuke haiM, unameM aura jJAnI meM kitanA aMtara hai? dAdAzrI : saMta kamaz2orI chur3avAte haiM aura acchI cIz2a sikhAte haiM (acchAiyA~ sikhAte); jo galata kAma chur3avAe~ aura acchA pakar3avAe~ ve saMta kahalAte haiN| jo pApa karma se bacAe~ ve saMta haiM lekina jo pApa aura puNya donoM se bacAe~ ve jJAnIpuruSa kahalAte haiN| saMtapuruSa sahI rAste para le jAte haiM aura jJAnIpuruSa mukti dilavAte haiN| jJAnIpuruSa to aMtima vizeSaNa kahalAte haiM, vaha apanA kAma hI nikAla le| sacce jJAnI kauna? ki jinameM ahaMkAra aura mamatA donoM na hoN| jise AtmA kA saMpUrNa anubhava ho cukA hai, ve 'jJAnIpuruSa' kahalAte haiN| ve pUre brahmAMDa kA varNana kara sakate haiN| sabhI savAloM kA javAba de sakate haiN| jJAnIpuruSa arthAt varlDa kA Azcarya / jJAnIpuruSa arthAt prakaTa diiyaa| 12 Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAnIpuruSa kI pahacAna praznakartA : jJAnIpuruSa ko kaise pahacAneM? dAdAzrI : jJAnIpuruSa to binA kucha kie hI pahacAne jAe~ aise hote haiN| unakI sugaMdha hI, pahacAnI jAe aisI hotI hai| unakA vAtAvaraNa kucha aura hI hotA hai ! unakI vANI hI alaga hotI hai ! unake zabdoM se hI patA cala jAtA hai| are, unakI A~kheM dekhate hI mAlUma ho jAtA hai| jJAnI ke pAsa bahuta adhika vizvasanIyatA hotI hai, jabaradasta vizvasanIyatA ! aura unakA hara zabda zAstrarUpa hotA hai, yadi samajha meM Ae to / unake vANI-vartana aura vinaya manohara hote haiM, mana kA haraNa karanevAle hote haiN| aise bahuta sAre lakSaNa hote haiN| jJAnIpuruSa abudha hote haiN| jo AtmA ke jJAnI hote haiM na, ve to parama sukhI hote haiM aura unheM kiMcitmAtra dukha nahIM hotaa| isalie vahA~ para apanA kalyANa hotA hai| jo khuda kA kalyANa karake baiThe hoM, ve hI auroM kA kalyANa kara sakate haiN| jo khuda taira sake vehI hameM kinAre phuNcaaeNge| jo khuda taira sake ve hI hameM kinAre phuNcaaeNge| vahA~ para lAkhoM loga tairakara pAra nikala jAte haiM / zrImad rAjacaMdrajI ne kyA kahA hai ki, 'jJAnIpuruSa kauna ki jinheM kiMcit mAtra bhI kisI bhI prakAra kI spRhA nahIM hai, duniyA meM kisI prakAra kI jinheM bhIkha nahIM hai, upadeza dene kI bhI jinheM bhIkha nahIM hai, ziSyoM kI bhI bhIkha nahIM hai, kisI ko sudhArane kI bhI bhIkha nahIM hai, kisI prakAra kA garva nahIM hai, gAravatA nahIM hai, mAlikIbhAva nahIM hai| 7. jJAnIpuruSa - e. ema. paTela (dAdAzrI) 'dAdA bhagavAna', jo caudaha loka ke nAtha haiM / ve ApameM bhI haiM, lekina ApameM prakaTa nahIM hue haiN| ApameM avyakta rUpa se haiM aura yahA~ vyakta hue haiN| jo vyakta hue haiM, ve phala dete haiN| eka bAra bhI unakA nAma leM to bhI kAma nikala jAe, aisA hai / lekina pahacAna kara bolane se to kalyANa ho jAegA aura sAMsArika cIz2oM kI yadi ar3acana ho to vaha bhI dUra ho jaaegii| 13 Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ye jo dikhAI dete haiM, ve 'dAdA bhagavAna' nahIM haiN| Apako, jo dikhAI dete haiM, unheM hI 'dAdA bhagavAna' samajhate hoge, hai na? lekina yaha dikhAI denevAle to bhAdaraNa ke paTela haiN| maiM 'jJAnIpuruSa' hU~ aura jo bhItara prakaTa hue haiM, ve dAdA bhagavAna haiN| maiM khuda bhagavAna nahIM huuN| mere bhItara prakaTa hue dAdA bhagavAna ko maiM bhI namaskAra karatA huuN| hamArA dAdA bhagavAna ke sAtha judApana (bhinnatA) kA hI vyavahAra hai| lekina loga aisA samajhate haiM ki ye khuda hI dAdA bhagavAna haiN| nahIM, khuda dAdA bhagavAna kaise ho sakate haiM? ye to paTela haiM, bhAdaraNa ke| ___ (yaha jJAna lene ke bAda) dAdAjI kI AjJA kA pAlana karanA yAnI vaha 'e.ema.paTela' kI AjJA nahIM hai| khuda 'dAdA bhagavAna' kI, jo caudaha loka ke nAtha haiM, unakI AjJA hai| usakI gAranTI detA huuN| yaha to mere mAdhyama se yaha saba bAteM nikalI haiN| isalie Apako usa AjJA kA pAlana karanA hai| 'merI AjJA' nahIM hai, yaha dAdA bhagavAna kI AjJA hai| maiM bhI una bhagavAna kI AjJA meM rahatA hU~ na! 8. kramika mArga- akrama mArga mokSa meM jAne ke do mArga haiM : eka 'kramika mArga' aura dUsarA 'akrama' maarg| kramika arthAt sIr3hI dara sIr3hI cddh'naa| jaise kramika meM parigraha kama karate jAoge, vaise-vaise vaha Apako mokSa meM pahu~cAe~ge, vaha bhI bahuta kAla ke bAda aura yaha akrama vijJAna yAnI kyA? sIDhIyA~ nahIM caDhanI hai, liphTa meM baiTha jAnA hai aura bArahavIM maMz2ila para pahu~ca jAnA hai, aisA yaha liphTa mArga nikalA hai| sIdhe hI liphTa meM baiThakara, bIvI-baccoM ke sAtha beTe-beTiyoM kI zAdI karavAkara, sabhIkucha karake mokSa meM jaanaa| ye sabhI karate hue bhI ApakA mokSa nahIM jaaegaa| aisA akrama mArga, apavAda mArga bhI kahalAtA hai| vaha hara dasa lAkha varSa meM prakaTa hotA hai| to jo isa liphTa mArga meM baiTha jaaegaa| usakA kalyANa ho jaaegaa| maiM to nimitta huuN| jo isa liphTa meM jo baiTha gae, unakA hala nikala AyA na! hala to nikAlanA hI hogA na? hama mokSa meM jAnevAle hI haiM, usa liphTa meM baiThe hone kA pramANa to honA cAhie 14 Page #18 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ yA nahIM honA cAhie? usakA pramANa yAnI krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha nahIM hoM, ArtadhyAna-raudradhyAna nahIM hoN| taba phira pUrA kAma ho gayA na? akrama saralatA se karAe AtmAnubhUti kramika mArga meM to kitanA adhika prayatna karane para AtmA hai aisA dhyAna AtA hai, vaha bhI bahuta aspaSTa aura lakSya to baiThatA hI nhiiN| use lakSya meM rakhanA par3atA hai ki AtmA aisA hai| aura Apako to akrama mArga meM sIdhA AtmAnubhava hI ho jAtA hai| sira duHkhe, bhUkha lage, bAhara bhale hI kitanI bhI muzkileM Ae~, lekina aMdara kI zAtA (sukha pariNAma) nahIM jAtI, use AtmAnubhava kahA hai| AtmAnubhava to duHkha ko bhI sukha meM badala detA hai aura mithyAtvI ko to sukha meM bhI duHkha mahasUsa hotA hai| ___ yaha akrama vijJAna hai isalie itanI jaldI samakita ho jAtA hai, yaha to bahuta hI ucca prakAra kA vijJAna hai| AtmA aura anAtmA ke bIca yAnI ApakI aura parAI cIz2a donoM kA vibhAjana kara dete haiM, ki yaha ApakA hai aura yaha ApakA nahIM hai, donoM ke bIca meM vidina vana avara (mAtra eka hI ghaMTe meM) lAina oNpha DirmAkezana (bhedarekhA) DAla detA huuN| Apa khuda mehanata karake karane jAoge to lAkha janmoM meM bhI ThikAnA nahIM pdd'egaa| mujhe' milA vahI adhikArI praznakartA : yaha mArga itanA AsAna hai, to phira koI adhikAra (pAtratA) jaisA dekhanA hI nahIM? hara kisI ke lie yaha saMbhava hai? dAdAzrI : loga mujhe pUchate hai ki, maiM adhikArI (pAtra) hU~ kyA? taba maiMne kahA, 'mujhe milA, isalie tU adhikaarii|' yaha milanA, to sAyanTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDansa hai isake piiche| isalie hameM jo koI milA, use adhikArI samajhA jAtA hai| vaha kisa AdhAra para milatA hai? vaha adhikArI hai, isI vajaha se to mujhase milatA hai| mujhase milane para bhI yadi use prApti nahIM hotI, to phira usakA aMtarAya karma bAdhaka hai| 15 Page #19 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ krama meM karanA hai' aura akrama meM... eka bhAI ne eka bAra prazna kiyA ki krama aura akrama meM pharka kyA hai? taba maiMne batAyA ki, krama yAnI jaisA ki sabhI kahate haiM ki yaha ulTA (galata) chor3o aura sIdhA (sahI) kro| bAra-bAra yahI kahanA, usakA nAma kramika maarg| krama yAnI saba chor3ane ko kaheM, yaha kapaTa-lobha choDo aura acchA kro| yahI Apane dekhA na Aja taka? aura yaha akrama yAnI, karanA nahIM, karomi-karosi-karoti nahIM! akrama vijJAna to bahuta bar3A Azcarya hai| yahA~ 'AtmajJAna' lene ke bAda dUsare dina se vyakti meM parivartana ho jAtA hai| yaha sunate hI logoM ko yaha vijJAna svIkAra ho jAtA hai aura yahA~ khiMce cale Ate haiN| akrama meM mUla rUpa se aMdara se hI zurUAta hotI hai| kramika mArga meM zuddhatA bhI aMdara se nahIM ho sakatI, usakA kAraNa yaha hai ki kepesiTI nahIM hai, aisI mazInarI nahIM hai isalie bAhara kA tarIkA apanAyA hai lekina vaha bAhara kA tarIkA aMdara kaba pahu~cegA? mana-vacana-kAyA kI ekatA hogI, taba aMdara pahu~cegA aura phira aMdara zurUAta hogii| mUlataH (Ajakala) to mana-vacana-kAyA kI ekatA hI nahIM rhii| ekAtmayoga TUTane se apavAda rUpa se prakaTa huA akrama jagat ne sTepa bAya sTepa, kramazaH Age bar3hane kA mokSa mArga DhU~Dha nikAlA hai lekina vaha tabhI taka sahI thA jaba taka ki jo mana meM ho, vaisA hI vANI meM boleM aura vaisA hI vartana meM ho, tabhI taka vaisA mokSa mArga cala sakatA hai, varnA yaha mArga baMda ho jAtA hai| to isa kAla meM manavacana-kAyA kI ekatA TUTa gaI hai isalie kramika mArga phrekcara ho gayA hai| isalie kahatA hU~ na ki isa kramika mArga kA bejamenTa sar3a cukA hai, isalie yaha akrama nikalA hai| yahA~ para sabakucha alAu ho jAtA hai, tU jaisA hogA vaisA, tU mujhe yahA~ para milA na to basa! yAnI hameM aura dUsarI koI jhaMjhaTa hI nahIM krnii| Page #20 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 'jJAnI' kRpA se hI prApti' praznakartA : Apane jo akrama mArga kahA, vaha Apake jaise 'jJAnI' ke lie ThIka hai, sarala hai| lekina hamAre jaise sAmAnya, saMsAra meM rahanevAle, kAma karanevAle logoM ke lie vaha muzkila hai| to usake lie kyA upAya hai? dAdAzrI : 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke yahA~ bhagavAna prakaTa ho cuke hote haiM, caudaha loka ke nAtha prakaTa ho cuke hote haiM, vaise 'jJAnIpuruSa' mila jAe~ to kyA bAkI rahegA? ApakI zakti se nahIM karanA hai| unakI kRpA se hotA hai| kRpA se sabakucha hI badala jAtA hai| isalie yahA~ to jo Apa mA~go vaha sArA hI hisAba pUrA hotA hai| Apako kucha bhI nahIM karanA hai| Apako to 'jJAnIpuruSa' kI AjJA meM hI rahanA hai| yaha to 'akrama vijJAna' hai| yAnI pratyakSa bhagavAna ke pAsa se kAma nikAla lenA hai aura vaha Apako pratikSaNa rahatA hai, ghaMTe-do ghaMTe hI nhiiN| praznakartA : yAnI unheM saba sauMpa diyA ho, to ve hI saba karate haiM? dAdAzrI : ve hI saba kareMge, Apako kucha bhI nahIM karanA hai| karane se to karma bNdhege| Apako to sirpha liphTa meM baiThanA hai| liphTa meM pA~ca AjJAe~ pAlanI haiN| liphTa meM baiThane ke bAda bhItara uchalakUda mata karanA, hAtha bAhara mata nikAlanA, itanA hI Apako karanA hai| kabhI hI aisA mArga nikalatA hai, vaha puNyazAliyoM ke lie hI hai| varlDa kA yaha gyArahavA~ Azcarya kahalAtA hai! apavAda meM jise TikiTa mila gaI, usakA kAma ho gyaa| akrama mArga jArI hai isameM merA hetu to itanA hI hai ki 'maiMne jo sukha prApta kiyA, vaha sukha Apa bhI prApta kro|' arthAt aisA jo yaha vijJAna prakaTa huA hai, vaha yoM hI daba jAnevAlA nahIM hai| hama hamAre pIche jJAniyoM kI vaMzAvalI chor3a jaaeNge| hamAre uttarAdhikArI chor3a jAeMge aura usake bAda jJAniyoM kI liMka cAlU rhegii| isalie sajIvana mUrti khojnaa| usake bagaira hala nikalanevAlA nahIM hai| Page #21 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ maiM to kucha logoM ko apane hAthoM siddhi pradAna karane vAlA huuN| pIche koI cAhie ki nahIM cAhie? pIchevAloM logoM ko mArga to cAhie na? 9. jJAnavidhi kyA hai? praznakartA : ApakI jJAnavidhi kyA hai? dAdAzrI : jJAnavidhi to separezana ( alaga) karanA hai, pudgala (anAtmA) aura AtmA kA ! zuddha cetana aura pudgala donoM kA separezana / praznakartA : yaha siddhAMta to ThIka hI hai lekina usakI paddhati kyA hai, vaha jAnanA hai| I dAdAzrI : isameM lene-dene jaisA kucha hotA nahIM hai, kevala yahA~ baiThakara yaha jaisA hai vaisA bolane kI jarUrata hai ('maiM kauna hU~' usakI pahacAna, jJAna karAnA, do ghaMTe kA jJAnaprayoga hotA hai / usameM ar3atAlIsa miniTa AtmA - anAtmA kA bheda karanevAle bhedavijJAna ke vAkya bulavAe jAte haiN| jo sabhI ko samUha meM bolane hote haiN| usake bAda eka ghaMTe meM pA~ca AjJAe~ udAharaNa dekara vistArapUrvaka samajhAI jAtI haiM, ki aba bAkI kA jIvana kaise vyatIta karanA ki jisase nae karma nahIM ba~dheM aura purAne karma pUrNatayA khatma ho jAe~, sAtha hI 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~' kA lakSya hamezA rahA kare!) 10. jJAnavidhi meM kyA hotA hai? hama jJAna dete haiM, usase karma bhasmIbhUta ho jAte haiM aura usa samaya kaI AvaraNa TUTa jAte haiN| taba bhagavAna kI kRpA hotI hai aura sAtha vaha khuda jAgRta ho jAtA hai| jAgane ke pazcAta vaha jAgRti jAtI nahIM hai| phira niraMtara jAgRta raha sakate haiN| yAnI niraMtara pratIti rahegI hI / AtmA kA anubhava huA yAnI dehAdhyAsa chUTa gyaa| dehAdhyAsa chUTa gayA yAnI karmaba~dha ne bhI baMda ho ge| pahalI mukti ajJAna se hotI hai| phira eka do janmoM meM aMtima mukti mila jAtI hai| karma bhasmIbhUta hote haiM jJAnAgni se jisa dina yaha 'jJAna' dete haiM usa dina kyA hotA hai? jJAnAgni se usake 18 Page #22 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jo karma haiM, ve bhasmIbhUta ho jAte haiN| do prakAra ke karma bhasmIbhUta ho jAte haiM aura eka prakAra ke karma bAkI rahate haiN| jo karma bhApa jaise haiM, unakA nAza ho jAtA hai| aura jo karma pAnI jaise haiM, unakA bhI nAza ho jAtA hai lekina jo karma barpha jaise haiM, unakA nAza nahIM hotaa| kyoMki ve jame hue haiN| jo karma phala dene ke lie taiyAra ho gayA hai, vaha phira choDatA nahIM hai| lekina pAnI aura bhApa svarUpa jo karma haiM, unheM jJAnAgni khatma kara detI hai| isalie jJAna pAte hI loga ekadama halke ho jAte haiM, unakI jAgRti ekadama bar3ha jAtI hai| kyoMki jaba taka karma bhasmIbhUta nahIM hote, taba taka manuSya kI jAgRti bar3hatI hI nhiiN| jo barpha svarUpa karma haiM ve to hameM bhogane hI pdd'eNge| aura ve bhI saralatA se kaise bhogeM, usake saba rAste hamane batAe haiM ki, "bhAI, yaha 'dAdA bhagavAna ke asIma jaya jayakAra ho bolanA', trimaMtra bolanA, nava kalameM bolnaa|" __ saMsArI duHkha kA abhAva, vaha mukti kA prathama anubhava kahalAtA hai| jaba hama Apako 'jJAna' dete haiM, taba vaha Apako dUsare hI dina se ho jAtA hai| phira yaha zarIra kA bojha, karmoM kA bojha ve saba TUTa jAte haiM, vaha dUsarA anubhv| phira AnaMda hI itanA adhika hotA hai ki jisakA varNana hI nahIM ho sakatA !! praznakartA : Apake pAsa se jJAna milA, vahI AtmajJAna hai na? dAdAzrI : jo milatA hai, vaha AtmajJAna nahIM hai| bhItara prakaTa huA vaha AtmajJAna hai| hama bulavAte haiM aura Apa bolo to usake sAtha hI pApa bhasmIbhUta hote haiM aura bhItara jJAna prakaTa ho jAtA hai| vaha Apake bhItara prakaTa ho gayA hai na? mahAtmA : hA~, ho gayA hai| dAdAzrI : AtmA prApta karanA kyA kucha AsAna hai? usake pIche (jJAnavidhi ke samaya) jJAnAgni se pApa bhasmIbhUta ho jAte haiN| aura kyA hotA hai? AtmA aura deha judA ho jAte haiN| tIsarA kyA hotA hai ki bhagavAna 19 Page #23 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kI kRpA utaratI hai, jisase niraMtara jAgRti utpanna ho jAtI hai, usase prajJA kI zurUAta ho jAtI hai| dUja meM se pUnama hama jaba jJAna dete haiM taba anAdi kAla se, arthAt lAkhoM janma kI jo amAvasyA thI, amAvasyA samajhe Apa? 'no mUna' anAdi kAla se 'DArkanesa meM' hI jI rahe haiM sbhii| ujAlA dekhA hI nhiiN| mUna dekhA hI nahI thA! to hama jaba yaha jJAna dete haiM taba mUna prakaTa ho jAtA hai| pahale vaha dUja cA~da ke jitanA ujAlA detA hai| pUrA hI jJAna de dete haiM phira bhI aMdara kitanA prakaTa hotA hai? dUja ke caMdramA jitanA hii| phira isa janma meM pUnama ho jAe, taba taka kA Apako karanA hai| phira dUja se tIja hogI, cotha hogI, cotha se paMcamI hogI....aura pUnama ho jAegI to phira kampalITa ho gayA! arthAt kevalajJAna ho gyaa| karma nahIM ba~dhege, karma ba~dhane rUka jaaeNge| krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha baMda ho jaaeNge| pahale vAstava meM apane Apako jo caMdUbhAI mAnatA thA, vahI bhrAMti thii| vAstava meM 'maiM caMdUbhAI ha~' vaha gyaa| vaha bhrAMti gii| aba tujhe jo AjJAe~ dI haiM, una AjJAoM meM rhnaa| ___yahA~ jJAnavidhi meM Aoge to maiM sabhI pApa dho dUMgA, phira Apako khuda ko doSa dikhegA aura khuda ke doSa dikhe tabhI se samajhanA ki mokSa meM jAne kI taiyArI huii| 11. AtmajJAna prApti ke bAda AjJApAlana kA mahatva AjJA, jJAna ke proTekzana ke lie ( hetu) hamAre jJAna dene ke pazcAta Apako Atma anubhava ho jAne para kyA kAma bAkI rahatA hai? jJAnIpuruSa kI AjJA' kA paaln| 'AjJA' hI dharma aura 'AjJA' hI tp| aura hamArI AjJA saMsAra (vyavahAra) meM z2arA sI bhI bAdhaka nahIM hai| saMsAra meM rahate hue bhI saMsAra kA asara nahIM ho, aisA yaha akrama vijJAna hai| yaha kAla kaisA hai ki sarvatra kusaMga hai| rasoIghara se lekara oNphisa Page #24 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ meM, ghara meM, rAste meM, bAhara, gAr3I meM, Trena meM, isa taraha saba jagaha kusaMga hI hai / kusaMga hai, isalie yaha jo jJAna maiMne Apako do ghaMToM meM diyA hai, use yaha kusaMga hI khA jaaegaa| kusaMga nahIM khA jAegA? usake lie pA~ca AjJAoM kI proTekzana bAr3a dI ki yaha proTekzana karate raheMge to aMdara dazA meM z2arA bhI pharka nahIM par3egA / vaha jJAna use dI gaI sthiti meM hI rahegA / yadi bAr3a TUTa jAe to jJAna ko khatma kara degA, dhUla meM milA degaa| yaha jJAna jo maiMne diyA hai vaha bheda jJAna hai aura judA bhI kara diyA hai lekina aba vaha judA hI rahe, usake lie ye pA~ca vAkya (AjJA) maiM Apako proTekzana ke lie detA hU~ tAki yaha jo kaliyuga hai na, usa kalayuga meM lUTa na leM sabhI / bodhabIja uge to pAnI vagairaha chir3akanA par3egA na? bAr3a banAnI par3egI yA nahIM banAnI par3egI? T 'jJAna' ke bAda kauna sI sAdhanA ? praznakartA : isa jJAna ke bAda meM aba kisa prakAra kI sAdhanA karanI cAhie? dAdAzrI : sAdhanA to, ina pA~ca AjJAoM kA pAlana karate ho na, vahI! aba aura koI sAdhanA nahIM hai| bAkI sabhI sAdhanA ba~dhanakAraka hai| ye pA~ca AjJA chur3avAe~gI / praznakartA : ye jo pA~ca AjJAe~ hai, inameM aisA kyA hai ? dAdAzrI : pA~ca AjJAoM kI eka bAr3a haiM, to yaha ApakA mAla aMdara curA na leM vaisI bAr3a Apa banAkara rakho to aMdara ekz2ekTa jaisA hamane diyA hai vaisA hI rahegA aura bAr3a DhIlI huI to koI ghusakara bigAr3a degaa| to use ripeyara karane vApasa mujhe AnA pdd'egaa| jaba taka ina pA~ca AjJAoM meM rahoge, taba taka hama niraMtara samAdhi kI gAranTI dete haiM / I AjJA se tIvra pragati praznakartA : ApakA jJAna prApta karane ke pazcAt hamArI, mahAtmAoM 21 Page #25 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kI jo pragati hotI hai usa pragati kI spIDa kisa para AdhArita hai? kyA karane se tejI se pragati hogI? dAdAzrI : pA~ca AjJA pAleM to sabakucha tez2I se hogA aura pA~ca AjJA hI usakA kAraNa hai| pA~ca AjJA pAlane se AvaraNa TUTatA jAtA hai| zaktiyA~ prakaTa hotI jAtI haiN| jo avyakta zaktiyA~ haiM, ve vyakta hotI jAtI haiN| pA~ca AjJA pAlana se aizvarya vyakta hotA hai| sabhI taraha kI zaktiyA~ prakaTa hotI haiN| AjJApAlana karane para nirbhara karatA hai| hamArI AjJA ke prati sinsiyara rahanA vaha to saba se bar3A mukhya guNa hai| hamArI AjJA pAlana karane se jo abudha huA vaha hamAre jaisA hI ho jAegA na! lekina jaba taka AjJA kA sevana hai, taba taka phira AjJA meM badalAva nahIM honA caahie| to parezAnI nahIM hogii| dRr3ha nizcaya se hI AjJA pAlana dAdA kI AjJA kA pAlana karanA hai vahI saba se bar3I cIz2a hai| AjJA kA pAlana karanA hai aisA taya karanA caahie| AjJA kA pAlana ho pAtA hai yA nahIM, vaha Apako nahIM dekhanA hai| AjJA kA jitanA pAlana ho sake utanA ThIka hai, lekina Apako taya karanA cAhie ki AjJA pAlana karanA hai| praznakartA : AjJA pAlana kama yA jyAdA ho pAe to, usameM harja nahIM hai na? dAdAzrI : harja nahIM, aisA nahIM hai| Apako taya karanA hai ki AjJA kA pAlana karanA hI hai? subaha se taya karanA hai ki 'mujhe pA~ca AjJA meM rahanA hai, pAlana karanA hai|' taya kiyA tabhI se hamArI AjJA meM A gayA mujhe itanA hI caahie| AjJA kA pAlana karanA bhUla jAe to pratikramaNa karanA ki 'he dAdA do ghaMToM ke lie maiM bhUla gayA thA, ApakI AjJA bhUla gayA lekina mujhe to AjJA kA pAlana karanA hai| mujhe mApha kiijie|' to pichalI sabhI parIkSAe~ pAsa / sau ke sau mArksa puure| isase jokhimadArI nahIM rhegii| AjJA meM A 22 Page #26 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jAoge to saMsAra sparza nahIM karegA / hamArI AjJA kA pAlana karoge to Apako kucha bhI sparza nahIM karegA / 'AjJA' pAlana se vAstavika puruSArtha kI zurUAta maiMne Apako jJAna diyA to Apako prakRti se judA kiyaa| 'maiM zuddhAtmA' yAnI puruSa aura usake bAda meM vAstavika puruSArtha hai, riyala puruSArtha hai yh| praznakartA : riyala puruSArtha aura rileTiva puruSArtha una donoM ke bIca kA pharka batAie naa| dAdAzrI : riyala puruSArtha meM karane kI cIz2a nahIM hotii| donoM meM pharka yaha hai ki riyala puruSArtha arthAt ' dekhanA' aura 'jAnanA' aura rileTiva puruSArtha yAnI kyA? bhAva karanA / maiM aisA karU~gA / Apa caMdUbhAI the aura puruSArtha karate the vaha bhrAMti kA puruSArtha thA lekina jaba 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~' ki prApti kI aura usake bAda puruSArtha karo, dAdA kI pA~ca AjJA meM raho to vaha riyala puruSArtha hai| puruSa (pada) kI prApti hone ke bAda meM (puruSArtha kiyA) khlaaegaa| praznakartA : yaha jo jJAna bIja boyA vahI prakAza hai, vahI jyoti hai? dAdAzrI : vahI ! lekina bIja ke rUpa meN| aba dhIre-dhIre pUnama hogii| pudgala aura puruSa donoM judA hue, tabhI se sahI puruSArtha zurU hotA hai| jahA~ para puruSArtha kI zurUAta huI, to vaha dUja se pUnama kara degA / hA~! ina AjJAoM kA pAlana kiyA to vaisA hogA / aura kucha bhI nahIM karanA hai sirpha AjJA kA pAlana karanA hai / praznakartA : dAdA, puruSa ho jAne ke bAda kA puruSArtha kA varNana to kIjie thodd'aa| vaha vyakti vyavahAra meM kaisA bartAva karatA hai? dAdAzrI : hai nA yaha saba, ye apane sabhI mahAtmA pA~ca AjJA meM rahate haiM na! pA~ca AjJA vahI dAdA, vahI riyala puruSArtha / pA~ca AjJA kA pAlana karanA, vahI puruSArtha hai aura pA~ca AjJA ke 23 Page #27 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pariNAma svarUpa kyA hotA hai? jJAtA-dRSTA pada meM rahA jA sakatA hai aura hameM koI pUche ki kharA puruSArtha kyA hai? to hama kaheMge, 'jJAtA-dRSTA' rahanA, vaha to ye pA~ca AjJAe~ jJAtA-dRSTA rahanA hI sikhAtI hai na? hama dekhate haiM ki jahA~-jahA~ jisane sacce dila se puruSArtha zurU kiyA hai usa para hamArI kRpA avazya barasatI hI hai| 12. AtmAnubhava tIna sTeja meM, anubhava-lakSya-pratIti praznakartA : AtmA kA anubhava ho jAne para kyA hotA hai? dAdAzrI : AtmA kA anubhava ho gayA, yAnI dehAdhyAsa chUTa gyaa| dehAdhyAsa chUTa gayA, yAnI karma ba~dhanA ruka gyaa| phira isase jyAdA aura kyA cAhie? pahale caMdUbhAI kyA the aura Aja caMdUbhAI kyA haiM, vaha samajha meM AtA hai| to yaha parivartana kaise? Atma-anubhava se| pahale dehAdhyAsa kA anubhava thA aura aba yaha Atma-anubhava hai| pratIti arthAt pUrI mAnyatA sau pratizata badala gaI aura 'maiM zuddhAtmA hI hU~' vahI bAta pUrI taraha se taya ho gii| maiM zuddhAtmA hU~' vaha zraddhA baiThatI hai lekina vApasa uTha jAtI hai aura pratIti nahIM uutthtii| zraddhA badala jAtI hai, lekina pratIti nahIM badalatI yaha pratIti yAnI mAna lo hamane yahA~ ye lakar3I rakhI aba usa para bahuta dabAva Ae to aise Ter3I ho jAegI lekina sthAna nahIM chodd'egii| bhale hI kitane hI karmoM kA udaya Ae, kharAba udaya Ae lekina sthAna nahIM chodd'egii| 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~' vaha gAyaba nahIM hogaa| anubhava, lakSya aura pratIti ye tInoM rheNge| pratIti sadA ke lie rhegii| lakSya to kabhI-kabhI rhegaa| vyApAra meM yA kisI kAma meM lage ki phira se lakSya cUka jAe~ aura kAma khatma hone para phira se lakSya meM A jaaeN| aura anubhava to kaba hogA, ki jaba kAma se, sabase nivRta hokara ekAMta meM baiThe hoM taba anubhava kA svAda aaegaa| yadyapi anubhava to bar3hatA hI rahatA hai| 24 Page #28 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ anubhava lakSya aura prtiiti| pratIti mukhya hai, vaha AdhAra hai| vaha AdhAra banane ke bAda lakSya utpanna hotA hai| usake bAda 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~' vaha niraMtara lakSya meM rahatA hI hai aura jaba ArAma se baiThe hoM aura jJAtAdRSTA raheM taba vaha anubhava meM AtA hai| 13. pratyakSa satsaMga kA mahatva ulajhana ke samAdhAna ke lie satsaMga kI AvazyakatA isa 'akrama vijJAna' ke mAdhyama se Apako bhI AtmAnubhava hI prApta huA hai| lekina vaha Apako AsAnI se prApta ho gayA hai, isalie Apako khuda ko lAbha hotA hai, pragati kI jA sakatI hai| vizeSa rUpa se 'jJAnI' ke paricaya meM rahakara samajha lenA hai| yaha jJAna bArIqI se samajhanA pdd'egaa| kyoMki yaha jJAna ghaMTebhara meM diyA gayA hai| kitanA bar3A jJAna! jo eka karor3a sAla meM nahIM ho sake vahI jJAna ghaMTebhara meM ho jAtA hai| magara besika (buniyAdI) hotA hai| phira vistAra se samajha lenA par3egA na? use byorevAra samajhane ke lie to Apa mere pAsa baiThakara pUchoge taba maiM Apako smjhaauuN| isalie hama kahA karate haiM na ki satsaMga kI bahuta AvazyakatA hai| Apa jyoM-jyoM yahA~ gutthI pUchate jAe~, tyoM-tyoM ve gutthI aMdara khulatI jAtI hai| ve to jise cubhe, use pUcha lenA caahie| bIja bone ke bAda meM pAnI chir3akanA z2arUrI praznakartA : jJAna lene ke bAda bhI 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~' aisA dhyAna meM lAnA par3atA hai, vaha kucha kaThina hai| dAdAzrI : nahIM, aisA honA caahie| rakhanA nahIM par3egA apane Apa hI rhegaa| to usake lie kyA karanA par3egA? usake lie mere pAsa Ate rahanA pdd'egaa| jo pAnI chir3akA jAnA cAhie vaha chir3akA nahIM jAtA isalie ina saba meM muzkila AtI hai| Apa vyApAra para dhyAna nahIM do to vyApAra kA kyA hogA? 25 Page #29 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ praznakartA : DAuna ho jAegA / dAdAzrI : hA~, aisA hI isameM bhI hai| jJAna le Ae to phira usa para pAnI chir3akanA par3egA, to paudhA bar3A hogaa| choTA paudhA hotA hai na, usa para bhI pAnI chir3akanA par3atA hai / to kabhI - kabhI mahIne do mahIne meM z2arA pAnI chir3akanA cAhie / praznakartA : ghara para chir3akate haiM n| dAdAzrI : nahIM, lekina ghara para ho aisA nahIM clegaa| aisA to calatA hogA? aamne-saamne| jaba jJAnI yahA~ para Ae~ hoM aura Apako usakI kImata hI na ho... skUla gae the yA nahIM? kitane sAloM taka gae the? praznakartA: dasa sAla / dAdAzrI : to kyA sIkhA vahA~ ? bhASA ! isa aMgrejI bhASA ke lie dasa sAla nikAle to yahA~ mere pAsa to chaH mahIne kahatA hU~ / cha: mahIne agara mere pIche ghUmoge na to kAma ho jaaegaa| nizcaya sTroMga to aMtarAya breka praznakartA : bAhara ke progrAma bana gae haiM, isalie Ane meM parezAnI hogii| dAdAzrI : vaha to yadi ApakA bhAva sTroMga hogA to vaha TUTa jaaegaa| aMdara apanA bhAva sTroMga hai yA DhIlA hai vaha dekha lenA hai| gAranTI satsaMga se, saMsAra ke munAphe kI mere yahA~ sabhI vyApArI Ate haiM na, aura ve bhI aise jo yadi dukAna para eka ghaMTe derI se jAe~ to pA~casau haz2Ara rupaye kA nukasAna ho jAe aise / unase maiMne kahA, 'yahA~ para Aoge utane samaya para nukasAna nahIM hogA aura yadi bIca rAste meM Adhe ghaMTe kisI dukAna meM khar3e rahoge to Apako nukasAna hogaa| yahA~ para Aoge to jokhimadArI merI kyoMki isameM mujhe koI lenA 26 Page #30 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ denA nahIM hai| yAnI Apa yahA~ para apane AtmA ke lie hI Ae isalie kahatA hU~ sabhI se, Apako nukasAna nahIM hogA, kisI bhI prakAra kA, yahA~ para Aoge to| dAdA ke satsaMga kI alaukikatA yadi karma kA udaya bahuta bhArI Ae taba Apako samajha lenA hai ki yaha udaya bhArI hai isalie zAMta rahanA hai aura phira use ThaMDA karake satsaMga meM hI baiThe rhnaa| aisA hI calatA rhegaa| kaise-kaise karmoM ke udaya Ae~, vaha kahA nahIM jA sktaa| praznakartA : jAgRti vizeSa rUpa se bar3he usakA kyA upAya hai? dAdAzrI : vaha to satsaMga meM par3e rahanA, vahI hai| praznakartA : Apake pAsa chaH mahIne baiTheM to usameM sthUla parivartana hogA, phira sUkSma parivartana hogA, aisA kaha rahe haiM? dAdAzrI : hA~, sirpha baiThane se hI parivartana hotA rhegaa| ataH yahA~ paricaya meM rahanA caahie| do ghaMTe tIna ghaMTe pA~ca ghNtte| jitanA jamA kiyA utanA laabh| loga jJAna lene ke bAda aisA samajhate haiM ki 'hameM to aba kucha karanA hI nahIM hai! lekina aisA nahIM hai, kyoMki abhI taka parivartana to huA hI nahIM! raho jJAnI kI visIniTI meN| praznakartA : mahAtmAoM ko kyA garz2a rakhanI rakhanI cAhie, pUrNa pada ke lie? dAdAzrI : jitanA ho sake utane jJAnI ke pAsa jIvana bitAnA cAhie vahI garaja, aura koI garz2a nhiiN| rAta-dina, bhale hI kahIM bhI ho lekina dAdA ke pAsa hI rahanA caahie| unakI (AtmajJAnI) kI visIniTI (dRSTI par3e) vaise rahanA caahie| yahA~ 'satsaMga' meM baiThe-baiThe karma ke bojha kama hote jAte haiM aura bAhara 27 Page #31 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ to nire karma ke bojha bar3hate hI rahate haiN| vahA~ to nirI ulajhaneM hI haiN| hama Apako gAranTI dete haiM ki jitanA samaya yahA~ satsaMga meM baiThoge utane samaya taka Apake kAmadhaMdhe meM kabhI bhI nukasAna nahIM hogA aura lekhA-jokhA nikAloge to patA calegA ki phAyadA hI huA hai| yaha satsaMga, yaha kyA koI aisA-vaisA satsaMga hai? kevala AtmA hetu hI jo samaya nikAle use saMsAra meM kahA~ se nukasAna hogA? sirpha phAyadA hI hotA hai| parantu aisA samajha meM A jAe, taba kAma hogA na? isa satsaMga meM baiThe yAnI AnA yoM hI bekAra nahIM jaaegaa| yaha to kitanA suMdara kAla AyA hai ! bhagavAna ke samaya meM satsaMga meM jAnA ho to paidala calate-calate jAnA par3atA thA! aura Aja to basa yA Trena meM baiThe ki turanta hI satsaMga meM AyA jA sakatA hai !! pratyakSa satsaMga vaha sarvazreSTha yahA~ baiThe hue yadi kucha bhI na karo phira bhI aMdara parivartana hotA hI rahegA kyoMki satsaMga hai, sat arthAt AtmA usakA saMga! ye sat prakaTa ho cukA, to unake saMga meM baiThe haiN| yaha aMtima prakAra kA satsaMga kahalAtA hai| satsaMga meM par3e rahane se yaha saba khAlI ho jAegA kyoMki sAtha meM rahane se hameM (jJAnI ko) dekhane se hamArI DAyarekTa zaktiyA~ prApta hotI haiM, usase jAgRti ekadama bar3ha jAtI hai ! satsaMga meM raha pAe~ aisA karanA caahie| isa' satsaMga kA sAtha rahA to kAma ho jaaegaa| kAma nikAla lenA yAnI kyA? jitanA ho sake utane adhika darzana krnaa| jitanA ho sake utanA satsaMga meM Amane-sAmane lAbha le lenA, pratyakSa kA stsNg| na ho sake to utanA kheda rakhanA aMta meM! jJAnIpuruSa ke darzana karanA aura unake pAsa satsaMga meM baiThe rhnaa| 14. dAdA kI pustaka tathA megez2ana kA mahatva AptavANI, kaisI kriyAkArI ! yaha 'jJAnI puruSa' kI vANI hai aura phira tAz2I hai| abhI ke paryAya 28 Page #32 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ haiM, isalie use par3hate hI apane sAre paryAya badalate jAte haiM, aura vaisevaise AnaMda utpanna hotA jAtA hai| kyoMki yaha vItarAgI vANI hai| rAga-dveSa rahita vANI ho to kAma hotA hai nahIM to kAma nahIM hotaa| bhagavAna kI vANI vItarAga thI, isalie usakA asara Aja taka cala rahA hai| to 'jJAnI puruSa' kI vANI kA bhI asara hotA hai| vItarAga vANI ke alAvA dUsarA koI upAya nahIM hai| __ pratyakSa paricaya nahIM mile taba praznakartA : dAdA, yadi paricaya meM nahIM raha sakeM, taba pustakeM kitanI madada karatI haiM? dAdAzrI : saba madada karatI haiN| yahA~ kI, dAdA kI pratyeka cIz2a, dAdA ke ve zabda haiM (pustaka ke), Azaya jo dAdA kA hai, matalaba sabhI cIjeM hailpa karatI hai| praznakartA : magara sAkSAta paricaya aura isameM aMtara rahegA na? dAdAzrI : vaha to, yadi aMtara dekhane jAe~ to sabhI meM aMtara hotA hai| isalie hameM to jisa samaya jo AyA vaha karanA hai| 'dAdA' nahIM hoM taba kyA karoge? dAdAjI kI pustaka hai, vaha pddhnaa| pustaka meM dAdAjI hI haiM na? varnA A~kheM baMda kI ki turaMta dAdAjI dikhAI deNge| 15. pA~ca AjJA se jagat nidorSa 'svarUpajJAna' binA to bhUla dikhatI hI nhiiN| kyoMki 'maiM hI caMdUbhAI hU~ aura mujha meM koI doSa nahIM hai, maiM to sayAnA-samajhadAra hU~,' aisA rahatA hai aura 'svarUpajJAna' kI prApti ke bAda Apa niSpakSapAtI hue, mana-vacanakAyA para Apako pakSapAta nahIM rhaa| isalie khuda kI bhUleM, Apako khuda ko dikhatI haiN| jise khuda kI bhUla patA calegI, jise pratikSaNa apanI bhUla dikhegI, jahA~-jahA~ ho vahA~ dikhe, nahIM ho vahA~ nahIM dikhe, vaha khuda 'paramAtmA Page #33 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ svarUpa' ho gayA! 'maiM caMdUbhAI nahIM, maiM zuddhAtmA hU~' yaha samajhane ke bAda hI niSpakSapAtI ho pAte haiN| kisIkA z2arA-sA bhI doSa dikhe nahIM aura khuda ke sabhI doSa dikheM, tabhI khuda kA kArya pUrA huA kahalAtA hai| khuda ke doSa dikhane lage, tabhI se hamArA diyA huA 'jJAna' pariNamita honA zurU ho jAtA hai| jaba khuda ke doSa dikhAI dene lage, taba dUsaroM ke doSa dikhate nahIM haiN| auroM ke doSa dikheM to vaha bahuta bar3A gunAha kahalAtA hai| isa nirdoSa jagat meM jahA~ koI doSita hai hI nahIM, vahA~ kise doSa deM? jaba taka doSa haiM, taba taka sAre doSa nikaleMge nahIM, taba taka ahaMkAra nirmUla nahIM hogaa| jaba taka ahaMkAra nirmUla na ho jAe, taba taka doSa dhone haiN| __ abhI bhI yadi koI doSita dikhatA hai, to vaha apanI bhUla hai| kabhI na kabhI to, nirdoSa dekhanA par3egA na? hamAre hisAba se hI hai yaha sb| itanA thor3e meM samajha jAo na, to bhI saba bahuta kAma aaegaa| ___ AjJApAlana se bar3he nirdoSa dRSTi mujhe jagat nirdoSa dikhatA hai| Apako aisI dRSTi AegI, taba yaha paz2ala saoNlva ho jaaegaa| maiM Apako aisA ujAlA dUMgA aura itane pApa dho DAlU~gA ki jisase Apako ujAlA rahe aura Apako nirdoSa dikhatA jaae| aura sAtha-sAtha pA~ca AjJAe~ duuNgaa| una pA~ca AjJAoM meM rahoge to jo diyA huA jJAna hai, use ve z2arA bhI phrekcara nahIM hone deNgii| taba se huA samakita! khuda kA doSa dikheM, tabhI se hI samakita huA, aisA khlaaegaa| khuda kA doSa dikhe, taba se samajhanA ki khuda jAgRta huA hai| nahIM to saba nIMda meM hI cala rahA hai| doSa khatama hue yA nahIM hue, usakI bahuta ciMtA karane jaisI nahIM hai, lekina mukhya z2arUrata jAgRti kI hai| jAgRti hone ke bAda phira naye doSa khar3e nahIM hote haiM aura jo purAne doSa haiM, ve nikalate rahate haiN| hameM una doSoM ko dekhanA hai ki kisa taraha se doSa hote haiN| Page #34 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jitane doSa, utane hI cAhie pratikramaNa 'anaMta doSa kA bhAjana hai| to utane hI pratikramaNa karane pdd'eNge| jitane doSa bharakara lAe ho, ve Apako dikheNge| jJAnI puruSa ke jJAna dene ke bAda doSa dikhane lagate haiM, nahIM to khuda ke doSa nahIM dikhate, usI kA nAma ajnyaantaa| khuda kA eka bhI doSa nahIM dikhatA hai aura kisIke dekhane hoM to bahuta sAre dekha le, usakA nAma mithyaatv|' dRSTi nijadoSoM ke prati... yaha jJAna lene ke bAda aMdara kharAba vicAra Ae~, unheM dekhanA, acche vicAra Ae~ unheM bhI dekhnaa| acche para rAga nahIM aura kharAba para dveSa nhiiN| acchA-burA dekhane kI hameM z2arUrata nahIM hai| kyoMki mUlataH sattA hI apane kAbU meM nahIM hai| ataH jJAnI kyA dekhate haiM? sAre jagat ko nirdoSa dekhate haiN| kyoMki yaha saba 'DiscArja' meM hai, usameM usa becAre kA kyA doSa? Apako koI gAlI de, vaha 'ddiscaarj'| 'baoNsa' Apako ulajhana meM DAle, to vaha bhI 'DiscArja' hI hai| baoNsa to nimitta hai| jagat meM kisI kA doSa nahIM hai| jo doSa dikhate haiM, vaha khuda kI hI bhUla hai aura vahI 'blaMDarsa' haiM aura usIse yaha jagat kAyama hai| doSa dekhane se, ulTA dekhane se hI baira ba~dhatA hai| 31 Page #35 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ eDajasTa evarIvhera pacAo eka hI zabda 'eDajasTa evarIvhera' itanA hI zabda yadi Apa jIvana meM utAra loge to bahuta ho gyaa| Apako apane Apa zAMti prApta hogii| isa kaliyuga ke aise bhayaMkara kAla meM yadi eDajasTa nahIM hue na, to khatma ho jAoge! saMsAra meM aura kucha nahIM Ae to harja nahIM lekina eDajasTa honA to AnA hI caahie| sAmanevAlA 'DisaeDajasTa' hotA rahe, lekina Apa eDajasTa hote rahoge to saMsAra-sAgara tairakara pAra utara jaaoge| jise dUsaroM se anukUla honA AyA, use koI duHkha hI nahIM rhtaa| 'eDajasTa evarIvhera'! pratyeka ke sAtha eDajasTamenTa ho jAe, yahI saba se bar3A dharma hai| isa kAla meM to bhinna-bhinna prakRtiyA~ haiM, isalie phira eDajasTa hue binA kaise calegA? yaha AisakrIma Apase nahIM kahatI ki mujha se dUra rho| Apako nahIM khAnA ho to mata khaao| lekina ye bujurga loga to usa para cir3hate rahate haiN| ye matabheda to yuga parivartana ke haiN| ye bacce to z2amAne ke anusAra cleNge| ___ hama kyA kahate haiM ki z2amAne ke anusAra eDajasTa ho jaao| lar3akA naI TopI pahanakara Ae, taba aisA mata kahanA ki, 'aisI kahA~ se le AyA?' usake bajAya eDajasTa ho jAnA ki, 'itanI acchI TopI kahA~ se lAyA? kitane meM lAyA? bahuta sastI milI?' isa prakAra eDajasTa ho jaanaa| apanA dharma kyA kahatA hai ki asuvidhA meM suvidhA dekho| rAta meM mujhe vicAra AyA ki, 'yaha caddara mailI hai|' lekina phira eDajasTamenTa le liyA to phira itanI mulAyama mahasUsa huI ki bIta hI mata puucho| paMcendriya jJAna asuvidhA dikhAtA hai aura AtmajJAna suvidhA dikhAtA hai| isalie AtmA meM rho| yaha to, acchA-burA kahane se ve hameM satAte haiN| hameM to donoM ko samAna kara denA hai| ise 'acchA' kahA, isalie vaha 'burA' huaa| taba 32 Page #36 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ phira vaha satAtA hai / koI saca bola rahA ho usake sAtha bhI aura koI jhUTha bola rahA ho usake sAtha bhI 'eDajasTa' ho jaao| hameM koI kahe ki 'ApameM aqla nahIM hai|' taba hama turaMta usase eDajasTa ho jAe~ge aura use kaheMge ki, 'vaha to pahale se hI nahIM thii| Aja tU kahA~ se khojane AyA hai? tujhe to Aja mAlUma huA, lekina maiM to yaha bacapana se hI jAnatA huuN|' yadi aisA kaheM to jhaMjhaTa miTa jAegI na? phira vaha hamAre pAsa aqla khojane AegA hI nhiiN| patnI ke sAtha eDajasTamenTa hameM kisI kAraNavaza dera ho gaI, aura patnI kucha kahA-sunI karane lage ki , 'itanI dera se Ae ho? mujhe aisA nahIM clegaa|' aura aisA vaisA kahane lage... usakA dimAga ghUma jAe, taba Apa kahanA ki 'hA~, terI bAta sahI hai, tU kahe to vApasa calA jAU~ aura tU kahe to aMdara Akara bailuuN|' taba vaha kahe, 'nahIM, vApasa mata jaanaa| yahA~ so jAo cupcaap|' lekina phira pUcho, 'tU kahe to khAU~, varnA so jaauuN|' taba vaha kahe 'nahIM, khA lo|' taba Apako usakA kahA mAnakara khA lenA caahie| arthAt eDajasTa ho ge| phira subaha pharsTa klAsa cAya degI aura agara dhamakAyA to phira cAya kA kapa mu~ha phulAkara degI aura tIna dina taka vahI silasilA jArI rhegaa| bhojana meM eDajasTamenTa vyavahAra nibhAyA kise kaheMge ki jo 'eDajasTa evarIvhera' huA! aba DivelapamenTa kA z2amAnA AyA hai| matabheda nahIM hone denaa| isalie abhI logoM ko maiMne sUtra diyA hai, 'eDajasTa evarIvhera'! kar3hI khArI banI to samajha lenA ki dAdAjI ne eDajasTamenTa lene ko, kahA hai| phira thor3I sI kar3hI khA lenaa| hA~, acAra yAda Ae, to phira ma~gavA lenA ki thor3A sA acAra le aao| lekina jhagar3A nahIM, ghara meM jhagar3A nahIM honA caahie| khuda kisI jagaha musIbata meM pha~sa jAe~, taba vahA~ khuda hI eDajasTamenTa kara le, tabhI saMsAra suMdara lgegaa| Page #37 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nahIM bhAe, phira bhI nibhAo tere sAtha jo-jo DisaeDajasTa hone Ae, usake sAtha tU eDajasTa ho jaa| dainika jIvana meM yadi sAsa-bahU ke bIca yA devarAnI-jeThAnI ke bIca DisaeDajasTamenTa hotA ho, to jise isa saMsArI cakra se chUTanA ho, to use eDajasTa ho hI jAnA caahie| pati-patnI meM se yadi koI eka vyakti, darAra DAle, to dUsare ko jor3a lenA cAhie, tabhI saMbaMdha nibhegA aura zAMti rhegii| isa rileTiva satya meM Agraha, z2ida karane kI z2arA sI bhI z2arUrata nahIM hai| 'insAna' to kauna, ki jo evarIvhera eDajasTebala ho| sudhAreM yA eDajasTa ho jAe~? / hara bAta meM hama sAmanevAle ke sAtha eDajasTa ho jAe~ to kitanA sarala ho jAe! hameM sAtha meM kyA le jAnA hai? koI kahe ki, 'bhaiyA, bIvI ko sIdhA kara do|' 'are, use sIdhI karane jAegA to tU Ter3hA ho jaaegaa|' isalie vAipha ko sIdhI karane mata baiThanA, jaisI bhI ho use karekTa khnaa| ApakA usake sAtha hamezA kA sAtha ho to alaga bAta hai, yaha to eka janma ke bAda, phira na jAne kahA~ kho jaaeNge| donoM ke mRtyukAla alaga, donoM ke karma alaga! kucha lenA bhI nahIM -denA bhI nahIM! yahA~ se vaha kisake vahA~ jAe~gI, usakA kyA ThikAnA ? Apa use sIdhI karo aura agale janama meM jAe kisI aura ke hisse meM! isalie na to Apa use sIdhI karo aura na hI vaha Apako sIdhA kre| jaisA bhI milA, vahI sone jaisaa| prakRti kisI kI kabhI bhI sIdhI nahIM ho sktii| kutte kI duma Ter3hI kI Ter3hI hI rahatI hai| isalie Apa sAvadhAna hokara clo| jaisI hai vaisI ThIka hai, 'eDajasTa evriivher'| Ter3hoM ke sAtha eDajasTa ho jAo ___ vyavahAra to usI ko kaheMge ki, eDajasTa ho jAe~ tAki par3osI bhI kaheM ki 'sabhI gharoM meM jhagar3e hote haiM, magara isa ghara meM jhagar3A nahIM 34 Page #38 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hai|' jisake sAtha rAsa na Ae, vahIM para zaktiyA~ vikasita karanI haiN| anukUla hai, vahA~ to zakti hai hii| pratikUla laganA, vaha to kamaz2orI hai| mujhe sabake sAtha kyoM anukUlatA rahatI hai? jitane eDajasTamenTa loge, utanI zaktiyA~ bar3hegI aura azaktiyA~ TUTa jaaeNgii| sahI samajha to tabhI AegI, jaba sabhI ulTI samajha ko tAlA laga jaaegaa| narama svabhAvavAloM ke sAtha to hara koI eDajasTa hogA magara Ter3he, kaThora, garma miz2Aja logoM ke sAtha, sabhI ke sAtha eDajasTa honA AyA to kAma bana jaaegaa| bhar3akoge to nahIM clegaa| saMsAra kI koI cIz2a hameM 'phiTa' nahIM hogI, hama hI use 'phiTa' ho jAe~ to duniyA suMdara hai aura use 'phiTa' karane gae to duniyA Ter3hI hai| isalie eDajasTa evarIvhera! Apako z2arUrata ho, taba sAmanevAlA yadi Ter3hA ho, phira bhI use manA lenA caahie| sTezana para maz2adUra kI z2arUrata ho aura vaha AnAkAnI kara rahA ho, phira bhI use cAra Ane z2yAdA dekara manA lenA hogA aura nahIM manAe~ge to vaha baiga hameM khuda hI uThAnA par3egA na! zikAyata? nahIM, 'eDajasTa' ghara meM bhI 'eDajasTa' honA AnA caahie| Apa satsaMga se dera se ghara jAo to gharavAle kyA kaheMge? 'thor3A-bahuta to samaya kA dhyAna rakhanA cAhie na?' taba hama jaldI ghara jAe~ to usameM kyA galata hai? aba use aisA mAra khAne kA vakta kyoM AyA? kyoMki pahale bahuta zikAyateM kI thiiN| usakA yaha pariNAma AyA hai| usa samaya sattA meM AyA thA, taba zikAyateM hI zikAyateM kI thiiN| aba sattA meM nahIM hai, isalie zikAyata kie bagaira rahanA hai| isalie aba 'plasa-mAinasa' kara ddaalo| sAmanevAlA gAlI de gayA, use jamA kara lenaa| fariyAdI honA hI nahIM hai! ghara meM pati-patnI donoM nizcaya kareM ki mujhe 'eDajasTa' honA hai, to donoM kA hala A jaaegaa| vaha jyAdA khIMcatAna kare, taba hama 'eDajasTa' ho jAe~ to hala nikala aaegaa| yadi 'eDajasTa evarIvhera' 35 Page #39 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nahIM hue to sabhI pAgala ho jAoge / sAmanevAloM ko cir3hAte rahe, isI vajaha se pAgala hue haiM I jise 'eDajasTa' hone kI kalA A gaI, vaha duniyA se 'mokSa' kI ora mur3a gyaa| 'eDajasTamenTa' huA, usIkA nAma jnyaan| jo 'eDajasTamenTa' sIkha gayA, vaha pAra utara gyaa| kucha logoM ko rAta ko dera se sone kI Adata hotI hai aura kucha logoM jaldI sone kI Adata hotI hai, to una donoM kA mela kaise hogA ? aura parivAra meM sabhI sadasya sAtha rahate hoM to kyA hogA? ghara meM eka vyakti aisA kahanevAlA nikale ki 'Apa kamaaqla ke haiM', taba Apako aisA samajha lenA cAhie ki yaha aisA hI bolanevAlA thA / Apako eDajasTa ho jAnA caahie| isake bajAya agara Apa javAba doge to Apa thaka jaaoge| kyoMki vaha to Apa se TakarAyA, lekina Apa bhI usase TakarAoge to ApakI bhI A~khe nahIM haiM, aisA pramANita ho gayA na! hama prakRti ko pahacAnate haiM, isalie Apa TakarAnA cAho to bhI maiM TakarAne nahIM dU~gA, maiM khisaka jAU~gA / varnA donoM kA eksiDenTa ho jAegA aura donoM ke speyarapArTsa TUTa jaaeNge| kisI kA baMpara TUTa jAe to aMdara baiThe hue kI kyA hAlata hogI? baiThanevAle kI to durdazA ho jAegI na! isalie prakRti ko phcaano| ghara meM sabhI kI prakRtiyA~ pahacAna lenI hai| ye TakarAva kyA roz2a-roz2a hote haiM? ve to jaba apane karmoM kA udaya ho, tabhI hote haiM, usa samaya hameM 'eDajasTa' honA hai / ghara meM patnI ke sAtha jhagar3A huA ho to usake bAda use hoTala le jAkara, khAnA khilAkara khuza kara denaa| aba taMta nahIM rahanA caahie| jo bhI thAlI meM Ae vaha khA lenA / jo sAmane AyA, vaha saMyoga hai aura bhagavAna ne kahA hai ki saMyoga ko dhakkA mAregA to vaha dhakkA tujhe lgegaa| isalie hamArI thAlI meM hameM nahIM rucatI cIz2eM rakhI hoM, taba bhI usameM se do cIjeM khA lete haiM / 36 Page #40 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jise eDajasTa honA nahIM AyA, usa manuSya ko manuSya kaise kaheMge? jo saMyogoM ke vaza hokara eDajasTa ho jAe, usa ghara meM kucha bhI jhaMjhaTa nahIM hogaa| (saMyogoM kA) lAbha uThAnA ho to eDajasTa ho jaao| yaha to phAyadA bhI kisI cIz2a kA nahIM, aura baira bA~dhege, vaha alg| pratyeka vyakti ke jIvana meM kucha prinsipala (siddhAMta) hone hI caahie| phira bhI saMyogAnusAra vartana karanA caahie| saMyogoM ke sAtha eDajasTa ho jAe, vaha mnussy| yadi pratyeka saMyoga meM eDajasTamenTa lenA A jAe to TheTha mokSa meM pahu~cA jA sake, aisA g2az2aba kA hathiyAra hai| DiseDajasTamenTa, yahI mUrkhatA apanI bAta sAmanevAle ko 'eDajasTa' honI hI caahie| apanI bAta sAmanevAle ko 'eDajasTa' nahIM ho to vaha apanI hI bhUla hai| bhUla sudhare to 'eDajasTa' ho paaegaa| vItarAgoM kI bAta 'evarIvhera eDajasTamenTa' kI hai| 'DisaeDajasTamenTa' hI mUrkhatA hai| 'eDajasTamenTa' ko hama nyAya kahate haiN| Agraha-durAgraha, vaha koI nyAya nahIM khlaataa| __ abhI taka eka bhI manuSya hama se DisaeDajasTa nahIM huA hai| aura ina logoM ko to ghara ke cAra sadasya bhI eDajasTa nahIM hote haiN| yaha eDajasTa honA AegA yA nahIM AegA? aisA ho sakegA ki nahIM ho sakegA? hama jaisA dekhate haiM vaisA to hameM A hI jAtA hai na? isa saMsAra kA niyama kyA hai ki jaisA Apa dekhoge utanA to Apako A hI jaaegaa| usameM kucha sIkhane jaisA nahIM rhtaa| __ saMsAra meM aura kucha bhale hI na Ae, to koI harja nahIM hai| kAmadhaMdhA karanA kama AtA ho to harja nahIM hai, lekina eDajasTa honA AnA caahie| arthAt, vastusthiti meM eDajasTa honA sIkhanA caahie| isa kAla meM eDajasTa honA nahIM AyA to mArA jaaegaa| isalie 'eDajasTa evIvhera' hokara kAma nikAla lene jaisA hai| 37 Page #41 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ TakarAva TAlo mata Ao TakarAva meM 'kisI ke sAtha TakarAva meM mata AnA aura TakarAva ttaalnaa|' hamAre isa vAkya kA yadi ArAdhana karoge to TheTha mokSa taka phuNcoge| hamArA eka hI zabda, jyoM kA tyoM, pUrA kA pUrA gale utAra le, to bhI mokSa hAtha meM A jAe, aisA hai| hamAre eka zabda kA yadi eka dina bhI pAlana kare to g2az2aba kI zakti utpanna hogI! bhItara itanI sArI zaktiyA~ haiM ki koI kaise bhI TakarAva karane Ae, phira bhI hama use TAla sakate haiN| yadi bhUla se bhI tuma kisI ke TakarAva meM A gae to usakA samAdhAna kara lenaa| sahajatA se, usa TakarAva meM se gharSaNa kI ciMgAriyA~ ur3Ae binA nikala jaanaa| ___ Traiphika ke laoN se Tale TakarAva pratyeka TakarAva meM hamezA donoM ko nukasAna hotA hai| Apa sAmanevAle ko duHkha pahu~cAoge to sAtha sAtha, vaise hI, usI kSaNa Apako bhI duHkha pahu~ce bagaira rahegA nhiiN| yaha TakarAva hai| isalie maiMne yaha udAharaNa diyA hai ki roDa para Traiphika kA dharma kyA hai, ki TakarAoge to Apa mara jAoge, TakarAne meM jokhima hai| isalie kisI ke sAtha TakarAnA nhiiN| isI prakAra vyavahArika kAryoM meM bhI TakarAnA nhiiN| yadi koI AdamI laDane Ae aura zabda bama ke gole jaise A rahe hoM, taba Apako samajha lenA cAhie ki TakarAva TAlanA hai| Apake mana para bilkula asara na ho, phira bhI kabhI koI asara ho jAe, taba samajhanA cAhie ki sAmanevAle ke mana kA asara hama para par3A hai| taba hameM khisaka jAnA caahie| yaha saba TakarAva hai| ise jaise-jaise samajhate jAoge, vaise-vaise TakarAva Talate jaaeNge| TakarAva TAlane se mokSa hotA hai| TakarAva se yaha jagat nirmita huA hai| use bhagavAna ne, 'baira se banA 38 Page #42 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hai,' aisA kahA hai| hara eka manuSya, are, jIvamAtra baira rakhatA hai| hada se jyAdA huA to baira rakhe bagaira rahegA nhiiN| kyoMki sabhI meM AtmA hai| Atmazakti sabhI meM eka samAna hai| kAraNa yaha hai ki, isa pudgala (zarIra) kI kamaz2orI kI vajaha sahana karanA par3atA hai, lekina sahana karane ke sAtha vaha baira rakhe bagaira rahatA nahIM hai| aura phira agale janma meM vaha usakA baira vasUla karatA hai vaaps| koI manuSya bahuta bole, to usake kaise bhI bola se hameM TakarAva nahIM honA caahie| aura apanI vajaha se sAmanevAle ko ar3acana ho, aisA bolanA bar3e se bar3A gunAha hai| sahana? nahIM, solyUzana lAo TakarAva TAlanA yAnI sahana karanA nahIM hai| sahana karoge to kitanA karoge? sahana karanA aura 'spriMga' dabAnA, ve donoM eka jaise haiN| 'spriMga dabAI huI kitane dina rahegI?' isalie sahana karanA to sIkhanA hI nhiiN| solyUzana lAnA siikho| ajJAna dazA meM to sahana hI karanA hotA hai| bAda meM eka dina 'spriMga' uchalatI hai, vaha saba bikhera detI hai| kisI ke kAraNa yadi hameM sahana karanA par3e, vaha apanA hI hisAba hotA hai| lekina Apako patA nahIM calatA ki yaha kisa bahIkhAte kA aura kahA~ kA mAla hai, isalie hama aisA mAnate haiM ki isane nayA mAla denA zurU kiyA hai| nayA mAla koI detA hI nahIM, diyA huA hI vApasa AtA hai| yaha jo AyA, vaha mere hI karma ke udaya se AyA hai, sAmanevAlA to nimitta hai| TakarAe, apanI hI bhUla se isa duniyA meM jo bhI TakarAva hotA hai, vaha ApakI hI bhala hai, sAmanevAle kI bhUla nahIM hai ! sAmanevAle to TakarAe~ge hii| Apa kyoM TakarAe?' taba kaheMge, 'sAmanevAlA TakarAyA isalie!' to Apa bhI aMdhe aura vaha bhI aMdhA ho gyaa| ___TakarAva huA to Apako samajhanA cAhie ki 'aisA maiMne kyA kaha diyA ki yaha TakarAva ho gayA?' khuda kI bhUla mAlUma ho jAegI to hala 39 Page #43 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ A jaaegaa| phira paz2ala saoNlva ho jaaegii| varnA jaba taka hama 'sAmanevAle kI bhUla hai' aisA khojane jAe~ge to kabhI bhI yaha paz2ala saoNlva nahIM hogaa| apanI hI bhUla hai' aisA mAnoge tabhI isa saMsAra kA aMta aaegaa| anya koI upAya nahIM hai| kisI ke bhI sAtha TakarAva huA, to vaha apanI hI ajJAnatA kI nizAnI hai| yadi eka baccA patthara mAre aura khUna nikala Ae, taba bacce ko kyA karoge? gussA kroge| aura Apa jA rahe hoM aura pahAr3a para se eka patthara girA, Apako vaha lagA aura khUna nikalA, taba phira kyA karoge? gussA karoge? nhiiN| usakA kyA kAraNa? vaha pahAr3a se girA hai| aura vahA~ vaha lar3akA patthara mArane ke bAda pachatA rahA ho ki mujhase yaha kyA ho gayA! aura yadi pahAr3a se gire to, kisane girAyA? sAinsa, samajhane jaisA praznakartA : hameM kleza nahIM karanA ho, lekina koI sAmane se Akara jhagar3ane lage, taba kyA kareM? / dAdAzrI : isa dIvAra ke sAtha koI lar3egA to kitane samaya taka lar3a sakegA? yadi isa dIvAra se kabhI sira TakarA jAe, to Apa usake sAtha kyA karoge? sira TakarAyA, yAnI ApakI dIvAra se lar3AI ho gaI, aba kyA dIvAra ko mAroge? isI prakAra ye jo bahuta kleza karAte haiM, ve sabhI dIvAreM haiM ! isameM sAmanevAle ko kyA dekhanA, Apako apane Apa samajha lenA hai ki ye dIvAroM jaise haiM, phira koI takalIfa nahIM hai| Apako isa dIvAra ko DA~Tane kI sattA hai? aisA hI sAmanevAle ke lie hai| aura usake nimitta se jo TakarAva hai, vaha to chor3egA nahIM, usase baca nahIM skte| vyartha zora macAne kA kyA matalaba? jaba ki usake hAtha meM sattA hI nahIM hai| isalie Apa bhI dIvAra jaise ho jAo na! Apa bIvI ko DA~Tate rahate ho, lekina usake aMdara jo bhagavAna baiThe haiM, ve noTa karate haiM ki yaha mujhe DA~TatA hai| aura yadi vaha Apako DA~Te, taba Apa dIvAra jaise bana jAo to Apake bhItara baiThe hue bhagavAna Apako 'helpa' kreNge| 40 Page #44 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kisI ke sAtha matabheda honA aura dIvAra se TakarAnA, ye donoM bAteM samAna haiN| ina donoM meM bheda nahIM hai| dIvAra se jo TakarAtA hai, vaha nahIM dikhane kI vajaha se TakarAtA hai aura matabheda hotA hai, vaha bhI nahIM dikhane kI vajaha se matabheda hotA hai| Age kA use dikhatA nahIM hai, Age kA use solyuzana nahIM milatA, isalie matabheda hotA hai| ye krodha-mAnamAyA-lobha vagairaha karate haiM, vaha nahIM dikhane kI vajaha se hI karate haiM! to aise bAta ko samajhanA cAhie na! jise lagI usakA doSa na! dIvAra kA koI doSa hai? to isa saMsAra meM sabhI dIvAreM hI haiN| dIvAra TakarAe, taba Apa usake sAtha kharI-khoTI karane nahIM jAte na? ki 'yaha merA sahI hai' aise lar3ane kI jhaMjhaTa meM Apa nahIM par3ate na? vaise hI ye sabhI dIvAra kI sthiti meM hI haiN| usase sahI manavAne kI z2arUrata hI nahIM hai| TakarAva, vaha ajJAnatA hI hai apanI TakarAva hone kA kAraNa kyA hai? ajnyaantaa| jaba taka kisI ke bhI sAtha matabheda hotA hai, to vaha ApakI nirbalatA kI nizAnI hai| loga galata nahIM haiM, matabheda meM galatI ApakI hai| logoM kI g2alatI hotI hI nahIM hai| vaha jAna-bUjhakara bhI kara rahA ho, to hameM vahA~ para kSamA mA~ga lenI cAhie ki, "bhaiyA, yaha merI samajha meM nahIM AtA hai|" jahA~ TakarAva huA, vahA~ apanI hI bhUla hai| gharSaNa se hanana, zaktiyoM kA sArI Atmazakti yadi kisI cIz2a se khatma hotI hoM, to vaha hai gharSaNa se| z2arA bhI TakarAe to khtm| sAmanevAlA TakarAe, taba hameM saMyamapUrvaka rahanA caahie| TakarAva to honA hI nahIM caahie| yadi sirpha gharSaNa na ho, to manuSya mokSa meM calA jaae| kisI ne itanA hI sIkha liyA ki 'mujhe gharSaNa meM nahIM AnA hai, to phira use guru kI yA kisI kI bhI z2arUrata nahIM hai| eka yA do janmoM meM sIdhe mokSa meM jaaegaa| 'gharSaNa meM AnA hI nahIM hai' aisA yadi usakI zraddhA meM baiTha gayA aura nizcaya hI kara liyA, taba se hI vaha samakita ho gayA ! Page #45 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pahale jo gharSaNa ho cuke the aura usase jo nukasAna huA thA, vahI vApasa AtA hai| lekina aba yadi nayA gharSaNa paidA karoge, to phira zaktiyA~ calI jaaeNgii| AI huI zakti bhI calI jAegI aura yadi khuda gharSaNa hone hI na deM, to zakti utpanna hotI rahegI! ___ isa duniyA meM baira se gharSaNa hotA hai| saMsAra kA mUla bIja baira hai| jisake baira aura gharSaNa - ye do baMda ho gae, usakA mokSa ho gyaa| prema bAdhaka nahIM hai, baira jAe to prema utpanna ho jaae| kaoNmanasensa, aivarIvhera eplikebala ___ koI hama se TakarAe lekinahama kisI se nahIM TakarAe~, isa taraha raheM to 'kaoNmanasensa' utpanna hogaa| lekina hameM kisI se TakarAnA nahIM cAhie, varnA 'kaoNmanasensa' calA jAegA! apanI ora se gharSaNa nahIM honA caahie| sAmanevAle ke gharSaNa se apane meM 'kaoNmanasensa' utpanna hotA hai| AtmA kI yaha zakti aisI hai ki gharSaNa ke samaya kaise bartAva karanA, usake sAre upAya batA detI hai aura eka bAra dikhA de, to phira vaha jJAna jAegA nhiiN| aisA karate karate 'kaoNmanasensa' bar3hatA jAtA hai| isa dIvAra ke lie ulTe vicAra Ae~ to harja nahIM hai, kyoMki ekapakSIya nukasAna hai| jaba ki kisI jIvita vyakti ko lekara eka bhI ulTA vicAra AyA to jokhima hai| donoM tarapha se nukasAna hogaa| lekina hama usakA pratikramaNa kareM to sAre doSa cale jaaeNge| isalie jahA~-jahA~ gharSaNa hote haiM, vahA~ para pratikramaNa karo, to gharSaNa khatma ho jaaeNge| jise TakarAva nahIM hogA, usakA tIna janmoM meM mokSa hogA, usakI maiM gAranTI detA huuN| TakarAva ho jAe, to pratikramaNa kara lenaa| ve saba TakarAva hoMge hii| jaba taka yaha vikArI kAraNa hai, saMbaMdha haiM, taba taka TakarAva hoMge hii| TakarAva kA mUla hI yaha hai| jisane viSaya ko jIta liyA, use koI nahIM harA sktaa| koI usakA nAma bhI nahIM le sktaa| usakA prabhAva par3atA hai| 42 Page #46 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ huA so nyAya kudarata to hamezA nyAyI hI hai / jo kudarata kA nyAya hai, usameM eka kSaNa ke lie bhI anyAya nahIM huaa| yaha kudarata jo hai, vaha eka kSaNa ke lie bhI anyAyI nahIM hii| korTa meM anyAya huA hogA, lekina kudarata kabhI anyAyI huI hI nhiiN| yadi kudarata ke nyAya ko samajhoge ki 'haA so nyAya', to Apa isa jagat meM se mukta ho pAoge varnA kudarata ko z2arA-sA bhI anyAyI samajhA to vaha Apake lie jagat meM ulajhane kA hI kAraNa hai| kudarata ko nyAyI mAnanA, usakA nAma jnyaan| 'jaisA hai vaisA' jAnanA, usakA nAma jJAna aura 'jaisA hai vaisA' nahIM jAnanA, usakA nAma ajnyaan| jagat meM nyAya DhU~Dhane se hI to pUrI duniyA meM lar3AiyA~ huI haiN| jagat nyAya svarUpa hI hai| isalie isa jagat meM nyAya DhU~DhanA hI mt| jo huA, so nyaay| jo ho gayA vahI nyaay| ye korTa Adi saba bane ve, nyAya DhU~Dhate haiM isalie! are bhAI, nyAya hotA hogA?! usake bajAya kyA huA' use dekho! vahI nyAya hai| nyAya-anyAya kA phala, vaha to hisAba se AtA hai aura hama usake sAtha nyAya jaoNinTa karane jAte haiM, phira korTa meM hI jAnA par3egA na! Apane kisI ko eka gAlI dI to phira vaha Apako do-tIna gAliyA~ de degA, kyoMki usakA mana Apa para gussA hotA hai| taba loga kyA kahate haiM? tUne kyoM tIna gAliyA~ dI, isane to eka hI dI thii| taba usameM kyA nyAya hai? usakA hameM tIna hI dene kA hisAba hogA, pichalA hisAba cukA dete haiM yA nahIM? kudarata kA nyAya kyA hai? jo pichalA hisAba hotA hai, vaha sArA ikaTThA kara detA hai| aba yadi koI strI usake pati ko parezAna kara rahI ho, to vaha kudaratI nyAya hai| usakA pati samajhatA hai ki yaha patnI bahuta kharAba hai aura patnI kyA samajhatI hai ki pati kharAba hai| lekina yaha kudarata kA nyAya hI hai| vaha to isa janma kI pasIne kI kamAI hai, lekina pahale kA sArA 43 Page #47 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hisAba hai na! bahI khAtA bAkI hai isalie, varnA koI kabhI hamArA kucha bhI nahIM le sktaa| kisI se le sake, aisI zakti hI nahIM hai| aura le lenA vaha to hamArA kucha agalA-pichalA hisAba hai| isa duniyA meM aisA koI paidA hI nahIM huA ki jo kisI kA kucha kara ske| itanA niyamavAlA jagat hai| kAraNa kA patA cale, pariNAma se yaha saba riz2alTa hai| jaise parIkSA kA rijalTa AtA hai na, yaha maithemaiTiksa (gaNita) meM sau mArksa meM se paMcAnave mArksa Ae~ aura iMgliza meM sau mArksa meM se paccIsa mArksa aaeN| taba kyA hameM patA nahIM calegA ki isameM kahA~ bhUla raha gaI hai? isa pariNAma se, kisa kAraNa se bhUla huI vaha hameM patA calegA na? ye sAre saMyoga jo ikaTThA hote haiM, ve sabhI pariNAma haiN| aura usa pariNAma se, kyA kaoNz2a thA, vaha bhI hameM patA calatA hai| isa rAste para sabhI logoM kA AnA-jAnA ho aura vahA~ babala kA kA~TA sIdhA par3A huA ho, bahuta se loga Ate-jAte haiM lekina kA~TA vaise kA vaisA par3A rahatA hai| vaise to Apa kabhI bhI bUTa-cappala pahane bagaira ghara se nahIM nikalate lekina usa dina kisI ke yahA~ gae aura zora mace ki cora AyA, cora AyA, taba Apa naMge paira daur3e aura kA~TA Apake paira meM laga jaae| to vaha ApakA hisAba! koI duHkha de to jamA kara lenaa| jo tUne pahale diyA hogA, vahI vApasa jamA karanA hai| kyoMki binA vajaha koI kisI ko duHkha pahu~cA sake, yahA~ aisA kAnUna hI nahIM hai| usake pIche kaoNz2a hone caahie| isalie jamA kara lenaa| bhagavAna ke yahA~ kaisA hotA hai? bhagavAna nyAya svarUpa nahIM hai aura bhagavAna anyAya svarUpa bhI nahIM hai| kisI ko duHkha nahIM ho, vahI bhagavAna kI bhASA hai| nyAyaanyAya to lokabhASA hai| 44 Page #48 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ cora, corI karane ko dharma mAnatA hai, dAnI, dAna dene ko dharma mAnatA hai| ye lokabhASA hai, bhagavAna kI bhASA nahIM hai / bhagavAna ke yahA~ aisA vaisA kucha hai hI nahIM / bhagavAna ke yahA~ to itanA hI hai ki, 'kisI jIva ko duHkha nahIM ho, vahI hamArI AjJA hai ! ' nijadoSa dikhAe anyAya kevala khuda ke doSa ke kAraNa pUrA jagat aniyamita lagatA hai| eka kSaNa ke lie bhI aniyamita huA hI nahIM / bilkula nyAya meM hI rahatA hai| yahA~ kI korTa ke nyAya meM pharka par3a jAe, vaha galata nikale lekina isa kudarata ke nyAya meM pharka nahIM hotA / aura eka sekanDa ke lie bhI nyAya meM pharka nahIM hotA / yadi anyAyI hotA to koI mokSa meM jAtA hI nahIM / ye to kahate haiM ki acche logoM ko parezAniyA~ kyoM AtI haiM ? lekina loga, aisI koI parezAnI paidA nahIM kara skte| kyoMki khuda yadi kisI bAta meM dakhala nahIM kare to koI tAqata aisI nahIM hai ki jo ApakA nAma de / khuda ne dakhala kI hai isalie yaha saba khar3A ho gayA hai| 'jagat nyAya svarUpa yaha jagat gappa nahIM hai / jagat nyAya svarUpa hai| kudarata ne kabhI bhI bilkula, anyAya nahIM kiyA / kudarata kahIM para AdamI ko kATa detI hai, eksiDenTa ho jAtA hai, to vaha saba nyAya svarUpa hai / nyAya ke bAhara kudarata gaI nahIM / yaha bekAra hI nAsamajhI meM kucha bhI kahate rahate haiM aura jIvana jIne kI kalA bhI nahIM AtI, aura dekho to ciMtA hI ciNtaa| isalie jo huA use nyAya kho| I 'huA so nyAya' samajhe to pUrA saMsAra pAra ho jAe, aisA hai| isa duniyA meM eka sekanDa bhI anyAya hotA hI nahIM / nyAya hI ho rahA hai| lekina buddhi hameM pha~sAtI hai ki ise nyAya kaise kaha sakate haiM? isalie hama mUla bAta batAnA cAhate haiM ki yaha kudarata kA hai aura buddhi se Apa 45 Page #49 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ alaga ho jaao| buddhi isameM pha~sAtI hai| eka bAra samajha lene ke bAda buddhi kA mAnanA mt| huA so nyAya / korTa ke nyAya meM bhUla-cUka ho sakatI hai, ulTA-sIdhA ho jAtA hai, lekina isa nyAya meM koI pharka nahIM / nyAya khojate to dama nikala gayA hai / insAna ke mana meM aisA hotA hai ki maiMne isakA kyA bigAr3A hai, jo yaha merA bigAr3atA hai / nyAya DhU~Dhane se to ina sabhI ko mAra par3I hai, isalie nyAya nahIM ddhuuNddhnaa| nyAya khojane se ina sabhI ko mAna khA-khAkara nizAna par3a gae aura phira bhI aMta meM huA to vahI kA vahI / Akhira meM vahI kA vahI A jAtA hai / to phira pahale se hI kyoM na samajha jAe~ ? yaha to kevala ahaMkAra kI dakhala hai ! I vikalpoM kA aMta, yahI mokSa mArga buddhi jaba bhI vikalpa dikhAe na, taba kaha denA, jo huA vahI nyAya / buddhi nyAya DhU~DhatI hai ki ye mujhase choTA hai aura merI maryAdA nahIM rkhtaa| vaha maryAdA rakhe to nyAya aura na rakhe vaha bhI nyAya / buddhi jitanI nirvivAda hogI, utane hI hama nirvikalpa hoMge phira ! nyAya DhU~Dhane nikale to vikalpa bar3hate hI jAe~ge aura yaha kudaratI nyAya vikalpoM ko nirvikalpa banAtA jAtA hai| jo ho cukA hai, vahI nyAya hai| aura isake bAvajUda bhI pA~ca AdamiyoM kA paMca jo kahe, vaha bhI usake virUddha meM calA jAtA hai, taba vaha usa nyAya ko bhI nahIM mAnatA, kisI kI bAta nahIM maantaa| taba phira vikalpa bar3hate hI jAte haiN| apane irda-girda jAla hI buna rahA hai vaha AdamI kucha bhI prApta nahIM karatA / bahuta du:khI ho jAtA hai! isake bajAya pahale se hI zraddhA rakhanA ki huA so nyAya / aura kudarata hamezA nyAya hI karatI rahatI hai, niraMtara nyAya hI kara rahI hai lekina vaha pramANa nahIM de sakatI / pramANa to 'jJAnI' dete haiM ki kaise yaha nyAya hai? kaise huA, vaha 'jJAnI' batA dete haiM / use saMtuSTa kara deM aura taba niber3A AtA hai / nirvikalpI ho jAegA to niber3A aaegaa| 46 Page #50 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhugate usI kI bhUla kudarata ke nyAyAlaya meM .... isa jagat ke nyAyAdhIza to jagaha-jagaha hote haiM lekina karma jagat ke kudaratI nyAyAdhIza to eka hI haiM, 'bhugate usI kI bhuul'| yahI eka nyAya hai, jisase pUrA jagat cala rahA hai aura bhrAMti ke nyAya se pUrA saMsAra khar3A hai| eka kSaNabhara ke lie bhI jagat nyAya se bAhara nahIM rhtaa| jise inAma denA ho, use inAma detA hai| jise daMDa denA ho, use daMDa detA hai| jagat nyAya se bAhara nahIM rahatA, nyAya meM hI hai, saMpUrNa nyAyapUrvaka hI hai| lekina sAmanevAle kI dRSTi meM yaha nahIM AtA, isalie samajha nahIM paataa| jaba dRSTi nirmala hogI, taba nyAya dikhegaa| jaba taka svArtha dRSTi hogI, taba taka nyAya kaise dikhegA? Apako kyoM bhugatanA? hameM duHkha kyoM bhugatanA par3A, yaha DhU~Dha nikAlo na? yaha to hama apanI hI bhUla se ba~dhe hue haiN| logoM ne Akara nahIM baaNdhaa| vaha bhUla khatma ho jAe to phira mukt| aura vAstava meM to mukta hI haiM, lekina bhUla kI vaz2aha se ba~dhana bhugatate haiN| jagat kI vAstavikatA kA rahasyajJAna logoM ke lakSya meM hai hI nahIM aura jisase bhaTakanA par3atA hai, vaha ajJAna-jJAna ke bAre meM to sabhI ko khabara hai| yaha jeba kaTI, usameM bhUla kisakI? isakI jeba nahIM kaTI aura tumhArI hI kyoM kaTI? donoM meM se abhI kauna bhugata rahA hai? bhugate usI kI bhUla!' bhugatanA khuda kI bhUla ke kAraNa jo duHkha bhugate, usI kI bhUla aura jo sukha bhoge to, vaha usakA inaam| lekina bhrAMti kA kAnUna nimitta ko pakar3atA hai| bhagavAna kA kAnUna, riyala kAnUna to jisakI bhUla hogI, usI ko pkdd'egaa| yaha 47 Page #51 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kAnUna ekjekTa hai aura usameM koI parivartana kara hI nahIM sktaa| jagat meM aisA koI kAnUna nahIM hai ki jo kisIko bhogavaTA (sukha-duHkha kA asara) de sake! hamArI kucha bhUla hogI tabhI to sAmanevAlA kahegA na? isalie bhUla khatma kara do na! isa jagat meM koI jIva kisI bhI jIva ko takalIpha nahIM de sakatA, aisA svataMtra hai aura jo takalIpha detA hai vaha pahale jo dakhaleM kI thI usI kA pariNAma hai| isalie bhUla khatma kara DAlo phira hisAba nahIM rhegaa| jagat duHkha bhogane ke lie nahIM hai, sukha bhogane ke lie hai| jisakA jitanA hisAba hogA utanA hI hotA hai| kucha loga sirpha sukha hI bhogate haiM, vaha kaise? kucha loga sirpha duHkha hI bhogate haiM vaha kaise? khuda hI aisA hisAba lekara AyA hai islie| jo duHkha khuda ko bhogane par3ate haiM vaha khuda kA hI doSa hai, kisI dUsare kA nhiiN| jo duHkha detA hai, vaha usakI bhUla nahIM hai| jo duHkha detA hai, usakI bhUla saMsAra meM aura jo use bhugatatA hai, usakI bhUla bhagavAna ke niyama meM hotI hai| pariNAma khuda kI hI bhUla kA jaba kabhI bhI hameM kucha bhI bhugatanA par3atA hai, vaha apanI hI bhUla kA pariNAma hai| apanI bhUla ke binA hameM bhugatanA nahIM hotaa| isa jagat meM aisA koI bhI nahIM hai ki jo hameM kiMcitmAtra bhI duHkha de sake aura yadi koI duHkha denevAlA hai, to vaha apanI hI bhUla hai| sAmanevAle kA doSa nahIM hai, vaha to nimitta hai| isalie 'bhugate usI kI bhuul'| koI pati aura patnI Apasa meM bahuta jhagar3a rahe hoM aura jaba donoM so jAe~, phira Apa gupacupa dekhane jAo to patnI gaharI nIMda so rahI hotI hai aura pati bAra-bAra karavaTeM badala rahA hotA hai, to Apa samajha lenA ki pati kI bhUla hai sArI, kyoMki patnI nahIM bhugata rahI hai| jisakI bhUla hotI hai, vahI bhugatatA hai aura yadi pati so rahA ho aura patnI jAga rahI 48 Page #52 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ho, to samajhanA ki patnI kI bhUla hai| bhugate usI kI bhuul'| pUrA jagat nimitta ko hI kATane daur3atA hai| bhagavAna kA kyA kAnUna? bhagavAna kA kAnUna to kyA kahatA hai ki jisa kSetra meM, jisa samaya para, jo bhugatatA hai, vaha khuda hI gunahagAra hai| kisIkI jeba kaTa jAe to kATanevAle ke lie to AnaMda kI bAta hogI, vaha to jalebiyA~ khA rahA hogA, hoTala meM cAya-pAnI aura nAztA kara rahA hogA aura ThIka usI samaya jisakI jeba kaTI hai, vaha bhugata rahA hogaa| isalie bhugatanevAle kI bhuul| usane pahale kabhI corI kI hogI, isalie Aja pakar3A gayA aura jeba kATanevAlA jaba pakar3A jAegA, taba cora khlaaegaa| pUrA jagat sAmanevAle kI galatI dekhatA hai| bhugatatA hai khuda, lekina galatI sAmanevAle kI dekhatA hai| balki isase to gunAha dugane hote jAte haiM aura vyavahAra bhI ulajhatA jAtA hai| yaha bAta samajha gae to ulajhana kama hotI jaaegii| isa jagat kA niyama aisA hai ki jo A~khoM se dikhe, use bhUla kahate haiN| jabaki kudarata kA niyama aisA hai ki jo bhugata rahA hai, usI kI bhUla hai| kisI ko kiMcit mAtra duHkha nahIM deM aura koI hameM duHkha de to use jamA kara leM to hamAre bahI khAte kA hisAba pUrA ho jaaegaa| kisI ko nahIM denA, nayA vyApAra zurU nahIM karanA aura jo purAnA ho usakA samAdhAna kara liyA, yAnI hisAba cuka gyaa| upakArI, karma se mukti dilAnevAle jagat meM kisI kA doSa nahIM hai, doSa nikAlanevAle kA doSa hai| jagat meM koI doSita hai hI nhiiN| saba apane-apane karmoM ke udaya se hai| jo bhI bhugata rahe haiM, vaha Aja kA gunAha nahIM hai| pichale janma ke karma 49 Page #53 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ke phalasvarUpa saba ho rahA hai| Aja to use pachatAvA ho rahA ho lekina kaoNnTraikTa ho cukA hai, to aba kyA ho sakatA hai? use pUrA kie binA cArA hI nahIM hai| sAsa bahU se lar3a rahI ho, phira bhI bahU maz2e meM ho aura sAsa ko hI bhugatanA par3e, taba bhUla sAsa kI hai / jeThAnI ko ukasAkara Apako bhugatanA par3e to vaha ApakI bhUla aura binA ukasAe bhI vaha dene AI, to pichale janma kA kucha hisAba bAkI hogA, use cukatA kiyaa| isa jagat meM binA hisAba ke A~kha se A~kha bhI nahIM milatI, to phira bAkI saba binA hisAba ke hotA hogA? Apane jitanA - jitanA jisa kisIko diyA hogA, utanA-utanA Apako vApasa milegA, taba Apa khuza hokara jamA kara lenA ki, hAza, aba merA hisAba pUrA hogA / nahIM to bhUla karoge to phira se bhugatanA hI pdd'egaa| apanI hI bhUloM kI mAra par3a rahI hai / jisane patthara pheMkA usakI bhUla nahIM hai, jise patthara lagA usakI bhUla hai! Apake irda-girda ke bAlabaccoM kI kaisI bhI bhUleM yA duSkRtya hoM, lekina yadi usakA asara Apa para nahIM hotA to ApakI bhUla nahIM hai aura agara Apa para asara hotA hai to vaha ApakI hI bhUla hai, aisA nizcita rUpa se samajha lenA! aisA pRthakkaraNa to karo bhUla kisakI hai? taba kaheMge ki kauna bhugata rahA hai, isakA patA lgaao| naukara ke hAthoM se dasa gilAsa TUTa gae to usakA asara ghara ke logoM para hogA yA nahIM hogA? aba ghara ke logoM meM baccoM ko to kucha bhugatane kA nahIM hotA, lekina unake mA~- bApa akulAte rheNge| usameM bhI mA~ thor3I dera bAda ArAma se so jAegI, lekina bApa hisAba lagAtA rahegA, ki pacAsa rupayoM kA nukasAna huA / vaha z2yAdA alarTa hai, isalie z2yAdA bhugtegaa|'bhugte usI kI bhUla' / vaha itanA pRthakkaraNa karate-karate Age bar3hatA car3hegA, to sIdhA mokSa meM pahu~ca jaaegaa| 50 Page #54 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ praznakartA : kucha loga aise hote haiM ki hama kitanA bhI acchA kareM, lekina ve samajhate hI nahIM ? dAdAzrI : sAmanevAlA nahIM samajhe to vaha apanI hI bhUla kA pariNAma hai| yaha jo dUsaroM kI bhUla dekhate haiM, vaha to bilkula galata hai| khuda kI bhUla se hI nimitta milatA hai / yaha to jIvita nimitta mile to use kATane daur3atA hai aura agara kA~TA lagA ho to kyA karegA? caurAhe para kA~TA par3A ho, haz2AroM loga guz2ara jAe~ phira bhI kisIko nahIM cubhatA, lekina caMdUbhAI nikale ki kA~TA usake paira meM cubha jAtA hai| 'vyavasthita zakti' kA to kaisA hai? jise kA~TA laganA ho usI ko lgegaa| sabhI saMyoga ikaTThe kara degI, lekina usameM nimitta kA kyA doSa? koI pUche ki maiM apanI bhUleM kaise DhU~DhU~? to hama use sikhAte haiM ki tujhe kahA~-kahA~ bhugatanA par3atA hai? vahI terI bhUla / terI kyA bhUla huI hogI ki aisA bhugatanA par3A? yaha DhU~Dha nikAlanA / mUla bhUla kahA~ hai? bhUla kisakI ? bhugate usakI ! kyA bhUla? taba kahate haiM ki 'maiM caMdUbhAI hU~' yaha mAnyatA hI ApakI bhUla hai| kyoMki isa jagat meM koI doSita nahIM hai| isalie koI gunahagAra bhI nahIM hai, aisA siddha hotA hai / duHkha denevAlA to nimitta mAtra hai, lekina mUla bhUla khuda kI hI hai| jo phAyadA karatA hai, vaha bhI nimitta hai aura jo nukasAna karAtA hai, vaha bhI nimitta hai, lekina vaha apanA hI hisAba hai, isalie aisA hotA hai| 51 Page #55 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ khuda ke doSa dekhane kA sAdhana - pratikramaNa kramaNa-atikramaNa-pratikramaNa saMsAra meM jo kucha bhI ho rahA hai vaha kramaNa hai| jaba taka vaha sahaja rUpa se hotA hai, taba taka kramaNa hai, lekina yadi eksesa (z2yAdA) ho jAe to vaha atikramaNa kahalAtA hai| jisake prati atikramaNa ho jAe, usase yadi chUTanA ho to usakA pratikramaNa karanA hI par3egA, matalaba dhonA par3egA, taba sApha hogaa| pUrva janma meM jo bhAva kiyA ki, 'phalAne (vyakti) ko cAra dhaula de denI hai|' isI vajaha se jaba isa janma meM vaha rUpaka meM AtA hai, taba cAra dhaula de dI jAtI hai| vaha atikramaNa huA kahalAegA, isalie usakA pratikramaNa karanA pdd'egaa| sAmanevAle ke 'zuddhAtmA' ko yAda karake, usake nimitta se pratikramaNa karanA caahie| koI kharAba AcaraNa huA, vaha atikramaNa kahalAtA hai| jo kharAba vicAra AyA, vaha to dAg2a kahalAtA hai, phira vaha mana hI mana meM kATatA rahatA hai| use dhone ke lie pratikramaNa karane pdd'eNge| isa pratikramaNa se to sAmanevAle kA bhI Apake lie bhAva badala jAtA hai, khuda ke bhAva acche hoM to aura auroM ke bhAva bhI acche ho jAte haiN| kyoMki pratikramaNa meM to itanI adhika zakti haiM ki bAgha bhI kutte jaisA bana jAtA hai ! pratikramaNa kaba kAma AtA hai? jaba koI ulTe pariNAma Ae~, taba kAma AtA hai| pratikramaNa kI yathArtha samajha to pratikramaNa yAnI kyA? pratikramaNa yAnI sAmanevAlA hamArA jo apamAna karatA hai, taba hameM samajha jAnA cAhie ki isa apamAna kA gunahagAra kauna hai? karanevAlA gunahagAra hai yA bhugatanevAlA gunahagAra hai, pahale hameM yaha DisIz2ana lenA caahie| to apamAna karanevAlA vaha bilkula bhI gunahagAra nahIM hotaa| vaha nimitta hai| aura apane hI karma ke udaya ko lekara vaha nimitta milatA hai| matalaba yaha apanA hI gunAha hai| aba pratikramaNa 52 Page #56 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ isalie karanA hai ki sAmanevAle ke prati kharAba bhAva huaa| usake lie nAlAyaka hai, luccA hai, aisA mana meM vicAra A gae ho to pratikramaNa karanA hai| bAkI koI bhI gAlI de to vaha apanA hI hisAba hai| yaha to nimitta ko hI kATate haiM(daur3atA hai) aura usIke yaha saba jhagar3e haiN| dina bhara meM jo vyavahAra karate haiM usameM jaba kucha ulTA ho jAtA hai, to hameM patA calatA hai ki isake sAtha ulTA vyavahAra ho gayA, patA calatA hai yA nahIM calatA? hama jo vyavahAra karate haiM, vaha saba kramaNa hai| kramaNa yAnI vyvhaar| aba kisI ke sAtha ulTA huA taba, hameM aisA patA calatA hai ki isake sAtha kar3aka zabda nikala gae yA vartana meM ulTA huA, vaha patA calatA hai yA nahIM calatA? to vaha atikramaNa kahalAtA hai| atikramaNa arthAt hama ulTA cle| utanA hI sIdhA vApasa Ae usakA nAma prtikrmnn| pratikramaNa kI yathArtha vidhi praznakartA : pratikramaNa meM kyA karanA hai? dAdAzrI : mana-vacana-kAyA, bhAvakarma-dravyarkama-nokarma, caMdUlAla tathA caMdUlAla ke nAma kI sarva mAyA se bhinna, aise usake 'zuddhAtmA' ko yAda karake kahanA ki, 'he zuddhAtmA bhagavAna ! maiMne z2ora se bola diyA, vaha bhUla ho gaI isalie usakI mAphI mA~gatA hU~, aura phira se vaha bhUla nahIM karU~gA, aisA nizcaya karatA hU~, phira kabhI bhI aisI bhUla nahIM ho, aisI zakti denaa|' 'zuddhAtmA' ko yAda kiyA yA dAdA ko yAda karake kahA ki, 'yaha bhUla ho gaI hai'; to vaha AlocanA hai, aura usa bhUla ko dhonA matalaba pratikramaNa aura 'aisI bhUla phira kabhI bhI nahIM karU~gA', aisA taya karanA vaha pratyAkhyAna hai! samAnevAle ko nukasAna ho aisA kare athavA use hamase duHkha ho, ve sabhI atikramaNa haiM aura usakA turaMta hI AlocanA, pratikramaNa aura pratyAkhyAna karanA par3atA hai| 53 Page #57 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pratikramaNa vidhi pratyakSa dAdA bhagavAna kI sAkSI meM, dehadhArI (jisake prati doSa huA ho, usa vyakti kA nAma) ke mana-vacana-kAyA ke yoga, bhAvakarma-dravyakarma-nokarma se bhinna aise he zuddhAtmA bhagavAna, ApakI sAkSI meM, Aja dina taka mujhase jo jo doSa hue haiM, usake lie kSamA mA~gatA huuN| hRdayapUrvaka bahuta pazcAtApa karatA hU~ / mujhe kSamA kiijie| aura phira se aise doSa kabhI bhI nahIM karU~, aisA dRr3ha nizcaya karatA huuN| usake lie mujhe parama zakti diijie| krodha - -mAna- mAyA - lobha, viSaya-vikAra, kaSAya Adi se kisI ko bhI duHkha pahu~cAyA ho, usa doSo ko mana meM yAda kreN| aise (isa taraha) pratikramaNa karane se lAipha bhI acchI bItatI hai aura mokSa meM bhI jA sakate haiM! bhagavAna ne kahA hai ki, 'atikramaNa kA pratikramaNa karoge tabhI mokSa meM jA pAoge / ' 54 Page #58 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ trimaMdira nirmANa kA prayojana jaba bhI kabhI mUla puruSa, jaise ki zrI mahAvIra bhagavAna, zrI kRSNa bhagavAna, zrI rAma bhagavAna sazarIra upasthita rahate haiM, taba ve logoM ko dharma saMbaMdhI matamatAMtaroM se bAhara nikAlakara Atmadharma meM sthira karate haiN| paraMtu kAlakramAnusAra mUla puruSoM kI anupasthiti meM AhistA-AhistA logoM meM matabheda hone se dharma meM bAr3e-saMpradAyoM kA udbhava hone ke pariNAmasvarUpa sukha aura zAMti kA kramazaH lopa hotA hai| akrama vijJAnI parama pUjanIya zrI dAdA bhagavAna ne logoM ko Atmadharma kI prApti to karavAI hI, para sAtha-sAtha dharma meM vyApta 'tU-tU, maiM-maiM' ke jhagar3oM ko dUra karane aura logoM ko saMkIrNa dhArmika pakSapAta ke durAgraha ke jokhimoM se pare haTAne ke lie eka anokhA, krAMtikArI kadama uThAyA, jo hai saMpUrNa niSpakSapAtI dharmasaMkula kA nirmaann| mokSa ke dhyeya kI pUrNAhuti hetu zrI mahAvIra svAmI bhagavAna ne jagata ko AtmajJAna prApti kA mArga dikhAyA thaa| zrI kRSNa bhagavAna ne gItA ke upadeza meM arjuna ko 'Atmavat sarvabhUteSu' kI dRSTi pradAna kI thii| jIva aura ziva kA bheda miTane para hI hama khuda hI ziva svarUpa hokara cidAnaMda rUpaH zivo'ham zivo'ham kI dazA ko prApta karate haiN| isa prakAra sabhI dharmo ke mUla puruSoM ke hRdaya kI bAta AtmajJAna prApti kI hI thii| agara yaha bAta samajha meM A jAe to usake lie puruSArtha kI zurUAta hotI hai aura hara eka ko AtmadRSTi se dekhane ke sAtha hI abhedatA utpanna hotI hai| kisI bhI dharma kA khaMDana-maMDana nahIM ho, kisI bhI dharma ke pramANa ko Thesa na pahu~ce aisI bhAvanA niraMtara rahA karatI hai| parama pUjanIya dAdA bhagavAna (dAdAzrI) kahA karate the ki jAne-anajAne meM kisI kI bhI virAdhanA ho gaI ho, una sabhI kI ArAdhanA hone para ve sArI virAdhanAe~ dhula jAtI haiN| aise niSpakSapAtI trimaMdira saMkula meM praveza karake sabhI bhagavaMtoM kI mUrtiyoM ke sammukha sahaja rUpa se mastaka jaba jhukatA hai taba bhItara kI sArI pakaDe, durAgraha, bhedabhAva se bharI huI sArI mAnyatAe~ miTane lagatI haiM aura nirAgrahI hone lagate haiN| ___ dAdA bhagavAna parivAra kA mukhya kendra trimaMdira aDAlaja meM sthita hai| usake alAvA gujarAta ke ahamadAbAda, rAjakoTa, morabI, bhuja, godharA, bhAdaraNa, calAmalI aura vAsaNA (ji. vaDodarA) Adi jagahoM para niSpakSapAtI trimaMdiroM kA nirmANa huA hai| muMbaI aura surendranagara meM trimaMdira kA nirmANa kArya cAlu hai| Page #59 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAnavidhi kyA hai? yaha bhedajJAna kA prayoga hai, jo praznottarI satsaMga se bhinna hai| 1958 meM parama pUjya dAdA bhagavAna ko jo AtmajJAna prakaTa huA, vahI jJAna Aja bhI unakI kRpA se tathA pUjya nIrU mA~ ke AzIrvAda se, pUjya dIpakabhAI ke mAdhyama se prApta hotA hai / jJAna kyoM lenA cAhie? janma-maraNa ke pheroM meM se mukta hone ke lie| svayaM kA AtmA jAgRta karane ke lie / pArivArika saMbaMdho aura kAma-kAja meM sukha-zAMti anubhava karane ke lie| jJAnavidhi se kyA prApta hotA hai ? AtmajAgRti utpanna hotI hai / sahI samajha se jIvana-vyavahAra pUrNa karane kI cAbiyA~ prApta hotI haiM / anaMta kAla ke pApa bhasmIbhUta ho jAte haiN| ajJAna mAnyatAe~ dUra hotI haiM / jJAna jAgRti meM rahane se naye karma nahIM baMdhate aura purAne karma nirjarA hote haiN| AtmajJAna prApti ke lie pratyakSa AnA Avazyaka hai ? AtmajJAna jJAnI kI kRpA aura AzIrvAda kA phala hai / isake lie pratyakSa AnA Avazyaka hai| pUjya nIrU mA~ aura pUjya dIpakabhAI ke TIvI yA vIsIDI satsaMga kAryakrama aura dAdAjI kI pustakeM jJAna kI bhUmikA taiyAra karA sakatI haiM, paraMtu AtmasAkSAtkAra nahIM karavA sakate / anya sAdhanoM se zAMti avazya milatI hai paraMtu jisa prakAra pustaka meM citrita dIpaka prakAza nahIM de sakatA, paraMtu pratyakSa prakAzita dIpaka hI prakAza de sakatA hai| usI prakAra AtmA jAgRta karane ke lie to svayaM A kara jJAna prApta karanA par3atA hai| jJAna prApti ke lie dharma yA guru badalane nahIM haiM / jJAna amUlya hai, ataH use prApta karane ke lie kucha bhI mUlya nahIM denA hai| Page #60 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ (dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana ke dvArA prakAzita pustakeM 1. jJAnI puruSa kI pahacAna 23. prema 2. sarva duHkhoM se mukti 24. ahiMsA 3. karma kA siddhAMta 25. pratikramaNa (saM.) 4. Atmabodha 26. pApa-puNya 5. aMtaHkaraNa kA svarUpa 27. karma kA vijJAna 6. jagata kartA kauna? 28. camatkAra 7. bhugate usI kI bhUla 29. vANI, vyavahAra meM... 8. eDajasTa evarIvheyara 30. paisoM kA vyavahAra (saM.) 9. TakarAva TAlie 31. pati-patnI kA divya vyavahAra (saM.) 10. huA so nyAya 32. mAtA-pitA aura baccoM kA 11. ciMtA vyavahAra (saMkSipta) 12. krodha 33. samajha se prApta brahmacarya (saM.) 13. maiM kauna hU~? 34. nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa 14. vartamAna tIrthakara zrI sImaMdhara svAmI 35. kleza rahita jIvana 15. mAnava dharma 36. guru-ziSya 16. sevA-paropakAra 37. AptavANI - 1 17. trimaMtra 38. AptavANI - 3 18. bhAvanA se sudhare janmojanma 39. AptavANI - 4 19. dAna 40. AptavANI - 5 20. mRtyu samaya, pahale aura pazcAt 41. AptavANI - 6 21. dAdA bhagavAna kauna? 42. AptavANI - 8 22. satya-asatya ke rahasya 43. samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) * dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana ke dvArA gujarAtI bhASA meM bhI kaI pustakeM prakAzita huI hai| vebasAiTa www.dadabhagwan.org para se bhI Apa ye sabhI pustakeM prApta kara sakate haiN| * dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana ke dvArA hara mahIne hindI, gujarAtI tathA aMgrejI bhASA meM "dAdAvANI" maigez2Ina prakAzita hotA hai| Page #61 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhuja prAptisthAna dAdA bhagavAna parivAra aDAlaja : trimaMdira saMkula, sImaMdhara siTI, ahamadAbAda- kalola hAIve, posTa : aDAlaja, ji.-gAMdhInagara, gujarAta - 382421. phona : (079) 39830100, E-mail : info@dadabhagwan.org ahamadAbAda: dAdA darzana, 5, mamatApArka sosAiTI, navagujarAta kaoNleja ke pIche usmAnapurA, ahamadAbAda-380014. phona : (079) 27540408 rAjakoTa : trimaMdira, ahamadAbAda-rAjakoTa hAIve, taraghar3iyA cokar3I (sarkala), posTa : mAliyAsaNa, ji.-rAjakoTa. phona : 9274111393 trimaMdira, hila gArDana ke pIche, eyaraporTa roDa. phona : (02832) 290123 godharA : trimaMdira, bhAmaiyA gA~va, ephasIAI goDAuna ke sAmane, godharA (ji.-paMcamahAla). phona : (02672) 262300 vaDodarA : dAdA maMdira, 17, mAmA kI pola-muhallA, rAvapurA pulisa sTezana ke sAmane, salATavAr3A, vaDodarA. phona : (0265) 2414142 muMbaI : 9323528901 dillI : 9810098564 kolakatA : 033-32933885 cennaI : 9380159957 jayapura : 9351408285 bhopAla :9425024405 indaura : 9893545351 jabalapura :9425160428 rAyapura : 9329523737 bhilAI :9827481336 paTanA :9431015601 amarAvatI : 9422915064 beMgalUra : 9590979099 haidarAbAda : 9989877786 :9422660497 jalaMdhara : 9814063043 U.S.A.: Dada Bhagwan Vignan Institute : 100, SW Redbud Lane, Topeka, Kansas 66606 Tel. : +1877-505-DADA (3232), Email : info@us.dadabhagwan.org U.K. : +44 330 111 DADA (3232) UAE : +971 557316937 Kenya : +254 722 722 063 Singapore : +65 81129229 Australia: +61 421127947 New Zealand: +64 210376434 Website : www.dadabhagwan.org pUnA Page #62 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jJAnavidhi jJAnavidhi, anaMta janmoM se apane nija svarUpa kI, AtmasvarUpa kI anubhUti ke lie pyAse mumukSuoM ke lie jJAnI puruSa parama pUjya dAdA bhagavAna kI akrama vijJAna ke mAdhyama dvArA AtmasAkSAtkAra pAne ke lie dI gaI anamola bheMTa hai| jJAnavidhi, 'maiM'(AtmA) aura 'merA'(mana-vacana-kAyA) ke bIca bhedarekhA DAlane vAlA, jJAnI puruSa kI vizeSa AdhyAtmika siddhi ke dvArA hone vAlA jJAnaprayoga hai| isa AtmajJAna se zAzvata AnaMda kI prApti hotI hai aura ciMtAoM se mukta hote jAte haiN| sAMsArika saMbaMdha zAMtimaya hote jAte haiM aura vyavahArika ulajhanoM kA samAdhAna prApta karane meM upayogI sAbita hotA hai| - dAdAzrI ISINATION2128-373 Printed in India dadabhagwan.org MRP 10