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________________ satyam zivam suMdaram / 3IvavuM sava mUvina: saMta varSa : 1] saMvata 2023: mArgazIrSa : jAnyuArI 1967 [ aMka : 3 -- - - - saMsthApaka sAkSAtkAra devendravijaya yo mAM pazyati sarvatra sarva ca mayi pazyati / jaya bhagavAna? tasyAhaM na praNazyAmi sa ca me na praNazyati // je manuSya sarvamAM paramAtmAne jue che, sarva prANI padArtho vizvarUpe prakaTa thayelA paramAtmAnAM ja svarUpa che ema adhyakSa je jue che, je Atma pitAmAM che te ja sarvamAM che ema ja kRSNazaMkara zArI anubhave che, sarva prANIo ane sarva padArtho pitAnAM ja judAM judAM svarUpa che ema je jue che. tene samasta sRSTi sAthe saMpAdana samiti AtmabhAva thAya che. koInA pratye rAga dveSa ke kapaTa tenAmAM rahetAM ema. je. goradhanadAsa nathI. pitAne ja sarvamAM janAra che te manuSya potAnA pratye kanaiyAlAla dave jeTalo prema kare che, teTale ja sarva pratye kare che, nitya sarvanA hita mATe tatpara rahe che, potAne prApta thayela tana-mana-dhanane mAnad vyavasthApaka sarvanA hita mATe vApare che. tenA mAM vArtha, abhimAna ane zivazakti lepatAthI eka vyaktirUpe nAnA (rAMkucita) banI rahevAnI vRtti nathI, paNa tyAga, sarvAtmabhAva ane paropakArIpaNAthI sarvamAM otaprota banI rahevAnI vRtti che, tene mATe paramAtmAM adRzya kAryAlaya ke nAza pAmela nathI, paNa sadA pratyakSa-hAjarAhajUra che, tene bhAunI poLanI bArI pAse, mATe A jagata ja paramAtmAnuM mUrtimaMta svarUpa che, ane te rAyapura, amadAvAda manuSya paNa nitya paramAtmAnA: sAnnidhyamAM rahe che. paramAtmAthI te dUra nathI, paNa nitya anugRhIta che. paramAtmA tene nitya vArSika lavAjama | AtmarUpe nIrakhe che ane paramAtmA te manuSyane nitya AtmarUpe bhAratamAM rUA. 3-00 | apanAvela che. videzamAM ziliMga 6-00
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________________ anukrama zrI bhAgavata vidyApITha sthApavAnI Adaza yeAjanA (rUparekhA) parAyA ? sAkSAtkAra maGgalAyatanam uttarAyaNu (1) samAM eka tame ja che. Atmadarzana ( kavita ) samudrama thana-ra geAvadhabaMdhI aMge avatAra aMtaranI bhalAI jIvana sudhare tA ja sAdhanAnI saphaLatA ekabIjAnA sahAyaka batA niyatA karyAMthI prakaTe che? prakAzanI kSaNa godhana : rASTrIya utkarSanuM maMga 'huM teA eka sevaka chuM prArthanAnI mahattA zuM vaLyuM ? A nArI svabhAvanu' osaDa nathI pAkaLa ane nagada bhakta suradAsajI -- Avazyaka mAhitI - prakAzananA sAmAnya niyamA 0 dara mahinAnI15mI tArIkhe prakaTa thAya che. 0 tA. 22mI sudhImAM aMka na maLe tA pAsTa oNphisa sAthe saMparka sAdhI tenA javAba sahita kAryAlayane jANa karavI. 0 patravyavahAra samaye grAhka nabara athavA lavAjama paheAMca namar jaNAvavA jarUrI che. AzIrvAda na maLavA bAbata, agara kAI paNa phariyAda aMge patravyavahAra karatI vakhate ApanA grAhaka nakhara athavA lavAjama paheAMcana a jaNAvA khAsa vinatI che. 8 zrI madhyabiMdu' akhubhAI zekhANI zrI araviMda kabIra zrI DaoNMgare mahArAja zrI vinAbA bhAve zrI mAtAjI mahAtmA jemsa'eNlana zrI 'vatsalA' dAdA dharmAdhikArI muni zrI caMdraprabhasAgarajI ha . ra 10 11 15 1 17 12 12 12 ADIsa vhITamaeNna prA. razmikAnta trivedI zrI manubahena gAMdhI zrI ' zivazakti ' 5. zrI nAnacaMdrajI mahArAja zrI ' pUrNIimA ' DaoN. hariprasAda AcAya AzIrvAdamAM-- jIvananAM sahyAnuM darzana ApanAruM sAhitya prakaTa karavAmAM Ave che. 10 kAI paNa manuSyane tenA vyAvahArika kSetramAM vAstavika mArgadarzana, ucca preraNA-prakAza maLe tevu sAhitya ApavAmAM Ave che. 20 21 24 25 25 27 31 3ra. 33 sarva dharmo, dharma -sapradAyA, AgamAdanA zAstro mAMthI jIvananA vikAsa karanAra sArabhUta tattva ApavAmAM Ave che. A dhAraNanA lekhA, sattvayukta vArtAo, kAvyA, upayAgI jIvanaprasaMgA, kheAdhaka anubhavA vagerenuM sAhitya prakaTa karAya che. A prakAranuM sAhitya mAkalavA saukAI lekhakone AmaMtraNa che. prasiddha karAyela kRti mATe puraskAra ApavAmAM Ave che.
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________________ maGga lA ya ta nam zrImadabhagavatanAM kaMThastha karavA lAyaka zreSTha zlekarane parama vaiSNava athavA zreSTha satpaSa kezu? sarvabhUteSu yaH pazyed bhagavadbhAvamAtmanaH / bhUtAni bhagavatyAtmanyeSa bhAgavatottamaH // 1 // je manuSya sarva prANI-padArthomAM potAne bhagavabhAve rahele jue che ane sarva prANI-padArthone bhagavasvarUpa pitAnI aMdara rahelA jue che, te uttama bhagavadIya jana che. Izvare tadadhIneSu bAlizeSu dviSatsu ca / jema-marI-pakSAMti samayama 2 je manuSya bhagavAna pratye prema kare che, bhagavAnanA bhakto sAthe mitratA kare che, ajJAnIo pratye kRpAbhAva rAkhe che ane dveSa karanArAonI upekSA kare che, te madhyama prakArane bhagavadIya jana che. arcAyAmeva haraye pUjAM ya zraddhayehate / na tadbhakteSu cAnyeSu sa bhakaH prAkRtaH smRtaH // 3 // je manuSya bhagavAnanI mUrti, chabi vageremAM zraddhAthI pUjA kare che, paraMtu bhagavAnanA bhaktomAM ane anya prANIomAM je bhagavAnane joto nathI, temanAM sevA-satkAra ke Adara karato nathI, tevo bhakta kevaLa prAkRta (ja-bhUkha) che. " gRhItvApIndriyairarthAn yo na dveSTi na hRSyate / viSNormAyAmidaM pazyan sa vai bhAgavatottamaH // 4 // je manuSya Idriyo dvArA viSayone grahaNa kare che, viSayane anubhava kare che, paraMtu amuka viSaya potAne anukULa che ema gaNIne harSita thato nathI ane amuka bAbato pitAne pratikULa che ema gaNIne temane dveSa karato nathI, paraMtu A sarvakaMI bhagavAnanI bhAyA che e daSTie dareka bAbatane samatAthI jue che, te uttama bhAgavata jana (zreSTha vaiSNava) che. dehendriyaprANamanodhiyAM yo janmApyayakSudbhayatarSakRcchaiH / saMsAradhamairavimuhyamAnaH smRtyA harerbhAgavatapradhAnaH // 5 // - je manuSya sarva prasaMgamAM bhagavAnanA smaraNa-ciMtana--anubhavamAM magna rahe che ane janma-mRtyu, bhUkha-tarasa, zrama-kaSTa, bhaya, tRSNa vagere sAMsArika dharmothI-saMsAranI paristhitiothI mUjhAto nathI, koI padArthomAM moha pAmato nathI, te uttama bhagavadIya puruSa che. na kAmakarmabIjAnAM yasya cetasi saMbhavaH / vAsudevaikanilayaH sa vai bhAgavatottamaH // 6 // je manuSya AtmasvarUpe sarvamAM vasI rahelA eka vAsudevanuM ja nizcita prakAre darzana kare che ane e bhagavAnanA anubhavamAM ja lIna rahe che, ene mATe jagatamAM AtmAthI bIje kaI padArtha ja raheto na
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________________ AzIvAda jAnyuArI 1967 hovAthI tenA cittamAM koI kAmanA, I padArtha bhogavavAnI ke meLavavAthI IcchA ja rahetI nathI, ethI te kAmanAthI prerAIne kaMI karyuM ke pravRtti karato nathI, paNa paropakArArthe tenI pravRtti thatI ja rahe che. A manuSya uttama bhagavaddabha ta che. na yasya janmakarma yAM na varNAzrama jAtimiH / ja mardamAvo udde dha ra je priya che 7 | je manuSyane A zarIrane gaNAtI ucca athavA nIca jAtimAM, ucca athavA hIna karmamAM, tenA varNa ane AzramamAM ahaMkAra athavA abhimAna utpanna thatuM nathI, je manuSya zarIranI uccatA athavA hI tAthI gIrava athavA lAghava anubhavatA nathI ane zarIramAM huMpaNAnA bhAvathI mukta rahe che te paNa bhagavAnane priya che. na ya ya svaH para iti vitteSvAtmani vA bhidA / samRtama rAta sa hai mAnavottamaH || 8 jene zarIra athavA dhanasa pattimAM A potAnuM ane A pArakuM evo bhedabhAva nathI, je samasta prANI-padArthomAM samasvarUpa paramAtmAna athavA potAne ja jue che ane sarva pratye samabhAva rAkhe che, kAI paNa ghaTanAthI harSa athavA zoka yukata na thatAM zAnta rahe che, te uttama bhagavalvarUpane pAmela che. tribhuvana vibhapahetavepyakuNThasmRtirajitAtmasurAdibhirvimRgyAt / na calati meM gava-padAravindAllavanimiSAdharmApa yaH sa vaiSNavAyyaH // 9 // ajitendriya manuSyo ane devo paNa bhagavAnanA je caraNakamaLane zodhI zakatA nathI, te caraNakamaLanA maraNathI je manuSya traNe loko vaibhava maLato hoya to paNa kuMThita thato nathI, traNe lekanA sukhabhAganA badalAmAM paNa bhagavAnanA caraNa kamaLanA smaraNathI je adha kSaNa mATe paNa calita thato nathI, te uttama vaiSNava che. bhagavata uruvikramAdbhizAkhAnakhamaNicandrikayA nirastatApe / hRdi kathamupasIdatAM punaH sa prabhavati candra - ivodite'rkatApaH // 10 // jema caMdrane udaya thAya tAre sUryane tApa saMbhavato nathI, tema jenA hRdayamAM bhagavAnanA caraNakamaLanA tatvarUpa maNinA cAMdanA samAna prakAzathI kAmAdi tApa nAza pAmyA che tenA hRdayamAM pharIthI te kAmAdine saMtApa kema utpanna laI zake? na ja thAya.) vikRti dara caca sAkSAt sUrivaranfmati thanArA praNayarazanayA dhRtAdhripannaH sa bhavati bhAgavatapradhAna uktaH // 11 // vivaza sthitimAM paNa nA cAraNa karavAthI pApanA samUhano nAza karanArA bhagavAne je hRdayamAM pitAnAM caraNakamaLa premanI dara thI baMdhAI javAne lIdhe te hRdayane choDI zakatA nathI ane jene potAne sAkSAta (pratyakSa-apakSa) anubhava ApyA kare che, tene bhagavAnanA bhaktomAM uttama kahe che. [ zrImadbhAgavata skaMdha 11 adhyAya 2, 45-55]
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________________ uttarAyaNa tyAre manue pUchyuM : uttarAyaNa kone kahevAmAM Ave che? sudarzana kahe che : je sUrya che te uttama che. taka eTale aMdhakArathI je sarva karatAM 36 arthAta UMce rahela che te uttama che evo artha ahIM levAno che sUrya uttama che arthAta aMdhakArathI sarva karatAM UMce che. ane eTale gati athavA javuM. aMdhakAravALI sthitimAMthI UMcenI tarapha javuM, praka zALI sthiti tarapha javuM e uttarAyaNa che. ApaNe janma laIne kAma ja e karavAnuM che ke aMdhakAravAnI sthitimAMthI prakAzavALI sthitimAM javuM. ApaNA jIvanamAM rahelI ochI samajaNazakita e aMdhakAra che, jaDatA e aMdhakAra che, ajJAna e aMdhakAra che; kAma-krodha-lebha moha e aMdhakAra che, pramAda e aMdhakAra che, nirdayatA ane nikuratA e aMdhakAra che, anyAya, anIti, hiMsA e aMdhakAra che, A badhAmAMthI ApaNe jema jema TatA jaIe chIe tema tema ApaNA jIvananuM uttarAyaNa thatuM jAya che, ApaNuM jIvanamAMthI aMdhakAra ocho thato jAya che ane prakAza prakaTato jAya che. janma laIne ApaNe badhAM kAma dvArA mukhya kAma A ja karavAnuM che ke ApaNuM jIvanamAM uttarAyaNa thAya. kavi zrI ravIndranAtha TAgora potAnA baMgalAnuM nAma "uttarAyaNa" rAkhyuM tene marma ema kahI zakAya ke A jiMdagInuM dhyeya aMdhakAramAMthI nIkaLI prakAza tarapha javAnuM che, A jIvana dvArA ApaNe prakAza tarapha gati karavAnI che. pazuomAM manuSyo karatAM ochI samajaNa zakti che, manuSyo karatAM vadhAre jaDatA che. Ane artha e ke pazuomAM manuSyo karatAM uttarAyaNa ochuM che, pazuo aMdhakAramIthI prakAza tarapha manuSyo karatAM ochAM AvelAM che. mANasamAM paNa keTalAka vadhAre jaDa hoya che, mUrNa hoya che, ochI samajaNazaktivALA hoya che. A badhAmAM paNa uttarAyaNa eTaluM ochuM samajavAnuM che. ane mANasoe potAnI badhI samajaNazakti vaDe, pitAnA jIvananI badhI jAtanI zakita vaDe aMdhakAramaMthiI nIkaLIne prakAza tarapha AgaLa vadhavAnuM che. sau keAIe potAnA jIvanamAM nitya A bhAvanA jAgrata rAkhavI joIe. pele sUpasthAnane vedamaMtra ApaNane A ja kahe che: 3 : vari : ke cittattara te yAtrA sUryamAna niyama zrI "madhyabiMdu manue pUchyuM : uttarAyaNane sUryanI sAthe zuM saMbaMdha che? sudarzana kahe che : sUrya uttama che arthAta aMdhakArathI sarva karatAM UMce che, aMdhakArathI sarva karatAM para che, sadhakArathI sarva rIte mukta che. je aMdhakArathI savA karatAM para, aMdhakArathI sarva rIte mukta hoya tene ja sUrya nAma ApI zakAya. preraNa karanAra " evA arthavALA (6 rane ) kriyApada uparathI "sUrya' zabda banyo che. have preraNA kaNa ApI zake? je ajJAnathI, jaDatAthI, aMdhakArathI para che , te ja preraka banI zake. gheTAMne - preranAra bharavADa gheTAM karatAM vizeSa cetanAvALe, vizeSa prakAzavALa hoya che viroSa jJAnavALA mANasa ja, tenA karatAM ochA jJAnavALA mANasene preraka banato hoya che. ajJAna, aMdhakAra athavA jaDatAthI saMpUrNa rIte munA hoya te sau koIno preraka bane che. - ajJAna, dhakAra athavA jaDatAthI saMpUrNa rIte mukta hoya e to eka paramAtmA che te samasta prakRtine -samasta vizvano preraka che. ethI sUrya zabda tenA vizALa arthamAM paramAtmAno vAcaka che A paramAtmA sUrya tarIke ( arthAta preranAra tarIke traNa svarUpe kAma karI rahyo che. A traNa svarUpanAM nAma cheH Adhibhautika, adhidaivika ane AdhyAtmika, agni e sUryanuM Adhibhautika rUpa che. Adhibhautika eTale bhUtomAM raheluM sthala padArthomAM raheluM svarUpa te Adhibhautika svarU5. je padArthomAM agni athavA ugatArUpe sUryanuM tatva raheluM na hoya to badhA padArtho barapha karatAMye vadhAre ThaMDA hoya, koI padArtha Uge nahIM, vadhe nahIM, pAMgare nahIM, koI nAnAthI meTa thAya nahIM. badhA padArtho kevaLa jaDavata jemanA tema paDI rahe. zarIramAM bAdheluM paNa jemanuM tema paDI rahe. pace nahIM. ethI agnirUpe sUryanuM je svarUpa bhUtomAM (padAthe mAM) pravezI bhUtone judI avasthAmAM prere che, rUpAntaramAM palaTAve che te sUryanuM Adhibhautika svarUpa che. sUryanuM bIjuM athavA madhyama svarUpa te AkAzamAM sarya rUpe prakAzI raheluM svarUpa. tene ja sUryanuM Adhidaivika svarUpa kahevAmAM Ave che. sUrya deva" che eTale ke te Idriyone prakAzita karanAra, Idrine prakAza ApanAra ane Idriyone preranAra che. AkAzamAM rahelA sUryanA prakAzathI ja badhA
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________________ AzIvAda jAnyuArI 1967 padArtho prakAzita thAya che, AkAzamAM rahelA sUryanuM teja-tejano aMza maLavIne ja AMkha joI zake che. sUryanA tejano aMza potAnI aMdara hovAne lIdhe ja AMkha joI zake che. AthI cakSurindriyana (AMkhano) devatA rya gaNAya che A rIte AkAzane sUrya e paramAtmArUpI sUryanuM Adhidaivika (IdrimAM praveza pAmeluM-ioinA saMbaMdhavALuM) svarUpa che. sUryanuM trIjuM athavA uttama svarUpa te prANImAtramAM aMtaryAmI svarUpe prakAzI raheluM svarUpa. tene ja sUryanuM AdhyAtmika svarUpa kahevAmAM Ave che. AdhyAtmika eTale pratyeka zarIranI aMdara, pratyeka prANInI aMdara tenAM mana-buddhine preranAruM, manabuddhine prakAzita karanAruM svarUpa. buddhimAM je prakAza Ave che, jJAnanI vRddhi thAya che, cetanAnI vRddhi thAya che, samajaNazaktinI-nirNayazaktinI vRddhi thAya che te aMtaryAmI sUryanA saMparkane lIdhe ja thAya che. Adhibhautika, Adhidaivika ane AdhyAtmika A traNa svarUpa e judA judA traNa padArtho nathI, paNa eka ja vastunAM traNa svarUpa che. jema barapha, pANI ane varALamAM vastu eka ja che, tema parama tattva eka ja che te lIlA mATe potAne Adhibhautika rUpe, Adhidaivika rUpe aneka AdhyAtmika rUpe prakaTa karI rahela che. jema zarIra, idri ane manabuddhi A judAM judAM lAgatAM traNa svarUpamAM eka AtmA ja prakaTa thayo che ane temane pravRttimAM prere che, tevI ja rIte eka parama tatva ja A sarva prANI-padArthorUpe prakaTa thaIne temane pravRttimAM prerI rahyuM che. jyAM sudhI prANI kevaLa bhautika padArthomAM ja rasavALe, bhautika padArthonI ja AsaktivALe hoya che, tyAM sudhI tenA jIvanamAM jaDatAnuM prAdhAnya rahe che, tenuM jIvana kevaLa Adhibhautika prakAranuM - vanaspati ke pazunA prakAranuM rahe che. tevuM jIvana atyanta hIna che. jyAre prANInuM jIvana sthala padArtho ane indriyanA majazokhamAM ja DUbeluM rahe che, tyAre te jIvana mukhyatve Adhibhautika ane AdhidaivikatAvALuM ja rahe che. AvuM jIvana madhyama prakAranuM che, ane te paNa apUrNa che. jyAre prANa pUla viSayo ane indriyonA jJAnane jANanAra, samajanAra ane te jJAnene nirNaya karanAra tatvanA anubhavamAM joDAya che tyAre tenuM jIvana AdhyAtmika prakAranuM bane che. kAraNa ke viSayo ane IkinAM jJAnene jANanAra-samajanAra-nirNaya karanAra tattva e ja prANImAM tenA ahaMbhAvarUpe athavA AtmArUpe hoya che. potAnA AdhyAtmika svarUpanA anubhavavALuM jIvana e ucca prakAranuM jIvana che. prANI mAtranAM ane AkhA vizvanAM Adhibhautika, Adhidaivika ane AdhyAtmika jIvanasvarUpane prakAza karanAra ane temane preranAra tatva te paramAtmA athavA sUrya che. je prANInuM jIvana potAnA AdhyAtmika svarUpane anubhava karavA jeTaluM sacetana ane prakAzayukta sthitie pahoMcyuM hoya che, te potAnA pAramAtmika svarUpane athavA sUryane prApta karavA tarapha, vadhu uccatara sthiti tarapha gatimAna thaI zake che. jIvananI A uccatara sthiti tarapha gati thavI e ja uttarAyaNa che. "pataMga' zabdano artha paNa saMskRtamAM sUrya thAya che. paramAtmArUpI sUrya e mahApataMga che, ucatama pataMga athavA uttama pataMga che. vyaktinuM jIvana athavA vyaktino abhAva e mahApataMganA ja aMzarUpa nAne pataMga che ApaNuM jIvanarUpI pataMgane ApaNuM vyaktitvarUpI-ahaMbhAvarUpI pataMgane nIce paData-nIce jato bacAvIne paramAtmArUpI sUrya tarapha ucca gativALo banAvavo e ja uttarAyaNa che. A ucca gati e ja uttarAyaNa athavA zukala gati che. A jagatamAM zAzvata kALathI zukala ane kRSNa athavA ucca ane hIna be prakAranI gati pravatI rahI che: rAvajasurmtI hete nAta: zate zukla gati eTale uttarAyaNa ane kRSNa gati eTale hIna gati athavA agati. jagatanAM tamAma prANI. enA jIvanamAM A be prakAranI gati joI zakAya che. pratyeka prANInA jIvanamAM A bemAMthI kaI paNa eka gati taraphanuM prayANuM mukhyapaNe hoya che. A be gatinAM svarUpa viSe ApaNe have pachI vigatavAra joIzuM ane uttarAyaNa pratye athavA phulagati pratye ApaNe vizeSa rIte ane sabhAnapaNe kevI rIte pravRtta thaI zakIe te vicArIzuM.
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________________ parAyA ? kone kahuM parAyAM, kone kahuM huM mArAM duHkha darda che jIvanane raste batAvanArAM. ja jIvananA AMgaNAmAM duHkhadardanA utArA, eka jAya bIjuM Ave konA karuM kinArA ! * UMcI imAratamAM dIThA vicAra nIcA, nIcAM gharamAM dIThI UMcI vicAradhArA. * zatrunI bIka kyAM che! zatru to che ughADA, - gharamAM rahIne gharane mitra che bALanArA. zuM bALaze bIjAo baLataNa paDyuM che gharamAM aMtarane bALanArA aMtaramAM che aMgArA. - kene kahuM chuM sAra, kene kahuM naThArA? nadIone zoSanArA sAgara badhAya khArA. * kameM lakhAyAM baMdhana chUTe nahIM zekhANuM', A jiMdagInI sAthe che motanA, panArA. abubhAI zekhANuM, morabI satkAryonI suvAsarUpe amara banyA morabInivAsI gujarAtanA agragaNya zAhadAgara dAnavIra zeThazrI rasikalAla prabhAzaMkara zeThanuM tA. 27-12-66nA roja muMbaI temanA mATuMgAnA mukAme zekejanaka avasAna thayuM che. svargastha sAcA dAnavIra hatA ane koI paNa bhedabhAva vinA sahAnubhUtipUrvaka teo dAna ApatA. muMbaI mAnavamaMdiramAM temanA nAmanI skUla ane vidyApITha cAle che. zrImatI naMdakuMvara rasikalAla pra. zeTha vividhalakSI vidyAlaya, jaina kilanika, berIvalImAM davAkhAnuM, tema ja morabImAM paNa anekavidha kSetramAM temaNe dAnapravAha vahevaDAve che. svargastha emanI pAchaLa bahoLo parivAra ane sanmitrane pitAnI cira yAdamAM garakAva karI gayA che. sahRdayatA, sAdAI, nirabhimAnapaNuM, ucca prakAranI dAnavIratA ane bhaktahRdaya AvA umadA guNone subhaga saMga saMsAramAM koI virala mahAnubhamAM ja hoya che. mAnavamaMdirane temanI vidAyathI na pUrI zakAya tevI khoTa paDI che. prabhu temanA AtmAne cirazAti arpe !
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________________ AMsu cAre sukAya? A guma, tAre nayane nIra A zAnAM khATAM kADha jAnakIjInAM bahAnAM. ame teA raDatA paNa tuMya jo raDIza tA, karyAMyanA nahIM rahevAnA. beu e Ama raDayA karIzuM teA pachI, kANa phrAnAM AMsu lUchavAnA * he rAma, tAre hAthe te A sadhaLA rAkSasa maravAnA, pahelethI ja jo raDaze tame teA bhUMDA hAla thavAnA; kahe rAma 'mane khabara naheAtI ke mArA thaIne je pharanArA, teja have kAma evAM kare che je mArI AMkhAmAM dhULa nAMkhanArAM. jANya nahetu meM ke mArA banelA je, te ja thayA mane banAvanArA; bhArata raDe che te mAru' haiyuM raDe che, AMsu sAruM chuM chAnAM chAnAM. svarAgya thayuM bhale paNa rAmarAjya thayA viNa, AMsu : mArAM nahIM sukAvAnAM. zrI kanaiyAlAla dave grAhakeAne sUcanA H AzIrvAda 'ne dhAravA karatAM khUba sArI AvakAra maLyA che. grAhakonI mAgane lIdhe bIjA aMkanI (Disembara mAsanA aMkanI) badhI naklA khalAsa thaI gaI che. ethI pAchaLathI thayelA lagabhaga be hajAra jeTala! grAhakone bIjo aMka meAkavI zakAyA nathI. A trIjo aMka prasiddha thayA pachI khIjA aMkanI navI AvRtti chApavI zarU karI che ane thADA ja divaseAmAM bIjo aMka na meLavanAra grAhakone te ravAnA karavAmAM maze, tenI noMdha levA vinaMti che. vyavasthApaka -
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________________ sarvamAM tamArA satya svarUpe eka tame ja cho zrI araviMda paramAtmAe pitAmAMthI ja A sRSTi ghaDI che. e sRSTinI aMdara te vyApta thayela che. A sRSTinA padArtho aMtavALA che paNa sRSTi anaMta che A anaMta ane sAnta (antavALA) padArthonI sRSTine te paramAtmA Izvara tarIke dhAraNa karI rahyo che; ziva ane nArAyaNa tarIke tema ja lIlAmaya zrIkRSNa tarIke dhAraNa karI rahyo che, calAvI rahyo che, pitAnA premathI te ApaNane saune tenA pratye AkarSI rahyo che. enI prabhutvazaktithI te ApaNane saune potAnI AjJAne vaza vartAvI rahyo che, ane A aneka rUpo- vALA jagatamAM te AnaMda, zakti ane saudaryanI banelI potAnI zAzvata lIlA ramI rahyo che. jagata paramAtmAnA sata, cita ane AnaMdanI mAtra lIlA ja che. eka divasa tamane evo paNa sAkSAtkAra thaze ke pRthvI, mATI, lAkaDuM vageremAM dekhAtuM jaDatarava pote sthUla athavA jaDa padArtha nathI. e mAtra kaI padArtha nathI, paNa cetanAnuM ja eka rU5 che. ceta che ja eka guNa che, cetanAnA guNanuM indriyo dvArA nIpajatuM eka pariNAma che. jaDatatvamAM dekhAtI ghanatA, nakkaratA saMhati (saMghAta-ghaTTatA) ane dhRti nAmanA guNanuM mizraNa che. e ghanatA e sivAya bIjuM kaMI nathI. e ghanatA AtmAthI judA svarUpanI lAge che, paraMtu sacetana tattvanI ja e eka avasthA che. jaDatarava, prANa, mana ane manathI paNu je para che-A badhAM ja svarUpa eka zrIkRSNanAM ja che. tamArA ja sAcA svarUpane A badhe AvibhaMva che, lIlA che. anaMta guNovALuM brahma athavA zrIkRSNa ja jagatamAM saccidAnaMdarUpe krIDA karI rahela che. ApaNe jyAre A sAkSAtkAra prApta karIe chIe, A sAkSAtkAramAM ApaNe jyAre sudaDha rIte ane kAyamane mATe TakI zakIe chIe, tyAre du:kha, pA5, bhaya, bhrama, Antarakaleza, vyathA e badhAM ApaNI cetanAmAMthI sadaMtara cAlyA jAya che. upaniSadomAM kahelAM vacanonuM satya ApaNuM anubhavamAM Ave che. mAruM vrahmA vidvAn na fmeti tathA arthAta jenI pAse brahmano (potAnA vyApaka svarUpano) A AnaMda che tene jagatane koIpaNa padArtha taraphathI bhaya nathI. Iza-upaniSada kahe che: yasmin sarvANi tAni AtmaivAbhadvijAnataH / tatra ko mohaH kaH zoka ekatvamanupazyataH / / "jagatamAM sAyelA sarva padArtho manuSyane jyAre tenA AtmAnI sAthe ekarUpa banI gayelA anubhavAya che, tyAre tene kayo meha rahI zake? ka zoka tene sparzI zake? A sthitimAM AkhuM jagata ApaNane eka navA rUpe; sauMdarya, zubha, jyoti, AnaMdarUpe dekhAya che; zAzvata zaktinI ane zAzvata zAntinI bhUmi upara thaI rahelI eka AnaMdapUrNa gatirUpe dekhAya che. sarva padArthone ApaNe zubha, ziva, maMgala ane AnaMdamaya rUpe joIe chIe. sarva prANIo sAthe ApaNe AtmAmAM ekarUpa banIe chIe ane (savaMtAmamatA ) e anubhavamAM ApaNe satata ane sudaDhapaNe TakI rahIne bIjAone paNa e anubhava ApI zakIe chIe; temanI sAthenA saMparka dvArA, temanI sAthenI ekarUpatA dvArA temanA pratye premanA vistAra da rA bIjAone paNa ApaNe AtmAnI A eka Ano anubhava ApI zakIe chIe ane e rIte ApaNI A sRSTimAM A divya avasthA athata brAhmI sthitine sarvatra phelAvavA mATenuM kendra ApaNe banI thakIe chIe. ekalA sajIva padArthomAM ja nahIM, nirjIva vastuomAM paNa ApaNe nArAyaNanuM darzana karavuM joIe, zivano anubhava karavo joIe. te padArthomAM ane ApaNAmAM eka ja zaktine otapreta rahelI jovI joIe. jaDatattva viSe Aje ApaNI je mAnyatA che tenAthI ApaNAM cakSu aMdha jevA banI gayAM che. e cakSu jyAre A parama tatvane jovA mATe khullAM banaze tyAre ApaNe joI zakIzuM ke koI paNa vastu nirjIva nathI. sarva padArthomAM, jene ApaNe jaDa athavA nirjIva kahIe chIe temAM paNa, cetanA ja e sthitimAM chupAIne beThelI che. cetanAnI A tirabUta chupAyelI sthitine ja ApaNe ya, prameya,
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________________ 10 ] kSetra, viSaya athavA anna kahIe chIe. e sthitimAM paNa prANa, mana, vijJAna, AnaMda, cit ane sat paNa rahelAM che. pachI bhale te vyakta rUpamAM hA ke avyakta rUpamAM / athavA teA prakaTa thavAnI kriyAmAM hA AzIka jAnyuArI 1967 dareka padAnuM astitva e prabhunA ja sar svarUpanuM astitva che. prabhu padArthAMmAM je praveza kare che te cit svarUpe kare che, vizvathI para rahelA divya jJAna dvArA kare che. sarvAM padArthomAM paramAtmAnI cetanA pUrepUrA jAgRtarUpe jANe dhyAnamagna banAne kheDelI che ane peAtAnA guNAnA AnaMda mANI rahI che. phUlA, kaLA, pRthvI, vRkSA, dhAtuo ema sa vastu pAse temane peAtAne eka AnaMda rahelA che. pratyeka vastumAM zrIkRSNe praveza karIne nivAsa karI rahyA che. paraMtu prabhune e praveza sthUla ? bAhya rItanA nathI. kAraNa ke jete sthUla ke bAhya kahIe evI kA vastu ja astitvamAM nathI. aMtaratama paramAtmA peAte ja sthUla ane khAdya rUpe!mAM banele che. jene ApaNe sthaLa ane kALa tarIke oLakhIe chIe te prabhunI A vizvasarjananI kaLAmAM daSTiAcara thatI eka prakAranI viSayeAnI ge vaNI che. deza-kALa e te vastuone jovA-samajavA mATenI rUDha banelI eka paddhati che. 'A AkhuM jagata ane jagatamAMnA pratyeka padA` prabhunA nivAsa athe sarjAyelA che : vaMzAvAmimAM sarva yaMt bdhi khAyAM nAt| vaLI prabhune sa` padArthAMmAM ane prANIomAM jovA eTaluM ja asa nathI; prabhune sa` ghaTanAomAM, sarva kAmeAmAM, sarvAM vica rAmAM, lAgaNIomAM, tamArI aMdara tema khajAnI aMdara, AkhA jagatanI aMdara jovA joI e. zmAne mATe badhAM karmonuM phaLa prabhune arpaNa karI devu' joI e. khuda e karmAMne paNa prabhune aNu karI devAM joI e. prabhu game te phaLa ke pariNAma lAve, paraMtu tamAre mATe je karmAM prabhunI AjJArUpa hAya, je kama tamAre mATe vyarUpa hoya tene ha--zAka' ke lAla-hAninA bhAvathI para rahIne karatA ja rahevu joI e. kAraNa ke kartA, ka ane phaLa A traNe zviranAM ja svarUpe) che. Wan Atmadarzana khIja madhya jyAM vRkSa dekhiye, vRkSA madhye chAyA; paramAtamameM Atama daraze, Atama madhye mAyA. jyAM nala madhye zUnya daMkhiye, zUnya aMDa AMkArA, niHakSama akSara taise, akSara kSara vistArA. jyAM ravi madhye kiraNa daikhiye, kiraNa madhya parakAzA, parabrahma te jIbrA hai, jIva madhya meM AzA. zvAsA madhye zabda dekhiye, azabda ke mAMhI, brahmase jIva, jIvase mana hai, nyArA milA sadA hI. Apa hI bIja vRkSa aMkurA, Apa phUla phUla chAyA, sUraja kiraNa prakAza Apa dvI, Apa brahma jIva mAyA. tamane' paramAtama dara, paramAtamame I sAMI se para jhAMI khAle, lakhe |bIra sAMI mIra
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________________ samudramaMthana sa'sArasamudranuM maMthana karatAM prathama jhera nIkaLe che, jIvanamAM je jherane pacAvI jANe che tene ja amRta prApta thAya che. saMsAramAM jhera ane amRta bane che. kharI rIte te| amRta ane jhera e vastu nathI paNa eka ja che. je lAyaka che, ceAgyatAvALA che, rAga-dveSathI rahita che, krodha-lAbha mAhane jIte che, tene mATe jhera paNa amRta banI jAya che. ane je lAyakAtayeAgyatA vinAneA che, rAga-dveSathI bharele che, krodha lAbha-mahane AdhIna che, tene mATe amRta paNa jhera banI jAya che. saMsAramAMthI kAne zuM maLaze ? --jhera maLaze ke amRta maLaze ene AdhAra mANasanI ceAgyatA upara rahe che. zivajI jhera pacAvI gayA ane mRtyuMjaya khanI gayA, amara banI gayA. mANusamAM yeAgyatA hoya te saMsAranAM jhera paNa tene mATe amRtanuM kAma kare che. je jherane amRtamAM palaTAve che, tene ja pachI saMsArasamudramAMthI bIjA ratnA paNa prApta thAya che. jherane amRta karI jANanAra ja saMsAranAM sa MpU ratnAnA adhikArI bane che. jhera nIkaLyA pachI maMthana karatAM kAmadhenu gAyamAtA bahAra AvyAM che. pahelAM saMpatti Ave tenA upayeAga parIpakAramAM karo, tA ja tamane sapatti sa MtASa ApanArI thaze. kAmadhenu e sa MtAnuM pratIka che. te brAhmaNane ApI. jene AMgaNe sa MtASarUpI gAya hAya e brAhmaNu brahmaniSTha che. sa MteASa na hAya tA manuSya pApa kare che. brAhmaNanu jIvana khUba sAttvika joI e. ' kAmadhenu pachI ucca:zravA nAmanA gheADA nIkaLyA che, dhADA joI daityAnuM mana lalacAya che. uccaHzravA daityAne ApyA. zrava zabdanA artha che kIti. ucca:zravA ekatinuM pratIka che. je manane pata jevuM sthira kare che tene jagatamAM kIti maLaze-- lakSmI maLaze. kItimAM mana sAya tene amRta maLatuM nathI. zarUAtanI kItithI je rIjhI jAya che, kIrtimAM je mugdha thaI jAya che, khI jAya che, tene bhagavAna maLatA nathI, tene kAI krAImAM parama siddhi maLatI mI DAMgare mahArAja nathI. jene bahu mAna maLe che ane je mAnamAM khI jAya che tenA puNyanA kSaya thAya che. jIvane jyAre mAnanA meAha chUTI jAya che ane dIna khanI prAnA kare che, te jIvane zvara zvara jevA banAve che. viSNusahasranAmamAM bhagavAnane ' amAnI mAnada ' kathA che. bhagavAna amAnI che. bhagavAna badhAne mAna Ape che, jenu mana ucca:zravAmAM eTale ke kIrtinA mAhamAM phasAya che tene amRta maLatuM nathI. ucaiHzravA daityAe lIdhA eTale amRta teone maLatuM nathI, sATI karyAM vagara paramAtmA kRpA karatA nathI. je kIti ane prasiddhimAM phsAya tene amRta maLatuM nathI. krIthI samu mAMthana karyuM, have airAvata hAthI nIkaLyA che. daityAne lAgyuM ke dhADA levAmAM bhUla karI che. hAthI e samadaSTinuM pratIka che. hAthInI AMkha sUkSma hoya che. devapakSe hAthI lIdheA che. sthUla dRSTi e dehadaSTi che. sUkSma dRSTi e AtmadRSTi che. sUkSma dRSTi rAkhanArane amRta maLe che. sUkSma dRSTi rAkhanArane kAma trAsa ApI zakateA nathI, dhruvA ane masurA krIthI samudramaMthana karavA lAgyA. jIvanamAM daivI baLeA ane AsurI khaLA dvArA niraMtara jIvanasamudranuM maMthana cAlyA ja karatuM hAya che. temAMthI nIkaLatAM keTalAMka uparathI sArAM dekhAtAM hoya che, ane keTalAMka pariNAme hitakAraka thanArAM hAya che. have apsarA nIkaLI che. te pachI pArijAta nIkaLyuM che. apsarA ane pArijAta tene devapakSamAM ApavAmAM AvyAM che. krIthI maMthana zarU thayuM. have sAkSAt lakSmIjI prakaTa thayAM che. A sAkSAt jagadakhA che, mahAmAyA che. daityAne lAgyu ke A amane maLe te sAru 'mane maLe' evI icchA heAya tene lakSmIjI maLatAM nathI. lakSmIjIne riAhAsana upara padharAvyAM. duniyAmAM paNa badhA lakSmIva LAne UMce Asane besADe chemAna mApe che. lakSmIjI vicAre che ke huM kAne vijayamALA arpaNuM karuM ? sarvAMguNusa'panna puruSanA
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________________ 12 ] gaLAmAM vijayamALA paherAvavA lakSmIjI nIkaLyAM che. teo RSienA maMDapamAM AvyAM che. RSie jJAnI che, tapasvI che, paNa krodhI khUba che. kevaLa tapa karavAthI kAMI phaLa maLatuM nadhI. tapane bhakti sAtha hovA joIe. tapa karavAthI zakti vadhe eTale krodha Ave che, tapazcaryAM ane jJAnathI zakti vadhe che eTale te jIravAtI nathI. paNa jJAnane bhaktinA sAtha hAya te| sAruM, bhakti tA dInatAnA siMhAsana upara virAje che. lakSmIjI kahe che ke RSiemAMthI kAIne pasaMda karavAmAM mAruM bana mAnatuM nathI. AgaLa cAlatAM devA kheThA che. devA krodhI nathI, paNa atizaya kAmI che. AzIrvAda zAstramAM krodhanA raMga lAla, lAbhane pILA ane kAmanA raMga kALeA batAvyuM che. devA mahApuruSA che, paNa rAmI che. lakSmIjI AgaLa cAlyAM. AgaLa parazurAma cha kheDA che. te che te| jitendriya. tee kAmI natha, krodhI nathI paNa niSThura che. kSatriyAnAM nAnAM nAnAM bALakAne teo mArI nAkhe che. lakSmIjI sakhIe te kahe che: teo niSThura che. mane gamatA nathI. AgaLa mArkaNDeya RSi beThA che. badhuM sudara che, teA lAMbA AyuSyavALA paNa che, paNa RSienI sadAmAM teo AMkhA dha karIne kheThA che. lakSmIjIne jotA paNa nathI. lakSmIjIe vicAyu`' ke A mahAtmA teA bilakula mArI sAme paNa jotA nathI. varamALA paherAvIza tApaNa tee anAsakta hAvAthI mArI sAme paNa joze nahI. mANDeya kahe che : 'tuM zAnI rUpALI ? tArA karatAM mArA kanaiyA suMdara che, jyAM sudhI tane mArA kanaiyA na apanAve, tyAM sudhI huM tArAM dana karavAne nathI.' mANDeyane lakSmInArAya meAha nathI. lakSmInA mAha chUTe che tyAre pra, bhajananI zarUAta thAya che. jAnyuArI 1967 mane maLelI nahIM. have jyAre citta bhagavAnanI pAchaLa lAgeluM che, tyAre te mane vizva karavA AvI che, ane have te mArI pAchaLa paDI che.' ema kahI temaNe sAnAmaDhArAnA svIkAra na karyAM ane thALa parata meAkalAvyA. tukArAmanI garIba sthiti teI zivAjI mahA rAje tukArAmane mATe seAnAmaDheA thI bharelA thALa mekalAvyA. sevA sAnAmahArA nI bharelA thALa tukArAma pAse lAvyA. tyAre tukArAma mahArAje kahyuM : pahelAM huM lakSmInI pAchaLa paDelA tyAre te AkhA divasa bhajana karanArane ane bila kula udyama na karanArane paNa lakSmIjI maLatAM nathI. AgaLa bhagavAna zaMkara virAjatA hatA. sakhIe sAthe lakSmIjI tyAM AvyAM. zaMkara kAmI nathI, krodhI paNa nathI. lakSmIjI zaMkarane nihALe che. temane lAge che ke badhuM sAruM che paNa Amane veza jarA ama'gaLa che. zivajInA svabhAva magaLa che, paNa veza amaMgaLa che, ceSTAe bhayAnaka che. vaLI te bhoLA che. zivajInI pAse nArAyaNa bhagavAna virAje che. lakSmIjIe nirNaya karyo ke A aMti uttama che. lakSmI-nArAyaNanA jaya." lakSmI nArAyaNane vare che. lakSmIjI teA jenuM dila kAmaLa ane mRdu hAya tene tyAM Ave che. r atyAra sudhI bhagavAnanI najara dharatI upara hatI. lakSmIjIe varamALA arpaNa karI tyAre bhagavAna cAre bAju jovA lAgyA. jenI pAse lakSmI DAya teNe cAre bAju najara rAkhavAnI che. paisA maLyAM pachI leAkeA cAre bAju najara rAkhatA nathI; kANu bhUkhyuM, dukhiyuM che te jotA nathI. huM, mArI alI ane bAkhA eTalAmAM ja temanuM mana DUbeluM rahe che. dhanavAne cArebAju jovuM joIe ane sanAM duHkhA dUra karavAM joIe. krIthI samudramaMthana cAlyuM. daityAe vicAyu` ke eka vAra ApaNe dhADA laI te beThA ane khIjuM badhuM devAte gayuM. A vakhate je nIkaLe te amAre levuM che. maMthana karatAM have vANI-madirA nIkaLI. te daityAnA pakSe gaI. daitye| madirA pIe che. athavA dirA pIe te daityeA hAya che. te mAhamidarAmAM khe che. meAha e ja mRtyu che. mAhamadirAmAM DUbanArane amRta maLatuM nathI. te pachI pharIthI maMthana thatAM dhanvantari nArAyaNa amRtakuMbha laI ne prakaTa thayA che. daityoe dhaDA kheMcI lIdhA. amRtaku Mbha daityapakSe gayA ethI devAne duHkha
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________________ jAnyuArI 1967 thayuM. teo bhagavAnane zaraNe gayA. bhagavAne kahyuM : 'have zaktithI nahI' paNa yuktithI kAma levuM paDaze.' samudrama dhana - 2 je daityanA hAthamAM amRtakuMbha AvyA te kahe che ke huM pahelAM amRta pIza. tene mATe bhAI AvyA. te kahe che ke A tArA bApa hajI beThA che. tuM zAneA pahelA pIvAnA ? pahelA huM amRta pIza. amRta mATe . daityo jhaghaDA karavA lAgyA. aMdaroaMdaranA jhadhaDAne kAraNe daityone amRta maLatuM nathI. je pakSamAM adarA dara jhaghaDA thAya, je gharamAM kalahakaMkAsa thAya tenA leAkAne amRta-zubha phaLa maLatuM nathI, te leAkeAne jJAnAmRta, bhaktiamRta,premAmRta maLatuM nathI. have A sthitimAM daityAnI vacce mAhinInArAyaNa prakaTa thayA. bhagavAna mAhinIsvarUpe prakaTa thayA. mAhitInuM rUpa joI daityo kahevA lAgyA : * ahA, kathArUpa hai ! atisu Mdara, atisudara.' mAhitI e mehanuM rUpa che. mAhinImAM Asakta bane tene amRta maLatu nathI. saMsAranI pratyeka vastumAM mAhitI-mAyA rahelI che. saundaryAM e kalpanAmAtra che. tamane suMdara lAge te vastu kUtarAne su Mdara lAgatI nathI. saudarya AMkhamAM che. tene Aropa manuSya vastumAM kare che. suMdara teA eka zrIkRSNa che. jagatamAM suMdara che te zrIkRSNanI suMdaratAne kAraNe suMdara lAge che, mAhinInA meha thAya tene amRta-bhaktirUpI amRta maLatuM nathI. saMsAranI mAhinImAM je sAya, saunA mAhamAM je sAya, viSayAnA meAhamAM je phasAya tene amRta maLatuM nathI, paNa manamAhana zrIkRSNamAM jenuM mana phasAya tene amRta maLe che. meAhinIne mAha che tyAM sudhI bhagavAna maLatA nathI. soMsAranA viSayAmAM jeTalI utkaTatAthI mana phasAyuM che teTalI utkaTatAthI te viSayeAnA sarjanahAranI zeAdhamAM mana lAge nahIM tyAM sudhI jJAnarUpI amRta maLatuM nathI. ane e sarjanahAra jemAM kheDelA che te prANIonI sevA mATe mana lAge nahIM tyAM sudhI bhaktirUpI amRta maLatu nathI. ane jJAna tathA bhakti siddha thayA vinA bhagavAna maLatA nathI. [ 13 pApakAramAM prema vadhe che tema tema viSayeA upara niHspRhatA Avata jAya che. samudramAM je bAju bharatI hAya tenI viruddhanI dizAmAM eTa heAya che. mATe jema jema saka'mAM prema vadhe che tema tema viSayAsaktimAM eTa Ave che. AMkhamAM kAma rAkhIne jagatane joze teA mAha thaze ane AMkhamAM zvarane rAkhazeA tA meAhane. nAza thaze. saMsAranA viSayAnA mAha chUTe teA bhakti thaI zake, thyA mAha vivekathI cheDavAnA che. jema jema daityo kANu ? raste cAlatI strImAM jenuM mana sAya te daitya. parastrInuM ciMtana kare te rAkSasa, daityo kAmAtura thaI meAhitI pAse AvyA. daityA pUche cheH 'devI, tame kayAMthI AvyAM ? devI, tamAruM gAma kayuM... tamAruM lagna thayuM che ke prema ? ' mAhitInArA paNunuM svarUpa jotAM daityAne me hu thayA. mAhinI hatAM hasatAM kahe che 'mAruM eka dhara nathI. mArAM anekadhara che. je puruSa mArI sAthe prema kare tene tyAM huM jAuM chuM huM teA kAI tukArAmane tyAM jAuM' chuM, kAka narasi'ne tyAM jAu chuM. jeTalAM vaiSNuvAnAM dhara che teTalAM ThAkeArajInAM dhara che. ' dra mUrkhAe sAhinIbhagavAnanI gUDhA vANInA artha samajyA nahIM. je daityanA hAthamAM amRtane dhaDeA hateA tenA tarka mAhitI jue che, daitya prasanna thayA. te khelyuM : ' devIjI, A dhaDeA hu' tamane bheTamAM ApuM chuM. teNe ema vicArelu` ke devIjI mAre ghera Avaze. mAhinInArAyaNe pUchyuM' : ' dhaDAmAM zu che?' daitye karyuM ke amRta che, sauMdaryAM. jaDa vastumAM nathI. je saudaya' jovAthI vikAra thAya e rauda` ja nathI. daitye dhaDA ApI dIdhA. daityo kahe : ' devIjI amRta pIrasaze. ame hAtha joDIne khesI rahIzuM, jhadhaDIzuM nahIM. ' mAhinIbhagavAne daityA ane devAnI judI judI pa'gata karI. eka bAju devA kheThA che. bIjI bAju daityo kheDA che. mAhinI bhagavAna prathama daityAnA ma`DaLamAM gayA che. temaNe daityone kahyuM ke tamAruM' kalyANu karavuM e mArI pharaja che. para`tu uparanuM pANI jevuM je pAtaLu' amRta che te pahelAM devAne ApI dau' ane nIcenA ghaTTa mAla tamane pivaDAvIza.
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________________ AzIvAda bicArA mohabdha thayelA teo bolavA lAgyA : "acchA, ghaTTa mAla hamAre liye rakhanA. ApanA hAthe eka TIpuM pIvA maLaze toye dhaNuM che.' bicArA mehamAM bhAna bhUlelA. nahIM te amRtamAM kaMI bheda hato haze ? pANI jevuM pAtaLuM amRta ane ghaTTa mAla evo bheda amRtamAM kadI hAya re ? paNa mANasa jenA pratye mehAndha banyA hoya che te jema kahe tema sAcuM mAnIne hAjI hA karyA kare che. tyAra pachI mohinI bhagavAna devone amRta pAvA lAgyA. kaLaza vadhAre vAMkA vaLato joI detyo gabharAyA. IsameM kucha garabaDa te nahIM hai ? daityonA maMDaLamAM rAhu nAmane daitya hato. teNe vicAryuM ke A mohinInA kAmamAM kaMIka kapaTa che. A to raste pharanArI strI che. AnA upara vizvAsa rAkhyo te bhUla karI che. rAhue vicAra karyo ke devanA veze devapakSamAM jaI besI javA de. nahIM to rahI javAze. rAhu devonI paMgatamAM AvI caMdra-sUryanI vacce besI gayo. paMgatamAM viSamatA na thAya, eTale bhaga vAna jANatA hatA ke A daitya che chatAM temaNe tene amRta pAyuM che.. gharamAM ke paMgatamAM bhojanamAM viSamatA na kare. paMgatamAM viSamatA kare tene saMgrahaNIne roga thAya che. pUrvajanmanA puNyanuM jora hoya tyAM sudhI pApanuM phaLa maLatuM nathI. vicAra kare. bIjA devone-dandra vagerene amRta maLatuM hatuM tyAre rAhu na Avyo ane sUrya-caMdrane amRta maLavAne vakhate te vacce Avyo. mananA mAlika caMdra che. caMdra e mananuM svarUpa che. buddhinA mAlika sUrya che. sUrya e buddhinuM svarUpa che. hAthathI athavA jIbhathI manuSya bhakti kare che tyAre viSayarUpI rAhu jaladI vina karavA Avato nathI, paNa mana-buddhithI manuSya IzvaranuM dhyAna kare che tyAre viSayarUpI rAhu vigha karavA Ave che. jyAre ApaNe mana-buddhine prabhunA dhyAnamAM sthira karIe chIe eTale viSayarUpI rAhu vinna karavA Ave che. mana ane buddhine bhakti- rUpI amRta maLe te viSayarUpa rAhuthI sahana thatuM nathI. tethI viSayo vidhdha karavA Ave che. temane jJAnarUpI sudarzana cakrathI mAro. jAnyuArI 1967 rAhu amRta pIvA lAgyo. bhagavAne sudarzanacakrathI tenuM mAthuM uDAvyuM che. tenuM mastaka jJAnarUpI cakrathI kApI nAkhyuM. eTale ke jJAnarUpI sudarzana cakrathI viSayarU5 rAhune uDAvavo joIe, kApavo joIe, paraMtu kevaLa jJAnathI ke buddhithI viSaya-rAhu marato nathI. jJAna buddhine bharose bahu raheze nahIM. ekalA jJAnathI kaMI vaLatuM nathI. eTale rAhu amara rahele che. keI saMta kRpA na kare tyAM sudhI viSayarUpI rAhu marato nathI. ekalA jJAnathI viSayane nAza thato nathI. Izvara anugraha kare che tyAre mana niviSaya bane che. bhagavatkRpA vagara mana niviSaya thatuM nathI. ApaNe jJAnane Azraya karIe, paNa ati dIna banIe tyAre paramAtmA kRpA karIne viSaya-rAhune mAraze. kevaLa jJAnathI niviSayatA thatI nathI, AvatI nathI Izvara kRpAthI nirviSayatA Ave che: viSayA vinivartante nirAhArasya dehinaH rasavarjam / toDagreca paDyuM nivartite (gItA 2-59). arthAta viSaya pratyene rAga, viSaye pratyenI Asakti te paramAtmAne sAkSAtkAra thAya tyAre, IzvaranI kapA thAya tyAre nivRtta thAya che. de bhagavAnathI vimukha hatA eTale temane amRta maLyuM nahIM. saMsAranI mohinImAM phasAya che te bhagavAnathI vimukha thAya che. saMsAranI mohinImAM phasAnArane bhaktirUpI amRta maLatuM nathI. mahinabhagavAne badhuM amRta devone pivaDAvI dIdhuM ane khAlI ghaDe lAvI daityo pAse pachADyo. daityo kahe cheH "dage, daga, do. viSNu, tuM sADI paherIne Avyo ! tane zarama nathI ?' te pachI de ane daityonuM bhayaMkara yuddha thayuM che. daityone parAjaya thayo che. je mAhinI pAchaLa pAgala bane che te ja daitya che. saMsAranI mohinImAM je phasAya che te daitya che. daityane parizrama, daityonuM tapa kevaLa saMsArasukha mATe ja hoya che. rAvaNe kayAM eAchuM tapa karyuM hatuM ? hiraNyakazipue kayAM ochuM tapa karyuM hatuM ? paNa teonuM tapa bhaMga mATe hatuM, bhagavAna mATe na hatuM.
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________________ govadhabaMdhI aMge zrI vinobA bhAve meM dasa varSa pahelAM kahyuM hatuM ke bhAratamAM govadhabaMdhI thavI joIe. bhAratanI janatAne e meTa-Adeza che sarakAranI musIbata e che ke Aje tenI sAme aneka kaThaNa samasyAo UbhI thaI che. dezamAM anAjanI achata che eTale ghAsacArAnIye che dhAro ke sArI ne nabaLI badhI gAya ghAsa khAya, te je sArI gAya che temane ochuM ghAsa maLaze ane teo paNa kharAba thatI jaze. have temAM je nabaLI gAya che, emane khavaDAvavuM hoya to ge-sadana hovAM joIe. emanAM chANamUtranuM sArI rIte khAtara banAvavAnI yojanA thavI joIe. gAyanA maraNa pachI tenAM hADakAM-cAmaDAneye upayoga thavo joIe. go-sadana sAru TheraTherathI madada maLavI joIe ane vepArIoe te kAmamAM madada karavI joIe. AvuM kazuM thAya nahIM, ane mAnI le ke govadhabaMdhIne kAyado thaI jAya, to nabaLI. gAyane koI kharIdaze nahIM ane kheDUta paNa ene khavaDAvaze nahIM, ane chevaTe te gAya khAdhA vinA marI jaze. ApaNe roja jotA rahIzuM ke gAya kSINa thatI jAya che. tame ene kherAka nathI ApatA ane te mare che. Aje duniyAbharanI sAme A savAla che. mANasane je khAvAnuM na maLe ke maLe, to te AtmaciMtana karI zake che; nAmasmaraNa, dhyAnadhAraNuM vagereno Azraya tene maLe che. ema karatAM karatAM te kSINa thato jAya toye cAle che. paraMtu gAyane khAvAnuM nahIM Apo, to ja te ApaNane abhizApa Apaze. tethI tenA duHkharahita mRtyunI cejanA thAya, je jAnavaro bojArUpa che, jemane ApaNe khavaDAvI nathI zakatA, emane duHkhahIna mRtyudAna ApavAmAM Ave ke pachI emane ApaNI najara sAme taraphaDI--taraphaDIne maravA devAya ? A savAla je ApaNI sAme Ubho thAya, to nirNaya karavo agharo paDe che. sarakAranI A ja muzkelI che. Aje hiMdustAnamAM anAjanI dukALa che. keTa- lA leke gAya, sUvara, bakarIne khAya che. himane bakarI para dayA nathI AvatI, paNa gAya para speziyala-vizeSa dayA Ave che. tyAre ciMtana karanArA kahe che ke gAya mATe khAsa dayA kema rAkho che, bakarI mATe kema nahIM ? bakarI dUdha Ape che ane bakaro kAMI kAma nathI Avato, tethI bakarAnuM balidAna Ape che. paraMtu gAya te dUdha paNa Ape che ane tene baLada khetInA upayogamAM Ave che. tethI gAyano baje samAje upADo, kema ke Arthika daSTie te madadagAra thaI zake che. keTalAka leke mAMsAhAra kare che ane zaktidevI sAme balidAna caDhAve che. meM to tene virodha karyo hato ke AvuM balidAta na caDhAvavuM joIe tenAthI keTalAka nArAja thayA. hajIye te baMdha nathI thayuM ane Ajeya cAle che. have dhAro ke bakarI khAvAnuM baMdha karIe, to bakarI anAja ne ghAsa khAze, ane tamane takalIpha Apaze. tame paNa che ane bakarI paNa jIve, eTale khorAka ApaNI pAse che nahIM. tethI bakarIne mArAthI thoDe kherAka bacI jAya che. jyAre mANasa pAse khAvA sAru anna na hoya, tyAre paNa gAyanuM mAMsa na khAvuM, evo nirNaya taTastha buddhithI kara adharo thaI paDe che. gAyane khavaDAvyA vinA khAIzuM nahIM, ema kahenArA hiMduo keTalA nIkaLaze? pahelAM pite khAI le che ane gAyane emanI ema choDI de che. e hAlatamAM gorAnI badhI javAbadArI sarakArane mAthe AvI jAya che. tethI sAdhusamAje kahevuM joIe, ke ame ge rakSA sevA saMsthA sthApIe chIe ane gAyanA pAlana-poSaNanI javAbadArI upADIe chIe. gAya ane baLadane sArAM banAvavAM, nabaLI gAyone kharIdavI, emane rakSaNa ApavuM--A badhA mATe TheraThera go-sana cAle ane sarakAra govadhabaMdhIno kAyado kare, ema beu cIja sAthosAtha cAlaze, tyAre ja AyadAne phAyado maLaze. nahIM to sarakAra kAyade to karI nAkhaze, paNa gAya tamArI najara sAme taraphaDI -taraphaDIne maraze. hamaNAM bihAramAM dukALa che. bahArathI ja madada nahIM maLe te no maravAnA che. jyAre khuda
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________________ 16 ] AzIrvAda jAnyuArI 1967 che ke sUvarane mAre che te amArAthI sahana nathI thatuM. jena kahe che ke bakarAnI katala khoTI che. A sthitimAM sarakAra zuM kare? mANase ja maratA haze, tyAre pahelAM gAya mATe vicArAze ke mANasa mATe ? :jA dilIpa jevo koI asAmAnya mANasa haze to te gAya mATe pitAno deha ApavA taiyAra thaI jaze, bAkI sAmAnya loke gAyane maravA devo ane pahelAM pote khAze. mATe sarakAra sAme samasyA che. vaLI, e to badhA lekene khyAla rAkhIne vicAre che. hiMdu, musalamAna, khristI, badhAnI da e teNe vicAravuM paDe che. have hiMduonI mAgaNI che ke govadhaba dhI thAya, jenI mAgaNI che ke bakara vadhabaMdhI thAya, ane musalamAnonI mAgaNI che ke varavadhabaMdhI thAya. sAthe ja dezamAM anasaMkaTa paNa che. sarakAra sAme A badhI samasyAo che. musalamAne kahe che ke sUranI katala na thavI joIe teo ema Icche che ke sUvaravadhabaMdhI thAya paNa bIjA keTalAka loko sUvara khAIne jIve che. hamaNAM ja rAMcI pAse sUrinA katalakhAnAnuM uddaghATana bihAranA mukhya pradhAne karyuM". sUvarane khAvA mATe kaI judI cIja ApavAnI jarUra nathI paDatI. e badho gaMdavADa khAI jAya che. e mANasanA bhaMgInuM kAma kare che. chatAM sUveranA mAMsamAMthI je khorAka maLe che, te poSaka che. tethI keTalAka kahe che ke sUvarane zuM kAma na khAIe ? paraMtu musalamAna kahe matalaba ke je lokonI A prakAranI bhAvanA hAya, emanuM ja e kartavya banI jAya che ke teo gAyanuM rakSaNa kare ane tene mATe sarakAra pAse mAgaNI na kare Aje badhe phariyAda thaI rahI che ke karaverA ghaNAkharA vadhI gayA che. have gAyanI javAbadArI tame sarakAra para soMpazo to sarakAra kaheze ke ame gAyanI javAbadArI upADIe chIe ane bamaNA karaverA nAkhIe chIe, to zuM lekone e kabUla thaze ? sarakAra sAme A savAla che. mAruM mAnavuM che ke sAdhusamAje saMsAramAM na paDavuM joIe, emaNe gAyanI saMbhALa levI joIe. bhagavAna kRSNa gAyanI sevA karI hatI. evI sevA teo paNa kare ema thaze to lekAneya teo mArga, darzana ApI zakaze. lokone saMnyAsIo ane gAya baMne para zraddhA che, tethI lAke saMsthAne dAna Apaze. vizeSajJa leke sArAM sArAM go-sadana banAve. khATaluM emanA taraphathI thaze te pachI sAdhu samAja taraphathI je mAgaNI thaze, tene kaMIka mUlya paNa lAdhaze. mujaphapharapura (bihAra), 26-11-66 avatAra jagatamAM prabhunA avatAranI zakyatAne mAnavI ke na mAnavI ethI e viSenI zuddha hakIkatamAM kazo. phera paDI zake tema nathI. pratu je mAnavazarIramAM potAne AvirbhAva karavA Icche to pachI prabhunA nirNaya para koI paNa mANasano vicAra ke tenI saMmati ke asaMmati kaI rIte asara pahoMcADI zake te huM samajI zakatI nathI. ane prabhu je zarIra laIne janma dhAraNa kare to pachI mANaso tene InkAra kare to paNa tethI je hakIkatane hakIkata tarIke maTADI zakAvAnI nathI. vaLI je prabhu mAnavazarIramAM pote avatAra nathI levo evo nizcaya kare to pachI AkhIye mAnavajAti prabhunA avatAramAM mAnatI hoya ke avatAramAM zraddhA ane khAtarI dharAvatI hoya to paNa tethI prabhue avatAra lIdhe nathI e hakIkatamAM rajamAtra paNa phera thaI zakato nathI. eTale A viSayamAM uzkerAvA jevuM zuM che te huM samajI zakatI nathI. tamAre cetanA sarva prakAranA pUrvagraho ane pasaMdagImAMthI mukta banIne jyAre eka pUrNa zAMtimAM ane nIravatAmAM sthira thaze, tyAre tene samajAze ke A viSayamAM satya zuM che. zrI mAtAjI
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________________ aMtaranI bhalAI jenA hadayamAM satyaniSThA, vizvAsa, udAratA ane snehabhAva UbharAI jAya che, tene ja sAcI saMpatti vare che. jenuM hRdaya AvA sadaguNa vinAnuM che, te saMpatti zuM che te samajI zakato nathI; kAraNa ke saMpatti e sukhanI mAphaka bAhya nathI, e to aMtarane anubhava che. lebhI bhale lakSAdhipati thAya, paraMtu e hamezAM Apadugrasta, nIca ane daridra hoya che ane jyAM sudhI duniyAmAM pitAnA karatAM koI vadhAre paisAdAra hoya tyAM sudhI e pitAne garIba ja mAne che; paraMtu eka niSThAvALo udAra ane premALa manuSya duniyAnI dRSTie bhale garIba lekhAto hoya, to paNa sAcI saMpattine mAlika to e ja che. te uThTha mavati riko cahya tueoIT viratA jenI tRSNAo apAra che te ja khare daridra che; je saMtoSI che, e ja zrImaMta cheH je. udAra che, potAnI pAse je kAMI hoya te udAratAthI vApare che, te ja zrImAna che. A vizva bhautika tema ja AdhyAtmika tamAma zubha vastuothI bhareluM che. eka tarapha jyAre ApaNe ene vicAra karIe chIe ane sAthe sAthe bIjI tarapha thoDA sonAnA sikkA thoDA ekara mATI meLavavA mATe manaSya kevAM adhaLiyAM karIne jhaMpalAve che tene vicAra karIe chIe tyAre ApaNane mANasanI svArthodhatA ane ajJAnano sAco khyAla Ave che. tyAre ja ApaNane samajAya che ke svArthamAM AtmavinAza che. prakRtidevI potAnI pAse kAMI paNa rAkhyA sivAya badhuMye ApI de che, chatAM ene kazIye khATa AvatI nathI. manuSya potAnA dhanane cIvaTAIthI vaLagI rahe che, koIne kazuMye Apato nathI, chatAM ene kapALe khoTanI khoTa lakhAyelI hoya che. jo tamAre sAcI samRddhinA bhoktA thavuM hoya to bIjAnI mAphaka evuM na mAnI besatA ke ApaNe savaLuM karavA jatAM badhuM avaLuM ja thAya che. sadudharma e sarvoparI che evI tamArI zraddhAne muzkelIthI DagavA deze nahi. tamArI daDhatA AgaLa muzkelInuM kAMI cAlatuM nathI. huM jarA paNa gabharAyA vagara karUM chuM ke muzkelIthI DaravAmAM apramANikapaNAnI gaMdha rahelI che ane emAM ja vinAzano vAsa che. mahAtmAM jemsa elana tamAma saMjoge mAM tamane je dharmayukta lAge te ja karo. vizvamAM pravatI rahelI sacarAcara prabhunI mahAzaktimAM zraddhA rAkho. e tamAro kadI tyAga nahi kare. enAthI tamAruM niraMtara rakSaNa thayA karaze. AvI zraddhAthI tamArI tamAma hAni lAbhanA rUpamAM palaTAI jaze. thApAnuM varadAna mAM rUpAntara thaze. satyaniSThA, udAratA ane premano saMga jarAye choDaze nahi. e tamane UMkIne sAcI samRddhimAM mUkI deze. "tamAre hamezAM prathama-pahelA naMbara tarapha lakSa ApavuM, pachI bIjA mo tarapha " e duniyAnI ukti tame mAnazo nahi eno artha to eTale ja ke saba sabakI samAliyo, meM merI phaDatA ." Ama karanArano saha tyAga karaze ane jyAre e loko ekalavAyA paDI ja, du:khamAM saDatA haze te vakhate emanI bUma koI rAMbhaLaze nahi ane emane koI sahAya karaze nahi. sauthI prathama potAno svArtha sAdhavo evI vRtti dareka daivI ucca preraNAnuM rUMdhana kare che, tene adhavacathI ja kApI nAkhe che. tamArA AtmAno vikAsa karo, bIjAone tamArI moTI hUMpha che evuM badhAye dhAre tevuM vartana rAkho. eTale akhUTa AnaMdamAM te vyApta thaI jazo ane sakaLa samRddhi tamArI pAse cAlI Avaze. sadudharmano cheDI rasto choDIne je avaLA phaMTAyA che temane spardhAthI bahu bIvuM paDe che, temane potAnA pratispadhIthI bahu sAvaceta rahevuM paDe che. je kharA mArge jAya che, temane pratispardhIne jarAye bhaya raheto nathI huM je kAMI kahuM chuM te khAlI gapATA nathI. potAnI satyaniSThAnA prabhAva vaDe jeNe potAnA pratispadhI ne haThAvyA che, tevA ghaNA manuSyone huM jANuM chuM. pitAnA pratispardhIoe game tevA dAva nAkhelA. chatAM teo potAnI satyanikAne daDhatAthI vaLagI rahyA ane Akhare teo ja vijayavaMta thayA. ane emane haMphAvavAno tathA pADavAno prayAsa kara tArAo pote ja paDyA. aMtaranI bha AI AsarI zaktio sAme ApaNuM rakSaNa kare che ane aNIne vakhate e ApaNane sAMgopAMga pAra utAre che. e sadaguNa vijayane tamArI pAsethI jarAye casavA de nathI ane e ja tamane zAzvata samRddhimAM pahoMcADe che.
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________________ jIvana sudhare te ja sAdhanAnI saphaLatA zrI "vatsalA? eka mahAtmAe potAnA AzramamAM , pATha nakAme gayo che. kAraNa ke je bhagavAnanI gItAsuMdara bAga ane besavAnA oTalA banAvI rAkhyA hatA. no tuM pATha kare che te bhagavAna atithirUpe tArI unALAnA tApamAM bapore eka tarasyo mANasa pANI pAse pANI mAgatA hatA ! kevaLa jIbha vaDe pATha pIvA Avyo. A vakhate maDAtmAno ziSya bahAra karavAthI zuM vaLyuM ? "gatithi maDha' evuM veda paNa oTalA upara besI vAsudeva samiti - sarva kaMI pikArIne kahe che. te popaTanI peThe gItA bhaNe che, vAsudeva ja che, prANImAtra hagavAnanAM svarUpa che" pUjA kare che, nAmajapa kare che, paNa tAruM jIvana A gItAnA zlokano pATha karato hato. guru aMdara to evuM ne evuM ja rahyuM che gItAne pATha karyA beThA beThA ciMtana karatA hatA. pelA mANase ziSya kare paNa gItAmAM kahyA pramANenuM jIvana ne banAve pAse betraNa vakhata pANI mAgyuM, paNa ziSya gaNa te pATha karele nakAmo che, bhagavAnanI mUrtinI kAyuM nahIM. pelAnA zabdo sAMbhaLI guru aMdarathI pUjA kare paNa prANImAtrane bhagavAnanI pratyakSa mUrtio bahAra AvyA ane temaNe te sathI pIDAto atithi gaNIne temanAM sevA-satkAra na kare, prANIone pIDe; joye. temaNe tarata ja tene ThaMDu pANI pAI besADyo temanI sAthe kapaTa, dveSa, chetarapiMDI kare te kevaLa ane svAgata karyuM. thoDI vidhAnti laI te mANasa mUrti pUjA karavI nakAmI che. ane rAmanAmano japa gurunI saraLatAnAM vakhANa karo cAlyo gayo. karyA kare paNa potAnA jIvanamAM je rAmanA guNone apanAve nahIM to evo kevaLa nAmajapa paNa te pachI guru ziSya pratye bolyAH "tArA nakAme che. ekabIjAnA sahAyaka bane grIka purANunI vAta che. be bhAI hatA. beu bhAIone bhagavAne varadAna ApyuM. ekane varadAna ApyuM ke tuM amara rahIza, ciraMjIva rahIza. - bIjo paNa bahu guNavAna hatA. tene varadAna maLyuM, "tuM puruSArthavAna thaIza, buddhizALI thapazi paraMtu jIvIza thoDuM" ekane ciraMjIvI banAvyo. bIjAne alpAyu banAvyuM. baMne jaNa beThA beThA vicAra karatA hatA. moTAbhAIne bahu duHkha thayuM ke bhagavAne varadAna ApyuM paNa adhUruM ApyuM. ethI te pharI bhagavAna pAse gayo ne kahyuM, "bhagavana! eka varadAna de eTale amAruM kAma cAle." "je devAnuM hatuM te tamane daI dIdhuM che. have AnA sivAya bIjuM varadAna tamane maLavAnuM nathI." bhagavAne jaNAvI dhuM. baMne bhagavAnane caraNe paDyA ane kahevA lAgyA, "bhagavad ! amAre have bIju navuM kaI varadAna joItuM nathI. tame je dIdhuM che te amAre mATe pUratuM che. temAM mAtra eka vAta umeravA de; tethI vadhu kAMI ame IcachanA nathI" "zuM umeravA mAgo cho?" bhagavAne pUchyuM. ame ekamekanA jIvanamAM sAmela thaI zakIe. je ATaluM umerI zake te amAre bIjuM kAMI nA joIe." bhagavAna bolyA, "te ATaluM karI dIdhuM te mANasa bhagavAna banI gayo'' duniyAnI sarva samayAone A eka ja upAya sarvodaya sUcave che. ekamekanA jIvanamAM joDAI jAo. matamAM joDAI jAo. sahajIvana ane sahamaraNanA AvA saMkalpamAM ja sahune ugAre che. -dAdA dharmAdhikArI
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________________ nirbhayatA kayAMthI prakaTe che? jyAM sudhI niSpApa nahIM thavAya tyAM sudhI niya nahIM banI zakAya, ane niya nahIM thavAya tyAM sudhI ApaNI AMkhamAM teja nahIM Ave, vANImAM prakAza nahIM Ave. eTale Aje sauthI pahelI vAta te e che ke ApaNA dezane, samAjane ane dhane UMce lAvaveA hAya te saue nirbhaya banavuM paDaze. Aje sauthI pahelI ane anivAya AvazyakatA ni yatAnI--abhayanI che. paNa e abhaya Aje kayAM che? abhayanA abhAvanI eka namUnedAra ramUjI vAta tamane kahu.. muMbaIthI amaMdAvAda AvatI eka TrenanA phra kalAsanA DabAmAM eka yurApiyana kheThA hatA. e khAmAM kAI pharsTa kalAsanA pesenjara khesavA Ave teA e ghUrakIna pUche : 'Who are youkrANu che tuM ?' ene rakATa ane AMkhAnA DeALA joI khesavA AvanAra phaphaDI UThe ane pharsTa klAsanI TikiTa hAvA chatAM pAcheA bhAgI jAya. dareka sTezane lagabhaga AvuM bane. eTalAmAM valasADa AvyuM. yurApiyanavALA khAmAM besavA mATe eka vidyArthI AvyeA. te bAraNuM khAlavA jAya che tyAM pelA yureApiyane kurakATa karyAM : * Who are you?-kANa che tuM ?" pelA vidyAthI vicAra, vANI ane AcAranI ekatAvALA hatA. enA haiyAmAM abhaya birAjele hatA. peAtAnI pAse pharsTa klAsanI TikiTa hatI, peAte pharsTa kalAsanA kAyadesara pesenjara hatA, chatAM peAtAnI sAthenA yurApiyananA vartAva aghaTita ane avivekI hatA. AthI e yuropiyanane ThekANe lAvavA eNe kahyuM': I am the First Class passenger---- uN pharsTa kalAsaneA musAphara chuM, ' suni zrI caMdraprabhasAgarajI 'citrabhAnu ' A niyatA joI yurepiyana DadhAI gayA. sAthe sAthe prasanna pazu thayA. teNe 'Please Come in-Mdara AveA' kahIne vidyArthIne aMdara kholAvyA. pachI ene thAbaDayo ane kahyu : 'zAbAza, dhanya che tArI nitAne huM cheka muMbaIthI Avu huM ne jouM chuM ke hiMdustAnamAM keTalA mAsA marda che. je kAI DabbAmAM caDavA Ave tenI niyatAnI mAtra seTI karavA mATe ja huM pUchate| ane DarAvatA hatA. eTale te teA mate jotAM ja bhAge ! pachI mane thayuM ke AvA kAyara mANaso sAthe besIne samaya pasAra karavA enA karatAM te emane utArIne bhagADavA e sArI vAta che. para Mtu tuM eka bahAdura maLyA kharA ! . jenI pAse kAdesara TikiTa che, je mANase paisA kharcelA che, e mANasane kAi dhRSTatAthI pUche krU, * Who are you ?' te ene pUchyuMAnA ze adhikAra che? jeNe pharsTa kalAsanI TikiTanA paisA cUkavyA che te pharsTa kalAsamAM besavA mATe Ape Apa hakadAra che. ene pachI DaravAnI zI jarUra ? paNa je mANasamAM rmAlyatA paDI hoya te mANasa sAmanA karI zakatA nathI. uparanI hakIkata yurApiyananI nikhAlasatA ane pelA vidyAthInI niyatA mATe mAna upajAve tevI che. vaLI e vAta paNu mahattvanI che ke jyAM pApa che, svA che, tyAM ja bhaya che. ane abhaya / mAMthI utpanna thAya che? khIje kayAMyathI nahIM, ApaNI aMdara rahela nyAyamAMthI, pramANikatAmAMthI, ApaNA satyamAMthI, ApaNA sadAcAramAMthI e upanna thAya che. jyAM sudhI ApaNA jIvanamAM nyAya, pramA NikatA, satya ane sadAyAra nahI hoya, tyAM sudhI abhayanuM tattva kadI nahI' prakaTe.
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________________ prakAzanI kSaNa ADIsa hITamena eka khyAtanAma nyAyAdhIze emanA jIvanane palaTAvI nAkhanAro eka prasaMga mane kahyo hato. eka garIba parivAramAM janmela hovAthI nAnapaNamAM ja emane anya sa paDato mUka ne eka kArakhAnAmAM sAmAnya kara tarIke joDAvuM paDayuM hatuM. maMdI AvI ane eka baLatI bapore bIjA seMkaDo kAmadAro sAthe emane paNa nokarImA thI chUTA thavuM paDayuM. pALI pUrI thaye chUTA thayelA, udAsa kAmadAronI sAthe e paNa cAlyA jatA hatA. yuvAna hovA chatAMye atyAre emane soye jagata aMdhakArabha lAgatuM hatuM. emanI AgaLa eka dUbaLopAtaLo gaMdo dekhAto mANasa cAlato hato. eneya nokarImAMthI rajA maLI hatI. chatAMye te sI. bajAvato mastImAM jhUmato cAlato hato. mArA mio enI sAthe cAlavA mAMDyuM ane pUchyuM : "have tame zuM karazo?' mane lAge che ke huM have AphrikA jaIza." e ajANyA mANase svAbhAvikatAthI kahyuM : "moTo vizALa deza che ane tyAM nasIba ajamAvavAnI ghaNI ghaNI taka che. mitra ! mita rAkhIe to AgaLa vadhavAmAM kazo ja vAMdhe na Ave. nahi to oNsTreliyA tarapha paNa jAuM. duniyA ghaNI vizALa che. ane dIkarA ! mANasa enAthI thaI zake eTaluM kAma kare ane calAvAya eTalI buddhithI kAma kare to duniyAmAM e kayAMya duHkhI nA rahe." "mArA mATe mArA nyAyAdhIza mitre e janA saMbhAraNAne saMbhAratAM kahyuM : "jANe eka navI ja bArI UghaDI gaI e bArImAMthI dUra-dUra mAIla sudhI vistarIne bhAvi patharAyuM hatuM. jIvana jaNe mane sAda pADI rahyuM hatuM aneka yojanAo ghaDato ghaDato ghare pAcho pharyo bIje ja aThavADiye ane bIjuM kAma maLI gayuM ane meM rAtrizALAmAM jaIne bhaNavA mAMDayuM. mArI sAme jIvana paDavuM hatuM ane meM mArI kalpanA pramANe ene ghaDavA mAMDayuM. ApaNA sahunI jiMdagImAM AvI kSaNo acAnaka Ave che ane ApaNe ApaNI jAtane tathA jagatane barAbara samajavA mAMDIe chIe tyAre jIvana eka navo saMdeza laIne jANe ApaNane dore che-rAha batAve che. AvI ja paLomAM ApaNe sAcuM jIvana anubhavIe chIe-jIvIe chIe. mAtra e kSaNone barAbara oLakhatAM ane pUrepUrI pALatAM zIkhavuM joIe. ghaNI vAra evI kSaNo AvIne ajANatAM vahI jAya che ane ApaNe eno lAbha barAbara uThAvI zakatA nathI. ' AvI kSaNo-Avo prakAzacamakAra ApaNuM jIvanane dorI rahe e mATe ApaNe zuM karavuM joIe? sau prathama to ApaNe ApaNI AMkho barAbara ughADI rAkhavI joIe. suMdaratAne jotAM ane pAmatAM zIkhavuM joIe. ghaNIye vAra ApaNe barAbara jotA ja nathI. vahetI havA sAthe tAla milAvatA paMkhInI pAMkhone vaLAMka halAe barobara nihALyo haze! prakAzanI rekhAne aMdhakAranI rekhA sAthe bhaLI jatI keTalA lekAe barAbara nIrakhI haze ! ApaNe barAbara jatA nathI ane eTale ghaNI ghaNI kSaNo to kazIye preraNA ApyA vagara ja vahI jAya che. ApaNe ApaNI jAtane barAbara pAmavI joIe ane jAtanI bahAra vistaratA vizALa jagatane nIrakhavuM joIe. prakAzanA camakAranI jhaLakatI kSaNo vAMkadRSTi vALAone kAreya anubhavavA nathI maLatI ane e ja rIte anukaraNavRttivALA lokone paNa kyAreya jovA nathI maLatI. AvI kSaNe pAmavA mATe, jIvananuM parama sauMdarya mANavA mATe to jIvana pratye Adara ane saraLatA joIe, jIvana jIvavAnI maulikatA joIe. A badhuM ye ApaNAmAM na hoya e saMbhavita che, paraMtu ApaNe e vikasAvI zakIe ema chIe. AvA guNo vikasAvavAnA prayAsamAM eka parama AnaMda samAyo che ane evA guNe vikase tyAre eka abhuta ghaDIe AkhuM jIvana palaTAI jAya evuM darzana sAMpaDI rahe che. jIvananuM AvuM preraNAmaya maMgaLa darzana pAmavAnI sAdhanA ApaNe AcarIe.
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________________ godhanaH rASTrIya utkarSanuM aMga kA, razmikAnta trivedI pratyeka rASTra mATe utkarSanAM vividha-vibhinna sopAna hoya che, enI saMskRti ane sabhyatAne bhinna bhinna pAsAMono sparza paNa hoya che. bhAratIya saMskRtinI paraMparAnuM aitihAsika darzana karatAM jaNAyA vagara raheze nahIM ke bhAratane utkarSa gAya para che. saMskRta bhASA enA zabdasAmarthane lIdhe "ga" zabdanA vividha artho prastuta kare che, jemAM vANI, dharatI ane gAya A artho mukhya che. taduparAMta "no no artha gatipradAyaka ramata samAna gti : che. vizvanA prAcInatama graMtha veda"mAM paNa "gone "adyayA" kahI biradAvavAmAM AvI che. - mahAbhAratakAra maharSi vedavyAse paNa gAyanI prazasti karatAM jaNAvyuM che keH gobhistubhyaM na pazyAmi dhanaM kiJcidihAcyuta / kIrtanaM zravaNaM dAnaM darzanaM cApi pArthiva gavAM prazasyate vIra sarva-pApa-haraM zivama // A saMsAramAM gAyanI samAna anya koI dhana samajato nathI. gAyanAM nAma tathA guNonAM 'kIrtana zravaNa, gAyanAM dAna tathA darzana ityAdinI ati prazaMsA karavAmAM AvI che. gAya pApane haranArI tathA samasta kalyANane ApanArI che." mAtra hindu dharmagraMthomAM ja nahIM, anya dharmonA sagraMthomAM paNa "gau nuM mahattva prasthApita karavAmAM AvyuM che. islAmanA pravartaka hajarata mohammada sAhebanAM dharmapatnI hajarata AyazAe paNa bhArapUrvaka jaNAvyuM che: "pharamAyA rasUla alAhane ki gAyakA dUdha ziphA hai aura usakA ghI davA aura usakA mAMsa nitAnta rega hai.' A uddharaNa dvArA eTaluM te siddha thAya che ke prAcIna samayamAM paNa gAyano mahimA sarvatra hatA. vastutaH rASTrIya vikAsanI bhAvanAmAM "gasaMvardhananI yojanA svIkAravI hitadAyaka che. anyathA avanati ane avarodha naDyAM ja karaze. "go" zabdanA anya arthonI daSTie jotAM paNa jyAre vANI arthAta bhASAmAM avanati thaze, bhASA pArakI thaze, tyAre ApaNuM jJAna vikAsazIla nahIM thaI zake ane ApaNe mAnasika parataMtratA bhogavIzuM. e ja pramANe "go'ne "dharatI" artha jotAM dharatI zatruothI padAkrAnta rahe to ApaNuM Atmagaurava paNa na thayA vagara rahe nahIM; ApaNe ApaNuM mastaka paNa UMcuM nahIM rAkhI zakIe ane je "gAya"nI rakSA ane pAlanapaSaNa paNa yogya rIte nahIM karavAmAM Ave to Arthika dRSTie ApaNe jarjarita banI badhuM gumAvI besIzuM. e hAninAM kAraNe para vicAraNA karatAM sAmAnya daSTie e jaNAyA vagara nahIM ja rahe ke bhArata e kRSipradhAna rASTra che ane bhAratIya arthavyavasthAnuM avalAMbana che annautpAdaka "vRSabha". vRSabhanA parizrama dvArA annanuM utpAdana thAya che. nahIM to annanA abhAvamAM ApaNane bhUkhe maravAne vAre Avyo hato, hAtha lAMbA karI karI annanI yAcanA karatAM Thera Thera pharyA hota (jo ke hAla A yAcakavRtti ApaNuM rASTra kaMIka aMze apanAvI lIdhI che e ApaNe mATe lajajAspada paristhiti kahevAya.) sArA vRSabhanI ekamAtra ApanArI che "gau", jene ApaNuM pUrvajo paraMparAthI mAtA kahI vatA hatA ane enI sevA karavAmAM dhanyatA anubhavatAM hatAM. ApaNuM pUrvajone gAya pratyene pUjyabhAva kaI gADariyA pravAhane nahoto ke dharmanA nAme AMkhamicAmaNuM naDatAM paNa emAM vijJAnasammata dhArmika siddhAMto mULabhUta pAyArUpa che. * bhAratIya hiMdu dharmanI sauthI mahAna vizeSatA te e che ke emAM kahela pratyeka siddhAMta vijJAnasammata che. akAraNa ke aMdhavizvAsa para AdhAra rAkhI ApaNe kazuM ye svIkAryuM nathI ke nathI gAMDIdhelI doTa mUkI. mAtra ApaNe bhUlI gayA chIe e siddhAMtanuM tathya ane vyavahAranI bhUmikA. je ApaNane bALapaNamAM uchere che tene ApaNe
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________________ 22 ] AzIvAda jAnyuArI 1967 mAtA kahIe chIe te pachI je jIvanabhara dUdha Ape ane anAja paNa Ape, tene ApaNe je "mAtA" na kahIe to pachI naguNA ja gaNAIe ne ? gAyanI pUjAne AdhAra kevaLa dhArmika nathI; dhArmika bhAvanA to Arthika pAsA sAthe otaprota thaI gaI che. vaidika vyavasthAmAM paNa artha ane rAjanIti dharmathI pRthapha nathI paNa svayaMsambaddha che. arvAcIna yuganA maharSi dayAnanda "gokaraNanidhi' nAmaka graM thamAM gAyanI A rthika upayogitA para sacoTa prakAza pAtharyo che. teo enuM vivaraNa A pramANe prastuta kare che: je eka gAya ochAmAM ochuM be zera dUdha Ape che ane bIjI vIsa phora, to pratyeka gAyanI agiyAra zera dUdha ApavAmAM koI paNa zaMkA nathI. eka gAya ochAmAM ochA 2 mahinA ane bIjI vadhAremAM vadhAre aDhAra mahinA sudhI dUdha Ape che to pratyeka gAyanA dUdha ApavAmAM bannene madhyabhAga bAra mahinA thAya che. A hisAbathI bAra mahinAnuM dUdha navANuM bhaNuM thAya che. eTalA dUdhane ukALI prati zeramAM chaTAMka cokhA ane doDha chaTAMka khAMDa nAMkhI khIra banAvIne khAya to pratyeka puruSane mATe be zera dUdhanI khIra puSkaLa thaI raheze; kAraNa ke A paNa eka madhya bhAganI gaNatarI che arthAta koI be zera dUdhanI khIra karatAM vadhAre khAI zake to kaMI ochuM. A hisAbathI eka prasUtA gAyathI 1,980 manuSya eka. vAra tRpta thAya che. gAya ochAmAM ochI ATha ane adhikamAM adhika aDhAra vAra viyAya che. Ano madhyabhAga tera vAra Avyo to 25,740 manuSya eka gAyanA dUdhamAtrathI eka vAramAM tRpta thaI zakaze. A gAyanI eka peDhImAM chavAcharaDI ane sAta vAcharaDAM thayAM. emAMthI ekanuM mRtyu rogAdithI thavA saMbhava che topaNa bAra rahyAM. e vAcharaDIonA dUdhamAtrathI ukta prakAre 1,54,440 manuSyanuM poSaNa thaI zake che. have rahyA che baLada. emAMthI eka joDI bane mosamamAM baso maNa anAja utpanna karI zake che. A pramANe traNa joDI chaso maNa anna utpanna karI zake che ane emanA kAryane madhyabhAga ATha varSa che. A hisAbe 4,800 maNa anna utpanna karavAnI zakti eka janmamAM traNa joDInI che. 4,800 maNa anAjamAMthI pratyeka manuSyanuM paNa zera anna bhojanamAM gaNe to 2,56,000 manuSyanuM eka vAranuM bhajana thAya che. dUdha ane annane bhegAM karI jotAM nizcita che ke 4,10,440 manuSyanuM pAlana eka vAranA bhojanathI thAya che. have gAyanI cha peDhIono hisAba lagAvIne jue te asaMkhya manuSyonuM pAlana thaI zakaze." ukta vivaraNa pUrNatayA AMkaDAo ane Arthika tonA AdhAra para che. koIpaNa arthazAstrI A vivaraNanI pramANikatAne nakArI nahIM ja zake. alabatta, Aje paNa bhAratamAM annanI khUba taMgI anubhavAI rahI che. zAsana karanArAo mATe paNa annasamasyA adhika viSama che, kintu navIna anveSaNa ane yojanAo para avalaMbita na rahetAM prAcIna paraMparAonA AdhAre je ApaNe gosaMvardhana para dhyAna ApIzuM to duniyA AgaLa annane mATe hAtha lAMbe nahIM karavo paDe. prAcIna nirdezo uparAMta ApaNuM vartamAna bhAratIya saMvidhAnamAM paNa gosaMvardhanane mahatva ApavAmAM AvyuM che. saMvidhAnanI dhArA 48mAM A pramANe jaNAvyuM che. " Organise agriculture and animal husbandry on modern and Scientific lines & take Steps for preserving and improving the breeds, and prohibiting the Slaughter of cows and calves and other milch and draught cattle." ("rAjya kRSi ane gopAlanane Adhunika ane vaijJAnika praNAlIo dvArA saMgaThita karavAno prayatna karaze tathA vizeSatayAM gAyanI olAdanA parirakSaNa ane gausaMvardhana tathA gAyo, vAcharaDAMo ane anya dudhALAM ane bhAravAhaka (arthAta haLa, gADI ityAdi kheMcanArAM) pazuonI hatyAne niSedha karaze.").
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________________ jAnyuArI 1967 dhana : rASTrIya utkarSanuM aMga [ 23. paraMtu ApaNu zAsaka varga vyavahAramAM saMvidhA- 2. gAyane rASTrIya pazu tarIke svIkAravAmAM Ave. nanA A nirdezane Thokara mAryo che. godhananI 3. govaMzanA saMvardhanane prAthamikatA ApavAmAM rakSA ane vikAsa pratye AMkhamicAmaNAM karI meMghAM Ave ane govadha para pUrNa pratibaMdha dATa videzI khAtare, TrekaTara ane annanI AyAto mUkavAmAM Ave karI ApaNuM para be lAghA ja karyo che. emAM konA bApanI divALI ! zAsanakartAonI hAlanI A 4. videzI ane khAtara ane TrekTaronI AyAta nIti mahAtmA gAMdhIjInA vicArothI paNa sarvathA karavA karatAM baLadonI olAda sudhArA, gAyanI pratikULa che. gAMdhIjInA vicAra ane Adarzo anu- sthiti uttama banAvavA ane dezI khAtarane sAra gorakSA e rASTranuM sarvoparI kartavya che ane upayoga karavA mATe jora ApavAmAM Ave. e kartavya ApaNe Aje bhUlyA chIe. bhAratanA rASTrIya utkarSa mATe A cAre bAbato AjanA bhAratanuM vartamAna vAtAvaraNa sama- " daDha Arthika AdhArarUpa siddha thaze. tela nathI. khaMDeremAM UbhelA ApaNe bhAvi tarapha AzAbharI mITa mAMDI mahAna bhAratane sabaLa, vANI bhASA videzI, dharatI paNa videzI AkrasamRddha ane sarvoparI gauravazALI rUpamAM nIrakhavA makAnA paMjAmAM ane gAya sarvathA upekSita-A sthitimAM rASTrano utkarSa-unnati zI rIte zakaya mATe saMkalpayukta chIe, kintu kevaLa kalpanA ane ichAnuM mahattva AMkavuM vyartha che. enI saphaLatAno bane? ane AthI rAmarAjya sthApavAnA Adarzo AdhAra to kriyA u 2 ja che. AthI AjanI parita kevaLa divAsvapna na bane te zuM bane? sthitio ane prayatno pratye daSTipAta karatAM jaNAI gopASTamI-gosaMvardhana divasanI preraNA che ke Ave che ke rASTrIya utkarSa mATe nIce batAvelA upAyo ApaNe "ga'nA artha ane mahattvane hadayamAM utArIne ane upacArone tAkIde amalamAM mUkyA vinA tene Arthika dRSTithI vyavahAramAM svIkArIe ane chUTake ja nathI. rASTrIya utkarSanA AdhArarUpa godhananI samRddhi ane 1. gAyane rASTranI Arthika samRddhino AdhAra vikAsane mATe pUrNa zakti ane prabaLa sAdhanothI mAnavAmAM Ave, prayatnazIla banIe. parAjaya hADakAMne vaja samAna banAve che. parAbhava mANasene ajita banAve che. je mANase atyAre sattAdhArI che ane jemaNe julamabharyA sakhata kAyadAne badale prajAne svataMtratAne sumadhura kAyade arpaNa karyo che, te bahAdura ane umadA mANasane parAjaye ja utpanna karyA che.' | viSayanI vigatamAM UtarI tenA tAtparyane jANavAmAM prayatnazIla rahenAra vidyArthI, kevaLa gokhaNapaTTIthI vidyAlayamAM tenA karatAM upale naMbare jhaLakelA ghaNA vidyArthIo karatAM jagatamAM vadhAre TIpI nIkaLaze.
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________________ ' huM te eka sevaka che 1947mAM eme hAthapagane thijAvI de tevI ThaMDImAM nava khalInI padayAtrA karI rahyAM hatAM. cAlatAM cAlatAM ekavAra ame eka gAmamAM pahocyAM. tyAM eka kuTuMbamAM navadaza varasanI eka chokarI khUba bIma 2 hatI. tene motIjhara nIkaLyo hato. sAthe nyUmoniyA paNa thayo hato. bicArI khUba dUbaLI ane azakta thaI gaI hatI. ame baMne tene jovA gayAM. chokarInI pAse beThelI dharanI strIo bApUchathI lAja kADhIne gharanI aMdara cAlI gaI have mAMdI chokarI bicArI ekalI paDI gaI jhUMpaDInA AgaLanA bhAgamAM tene rAkhelI hatI. AvAM gAmaDAMmAM mAMdA leke game tevAM melAM godaDAMmAM paDayAM rahetAM hatAM. A chokarI paNa AvI ja hAlatamAM hatI. huM gharanI aMdara strIone samajAvavA gaI ke tamAre AMgaNe eka mahAna santa puruSa padhAryA che. tame bahAra AvIne temane juo to kharI, temanAM darzana te karo! paraMtu mArI najaramAM je mahAna puruSa hatA te temanI najaramAM te duzmana hatA. bApUne mATe temanA manamAM kaMI Adara na hatA strIone samajAvavA prayatna karIne jyAre huM bahAra AvI to zuM joyuM? bApUe chokarIne pathArInI melI cAdara kADhI laIne tenA upara pote oDhelI sAka cAdara bichAvI dIdhI hatI. pitAnA nAnA rUmAlathI chokarInuM nAka sApha karI dIdhuM hatuM. pANIthI tenuM moDhuM dhoyuM hatuM. potAnI zAla tene oDhADI dIdhI hatI ane kaDakaDatI ThaMDImAM khulla zarIre UbhA UbhA daradInA mAthA para premathI hAtha ravI rahyA hatA. ? zrI manubahena gAMdhI daridranArAyaNanA mahAna pUjArInuM A dazya kharekhara anokhuM hatuM. bapore betragu vakhata te chokarIne madha ane pANI pAvA mATe bApue mane mokalI. ane tenA mAthe tathA peTa upara mATIne pATo rAkhavAnuM paNa kahyuM. rAtre e bALakIne tAva bilakula UtarI gayo gharanAM je bhAIbaheno bApUne potAnA duzmana samajatAM hatAM teo khullA manathI bhaktibhAva sAthe bApUne praNAma karavA AvyAM ane kahevA lAgyAM: " Apa sAcesAca khudAnA phirastA cho. amArI beTIne mATe Ape je kAma karyuM tenA badalAmAM ame ApanI zuM sevA karI zakIe ?" bApUe kahyuM: "huM to eka sAdhAraNa mANasa chuM. huM nathI phirasto ke nathI pegaMbara. sevA karavAnuM mane sAruM lAge che eTale kaMIka karuM chuM. A che karIne tAva Aje UtarI gayo tene yaza mane nathI. meM tene thoDI sApha karI ane tenA peTamAM thoDuMka halakuM piSaNa gayuM, ethI kadAca ene tAva Utaryo haze. paraMtu jo tame mane Ane badaM cUkavavA mAgatA ho to huM tamane eTaluM ja kahuM chuM ke tame jAte nirbhaya bane ane bIjAone paNa nirbhaya bane. A duniyA khudAnI ja che ane ApaNe badhAM tenAM ja bALaka chIe. AthI bhAre tamane eka ja vinaMti karavAnI che ke tame sau potAnA manamAM evo bhAva pedA kare ane tene vadhAre ke A duniyAmAM saune jIvavAne ane bharavAne eka sarakho haka che. ("bApUnA jIvanaprasaMge"mAMthI sAbhAra) ApaNe ApaNA virodhIonA vijetA thaIe chIe, paNa kharI rIte te ApaNA e virodhIone lIdhe ja ApaNAmAM temane jItI levAnI zaktino vikAsa thayela hoya che. je ApaNA virodhIo na hoya to kadI ApaNe dRDha ane majabUta thaIe nahIM. e vRkSa hajAra vAvAjhoDAM sahana karIne ja majabUta thayeluM hoya che. ApaNAM saMkaTo ane vipatti ja ApaNane dRDha banAve che.
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________________ prArthanAnI mahatta pratyeka deza ane pratyeka dharmAMmAM eka yA khA svarUpe IzvaranI prArthanA karavAmAM Ave che. AvI prAnA sAmAnya rIte, samUhamAM mAimAM, masji dAmAM, devaLamAM, AzrameAmAM athavA vyaktigata rUpe gharamAM paNa thAya che. AthI svAbhAvika rIte eka sAmAnya prazna ApaNA manamAM udbhave che ke prArthanAnuM ATaluM badhuM mahattva kema che? prArthanA karavAthI ze lAbha thAya che ? ane prArthanAnuM sAcuM svarUpa zuM che ? anubhavane a`te prArthanAnuM sAcuM svarUpa jeee nihALyuM che, ane jee prAnAnuM sAcuM hA samajyA che, tevA sa MtA, bhakto ane mahAtmAonuM kahevuM che ke prA"nA e mAnavajIvananI samRddhinu sAcuM preraka baLa che. prAnAthI mAnavIne hRdayanI sAcI zAnti ane parama AnaMdanI je prApti thAya che, tenI tulanA sAme svanA vilAsavaibhava paNa tuccha jaNAya che. IzvaranI pUjA ane bAhya upAsanA e prAthanAnuM sAcu' svarUpa nathI, paraMtu paramAtmAnI sAthe AtmAnuM aikaya sAdhI prabhumaya banI javu' e prAnAnu` sAcu svarUpa che. hRdayanA vizuddha premathI ane zraddhApUrNAMkanI prArthanAthI manuSyanA tana ane mana upara adbhuta prabhAva pADe che. vizuddha hRdayanI prAnAmAM eka evuM sAmarthya samAyeluM che ke je manuSyane niLa banAvI, naitika baLa ApI, AtmazraddhA ane. AtmavikAsanA mArgo upara laI jAya che. prArthanAthI mAnasika zAMti prApta thAya che. A anubhava pratyeka mAnavIne eka yA bIjA prakAre thate| hAya che. jyAre mAnavInA jIvanamAM cAre bAju duHkhanAM vAdaLa gherAvAthI aMdhakAra chavAya che, kAI rAhu sUjhatA nathI, sagAMsadhIonA sAtha tUTI jAya che, kAI mACdaka hai|tu nathI, AvA samaye te vivaza banI jAya che. khe hAtha joDI, dIna bhAve bhagavAna samakSa besI, AMkhamAM AMsunI dhArA vahAvatA, sAcA hRdayathI jyAre bhagavAnanI prArthanA kare che ke he prabhu ! mArI rakSA karI ! mane rAha aMtaHvA ! tyAre kAI camatkAra thatA hoya tema kAI vicitra DhaMgathI ApaNuM kA saphaLa thAya che. Ama zrI zivarAkti' ApaNe joIzuM te samajAze ke, prAnA eka evI divya cetanazakti kendra che, ke jenAthI zarIramAM Atmazaktine--prakAzano saMcAra thAya che ane eka prakAranI apUrNa mAnasika zAnti maLe che. sAcA hRdayanI prAthanAnA svIkAra karI prabhu avazya sahAya kare che. AvA aneka dAkhalA ApaNe RtihAsamAM vAMcyA che, joyA che ane anubhavyA paNa che. mahAbhArata kahe che ke jyAre bharasabhAmAM draupadInAM pIra kheMcAyAM, peAtAnI ijjata bacAvavAnA bhaya UbhA thayA, tyAre draupadIe peAtAnA pAMce pati samakSa sahAya mATe najara karI, me hAtha joDI vaDIlA ane mukhkhIe pAse madadanI mAgaNI karI paNa badhuM thaI gayuM. kaMI pariNAma dekhAyuM nahi 'te draupadIe bhagavAna zrI kRSNane kharA dilathI yAda karyAM. pariNAma ApaNe sau jANIe chIe. draupadInI prAnA prabhue svIkArI ane sahAya karI. gajendra prAthanA karI, tene meAkSa maLyA. dhruve prAthanA karI amara padanI prApti karI. mIrAMe prArthanA karI giridharagApAlane 2 jhavyA. gujarAtanA Adi bhaktakavi narasiMha mahetAe bhagavAnanI pArthanA dvArA aneka kAryo siddha karyAM che te jagajAhera che. AvA aneka dAkhalA ApaNI samakSa che. jeNe jeNe sAcA hRdayathI ! munI prArthanA karI che teNe teNe peAtAnI cchita vastu prApta karI che. A badhI AtA ApaNane bahu jUnIpurANI dekhAya che. paraMtu bhautikavAdanA A yugamAM bhAratanA rASTrapitA mahAtmA gAMdhIjInA jIvanamAM daSTipAta karIzuM te| jo ke prArthanAnu` mahattva temanA jIvanamAM AchuM na hatuM. temanuM jIvana ja prAthaeNnAmaya banI gayuM hatu. mAtmAjI niHsa'kAca kahetA hatA ke mArI samakSa upasthita thatA rASTriya, sAmAjika ane Ajanaitika vikaTa savAleAnA ukela huM prA'nA dvArA meLavuM chuM, pe|te prAnAne eka anaMta zakti 2 majatA hatA. satya ane ahiMsAnA tattvanu' sAcu' darzana temane prAnAmAMthI maLatuM hatuM. temanuM maMtavya hatuM ke prAInA e AtmAnA pekAra che. jyAre sarvasva cheDIne Izvara upara bharAsA rAkhIe
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________________ 26 ] AzIvAda jAnyuArI 1967 chIe, ane tyAra bAda je bhAvanA jAgRta thAya che te bhAvanAnuM phaLa prArthanA che. prArthanA hRdayanI hevI joIe. jIbha para amRta hoya ane hRdayamAM haLAhaLa jhera bharyuM hoya to e jIbhanuM amRta nakAmuM che. teo niHzaMkapaNe mAnatA hatA ke jema zarIrane TakAvI rAkhavA mATe bhojana Avazyaka che, tema AtmAnI zuddhi mATe prArthanAnI AvazyakatA che. prArthanAnA mAdhyama dvArA ja emaNe bhAratanI janatA samakSa potAnA vicAro vyakta karyA ane AkhA rASTrane jAgRta karyuM. pariNAme varSojUnI gulAmInA baMdhata teDI AjhAdI apAvo ema kahevAmAM jarAye atizayokti nathI. rASTriya Aphata samaye, ativRSTi, anAvRSTi, dharatIkaMpa jevA kudaratI kaMpanI vikaTa prasaMgamAM ApaNe Thera Thera sAmudAyika prArthanAsabhAo chae chIe. AvI zraddhApUrvakanI prArthanAo moTe bhAge saphaLa paNa thAya che te ApaNe sAmAnya anubhava che. prArthanAnuM mahatva AdianAdi kALathI svIkAravAmAM AveluM che. purANomAM deva-dAnavonA saMgharSanA samayamAM de paNa prArthanA karatA hatA. Ama samama rIte vicArIzuM to samajAze ke prArthanA e mAnavInA dainika jIvanamAM ati agatyanuM sthAna dharAve che eka cittathI vinamrabhAve sAcA hRdayathI prArthanA karavAnI Teva pADIzuM to thoDA ja samayamAM ApaNuM jIvanamAM camatkArika parivartana thatuM jaNAze, ApaNuM pratyeka kAryamAM ane vicAramAM prArthanAne prabhAva paDele jaNAze. zuM vanyuM? jAgyA na ghaTa aMtara viSe, nizi jAgavAthI zuM vaLyuM? tyAgyA na durguNa dilataNA, ghara tyAgavAthI zuM vaLyuM? bethuM na nija mana te avarane bodhavAthI zuM vaLyuM? zeThuM na nija ghara te avarane zodhavAthI zuM vaLyuM? choDI na mAyA mamata te, saMsAra choDaye zuM vaLyuM? teDI ne tRSNa te pachI, zira keza toDaye zuM vaLyuM? bALyAM na bIjaka janmanAM, baLa rudhira bALe zuM vaLyuM ? palaLyuM na mana pitA taNuM, paranAM palALe zuM vaLyuM dekhyA na nija diladAra ghaTamAM, avara dekhe zuM vaLyuM ? jo "saMtaziSya"na saMta sevyA (ta) manuSyabhavamAM zuM vaLyuM? kavivarya paM. zrI nAnacaMdajI mahArAja
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________________ jenI AgaLa pApa-tApa, vera-jhera, kalezakaMkAsa, du:kha-durbhAgya dUra thaI jAya che te bhAratIya saMskArikatAnI ratnakhANamAM janma letI - Arya nArI zrI "pUrNimA satyayuga ane kaliyuga e "samaya"mAM nathI rahetA paNa "mANasanA svabhAvamAM rahe che. mANasa tenA svabhAvamAMthI satyuga paNa prakaTAvI zake che ane kaliyuga paNa. ane eka vAra jenA svabhAvamAM satyayuga prakaTayo tene svabhAvamAM pharI kadI kaLiyuga prakaTI zakato nathI. kAraNa ke e vakhate manuSyane satyano-satya jIvanane anubhava thaI jAya che. pArasamaNithI loDhAnuM sonuM thayA pachI e sonAne loDhuM banavAne kadI bhaya raheto nathI. jyAM eka vAra kaTokaTIbharyo kaLiyuga vyApI rahyo hato tyAM satyayuganuM Agamana kevI rIte thayuM te A vArtAnI Arya nArI batAve che ane gharegharamAM satyayuganI sthApanA karavAnuM mArgadarzana ane preraNA Ape che. kaI eka kuTuMbamAM be strI-puruSa, temanA rAtadivasanA jhaghaDAomAM huM zekAI jAuM chuM. meM pAMca putro ane be putrIo hatAM. putronAM lagna thaI pAchalA janmamAM evAM kevAM duSkarmo karyA che ke gayAM hatAM. temAMnA cArane bALabaccAM paNa hatAM. jethI mAruM pAnuM AvA gharamAM paDyuM ?" rotAM rotAM putrIo kuMvArI hatI. sauthI nAnA putranuM lagna thoDA te behoza jevI thaI gaI. tenAmAM satyanA saMskAre divasa pahelAM ja thayuM hatuM. tenI strI haju piyaramAM hatA tethI tene aMtaramAMthI satyanI preraNA saMbhaLAI: hatI. A pramANe chokarIo, vahuo ane sAsu "beTI ! gabharAIza nahIM. A gharane sudhAravA mATe maLI gharamAM kula sAta strIo hatI. teo je ja tAro ahIM saMbaMdha thayo che. saguNo tyAre ja che to badhI haLImaLIne gharanuM kAma sArI rIte sArthaka bane che ke jyAre teo durguNone jItIne karI zake tema hatuM. paraMtu aMdara aMdara teone saguNamAM-AtmarU mAM palaTAve che. tethI tArA banatuM nahIM. teo ekabIjAnI IrSyA karyA karatI jevI chokarInI A gharamAM jarUra hatI. tuM A ane gharanuM kAmakAja karavAmAM dhyAna rAkhatI nahIM. durgaNa manuSyonI kSudratAthI gabharAIza nahIM. temanI badhI ema IcchatI ke potAne ochAmAM ochuM kAma duSTatA pratye tAre jevuM nahi. tAre to tArA ane vadhAremAM vadhAre ArAma maLe. arasaparasa sau saddaguNo pramANe ja vartavuM." vAtavAtamAM mAruM-tAruM karatAM hatAM. gharamAM azAMti aMtaranA UMDANamAMthI phurI AvatA A ane kajiyAnuM sAmrAjya vyApI gayuM hatuM. AvI alaukika bhAvamAM te kSaNavAra tanmaya banI gaI sthitimAM sauthI nAnA putranI strI paNa potAnA piyarathI jeNe A janme ke pUrvajanmamAM satyamArge cAlIne AvI. te sajajananA gharanI chokarI hatI. tene nAnapaNathI dharmanuM rakSaNa karyuM hoya che tene dharma ja dareka ja sAruM zikSaNa maLyuM hatuM. AvuM kalezamaya vakhate tene preraka banIne tenuM rakSaNa kare che ane tene vAtAvaraNa joIne te gabharAI gaI. potAnI sAsu nirbhaya banAve che. evI nirmaLa Antarika bhAvaane jeThANIone kajiyA karatI joI eka divasa nAmAM tadrupa banatAM nAnI vahune bahu sAtvanA maLI. te roI paDI. atyaMta duHkhI thaIne te manathI tene badho gabharATa cAlyo gayo. teNe kartavyane bhagavAnanI prArthanA karavA lAgI ke "he prabho ! zuM nizcaya karI lIdho. AvA kajiyA jovA-sAMbhaLavA mATe Ape mane tenI sAsu, jeThANIo ane naNaMdee A gharamAM mokalI che ! darekanA dilamAM ekabIjA ApasamAM bhAga pADIne gharanuM kAma vaheMcI lIdhuM pratye IrSA ja saLagI rahI che. heta-premano to che. sAsu ane nAde gharanuM paracUraNa kAma karatI chAMTe paNa keInuM dila jAgRtuM nathI. AvA vAtA- hatI ane vahue vArApharatI bhojana rAMdhatI hatI. varaNamAM to huM eka divasa paNa na rahI zakuM. bIjAM kAmanA paNa vArA bAMdhI lIdhA hatA. paraMtu
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________________ 28 ] daivayeAge jo kAI khImAra thaI jatI teA khIMcha vahue tenA bhAganuM kAma |ravAmAM AnAkAnI karatI. te tenA upara DhoMganA Aropa mUkatI ane aneka jAtanA AkSepa karatA kalezanuM bIjuM kAraNa e hatuM ke jyAre dharamAM !! khAvApIvAnI vastu lAvavAmAM AvatI tyAre sau kAI ema Icchatu ke sArAmAM sArI ane vadhAremAM vadhAre mane maLe. khasa, AvI jAtanAM kAraNeAthI kAsa zarU thaI jatA ane badhAM paraspara gALAgALIe AvI jatAM. kAI vAra najIvI bAbatamAM paNa kajiyA thaI jatA. jyAre kAIvAra bhAIbhAInAM cheAkarAM laDatAM tyAre temanI mAtAe paraspara e bIjIne kharAMkhATAM veNu saMbhaLAvatI. A badhuM joI te nAnI vahune duHkha thayuM. je divase tene hRdayanI preraNA maLI hatI te divasathI te jhaghaDA maTADavAnA upAya vicAratI hatI, tene lAgyuM ke A nimitte te ghaNI ja sArI taka maLI che. eka divasa ekAMtane vakhate te tenI sauthI mATI jeThANInI pAse gaI. te divase raseAI banAvavAnA vArA jeThANIneA hateA. nAnI vahue jeThANIne kahyuM ke, * moTIbahena ! huM badhAM karatAM nAnI chuM. mArI hAjarI chatAM tame rasAi banAve te sAruM na lAge. vaLI tamAre teA bAlabaccAMnI saMbhALa paNa rAkhavI paDe che. ane mAre vadhAre kAma nathI, jo tamArA rasAI banAvavAnA vAre. mane ApI de bahu ja sAruM " te AzIka jeThANIe pahelAM te ghaNI AnAkAnI karI. teNe kahyuM, " vahu ! hajI teA tAre khAvApIvAnA ane meAja karavAnA divaseA che. ekAda bALakanI mAtA thaI eTale pachI kAma kavAnuM ane cUlA phUMkavAnuM teA mAthe paDavAnuM ja che ne." jAnyuArI 1967 vAtanI nA pADI na zakI. teNe rasAI karavAneA peAtAnA vArA nAnI vahune ApI dIdhA. AvI rIte premathI badhI jeThANIe pAsethI vinaya karIne temanA rasoInA vArA nAnI vahue laI lIdhA, rAjatu rasoInuM kAma peAtAnI javAbadArI upara laI te te khUba ja prasanna thaI. dararoja te premathI rasAI banAvatI ane badhAne khavaDAvIne pachI pAte khAtI. nAnI vahue kahyu', " jeThA IjI ! huM ApanA pagamAM paDuM chuM. mane AvI rIte terAza na karo. A divase te mAre kAma karavAnA che. atyArathI jo tame mane ArAma lenArI banAvI mUkaze! teA pachI AgaLa jatAM huM kAI kAmanI nahIM rahuM. mArAthI ane teTaluM kAma karavAnA mArA dharma che, Apa mArA dhathI dUra rAkhI mane 5.pI na banAve." Ama kahIne te rovA lAgI. have jeThANI tenI te su Mdara rasA banAvatI ane capaLatAthI gheADI vAramAM ghaNI vastu taiyAra karI detI. A kAma karavAmAM tene jarAya thAka jevuM lAgatuM nahIM. UlaTu utsAhane lIdhe tene dhaNuM sukha lAgatuM. kadAca kAI mahemAna AvI jAya te paNa pharI rAMdhavAmAM tene kacavATa thatA nahIM. tene paNa bahu ja premathI te bhAjana karAvatI. kAma karavAmAM ane bIjAne rAhata ApavAmAM te peAtAne ja sukhI karatI samajatI hatI. tenI AvI adbhuta laganI ane sevAbhAva joI ne sarva kAma tenI praza'sA karatuM hatuM. eka divasa tenI sAsu tenI pAse AvI ane elI, "kheTI ! A teM zuM karyuM... ? badhAMnA vArA te peAtAnA upara zA mATe laI lIdhA ? ''teNe namratAthI javAba ApyA, "mAtAjI, mArAM mAtApitAe mane zIkhavyuM che ke A zarIra te eka divasa mATImAM maLI jaze. tethI tenA vaDe vadhAremAM vadhAre sevA karavAnA lAbha laI levA. e ja tene sauthI sAro upayAga che, game teTaluM sAcavI rAkhavA chatAM paNa chevaTe te khacavAnuM nathI, sevA e ja mATu' dhana che, vaLI kAma karavAthI te vadhAre taMdurasta ane majabUta bane che ane antaramAM paNa prasannatA Upaje che. tethI Apane paNa mArI prArthanA che ke kAma karavAmAM mane barAbara utsAha ApatAM raheA." tene AveA javAba sAMbhaLI sAsu cakita thaI gaI. teNe vicAryuM ke A tA kAI devI che. kAI sAdhAraNa strImAM AvA suMdara bhAva na heAI zake, khIje divase sasarAjI vahuone ApavA mATe dhaNI sADIe lAvyA. temaNe dareka vahune eka va mATe bAra bAra sADIo ApI. sauthI nAnI vahu peAtAnA bhAgamAMthI e sADI laI ne peAtAnI sauthI
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________________ hatAM. jAnyuArI 1967 Arya nArI [ 26 moTI jeThANI pAse gaI ane vinayapUrvaka bolI, karyuM. gharanAM sauko tenA para khUba saMtuSTa rahetAM jeThANIjI ! ahIM AvatI vakhate mArA pitAjIe mane ghaNI sADIo ApI che. hamaNAM bhAre te pUratI eka divasa huM khata joIne nAnI vahue moTI che. tenAthI mAruM kAma cAle che. Apa mArA para jeThANI pAse sAMja. raI banAvavAnI paNa AjJA kRpA karIne A be sADI rAkho." jeThANIe pahelAM mAgI. te kahevA lAgI; "beThI houM ne tame to bahu AnAkAnI karI paraMtu tene khUba Agraha rasoI banAvavAnuM kAma karo te mAre mATe bahu joIne nA pADI sukI nahIM. zaramanI vAta che." te A pramANe kahetI hatI te AvI rIte Agraha karIne teNe babbe sADIo vakhate tenI sAsu tyAM AvI pahoMcI. te moTI potAnI bIjI jeThANIone tathA be sADI sAsune vahune pUchavA lAgI " A kaI vAta mATe Agraha tathA ekeka sADI naNaMdane ApI. tenA AvA kare che ?" nAnI va sAMjanI rasoI paNa potAnA udAra vyavahAranI badhAM upara chApa paDI. sAsue bhAgamAM laI levA cAhe che e jANI sAsu hasIne pUchavAthI teNe kahyuM : "mAtAjI ! vastra vagereno vadhAre bIjI vahuo pratye bolI, "tame leko A tamArI saMgraha karI rAkhavAthI temAM mana ceTI rahe che ane nAnI derANIthI sAvadhAna rahejo. A tamArA pAsethI moha utpanna thatAM temAM phasAI javAya che. tethI kharA lAbhanI vastu khUMcavI levA mAge che." moTI maratI vakhate paNa jo temAM mana ceTI rahe te vahu sAsuno abhiprAya na samajavAthI bolI, ApaNe garIba avasthAmAM janma dhAraNa karavo paDe sAsujI, tame zuM kaho cho ? A nAnI vahu to che vastro vageremAM khUba Asakti e ja mANasanI bahu ja guNiyala rane udAra che. amArA lAbhanI garIbI che. je mANasamAM Asakti nathI, paNa vastu khUMcavI levA kapaTabuddhi to enAmAM jarA saMtoSa ane AtmavizvAsa (athavA prabhu 5ra paNa nathI. UlaTuM e to jAte kaSTa veThIne amArAM vizvAsa) che te ja kharo zrImaMta ane khAnadAna kAma karI Ape che tene mATe amAro lAbha khUMcavI che. AvA saMtoSI mANasane jyAre je vastunI levAnI vAta tame kema karo cho ?" - jarUra paDe te maLI ja rahe che. jenI pAse vastro sAsue kahyuM. "tuM samajI nahIM. je lAbha vagere na hoya te je tenI tRSNa rAkhe te e vadhu Ape che te ja lAbha meLave che. te ApaNane kharAba nathI, paraMtu pUratI vastu hovA chatAM temAM potAno lAbha A pIne, ApaNI sevA karIne tathA Asakti karIne teno saMgraha vadhAryA karavo emAM ApaNane ghareNAM, kapaDAM ane zArIrika ArAma vagere chatI saMpattie garIbI ja che, ane vizvabhara vastuo ApIne potAnA jIvananI-aMtaranI zuddhibhagavAna upara avizvAsa che. mATe vastune bIjAnA rUpa sAcI AdhyAtmika kamANI karI le che, ane kAmamAM lagADavI e ja tene sarvottama upayoga che.' sevA karIne ApaNe potAnAM RNI banAvI ApaNAM sAsu teno A uttara sAMbhaLI khUba prasanna puNya chInavI le che. AnAthI vadhAre ThagAI bIjI thaI ane tenI khUba prazaMsA karavA lAgI. A kaI hoI zake ? teNe mane eka divasa kahyuM hatuM ke tarapha gharamAM paisA paNa vadhavA lAgyA. sasarAe jagatamAM A je bIjA mANaso dekhAya che, te dareka vahuone ghareNuM karAvI ApyAM. nAnI vahue kharekhara bIjAM nathI. temanAmAM je bIjApaNuM pitAnA hissAnAM ghareNAM cAra jeThANuo tathA dekhAya che temAM mANasa je pitApaNuM joI le naNaMdone vaheMcI ApyAM, ane potAne mATe eka ane temanA pratye tene sevA ane samarpaNane bhAva paNa na rAkhyuM. teNe kahyuM ke mArI pAse pitAjInAM prakaTa kare, to te bIjApaNuM mANasane kharekhara ApelAM pUratAM ghareNuM che. vadhu ghareNuMnI mAre zI AtmakalyANa (AtmasvarUpa) prApta karAvIne, tene jarUra che? AvI rIte teNe potAnA saMtoSI ane sarvarUpa banAvIne, bIjApaNuM maTIne AtmapaNuM banI umadA vyavahAra vaDe sarvanA hRdayamAM sthAna prApta rahe che. teNe ema paNa kahyuM hatuM ke je zuddha bhAvathI
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________________ 30 ] AptajanAnI sevA karIe te thADA ja vakhatamAM aMtaHkaraNa zuddha thaI A makalyANa thaI jAya che. eTalA mATe vahu ! sAMjana rasAInuM kAma te huM mArA para laIza. mAre Nu AtmAnuM kalyANa karavuM che." AzIvA~da sAsunI vAta sAMbhaLa badhAMnI AMkhA UghaDI. pachI teA badhAMne pAtAnI qhudratA ane saMkucitatA samajAI. badhAMne AtmaniI icchA prakaTI ane badhAMne bIjAnI sevAmAM ane svAtyAgamAM--samapaNamAM rasa AvavA lAgyA. eka vakhata je badhI peAtapeAtAnAM kAma karavAmAM paNa dilacArI rAkhatI hatI, te have peAtAnu ane pArakuM bhUlIne mukta dile kAma karavAmAM utsAha anubhavA lAgI. je vahue peAtAnA rasAI karavAnA vAra. nAnI vahue peAtAne mAthe laI levAthI sukha ane ArAma bhogavavAmAM rAjI thatI hatI te have vArA NavAnuM cheDIne rasAI karavAnI taka jhaDapI levA lAga, je gharamAM ceDA vakhata pahelAM kAma mATe ApasamAM jhaghaDA thatA tyAM have sau mana daIne utsAhapUrvaka kAma karavA lAgyAM ane khIjAnuM kAma karavAmAM paNa peAtAnuM ja kAma gaNavA lAgyAM. jyAre nAnI vahue joyuM ke A leAkeA have mane rasAInuM kAma nahI. sAMpe, yAre teNe sevAne khIjo rastA kADhyo. teNe vicAra karyo ke gharamAM rAja Adaza zera leATanI vaparAya che. saMcAnI cakkImAM je leTa daLAya che temAM anAjanuM kAmaLa sAttvika tattva dAjhI jAya che. kAma Ave| leTa khAvAthI zarIranI taMdurastIne nukAna thAya che have rasAInuM kAma teA mArI pAse che nahIM, tethI mAre dararAjane loTa daLI nAkhavAnuM kAna karavuM joI e. prabhAtamAM vahelI UDIne hAtha-mAM dhAI te ghauM daLavA khesI gaI. zarIra svastha ane sabaLa hatu, (pramAda vagaranAM mahenatu mANaseAnuM zarIra haMmezAM taMdurasta ane baLavAna ja rahe che.) mana utsAhathI bhareluM hatu', kAma karavAnA abhyAsa hatA. vAtavAtamAM teNe Adaza zera ghauM daLI nAkhyA jAnyuArI 1967 * kAma karavAnI A navI yuktizAdhI kADhI ke zuM ? '' vahue gadgada svarathI kahyuM : " mAtAjI ! jeThANIe rasaInuM kAma te! mArI pAsethI laI lIdhuM che. kAma vinA zarIramAM ALasa pese ane cittamAM kheATA vicAra pese, zarIra ane citta rAga tathA azuddhinAM dhara banI rahe, tethI A daLavAnuM kAma meM lIdhu che. AmAM zArIrika kasarata paNa thAya che; kamara, chAtI ane phephasAM majabUta bane che ane zarIramAM sphUti Ave che. vaLI AthI garbhavatI strIone prasava paNa sukhapUrvaka thAya che. gharanAM mANasone hAthanA daLelA sattvavALA leATanI rasA khAvA maLe che. A badhAM kAraNeAne lIdhe anAja saMcAmAM daLAvavAnuM baMdha karIne te daLavAnuM kAma meM lIdhuM che. AmAM mane tamArI saMmati maLe emacchuM chuM." sAsune jyAre A vAtanI khabara paDI tyAre te doDatI nAnI vahu pAse AvI ane khAlI, " vahu ! .. have tA sAsu peAtAnI nAnI vahune gurunI peThe mAnavA lAgI. tenAM badhAM kAma te gauravanI dRSTie jovA lAgI. tenA ekeeka vAta sAsune avALI ane jJAnayukta lAgavA lAgI ane pete paNa vahunA kAmamAM sAtha ApavA lAgI. nAnI vahue pahele divase savAre cha vAgye daLavAnuM kAma AraMbhyuM teA bIje divase sAsu pAMca vAgye UThIne A kAmamAM lAgI gaI. pachI te| bIjI vahue paNa vahelI UThIne daLavAmAM ekabIjAnI harIphAI karavA lAgI, sanI pRcchA hatI ke vadhAremAM vadhAre krAma mane maLe. have nAnI vahue eraDA sApha karIne kacaro kADhavAnuM tathA kUvAmAMthI pANI kheMcI lAvavAnuM kAma mAthe lIdhuM. savAramAM teAkara kacarA vALavA tathA pANI bharavA AvatA hatA, para Mtu te Ave te pahelAM te| nAnI vahu badhuM karI letI. sAsue tene zrI pUchyuM, " beTI ! Avu kAma te zA mATe karavA mAMDyuM ? " vahue kahyu " mAtAjI! gharamAM nityanAM kAma karavA mATe nAkara rAkhavA emAM dekha che. gharanuM dareka kAma gharanAM mANasAe jAte ja karI levuM joI e jo ApaNe zrImaMta hAI e te garIba ane du:khI mANasAne madada karavI joI e, paNa zrImaMtAI ne lIdhe manuSyAne nAkara banAvIne temanI pAse peAtAnAM kAma na karAvavAM joI e.
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________________ jAnyuArI 1967 Arya nArI [ 31 garIba mANasane paNa ApaNI mAphaka temanA dharanAM badhAM kAma karavAnAM hoya che. ApaNI pAse dhana hoya ene lIdhe temane potAnuM ane ApaNuM ema bevaDuM kAma karavuM paDe emAM ApaNA dhanane nyAyI upayoga thato nathI, ane tethI dhanika rahevAno ApaNo adhikAra-ApaNuM puNya naSTa thaI jAya che. sAcA zrImatonI zrImaMtAI nokaracAkare rAkhavAmAM nathI. sAcI zrImaMtAI hoya tyAM nokaracAkare rahetA nathI paNa sarvanI samAnatA rahe che sAcI zrImaMtAI sevA karAvavA ichatI nathI paNa sevA kare che. svargamAM devatAone nokara hotA nathI. svargamAM badhA ja devatAo hoya che. jeo nokara pAse sevA karAve che temanAM puNya kSINa thaI jAya che ane teo karanA avatAramAM jaIne paDe che je Izvara ApaNAmAM che te ja nokaramAM che. to ApaNI jAtanAM kAma nokara pAse karAvI e IzvaranuM apamAna kema karAya? mAtAjI! je kAma jeTaluM kaThaNa ane laukika dRSTie nIcuM gaNAtuM hoya te kAma karavAthI teTalI ja vadhu Atmazuddhi thAya che. mATe have ApaNe gharamAM jhADu vALavAnAM, vAsaNa mAMjavAnAM, kapaDAM dhovAnAM, pANI bharavAnAM vagere kAma mATe nokara rAkhavAnI jarUra nathI te kAma huM karI laIza ane nekaranA pagAranA paisA duHkhAone sahAya karavAmAM vaparAya tema karaze.' sAsune to have nAnI vahunAM vacanomAM vedavAkyo jeTalI zraddhA thaI gaI. te paNa vahune vAsaNa mAMjavA vagere kAmamAM madada devA lAgI. bIjI vahuo paNa potAnI sAsune e kAma karatAM aTakAvIne gharanAM badhAM kAma pote jhaDapI levA lAgI. have badhAMmAMthI judApaNAne bhAva jato rahyo hato. sau dareka kAma potAnuM samajIne ane bIjAmAM paNa potAne ja joIne arasaparasa hetathI ane nikhAlasatAthI vartavA lAgyAM. jyAM vaimanasya ane ISpaSanAM jhera UchaLI rahyAM hatAM tyAM ekarAgalAnuM suMdara saMgIta, hetanI suvAsa ane prasannatA prasarI rahyAM. svabhAvanuM osaDa nathI bhagavAna kRSNa jeTalA pAMDavonA saMbaMdhI hatA, eTalA ja kauravonA paNa sagA hatA. chatAM zrIkRSNa sAthe kauravone vera vadhyA ja karyuM. vyAsa muninI kalame aDhAra purANuM lakhyAM, chatAM e lekhaNane jJAna na maLyuM. pAMcajanya nAmane zaMkha dararoja bhagavAnanA hAthamAM rahyo ane prabhunA mukhane aDI kaMIka vakhata bhAgyazALI banyo chatAM eno rAga I vakhata suMdara na bane. garuDajI vaikuMThamAM kAyama vase che, bhagavAnane kRpApAtra ane vAhana che, chatAM e ahiMsaka na banyA te na ja banyA. gAyonA AMcaLa pAse ja ItaraDIe Akho avatAra gA; rehI pIdhuM, paNa ene dUdhano svAda na maLe. dUdhapAka vagerenA vAsaNamAM kaDachIne avatAra gaye paNa eNe janane kazo svAda na lIdho.
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________________ pikI ane nagada eka jaMgalI pradezanA bhIle je kaI nabaLo mANasa mArgamAM maLI jAya tenI pAsethI kapaDAMlattAM ane dhana-mAla paDAvI letA. pahelAM te mANasane tIra athavA charAthI thoDuM lohI kADhatA. te mANasa vagara AnAkAnIe pitAnI pAsenuM badhuM ApI deto hoya to paNa A bhale tene hathiyArathI thoDo paNa ghAyala karyA vinA rahetA nahIM. teo ema mAnatA ke "Ama karavAthI ApaNane harAmanuM khAvAno doSa lAgato nathI paNa ApaNe parAkramathI ane bAhubaLathI meLavIne khAIe chIe." A lekene sudhArA ane upadeza devA eka saMta temanA pradezamAM gayA. teo saMtane gurutulya brAhmaNa gaNIne roja maphata dUdha ekalatA. paNa temanA dUdhamAM traNa bhAganuM pANI ane eka bhAganuM ja dU rahetuM. saMte teone ekaThA karIne samajAvyA ane koIne dUdhamAM pANI reDIne na ApavAne karAra karAvI lIdhe. paNa bIjA divase paNa dUdhanI to tevI ja dazA rahI. saMte AnuM kAraNa pUchyuM tyAre temaNe kahyuM, "mahArAja ! ame ApanuM mAna rAkhavAne amAre kuLadharma badalI nAkhyo, chatAM Apa amane lAcAra banAvatA jAo cho." saMte pUchyuM, tame kevI rIte tamAro kuLadharma badalyo? dUdha te tevuM ne tevuM ja rahyuM che?" tyAre te bhIle e kahyuM, "paMDitajI! ApanI AjJA mAnIne ame dUdhamAM eka TIpuM paNa pANInuM nAkhatA nathI." , saMte kahyuM, "te pachI dUdha pAtaLuM kema Ave che?" bhIloe kahyuM, " me te dUdha dehatA pahelAM ja tAMbaDImAM pANI bharI daIe chIe, eTale amAre kuLAcAra paga tUTato nathI ane ApanI AjJAnuM pAlana paNa thaI jAya che. Ape amane evI AjJA ApI hatI ke dUdhamAM pANI nAkhavuM nahIM ane ame paNa e pramANe ja karavAnI kabUlAta ApI hatI. paraMtu ApanI AjJA ane amArI cAlu paraMparAnA rakSaNa mATe ame amArA mATe nI salAha lIdhI tyAre A dharmasaMkaTamAMthI bacavAno eka ja upAya temaNe batAvyuM ke drAmAM pANI na nAkhatAM pANImAM dUdha dehavAthI kAMIdeSa lAgaze nahIM." - saMte kahyuM: "bhAI mo, AvI rIte tame tamAre te dharmasaMkaTamAMthI bacAva karI le che, paNa dharmane te saMkaTa mAM ja DubADo che. khare dharma pitAne bacAva karavAmAM nathI, paNa dharmane bacAva karavAmAM ja che. dharmane mATe prANa ApI devA paDe te paNa pAchA na paDavuM temAM ja kharI zUravIratA ane dharmanuM pAlana che. tame je rIte varte che temAM to dharmane ja ThagI rahyA che. tamAro dharma che piokaLa che." bhIloe kahyuM, "mahArAja ! je dharmathI pitAne ja nukasAna thAya e te vaLI dharma kahevAtuM haze?" saMte kahyuM, "tamAre avaLo dharma pALavAthI ja tame bhIla thayA che. A tamane ochuM nukasAna che? amAro kahe che dharma pALavAthI tame luTAru bhIla maTIne zeTha, zAhukAra ane sabhya samAjamAM sthAna pa mazo ane hamezane mATe tamArI AvI hIna dazA maTI jaze. dharma sAthe dago ramavAthI ja tame bhIla thayA che. kharo dharma zo che te tame tamArA haiyA upara hAtha mUkIne vicAro eTale samajAze. buddhithI dharmanAM trAgAM UbhAM karI tame kharA dharmathI chaTakI jaze, paNa A buddhie batAvela dharma e to pittaLanA banAvaTI rUpiyA jevo che. sAco dharma sama javA tamArI buddhine svArtha sAthe nahIM, hRdaya sAthe joDo. tyAM ja tamane nagada dharma samajAze ane te ja tamane pariNAme sAce lAbha karaze." chaka
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________________ bhakta suradAsajI sura, A sura, bhAI ene jagADa. gAma para dhADa AvI che." vRddha pitAe AjJA karI. suratAnA sUra relAya re...saMgIta satAnAM asadabhA meAgala lazkara gAmaDAMonAM gAmaDAMo tArAja karatuM cAlyuM AvatuM hatuM. madirA tUTatAM hatAM, gAmA lUMTAtAM hatAM. badhA bhAI e jAgI UThavA, vRddha pitAe peAtAnA hAthamAM taravAra lIdhI bhAIemAMthI kAI e bhAluM lIdhuM, keAI e dhAriyuM lIdhuM, pharasI lIdhI--vagere je je acAvanAM sAdhanA hatAM te saue lIdhAM. sure peAtAnA priya taMbUrA hAthamAM lIdhe. lazkara gAmanI najIka AvI pahoMcyuM hatuM. adhI rAta pasAra thaI gaI haze. suranA pitA meAkhare cAlyA, pAchaLa suranA cha bhAI e. te pachI gAmanA loka| cAlyA. gAmane pAdara khUnakhAra laDAI thaI. vRddha pitAe kALA kera vartAvI dIdhA. temanA jhanI sAmanAthI gheADI vAra megala lazkara stabdha thaI gayuM. chevaTe teo marAyA. hajArA mANasAnA te lazkara sAme sA-basA mANusenuM zuM gajuM? vRddha pitA gayA. suranA cha bhAI e paNa te ja gatine pAmyA. sure A badhuM joyuM. tenuM mana udAsa thaI gayuM. te yuvAna hateA. tenA mukha para brahmacaryaMnuM teja vyApI rahyuM hatuM. teNe dhAyu`' hAta teA pAMca-pacIsa duzmanAne te dhAyala karI zakata, paNa teNe te bhA grahaNa na karyAM. te tyAMthI cAlatA thayA. jaMgalamAM thADe dUrathI avAja AvI rahyo hatA : 'pANI, pANI.' sure te tarapha joyuM te caMdranA AchA prakAzamAM bhoMya para DhaLI paDelA dhAyala thayelA meAgalasainikA pANI mATe talapatA hatA sura temanI najIka gayA. te pANI laI AvyA. mRtyuzayyA para paDelA, aMtima zvAsa laI rahelA te sainikAe hiMdu yuvakane peAtAne pANI pivaDAvatA joyA ane te zaramAI gayA. 1. hariprasAda e. AthAya sura mAI leAnA mAI leA cAlIne AvatA hatA, tene khUba ja thAka lAgyA hatA. pANI vagara gaLu sukAI jatu hatuM eka gAmamAM te AgnyA. sad gRhasthanuM dhara joI ne te UbhA rahyo. aMdarathI eka 5 strI khaDakI pAse AvI. sure pANIne mATe mAgaNI karI. teNe mRdu svarathI kahyuM, ena, tRSA lAgI che. gheADuM pANI IvA Apazo ?' he masta puruSa ! tArI seAhAmaNI AMkhA joI te mane khUba ja AnaMda Ave che. keTalI suMdara AMkhA che! jo huM ahIM rahe te pANInI sAthe khAvAnuM paNa mA za.' strIe kahyuM, * are, zuM me kheALyAM, A AkhA !' kahetAM ...teNe peAtAnI suMda. AMkhA tarata ja sAyAthI phADI nAMkhI, 'je suMdara khIjAone pApamAM nAkhatI hAya te su MdaratA karatAM asuMdaratA sArI che. dheA ena ! A AMkhe! ' kahetAM paLavAramAM banne AMkhAnA DALA bahAra kADhI nAkhyA. je leAkAe A dRzya joyuM te digmU thaI gayA ane surane bhakta suradAsajI kahIne samAvyA. aMdha suradAsajI cAlatA thayA. temaNe pANI paNa na pIdhu. * suradAsajI rAlyA jatA hatA. je raste cAlatA hatA te rastAnI mAjumAM eka kUvA hateA, akhe dekhAtuM nathI, eka eka temanA paga lapasyA ane kUvAmAM paDI gayA zvirakRpAthI kUvAmAM DUbI javAya teTaluM pANI na hatuM. suradAsajIe cha cha divasa te rIte kADhayA. bhUkha temane satAvI zakatI naheAtI. temanI tRSA cAla gaI hatI. vAtAvaraNamAM cAre tarapha zAMti hatI. AkAzamAM pUnamanA caMdra sA'| kalAthI khIlI rahyo hatA. suradAsajI AvI nI zAMtimAM cha cha divasanA upavAsa pachI paNa AnathI gAI rahyA hatA... 'tu' tA terA saccA prabhu ! dhanya terI sAyabI.' sahusA kA e temaneA hAtha pakaDyo ane temane kUvAnI bahAra lAvyA. bAda AMkhA para hAtha pheravyA ane tarata ja suradAsajI dekhatA thayA. bhagavAna murArinAM darzana thatAM ja suradAsajI khuza khuza thaI gayA ane kahevA lAgyA, prabhu !
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________________ 34 ] AzIvAda A 100 tame bahu yA karI. habare sUryanuM teja jhAMkhuM paDI mUkyA, "dhanya che suradAsajI, dhanya che!' kahetAM prabhunI jAya tevuM ApanAmAM teja che." AmAMthI premAzruo sarI paDayAM. bhaktarAja, mAge, mAgo ! zuM joIe che? "prabhu! have je AMkhothI ApanAM darzana thayAM madhyAhnano samaya hate. dharatI phATaphATa thAya te khAMkhothI A jagatane dekhavuM na paDe.' suradAsajIe tevI sakhata garamI lAgatI hatI. suradAsajIne bhAvika pharIvAra baMdhapaNuM mAgyuM. bhakto vInavI rahyA hatA, "he saMtapuruSa! Aje ahIM rokAo. amAre gAmane pAdara kuvAmAM pANI nathI, Dhero tarasyAM che. varasAda thato nathI. tame bhagavAnane mahAprabhu vallabhAcArya mathurAmAM goghATa para araja karo. varasAda mokale." suradAsajIe thoDe dUra beThA che. asaMkhya bhakto prabhunI saMmukha beThA che gAyone barADA pADatI sAMbhaLI ane temanuM hRdaya ane prabhunA mukhethI jJAnavArtA sAMbhaLI rahyA che. dravI gayuM. darathI eka aMdha puruSa cAlyo Avato hato. prakhara sUryanA tApamAM gAmane pAdara cogAnamAM tenA hAthamAM taMbUra hato. tenI sAthe eka nAnakaDI suradAsajI bhajana karavA beThA. gAmanA loko temanI maMDaLI paNa hatI. mahAprabhunI najara tenA tarapha vANI sAMbhaLavAne AsapAsa besI gayA. te prakhara - gaI. tene suMdara avAja temanA kAna sAthe athaDAyo tApamAM konI hiMmata cAle ke lAMbo vakhata tyAM ane tarata ja temaNe pUchayuM, "are, te aMdha gAyaka besI zake? thoDI vAramAM je juvAniyAo koNa che? kevuM suMdara gAya che !' hatA te akaLAI gayA ane UbhA thaI gayA. vRddho thoDI hiMmata keLavIne besI rahyA. temanI hiMmata paNa prabha, te suradAsajI che. ApanuM zaraNu levAne khUTI. phakta eka ja puruSa beThela che. tene sUryane mAvI rahela che.' najIka beThelA eka bhakate oLakhANa prakhara tApa kAMI ja asara karI zakatA nathI. karAvI. mahAprabhu vallabhAcArya te mane sAkAra karavA parasevAthI tenAM kapaDAMo bhijAI gayAM che. UbhA thayA. suradAsajI najIka AvI pahoMcyA ane prabhunA caraNamAM DhaLI paDyA. vallabhAcArya temane bheTayA najIkamAM zaMkaranuM devaLa che. pAse pIpaLAnuM ane potAnI sAthe besADyA. jhADa che. joke tyAM UbhA che ane A mahAna puruSane joI rahyA che. te bhaktonI bhagavAna sAthe ekatA suradAsajIe gAvAnuM zarU karyuM : bhagavAna hatI ja, thoDA vakhata pahelAM jyAM vAdaLanuM nAmazrIkRSNanA virahamAM gopIo ga DI banI gaI che, nizAna nahotuM te khAkAza vAdaLAMthI gherAI gayuM. vRkSe vRkSe phare che paNa bhagavAna maLatA nathI. A vIjaLI thavA lAgI ane varasAda tUTI paDyo. joke virahavarNana suradAsajI gAI rahyA che. temanA gAvAmAM suradAsajIne najIkanA devaLamAM laI gayA. kaI ajaba kalA dekhAya che. temanA hRdayanI sumadhura prAtaHkAla thayA. nadImAM be kAMThe pANI vANI sAMbhaLatAM ema lAge che ke bhakta sAthe bhaga cAryuM jatuM hatuM. pakSIonA madhura avAjathI vAtAvAnane sAkSAtkAra thayuM che. aneka vidhAna sabhAmAM varaNa AnaMdita banI gayuM hatuM. tarasyAM pazuoe beThA hatA. vRddho hatA, yuvAne hatA ane bALake dharAIne pANI pIdhuM. bhUkhyA lekae rAhatanI paNa hatA. sau zAMta thaI gayA hatA te avAjamAM koI ajaba zakti hatI. paththara paNa raDI paDe lAgaNI anubhavI ane AnaMdathI roTalA khAdhe. tevuM te virahavarNana hatuM. AkhI sabhA stabdha thaI suradAsajI javAne taiyAra thayA teTalAmAM gAmane gaI saunI AMkhomAMthI azrudhArA zarU thaI gaI nagarazeTha kaMIka bheTa laIne suradAsajI pAse AvI mahAprabhu vallabhAcAryo suradAsajInA vAMsA para hAtha pahoMce. "he mahAtmA puruSa! A sonAmahora
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________________ [ at banyuArI 1967 bhakta suradAsajI che. ame amArAthI banatI yarkiMcit bApanI sevA koIe kahyuM ke mahAprabhu vallabhAcArya svadhAma karIne kRtArtha thaIe." padhAryA. A samAcArathI saradAsajI udAsa thaI gayA. divase divase temanI udAsInatA vadhatI gaI zeThajI! te nahIM banI zake. mArA prabhunuM nAma vecavAne mATe nathI. mAre te sonAmahorone Aje suradAsa khUba ja premathI gAI ravA zuM karavI che? jenI pAse prabhunA nAmarUpI sAcuM hatA, temanA avAjamAM Azcaryajanaka mIThAza lAgatI dhana che tene bIjA dhananI jarUra nathI. te paisAmAMthI hatI. leke zAMtithI temane sAMbhaLI rahyA hatA. ghAsa lAvaje, gAyane khavarAvaje; temAMthI anAja suradAsajI sarjanahAranI lIlAmAM tanmaya thaI gayA che. lAvaje ane bhUkhyA lokone khAvAnuM Apaje..." leke hajAronI saMkhyAmAM beThA che. miniTa para kahetAM te cAlatA thayA. eka bhAvika bhakate temane miniTa ane kalAka para kalAka cAlyA jAya che. hAtha pakaDyo. te saMtapuruSanAM darzana karavAne lekenAM kemAMthI kaI UbhuM thatuM nathI, keI bolatuM nathI, ToLeToLAM vaLyAM hatAM. jANe ke mUka pUtaLIo goThavI hoya! cAre tarapha, prabhusuradAsajInuM nAma khUba ja prakhyAta thaI gayuM bhaya banI gayela suradAsajIne avAja saMbhaLAI hatuM. joke A divya gAyakanAM darzana karavAne ane rahyo che. hajAro AMkho suradAsajI tarapha joI rahI che, hajAro kAno te hadayanI divya vANI sAMbhaLI tenI vANI sAMbhaLavAne moTI saMkhyAmAM ekaThA thatA. rahyA che. sabhAmAM beThelA saune ema lAge che ke lekhake temane gherI letA. suradAsajI gAvAnuM zarU kare tyAre lekhake lakhavAnuM zarU karatA. aneka lekhake jANe teo kaI divya svapnamAM rAcatA hoya ! suradAsajInI divya vANu jhIlavAnA prayAsa karI rahyA ekAeka te avAja aTakyo lokomAM kalAhatA ane temanI sAthe pharatA hatA. te divya gAyaka hala zarU thaI gayo. suradAsajI gayA. cAre tarapha jyAre gAvA besato tyAre lokonA dila thaMbhI jatAM azAMti phelAI gaI "te divya gAyaka prabhu pAse hatAM. mAnavasaMskRtine aMtarane ullAsa te divya - cAlyA gaye." kahetAM aneka leke raDI paDyA. - gAyakanA zabdezabdamAM tarI Avato hato. aneka vidvAno bolI UThyA, "AvA divya gAyakane je vizvamAM maLavo durlabha che." A jagatano mahAna vidhAtA kaMI mANasene pUtaLA jevAM ke maDadAla banAvI rAkhavA mAgato nathI; te to emane zaktizALI banAvavA mATe ja potAnuM badhuM dhyAna roke che. emanAmAMthI kharA mardo ghaDavA mATe e temanA para garIbAI, muzkelIo ane aDacaNarUpI haDA ane TAMkaNAMnA aneka prahAra kare che. mArgane zodhI kADho athavA na utpanna kare. duniyAnI dareka cIja evI che ke ene dhakko mAraze te e dabAI jaIne tamane mArga Apaze. ane tame dhakko khAze te tamane dabAvI daIne te AgaLa Avaze. dareka sthiti- saMgamAM jAgRta rahenArA, dRDha icchA ane zaktivALA mANasanI ja vAta jagata " sAMbhaLe che.
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________________ mahAgujarAtanuM agragaNya saMskAra pUrNa sA mA yika. "AzIrvAda amArA aMtaranI zubhecchA pAThavIe chIe. somanAtha motIrAma vyAsa je. pI. mevAvALA premajIvana" kAjI saiyada sTrITa, muMbaI