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________________ 157 saM. 1946 - rojanIzI (1) muMbaI, kArtika vada 1, zukra, 1946 nAnA prakArano moha pAtaLo thavAthI AtmAnI draSTi potAnA guNathI utpanna thatAM sukhamAM jAya che, ane pachI te meLavavA te prayatna kare che. e ja draSTi tene tenI siddhi Ape che. (2) muMbaI, kArtika vada 3, ravi, 1946 AyuSyanuM pramANa ApaNe jANyuM nathI. bAlAvasthA asamajamAM vyatIta thaI; mAno ke 46 varSanuM AyuSya haze, athavA vRddhatA dekhI zakIzuM eTaluM AyuSya haze. paNa temAM zithiladazA sivAya bIjuM kaMI joI zakIzuM nahIM. have mAtra eka yuvAvasthA rahI. temAM jo mohanIyabaLavattaratA na ghaTI to sukhathI nidrA Avaze nahIM, nIrogI rahevAze nahIM, mAThA saMkalpa-vikalpa TaLaze nahIM ane ThAma ThAma AthaDavuM paDaze, ane te paNa riddhi haze to thaze, nahIM to prathama tenuM prayatna karavuM paDaze. te icchA pramANe maLI na maLI to eka bAju rahI, paraMtu vakhate peTa pUratI maLavI durlabha che. tenI ja ciMtAmAM, tenA ja vikalpamAM ane te meLavIne sukha bhogavIzuM e ja saMkalpamAM, mAtra duHkha sivAya bIjuM kaMI dekhI zakIzuM nahIM. e vayamAM koI kAryamAM pravRtti karatAM phAvyA 1. bArAkSarIno ekeka upalo akSara vAMcavAthI 'bhagavAna' thaze. 2. bArAkSarIno ekeka Utarato akSara vAMcavAthI 'bhagavAna' thaze. 3. saMvata 1946nI rojanIzI(DAyarI)mAM amuka mitioe potAnI vicAracaryA zrImade lakhI che. A rojanIzImAMthI keTalAMka pAnAM koie phADI lIdhelAM jaNAya che. jeTalAM pAnAM rojanIzImAM vidyamAna che te ahIM Apela che. to ekadama AMkha tIrachI thaI jaze. na phAvyA to lokano bheda ane potAno niSphaLa kheda bahu duHkha Apaze. pratyeka vakhata mRtyunA bhayavALo, roganA bhayavALo, AjIvikAnA bhayavALo, yaza haze to tenI rakSAnA bhayavALo, apayaza haze to tene TALavAnA bhayavALo, leNuM haze to tene levAnA bhayavALo, deNuM haze to tenI hAyavoyanA bhayavALo, strI haze to tenI.....nA bhayavALo, nahIM hoya to tene prApta karavAnA khyAlavALo, putraputrAdika haze to tenI kaDAkUTanA bhayavALo, nahIM hoya to tene meLavavAnA khyAlavALo, ochI riddhi haze to vadhArenA khyAlavALo, vadhAre haze to tene bAtha bharavAnA khyAlano, ema ja pratyeka sAdhano mATe anubhava thaze. krame ke vikrame TUMkAmAM kahevAnuM ke, sukhano samaya have kayo kahevo ? bAlAvasthA? yuvAvasthA? jarAvasthA? nIrogAvasthA ? rogAvasthA? dhanAvasthA? nirdhanAvasthA ? gRhasthAvasthA ? agRhasthAvasthA ? 1 saMvata 1946nI rojanIzI (DAyarI)mAM amuka mitioe potAnI vicAracaryA zrImade lakhI che. A rojanIzImAMthI keTalAMka pAnAM koie phADI lIdhelAM jaNAya che. jeTalAM pAnAM rojanIzImAM vidyamAna che te ahIM Apela che.
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________________ e sarva prakAranI bAhya mahenata vinA anuttara aMtaraMga vicAraNAthI je viveka thayo te ja ApaNane bIjI draSTi karAvI, sarva kALane mATe sukhI kare che. eTale kahyuM zuM ? to ke vadhAre jivAyuM topaNa sukhI, ochuM jivAyuM topaNa sukhI, pAchaLa janmavuM hoya topaNa sukhI, na janmavuM hoya topaNa sukhI. | (3) muMbaI, mAgazara suda 1-2, ravi, 1946 he gautama ! te kALa ane te samayamAM chadmastha avasthAe, huM ekAdaza varSanI paryAye, chaThTha chaThTha sAvadhAnapaNe, niraMtara tapazcaryA ane saMyamathI AtmatA bhAvatAM, pUrvAnupUrvIe cAlatAM, eka gAmathI bIje gAma jatAM, jyAM suSamArapura nagara, jyAM azoka vanakhaMDa bAga, jyAM azokavara pAdapa, jyAM pRthvIzilApaTTa, tyAM Avyo; AvIne azokavara pAdapanI nIce, pRthvIzilApaTTa para aSTamabhakta grahaNa karIne, banne paga saMkocIne, lAMbA kara karIne, eka pudagalamAM draSTi aDaga sthApIne, animeSa nayanathI, jarA zarIra nIcuM AgaLa jhUkI rAkhIne, yoganI samAdhithI, sarva iMdriyo gupta karIne, eka rAtrinI mahA pratimA dhAraNa karIne, vicarato hato. (camara) (4) muMbaI, poSa suda 3, budha, 1946 nIcenA niyamo para bahu lakSa ApavuM. 1. eka vAta karatAM tenI apUrNatAmAM avazaya vinA bIjI vAta na karavI joIe. 2. kahenAranI vAta pUrNa sAMbhaLavI joIe. 3. pote dhIrajathI teno saduttara Apavo joIe. 4. jemAM AtmalAghA ke AtmahAni na hoya te vAta uccAravI joIe. 5. dharma saMbaMdhI hamaNAM bahu ja ochI vAta karavI. 6. lokothI dharmavyavahAramAM paDavuM nahIM. (5) muMbaI, vaizAkha vada 4, gurU, 1946 Aja mane ucharaMga anupama, janmakRtArtha joga jaNAyo; 2 zrI bhagavatIsUtra, zataka 3, udezaka 2.
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________________ vAstavya vastu, viveka vivecaka, te krama spaSTa sumArga gaNAyo. (6) muMbaI, vaizAkha vada 5, zukra, 1946 icchA vagaranuM koI prANI nathI. vividha AzAthI temAM paNa manuSya prANI rokAyeluM che. icchA, AzA jyAM sudhI atRpta che, tyAM sudhI te prANI adhovRttivata che. icchAjayavALuM prANI UrdhvagAmIvat che. (7) muMbaI, jeTha suda 4, gurU, 1946 paricayI ! tamane huM bhalAmaNa karuM chuM ke, tame yogya thavAnI tamArAmAM icchA utpanna karo. huM te icchA pUrNa karavAmAM sahAyaka thaIza. tame mArAM anuyAyI thayAM, ane temAM mane pradhAnapada janmAMtaranA yogathI hovAthI tamAre mArI AjJAnuM avalaMbana karI pravartavuM e ucita gayuM che. ane huM paNa tamArI sAthe ucitapaNe pravartavA icchuM chuM, bIjI rIte nahIM. jo tame prathama jIvanasthiti pUrNa karo, to dharmArthe mane iccho, evuM karavuM ucita gaNuM chuM; ane jo huM karuM to dharmapAtra tarIke mAruM smaraNa thAya ema thavuM joIe. banne dharmamUrti thavA prayatna karIe. moTA harSathI prayatna karIe. tamArI gati karatAM mArI gati zreSTha thaze ema anumAnyuM che - matimAM. teno lAbha tamane ApavA icchuM chuM; kAraNa ghaNA nikaTanAM tame saMbaMdhI cho. te lAbha tame levA icchatAM ho, to bIjI kalamamAM kahyA pramANe jarUra karazo evI AzA rAkhuM chuM. tame svacchatAne bahu ja icchajo. vItarAgabhaktine bahu ja icchajo. mArI bhaktine samabhAvathI icchajo. tame je veLA mArI saMgatimAM ho te veLA sarva prakAre mane AnaMda thAya tema rahejo. vidyAbhyAsI thAo. vidyAyukta vinodI saMbhASaNa mArAthI karajo. huM tamane yukta bodha ApIza. tame rUpasaMpanna, guNasaMpanna ane riddhi tema ja buddhisaMpanna tethI thazo. pAchI e dazA joI huM parama prasanna thaIza. (8) muMbaI, jeTha suda 11, zukra, 1946 savAranA cha thI ATha sudhIno vakhata samAdhiyukta gayo hato. akhAjInA vicAro ghaNA svastha cittathI vAMcyA hatA, manana karyA hatA.
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________________ (9) muMbaI, jeTha suda 12, zani, 1946 AvatI kAle revAzaMkarajI AvavAnA che, mATe tyArathI nIceno krama prabhu pArzva sacavAvo. 1. kAryapravRtti. 2. sAdhAraNa bhASaNa - sakAraNa. 3. bannenAM aMtaHkaraNanI nirmaLa prIti. 4. dharmAnuSThAna. 5. vairAgyanI tIvratA. (10) muMbaI, jeTha vada 11, zukra, 1946 tane tAruM hovApaNuM mAnavAmAM kyAM zaMkA che ? zaMkA hoya to te kharI paNa nathI. (11) muMbaI, jeTha vada 12, zani, 1946 gaI kAla rAtre eka adabhuta svapna AvyuM hatuM. jemAM beeka puruSonI samIpe A jagatanI racanAnuM svarUpa varNavyuM hatuM. prathama sarva bhulAvI pachI jagatanuM darzana karAvyuM hatuM. svapnamAM mahAvIradevanI zikSA sapramANa thaI hatI. e svapnanuM varNana ghaNuM suMdara ane camatkArika hovAthI paramAnaMda thayo hato. have pachI te saMbaMdhI adhika. (12) muMbaI, aSADa suda 4, zani, 1946 kaLikALe manuSyane svArthaparAyaNa ane mohavaza karyA. jenuM hRdaya zuddha, saMtanI batAvelI vATe cAle che tene dhanya che. satsaMganA abhAvathI caDhelI AtmazreNi ghaNuM karIne patita thAya che. (13) muMbaI, aSADa suda 5, ravi, 1946 jyAre A vyavahAropAdhi grahaNa karI tyAre te grahaNa karavAno hetu A hato:
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________________ bhaviSyakALe je upAdhi ghaNo vakhata rokaze, te upAdhi vadhAre duHkhadAyaka thAya topaNa thoDA vakhatamAM bhogavI levI e vadhAre zreyaskara che. e upAdhi nIcenA hetuthI samAdhirUpa thaze ema mAnyuM hatuM : dharma saMbaMdhI vadhAre vAtacIta A kALamAM gRhavAsaparatve na Ave to sAruM. bhale tane vasamuM lAge, paNa e ja kramamAM pravarta. khacIta karIne e ja kramamAM pravarta. duHkhane sahana karI, kramanI sAcavaNInA pariSahane sahana karI, anukULa-pratikULa upasargane sahana karI tuM acaLa rahe. atyAre kadApi vasamuM, adhikatara lAgaze, paNa pariNAme te vasamuM samuM thaze. gherAmAM gherAIza nahIM. pharI pharI kahuM chuM, gherAIza nahIM. duHkhI thaIza, pazcAttApa karIza; e karatAM atyArathI A vacano ghaTamAM utAra - prItipUrvaka utAra. 1. koInA paNa doSa jo nahIM. tArA potAnA doSathI je kaMI thAya che, te thAya che, ema mAna. 2. tArI (Atma)prazaMsA karIza nahIM, ane karIza to tuM ja halako che ema huM mAnuM chuM. 3. jema bIjAne priya lAge tevI tArI vartaNUka karavAnuM prayatna karaje. ekadama temAM tane siddhi nahIM maLe, vA vipna naDaze, tathApi draDha AgrahathI haLave haLave te krama para tArI niSThA lAvI mUkaje. 4. tuM vyavahAramAM jenAthI joDAyo ho tenAthI amuka prakAre vartavAno nirNaya karI tene jaNAva. tene anukULa Ave to tema; nahIM to te jaNAve tema pravartaje. sAthe jaNAvaje ke tamArA kAryamAM (je mane soMpo temAM) koI rIte mArI niSThAthI karIne hAni nahIM pahoMcADuM. tame mArA saMbaMdhamAM bIjI kaMI kalpanA karazo nahIM, mane vyavahArasaMbaMdhI anyathA lAgaNI nathI, tema huM tamArAthI vartavA icchato nathI, eTaluM ja nahIM paNa kaMI mAruM viparItAcaraNa manavacanakAyAe thayuM, to te mATe pazcAttApI thaIza. ema nahIM karavA AgaLathI bahu sAvacetI rAkhIza. tame soMpeluM kAma karatAM huM nirabhimAnI rahIza. mArI bhUlane mATe mane Thapako Apazo te sahana karIza. mAruM cAlaze tyAM sudhI svapna paNa tamAro dveSa vA tamArA saMbaMdhI koI paNa jAtanI anyathA kalpanA karIza nahIM. tamane koI jAtanI zaMkA thAya to mane jaNAvazo, to tamAro upakAra mAnIza, ane teno kharo khulAso karIza. khulAso nahIM thAya to mauna rahIza, paraMtu asatya bolIza nahIM. mAtra tamArI pAsethI eTaluM ja icchuM chuM ke, koI paNa prakAre tame mane nimitta rAkhI azubhayogamAM pravRtti karazo nahIM; tamArI icchAnusAra tame vartajo, temAM mAre kaMI paNa adhika kahevAnI jarUra nathI. mAtra mane mArI nivRttizreNimAM vartavA detAM koI rIte tamAruM aMtaHkaraNa TUMkuM karazo nahIM, ane TUMkuM karavA jo tamArI icchA hoya to khacIta karIne mane AgaLathI jaNAvI dejo. te zreNine sAcavavA mArI icchA che ane te mATe ethI huM yogya karI laIza. mAruM cAlatA sudhI huM tamane dubhAvIza nahIM ane chevaTe e ja nivRttizreNi tamane apriya haze topaNa huM jema banaze tema jALavaNIthI, tamArI samIpathI, tamane koI jAtanI hAni karyA vagara banato lAbha karIne, have pachInA game te kALa mATe paNa tevI icchA rAkhIne khasI jaIza.
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________________ (14) muMbaI, aSADa vada 4, ravi, 1946 vizvAsathI vartI anyathA vartanArA Aje pastAvo kare che.? (15) muMbaI, aSADa vada 11, zani, 1946 "aNu chatuM, vAcA vagaranuM A jagata to juo. pAThAntara - 1. karAve che. 2 aNachatuM. 3 vAcA vagaranuM (16) muMbaI, aSADa vada, 12, ravi, 1946 draSTi evI svaccha karo ke jemAM sUkSmamAM sUkSma doSa paNa dekhAI zake, ane dekhAyAthI kSaya thaI zake. (17) vavANiyA, Aso suda 10, gurU, 1946 bIjajJAna. bhagavAna mahAvIradeva. zodhe to kevala jJAna. kaMI kahI zakAya evuM A svarUpa nathI. jJAnI ratnAkara A badhI niyatio koNe kahI ? ame jJAna vaDe joI pachI yogya lAgI tema vyAkhyA karI. bhagavAna mahAvIradeva. 3 pAThAntara-1. karAve che. 4 aNachatuM. 5 vAcA vagaranuM.
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________________ 10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 4, 3, 2, 1. (18) vavANiyA, Aso suda 11, zukra, 1946 A baMdhAyelA pAme che mokSa ema kAM na kahI devuM? evI kone icchA rahI che ke tema thavA de che ? jinanAM vacananI racanA adbhuta che, emAM to nA nahIM. paNa pAmelA padArthanuM svarUpa tenAM zAstromAM kAM nahIM? zuM tene Azcarya nahIM lAgyuM hoya, kAM chupAvyuM haze ?