Mara Mangamta Vicharoni Diary

Author(s): Prashamrativijay
Publisher: Pravachan Prakashan Puna
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/009096/1

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mArA managamatA vicAronI DAyarI lekhaka tapAgacchAdhirAja pUjyapAda AcAryabhagavaMta zrImad vijaya rAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnA ziSya munizrI prazamarativijayajI pravacana prakAzana 488, ravivAra peTha pUnA-2 pustaka lekhaka viSaya AvRtti mUlya pUnA amadAvAda : mArA managamatA vicAronI DAyarI munizrI prazamarativijayajI : jIvanacetanAnA lekho : 8 : prathama 25-00 PRAVACHAN PRAKASHAN, 2006 prAptisthAna pravacana prakAzana 488, ravivAra peTha, pUnA-411002 phona : 020-32922069 mo. 9890055310 Email : Pravachan Prakashan@vsnl.net : sarasvatI pustaka bhaMDAra 112, hAthIkhAnA, ratanapoLa, amadAvAda-380001 phona : 079-25356692 azokabhAI ghelAbhAI zAha 201, oesIsa, aMkura skUlanI sAme, pAlaDI, amadAvAda-380007 phona : 079-26633085 mo. 9327007579 TAIpa seTiMga : virati grAphikasa, amadAvAda-380016 phona : 079-22684032

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lAbhArthI pAne Avaze prAzakIya vi. saM. 2062. DIsA zaheramAM cAturmAsa. tapAgacchAdhirAja pUjayapAda AcAryabhagavaMta zrImad vijayarAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnA tejasvI ziSyaratno pravacanakAra baMdhubelaDI pU. munirAjazrI vairAgyarativijayajI ma., pU. munirAjazrI prazamarativijayajI ma. nI nizrAmAM sakala zrIsaMgha ullAsa umaMgathI ArAdhanAomAM joDAyo hato. DIsAnuM "rakhevALa' dainika paNa cAturmAsathI bAkAta nahotuM. banAsakAMThAnA taLavistAro sudhI phelAvo dharAvatAM A dainikanAM pAne roja cAturmAsaciMtananAM mathALAtaLe eka lekha chapAto. DaoNkTaro, praoNphesarothI mAMDIne gAmaDAnA pUjArIo sudhI A lekhoe varcasva jamAvyuM hatuM. khAsa A lekho vAMcavA mATe "rakhevALa' kharIdanArA hatA. A lekho mATe ja rakhevALa-ne pADozInAM gherathI corI janArA paNa hatA. A lekho mATe rakhevALane paheluM vAMcavAno mITho jhaghaDo karanArA paNa hatA. A lekhonI kApalIo bhegI karIne phAIla banAvanArA paNa hatA. A lekho Aje pustakAkAre prakAzita thaI rahyA che teno amane aDhaLaka AnaMda che. - pravacana prakAzana

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mArA managamatA vicAronI DAyarI. sArA akSaro paMkhIno sAkSIbhAva A jIvana che. ..... varasAda tArIkha pADavAnI majA.... baDI khUba sUrata thI vo jiMdagAnI. je sapanA joyA hoya te ja sAkAra karI zakAya tamArA vicAra : tamArI pahecAna..... sArA mANaso anukramaNikA manapAMcamanA meLAmAM .. khoTA bharose rahetA nahIM... manane nA pADatAM zIkho. khoTA vicAro tame dhAro cho eTalA tame hoMziyAra nathI . samayanI saMgAthe. ALasa ane ALasa ane adhUrAM kAma H adhUrAM nAma dhAryuM dhaNInuM thAya che krodhanI tInapattI. spardhA parAdhIna banAve che bhUla thAya che tyAre bhUla batAvIe tyAre bhUla dekhAya che tyAre ......... 5 1 3 Ch E ......... 11 13 15 ..... 13 19 21 *rnasarn. 3 25 23 """". - 31 33 ............................................... 34 39 36 41 43 ========== || ............ 89 bhUlanuM punarAvartana . khulAso ane dilAso. eklA eklA vicAravuM chAMyaDo re chAMyaDo satya ane asatya. IrSAnuM tattvajJAna phariyAda sAcI : rajUAta khoTI. tame keTaluM badhuM bolo cho ? duHkhanA dahADA jIvato jAgato camatkAra, mAna-sanmAna bhUtakALa . tame kaho cho ke.. koI joDe koI toDe mIThAI ane rasoI premanI paribhASA....... saMbaMdhamAM prema H premamAM saMbaMdha. adhikAra bhAvanA.......... AnaMda kI ghaDI AI .......... pratibhAva ane pratyAghAta . tame ApelAM duHkhonI duniyA.. jarA yAda karo kurabAnI. rAte sUtA pahelAM. jAga re juvAna... yuvAnI. AvatI kAle savAre lo ame to A cAlyA. ......... 51 53 55 53 .......p ----- 61 63 65 63 69 jJa 93 5 99 1 ..... 23 5 83 #unsts...... 89 1 3 ......te. [5 3 ....... - 101

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mArA managamatA vicAronI DAyarI mane sArA vicAro game che. sArA vicAro meLavavA sArAM pustako vAMcuM ane sArA pravacanakArone sAMbhaLuM, mArI yAdazakti kamajo2. ghaNuM vAMcuM ne sAMbhaLuM. yAda thoDuM ja rahe, ghaNuM kharuM bhulAI jAya. sArA vicAro manane maLe che ane samajAya che te ghaDI AnaMdanI hoya che. suMdara majAnI vAta jANIne majA AvI jAya, buddhi ane bhAvanAne harSa maLe, navuM zIkhavA maLyuM teno saMtoSa paNa sAMpaDe. sArA vicAro zabdo banIne Ave che, vAkyonI hAramALA. emAM mahattvanuM ane navatara eka vAkya to sarvazreSTha hoya ja. mane e game, gAthAnI jema gokhI levAnuM mana thAya, eka akSara paNa Agho ke pAcho nA thavo joIe, e ja zabdo ane e ja vicAra. ghaDI be ghaDInA satsaMgamAM sAruM sAMbhaLavA maLyuM temAM badhI ja vAto sArI hatI. ekAda be vAto hRdayasparzI hatI. bhItarane halAvI de evI hatI. sAMbhaLI te ja kSaNe huM jhUmI uThelo. meM e vAta mArI DAyarImAM lakhI lIdhI. roja thoDuM vAMcana karuM chuM, pustaka pAsethI thoDAka navA muddA maLyA. cAra-pAMca pAnAM vAMcyAM. temAM ekAda suvAca maLyuM. mane e ekadama gamI gayuM. mArI DAyarImAM meM te noMdhI lIdhuM. have rojano A krama banI gayo che. sAMbhaLuM ke vAMcuM temAM navuM hoya te noMdhI lauM. mArI DAyarInAM pAnAM bharAI gayAM che. e mAro samRddha khajAno che. mArI pAse AvelA vicArone meM AvakAra ApIne mArI DAyarImAM birAjamAna karyA che. eka eka vAkya sAthe mArI alAyadI oLakhANa che. eka paNa vAkya mArAthI ajANyuM nathI. dareka vAca sAtheno saMdarbha svataMtra che. e dareka vAkyo vAraMvAra vAMcuM chuM. e vAca have pArakuM nathI. e vAkya mAruM che. mane e yAda che. mane e vAkayano marma samajAyo che. vAce vAkace preraNA che. vAkye vAkye anubhUti che. meM DAyarI banAvI che. mane phAyado ja phAyado che. meM lakhyuM na hota to e vAkaca mane yAda hota nahIM. e vAkya dvArA maLato AnaMda mArI pAse hota nahIM. meM lakhyuM. e vAkya mArI saMpatti banI gaI. paisA hAthamAM AvyA pachI tijorI ke pAkiTamAM na mUko to * 1 corAI jAya tema suMdara vAca hAthamAM AvyA pachI ene DAyarImAM nA lakho to verAI jAya. paisA corAyAnuM duHkha meM joyuM che. vAkaca corAyAnuM duHkha anubhavato hoya tevo viralo jovA maLyo nathI. sArA zabdo dvArA sAro vicAra maLe che. sadvicArane sTaoNra karavo joIe ane zaeNra karavo joIe. sadvicAra kacAMthI maLyo te mahattvanuM nathI. e nasIbathI ja maLe che. eka vakhata sadvicAra maLyo te suvAcarUpe DAyarImAM AvI jAya. e vicAra, e suvAkya sAMbhaLyuM tyAre je AnaMda maLelo tethI savAyo AnaMda e vAkyane lakhatI vakhate maLelo ane lakhyA pachI DAyarImAM jamA thaI gayeluM A vAkya vAraMvAra vAMcatI vakhate khUba ja rAjIpo thayo che. managamatuM gIta gaNagaNatI vakhate majA Ave tema A DAyarInAM pAne pAne majA AvI che. mArI DAyarImAM akSaro mArA che, vicAro sArA che, mArI DAyarImAM vicAro jIvI rahyA che te aneka mAdhyamo dvArA ekaThA thayA che. mAre haMmeza mATe mArI DAyarInI mAvajata karavAnI che. mArI DAyarImAM roja navuM suvAca umerAvuM joIe. mArI DAyarImAM praveza pAmatuM suvAkya zreSTha ane sAttvika hovuM joIe. mArA managamatA vicAro. paisAnA ke dhaMdhAnA ke gharanA vicAro kudaratI Ave che. e mArA vicAro che. paNa mArA managamatA vicAro kevaLa mArI DAyarImAM che. mArI DAyarImAM beselAM suvAkyo mArI pasaMdagI pUravAra kare che. mArI DAyarImAM beselA suvAkyo mArA svabhAvane ghaDe che. mArI DAyarImAM suvAkyo AvyA che ane AvyA karaze. bhaviSyamAM mAruM mana khoTA raste jatuM haze to mArI DAyarInAM A suvAkyo mane rokaze. kema ke A mArA managamatA vicAro che.

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sArA akSaro motInA dANA sapheda hoya che chatAM kALI zAhIthI lakhAyelA akSarone A motInA dANA sAthe sarakhAvavAmAM Ave che. mAmUlI phaeNna che. sAdo kAgaLa che. sastI zAhI che. to akSaromAM motInA dANA AvI jAya che tenuM kAraNa zuM ? majAno savAla che. javAba jAte zodhI levAno. huM lakhuM chuM tyAre mArA taraphathI rajU thanArI vAtane nakAmI nathI ja mAnato. mArI rajUAtane huM mahattvanI mAnuM chuM. mArI vAtano saMdezo barobara pahoMce te mATe huM kALajI rAkhuM chuM. meM jaNAvyuM hoya te yogya rIte samajAya ane mane teno samayasara javAba maLe tenI samajadArI sAthe huM lakhuM chuM. mArA sArA akSaronuM mULa A mAnasikatA che. mane nathI gamatuM ane mAre A parANe lakhavuM paDe che tevuM mane kyAreya lAgyuM nathI. mane rasa paDe che mATe ja huM lakhuM chuM. mArA lakhavAthI mAruM jIvana majabUta bane che. huM lakhuM te mArAM bhaviSyanA mahela mATe mUkAtI nAnI IMTa jevuM lakhuM. mane lakhavA maLe che kema ke mane lakhatA AvaDe che. mArAM gauravanI nizAnI che ke huM lakhuM chuM. sArA akSaro sAmA mANasane game che. sArA akSaro sAmA mANasane mArI tarapheNamAM laI Ave che. sArA akSaronI sAthe mAro svabhAva paNa sAro pUravAra thAya che. sAmA mANasane ane bhaviSyanI tamAma saMbhAvanAne samajyA bAda huM lakhuM chuM. mAruM lakhavuM te pariNAmasApekSa karma che. huM samayanI kiMmata samajIne lakhuM chuM. huM kazIya hInatAnI graMthi vinA lakhuM chuM. mArA sArA akSaro sAthe mArI vicAradhArA saMkaLAyelI che. lakhatI vakhate huM kevaLa sAruM lakhAya teno ja vicAra karuM chuM. vartamAna samaye hAthamAM AveluM kAma sArI rIte karavuM joIe. A kAma pachI bIjuM kAma hAthamAM Avaze tyAre te kAma sArI rIte karIzuM, atyAre to e kAma dUra che. e kAmanI dhUnamAM vartamAna kAmane kharAba karI nAMkhavAnuM na hoya. AmAM bane evuM ke bhaviSyanuM e kAma jyAre vartamAna kSaNe karavAnuM kAma banIne hAthamAM Avaze te vakhate tamane navuM bhaviSya ane navuM kAma yAda Avaze. tame e samaye paNa vartamAna kAmane veTha banAvIne patAvazo. dareka navuM kAma bhaviSyanAM kAmanI kalpanAne lIdhe tame bagADyAM ja karazo. tamArI bejavAbadArIne lIdhe tamAruM vartamAna ane bhaviSya baMne DAmADoLa raheze. tamane sArA akSaro lakhavAnI kaLA maLI che te tame vAparazo nahIM to tamArI mATe koI dayA khAze nahIM. sArA akSara na hovAne lIdhe je avyavasthA thAya che, teno bhoga banyA vinA tamAro chUTako nahIM rahe. tamAre vartamAnamAM jIvIne bhaviSyanuM ghaDatara karavAnuM che. tame bhaviSyamAM jIvIne vartamAnanuM paDatara karI rahyAM cho. mArI utAvaLa mArA akSarone bagADe che. huM zistabaddha chuM. mane gumAvI devAnuM nathI gamatuM. mAre jhapATAbhera kAma patAvavAnuM hoya tyAre huM AgaLa doDuM chuM. cAlavAne badale doDo to jhaDapa vadhe che paNa cAla nathI bagaDatI. lakhavAmAM to cAlavuM ja paDe che. lakhavAmAM doDo to cAla bagaDe che. huM mArA vicArone sAcA pUravAra karI zakuM chuM. huM gabharAyA vinA saMvAda sAdhI zakuM chuM. huM mArI vAtane gaMbhIra ane yogya vAta mAnuM chuM. huM mArI rajUAta sAme mane zuM javAba maLaze te vicArI zakuM chuM. mArA sArA akSaro mArA svabhAvane sAro pUravAra kare che. joke, vadhu paDatA sArA akSaro kyAreka asaliyata chUpADato daMbha hoya che. atizaya sArA akSaronI pAchaLa jIddI svabhAva paNa DokAto hoya che. mAre mArA akSaro sArA rAkhIne Akhare to sArA mANasa pUravAra thavAnuM che. phATelAM kapaDAM garIbInI nizAnI. kharAba akSara kamajorInI nizAnI. sArA kapaDAM sukhanI nizAnI. suMdara akSara mAnasika daDhatAnI nizAnI.

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paMkhIno sAkSIbhAva gharanI bahAra moTuM jhADa che. roja sAMje paMkhIo ToLe vaLe che. temane gharanI bArImAM DokiyuM karavAnuM gamatuM nathI. balka, bArI pAse huM Ubho rahuM to e dUra UMDI jAya che. paMkhIne mArAmAM rasa nathI. paMkhIne mAro Dara che. paMkhIne huM kAma nathI lAgato. paMkhIne mArA vinA cAle che. paMkhI jagyuM tyArathI mAMDIne Aja sudhImAM e paMkhInI jiMdagImAM mAro koI phALo nathI, enI rIte e jIve che. mArI AsapAsa rahetA mANaso mATe mAre A paMkhI jevA banavuM joIe. e badhA roja dekhAya che. emane roja jovA ja paDe che. mArI mATe e kAma-nA nathI ane mArI mATe e nakAmA nathI, emanI jagyA para e che. mArI jagyA para huM chuM. paMkhIne potAno mALo ane potAnuM AkAza game che. A sivAya tene bIje kaze javuM nathI gamatuM. potAno mALo zodhI le che. mAre mAruM ghara ane mArA kAmakAja sivAya bIjI koI bAbatomAM mAthAM mAravAnAM nathI. mAruM peTa bharAya teTalI mahenata karavA sivAyanI bhAMjagaDamAM mAre nathI paDavuM. bIjA loko bhUla kare che tenI TIkA karavAnI javAbadArI mArI nathI, bIjA lokone mArAthI vizeSa moTAI maLe tenAthI mAre jalavAnuM hoya ja nahIM. mAro mALo te ja mAruM sukha. ene je maLyuM tene mAre zuM lAgevaLage ? mane e naDato hoya ja to huM enAthI aLago rahuM. Dara nahIM paNa sAvadha rahuM. mane e mUrakha samajato hoya to bhale samajato. enI hoziyArI raheze enI pAse. enI mAnyatAne lIdhe mAruM jIvana ke mAro svabhAva ghaDAya nahIM. mArI mATe bIjA loko pArakA che. mAre emanI sAthe koI levAdevA nathI. mArA upakArI na hoya tevA loko sAthe mAre jhAjho vahevAra rAkhavAno nathI. jemane maLyA vagara cAle che temane bhAva ApIne mAre mAro samaya bagADavAno hoya nahIM. jo ke huM svArthI nathI. mArA ja kUvAmAM DUbakI mAranAro deDako nathI, huM. mArI najara saunI sAme che. mane jonArA ghaNA che to mane dekhAnArA paNa ghaNA che. mArI mAnasikatA ekadama spaSTa che. kAma vinAnA moTA loko vize paNa mAre vicAravAnuM nathI. bajAramAM thaI rahelI jabbara uthalapAthalanI carcA karIne hAthamAM kazuM AvavAnuM nathI. vAstu mAre enI carcAmAM nathI ja paDavuM. mane je maLyuM che teno mane saMtoSa che. mane maLyuM che te mArI ja mahenatanuM pariNAma che. bIjAnuM chInavIne meM mAruM ghara jamAvyuM nathI. bIjAne dhakko mArIne meM mArI jagyA banAvI nathI. meM meLavyuM te mArI DALa para pahoMcyuM che. meM meLavelI jagyA sAthe mArI kAryakSamatA joDAyelI che. mArI bhUkha maryAdita che. mArI uDAna gaganavihArI che. mArI pAMkhomAM vAdaLo ane havAo samAya che. mAre to mArAM ja bhAgyamAM ramavAnuM che. mArI mATe mArA sivAya bIjuM koI dhyAnapAtra nathI. mAre vicAravAnuM hoya kevaLa mArI mATe. mAre to phakta mArI ja bAbatanI ciMtA rAkhavAnI hoya. mArI sAthe bIjA koIno vahevAra kevI rItano che te mAre jovAnuM nathI. mAre to mAro vahevAra ja saMbhALavAno che. mane paMkhIno svabhAva khUba gamyo. paMkhI mANasa sAthe vAta karatuM nathI. paMkhI mANasanI sAthe bhaLatuM nathI. paMkhI mANasathI dUra rahe che. paMkhI potAnI duniyAmAM masta rahe che. paMkhInI duniyA nAnI ane nirdoSa che. mArI duniyA aTapaTI che. mArI duniyAmAM saraLatA hoya. mArI duniyAmAM apekSAono moTo bojo na hoya. AkhA gAmanI covaTa mAre karavAnI nA hoya. mArI pAse ochA loko Ave to mane cAlatuM hoya. mArI sAthe rahenArA para mane saMpUrNa ane sAcukalo vizvAsa hoya. mArA nAnakaDA parivAranI bahAra mArI najara na hoya. spardhA na hoya. mArI sAthe mAro AtmasaMtoSa hoyamArI pAse mAro AtmavizvAsa hoya. mane bIjAthI dUra rahevAnuM gamatuM hoya. mane potAno Tahuko veratA AvaDatuM hoya. mAruM jagata kalabalATathI bharyuM bharyuM hoya. mANaso vinA jIvIne paMkhI sukhI rahe che tema pArakI paMcAta vinA huM nirAMte jIvI zakuM to bhayo bhayo.

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A jIvana che tamAre saune prema ApavAno che. tamAre jItavAnuM ke hAravAnuM nathI. tamAre vizvAsa jItavAno che. tamAre tamane maLI rahelA premanI sAme hAravAnuM che. tamAre bIjAne zAMti maLe, saMtoSa maLe te mATe mahenata karavAnI che. tamArA hAthe bIjAne du:khe pahoMcI gayuM hoya te yAda karI prAmANikatAthI satata raDavAnuM che, tamAre AMkhomAM jovA maLatI saccAIthI tamAre saunAM dila jItavAnAM che. tamAre 'nA' sAMbhaLavI paDe to tamAre enuM du:kha lagADavAnuM nathI. tamArI vAtano svIkAra karavA rUpe tamAre 'hA' sAMbhaLavAnI thAya tyAre AbhAra mAnIne kRtajJabhAva vyakta karavAno che. tamAre bIjAne samajavA taiyArI rAkhavAnI che. bIjAne samajAvI devAthI jIvana jIvAtuM nathI. bIjAne samajavAthI jIvana jIvAya che. tamAruM mana mAMge te badhuM tamane maLI zakavAnuM nathI. mananI DimAnDa karatAM vadhu mahattva saMjogone ApavAnuM che. saMjogo jevA haze tevI rIte jIvavuM paDaze. tamane badhI ja vakhate badhuM maLI zakatuM hoya to jIvanamAM majA nA rahe. saMgharSa pachInI upalabdhi hoya che tethI AtmavizvAsa ghaDAya che. maphatamAM badhuM to maLata tame harAmakhora banI jAta. tamane paDI rahelI takalIphoe tamane majabUta banAvyA che. tame maLelI niSphaLatAmAMthI bodhapATha meLavI zakyA cho. tamArI pAse thoDAka anubhavonuM bhAthuM che. parivAranA sabhyo ke bIjA loko potapotAnI bhAvanA sAthe jIve che. tamAre temanI bhAvanAmAM sthAna meLavavAnuM che. sadUbhAva Apo cho te tamArI saphaLatA che ane tame sadbhAva pAmo cho te tamAro vijaya che. tame varasomAM jIvo cho, tame varaso sAthe tamArA jIvanane joDo cho. ATalA varaso eLe gayA ema kahevAno prasaMga Ubho thavA devo nathI. tamArA varaso bharapUra hovA joIe. tame tamArI jAtane saMpUrNa sanmAna ApI zako to tamane abhimAna thaze nahIM. tame tamArI icchAne barobara samajI zako to tamArAmAM spardhA jAgaze nahIM. tame tamArI bhAvanAone oLakhI zakazo to tamane hatAzA thavAnI nathI. tamArI pAse Aje je kAMI paNa che temAM tamArAM bhAgyano phALo che. A rIte tame bhAgyazALI pUravAra thayA cho. tamAre thoDI thoDI vAte ochuM lagADI devAnuM nA hoya. tame jeTalA sukhI cho teTalA sukhI badhA nathI. koI bhUkhe mare che, koI jhUMpaDImAM rIbAya che. tamArAM roTI, kapaDA ane makAna sahIsalAmata che. samAjamAM zrImaMta gaNAtA mANaso nahIM balka samAjamAM kharekhara sArA ane uttama gaNAtA mANasonI sAthe mAre sArA saMbaMdho che. tamArI sAthe rahelA lokone tame saMtoSa Apyo che. temane tamArI para zraddhA hoya tevuM tamAruM vyaktitva che. tame tuccha ane pAmara vAto karatA nathI. tame jarAsarakhI ciMtAmAM gabharAI jatA nathI. tame hiMmatabAja cho. tame nirNaya laIne e nirNayano amala karI zako cho. tame tamArA nirNayamAM bhUla thayelI dekhAya to nirNaya pheravI zako cho. tame majabUta cho ane jaDa nathI, tamane game tevuM banatuM ja hoya che. tame samajadAra cho, tethI saMtoSa jIvaMta rAkho cho. tamAre AvI rahelAM varasomAM ekamAtra prasannatAne ja lakSyamAM rAkhavAnI che. tamArI sAthe bIjA je vahevAra kare te emanI pAse ja raheze. tame tamArI prasannatA cUkavA mAMgatA nathI. bIjAnI prasannatAnA bhoge tame prasanna rahevA mAMgatA nathI. tame A badhuM vAMcyuM. tamane A badhuM gamyuM. tame A rIte karavA ane rahevA tatpara cho, besTa oNpha laka. tame sArA mANasa cho. tamArI sArA mANasa tarIkenI vyaktimattA ja tamArA jIvanane sAruM banAve che. tame sArA cho. sArA ja rahevA mAMgo cho. A jIvana che.

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varasAda huM kUvAnA kAMThe beTho. meM joyuM, kUvAnuM pANI AkhuM gAma vApare che. kUvo keTalo badho kAmano che ? saune tenuM mIThuM pANI maLe che. meM dhyAnathI joyuM, kUvAnI pAse je Ave tenA hAthamAM beDuM ane dorI hoya che. beDuM dorIthI bAMdhIne kUvAmAM utAro, bharo ane kheMcIne upara lAvo pachI ja kUvo pANI Ape che. mane thayuM : 'kuvo mahenata karAvIne pachI dAna Ape che. zo matalaba che AvA dAnano ?" levA Ave tene vagara mahenate maLavuM joIe. mAruM mana udAsa thaI gayuM. huM uThIne gAma bahAra nIkaLyo. sAme moTuM taLAva joyuM. huM harakhAyo. kUvo to bhUlAI ja gayo. kema ke taLAvanuM pANI tarata maLatuM hatuM. kUvAnI jema dorIthI kheMcavAnI jarUra na hatI. kUvAnA pANImAM chabachaba nathI thatuM, taLAvanAM pANImAM keTalI AsAnIthI chabachaba thAya. dAna to taLAva Ape che, lenAre joIe teTaluM levAnuM, koI zarata nahIM, koI kheMcatANa nathI, koI mahenata nahIM. taLAva moTuM paNa hoya che. AkhA gAmane eka taLAva sAcavI le che. mane thayuM, taLAva paNa khoTuM to kare ja che. jene pANI joItuM hoya te gAma bahAra levA Ave ane bhale le pANI. A sAruM che. paNa eka ja gAmane pANI Ape che taLAva, pANI to gAmogAma joIe. dareka gAmane taLAva pANI nathI ApatuM. taLAvanuM mane saMkucita che. eka ja gAma sAthe baMdhAI gayuM che. huM uThIne cAlavA mAMDyo. jaMgalanI vATe cAlato rahyo to nadI maLI. huM taLAvane bhUlI gayo. taLAva ane nadI, pANI to sarakhI rIte Ape che paNa nadI to gAme gAma pANIno pUravaTho pahoMcADe che. mArI sAme vahetI nadIe pAchaLa keTalAya gAmone pANI pAI dIdhuM che. AgaLa keTalAya gAmone pANI pAze. mane to nadI mATe gaurava thayuM. dAna to Ane kahevAya. kyAMya aTakyA vagara ane kazeya baMdhAyA vagara ApatA raho. mane nadI khUba ja gamI. pachI mane thayuM ke A nadI paNa bhAre kare che. e bhale ghaNAM gAmone sAcave che, paNa nadI dareka gAmo pAse jatI nathI. je gAma nadI pAse AvyuM che tene nadIe ApyuM che. je gAma dUra rahyuM tene nadIe kazuM ja ApyuM nathI. nadInuM dAna udAra che to bhedabhAvathI kalaMkita paNa che. je gAma nadI pAse nathI AvyA temano zo vAMka ? temane pANI kema nA maLe ? huM nirAza bhAve pAcho pharyo. khUba ja garamI hatI. sakhata baphAro thato hato. mane lAgyuM varasAda paDaze ke zuM ? meM AkAzamAM joyuM. te ja ghaDIe varasAda tUTI paDyo. huM killAnA UMcA buraja para caDI gayo. meM joyuM varasAda badhe ja varasato hato. kUvA para, taLAva para, nadI para, varasAda dareka jagyAe varasato hato. jamIna para, makAna para, chAparA para, ghAsa, janAvara, mANaso, sau koInI upara, varasAde gAmaDe gAmaDe varasato hato. varasAda khetare khetare pANI jhIMkato hato. varasAda pAse koI gayuM nahotuM. varasAda sAme cAlIne saunI pAse AvI pahoMcyo hato. kazAya AmaMtraNa vinA, koI ja bhedabhAva vinA ane koI ja takalIpha dIdhA vinA dAna ApI rahelA varasAdane joIne mane thayuM. to A che dAna, mAMge tene to sau Ape, vaNamAgyuM ApyuM te sAcuM dAna. ravIndranAtha TAgoranI kavitAno A vicAravistAra varasAdanI jema ja romaromane bhIMjavI de che ne?

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tArIkha pADavAnI majA tame nA pADo to kaDavA lAgo cho. hA to pADavI nathI. tame bahAnAM zodho cho. sIdhI ja mAgaNI mUkavAmAM AvI che. tamArI samakSa cunautI che. tame tArIkha pADo cho. hamaNAM nahIM. pachI joIe chIe, pachI karIzuM. tamArI para have dabANa thaI zakatuM nathI. tame nA pADatA nathI. tame hA pADI nathI. tame to sahIsalAmata ja cho. tame vAta TALI dIdhI. tame thoDo samaya emanema kheMcI kADhayo. tame jItI gayA. tame dhAryA mujaba chaTakI gayA. tArIkha pADavAnuM A sarasa rAjakAraNa che. mahattvano samaya pasAra thaI jaze pachI vAta UbhI thaze ja nahIM. atyArano muddo ApoApa uDI ja jaze. tamArA svabhAvano A DhAMco che. tame e khoTI rIte vAparo cho. AvuM nahIM karavuM joIe. vyAjabI vAta, sAruM kAma tamArI samakSa Ave tyAre tamAre tArIkha pADavAnI hoya ja nahIM. A DhAMco vAparavA mATenI jagyA bIjI che, ApaNAM jIvanamAM. tamane gusso AvI rahyo che. sAmA mANase tamane vikSepamAM mUkyA. tame tenAthI chaMcheDAyA. have eka ghA ane be kaTakA karavAnuM tamane jhanUna caDyuM che. A Avela che te tame yAda karajo. tamAre A gusso karavAno nathI. tame chaMcheDAI cUkyA cho. jAmagarI caMpAI gaI che. basa, dhaDAko thAya eTalI ja vAra che. tame satarka banI zako cho. jarA jAtane roko. Aja sudhI gusso keTalIya vAra karyo ja che ne. nakkara pariNAma AvyuM nathI. A vakhate paNa gusso karavAthI hAthamAM kAMI AvavAnuM nathI. magaja kharAba thaI gayuM che te bhale. atyAre gusso karavo nathI. thoDo samaya pasAra karI devAno che. gussAnI tArIkha pADI do. pAsa oNna karo. AgaLa javA do gussAne, tamArI samakSa eka aghaTita mAMgaNI AvI che. tame e svIkArI lo to tamane koI rokavAnuM nathI. tame khuda temAM lalacAyA paNa cho. tamAre ja nakkI karavAnuM che. rasto zodho. tame jAte ja DhIlA paDI gayA cho. phasAyA to pAchaLathI khUba pastAvo karavAnA cho. atyAre tame salAmata cho. tamArI jAtane tamAre saMbhALavAnI che. tArIkha pADI do. kharAba oNpharano asvIkAra karavAmAM nukazAnI che ja nahIM. tamAruM mana e tarapha AkarSAyuM hoya to tame kevaLa tArIkha pADIne chUTI zako cho. tArIkha pADavAmAM tamane ja AzvAsana maLe che. ane tArIkha pADyA bAda baMne daravAjA khullA che. je karavAnI icchA hoya te karavAnI dizA khullI che. sAmethI Avelo prastAva thoDA samaya mATe aTakAvIne tame tamArA paga majabUta karyA che. have tame e prastAva nakAravA mATenuM mAnasika Ayojana karI zakazo. potAnAM manane samajAvI zakazo. tamArI samakSa saMjogo AvatA rahe che. tame enI asara heThaLa AvatA raho cho. tame aTakIne pherathI vicAravA mATe TevAyA nathI. kharAba vicAra ke ugra Avezane vyakta karatI vakhate A tArIkha pADavAnI jarUra hoya che. tamArA zabdonuM pariNAma sAmA mANasanAM manamAM kharAba paDI zakatuM hoya to cetIne cAlajo . Aje bolavuM che te kAle bolajo. Aje karavuM hoya te kAla karajo . jhaghaDavuM hoya to kAle jhaghaDajo. kharAba nirNayanI bAbatamAM je tArIkho pADe che, e kharAba haze to paNa enI sArA banavAnI saMbhAvanA ujaLI che. A polIsI zIkhI lo. jUThuM bolavAnuM mana thayuM, tArIkha pADI do. niMdA karavAnuM mana thayuM, tArIkha pADI do. mAra khAdho che, laDAI AgaLa calAvavAnuM mana thayuM, tArIkha pADI do. tame jIvanamAM je kAma karo te sAruM karo. sArAM kAma karavAmAM tArIkha na pADo. tatkALa amala karI do. sArA kAma karavAmAM tArIkha pADanAro kharAba kAmanA havAle bharAI paDe che. kharAba kAmamAM tArIkha avazya pADajo. tamAruM mana ramatiyALa bALaka jevuM che. eno mUDa badalAyA kare che. ene eka jagyAe sthira rahevAnuM phAvatuM ja nathI. atyAre tamAruM mana khoTA ravADe caDeluM hoya to te mudde, tArIkha pADI do. thoDo vakhata jaze. mUDa badalAze. je vAta mATe tArIkha pADI haze e vAta kaeNnsala thaI jaze. kharAba vAtanI tArIkha pADavAnI majA lo. 12 -

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baDI khUba sUrata thI vo jiMdagAnI nAnapaNanA divaso. majA ja majA hatI. mAthe javAbadArI nahotI ane dilamAM harAmakhorI nahotI. bhUlanI sajA karanAra para dveSa nahoto thato. pApo jANI joIne karavAnI dAnata rAkhI nahotI. akkala ochI hatI tema durbuddhi paNa ochI hatI. navuM zIkhavAmAM majA AvatI hatI, chIe evA ja rahevuM che tevo saMtoSa bAMdhI lIdho nahoto. mAthe vaDIlonuM chatra gamatuM hatuM. jUThuM kadAca bolatA hatA paNa chaLakapaTa karatA nahotuM AvaDatuM. bharapUra bALapaNa mANyuM che. nadImAM dhubAkA mAryA che paNa bIjAne kaTAkSonA cAbakhA nathI mAryA. galInA nAke ramatamAM hArajIta thaI che. temAM mArA - parAyAno bhAva nathI rAkhyo. bIje divase naI TIma, nayA dAva. kAlano baLApo Aje kADhyo nathI. bALapaNamAM parataMtratA hatI. nirNaya laI zakIe tevuM vyaktitva nahotuM chatAM manamAM laghutA graMthi hatI nahIM. prasanna ane rAjI rahetA hatA. bALapaNamAM mA ke bApanI sAme bolavAnI hiMmata cAlatI nahotI. jIda karI hoya te judI vAta, paraMtu svArtha khAtara mA bApane vakhoDI kADhyA hoya tevuM banyuM nathI. nAnapaNamAM pAMca-dasa paisA ke rUpiyA bakSisamAM maLe to rAjI jarUra thatA paraMtu paisAnI kamANI pAchaLa rItasaranuM haDI kADhatA nahotA. nirAMta hatI, navAM kapaDAM paheravAnuM gamatuM, paraMtu phaeNnsI Dresa ane bhabhakAdAra moMghAM kapaDAM paherIne bIjAne AMjI devAnI dAnata nahotI. nAnapaNamAM pApo thatAM, pAponI pakSapAta nahoto. nAnapaNamAM doSo hatA paNa e doSone choDavAnI yogyatA jIvatI rAkhI hatI. nAnapaNamAM bolavA mATe thoDA ja zabdo AvaDatA hatA paNa gaMdA, abhadra ke nIca zabdono dukALa ja hato. sAruM hatuM. nAnapaNamAM arasaparasa jhagaDo karI besatA, mArAmArI paNa thatI paraMtu rAjakAraNa ane daMbha to hato ja nahIM. nAnapaNamAM UMgha tarata AvI jatI, Tenzana ke Darane lIdhe anidrAno bhoga banyA nahotA. nAnapaNamAM haMsI majAka hatI, ramUja hatI. paraMtu potAnAM ja abhimAnane paMpALavAnI vRttithI thato upahAsa nahoto. nAnapaNamAM vArtAo sAMbhaLatA, zuM karAya ane zuM nA karAya teno upadeza kheladilIthI sAMbhaLI letA, potAnI vAta ja sAcI evI jIda ke jaka rAkhI nahotI. nAnapaNamAM svArthanuM samIkaraNa nahotuM. kAma lAge tevA mANaso sAthe sAro vahevAra rAkhavo ane kAma na lAge tevA mANaso sAthe koro vahevAra rAkhavo enuM kAMI AvaDatuM nahotuM. bhoLA hatA, bhalA hatA. prema ane lAgaNI ApanArane sAcA dilathI bheTI zakatA hatA bALapaNamAM. premanI kadara nathI thatI tevI phariyAdo karI ja nathI. nAnapaNanA havAle rahIne bhoLapaNa, saraLatA, nikhAlasabhAva jevA keTalAya sadguNo sAcavI rAkhyA hatA. nAnapaNamAM hasavAnuM sAcuM hatuM, 2DavAnuM sAcuM hatuM. manamAM na hoya te bahAra batAvavuM nAnapaNamAM zakya nahotuM. bhItaramAM durbhAva nahotA ane jevA bhAva hoya tevA vyakta karavAnI mokaLAza hatI. Aje moTA thaI gayA chIe. dukAna ke rasoDuM saMbhALIe chIe. ghara calAvIe chIe. samAjamAM sArI nAmanA che. loko ApaNane sukhI mAne che paraMtu nAnapaNanuM mAsUma sukha Aje kyAM che ? hasavAmAM ane raDavAmAM daMbha che. saMbaMdhomAM svArtha che. najaramAM vAsanA che. haiyAmAM irSA che. zabdomAM cAlAkI che. premamAM gaNatarI avazya che. bhUlono bacAva karavAnI tAkAta AvI gaI che. pApone chUpADavAnI hoMziyArI maLI gaI che. bIjAne harAvavAmAM phAvaTa AvI gaI che. vAMdho Ubho thAya te vaira banI jAya che. khoTuM lAge temAMthI khalanAyakI thaI jAya che. nAnapaNanA suMdara divaso have hAthamAM nathI rahyA che. kevaLa e divasonI che. yAda mahAkavi bhavabhUtie saMskRta bhASAmAM vyathA raju karI che. te hi no divasa gatAH. amArA bALapaNanA divaso cAlI gayA che. hiMdI bhASAmAM jagajIta sAhebe gAyuM che. na duniyA kA gama thA na rizto kA baMdhana baDI khUbasUrata thI vo jiMdagAnI vo kAgaja kI katI vo bAriza kA pAnI. jANI joIne pApa nahotA thatA. pApo choDavAnI pUrepUrI taiyArI hatI. AvI khUbasUrata bALavayane so so salAma. - 13 14 che.

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je sapanA joyA hoya te ja sAkAra karI zakAya UMghamAM AvanArAM sapanAM khoTAM che. khullI AMkhe jovAtAM sapanAM nirarthaka gaNAyA che. kalpanAnA sathavAre cokkasa bhaviSyano vicAra karavo te kharAM sapanAM che. tame je karavAnuM nakkI karo cho te tamAruM sapanuM che. tame DaoNkTara banavAnuM nakkI karo cho to te tamAruM sapanuM che. tame vakIla, enjIniyara ke prophesara banavAnuM nakkI karo cho to te tamAruM sapanuM che. tame je sapanAM jotAM nathI te tame sAkAra karI zakatA nathI. tame je sapanAM joyA hoya che te ja tame sAkAra karI zako cho. sasalu siMha banavAnuM sapanuM joI ja zakatuM nathI. siMha sasalu banavAnuM sapanuM joI ja zakato nathI. mATe sasaluM sasaluM rahe che ane siMha siMha rahe che. siMhane sasaluM thavAno vicAra Ave te siMhanI mUrkhAmI che. sasalAne siMha banavAnuM sapanuM Ave te sasalAnuM doDha DahApaNa che. potAnuM gaju hoya teTalAM ja sapanAM jovAya. je thaI zake che tenAM ja sapanA jovAya. je thaI zakatuM nathI tenuM sapanuM jovAnI jarUra nathI, je karI zakAya che ane je karavuM jarUrI che, tenuM sapanuM avazya jovuM joIe. tamAruM sapanuM tamArA AtmavizvAsane dhAradAra banAve che. tamAruM sapanuM tamArI kAryakSamatAno darajajo UMco banAve che. tamAruM sapanuM tamArI hiMmatane vadhAre che. tame sapanuM jotA nathI. tame lAMbAgALAno kazo vicAra karatA nathI. divaso ane varaso DhoLAtAM pANInI jema veDaphAI jAya che. tame zuM karI zako cho tenI tamane kalpanA nathI. nAnI kIDI potAnA karatAM vadhAre vajanavALI vastune kheMcI jAya che. tame kalpanA karo to tamane samajAya ke kharekhara tamArI zakti zuM che ? tame je thAya che te joyA karo cho. tame tamane je maLe che te hAthamAM letA raho cho. tame tamArI najare bhaviSyane nihALatAM nathI. tame sarerAza AdamInI mAphaka jIvyA karo cho. * 15 tamane je nathI maLyuM tenI mATe tame raDatA nahIM. tamArA hAthamAMthI kAMI chInavAyu hoya to tame enI mATe jhaghaDatA nahIM. tame bIjAnI tulanAmAM tamArI jAtane nIcI AMkatA nahIM. tame tamArI tAkAta para kendrita bano. tame je kAmamAM rasa lo cho e kAmamAM tame saphaLa banI zako cho. saphaLa banavuM saheluM che. rasa letA thavuM e ja muzkela che. tame pAMca pacIsa svArthI lakSyo nakkI karIne AkhI jiMdagIne e lakSyo pAchaLa jotarI dIdhI che. tamane A vizALa sRSTimAM laherAtAM lakhalUTa sapanAo dekhAtAM nathI. tame kUvAnA deDakAnI mAphaka tamArI ja duniyAne sArI mAnyA karo cho. bahAranuM vizva tame joI ja nathI zakyA. cIlAcAlu jiMdagImAMthI bahAra nIkaLavAnuM che. tamArI AMkhone svastha ane surekha sapanAnI bheTa tame dharo. tame joyelAM sapanAM niSphaLa javAnA nathI. tame joyelA sapanAM adhUrA rahevAnA nathI. tame pAmara sapanAM jotA hazo to tame pAmara banI rahezo. majabUta sapanAM jotA hazo to tame majabUta banazo. tame pavitra sapanAM jotA hazo to tame pavitra banazo. tamAre zuM karavuM che te tame nakkI karo. sArA banavA mATe sArAM sapanAM juo. uttama banavA mATe uttama sapanAM juo. zreSTha banavA mATe zreSTha sapanAM juo. 16

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tamArA vicAra : tamArI pahecAna tame vicAro cho te tamArI cetanA che. tamArAM manamAM cAlatA vicAro parathI tame tamArI jAtane sArI rIte oLakhI zako cho. vicArone jovA, vicArone tapAsavA, vicArone ghaDavA. tamane vicAravAnuM game che te nakkI che. vicAravAthI paristhiti samajAya, vicAravAthI nirNaya majabUta thAya. vicAravAnI svataMtratAne Aje khoTI rIte kvaoNTa karAI rahI che. tame vicAro cho tenI para bIjAnuM dabANa na Ave te barobara che. bIjAnI sArI ane sAcI vAtane tame svIkAravA ja taiyAra na ho te barobara nathI. tamArA vicAra sAthe saMkaLAya tevA traNa muddA che. eka, tame je vicAro temAM svArthanI mukhyatA na hovI joIe. tame vastu sthitinI sAthe rahIne vicArazo, tame tamArA taraMgo pramANe vicAra karo ane tamArA vicAra pramANe kazuM thAya nahIM to tamAro ja vicAra tamane duHkhI kare che. tamArI apekSA mujaba, tamArI icchA mujaba paristhitinuM pariNAma Avaze tema mAnIne vicArI na zakAya. tamAre to vAstavikatAne oLakhIne ja vicAra karavo joIe. tame vAstavikatAthI dUra hazo to tamAro vicAra tamane duHkhI banAvaze. tame hakIkatane samajI zakatA hazo, tame muddA pAse jaIne aTakI zakatA hazo to jIta tamArI thaze. tame ADedhaDa vicAryA karazo to majA marI jaze. be, tame je vicAro cho temAM sthiratA hovI joIe. tamAro vicAra tamArA svabhAva mujaba Ave che. tame eka vicAra para Avo cho te pahelAM tame e vicAranI yogyatA ane ayogyatAne tapAsI zako cho. tame je yogya che tenI kabUlAta ApI che. tame je yogya nathI tene pahelethI ja TALI dIdhuM che. tame tamArA vicAramAM spaSTa cho. tamane e vicAra gamyo che mATe ja tame apanAvyo che. have tame vicArane badalI na zako. tamArA kamANInA paisA para tamArI mAlikI che. paiso hAthamAM Avyo te gumAvI zakAya nahIM. vicAra manamAM jAgyo * 13 ane spaSTa thayo te have badalI zakAya nahIM. vicArano nizcaya karavA mATe manomaMthana jarUrI che. vicAra baMdhAI gayA pachI sthiratA jarUrI che. traNa, tamArA vicAromAM satata prazasya umero thavo joIe. tame parama jJAnI nathI. tame mahAvijJAnI nathI. tame sAdhAraNa AdamI cho. tame je vicArazo te sAruM haze tema tame je na vicAryuM hoya tevI bAbato paNa sArI hoI zake che. tame Aja lagI khUba sAruM vicAryuM che. tame je vicAra pAmyA tenuM UMDANa tame zodhI zako cho. tame je vicAryuM te dizAmAM AgekUca ane Age kadama karI zako cho. tamArA vicAro tamArI samRddhi ane tAkAta che. tenI para tamAruM ghaDatara thavuM joIe. vicAro tamane ghaDe che, e zarUAtano tabakko che. tame vicArane ghaDo cho te AgaLano tabakko che. tame AgaLa vadho, tamArA vicAro dvArA tamArA vicAromAM. 18 ***

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sArA mANaso sArA mANasa hovAno artha e nathI ke tame harahaMmeza mATe sArA ja raho cho. nadImAM jema pUra ane khAlIpo Ave che. dariyAmAM jema bharatI ne oTa Ave che tema mANasamAM sArA hovAnI ane kharAba hovAnI ghaTanA kramasara ghaTyA kare che. sAro mANasa kAyama mATe sAro rahI zake to uttama. paNa, sAro mANasa cAreka kharAba pUravAra thaI jAya che. kharAba mANasa kyAreka sAro pUravAra thaI jAya che. rUpALo mANasa kAyama rUpALo rahe che tevuM bane. guNavAna mANasa kAyama guNavAna ja rahe tevuM banatuM nathI. bhUlo sArA mANasa kare to e naDe. uttamatA, kharAba mANaso batAve to te emane paNa ujamALa banAve. paisAnI naoNTa eka sarakhI ja rahe che ane eka ja bhAva kAyama cUkave che. mANasamAM evuM nathI banatuM. mANasa mUlyavAna paNa nIvaDe che ane tuccha paNa pUravAra thAya che. Agama sUtro ajaba vAta kare che. aNugacitte ayaM purise. mANasanI mAnasikatA dhaNI vividhA dharAve che. tene kevaLa sArI ke kevaLa kharAba mAnI zakAya nahIM. tame tamArI jAtane sAro mANasa mAnIne cAlatA hazo ane tamane tenuM abhimAna haze to tamAruM sArA mANasa hovuM e paNa aparAdha banI jaze. tamArA hAthe sArAM kAmo thayA eTalA pUratA tame sArA cho. tamArA hAthe thaze te badhA kAmo sArAM ja haze tevuM mAnI levAya nahIM. tamAre satata sArA pUravAra thavAnuM che. zastro satata vaparAya che ane satata ghasAIne dhAradAra banatA rahe che. ekAda laDAImAM jItI zakeluM zasra, evI ne evI hAlatamAM bIjI laDAI vakhate vAparavAmAM Ave to jokhama thaI zake che. hathiyAra daravakhate navesarathI sajAvavAnA hoya che. sArA mANasane dara vakhate ane haraprasaMge sArA pUravAra thavuM paDe che. jyorja barnArDa zaoNe sarasa vAta karI che, tame e mANasa marI jAya pachI ja ene sAro mANasa mAnajo. jyAra sudhI jIve che tyAra sudhI e kharAba pUravAra thAya tevI saMbhAvanA paNa UbhI ja che. tamArI pAse hajI * 19 thoDAM varaso jIvavAnA bAkI rahyAM che. pAchaLa rahI gayAM che te varasomAM tamAre zuM karavuM joItuM hatuM teno vicAra karIne jIva bALavAno artha nathI. bIta gaI so bIta gaI. Aje ane Aja pachI tamAre sArA mANasa tarIkenI asmitA jAgatI rAkhavAnI che. sAro mANasa zuM kare che ? e potAnA hAthe thayelI jUnI bhUlone navI taka Apato nathI. e jUnAM du:khone yAda karIne paMpALato nathI. e sArI vAto sAMbhaLavAnuM cUkato nathI. e DhIlI vAto sAMbhaLavAnuM pasaMda karato nathI. e jItavA mATe laDe che paraMtu ahaM mATe nathI laDato. e nirNaya lIdhA pachI pheravato nathI paraMtu nirNaya letA pUrve hajAravAra vicAra kare che. sAro mANasa dekhAvamAM mAnato nathI. sAro mANasa prabhAva jamAvavAmAM mAnato nathI. sAro mANasa sArA svabhAvamAM mAne che. sAro mANasa bhUla na kare tevuM nathI. sArA mANasanA hAthe bhUla thaI zake che. sArA mANase sauthI vizeSa dhyAna AnuM rAkhyuM hoya che. sArA mANasa banI rahevA mATe to potAnI AkAMkSA sAthe bAMdhachoDa karI zake che. mANaso sArA hotA nathI, mANaso sArA banatA hoya che. tame sArA mANasa bano e pUratuM nathI. tame sArA mANasa satata banI raho te jarUrI che. zrImaMta banyA pachI zerabajAre khoTamAM DUbADyA hoya tevA pAmaro tame joyA che. sArI mANasAI keLavyA pachI tenI mAvajata na karI tene lIdhe patana pAmelA loko paNa itihAsamAM noMdhAyA che. tame jayAM cho tyAM TakI raho te tamAruM lakSa hovuM joIe. tame himAlaya caDI rahyA cho. paga lapasI zake che. majabUtAI sAthe dRDha raho. TakI rahyA to uparanI dizAmAM pragati che ja. 20

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manapAMcamanA meLAmAM mANasa mAtrano cahero alaga hoya ema mANasa mAtranuM ciMtana alaga hoya. ciMtana to ThIka che, mANasa mAtranI vicArazailI paNa alaga hoya che. kAma karavAnI paddhatio badalAtI rahe che tenuM mULa A alaga alaga khopaDIo hoya che. samAjamAM potapotAnI javAbadArI saMbhALI rahelA loko jovA maLe che. keTalAka loko kAma karavuM che eTaluM nakkI karIne maMDI paDe che. kAma mATe pasIno pADavA te taiyAra hoya che. kAma mATenuM Ayojana karavA mATe besI rahevAmAM samaya bagaDe, kAma nakkI thayuM have karavA mAMDo, Ayojana karyA vagara cAlu thaI jAya che. e loko saravALe pAMca divasanuM kAma pacAsa divase pUruM kare che. kAma karyAno AnaMda emane maLe che. pistALIsa divasa moDuM thayuM te emane samajAtuM ja nathI. paddhati vinAnAM kAmomAM zakka2vA2 kazo hoto nathI. keTalAka loko kAmo karavAnuM plAnIMga kare che. ghaNAM badhAM kAmo vicArI le che. paNa pachI kAma to cAlu thatA ja nathI. karavAnuM mana ghaNuM hoya che paNa meLa ja paDato nathI. kAma rahI jAya che. kAma karavAnI vAto karanArA bahAduronA hAthe haMmezA potAnAM kAmonuM akALa mRtyu thAya che. A loko salAha Apaze, vAhavAha karI zakaze. nAnAM kAmo karI batAvaze. nakkara sarjana temanAthI thaI zakaze nahIM. keTalAka loko DaryA kare che. mArAMthI kAma thaI zake che te bAbate emane bhayAnaka zaMkA hoya che. kAma zarU thAya te pUrve ja te hArI jatA hoya che. kAma karIne paNa temanA phALe bhUlo ane viphaLatA Ave che. AtmavizvAsa vinAnA dareka kAmo bodA pUravAra thAya che. keTalAka lokone utAvaLa hoya che. potAnI utAvaLane e jhaDapamAM khatavI de che. kAma karavAne badale kAma pUruM karavAmAM emane vadhAre majA Ave che. kAma pUruM na thAya tyAM sudhI mAnasika tanAva rahe che te barobara che. kAma pUruM thayA pachI paNa tanAva rahe che ane kAmanuM phaLa maLI jAya te pachI paNa je je bAkI rahI gayuM tenuM TaeNnzana hoya che. mAthe bhAra rAkhIne pharanArA lokone sAcI saphaLatA ke zAMti * 21 maLatI ja nathI. keTalAka loko chellI ghaDI sudhI potAnI vAta laMbAvyA kare che. hajI Ama karavuM joItuM hatuM, hajI ATaluM to bAkI ja che, hajI thoDI vAra che. AvI laTakatI sero rAkhIne jIvanArA loko AtmAne TADhaka ApI nathI zakatA. keTalAka loko hArI cUkyA hoya che. nasIbane vAMka ApIne potAnI ALasane poSyA kare che. buddhi ochI hoya ane calAve vadhAre. zakti hoya nahIM ane khoDaMgAtA sapanAnI hAramALA cAlatI hoya. bIjo trIjo je kare te joIne tevuM karavAnA abharakhAM khUba jAge. kAma karI na zake. bIjAne khamI na zake. adhUruM peTa ane adhUrI bhUkha e ja A lokonI niyati. keTalAka kAryakuzaLa hoya che. saMtoSa tema ja saphaLatA sudhI pahoMcavuM che. takedArIpUrvaka bhUlathI sAcave. thayelI jUnI bhUlono itihAsabodha hoya che, temanI pAse. te jIte che. keTalAka mANaso AyojananA bAdazAha hoya che. pUrvataiyArIne pUro samaya ApyA pachI teo medAnamAM utare che. temanI dhAraNAo teo pAra pADe che. keTalAka loko dara vakhate jUnI bhUlonuM punarAvartana karIne navI niSphaLatA pAmyA kare che. keTalAka loko potAnA svabhAvane samajyA vinA bIjAne samajAvI devAmAM rasa le che. duniyA che. badhI jAtanA mANaso maLe. tame kevA mANasa cho te vicAro. tame kevA mANasa banavA mAMgo cho teno nirNaya lo. 22.

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khoTA bharose rahetA nahIM tame nirNaya lo cho. tamAro nirNaya tamane vyAjabI paNa lAge che. tame tamArA AtmavizvAsamAM rahIne AgaLa vadho cho. kyAreka AtmavizvAsa sAco hovA chatAM mAnasika paritoSa nathI maLato. tame meLavelI zakti vize tamane vicAratA AvaDyuM nathI mATe AvuM bane che. tamArI pAse kAryazakti che ane guNazakti che. kAryazaktinAM jore tame saphaLatA meLavI che. tamArA hoMsalA bulaMda che. tame tamArI kAryazakti sArI hovAne lIdhe tamArI jAtane sArI vyakti mAnI rahyA cho. Ama, tame kharAba paNa nathI. tamane kharAba kahIne utArI pADavAmAM Ave to tame e vAta paDakArIne khoTI pUravAra karI zako eTalI hade sArA cho ane tema chatAM tame so TakA sArA nathI. tamArI pAse sadguNo paMdaravIsa che. e sadguNonI saMkhyA cAraso ke pAMcasonI nathI. thoDA sadguNa che. thoDA ja sArA chIe. pUrepUrA sArA nathI. bhUlo thAya che, kamajorI Ave che, pApomAM phasAIe chIe. A kharAbI jIvI rahI che. sArA guNonI sAthe A doSo paNa aMdara beThA che. pUrepUrA sArA banavAnuM bAkI rahyuM che. tamArI jAte tame koI jajamaeNnTa lo cho, te vakhate tame tamArA AtmavizvAsane lIdhe e jajamenTane sAcu mAno cho. tame vicAryuM che te sAcuM ja che tema mAnIne tame cAlo cho. tamArI mAnyatA navI hatI tyAre tame e badalI zakatA hatA. tamArA aMtaraMga vizvAse e mAnyatAne majabUta banAvI. e mAnyatAmAM gerasamaja hatI te majabUta thaI. e mAnyatAmAM khoTo tarka hato tene majabUtAI maLI. manamAM jAgelo vicAra sAco mAnI lIdho, kAryazaktimAMthI nIpajelA AtmavizvAse goTALo Ubho karyo. tame eka sAthe ghaNI badhI javAbadArI saMbhALI zako cho. tame saphaLatApUrvaka dhaMdho calAvyo che. emAM tame bhUla thavA dIdhI nathI. tame sahIsalAmata AgaLa vadhI zakyA cho. kAryazaktinI saphaLatA para tame mustAka cho. tame e kAryazaktine guNazakti samajIne cAlo cho te bhUla che. guNazakti alaga che. duniyAdArInAM kAmakAja tame nIpaTI zako * 23 cho te tamArI kAryazakti che. tame tamArAM manane ane AtmAne saMbhALI zako te tamArI guNazakti che. tame dhaMdho sAro karo te kAryazakti che. te dharma sAro karo te guNazakti. tame rasoI sArI banAvo te kAryazakti che. tame roja atithisatkAra karo te guNazakti che. kAryazaktinA bharose kArya sArAM kAma thAya. kAryazaktinA bharose sArA vicAro Ave ja evo niyama nathI. sArA vicAro ane sArA nirNayo mATe UMcA darajjAnI guNazakti keLavavI joIe. evI guNazakti nA hoya to potAnA vicAro ane nirNayone sArA mAnavAnI bhUla karI zakAya nahIM. tame avAranavAra krodhamAM Avo cho athavA khoTA mudde phasAI paDo cho. tamArI bhUla tamane samajAtI nathI. saphaLa hovA chatAM AvI bhUla thaI che mATe enuM duHkha vadhAre lAge che. jIvananAM be khAnAM judA karI do. tamArA manamAM jAgatI icchAo, apekSAo ane spardhAomAM kevaLa kAryazaktinA AdhAre jamaeNnTa nA lezo. e badhI bAbatone guNazaktinAM jore mUlavo. kAryazakti tamArI dareka icchAne, tamArA dareka nirNayane vyAjabI TheravIne tamane utsAhita karaze. be bhAIo vacce jhaghaDo thayo haze to kAryazakti baMne bhAIonA AtmavizvAsane UMco rAkhaze. e kAryazaktinAM jore baMne bhAIo laDI levA taiyAra thaI jaze. pote hAravAnA nathI tevI mAnyatA kAryazaktine lIdhe baMdhAze. AnI sAme guNazakti baMne bhAIo vacce samajUtInuM stara UbhuM karaze. guNazakti baMne bhAIone samAdhAna karI levA taiyAra karaze. kAryazakti buddhinuM kAma che. guNazakti bhAvanAnuM kAma che. kAryazaktinuM lakSya saphaLatA. guNazaktinuM lakSya saraLatA. guNazaktine kAryazaktinI jema pUrepUrI khIlavI dIdhI hoya to ciMtA rahetI nathI. guNazakti nabaLA vicArone taka nahIM Ape. guNazakti jo adhUrI haze to kAryazaktinAM jore ene anyAya thavAnI saMbhAvanA rahe che. mATe jyAre jyAre koI abhiprAya bAMdhIe, koI kAraNa nakkI karIe, koI nirNaya laIe ke koI navuM kAma zarU karIe tyAre tyAre tene guNazaktinI najare mUlavavAnuM rAkho. ekalI kAryazaktinA khoTA bharose rahetA nahIM. tamArI kAryazakti e tamArA hAthamAM raheluM hathiyAra che. tamArI guNazakti e tame sAdhelo lakSyavedha che. lakSya vinAnuM hathiyAra hatyA jevuM jokhamI che. 24 2

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manane nA pADatAM zIkho nadImAM ghAsanuM taNakhalu taNAya tema ApaNe icchA pAchaLa kheMcAIe chIe. khAvAnuM mana thayuM, khAI lIdhuM. pIvAnuM mana thayuM, pI lIdhuM. rovAnuM mana thayuM, roI lIdhuM. ApaNane icchA thAya che te ekadama mahattvanI lAge che. jenI icchA thaI tenA vinA nahIM ja cAle tevuM lAge che. jamavA beThA tyAre pApaDa khAvAnuM mana thayuM. jo pApaDa pIrasavAmAM na Ave to khoTuM lAge ane jhaghaDo thAya. pApaDa khAvAnuM mana nA thayuM hoya to pApaDa na maLe du:kha nathI thatuM. pApaDa mahattvano nathI. pApaDanI icchA thaI te mahattvanI samasyA che. icchA thAya te adhUrI rAkhI zakAtI nathI. jhaghaDA ane phariyAdomAM vastuo mahattvanI bane che. hakIkatamAM vastu mATenI icchA mahattvanI takalIpha che. ApaNane icchA thaze e pUrI karyA vinA cena maLaze nahIM. icchAne nA pADe tenI mAtAe savAzera sUMTha khAdhI ja haze. agharuM che. nabaLuM zarIra roganI tAkAta vadhArI mUke che tema nabaLuM mana icchAnI takalIpha vadhArI de che. sArI icchAnI bAbatamAM A badhuM vicAravAnuM nathI. svArthI icchAne samajavI che, sudhAravI che. ApaNI icchA pUrI na thAya ane AkAza tUTI paDe tevuM kadI banatuM nathI. ApaNI icchA mujaba na thAya to bhUkhyA maravuM paDe tevuM paNa kyAM bane che ? ApaNI icchA sAthe ApaNe jAte bAMdhachoDa karavAnI Adata pADI hoya to bIjI dvArA ApaNe du:khI nA banIe. potAnI jAtane je rokI zake che te bIjAne duHkhI banAve te zakya nathI. ApaNAM manamAM jAgatI apekSA ApaNane AkuLavyAkuLa banAvI de che. jenI icchA thaI tenA vagara cAlaze nahIM tevI mAnyatA baMdhAI jAya che. paisAnI icchA thaI, paisA vagara nahIM cAle, baMgalAnI icchA thaI, baMgalA vagara nahIM cAle. mIThAInI icchA thaI, mIThAI vagara nahIM cAle. icchAnuM A prezara ApaNane herAna karI mUke che. bajAramAM navI AiTama joI, icchA thaI. e meLavyA vinA zAMti nathI maLatI eka A vAMdho. | bIjI takalIpha icchAnI e che ke dareka icchAne pUrI karavAnuM zakya nathI. pUrI karo pachI paNa e icchA pharIthI mAthuM UMcakyA kare che. bagIcAmAM pharavA javAnuM mana thAya che. pharI AvIe chIe. thoDA divasa pachI pharIvAra tyAM pharavA javAnuM mana thAya che. choka lAgatI nathI. icchAnI bAbatamAM sukhI thavAno rasto eka ja che. icchA pUrI na thAya to duHkha paDe che tema mAnavAnuM choDI do. adhUrI icchA du:khadAyaka nathI. icchA adhUrI hovAnuM saMvedana du:khadAyaka che. enI bAdabAkI karo. ApaNAM manamAM icchA hoya te pUrI thaI na hoya to mana satata baLatarA anubhave che. magaja para sakhata tANa rahe che. e icchA pUrI na thavAnuM kAraNa zodhavAmAM Ave che. koI vyaktine lIdhe A icchA adhUrI rahe tevuM mAnI levAmAM Ave che. icchAnI pachavADe kheMcAI javAne lIdhe aMte e vyakti sAthe duzmanAvaTa UbhI thAya che. icchAne mahattva maLe eTale icchA adhUrI rahI te sahana thAya ja nahIM. ApaNane icchA thAya che tyAre ApaNe ema bolatA hoIe chIe ke mane Ama karavAnuM mana thAya che. A mananuM thayuM ke mana thavuM e aMtaraMga ghaTanA che. ApaNe vicArazuM nahIM to jenuM jenuM mana thaze tenI tenI pAchaLa doravAtA rahIzuM. - roTI, kapaDA aura makAna. A traNa mULabhUta AvazyakatA che. te pUrI karavAnuM mana thaze tyAra sudhI ThIka che. roTIthI AgaLa vadhIne batrIsa pakavAnI icchA haze to manane nA ja pADavI joIze. kapaDAthI AgaLa vadhIne moMghA dAgInAnI icchA thaze to manane nA ja pADavAnI raheze. makAnane badale baMgalA ke phArmahAusanI icchA haze to manane ja rokavuM paDaze. ApaNI icchAnI sImArekhA nakkI karavAnI jarUra che. je jovA maLe tenI icchA thayA kare evI paravazatA na khape. roja eka kAma karIe. manamAM jAgatI DhagalAbaMdha icchAmAMthI ekAda be icchAne pUrI nA karIe, icchA manamAM thAya to manane nA pADIe. bIjA ApaNane nA pADe to du:kha thAya che ke jhaghaDo thAya che kema ke icchAne nA pADavAnI Adata paDI nathI. ApaNe ja ApaNI icchAne kyAreka nA pADI zakatA hoIzuM to bIjAnI nA sAMbhaLIne du:kha ke saMgharSa thaze nahIM. 26

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khoTA vicAro rAte UMgha uDI gaI hatI. gharamAM koI ja na hotuM. bahAra havA ghaNI hatI bArI satata khakhaDatI hatI. aMdhAruM ghaNuM hatuM. eTalI badhI bIka lAgatI hatI ke vAta na pUcho. pathArImAMthI UbhA thatA paNa Dara lAgato hato. kaMI thaI jaze evI bhItithI mana phaphaDatuM ja raheluM. Akhare savAra paDI. ghara sahIsalAmata hatuM. tame pote sAbUta hatA. koI Apatti AvI nahotI. rAte gabharAmaNanA vicAro AvelA te khoTA hatA e have samajAyuM. e bhAIe samaya Apelo. tame e samaye temanI rAha jovA lAgyA. e na AvyA. samaya ghaNo ja vItI gayo. e AvyA ja nahIM. tame manamAM temane gALo ApI. tamane e mANasa para avizvAsa thayo. tamane tamArI buddhi mATe zaMkA nIpajI. tame tamArA ane enA saMbaMdha vize pheravicAraNA karavA lAgyA. tyAM e bhAI AvyA. temaNe tamArI mAphI mAMgI. khulAso karyo. tamAro gusso ane avizvAsa khoTA hatA te temane samajAyuM. tamArI icchA hatI te mujaba na thayuM. tame e mATe eka vyaktine doSapAtra mAnI rahyA hatA. tame eTaluM badhuM vicArI lIdhuM hatuM ke e vyakti sAthe vAta karavA paNa tame taiyAra hatA nahIM. tamane so TakA khAtarI hatI ke A vyaktinI ja bhUla che. tame e vyaktine maLyA. vAta karI. tamane e vyaktinI vAta vyAjabI lAgI. tame tamArI bhUla sudhArI lIdhI. e vyakti mATe tamArA manamAM du:kha hatuM te tame bhUMsI nAMkhyuM. tame je vicAro cho te ja mujaba tamArAM sukha ghaDAtA hoya che. tame vicAro cho e mujaba tamane duHkha lAgatuM hoya che. tamArA satata cAlatA vicArone lIdhe tamArA manamAM hatAzA ane du:kha rahetA hoya tyAre tame tamArA vicArone khoTA mAnI emane sudhAravAno prayAsa karajo. sAmAnya rIte tamane tamArA vicAro khoTA nathI lAgavAnA. tame jANo cho tema tamArA vicAro khoTA hoya che tevuM tame joyuM che. Aje tamane je mAnasika vedanA thAya che tenuM mULa tamAro vicAra che. tame vicAravA dvArA du:khI banI rahyAM cho te tame zodhI kADho. tamAro vicAra sAco ja che tema dhArI lIdhuM che tame. tamArI phariyAda tamane A ja kAraNosara vyAjabI lAge che. tamAruM du:kha kharekhara gaMbhIra duHkha lAge che. tame pahelAM ghaNI vakhata vicAro karavAmAM bhUla karI che te tame yAda karo. tame mAnI lIdheluM evuM nahotuM e tamane yAda AvavuM joIe. khoTuM ane UMdhu vicAratA rahyAM tyAra sudhI tamane tanAva rahyo. tamane samajAyuM ke tamAro vicAra khoTo hato to tame du:khamAMthI bahAra AvI gayA. tamArI A jUnI bhUla Aje pharIthI tamane herAna karI rahI che. tame je du:khano anubhava karo cho tevuM kazuM kharekhara che ja nahIM. tamane samAcAra maLe ke amuka bhAI marI gayA ane tame e samAcArane sAcA mAnIne dhruske dhruske raDavA lAgI ane pachI e samAcAra khoTA nIkaLyA to tamane tamAruM du:kha paNa nirarthaka lAgyuM che. samAcAra sAcA hota to tame du:khI du:khI rahevAnA hatA. samAcAra khoTA nIkaLyA tame rAjInA rAjI rahyA. duHkha AvyuM hatuM te nakAmuM nIkaLyuM. vicAranI bAbatamAM AvuM bane che. tame je vicAranA bharose raDo cho ane nirAza thAo cho e samAcAra khoTA hovAnI saMbhAvanA che. vicAra para AMdhaLo bharoso rAkhIne tame duHkhane najIka lAvyA karo cho. tamArI vicAraNAne sAcI mAnI levAnI jarUra nathI. tame na dhArI zako tevuM paNa koI tattva hoI zake che. vicArane khaMkherI kADho. tame nakkI karazo to tamAro vicAra jarUra badalAze. tame DhIlA rahezo to tamAro vicAra tamAruM gaLuM dabAvyA karaze. duHkhane TALavA tame davA lo cho. saMbaMdho bAMdho cho ane khAssI badhI mahenata karo cho tema duHkhane TALavA vicArane badalavAno nAno ane nakkara puruSArtha zarU karo. vicAra jaze to du:kha jaze. vicAra sAme laDo. vicArane badalo. duHkhonI hakAlapaTTI karo. 28 che.

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tame dhAro cho eTalA tame hoMziyAra nathI tamane potAnI buddhimattA mATe saMtoSa hoya te svAbhAvika che. tame vAto karavA beso cho. dareka muddA aMge tamAro abhiprAya taiyAra hoya che. tamane nA gamatI hoya tevI pravRttinA virodha mATe tamArI pAse dalIlo hoya che. tame mANasa mAtra mATe samIkSA karI zako cho. tamane vicAravA mATe mana maLyuM che ane bolavA mATe jIbha maLI che. tame svataMtra cho, baMneno upayoga karavAmAM. tame ema dhArI lo cho ke huM kahuM te vyAjabI ja hoya. A dhAraNA khoTI che. bIjA paNa vicArI zake che. bIjAnI pAse paNa bolavAnI AvaData che. tamane bIjA trIjA viSaya upara carcA karavAthI eka saMtoSa maLe che. tame bIjA karatAM potAne vadhu hoMziyAra mAno cho. tame bIjAnI sAthe tamArI jAtanI sarakhAmaNI karIne tamArA ahaMne vizeSa paMpALo cho. tamane salAha ApavAnuM game che. tame AsAnIthI moDhAmoDha saMbhaLAvI zako cho. hiMmatabAja cho. tamane yogya ane ayogya zuM che tenI samaja paDe che. alabatta, bIjAnI bAbatamAM ja. tamArI bAbatamAM tamane ochI samaja paDe che. tame bIjAne jevA pUravAra karavA mAMgo cho evA to khuda tame ja cho. tamane bIjAmAM jUTha prapaMca dekhAyA kare che kemake tamArA jUThAmapaMcane tame jANo cho. tamane bIjAmAM khAmIo dekhAya che kemake tame ja khAmIonA khoLAmAM ramyA karo cho. tame bIjAne nIcA pUravAra karIne tamArI bUrAI DhaMkAI gaI che tevo mithyAgarva anubhavI lo cho. tame dhAro cho eTalA tame hoMziyAra nathI. tame dara vakhate ekamAtra tamArI ja vAtane vyAjabI mAnyA karo cho. tamane bIjA trIjA lokonI vAta vyAjabI hoya temAM rasa nathI. tamane tamArA sivAya bIjA koIne mahattva maLe te nApasaMda che. tame eka rasoDe jamo cho to bIjAne pIrasAya eTaluM ja tamane pIrasavAmAM Avaze. tamArI roTalImAM jevuM ane jeTaluM ghI haze teTaluM ja bIjAne maLyuM haze. khoTI sarakhAmaNI karavAnI Adata choDI do. tamArI vAtane tamArI sAthe besIne carcavAmAM Ave che tyAre tamAre tamArI bhUla kabUlavI paDe tevA tame kamajora cho. - 29 tame vicAra kevaLa eTalo ja karo ke tame ja ekalA hoMziyAra hazo ne bIjA hoziyAra nahIM hoya to A duniyA cAlaze kevI rIte ? hajAro hajAro javAbadArIo ane seMkaDo seMkaDo vyavasthAtaMtrone tame ekalA zI rIte saMbhALI zakavAnA hatA ? tamAre to e paNa vicAravAnuM che ke gaIkAla sudhI tame paNa bhUlo karIne phasAyA karatA hatA, mAra khAtA hatA. Aje thoDA pagabhara thaI gayA cho eTalA mAtrathI tama mahAna ane pratibhAvAna banI jatA nathI. tame hatA evA ne evA ja cho. pharaka tamArAM bhAgyamAM paDyo che. bhAgyanI bhAgIdArInA divasomAM tame tamArI jAtane hoMziyAra mAnI lo cho to bhAgya paravAraze tyAre tamArI buddhi cAlI jaze ema ? tame Aje sArI jagyAe cho teno tamane saMtoSa hovo joIe. tamArAthI enuM abhimAna karI zakAya nahIM. tame potAne moTA mANasa mAnIne cAlI rahyA cho. tame zIkhavAnuM bhUlIne zIkhAmaNa ApavAnI dizA pakaDI lIdhI che. tame bIjA mANasone pagathI mAthA sudhI oLakhavAnI dhUnamAM potAnA svabhAvane ja nathI oLakhI zakyA. tame sukhI hazo. tame saMpanna hazo. tame hoMziyAra hazo. paNa tamArI dhAraNA karatAM ochA hoMziyAra cho. tamane maLelAM sukha karatAM vizeSa sukha tamArI dhAraNA dvArA tamane maLI zake che. tamane so rUpiyA maLyA hoya temAMthI tame hajAra rUpiyA maLyAno AnaMda pAmIne rAjI thaI zako cho. tame eka rAjA sAme jItIne AkhI duniyA sAme jItI gayA hovAno garva anubhavI zako cho paraMtu tame ekAda be avasare hoMziyAra pUravAra thayA cho. dara vakhate nahIM. hoMziyAra hovAnI dhUnamAM tamAruM jahAja TAiTenikanI jema DUbI na jAya, tenuM dhyAna rAkhajo . 30 che

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samayanI saMgAthe ghaDiyALano kAMTo koInI rAha joto nathI. kaeNlenDaranAM pAnA koInI zarama rAkhyA vagara AgaLa nIkaLI jAya che. mahinAnA divaso savAre AvIne rAte DULyA kare che, roje roja, tamArI jiMdagImAM varaso 80 hoya to tamAre 80 varasa pramANe plAnIMga karavAnuM rahe. eka jiMdagIne 80 varasonuM saMgaThana calAve che. eka varasane bAra mahinAnuM saMgaThana calAve che. eka mahinAne trIsa divasanuM saMgaThana calAve che. eka divasane covIsa kalAkanuM saMgaThana calAve che. eka kalAkane 60 miniTanuM saMgaThana calAve che. eka miniTane 60 seMkaDanuM saMgaThana calAve che. matalaba e thayo ke 80 varasanI jiMdagInuM ghaDatara eka eka sekaMDathI thAya che. tamAre socavAnuM che. tamAro samaya kone apAya che, keTalo apAya che. tamAro samaya keTalo nakAmo jAya che, keTalo kAma lAge che. tamAro samaya tamArI dhAraNA mujaba vaparAya che ke tamArI dhAraNA bahAra vaparAya che. tamAre samayane sAcavIne tamArI AkhI jiMdagIne sAcavavAnI che. TIpe TIpe sarovara bharAya tema sekaMDe sekaMDe jiMdagI ghaDAya. nAnI tirADanI upekSA karanAro moTI bhIMtane tuTatI rokI zakato nathI. thoDI sekaMDonI upekSA karanAro paNa AkhI jiMdagIne bagaDatI rokI zakato nathI. tame Ayojana vinA kAma karo cho. sAruM lakSa bAMdhyA vinA dhaMdhe vaLagI jAo cho, temAM samayano kho nIkaLI jAya che. samayanI bAbatamAM tame svataMtra cho. tamAre samaya kayAM vAparavo te nakkI karavAnuM che. jo tame samayanI vyavasthA goThavI zakatA nathI to tame kayAreya svataMtra jiMdagI jIvI zakatA nathI. gumAvelA paisA pAchA AvI zake, corAyelA dAgInA pAchA maLI zake paNa gumAvelo samaya pAcho maLavAno nathI. AjanuM ghaDiyALa bAra vagADaze ane AvatI kAlanuM ghaDiyALa bAra vagADaze tyAre samayano AMkaDo eka bhale dekhAto paNa pUrA covIsa kalAkano pharaka paDI gayo haze. samayanI saMgAthe raho. samaya je zistathI cAle che e ja zistathI tamArI javAbadArI saMbhALo. samaya jema niyamita che tema kAmamAM niyamita raho. samayamAM bAMdhachoDa nathI tema tamArA sArAM kAmomAM bAMdhachoDa karavAnuM zakya nathI. - tamArAM dareka kAmo sAthe tamAro samaya joDAze. tame je kAma karazo te kAmane tamAre samaya Apavo ja paDaze. tamArI icchA mujaba tame kAma karI ane temAM tamArI pAtratAne anyAya thato hoya to e samayano bagADa che. tamArI icchA ane tamArI pAtratAno sumeLa racIne kAma nakkI karo. tamAro samaya yogya jagyAe yogya rIte vaparAya to tame samayanI saMgAthe rahyA cho. tame yogya jagyAe ayogya rIte samaya veDapho, ayogya jagyAe paNa ayogya rIte samaya veDapho te samayano sathavAro toDavA jevuM kAma che. samaya sAthe saMkaLAtuM kAma sAruM hoya ane kAma sAthe saMkaLAto samaya sAro pUravAra thAya te mATe tame javAbadAra bano. tamArI pAse potAnI mAlikInuM kahI zakAya tevuM tattva eka ja che, tamAro samaya. paisA kamAIne meLavavA paDe, samaya janmajAta maLe. parivAra mUDa pramANe sAcave, samaya to satata sAcave. samayane bagADavAno nathI. samayane ujALavAno che. * 31 32 che.

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ALasa ane ALasa ane pANImAM paDI rahetI bheMsonI jema keTalAka loko ArAma choDavA taiyAra hotA nathI. emane kAma soMpo te pahelAM ja e nA bhaNI de che. emane kAma bhaLAvyA pachI tamAre emanI pAchaLa pAchaLa ugharANIe doDatA rahevuM paDe che. e bhUlI jAya che. emane TAIma hoto nathI, e bijhI hovAno dekhAva kare che. kAma na karavAno apajaza levA e taiyAra nathI. kAma karavAnI ALasa Ave che. rAmanuM nAma pavitra manAya che. paraMtu harAma zabda bekAra loko mATe vaparAya che. rAmanI AgaLa bArAkhaDIno chello akSara mukAvanArA A ALasu loko ja che. temane maphatanuM khAvAnI majA Ave che. teo zarIra vadhAravA sivAya bIjuM kAMI kAma karatA nathI. temane koI mahattvAkAMkSA nathI. temane kazI paravA nathI. temanI duniyAmAM teo sukhI haze paraMtu temane lIdhe agaNita loko duHkhI duHkhI rahetA hoya che. nAnapaNamAM A lokoe bhaNavAmAM kaMTALo karelo. moTA thayA to dukAne besavAno kaMTALo, paisA Ave to gaNavAno kaMTALo. A birAdaroe janma letA pahelA mAtAnA peTamAMthI bahAra nIkaLavAno kaMTALo karyo ja haze. ALasa e jiMdagIno bhayAnaka duzmana che. tame kAma nahIM karo to tame nukazAna pAmavAnA cho. tamAre kAma karavuM ja paDaze. tamArI ALasanI sAthe tamArI mUrkhAmI ja joDAI zake. tamAre vicAravuM joIe tame nAnA hatA tyAre tamArI mAtAe tamane moTA karavA mATe mahenata karI. tamArA janama pachI tamArI mAtAe ALasa karIne tamane raDatA rAkhyA hota to ? tamArA pitAjIe tamArI mATe ramakaDAM ane nAnAM kapaDAM lAvavAmAM kaMTALo karyo hota to ? tamArA vaDIloe tamane skUle bhaNavA mokalavAmAM kaMTALo karyo hota to ? jarA gaMbhIratAthI vicAro. tamArI mATe javAbadAra svajanoe tamArI tarapha kaMTALo karyo hota to tamArI jiMdagI khAlIkhama hota. Aje tamArI ALasa tamArAM svajanonuM jIvana verAna karI rahI che. tamArAmAM AvaData che. tame abhaNa nathI, kevaLa A ALasa ja tamane bAMdhI rahI che. ghaNAM kAmo tame TALavA mAMgo cho ane TALI zakatA nathI. tamArAM pApe kAmo bagADe che. ghaNAM kAmo eka mAtra tamArI ALasane lIdhe ja niSphaLa jAya che. tamane Thapako maLe to ya tame sudharatA nathI. tamane mAra paDe to ya tame badalAtA nathI. ALasamAM hADakAM vadhu paDatAM vajanadAra thaI jAya che. ALasu loko potAnA parivAra mATe bojo banI jAya che. ALasa rAkhanAro potAnI jiMdagIne chatI AMkhe AMdhaLI banAvI rAkhe che. tame jANo cho ke A karavAthI mane phAyado che ane chatAM bahAnuM zodhIne tame e kAma karatAM nathI. kAmanuM je thavuM hoya te thAya. tamane to phAyado maLavAno hato te nA ja maLyo. tame jANo cho ke A kAma hamaNAM ja karavuM jarUrI che. tame laMbAvyA karo cho. Akhare goTALo vaLe che ne tene lIdhe tamArAM nAmane baTTo lAge che. tame samajI zakazo. tame karI zakatA hatA evAM kAma tame na karyo tene lIdhe keTalA badhA loko nArAja thaI gayA che. tamArI ALase keTalAya lokonA dila dUbhavyA che. tamArI jiMdagIne cAra cAMda lagAvI zake tevA ghaNA avasaro ALasanA vAMke jhUMTavAI gayA che. tame koInI mATe vizvAsapAtra rahetA nathI. tame bIjAthI dUra bhAgo cho. ALasane lIdhe bIjA tamane maLavAnuM TALe che. ALasu lokone sArA mitro maLatA nathI. ALasu lokonA hAthe sArAM kAmo thatAM nathI. sArAM ane uttama kAryo pasIno pADyA vinA thaI zakatA nathI. saphaLatA kadAca puNyayoge emane ya maLI jAya. sArAM ane nakkara kAryo vinA mahenate nathI ja thaI zakatA. tamArI ALasane lIdhe tamArAM jIvanamAM umadA kAryo thaI rahyA nathI. zvAso laIne jIvana jIvI kADhanArAM janAvaromAM ane ALasu lokomAM khAsa koI pharaka jovA nahIM maLe. che 33 34 -

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adhUrAM kAma H adhUrAM nAma tamane sopeluM kAma tamArI zakti pramANe tame karo cho. tame kAma hAthamAM lo cho. tamane A kAma dvArA jaza maLe tevI icchA che. tame thoDI mahenata karyA pachI kaMTALo cho. tamane thAya che ke A kAma sAtheno jaza mane na maLe to zuM takalIpha che ? tamane jaza joIto hato. kAma karavAmAM thAka lAgyo tethI tame vicArI lIdhuM ke jaza na maLe to zuM nukazAnI che. tame nirNaya lIdho. nathI karavuM kAma. tame kAma ane jazane eka samajo cho. te ja tamArI bhUla che. tamArA hAthamAM AveluM kAma karavAnI tamArAmAM tAkAta che. tame tamArI tAkAta na vAparo to tame jAtanA gunegAra bano cho. tamAre kazI corI karavAnI nathI. tamAre hoMzathI pravRttimAM joDAI javAnuM che. tame pravRttinAM pariNAmane jaza mAnI lo cho. pravRtti pUrI thAya te pachI jaze ke apajaza nakkI thAya. pravRtti adhUrI rAkho to apajaza nakkI ja samajavAno. tame dhAro to ghaNAM kAma sArI rIte nIpaTI zako cho. tame nathI karatA. ALasamAM rahI jAya che badhuM. bIjA mahenata kare che te tame joyuM nathI. bIjA jaza meLave che te tame joyuM che. bIjAne maLelo jaza tamAre meLavavo che. bIjAe karelI mahenata tamAre karavI nathI. tame bhUlA paDelA musAphara nathI. tame aTakIne cotarapha phAMphAM mAravA beso tyAre mUrakhA sAbita thAo cho. tamane taka maLI che. tAkAta maLI che. tamAre tamArA kAma para tUTI paDavAnuM hoya. kAma karatA pahelA pUrepUro vicAra karI lo. kAma karavAmAM takalIpho paDaze tenI sAme mAnasika taiyArI karI lo. kAma hAthamAM lIdhuM nathI tyAra sudhI tame svataMtra cho. kAma svIkAryuM e pachI tamAre vicAravAnuM rahetuM nathI. tame kAma karavAmAM adhUrA cho kema ke tame vicAryA vinA kAma zarU karo cho ane kAma cAlu thayA pachI vadhAre paDatuM vicAravA lAgo cho. tamAruM kAma tamArAM vartamAna ane bhaviSyane ghaDe che. tamAruM kAma tamArA jIvana upara UMDI, asara mUke che. tamAruM kAma tamArI gaIgujarIne bhUlAve che. tame jo kAmane sAcavo cho, sajAvo cho to tamAruM nAma ApoApa bane che. tame nAmanA cAho cho ane kAmamAM kaMTALo cho to kAma adhUrA nAma adhUrA-evo ghATa ghaDAya che. tamArI mATe kAma e ja jiMdagI hovI joIe. tame ramatI vakhate hAra ke jItane vicAro te cAle. jItavA mATe ja ramo te cAle. paraMtu tame ramata ramo cho tyAre ramavAno AnaMda mukhya hovo joIe. tamane ramatA AvaDe che ane tamane ramavAno sAro moko maLyo che te mahattvanI vAta che. tamane ramatI vakhate kaMTALo Avato haze to tame jItI zakavAnA nathI ane ramavAno AnaMda mANI zakavAnA nathI. kAma karanArA loko kAmane eka majabUrI samajIne cAle che te khoTuM che. tamAruM kAma to tamArA kalAkone ajavALe che. tame kAma karo cho mATe tamArI jiMdagI samI sudharI che. tame kAma karo cho mATe tamArI nAmanA che. tamAruM kAma bojo hoI nA zake. tamAruM kAma tamAro yaza banI zake. tamAro jusso jeTalo tIvra haze teTaluM tamAruM kAma sarasa. tamAruM kAma sarasa thatuM hoya to tamane nAma dAma tamAma maLI zake che. sabUra, tamAre kAma karatI vakhate be ja bAbatano vicAra karavAno che. tamArI kAryakSamatAno ane tamArI kAryapaddhatino. kAma karyA pachI yaza maLe ke na maLe tene tame mahattva ApatA nahIM. tame kAma karo cho te ja tamArI saphaLatA che. pariNAma to dUranI vAta che. - 35 36

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dhAryuM dhaNInuM thAya che tama pariNAmanI kalpanA sAthe kAma zarU karyuM che. kAma mAMDIne beThA cho. kAma saMpanna thAya te sAthe ja eka pariNAma AvavAnuM che. tame pariNAma nakkI karI rAkhyuM che ane mahenata dvArA pariNAma sudhI pahoMcavA mAMgo cho. tame mahenata pUrI karI dIdhI. pariNAma AvyuM nathI. tame avaDhavamAM cho. mahenata to karI lIdhI. pariNAma jovA maLatuM nathI. pariNAma tame dhAreluM te nathI AvyuM, tame dhAryuM hoya tevuM ja AvyuM che. aNadhAryuM pariNAma sAruM hoya to vAMdho na Ave. aNadhAryuM pariNAma aNagamatuM hoya to be AMcakA lAge. dhAryA mujaba na thayuM tenuM duHkha. mahenatanuM phaLa maLyuM nahIM tenuM duHkha. A be du:kha judA pADavA ja joIe. mahenata karatI vakhate najara samakSa kalpanAnuM citra doryuM hatuM e pramANe kazuM maLyuM nathI te sahana nathI thatuM, A du:kha. je pariNAma maLyuM che te svIkAravA mana taiyAra nathI, A duHkha. baMneno artha eka che. baMneno artha alaga paNa che. mahenata mATenI dizA judI hatI. pariNAmanI dizA judI che. jUnI dizA bhUlAtI nathI. navI dizA mAnya thatI nathI. A samasyA to lagabhaga dareka vakhate sarjAya che. tamArA hAthamAM pariNAma Ave tevuM tame mAno cho. pariNAma tamArI dhAraNA mujaba ja Ave tevuM tamane lAge che. have dhAraNA ane vAstavikatA vacce jojanonuM aMtara che. A khADo bharAvAno nathI. A khADAmAM kUdIne maravuM che ke magaja ThekANe rAkhavuM che ke tame nakkI karo. tamArI dhAraNA mujaba ja banyA karatuM hoya to tamArAmAM ane bhagavAnamAM pharaka nathI. tamArI dhAraNA khoTI paDe che te vakhate tamane tamAruM puNya nabaLuM che tenI samaja paDe che. A jarUrI bAbata che. tame tamArAM puNyane vadhAre paDatuM ucca mAno cho. sAdhana nabaLuM hoya to siddhi nabaLI ja rahevAnI. bIjI vAta. tamArI dhAraNA mujabanuM pariNAma tamane nA maLyuM teno artha e paNa thAya ke tamAro puruSArtha adhUro che. tame mahenata karavAmAM kacAza rAkhI tethI ja kAma barobara pAra nA paDyuM. tame so TakA pasIno nathI pADyo. tame kevaLa sittera TakA ja pasIno pADyo. tame moNa ochuM nAkho to roTalI barobara nA ja bane. tamAre kevaLa tamArI mahenata para dhyAna ApavAnuM che. tame mahenatanA chevADe sAva zunya pariNAma meLavatA hazo to paNa tamArI mahenata tamAruM jamApAsuM. tame mahenatamAM DhIlA paDo te tamArI avanati che. eka paththara para so vakhata, lokhaMDI ghaNA mAranAro majUra hArI gayo. paththara nA tUTyo tenI hatAzA. tene mArgadarzana maLyuM. thoDo parizrama ane paththara tUTI gayo. mahenata hatI. thoDI kacAza hatI te nIkaLI gaI. pariNAma hAjara thayuM. tame mahenata karatI vakhate kacAza na rAkho. pariNAmanI bAbatamAM pajhesiva nA bano. navA pariNAmane svIkAravAnI taiyArI rAkho. tame mahenata karavA sakSama cho te badala gaurava anubhavo. tamArI javAbadArI ATalI che. pariNAma na Ave, pariNAma UMdhu Ave, phaLa maLe ja nahIM emAM tamAro vAMka nathI. mahenata mujaba pariNAma na maLyuM tevuM vicAravAnuM nahIM. mahenata karavAnI jimedArI mArI hatI. meM mahenata karI lIdhI. have pariNAma je Ave te mujaba navI mahenata karIzuM, ema vicAro. dhAryuM dhaNInuM thAya che, tamAruM nahIM. - 39 38 che

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krodhanI tInapattI tame gusso karo cho. tamane krodha caDe che. tame kacakacAvIne sAmA mANasa para tUTI paDo cho. tamane A rIte gussAmAM kheMcI janArAM paribaLo to ghaNAM haze. tame dhyAnathI jozo to tamane samajAze ke krodha karatI vakhate kula traNa niyamonuM pAlana thatuM hoya che. A niyamo sArA nathI. A niyamone AdhIna rahIne ja gusso bahAra Ave che. gussA mATeno pahelo niyama : tame jeno vicAra karo cho tenI para ja tamane gusso Ave che. tame jeno vicAra karatA nathI tenI para tamane gusso AvI zakato nathI. tamane je loko dekhAya che teno ja tame vicAra karo cho. tamane je loko maLe che temano ja tame vicAra karo cho. tamane na maLe ane na dekhAya tevA lokono vicAra tame nathI karatA. eTale ja e loko mATe tamArAM manamAM gusso paNa hoto nathI. cInamAM raheto eMsI varasano Doso tamane maLyo nathI ke dekhAyo nathI mATe tame enI para gusso karavAnA ja nathI. tamAro gusso tamArA vicAro sAthe joDAyo che. tame jeno jeno vicAra karo cho te dareka para tamane gusso hoya che tevo niyama nathI. tame jenI para gusso karo cho teno vicAra tame karelo ja hoya che tevo niyama che. gussA mATeno bIjo niyama : gusso karavAnI kSaNomAM tamArI pAse sukha hotuM nathI. gusso karavAnA samaye tamArI lAgaNI duHkhabharI hoya che. gusso karavAno samaya sukhano avasara nathI. gusso mananA trAsanI abhivyakti che. gusso mananA roSanI rajUAta che. tame gusso karo cho tyAre sukha dUra jaIne UbhuM hoya che. gusso cAlu haze tyAra sudhI du:khanI baLatarA haze. gusso hAjara haze tyAra sudhI azAMti haze. gusso karatI vakhate AnaMda hoya, prasannatA hoya, rAjIpo hoya tevuM banatuM nathI. gusso karo cho te samaye tame tamArI jAtane du:khI banAvo cho. gussA mATeno trIjo niyama : gusso karo cho tyAre tame karmanA prabhAva heThaLa Avo cho. ATha karmomAM eka karma che mohanIya karma. A karmano eka aMza che kaSAya mohanIya karma. nimita maLe, tame tenI asarano bhoga bano tyAre A karma udayamAM AvIne tamArI para varcasva jamAvI de che. karmano tIvra udaya tamArI mAnasikatAne kaluSita karI mUke che. tame bhUtakALamAM e karma bAMdhyuM che. tamArI bhItaramAM e karma jamA thayeluM che. tame chaMcheDAyA cho tyAre tamArI para e karmanuM jhera caDI AvyuM che. tame mAno ke na mAno. A niyamonI AdhIna rahIne ja krodha thato hoya che. tamArA krodhane tamAre jItavo hoya to tamAre krodhane A rIte oLakhavAno raheze. tame tamArA krodha vize vicAro te mahattvanuM che. tame tamArA krodhane samajo te jarUrI che. tamArI samakSa tamAro krodha che. tamArI samakSa A traNa niyama che. tame krodhane vazamAM levA mAMgatA ho to paheluM kAma e karI ke kAma vinAnA vicAro na karavA. je mANaso kAmanA nathI temanI pAchaLa dimAganuM rokANa na karavuM. bIjuM kAma e karo ke krodha karIne sukhathI vaMcita thavuM nathI ane duHkhane AdhIna thavuM nathI tevo saMkalpa karI. trIjuM kAma e karo ke karmano udaya tamane dabAve che tenI phariyAda prabhune karo. kadAca krodhamAMthI rasto jaDI Avaze. * * * - 39 4o 0

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spardhA parAdhIna banAve che tamArI zakti ane tamAruM bhAgya tamArI saphaLatAnAM mULamAM rahe che. tamArA hAthamAM AveluM kAma tame karo cho e tamArI zaktino upayoga che ane tamArA bhAgyanuM ghaDatara che. tame kAma karavA mATe svataMtra nathI, bIjAne sAthe rAkhIne cAlavAnuM hoya che, paraMtu kayuM kAma karavuM te nakkI karavA mATe svataMtra cho. tame A vAta bhUlI jazo to phasAzo. banyuM che AvuM. tamAre kAma karavuM che te kAma bIjA paNa kare che. tamArI sAme e bIjo mANasa Avyo nathI, e potAnI jagyAe kAma kare che. tame tamArI jagyAe cho. have eka kAma che eTale baMne vacce spardhA zarU thaI. dukAne dasa che ane dasa dukAnamAM mAla e ja vecAya che to dukAno vacce spardhA rahe che. AmAM bane che evuM ke tame kAma karo cho temAM tamArI najara tamArA kAma para nathI rahetI, bIjAnAM kAma para rahe che. tame e bIjA kare tethI vadhAre sAruM karavAnuM nakkI karo cho. tame e bIjAthI AgaLa nIkaLavA mAMgo cho. tamArA nirNayanA kendramAM e bIjo mANasa AvI gayo. kAma tame karo cho. tamArI kAma karavAnI svataMtratAmAM e mAthuM mAravA Avyo nathI. tamAre tamArA kAmane vaLagI rahevuM joIe. tamArI zaktinI sarakhAmaNImAM tamAruM kAma ochuM thayuM ke pramANasara thayuM te tame vicAro. tame kAma karavA mATe maLatAM sAdhanono pUrepUro upayoga karyo ke nahIM te vicAro. kAma karavAmAM kacAza kyAM rahe che te tame zodhI kADho. tame tamArAM kAmanI AsapAsa ja vicAro. bIjAnI sAthe sarakhAmaNI karavA jazo to tamArA vicAro kuMThita thaI jaze. tamane je maLyuM che te tamAruM bhAgya che. temAM koI vizeSa umero tame karavA mAMgo cho to puruSArtha karo. bIjA je kare te mAre karavuM A spardhA che. bIjI je na karI zake te mATe karI batAvavuM A spardhA che. spardhA bhAvanAthI kAma thAya che paraMtu mAnasikatA svAdhIna nathI hotI. spardhAmAM rahIne kAma karavuM eno artha sAmA mANasane javAba ApavA mATe kAma karavuM. spardhAmAM rahIne kAma karavuM eno matalaba sAmo mANasa nA jIte te mATe kAma karavuM. tame laDAI mATe janamyA nathI. tame saMgharSa mATe A duniyAmAM avatAra lIdho nathI. tamArA mATe nakkI thayelAM bhaviSyane tamAre sAkAra karavAnuM che. bIjAnI saphaLatA joIne tamane saphaLa thavAnuM mana thAya te khoTuM che. tame bIjAnA havAle jIvo cho. tame bIjAnA havAle vicAro cho. tamArI kharIdI bIjAnI kharIdI karatAM sArI nA hoya to tamane ema lAge che ke tamArI hAra thaI. bIjAnI kharIdI karatAM tamArI kharIdI sArI hoya to tamane ema lAge che ke tamArI jIta thaI. Ano sAra e nIkaLe che ke tamArI jIta ane hAra bIjA mANasanI kharIdI parathI nakkI thAya che. A sarAsara parAdhInatA che. tamAruM jIvana tame jIvo che. tame zvAsa lo cho temAM bIjAnI sAthe spardhA nathI. tamArI AMkha joI zake che temAM bIjAnI jovAnI kSamatA sAme koI spardhA nathI. tame je kAMI karo temAMthI spardhAtattvanI bAdabAkI karI do. tamAre spardhAmAM hAravAnuM nathI, tamAre spardhAne harAvavAnI che. mAnasika tanAva sAthe kAma karavA paDe che spardhAmAM, UMcI apekSA sAthe ja medAnamAM utaravuM paDe che, spardhAmAM. ane hAra thaI to bhayAnaka hatAzA bhogavavI paDe che spardhAmAM. bIjAnAM moDhAM joIne potAno nirNaya nA karAya. tamAro nirNaya tamArI tAkAta para nirbhara hovo joIe. emAM spardhA paNa nA cAle.

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bhUla thAya che tyAre tama kAma karo cho. tame mahenata karo cho. bhUla thavAnI saMbhAvanA che ja. tamane bIjAnI bhUla dekhAya che tema bIjAne tamArI bhUla avazya dekhAze. tame bIjAne enI bhUla batAvo cho tema bIjA tamane bhUla batAvaze ja. tame A khamI zakatA nathI. tamane koI bhUla batAve che to tame gusso karI beso cho. tame bhUla batAvanAra mANasane duzmana mAnI lo cho. bhUla batAvanAro tamane dabAvI rahyo che tevuM mAnI lo cho. tame potAnI salAmatI mATe e bhUla batAvI rahelA mANasa sAthe jhaghaDI beso cho. tamArI najara tamArA hAthe thayelI bhUla para rahetI nathI. tamArI najara sAmA mANasa para rahe che. tame e mANasane enI bhUla batAvIne utArI pADo cho. tame e mANasane kharAba cItaro cho. tame vicAro ke e mANase tamane tamArI bhUla batAvI temAM khoTuM zuM che ? tame bhUla karI che mATe ja te bhUla batAve che. tame bhUla karI ja nA hoya to e bhUla batAvavA Ave ja nahIM. tamArA hAthe koI gaDabaDa thaI che. tamane eno khyAla rahyo nathI. tame sAhajika rIte e kAma karyuM che. emAM kazIka bhUla thaI che tevuM tamArA dhyAnamAM nathI mATe tamane tamAruM kAma sAruM lAge che. tamane tamArI bhUla bIjAnI pAsethI jANavA maLe che to tame akaLAI UTho cho. tame e bhUla karavA mAMgatA nahotA. kadAca, tame je karyuM tene tame bhUla mAnatA na hatA. have tamArI samakSa kaDavI vAta AvI. tamane kahevAmAM AvyuM ke A bhUla thAya che. tame A AkSepane khoTA arthamAM pakaDI lIdho. tame samajavA taiyAra nathI. tamArI samakSa thayelI rajUAtamAMthI tame jhaghaDo zarU karI do cho. jarA aTako. vicAro. bhUla batAvanAro tamane apamAnita karavA mAMge che ? bhUla batAve che te mANasa tamAro duzmana che ? bhUla batAvIne te tamane badanAma karavA mAMge che ? evuM kazuM nathI. tame je bhUla karI te pharI na thAya mATe te tamane samajAvI rahyo che. tamAre vicAravuM joIe te tame vicAratA nathI. tame vicAro ke tamane je bhUla batAvavAmAM AvI che te bhUla sAcI che ? tame je bhUla karI che te ja tamane batAvI hoya to pachI AgaLa vicAro. tame A bhUla jANa bahAra karI che ke jANI joIne karI che ? jo A bhUlanI tamane khabara nathI to tamAre khuza thavuM joIe. tame je jANatA nahotA te ja tamane jANavA maLyuM che. bhUla batAvanAre to tamArI para moTo upakAra karyo che. tame bhUla karI te eNe batAvI na hota to tame kharekhara phasAI javAnA hatA. tamArI bhUla tamane nukazAna karI jAya che te to samajo . bhUla batAvanAre tamane nukazAna thavAnuM che tenAthI tamane bacAvyA che. tamAro A sAco mitra che. gujarAtImAM eka kavitA che. mitra sAcI vAta kahI zakatA nathI. koI duzmana, koI vairI joIe. tame sAcI jANakArI meLavI te sArI ghaTanA che. bhUla batAvanAre tamArI bAjI bagaDatI aTakAvI che. bhUla batAve te tamAruM ajJAna dUra kare che. tame tenI para khIjavAzo nahIM. bIjI vAta paNa che. tame bhUla karI te tame jANI joIne karI hoya to tame gunegAra cho. tamArI pAse bhUla karavAnuM vyAjabI kAraNa hoya to vAta judI che. bAkI khoTAM kAraNe tame bhUla karavAnuM pasaMda karyuM che. tamArI bhUla pakaDAI gaI che. tame e bhUla khAtara jhaghaDo karo cho te khoTuM che. bhUla karanAre bhUlano bacAva karavo nA joIe. bhUla karo ane e bhUlano svIkAra nA karo te sajjanatA nathI. bhUla karyA pachI e bhUla sudhAravAnI hoya. tamAre tamArA hAthe A bhUla sudhArI levI joIe. bhUlathI bacavAnuM hatuM. e nA banyuM. bIjAnI pAsethI bhUlanI jANa thaI. have to sudhArI lo. bhUla sudhArazo nahIM to kAyama herAna thazo. 44

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bhUla batAvIe tyAre tame bIjAne tenI bhUla batAvo. sArI vAta che. gujarAtI bhASA mujaba bhUla batAvIe teno artha bhUla kADhI evo thAya che. zabda sarasa che. bhUla phakta batAvavAnI nathI. bhUlane kADhI mUkavAnI che. bhUlane sAcavI rAkhavAnI nathI. bhUlane ravAnA karavI joIe. bhUla karanAro jo bhUlane samajI zakato nathI to tame enI pAse jaIne tane e bhUla batAvazo. savAla e che ke tame bhUla batAvo cho te vakhate zuM karo cho? tame ene ugra bhASAmAM jhATakazo ke ene apamAnita karI dezo to vAta bagaDaze. tame bhUla batAvo te pahelA manamAM plAnIMga karo. bhUla batAvavA mATe keTalAM vAkya vAparazo te nakkI karI lo. tame vAto karatAM karatAM ja bhUla batAvavAnA cho. bhUlanI vAta keTalI miniTa sudhI calAvavI che tenI rUparekhA ghaDI kADho. hamaNAM eka navo zabda Avyo che : vana miniTa maeNnejamaeNnTa. A thiyarImAM ghaNI vAto che. tamArA kAmanI vAta eka che. tamAre koIne Thapako ApavAno hoya to eka miniTamAM e vAta pUrI karI dejo. tamArI phariyAda eka ja miniTanI hovI joIe. vadhAre samaya mATe tame Thapako Apo to e jhaghaDo che. A muddo sarasa che. tame bhUla batAvo tyAre lAMbI lAMbI piMjaNa karavA besatA nahIM. TUMkI ane Taca vAta karajo. je bhUla thaI te batAvajo ane tene lIdhe thaI zake che te nukazAnanI yAda Apajo , basa. bhUla batAvatI vakhate khyAla rAkhajo ke tamAre gusso karavAno nathI. tamAre to phakta bhUla ja batAvavAnI che. gusso karavAthI ke kaDavA zabdo vAparavAthI tame sAcA pUravAra thavAnA nathI. tamAro muddo vyAjabI hoya te ja ekamAtra mahattvanI vAta che. banI zake teTalI mIThAza vAparajo. tame bhUla kADhavA beThA cho mATe kaDavAza to lAgaze ja, paNa e kaDavAza bane teTalI ochI hovI joIe. tame bhUla kADho cho tyAre e mANasane AkheAkho kharAba cItaro cho tevuM nA banavuM joIe. tamArI rajUAta zAlIna hovI joIe. tame sAmA mANasane sAro mAno cho te jaNAvajo . eNe karelI A eka bhUla ja khoTI che ema tame kahejo . e je kare che te badhuM khoTuM che tema kahezo nahIM. tamAre ene bhUlamAMthI bahAra lAvavo haze to ene rAjI rAkhavo paDaze. enAM vakhANa karavApUrvaka bhUla batAvajo. bhUla batAvyA pachI pharI vakhANa karajo. tamArA zabdo enA dilamAM jakhama pADe evuM thavA dezo nahIM. tamAre sArI rIte ene samajAvavAno che. kevaLa bhUla kahIne chUTA thaI javAnuM nathI. tamAre ene e bhUlamAMthI bahAra AvI zake tevuM mArgadarzana ApavAnuM che. Adarza zikSaka vidyArthIne taiyAra kare te rIte tamAre ene bhUlamAMthI mukta karavAno che. tame bolavAmAM vivekI na rahyA to sAcI vAta mArI jaze. eka bhUla batAvatI vakhate jUnI dasa bhUlo ukheDazo nahI. jUnI bhUla sudharavAnI nathI. A navI bhUla badalAI zake che. phakta e ja eka bhUlano ullekha karajo . enA pagamAM kAMTo che. tamAre ene kAMTo kADhI ApavAno che. tame ene utArI pADazo to kAMTo nahIM nIkaLe. tamAre enI pAse besavuM paDaze. naramAzathI kAma levuM paDaze. kAMTAne kheMcatI vakhate ene dukhaze, te sAcuM. tamAre kAMTo kADhavAno che, zarama rAkhavAnI nathI. kAMTo nIkaLI gayo, kAma patI gayuM. bhUla batAvyA pachI e bhUla na thAya tevI samajAvaTa karI nA zako to tamane bhUla kADhatA nathI AvaDatI. bhUla jaNAvI devI e vAcALatA che. bhUla samajAvI zakIe e javAbadArI che. bhUlamAM sudhAro lAvI zakIe te saphaLatA che. tame zuM karo cho ? ke 45 46 che

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bhUla dekhAya che tyAre vAMkadekhA mANaso vagovAya che. pArakI paMcAta kadI sArI manAtI nathI. caudasanI tithi vizeSa ArAdhanA mATe hoya che paraMtu covaTa karanArA lokone caudasiyA gaNavAmAM Ave che. bIjAnAM jIvanamAM sadaguNo hoya che te joIne anumodanA karavA jeTalI sajjanatA keLavI levI. bIjAnA doSa kadI jovA nahIM. bIjAnI bhUla kadI zodhavI nahIM. A sAmAnya samajaNa che. AMkha maLI che to najara sAme je Avaze te badhuM dekhAze. sAruM dekhAze, anumodanA karIzuM. bUruM dekhAze, phariyAda karazuM. evuM karavAnuM nathI. bIjAnI bhUla dekhAya che tyAre sArA vicAra AvI zake che. bIjI vyakti bhUla karI rahI che te najara sAme dekhAya che. tame tene kazuM kahI zakavAnA nathI. te tamAruM kAMI sAMbhaLe tema nathI. tamAro enI sAthe e kakSAno saMbaMdha ja nathI. e bhUla kare che ane ene nukazAna thavAnuM che te tame joI rahyA cho. tame manamAM vicAra karajo , A bhUla mAre karavAnI nathI, A bhUlane lIdhe te nukazAnI veThavAno che, mAre tevI nukazAnI veThavI nathI. bhUla karanAra mANasa kharAba che tema nA vicArazo. tame ema vicArajo ke A mANasa ghaNo sAro che. bicAro A bhUla karIne herAna thavAno che. tamAre vicAravuM hoya to ema paNa vicArajo ke AnA jevo sAro mANasa Ama bhUla kare che to mAre sAvadhAna banavuM joIe. sAro mANasa jo bhUla karI zake che, samajadAra vyaktinA hAthe jo bhUlo thaI zake che to mAre jAgatA rahevuM paDaze. bhUla karanAre bhUla karI temAM tenI samajaphera kayAM thaI te zodhI kADhajo. bhUlanA mULa kyAM pahoMce che te zodhajo. kevaLa bhUla jovI te saheluM che. bhUlanAM mULa sudhI pahoMcavuM agharuM che. bhUla karyA pahelA te mANasa sAro ane sukhI hato. bhUla karyA bAda te mANasa herAna thaI rahyo che te joIne karuNA anubhavajo . bhUla karanAro potAnAM manamAM potAnI bhUlano pastAvo rAkhato hoya te saMbhavita che. tame e bhUlane yAda rAkhIne ene kharAba mAnyA karazo ane bhUla karanAra pastAvo karIne kharAbImAMthI bahAra AvI gayo haze. eka saMtanI kathA che. e zaheramAM AvyA. temanAM makAnanI sAme vezyAnuM ghara hatuM. saMta vezyAne tucchakArathI jotA. ene vagovatA. eka divasa saMta marI gayA. citragupta pAse pahoMcyA. jANavA maLyuM ke temanI narakagati nakkI thaI che. saMta chaMcheDAyA. pUche : meM ATalI badhI sAdhanA karI ane mArI narakagati ? citragupta kahyuM : tame badhI rIte sArA hatA. tame eka ja jagyAe thApa khAdhI. tame vezyAnI kharAbIno ja vicAra karatA rahyA. tame enI mATe elaphela bolatA rahyA. A pApe narakagati ApI che. saMta pUche che : huM jo narakamAM chuM to vezyA kaMI gatimAM che ? citragupta kahe che, vezyA svargamAM che. saMta pUche che : Avo anyAya ? AvA hInakarmIne svarga ? citra gupta kahe che, e vezyAnI najara tamArI sAdhanA para hatI, e haMmezA tamArI pavitratAno ja vicAra karatI hatI. e potAnA gharAkonI samakSa tamArI prazaMsA karatI hatI. eNe sAruM joyuM. ene sadgati maLI. tame kharAba joyuM, tamane durgati maLI. tame bIjAne kharAba mAnI lezo to tamArI doSadRSTine protsAhana maLaze. paNa bIjo mANasa bhUla kare che te dekhAya to manane sAcavIne samajAvajo, je mANasanI javAbadArI tamArI nathI tenI bhUlanI carcA tame karazo nahIM, je mANasane tame oLakhatA nathI tenI bhUlanI paMcAta tame karatA nahIM. bhUla dekhAya tyAre potAnI jAtane sAvaceta banAvajo. A bhUla mAre karavI nathI. A bhUlathI mAre dUra rahevuM che. bIjAnI bhUlamAMthI bodhapATha meLavajo . phAvI jazo. - 4 48 ke

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bhUlanuM punarAvartana itihAsanuM punarAvartana yAdagAra hoya che. bhUlanuM punarAvartana kaDavuM hoya che. bhUla karyA bAda enI sajA to maLe ja che. dera thAya, aMdhera na thAya, e sajA bhogavI lIdhI pachI pharIvAra bhUla karavAnuM yAda Ave tyAMthI ja kamaThANa zarU thaI jAya che. bhUla karanAro mANasa bhUlane pasaMda karIne cAle che. bhUla pakaDAya e pahelA te chaTakI javA mAge che. bhUla karanAro cetIne cAle che. paNa bhUla to paraco batAve ja che. thoDo mAra paDe che. bhUla karanAra anubhavamAMthI sAro pATha leto nathI. mAra paDyo che tethI have bhUla karavAnI nathI tevo vicAra ene nathI Avato. mAra na paDe evI rIte bhUla karavAno kAraso e goThave che. mAra khAvAnI taiyArIpUrvaka bhUla karanArA paNa hoya che. bhUlane Avazyaka mAnIne cAlanArA to hajAro mANaso hoya che. bhUla ane jhera vacce taphAvata che. jherane yogya mAtrAmAM lo to e davAnuM kAma kare che. bhUlanI koI mAtrA hotI nathI ane bhUla davA tarIke kAmamAM AvatI nathI. bhUla karo ane bhUlane vyAjabI mAno temAM to vaLI bhUla bhUlAmaNI sarjAya che. pahelI vAra karelI bhUlanI mAphI maLe. bIjI vakhata karelI bhUlano khulAso sAMbhaLI zakAya. vAraMvAra thanArI bhUlonuM to koI osaDa nathI. ghaNA to bhUla karavA mATe ja jIvatA hoya che. nirNayo khoTA karavA, pasaMdagI karavAmAM thApa khAvI, mANasane oLakhavAmAM samajaphera thavI, khoTA vizvAse rahevuM A badhI mAnasika bhUlo che. gusso vyakta karavo, apamAna karavuM, bIjAnI badanAmI karavI, jUThuM bolavuM, chaLaprapaMca karavA A badhI vAcika bhUlo che. hadathI vadhAre khAvuM, kAraNa vagaranI mahenata karavI, pariNAma vinAnI pravRtti karavI, khoTI jagyAe javuM A badhI zArIrika bhUlo che. bhUlo to ghaNI hoya che. bhUla karanAro potAnI bhUlane joI zake, samajI zake to bhUlane choDavI AsAna che. moTe bhAge bhUlane bhUla tarIke jovAnI taiyArI hotI nathI. lAcArIne lIdhe ke cokkasa kAraNane lIdhe bhUla karavI paDe che tevo moghama khulAso karIne bhUlane cAlu rAkhavAmAM Ave che. bhUlano rasto jokhamI che. bahAdura mANaso jo khamathI nathI DaratA. bhUlathI Dare che. nabaLA mANaso jokhamathI Dare che. bhUlathI nathI DaratA, bhUlane lIdhe badanAmI thAya tenAthI na Daro temAM bahAdurI nathI, mUrkhAmI che. badanAmI to sArA Adarzo mATe kaDavA thaIne vahoravAnI hoya. nakkAmAM kAmo mATe badanAmI vahoranAro buddhinuM devALuM phUMke che. bhUlo na karI hoya to bhUkhyA rahevuM paDe che ? nA. bhUlo kevaLa zokhathI thatI hoya che. dekhAdekhImAM AvIne jarUra vinAno bojo uThAvavAnA koDa jAge che. temAMthI bhUlo thavA lAge che. bhUlo karatI vakhate bhUlano DaMkha hoya to mAnasika prAmANikatA jaLavAya che. paraMtu bhUlo karyA vagara cAlI zakatuM hoya to paNa bhUlo thatI hoya to emAM prAmANiktA jaLavAtI nathI. tamane tamArI bhUla sajA karavAnI che te nakkI samajajo. tame bhUla karavAnuM TALI zakazo to ja sajAthI bacazo. bhUla karIne pachI bahAnuM banAvI devAthI bhUla maTI jatI nathI. gALa ApI dIdhI pachI mAphI mAMgI levAthI gALa, prazaMsA banI jatI nathI. gALano jakhama to lAge ja che. bhUlone jAte samajavI joIe. bhUlo oLakhavA mATe namra ane nikhAlasa svabhAva ghaDavo joIe. tame bhUla karo tyAM sudhI ThIka che. mANasa mAtra bhUlane pAtra. tame bhUlanuM punarAvartana karo te tamArAM bhaviSya parano krUra atyAcAra che. cho *

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khulAso ane dilAso sabaMdhe saMbaMdhe bhUlanI vyAkhyA badalAya. tamArA manamAM koI saMbaMdha vize koI asaMtoSa haze to enAM mULa tame dhAro tethI vadhu UMDAM haze. tamAro saMbaMdha kadI paripUrNa hoI zake nahIM. tame ane tamArA saMbaMdhI ema be aMtima vacceno dora e ja saMbaMdha che. tame mANasa cho, bhagavAna nathI. e mANasa che, bhagavAna nathI. bhUla to thaze ja, bhUlanI samajaNa paDe te pahelAM bhUlane lIdhe gerasamaja UbhI thaI jaze. tame tamArI bhUla sudhArI lo to paNa tamArA mATenI gerasamaja bhUMsAya nahIM tevuM bane. tame eka bhUlamAMthI bahAra AvI gayA cho ane e bhUlane lIdhe tamArA vize UbhI thayelI gerasamajamAMthI tamArA svajana bahAra nathI AvyA. tamArI hAlata kaphoDI che. tame bhUlanI mAphI mAMgI lIdhI che ane tamane e ja bhUlanI sajA karavAmAM Ave che. tame bhUlano khulAso karI lIdho to paNa tamane gunegAra mAnavAmAM Ave che. tamArA najadIkanA saMbaMdhamAM AvI be pAMca bhUlo ane ekAda-be gerasamaja AvI gaI che je tamane satata TenzanamAM rAkhe che. tame bhUlathI paNa kaMTALo cho ane sajAnI sAme tame vidroha karI beso cho. na gharanA raho cho, ghATanA. tame tadana ekalA paDI jAo cho. pharIvAra bhUla nathI karavAnA. tame tenI khAtarI ApI zako tema cho. tame bhUla sAtheno nAto toDI ja cUkyA cho. tame bhUla karI hoya to paNa tame sArA cho tevuM tamAre sAMbhaLavuM che. tame bhUla karI tene lIdhe tame nakAmAM nathI banI gayA tevo vizvAsa tamane joIe che. tame bhUla karI teno tame bacAva nathI karavA mAMgatA. paraMtu tamArI bhUlane eka kamanasIbI tarIke bhUlI javAya te tamane game che. tame bhUla sudhArI te mahattvanuM nathI. tame bhUla karI tene mApha karI devAmAM AvI che tevuM tamAre sAMbhaLavuM che. tame pramANika cho mATe bhUla kabUlI. tame prAmANika cho mATe bhUlamAMthI bahAra AvyA. have tamArA svajano sAthe tamArI apekSA zuM che te vicAro. bhUlane gauNa gaNIne bAju para mUkI devAya te tamArI lAgaNI che. tamArI bhUlane paMpALavAnI vAta nathI. tamArI bhUlane yAda na rAkhavAnI vAta che. tame bhUla karI te vakhatanA saMyogo judA hatA. AjanA saMyogo judA che. tamArI bhUlanI zarUAta khoTI hatI. tame tyAre kharekhara thApa khAdhI ane vadhu vetarI beThA. Aje tamane je samajAya che te tyAre samajAyuM hota to e bhUla thaI ja na hota. tamane na samajAyuM ke bhUtakALa che. Aje tamane kaMIka samajAI rahyuM che te vartamAna che. na samajAyuM tenI phariyAda pUrI thaI gaI te sAthe ja bhUla nAmanI ghaTanA khatama thaI gaI. tamArI samajaNa tame sudhArI rahyA cho te batAvavAnI pharaja tamArI che. eTaluM ja nahIM tame kharekhara khoTI samajamAMthI bahAra AvI zako te tamArI mATe agatyanuM che. tame khulAso karIne chaTakavA mAMgo te kharAba, tame khulAso karIne bhUlathI aTakavA mAMgo te sAruM. tamArAM mananI saccAI mATe tame bhUlane oLakhI lo. tame e bhUlane lagatI vicAraNAmAM taTastha banI jAo. tamArI jAtane e bhUlamAMthI bahAra kADhavAnuM sAcuM vacana Apo. tame tamArI jAta sAthe ATalI hade spaSTa thaI jAo te pachI sAmI vyaktine, svajanane tamArI mATenI zuM bhAvanA che te oLakhavA mAMDo. temanI bhAvanAmAM jAmI gayelI gerasamajane dUra karavA tame prayAsa karo. tame gerasamajane dUra to ja karI zakazo jo tame bhUlane dUra karI zakazo. tame bhUlane bhUsyA pachI gerasamajane dUra karavA besazo to tamAro khulAso mAnya thaze ane tamane sAco dilAso maLaze. bhUla thayA pachI khulAso karIe te tamArI javAbadArI. bhUla thaI gaI te badala dilAso Ape te tamArAM svajananI javAbadArI. tamAro khulAso majabUta haze to tamane dilAso majabUta maLaze. para che

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eklA eklA vicAravuM bIjA tamane samajAve ane khoTA pUravAra kare te tamAro ahaM svIkArI nathI zakato. tame ekalA hAthe samajI zakatA nathI. tame khoTA cho ane tame bhUla karo cho tevuM tamane potAne dekhAtuM nathI. tamAruM khoTApaNuM ane tamArI bhUla bIjAnAM moDhe sAMbhaLatI vakhate temane kaDavuM lAge che. tame dareka bAbatamAM svataMtra cho. tame khoTA rahevA mAMgatA ja ho to tamArI pAse tevA rahevAnI svataMtratA che. tame bhUla karavA mATe sadAnA svataMtra cho. tamArI svataMtratA para koIno hastakSepa thAya te tamane nathI gamatuM. tame svataMtra rahevA mAMgo cho ane tamArI bhUlane lIdhe satata pUravAra thayA kare che ke tamArI svataMtratAno tame yogya upayoga karatA nathI. tame svAdhIna cho ane murakha TharI rahyAM cho. tamAre ekalA ekalA vicAravuM. tamane koI ja kAMI na kahe to tame karyA ja karo tevI mUrkhAmIo tamArA jIvanamAM che ? tamArI lAgaNIone vyakta karavAnI tamArI paddhatine juo. tame tamArI rIte ja manaphAve tevuM bolo cho. sAme pakSe duHkhanAM ghaNa jemane vAgatA hatA te A paddhati bAbate temane samajAvatA rahyA. tame samajatA gayA tema tamArI A paddhati badalAtI gaI. tamArI bhUla hatI. tamane khabara nahotI. tamane sAmI vyaktie jaNAvyuM. tamane e kharekhara samajAyuM. tame thoDo pheraphAra karyo. tame je karo cho te karavA mATe tame svataMtra cho. tema tame je karo cho temAM pheraphAra karavA mATe paNa tame svataMtra cho, tame koI kAma choDI do ke koI kAma zarU karo te vakhate tamArI bIjI svataMtratAnI bhAvanA ghavAtI nathI. tame bhUlane samajI na zako, tame potAne ja sAcA mANasa mAnIne cAlo to svataMtratAnI bhAvanA naDe. tame nAnA bALaka nathI. tame pathArIvaza vRddha nathI. tame kAryakSama vyakti cho. koI tamane dabAvIne ke dabaDAvIne kAma kaDhAvI le tevA kamajora tame nathI. tame badalAI zako cho. anukUlana zabda majAno che. rabarane dabAvo to e ochI jagyAmAM rahe che. rabarane kheMco to vadhAre jagyA roke che. rabara emane ema paDyuM hoya to sAmAnya jagyA roke che. tamArI pAse AvI goThavAI zakavAnI AvaData che. tamane bhUla batAvIe to tame svIkArI zako cho. tamane Teko na ApIe to tame ekalA hAthe laDI zako cho. tame bIjAno sAtha maLe to dazagaNo jusso batAvI do ema cho. tamArI svataMtratAnI anubhUti tamane badhuM ja karavAnI tAkAta Ape che. tame dabAyelA raho, chUpADatA raho, zaramAtA raho ane tamArI svataMtratAne anyAya thato ja rahe. tamArI samakSa thatI rajUAtane tame kaMI rIte mUlavo cho te paNa prazna che. tamane koNe kahyuM ane kevI rIte kahyuM te ja vicAratA rahezo to svataMtratA tamane khoTI dizAmAM laI jaze. tame je jANyuM te tamane zuM kAma jaNAvavAmAM AvyuM te vicArazo to tame tamArI svataMtratA pAsethI ja hiMmata maLaze. tame dhaMdho karyo. tame svataMtra hatA. tame nukazAnakArI nirNaya lIdho. tame svataMtra hato, tame have nukazAna joI rahyA cho. tame e nukazAna bhogavavA svataMtra cho. tamAre e nukazAna veThavuM hoya to tamane koI rokatuM nathI, temane. e nukazAnamAMthI bahAra AvavuM che to e nukazAna sAme laDavA mATe tame svataMtra cho. pariNAma nakkI karavA mATe tame svataMtra nathI. tame nukazAna TaLI jAya te pachI bhUlanuM punarAvartana thAya te mATe svataMtra cho. tamArI A svataMtratA ja tamane tamAma takalIpho vacce kAma lAge che. tamArI A svataMtratA ja tamane parivartana mATenI huMpha ne hiMmata Ape che. tame bhagavAna nathI. tame insAna cho. tame takalIpho Ave temAMthI bahAra AvI zako cho. tame bhUlo thAya tene badalI zako cho. tame bhUla karI te mahattvanuM nathI. tamArI pAse bhUla sudhArI levAnI svataMtratA che te mahattvanuM che. pa4 -

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chAMyaDo re chAMyaDo tamArAM mAthe taDako paDe che. asahya ukaLATa che. paga dAjhI rahyA che. tame dUra eka jhADane joyuM. tame jhaDapathI e jhADa nIce pahoMcI gayA. tamane chAMyaDo maLe che. tame hAzakAro anubhavo cho. chAMyaDo svataMtra nathI, chAMyaDo taDakAnI pAchaLa pAchaLa Ave che. taDako Aga jevo che. chAMyaDo bAga jevo che. taDakA sAthe AvanAro chAMyaDo taDakAthI taddana viparIta che. taDako sonerI che. chAMyaDo kALo ghaTTa che. taDako bhaDabhaDato hoya che. chAMyaDo zItaLa hoya che. tame chAMyaDAne joIne vicArajo . tame taDakA jevA ke chAMyaDA jevA ? taDako ajavALuM Ape che te sAruM pAsuM. ujAsa ApavAnAM abhimAnamAM taDako Akaro banI jAya che te udhArapAnuM. chAMyaDo Akaro nathI. chAMyaDo aMdhAruM nathI. chAMyaDAmAM besIne nirdoSa koyala mITho Tahuko kare che. chAMyaDe khATalo DhALIne ArAma karavAno rivAja jUnA jamAnAmAM hato. tamAre chAMyaDo banavAnuM che. tame parivAra sAthe beso cho, chAMyaDo banavuM hoya to tamAre be kAma karavAnA raheze. bacAvI lo ane bacAva karo. gharanuM mANasa bhUla karatuM haze. tame te joI zakazo. tame tene kahI nahIM zako to e phasAI jaze. tame ene kaho te pahelAM enA hAthe bhUla thaI ja gaI. te khADAmAM paDI gayo. tame vaDIla cho. tame enI pAse jajo . ene Thapako nathI ApavAno. enI pAse besajo. ene hiMmata Apajo . bhUlanuM kaDavuM pariNAma enAM mAthe vAgyuM ja che. tame ene ema kahezo ke ame to pahelethI kahetA hatA, to ene navo jakhama lAgaze. tamAre enAM du:khamAM vadhAro nathI karavAno. enI bhUlanI tamAre sajA karavAnI nathI. tamAre enAM du:khamAM sahAnubhUti pUrI pADavAnI che. tame enI sAthe vAta karazo temAM koI ja phariyAda nahIM hoya. tamArI vAtamAM kevaLa sadhiyAro haze. e paDI gayo che. ene page vAgyuM che. e cAlavAne badale doDyo mATe paDyo che. tenI bhUla che. paNa have e paTakAyo che to ene navI lAta mAravAnI nA hoya. have ene sAcavI lo. e tamAro prema joIne ApoApa potAnI bhUlane samajaze. bIjI vAta. enI bhUla badala ene koI Thapako ApavA Ave to tame eno bacAva karajo . tamAre enI bhUlano bacAva nathI karavAno. tamAre pelA Thapako ApanArAne rokavAno che. Thapako maLe to enuM du:kha vadhaze ane e bhUlamAMthI bahAra AvavAne badale bhUlanI tarapheNa karaze. tamArI vAta kevaLa eTalI ja che ke tamAre ene bhUlamAMthI bacAvavo che mATe tame ene vizeSa prema, vizeSa lAgaNI Apo cho. koIne Thapako ApatA rokajo . ene bhUlamAM je takalIpha paDI che temAM sAcavI lejo . tyArabAda enI sAthe premALa vAto karajo. ene A bhUla pharIvAra na karavAnI bhalAmaNa karajo . e bhUla kare che mATe tenI sAthe jhaghaDo thAya che tevuM vAtAvaraNa nA banAvazo. tame bhUla karanArI gharanI vyaktine sAcavI lejo . ene bhUlane lIdhe paDelI takalIphamAMthI bacAvI lejo . ene bhUlamAMthI bahAra lAvavA preraNA Apajo . ene bIjA koIno Thapako na maLe tevI rIte bacAvajo. tamAro A prema tene bhUlamAMthI ugArI leze. moTo vaDalo ja chAMyaDo ApI zake che. vaDIlanI ja A javAbadArI che. vaDIla ane javAbadAra vyakti chAMyaDo pAthare to lAbha ja lAbha che. - papa

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satya ane asatya tame bolo cho te sAcuM hoya ane tame je bolo cho e pAchaLano Azaya sAco hoya A be vAtanI vacce tamArA vahevAranI naitikatA mapAya che. tame moTA jUThane chUpAvavA nAnuM satya uccAro cho tyAre tame harizcaMdra rAjA nathI rahetA. bhayAnaka rAjaramatanA bhAga tarIke bolAyelI sAcI vAta tamane yudhiSThira banAve che, jeno ratha jamIna sAthe athaDAI gayo hato. nItimattAmAM niyamo mahattvanA nathI. niyamonI pAchaLa rahelI bhAvanA mahattvanI che. tamArI dareka vAto tamArA uddezane poSatI hoya che. paMkhI kalarava kare che, teno AnaMda vyakta karavA. rAte ziyALa raDe che, tenA duHkhane jAhera karavA. kUtaruM bhase che, virodha batAvavA. koyala gAya che, chAMyaDAmAM maLelI zItaLatAno saMtoSa pradarzita karavA. tame sAcuM bolo te tamArI sajjanatAnI pahelI nizAnI che. sAcuM bolavA aMge bIjuM paNa ghaNuM samajavA jevuM che. tame sAcuM bolavA dvArA tamArA mahattvane pUravAra karatA hazo to tamAruM satya ja tamArI nabaLAI banaze. tame bIjAne nIcA pADavA mATe sAcI vAta vahetI mUkazo temAM saccAI nahIM paNa laDAI ja haze. tame sahAnubhUti jItavA sAcuM kahI do te kamajorI kahevAya. sAcI vAto sonA jevI che. sonAnA dAgIno ja hoya, sonAnI sAvaraNI banAvI jhADu na banAvAya. satya mATe marI khUTavAnI hiMmata joIe. satya mATe kaDavA thavAnI taiyArI rAkhavI paDe. satya kadI paNa hAratuM nathI. satya mATe mukhya vAta e che ke tamArA uddeza haMmezA sArA hovA joIe. tame je kaho ke je karo temAM tamAro aMgata svArtha ja kAma karato hoya to tame je bolo te vahevAra bane che. tamArI naitikatAne jIvaMta rAkhe tevA zabdo e tamAruM satya che. bIjAne badale potAnuM kAma savizeSa sAruM thAya evI dhAraNA e asatya che. tamane eTalI to khabara che ke sAruM zuM che ane kharAba zuM che. tame jANo ja cho ke nyAya zuM ane anyAya zuM che. tamArA pakSe sAruM ane nyAyI valaNa hoya to tamAruM vAkaya satya * 53 bane che. tamAruM valaNa kharAba ane anyAyI che to tame sArA zabdo goThavIne asatya ja bolI rahyAM cho. sAcuM bolIne bIjAne apamAnita karavA ane jUThuM bolIne bIjAnI mAnasika hatAzA dUra karavI A be avasthAmAM avyavasthA kaze nathI. tame jIvo cho tenI AsapAsa satyano taDako ane asatyanuM aMdhAruM ramyA ja kare che. tame je mAla kharIdazo tenA tame mAlika cho. tamAre sArA mAlanI ja kharIdI karavAnI hoya. tame bIjAnI samakSa jevA cho tevA ja rajU thaI jazo to tame pakaDAI javAnA cho. tamAro vahevAra astavyasta thaI jaze. tame tamArI A maryAdAne samajIne tamArI anItine manomana kabUlazo e tamAruM prAmANika satya haze. ane A anItinA DAdha bhUMsavAnI bhAvanA sAthe je karazo te paNa sApekSa satya ke sApekSa asatya haze. tamAruM lakSya ane tamArI samaja e ja tamAruM satya bane che, sAthosAtha tamAruM lakSya ane tamArI samaja e ja tamAruM asatya bane che. satya ane asatya sAMbhaLanAranI najare pachI che. satya ane asatyano kharo avAja to bolanAranAM manamAM saMbhaLAto hoya che. tamArA zabdo ane tamArI pravRtti dvArA tame sArI bhAvanAne samarthana Apo cho tyAre tame satyanI kadara karo cho. tamArI pAse sArI bhAvanAnuM samarthana karavAnI lAgaNI nathI to tame asatyanA raste cho. tamAre kevA ane keTalA zabdo bolavA emAM satya chUpAyuM nathI. tamAre keTalAM vAkyo bolavA temAM asatya chUpAyuM nathI. tamAre zAMtithI bolavuM ke nArAja thaIne bolavuM temAM satya chUpAyuM nathI. tamAre je bolavuM che te zA mATe bolavuM che temAM satya chUpAyuM che. tamAre je bolavuM che te dvArA zuM meLavavuM che temAM asatya chUpAyuM che. satyanuM saranAmuM paNa ahIM che ane asatyanuM saranAmuM paNa ahIM ja che. 5 *

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ISanuM tattvajJAna tamane maLyA pachI mane samajAyuM ke tame sArA mANasa nathI. tame mArI AgaLa bIjA trIjA lokonI keTalI badhI niMdA karatA hatA ? tame dareka lokonI bhUlo kADhI rahyA hatA. tame nAnI vAtone jhINavaTathI kotarI rahyA hatA. tamane konI para vizvAsa haze, bhalA ? jenI jenI vAta nIkaLI te saunI tame phariyAda karI hatI. tamane AkhA jagatanA uddhAranI ciMtA hoya ane tame sauno avazya uddhAra karI zakavAnA cho evI hoMzathI tame bolyA karatA hatA. sanAna ke sUtaka vinA vAMdhA ane vacakA kADhatA hatA. tame bIjAnuM sAruM bolyA temAM paNa tamArI cAlAkI hatI. bIjAne kharAba pUravAra karI dIdhA pachI tenI dayA karatA ho te rIte tame emanI khuzAmata karI. tamArA manamAM zuM cAle che te mane samajAI zake nahIM ? tame bolo tenA AdhAre huM anumAna karI zakuM. mane ema samajAI gayuM che. ke tame koI paNa vyaktino doSa tarata zodhI kADho cho. bIjI rIte kahuM to tame koI paNa vyaktine doSapAtra pUravAra karavAmAM kAbela cho. tamAro bodha agAdha che. ATalA badhA loko mATe ekabIjAthI taddana judI phariyAdo rajU karI zako cho, tame. tamArI pAse dalIlo che. tamArI pAse jusso che. temane khoTA sAbita karavA asaMbhava. tamArA manamAM badhA ja loko mATe kema AvI negeTiva vAto bharelI che ? mane tamAro vicAra Ave che. tamane khoTuM lAge to mApha karI dejo. huM to mAro mata raju karuM chuM. mane ema lAgyuM che ke tamane joItI hatI tevI siddhi tame meLavI zakyA nathI. tamAre pahoMcavuM hatuM te mukAmathI tame vaMcita rahyA cho. bIjA lokone siddhi maLI che ane e mukAme paNa pahoMcI zakyA che. duniyA temane saphaLa mAne che. loko temanAM vakhANa kare che. tame temanI siddhi ke prazaMsAne khamI zakatA nathI. tamane A maLavuM joItuM hatuM. nA maLyuM. emane A siddhi ane prazaMsA nahotA maLavA joItA. maLyA ja maLyA. tamArI dhAraNAo dhULamAM bhaLI che. tame temane kamajora AMkatA hatA. emaNe potAnI zakti dvArA tamane ja kamajora pUravAra karyA. tame emane tuccha mAnatA hatA. Aje e eTalA badhA AgaLa nIkaLI gayA che ke tame ja tuccha dekhAI rahyA cho temanI AgaLa. tame vAstavikatA svIkArI lo to vakhANa karavA paDe. tame hAryA pachI paNa hAtha UMco rAkhavAmAM mAno cho. tamane joItuM hatuM te badhuM emane maLI gayuM che. emane maLyuM che te badhuM tamane maLavuM joItuM hatuM. tame emane joIne satata kazuMka gumAvI dIdhAno raMja anubhavo cho. tamArA nasIbamAM lakhAyuM che te tamane ochuM paDe che. tamArA hAthamAM nathI tevI badhI bAbato para aMkuza rAkhavAnA tamane koDa che. kAma karIne tame tamArI pratibhA puravAra karI zakyA nathI vAstu tame bIjAnAM kAmamAMthI bhUlo zodhIne moTA banavA mAMgo cho. tame lokomAM AdarapAtra mahApuruSa tarIke pUjAI rahyA nathI. tame lokomAM AdaraNIya banI cukelA mahApuruSonI bhUlo kADhIne saMtoSa anubhavo cho. tame mahApuruSa nathI to e loko paNa mahApuruSa banavAne lAyaka nathI, tevuM sAbita karavAmAM tamane majA Ave che. zAMta pANImAM paththara nAMkhanArA loko sAthe tamArI maitrI hoI zake che, khAya enuM khode tevI jamAtanA tame sabhya hazo tevuM mane lAge che. tamane samajAvI zakAya tema nathI. tamane huM kazuM kahIza to tame mArI hAlata kharAba karI dezo. tamArA jevA vicitra mANase mArI sAthe ATalI badhI vAto karI te joyA bAda mane mArI jAta mATe savAla thaI rahyo che ke huM sAro mANasa chuM ke nahIM ? irSAnuM tattvajJAna mane kyAreya samajAyuM nathI.

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phariyAda sAcI : rajUAta khoTI tamane maLeluM pANInuM varadAna sAcI vAtonA pracAra mATe che. tamAre bolavAmAM khUba khyAla rAkhavAno che. tamane sAmA mANasanI bhUla jovA maLe che. e bhUla kare che te uparAMta tamane e naDI rahyo che. tamane bolavAnI pharaja paDe che. tamAre bolatI vakhate samAlIne cAlavAnuM che. tame bolo te vakhate sAmA mANasane UtArI pADavAnI kazI dAnata manamAM rAkhatA nahIM. e mANase kareluM vartana tamane nArAja karI rahyuM haze te taddana sAcI vAta. tamAre vartananI bAbatamAM sAvadhAnIthI vartavAnuM che. sAmo mANasa khoTo hoya eTalA mAtrathI tame sAcA banI jatA nathI. sAmA mANase bhUla karI hoya eTale e tamAro kaTTara duzmana banI jato nathI. e mANase bhUla karI ke kharAba vahevAra karyo ke tamane du:khI karyA te pachI tamArA hAthamAM taka Ave che. tame tene zuM kaho cho te paNa mahattvanuM che. tame tene kaMI rIte kaho cho te paNa mahattvanuM che. tame enI bhUla joI che. te mANasanuM nabaLuM pAsuM tamArA dhyAnamAM AvyuM che. temane eNe trAsa Apyo che. e tamArA copaDe gunegAra tarIke noMdhAyo che. tame sAcA che. tame koI gunAmAM nathI. tamAruM duHkha asahaya haze tema chatAM tame udAra banazo. tame sAmA mANasane toDI pADazo to temAM tamAro vAMka nahIM gaNAya. tame tene premathI samajAvazo temAM tamArI moTAI dekhAze. tame tamane paDelI takalIphane gaLI jazo ane AkhI vAtane TALI dezo to sAmA mANasa para lAgaNInuM bhAraNa Avaze. tamAro svabhAva sAro che te pUravAra karavAno A ja avasara che. sAmo mANasa prema Ape ane prazaMsA kare tyAre sArA rahevAmAM tamAre kazI dhADa mAravAnI nathI hotI. tamane parezAna karavAmAM AvyA chatAM tame samatola bhAve tamArA vahevArane ujaLo rAkhyo. tame akaLAyA hovA chatAM dhIrajathI aNInAM TAMkaNe zAMta banI rahyA. tame bolyA temAM vedanA hatI. Akroza nahIM. tame kahyuM te duHkhanuM Atmanivedana hatuM, abhimAnanuM AkramaNa nahotuM ja, tamArI phariyAda karavAnI A sAcI rIta che. tame du:khane khamI zaktA nathI. sAmA mANasane lIdhe temane vyathA thAya te tame svIkArI zakatA nathI. barobara. tamAre du:khano inakAra karavo che to du:khathI AgaLa vadhIne gussA sudhI jazo nahIM. tamArAM du:khane tame gusso banAvI dezo to tamArA hAthamAM kazuM bacaze nahIM. tame du:kha veThyuM tenI upara tamAro gusso evo caDI besaze ke du:kha tame veryuM haze chatAM gunegAra tame ja gaNAzo. du:kha ApanAro tamArA gussAnAM nAme chaTakI jaze. tamane paDeluM du:kha tame karelA gussAnAM pApe hajAragaNuM thaI jaze. tame A samajI lezo to svabhAvane badalavAnuM saheluM thaI paDaze. tamArI samakSa AvanAra dareka saMyogone tamAre tamArI tarapheNamAM pheravavAnA che. tame tamArI rajuAtanA rAjA bano. tame tamArI bhASAnA bhagavAna bano. tame bIjAne je kAMI kaho temAM tamAruM nAma bagaDavuM na joIe. tame bIjAne je kaho temAM tamArI zAlInatAne kalaMka nA lAgavuM joIe. parIkSA to thaze ja. tamAre hiMmata ke sAtha UbhA rahevAnuM che. tamArI phariyAda sAcI hoya ane tamArI rajUAta khoTI hoya to tame jItanI bAjIne hAramAM pheravI rahyA cho.

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tame keTaluM badhuM bolo cho ? tamArI pAse avAja che. janAvara pAse paNa avAja che. tamArI pAse zabdo che. janAvara pAse zabdo nathI. tame mANasa cho mATe tamArI pAse bolavAnI AvaData che. mAbApa dvArA bolavAnuM zIkhyA bAda tame eTaluM badhuM phAsTa bolo cho ke mAbApa tamArI samakSa bolI zakatA nathI. tamArAM moDhe thanArI vAto dvArA tamAruM vyaktitva jAhera thAya che. tame suMdara vAto karo cho to tame suMdara vyaktimattA dharAvo cho. tame kaDavI vAto karo cho to tamArA dvArA tamArI chApa bagaDI rahI che. tame bolo te tamArI tAkAta paNa che ane kamajorI paNa che. tame sAcavIne sArI vAta rajU karo cho to tamAro zabda tamArI tAkAta banI jAya che. tame ADedhaDa rajUAta karI do cho to tamAro zabda tamArI kamajorI banI jAya che. pahelA vicAravuM, pachI bolavuM A uttama mANasonuM valaNa che. pahelAM bolI nAkhavuM, pachI vicAravuM A sAdhAraNa mANasonuM valaNa che. tame eka divasamAM keTalI vAto karo cho teno tamArI pAse koI hisAba nathI. gaIkAle AkhA divasa daramyAna tame keTalA kalAka bolyA te tamane yAda hotuM nathI. tame oNphisamAM keTalA kalAka beThA, dukAnamAM keTaluM beThA teno samaya tame gaNAvI zakazo. tame keTalA kalAka bolatA rahyA teno hisAba nathI raheto. je game, te bolo cho. je maLe tenI sAthe vAta karo cho. ataDA mANaso abhimAnI gaNAya che paraMtu samajyA vinA bolanArA to bekAra gaNAya che. tamAre plAnIMga karavAnuM che. AkhA divasa daramyAna tamAre keTalA kalAka bolavuM teno niyama thaI zakaze nahIM. tamAre zodhavAnuM raheze. AkhA divasa daramyAna tame kAmavagaranI vAto keTalI karo cho ane kAmanI vAta keTalI karo cho ? tame AkhA divasa daramyAna pAMca kalAka bolatA hazo to temAM kAmanI vAto kevaLa aDadho kalAka thatI haze. nakAmI vAto karavAmAM sADAcAra kalAkanuM dhovANa thaI jAya che. tame bolavAnuM choDI dezo to tamArAM kAmakAja aTakI jaze. sAva 3 bolavAnuM choDI zakAya tema nathI. tame nakAmI vAto para aMkuza bAMdhI zako cho. tame je bolo cho tenAthI kazuM phalita thatuM nA hoya, tame je bolo tenAthI kazuM nIpajatuM nA hoya to nahIM bolavAnuM, tamAre. je bolyA vagara cAle tema nathI eTaluM ja bolo. mahAbhAratamAM duryodhana ane yudhiSThire A baMne rAjAonI rAja calAvavAnI AvaData sArI hatI, tema jaNAvyuM che. pharaka kayAM hato ? duryodhanane khUba bolavAnI Adata hatI. yuddhiSThira mitabhASI hatA, thoDuM bolatA. duryodhanane bola bola karyA vagara cAlatuM nahIM tethI te satyavAdI nA banI zakyo. yudhiSTharajI ochuM bolatA, samajIne bolatA mATe te satyavAdI banI zakyA. tame bolavAnI bAbatamAM tamArI jIbha para kAbU nahIM rAkho to tame paNa duryodhana banI jazo. satyavAdI banavA mATe jUThuM nA bolavAno aDaga saMkalpa rAkhavo paDe che. jene ghaNuM badhuM bolavAnI Teva paDI gaI che te ApoApa jUThuM bolI bese che. bolavAnI jarUra na hoya to na bolavuM evI spaSTa samajaNa jeNe manamAM rAkhI che te jUThuM bole tevI zakyatA ochI che. cAlAkIthI jUThuM bolanArA paNa hoya che. AvA loko jUThuM bolavA mATe ja ochuM bolatA hoya che. A samasyA vaLI judI che. tame kevaLa bolabola karavAnI AdatanA cALe caDIne jUThuM bolI beso cho. bolavAmAM lagAma rAkho. sAcA bano. 64.

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du:khanA dahADA tamArI para takalIphonI hAramALAo tUTI paDI che. tame jamInadosta banIne pachaDAyA cho. bApajanamAreya vicAryuM na hoya tevo kAramo phaTako lAgyo che. tamAre niSphaLatAnI sAthosAtha AkSepa ane kaTAkSo sAMbhaLavA paDe che. du:khanA dahADA cAlatA hoya tyAre dilAso paNa vedanA vadhArato hoya che. tame aMdarathI bhAMgI paDo cho te sauthI moTI karuNatA hoya che. tamArI icchA hoya che, koI tamAro bacAva kare. tamArI tarapheNamAM koI bole to tamane niSphaLatAnI kaDavAza ochI naDe. tame du:khamAM phasAyA cho. koI samajanArA ke samajAvanArA nathI tamArI samakSa. tame sAva ekalavAyA cho, duHkhane lIdhe. tamArAM jevuM du:kha bIjA koIne nahIM paDyuM hoya tevuM mAno cho. du:khI hovAnA purAvA zodhI kADhIne vadhArene vadhAre duHkhI thavAnuM tamane mAphaka AvI gayuM che. raDavAnuM aTakatuM nathI. AMsu khUTatAM nathI. sadhiyAro sAMtvana Apato nathI. tame mAnasika roganA dAktara pAse davA karo cho. temAM UMghavAnI goLIthI sapanAM bhUlo cho. citA bhUlo cho. rogane dabAvI devAthI roga maTato nathI. duHkha Ave te sahana thAya, du:kha lAMbuM cAle te nathI khamAtuM, jarA bhAre bhAre lAge che. tame gumAvyuM haze, badhuM. tamArA jevuM nukazAna bIjA koIne nahIM thayuM hoya. A samayamAM paNa tame tamArI vicAracetanAne gumAvI nathI. du:khanA divasomAM vicAro karavAnI zakti jIvatI hoya che mATe ja to hatAzA UMDI banatI jAya che. tamArA vicArone sArI rIte goThavo. tame bahAra je gumAvyuM che te pAchuM maLI zake jo tame aMdarathI majabUta raho to, tame aMdarathI veravikhera thaI jazo to cArekora veravikhera paDelI ImAratanI IMTo goThavaze koNa? kaparA saMyogomAM manane paDakAra maLavo joIe. game te thAya A muzkela divasone pasAra karIne AgaLa nIkaLI javAnuM che. tame du:khI cho to zuM thayuM ? tame bhaviSyamAM du:khI ja rahevAnA cho tevI koI AgAhI thaI nathI. cAlatA cAlatA paDI jaIe ane saheja lohI nIkaLe to roDa para beThA beThA raDAya nahIM. UbhA thaIne davAkhAne javuM paDe. du:khatuM hoya to davA levI paDe. vAgyuM hoya to malamapaTTI karavA paDe. paDyA tyAM beThA rahevAthI takalIpha ukelAtI nathI. tamane hAra khamavI paDI che te vasamI vAta che. tame pahelIvAra ATalo mAra khAdho che. gaIkAla sudhInI nAnI moTI saphaLatAmAM tamAruM bhAgya tamArI sAthe hatuM. tamArAM bhAgyane A vakhate karavaTa badalavAnuM mana thayuM. tame lAcAra cho. bhAgya pharIvAra karavaTa badalI zake che. bhAgyane doSa ApIne tame raDatA raho cho. tamArAM raDavAthI bhAgya sudharI javAnuM nathI. tamArA nisAsA tamArI jiMdagInAM vartamAna duHkhone ochA karI zakavAnA nathI. tame DhIlA paDazo to bhAgya tamArI dayA khAvAnuM nathI. tame du:khamAM phasAyA cho. tamane ghaNAbadhA mANaso pAsethI ghaNI badhI sahAnubhUti meLavavAnI adamya icchA thatI hoya che. tame A rIte du:khI thayA e tame svIkArI zakatA nathI mATe tamane evuM lAge che ke mAruM du:khI thavuM bIjA koIne nA gamavuM joIe. tamane dilAso ApavA ocho loko maLe che to tame ekadama akaLAI uTho cho. tame du:khI cho te badhAne kabUla che tevuM tamArA ajJAta mAnasamAM tame anubhavo cho. tamAruM duHkha joIne koIne duHkha thatuM nathI te paNa tame sahana karatA nathI. tame tamArAM duHkhanI khoTI kalpanAmAM phasAyelA raho cho. tamane lAge che. mAruM koI nathI. hakIkata judI che. tame duHkhane eTaluM badhuM gaMbhIratAthI AtmasAta karI lIdhuM che ke tame koIne potAnA mAnI zakatA nathI. du:khanI phariyAdo satata karatA rahIe to najIkanA mANaso dUra bhAge che. tame to vaLI duHkhanA samaye sAva ja vegaLI sRSTimAM pahoMcI jAo cho. tame tamArA vicArone duHkhathI thoDA judA pADo. tame du:khane ghaDIbeghaDI mATe bhUlI zakAya tevA vicAro zodhI kADho. tame tamArA manane tamArA ja vicAro dvArA AzAvAdI banAvo. tamane ja raDavAnuM gamatuM hoya to koI tamane bacAvI zakavAnuM nathI.

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jIvato jAgato camatkAra sunAmI ane keTarinA tamane bharakhI gayA nathI. kAzmIrI bhUkaMpamAM tame kacaDAyA nathI. bAMgalAdezanA bhUkhaDIbArasa lokonI jamAtathI tame nokhA cho. jhUMpaDapaTTInAM chAparAMmAM tamAro nivAsa nathI. sAta divasanI bhUkhe tamAro paDachAyo abhaDAvyo nathI. abajonuM devALuM phUMkAya ne eTaluM ja devuM thAya tevA gorakhadhaMdhA tame nathI karyA. tame dhAryA zabdo bolI zako cho. tame badhAnI vAta sAMbhaLI zako cho. tamArI vAta kabUla karAvavAnI tamArI AvaData jagajAhera che. hajAra du:khI loko vacce tame ATalA badhA sukhI cho te jIvato jAgato camatkAra che. tamArI AsapAsa vasanArA loko hase che ane hasAve che. tamArI bhUla thAya to tamAro bacAva karanArA dosto beThA che. tamArA adhUrAM kAmonI ciMtA tamArAthI vizeSa tamArA sAthIdArone che. tamArAM duHkhane joIne raDI paDe tevA parivArajananI tamane hUMpha che. tame peTa bharIne jamI zako eTalI moTI thALI tamane pIrasAya che. moMghavArInA jamAnAmAM A jIvato jAgato camatkAra che. tamArI peDhIe kAmo khoraMbhAyA nathI. tamArAM nAmane baTTo lAge tevI thApa tame khAdhI nathI. tamArI pITha pAchaLa khaMjara jorathI bhoMkAyA nathI. tamArAM bajAramAM tamAro mAla Aje paNa lokapriya che. tamane game tevI pravRttio karatAM tamane koI rokI nathI zakatuM. tamAruM mana tamArI vicAraNAne tarkabaddha rIte AgaLa vadhAre che. tamArI kalpanAo avAnavAra sAcI paDe che. Diprezana ane sTresanA jamAnAmAM A jIvato jAgato camatkAra che. tamArA duzmanone tame oLakhI lIdhA che. e loko zuM karaze teno vicAra karIne tame agamacetI rAkhI zako cho. tamArI saphaLatA nAnI hoya to zuM ? tame e meLavI te moTI vAta che. tame rAte nirAMtanI UMgha laI zako cho. roja savAre tamArI mATe sUraja ugato rahe che. rAte tArA camakatA rahIne tamArA zvAsone cAlu rAkhe che. aDadhI rAte corI thaI javAno khAsa moTo bhaya nathI, tamane. bevaphAInI duniyAmAM A jIvato jAgato camatkAra che. tamArI pAchaLa sarakArI jAsUso paDyA nathI. tame * ka bIjAno sAtha ane hAtha banI rahyA cho. tema chatAM koIno hAtho nathI banyA. tame samajavI zako cho paNa khoTA pracAronI aMjAtA nathI, tame. nabaLAM lakSya nathI. tame lAje zarame kheMcAvAnuM TALI zako cho. tame hiMmatathI tamAro pakSa rajU karI zako cho. tame bIjAnI vAtane samajapUrvaka svIkAravA taiyAra cho. tame sthira cho. jIddI nathI. tame jhaDapI cho, utAvaLiyA nathI. tame pIchehaTha karavI paDe to hAratA nathI ane pragati thAya to pAgala banIne phUlAtA nathI. kheMcatANanA yugamAM A to jIvato jAgato camatkAra che. tamArI sahIthI beMka paisA Ape che. tamArA gharAko bIje trIje jatA nathI. tamArI zAkha bajAramAM che. tamArAM kuTuMbamAM tamane khAsso badho saddabhAva maLe che. tame karelAM Ayojana mujaba tame dhIme dhIme cokkasa dizAmAM AgaLa vadhI rahyA cho. tame tamArA hAthe kAgaLa lakhI zako cho. tamArI para AvatA saMdezAo tame tarata meLavI zako cho. tamArI AMkho dUralagInAM dazyo joI zake che. tamArAM vartuLamAM tame hAka pADo to eka kahetA daza jaNA bhegA thaI jAya che. tamArI yAdazakti akabaMdha che. tame udAra cho. tame samajadAra cho. nirakSara lokonI bahumativALA dezamAM tame A vAMcI zako cho e paNa jIvato jAgato camatkAra che. 68 *

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mAna-sanmAna phUlono hAra paherAvyo. mAIka para khUbabadhI prazaMsA thaI. bahumAna patra maLyuM. chApAmAM heDalAInsa camakI. tamArA nAmano DaMko vAgI gayo. tamane gauravano nazo caDI jAya tevo madamasta mAhola hato. tame A kSaNe zuM anubhavo ? tamane tamArI mahenatanuM phaLa maLyuM che teno saMtoSa to thAya ja. tamane vicAro zenA Ave ? tame karelI mahenata lekhe lAgI te sAcuM che tethI vadhu sAcuM e che ke tamArI jema ja mahenata karanArA bIjA keTalAya lokone hajI saphaLatA ke siddhi maLyA nathI. emanAM aramAna adhUrA che. emaNe tamArA karatAM vadhu pasIno pADyo hato. emanI kazI kadara thaI nahIM. tame phAvI gayA. e rahI gayA. tamAre e loko mATe sahAnubhUti jIvatI rAkhavAnI che. tamane Aje sanmAna maLyuM te pUrve tame jhajhUmatA hatA. te vakhate tame kevAM TenzanamAM hatAM ? pariNAmanI dhAraNA nahotI ane saphaLatAnI khAtarI nahotI. badhuM havAmAM addhara hatuM. UMgha harAma thaI jAya tevI taMgadilI tame bAMdhI beThA hatA. e divaso ane e manodazAmAMthI pasAra thaIne Aje tame saphaLa jAhera thayA cho. tamAro bhUtakALa e lokono vartamAna che, je Aje saphaLatA mATe saMgharSa karI rahyA che. emane maLyuM ja nathI kazuM. emaNe ghaNuM badhuM cUkavyuM che. emane AzA che. e manomana hArI gayA nathI. temane AzaMkA satAvI rahI che. dhAryA mujabanuM kAma nA thayuM to zuM thaze tenI phikara temane naDI rahI che. tame to Aje damAmathI beThA cho. tamArI pAse anubhava che. have navuM kAma tame hAthamAM lezo tyAre tame jItavAnA AtmavizvAsamAM hazo. e lokone hajI so TakAno AtmavizvAsa maLyo nathI. tamArI sarakhAmaNImAM e ghaNA ja pAchaLa rahyAM che. tamane e loko yAda AvavA joIe. tame kevaLa tamAro ja vicAra karazo to tamane majA AvavAnI che temAM koI zaka nathI. tame bIjAno vicAra karajo. tame saphaLatA meLavI che, te ja vakhate bIjA niSphaLa banIne beThA rahyA che. tame mahenata karI. e bIjA lokoe ALasa karIne varaso dhULamAM bagADyA. emaNe potAnI zaktine vyartha banAvI. e lokoe sapanAM joyA ja nahIM ane eTale ja sAkAra karyA nahIM. e loko sAmAnya bhikhArInI jema phUTapAtha jevI sAdhAraNa sthitimAM paDyA rahyA. emanI mATe paNa dayA rAkhajo. jANI joIne hArI janArA pAmara khelADI para gusso karIzuM to e jItaze nahIM. enI dayA karavAnI. A loko UMcAM lakSya vinA jiMdagIne bagADI rahyAM che. tame temanAthI hajAro ane lAkho jojana AgaLa ane upara cho. tamane je maLyuM che te mATe tame hakadAra che. tame rAkheluM sAtatya ane samarpaNa tamane ahIM sudhI lAvyuM che. tame AjanA mukAme pahoMcI zakyA cho te bhagavAnano prabhAva che. tame nAmI hasti banyA cho. eka vAta yAda rAkhajo. prazaMsA ane prasiddhinI asarataLe saMtoSa jIvato rAkhajo. A vAtAvaraNa tamArI mATe protsAhaka che tema jokhamI paNa banI zake che. tame je karyuM tethI vizeSa karavAnuM bAkI hoya tyAre A sUgarakoTeDa vighana tamArA pagane bAMdhI zake che. tamane khoTI nirAMta thaI jaze. tame Aje mAnI lezo ke jo pAnA thA vo mIla gayA. tame tamArI dizAone dhUMdhaLI banAvI, dezo. tame A mAnasanmAna mATe kyAreya kAma karyuM nathI. tame saphaLatA mATe kAma karyuM che . tame tamArI tAkAtanAM sanmAna mATe ja kAma karyuM che. hAratorAthI tamArI varasonI sAdhanAnuM mUlyAMkana thaI zake nahIM. tamArI para vizvAsa ane zraddhA rAkhanArA, tame khUba khUba AgaLa vadhatA raho te mATe tamAruM sanmAna karI rahyAM che. tame A mAna sanmAnane jamavAnI thALI jeTaluM ja mahattva Apajo . Akho divasa jamavAnuM nA hoya. jamI lIdhA pachI ene bhUlIne kAme lAgI javAnuM hoya. nasIbadAra hoya tene ja mAna-sanmAna maLe. have nasIbane joIne rAjI thayA karavAnuM nathI. nasIba karatAM vadhu mahimA puruSArthano che. nasIbanuM koDiyuM che. temAM puruSArthanuM tela pUro. saphaLatAnI jyoti jhaLahaLaze. mAna-sanmAna to AsapAsa uDatA phUdAM che. dIvo phUdAM mATe nathI. dIvo to dUra dUra sudhInA ajavAsa mATe che. tamArI saphaLatA tamArAM bhaviSyanI nakkara navaracanA mATe che. mAna-sanmAna to ThIka, mArA bhAI. o ,

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bhUtakALa yAdazakti e nisarganuM varadAna che. je ApaNI sAthe bane che te bhulAI jatuM hoya to jIvana maravA jevuM banI jAya. tame khAI lIdhA pachI zuM khAdhuM te bhUlI zako. khAdhuM che ane peTa bharAyuM che te to yAda rAkho ja cho ane to ja bIjAM kAma karI zako cho. tame seMkaDo nAmo yAda rAkhyA che te yAda na hoya, tamane agaNita zabdo moDhe che te yAda na hoya, tamane dareka anubhavamAMthI maLelo bodhapATha yAda na hoya, tamane tamArI kamANIno ane ugharANIno ane laoNnano AMkaDo yAda na hoya to tamArI pAse zuM bacavAnuM che ? tamane maLelo prema tame yAda rAkhyo che mATe ja tame parivArane sAcavo cho. prema bhUlI jazo to ghera javAnuM mana ja nahIM thAya. tame AdarelAM kAma AgaLa calAvavAnA che te tamane yAda che mATe ja tame dukAne ke oNphise jAo cho. javAbadArInAM kAma bhUlI jazo to ghera paDyA rahezo. tame yAda rAkhI zakatA na ho, je joyuM ke maLyuM ke sAMbhaLyuM te tarata bhUlI jatA hota to tame jaDa ane judA hota. tame samajadAra cho ane tamAruM vyaktitva vajanadAra che kemake tame badhuM yAda rAkhI zako cho. yAda rAkhavAnI mahAna zaktine tame zemAM vAparo cho ? tame bhUtakALamAM baneluM hatuM te badhuM yAda karo cho. paraMtu nakAmuM ja vadhAre yAda rAkho cho. sAruM hoya te yAda rAkhatA nathI. bhUtakALamAM naThAruM hatuM te ghaNuMya yAda che. bhUtakALa badalAto nathI. bhUtakALa dvArA du:kha pAmavA ke sukha meLavavA te ApaNA hAthamAM che. vItI gayelAM varaso ane jemAM pheraphAra thavAno nathI te bhUtakALane yAda karIne pastAvo paNa thAya che. kevI rIte ? A rIte karyuM hota to Ama thAta. A na karyuM mATe Ama thayuM. ane Ama karyuM mATe Ama thayuM. bhUtakALa taraphathI AvatI A baLatarAno kazo ja matalaba nathI. raDo ke mAthuM pachADo. bhUtakALamAM je thayuM te nahIM ja badalAya. je tame karyuM teno paDagho paNa paDyA ja karaze. bhUtakALane yAda karIne vairanI javALA jIvatI rAkhavAno paNa matalaba nathI. bhUtakALa tamane aDe che te nakkI che. bhUtakALa tamane naDe te jarUrI nathI. bhUtakALanI bhUla naDe, bhUtakALano DaMkha na naDavo joIe. bhUtakALane mApha karI do. bhUtakALa badala tamArI jAtane mApha karI do. bhUtakALane yAda karatA rahezo ane tenI paddhati khoTI ja haze to tame tamArA hAthe du:khI thayA ja karazo. tamane bhUtakALa taraphathI navuM kazuM maLavAnuM nathI. je banyuM te have tyAM ja bhale paDI rahyuM. bhUtakALano sojo caDaze ke bhUtakALa bojo banIne mAthe caDaze to tamArA phALe du:kha ja che. tame bhUtakALamAM banelA sukha ane saMtoSanA prasaMgo satata yAda karo. nAnI nAnI hasavA jevI mIThI vAto, saphaLa banelA tyAre maLelo jusso, ekale hAthe jItelI bAjI, ekAgra banIne mANelA saMtoSanA divaso, thAka pachInI nirAMta bharI UMgha, bharapUra paisAnI pAchaLa raheluM sadbhAgya, bhUtakALamAM ghaNuM badhuM sAru banyuM che. bhUtakALamAM ghaNuM meLavyuM che. bhUtakALamAM kyAMkathI chUTakAro paNa thayo che. bhUtakALamAM nikhAlasa hAsya maLyuM che. bhUtakALamAM evuM ane eTaluM suMdara suMdara maLyuM che ke yAda karatA raho tema romAMca vadhato raheze. bhUtakALa tamAro zeTha nathI, bhUtakALa tamAro anuyAyI che. ene tamArI pAchaLa rAkho. ene sAthe sAthe rahevA dezo to tame bhUtakALamAMthI bahAra AvI nahIM zako. - 31

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tame jho cho ke tamArI sAthe vAto karanAra daza-bAra mANasone tame je kahevA mAMgo cho te kahI do cho. tamane lAge che ke tamAre kahevAnuM hatuM te tame kahI dIdhuM che. tame bolI gayA te badhuM barobara hatuM ema mAnIne tame cAlo cho. tamane khabara nathI. tame bolavA mAMgo cho te vAta ane tame bolI rahyA cho te vAta eka hotI nathI. tame bolo cho temAM tamArA zabdo ane tamArI dehamudrA moTo bhAga bhajave che. tame hA pADo cho temAM nA paNa vAMcavA maLe. tame nA pADo cho temAM hA paNa vAMcavA maLe, tame bolI zako cho temAM tamAro Aveza UbharAto hoya. tame bolo temAM tamAro rAjIpo ane tamArI nArAjagI joDAya, tame zuM bolo cho te agatyanuM che tema zI rIte bolo cho te agatyanuM che. tame koI vAtamAM tamAro sahakAra jAhera karyo haze te hakIkatamAM tamAro virodha hoI zake che. tame koI mude virodha karyo hoya te hakIkatamAM svIkAranI jAherAta hoI zake che. tame nAnA bALaka nathI. manamAM Ave te jemanuM tema bolavAnI prakRti nathI tamArI. tame bolo cho te pAchaLa tamArI cokkasa dhAraNA hoya che. tame je nathI bolavA mAMgatA tenI mATe paNa tamAro potAno tarka hoya che. tamane lAgatuM hoya ke tamArI aghoSita dhAraNA ane manogata tarka chUpA rahe che to evuM nathI hotuM. tame kaho nahIM to paNa tamArA mananI vAta vyakta thaI ja jAya che. tame kevaLa tamArA zabdo dvArA tamAro bacAva karI zakatA nathI. tame je kAMI bolyA te akSaro ane vAkyo to bhASAnuM stara hatAM, tame je rIte bolyA te bhAvanAnuM stara haze. tamArI bhAvanAomAM zuM che ane zuM nathI tenI sAmA mANasane khabara nathI paDavAnI. bolatI vakhate tame kevI bhAvanA sAthe bolo cho te sAmA mANasane samajAze. sAmo mANasa tamAro avAja sAMbhaLIne tamane samajato nathI. e tamArA zabdonI bhInAza ke khArAza pAme che. bolanAra mATe niyama nathI ke e manamAM hoya te ja bole. manamAM na hoya tevuM paNa bolI javAya che. sAMbhaLanAranuM paNa evuM ja che. sAMbhaLanAro je bolAyuM hoya tene ja sAMbhaLe che - 3 tevuM nathI. sAMbhaLanAro potAnA manamAM cAlatA vicAromAM ramato hoya che. ene tame zuM bolo cho temAM rasa ocho che. ene tamArI pAsethI sAMbhaLavA maLe che emAM rasa che. tame bolo cho temAM tamAro rasa kAma kare che. tame bolazo temAM tamAruM mana nA paNa joDAyuM hoya. e sAMbhaLaze emAM enuM mana nA paNa joDAyuM hoya. sAmAM mANasane zuM sAMbhaLavuM che tenI kalpanA tamane na hoya ane tamAre je bolavuM che te tamArI rajUAta dvArA so TakA spaSTa thaI jaze teno tame vizvAsa na hoya to tamArA zabdo jarUra eLe javAnA che. tamArI vAtomAMthI koI adhUrapa zodhI kADhavAmAM Ave che te tamane samajAtI nathI kemake tamAre zuM bolavuM che ane sAmA mANasane zuM sAMbhaLavuM che enI samajUtI tamArA manamAM thaI hotI nathI. tame avAja ane zabdono meLa goThavIne vAta karo cho to vAtacIta kahevAya. tame zabdo ane bhAvanAno sumeLa racIne bolo te saMvAda kahevAya. tame vAtacIta kAyama karo cho. tame saMvAda javalle sAdho cho. # # # 34 che.

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koI joDe koI toDe umAzaMkara jozInA zabdo che : prItaDI koI joDe koI toDe. lAgaNI ane sadbhAvanI vyAkhyA mANase mANase badalAya che. tame lAgaNInI abhivyakti mATe zabdo, vahevAra ane vastuono upayoga karo cho. tame lAgaNInI anubhUti zabdo dvArA, vahevAra dvArA ane vastuo dvArA pAmo cho ane zabdo vahevAra ane vastu karatAM lAgaNI taddana alaga che te samajo cho. lAgaNI nAmano saMbaMdha thoDAka mANaso sAthe hoya che. tamane badhA ja mANaso mATe eka sarakhI lAgaNI rahetI hoya to tame bhagavAna athavA pAgala bemAMthI eka cho. tame bhagavAna nathI. tamAre pAgala rahevAnI jarUra nathI. tamArI lAgaNI cokkasa vyaktio sAthe ja keLavAyelI che. tamAre A lAgaNI upara tamArI sabhAnatAne bIchAvavAnI che. lAgaNI to UMcA pahADa parathI kUdatAM jharaNAM jevI che. te dhasamasATa vahetI jAya che. tene rokAtI nathI. tenA para aMkuza rAkhatA nathI AvaDatuM tamane, lAgaNImAMthI apekSAo jAge che. lAgaNInI levaDadevaDamAMthI ahaMkAra jAge che. lAgaNInI abhivyakti pachI adhikAra bhAva Ave che. lAgaNIne kevaLa lAgaNI tarIke ja jovAnI hoya. apekSA ane levaDadevaDa ane adhikAra lAgaNImAMthI nIpaje che. e lAgaNInA aviSkAra che. emane lAgaNInAM pUrNa rUpa tarIke jovAnI bhUla karAya nahIM. lAgaNI kevaLa lAgaNI che. lAgaNIne apekSAmAM bAMdhI lezo nahIM. lAgaNIne levaDadevaDanAM baMdhAraNamAM jakaDI lezo nahIM. lAgaNImAM ahaMkAranI jamAvaTa thavA dezo nahIM. lAgaNInI bhASAmAM zabdonuM kAma nathI hotuM. lAgaNInuM ghaDatara svArthanI bAdabAkI dvArA ja karI zakAya che. tamAro svArtha sAdhI Ape, tamAro ahaM ke tamArI apekSAne sAcavI le tenI sAthe ja lAgaNI hoya to vAta AkhI khoTI kare che. lAgaNInI duniyAmAM vizvAsa hoya. sukha Avaze to vaheMcI laIzuM ane duHkha Avaze to sAthe rahIzuM e lAgaNInI samaja che. ekabIjAnI bhUlane mApha karavAnI ane ekabIjAno sAtha jALavIne potapotAnI bhUla sudhAravAnI taiyArI te lAgaNI. sArAM kAmamAM so TakAno Teko. kharAba kAmamAM premALa virodha. salAha mAMgavAmAM zarama nahIM. mAphI mAMgavAmAM saMkoca nahIM. potAnI vAta choDavAmAM khacakATa nahIM. potAnI bAdabAkI karIne sAthIdArano sAco vicAra karavAnI utkaMThA. A lAgaNI che. mAMgyA pachI na maLe tevI vastuo mATe tUTI janAro saMbaMdha e lAgaNI nathI. kSullaka apekSAo mATe saMgharSa vahorI lenAro manobhAva lAgaNI na hoI zake. lAgaNI ApavAmAM mAne, pakaDAvI devAmAM nahIM. lAgaNI pAmavAnI vastu che, meLavavAnI nahIM. lAgaNI jIvavAnI hoya che, batAvavAnI nathI hotI. lAgaNI aMdara vasato AtmA che. e zarIra ke bhASA nathI. lAgaNInI aMtaraMga anubhUti tarIke mAvajata karazo to tamane saMbaMdhomAM koI aDacaNa Avaze nahIM. lAgaNIne haka ane moTAIno mAmalo banAvazo to Dagale pagale herAna thayA karazo. tamArI sAthe saMkaLAyelI vyaktio lAgaNI rAkhe che. baMne pakSe ane bemAMthI eka paNe lAgaNInuM arthaghaTana khoTI rIte thayuM haze to tamArA hAthamAM du:kha ane nirAzA Avaze. potAnI lAgaNIne yogya rIte nahIM ghaDo ane bephAma banIne vahevAra calAvatA rahezo to sAmA pakSe saMbaMdha tUTaze ane tamArA pakSe saMbaMdha bagaDaze. tame dInahInabhAve sureza dalAlanA zabdo bolazo : mAre navA navA saMbaMdho bAMdhavA nathI mAre tUTelA dhAgA pharI sAMdhavA nathI. * 75

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mIThAI ane rasoI jamavA besuM chuM. roTalI, dALa, bhAta, zAka ne bIjuM ghaNuM khAvA maLe che. moTo divasa hoya to mIThAI paNa maLe che. jamavAnuM che eTale peTa bharIne khAvuM che. huM jamavA besuM tyAre mane mIThAI vadhAre bhAve tevuM bane. mIThAIno svAda ane tenA raMgarUpa sarasa hoya che. bIjI badhI rasoInAM AkarSaNamAM ane mIThAInAM AkarSaNamAM tAttvika rIte pharaka nathI. mAnasika rIte pharaka che. tame peTa bharavA mATe rasoI khAo cho ane dila bharavA mATe mIThAI khAo cho. mIThAI khAvAthI peTa bharAya che paraMtu ekalI mIThAI ja khAya ane dALa, bhAta, zAka roTalIne aDe paNa nahIM te mANasa buddhino baLada gaNAya che. tamArA jIvanane A najare tapAso. tame thoDAka loko sAthe lAgaNIthI saMkaLAyelA cho. ghaNA badhA loko sAthe oLakhANathI saMkaLAyelA cho. A hakIkatanI sAthe evuM paNa che ke tame ekAda vyakti tarapha vizeSa rIte AkarSita cho. tamArA jIvanano AdhArastaMbha ke raoNlamaoNDela tame kone mAno cho te to tame ja kahI zako. e je koIpaNa hoya tene tame Adara ane sanmAna Apo te sAruM che. mIThAI ane rasoIno pharaka have samajavAno che. tamane gamato AdamI e tamArI mIThAI che. hajI spaSTatAthI vicArIe to tame jemanA mATe sauthI vizeSa lAgaNI rAkho cho te tamArI mIThAI che. sivAyanA bIjA parivArajano to kevaLa rasoI che. mIThAI khAvAnI nA nathI. mIThAI mATe rasoIne tarachoDavAnI nA che. mIThAI ane rasoInI thALI eka hoya che. priyajana ane parivArajana mATenuM ghara to eka ja hoya che. tame priyajanane prema pradarzita karavA mATe parivArajanane tucchakAro te vahevAru nathI. tamArA priyajana sivAyanA tamAma loko mATe tame priyajanane phariyAda karatA raho cho te tamAre prema nathI. e mUrkhAmI che. vadhu paDatI mIThAI khAIe pachI uba AvI jAya che. roTalI roja khAIe chIe ane bhAve che. rasoIne vaphAdAra rahenArane ja mIThAIno kharo svAda maLe che. parivArajanone sAcavanArAne ja priyajanano sAco prema maLe che. ekAda vyaktine aMgata rIte mahattva ApI devAthI bAkInAM parivArajanonuM mahattva tUTI jatuM hoya che. mIThAInuM AkarSaNa kabUla. vyaktivizeSanuM sAmIpya kabUla. vahevAramAM samatulA na toDo te muddAnI vAta che. tame je saMbaMdha dvArA AtmasaMtoSa meLavI rahyA cho te saMbaMdha dvArA ja vagara kAraNe koI niraparAdhI vyaktino AtmasaMtoSa ghavAto hoya che. tame na samajI zako to tamArA jIvanamAM moTI AMdhI AvavAnI che te nakkI samajajo. tamArI lAgaNInI abhivyaktino A mAmalo che. tamane lAgaNI hoya te judI vAta che. tamArI lAgaNInI abhivyakti khoTI rIte thatI hoya che te tamane kema nathI samajAtuM ? tame jIvana jIvo cho te dvArA, tame vartana karo cho te dvArA, AsapAsanA lokone tamArA taraphathI satata kaMI ne kaMI maLatuM rahe che. tamArA manamAM je bhAvanA che te temanI mATe duHkhadAyaka na banavI joIe. tamArI bhAvanAnI abhivyakti temanI mATe du:khadAyI nIvaDavI joIe nahIM. tamane lAgaNIthI baMdhAvAnI ane lAgaNImAM bAMdhavAnI ubhayapakSI svataMtratA bhale maLI. tamArI lAgaNI dvArA aMtaraMga parivArajanomAM gerasamajanI gAMTha bAMdhavAnuM pApa tame nA karo. koIne potAnI upekSA gamatI nathI. alabatuM, upekSA karanAro jANI joIne upekSA kare che tevuM paNa nathI. prazna kevaLa pasaMdagIno che. tamArI mATe lAgaNInI bhUmikAe koI vyakti mahattvanI hoya to paNa vahevAranAM stare moTI asamatulA UbhI thavA dezo nahIM. roTalI ane mIThAInI jema badhAne eka ja thALInA membara samajo .

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premanI paribhASA khUba ja vagovAyelo ane vaparAyelo amara zabda che : prema. tamane sAmA mANasa pAsethI mAnasika saMtoSa maLe ane e mANasane mAnasika saMtoSa ApavA tame kaMI paNa karI chUTavA taiyAra raho te sAdhAraNa rIte prema gaNAya che. tame sukha Apo cho mATe tame prema karo cho. tame sukha meLavo cho mATe tamane prema pAmyAno ahesAsa thAya che. manamAM mAnelI icchAo pUrI thayA kare ane prema cAlyA kare A TInejarsa kakSAno prema che. premanuM pariNAma icchAo pUratuM sImita nathI. prema svabhAvane sparzatI anubhUti che. tamArA svabhAva anusAra ja tamAro prema ghaDAze. icchA sarvasAmAnya hoya che premamAM. badhA je kare che te ja tame karo cho. A tRpti sAthe ja premane saMpUrNa rIte joDI zakAya nahIM. premane tamArA svabhAvano paDagho banAvo. tamAro svabhAva sAro che te tamArA vahevAra dvArA vyakta thAya ane tamArA svabhAva thakI sAmA mANasane AnaMda maLe te kharo prema che. premamAM ApavA karatAM soMpavuM mahattvanuM che. premamAM zuM karavuM te agatyanuM che, ema zuM na karavuM te paNa agatyanuM che. premamAM traNa vastuno satata khyAla rAkhavo joIe. prema, ahaMkAramAMthI bahAra AvavAno sukhadAyaka mArga che. premane adhikAramAM bAMdhI zakAya nahIM. premane maryAdAnI bahAra javA devAya nahIM. prema svArthathI vikhUTA pADIne nijAnaMda sudhI pahoMcavAnuM bhAvanAtmaka mAdhyama che. premamAM sAmI vyakti mahattvanI che ja. tethI vizeSa mahattva e vyakti mATenA tamArA abhigamanuM che. be maLelA jIvano prema samajIne tame A vAtane avaLe pATe nA laI jazo. tamArI para lAgaNI rAkhanArA mATenI tamArI saccAI e tamAro prema che. parivArajano, snehIjano ane mitro mATe tamAro vahevAra traNa rIte spaSTa rAkho. eka, tamArA taraphathI ke tamArA lIdhe emane duHkha thAya tevuM kAMI ja banavuM na joIe. tamane emanA taraphathI duHkha thayuM hoya teno anubhava tamArI mATe 90 dardanAka ja haze. emaNe du:kha ApyuM che mATe emane duHkha ApavAnuM tame vicArazo to nukazAna tamAre ja bhogavavAnuM raheze. tame sukha ApyuM che ane Apo cho eTalA mAtrathI tame du:kha Apo cho te svIkArya banI zake nahIM. duHkha e duHkha ja che. jene duHkha paDe te baLavo pokAre. tame jemanI sAthe sukhanuM AdAnapradAna karo cho temane duHkha dIdhA karo cho te tamArI bhUla che. tame ApelAM duHkha ja tame ApelAM sukhane nakAmA banAvI de che. paddhati badalo. sukha ApI zako to Apo. na ApI zako to cAle. du:kha to hariMgajha nA Apazo. be, tame ghaNAM badhAM duHkho nathI ApyA. tame Apela duHkho tamArA premanA bhAvine avazya dhUMdhaLuM banAve che. evuM kAMI bane te pahelAM tame ApelAM duHkho yAda karIne mAphI mAMgI lo. uparAMta tamArA vize emanAM manamAM je je du:kho che te emane pUchI lo. te khullAM dile kahI zake tevI mokaLAza Apo. te kaheze e mujaba pharaka Avaze evo vizvAsa Apo. tame jANatA nahotA evAM duHkho jANIne enuM nimitta ekamAtra tame ja cho evI kabUlAta sAthe mAphI mAMgo. traNa, mAphI mAgyA bAda tame javAbadArIomAMthI mukta banI zakatA nathI. tamArA hastaka emane thayelAM nAnAmoTAM tamAma duHkhone vigatavAra yAda rAkhI lo. tamArA premamAM tame A mAmale gunegAra pUravAra thayA cho teno satata pastAvo manamAM jIvato rAkhajo. tame emane paDelAM duHkhone tamArI javAbadArIpUrvaka yAda rAkhI lo. tame emane paDelAM du:khone tamArI javAbadArIpUrvaka yAda rAkhazo to tamArAmAM navAM du:kho ApavAnI hiMmata nahIM jAge. tame ApelAM duHkhonI yAda tamArA premanI khovAI gayelI khUTatI kaDI banIne satata tamane saccAInA dorathI bAMdhI rAkhaze. prema e ghaDIbeghaDInI mauja nathI. prema juvAnIno ubharo nathI. prema aMtaraMga ahesAsa che. avyakta rahe to AnaMda Ape ane vyakta thAya to vadhyA kare tene prema kahevAya. 80.

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saMbaMdhamAM prema ? premamAM saMbaMdha prema. manamAM sadbhAva ane lAgaNI jAge tene prema kahe che. paraMtu saMbaMdhamAM be vyakti hoya che. mA ane dIkaro, bhAI ane bhAI, bApa ane dIkarI, sAsu ane vahu. be vyakti che. be svabhAva che. be vicAradhArA che. prema che. be vyaktitvanuM milana thAya che. bhautika stara gauNa hoya che. mAnasika, bhAvanAtmaka stare be vyaktimattAnuM joDANa thAya che. tamAro saMbaMdha jemanI jemanI sAthe joDAya che temanI pAsethI tame apekSAo rAkho cho. tame saMbaMdhane mAdhyama banAvIne tamArI apekSAne vadhu mahattva ApatA hazo to tame premamAM saphaLa thaI zakazo nahIM. saMbaMdhamAM sAmI vyaktine mahattva ApavAno matalaba e che ke, tamArI apekSAne gauNa mAnavAnI zakti keLavavI. saMbaMdha sAthe saMkaLAyelA vahevAro dvArA tamane saMtoSa maLe che. tamane mahattva maLe, tamArA ahaMne saMtoSa maLe tenAthI tamAro saMbaMdha samo sAjo rahyo hoya to tame prema nathI rAkhatA balka abhimAna rAkho cho. prema abhimAna poSavAno saMbaMdha nathI. prema abhimAnane bhUlavAno saMbaMdha che. AmAM baMne pakSe samajavuM joIe. tamArA taraphathI apekSA rAkhavAmAM nathI AvatI ane sAmA pakSe apekSAo rahyA ja kare che to prema jokhamamAM che. sAmo pakSa tamArI para koI ja dabANa karato nathI ane tame sAmI vyaktine dareka vakhate prezara karo cho to premamAM dhrujAro Ave che. tame lAgaNI rAkho cho to tamane abhimAna yAda AvavuM ja nA joIe. tamArA manamAM rahelI lAgaNI tame sAmI vyaktinAM mana sudhI supere pahoMcADI zakyA ho to tamAre nA sAMbhaLIne nArAja thavAnuM nA hoya. tamArI lAgaNIno asvIkAra tamane duHkhI banAve te khoTuM. tamArI lAgaNI tame jaNAvI nA zako to ja du:khI thavuM paDe. tamArI e lAgaNI sAmI vyakti sudhI pahoMcI tyArabAda tamAre varcasva sthApavAnuM na hoya, tamArA manamAM icchA jAgI tenuM mULa tamArI lAgaNI che. tamArI icchA pUrI nA thaI to icchAne bhUlI javAnI. lAgaNI to vyApaka anubhUti che. ekAda be prasaMgamAM te na sacavAI to duHkhI thavAnuM nA hoya. tame sAmI vyaktine lAgaNI Apo cho teno sAco artha e che ke, tame tamArA ahaMne A saMbaMdhamAM gauNa mAnI rahyA cho. ahaM mATe dhaMdho che. ahaM mATe bajAranI spardhA che. lAgaNInA saMbaMdhamAM ahaM, na jAgavo joIe, na to vAgavo joIe. tamAro saMbaMdha tamArA dilamAM jIvI rahelA prema upara nirbhara che. tamAro ahaM tamArA premane vyAkuLa banAvI de ane cheka tamArA saMbaMdha sudhI vikSepa Ubho kare che. saMbaMdhamAM prema hoya to hA ke nA mahattvanI rahetI nathI. apekSA to bahAnuM che. icchA premanI mAvajata karavAnuM to kevaLa mAdhyama che, premane sAmA mANasa sudhI pahoMcADavAnuM mAdhyama. tamArAM manamAM sAmI vyakti mATeno prema che te ja mukhya bAbata che, tamArI mATe. tamArI icchA ane apekSA ane tamArA ahaM sAthe bAMdhachoDa karIne paNa tame tamArA premane niHsvArtha ane nirdoSa bhUmikAe jIvato rAkhajo . premamAM saMbaMdhanuM mahattva hoya tethI vadhu saMbaMdhamAM premanuM mahattva che. saMbaMdha parAvalaMbI che. prema svAvalaMbI che.

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adhiAra bhAvanA tamAro AtmavizvAsa kamajora haze tyAre tamane kazuMka gumAvI devAno Dara lAgavA mAMDaze. tamArI dhAraNA moTI haze. tamArI apekSA ghaNI haze. ekaMdare badhuM samusUtaruM cAlatuM haze. tyAM acAnaka kazuMka juduM banaze. tamane phALa paDaze. Ama banavuM nA joIe, tevuM tame vicArazo. tame aMdarathI gabharAzo ane bahArathI gusso karazo. tamArI mATe A samasyA eka paDakAra haze. tame je nakkI karyuM che tenAthI alaga kAMIka bane tyAre tame tevuM banavA devA taiyAra nathI hotA. dIkarAne DaoNkTara banAvavAnI icchA rAkhanAro bApa, dIkarAne patrakAra banavA nathI deto. dUdhInuM zAka banAvavAnuM nakkI karI beselI sAsu, vahune turiyAnuM zAka banAvavA nathI detI. nakkI karelA nirNayone vaDIlo choDI zakatA nathI. adhikArabhAva kAma kare che. tamArAthI nAnI uMmaranA yuvAna putronI svataMtratAmAM tame hastakSepa karatA raho cho. potAnA dhaMdhAmAM seTa thaI gayelA mahenatu mANasane koI vaDIla salAha ApatA rahe che. potAnA vinA bIjAne cAlavAnuM nathI teno ahaM ane potAnI buddhi pramANe bIjA nahIM cAle to emane nukazAna thaze Avo mithyA AtmavizvAsa. tamane pUchyA vinA karAyeluM sAruM kAma tamane prazaMsA karavA lAyaka lAgatuM nathI. bIjA bhUla na kare to tamArI moTAI batAvI zakAtI nathI. mamatAnI khoTI gAMTha adhikAra bhAvanA che. tamane jemanI para lAgaNI hoya temanI para haka jamAvavAnuM game che. tame jemane sAcavo cho, temane tamArA upakAronI yAda Apo cho, tame. tamane tamArI kiMmatanuM vadhAre paDatuM bhAna thaI cUkyuM che. tamane lAge ke tame taTastha cho ane tame sArI rIte vicArI rahyA cho. hakIkatamAM tame tamArI vicArazailInA zikAra banI cUkyA cho. tamAro daMbha tamane samajAto nathI. tamArI jIda tamane saccAIno prema lAge che. tame sAmA mANasane javAbadArIpUrvaka saMbhALI rahyA cho, tevuM mAnI lo cho. jAte ne jAte tame paristhiti para tamArI pakaDa jamAvI rAkhavA mAMgo cho. tame tamArI kAryakSamatA dvArA badhAM kAmo para kabajo jamAvI levAnuM vicAro cho. tamArI pAse anubhava ocho hovA chatAM tame dareka viSayomAM potAne ekadama niSNAta mAnI lo cho. tame gumAvavA taiyAra nathI. tame bIjAne sudhAravA ane badalavA eTalA badhA tatpara cho ke tamArA svabhAvamAM je sudhAravA ane badalavA jevuM che te tame yAda karI zakatA nathI. tame to basa, tamArA hAthamAM ja badhuM rAkhavA mAgo cho. tamane na pUchAya te khoTuM ja hoya che. tamane na game te kharAba ja hoya che. tamAruM na mAne te nakAmo ja hoya che. tamAruM na sAMbhaLe te badamAza ja hoya che. tamArA abhiprAya mujabanI duniyA tamane khape che. tamArI muThThImAM keda rahe tevA mANaso ja tamane cAle che. tamArA karatAM bIjA vadhu saphaLa hoya te tamArAthI khamAtuM nathI. tamArI gerahAjarImAM badhuM sahI salAmata rahI zake che te tame mAnI nathI zakatA. tamArI duniyAnA tame maMDUka che. tamane bIjAnuM sAruM dekhAtuM nathI. tamArAthI bIjAnuM sAruM saMbhaLAtuM nathI. tame satata Daro cho ke mAro kabajo jato raheze. tame satata vicAro cho ke mArA vinA emane cAlavuM nA joIe. tame tamArI tAkAtane samajayA vinA bIjAnI tAkAtane ochI AMkyA karo cho. tamAruM gajuM na hoya tyAM mAthAM mAro che. tame saMbaMdhomAM saMgharSa ane saphaLatAmAM spardhA anubhavatA raho cho. tamane mukta mane vicAravAnuM AvaDyuM nathI. tamane udAradile prazaMsA karavAnuM gamyuM nathI. tamane tamArI moTAI sivAya bIjuM kazuM khapatuM nathI. tamane tamArAM varcasvane jamAvI rAkhavA sivAya bIjo koI vicAra ja sUjhato nathI. tame adhikAra bhAvanA rAkho cho. tame kaDaka nathI, paNa kaDavA cho. tame spaSTa nathI, paNa AkarA cho. tame majabUta nathI, paNa jaDasu cho. tame tamArAM asaMtuSTa abhimAnano bhoga banI cUkyA cho. adhikArabhAvanA e manomana cAlatuM mahApApa che. 83

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AnaMda ke ghaDI AI hasatA rahejo. hasavA mATe manane samajAvatA rahejo . dareka vAtane sIdhA arthamAM lejo. tame dhAryuM hoya te mujaba thAya tyAre to hasI zakAya ja. tame dhAryuM te mujaba nA thayuM to nirAza nA thazo. atyAra sudhI dhAryA mujaba ghaNuM thayuM che. pAchaLa, AkhI jiMdagI paDI che jovA mATe, sArA prasaMgo yAda karajo. dhAryA karatAM vadhu saphaLatA maLI che. gaIkAle ane tenI pahelA ghaNI saphaLatA pAmI lIdhI che. A vakhate jarA muzkelI paDI che. hoya e to. dara vakhate ApaNA dhAryA mujaba na paNa thAya. adalAbadalI thaI jAya. hA sAMbhaLavAne badale nA sAMbhaLavA maLe to khoTuM zuM lagADavAnuM ? videzamAM eka sAmayika bahAra paDe che. temAM samAcAro pojhiTIva eprocathI chapAya che. akasmAtanA samAcAra chApavAnA hoya to ApaNAM chApAM zuM chApe ? pacAsa mANasothI ThasoThasa bharelI basane naDelo gaMjAvara akasmAta. cAlIsanA mota. dasanI hAlata gaMbhIra, e chApuM jarA judI rIte samAcAra chApe che. pacAsa mANasothI bharelI basano akasmAta thayo. dasa jIvatA bacI gayA. tabiyata sudhArA para che. dareka vAtane AzvAsanano muddo banAvo. dareka ghaTanAmAMthI rAhatanI lAgaNI zodho. je kAMI bane tene sukhI thavAnuM nimitta banAvo. koI gALa Ape to ema vicAro ke eNe mane tamAco nathI mAryo. koI tamAco mAre to ema vicAro ke mane baMdUka nathI batAvI. koI baMdUka batAve to ema vicAro ke mane goLI nathI mArI. koI goLI mAre to ? sabUra. AvuM socavAnuM nathI. goLI mAravA sudhInI kalpanA karavI te paNa nirAzAvAda che. tame rAhata zodho. tame khuzI zodho. tame rAjI thavAnuM bahAnuM khoLI kADho. Akhare A jagata pAse sukha ke du:kha nathI. tamArA manamAM sukha che. tamArA manamAM du:kha che. tame sukha zodhavA jazo to sukha maLaze. tame sukha nahIM zodho to du:kha maLavAnuM ja che. tamAre sukhanI khoja mATe jIvavAnuM che. tame jarA du:khalakSI banI gayA cho. tamane Ano khyAla nathI rahyo. sukha mAnasika avasthA che. tame e bahAra zodho cho. zodho nahIM. meLavo. A prasaMga duHkhano nathI eTaluM nakkI karIne temAM sukha zodho. A prasaMga tanAvano nathI tema vicArI temAMthI rAhata meLavo. tamAruM mana daravakhate nitanavAM bahAnAM zodhI zake che. tame nakkI karazo ke sukhI hovAnA muddA zodhavA che to tame te paNa zodhI zakazo. alabatta, A rIte vicAravA mATe thoDI mAnasikatA ghaDavI paDe che. mAre duHkhI thavuM che tevuM vicAratuM nathI koI. paraMtu duHkhI hovAnA muddA zodhIne levAnuM phAve che badhAne, vAte vAte raDanArA du:khanAM bahAnAM zodhe che. pagale ane pagale herAna thanAro hakIkatamAM du:khane zodhI kADhanAro baLada hoya che. du:khI thavAno vicAra na hovA chatAM duHkha para kendrita thaIne vicAratA rahe che sau. vicArono DhAMco badalo. tamane je duHkha nathI maLyuM te zodhI rAjI thAo. tamArI pAse je sukha sahIsalAmata che tene nihALIne rAhata meLavo. AsamAna tUTI paDyuM nathI AsamAna tUTavAnuM paNa nathI. tame AnaMdanA mAlika cho. tame dareka jagyAe, dareka samaye AnaMdane zodho. zodhe tene maLe, nA zodhe tene nA maLe. * 85

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pratibhAva ane pratyAghAta sTIphana kovInuM vizvaprasiddha pustaka che. saphaLa thavAnA nahIM paraMtu sArA banavAnA sAta muddAnI temAM carcA che. karoDo buksa veMcAI che. veMcAyA kare che. hamaNA emanuM navuM pustaka AvyuM che. emAM AThamI AdatanI carcA che. A vicArakanI rajUAta eka mukhya pAyA para UbhI che. tamArI sAthe je bane che te badhA sAthe bane che. tame je karo cho te badhA kare che. tame bIjAthI alaga nathI paDatA. tamArI te kamajorI che. tame vAtamAM AvI jAo cho. tame prabhAvamAM kheMcAI jAo cho. tamAre navesarathI tamAruM ghaDatara karavAnuM che. - tamArI samakSa koI prasaMga Ave che. tame tarata pratibhAva Apo cho. tame gALa sAMbhaLI ane tarata tame gusso karyo. temane mAra paDyo ane tarata tame sAmo humalo karyo. tamane niSphaLatA maLI ane tarata tame bahAnAbAjI zarU karI, tamane saphaLatA maLI ane tarata tame pArTI ApI dIdhI. tamArI samakSa saMyoga Ave. tame eno pratibhAva ApI do. A cIlAcAlu paddhati che. sTIvana kovI kahe che tamArI samakSa saMyoga Ave che ane tame teno pratibhAva Apo cho A be vAkyanI vacce khAlI jagyA hoya che. tame tyAM UbhA rahIne vicArI zako cho. tame pratibhAva ApatA pahelAM aTakI zako cho. tame e khAlI jagyAne zodhavAnI Adata pADo. gALa sAMbhaLI ane gusso AvavAno che. A be vAta che. gALa sAMbhaLI e tAjo bhUtakALa che. gusso AvavAno che. A najIkano bhAvikALa che. A baMnenI vacce eka vartamAnakSaNa Ave che. tame A kSaNane maLatA nathI. tame A kSaNane samaya ApatA nathI. tamAruM dhyAna A kSaNa para kendrita thatuM nathI. tame A kSaNane gumAvI do cho. tame A kSaNa para aTakIne sAvadhAnIthI vartI zako cho. tamArA pratibhAva para tamAro kAbu na hoya to te tamArI kamajorI banI jAya che. tamane je sUjhayuM te tame bolI nAMkho e pratibhAva nathI, e to pratyAghAta che. tame gALa sAMbhaLyA pachI vicAro ke A mANasane javAba ApavAno artha nathI to tamAro pratibhAva badalAze. pachI e pratyAghAta nahIM, e kevaLa pratibhAva haze. tame gALa sAMbhaLyA pachI vicAro cho ke A mANasane javAba ApIzuM to e sudharavAno nathI. tame TALI do cho. A pratyAghAta nathI. A pratibhAva che. tamArI sAme aNagamatI vAta Ave che. teno javAba ApatA pahelA tame tamArI rIte sAcavI saMbhALIne bolavAno Azaya jALavI rAkho cho. AvuM banaze to pratibhAva Avaze. tame tarata ja vaLato javAba ApI dezo to e pratyAghAta haze. tamArI pAse dhIraja haze to tame pUrvataiyArI karyA bAda rajUAta karazo. tame DaryA vinA AkramaNa karo te pratyAghAta che. tame DaratA nathI paraMtu sAcavIne rajUAta karo cho to e pratibhAva banI che. tamAruM riekzana vicAryA vagaranuM hoya to e pratyAghAta che. tamAruM riekzana vicArapUrvakanuM hoya to e pratibhAva che. ke 83 88

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tame ApelAM duHkhonI duniyA dukAno ane kaMpanIo sArA mAlanA AdhAre cAle che. kharAba mAla veMcanArI dukAna ke kaMpanI bajAramAM zAkha gumAve che. gharAko ane ejanTone sAro mAla ApavAthI vizvAsapAtratA vadhe che. kharAba mAla ApanArI dukAna ane kaMpanI, gharAko ane ejanTone gumAve che. kharAba mAlanuM vecANa dukAna ane kaMpanIne nukazAnamAM utArI de che. tamAro svabhAva e kaMpanI che. tamAro vahevAra e proDakzana che. tamArI bhAvanAo tamArI dukAna che. tamArI rajUAta e tamAro mAlika che. tamArI samakSa AvanArA lokone tamArA vahevAra ke tamArI rajUAtamAMthI haMmezA madhuratA maLavI joIe. tame jemanI sAthe bolo cho temane tamArA zabdo dvArA kaDavAza maLI hoya to tame kharAba mAla vecI rahyAM cho. tamArA vahevArathI tamArI vAtothI, tamArA zabdothI sAmA mANasane duHkha pahoMcyuM hoya to tame tamArI kaMpanInI AbarU bagADI che. tame pAchaLanI tarapha najara nAkho. tamArI sAthe satata jIvI rahelA svajanone tame sAro mAla Apyo che ke kharAba mAla Apyo che. dukAnamAM thoDo kharAba mAla AvI jAya to ajANyA mANasane haLavethI padharAvI do cho. jo ke kharAba mAla A rIte paNa vecAya nahIM. paNa, samajo ke e rIte padharAvI do cho to e vakhate paNa temane yAda hoya che ke mAre A kacaro niyamita gharAkane ApavAno nathI. kharAba mAla niyamita dharAkane Apazo to e Avato baMdha thaI jaze. tamane nukazAna thaze. kharAba zabdo ane kharAba vartana ApaNA niyamita gharAkone eTale ke svajanone ApatI vakhate tamane A mArkeTiMga phormyulA yAda nathI rahetI. tame adhikAranI bhASAmAM vAta karo cho. tame haka jamAvo cho. tamArI dAdAgIrI jabarI hoya che. tame sAmA mANasane gAMThatA ja nathI. tame tamAruM ja vicAro cho. sAmA mANasanuM vicAratA nathI. saravALe tamArA dvArA bIjAne du:kha pahoMcyA kare che. tame tamArI kharAba proDakzanane zodhI kADho. tamArA svajanone tame vAraMvAra apazabdo uccArIne dUbhavatA rahyA cho. tamArA svajanonAM kALaje DAma caMpAya tevI vANI tame ocaratA rahyA cho. tamane tame gusso karyo che te yAda nathI. tamane e mANasone pahoMcelA jakhamono koI ja ahesAsa nathI. tame tamArI jiMdagInI dukAnamAMthI kharAba mAla vaheMcIne tamArI dukAnane ja nukazAna pahoMcADo cho. tame tamArA pati ke patnIne kharAba zabdo kahyA che. tame tamArA mA ke bApane kharAba zabdo kahyA che. tame tamArA bhAI ke bahenane kharAba zabdo kahyA che. tame tamArA dikarA ke dikarIne kharAba zabdo kahyA che. tame tamArA jamAI ke vahune kharAba zabdo kahyA che. tamArA kharAba zabdoe tamArI guNavattA bagADI che. tamArA Akroza tamArI mIThAzane khAkha karI che. tamArA roSe tamArA premanuM bASpIbhavana karyuM che. tamArI rajUAta ane tamArI vAto dvArA tame bIjAne herAna karyA che ane e rIte tamArI jAtane tame nukazAna karyuM che. tamArA dvArA tamArA svajano keTalI badhI vAra du:khI thayA che tenuM tamane bhAna nathI. tame ApelAM du:khonI duniyA bahu moTI che. tamArA svajano tamArI A ugratA khamIne tamArI sAthe rahe che te emano bahu moTo upakAra che. St St E CO.

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jarA yAda kro kurabAnI tamane bIjA duHkhI banAve che. tamArI pAse ghaNAM nAma che. tamane herAna karanArA e loko mATe tamane gusso che. bIjI bAju tamArA hAthe duHkhI thayelA loko paNa che. evA aneka mANaso che jemane tamArA hAthe khalela pahoMcI che. e lokone tamArI mATe phariyAda che. A sivAya trIjI bAju che. tamane khabara na hoya te rIte tamArI mATe duHkhI thanArA parivArajano che. emane tamArI ciMtA che. emane tamAro vicAra Ave che. e lokoe tamArI mATe pasIno pADyo che. emaNe tamAro bacAva karavA mATe jhaghaDo vahorI lIdho che. tamArI mATe emaNe potAnI icchA sAthe bAMdhachoDa karI che. tamArI mATe emaNe potAnI UMgha harAma karI che. e loko tamArI sAthe jIvI rahyA che. emane pote ApelI kurabAnI yAda nathI. emaNe to tamArI mATenI lAgaNIthI A badhuM karyuM. e tamArI mATe ghasAyA che. tamArI mATe doDadhAma karIne e thAkyA che ane harakhAyA che. tamArI bhUlane mApha karIne e tamane cAhatA rahyA che. tame karelA galata AkSepo gaLI jaIne e tamane prema ApatA rahyA che. tamArI jIda sAme mUkIne paNa e tamArA manane rAjI rAkhavA mAMge che. tame emanI sAthe jUThuM bolyA to paNa e tamane sAcA mAnI rahyA che. tame emanAthI ghaNI vAto chUpAvI che to paNa e loko tamane potAnA aMgata svajana tarIke sanmAna Ape che. tame emane kAMTA ApyA che, e tamane phUla Ape che. tame emanI TIkA ane samIkSA karI che, e tamArI prazaMsA karI rahyA che. tame emane utArI pADyA che. e tamane samAjamAM khUba UMcAM sthAne besADavA mAMge che. tame emanI vAta samajavA taiyAra nathI. e tamane barobara samajI zake che. tamArA gharamAM rahenArA svajano tamArA upakArI che. emaNe tamane prema Apyo che. emaNe tamArI para vizvAsa mUkyo che. e tamArAM hitanI ciMtA karI 91 rahyAM che. sAme pakSe tame emane dhikkAra Apyo che, apamAna ApyuM che ane emanI sAthe navo jhaghaDo karavAnI tamArI taiyArI che. ApaNane prema ApanArane ApaNe dveSa ApIe to gunegAra ApaNe ja chIe. tame bIjAne du:kha ApyuM hoya te tamane yAda hoI zake che. tamArI mATe koI du:khI banyuM che tenI tamane khabara nA paNa hoya. tame navI najare talAza karo. tame sukhI cho te mATe koIne du:khI thavuM paDyuM che. nAnuM bALaka moMghA kapaDAnI haTha pakaDe che. garIba mAbApa, mahAmahenate e kapaDAM lAvI Ape che. bALaka rAjI thAya che. bALakane potAnuM sukha jotI vakhate mAbApane paDeluM du:kha yAda nathI AvatuM. mAbApa paNa bALakane sukha maLyuM che te joIne potAnuM du:kha bhUlI jAya che. bALaka ane mAbApanA kissAmAM banyuM te tamArA kissAmAM banI rahyuM che. tamane sukha maLI rahyuM che te mATe koI du:kha bhogavI rahyuM che. tamArAM sukha mATe koI potAnuM sukha choDI rahyuM che. tamArA ahaMne saMtoSavA koI potAnA ahaMne choDI de che. tamArI icchAne pUrI karavA mATe koI potAnI icchAne korANe mUkI rahyuM che. tamArI khAtara koI potAnAM mananI kurabAnI ApI rahyuM che. tamane e dekhAya che ke kema e tamArI bhAvanAno savAla che. tamane khabara na hoya to e tamArI svArthI bhAvanA che. tame tamArI pAchaLa dukhI thanArAnI kurabAnI yAda karazo to tamArI jiMdagI ujamALa banaze. bIjAnI pAchaLa tame du:khI thAo te tamArI lAgaNI ane niSThA che. tamArI pAchaLa tamArA svajano du:khI thayA hoya te emanI lAgaNI ane niSThA che. tamAre enI kadara karavI ja joIe.

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rAte sUtA pahelAM savArathI cheka sUvAnA samaya sudhI ghaNA loko maLyA che. tamane gamyuM hoya, tame rAjI thayA ho evA mulAkAtano samaya yAda karajo. tamArAM jIvanamAM duHkha hAjara che tema chatAM thoDAka sArA mANasone tame maLI zako cho e tamAruM sadbhAgya che. tame mananI vAta jaNAvI zako tevI eka be vyakti tamArAM jIvanamAM che te rojanI jema Aje paNa pUravAra thayuM che. rAte sUtAM pahelA tamArI mATe lAgaNI rAkhanArA mANasono AbhAra mAnajo. temaNe tamane sadbhAvanA ApI che mATe ja tamArAmAM duHkho sAme laDavAnI hiMmata jIvatI rahI che. temanA vinA tamArI jiMdagInA cAre khUNA khAlI ja rahevAnA hatA. temaNe tamArI jiMdagIne saMtoSapUrNa banAvI che. AkhA divasa daramyAna tamane jyAre je joIe te maLyuM che. thoDA paisA hAthamAM AvyA che. peTa bharIne jamavA maLyuM che. vAraMvAra pANI pIne satata tarasa chIpAvI che. rahevA mATenuM ghara tUTyuM nathI. gAmamAM pUra AvyuM nathI. Aje koI moTo jhaghaDo nathI thayo. Aje mitro sAthe khullAdile hasImajAka thaI che. phaoNna ke laeNTara dvArA sArA samAcAra AvyA che. tame nirAzA rAkho tevuM kazuM nathI. tame khuzahAla raho. rAte sUtA pahelA tamArAM bhAgyane yAda karIne rAjI thajo. Ajano divasa sarasa vItyo che te mATe tamArAM puNyano AbhAra mAnajo. divasanA ghaNA kalAko hatA. thoDI miniTo Avezane lIdhe bagaDI che. na zobhe tevA zabdo moDhethI nIkaLyA che. khoTA AkSepo karI nAMkhyA che. jemane sAcavI levA joIe temanuM apamAna karyuM che. tamArI jIda khAtara priya svajano sAthe bolAcAlI thaI che. tamArA lIdhe Aje eka be vyaktinuM dila dUbhAyuM che. rAte sUtA pahelA manomana temanI mAphI mAMgo. AvatI kAle Avo Aveza nathI karavo teno saMkalpa karajo. tame Darapoka nathI. tame vAstavane joIne jIvo cho. Aje rAte UMghI gayA * 3 pachI kAla savAre tame jIvatA jAgo to sAruM che. kAla savAre tame kadAca na uThyA to tamArI pAchaLa koI kArya adhUrA laTakavA joIe nahIM. tamArI javAbadArI banatI hoya tevAM nAnAmoTA kAmonI phAIla cokhkhI nahIM hoya to tamArI UMgha sArI nahIM paNa harAmanI gaNAze. tame kAryakuzaLa mANasa cho. kAmo laTakatAM rAkhIne UMgho to tamArI ijjata zuM ? rAte sUtA pahelAM Aje hAthamAM lIdhelAM kAmo pUrA thaI gayA che tenI khAtarI karI lejo . tame tamArAM jIvana mATe eka mizana banAvyuM che. AjanA divase te mizananI dizAmAM keTalA AgaLa vadhyA tenI jAtatapAsa karajo. tame hisAba nahIM lo to koI hisAba levAnuM nathI. tame karelI bhUlo badala tamArI jAtane nAno Thapako Apajo. AvatI kAle tame vadhu majabUta banIne AgaLa vadhI zako tenuM paNa nAnuM Ayojana karajo. rAte sUtA pahelAM kAlanI savArane sajAvI lejo . roja rAta paDe che. roja UMgha Ave che. sapanAM ane nasakorAM baMne UMdhanI pedAza. sAdhAraNa AdamI jevI UMgha levAthI janamAro sArthaka nahI karI zako. rAte sUtA pahelA tame mANasAInI mAvajata karajo. divasabharamAM insAniyata AcarI teno rAjIpo anubhavajo ane hevAniyata AcarI hoya teno raMja anubhavajo. tamAro Akho divasa sakriya rahe che te rAte nirAMtanI UMgha mATe. tamArI aDadhoaDadha jiMdagI A rAte sUvAnA samayamAM pasAra thaI jAya che. sUvAno samaya agatyano che. sUvAnI kriyA mahattvanI che. sUvA mATenI pUrvataiyArI nahIM karo te UMgha bagaDaze ane jiMdagI bagaDaze. rAte sUtA pahelA sarasa taiyArI karajo. * * * 94

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jAga re juvAna priya yuvAna, Aje tAre jAgavAnI jarUra che. mIMDhA rAjakAraNIo dezane barabAda karI rahyA che. kahevAtA mobhI lokone paisA ane pratiSThAthI vizeSa kAMI dekhAtuM nathI. taMtramAM pAra vinAnI avyavasthA che. bolI zake tevA lokone cUpa karI devAyA che. sugaThita rIte tamane ane amane mUrkha banAvavAno kAraso racAyo che. tArI pratibhAne ghararakhkha banAvIne ruMdhI rAkhIza to AgaLa jatA tuM ghara sivAya kaze kAma nahIM lAge. tArI tAkAta jo. tAro jusso baDhAte rahenA. tAre kAma karavAnuM che saMgha ane samAja mATe tArI pAse pAMca hajAra lokonAM du:kha sudhI pahoMcavAnI zakti che ane tuM gharanA daza paMdara mANasonAM du:khane ja gaNyA kare che. tArI najara AsamAnane tAkI zake che ane tuM thoDAka hajAra rUpiyA mATe marI rahyo che. tArI duniyAmAM itihAsanI phorama nathI. tArA hAthamAM anyAya sAmenA hathiyAra nathI. tArAM magajamAM saMskRtino sAra saMdeza nathI. tuM aTavAyo che philma ane krikeTamAM. tuM phasAyo che rUpa ane rUpiyAmAM. tane jANI khUba Azcarya thaze. kevaLa potAnA svArtha para ja kendrita rahenArA loko manovijJAnanI najare bhaviSyamAM atizaya du:khI thavA nirmAyA hoya che. tArAM duHkhamAM tAro svArtha bhaLelo hoya to tAre duHkhane badale svArthane ghaTADavo joIe. tArI dhAraNAomAM ahaMne badale bhalAI bhaLelI hovI joIe. tArI hAjarImAM bIjAM prasanna bane, bIjAne tArA dvArA khuzamijAja maLe ane tuM dareka pAsethI premapUrvaka prema ugharAvI zake. tArI muThThImAM vizALa bhaviSya keda che. tArI mATe seMkaDo sahabhAgIo jAna kurabAna karavA taiyAra che. tArI pAse arjunanuM lakSyavedhI baLa ane karNanI dariyAdilI che. tAro AtmA kazuMka UMcuM kAma karavA talasI rahyo che. tane khabara nathI ke tArI hesiyata keTalI badhI UMcI che? tAre eka ghara ane eka dukAnamAM janamAro pUro nathI karavAno. tAre ghara gharanI samasyA zodhavAnI che. ane dukAne dukAne pahoMcelI anIti sAme jaMga cheDavAno che. tuM tArI jAtane sAdhAraNa AdamI samajI beTho rahe che. tArAmAM vaseluM siMha sattva tuM nahIM phoravaze to tane paNa nukazAna che ane saMghane paNa nukazAna che. tAre jAgavAnuM che ane cArekora jAgRtino juvALa sarajavAno che. tArI pAse saMskRtine khUba badhI ummIda che. tuM nAnI amathI aDacaNomAM aTavAto nahIM. tuM jAgato paraco banI zake che. tuM dhakhI rahelI dhUNI banI zake che. A jagatamAM thayelI krAMtio yuvAnoe karI che. A jagatamAM ghaDAtA vikramo juvAno para nirbhara che. A jagatanuM arthataMtra juvAnonA kabajAmAM che. juvAna jAge to jagata jAge. juvAna zaramALa hoya, Darapoka nahIM. juvAna laDAyaka hoya, jhaghaDALu nahIM. juvAnamAM Akroza hoya, Aveza nahIM. tuM yuvAna che. tArA pagamAM yugonA yugone halAvI devAnuM dhIMguM baLa che. tArI AMkhomAM sAta sAgarane pAra pahoMcatI divyadRSTi che. tArAM jIvanamAM na karavA jevI pravRttio tuM kare che. tAre. bIjAnI pAse keTalAya kAmo karAvavAnA che. te ja spaSTa ane svastha na hoya to bIjAne tuM zuM kAma lAgavAno ? tuM eka lakSya nakkI karI le. tuM tArA jAnanI bAjI lagAvI daIza to duniyAmAM uthalapAthala macI jaze. ApaNAM vAtAvaraNamAM gaMdhAtI badIone sAme tuM baMDa pokArIza to jabaradasta parivartana Avaze. mAre tane eka ja sUtra ApavuM che. jAga re juvAna. 95

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yuvAnI have tamane ghaNI khabara paDavA lAgI che. tame dhAradAra dalIlo karIne vaDIlone cUpa karI zako cho. tame nakkI karelA saMbaMdhomAM tame makkama rIte AgaLa vadho cho. sapanAo joI zako cho ane paDakAra jhIlI zako cho, tame jItI zako cho ane hAra thAya to bamaNA jhanUnathI kAme lAgI jAo cho. tamArA zarIranI rUparekhA sauMdaryane sparzI rahI che. tamArI prazaMsA thAya che. koI tamArI mATe vizeSa rIte lAgaNI rAkhI rahyuM che. A badhuM yuvAnImAM bane che. yuvAna thayA bAda bIjAnI sAthe spardhA rAkhIne jItI javAnuM game che. bhaNavAmAM vadhu gaMbhIratA Ave athavA bhaNavAmAM navo kaMTALo Ave te yuvAnInI nizAnI che. ghaTamAM thanaganatA ghoDAnI vAta meghANI sAhebe karI che. e ghoDAnI lagAma emaNe zodhI nathI ApI. ghoDo zaktizALI janAvara che. enI doDavAnI gatino javAba nathI hoto. yuvAnane doDavuM hoya che. enI sAthe kuzaLa savAra beTho hoya to keTalAya vikramo tUTI jAya. ghoDAnI svataMtratA ghoDAnI tAkAtane kamajora banAve. yuvAnanI svataMtratA yuvAnanI zaktine kamajora banAve. yuvAnI Ave tyAre ja kharekhara vaDIlanI jarUra paDe che. tame nAnA hatA tyAre kazuM vicArI zakatA na hatA tethI vaDIlane parAdhIna hatA. tame yuvAna thayA. have tame ghaNuM vicArI zako cho, temAM na vicAravA jevuM zuM che tenI tamane khabara paDatI nathI. tame to tamArA vicArone jarUrI mAnazo. tamAre na socavAnuM hoya te tame socavA lAgazo. tamArA vicArone samarthana Ape evA mitro tamane maLI raheze. vicAravAnuM ane samajI zakavAnuM sAmarthya tamane hamaNAM hamaNAM maLyuM che mATe tame rAjIpo rAkhIne tamAruM sAmarthya kAme lagADazo. tame bIjAne rokI zakazo paNa bIjA tamane rokaze te nahIM game. tame bIjAne samajAvI zakazo paNa koI tamane samajAvavA bese te tamane maMjUra nahIM hoya. yuvAnImAM zakti maLe che. zaktino upayoga karavAnI svataMtratA maLe che. zaktinuM niyaMtraNa karanAruM chatra yuvAnImAM maLatuM nathI. e zodhavuM paDe che. tame yuvAna ho to sArI vAta che. tame tamArAthI 93 uMmaramAM moTA hoya, anubhavI hoya tevA vaDIlane mitra banAvo. e tamArI mAtA ke tamArA pitA paNa hoI zake, e tamArA dAdA ke dAdI paNa hoI zake. tame A saMbaMdhane premathI saMbhALI rAkho. tamArA vicArone vaheMcavA mATeno zreSTha tabakko juvAnI che. tame vicArone e vaDIla mitra sudhI paNa pahoMcADo. tamArI uMmaranA mitro kevaLa tamArI hA sAthe potAnI hA bhaLAvaze. vaDIla mitra tamArI vAtane potAnA anubhavathI vAMcaze. tamArA vicAromAM koI bhUla hoya to juvAna dostAro samajI zakaze nahIM. tamArA vaDIla mitra e samajI zakaze. tame zuM karavA mAMgo cho? tame zuM kAma A karI rahyAM cho. tamArA mananI bhAvanA zuM che? te tamAre nikhAlasatAthI jaNAvavAnuM. tame mAno cho eTalA jaDa nathI hotA vaDIlo. gaIkAle A vaDIlo juvAna hatA. temaNe tamArI jema ja yuvAnInA jussAmAM keTaluMya vicAryuM hatuM ane sapanAo sAkAra karavAnA rastAo paNa ghaDI kADhelA. emaNe tyAre mAthe vaDIla rAkhyA nahotA. samAna vayanA mitronI sobata khoTI nathI. anubhavathI khAmI bhaMDo bhAga bhajave che. e vaDIlo pote jayAM mArA khAdho tyAM tamane bacAvavA mAMge che. tame sAme cAlIne maLatA ane pUchatA rahezo to tamArI yuvAnIne tamArI dhAraNA karatAM vadhu saphaLatA maLaze. yuvAnI raNakato sikko che. tamArA hAthomAM jabaradasta zakti che. talavAra jevI tIvra ane Aga jevI bhabhUkatI. muddAnI vAta e che ke, ekalI Aga sarvabhakSaka bane che. talavAra mANasanA hAthamAM hovI joIe ane Aga mANasanA kAbUmAM hovI joIe. yuvAnI tamArI che. tenI zakti tamArA vaDIlanA hAthamAM hoya ane tamArI svayaMbhU zista sAthe e vaDIlo dvArA saMcAlita banatI hoya to itihAsane navo janma levo paDe.

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AvatI kAle savAre mane khabara nathI AvatI kAle savAre zuM thaze ? mArI dhAraNA sAcI paDe to AvatI kAle savAre sonAno sUraja ugaze. Aja savAre je khuzI ane rAjIpo che teno to hisAba nathI ja. AvatI kAle savAre khuzIono dirayo laherAto haze. mane maLeluM sadbhAgya, mane maLeluM jIvana Aja sudhI to mArI pAse sArI khuzakhabara lAvyuM che. mane sArA samAcAro para aTakatA nathI AvaDatuM. huM sArA na hoya tevA sAmAcAro para dhyAna kendrita karuM chuM. sArA samAcAro mana para amITa chApa mUkatA nathI. kharAba samAcAranA lIsoTA UMDA mukAya che. sArA samAcArano artha sArI na hoya tevI ghaTanAo. mArI sAthe je kAMI bane che temAM zubhakArI ane sukhakArI mane yAda nathI rahetuM. evuM je kAMI bane che te jhaDapathI bhUlI javAya che. jemAM duHkha ane nirAzA che tevuM lAMbA samaya sudhI yAda rahe che. duHkha maLe che tene lIdhe sukha bhUlI javAya che. sukha maLe che tene lIdhe du:kha bhUlAtA nathI. sukhamAM UMDANa nathI, du:khamAM tIvratA che. sukhamAM vizvAsa nathI, duHkha rahevAnuM che tenI khAtarI che. sukha jaze teno bhaya che. duHkha jaze ja nahIM tenI pAkI khabara che. bahAranA saMyogo je hoya te. mArAM mananA saMyogo avaLA che. AvatI kAle savAre mArAM manane navo viSaya Apavo che. sukhonI vaccethI duHkha zodhI kADhavAnI Adata ghaTADavI che. duHkhonI vaccethI sukha zodhI kADhavAnI Adata banAvavI che. tamane je maLe che temAM sukha ane duHkha rahetAM nathI. tame je mAno cho temAM sukha ane duHkha hoya che. tame vicAro cho tenI AsapAsa sukhAnubhUti ane duHkhAnubhUti vase che. AvatI kAle savAre sUraja Ugaze tyAre mArA vicAro para dhummasa nahIM hoya. bIjAne nA maLyuM hoya tevuM ghaNuM badhuM mane maLyuM che. mArAM vyaktitvanI vizeSatAonI bIjAone bhale kadara na hoya, mane to che. huM mArI bhUlono bacAva kyAreya nathI karato. bhUlo mArI pratibhAne bagADe che te huM kabUluM chuM. tema chatAM mane mArI jAta * mATe pUrepUrI zraddhA che. huM mArI jAtane jeTalI hade oLakhI zakuM teTaluM bIjuM koNa oLakhavAnuM hatuM ? mArAM vahevAra ane vartanano sAronaraso paDagho sAthIdAronAM vahevAra ane vartanamAM paDe che. eTale mArI jAtane vAraMvAra navesarathI jovA mATe huM mArA sAthIdArone sUcavuM chuM. mane lAgaNI ane vizvAsa che saunI upara. mArI potAnI pratibhAnI mAvajata karavAnuM huM cUkavAno nathI. AvatI kAle savAre huM mArI vyaktimattAnI sauthI vadhu kiMmata karIza. meM mArI jAtane satata anyAya karyo che. mArAM stara karatAM meM ochI kAryakSamatA dAkhavI che. mArAM gauravane anurUpa meM kAMI ja karyuM nathI. huM mArI jAtane taddana sAdhAraNa mANasa samajato rahyo chuM. mArI upalabdhione meM AtmavizvAsanuM mAdhyama nathI banAvI. mArI saphaLatAne meM AtmasaMtoSano setu banAvI dIdhI nathI. mArI najare huM mahAn nathI. kharekhara huM mahAna chuM paNa nahIM. mArI najare huM nabaLo chuM kevaLa mAre jAte mAruM svayaMsamarthana karavAnuM che. huM bIjAnA abhiprAya pramANe mArI jAta mATenA abhiprAya ghaDavAno nathI. huM pahelA mArI sAcI mUlavaNI karIza. meM karelI bhUlonA khulAsA huM mArI jAtane ApI daIza. meM gumAvyuM hoya tenuM duHkha rAkhavAne badale meM je nathI gumAvyuM teno so TakA upayoga karIza. mane be hAtha vacce daza AMgaLI maLI che. daza AMgaLI bhegI thAya tyAre aMjali mudrA racAya che. A mudrA prArthanA ane saMkalpanI mudrA che. mArI daza AMgaLIo sahI salAmata che. te mArI mATe pUratuM che. AvatI kAle savAre mArA hAthanI daza AMgaLIonI sAthe huM Atma utthAna sAdhavA navesarathI puruSArtha karavAno chuM. mArI sAthe sUrajanAM hajAra hajAra kiraNo camakatA haze. 100

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lo ame to A cAlyA Aje ApaNe vikhUTA paDIe chIe. tame ane huM ghaNA samayathI maLatA rahyA chIe. mArI vAtone tame dhyAnathI sAMbhaLI che. mArI pAse paisA nathI ke pahecAna nathI. thoDA zabdo che mArI pAse. tamane mArA zabdo gamyA haze, to ja tame roja mArI pAse AvyA. mane mArA zabdo game che. mane je game te mAre tamane ApavAnuM hatuM. mane vAMcavAnuM game che. mane vicAravAnuM game che. mAruM vAMcana ane mArA vicAro to ghaNAM che. temAM tamane sauthI vadhu zuM game te huM roja nakkI karato. tamane na samajAya tevuM kAMI kahevAnuM nahotuM. tamane samajavAmAM takalIpha paDe evA zabdo vAparavAnA nahotA. tamArA manamAM utare ane tamArA vicArone badale tevuM ja mAre kahevAnuM hatuM. huM kaheto rahyo. tame sAMbhaLatA rahyA. mArI pAse to AtmavizvAsanuM dhana che. huM je kahIza te sAruM ja haze tevI khAtarI sAthe meM kahyuM che. tame mane sAMbhaLatI vakhate mArI para vizvAsa mUkyo ke A je kaheze te sAruM ja haze. tamAro mArI parano vizvAsa e mArI moMghI mUDI che. tamArI sAthe mArI oLakhANa nahotI. tame mArA vicArone jANatA nahotA. tamane mArI pAsethI maLelA vicAroe je AnaMda Apyo te bIjA koIe kadAca, nahIM Apyo hoya. mArI jevA vicAro ane sArA zabdonA saudAgaro tamane ghaNA maLyA haze. temaNe mArA karatA vizeSa sAruM pradAna karyuM haze. tamane mArI pAse na hoya tevI UMcAI ane tevuM UMDANa temanI pAse haze. tame mArI vAtane sAMbhaLatA rahyA e mArI jIta che. bIjA samajadAra lokonI sArI vAto tame svIkArI te rIte mArI vAto tame svIkArI. mArI samajadArInI A jIta che. tame satata mane svIkAratA rahyA. mArI vAtoe tamArAmAM, tamArA vyaktitvamAM thoDo umero karyo che. mane lAge che ke mArI vAto tamane gamI che. tamane mArA taraphathI maLelA vicAro game te mAruM sauthI moTuM sanmAna che. tame mArA banyA vinA mArA banyA cho. huM tamAro banyA vinA tamAro banyo che. tamAro ane mAro A saMbaMdha acAnaka zarU thayelo. Aje ApaNe chUTA paDavAnuM che. kAle huM tamArI pAse AvIza nahIM. kAla pachInA divasomAM ApaNI mulAkAta nahIM thAya. mane vicAra Ave che ke tamane mArI pAsethI nakkara ane nizcita banelA suvicAro maLyA che. tame roja maLatA. roja mane sAMbhaLatA. roje rojanI mulAkAta hovAthI bhUlavAno prazna nahoto. have e prazna Avyo che. tame mane bhUlazo te mahattvanuM nathI. tame mArI vAtone bhUlatA nahIM. meM tamArI pAse kazI apekSA rAkhyA vagara mAruM zreSTha tattva tamane ApyuM che. tamArI para upakAra karavAno mAro dAvo hato nahIM ane hoI zake paNa nahIM. meM tamane jIvanabhara kAma lAge tevuM kAMIka tamane ApyuM che. te tamArA dvArA AgaLa vahetuM jAya tevI mArI icchA che. mArI vAta tame yAda rAkho to e tamArA dvArA AgaLa jaze. mArI vAta tame ja bhUlI jazo. to e vaheNa AgaLa vadhI zakaze nahIM. mArI pAse AvelI vAta tamArI samakSa mUkIne meM vaheNa jIvatuM rAkhyuM che. tamArI pAse AvelI vAto tame tamArA svajano samakSa vahetI rAkhajo . mArA taraphathI tamane maLatA vicArone hAlapUrato alpavirAma maLyo che. rajUAtano alpavirAma e pUrNa virAma nathI. meM kahyuM te tamArI bhItaramAM maMthana calAvaze. mArI vAto tamArA manamAM ghoLAyA karaze. enuM sArabhUta navanIta tame vaLI bIjA lokone Apazo. tamArI para A vizvAsa mUkIne aTakuM chuM. mane AjanI A kSaNe yAda Ave che, tuSAra zuklanA zabdo. zabda kerI pyAlImAM arthanI surA pIne lo ame to A cAlyA masta bekhayAlImAM lAgaNI AlApIne lo ame to A cAlyA. - 101 102 -