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________________ saMnyAsa prAraMbha hai, siddhi aMta sattAisavAM pravacana 551
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________________ mokSamArga-sUtra : 4 jayA savvattaNaM nANaM daMsaNaM caabhigcchi| tayA logamalogaM ca jiNo jANai kevalI / / jayA logamalogaM ca jiNo jANai kevlii| tayA joge nilaMbhittA selesiM paDivajjai / / jayA joge nilaMbhittA selesiM pddivjji| tayA kammaM khavittANaM siddhiM gacchai nIrao / / jayA kammaM khavittANaM siddhiM gacchai niiro| tayA logamatthayattho siddho havai sAsao // jaba sarvatragAmI kevalajJAna aura kevaladarzana ko prApta kara letA hai, taba jina tathA kevalI hokara loka aura aloka ko jAna letA hai| jaba kevalajJAnI jina loka-alokarUpa samasta saMsAra ko jAna letA hai, taba (Ayu samApti para) mana, vacana aura zarIra kI pravRtti kA nirodha kara zailezI (acala-akaMpa) avasthA ko prApta hotA hai| jaba mana, vacana aura zarIra ke yogoM kA nirodha kara AtmA zailezI avasthA pAtI hai, pUrNa rUpa se spaMdana-rahita ho jAtI hai, taba saba karmoM kA kSayakara sarvathA mala-rahita hokara siddhi (makti) ko prApta hotI hai| jaba AtmA saba karmoM kA kSayakara sarvathA malarahita hokara siddhi ko pA letI hai, taba loka ke mastaka para, Upara ke agrabhAga para sthita hokara sadA kAla ke lie siddha ho jAtI hai| 552 .
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________________ . mana ekamAtra bImArI hai| mana ko svastha karane kA koI bhI upAya nahIM hai, mana ko zUnya karane kA jarUra upAya hai| bImArI miTa sakatI hai, bImArI svastha nahIM ho sakatI / sAdhAraNataH loga kahate haiM, unakA mana azAMta hai, becaina hai, parezAna hai; to pUchate haiM, kaise mana ko zAMta kareM? __ mana kabhI bhI zAMta nahIM hotA / mana ke zAMta hone kA koI upAya nahIM hai| azAMta honA mana kA svabhAva hai / ThIka se samajheM to azAMti hI mana hai| mana se mukta huA jA sakatA hai| mana ke pAra huA jA sakatA hai| mana ko chor3A jA sakatA hai| mana ko zAMta nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| mana ke zAMta hone kA eka hI artha hai, jahAM mana na raha jaaye| isakA yaha artha huA : zAMti aura mana kA koI saMbaMdha kabhI bhI nahIM ho pAtA / jaba taka mana hai, taba taka zAMti nahIM aura jaba zAMti hotI hai, taba mana nahIM hotA / mana ko miTAnA, mana se mukta honA, mana ke pAra honA samasta sAdhanA kA AdhArabhUta sUtra hai / to mana ko hama ThIka se samajha leM to mahAvIra ke ina aMtima sUtroM meM praveza ho jaaye| __mana hai kyA ? kyoMki bImArI ThIka se na samajhI jA sake, nidAna na ho pAye, DAyagnosisa na ho, to upacAra nahIM ho skegaa| nidAna Adhe se jyAdA upacAra hai| aura binA nidAna kiye jo upacAra meM laga jAye, ho sakatA hai bImArI ko aura bar3hA le nayI bImAriyoM ko nimaMtraNa de de| adhika loga mana ko binA samajhe upacAra karane meM laga jAte haiN| aise loga yA to mana ko dabAne lagate haiM yA aise loga mana ko mUrcchita karane lagate haiN| __ mana ko dabAnA hama sabhI jAnate haiN| krodha A jAye to use kaise pI jAnA, use kaise gaTaka jAnA gale ke nIce, hama sabhI jAnate haiN| kyoMki jiMdagI meM sabhI maukoM para krodha nahIM kiyA jA sakatA / vAsanA mana meM uThe, to kaise use pIte rahanA, dabAte rahanA, vaha hama sabhI jAnate haiN| kyoMki hara kSaNa vAsanA ko pUrA karane kA upAya nahIM hai| __ to mana ko hama sabhI dabAte haiN| lekina isa dabAne se koI kabhI mukta hotA hai? ye dabI huI jo vRttiyAM haiM, ye dhakkA mAratI rahatI haiM; ye bhItara coTa karatI rahatI haiM aura avasara kI talAza karatI haiN| jaba bhI kamajora kSaNa mila jAyegA, ye pragaTa ho jaayeNgii| ye ikaTThI hotI rahatI haiN| aura manasavida kahate haiM ki jo AdamI bahuta jyAdA krodha ko dabAtA rahatA hai, vaha eka na eka dina krodha ke bhayAnaka bhUkaMpa se bhara 553 .
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________________ mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 2 jAtA hai| jo loga roja-roja krodha karate rahate haiM, choTI-choTI bAtoM meM krodha karate rahate haiM, aise loga bar3e aparAdha nahIM kara pAte / aise loga hatyA nahIM kara sakate, kyoMki hatyA karane ke lie jitanA krodha ikaTThA honA cAhie, utanA unake pAsa kabhI ikaTThA hI nahIM hotA / isalie akasara jo loga choTI-choTI bAtoM meM krodha kara lete haiM, bure loga nahIM hote| aura jo AdamI dabAye calA jAtA hai, varSoM taka dabAtA rahatA hai, usake bhItara jvAlAmukhI ikaTThA ho jAtA hai| jaba bhI isakA visphoTa hogA, taba yaha choTI-moTI ghaTanA honevAlI nahIM hai| yaha koI mahA-upadrava kregaa| to jinako Apa sAdhAraNataH zAMta samajhate haiM, ve bhayaMkara azAMti ke janmadAtA ho sakate haiN| to jo AdamI kabhI-kabhI krodha karatA hai, usake krodha se jarA sAvadhAna rahanA / jo akasara karatA hai, usake krodha kA koI matalaba nahIM hai-havA AyI aura gyii| ___ choTe bacce bar3e aparAdha nahIM kara skte| aura usakA kAraNa yaha hai ki ve choTA-choTA krodha karake dinabhara nikAla lete haiN| isalie choTe bacce kSaNabhara meM krodha kareMge, kSaNabhara bAda bilakula zAMta ho jAyeMge-jaise tUphAna kabhI AyA hI na ho / bharosA hI na AyegA ki isa bacce ne thor3I dera pahale eka bhayaMkara krodha kiyA thaa| vaha muskurA rahA hai, nAca rahA hai, prasanna hai / bacce se bar3e aparAdha kI saMbhAvanA nahIM hai| jo loga apane jIvana ko sahaja pragaTa karate rahate haiM, ye koI mahAtmA to nahIM ho sakate, lekina ye mahA-aparAdhI bhI nahIM ho skte| inake mahA-aparAdhI hone kA koI upAya nahIM hai| damana se mahA-aparAdha paidA hotA hai| aparAdha se bacanA ho jAtA hai, mahA-aparAdha paidA ho jAtA hai; kyoMki UrjA kA eka niyama hai ki Apa use ikaTThI karake rakha nahIM sakate-ubala jAyegI, ovaraphlo ho jaayegii| eka sImA hai jaba taka Apa saMbhAla sakeMge, aura phira saMbhAlane ke bAhara ho jaayegii| isa taraha agara Apa saMbhAlate gaye, saMbhAlate gaye, to vaha sImA A jAtI hai jahAM Apake bhItara ikaTThI zakti pragaTa hogI, aura agara vaha Apake viparIta pragaTa ho jAye to Apa vikSipta bhI ho sakate haiN| manasavida kahate haiM ki pAgala AdamI vahI hai, jisane bahata dabAyA hai| dabAnA itanA jyAdA ho gayA hai ki aba hoza meM use nikAlane kA koI upAya na rahA, to usane hoza bhI kho diyA hai| aba vaha behozI meM nikAla rahA hai| pAgalakhAnoM meM jo loga baMda haiM. ve damita sthiti ke AkhirI pariNAma haiN| __ to Apa damana kara-karake vikSipta ho sakate haiM, vimukta kabhI nahIM ho sakate / vimukta honA ho, to dabAnA koI rAstA nahIM hai| aura jise hama dabAte haiM, hama usase aura jyAdA burI taraha grasita ho jAte haiN| usakI jakar3a hama para bar3ha jAtI hai| " to dabAne se to koI kabhI pahuMcatA nahIM, para mana ko binA samajhe bahuta loga dabAne kI koziza meM laga jAte haiN| vaha sarala dikhatA hai, sugama dikhatA hai, tAtkAlika pariNAmakArI dikhatA hai lekina laMbe arase meM bhayAnaka hai, khataranAka hai| dUsarA, kucha loga mana ko mUrcchita karane meM laga jAte haiN| unheM lagatA hai, agara mana mUrcchita ho jAye, na patA calegA, na mana kI udvignatA, pIr3A staayegii| mUrchA ke kaI upAya haiN| zarAba koI pI le to sIdhA upAya hai-kemikalsa, rAsAyanika tatva zarIra ko mUrcchita kara dete haiM / mastiSka bhI zarIra kA hissA hai, vaha bhI mUrcchita ho jAtA hai| mUrcchita ho jAne se phira kucha dukha, pIr3A, tanAva, parezAnI, ciMtA, saMtApa-kucha bhI patA nahIM cltaa| lekina jo mUrcchita ho gayA hai, vaha miTa nahIM jAtA hai| hoza AyegA, sArI bImAriyAM phira khar3I ho jaayeNgii| sAre dharmoM ne zarAba kA virodha kiyA hai isalie nahIM ki zarAba meM koI apane Apa meM burAI hai| sAre dharmoM ne virodha kiyA hai, kyoMki dharma jisa bImArI ko miTAnA cAhate haiM, zarAba use kevala bhulAtI hai / bhulAne se koI cIja miTatI nhiiN| 554 .
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________________ saMnyAsa prAraMbha hai, siddhi aMta zarAba meM apane-Apa meM koI burAI nahIM hai| burAI hai isameM ki jo bImArI miTa sakatI thI, use hama bhulAkara sthagita kara rahe haiM, TAla rahe haiN| vaha jIvana meM aura gaharI hotI calI jaayegii| aura eka aisI ghaDI A jAyegI ki hama itane kamajora ho jAyeMge behoza hote-hote ki bImArI hamase sabala hogI aura use miTAne kA koI upAya na raha jaayegaa| lekina, zarAba agara akelI mUrchA kI bAta hotI to bhI ThIka thA, bahuta sI acchI zarAbeM haiN| dhArmika zarAbeM bhI haiM, jinameM patA hI nahIM calatA ki hama apane ko bhulA rahe haiN| eka AdamI baiThA hai aura rAma-rAma, rAma-rAma japa rahA hai| Apako patA nahIM hogA ki eka hI zabda ko bAra-bAra doharAne se mastiSka meM rAsAyanika parivartana hote haiM, jo mUrchA le Ate haiN| eka hI zabda kI dhvani bAra-bAra coTa karatI rahe to Uba paidA karatI hai, udAsI paidA karatI hai, taMdrA paidA karatI hai, nIMda paidA ho jAtI hai| to eka AdamI subaha se baiThakara eka ghaNTA agara rAma-rAma yA oMkAra, yA namokAra karatA rahe-eka hI zabda ko doharAtA rahe-to usa punarukti ke kAraNa mUrchA paidA ho jAtI hai| usa mUrchA meM aura zarAba kI mUrchA meM koI buniyAdI aMtara nahIM hai / yaha dhvani ke mAdhyama se mastiSka ko sulAnA hai| __choTe-choTe bacce ko mAM yahI karatI hai, lorI sunA detI hai : rAjA beTA so jA, rAjA beTA so jA, rAjA beTA so jaa| thor3I dera meM rAjA beTA so jAtA hai| mAM samajhatI hai ki usake saMgIta ke kAraNa so rahA hai, to galatI meM hai--rAjA beTA sirpha Uba rahA hai| bAra-bAra kahe jA rahe ho, rAjA beTA so jA-itanI Uba paidA ho jAtI hai ki isa Uba se bacane kA eka hI upAya rahatA hai ki vaha nIMda meM kho jaaye| isako Apa ThIka se samajha leN| __ Uba paidA ho jAtI hai, to Uba se baccA bhAga bhI to nahIM sakatA / mAM ko chor3akara kahAM bhAge-bistara para usako pakar3e baiThI huI hai| usako chor3akara baccA kahIM jA bhI nahIM sktaa| jAne kA koI upAya nahIM hai| eka hI bhItarI upAya hai ki nIMda meM DUba jAye, to isa upadrava se chuTakArA ho| lekina jo lorI kA sUtra hai, vahI jinako hama maMtra kahate haiM, unakA sUtra hai| choTe bacce ko mAM kaha rahI hai : rAjA beTA so jaa| jarA baccA bar3A ho gayA hai, vaha khuda hI rAma-rAma, rAma-rAma japa rahA hai| usakA khuda citta Uba jAtA hai / Uba se jhapakI laga jAtI hai| nIMda meM Daba jAtA hai| yaha jhapakI thoDA phAyadA bhI kara sakatI hai, jaisA nIMda karatI hai-svastha karegI: thoDA tAjA kare Aja pazcima meM maharSi maheza yogI ke TrAnsenDenTala meDiTezana kA jora se pracAra hai| lorI se jyAdA nahIM hai vaha / jo bhI kiyA jA rahA hai, vaha sirpha itanA hai ki eka zabda diyA jA rahA hai, eka maMtra diyA jA rahA hai-ise doharAye cale jaao| isa doharAne se taMdrA paidA hotI pUraba meM itanA prabhAva nahIM par3a rahA hai| bhArata meM koI prabhAva nahIM hai, amarIkA meM bahuta prabhAva hai, kAraNa ? amarIkA meM nIMda kho gayI hai, bhArata meM abhI bhI loga so rahe haiN| amarIkA meM nIMda sabase bar3A savAla ho gayA hai| binA TraikvilAijara ke sonA muzkila hai / phira dhIre-dhIre TraikvilAijara kA bhI zarIra AdI ho jAtA hai| phira unase bhI sonA muzkila hai| aura nIMda itanI jyAdA vyAghAta se bhara gayI hai ki TrAnsenDenTala meDiTezana, bhAvAtIta-dhyAna jaise prayoga phAyadA pahuMcA sakate haiM, aura nIMda A sakatI hai| lekina nIMda dhyAna nahIM hai, nIMda mUrchA hai| isake acche pariNAma bhI ho sakate haiN| nIMda svAsthyakRta hai, svAsthya ko degI, thor3A sukha bhI degii| nIMda ke bAda thor3A halakApana bhI lgegaa| aura saccAI to yaha hai ki sAdhAraNa nIMda kI apekSA maMtra ke dvArA jo nIMda AtI hai, vaha jyAdA gaharI hotI hai| kyoMki maMtra ke dvArA jo nIMda AtI hai, vaha hipnosisa hai, vaha sammohana hai| hipnosisa zabda kA artha bhI nidrA 555
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________________ mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 2 hI hotA hai--ceSTA se paidA kI gayI nidrA; koziza se lAyI gayI nidrA; aura mana ke taMtuoM ko zithila karake lAyI gayI nidraa| __ Apako jaba rAta nIMda AtI, to kAraNa Apa jAnate haiM kyA hotA hai ? kAraNa yaha hotA hai ki mana ke taMtu khiMce hote haiM, vicAra meM lage hote haiM / itane vicAra meM lage hote haiM ki khUna daur3atA hI calA jAtA hai| isa khUna ke daur3ane ke kAraNa nIMda muzkila ho jAtI hai| isalie binA takiye ke Apa soeM to nIMda nahIM AtI, kyoMki khUna sira kI tarapha daur3atA rahatA hai| takiyA Apa rakha leM to khUna sira kI tarapha nahIM daur3atA, nahIM daur3ane ke kAraNa jaldI nIMda A jAtI hai| __isalie jaise-jaise loga bauddhika hote jAte haiM, vaise-vaise takiyoM kI saMkhyA bar3hatI jAtI hai / jaMgalI AdamI binA takiye ke so sakatA hai| jAnavaroM ko takiye kI koI phikra hI nahIM hai| jaMgalI AdamI soca bhI nahIM sakatA ki takiye kI kyA jarUrata hai| bar3I gaharI nIMda sotA hai| asala meM vicAra na hone se khUna kI gati mastiSka meM vaise hI kama hotI hai| lekina Apake mana meM itane vicAra cala rahe hote haiM, ki jaba taka vicAra cala rahe hote haiM, taba taka khUna daur3atA rahatA hai| kyoMki binA khUna daur3e vicAra nahIM cala skte| ___to maMtra ke dvArA ye vicAra baMda ho jAte haiN| aura maMtra punarukti haiM eka zabda kI / eka zabda ke doharAne se mana ke taMtu zithila hone lagate haiN| zithila hone se nidrA A jAtI hai| agara Apako koI bhI eka monoTonasa vAtAvaraNa diyA jAye, vaha nIMda ke lie acchA hotA haiN|...monottons caahie| ApakA sone kA jo kamarA hai, manovaijJAnika kahate haiM, bahuta-se raMgoM se usako nahIM raMganA caahie| kyoMki bahuta raMga mana ko uttejita karate haiN| eka raMga honA cAhie aura vaha bhI monoTonasa, jisase Uba Aye, udAsI Aye, taMdrA mAlUma pdd'e| kamare meM jyAdA cIjeM nahIM honI caahie| aura hara AdamI ke sone kA ricuala hotA hai / vaha usI ko roja doharAtA hai| jaise choTe bacce haiM--koI choTA baccA apanI guDDI ko hAtha meM pakar3akara so jAtA hai; koI choTA baccA apane aMgUThe ko muMha meM le letA hai / vaha monoTonasa ho gayA hai / vaha roja vahI karatA hai| agara Apa usakA aMgUThA usake muMha se nikAla leM, to usakI nIMda tor3a deNge| vaha jaise hI aMgUThA muMha meM DAla letA hai, aMgUThA maMtra ho jAtA hai| vaha Uba ho gyii| vahI purAnA aMgaThA roja-roja-vaha so jAtA hai| Apa aisA mata socanA ki choTe bacce hI aisA karate haiN| ApakA bhI kriyAkANDa hai| hara AdamI kA kriyAkANDa hai| sote vakta vaha vahI kriyAkANDa karegA, usake bAda nIMda A jaayegii| nIMda A jAyegI, agara Apane vahI kriyAkANDa kiyaa| ___ isalie naye kamare meM nIMda nahIM AtI, kyoMki monoTonI TUTa jAtI hai| naye makAna meM nIMda nahIM aatii| nayA AdamI kamare meM so rahA ho, to jarA ar3acana hotI hai| vahI patnI so rahI ho, vahI pati so rahA ho, vahI ghurrATA cala rahA ho sadA kA-Uba paidA honI cAhie, nIMda kA sUtra hai| jarA bhI nayI cIja ar3acana paidA karatI hai| __ to mana ko kucha loga ubAkara mUrcchita kara lete haiN| aise loga, mahAvIra jisako siddhAvasthA kaha rahe haiM, usa taka kabhI bhI nahIM pahuMca skte| ye do DhaMga haiM / dabAnevAlA vikSipta ho jAtA hai, sulAnevAlA dhIre-dhIre susta ho jAtA hai / vaha zAMta bhalA dikhAI par3ane lage, lekina usakI zAMti muradA hai e AdamI kI zAMti hai, maraghaTa kI zAMti hai| vaha koI jIvaMta zAMti nahIM hai, jahAM bhItara jIvana pravAha le rahA hai aura azAMti na ho| ina do bAtoM se bacanA jarUrI hai| lekina vahI baca sakatA hai, jo mana kA svabhAva samajha le| mana kA svabhAva kyA hai ? mana hai vicAra kI prakriyA / mana koI yaMtra nahIM hai| mana koI vastu nahIM hai| mana eka pravAha hai| mana ko agara hama ThIka se samajheM to 556
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________________ saMnyAsa prAraMbha hai, siddhi aMta mana kahanA ThIka nahIM-- manana, ciMtana, vicAroM kI dhArA, nadI / ye vicAra bahe cale jAte haiN| aura jaba taka ye bahate rahate haiM, taba taka Apa zAMta nahIM ho sakate / kyoMki hara vicAra Apako AMdolita kara jAtA hai; hara vicAra Apako hilA jAtA hai| kaMpita honA saMsAra meM honA hai mahAvIra ke hisAba se| akaMpa ho jAnA saMsAra ke bAhara ho jAnA hai| aura hama pratikSaNa isI koziza meM lage haiM ki thor3A sA kaMpana mile / use hama sensezana kahate haiN| thrila...hamArI pUrI koziza yaha hai ki jiMdagI Uba na jAye, to kucha nayA ho jAye / eka nayA vastra bhI Apale Ate haiM, to thor3I jiMdagI meM raunaka mAlUma par3atI hai| eka nayI cIja kharIda lAte haiN| to loga pAgala ho gaye haiM kharIdane meM / binA kisI phikra ke cIjeM kharIdate cale jAte haiM / kyoMki hara nayI cIja thor3I sI thrila detI hai| thor3I dera ko aisA lagatA hai, jiMdagI aayii| kyoMki thor3I sI Uba TUTatI hai, borDama TUTatI hai| mana kI pUrI koziza yaha hai ki Apa nayA-nayA khojate raheM roj| yaha jAnakara Apa hairAna hoMge ki pUraba ke manISiyoM ne purAne dinoM meM isa bAta kI phikra kI thI ki samAja bahuta na badale, cIjeM bahuta nayI na hoM, ghaTanAoM meM bahuta nayApana na ho tAki mana ko taraMgita hone kA kama se kama upAya ho / vaha jo pUraba kA samAja sTaiTika thA, sthira thA, usake pIche manISiyoM kA hAtha thaa| Aja pazcima meM ThIka usase ulaTI hAlata ho gayI hai| hara cIja nayI ho, hara dina nayI ho| dUsare dina purAnI cIja Uba dene lagatI hai| saba kucha nayA hotA calA jaaye| merIkA ke AMkar3e maiM paDhatA thaa| koI bhI AdamI eka makAna meM tIna sAla se jyAdA nahIM rahatA / yaha ausata hai| hara AdamI tIna sAla ke bhItara to makAna badala hI letA hai| kAra to AdamI hara sAla badala letA hai| talAka kI saMkhyA pacAsa pratizata ko pAra kara gayI hai| sau vivAha hote haiM, to pacAsa talAka ho jAte haiM / isa sadI ke pUre hote-hote jitane vivAha hoMge, utane hI talAka hoNge| ye vivAha aura talAka bhI maulika rUpa se naye kI khoja hai| mullA nasaruddIna ke par3osa meM eka carca thaa| aura carca kA pAdarI kabhI-kabhI nasaruddIna ko zikSaNa diyA karatA thA / dekhatA thA usakA jIvana, to kabhI-kabhI samajhAtA thaa| eka dina nasaruddIna ne usase kahA ki Apa ThIka hI kahate haiM, maiMne aba pakkA kara liyA hai ki Aja jAkara maiM apanI patnI se kSamA mAMga lUMgA, aura aba kisI strI kI tarapha AMkha uThAkara bhI nahIM dekhUgA ! bahuta ho gyaa| aura Apa ThIka hI kahate the, lekina maiM mAnA nhiiN| yaha mana kI daur3a thI, vAsanA thI, calatI rhii| lekina aba umra bhI ho gayI / to Aja jAkara patnI se kSamA mAMga letA huuN| saba kanphezana kara lUMgA ki maiM use dhokhA de rahA huuN| dUsare dina subaha pAdarI pratIkSA karatA rahA ki kaba nasaruddIna ghara se nikle| nasaruddIna bar3I zAna se, bar3I tAjagI se jora se kadama rakhatA huA carca ke pAsa se niklaa| bar3A prasanna thaa| to pAdarI ne kahA, 'mAlUma hotA hai, nasaruddIna, patnI ne tumheM kSamA kara diyA !' nasaruddIna ne kahA ki nahIM, patnI ne kSamA to nahIM kiyA, lekina abhI bAta na kro| do-cAra dina bAda...! pAdarI ne kahA, lekina, 'aisA kyA mAmalA huA hai? prasanna tuma bahuta dikhate ho?' nasaruddIna ne kahA, 'maiMne apanI patnI ko kahA ki maiM tujhe dhokhA de rahA huuN| eka dUsarI strI se merA saMbaMdha hai / to vaha bar3I becaina ho gayI aura kahane lagI, usakA nAma btaao| to nAma batAnA to ucita nahIM thA, kyoMki usa dUsarI strI kI ijjata kA bhI savAla hai; usake pati kA bhI savAla hai; usake baccoM kA bhI savAla hai| to maiMne kahA ki nAma to maiM nahI batA sakU~gA, mAphI mAMgatA hUM, kSamA kara de / to patnI nArAja ho gyii| usane kahA ki jaba taka tuma nAma nahIM batAoge, maiM kSamA na kruuNgii| aura phira kahane lagI, acchA, agara tuma nahIM batAte to maiM khuda hI khayAla kara letI haiN| tuma pAdarI kI patnI ke prema meM to nahIM ho? aura jaba maiM cupa rahA to usane kahA ki nahIM-nahIM, pAdarI kI bahana ! aura jaba maiM phira bhI cupa rahA to usane kahA ki nahIM-nahIM, aba to pakkA hai ki tuma pAdarI kI lar3akI se...! 557
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________________ mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 2 maiM cupa hI rhaa| to pAdarI ne kahA, 'lekina isase tuma itane prasanna kyoM ho?' to nasaruddIna ne kahA ki aura to kucha hala na huA, baTa zI haiz2a givana mI thrI nyU kAnTaikTsa / aura abhI aba bIca meM par3o mata ! mana phira gatimAna ho gyaa| aba tIna naye pate usane aura batA diye / ina tIna striyoM kA khayAla hI nahIM thA nasaruddIna ko| __ kaI bAra Apa saMyama ke karIba pahuMcane lagate haiM aura phira koI taraMga hilA jAtI hai| Apa socate haiM, saMyama kI itanI jaldI bhI kyA hai, kucha dera aura rukA jA sakatA hai| aura akasara loga marate kSaNa taka saMyama nahIM sAdha pAte / AkhirI kSaNa taka bhI jIvana hilAtA hI rahatA hai| mahavIra kahate haiM, jise bAhara kI sthitiyAM kaMpita kara detI haiM, AMdolita kara detI hai-AMdolana kA artha hai, jo bAhara jAne ko utsuka ho jAtA hai, vaha AdamI saMsAra meM hai / vaha cetanA kabhI bhI siddha nahIM ho sktii| ___ mahAvIra kA zabda hai, zailezI avasthA', himAlaya kI taraha thira / jahAM koI kaMpana na ho / hiMduoM ne ziva kA ghara kailAza para banAyA hai sirpha isI kAraNa / koI kailAza para DhUMDhane se ziva mileMge nhiiN| aura aba to karIba-karIba sArA himAlaya khoja DAlA gayA hai| aura hI nahIM skte| ziva vahAM haiM bhI nahIM, sirpha pratIka hai, ki zivatva kI jo AkhirI avasthA hai, vaha kailAza jaisI thira hogii| isalie mahAvIra ne zailezI avasthA kahA hai use| zaileza jaisI, himAlaya jaisI thira / jahAM koI kaMpana nahIM hai| lekina agara vaijJAnikoM se pache to ve kaheMge ki yaha zabda ThIka nahIM hai. kyoMki himAlaya kaMpa rahA hai| saca to yaha hai ki himAlaya se jyAdA kaMpanevAlA koI pahAr3a hI duniyA meM nahIM hai| viMdhyAcala hai, satapur3A hai-ye Thahare hue haiN| Alpsa-ye saba Thahare hue haiM, kaMpa nahIM rahe haiM; himAlaya kaMpa rahA hai usakA kAraNa hai kyoMki himAlaya javAna hai| viMdhyA aura satapur3A bUr3he haiN| _bhU-tatvavida kahate haiM ki viMdhyAcala jagata kA sabase purAnA parvata hai, sabase bUr3hA parvata hai| hamArI bhI kahAniyAM kahatI haiM ki RSi agastya jaba dakSiNa gaye, to ve viMdhyA se kaha gaye ki maiM jaba taka lauTa na AUM, tuma jhuke rahanA, kyoMki maiM bUr3hA AdamI hUM aura mujhe car3hane meM bar3I takalIpha hotI hai| unake lie hI vaha jhukA thaa| lekina phira ve lauTe nahIM, unakI mRtyu ho gayI dakSiNa meM / taba se vaha jhukA hai| kahAnI bar3I mIThI hai| vaha yaha kahatI hai ki bUr3hA pahAr3a hai, gardana jhuka gayI hai, kamara jhuka gayI hai| ___ viMdhyA sabase purAnA pahAr3a hai| usameM koI parivartana nahIM ho rahA hai / vaha bar3ha nahIM rahA hai; ghaTa rahA hai / himAlaya roja bar3ha rahA hai / usakI UMcAI roja bar3hatI jAtI hai| usameM roja kaMpana hai| vaha abhI javAna hai| jitanA javAna citta hogA, utanA kaMpita hogaa| agara citta kaMpita hI hotA rahatA hai, to ApakA vArdhakya zarIra kA hai lekina citta ke arthoM meM abhI Apa javAna kI vAsanA se bhare haiN| lekina mahAvIra kA prayojana hai-mahAvIra ko khayAla bhI nahIM hogA ki himAlaya kaMpa rahA hai| usa samaya taka isa bAta kA koI udaghATana nahIM huA thA ki himAlaya kaMpita ho rahA hai aura bar3hatA jA rahA hai| roja kucha iMca himAlaya Upara uTha rahA hai jamIna se| abhI javAna hai, abhI vaha vayaska nahIM huaa| abhI bAr3ha rukI nhiiN| lekina mahAvIra kA prayojana sApha hai, kyoMki himAlaya jaisI thira aura koI cIja jagata meM mAlUma nahIM pdd'tii| Upara se dekhane para to kama se kama himAlaya bilakula thira mAlUma hotA hai| 558
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________________ saMnyAsa prAraMbha hai, siddhi aMta saba badala jAtA hai, himAlaya badalatA huA nahIM mAlUma hotA-isa artha meM pratIka hai| aisI citta kI avasthA ho jAye, jahAM koI parivartana nahIM hotA, koI kaMpana nahIM hotA, koI bar3hatA nahIM, koI giratA nahIM / saba Thahara jAtA hai; jaise koI jhIla bilakula nistaraMga ho jAye; zUnya AkAza ho, jahAM bAdala kA eka Tukar3A bhI na tairatA ho; havA kA eka jhoMkA bhI na AtA ho--aisI avasthA meM citta nahIM raha jAtA, mana nahIM raha jaataa| aisI avasthA meM sirpha AtmA raha jAtI hai| to hama aisI vyAkhyA kara sakate haiM ki jaba taka AtmA kaMpatI hai, usa kaMpana kA nAma mana hai / mana koI vastu nahIM hai, mana sirpha kaMpatI huI AtmA kA nAma hai| aura jaba AtmA nahIM kaMpatI, aura Thahara jAtI hai, svastha ho jAtI hai, svayaM meM ruka jAtI hai, zailezI bana jAtI hai, taba mana nahIM raha jaataa| jaba mana nahIM raha jAtA hai, to jo zeSa raha jAtA hai, vahAM koI kaMpana nahIM hai| isa avasthA ko pAne ke lie jarUrI hogA ki hama nayI kI jo vikSipta talAza karate haiM, vaha na kreN| aura mana jaba mAMga karatA hai nayI uttejanAoM kI, taba hama sAvadhAna rheN| aura jaba mana kahatA hai, khojo naye ko, to hama samajheM ki mana kyA mAMga rahA hai| mana mAMga rahA hai ki mujhe nayA IMdhana do, tAki maiM kaMpatA rhN| purAne se mana bar3e jaldI Uba jAtA hai-naye se bhI Uba jaayegaa| Aja nayA hai, kala purAnA ho jaayegaa| mana kI vRtti ko jo niraMtara bharatA rahe naye se, binA yaha samajhe ki mana sirpha kaMpane kI koziza kara rahA hai, naye kaMpana talAza kara rahA hai-vaha AdamI kabhI bhI samAdhi ko upalabdha nahIM hogaa| aura aisI avasthA meM hama sadA hI dUsare para bhaTakate rahate haiN| dUsarA hI uttejanA de sakatA hai| uttejanA sadA bAhara se AtI hai| bAhara se zAMti ke Ane kA koI upAya nahIM hai / zAMti sadA bhItara janmatI hai, uttejanA sadA bAhara se AtI hai| azAMti bAhara se AtI hai, zAMti bhItara se bahatI hai| aura jaba taka hama bAhara lage hue haiN...| mallA nasaruddIna yaddha ke dinoM meM senA meM bhartI haA thaa| usakA nayA zikSaNa cala rahA thaa| aura usake kaipTana ne eka dina usase pachA ki nasaruddIna, jaba tuma baMdUka sApha karate ho, to sabase pahale kyA karate ho? baMdUka sApha karane ke pahale sabase pahalA kAma kyA hai? __nasaruddIna ne kahA, 'sabase pahalA kAma, pahale maiM naMbara dekhatA huuN|' usa kaipTana ne kahA ki naMbara se saphAI kA kyA saMbaMdha? nasaruddIna ne kahA, 'jasTa Tu bI zyora daiTa disa ija mAi ona, Ai ema nATa klIniMga sama baDI elsa-yaha pakkA karane ke lie ki baMdaka apanI hI hai, kisI aura kI baMdUka sApha nahIM kara rahe haiN| yaha jo nasaruddIna kaha rahA hai, bar3I kImata kI bAta kaha rahA hai| jiMdagI meM karIba-karIba hama dUsaroM kI baMdUkeM sApha karate rahate haiM, apanI baMdUka to gaMdI hI raha jAtI hai| dUsaroM kI sApha karane ke kAraNa phursata hI nahIM milatI ki apane para dhyAna calA jaaye| jo vyakti bhI uttejanAoM meM rasalIna hai, vaha dUsaroM kI baMdUkeM sApha karane meM jIvana bitA detA hai| dUsaroM ko ThIka karane meM, dUsaroM ko sudhArane meM, dUsaroM ko suMdara banAne meM, dUsaroM ko mitra banAne meM, dUsaroM ko apane nikaTa lAne meM, dUsaroM kA bhoga karane meM-para sArA jIvana dUsare para lagA rahatA hai| aura dUsare kAphI haiM ! dUsaroM kA koI aMta nahIM hai| sArca ne eka adabhuta bAta kahI hai| kahA hai ki adara ija da hela-dUsarA naraka hai| bAta thor3I sahI hai| hama apanA naraka dUsare ke hI mAdhyama se paidA karate haiN| Apa khuda apane naraka ko dekheM / AdamI-AdamI kA apanA-apanA naraka hai / hara AdamI apane-apane naraka meM jI rahA hai / musakarAhaTeM to Upara haiM aura dhokhe kI haiM, aura cipakAyI gayI haiM, peMTeDa haiM--bhItara naraka hai| aura hara AdamI apane-apane naraka meM jI rahA hai; lekina vaha naraka Apa akele paidA nahIM kara sakate haiM; usake lie Apako dUsaroM kI jarUrata hai| dUsaroM ke binA naraka paidA nahIM ho sktaa| 559
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________________ mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 2 thor3A soceM, kyA Apa akele naraka paidA kara sakate haiM ? dUsaroM ke binA naraka paidA nahIM ho sktaa| lekina, agara yaha saca hai ki dUsaroM ke binA naraka paidA nahIM ho sakatA, to hama dUsaroM ke pIche itane pAgala kyoM haiM ? kyoMki yaha AzA baMdhI hai, ki dUsaroM ke binA svarga bhI paidA nahIM ho sakatA / dUsare ke dvArA svarga paidA ho sakatA hai, isI koziza meM to hama naraka paidA kara lete haiN| svarga kA svapna naraka ko janma detA hai| saba narakoM ke dvAra para likhA hai, svrg| to jisa daravAje para Apa svarga likhA dekheM, jarA socakara praveza karanA, kyoMki naraka banAnevAle kAphI kazala haiN| ve apane daravAje para naraka nahIM likhate. phira koI praveza hI nahIM kregaa| naraka ke daravAje para sadA svarga likhA hotA hai-vaha daravAje para hI hotA hai| bhItara jAkara, jaise-jaise bhItara praveza karate haiM, vaise-vaise pragaTa hone lagatA hai| __dUsare se jo svarga kI AzA karatA hai, dUsare ke dvArA usakA naraka nirmita ho jaayegaa| sAJa ThIka kahatA hai ki di adara ija da hel| para sArca ne kahIM bhI yaha ullekha nahIM kiyA ki dUsarA naraka kyoM hai| ___ vaha dUsare ke kAraNa naraka nahIM hai / dUsare meM svarga kI vAsanA hI naraka kA janma banatI hai| to bahuta gahare meM dekhane para merI vAsanA hI, ki dUsare se maiM svarga banA lUM, naraka kA kAraNa hotI hai| aura jo vyakti dUsare meM ulajhA hai, vaha sadA kaMpita rhegaa| Apane kabhI dekhA ki Apake jitane kaMpana haiM, ve dUsare ke saMbaMdha meM hote haiM ? krodha ke, prema ke, ghRNA ke, moha ke, lobha ke-saba dUsare ke saMbaMdha meM hote haiN| thor3I dera ko soceM ki Apa isa pRthvI para akele raha gaye haiM, kyA Apake bhItara koI kaMpana raha jAyegA? sArA saMsAra acAnaka kho gayA. Apa akele haiM, to koI kaMpana nahIM raha jaayegaa| kyoMki kaMpana ke lie dasare se saMbaMdhita honA jarUrI hai: dasare aura mere bIca vAsanA kA setu bananA jarUrI hai, taba kaMpana hogaa| AdamI jaba gahana bhItara DUbatA hai AMkha baMda karake, bAhara ko bhUla jAtA hai to vaha aise hI ho jAtA hai, jaise pRthvI para akelA hai; jaise aura koI bhI na rhaa| saba hoMge lekina jaise nahIM rahe; maiM akelA ho gyaa| isa akelepana meM zailezI avasthA paidA hotI hai| isa akelepana meM. isa nitAMta bhItarI ekAMta meM, saba kaMpana Thahara jAte haiM aura akaMpa kA anubhava hotA hai| sUtra mahAvIra kA hama leN| 'jaba sarvatragAmI kevalajJAna kevaladarzana ko prApta kara letA hai sAdhaka, taba jina tathA kevalI hokara loka aura aloka ko jAna letA - 'jaba kevalajJAnI jina loka-alokarUpa samasta saMsAra ko jAna letA hai, taba mana, vacana aura zarIra kI pravRtti kA nirodha ho jAtA hai aura zailezI (acala, akaMpa) avasthA prApta hotI hai|' ___ mahAvIra ne pichale sUtra meM kahA hai ki jaba aMtara prakAza kA udaya hotA hai, jaba koI jIvana-UrjA pUrI taraha bhItara kI tarapha mur3a jAtI isa bhItara kI tarapha mur3a jAne kA nAma hI pratikramaNa-apanI tarapha AnA hai| to pratikramaNa koI kriyA nahIM hai ki Apane baiThakara kara lii| pratikramaNa cetanA kA, UrjA kA apanI tarapha lauTanA hai / yaha bar3I gahana ghaTanA hai| loga mujhe Akara kahate haiM ki Aja pratikramaNa karake A rahe haiN| pratikramaNa karake kahIM koI AtA hai? pratikramaNa kA matalaba hI hai ki bAhara AnA nahIM, bhItara jAnA zurU huaa| pratikramaNa UrjA kA bhItara kI tarapha lauTanA hai| 560
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________________ saMnyAsa prAraMbha hai, siddhi aMta Apane dekhe hoMge, aneka isoTerika, guhya samAjoM ne sAMpa ke pratIka ko cunA hai, jisameM sAMpa apanI pUMcha ko pakar3e hue hai, vaha sAMpa kA apanI pUMcha ko pakar3anA pratikramaNa hai| jaba cetanA apane hI dvArA apane ko pakar3a letI hai, aura eka vartula nirmita ho jAtA hai, taba pratikramaNa hai| jaba taka maiM dUsare kI tarapha dhyAna de rahA hUM, taba taka AkramaNa jArI hai / aura AkramaNa jaba taka jArI hai, taba taka maiM apane ko vyartha kara rahA hUM; vyartha kho rahA hUM-taba taka maiM naSTa ho rahA huuN| kyoMki jitanI UrjA bAhara jA rahI hai, vaha vyartha jA rahI hai| jaba taka bhItara jor3a na ho jAye UrjA kA, jaba taka aMtarsaMbhoga na ho jAye, jaba taka maiM svayaM se bhItara na mila jAUM, taba taka AnaMda upalabdha nahIM hogaa| - dUsare se milakara jo thor3A-bahuta sukha upalabdha ho sakatA hai, vaha kevala rAhata hai| vaha zakti kA kSINa honA hai| aura jaba bhI zakti bhArI ho jAtI hai, aura dUsare ke mAdhyama se bAhara nikala jAtI hai, to halakApana lagatA hai| kabhI-kabhI, Apako khayAla hogA ki bukhAra jaba ThIka hotA hai, to bar3A halakApana lagatA hai, jaise ur3a sakate haiN| lekina vaha halakApana kamajorI ke kAraNa lagatA hai, zakti ke kAraNa nahIM / zakti bhItara nahIM hai, isalie bilakula halake lagate haiN| bukhAra ke bAda bilakula halakApana lagatA hai jaise saba zAMta ho gyaa| dUsare se milakara jisa UrjA kA hama vyaya karate haiM, vaha bukhAravAlA halakApana hai, jahAM eka uttejanA AyI aura uttejanA vilIna ho gyii| __ amarIkA meM mAsTarsa aura jAnsana ne saMbhoga ke saMbaMdha meM bar3e vaijJAnika adhyayana kiye haiN| aura pahalA adhyayana unakA yaha hai ki saMbhoga ke kSaNa meM do vyakti, strI-puruSa, donoM hI bukhAra kI avasthA meM A jAte haiM, phIvariza ho jAte haiN| donoM kA zarIra uttapta ho jAtA hai, garmI bar3ha jAtI hai, Temprecara jyAdA ho jAtA hai, zvAsa jora se calane lagatI hai| zarIra kA ro-roAM becaina aura parezAna ho jAtA hai| kucha hI kSaNoM meM donoM hI uttapta hokara jalane lagate haiN| aura jaba donoM kA skhalana ho jAtA hai, to isa bukhAra se chuTakArA ho jAtA hai| vApasa lauTa Ate haiN| ___ yaha jo bukhAra se chUTa jAnA hai, isameM rAhata milatI hai, sukha nahIM mila sakatA / dUsare se hamArA koI bhI saMbaMdha jyAdA se jyAdA rilIpha kA ho sakatA hai| svayaM se saMbaMdha AnaMda kA ho sakatA hai| ___ mahAvIra isa svayaM se saMbaMdha ko kahate haiM, pratikramaNa / jaba cetanA apane para lauTa AtI hai| jaise hI cetanA apane para lauTatI hai, vaise hI karma-mala gira jAte haiN| kyoMki karma-mala hamane ikaTThe hI kiye the dUsare ke lie, dUsare se saMbaMdhita hone ke lie| ise hama thor3A smjheN| hama bolate haiM; bhASA hama sIkhate haiN| lekina bhASA hama sIkhate haiM dUsaroM ke lie| bhASA kA koI upayoga apane lie nahIM hai| bhASA sAmAjika hai, dUsare se jur3ane kA upAya hai| agara Apa akele raha jAyeM jagata meM, to bhASA chUTa jAyegI, bhASA kI koI jarUrata nahIM raha jaayegii| kyoMki bhASA thI hI dUsare se jur3ane ke lie| pa kAra meM baiThate haiM kahIM jAne ke lie agara kahIM jAnA hI na ho. to Apa kAra ke bAhara nikala aayeNge| aura agara sArA jAnA hI baMda ho jAye, kahIM jAne kA savAla hI na ho, koI maMjila hI na ho, to kAra ko Apa bhUla hI jaayeNge| ___ Apa vastra pahanate haiM tAki dUsare ko ApakI nagnatA na dikhAI pdd'e| lekina agara jagata meM koI bhI na ho, Apa ghane jaMgala meM hoM, jahAM koI bhI nahIM hai-Apa nirvastra ghUmane lgeNge| vastra kI ciMtA nahIM rhegii| __ Apa ghara se nikalate haiM, Aine meM ceharA dekhate haiN| kyoMki koI dUsarA Apake cehare meM gaMdagI na dekha le, kurUpatA na dekha le-abhadra na mAlUma pdd'e| lekina Apa jaMgala meM akele hoM-darpaNa par3A-par3A TUTa jAyegA, Apa dekhanA baMda kara deNge| hama jIvana meM jo bhI kara rahe haiM, vaha dUsare ke kAraNa, dUsare ke lie / mahAvIra kahate haiM, hamane jIvana-jIvana meM, janmoM-janmoM meM, jo 561
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________________ saMnyAsa prAraMbha hai, siddhi aMta bhI karma ikaTThe kiye haiM, ve dUsare se saMbaMdhita hone ke lie| hamArA sArA khela yaMtra kA hai| hamArA sArA zarIra, hamArA sArA mana dUsare se saMbaMdhita hone kA upakaraNa hai| jaba koI cetanA apane se saMbadhita hotI hai, yaha sArA upakaraNa nIce gira jAtA hai| isakI koI jarUrata nahIM raha jaatii| isase hamArA saMbaMdha TUTa jAtA hai| yaha jo saMbaMdha kA TUTa jAnA hai, tabhI sarvatragAmI kevalajJAna kA udaya hotA hai / taba aise bodha kA janma hotA hai, jo saba tarapha phailatA calA jAtA hai| jisakI koI sImA nahIM hai: jo asIma hai| taba bhItara se prakAza ke vartula cAroM tarapha phailate cale jAte haiM, anaMta loka ko ghera lete haiM / jitanA vistAra hai, use ghera lete haiN| mahAvIra kahate haiM, na kevala loka kA, balki aloka kA bhI bodha ho jAtA hai| ___ maiMne pIche Apako kahA ki Adhunika bhautika zAstrI eMTI-yUnivarsa, aloka kI dhAraNA ke karIba pahuMca gaye haiN| aura pahuMcanA jarUrI ho gayA, kyoMki jagata kA eka anivArya niyama samajha meM A gayA hai ki yahAM dvaMdva ke binA kucha bhI nahIM hotaa| yahAM hone kA DhaMga viparIta ke dvArA hai| yahAM saba cIjeM viparIta ke sAtha maujUda haiM; aMdherA prakAza ke sAtha, janma mRtyu ke sAtha / to akelA yUnivarsa, akelA loka nahIM ho sakatA, aloka bhI hogaa| isase viparIta bhI kucha hogaa| ___ mahAvIra bar3I anUThI bAta kahate haiN| aura taba to unake pAsa koI vaijJAnika upakaraNa na the isako jAnane ke| nizcita hI, yaha unake jJAna ke vistAra meM hI pratIta huA hogaa| kyoMki vaijJAnika ke pAsa to upakaraNa haiM, mahAvIra ke pAsa to koI upakaraNa na the; koI prayogazAlA na thI; svayaM ko chodd'kr| khuda hI prayogazAlA the-isase jyAdA to kucha bhI sAtha na thaa| AMkha baMda karake bhItara dekhane ke sivA unakI koI aura vidhi na thii| isa vidhi ke dvArA unako yaha pratIti haI ki aloka bhI hai eMTI-yanivarsa bhI hai| ThIka usa aloka ke niyama isake bilakula viparIta hoNge| vaha isase bilakula ulaTA hai| aura vaha ulaTA honA jarUrI hai tAki yaha loka ho ske| kyoMki dvandva ke binA jagata meM koI bhI astitva nahIM hai| agara striyAM na hoM, to puruSa kho jAyeM; puruSa na hoM, striyAM kho jaayeN| eka bahuta purAnI kathA hai, araba meM ki eka bAra loga bilakula susta aura kahila ho gaye, aura aisA samaya AyA ki saba AlasI ho gye| koI kucha karanA nahIM cAhatA thaa| koI kucha karatA nahIM thaa| to eka manISI ko pUchA gayA ki kyA kareM? to usane kahA ki tuma eka upAya karo, sAre puruSoM ko eka dvIpa para baMda kara do aura sArI striyoM ko dUsare dvIpa para baMda kara do / basa, saba ThIka ho jaayegaa| ___ para unhoMne kahA ki Apa pAgala ho gaye haiM, isase kyA hogA ? striyoM ko eka dvIpa para baMda kara deMge, puruSoM ko eka dvIpa para baMda kara deMge-isase sustI kaise miTegI? -- usane kahA ki tuma isakI phikara chor3o-ve donoM hI nAva banAne meM laga jAyeMge ki dUsare dvIpa para kaise pahuMce / sustI bilakula TUTa jaayegii| Alasya bilakula kho jaayegaa| upakrama A jAyegA, zrama zurU ho jAyegA / puruSa akelA nahIM raha pAyegA, strI akelI nahIM raha paayegii| ve pAsa AnA caaheNge| upadrava zurU ho jAyegA / tuma arAjakatA paidA kara do, tuma donoM ko alaga kara do| __dvandva yahAM isa pRthvI para jIvana kA AdhAra hai| to mahAvIra kahate haiM, aloka aura loka ye do astitva kI anivAryatAeM haiN| jisa vyakti ke bhItara mauna ghaTita hogA, mana samApta ho jAyegA; jahAM mana samApta hotA hai, vahAM mauna hai| jo bhItara muni ho jAyegA, usako loka aura aloka donoM Alokita ho jAyeMge, donoM dikhAyI par3ane lgeNge| jIvana kA maulika AdhAra dikhAyI par3a jAyegA ki dvandva, DyUAliTi, DAyalekTiksa, saMgharSa, jIvana kA AdhAra hai| ___ aura isa jIvana se dvandva nahIM miTa sktaa| koI cAhe to apane bhItara dvandva ke pAra jA sakatA hai| lekina bAhara dvandva nahIM miTa sakatA-naye rUpa le legA, naye saMgharSa banA legA, naye upadrava khaDA karegA-kyoMki binA upadrava ke jIvana astitva meM nahIM ho sktaa| 562
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________________ saMnyAsa prAraMbha hai, siddhi aMta saMgharSa vahAM anivArya hai| 'jaba sarvatragAmI kevalajJAna aura kevaladarzana ko prApta kara letA hai sAdhaka, jaba jina tathA kevalI hokr...|' jina kA artha hai, jisane apane ko jIta liyaa| apane ko jItane kA artha hai, jo dUsare para kisI bhI arthoM meM nirbhara nahIM raha gayA hai| dUsare kI nirbharatA jahAM pUrNatayA samApta ho jAtI hai, vahAM mahAvIra kahate haiM, vyakti jina huaa| aura apane ko jina kahane kA hakadAra vahI hai, jo kisI para kisI bhI kAraNa se nirbhara nahIM hai| jo apane meM paryApta hai| jisakA honA kAphI hai| jisakI cetanA kisI kI bhI talAza meM nahIM jaatii| jo kisI ko bhI khojatA nahIM hai; aura koI na mile, to jarA bhI pIr3A nahIM hotii| jo apane sAtha rahakara itanA prasanna hai ki usakI prasannatA meM koI bhI kamI nahIM hai| ___ apane hI sAtha jo praphulla hai, use mahAvIra kahate haiM, jina / aura kevalI use kahate haiM, jise isa jJAna kA anubhava ho gayA hai; jisakI koI bAdhA nahIM hai, jisa para koI avarodha nahIM hai / jo phailatA hI calA jAtA hai| jo anaMta prakAza hai| bhItara ke isa anaMta prakAza kA jise anubhava ho gyaa| mahAvIra ne zabda bar3A anUThA cunA hai : kevalI-alona, akelA, ekAkI, jahAM sirpha jJAna hI raha jaaye| __ upaniSadoM meM kahA jAtA hai ki jagata kA jJAna eka triveNI hai| vahAM jAnanevAlA hai, jAnI jAnevAlI vastu hai, aura donoM ke bIca kA saMbaMdha hai, jJAna / vahAM tIna haiN| __ prayAga Apa gaye hoNge| vahAM kuMbha bharatA hai; triveNI kA melA jur3atA hai| lekina triveNI bar3I maje kI hai ! nadiyAM vahAM do haiM, tIsarI, kahate haiM, kabhI thii| kabhI bhI nahIM thii| tIsarI adRzya hai / sarasvatI adRzya hai, yamunA aura gaMgA pragaTa haiN| yaha triveNI pratIka hai bhItara ke saMgama kaa| isa jagata meM jo jJAna kI ghaTanA ghaTatI hai, jo tIrtha nirmita hotA hai jJAna kA, vaha tIna se nirmita hotA hai : vastu, AbjekTa, jJeya; jJAtAjAnanevAlA, sabjekTa; aura donoM ke bIca nirmita honevAlI tIsarI dhArA jo dikhAI nahIM par3atI-jJAna / vaha jJAna, sarasvatI hai| __ isalie sarasvatI jJAna kI pratimA hai| aura vaha nadI kabhI bhI nahIM rahI duniyA meM / vaha ho nahIM sktii| usake hone kA koI kAraNa nahIM hai| adRzya usakA svabhAva hai| padArtha dikhAI par3atA hai, dekhanevAlA dikhAI par3atA hai; dRzya dikhAI par3atA hai, draSTA dikhAI par3atA hai; darzana dikhAI nahIM pdd'taa| jJAtA, jJeya dikhAI par3atA hai-jJAna dikhAI nahIM pdd'taa| ___ maiM yahAM baiThA hUM, Apako dekha rahA huuN| maiM hUM, Apa haiM, aura donoM ke bIca eka sarasvatI baha rahI hai jo dikhAI nahIM par3atI-jAnane kI, jJAna kI, bodha kI, darzana kI / ina tInoM se milakara isa jagata kA sArA jJAna nirmita huA hai| mahAvIra kahate haiM, jaba jJAtA bhI miTa jAye, jJeya bhI miTa jAye, kevala sarasvatI raha jAye; vaha jo adRzya hai, vahI ekamAtra zeSa raha jaaye| jo dRzya haiM, ve donoM kho jaayeN| kyoMki dRzya padArtha hai, adRzya caitanya hai| ___ aba yaha bar3e maje kI bAta hai, Apa jaba prayAga jAte haiM to gaMgA-yamunA dikhAI par3atI haiM, sarasvatI dikhAI nahIM pdd'tii| bhItara eka aisA prayAga bhI hai, jahAM sirpha sarasvatI dikhAI par3atI hai--gaMgA-yamunA donoM kho jAtI haiN| jahAM gaMgA-yamunA kho jAtI haiM, sarasvatI mAtra raha jAtI hai, usa avasthA kA nAma 'kevala' hai| ___ jo dikhAI par3atA hai, vaha nahIM dikhAI par3atA vahAM, aura jo nahIM dikhAI par3atA hai, vahI kevala dikhAI par3atA hai| isa jagata kA dRzya vahAM adRzya ho jAtA hai aura usa jagata kA adRzya yahAM dRzya ho jAtA hai| isa jagata se vaha bilakula viparIta hai| yahAM jo adRzya hai, vahAM dRzya ho jAtA hai| padArtha aura padArtha ke jAnanevAloM ke bIca, donoM kinAroM ke bIca, eka tIsarI adRzya dhArA baha rahI hai jJAna kii| mahAvIra kahate haiM, 563
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________________ mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 2 vahI tumhArA vAstavika svarUpa hai; jo dikhAI nahIM par3atA / aura jaba taka tuma use na jAna loge, taba taka tuma ajJAnI hI rahoge / kevalajJAna hI ekamAtra jJAna hai / vastutaH, bAkI saba jJAna ajJAna kI TaToleM haiM / ajJAnI AdamI TaTola rahA hai; kucha khoja rahA hai; banA rahA hai; siddhAMta nirmita kara rahA hai| jJAnI kA artha hai, jahAM donoM kho gye| dvandva kho gayA aura bIca kI adRzya dhArA pragaTa ho gayI / usa adRzya dhArA kA nAma kevala hai| 'jaba kevalajJAnI jina loka-aloka ko, samasta saMsAra ko jAna letA hai, taba mana, vacana aura zarIra kI pravRtti kA nirodha ho jAtA hai; zailezI (acala-akaMpa) avasthA prApta hotI hai|' usa tIsare meM thira hote hI sArI athiratA kho jAtI hai| phira koI kaMpana nahIM hai| phira koI cIja hilA nahIM sakatI, kyoMki koI cIja AkarSita nahIM kara sktii| phira koI cIja DigA nahIM sakatI, kyoMki koI cIja AMdolita nahIM kara sktii| koI AmaMtraNa sArthaka na rahA, phira koI nimaMtraNa bAhara nahIM bulA sktaa| phira kucha bhI nahIM hai jagata meM, jo mainageTa ho| phira Apa apane hI mainageTa para keMdra thira ho gye| aba Apa apane para haiM--keMdrita ho gye| Apa khar3e ho gaye apanI jagaha / Apa usa jagaha A gaye... / gAr3I kA cAka calatA hai, lekina cAka ke bIca meM eka kIla hai, jo nahIM cltii| aura bar3A majA yaha hai ki kIla nahIM calatI, isalie cAka cala pAtA hai| kIla bhI calane lage, to cAka gira jaaye| kIla ThaharI rahatI hai| ___ jaba taka hama mana ke sAtha jur3e hote haiM, hama cAka ke sAtha jur3e haiM aura jaba hama mana se pIche haTate haiM, zAMta aura mauna aura zUnya ho jAte haiM, to hama kIla para Thahara gye| kIla para ThaharA huA vyakti, seMTarDa, svayaM meM ThaharA huA vyakti-mahAvIra kahate haiM-zailezI hai| vaha himAlaya bana gayA cetanA kaa| aba usameM koI kaMpana nahIM hai| aba use koI cIja dukha nahIM de sktii| kyoMki aba use kisI se sukha kI koI AkAMkSA nahIM hai| aisA vyakti AnaMda ko upalabdha ho jAtA hai; yA cAheM to kaheM, brahma ko upalabdha ho jAtA hai| mahAvIra kahate haiM, aisA vyakti paramAtmA ho gyaa| paramAtmA kA artha hai, aisI zailezI avasthA ko pA lenaa| 'jaba mana, vacana aura zarIra ke yogoM kA nirodhakara AtmA zailezI avasthA pAtI hai; pUrNa rUpa se spaMdana-rahita ho jAtI hai, taba saba karmoM kA kSayakara sarvathA mala-rahita hokara siddhi ko prApta hotI hai|' ___ mahAvIra ke lie 'siddha' aMtima zabda hai| siddha kA artha hai : vana hU haija rIcDa / siddha kA artha hai, jo pahuMca gyaa| siddha kA artha hai, jise maMjila mila gayI / siddha kA artha hai, jisakI yAtrA kA aMta huaa| siddha kA artha hai, jise aba kahIM jAne ko na bacA / siddha kA artha hai, jise aba kucha pAne ko na bacA / siddha kA artha hai, jise aba kucha jAnane ko na bacA / jo ho sakatA thA AkhirI isa jIvana meM, vaha ghaTa gayA / bIja phUla taka A gyaa| isake pAra koI yAtrA nahIM hai| cetanA apanI pUrI saMbhAvanAoM ko vAstavika kara lI / jo-jo ho sakatA thA, vaha ho gyaa| aba cetanA meM koI aura bIja nahIM bacA, saba bIja pragaTa ho gye| __isa pUrNa pragaTAvasthA ko mahAvIra kahate haiM, paramAtmA kI avsthaa| isalie mahAvIra ke lie paramAtmA nahIM hai, jitanI cetanAeM haiM-anaMta cetanAeM haiM-utane hI paramAtmA haiM-anaMta paramAtmA haiN| kucha haiM, jo bIja meM baMda haiN| kucha haiM, jo tar3apa rahe haiM aura bIja ko tor3a rahe haiN| kucha haiM, jo aMkurita ho gaye haiM aura phUloM kI tarapha bar3ha rahe haiN| aura kucha haiM, jo phUla ho gaye aura AkhirI avasthA ko pahuMca gaye haiN| sabhI paramAtmA haiM-kucha bIja meM, kucha aMkura meM; koI vRkSa meM, koI phUla meN| lekina unake svabhAva meM koI aMtara nahIM hai; svarUpa 564
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________________ saMnyAsa prAraMbha hai, siddhi aMta meM koI aMtara nahIM hai| anaMta paramAtmAoM kI dhAraNA hai mahAvIra kii| pratyeka vyakti paramAtmA hai, pratyeka vyakti ke bhItara bhagavattA hai| ___ siddhi kA artha hai : bhagavattA ko pA lenA, bhagavAna ho jAnA / siddhi kA artha hai : jahAM aba koI vAsanA kA savAla na rahA; jahAM se pAra jAne kA koI upAya nahIM hai; jo AkhirI biMdu hai jIvana kaa| __isI kI hama talAza bhI kara rahe haiN| lekina jahAM hama talAza kara rahe haiM, zAyada vaha jagaha nahIM hai jahAM ise pAyA jA ske| hama isI ko khoja bhI rahe haiM-koI dhana meM, koI pada meM, koI pratiSThA meM, koI zAstra meM / lekina yaha khoja vahAM ho nahIM sakatI, use khojanA hogA bhItara / jahAM bhI hama khoja rahe haiM hama galata khoja rahe haiN| aura isalie jaba hameM nahIM mila pAtA, to hama isa bAta kA khayAla nahIM lete ki hamArI khoja galata thii| hama socate haiM, hamArA bhAgya galata thaa| hama socate haiM, koI cIja bAdhA bana gyii| __ jaba hama eka vyakti meM sukha khojate haiM; nahIM pAte haiM, to hama socate haiM, yaha vyakti hI gar3abar3a hai, isIlie sukha nahIM mila pA rahA hai, kisI aura meM khojeN| dhana meM khojate haiM; nahIM milatA, to socate haiM, pada meM khojeM, pada meM khojate haiM; nahIM milatA hai to socate haiM, zAstra meM khojeN| lekina eka dizA sadA achUtI raha jAtI hai; hama kabhI nahIM socate ki apane meM khojeN| sadA kahIM, kisI aura meM ! jaba taka hameM yaha khayAla na A jAye ki hama kahIM bhI khojeM, khoja galata hogI; jaba taka hama apane meM na khojeN| aura isIlie hameM dUsaroM meM itane doSa dikhAI par3ate haiN| dUsare meM doSa dikhAI par3ane kA kula kAraNa itanA hai ki jahAM-jahAM hama asaphala hote haiM, vahAM-vahAM doSa khojakara hama apane mana ko tRpta kara lete haiN| ___ mullA nasaruddIna bUr3hA ho gayA thaa| naukarI ke lie eka daphtara meM gayA / vAcamaina kI, paharedAra kI jagaha khAlI thii| usa mAlika ne kahA ki ThIka hai, lekina maiM tumheM batA dUM ki hameM kisa taraha kA vyakti caahie| tuma ThIka ho, kAma hama de sakeMge, lekina phira bhI tuma samajha lo| hameM aisA vyakti cAhie jo caubIsa ghaMTe saMdeha kare- vAcamaina / koI bhI bhItara Aye, to kabhI AsthA aura bharose se na dekhe, caubIsa ghaMTA saMdeha kare / aura caubIsa ghaMTA logoM ke doSa, bhUla-cUka nikAlane kI koziza meM lagA rahe / aura caubIsa ghaMTA lar3ane ko tatpara rahe / duSTa svabhAva ho, karkaza AvAja ho| bhayAvaha ceharA ho aura jarA hI koI uttejanA de de to bilakula zaitAna usake bhItara pragaTa ho jAye-hameM aisA AdamI caahie| ThIka hai, tuma cala paaoge| nasaruddIna ne kahA : kSamA kareM- Ai ema sArI, disa jAba ija nATa phAra mI, baTa Ai vila senDa vAipha erAunDa--yaha kAma merA nahIM hai, lekina maiM apanI patnI ko bheja duuNgaa| bilakula jaisA Apa kaha rahe haiM, vaisA hI vyaktitva hai usakA ! apane meM doSa dekha pAnA to bahuta muzkila hai / vaha AdamI kaha rahA hai jisako naukara rakhanA hai ki tuma ThIka ho / lekina nasaruddIna kahatA hai, yaha naukarI mere...maiM isameM nahIM jamUMgA, merI patnI...! doSa sadA dUsare meM dikhAI par3ate haiN| kyoMki jo-jo hama pAnA cAhate haiM dUsare se, vaha-vaha hameM nahIM miltaa| vaha mila nahIM sakatA-isalie nahIM ki dUsare meM koI bhUla hai| vaha mila hI nahIM sakatA--vaha vastuoM kA svabhAva nahIM hai| ___ hama dUsare se prema cAhate haiM aura krodha pAte haiN| isalie nahIM ki dUsarA krodhI hai| dUsare se isakA koI saMbaMdha nahIM hai| jo bhI prema cAhatA hai, vaha krodha paayegaa| vaha prema kI cAha meM hI hama dUsare meM krodha paidA kara rahe haiN| yaha bar3I muzkila bAta hai; jaTila bAta hai| hamArI vAsanA hI upadrava kA kAraNa hai| hama jo-jo mAMgate haiM, usase viparIta hameM milatA hai| Apa khuda apane jIvana ko dekheM / jo-jo Apane mAMgA hai, usase viparIta Apane pAyA hai| lekina Apa socate haiM ki viparIta milA isalie ki dUsarI tarapha galata loga the| nasaruddIna ke gAMva meM pahalI daphA TelIphona lgaa| bUr3hA AdamI thA aura pratiSThita thA, aura sAre loga jAnate the, jAhira thA-yA 565
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________________ mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 2 kahiye badanAma thaa| to TelIphona kaMpanI ne socA ki pahale TelIphona kA udaghATana nasaruddIna kare / usakI patnI tIsa mIla dUra kahIM gAMva meM gayI thii| to usakI patnI se mulAkAta udaghATana meN...| ___ nasaruddIna bAmuzkila rAjI huaa| usane kahA ki bAmuzkila to vaha gayI hai aura tuma usI se mulAkata karavA rahe ho| aura hama kisI taraha thor3I zAMti anubhava kara rahe the, taba yaha eka upadrava TelIphona kA gAMva meM A gayA ! matalaba yaha hai ki aba patnI se koI chuTakArA nahIM-vaha bAhara jAye to bhI! ___ phira bhI loga nahIM mAne to vaha rAjI ho gayA / ASAr3ha ke dina the, varSA kA mausama thA / usane TelIphona hAtha meM liyA kaMpate hue, Darate hue--jaisA ki sabhI pati patnI ko phona karate vakta narvasa...hAtha kaMpane lagatA hai| aura phira yaha to pahalA TelIphona thA aura usane kabhI TelIphona kiyA nahIM thaa| ___ usakA hAtha kaMpane lgaa| aura tabhI saMyoga kI bAta, jora se bijalI kar3akI aura sAmane ke vRkSa para bijalI girI / usake hAtha se TelIphona chUTa gayA, vaha dhar3Ama se nIce gira pdd'aa| kisI taraha saMbhAlakara apane ko usane uThAyA aura usane kahA ki daiTsa Ala rAiTa ! 'daiTsa mAi olDa vumana !' usane kahA ki bilakula pakkI bAta hai ki vahI bolI hai, yahI merI patnI hai ! yaha hama pahale hI kahe the ki yaha aura upadrava TelIphona kA yahAM mata lagAo! ___ to dUsare meM hama sadA hI khoja pAte haiM-sabhI / nasaruddIna ati para ho, Apa thor3e pIche hoM, isase pharka nahIM par3atA / lekina hamAre jIvana gar3acana yahI hai ki sArA dukha hameM koI de rahA hai| koI paristhiti, koI vyakti, koI ghaTanA-lekina sadA bAhara se A rahA hai| mahAvIra kahate haiM ki bAhara se kucha bhI nahIM aataa| hama bAhara se mAMgate haiM. usase viparIta hameM milatA hai| yaha sIdhA uttara hai hamArI mAMga kA / siddhAvasthA vaisI avasthA hai, jaba bAhara se hamArI mAMga gira gayI, aura hama bhItara tRpta haiN| aura hama bhItara jaise haiM, vaise hone se hama paripUrNa tathAtA meM haiM : ToTala eksepTebiliTI pUrNa saMtuSTi / siddha ko Apa hilA nahIM skte| Apa kaheM ki vahAM hIre kI khadAna makAna ke bagala meM hai, to bhI vaha hilegA nhiiN| Apa kaheM ki iMdra nimaMtraNa dene AyA hai ki calo svarga meM,ApakI tapazcaryA kAphI ho gayI, to bhI vaha hilegA nhiiN| Apa use kisI bhI taraha AkarSita nahIM kara skte| Apa kucha bhI nahIM de sakate haiM, jo use kaMpita kara de| Apake pAsa kucha bhI nahIM hai| sArA jagata rAkha ho gyaa| isa jagata meM kucha bhI mUlyavAna na rahA / sArA jagata nirmUlya ho gyaa| * dhyAna rahe, mUlya hama dete haiM / jagata meM sabhI cIjeM nirmUlya haiM / mUlya hamArA diyA huA hai| kitanA hama mUlya dete haiM, yaha hama para nirbhara hai| kisa cIja ko hama mUlya dete haiM, yaha hama para nirbhara hai|| sArA mUlya manuSya kalpita hai| isalie alaga-alaga jagaha alaga-alaga mUlya dikhAI par3ate haiN| alaga-alaga samAja alaga-alaga cIjoM ko mUlya dete haiM / aura jahAM jo cIja mUlyavAna hai, vahAM mUlyavAna hai| Apako do kaur3I kI lagegI, kyoMki Apake samAja meM Apane usa cIja ko koI mUlya nahIM diyA hai| mUlya vyakti detA hai| aura mUlya diye jAte haiM vAsanA se| siddha ke lie jagata nirmUlya hai| aura dhyAna rahe, jaba taka jagata meM mUlya hai taba taka Apa bhItara nirmUlya rheNge| jaba jagata se mUlya kho jAyegA, to bhItara mUlya sthApita ho jAtA hai| siddha kI AtmA meM mUlya hai, aura sArA jagata nirmUlya hai| isalie zaMkara kahate haiM ki AtmA hI satya hai, sArA jagata mAyA hai| mAyA 566
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________________ saMnyAsa prAraMbha hai, siddhi aMta kA matalaba itanA hI hai kevala ki vahAM hamane hI DAlA thA mUlya aura hamane hI nikAlA thaa| jo hama DAlate haiM, vahI hama nikAlate haiN| hama pahale projekTa karate haiM mUlya, aura phira hama mUlya se AMdolita hote haiN| bar3A khela hai ! mahAvIra kahate haiM, siddha vaha hai, jo isa khela ke bAhara ho gyaa| 'jaba AtmA saba karmoM kA kSaya kara-sarvathA mala-rahita hokara siddhi ko pA letI hai, taba loka ke mastaka para. Upara ke agrabhAga para sthita hokara sadA kAla ke lie siddha ho jAtI hai|' mahAvIra kahate haiM : loka aura Aloka, ye dvandva haiN| jaisA maiMne kahA yamunA aura gaMgA, ye do dRzya haiM aura sarasvatI adRzya hai / loka aura aloka, maiTara aura eMTI maiTara-vijJAna kI bhASA meM kaheM-ye do virodha haiM / ina donoM virodhoM ke bIca loka ke agrabhAga para aura aloka ke prathama bhAga para siddha cetanA thira ho jAtI hai| padArtha aura a-padArtha, loka aura aloka-ina donoM ke dvandva ke madhya meM cetanA thira ho jAtI hai| isa avasthA kA phira koI aMta nahIM hai| yaha anaMta avasthA hai| yaha TAimalesanesa hai| yaha zAzvatatA hai| isa kSaNa se phira koI dUsarA kSaNa nahIM hai| yaha kSaNa anaMta hai| ___ isase bar3e vicAra paidA hue, bar3I carcA hajAroM sAla taka calI hai / kyoMki pazcima meM ve pUchate haiM ki jaba bhI koI cIja zurU hotI hai to usakA aMta hotA hai| agara yaha siddhAvasthA zurU hotI hai to yaha aMta kaba hogI? ___ mahAvIra kahate haiM, isakA koI aMta nahIM hotA, yaha sirpha zurU hotI hai| siddhAvasthA kI sirpha biganiMga hai, aMta nahIM hai| yaha bar3e maje kI bAta hai| aura mahAvIra kI bAta samajhane-jaisI hai| mahAvIra kahate haiM : saMsAra kA aMta hai, prAraMbha nahIM hai; siddhAvasthA kA prAraMbha hai, aMta nahIM hai| aura donoM milakara eka vartula bana jAte haiN| ___ mahAvIra kahate haiM, saMsAra kA koI prAraMbha nahIM hai, yaha sadA se hai| isalie mahAvIra sraSTA ko nahIM mAnate,yA kabhI kriyezana haA, isako nahIM mAnate; sRSTi kI gayI, isako nahIM mAnate / ve kahate haiM, saMsAra sadA se hai| isakA koI prAraMbha nahIM hai / da varlDa ija biganiMgalesa / siddhAvasthA kA prAraMbha hai / siddhAvasthA ke prAraMbha kA artha huA ki saMsAra kA aMta / jaise hI koI siddha huA, usake lie saMsAra kA aMta ho gayA, saMsAra zUnya ho gyaa| to mahAvIra kahate haiM : saMsAra kA prAraMbha nahIM hai, aMta hai; siddhAvasthA kA prAraMbha hai, aMta nahIM hai| aura donoM milakara vartula ko pUrA kara dete haiN| ___ hama eka bar3I lakIra ko khiiNceN| isa lakIra ko hama do hissoM meM bAMTa deN| pahale hisse ke agrabhAga para siddhAvasthA ko rakha deM; usakA koI aMta nahIM hai, prAraMbha hai / siddhAvasthA eka dina prAraMbha hotI hai, lekina usakA aMta kabhI nahIM hotA / yaha AdhI bAta haI, AdhA saMsAra hai| usakA prAraMbha nahIM hai, usakA aMta hai| donoM ko jor3a deM to eka vartula bana jaayegaa| mahAvIra kahate haiM; ye donoM ghaTanAeM eka hI vistAra ke do hisse haiM / siddha pahuMca gayA vahAM, jahAM se phira koI rUpAMtaraNa nahIM-na giranA, na uThanA; na Age na piiche| aneka dArzanikoM ne savAla uThAyA hai ki jaba usakA koI aMta nahIM hogA--itanI laMbI, enDalesa, aMtarahita sthiti hogI, to hama usase Uba nahIM jAyeMge? usase ghabar3AhaTa paidA nahIM ho jAyegI? usase AdamI bhAganA nahIM cAhegA? mahAvIra kahate haiM ki jaba bhI hama socate haiM, aMta-rahita, to hamArA matalaba hotA hai, bahuta laMbI hai, lekina kahIM aMta hogaa| mahAvIra kahate haiM, jaba maiM kahatA hUM, aMtarahita, to usakA matalaba hI yaha hotA hai ki jahAM laMbAI kA savAla nahIM hai, zAzvatatA kA savAla hai, 567
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________________ mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 2 iTaraniTI kA savAla hai| taba eka kSaNa, jo prAthamika kSaNa hai, vahI aMtima kSaNa hai| vahAM koI cIja gujaratI huI mAlUma bhI nahIM par3egI; vahAM samaya vyatIta hotA huA mAlUma bhI nahIM par3egA; kyoMki samaya saMsAra kA hissA hai| kAlAtIta hai cetanA kI siddhAvasthA / vahAM koI samaya nahIM hai| isalie Apako aisA nahIM lagegA ki bahuta dera ho gayI siddha hue| aisA kabhI nahIM lgegaa| kyoMki dera kA, DyUrezana kA koI savAla nahIM hai| samaya vahAM hai nhiiN| vahAM ApakI ghar3I ruka jaayegii| vahAM ghar3I nahIM cala sktii| ___ jIsasa se koI pUchatA hai, tumhAre svarga ke rAjya meM khAsa kyA bAta hogI? to jIsasa kahate haiM-deyara zaila bI TAima no lAMgara-vahAM samaya nahIM hogaa| samaya saMsAra kA hissA hai, kyoMki samaya parivartana kA hissA hai| agara hama ThIka se samajheM, to parivartana hotA hai, isalie samaya kA hameM patA calatA hai| agara parivartana na ho, to samaya kA patA na cle| jitanA jyAdA parivartana hotA hai, utanA jyAdA samaya kA patA calatA ___ isalie pazcima meM loga jyAdA TAima kAMzasa haiM-jyAdA samaya kA patA calatA hai, kyoMki parivartana bahuta ho rahA hai| pUraba meM loga utane samaya se parezAna nahIM haiN| agara jaMgala meM jAyeM AdivAsiyoM ke pAsa, unheM samaya se koI lenA-denA hI nahIM hai| samaya kA koI savAla nahIM hai| samaya jaise hai hI nhiiN| saba cIjeM ThaharI huI haiN| jaba parivartana jora se hotA hai, to samaya kA patA calatA hai| parivartana dhImA hotA hai, taba samaya bhI dhImA ho jAtA hai / jaba parivartana bilakula nahIM hotA, to samaya samApta ho jAtA hai| __ agara ThIka se samajheM to samaya kA matalaba huA, parivartana / parivartana ke bIca jo bodha hotA hai, vaha samaya hai| anyathA samaya kA hameM koI patA nahIM hogaa| agara Apa eka aisI avasthA meM hoM, jahAM kucha bhI na badale-samajheM, isa kamare meM Apa baiThe haiM, kucha bhI na badale, saba cIjeM thira hoM-to Apako samaya kA koI bhI patA nahIM clegaa| samaya kA patA calatA hai, kyoMki cIjeM badala rahI haiN| eka badalAhaTa se dUsarI badalAhaTa ke bIca jo khAlI jagaha hai, usameM hI samaya kA patA calatA hai| samaya parivartana kA bodha hai| to mahAvIra kahate haiM, siddhAvasthA meM koI parivartana nahIM hai, isalie samaya bhI nahIM hai| vahAM samaya kA koI patA nahIM cltaa| siddha hote hI samaya gira jAtA hai, saMsAra gira jAtA hai| - asala meM vAsanA ke girate hI parivartana samApta ho jAtA hai| jahAM taka vAsanA hai, vahAM taka parivartana hai| jahAM vAsanA nahIM hai, sirpha AtmA hai, vahAM koI parivartana nahIM hai| vahAM zAzvatatA hai, iTaraniTI hai| ___ yaha jo siddhAvasthA hai, yahI talAza hai hara prANa kI / yahI khoja hai hara zvAsa kI / prANa isI ke lie Atura haiM ki eka aisI jagaha mila jAye, jisake pAra pAne ko kucha na bce| Apa kitanA hI dhana pA leM, aisI jagaha nahIM miltii| kyoMki aura dhana pAne ko baca rahatA hai ! kitane hI bar3e pada para ho jAyeM, vaha pada nahIM miltaa| aura pada pAne ko baca rahate haiM ! aura kitane hI zAstra ke jJAtA ho jAyeM, kucha pharka nahIM par3atA / aura zAstra bace rahate haiM ! _isa jagata meM aisI koI cIja nahIM hai, jisako pAkara Apa kaheM, isake Age kucha bhI nahIM bctaa| Age bacatA hI hai ! isalie isa jagata kI upalabdhiyoM meM koI siddhAvasthA nahIM ho sktii| sirpha aMtaryAtrA meM eka jagaha hai, jahAM pAne ko kucha bhI nahIM bctaa| jo apane ko pA letA hai, use pAne ko kucha bhI nahIM bacatA hai| aura jo apane ko nahIM pAtA, use pAne ko sadA hI bacA rahatA hai| 568
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________________ saMnyAsa prAraMbha hai, siddhi aMta aura jaba taka vaha apane ko na pA legA, taba taka kitanA hI bhaTake, kitanI hI yAtrA kare; yAtrA kA koI aMta nahIM hai| yAtrA miTatI hai apane ko pAkara / svayaM meM hokara hI yAtrA samApta hotI hai| jo svayaM meM pUrI taraha ho gayA, vahI siddha hai| mahAvIra isa siddhayoga ke lie hI ina sAre sUtroM ko diye haiN| kSaNabhara ko Apa bhI siddha hone kA rasa le sakate haiN| kSaNabhara ko bhI kii| eka kSaNa ko patA lagatA hai usakA ki kyA hotA hogA siddha ko! para vaha AnaMda bhI aparisIma hai| eka kSaNa ko bhI jhalaka, eka bijalI kauMdha jAye bhItara, to bhI Apa zurU ho gaye, cala pdd'e| __ jinheM bhI usa sthAna kI talAza ho, jisake Age koI sthAna nahIM aura jinheM bhI vaha dhana pAnA ho, jo chInA nahIM jA sakatA, jo naSTa nahIM hotA, jo khoyA nahIM jA sakatA; jinheM bhI vaha pada pAnA ho, jisa pada ke binA Apa hamezA dIna-hIna mAlUma par3eMge-cAhe kucha bhI pA leM, ApakI dIna-hInatA cAhe kitane hI samrATa ke vastroM meM chipa jAye, dIna-hInatA hI rahegI--jisa pada ko pAkara sArI dInatA miTa jAtI hai aura vastutaH vyakti samrATa hotA hai...! svAmI rAma apane ko bAdazAha kahate the| jaba ve amarIkA gaye to logoM ko bar3I parezAnI hotI thii| kyoMki ve hamezA apane ko kahate the 'rAma bAdazAha' / unhoMne eka kitAba likhI, jisakA nAma hai 'rAma bAdazAha ke chaha hukmanAme-siksa ArDarsa phrAma emparara raam'| amarIkA kA presiDeMTa unase milane AyA thA, vaha jarA becaina huaa| aura usane kahA ki aura saba to ThIka hai, lekina Apa bilakula phakIra haiM, aura apane ko bAdazAha kyoM kahate haiM ? rAma ne kahA, maiM isIlie bAdazAha kahatA hUM ki mujhe pAne ko aba kucha bhI nahIM bacA hai / jisako pAne ko kucha bacA hai, vaha bhikhArI hai, abhI vaha mAMgegA / jisako pAne ko kucha nahIM bacA, vaha samrATa hai| mujhe pAne ko kucha bhI nahIM bacA hai / maiM samrATa isalie apane ko aba isa jagata meM kucha bhI nahIM hai, jo merI vAsanA kA AkarSaNa bana jaaye| aba maiM mAlika haM ! mere pAsa kucha bhI nahIM hai, lekina maiM hUM ! yaha merI mAlakiyata hai, yahI merA jinatva hai| mahAvIra kahate haiM, hara vyakti jinatva ko, siddhatva ko khoja rahA hai| jaise hara saritA sAgara ko khoja rahI hai, aise hara cetanA, hara AtmA siddhatva ko khoja rahI hai| dizAeM bhaTaka jAyeM, mArga bhUla-cUka se bhare hoM, lekina khoja vahI hai| dhana meM bhI hama vahI khoja rahe haiM; pada meM bhI vahI khoja rahe haiM; saMsAra meM bhI vahI khoja rahe haiM; prema meM bhI vahI khoja rahe haiN| hama khoja rahe haiM kucha aura, para jahAM khoja rahe haiM, vahAM vaha milatA nahIM, isalie hama pIr3ita haiM; isalie hama dukhI haiN| __jisa dina hameM ThIka dizA kA bodha ho jAye aura jisa dina hama bhItara kI tarapha cala par3eM, aura thor3I-sI bhI bhanaka par3ane lage kAnoM meM siddhAvasthA kI, thor3A-sA bhI svara gUMjane lage usa anaMta saMgIta kA, thor3I-sI sugaMdha Ane lage, thor3A-sA prakAza sparza karane lage, phira isa saMsAra kA koI mUlya nahIM hai| jarA-sA saMsparza, phira jAdU kI taraha khIMcane lagatA hai| eka bAra vyakti bhItara kI tarapha mur3A ki khIMca liyA jAtA hai| phira keMdra khuda hI khIMca letA hai| lekina usa mur3ane ke lie dhyAna ke kSaNa caahie| thor3I dera ke lie saMsAra se apane ko baMda karake bhItara kI tarapha khulA chor3a denA jarUrI hai tAki maukA mile ki bhItara kA cuMbaka Apako khIMca ske| thor3I dera ke lie bhItara ke lie avelebala, upalabdha honA cAhie ki Apa khule haiM aura rAjI haiN| __ caubIsa ghaNTe meM eka ghaNTA nikAla leM / usa eka ghaNTe meM kucha bhI na kareM, AMkha baMda karake baiTha jAyeM aura bhItara ke aMdhere se rAjI hoN| dhIre-dhIre, dhIre-dhIre prakAza AnA zurU hogaa| aura dhIre-dhIre pratikramaNa zurU hogA; cetanA bhItara mur3ane lgegii| bAhara koI mArga 569
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________________ mahAvIra-vANI bhAga : 2 na pAkara bhItara kI tarapha mur3anA anivArya ho jaayegaa| aura eka kiraNa Apako mila jAye, siddha hone kI eka jhalaka, phira Apako koI roka na skegaa| phira kitane hI saMsAra cAroM tarapha khar3e Apako bulAte raheM, nirmUlya haiM / saba svapna ho gayA ! jaise nIMda jisakI TUTa jAye, phira svapna kitanA hI madhura kyoM na rahA ho, vApasa nahIM bulA sakatA / aise hI, jisakI taMdrA meM eka kiraNa siddhAvasthA kI utara Aye, phira saMsAra vyartha hai| phira use nahIM bulA sktaa| aisI hI cetanA kA nAma saMnyasta cetanA hai| saMnyAsa prAraMbha hai, siddha honA aMta hai| Aja itanA hii| 570