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________________ SCUPL devAMzI AtmAnI oLakhaH devapUjA dayA dAnaM, dAkSiNyaM dakSatA damaH yasyaine SaD dakArAH syuH, sa devAMzI naraH smRtaH // 1 // devapUjA, dayA, dAna, dAkSiNyatA--vaDilonI maryAdA, sad ane asadnAsAra tathA asAranA viveka. temaja iMdriyAnuM damana A cha prakAranA dakAra jenA jIvanamAM che, te kharekhara devAMzo AtmA gaNAya che. varSa 18 aMka 7 bhAdrapada : vi. sa. 2017 : sapTembara 61 : vIra sa. 2487 mAnada saMpAdaka : kIracaMda je, zeTha
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________________ lekhaka rAjAbhojanuM svapna : pU. munirAja * zrI nityAnaMdavijayajI ma. pa27 ? parva ziromaNI zrI paryuSaNa mahAparva : pU. munirAja zrI hemacaMdravijayajI ma. pa31 ATaluM yAda rAkhajo : zrI ena. bI. zAha 533 lekha - pRSTha | zraddhA ane saMyamane camatkAra : zrI rAjeza pa35 ? 3 vAcake tathA zubhecchake : saM. 501 | Aje AkAzamAM bagIcA vevAI rahyA cheH saMpAdakanuM nivedana : 503 | zrI guNavaMtarAya AcArya 529 ? smaraNAMjali : suMdaralAla kApaDIyA ema.epa04 ! aucityanI khAmIe Aje aneka ano 5 jaina darzananuM padArtha vijJAna : ubhA karyA che : pU. A. deva zrI | zrI khubacaMda kezavalAla zirohI 505 | | vijayarAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI ma. 543 AdhyAtmika saMskRtiH zrI kuMvarajI dezI 507 anubhavanI eraNa parathI : saMkalita 551 | rAmAyaNanI ratnaprabhA : zrI priyadarzana 511 aSTagraha ga ane ananI AgAhI : adbhuta camatkAra : zrI sudhAvarSa pa16 | zrI amRtalAla lakSmIcaMda zAha 555 ? jJAna vijJAnanI tejachAyA : zrI kiraNa pa19 | * | pU. pAda 5, zrI padmavijayajI ma. sAhebanuM | verAyelAM vicAra ratna : zrI sudhAvaNI pa21 | | duHkhada dehAvasAna H saMkalita 559 6 5 vidhavA ane punarlagna : pU. munirAja zrI mRgendramunijI ma. pa24 | samAcAra sAra : saMkalita pa65 4 kalyANanuM navuM saranAmuM noMdhI leze 'kalyANa 'ne aMge je kAMI vyavahAra kare hoya, lavAjama mekalavA, aMka na mAnI phariyAda, lekha mokalavA, sAbhAra-svIkAra mATe pustaka-prakAzano mokalavA, jAherAta mekalavI, parivanAthe aThavADIke, pAkSika, mAsika mokalavA ityAdi "kalyANa" ne aMge saghaLA vyavahAra havethI nIcenA saranAme karavA vinaMtI che. zrI kalyA Na prakA za na maMdira - The. zIyANI poLa roDa mu. vaDhavANa zahera :: (saurASTra)
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________________ vAva vAcake, lekhake tathA zubhecchakone ? itlhillili Illnesilhililliantlablishitlal 5vadhirAja zrI paryuSaNa mahAparvanA maMgala prasaMge kalyANe je daLadAra vividha 8 viSayaspazI vizeSAMka prasiddha karyo, tene samAjamAM sarvakaI taraphathI sAro AvakAra maLe che, te amAre mana AnaMda tathA gauravane viSaya che. jAherAtanA pane bAda karatAM laga- 3 - bhaga 15 pharmanuM nakkara vAMcana ApatA e vizeSAMkane prasiddha karavAmAM saMbhavita che ke 8 amArI kSati ke guTI rahI hoya tene sarva keI kSamya karaze! parvAdhirAja zrI paryuSaNa parvanI ArAdhane jaina samAje Thera Thera khUba AnaMda, ullAsa che tathA umaMganA vAtAvaraNanI vacce karI haze! mahAmaMgalakArI zrI saMvatsarI pratikramaNa karatAM e sarvajIne khamAvyA haze! ame paNa A avasare sarvane mana-vacana tathA kAyAthI khamAvIe chIe. vizeSAMka pragaTa thayA pachI ghaNuM TuMka samayamAM ne te paNa vacce paryuSaNa parvanA divase AvatA hovAthI, A aMkane taiyAra karavAne hevAne aMge 2 parvAdhirAjanI ArAdhanAnA temaja anyAnya samAcAra ame A aMkamAM prasiddha karI , zakayA nathI, te mATe sarva keI amane kSamA Ape! paryuSaNa parvanA prasaMge daLadAra vizeSAMka prasidhdha karavAne I 20-7-21 julAI 2 nA aMkamAM TAITala peja bIjA para spaSTa sUcanA amArA taraphathI prasidhdha thayela ke, "AgAmI aMka tA. 4-9-11 sudhImAM pragaTa thaze? chatAM aMka kema pragaTa thaye nathI, E ne amane "kalyANa maLela nathInI saMkhyAbaMdha phariyAdo amArA para AvI che. e je ke kalyANa pratyenI vAcakanI lAgaNInuM pratIka ja kahI zakAya, chatAM amAre A take ke spaSTatA karavI joIe ke "lyANa niyamita ra0 mI tArIkhe prasiddha thatuM ke raheze. AvA vizeSAMka prasiddha karavA hoya ke, paryuSaNanA divaso najIka hoya, te che daramyAna vizeSAMka pachI tAtkAlIka na aMka prasiddha karavAnuM hoya te kadAca tArIkhamAM 8 zuM pheraphAra thAya tenI sarva keI neMdha le e A take amArI vinaMti che. A aMka tAtkAlIka theDA ja samayamAM prasiddha karavAne haI sAbhAra svIkAra, madhapUDo, deza duniyA ItyAdi vibhAganA lekhe amArI pAse taiyAra hovA chatAM ame prasidhdha karI zakyA nathI. havethI A badhA vibhAgo niyamita prasiddha karavA ame zakaya che meM sadhaLuM karIzuM. temaja "kalyANane vadhu ne vadhu rasamaya, AkarSaka tathA mananIya jIvane 8 pagI saMskAra preraka vAMcanathI samRddha karavA ane niraMtara sajAgapaNe prayatnazIla rahIzuM, temaja amArA para AvelA lekhene saMpAdita karIne prasiddha karavA ame sadA prayatnazIla chIe. paNa lekhe prasiddha thavAmAM vilaMba thAya te mATe amArA pratye AtmIyabhAve lekhe mokalanAra pU, pAda munivare tathA dharmazIla lekhaka baMdhuo amane tene aMge avazya kSamA Ape! ilhillil lullahili lil lhilli
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________________ millilihola Milli " "zaMkA-samAdhAna" vibhAga mATe amArA para aneka jijJAsu bhAI-bahenanA prazna che AvyA che, paNa samAdhAnakAra pU. pAda AcAryadeva zrImad vijayalabdhisUrIzvarajI mahArAja- B zrI samAdhipUrvaka dII saMyama paryAyanI suMdara ArAdhanA karI svargArohaNa pAmyA che: deza samastane, saMgha tathA samAjane teozrI jevA prakAMDavidvAna, dharmadhuradhara zAsanaprabhAvaka sUridevazrInI na pUrI zakAya tevI mahAna beTa paDI che. A kAraNe 'kalyANa" nA A vibhAga mATe have amAre navI vyavasthA karavAnI rahe che, te vyavasthA alpa samayamAM 8 ame karI zakIzuM e amane zraddhA che, tyArabAda "kalyANane uparokta "zaMkA-samAdhAna vibhAga niyamita prasiddha thatuM raheze, tenI sarva vAcakone ame haiyAdhAraNa ApIe chIe. kalyANamAM jAherAta kevala tenA kharcane pahoMcI vaLavA ame levAnuM dhoraNa svIte kArela che. paNa jAherAta mATe amane sahakAra ApanAra sarva keIne amArI vinaMti che ke, kalyANamAM keI tejI-maMdInA vyApAranI, bhAvi AgAhIo ke maMtra-taMtranA ke camatkAranAM pustakanI, ane jaina dharma ke AdhyAtmika saMskRtinA vidhI koI paNa lekhameM kanAM pustakenI jAherAta ame prasidhdha nahi karIe. A bAbatamAM havethI amArI nIti che kaDaka raheze. te tevA prakAzane ke pustakenI jAherAta amane mekale nahi. atyAra = agAu bhUlathI ke zarata cUkathI AvI jAherAta prasiddha thaI che, te mATe ame sarva meM kalyANanA zubhecchakenI kSamA yAcIe chIe! pU. pAda jenaratna vyAkhyAna vAcaspati kavikulakirITa sva. pU. pAda AcAryadeva zrImad vijayalabdhisUrIzvarajI mahArAjazrInA "kalyANa para amApa upakAre che, te che upakAranA traNathI mukta thavA teozrInA guNAnurAgI gurUbhakta 5. sAdhu-sAdhI tathA zrAvaka-zrAvikA varganA sahakArathI teozrInA guNAnuvAda karavA pUrvaka te dharmadhuraMdhara sUri # puraMdaranAM jIvana-kavana para prakAza pADate, ne teozrIne bhAvabharI zraddhAMjali arpaNa karavA che teozrIne "puNyasmRti vizeSAMka prasidhdha karavAnI ane abhilASA rAkhIe chIe je te daLadAra temaja sacitra tathA mananIya sAhitya sAmagrIthI sabhara susamRddha raheze. tene aMge vizeSa vigate AgAmI aMke prasiddha thaze te Ane aMge sarva ke amane ? kI avazya pitAne amUlya sahakAra Apaze. - kalyANanA vizeSa vikAsa mATe, ne tenuM svataMtra kAryAlaya rAkhavAnuM hovAthI te hu mATe vyavasthAnI daSTiye vaDhavANa zahera aneka rIte anukUlatAvALuM hovAthI kalyANanI ? # vyavasthApaka samitie kalyANanuM mukhya kAryAlaya vaDhavANa zahera rAkhavAnuM nakkI karela che. 8 eTale havethI kalyANane aMge saghaLe vyavahAra sarva keIe nIcenA ka saranAme karavA vinaMti che. vyavasthApaka : zrI kalyANuM prakAzana maMdira The. zIyANIpaLa reDa mu. vaDhavANa zahera (saurASTra) liliiliitill milliantlalilhel TSvvArvn vyTSvi;vyTSv yTSvvyTSyvAavyAvTypv;[vyTSv: vyTSv`yTSv`yTSv` vymvv`vyAvyAvnSHvvyTSTvn
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________________ ke saMpAdaka sthAnethI kayANanI vyavasthApaka samitinA Adezane svIkArIne AjathI kalyANa nA ke saMpAdaka tarIke huM jAuM chuM. "kalyANanA saMpAdananI saghaLI javAbadArI je kevaLa E sevAbhAve meM svIkArI che, ne temAM mane vyavasthApaka samitine mArA pratyene AtmIya che bhAvapUrvakane sauhArdabhAva ja mukhya kAraNa che. kalyANa nuM svataMtra kAryAlaya vaDhavANa zahera khAte rAkhela che. ane mArI pravRttionuM 6 sthAna paNa vaDhavANa zahera hovAthI saMpAdaka tarIke "kalyANane huM mArAthI zakya teTalI che sevA ApavA dareka rIte saghaLuM karIza. e "kalyANanA sarva zubhecchakone mAre kela che. "kalyANanuM saMpAdana atyAra sudhI je rIte cAlu che, te rIte pUrvavata cAlu raheze. ane uttarottara temAM vadhu ne vadhu vikAsa thatA rahe te mATe huM sajAga rahIza. pU. yAda che paMnyAsajI mahArAjazrInuM mArgadarzana atyArasudhI je rIte kalyANanAM saMpAdanamAM maLatuM kuM rahyuM che, te rIte mane maLatuM raheze, tevI mArI teo pratye vinaMti che. te ja rIte kalyANa pratye AtmIyabhAve prerAIne lekha mokalanArA pU. pAda dhamadhuraMdhara AcAyavAda munivara tathA dhamazIla lekhaka baMdhuo sarvanA sahakAranI huM apekSA rAkhuM chuM. teo kalyANanA sAhitya vibhAgane susamRddha karavA ane pitAnAthI zakaya teTale vadhu ne vadhu che sahakAra ApatA raheze tevI mArI sahRdayabhAve te sarvane vinaMti che. taduparAMtaH kalyANanA sevAbhAvI sahudaya pracArake, kalyANane AmIyabhAve sahakAra ApanAra zubhecchake, "kalyANanA Arthika vibhAgane sahAyaka banavAnI daSTiye jAherAta meLavI ApanAra ane jAherAta ApanAra sava keI "kalyANanA mAnanIya sahAyaka, kalyANa mATe samAjamAM preraNA karanArA pU. pAda para pakArI AcArya, pU. upathAya mahArAjAo, pU. pAda paMnyAsajI mahArAjAe, ane pU. pAda munivara tathA anyAnya sevAbhAvI kAryakaro sarvane A prasaMge vinaMti che ke, teoe je rIte pitA ' amUlya sahakAra ApI kalyANane samRddha karavAmAM phALo Apyo che, te rIte mahAmUlya sahakAra ApavAnuM teo cAlu rAkhaze. "kalayANunA sAhitya vibhAgane vadhu ne vadhu samRddha karavAnI mArI mahAvAkAMkSA che, te tene aMge sarva keI zubhecchako mane pitAnuM mArgadarzana sahRdayatApUrvaka ApatA raheze tevI AzA rAkhuM chuM. jaina zAsananA sanAtana sarvahitakara maMgala tane pracAra karavA kAje mathatA kalyANa vikAsa karavAmAM sarva keInA sahakAranI apekSA rAkhato huM sarva keIne kalyANanA zrI jinazAsana vihita AtmazreyanA mArge pragati karavAmAM "kalyANa sahAyaka bane, e AzA rAkhuM chuM. prAntaH zAsanadeva mane kalyANa dvArA sarva keInuM hita = sAdhavAnA zubha kAryamAM zakti Apo ! e abhilASA saha huM viramuM chuM. E vaDhavANa zahera karacaMda je. zeTha 3. tA. 18-9-61: mAnada saMpAdaka "kalyANa
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________________ smaraNAMjali zrI suMdaralAla cunIlAla kApaDIA ema. e. mAtaH smaraNIya paramArAdhapAda sva. AcAryadeveza zrImad vijayalabdhisUrIzvarajI mahArAjazrImAM saumya zAMta svabhAva, saraLatA, svAdhyAyarUci, suprasanna mukhamudrA, zAsanasiktA Adi suguNemAM svAdhyAyarUci je ajabakeTinI hatI,-rAtanA agIyAra vAgyA sudhI uttaradhayananuM manana karavuM ane kaSTamaya prasaMgomAM paNa suprasanna rahI sahanazIlatA guNane khIlave, A guNae, jIvananA aMtima divasomAM ane paLamAM je samAdhi teozrIne apI che, ane chellA zvAse zvAse paNa uttarAdhyayananuM manana ane namaskAra mahAmaMtranuM smaraNa karI je sAdhyuM che ane AtmA ane deha judA che ene sAkSAtkAra karAvI paMDita maraNa prApta karyuM che te kharekhara anamedanIya che, prazaMsanIya che, anukaraNIya che. 'ugraMvedanAnA kALamAM paNa devAdhidevanA smaraNamAM rata rahI, prazna karanArane mitapUrvaka (Smiling face) sucArU javAba Apa, ubhayakALa AvazyakakriyA (zrAvaNa su. 5 nI rAtanA paNa) karavI ane te paNa upaga pUrvaka, bhayaMkara vedanAmAM paNa bUma-cIsane abhAva kharekhara AzcaryakAraka A kALa mATe gaNAya. pU. zrInA puNyAnudanAthe hajAre rUpiyAnuM sAtakSetra ane hajAre muMgA prANIone pratyakSa abhayadAna, sAmAyika-nakAravALInI saMkhyAne pAra nahi, ekaeka AtmA hajAra hajAra AyaMbila ekAsaNAne abhigraha kare, navANuyAtranA paNa le, mAsakhamaNanI maryAdA svIkAre vi. vi. keTakelluM te pratyakSa-joeluM-sAMbhaLeluM ane pakSane te pAra nahi. dhanya che sUrIzvarajIne AtmAne ke svaAtmAne ucheryo, anekone zAsananA suvizada mAge caDhAvyA, ane suvineya jayaMta vikrama jevA akhaMDa sevAbhAvI susAdhuzi ane nahu-kanu jevA samapita zrAvakakumAre sarco. koTIza vaMdanA paramane pAmaranI. Fra, nidi, mAre , mALa, sApaDA, ThavaNI, baTavA vagere khAsa prabhAvanA mATe - zrI ghaMTAkarNa mahAvIra reDIyama tathA plAsTIkanA ziva --che- daragI citra kalpana. 1 plAsTIkane seTa jemAM sthApanAcArya, sApaDI, mALA, bekasamAM taiyAra maLaze. mUlya rU. eka. vadhu mATe maLe agara lakho :vizAyaMtra-navaha-mANIbhadrajI-baTuka bhaira seLa aai ravIe-pAMgulI javI vagerene | munalAITa proDakaTasa samAveza karavAmAM Ave che 59/67 mIrajhA sTrITa muMbaI-3 zrI megharAja jana pustaka 'DAra kalyANa mAsikanA Ajeja grAmaha bane. vArSika lavAjama rU. 5-50. | mavamidha naDrAyaMtra niyamita prAtaHkALa dhUpa dIpa ApI ene camakAra jema ke nateja anunavA prApti mATe 5% - mA! cAla -a, 6
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________________ jainadarzananuM padArtha vijJAna adhyApaka : zrI khubaca kezavalAla zirAhI (rAjasthAna) jainadarzanamAM sUkSmAtisUkSma paTTA vijJAna paDyuM che, te AjanA mahAna vijJAnIe paNa samajI zakayA nathI. zAdhA ane akhatarA karIne kevala svAthamAM mUDha banelA vaijJAnikoe jagatamAM saMhAralIlAnuM nATaka UbhuM karyuM che, jaimadAnanA tattvajJAnIe pApabhIrU hovAnA kAraNe Ava. sahAraka akhatarAothI teo sudUra rahelA che. A hakIkata sarala ane spaSTa zabdomAM peAtAnI AgavI zailIye lekhaka ahiM phkta kare che. te sAthe e aphsAsa vyakata kare che ke, jainadhama ne pAmelA paNa jainadarzananA padArthavijJAnane samajavA prayatna paNa nathI karatAM e kharekhara zAcanIya che, lekhaka kalyANa pratye AtmIyatAthI prerAIne varSothI jainadarzananA kamavAda viSe lekhamALAne ' haptA jainadarzananI padAtha vyavasthAnA jijJAsuvaJane kAI navu' upayAgI jJAna rajU kare che. te A rIte 'kalyANa ne peAtAnI tAttvika vicAradhArA dvArA samRddha karatA rahe ! du:khaprAptinAM maulika tattvanI samaja jainada nathI ja sArI rIte samajI zakAya che. jainadaCna kahe che ke prANIone vividha prakAre bhogavavA paDatA kAnA mULa AdhAra jIva ane pudgalatattvatA pArasparika saMbaMdha che. bhAtika sukhanI prApti paNa A banne tattvonA saMbaMdhanuM ja pariNAma che. jainadananI mAnyatAnusAra jyAMsudhI e banne tattvA ekabIjAthI puddagaladraSyanI mAnyatA kAi kAi danamAM sAmAnyapaNe che, para Mtu te bAbatamAMya jainadarzananI mAnyatAmAM vizeSatA e che ke te khIjAonI mA sarvathA bhinna na thAya tyAMsudhI jIvane anaMta AdhyAtmika sukhanI prApti asaMbhavita che. jaina-paramANune bhinnabhinna prakAre svIkAratuM nathI, jainadananuM mukhya lakSya, anAdikALathI paraspara saMbaMdhita dana te kahe che ke pratyeka paramANumAM sparzI, rasa e bannenA saMbaMdhane alaga pADavAnuM che. du:kha gaMdha ane rUpanI yAgyatA raheja che. 5nAM paramANu nivAraNanI icchA haiAvA chatAM du:khanA mULarUpa pu6-rUpAdinAM paramANuthI bhinna nathI. evI rIte rUpanAM galatattvanA svarUpanA ullekha yathAsthita svarUpe paramANu spadanA paramANuothI alaga nathI, jainetara darzanAmAM jovAmAM AvatA nathI. paramANunI eka ja jAta che. pRthvInAM paramANu pANImAM pariNata thai zake che. pANInA paramANu agnimAM pariNata thai zake che. vaLI zabdane paudgalika mAnavAmAM paNa jainadarzananI vizeSatA che. Adhunika vijJAnathI A hakikata pratyakSasiddha che. eTale ja jainadana praNIta tattvajJAna ja saMpUrNa che. jainadarzInamAM tattva, dravya, sat, padArtha, artha Adi zabdonA prAya: eka ja arthAMmAM prayAga thayo che. AgamAmAM "sat '' zabdanA prayAga bahu ja A che, tyAM prAyaH dravya zabdanA ja prayAga che. e dravyane ja tattva kahyuM che. jIva, ajIva, dharma, adharma, AkAza, kALa ane pudgala e cha dravya [taravuM] jainadarzana mAne che. A chae dravya svataMtra che. koi tattvathI mizrita nathI. tema te koi eka tattva kApi anya tarUpe banI jatuM nathI. jIva svadeha pariNAma hovAnI, gati ane sthi timAM sahAyaka dharkhAstikAya ane adharmAstikAya tattva hAvAnI, AkAzanA viSayamAM leAkAkAza uparAMta alAkAkAzanA astitvanI mAnyatA, eja jainazananI vizeSatA che. 2 sAdhAraNa rIte tA jainadarzananI mAnyatA me tattvanI che. (1) jIva ane (2) ajIva, agara (1) cetana ane (ra) jaDa, uparokta cha dravya (ta)mAMthI jIva vinA pAMceya dravyeA sava kahevAya che. jainetara dazanAmAM kAika mUlyo jIga
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________________ 504 : jenadarzananuM padArtha vijJAna darzane aMtimatatva e kaja mAne che, koI darzananI Azrava, saMvara nijara ane mekSa e navamAM paraMparAmAM eka paNa sarvathA niSedha che, koIka tamAma amuka avasthA jIvanI potAnI ja che, amuka saMsAranI vibhinnatAnuM kAraNa mAtra eka ja jaDane ajIvanI pitAnI ane amuka banenI mizrita ja mAne che. eTale tattva tarIke te eka "jaDa avasthAo che. A rIte vibhinna tattvonI mAnyatA tatva ja" hovAnuM kahe che. koi phakta ekalA Atma- vibhinna draSTikoNathI che. jo ke jenadarzananI mAnyatAtatvathI ja sarva bAbatano nikAla karI le che. A nusAra mukhya rUpathI jIva ane ajIva agara cetana rItanI mAnyatAothI jagatanAM svarUpane vAstavika ane jaDa e beja tatva che. paraMtu te bane tanA khyAla AvI zake tema nathI. vaLI te ravIkArelata vizleSaNa yA avasthA vizeSathI bhinnabhinna saMkhyaka aMge paNa kAIka ekalA nityavAdane ja ane koIka ekalA tatvonI racanA yA dha i zake aniyavAdane ja samajavAthI vastunA anaMta dhamotmaka darzanapraNIta tatvajJAna ja saMpUrNa hAI savajJa kathita svarUpanI samaja paNa pAmI zakAtI nathI, ane tatva. sAbita thAya che. jJAna adhurUM ja rahI jAya che. jenadarzana kahe che ke jIvanI duHkha prApta avasthAnuM mukhya kAraNa vastu mAtra svabhAvathI ja evI che ke teno vicAra pudgala dravya ja hoI pudgala dravyanuM vistRta varNana aneka dRSTikoNothI thaI zake che. e daSTinuM nAma ranadarzanamAM batAvavAmAM AvyuM che. pudgala dravyanuM anekAntavAda che. vastunA koI eka dharmanuM prati- saMpUrNa svarUpa samajI zakanAra ja jagatanI vici tratAne sAce khyAla prApta karI zake che. jagatamAM vAdane syAdAda paNa kahe che. vastune ekadaSTibinduthI je koI dazya padArtho che te sarva pudgala dravyanuM ja ja jonAra ekAntavAdI che. ekAtavAda adhUro che, pariNamana che. jemake zarIra, zvAsozvAsa, zabda ane anekAntavAda pUrNa che. ekAntavAda asatya che, vicAra, vagere. judAjudA samaye vaijJAnika je anekAntavAda satya che. vaLI AcAranA nAme ahiMsAno AviSkAra kare che te zarIra, zabda ane vicAra jeTale vikAsa jaina paraMparAmAM thayo che teTale rUpe pariNata pudgalomAMthI ja kare che. ane jagatane vikAsa bhAratIya paraMparAnI bIjI koI dhArAmAM thayela Azcaryamugdha banAve che. paraMtu zarIra, zvAsocchavAsa, jovAmAM Avato nathI. enuM mukhya kAraNuM zabda ane vicArarUpa pariNamana zAmAMthI thAya che, jagatanI drazya vastuo paikI kaI kaI vastuomAM kevA svarUpe sthita pudagalamAMthI thAya che te vaijJAniko kayAre jyAre kevA kevA prakAre cetanAnuM astittva jANI zakatA nathI. che ane kayA saMjogomAM dazya vastuomAM paNa jagatanA sarva dazya padArthanuM maulikatava jIvanI utpatti thaI zake che (jIva janma laI paramANu che. amuka saMkhyA pramANu paramANu samUha zake che), jIvanI bAhya ane AMtarika vibhinnatAo rUpa skaMdhamAMthI ja zarIra, zvAsocchavAsa, zabda ane paNa kevA kevA prakAranI hoya che, AtmAnI vizuddha vicAranuM pariNamana thaI zake che. jIva prayatna vaDe dazA paNa kevI hoya che, e rItanuM jIvatatva aMgenuM thatA A pariNamanamAM maulika tatvarUpe yogyatA saMpUrNajJAna jainadarzanamAM ja draSTigocara thAya che. dharAvatA pudgala ska dha eTalA badhA salma che. temAM jIvanI bhinnabhinna vRttione anusAra jIvanI rUpa-rasa-gaMdha ane sparza hovA chatAM paNa te dhe. avasthAo paNa bhinnabhinna prakAranI hoya che. ene eTalA badhA sUkSma che ke Indriya pratyakSa thaI zakatA spaSTa khyAla jainadarzanamAMthI ja maLI zake che. e nathI. chatAM paNa te skaMdha samUhanI zarIrAdirUpa avasthAonA AdhAre tatvanA navabhe paNa jaina pariNIta dazA Indriya pratyakSa hevAthI te sUkSma che darzanamAM kahyAM che. jIvanI e avasthAeAmAM viSe zaMkA rahetI nathI. agAu lekhamAM sthalatA ajIvane paNa hAtha che. jIva, ajIva, punya, pApa, ane samatAnI daSTie cha prakAranA je pudagala
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________________ kalyANa H sapTembara 1961 : 505 aMdhe kahyA che, temAM pAMca prakAra je sakSama ahiM te eTaluM ja spaSTa karavuM jarUrI che ke dhamAMthI zarIrAdinuM pariNamana thai zake che. te zarIra, dhAmecchavAsa, vacana ane vicArarUpa muddala skaMdhanuM varNana AgaLa ATha grahaNa yogya vargaNa pariNamana jIvanA prayatnathI ja thatuM hovAthI "praga tarIke kahevAI gayuM che. A pariNamana jIvanA pariNamana" kahevAya che. ane te prayoga pariNamita prayatnathI ja thAya che. jIvanA prayatna vinA tevuM pugala skamAMthI judA judA samaye judA judA vaijJApariNamana thaI zakatuM nahIM hovAthI te pariNamanane nike bhinna bhinna AviSkAre dvArA bhautika sAmagrIprayoga pariNamana" kahevAya che. emAM upayogI je padArthonAM rUpAMtara kare te mitra jIva te zarIrAdirUpe pariNamana kevI rIte kare parINata padArtho kahevAya che. che. te AgaLa vicArIzuM, paraMtu ahIM eTaluM khAsa A prayoga pariNamana ane mizra pariNamana pAmela lakSamAM rAkhavuM jarUrI che ke A rIte thatuM prayoga padArthonuM maulikatatva pUrve kahela 16 pugala gaNAo pariNamana konI sahAyatAthI chavadvArA thAya che te paikInI ATha grahaNa yogya pudgala vagaNIo ja paNa vicAravuM jarUrI che. AtmAnI sAthe amuka che. ane te jIvanA prayoga vinA svayaM pariNata hAI pudagala pariNamana evA prakAranuM saMlagna che ke tenA tene pariNAma "vistrA' pariNAma kahevAya che. saMyogathI ja jIva uparokta sUkSma pudagala ska- je ke pudgala mAtranuM maulikatattvane paramANu mAMthI zarIrAdirUpe pariNamana karI zake che. tene ja che. paraMtu paramANuM upara jIvano prayoga thaI vinA te thaI zakatuM ja nathI. samasta brahmAMDamAM zakato nathI. jIvane prayoga te amuka saMkhyA (kAkAzamAM) zarIra, zvAsocchavAsa, bhASA ane mana pramANu ekatra banI rahela paramANu samUharUpa pudgala vargaNAonAM pudgala skaMdhe sthaLe sthaLe bharacaka vargaNA upara ja thaI zake che. eTale visasA pariNAma hevA chatAM paNa pUrvokta ATha grahaNa yogya varga pAmela je pudagalavargaNa upara chava vaDe thatA prayothAo paikInI kAmaNavargaNanA skomAMthI, jIva gane prAraMbha thAya te pudgala vargaNAone ja ahIM prayatna vaDe, karmarUpe pariNata pudgala skamAM saMga ApaNe maulikatattva tarIke pUrvokta ATha grahaNa vinAne AbhA grahaNa yogya purAla vargaNanA yogya puddala vagaNuo ja samajavI. ahIM koIne kamathI zarIrAdhirUpe pariNamana karatuM nathI. eTale zaMkA thAya ke prayoga pariNAmarUpa AviSkAra te dazya jagatanA padArthonA pariNamanamAM agara to jainadarzanamAM rzAvyo, paraMtu bhinnabhinna samaye jIvanA bhinna bhinna prakAranA zArIrika, vAcika ane vaijJAniko dvArA bhinnabhinna svarUpe thatA AviSkAro mAnasika vikAsamAM mukhya tatvarUpe, kAmaNavargaNAnA ke je jagatanA jIvone jIvanopayogI thaI zake che aMdhasamUhamAMthI pariNamana pAmela, kamadravya ja tevA AviSkAronuM varNana jainadarzanakAro e sarvajJa bhAga bhajavI rahyuM che. hovA chatAM kema batAvyuM nahIM ? jagatamAM je je dravyonA je je guNo ane paryAyo AnuM samAdhAna e che ke jema plAsTika che te tamAma dravyo-guNo ane paryAthI jIvane uparathI plAsTikanI jAdIjudI cIjonI banAvaTa te anabhijJa rAkhanAra paNa pitAnI sAthe kamarUpe AviSkAra nahIM kahevAtA kArIgaronI karAmata ja saMmizrita thayela kamarUpa pudagala dravya ja che. te kahevAya che. paisA-sthAna-vastu vagere anukULa sAdhaanabhijJatA jIvane du:khadAyI che. eTale du:khanuM mULa, tethI kArIgaro jevI dhAre tevI karAmata banAvI zake kamarUpa pudagala dravyane jANanAra ja, samajanAra ja, che. temAM te kArIgaronI buddhimattA upara ja AdhAra tenA saMgathI mukta thaI zake che. te kamarUpe pariNAma che. tevI rIte Adhunika vaijJAnika AviSkAra te to pAmatA kAmaNavagaNAnA pudgalaska AtmAnI sAthe mAtra buddhinI ja karAmata kahevAya che. paraMtu AvikevI rIte vaLage che, che te AgaLa vicArIzuM. kAra na kahevAya. jainazAstramAM paramANuM ane
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________________ 506 : jenadarzananuM padArtha vijJAna dhamAM vartatA trikAlika tamAma varNa-gaMdharasa thaI gayA bAda vizvanuM koIpaNa tatva AtmAthI ane sparzanA pariNAmo, zabda-baMdha-bheda-vasmatA ajJAta rahetuM nathI. e prayoganI siddhatA mATe bhUlatA ane AkRtionA trikAlika prakAra tathA AtmAnI sAthe saMbaMdhita pudgala vagaNane haTAvavA aMdhakAra-chAyA-Ata5 ane udyotanA skadhagata karma svarUpane saMpUrNa rIte samajI jainadarzana praNIta pariNAmo vagera moTA moTA siddhAnta-vaijJAnika AcArone AcaravA khAsa jarUrI che, e rIte niNa ghaNA ja TekANamAM ane sUtrAtmaka rIte evI kazIza karanArAo ja sarvena banyA che ane banaze. rIte lakhelA che ke buddhimAna manuSyo te siddhAnto tathA zAzvata sukhanA bhokatA thaze. dvArA aneka AviSkAro siddha karI zake che. bhinnabhinna rUpe thatA pudagala AviSkAro sarva devo, sarva dravyonA trikAlika guNa ane 4 thavAmAM paramANumAM vRddhi ane nyUna thavAnI rIta, paryAyane jANavAnI zaktivALA che. koIpaNa kALe paramANunI anaMta zakitaonuM varNana, pudgalanI sAmAnya manuSya AviSkArita koIpaNa AviSkAra 28 sUkSmavargaNAo, grAhya-agrAhya vagaNae, savA devothI ajJAta heta ja nathI. ane tAna ta acitta mahAkuM, vividha pariNAme, A badhAnuM AviSkAro te kudaratanA paDadA pAchaLa jagatathI zAstrIya varNana paddhatisara, vistArapUrvaka sUkSma te ajANurUpe ja che, te tamAma AviSkAro vicArothI jainazAstramAM Aje paNa eTaluM badhuM sarvadevathI te jJAta ja che. paraMtu keTalAka Avi jevAmAM Ave che ke je jagatanA koIpaNu graMthamAM kAra, prayogathI siddha batAvatAM te vAsanAne bhUkhyo, nathI. koIpaNu vaijJAnika te zodhI zake tema nathI. tRSNAne dAjha chava, enAthI anartha macAvI de che. paraMtu te vAMcavAmAM, vicAravAmAM, samajavAmAM nathI are ! kadAca vizvano saMhAra karavAmAM paNa e koI TAIma letuM, nathI koI TAIma levAnI Avazaktio kharcI nAMkhe che. AjanI vainAnika zyakatA samajatuM. bhAratanI ja nahiM balka jagata siddhimAM te ApaNe pratyakSa joIe chIe. AjanI mAtranI amUlya samRddhirUpa A jainazAstra dhana AdhuvaijJAnika siddhio pAchI te aDhaLaka dravya ane nikALe bakarInI koTe bAMdhelA maNiratna jevuM thaI kALa vyaya thAya che. jyAre bhUtakALamAM te jaina gayuM che. vadhu aphasosanI vAta to e ja che ke jene darzananA anuyAyIo trAMbA ke cAMdImAMthI senuM banA samAjano paNa bahoLo varga A tatvajJAnathI ghaNe vavAnA, amuka zabda prayoga dvArA jagatamAM upa ja ajJAta che. prasaMgopAta ahIM ATalo viSayAMtara sthita thatI aneka muzkelIone dUra haTAvavAnA karave paDe che. mULa vAta te ahIM ApaNe kama devatAone vaza karavAnA, bhUtala ke AkAzamAM aMge vicAravAnI che. eTale karma e zuM cIja che? uyana karavAnA paugalika AviSkAre bilakula zAmAMthI taiyAra thAya che? kevI rIte taiyAra thAya che? mAmalI dravya ane kALanA vyayathI karatA hatA. samaya tenA saMgathI AtmAnI kevI dazA bane che, sRSTi palTo thatAM mAnavIomAM svArthavRtti ane viSaya mA - hara lAlasAonuM sAmrAjya vRddhi pAmatAM te AvikAronA mATe brahmAMDa (lakAkAza)mAM rahela pudgala vagaNuonuM sadvyayane badale duvyaMdha thavAnA pariNAme te zakti svarUpa ahIM ApaNe vicAryuM. ane te svarUpanI tathA hAsa pAmI A kAraNathI janAcAryo kevaLa jainadarzana te svarUpanA praNetAnI sarvAnanI satyatA siddha karavA praNita maulika tatvane ja nirUpIne mauna rahyA che. mATe prasaMge pAtta anya hakikate paNa ApaNe vicArI. trikAlika dravya guNa ane paryAyane anubhavavA mATe virATa jJAnanI jarUra che. e mATe AtmAne anupama have AtmAnI sAthe thatA kAmaNa varganA zuddhikaraNa prayoga ja jarUrI bane che. e eka prayoga pudagala saMbaMdhane aMge vicArIzuM.
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________________ AdhyAtmika saMskRti ane sAdhu-sa MtAnuM kanya adhyApaka zrI kuMvarajI dozI madrAsa, vartamAnakALe bhArata sarakAranuM rAjataMtra je rIte AdhyAtmika saMskRti chinnabhinna karavAnA pagaraNI mAMDI rahela che. tene aMge sAdhu-sa MtAnI kavyunI dizA darzAvavA pUrNAMka je mananIya vicAraNA lekhaka ahi rajU kare che, te vicAraNIya jarUra che. bhArata AdhyAtmika saMskRtino deza che, ane A dezanI mukhya prajA jagatabharanI saMskru tinI guru evI Aya prajA che. ane bahAranAM TAkA ke jeo A zabda jANatA na hatA teoe Aya prajAnuM ja nAma hindu prajA pracalita karela che. A sa MskRtine jIvaMta rAkhanAra sAdhu-sa te hatAM. ane eTalA ja mATe tenAM mUla svarUpane jIvaMta rAkhavAnI pharaja sAdhu mahAtmAonI che. bhAratanAM pradhAna maMtrI javAheralAla naherUnI jagatanAM thADAM gaNyAMgAMThayAM rAjanItijJa ane buddhizAlIemAM gaNanA thaI rahI che. neharUjInA dezaprema, deza mATenA bhAga, ane deza mATe alidAnanI bhAvanA sAme kAi kaMi paNa khAlI zake tema nathI. (paraMtu dezanI unnati sAthe prajAnI avanati thaI rahI che. temane deza prema jarUra haze paNa prajA mATenAM vicAranI jhAMkhI paNa teo pAmI zakayA nathI. tenu zu?) vaLI Aje bhAratamAM neharUjInA evA prabhAva che ke rAjanaitika kSetramAM teo paNa je karAvavA icche teja thaI zake che. neharUjI Aje AvA eka sama puruSa manAya che. zrI neharUjImAM AvAM guNA chatAM bhAratIya tarIke bhAratIya-sa MskRti sabhyatA, AdhyAtmikatA, tenAM mArgo, AdhyAtmika jIvananAM AcAra-vicAro ane tenAM sAdhanAnuM rakSaNa ane temAM hastakSepa karavAnI nItinA tyAga AdithI jovA jaie te temAM bhAratanAM eka sAmAnya prajAjana jeTalAM guNA haze ke nahi? te vicAravA cAgya vastu che. kAraNa ke je dharmAe, je prajAe, je dharmAtmAe ane AcAra-vicArAe bhAratanuM gaurava vadhAryu che te tarapha teo dharmavAda ane komavAdane nAme ghaNA khatAvI rahyA che. ane paradezIe cAlyA javAM chatAM Aje bhAratamAM je kArya thaI rahyuM che te dezadvArane nAme zveta prajAnAM hitamAM ja thaI rahyuM che, ane sthAnika prajA avanati tarapha ghasaDAI rahI che. tene khyAla AvavA ghaNA ja kaThIna che. teo dharmavAda ane komavAda tarapha ghRNA khatAvI rahyAM che, paNa teoe samajavuM joie ke-jema eka rAjyazAsana calAvavAmAM aneka daphtarA ane daphataradhArI pradhAnA ane upapradhAnAnI AvazyakatA rahe che tema aneka dhamAM ane tenAM AcAra-vicArA dhama mahAsattAnAM aMga che. ane A vastu temanAM khyAlamAM na Ave te svabhAvika ja che. kAraNa ke teo kahe che ke H--'huM janmathI hindu chuM. saMskRtinI dRSTithI musalamAna chu. ane zikSAnI dRSTithI aMgreja chuM' pazcimanI zikSAne kAraNe neharUjI AhAravihAra-vyavahAra ane vicAra AdimAM paNa pAzcimAtya che. vaLI neharUjI bhAratamAM jAti-vihIna, varga-vihIna, dharma-vihIna rAjya kAyama karavAnI icchA rAkhe che. ane tenA amala paNa karI rahyAM che. parantu AthI dezamAM ekaja vAdanI temanI gaNatrI kheATI paDI che. ane tene badale prAntIyavAda-bhASAvAda ane sAmyavAda, samAjavAda, svataMtra pakSa Adi aneka tathAM vage ubhA thai gayA che. ane samAja ke jJAtinI jema dareka pAtapAtAnAM jIthAmAM uMcAI jaIne
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________________ pa08 : AzAtmika saMskRti ane sAdhu-saMtenuM kartavya pitAnI pIpuDI kharI karavAno prayatna karI bhAratanI mULabhUta saMskRtine nAza karavA Aje rahyAM che. enAM karatAM rAjaya vyavasthAne sahakAra sattAdhArIo sattAo ajamAvI rahyA che. ApanAra jJAtivAda ke dharmavAda zuM khoTA hatAM vAstavika rIte jotAM dhama ane samAja ke je rAjyavyavasthAmAM dakhalagIrI karatA vyavasthA ke jenAM dvArA AdhyAtmika saMskRti na hatAM. vaLI dIdhadaSTithI vicAra karavAmAM Ave TakI rahI che tenuM rakSaNa karavA mATe rAjasattA te dharmoe ke jJAtioe dezanI AbAdI che. nahIM ke tene teDavA mATe. tenA badale ane saMskRti vadhArI che. dharma dezane saMskRti aspRzyatA nivAraNa bIla, hindu keDabIla, ApI che. jJAtioe dezane AbAdi ane chUTAcheDA bila, daheja pratibaMdhaka bIla, hindu gauravavaMte ItihAsa Apyo che. ane vargoe talAka bIla, jAtibheda nivAraka bIla, rIlIjIdezanI kalA kArIgarane pivI che. ane e rIte asa TrasTa ekaTa, Adi dvArA bhAratanI saMskRti dezanuM gaurava tathA saMskRti vadhAravAmAM maDAna tenAM AcAra-vicAra, tenAM sAdhane Adine phALo Ape che ke jene laIne Aja bhArata meTI hAni pahoMcADI dIdhI che. ane eTalethI bhUmi gauravane anubhava kare che. jyAre tenAM kArya pUrNa na thatuM hoya tema sAdhu samAja badale neharUjInAM pratyAghAtethI ubhA thayelAM navAM nAmanI saMsthA sthApi mULabhUta AcAra pakSao dezane lAbha karI dIdhuM hoya ke gaurava vicArene teDavA mahAna prayatna thaI rahyo che. vadhAyu hoI tevuM amArAM jANavAmAM nathI. lekene vizvAsa teDavA sAhitya ekeDemInI AjanuM rAjyataMtra dezanAM lokonI avadazAnAM zarUAta che, AcAra-vicAra teDavA sAdhu mUla kAraNone aTakAvavAne badale avadazAne samAjanI sthApanA che. vepAra dhaMdhe teDavA vadhu Teke maLe tevA sahAyaka prayatna avadazA sTeITa TegIMga korporezana che. kheti teDavA aTakAvavA laI rahI che. ane sthiti bamaNA sahakArI maMDalIo che. A viSama paristhitimAM vegathI bagaDatI jAya che. vAstavika satya kadAca dezane uddhAra jarUra lAgatuM haze paNa, samajavAnI zakti ja eTalI badhI kuMThita dezanI prajAne ane saMskArane sarva prakAre banI gaI che ke AjanAM parivartananuM bhaviSyamAM hAra thaI rahyo che. zuM pariNAma Avaze te samajavA kaI prayatna Aje dezadvAra ane mAnavatAne nAme ja karatuM nathI. bane chAsa thai rahyo che. AthI AdhyAtmika vaLI zrI neharUnuM bIjuM maMtavya e che saMskRti ane tenAM AcAra vicAromAM mAnake bhAratIya saMskRtinAM sarjakee ghaNo ja nAra dareka sAdhu saMtoe A vastune khyAla anyAya karyo che. ane eTalA mATe dharmAnaMda kare ja paDaze. kAraNa ke saMskRtinI rakSA kauzAMbI jevAnAM pustaka dvArA bhAratanA mahAna mATenuM uttaradAyitva temanuM che. nahiMtara tamArA puruSone mAMsAhArI TheravI temanA tarapha rahele bhAratavarSanI AdhyAtmika saMskRti kevI hatI AdarabhAva e che karAvavAnI kozIza karavAmAM tene khyAla paNa bhaviSyanI prajAne nahi Ave. AvI che. vaLI bhAratIya saMskRti piSaka dhama. dareka dharmonAM mULa AcAro AdhyAtmika vyavasthA, samAjavyavasthA, ane bIjI vyava. jIvananAM rakSaNa mATe ja nakakI thayela che. jema sthAomAM kAyadA dvArA paNa DakhalagIrI karI AtmA vinAne deDa tema AcAra vicAra
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________________ ane anuSThAna vinAnI AdhyAtmika saMskRti che. anuSkAnA ane AcArA e enuM jIvana che. ane teja khAdha che. AjanI samAjavADhI samAjaracanA ane sakriyavAdanI pravRttioe te bhayaMkara hAni pahoMcADI che. ane Aya prajAmAM eTalI badhI nabaLAie pravezI gaI che ke jenuM varNana thaI zake tema nathI. Aje paNa agaNita varSanAM saMskArane laIne bhAratanI prajA, sata-mahAtmAe ane sAdhu samAja tarapha sanmAna rAkhe che. ane AvA prakAranI sAdhu saMsthA e bhAratanI sarvoparI sarva kalyANakArI sasthA che eTale sate| mahArAja vizeSaNathI prasiddhi pAmela che. rAjasattA upara paNa tenuM svAmIpaNuM che. bhUtakALamAM jyAre jyAre zAsake| taraphathI saMskrutine nukazAna thAya tevI pravRtti thatI tyAre sAdhu saMto temanI sAna ThekANe lAvatA hatA e itihAsaprasiddha hakIkata che. ane AvI hakIkatanI bhAratanAM rAjyabaMdhAraNamAM upekSA karavAmAM AvI che, te cAcanIya hakIkata che, jo dhama sApekSa rahe te satAnI sattA svIkAravI paDe. satAnI sattA svIkAre eTale e dha mahAsattAnuM aMga banI jAya. ane dharma mahAsattAnuM aMga banatA kAyadesara tenu rakSaNa karavAnI pharaja mAthe Ave paNa hAla je aLA AdhyAtmika saMskRtinAM mULa hetuone naSTa karavA mathI rahyAM che te baLeAnI asarathI jANe ke peAtAnuM dRSTibindu bahu vizAla che ema khatAvavA AvuM rAjyama dhAraNa ghaDI kADhayuM che. eTale Aje dharma karavA mATe, dhanu kalyANu : sapTembara 1961 : 509 rakSaNa karavA mATe, dhane TakAvavA mATe dhane jIvanamAM utAravA mATe sAdhu satAe prayatna karavA ja paDaze. bhAratanA dhama eka ja che ane te AdhyAtmikatA paiASaka dha. tenAM rakSaNa mATe ane pASaNu mATe judA judA AcAre che. ane evA judA judA AcArAne AcaraNamAM mUkanArAe judA judA dhamI e tarIke oLakhAya che. paNa mULa hetu eka che. ane AthI ja bhAratanAM dharmAe bhAratanI saMskRti ghaDI che ema kahevAya che. mATe sAdhu satAe AvI vinAzakArI pravRttiothI leAkAne sAvaceta rAkhavA ja paDaze. ane dharmAne nAme paNa vighAtaka maLeA na vadhe te mATe prajAne sAcI doravaNI ApavI ja paDaze ane Aje tamAne vamAna jeTalA ujaLA dekhAya che teTaluM ja tenuM bhAvi a MdhakAramaya che. mATe dareka dharmanAM mULabhUta AcAra vicArAmAM mAnatAM sAdhu-satAe ekatrita thaI ekI avAje saskRtinAM rakSaNa mATe prayatna karavA ja paDaze. ane te mATe leAkeAne samajAvavA mahAna puruSArtha karavAnI jarUra che. tA ja bhAratIya saMskRti Takaze, dharyuM Takaze. ane saMta-mahApuruSonI pratiSThA jaLavAze ane teAja dhama mahAsattAne mAnavAmAM Avaze ane teja rAjyasattA dha rakSaka che ema leAkeAne khyAla Avaze ane tAja dezamAM zAnti, Adi ane saMteASa jaLavAi raheze nahiMtara atyAranA AdhibhautikavAda ane tenI peDhIo zuM karaze tenI kalpanA karavI paNa muzkela che. AvA aMdhakAramaya jagatamAMthI bacAvanAra sAdhu-mahAtmAo che. mATe temane A vijJapti karavAmAM AvI che.
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________________ ]]]]]][AbhA [ 'klyANu' mATe khAsa ] pUrva paricaya : dazamukha rAvaNa vidyAdhara vAlInarezvaranI prazaMsA sAMbhaLI irSyALu bane che. vAlInI sAme yudhdhe caDe che, paNa mahAparAkramI vAlInarezvara rAvaNane bagalamAM upADIne AkAzamAM pherave che ne peAtAnuM rAjya ca te mahAtmA dIkSA svIkAre che, te mAsakhamaNanA pAraNe mAsakhamaNa kare che, aSTApada parvata para kAyAtsatra dhyAne rahelA che. vAlInAM rAjya para sugrIva abhiSikta thAya che. sugrIva peAtAnI mhena zrIprabhAnu pANigrahaNa rAvaNu sAthe kare che. dazamukha rAvaNu laMkA tarapha pAchA vaLe che. have vAMcA AgaLa C 10 vizvavijayanI yAtrAe sUra mediya thai gayA hatA. puSpaka vimAna tIvra vegathI nityAkSeAka nagara tarapha uDI rahyuM hatuM. dazamukhanA pratApI mukha upara unmAda ane umaMganI rekhAo upasI rahI hatI. nityAleAka nagaranI rUpasuMdarI ratnAvalIne paraNavA mATe te ja rahyo hatA. vimAna aSTApada parvata parathI pasAra thaI rahyuM. hatu tyAM eka sakhata AMcakA sAthe thaMbhI gayuM. askhalita gatizIla puSpaka vimAnane Ama akasmAtathI aTakI jatAM dazamukha cheDAi paDayA. kAne meAtanA mahemAna banavAnI icchA jAgI che? ' garjanA karatA dazamukhe vimAnane patinA eka zikhara para utAryu. sUkSmadRSTithI eNe cArekora nirIkSaNa karyuM. tyAM teNe bAjunA ja eka zikhara para mahAmuni vAlIne dhyAnastha avasthAmAM ubhelA joyA. rAvaNanA mukhamAMthI saLagatA zabdo phUTayA. 3 zA mATe A daMbha kare che? hajI tuM mArA pIche. nathI mUkatA... pahelAM paNa kAi ajaba (c) yAna mAyAthI mane bagalamAM AvyA...hajI paNu...nA nA, Aje te| huM tArI aMtima vidhi ja karI nAkhuM! candrahAsanI sAthe mane upADIne te samudranI AsapAsa ghUmALyA te| Aje A AkhA patanI sAthe tane upADIne lavaNusamudramAM padharAvI dauM ! ' abhimAnI manuSyanI AvI ja dhelachA hoya che. eka vakhata vIr vAlIe potAnI je durdazA karI che tenI vedanA hajI zamI nathI tyAM pharIthI e parAkramanI sAme dhULa uDADavAnI ceSTA karI rahyo che ! jANe che ke peAtAnI eka hajAra vidyAe, vAlInI bagalamAM pe|te sapaDAyA tyAre nAkAmiyAba nivaDI hatI, chatAM e vidhAzaktinA baLa para puna: vizvAsa dhAraNa karI navI Aphata vahArI rahyo che. te aSTApada parvatanI taLeTImAM AvyA. pRthvIne zrIrIte parvatanI nIce ghUsyA. hajAre vidhAonuM eka sAthe smaraNu karIne virATakAya paryaMtane teNe upADavAnI zarUAta karI. dhaDAdhaDa zilAe gabaDavA mAMDI zikharA tUTavA lAgyAM, evA bhayAnaka avAja thavA lAgyA ke hajArA ceAjana sudhI tenA paDadhA paDavA lAgyA. vAlI maharSi e avadhijJAnanA divyaprakAzamAM dazamukhanAM A adhamakRtyane joyu, temanu karuNA JSCUTELS EL
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________________ pa12 : mAyaNanI ratnaprabhA bharyuM haiyuM kamakamI uThayuM. juduM ane roSathI je pagaluM bharAya te juduM. mahAna "ararara A pApI kevuM duSTa sAhasa karI rahyo puruSo bIjAnI bhUla dekhAtAM anivArya saMgamAM che...? mArA pratyenA reSathI A mahAna saMhAra karavA TheSa vinA kare kharA, paraMtu jyAM e bhUla dUra thayelI prerAyo che. bhAratezvare nirmANa karelA A bhavya jue eTale zikSA baMdha karI de. jyAre' jagatanA tAthane ucheda karI nAMkhaze... mahAmanie rAvaNanAM pAmara jIvA bIjAnI bhUla jai roSe bharAya che. tyanuM pariNAma vicAryuM. gusso kare che....pachI roSamAM ne reSamAM bIjAne zikSA karavA jAya che; bhalene pachI sAmAe pitAnI che paNa tethI mAre zuM ? mAre ane A vizvane bhUla kabUlI lIdhI hoya, doSa dUra karyo hoya chatAM zuM saMbaMdha che? meM jagatathI saMbaMdhane toDI nAMkhyo pelo te roSamAM eja vicAravAnuM ke "bAbara... che: are, jyAM mArA zarIra parathI paNa meM mamatvanuM evI zikSA karU ke pharIthI mAthuM ja na ucake... visarjana karyuM che, tyAM tyAre A badhA pariNAmanA sIdhAdora karI nAMkhyuM. hamaNAM te e bhUla kabUle che, vicAra karavAthI zuM ?' paNa pharIthI pAchA evA ne evA...mATe bhayaMkara mahAmuni ekatva bhAvamAM gayA; paraMtu pAchA vaLI zikSAnA ja A to gharAka !..' pAchA e zikSA karIne jaMpe nahi; enA pratye zaMkAnI ja dRSTithI gayA. jyAre anekanAM vicAra karavAnI pavitra pharaja jevAnA. e deSita vyakitane jovAnA cazmA ja upasthita thaI hoya tyAre kevaLa jAtane vicAra judA rAkhavAnA! karanAra jJAnI na kahevAya. mahAmuni vicAre che : mahAmuni te punaH potAnA dhyAnamAM parovAI caityarakSA ane jIvarakSAnA kartavyo Aje gayA. emane kayAM vaLI bIjI phurasada ja hatI! mArI sAme che. mArAthI enI pratye upekSA kema thaI zake? rAga ane dUSane jarAya uMcAnIcA thavA dIdhA rAvaNanI dazA jovA jevI thaI gaI. tenA mukha vinA A narAdhamane kaMIka paraco dekhADuM. parathI pratApanI lAlimAM laya pAmI gaI...vidyA zakitaono garva eAsarI gayo...unnata mastaka nIcuM aneka mahAna zaktionA sAgarazA mahAmunie DhaLI paDayuM. mAtra pitAnA paganA eka aMguThAne ja parvatanA zikhara para dabAvyA. bahAra nIkaLI te sIdhe ja upara Avyo. pazcAttApapUrNa aMta:karaNathI teNe mahAmuni . uMco thayelo pahADa nIce javA mAMDayo. pRthvI vAlInAM caraNemAM namaskAra karyA. abhimAnane phADIne nIce peThelo rAvaNa dabAyo..khUba dabAyo... himAlaya pazcAttApanA prakharatApathI pANI pANI thaI are...e dabAya ke bhayAnaka cIsa pADI uThe... rADa pADI uThaya... mahAmuninAM caraNonuM prakSAlana karI rahyo. prabhu nirlajaja banI vAraMvAra meM ApanA tyArathI e "rAvaNa" kahevAya. aparAdha karyo che... A5 mahAna zaktizALI hovA dInatA bharyo avAja jyAM mahAmuninA kAne chatAM mahAtmA banI... paramakRpAthI te aparAdhone paDo...turata ja dabAvelo aMguTho upADI lIdhe! sahana karyA..." rAvaNane kaMTha zoSAyo. paraMtu Aje kRpAnA sAgara mahAmunine rAvaNa pratye kayAM roSa ja mahAmaninI samakSa laMkApati rAvaNa tarIke nahi paraMtu hato ! ekamAtra anarthathI enuM vAraNa karavuM hatuM, eka naSTa aparAdhI tarIke gunAone IkarAra karavA te thaI gayuM eTale basa! te talasI rahyo che. 'zikSAmAtra karavAnI buddhithI je pagaluM bharAya te "Ape rAjya choDavuM Dhaba cheDayuM. te
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________________ ApanAmAM zakti nathI mATe nahi paraMtu mArA paranI karuNAthI ja; e vAta mane Aje barAbara samANI. Aje ApanA ane mArA vaccenA aMtaranuM mane DIkaThIka bhAna thayuM. Apa jo eka virATakAya pata che te! huM eka rAphaDA jevA chuM. Apa jo garuDanA sthAne che| tA hu eka tuccha gIdhanA jevA chuM... kharekhara...mAtanA jaDabAmAM cavAi jatA mane Aje ApanI sattama kRpAmaya dRSTie ja ugAyeryAM che... apakArI pratyenI paNa ApanI A mahAna udAravRttine mArAM anata anata vaMdana che...' bhaktibharapUra vacaneAthI mahAmuninA guNenuM Rtuna karI, potAnA apAra aparAdhonI kSamA yAcI laMkApatie mahAmunine traNavAra pradakSiNA dai vAravAra vaMdanA karI. rAga mahAmuni te kaivalyanI najIkamAM hatA ! ane dveSane nAmazeSa prAya: karI nAMkhyA hatA. mahAmuninA ujvalatama Atmale amaralAkanA amAne pazu AkarSyA. tI rakSA...jIvarakSA...karavAne prazasta abhi lAya....rAga ke dveSa vinA rAvaNane karelI zikSA... rAvaNa namatA AbhyA chatAM enA para eTalI ja samabhAva dazA...devee uparathI puSpAnI dRSTi karI; prAsAnA zabdone divyadhvani karyAM. rAvaNunA bhakitajalabharyAM jaladhimAM vega Avye. punaH teNe munivaranAM caraNAmAM mastaka spa karI kRtakRtyatA anubhavI. rAvaNune 'rAkSasa ' tarIke nihALatA manuSya mATe rAvaNunA A jIvanaprasa MgeA divAdAMDIrUpa che. rAvaNanA ucca vyaktitvane samajavAnI A jIvanaprasaMgo taka Ape che. puSpaka vimAnamAMthI rAvaNutu aMta:pura...parivAra vagere rAvaNunI pAse upasthita thai gayA. rAvaNu badhAnI sAthe tyAMthI bharatezvare nirmANu karelAM anupama jinacaityA tarapha gayA. kalyANu : sapTembara 1961 : 513 candrAhAsa vagere zastrone bahAra mUkI te aMdara gaye!. RSabhadevathI mAMDI vIrava mAnasvAmI pata cAvIse tIrthaMkarAnI aSTaprakArI pUjA karI. pachI zarU karI bhAvapUjA. rAvaNe hAthamAM lIdhI vINA. vINAnA tAra jhaNajhaNI uThayA. aMtaHpuranI rANIoe jhAMjharanA jhamakAra sAthe kokIlakaMThanA kamanIya sUrA cheDayA...vINAnA sUre| sAthe kaMThanA surAnuM milana thayuM... ane bhaktirasanI chA uchaLavA mAMDI.... samaya vItatA jAya che....rAvaNunA dilanuM dardI dInAnAthanA dilane bhIMjavI devA mathI rahyuM che... rAvaNanI sRSTimAM phakta nAtha tIrthaMkaradeva sivAya kroi nathI. paramAtmasRSTinI parama mAdhurImAM masta banI rAvaNa DAlI rahyo che. bIjIbAju jinAlayanA ekAMta khUNAmAM ubhe ubhA eka divyapuruSa rAvaNamAM lIna banI gayA hatA. rAvaNanI jinabhakti para e divyapuruSa AphrIna banI gayA hatA. e hateA dharaNendra. e paNa tInI yAtrA karavA mATe AvyA hatA. paraMtu jyAM teNe jinAlayanA bhavya dvAramAM praveza karyAM tyAM ja tenA kAne divya bhAvapUjAnA sUrA paDayA... pachI to e dhIme pagale evI rIte aMdara pravezyA ke koI jANI na zake. rAvaNe jyAM pUjA pUrNa karI tyAM dharaNendra khelyeA : * rAvaNu! kamAla karI te! arihaMtanA muNeAnuM je te kIrtana karyuM te adbhuta che! tArA para huM tuSTa thai gayA chuM!' "nA re nA, huM zuM stavanA karI zakuM? huM tA mArA bhAMgyAtUTayA....' nA nA, te tane zAle evI bhavya bhakti karI che. ke je bhaktinuM mULa mekSa che, chatAM kahe. huM tane zuM ApuM ? tuM kaMika mArI pAse mAga.'
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________________ 514H rAmAyaNanI ratnaprabhA dharaNendra khUba prasanna mukhe rAvaNanA baraDe hAtha rAvaNe tyAMthI puSpaka vimAna upADayuM. pheravatAM kahyuM. jotajotAmAM nityalokapuramAM AvI pahoMce. nAgendra tripatinI guNastutithI tame prasanna vivAhanA mahatsava maMDAyA. dazamukha je basa te roga ja che. svAmIne bhakata svAmInA guNo parAkramI rAjA potAnI putrIne bhatara banatA hatA. sAMbhaLIne hase ja, nAce ja! bAkI te he dharaNendra! ratnAvalInA pitAe bhavya dabadabApUrvaka ratnAvalIne prasanna banIne tame mane vibhUti ApavA ukaMThita dazamukhanI sAthe vivAha karyo. banyA che te tamArI svAmIbhakitano utkarSa sUcave che, jyAre huM je e lauM te mArI svAmIbhakitane - vivAha mahotsava patI jatAM rAvaNe ratnAvalIne hINapata lAge!" laine laMkA tarapha prayANa karyuM. rAvaNanI niHspRhatA para dharaNendra tajajuba banI gayo. rAtrIno prAraMbha hatA. dazamukha dhanya che tArI ni:spRhatAne! huM tArA laMkAnA rAjamArgo...rAjabhavana...mahAlayo... para adhika tuTa banyo chuM. tArI niHspRhatAne nata- tyazALAo..dedIpyamAna dIpakenI rozanImAM jhaLamatake vAraMvAra anumehuM chuM!' haLI rahyAM hatAM. kahIne dharaNe rAvaNane "ame vijyAnAmanI tyAre laMkAmAMthI koI hAyane nirAzAno.. bahu rUpakAriNI vidyA ApI ane tyAMthI cAlyo gayo. zAkane svara saMbhaLAto na hatabakke AnaMda pramoda..vilAsa ane vinodano dhvani svargaloke nirAkAMkSabhaktine Adarza ApanAra dazamukhanuM paDaghA pADI devone paNa ISya janmAvato hato. kevuM ujajavala Atma! prabhubhakita eTale bajAramAM sodo karavAnI vastu nathI, e vAta rAvaNanA aMta- rAjamahAlayanI aTArI para eka bhavya sukhAsana stalamAM kevI aMkita thaI gaI haze? jagatanI tamAma para laMkApati beThA che. tenI camakadAra AMkhe avabhautika vastuonAM mUlya karatAM paramAtmAnI bhakitanuM kAzanA tArAmaMDaLa tarapha maMDAI che. vicAranA mUlyAMkana enAM haiye kevuM caDhIyAtuM vasyuM haze? virATadadhimAM te khUba lAMbe pahoMcI gayo che. tenA paramAtmAnI bhaktithI jagatanI koIpaNa samRddhi vicAramAM koI mahAna mahatvAkAMkSAnA dhabakArA varatAya kharIdavAne nAnazo paNa khyAla enA manamAM na che...koI ajaba...gajabanI siddhionA AnaMdanAM hato, te zuM rAvaNanI uttamatA puravAra karavA eMdhANa dekhAya che. samartha nathI? te ubho thayo. ahiM rAvaNane ameghavidhA varI, jyAre bIjI aTArIne kInAre gaya..pAcho pharyo..teNe bAju mahAmuni vAlIne kaivalyazrI varI! AMTA mAravA zarU karyA. mahAmunine kevaLajJAna pragaTa thAya ane deva-dAnave pAcho te sukhAsana para besI gayA. hAthanI eka besI rahe? lAkha devadAnavo aSTApada parvata para tAlI vagADI. utarI AvyA. kevaLajJAnane mahatsava karyo. dvAra para sazastra subhaTa AvIne natamastake kevalajJAnI mahAmunivare tyAM madhura dezanA ApI; ume. ane tyAMthI kevaLajJAnIe vihAra karyo. "bhAIone bolAve."
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________________ kalyANa H sapTembara 1961 H 515 'jI hajura.." mastaka namAvI. subhaTa tyAMthI AMkho baMdha karI...hoTha phaphaDAvavA zarU karyA.... adazya thaI gayo. AMgaLInAM TeravAM. gaNavA mAMDavAM...jANe koI RSie thoDIka miniTomAM te bibhISaNa ane kuMbhakarNa dhyAna lagAvyuM ! AMkha kholIne kahyuM :- . aTArInA dvAre AvIne ubhA. rAvaNanI dRSTi dAra "koInI sAthe bATakavAne vicAra karatA lAge para paDI...sukhAsana parathI uThI jhaDapathI te ThAra chobelo kharuM ne ?' AgaLa gayo ane baMne bhAIo sAthe nehAliMgana khalAsa ! rAvaNe peTa pakaDIne hasavA mAMDayuM ! karyuM. be bAju baMne bhAIonA hAtha pakaDI rAvaNa kuMbhakaNe jyArathI AMkha baMdha karI hatI tyArathI sukhAsana para beTho. rAvaNe hAsyane dAbI rAkhyuM hatuM ! kema meTAbhAI. bibhISaNe Atura AMkhe sAcuM...joSI mahArAja sAcuM ! soLa AnA ne rAvaNanI sAme joyuM. sattara pAI sAcuM !' " tamane joine ghaNe ja AnaMda ubharAya che!' saheja gaMbhIra banI rAvaNe mULa vAta para bibhISaNane saheja bagalamAM dabAvatAM rAvaNa belyo. AvatAM kahyuM : "meTAbhAI kema moTA vicAramAM lAge che' mane vicAra Ave che ke ApaNe vizvavijaya kubhakaNe eka nipuNa jeTalInI adAthI prakANyuM! mATenI yAtrA zarU karIe, kaho tamane A vicAra sAcI vAta che tArI kuMbhakarNa!" gamyo ?' ema te meM thoDAka jyotiSane paNa..." moTAbhAIne je gamyuM te amane kyA divase abhyAsa karyo che ema ne?" rAvaNe vAkya nathI gamyuM?" bibhISaNe kahyuM. pUruM karyuM ane traNe bhAIonuM nirSa hAsya relAyuM. te te mATenI taiyArIo karavI joIe.' rajanIpati tyAre pUrva dizAmAM lAlaghUma dekhAyA. taiyAra chIe." "kuMbhakarNa! have eka vicAra Ave che.' te prathama yAtrAprayANanuM muharta rAja joSIne zuM?" pUche.' tuM ja kahe ne!' A beThA ne joSImahArAja!' bibhISaNe kuMbha karNa sAme ADI najare jotAM kahyuM. kahe." tyAM te kuMbhakarNanA hAthamAM bibhISaNane kAna kacaDAvA mAMDa! paNa eka zarata." luccA...mArI mazkarI ?' nahi karUM bApA...choDe." cIsa pADatA hasavAnuM nahi!' bibhISaNa kuMbhakarNanA hAthamAMthI chaTake... bhAgye kabUla!" AgaLa bibhISaNa pAchaLa kuMbhakarNa. zaratamAM tamAre sAkSI koNa?" baMne dhamAdhama karatA rAjapurohitanA makAne "A bibhISaNa." pahoMcyA. dvAra khakhaDAvyAM. moDI rAte dvAra khakhaDatAM tyAre, kahuM chuM huM ?' aMdarathI ja purohite pUchayuM. "kahI nAMkha, " (anusaMdhAna pAna 518 upara juo)
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________________ abhuta camatkAra zrI "sudhAvarSa kyAM samaje che ke lakSmI je prApta thatI hoya khasAhyabIthI bharapura sehAmaNuM pratiSThAna- te dhamanA pratApe ja thAya che. nAza te pura nAmanuM nagara hatuM. te nagaramAM sarala duSkatanA vege thAya, paNa A samaje svabhAvI ane bhadrika pariNAmI dhanasAra nAmanA kevI rIte? e te jene bhagavaMtanuM zAsana zreNI vasatA hatA. dhanadhAnya RddhisamRddhithI haiyAmAM vahyuM hoya te ja A vastusthitine vyApta te zreSThI aneka prakAre sukhI haI samajI zake! AnaMdavinedamAM masta hatA. dhanano nAza thavAthI zreNI ne pApedayane eka avasare grAmAnugrAma viharatAM kaI samajyA. zAMtithI rahe che. paNa strIo rahe? muni mahArAja te nagaramAM padhAryA. munimahA temanI strIe kahyuM. svAmInAtha! mArA piyara rAjanA AvAgamanathI vanasAra mA paNa jAva! tame jaze eTale mArA pitAjI-bhAI vaMdanA karavAne gayA. vagere tamane ghaNuM ja dhana Apaze. zreSThIe munimahAtmAe paNa yaMgya jIva jANuM tyAM javAnI nA pADI, strIne ghaNI ja samajAvI, temane dharmopadeza Ape zarU karyo, ke, A paNa strI samaje? chevaTe tenI haTha pAse zreSThInuM asAra saMsAramAM sArabhUta je kaI hoya te kAMI cAlyuM nahi ane zvasuragRhe javA taiyAra zrI jinezvara bhagavatane dhama ja che. ane thayA. gharamAM kaI vastu te hatI nahi, tethI sAthe A mAnavadeDanI sAphalyatA paNa tyAre bhAtAmAM khAvA mATe strIo sAthe karIne ja che ke je dehathI dharmakArya thaI zake. muni- Ape. prayANa karyuM. aDadho mArga kApyA mahArAjanI madhuravANInuM pAna karI dhanasAra pachI eka nadI AvI tyAM pitAne pAraNuM *chIe gRhasthanA bAra vrata svIkAryA. prati- karavAno samaya thaye heI nadInA kAMThe beThAM. dina Avazyaka-kriyAnI sAthe sAthe ekAMtare paNa emane ema pAraNuM nathI karI letAM ! upavAsanI tapazcaryA karatAM heI, anya paNa uttama puruSe te jamavA beThA pelAM vicAre dharmakriyAmAM rakta rahI jinezvarabhagavaMtanA ke je kaI munimahAtmAne bhega-malI jAya dhamanuM yathAzaya-pAlana karavA lAgyA. te tene vaharAvI pachI huM mAruM peTa bharuM ! ke pUrvaduSkRtakanA ge zreSThInuM dhana nAza paNa keNa? jeo vItarAganA siddhAMtane pAmI gayuM. dhama ArAdhanA karanAranI paNa lakSamI pAmI, samajyA hoya te A rIte zreSThI paNa cAlI jAya tyAre vicAravuM joIe ke kharekhara pAraNuM karyA pahelA bhAvanA bhAve che, "je kaI kaI pUrvakRta karmone ja AmAM deSa che. saMta mahAtmAnA pAtrane lAbha mane malI jAya nAstike ema mAne che dharmArAdhanA karavA te Aje mAruM bhAgya saphala thayuM gaNAya!" gayA te laddamIne nAza thaze. paNa te bicArA teTalAmAM te tenA punyanA ge kaI mAsa
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________________ kalyANa - sapTembara 1961 : 517 kSapaNanA pAraNAvALA tapasvI muni mahAtmA khaDIye dekhIne jarUra udAsIna banaze. tenA tyAM padhAryA pavitra puruSonA manoratha prAyaH hRdayamAM duHkha thaze, ke mArA pitAe kaMi na turata pUrNa thAya che. ApyuM! eTale tene dukha na thAya mATe lAva zreSThIe paNa padhArelA tapasvI munimA A thelAmAM kAMkarA bharIne laI jAuM! ema tmAne potAnI pAse je sAtha rAMdheluM hatuM vicArI paDelA kAMkarAne temAM bharyA. piTaluM te sAthavAnuM khUba bhAvapUrvaka zraddhAthI pUrNa mAthe upADI ghara tarapha paho. jyAM ghera hRdaya vaDe dAna ApyuM. ApyA pachI, atizaya AvyA ane strIe mastaka para pioTaluM joyuM ke AnaMdamagna banI anumodanA karavA lAgyA te te harSaghelI banI patinI sanmukha jaI ke " Aje mAro avatAra saphala thayo. mAruM piTaluM uMcakI lIdhuM. ne manamAM vicAravA jIvana dhanya banyuM. huM kRtakRtya thaI gayo. lAgI ke mArA piyarathI keTaluM dhana ApyuM. A rIte anamodana karatAM karatAM pote gayA te sAruM thayuM ne? Ama manamAM ne pAraNuM karyA vagara ja sAsarAnA ghera pahoMcyA. manamAM jhulAtI thelAne eka bAju mukayo. temanA hAla-havAla uparathI nidhana thaI gayA A bAju zreSThI te AvI tarata snAna Adi jaNI sasarAnA dareka mANasoe tene apa karI jinezvadevanI pUjA karavA jinamaMdire gayA. mAnita karyA. pAchaLathI tenI strIe piTaluM joyuM ke, sasarAjI ke sAsujI kaI A be 'lAva jouM! zuM zuM che?" jyAM piTalAne paNa kahetuM nathI paraMtu uparathI jematema badhA cheDyuM ke, "temAM jhaLahaLa karatAM dedIpyamAna saMbhaLAve che. kharekhara! duniyA AkhI svAthanI rannene joyAM. aMtaramAM harSa mAto nathI. ja sagI che. lakSmInI ja sagI che. lakSamI pAse rane dekhI gAMDI gAMDI thaI gaI. mAtA-pitAnA hoya to sagAsaMbaMdhIo. na hoya te paNa thavA guNa gAtA thAkatI nathI. ane hRdayamAM pulAyA taiyAra bane ! ane paise na hoya te sagA-vhAlAM kare che. paNa duzamana bane! ke vicitra svAtha ! teTalAmAM zreSThI pUjA karI ghera AvyA. A rIte jamAIrAjane sasarAe emane ema strI te harSaghelI thaI kahevA lAgI "svAmIvIle moDhe pAchA ravAnA karyA. strI jAtI nAtha ! mArA pitAe keTalA badhA rane hatI ke mArA piyaramAM jaze to pitAjI ghaNuM ApyA! tame te javA mATe rAjI paNa na ja dhana Apaze. paNa ahIM dhanane badale hatAM, paraMtu ju! mArUM kahyuM mAnyuM, ne bIjA keTalAMka kaTuvacananuM dAna maLyuM. gayA te ratna laIne AvyAne?' dhanasArazraSTI " zreNI ghera javA nIkaLyA. rastAmAM pelA te A sarva vAtanuM rahasya tuta samajI je sthAne mAsakhamaNanA pAraNuvALA muni gayA. Azcaryasahita thaI zreNI patnIne kahevA mahAtmAne dAna Apela hatuM te jagyAe - lAgyA. "he mRgalIne ! A dhana-ratna tArA nadIne kAMThe AvI vizrAma levA beThAM. besIne bApAe mane nathI ApyA. tArA bApe to vicAra kare che ke, "ghera jaIza te strI khAlI mArUM khUba ja apamAna karI tyAMthI kADhI
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________________ 518 : addabhuta camatkAra muko. are! ratna zuM Ape! paNa vyava- munimahAtmAne dAna ApavAnA prabhAvathI hAra ucitatAne paNa sAcavI nathI. te te ja thayAM che. ane tethI ja A paththarane zuM dhana ApavAnA hatAM? adbhuta camatkAra ratnarUpe thaye che. - A ratnanI prApti kevI rIte thaI te te supAtradAnanuM phaLa A bhavamAM ja sAMbhaLa! "te mane pAraNuM karavA mATe je ApaNane sAkSAt thayuM. bAda patnI paNa badhe sAthe ADe have te sAthavAnuM meM bhAva- vRtAMta samajI hRdayamAM jinezvarabhagavaMtanA pUrvaka munirAjane dAna dIdhuM. pAchA vaLatAM je dhamanI prazaMsA karavA lAgI. maLelA dhanane jagyAe dAna Apela tyAMthI A patharAne sadupayoga karI suMdara ArAdhanA karavA vaDe bane vINIvINIne meM poTaluM badhuM, mane thayuM ke jaNAM divyagatine pAmyA. A rIte dhamanI khAlI thele laI ghera jaIza to patnI te ArAdhanA karIne sarva jI kamamukta banI joI duHkhI thaze, mATe meM temAM patharA bharelAM ajarAmara padane vare! paNa rastAmAM ja A paththaranA ratna tapasvI (anusaMdhAna pAna 515 thI cAlu) * have samajyA !" guNanidhi ! sArA samaye muhUrta joIne laMkAkhalAsa! kuMbhakarNane mijAja gaya...paNa patinAM caraNomAM upasthita thaIza " bibhISaNe hAtha dabAvI ThaMDo pADayo. "are, ame "bahu sAruM. kahIne baMne kumAro pitapotAnA chIe....daravAjA khela bibhISaNano avAja mahelamAM gayA. ane yuddhayAtrAno bRha vicAratA oLakhAtAM purohita DaghAI gayo, "atyAre kema vicArtA nidrAdhIna thayA. AvyA haze ? zuM haze? huM koI gunAmAM to nahi bIjA divasanI zarUAtathI laMkA vijayayAtrAnI Avyo houM ne!..." tarka-vitarka. karatA purohita taDAmAra taiyArIothI dhamadhamI uThI. AjubAjunA dhrujate hAthe daravAjA khelyA. sAme ja kuMbhakarNa ane kaMi vidyAdhara...vidhAdhara rAjAe laMkAmAM AvavA bibhISaNane joyA. lAgyA. sau prathama rathanUpuranA indra rAjA para caDhAI kema svAmI! atyAre sevakane yAda kara paDyo?' karavAno nirNaya levAye. TIpaNuM javAnuM che.... prazasta muhUrta AvI lAgyuM. "atyAre?" kuMbhakarNa, bibhISaNa, indrajIta ane medhavAna "te zuM kAle?" vagere agaNya vIronI sAthe rAvaNe prayANa karyuM. : "paNa zA mATe te kahevA kRpA karazo ?" bIjIbAju kiSkindhAthI sugrIva paNa pitAnA "zuM eTalI samaja nathI paDatI? have zAnuM mahAna sainyanI sAthe rAvaNane AvI maLe. pAtAla madata jovAnuM hoya? lagana te thaI gayAM che...!" laMkAthI khara vidhAdhara potAnA cunaMdA cauda hajAra kuMbhakarNanI vAdhArA akhalita gatie cAlI. vidyAdhara vIranI sAthe bhege the. - "zuM yuddhayAtrA mATe?" (kramaza:)
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________________ CLI nahi tedI tejachAyA I kirANa NSS dharmabhAvanAnI AvazyaktA AjanA bhautika vijJAnazAstrIo kharekhara svIkAratA thayA che. zarIra vijJAna ane mAnavijJAnanA jANakAra paNa nirvivAda e hakIkata kabUle che ke, "Aje vadhatI jatI mAnasika vyagratA ane vadhatA jatA zArIrika rogonuM nivAraNuM kharekhara dharmabhAvanAmAM raheluM che? A hakIkatane aneka pramANe tathA dRSTatApUrvaka ahiM rajU karavAmAM AvI che. O dharmabhAvanAnI agatya kare che, te sabaMdhI eka mAnasazAstrI nIcene AjanA mAnasazAstrIo svIkAre che ke prasaMga jaNAve che; mAnavImAM rahelI dharmabhAvanAne dabAvavAthI "eka bAIne madhuprameha-DAyAbITIsane mAnasika ane zAririka rega thAya che. vyAdhi hato. tene je takalIphe thatI hatI, te mAnasa cikitsake Aje mAne che ke madhuprameha (Diabetic Neuritis) ne lIdhe meTA bhAganA rege mAnavImAM rahelI dha hatI tevuM vaidakIya nidAna thayuM. bhAvanAne sajIva karavAthI saralapaNe dUra thaI bAInuM lagna jIvana sukhI hatuM. tene be zake che. bALake hatAM. ciMtA vyagratAnuM tene kaI suvikhyAta mAnasazAstrI che. kAlazRMga kAraNa nhotuM. pitAnAM pustaka "AtmAnI zodhamAM arvAcIna mAnasa vizleSaNa (Psychoanalysis) mAnavI "mAM dhamanI anivArya agatya upara vaDe zodhI kADhavAmAM AvyuM ke A bAIne bhAra mUkatAM jaNAve che keH tenI mAtA je eka phara svabhAvanI duSTa strI pAMtrIsa varasanI uparanI uMmaranA badhAya hatI tenI pratye aMtaramAM uDe tiraskAra hato. daradIomAMthI e eka paNa daradI nathI ke jenI mAnasepacArathI A tiraskAra (deep bImArIne ukela jIvanamAM dhamabhAvanA daDha rooted hatred)ne dUra karavAmAM Avyo. tyAra karavAthI na Avyo hoya (finding a relig- pachIthI darada ochuM thatuM gayuM. chele tenA ious .outlook of life). dukha biskula maTI gaye. tene madhupramehane. mananA bhAve kaI rIte jUdA jUdA raMge raMga gaye. * TH: ( (@aa uM ( viANI) ) ):) | B
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________________ para0 : jJAna-vijJAnanI tejachAyA : mana ane zarIra' nAmanA potAnA graMthamAM DaoN. DanakhAra jaNAve che keH ' gaLapaNu ane AisakrIma karatA leAhImAM vadhu sAkara, ciMtA, bhaya, krodha ke tiraskAra vaDe utpanna thAya che.' mAnasika bhAvAthI zArIrika zA * eka zrImaMta vepArIne peTanA duHkhAvA thai AvyeA, duHkhAvA vadhatA gayA. DokaTarane khatAvavAmAM AvyuM. peTamAM cAMdu (ulcer) hovAnuM DokaTaroe jaNAvyuM. mAnasa cikitsAe zeAdhI kADhyuM ke tenAM duHkhAvAnuM kAraNa vaDhakaNA svabhAvanI tenI patnI hatI. mAnasika samajaNu cegya rIte keLavavAthI vepArInA duHkhAvA bilkula maTI gayA. peTamAMnuM cAMdu dUra thai gayuM. Azcaya e hatuM ke jyAre A vyApArI dhaMdhArthe DAragAma jAya tyAre duHkhAvA thatA ekAda mahinA pachI tene peTamAM bhayakara da` upaDyuM. tenI takalIpha vadhatI ja gai, nahAtA, paraMtu ghere hoya tyAre sakhta dukhAvA tenA AMtaraDAmAM phollA paDI gayA. DokaTaronA upacArathI thoDA samaya zAMti thaI. thai AvatA. pratyeka vyakti jANe che ke manAbhAvAnI zarIra upara uMDI asara paDe che. mApavAthI temAMthI asamanatA vaDe A samajAya che.. sAyakesAmeTikasa vijJAnanA prakhyAta cikitsaka DaoN. lI kahe che ke siddhahasta gunhegAra jyAre asatya khele che athavA bhayaMkara aparAdha kare che, tyAre peAtAnA mAnasika vicArAne sagha` lAkhA prayatna karavA chatAM peAtAnA kAbumAM rAkhI zakatA nathI, pratyeka miniTanuM temanA zarIranuM Temparecara mananA bhAvAnI zarIra upara eTalI badhI asara paDe che ke tethI hRdayanA dukhAvA, kamajIAta, apacA, DAyAbITIza, dAMtanA rogA ane zarIranA jaldIthI buDhApA vagere thAya che. eka yuvAnane koi ka MpanInA vecANu vibhAgamAM jagyA maLI. thoDA samayamAM te kaMpanIe tene vecANu vibhAganA menejara anAvI dIdhA. cAra mahinA pachI jyAre kapanInI eka Avazyaka beThaka maLavAnI hatI, tyAre pharIthI peTamAM sakhta dardI upaDayuM. A yuvAna kaMpanInI beThakamAM bhAga na laI zakayA. tene oparezana karAvavuM paDayuM parezanathI gheADA ArAma thayA paraMtu keTalAka mihanA pachI pharI pAchuM darada upaDayuM. A divaseAmAM eka prakhyAta mAnasApacArakanA tene paricaya thaye. mAnasavizleSaNa pachI sAyakeAseAmeTIksanA cikitsake nAkarImAMthI nIkaLI javAnI athavA vecANa vibhAgane badale khIje kAI vibhAga badalavAnI salAha ApI. A yuvAne te pramANe karyuM. atyaMta AvyayanI, vAta che ke keTalAka samaya pachI
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________________ kalyANa = sapTembara 1991 : para tene sakhta dukhAve bilakula maTI gaye. Therapy)nI bhalAmaNa karI rahyA che. pharIthI kadI thaye nahi. mAnavImAM mAtra zarIra ane mana be vAta e pramANe hatI ke kaMpanInA jUdA- padAtha sivAya AtmAne trIjo padArtha paNa jUdA vecANa vibhAganA menejaramAM savathI che. sAcI rIte AtmatatvanA mana ane zarIra nAnI uMmara A yuvAnanI hatI. menejara be paDachAyA tulya che. tarIkenuM uMcu sthAna tene jhaDapathI maLyuM hatuM. zarIranA rogonI samajaNa mATe vaidaka menejara thayA pachI yuvAnane pitAnuM vijJAna che mananA regenI samajaNa mATe sthAna TakAvI rAkhavAnI satata mAnasika ciMtA mAnavijJAna che. AtmAnA rogonI samarahyA karatI. A manobhAvenI asara tenA jaNa mATe dharma vijJAna che. A dareka vijJAna svAthya upara thaI hatI. eka ekathI vadhu sUma che. AvA seMkaDe prasaMge navA zaidaka vijJAna- zarIra, mana ane AtmA traNeya ekamAMthI maLI Ave che. bIjA saMkaLAyelA che. mananI upekSAthI zarIra dhama vijJAna ane AtmAnI upekSAthI zarIra ane mana na bane bimAra rahe che. AjanA mAnasaujJAnike mAne che ke A manebhAne svastha, pavitra ane saMyamita A dharmavijJAna zuM che? A dhamavijJAnane rAkhavAthI ja jIvanamAM sukha ane AnaMda pAye (Fundamentals) zuM che? prApta thAya che. zArIrIka, mAnasika ane Atmika saMpUrNa mananI zarIra uparanI jambara asarono svasthatA prApta karavAmAM A dharmavijJAna kaI svIkAra karIne mAnasazAstrIo evA maMtavya rIte sahAyaka banI zake ? upara AvI rahyA che ke, "jIvanamAM dhamanI A sabaMdhI vicAra ApaNe karIzuM. anivArya agatya che." - havA, pANI ane anna jema zarIrane daherAsaro mATe spezIyala suvAsita piSaka che, tema dhama mAnavabhAvane piSaka che. divya agarabattI Aje mAnasika vyagratA (Hiperfension) tathA vadhI rahI che. jema zarIranA regenuM mULa kAzamIrI agarabattI mAnasika vyagratA che, tema mAnasika vyagratAnuM pavitra ane suMdara vAtAvaraNa sarje che. mULa dharmabhAvanAne abhAva che. - namunA mATe lakhe - A navA mAnasa cikitsake Aje keTalAya dhI naDIyAda agarabattI varkasa A daradamAM AdhyAtmika upacAra (spiritual The. sTezana roDa, naDIyAda (gujarAta)
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________________ * To mana - * * (pU. pAda paMnyAsajI ma. zrI kanakavijayajI gaNivaranAM vyAkhyAmAMthI udbhUta) avataraNakAra : zrI sudhAvarSA rAgI bIjAnI khuzAmata ja karyA kare! jagatamAM ahiMsAthI zAnti che. tyAre tyAgI bIjAnI paravAne paNa IcchatA nathI. hiMsAthI azakti che. ahiMsA e amRta che. rAgI mAnavI jenA pratye atyaMta rAga rAkhe ? hiMsA e jhera che. tenAmAM ja te sarvasva mAne. paNa jyAM vAMdhe sAmagrI sArI maLe e ArAdhanAnuM phaLa paDaye ke badhuM ja eja pAchuM bhuMDu mAne. che. paNa sAmagrI maLyA chatAM barAbara ArAre rAganI niSpharatA! dhana na thAya e virAdhanAnuM phaLa che. saMsArarasika AtmAone bheganI aneka sAmagrI joIne moDhAmAMthI pANI chUTe tyAre sukhanI vacce AtmAone nilepa rAkhave, dharmarasika AtmAone eja sAmagrI jeIne ane duHkhanI vacce samatA rAkhavI e zuM AMkhamAMthI pANI chUTe. hela che? Aje te sukhamAM ya bhAna bhUlAya che samyagradarzana eTale viveka ane viveka ne dukhamAM ya bhAna bhUlAya che. eTale sAcAkheTAnI samajaNa. sAcI vastunI gAMTha vALa paNa nirbaLa rAgI mAnavIne gamatI vastuo maLe eTale vastunI gAMTha choDI dyo! harSane pAra na hoya ane aNagamatI vastuo rAga e sAMkaDe che, tyAga e meTo che. maLe eTale zekane pAra na hoya. tyAgIne huM ne mArUM e na hoya, tyAgIne rAgI mAnavI zvAna jevA hoya che. ane badhA pratye mArApaNuM hoya. tyAgI mAnavI siMha jevA hoya che. mekSasthAnane samajyA sivAya, AstikatA zarIranA varSanI kiMmata nathI. paNa AtmA AvyA sivAya; ane rAgane tyAga AvyA dhaya pAme tyArathI varSanI kiMmata che. sivAya, sAdhubhagavaMte keNu che! e samajAya jenA haiyAmAM saMsAranI Asakita beThI che nahiM, tene saMyamane bhAra vahevuM muzkela che, ane tamAre kalyANa karavuM hoya te parahitamAM jenA haiyAmAM saMsAra pratye vairAgyabhAva beTho che rakta bane, dunyavI-sAMsArika svArthamAM na rahe! tene saMyamano bhAra vahe hela che. paNa te svArthane tyAga kare ! te ja kalyANa thaze. AtmAnI daDhatAne paripAka vairAgya ane jene jenazAsana maLyuM che e hIrAnI tyAga che. ane AtmAnI nibaLatAnuM pratika khANa samAna che. pachI ene leDhAnI khANanI ke rAga che. anya halakI khANanI jarUra che?
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________________ kalyANa 9 sapTembara 191: para3 AjanA saMsArama kadAca paiso vacce haze! anukuLatA meLavavAne muzkela che. paNa sukha ane zAntie te vidAyanA ja paga- satkAryamAM zraddhA hoya te zakita Ave che. raNa mAMDayA che. ane bhAvanA hoya te bhakita Ave che. haiyAne prasanna rAkhavuM e pitAnA hAthanI dhamane je mAnavI mahatva Ape te vAta che. dharmAtmA haiyAne hAthamAM rAkhe, zarIrane uttama che. hAthamAM rAkhavuM azakaya che. paNa haiyAne te AbarUne je mAnavI mahatva Ape te rAkhI zakAya. madhyama che, paNa- - pujAI bahu bahu te dAna apAve, zIla dhanane je mAnavI mahatva Ape te adhama che. paLAve, tapa karAve, paNa bhAva te keNa lAve? nirbhaya banavuM hoya te Apa! je AtmAmAM kamanI laghutA. nirbhaya banavAne icche che, te sAcI rIte keIne anukaMpA vinA dhama TakI zakatuM nathI. paNa bhaya Ape nahiM. anukaMpA na Ave eTale AtmAmAM AstikatA AsakitanA pariNAme ja saMsAra che. kayAMthI Ave? Astike te bhakti ane bheganI bhUkhanA saMskAra eTale bhavADA? bhAvanAnA bharelA hoya che. tyAre nAstika to ane tyAganI bhUkhanA saMskAra eTale peTabharA ja hoya che. suMdaratA! samAdhi rAkhavA, zAMti rAkhavA, AtmAmAM sAcI vastune kahenArAe akaLAI ke ukaLI uMcAmAM uMce guNa kSama che. na javuM joIe. paNa paddhati pUrvaka svasthatA Ajane saMsAra meha, svArtha ane adalA pUrvaka kahevuM joIe. -adalAne che. jagatamAM bAlapaNu Ave mAnI kasoTI bhUkha duHkhI kene kare? jeNe tapa karyo thAya che. nathI, ane tapa thAtuM nathI, ene. paise Ave strInI kasoTI thAya che. ane bhUtakALanI bhUlanuM pariNAma duHkha che, ane ghaDapaNa Ave dIkarAnI kasoTI thAya che. bhUtakALanA sukRtanuM pariNAma sukha che. adhikAra mATe pAtratA keLa, punyAi Aje garIbane dhama karavAnI anukULatA keLave, paNa vagara pudaye-Dakane haDakavA malavI kaThIna che. ane zrImaMtene dhama karavAnI pedA na kare. vekezana nathI! zikSaka : eya pagI A nizALanuM bAraNuM khela.. pagI : are sAheba deDha mahinAnI vekezana che e bhUlI gayA? zikSaka : paNa baranA ghera uMdha ja nathI AvatI tenuM zuM karavuM? A skulamAM UMdhavAnI - Adata ja evI che ke sthAnaphera thatAM kyAMya phAve ja nahi have bAraNuM khela, mArI UMdhane A vekezana nathI.
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________________ vidhavA ane punarjana' pU. munirAja zrI mRgeMdramunijI mahArAja muMbaI karavI mUkI de. eka maitrI-sabhara daSTithI temane 5. sukhalAlajI saMghavI ane paM. samAjamAM sthAna Ape te pachI A prazna ja prabhudAsa pArekha baMne vidvAne vacce thayelA TakI zakatuM nathI. ane evI jugupsAmAMvArtAlApane A prasaMga che. niMdAmAM ke beTe garva levAmAM jainadharma kayAM AjathI amuka varSo upara vidhavA ane mAne che? punarlagnane prazna vadhu joradAra carcAne viSaya eTale mAruM te tamane A vize eTaluM banyuM. hate. prajAnI mAnyatA keTalIka AnI ja kahevuM che ke-evI mudra-zulka-saMkucita tarapheNamAM hatI te keTalIka mAnyatAo tenA daSTine tyAga karI dilAvara dilanA banIe. virUddhamAM hatI. patitenI avagaNanA na karatAM temane paM. sukhalAlajI ane pakSa karatA hatAM punaruddhAra karI pagabhara banAvIe e agatyanuM jyAre paM. prabhudAsa pArekha A ugatI badIne che. uparAMta ApaNI e pharaja paNa che. temane nAthavA prayatnazIla hatAM. zuM jaNAya che?" sadarahu baMne vidvAne AjathI amuka paM. sukhalAlajIe pitAnuM vaktavya paM. varSo upara amadAvAda khAte maLelAM ane pArekha sAme rajU karyuM. ghaNI vigate paratve ane vidvAnoe carcA karelI emAM "vidhavA ane punalagna"nI paNa A vicAro paM. pArekha mATe vajacarcA thayelI. A aMge paM. saMghavIe pitAne ghAta samAna hatAM. bilakula akaLAyA vinA abhiprAya vyakta karatAM kahyuM - svasthaci ane ThaMDe kaleje pArekhe je jaNAvyuM te hRdayasparzI hatuMsAthe yuktitame mAnazo? Aje A prazna bahu vikaTa yukta paNa kharuM. thatuM jAya che. keIpaNa prazna samasyAnuM svarUpa paMDitavarya-huM paNa emAM mAnanAre chuM. le te agAu tenuM samAdhAna thaI javuM joIe. " vidhavAo ke jemaNe punarlagna karyu che. temanI huM dhAruM chuM tyAM sudhI AnA himAyatIo - prati AvI daSTi rakhAya te huM kaI vAMdhe karatAM enA virodhIo vadhu javAbadAra mane jete nathI..paNa ApanuM kathana mAtra samadaSTi jaNAya che." rAkhavA pUratuM ja che ne? pArekhe saMghavInA zI rIte....?" pArekhe praznArthaka javAba Azaya sAthe Takakara letAM kahyuM. Ape. paM. saMghavI te pArekhanA A javAbathI e rIte ke je virodhIo eno saDaka ja thaI gayAM. emanI tAjubIne pAra vireAdha-bahiSkAra-tiraskAra, kara choDI de na rahyo. lagabhaga dareka mAnyatAmAM asahamata ane punarvivAhita strIo tarapha ghaNu-jugupsA thanAra pArekha Ama zuM belI rahyA che?
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________________ kalyANu : sapTembara 1961 : papa saMghavIne thayuM ke teA pachI vizeSa jevuM rahe evuM huM Icchu chuM. Apa emAM sahamata kharAM ke nahi? che ja kAM? vAtanA sphATa karatAM pArekha khAlyAM. 8 tamArI samaSTinI vAta mAre mattura che. paNa mArI eka vAta mAnaze--sAMbhaLaze ?' khuzIthI'-paM. sukhalAlajIe jijJAsAnA e mAtra traNa harapha ucAryA. A pachI pArekhe ApelA javAkha praznanA uMDANamAM lai jatA hatA. 5. prabhudAsabhAIe peAtAnA mULa muddA upara sthira rahetA kahyuM. A pachI bhAgye ja kahevAnI jarUra che ke patijI pArekhanA abhiprAya na samajyA hoya, agara paMDitajI suvarNacaMdraka ApavAnI vAta kabUle che teA enA atha e thAya ke punarlagna karanArI bahenA InAmane yogya nathI. InAma lAyakAta mAMge che, ceAgyatA mAMge che. sAdhanA mAMge che.- ane e badhuM sva MdvI vilAsI jIvanamAM nathI. loko sacamane pUje che.svacchaMdIne nahi! Adarza pUjA mATe bhAratIyAne navuM samajAvavuM paDe tema nathI. * jue tyAre. je vidhavAe punalagna kare che temane mATe te have mAre kezu' kahevAnu rahetuM nathI. paNa je vidhavAo svecchAe AjIvana puna lagnanA nAtAthI joDAvA IcchatI nathI, sAMsArika saMbandhathI dUra rahI sayamI jIvana gALavA--jee Icche che, temane samAja-sagha, deza ke rASTra taraphathI ekAda suvarNacaMdraka enAyata karAya kazA a na hatA.... pArekha buddhimAM cANAya hatA. ane eTale ja saghavIne chevaTe kahI devuM paDyuM ke 'pArekhajI ! tamAro ne amArA rAha eka nathI. A pachI A a MgenI vizeSa carcAnA bhUla thavI savita che tamArI bhUla thavA saMbhavata che. eneA ekarAra karavAthI tamA kadI muzkelImAM AvazeA nahi. tema karavAthI sadhI dalIle aTakI jaze ane sAmA mANasane tamArI peThe nyAyI ane khullA dIlanA thavAnI preraNA maLaze. tema karavAthI sAmeA mANasa pe|te paNa tenI bhUla thatI haze eve ekarAra karavAnuM pasaMda karaze. dAMtanA dAktaranI patnI are sAMbhaLeA che ke, pelA maNilAla pAse dhaNA vakhata pahelAMnA paisA bAkI che udharANI karA che ke nahi? vratanA dAktara : (paDelA avAje) javA de ne enuM nAma. gai kAle bajAramAM ja mane maNilAla * muLelA ane mArA banAvelA hAMtanA cokaThAthI ja mArA para dAMtiyA karavA gayA tyAM cekarDa ja nIkaLI gayuM !
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________________ rAjA bhojanuM svapna = pU. munirAja zrI nityAnaMdavijayajI mahArAja mAlavadezanA mahArAjA bhejanA jIvana prasaMga para aneka kathAo, daMtakathAo prasiddha thaI che. evI ja eka bodhaka daMtakathA ahiM prasiddha thAya che. kIti tathA jAtaprasaMzAnI bhUkhathI prerAIne rAjA bheja je kaMI satkAryo kare che, ne je rIte mUlAI jAya che. temAMthI te kaI rIte pAcho vaLe che. ne tenAmAM kaI rIte samajaNa Ave che ? te hakIkata rAjA bhejane AvelA eka svapna dvArA ahiM spaSTa thAya che.. dhArA nagarI e bhojarAjAnI rAjadhAnI muzkelI naDaze nahi, sI ArAmathI musApharI karI zakaze." hatI, bheja rAjAne Aje thaI gayAne seMkaDe * maMtro! ghaNuM sAruM karyuM. have ema kare varaso pasAra thaI gayA, chatAM bhejarAjAnuM nAma dareka gAmone nAnA-moTA rastA sAthe joDI de, jANe amara na hoya tema havAmAM guMjI raheluM tathA jyAM traNa rastA, cAra rastA bhegA thatA mAluma paDe che, tenuM kAraNa ke bhejarAjA dAnI heya tyAM tyAM dharmazALAo baMdhAvara tathA hatuM ane sAthe vidvAna paNa hatA, tanA ja cekIdAranA thANu naMkhAve. jethI pravAsa sukhasabhAmAM kAlIdAsa Adi aneka samatha paMDitA rUpa ane salAmata bane." besatA hatA, navA AvatA paMDitanI yogyatA "jevI mahArAjAnI AjJA. maMtrI namaskAra anusAra bhejarAjA kadara karatA hatA. karIne vidAya thayA. suMdara nakazIdAra siMhAsana upara bhejarAjA thelIvAra thaI tyAM kezAdhyakSe AvI namaskAra birAjamAna thayA che, AjubAju suMdara rUpavAna karyA. ane rejanA dAnaAdinI ne raju karI. suMdarIo banne bAju cAmara vIMjI rahI che, "ema kare. AmAM cheDe vadhAre kare, ane sabhA bharAI gaI che, rAjA khuzakhuzAla che, tyAM Aje garIbane jamaNu sAduM nahi paNa miSTAnna maMtrI AvI rAjAne namaskAra karIne kahevA ApavuM, mArA rAjyamAM keI duHkhI rahevuM na lAgyA: joIe. keI duHkhI rahe te huM rAjA bheja zene?' mahArAjA bhejanI sadA jaya ho! A "jI. barAbara che. Apa rAjya karatA ho tyAM pRthvI upara Apa sadA rAjya karatA raho. da:kha kayAMthI rahI zake." mahArAja! ApanI AjJA mujaba AkhA rAjA manamAM khuza thAya che. rAjyamAM rastAo pAka taiyAra thaI gayA che, eTalAmAM mistrI AvI pahoMcyA. rastAnI baMne bAju suMdara ghaTAdAra vRkSe ripAI kema, pilA maMdiranuM kAma keTale ApyuM?' gayA che, keTalAka vRkSo te meTA thaI jaIne rAjAe prazna karyo. vaTemArgune chAyA ane vizrAMti ApI rahyA che. "annadAtA ! Apane hukama thatAM, surata mAIla be mAIlanAM aMtare mIThA pANIvALa tene plAna taiyAra karIne kAma zarU karAvI dIdhuM kUvA, vAva vagere paNa taiyAra thaI gayA che. have che. pAyA pUrAI gayA che, be cAra divasamAM ApanA rAjyamAM musApharone rastAmAM koI caNatara paNa thaI jaze; pathare ghaDAI rahyA che, : }); SVVPAR((ka) "(lyA)' INDI[(Na)F)TM (e.
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________________ pa28 : rAjA bhejanuM svapna yunAnI cakkIo cune pIsI rahI che, ITenI mArA kArIgaree mArI mananI bhAvanA mujaba bhaThThIo cAlu thaI gaI che, sutAra ane luhAra ja maMdiranuM nirmANa karyuM che. duniyAbharamAM kAme vaLagI gayA che." AvuM maMdira jevA na maLe tevuM banyuM che. ' are! lAkaDu, lakhaMDa, iTa ane pattharanI have te dezapara-dezanA aneka rAjavIo mArI zI jarUra che? tame mArI icchA samajyA lAgatA AgaLa jhAMkhA dekhAze. sau A maMdiranI nathI, kharcane hisAba javAne nathI. maMdira prazaMsA karatA thAkaze nahi.' benamUna banAvavAnuM che. patharanA ThekANe saMgemara - e rAtre rAjA zayanamAM sUte hate, rAtre mara, leDhA ane lAkaDAnI jagyAe senA cAMdIne svapna tene AvyuM teNe svapnAmAM UMcI najara upayoga karavAnelAkaDA vinA cAlI zake ema karI! A zuM? AkAzamAM A zuM dekhAya na hoya tyAM uMcI jAtanA sukhathI kAma karavAnuM che, te jAtejana aMbAra, aho ! A te maMdira te evuM bhavya banavuM joIe ke jagata- A tarapha ja Ave che, kema kaMi dekhAtuM nathI. bharamAM ApaNI saMpatti ane zipanI nAmanA rAjA tejapuMja tarapha eka najare joI rahyo. amara thaI jAya, tathA prabhu ApaNe upara dhIme dhIme tejapuMja spaSTa thavA lAgyA. have prasanna thAya." rAjAe pitAnI abhilASA jaNAvI. - kharekhara ! rAjana ! Apa te A kaliyu. keI AkRti spaSTa thavA lAgI. rAjA tarapha ja te AkRti AvavA lAgI. thoDIvAramAM te devI gamAM paNa satyuganuM AcaraNa karI karAvI rahyA AkRti rAjAnI samakSa AvI pahoMcI. rAjAthI che. ApaNA upara dharmarAjAnI prasannatA nahi sahasA be hAtha joDAI gayA ane namana karIne utare to bIjA kenA upara pasannatA utaraze. badhu ApanI AjJA mujaba karAvIza" pUchyuM. "Apa keNa che? kayA kAraNe ApanuM rAjA manamAM AnaMda pAme, gavathI bhAna ahIM padhAravuM thayuM?' rAjA bheja! huM satyadeva chuM. mAyAnA bhUlA banavA lAge, mArA jevuM duniyAmAM ke mRgajaLa pAchaLa dehatAM mArga bhUlyAM mAnavIche? ATaluM badhuM dAna karyuM. ATalA musAphara ene prabhunA paMthe vALuM chuM ahaMtAnA paDaLa khAnA, ATalA sadAvratakhAtA, ATalAM maMdire ahA keTalA badhA papakAranA kAryo meM karyo. kara karI divyadRSTi Apu chuM. te mATe tArA darzana karavA tene jovA mATe Avyo chuM." pitAnI AtmaprazaMsAnI zlAghA karatA karatA "prabhe! barAbara che Apa mane jovA Ave divasa pasAra thaI gaye ane kayAre palaMgamAM piThI gayA tenI paNa khabara paDI nahi, temAM zI navAI? meM te aneka dAne, dhama, bhavya maMdira tauyAra thaI gayuM. jANe svarga tapa, vagere sukRta karelA che, dAna puNayamAM kaI lekamAMthI nAnakaDuM vizALa vimAna nIce utarI kacAza rAkhI nathI." "rAjana ! bhUla mA paDa! tuM bhale tane AvyuM na hoya! saMgemaramaranI divAla upara hIrA, mANeka, pannA, nIlama metI, vagere, puNyAtmA mAnate hoya, paNa IzvaranI najare jaDI, nakazIdAra citra vagere banAvela che. zipa tuM kevuM dekhAya che, tenI tane khabara che?--- kAma zuM Abehaba banyuM che ke eka jue ne ApaNI AjubAju vAyu maMDaLa svaccha dekhAya bIjI le. kArIgaroe pitAnI saghaLI kaLA che paNa temAM rahelI rajakaNe te chAparAnA AmAM khacI nAkhI che. rAjA maMdiranuM kAma chidramAMthI AvatAM prakAzamAM ja dekhAya che bIje umaLakAbhera jaI rahyo che, bahAranA bhAgamAM dekhAtI nathI. bela tArA puNyakAryo kevA che te suMdara bagIce, puvArA, jhaDo vagere atyaMta batAva eTale ApaNe tenI parIkSA karI joIe. bhI rahyA che. rAjA khuzakhuza thaI gaye. "vAha rAjAne theDI hiMmata AvI ane be
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________________ 'deva! jIe A sAme je traNu bharAvadAra vRkSo dekhAya che temAM eka mArI jIvadayAnuM pratika che, bIjI, nyAyanItinuM pratika che ane trIjI mArI prabhubhaktinu' pratika che. kevA ghaTAdAra che. lenA bhArathI kevA lacI paDayA che, te mArA puNyanI vipulatAnI sAkSI purI rahyA che. ' rAjAnA manamAM ema ke A vRkSeA joine satyadeva mArA puNyazALIpaNAnI praza MsA karaze. paNa A te judu banyu. satyadeve kahyu ke A tArA puNyanA vRkSa cAla tyAM jaIne joie, banne vRkSA pAse gayA ane jyAM, eka vRkSane hAthanA sparza karyo tyAM jhADa uparathI phaLeA TapoTapa nIce paDavA lAgyA ane pAMdaDAM paNa badhA kharI paDayA, jhADa sAva ThuMThuM banI gayuM. te ja pramANe bIjA ane trIjA vRkSanu anya * * bhAja ! AvI tArI puNyAi, tArAM phaLe te chetarAmaNAM nIkaLyAM. tApathI maNu ogaLe tema mArA satvanA tejathI adhA gaLI paDayA. A dayA, nyAya, bhakti ? zu mekSa meLavavA karyA hatAM ke lekane mAtra dekhADavA ?? * prabho ! A zuM thaI gayuM; badhAM phaLa vagere kayAM jatA rahyAM! 'rAja! teM puNya kAryo karyAM te kharA paNu lokAne batAvavA. jo meAkSane mATe karyo hata tA Ama kharI na paData. te leAkAne batAvavA puNya kAryo karyAM eTale tenA phaLa rUpe A vRkSa te joyA tuM khuza thayA. hisAkha cukate thaI aceA. have tArA khAtAmAM kaMI jame rahyuM nahi. A puNyanA bhAse tAre svargamAM javu hatuM kema ? jo meAkSanI abhilASAthI puNyakAryo karyAM hota tA Ama na banata paNa prazaMsA thAta tathA svarga ane mAkSanI prApti paNa thAta.' ' cAla have tAruM maMdira batAva.' mane maMdira pAse gayA. " rAjA ! A gAmamAM pakSIo kema beThA kalyANu : sapTembara 1961 : parata che! gokhamAM maNI mANeka jaDayAM hoya ema lAge che?' 'deva! e pakSIe mArI trisaMdhyA-traNa kALa sadhyAnA sUcaka che, pAMkhA phaphaDAvI mane svage pahAMcADavAnI khAtrI Ape che.' rAjAe hAMzabhera khulAsA karyAM. madiramAM praveza karyo tA rAjA hebatAI gaye. 'A zuM? suMdara dekhAtA pakSIe nIce nirjIva thaIne paDayA hatA. kharAma mo AvatI hatI. seAnA tathA rUpA upara kADha caDhI gayA hatA, lADhuM banI gayuM hatuM, dIvAlA jINu thaI gaI hatI, keTalAka gAmaDAo paDayA hatA. maNImANekanI jagyAe kALA dhAmA paDelA hatA. sa Mgemaramara teA iMTa ane patthara banI gayA. cAre taraph vIMchI, sApa ubharAvA lAgyA. kema! tArAM sakhyAvadana AvAM ja ke rAjana ! bhAnabhUle kAM anya. niSkAmabhAve je karIe tenu ja sAcuM phaLa maLe, khAkI duniyAne dekhADavA mATe kareluM duniyAmAM ja rahe ! ? * prabho! A ekAeka zuM thai gayuM. maMdira Avu kema dekhAya che? nIkaLelA krodhanA kaDavAM vacano, garbhanA huMkArA, 'rAjana A kALAM TapakAM e tArA mukhamAMthI gALA, pAmaratA chupAvavA mATe joDI kADhethI asatya vAtAnA che. A vIMchI, sApa, vagere e tArI khurI vAsanAnA svarUpA che. tArA kAma, krodha, lobha, mada,. matsara, IrSA, dveSanA prati che. A kALAM dhAmAM zyAmatA tArA hRdayanuM pradazana che.? * je sAmI najara kara, tyAM bhIMta upara zuM dekhAya che!? prabhu! ahA A tA bhUkhyA ane nagna mAzusenI hAranI hAra eka sarakhI cAlI jAya che! IMDA AvatA ja nathI.' * rAjan! samaja paDe che? e tArA rAjyanI rAMka raiyata che, khAvA anAja nathI ane pa ravA vastra nathI, keTalAM duHkhI thaI rahyA che. te
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________________ pa30 : rAjA bhejanuM svapna AyuM te kharUM paNa te tArA khuzAmatakherone, karmathI ApaNuM pApa chevAya che. lokeSaNA tArI vAhavAha karanArane bharatAmAM bharyA karyuM. ane ahaMbhAva vinA karAyelA puNya kAryo paNa A lekenI darakAra paNa karI nahi.' Atmazuddhi mATe thaI zake che. mane paNa prabhe! huM samaje. A mArI kAryavAhI manuSyApAM zAnavapamokSa " mana eja kharekhara mArI kIrti-lAlasA mATe hatI. paNa manuSyane baMdha ane mokSanAM kAraNa che. karelA A maMdira te meM Izvarabhakti mATe baMdhAvyuM pApane sAcA bhAvathI karele pazcAttApa A mAne hatuM chatAM Ama kema banyuM?" zuddha banAve che. rAjana! hajI AMkha ughaDatI nathI? tArI A prasaMga pachI bheja rAjAmAM ghaNuM parAzraddhA ane AnaMda pAlA hatA. uDe uDe te mAtra kIti ane nAmanAne vartana AvI gayuM. ane pitAnI pravRttiomAM ghaNo sudhAre karyo. prajAnAM duHkha dUra karI, ja meDa hatA. hamaNA ja A maMdira upara sukhI karavAmAM kacAza rAkhI nahi. prajAvatsala vIjaLI paDatA bhUkA uDI javAnA. je A vIjaLI rAjA tarIke prakhyAtI pAmyA. paDI. ne eTalAmAM te kakaDabhUsa AkhuM maMdira dharAzAyI banI gayuM. A daSTAMta uparathI jovAnuM che ke ahaM. rAjA te vicAramAM paDI gayuM. tejaH paMja bhAvathI ke mAna-pAna kAti ke me sAcavavA adazya thaI gaye, AMkha ughaDI tyAre prabhAtanI mATe kareluM ghaNuM paNa dAna-paropakAra kevaLa zaraNAInAM suMdara sara guMjI rahyA hatA. pakSI- niSphaLa ja bane che. Aje moTe bhAge je dAnane ene kIlakIlATa cAre tarapha thaI rahyo hate. pravAha vahI rahyo che te nAmanA ane kIti mATe rAjAe prabhAtika kAryo karyA paNa bhayaMkara hoya ema dekhAI rahyo che. A dAnathI maLelI svapnanI asara mukha upara taravaratI hatI. kIti ke nAmanA keTalo vakhata rahevAnI tene nAnA-moTA asaMkhya doSa najara tarapha taravaravA kadI koIe vicAra sarakhe ya karyo che? lAgyA. kALajAne kerI khAvA lAgyA. A dethI jaina zAstromAM kIti ke nAmanA mATe kema bacAya! paMDitene belAvavA mANasa deDA karavAmAM AvatuM dAna-tapa-kriyA japa vagerene paMDite hAjara thayA. rAjAe pUchayuM ke tuccha gaNavAmAM AveluM che, ghAsanA mATe khetI koI e upAya che ke jenAthI karelA pApathI karavA jevuM gaNaveluM che. jyAre keipaNa jAtanI AtmA mukta banI zake? lAlasA IcchA vagara karavAmAM AveluM dAna-tapa dhamavatAra! A vicAra karavAnI Apane kriyA japa vagerenuM phaLa evuM maLe che ke tenI jarUra nathI A Dara te ApanA zatruone keI sImA hatI nathI, yAvat AtmAne mokSahoya. A5 to mahAdhArmika che." sthAnamAM pahoMcADI de che. - "bahu thayuM! huM vaLI mahAdhArmika ane dharmAvatAra kayArane? AvA makkA lagAvI lagAvI kheDuta khetI kare che te tenAthI anAja mArA haiyA upara abhimAnanA paThaLa caDAvI vagere te maLe che paNa sAthe sAthe ghAsa vagere dIdhAM che, paNa Aje satyadevanA jJAna ajanathI paNa maLe che, tema zubha kiyAnuM mukhya phaLa mArI daSTi nimaLa banI che. mekSa che ane mokSa na maLe tyAM sudhI saMsAramAM bIjA paMDite kahyuM ke "rAjana !, "jevuM rahe te paNa devaloka ane manuSyalakanA sukha vAve tevuM laNe' kare tevuM pAme e kamane maLe te ghAsa samAna kahyA che. aTala niyama che. tapa, japa, anuSThAne kaMi nirAzaMsa bhAve dAnAdi dhamanuM sevana karI nirarthaka nathI tenA phaLa avazya maLe che. puNya- sau koI mokSasukhane prApta karo eja zubhecchA.
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________________ parvaziromaNi zrI paryuSaNamahAparva pU. munirAja zrI hemacaMdravijayajI mahArAja, sAbaramatI parvAdhirAja zrI paryuSaNa parvanI ArAdhanAmAM preraka aneka lekho amArA para AvelA hatA. paNa te badhAyane "kalyANa"nA gatAMkamAM samAveza thaI zake tema na hatuM, ne paryuSaNa parva vItI gayA pachI te lekhane prasiddha karavAne kaze artha nahi, chatA A lekha parvAdhirAjanI ArAdhanAne aMge sAmAnya rIte upayogI hovAthI ahiM ame prasiddha karIe chIe. vaLa vadurAH kSatti, projana vinAne saMpattine prApta karAvanAra ane vipattine dUra varSasLAnama nAca, meLAM mama mevat / karanAra "ga" che, ane tenI sAdhanA dvArA ja ananta kalyANakArI zrI jainazAsanamAM AtmA acala-akhaMDa ane ananta sukhanA AtmakalyANa karavAnA sAdhanarUpa aneka dhAmarUpa mokSapadane meLavI zake che. zAstramAM pa vidyamAna che, te te parvonI ArAdhanA kahyuM chekarI kalyANa kAmI-bhavabhIrU AtmAo svAtma- vADakI, costasya zALaFA hita sAdhe che. AvA aneka parvo jevAM ke jJAna-navAritra-patnitrayaM f saH . jJAnapaMcamI, mauna ekAdazI, merUtradazI, dharma-artha-kAma ane mokSa A cAre comAsI aThThAI, zAzvatI caitrI-AzvinI oLI, puruSArthomAM zreSThatama puruSArtha mekSa che. ane dIpAvalI vagere sarvamAM "parvAdhirAja zrI tene meLavavAnuM kAraNa "ga" che. te vega paryuSaNa mahApava" sauthI zreSTha che. A mahA jJAna-darzana ane cAritra e traNa ratnarUpa pavanuM ArAdhana jaina samAjamAM anero umaMga che. emanA A traNe uttama aMgonI viziSTa ane ullAsathI karAya che. karmonA marmasthAnane keTinI ArAdhanA parvomAM karAya che. varSa bhedavAmAM parvAdhirAjanI tulanA anya koIpaNa daramyAna lAgelA sarvapApane khamAvavA mATenuM parva karI zakatuM nathI. A parva anupama sAdhana che. eTalA ja mATe keIpaNuM prANIne mamasthAnamAM je ghA- A parvane "sAMvatsarika parva kahevAmAM Ave che. prahAra vAgyo hoya te te tarata prANatyAga saMvatsara eTale varSa saMvatararatye saMvAritam' kare che, tema kamanA mamanA marmasthAnamAM varSa saMbaMdhI, varSamAM eka ja AvanArUM je ghA karI karmone nisatva banAvavAmAM paryuSaNa parva te sAMvatsarika ke saMvacharIparva kahevAya che. e ajoDa zastrasamAna che. saMsArarUpI bhayaMkara mahAsamudrathI pAra utaravA mATe parAdhana e A mahAparvanuM ArAdhana aneka satka uttama naukA samAna che. jJAna-dazana cAritranI dvArA karavAnuM zAstrakAre pharamAve che. jemAM nimalatama ArAdhanA karavAne suga AtmAne amArikavana (jIvahiMsA virodha) sAdhamika parAdhanathI sAMpaDe che. jenazAsananuM sarvasva vAtsalya, zrI kalpasUtra zravaNa, sAMvatsarika pratiA parvamAM samAyeluM che. yathAvidhi A parvanuM kramaNa, paraspara khAmaNuM, citya paripATI, ArAdhana karanAra AtmA alpa samayamAM sarva aTTama tapa, samasta sAdhuvandana ATha divasanA kamane kSaya karI akSaya sukhane prApta kare che. aherAtri pisaha vi. kartavye mukhya che. mekSanA paramakAraNabhUta eganI sAdhanA karavAne A badhA kartavyonA vidhipUrvaka ArAdhasuavasara AtmAne paryuSaNamAM prApta thAya che. nathI ja A mahAparva sukhane ApanAra ane
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________________ pa3ra : parva ziromaNi zrI payuSaNA mahAparva duHkhane TALanAra bane che. sauthI vizeSa madAra mehanIya kama upara che. jevI rIte bIjamAM aMkurane utpanna mehanIya TaLe te bIjA badhAM karmo TaLe, kevala karavAnI zakti che, paraMtu mATI prakAza pANI jJAnanI utpatti paNa mehanIya kamano kSaya ane vAyu vagere sahakArI kAraNunA abhAvamAM pachI tarata thAya che. AvA jabarajasta dIghaekaluM bIja aMkurane karI zakatuM nathI. tevI sthitika mahArAjAnI sAme moraco mAMDavAne rIte A mahAparvamAM ArAdhavA gya aneka samaya payuSaNanA mahApavamAM Ave che. A kRtyomAMthI keI eka kRtyane ja vaLagI na rahetAM samaye cAre bAju jyAM juo tyAM dhamarAjAnuM dareka kartavyanI yathAvidhi ArAdhanA karavI ekacchatrI sAmrAjya gAjavA mAMDe che. nAnA joIe. dareka kAryonI yathAvidhi ArAdhanAthI gAmaDAMthI mAMDI meTA zahera sudhI sarvatra ja A mahAparva duHkhane nAza ane sukhanI dhamamaya vAtAvaraNa banI jAya che. anyadine utpatti kare che. derAsara-upAzraya sAme na jonAra ane jamIna A mahAparvanI ArAdhanA karavAnA pavitra nAmathI paNa bhaDakanAra evAonA dilamAM samaye krodhAdi kaSAyane nirodha kare te paNa A divasamAM dhamanI jyoti pradIpta parama Avazyaka che. eTale ja A parvane thAya che, ane tevAo paNa yathAzakti dharmA 'kaSAyatyAganuM mahApava' tarIke oLakhavAmAM rAdhana karavA prayatnazIla bane che. Ave che. kedhAdi kaSAya te AtmAnA mahAna A paryuSaNanI ArAdhanA trIjA auSadhanI zatruo che. kaSAyane AdhIna thayele AtmA jema mahAna lAbhakartA che. eka rAjAe pitAnA A mahAparvathI ArAdhanA karavA chatAM tenA putrane bhaviSyamAM rega na thAya mATe traNa yaktaphaLanI prAptithI vaMcita rahI jAya che. prakhyAta vaidyone belAvyA. tyAre eke kahyuM dhAdi kaSAyo jhera che. ane upazama-zAnti mArUM auSadha vidyamAna regane nAza kare che. e amRta che. varSabharamAM karelA kedha-mAna- ane rega na hoya te ragane utpanna kare mAyA ane lebhanA sevanathI jheramaya banI che. bIjAe kahyuM mAruM auSadha roga hoya te gayelA AtmAne zAntirUpI amRtanAM chAMTaNAM tene nAza kare che, ane je rega na hoya te nAMkhI niviSa banAvavAnI taka parAdhanathI deSa paNa karatuM nathI, ane guNa paNa thAya che, zAstramAM kahyuM che- karatuM nathI. tyAre trIjA vaidya kahyuM, mArUM auSadha jittameva saMto, rAskerAvAhitanA vidyamAna vyAdhine nAza kare che. ane raMganA tava saiTvini , mavAnta ti baeN abhAvamAM zarIramAM saMdarya-tuSTi ane puSTine - rAgadveSAdi kaSAyathI vAsita baneluM antaH- karanAruM che. A sAMbhaLI rAjAe kahyuM A karaNa ja saMsAra che, jyAre rAgAdithI rahita trIjuM auSadha samicIna-sAruM che. A rIte thayeluM evuM citta eja bhavAna-makSa che. trIjA oSadhanI jema A parvAdhirAjanI "kAyamurita vivi ' A vacana paNa ArAdhanA paNa karma hoya to tene nAza kare Aja bhAvane kahe che. AthI siddha thAya che che ane karmanA abhAvamAM dhamane puSTa kare ke kaSAye e AtmaguNanA mahAna avarodhaka che. ApaNe paNa A parvAdhirAjanI mana-vacana che. ane tene jItavAne samaya vizeSa rIte kAyAnI ekAgratAthI ArAdhanA karI Atmahita paryuSaNa jevA pamAM Ave che. AThe karmomAM sAdhIe eja kAmanA.
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________________ ATaluM yAda rAkhajo zrI ena. bI. zAha jhIMjhuvADA - ka mANasanI zreSThatA agara lAyakAta tenI saMpattithI AMkI zakAya nahiM kemake kethaLI game teTalI bhAre chatAM hRdaya halakuM hoya, vANI mIThI chatAM karaNI svAthI heya, te e ja sAdhanathI AtmAnuM chuM kalyANa thavAnuM? ke dhArmika sAhityanA abhyAsane gauNa banAvI phakta pAzcAtya, keLavaNInA abhyAsane ja uttejana ApavAthI ApaNe ApaNu chokarA chokarIone dharmasaMskArathI bhraSTa karI rahyA chIe. ke manamAM eka vAta ane belavAmAM bIjI vAta eTale ke "hAthInA dAMta cAvavAnA judA ane dekhADavAnA paNa judA" evI cAlabAjI AdaravAnuM choDI daI manamAM hoya te ja kahI devAnI Teva pADe-daMbhI jIvana jIvanAra AtmAnI pragati phrI ja karI zako nathI. ke je mANasa dharma ane paropakAranA kAryo khAtara hajArenI sakhAvata kare che. tenI ja lakSmI meLavelI sArthaka bane che. bAkI te lakSmInA mAlika nahi paNa lakSmInA dAsa gaNAya che, ema jJAnI bhagavaMte kahe che. ke bALakane dhanane vArase ApI javAthI tenuM kalyANa karI dIdhuM (kalyANa thaI jaze) ema mAnavuM e bhayaMkara ajJAnatA che. jyAre teonA jIvanamAM dharma siddhAMtanA amara AdarzonuM jharaNuM rageragamAM vahetuM karIzuM tyAre ja vaDIloe sAcI pharaja adA karI cUkyAne saMtoSa mAna ghaTe. ke "Atmavat sarva bhUteSu bhagavAna zrI mahAvIra devanuM e TaMkazALI vacana ApaNane sUcana kare che ke, bIjAnuM bhaluM kare emAM ApaNe AtmAnuM bhaluM ja thavAnuM che. ke samAjanI rakSA ane saMghanI dubaLatAne dUra karavAne jemanA upara bhAra che. eja zrI saMghanA AgevAne mATe kaI ja preraNA bharelI kAryavAhI nahi hoya te samAja agara saMgha dhIme dhIme avanatinA ovAre jaI besaze, arasaparasanA kaleza-kaMkAsanI AganI hoLImAM sApha thaI jaze. jeno samAje A mahatvanI bAbatane vicAra karavA jevuM che. sAheba TapAlI chuM! ghaktare nADa tapAsI kahyuM: "tamane kazo roga nathI. tame ALasu thaI gayA che roja be traNa mAIla cAlavAnuM rAkhe te A roga maTavAnI mArI "gerarI" che. zuM dhadho kare che ?' sAheba, huM TapAlI chuM.'
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________________ zradhdhA ane saMyamano camatkAraH zrI rAjeza jainazAsanamAM dharmadhuraMdhara prAbhAvika jainAcAryoe pitAnA tapa tathA tyAga, zraddhA, dharmaniSThA tathA nispR. hatA ityAdi ujajavala guNethI je zakavatI itihAsa sarjyo che, je mahAna zAsanaprabhAvanA karI che, ne je camatkAronI paraMparA racI che, te addabhuta tathA ananya che. evA ja eka mahAna ane samartha zAsanaprabhAvaka jainAcAryanI zAsana prabhAvanA tathA rAjA bhojanI sabhAmAM teozrInAM varadahaste thayela camatkAranI ghaTanA ahiM AlekhAyela che. dIna vadane besI rahyo che tenI chellI kaDI lAja rAjAnI mahAsabhAmAM bANu ane dAmapi te ga! #dina" bele che. vahelI mayura kavinI khUbaja bolabAlA hatI. e jyAre savAre zauca gayelA mayure A pado sAMbhaLyA, kAbe lalakAre tyAre jANe sarasvatI zatamukhe sAMbhaLatAMnI sAthe ja jamAIne saMdhI bolyA temanAmAM vAsa karatI hoya tevuM lAge. temanA jamAIrAja! sunna pada praga na kare paraMtu kavitvanI ajaba kuzalabharI chaTAthI rAjAne paNa te jagyAe caDi zabdane upaga kare. ATale te khUbaja mAnItA thaI paDayA, pratibhA te sudhI herAna karanAra subhra na gaNAya. emanI. ojasa te emanuM ja. jyAre emanA gharamAM rahelI bANanI patnI pitAnA hRdayamAMthI kavitAnAM nIra chUTe tyAre pASANu sAdane pArakhI gaI. hRdaya paNa pIgaLI jAya bhalabhalA kavio paNa are! pitAnA saMtAnanI praNayakathA emanAthI dUra bhAgI jAya. sAMbhaLanAra bApa ke adhama gaNAya? satIne mayUra ane bANa bane sasare-jamAI krodha bhabhUkI uThaze. enA aMgeaMgamAM agana eka vakhata bANane potAnI strI sAthe praNaya- lAgI gaI. hoTha phaphaDavA mAMDayA. kalaha thaye. kalahamAM rAtri lagabhaga pUrI thavA potAnA saMtAnanI krura mazkarI karanAra AvI. bANu mAna mUkI strIne manAvI rahyo adhama pitA! tamArA AkhA zarIre ke che. page paDI vAraMvAra kAkaludIbharI vinati nIkaLaze? satIe zrApa Ape. karI rahyo che. paNa A te strIhaTha. kavi mayUranA aMgeaMgamAM kedra vyApI IMdrane paNa IMdrANInA paganI prasAdI cAkhavA gaye. leke paMDitarAjanI ThekaDI karavA mAMDayA maLI jAya te bicArA bANanI zI vizAyata? rAjasabhAmAMthI paNa paMDitajIne dhUtkArI kADhayA. paganI prasAdIne AsvAda lete vadhu ne vadhu ghera apamAnane sahana karatA paMDitajI namra banI rahyo che bANa chevaTe kaMTALI eka sUryanA maMdiramAM AvyA. Artasvare kavitA bAju ubho rahI gata prAyA rAtriH Adi bleka AraMbhI. basa. eja kAvyane gaMgApravAha pharIne
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________________ pa36 : zraddhA ane saMyamane camatkAraH himAlayamAMthI cAlI nIka. eka eka zabda kAra saja e khUbaja Azcaryajanaka che. kavianaMta zakti laI nIkaLI rahyo hate. sUrya ane ke mahAkavione duniyAmAM toTo nathI zataka banAvatAM kahe che ke sAkSAt sUrya prasanna rAjAone rIjhavI zakAya paraMtu devatAone thaI mayUrane rogamukta karyo. rIjhavavA e te anaMtazaktinA sAmarthya kAle je leke mayUra kavine dhUtkAratA vinA na ja banI zake. AvA mahAna zaiva hatA. Aje temane devAMzI mAnavA lAgyA! dharmanuM zaraNa svIkAranAra ja sAcuM kalyANa A ajaba camatkAra dharAvanAra jagatamAM sAdhI zake. bele zaiva dhamanI..." viralA ja hoya. paNa sasarAnI kIti jamAI sabhAe ekI sAthe "jaya nAda karI sahana na karI zakyAM. teNe potAnA hAtha-paga vAtAvaraNa gajavI mUkyuM. rAjAnI 'hA'mAM hA kapAvI caMDikA devInI stuti karavA mAMDI. pADanAra hAjIyAnI kaI divasa khAmI rahI ja sAkSAt caMDikA prasanna thaI. bANane hAtha nathI. paNa dUranA eka siMhAsana upara beThelA paga hatA tevA karI ApyA. leke dhanya dhanya vRddha maMtrI kazuM ja bolyA nahi. na sabhAnI bolavA lAgyA. hAmAM hA pUrI, na jayane zabda paNa uccAryo. dhArA nagarInA khUNe khUNe baMne paMDitanI maMtrIjI tame kema akAle mauna dhAraNa prazaMsA thavA lAgI. leke temane mahApuruSa strI beThA cho ? tyAre badhI sabhA harSathI tarIke pUjavA lAgyA. cIcIyArIo pADI rahI che. tyAre tame gaMbhIra mahArAjA bheje pitAne khAsa hAthI vicAraNAmAM vahI rahyA che tema jaNAya che. ekalI vAjate gAjate baMne paMDitene mahA- zuM AjanA harSotsava mATe tamane mAna nathI. sabhAmAM lAvyAmahArAjAe baMnene khUba ja rAjAne maMtrIe kahyuM "rAjan ! camatkArathI satkAra karyo. muMjhAI javuM e zuM egya che? jeNe je "mAra nagaramAM AvA camatkArI puruSo nathI AdhyAtmika jJAnane mahAsAgara, te ja vase che. e khareja! sadbhAgyanI vAta che. mUMjhAya che chIMcharI talAvaDIomAM. zaiva darzana sivAya AvA camatkArI puruSe " A camatkAra mArA mana khAsa AnaMdanA kayAMya saMbhavI nathI zakatA!" mahArAja sabhAne viSaya nathI. maMtrI gaMbhIra chatAM spaSTa bhASAmAM udezI bAlyA. belatA hatA. pitAnI prazaMsA sAMbhaLI baMne paMDita sabhA sUcakabhAve maMtrIne joI rahI prasanna prasanna thaI gayA. dhArAnagarIne rAjAne AkhA bele A maMtrI keI navI ja adhIza be brAhmaNanI prajA AgaLa prazaMsA phIlasUphI rajU karatuM hoya tema lAgyuM. mayura ne kare e nAnIsUnI vAta na hatI. bANa te DaghAI ja gayA. sabhAe paNa rAjAnA sUramAM sUra mIlA, maMtrIe AgaLa laMbAvyuM. "sabhAsado! zivadhane prabhAva vizvavyApI "mahArAja bheja deva! zaivadarzanamAM anya che mahAkavio kavitAnA prabhAve cama. AvA camatkAra che evuM nathI. jainadarzanamAM
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________________ pazu mahAcamatkArI puruSo vidyamAna che. jemanI caraNa raja mAthe caDhAvatAM keDhIyAne kADha dUra thaI jAya. temanAM caraNeAdakanuM pAna karanAranA peTamAMthI mahArAgA dUra bhAgI jAya. temanuM darzana AMkhAne anaMta AnaMdasUrijInA Ape sa'sArathI maLelAone zAMtinA rAha cIMdhe.' maMtrInA zabde zabde khANu khaLI rahyo hatA. AkAzane gajavatA huMkArA karatA AsanethI uttA thaI te malyA. 'rAjan! A badhI atizayAkti che. peAtAnAM dharma darzananA pUrvagraha che. amArA jevA camatkArI puruSo jagatamAM pAkayA nathI pAkaze paNa nahi. jo jainadarzanamAM camatkArI puruSa hoya te hamaNAM ja tene ahIM khelAvI parIkSA karA.' abhimAnanA uMce zikhare ubhelA khANa kholI uThace. 6 mahArAja! Apane jainadarzananI pArakha karavI hAya te| hamaNAM ja ahIM dhArAmAM padhArelA AcArya mahArAja zrI mAnatuMgasUrijI mahArAjane Apa elAve-jhera ane amRtanA pArakhAM jevA mAtrathI ja thai zakaze ! vRddha maMtrI zrI vaghA. kalyANu : sapTembara 1961 : 537 sabhA sthira nayane sUrijIne nihALI rahI. rAjA bhaktibharyA hradaye namI rahyo. ajama pratibhA, gajaba kauzala. rupa, saundra ane madhura vANInI triveNI mukha upara vahI rahI hatI. kSaNulara badhA ja mauna rahyA. sabhAne paNa e prastAva pasaMda paDayA. vaLatI ja paLe e mahAmaMtrIe rAjAjJAthI jaina AcArya mahArAja zrI mAnatuMgasUrijI mahArAjane mAnabhera mAlAvI mahAsabhAmAM hAjara thayA. sabhAmAM pravezatA sUrijIe maMgalAcaraNu uccAyu. jaTAzAlI gaNezAryaH, zaMkaraH zaGkarAGkitaH cunArazaH zriyaM --dvisatsava : // 8 mahAmAnya munivara ! khANa ane mayUranI kavitvazakti samasta kavi jagatane jhAMkhI pADI rahI che. emanI tulanAe Aje vizvamAM khIne kAI hoya tevu lAgatu nathI. sAMbhaLyuM che ke, Apa paNuM kaMika camatkAra matAvI zakI che. kharA ! tA A samasta sabhA te jovA utsuka che.' maunanA bhaMga karatA bhAjarAja AlyA. 'rAjan ! AtmasAdhanAmAM ramaNu karatA jainasAdhune camatkAra batAvavAnI jarUra hotI nathI. jenazAsana ja evuM che ke ene pAmelA AtmA samagra 'siddhio meLave te navAI nathI. mArAmAM paNa kaMi hAya teA eja zAsananA prabhAva che.'sUrijI zAnta ane svastha mane melyA na emAM hatA abhimAnanA chAMTA, na hatA ahaMkAranA kAMTA, sAcI siddhione varelA sAdhakAnI AvI ja sthiti hoya. adhUro ghaDA hoya teja chalakAya. bharelA ghaDAmAMthI tA miTTu paNa bahAra na paDe. te Apa kRpA karIne kaMIka camatkAra khatAvA' bhAje pharI vinavaNI karI. 8 ane rAjan! te jo sAcA ja sAdhaka hAya. sarasvatImaiyAnA upAsaka hAya tA temane jakharajasta eDI pezavA tALAM adha karI aMdhAraghera phATaDImAM nAMkhA mahAra
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________________ 538 : zraddhA ane sayamanA camatkAra: aAkhara khaMDhokhasta rAkhA. jo temanAmAM zakti maLahaze tA svayaM bahAra nIkaLI jaze!? aLatA khANu vacce ja khAlI uThayA. tene hatuM ke AvI kaDaka zikSAmAMthI jainAcAya kadApi pasAra thai zakaze ja nahi. peAtAnI kIti hatI tevI ne tevI ja ujajavala raheze. paNa ghaNI vakhata mANasa dhAre che, tenAthI viparIta bane che, pAte jemAM peAtAnu bhAvI uMjavala joi rahyo hoya che. temAM ja tene kALI TIlI cATavAnI hAya che: mANunI vAtane sUrijIe e svIkArI lIdhI. basa pachI hatuM ja zuM ? jakhara gunegArane paNu kaDaka keda thAya tenAthI paNa vadhu kaDaka keda parIkSA khAtara sUrijIne thai gai. zarIranA dareka aMga upara leADhAnI sAMkaLAne tALAM lAgI gayAM. 4ra tALAM zarIra upara lAgyAM. e satarIoe sUrijIne upADI dUra dUranI aMdhArI koTaDImAM mUkavAM. eka pachI eka kATaDIone paNa doDha maNunA tALA lAgI gayAM. kATaDInI cAre bAju kaDaka cAkI pahere esI gayA. TAkAnA jIva tALave ceTI gayA. rAjA vicAragrasta anI gayA ke, AvA samartha sUri paNa jo A parIkSAmAMthI pasAra nahi thAya. te eka mahAvyaktine duniyA bedarakArInI dRSTie upekSAbharyAM vane nIhALaze, khANu ane mayUra hasI rahyA hatA. tyAre khIjI mAtru adhArabharI koTaDImAM ekalA rahelA sUrijIe devAdhideva bhagavAna zrI AdIzvaraprabhunuM dhyAna karyuM. cakSu baMdha karI, jJAnacakSu khAlyAM. hAthamAM rahelA AmaLAnI jema temanI sAme jagata upasthita hatuM. AtmagaMgAmAMthI jJAna jharA vahI paDayA. ' bhakatAmara' sTeAtranI racanA zarU karI. eka zlAka pUrA thAya ke turata ja kAnane bhedI nAMkhe evA avAja thAya che. avAjanI sAthe ja ekeka tALuM ne sAMkaLa traNa hAtha dUra ja paDaDyAM hoya. khetAlIza leAkanI racanA thatAM ja khetAlIza tALAM tUTI gayAM sAMkaLA chUTI gaI. aMgane ATalAM sakhata bAMdhela hovA chatAM paNa sUrijIne jarA paNa pIDA thaI na hatI. sUrijI ubhA thayA. hAtha joDI 43-44 zlAka khelyA. kATaDInAM tALAM tUTI gayAM. satarIe lAMkhA thaI sUI gayA. sUrijInA mAga nirvighra banI gayA, turataja AcArya deva upAzraye padhAryA. satarIe jAgI uThacA. temanA te Azcaya nA pAra rahyo nahi. bhAja rAjA prajA ane mahAsabhAnA paDitA sAthe AcArya zrI pAse gayA. vAjategAjate sUrijIne sabhAmAM lAvI ceAgya aucitya karyu. bhAjarAja temanI sAme beThA. khANu ane mayUranuM abhimAna Aje ogaLI gayuM hatuM. ATaluM sanmAna chatAM pU. sUrijIne abhimAna leza paNa spazI zakayuM na hatuM. sabhA digmUDha banI gaI. rAjA bhAvathI namI rahyo. tyAre khANu mayUra AkAza sAme joi rahyA hatA. temanI pratiSThA Aje jhAMkhI paDI hoya tevuM temane lAgatuM hatuM.
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________________ Aje AkAzamAM bagIcA vivAI rahyA che! zrI guNavaMtarAya AcArya Aje samagra bhAratamAM trIjI paMcavarSIya yojanAnA divAsvapnamAM Ajane rAjakIya varga rAcato -mAcato joI zakAya che. koMgresI taMtramAM trIjI paMcavarSIya yojanAnI bolabAlA thaI rahI che. paNa pahelI paMcavarSIya yojanA pUrI thaI bIjI paMcavarSIya yojanA pUrI thaI, pariNAme dezamAM kaI unnati, AbAdi ke pragati AvI ? jIvananI jarUrIAtavALI kaI vastuonI chatane soMghavArI AvI? prajAnI naitika tathA AdhyAtmika tAkAtamAM zuM vadhAro thayo ? ema kaI pUchanAra che? te pUche tene pratyAghAtI kahIne navAjavAmAM Ave che. kevaLa Aje dezamAM vicAronI gulAmI vadhI rahI che. eka meTo mANasa hA kahe eTale bIjAe hA kehevI e jAtanI gulAmI manodazA Aje svataMtra bhAratamAM vadhatI rahI che. Ane aMge gujarAtanA suprasiddha vArtA lekhaka bhAIzrI guNavaMtarAya AcArya AjanA rAjakAraNanI - rojanA temaja paMcavarSIya yojanAnI ne temAM AMkaDAnI je indrajALa racAI rahI che. tenI nakkara hakIkatonI marmasparzI tathA vedhaka samIkSA haLavI tathA kaTAkakSabhara zailIye je ahiM rajU kare che, te AjanA kogresI taMtranI vAhavAha karanArA vargane avazya vicAraNIya bAju darzAve che, te teo jarUra vAMce ne samaje ke, A badhI yojanAo kevala AkAzamAM bagIcA vAvavA jevI pUrAra thaI rahI che. ' meM kahyuM: "nA!" ha jyAre vidyArthI hatuM tyAre, amAre naphA- "kema nathI samajAtuM?" toTAnA dAkhalA cAlatA hatA. ekavAra amArA meM kahyuM: "keI paNa mANasa e bApamAstara sAhebe dAkhale lakhAve; meM eka kamAu nA hoya ke pacAsa rUpiye lIdhelI pena phAunTana pena pacAsa rUpiyAmAM lIdhI ne cAlIsa cAlIsa rUpiye vece !" rUpiye vecI te mane naphe zuM thaze ke te paNa gadheDA ! meM rakamamAM ja saLagAvyuM ze A ?" che e pachI emAM bApakamAu ne ApakamAunI mAstare mane Ubho karyo. javAba Apa* vAta ja kayAM rahI?" emaNe kahyuM. kahyuM: "sAheba, A AkhI vAta ja meM kahyuM: "keI paNa vAtamAM naphe ne to bApakamAu, hINukamAune phataMga divALiyAonI eka sAthe nA thAya eTale dAkhale samajAtuM nathI?-che. evI vAta sAmAnya mANasa mATe hoI ja "murakhara gurudeva gajya: pena pacAsa zake nahi. evA bApakamAunA dAkhalA karavA rUpiye lIdhI ne cAlIsa rUpiye vecI eTale e khAlI samayanI barabAdI che !" te tane samajAya che ne? bhaNyA tame methemeTIksa, bese, lAkaDAM meM kahyuM: "nA nathI samajAtuM." phaDe lAkaDA." "bevakupha! rakamamAM je bALyuM che e nathI vAta ema hatI ke, sAmAnya vidyAthIo samajAtuM mATe amArA jamAnAmAM Ama mAstara sAme
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________________ 540 : Aje AkAzamAM bagIcA vevAI rahyA che! dalIla thaI zakatI nahi. paNa je jamAnAmAM ke meDo paNa kAThiyAvADa tarapha cAlI nIkaLa'zALAomAM zikSakanuM bahumAna hatuM e jamAnAmAM vAne tema A bhAI paNa sAdhune veza laIne huM ThIka ThIka jAte krikeTara hatA eTale amArA mulaka kAThiyAvADamAM AvyA. ane tyAM ATale saMvAda karI zaka ne saMvAdane aMte emaNe eka paMtha zarU karyo. je mANasa pitAnuM gurudevane zApa paNa pAmI zake keH "mane nAka kapAve ene sAkSAt bhagavAna darzana gaNita kyAreya AvaDavAnuM ja nathI." Ape che. A atyAra sudhI mArUM gaNita kAcuM te sAdhu mahArAjanI AsapAsa te ja ghaNuM paNa enI khAsa takalIpha naDI nathI. gaNita- mANaso maLe. bhajane thAya. sAdhu mANasa zAstranA mudala jJAna, bhAna, sAna ke samajaNa pravacana kare....bhAvika sAMbhaLe ne manathI vagara mANasa sATha varasane paNa thaI zake mAne ke mahArAje nAka kapAvyuM che eTale che, ne sATha varasa sudhI AbarUbhera jIvI zake emaNe sIdhI bhagavAna sAthe vAta karI che. che, enuM moTAmAM moTuM udAharaNa keI hoya sAdhu mahArAja te roja bhajane kare. nAce te huM pite chuM. Aja sudhI mane gaNitanA "A dekhAya mAre vAle A dekhAya. basa jJAnanI uNapa paNa khAsa lAgI nathI. nAka kapAve eTale mAre vAle trilokane nAtha paraMtu bIjI paMcavarSIya janAne bRhata basa sAme hAjarI hajUra dekhAya. bhAIe, sArasaMgraha meM vAMcyuM tyAre mane gaNitazAstranuM harinA darzana karavAmAM mANasane nAka mAtra jarA paNa jJAna nathI ene kharekhara raMja thaye ADe Ave che, ha. A rahyo mAre vAle . dezane tArI nAkhanArI. dezane uddhAra karI vAha. bhagavAna vAha. jaya bhagavAna jaya. nAMkhanArI A cejanAne mALuM mane ja bhagavAna.!" samajAya nahi. kharekhara je mane gaNitanuM jJAna rejanA AvAM pravacanethI prerAIne eka hoya te dharatI upara te zuM AkAzamAM paNa mANase Akhare sAdhu mahArAja pAse nAka bagIcA vAvavAnI A AkAzakusumavat Asa- kapAvyuM. ne nAka kapAvyuM ne nIkaLI lehInI mAtra vAta jarAka te samajAya. dhArA. e lehInI dhArAne lugaDAthI dabAvate paNa khera, je vAtanuM ApaNane jJAna ja e te cAre kera mAMDyo jevA. kyAMya dekhAya nahi ene orate paNa zuM? mane amArA che bhagavAna? kayAMya dekhAya che? kAThiyAvADamAM eka sAdhu AvyA hatA ne emaNe paNa ene bApaDAne kyAM bhagavAna dekhAya nAkakaTAne paMtha phelAvyuM hatuM e vAta yAda nahi. eTale eNe sAdhu mahArAjane pUchayuM: AvI. bApujI! meM nAka te kapAvyuM paNa bhagavAna uttara hiMdamAMthI eka mANasa cerI karatAM te kyAMya dekhAtA nathI, tenuM kema? rAze eTale enuM nAka kApI nAkhavAmAM sAdhu kaheH mALA mUrakha have te tuMya. AvyuM. pachI te jema AkhA hiMdamAM keI mArI bhego nAcavA lAga ne belavA mAMDe ke paNa dakhiye paNa akakalabAja mANasa vahelA A bhagavAna dekhAya. nahi te bIjA mANasa,
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________________ gaye." kalyANaH sapTembara 1961 H 541 tArI mazkarI karaze ke nAka kapAvIne beThe ne . ane gaNita AvaDe nahi eTale pachI bhagavAna te maLyA nahi te nakaTa ja rahI AMkaDAnI bhUlabhUlAmaNamAM paDavAnuM ja nahi. bAkI mArA eka mitra che. e bApaDA bhAvikane A vAta tarata samajAI gaI. saravALA bAdabAkI ne guNAkAra-bhAgAkAranA eTale eya mAMDayo nAcavAH "A rahyA, A bhAre zokhIna ho. e ekavAra mArA upara rahyA, A rahyA bhagavAna. mAre vahAle A roSe bharAIne mane kaheH sAme Ubhe, Ubhe hase. mera mugaTa paheryA che. A trIjI pejanA bahu sArI che piLA pitAMbara paheryA che garUDa upara beThA emane?" che..vAha bhagavAna....vAha... ' kahyuM: "emAM zuM zaka? badhA ja A nAka kaTAne paMtha amArA kAThiyAvADamAM moTA netAo kahe che eTale huM paNa kahuM chuM. pacIsa-trIsa varasa cAlyuM hatuM ne enA sArI che ghaNuM celA muMDAyA hatA. pachI kaIke kAna mane eka javAba Ape.' kADavAthI bhagavAna maLe evA kAnaphaTAnA 8 emAM zuM? meM pAMca varSanI jejanA paMtha kADhyo. hajI paNa A kAna phaMTAne te barAbara nathI vAMcI. paNa badhA netAonAM paMtha che. badhAM ja pravacane vAMcyA che. bele tamArI mane paNa ema thayuM ke bA nAce ne zI muzkelI che? beDakIye nAce ema nAkakaTAnA bhAvikanI jema mane kahe "trIjI paMcavarSIya yejanAmAM ApaNe paNa vAha bhagavAna, vAha bhagavAna ekasaTha karoDa rUpiyA jAhera kAmamAM vaparAkarI laie. ne trIjI paMcavarSIya yojanAmAM vAnA che. lolamAM lela jema sahu hisso kare che tema e bhAI sAheba gaNita...." meM kahyuM ApaNe paNa karIe. gagA mATe thA, pachI paraNa- gaNita te netAone paNa nathI AvaDatuM te vizuM evA vAyadA upara te AkhI duniyA cAle che te pachI trIjI paMcavarSIya yojanA kAM huM zuM jANuM?" sAMbhaLe. A ekasaTha karoDamAMthI na cAle? ne emAM gaNita nA jANatA hoya paMdara karoDa rUpiyA enA vahIvaTI kharcamAM ene te snAna sUtaka paNa zuM? eTale have meM te nakakI karyuM che, "nA bhAI trIjI vAparavAnA che." sAruM." paMcavarSIya yejanA sarasa ja che. basa trIjI paMcavarSIya yojanAne aMte bhArata AbAda banI tamane e sAruM lAge che?' ja javAnuM. dUdha-dahIMnI nadIo AvavAnI. bhAI sAheba. lAgavAnI vAta ja na ghInAM te taLAva bharAze. jeTalA jhADanAM pAMdaDA karo, belavAnI vAta karo." eTalI roTalI pAkaze ne baMdA te jhabaLI "sAMbhaLe!" emaNe kahyuM: "paradezI jhabaLIne khAze." huMDiyAmaNa paMdarase kareDanuM joIze."
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________________ ' * * * * 54ra : Aje AkAzamAM bagIcA vevAI rahyA che! 'joIe." vAMsIdAmAM sAMbeluM jAya evI vAta che.' e kema meLavavAnuM che e jANo cho?' meM kahyuM: "haze. gaNita jANe. kAgaLa mAre kayAM meLavavuM che? jene meLavavuM upara AMkaDA mAMDe ene A badhI upAdhi. heya e jANe eTale basa ApaNe te A vicAramAM paDatA nathI ke are mUrakha. vAta te sAMbhaLa. hindu gharane mAla paDatara kImata karatAM ochA bhAve paradezamAM vecave. kArakhAnAvALA te pitAne stAnamAM pedA thate mAla bahAra nikAsa karIne." mAla naphA vagara vece nahi. eTale madhyama e bhAI sAheba tame mane vaLI...." * varga pAsethI bhAre ADakatarA karaverA laIne sAMbhaLo te kharA hindustAnamAM aMdara dezanA kArakhAnAdAne ApavA Ane mATe mAlanI vaparAza upara kApa mUka. kApa mUkavAne dara varSe aDhIse kareDane vahIvaTa vadhAre.. mATe aMkuze vadhAravA. aMdaranA vaparAzanI are jIvaDA tuM pAcho vaLI kyAM gaNitanI cIjavastuonA bhAve hajI vadhAre caDAvavA." upAdhimAM paDa? jyAM meTAM moTAM baDekhAM are evuM te hoya, meMghavArI Ame ene paNa sAva sAdA gaNita nathI AvaDatAM kayAM ochI che?" tyAM tane na AvaDe emAM raMja zAne! evuM ja che. vAMcI lejo jarA. eTale ke madhyama vargane ene have jhAjhe vicAra ke hajI meMghavArI vadhAravI, hajI cIjo upara karavAne ja raheze nahi. trIjI paMcavarSIya vadhAre aMkuza mukavA. pachI evI rIte vadhA- zatAne ane bIjA badhaM te hoya ke nAce relI cIjone paDatara kIMmata karatAM ochI kIMmate heya. paNa kamaratoDa meMghavArI, jIvaleNa bahAra nikAsa karavI. aMkuzane pagale pagale khaDakanArA kAgaLanA A te mArA pilA naphATAnA dAkhalA DuMgarenI nIce daTAyele madhyama varga te haze jevI vAta thaI. ja nahi! hA. eTale ke paMcavarSIya yejanAne nAme ne pahelI paMcavarSIya janAne pahele karaverA vadhaze, meMghavArI vadhaze, aMkuza vadhaze. varasathI je vAta sAMbhaLatA AvyA chIe, te meM kahyuM: "bhAI, A AkhI vedanAnuM trIjI paMcavarSIya yojanAne aMte anAjamAM -kAraNa tame jANe che? tamane gaNita AvaDe ApaNe svAvalaMbI thaIe te thaIe. che ne e...are yAra, gaNita bhUlI jAo ne bIjI paMcavarSIya cejanAne saphaLa karavAmAM eTale lIlAlahera thaI jaze tamane." basa eka ja vAta karavI joIe che. paradezI hA eka vAta. paradezamAMthI Aja sudhI tenenI AyAtanI sAme gaNitazAstranI lIdhelI lene parata kema karavAnI che? kayAre nikAsa kare. eTale lIlA lahera AjhAda, karavAnI che? emAM vyAja paNa kema ne kayAMthI bhAratamAM vaLI AMkaDAnI paNa gulAmI zA mATe? devAnAM che? enI te kaI vAtaja karatuM nathI. (yu. sa.)
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________________ aucityanI khAmIe Aje aneka anartho ubhA karyA che pU. pAda AcAryadeva zrImada vijayarAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAja avataraNakAra : zrI jayaMtilAla e. zAha amadAvAda jIvanaghaDatara pravacanazreNInA upakrame yojAyela jAhera pravacananuM A sArabhUta avataraNa jIvanane unnata banAvanArA saddaguNene aMge mananIya mImAMsA rajU kare che. mAnavasamAje jAtaprazaMsAnA deSathI dUra rahIne cityane barAbara jALavavA jAgrata rahevuM joIe. ocityanI khAmIe ane jAtaprazaMsAnI bhUkhe AjanA saMsAranI keTa-keTalI durdazA karI che, tenuM mAmaspazI chatAM vedhaka zabdacitra 5. pAda AcadevazrInAM A pravacanamAMthI ApaNane maLe che. pravacanakAranA Azayane jALavIne udadhRta thatAM A pravacanamAM Azaya virUddha prasiddha thayuM hoya to te mATe avataraNukAra kSamA yAce che. anaMta upakArI mahApue A mAnava sAmAnya rIte saMsAramAM rahele mANasa puruSa hoya te tenAmAM (1) pArakAnA doSa jovAnI dRSTi jIvanane eTaluM badhuM kiMmatI mAnyuM che ke, je A hotI nathI. (2) pArakAnA nAnA guNane joyA vinA jIvananI dekharekha rAkhavAmAM na Ave, ane ene rahetA nathI. () jagatanA sukhI lekene joI AnaMda paramAtmapada pAmavA jogI dazA pAmI zakAya evI rIte ghaDavAmAM na Ave to mahA-puNyathI maLeluM A thAya che. (4) ane pArakAnA duHkhamAM duHkhI hoya che. Avo mANasa koinI pIDAmAM rAjI hoya ? jIvana nakAmuM thaI jAya, ane jIvatA na AvaDe te mahA nukazAna karanAruM thaI jAya. pharakI pIDAnuM nivAraNa kare, tene koInI pIDAmAM rAjI na hoya. saghaLAe mAnava sarvatyAgI na bane e tame jyAre jayAre koIno deSa bolavAnA hova anaMtajJAnIoe joyuM che. kAraNake badhAmAM tevI tyAre tyAre tamArI jAta upara phITakAra chUTato haze, matA eka sAthe pedA thatI nathI. paNa sAmAnya ane thatuM haze ke dhanya che te mahAtmAone ke je yogyatA hoya to mAno eka rIte sArAja heya. koInA paNa doSa bolatA nathI, sarvanA guNe ja che, mAnavajIvana sAruM hoya ane yogya sAmagrI bhale te koInuM sukha joI rAjI thAya che, ane pArakAnI mAnavajIvana saphaLa thayA vinA rahetuM nathI. pIDa pote laI le che. tamAre dhana vinA cAle tema nathI, dhana vinA ziSTAcArane pAMca guNa jIvavAnI zakti sarva tyAga Ave tyAre Ave, paNa puruSano pAMcamo guNa che, potAnI lAghA samaju mANasa dhanane (choDavA jevuM ) heya mAne, na karavI, puruSane potAnI prazaMsA sAMbhaLavI kadI keTalAka samajI dhanane heya na mAne chatAM tene anyAyathI na game, "ApaNe sArA chIe tema koI na kahI te levAnuM mana na thAya, anyAyathI laI le nahi, kadAca pachI ApaNe jIvavuM zI rIte ? AvuM tamArA anyAyathI le te anyAyanI pIDA hoya. AthI tenAmAM dilamAM che ne ? ahIM beThelo koI e nahi hoya nyAyasaMpanna nAmano pahelo guNa moTA bhAge hoya, ke pitAnI prazaMsA pote nahi karate hoya ke potAnI ane na hoya to meLavavA mathatA hoya. saMyoga- prazaMsA yAda Ave to mAnavuM ke "huM khUba adhama vazAta anyAyathI bacavA jevI sthiti jenI nathI kathAmAM chuM." saMpurUSa pote potAnI prazaMsA to naja tene puruSanA guNonI niraMtara prazaMsA karavI joIe. kare paNa koI prazaMsA kare te tenuM moDhuM nIcuM namI che ke chellA 698 Na REAT
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________________ 544 : aucityanI khAmIe Aje aneka anartho ubhA karyA che jAya. AvA guNo tamArA jIvanamAM cAlu che ne ? Avo vicAra kayAreya paNa Avyo che jene - A sayuSa prANa jAya chatAM nyAya mUke nahi, anyAyanuM duHkha nathI te nyAyanI prazaMsA prANanA bhoge nyAyane sAcave; te AtmAne dhanya che karavAne pAtra kadI banatA nathI. ke je game tevI sthitimAM prANanA bhege nyAya sahuruSa kadI nyAyane tyAga karatA nathI. je sAcave che. tame anyAyanA mArge jAva cho tyAre saMvegavazAta nyAyane tyAga kare che te pAmara che, tamane duHkha thAya che, ane anyAya na karanArA paNa te eTalo pAmara nathI ke te nyAya karanArAnI pratye hAtha joDavAnuM mana thAya che? tamArAthI anyAya prazaMsA karyA vinA rahI zake, ane potAnI niMdA kyAM na chUTe paNa nyAyane sAcavanArA mahApuruSa yA vinA rahI zake, kAraNake tenI pAmaratA tene DaMkhe che, Ave che ke AmAM tame hA kahe che ke nA ? ane purUSane turata yAda kare che, ane temanI sabhA : anyAya karIe temAM nyAyI TharAvavA prazaMsA kare che. icchIe chIe. satpaSenI khANa AryabhUmi che, sarva tyAgI anyAya karavA chatA haiyAmAM enI pIDA na moTA mahAtmAo temAMthI pAke che, teo ayogya hoya. ane uparathI tene nyAyI TharAvavAnuM tenuM mAnasa ToLAM sAthe rahIne pitAnI yogyatA jALave che. hoya te te te kadI sudharI zake nahi. nyAya mArge cAlanArAne pitAnA anyAya vakhate anyAya karanArAM paNa potAnI bhUla juve che, yAda karavA, pitAnI niMdA karavI te kaThIna che? ane prANanA bhoge nyAya nahi choDanArAne yAda kare sabhA: vicArazIlatA hoya to bane ! che, A kaThIna che ? tamArAthI puruSa na banAya te to zuM ahI badhA avicArazIla bhegA thayA phikara nahi paNa tamArI AMkha sAme saMpurUSa khasavA che? avicArazIla sAme vAta karAya ? na joIe. tame amArI sAme e dekhAva kare che ke tame kahe che ke "saMga bhUMDA che, anyAya vinA anyAya na chUTake karIe chIe." tame zuM nirupAya cAlatuM nathI, nirupAye karIe chIe" AvI tamArI thaI anyAya kare che ? nirupAye anyAya karanArA bhASA che ne ? tame dekhAva suMdara karI batAve che che paNa zodhavA bhAre paDe! ke "saMyoga, samAja badalAyo, badhe anyAya phelAI gayo che. tame anyAyane bacAva kare che te daMbhathI eka mANasane kutarUM karaDayuM tethI mANasa kutarAne , bole che ke saraLatAthI bole che ? je saraLatAthI karaDayA, tema tamAruM vatana kharIba ane mAnava tarIke bolatA hoya te mahApuruSone yAda karavAnuM prazaMsA 1 A tame tamArI jAtane mAne te zobhatuM nathI, jAnavara karavAnuM namaskAra karavAnuM mana thaI jAya ne? ane jevuM vartana karI che, ane mAnava tarIke tame tamArI sAthe sAthe ApaNI niMdA thaI jAya ne ? A guNa tamArAmAM hovo ja joIe ne ? AmAM tamArI sabhAH anyAya chUpAvavAnI vRtti jatI nathI, sIdhI hA joIe che, AmAM tamAre Aje ne Aje te Ate mANasa kUtarAne karaDavA jevuM thayuM. anyAya choDa nathI paDato. A keTalI sahelI vAta satya je rIte saMpatti kALamAM rahetA, tema vipattiche ! asalamAM tamAre nyAya joito nathI ane kALamAM paNa temaja rahetA, AvA puruSone dhanya che. anyAya che. nathI te nizcita che ne? AvuM jANIne "satapuruSonI prazaMsA ane pitAnI anyAya kare e kharAba che, je cheDe che te niMdA thaI javI jAI e.' A vAta tamArA haiyAmAM prazaMsApAtra che. huM anyAya karuM te niMdAne pAtra chuM.' sadA hAya ne?
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________________ kalyANa : sapTebara 1961 H 545 sabhA : evuM te thAya. hoya to paNa nekara te pachI ja jamavA javAne vAha! have rAjI thayo. tame mane mArI vAta hoya che, paNa aucityathI na kahyuM hoya te nokarane sAme dhakkA mAratA hatA temAM have mAro sAthI vicAra thAya che ke "zuM karIe nokara chIe." maLyo te kharo! nekara paNa zeTha jAya eTale te dukAnamAM jamI - tame bolo ke copaDA judA, lakhavAnuM bIjuM, le. nekarane gunha karavAmAM zeThanA aucityanI khAmInuM. haiyuM juduM, AthI copaDA batAvavAnI taiyArI amArI kAraNa che. nathI hotI, AvI amArI sthiti che. paNa amAruM sabhAH Aje kAyadAmAM aucityanA nahiM paNa haiyuM tevuM nathI." hakka (Right)nA kAyadA che. Aje bhaNelA vadhu anyAyanA mArge jaI rahyA je zeTha Acitya sAcave to sarakAranA kAyadA che. sarakAranA kAyadA vadhu tema anyAya karanArA vadhu pothImAM rahe. agAu kAmanA kalAka nahAtA jevAtA, thatA jAya che. agAu khoTuM karavAmAM zarama thatI, nokara mAMdA paDe tyAre pagAra nahotA kApatA, nekarane koI sahAyaka na malatuM. Aje paisA ApIne khATI kAma paDe to zeTha turata pahere dhotIye jatA, ane salAha levAya che. ane anyAya zAzvata thato jAya zeThane rAtre bAra vAge kAma paDe te nekara hasate che, paNa mAnavamAM jema jema samaja Ave tema tema Avato. nokara gharaDo thAya te AjanA kAyadA anyAya dhaTate jAya ane eka divasa evo Ave ke pramANe pensana nahotuM apAtuM paNa zeTha jIdagI sudhI sarvathA anyAya choDI de. sAra saMbhALa rAkhatA. sapuruSane chaThTho guNa aucitya che. vahunA mAthethI beDuM paDI jAya te aucityA koI ajJAna mANasa khAvAnA TAIme AvI vagaranI sAsu kahe ke "AMdhaLI che ? ane aucitya jAya to tene sAthe lIdhA vinA khAya nahi. DAhyA vALI sAsu ema kahe ke "vahu tane vAgyuM to nathI ne ?" mANase tamArA AMgaNe jamavAnA TAIme paga mUkavAnI sabhA : te te Adarza jIvana banI jAya. bhUla na karavI joIe, paNa kaI ajJAnI AvI te zuM tamAre Adarza--saMsAra nathI joIta? gayo te bahu sAruM thayuM tema mAnavuM. agAu ekatA, saMpanA lakhANe peparamAM nhotA, tame khAvA besatA hoya tyAre bahAra koI bhUkhyo agAu saMpa, ekatA sahaja rUpe hatuM Aje peparamAM ubho hoya to khAvA na besAya. kema AmAM te game teTaluM lakhAya paNa sanmAnane guNa nahiM, moTA bolokema bhAre daridratA AvI gaI che? ThIka sAme sanmAna karavuM joIe. ema kahevAya che ke heluM karI dauM cAle tyAre pahoMcatuM hoya te mATe tenA gharane, badhA sarakhA che." puruSa kadI ...basa! ATaluM te thAya ne ? aucitya laghe nahi, Acitya e moTuM zAstra che. nAnI peDhImAM eka zeTha, eka nokara heya, TAIma aucitya vagara mANasa jAnavara che. jAnavarane thAya eTale baMnene bhUkha lAge ne ? zeTha pahelA jAya akkala che ne? tamArAmAM aucatyi che? besavAmAM, nekara pachI jAya, paNa zeTha aucitya khAtara nekarane cAlavAmAM, aucitya joIe ne ? "vahelA te pahelo" kahe ke " jA, tuM jamIne Ava.' paNa nokare kadI tevuM karAya ? agAu kahevata hatI ke "joine besIye pahelA jamavA na javuM joIe. nekare zeThane kahevuM te na uThADe koI." joIe ke "zeTha tame jamI Avo." sabhAH amArA pAchaLane vakIla jaja thaIne tame te karane kahe che ke besaje huM jamI Ave te ame salAma bharIe chIe. AvuM chuM. nekarane aucityathI kahyuM heya ke na kahyuM ke te tamArA svArtha mATe aucitya jALave che.
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________________ 546H aucityanI khAmIe Aje aneka anartha ubhA karyA che svAthI mANasa svArtha mATe game tyAM aucitya huM keTalA nekara rAkhI zakuM ? AmAM peDhI kema cAle ? kare che, ane bIje aucitya karato nathI. ane peDhImAM bannene roTalo che. tema zeTha kahetA. aucityanA abhAve kuTuMba, zerI, ADozImAM pADozImAM Aje zeTha-nokaranI vacamAM trIjI saMsthA ubhI jhaghaDA thaI rahyA che. agAu zerInA sukhI mATe thaI che. A aMge mAre AgaLa bolavuM nathI. koi bolatA to zerI AkhI bahAra nIkaLI jatI Aje nakara TAImasara Ave paNa kAma adhuM ja ane kahetA "amAruM mAthuM dhaDa te che, AvA sukhInAM kare, Aje kara ghaNuM ane kAma DuM thAya tevI ghera khUba paisA hovA joIe tenA sukhe ame sukhI sthiti che. chIe." AgaLa sukhImAM e auciya hatuM ke zerImAM eka gAmamAM be bhAI rahetA hatA, teo saMpathI jatAM AvatAM sukhI- sAmAnya ghara pratye najara jatI, rahetA hatA, agAu vaDIlanA nAme vahivaTa thatA, temanI najara kAma karAvavA mATe nahi jatI, paNa jethI moTAbhAInA nAme thato. A beu bhAIo sAmAnya varga kAma karavA vagara kahyuM AvatA paNa saMpathI rahetA, jamavAnA TAIme arasaparasa rAha A sukhI kAma karavAnI nA ja pADe, ane zerIne jotA, koIe nAnA bhAIne caDhAvyo ke tuM kamAya mANasonuM dhyAna rAkhatA ane teone sukhI rAkhatA. ane bhege rahe, te karatA judo rahe.' have nAnAe AvuM svAtaMtrya marI jAva teya Aje AvavAnuM judA thavAnuM nakkI karyuM, teNe moTAbhAIne vAta karI. nathI. sArI rIte zobhe tema vartana karAya to ja saMsA- moTAbhAI samajI gayA ke, nAnAbhAInA kAnamAM jhera ramAM zati rahe, paraspara ekabIjAone sAcavI 5DayuM che. moTAbhAIe kahyuM ke bAraNA baMdha karo lyo te vAdha Ave ? vaheMcI laIe.' moTAbhAIe nAnAbhAIne kahyuM ke, tamane kudarate nAnA moTA karyA che ne ? tamAro "tAre udharANI joIe ke rokaDa ?' nAnAe rokaDa bApa mATe ane tame nAnA temAM kera thavAno che ? mAMgI ane te pramANe moTAbhAIe ApI dIdhI. chokare game teTalI chAtI bApa sAme kADhe, toya have bAkI rahyuM ghara ! ghara eka hatuM. tethI moTAe bApa-dikarAnuM sagapaNa javAnuM hatuM? gharamAM (karmanA nAnAne puchayuM ke ghara joIe ke bIjI bhADAnuM kAyadAthI, kudarate ApaNAthI je moTA thayA tenA pratye ghara joIe ? nAnAe ghara mAMgyuM ane moTAbhAie ApaNe nAnA thayA, te moTA pratye ApaNe aucitya ApI dIdhuM. rAtre moTAbhAI bahAra jaI ghara bhADe jALavIe chIe? ATaluM che ? niyama ApuM ? huM rAkhI lIdhuM. keI na jANe ke judA thayA! paNa karuM ane tame paNa bhegA niyama kare. kahone ke savAre nAnAbhAIne koIe kahyuM ke, "meTAe "hA!' kaho ke "sAheba AvuM zuM bole che. amArAmAM tane phasAvyA lAge che. nAnAbhAIe kahyuM ke "mane bApa pratye-vaDilo pratye aucitya che." te moTAbhAIe meM je mAMgyuM tevuM ApyuM che.' - nokara Ave ane zeTha ubho thAya, ane zeTha jyAre A bhAIo judA thayAnI pADozIne khabara Ave ne nekara ubho na thAya tevuM aucitya nathI paDI tyAre pADozI kahe ke amane kema na bolAvyA ?" karAvavuM. nakara meDo Ave to zeThe ema na kahevuM te kahe ke "tamAruM vacamAM kAma paDe tevuM ja nhotuM.' joie ke kema moDo A ?" te karatA ema nAnobhAI moTAbhAInA nAme ja vahevAra karate kaho ke koI kAraNa vinA tame moDA na Avo." Ama beu zAMtithI, arasaparasa premathI rahevA lAgyA. tyAre kahe ke "mArAthI vagara kAme vAta-cItamAM moDuM gharamAM zAMti heya te korTa joIe? agAu thaI gayuM.' AvuM cAle te peDhImAM kevI zAMta rahe! korTa dhULa kAkatI; Aje korTamAM kAma purU thatuM nathI, nekara zeTha pAse, zeTha nekara pAse du:khanI vAta kare, keTa na hoya te vakIle jIve! kejadAra-polIsa nokara kAma barAbara na kare te tene kahevAya ke Ama herAna kare ? teo ghara AvI dhADa pADe? Ave te
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________________ salAma bharavA Ave! Aje jenA ghera peAlIsa kema nathI jatI tenuM kAraNa ke, teo taraphathI peAlIsane pagAra apAya che. tamAre vaLI vakIla, kArakuna, paTTAvALAnI garaja paDe? zuM 100-150nI pagAravALI peAlIsa herAna karI jAya ? (7) ziSTAcAranA sAtame guNa kAi apriya kare ke ele aa tenA pratye gussA na karavA. satpuruSanuM e lakSaNa heAya che ke Aie temane apriya kahyuM, ke kayu. heAya te paNa tenAM haiyAmAM sAmA pratye gussAnuM sthAna na hoya. (1) satpuruSa kAinA deSa khele nahi, (2) guNa khelyA vinA na rahe (3) sukhIne joi rAjI thAya (4) pArakA du:khe du:khI thAya ane tenuM du:kha nivAre (5) potAnI prazaMsA pAte na kare, (6) aucitya kadI cUke nahi, tenAmAM (7) gussA na hoya. nyAya sa MpannatA tA hoya ja, tame tamArI jAta upara gussA karA tA bIjAnA DhASa jovAnu bhulI jA. ATalu karazA jyAre ApaNuM kAMi kharAba thAya te te ApaNA pariNAme thAya che. A vAta zikSaNumAM, mA-bApe mitre kahIe ? mahApurUSA kahe che ke ' ApaNI bhUla vagara ApaNuM kharAba thAya nahi, ApaNI bhUlA A bhavanI ke parabhavanI hoya,' A vAta geAkhatA JAkhatA ghera javAnAne ? sArA AdamI kadIpaNa gussA sArA che tema kahI zake nahi.' gussA sArA che tema kahevA tame taiyAra che ? sabhA: gusso karyAM pachI pastAtreA thAya che. te rAMDayA pachInuM DahApaNu che. A mATe eka vijaya zeThanA putranI vAta karavAnI che. vijaya zeThanA putramAM svAbhAvika svabhAvathI guNu hatA. Aje hoya che, jene ApaNe bhATa rIte gussA na thavAne paNa evA mANusA mAnIe chIe, paNu kalyANa : sapTembara 1961 : 547 temAM gussA na thavAnA svabhAva hoya che. mA-bApa, skulamAMthI, snehIo taraphathI gussA na karavAnI zikSA maLe teA dhaNA sudhArA AvI jAyane ? tame zikSita che ke azikSita? ' gussA karavA joie ? Ave te vyAjabI che? tema mAne che? tamane apriya kahe che-kare che temanA upara gussA karI che. ne! apriya kahenAra-karanAra DAhyo che ke gAMDA ? sabhA: gAMDA. te gAMDA upara gussA DAhyo kareke gAMDA? jo tame gusso karatAM ho to tame gAMDA che ke DAghA che? A hakIkata barAbara vicArIne khela jo ! jyAre jyAre tame asadAcAra karatAM ho, tyAre sadAcAra pratye AMkha rAkhA-mATe tamAne A badhI vAtA karAya che. jo tame sadAcAra ja Acare, ane asadAcAra na AcarA / te prathama naMbaranu che. tame saMpUrNa sadAcAra / AcarI zake! ane na chUTake asadAcAra Acare tyAre paNa dRSTi sadAcAra tarapha ja hovI joie. ane asadAcAra AcaryoM bhArAbhAra du:kha thavu joie. agAu vilA nAnAte rUbarUmAM zikSA Ape, ane pAchaLa praza MsA karatA. tamane zuM game? tamane vaDIleAnI prazaMsA game che ke tamArI bhUla jaNuAve te game che? eka citrakAra hatA tene potAnA che.karAne citrakAra banAvyeA, bApa paNa pote ane zikSaka paNa peAte. eka citra karI lAgyeA, te citramAM bApe cAra bhUla kADhI, chekarA rAja sudhArA karatA, chatAM rAja cAra bhUla nIkaLatI, Ama cha mAsa sudhI 4 bhUla kADhI, sAtame mahine putra citra kADhI, te citra pe|te barAbara jIve che ane prazaMsA kare che ane vicAre che ke have koi paNa bhUla bApa kADhI zake tema nathI chatAM jo khApa bhUla kADhe te| A citra mAthAmAM Ama vicAramAM dhamadhamatA TesathI bApa pAse javA lAgyA, bApa tenI cAla joi samajI gayA, Ape sanmAna pUrNAMka belAbyA karAe kahyuM ke * citra kevu banyu che ? bApa kahe, 'sArUM che. potAnA mA
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________________ 548: aucityanI khAmIe Aje aneka anartho ubhA karyA che citranI prazaMsA pote bApane na batAve tyAM sudhI chokarAne chokarA-chokare amAruM sAMbhaLatA nathI. jo tamArA kayAMthI zAMti thAya ? bApe pachI kahyuM ke pahelA diva- dilamAM mA-bApa pratye bhakti nathI te tamArI zeThAI sanuM citra lAva ane baMne sarakhAva; bApe pahelA jahAjamamAM gaI! citramAM 720 bhUlo batAvI. chokaro kahe "mane Ape mA-bApane kahe ke "mArI bhUlo batAvaze te cAra bhUla kema kahI ?' bApa kahe ke jo eka sAthe hu sudharIza, nahitara mArI durdazA thaze.' kadAca bhUlo kahI hatI te tuM AgaLa cItarI na zaketa, paNa tamArI beTI bhUla kahe te tame khAnagImAM samAdhAna Aje tArA citramAM 1440 bhUlo che. tuM ziSya karo, paNa jyAM tyAM teonI phajetI nA kare. tarIke lAyaka nathI.' tame mA-bApanA oLAmAM paDaze? zarama Ave Aje vidhAthI nApAsa thAya tenI pharIyAda thAya che? tame sukhI, jyAM svArtha hoya tyAM namo che. che, tame mAstara, mA-bApa, muranI prazaMsA levA jenAthI Avaka hoya te zeThanI meTarano avAja iccho cho. AjanuM dhoraNa-ghaDatara, rItabhAta badhuM sAMbhaLe te ubhA thaI jAva, ane bAraNuM khelanAre vicitra che. tamArA mA-bApane tame pagamAM paDe nokara hovA chatAM bAraNuM pote khele che, pAchA pagale cho ne? A vAta tame moTAonI vAta karuM chuM, cAle che. cha mahInAne mAMde hoya te namra bane che, nAnAnI vAta hAla nathI karate. nAnAne puchIe ane zeThathI nIce bese che. vinayavaMta banI ne chIe te te kahe che ke, "mArA mA-bApa temanA tamAre svArtha hoya tyAM badhuM ja zarama vinA AnaMda mA-bApane page nathI lAgatA." tame meTA tamArA batAvI kare che, mA-bApanI bhakti svArtha vinA, mA-bApane page na lAgatA hovAthI te saMskAra nAnA mukhya pharaja mAnI teo pratye dAsa banI karavI joIe. chokarAomAM paDatA nathI. nAnA chokarAne pUchIe te te kahe che ke " page lAgatA zarama Ave che. AvA AvA aneka guNe pAmI kalyANa sAdho dharaDA mA-bApanI pharIyAda che ke mArA chokarA tenA eja zubha kAmanA. O cAra mahinAthI cAlyA kare che! " amAre bAbe varasano thayo ATha mahinAno hato tyArathI cAle che." gajaba cAlanAre kahevAya! cAra mahinAthI cAlyA kare chatAM hajI thAkata nathI?' - Apane joItI lAsTIka-polIthIna begsa, Tayubsa, kerIyarsa vagere vyAjabI bhAve , | kyAMthI meLavaze? padhAre! meTro polIthIna begsa vakarsa 22-24 anaMtavADI 1le mALe rUma naM. rara muMbaI tA. ka. -uparanA mAla para prInTIMga paNa karI ApavAmAM Ave che. bahAra gAmanA era upara puratuM dhyAna apAya che. grAhakene sateSa ApavuM e amAruM kAma che.
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________________ anubhavanI eraNa parathI kalyANa'nA A vibhAgamAM duniyA tathA dezamAM banatA banAve je akhabArI AlamamAM prasiddhine pAmyA hoya, ne jemAMthI jANavA samajavA jevuM kalyANanA vAMcakone mATe Avazyaka lAge te ame ahiM prasiddha karIe chIe ! pUrvajanmanI hakIkata koI kaI vakhate koI bALakane saMskAranI daDhatAnA kAraNe saMbhavita che, te ja rIte prabhuprArthanA daDhatApUrvaka karavAmAM Ave te hRdayanI nirmalatAthI sapanuM jhera paNa utarI jAya te hakIkata paNa saMbhave che. trIjo strInAM satItvanA prabhAve agni jevI vastu paNa tene sahAya kare te paNa hakIkata bane che, ne tiryaMca paNa vAnara ke koipaNa prANIne mAnava jyAre kraratApUrvaka daMDa kare ke IjA pahoMcADe che te pANImAM paNa vairavRtti jAgavI saMbhavita che, mATe koIpaNa muMgA prANI para lairavRtti na rAkhavI tathA atyAcAra na karavo e AmAMthI bodhapATha maLe che: temaja zIla ke dharmaniSThA yA prabhuprArthanAno prabhAva aAje paNa jIvaMta che. e A nIcenA prasaMge ApaNane samajAve che. te rIte pUrvajanma che, ne A janmamAM karelAM sArAM-narasAM karmo bhavAMtaramAM bhegavavAM paDaze, te paNa sarva koie samajavuM jarUrI che. O. sana pitAne pUrvabhava kahe che chokarAnA pitAne kahI saMbhaLAvatAM temaNe paTaNA : bodhagayAthI pAMca mAIla dUra chokarAne AzvAsana ApyuM ke ApaNe zrI havAI mathaka pAse kSatriya lekanuM gAma che. laMkAnA pravAse jaIzuM ane tArA junA mAtAahiMnA rahIza zrI zivanAthasiMhane tyAM cAra pitA ane bhAIone maLIzuM. ane nahIM te varSa pahelA eka bALakane janma thayo. A temane tArI pAse ahiM lAvazuM. chokare bALakane badhA munuM kahetA. munuM cAra varSa zAMta thayo tenA bIjA divase eka juvAna sudhI ArAmathI rahyo paNa gayA parama divase bhikSa temane daravAje AvIne ubho rahyo, ane jyAre tenI mAtA snAna karAvI rahI hatI kahevA lAgyuM ke sana 1955mAM mArA yuvAnatyAre A chokarAe kahyuM hatuM ke, atyAre bhAInuM mRtyu akasmAtanA kAraNe thayuM hatuM. mArI mAtA tuM che paNa mArI eka mAtA je nADI nAmanA tiSa graMthanA AdhAre meM jANuM mane khUba ja priya che te laMkAmAM rahe che. lIdhuM ke tene janma kayAM thayuM che. Aje cAra temanI sAthe tyAM mArA pitA, guru ane mArA varSathI tene zedhI rahyo chuM ane te A ja : bhAIo paNa che. temanAmAMthI traNa mANaso gAmamAM janme che, ane tenuM ghara paNa Aja cazmA pahere che. pAMca varSa pahelAM huM eka che tenI mane khAtarI thaI che. bauddha bhikSu divasa marI gaye ane pachI tamAre tyAM bALakane laI jaze ema samajI tenA mAtA AvyuM chuM. mArA pUrvajanmanA kuTuMbIone pitA chokarAne bahAra AvavA nahetA detA. paNa jevAnI mArI icchA che, huM tyAM gayA vinA bhikSune avAja sAMbhaLI chokare tyAM deDI jIvI zakIza nahi, mAtAe tamAma vAte AvyuM ane bhAI kahIne bhikSune cuMTI gaye, 8 : C# ' vaiddhaeel) STcharI
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________________ papara H anubhavanI eraNa parathI eka kalAka sudhI bhikSu ane chokarAe ekameka temaNe devarAjane ghare AvIne devarAjane sAthe vAta karI. pachI bhikSue chekarAne kahyuM aMtima saMskAra paMdara divasa sudhI na karavAnI ke, "tuM have A janmanA mAtA-pitAne sukhI salAha ApI ane kaDavA lImaDAnA jhADa nIce karI tArA kartavyanuM pAlana kara. ame te tArA lImaDAnA pAnamAM lAza dATI mukavAnI salAha pUrva zarIranA sahodara ane mAtA-pitA hatA; ApI. pADozI lekee lAza rAkhavAno sakhta have te tArI e navA mAtA-pitA sAthe virodha karatAM zrI tIvArIe kahyuM ke, tame zA sukhathI rahevAnI pharaja che. chokarA sAthe bhikSue mATe bIjAnI jIndagI sAthe ramata kare che? pitAne pheTe paDAvyo ane pite bhikSAmAM "A mANasa paMdara divasa pachI jIvata thaze lAvela sAmAna rAMdhIne tene khavarAvyuM te pachI tyAM sudhI enI lAza saDI jAya, dugadha Ave sAdhu vidAya thaI gaye. sAdhune vidAya ApatI ane mANasa jIvate na thAya to tame mane vakhate bALakanI AMkho AMsuothI ubharAtI jIvate dATI dejo." gurunI vAta ane temane hatI te bolI paNa zakya na hatuM. paNa tejasvI cahere joI loke cUpa thaI gayA. bhikSu tenA para hAtha mUkI tene AzIrvAda paMdara divasane rAta jotajotAmAM pasAra thaI ApI vidAya thaI gayo. zrI zivanAthasiMhanA gayA. lAzamAMthI kaI durgadha na AvI. paMdara kahevA pramANe bhikSu chokarAne samajAvIne gaye divasa purA thayA pachI 16mA divase lAza che tyArathI cheka khUba zAMta ane gaMbhIra A khedIne bahAra kADhavAne gurujIe Adeza rahe che. tenI caMcaLatA bhAgI thaI che. A Ape. lAza bahAra kADhavAmAM AvI. devarAja chokare bauddha bhikSu na banI jAya te mATe uMghI rahyo hoya ema lAgatuM hatuM. DIvAramAM eka kALa jherI sApa zaba pAse Avyo ane ame khAsa takedArI rAkhIe chIe. zabanI cAre tarapha AMTA mArIne cAlyA gaye. pUrvajanmanI tamAma vAta kahenAra gurujI zaba pAse besI maMtra bhaNatA hatAM. chokarA munne jovA mATe leke dUradUrathI Ave Ama ja sApa AvatA ane lAza pAsethI che. chokare badhA sAthe premathI haLemaLe che AMTA mArIne cAlyo jate. Ama traNa divasa ane tamAma praznanA saMtoSajanaka uttara Ape thayuM. cothA divase kALI paDelI lAzane raMga che. tenI carcA dUradUra sudhI phelAI che, tenA badalAI gayuM ane te pitAnA mULa svarUpamAM garIba mAtApitA bALakane laMkAnI saphara karA- AvI gaI. tenA pachI gurujI covIsa kalAka vavAnI IcchA rAkhe che. sudhI zaba para pANI nAMkhavAne Adeza Apyo. 2 : niSkAma prAthanAno camatkAra ghara ane gAmanA leke potapotAnA ghare damAhaH damAhanA amAnA gAmanA rahIza ane kuvA tathA taLAvamAMthI pANI lAvIne zrI devarAja jyAre pUjA mATe pula levA gayA zaba para nAMkhavA lAgyA. cAlIsa kalAka pANI hatA tyAre sApa karaDavAthI mRtyu pAmyA. tene nAMkhavAmAM AvatAM savAre badhA Azcaryacakita mRtyuthI tenA kuTuMbIo uparAMta zrI devarAjanA thaI gayA. vIsa divasa pahelA maraNapathArIvaza guru zrI nAthurAma tIvArIne bhAre duHkha thayuM. thayele devarAja ALasa maraDIne ubhe thaI
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________________ kalyANa : sapTembara 1961 H 553 gaye gurune camatkAra joI badhA leke daMga levA AvelA guMDA ubhI pUMchaDIe nAThAM ane thaI gayA. devarAja sauthI pahelA pitAnA gurunAM daivayegathI koI vastu bhUlI javAthI Ayu vatInA caraNe para ALoTI paDaze. guruzrI nAthurAma pitA paNa te ja rastethI ghera AvI rahyA hatA. tIvArI kahe che ke, devarAjane sApa karaDave e pitAnI putrIne baLatI joI teo AbhA amArA baMnenI bhagavAna para sAcI zraddhAnI banI gayA ane potAnI pAse rahele kAmaLa parIkSA hatI. mArI AbarU na jAya te mATe putrI para nAMkhI dIdhuM. thoDI ja vAramAM Aga jANe kaI deve sAparUpe AvIne devarAjanuM elavAI gaI ane teja kAmaLa zarIre vITA-- jhera cusI laI ene jIvanadAna ApyuM che. guru LIne putrI pitA pAse AvIne ubhI ane ane devarAjanI bhagavadbhaktinI prazaMsA cAre tamAma hakIkata pitAne kahI saMbhaLAvI. Aga tarapha thaI rahI che. joke kahe che ke zrI nAthu. ATalI bhaDake baLatI hovA chatAM putrInuM rAma tIvArI bhagavAnanA bhakta ane bhAre zarIra surakSita joIne pitAnI AMkhamAM harSanAM vidvAna hovA sAthe sarSavidyAnA jANakAra che. AMsuM AvI gayA ane temaNe bhagavAnane paNa teo kIrti IcchatA nathI. atyAra sudhI vaMdana karyuM. pitA-putrI baMne kahe che ke, teo traNane jIvanadAna ApI cukyA che. "amArA lAkha rUpIyAnI AbarU agnidevaAnA pahelAM be bALako hatAM. nAthurAma jaMga- tAe bacAvI che, ane zarIrane AMca paNuM lamAM kuTI banAvI ekAMtamAM rahe che. AvavA dIdhI nahatI A yuvatIne lAMbA, vakhata 3. zIlarakSaNane prabhAva sudhI bhaDake baLatAM ghaNuM lekoe joI hatI tene vIsa vAra ghAghare oDhaNI eLI zarejhAbAdaH jelasara roDa parathI pasAra baLIne khAkha thaI gayA hatA, chatAM tenA thatI eka yuvatInI pAchaLa gAmane nAmacIna zarIrane Aga spazI nahi hovAthI A badamAza lAge. rasto taddana nirjana hate. yuvatIne lake kaI avatArI kanyA mAnavA yuvatI ekalI hovAthI te asahAya hatI guMDe lAgyA che, ane tene jovA mATe leke dUratenI najIka Avato jato hato ane kharAba dUrathI Ave che. cALA karato hato. bacavAne keI upAya na hovAthI yuvatInA moDhAmAMthI moTI cIsa paDAI 4H atyAcArano badalo lIdho gaI, paNa jaMgalamAM sumasAma rastA para tenI AgrA : ahiMnI pIpaLanI meDImAM cIsa sAMbhaLanAra keI na hatuM. guDe AvIne AvelA eka jhADa para varSothI eka vAMdaro pakaDe te pahelAM yuvatIne eka upAya sUjha. rahetuM hatuM. A vAMdaro khUba ja zAMta teNe zIyaLa gumAvavA karatA marI javAne svabhAvane hovAthI AkhA AgrAmAM priya daDha nizcaya karI pitAnI pAse tenA pitAnI hate. ahiMnA rahevAsIonA kahevA pramANe A mAcIsa bIDI pIvAnI hatI tenAthI teNe pitAnA vAMdare gAmamAM koI bimAra thatA keNuM jANe kapaDAmAM Aga lagAvI. yuvatIne kapaDA bhaDake kyAMthI aneka prakAranAM pAMdaDA lAvI bimArane baLavA lAgyA, A dazya joI tenI AbarU tyAM pahoMcI jAya che ane pitAnI bhASAmAM
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________________ 554 : anubhavanI eraNa parathI te davA bimArane ApavAnI araja kare che. vAMdaro temane sUtelA joI gaye ane e ja eja vAMdarAne maNilAla nAmanA eka rITAyara jhADanI junI bhIMta hatI te halAvavA lAgyA. adhikArIe sakhta mAra mAratAM vAMdarA adha- e bhIMtamAMthI eka dazeka zera vajanane patyare me thaI gayA hatA. vAMdarAne vAMka e ja nIkaLIne sIdhe sUI rahelA maNIlAlanA mAthA hatuM ke te maNalilanA patra sAthe ramI rahyo para paDyo ane thoDIvAramAM temanA prANa hatA ane teTalAmAM ja temane potra raDavA nIkaLI gayA. A kRtya karyA pachI vAMdare A lAge. gurUAbAja maNalila eka jADI lAkaDI zahera choDIne kayAMka ajJAta sthaLe cAlyA gaye laIne vAMdarAne mAravA lAgyA ane jyAM sudhI che. vAMdarAnI badalAnI bhayaMkara bhAvanA ane temane hAthe thAkyo nahi tyAM sudhI vAMdarAne badale lIdhA pachI ahiMthI cAlyA javAnI carcA cAre tarapha thAya che. vAMdarAne ahiMnA mAratA rahyA. ghAyala vAMdaro jhADa para caDI gaye gayA leke mAna ApatA hovAthI tenA javAthI ? ane teNe pitAne IlAja karyo. thoDA divasamAM lokone khUba kharAba lAgyuM che. lake kahe che vAMdare sAro thaI gaye ane pahelAnI jema ke vAMdarAnA manamAM paNa keTalI bhayaMkara airavRtti rahevA lAgyA, maNilAlanI vAta paNa leke hoya ane meke jene te ke bhayAnaka badale bhUlI gayA. eka divasa maNilAla bahArathI le che, ane badale lIdhA pachI ahiM na rahevuM AvyA ane thAkIne eka jhADa nIce sUI gayA. joIe, evI samajane A pUrAvo che. makama sImenTa peInTa jAhera saMsthAnA TrasTIone vinaMti je makemi sImenTa-peInTa bahAranA badhA kAmanI divAlane suzobhita ane majabUta banAve che, temaja veTara prapha ane dareka sIjhanamAM rakSaNa Ape te che. anubhavI ane niSNAta peInTa TekanolejIsTanI dekharekha nIce amerIkAnI jANItI kAM. me. kapha enDa Dana peInTa ke parezana nyuyArka-nyujhasInA sahakArathI jAmanagaramAM A raMganuM utpAdana zarU karela che. amArI cAlu kiMmata 50 kelegrAmanA rUA. 117-00 F.O.R. DesTInezana rAkhela che. saMsthAnA upayoga mATe spezIyala kansezana ApIzuM. uparAMta makAnanI aMdaranA bhAganA zaNagAra mATe eIla bAunDa DIsTemparanI kiMmate tenAthI ghaNI ja UMcI jAtane kavarakala phaleTa peInTa paNa vividha AkarSaka raMgamAM maLI zake che. vadhu vigata mATe lakhe. saurASTra peInTasa prAIveTa lI. che. beDIporTa reDa, jAmanagara (gujarAta)
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________________ aSTagraha yoga ane anarthonI AgAhI zrI amRtalAla lakSmIcaMda zAha AgAmI vi. saM. 2018 nA pASa vadi 0)) phebruArI 5-1962 nA divase AkAzamAM makararAzimAM ATha grahe| jemAM thAya che tene aMge dezamAM ghaNA hApAta vadhI rahyo che, vAta-vAtamAM lokA mAlatA saMbhaLAya che ke " bhAi ATha grahe| bhegA thAya che, kharekhara mahAna anarthaM thaze. pRthvIne pralaya thaze' temAMye bhAratanI rAzi makara che, eTale keTalAya loko bhAre AgAhIo karI mUMjhavaNumAM pote mUkAi rahyA che, te bIjAne mUkI rahyA che; A paristhitimAM nyAtiSazAstrInI dRSTiye aSTagrahane aMge zuM paristhiti che? temAM mUMjhAvA jevu zuM che? ityAdi vicAraNA karatA janmabhUmi paMcAMga kAryAlayanA vyavasthApaka zrI amRlAla zAhe je lekha lakhela che, te te baMnnenA saujanmasvIkArapUrNAMka ahi rajU thAya che. agRha yAganI bhaDakAvanArI vArtAthI sava kAie sAvaceta rahI, kALa viSama che, ane paristhiti dinapratidina vadhatI pApabhAvanA, jIvahiMsA, anIti AdinA kAraNe taMga banatI jAya che, e paNa eTaluM ja sAcuM che, chatAM AvA kALamAM paNa dharma zraddApUrvaka tapa, japa tathA dharma pravRttimAmAM sahue ujamALa rahevu hitAvaha che. - kalyANu ' nA vAMcakAne aSTagraha yAgane aMge jANavA jevuM maLe e dRSTiye AgAmI akAmAM paNu avasare Ane aMge upayAgI sAhitya rajU thatu raheze. isvIsana 1962 nA phaibruArI mAsamAM nirayana pati pramANe navamAMthI ATha graho makara rAzimAM bhegA thatA hoI vizvabharanA jyAtiSIonuM dhyAna te tarapha kendrita thayuM hAi A yAganA phaLanI vicAraNA vidyAneA karI rahyA che. A yAganuM mULa darzAvatA ghaNA lekhA sAmayikAmAM A agAu prasiddha thaI gayA che. keTalAkAe te| A ceAganA pariNAme samasta pRthvInA nAza thavAnuM tema ja trIjA vizvayuddhanA bhaDakA thai temAM vizvanI cothA bhAganI prajAneA nAza thavAnI AgAhI paNa karela che. chelle chelle iTalInA agamyavAdIonI AgAhIothI janatAmAM bhAvinI ani zritatAne kAraNe kutuhala mizrita bhayanI lAgaNI UbhI thavA pAmela che. hAlanI vizvanI ThaMDA yuddhanI taMga paristhiti paNa AmAM umerA karI rahela hAI A yoga sabaMdhI jyotiSazAstranA AdhAre mAgadazana ApavA mATe aneka vAMcakonA patrA AvatA hoI janatAne mAna ApavA tathA vidvAna phaLa jyAtiSIone sazAdhana mATe Avazyaka evI gaNitaviSayaka mAhitI phaLAdeza sAthe ApavAnA prayatna A lekhamAM karavAmAM Avela che. bhUtakAlanA gAlayeAga kApaNu eka rAzimAM sAta-ATha grahe eka sAthe cita ja Ave che. chellAM sAtasA vamAM AvA koi grahayAga banela nathI. prAcIna itihAsa sAthe graha sthitinuM gaNita tapAsatAM i. sa. 1681mAM kanyArAzimAM A pramANenI ATha grahanI yuti thai hatI, pUrvAcAryAMnI mAnyatA mujaba bhArata para kanyA ane makara rAzinA amala che. A cegane pariNAme yoga thayA bAda eka varSInA gALAmAM kutubuddInanI AgevAnI heThaLa paradezIee uttara bhArata para vijaya meLavyA hatA. mahamada dhArInu AkramaNa paNa A samaya daramyAna thayu hatuM ane meTI saMkhyAmAM hiMduone muslima dhama baLajabarIthI aMgIkAra karAvavAmAM AvyA hatA. A yegane pariNAme bhArata jevA dezanA ghaNA bhAgeAnI prajAe yAtanAo sahana karI ane svataMtratA gumAvI. AvA yeAgonI asara lAMkhe samaya cAlatI hoI yAga zarU thatAM pahelAM ane pUrNa thayA bAda paga ghaNA samaya sudhI tenI asara anubhavAtI rahe che. vizvanA itihAsa para dRSTipAta karatAM A yAga pachI jagaprasiddha kruseDa
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________________ | ja ka & | 6 : ( 1 ) ? R | de che 2 . da ha | Ta 9 2 che ! 2 0 | 6 - | pU. phA. a & ? | nakSatra zravaNa zravaNa A 8 | zravaNa dhani. | dhani. ! < ! zravaNa | K | u.SA. | dhani. | - | dhani. | - | zravaNa 0 | Ale - | dhani. | maghA | 8 | - | vizI. A?! R | Po 'papa6 aSTagraha vega ane ananI AgAhI dharmayuddha AvyuM hatuM. A vega samaye sUryagrahaNa paNa saM. 2018nI piSa vadi amAvasyA tA. 5 hatuM, paraMtu te khaMDagrAsa hatuM. - phebruArI 1962 sTAM. 05-40 sabhya thAya che. I. sa. 1934nA jAnyuArInA tA. 15 saMvata ayanAMza 23-10-29? 1990nA piSa amAne makara rAzimAM cha he bhegA thayA hatA. temAM zukra tathA guru bahAra hoI te samaye sa. caM. meM. bu. gu. zu za| rA| ke | e yoganI asara svarUpe bihAramAM dharatIkaMpa thaI rAzi 09 09 0909090909 0309040604 moTuM nukasAna thavA pAmyuM hatuM. uparanA be prasaMgone aiMza 22 22 082 32 52412424052016 laIne grahonA baLanI guNavattA anusAra 1962nA |kalA 23 23 0206/172 2850504 308/07 yoganI vicAraNA karavI joIe. vikalA 17 27 2305245951/1152144 37 makara rAzimAM aSTaprahAga 6090546 7re 147507030 2020 50 47401721/180211113414 " ATha graho makara rAzimAM eka samaye ane eka vama A sAthe dAkhala thatA na hoi tenI vicAraNA mATe dareka graha makara rAzimAM kyAre pravezIne kayAM sudhI rahe che, te jANavAnuM Avazyaka che, tenI mAhitI ane nIce mujaba che. sau prathama dAkhala thatA grahane A mamAM prathama laI chelle AvanArane chello mUkavAmAM nava. ka ka mA mili sima ku ti va ma |i Avela che. graha praveza tArIkhathI tArIkha sudhImAM geloga ane tenuM phaLa guru tA. 10-2-1961 thI 24-2-1962 uparanA grahasthiti jotAM jaNAze ke makara rAzimAM zani tA. 7-10-1961 thI hevA chatAM badhA graha eka ja vibhAgamAM AvatA ketu tA. 1-11-1961 thI na heI grahanA be vibhAga paDI jAya che. makara budha tA. 3- 1-1962 thI 10-3-1962 rAzinA pahelA paMdara aMzanuM svarUpa mRganuM che ane sUrya tA. 14-1-1962 thI 12-2-1962 teno amala va tathA jaMgalo temaja bhUmitala para zukra tA. 16-1-1962 thI 9--1962 che. makara rAzinA uttarArdhanuM svarUpa magaranuM che ane maMgaLa tA. 24-1-1962 thI 4-3-1962 tenA nivAsa nadI, jaLAzaya tathA kinArAnA pradezamAM caMdra tA. 3-2-1962 thI 5-2-1962 che. makara rAzinuM pUrvArdha vanacara tathA uttarArdha jaLa cara che. makara rAzi sarasvabhAvanI, pRthvI tatvanI - 'uparanI tArIkhe lakSamAM letAM sau prathama makara bI. rAtribalI, sama ane pRthvodaya che tathA dakSiNa rAziMmAM guru tA. 10-2-1961 nA divase Ave ? dizAnuM Adhipatya bhogave che. dhAtuo para tene che. tyAra bAda tenI sAthe zani bhaLe che, ane amala che. vyApArI varga ane kAmadAro para tenuM pachIthI anukrame tu, budha, sUrya, zukra, maMgaLa tathA prabhutva che. sonuM ane jhaverAta tenAM dravyo che.. caMdra bhaLatAM A yoganI asara jAnyuArI phebruArI 1962 daramyAna baLavattara banI rahe che. A uparAMta AcArya varAhamihiranA nAbhasa yogomAM eka sa, 2018nA poSa vadi 30 ravivAranA divase rAzimAM sAta graho tene gelayoga tarIke varNavela che makara rAzimAM khagrAsa sUryagrahaNa thatuM hoya te paNa ane jAtakaparave tenuM phaLa baLavAna, mithyAvAdI, A yoganI asaramAM vadhAro karanAra bane che. ane zaktine kSaya, vadhAre mahenata ane ocho lAbha
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________________ kalyANaH sapTembara 1961 : papa7 ApI muzkelIo vadhAranAra bane che. mAnasAgarImAM uparAMta maMgaLanI paNa te ucca rAzi hoI maMgaLa, saptagrahayoganuM phaLa tejasvI, vizvamAM AgaLa Ava- paNa ahIM saMpUrNa baliSTa banyo che. zani-maMgaLanI nAra, prabhAvazALI, satyano pakSa lenAra, dAtA tathA yuti tA. 7 phebruArIe zravaNa nakSatramAM thAya che. ' dhanavAna tarIke varNavela che. je bhAvamAM traNathI vadhAre tethI kAmadAravarga ane sattAdhIzo vaccenA jhaghaDA graho sAthe rahelA hoya te bhAvanI puSTi thaI baLavAna ugra bane ane temAM kAmadArone vadhAre sahana karavuM thavAnuM paNa AcAryoe kahela che. prasavanI pIDA paDe. zravaNa nakSatramAM A be pApagrahonI yuti pachI ja putrajanmano AnaMda jema mAtA meLave che anAjanI moMghavArI vadhAranAra tathA ghauMnA pAkanI tema sukha, zAMti ane samRddhino AnaMda AvA nAza karanAra bane. uparAMta dharatIkaMpa, pavananA dhama gonI agniparIkSA pachI ja maLe che. bhAratanI sAthe temaja javALAmukhI phATavAno saMbhava rahe. A makara rAzi hoI temAM thate A yoga bhArata badhuM chatAM temaja A baMne krUra grahonuM yuddha hovA mATe nAzakAraka nahi paraMtu agniparIkSAne chatAM koI paNa graha potAnA sthAnane nAza na karato aMte pragatidAyaka bane tema che. hovAthI ahIM sarvanAza thavAno ke mahA pralaya thavAno saMbhava ocho rahe che. mayUracitraka"mAM eka rAzimAM sAta graho ekatra thatAM banatA gelayoganuM phaLa dukALa, dhULanAM tephAno, sUryanI saradArI nIce budha, gurU tathA zukra jevA rAka pIDA varNavela che. e uparAMta zravaNa tathA zubha graho ketu sahita makara rAzinA uttarArdhamAM dhaniSThA nakSatramAM golayogane mATe moTI sattAmAM rahela che. ahIM gurU nIya banela che tema ja te nAza, mahAmArI rogano upadava, prajAne bhaya, pUrvanA ja astano hoI nirbaLa che. zukra paNa astana ane dezone pIDA, ghauMnA pAkane nukazAna ane pRthvInI budha paNa astane hoI A zubha graho zubha phaLa zAMtipriya prajAne pIDA tathA mahAyuddhano saMbhava darzana ApavAne azaktimAna hoI zubhaphaLanI AzA vela che. prAcIna graMthanA AvA phaLAdezane kAraNa rAkhavI vadhu paDatI che. rAhu ane ketu vacce moTe janatA svAbhAvika rIte ja vyAkuLa bane temAM navAI pharaka che. rAhu tyAra thayelI imAratane teDI nAMkhI nathI. paraMtu mayUracitraka tathA graMthomAM pratyeka rAzi bhAMgaphoDa karanAra graha che. ahIM rAhune badale tuM paratve A yoganuM bhinnabhinna phaLa varNavAyela nathI hovAthI janatAnI yAtanAo ochI thAya che: dareka yoganuM phaLa rAzi paratve jAdu hovAnuM nizcita. tA. 3 jI phebruArIe guru tunI yuti che tA. 4 nA paNuM anubhavAya che. te anusAra dezakALano vicAra budha-zukra tathA budha ketunI yuti che. tA. 5 mI nA karI rAzi, nakSatra tathA baLAbaLano vicAra karIne zukra-ketunI yuti thAya che. A yogomAM eka vadhArAnuM phaLAdezanI vicAraNA karavI vadhAre yogya thaze. tatva kALasarpayoganuM umerAya che. A golayoganI zarUAtamAM badhA graho rAhu-kta vacce rahela hoI aSTasahayoganuM phaLa kALasarpaga thAya che ane A badhuM jANe ochuM. kUrmacakra mujaba zravaNa dhaniSThAmAM vAyavya prAMta, adhUruM hoya tema piSa amAsanuM sUryagrahaNa paNa pazcima pAkistAna, paMjAba tathA uttara pradeza Ave te arasAmAM ja thAya che. zravaNu tathA dhaniSThA che. zravaNa-tathA dhaniSThA baMne cala nakSatro, hoi nakSatramAM A grahaNuM thAya che. uparanA badhA yogonuM zravaNa deva guNanuM dhaniSThA rAkSasagaNanuM nakSatra che. upara baLAbaLa vicAratAM tenI asara nIce pramANe thavAnuM ' darzAvela grahayogonA be vibhAgomAM pahelA vibhAgamAM jaNAya che-- zani tathA maMgaLa rahelA che. makara rAzi zaninI bhAratanI makara rAzi che, bhAratanI rAzimAM ja - pitAnI rAza hoI ahIM zani baLavAna bane che. galaga tathA grahaNa thatuM hovAthI lokazAhIne
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________________ papa8H aNagraha yuga ane anarthonI AgAhI bhayarUpa bane tevA tatve mAthu UMcake. vAhanavyavahAramAM grahaNanI asara vicAravA mATe bhArata prajAsattAka bhAMgaphoDanA pariNAme jAnahAni thavA pAme. sTImaro tA. 26-1-1950 sTAM. TA. 10-18 samaye jAhera DubavAnA banAva bane. bihAra, uttarapradeza, orissA, thayuM te samayanI kuMDalI tathA saMvata 2019nAM pauSa nepALa tathA bhutAnanI sarahada para himAlaya pArathI amAnta tA. 5-2-1962 sTAM TA. 06-30nI nyu humalAnI saMbhAvanA hoI sAvacetI laIne bhArate dilhInI kaMDalI ahIM Apela che. bhArata prajAsattAkanI sarahada para saMrakSaNabaLa vadhAravAnuM rahe. makara sUrya kuMDalImAM mIna lagna hoI makara rAzi tenA agiyAramAM vyaktio mATe A samaya kaTokaTIne bane. pAki- stharanamAM AvatI hoI A ATha grahone yoga stAnanI prajAne vadhu sahana karavuM paDe. cInanA prajAsattAka kuMDalInA agiyAramAM sthAnamAM thAya che. AkramaNano bhaya rahe. agni eziyAnA pradezone pUrvAcAryoe agiyAramAM sthAnamAM rahela grahone tathA azAMti anubhavavI paDe. moTI sattAonA dhanane agiyAramAM sthAna parathI gocaramAM pasAra thatA dhumADe zastro pAchaLa thatAM temanI paNa Arthika sthiti grahone zubhaphaLadAyaka varNavela che. nabaLI bane. svataMtra thayelA pachAta pradezonI muzkelIomAM vadhAro thaI A samaya eTalA purato medinIya jyotiSamAM agiyAramAM sthAnamAM lokakaTokaTIno bane, gaMbhIra rogacALAthI mRtyupramANa vadhe. sabhA, kAyadA tathA mitradeza saMbaMdho jovAya che. luMTaphATa vadhavA pAme ane dhanavAnanuM dhana eAchuM thavA navanavAnAnuM vana arNi thavA ahI roja zanimaMga ahIM rahela zani-maMgaLa amuka mitra kahevaDAvatAM pAme. ghauMnA pAkane nukazAna thavAthI ghauMnI achata achata deza taraphathI nukazAnakAraka pravRttio ke Akramaka vadhAre jaNAya. gujarAtamAM anAjanI achata vadhAre pagalAM levAvAnA spaSTa nirdeza kare che. te ja pramANe pramANamAM rahe. cInamAM utpAta thAya. siMdhamAM sattA lokasabhAmAM paNa virodha pakSa taraphathI sarakArI nIti paranI sarakAra sAme virodha ugra bane. mahAsattAo ane pagalAMone virodha thavAnuM sUcana kare che, vacce potAnA dezothI judAM kSetromAM athaDAmaNa thavA paraMtu makara rAzinA uttarArdhamAM sUryanI AgevAnI pAme ane temAM jAnamAlanI hAni anubhavAya, hathi- heThaLa rahelA caMdra budha-guru tathA zukranuM jUtha Akramaka yAronA saMgrahano bhAMgapheDathI nAza thavA saMbhava rahe. pagalAMone mArI haThAvavAmAM ane bhAratanI AjhAdIne mArgazIrSa zukalapakSamAM tithino kSaya prajAne pIDAkArI AgaLa vadhAravAmAM sarakArane saphaLatA maLavAnuM temaja kRSNapakSamAM tithivRddhi yuddhabhaya UbhuM karanAra sUcana kare che. ahIM budha, guru tathA zukra traNe bane. bhAratamAM kAmadAravargane asaMtoSa vadhatAM sUryathI AgaLa rahelA hoI sattA paranI sarakArane sattAdhIze ane kAmadAro vacce athaDAmaNe ubhI madada rUpa banI rahe che. prAcIna graMthomAM sUryathI thAya. temAM kAmadArone sahana karavuM paDe. uparanuM badhu pAchaLa rahelA graho phaLa ApavAmAM nirbaLa tathA lakhANa yAtanAmaya bhAvi sUcavatuM hovA chatA sayathI AgaLa rahelA graho phaLa ApavAmAM baLavAna ArthAnuM eka kiraNa A grahayogamAM rahela che, te gaNAyA hoi, uparanuM phaLakathana zAstrane anusarIne makara rAzimAM svagRhI banatA zani ane uccane rajA karela che. banate maMgaLa jema koI dhara ke AzrayasthAnane nAza na kare tema ahIM rahela maMgaLa-zani A badhI yAtanAo vacce paNa vizvane rakSavAnA kAryamAM jAtaka para jenA janma samaye zravaNa tathA madazapa banaze ane tethI mahApralaya ke sarvanAza dhaniSThA nakSatrano caMdra hoya ke jemanI janmarAzi thavAno saMbhava jaNAtuM nathI. makara hoya temanA mATe A samaya Arogya bagADa nAra, dehakaSTa lAvanAra temaja takalIpha lAvanAra bhArata prajAsattAkanI kuMDalI para uparanA aTa- banaze.
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________________ pU. pAda paMnyAsajI mahArAjazrI padmavijayajI mahArAjanuM duHkhada dehAvasAna pU. paMnyAsajI zrI padmavijayajI mahArAjanuM gata zrA. va. 11 magaLavAre apeAre 15 vAge samAdhipUrvaka dehAvasAna thatAM zrI saMghane eka muniratnanI mahAna khATa paDayAnI noMdha letAM amane du:kha thAya che. saddagata pU. paMnyAsajI mahArAjazrI lagabhaga samasta sAdhu samudAyA ane keTalAya sadyAmAM prasiddha hatA, kemake eozrIne chellA keTalAka varasAthI kensarano mahAvyAdhi ane tenA ceAge keTalIya mahAna vedanA hatI. chatAM khUba zAMti-samatA sAthe sahana karatA hatAM. eezrInA janma amadAvAda kALuzInI pALanA bhagata cImanalAla manasukharAmane tyAM vi. saM. 1969 mAM suzIla zrAvikA bhUrIbenanI kukSIe thayelA. nAma pApaTalAla hatuM. pitAzrI cImanabhAI kAkila kaMThe pUjAe bhaNAvanAra tarIke prasiddha hatA. emanA tathA kuLanA dharmiSThapaNAne laIne peApaTalAle dhamanA uttama saMskAra uparAMta vyAvahArika meTrika sudhInI keLavaNI pAmI, pU. pAda AcAryadeva zrI vijyapremasUrIzvarajI mahArAjanI pAse mahAna nairAgyanA ceAge peAtAnA moTAbhAI kAMtilAla (hAla paM. zrI bhAnuvijayajI ma.) sAthe vi. sa. 1991 nA pAsa suH 12 bhAgavatI dIkSA aMgIkAra karI bhAInA ziSya tarIke munirAja zrI padmavijayajI mahArAja banyA. Akhu sAdhujIvana e pU. AcArya devazrInI khAsa sevAmAM rahyA. gurusevAnA kevA ruDA pratApa, ke dIkSA bAda lagabhaga 12 mAsamAM emaNe zrI siddhahemathyAkaraNa 6000 zlAka pramANu kaMThastha karI 18 hajArI zrRvRttinA abhyAsa karyAM, pachI kAvya-kAza karI TUMka samayamAM nyAyanA tathA prakaraNanA abhyAsa karyA ane AgamA yAvat chedra sUtreAnuM sArUM parizIlana karyuM. nizItha ane vyavahArasUtra jevA mahAna AgamanI noMdheA karI. emaNe jIvanamAM tyAgavRtti suMdara vikasAvI hatI; temaja vardhamAna tapa AyakhilanI 36 eLI tathA khIjI tapazcaryA sArI karI hatI. sArI takhIyatamAM nitya ekAzana karatA. dIkSAnA khIjA varasathIya jAvajjIva mATe phaLa mAtrane tyAga karela. emaNe vaiyAvacca ane sahAnubhUti guNuthI nAnA--meATA munionA sArA sadbhAva prApta karelA. sahiSNutA guNamAM ekkA hatA, enA pratApe kaThora sAdhanA mAne e sArI rIte sAdhI zakatA hatA. emanI ceAgyatA joI bIjA viDela munie sAthe emane vi. sa. 2011mAM gaNipadma tathA 2015mAM paMnyAsapade ArUDha karavAmAM AvyA.
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________________ emanAM mukhethI gaMdhava sure stavana sajjhAyeA sAMbhaLavAnI eka taka manAtI. vyAkhyAna paNa suMdara vairAgyabharyo e karatA. kanI kevI vicitratA che ke AvA bALabrahmacArI ane varSanA saMyamIne lagabhaga 8 varSa pUrve kensaranA roga lAgu thayA. enI pahelI pArakha muMbainA prasiddha DaoN. hirabhAie karI jemaNe tyArathI Aja sudhI niHsvArthI kiMmatI sevAo ApI che. pahelA humalAmAMthI tA bacAva thaI paraMtu cAreka varSa pachI kensara upaDayuM. te pachI mAthAnA asahya duHkhAvA, mAM para AMcakA, kAnamAM meATI ghaTI jevA ghararara avAja, mukhanA jamaNA bhAga para lakavAnI asara, ulaTI, 'khAMsI, k vagere pIDAe rahyA karatI. surendranagaramAM gaLethI utAravAnuM baMdha thatAM gesTrosTAmI karI peTamAM naLI mUkavAmAM AvI. AvI badhI pIDAo vacce paNa emaNe amadAvAdamAM 14 upavAsa, surendranagaramAM 24, piMDavADAmAM 13 tathA zivagajamAM 30 lAJaTa upavAsa karyA hatA. devaguru ane tapa-sAdhanAnA ajaba prabhAve anekavAra AkharI jevI sthitimAMthI e ugarI gayA hatA ane DAkaTaronI AgAhI khATI paDI hatI. muMbaImAM DA. hirabhAi, DaoN. drutarI, DaoN. jayaMtilAla, amadAvAdamAM DA. dinakarabhAi, surendranagaramAM DaoN. buca, zivagaMjamAM DhA. ke. je. zAhe ghaNI ghaNI sevAo ApI hatI. chelle paDavADAmAM sarakArI DokaTara paNa lAgaNIbharI TrITamenTa karatA. chellA keTalAka vakhatathI zvAsanI bhAre takalIpha, joradAra khAMsI, kayAreka kayAreka ulaTI, vagere chatAM, AtmahitanuM zravaNu vAMcana teozrI sArU karatA. bahu azakta thayA pachI paNa navakAra, arihaMta, cattAri maMgalanuM zravaNa cAhIne mAgIne khUba khUba karatA. 6 bharI sthitimAM emanI zAMti tathA samatA joine gAme gAmanA bhAvikAne emAM pUrvakAlanA muninA darzana thatAM. emanI anumodanA nimitto catuvidha sa Mghe lagabhaga 2-3 karADa svAdhyAya, hajArI sAmAyika, AMkhela-ekAzana-zubha mAge dhanavyaya, vagere kahyu hatuM. zrAvaNa vada 11nA apeAre hajI tA navakAra tathA arihaMtapadanuM cAhIne zravaNa karatA hatA, eTalAmAM zvAsanI takalIpha ekadama vadhI ane name arihaMtANunA ghASa sAMbhaLatAM emanA jIvanadIpaka bUjhAI gayA. piMDavADA saMghe dhAmadhUmathI emanA dveSane zibikAmAM kADhI, suMdara prakAre aMtima svAdhyAyanA temane eTaleA badhA rasa hato ke upavAsomAM paNa Avazyaka cuNi-saMskAra karyAM hatA. dhanya hA evA saMyamI tyAgI tapasvI mahAtmAne! jIvAbhigama jevA AgamA emaNe vAMcyA hatA. vaLI upavAsAmAM tathA te sivAya pIDAe chatAM arihaMtanuM dhyAna tathA jApa paNa adbhuta karatA.
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________________ _I "HILLI 1 AM ke na, - A TIMLI , pAka DI\\\ ' 'ill - R zraddhAMjali samarpita karI: muMbaI khAte mArgadarzaka ane udhAraka gumAvyA che. have emanA janasamAjanI lagabhaga 70 jeTalI saMsthAonA Adarza upara cAlavAne ApaNe prAraMbha karIe." upakrame eka virATa sabhA goDIjInA janaupAzrayamAM tyArabAda zrI kumudabahene tathA zrImatI marcanTa guma che. yAda AcAryadeva zrImad vijayalamaNasUrIzvarajI mahuM li gAI hatI. pU. munirAjazrI haribhadravijayajIe mahArAjazrInA adhyakSasthAne maLI hatI, jemAM pU. jaNAvela ke, "pU. pAda zrIne gUmAvatAM ApaNe pAda samartha zAsana dhuraMdhara parama prabhAvaka sva. sarvasva gumAvyuM che.' pU. paMnyAsajI ma. zrI kItiAcAryadeva zrImad vijayalabdhisUrizvarajI mahArAja vijayajI gaNivare "pU. A. bha. zrIne satata tathA pU. pAda sva. AcArya mahArAja zrI dAnasAgara svAdhyAya premane varNavyo hato. ne cAra paMkitanuM sUrIzvarajI mahArAjane zraddhAMjali arpaNa thaI hatI. kAvya bolyA hatA. " guruvara jJAnadAtA kayAM cAlyA ? A sabhAmAM pU. AcArya mahArAjazrI vijayadhama zrI saMdhane raDate mUkI have kayAM tame cAyA? surIzvarajI mahArAja Adi paNa padhArela. prAraMbhamAM he guruvarya kayAM tame cAlyA ? tyArabAda A. bha. zrInA zrI dhIrajalAla zAhe deza-videzanA A prasaMge nikaTatama ziSyaratna pU. paM. bha. zrI vikramavijayajI AvelA tAronI TuMka neMdha tathA mahotsavanA samA- gaNivare hRdayasparzI zradhdhAMjali vyakta karatAM jaNAcAra ApyA hatA. jemAM jainazAsananA saMkhyAbaMdha vela ke zAsananA ziratAja svarge sidhAvyA. teozrI pU. AcAryadevanA tAra saMdezAo hatA ane aMtima saMdezAmAM jaNAvI gayA che ke, guNAnurAga rAjakoTa. pIMDavADA, AkolA ityAdi sthaLAmAM thayela zIkhaje teozrIne svAdhyAya prema, satyaprema tathA zAMtinAtra sahita aDhAI mahotsavanA samAcAra hatA. zAsanaprema kharekhara advitIya hatA." tyArabAda pU. bAda rAvabahAdura zrI jIvatalAla pratAparIe pitAnI munirAjazrI yazovijayajI mahArAje jaNAvela ke, bhAvabharI aMjalI ApI hatI. tyArabAda bhAratanI pU. A. bha. zrInuM jIvana eka mahekatI kitAba rAjasabhAnAM mAnanIya sabhya zrI ke. ke. zAhe pU. samuM hatuM. pU. A. bha. zrI dAnasAgarasUrijI. ma. ne AcAryadevazrIne aMjali ApatAM jaNAvyuM hatuM ke, aMge jaNAvela ke, emanAmAM samatA, saraLatA vagere jJAna, ane vijJAnano upayoga je virAga mATe na guNa hatA. pU. A. zrI vijayadharmasUrIzvarajI mahArAje thAya te vinAza sarjAya, pU. A. bha. zrInA jaNAvela ke, " janma-maraNa te saMsArano niyama che, vairAgya, jJAna tathA tyAgane temaNe biradAvyA hatA. phUla karamAya paNa suvAsa mUkI jAya che te pU. bAda zrI goviMdajI jevata khenAe pU. A. bha. zrInA AcArya bhagavaMte suvAsa mUkI jAya temAM zuM guNAnuvAda karyA hatA. pU. sva. dharmadhuraMdhara suridevanA Azcarya ? aMtamAM temaNe suvAsane ApaNuM jIvanamAM nikaTanA bhakta ane pU. pAdazInAM puNyadehane aMtima utAravA apIla karI hatI. pramukhasthAnethI pU. pAda saMskAra karanAra zrAddhavarya zrI kAMtilAla kezavalAla AcArya bha. zrI vijayalakSaNasUrIzvarajI mahArAje kApaDIyAe bharAyelAM haiye belatA jaNAvyuM hatuM ke, pitAnI zraddhAMjali samarpita karatAM pharamAvela ke, pU. A. bha. zrInAM nikaTa paricayamAM AvatAM mane "pU. A. bha. zrInAM guNonuM varNana karavA besuM te teozrAmAM anekAneka adUbhUta guNanAM darzana thayAM divaso, varSo joie. teozrInI zIgha kavitvanI hatAM. teozrImAM sarva pratye samabhAva koI apUrva zaktio apUrva hatI. mulatAnanA pradezamAM teozrIe hate. eozrIne gumAvavAthI ApaNe ghaNuM gumAvyuM eka-eka sabhAmAM 500500 mANasane mAMsAhAra che. vizeSa rIte mArA kuTuMba ne meM eka vaDila tyAga karAvyo hato. teozrInI zArIrika asamA
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________________ 566 : samAcAra-sAra dhimAM paNa mAnasika-AtmasamAdhi ApaNane mArga ciMtAmaNi kalikAlakalpatarU zrI zaMkhezvara pArzvanAthajInA darzana ApI jAya che.' bAda teozrIe saMdhamAM aikaya ame bhAI-baheno 16 thayela hatA. pU.zrInI mATe sarva koIne prayatnazIla banavA preraNA karI hatI. preraNAthI ne vyAkhyAmamAM zrI zaMkhezvarajI mahAtIrthane , , mahimA sAMbhaLIne jIdagImAM jeo mahA muzkelI - aMte zrI vADIlAla catrabhuja gAMdhIe sabhAnuM ne ekAsaNuM karI zakanArI paNa A tapamAM joDAyA Ayojana karanAra 70 saMsthAone tathA anyAnya hatA. zrAvaNa sudi 13nA divase vorA bAbubhAI sarvano AbhAra mAnyo hato. aMte zrI kezavalAla bhagavAnajI mAvajI khAMDavALA taraphathI tapasvIonA mehanalAle sva. pU. A. bha.zrIne atipriya zrI nava aMtara pAraNA thayela zrI. sudi 14thI tapano prAraMbha kAra maMtranI dhUna bahuja bhAvavAhI zailIye gavaDAvI thayela. savAre pratikramaNa, devavaMdana, snAtra pUjA vyAhatI. bAda sabhAnuM visarjana thayela. khyAna zravaNa, jApa, devavaMdana, bapore pU. mahArAja* navakAra mahAmaMtrane pratyakSa camatkAra : zrI prabhupArzvanAtha bhagavAnanuM jIvanacaritra mananIya pATaNa (gujarAta) nivAsI zAha kezavalAla kAlIdAsa zIlAmAM pharamAvatA, bAda zrI zaMkhezvara pArzvanAthanA (saMDo) jeo zrI navakAra mahAmaMtra pratye ananya guNagAna saMgItanA sAja sAthe jApa, devavaMdana, pratizraddhA dharAve che. satata navakAramaMtranuM teo raTaNa kramaNa e rIte traNe divase upAzrayamAM zrI zaMkhezvara rAkhe che. teo muMbaI khAte pU. A. bha.zrI vijaya pArzvanAthanI ArAdhanAmAM sarva koI ullAsapUrvaka labdhisUrijI ma.nAM darzanArthe nIkaLela. rastAmAM cAra besI jatA. A ArAdhanA ne tapamAM 10 varSanA rastA para phulapIDamAM moTara AvatI hatI, temane bALaka-bAlikAothI mAMDI 65 varSanA vayovRddha khyAla nahi paNa teo to navakAramaMtranI dhUnamAM ja sudhI bAla, yuvAna, prauDha tathA vRddho joDAyA hatA. jatA hatA. navakAramaMtranA puNyaprabhAve meTarane aka- aMjAra zaheranA itihAsamAM A tapanI ArAdhanA smAta thatA rahI gayo, ne temane kazI ijA thaI nahi abhUtapUrva thaI hatI. zrI zaMkhezvara pArzvanAthanA temane niyama che ke, sApa karaDe ke game te vikaTa phATA sanmukha traNa divasa-rAta akhaMDa dhUpa, dIpa prasaMga Ave toye navakAramaMtra sivAya bIjo koIja sAthe eka eka ArAdhakane 12aaaa hajArano jApa thayela. upacAra karAvavo nahi. ane navakAra mahAmaMtra pratyenI snAtrapUjA paNa dararoja ThATha-mAThathI bhaNAvAtI hatI. zrI zaMkhezvara pArzvanAthanA pheTAnA vAsakSepapUjana AvI ananya zraddhAnA prabhAve teo aneka saMkaTo AdinI tathA snAtrapUjAnI uchAmaNI ghaNI sArI mAMthI pAra paDayA che, uttarottara temanA AtmAmAM e trAdhirAja pratye nirmala zraddhA vadhatI ja rahe thayela. traNa divasamAM 150 maNa ghInI upaja thayela. badhAyane tapazcaryA ullAsapUrvaka thaI hatI. che. teo deva tathA murubhaktimAM tathA jIvadayAnA pU. paMnyAsajI mahArAje paNa aThThamanI tapazcaryA karI hatI kAryamAM tana, mana tathA dhanane sAro bhega Ape temaja pU. munirAjazrI caMdraprabhavijayajI ma.zrIne che. temanA gharamAMthI eonA dharmapatnIe, temanA aThThama hate ekaMdare pU. sAdhu-sAdhvI zrAvaka-zrAvikA suputrIe tathA putrInI putrIe Ama traNe jaNe ema catuvidha saMdhamAM A tapazcaryA dIkSA aMgIkAra karI che, jeo mahAtapasvI tathA abhUtapUrva thayela. tapasvIone uttara pAraNAnA divase zrA. vadi AtmAthI che. 2 nA savAra-bapora be vakhata pAraNAno lAbha verA zaMkhezvara pArzvanAthanA aThThamanI ArA- bAbubhAI bhagavAnajI khAMDavALAe udAratApUrvaka lIdhe dhanA : pU. pAda paMnyAsajI mahArAja zrI kanaka- hatA. tapasvIone judA-judA bhAI-bahene taraphathI judI vayajI gaNivarazrInI zubha nizrAmAM aMjAra (kaccha) judI prabhAvanA thayela jemAM rokaDa rUA. 9ne bAkI khAte teozrInA zubha upadezathI pragaTa prabhAvI aciMtya- 3 rUA.nI vastuo thaI ekaeka tapasvIne 12 rU.nI
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________________ prabhAvanA thaI hatI, 75 dharanA nAnA saMdhamAM A ttapazcaryAM kharekhara sarvAM kASTane anumeAdanIya banI hatI. parvAdhirAjanI ArAdhanAnA samAcAra : parvAdhirAja zrI pApanI ArAdhanAnA gAmegAma, tathA zahere zaheranA samAcAra dara vakhate amArA aMkamAM prasiddha karIe chIe. pazu A vakhate akate poSTanA niyamAnusAra amAre tA. 20-9-61nI Aju-bAjumAM prasiddha karavAnA hovAthI paryuSaNa, lagabhagamAM ja aMka taiyAra karavAne hAvAthI ame parvAdhirAjanI ArAdhanAnA samAcAra pragaTa karI zakayA nathI. te| vAMya tathA samAcAra mokalanArA sarva kAi ' kalyANa' pratye lAgaNI dharAvanArA amane kSamA Ape! havethI niyamita saghaLA amArA para mAkalAtA samAcArene ame yathAzakaya kalyANa 'mAM prasiddha karavA dhaTatu karIzuM, enI sa kAi noMdha le,' . ' kalyANa"nuM navuM saranAmuM : ' kalyANa' mAM prasiddhine mATe samAcAra mekalanArAe tathA ' kalyANa'te aMge koipaNa prakAranA vyavahAra karavA IcchanArA sarva kAne namra vina Mti che, ke have tee save kalyANanA zubhecchako kalyANunI mukhya epIsa vaDhavANu zahera khAte hovAthI te sIranAme patravyavahAra dhyAdi kare. menejara zrI kalyANa prakAzana maMdira De, zIyANIpoLa roDa mu. vaDhavANa zahera (saurASTra) ka jeone paryuSaNAMka na maLyA hAya temane H gata paryuSaNAMka samayasara amArA taraphathI ravAnA thayela che, chatAM varasAdanA kAraNe pelTamAM palaLI javAthI ke sIranAmA bhUMsAI javAthI jeene na maLela hoya teoe kRpA karI amane tAtkAlika jaNAvavuM jethI krAryAlayanA kharce pharI tene amArI pAse sIlakamAM haze tyAM sudhI aMka mekalavAnI vyavasthA karIzuM. te| amane tee tAtkAlIka jaNAvavA kRpA kare, menejara 'kalyANa' : ziyANIpALa vaDhavANa zahera kalyANa 'mAM lekhA mAkalanArAone : prasiddhi mATe lekhA mokalanArAM lekhakone vinaMti che ke, tee k kalyANa : sapTembara 1961 : 567 lekhanA mathALe peAtAnuM purU sIranAmuM lakhe, lekha e mahinAmAM prasidhdha na thAya to patra lakhIne amane pUchAve te pAchA lekha maMgAvanArane jaNAvavAnuM ke, pAche lekha meAkalavAnI amArI vyavasthA nathI, chatAM TIkITo mekalanArane kAryAlayanI anukulatAye nahi prasiddha thayela lekha pAche mAkalAze. Avazyaka sudhArA kapaDavaMja kAnapura - kalyANa 'nA gatAMka varSa : 18 : aMka 6-mAM 485 peja para je - pU. AcAya devAdi munivarezanAM cAturmAsika sthale chapAyela che, temAM nIce mujaba vizeSa vigata sa` koie sudhArIne samajavI levI. pU. munirAja zrI caMdrodayasAgarajI ma. kapaDavaMja pU. munirAja zrI mAnatuMgavijayajI ma. pU. upAdhyAya ma. zrI devendrasAgarajI ma. pU. munirAja zrI kevalavijayajI ma. kuDappA (AMdhra) pU. munirAja zrI sumativijayajI ma. caralI (jAleAra) pU. mu. zrI saMjamavijayajI ma. jheraDA (pAlanapura) pU. zrI munirAja lAvaNyavijayajI ma. jhAleADI (DIsA) pU. munirAja zrI siMhaeNvimalajI ma. nAgAra (rAja.) pU. paMnyAsajI ma. zrI mRgAMkavijayajI gaNivara zatruMjaya vihAra pAlItANA (sau.) pU. munirAja zrI subhASavijayajI ma. talATI, pratApa pAlItANA (sau.) pU. A. bha. zrI jitendrasUrijI ma. brAhmaNavADA (rAja.) pU. muni zrI pUrNAMna vijayajI ma. varamaMDala (mALA) pU. A. bha. zrI caMdrasAgarasUrijI ma. zIrapura (khAnadeza) pU. A. bha. zrI hiMmata vimalasUrIjI ma. majerA (mevADa) pU. A. ma. vijayedrasUrijI ma. majabAnaroDa TApaTIla baMgaleA nivAsa, aMdherI pU. upAdhyAya ma. zrI kailAsasAgarajI ma. Gagasa la zrI jIvaNu akhajI jaina jJAnamaMdira mATuMgA
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________________ kalyANanA hitaciMtaka, mahAna AtmapuruSa kavikula- pU. A. devazrI vijaya labdhisUrIzvarajI ma. kirITa pR. pAda AcAryadeva zrI ladhisarIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebanuM muMbaI khAte thayela dehAvasAna pU. sUridevazrInI bhavya aMtima yAtrAmAM umaTele mAnava maherAmaNa pU. sUridevazrInA dehane rUA. 21000 nI belIthI karAyela aMtima saMskAra pU. sUridevazrInuM aMtima darzana.
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________________ Regd. No. B. 4925 KALYAN slais A A A A A A i5-. kema la brAnDa kemala brAMDa' sTenalesa sTIla ane jarmanasIvaranAM vAsaNa khAtrIlAyaka ucca banAvaTanA hovAthI ApanAM nANAnuM pUrepuruM vaLatara Ape che. | sTenalesa sTIla temaja jamanasovaramAM kemala brAMDa (uMTa chAya) e amArI pitAnI banAvaTa hovAthI te ja chApanAM vAsaNo kharIdavA haMmezA Agraha rAkhe. sTenalesa sTIla, jarmana sIlavara tathA trAMbA, pittaLanA ane kAMsAnA gharaupayogI vAsaNA chuTaka tathA jaththAbaMdha kharIdavAnuM vizvAsapAtra sthaLa: zAha bhogIlAla devacaMda nyu vAsaNa mAkITa, mANekacoka, A madAvAda-1 TelI. na. 51pa74 : grAma : UTENSILS saMpAdaka : kIracaMda jagajIvana zeTha ! mudraka ane prakAzaka : dezAI pravINacaMdra zAMtilAla : mudraNasthAna zrI jazavatasiMhajI prinTIMga varkasa vaDhavANu zahera : kalyANa prakAzana maMdira mATe prakAzita karyuM.