Book Title: Kalyan 1951 11 Ank 09
Author(s): Somchand D Shah
Publisher: Kalyan Prakashan Mandir
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/539095/1

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Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ I nA mI cA ja nA aMge Aja sudhImAM ame 4 InAmI thAjanA raju karI che, ane 450 rUA. lagabhaganuM InAma vaheH cyuM che. praveza phI eka pAI paNuM rAkhI nathI. yAjanA cAlu karavAnuM eka ja projana hatuM, ke bALako ane yuvAne A pejanAne age 'kalyANuM" mAsikane vadhu rasaprada rIte jue ane vAMce. InAmI yojanAmAM sArI evI saMkhyAmAM bhAIheno bhAga nahi letAM hovAthI baMdha karavAnI bhAvanA thaI che, chatAM baMdha karatAM pahelAM amArA zubhecchaka mahAzAno abhiprAya mAMgIe chIe, cAlu rAkhavAne Agraha haze to tema karIzuM. yojanA na'. 4 nuM pariNAma A aMkamAM pragaTa karIe chIe. InAmI yojanA cAlu rAkhavAno nirNaya thaze to have pachInA aMkamAM yojanA na', 5 raju thaze. zrI jinamaMdira jorAvaranagara sirASTra] zrI kaMcanabena saibhAgyacaMda zAha zAMtAkrUjhanA saujanyathI. -~~; saMpAdaka : -- se ma caM da DI. zAha jI varSa 8 aMka 9 navembara-1951; kArtika 2008 zrI navapadajInuM daherAsara-thANA, zrI jinamaMdira-ro rIsA [kalola]. jaina saMskRtinuM saMdeza vAhaka Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ lekha varSa 8muM; - aMka 9 | navA sabhyonAM nAma tathA sahukAra. kArtika-2008 navembara-1951 | pa7 munirAja zrI suSmaddhivijyajI mahArAja vi Sa yA nu ke ma. tathA pU0 munirAja zrI mahimAvijayajInI zubha preraNAthI thayelA sabhyonAM nAmA.. nAma, naMbara, rUA. 25, zeTha choTAlAla nAnacaMda bhAvanagara nUtanavarSAbhinaMdana........... zrI pradIpa 71 rUA. 11, zrI kIrtikumAra maNIlAla mahetA bhAvanagara nItine duSkALa............. lo0 nA 71 / rUA. 11, zrI jayaMtilAla kezavalAla mahetA bhAvanagara nArIke ja,.........pannAlAla ja. masAlIA 372. rUA. 25, zrI jaina ve. mU. saMdha phalodhI pU. munigagananuM sAMlya.......zrI maphaktalAla saMdhavI. 374 rAja zrI bhadrakavijayajI mahArAjazrInI pula ane phorama.........zrI ena. bI. zAha 375 | zubhapreraNAthI. karma vicAraNA .....Do. valabhadAsa neNasIbhAI 377 rU. 25, zrI ramaNalAla kacarAbhAI muMbaI pU. paMnyA sajI zrI bhadrakavijayajI mahArAjazrInA sadAcAra...pU. A. vijayarAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI ma. 378 ziSya pU. munirAja zrI kuMdakuMdavijayajI dhanya samarpaNa..... zrI kAMtilAla me. trivedI 083 mahArAjazrInI zubha preraNAthI. prasidhdhine moha... rUA. 25, zrI maganalAla murajIbhA) muMbaI-11 para peTA.... ...... 38 6 | sA. 1 5, zrI jaina ve. mU. saMdhU pIMDavA ', ' panyAzaka-samAdhAna...... saLa zrI mAnavijayajI mahArAjazrInI zubhapreraNAthI. ......pU. A zrI vijayalabdhisUrIzvarajI ma. 387 rUA. 11, zrI cImanalAla nAgaradAsa vara dIlhI bAlajagata................ judA judA lekhake 389 pu - munirAja zrI jayakIrtiprabha vijayajI gharanI lakSmI........... zrI cImanalAla zAha 395 mahArAjazrInI zubhapreraNAthI. verAgyanAM kAra pU. mu. zrI bhadraguptavijayajI ma. 397 rUA. 11, koThArI DAhyAbhAI nagInadAsa vaDodarA lakSmIne gulAma.........zrI rasIkalAla zAha 799 || rUA. 11, zrI ramaNalAla chanAlAla muMbaI-2 mAnavatAnA dIve........... sva. zrI medhANI 48 1 | 3.10. zrI jaina ve. mU. saMdha vAMkAnera yAda rAkhe.... pR. 5. zrI pravINavijaya 10 ma. 405 pU. munirAja zrI rUcakavijayajI mahAgejanA naM. 4 nuM pariNAma...kAryAlaya taraphathI 410 rAjazrInI zubhapreraNAthI. - rUA. 5, zrI jaina ve. mU. saMdha murabADa a sa ha ca he nA. hA. zrI popaTalAla mehanalAla bheTa pustako mATe have 1-4-0 ke 1-14- | | rA. 5, jaina vizAzrImAlI saMdha jAmanagara pU. munirAja zrI lalItavijayajI mahAmekarSavA nahi. pustako sIlIka nathI. rAjazrInI zubhapreraNAthI. navA daza grAhake banAvI ApanArane eka varSa vaDodarA khAtenA amArA 'kalyANa' kI mokalAvAya che. manI eIra ke patravyavahAra karatI vakhate grAhaka | je. ena. koThArI naMbara jarUra lakhavA. The, karoLIyA piALa, vaDedarA. ejanTa Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 13/yjJA online Innium zcika che samAjavuM lokapriya mAsika - nUtanavarSAbhinaMdana - vA kIti athAga vizva sAthe, 1:4TTLE; paheje sadA nAmanA zAMti sneha sadA vaso jIvanamAM, ke saMpAdakaH somacaMe.DI.zAha thAje pUrI kAmanA 'to vASirka lavAjama re pa-00. pAmo dharma tathA sukha sadA, vAM nUtanavarSamAM kilyANa prakAzana maMdi2kAra abhinaMdana hataNAM ama hajo, : he pAlItANA.rASTra) hete ghaNA harSamAM zrI pradIpa * nItine dukALa * gujarAtamAM A varSe e che varasAda paDavAthI duSkALanI paristhiti ubhI thaI che. A muzkelIne pahoMcI vaLavA duSkALa rAhata samitie atyArathI ja kamara kasI che. sarakAra paNa A vakhata purepurI jAgRta che, eTale khAsa vAMdho nahi Ave, ema lAge che. duSkALamAM anAja ane ghAsacArAnI temaja pANInI muzkelI vikaTa bane che. samiti ane sarakAra anAja ane ghAsacAro meLavavA AkAza pAtALa eka karaze, emAM zaMkA nathI. pANuM meLavavA dharatInAM paDa bhedaze. berage, kuvAo vagere mATe prayatna thaze ane pracaMDa purUSArtha dvArA A ApattimAMthI prajAne ugAravA badhuM ja thaze, ema mAnI zakAya. paraMtu huM je duSkALanI vAta karuM chuM te nItine, satyane, dharmane ne mAnavatAne duSkALa Aje dezane gherI vaLe che, temAMthI ugaravA ApaNe zuM karavuM joIe? A duSkALa chellA dazakAthI vyApaka banyuM che. gayA yudhe mAnavImAMthI mAnavatA ajaya karI che. varasAdanA abhAve paDele duSkALa te kAle pasAra thaI jaze, paraMtu A dazakAthI prajAjIvanane kerI khAtA duSkALanA aMtane keI Areja jaNAtuM nathI, tenuM zuM? pelA duSkALathI leke anAja, pANI, vinA ne re ghAsa pANI vinA bhUkhe mare che, jyAre A nItinA duSkALamAM te leke paisA ane sattA vinA bhUkhe marI rahyA che, pari sthiti eTalI hade karaNa banI che ke, pise ane sattA meLavavA ane tene sAcavI rAkhavA taraphaDIyA mAratA mAnavIne jotAM pahelAM anAja vagara maratAM mAnavI karatAM ya vadhu karaNa dazya najare paDe che. peTanI keDI bharavA te zera-bazera anAja bahu thaI paDe, paNa A pisA ne sattAnI lAlasA tRpta karavA ke I mayaoNdAja nathI. pariNAma e Ave che ke, AvI nItine duSkALIA pase kema vadhe ane sattAnA sU kema pitAnA hAthamAM rahe e mATe dharAIne khAtA ke uMghatA paNa nathI. Aje te vANotarane zeTha thavuM che, ane paTAvALAne sAheba banavuM che. pitAnuM gaju vicAryA vagara adhikAra bahAranI sattA vAparavA sArU phAMphA mAratA AvA nItine dukALIA nyAre ApaNuM najare caDe che, tyAre ApaNane svAbhAvika ema thAya che ke, A bhUkha samAvavA keI IlAja zedhAze kharo? L[ 0 nA ] Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ o te ri ulyANa bolAvI upayogI vibhAga T (c) . prazAMta che. zrI pannAlAla ja masAlIA ' dhamazIla henane! nArI jAtane jagatane keIja aMdhakAra - vaMdana ho ! bhAratanI pavitra dharA para DArI zakatA nathI. jenAM vivekacakSamAM ramatI zIlarasika bahenanetamArA lIdheja viSayanAM aphINa aMjAyAM nathI ene jagatane mA-bhAratInI kAtila dhavala caMdrikA zI ati keIja zayatAna pitAnI pAzavIlIlAmAM ujjavala che. tameja jagatanA zreSTha zaNagAra heza banAvI zakatuM nathI. pApIonI rUpa che. tamArAM tapa, teja ane zramasAdhya. cAlAkI guNa-ratna nArIo pAse nAkAmiyAba paNathIja jagatanI zobhA che. bAkI saMsA- nIvaDe che, guMDAonI tINa chUrI bhAMgI ranA ujajaDa verAnamAM vizeSa ze bhalIvAra che? paDe che, tyAre kAmAMdhenAM viSacakSu satI purANa pUrvajoe tamArA jevI suzIla nArInI devajati pAse sadA mIMcAI ane dharmacArI putrIonAM jayagAna gAyAM che. jAya che. vizvanuM keIja chaLa ahIM phAvI anaMta yugothI aSi-munioe pitAnA mukta zakatuM nathI. kaMThethI zreSTha prazaMsA kIdhI che. jinAgamanAM paNa, chatAM AvAM mahAmUlAM satItvanA rakSaNa mahAmUlAM pAnAMo para paNa tamArI ujavala mATe nArI samAje sadA jAgRta rahevuM joIe. kIti suvarNAkSarethI aMkita paDI che. enI pavitratAnuM haraNa karavA lAga sAdhI are, de paNa tamArA jevI dhamabhA strI rahelA kAmIjanerUpI asurone Aje ye enI ratna-kukSIthI avataravA ucca abhitATe nathI. A narAdhamo yAvat dharmasthAnaka lASA dhare che. zA mATe? tame zikSita che. rUpI paMcavaTI lagI AvatAM ya khamacAtA nathI. cabarAka che ke apratima baddhizALI che eTalA sTeja pramAda ke vevalAI paNuM A pAmara jananI mATe nahi, ke caMpAnA phula jevAM manorama pApI vAsanAomAM ati vRddhi karaze. rUpavAna che eTalA mATe paNa nahi, paraMtu ' e nirvivAda che. ahIM kahuM chuM te sadAApanA svaccha aMtaHkaraNamAM eka alaukika cArI ke sAdhudaya purUnI jarAe vAta nathI. taja pravAha vahI rada chemATe. e pravAha bena ! lAlaca ke suMdara zabdathI kadI te zIlane, satItvanA ujaja la guNane, ane bheLavAze nahi. mIThuM ke suMvALA zabdonI ethI ja ame paNa Apane mastaka jhukAvI namana pAchaLa jALa kevI pAtharelI haze te kaI karIe chIe ! nitya prabhAte uDI ApanA jevI jANatuM nathI! banI zake tyAM lagI pitAnA suMdara zIlarasika dhamaparAyaNa benenAM nAma patideva ke mA javA baMdhu vinA jyAM tyAM laIe chIe! , jenI tenI sAthe pharavAnI kuTe tyAjaya jenA haiyAmAM Ajanma satIne adUbhUta karavI joIe. Aya nArIoe te paraprakAza tAdAmya sAdhI rahyo che. evI virala purUSanI chAyA mAtrathI sudUra rahevuM joIe. Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ enA ! tamArAM divyacakSuo tejanI dhAra jevAM tIkSNa rAkhA, jenI jhagamagatI agana-javALAo bhUlelA bhAMDUnI pApavAsanAe samULI bhasmasAt karI mUke. tame guNuratna che, teA meTAinI tamAre talamAtra jarUra nathI. mATAi mAMgI AvI zake che? nA, e tA zAnta saNAnI sAtheja vahI hai, ane emAMja tamArA ezva nI sAcI cAvI chupAelI che. je sAcI vAta che. tAna 2. tyAre zuM AvI guNIyala nArI kadIpaNu1. udbhaTa veSa sare ? pAzcAtyAnI kevala nakala rUpa aMga-upAMgAnAM virUpAM pradarzana thavA de ? jayAM tyAM jenI tenI sAthe ekAkI pharavAnI pravRtti keLave ? nA, vaLI e purUSa sameAvaDI thavAnI dhelI bhramita mAnyatAomAM kadI *se ? nA, kAraNake strI ane purUSa bannenAM kAryakSetrA sAva judAM che. saue peAta-peAtAnAM dharmamAM ja rata rahevAnu che. emAM ja enI vyavahArakuzaLatA, sevA ke zaiAbhA rahelI che. sAdAinA Adarza eja tamArI mAMghI mUDI che. zIyaladhama e ja tamArA zreSTha zaNagAra che ane nibha patisevAmAM ja tamArI Itika byatA samAyelI che. AthI vadhAre * khuzanazIkhI bIjI zI heAi zake? re! mAMkaDu' mAyAnuM jora ? e tamArI pAse kAM phAve che ? A mAyArUpI rAkSasaNInI kAvAdAvA khArIe ja tamane srIveda prApta karAvela che. enI jALamAM have pachI phasAtA nA ! kalyANa; navembara 1951 : 373 : emAM irSA, vahema ane niMdAnAM jALAM khAjhavAM devAM joIe nahi ke asAtvika vicArAnA kacarA jamA karavA nahi. enA ! bhalAM thaI aMtaranu dhama bhavana atya' svaccha rahevA dejo. satya ane nyAyanA prakAzavarDa ene jhagamagatuM banAvI dejo, jainatvanI suMdara keLavaNI pAmelI kanyAoe dhazIla aenA ATalu' dhyAnamAM rAkhe ! zIyalasa rakSaNa mATe cAhe tevA saMkaTa veThI le. nija dharmanuM lIlAma karavA karatAM mRtyune vahelu pasaMda kare. premalA-premalInI tuccha vAtAthI enuM haiyu rIjhe nahi, menakA khanavA karatAM sItA thavAnuM pasaMda kare. 3. 4. 5. videzI zikSaNane khAtara potAnA zreSTha kula-dharmane vilApe nahiM. AgaLa AvavAnA sastA mAhamAM sTeja upara caDI naTIenI nakalamAM akkala gumAve nahi. suMdaratAnA mehamAM ksI sInA upara pa pAvaDAnA lepaDA cADavA karatAM abhaMga cetanAnI teja puvArIe varasAvI rahe. suva ' ke 'mAtInA alakArA karatAM sevo, sAjanya ane nirabhimAnIpaNAnAM zaNagAra saje. _"); tapa, teja ane pavitratAthI garjanAne atIva zAnti Ape. kalyANIMtrI banI baLatA vizvane saddharmanI sahAyathI ugArI rahe, chatAM namratAne cUke nahi. dha e zIlArasika enAnu dhanuSa che. ne satya e dhanuSa para TaMkAra karatuM ajeya khANu che. ene vAparavAnu aMge keLavI jIvanane satI sItA, mayatI ane rAjImatInI jema nimala-niSkaMlapha banAve ! namana hai ! A dezanI pavitra dharA para ghUmatI AvI tejamUrti, dhamacArI Aya kanyAone ! ane dhaiyanI suma gala pratimA" samI Akapriya mArI mhenAne ! Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gagananuM saudarya... - zrI maphatalAla saMdhavI gAna sAme joIne besI rahevAmAM mane malekama che jayAM sudhI maryalekanI ane AnaMda Ave che. mana mArUM jema jema ja havAmAM ucharatA rahe che. tyAM sudhI temane AkAzanI anaMtatAmAM samAtuM jAya che tema amaryonA AnaMdapradezane mahimA nathI tema jIvanane cAreya dizAethI vaLagI rahelA ja samajAte. sudrakhyAle nAmazeSa thatA jAya che. ghara, samAja, AkAzanI bhASA, bhAvanA ane anaMtatAne zaSTa ne duniyAnA sarva saMbaMdhane kema jALavI nija jIvana kAvyamAM gUMthavAne mATe, mAnave zakAya tenuM AkAzadarzana pachI spaSTa jJAna thAya che. AkAza sAthe zuddhahadayanI maitrI sAdhavI - saNAnuM AnaMdakAvya ne gagana. nathI tyAM joIe. madharAtanI zAMta paLe daramyAna tenI jatI alpatA ke mahattAnI raMka lAlasA, hRdayanI vizALatA ane divyatAnuM pAna karasaMsAravijayI banavAnI ghelI mahecchA, pakSA- vAne abhyAsa pADe joIe. pakSI, niMdA, kuthalI, ahaM ke kAmanAnI kalpanA. tArA, sUraja ane candra jevA tejasvI tyAM jovAnuM dila kone na thAya ? tyAM AtmAe dinarAta jenI sebata kAje jhaMkhe jIvananA mahA jIvanane anurUpa bhAvanAne che, te gagana sAthe je mAnavI sAcI aMta sAgara gAjate hoya, kazuM ja gumAvyA sivAya nI laganIthI joDAI zake te te mAnavajAtane jyAMthI badhuM ja pAmavAnuM heya, nayana mIlA- caraNe zuM na dharI zake? vatAMnI sAthe ja anaMta zAMti ane kalyANa nizadina alpatAne meLe jIvana vitAvI maya jIvananI kavitAne payagAma jhIlAya che rahelA mAnavakulane jIvananI anaMtatAne pATha jyAMthI, tyAM jIvanabhara tAkIne besI rahIe te bhaNAvavA mATe gaganathI vadhu meTuM bIjuM zuM na pAmIe? eka paNa nimitta nathI. samasta bhUmaMDalanA - sAMbhaLyuM che ke, ratnAkaranA agocara keta. chatraravarUpa garAna, mAnavInI daSTimaryAdA rAmAM pANIdAra bahumUlAM ratna pAke che, vananA bahAra te na ja gaNAya ! chatAM mAnavI tyAMthI , ke ajJAta pradezamAM rUpagaMdhavaMtAM pupi khIle keTaluM jhIle che? che. te ja rIte gagananI hRdayakuMje rAje che niraMtara AnaMdanA amRta-pherAM vaNI kuMbha amRtane. gagana pradeza sAthe joDAyeluM rahela gaganane baLe nija mastaka DhALI, je haze mana tenuM te jarUra eka divasa tenA hadaya- mAnavI "sarvakalyANanI bhAvanAnA bIjane * sthita amRtakuMbhane nihALI zakaze. nihALI piSaze te eka divasa avazya sarvakalyANa zakaze eTaluM ja nahi, paraMtu te kuMbhamAMthI ne megha varSaze saMtapta mAnavakula upara. be TIpAM amRta cAkhI paNa zakaze. gaganane joyA pachI jIvananI anaMta paNa chUTI haze jenI lAlasA nazvara divyatAnuM bhAna kone na rahe ? padArtho pratinI, jene saMsAranA kSaNika sarva vaibhava akArA lAgyA haze teja te Ata. jaina dharmanuM ajoDa mAsika kalyANa rine adhikArI banI zakaze. lavAjama rUA5-- Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pula ane phArama [ jIvana saMgrAmamAM sAce vijayI kANu ? mAnavatAnI mahAmUlya saMpatti jenI pAse che, te mAnava jIvanamAM vijaya meLave che. te he' rajU thAya che. hAra-jita tamane yAda che ? eka divasa jyAre ApaNe lageTI / dastA hatA, tyAre ApaNe pratijJA lIdhelI ke, sukha-duHkhamAM, caDatI-paDatImAM jyAM paNa hAizuM tyAM ApaNe eka-bIjAne kadI bhUlIzuM nahiM, ane jarUra paDaye game tyAre muzIbatanI vacce paNa eka bIjAnI paDakhe ubhA rahIzuM, A vAtane ghaNAM varSo vitI gayA pachI ApaNe jayAre pharIthI maLyA tyAre nazIbanuM cakkara pharI cUkayuM hatuM. tame eka mIlanA mAlIka banI gayA hatA. ane tamArIja mIlamAM nAkarI karatA huM eka garIba kArakuna hatA, Ama jANatAM-ajANatAMja tame mArA zeTha banI gayA hatA, ane huM tamArA dAsa anyA hatA. jo ke A vAtanI na tA mane khabara hatI ke na tA tamane, kAraNa ApaNA 'nenu' mIlana kAI vakhata haju sudhI thavA pAmyuMja na hatuM, temaja phAie pADeluMnAma game te kAraNe tame pheravI nAMkhyu hatuM. zrI ena. khI. zAha paNa eka divasa mIlamAM akasmAtane huM bhAga manye ane enA piraNAme mane rajA ApavAmAM AvI. hu ekAra banyA. mArU' saMsAranu' nAvaDuM jholA khAI rahyuM hatu. chevaTe meM tamArI pAse AvavAna nizcaya - karyAM. mane AzA hatI ke, mIlamAlika zeTha mArI karUNurdazA joi mane pharIthI nokarImAM dAkhala karavAne hukama mIlanA menejarane jarUrathI jaNAvaze. ane me jyAre tamane joyA tyAre mArU hRdaya AnadathI nAcI uThayu'. huM tamane tarataja oLakhI gayA ane harSAvezamAMja tamAruM nAma daine me tamane snehapUrvaka melAvyA. paraMtu mane joine tame tamArU' mukha pheravI lIdhuM, tyAre mArA AzcayanA pAra na rahyo. huM bhAMThA paDayA hatA, chatAM paNa kadAca tame mane oLakhI zakayA na heA ema anumAna karIne meM tamane kahyuM. tame mane na oLakhyA ? hu tamArA lageTIe desta............ ' ane adhavacceja tame khaDakhaDATa hasI paDayA, ane tiraskArapUrNAMka je zabdo Ape mane saMbhaLAvelA te hajI hu bhUlI zakayA nathI. A rahyA tamArA te zabda. ' eka mAmulI bhIlane kArakuna ane te mArA DhAsta ! kadI sApa ane nALIyA vacce dAstI thai hoya evu sAMbhanyu che ? kaMdI vAgha ane bakarI mitro banyAM iM ? kadI uMdara ane khilADI sAthe bhAibaMdhI joi che ? chaT chaT tu' ane huM kadI mitra hAi zakIe ja nahi. ' e tamArA zabdo mArA hRdayamAM khaMjaranI jema bheAMkAi gayA hatA. chatAM me pUchyuM', 'paNa ApaNI pratijJA ? ApaNI macapaNunI dAstI ?' pratijJA ? evI te me keTalIye prati nAe lIdhI haze. jo e badhI Aja huM purI karavA besu te mAre jIvavuM bhAre thai paDe, ane dastI tA zrImata zrImaMta vacce Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Aje eka mAM na : 376 : kula ane pherama; . hiya, garIba garIba vacce hoya, je sarakhe are zA mATe gaLagaLA thaIne mArA paga sarakhA heya tenI vacce heya. paNa eka pakaDI AMsu vahAvI rahyA cho? tamane kayAM zrImaMta ane eka garIba, eka zeTha ane khabara che ke emAM ja mAnavI mAtranI sAcI eka nekara vacce dastI kadI na saMbhavI zake. jita che. jIvana saMgrAmamAM "hAra jita" te ema kahIne tame akakaDatApUrvaka rUvAbabhera sadAya AvavAnI ja, paNa jitamAM medonmatta tamArA divAnakhAnamAM cAlyA gayA hatA. yAda che banIne jeo mAnavatAne karANe mUkIne pazue divasa ? tAnuM pradarzana kare che, teo kharekhara mAnavapaNa vidhinI vicitratA koNa samajI jIvanane hArI jAya che. eTaluM have kadiye zakayuM che? Aja pharIthI ekavAra nazIbanuM na bhUlaze. basa jAo have mAre vadhuM kAMIja cakkara pharyuM che. ane tame je zeTha hatA, kahevAnuM rahyuM nathI. temAMthI rastAnA bhikhArI banyA che. jayAre alpa madhyamAM. .........akhuTa jJAna huM garIba maTI mAletujAra tavaMgara banyo chuM. A navakArapAThAvali-sAmAyika satra rahyA che. ApaNA bacapaNanI yAda karAvI tame jenI racanA tAtkAlika sAmAjika, dhArmika madada mATe mArI tarapha dinabhAve hAthe jJAnanI khoTane purI pADavAnI che. bhASA saraLa, laMbAvI rahyA che. akhUTa tattvanAM bIjake, gabhIra sidhAMta - tamArI avadazA joIne mane bhAvanA vagere taddana saraLa bhASAmAM raju karavAmAM bheda upara hasavuM Ave che. lakSmInA madamAM AvyA che. gujarAtI pAMcamA dhoraNamAM bhaNatA bhAna bhUlele mAnavI mAnavatAne kerANe mUkIne vidyAthI ene bhaNI zake che, ane moTI kevA zabdo bhacaDI kADhe che. te mATe yAda Ave che e vakhatanA tamArA zabdo ! uMmaranAM strI-purUSe paNa tene samajI zake tema che. ene mATe vidvAne zuM kahe che. Aje tamArA eja zabda tamane saMbha|LAvIne pAchA kADhavAnuM mana mane thAya che. - "abhinava navakAra pAThAvalI vidyArthIone e divasa tamArI jitane hate Aje mAre bhaNAvavAmAM Ave te teone dhamasaMbaMdhi divasa che. paNa verane badale verathI levAmAM sArI rIte samajaNa ane saMskAra paDe mATe sAcI mAnavatA nathI. zaraNe AvelA zatrane sarva jaina pAThazALAonA vidyArthIone paNuM Azraya Ape eja sAcI mAnavatA che. navakAra pAThAvalI bhaNavA lAyaka che." ane eTalA mATe ja AjathI mAruM pU A zrI kIrti sAgarasUrijI ma. ghara tamArA mATe khulluM mUkuM chuM. jenI jarUra chUTaka kimata poSTa sAthe daza AnA, hoya te vinA saMkoce laI jaje. ane DAka prabhAvanA karavA icchanArane seMkaDe , divasamAM huM tamane mArI mIlamAM sArI jagyA sADA bAra TakA kamIzana apAya che. upara nekarI paNa ApIza., Ajeja lakho . zuM joI rahyA che ? mArA AvA prakAranA paMDita cImanalAla lalubhAI jhaverI vaidya vatana pratye tamane khUbaja Azcarya thAya che ? . che jenI pAThazALA, dahegAma (e. pI. relve) Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ karma vicAraNa * DokaTara valabhadAsa neNasIbhAI, morabI, A jIva anAdi kALathI, anAdithI manuSyabhavamAM ghaNuM prakAranA cha dari baMdhAyelA jaDa kamane vazavatI thaIne, tenA pratAnA cakakaramAM paDelA hoI savArathI sAMja pitAnA svAbhAvika bhAvathI zruta thaI cAra sudhI peTanI pIDA zamAvavA mATe anadevagati saMbaMdhI ghora dukhethI vyAkuLa cittavALa tAnI upAsanAmAMja phasyA rahe che. ane bIjA thaI, moha nidrAmAM nimagna, pAparUpI pavana keTalAka lakSmInA lAla, pitAnI pariNIta nathI keI vakhata uchALA mArate, te ke patnIthI upekSita thaI, dhana lalanAvALI vezyAvakhata DUbI jate A vikarALa apAra saMsAra- enI sevA zuzraSAmAMja pitAnA A apUrva sAgaramAM, vanamAM siMhathI mRgalAo bhaya- mAnavajIvananI saphaLatA samaje che. Ama bhIta banI bhAganAza kare tema paribhramaNa karI chatA paNa kaI kaI mahAtmA A manuSyarahyo che. jyAM sudhI A jIvaM nigodAdika zarIrathI ratnamaya dhamanuM ArAdhana karI avicaturiMdriya paryata mana saMjJA rahita, bhava samu- nAzI lakSmIne apU lAbha uThAvI sadAne dranA madhya pravAhamAM, mithyAtvanA taragomAM mATe siddhazilAmAM birAjamAna thaI amaravyagra banI kama phala cetanAne anubhava karatA pada prApta kare che. sArAMza e che ke, A karate, svapara bheda vijJAnanI samajaNathI aneka saMsAramAM bhramaNa karatAM karatAM A manuSya janma koe dUra, duHkharUpa parvatathI ThebAM khAte bahu dulabhatAthI maLe che. eTalA mATe ene khAtA pitAnA mRtyunA divase purA karate vyartha nahi gumAvI detAM, ApaNuM kartavya pharyA kare che tyAM sudhI ene svapnAmAM paNa e che ke, A manuSyabhava saMsArasamudrane e khyAla nathI AvatuM ke, huM keNa chuM ? kinAre che, je prayatna karI A saMsAramArUM mULa svarUpa zuM che ? A saMsAramAM samudrane pAra pAma hoya te ceDA. parizA mATe dukha bhogavI rahyo chuM? huM A zramathI ApaNe ISTaphalane prApta karI zakIe duHkhothI chuTI zaku ema chuM ke nahi ? atyAra- ema chIe. A apUrva avasara maLavA sudhImAM A duHkhamAMthI koI chuTI zakayuM che chatAM paNa tenA tarapha lakSya nahi ApIye ke nahiM? agara te AduHkhamAMthI chuTavAne kaI te saMbhava che ke, pharI A agAdha samudranA mArga batAvI zake che ke kema ? ItyAdi madhya pravAhamAM kheMcAIne ApaNe " temAMja vicAra utpanna thavAnA saMjJA jIvamAM kaI sabaDayA karIe. sAdhana nathI daivayegathI saMjJI paMcendriya ava- saMsAranA samasta prANIo eja cAhe sthA prApta karavA chatAM paNa tiryaMca ane naraka- che ke, amane keI ne kaI prakAre sukhanI gatimAM niraMtara duHkhanI ghaTanAothI vivala prApti thAya ane te sukha prApta karavAne banavAne kAraNe, ane devagatimAM viSa mATeja sadA prayatnavaMta rahe che. keIpaNa samAna viSama viSayomAM tallIna- prANa evuM nathI ke,. je duHkhane. cAhe tAne kAraNe AtmakalyANanI sanmukha AvI sarva prANImAtranI IcchA sukha prApta karavA zakatuM nathI. nI ja hoya che. chatAM sarvane pUchIe te pi Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ : 38 : kama vicAraNA. pitAnA jevuM kaMI duHkhI che ja nahIM ema che tyAM sudhI parAdhIna che; ane "parakaheze. enuM mULa kAraNa e che ke, saMsAramAM dhIna svane sukha nADI" e kahevata anu sukha che ja nahIM. sukha tyAM che ke, jyAM duHkha sAra jayAM sudhI parAdhInatA cheDI AtmAno agara AkuLatA nathI. saMsAramAM jyAM sukha asalI svabhAva svAdhInatA nahiM Ave tyAM manAyuM che e badhuM AkuLatAthI gherAyeluM sudhI sukha Aveja kayAMthI? eTalA mATe sAcuM che, sAcuM sukha te AtmAne karmabaMdhathI sukha mekSamAM che ane te ja prApta karavAne choDavI svataMtra karavAmAM ja che. kAraNa upAya pUrvAcAryoe samyagajJAna, samyagadarzana, jayAM sudhI A jIva kamabaMdhanathI jakaDAyela ane samyaga cAritra batAvela che -kramazaH sArAbhAI navAbanuM eka anokhuM prakAzana: saMpAdaka ane saMzodhaka vidvaddavarya muni mahArAja zrI puNyavijayajI jesalameranI citrasadhdhi chelA savA varSanI pUjya zrI vidaddavarya muni mahArAja zrI puNyavijayajI mahArAjanI athAga mahenatathI prApta karela tADapatrIya citro tathA tenA uparanI kASTapadikAo parano 22mA tIrthakara bAlabrahmacArI nemInAtha prabhunA ATha pUrvabhavo tathA vartamAne bhanAM tathA pArzvanAtha prabhunAM jIvanane lagatAM viza 2 mIna citro tathA caramatIrthapati prabhu zrI mahAvIrasvAmIne jIvanaprasaMgenAM 35 raMgIna citro A AlabamamAM pahelI ja vAra prasidhdha karavAmAM Avela che. mAtra 300 ja nakomAM maryAdita AlbamanI nakale lagabhaga khalAsa thavA AvI che. citra paricaya paNa vidvaddavarya muni mahArAja zrI puNyavijayajIe pite lakhelo che. prAptisthAna: sArAbhAI maNIlAla navAba chIpAmAvajInI paLa- amadAvAda dhArmika abhyAsanI uttama sagavaDatA sAdhamabhAIone! ' zrI vardhamAna jainatatvapracAraka vidyAlaya, zIvagaMja saurASTranA vatanI, paraMtu che hAla bahAragAma rahetA, sAdharmika *'' * * ke jaina baMdhune anya sAdharmika jaina A saMsthAmAM dAkhala thavA icchanAra dhama jijJAsu ? baMdhu sAthe, sArA naphAkAraka cAlu, vidyArthIone kI temaja phIthI dAkhala karavAmAM Ave che. - ka che agara navA dhaMdhAmAM, bhAratanA che game te vibhAgamAM bhAgIdArIthI nIcenA saranAme patravyavahAra karI vigata meLave ! ' ' joDAvAnI icchA che. rokANa rU. B pa0000 karavAmAM Avaze. sekreTarI: - tamArI saMpUrNa vigate ane zarate sAthe lakho. zrI vardhamAna jaina tava pracAraka vidyAlaya: Co) kalyANa mAsika paSTa eraNapurA, zIvagaMja [rAjasthAna che. pAlItANa [saurASTra Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sadAcAra e jIvananI mahAmUlya saMpatti che. pU. jainAcArya zrI vijayarAmacandrasUrIzvarajI mahArAja mAnavajanmanI mahattA maMdiro joIe. A dezanA nabIro ArAma mATe anaMta upakArI jJAnIoe A saMsAramAM madirA pItA haze! bahAranA pItA haze paNa ahiM beThelA che te te nahijane ! mAnavajanmane eTalo mahattvane mAnya che, ane ene laIne AtmAnuM sAdhya zuM hoI zake, tenI carcA - dhaMdhAmAM jugAra ghusya pratyeka darzanazAe karI che. jugAra, corI, madirA. mAMsAhAra ane zikAra darzanazAstroe A mAnavajIvananA Adarza tarIke pAMca tajavA jevI vastuo che zikAra te meTe. paramapada mokSaneja sthApyo che, ane e Adarzone bhAge ghaNAmAM nathI hota, paNa: dhaMdhAmAM jugAra siddha karavA hoya. teNe e mATe yojelI beganI ghusyA ane evA dhaMdhA paNa che, ke mANasane corI. sarvocca kaLAe pahoMcyA vinA cAle nahi ane e paNa zIkhave. vartamAnamAM ghadhe evo asaMtoSI - sarvotkRSTa mArga mATe nAnIoe nirdezelA pagathIye banyo che ke, corI svAbhAvika banI; ane ArAma na caDhAya to e paramapadane pahoMcAya nahi. e mATe madira ghUsI. ThIka saMskAravALA mAMsabhakSaNathI yoganA prathama pagathIye jenI yogyatA hoya te pahoMcI bacyA haze, paNa vAtAvaraNa bagaDatuM jAya che eTale zake, eTale zastroe (1) gurU-devAdi pUjana, (2) te paNa zIkhe te navAI nahi. ' sadAcAra ane sadAcAranA ogaNIsa prakAra varNavyA che, te pALavA joIe. 1 adhama keTInuM vyasana AcAramAM utAra * vezyAgamana ane parastrI e be vyasane evA nAstika mAnavI paNa A sadAcAra jIvanamAM eka adhama keTInAM che, ke sArA-sArA mAnavIone te utAre te kazI hAnI nathI, eTale gurUdevAdi pUjana tarapha daSTi karavAnuM mana thAya. vezyA te kahevAya che, ane bIjA 19 sadAcAre jIvanamAM chavAya te kazuM : .jene mAthe koI nahiM, taddana svachaMdI, mAtra peTa khAtara jene vApaNuM nathI, ethI zAnti ne ghaNA lokanA vizvAsa A viSayasevana karanArI, jAta DAhyI. mANasa enA para pAtra banAya. 2 AcA2 nAsika DAtI para vizvAsa mUke, ke jovAnuM mana thAya, te AryatAne heThe bhUmikA tarIke ghaTAvyA che, tene AcaranAra ghaNI :pADanA > n :pADanArI vAta gaNAya. upAdhimAMthI mukta banI zake tema che. AvA zaheramAM pharavA lAyaka kharA ? vyasanone tyAga - chelle parastrIgamana e te zuddha vyavahArane prANa kaMThe Ave teye niMti kArya na karavuM, jIvanamAM kalaMkarUpa che. potAnI mA, bahena, strI vyasanane tyAga karo ane emAM chellA guNo chava- ke saMbadhI strI para koI mAnava daDiTa kare che te namAM utAravA, jevA te vezyAgamana ane parastrIne pasaMda kare kharo ? te koI strI tamArI mA, bahena, - tyAganI IcachAvALAmAM A avaguNo naja heya patnI ke sabaMdhInI strI eTale bIjAnI mA, bahena. ane punyathI meLaveluM jIvana jIvavAnI dhagazavALAne patnI ke sabaMdhInI strI para vikArI najara nAkhanAra corInI jarUra na rahe. sAcuM kahe zAhukAranA vezamAM A zaheramAM pharavA lAyaka kharo ? ane tamane samaju corI kare te duniyAmAM koNa kono vizvAsa kare ? mANasane huM kahyuM ke, tamAre parastrI pratye vikArI Aje te zAhukArI dhaMdhe che ke DAkugIrI karyA najare na jovuM teM temAM tamAruM apamAna na kahevinA na cAle ane pachI evAone ArAma mATe vAya ? Aje vartamAna yuganI ghaNI Tevee sthiti Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ : 380 : sadAcAra; agADI che, jo ke have AMkhA udhaDavA mAMDI che paNa hajI bahu sArA gaNAtA mANasonI AMkha ughaDI nathI. mahApurUSoe strI-purUSa mATe maryAdA dhaDelI che. A dezamAM strI-purUSA rahetA AvyA che ane raheze, paNa parasparanA sabhyo aMgenA niyamano che, A niyamane mAnavIne sadAcArI rAkhavA mATe che. zAstro ane anaMta jJAnIoe vidhAna dhaDayu che, ke strIthI purUSa, purUSathI zra alaga rahe. A dezamAM sahazikSaNa kayArathI ghusyuM ? eno je DAghA purUSoe~ praveza karAvelA te A badhA mAsAne sadAcArI kalpIne te ? AtmAnA premI ke zarIranA ? zarIra sArI cIja che, ema mAtA che? A cAmaDIne ukheDI nAkhavAmAM Ave to? Adarza premanI vAta karanAsa zarIranA rUparaMganA premI hoya te te Aghdha premI kharA ? mAtra anAcAra na thAya, e mATe ane avasare vegane zamAvavA mATe dAmpatya yoga che, paNa Aje te phoTA rAkhIne kahe che ne ? nAnA khALazranI javAbadArI tamAre mAthe che ane chekarA rakhaDela pAke to tamAre nIcuM jevAnuM thAya, dareka mANasa buddhine sujhe ema karavA jAya te tene vAravA paDe. aMtaragata IrAdA zuM? sahazIkSaNa ane sInemA vagerethI tamArI jAtane ane bALabaccAne * bacAvatAM zIkhA te sAtame guNa parastrI aMgenA tamArA bvanamAM utArI zakaze. A sAtamA vyasanathI bacelA keTalA bhAgyazALI Aje sahazikSaNa letA chokarAonA aMtaHkaraNa-haze ? kAMi nahi te cenacALAmAMthI keTalA bacelA nI tA mAbApane khabara che ne ? karAtA bIna-haze ? sArA kapaDAM paherI ane cenacALAthI cAle anubhavI che, paNa mAbApa mAnavI jAtanI sthiti eTale leAka sadAcArI mAnI le kharA ? ane rAmAyaNumAM potA parathI-jAta parathI samajene ? samajavA chatAM rAvaNa AvanAra che, te tamArA karatAM paNa kharAba je mA-khApAe A sthiti sahana karI lIdhI che, temane haze ema mAne che ke ? rAvaNa sItAne kevA prasaMga aMtaragata irAdA kayA hoya ? A khullu khAlavA mATe uThAvI lAvyeA, te pachI kevI rIte byo, eM jevI cIja nathI. izArAthI samajo to sArUM' ! mAnavamATe keTaluM du:kha thayuM, ane e potAnA jIvanamAM jAta cAritryamAM keTalI nIce utarI gai che, te zI kALuM kalaMka che, ema mAnato Aje A 7mA avarIte kahuM ? tame badhA bahAra pharanArA, rAtanA 12- guthI bacanArA virala che. 12 sudhI ghera na AvanArA, A badhu jANI zako kharA ne? pahelAM vaDIlAne pUchyA vinA bahAra Daga nhoto devAtA. Aje uMmare pahecelA putra meDe Ave te pitA pUchI zake nahi, pUche to kaheze, 'prApte tu rojIve sarja putra mitra' samAcaret" e to bhaNele gaNelA, sInemA jonAra eTale buddhimAna ! tame sinemA jovA baMdha karyA ke ? A jIvananuM citra jovAnuM zuM edhuM che, te tyAM jovA jAva che ! ane emAM kAma karanArA badhA jAtavAna haze ke! na hoya to jovA kema jAe che ? te rIte karanArI A jamAta A parastrI saMbaMdhanI ke parapurUSa sAMdhanI vAta samaje te kalyANa thAya. vItarAga bhagavAne to dhaNIdhaNIANIne paNa maryAdAmAM jIvavA kahyuM che. tame sAtamA byasanathI bacavA tame mA-hena ane sabadhI strI sAthe je vartAva rAkhA tevA sadhaLI strIo sAthe rAkho te ghaNuM kAma thaI jAya. sTeja para nAca hamaNAM-hamaNAM che.karIe sTeja para nAcavA mAMDI che. ane mA-bApa te jovA jAya che, ame Ama kahIe, eTale lAgaze ke A kai sadImAM jIve che, paNa ame tamArI sadImAMja jIvIe chIe. agAu nRtyakaLA hatI paNa e zikSaNa paDadAmAM apAtuM, e nRtyane pati ane bhagavAna samakSa upa yAga thatA, e jyAM tyAM AvI ubhI rahe ane A badhA sadAcArInA zire bhaNI kharate ? emanA haiyAmAM zuM thatuM haze, ? putrI hajArA mANasA vacce Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kalyANa; navembara-1951 : 381.! nAce e vAta mA-bApane sArI lAge che ? ahiM na hoya kharI ? eTale jJAnIoe khAvAne pApa kahyuM evA mA-bApa che ? hoya te ubhA thAya ? che. aneka tapasvIoe "Adhu ochuM, jIvyA ghaNuM! huM puchuM ke, evA kayA sArA irAde A kArya karAve tapa kene kahevAya? che ? anArya dezanA ghaNA anAcAre ahiM AvavA lAgyA che, thayuM te thayuM, chokarAone sAruM zikSaNa ane guNa pAva para saMyama Ave teja AvI Ape. A dezamAM sArA zikSaNanI khA nathI, anA- zake. roga piTamAM thAya che, mAnavI peTamAM roga cArathI bacavuM hoya te mana upara kAbu meLavatAM zIkho, bhare che. mAnavI khAvAmAM asaMyamI bane sinemAmAM saMtAnane mokalavAne badale tene sAruM khAvA ne saMtAnane mokalavAne badale tene sAruM khAvA na : te adhamatA che. jyAre tapano guNa hatuM tyAre AvuM te adhamata dudha pIvA Apo, paNa Ate sAthe laIne jAya che. AvuM hatuM, Aje hezaAra tapasI evA che, keTalAka te mAne che, ke ema karatAM chokaro huMzIyAra je eka dine na khAya ane traNa dinanuM bheguM khAya. tuM thai gayuM. paNa e nakI mAne ke mana zithIla zarIrane tapAve e tapa nahi. AtmAne lAgelA kamane kerInuM che, saMjoga-saMjoge badalAya che. zAstra kahe tapAve e tapa, tapano artha vaghatI IcchAone nirodha, che, ke dIkarI sAthe paNa ekAMta na karavuM. aMdarane setAna jAge tyAre A kahyuM che, te bhulAI jAya che, 12 prakAranAM tapa ane AMgaLI pakaDIne na cAle te prema ocho cha atyaMtara ane cha bAhya emAM 12 prakAranuM tapa thaI jAya che ? che. anazana, uNodarI, vRttisaMkSepa, rasatyAga, kAyakaleza dharmano bhaya ane aMgopAMgane kAbumAM rAkhavAnI Teva, e bAhya rAma vanavAsa gayA tyAre rAma AgaLa, sItA pAchaLa ane te pAchaLa lakSmaNa hatA. rAma sAthe tyAre atyaMtara tapamAM karela pApane ekarAra cAlI zakatA hatA paNa te kALe e anAcAra manAte. karI daMDa mAgavAnI vRtti te prAyazcita. korTa ke kacerImAM pAchaLa cAlanArA lakSmaNa nIcI AMkhe cAlatA ke gunho na kabulanArA amArI pAse AvI pApanI kabulAta setAna kAma na karI jAya, paNa tame te abhaya che ne! kare che, paNa e vAta bahAra na jAya. korTe javAno mAtra bhaya dharamane ke vaLagI na jAya. prasaMga Ave tyAre te kahe che, ke jANuM chuM badhuM paNa marI jAuM toye na kahe. A uparAMta bIjI tapa haka vagarane paisA haiyAnI guNI pratyenI namratAH uparAMta vaiyAvacca-AzA Aje pApIne pApI kahIe te te sAMbhaLe khare? vinA sevAvRttiH tattvaciMtana-svAdhyAya, sArI vastunuM vartamAnamAM je pApa karavAnI vAsanA che, te bhUtakALanA ciMtana-dhyAna, ane kAryotsargaH Ama 12 prakAranA 'pApanuM pariNAma che, nahi te mAnava jAtane haka vaga. tapathI mana, vacana ane kAyA para kAbu Ave che. A rano paise levAnuM mana thAya kharUM ? koI vivAsa rIte saghaLA darzanamAM tapanuM vidhAna hatuM, Aje muke eno bhaMga karavAnuM mana thAya ? AvuM badhuM vikRtie ApaNA AtmAne nAza karyo che. - tamArAthI kaI di thAya che kharuM ? ane pApanA nAza mokSane adveSa mATe prAyazcita paNa karavAnuM mana thAya che kharUM ? mana caMtuM nathI eTale tapa naSTa thayuM che. joke kyAMka kyAMka cothe guNa che mokSane aSa: mokSane deSa karache. pahelAM ghare ghare hatA. Aje emAM oTa AvI nAra paNa ghaNuM che. mekSanI vAta karIe tyAre ghaNA gayuM che. pahelAM aDhaLaka khAvAnuM hatuM. paNa te khAvAmAM pUche che, tyAM bAyaDI. majazekhanAM sAdhana. ' "pApa manAtuM, Aje khAvA-pIvAmAM keTalAM pApa vadhAryA ? vigere che ke ! e naheAya te mokSe nathI javuM. mokSa peTa nAnakaDuM che, paNa e na hoya te kazAnI garaja zuM che ? e sAMbhaLavAnI vRtti hoya e ganI bhUmikAne Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ : 382 : sAcAra pahele guNa che. mekSanI vAtamAM mana, zarIra, indriyone bhUlavAM joie. meAkSanI vAta tyAre sa MbhaLAya jyAre tenA para dveSa na hoya, cAre guNa keLavanAra ucca koTInA bane che. devAdhidevanI, sadgurUnI vAta, dharmanI vAta ane e badhAnA upAsaka mahApurUSanI vAta tenI AgaLa shelAthI karI zakAya. rAmAyaNanAM pAtro A badhAnA upAsaka hatAM. zrI arjuna bhagata zrI arjuna bhagata pAMca miniTa khelavA mAMgatA AcAryazrIe samaya Apyo hato, zrI arjuna bhagate pote karelA gauvadha viredhamAM upavAsanuM byAna karI, e upavAsa choDAvA, koMgresIo aneM mahAjanoe kaTakA karyo che, ema jaNAvyuM hatuM, ane AsA mAsamAM pharI upavAsa karaze ema jaNAvyuM hatuM. ane emAM sAtha ApavA apIla karI hatI. " AcAryazrInI spaSTatA AcAryazrIe jaNAvyuM hatuM ke, A dharma sa'kaTanI vAta che, dareka jIvanu rakSaNa e amAro dhama che, e mArge jIvIe chIe ane banI zake temane te mAge dArIe chIe. javAharane samajAveA, javAhara samaje to kaheze, A kebIneTanu rAja che, kekhIneTa pachI pArlAmenTa, eTale dharmopadeza kAne devo? chapAnI vAta paNa evI, e loke kAne mahatva Ape e paNa jANIe chIe. bhukha veDatA aMtima ghaDI sudhI samAdhi rahevI muzkela. rAjasattA na mAne te chevaTanI ghaDI sudhI bharavA taiyAra hoya to bhale, bAkI AmAM mArI saMmati nathI, AjanA rAjakAraNa mATe sArI cAla rAkhavAmAM mAla nathI eTale AjI gerasamaja na thAya te mATe kahuM chuM. amAre dharmopadeza sivAya Andre uddeza nathI. jemanA nAm apAya che temaNe paNa kayu pheravI nAkhyu, e jANe che ne ? mutsaddI eTale ye kAMi, heDe kAMi. sahu sArA kAmamAM yogya sAtha Apo, paNa ame AvA dhAMdhalamAM hAtha nathI nAMkhatA kemake e zaktine sadupayoga nathI. [sa dezanA sAjanyathI] janama di ke upayogI tha, dAthI, indravajJA, nArII, vAhaNI, maMdAra peTI, zAsrota paddhati anusAra tIna pratimAjI sthApana karanekA siMhAsana, laka- ' DekA kAtarakAma banAke usake para sone-cAMdI ke patare (ca) sAnevAle. jyAre A dezanA loko rAjakartA bane tyAre leAkA je jIvadayAne prAdhAnya mAne che tenI mAgaNI kare, ane tevI vyavasthA karAvavA bhAvanA jAge, e svabhAvika che. rAjakAraNa e bhayAnaka cIja che ane mArA vyAkhyAnamAM e na praveze, enI kALajI rAkhu' hyu paNa ene a rAjasattAne bhaya che ema nathI paNa rAjakAraNa kharaDAyeluM che e mATe, koIpaNa mAnavI tene pIka lAge tema kare paNa rAjakAraNa evu cagaDoLe caDhelu che, ke A bhAvanA badhA dharAvatA nathI. mahAjana game teTalI Apatti Ave te sahI levA jeTalu sabaLa nathI, ame upadezamAM mAnanArA chIe, e dvArA zakaya hoya te karAvavuM. rAjasattAvALAone sAdhunI gama nathI, tAlAvelI nathI, moTAmAM moTA rAjendrakhAyune samajAve, e samaje te kaheze ke, huM baMdhAraNIya vaDA chuM, phakta sahI karanAro, " cAMdIkI AMgIo aura paMcadhAtukI pratimAMjI aura parikara banAnevAle. cAMdIkA cadara Apake yahAM Ake lakaDe para lagA dete hai. orDara hamArI dukAna para dene se bhI kAma mena rAte hai. vana hIyA yA mIche. mitrI trijalAla rAmanAtha mu.. pAchotAnA [mArAX] tA. -mIjanezI nara de te varSa tenene A zakate hai. Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dhanya samarpaNa _zrI kAMtilAla . trivedI, rAjana ApanI AjJA mujaba hAjara karyA che." "je kAma mATe bolAvyA che teja vAta huM karI "AvavA gho" rahyo chuM,' ajayapALa siMhanI garjanAthI tADuka. siMhAsana upara beThelo ajayapALa gussAmAM belyo. "te pharamAve Apane mAruM zuM kAma che ? mArI " pAse dharma sivAya kAMIja hetuM nathI ne Apane dharma dharmalAbha rAjana ! : joI nathI, te bIjuM zuM kAma che?" | veta vastramAM sajja thayela zrI hemacaMdrasUrIzvarajI. nA mahApratApI ziSya ArzIvacana sAthe rAjasabhAmAM vAtanI zarUAta uparathI ja AcAryazrI samayanI dAkhala thayA ane sarve sabhAjananAM mukha jatAM. bhayaMkaratA pAmI gayA chatAM eja nirbhayatAthI bolI ' ajANatAM paNa ajayapALathI vimukha banI AvanAra rahyA hatA. vyakti tarapha AkarSAyAM ane kaI kAMI paNa vicAra "A vidhAna evA bAlacaMdramunine AcArya kare te pahelAM ja apALane gusso ThalavAyo. padavI Apa !' ajayapALa AjJA pharamAvatAM bolyo, mahArAja mane tamArA dharmalAbhanuM kAMI ja prave- rAjana ! e muni vidvAna che ke mukha, AcArya jana nathI. bhale mane adharmalAbha thAo ke jethI bho- padavIne yogya che ke nahi, te nakakI karavAnuM kAma bhave huM jainadharmanuM nikaMdana kADhI nAMkhIne mArA ApanuM nathI, e kAma te gurUdeva zrI hemacaMdrAAtmAne zAMti pamADuM.' . cAryajInuM hatuM ke teozrI nakkI karI gayA che, ke ajayapALe vAtanI zarUAta karavA mATe pIThIka e bAbatamAM zuM karavuM, temane AcArya padavI ApataiyAra karI. vAnI gurUAzA nathI." - "rAjana ! jainadharmane nAza kaI karI zakyuM nathI e bAbatamAM zuM karavuM ne zuM na karavuM, ene ne keda karI zakaze paNa nahi. bhale Apa sattAdhIza - nirNaya mArI marajI mujaba je joIe. hemacaMdrahevAthI ema mAnatA ho ke huM dhAruM te karI zakuM cAryo mukhaI karI eTale zuM mAre te nibhAvI levI?" tema chuM, paNa te vyAjabI nathI. zuM ApanA dehane Apa IMdra jevo nirogI banAvI zako cho? ApanA " "rAjana ? tame mAruM apamAna karI zake che, mRtyune Apa rokI zako cho? dareka manuSyane Apa mArA gurUjInuM nahi, emanI AjJA eja amAruM ApanA vicAranA banAvI zake che ? jIvana che'. . "hA, hA, jarUra karI zakuM chuM, dhanathI bane te dhanathI, atyAra sudhI samatAnA sAgara samA dekhAtA nahito sattAthI te kharUM ja !' AcAryazrI gurUjInA apamAnane sahana karavA jarApaNa - ajayapALanI AMkhamAMthI jANe lohInI dhArA taiyAra na hatA. hamaNuja vaheze, evI jenArAne bhItI lAgavA mAMDI : eTale zuM tame mArI AjJA mAnavA taiyAra paNa AcArya eja paramazAMtithI ubhA hatA ne nathI ?' eja zAMtithI bolI rahyA hatA. "nA, bIlakula nahi." AcArya belyA. - nA. nA tame kAMIja karI zakatA nathI. je ema pariNAmanI khabara che ?' ajayapALa bolyo. hatA te tame AkhI pRthvInA dhaNu thaI beThA heta, ' hA, barAbara khabara che, rAjana, ame ghara mukayuM, khera! javA do e badhI vAta, paNa Ape mane koI sagAM tajyAM, dhana ane vaibhava taje, sukha ane dIvasa nahi ne Aje kema bolAvyuM che ?' , sAhyabI tajyAM, have amAre pariNAmanI darakAra kema 1. sUrijInA mukhamAMthI jANe zAMtinAM jharaNuM vahI hoi zake ? have bAkI rahyuM A nAzavaMtu zarIra te ' rahyAM hatAM. je jIvaMta haze te dharmanI sAdhanA karaze ne nAza Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ : 384 : dhanya samapa Nu; pAmaze to deva ane gurUnI AjJAnuM pAlana thaze je aneka bhavAnA nAzane mATe thaze.' to tamAre dhagadhagatI zIlAne bheTavu' paDaze.' 'ATaluM gumAna " ajayapALe karaDAkImAM prazna rAjAe AjJAnI sAthe bhayanuM nirUpaNa karyuM. karyAM. 'nA, e gumAna nathI, vAstavikatA che.' AcAya zrIe paristhiti samajAvI, sattAnuM gumAna ane gurUbhaktinuM yuddha jAmyuM hatuM, sattvaguNu ane tameguNunI kasoTI thai rahI hatI. sabhAmAM beTheaA AlacaMdra manamAM malakI rahyo hatA.. jo tame khAlacaMdrane AcAya padavI Ape te tame mAge te ApavA taiyAra chu' rAjAe lAlacane TukaDA pheMkayo. Apa je mane ApavA mAgo che, te Apane mubAraka he !' amAre to tamArU rAjya ke dhana kAMI na khape ! amAre to deva, gurU ane'nI rakSA ane temanI AjJAnuM pAlana eja kartavya che. e ka vyanI vedI upara bhale A dehanuM balidAna Apavu. paDe te paNa AnaMda che.' bahAdura sabhAjane manamAMja AcAryazrIne dhanyavAda detA hatA. te| zuM tame mArI AjJA nahija mAne ?' vyAjakhkhI vAtane paNa potAnuM apamAna samajanAra ajayapALe jANe kAMi niNaeNya karI lIdhA hatA. ApanA praznanA javAba huM Apane prathamaja ApI gayo chu, ke dhana athavA sattAthI Apa niLanA mananeja pheravI zake, athavA kAyarAneja Apa ApanI icchA mujaba nacAvI zake bIjAne nahi, samajyAne rAjana ! ' chellA zabdoccAra sAthe AcA zrAe bAlacaMdra sAme eka vedhaka dRSTipAta karyAM, jenA tejathI DadhAyelA khAlacaMdra AcArya zrInI sAme joi rahevA jeTalI zakitanA abhAve khajavALavA lAgyA te rAjAne chupA izArA, saMketa mukha karI dIdho paNa tenI ceSTA AcArya zrInI cAlAka AMkhothI chUpI na rahI zakI. A tamArA chelle.. javAba che :' basa ! ATalIja zikSA ? sAMbhaLeA rAjA, mArA chellA zabdo sAMbhaLI hayA!' gRhastha evA sunaze vratapAlana athe zULIe caDhayA, vratapAlana arthe aNuiraka munie dhagadhagatI zIlA upara anazana karyuM, nadISeNa munie pahADa parathI jhaMpApAta karyo hato, te he rAjana ! gurUAjJAne samarpita thayelA AtmA mATe A zikSA kAMi nathI.' sabhAmAM sanasanATI ane arerATI phelAI gai. AcArya zrI AgaLa khelyA- he rAjana ! jJAnI ee A zarIranI je dazA thavAnI joi haze, teja thaze paNa A manuSya dehane pAmIne AtmA jo deva, gurU ane dharmane vaphAdAra rahetA, Avu eka mRtyu aneka janmane TALanAra bane che, aneM A deha jo nAza pAmavAnAja che, tene mAha zA mATe ? sAdhu thavA chatAM paulika vastune moha zA mATe ? jo jIvana sthAyI nathI te A rAjya, dhana, sattA vagere zA kAmanAM? mATe he rAjana ! mane Ane bhaya nathI. ' mAre tamArA upadeza nathI sAMbhaLavA, ekaja javAba joie che hA ke nA.' kAyA vicAravA lAgyA ke, AcArya zrI rAjAnI AjJA mAne te| ThIka ane AcArya zrInA javAba sAMbhaLavA hArA kAna saravA anyA. 'rAjana ! mAre karI-karIne kAMija kahevAnuM nathI. jaina sAdhue sAmAnya bAbatamAM paNa pariNAmane, vaca!ra karyA vinA kheolatA nathI, te Ate gurUAjJA pAlananeA savAla che.' virAdhIenAM mAM goLa khAvA lAgyAM. sIpAhI ! lai jAe, Ane dhagadhagatI lokhaMDanI pATa upara suvADI yA, yAna rAkho nAsI na jAya, nahi te e mAsana tamArA mATe thaze' ajayapALe mAtanI zikSA karamAvI dIdhI, Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kalyANa) navembara-1951 : 385 : - gurU AjJAnuM pAlana mATe sAce sAdhu prANa vikalpa jana samudAyanA manamAM pravartI rahyA hatA, Ape. ene bhAgavAnuM he ja nahi. yuddhanA medAna tyAM te AcAryazrI jANe mRtyune paDakAra karatA hoya uparathI kAyara 1 kAyara bhAge, kSatriya nahi. rAjana ! mArA ema dhImA paga bhAge. kSatriya nahi. rAjanahuM mArA ema dhImA pagale dhagadhagatI lokhaMDanI pATa pAse hAtheja tArI e pATa upara suI jAuM chuM , AvyA ne iryAvahI karI sarve jIvone micchAmi dukakaDa ApI ucca chatAM mAdhuryabharyA svare nA risabhAmAM rAjA pratye dhikakAranI eka chupI na zabdanA uccAra sAthe mukha uparanI meje lAgaNI prasarI gaI, prasannatAne sAthe laIne dhagadhagatI zIlA upara suI gayA. - rAjadvAranI bahAranA medAnamAM prekSake cIkAra dehanI rAkha thaI gaI. AtmAnuM suvarNa banI gayuM, bharAI gayAM hatAM. ekaeka mAnavInuM haiyuM valovA nagarajanone pArAvAra du:kha thayuM, tyAre ajayapALa rahyuM hatuM. ghaNAne ema paNa thatuM ke, rAjA chevaTe bAlacaMdra ane bIjA tejepIone Ajano divasa paNa temano nirNaya pheravaze, ghaNA ema paNa vicA. senAne suraja uge. dhanya samarpaNa! kharekhara zrI ratA ke ajayapALa jevo nIca mAnavI dhAryuM ja rAmacaMdrasUri mRtyune jItI gayA hatA. . karaze, te kaIvaLI A prasaMge upasthita thavAnA kAraNa rUpa bAlacaMdrane doSita gaNatuM. Ama aneka dareka manuSyane pi- je prasiddhine meha roka 'Aje te svataMtra tAnuM nAma janasamAjamAM tAne yuga che, tethI darekane prasiddhine pAme, e ISTa zrI kA, me. trivedI, lakhavA-bolavAne haka hoya che, ethI ISTasAdhya svIkAravAmAM Ave che, mATe manuSya anekavidha prayatno kare che, evA ghaNA paNa e hakane upayoga karatAM pahelAM vicAravuM joIe. prayatnomAM . lekhaka ane vakatA banavAno prayAsa e haMsa-mayura ane munzInI maMjarI jevI sthiti utpanna taddana sahelo che, ethI manuSyane moTebhAge te karanAra pAse zuM bIjA viSaya na hatA ? evI ja tarapha vadhAre AkarSAya che, kAraNa ke e prayatna vagara rIte jAta anubhavathI ghaDAyelA siddhAMtane pracAra pase ne vagara mahenate, jenI koDInI kiMmata paNa na thAya emAM vAMdho nathI. vAdhe mAtra eTalo ja che, ke hoya te hAlImavAlI mANasa paNa karI zake che. hAtha maLe che ne lakhavAnI zakti che, mATe lakhe , keTalAka aThavADikomAM prasidhdha thatI savAla ane jIbha maLI che te belavA mAMDe, e rItane je ' javAbanI kaTAre vAMco, temAM rasaviheNAM, sAmAnya nAda cAlI rahyo che, tenI hAme che. budhdhithI samajAya tevA, galIca, ane amuka ekaTara lakho ke bole paNa te evuM ke jenAthI vinaya ekaTresa kayAM rahe che, paraNela che ke kuMvArA temane vadhe, sadaguNa vadhe. jIvana svaccha ane nirmaLa bane baccAM keTalAM Adi cUMthaNa gUMthatA je prazna ane satyapakSanuM samarthana thAya. hetu sivAya lakhavuM pUchavAmAM Ave che, te eTalI halakI koTinA hoya eTale meMghA bhAvanA kAgaLa ane zAhIne durUpayega, che ke, A prakAranuM mAnasa emAM pratibiMbIta ane bolavuM eTale vANIne durUpayoga, bIjA arthamAM thAya che. evI ja rIte keTalAya lekhako ane vakatAo kahIe te te thuMka uDADavAno prayAsa che. pitAnA lakhavA ke belavAnI samAja upara zI asara - paDaze, tene vicAra karyA vinA deva, gurU, dharmanI jaina dharmanuM ajoDa mAsika kalyANa nidA kare che, ane pApasthAnakonA piSaNarUpa pravRtti lavAjama rU. 5-0-0 Page #18 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ yunenI lebI ghoDA bajAra jevI awwwI - zekhIne ane netA banavAnA umedathaI gaI che, jyAM rAjya mata meLa ra vAra ghaNuM maLI Avaze. vavA paDApaDI kare che-AphrikAnA pradhAna De. bhalAna " che kA me. trivedI 3 - ane AphIkAnI lebI gardabha che. ANaMdamAM phAtaDAe karelI luMTa bajAra jevI thaI gaI che, ke jyAM - simAcAra) hiMdIone hAMkI kADhavA mATe pAblA pagane upayoga e phAtaDe amerIkana tAlIma pAmela ane kerIthaI rahyo che, yAnA morace vIratA batAvIne pAchA pharelo mALa senApati hovo joIe. vadhu matsya pakaDAnA pracAra mATe racA lAkha rU.nI grAnTa apAI che.-munsI ' mAchImAro sAthe munzIjIne vaLI kayAthI joDAye. * nakkI thayeluM anAja maLe te paNa bhAgyazALI manAza-munzI 'anAja nahi maLete kaI nahi "vadhu vRkSa vAvo" nI juMbezanA pariNAme baLavA mATe puratAM lAkaDAM te maLaze ne ? mahilA parISade apIla karI che ke strIo sarakArane sAtha Ape. [samAcAra] . e parISadanA pramukhapade zrImatI lIlAvatI munzI te nathI ne ? kAzmIra pAkIstAnane joIe.-vaDA muphatI e vakIlAtanA badalAmAM Apane hindustAna - malavuM joIe, emaja te ka ka uttara pradezanI sarakAra jaMgalI pazuonI rakSA pArlAmenTamAM che. raMga ane nahera vacce TapATapI karI rahI che. [samAcAra] . -samAcAra kaMI upakAra buddhi nahija hoya. saMbhava che ke, vadhumAM vadhu "kAMi nahi" karI zake te ochAyuddha phATI nIkaLe te sainika tarIke temanI sevA uchInI, mAM ochuM TapATapI te karavI ja joIe ne? levAne irAdo heya. 16 karoDanA khAratanI AyAtamAM 1 karoDanuM lokazAhI morace baMdha karAze nahi-kRpalANI nukazAna (samAcAra) baMdha karavAnI jarUra paNa zI che. khurazInA khAtara upara dIvela AnuM nAma. paracakakhANanA koThAo | jaina boDIMga, lAyabrerI, zALAo mATe. prabhAvanA mATe maMgAve ! jaina tatvajJAna praznottara * 100 nA rUA. 6-4-0 dareka paccakhANe temaja samayane koke. lakhe -semacaMda DI. zAha semacaMda DI. zAha, pAlItANuM | pAlItANuM [sirASTra) Page #19 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Ragisl ane prAdhAna samAdhAnakAraka-pU0 AcArya deva zrImada vijayalabdhisUrIzvarajI mahArAja pakSakAra:-zA chanAlAla ravacaMda, pIMpaLagAma [basavata] zaM, derAsaranI vastu vAparIne pAchA mUkI de te rIte lAITamAM besIne ke ubhA rahIne vyAkhyAna Adi doSa lAge re ? . jovAnuM hAyaja kayAMthI ? . saTa jarUra, deSa lAge. za0 nadImAM snAna karIne pachI bhagavAnanI pUjA zaM, sAMje derAsara maMgalika karyA pachI ughADI, karIe te te snAna cAle kharuM ? zakAya ? sa, pANIne gALI, vidhi sahita vAparI zuddha kapaDAM paheryA hoya ane jinAlayanA mULa daravAjA pAse . sakAraNavazAt ughADI zakAya. paganI zuddhi karyA bAda jinapUjA karavAmAM bAdha nathI. zaMpUjA karatI vakhate pahelAM bAjunA bhagavA- zuM pratikramaNamAM pAMca gAthAnuM stavana belAya - nanI pUjA karIe ane pachI bhUlanAyakanI pUjA karIe tenuM kAraNa zuM? te cAle kharI ? sastavana bhAvabhaktinI vRddhimATe besavAnuM che. sava vastuta: pahelAM mUlanAyakanI ja pUjA karavI eTale jeTaluM lAMbu hoya teTaluM sAruM, chAMya kadAca joIe prakSAlana, pUjA AdinA caDhAvA-belI eTaluM lAMbu na hoya te kamathI kama pAMca gAthA te bolAvavAnI hoya, pUjA thavAne vAra hoya ane kAra hovI joIe, kAraNa ke stavana e bhAvapUjA che, PvazAta bahAra javAnuM hoya te bAjunAM jinabiMbanI ane te bhAvapUjAthI pAMca mahAvratanI prApti ISTa pUjA karI levAmAM vAMdho nathI. hovAthI pAMca mahAvratanI ghAtaka ochAmAM ochI pAMca gAthA hovI joIe, AvA kAraNasara pAMca gAthAnI - zaMderAsaramAM bhagavAna AgaLa sAthIo karyA maryAdA cAlI AvatI hoya tema banavA saMbhava che. pahelAM iriyAvahIA karavA ke pachI karavA ? ane cAlu maryAdAne lepa kare nahi, A maryAdA sa) sAthIo karyA bAda IriyAvahIo karavI pratikramaNa Azrita che. joIe. zaM0 saklatIrthanA sUtramAM vaMduM che ane bolAya zaM, sthAnakavAsInA sAdhu lAITamAM jAhera vyA- che vaMdu to kharUM kayuM? khyAna Ape che, te lAITa cAle? sa, vaMdu zabda je bolAya che te barAbara che. - saha prabhu mahAvIrano koI paNa tyAgI sAdhu lAI 6 uparanA anusvAranI jarUra nathI. Tane upayoga karI zake nahi, kadAca acAnaka lAITanuM zaM zAni kahyA pachI caityavaMdana karIne sAmAyika prakAza Ave te kAmalI oDhavAnuM vidhAna che temaja kAusagnamAM hoIe ane te vakhate paNa lA - pAra che, te tenuM kAraNa zuM ? prakAza zarIra para paDe te kAusaga cheDIne paNa kAma- sa0 pratikramaNa karI harSa utpanna thaze ane tenA lIne upayoga kare ane AgalathI kAussaga cAlu kare, kathanakAra prabhu upara ati prema utpanna thaye, te harSa matalaba kAusagga bhAMge nahi. ATalI badhI lAITanA ane premanuM ghAtaka caityavaMdana karI sAmAyika pAravAmAM prakAzathI sAdhuoe pitAnA saMyamanI rakSA karavAnI pUrva mahApurUSoe mahAna lAbha joI evI vidhi kAyama che, pachI pitAnA zarIra upara lAITa paDatI hoya tevI karI che ane e vidhi mujaba karavAthI ApaNuM koya che. Page #20 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ : : 388: zaMkA-samAdhAna; zaM0 sAMjanA pratikramaNa bAda sAmAyika pAtAM sa0 kharAba sthAnano parityAga karI, zubhabhAvacaukasAya caityavaMdana kema belAya che? zuM bIjuM caitya vardhake sthAnane Azraya le. vaMdana na cAle ? - zaM, daherAsaramAM purUSoe jamaNI bAju ane sava Acarita havAthI cakakasAya caityavaMdana ja strIoe DAbI bAju ubhA rahevuM, te kenI ? ApaNI belivuM. ke bhagavAnanI ? zaM, maMgaladIvo ke AratI be jaNAthI utArI sa2 jinezvaradevanI. * zakAya ke kema ? za0 eka mANasa maratAM-karatAM pitAnA chokarAne sava khuzIthI. - kahe ke, ATalA rUpIA dharmamArgamAM kharacaje, te zaM, pajusaNa thayA pachI vyAkhyAna be-traNa te kharce te tenuM punya kene thAya ? visa baMdha rahe che, tenuM kAraNa zuM? sava maranAra kahI gayo hoya to tene ane bhAvathI ( sa thAka utAro eja kAraNa ane vyAkhyAna ane anumodana karanAra putrane paNa purNa thAya. karI paNa zake. zaM, upadhAna karavAno hetu che ? ane na karIe zaM, pratikramaNamAM be vAdaNa sAthe Ave che ane te cAle ke kema bIjA vAMdaNAmAM nivAI pATha na kahevo tenuM - sa0 vidhavidhAna sahita satranI ArAdhanA, e kAraNa zuM? upadhAna karavAno hetu che ane upadhAna tapa karavAnI sabahiniMgamana mATe vAribApu kahe- zakti hoya ke na kare te virAdhaka thAya che. vAmAM Ave che. jyAre bIjI vakhatanA vAMdaNamAM bahAra nIkaLavAnuM nathI, A vAta bhASyathI jANI levI. Dii zaM, mahAvIra bhagavAnanA sasarA ane sAsunuM nAma zuM hatuM? zuM bhagavAnane TIkAo hoya che. tenuM kAraNa zuM * sa-prabhu mahAvIrasvAmI bhagavAnanA sasarAnuM sava ne jANatI vyakita nava aMga oLakhI zake to nAma samaravIra hatuM, teozrI to sAsunuM nAma vAMcavAmAM e mATe haze ? temaja tyAM ghasAe, na pahoMce ityAdi AvyuM nathI. kAraNe A rUDhI pracalita thaI hoya ema saMbhave che. - zaM, jene lagnanI vidhi brAhmaNa pAse karAve za0 sAMje derAsaramAMthI nikalyA pachI derAsaranA che, te te zuM jaina graMthamAM nathI? oTalA upara loko bese che, tenuM zuM kAraNa? sava jaina lagnavidhi AcAradinakara nAmanA graMthamAM - sa0 jinabiMbanA darzana Adi karI jinA che ane keTalAka sthAne te vidhithI lagno thAya che. layanA oTalA upara besavAnI koI vidhi nathI. viSNu AdimAM evo rivAja cAlatuM hoI enuM anu. AbhavamAM kareluM pApa kyAre udyamAM Ave? karaNa thaI gayuM hoya ema lAge che. sa8 karmone abAdhAkAla pUrNa thae. zaM, ApaNe koI kharAba ThekANe gayA chIe zaM, mANasa pApa samajyA pachI paNa pApa ane kharAba vicAro Ave che, te sArA vicAra kare te e karyuM karma ? lAvavA mATe zuM karavuM ? * sa8 irAdA pUrvakanuM." vejanA naM. 4 ne ukela A aMkamAM raju thAya che. Page #21 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ karI 'kalyANa baubAlakizora vibhAga pyArA dete hamaNuM te nizALe che, te ApaNane na chAje. hiMdustAna jevA skule tathA hAIskulemAM tamAre rajAo cAlu hamaNAMja svataMtra thayelA ugatA dezane A haze kema kharuMne? vArU mitra! rajAonA rIte kareDo dhUmADo kare kema piSAya? divasemAM zuM karazo, e kahe te kharA ? caramatIrthaMkaradeva zrI mahAvIradevanuM nirvANa juo, AvA divasamAM bahu rakhaDavuM nahi, kalyANaka A vadI amAsanA thayuM che, A jyAM tyAM jenI tenI sebatamAM pharavuM nahi, prasaMge ApaNe te e mahAna pitAnA putrane kulemAM je bhaNyA che tenuM punarAvartana chAjatI rIte vartavuM joIe. khAvA-pIvAmAM cAlu rAkhavuM, dhArmika pAThazALAomAM niya- saMyamI banavuM joIe. paheravA-oDhavAmAM mita hAjarI ApavI, avasare gharanA kAma- sAdAI rAkhavI joIe, ane paisAne kheTe kAja karavAmAM zaramAvuM nahi, je mA-bApa duvyaya nahi kara joIe, dhyAnamAM rAkhavuM ATa-ATalA kaSTapUrvaka tamane uchere che, jeIe ke, Aje ApaNA dezamAM garIbAI temane dareka rIte tame upagI ne AzvA mera che, vilAsa vibha ke AMkha-kAnanA sanarUpa na thAo te tamArA jIvanane kAMI nazAmAM nANAne durvyaya kare, ApaNane na artha nathI. pAlave, uparAMta phaTAkaDA phoDavAmAM jIvahiMsAno vahAlA bALake ! zAzvatI oLInA pavitra pAra nathI, keI vakhate dAjhI javAya te divaso, divALIne utsava tathA jJAnapaMcamInuM bhayaMkara pariNAma AvatAM vAra na lAge ! mahAparva A badhAye mahAna prasaMge ApaNuM mArA mitro ! A vibhAga mATe tamArA vaccethI pasAra thaI gayA che, oLIne diva- taraphathI saMkhyAbaMdha lekhe thekaDe-thekaDA samAM tamArAmAMthI ghaNAe chevaTe eka AyaM AvyA kare che. A badhA lekhane ekI bIla te karyuM haze ? je veLA dezanA mahetA sAthe sthAna ApavAnuM amArAthI na banI bhAganI prajA duSkALa, bhUkhamaro tathA jIvana zake e dekhItuM che, eTale dhIre dhIre ekeka nivAhanAM sAdhanomAM muzIbate veThatI hoya pachI ekeka lekhane upagI dekhAze, te rIte te veLA ApaNe dararoja cAra-cAra vakhata sthAna maLaze, A mATe keIe utAvaLa nahi jhApaTavAnuM na hoya, AyaMbIlanI tapazcaryAthI thavuM. amArA para zraddhA rAkhavI, tamArI zakti aneka lAbhe che. anAjane bacAva thAya che, ne protsAhana ApavAnAja sadAzayathI A zarIranA rego cAlyA jAya che. ane AtmA kAya ame AraMvyuM che, eTale sAdhananI nirmaLa bane che, taduparAMta ApaNuM parva maryAdAnA kAraNe saMyegavazAt sArA paNa divasanI ujavaNI thAya che. lekhene pragaTa karatAM vilaMba jAya, ethI khudAI khIdamatagAra ! divALInA divasemAM tamAre mUjhAvuM nahi. jema bIjAo A vIMcIne phaTAkaDAo, yAra bAla baMdhuo! ame gatAMkamAM dArUkhAnuM Adi pheDIne paisAne dhUmADo kare sUcavyuM hatuM te rIte patra mitra vibhAga Page #22 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 360 : bAlajagata; mATe amArI pAse nAma AvatAM rahyAM che, cInu: hare sAva hajAma jevo! jema jema nAma AvatAM raheze tema tema patra mitra maMDaLa nA nAmathI ame A vibhAgamAM zikSaka : e ya vikrama, tane kAle joDApara ene prasiddha karIzuM, te tame paNa tamAre nibaMdha lakhI lAvavAnuM kahyuM hatune kema nathI lakhI nAma, abhyAsa, vaya, zekha ItyAdi jaNavI, lAvyuM ? dezabharanA tamArA mitronI sAthe saMparka sAdhavA vikrama : paNa sAheba kema lakhuM ? jyAM dhaDAne prayatna karo! DAlA dete have pharIthI ubhe rAkhI upara kAgaLa rAkhuMne lakhavA jA ke gheDe ApaNe maLIzuM! jayavIra! bhAgI jAya che, mATe mApha karaje. munima: (kolasAvALAne) AjathI kolasA nathI lakhavAnuM ke, bhAI hemacaMda vorA, tamArA lAvavAnAM samaye ? badhAM lakhANe mUlyAM che, avakAze pragaTa thatAM raheze. kelasAvALo : kema! zrI ena. bI. zAha, bAla jagata mATe lekha munima: (beparavAIthI) te kALA Ave che, avasare pragaTa thaze. bhaMvaralAla zrI mAla-tamArA lekhene sudhArIne pragaTa karAze. ramezacaMdra jhaverI tethI. zrI ramezacaMdra je. jhaverI, tamArA lakhANo malyA che, prasidhdha karIzuM. dezI tarUNakumAra tathA dezI bAbubhAI! tamArA lekho . ' ATaluM yAda rAkhavuM pragaTa karavA mokalyA che, A aMkamAM badhA nahi * pRthvI goLa daDA jevI nathI, paNa thALI jevI Ave te AgAmI aMkamAM Avaze zrI suravIracaMda ' goLa che. jhaverI! subhASI Adi mahyuM che, pragaTa karIzuM. ke pRthvI pharatI nathI paNa sUrya phare che. dozI jayaMtilAla maNIlAla ! tamAruM lakhANa * jainadharmane prAraMbha zrI mahAvIradevathI nahi, paNa barAbara nahi hovAthI bIjuM lakhI meko! bhAI * anAdithI thayela che, nemidAsa e tamAre lekha A ake pragaTa thAjo * tIDa, rajha, vAnara, Adine mAravAthI deza AbAda nahi bane. hiMsAthI sukha nathI paNa duHkha che. hasatAM mukhaDAM ja yuropanI duniyA AgaLa nathI vadhatI paNa pAchaLa zikSaka : tane je itihAsanA prazno lakhAvyA hatA ane tenA te beTA javAba ApyA hatA. A kevaLa udyamathI kAryasiddhi thatI nathI, paNa bhAgyathI ane meM tane te vIsa vAra lakhI lAvavAnuM kahyuM kAryasiddhi thAya che. hatuM, kAraNake tuM ItihAsamAM bahu kAce che. paraMtu * hiMdanI AjhAdi saMpUrNa nathI paNa aneka rIte teM te te dasa vAra ja lakhyA che. apUrNa che, vidyArthI : sAheba, huM gaNitamAM paNa kAco chuM * kAyadAthI mANasa jAta na sudhAre paNa sArA saMskAra ke sArA zikSaNathI sudhAre mitra: (tenA mitrane) are cIna, zuM vAta * sInemAmAMthI kAMI sArUM zIkhavAne malatuM nathI paNa karUM ? Aje te pelAe mArA vALa sAva bagADI nabaLuM ghaNuM ghaNuM tyAMthI zIkhAya che, nAMkhyA hajAmata barAbara na karI........ . zrI bhaMvarabhAla zrImAla Page #23 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kalyANa nivembara-1951, : 191 : Ato jIbhalaDIne rasa Tapake che! DAmAM khIcaDI laI cAle, tene joI leka hase che, aNabanAvamAM kAraNarUpa doSa moTA bhAge jIbha che. e keTalAka loko pUche che, ke A zuM TapakI rahayuM che? bagaDe te badhuMya bagaDe, e sudhare te badhuM sudhare, e che che tyAre teNe jevuM hatuM tevuM kahyuM, A jIbhala * DIne rasa Tapake che ! mATe nIcenuM dRSTAnta che. " eka bhikhArI hatA, bhIkhamAM maLelA cekhA-dALa kerasikabALA bhAlajI zAha, teNe bhegA karyA, paNa banAvavAnuM sAdhana tenI pAse na muMbaI, u. va14. hatuM. tethI te eka DezIne tyAM pahoMcyA ane khIcaDI rAMdhI ApavA kAkaludI karI. DozI dayALa tathA paragaju hovAthI teNe rAMdhavAnI hA pADI teNe cekhAdALa kalyANa vijayavaMtu rahe ! lIdhA ne rAMdhavA cUle mUkyA te vakhate bhikhArI Ama kahevAya che ke, eka vakhata koI eka rAjAe pitAnA tema jue che. tenI najara varaMDA para gaI. varaMDAmAM AtmAnuM kebheMsa hatI ne varaMDAnuM bAraNuM nIcuM hatuM eTale eNe vyANa sAdhavA mATe yajJanI zarUAta karI, badhA DozIne pUchayuM ke, bheMsa kevI rIte bahAra nIkaLe che ? brAhmaNe jAta jAtanA maMtra - DozIne ema thayuM ke Ane vaLI zI paMcAta, chatAM te NatA hatA. tyAM acAnaka koI eka sAdhu purUSa jevA DozIe uttara Apyo, ke te vAMkI vaLIne nIkaLI jAya che, pelA mUrkha tathA vAcALa bhikhArIe pharI pUchyuM, pavitra mANase AvIne kahyuM ke, he, paNa DozImAM bese aMdara marI jAya te zI rIte vijayI rAjA A bhayaMkara yajJamAM seMkaDo pazuone nikaLe ?" DozIne have lAgyuM !.kAkaDI uThIne bolI rahyA, nAza kare e tArUM kartavyahuM tane khIcaDI rAMdhI ApuM chuM ne tuM apamaMgaLa ja nathI. tuM mAne che ke Ama karavAthI mokSa maLe * zabdo zA mATe lAve che. thoDIvAra bhikhArI cUpa rahyo che. paNa e te tArI ane A pazuone paNa potAnA apalakSaNa jAya ? pI Teva kema TaLe ? yamasadanamAM mokalavAne taiyAra thayelA vipronI khoTI pAcho caDha lavAre, eka sUtelA chokarA para najara mAnyatA che. Ama pazuonI hiMsAthI kyA nAMkhatAM pUchayuM, DozImA ! A kone chokaro che ? vaMzano nRpati yA te kaye brAhmaNa mokSamAM game che ? DozImA bolyA, bhAI ! e mArA chokarAne AvI te mahApurUSanI vAta suNI rAjAne tenI dIkare che. tyAre bhIkhArIe pUchayuM, tyAre dIkarI sarakhAmaNIye badhA kayAM che ? dezI bolI e te dezAvara gayela che. tuccha jevA lAgyA. teNe yAjJikone kahyuM, ke yajJanI kriyA bhikhArIe paMcAta laMbAvI kahyuM, tene kAgaLa samApta kare ane pazuo temanAAve che ke nahi ? rabArIone saMpI de, ane AjathI mArA rAjayaDozI bolI, Amato paMdara-paMdara divase Ave che. mAM yajJAdi kAryo baMdha kare, A suNI sAdhu paNa hAla be-traNa mAsathI patra nathI. samAcAra ke belyA, amara 2- saMdeza kAMI nathI. ------ rAjana ! tArUM zAsana. zubhakArya karI meLave devAsana. pelo gAM DI bhikhArI tarata bhasI uThe ne kahyuM, dezI bAbubhAI ratilAla marI gayo haze te zI khabara ?' DelI khIjAI gaI tarata teNe khIcaDI je tapa - tathA * lImAM cUlA upara hatI, te tenI hAme pheMkIne pilA dozI tarUNakumAra cImanalAla bhikhArIne gharamAMthI kADhI mUkyo, te vile moDhe laga Page #24 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ': 392 : bAlajagata puSpa ane parAga hadamAM uMcAmAM uMce kutuba-mInAra che. sukhI thavuM teja jIvananuM dhyeya che. sukhI thavA jagatamAM misIsIpI, tathA mIsarI lAMbAmAM ne rasate ahiMja che, tene samaya atyAreja che. lAMbI nadI che. sukhI thavAne raste bIjAone sukhI karavAmAM che. jagatamAM uMDAmAM uMDuM baeNkala sarovara che. jIdagInI aMdara saphaLa thavAne sauthI sAra hIMmAM lAMbAmAM lAMbI sIMdhu nadI che. 1975 raste ApaNe ApaNA mATe pratikuLa, anyone mATe mAIla lAMbI che. nahi AcaravuM te che. bhalAI evI bhASA che ke, je bahere sAMbhaLI muLacaMda somacaMda varSa 17 zake che ane maMge samajI zake che. mUrkhanI sAthe vAta karavI e zaktine durbhaya bhakatAmarane prabhAva che, kAraNa ke sAbu kalasAne sapheda karI zakatA nathI. pitAnA avaguNanuM zodhana karIne tene choDavA praya jabudIpanA bharatakSetramAM AvelI ujajayinI ! nAmanI nagarImAM sumati nAmano nItimAna. dayAvAna na kara. kahyuM che ke, sajajane sAcI vastuone ja grahaNa kare che. ane dharmapremI vaNika rahetA hatA. te daridra hevA chatAM e anItinA mArge dorAyela na hatuM. eka sAdAImAM zreSTatA che. ane ladhutAmAM prabhutA che divasa ujjayinI nagarImAM jaina munirAja ! vRkSo vinA jaMgala zobhatAM nathI, tema dharma pitAnA ziSya maMDaLa joDe padhAryA. eka divasa te vinA manuSyajIvana paNa zobhatuM nathI. sumati nAmane vaNika paNa dharma upadeza sAMbhaLavA zIyaLa e zivanuM sAdhana che. gayo. vaNike gurU mahArAjane pUchayuM, ke daridra mANasane dharma e jIvananuM vAhana che. eka TaMkanA kherAka mATe vAMdhA paDatA hoya te te herA hemacaM cAlacala - dharma kevI rIte karI zake ? mane dharma karavAnI IcchA che, paNa daridratA mAre pIcho choDatI nathI, | uMmara varSa 15. Apa dayA lAvI koI upAya batAve te sArUM. mahArAje bhaktAmara stotrane 7 je ane 4 loka tame jANe che, Apyo ane kahyuM, e lekane tAre dararoja 100 vAra pATha kara ke jethI tuM sukhI thaIza. ane vaNike jagatamAM sauthI vadhu lAkha hIMdamAM thAya che. dararoja pATha bhaNavAnuM zarU karyo. jagatamAM sauthI vadhu tamAku hIMdamAM thAya che. jagatamAM zeraDInuM vAvetara hIMdamAM vadhAremAM bhAge, eka divasa dhanavAna zeThanI sAthe sumati dhana kamAvA paradeza gayo. vahANamAM ghaNA beThelA hatA. vadhAre che. vahANa dhIme dhIme madhyamAM AvyuM ne ekadama pavana hIMdamAM moTAmAM moTo udyoga sutarAu kApaDane kAze. dhIme dhIme vahANa Dagumagu thavA lAgyuM ne vahANa che. tenAM mukhya sthAne muMbaI tathA amadAvAda che. bavAnI taiyArI hoya tema jaNAyuM. vahANumAM beThelA hIMdamAM relve sTezanenI saMkhyA kara00 nI che. dareka jaNa pitAnA ISTadevanI prArthanA karavA lAgyA. hIMdamAM lAMbAmAM lAMbu pleTaphorma sonApura pleTa. A samaye vaNike mahAtmAe ApelA bhaktAmara pharma che. (I. AI. relve) tetranA be lokanuM smaraNa karyuM. AkhA jagatamAM lagabhaga 50,000 manuSyo ane thoDIvAramAM caMThezvarI devIe mokalAvela AMdhaLA che. devIe sumati nAmanA vaNikane darIyAmAMthI upADI Page #25 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ samudranA kAMThe mUkayo, ane ka`matI vastro ane ratnA aNu karI khelI ke, tane jyAre muzkelIe UbhI thAya tyAre tAre mane yAda karavI ane huM hAjara thaiza ! A pramANe kahI devI cAlI gai. sumati nAmanA viNaka potAne ghera AvI devIe ApelA ratnA vecI mahAna dhanADhaya thayA. pachI sumatie daridrAvasthAne khyAla karI dhanane sadvyaya karyAM, te te dAnezvarI banyo. kharekhara dharmane prabhAva aciMtya che. zrI suravIracaMda jhaverI muMbai. 3 dudhanA dudhamAM ane pANInA pANImAM eka hatAM DeAzI, temane eka putrI, putrane sArA dhare paraNAvI; DezInA ghera cAra gayA. dudha aDhIzera aDhIbera nIkaLe, sAMja savAra aradhemaNu dudha vece zera pANI rAja nAMkhe pANInA paisA judA eka leTakAmAM bhare, have rUpiyA tevu pANInA bhegA karyA, cheDIne AvyuM sIma'ta, ka"kAtarI AvI. DozInA bIjA kuTu dIyara jenA AkarA. okarAone kahyuM tame mAmerUM lai jai Ave. DeAzI vaDhakaNI hatI, koie hA pADI nahi, DozI pote nALI lai rUpiyA bharI kaDe bAMdhI vALI saDakA gAMTha mAmere cAlyA aradhe te AvI nadI, nadImAM pANI kamarapura, kAchaDA vALI DeAzI cAlyAM nadImAM. aradhe raste nALI sarI paDI, hAya hAya dudhanA dudhamAM ane pANInA pANImAM DozI gayAM dikarIne ghera, dIkarIe puchyu... mA zuM lAvI mena dudhanA dudhamAM ane pANInA pANImAM putrInA sAsarA pAsethI 90 rUpiyA lIdhA tyAre hADA vaLyo. muni zrI nareMdravijayajI ma0 bhAi ame zrAvaka chIe ! Aje jaina pIrakAemAM derAvAsI ane sthAnakavAsI tevA zabdo pracalIta thai gayA che paNa sthAnakavAsI bhAionA munirAjo sthAnakamAM vAsa kare che tethI te te barAbara che ke haze? paNa na te kalyANa; navembara-1951 : 393 : derAvAsI kAi munirAja che ke nato koi zrAvakA derAvAsI che ! kAi daherAmAM vAsa karatuMja nathI to derAvAsI kANa ? aDhI hajAra varSa upara prabhu zrI mahAvIradeve catuvidha saMdhanI sthApanA karI tyAre sAdhu, sAdhvI, zrAvaka ane zrAvikA Ama cAra prakAre saMdhanI sthApanA karI, AmAM karyAMya vAsI zabda nathI. tyArapachI dhaNA varSe dIga khara mata nIkaLye ane Asare 1508nI sAlamAM lAMkAzAe leAMkAgaccha kADhayA te gacchanA dhaNA bhAio hAla che. - tyArapachI Asare 1570nI sAlamAM lu'paka eTale huka mata nIkalyo, te DhuMDhIyA kahevAyA. chevaTe temAMnA kAne tenAma nahIM gamavAthI thoDAja varSo pahelA DhuMDhIyAne badale sthAnakavAsI za lagADayA. barAbara che ke, temanA munirAjo sthAnakanA vAsI che. have derAvAsI nahIM hovA chatAM kema derAvAsI kahevAya ? te joieM. jema ke motI te tA metI ja che. paNa jyAre kalacara mAtI nIkaLyu tyAre metIne sAcu meAtI zabda lAgyo, temaja je sthAnakavAsI kahevAyA, teoeja zrAvakone derAvAsI nAmathI sa MkhedhyA, bAkI zrAvakA derAvAsI nathI. jIe caturvidha saMdhanI sthApanAmAM zrAvaka zrAvikA, zrAvidhi, zrAvakanuM vaMdittA sUtra zrAvakanA aticAra valI kAi, sUtre stavane ke sajjhAyAmAM kayAMya paNa vAsI zabda AvatAja nathI zrAvakanA zradhdhA, viveka, kriyA. AvA maLatA bhAvagIta artha che, te derAvAsI kahe . tene premathI samajAvo ke ame zrAvaka chIe. zrI temIsa abheca' kATa. mukhaI zrI kAnajIsvAmi mata pracAra sAme lAlabattI AtmadharmanA satsa'deza mUlya 0-1seAmacaMdra DI. zAha-pAlItANA. Page #26 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kavi, klamajIvI ane kaLAkAronA triveNI sayAga sAdhatA-- pu sta ke bhaDA ra sAhityanI anokhI kRtio rajU kare che samarAdityakevalI yAne puNyaprabhAva citra AvRtti 37 hAla bahAra paDI che.- 5-0 bhagavAna AdinAtha caritra 2-2 dhu triSazilAkA purUSacaritra-sacitra 92-4 kayavannA zeThanu bhAgya [ ca. ema. zAha ] 7-4 mAnavapUjA [ kaMcana ane kAminI jayabhikhkhu ] 3-- ] 3 matsyagalAgala* ] 418 jainadharmanI prANIkathAo [ eka daMDIyA mahela [cunIlAla va. zAha prabhAvika purUSo bhA. 2 jo [mAhanalAla cokasI] 3-- prabhAvika purUSA bhA. 7 jo. A kumAra purisAdANI pArzvanAtha zrIpALarAjAne rAsa-sacitra 3. ] 1-4 34 '' 7-8 3-4 y-p 5-0 : AdhyAtmika pustaka : 1-4 cogadraSTi samuccaya [De. bha. ma. mahetA. ] 6-- yoga bindu [buddhisAgarasUri] pa--0 zrImad rAjacaMdrajI jIvana rUparekhA[,, ] sukhAdhavANI prakAza [ nyAyavijayajI ] 10=0 jainadarzana [, ] yogazAstra bhASAMtara [ kezaravijayajI ] yAgadIpaka [ buddhisAgara ] kIlAsI 2-0 30 3-0 [ A. lakSmaNarIzvarajI ] --6 ane bIjA pravacane [ ] 0-12 vadhu mATe bRhat lIsTa ma'gAvA, jyAtiSa zAstranAM pustaka. vAstusAra prakaraNa 5. bhagavAnadAsa jaina ] ~~~ jaina sAmudrikanA pAMca graMtho [ hiMmmatarAma ] 16-0 jAnI hIrakalaza jaina jayAtiSa jAtakacaMdrikA va prodha ane aSTAMga nimitta [ ] 20--0 [ J ' rekhAvijJAna zAstra [De|. pI. pI. TApara ] --~1951 bhAvi phaLa [himmatarAma jAnI ] 25-0 va bhAva vicAra [ talakacaMda zI. rUpAlavAlA ] 7-12 vizvaracanA prAdha [ sacitra ] maMtrazAstranAM pustakA. 1-8 aitihAsika pustaka }-- sUrimaMtra kalpa sadeha citra bhairava padmAvatI kalpa citra ghaMTAkaNa mANibhadra maMtratatrAdikalpa saMgraha mahAcamatkArI vizAkalpa vidhAratna mahAnidhi yAne anubhUta mAtrIzI -- AkAzagAminI vidhA jaina stotra sadeha matrAdhirAja ciMtAmaNi kalpa mArI kayAtrA [ vidhAvijaya ] } - L prabhAvanA mATe lIsTa magAvA, 30--0 . = 0 2 2110 19-1 5-~~ 50 kSatriyakuMDa [danavijaya tripuTI] 1-8 paTTAvalIsamuccaya bhA. 2 jo [ darzanavijaya] 1~~~~ mevADanA aNumAla javAhIra jaina sAhityanA saMkSipta RtihAsa [ meA. da. dezAi ] 5-0 9 t prIkAsTrITaH mubaI 2. 10--0 6-0 2-0 --taHparAMta-- zuddha kezara, suvAsita agarabattI, vAsakSepa, dazAMgIpa; vALA cI; sonA-cAMdInA varakha, sukhaDanuM tela, pUjaNI, caravaLA; kaTAsaNAM, saMthArIyAM, kAmaLI, dhAbaLI, pAtarAM, tarapaNI, eghAnI dazI, rezamanI dareka raMgIna mALA, cAMdI, seAnA, akalabera kerabA paravALA-sphaTIkanI nAnI-meTI mALAe, nakazI sApaDA-sApaDI vagere mATe-- lakho yA maLe:--megharAja jaina pustaka bhaMDAra bukaselara enDa pablIza; Page #27 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gharanI lakSmI ---zrI cImanalAla zAha, sattaramI sadInI A vAta che. lagabhaga aDadhAM agAsImAM A bagIce bahuja zobhAspada banI sadI te pasAra thaI gaI haze. hIrAlAla ane metI rahyo hate. lAla nAme be bhAI murzidAbAdamAM rahetA hatA. koI eka vakhate herunnisAe khAsa kAraNasara teonuM mULa sthAna te mAravADa hatuM, paraMtu vyApAra bagIcAmAM pharatAM-pharatAM jenI kalpanA paNa na saMbhave , bhATe baMgALamAM jaIne rahyA hatA. hIrAlAlanI patninuM te mUlyavAna hAra eka khIMtI upara amUka kAraNasara 'nAma hatuM tArAmatI, jyAre motIlAlanI patninuM mUkaze, ane bahAra jatAM te levo bhUlI gaI, A nAma hatuM lalitAM. hArane AkAra hatA sarSa je. sAMjanA samaye koI, ' hIrAlAla ane motIlAla te garIba hatA, paraMtu bhAjapaNI sarpa che tema dhArI hArane laI gayuM. uDIne prabhAvika prema ane ora buddhi hovAthI tathA lali. jyAM-jatAM hIrAlAlanI agAsIe AvatAM sAce tAmAM vinaya viveka hovAthI duHkha jANatuM na hatuM. sarSa je bhAbhInA kahevAthI motIlAle mUkayo hate, te ane sukhI banavAmAM sahAyabhUta banatA. bhALe, eTale te sarpa laI. ane te jagyAe hAra mUkI bAjapakSI te cAlI gayuM. tArAmatI eTale ke, hIrAlAlanAM zrImatIe bane bhAIne kahyuM hatuM ke, jyAre sAMje ghera pAchA pharo hAra gUma thaye tenA samAcAra rAtre phelAI tyAre sAthe kaMIka ne kaMIka jarUra letA AvavuM. jethI cUkyA. navAbe paNa hAra lAvI ApanAne, zedhI bane bhAI udyama karavAmAM racyA-pacyA rahetA hatA. ApanIrane ekaso senAmahora bakSIsa ApavAnuM - ghaNAM divasa A pramANe pasAra thayA, paraMtu eka divasa. InAma jAhera karyuM. bIje divase sUryanArAyaNe kiraNone motIlAlane kaMI maLyuM nahi. jethI bhAbhIe Takora choDyo, tyAre tArAmatI amUka kAraNasara agAsImAM karI eTale ekadama bahAra jato rahyo. gaI, jyAM sarpa mUkavAmAM AvyA hatA te jagyAe hArane joI, navAbane ja hAra che tevuM samajI gaI. bahAra jatAM-jatAM rastAmAM teNe eka marelo teNe banne bhAIne belAvI hAra ApI, rAjabhavanamAM. sarSa che. teNe marelA sapane lAkaDI upara laI mokalyA. ghera AvI, bhAbhIne kahyuM, "bhAbhI huM A vastu athathI iti sudhI navAbe hirAlAla ane motIAje lAvyo chuM." lAlanuM kathana sAMbhaLyuM. tArAmatInI AvI kartavyabhAbhI ane lalitA pahelAM te ekadama gabharAI zIlatA joI khUba AnaMda mAnI tArAmatIne mAtA gayAM. kadAca ApaNA gharane arUNodaya thaze tevA tarIke so suvarNamudrAnuM inAma ApyuM. ane te A vicitra prasaMga upara vicAra karI tArAmatIe uparAMta bIjI so sonAmahora hIrAlAlane ApavA (bha, bhIe) kahyuM ke, A marelA sApane A upara kahyuM. jo ke, hIrAlAle A pramANenI bheTa svI agAsImAM mUke." ane motIlAle paNa bhAbhInI nA pADI, paNa navAba te bahu ja mugdha banI gayA hatA. sucanA mujabaja kArya karyuM.-- - - jethI hIrAlAlanI koIpaNa IcchA paripUrNa karI A ghaTanA jyAre banI te vakhate murzidAbAdamAM ja ApavAnuM vacana dIdhuM, bhaviSyamAM huM vacana mAMgIza tevuM --murzidakulakhAM navAbanuM zAsana cAlatuM hatuM. navAbane ra kahI temaNe rajA lIdhI. rAjyavaibhava mahAna zahenazAha jevo hato, je ke, thoDAka samaya pasAra thayo ane dIpotsavI parva megala zahenazAhano pite sUbo hato, tenI dharmapatni paNa najIka AvyA. navAba sAheba mULa hiMdu jJAtinA begamanuM nAma hatuM herunnisA. te kharekhara ramUrti hatA, paraMtu dharmanuM parivartana temaNe karyuM hatuM. hatI. navAbe pitAnI priya ardhaganA mATe agAsImAM musalamAna dharma svIkAryo hato. dasavI parva ujasuMdara, bhAyamAna bagAe banAvarAvyo hate, rAjyanI vavAnI bhAvanA thaI. teNe rAjya taraphathI e hukama Page #28 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ * 396 : gharanI lakSmI; khaMhAra pADayo ke, A varSe A nagaramAM krAphTanA dhare dIpaka-rAzartI pragaTAvavI nahi. krUkta rAjyamahelamAM pragaTAvavAmAM Avaze, navAbanA hukama prajAne mAnya rAkhavA paDayA. tArAmatIne Ave! hukama pasaMda na paDayA. jaMkhate mAtIlAlanI strI lalitA garbhavatI hatI. samaye teNe hIrAlAlane navA pAse mekaklyA ane pahelAnu vacana yAda devarAvI ApaNAM dharamAM dIpakazaeNzanI pragaTAvavAnI anumati-rajA mAMgavA kahyuM, navAba te vacanathI baMdhAI cUkayA hatA tethI tene rajA devI paDI. A pramANe dIpotsavInAM dine navAba ane hirAlAla antanA dhare dIpaka jhaLahaLI rahyA hatA. jyAre hirAlAlanA makAna para, mAtra ekaja dIpaka ghInA jhaLahaLI rahyo hatA. A A dIpAtsavInA divase sAMjanA samaya vakhate tArAmatI pANI bharavA nadItaTe gai hatI. tyAM teNe lakSmIdevIne eka nAvaDImAM utaratI dekhI. lakSmIdevInAM mukha upara viSAdanI bhAvanA hatI. te navAbanA mahela tarapha jatI hatI. kayAtanA nAza mATe doSa rahita upAya lakSmI chApa sata isabagula vApa " mArI pasaMdagInI vAta kayAM che? '' lakSmIe premapUrvaka kahyuM. " tu nihALe che ke, Aja dIpA savI dina hai!vA chatAM dIpakanI hAra mAtra rAjamahelamAM jhaLahaLI rahI che. '' maLavAnAM sthaLe.-- kacchI meDIkala sTora-pAlItANA mahArAjA meDIkala sTA-bhAvanagara gAMdhI ravajI devajI-jAmanagara zAha meDIkala sTorsa-rAjakoTa 'jI' zAMtithI tArAmatI kheAlI. rAjyamahelamAM lAkhA dIpaka pragaTela che, jhagamagatA che, paraMtu, mArI jhuMpaDImAM mAtra eka zuddha ghInA dIpaka pragaTI rahyo che. to Apa mAre tyAM nahi AvI zake ? ' jarUra AvuM" lakSmIe premapUrNAMka kahyuM. Apa AgaLa jAe tArAmatIe ghaNIja namratAthI huM pANI bharIne pAchaLa-pAchaLa Avu chuM, paNa kahyuM. mArA AvyA pahelAM Apa na jatAM. "nahi jAuM" A pramANe kahI tArAmatInA dhara tarapha lakSmIdevIe cAlavA mAMDayuM. k vhena ! rastAmAM jatAM-jatAM tArAmatIe vina-dharamAM yathI pUchyuM', Ape zu navAbanA mahela pasaMda karyo che ?' 66 ahIM tArAmatIe vicAra karyuM ke, jo huM ghare pAchI na jAuM te vacanathI baMdhAyelI lakSmI mArA dharane kadI nahi cheDI zake. ane tArAmatI svapatinA gharamAM lakSmInuM sthAna banAvavA mATe gaMgAnadInA agAdha jaLamAM paDI pANInA dhAma pravAhamAM DUbI gai. varSo sudhI lakSmI tArAmatInI rAha jotI hIrAlAlanA rahI. lalitAnA putra jagatzeTha anyA. temaNe tArAmatInI smRti rAkhI. ane jyAM sudhI tArAmatInI smRti rahI tyAM sudhI lakSmI tyAMja rahI. A smRti plAsInA yuddha vakhate dUra-sudUra jatI rahI, lakSmIe paNa pachI te dharane tyajI dIdhuM. jaina pAThazALA upayogI nityaneAMdha pAThazALA tathA kanyAzALAmAM bhaNatA vidyArthI, vidyArthInIone haMmezanA pUravAnA kAryakrama che, eka buka pAMca mahInA cAle che. 100 nA rUA. 12-0-0. sAmada thI, zAha... pAlItANA. Page #29 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ para vairAgya nAM 8 ka ra ja pUrva munirAja zrI bhaguptavijayajI mahArAja.. yauvanavALAe saMsAra paheLo karyo ne kevaLa vANI-vilAsa karate tuM zuM cittanI vivekIe saMsAra samaye.. - prasannatA pAmavAne hatena Aje jagata avaLA mArge tuM te rUpavAna kharuMne ? khIlava, jeTalo saMsAra jaI rahyuM che ! Aje amerIkAmAM beMbanA dhaDAkAe khIlavavo hoya teTalo khIlavI le ! pUrve ADe hAthe lAkhonA prANa lIdhA.... ' upAI mUkeluM pUNyanuM tejabiMdu tuja AtmA para paNa mUrkha ! temAM tAre zAne haiyA rodaNAM! prakAzapUMja pAtharI rahyuM che. tyAM sudhI nAcI le. jagata jagatanA mAge che temAM tuM zAne tuja kartavya saMsAranI raMgabhUmi para ! ramI le viSayanA tophAnamAM ! vimukha bane che! nA ! paNa gAmanI paTalAI karyA pAgala ! paNa yAda rAkhaje ke tuM mahA vikarALa pracaMDa vagara tane khAvAnuM paNa na bhAve kharuMne ! karI le jeTalI karma-kasAinA jAlima paMjhAmAMthI pachI chUTI zake paTalAI karavI hoya teTalI, ne laIle jeTaluM levAya temAM kaMI mAla nathI ! teTalo lAvaza! yauvanane thanaganATa thanaganI rahyo hoya tyAM sudhI paraMtu teja ko tane haDadhUta karI avaLe gadhADe saMsArane svarga mAnI le! pachI te saMsAra tane saLa- na caDhAve ! jagatanuM DahApaNuDoLatAM AtmAne durgatinAM gate ubhe ne ubhe bALI mUkaze ! dvAra tarapha na dhakele ! je ! jo ! tuja pITha pAchaLa vicakSaNa rUpI - AtmAnA jatanamAM cittanI prasannatA vaselI che ! karma-ka DoLA phADI dAMtiyA karato paMjhA dhrujAvate tana, mana ne dhanathI AtmatanI khIlavaNI jarUra aTTahAsya karI rahyo che ! . tuja jIvananakAne saMsAra samudrathI vimukta karI tuM zAne nirbhayaM banI pApalIlA A bibhatsa zIvapuranA sehAmaNu Are utAraze. saMsAramAM khelI rahyo che ? duniyAnuM DahApaNa bAhya bhAvomAM ramatA karI arejarA te daSTi kara A tarapha A yuvAna mUke che jayAre Atma-hAMziyArI AMtaracakSuo saMyamIo para ! viveka hIna ! tArA prabaLa pAye khelI nAMkhe che. tuja.vana pApamaiyAnA khapparamAM homAya che ! ne A vikI saMyamIo temanAyIvanane dharmanI upA- jaina eTale saMsAra tarapha kUca karanAre sAmAM-mokSanI sAdhanAmAM pheravI rahyA che ! nahi, paNa mokSa tarapha pagalAM mAMDanAre, viveka zUnyate tArUM yauvana saMsAranI khIlavaNImAM ' tane te Aje A yugamAM sva jAtane jaina tarIke veDaphI mUkayuM ne ! vivekIoe temanAM rUpa-vana oLakhAvavAmAM paNa zarama lAge che ne ? khera ! have jinadevane samarpita karI mUkyAM. te te zarama mUkIne emaja kahIde ke, mane koI jaina jagatanI hoMziyArI durgatinI khAI de che daheze nahi. huM zrAvaka nathI ke jethI jainatyane lAMchanA jyAre cittaprasannatA mokSa sIDI race che! lAgatuM aTakI jAya! jaina jagatanAM pUrAtana-ajavALAM tuM to jagatane "DAhyo nyAyAdhIza" kharuMne! Aje aMdhakAramAM palaTAI rahyAM che. mekSanA pathika amUla mAnava jIvananI mahAmUlI paLone tuM te bahuja maTI saMsArane zaNagAranArA tenA gulAma banI beThA che. suMdara" upayoga kare che ne ! - ame mokSanA arthi devAdhideva zrI vIra- savArane uThe tyArathI pArakI paMcAtamAMthI uco paramAtmAnA putra ! AvA gaurava bhUlIne ame lakSmIAve che ? nAkanAM TeravAM uMcAM caDhAvate, AMkhone patio, ame moTA zeTha! Ama belI belI gAMDA vikRta karate, kaSAyanA taphAne karate ! ghelA banI jAya che ! zuM jANe meLavI lIdhuM ? Page #30 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ * 398 : vairAgyanA DhakAra; paraMtu akkalanA khajAnacIe ! tamArA kholavAmAM te sukha jene vahAlu lAgyuM te sAsArika duHkhAne tA dhULa paDI che ! lakSmInA mAlika tame nathI te tenA pUjArIzuM paNa khurda saMsArane raDe !... che!! are! pUjArIkahetAM zarama Ave che. gulAmaDA kahuM to cAle te ? jaina te saMsAra bhAgavI paNa jANe, te tyAgI paNa jANe ! tame mAyakAMgalA ! saMsArane bhAgavI, paNa jANatA nathI, pachI tyAgamAM te zuM ? devALuM ja ke khIjuM kAMI ? ke, .jaitA mokSa kharekhara ! Aje kahevu' paDaze, tarapha nahi balke saMsAra tarapha kudake ne bhUsake saMsAra lIlA khelavA pAvaradhA banatA jAya che! ne durgAMtinA DAdhue temanAM svAgata karavA nAcI rahyA che ! " saMsAranI pAka muke tene dharmAM vahAlA lAge ane du:khanI pAka muke tene dharmAM A mAyeA lAge. " dha pravRttinA aciMtya te aNumAla lAbhA mAnava Aje samajatA thaI jAya to Aje pRthvI para svaga utare ! khareja ! paNa Aje sahu koi sukhanI prAptimAM te du:khanI hAyamAM raDAroLa karI rahyuM che ! sukhanI prApti thatI hoya te bhayaMkaramAM bhayaMkara pApa AcaravAmAM te mAnava-pazuonA hAtha pAchA na paDe ! kharekhara ! kheda thAya che ! jenA prayatnathI sukhanI, are, akhuTa sukhanI prApti thavA pUro saMbhava che tevu ja kAtIla paNe khUna karanAra kevI rIte sukha pAmI zake ? pachI tenAthI muktinA sukhAne keTalu che.? are ! e Ika paNa saMsAranA tuccha sukhA paNa tenAthI dUra dUra bhAgavAnAM ! te haiyAphruTAnA kapA LamAM harahaMmeza mATe du: kha ja jaDAyelu raheze! vAstavika sukha kayu' che ? tenI zodha vinA viveka. zUnya puruSArtha AcarAya jAya che, tenAM ja A viSerIta pariNAma che. viSayavAsanAmAM amana-camanamAM mAna-sanmA namAM sukha kalpI mAnava uMdhA mAthe doDeja jAya che ! paNa vAstavamAM te sukha ja nahi, kharU sukha te dharmanI sAdhanAmAM che. tenA mAdhyabindumAM che ! te jyAM sudhI saMsAra tyAM sudhI te sukha dUra! te jeTalA sa`sAra dUra teTaluM te sukha najIka ! jagatanA jIve| saMsArika sukhanI prAptimAM bhArAbhAra pApa karatAM tenA kuLa rUpe maLatA du:khone pAka mUkI raDe che ! jyAre mekSa sukhanI sAdhanAvALA sasAranI poka mUke che, ne dharmakaraNImAM mazagula ane che tyAre pelA dharmathI vimukha bane che ! jagatamAM Atma-jatana sivAya sa para-pudgalanA khela che. paravastumAM AtmAnI jyAre Asakita thAya che, tyAre mAnavatA bhUlI ne hevAniyata AcaratAM paNu acakAto nathI. AtmAnA guNo sivAyanI jeTalI saMsAramAM gaDamathala che, te sarva AtmAnu adha:patana karanArI te anata-kALacakramAM rakhaDAvanArI tu vastu che. re mAnava ! kayAM bhAna bhUlI parate sva mAnI rahyo che ! sa para-padArtha cheADI, A pRthvIthI aLagA paDI cAlyA javAnuM che, kAMto * te tane choDI jaze. teTaluM avazya ke para-pudgalane saMga do denAra che. te eka vyakitane gAkhAra jANyA bAda paNa emaja te ? tenI sAthe maitrI karavAnuM dila thAya ThIka. karIle maitrI te cATIle mIThAza ! te mIThAzaja tane eka di jhaLahaLatuM jhera pAvAmAM cUkaze nahi ! mArU tArU karavAmAM paLepaLe Atma-upayoga vinA tu vinAza tarapha pagalAM mAMDI rahyo che! paramAM Asakata thatAM pahelAM pALe haDI, tuja atarAtmAne pUcha ! ke 'muja kArya AtmAnuM rakSaNakartA ke adhaHpatana kartA che ? mAnI le ! tArI alpa jIMdagInI mahephilamAM parane tathA svane paNa karmasattA tane kASTa-citA para poDhADI ekalA te aTulA niHsahAya pApathI bhArebhAra lepAyelA jIMdagInA jugAramAM hArelA yAniyAnI pakaDamAM soMpI deze ! Page #31 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ' ra la mI ne. gu lA ma-vi zva bhU ti zrI rasika zAha abrahIna vyomamAM uvAnA Agamanane satkAravA mATe devabhadrazeThane maLavuM che, vizvabhUtie jaNAvyuM mATe pakSIo potAnA mALAo choDI daIne Ama oTalA nIce besa, ema kahI dvArapALa gayo. tema kalarava karatAM uDI rahyAM che, tathA manuSya paNuM ane zeThane tenA AgamananI khabara ApI zeTha bahAra maMdiromAM prabhu prArthanA karavAnI taiyArI karI rahyA che. AvyA ane vizvabhUtine joIne satkAra karatAM bolyA, AvA samaye eka manuSya rastA para cAlyo jAya che, oha! vivabhUtijI padhAra! padhAro ! atyAre kyAMthI? tene paheraveza jotAM eka garIba bhikSuka brAhmaNa jevo ane vizvabhUtijI mahAlayamAM gayA. A vizvabhUti lAge che. bAvaLanAM vAMkAcuMkA kATanI lAkaDIne Ama ane devabhadrazeTha eka ja zaheramAM rahetA hatA. teo tema pheravata te AgaLa cAle che. sahastrakiraNe paNa banne pAse sArA pramANamAM lakSmI hatI. A pramANe pitAnAM bALakiraNone jagata para prasArI dIdhAM che. teo banne eka ja koTinA hatA. paraMtu taphAvata e A bhikSuka je brAhmaNa rAjamArgamAM AvI hatI ke, devabhadrazeThanuM puNya puNyAnubaMdhI hatuM ane pahoMce che. * teo potAnI lakSmIne sadupayoga karatA, dAnAdi rAjamArga upara aneka jAtanI dukAne AvelI tathA yathAyogya rIte pitAnI lakSmIne upabhoga karatA. che. keTalAka dukAnadAro prAtaHkALanuM kArya A. paraMtu, vivabhUtizeTha te bIjA mammaNazeTha hatA.. TopIne beThA che. evAmAM eka dukAnadAranI dRSTi A khAvA-pIvAmAM tadana zuddha vastuo tela coLAdIno upa brAhmaNa upara paDI, ane ekadama teNe potAnA sAthIne yoga karatA, vaLI putro, strI vagerene paNa tenI AjJAmAM - ka, ela te A jAya che te kaNa che, " "koIka ja rahI jIvatAM narka jevuM du:kha bhogavavuM paDatuM. A garIba bhalu jevo bhIkSArthe jAya che, " teNe javAba pramANe pApAnubaMdhI puNyanA bhege vizvabhUti tathA Avyo. "nA, nA, Ate elo meTa zeThI vizva- tenA kuTuMbanI, lakSmIpati hovA chatAM paNa kharAba bhUti che. teNe keTalIe mIlakata bhegI karI che." dukAna- dazA hatI. dAre kahyuM " he !!" sAthIdAra Azcarya pAmyo ekadA vizvabhUti zeTha rAtrinA samaye lAMbI piLI ane bolyA, "DoLa te bhIkhArIne paNa lajave tevo che' evI khATalImAM sutA hatA. tyAre ekAeka temane AvA aneka kAnamAM zIzuM tevA kavacane devabhakazeThane vyAje ApelA hajAra rUpiyA yAda AvyAM sAMbhaLo dhanamUDha vizvabhUti AgaLane AgaLa cAlyo ane khetI citra-vicitra prakAranI ciMtAo vaDe jAya che, chevaTe te eka AlIzAna mahAlayanA mukha- teo nidrA prApta karI zakyA nahi. prAtaHkALa thatAM. dvAra AgaLa AvI pahoMcyo, mahAlayamAM dAkhala thavA to teo devabhadrazeThane tyAM upaDyA. ' dvArapALe tene aTakAvyuM ane tADukIne bolyo. vizvabhUti, devabhadrazeTha sAthe mahAlayamAM gayA. deva e bhIkhAraDA! Ama aMdara kayAM mare che, bhakazeThe tene dAtaNa Adi karAvI, khUbaja sanmAna bahara ume rahe, vastra annAdi joItuM hoya te zeThane kahyuM. bAda bhejana samaye jAta-jAtanI rasavatIo khabara Apu" temanA bhANAmAM khUbaja AgrahapUrvaka mUkI. AvI koI divasa na ArogelI tathA khUbaja kIMmatI evI te samaye pastAvAno pAra nahi rahe ! jayAre rasavatIo joIne te manamAM vicAravA lAge, "A paramadhAmIonI kuratA pUrajozamAM tenuM pita prakAzavA zeTha kAM te thoDA ja vakhatamAM divALuM kADhavAno che. mArA mAMDaze ! te samaye tAruM koI svajana tane AzvAsana jevA keTalAye ahIM AvatA haze. ane AvI rasaApavA avaze ema ne ? Ajeja cetI le! para vatI jamatA haze. A pramANe te kuberanA bhaMDAra saMgata che DI sva-AmAM sAthe mitratA bAMdha, temaja paNa khUTI jAya. A pramANe zeThanI jAta-jAtanI tAruM kalyANa che ne jagatanuM bhAvi paNa temAM ja ujavaLatA bega-vilAsenI sAmagrIo joIne te jAta-jAtanA pAmI raheze! ' tarka-vitarka karavA lAge. _ _ Page #32 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ : 300 : lakSmInA gulAma; rAtrI paDatAMja zayananI taiyArI thavA mAMDI ane vizvabhUti tathA zeThe ekaja zaNagArelA evA zayanagRhamAM zayana karavAnuM rAkhyuM. ahIM paNu jAta-jAtanA sugaMdhI dhUpa, dIpa ane uMcI jAtanA dravyo joine tene valApAta thavA mAMDyo. ane palagamAM paDyApaDyA tarka karavA lAgyA. basa savAra thatAMja huM mArA rUpiyA vyAja sAthe laIne hAlate thai jAuM, AvA uDAunA bhAsA zA ? AvA tarka-vitarko karatA kamabhAgI vizvabhUti AvA sukhapUNaeN zayanagRhamAM paNa nidrA meLavI zakayA nahi. lagabhaga madhyarAtrinA prahara cAlatA haze, tevAmAM zuddha varSothI AcchAdita dehavALI eka sarvAMgasuMdara strI A zayanagRha tarapha AvI, A strIne ene vizvabhUti vicAravA lAgyA ke zuM A ze ahiM anya strIe sAthe paNa vidyAse mANe che ? zuM te mArI paNa zarama rAkhatA nathI. ? paraMtu joIe ke, A strI mArI zarama rAkhe che ke nahi." te suMdarI lAgalIja AvIne padAnImAM paDelA devabhadrazeThanA kapaDAnA cheDAne uThAvI lai, tene bujhavIne jema hatA tema zAMtithI mUkI cAlavA lAgI, paraMtu vizva bhUti te jAgatAja hato, teNe tene cheDe pakaDIne pUchyuM', tuM kANu che ? strIe javAba ApyA, " A zeThanA gharanI lakSmI chuM" vizvabhUtie pharIne pUchyuM, "ahIM zA mATe AvI che ?" lakSmIe kahyuM, " ze nI saMbhALa levA'' " mAre tyAM paNa puSkaLa lakSmI che te mArI sabhALa levA zA mATe nathI AvatI ? ' vizvabhUtie puchyu.. kAraNa ke, tuM dAna karatA nathI, vaLI A zeThe te puNyAnubaMdhI puNya bAMdhela hovAthI ane koi paNa jAtanA niyANA vinA suzraddhAthI jainadharmane ArAyelA hAvAthI tenAM caraNanI huM dAsI chuM paraMtu e gamAra ! tArA jevAnI te huM svAminI chuM. '' lakSmIe kayuM. "teA kAlathI huM paNa sArI rIte vastrAla kAra paherI dAnAdeiza, ane tane mArA caraNanI dAsI banAvIza. vizvabhUtie kahyuM, "tArUM pApAnubaMdhI puNya hovAthI je tuM tArI lakSmIne dAna ke bhAgamAM upayoga karI za to e mUrkha ziromaNi !-yAda rAkhaje ke, tAruMnave aMge DAMbha devaDAvIza. '' lakSmI khelI. "tArAthI thAya te karaje" vizvabhUti khelyA. ane lakSmI cAlatI thai. sUryodya thai gayA che, vizvabhUtie zeTha pAsethI potAnA paisA vyAja sahita laIne cAlavA mAMDayuM. paisA laine te khajAramAM Avyo, ane mArA vastrAlaMkAra lai zarIrane zaNagAyuM.. tyAraAda teNe dAna devA mAMDayuM. aneka bhikSukA "vizvabhuti zeThe dhaNuM jIvA 'vagere birUdAvaLI khelavA lAgyA. A pramANe vizvabhUtimAM ekAeka palaTA thavAthI gAmanA agragaNya mANasAe vicAryuM ke, jarUra AnuM citta bhamI gayuM che. agara bhUtAdi doSa thayA che. tenA putroe paNa temaja mAnyuM. AthI adhA bhegA thaIne tene ghera lai gayA. tyAM paNa te putrAne kahevA lAgyA, he putro ! tame dAna devAmAM jarApaNa kRpaNa thaze nahIM, vaLI tamArI Iccha pramANe bhAgAdi bhAgave. A pramANe sAMbhaLIne badhAne bhUtAdi doSanI khAtrI thai, ane vizvabhUtine doraDAvaDe bAMdhyeA. ane nave aMge DAMbhavAnI taiyArIA thavA lAgI. AthI vizvabhUti vicAravA lAgyA ke, jo have cetIza nahIM te! jarUra A leAkA lakSmInA kahyA pramANe nave aMgeDAMbha deze." A pramANe vicArIne te svastha thayA hoya tema eklyA, "A badhuM zuM che ? badhA leAke! zA mATe bhegA thayA che ? ane pachI pAtAnA mULa paheraveza paherIne nityakramamAM pravRtta thayA, AthI lokoe paNa mAnyuM ke, have ThekANe AvyA'' ane badhAM vIkharAi gayA. te divasanI rAtre te uMdhamAM hatA tyAre pelI zubhravastravALI strI svapnamAM AvI ane melI : udayati yadi bhAnuH pazcime digvibhAge, vikasati yadi padamaM parvatAnAM zikhAgre; pracalati yadi meruH zItatAM yAti vahniH, tadapi na calatIyaM bhAvinI karmarekhA. zabdagASTi InAmI ceAjanA na'. 5 AvatA aMke rajU thaze Page #33 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mA na va tA ne dI ve sva. zrI meghANI. jagatamAM game tevI Apatti ke du:khanI veLAye potAnI pramANikatAne TakAvI rAkhavI, e ahuja virala vyaktionAM jIvanamAM heAya che. chatAMya lokone te sAcA mANasanI kAMi kiMmata hotI nathI, e te hIrAne paNa kAca mAnIne tenI nindA karavAmAM pAchI pAnI karatA nathI, te paNa jIMdagInA chellA cheDA sudhI jeNe pramANikatA tathA saccAinI Teka du.khAnA DugarAe vacce jALavI rAkhI che, e nekadhdhi mANasane kaI rIte ApattimAM mUkAvuM paDe che, te paNa peAtAnI AtmazradhdhA para mustAka banI e avasare aDaga merU jema e kaI rIte rahe che; je Aje bhUlAi jatI mAnavatAnA yugamAM ApaNane mAnavatAne prakAza ApI jAya che, AvAja eka vaikalikhAnAna AmInI kathA ahiM rajU thai che. AvatI kAle sAMje rAjA rAolajInA jAmadArakhAnAmAMthI thoDAeka jhaverAtanI hararAjI thavAnI che, jhUMjhA kAmadAranA sALA hiImAM nAmAMkita jhaverI hatA. te A hararAjImAM UbhA rahevAne mATe sAMjanI gADImAM AvI pahecyA che. sTezana para rAjanuM koi vAhana hAjara na hovAthI mahemAna bhADe ghoDAgADI: karIne anevIne ghera gayA, mAnyuM ke kAgaLa pahoMcyA nahi hoya. gheADAgADI zaheranI bajAra vaccethI nIkaLI tyAre dukAne dukAnethI jhaverInAM A svAgatanI mArmika ceSTAe thai gaI. paraMtu hararAjI teA udhADe cheAge thavAnI hatI. ethI sIdhA to koI AkSepa koithI thai zake tevu tuM nahi, kayA evA mA` che ke, je mA kArabhArI sAheba potAnA sALAne khaTAvaze ? lokone gama na paDI. gama na paDI to thaI zuM gayuM ? sALeA anevI kAika te koika slama ajamAvyA vinA kaiM ceDA rahevAnA che ? te kArabhArI sAhebane te have jaIpI beThI; jamAnA badalAi gaye; have e lAMbuM nahi calAve; te pachI jatA jatA meDA-ghaNA hAtha mAryA vinA te thoDAkaja rahevAnA ? rahe te enA jevuMA haiyAphUTa kANu ? te te enA kArabhAramAM dhuLa paDI ! 'paNuM bhAi!' DAcA mANase khelI utAM, hAtha mAravAmAMya hiM'mata joie che. hAtha kema mArave te te A gerA eDaminisTreTarI ja jANe che, Ama jIe tA kaDakA ne kaDakAH talavAranI sajelI dhAra jevA, ne Ama najara karo to pAMca varSe penzana laine yatamAM jai, mare tyAM sudhI lIlAlahera kare ! vilA zahera jyAre kALA-gArA amaladAzanI AvI sarakhAmaNI karI rahyuM hatuM ne ApaNA kALAone geArA amaladAronI jema siktathI khAtAM AvaDatuM nathI evA khejanaka niya thai rahela hatA, tyAre jhuMjhA kArabhArIne ghera sALe -anevI pATalA upara esI vALu karatA hatA. kArabhArInA patnI jazeAdA bahena, zarIre seAjA chatAM rasoDAmAM roTalI vaNatA hatA. bahenanA bhAtI najara dareka jamavA esanAra parA chAnI Adata hoya che te pramANe bahenanA dharanI dIvAlA upara ane khUNAomAM, Aju bAju ArapAra bIjA khaDAmAM satra cUpakidIthI bhamartI hatI. thALImAM AMgaLAM:upara e hIrAjaDita vIMTI hatI, te vaDe hajI pIrasAvAnu zarU thatuM hatuM, parANAnA hAthanAM thALInA kAMDA upara e TakArA mArI rahyA hatA. jamatAM jamatAM sALA-banevI vacce ADI-avaLI vAta thai, temAM ekAda be vAra jhaverAtane ullekha thayA. "kula keTalu'ka haze. ? ene kaMI tekeja nathI. tedha madha rAkhelI nathI. rAolajInI peDhAnupeDhIthI eja rasama cAlI Ave che, ke, heya teTaluM tALA-cAvImAM paDayuM rahe, jarUra paDe tyAre vecIne nANAM karavAmAM Ave; te sA vaDa hoya tyAre navI kharIdI karIne umeravAmAM Ave. te sivAya te bhagavAna jANe te khIjo jANe cAvI R rAkhanAra ! dezI rAjyonAM AmadArakhAnAMne viSe AvuM kahevu emAM atizaye kRita nathI. jAmadArakhAnAMnA ratna hIrA Page #34 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 302 : mAnavatAne dIve: nA ne metImANekanA khajAnA haMmezAM akali maMja kazuM bAkI nathI rAkhyuM. rAolajIne gAdI ApabhedIja rahetA AvyA che. e aDhaLaka dolatanI cAvIo vAmAM eNe gAMThanA gopIcaMdana para che, ne have kevaLa vizvAsane je reja sacavAtI Ave che. emAMthI zuM rAolajInI pAsethI thoDI kadara paNa na karAvI paga ke pAMkhe karI palAyana thaI jatAM javAhirIne zakAya ?' koIe jANyAM nathI, jAmadArakhAnAMnI duniyA atala bahene javAbamAM phakta niHzvAsa nAMkhe. ene che. eNe kekane nihAla karyA che. jhAjhuM belatAM AvaDatuM nahatuM, 'ema uMDA nisAsA pharI ekavAra ane pachI te pharI-pharIvAra nAMkhe tArAM pAMca chokarA nahi uchare bAI ! ane jhaverIe bahenanA gharanI bhIti najaramAM lIdhI, bane. A trAMbA-pittaLanAM ThAmaDAMya vecavAM paDaze. AvA vine paNa TIkI-TIkIne nIrakhyA karyuM, mUMjhA kAra mAThA dADA tuM dekhavAnI mATe mAruM kahyuM mAna." bhArInI uMmara te vakhate sATha varSanI hatI enI te pachInI vAta ghaNAja dhImA avAje thaI. AMkhamAM khIlane roga khUba jora karate hatA, ne madharAte kArabhArI ghera AvyA, tyAre palaMga upara bahenanA zarIre sajA UtaratAja nahatA. emanA paga daba dAbatAM jazodAe vAta uccArI, bahenanAM chokarAM ramIne gharamAM AvyAM tyAre paNa prathama te varNana karanI garIbI viSe thavA lAgyuM. mAmAe badhAne dhArIdhArI nihALyAM. te tamAmanAM mAM nita mA nI chAyA jevI patnI jazodA, chAupara, zarIra upara, kapaDAmAM ne zaNagAramAM garIbI belI saMtoSI jazodA evI vAta varSa-cha mAse bolatI hatI. ekAdavAra karatI ! vALu karIne kArabhArI AvatI kAlano lilAmanI paNa emAM ciMtA zI ? bhagatanI bhAvaTha bhagavAna taiyArIne mATe bahAra gayA. sAmI parasALe mahemAnone bhAMgaze, ne prabhu kaI di sAre avasara dekhADaze" ' mATe rAkhelA oraDAnI hiMDoLAkhATa jhaverI lAMbuM paNa huM enI ja vAta karuM chuM, sAro divasa te aMga karI sUtA hatA. ne sAme eka cAkaLo nAkhIne mAro lAla aneka jUjavI jUjavI rIte dekhADe che. pacAsa varSanI vayanAM jazodAbahena bhAI sAre pAna kahe zI rIte dekhADaze ? paDatAM beThAM. jazodA!' bhAIe hake pI-pIte vAta kADhI, "huM te mAnuM chuM ke eNe ja, mArA vAlAjItAruM te ghara joI-joIne Aje huM saLagI gayo chuM.' e ja mArA bhAIne Aje ahIM mokalela che). hoya bhAI !' jazodA samajI gaI. "huM haM'! kArabhArInuM kutUhala vadhyuM "zuM heya bhAI? kAmadAranI AMkhe javA beThI, jazodA patine koI akaLa samasyAnI cAvI tAruM zarIra aTakI paDaze, chokarAM hajI nAnAM che, batAvatI hoya te prakAre belI gaI. paNa kAmadArane kaze vicAra ja na Ave ! kaI jAtanA mArA bhAIe ja kahyuM ke tame tamAre kazA ya UMDA, mANasa ! ' pANImAM na utare. phakta ATaluM karo ke e jenA . "haze bhAI ? jevA che te mAre te garadhara. sAmI AMkho mAMDe, tenI cIThThI ughADI nAkhavI. gapALa mAna ja che " junA yuganI bhakika bahene "zuM ? zuM ?" kArabhArI A satajugI strInA javAba dIdhe. goTA upara ramUja pAmatA hatA. mane bIjuM kAMI nathI lAgatuM jazodA ? paNa ema ke jAmadArakhAnuM che ne?" AvatI kAle pahelI ne chelI taka jevuM che. huM kyAM kahuM javuM che. huM kyAM kahuM" "hA" chuM ke kAmadAra harAmI kare ke labADI kare ? huM kazA te tyAM tame lilAma vakhate jAva ne ? ' chaLaprapaMcanIya vAta karato nathI. rAjane eNe devAmAM Page #35 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kalyANa; navembara-1951. : 403 : . te lagIre, velA jAva.. mahemAna jAgI UThyA. kArabhArI kazIka masalata karavA AvyAM haze, ema mAnyuM. kahyuM "padhAro ne ! * mArA bhAIne joDe laI jAva. naMga banAvavA kayAre bahArathI AvyA ? " sArU laI jAva kharAne. * huM tamane kahevA Avyo chuM ke, paDhiyAnA "hA. hA'. cAra vAgyAnI TreIna che, tamAre e TreInamAM upa vAnuM che. ' ' e je naMga upara najara mAMDe tamane IzAre kare, te "kema? kayAM ? ' ' naMga uparathI tamAre cIThThI ukhADI nAkhavI eTale e naMgane lilAmamAM koI mAMge nahi. pachI kAle e "tamAre ghera ' tame ghera laI Ave. pachI mAro bhAI che, ne e "paNa lilAma ?" naMge che. be cAra nAnAM naMga haze tenuM paNa mAre * lilAmamAM tamAre UbhA rahevAnuM nathI, tamArA bhagavAna sAta peDhI sudhI khAIe eTaluM apAvaze. nAma bhAga suddhAM koI joDe rAkhavAno nathI ne kArabhArInA paganAM AMgaLAM panInA zarIra upara tamArI paDhAvelI bahenane paNa tamAre joDe laI javAnI che. komaLa sparzathI pharI rahyA hatAM, te dhImethI baMdha rahyAM. * kema ! kema !." strIe joyuM ke, patine A vAta kaMIka gaLe utaratI tamane jhaverAtanA vepAramAM jazodA ghaNI ja jAya che. eTale eNe jeTaluM kahevAnuM hatuM tenI pUrti karI madadagAra thaI paDaze." * kaI karatAM koine jANa thavAnI nathI. rAjamAM "paNa' koIne A vAtano hisAba nathI. tame ekalA je badhuM . * pUNabaNa kazuM ja nahi. huM ghoDAgADInI varadhI jANe che, are tamane ya kyAM khabara che ke, phalANuM ApuM chuM. jazodAne taiyAra karUM chuM, tamane paTAvALA naMga keTalAM ne keTalAM DhIMkaNAM naMga ! aDhaLaka khajAnI; poNAcArane Takore jagADavA Avaze.' . khajurAnA hajAra pagaH eka bhAMge che tUTo AvI eTaluM kahIne kArabhArI pitAne oraDe gayA. javAno ?" tyAMthI ThaMDIgAra havAnuM kALajuM vIMdhIne AvA AvA A kArabhArIe AMgaLAM saheja saMkaDI lIdhAM, tUTaka svaro jhaverInA kAnamAM pravezatA hatA. jazodA pharIthI belI.. * trIza varSa te mAruM paDakhuM sevyuM-trIza varSa tame bhale gaMgetrIne jaLa jevA nirmaLa rahyA dhiH ka che. huM bhUlyo-kuLa bhU-jovAmAM bhUlyache, paNa gAma kAMI kahyA vinAnuM rahyuM che ? gAma strI mArI zatru-mane khabara nahatI-jAta nahi. jAta te tamAma gapata-bhaMDAranI kaMIka vAte hAMke che. ....vagere vagere.' Ameya jaza nathI ne Ameya lAbha nathI, te pachI paNa -' mAre bhAI becAre kahe che ke, AvA haiyAkUTA zA , "paNa ne baNa kazuM nahi. jAo piyara.' sAruM thayuM ? koNa jazanA poTalA baMdhAvI devAnuM che ? ne Ama to jAmadArakhAnAmAMthI levuM che ne ? e kayAM koInI corI che ? " paNa ne baNa kazuM ja nahi. cAvIo nahi kArabhArI palaMga parathI khaDA thayA, belyA-cAlyA maLe. teDo tALAM." vinA e bahAra nIkaLyA. cogAna oLaMgIne sAmI eja gharamAM eja parasALa upara pAMca varSa pachI parasALe caDayA. avAja karyo. Aja belanA gheSa uThI rahyA che. be avAje pachI nIta jhaverI ! : eka avAja ene eja che. Page #36 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ : 404 : mAnavatAnA dIveA; pAMca cAmAsanAM pANI A banAva upara varasI gayAM hatAM. kArabhArI vizeSa ja banyA hatA. jazAdAne vadhu sAjA caDhayA hatA. jIvAnajodha putranA avasAnanA jevA mAmalA macI rahyo hato. rAjanA polIsa adhikArI phattehakhAna potAnI TukaDI laine kAmadAranA dhara para AvI UbhA hatA. "peAlIsane bahAra khaDI karI phatehakhAna aMdara lAcAra cahere vinaya dharIne kArabhArIne samajAvatA hatA; * paNa sAheba, Apane khAtarI che, te pachI ApavAmAM vAMdho zA che ?' cApI * nahi, nahi, cAvI nahi ApuM. mahArAjA rAgmalajInuM A makAna che, enIja A dharatI che, sukhethI e jaDatI lai zake che; paNa te tALAM toDIne mArI cAvIo vatI tALAM kheAlIne nahi.' * sAheba, paNa AmAM mArI kamabakhatI che. huM Apanu pharaja da, mAre UThIne tALAM teDavA ? ' * rAolajIne koie bharAvyuM che, te te hamaNAM nIkaLI jaze te e zaramiA banaze, sAheba ! phakta Apajo. - kazuja bIjuM banavAnuM nathI. khAnasAheba ! ' kArabhArInuM zarIra dhrujI UThayuM hatuM. * toDe tALAM ne gAtI lyo. gaMThA. eka paheraNabhera kArabhArI ceogAnamAM UbhA rahyA, parasALane khUNe enAM nAnAM bhANejaDAM raDAroLa karatAM hatA, te jazeAdA be hAtha joDIne vInavatI hatI ke zA sArU teDAvA che ? cAvI ApavAmAM ApaNuM zuM jAya che ! tuM UDIne mane AvI zikhAmaNa Ape che ke kArabhArInA svaramAM cirADA paDI rahI hatI. kruteDakhAne bahAra jaI traNa cAra rekANe TelIphona karyA, bhAre pagale e gharamAM AvyA, sAthe sIdI sipA hIo hatA. mukhya oraDAmAM jaine pha tehakhAne sipAhIone pahelI peTI batAvI. e peTI upara sipAhIe'nA huyeADA je kSaNe prathamavAra paTakAryA. te dhaDIe eka sAmaTA para kaTa mmIonA kaMThamAMthI kikiyArA uThayA, raDAroLa na sahevAya tevI banI. tehakhAna laDAimAM jai AvelA kANu chAtIvALA aphasara hatA. paNa AjathI pacIza varSa upara eka kArabhArInA bharyA dharanAM tALAM rAjanA dAgInAnI corInA ALasara tuTe e banAvamAM je bhedakatA rahI hatI, te bhedakatA yudhdhakSetramAMnI kApAkApImAM ene kadIja nahotI lAgI. suvAvaDI e dIkarIe bhIMta sAthe zira paTakavA lAgI, tyAre ktehakhAnathI na jovAyuM. eNe kArabhArI tarapha najara karI. DeAsA cupacApa aDaga ubhA che. DeAsAnA kapALa para eka sAmaTAM dasa haLa hAlatAM hAya tevI UMDI karacalIo khAdAi rahela che. DeAsAnI sapheda pAMpaNo AMkho upara DhaLI paDela che. phatehakhAne jaIne kahyuM, 'sAheba ! A dIkarIe tAjI suvAvaDI che. enI tabiyatane vicAra kare. ' ' rAolajInI ya e dIkarI che te khAnasAheba ? rAolajIne paNa gammata mANavA do. ' hayeADAnI jhIMkAjhIMka khelI. ekavAra maryAdAnA paDado tUTayA pachI sipAhIone bhAMgapheADanI lajjata AvI. e bhAMgaphADe eka kalAkamAM to gharane khedAnamedAna karyuM. tUTelAM peTIone kabATamAMthI lugaDAM letAM pheAi AkhA gharamAM pheMkAyAM. eka sAmaTI pacAseka ThAThaDIonAM khAMpaNAvaDe patharAyelA smazana jevu bhISaNa dIvAnanu ghara banI gayuM. phUTa phUTa U~DI te gharanI jamIna kheAdAi gaI. dharanI copAsa gAmalAka sanamUna thayuM hatuM. AraDe oraDA phedIne ktehakhAna bahAra nIkaLyA 'kAMija nathI sAheba !' kahIne zaramiMdA banyA, tyAre bahAra ghoDAgADIne saMcara sabhalAyo. nyAyAdhIza deDatAM doDatAM aMdara AvyA, krutehakhAna pratye khelI uThyA; bahAra bApu padhArela che, kahe che ke, jaDatI adha karaze. gaDha jaDI gayeA che. ' . * huM... gaTho jaDI gayA ! ' eka avAja saMbhaLAyo. e khelanArI kArabhArI sAhebanI suvAvaDI putrI hatI, sahunuM lakSa tyAM gayuM. * gaDho jaththo ke ? mArA bApue 'te ceye Page #37 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ cAMdA khA pU. paM. zrI pravINavijayajI ma. yAda rAkhA:-duniyAnI tamAma Rddhi ane siddhi maLavI sulabha che. paraMtu vItarAga paramAtmAnA dharmayukta mAnavadeha maLavA atyaMta durlabha che. yAda rAkhA:-mADuM agara vahelu sA kAine eka dina maravAnuM to che ja. te pachI maraNathI zA mATe Daro che ? pApathI DaratA raheze. yAda rAkhAH-'A leAka mIThA te paraleAka kANe dIThA' evAM vacana khAlanArA dhIThA mANusane ja jo paraloka nIkaLyA to mArArajI mIlanI cAdara oDhIne poka mUkavI paDaze. tyAM koI paNa dalIla kAma nahi lAge. yAda rAkhAH-kALAbajArathI, lAMca-rUzvatathI, ke luMTaphATathI game tevI rIte ekaThI karelI dolata tamArA bharaNu bAda tamArI sAthe nahi Ave. paNa tenAthI kareleA. bhayaMkara pApAcAra tamArI sAthe AvI aneka lAto khavaDAvI tamArA bhAta kADhI nAMkhaze. yAda rAkhAH tamArA snehI-sabaMdhIe khAtara tamA dharmane bhUlI jai AtmAnI . khAnAkharAkhI karI rahyA che, paNa A leAkamAM tamArI khAnAkharAbI thatA te tamArI spAmu jovAnI paNa tasdI nahi le. yAda rAkhA:-ahiMsA, sayama ane tapanI sAcI vyAkhyAnA jJAna sivAya ane tenA suMdara pAlana sivAya jagatamAM zAMtinuM sAmrAjya sthApavAnI vAto AkAzakusumavat che. yAda rAkhe. je AtmAe dharmanuM rakSaNa kare che, temanA rakSaNanI cintA dhama pote rAkhe che. ke ? huM', 'te carcA ke ?' cAra bIjA hatA ke ? bApujIne amathA cUMthyA ke ? huM huM huM he* evuM kheAlatI, hasatI, cIseA pADatI, raDatI, dAMtiyAM karatI e suvAvaDI dIkarI nIce paTakAi, parasALanA paththarae enuM mAthu phADI nAMkhyu. vRddha kArabhArIe bhAthuM kheALAmAM lIdhu emAM jIva nahAto rahyo. tyAre yAda rAkhA-je prajA agara saltanata patitapAvana karanArI dhama jevI amUla cIjane apanAvatI nathI. te potAneA nAza svayaM netarI rahI che. yAda rAkhA:-tamArU jIvana tamane jeTaluM priya che, teTalu ja priya potAnu jIvana anya prANIone paNu che. mATeja kAne paNa mArI nAMkhavAneA tamane adhikAra nathI. yAda rAkhA:-abhimAnamAM akkaDa banI devagurUne jo tamA tamArUM mastaka nahi jhukAvaze, te pratikULa saMjogo AvatAM tamAre lakhADI ane anADI AtmAene zIra jhukAvyA vinA nahi cAle yAda rAkhAH- samasta du:khAne dUra karanAra eka prabhubhakti che. bhakti * vinAnuM jIvana e pazujIvana che. yAda rAkhAH je kAMI bhala-khurU thAya che. te tamArA pUrvakRta zubhAzubha karmothAja thAya che. anya te nimitta mAtra che. tamArI potAnI bhUla jotA zAkhA. yAda rAkhAvAMdarA Dukkara ane tIDa Adi prANIonA jIvananA bhAge mAnavAnIja rakSA karavAnA siddhAnta, saMkucIta, tuccha, dayAhIna ane ajJAnI bhegnamAMthI janmele hAi sujJapurUSo mATe te Akula AvakAradAyaka nathI ja. yAdarAkhe! -rAga ane dveSa sivAya tamArA kAi - zatru ja nathI. anyamAM zatrutAnI kalpanA karanAra name arditAnuM e padanA vAstavika ane samajyA ja nathI. yAda rAkhAH-tamArI sadgatino AdhAra duniyAnI salAmeA upara, mAnatAna upara, ke tamArI zmazAnayAtrAmAM bhegI thayelI mAnavAnI vizALa saMkhyA upara rahetA nathI. parantu . tene AdhAra tamArA jIvanamAM tamoe pALelA sadAcAra upara che.. yAda rAkhAH A leAkanI sattAnA kAyadA-kAnune tame dhAro te uMcakIne pheMkI zakazo. parantu karmIsattAnA kAnunane AdhIna thayA vinA tamArA bApane paNa chuTakA thavAnA nathI. Page #38 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ : 406 : yAda rAkhe; yAda rAkho-je vartAva tamene pitAne pasaMda aneka maLaze, paranta pITha upara jyAre lAThIe paDaze paDatuM nathI. te ja vartAva tamAre anya pratye nahi" tyAre pitAnI pITha dharavA koI nahi Ave. karavo joIe. ATalI dharmanI TuMkI ane Taca yAda rAkhe--tamAro puNyapradIpa jyAM sudhI vyAkhyAne amala karaze te paNa ghaNuM karyuM kahevAze. jhagamagate che, tyAM sudhI se koI tamane anukuLa banI raheze. paraMtu te dIpaka jyAre bujhAI jaze tyAre yAda rAkhe-AzAnA je dAsa che te samasta te mi tamArA zatru banaze. jagatanA dAsa che. paNa AzAne jemaNe dAsI banAvI che. tenuM samasta jagata dAsa che. : yAda rAkho -vItarAgadevanA maMdire e janma maraNanA kAraNe roganuM oparezana karanArI bhavya - yAda rAkhe -tamo jene vipatti mAne che, e heppITale che, ane upAzraya. e jIvAdi tanuM sArca vipatti nathI. tema saMpatti e sAcI saMpatti apUrva jJAna karAvanArI bhavya koleje che. ane pU. nathI. paraMtu vItarAgaparamAtmAnA nAmanuM vismaraNa munirAje niHsvArtha prophesaro che. temano nAza karaeja sAcI vipatti ane vItarAgadevanuM smaraNa eja vAnI duSTa kAryavAhI kharekhara pitAno ja nAza netarI sAcI saMpatti che. rahI che. dhAda rAkhe-AzAo anaMtI che, ane AyuSya : yAda rAkho -meM ora merA'nI mArAmArI hake . parimita che. AzAne gaharo khADo kadI purAte ja nahi, tyAM sudhI corAzI lAkhanA pherA uThavA nathI. mATe parimita AyuSyadvArA AzAone pari. muzkela che. mita banAvaze, te saMsAra paNa parimita banavAnI AzA sevI zakAze. yAda rAkhe--tame anyane DAhIDAhI zikhAmaNa | * junA ane jANItA * ApavA mATe jeTalI kALajI rAkho, cho, teTalI ja keTegrApharsa enDa ArTIsTase kALajI te zikhAmaNa pramANe tame pote vartana karavA 00000000000000 ja rAkhe te sadagati hAthamAM ja che. yAda rAkho: je viSayamAM tame pote niSNAta (Expert) na ho, temAM tamArI salAha bIlakula ' ' amRtalAla TI. dave enDa sansa nirUpaNI hevA sAtha 'kuMbhAra karatA gadheDA vadhu DAhyA hoya che." e kahevatane caritArtha karanArI che. yAda rAkho tamArA pUrvakRta puyanA prabhAve dhI mahendra ArTa TuDIo kadAca A bhavamAM tamene saghaLA gunhAonI mAphI maLaze, paraMtu puNya khatama thatAM sadhaLA gunhAonI asahya zikSA sahana karyA vinA chUTako nathI. hAikalAsa phoTogrAphI tathA peInTIMga mATenuM yAda rAkhe -A asAra saMsAramAM sukhanI , 41 varasathI junuM ene jANItuM ATa hAusa, zodha karavAno prayatna e pANI valovI mAkhaNa prApta ka ekAda kAma ApI kAmanI uttamatA mATe karavA jevI ajJAna ceSTA sivAya bIjuM kAMIja nathI. khAtrI karavA khAsa Agraha karavAmAM Ave che. ' yAda rAkho:-pApa karatI vakhate pITha thAbaDanArA -- ': mAlika : II ga : Page #39 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mA che si 0 ke 0 8 0 kA 0 sa 0 mA tu cA 0 2 dhArmika pablIka TrasTabIlano amala tA. 1-1-52 zrI zAMticaMdra sevA samAja amadAvAdane covIza sudhI mulatavI rahyo che. Ama vAraMvAra amalanI vArSika utsava zeTha zrI jezIMgabhAI kALIdAsa jarItArIkha pheravavA karatAM kAyadA pothImAMthI khIla 26 - vALAnA pramukhasthAne tA, 1 1-11-51 nA roja bAtala karavuM jarUrI che. @javA che, punA jaina tattajJAna vidyApITha taraphathI mAstara jaina tatvajJAna vidyApIThanI brahad zAkhanuM jamanAdAsa lAlajIe tArASTranA amuka zaheranI pa8 - vaDedarA khAte zeTha zrI raMgIladAsa chaganalAlanA zubha zALA onI mulAkAta lIdhI hatI. ane dhArmika zikSa- hRte tA. 11-11 51nA ja uddadhATana thayuM hatuM, NanA pracAra karyo hato. belagAma haLakavADImAM rahetA zrI navInacaMdra zrI jaina jJAnottejaka dhArmika pAThazALAe traNe varSamAM sArI pragati karI che. kAti ke zudi 1nA amRtalAla zAha jeonI umara phakata cha varSanI che,. jeee navapada eALInuM ArAdhana karyuM che. divase sI. aMbAlAla kAM. taraphathI pAThazALAnA vidyArthIone ararInI prabhAvanA thaI hatI, belagAma najIka cIkakA DI gAmanA sTezana mAsta - rano putra janma pachI nava divasathI mane je mAgavA bhagavAna mahAvIradevanuM Adarza jIvanacaritra sAthe tene ApI deje. ema bole che, chokarAnA e nAmanI pustakA pAMca AnA mokalavAthI rA rIra upara zuM che, ca, gadA, padmanuM cihyuM che, bheTa mahA. sIranAmu pravINacaMdra bIzAhe A ahevAla sumarItagAra sthaLethI maLe che.. 14, 8NA mu DeTa TUMka samayamAMja bahAra paDe che, vyAkaraNano a prasiddha apUrva graMtha mahAmahopAdhyAya zrI vinayavijayajI gaNi viracita "laMdhuprakriyA - zra'tha uparanuM svapajJa vistRta viva2NarUpa zrI hai ma ma kA za ma hA vyA ka ra Na [ uttarArdha ] saMpAdaka: sva. pU. AcArya zrI vijayakSamAbhadrasUrijI mahArAja uparokata graMthamAM AkhyAtaprakriyA ane kRdantaprakriyAnA be vibhAgamAM dazagaNanA dhAtuo, dazaprakriyA, kRdanta kriyA, vyutpatti"darzAvavApUrvaka uNAdikoSa ane sUtronA akArAdi krama batAvavAmAM AvyA che. A uparAMta mahAbhANa vaiyAkaraNabhUpa Nama. vA kayapradIpa, dhihema'bahadavRtti ane nyAsa, sidhukIydI ItyAdi aneka prAcIna graMthonA viSayonI suMdara chaNAvaTa karavA mAM AvI che. niNa yasAgara presamAM uMcA kAgaLa para chapAyela 625 pAnAno daLadAra, subita pAkuM bAInDIMga karela A graMthanI kiMmata rUpiyA 11) agIyAra AgaLathI rakama mekalI orDara noMdhAvanAra mATe kimata rUpiyA 8) sADA ATha rAkhavAmAM Avela che. himaprakAza mahAvyAkaraNa | pUrvAdha 1 ki'mata rUA. 8) rAdhu- sAdhI mATe rUA. 6 ) hemali'mAnuzAsana vivaraNama kiMmata rUA. jhA.. sAdhu sAdhvI mATe rUA. 3aaaa. prAptisthAnaH-zAha e sAmacade pacha-pa9 junA medInAnA-koTa, subaI Page #40 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Reg. No. 4925 ypdSSSppd maMgAve ! lAIbrerIne zaNagAre evAM dhArmika suMdara prakAzano | 1 . . | ' | ? | kariyAvara 1-0-0 IlAcIkumAra 2-8-0 zrAvakamaMvidhAna 3-8-0 puruSArtha 4-0-0 Adhavidhi bhASAMtara 6 -0-0 bhagavAna RSabha deva 4-8-0 jIvananI dizA 1-8-0 narakezvarI vA narakesarI 4-8-0 varSa prabodha yAne aSTAMga nimitta 'suMdarIonA zaNagAra 4-8- 0 vikramacaritra 4-6-o namaskAra mahAmaMtra 2- - 0 siMhAsana batrIsI 2-0-0 zAMtinAtha caritra 19-8- 0 purIlAdANI pArzvanAtha 4 -0 saMdhapati caritra damayaMtI caritra bAla graMthAvali pra. zreNI 3-0-0 hamIragaDha , - hR-0 bAla graMthAvali chabIjI beTarI - 8 - 0 rAjA zrIpALa 9-8- 0 Aya ca' . bAla graMthAvali trIjI zreNI bAbu pradakSiNA 2-8- 0 amara balidAna 1-8-0 acalagaDha 1-4-0 maharSi metAraja 4-4-0 vasudevalinDI 15-8 *0 zakhe"vara pArzvanAtha 1-6 -- 0 jainadharmanI prANIkathAo 1-4-0 pArzvanAtha tri sicitra | 13-ra- 0 zatru jaya tIrthana 1- 8-0 tejapAlanA vijaya bhAIbIja 4-0-0 Arabhasiddhi zrIpALarAjAnA rAsa 5-(- jaMna tavAdanA mahiyA raNu 3--0 hiMmate mardA . 1-8-2 laghutrizaSTi zalAkA puruSa parva 1 thI 10 12-8-0 javAmarda bhA. 1-2 2-8-9 syulibhadra 4-8-8 samarAditya kevaLI caritra pa-0-0 vikramAditya hemu 5-0-0 yogadaSTi samuccaya bA-nimaNu 3- 4 - 0 pavitratAmAM prabhutA pa-- devakumAre jena tattvajJAna praznottara vIradharmanI vAte nA-1 le 2- 800 matsyagalAgala 4-8soLa satI 1-8-0 jIvana pravAha akAdevIe 7-8 9 ka savadha 3-0-0 bhagavAna bhallInAtha 2-8-0 AbarUnI bhitaramAM 3-0-9 premabakata jayadeva 4-0-9 subhadrAdevI 4-8-0 abhayakumAra zIlunI Adarza kathAo 4-8-0 jagaDuzA 3-000 gRjarezvara kumArapALa bhA. 1-2 caMdanabALA AnaMda sudhA sivuM 8-12-9 Damumugatu' siMkrAsana 4-8-0 cogazAstra bhASAMtara 3-8-0 rU. pacAsa uparAMtanA mAla maMgAvanArane savA cha TakA kamIzana maLaze, lISTa magAvo ! sAmacaMdu DI. zAha : jIvana nivAsa sAme che.tANI [sairASTra) | |