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________________ varSa 5 muM' aMke 11 me jAnyuArI-1989 zrI zatruMjaya taLeTImAM zrI dhanavasI Tuka [ bAbunuM maMdira ]. saMpAdaka na hoya cAhaai: cha JsomacaMda DI. zAha roja khya
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________________ - CIgAna vya vibhAga: vAmonI dharma, samAja, sAhitya ane saMskAranuM adyatana mAsika | navA lekhakone: "kalyANa" mAM avasare sthAna ApavAmAM Ave che. [; ke lyA Na : protsAhana ApavuM e amArI pharaja che tema lekha lakhavAnI pAchaLa eTavarSa 5 muM : aMka 11: jAnyuArI 1949: saM. 2005 poSa loja parizrama uThAvavo e navA ! lekhakanI pharaja che. kAvya vibhAga: vAMcakomAM vizeSa rUcIkara nahi thato hovAthI dareka aMkamAM kAvyo ke stavano vagere te paisA zrI dhumaketu 377 ame raju karatA nathI. je lekhakonAM navI najare ... ... zrI saMjaya 378 kavino vizeSa rUcIkara ane zabda sauSTamATe haju parataMtra che ... pU. paM. zrI praviNavijayajI ma. 381 vathI yukta haze teja avasare chapAze. terApaMthI saMpradAya .. ... zrI kanaiyAlAla koTecA 382 - junI phAIla: je badhuone lakSmI ane sarasvatI ... ... ... zrI suketu 786 | trIjA ane cothA varSanI bAIDIMga ! jJAna gocarI ... ... ... ... ... saM. gaSaka 390 karelI phAIla joItI hoya teoe be mahattvanA prazno ... ... zrI manu subedAra 393 jahida maMgAvI levI. gaNatrInI phAilo ja sIlIkamAM che. mUlya 5-0 -0. vallabhIpuranuM patana ... pU A. bhuvanatilakasUrijI ma. 395 | - junA aMko: "kalyANu" no - madhyama varganA jaina ... gAMdhI DAhyAcaMda trIbhovanadAsa 397 pahelA varSA aMke jeenI pAse zaMkA-samAdhAna .. pU. A. vijayAmRtasUrijI ma. 399 nakAmA paDI rahyA hoya teo amane saMskAranI sAcavaNI ... pU. munirAjazrI dhuraMdharavijayajI ma. 401 mekalI Ape. tenA badalAmAM navA tArA-taNakhA ... ... ... zrI pradIpa 403 varSanA teTalA ja aMke ApavAmAM Avaze. mumukSunI muMjhavaNa ... pU. munirAjazrI bhadra karavijayajI ma. 408 / lekhakone: presanI agavaDatAne mahAbaLakumArano mekSa pU. munirAjazrI nityAnaMdavijayajI ma. 411 kAraNe jema bane tema vahelAsara lekho haLavI kalame ... | sa pAdaka 414 mekalavA kapa karavI, dara aMgrejI Arogyane mATe zrI kAMti 46 | mahInAnI 25 tArIkhe lekho amane lekhakanuM mRtyupatra ... ... zrI nArada TA. peja 3 jI | | maLI jAya tevI vyavasthA karavA maherabAnI karaze. -: navA sabhyonAM nAma : | vinaMti: pU. AcArya devAdi rUA. 51) zAha chavAi kirAnA poravADa jaina mahArAja sAhebo, vihAramAM tA 12 yuvaka saMdha vAMcanAlaya guDAbAletA | sudhImAM amane saranAmuM jaNAvavA rUA. 51) zeTha maNIlAla nagInadAsa peTalAda kRpA kare. rUA. 21) zA hIrAlAla pAnAcaMda ( 15 mI tArIkhe: dara aMgrejI peTalAda mahInAnI paMdaramI tArIkhe kalyANa rU. 11) zrI hemacaMdrAcArya jaina pustakAlaya dhaMdhukA ravAnA thAya che. tA, 22 mI sudhImAM rUA. 11) zAha jhaveracaMda caturabhAI khaDANA Apane na maLe te tapAsa karI rUA 11) zrI ratilAla somacaMda peTalAda | amane jaNAvavuM.
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________________ - varSa 5 muM; aMka 11 mo - saMvata 205 piSa jAnyuArI-1949 kalyANa prakAzana maMdira-pAlItANA. kivi kaccha . khA nA duniyAmAM jenuM calaNa vyApI rahyuM che, te paisA zrI kumaketu .AjanAM vAtAvaraNamAM "paisA" heya ke na heya. paNa paisA' zabda lakhavAmAM paNa eka jAtane AnaMda AvI jAya che. nAnAmAM nAnA chokarAne paise batA ane enI AMkha hasI uThaze. ene paNa khabara che ke, A hAthamAM haze to AkhI duniyA enI che. A havA ubhI karavAmAM paisAnuM calaNa javAbadAra che ja; paNa ethI vadhu javAbadAra mANasa : | pite che. AMkaDAmAM ramanAra ane jIvanAra mANaso, A kAlpanika svarga mATe kAMI ochA javAbadAra nahi heya. e game tema hoya, paNa ApaNe paisAne niMdavA chatAM chevaTe cAhIe chIe te paisAne ja. A baInA pradhAne pravacanamAM amadAvAdI zrImaMtane jhADe che kharA, paNa sAMje zIrApurI vakhate emanAM moTarapagalAM, anAyAse e zrImatAnA daravAjA pAseja dekhA de che. e batAve che ke, mANasa navI duniyAmAMthI have paisAno bahiSkAra karI zake tema lAgatuM nathI. paisAne badale jarUrI cIjonuM svarga ubhuM thAya evI IcchA te saunI heya che, sarakAranI to khAsa karIne, paNa sarakAra Arthika niSNAtonI dAsI che ne Arthika niSNAto AMkaDAnA dAsAnudAsa che. kAlpanika pasAone jovAmAM jeTalI emane majA Ave che, eTalI ja lone paNa Ave che, mATe kalpanAmAM paisA rahevAnA che, ne paisAnI kalpanA paNa rahevAnI che. eTale ApaNe e kAlpanika paisAnI kavitA viSe Aje vicAra karavo rahe. pahelI vAta e che ke, paisA viSenI ApaNI samaja beTI che. keTalAka mAne che tema paise e kaI bhayaMkara padArtha nathI. e hevAthIja mANasa, mANasAI vinAne thaI rahe che, e ardhasatya che. e na levAthI mANasa deva jevo lAge che, e paNa ardhasatya che. kharI vAta e che ke, atyAranI paristhitimAM resAnA mAdhyamavaDe saMsAravyavahAra saraLarIte cAlI zake tema che. paNa paisAne pasArUpeja joyA karavAthI ghaNuM kharI geravyavasthA ubhI thaI che. ApaNe ene duniyAnA A cheDAthI pilA cheDA sudhInA upayogI padArtharUpe jovo joIe. paNa ghaNuMkharUM mANasa ene bhaviSyanA saMgraharUpe jue che ane enuM kharUM nukazAna enI A saMgrahavRttimAMthI ubhuM thAya che. ' piso e ekarIte gaNo to vaheto rahe joIe. bhaviSyanI ciMtAthI, ane potAnI vilAsI jarUrIyAtonA atipaNathI mANasa, bIjA mANasanA zramanuM paisAmAM mUlyAMkana karatAM kaMjusAI batAve che. emAMthI le-pakaDanI nIti zarU thAya che ane chevaTe ene lIdheja vargavigraha ubho thAya che.. dareka mANasa potAnA jIvanane paisA mATe na mAnatAM, jIvana mATe paisA che. pachI e tamAma prakAranAM jIvana mATe che, ema ja mAnate thAya to paisAnA jevo mUlyavAna padArtha bIjo kaI ja na gaNAya. 'enI saphaLatAno AdhAra paNa emAM ja rahe che ]. [ urmi ]
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________________ caLl il>= zrI saMjaya jayapura khAte hiMdI mahAsabhAnu 55 zuM adhivezana khUbaja ThAThathI paTTAbhisItArAmaiyAnA pramukhapade maLI gayuM, jemAM 50 lAkhanuM khaca thayuM che, jyAre 20 lAkhanI Avaka aMdAja vAmAM AvI che.--vata mAna. hiMda hamaNAMja AjhAda thayuM che, paNa garIbInAM chelle pATale beThelA hiMdanI Arthika sthiti khUbaja taMga che. hiMda jevA garIba dezane traNa divasanA AvA dabadabA mATe trIsa lAkhanuM pANI karavuM have kAI rIte pASAya tema nathI. paradezI sattA jyAre hiMda para zAsana karatI hatI, tyAre dezanI jAgRtine sArU AvAM adhivezaneAnI jarUra hatI, paNa have deze AjhAdI meLavI, paradezI sattAe ucALA bharyAM, eTale have te| dezanA rAjakIya AgevAne e hiMdane pagabhara karavA mATe racanAtmaka kAryo pAchaLa lAgI javuM, eja AjanA tabakke hitAvaha che. muMbaI sarakAra dhArmika mIktA para sattA meLavavA sArU TenDulakara kamITInA pramukhapaNA nIce tapAsa kamIzana nImyuM hatuM, tene rIpATa tAjetaramAM prasiddha thayA che. jemAM cerITI kamIznara nImavA vagerenI sUcanAe dvArA TenDulakara kamITIe dhArmika mIlkatA para sarakAranI sattA kabUlI che.-muMbaI samAcAra. -~-oNMgresa sarakAre sattA hAthamAM lIdhA pachI muMbaI prAMtanA hiMduonI dhArmika mIlkata para AMkha agADI che. prAMtamAM muslIme che, pArasIo che, eglAinDIyaneA che, ane vaheArA paNa che; chatAM kevaLa hiMdu ane jaineAnI dhArmi`ka mIlkatane a Mge AvI kamITIe nImavI, emAM kaI jAtanI manA vRtti kAma karI rahI che, te samajI zakAtu nathI. kAipaNa sarakAra, tyAre ja jhAjhuM jIvI zake che ke, jyAre te kAipaNa kAmanA dhArmi`ka ke sAmAjika adhikAra para hastakSepa na kare! bAkI sattA AvyA pachI, prajAnA hitane nAme manaphAvatA kAyadA ThekI besADavA e prajAvizvAsaneA gaMbhIra droha che. mAgala zahenazAhata jyAre sattA para hatI, tyAre paNa prajAhitane nAme eNe prajAnA dhArmika ane sAmAjika rIta-rIvAjone kacaDI nAMkhavAmAM sattAnA durUyeAga karyAM hatA. te Aje vIsamI sadInA jAgRta yugamAM prajAnA svAtaMtryane kAyadAedvArA kacaDI nAMkhavuM e kai rIte yogya che ? amadAvAdamAM zAMticaMdra sevA-samAjanA vArSikAtsavanAM samAra'bhamAM zrIyuta amRtalAla kAlIdAsa je. pI. e, jaina samAjanA aikayane mATe ghaNuM jussAdAra bhASaNa karyuM hatuM. zeTha amubhAi, jainasamAjanA junA ane pIDha kAkara che. te lAgaNI-pradhAna bhASAmAM jIssApUrNAMka kheAlI zake che, ane jaina samAjanI vamAna ninvayaka dazA mATe emanAM hRdayane jarUra duHkha thatuM haze, paNa temanA jevA zaktizALI AgevAne dhAre te, samAjanI zAMti mATe bIjuM ghaNuM ghaNuM karI zake tema che. Aje zAMtinA krAnI khAtara, bhega ApanAra ane enI pUMThe khapI janArA nIDara, niSpakSa, temaja marajIvA samAjasevAnI jainasamAjane ghaNI jarUra che. zrIyuta amubhAI dhAre te AvA zaktizALA karavaiyAonuM jUtha ubhuM karI zake tema che. A sivAya, samAjanI AjanI gU`cavaNutA kASTha rIte ukela AvI zake tema nathI. . pAlItANAnI jaina dharmazALAe hajuye nirAzritAnA . vasavATathI bharacaka che. AthI yAtrArthe AvanAra yAtrALuo ghaNIja muzkelImAM mUkAya che. saurASTra sarakAra, jainonI dAda-riyAda pratye AMkhamIMcAmaNAM kare che, ne ApaNA jaina AgevAneAne A prazna vicAravAnI kurasada nathI.-eka kaeNriyAda. pAlItANA khAte AveluM zrI zatru Mjaya tItha e jaina samAjanuM prANapyArUM dhArmika tItha che. te
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________________ navI najare 339 tIrthanI yAtrArthe AvanAra yAtrALu bhAI-bahenonI- mAnasathI kaI rIte kacaDI rahI che, te Aje na caturvidha saMghanI sevA-bhaktine sArU jainazrImaMtoe samajI zakAya tevo prazna che. A badhA paradezIdezo dharmazALA Adi dharmasthAnedvArA pitAnI kamANIne atyAre agAu prajA zAsananI ane pIDitAnI paDakhe zaMbha vyaya karyo che. te dharmazALAone uddeza Aje rahevAnI je vAta karI rahyA hatA te naryo daMbha ja ApaNI prajAkIya sarakAranA taMtramAM gUMgaLAI rahyo kahevAya ke bIjuM kAMI? dakSiNa AphrikAnI sarakAra, che, e janasamAjane mATe ochuM duHkhada nathI. eka ane sIlenanI sarakAre Aje je mArga laI rahI che, veLA dIlhI khAtenI majIdamAM siMdha ane paMjAbanA te prajAtaMtramAM mAnanAra sarakArane kaI rIte zAbhe hiMdu nirAzrita kajo laIne rahyA hatA, tyAre te tema nathI. kevaLa phAsIjhamamAM mAnanAra deza sivAya lekene majIdamAMthI bahAra kADhavA mATe, ane muM. AvuM pagaluM keNu laI zake? slIma bhAIonI dubhAtI lAgaNune zAMta pADavA, ezIyAI dezanI prajA Aje laDAInA khuda mahAtmA gAMdhIjI jevAe AmaraNAMta anazana vAtAvaraNamAM gherAI rahI che. cInanI prajA AdayuM hatuM. te Aje hiMdabharamAM jainenuM pavi paraspara laDI rahI che. Araba ane yahudI dezo tramAM pavitra gaNAtuM yAtrAdhAma ane te dhAmanI hAma-svAmA tepa goThavIne beThA che. hiMda pavitra dharmazALAone ko nirAzritone soMpI devAmAM Ave, temAM te leke nahi khAvAgya abhakSya ane pAkIstAna vacce bInasattAvAra yuddha cAlI khAya, ane cha-cha mahinAo thavA chatAM dharmazA- - 2hyuM che. LAo khAlI karavAmAM na Ave. A badhI vAto yuropanI prajA haju to yuddhanI havAnA mAdakajaina samAjanA mobhAne, gauravane ke tenA svamAnane nazAmAM cakacUra che. yuddhanuM ghena cUrepanA rAjyonI yA lAgaNIne AghAta pahoMcADanArI nathI ke jana AMkhamAM hajI bhArobhAra bhareluM che. amerIkA ane samAjanA vADAhyA AgevAno have kayAMsadhI udA- briTana, bIjI bAju razIyA-Adeze ekabIjAnI ratAnA nAme Ama calAvye rAkhaze? ApaNI prajA sAme ghUrakIyA karI rahyA che. AnuM pariNAma bhAvanA kIya sarakAranI samakSa, ApaNuM mobhAne chAjatI hAthamAM che. tyAM ezIyAnA rAjo, yurepanA mAMdhAtAA badhI hakIkato raju karavAnI ApaNuM Age- enI bhedI ramatane bhoga banI rahyAM che. cInanI vAnomAM zuM himmata nathI ke? A badhA prazno, prajA Aje parasparanA kusaMpathI nAmazeSa banI rahI che. bhalabhalAnA dilane hacamacAvI de tevA che. mArzalacAMga ke zeka potAnA tumAkhI dImAgathI Daca sarakAre InDonezIyAnI prajAne kacaDI cInanI zAMtine jokhamamAM mUkI rahyA che. jyAre zrIyAnA lokhaMDI saramukhatyAra sTelInanI deravaNI nAkhIne tenA dezane kajo laI lIdhA che. heThaLanA sAmyavAdI baLavAkhoroe cInane khelatenA prajAkIya AgevAna Do. sukarNo vagerenI medAna karI mUkyuM che. Araba ane yahudIrA dharapakaDa karI che. jyAre dakSiNa AphriIkAnI- ekabIjA laDI rahyA che, emAM paNa pUrepanA sarakAre hiMdIonI virUddha dhAro pasAra karyo che. DolarazAhI amerIkAnI cAlabAjI che. chevaTe hiMda ane sIlenanI prajAkIya sarakAre paNa hiMda ane pAkIstAna banne dezo vacce kAzmIranA yuddha virUddha kAyadAo dhArAsabhAmAM rajU karyA che. medAnamAM yuddha khelAI rahyuM che. ekaMdare; vizvanA dareke dareka dezo ane tenI prajA; Aje te yuddhanI - atyArasudhI prajA zAsanavAdanA nAme. paropanA mAdaka havAnA tophAnI nazAnA ghenamAM gherAI yuddhamAM sAthI rAjyonI sAthe rahI, dharI rAjyonI 1 sAme laDavAmAM pUrepUro rasa dharAvanArI holenDanI gAMdhIjInA siddhAMtemAM khAsa rasa lenArA Daca sarakAra, pitAnA dezanI prajAne sAmrAjyazAhI tarIke jANItA AcArya zrIyuta vinebA
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________________ II A kApavA mA che "SM SISAra 21 thas bhAve e, jayapuranA kesa adhivezanamAM sarve karyuM che ke, hAla dezanI paristhitine vicAra dayapradazana khUlluM mUktAM pravacanamAM kahyuM ke, karatAM daza varSa sudhI bhASAvAra prAMta racavA "Aje koMgresamAM satyanuM sthAna rahyuM nathI. mATenA keIpaNa saMye nathI. ' kegresa kAryakaro ddhA ane sattA levA paDA- dAra kamIzananI A bhalAmaNa, judA-judA prati paDI kare che, ane deza mATe Atmabhega banAvIne hiMdanA vahIvaTI taMtrane DAmADoLa banAvavA ApI sevA karavAnI che IcchanArAone jambara lapaDAka rUpa che, koMgresanA ra mahAmaMtrI zaMkaradeva, hiMdI sarakAranA bAMdhakAmakhAtAnA rahI nathI." -saMdeza. pradhAna gADagIla, ane hiMdI mahAsabhAnA cAlu uparanA zabdo jo koI bIjI vyaktinA mukhane rASTrapati Do. padAbhine kamIzananI A bhalAmaNe mAMthI bahAra paDyA hota to Aje kegresamena ane rUci nathI, mATe ja, jayapura adhivezanamAM A prazna temanA vaphAdAra chApAMoe te vyaktine udhaDI laI pharI carcAyo ane tene mATe navI kamITI naramAI nAMkhI heta ! paNa A zabdo ke gresamenamAM javAba che. hiMda jevA garIba dezanI kAMdha para badhA pratA, dArI bharyuM uMcasthAna dharAvanAra Adarza dezasevakanA tenI dhArAsabhA ane vahivaTI khAtAnA lAkhe-karohRdayanI uMDI vyathAthI vhAra AvelA sAcA urI che. DonA kharcAo nAMkhavA, e. keTale aMze yeya che, sattA hAthamAM Ave keI paNa saMsthA ke tenA A mATe hiMdanA jANItA arthazAstrIonI salAha kAryakaro moTe bhAge potAnA siddhAMtamAMthI calita levI. e paNa AjanA tabakake khUba ja agatyanI thai jAya che. kAraNa ke, sattA e lapasaNuM sthAna che. che. e hakIkata. koMgrese nImelI kamITIe khAsa dhyA-, AthI ja keMgresamenoe potAnA jIvananuM nitikadhAraNa namAM levA jevI che. uMcuM-taddana uMcu-sarvocca Adarza dhoraNa rAkhavuM paDaze. nahitara keMgresanI pratiSThAne dhakko pahoMcatAM muMbaImAM sekaserIyA mIlanA menejaranI e be vAra nahi lAge. sAthe sAthe keMgresanA vahivaTanI 35 varSanI patnI kamaLAne upADI javAnA vyAjabI TIkA karanArAone-haripha pakSone sAMbhaLavA Aropasara kRSNarAva nAmanA 25 varSanA yuvaka ane saMbhALavA paDaze. saMrakSaNadhArA heThaLa harika- para kesa thayo che. temaja muMbaI sarakAranA pakSanAM mukha baMdha karI devAthI, sarakAranI vahivaTI saha prakAzana maMtrInI patnI lalitAne bheLavI bhUlane himmatapUrvaka bahAra mUkanAra keI raheze ja. tene bagADavAnA Aropasara chAyA prInTarInA nahi. A prasaMge madrAsa kegresanI kamITIne hamaNuM mAlIka ratilAla gulAbarAya desAI para pasAra karelo TharAva yAda Ave che. teNe ema TharA- saMbaInI phejadArI kerTamAM kesa thaye che.. vyuM che ke, " saskArI rezane ophIsa, ke-TrAka ke , muMbaI samAcAra, evA bIjA khAtAmAM hoddA para rahelA meMgresa adhikArIoe bhAga levo nahi" AvA vartanathI kAMgresa: hiMdu saMsAranA AvA bhavADA hamaNAM hamaNuM chApAnAM pAnAo para ThIka-ThIka dekhA daI rahyA che. kAryakaronI naitika pratiSThA janatAmAM vadhu ujavala, vyakti svAtaMtryanA vadhu paDatA nAde Aje svachaMdI bane che. muMbainI koMgresa kamITIe paNa AvA TharAva vAtAvaraNa saryuM che. pAMtrIsa varSanI prauDhavayanI eka pasAra karavA joIe. to Aje tenA junA kAryakaro strI, A rIte parapurUSanI sAthe nAsI jAya, ane vacce je manabhedo ubhA thayA che, tene avakAza tenA dhaNIne kAyadAnI keTe caDhI, pitAnI patnI nahi maLe. jenI sAthe cAlI jAya tenA para "bhagADavAno AbhASAvAra prAMta racavA mATenA praznapara je rapa mUkI kesa calAvavA javuM paDe, A badhuM hiMdudArakamIzana nImAyuM hatuM. tene ahevAla samAjanI prAcIna saMskRtinA vArasadAra hiMdu saMtAna hAra paDI cUkyo che. jemAM kamIzane jAhera mATe tadana nAlezI bhavuM kahevAya. strI svAtavAdanA
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________________ navI najare. AjanA yugamAM strIonI pavitratA keTa-keTalI kha- saMsAra zAMti, suleha ane premabharyo nahI rahI zake. mAtI jAya che, e A badhA kIssAo parathI jANI temaja rakhaDela bhAmaTAo AvI rIte potAnA havasazakAya che. Aje prajAkIya gaNAtI koMgresa sarakAre, nI khAtarI AbarUdAra gRhasthanI strIone phasAvI, paA bAbata para khUbaja UMDo vicAra karavAnI jarUra tAnA pati pAsethI chUTAcheDA levaDAvaze. A kesamAM che. ne strI-purUSanA sadAcAranI naitika maryAdAo khuda mejIsTreTa kahI dIdhuM che ke, A prema nathI, paNa sarakAre khUba ja daDha banAvavI joize. kAraNa ke, je havasa che-nahitara 35 varSanI paraNetara, strI, 25 dezanAM strI-purUSo saMyama ane sadAcAranAM naitika varSanA yuvakanI sAthe cAlI jAya e zuM kahevAya ?. baMdhanamAM DhIlA paDyAM che, te dezanI AjhAdI jhAjho A badhA kIssAo, Aje strIone samaya TakI zakatI nathI. hiMdanI vaDI dhArAsabhA samakSa chUTa ApI devAmAM Ave che, tenI sAme lAlabattI Aje chUTAcheDAnuM bIla AvyuM che, je te bIla dha che. keleja ane hAIskUlamAM meTI ummaranI pasAra thaI gayuM, to AvA aneka kIssAo roja- pitAnI chokarIone bhaNavA melanArAM mA-bApAe boja banatA raheze, ane koIpaNa strI-purUSane paNa A banAva parathI velAsara cetI javA jevuM che. maTe ja haja parataMtra cho. pU panyAsa zrI praviNavijayajI mahArAja, "maravuM gamatuM nathI, chatAM maravuM paDe che, mATe ja haju parataMtra che. "ghaDapaNa Ave e gamatuM nathI, chatAM te avasthAne AdhIna thavuM paDe che, mATe ja haju parataMtre che. snehIjanone viga pasaMda nathI, chatAM temano viyoga te thAya che, mATe ja haju parataMtra che. aniSTa saMyoga thAya e ISTa nathI, chatAM acAnaka tenA saMjogomAM sapaDAvuM paDe che mATe ja haju parataMtra che. ' - mAlamiSTAnna khAvAnI IcchA chatAM roTalA maLavA paNa muzkela paDe che, mATe ja hajuM parataMtra che. nirogI rahevuM pasaMda paDe che, chatAM ekAeka bhayaMkara regathI gherAI javuM paDe che, te mATe ja haju parataMtra che. dhananA DhagalA game che, chatAM kaMgAlIyatane anubhava kare paDe che mATe ja haja parataMtra che. salAma bharAvavI pasaMda che, chatAM salAme bhasvI paDe che, mATe ja haju parataMtra che. sattAdhIza thavAnA keDa te ghaNA che, chatAM bIjAnI sattA heThaLa rahevuM paDe che; te mATe ja haju parataMtra che. dAnezvarI banavAnI bhAvanA hovA chatAM yAcaka banavuM paDe che, mATe ja haju parataMtra che. zeThAI priya hovA chatAM nokara banavuM paDe che, mATe ja haju parataMtra che - TuMkamAM tamane je joIe che te maLe nahi ane nathI joItuM te AvIne cATe che, -tyAMsudhI tame kaI sattAne parataMtra ja che. te sattAnuM nAma karma sattA. te sattAne jyAre. jamInasta karaze tyAre ja tamAre tyAM svarAjya Avaze.
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________________ terApaMthI saMpradAyanA AcAra-vicAra:zrI kanaiyAlAla keTecA terApaMthI saMpradAyanA paricayamAM rahI, te saMpradAyanA daMbhI rIta-ravAjethI khUba ja anubhavI banelIputa koTecAnI lekhamALA AgaLa vadhe che. saM. [ 2 ] amArA vihAramAM rastAnA gAmomAM sAdhuone gurU gAma bIkAneranI hadamAM AveluM moTI AhAra-pANImAM thoDI paNa takalIpha na paDe te mATe mAravADanuM dhanADhaya gAma che, ahiM terApaMthI saMpra- zrAvake sAthe rahI Thera-Thera raDAo karatA hatA. dAyanA zrAvakonI vastI sArA pramANamAM che. ame ema karatAM AcArya mahArAja rAjaladezara pahoMcyA. bhAre carUmAM AvyA, tyAre curanA zrAvaka bIja tyAM ame je makAnamAM rahyA hatA te makAnanA bArIzrAvakonI jema mahArAja UDIla jAya tyAre ghaNI bAraNuM derIthI bAMdhelAM hatAM. A kamADone khAla. khammA' "annadAtA" pUjya paramezvara'-Adi aneka vAne mATe, ceAthamalajI mahArAje dorI choDI nAMkhI, sanmAna sUcaka birUdo bolatA bolatA sAthe na hatA eTale bArI-bAraNuM khUllAM thaI gayAM, pachI sAMje AvatA. A vastu amArA saMpradAyanA sAdhuone khaTa. bArInI bAraNuM baMdha karavA sAdhuoe zrAvakane katI hatI. AthI keTalAka sAdhuoe tyAMnA zrAvakone sUcanA karI. A rIte, potAnI dareka prakAranI ana-. kahyuM; "tamArA gAmamAM zrAvakanI bhakti ghaNI ochI kULatA mATe saMketa AdithI A sAdhuo pitAne che.' bIjA gAmomAM te pUjayajI mahArAja, bahAra vyavahAra calAvatA hatA, ane jyAre koI che tyAre le jAya te ghaNuM zrAvake ghaNI khammA' karatA javAbamAM terApaMthI sAdhuo emaja kahetA ke, sAthe Ave che, ane tamArA gAmamAM AvuM dekhAtuM "amArAthI koIpaNa makAnanAM bArIbAraNAM ughAnathI.' DAya nahi ane baMdha paNa karAya nahiM A keTaA rIte, potAnA saMpradAyane mahimA vadhAravA keTalo daMbha ! mATe ThekANe-ThekANe sAdhuo, bhoLA bicArA zrAva- A makAnamAM kabUtaro bahu hatAM. sAdhuo kone preraNA ApyA karatA. AnuM tatkAla pariNAma potAnA edhAthI e bicArA kabUtarone vAraMvAra e AvyuM ke, zrAvakamAM A vAta kapakaNa phelAtI uDADayA karatA hatA. AthI eka veLA ugamarAja gaI, ane gAmanI AbarU rAkhavA bIje divase nAmanA sAdhune meM kahyuM; "A bicArA nirdoSa ane pUjyajI mahArAja Thale padhAryA eTale "ghaNI khammA" anAtha tiryaMcAne zA mATe trAsa Ape che, nA bulaMda zerabakArapUrvaka zrAvakanI lAMbI katAra iMDA vagere ahiM haze te tene aMtarAya lAgaze." pAchaLa-pAchaLa AvavA lAgI. chatAM mArA kahevA para koIe kAMI ja dhyAna na ApyuM. amArA saMpradAyanA anubhavI sAdhu mAdhelAla- vihAramAM amArI sAthe amAruM kAma karavA, chie, ekadivasa gurUmAM AcArya mahArAjane kahyuM; ane dhakkA khAvA eka narasiMha nAmano mANasa sAthe ApaNuM saMpradAyamAM A vastu zAstra virUddha che. rAkhyo hato. tene pagAra maLato hato, paNa sAdhuo mATe koI zrAvaka zraddhAvaza thaI sAdhuone mATe ene rAjI rAkhavA, tema ja pota-potAnuM kAma karA-- dhAvaNanuM pANI rAkhe to te sAdhuthI na laI zakAya." vavA gAme-gAma kAMIne kAMI paisA apAvyA karatA.. A vastu, AcArya mahArAje na mAnya rAkhI, AthI eka divasa mAnamalanAmanA sAdhue ahiMnA zrAvakene mAdholAlajI, terApaMthI saMpradAyathI alaga thaI gayA. kahyuM: "A amArI sAthe raheto narasiMha amArUM tyArabAda, AcArya mahArAjAe 58 ThANa sahita ghaNuM kAma kare che. pratikramaNane TAIma thAya eTale. surUthI rAjaladezara bAjU vihAra karyo. ane AcArya mahA satIone khabara ApI Ave che. amArA mATe. mahArAjanA sagAbhAI caMpAlAlajI mahArAje 58 rAtanA prakAza mATe phAnasa saLagAve che. AcArya ThANa sahita saradAra zahera bAjU vihAra karyo. mahArAja ane sAdhuone mATe spaMDilanI jagyA.
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________________ tairApa'thI saMpradAyanA AcAra-vicAra zAdhI lAve che. varasAdanA TAIme khArInAM bAraNAM vagere baMdha kare che, ane varasAda baMdha thayA pachI bAraNAM kheAlI de che. AhArane mATe sAthe rahelAnA rasADAnI jagyA khatAve che. A rIte amArUM kAma kare che.' vagere kahI tene paisA apAvyA. peAtAnI pAse rAkhelA mANasanI pAse terApaMthI saMpradAyanA sAdhue devAM kAme karAve che, e A parathI spaSTa hamajI zakAze. ame jyAre rAjaladesara hatA, tyAre AcAya mahArAjanA meATAbhAi capAlAlajI mahArAja saradAra zaheramAM hatA. temaNe eka zrAvakadrArA AcA mahArAjane pUchAvyu ke, amAre kayA rastethI javuM?' AcArya mahArAje kahyuM; ' ame ratanagaDha jaie chIe tame ratanagaDhanA raste AveA.' rAjaladesarathI ame ratanagaDha paIAMcyA. caMpAlAlajI ratanagaDha AvyA, te veLA AcAya mahArAja temanI sAme levA gayA. A vastu te veLA terApathI sa MpradAyamAM carcAne viSaya banI. kAraNa ke, kAlurAmajInI pATe AvyA pachI, tulasIrAmajI, saMpradAyanA AcArya banyA. emanAthI kAinI sAme javAya nahi. chatAM vilabhAinI zaramathI tee gayA, AthI saMpradAyanA hR sAdhuone kacavATa thayA. AcArya mahArAjanA kAne A vAta AvI, tyAre temaNe badhAne dhaDakAvI nAMkhyA ane kahyuM; AvI jAte AcAya te AdhIna che. AcAya nI marajI heAya te rIte thAya. kAlurAmajIe paNa peAtAnA bhAInuM sanmAna karyu" hatuM. mATe AcAya peAtAnI icchA mujaba badhu karI zake che. ' tyArabAda, AcAya mahArAje peAtAnA bhAinA anucita sanmAnanI bhUlane anubhava karI lIdhA. ratanagaDhathI vidAsara javAnuM nakkI thayuM. eTale hastImala nAmane zrAvaka Ta para besIne AgaLa javAnI taiyArI karatA hatA. [ A mANasa pahelAM amArA saMpradAyamAM sAdhu thayeA hateA. pachI nIkalI gayA. paNa sa`sAramAM ene kAMI sAdhana nahi heAvAthI ahi* rahI nirvAha kare che. ] meM tene pUchyuM; 'Ama AgaLa kayAM jAya che? teNe kahyuM; * pUjayajI mahArAjane khidAsara vihAra thAya che. mATe AgaLanAM 383 sthAnanA praznadha karavA huM jAuM hyu`' vidyAsara khAju amArA vihAra thayA. sAthe keTalAye zrAvakA hatA. rastAmAM eka nAnA gAmamAM ame paDAva nAMkhyA. te vakhate varasAdanA chAMTA paDI rahyA hatA. sAdhuee AvIne AcAya mahArAjanI pAse AhAra lAvavAnI AjJA mAMgI. AcAya mahArAje kahyuM; * zrAvakane pUche ke varasAdanA chAMTA paDe che ke nahi ?" . k zrAvakAne pUchatAM keTalAka zrAvakAe kahyuM, 'bApujI bilakula vastAda nathI AvatA, ' ne keTalAka zrAvakAe kazuM; pU! thADA thADe varasAda kayAreka paDe che.' sAdhuone te anukULa joitu hatuM, te peAte kAM natA joi zaktA ke AcArya mahArAja paNa kAM tatA joi zakatA, chatAM peAtAne javuM hatuM eTale zrAvakAnA nAme Ama calAvyuM. thADI vAramAM te lagabhaga 100 ThANAone AhAra AvI gayeA, je zrAvA sAthe hatA, te leAkeAe ASAkarmI je kAMI karyu hatu te badhu sAdhue vaherIne lAvyA. AvA nAnA gAmamAM 100 uparAMta ThANAoe sAthe rahI irAdApUrvaka raseDA rAkhIne AdhAkarmI AhAra AragavA, mA hakIkata, sAdhupaNAnI sAthe kaI rIte saMbaMdha rAkhe che? e vicAraNA mane te veLA vAraMvAra AvyA karatI. pAMca-cha mInITamAM te varasAda jorathI vA lAgyA. sAdhue traNacAra jagyAye mukAmamAM hatA. sthaMDilanA mhAne sAdhuee badhAne AhAra paheAMcADI dIdhe. cAlu varasAdamAM AhAra lAvyA. ane *rIte badhA sAdhuene ApyA. ahiMthI jayagaNu gAma bAjU vihAra thayA: A avasare thADA-thADA vasAda paDatA hatA. vihAramAM huM pAchaLa rahI gaye, ane AcArya mahArAja Adi badhA sAdhue varasAdamAM vihAra karI, jayagaNu pahoMcI gayA. huM jyAre jayagaNu pahoMcyA. tyAre cAlu varasAde badhA sAdhuonA AhAra-pANI AvI gayAM hatAM. gAmamAM vacce mane ceAthamalajI mahArAja maLyA. te eka ThekANethI bIje ThekANe AhAra paheoMcADavA mATe cAlu varasAde jaI rahyA hatA. kAraNa ke, ahiM paNa sthAnanI saMkaDAzanA kAraNe sAdhu judA judA sthAne rahyA hatA. huM paNa emanI sAthe gayA. meM emane pUchyuM; mAre
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________________ kaeNraeN kayAM rahevAnuM che ? ' temaNe mane kahyuM; ' mArI sAthe cAleA. ' teo jyAM AhAra ApavA jatA hatA, tyAM huM teenI sAthe gayA. teoe tyAM adhadha AhAra ApyA. te veLA varasAda te cAlu hateA. ceAthamalajIe tyAMthI nIkalI. aDadhe AhAra khIje ThekANe pahoMcADayA. cAlu varasAde AhAra AvyeA. ane cAlu varasAde sAdhuone jude-jude ThekANe AhAra paheAMcatA thayA. A badhuM mane dhaNuM ja navAi bharyuM" lAgyuM, meM ceAthamalajIne pUchyuM, teA javAbamAM emaNe mane kahyuM; * mane mAtrAnI zaMkA hatI, te huM" mAtru karavA nIkalyA. eTale sAtheAsAtha aMhi AhAra ApavA AvyeA, ane bAkInA aDadhA AhAra khIje ThekANe ApI AvI, huM mAtru jaIza. ' terApa'thI sa'pradA yanA sAdhue peAtAnA vyavahAramAM keTaluM mAyAmrA sevI rahyA che, tene A eka namUne che. jayagathI vihAra karatAM rastAmAM varasAdanA kAraNe lagabhaga 12 sAdhue pAchalA gAmamAM rahI gayA hatA, emAM huM paNa hatA. amArA mATe eka zrAvaka bAla baccA sahita AgaLa gayA hatA, te pALe AvyA, ane amane kahevA lAgyA; mahArAjajI ! varasAdanA kAraNe ApanA vihAra AgaLa na thaI zakyA, eTale huM pAchA AvyA chuM. rasei taiyAra thaI rahI che. kRpA karIne geAcarIne mATe padhArA. zrAvakanI vinaMti sAMbhaLI mArI sAthe rahelA sAdhue peAtAnA mATe thayelI raseSTha tene tyAM vaherAvI AvyA. AvI AvI keTalIye hakIkata jI gaNu ane khIjA gAmeAmAM banI ke je sAdhu vanane mATe sathA anucita tema ja kala karUpa hatI. sAthe rahelA sAdhuo paraspara evI vAtA karatA ke je sAMbhaLatAM mArAM hRdayamAM arerATI utpanna thatI. amArI sAthe rahelA [ khIjA ] ceAthamalajI nAmanA sAdhue mane vAtamAM ne vAtamAM kahyuM ke, jodhapuramAM stha'DhIlanA mhAne seAhanalAlajI jevA meTA vidvAna sAdhue rANIbAga jovA gayelA, ane urdupuramAM khAga jovA gayelA.' A badhuM mane navuM sAMbhaLavA maDhyuM. ahiMthI ame bidAsara pahoMcyA. AcAryajI paNa tyAM AvyA hatA. tyAMSa . ahiMsAbhAgacaMda nAmanA eka zrAvakane, sukhalAlajI mahArAje kahyuM; tamAre tyAMnI mATI kAcI hatI, ' te| khIjA sAdhue kahyuM; ' khAMTImAM dhI na hatuM. ' A prakAranI aneka vAte ke je sAdhujIva* nane mATe bahu doSayukta hatI. A badhI pravRtti joi, meM nakkI kyuM ke, * ahiM rahI mArA peAtAnA AtmAnuM patana karavuM, ane AtmAne kaluSita karavA e krAi rIte megya nathI.' A badhI vicAraNA mArAM aMtarane vAravAra khaTakavA lAgI. chevaTe mArAthI na rahevAyuM, eTale meM mArAM hRdayanI A mUMjhava mArA putra jene mArI sAthe dIkSA lIdhI hatI, te kanakamalane kahI. meM ene kahyuM; ahiM sAdhupa Ane leza paNa mane dekhAtA nathI. ahiM badhAye sAdhue sUvirUddha AcaraNa karI rahyA che.' kanakamala para AcArya mahArAjane prema hatA. teo ene pyArathI rAkhatA hatA. AthI meM kahelI badhI vAte kanakamale jaIne AcArya mahArASTrane kahI. AcAya mahArAje A vAta, amArA saMpradAyanA dIvAna maganalAlajI mahArAjane hI. maganalAlajIe bIje . vise mane ekAMtamAM besADIne pUchyuM; " tamane zuM A badhA sAdhuonAM sAdhuttvamAM zakA rahe che? ' javAmamAM meM nIDaratAthI kahyuM; * hA, A badhA sAdhuonAM AcaraNa joine mane jarUra zaMkA thAya che.' tyArabAda, maganalAlajI mahArAje ane AcAya mahArAje mArI sAthe ghaNI-ghaNI vAta karI. terApathI saMpradAyane aMge ane tenA mAyAvI AcAravicArAte aMge mAre je kAMi kahevA jevu hatu, te taddana nIDaratAthI meM te veLA jaNAvI dIdhuM. Akhare vi. saM. 1996 nA caitra vadi bIjanA divase, terApathI soMpradAyanA sAdhuonAM asAdhuttva jIvanathI huM alaga thaI gayA. tyArabAda jagannAthajI nAmanA sAdhu, ke jemane dIkSA lIdhe 20 varSa thayA hatA, teo paNa terApathI saMpradAyathI jUdA paDI gayA. Ama eka pachI eka sArA ane vairAgI sAdhue chUTA paDavA chatAMye te saMpradAyanA AgevAna sAdhuAne peAtAnA deSane TANeA khIjAnAM zira para lAvatAM sheja paNu sAca nahatA thatA,
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________________ terApaMthI saMpradAyanA AcAra-vicAra - 38pa ATa-ATalA daMbha, mAyAvI AcaraNe ane zakti na hatI. tathA te dezanuM vAtAvaraNa evuM na taddana viparIta AcAra-vicAro hovA chatAM ye, pina hatuM. tema ja huM sUtra ke siddhAMtone eTalo badho tAnAM vartanano bacAva karavA mATe teoe mAre jANakAra na hato. ane koIne khAsa mane paricaya aMge paNa judI ja vAto vahetI mUkavA mAMDI. jyAre na hato. AthI mahAvratanuM pAlana huM na karI zako." huM mArA vatana vanI [mAravADa mAM Avyo, tyAre A rIte, terApaMthI saMpradAyanA phaMdathI chUTo paDI maganalAlajI mahArAja mArA chUTA thavAnA kAraNamAM huM mArI pUrvavarathAmAM pharI Avyo. have mArA Amalokene kahevA lAgyA ke, " kanaiyAlAlathI sAdhupaNAnuM kalyANano avasara pharI mane maLavo e badhuM karmopAlana na thaI zakyuM. mATe te nIkaLI gayA.'--AvI dhIna che. haDa-haDatI judI vAta sAdhu mahArAja ane te paNa, [ terApaMthI saMpradAyanA AcAra-vicAranI terApaMthI saMpradAyamAM AcArya mahArAjanA dIvAnanA zAstrIya vicAraNA AgAmI lekhAMkamAM pragaTa thaze.] javAbadArI bharyA sthAne rahelA bole tyAre bIjAne mATe zuM kahevuM ? jaina Alama mATe ajoDa pAkSika tyArabAda thoDA divasamAM AcArya mahArAja ane maganalAlajIe, mArA para keTa-keTalAye AropavALe : ratnajayeta : patra amaracaMda murthI nAmanA zrAvaka mAraphate mArA dara mAsanI 1 lI ane 16 mI tArIkhe vatana vanInA zrova para mokalAvyo hato, A badhA pragaTa thAya che. jemAM dhArmika, sAmAjika, apanI javAbarUpe mAre je kAMI jaNAvavA jevuM rASTrIya. naitika ane manoraMjaka lekho, kAvya, hatuM te badhuM meM jAhera patradvArA terApaMthI saMpradA samAcAra vigere apAya che, Arogya, zikSaNa yunA zrAvakane jaNAvI dIdhuM hatuM. keTalAka divasa bAda, mane tetapaMthI saMpradAyanA eka zrAvakano patra ane strI upayogI sAhityanI rasathALa paNa malyo hata; temAM lakhyuM hatuM ke, "lADanUmAM kumAra- pirasAya che. patramAM tarUNu jagata ane bALavADI kanakamalanuM akasmAta mRtyu thayuM che. emAM jagata paNa umeravAmAM Ave che. jemAM tarUNo terApaMthI sAdhuonI beparavAI ane zrAvakanI aMdha- tathA bALakonA lekhe, vArtAo ane TucakAo zraddhA kAraNa hatI. A patranI nakala meM terApaMthI levAmAM Ave che, svIkAra-samAlocanA ane saMpradAyanA AgevAna gaNatA zrAvakane mokalAvI hatI. praznottarIne paNa A patramAM sthAna che, ekadara terApaMthI sAdhuone huM atyAra sudhI bhaMgavAna A patra sarva phirakAnA jainone mATe khAsa mahAvIradevanA sAcA anuyAyI samajatA hatA, paNa upayogI che. vArSika lavAjama: mAtra cAra jyAre meM te saMpradAyanI dIkSA svIkArI ane emanA paricayamAM Avyo tyAre mane samajAyuM ke, "A to rUpiyA. paradezamAM cha rUpiyA. kamAla ulTI gaMgA vahI rahI che ane ahi te cAra AnA maklI namUnAne aMka maMgAvo akalyANa thavAno pUrepUro saMbhava che. A kAraNathI ratnajata kAryAlaya AvA dravyagurathI mAre alaga thaI javuM paDayuM, ane vaDhavANa kempa (kAThiyAvADa]. eklA nIkalyA pachI sAdhupaNuM pALavAnI mArAmAM OOOOOOOOOOOO maMgala eTale mAnava mAtrane prabhu zrI mahAvIra upadezaka-ahiMsA, satya [mAsika) ane saundaryanA mAMgalika pATha bhaNAvatuM svataMtra bhAratanuM lavAjama ajoDa mAsika. Aje ja maMgAvo ! che. rUA. 3-0-0. maMgala kAryAlaya rIsAlA bajAra-navADIsA [ U. gU.]
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________________ lakSmI ane sarasvatI [ cAlu vArtA ] -zrI suketu saMsAramAM lakSmI ane sarasvatI A banne vacce sAmAnyarIte virodha rahyo che. A kalpanAne mUrtarUpa ApatuM ane A bannemAM "mahAna kANa? e praznanI carcA karatuM eka zabdacitra. saM0 AgalA prakaraNene sAra vaza thayelI vahue DozImAne vaza karavA vinayayukta lakSmI ane sarasvatI bannee vAdavivAda karatAM bhASAmAM mIThAzathI kahyuM; "mAjI! tame zAmATe duHkhI potapotAnI mahattA siddha karavA vezapalaTo karyo. thAva cho! huM tamArI sevA karavAne taiyAra chuM. tame zarUAtamAM sarasvatIe brAhmaNanuM rUpa laI lekane te mAre mana mAtA tulya che ane huM tamArI putrI khUba AkarSyA, eTale lakSmIe gharaDI garIbaDozInuM chuM. mana, vacana ane kAyAthI yAjachava huM tamArI rUpa lIdhuM. teNe, jyAM brAhmaNa kathA karI rahyo che, te sevA karIza. tamAre kAMI ja ciMtA karavI nahi. A zeThanA gharamAM praveza karyo ane pANI mAMgyuM. zeThA- gharamAM tame khuzIthI raho, ane bhedabhAva vinA amane NIne kathA sAMbhaLatAM aMtarAya paDe. kaMTALIne teNe sevA pharamA!' pitAnI putravadhUne kIdhuM ke, DezIne pAchuM ApIne putravadhUe suMdara bhadrAsana para DezIne besavA kADha. putravadhu DozIne pANI Ape che. DozI pa- kahyuM. DozI paNa dhIme dhIme paga maka tAnI jhoLImAMthI ratnajaDita vAsaNa kADhe che. zeThanI lIye makAnanA bAraNAmAM paDI ane najIkamAM mUkelA vahu Azcarya pAme che ane pUche che. have vAMco AgaLa- suMdara bhadrAsana para zAMtithI beThI. vahu paNuM DozInI prakaraNa :3: lakSmInA pAzamAM sapaDAyA, bAjumAM besI, DozIne "khamA-khamA' karatI dAsInI - DozIe kahyuM, "bena! mArI pAse AvAM rana- jema tenI sevA karavA lAgI. jaDita vAsaNa ghaNu hatAM. pUrve mAro vaibhava ghaNe hato, paNa banI gati vicitra che. mArI avasthA, thoDIvAra pachI kaMpatA svare dhIre dhIre DozImAe vahune pUchayuM, "bena tuM mane A gharamAM rahevAnuM kahe thaI, kuTuMbamAM keI rahyuM nahi, ane paise-Take nAza che, paNa A gharanuM mukhya mANasa koNa che? gharamAM pAmyo, eTale hAle huM ekalI ja rahI chuM. chatAM mArI pAse AvAM mahAmUlya ratnajaDayAM vAsaNuM ghaNuM che; tArUM je kAMI calaNa na hoya to parikA gharamAM huM paNa mArI sevA karanAra koI nathI, je mArI yAva rahIne karUM zuM?' jajIva sevA kare tene A badhuM huM ApI dauM, mAre javAbamAM vahue kahyuM, "mAjI, e saMbaMdhI Apa A kAMi prayojana nathI. lakSmI koInI sAthe gaI kAMI ciMtA na kare, mArAM sAsu-sasarA A gharanAM nathI, jatI nathI e jaze paNa nahi. mane A viDila che, chatAM ApanI sevA karavAmAM koI kAMI mAMno kAMI moha nathI'. Ama kahIne DozIe vikSepa nahi AvavA de, mArA jeTha, dIyara temaja pitAnI jhoLI kADhIne vahune batAvI. jeThANI, derANI badhA ApanI bhAvapUrvaka sevA karaze". - vahue jhoLI joI, jotAM-jotAM vahunA Azca* DozIe pitAne kakko kharo karAvavA karI enuM caMno pAra na rahyo. nagarazeThanA bharyA gharamAM haju eja pIMjaraNuM cAlu rAkhyuM, "nA, bena, ema nahi, sudhI je joyuM nathI, jovAmAM AvyuM nathI. evuM tuM te nAdAna chorU kahevAya, tArA sAsu-sasarA ane badhuM eNe DozInI jhoLImAM joyuM. te jhoLInI jeTha-jeThANI AgaLa tArUM zuM cAle? tuM game teTalo aMdara ghaNuM ratnamaya vAsaNa, aneka ratnajaDita Agraha kare, paNa jyAM sudhI tArA sAsu-sasarA mane abhUja, aneka matI-hIrAnA dAgInAe deDonI mAnapUrvaka ahiM rahevAne kahe nahi, tyAM sudhI kIMmatanA, pRthvImAM zodhyAM na jaDe tevAM joI-joIne ' huM ahiM kema rahuM ? bena! tuM bhaLI che, gharamAM zeThanI vahu to kathA sAMbhaLavAnuM bhUlI gaI. ekanA cittamAM prIti ane ekanA cittamAM aprIti kharekhara lebha e mahAna AkarSaNa che. tene hoya to mArA jevI gharaDI ajANI DozInI zI dazA
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________________ lakSmI ane sarasvatI 387 thAya? mATe tArAM sAsu-sasarAne pUchI je, nahitara vAta na samajAI. teNe pharI vahune udhaDI levA mAMDI; huM ahiMthI cAlI jAuM.' "nAdAna vahu, haju tuM to jaDa jevI ja rahI. mahADozIe javAnI taiyArI karavA mAMDI. AvelI puNya maLelAM AvA dharmazravaNamAM nAhaka aMtarAya lakSmI Ama ekAeka cAlI jAya e A nAnI karavAthI tuM parabhavamAM gadheDIno avatAra pAmIza; vahune na gamyuM. te tarata tyAMthI uThI ane jatAM-jatAM tane khabara che, A AkhAye zaheramAM ApaNAM jevuM DozIne kahevA lAgI; "mAjI! Ama utAvaLa ne sukhI ghara kayuM che? ke jethI tuM pelI DokarIne kare, AvA gharaDe ghaDapaNe ahIMthI javAno Agraha ATaluM badhuM mahattva Ape che, jA, mAre tArI vAta mUkI de, huM hamaNAM ja mArAM sAsujIne bolAvI sAMbhaLavI nathI." lAvuM, teo eka brAhmaNanI pAse kathA sAMbhaLavA vahu A badhuM sAMbhaLI rahI, tenAthI have na beThAM che. emane ahiM tamArI pAse laI AvuM chuM. rahevAyuM; te pharI gharanI aMdara gaI, ne peluM DozI vahu tarata ja sAsunI pAse AvI. sAsu. e pAse raheluM ratnajaDita vAsaNa, potAnA vastramAM veLA ardhA DhAMkelA bAraNAnI bAjumAM besIne vidvAna DhAMkIne sAsu pAse lAvI, teNe sAsu dhIre rahIne brAhmaNanAM mukhathI kahevAI rahelI dharmakathAnuM amRta kahyuM; "sujI! tamAro svabhAva bahu ? pAna zAMtacitte rasapUrvaka karI rahI hatI. vahue hAmAnuM pUrepuruM sAMbhaLyA vinA ene dhaDakAI nAMkhe dhIre rahIne sAsune kahyuM; "pelA DozImA tamane che, paNa huM kahuM chuM, te dhyAnapUrvaka sAMbhaLo, ne belAve che. jaldI tyAM A, nahitara e mAjI lyo A juo, pachI je kAMI bolavuM hoya te cAlyAM jaze.' bolajo!' kahIne vahue prakAzathI jhagajhaga thatuM te sAsu sAMbhaLavAmAM dattacita hatI. vahunA A vAsaNa, pitAnI sADImAMthI bahAra kADhI sAsunA vavAthI sAMbhaLavAmAM tene aMtarAya paDyo. te cIDA. hAthamAM ApyuM. te bolI, e tArI sagalIne kADha gharamAMthI bahAra, ratnonA tejathI jhaLahaLatAM vAsakane joI, sAsa e rAMDa DokarI ahiM kyAMthI AvI caDhI. nAhaka ghaDI bhara thaMbhI gaI. nagarazeThanI sAhyabI ane mane AvuM suMdara sAMbhaLavAmAM aMtarAya kare che. vaibhavomAM varSo vItAvelAM chatAM AvuM mahAmUlya vahu ! tuM te sAva nAdAna chokaramata rahI, kaI vAsaNa teNe jIMdagImAM pahelI ja vAra joyuM. te abhyAgata-paroNo ke dIna-duHkhI gharanA AMgaNe Azcarya pAra na rahyo. pelA vidvAna brAhmaNanI AvyuM te tene TukaDo roTalo ApIne vidAya karavuM, kathA sAMbhaLavAnuM paDatuM melI teNe utsukabhAve vahune paNa nAhaka mane sAMbhaLavAmAM tuM zuM kAma vikSepa kahyuM; "gAMDIre, tArI pAse A vArtha kayAMthI ADayuM? kare che, jA, ahiMthI mAre tAruM sAMbhaLavuM nathI. A vAta te tuM karatI ye nathI, tAre pahelethI A chaNakAIne sAsue vahune kahI dIdhuM. paNa vahue kahevuM hatuM ne? mane zI khabara ke tuM A' kI DozImAnI pAse je lAlaca joI hatI, tenAthI e haze?' sAsunI vAta sAMbhaLatAM vahunA cittamAM aMjAI gaI hatI. tenAthI na rahevAyuM, eNe pharIthI utsAha Avyo. teNe harakhanA AvezamAM zeThANIne sAsunI uparavaTa thaI kahevA mAMDayuM; "sAsujI ! mArA kahevA mAMDayuM; "sAsujI ! huM to pahelethI ja kahI kahevA para dhyAna Apo, huM kAMI evI mUrkha nathI rahI chuM ke, A DozImAM ApaNuM puNyodaye ja ke AvuM sAruM sAMbhaLavAnuM maLatuM hoya. ane huM ahiM AvyAM che e mAjInI sevA karavAthI AvA sAMbhaLuM nahi, ne tamane aMtarAya karuM ! paNa e vRddha te keTalAye kIMmatI ratno, hIrA ane jara-javAhara DozI ApaNuM puNya vaDe ApaNuM AMgaNe AvyAM hAtha lAge tema che, mATe cAle, padhAro ane DozImAne che. sAkSAta lakSmInA avatAra jevAM e mAjIne roke, nahitara e to cAlyA javAnI vAta kare che." koIpaNa rIte javA devAya tema nathI.' sAMbhaLavAnuM mUkIne, jara-javAharanA lebhe zeThANI haju sAMbhaLavAnA rasamAM sAsunA haiyAmAM A tyAMthI uThayAM. ghaDi pahelAM nAdAna ane mUrakha lAgatI
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________________ 388 nAnI vahu, sAsune have ghararakhkhuM ane huMzIyAra lAgI, teNe vahune kahyuM; vahu! tuM te mArA gharanI zeAbhA che, utAvaLamAM meM tane Apu'-avaLuM kahI nAMkhyuM, zuM karU' mArA svabhAva ja evA che, bAkI tArA jevI vyavahAra kuzala vahu mArA gharamAM eke nathI, Aje te teM ApaNAM gharanuM nAka rAkhyuM, cAla, batAva e DeAzImA kayAM che?" sAsu ane vahu; ane DeAzImAnI pAse AvyAM. vinayapUrNAMka kAmaLa vANIthI zeThANIe DeAzImAne kahyuM; mAtAjI ! tame A dharamAM AnaMdapUrNAMka rahe, A dhara ane ame badhA tamArAM ja chIe. huM tamArI dIkarI chuM, ema tamAre samajavu. tamAre je kAMI khAvuM, pIvuM, paheravuM, pAtharavuM hoya te badhuM zaMkArahitapaNe amane kahevu' ame badhAM: tamArA dAsa jevAM chIe. mATe amane game tevA Adeza karatAM khacakAvu' nahi.' kheAlatAM-khelatAM sAsunAM meADhAmAMthI pANI chUTayuM. DeAzInA vezamAM rahelAM lakSmIdevI, A badhuM nATaka joI manamAM AnaMda pAmyAM. peAtAnA pAzamAM A rIte bannene phasAyelA joi, temaNe peAtAnuM nATaka AgaLa lakhAvyuM. DeAzImAe zeThANIne kahyuM; ena tame kIdhuM te khareAbara che. tamArA jevAnI AvI vinayayukta madhura vANI sAMbhaLI huM AnaMda pAmI chuM, chatAM tamArA pati jo ahiM AvIne mane bahu mAnapUrvaka vinaMti kare te huM sthira cittathI ahiM rahuM. kAraNa ke, game tema Aye dharane svAmI te purUSa ja kahevAryuM. gharanA svAmInI prasannatA na hoya te mArAthI ahi kema rahevAya ?" ' zeThANIe DeAzImAne kahyuM; * mALa, emAM bIjo vicAra karavA jevA nathI, mArA pati te| AvI bAbatAmAM haMmezA utsAhavALA ja che. teone te| tamArA jevA supAtranI sevA karavAmAM atizaya prasannatA rahe che. chatAM tamane vizvAsa na besatA hoya to huM hamaNAM ja temane melAvuM, te bhAra eka brAhmaNanI kathA sAMbhaLI rahyA che, tethI ahiM AvyA nathI. paNa huM temane kheAlAvavA mANasa meAkaluM chuM.' DAzIe jAmamAM dhIre dhIre ka MpatA svare kahyu'; 'nA, ena, emane dharmAMkathAmAMthI na uThADatA, hu' mAre jAu` pASa chuM, pachI kAika avasare AvIza'-kahI DeAzI lAkaDInA Teke ubhA thavA lAgyAM. eTale tarata zeThANIe DeAzImAne rAkatAM kahyuM; 'mAjI ! utAvaLa na kareA, tame nirAMte amArA gharamAM rahe, huM hamaNAM ja zeThane melAvI lAvuM chuM. evA teA keTalAye khAmaNA peTa purU karavA rAgaDA kADhIne kathA-vArtA karatA phare che, ethI tamArAM jevAM supAtranI sevA mUkAya ke ?' Ama kheAlIne zeThANIe tarata gharanI aMdara gai, ne teNe bAraNA para ubhA rahI tyAM cekamAM kathA sAMbhaLI rahelA zeThane khelAvavA mATe,najIkamAM beThele potAnA nAkarane huMkArA karyAM. nAkare pUruM joyuM te! zeThANI peAtAne kheAlAvI rahyAM che, paNa vidvAna brAhmaNanA madhura kaMThamAMthI jharatA amRtanA jevI kathAnA rasane mUkI uThavAnuM tenuM mana na hatuM, chatAM dubhAtAM hRdaye te zeThANInI pAse AvyA. zeThANIe zene melAvI lAvavA tene kahyuM. tAkare jaine sabhAnI vacamAM beThelA zeThanA kAnamAM kAMIka gusapusa karI. sAMbhaLavAmAM tallIna banelA, ane brAhmaNanA maneAhara mukhanI sAme ekaTase joi rahelA zeThe, e kAMi gaNukAyuM nahi. nAkare pharI zeDanA khabhA halAvyA, ne spaSTa zabdomAM kahyuM: ' gharamAM zeThANI khelAve che, sAMbhaLatAM zeTha reASe bharAyA ane lAla AMkheA karI neAkarane javAba ApyA; tArI zeThANIne khabara nathI ke, AvI uttama dha kathA cAlI rahI che, temAM nAhaka aMtarAya nAMkhe che. zuM meAduM kAma AvI paDayuM che, jA kaheje ke, hamaNAM gheADAne bAMdhI rAkho, ghaDI e ghaDI pachI badhuM thaze. hAla te| dha kathA sAMbhaLavA de.' tAkare jaine zeThANIne kahyuM, zeThANI utAvaLA utAvaLA cAkamAM AvyAM ane teAkaranI sAthe zeThane kahevaDAvyuM ke, khAsa jarUranuM kAma che, mATe gharamAM AveA' neAkare zeThANInI zaramathI zenI pAse jaine kahyuM, paNa zeThe emAM dhyAnaja na ApyuM. zeThANIe khIjA nAkarane mAkahyA, paNa kathA sAMbhaLavAmAM utsuka zeThe sAMbhaLyuMja nahi. eTale zeThANI gharanI mhAra ceAkamAM badhA beThA hatA tyAM karI hAMphaLAhAMphaLA AvyA ne meDhA sAde zeThane kahyuM; gharamAM kAma che, mATe jaldI aMdara AveA.'
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________________ lakSmI ane sarasvatI 389 sAMbhaLatAMnI sAthe kaMTALIne zeTha uDyA ane mArA gharanA badhA mANaso tamArAM sevaka ja che. mATe dubhAtA hadaye gharamAM AvyA. AvIne zeThANIne kahyuM je kAMI Adeza karavo hoya te khuzIthI vinA saMkoce zuM kAma AvI paDayuM che, te Ama utAvaLA thaI kahevuM.' - badhAnI vacce mane bolAvyA. kevuM sarasa sAMbhaLavAnuM avasara pAmI zeThANIe kahyuM; "mAtAjI! bAraNA cAlatuM hatuM, temAM vikSepa pa, bele zuM kAma che ?' AgaLa kema beThA cho, amArA gharamAM padhAre, A zeThANIe ThaMDakathI kahyuM, "jarA dhIrA paDo, kAma ghara ApanuM che.' tyAra bAda zeThANI, putravadhU ane vinA keI bolAvatuM haze? ApaNA mahAna puNya nokara-cAkaroe DozImAno hAtha, khAMdha para mUkI, vRddha mAtAjI ApaNuM ghera padhAryA che." vacce kaMTA- "khamA khamA' kahetA DozImAne palaMga para besADyA LIne zeThe javAba Apyo; " koNa tArI mA AvI DozImAnI comera saghaLA besI gayA ane temanI che? emAM zuM thaI gayuM te mane bharasabhAmAMthI pagacaMpI karavA lAgyA. zeTha-zeThANI. nakara vagere uThADayo." - badhA, pelA vidvAna brAhmaNanI kathAne paDatI mUkI, adhA, pala zeThANI vadhu kAMI bolyA nahi. aMdara jaIne DozImAnI sevA-cAkarImAM lAgI gayA. temaNe peluM ratnajaDita suvarNapAtra lAvI zeThanA lakSmIdevI A badho, potAnI mAyAno tamAso - hAthamAM mUkayuM. vAsaNa jotAMnI sAtheja zeTha, pitAnI joIne manamAM ne manamAM harakhaghelAM banyAM. zuddha-buddha bhUlI gayA. tejanA aMbArathI jhagajhagatA [cAlu vArtAne vadhu bhAga AgAmI aMka] vAsaNane joI zeThe kahyuM; AvuM adbhuta madhuM pAtra AvyuM kayAMthI? javAbamAM zeThANIe athathI iti sudhI badhI vAta kahI saMbhaLAvI. ' pAThazALA upayogI dhArmika prakAzano - sAMbhaLatAMnI sAthe mAyA dekhI munivara caLe" sAmAyika sUtra mULa bhAvArtha sAthe 0-2-6 tema zeTha to harakhaghelA banI gayA. zeThANIe vadhumAM devasI-rAI mULa bhAvArtha sAthe - * umeyuM; "svAmI ! ApaNA bhAgyathI ja jaMgamanidhA - [pAkuM paThuM] 0-8-0 nanI jema A DozImA ApaNe tyAM AvyAM che. paMcapratikramaNa mULa bhAvArtha sAthe 1-8-0 ene keAI oLakhatuM nathI, jANatuM nathI, pahela- pokeTa paMcapratikramaNa sUtra mULa vahelAMja A mAjI ApaNu ghera AvyAM che. ene ( [pAkuM pUThuM) 1-6-0 pAse AvAM AvAM pAtro, AbhUSaNa ane jara sAmAyika caityavaMdanAdi sAthe tathA jhaverAta ghaNuM che, mATe tene vaza karI, e badhuM devasIrAImULa (parIkSAnA kesa sAthe, 1-4-0ApaNe laI laIe." devasarAI sArtha ' 2-00 zeThe tarata ja DozImAnI pAse AvI, temane vidhiyakta devasi-rAI pratikramaNusUtra 1-4-0 praNAma karyA, ne DozImAne kahyuM, "mAtAjI! Apa prAcIna stavanAvalI (pAkuM muThuM) 1-4-0 kyAMthI padhAre che? ApanI sAthe kANu kANu che?" javAbamAM DozIe kahyuM, "bhAI ! pahelAM to mAre akSayanidhi Adi cAra tapa vidhio 0-2-0 badhuM hatuM, karmanI gati vicitra che. hAla to huM mahAmAMgalika navamaraNa 0-8-0 ekalI chuM. zuM karUM vRddhAvasthA che, karyA karma badhAMne nitya prakaraNa svAdhyAya saMgraha 2-8-0 bhogavavAM paDe." sAdhu sAdhvI Avazyaka kriyAnAM sUtro 0-8-0 javAbamAM vinayagarbhita kamaLa zabdomAM zeThe mAstara ratIlAla bAdaracaMda zAha kahyuM, "mAtAjI ! AjathI have Ape kAMIja adhi dezIvADAnI piLa-amadAvAda karatA rAkhavI nahi. mane tamArA dikarAnI jema gaNavo,
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________________ , zauthanA pANI = " gaveSaka be [ tAjetaramAM jaI AvelA hiMdI lokasabhAnA spIkara zrIyuta vAsudeva mAvalaMkara, amadAvAdanI, judI-judI sabhAomAM yUropane anubhava jaNAvyo hato. te TUMkamAM ahiM rajU thAya che. saM0 keTalAMka saMsmaraNe kaI rIte AjhAdI TakAvI zake che te ame joI [ prajAbaMdhu-zrI mAvalaMkara ] zakyA. amane badhuM joyA pachI lAgyuM che ke, hiMdane cuddhane bhaya tenA vAstavika sthAne mUkavuM hoya to jhaTa kAme lAgI Aje yuropanuM vAtAvaraNa yuddhanA bhayathI bhareluM javuM joIe, zuM kAme lAgavuM te kahevuM jarA che, ene khyAla ahIM ApaNane Ave tema nathI. mukata che. AjhAdI TakAvavA mATe muThAbhara mANasA sAmAnya rIte dareka mANasanA magaja upara eka ja na cAle. mAtra netAonA guNagAna karIne svarAjya vAta jera karatI hoya che ke, dunIyAnI zAMti jaLa calAvI zakAya ema nathI lAgatuM, 'temanI madada ne vAze kharI ? ApaNe bIjA vizvayuddhamAM utaravuM mArgadarzana te maLaze ja paraMtu prajAnuM sarerAza paDaze ? razIA sAthe athaDAmaNa thaze ? dhoraNa UMcuM lAvavuM joIe. nAgarika tUrIkenA sAro pagAra: sAruM kAma hakkanI sAthe javAbadArI paNa vizeSa che, tenuM Apaame IMgleMDanA judA judA pradezomAM karyA ethI zune bhAna thavuM joIe. amane tyAMnA Arthika ane sAmAjika sthitino ' amadAvAdamAM TrAphIka polIsa ja na hoya te AsAre khyAla Avyo ane aMgata rIte paNa sAro paNe kalpI zakIe ? polIsa na hoya to zuM thAya? AnaMda maLe. tyAMnA gaMjAvara kArakhAnAM ame ApaNane evI Tevaja paDelI che ke, uparathI dabAvajoyAM. osTIna moTara varkasamAM 20 hajAra kAma- nAra hoya to kAma thAya. ApaNe jANe pArakAnA dAre kAma kare che ane rojanI 500 moTaro te nirIkSaNa ne hukamathI TevAyelA chIe. saMyamathI ApaNe kADhe che. sIMgara kaMpanI aThavADIe nava hajAra saMcA TevAyelA nathI. huM svITajharalenDa gayo ? kADhe che teya enI mAMga rahyAja kare che. joyo nathI. krAMsamAM thoDAka jeyA, laMDanamAM paNa tyAMnI strI kAmadArane sArI rojI maLe che. meM vyavahAranA pramANamAM thADA, paNa tyAMnI prajA kArakhAnAvALAne pUchayuM ke, ATalI gaMjAvara rojI bhIDamAM dhakko na mAre, ane jyAre ahiM to A AratI zI rIte paravaDe che? te e kahe ke, ame pAsa netA Ave te sArA gaNAtA loke dalIla sAro pagAra ApIe chIe ane majuro sAruM kAma karIne jhaghaDe ane pahelA maLavA aMdara ghUse. A Ape che. majAropaNa jAgRta che. iMglenDanA mAthe, vastu nAnI lAge che, paraMtu ethI ApaNane nAgabhAre Arthika kaTokaTI che eno emane khyAla che rika tarIkenA bhAnano dAkhalo maLe che; nAgarika ane igleMDane mAthethI devuM e karavA sAro mAla tarIkenI bhAvanA ane samayasarapaNuM e khAsa guNo taiyAra karI bahAra mokalI rahyA che. paradezanI prajAmAM ame joyA. anubhava parathI meM nAgarika tarIkenI tAlIma joyeluM ke, aMgreja jaja hoya to veLAsara kAma ame to AjhAda dezanA pratinidhi tarIke gayA pate, jyAre dezI amaladAra hoya te badhAne hatA ane banne sarakhA chIe evA samAnatAnA addhara rAkhe ne sAheba thaIne varte. A yogya nathI dhoraNe nirIkSaNa karIe tyAre satya maLI Ave. kemake, ekane kAraNe anekano samaya barabAda thAya. niyAnI bIjI AjhAda prajA kevI hoya che ane te A vakhatasarapaNuM ame tyAM paradezamAM joyuM emane
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________________ jJAna gAcarI pArakAnA samayanI paNa kiMmata heAya. dAkhalA tarIke mAre mI. baTalarane maLavuM hatuM. ethI mArA maMtrIne kahyuM" ke, anukULa samaye mulAkAta geAThavavAnu temane kahe, tyAre temaNeja ulaTu sAmethI kahevaDAvyuM ke tame thADA samaya mATe AvyA che! mATe ame jAte ja tamane maLavA tamArI hArTala para AvI jazuM. muMbaInA gavarnara sara jhona AlavIya pariSadamAM maLyA tyAre temaNe turata ubhA thaine peAtAnI jAte peAtAnI eLakhANa ApIne yAda tAjI karAvI. A badhuM temanuM saujanya batAve che ane samayanI kiMmata batAve che. vyavasthA ane viveka jo svarAjya calAvavu hAya tA darekanuM svamAna jaLavAvuM joie. game tevA nAneA mANasa hoya paNu enu svAmAna jaLavAvuM joie. jo ApaNA dAveA 30 karADanI svarAjyane heAya te eka sAmAnya bhagI ane vaDApradhAna banne mAnavatAnI dRSTie samAna gaNAvA joie; paNa ahiM evuM jaNAtuM nathI; baMdhAraNeA dhaDavAthI, matadAra ma`DaLeA racavAthI ane cUMTaNI laDavAthI svarAjya sthapAya tema huM mAnatA nathI, vana ane svabhAvamAM lAkazAhI Ave teja svarAjya sthapAya. IMglenDamAM ame kAine cIDhAyelA joye| nahi. dareka mANasa amane madada karavA utsuka, ane AvA guNA hAya teja svAtaMtrya TakI zake, vaLI tyAMnI prajAmAM vyavasthAzakti paNa vikaselI heAya che. amArA je kAkrama nakkI thayelA te niyama mujaba temaNe pAra pADayeA. ApaNA dezamAM yAjanAeAnI vAteA thAya che. gujarAtamAM duSkALa Ave tyAre jAgIe ne pachI sui jaie. savAre dAtaNu karatI vakhate paNa ApaNe divasanI yeAjanA ghaDatA nathI, ne leAkeA rASTyi niyeAjananI vAtA kare che tethI mane hasavuM Ave che, laMDanamAM ame TrAnsaporTanI phIlama joi. tyAM rAja lAkhA mANasAnI avarajavara thAya che. bhUgarbhamAM relave khUba niyamita cAle che. tyAMnI asa joie te jANe kAleja AvI hoya tevI. paNu tene tenA vAparanArA ane utArU badhI svacchatA jALave. svacchatAnuM A dheAraNu joyu tyAre mane thayuM ke, A dheAraNu hAvu joie.. 391 Adhunika gAkuLa : svITajhalenDa aMgrejonI zista menamuna che. tyAMnA leAkA kALA bajAramAM ghauMM na kharIde. tyAM dUdhanI achata jaNAi, tyAre meM pUchyuM ke, kema tamAre tyAM ochuM pedA thAya che ? tyAre temaNe jaNAvyu ke " amAre tyAM tamArA karatAM paNa vadhu dUdha pedA thAya che paraMtu tenI vaheMcaNI khUba vyavasthita che. " tyAM dareka bALakane rAja ratala dUdha apAya che, ane tethI kharA geApALa tA meM iMglenDamAM joyA. gAyanI sAcI sevA tyAM joi. svITjharlenDamAM je gAyanI sevA joI te bIje kyAMya na joi. ApaNA geAvana geApAla ane goviMdanAM nAmeAja rahyAM che ane sAcuM gAkuLa-vRMdAvana te! meM tyAM joyuM. kheDutanA gaLA paranA citramAM paNa gAya ja hAya. AjhAda rASTranI prajA paradezamAM jaie chIe tyAre ApaNI nAnAmAM nAnI Teva para tyAMnA leAkAnuM dhyAna rahe che ane e ApaNI TavAne aMgata TevA tarIke jotA hAya te ThIka paNa evI Teva sArAya dezanI haze ema teo mAne che. rAjakAraNamAM paNu,ApaNe tyAM yurepanA deza jevI sUkSmatA hajI AvI nathI. ApaNe AMkha ane kAna baMdha rAkhIne jIbhane chuTI mUkIe chIe. me' te| pratinidhimaMDaLanA sabhyAne kahyuM hatuM ke, ApaNe jIbha baMdha rAkhI, AMkha ane kAna khullA rAkhavA che. pahelAM jIbha chuTI rAkhI hatI te cAlyuM paNa have AjhAda hiMdamAM te cAlI zake tema nathI. yureApanA dezAnI musApharI purathI AjhAda dezanI prajA kevI hAI zake ene khyAla ApaNane AvI zake che. kapaDAMnI bAbatamAM ceAkakhAi, zarIranI taMduMrastI, kreAdhane abhAva ane satya ane pramANikatAne Agraha, A prajAe pAsethI ApaNe zIkhavAne che te te ja eka svataMtra rASTra tarIke ApaNe TakI zakIzuM. svITajharalenDanA InTaralAMkata gAmamAM huM gayeA hatA. tyAM relvenA krAsIMga AgaLa ApaNe tyAM jema jhAMpA che tema jhAMpA ke vADa nahotI chatAM tyAM eke akasmAta thatA nathI. gADI AvavAnI dhaTaDI vAge eTale leAkA ApeAApa rastAnI be bAju thAbhI ja jAya. svITajharaleMDamAM . me krAi ThekANe
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________________ 392 pioNlIsa na joyo. relave sTezane jhAMpA nathI, ane mesko khAtenAM elacI zrImatI vijayAlakSmI TIkITa tapAsanAra mAstare nathI. ' paMDitane mAsika sauthI vadhu rU. 12500 maLe che. A badhI vastuo dekhAya che nAnI paNa tenI moskomAM emane svIDiza rAcaracIluM joIe che. pAchaLa e prajAnI zista ne AtmasaMyamano khyAla briTana khAtenA hAIkamIznara zrI kRSNa menananI tahetamane Avaze. nAtamAM nava meTara gADIo che. jemAM eka rolsa- dezanuM gaurava royasa hamaNAM ja rUA. 54600 nI moTI kiMmate ( [ saMskRti. -zrI umAzaMkara joSI] kharIdavAmAM AvI che. ane te emanI padavInA khAsa mahatva ane mebhAne najaramAM rAkhIne." dezamAM garIba kuTuMbo-AkhAM ne AkhAM kuTuMbo asahya garIbIne lIdhe sAmUhika AtmahatyA karavAnA. vAtA, paradezamAM ApaNuM elacIo, yationuM jIvana samAcAro vAraMvAra chApAmAM camakI jAya che. e gALe evI koI apekSA na rAkhe. paNa bIjA pAzcAsaMgomAM garIbone mATe jenI AMtaraDI kakaLI tya dezonI sarasAI karavI hoya te paNa hiMdI prajAuThelI che, evA 5. javAharalAlane mAMe moTA-moTA jananI sarerAza Avaka jarI vadhe tyAM sudhI e prajApagArono dezanA ane rAjyanA gauravanA nAme bacAva thAya che. bacAva jananI daridratAnI paradezamAM ThekaDI uDe e jAtanI thato sAMbhaLavA maLe e bevaDuM navAI bharyuM che. raheNI te teo naja rAkhe. hiMdI prajAjananI haMdanA vaDA hAkemano pagAra duniyAmAM AjasudhI sarerAza Avaka duniyAmAM sauthI vadhAre che, tyAre pUro vagovAyela che. ApaNe laData vakhate enI paNa hiMda pitAnuM gaurava paradezamAM kharcALa elasAme roSa ThAlavavAmAM bAkI rAkhI nathI. Aje cIethI nahi sAcave, hiMdanA AtmAnI moTAI rAjAjI jevA netA e pade AvyA tyAre paNa e pragaTa karIne ja dAkhavaze. hiMda pAse duniyAne A jUnA kharce ja cAlu che. mAsika pagAra rUA. 20900 apekSA rahevAnI ja. uparAMta rUA. 3750 ane rUA. 29166 elAunsa, maTana nimitte rUA. 550 ane rahevAnA kharcanA rUA. 50000, vAisarIgala lejanA svataMtra hiMdamAM IspitAla tarIkenA upayoganI saMbhavitatA gAMdhI bhAgyanirmANa 3-4-0 jIe sUcavI hatI. vikramAditya hemu 5-0-00 paNa paMDitajI Aje kahe che ke, " A badhuM sajajana sanmitra-meTuM 6-0-0 akabaMdha rAkhavAnuM che, kemake rAjyanA gauravane prAkata vijJAna pAThamAlA 4-0-0 selu na paDe e IcchavA joga che.valI bacA satI caMdanabAlA 3-0-0 vamAM emaNe kahyuM. " rAjAjI jevo sAdAIvALe abhayakumAra caritra 3-0-0 mANasa hiMdamAM koI che nahi. " khare ja vaDApradhAna IlAcI kumAra 2-8-0. tarIke je potAnAM kapaDAM hAthe dhotA hatA, te rAjAjI jagaDuzAha 3-0-0. pote paNa A zI rIte calAvI le che e Azcarya che. magadharAja narakesarI 4-8-0 paMDitajIe paradezI elacI khAtAnA kharcanA devakumAra caritra 3-0AMkaDA ApyA e paNa chAtIe vAge evA che. mahAmaMtrI zakaTAla 4-8-- alabatta navesarathI hiMda elacIkhAtAM sthApavAnAM anepamA devI 5-0-0. hoI AraMbhamAM karoDono kharca thAya e samajI zakAya evuM che, paNa AkAzane aDatA pagAra ane mahetA nAgaradAsa prAgajI atyaMta kharcALa raheNI e hiMdanuM gaurava sAcavavA The. patAsA poLanA DhALamAM-amadAvAda mATe anivArya haze, ema mAnavuM muzkela che. khAsa vasAvavA lAyaka pustake - 0 T
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________________ AjhAda hiMdanA e mahattvanA prazno. hajI hiMdustAna para e meATI Aphata che, jemAMthI teNe chUTA thavAnuM che. A emAMthI eka meATA mAmaleA meAMghavArInA che, jyAre keneDAmAM laDAI. pahelAMnI kiMmate sarakhAvatAM phakta pacAsa TakAnA vadhArA thayA che. yunAITeDa sTeTasamAM phakta khAsaTha TakAnA vadhArA thayA che, IMglAMDamAM 72 TakA thayA che, tyAre hiMdustAnamAM jIvanadheAraNa 260 TakA upara gayuM che. laDAi daramyAna jemaneATA chapAtI tema Aje paNa kAgaLiyAM chapAvI bahAra pADavAmAM Ave che. sarakAranA hAthanI purAMta daravarSe 100thI 150 kroDa jeTalI ochI thatI jAya che. hiMdustAnanuM nANAMviSayaka dheAraNu suvyavasthita nathI, ane kAMika khATAmAge dArAyeluM che, ema kahyA vinA chUTako nathI. sarakArane A viSayanI sArI mAhitI che, ane hamaNAM hamaNAM A mAmaleA sudhAravA mATe kaMIka kaMIka mArgo zeAdhAi rahyA che, te sArUM cihna che. paNa nANAMviSayaka geravyavasthA e samasta prajAne maMdhI rIte nIce lAvanArI che ane badhAnI rATalI ghaTADanArI che. --zrI manu subedAra hiMdustAna jevAM garIba mulakane ATha prAMtA zA mATe joIe? AThe ThekANe dhArAsabhA ese che ekaja viSayanA kAyadA karavA mATe. tene lagatA kharacAo karyA pachI ATha ThekANe pradhAnama`DaLa beThuM che. temAM rAjyavahivaTanA anubhavI bahu theADA che, temAM adekhAI ghaNI che ane prAMtIya pradhAnamaDaLAne hAthe ghaNe ThekANe ghaNI gaMbhIra bhUlA thaI rahI che. anubhavavALA je thADA sivilasavaTA che, te prAMtanI sekreTariyeTAmAM pradhAnAne prathama pATho zIkhavADavAmAM rAkAi gayA che. A uparAMta, eka bIjo mahattvanA prazna Aje prajA pAse che ane te prAMtIyabhAvanAnA che. aMgrejoe prAMtA banAvyA peAtAnI sagavaDane mATe ane temaNe judA judA prAMtA vacce adekhAI ubhI karI ne hiMdustAnane pAchaLa rAkhyuM. have pradhAnapada ane bIjI padavImAMthI akAta rahI gayelA mANaseA prAMtAnI bhASAvAra vaheMcaNI karavA - ucAnIcA thaI rahyA che. aMgata svArtha sAdhavA sivAya AmAM kAi meATA hetu dekhAtA nathI. mATe bhAge prAMtanA bajeTamAM khAdha che, je pUrI karavAne mATe navA karI nAMkhavAnI peravI thai rahI che. ma jyAre dIlhIthI amadAvAda, auragAmAda ane haidarAbAda paheAMcatAM eka mahinA lAgatA, tyAre dilhIthI rAjataMtra thatuM hatu. te Aje eka minITamAM TelIpheAnamAM vAta thAya che ane traNa kalAkamAM jyAM javuM heAya tyAM paheAMcI zakAya che, te vakhate dilhIthI rAjyataMtra calAvravAmAM muzkelI zA mATe paDe te mane samajAtuM nathI. prAMtAnAM pradhAnama`DaLe! kADhI nAMkhyA hAya tA seA-savAseA karoDa rUpiyA daravarSe bacI jAya ane AvI rakamamAMthI prajAnI unnatinAM keTalAbadhAM kAryo thaI zake tenA khyAla vAMcakane sheje Avaze. prAMtiya bhAvanAmAM khIjI jAtanu` jhera paNa rahyuM che, te Aste Aste dekhAvA lAgyuM che hiMdustAna AkhAnuM baLa vadhAravAnI kaiAziza karavAne badale badhA pAtapAtA tarapha thADu thoDu khece che. 'keTalAka prAMtA have udyoganAM kArakhAnAM peAtAne tyAM nakhAvavAne mathI rahyA che. keTalAka pradhAne peAtAnI cuMTaNI pAchI mAara thAya te mATe prajAnAM nANAM jude jude raste vAparI rahyA che. jamInadArInI nAbudI, dArUniSedha ane bIjA keTalAka sArA, paNu .
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________________ suratamAM jenI vyavasthA na thAya tevA savAle bahu jhaDapathI ane bahu vyavasthAzIla nikAla kaMIka vadhu paDatI utAvaLathI ane AkhA dezanI thaye ja nathI. sagavaDa-agavaDane vicAra karyA vinA prAMtIya A rIte hiMdustAnanI pAse je moTA pradhAne ekadama hAthamAM laI dhasI javA savAlo che, tenuM nirAkaraNa te kevI rIte kare mAge che. te che, tenA para bIjI prajAonI najara che. meMghahiMdustAnanA bhAgalA thavA pahelAM musa- vArI ane prAMtIyatA e be savAle majabUtIthI lamAnene saMtoSavA prAMtIya sarakArane vadhu sattA samAvI devAmAM Ave te hiMdustAnanI prajAnuM ApI hatI ane teTalA mATeja kegrese bhASA- gaurava kharekhara vadhe ane duniyAmAM bIjA loke vAra prAMtanI vAta nakkI karI hatI, paNa have paNa te kabUla kare temAM zaka nathI. A bAbatane pharI vicAra karo ghaTe che. pradhAne ane bIjA jAhera kAryakarane karavAnuM madhyastha sarakAre ghaNI cIja ghaNI rIte sarakhI karI che, ane A be viSaya para paNa kAma ghaNuM che, paNa rAjyataMtra calaoNvavAmAM temanI zithilatA ane ayogyatA ghaDI-ghI teo samayasara joIe tevAM pagalAM leze ema upara dekhAI Ave che. sAmAnya rIte kahIe ApaNe AzA rAkhIzuM te keIpaNa prAMtamAM ekapaNa jarUrI savAlane [ a AnaMda | 1848 1948 eso varSa jIMdagInA vimAne anubhava, ApanI sevAmAM. rezama jIMdagInA vimA utAranArI sosAyaTI, lImITeDa. - ragenAIjhara :- narahari ema. ojhA, - - pAlItANuM (kAThIyAvADa). A cIpha DIsTrIkaTa ophIsa bhadra pAse, pei. be. naM. 60. - amadAvAda
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________________ valabhIpuranuM patana -- - pU0 A. vijayabhuvanatilakasUrijI mahArAja mAravADa dezamAM vyApAra ane dhanikanuM hovAthI potAnI pAse svarNa-rasanuM eka tuMbaDuM mUkhya gaNAtuM "pAlInAmanuM ghaNuM ja prAcIna hatuM. te tuMbaDuM vANIAne tyAM anAmata aitihAsika zahera che. pAlI zaheramAM kAku tarIke mukIne cAlyA. e vANIe garIba hatuM, ane pAtaka e banne bhAIo nivAsa karatA jethI tenuM "raMka" evuM nAma loka-prasiddha hatA. eka bhAI bhAgyazALI ane bIjo bhAI thayuM hatuM. raMka vANIAe pite potAnA hAthe durbhAgI. meTo bhAI kAku Akho divasa kheta- pitAnI jhuMpaDImAM keIparva divase rasoI banAranuM vyavasAyI kAma karIne, thAkelo hovAthI vatAM tAMbAnI tapelI cUlA para caDAvI hatI. rAtrine viSe bharanidrAmAM sute hate. nAnAbhAI garamInA tApe uparanI tuMbaDImAMthI eka biMdu pAtake AvIne tene jagADa, ane kahyuM ke, paDayuM ane je tApathI tapelI senAnI banI. bhAI khetarane saMbhALavAnuM choDIne pite samajyo ke, tuMbaDImAM durlabha siddha rasa suI kema rahyo che? kayArAonuM pANI bahAra bharyo che. potAnA hAthe potAnI jhuMpaDI saLanIkaLatuM haze ? vAvelAM bIje nakAmAM jaze. gAvIpite gAmamAM eka ghara laIne rahyA, Ave, nAnA ane upAlaMbha sAMbhaLI, ane sukhI thaye. * * khetaranAM onara uThAvI, ekalavA cAlI eka samaye ghI vecanAra keI ghIvALI nIkaLyo. mArgamAM khetaramAM kAmane saMbhALIne tenA gharamAM ghI ApavA AvI, paNa ghI khUTatuM AvatA keTalAka cAkare jeyA, ane pUchyuM. nahi. pite samaye ke, jarUra ghInI nIce "tame kayuM che? cItrAvelI hovI joIe. bAIne paTAvIne te teo belyA ke, "tamArA nAnAbhAInA paNa pote paDAvI lIdhI. pApAnu-baMdhI puNyanA. kare chIe." udayathI maLelI lakSamI aDhaLaka bhegI te thaI - tyAre kAkue pUchayuM ke, "mane kaI kAmamAM paNa eka keDI paNa sukAryamAM kharaca na karI ke ane A rAtrinI deDa-dhAmanI dhamAla zako. mAtra lebhamAMne lobhamAM magna banyA hatA maTI jAya evuM keI sthaLa che?" tyAre pAta- vANIyAnI putrI ratnajaDita kAMsakIthI kanA pelA purUe jaNAvyuM ke, te mAthAnA keza oLatI hatI. zilAditya rAjAnI valabhIpura tarapha tamAruM bhAgya khIlaze lInA jovAmAM e kAMsakI AvI ane te levA te kSetra tamane pikAre che." lalacAI ane pitAnA pitA-rAjAnI pAse, ekAeka rAtrinA uThIne, eka mATalAmAM haTha-laIne eja kAMsakI maMgAvI. ane te pitAne mAmulI sAmAna mukIne jhaDapathI kAma levAmAM kaMIka baLAtkAra thayeluM. jethI vANIcheDIne nIkaLyo. vallabhIpura pahoMcyo, ane AnA hRdayamAM e bAbatanA verane vele gAma bahAra eka daravAjA pAse eka jhupaDuM pAyo. ane nirNaya karyo ke, game teTalI bAMdhIne nivAsa karyo. puNyane sAco prakAza lakSamI vyaya karIne, paNa rAjAne padabhraSTa karAvuM patharAvAne hoya tyAre aneka sAdhana, sanmukha tyAre ja huM sAco vANuo ! AvIne malI jAya che. gAma choDIne pote leccha dezamAM gayo, eka saMnyAsI pharatA-pharatA AvyA, ane ane tyAMnA rAjAne keTalIka sonAmahora ApIne jene kAzI tIrthanI yAtrAe javAnI IcchA rAjAne rIjhavyuM, ane avasare pANI caDAvIne
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________________ 36 paSa vallabhIpura tarapha moTA sinya sAthe caDAI karAvI. .LamAM parivAra sahita tame sukhe nivAsa karajo.' keTaluMka prayANa thayA pachI eka divasa rAtrinA ema bhaviSya vANuM kahI devI aMtardhAna thaI. eka chatra-dhara keI vizvAsu AdamI sAthe vAta jaladhinA jalanI jema vegathI pleccha karato hate. ApaNo rAjA vinA vicAre vANI- sinyoe, vallabhIpurane cAre bAjuthI gherI lIdhuM, AnA anurodhathI, sUryanA putra sAthe laDavA raMka vANIAe vAjIMtra vagADanArAone vipula jAya che. keIpaNa akkalavALa, dIrgha-daSTi maMtrI dravya samApane samajAvyuM ke,. paNa nathI. A vAta rAjAe sAMbhaLI ane "laDAImAM laDavA rAjA ghaDe caDe te samaye , prayANa aTakAvyuM. vANIAne khabara paDatAM tamAre bhayaMkara zabdathI vAjA vagADavAM jethI rAjAne punaH divya-ratno bheTa karIne laDAI ghaDo camake ane bhaDake. teoe kabulyuM hatuM. mATe uzkeryo. ane prayANa AgaLa karAvyuM. - saMgrAma byugala vAgyuM, maleccha sinya paNa vallabhIpuramAMthI zrI caMdraprabhaprabhunI prabhAvika moTA gajaravathI laDAImAM utaryuM. zilAditya mUti, aMbAdevI ane kSetra-pAlano balathI paNa saMgrAma mATe. jyAre ghoDA para caDavAne AkazamAgathI uDIne prabhAsa-pATaNa pahoMcI taiyAra thayA ke, turtaja bhayaMkara zabdo vAIane vardhamAna prabhunI prabhAvika mUrti, adhi - tramAM nIkaLyA, ane acAnaka ghaDo bhaDako, chAyakanA prayogathI rathamAM besIne zrImAla naga , ane Adarza mAge Avyo hato te mArge ramAM A sudi pUrNimAnA divase padhArI. .. uDI gayo. rAjA vicAramAM paDyo, ane gabhaahIM bIrAjelA dharma prabhAvaka jainAcAryazrI rATathI nIce paDyo ke, tuja svecchAe mAryo vardhamAnasUrijI mahArAjanI pAse adhiSThAyaka ane AkhuM rAjya luMTI lIdhuM. rAjya kuTuMba devIe AvIne jaNAvyuM ke, ane nagaraleka paradeza bhAgI gayA. vallabhIpuranuM "gurUdeva ! A nagaramAM utpAta thaze." raDatI patana thayuM. A itihAsa dareka rAjavIone ane udAsIna strI veSadhArI devIne gurU-mahA- eka satya-saMdezo pAThave che, ke "amara rAjya rAje pUchayuM ke, sattA keInA hAthamAM rahetI nathI.. anItinuM "A nagaramAM anya zuM thaze?" jhera je rAjyamAM prasare che. te rAjya yena-kena | devIe jaNAvyuM ke, "A nagarano pratyakSa nAza-paMthe paDe che. mAnavene paNa sva-jIvananA huM nAza dekhuM chuM. tamo ahIMthI prayANa karI vikAsa paMthe A vastu samajavAnI purI jarUra che. jAo. tamane maLela dudha-pAka rUdhira banI A eka aitihAsika prAcIna zaheranI jaze. je sthaLe punaH dudhapAka bane teja stha- satya ghaTanA che. vArSika lavAjama rUA. 4-0-0 vaDodarA rAjya A mAsIkane zikSaNa saMsthAo ane lAyabrerI mATe maMjura karela che. A mAsIka ApanI gRhalAyabrerImAM hovuM ja joIe. ghaNI rIte e tamane sahAyaka thaze, bALa-kumAra, strI-vRddha saune " jIvana vikAsa' samApayogI che. jarUra vasAvo. chuTaka nakala 0-6-0 jIvana vikAsa kAryAlaya, ujjaina (madhyabhArata)
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________________ rIbAtA madhyama varganA jaina!--gAMdhI DAhyAcaMda grIvanadAsa , kALanA parivartana sAthe duniyAnuM paNa tevI uca bhAvanAvALA bhAgyeja koI haze! ajaba parivartana thaI rahyuM che. eka samaya e paNa samayanIja balihArI gaNAyane ?' evo hato ke, jyAre hiMdamAM dhanika varganI bIjA vizvayuddha pachIno samaya ghaNeja sAthe madhyama varganA jaino paNa pitAnA Ava- badalAi gayo che. temAM meTAM zaheromAM vasatA zyakatA mujaba sukhI hatA. atyAre tethI madhyama varganA jaino paikInA keTalAka mahAtaddana ulaTuM ja dekhAya che. hAlanA dhanika vargane - muzkelIe pitAnuM peTa bharatA haze. jyAre bAda karatAM madhyama varganI sthiti taddana kaDI nAnAM zaheramAM ane gAmaDAmAM vasatA varganI, thatI jAya che, ane tethI paNa halakI sthiti hAlanI asahya meMghavArInA lIdhe tathA kaTralavALAnI dazA to AMkhamAM AMsu lAve evI vALI dezanI rAjyanItithI vepAra dhaMdho khAI dayAmaNI thaI gaI che. eka vakhata evo hato beThA che. tenA pitAnuM agara pitAnA vaDavAke, jyAre darekanA gharamAM eraDe ajavALuM enuM saMgraha kareluM je kAMI haze te vecI hatuM. atyAre bahAra ajavALuM che ane oraDe re vecIne purU karI rahyA che ane dayAmaNI sthiti aMdhArAM thaI gayAM che. zarIre sazakta hatA, tarapha dhakelAI rahyA che. jyAre taddana chellI atyAre taddana nirmAlya jevI sthiti thaI che. sthitinA mANasone eka TaMka paNa khAvAnuM te vakhate dhanika ke madhyama varganA dareka jainanI maLavAnAM phAMphAM paDI rahyAM che. temAM paNa agAevI bhAvanA hatI ke, mArA svAmIbhAI unA vakhatanI ekalI vidhavAo jemane vArSika kaI rIte duHkhI thAya to tene pitAnAthI rUA. 60 thI 75 bharaNapoSaNanA maLatA haze banatI madada karI tenI sthiti sudhArI letA teo bIcArAM atyAre kevI rIte calAvatAM hatA. atyAre madhyama varganI game tevI uMca haze. temanI bhItarano ItihAsa tapAsavAmAM bhAvanA haze paNa te keIne madada karato nathI Ave to game tevA niSphara hadayanA mANasane agara karI zake tevI sthitimAM nathI ane paNa AMkhamAM AMsu AvyA vagara rahe nahi. dhanike to AjanA mojazokhamAM paDI jaIne teo potAnA svAmIbhAIo tarapha taddana bedara duniyAmAM jyAre AvI bhayaMkara sthiti kAra thaI gayA che. je aphasosa karavA jevuM - prati - pravate che tyAre dhanavAna ane udyogapatio che. eka vakhata mAMDavagaDhamAM lAkho jaino badhA potAnA svAmIbhAI taraphanI pharaja cukyA che. lakSAdhipati rahetA hatA. tevA vakhate bahAra o dhanavAne ane udyogapatio ! tame gAmathI kaI sAdhAraNa sthitinA svAmIbhAI bhale paisA kamAo ane saMgraha karo tenA tyAM rahevA Ave tene sArI sthitimAM lAvavA mATe amane kAMI adekhAI nathI. tamArI dareka lakSAdhipatio tene eka rUpiye ane punyA che ane tame kamAze, paNa tame tamArA sAthe sAthe eka mATInI IMTa ApatA, jethI svAmIbhAI taraphanI pharaja bajAve eja amArI te pitAnuM makAna caNAvI le ane lakSAdhi- tamane namra prArthanA che. pati paNa thaI jAya. potAnA gAmamAM koI paisA kamAvavAnuM sAphalya eja hoI zake paNa svAmIbhAI duHkhI hAlatamAM rahevo joIe ke, tame tamArA upayogamAM vApare ane vadhAro. nahi. evI uMca bhAvanA hatI ane atyAre paNa vadhAre tamArA pADozI, sagAMvhAlAM,
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________________ ' 38. piSa nyAtIlA tamArA svAmI bhAIo ane anya ane te choDIne cAlI javuM paDayuM hatuM. teNe loke je duHkhI thatA hoya teone saMpUrNa meLavelI badhI lakSamI tenI AgaLa DhagalA rIte sahAya thavAmAM vApare. jo tame ema karAvIne te pAke-poke raDaze ke ATalI mahesamajatA haze ke, amArI kamANI ame vApa- nate, aneka manuSya hatyAe A meLavelI badhI rIe ke saMgraha karI rAkhIe, temAM kAMI khoTuM lakSamI mane bacAvI zaktI nathI, ane mArI nathI; paNa lakSamIne svabhAva caMcaLa che tene sAthe paNa te AvatI nathI, ane khAlI hAthe gaMdhI rAkhIe ethI kAMI rahevAnI nathI te javuM paDe che. tethI teNe hukama karyo hato ke, kyAre paga karI jaze e tamArA khyAlamAM jyAre mArI nanAmI nIkaLe tyAre baMne paNa nahi Ave ane lakSamI vagaranA thaI jaze. bAjue mArA hAtha ughADA rAkhajo ke jethI lakSmIne jema sadvyaya vadhAre karaze tema loko jANe ke, huM mArI sAthe kAMI paNa laI tethI thatA putemAM ghaTavAne badale vadhAre thate jaI zakto nathI.' ja raheze. lakSamI mATe kahevata che ke "mAMge lAdhipatio! tame tamArI lakSmI. tethI Aghe ane tyAge tene Age. jema jema tamArA chokarAne ApI jazo, ane teo tenI vadhu IcchA karatA jaze, tema tema te dUra bhogavaze, tema dhAravAmAM paNa tame bhala khAo jaze ane tame tyAga karavAnI IcchA karaze, cho. tamArI ApelI lamI tamAruM chekasanA. mi tema ta AgaLane AgaLa AvatA. jI. hAthamAM kAyama raheze ke jatI raheze te tame RSimunio tene tyAga kare che te temane kAMI jANI zaktA nathI, je chokarAMnAM nasIbamAM aneka siddhio maLe che. vastupALa-tejapALa te lakSamI rahevAnI nahI hoya to temanA ke dhannAzALIbhadranA daSTAMtathI mAlama paDaze ke, hAthamAM AvyA pachI paNa aneka raste te jema jema teo IcchA ochI karatA hatA, cAlI jaze. ane tema chokarAM mATe kAMI lakSamI. tema tema temane jamInamAMthI anekagaNI lakSamI mukI nahI hoya paNa temanA nasibamAM lakamI maLatI hatI. tame paNa tamArI lakSamIne sad- maLavAnI haze te tene aneka rIte AvI vyaya karazo te vamane te khuTavAne badale temAM maLaze. AvA aneka dRSTAMte atyAre mejudA aneka raste vadhAro thaye jaze. jo tame lakSmI che. rAyanA raMkane raMkanA rAya banelA atyAre bhegI karI, saMgraha karavAno vicAra rAkhazo to paNa ApaNI AgaLa hayAta che, mATe lakSamI tamArI sAthe phakta tenA uttama upayogathI uparano meha e che karI, tene sadvyaya karaze baMdhAyelA punya, sivAya kAMI ja AvavAnuM e ja sAruM che. nathI. lakSamI to ahiM paDI raheze, ane uparanI hakIktathI che sukhI ane sakhI tamAre to khAlI hAthe ja javuM paDaze. dIlanA gRhastho! tame khuba vicAra karo ane bAdazAha sIkaMdarane dAkhala juo, teNe tamane jema egya lAge tevI rIte tamArA aneka manuSyonA lohI reDIne ke aneka manu duHkhI thatA ane rIbAtA svAmI bhAIo tarapha khene luMTane anargaLa lAmI bhegI karI hatI, karUNAdaSTithI banI zake teTalI saMpUrNa sahAya tenI chellI ghaDIe te lakSamInA jore aneka karo. tamArA ekalAthI je A kArya banI zake dhanavaMtarI jevA vaidyo paNa bacAvI zakyA nahIM tema nA hoya te tamArA jevA bIjA gRha
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________________ @AMkI ane jhamAdhAna pU AcArya deva zrImadda vijayAmRtasUrIzvarajI mahArAja zaM0 guNI ane nirguNInuM lakSaNa zuM? zaM, nikaTa bhavijIvanuM lakSaNa zuM? sa, je puNyAtmAo potAnA denI saha paramatAraka zrIjinezvarae kahelA nindA kare, ane guNavAnA guNanI prazaMsA dharmAnuSThAnane sadA vidhi mujaba AcaravAnAM kare te puNyAtmAone guNavAna jANavA, ane pariNAma thavAM, e nikaTa bhavijIvanuM lakSaNe jeo potAnI jIbhe pitAnI baDAI gAya che. vidhi tyAganAM pariNAma ane avidhi pratye ane vyaktiSathI paranI nindA karavAmAM je bahumAnanAM pariNAma rAkhanAre jIva kAM te AtmAo tatpara hoya teone nirguNI jANavA. abhavi che ane kAM te dUrabhavya che. svazlAghA paraniMdA ca, lakSaNa nirgunnaatmnaam| AsantrasiddhiANaM vihi pariNAmo hoI sayakAlaM parazlAghA svaniMdA tu, lakSaNaM sadguNAtmanAm // vihicAo avihibhattI abhavvaji duurbhvvaannN|| bhAvArtha-pitAnI prazaMsA karavI ane - A gAthAthI upara lakhela bhAvArtha spaSTa che. pArakI vinA karavI e nirguNI AtmAonuM -zrAddha vi. pAnuM 62 lakSaNa che; ane paranI prazaMsA karavI ane za0 vinA niyame dharma karIye te phaLa pitAnI nindA karavI, e sadguNI AtmA- maLe ke nahi? : : enuM lakSaNa che. : -zrAddhavidhi pAnuM 29 so maLe, paNa niyama laIne je dharma sthAne samajAvIne, saMghabaLa jamAvIne paNa karanAra che tenAthI paNa ja karanAra che tenAthI ghaNuM ja ochuM phaLa maLe; geThavaNuM karo. duniyAmAM eka paNa kAya evuM A kAraNe adhika phaLanA arthIe niyama levAnathI ke, manuSya je kharA hRdayathI ane khaMtathI pUrvakaja dharmArAdhanamAM tatpara rahevuM joIe. dhAre te te na banI zake. aniyama saniyama medAda, mahAn AcAryo ane vidvAna manimahA tevA pazcicriA : rAjonI pharaja che ke, tamArA anuyAyIo je pramitA niyata phlo'nystvduHkhI thatA hoya te temane sahAya karavA pyalpo'naMta niyata phalaH // sArU tamArI vyAkhyAna zilImAM pheraphAra karIne.. bhAvArtha-dharmanA be prakAra che te vinA sukhI mANasene samajAvIne temanI bhAvanA niyame dharma karo ane 2 niyama laIne uca thAya, tema karo. ke jethI teo duHkhI dharma karavo. emAM vinA niyame lAMbA kALathI svAmIbhAIone madada karavA kaTibaddha thAya. upArjana karelo paNa dharma, pramANamAM ane tamArA sivAya AvI bhAvanAone uttejIta aniyata phaLa ApanAro che ane niyama levAkaravA bIjAonI kAMIja tAkAta nathI. tame je pUrvaka karelo alpa paNa dharma anaMta ane A bAbata manapara leze te agAunA mahAna niyata phaLa ApanAro che. - AcAryonI mAphaka tame paNa ghaNuM ja karI lekavyavahAramAM paNa vinA kahe vyAja -zakaze evI ame AzA rAkhIe chIe. maLatuM nathI. bhale ghaNAM varSo sudhI ghaNI rakama
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________________ 400 anAmata rahI hoya paNa ApatI veLAe niyamanI prApti thayA pachI paNa kaSTamAM vyAja TharAvyuM hoya te ja maLe che. are, uMghamAM teja puNyAtmAo daDha rahI zake che ke, jeo paNa maLe che, anyathA eka rAtI pAI paNa atizaya najIka kALamAM mukti nagaramAM maLatI nathI." javAnA hoya. A rItie dharmane viSe paNa niyama zaMkA-samAdhAnamAM sudhAre. - karyo hoya to dharma karavAnAM niraMtara pariNAma - gAtAMkanA dazamA aMkamAM bIjI zaMkAnA havAthI dharmanuM khUbaja phaLa maLe che. | samAdhAnamAM jyAM "bIjA bhAMgAmAM cheDe A vaLI niyamapUrvaka dharma karanArane virati doSa che ane trIje-cotho bhAgo. zrAvadharmanI prApti thAya che. prabhu AjJAnuM pAlana kane sarvathA varyuM che " Ama chapAyuM thAya che ane aviratinuM pApa rokAya che. che, tenA badale " trIjA bhAgamAM thoDo niyama nahi karanArane aviratinuM pApa , doSa che ane bIje ane cotho-bhAge AvyAja kare che. prabhuAjJAnuM pAlana thatuM zrAvakane sarvathA varjya che." A pramANe nathI. je niyama levAnI zraddhA na hoya te - samajavuM. mithyAtvanuM paNa pApa lAge che; AthI vagara upagI amArAM prakAzane niyame dharma karyAnuM phaLa a5 prApta thAya e spaSTa che, ane niyamapUrvaka dharma karyAnuM phaLa vividha pUjA saMgraha- adhika thAya e paNa spaSTa che. AthI niyama - bhAga 1 thI 9 sAmAnya kAgaLa 2-8-0 uMcA levApUrvaka dharma karavuM joIe. kAgaLa mUlya rU, 3-0-0 - -zrA. vi. pAnuM 68 nitya svAdhyAya stotrasaMgrahaza0 tattvavettAo paNa aMdagI parata 4500 gAthAno saMgraha mUlya 2-8-0 niyama vagaranA rahe tenuM zuM kAraNa? parva tithi stavanAdi samuccayasa, nivattaravavigha vizuddhi stavano. stutio, sajajhAya ne uparAMta zrI navaH - jenI aMdara bAra mAsanA panAM cityavaMdana, na niyama praapti:| padajI, zrI siddhAcalajI, divALI vagerenAM cityavaMdana. A vacanathI spaSTa jaNAya che ke, tatvanA vagerene saMgraha mUlya 3-8-0 sArA uMcA kAgaLa jANakAro paNa aviratinA udaye zrI zreNika pAkuM chIMTanuM puchuM. mahArAjAnI mAphaka jIMdagIbhara paNa niyama na. nagInadAsa nemacaMda zAha pAme te ya bane che -zrA. vi. pAnuM 68 DesIvADAnI piLa-amadAvAda zaM, niyama pAmyA pachI kaSTamAM daDha keNa karmagraMtha sAthe bhAga 1 le rahI zake che? sa0 tabAsAva vipu daDhatA sthApanna 1 thI 4 chapAya che. tA hi: II -zrA vi. pAnuM 68 agAuthI grAhaka nAma neMdhAvo! - A vacanathI spaSTa jaNAya che ke, semacaMda Do. zAha-pAlItANu.
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________________ saMskAranI sAcavaNI pU0 munirAjazrI duradharavijyajI mahArAja [lekhAMka pa ma ] te ghaNuM che. bAkI vAtacita ane vAtAvaraNamAM vidyArthI jIvanamAM dhArmika saMskAre - dharmabhAvanA pratye eTalI suga darzAvavAmAM vidyArthIomAM, ne temAM paNa prAthamika Ave che ke, AgaLa vadhato bALaka dhArmika zikSaNa letA vidyArthIomAM dhArmika saMskAranA te nathI banate paNa dharmavirodhI bane che. bIjake tyAre ja Ave ke, jyAre bALakanuM Ama thavAmAM khAsa kAraNa to e che ke, AjubAjunuM vAtAvaraNa dhArmika hoya. je zikSite-jenI pAse bALaka bhaNe che te varga, kuTuMbamAM bALaka ucharato hoya, te kuTuMba dhArmika dharma ane dhamanI mahattA samajyo nathI. rItarIvAjonuM sArI rIte pAlana karatuM hoya. zikSakanA pitAnA jIvanamAM dharma nahiM hovAne bALamAnasa upara sauthI vadhAre asara vAtA- kAraNe, dhArmika daSTie te utarate gaNAya che. varaNanI paDe che, eTale vizuddha vAtAvaraNa e vidyArthI pAse pitAnuM mahatva TakAvI rAkhavA prathama jarUrI aMga che. te dharmanI nindA tarapha vaLe che ane evAja e aMga, A rIte sacavAya. bALaka je kAraNesara dharmanA sAcA-TA virUddha vicAro dharmano heya, te dharmanA devatatva upara bahu- te vAMce che ne phelAve che. mAna jAge evAM AcaraNa tenI pAse karAvavAM. bALakane dhArmika banAvavA mATe A devanI oLakhANa, darzana ane mahattvanI vAta sadantara baMdha thavuM joIe. ' bALakane kahevI. dharmagurUnA saMsargamAM bALa- dharmapradhAna AryAvartanI viziSTatA bIjI kene mukavA. dharmagurUnI viziSTatA bALakanA kaI rIte hoya te karatAM dharmavicAraNAthI hadayamAM utAravI, gurU pratye pUjyabuddhi utpanna sarvathI adhika che. e je dUra thaze te khacIta karavI. dharmanA sUkSma vicAre nahiM-paNa skula mAnI levuM ke, bIjI rIte anya dezo samakSa vicAre bALakane samajAvavA-te saMbaMdhI vAta AryAvarta kaMgALa gaNAze. bALakane rUce e rIte kahevI. ane Atmahita mATe bAhya sukhabhUtakALamAM bALakane zikSaNa khAsa karIne sAhyabIne sarvathA tyAga karI, kumaLIvayanA evA dhArmika purUSa mAraphata ApavAmAM AvatuM bALake bhekha le che te AryAvatamAM-bIje ke jethI dhArmika vicAro svAbhAvika rIte evAM darzana te zuM, vAta paNa sAMbhaLavA nahiM maLe. bALakamAM pravezatA. bhautika vikAsamAM sarvasva samAyuM che, e cAlu zikSaNamAM evI kaIpaNa jAtinI anArya bhAvanAnI AyAta che. jarUra dhArmika vyavasthA nathI. ulaTuM dhama-virodhI vicAro bhAvanA kAMIka aMze na chAjatA bhautika vidharAvatA zikSitene hAthe bALaka keLavAya che, kAsane avarodhatI haze? paNa ethI dhArmika eTale e kumaLA mAnasamAM evAM jherI bIjaka bhAvanA vyAghAtaka che e mAnavuM ke manAvavuM paDI jAya che ke, jIvanamAM dharma karatAM judI taddana bhUlabhareluM che. Aja, e anAryanI sattA dizAmAMja te cAlyo jAya che. dharma pratye nIce uchareluM AryAvarta adhyAtmane visarI sabhAva vadhAravAnI vAta to dUra rahI paNa gayuM che. bhautika pragatine pradhAnatA ApI, dhRNa na vadhe eTaluMe je sAcavavAmAM Ave pravRtti karI rahyuM che.
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________________ 402 piSa A bhautika bhAvanAnuM jhera eTaluM kAtila e thaI jaze. e ja pramANe pUrvasaMcita che ke, tenI asara jene jene pahoMcI che, tene puNya khalAsa thaye bAjI badalAI jAya che. keIpaNa esiDa lAgu paDatuM nathI. bhaviSyanI keTalIka dekhItI unnati evI hoya che, ke je prajAne je te jherI asarathI bacAvavI hoya paraMparAe avanatine mAge kheMcI jAya che. to prAthamika zikSaNamAM evI vyavasthA karavI pApa karatAM sukhI thatA AtmAo e prakAjarUrI che ke, jethI bALaka kAMIka AtmAnA mAM Ave che. te nahitane samaje. bhautikamAM sarvasva na mAne. A sarva vyavasthita rIte janatA nathI A bhautikavAdanI mAyAjALa paNa eTalI samajI zakatI, temAM kAraNa e ja che ke, bALate vicitra che ke, jemAM bhalabhalA mUMjhAyA vayathI ja vicitra khyAla pivAyA hoya che. kare che. emAM phasAelA ThIka gaNAtA keTa- vadhuM te zuM paNa cAlu jaDavAda, janatAnA lAeka evI mAnyatA dharAve che ke, rASTro- mAnasa upara eTalI asara karI gayo che ke, nnati eja dharma che. chellA varSo daramIAna "AtmA' nAmanI kaI vastu che ke nahiM? evo rASTrabhAvanA tarapha janatAnuM valaNa eTaluM badhuM saMzaya ghaNA dharAve che, AtmA nathI ema vadhI gayuM che ke, dharmabhAvanA bhUlI javAI che, mAnanArA paNa ochA nathI. AtmA jevA paNa ethI kAMI sAra nathI. padArthane sadantara a5lApa karanAra zuM bhayaM- vyakti ke samaSTi, rASTra ke vyavahAra, kara AcaraNa na karI zake e kapavuM agharuM keIne paNa ujavaLa vikAsa dharmane AdhIna nathI. A sarva vicitratA aTakAvavAne samartha che. dharmane visArIne te vikAsa sAdhavA mATe eka ja vastu che. bALakane prathamathI evA je kAMI karavAmAM Ave che, te sarva bhamra nAstika khyAlo bAMdhavA na devA, ne AtmA mAtra che. vagere che te daDha ThasAvavuM. eka AtmA che, aMdharmanAM AcaraNethI je unnati thaI eTaluM ja spaSTa ane majabUta ThasI jAya to zakatI hota to jhera khAIne paNa jIvI zakAya. aneka virUpa AcaraNa karato AtmA aTakI jhera khAIne jIvI zakAtuM nathI e ja pramANe jAya che. adhama AcarIne sukhI thaI zakAtuM nathI ne bALaka svataMtra nathI, tene jevuM zikhavazo vikAsa sAdhI zakI nathI. tevuM te grahaNa karaze, tene kevuM zikhavavuM e "ahiM eka vastu spaSTa karavI jarUrI che- tene pAlakanA hAthamAM che. ke, keTalAeka adharmAcaraNa karatA hoya che, zikSaNathI-sAcA zikSaNathI bALakane vaMne sukhI hoya che, e kema bane? paNa e cita rAkhatA pAlaka samA keI tenA zatru zakya che. kAraNa ke, sukhamAM kAraNabhUta dharma nathI ane bALakane hitakara zikSaNa ApI puNya paNa pUrvasaMcita te AtmA pAse hoya tene unnatine mArge laI janAra samA tenA che. vartamAnamAM vyApAra-udyama na karatA hoya keI upakAraka nathI. paNa beThA-beThA khAto hoya eTale ema na bALakanuM hita zemAM che? e mATe sujJane samajavuM ke, vagara udyame te sukhI che. pUrve- vadhu kahevApaNuM na hoya. bAkI teM cora pAjita dhana saMcaya tenI pAse che, te te mAta-pitA potAnA bALakane ema ja samabhagave che, te pUrNa thaye-khUTI gaye te ho jAve ke, "bhAI ! A cArIne dhaMdho zikha
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________________ tA . rA . te . Nu * khA .. 1 IMglAMDanA suprasiddha nATyakAra barnArDa zAM eka vakhate kAi suAAbhita kalamamAM jaI 5hAMcyA. mAraNe chatrI mUkI te aMdaranA bhAgamAM peThA. paNa jyAre teo bhAra AvyA, tyAre chatrI tyAMthI upaDI gayelI. zAe hAhA karyAM vagara pAsenA beDa para eka noTIsa lakhI; je amIre mArI chatrIne chUmaMtara manAvI hAya temaNe maherakhAnI karIne tene pAchI mUkI javI. eka amIre zAne, amIrA sAmenA AvA kaTAkSa mATe ThapakA ApyA. zAe javAkhamAM lakhanA kheDa tarapha dhyAna kheMcyuM. te para lakheluM hatuM, 'phakta amIrA ane sadgRhasthA mATe.' eTale zuM kahevA mAgeA che?" amIre zAne AzcayapUrvaka pUchyuM. zAe hasatAM hasatAM kahyuM, ' sadgRhastha hAya te chatrI caiAre nahi, tyAre te sivAya ahiM AvanAra amIrA che, mATe e dhaMdhA amIrAneja mAphaka Avene ' pele| amIra nIcI mu'DIe A sAMbhaLI rahyo. avaMtIpati bhAja, nagarajanAnAM sukhaduHkha jANavAne mATe rAtre ghaNIveLA guptaveze rAja ' zrI pradI mahelamAMthI bhAra nIkaLI paDatA. evA eka samaye nadI kinAre teNe eka daridra chatAM tejasvI brAhmaNa kuTuMba sUteluM joyuM. kuTuMkhanI putravadhUnAM alaukika sauMdayathI te mUMjhAyeA. cAlAka putravadhU jAgatI hatI, te avasare bheAje kahyuM, A asAra saMsAramAM kevaLa mRganayanA ramaNIo sAra che.' eka aMgreja ramaNIe iTalImAM eka kiMmatI ghaDiyALa kharIdyu, paNa jyAre te iMglAMDa pahoMcI, tyAre tapAsa karatAM tene khabara paDI ke, 'e ghaDiyALa kharIDhavAmAM pete ThagAI che. ' AthI teNe tarata ja iTalInA saramukhatyAra sinAra museAlinI para ThapakAne patra lakhyA. vaLatI TapAlamAM museAlinI tara vAmAM ja tArUM hita samAyeluM che. ' paNa tethI te khAIne dilagIrInA uttara sAthe nukahitane ziSTa samAja hita na mAne bhayaMkara ahita mAne. zAnI peTe paisA maLyA. bIje divase ghaDiyALa vecanAra vyApArI taraphathI e madhane AjIjIbharyAM patra maLyA. temAM lakheluM hatuM ke amArI bhUla mATe kharA dilathI mAfI cAhIe chIe. have maherabAnI karIne Apa jo amane bhalAmaNu Ape te ja amArI dukAna ughaDe, vyApAramAM anIti karavAnA AreApasara amArI dukAnane sIla lagAvavAmAM AvyAM che.' ne jyAre te khAIe vepArIne mApha karIne tene bhalAmaNu patra lakhI ApyA tyAre ja tenI dukAna phrI ughaDI zakI. seAnuM te seAnu' che ne kathira e kathira che. e ja pramANe hita ane ahita vyavasthita che. hitane oche vatta AcarI zakAya e judI vAta che paNa tethI kharAbane sArU mAnavA jevI bhUla karavI e jarA paNa ThIka nathI. eTale mALakanA bhalAnI khAtara hitane mATe tene saMskArI-dhArmika banAvavA, ne aMge sarva kAMi karI chUTavuM. e ja sane mATe hitakara che. vidyArthI jIvanamAM AgaLa vadhatAM madhyama zikSaNa kevA prakAranuM hAvuM joIe e have pachI putravadhU rAjA bhAjane pArakhI gaI, teNIe sUcaka vANImAM kahyuM, 'jenI kukSIthI huM bheAja rAjA, tamArA jevA narapuMgaveA janme che." sAMbhaLatAMja leAjanI AMkheA khUlI gaI. te brAhmaNa putravadhUne page paDI bheAje kahyuM, * AjathI tuM mArI mAtA che.' ' kAzInA mahArANI karUNA, ekavAra nadImAMthI * snAna karI mhAra nIkaLyAM. te veLA
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________________ 404 temanuM zarIra ThaMDIthI dhrujatuM hatuM. temaNe nadIkAMThe rAya, paNa pitAnA oTha para raMga na bhUsAI tApaNuM karavAne pAse rahelI keTalIka jhuMpaDIo jAya e mATe te strI IrAdApUrvaka ochayasaLagAvI mUkavAnI sAthenI sakhIone AjJA sthAnIya zabda vAparatI nathI. ethI e vezyA pharamAvI. te jhuMpaDIo garIba kuTuMbanI hatI. che, ane vyavahArathI "tAta tAta" bole che." rANInI AjJAne tarata amala thayA. bheja, pitAnI mahArANInA khulAsAthI jhuMpaDInA garIba rahevAsIo rAjA pAse Azcarya pUrvaka AnaMda pAmyo. -phariyAda karavA gayA. rAjAe rANunI pAse e anyAyane javAba mAMgyuM. rANIe tumA- amerikAnA presIDenTa vilsanane keIe khIthI javAbamAM kahyuM, "mArA saMtoSa karatAM pUchayuM; "daza miniTa bhASaNa karavuM hoya to jhuMpaDIonI kiMmata kAMI vadhAre che? ThaMDI dura tamAre keTalI taiyArI karavI paDe ?" karavA e saLagAvI emAM zuM anyAya thaI gaye?" vilasane javAba Apyo, "be aThavADiyAM rAjAe garvapUrvaka javAba Apyo, 'kAzInA pelAe pharI pUchyuM; "eka kalAka bhASaNa mahArANI pade tamane enI kiMmata na samajAya." ne rANIne sakhtAIthI pharI kahyuM, "AjathI na karavuM hoya to?" temaNe kahyuM, "to eka aThavADiyuM ? eka varSa paryata tame have kAzInAM mahArANI nathI. bhIkha mAgIne-majurI karIne tame paisA 'vArU, be kalAka bhASaNa karavuM hoya to?" 2Le. enAthI e jhuMpaDIe pharI baMdhAvI presIDenTe tarata ja kahyuM; "cAle! hamaNuM Apaje, ne. pachI kaheje ke, jhuMpaDIonI ja huM taiyAra chuM." zI kiMmata che? ne e saLagAvatAM ze a 0 0 0 nyAya thAya ?" " eka sAMje yUropanA jANItA lekhaka DI. - kvInsInI makAna mAlika bAIe tenI eraavaMtImAM eka meghalI rAtre eka suMdarI DImAM bhAre dhabAko thatA sAMbhaLyo. upara jaI | mRta pitAne saMbhArI, " hA tAta, teNe bAraNuM khakhaDAvyuM. paNa javAbamAM bIje hA tAta." e pramANe vilApa karatI hatI. dhabake saMbhaLAyo. bAraNuM teDAvI e bAI rAjamahelamAM e vilApanA paDaghA paDatAM rAjA aMdara gaI. teNe joyuM to kavInsI gaLAmAM kaI bhaje te suMdarIne pitA-prema vakhA; paNa tuTelA citranI jema paherIne vira-vikhera cakara rAjarANue javAbamAM kahyuM, "e pitA- pharanIcara vacce paDayo hato. prema na hoya, vyavahAra che." . tene pUchatAM khUlAsAmAM teNe kahyuM, "mAkhIo ema zAthI kahe che?" rAjAe pUchyuM, oraDInI chata para cAlatI hatI e joI mane rANIe kahyuM, "kemake e strI vezyA che." vicAra Avyo ke, huM paNa ema kema na cAlI A "tame e kaIrIte jANyuM." rAjAnA praznane zakuM? ne eTalA mATe uMdhe mAthe chata para javAba ApatAM rANIe pharI kahyuM, "svAmIna ! cAlavAno prayatna chellA eka kalAkathI huM karI te strI vilApamAM eka "tAta" zabda bole rahyo chuM.' che. jyAre rUdana karatI veLA pitA zabda vapa- makAna mAlika bAI, yuropanA prasiddha
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________________ tArA taNakhA lekhakanI A dhUna para hasavuM na khALI zakI. DI kavInsInI lakhavAnI Teva paNa ghaNIvicitra hatI. e lakhI--lakhIne pathArI, Temala ne AkhA oraDA kAgaLanA DhagalAthI bharI mUktA. eTale sudhI ke, pachI emAM rahIzakAtu nahatuM. A pachI te navuM ghara bhADe letA, ne jInAnA upayeAga peAtAnAM lakhANAnA saMgraha karavA mATe karatA, maratI vakhate tenI pAse AvA cha AraDA bharelA hatA. jenu bhADuM' e bhare jatA. 2 Adata ! O 3 O eka vakhata kAi patranA taMtrIe, kharnArDa zAne duniyAnA khAra mahAna lekhakAnAM nAma ApavA kahyuM. javAbamAM zA mahAzaye peAtAnI lAkSaNikatAthI lakhI mAkalyu'; khI 1 jyeAja anau zA. 2 jI0 khoM zA. jI. bI. zA4 jyAja mI. zA. 5 jI0 esa 6 jyAja zA. 7 mA~Da zA. 8 jyA 9 arnADa 10 zA. 11 khI0 zA. 12 zA jyAja kharno jyA . . . kalikAlasarvajJa zrI hemaca drasUrijI siddharAjanI rAjasabhAmAM khabhApara kAmaLa ane hAthamAM dAMDA lai, anya sAdhuonI sAthe padhAryAM. te veLA cha danAnA vidvAna paMDitA, AvatA sUrijInA tapatejane nahi sahI zakatAM-elI uThayA; AgatA hemopAlaH daNDakambalamudvahan DhAMDA ane kabalane dhAraNa karanAra hema geAvALa A AvyeA ' naisargIka pratibhAthI pU. sUrideve javAma ApyA; SaDdarzanapazustulyAn cArayan jainavATa ke 405 'hA, cha darzanArupa pazuone jaina vADImAM carAvanAra hu AvyA.' kalikAla sarvaijJa AcAya mahArAjanA A javAbathI, siddharAjanI rAjasabhAnA e pitA zaramathI dharatI kheAtaravA lAgyA. 0 . mahA gujarAtanA maMtrIzvara vastupAla-tejapAlanI jAheAjalAlIne nahi sahana karanArA keTalAka cugalIkhArAe rAjA vIradhavalanA kAnamAM jhera reDavu'; ' mahArAjA, sattA ApanI, dhana-vaibhava ApanA ane samagra rAjyamAM khela-khAlA ma`trIzvaranI khelAya che, matrIzvara ane tenA gharamAM ApanAM nAmane kAI yAda karatuM nathI. ' rAjA vIradhavalanAM hRdayamAM e zalya khUMcI gayu. te ekvAra gupta veze vastupAlanA AvAsamAM jaI caDhayA. tejapAlanI zANI ane ghararakhkhuM suzIla devI anupamA, e veLA raseADAmAM jAte sAdhu munivaronI bhakti karatA hatA. eka munivaranAM pAtramAM khIra vahAratAM pAtranI mhAra khIranI dhAra relAtI hatI. te avasare anupamAdevIe petAnI kiMmatI sADInA cheDAthI e dhAra luchI nAMkhI. te veLA munirAje kahyuM; ' kiMmatI sADIthI A zu' kare che ?" ' javAbamAM anupamAdevIe kahyuM ' bhaga vAna ! deva-gurUnA prabhAve ane mahArAjA vIradhavalanI kRpAthI amane koi jAtanI nyUnatA nathI. ' . guptavezamAM rahelA mahArAjA vIradhavala, A sAMbhaLatAM Ana pAmyA. ne peAtAnA maMtrIzvaranA gharamAM svAmI pratyenI vaphAdArI keTa-keTalI bhArAbhAra bharI che. e jANI enuM haiyuM harSoMnA sAgaramAM nhAI rahyuM,
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________________ 00001 00000000 neua paQaama000_...bro95-9_n.ooo zrI jaina tattvajJAna vidyApITha--pUnA. [ sthApanA tA. 14-5-1948 ] 00000000 parama maMgalakArI zrI jinezvara bhagavaMtanA aNumeAla tattvajJAnanA vyApaka pracAra arthe sthapAelI amArI vidyApIThe tA. 27-6-48 prAraMbhika parIkSA aneka kendromAM lIdhI hatI. eka mahinAmAM pariNAma jAhera karI, uttINa thayelAone pramANapatra enAyata karavAmAM AvyA hatAM. tAjetaramAM paNa tA. 7-11-48 prAraMbhika ane praveza parIkSA 13 kendromAM levAI hatI. tenuM pariNAma tA. 10-12-48 nA muMbai samAcAramAM pragaTa thayuM hatuM. eu parIkSAmAM prathama AvanArane raukhacaka arpaNa karavAmAM AvyA hatA. 222 vidyArthIo ane vidyArthInIemAMthI 170 uttINu jAhera thaela che. AvatA julAI mahinAmAM prAraMbhika, praveza ane paricaya ema traNa parIkSAe levAmAM AvanAra che. hiMdustAnabharanI dhArmika pAThazALAeAmAMthI amArI mAnabharI parIkSA vaze evI AzA che. havethI varSImAM ekaja vakhata, eTale julAi mahinAnI Akhare e parIkSA saune anukULa hAvAthI rAkhavAnA ni ya thayA che. "gulAba" mAsikamAM vidyApITha aMgenI jAherAte ApavAmAM Avaze, te jovA bhalAmaNa che. apA amArI cha parIkSA 1 prAraMbhika, 2 praveza, 3 paricaya, 4 paMDita, 5 jaina vizArada, huM jainaratna, prArabhika parIkSAnA abhyAsakramaH--[maukhika 100 guNa, te lekhita 100 guNa ]. praveza parIkSAnA zikSaNukramaH[ e lekhita praznapatrA 100+100 guNa ]. uparanA meu abhyAsakrama agAu pragaTa karela che, ma`gAvavAthI mekalAvAze. pazcima parIkSAne zikSaNakrama [ traNa lekhita praznapatrA pratyekanA guNa 100 ]. praznapatra 1. (i) navakArathI pAMca pratikramaNa soMpUrNa artha sahita. sUtreA paNa lakhatAM zuddha AvaDavAM joie. (ii). pU. zrI AnaghanajI mahArAja kRta e stavane. 1. abhinaMdana jina risa tarasIe. 2. dhAra taravAranI sAhilI deAhilI. tathA zrI jJAnavimaLasUri mahArAja kRta stavana. Ape Ape|ne lAla mAMdhAmUlA metI. A traNa stavanene vicAraNApUrvaka abhyAsa karavA. '' praznapatra ra. (i) 'vizva vibhUtie' e copaDInA prAcIna-aitihAsika daSTithI abhyAsa karavA. (ii) ' prArthanA ' e pustakano paddhatisaranA abhyAsa karavA. praznapatra 3. (i) pU. mu. zrI jitendravijayajI mahArAja kRta zrI navapada mahApUjA " mAMthI nave ya padanA svarUpane saiddhAntika daSTithI mananapUrvaka abhyAsa karavA. (ii) paMDita pravara pU. zrI vIra vijayajI mahArAja kRta snAtrapUjAne praNAlikA daSTithI samajaNapUrNAMka abhyAsa karavA. paricaya parIkSA ApavAnI phI eka rUpIe che. upara jaNAvelI 4, 5, 6, e traNa parIkSA uttI thanArane vidyApI taraphathI mAnada padavI enAyata karavAmAM Avaze. vadhAre vigata mATe cAra AnAnI TikiTa mAkalI pUchAve. vyavasthApakaH-- 1204/8 dheAle rADa, pUnA 5. ...................................................................................................................................................................................................... -naDa
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________________ ApaNuM jena sAhitya zrI jayabhikhkhuM kRta | MA, - rAjA zrIpAla 0-8-0 aMgrejI anuvAda, naksa, keza sAthenAM maharSi tArAja 4-4-0 sAta saMpAdano nice pramANe TIkA sAthe kAmavijetA thulIbhadra 4-8-0 antagaDadasAe ne aNuttaravavAdasAe maga magadharAja 4-8-0 RSabhadeva 4-8-0 : [ema. sI. modI ema. e.] 3- 0 bhAgyanirmANa 3-4-0 -samarAIzcakahA be bhAga pAkuM pUMThuM , 5- 0 samarAIzcakahA bhava 6 ThTho , 2- 8 darzana ane philosophIne mahAna paMcasUravI. ema. zAha ema.e. 1- 4 - zAstrIya graMtha :baMdaracariyama , 1- 4 "Ahata dazanaldIpikA nirayAvaliyAe saTIka[vI. je. coksI, ema. e. ne pANI pI. eca. DI. vivecaka: pro. hIrAlAla rasikalAla kApaDiyA pAkuM pUMThuM 3-12 mULa lekhaka nyAyavizArada, nyAyatIrtha upA. vivAgasuyaM saTIka (ema. sI. medIne zrI maMgaLavijayajInAM sUtro para, aneka graMtha, vI. je. cekasI) 3-0 zAstro ane vAtikanuM dahana karIne sundara sirisirivAla kaha1-2(vI.je.cokasI 4-0 gujarAtI bhASAmAM raju thatA vizvattApUrNa graMthaanekArtha sAhitya saMgraha krAuna 8 pejI sAIjha: 1250 pRSTa, pAkuM (saM. caturavijayajI) 2-0 5huM kIMmata ATha rUpIyA. rAjaprakSIya saTIka (devanAgarI TAIpamAM bharatezvara AhubalivRtti 1 patrAkAre anuvAda sahita]. . (saM. paM. becaradAsa) 7- 2 - sundara bhASAMtara bhAga 1-2 paryuSaNa parvanAM vyAkhyAne muMbaI 1-2-1- 8 - subedha dharma prANa purUSanAM AdhyAtmika vikAsakrama (paM. sukhalAlajI) - 6 jIvane, kIMmata : rUA. pAMca soLa satI (dhIrajalAla va. zAha 1- 8 - sAMtu mahetA 1-2-3, jaina navalakathA) 7- 8 bhAga 1-2-3 prAkRta mArgopadezikA 4- 4 gurjarezvara siMhadevanI prANavAna navalakathA dharma ne dhamanAyaka kiMmataH sADAsAta rUA. jaina bALagraMthAvali pra. zreNI 3- deg garjara graMtha ratna kAryAlaya.. , , bI. zreNI ahanniti dizI ma. na.] 1- 4 gAMdhI roDa, amadAvAda. 0-12 1
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________________ eka mumukSunI muMjhavaNanuM nirAkaraNa: pU0 munirAjazrI bhadraMkaravijayajI mahArAja mumukSabhAInA hRdayamAM sahaja svAbhAvika rIte tattva ane zubha anuSThAnane lagatI keTalIka zaMkAo upasthita thaI hatI. te zaMkAone patradvArA pU. mahArAjazrIne lakhI jaNAvatAM, pU. mahArAjazrIe zAstra-siddhAMta zelI mujaba zaMkAonuM nirAkaraNa lakhI mokalyuM hatuM. e patrane sAra, tattvajijJAsu AtmAone upayogI hovAthI lekharUpe ame ahiM raju karIe chIe. saM ' lekhAMka 1 lo LatAMnI sAthe ja asadu niNAne pheravatAM vAsa 1 "atyAre have mAre zuM karavuM joIe karatA nathI. e sadguNane zAstromAM "prajJAe mAre mana meTI muMjhavaNa che." enI panIyapaNuM" kahyuM che. nIce hakIkta lakhI te jANI. A muMjhavaNane gurU vacane panavaNijaja te, AupAya taddana saheluM che, e muMjhavaNa je vicAra- rAdhaka he, have sarala svabhAva. athavA dhArAmAMthI utpanna thayelI che, te vicAradhArA anucita teha na Acare, vALe mULamAMthIja beTI che, e nizcaya thavAnI a- vaLe jima hema, e zabdamAM jJAnIoe tyaMta jarUrI che. ghaNuM vicArazIla manuSyane e saguNane vakhANyo che. tamArA lakhANemAM paNa kaI kaI vakhata' AvI sthiti AvI te jarUrI saddaguNanI chAyA tarI Ave che, jAya che. chadmastha avasthAmAM anekavAra AvI tethI pharIvAra paNa mane A patra lakhavAnuM dIla javA saMbhava che, AvavI sahaja che. tenI sAme thayuM che. bacAva karanAra koIpaNa samartha vastu hoya te 2. "bhAvapUjAmAM mana vizeSa Ate be che. eka ApaNe "vinItabhAva" ane bhAbhimukha thatuM lAge che. e ghaNuM ja bIjI ApaNI tattva samajavA mATenI "sAcI uttama cihna che. tamArA jevA cintana pradhAnane dhagaza. sAcI dhagaza hoya to ja keI eka teja rUce, chatAM teja cintananA baLe regIne pakSamAM aTakI na javAya ane vinItabhAva auSadhanI jema' dravya regIne arthAt AraMbha hoya te ja atIndriya viSayomAM bahaAtene parigraha,mehamamatva ane viSayAdikanI aMdara zaraNe rahevAya. keIpaNa viSayamAM aMtima rahelA-khUMcelA gRhasthavargane te roganuM nivAnirNaya para AvavA pahelAM tenI cAre bAjuthI raNa karavA mATe dravyapUjA paNa keTalI samartha pukhta vicAraNA cAlu rahevI joIe ane ane upayogI che, te samajavAnI yogya sA jyAM sudhI AsapurUSanuM samarthana na maLe magrI maLe samajAyA sivAya rahetuM nathI. tyAM sudhI "matinI alpatA ane zAstronI 125 gAthAnA stavananI 8, 9, 10 e traNa gahanatA "ne vicAra kadI paNa cheDI na de DhALamAM e viSaya khuba spaSTa karyo che. jene joIe ane e tethIja bane ke jeonI vAMcavAthI dravyapUjAnA pariNAma sahRdayajIvanAM tatvajijJAsA, bhavyatvanA paripAkathI janmelI sateja thayA sivAya rahetAM nathI. dravyapUjA hoya tathA janmajAta kulinatAne varelA hoya, karanArA bIjAonA jIvana azuddha ane matevA tatva mATe je kAMI maMthana kare, lina che, ema vicAravA karatAM jeonAM aMtara temAM bhUlabharelA nirNaya paNa anekavAra thAya, malina nathI ane jJAnIonI AjJAnuM ArA chatAM AgraharahitatA hovAthI prajJApaka - dhana karavAnA pariNAmamAMthI jeone dravyapUjA
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________________ eka mumukSanI muMjhavaNanuM nirAkaraNa: 409 nI karaNI karavI che, teone mATe e anuSThAna "rAnti : pAtra-jIvane saMpa"kUpa" nA daSTAMtathI saMsArane pAtaLo karanArUM dAo AvI maLe che. arthAt pAtravyaktione thAya che, e vAta siddha che. tethI gRhasthane guNarUpI saMpadAo lAvyA vinA ke IrachA apekSAe bhAvapUjA karatAM paNa dravyapUjA parama- karyA vinA paNa samudranI tarapha nadIo kheMcAI maMgaLa karanArI che ane dravyapUjApUrvakanI Ave che, tenI jema svayameva kheMcAI Ave bhAvapUjAja zAMti ApanArI che, e anu- che. tethI pAtratA keLavavAno vicAra ghaNe bhava thayA sivAya raheto nathI. dravya vinA sarvottama che ane e ja sauthI zreSTha ane eklI bhAvapUjA thaDo vakhata rUcikara lAge nirbhaya mArga che. e krame caDhelA AtmAonA tepaNa te rUci ciraMjIvI banatI nathI. tene patanane saMbhava rahetuM nathI athavA ghaNe e che ciraMjIvI banAvavAmAM dravyapUjApUrvaka bhAva rahe che. te saMbaMdhamAM mAtra eTaluM ja vicA. pUjAne jJAnIoe batAvela kama eja phaLa- ravAnuM rahe che ke, ekalI mArganusAritA upara dAyI bane che, e jJAnI purUSane eTale ja vadhAre paDatuM vajana ApavA jatAM e mArgopU. haribhadrasUri Adi sUripaMgane cokkasa musAripaNAnAja guNe jemake "lyudaMgharmazALAnuM abhiprAya che. 'avirodhena trivrgsaadhnm|' 'anbhivinisstthevuM sAMbhaLavA ane vAMcavAmAM svamA" "vRtta thazAnagrafa "rIAve che ke, zubha anuSThAnamAM vizeSa ravi " "vizeSaay" "zaraNA zabhabhAvanI vRddhi thAya che paNa e ItyAdi ghaNA guNe ghavAya che. chela guNa anubhavamAM AvatuM nathI. ItyAdi." evo mAM AvatA nathI. iti e ghaNuM mahatvano che, je saMsAra apekSAe mAtAanubhava nahi thavAnuM kAraNa tatvajJAnanI pitAdi gurUjana mATe lAgu paDe che, teTaleja nyUnatA athavA aspaSTatA sivAya bIjuM kAMI dhama apekSAe deva, gurU, saMgha ityAdi pratye :samajavuM nahi. e nyUnatA ke aspaSTatA zuM paNa lAgu paDe che ane e badhA guNonA che, te Aja patramAM AgaLa Avaze, te garbhamAM ApaNane sanmArga pratye daDhIkaraNapaNuM manana, vAMcavAthI khAtrI che ke dezamAM TakAvI rAkhavA mATe ghaNI sAmagrI goThavAyelI chAne, zubhabhAvanI vRddhi mATe anivArya che. che; tethI mArganusAritAnI vyAkhyA paNa evo vizvAsa jAgyA sivAya raheze nahi. kevaLa "nyAyasaMpanna vibhavAdi? jeTalI saMku 4 "mAganusArinA guNe e dhamarane cita ja na rahevI joIe. ane e rIte te pAyo che. e tamAro nizcaya vyAjabI guNanI sAdhanA apUrva yogyatAne pedA karanArI ' che. eja rIte dharmaratna prakaraNamAM batA- thAya, emAM jarA paNa zaMkA nathI. velA "akSudratyAdi" zrAvakanA 21 guNe paNa 5 " sAmAyika, pratikamaNa, tapa dharmaratnanI prApti mATenI yogyatAnA mukhya vageremAM hAla te mujabano bhAva Avavo , hetuo che tathA bIjA paNa pAtratA vikasA- saMbhavita lAgatuM nathI. uparathI daMbha, vanArA "audArya, dAkSiNya, gAMbhIrya, dherya, abhimAna, avidhi, AzAtanA vigere saujanya' Adi guNenA vikAsanI ghaNuM doSane prAdurbhAva svAbhAvika lAge che? jarUra che ane e rIte pAtratA keLavAyA bAda ItyAdi tathA "jyAM sudhI svAbhAvika
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________________ gADA pATIII ja10 piSa rUci ne pragaTe tyAM sudhI te kriyAo mahApurUSe pratye vinaya-bahumAnAdinI sUcaka gANa karavAnI bhAvanA thayA kare che." che. AtmAnA jJAnAdi guNenA vikAsane anuAne uttara gata patramAM lakhyo hato ke, lakSIne ja AvazyakAdi kriyAonI racanA vitarAga bhagavaMtoe samyagadarzana Adi guNa- thayelI che. temAM kaIpaNa jagyAe daMbha, sthAnakanI utpatti kevaLa nisargathI kahI nathI abhimAna ke svArthanuM poSaNuM che nahi. parapaNa nisaga ane adhigama ubhayathI kahI che. lokapradhAna sata kalyANanI aneka vakhata adhigama e nisarga rUpe siddhi mATe e maMgaLakArI kriyAo vihita pariName che. kriyAo e abhyAsa svarUpa che, karelI che, ane samagra saMghamAM evI otaane abhyAsanuM ja bIjuM nAma adhigama prota karI dIdhI che ke, jethI e kriyAonA che. kevaLa upadeza zravaNa, tattvacintana ke baLe samagra saMghanI eka vAkyatA eka sarakhI pustaka vAMcanathI "adhigama" thAya ane sa&i- jaLavAI rahe. che. tattvajJAna e kriyAono cAonuM sevana niSphaLa jAya, ema kahyuM nathI. pAyo che. samatva ene prANu che. samaulaTuM ema kahyuM che ke-te te guNasthAnane dhi, sadagati ane bedhi enuM lakSya ucita te te kriyAo aprApta guNane prApta che. guNavAna purUSanuM bahumAna, pApanI karAve che. prAptane sthira kare che ane vadhAre che. jugupsA, AtmAnuM avalokana, saMsAvaLI sAmAyika, pratikramaNa-dAna-zIla-tapa-pUjana rathI parAmukhatA ItyAdi sadguNAnuM Adi kriyAo upara ATalo arUci bhAva sAkSAt AcaraNa enI suvAsa che. e zA mATe ? ema jIvane kharA aMtarathI pUchIe kriyAonA baLeja saMgha jIvate dekhAya che, te javAba maLyA vinA rahe nahiM ke--kevaLa ane enA baLeja paMcama kALanA aMtaparyaMta pramAda sivAya bIjuM kaI kAraNa che ja nahi. enuM AyuSya TakAvI rAkhavAnuM che. jIvanamAM kAraNa ke, te badhI kriyA niravadya che. keIne paNa pratyakSa AcaraNa vinA karUM tattvajJAna kadI pIDAkAraka che, ema nathI, samayanI barabAdI dIrghajIvI banI zakatuM nathI. tapa, japa, dAnAkaranAra che, ema paNa nathI kAraNa ke te samaye dika pravRttione eka sarakho dhodha jaina saMghamAM tethI samayane vadhAre sAro upayoga karAve. cAlI rahyo che, tenI pAchaLa kriyAone ja evAM bIjA kAryo ApaNI sAme che nahi. moTo phALo che. sarva mahApurUSoe jIvanamAM dhanazcaya karavo paDe che ema paNa nathI ane svayaM apanAvIne ene Teko Apyo che. pitAje alpa dhanavyaya karavo paDe che, te paNa sthAne nAthI adhika kriyAnuM AcaraNa karanArane prazaMche. zaktine paNa durvyaya thato nathI, ulaTo syA che. enI aMdara thaI rahelI avidhizArIrika, vAcika ke mAnasika zaktino saMcaya AzAtanAne pioSI nathI. dUra karavA puratI thAya che. samatva bhAvanI vRddhi thAya che, eja takedArI rAkhI che, tema chatAM manuSya svabhAzaktine saMcaya che. kiyAnAM sUtro paNa jJAna- vanI nabaLAIne vaza thatI avidhinA anubaM. gaMbhIra che; mahApurUSe praNIta che, parama maMtra ghane vidhi pratyenI bhakti vaDe viracheda karI svarUpa che. aMtarAtmAne paramAtma bhAvanI zakAya che, ema kahIne AzvAsana ApyuM che. sAthe vAraMvAra mIlana karAvI ApanAra che, avidhithI karavA karatAM na karavuM ene utsava vividha prakAranI mudrAo, tIrthakara-gaNudharAdi bhASaNa kahyuM che. karavuM te vidhiyukta ja karavuM
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________________ mahAbaLakamArane mokSa - pU. munirAjazrI nityAnaMdavijayajI mahArAja A bharatakSetramAM hastinApura nAmanA ApI. tethI te kumAra sadguNothI manohara nagaramAM atula baLavALo baLa nAme rAjA evI AThe priyA sAthe IcchA pramANe pAMce hato. tene dedipyamAna kAMtIvALI prabhAvatI viSayanA bhegone bhegavavA lAgyo. nAmanI rANI hatI. eka vakhata rAtre sukhe ekadA te nagaranA udyAnamAM pAMca sutI hatI, te vakhate rANIe svapnamAM siMha ziSyonA parivAra sahita zrI vimaLanAtha joyo. tatkALa jAgRta thaI, harSa pAmIne teNIe tIrthakaranI paTTaparaMparAmAM thayelA zrI dharmaghoSa te svapna rAjAne kahI, tenuM phaLa pUchayuM. ' nAmanA AcArya mahArAjA padhAryA. temanuM rAjAe kahyuM. Agamana sAMbhaLI AnaMda pAmelo mahAbaLa A svapnathI tane ApaNuM muLarUpI kumAra AcArya mahArAja pAse gayo. temane samudrane ullAsa karavAmAM caMdra samAna putra thaze., vaMdanA karI, kamaLane dhovAmAM jaLasamAna - te sAMbhaLI harSa pAmelI rANIe garbha dharmadezanA sAMbhaLI, maMdabhAgyavALA prANIdhAraNa karyo. anukrame samaya pUrNa thaye rANIe ene durlabha evA vairAgyane pAmyA. tyArazubha lakSaNothI yukta evA manahara putrane mA bAda gurUne namaskAra karI vijJapti karI ke, janma Acyo, tyAre baLarAjAe harSapUrvaka "he pUjya, regI mANasane jIvADe tevA e' mahotsava karI, tenuM mahAbaLa nAma oSadhanI jema mane A dharma rUpe che, tethI huM sthApana karyuM. mArA mAtApitAnI rajA laI, dIkSA levA mATe pAMca dhAtrIothI lAlanapAlana karAto te ahIM AvuM, tyAM sudhI Apa ahIM rahevA kapA kumAra kaLAnA samuhane prApta karI, manahara 2 karaze te sAMbhaLI AcArya mahArAje kahyuM ke, yuvAvasthAne pAmyA. tyAre rAjAe tene jANe he rAjakumAra! tamAre vicAra yogya che. AThe dizAonI lakSamI hoya tevI ATha rUpavAna mATe A bAbatamAM vilaMba kare nahi." rAjakanyAo mahesUvapUrvaka paraNAvI. pachI pachI kumAre ghera jaI mAtapitAne praNAma rAjAe kumArane tathA vahuone ghaNI samRddhi karI kahyuM ke, "dhamazeSa gurUnI dharmadezanA sAMbhaLI AnaMda pAmyo chuM. tethI Apa pUnI anyathA na karavuM, e mavRttine abhimAna anujJAthI huM temanI pAse dIkSA levA IcchuM chuM.' janita gaNAvI che. keIpaNa kriyA abhyAsathI vahANa maLyA pachI kayo mANasa samudramAM ja zuddha thaI zake che, tethI abhyAsa dazAnI Dubate rahe?" A pramANe kumAranuM vacana avidhine AgaLa karIne, abhyAsane choDI devAnuM sAMbhaLI, prabhAvatI rANI pRthvI upara mUchI kahevuM, e pramAdane piSanArUM tathA mULa vastunuM khAIne paDI gaI mUlyAMkana ochuM karanArUM che, ema bhArapUrvaka pachI zItapacArathI sAvadhAna thatAM, rUdana batAvyuM che. azubha kriyAthI azubha bhAva karatI belI ke, anubhava the jeTale sahaja che teTale zubha- "he putra! ame tArA viyogane sahana kiyAthI zubhabhAvane anubhava thavo sahaja nathI, karavA zaktimAna nathI, tethI jyAM sudhI ame eja ema batAve che ke, enA adhika abhyAsanI jIvIe tyAMsudhI tuM gRhasthAzramamAM ja rahe, eTale vAraMvAra sevananI jarUra che. -cAlu pachI sukhethI dIkSA grahaNa karaje."
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________________ 12 kumAre kahyuM ke, A jagatamAM sarva saMge mAtA bolI, "he putra! A vaMzaparaMparAthI svapnanI jema kSaNika ane asat che, tathA maLelA dravyane bhagavaTa kara, A paNa puNya manuSyanuM AyuSya vAyuthI hAlatA darbhanA agra rUpI vRkSanuM ja phaLa che." bhAga upara rahelA jaLanA biMdu jevuM caMcaLa kumAre kahyuM, "he mAtA ! je dhana kSaNache; tethI huM nathI jANatuM ke, paheluM keNa vAramAM gotrIo, cAra ane agni vigerene marI jaze? mATe mane Aje ja pravrajyA AdhIna thAya che, te dhanathI mane lAbha kema levAnI AjJA Apa.". , pamADo che? vaLI anaMta sukhane ApanAra mAtAe kahyuM, "he vatsa! A tAruM yauvana- dharma, parabhavamAM paNa sAthe ja Ave che ane vayavALuM zarIra ati manohara ane sukomaLa dhana te tenAthI viparIta che, tethI dharma ane che, mATe hamaNAM bhaMga bhagavo ane pachI dhananI tulyatA zI rIte thaI zake?" vRddhAvasthAmAM cAritra grahaNa karaje." mAtAe kahyuM, "he putra! cAritre to kumAre kahyuM, "he mAtA! A zarIra rogothI agninI vALAnuM pAna karavA jevuM duSkara che, vyApta che, azucithI bhareluM che, malathI malIna te tuM sukumAra aMgavALe zIrIte pALI che ane kArAgRhanI jevuM asAra che. AvA zakIza?" zarIrathI manuSyane zuM sukha che? vaLI zarIramAM tyAre kumAra belyo, "he mAtAjI evuM zakita hoya tyAreja cAritra levuM yogya che. zuM bele che? kAyara purUSone ja vrata duSkara vRddhAvasthAmAM zarIra azakta thavAthI cAritra hoya che. je vIra purUSa hoya te te prANane barAbara pALI zakAtuM nathI athavA te vakhate nAza thAya te paNa potAnI pratijJAnuM pAlana mana hoya to paNa vrata pALavuM duSkara che, mATe kare che. mokSanA arthane te vrata kaI paNa rIte yuvAvasthAmAM ja lIdhelI dIkSA saphaLa thAya che." duSkara nathI. to he pUjya mAtuzrI ! mArA paranA prabhAvatI rANI bolI ke, "samagra guNonA mahane tyAga karI mane cAritra levAnI anujJA sthAnarUpa evI A ATha strIonI sAthe hamaNAM Apa. bIjA paNa koI dharmanuM AcaraNa karato tuM bhega bherava, hamaNa vrata levAthI zuM?' hoya tene protsAhana ApavuM joIe to pitA mahAbaLa kumAre kahyuM ke, "kaSTathI sAdhI nA putrane utsAha Apo temAM zuM kahevuM ? zakAya evA, ajJAnI janee sevelA, duHkhanA A pramANe utkaTa vairAgyane pAmelA te anubaMdhavALA eTale bhogavatAM duHkha ane kumArane tenA mAtA-pitA mohamAM pADI zakyA pachI paNa duHkhane ja apAvanArA ane viSa- nahIM eTale nirUpAya thaI kumArane vrata levAnI phaLanI upamAvALA bhogothI zuM phaLa che? vaLI rajA ApI. mokSane apAvanAra evA A manuSyabhavane tyAra bAda te mahAbaLakumArane, tIrthanA kayo DAhyo mANasa bhegane mATe hArI jAya? jaLa vaDe abhiSeka karyA, caMdrikAnA jevA eka koDIne mATe ratnane keNa gumAve? suMdara caMdananA dravya vaDe tenA zarIrane vilepana karyuM, erAvata hAthIne vecI rAsane keNu kharIde? azvanA mukhanA phINa jevA ujavala be devaduSya mATe he mAtAjI! mane dIkSA levA mATe vastro kumArane paherAvyAM, pagathI mastaka paryata rajA Apo.' maNimaya AbhUSaNo vaDe tene zaNagAravAmAM
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________________ mahAbaLakumAranA meAkSa: 413 AvyA. vikasvara kamaLanI jevuM zveta chatra tenA mastaka upara dhAraNa karavAmAM AvyuM. ane khAjI uchaLatA jaLataraMgAnI jevA capaLa cA pachI gurU mahArAjAne namaskAra karI rANI sahita rAjA pAtAnA AvAsa bhaNI gayA. mahAbaLakumAre jAte peAtAnA kezane mA vIMjhAvA lAgyAM. e rIte hajAra manu-paMcamuSTi leca karyAM ane zrI dharmAMdhASa gurUne bhakti vaDe namaskAra karIne vijJapti karI ke, dhyeAthI vahana karAtI zikhikAmAM kumAra beThA. tenI pAchaLa maLarAjA sarva sainya sahita cAlavA lAgyA. te vakhate zerI, bhugaLa vigere vAMjItrAnA nAda vaDe meghagarjanAnI bhrAMtithI mayUrA paNa nRtya karavA lAgyA. vaLI je navA cauvanavALA chatAM maneAhara rAjyalakSmInA tyAga karI dIkSA grahaNa kare che, te A rAjakumAranA janma kRtAtha che. ' ityAdika aneka prakAre leAkeA mahAmaLa kumAranI prazaMsA karavA lAgyA. ciMtAmaNInI jema arthAmAne vAMchita dAna ApatA mahAmaLa kumAra nagarInI bahAra nIkaLI zrI dhamaghASa AcArya mahArAja pAse udyAnamAM AvyA. tyArabAda kumAra zimikAmAMthI nIce u -taryA. rAjA tathA rANIe kumArane AgaLa karI, gurU pAse jai hAtha joDI mastaka namAvI khAlyA ke, * A amArA priya ane vahAlA putra saMsArathI virakta thayA che, tethI ApanI pAse dIkSA grahaNa karavA AvyA che, tethI ame paNu Apane ziSya rUpI bhikSA ApIe chIe. ' te sAMbhaLI gurUe kahyuM, ' bahu sArUM.' eTale kumAre izAna khUNAmAM jaI sava alaMkArAne, jANe vikAra hAya ema dUra karyAM, te alaMkArAne grahaNa karatI prabhAvatI rANI muktAphaLa jevA azrunA biMdune jharatI khelI ke, he vatsa ! tuM kadApI dharmakAryamAM pramAda karIza nahiM, ane uttama matranI jema gurUmahArAjanI niraMtara ArAdhanA karaje. ' 'he pUjya, saMsAra sAgaramAM DUbatA mane dIkSA rUpI nAva Ape. ' tyAre sUri mahArAje mahAkhaLakumArane vidhipUrvaka dIkSA ApI. mahA buddhimAna te mahAbaLa munie vratanu tIvra pAlana karatAM cauda pUrvanA saMpUrNa abhyAsa karyAM. khAra va sudhI ati ugra tapakarI. chevaTe eka mAsanuM anazana karI, kALa karI, pAMcamA devaleAkamAM deza sAgarApamanA AyuSyavALA TrIbya kAMtivALA deva thayA. tyAM daza sAgaropamanuM AyuSya pUrNa karI cavIne vANIjagrAmanAmanA gAmamAM sudarzana nAme zreSThI thayA. tyAM paNa zuddha samativarDa pavitra AtmAvALA te sudarzana zreSThI cirakALa sudhI zrAvakadharmanuM pAlana karavA lAgyA; eka vakhate te gAmamAM zrI mahAvIrasvAmI samavasaryAM. te sAMbhaLI, zreSThI atyaMta AnaMda pAmyA. tyAramAda zrI jinezvara bhagavata mahAvIrasvAmI pAse jai mana, vacana ane kAyAe karI vaMdanA karI, prabhu pAse dhama dezanA mAMbhaLI pratikhAdha pAmyA. virakta thayelA suina zreSThIe arthIjanAne manavAMti dAna ApI prabhu pAse dIkSA grahaNu karI. pUrvanA abhyAsane laI zreSThI suni cauDhapUrvanA sa pUrNa pAragAmI thayA. atyugra tapazcaryA karI, prAMte sava kamanA kSaya karI anupama, akSaya evA meAkSa sukhane pAmyA. A rIte he bhavya prANIo ! tame paNa sa kA kSaya karI meAkSasukhanA bhAktA aneA.
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________________ haLavI kalama talATInuM bhAtuM. zrI zatru`jaya mahAtIrthanI yAtrAe AvanAra puNyAtmAone varSothI bhAtu' ApavAmAM Avatu' hatuM. paNa kahevAya che ke, saurASTra sarakAranA vaTahukamathI mAgasara vida 11 nA divasathI zeTha ANuMdajI kalyANajInI peDhIe adharyu che, jaina janatAnI jIbhe melAi rahyuM che ke, bIjA vizvayuddhanI sakhta meAMghavArImAM ane pAlItANA nAmadAra ThAkara sAhebanA rAjya amalamAM je pagaluM nathI bharAyuM te saurASTra sarakAre yuvAnagI ApavA maherabAnI kare. girirAjanA raste. che tethI sarakAra pratye asaMtaSa vadhyA che. bhAtu apAtuM hatuM tyAre zrI zatru jayanI tuLeTInA dekhAva je tasvIra levA jevA rahetA te Aje ujajaDa dekhAya che. bhAvuka yAtrALuo yAtrA karI nIce AvI bhAtuM vAparI dhama zALAmAM sukhethI ArAma letA. talATInA bhAtAthI khIjA garIma vana nirvAha paNa sukhethI thatA hatA. jaina sivAya Itara kAma paNa kheAlI rahI che ke, A ghaNuM khATuM thayuM che, paNa have tene sudhAre kANu? A mATe zeTha ANuMdajI kalyANajInI peDhI kAma karI rahI haze. paNa tambadhi ahevAla kAMI prApta thayA nathI. sarakArane A pagaluM bharavA pAchaLa zuM Azaya haze te te ApaNe koI pI zakIe nahi paNa anumAna thAya che ke, Aje saurASTramAM duSkALa jevI paristhiti pravartI rahI che ane anAja vagerenA bhAvA sakhta che, tene aTakAvavA khAtara A pagaluM bharAyu' hAya te paNa nA na kahI zakAya athavA te| 50 uparAMta mANaseAne jamADavA upara je pratibaMdha che te ADe AvatA hAya te paNa nA nahi, game te kAraNa talATImAM je bhAtuM apAya che te kAMI jamaNa-vAra tarIke apAtu nathI, ane e bhAtAthI ulTI duSkALanI paristhitimAM keTalAka garIma lAkAne rAhata che. eTaluM ja nahi paNa jyAre 25 mAsa uparAMta nahi jamADavAnA kAyadA hatA tyAre paNa A bhAtuM cAluja rahyuM hatuM te amArI nAmadAra saurASTra sarakArane namra araja che ke, AthI jainonI dhArmika lAgaNI dubhANI che, te sattvara bhAtuM ApavAnI para hA paNa zrI zatruMjaya girirAja upara javAnA rastA ghaNA vakhatathI sAk thai rahyo che, ghaNI jagyAe pagathIyAM paNa thai gayAM che. sapATa jamIna uparathI pattharA upaDAvI lai rastA sApha karAvyA che. yAtrALuone caDavAmAM takalIpha ochI rahe e jAtanI mahenata levAI rahI che. hajI rastAnuM kAma AAkI che, paNa pANInA abhAve kAma aTakyu hAya ema lAge che. uparanA ekAda ku'Da sivAya badhA kuMDA pANI vinAnA paDyA che, eTale pANInI taMgI vadhAre che chatAM dareka visAmAe yAtrAnuAne pANI pIvA maLI rahe enA mATe zeTha ANaMdajI kalyANajInI peDhIe ghaTatI vyavasthA karI che. dhama zALAonA prazna. lAMkhA samayathI pAlItANAnI dhama zALAAnA prazna cakaDALe caDyo che. chApAMmAM paNa te samadhi ghaNA uhApAha thatA rahyo che. paNa yAtrALuonI hAlAkI jarA paNa ochI thaI nathI, balke vadhI che. ghaNI vakhata dhama
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________________ haLavI kalame jApa zALAnI AraDIe khAlI hAvA chatAM dharmAM-dArInI jarUra che. takedArInAM pagalAM nahi bharavAthI zALAnA munImeA AraDIo ApavA AnAkAnI kare che. kArtika zuddhi 15 jevA divaseAmAM ghaNA yAtrALu eka dhamazALethI khIjI dhamazALe AthaDe che paNa badhI jagyAethI 'jA' kArA maLe tyAre nirAza thaI kAMtA raDI paDe che ane kAMtA kAI sArA mANasanI salAha levA doDI jAya che. e vakhate yAtrAjInuM hRdaya duHkhathI keTaluM leAvAtuM haze etA kharekhara enA AtmAja jANI zake. sagavaDatAne badale agavaDatA UbhI kare che. dharmazALA na heAya ane hADamArI bhAgavavI paDatI hAya tA yAtrALuone ATaluM vasamu' na lAge. paNa 35 thI 40 dharmazALAo hAvA chatAM jagyA mATe Amatema AthaDavu paDe e kharekhara jaino mATe eka duHkhada ghaTanA che. siMdhI nirvAsitAe dhama zALAne ghaNA bhAga rAgyeA che ane ethI paNa yAtrALuonI hADamArImAM vadhArA thayA che. jyAre nirvAsitAne dhama zALAomAM sthAna ApavAnI vAta thaI tyAre kAtika punama pahelAM khAlI karAvI ApavAnu zeTha kasturabhAie dhamazALAnA munimAne jaNAvyuM hatu. enA aThThale nirvAsitA mATe AsA mahinA pachI dhama zALAnI vadhu AraDIonA kabajo levAmAM AvyA che. rUA. lAkhA kharcI zrI zatruMjayanI puNyabhUmi upara AlIzAna dhamazALAo ubhI karavA pAchaLa eja zubha uddeza rahelA che ke, yAtrAe AvanAra yAtrALubhAI-baheneAne utaravAnI sagavaDatA rahe ane e divasa vadhAre rahI sukharUpe yAtrA karI zake; tyAre Aje dhama zALAonI paristhitinuM evuM kAkaDu gucavAyuM che ke, AvanAra yAtrALuone muzkeche. lInA pAra nathI. yAtrALuonI sevA uThAvavA mATe ane puNyane hAMsala karavA mATe zrImaMta mahAzayAe dhama zALAe badhAvI che. e sArUM kAma paNa samaya jatAM kevu' parivatana pAme che, e AnA uparathI dekhAi Ave che. dharmazALA baMdhAvyA pachI paNa tenI pAchaLa vyavasthA ane upayAga kevA thAya che tenI take Aje e gaMjAvara navI dhama zALA mAravADI ane paMjAbIbhAI taraphathI taiyAra thaI rahI che. Ama eka bAjI dharmazALAo vadhatI jAya che ane bIjI bAju yAtrALuonI hAlAkI paNu vadhatI jAya che. nirvAsitAne jainonIja dhama zALAmAM zA mATe ? bIjA dharmAdA makAne kyAM nathI ? temAM paNa bhAge paDatA utAravAmAM Ave te dharmazALAnI ghaNI rUmA khAlI thai zake tema che. nirvAsitabhAIone sahakAra ApavAnI zuM darekanI pharaja nathI ? jainonA AcArathI taddana viruddha AcAra nirvAsitAnA heAvAthI jainonI dhArmika lAgaNI dubhAya che. A kahevuM khATu nathI. dhama zALAonI rUmA khAlI karAvavA mATe zeTha ANaMdajI kalyANajInI peDhIe sthiratAvAsa karIne rahelA sAdhu-sAdhvIjI mahArAjAne vihAra karI javAnI sUcanA karI che, ane AraDIo khAlI karAve che paNa nirvAsitAthI je AraDIAnA mATo bhAga rAkAelA che tenA mATe hajI sakriya pagaluM bharAyuM hoya ema amArI jANamAM nathI. bhAtuM ApavAnI zarUAta thAya che. 1-1-49 haLavI klamanuM lakhANa presamAMthI peja thaIne AvyA pachI pASa zudi 6.nA rAja yAtrALuone bhAtuM ApavAnI zarUAta thAya che. paravAnagI maLI gaI lAge che.
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________________ tamArA Arogyane mATe ATaluM dhyAnamAM rAkhe! -zrI kAMti * 1 raMga mizrita khAze, pa, keka, khAdya padArthonA vecANamAM vepArI phariyAe biskiTsaparane "AIsIMgsa" dezI-paradezI je svachaMdI rIta akhatyAra kare che, te vadhumAM banAvaTanI mIThAIo ane "enilina raMge vadhu nukasAnakAraka hoya che.' vALI dareka vastu nukazAna kare che. - 7 AIsakrIma phAlUdA,dUdha kolDaDiska ane, : 2 bhejavALA ane pANIne AdhAre banatA bIjA pINAo jemAM dudhane upayoga karavAmAM tamAma khAdya padArtho bhayajanaka che, kAraNa ke, Ave che--je vAsI kharAba dUdhano upayoga jyAM jyAM pANI tyAM tyAM sAmAnya jaMtuo, karavAmAM AvyuM hoya te nukasAnakAraka che. rega phelAvatAM jaMtuone bhaya tathA bhega-caTa- malAI, chAza zikhaMDa, bAsUdI, ane dUdhachIe, "kezI bIsa, rasavALAM zAka, dUdhanI pAka e ughADAM rahelAM hoya te temAM banAvaTe ane kacuMbare nukazAna kare che. jaMtuo pravezI cUkyA hoya che, AMtaraDAnAM : "3 ughADAM paDI rahelAM tamAma prakAranAM darada ane ajirNa dvArA thatA bhayaMkara rogo khAdya-jemAM kApelAMphaLe, ughADA rahetA phaLanA bagaDI gayela dUdha ane tenI banAvaTemAMthI rasa [Fruit Juice] ane dUdhanI vAnagIo, utpanna thAya che. garamImAM lAMbe vakhata A padAthe dhADA amArAM pracAra kendro. - rahyA hoya te paNa teTalAja nukazAnakAsTa: che. 1. pravINacaMdra bhegIlAla zAha * . - 4 dezI mIThAI ane vilAyatI Dhabe dezamAM - The. bajAra pUMTha, mu. murabADa [ jI. thANA ) banatI TephIlejenjisa, lebapepsaItyAdi ke 2. zA bhIkhAbhAI chaganalAla je cIkaNuM sapheda pAradarzaka kAgaLa [Butter 88/sI. jitekara cAla; ThAkaradvAra reDa, paper] ke evA keImAM vIMTALelI maLe che, ja - trIje mALe muMbaI. naM. 2 A badhI atyaMta anAgya bharyA vAtA 3. verA velajI lAlajI varaNamAM taiyAra karavAmAM Ave che ane sAmA- . The. zAMtinIketana divijaya pleTa nyataH kAgaLamAM peka karavAmAM Ave te pahelAM " jAmanagara [ saurASTra) jatuzIla bI gaI hoya che, . 4. sevaMtilAla chaMganalAla zAha 5 bjelA dANuM ane kaTheLa vismaya thAya ma. zamazerapura vAyA siksara ji. nAsika. eTalI hade jaMtu vimukta hoya che paraMtu 'pa. zA amRtalAla mohanalAla saMghavI pheriyAo dvArA mIThuM, maracuM, DuMgaLI ane che. hakIbhAI zeThanI vADInA daravAje bIjA padArthonuM mizraNa thaye khAsa karI pravAhI | mu. amadAvAda, AMbalInuM pANI, caTaNuo, ItyAdinI meLa- da. jene pragati saMgha-mu. IDara. vaNathI atyaMta nukazAnakAraka padArtho banI - e. pI. relve. [mahikAMThA ]jAya che. * - - - - - - - 7. rasikalAla cha. zAha. 6 keIpaNa khAdya padArtha athavA khAdya 88, atyaMkara bilDIMga sleTara roDa, padArthonuM mizraNa jemAM pheriyAnI AMgaLIone [mizraNa sArU] chUTathI upayoga thato hoya te 8. gulAba kAryAlaya deSa yukta che. AthI te te padArtho bhraSTa bane che. gArIAdhAra-vAyA dAmanagara 1. muMbaI. naM. 7
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________________ . eka lekhakanuM mRtyu-patra lAkaDAM to nAmanAM leje bhalA samazAnamAM, huM ja chuM jIdagIbhara peTanA purANamAM, hADa kerA mALakhAmAM zuM haze bAkI bhalA ? mArA maraNa vakhate badhAM pepara ahIM patharAvajo, jIvavA jevuM nathI jIvana have lAge balA, mArI nanAmI pinsIle ne penathI baMdhAvaje, sukhe suko reTa keTalAne kyAM po? 'svAna jevI zuddha zAhIne badhe ITAvaje, kalpanA-kAvyo vIMkhAyAM, rAMka lekhaka nA bo. DAghuo sahu pherIyA ne 'vaMtarIo" Avaje, keka ukaraDA pare jaI khAMbhI mArI che, eTalA akSara kRpAthI enI upara caDhajo, kaI kamabhAgI jage lekhaka samuM prANI nathI ! rAta di' joyA-vinA je maracuM khAIne mA, preraNA denAra, pite pAmato pANI nathI ! ke sabhara kolama bharyA" tAM, toye lekhaka nA ba, che daridrI, enI pIDA keIe jANI nathI, cho badalatA bela paNa badalAtI A ghANI nathI ! vizva sahu kAjaLa bharyuM e eka "kALAthI bacce." bhUta nA thAuM marIne evuM cAho Apa je, nekIne paMthe hatA hA ! taye lekhaka nA bace. utarelA 'TAIpa " keruM dAna puThe Apaje, reTarInA rAjIyA mArI pUThe gavaDAvaje, bleka, kALI beDa rethI mRtyu nedha chapAvaje, ekadA enI kabara para Apa AvI pahoMcaje, kalamanA kedakhAne je rahyo nitye racyo, tyAM lakhAyeluM haze, e vyagratAthI vAMcaje, lakSadhA lekho lakhyA'tA teye lekhaka nA bacyo. "huM gayo piDhI ahIM chuM, Apa peThe poDhajo, che kaphana pAmo nahI, basa eka kAgaLa oDha, mAnavI mUva hato je jIdagIbhara nA karo, huM marI jAuM magara mUkI hajAranI muDI, kAvyano Dhagalo roTato toye lekhakanA bo" phaMda, zAMti dharIne eka mArI oraDI, vecaje, pastiye thAze sATha daniyAM sAMdhavA, prijAbaMdhu ]. -nArada koka kaMI laI jAze, paDIkAM bAMdhavA, choDa chuM huM tyAM kharyo, ke jyAM khIlyo ne 'kalyANanA grAhakeneja - jyAM lacce, seMkaDo 'TerI" lakhI'tI, toye lekhakanA bacce! zrI labdhisUrIzvarajI jaina graMthamALA tura phathI 'gulAba mAsika zarU thayuM che. tene sarva bhUtonI nizAe, jAgate huM saMyamI' cAlu aMka 'kalyANa" nA sabhyo ane grAhakone daDha AnAnA sTempa nIcenA saranAme bIDahIMcI rahAnAM keDIyAM ne bIDInAM ThuM DA cumI, vAthI bheTa maLI zakaze. " gulAba" mAsika caMpalenI cAra jeDI, varSa mAM ghasato bhamI, bALakone mATe atIva upagI che. yaMtravat ApI rahyo' te kAma, e AdamI, huM daTAye e Dhage, je hAthathI mArA pro, zAha praviNacaMdra bhegIlAla navaso navalikA lakhI'tI to ye lekhaka nA bacce, jI. ThANA : : murabADa { jI. AI. pI relve ].
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________________ ja = Reg N, B, 4925 pAThazALA, lAIbrerI ane prabhAvanA upagI suMdara prakAzano pAThazALA upayogI | lAIbrerI upagI be pratikramaNa mULa 100 nA 35-0-0 sthalibhadra | unA 4-8-0 be pratikramaNa sAtha .175-0-0 vikramAditya hemu pa-0-0 paMca pratikramaNa mULa che. 109-8-0 bhAgya nirmANa ka, 3-4-0 paMca pratikramaNa mULa pikeTa , 150-0-0 pAmade paMca pratikramaNa sAthe 350-0 0 devakumAra * 3-0-9 paMca pratikramaNa vidhi sahIta , 200-0 0 vIradharmanI vAto ka 2-8-0 jIvavicAra sAthe 75-0-0 soLa satI 1-8-0 navatattva sAtha 250-0-e mahAdevIe 3-8-0 karmagraMtha bhAga 2 je 350-6-6. sukRta sAgara ka: 1-4-6 tattvArtha uSA 50-- premabhakta jayadeva ka. 4-7-0 nitya svAdhyAya stotra 250-0=0 abhayakumAra che 3 6- prakaraNa mALA 350-0-0 jagaDuzAhu 3-9-0 devavaMdana mALA 200--9 caMdanabALA * 3-0-0 vividha pUjA saMgraha DagamagatuM siMhAsana | bhAga 1 thI 9 : 400-0-0 IlAcI kumAra 1 2-8-e snAtra pUna 20-9-2 puruSArtha 1 4-3- 7 ratnAkara pacIsI 1 12-9-9 bhagavAna RSabhadeva sudhArasa stavanAvali | -6-7 nakezvarI vA nakezarA * 4-8-0 nUtana stavanAvali 30-9-9 metAraja jinendra stavanAdi 300-0-suMdarIone zaNagAra 4-0-0 sajajhAya mAlA 200-0-namaskAra mahAmaMtra pahelI buka saMskRta ka: 153-9-9 mahiyAraNa 3--bIjI buka : 352-9-6 jayAnaMda kevaLI caritra 4-9-0 saMskRta caityavaMdana cAvIsI 50-6-7 kaMsavadhu 3-ra-0 saMvAda saMprahe 15 -0-0 zAMtinAtha caritra prAcIna stavanAvali pikeTa 125-6-9 saMghapati caritra 6-8-2 nava maraNa 60-6-0 bAla graMthAvali pra. zreNI 3-0-0 mATI saMgraheNI sAthe 250-0-0 bAla graMthAvali bI. zreNI * 3--0 savAso gAthAnuM stavana sAthe . 60-9-9 surIzvara ane samrATa 34-0-0 vizvaracanA prabaMdha 1 150-9-9 maMtrI zakaTALa daMDaka-saMgrahaNI sAthe che. 175-0-0 vIzasthAnaka kathA * 1--0 AmAnaMda stavanAvali ke 25-0-0 zaMkhezvara pArzvanAtha da 1-6-0 rUA, pacAsa uparAMta mAla maMgAvanArane savA cha TakA kamIzana maLaze lISTa maMgAvo ! somacaMda DI. zAha jIvananivAsa sAme pAlItANA [saurASTra) : mudraka : amaracaMda bahecaradAsa mahetA. zrI bahAdurasiMDa' prI. presa-pAlItANA. 2-8-0 che ? . h-y 95 48-0