Book Title: Jinsutra Lecture 60 Trigupti aur Mukti
Author(s): Osho Rajnish
Publisher: Osho Rajnish
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/340160/1

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Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ unatIsavAM pravacana trigupti aura mukti 2010_03 Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jahA mahAtalAyassa sanniruddhe jlaagme| ussicaNAe tavaNAe, kameNa sosaNA bhve|| evaM tu saMjayassAvi paavkmmniraasve| bhavakoDIsaMciyaM kammaM, tavasA nijjrijji||152|| Namal ORANE RER tavasA ceva Na mokkho saMvarahINassa hoI jinnvynne| Na hu sotte pavisaMte, kisiNaM parisussadi tlaayN||153|| ja annANI kammaM khavei bahuAhiM baaskoddiihiN| taM nANI tihiM gutto, khavei uusaasmittennN|| seNAvaimmi Nihae, jahA seNA pnnssii| evaM kammANi NassaMti, mohaNijje khayaM ge||154|| ANNE savve sarA niyaTuMti, takkA jattha na vijji| maI tattha na gAhiyA, oe appaiTThANassa kheynne||155|| . Lim 2 . 5 . 5 . GANN 3 2010_03 www.jainelibrary org Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ OT ma ke do rUpa saMbhava haiM: eka vijJAna jaisA, eka | kucha aisA hai, jo bhakta ke bhItara pragaTa hogaa| va kAvya jaisaa| jIvana ko dekhane ke do hI DhaMga haiM, do | bhakta bIja hai bhagavAna kaa| hI DhaMga ho sakate haiM yA to kavi kI AMkha se. yA to jaba bIja khilatA hai. phalatA hai to aisA thoDe hI ki bIja vaijJAnika kI AMkha se| donoM sahI haiN| donoM meM koI UMcA-nIcA apane khile hue phUloM ko dekhatA hai; bIja to kho gayA hotA hai| nahIM hai, para donoM bar3e viparIta haiN| khile phUla hote haiN| bIja kA aura vRkSa kA kabhI milanA thor3e hI jo kAvya kI dRSTi se sahI hai, vahI vijJAna kI dRSTi se hotA hai| jaba taka bIja hai taba taka vRkSa nahIM hai, jaba vRkSa hai taba kalpanA mAtra mAlUma hotA hai| jo vijJAna kI dRSTi se sahI hai, bIja jA cukaa| vahI kAvya kI dRSTi se atyaMta rUkhA-sUkhA, gaNita aura tarka to bhagavAna kA darzana, aisI koI cIja mahAvIra ke sAtha saMbhava mAlUma hotA hai| jo vijJAna kI dRSTi se satya hai vaha kAvya kI nahIM hai| bhakta hI apanI paramazuddha avasthA meM bhagavAna ho jAtA dRSTi se murdA mAlUma hotA hai| aura jo kAvya kI dRSTi se satya hai| isalie pUjA kisakI? arcanA kisakI? dIye kisake hai vaha vijJAna kI dRSTi se kevala sapanA mAlUma hotA hai| nAma para jaleM? yajJa, havana kisakA ho? ise agara khayAla rakhA to bar3I sugamatA hogii| mahAvIra kA mahAvIra manuSya-jAti ke una thor3e-se prAthamika agraNI logoM jIvana ko dekhane kA DhaMga vaijJAnika kA DhaMga hai| ve aise dekhate haiM, meM se haiM, jinhoMne dharma ko vijJAna kI zakla dI; jinhoMne dharma ko jaise vaijJAnika apanI prayogazAlA meM nirIkSaNa karatA hai| unakI gaNita kA AdhAra diyaa| jo-jo kalpanA-pUrNa thA vaha alaga dRSTi meM kAvya bilakula nahIM hai| isalie bhakti kA koI upAya | kara liyaa| mahAvIra ke sAtha nahIM hai| prArthanA kA, pUjA kA koI upAya | dhyAna rakhanA, jaba maiM kaha rahA hUM kalpanApUrNa, to maiM nahIM kaha mahAvIra ke sAtha nahIM hai| rahA hUM asatya, kyoMki mere lie bhakta bhI utane hI saca haiM, nArada aura jinhoMne mahAvIra ke sAtha pUjA aura prArthanA jor3a lI, bhI utane hI satya haiM aura caitanya bhI aura mIrA bhii| ye dekhane ke unhoMne bar3A anyAya kiyA hai| mahAvIra ke sAtha to paramAtmA do DhaMga haiN| zabda kA bhI koI artha nahIM hai| mahAvIra ke lie to paramAtmA bhI eka vaijJAnika vakSa ke pAsa Ae to use sauMdarya dikhAI nahIM AdamI kA kalpanAjAla hai| AtmA hI saba kucha hai| AtmA kI par3atA, isalie nahIM ki sauMdarya nahIM hai| vRkSa harA hai, phUla se bharA hI zreSThatama dazA ko unhoMne paramAtmA kahA hai| paramAtmA kahIM hai hai; sUraja kI rozanI meM nAcatI usakI pattiyAM haiM, havAoM ke nahIM, jise hameM khojanA hai| paramAtmA hameM honA hai| paramAtmA jhoMkoM meM praphullita magna khar3A hai| lekina vaijJAnika ko kucha bhI aisA kucha nahIM hai, jo bhakta ke sAmane khar3A ho jaaegaa| paramAtmA yaha dikhAI nahIM pdd'taa| vaijJAnika ko dikhAI par3atA hai vRkSa kA 591 ___ 2010_03 Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - jina sUtra bhAga: 2 vijnyaan-vnspti-vijnyaan| use dikhAI par3atA hai vRkSa kina satya bar3A virATa hai| usameM vijJAna bhI samA jAtA hai, usameM tatvoM se banA hai| use dikhAI par3atA hai kina-kina khanija se kAvya bhI samA jAtA hai| usameM sAre tathya bhI samA jAte haiM aura milakara banA hai| pRthvI ne kyA-kyA diyA, havA-pAnI se kyA sArI kalpanAeM bhI samA jAtI haiN| usameM gaNita aura tarka bhI | milA, AkAza-sUraja ne kyA diyaa| vaijJAnika ko dikhAI par3atA samA jAtA hai| usameM rasa aura bhakti aura prema bhI samA jAtA hai| hai, yaha vRkSa kaise nirmita huA hai| kaise isakA sRjana huA hai| jaba hama bhakti kI taraha dekhate haiM to hama kucha cunate haiN| aura kina cIjoM ke tAlamela se yaha ghaTanA ghttii| jaba hama tarka kI taraha dekhate haiM taba bhI hama kucha cunate haiN| jo bhI kavi bhI usI vRkSa ke nIce AtA hai| use isa sabakI kucha bhI hama dekhate haiM vaha hamArA cunAva hai| isakA mahAvIra ko bodha thaa| yAda nahIM aatii| nahIM ki jo vaijJAnika kahatA hai vaha galata hai| isalie mahAvIra ne apanI daSTi to kahI, sAtha hI yaha bhI kahA | use khanija, rasAyana, padArtha, jinase banA hai vRkSa, unakA koI bhI ki yaha dRSTi mAtra hai| aura sabhI dRSTiyoM se jo pAra ho jAtA hai, bodha nahIM hotaa| use kucha aura hI bodha hotA hai| | vahI parama satya ko jAna pAtA hai| jo na vaijJAnika raha gayA, na use dikhAI par3atI haiM sUraja kI kiraNe vRkSa kI pattiyoM para kavi raha gyaa| jisake pAsa apane dekhane kA koI pakSapAta nahIM, naactiiN| use eka sauMdarya kA, eka apUrva sauMdarya kA anubhava | koI cazmA nhiiN| jisakI AMkha khulI, khAlI, nirdoSa, kuMArI hotA hai-aisA ki vaha khuda bhI nAca utthe| havA ke gujarate hue hai| jo kuMArI AMkha se dekhatA hai| jhoMke use kisI aura hI loka kI khabara aura saMdeza de jAte haiN| lekina kuMArI AMkha se dekhanA bar3A kaThina hai| kyoMki vaha gunagunAne lagatA hai| kuMArI AMkha se dekhane kA artha hai, hRdaya bhI satya jaisA virATa . vaijJAnika gaMbhIra ho jAtA hai| socane lagatA hai, vicArane lagatA honA caahie| kyoMki sAre virodha samAhita karane hoNge| rAta hai, vizleSaNa karane lagatA hai| kavi gunagunAne lagatA hai| gaMbhIra aura dina ko virodha meM khar3A na karanA hogaa| sukha aura dukha ko rahA ho to gaMbhIratA girA detA hai, nAcane lagatA hai| virodha meM khar3A na karanA hogaa| jIvana aura mRtyu ko virodha meM / donoM saca haiN| satya itanA bar3A hai ki donoM saca ho sakate haiM, khar3A na karanA hogaa| donoM ko sAtha-sAtha dekhanA hogA. viparIta sAtha-sAtha saca ho sakate haiN| satya ke sAtha kaMjUsI mata krnaa| kI taraha nahIM, eka-dUsare ke paripUraka kI trh| bahata kaMjasI huI hai isalie ise maiM kahatA h| satya ke sAtha jaise zikSaka kAle blaikaborDa para sapheda khaDiyA se likhatA hai| kaMjUsI mata krnaa| aisA mata kahanA ki merI dRSTi jahAM pUrI hotI kAle blaikaborDa para hI likhA jA sakatA hai sapheda khar3iyA se| hai vahAM satya pUrA ho jAtA hai| tumhArI dRSTi kI sImA hai, satya kI sapheda dIvAla para likhoge to dikhAI na pdd'egaa| to kAlA sapheda koI sImA nhiiN| satya itanA bar3A hai ki apane virodhI ko bhI kA duzmana nahIM hai, paripUraka hai| sapheda ko ubhAra lAtA hai, sapheda samA letA hai| satya itanA virATa hai ki virodhAbhAsa bhI saMyukta ko pragaTa karatA hai, sapheda ke lie abhivyakti aura abhivyaMjanA ho jAte haiM, paripUraka ho jAte haiN| banatA hai| amarIkA ke bar3e mahatvapUrNa kavi vAlTa hviTamena se kisI ne duniyA se jisa dina kavitA kho jAegI, usa dina vijJa kahA, tumhArI kavitAoM meM bar3e virodha haiM, bar3e virodhAbhAsa haiM, kho jaaegaa| jisa dina duniyA se vijJAna kho jAegA, usa dina kaMTrADikzana haiN| kahIM tuma eka bAta kahate ho, kahIM dUsarI bAta kavitA bhI kho jaaegii| ve eka-dUsare ko ubhArate haiM, pragaTa karate kahate ho| kahIM tuma eka bAta kahate ho, kahIM ThIka usase ulTI haiN| duniyA samRddha hai kyoMki anaMta-anaMta dRSTiyoM kA yahAM mela bAta kahate ho| patA hai vAlTa biTamena ne kyA kahA? vAlTa hviTamena ne kahA, maiM bahuta virATa huuN| mere bhItara sabhI virodha samA alaga-alaga dekhane kI dRSTiyAM haiN| jAte haiM aura paripUraka ho jAte haiN| tumheM jo rucikara lage, tumheM jo bhA jAe usa para clnaa| yaha vacana to RSi kA ho gyaa| yaha to bar3I sUjha kA ho gyaa| lekina bhUlakara bhI aisA mata socanA ki yahI satya hai, yahI mAtra yaha to bar3I aMtardRSTi kA ho gyaa| satya hai| jisane aisA socA, yahI satya hai, usane apane satya ko hai - hA dAnayA maitanayama ha, vamanaSya ddha karate haiN| ve 1592 2010_03 Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ trigupti aura mukti asatya kara liyaa| utthaa| jaba bhI AdamI ne jagata ke satya kI khoja karanI cAhI, to isalie mahAvIra ne syAtavAda ko janma diyaa| syAtavAda kA usane pratimA banAI kisI paramAtmA kI-hiMduoM kA paramAtmA artha hotA hai, maiM bhI ThIka, tuma bhI tthiik| maiM bhI ThIka, tuma bhI | hai, bauddhoM kA, IsAiyoM kA, musalamAnoM kA, jainoM kaa| sabakI ThIka, koI aura bhI ho vaha bhI tthiik| jo kahA gayA hai vaha bhI dRSTi hai| dRSTi ke anukUla unakA paramAtmA hai| ThIka, aura jo abhI kahA jAegA vaha bhI tthiik| jo dRSTiyAM | bAibala kahatI hai ki paramAtmA ne AdamI ko apanI hI zakala pragaTa ho gaI haiM ve to ThIka haiM hI, jo dRSTiyAM bhaviSya meM pragaTa meM bnaayaa| hAlata ThIka ulTI hai| AdamI paramAtmA ko apanI hoMgI ve bhI ThIka haiN| | zakala meM banAtA hai| tumhArI jo zakala hai vahI tumhAre paramAtmA lekina sabhI dRSTiyAM adhUrI haiN| koI dRSTi pUrI nahIM hai| koI kI zakala hotI hai| usase anyathA ho bhI nahIM sktii| tumhArI dRSTi pUrI ho nahIM sktii| dRSTi mAtra adhUrI hai| jahAM sArI zakala meM hI to tuma apane paramAtmA ko gddh'oge| thor3A suMdara, daSTiyAM zAMta ho jAtI haiM vahAM darzana kA janma hotA hai| lekina thor3A sajAyA-saMvArA, thor3A nikhArA, bhUla-cUkeM kATI, lekina dRSTiyAM to tabhI samApta hotI haiM, jaba tuma bilakula samApta ho hogI to tumhArI hI shkl| thor3I suMdara nAka banAoge, thor3I jAte ho| jaba taka tuma ho, dRSTi banI rahatI hai| tumhAre dekhane kA suMdara AMkha banAoge, lekina hogI to tumhArI hI shkl| rAma DhaMga prabhAvita karatA rahatA hai| tuma hiMdU ho, tuma musalamAna ho, hoM ki kRSNa hoM, tumhArI hI zakala hai| thor3e saje-saMvare! jo tuma jaina ho, tuma IsAI ho, to tumhAre dekhane kA DhaMga prabhAvita suMdaratama kI kalpanA ho sakatI thI usa kalpanA ko...lekina ve karatA rahatA hai| tuma jo bhI dekhate ho, use tuma raMgate jAte ho| kalpanAeM bhI badala jAtI haiN| use tuma apane bhAva kA vastra ur3hAte jAte ho| tuma use apanI hareka daura kA majahaba nayA khudA lAyA vezabhUSA pahanAte jAte ho| ve kalpanAeM bhI badala jAtI haiN| jaba tuma bilakula miTa jAte ho, jaba na tumhAre bhItara hiMdU hai, na jaba hamane kRSNa kI kalpanA kI to nIlavarNa suMdaratama varNa musalamAna hai, na jaina hai, na IsAI hai, na Astika hai, na nAstika | samajhA jAtA thA, isalie kRSNa ko hamane zyAma khaa| Aja to hai: jaba tama yaha bhI nahIM jAnate ki maiM vizvAsa karatA hai ki zAyada zyAma kahane ko koI rAjI na hogA. agara nayA paramAtmA avizvAsa karatA hUM; jaba tumane saba dhUla jhAr3a dI, jaba tuma bnaao| Aja agara nayA paramAtmA banAoge to gaurAMga hogA, bilakula nipaTa zUnya ho gae, nirAkAra ho gae to darzana kA janma gorA hogaa| kavitA kI bhASA badala gii| una dinoM zyAma varNa hotA hai| taba jo jAnA jAtA hai, use mahAvIra kahate haiM, vahI satya kI bar3I carcA thI, bar3I mahimA thii| hai| aura vaisA satya hI mukta karatA hai| aise zyAma varNa kI khUbiyAM haiN| gorA raMga uthalA-uthalA hotA ye Aja ke sUtra, kaise hama usa muktidAyI satya taka pahuceM, | hai; usameM gaharAI nahIM hotii| zyAma varNa meM bar3I gaharAI hotI hai| kaise usa mokSa ko pA leM, kaise hama sabhI pakSapAtoM se, sabhI jAloM | jaise nadI bahuta gaharI ho to nIlI ho jAtI hai; uthalI ho to se chaTa jAeM, kaise hamAre Upara se sArI sImAeM gira jAeM aura hama sapheda rahatI hai| asIma ho jAeM, usake sUtra haiN| usa dina kI dhAraNA thI to zyAma vrnn| usa dina kI dhAraNA thI hareka daura kA majahaba nayA khudA lAyA to hamane mora-mukuTa phnaayaa| Aja kisI ko mora-mukuTa kareM to hama bhI magara kisa khudA kI bAta kareM pahanAoge to kaThinAI ho jaaegii| isalie mahAvIra ne khudA kI bAta hI na kii| rAma ko hamane dhanuSabANa diyaa| Aja dhanuSabANa doge to rAma hareka daura kA majahaba nayA khudA lAyA hiMsaka mAlUma hoNge| havA meM ahiMsA hai| bAta ahiMsA kI aura jaba bhI AdamI bolA. jaba bhI AdamI ne socA to eka nae zAMti kI hai| Aja to kabatara denA pddegaa| uDAo kbtr| paramAtmA ko janma diyaa| jaba bhI AdamI ne vicAra kiyA to eka Aja dhanuSabANa lekara rAma caleMge to bar3I ar3acana ho jaaegii| nae paramAtmA ko gddh'aa| eka maMdira uThA, masjida uThI, gurudvArA khuda bhI nahIM cala paaeNge| sAtha bhI calane meM loga jhijhakeMge ki 598 __ 2010_03 Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jina sUtra bhAga : 2 dhanuSabANa to rakho mahArAja ! ise sAtha lekara calo to AdivAsI taka ajJAna ke kAraNa bar3e upadrava hote haiN| paramAtmA ke nAma para mAlUma par3ate ho| aura phira dhanuSabANa kA vakta gyaa| | lAbha to kucha huA dikhAI par3atA nahIM, hAni bahuta huI mAlUma lekina usa dina zaurya kI pratiSThA thI, bala kI pUjA thI, vIrya hotI hai| kitane daMge-phasAda! kitanA khUna-kharAbI! kitanA kI pUjA thI to hamane dhanuSabANa diyA thaa| dhanuSabANa ke binA raktapAta! sArA itihAsa dharma ke nAma para balAtkAroM se bharA par3A rAma jaMcate hI na usa din| usa dina kabUtara kA kisI ko khayAla | hai| masjida-maMdira ne lar3avAyA hI jyaadaa| AdamI kaatte| saMdara hI nahIM thA ki zAMti ke kapota udd'aao| bahAne die galata kAmoM ke lie| khUbasUrata nAre die vIbhatsa vakta badala jAtA hai, khadA kI zakala badala jAtI hai| samaya prakriyAoM ko chipA lene ke lie| badala jAtA hai, socane ke DhaMga badala jAte haiM, mApadaMDa badala jAte | agara hiMdU ko kATo to puNya ho rahA hai| agara tuma musalamAna haiM, dhAraNAeM badala jAtI haiN| to paramAtmA kA rUpa hama badalate ho to hiMduoM ko kATane meM puNya hai| yA hiMduoM ko jabardastI cale jAte haiN| | musalamAna banA lene meM puNya hai| agara tuma hiMdU ho to bAta badala yahUdiyoM kA paramAtmA bahuta kruddha hai| jarA-sI bAta para nArAja jAtI hai| agara tuma IsAI ho to yena-kena-prakAreNa kaise bhI ho jAe, jalA de, rAkha kara de| IsAiyoM kA paramAtmA ati logoM ko IsAI banA DAlo! kharIda lo roTI se, dhana se, kisI dayAlu hai| vakta badala gayA thaa| yahUdI jahAM se gujara rahe the, bhI upAya se| vahAM bar3e sakhta aura kaThora paramAtmA kI jarUrata thii| jahAM se aba taka AdamI ne dharma ke nAma para jo kiyA hai vaha dhArmika to jIsasa ne paramAtmA kI kahAnI ko pakar3A, vahAM sakhta, kaThora nahIM mAlUma hotaa| lekina yaha svAbhAvika hai| AdamI jo bhI paramAtmA behUdA mAlUma hone lagA thaa| thor3A amAnavIya mAlUma karegA usameM AdamI kI hI chAyA pdd'egii| agara hama hiMsaka haiM to hone lagA thaa| to premapUrNa prmaatmaa| to jIsasa ne kahA, | hamArA dharma hiMsaka hogaa| agara hama mAMsAhArI haiM to hamAre dharma meM paramAtmA prema hai| mAMsAhAra ke lie hama koI upAya khoja leNge| agara lar3ane kI, aisI zakala badalatI jAtI hai| lekina mahAvIra ne kahA ki IrSyA kI, jalana kI vRtti hai, to hama apane dharma ke AdhAra banA aisA kaba taka karate rahoge? yaha tuma apanI hI zakala ko | leMge, jinase hama lar3eMge, jhgdd'eNge| AdamI bar3A cAlAka hai, bar3A jhAMkakara dekhate rahate ho| yaha bAta hI baMda kro| isameM samaya mata kapaTa se bharA hai| vaha jo karanA cAhatA hai, usa ke lie acche gNvaao| paramAtmA ko khojane kI phikara hI chodd'o| kyoMki vaha bahAne khoja letA hai| vaha bahAnoM kI Ar3a meM phira sAre bure kAma khoja meM tuma apanI hI zakala ko nirmita karate ho| behatara ho, karate calA jAtA hai| tuma apanI hI zakala ke bhItara utaro aura apane ko khoja lo| / ye musalasala AphateM, ye yUraseM, ye katle-Ama yaha mahAvIra kA buniyAdI sUtra hai| paramAtmA kI khoja AdamI kaba taka rahe auhAme-bAtila kA gulAma Atmakhoja bananI caahie| kyoMki tuma jo paramAtmA banAoge | ye niraMtara hote dharma ke nAma para AkramaNa, ye lagAtAra hote hue | vaha tumhArI hI pratichavi honevAlI hai| isalie isako banAne meM anAcAra! AdamI kaba taka mithyA bhramoM kA zikAra rahe! vyartha jAla meM mata pdd'o| yaha tumhArA hI khilaunA hogaa| tuma agara Aja duniyA meM naI pIr3hiyAM dharma ke prati tiraskAra se bharI apane bhItara jaao| use khojo, jisane sAre paramAtmA bnaae| haiM to isakA kAraNa naI pIr3hiyAM nahIM haiM, aba taka dharma ke nAma para use khojo, jisane sAre maMdira nirmita kie| use khojo, jisane | jo huA hai usakA bodh| mahAvIra ko yaha bAta DhAI hajAra sAla sArI prArthanAeM gar3hI aura rcii| vaha jo tumhArA caitanya kA srota pahale dikhAI par3anI zurU huI ki dharma ke nAma para jo bhI ho rahA hai. vaha jo tamhArA malAdhAra hai, usa gaMgotrI kI tarapha bho| hai, vaha kisI dina duniyA meM adharma hI lAegA; dharma usase apane ko jAna lo| apane ko binA jAne tuma jo bhI paramAtmA | AnevAlA nahIM hai| isalie mahAvIra ne kucha sIdhI-sIdhI bAteM ke saMbaMdha meM socoge, tamhArA ajJAna hI pratiphalita hogaa| kahIM, jinakA maMdira aura masjida, karAna aura bAibala se koI yaha khoja kaise ho? aura jaba taka yaha khoja na ho jAe taba lenA denA nhiiN| kucha choTe-se sUtra pragaTa kie, jo manuSya ke 594 2010_03 Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - trigupti aura mukti aMtarjIvana meM jAne kA vijJAna bana sakate haiM-kaise tuma apane na raha jaae| bhItara jAo aura kaise tuma apane ko parizuddha kara lo| phira tuma to tIna kAma mahAvIra kahate haiN| pahalA to mUlasrota ko roka jo bhI karoge vaha dhArmika hogaa| isako khayAla meM lenaa| do| dUsarA, jo hai use uliico| tIsarA, sUraja kI khulI rozanI Amataura se kahA jAtA hai, tuma dhArmika ho jAo, phira tuma jo ko maukA do tAki kahIM bhI chipA huA, bhUmi meM dabA huA kucha na bhI karoge vaha zubha hogaa| mahAvIra ne kahA, pahale tuma zubha ho raha jaae| saba sUkha jaae| jAo. phira tama jo karoge vaha dhArmika hogaa| ina bAtoM meM bar3A manaSya tAlAba jaisA hai| anaMta-anaMta janmoM ke karma bhare paDe pharka hai| haiN| na mAlUma kitanI burAiyAM kI haiM, na mAlUma kitane dhokhe die hama logoM ko kahate haiM, pahale maMdira jAo, pUjA karo, prArthanA haiM, na mAlUma kitane pApa, na mAlUma kitane azubha, na mAlUma karo, phira tuma dhIre-dhIre zubha ho jaaoge| zubha hone kA mArga hI kitanI vAsanAeM kI haiM, AkAMkSAeM kI haiN| lobha, kAma, yahI hai| lekina vaha jo azubha AdamI maMdira jAegA, vaha maMdira | krodha-vaha saba bharA huA par3A hai| ko azubha kara aaegaa| maMdira use zubha na kara paaegaa| maMdira to aba isase chuTakArA pAnA hai| isa hRdaya kI bhUmi ko mukta jar3a hai; AdamI ko na badala skegaa| AdamI maMdira ko badala karanA hai| to pahalI bAta, srota roko| detA hai| bahuta se loga haiM, jo yaha karanA cAhate haiM lekina srota nahIM isalie mahAvIra kahate haiM, pahale tuma zubha hone lago, phira tuma rokte| to idhara eka hAtha se ve koziza bhI karate rahate haiM aura jahAM jAoge vahIM maMdira hogaa| yaha sUtra smjhnaa| dUsare hAtha se miTAte bhI cale jAte haiN| _ 'jaise kisI bar3e tAlAba kA jala, jala ke mArga ko baMda karane | tumane bhI bahuta bAra socA hogA ki jIvana meM zubha kA avataraNa se, pahale ke jala ko ulIcane se tathA sUrya ke tApa se kramazaH | ho, satya kA padArpaNa ho, maMgala kI varSA ho, hama bhI kucha sUkha jAtA hai, vaise hI saMyamI kA karor3oM bhavoM meM saMcita karma, divyatA meM jiieN| to kabhI-kabhI tumane thor3I ceSTA bhI kI hai| pApakarma ke praveza-mArga ko roka dene para, tathA tapa se nirjarA ko kucha acchA kareM; dAna kareM, puNya kareM, sevA kareM; kartavya ko prApta hotA hai, naSTa hotA hai|' nibhaaeN| yaha tumane thor3I-bahuta koziza bhI kI hai, lekina tuma mahAvIra kahate haiM, eka tAlAba bharA hai, ise hameM sukhA lenA hai| jaldI thaka jAte ho| jaldI hI pAte ho, yaha ho nahIM paataa| hama cAhate haiM ki jamIna vApasa mila jaae| isa tAlAba ko hama kyoM? kyoMki mUla vRtti to TUTatI nhiiN| mUla dhArA to bahatI samApta karanA cAhate haiN| to hama kyA kareMge? calI jAtI hai| vaha nadI to gira rahI hai, vaha to giratI hI rahatI tIna kAma karane jarUrI haiN| eka sabase buniyAdI, ki isa hai| thor3A-bahuta ulIcate ho| dAna kiyA to thor3A uliicaa| dAna tAlAba meM Ane kA jo jalasrota hai, vaha roka diyA jaae| agara yAnI thor3A diyaa| magara isase kyA hogA? AdamI lAkha isa tAlAba meM jala ke jharane par3ate hI rahe to hama ulIcate bhI rahe | kamAtA hai to hajAra kA dAna kara detA hai| lAkha kamAtA tabhI to pAgalapana hogaa| tuma ulIcate rahoge aura nae jala ke jharane | hajAra kA dAna karatA hai; nahIM to karatA hI nhiiN| pAnI ko bharate rheNge| dAna kA maulika artha yaha hai ki tuma parigraha mata kro| lekina isalie jo prAthamika, vaijJAnika kadama hogA vaha yaha ki pahale / dAna vahI karatA hai jisake pAsa kAphI A rahA hai| aura vaha jala ke AnevAle jharanoM ko roka do| socatA hai, aba kareM bhI kyA? thor3A dAna bhI kara leM? eka hAtha dUsarA kAma hogA, jo bharA huA jala hai, vaha jala ke jharane se dAna karatA hai lekina dAna bhI aisI jagaha karatA hai, isa DhaMga se rokane se nahIM samApta ho jAegA, use uliico| karatA hai ki Age aura Ane kA iMtajAma ho jaae| to rAjanetAoM aura ulIcane se bhI parA sApha na ho jaaegaa| sarya ke tApa ko dAna de detA hai, rAjanaitika pArTiyoM ko dAna de detA hai| dAna kA ko...sUrya ke tApa kI bhI sahAyatA lenI hogI, tAki kahIM bhI majA bhI le liyA aura nae lAiseMsa kA iMtajAma bhI kara liyaa| par3A na raha jaae| jamIna bilakula sUkha jaae| jamIna meM dabA bhI | mUla srota khulA rahatA hai| mUla dhArA giratI calI jAtI hai| 595 ___ 2010_03 www.jainelibrary org Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jina sUtra bhAga: 2 usameM se thor3A-thor3A bAMTatA bhI hai| to dAnI hone kA majA bhI le bajAIM ki calo, eka bhavya jIva aura paidA huaa| tumane kasama le letA hai, lekina kabhI parigraha se mukta nahIM ho paataa| lii| tumane pratijJA le lii| tumane kahA ki maiM aba kabhI krodha na to pahale to lobha kI vRtti ko hI tor3a denA pdd'e| dAna jise kruuNgaa| yA brahmacarya kA vrata le liyaa| karanA hai use pahale lobha chor3a denA pdd'e| dAna jise karanA hai, lekina yaha koI vrata se hala honevAlI bAta hai? itanA sastA pahale use vaha jo lobha kI mUrchA hai, vaha tyAga denI pdd'e| mAmalA hai? to tuma krodha ke vijJAna ko samajha hI nahIM rhe| jo ...vaise hI saMyamI kA karoDoM bhavoM meM saMcita karma pApakarma ke krodha ke vijJAna kA maulika AdhAra hai vahI bhara rahA hai isa pratijJA pravezamArga ko roka dene para tathA tapa se nirjarA ko prApta hotA hai, se bhii| tumhAre ahaMkAra ko majA A rahA hai, rasa A rahA hai| naSTa hotA hai|' | isIlie to loga tyAgI-tapasviyoM kI khuba prazaMsA karate haiN| to pahale to hameM apane pApakarma kahAM se udaya hote haiM, isakI rathayAtrA nikAla dete haiM, zobhAyAtrA nikAla dete haiN| baiMDabAje ke talAza karanI caahie| sAtha tyAgI kA svAgata kara dete haiN| aba yaha jo tyAgI hai, mere pAsa loga Ate haiM ve kahate haiM, ki Apake sAmane hama isakA ahaMkAra phusalAyA jA rahA hai| isakA prabhAva bar3ha rahA hai| kasama lete haiM ki hama krodha na kreNge| maiM unase kahatA hUM, tuma isakI asmitA pragAr3ha ho rahI hai| aura asmitA hI sAre rogoM kA kasama to lete ho, yaha ulIcanA to haA. lekina aba taka tama kAraNa hai| vaha ahaMkAra hI sAre logoM kA kAraNa hai| krodha karate kyoM rahe? jaba taka tuma usakA mUla na khojoge, to jarA tyAgI kA tuma apamAna karake dekhanA, taba patA tumhArI kasama se thor3e hI kucha hogA? yaha ho sakatA hai kasama se | clegaa| saMsArI to zAyada tuma dhakkA-mukkA de do, usake paira tuma dabAne lago, rokane lago, krodha ko pragaTa na kro| lekina para paira rakha do to kahegA, calatA hI rahatA hai| saMsAra meM yaha hotA krodha paidA nahIM hogA aisA kaise saMbhava hai? kasama ke na lene se hI rahatA hai| jarA tyAgI ke paira para paira par3a jAe, taba ar3acana ho thor3e hI paidA ho rahA thA, jo kasama ke lene se ruka jaaegaa| krodha jaaegii| tuma jaisA tyAgI ko krodhI pAoge vaisA tuma saMsArI ko paidA hotA thA kisI kAraNa se| usa kAraNa ko khojo| krodhI na paaoge| ghara meM eka AdamI dhArmika hone lage to ghara bhara kyoM krodha paidA hotA hai? ahaMkAra ko coTa lagatI hai to krodha parezAna ho jAtA hai| paidA hotA hai| tumhArI pratimA ko koI nIce girAtA hai to krodha | tuma sabhI ko anubhava hogaa| ekAdha ghara meM koI upadravI huA paidA hotA hai| tuma samajhate ho apane ko jaisA, vaisA koI nahIM aura dhArmika ho gyaa...| aba ve pUjA kara rahe haiM to ghara meM koI hotA hai| aura jaba taka ahaMkAra hai bhItara, AvAja nahIM kara sakatA, bacce khela nahIM sakate, reDiyo nahIM ahaMkAra kA ghAva hai bhItara, taba taka krodha hotA hI rhegaa| tuma | calAyA jA sktaa| unake dhyAna meM bAdhA par3atI hai| vaha sAre ghara lAkha kasameM khaao| kA damana karane lagatA hai| ve bhojana karane baiThe haiM to, ve aba maje kI bAta yaha hai ki aksara loga ahaMkAra ke kAraNa hI | caleM-uThe-baiThe to| kasama bhI khA lete haiN| isa manuSya ke jAla ko smjhnaa| maMdira | tuma kabhI kisI tyAgI ke sAtha rahe ho? tyAgI ko dUra se meM gae, muni ke pAsa gae, sAdhu ke pAsa gae, vahAM bhIr3a bharI hai| dekhanA sukh| tyAgI ke pAsa raho, tuma bhAga khar3e hooge| vahAM koI kasama khA rahA hai ki aba maiM pratijJA letA hUM, aNuvrata kyoMki vahAM hara cIja baMdhI-baMdhI mAlUma pdd'egii| tuma bhI baMdhe hue letA hai ki aba kabhI krodha na kruuNgaa| loga tAlI bajA rahe haiN| mAlUma pdd'oge| tyAgI bar3A bojharUpa ho jaaegaa| usakA loga kaha rahe haiM, dhanyabhAgI hai| kitanA bhavya jIva! tumhAre ahaMkAra patthara kI taraha hai| vaha tumhArI chAtI para laTaka ahaMkAra ko bhI phuraphurI lgii| jaaegaa| honA to ulTA cAhie thA ki tyAgI vinamra ho jAtA, tamane kahA, are| yaha AdamI bhavya jIva haA jA rahA hai| hama ki tyAgI ke sAtha rahanA AnaMda aura saubhAgya ho jAtA, ki baiThe yahAM kyA kara rahe haiM? tuma bhI khar3e ho ge| tumheM pakkA patA | usake pAsa thor3I dera rahane ko mila jAtA to tumhAre jIvana meM bhI bhI nahIM tuma kyoM khar3e ho gae ho! lekina logoM ne aura tAliyAM phUla khilte| magara aisA hotA nhiiN| loga tyAgiyoM ko 5961 2010_03 Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ trigupti aura mukti suukhtaa|' namaskAra karake baca nikalate haiN| vaha namaskAra bhI baca nikalane | jAgakara dekhanA ki krodha uThatA kaise hai| yaha sIdhI bAta hai| kI tarakIba hai ki mahArAja! Apa yahAM ThIka, hama apanI jagaha | buddha eka dina subaha-subaha apane bhikSuoM ke bIca Ae, tthiik| aba Apa mila gae to paira chUe lete haiN| aura kareM bhI | baiThe; aura unhoMne eka rUmAla hAtha meM liyA huA thA, usameM eka kyA? magara Apane mahAna tyAga kiyA hai| gAMTha bAMdhI, dUsarI gAMTha bAMdhI, pAMca gAMThe baaNdhiiN| bhikSu dekhate rahe khayAla rakhanA, AdamI ko krodha AtA hai ahaMkAra para coTa cauMkakara ki mAmalA kyA hai? aisA unhoMne kabhI kiyA na thaa| lagane se| aura krodha tyAga kI bhI vaha ceSTA karatA hai ahaMkAra phira unhoMne pUchA ki bhikSuo, isa rUmAla meM pAMca gAMTheM laga ko hI bharane ke lie| to mUla roga to jArI rahatA hai| AdamI ko giiN| tumane donoM hAlateM dekhIM, jaba isameM koI gAMTha na thI aura | lobha hai, mada hai, matsara hai mUrchA ke kaarnn| use hoza nahIM ki maiM aba jaba ki gAMTha laga gii| kyA yaha rUmAla dUsarA hai yA vahI | kauna huuN| isI behozI meM vaha kasameM bhI letA hai, saMsAra bhI tyAga | hai? gAMTha se zUnya aura gAMTha lage rUmAla meM koI pharka hai yA yaha detA hai| himAlaya calA jAtA hai| lekina behozI to chUTatI vahI hai? nhiiN| behozI apanI jagaha banI hai| eka bhikSu ne kahA ki mahArAja! Apa jhaMjhaTa meM DAlate haiN| eka to mahAvIra kahate haiM, 'yaha jinavacana hai ki saMvaravihIna muni artha meM to yaha rUmAla vahI hai| gAMTha jarUra laga gaIM lekina ko kevala tapa karane se hI mokSa nahIM milatA; jaise ki pAnI ke rUmAla to vahI kA vahI hai| aura dUsare artha meM rUmAla vahI nahIM Ane kA srota khulA rahane para tAlAba kA pUrA pAnI nahIM hai kyoMki pahale rUmAla meM gAMTheM nahIM thiiN| vaha gAMThamukta thA, isameM gAMThe haiN| 'saMvaravihIna muni...|' buddha ne kahA, aisA hI AdamI hai| AdamI paramAtmA hI hai, basa jisane mUla srota ko nahIM rokA hai| jisameM Ane kA mArga to | gAMTheM laga gaI haiN| pharka itanA hI hai jitanA gAMTha lage rUmAla meM khulA hI huA hai aura jo thor3e-bahuta ulIcane meM laga gayA hai| aura gaira-gAMTha lage rUmAla meM hai! donoM bilakula eka jaise haiN| tuma eka nAva meM jA rahe ho, cheda ho gae haiM nAva meM, pAnI bharA jA gAMTha meM thor3I ulajhana bar3ha gaI hai, bs| gAMTha kholanI hai| rahA hai| tuma cheda to rokate nahIM, pAnI ulIcate ho| yaha nAva to buddha ne kahA, ThIka hai, gAMTha kholanI hai| to maiM tumase pUchatA bahuta jyAdA dera calegI nahIM, yaha dduubegii| pAnI ulIcanA jarUrI | hUM, maiM kyA karUM ki jisase gAMTha khula jAeM? aura unhoMne donoM hai, lekina usase bhI jyAdA jarUrI hai chedoM kA baMda kara denaa| rUmAla ke kone pakar3akara khIMcanA zurU kiyaa| eka bhikSu ne khar3e mahAvIra yaha nahIM kaha rahe haiM ki pAnI mata uliico| lekina hokara kahA ki mahArAja! isase to gAMTheM aura choTI huI jA rahI pAnI ulIcane se kyA hogA? agara cheda nayA pAnI lAe cale jA haiN| Apa khIMca rahe haiM, isase to gAMThoM kA khulanA muzkila ho rahe haiM to tuma vyartha kI ceSTA meM lage ho| pahale cheda baMda karo, | jaaegaa| yaha koI DhaMga na huA kholane kaa| isase to aura phira pAnI ulIca lo to kucha rAha bnegii| to nAva ke usa pAra | ulajhana bar3ha jaaegii| khIMcane se kahIM gAMTheM khulI haiM? gAMThe choTI pahuMcane kA upAya hogaa| hotI jA rahI haiM, aura sUkSma hotI jA rahI haiN| itanI choTI ho cheda khojo apane jIvana ke| barAI ko chor3ane kI utanI ciMtA jAeMgI to phira kholanA mazkila ho jaaegaa| mata kro| burAI kahAM se AtI hai isakI khoja kro| lekara to buddha ne kahA, maiM kyA karUM? to usa bhikSu ne kahA, Apa prakAza, dhyAna kA dIyA lekara apane bhItara khoja karo kahAM se rUmAla mere hAtha meM deN| maiM pahale dekhanA cAhatA hUM ki gAMTheM kisa burAI AtI hai| | DhaMga se lagAI gaI haiN| kyoMki jaba taka yaha patA na ho ki lagAI buddha se koI pUchatA ki krodha kaise chor3eM to buddha kahate, pahale kaise gaIM taba taka kholI nahIM jA sktiiN| buddha ne kahA, merI bAta yaha to jAno ki tuma krodha karate kaise ho| chor3ane kI bAta piiche| tumhArI samajha meM A gii| itanA hI dikhAne ke lie maiMne yaha naMbara do hai, doym| prathama hai, tuma krodha karate kaise ho| to aba rUmAla, ye gAMTheM aura yaha prayoga kiyA thaa| za karo ki jaba krodha ho taba tama parI taraha jisa cIja ko bhI kholanA ho vaha lagI kaise? kholane ke lie tuma aisa 1591 ___ 2010_03 Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jina sUtra bhAga : 2 jaldI mata krnaa| kyoMki Dara yaha hai ki kahIM tuma khIMcane-tAnane taka na bharo to sUkha bhI sakatA hai| kyoMki jaba pAnI koI bharatA meM gAMTha ko aura choTA na kara lo| hI nahIM kueM meM to jharanA dhIre-dhIre avaruddha ho jAtA hai| dhUla jama aura maiM aisA hI dekhatA huuN| yahI huA hai, ho rahA hai| AdamI jAtI hai| kaMkar3a-patthara baiTha jAte haiM, miTTI baiTha jAtI hai| jharanA krodha ko chor3anA cAhatA hai| aura isako binA samajhe ki krodha dhIre-dhIre muMda jAtA hai| jharane kA kAma hI nahIM raha jaataa| tuma kI gAMTha lagI kaise, khIMcatAna meM par3a jAtA hai| krodha kI gAMTha eka bAlTI pAnI nikAlate ho, eka bAlTI pAnI jharane ko kueM meM aura choTI ho jAtI hai| saMsArI meM krodha kI gAMTha thor3I | bharanA par3atA hai| to jharanA calatA rahatA hai| jo jhare, vahI jhrnaa| phusalI-phusalI hai, jaldI khula sakatI hai| tyAgI meM bahuta jaba jhare hI na, to jharanA baMda ho jAtA hai| muzkila hai| gRhastha meM itanI ulajhI nahIM hai, jitanI saMnyAsI meM | agara varSoM taka kueM se pAnI na bharA jAe to saMbhava hai kuAM ulajha jAtI hai| ghara meM jo baiThA hai, isakI bar3I moTI-moTI gAMTha sUkha jaae| lekina ulIcanevAlA agara jharane baMda na kare, taba to hai| vaha jo muni hokara maMdira meM baiTha gayA hai, usakI bar3I sUkSma kuAM kabhI nahIM suukhegaa| kyoMki kueM ke pIche sAgara chipA hai, gAMTha hai| usane khUba khIMca lI haiN| hAM, sUkSma hone meM eka lAbha jahAM se jharane bhAge cale A rahe haiN| idhara tuma ulIcate ho, jharanoM mAlUma par3atA hai-lAbha hai nahIM-vaha yahI mAlUma par3atA hai ki ko aura gati mila jAtI hai| ve aura tejI se bhAge cale Ate haiN| gAMTha agara bahuta sUkSma ho jAe to kisI ko dikhAI nahIM pdd'tii| unako aura kAma mila jAtA hai| magara gAMTha se chuTakArA thor3e hI hotA hai! dikhAI nahIM par3ane se isalie jisa vyakti ne brahmacarya ko thopane kI koziza kI chuTakArA to nahIM hotaa| aura kAmavAsanA ke jharane ko rokA nahIM, kAmavAsanA ko samajhA to loga gAMThoM ko sUkSma karate jAte haiN| tuma kAmavAsanA nahIM, usake vijJAna ko pahacAnA nahIM, vaha aura muzkila meM par3a chor3anA cAhate ho| brahmacarya kI carcA sadiyoM taka calI hai| jaaegaa| tuma koziza karake dekho| jaise-jaise tuma brahmacarya kI brahmacarya ke bar3e stuti meM gIta gAe gae haiN| to tumhAre mana meM bhI ceSTA karoge, tuma pAoge khopar3I meM jharane hI jharane khula gae, lobha jagatA ki hama bhI brahmacarya ko upalabdha hoN| acchA hai, vAsanA hI vAsanA ke| vahI-vahI vicAra uThate haiM, vahI-vahI zubha hai bhAva, lekina jaba taka kAmavAsanA ko samajhA nahIM, taba svapna Ate haiN| kahIM bhI najara DAlo, tumheM basa vAsanA kA hI taka tuma mukta kaise ho sakoge? jaba taka kAmavAsanA ko | vistAra dikhAI pdd'egaa| tuma jo bhI dekhoge vahAM vAsanA dikhAI jAgakara dekhA nahIM ki yaha gAMTha lagatI kaise? isake lagane kI pdd'egii| vidhi kyA hai? yaha kaise jakar3a letI hai aura mana ko ghera letI hai, | mullA nasaruddIna apane manovaijJAnika ke pAsa gayA thaa| eka aura mana ko DubA letI hai? khIMca letI, avaza kara detI, | UMTa nikala rahA thA rAste para se| to usa manovaijJAnika ne pUchA, asahAya kara detii| jahAM nahIM jAnA vahAM khiMce cale jAte haiN| jo isa UMTa ko dekhakara tumheM kisa bAta kI yAda AtI hai? usane nahIM karanA vaha phira-phira kara lete haiN| isa gAMTha ko ThIka se kahA, strI kii| jarA manovaijJAnika bhI cauNkaa| usane kahA acchA jAnanA jarUrI hai| koI bAta nhiiN| yaha jo ghar3I laTakI hai isako dekhakara tumheM to mahAvIra kahate haiM, jo vyakti saMvaravihIna hai...| saMvara kisakI yAda AtI hai? usane kahA, strI kii| usane kahA, mujhe mahAvIra kA pAribhASika zabda hai| saMvara kA artha hai Ane kA dekhakara tamheM kisakI yAda AtI hai. usane kahA, strI kii| usane maarg| jisane mUla udagama ko nahIM rokA hai| kueM se pAnI ulIca kahA, tuma hadda pAgala AdamI ho! usane kahA, pAgala kyA? rahA hai aura jharanA nayA pAnI lie calA A rahA hai| jharanA bhare jA mujhe strI ke sivAya kisI kI yAda hI nahIM aatii| isameM UMTa kA rahA hai kueM ko aura tuma ulIce jA rahe ho| tumhAre ulIcane se | koI saMbaMdha nahIM hai, na ghar3I kA, na tumhaaraa| mujhe yAda hI strI kI kucha lAbha nahIM hai| khatarA to yaha hai ki tumhAre ulIcane se AtI hai| isase UMTa kA koI saMbaMdha mata jor3anA ki UMTa ko AnevAlA jharanA aura gatimAna ho jaaegaa| dekhakara mujhe strI kI yAda AtI hai| yAda hI basa eka AtI hai| yaha tumane khayAla kiyA hogaa| agara kisI kaeM kA pAnI varSoM tama jarA koziza karake dekho| jisa cIja se tama jabardastI 5981 | 2010_03 Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ trigupti aura mukti chUTanA cAho, usakI yAda saghana ho jAtI hai| eka dina taya karake svarNa-avasara hai| krodha jaisI mahatvapUrNa ghaTanA ghaTa rahI hai| ise dekha lo ki mahInebhara brahmacarya kA vrata le lo| mahInebhara kA hI tuma phijUla kI bakavAsa meM kharAba mata kara denaa| jaba krodha uThe lenA, jyAdA kA mata lenA kyoMki prAyogika hai| usa mahIne meM to dvAra-daravAje baMda karake baiTha jaanaa| aura krodha kI gAMTha tumhAre tuma pAoge ki sArI jIvana-UrjA basa kAmavAsanA meM hI saMlagna mana para kaise laga rahI hai usakA pUrA darzana karanA, avalokana ho gii| do-cAra dina upavAsa karake dekha lo, basa bhojana hI karanA, nirIkSaNa karanA, dekhanA, dabAnA mata, kyoMki dabAne kI bhojana, bhojana hI bhojn| aise vicAra tumheM bhojana ke pahale koI jarUrata nahIM hai| kisI para nikAlanA bhI mata, kyoMki kisI kabhI bhI na Ate the, ve upavAsa meM Ate haiN| to ulTI ghaTanA ghaTa para nikAlane meM samaya kho jaaegaa| vaha to ghar3I dekhane kI hai, jAtI hai| sAkSAtkAra kii| maiM jainoM ke gharoM meM ThaharatA rhaa| unake paryuSaNa parva Ate, kisI ne gAlI dI, tuma krodha se ubalane lage; bhAgo! baMda karo dasa-dasa dina kA upavAsa kara lete| idhara sohana baiThI hai pIche apanA dvaar-drvaajaa| baiThakara kamare meM AMkha baMda karake dekho| vaha ATha-ATha dina ke upavAsa karatI rahI, usase puucho| yaha jo dhuAM uTha rahA hai krodha kA, kahAM se A rahA hai? kahAM hai sAlabhara cauke meM kAma karatI hai, bhojana banAtI hai, bhojana | isakA IMdhana? kahAM hai isakI mala cinagArI? khilAtI hai aura acchA bhojana banAtI hai-bhojana kI yAda hI aura yaha to tabhI saMbhava hai isako dekhanA, jaba tuma koI virodha na aaegii| aksara jo mahilAeM bhojana banAtI haiM unako bhojana na kro| tuma yaha na kaho ki yaha barA hai, gaMdA hai, pApa hai| meM rasa hI kho jAtA hai| bhojana banAnevAle ko bhojana karane meM kyoMki jaise hI tamane yaha kahA, tumhArI AMkheM baMda ho giiN| utanA majA nahIM aataa| duzmana ko hama AMkha milAkara thor3e hI dekhate haiN| sirpha gahare prema lekina upavAsa kara lo to saba jharane khula jAte haiN| saba tarapha meM hI, maitrI meM hI kisI kI AMkha meM AMkha DAlakara dekhate haiN| se rasadhAra bahane lagatI haiN| jaise svAda hI jIvana kA keMdra bana duzmana se to hama bacakara nikala jAte haiN| jAtA hai| aura isalie jaina paryuSaNa ke bAda jaise bhojana para TUTate agara krodha ko tumane duzmana samajha liyA to phira tuma kabhI haiM...! tuma jAkara sAga-sabjIvAloM se pUcha sakate ho ki | krodha kA nirIkSaNa na kara paaoge| nirIkSaNa na kiyA to gAMTha paryuSaNa ke bAda ekadama dAma bar3ha jAte haiN| miThAI ke dukAnadAroM kaise lagatI hai, samajha meM na aaegaa| gAMTha kaise lagatI hai samajha meM se pUcha sakate ho ki paryuSaNa ke bAda ekadama bikrI bar3ha jAtI hai| na AyA to gAMTha khologe kaise? kasameM khAne se thor3e hI gAMTha ATha dina, dasa dina kisI taraha soca-socakara vicAra khulatI hai! kara-karake TAle rakhate haiN| aura dasa dina ke bAda pAgala hokara isalie maiM kahatA haM mahAvIra ne dharma ko vaijJAnika rUpa diyA TUTa par3ate haiN| dharma ko manovijJAna bnaayaa| usako ThIka jahAM se kAma zurU jisa cIja ko tuma jabardastI rokoge, usako mahAvIra kahate haiM honA cAhie, vahAM se izAre kie| saMvara na huaa| akelI tapazcaryA se koI pahalA izArA unakA yaha hai ki mUlasrota kI pahacAna; mUla muni mokSa ko upalabdha nahIM hotaa| saMvara pahalI bAta hai| jharane udagama kI phcaan| ko sukhaao| __ aura tumane khayAla kiyA? agara gaMgA ko pakar3anA ho, vaza meM jharanA kahAM hai? sabhI cIjoM kA maulika jharanA kahAM hai? vaha karanA ho to gaMgotrI para jitanA sarala hai phira Age kahIM bhI utanA manuSya kI acetanA meM hai| vaha manuSya kI mUrchA meM hai| hama sarala nahIM hai| gaMgotrI para to aise choTA-sA jharanA hai gNgaa| behoza haiN| hameM patA hI nahIM gAMTha kaise lagatI hai| roja gAMTha | gaumakha meM se giratI hai, bahata bar3I ho bhI nahIM sktii| gaMgA ko lagatI hai aura hama dekha nahIM paate| krodha roja uThatA hai aura hama agara vaza meM karanA ho to gaMgotrI para karanA AsAna hai| prayAga meM dekha nahIM pAte ki yaha gAMTha hamAre rUmAla para lagatI kaise? yA kAzI meM agara vaza meM karane gae to tuma pAgala ho jaaoge| to aba jaba krodha uThe to usa mauke ko khonA mt| vaha bar3A vaha vaza meM honevAlI nhiiN| bahuta bar3I ho jAtI hai| 599 ___ 2010_03 Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jina sUtra bhAga : 2 nI sabhI cIjeM apane mUla udagama para bar3I choTI hotI haiM, tumhArI to sirpha calane kA hI kAma kare, bs| tuma kucha aura hajAra bAteM sImA ke bhItara hotI haiN| na soco| to krodha ko vahAM dekho, jahAM se krodha uThatA hai| kAma ko vahAM rAste para tuma cala rahe ho, hajAra bAteM soca rahe ho| to calanA dekho jahAM se kAma uThatA hai| jhagar3e kA savAla nahIM hai| eka to machita hogA hii| mana hajAra jaga vaijJAnika avalokana kI bAta hai| sakatA hai| eka hI jagaha ho sakatA hai| bhojana tuma kara rahe ho, 'yaha jinavacana hai ki saMvarahIna muni ko kevala tapa karane se usa vakta baiThe tuma dukAna para vicAra kara rahe ho| baiThe ghara meM, mokSa nahIM milatA, jaise ki pAnI ke Ane kA srota khulA rahane para bhojana kara rahe, vicAra cala rahA bAjAra kaa| tAlAba kA pUrA pAnI nahIM suukhtaa|' maiMne sunA hai, eka AdamI eka sAdhu ke pAsa jAtA thaa| bar3A to pahalI cIja, mUlasrota kI phcaan| usa mUlasrota ko eka bhaktibhAva meM rasa letA thA, bhajana-kIrtana karatA thaa| aura jo hI nAma diyA jA sakatA hai, vaha hai muurchaa| mahAvIra kA zabda hai loga bhI bhajana-kIrtana ityAdi karane lagate haiM, ve cAhate haiM sabhI pramAda-soe-soe jiinaa| ko karavA deN| hiMsA kA bhAva hai vh| kyoMki tuma kauna ho sabhI hama jI to jarUra rahe haiM, lekina hamArA jInA bar3I taMdrA se bharA | | ko karavAne vAle? vaha apanI patnI ko bhI lagAnA cAhatA thaa| huA hai| kucha ThIka pakkA patA nahIM hai kyoM jI rahe haiN| kucha duniyA meM sabase kaThina kAma vahI hai| pati ko agara pakkA patA nahIM kauna haiN| kucha pakkA patA nahIM kahAM jA rahe haiM, bhajana-kIrtana karanA hai, patnI nizcita rUpa se bhajana-kIrtana nahIM kahAM se A rahe haiN| dhakkamadhukkI hai, cale jA rahe haiN| kregii| do meM se eka hI karatA hai| donoM...Akasmika saMyoga kabhI bhIr3a meM dekhA? koI bhIr3a kA relA A rahA ho, loga cale | ho jAe, bAta alg| aisA hotA nhiiN| le jA rahe ho| rukanA bhI mazkila kyoMki to vaha patnI ko baDI khIMcatAna macAtA thA. baDA zoragala bhIr3a dhakke de rahI hai| tumheM yaha pakkA patA bhI nahIM kahAM jA rahe, macAtA thA ki cala, dharma kara kuch| samaya kho rahI hai| jIvana jA kahAM se le jAe jA rahe, yaha bhIr3a kahAM jA rahI hai| lekina yaha rahA hai| lekina patnI apanI jidda para thii| usane apane guru ko socakara ki saba jA rahe haiM to ThIka hI jA rahe hoMge, AdamI khaa| guru ne kahA, maiM aauuNgaa| maiM terI patnI ko smjhaauuNgaa| calatA calA jAtA hai| hama paidA bhIr3a meM hote haiM, aura bhIr3a meM hI kala subaha AtA hUM pAMca bje| mara jAte haiN| aura hameM patA hI nahIM cala pAtA hameM jAnA kahAM thA, to pati to uTha jAtA thA cAra baje hI se| jora se zoragula honA kyA thaa| kyA hone ko hama paidA hue the| hamArI niyati kyA macAtA thaa| usako hI vaha bhajana-kIrtana kahatA thaa| hAlAMki thii| hamArA svabhAva kyA thaa| mohallA bhara usako gAlI detA thaa| bacce ghara ke gAlI dete the| yaha mUrchA tor3anA pahalI bAta hai| kaise TUTe yaha mUrchA? jo magara dhArmika AdamI jaba isa taraha ke kAma karatA hai to koI bhI karo, mahAvIra kahate haiM; vivekapUrvaka kro| rukAvaTa bhI nahIM DAla sktaa| jaina mani viveka kA bar3A galata artha karate haiN| jaba tama jaina | vaha jaba AyA sAdha, usane dvAra para dastaka dI to patnI bahArI muni se pUchoge ki mahAvIra jaba kahate haiM 'jayaM care, jayaM lagA rahI thii| usane patnI se kahA ki dekho, tumhArA pati kitanA ciTThe'--viveka se uThe, viveka se baiThe, to unakA matalaba kyA dhyAna meM lIna hai| usakI patnI ne kahA, chor3o bakavAsa! vaha isa hai? to jaina muni kahegA, viveka se baiThane kA matalaba jamIna samaya bAjAra gayA huA hai aura eka jUte kI dukAna para jUte kharIda jhAr3akara baittheN| koI cIMTI na mara jaae| pAnI chAnakara pIeM ki rahA hai| koI hiMsA na ho jaae| yaha viveka kA artha! vaha pati to aMdara baiThA thaa| usane yaha sunA to vaha bar3A hairAna yaha viveka kA artha nahIM hai| viveka kA artha hai. baiThane kI haa| usane kahA haha ho gii| jhaTha kI bhI eka sImA hotI hai| kriyA meM mUrchA na ho| jaba tuma baiTho to sirpha baittho| usa vakta pAMca baje rAta na to dukAneM khulI, aura maiM idhara apane dhyAna meM tumhArA caitanya sirpha baiThane kA hI kAma kare, bs| jaba tuma calo lagA huuN| aba yaha dikhatA hai ki yaha socakara ki maiM bIca meM uTha 6001 2010_03 . Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ trigupti aura mukti nahIM sktaa...| vaha nikalakara bAhara A gyaa| usane kahA, kara rahe haiN| hAlAMki jo ve artha kara rahe haiM vaha mere artha meM tUne samajhA kyA hai? maiM idhara ghara meM baiThA huuN| dhyAna kara rahA hUM, samAviSTa ho jAtA hai, lekina unake artha meM merA artha samAviSTa tujhe patA hai| jhUTha bola rahI hai sarAsara! nahIM hotaa| usakI patnI ne kahA, aba tuma ImAna se kaha do| kama se kama | jo vyakti jAgarUkatA se jIegA vaha svabhAvataH dekhakara tumhAre guru kI maujUdagI meM ImAna se kaha do, ki tuma nahIM camAra | calegA ki kisI kIr3e-makor3e para paira na par3a jaae| isake lie kI dukAna para the? jUte nahIM kharIda rahe the? dekhakara calane kI alaga se jarUrata na rahegI, jAgakara calanA vaha thor3A cauNkaa| aura guru sAmane khar3A thA, ekadama jhUTha bola | kAphI hai| vaha to nIMda meM hI, behozI meM hI calate ho isalie bhI na skaa| guru ne kahA, kyA mAmalA kyA hai? | aisI bhUla ho jAtI hai| usane kahA, yaha bAta to ThIka kaha rahI hai magara isako patA kaise | jo AdamI jAgakara jI rahA hai usake sAre jIvana kI prakriyAoM calA? kyoMki jUte phaTa gae haiM mere, to maiM dhyAna to kara rahA thA, | meM jAgaraNa kA prakAza par3ane lgegaa| usake jIvana se hiMsA lekina khayAla bAjAra kA thaa| aura maiM jarUra pahuMca gayA thA | samApta ho jaaegii| jisake bhItara tanAva nahIM, usake bAhara hiMsA camAra kI dukAna pr| jhagar3A maca gayA thA, kyoMki dAma vaha | samApta ho jAtI hai| jisake bhItara saMgharSa nahIM, usake bAhara bahuta jyAdA batA rahA thaa| mola-bhAva kara rahA thaa| magara isako saMgharSa samApta ho jAtA hai| bAhara to hama lar3ate isIlie haiM ki patA kaise calA? bhItara lar3a rahe haiN| bAhara to hamAre jIvana meM dhuAM isIlie aba yaha to kisI ko bhI patA nahIM ki striyoM ko patA kaise dikhAI par3atA hai ki bhItara hama jala rahe haiN| calatA hai, magara cala jAtA hai| chipA nahIM sakate striyoM se kuch| bAhara ke badalane se kacha bhI na hogA, bhItara kI badalAhaTa hogI patA cala hI jAtA hai| to bAhara kI badalAhaTa apane se ho jAtI hai| aMtasa badalA to to tuma jaba dhyAna kara rahe ho, taba dhyAna hI ho| magara yaha tabhI AcaraNa apane se badala jAtA hai| ho pAegA jaba tuma aura kAma bhI dhyAnapUrvaka hI karane lgo| to merI dRSTi meM mahAvIra ke sUtra kA artha huAH aMtasa meM dIyA calo to sirpha clo| bhojana karo to sirpha bhojana kro| bistara | jalA rhe| para leTo to basa phira leTa hI jaao| phira mana na daur3atA rahe | tuma jarA koziza kro| bahuta kaThina mAmalA hai| jaina muni jo hajAra jagaha! nahIM to leTane kI kyA jarUrata? daur3ate hI rho| | kahatA hai vaha sarala hai; isalie do kaur3I kA hai| vaha to koI bhI loga leTa jAte haiM bistara para, phira kahate haiM nIMda nahIM aatii| | abhyAsa kara le sakatA hai| usakA koI bahuta matalaba nahIM hai| nIMda na Ane kA kula kAraNa itanA hai ki tuma leTate hI nhiiN| pAnI chAnakara pI lene kA koI bahuta matalaba nahIM hai| maiM yaha zarIra to par3A hai bistara para lAza kI bhAMti; mana bhAga rahA hai nahIM kaha rahA ki pAnI chAnakara mata piinaa| lekina yaha mata samajha dUra-dUra lokoM meM; na mAlUma kahAM-kahAM kI yojanAoM meN| lenA ki pAnI chAnakara pI liyA to mokSa ku jaba mana bhAgA huA hai to nIMda nahIM ghaTa sktii| vizrAma to ThIka kiyaa| hAijanika hai, svAsthyavardhaka hai| pAnI chAnakara tabhI saMbhava hai jaba mana aura zarIra tAlamela karate haiN| mana kahIM pIyA to vaijJAnika dRSTi se ThIka kAma kiyaa| lekina isase kucha jA rahA hai, zarIra bistara para par3A hai| donoM meM itanA khiMcAva hai, mukti karIba A rahI hai aisA mata soca lenaa| jamIna buhArakara tanAva hai, nIMda saMbhava nahIM hai| | baiThe, ThIka kiyaa| jo karane yogya thA vaha kiyaa| lekina isase sAdhu hI sotA hai| sAdhu hI so sakatA hai| kyoMki sAdhu hI kucha atimAnavIya rozanI kA janma nahIM ho jaaegaa| isase kucha jagatA hai| jaba jagatA hai to basa jagatA hai| jaba sotA hai to basa paramAtmA tumameM nahIM utara aaegaa| sotA hai| itane saste meM tuma paramAtmA ko lAnA cAhate ho to tuma jarA mahAvIra kA jo vacana hai, viveka, jAgarUkatA, apramAda, jarUrata se jyAdA mAMga rahe ho| tama kahate ho. hama roja bahArI yatanAcAra, jatanapUrvaka jInA-usakA artha jaina muni bar3A kSudra | lagAkara baiThe, roja pAnI chAnakara pIyA, mokSa kahAM hai? lekina 1601 2010_03 Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ HAS Eles jina sUtra bhAgaH 2 tuma mokSa kI kImata kitanI AMka rahe ho? mokSa kA matalaba banatA hai--ninyAnabe para bhI bhApa nahIM banatA, sAr3he ninyAnabe para huAH buhArI lagAkara baiThe + pAnI chAnakara pIyA = mokSa? mokSa bhI bhApa nahIM banatA, ThIka sau DigrI para banatA hai| aise hI tumhAre do kaur3I kA kara diyA tumne| prayatna kI eka DigrI hai| tumhArI ceSTA kI eka DigrI hai, tumhAre nahIM, mokSa bar3I ghaTanA hai| aura usa bar3I ghaTanA kI bar3I tapa kI eka DigrI hai| ThIka usa jagaha Akara acAnaka rozanI ho taiyArI jarUrI hai| jAtI hai, aMdhakAra kaTa jAtA hai| usake eka kSaNa pahale taka gahana usa taiyArI kA pahalA kadama tuma uThAnA zurU kro| maiM kahatA hUM aMdherI rAta thii| kaThina hai| kyoMki agara tuma jAgakara calanA cAhoge to tuma hatAza mata honaa| lauTa mata jaanaa| yaha mata socanA ki kyA pAoge, kSaNabhara bhI nahIM cala paate| agara bhojana tuma hoza se phAyadA! ho sakatA hai, tuma sanatAnabe DigrI para the ki anaThAnabe karanA cAhoge to ekAdha kaura kara liyA to bhut| phira bhaTake, DigrI para the aura lauTa gae, nirAza ho ge| eka kadama phira bhttke| lekina bAra-bAra lauTAte raho! pakar3a-pakar3akara aura-eka kadama aur| lauTanA hI mt| jIvana kI eka hI apane ghara Ate rho| phira jaba yAda A jAe ki are! kahAM bAta ko yAda rakho to mahAvIra kA sArA sAra-saMcaya tumhAre pAsa calA gayA? phira cabAne lage binA hoza ke, phira lauTakara A rhegaa| uTho jAgakara, baiTho jAgakara, calo jAgakara, bolo. jaao| phira hAtha zithila kara lo| phira se apane ko jagAkara suno-jo bhI karo-apane ko jhakajhora kr| bhItara dIyA baiTha jaao| phira se bhojana zurU kara do|| jAgane kA jagA rhe| ka kadama caloge, hoza rahegA, dasare kadama tama majhe yahAM sana rahe ho, tama isa taraha sana sakate ho ki baiThe para phira behozI A gaI. phira koI khayAla utara AyA. phira haiM, hajAra bAteM cala rahI haiM khopar3I meM, yaha merI bAta bhI sunAI par3a kisI khayAla meM kho ge| jaba yAda A jAe, phira apane ko rahI hai unhIM hajAra bAtoM ke bIca meN| kahIM-kahIM kucha-kucha zabda samhAla lo| zurU-zurU meM to aisA hI hogaa| pakar3oge, | bhItara praveza kara jAte haiN| ve hajAra bAtoM meM lipaTakara unakA artha khooge; pakar3oge, khooge| hAtha lagegA dhAgA, chUTegA; bhI badala jAtA hai| kucha kA kucha sunAI par3a jAtA hai| kahA kucha, chUTegA hajAra baar| suna kucha lete ho| artha kucha thA, artha kucha nikAla lete ho| tuma phikira mata kro| hajAra bAra chUTe, hajAra bAra pkdd'o| aise soe-soe sunakara tuma jo le jAte ho, vaha tumhArA hI isase hatAza bhI mata honA, kyoMki yaha bAta hI aisI hai ki hogaa| usakA majhase kucha lenA-denA nahIM hai| sadhate-sadhate sadhatI hai| yaha bAta itanI mUlyavAna hai ki yaha eka jAgakara suno| jAgakara sunane kA artha hai, sunate vakta tuma daphA meM sadha jAtI to isakA koI mUlya hI na thaa| ye koI mausamI kAna hI kAna ho jaao| tumhArA pUrA zarIra kAna kI taraha kAma phUla nahIM haiM ki DAla die bIja aura do-cAra saptAha meM phUla A | kare to jAgakara sunaa| bhojana karate vakta tuma svAda hI svAda ho ge| ye to devadAra aura cinAra ke bar3e vRkSa haiM, jo bahuta samaya | jaao| tumhArA pUrA zarIra basa bhojana kre| calate vakta tuma paira lete haiN| bar3e hote haiN| AkAza ko chUne jAte haiN| hI paira ho jaao| basa tuma clo| socate vakta tuma mana hI mana mokSa se bar3I aura koI ghaTanA isa saMsAra meM nahIM hai, na isa | ho jAo; phira sirpha soco| saMsAra ke bAhara hai| mokSa mahattama ghaTanA hai| isalie usake lie | to maiM yaha nahIM kaha rahA hUM ki socane ke lie samaya hI mata do| jitanA bhI zrama kiyA jAe vaha aMtataH thor3A hai| jaba mokSa kI ghar3I do ghar3I nikAla lo aura usa samaya sirpha soco| jarUrata hai upalabdhi hotI hai to patA calatA hai, jo hamane kiyA thA vaha na | usakI bhii| vaha bhI tumhAre jIvana kA aMga hai| use bhI samaya kucha thaa| hAM, jaba taka milA nahIM hai mokSa, taba taka aisA lagatA caahie| saba samaya ko ThIka se bAMTa do| magara eka khayAla rahe hai ki kitanA kara rahe haiM, aura kucha bhI nahIM ho rahA hai...kucha bhI ki jo bhI kRtya ho vaha mUrchA meM na ho| nahIM ho rahA hai| agara hAtha meM A-Akara hoza chUTa jAtA ho, to itanA hI aura bAta khayAla rakhanA, jaise sau DigrI garmI para pAnI bhApa khayAla rakhanA ki thor3I ceSTA aur| 602] 2010_03 Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ trigupti aura mukti mila hI jAtA duA ko bAga-e-kubUla tarapha bahane lagatI hai to puNya kheN| aura ina donoM ke bIca jo himmata-e-dila hI pasta hai zAyada jor3anevAlA setu hai, vaha tapa hai| tapa zabda bilakula ThIka hai| -svIkAra ho jAtI praarthnaa| vaha tApa se hI banA hai; garmI se hI banA hai| mila hI jAtA duA ko bAga-e-kubUla lekina kucha nAsamajha haiM, ve dhUpa meM khar3e ho jAte haiN| ve kahate himmata-e-dila hI pasta hai zAyada haiM, tapa kara rahe haiN| kucha nAsamajha haiM, aMgIThiyAM lagAkara baiTha agara nahIM milatI prArthanA ko svIkRti, agara prArthanA pUrI nahIM jAte haiN| ve kahate haiM tapa kara rahe haiN| hotI to itanA hI jAnanA ki abhI dila kI himmata, dila kA AdamI ke pAgalapana kI koI sImA nhiiN| aMgIThiyAM lagAkara -abhI dila kholakara mAMgA hI nhiiN| dvAra para dila tuma tapa karoge? zarIra ko jalA loge, pasIne-pasIne ho kholakara dastaka hI na dii| kucha kamI raha gii| | jaaoge| isase tapa kA koI saMbaMdha nahIM hai| dhUpa meM khar3e itanA hI khayAla rakhanA ki kucha kamI raha gii| phira ceSTA | rahoge-sira se sUraja ko Ugane-DUbane doge? isase tapa kA krnaa| kisI bhI dina kamI pUrI ho jaaegii| aura koI bhI nahIM koI saMbaMdha nahIM hai| tuma nAhaka kaSTa jheloge| kaha sakatA, kaba pUrI ho jaaegii| kyoMki aba taka koI tapa hai aaNtrik| khayAla karo, sUraja kI kiraNoM meM donoM bAteM tharmAmITara nahIM bana sakA, jisase hama patA lagA sakeM ki AdamI | haiM: tApa bhI hai, aura prakAza bhI hai| pratyeka tApa ke sAtha prakAza kA hoza samAdhi ke karIba A gayA yA nhiiN| koI upAya nhiiN| | bhI jur3A hai| prakAza ke do guNadharma haiM: eka to cIjoM ko jaise tharmAmITara meM hama patA lagA lete haiM ki AdamI kA bukhAra prakAzita karanA aura uttapta krnaa| jyAdA to nahIM ho gayA? kama to nahIM ho gayA? aba taka koI aise hI tumhAre bhItara caitanya kA jaba prakAza jaganA zurU hotA hai tharmAmITara nahIM banA, ki patA cala sake ki AdamI kA hoza | to do ghaTanAeM ghaTatI haiN| eka to tuma bhItara prakAzita hone lagate kitanA hai? abhI hoza ko mApane kA koI upAya nahIM hai| ho aura tumhArI jIvana-UrjA uttapta hone lagatI hai| to eka tarapha isalie tumheM TaTola-TaTolakara hI calanA hogaa| magara eka to tuma sau DigrI kI tarapha bar3hane lagate ho, jahAM chalAMga lagegI, bAta pakkI hai-jinhoMne khojA, unheM milaa| agara tumheM na mile | sImA ttuuttegii| dRzya kA baMdhana giregaa| nIce kI tarapha bahane kI to aisA mata socanA ki hoza milatA hI nhiiN| adhika loga purAnI Adata se chuTakArA hogaa| aura dUsarI tarapha jaise-jaise jaldI hI aisA soca lete haiM ki na koI paramAtmA hai, na koI AtmA tApa saghana hotA jAegA vaise-vaise tuma rozanI se maMDita hote hai, na koI hoza hai| yaha kucha honevAlI bAta nahIM hai| isa taraha jaaoge| tumhAre bhItara eka prabhAmaMDala jnmegaa| aMgIThiyAM paste-himmata mata ho jAnA, hatAza mata ho jaanaa| jalAne kI jarUrata nahIM; tumhAre cehare se, tumhArI AMkhoM se, tapazcaryA kA yahI artha hai, jaba mahAvIra kahate haiM tapa, to tumhAre vyaktitva se, tumhAre uThane-baiThane se, prakAza kI jhalaka unakA yahI artha hai| tapa kA artha hai, apane ko tapAte jAnA, milanI zurU hogii| tuma eka dIyA bana jaaoge| garamAte jaanaa| sau DigrI para bhApa banoge, chalAMga lgegii| dekhA! aura dhIre-dhIre vyakti pAradarzI ho jAtA hai| tuma usake dIye pAnI nIce kI tarapha bahatA hai| phira jaba bhApa bana jAtA hai to | ko bAhara se bhI dekha sakate ho| jinake pAsa bhI thor3I dekhane kI Upara kI tarapha uThane lagatA hai| vahI pAnI, jo sadA nIce kI AMkha hai aura sahAnubhUti se bharI AMkha hai, ve kisI bhI tarapha bahatA thA, aba acAnaka Upara kI tarapha uThane lagatA hai| jIvita-jAgate vyakti ke bhItara rozanI ko dekhane meM samartha ho vahI pAnI jo dRzya thA, aba adRzya hone lagatA hai| vahI pAnI | jAte haiN| jo gaDDhoM kI talAza karatA thA, AkAza kI talAza meM nikala to tapazcaryA kA artha tuma yaha mata le lenA ki apane ko vyartha jAtA hai| basa sau DigrI kA pharka hai! | kaSTa dene haiN| tapazcaryA kA artha hai, jo kaSTa A jAeM unheM ThIka aise hI manaSya kI cetanA sAdhAraNataH nIce kI tarapha bahatI svIkAra karanA hai, dene nahIM haiN| AnevAle kaSTa hI kAphI haiM, aba hai| isa nIce kI tarapha bahane ko hama pApa kheN| jaba Upara kI aura dene kI kyA jarUrata hai? itane janmoM ke karmoM kA jAla hai 603 2010_03 Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jina sUtra bhAgaH2 hamane bahuta-se kaSTa to arjita hI kara lie haiM; ve A hI rahe haiN| meM hI tuma acAnaka pAoge, eka krAMti ho gii| jaba tuma pUre mana basa unheM tuma sahiSNutA se, samabhAva se jhela lenaa| dukhI mata se svIkAra karoge, tuma pAoge, siradarda utanA darda na rahA, jitanA honaa| dukha Ae to, svIkAra kara lenaa| jo dukha Ae tuma | mAlUma hotA thaa| asvIkAra karane se dukha anaMtagunA mAlUma hone usase parezAna aura udvigna mata honA, rAjI ho jaanaa| kahanA ki lagatA hai| svIkAra karane se kSINa ho jAtA hai| agara tumane pUrI kisI ko kabhI dukha diyA hogA, vaha lauTa AyA hai| chuTakArA | taraha svIkAra kara liyA to tuma acAnaka pAoge ki darda to huA jAtA hai| gyaa| itanA phAsalA ho jAtA hai tumameM aura darda meN| buddha para eka AdamI thUka gayA to buddha bar3e prasanna ho ge| agara darda ko bhI tumane mehamAna kI tarapha svIkAra kara liyA to unhoMne AnaMda se kahA, dekha AnaMda! isa AdamI para jarUra maiMne tp| alaga se dukha dene kI koI jarUrata nahIM hai| kabhI thUkA hogaa| janmoM-janmoM kI yAtrA hai| kabhI ise kucha dukha yaha mahAvIra to kaha hI nahIM sakate ki apane ko dukha do, diyA hogA, kucha apamAna kiyA hogaa| Aja chuTakArA huaa| kyoMki mahAvIra kahate haiM, kisI ko dukha mata do; usameM tuma bhI agara yaha na thUka jAtA to aTake rhte| isake sAtha ulajhe sammilita ho| yaha to bAta bar3e pAgalapana kI ho jAegI ki rhte| yaha chuTakArA honA hI thaa| Aja khAtA bNd| Aja kahA jAe ki dUsare ko dukha mata do aura apane ko dukha do| jo lena-dena pUrA ho gyaa| tuma dUsare ke sAtha nahIM karate vaha apane sAtha kyoM karo? dayA jaba jIvana meM dukha Ae to use isa bhAMti svIkAra kara lenA ki dUsare ke sAtha hai to apane sAtha bhI caahie| apane kie gae kisI karma kA phala hai, svIkAra kara liyaa| saca to yaha hai ki jo apane sAtha dayA karatA hai vahI dUsare ke isase udvigna mata honA, to nayA dukha nirmita na hogA aura purAnA sAtha dayA kara sakatA hai| aura jo apane sAtha kaThora hai vaha dukha bhasmIbhUta ho jaaegaa| kisI ke bhI sAtha komala nahIM ho sktaa| jo apane sAtha jiMdagI ke gamoM ko apanAkara komala nahIM, vaha kisake sAtha komala hogA? jo apane se prema hamane daraasala tujhako apnaayaa| nahIM kara sakA vaha kisI ko prema nahIM kara skegaa| jo vyakti ve jisane jIvana ke dakha svIkAra kara liye, usane paramAtmA ko apane ko prema karatA hai vahI dasaroM ko prema kara sakatA hai| jo svIkAra kara liyaa| ghaTanA ghaTatI hai, pahale ghara meM ghaTatI hai, apane bhItara ghaTatI hai; aura maje kI bAta hai...sAdhAraNataH hama sukha khojate haiM aura phira usakI kiraNeM dUsaroM taka phailatI haiN| dukha pAte haiN| aura jaba koI vyakti dukha ko svIkAra karane isalie mahAvIra yaha to kaha hI nahIM sakate ki tuma apane ko lagatA hai to jIvana meM sukha kI varSA hone lagatI hai| yaha jIvana | dukha do| itanA hI kahA hai ki jo dukha Ae vaha tumhAre dUsaroM ko kA gaNita hai| khojo sukha, pAoge dukh| mile dukha, svIkAra die hue dukhoM kA pariNAma hai| use svIkAra kara lo| kara lo aura tuma acAnaka pAoge, mahata sukha utpanna hone lgaa| 'ajJAnI vyakti tapa ke dvArA karor3oM janmoM yA karor3oM varSoM meM dukha ke svIkAra meM hI sukha kI kSamatA paidA ho jAtI hai| jitane karma kA kSaya karatA hai, utane karmoM kA nAza jJAnI vyakti jarA karake dekho! jaba koI dukha Ae, use svIkAra karake trigupti ke dvArA eka sAMsa meM sahaja kara DAlatA hai|' dekho| choTA-moTA dukha! prayoga karo, svIkAra kara lo| aisA | aba yaha bAta sIdhI-sApha hai, lekina phira bhI na mAlUma kaisA soco hI mata ki mere Upara koI vipadA A gaI hai| aisA soco darbhAgya ki mahAvIra ko mAnanevAle loga trigapti kI to bAta bhala mata ki paramAtmA mere sAtha anyAya kara rahA hai| aisA soco mt| gae, basa ve karor3oM varSoMvAlI tapazcaryA meM lage hue haiN| zikAyata lAo hI mt| gilA, zikavA lAo hI mt| itanA ja annANI kammaM khavei bahuAhiM baaskoddiihiN| hI jAno ki maiMne kucha dukha boe hoMge, phala kATa rahA hUM, ThIka, hajAroM-lAkhoM varSa taka, lAkhoM janmoM taka, koTi-koTi janmoM calo nipaTArA huA jAtA hai| | taka koI tapa kare, taba kahIM bar3A alpa karma kA vinAza hotA hai| siradarda Ae...choTA-sA dukha hai, svIkAra kara lo| svIkAra taM nANI tihiM gutto... 604 2010_03 Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ trigupti aura mukti aura jJAnI trigupti ke dvArA... tapazcaryA kare to bhI kucha khAsa lAbha nahIM hotaa| jJAnI vyakti khavei UsAsamitteNaM... kSaNabhara meM, zvAsabhara meM hoza se jIe to bahuta lAbha hotA hai| eka sAMsa meM utane karmoM se mukta ho jAtA hai| isa bAta ko iMgita karane ke lie ki jJAnI se artha zAstra ko kyA hai yaha trigupti? jAnanevAlA nahIM hai, tIsarA sUtra bilakula sApha hai| mahAvIra kahate haiM, 'mana, vacana, kAyA, inakI pravRttiyoM meM mahAvIra kahate haiM, mokSAvasthA kA zabdoM meM varNana karanA saMbhava jAgarUka hokara jInA trigupti|' nahIM hai| isalie zAstra kAma na aaeNge| kyoMki vahAM zabdoM kI ye tIna gapta bAteM. ye tIna sIkreTa. ye tIna kaMjiyAM--mana. pravatti hI nahIM hai| vahAM to kevala caitanya kA praveza hai, zabdoM kA vacana, kaayaa| zarIra se jo bhI karo, hozapUrvaka krnaa| mana se koI praveza nahIM hai| vahAM tuma to jA sakate ho lekina tumhArI jo bhI karo, hozapUrvaka krnaa| vacana se jo bhI karo, hozapUrvaka buddhi aura tarka nahIM jA sktaa| tarka aura buddhi ko pIche hI chor3a krnaa| ye tIna kuMjiyAM-inako jo sAdha letA hai, vaha karor3oM jAnA par3atA hai| janmoM meM bhI zrama karake jo AdamI pAtA hai, use eka sAMsa meM | jaise koI AdamI himAlaya para car3hatA hai, to jaise-jaise UMcAI binA zrama ke pA letA hai| bar3hane lagatI hai, bojha kama karane lagatA hai| pahale socA thA saba ajJAnI AdamI kucha bhI kare to jo bhI karegA, usake ajJAna se sAmAna le cleN| phira jaba pahAr3a car3hatA hai to patA calatA hai, hI nikalegA n| vaha tapa bhI kare to bhI ajJAna se niklegaa| itanA sAmAna to le jAnA saMbhava na hogaa| to jo-jo kAma kA aura ajJAna se jo bhI nikalegA usase nae kabaMdhoM kA janma nahIM hai, chor3a do| phira aura UMce pahAr3a para car3hatA hai to patA hotA hai| vaha tyAga bhI kare to bhI ajJAna se hI kregaa| | calatA hai, aura bhI kucha chor3anA pdd'egaa| ajJAnI vyakti kA artha hai-yaha mata socanA ki jo zAstra jaba tenasiMga aura hilerI gaurIzaMkara para pahuMce to bilakula saba nahIM jAnatA-ajJAnI se artha hai, jo jAgA huA nahIM hai; jo sAmAna chor3akara phuNce| kucha bhI na thaa| utanI UMcAI para kucha jJAnapUrvaka nahIM jI rahA hai| bhI le jAnA saMbhava nahIM hotaa| yahIM savidhA ho jAtI hai cIjoM ke artha badala lene meN| jaba mokSa AkhirI UMcAI hai cetanA kii| vahAM to vicAra bhI le jAne mahAvIra kahate haiM ajJAnI vyakti to samajha meM A gaI bAta, ki saMbhava nahIM hote, saMkalpa-vikalpa bhI saMbhava nahIM hote| isalie jJAnI honA jarUrI hai| par3ho zAstra, kaMThasthakaro zAstra, bana mahAvIra kahate haiM, usakA to varNana hI nahIM ho sktaa| jAo tote, to jJAnI ho jaaoge|| isalie zAstra jo bhI kahate haiM, ve saba prAthamika sUcanAeM haiM, zabda kitane hI saMgrahIta ho jAeM, usase koI jJAnI nahIM hotaa| aMtima kA koI darzana nahIM hai| zAstra jo bhI kahate haiM, vaha saba vaha to yaMtravata hai| par3ho, bAra-bAra par3ho, guno, yAda ho jAte haiN| ka, kha, ga, hai| vaha pahalI, prAthamika pAThazAlA hai| zAstroM meM yAda se tumhAre jIvana meM thor3e hI kucha rozanI AegI! tumhAre jIvana kA vizvavidyAlaya nahIM hai, prAthamika zikSA hai| zAstroM jIvana meM koI dIyA pragaTa ho, tumhAre jIvana meM koI anubhava jage, para mata ruka jaanaa|| tumhArA anubhava ho to hI jnyaan| udhAra jJAna jJAna nhiiN| __ anubhava hI jIvana kA vizvavidyAlaya hai| vahAM zabdoM kI koI 'mokSAvasthA kA zabdoM meM varNana karanA saMbhava nahIM, kyoMki pravRtti nahIM hai| kyoMki jo vyakti bhItara jAegA, use pahale to vahAM zabdoM kI pravRtti nahIM hai| vahAM na tarka kA praveza hai, na vahAM zarIra chor3anA par3atA hai| kyoMki zarIra hamArA sabase bAharI rUpa mAnasa-vyApAra saMbhava hai| mokSAvasthA saMkalpa-vikalpAtIta hai; | hai| jaise koI AdamI isa bhavana meM aMdara AegA to daravAjA, sAtha hI samasta mala-kalaMka se rahita hone se vahAM oja bhI nahIM daravAje se lagI huI cAradIvArI chor3akara AnA par3atA hai| hai| rAgAtIta hone ke kAraNa sAtaveM narka taka kI bhUmi kA jJAna to pahale to zarIra chUTa jAtA hai| phira jaba aura bhItara praveza hone para bhI vahAM kisI prakAra kA kheda nahIM hai|' karate haiM to mana kI prakriyAeM chUTa jAtI haiN| jaba aura bhItara praveza pahale sUtra meM kahate haiM, ajJAnI vyakti karor3oM janmoM taka karate haiM to hRdaya ke bhAva chUTa jAte haiN| jaba bilakula bhItara 605 2010_03 Page #18 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jina sUtra bhAgaH2 apane ghara meM pahuMca jAte haiM, ThIka aMtargRha meM, to vahAM zuddha cetanA | prema, mokSa, paramAtmA to kabhI-kabhI ghaTatA hai, isalie siddha bacatI hai, koI bhI aura nahIM bacatAna zarIra, na mana, na bhaav| nahIM ho pAtA; clo| lekina itane loga to prema karate haiM--itane isa zuddha avasthA meM mukti ke pahale darzana hote haiN| lailA, itane majanU, itane zIrI, itane pharihAda! phira bhI kucha kaha to mahAvIra kahate haiM, trigupti ke dvArA aisI mukti kI dazA kA nahIM pAtA koii| | anubhava tumheM hogA, vahI jJAna hai| vahAM tarka kA praveza nahIM, kala maiM eka gIta par3hatA thAH isalie koI mokSa ko siddha nahIM kara sakatA ki hai| na koI | kahanA cAhA to magara bAta batAI na gaI siddha kara sakatA ki nahIM hai| kyoMki jo cIja siddha hI nahIM kI darda ko zabda kI pozAka pahanAI na gaI jA sakatI tarka se ki hai, usako asiddha bhI nahIM kiyA jA | aura phira khatma huI aise kahAnI apanI sktaa| sirpha anubhava se jo legA svAda, vahI jAnegA-gUMge unase sunate na banI hamase sunAI na gaI kA gudd'| jo legA svAda, vaha jAnegA ki hai| lekina vaha bhI rahI hareka jagaha sAMsa para rahI na gaI tumheM siddha nahIM kara paaegaa| bAta aisI thI, kahI to magara kahI na gaI agara tuma gUMge se pUcho ki tujhe svAda milA, bola! to vaha isa taraha gujarI terI yAda meM hareka subaha tumhArA hAtha khiiNcegaa| usa tarapha jahAM usako svAda milaa| tuma pIra jo koI sahI to ho magara sahI na gaI bhI A jAo aura tuma bhI cakha lo gudd'| prema nahIM kahate bntaa| prema ko zabda kI pozAka pahanAte nahIM yahI mahAvIra-buddha, yahI duniyA ke sAre satpuruSa kara rahe haiN| | bntii| khIMca rahe haiM hAtha tumhArA ki Ao! hama jahAM gae, vahAM khUba kahanA cAhA to magara bAta batAI na gaI paayaa| tuma bhI thor3A svAda lo| kauna premI nahIM kahanA cAhA hai? tumane kabhI prema kiyA kisI tama kahate ho. pahale siddha karo. phira hama aaeNge| choDo ko? taba tamheM aDacana AtI hai. kaise kaheM ki majhe prema hai? haath| aise hAtha mata khiiNco| hama aise buddhihIna nahIM haiM ki hara kaho, zabda bar3e choTe mAlUma par3ate haiN| jo hai, usake mukAbale kisI ke sAtha ho leN| tuma pahale siddha kara do ki paramAtmA hai, | nA-kucha mAlUma par3ate haiN| lAkha sira paTako, kaho ki mujhe prema hai mokSa hai, AtmA hai, to hama Ane ko taiyAra haiN| hama tarkazIla to bhI tumheM lagatA hai, kaha kahAM pAe ? vyakti haiN| hama soca-vicAra kara calate haiN| hama aMdhavizvAsI kahanA cAhA to magara bAta batAI na gaI nahIM haiN| premI kitanA sira paTakate haiM, kitane upAya karate haiN| calo phUla to phira tuma kabhI bhI na jA skoge| to tumheM patA nahIM tumane kA guladastA kharIda lAo, ki hIre-javAharAta ke hAra le kisase apanA hAtha chur3A liyaa| tumane usase apanA hAtha chur3A | aao| magara hIre-javAharAta se bhI nahIM kahA jaataa| phUla bhI liyA jo tumheM tuma taka pahuMcA detaa| tumane usase apanA hAtha nahIM kaha paate| kucha hai, jo pragaTa nahIM ho paataa| chur3A liyA jo tumhAre lie jIvana meM saubhAgya kI kiraNa hokara darda ko zabda kI pozAka pahanAI na gaI AyA thaa| aura tumane jisa bAta ke nAma para hAtha chur3A liyA usa aura phira khatma haI aise kahAnI apanI kUr3A-karkaTa ko tuma mUlya de rahe ho trk| sabhI premiyoM kI aise hI kahAnI khatma hotI hai| jIvana meM jo bhI mahatvapUrNa hai usake lie koI tarka nahIM hai| | unase sunate na banI hamase sunAI na gaI prema ke lie koI siddha kara sakA ki hai? prema jaisI sAmAnya rahI hareka jagaha sAMsa para rahI na gaI jIvana kI anubhava kI ghaTanA bhI siddha nahIM hotii| sabako | bAta aisI thI, kahI to magara kahI na gaI anubhava hotI hai to bhI siddha nahIM hotii| isa jamIna para karor3oM kaha bhI dete haiM to bhI raha jAtI hai baat| kaha bhI dete haiM to bhI loga prema karate haiM lekina phira bhI siddha nahIM hotaa| khaira mahAvIra lagatA hai kahAM kahI? kaha bhI dete haiM to bhI mana tar3aphatA raha jAtA aura buddha to kabhI-kabhI apavAda rUpa hote haiN| yaha AtyaMtika hai, kaha na paae| 606 2010_03 Page #19 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ trigupti aura mukti isa taraha gujarI terI yAda meM hareka subaha ke atIta hai| pIra jo koI sahI to ho magara sahI na gaI oe appaiTThANassa kheynne| lagatA hai kaha bhI diyA aura lagatA hai kaha bhI na paae| lagatA vaha mana ke bahuta pAra hai| vaha itane pAra hai mana ke ki aura sArI hai ho bhI gayA aura lagatA hai ho bhI na paayaa| aisI viDaMbanA bAteM to chor3a hI do, AdhyAtmika vyakti meM jo oja pragaTa hotA sAdhAraNa prema ke sAtha ghaTa jAtI hai| hai, vaha oja bhI usa jagaha taka nahIM phNctaa| vaha oja bhI to paramAtmA kI to hama bAta hI chor3a deN| vaha to AtyaMtika bAhara-bAhara raha jAtA hai| vahAM pahuMcate-pahuMcate oja bhI kho ghaTanA hai, AkhirI ghaTanA hai| usako batAne ke lie koI zabda jAtA hai| kyoMki oja ke lie bhI aMdhakAra kA sahArA caahie| kI bhASA meM nahIM hai| usako batAne ke lie koI vicAra oja ke pragaTa hone ke lie aMdhakAra kI pRSThabhUmi caahie| AdamI ke pAsa nahIM hai| usakI tarapha izArA karane meM hamArI koI| isalie mahAvIra kahate haiM, sAtha hI samasta mala-kalaMka se aMgulI kAma nahIM aatii| hamArI aMgulI bar3I sthUla aura vaha rahita hone se vahAM oja bhI nahIM hai|' bar3A suukssm| sthUla ko sthUla se dizA-nirdeza kiyA jA sktaa| aba yaha bar3I mahatvapUrNa bAta ve kaha rahe haiN| atyaMta hai| sthUla ko sthala se kahA jA sakatA hai| sUkSma ko kaise sthUla asAdhAraNa bAta ve kaha rahe haiN| ve yaha kaha rahe haiM, prakAza ko se kaheM? vaha bar3A jIvaMta aura hamAre saba zabda murdaa| dekhane ke lie bhI aMdhere kI pRSThabhUmi caahie| isalie jinhoMne jAnA ve mauna rhe| mahAvIra ne to apane | jaba tuma dIyA jalAte ho to tumheM rozanI dikhAI par3atI hai| tuma saMnyAsI ko muni nAma isIlie diyA ki jAnoge-basa cupa! socate ho rozanI ke kAraNa, to galatI hai tumhArA khyaal| vaha muni kahA isIlie ki mauna ghttegaa| mauna se hI use jAnoge, jo cAroM tarapha aMdherA ghirA hai, usakI dIvAla ke kaarnn| thor3A jAnakara mauna se hI use kaha paaoge| soco ki duniyA se aMdherA miTa jAe, phira tumheM rozanI dikhAI isakA yaha artha nahIM hai ki mahAvIra ne kucha kahA nhiiN| bahuta | par3egI? phira kaise dikhAI par3egI? phira nahIM dikhAI pdd'egii| kahA, lekina usa sAre kahane se bhI bAta kahI na gii| zabda kI abhI maiM bolatA hUM, tumheM sunAI par3atA hai kyoMki bolane ke pozAka pahanAI na gii| lAkha taraha se upAya kiyA hogaa| idhara AsapAsa zUnya bhI chAyA huA hai| agara zUnya miTa jAe to se hAre to udhara se kiyA hogA, udhara se hAre to aura kahIM se bolanA saMbhava na rhe| agara bolanA miTa jAe to zUnya kA kiyA hogaa| isa daravAje se praveza na ho sakA to dUsare daravAje | anubhava honA muzkila ho jaae| zoragula ke kAraNa hI zAMti kA para khaTakhaTAyA hogaa| lekina aMtima nirNaya meM yaha kahA ki vaha | anubhava hotA hai, khayAla rkhnaa| agara bilakula sannATA ho, mokSa kucha aisA hai ki kahA nahIM jA sktaa| tumheM bhI anubhava ho koI AvAja na hotI ho to zAMti kA patA hI na clegaa| jAe, basa aisI zabhAkAMkSA kI jA sakatI hai| yA tuma hAtha dene patA calane ke lie viparIta cAhie, dvaMdva caahie| ko rAjI ho jAo hAtha meM to tumheM bhI le jAyA jA sakatA hai| / mahAvIra kahate haiM, vaha itanA AtyaMtika eka hai, vahAM koI do sadagaru kA artha yahI hai-jo tamheM le jaae| satsaMga kA artha | nahIM bacate: ki vahAM oja taka kA patA nahIM cltaa| vahAM itanI yahI hai, jahAM tuma kisI aura ke hAtha meM apanA hAtha dene ko taiyAra rozanI hai ki rozanI kA patA nahIM cltaa| aMdherA hai hI nhiiN| ho jaao| vahAM itanI zuddhatA hai ki zuddhatA kA bhI patA nahIM cltaa| 'mokSAvasthA kA zabdoM meM varNana nahIM hai...|' kyoMki zuddhatA kA patA hone ke lie kucha azuddhi, kucha savve sarA niyaTRti takkA jattha na vijji| mala-kalaMka zeSa raha jAnA caahie| aura tarka se use kahA nahIM jA sktaa...| tumane kabhI khayAla kiyA? jaba svAsthya paripUrNa hotA hai to takkA jattha na vijji| bilakula patA nahIM cltaa| thor3I bImArI rahe to hI patA calatA maI tattha na gaahiyaa...| hai| paira meM darda hai to zarIra kA patA calatA hai| sira meM darda hai to vahAM mana kA koI vyApAra hI nahIM raha jaataa| mana ke pAra hai, mana | sira kA patA calatA hai| jisa AdamI ne sira kA darda nahIM jAnA 6071 ___JainEducation International 2010_03 Page #20 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jina satra bhAga: 2 | use sira kA patA hI nahIM cltaa| zarIra meM koI pIr3A ho to patA baahr| mokSa se to sirpha itanA hI patA calatA hai ki hama sAre calatA hai| baccoM ko zarIra kA patA nahIM calatA, sirpha bUr3hoM ko baMdhana se mukt| hamArA honA sImA ke pAra, maryAdA ke paar| sArI patA calatA hai| jisa dina zarIra kA patA calane lage, samajhanA jaMjIreM chUTa gaIM, kArAgRha gira gayA aura hama mukta gagana meM ur3a bur3hApA karIba A rahA hai| zarIra ke patA calane kA artha hai ki cle| usa anaMta meM kho cale, visarjita ho cle| kucha jarAjIrNa hone lgaa| anaMta-anaMta janmoM kI ajJAnapUrNa ceSTA bhI vahAM nahIM le jA hamAre pAsa eka bar3A bahumUlya zabda hai-vednaa| vedanA zabda sakatI, aura jJAnapUrNa eka zvAsa vahAM le jA sakatI hai| isalie ke do artha haiN| eka to artha hai-jnyaan| veda bhI usI se asalI savAla jAgane kA, jAgrata hone kA hai| banA--vida se| vedanA kA artha hai, jnyaan| aura dUsarA artha hai, mahAvIra kI sArI ciMtanA ko eka zabda meM nicor3akara rakhA jA dukh| bar3I ajIba-sI bAta hai| isa eka zabda ke do arthaH jJAna sakatA hai--unake sAre vijJAna ko-aura vaha zabda hai, aura dukh| magara bar3I sArthaka bAta hai| dukha kA hI patA calatA jAgarUkatA, aveyaranesa, apramatta ho jaanaa| hai| dukha kA hI jJAna hotA hai| AnaMda kA to patA hI nahIM cala yaha bar3A anUThA dharma hai| yaha sIdhA vijJAna kA dharma hai| isameM sktaa| AnaMda to lApatA hai| jaba AnaMda ghaTatA hai to usake maMdira kI jarUrata nahIM, mUrti kI jarUrata nahIM, pUjA-arcanA kI viparIta to kucha bhI nahIM bacatA isalie patA kaise calegA? | jarUrata nahIM, kriyA-kAMDa kI jarUrata nahIM, paMDita-purohita kI mahAvIra kahate haiM, vahAM to rozanI bhI nahIM raha jaatii| yA itanI jarUrata nahIM, yajJa-havana kI jarUrata nhiiN| isameM koI rozanI ho jAtI hai, rozanI hI rozanI ho jAtI hai, ki use kina | sAdhana-sAmagrI kI jarUrata nhiiN| kucha bhI jarUrata nhiiN| isameM zabdoM meM kaheM? isalie mahAvIra ne saccidAnaMda zabda kA bhI | tuma kAphI ho| basa tuma hI prayogazAla ho| prayoga nahIM kiyaa| upaniSada kahate haiM : sccidaanNd| mahAvIra | tumhAre bhItara saba maujUda hai| vaha bhI maujUda hai jisako jagAnA usakA bhI prayoga nahIM krte| ve kahate haiM, asata rahA nahIM to sata | hai| basa, thor3A apane ko hilAnA-DulAnA hai| abhI tuma kisako kaheM? acita rahA nahIM to cita kisako kaheM? dukha | gAMTha-lage rUmAla ho, basa jarA gAMTha ko khola lenI hai| jo tumheM rahA nahIM to AnaMda kisako kaheM? honA hai vaha tuma ho; thor3I-sI bAdhAeM haiM, unako girA denA hai| isalie mahAvIra ne aura eka chalAMga lI-saccidAnaMda ke paar| kucha hai nahIM kahane ko vahAM, lekina cala sakate ho, pahuMca Aja itanA hii| sakate ho| | isa ajJAta para jAne kI jinameM himmata hai...yaha ajJAta hai| ise agara tumane kahA ki pahale siddha ho jAe to hama caleMge jarUra, lekina siddha to ho jAe! to tuma kabhI jA hI na sakoge kyoMki yaha kucha bAta siddha honevAlI nahIM hai| tuma jAoge to siddha hogii| tumhAre anubhava se siddha hogii| to mahAvIra kahate haiM, jJAna kI ghaTanA hii...| aura usa jJAna kI ghaTanA kI tarapha jAnA ho to trigupti-mana, vacana, kAyA-tInoM ke vyApAra meM jAgaraNa ko smhaalnaa| jJAna kI aMtima AtyaMtika dazA kA nAma mokss| jisako hiMdU brahma kahate haiM, usako mahAvIra mokSa kahate haiN| aura nizcita mahAvIra kA zabda jyAdA mahatvapUrNa hai| kyoMki brahma se aisA lagatA hai, kahIM koI baahr| Izvara se aisA lagatA hai, kahIM koI 6081 2010_03